Smacks that A's blog: "Have You ever....."

Have You ever needed, desired, longed, dreamt for something so bad and for so long, and tried going for it when You thought it was there only to have it be not it and after evrytime You bury all those longings and desires lil deeper......

so now.....i see in front of me what i think is really it......yet here i sit, shaking in my shoes, scared to death, but feel myself reaching out to it none the less.........

makes it hard to breathe.....

thoughts all over the place....

Hearts racing.....

but ...

I AM GOING TO OVERCOME MY FEAR........

PUT FEAR WHERE IT BELONGS.....

GONNA TAKE THAT CHANCE, AND JUMP!!!!