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What are you waiting for?
Why does it all have to be so confusing,
Life, in that mystical & enchanting way?
Why can’t it JUST be simple, like a
spider,
Spinning its web for its home each day?
Why can’t it be so easy,
When ya meet someone you love?
Why does it all get scattered around,
Like seeds blowin’ through the world from
above?
OH WHY is it EVERY single time,
Something sparks my heart a’light,
I turn around lookn on down that path,
Where suddenly things just don’t go right?
HOW do other people do it?
How do they keep it all alive?
How do they continue on treading?
When it’s ALL I can do to survive?
When WILL there be a yearning,
An acceptance of another kind?
When WILL my heart stop breaking?
Or is there no love out there to find?
Do I just up and stop believing?
In what makes my soul bring light?
Is it EVER going to come easy?
Or will it always be a fight?
I suppose life will always be a mystery,
No matter which way I turn.
Until that time comes when I meet my
Father,
I guess I’ll always find somethn’ to
learn.
©-RebeccaJeanine71
Thousands of miles separate our
gaze,
Yet I can sense the hidden torch of your
hallucination.
See, smell, taste, hear, and
sound,
All are yet a whisper to me from
afar…
I know not what is really within your
heart,
Presumption is only a stretch from my
realization.
I scale the depths of your meaningful
thoughts,
Yearning to know…to feel your
breath…
Searching your soul with cavernous
sensation,
Refraining from the fear concealed profoundly
within.
What suffers my mind, my body, my
soul?
What makes me hang on to the endless
thoughts…
Just to have and to hold, to feel and to
touch,
What a trance within a dream… slowly urging its
means.
Scaling the pinnacle of my clouded
reason,
Only to implore my soul and its unfathomable
knowing…
Oh grant my desires what fate
bestows,
Suffer me no more with these quivers of
joy.
Just once let my illumination burn
vivid,
Forever to the end of time…
©-RebeccaJeanine71
Same ol' freakn
reason,
Same ol' freakn' rhyme.
It's always this or always that,
It's
hardly ever time.
Time for hearts to heat up,
and maybe stay that
way.
Time for someone special,
to come into my life to stay.
Why
does my heart always torture,
my mind and soul inside?
Why is it that my
dreams never bring me
to that place where I don't have to hide?
Oh why
do I continue,
to bring this on myself?
Why can't I just keep thriving
on,
instead of layin' my heart upon a shelf?
But...NOOO someone comes
hither,
into my CRAZY world.
bringing my mind to heightened realities,
and my SOUL is soon unfurled.
No sooner passion and emotion,
begin
to craze my mind.
they grow without a rapture,
not allowing me to
unwind.
Things go great for a little while,
I'm happy as a silly
lark.
But, then something comes along,
and snatches away that
spark.
Tears my heart in pieces,
makes fantasies come stumbling
down.
Then I end up where I began,
in my OWN broken hearted
town.
©-RebeccaJeanine71
