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What are you waiting for?

the wanting

i want to hold her in my arms again and smell the sweet scent of her next to me and feel the warmth of her body against mine.I want to wake up kiss her and say i love her and want to spend long nights on a beach with her listening to the sea and watching the stars fade away as the sun baths her in its rays making her look like an angel sent from heaven.to take long walks hand in hand. to have long quiet evenings talking about anything our hearts desire.to have her soft lips against mine and to pour everything i have into making her the happiest woman in the world.I love her now and forever. she holds the most precious gift i can give my heart in her hands. 

what do you do

what do you do when you lose everything that makes you happy in life? when you lose the only persoon that can bring you joy when your sad or make you smile when you really don't want to. The one entity left in the world that you don't want to fight.What do you do when you can no longer feel her sweet embrace through the night or the warmth of her lips as you kiss that final kiss before you slip into a peacful dream filled slumber.what do you do when you have nothing left worth living for? do you get over it like it never happened and chase a false sense of happiness or do you face reality and accept that you have hit rock bottom in life. That you're in your upper twenties,jobless,and have lost the love of your life for good.that everything you hold dear in life has moved so far away that you'll never see her again? What do you do? what do you do?

my feelings remain true

Time and time again I give all that I am. I have no more to give,but My feelings remain true. I love you. You know who you are. I try to give you confidence in your natural beauty but the more I try the more you doubt yourself. I tell you I love you and you think I'm blind. You think I'm creepy possibly because I treat you like you should be treated and ask nothing in return. If you ever need space or I'm being to clingy just say so and I'll back off. I will listen to you. I just want to hold you and show you I love you in my evey movement. When you tell me I look better in looser jeans. I listen even if it's the total opposite of what I normally do. I do this because I Value your opinion and advice like no other. I listen because I love you. You think I'm not me because I change frequently. I change frequently because you help me to become a better man and person with everyday. You help me with your opinions and you advice. My feelings remain true. I love you. You think I'm crazy because I don't ask for anything for myself or do anything for myself. I do this because I truely have everything I need and want. I only want your happiness and  love nothing more nothing less. It's all I've ever wanted.My feelings remain true. I love you

loneliness

  down and out and lonely again
but I don't ..care.. that the
Stars don't ever fall my way anymore;
because I was Destined to live
my sad, sad, sad life of Misery
all by myself
until the very end.

  until the Sunsets
realized that I cried the
night away for no other
reason than to wait;
than to wait on bended knees
and trying to try to believe in you
holding me close once again.

  what happened to that
once long ago love that wanted
to so damn bad to capture my heart
before it turned;
before it turned itself
into a stone so cold that
never could roll it's pain away
from me of living
all its loneliness of one last wish that;
got forgotten from the Gods above.

  I don't care that
I don't feel anymore
but just like you
I've been down and out
and lonely again;
for way too long that
every now and then I
wish I could feel
something different other
than me wanting to die
myself away tonight.

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