potsmokinSER's blog: "words"

I hurt myself today

to see if I still feel

I focus on the pain

the only thing thats real

The needle tears a hole

the old familiar sting

Try to kill it all away

but I remember everything.

**What have I become?

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know goes away

In the end

And you could have it all

my empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt**

I wear this crown of thorns

upon my liars chair

Full of broken thoughts

I cannot repair

Beneath the stains of time

the feelings disappear

You are someone else

I am still right here.

**What have I become?

My sweetest friend

everyone I know goes away

In the end

And you could have it all

my empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

If i could start again

a million miles away

I would keep myself

I would find away.**