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--------green Eyes---------- September---------------
pick the MONTH that you were born & color of your eyes and put it on the SUBJECT LINE. Then re-post it AS YOUR OWN BULLETIN. Your friends might understand you better... ----------blue eyes----------- people with blue eyes are very attractive, adorable, loves to make new friends. will do anything for that special person. kind, and polite. can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. loves to please the one they care or love for, repost this if you have blue eyes, and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 days. -------brown eyes------- people with brown eyes last the longest in relationships. they are very satisfying and love to please and can EXCEED your pleasure standards. not the 1 ** **** with if you repost this and you have brown eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. --------green eyes---------- people with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. you will meet the per

Love Is A Word
Love is a complicated word. Some think their cured because they have found their true love till death does them part then fights occur when they both think its the end. Then later its all good again. Love is misery and pain yet pain is without love as if your only being shoved into a dark hole. what is love? some say love is when you can really trust someone care for someone so much you’d give up your life just for that one. Others say love isn’t even there no such thing I say different than both. I say its out there just hidden underneath or over top somewhere yet to be found say those 3 special words in meaning and dont ever go back on your words. Time to decide do they keep u from death or connect you more to it. And as they say I love you, you only can say them calmly back Love is a complicated word. by:Elizabeth

Community
Community we surf the web in search of what? a kindred spirit to share our lot? A billion neurons connect this brain, life's diversity represented, the sane, the insane Identity masked we roam this realm, we sail this sea we man the helm, what is real and what is false, we prod, and coax to glimpse the host Our senses redundant we use our mind, we conger, we type our message blind. Response received, we analyze we read, a picture we create of respondents need. Secure we are from judgements flame. Free to be, we choose our name. Words can be such sweet caress, they may condemn or choose to bless Oasis of truth we spirits confide our community draws the like of mind To nurture honesty and talents light to feed our souls, to fight the fight, to open our heart and share joy and grief, like trees we grow, we shoot, we leaf. Our words hold power for good or ill, they lift the spirit reinforce our will. Poets express your hopes and fears we&

Birmingham-10-24-07
well the news about alan remains almost the same.his legs have gotten weaker. his hips have gotten weaker. he is having to pull up his legs and feet with his hands, he cannot pick them up on his on, which is why his feet drag so much.dr.mcgrath said his hips are still working because he can still walk, but he does not know for how long. he has no sensation to feeling at all anymore in his arms. when we was there in july, the sensation was just up to his wrist, now it is all thru his arms. but the doctor said that was fine in a way, since he cannot feel any pain. on a good note, since july alans arms appear to be stronger. i got a new prescription for his afo's. ( leg braces) so hopefully soon he will have his new ones. he has an appointment with the mda on november the 8th. we go back to birmingham on 1-24-08

Nsfw Marked Pics
I am a little irritated. This pic got rated NSFW last night while I was asleep. Do you see anything NSFW about it? I see constantly on people's profiles; comments that are far more innapropriate. Actual clips of sex, etc. However a pic of a cartoonish girl not showing anything innapropriate is flagged. The profile comments are seen much easier than a pic in my photos section. Funny thing is that I have seen several of the cartoonish pics that were marked NSFW in my pics on people's pages as comments. It is really irritating.

Blind Eye
scratch and claw your way to me setting souls afire eternally inside the night ive always been another journey seems to end im on that road once again always a blind eye to sin skin to skin face to to face spread thin nothing that time cant erase clash of souls bitter words silence falls upon the world only light shines down on the scene is it real or is it just a dream changing the season of sin another road seems to end im lost in thought once again and soon my blind eye begins

Angel Of Darkness
HERE I SIT ALONE IN MY ROOM THOUGHTS CLOUD MY HEAD FEELING THE TORTURE FROM WITHIN CONSUMED BY THE FEELING OF DREAD BEEN CAUGHT BY A SPELL CAST UPON ME AN ANGEL OF DARKNESS HAS TAKEN MY SOUL A BEAUTY FROM THE DEPTHS OF MADNESS THINK I'M LOSING CONTROL A WOMAN FULL OF PASSION AND DESIRE JET BLACK HAIR AND BIG DARK EYES KISSES BURN SCORCHING TOUCH FILL MY HEART WITH MISERY AND HEAD FULL OF LIES CRIMSON FLOWS AS I AM FULLY DEVOURED SHE'S NOT HAPPY TILL SHE GETS EVERY DROP KNOWING I AM DOOMED FOR GIVING IN SOMEHOW I JUST CANT STOP MY PRAYERS ARE IN VAIN MY CRIES UNHEARD THE WICKED LOVE THAT I HAVE MYSELF BETRAYED SIN AND REGRET TOTALLY WASH OVER ME BUT STILL, I KNOW FOR HER LOVE I AM HER SLAVE 10-25-07 JAY ROGERS

Without A Sound
YOUR HEAD IS SWIMMING WITH EMOTION YOUR HEART IS FULL OF PAIN IF U COULD ONLY FEEL THE SUNSHINE THROUGH THE MIDDLE OF THE POURING RAIN COMPLICATIONS AND MISDIRECTION HAVE YOU LOSING YOUR FAITH IN LOVE SLIP YOUR HAND IN MINE MY DEAR I CAN SHOW YOU WHAT I AM THINKING OF TAKE A WALK WITH ME THROUGH THE MEADOW LISTEN TO THE BIRDS FLYING ALL AROUND HEAR MY HEART SAY I LOVE YOU WITHOUT EVER MAKING A SOUND FEEL THE TENDERNESS IN MY EMBRACE AND THE SINCERITY IN MY WORDS YOU KNOW YOU FEEL BROKENHEARTED MAYBE I CAN FIND THE CURE TAKE YOU TO HEIGHTS OF RAPTURE SAVE ME WITH A SINGLE KISS I ONLY WANT YOU FEELING CONTENTED SAFE AND SECURE IN THE MIDST OF BLISS

Stuff Shit N Things
Tomorrow my son will get his SECOND set of tubes in his ears in less than a year. Im sressing the pain.. he was SUCH a grump last time. gonna be a looooong weekend And after that surgery.. a doc appt for my youngest to hopefully get the ball rolling for more testing done on him. The teacher says maybe Aspergers?? School is for sure not going well for him :( So.. please know that if you are my FRIEND... I am by no means ignoring you. Real Life has snabbed me up for a while! I still love ya! If you know my phone number.. call me dammit! Just coz Im not here dont mean I wont talk on the phone lol. If you dont have it and want it.. fu-mail me :D xox

Fu Wifey
Hello ladies Im Lookin for a FU Wifey so lonley on here,tired of just bein sad and lost. If you think im worth it to be your fu hubby Comment this and let me know why or hit me up on Shoutbox. XOXOXOXO Marius Vampiric_Phantom

Book Tour
AUTUMN BOOK TOUR Dover Delaware Walden Books October 27th and 28th 1-4pm Signing TELL ME YOUR NAME, THE RECKONING and GHOST OF A CHANCE ------------------------------------------- Lancaster Pennsylvania Walden Books Park City Mall November 10th and 11th 1-4pm both days Signing TELL ME YOUR NAME, THE RECKONING and GHOST OF A CHANCE -------------------------------------------------- The Gallery Mall Philadelphia PA, Borders Books November 16th 1-6pm Signing with other authors for THE SOUND OF HORROR anthology -------------------------------------------------- King of Prussia Pennsylvania Borders Books November 17th 2-5pm ---------------------------------------------------- Signing copies of GHOST OF A CHANCE Barnes and Noble Tribecca Manhattan, New York December 15th 1-5pm signing copies of all books. MORE TO COME AFTER THE HOLIDAYS

To Be Continued...
There was soemthing I searched for through 46 states. And 3 different countries to add to the stakes. It all seemed so hopeless so much time was a waste. I prayed everynight to God for a taste. I just wanted love, such a simple request. The answer was always "no simply not yet" So I kept up the search for someone like me. I looked and i roamed wondered where she could be. Did she exist or was it all just a dream. I thought "what a fool" as I kicked and I screamed. There is no one there, at least not for me. Hope there was none or none I could see. I gave up what I longed for and let everything be. A life with another was just not for me. Then she came out of nowhere like a wave from the sea. And crashed on my heart like I couldn't believe. But easy it's not for a fight lies ahead. But thats nothing to me i'v fought and i'v bled. Though the battlefields different then ever before. Different then drudging through mud and through gore. For here only lov

Sum One How Need's To Be Heard!!!
Hi, Nicoli here.....I am a young girl with a soft heart.....I need sum one to tell me...I am needed... I wont a bad boy...or girl to have my heart...if you think it's you...do tell me...where, when, and how!!!........lol....:)...

The Loss Of Another
once again i find myself grieving over the loss of a friend i just found out five minutes agothat a girl i went to school with that i have known since 5th grade has died in a car accident she would be the 9th or 10th person that i have lost in the last 2 years if that rite now im not in the best of moods so any cheering up will be appreciated something i wrote for her and her family and friends in this time of loss and mourning i send out my deepest sympathy to the family and friends of this wonderful girl who has touched so many lives in such a short period of time its a tragedy we had to lose her so soon but she shall be in our hearts and prayers forever R.I.P. Jessica Truz we all love you written by Bridgette M Bailey R.I.P. ♥ Jessica ♥

Just A Thought.
so i was talking with my good friend funkymunky and we are deciding on where i should live here are the choices. what do you think ? Arsoli (Lazio, Italy) Bastard (Norway) Beaver (Oklahoma, USA) Beaver Head (Idaho, USA) Brown Willy (Cornwall,UK) Chinaman's Knob (Australia) Climax (Colorado, USA) Cunt (Spain) Cunter (Switzerland) Dikshit (India) Dildo (Newfoundland, Canada) Dong Rack (Thailand-Cambodia border) Dongo (Congo - Democratic Republic) Effin (Limerick, Ireland) Fuku (Shensi, China) Fukue (Honshu, Japan) Fukui (Honshu, Japan) Fukum (Yemen) Hold With Hope (Greenland) Intercourse (Pennsylvania, USA) Lickey End (West Midlands, UK) Little Dix Village (West Indies) Lord Berkeley's Knob (Sutherland, Scotland) Middle Intercourse Island (Australia) Muff (Northern Ireland) Nobber (Donegal, Ireland) Pis Pis River (Nicaragua) Sexmoan (Luzon, Philippines) Seymen (Turkey) Shafter (California, USA) Shag Island (Indian Ocean) Shitlingthorpe (Yorkshire, UK)

Dumped In A Text Message Today
What kind of woman will dump you in a text message? I loved her so much & even went as far as proposing to her & she didnt have the decency to break up with me in person...I could have taken that better than a text message...I gave her my love & she gave me SHIT...I feel so empty...

Iraq Update
Hello to all my friends out in fubar land. Well here is a little update from Iraq. the past couple of weeks have been very quiet in my sector. Not really to much to write about in the field of battle. There is a little to mention out there about what i have done so here it is, Well my squad is down to 6 men n we still function nas if we are full strenght of 12. We have raided several houses and captured several high value targets. Most are at night when we raid the house but there have been a couple that have been during the day. When u would think they were not home. guess they thought we would not go looking for them,,Boy did we fool them....Well thats all i have for now will get back and post a lil more when i have time....tks for the support..

Ass Face!
So. It's late. And I'm retarded. And fubar.com let me know what was up. For whatever reason I tried to add myself to my own family and got this error message: ERROR: you can't add yourself as a family member, ass face! I almost peed myself laughing...though, that could also be because it's 3:34am and I've been up practically 24 hours working on this stupid essay about a stupid book written by a stupid author. What pains me is I LOVED LOVED LOVED the book before I was asked to interperate the damn thing to hell. Stupid assignments. Sad news! My VIP that fubar member Ripped Flesh (http://www.fubar.com/user/307969) bought me a month ago (thanks again for that!!) is up. Sooo. I am no longer this amazing girl with a p!nk name, I'm an amazing girl with a regular colored name ;). If someone loves me enough to buy me a new one feel free...though in the end I just end up being annoying and feeling bad for your kindless and thanking you about a bajillion times. Just ask RF. He'll concur

Vote For My Hot Body
Help Me Win This Contest I am trying to win a 7 day blast please rate me and show me some comment bombing love.Let me know if you bomb me so I can return you some love! Click the Pic. to check me out!

Distance
When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good? I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try. You know how I feel about you, and it hurts that I can't even be next to you. Why does it gotta be so complicated? Loving you feels so right, but at the same time, knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple, I just want you here with me, to look into your eyes, to hold you in my arms then I'd truly be happy. Right now this distance between us is out of our control, but I'm still hoping one day soon, I'll get what I'm wishing for.

The Rubenesque Woman...
Quite frankly, beautiful women come in all shapes and sizes. And today, when most people think of an attractive woman in the fashion sense, they usually imagine a slim-hipped waif with hollow cheeks, narrow shoulders, and a rather unremarkable bust line. This is what commerce has brainwashed modern society into believing is the ideal woman. It is a lie, propagated by marketing forces and fashion designers who use the obsession with a slender female form as a means to earn millions of dollars selling weight-loss products and other health routines. But some of us know better. There is another female form that has been idealized for centuries. She is the familiar hourglass or pear-shaped woman of wide hips, an ample bust, plump cheeks, soft-full lips, and a generally healthy profile of alluring curves and crevasses. She is the Rubenesque Woman. Elegant. Cultured. Educated and Beautiful. In fact, the very word "rubenesque" originates from the adorable plump women so

Why?
Good evening Fubar. As I sit here and listen to Jaheim "Long as I Live", I've come to realize that people in this world are different as far as touch, scent, smell, feelings, etc. But through all opposites and diversities between two people, why is it that Love, bring two totally opposite people together as one? I ask why again, why is that so? People are born not knowing what fate lies ahead in relationships like; trust, Love, lust, deceit. Why do we find it on our lives to take on that risk? Is it a fear of being lonely or a comfort zone knowing that you have someone there? If you read this blog, please comment. I Love criticsm! Good or Bad. I won't knock you.

I Wish I'd Written This...so True
The Awakening by Sonny Carroll A time comes in your life when you finally get it... When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere, the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying, or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes, you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening... You realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world, there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you and in the process, a sense of serenity is bor

Cheating?
IT HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO MY ATTENTION THIS MORNING THAT I WAS CHEATING WHILE BOMBING MY FRIEND...YOU TELL ME HOW IN THE FUCK YOU CAN CHEAT BOMB? I WAS ACCUSED OF USING A SCRIPT PROGRAM...FIRST OF ALL I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THAT IS...OR HOW TO USE IT IF I DID HAVE ONE..UMMM...WHEN YOUR OUT OF COMMENTS YOUR OUR OF COMMENTS...ITS NOT LIKE A SCRIPT GIVES YOU UNLIMITED AMOUNT OF COMMENTS?...SOME ONE EXPLAIN THIS SHIT TO ME...YOU GO IN AND BOMB SOMEONE..WHEN YOUR OUT OF COMMENTS...YOUR DONE...SO HOW IN THE FUCK IS ME SPEED BOMBING SOME ONE CHEATING...I PAYED FOR MY FUCKING VIP...ITS A GLITCH WITH THE SYSTEM...ALL IM DOING IS BLOWING THROUGH MY COMMENTS FASTER WHILE SHOWING MY FREINDS SOME LOVE AND GETTIN ON WITH MY DAY...CHEATING...I DONT FUCKING THINK SO...AND NOW IV GOT SOME ONE CHECKING THE CONTEST IM BOMBING TO MAKE SURE IM NOT POSTING COMMENTS MORE THAN 7 SECONDS CLOSER TOGETHER...GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE...

Jennifer Ellison Faker
omfgg heres another FUBAR Fakerrrrrrr this stupid bitch is using Jennifer Ellison Pics and sayin they are her,for those of you that do not know who Jennifer Ellison is,She was in UK TV SOAP BROOKSIDE,So please go check out this fake bitch here on fubar http://fubar.com/user/641995 do a google search for Jennifer Ellison you will get all the info you need

Ok Peeps I Guess I Have Pissed Some Peeps Off
OK WELL I GUESS ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE PISSED AT ME AND THINGS I AM SORRY TO HAVE PISSED EVERYONE OFF AND FOR THIS I HAVE I GUESS LOST A FEW FRIENDS IM HUMAN NOT PERFECT AND PEOPLE DONT REALIZE WHAT I GO THRU IM NOT PERFECT IN ANYWAY AND IM SORRY THAT PEOPLE THINK IM A BAD PERSON WHEN IN ALL OUT HONESTY IM NOT IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING AND AQLL THE PROBLEMS I HAVE CAUSE I AM ASKING FOR PEOPLE TO COME TO ME IF THEY HAVE A ISSUES WITH ME AND TALK TO ME ABOUT THEM INSTEAD OF HAVEING PEOPLE DO IT BEHIND MY BACK I AM SORRY TO THE ONES I HAVE PISSED OFF AND MAYBE SOMEDAY THEY CAN FORGIVE ME I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY OTHER THAN IM SORRY

Iam A "d" And Thats Pretty Close.
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lover

Not Gonna Be On Much
Just found out today that house went into foreclosure 2 days ago. Need to try and find things to sell to raise money. Won't be on much all weekend getting things together and taking to antique malls to see if i can sell. Keep your fingers crossed that i can raise enough money since hubby has decided HE needs his money more than his family. A few prayers would help too. Love you guys

The Great Pee-jay!!
Every day, She stops by to show love. When someone needs help leveling, she's there! I've made some great friends here, many just like her, but I felt it was about time I gave her props!! Please drop in and show Pee-Jay some love!! She deserves it!! :) PEE-JAY~2ND ALARM HOTTIES, FU BOMBERS, CLUB FAR,& VERY PROUD ARMY MOM!~@ fubar

Salute Contest
I am sponsoring two contests, The first being a Solute David photo contest and the second being an Ass, Armpit, or Breasts contest. The winning salute will receive a 30 day VIP from me, and the winning Ass, Armpit or Breasts will win a blast. Rules: Salute David: Your salute must be a photo of yourself and include a message to me "FrogMaster David". Your salute may be rated G or rated XXX its completely your call. Winner will be decided by popular vote. Ass, Armpit, or Breasts: Yes it is exactly what it sounds like. Send a close up photo of your Ass, Armpit, or Breasts so that people are not sure which one they are looking at and have to guess, lol. As proof of it being your own photo with pen or marker write "David" somewhere on yourself in the camera frame. Winner will be decided by popular vote. How to enter: To enter post this photo in your photo gallery, then notify me of where to find it. I will then rip it to my contest gallery. Dates

Pecan Pie
Ingredients Directions 2 Eggs, Slightly Beaten 1 Cup Light Corn Syrup 1/4 Cup Sugar 2 Tablespoons Flour 1/4 Teaspoon Salt 1 Teaspoon Vanilla 1-1/4 Cups Broken Texas native pecans Preheat oven to 375 deg F. Spread pecans in an unbaked 9-inch pie shell. Mix remaining ingredients and pour over pecans. Bake at 375 deg F. for 40 to 50 minutes or until filling is set. TIPS: 1. Cover the edges of the pie crust with aluminum foil about halfway through baking to prevent crust from getting too brown before the pie is done. 2. For best results, be sure to use only Texas native pecans. If you insist on using hybrid pecans or pecans grown in some other state, don't complain to us if you aren't happy with the way your pie turns out. 3. Note that this recipe calls for Light Corn syrup (we use the Karo brand). Many people use dark syrup in their pecan pies but we find that this gives the pies a rather strong taste and a darker, less appealing texture.

Just Thinking ...
I sit out here, miles from everything, and I thank my stars for being where I am … and who I am. There’s adequate turmoil in the populated world. I’m glad it hasn’t found my little neck of the woods yet. Of course, I didn’t always live out here next to Great Spirit. A short time ago, I was part of the rat race I dislike so much. But now? Well, there’s just me, the boys (my dogs), my snug cabin, and a view back to the previous century. As I sit on my willow rocker, strumming an old acoustic guitar, I wait for night to fall so I can watch my special star rise into the clean and clear sky. This particular special star became mine only a a few weeks ago. Before that, it was just an ordinary old star, one of several trillion flickering in the great darkness that surrounds my place after the sun leaves us for the day. One night, it just seemed to flicker a little brighter; kind of winked at me; and we’ve been on the same plain ever since. Why this star picked me out of all the g

Watch Out For This Guy
I would never down rate anyone! I dont care what the pic is or whatever, it's not cool, this guy is freshmeat with one pic. I give everyone a 10 and my fanily members 11's. Just watch out for this guy. here is his id!http://www.fubar.com/user/1267971 bloody drunk, lol mina FOR THE DOWNRATERS!

Life Gone Wrong
hey people and friends fans, i am just curious why everything has to go wrong and people treat you like shit, exspecially people you really care about like now when my mom is in the hospital and my dad is saying nothing but things to bring me down like i am nothing and i will never be nothing i am so sick of this most of the time i just want to give up and not want to be here anymore because i get put down so much i can't take it anymore...just kinda curious when you need people the most it seems like they are never there for you!

Spiraling In A Headfirst Dive
Have you ever woken up one day and felt real good about it and somewhere during that day all hell seems to break loose??? Today was that day. I woke up in a great mood, reminiscing of a week of pure heaven, then BAMM! I get a call from a friend and he says "Check your Email", so I do and there it is, a packet to fill out for augmentation to the XVIII Airborne Corps for duty in Iraq. This is both pleasing and disheartening to me... one I want to go, it puts me in a perfect spot to finish up my active duty for retirement, on the other hand it drives me completely away from those that I cherish and Love, one person in particular. Now my decision affects several people, not just me, what do I do??? Then I find out that my divorce paperwork hasn't even been completed.... Damn can this get freaking worse???? Nope, I drag the soon to be Ex to the courthouse and stand over her to ensure she signs the paperwork, 2-3 weeks and the divorce is Final, whew a break today, finally. Still I do not g

Do We Call Too Much Or Not Enough
So the difficulty arrises on how much is too much. How often should we call a person that we are interested in and how much is too much. If a man does not call does that mean we are no longer interested.....or is it that we are afraid of suffocating the person we wish to be with. The dating scene has changed over the years and unfortunately one misinterpreted action by either party can end the chances of a fulfilling relationship somewhere down the road. Am I going nutz here or is this on the mind of others who are dating!

What Is A "master"?
What is a "Master"? Master. The word evokes an image of male authority and power from our collective memory, and yet it has intrigued me how the term has been blunted in personal subjugation—so often used synonymously with the words "top" or "dom" in the fetish lexicon. As the trend of BDSM has spread into the psyche of broader society, one can certainly say it has become a fashionable novelty on many levels. With the steady expansion of this chimera, the words used to describe roles and ideals within it have gained far too much power of invention, and it is more than a little ironic that the very sub-culture which adopts terms such as "Master" and "slave" so often understands those terms the least. Upon this sits an increasingly androgynous society shunning what many instinctually feel to be the Natural Order of male and female relation in favor of "eroticizing equality." Since childhood, males in our age are bombarded with numerous social directives which tend to confuse

Latest Wildfire Update
Ash and smoke still in the air...at least as of yesterday the santa ana condition is gone and some humidity is back in the air. The off shore breeze we all love so much is now bringing the smoke and ash back to shore, which is a bit ironic. My friend, Ellen and the rest of the street were able to go back to their homes as of Friday... after being evacuated since Monday! At least my good friends have a home to go back to! Fires all around are barely 50% contained and they've been burning since Sunday/Monday... having delays in air rescue as well as hurricane force winds have caused complete devastation... you'd swear a bomb went off. Houses and cars didn't just burn they incinerated/melted. On the other hand, know about more friends that their families have lost their homes and some acquaintances of mine did lose theirs. Just 5 miles from Ellen's home is where I grew up and the fire was confirmed just yards away from my home I grew up in - over 30 years in that home - and an

Self Induced Headache
I was sitting here with a headache from a frustrating night last night, rating my friends's stuff and I heard a thump at my sliding door. I looked and there was a bird fluttering away, poor thing. As a mater of fact he did it three times before giving up, or becoming unconscious. I' taking that as a sign.

Free Vip Or 7 Day Blast
im holding a any pic you want no rulez contest THIS CONTEST WILL ONLY LAST 6 HOURS most comments wins the prize im only taking 4 contestants, so speak up fast if u want in, starts sunday at 4pm pacific time...... CONTEST FULL, ty all, see u at 4 to bomb OVER OVER OVER

Halloween Costume Shopping
Well... after a week of meetings (3 to 4 a day) I finally have time to help my son find a costume for this coming Wednesday night's festivities. He has no idea what he wants to be... so it will be a long day of shopping I am sure. He wants to watch the University of Oregon DUCKS play USC on TV here this afternoon. He loves the DUCKS. Luckily we have a bye week with our Seahawks tomorrow but we will be watching the 49ers play football ... that is for sure. Cold morning here. Has been very windy so there are leaves all over the yards all up and down the street and out in the street too. I love fall. It is surely becoming the weather to bring out the sweaters. This weather always gets the blood of my husband pumping for he loves it when I wear sweaters. He calls me his "little sweater girl". You men! Is that all you think about is boobs?

Why Do The Sh1theads Keep Coming.........
I am still having trouble figuring out how all these "normal" people have this holier than thou attitude while obviously wanting more than just to chat with you. Out of the blue never commented, private messaged or chatted here. After calling me a weirdo he promptly blocked me. Oh well, tehe to bad he was not bright enough to know block or not you can send at least one private message. (Apparently he does not like opposing opinions on the White Sox either) Shout Box: (read from bottom up) ---------------------------------------------- Da White S...: ok then weirdo...lmfao ->Da White S...: I get to know someone here for a bit before asking Master if I can add them to my messenger. Da White S...: what's your yahoo or msn ? ->Da White S...: yes Da White S...: do u have yahoo or msn messenger? ->Da White S...: k Da White S...: question for uo k? ---------------------------------------------- Da White Sox - http://fubar.com/user/767639 sr

A Lesson In Pleasing
(Yes, the Angel in this story is me and is a true story) "Angel?" "Yes Sir?" I asked quietly, looking up at you slowly. We had been sitting at the dinner table. You'd created a wonderful meal for the two of us. You love to cook, and I love your cooking. You are a Master in the kitchen, and in the bedroom. "I have plans for us tonight." I nodded. I knew you had been planning something. I could tell. I always knew. I could read you. "You do want to be my good girl don't you?" "Yes, Sir." "You do know how to please me, don't you?" I nodded again. "I need to hear your answer, pet." "Yes Sir." My heart was pounding. Just what had you concocted? Was it something we'd talked about before? Could it be a fantasy we'd explored only in words, late at night, in bed. "Good girl, now come with me." I expected you to immediately lead me downstairs, into the dungeon you'd created, the sanctuary that was home to some of our most intimate play. But instead, you

Thanks So Much
I just wanted to check back in and let you all know that my sisters results on her mammogram came back fine. They say she just has "active breasts". Don't ask me, I just know it's a good thing and means no cancer. Much love and thanks to you all for all your prayers and well wishes. I sincerely believe in the power of prayer. Have a wonderful weekend my friends. Jackie

Anger Management
When you occasinally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I had forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered saying hello, I said politely "this is Chris". Could I please speak with Robyn Carter? Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear"Get the right fucking number !" and the phone was slammed down. I could'nt believe anyone could be that rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had transposed 2 digits. After hanging up with her I decided to call the "wrong number" again. When the same guy answered I yelled " your an asshole" and slammed down the phone. I wrote his number down with the word asshole next to it and put it in my dresser drawer. Every couple weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day I would call him up and yell "your an asshole"

Quit Update
My name is Angela, and I am a nicotine addict. I have stopped nicotine for 6 days, 14 minutes and 59 seconds (6 days). I've not smoked 120 death sticks, and saved $21.04. I've saved 10 hours and 1 minute of my life.

Venting On Hating Ass Fubar Bitches
It never ceases to amaze me lads and lasses when someone on this Fubar (or the net in general), actually thinks I give a fuck. I don't give a fuck about anyone that mistakens this bullshit for real everyday life. I care about who in the fuck I care about and the rest of these retards on here can fuck themselves with a broomstick for all I care. Noone's opinion is needed NOR required when it comes to the Irish dude, so kindly piss off. Never in my life have I ever seen so many bitch made motherfuckers put on so many fake, bullshit facades to hide their true identities than when I came to Fubar. Yes lads and lasses that includes MySpace. Try jumping over to the real side bitches there is plenty of room and my mates and I have left you plenty of room to find yourselves. I'm not a psychologist, but my guess is life along the way has caused so much irrepairable damage to some people's mind and soul, that the internet is the perfect forum to hide, and a delicious and fresh break from t

Cum On Guys!!!!
Come on guys! Stop by and help me out! Lucy ran out of comments and the competition is gaining! I'm the only one here! LOL Give me some help!!! PLEASE! kisses , Jamie click on this pic and it will take you there!

Prayers Are Needed For My Niece
ok here it goes and im not worryied if my spellings right but anyways the hospital called my siter 2 day and they told her youngest daughter witch is almost 2 has E-coli but she also has pneumonia and urinary tract infection so on top of that they called my sis 2day and told her shes got E.coli on top of every thing and we are so worried bout her :(( but if u could plz pray for her that would be great and thanks heres a pic of her and a link 2 her moms page so if u wanna say anything 2 her mom ur more then welcome 2 shs taken it so hard shes been cryin since the phone call and we all are worried bout her.... heres the pics pic of my niece this pic i got off my sisters page so it will also take u 2 her page.. but might be a private pic heres a link 2 my sisters page ~ ♥ ~ Vî×èñ åkå bººgîè$ Mºmmå ~ ♥ ~@ fubar and once again im sorry for the spellin but i really dont care yall know what im talkin bout and stop by her page and show her some love she needs

What All Guys Need To Know
ARE YOU WILLING TO: This means you better do it. FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of "those" arguments. FIVE MINUTES: This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's an even trade. NOTHING: This means "something" and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and will end with the word "Fine". GO AHEAD (With Raised Eyebrows): This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine". GO AHEAD (Normal Eyebrows): This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care". You will get a "Raised E

Humiliation
Today I was humiliated more than I have ever been in my life, just because I was me for once. I was talked into wearing my old clothes...the goth ones...out in public for the first time in almost 2 years...because its "sexy" they said...fucker. Not only was it a ploy to humiliate me in front of people who already spend their time whispering behind others backs...but they also made me feel like a total fucking whore...by groping me in public...i want to just break down in tears and cry but i cant because it means they win. just so tempted to do a vanishing act...why do fuckers have to persicute a girl for being herself...

Tell Me What You Think
i have come to the conclusion that if a man says your sweet you got no chance in hell, so maybe i should stop being so sweet and becaome like the high percentage of women who are not sweet but total bitches seems they get farther in life by being total bitches and men seem to like them better then the so called sweet ones. so what do you think total bitch or stay what they call sweet

Wolf Story
THE WOLF Feared and hated by men the world over, the mighty wolf has been plagued by all forms of evil stories, myths and legends. Hunted, trapped and killed to the point of extinction, many of these majestic animals are gone forever -- their breeds and blood lines never to be seen again. In spite of the many horror stories of wolves hunting, tracking and killing humans, no such event has ever been confirmed. Their eerie and lonely howl, which can make the blood run cold, is merely their form of communication. Each howl, with its tone, depth, length and frequency carries a different message to the pack, or to the partner who is out of sight. They're merely "talking". If you carry wolf medicine, here are some characteristics that sound familiar to you: You are fiercely loyal -- to friends, family, ideals and principles. There is no compromise for you. You are very territorial. You protect all that is yours and your family's at any expense. You are fearless in your pr

Guees Who
Hi all guess what finally got this page up....god knows i have missed everybody just love all of you Angels R Real Pony girl sue Bee the list goes on love you all so much i am so happy to be back again tried other sites but not as good as this.....my deepest thank you to all who have stuck by me & not given me away wanted to get back here sooner but couldnt get on & a big thanks to all for the birthday wishes you sent was much appreciated Anyway will catch up with you all soon much love ~ jovichick~

Great News
As all of you know it has been a very long nine months of pregancy. But on monday October 22 the new addition to our family finally arrived. A beautiful little girl named Moiria Corrine. She was born 7 lbs 9 1/2 oz and was 19 inches long. I will be posting new pics of her soon

Another Loser On Fubar.
OK PEOPLE THIS GUY LOVE TO LOW RATE EVERY ONE HE GET TOO MANY COMMENTS FROM DISAPPOINTED PEOPLE,I'M SURE YOU WONT LIKE TO DEAL WITH HIM. HAVE A GOOD EVENING ALL WILDCAT ssuckler@ fubar · arieladdicted@fubar.com just sent you new mail! 47 sec ago · ssuckler rated you a '1'! 1 min ago · ÄRÌÈL ÄÐÐÌÇ#... just checked you out! 1 min ago · ssuckler just checked you out! 1 min ago · adevilspleasure@fubar.com just sent you new mail! 2 min ago

My Sister
Yes I have a sister who's name will be changed to protect her but I have to say that when we were growing up I was raised to watch over Eve but I knew I wasn't going to be there for ever, Yes I ran scrubs off many times but it was for her own good. Well I used to kind of pick on her, I would hold her down arms out and get in her face saying "Get up try to get up lil girl" of course she couldn't I'm almost 5yrs older than her. I did this to make her strong. Well I'm very proud to say that she is a very strong woman now. I know I don't tell her that like I should but when our mother passed I don't know what I would have done without Eve she was so very strong. I know sometimes she thinks she's not going to make it but I have all the faith in the world in her I'm sure our Mother would think so too. Eve has raised two girls pretty well by herself and has gone through a lot of crazy shit and still kept it together when I really needed her I just want to say thank you so very much for being

Lost Girl
I scream for help, but no one hears. Is it true? This world doesn't care? They hide their lives by feeding your fears. I scream for help " Where are you? Where!?" Dry, cold, lifeless shell. Internally, externally full of tears. Cruelty for cruelty, Pain for pain. Happiness and joy, this flesh tomb restrains. A question asked to unmask fraud, with this life given to me is there really a God? Drugs hide pain, tears covered by rain All hope is forgotten in this lost girl gone rotten. That's all I have. Let me know what you think please.

Gold Diggers
Read this ad I found on Craigslists.. What am I doing wrong? Okay, I'm tired of beating around the bush. I'm a beautiful (spectacularly beautiful) 25 year old girl. I'm articulate and classy. I'm not from New York. I'm looking to get married to a guy who makes at least half a million a year. I know how that sounds, but keep in mind that a million a year is middle class in New York City, so I don't think I'm overreaching at all. Are there any guys who make 500K or more on this board? Any wives? Could you send me some tips? I dated a business man who makes average around 200 - 250. But that's where I seem to hit a roadblock. 250,000 won't get me to central park west. I know a woman in my yoga class who was married to an investment banker and lives in Tribeca, and she's not as pretty as I am, nor is she a great genius. So what is she doing right? How do I get to her level? Here are my questions specifically: - Where do you single rich men hang out? Give me speci

Today's Horror
"Your positive energy is perfect for movement of all kinds -- from travel to changes in career. Any new direction you choose to take right now should work out for the best for you in the long run." I HAVE been wanting a road trip or 2. Indiana calls my name as well as the other side of NC!! Working two jobs IS killing me... hmmm I need to ponder this. lol Interesting that my horrorscope goes along with my train of thought(s) today. Which reminds me, for those who do/don't know/care, I started back to college this fall to go into the nursing program. Working 2 jobs has been a necessity lately, for various reasons, but it didn't work with school. So, I postponed college until after Christmas. Wake Forest (yuck teams!) has an awesome nursing program as well as Bowman-Gray School of Medicine. However, I was exposed to paralegal work this week (don't ask!!!) and my brain has begun shifting gears. lol The nursing program... once you get your prerequisites out of the way, you must

What A Loser
So some lame ass is creating accounts, rating my profile a 1 and then deleting their account. It happend so many times multiple times this weekend Get a life loser, IDGAF if you rate me a 1, and the fact that you have NO LIFE makes me laugh hardily at you. the fact your rating a 1 and then deleting your account lets me know your chickenshit as well cuz you cant even show your face. hahaha. people with no lifes other then online drama are funny.

Got Trashed
So I ended up going to the bbq festival yesterday where I met Trisha Yearwood and some other random country stars. And of course I left my camera so now I'm stuck trying to find pics of me and them that other people took. Bot for the better part of life I went to a killer party last night, got trashed, made out with this chick who apperantly is one of my friend's ex girlfriends. Well soon she might be mine. Her homeboy was taking pics of us suckin, kissing, and licking and I forget to get her number or give her mine.

Night
WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT I SEE YOU STANDING IN THE LIGHT I CALL OUT YOUR NAME BUT THERE IS NO SOUND I GET UP AND YOUR NOT AROUND SO I LAY MY HEAD BACK DOWN WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT I SEE YOU STANDING IN THE LIGHT

A Single Embrace Is Forever
subject: a single embrace is forever post date: 2007-10-14 13:51:52 dont let your memory fade of me you will always be with me but old memory fades fast if all you remember is i love you dont let your memory fade of me memories are for you and me I'll be lying here beside you i will always love you dont let your memory fade of me old memories fade new ones are made for always and forever memories are words you string so well dont let your memory fade of me Once again now One more time new memories are made of a single embrace forever

Sleep
slice of the wrist release the tension blood flowing free life misery fade no more pain no more tears no second chance i cant turn back pain flows out vision speech lost no more time no more dreams i feel nothing i am nothing i must change i'm out of time

Pride = Raciest?
Proud To Be White Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker,""Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" ... And that's OK. But If I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah. You have Mauled Al-Nabi. You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day, you would call us racists. If

Depressed
Just so you all know that Jason and I are I guess no longer together. This is a very very hard time for me, I won't be here much but you can find me at myspace ( see my previous blogs for the addresses) Thanks to all, I love you ` Heather

My Tounge App!!
Name: DOB: Is your Pussy Shaved? Is your Pussy Trimmed? Is your Pussy All Hair? Do you squirt? Do you love to have a Big O from being eaten out? You like to Suck Cock after you get your Pussy ate: What is your Fav Position? Is my Tongue Pic the only Reason you added me to you Buddy list: When are you open for an Oral interview?

Draw Of The Flame (poem)
there is no greater pleasure than to behold the treasure of your vulneralbility to my intense sexuality when you call me 'whore' i only want more To hear your moans and aggressive tones i quiver with delight as i sneak in the night just to share that moment a glorious event as you tell me to 'shut the fuck up' I only want to be the cup that you fill with your milky froth you are my flame and I am your moth **Please rate and/ or comment please**

Sorry I Havent Been Around As Much.
Ive been taking a big break from the net, im always signed on, but not always here. I got a few emails from friends, worried because I havent been around, im alright, just have alot going on right now with personal things, just staying very busy to keep my mind off of things, as most of you know, what I was going through, caused me to loose the man I love with all my heart, I still love him very much, but im very heartbroken over this. So I figured best way to heal is to stay away. Life is so strange sometimes, u think you found the right person, and once things get a little rough, they dont stick around, way I was raised up, is when you love someone, you stick with them through the good times and bad, I know I do, just finding the person to do the same is the hard part. But I dont want my friends to worry about me, I just need to take time for me, and sort out alot of things. I hope everyone had a good weekend, Much love to u all!! xoxoxox

People Who Won't Back The F**k Off
VAMPRESS IS PISSED OFF!! SHE IS TIRED OF ASSHOLES WHO CONTINUE TO LEAVE ASS HOLE REMARKS IN HER SHOUT BOX!! IF YOU WILL NOT RESPECT HER WISHES SHE WILL BLOCK YOUR SORRY ASSES !! VAMPRESS IS NOT HERE TO BE YOUR CYBER WHORE OR YOUR PLAY THING !! VAMPRESS DO NOT WANT TO LEND YOU MY PANTIES .. VAMPRESS DO NOT WANT TO TELL YOU MY TIT SIZE .. VAMPRESS IS NOT INTERESTED IN YOUR SEXUAL HANG UPS !! RESPECT ME OR GET FUKIN BLOCKED THIS IS BULL SHIT!! THANK YOU VAMPRESS

Happy Birthday To Me 10/29/2007
Yup today is my birthday and of course its being spent at work :(. But can't wait to get off and party. I was remebering my earlly teachings from when I was little and I remebered scripture from the bible. Ya I know lol. Id be the last person to be somewhat religious. But I wanted to share it with yall. Its about growing up and since i'm 21 now it makes since. 1 Corinthians 13 1 Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal. 2 And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, but have not love, it profits me nothing. 4 Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; 5 does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, i

The 3 Deadly Mistakes Women Make With Men Without Realizing It..
» Mistake #1: Leading A Man To Think You Are "Needy" And "Insecure" Did you know that there are 6 ways you can set off a man's "Insecurity Alert" and make him think twice about pursuing a relationship with you? Sadly, even confident women often "accidentally" give off one of these signs... and just one can kill the chance of a man asking you on a second date. As you read through these signals men pick up on as "needy" and unattractive, ask yourself if YOU have ever been guilty of committing one of these deadly mistakes: Talking or saying nasty things about your past boyfriends. Saying bad things about men you have been involved with actually reflects the negatively back on YOU. It makes a man worry you are carrying around "baggage" that HE will have to deal with should he become involved with you. Speaking negatively about other women. When women call other women names like "slut", "bitch", and "crazy", it is anything but impressive to a man you are attracted you.

Read This...you Gotta...
here we go again... A lot of us have kids, and some of us still have them living at home. While others, have a gal friend, or boy friend with kids, so when we crash at that house, its always fighting for snacks. Yes that's what this post is about...Adult Snacks. Screw the kids, they get everything, all the candy, peanuts, pop-corn, anything you bring home gets consumed in a few hours... Well its time for a adult snack revolt... How to you go about causing this ruckus? Well, (laughing my ass off)... You must SNEAK snacks into the bedroom... (yes sneak), cause a average kid can smell a triple wrapped chocolate bar from a hundred yards, they are worse then those drug sniffing dogs. Then you must create a stash place, best is in the closet, or under the bed... I use those big fat plastic coffee containers, they hold lots of goodies.... But there are few important things to remember... a)Make sure the kid or kids, see this container and put some really stupit stuff

It's Monday Why Did You Have To Go And Piss Me Off............
Ok so the rating thing doesnt bother me to much as we know most of us are nice enough to drop each others profiles a 10.... When you rate someone dont you realize your not rating there display pic?? rolls eyes guess some dont know that.... usually when I recieve a low rating I dont bother to rate the person back. This morning I'm feeling kind of pissy anyway so I shout boxed him a thanks...THen its like is he lurking at my pics??? because it was a good 5 or 10 minutes and he changed a rating to lower than he rated it the first time .... So I was like ok we are doing some honest rating eh? So I had already been to his profile and rated him a 10 because Im nice yo!.... Went to the pics, the dude was unattractive to me, gave me the shivers maybe because his inner beauty had already showed its face, So I rated him a 1 which I felt he totally deserved. But the kicker was be blocked. After, I said I didnt post my pics for him I got the block lol. But, then it (I mean He) pops back up sayin

Hapily Ever After
Happily Ever After We live in a weird world, there is no question about it. As I work on my latest song “Happily Ever After”, I am compelled to rethink the conflict I continuously endure about life and happiness. Most people just accept things as they are, but I unfortunately require to go deeper into the psychology of how humans think and behave as well as the why. In this case, the how happiness is attained (if at all) and why it is so hard (or possibly impossible). “Happily Ever After” is a song of how come we grow up listening to tales of princes and princesses who endure one tiny problem and as this problem is solved, they can then be happy forever. Snow White was so pretty, her step mother wanted her dead so that she could be the prettiest again. Snow White is then poisoned by the evil witch, her step mother. Not to worry! A handsome prince comes about and with a kiss returns her to life. ZAKABOOM! Happily Ever After. Why can’t I just have a tiny problem like

My Desire....
In the still of the evening without sunlight to intrude. I see the twilights in your eyes as the moon sets up the mood. Playing music softly and slow while romance feels the air. I can't help but feel aroused the very moment you come near. You submit to my embrace while candles flick their flame, I can tell the smell of my perfume seems to drive your lust insane. As I look into your eyes you run your fingers through my hair. I taste the sweetness of your neck as I kiss right by your ear. You whisper words of love as I answer with a sigh. And in a very sexy way, my body comes alive. You're the heat of my desire as we slowly come undressed. You then start to lay down as you welcome my caress. You have a sexy body, I have a taste you can't resist and my breast show some response as you touch them with a kiss.

Ty Txsunrise For This Blog Love?hate?
Difference Between Love and Infatuation Are you really in love? Or do you think that you are in love? There is a big difference between Love and infatuation. Some people can't tell the difference, thinking they are in love but really it is a deep infatuation. Infatuation is instant desire - one set of glands calling to another. Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time. Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream. Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you - to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by their presence, even when they are away. Miles do not separate you. You have so many wonderful little films in your head tha

Women/men
i have this strange occurance...i talk to all these beauifully sexy women online...i can talk to them for hours on end. Yet if i walk up to a random woman on the street, they look at me like i'm some freak of nature just because i'm talking to them. WTF??? now i know that i'm not brad pitt or anything...but i'm far from ugly, so what the hell gives??? is the RL so stuck up that they can't even say hello? now i do get smiles from time to time, and i do smile back...but if i took that smile and just said hello, they run like crazy...hmmm...here's an idea for all you ladies and guys who don't know how this works...go say hello to some random person on the street and try to start a conversation with them...you'd probably be suprised at how many people look at you like a weirdo...here's a hint...BE FRIENDLY PEOPLE!!! i'm not out to sell you insurance i just want to say hi :)...anyways...enough ranting for one day...later all

What Is A Friend?
Friendship is a special gift given to us all. The smile of a friend is sunlight on a cloudy day, and every smile given to a friend is returned. A friend is one whom you can talk to, and listen to, without judging. A friend doesn't ignore your faults but accepts them as part of you. A friend is a shoulder to lean on when you need support, A pat on the back when you do well, and a sympathetic ear when you fail. A friend is a person you can laugh with about everything, you can cry with without shame, and whom you trust completely. A friend is a partner in life and a part of you always and forever. This to me is a friend! I love and respect all my friends very much!

Erotic Stories
You like tits, don't you? You're watching my big tits jiggle and bounce in front of you as you rise up over me and plunge your hot, hard cock into my slippery, wet cunt. My tits are large, resilient mounds of creamy flesh with small, sensitive, dusky pink nipples that love to be teased by fingers and lips. Can you think of anything better than sliding your wet cock between them and giving me the good sound tittie fuck I so well deserve? Fuck me harder, stud. Make my tits bounce. Pulling out of my snatch, you lay your rod between my tits and press the soft globes together until they surround your cock. You start slowly sliding back and forth, feeling the tender warmth of my breasts around you. As you stroke up, I flick my tongue over the tip of your cock wishing I could take the helmeted head in my mouth to suck you. I taste my own juices mixed with your pre-cum. As you pull away, you watch a string form, connecting the head of your prick with my tongue. The sight makes you hungry to

West Memphis Three: Defense Attorney Says New Evidence Clears His Client
Eyewitness News Everywhere received the following news release on Monday, October 29, 2007, from a public relations firm respresenting Damien Echols' legal team. "(LITTLE ROCK, AR; October 29, 2007) – Advanced DNA testing and other strong scientific evidence – combined with additional evidence from several different witnesses and experts – proves that Damien Echols was wrongfully convicted of murdering three eight-year-old boys in West Memphis, Arkansas, in 1993, according to legal papers filed today in federal court. The 200 page motion filed today by attorneys for Echols, who has been on death row in Arkansas for more than a decade, says that new evidence proves Echols’ innocence – and implicates Terry Hobbs, the step-father of one of the victims. The evidence includes DNA testing on dozens of pieces of evidence; under the prosecution theory for how the crime was committed, it would be nearly impossible for at least one perpetrator’s DNA not to match crime scene evidence. No

A Sphincter Says What?
robshags: You're not into cam2cam with couples, are you? ->robshags: Go away. ->robshags: Actually, delete me off your yahoo and then go away. robshags: I didn't know you were such a cunt... Sorry ->robshags: You must have forgotten that we've already had this discussion. I'm sorry. I didn't know you were such a douche bag. Oh, wait. I did. bwahahahahaloser. Quit trying to view my cam!

Love
Love is not an emotion. it is a constantly changing state of emotions. Not felt for an instance or from time to time but at all times. Whether it be while next to them or thousands of miles away. Love Is... fear, of ever seperating from them. patience, which is never exhausted on them. lonileness, felt at all instances of their abscence. motivation, to better ourselves so we may better serve them. anxiety, of how our actions will be viewed through their eyes. comfort, brought by their slightest touch. security, when looking at everyday being spent with no other. confusion, as we look at our lives without them. freedom, only had when wrapped tightly in their arms. dissapointment, in ourselves when our actions do not meet their approval. hurt, whenever we are the source of their tears. desire, to protect them from any dangers they will face. inability, to hide the truth when looking in their eyes. happiness, never felt before

Life And Relationships
I wrote this as a reply to bulletin a friend had posted about why girl's do what they do when it comes to the ones they love leaving them. I thought it would only be right that the guy's had their story told. Although once again this is for those guys that always finish last in life, you know what I mean. Here's To All The Guys. That weren't assholes to the ones they loved. That tried their hardest to do what was right and protect that girl they thought was number one. That watched the tears fall from that sweet and innocent face, while holding back their own. That did what they thought was best, because they didn't realize how happy she was with him. That knew as they walked away the only comfort that would be afforded them is the tears shed as the nights were spent without sleep. That hid their tears from the world because that is what men do. That ignored her calls and texts, because hearing her voice would bring us to our knees. That spent the time getting over her by lookin

Html Coding Basics 3
HTML Coding Basics 3 Ok now in the last few blogs I went over some basic tags that will change the text-style and with some tags also the size and decoration of the text, but didn't change your font color. Well, that is what I will be going over in this tutorial for you. I will show a basic tag and the 3 main attributes for changing the color, size, and face(Different Text style). This simple tag will do wonders and all you need is this one simple code. So now enough with the babble and on with it. Here we go. To go the simple way about it to start and then in next blog I will show an even more advanced way to change the fonting of your text in one line code. So to start I will show you the tag and it's 3 main attributes to change the font of your text. Your Example of a font code: All your text here The example above shows the tag and the 3 attributes. Note:These attributes can go in any order you like. It will not make a difference what order you put t

Journey
Journey I walk in peace through forests open house A guest privileged I breath rainbows gift Winds dances an invisible tango among lofty boughs, I listen to the song and close translucent eyelids. My vision clearing I breathe with the rhythm of the dance Invisible guests punctuate the dance counter point Tiny hearts joys released shrill proclamation I walk the secret paths insulated by clumsy attire. I discard my shoes in favor of liberated toes and discovered textures. I walk through vaulted avenues lit by suns probing fingers. Warm air stirs like the passing of unseen forms, close unseen. Sweat beads on naked skin, I float ever onwards I remove my shirt redundant modesty forgotten, out of context. Moisture evaporates on exposed flesh raising invisible hairs, caressing the breeze as nature welcomes forgotten senses. My goal unclear I move where whispers lead, secure in timeless wisdom Creatures pause and watch my passing, I smile at there harmony They st

O'rly????hmmm So You Say..
i gots grounded yesterday for touching shiny things and what knot...so since its today that is no longer validated by my snotty disposition. i said i was sooorry and so im not grounded anymore:p

Old Poem
I question myself, why do I live I have nothing to offer I have nothing to give Nobody cares whether I live or I die And nobody comforts me when I begin to cry I have no true value and nothing of worth My life has been cursed since the day of my birth So I sit in remorse and throw curses at my name I thought it would be different but everyday is the same So one last question before grabbing this knife Should I end all my suffering and take my own life?

My Psychiatrist Is A Hypocritical Mass Of Bitch.
I've been seeing a shrink every week for the past two years and I'm confident she knows nothing. Not only is she a hypocrite, but she looks like a hippo and she should be locked in a crate. A hippo-crate. The lady gets paid hundreds of dollars to look like a slug and write prescriptions for Ritalin. She's so dumb. The only psychology term she knows is ADD. The cuntrag sits in her recliner scratching her tits for an hour ignoring everything I say, then tells me I have ADD. There's nothing more ironic than being diagnosed with ADD by a therapist who didn't pay attention to a word I said. Most people get addicted to Ritalin. My shrink is addicted to giving out Ritalin. A kid told her he hates his dad. She called it ADD. Another guy apparently had ADD because he killed his dog. Were you raped? It's because ADD! Do you have a panty fetish? Have some Ritalin! ADD this, ADD that, she ADDs more than my calculator in fifth grade. In fifth grade, I used to sit in class with my calculator a

5 Year Old Fatally Hit By Train? Follow-up
A father whose 5-year-old boy was killed by a train Thursday while playing near train tracks in Watauga said he is searching for answers and looking for a way to give meaning to his son's death. Five-year-old Kevin Bradford's older brother, Josh, told his father, Tony Bradford, that he tried to save his older brother the night he and two others went on the train tracks behind their apartment. "This is what my son, my 5-year-old, made in school," Mr. Bradford said while holding up a drawing of a lion. "One of the last things he made in school, I guess." Since that fatal Thursday night, Mr. Bradford said he has had many questions about how and why his son died. "Was it a big hole in the fence you went through or a small hole?" he asked his son. The hole is where Josh said he, Kevin and other children sometimes crawled through to get to the tracks to look for special rocks and bones. "It was this wide," Josh replied while holding out his arms. Josh said while the apar

*grits Teeth*
I'm seriously realizing that the true bane of my life is the damn number lock button. I have to move fast with my job so I'm constantly looking at my work and typing without looking. Imagine my surprise when instead of thinking I had hit the 7 I hit number lock and start over. From where the 7 was supposed to be. This is going to be a very interesting looking keyboard if I hit that damn button again. Because I'm going to slam it against a wall! *deep breath* :)

Twoshys' Life...
well i have been sick for about two weeks now..asthmatic bronchitis and pluerisy..very painful through my left shoulder and arm. i am taking meds and resting but all this time on my hands and feeling down anyway has got me missing my son (more than usual)... plus it is my favorite time of year and halloween was me and my sons favorite holiday. we had so much fun as he was growing up especially during halloween. i have read several blogs and mumms where people were actually asking if they should take their kids trick-or-treating or do something else...my response has been the same to all...enjoy your kids while they are young because one day they will be grown and gone. it is then that you look back and have regrets on what i should have done or what i could have done. too many people complaining about their kids driving them crazy, taking all their time, blah, blah, blah...they should be greatful they have their kids around..i know i wish my son were here and not florida but he is in t

Loneliness
As many of you know.... I am a work-a-holic!! That is probably an understatement as well. I live for my work. I have given up a lot for it as well. Most people dont understand why I do what I do, hell I am not sure I fully understand it. I met a wonderful person a while ago. I fell in Love with her. but I couldnt step away from my work enough for her. I dont know if I made the right choice (actually I am sure I didnt)but it is who I am. Work, that is.... If we moved ahead it would have been a struggle between the demand of my work and the demand of her. I know she should take priority but I also know me and I will try to find a way to move ahead with my work. I know I sound like an idiot but it was happening already. Now, she also said she would change to be more accepting but, 1st I dont want her to change and 2nd she would have been pretending and it would eventually become a problem. So I choose a life of loneliness so I dont hurt her more than I already have. I tried

@ Answer The Question You All Keep Asking :)
Hello and welcome back to everyone who came back from my old page :) I am so happy you guys are back :) Well everyone keeps asking me what happened to my last page ShanonLee's Place...Well I really don't want to get into all the details of the whole thing....So I will try to be brief! I was accused of cheating on referrals because I had approximately 130 referrals in 3 days, as we are all well aware on this site there are members who are getting way more then that amount in 1 day. Well because I refused to admit any wrong doing my points and fu-bucks were taken away....Which I mainly obtained through the purchase of over $4, 000 worth of Happy hours (yes stupid on my part, I know) Now at first the only thing I lost was my Fu-bucks and points...I did not believe this was right, so I posted on my page about the treatment I received...Because of that my page was put on restriction, meaning I could not comment anyone all I could do was fan and rate and send and receive emails.

Tuesday Irritation
I work in an office that shares space with another attorney (family law in case you were wondering) Said other attorney employs his daughter as an associate for his firm. Without telling you the entire, pointless story, I will tell you that while I have no problem with this associate, she apparently actively hates me. This is quite flattering, I assure you, since I could honestly care less if she lives or dies. However, for sake of argument, we haven't gotten along for better part of 10 years (slight background being that she was disrespectful to me and my family in my house, while she was a guest...and if you know me, then you know I'm HUGE on respect) At any rate, I get to see bitch-face every day, for at least six hours..fun stuff. My irritation today comes from her yelling across the hall, for the millionth time. Their office has intercoms on their phone system, but she apparently finds it far more convenient to shout down the hallway to her assistant to do whatever pidd

Pisses Me Off...
My kids' school will not allow the kids to dress up for Halloween or have a party because they say it is a religious holiday and they don't want to offend anyone else's religious beliefs. They also will not allow xmas parties anymore for the same reason. This pisses me off! They want to keep religion out of the school to keep from offending anyone, but they force our kids to say "one nation under god" in the pledge of allegiance?!?!?! What kind of double standard bullshit is that? I'm agnostic. It offends me for them to make my kids say that, but I'm not crying at the school to make them take it out. When I was in school, we got to dress up and have a party at Halloween. We had xmas parties too. It was fun. It makes me sad that my kids don't get to do those things anymore because of these crazy religious fanatics.

History........101.... :)
Samhain is an ancient Pagan Celtic tradition and the time of year when the veil between this world and the world of the dead is at its very thinnest. At this time, the spirits of the dead traditionally mingle with the living. Celts believed that the very presence of these spirits could be used to help make predictions about the future. Samhain means "the end of summer" and is also known as Shadowfest, Old Hallowmas, Martinmas, Hallowmas, the Witch's New Year, Third Harvest, Day of the Dead, Celtic New Year, Festival of Pamona, Santos and Celtic Winter. This time of year represents the final harvest before the arrival of winter. Samhain makes its auspicious appearance each year on October 31st in this hemisphere and on May 1st in the Southern Hemisphere. It is now that the Dark Lord will pass into the Underworld and be re-born again at Yule. Ancient Celts divided the year into two seasons -- the light season and the dark season. Beltane on May 1st was the start of the light se

Blast!
I just burned $50 on a fucking blast and it was edited and its fucked!! It read I don't wanna be your friend, I wanna f*ck you like I'm never gonna see you again. ~Kid Rock...and they changed t to read I dont wanna be ur friend....thats some fucked up shit..!!! I sent mess to them and hopefully I can change it cause 50 bucks is no chump change for a shitty blast!!!!!!

Update On Baby Kaleb From His Mothers Blog On Myspace
Monday, October 29, 2007 My Miracle Kaleb is changing so much everyday! I look at pictures of him in the hospital and he looks like a little baby. It's like I just woke up one day and he is a little boy. He doesn't look like a baby anymore. Being able to see this makes me so thankful... He is such a miracle. We have great news! Kaleb is going to getting Hyperbaric Chamber Treatments three times a week. PRAISE GOD! All treatments are thanks to Harch Hyperbarics. This chamber regenerates cell growth and can stimulate nerve cells. This is usually very expensive and most health insurances will not cover it. Each patient will have different results to the treatments. Some patients show little results and some show AMAZING RESULTS! I know that Kaleb will benefit from this! HE WILL SHOW AMAZING RESULTS! I have faith in him! We are so thankful and excited for this! Kaleb is becoming quite the talker! He loves to talk. I put a new video up of him t

Non Raters....growlssssssssssssss
Ok so I deleted the last rendition of this blog because at the time I did not give myself atleast 5 minutes to calm down before I randomly started typing. So here is the new, edited version of the previous blog. I have taken pictures and have tried to make them pleasing to the viewing audience, what I do not understand is why the viewerrs do not rate them. I understand if you do not paticullarly like the picture, but if you continue on a daily basis to look at the picture at the least you can do is check one of the cherries below the picture. There are alot of you that do rate and I appreciate that very much, it does make me want to take more pictures. But those of you who dont bother to rate and sit there continue to keep coming back, honestly you make me want to throw my hands in the air scream and say a few profound obsentities. Now I will apologize if you find this offensive and for my spelling but honestly it makes me want to remove all the pictures and call it a day.

I Enjoy Being Online.
i enjoy being online. drama. drama. drama. i think its TBS that says its home to drama. nope sorry it moved to the internet. and i for one have been watching less and less tv and getting my drama from online. and the cool thing is that it takes less time for it to develop. maybe cuz there aren't any commercials. i think of being online as just another tool. its just entertainment. do i expect to meet quality people? eh bout the same as the local bar, only less chance of a hook up. although it does happen. i dont go out of my way to cause drama. lol there are plenty of others out there who like to do my dirty work. i just like sitting back and watching it unfold. i've met a few people online who enjoy it as much as i. so yeah i enjoy being online.

I Know I Am Having A Bad Day When...
Meetings canceled and driving all over the county and then come back here to read a message on my shoutbox from a guy with the ID of "value1" who asked me the question: Are you a transexual? I have never had ANYONE ask me that question before. Why in the world would this person ask me this question. He/she obviously have not seen my pics. He/she has put me on BLOCK so I cannot answer them as to the state of my sexuality. If anyone could, would you send them a profile comment stating that I am certainly NOT a transexual...thanks! Not a good day at all so far.

Sedução De Wamp
Já é noite... Meu sangue ferve em sedução Quero dançar a luz das chamas Dominada por súbita paixão Ouço teu grito, como me chamas Vagueio sozinha Sob a doce sombra da lua Consagro o ritual do pecado Dançando, as chamas me beijam Algo transcende, Poder indomável... Voráz sinto, O meu corpo te chamar Loucura, o prazer a sede Essência sensual a brotar Mistério entrelaçado como serpente Analiso a mim mesma... Estou a buscar a verdade oculta Sinto o corpo mudar, metamorfose Remoto segredo, transgressão O pecado em uma personalidade... Ai de mim!!! Que neste momento não sei quem sou Vejo as vidas se misturando Nem sei aonde realmente estou Olho o sangue correndo, sabor... Sinto nesse momento A verdadeira vivacidade Sim.Permito que isso viva Sentimento adormecido, inconsciente, Mas, acordando para a vida. A vida que tráz a morte A morte que dá a vida...

Seems There Ar Esome People That Got A Problem With Me...
ok.. So, i've been running around here online.. and reading shit it other peoples blogs.. (not saying any names).. but apparently.. There are alot of people, that has something, they would like to say about me... So, here it is.. This is your one time, oportunity, to speak your mind, and tell me what you really fucking think of me..If i have pissed you off in some way, or another, and you hate me, and got something you want to fucking say to me.. then fucking tell me right here.. not behind my fucking back. I dont like to hear from someone else, that someone else, is talking shit about me.. If your my fucking friend, then be a friend, not some two faced, peices of shit. Im getting sick and fucking tired of people who pretend to be your friend, and once you turn your back, they are talking madd shit. So, grow some fucking balls, and tell me your own fucking self. Fuck people, grow the fuck up, and learn to speak your mind. Stand on your own two fucking feet. This goes to

A True Poem
life gets harder as you go on and no one doubts that life is not long but just remember that no matter how dark it gets not to give up even a little bit its hard to go on i know its true and sometimes you cant get through the blue but always understand why i write shit like this because i hate to see the things that i miss so dont go down the road like me because you are the only one you have to be you get one shot in this life and sometimes there is nothing more tempting then a knife but always believe that some dont want to see you go so i hope when you read this you will know that giving up is not worth it no matter how many times you put up with shit and if someone stabs you in the back be glad you didnt get stabbed in the chest.

Me Straight Up
I am a simple person. There is nothing complicated about me. I like holding hands, taking walks on the strip at the beach or the mountains. I am not a jealous person, if we were a couple I wouldn't care if you go out with your friends male or female, I have trust and expect the same, trust and communication are the keys that unlock a good partnership. I am not a big fella, so if your looking for Big sorry I am not your man. I like camping, sleeping two in a one man bag, looking up at the stars next to a campfire. I personally think a woman is never more beautiful than she is when she first wakes up and looks into your eyes. I like slow dancing ( nude if the time is right ). Like I said I'm simple, theres nothing about me I won't answer if you ask, I have nothing to hide. thats all Jerry

Behind The Mask
I am darkness I am night I am vengeance I bring light I'm a winter breeze in summertime The world is broken, I'm just fine Looking day and living night But I'm alright Cloak and dagger Cape and mask Smoke and mirrors Guilty past I am the man behind the mask

A Tribute To A Dear Friend
Tribute to the Dragon kind by *Dragarta on deviantART To A Person thats been there for me no matter what. For that simply fact I love you more then you'll ever know. For simply being yourself I love you. For listening to me cry at night and never saying an unkind word to me. I'll love you more then you'll ever know. You see me for who and what I am, you treat me as your equal. For this, and much more you mean the world to me, and forever will. This is just to show a small portion of my thanks to you. For no matter what I do my thanks can never truly be shown to their fullest. One day I pray that you'll see and understand just how much you mean to me, but until then, this friendship will have to do. I just wanted to let you know that I love you very deeply and that I think of you as my friend.

Asking Something
This is a test blog for you folks. I am using Font Deadly Breakfast. If you see anything else except what you see above in the border, PLEASE let Me Know. The reason I ask is it will give me input on something I am trying to work on. Just leave a comment that will be just fine. Thank You for your time and hope to hear from you.

Ugh!
Sorry but this is mostly venting..if you dont want to read bitching/ranting then i would close this if i were you.. Today is technically halloween..I LOVE HALLOWEEN!, but unfortunatly..i live in this shithole town where everyone is fake, and no one really cares enough to make new friends. I moved here not to long ago and i seriously made no friends besides the ones i work with. I want to go out tomorrow night, but i dont know anyone who wants to. Which leads me to another point. I hate people, i truely do. I am the one of the nicest girls you will come to find, and people just walk all over me. I am letting my "friend" stay with me in my house and hes being such a pig. All he does it sit around and drink, bring people over with out asking, trashes my house, and sleeps. He is supposed to be looking for a job and hes not. Hed rather sit around and hit me. WTF is that? and of course i cant throw him out because im afraid he will live on the street and i dont want that on my conc

Get It Threw Ur Heads
Straight Up, Yes I may have a sexy pic up, Yes I may like to flirt, Doesn't mean ur gonna get F***in laid.. got it.. do not ask to be in my family cause it annoys me.... and you wont get in it.. If you come to me.. nice tits, nice ass, wanna F**K, can I lick you, so on and so forth.. you will get your ass chewed out.. OBVIOUSLY my bully wasn't enough to get that threw peoples head... so here is a blog.. when u want to be a dam* perv.. Read this..and know I'M SICK OF THE B.S.

A Webcam/digital Cam
Alright I've heard alot of people asking me that I need a digital camera or a webcam so that I can take a salute picture. I agree but I dont have alot of money. I'm a college freshman and I have to pay for my books for my classes, food to eat and that doesnt leave me with alot of money to spare when I dont have alot of money to start with. My mom is a single mother, worked 2 jobs most of my life to give me the simple things, I didnt come from a rich family, I dont have a dad, I mean I do, but I dont know who he is. My mom had a one night stand, yadda yadda yadda (another story) anyways she can barely afford to take care of herself and yet if it wasn't for scholarships and pell grants I wouldnt be able to attend college and make a better life for myself and my mom when I get out of college. I dont have alot of money so please understand my situation, more important things in my life then a webcam or digital camera. If you dont understand oh well I can't stop you, but for those

People Are Pigs!
I was walking from the train station to work this morning and I could not believe the amount of trash on the street left over from the Red Sox Rally yesterday. Newspapers, soda cans and cups, toilet paper streamers, .... it was ridiculous!!! I even overheard one of the newpaper vendors telling someone about how people had overturned garbage cans. So the Red Sox won the World Series. Does that give people the right to trash the city????

Promises
I may be wrong but you tell me. Is the world made up of broken Promises? does anybody keep there word any more I have a list a mile long of broken promises but I can not think of one promise that has been kept. I try to be honest and true but all it seams to get me is grief and misery. Why do so many feel that a promise is just a word you say when you want someone to do some thing for you,and that you are not going to have to keep your promise.Broken promises kill more than people know maybee I'm just to sensitive but I am starting to feel like there is no one you can count on any more except yourself and thats getting lonely. If you have any thoughts on this please let me hear them couse I am at a loss. Sorry if this is a downer but It's how I feel latly Coast Easy all

Am I The Next To Be "discovered?"
Apparently last week I applied to enter a pop culture contest in Florida. I don't remember any of it. I was probably high and thought I was entering a pot culture contest or something. I don't know. Anyway, they called me up today for an interview. It caught me a little off guard. Here's how it went: Rick: Hi, this is Rick from fashionrock dot com. Is this "Dirtyelo?" ME: No. This is Dirty. Rick: How old are you, "Dity?" ME: Uhh.. I'm young enough to dream about being a pop star but old enough to call you an asshole over the phone. Rick: Please hold while I transfer you to a fashion rock representative that will begin your interview. (while I'm on hold, they play Backstreet Boys) Leslie: Hello. My name is Leslie. ME: That was the worst hold music I've ever heard. Leslie: ...I am Leslie and I will be interviewing you today. Which category of the fashion rock contest are you interested in applying for? ME: What are my options? Leslie: We have contests fo

Got A Case Of The Nerves !
okay .. goin to the doc';s to have that lump removed .. i try not to ask for a lot . but please keep ya prayers comin this way .. ive got a case of the nerves .. and could use some smiles to keep me mellow Love you all Wen :)

My Humps
So...last night I had a super weird dream!! Some of you know my fubar pal Cubby. For those of you that don't...he's under my family...check him out. Anyways...Cubby has this video he made of himself for someone of him singing and acting out his own version of Fergie's "Big Girls Don't Cry". I hear that song every day at work and since I saw that little video he made...I can not get the vision of him in his video out of my head and start to laugh everytime I hear that song. Yes...he is crazy like that. Anyways...last night I dreamt that I made my own music video for the song "My Humps". It was me in sweatpants with a pillow in my butt for a ghetto bootie, a pillow in my shirt for massive boobage, and a pillow in my back for a hunch back. I was walking and dancing like a hunchback pointing to "My hump" on my back when they say my humps, and smackin my ghetto bootie for "all that ass in dem jeans". All of a sudden it gets to that rap part and Cubby comes out in a baggy jerse

Movie Characters
In the spirit of halloween, I thought it would be fun to post a blog about horror movie characters and have everyone who reads it post at least one of their favorite scary movie characters in the comment section..So, c'mon, this will be fun! Mine are: "Samara" ~The Ring "Kyoko" ~The grudge "Ju-on" ~The Grudge and, who could ever forget "Reagan" ~The Exorcist

In Kansas?
For those of you who are near me... thought I'd let you know where I'll be this weekend. Come down and say hi if you're in the area. Karas is my best friend's daughter... hard to believe she's all grown up now. :) I'm off to spend time with the kiddo for her birthday. Have a great night!

Love It
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood I'm in. let us pay for you! don't "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. S

Please Do This!
PLEASE DO THIS! A favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on " donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in the ! middle) . This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors /advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/ AGAIN, PLEASE TELL 10 FRIENDS TO TELL 10 TODAY

Airbrushing By "magik"
If you love bikes and fantasy portraits you should check out an amazing Artist friend of mine.His work is extraordinary..Magik's link..or if you're in Fresno..Stop in Tell him "Cherry" says "Hi"...... http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm? fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=188372984 Airbrush artist Magik gives interview at Frezno Kuztom Cyclez, where he works. His murals has been featured in international as well as national auto magazines. To see art of his work My name is Steve Contreras, my pseudonym is "Magik" as I am known to the Airbrush art world. I am seeking friends who love art and would be interested in ... http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm? fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=188372984 YouTube Magik I

What The Fuck Is Wrong With People!!!!!!!!!
I just read about this bullshit on msn.com. What type of inbreeding do people do that makes them think they can get away with fucking shit like this? The 1st amendment shouldn't be allowed to protect people that are this retarded! FUCK THEM!!!!!!!! BALTIMORE - A grieving father won a nearly $11 million verdict Wednesday against a fundamentalist Kansas church that pickets military funerals out of a belief that the war in Iraq is a punishment for the nation's tolerance of homosexuality. Albert Snyder of York, Pa., sued the Westboro Baptist Church for unspecified damages after members demonstrated at the March 2006 funeral of his son, Lance Cpl. Matthew Snyder, who was killed in Iraq. The jury first awarded $2.9 million in compensatory damages. It returned in the afternoon with its decision to award $6 million in punitive damages for invasion of privacy and $2 million for causing emotional distress. Snyder's attorney, Craig Trebilcock, had urged jurors to determine

Sitting Here!
Been just sitting here waiting for some or most of my friends from my other account that I deleted the other day to show up. My other name was Sweet Package! ® ©.¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔ ºÖº.¸¸. ♥♥♥ Wet Lip Licker ♥♥♥ .¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔ ºÖº.¸¸.© ®

Thank You "once I Met"
I'd like to give a big thank you to "Once I Met You I Let Go" for getting me this 1 month VIP access. Shes such a doll. Please Rate/Fan and add her especially if I have helped you out in the past. Once i met@ fubar

True Friendship....
Love starts with a Smile, Grows with a kiss, And ends with a tear Don't cry over anyone Who won't cry over you Good FRIENDS are hard to find, Harder to leave, And impossible to forget U can only go as far as u push Actions speak louder than words The HARDEST thing to do Is watch the one u love, Love somebody else Don't let the past hold u back, You're missing the good stuff LIFE'S 2 short If u don't look around Once in a while u might miss it A BEST FRIEND Is like a 4 leaf clover, HARD to find And LUCKY to have Some people Make the world SPECIAL Just by being in it BEST FRIENDS Are the siblings God forgot to give us When it hurts to look back, And u r SCARED to look ahead, U can look beside U And UR BEST FRIEND Will always be there for U TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS Friends are forever Good friends are like STARS U don't always see them But u know they are always THERE Don't frown U never know Who is falling in love with

Birthday
Thanks to all my fubar friends and family for making my birthday very special! I have emailed a lot of you today but I found out that the email is not working. Sending back blank messages. Just want to say Thank you again. Love you all! Keep smiling!

Rough Night
this is how my night went. started off getting all dressed up in my sexy kitty cat costume with plans of taking pictures (never happened). my boyfriend shows up and starts things off with a nice comment about how i need to work on my belly fat. so i was mad for a little bit then got over it. we went to dinner which was nice, came back and he answered for me definitivly that he is not seeing other girls (i had wondered for his lack of sex drive lately, but he says he was just giving me time since i've been dealing with so much. ok then we had sex, which is always good. just as i was walking him out to his car we discover my roommate in the street looking for (not chasing after... LOOKING FOR) my cat. now my cat tends to rush doors, so i've told him over and over and over til i'm blue in the face when you open the door, check where she's at and all you have to do is put your foot out towards her and she'll back up, then you can go out. really not that hard to do, you just have to r

Children Of The 80's Unite!
Children of the 80's unite! Okay Okay I know it has been awhile since I blogged. But you know me I don't blog unless something really hits me. So I'm sitting here yesterday trying to clean out my computer. I come across a program I forgot I had Limewire. So I starting looking up songs I grew up with.. okay I was feeling a little nostalgic..sue me. My roommate and I (which btw is only 2 years older than me) starting playing 80's music trivia with the songs that I had downloaded until 3:30 am. But then I really got to thinking about it. We are not really "Generation X" or the "Baby Boomer" generation. I would like to define us as the Children of the 80's! And there is NOTHING to be ashamed of that. Yes I owned a Rubiks cube... A real one. There was one word in fashion back then IZOD. I remember when MTV didn't even exisist and when it did come one it was not 24/7..it signed off just like the rest of the channels did. And dammit it played music videos!! (Trivia question: What was th

Whats Goin On.
Ok i know not everyone got my mass IM last night. But i gota phone call at 8:30pm est. My mom is in the hospital with a gal bladder attack pancritus ( spelling) and has internal bleeding and the dr's don't know where its coming from. She won't see the dr's for that problem until today. So please all i'm asking is keep my mom is your prayers and i will post a blog about what is going on when i know more. Thanks you guys rock i love you all :D

31 Things You Should Know About Women!
1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. If you do cheat on them do not ever tlak to the girl or see the girl you cheated on them with. They will be hurt , no matter what they say. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat. 4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. Go to your girl right now and tell her how much u like her and how beautiful she is! 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. No really, you did! 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're g

Yoga Blows Ass.
The goal of yoga is to connect your mind and body with your spirit and ultimately attain nirvana - a state of oneness with the universe. This the biggest crock that I've ever heard, not so much that I disbelieve in enlightenment, but because I refuse to think that such a thing would be acquired through contorting my body around like a gumby doll. Yoga is getting big in America because we love stealing ideas from foreign cultures. If Yoga were native to the United States and being lazy was an ancient Eastern philosophy, everybody would run around insulting yogis while bragging about how lethargic they are. Nobody has any sense of what's actually cool anymore. The whole idea of yoga is actually fake. It is nothing more than the game "Twister" without a mat. I automatically hate everything new and unfamiliar. I never allow myself to develop an educated opinion about anything before I judge it and let myself get worked up over my own ignorance. For example, I went to my frie

The Rules Of Hotm!!! All Hail The Mark!!!
1. Worship The Mark! 2. Comment Bomb The Mark Till Yr Fingers Bleed! 3. Give The Mark All Yr Love! 4. Go to This Link Post Haste And Comment The Mark! 5. Never Talk About The Mark In Third Person! 6. Click The Mark! 7. Worship The Mewbs! http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=1088986993

Shame On Me!!
I so just totally had a bad thought so disappointed in myself I'm not even saying it out loud...... whats happend to me!! haha Ive become mean?? shrugs I know people think the same thing I just thought and they probably think it about me .... but I'm sitting here thinking ohhhhhh dear where has the good lil misti gone??????

Where 'm Going
So if you're reading this, you're one of those oddities that likes me and, God forbid, spends your time chatting with me. Well I regret to inform you I'll more than likely be unable to be online from November 3 through November 29. I've got this joyous little hiccup coming called National Training Conference. What's that you may ask? Well it's basically where the herd us all to the desert in California and put us through the wringer with training as close to actually being in Iraq as humanly possible. It's going to be long, with very little sleep, working showers maybe only half the time..yeah I'm excited. So if you send me a comment or a message and I don't respond, you'll know why now. Alot of the close people here, Aradia, Amanda, DJ Minou, my little Busdrivertohell...I talk with you guys more than I do my own friends I grew up with these days. I'm going to miss you all very much. Take care of yourselves, and I'll see you just as soon as I can. All my best, Spc An

50 Things Women Do Wrong In Bed........
(Pay attention to numbers 9,21, and 37...they are the best!) 1. Assuming that sex means a relationship. The only relationship you have is that he has now stuck his hoo hoo dilly in your cha cha. That's as far as it goes unless otherwise noted. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but wh

Women Are Wierd!!
It is really stupid!! A guy comes in here and all I see from the folks already here is "FAN ME, FRIEND ME, RATE ME!" Ok, so you do that and you get a few points. The women accept your friend request because (I think) they get points for that. But do they send you a request back? Do they rate you? Hell no! You'd think if the broad lives in California and the guy is in New york, that she wouldn't be afraid of him being a stalker, wouldn't you? But she won't talk to him or friend him, or rate him, or anything else. Well, I say to hell with them! I am going to send a note to each woman in my friends list and if I don't get an answer, she is going to get deleted! F***'em!!!

Health Type Stuff
So, as most of you know I've been battling a seriously severe headache for the better part of a month. It started with a pain at the base of my neck and spread to my forehead. Step 1 - Saw a GP, was told it was a sinus infection and given antibiotics Step 2 - Saw Neurologist, told it was a migraine and was given blood pressure meds and migraine meds. Still no relief. Step 3 - Went for MRI. Those are scary. Step 4 - MRI reveals abnormal mass at the base of my earbone next to my brain. Step 5 - Today I saw a specialist ENT who has determined that the "mass" is sitting on a nerve and that's what's causing the headaches. He gave me a cortisone shot IN THE FUCKING FOREHEAD. Let me tell you, that shit hurts. Gave me Imitrex, Ultracets, and Neurontin for pain and such, and decided the "mass" is one of 3 things. Either a -sever- infection, a cyst which will have to be drained, or a TUMOR. I get to go for a Cat scan next Friday. I'm sorta worried.

Never Allowed
My mother always said that privileges come with age. At 15 I got my permit and started driving places with them in the car, at 16 I got my license and was allowed to drive wherever but I still had a curfew. Well 2 years later she still refuses to let go of me as a little girl. I'm still stuck with a 10 or 11 o'clock curfew because I live at home and have to follow my conservative mothers rules still. It sucks, here I am still having to sneak out as if I was still 14 and wanted to go to a party or out with friends. It's pathetic really, the way she thinks that controlling my main money account which the bank wont switch over to me until I'm 21 because when I was 13 I signed a waiver to keep her as the guardian for another 8-10 years and the loop hole is that I could only change it before I turned 16 so now it's stuck. So if I break my curfew I'm cutoff and without a car ( Although I pay my own insurance I'm on hers ) so she technically still owns the car. I did this agreement because I

Empty My Yahoo Tonite
due to the hard ass fuck tards on my yahoo i have removed every fucking person. do me a favour and remove your self from my list.most cant take a joke. it was a mass message. get over your self bitch`s. i`m not after you or your pussy. if you can tell i`m alittle tired of dead beat friends.monday nov 5 i will be removing my fubar account. you all have a great life mike

Inconsiderate Pricks
To all of the people here on Fubar.. you all get angry with me if i dont respond back to you within the minute that you write me something, and try to make me feel bad about it. Well guess what i dont feel bad..get over it..if men werent such pigs i would have time to talk to some of the good ones . If you cared at all you would ask how i was doing and not lets hook up. For all of you that do care about what happened to me. I was raped last night by my roomate. I think he spiked my drink. He is currently locked up so no worries..but he comes home tomorrow untill a court date. ugh well back to laying down for me.

November 19th, Important To Me.
On the day of November 19th 2002, was the day I placed my Grandfather to his final resting place here on this world. For those that know me, he was the only one in my family that accepted me for being me. The only one that I could do no wrong to and saw me do no wrong. This day following that day that year has been a terribly sad yet important day to me. I will need all my friends around to help me out please. No matter what I do or say, KEEP ME TALKING PLEASE!!!!!!!!!! I will let you know now, I will try to close up into myself, but DO NOT let me please!!!!!!!! You were an Angel And so much more to me When I was but A child You were my Grandfather And a Father to me for a while I loved you so very much And still do to this day Never a day goes by That I do not think of you You held me together years back Before you were taken from me I remember that day so well As if it were but yesterday Instead of five years ago I thought of you like a dad For that

Reality Tv Junkie.
Since I had a ton of time to kill and no internet to harass everyone with,I became hooked on reality TV shows. It started out with an innocent viewing of Dog The Bounty Hunter.Then, I found myself watching Mythbusters,Kid Nation,Survivorman,Ghost Hunters,The Contender and Rock of Love with Bret Michaels from Poison. I hope to get rehabbed of this annoying habit before American Idol starts airing again.

*sigh*
My baby boy turned 17 today.:( Im feeling so old. Seems like just a little while ago I was in labor for 27 hours with what was supposed to be a Halloween baby! LOL This makes me so scared and sad too because now that hes 17 the recruiters are going to hit him all that much harder to join up.I haven't came to any decision yet on permission for delayed entry.(see need military advice blog if you are lost! lol) On one hand i am totally against it but on another he will only be 5 months shy of his 18th birthday so what can i really do if his mind is made up?I just wish he would go to college FIRST.*sigh* I miss my little boy!

If I Was In Your Bed
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Push me off the bed 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) Fuck me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops lol Repost with the title IF I WAS IN YOUR BED!!!!! and see how many people want you in their bed...you might be surprised by the answers you get back make sure you repost this

Purity
This is where you fall to gray this is where you die today this is where the light leaves you You forced witness rape all your loved ones! You Feel them die Here is your hell! This is life leaving you! This is where you die today This is here where you will lay This is your shallow grave! Stabbing Whipping! Bleeding pleading! HERE IS YOUR HELL!

Who?? Me????
There's a 50% Chance That You Need Therapy If you think you need therapy, you probably do. But there's a good chance you don't. Like everyone else, you have your fair share of problems. And unlike most people, you're fairly good at solving them yourself. Do You Need Therapy?

Malachite Butterfly
MALACHITE BUTTERFLY The malachite butterfly, Siproeta stelenes is a beautiful butterfly from southern North America and northern South America. It's wings are bright green with thick brown margins after emerging from the chrysalis; the color fades within a few days. The undersides of the wings are orange-brown with green spots. The adult has a wingspan of 3 1/4 - 4 inches (8.3 - 10.1 cm). Adults sip rotting fruit and some nectar (especially lantana). The caterpillar is black with black spines and reddish markings; two long horns are one the head. The larval host plants is ruellia (Ruellia coccinea) and the green shrimp plant (Blechum brownei). Classification: Superfamily Papilionoidea, Family Nymphalidae, Genus Siproeta, Species S. stelenes. If anyone can give more information, and, especially show me where a good photo of one is, it will be greatly appreciated!! Thank you!! Blessed Be Sister and Brother spiritualists!!

Project Playlist #1 ???
This just doesn't seem right, that the #1 site in points, is not even a real person. Joined 4-1/2 months ago, all points are from the 9,451 referrals, no friends, and no pics, no salute still level 10, never given a happy hour. This seems a slam to all the other real people that are high in points, (not me)and spend their cash on happy hours and other things to support Fubar. With 10,000 points, or 20,000 during Happy Hour for each referral there is no hope for anyone else to ever be #1.. bummer

That's So Cool!
Argentinians wowed by white baby kangaroo A completely white baby kangaroo is wowing visitors to the zoo in Buenos Aires, who are filing past its enclosure to get a glimpse of the joey in its mother's pouch. The "canguro blanco" as it is called in the Argentine capital is one of two joeys born to a couple of red kangaroos that arrived in the zoo in July 2004. The other has gray fur. According to zoo officials, the kangaroos have adapted very well to their new home, which has a climate similar to Australia's. Their enclosure was specially designed. Gestation for the marsupials takes 30 days, and the babies spend their first few months in their mother's pouch, suckling, and then leave for progressively longer periods of time until fully independent.

Where Is Your Heart?
This Guy Posts This Shit On My Page.. Please Go Show Him Some LOVE. He loves to post shit about US soldiers Not doing their jobs etc in Iraq. That they are just playing games... You Need To Wake Up & Start Supporting The Men And Women That Are Over There FIGHTING For You And Your Freedom Of Speech. Under His Picture Is What He Left On My Page MY WORDS TO YOU AND ANYONE ELSE THAT DOESN'T SUPPORT THESE MEN AND WOMEN... THEY HAVE HEART.. YOU? AN EMPTY HEART AND A FULL MOUTH OF BS GOD BLESS THEM FOR THEIR HONOR, LOVE, DEDICATION, AND THEIR SACRIFICES!!!!!!! SUPPORT OUR MEN AND WOMEN IN OUR MILITARIES. ERIC@ fubar SO MORE DEAD FATHERS AND HUSBANDS IS THE ANSWER?.... HOW DARE ANYONE WANT PEACE.. WHEN KILLING, DEATH, AND MURDER ARE SOOOO MUCH FUN!!! AND GOD LOVES WATCHING US BLOW IRAQI HEADS OFF HUH?... HOW ANYONE CAN THINK ITS HONORABLE TO DIE WHILE BEING THE HOSTILE AGGRESSIVE INVADING OCCUPIER IS BEYOND ME..... YOU KNOW THIS WHOLE WAR WAS PLANNED BY OPEC RIG

Hunting Season Is Almost Near Us.....
Since its Nov 2nd and only 13 more days to hunting season, there are so many things that i have to do today after work... Get out the hunting suit..Hang it in the garage so it can air out Make sure my rifle is still sighted in (it should be but just an excuse to shoot today) Start packing what i want to go up north Its friday so tonight i think that i need to go out and have some fun....

Ya Know...
Why I was offline for awhile I had much time to myself to enjoy the world alittle more and my kids and enjoy living life alittle more it takes a person being away from all the online drama and gossip to realize just how beauitful life really is before I went offline I was a very bitter woman and I can admitt this yes there was reasons as to why I was bitter but I realized life isnt all about good times its bad times too and no matter how bad it gets sometimes we often tend to think baout ending it all and I did that very thing I tried to committ sucide to end it all I was just so sick of drama it was all around me online and offline it's safe to say this year has been total hell from the begining up till now. I realized life is just to precious and my children are my life to think about killing myself now is crazy and it was crazy when I tried because I was being selfish wasnt thinking of those who I would be leaving behind let alone of my very special and close friends then one day a

I Think I May Have Found Her But.........
ok, i have no clue what im doin, so im just gonna write whats on my mind. This site is pretty cool and i seem to be gettin a fair response from yall girls to my profile, but all i really care about is findin the girl to spend the rest of my life with. So if anyone has any ideas, or if your a interested girl, i hope you know what to do cuz i am completely lost.

The Palatino's
“Shhhhh do you hear it?” she asked. “What am I listening to? “ he replied. “The sound of my heart, it mimics yours the longer we sit like this.” she said softly in his ear. For a moment neither one can tell where one heart beats alone, with even their breath in sync. I am amazed at the perfect rhythm finding myself almost spellbound. “I should get going,” she said suddenly. “I love our time together but your wife will be home soon and I have some penance to serve I am sure of it. It will be worth it though. To have had this moment with you reminds me of a time before…” her voice trailed off. He pulls her to him for one more embrace before replying “Your right of course, I should not be selfish either. I know you have tasks that will require your attention if you wish to be out of punishment’s way” he smiled wickedly at her as he said it enjoying the idea the she would be punished for the time she made for him. She stands and dresses giving him one more show. He enjoys it so she tak

Haters
U DUDES ON HERE REALLY GOT A NERVE TO COME AND HATE ON ME WHEN U LOOK LIKE ROAD KILL.JUST BECAUSE U FIND IT COOL TO PAY FOR A FEMALES BLAST SO U CAN LOOK AT HER TITS IS UR PROBLEM,DON'T MAKE ME UR PROBLEM.I DON'T LOOK FOR FRIENDS ON HERE AND DON'T NEED ANY SO THE HELL WITH THE LOW RATES AND THE FAGS ON HERE LOOKING AT MY PAGE FOR WAYS TO ATTRACT THE LADIES.U NEED ADVICE IT COSTS AND FRANKLY I DON'T SEE ANY DUDES ON HERE THAT CAN COVER THE BILL.SO, TO ALL U DUDES ON HERE LOOKING FOR DRAMA SAVE IT BECAUSE I'M NOT THE ONE.GOTO A BAR AND THROW A DRINK IN SOMEONES FACE IF U WANT TO BE A THUG.DON'T COME ONLINE LOOKING FOR TROUBLE,IT WON'T BOOST YOUR PROFILE VIEWS.SORRY :-(

With You...
I want to walk in a storm with you, And feel the wind upon my face. I want to dance in the lightning and hail, And bask in the rain's embrace. I want to soar with nature's passion, Flying away from the world below. I need to feel the clouds beneath me, Become the sky outside my window. I want to be one with the beauty around me, To share in the joy of freedom unbound, I want to become a single raindrop, Sailing toward the sodden ground. I want to flow with the fiery climax Of a streak of lightning in the midnight sky, I want to dissolve into heat and ozone, Fuzing what used to be you and I.

In Love & Light
A little note to apologize for my absence to all my dear friends... I have missed all dearly and just wanted to let you all know that you are thought of daily. My hubby was home since last Friday thanks to the threat of Noel and just left this morning for his last week on his dig at Corkscrew. During this time, I have been trying everything I can with lawyers, advice, and trying to keep true to karmic possibilities as probate, contesting of wills and Samhain have taken up much of my time at home. Packing up boxes, making donations to charities and dealing with the after effects of losing loved ones has been a time consuming as well as painful process for me and to top it off, I get a visit from a State Agency with an anonymous claim from somewhere out of the blue that I had neglected and abused my would have been mother-in-law. Thank Goddess Eugene was home when this unexpected visit came because I almost lost it. I had spent the last 3 years of my life dedicated to taki

My Ex-girlfriend
I ran into my EX and she had been swung on by someone.(got her ass kick) She had a smart ass mouth and a fucked up attitude. She was both sweet and evil. A true Gemini. Even though this woman made me want to beat her ass many times I never put my hands on her We broke up on bad terms fake court cases for domestic abuse and bogus restraining orders with her beggin me to answer calls. A fucking mess!!! Ironic she would end up with someone who really don't play that smart mouth nasty attitude shit. I wasn't happy at all. I acted like I didn't see the shit. Talked for a good 15 minutes gave her a hug and rolled out. The jammy wasn't fresh but you could tell it was a few weeks old. Karma is a bitch.

I Miss You Shane
I have a tattoo of a rose with Shanes name on it- over my heart.. I dedicate this song, to my Shane... if only I could do what it says- leave him behind but carry him on my heart, instead of letting him/his memory fuck up my love life because I am afraid to love anyone like that again... No matter what you say about love I keep coming back for more Keep my hand in the fire Sooner or later I get what I'm asking for No matter what you say about life I learn every time I bleed The truth is a stranger Soul is in danger I gotta let my spirit be free To admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind I can't waste time so give it a moment I realized nothings broken No need to worry about everything I've done Live every second like it was my last one Don't look back got a new direction I loved you once needed protection You're still a part of everything I do You're on my heart just like a tattoo Just like a tattoo I'll a

At The End Of The Day
At the end of the day Here I am Arms open, and still waiting waiting for you... Waiting for you to see the world is not all evil Waiting for you to see love does exist At the end of the day when the sun goes down Im still here, waiting when all others have turned away When the temporary fire she made has gone out When you've been burned by the flames of her lies When you know you no longer want to play and its time to take your ball and go home Its me you will find Home.... Waiting... With open arms, to heal your heart and lick your wounds When all else fails, its my shoulders you will fall upon and my arms you will run to Its my heart that will take you back 1000 times Its my heart you will break 1000 more but at the end of the day... Its still me.... Waiting..... With open arms, to heal your heart, lick your wounds, and love you like no other For, I am not a girl you'll love for the moment I am not the girl you'll love for a season I am the wom

The Best Family You Could Ever Hope For
Come and join the best Family on Fubar. I promise you won't be sorry. Since joing the Confederate Bombers I had no idea what "showing love" really meant. CONFEDERATE BOMBERS ROCK!! COME CHECK US OUT ~CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY OF FUBAR ™©~@ fubar

Poem I Wrote
The taste of your kiss Our eyes connect with melting powers Pulling us together no matter the hour… The touch of your hand upon my face Feeling the power of your embrace… Such passion and desire fill the air All drawn in, over that one stare… Moving slowly as our lips connect Everything's feeling so correct… They are soft to the touch Which I love so much… It taste like cherries And all kinds of sweet berries… The taste of your kiss is so sweet It really is a delightful treat… After the taste of your sweet kiss All I can do is reminisce… written by me.. butterfly kitty. aka kacy

It's Not What You Have .
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they h

And Her Heart
"where do you go young soul?" "i go where the river takes me" "do you wish to cross this river?" "charon, i do not have the payment" "then forever will you reside here" What have you done to the pure impassive second to best was her in show reaping the last of the bits from masses suckling upon his toe.. the burden of all in the whispers... never cloaking for the suffering all she was spent from the lush and the push yet she withered at the becon call! Yet here you stand sword in hand for the bitting to come succumbing to the bitter winter frost she ascend by amends to the distant shore forever with the ruthless beastial lust! "abandon all hope... ye who enter here..." Prize mine eyes for they see a window to the soul shackle down forced to drown in the whipping cold severed limbs to within her heart was broken by the man whom she thought she could LOVE!!!!

A Humbling Experience
I think I can honestly say I have experience the worst week of my life and I have had some shitty experiences....My oldest son had cancer as a small child and that was a harrowing experience...also lost a business during that difficult time... Then seven years ago my husband was killed in an accident...doesn't get much shittier than that...well yes it does acutally...When faced with ones own mortality.. I've shared with my friends my summer and being diagnosed with breast cancer and the tests and surgeries that follow...My type of cancer is pretty crappy and very aggressive...12 of 17 lymph nodes were affected...I haven't heard anyone with as many as that...I've heard 3, 5 and that is about it... Well on the 24th I went to our cancer clinic in Surrey BC expecting to hear from the oncologist that they had created a chemo cocktail for me....that might likey be for about six months... NOT SO....instead I was told that its a very very aggressive cancer and I would need several te

Another Chain....lol...
instead of putting this chain-hug on every single page of my fubar-pals.....i figured you'd all get it anyway if i posted it in a blog.... ..soooo?..HUGGGGGGGGGGGSSSSSSS!!!! :) If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own; A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there.

Not So Good At Staying Away....
I'm here, but won't be much.... I'm really pissed and hurt right now....I am so sick of people who claim to be your friend, in real life also, that are so quick to stab you in the back...I managed to find one of them here, and I tried to forgive, but I lost all trust in her. I'm not talking "online" shit either, this is a person I have met and spent time with on several occasions, who I thought was a person I could trust. I can say this much though. I don't believe that she stopped doing what she was doing wrong, and I don't think she will. To that, she is NOT a person I can call a friend. What she did is an unforgivable thing in my book, because she knew what she was doing and she knew it would hurt me, and she did it anyway. Yesterday, I was thinking about deleting my account, and I am still thinking about it, but I have a hard time deciding because I do have other people on here that I care about. I guess time will tell what decision I have made.

To All Friends, Family, Fans, And Crews
I have seen the bully's and the blogs by most of you. I have friends on both sides of this fence. I am stayin in the middle and out of the drama and bashing. I love all my friends and family and I dont want to lose any of them over this. I have already had the feeling that a few will leave over all of this and i hope they know how much they have meant to me but i understand why they are doing what they are. I will not take sides or chose who i speak to because of this, i will now and always will be me. I hope that everyone understands and knows that this comes from my heart.

Fuck It
so apparently, im a dirty raunchy whore...yeppers you heard it here first...one of my closest friends..someone who describes our friendship as being tighter then a nuns pussy...he told me today that my pics are raunchy and any dirty comments i get, or nasty invites, i deserve..well fuck that..thats like sayin a woman out in a mini skirt deserves to get raped...ive worked damn hard on this body the last two years to get it where it is..ive gone from 247 lbs down to 142 now...from a size 22 to almost an 8...im not trying to get thin, i will never be that way again, and i dont want to... not to mention, there are no pics of me naked anywhere, nor will there be...grrr, that pisses me off..okay had to rant..im done for now..but my feelings are a little bruised..

Football
North v South : Football FOOTBALL SEASON - NORTH VS SOUTH WOMEN'S ATTIRE Up North: Chapstick in their back pocket and a $20 bill in their front pocket. Down South: Louis Vuitton duffel with two lipsticks, powder, mascara waterproof), concealer, and a fifth of bourbon. Wallet not necessary -that's what dates are for. STADIUM SIZE Up north: College football stadiums hold 20,000. Down south: High school football stadiums hold 20,000. NAMES Up North: Doug Flutie Down South: Herschel Walker WEATHER Up North: Snow and Ice. Down South: Sunny, highs mid-60s, lows in the thirties. FATHERS Up North: Expect their daughter to understand Sylvia Plath. Down South: Expect their daughters to understand pass interference. ATTIRE Up North: Male and female alike: woolly sweater or sweatshirt, jeans. Down South Male: -pressed khakis, oxford shirt, cap with frat logo, Justin Ropers. Down South Female: -ankle-length skirt, coordinated cardigan, flat riding boot

Hey Everyone! I'm Gone!
I will be in Massachusetts visiting my girl for the next 4 days, so if I'm not here, now you know why! lol....or if WE'RE not here, now you know why! lol I leave tomorrow morning, but I'm not really planning on being on here much tonight. OK kids, I wish you all a happy rest of the weekend and one love to all of you! Subh3rban

Karma
I know karma is a bitch and I know I deserve it>I fucked up.18 yrs and I throw it away for an internet fling that I THOUGHT was so much better. MY ex and I had our issues.He was a mamas boy and everything I did somehow never measured up to his standards.He was somewhat controlling and very hung up on appearances to the outside world. But when it was just me and him things were great.He was a good provider but somehow i felt like i wasn't a priority. When I filed for divorce, i THOUGHT it was what I wanted.FINALLY I could be myself.Finally, my weight didn't matter, or how I dressed, or how I swore too much. Needless to say on the internet it all seems like everything's perfect but in real life there are bills and responsibilities that he wasn't able to commit too. basically he was a lazy bum. I watched my ex go through a HUGE depression.He wanted me back so badly and even though I wanted to try I KNEW this thing would always hang over me. His family already wasn't real fond of me

Hall Of Famer Passes Away
WWE Hall of Famer The Fabulous Moolah Passes Away Date Added: November 03, 2007 Story By: Marc Middleton - WWE.com has announced the passing of WWE Hall of Famer, The Fabulous Moolah. Apparently Moolah passed away last night sometime. On behalf of everyone here at the site, our condolences go out to the family of Moolah. No cause of death has been confirmed yet, but WWE should release more details soon. It's believed Moolah was 84. Fabulous Moolah passes away Written: November 3, 2007 Related Content * Fabulous Moolah photos * Moolah is remembered by her friends WWE is saddened by the passing of Lillian Ellison, who was known to sports-entertainment fans as Hall of Famer Fabulous Moolah. She passed away last night in Columbia, S.C. In the world of women’s wrestling, there will always be one irrefutable legend that stands head and shoulders above the rest: The Fabulous Moolah. She was the longest reigning champion in the history of her chosen sport,

Happiness
Someone once told me that you can only find happiness in one place.........inside yourself. If you're not happy with who you are and what you've become, you will never be happy. You can't find happiness with another person if you are not happy with yourself.

Afternoon Off...
"The baby's not yours!" The daytime drama's overly familiar shout heralded a lazy afternoon. I rolled over on the couch, facing away from the beautiful blonde vixen, and closed my eyes. I didn't lay there long, before I felt a finger trace my chin and whisper down my neck. I turned and opened my eyes to see him smiling, sitting next to me. "What are you..." I stammered, still half asleep. "I'm not available to meet with you tomorrow. I was checking to see if you could fit me in now." There was a sense of urgency in his voice that warmed my blood, but I really had to maintain my composure this time; I didn't need a repeat of last week's appointment. "You woke me up. You were fucking late last week, and this week you think you can come in anytime you like. Absolutely unacceptable. Take your fucking pants off and bend over the chair. I need to think about your punishment." This time, it wouldn't be the soft whip, I needed to break him again. I needed to show him wh

Poem Trinity
Trinity You stand alone in suns warmth easy grace. Assurance template In silhouette suns equal, you gaze upon the work of gods I move beside you, with you. Warm fingers touch entwined A squeeze, brief affirmation. Actions implicit understanding. Your eyes smile longings song Mischief sparks life’s essence. A single eyebrow raised intentions Signals known my heart laughs Eyes closed in desires rapture Silken nape caresses I sigh. Flowers scent, deliberate touch We tremble, life’s blush we dance We descend to earth’s mantle green Fused in desires forge we cry. The world spins beneath our earthly form Time our own creation life’s longing satisfied Remnants of modesty forgotten we lie exposed to destiny’s whim We breath life anew in to the world Our potential incarnate our trinity

Surgery Tomorrow
Once hubby gets home today I will probably not be online but maybe a little tomorrow morning unless he gets on his computer. I need to clean up the downstairs computer and defrag it today so won't be here that much this morning until that is done. I won't be back from the hospital until Thursday or Friday. If you could say a few prayers for a successful surgery and speedy recovery I would appreciate it. Love you all. Those of you with cingular phones will be able to call me if you want hospital number just contact me.

Jennifer Ellison Faker Update 2
Well guys this fake bitch is deleting everybody's comments that has told her shes a FAKE.lmaooooo i left her some but she deleted my comments and blocked me from posting comments on her photos...lmaoo But anyway there is a guy who is supposed to be her fubar hubby and i left him a message to tell him she is a fake,but everybody is still saying she is sexy lmaoooo but the fact is them pix are not this girl they are Jennifer Ellison so please ppl go check this fake bitch out and everybody FROM THE UK should know who Jennifer Ellison is,If not go fine jennifer on google http://fubar.com/user/641995

Poor Communication Lmao
A man staggered into an emergency room with a concussion, multiple bruises, two black eyes and a five iron wrapped tightly around his throat. Naturally, the doctor asked him what happened. "Well, it was like this", said the man. "I was having a quiet round of golf with my wife, when at a difficult hole, we both sliced our balls into a pasture of cows. "We went to look for them, and while I was rooting around noticed one of the cows had something white at its rear end. "I walked over and lifted up the tail, and sure enough, there was a golf ball with my wife's monogram on it--stuck right in the middle of the cow's butt." That's when I made my big mistake." " What did you do?" asked the doctor. Well, I lifted the cow's tail and yelled to my wife, 'Hey, this looks like yours'! "I don't remember much after that."

My Saturday
I think I may be quitting Starbucks. I hate having to work on weekends, and I'm always tired again. Which isn't good. My levels are normal and I'm not getting sick, like I thought (YAY!) The only two explanations I can think of is that an onslaught of depression is setting in/will be setting in shortly, or my hormones are off again. Sigh. Why can't my body work normally? Anyway, this is about yesterday. I called in sick to work, and was told that because I didn't find anyone to cover my shift, my manager had no choice but to write me up. Whatever. I couldn't stop throwing up for longer than five minutes at a time. But it WAS my fault that that happened. I was put on antibiotics for my skin on Friday, because, well I'm almost 27 for fuck's sake...this breaking out bullshit is for the birds. My skin wasn't this bad in hischool. Anyway, doxycycline (sp) must be taken on a full stomach, and I forgot and took it on an empty....vomiting ensued. Called in sick, and VIOLA, Satu

This Was To Funny Not To Post
Subject: Am I Gay? A self examination for men. Am I gay self examination for men: 1. If you are over forty, and you have a washboard stomach, you are gay. It means you haven't sucked back enough beer with the boys and have spent the rest of your free time doing sit-ups, aerobics, and doing the Oprah diet. 2. If you have a cat, you are a flaaaaming homo. A cat is like a dog, but gay -- it grooms itself constantly but never scratches itself, has a delicate touch except when it uses its nails, and whines to be fed. And just think about how you call a dog..."Killer, come here! I said get your ass over here, Killer!" Now think about how you call a cat...."Bun-bun, come to daddy,snookums!" Jeeezus, you're fit to be framed, you're so gay. 3. If you suck on lollipops, Ring-Pops, baby pacifiers, or any such nonsense, rest assured, you are a Gaylord. A straight man only sucks on bar-B-que ribs, crab claws, raw oysters,

Screen Shot Class 101
Screen capture Transferring the current on-screen image to a text or graphics file. There is a "Print Screen" function in the operating system that copies the contents of the active window to the clipboard, which can then be pasted into a graphics application to print it. If there is no active window, the entire desktop is copied. There are also numerous screen capture (screen grabber) programs for Windows and the Mac that offer more sophisticated capture capabilities. For example, any or all of the windows can be selected by moving the cursor on screen. Some programs can capture the contents of an entire scrollable window Step 1. Click Print Screen located where Image above shows Step 2 Goto START menu (Programs)then (Accessories)go down to your (Paint) program OPEN....at top of screen you'll see FILES and EDIT...click EDIT go down to PASTE Step 3 After you paste the image from your computer screen save file as ______ the name under that is SAVE AS TYPE....c

Marriage
Marriage Before marriage : She- Good day! He- Ah,been waiting for that for a long time! She- You want me to leave? He- Nope,never She- Do you love me? He- Of course,a lot! She- Have you ever cheated on me? He- No! Why are you even asking? She- Do you want a kiss? He- Sure,every chance that I get. She- Are you going to beat me one day? He- Are you crazy? I'm not like that! She- Can I trust you? He- Yeah She- Hunny! After marriage : (Read the text starting from the bottom to the top!) Which way has a better meaning of marriage?

My Results
Follow up to my other blog..had my iodine test for my thyroid everything came back great,I still have my nodules in my thyroid but none look cancerous...yeah...Anyway everyone on here has been so great just wanted to let everyone know that was interested that I am alright:)

Never Too Late
My heart is heavy and my mind is busy. I hurt for my friends. There's a hexagon of people.... six people involved, supposedly. But, that's BS. There's always those caught in the throes of crossfire. So many people hurting. This extends out so much further than realized. It's all rather sad. I am asking, begging for those involved... take two steps back and consider others... consider the friendly fire. Consider this... a friend - a real life friend, you get together, you hang out, you gossip, you chat on the phone, you brag on each other, "This is the best friend ever." You don't trash each other... you don't hook up with the one that holds your best friend's heart. You don't even think about it. Are you real friends? What's done is done, yes. What hasn't happened, you have a chance to change... the future. No one controls you but you. NO one held a gun, blade, or other weapon to your head and "forced" you to say the things you said or do the things you did. You said them on your

Going To West Virginia
Hey everyone will be visiting West Virginia to see my family on November 16th through the 22nd.Will not be on fubar at all during that time as I will be with family and friends...Hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving..will be back on here November 23rd...will miss everyone..Hugs and Kisses..Tammy

2 Weeks!
My name is Angela, and I am a nicotine addict. I have stopped nicotine for 14 days, 1 hour, 43 minutes and 4 seconds (14 days). I've not smoked 281 death sticks, and saved $49.28. I've saved 23 hours and 27 minutes of my life. Had some very hard moments but i made it! they say the first 2 weeks are the hardest so here's hoping it gets easier from here on out. What should i do to celebrate?

Fallen
Somewhere beyond waking, Just out of touch, I see you smiling, Just as always. You always reminded me, Of warm summer nights, Standing on the shore, Waiting for the stars to fall. Silver moonlight in your hair, Eyes that shimmer like jewels, How often I've wondered, How your blood might taste. I will hold you now, Even as I push you away, For you are an angel, And I have Fallen. I cannot reveal my secrets, Though you beg for explaination, My Darling, you could not love me, If you knew the dark curse I hide. Daylight approuches and you cry, For now it is that I take my leave, Not before a kiss; sweet as crimson rain, Heaven forbid it-- I have Fallen.

Hurry Up And Block Drama Queen
I AM SICK AND TIRED OF THE LIES BEING SPREAD ABOUT ME ABOUT A CERTAIN PERSON, I'M SICK OF THE DRAMA AND BULLSHIT. I AM TIRED OF THEM TELLING PEOPLE I AM FAKE AND DRAMA QUEEN WHEN IT ISN'T TRUE. IF PEOPLE DO NOT LIKE ME FOR WHO I AM, I TRULY DO NOT GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE. I KEPT MYSELF QUIET AND PEOPLE KEEP ON PICKING ON ME AND SHIT, I'M SICK OF IT. I ALSO HAVEN'T DONE SHIT TO HER, SO I'M TIRED OF JEALOUS BITCHES, I MIGHT GIVE FUBAR A BREAK, FUCK IT, I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE WHO TO TRUST OR TO BE FRIENDS WITH, I LEFT THIS PERSON A LONG TIME, SHE WON'T LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. SHE IS CAUSING DRAMA AND TELLING PEOPLE I AM FAKE AND I AM A DRAMA QUEEN, I HATE DRAMA, I DON'T LIKE DRAMA PERIOD..I AM A GOOD PERSON. IF PEOPLE WANT TO BELIEVE IT THEN I COULD CARE LESS...ANY SUGGESTIONS OR ADVICE? SO THIS PERSON IS CAUSIN PROBLEMS AND SAYING LIES ABOUT ME THAT AREN'T TRUE WHEN SHE HARDLY KNOWS ME, SO IF YOU WANT PROBLEMS AND DRAMA, HER IS HERE LINK IF YOU DO NOT WANT ANY DRAMA OR PROBLEMS, I SUGGEST YOU

Twin Flame
So if Soul Mates are our spiritual family, what are Twin Flames? Twin Flames are ourselves in another body. When Souls chose to enter into physicality, they were split into masculine and feminine aspects. Please note, I did not say male and female, because throughout our incarnations, we will be in both genders of bodies. When we first leave the Light to enter into physicality, we will connect with our Twin Flame. This is done so we will not feel so totally alone in the human experience. After this we go our separate ways and grow lifetime after lifetime in experience and wisdom until we are ready to break free of the bonds of physicality and mortality. When we have reached this stage we have the opportunity to reconnect with our “other half” or Twin Flame. The chances are that we meet our Twin Flame briefly in many lifetimes, but one or both of us are not ready for the intensity of this connection. When both halves of the whole are ready to come back together and meet they will discov

Please Shoot Me......twice
Do kids have a biological clock? Because I think my son's is ticking for me. Once again he's bugging me about finding somebody and getting married. Tonight he asked my parents how they met so he would know how to make it happen for me to meet the man I'll marry. Because he wants me to get married soon and have a baby brother or sister for him. As if him saying I needed to date the other night wasn't bad enough. So sorry if I don't reply back or talk to you tonight. Just not in the mood. Hopefully reading this you'll understand. :(

Good Facts.....
The most useless thing to do ... ........Worry The greatest Joy....................... ........Giving The greatest loss.................Loss of self-respect The most satisfying work............. ...Helping others The ugliest personality trait......................Selfishness The most endangered species...................Dedicated leaders The greatest "shot in the arm"..................Encouragement The greatest problem to overcome......... ....Fear Most effective sleeping pill........... ...Peace of mind The most crippling failure disease..... ....Excuses The most powerful force in life.............. ........Love The most dangerous pariah.................................A gossiper The world's most incredible computer... ...The brain ! The worst thing to be without...................Hope The deadliest weapon.... The tongue....... The two most power-filled words..............."I Can" The greatest asset.............. ...Faith The most worth

Hmmmm.. Venting Here
sorry to vent but sometimes it has to be done stupid phone calls late at night make me angry.. sorry but i think i said something like this but as i have said if you dont want my honest opinion then dont ask me.. i know that everyone has a bad day.. and there are just times when you feel down..depressed whatever you want to call it.... so what do you do when those periods get really bad and you are a ghost of who you used to be? when it is actually painful to breathe? and when you wake up in the morning and just wonder why????? and when you tell someone and you just want them to make it all better for you, you know what they cant... and the best that i can come up with to say is there are positives you just have to find them and try to focus on that.. it is what you are going to make of it.. any ass can find the time to wallow in self pity, it takes a stronger person to wake up and try to make the changes for the better.. to want that for themselves.... i cant make the world in t

Our First N.a.p. Moving On Up List
Native American Pride Homepage@ fubar SWEET CHEROKEE LEATHER & LACE QUEEN CLUB F.A.R # 1 FAMILY@ fubar Chief of Native American Pride@ fubar ~My$tIcAL PrYnCe$S~ **Spirit Mother of N.A.P family**@ fubar attention all N.A.P. members this is our weakend levelers. They need our help and support to reach the next LEVEL. We need for everyone in the FAMILY to do their partand show these members list below our love. If you do not see your photo link here please done worry. We will be doing this for everyone sooner or later. So lets show our love to our fellow N.A.P. members. ~My$tIcAL PrYnCe$S~ **Spirit Mother of N.A.P family**

Today's Horror...
My horrorscope (not misspelled) for the day says... Your creative energy is practically overflowing today and you can't keep yourself from starting one new project after another. The good news -- well, the even better news -- is that other folks will pick them up later. For once, it's true!!!! lol Beware Fubarians. bwah hah hahhhhhhhh Who's going to pick up what later? hmmm My only question... I wish a wonderful week of love to all my friends! If you are feeling HALF of what I'm feeling, then life is perfect for you also!:P Who cares if it's Monday?!? Make it a great one! And, as always, my smile for you...:D

Good Monday Morning!
The weather is doing its Fall thing here in West Central Wisconsin, lol. We've got a Wind Advisory today, with the temperature between 38 and 40 degrees. Winds will be 20 to 30 miles per hour, with gusts to 45! Where's my coat? The big question is, will the male teenagers in the household listen and actually wear a coat to school?? They love to run around without jackets in the winter time as well, crazy kids! Jennifer, oldest daughter who is at Villa Success in Prairie du Chien for 8 weeks, has informed me she has a 24 hour pass for Thanksgiving! So one of us will provide the transport and she'll actually get to spend a holiday with us this year. Last year was a disaster for her, as far as holidays go! Another busy week is on tap for me at work. And I'm giving a talk on Acupressure for Self Care on Thursday at River Park Wellness Center. That should be fun! I always enjoy educating everyone about Traditional Chinese Medicine. Good stuff, lol!! This crazy cold that started

Single
LOOK IM SINGLE AND LOVING IT AND HOW COME WOMAN CANT UNDERSTAND THAT? EVERY WOMAN I MEET SEEMS TO GET FEELINGS AND WANTS ME TO BE THEIR MAN...WELL LOOK I BEEN LOCKED DOWN FOR A LONG TIME AND I WANNA LIVE THE SINGLE LIFE AND HAVE SOME FREEDOM SO PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT!

Grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!! I Give Up!
well the bid for tomorrow's spotlight is already over 4 million and i dont think i can come up with any more fuBucks... all morning i have had people say "well wat u gonna do for me?" type shit... y do they hafta start that today????? no1 else has asked me for anything in return! i tell them i will fan them like i did for everyone else that sent me some, but that's not good enuff i guess... oh, if i send a pic of my feet, one guy would send me some... yeah right! my feet????? ummmmmmmm, wats the word im lookin for????? oh yeah, oh fuck no! so im giving up... thanks to everyone who has donated to my sorry a$$! i really do appreciate it...

Girlfriend Application
Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" copy and paste this to a message and fill it out and send it to me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 1

Yep Another One!
RAVEN/DEVI...: block me you aint got nothing worth looking at any way ->RAVEN/DEVI...: dont get all homo on me ill block u, im just an asshole tis all good RAVEN/DEVI...: and by the way i just saw ur pic and thought you looked like a nice guy.....was i wrong

This And That, Much Nonsense
I am finally able to mum again! It had been roughly two months since I got put on time out. I think I posted a picture in it or something like that. Crap, if you ask me. I was munching on lunch right now, which is a turkey club (that thing is friggin' huge!) and salad...I noticed myself eating my salad with my fingers...and then my sandwich fell apart. Does anyone know how to eat a club neatly? I hate Mondays. They are, in general, just a pain in the ass day.

More Info On My Move!
Ok so…Everyday... I get more and more stressed out... because I’m afraid I won’t find a job in Harrisburg... Then…. To my surprise... today happened:-D… I got 2 phone calls… one from a hospital that I applied for... and one from a private doctor’s office. YAY!!! It’s about damn time!! So now I have 3 interviews on Friday… and I couldn’t be more psyched! So now… I just have to find an apartment… and everything will be ok!

Men
Why is it im new to this site and because I don't have a salute pic which I justfound out today what that was do men think im fake?? Sorry if I have a since of humor and what some call good looks. Sorry you've been burned but that is your issue not mine. Dont judge me off what others have done to you get a life and get over it. Yes Iknow their is fake people and pic stealers out their happen to be someone that this has happened to. No wonder their is so many lonely souls out their. So sad when people arnt willing to look beyond their own issues And men most women dont fall for the sweetie, sexy, babe comment all the time.

Good Vibes
K, here's the deal... Greg and I have yet ANOTHER bet going. This is the steepest one ever. The prize involves a salute... *blushing* Soooo anyway, send some good vibes to my boys tonight!!! I gotta go cook dinner and feed the 2 little pigs before the show starts. :D And, gooooooo Steelers! Much love, my friends!

I Love Him So Much It Hurts
WHY CANT LOVE BE THAT SIMPLE,,,, I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND YET THERES ALWAYS DRAMA , ONE PESTERING GIRL WHO HE USED TO BE WITH JUST WONT LEAVE US ALONE SHES CONSTANTLY TRYING TO MAKE ME THINK HE WANTS HER BACK AND IT MAKES ME PARANOID TO THE POINT WHERE I GET UPSET AND FLIP ON HIM, PEOPLE TELL ME THAT IF HE REALLY WANTS ME HE WILL BLOCK ALL COMMUNICATION WITH HER BUT I CANT TELL HIM WHAT TO DO. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND IM AFRAID OF LOSING HIM FOR GOODM RIGHT NOW HES NOT EVEN TALKIN TO ME BECAUS EIM MAD SHE SENT HIM STUFF ON FUBAR SO I MAY HAVE LOST HIM AGAIN ALREADY BECAUSE OF THIS DRAMA ....I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE

What's It Really Mean To Be Goth?
I reposted this from a friend of mine. LadyRed I wanted to repost it because I thought it raised in interesting discussion. I have some ideas opinions on this topic myself I can post later. From LR: What happened to the goth crowd? Is it just me…or does being goth no longer mean what it used to mean? I've been pondering this since last night. Beazil…definitely a true goth…had time to go out last night and headed up to what was once his favorite place to be- The Church. He doesn't get to go very often now. Work schedules have made it difficult. However, in the recent times he's been able to go up to The Church…it's become obvious that the scene has really changed. And not for the better. It seems every time he does show his face around there now…there is always some young punk who wants to bow up at Beazil for no reason, telling him he doesn't belong there and calling him a poser. I know it's happened to other people also. Same thing last night as well. Some kid fe

Poems Of How I Feel...written By Me
No Wishes well I want to run away Inside my bright red scream I want to break the doors Holding back my dream Living like this Checking the skies for rain A constant reminder Of this burden and pain I'm holding on to A shooting star Its points cutting my skin This time it's gone too far Nothing left to wish on My bloody star fell Left me drowning in hopes Inside my wishing well Not looking for a hero To owe such a debt I could not ask for saving This loss is not a regret I want to run away But there's nothing out there I want to shatter windows That look out on nowhere This is not life If I'm already dead My bleeding heart stopped beating And tears I no longer shed. ____________________________________________________ Hold Me close Hold me close and don't let go; I'm so scared to be alone. I've been by myself for too long, And always had to be strong. Now I only want to rest; And lay my head on your chest. Hold me close and don

Today
Today I have lost another friend to the military....one of my best friends just left out for Fort Polk, LA. I am so upset and lost right now. This is my 4th friend in a year..I am now afraid to even make friends anymore. Just gonna have to leave them in the end. Yes, I know this is what military life is about..and I am use to it..BUT it dont mean i have to like it. I am just upset and wanted to rant a little. If you made it down this far..thank you for listening to my little sob story...I will be ok, I always am. Much Love to you all, Lost Civeteto, True Queen Witch, Creator of LDC

Any True Americans Want To Help
Veterans Day is November 11, 2007. It will be observed by the Federal Government on November 12th. Bri Guy along with the help of Hooters, in Huntville, Alabama will be delivering thank you cards to the veterans, who are in the V.A. Hospitals. There is a big need for blank thank you cards. We want to make sure that no veteran is forgotten on this day. If you are interested in donating blank thank you cards, for this special and important project, please send them to: VETERANS of USA attn: BRIAN CURTIS 6405 Old Madison Pike NW Ste. 73 Huntsville, Alabama 35806 All donations need to be received by Friday, November 9th. Please, lets show the Veterans how much we love and appreciate them. Thank you for your help. Bri Guy Any questions, please contact Bri Guy at this link. BRI GUY CONFEDERATE BOMBER ...........@ fubar

Like Or Dislike U Pick
Roses are red violets are korny, when i think of you ohh baby i get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, dont be sassy, use your tongue and make it nasty!!!

North American Union
Zeitgeist - (Part III: the men behind the curtain) http://zeitgeistmovie.com/statement.htm Everyone should read the article by Dr. Edwin Vieira, Jr., Ph.D below: http://www.newswithviews.com/Vieira/edwin49.htm Dr. Edwin Vieira, Jr., Ph.D., J.D. December 7, 2006 NewsWithViews.com In sum, NO constitutional grounds for a North American Union exist. Indeed, the whole project is patently illegal. That fact, however, will prove to be of merely theoretical significance unless WE THE PEOPLE oppose the creation of a North American Union with every form of exposure, denunciation, protest, obstruction, and resistance that the Constitution permits. And as soon as possible. For all the evidence indicates that the Establishment considers the North American Union a top priority, its foundations at the least to be poured into place with the next few years. http://www.ronpaul2008.com/ Support Ron Paul 2008 Congressman Dr. Ron Paul, though sadly holding an anti-abortion

Down Rating Bitch (updated 11-8-07
Ya know I always try to be nice, sweet, and a generally good person... BUT THESE BITCHES ASKED FOR IT!!!!!!! Sorry for yelling. They're some of the down raters floating around Fubar and giving out 1's. Now I will give them the benefit of a doubt...maybe they don't understand that 1's are bad, may be they got hit by the short bus when trying to catch it....either way the persons must be a couple of cell short in their brains to go round doing that. This is they're links... Brie...Flover@ fubar shylock@ fubar guess where i'm pierced@ fubar I hope someone will teach them that a 10 is better than a 1. Oh and that Momma's are always right...be nice or be hurt....lol. Love ya'll. Kisses

Kow - Please Block This Guy
pierced1 This guy gave me hell a few weeks ago. Unfortunately, I no longer have the comments he made to me from my Shoutbox. In the end, he called me a "f*ing whore" simply because I didn't tell him that I was married IRL from the beginning. He's an A$$. I already have him blocked myself.

Lets See.......
i wanna see how many people actully will read this in a 24 hour period/ so if you would please either rate me or leave a comment that so i know you did read this. just wanna see how people do this. if you do read i thank you very much. will send love back. my time is nowabout 8am so we will see later, thank you for your time.

Poem: Never Feeling More Certain
I'd love the last part of many songs to be true. Unfortunantly it isnt. I won't be home for anyone cause he let alone no one is there for me. Hasnt been for many year's now. But the regrets that made me, is too late to save me. As far as I can tell,... Its those talking to me with their empty words & me not understanding whats said,... It isnt the things in my head. It's those around me that I once trusted, loved & had been nothing but loyal too. They apparently havent a clue let alone the ability to cherish these things. I look to the internet to fill these voids. Lonliness brings us to things such as the internet. When those voids can't be met.

Harry Potter Fans Are Corrupt.
Fans of Harry Potter disapprove of leaking information regarding events in each new book that comes out. They shun upon anybody willing to stand up and voice the truth. These evil hearted elitists like to throw around words like "ruin" and "spoil it for everyone" to keep people from being educated. But smart people know it's just a cover-up to keep the general population dumb and uninformed. The only spell being cast here is a "darkness" spell to keep the masses in the dark so they can go about their ignorant lives blissful and happy. It's time we stand up for our freedom. It's time we stand up for what's true and righteous. No more oppressing muggles. No more burying of knowledge. No more thought police. I demand that it is no longer a social taboo to conceal components of our culture in an attempt to gain power. That's why tonight I purchased the new hp book. I just finished reading the whole thing cover to cover and I will now heroically share the knowledge that the system

I Love To Write..so Enjoy...
It's easy to take our feelings for granted and to assume that the people we care about know how we feel about them. But while those we love are often quite cognizant of our feelings, saying "I love you" is a gift we should give to our loved ones whenever we can. Letting people know you love them is an important part of nurturing any kind of loving relationship. Few people tire of being told they are loved, and saying "I love you" can make a world of difference in someone's life, take a relationship to a new level, or reaffirm and strengthen a steady bond. Everyone needs to hear the words "I love you." Three simple words - I - Love - You. When you declare your love for someone you admit to them that you care for them in the most significant way. It can be difficult to express your love using words, particularly if you grew up around people that never expressed their affection verbally. But you should never be afraid to say "I love you" or worry that doing so will thrust you into a p

Its My Party And I'll Cry If I Want To!
so as most of u know, i wanted the spotlight today, like really bad... i stayed up till 2 this morning, biddin on it, only to get outbid at the last second with 5 million fuBucks! i wuz close to having that, but not close enuff... so im pouting today... so who wants to take me out tonight? lol

My Grandpa
My Grandfather ( My Father's Dad ) passed away on Sunday, I will be away today and tomorrow to attend the viewing and the funeral. He died from another stroke, he had suffered a stroke 5 yrs ago. I did go see him in the hospital a few wks back and i'm glad i did as i never got to say good bye to other grandfather ( my Mother's Dad ) that passed in 2004 3 wks after my son was born.

John Glenn On War
I got this as an email at work and decided to repost it here. Most of what's in this we should take to heart. John Glenn said this that should make you think a little: There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the month of January. That's just one American city, about as deadly as the entire war-torn country of Iraq. When some claim that President Bush shouldn't have started this war, state the following: a. FDR led us into World War II. b. Germany never attacked us; Japan did. From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost ... an verage of 112,500 per year. c. Truman finished that war and started one in Korea North Korea never attacked us. From 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost … an average of 18,334 per year. d. John F. Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962. Vietnam never attacked us. e. Johnson turned Vietnam into a quagmire. From 1965-1975, 58,000 lives were lost … an average of 5,800 p

Where Is The Loving And Non-judgemental People In The World?
Why does a few and diferent total strangers call you names and start sending hate-mail just by looking at my pics. You dont know me, or how or who I am. And I will take away all the pics of me just to make it stop. So all you F-ckers thats calling me names can go to hell. And go call someone else the names you call me who deserves it. I sure as hell dont.

My Hot Auntie
Hey Everyone Please drop by and show my Aunt some Fubar love. If Anyone can, Please get her a Blast to show her how awesome fubar can be... Thanks Everyone that took the time to read my blog! HelloKitty@ fubar

Not Again
Hey you guys just wanted to let you guys know why I havent been on here lately...My dad is back in the hospital he has been bleedin internally and not really sure from where....they are gettin ready to do some studies on him today...but please again I am askin for your prayers...This year has been the worst...thank you guys XOXOX

:) Good!
i feel good :) i had a G-R-E-A-T monday/tuesday i'll only tell i spent it with someone, and i was treated like a real queen girls: you always deserve the best, never less... guys: don't forget she got what you want, so treat her like she deserves :) enjoy ;)

My Story In A Nutshell
Hubby had an affair that lasted a year and a half (which includes the four + months after I found out that she was still working at my husband's office. ) I found out Dec.1, 2005 and Christmas & the holidays were a joke!! I FELT LIKE I WAS UNDER WATER…ALMOST CATATONIC … I had started Weight Watchers…April 2005 (great diet by the way if you know of anyone...)... so I had already lost 20 lbs...but after I found out…I stopped eating and just kept a full glass of alcohol next to me at all times...... I got a tummy tuck on Dec. 20, 2005....and kept drinking and not eating...and not sleeping…boils down to a total weight loss of 55 lbs., ………… so skinnier....look alot better....but still eaten up with all the insecurities of the betrayal...at the time we had already been married 22 years... and on our anniversary (DEC 30th, 2005) he tells me he still doesn't know what he wants...that he can't decide.... March 3rd.. tells me the same thing..."I wish I had nev

Thanksgiving Joke
Got this by email from a mailing list.... One year at Thanksgiving, my mom went to my sister's house for the traditional feast. Knowing how gullible my sister is, my mom decided to play a trick. She told my sister that she needed something from the store. When my sister left, my mom took the turkey out of the oven, removed the stuffing, stuffed a Cornish hen,and inserted it into the turkey, and re-stuffed the turkey. She then placed the bird(s) back in the oven. When it was time for dinner, my sister pulled the turkey out of the oven and proceeded to remove the stuffing. When her serving spoon hit something, she reached in and pulled out the little bird. With a look of total shock on her face, my mother exclaimed, "Patricia, you've cooked a pregnant bird!" At the reality of this horrifying news, my sister started to cry. It took the family two hours to convince her that turkeys lay eggs!

November 6
Well... Today started off okay. I woke up at 8am than took a shower. I cleaned my basement =). I swear my brother is soo lazy. He is like 20 and can't even clean up after himself. COMEON!!! Well the cleaning took about 3 hours. Well at 2:30pm my boyfriend(Steve) asked me if I wanted to go to the post office with him so I said yes, so than after we could hang out together. Plans changed. My friend Crystal decided to come to my house without asking me first. Im like....wtf. So I just told her to go in the house and that my dad was in the TV room. So than me and Steve went to the post office he was in the best mood there and back. So than we went back to my house...well I couldent find them, turns out they were on the computer and I was so pissed. I was gonna do a application for a job online, I had the site open and everything. She don't care so I was so mad. Steve was mad too cuz she thinks him and her are buddy buddy cuz im dating him. Pfft my ass, he hates her. So she went on myspace

Little Known Facts
Little Known Facts 1. A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why. 2. The "save" icon on Microsoft Word shows a floppy disk, with the shutter on backwards. 3. The combination "ough" can be pronounced in nine different ways. The following sentence contains them all: "A rough-coated, dough-faced, thoughtful ploughman strode through the streets of Scarborough; after falling into a slough, he coughed and hiccoughed." 4. The only 15 letter word that can be spelled without repeating a letter is uncopyrightable. 5. Cats have over one hundred vocal sounds, while dogs only have about ten. 6. The word "Checkmate" in chess comes from the Persian phrase "Shah Mat," which means, "the king is dead". 7. Pinocchio is Italian for "pine head." 8. In every episode of Seinfeld there is a Superman somewhere. 9. The United States has never lost a war in which mules were used. 10. All porcupines float in water. 11. The airplane Buddy H

So Today In My World
Someone went in and marked most my new halloween pics nsfw. like 10 of them, and a few other pictures. Rock on dude/dudette, you and your patheticness. Reposting pictures later tonight as sfw, go rate'em again plz? i want the pointage.

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom - I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom - I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom - I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outsid

My Hotties Team
Raen~ Deputy Chief of Operations~2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar Ms. Mona•2nd Alarm Hotties•Club FAR Member@ fubar ~*kgurl*~ **2nd alarm hotties member**@ fubar Kiwi ~ *2nd Alarm Hottie Member*@ fubar MiLF~Good Twin~2nd Alarm Hotties Member~Maddogs RL Wife~TCS Staff@ fubar Shannon ~2nd Alarm Hottie Member~Rate Me/Fan Me/Add Me/Crush Me'@ fubar Angelic Scars~2nd Alarm Hottie~Demon Crew~Rate Me/Fan Me/Add Me/Crush Me/Sign guestbook!@ fubar JodyLyn loves her friends, family, and everything else.. Smile and be happy make someone's day@ fubar ~~Hell in High Heels*2nd Alarm Hottie Member** plz rate and fan b4 i will add ya~~@ fubar DAWN~LOUISE 2nd alarm hotties member@ fubar ~Wicked Wanda~Member of the 2nd Alarm Hotties~

R.i.p. My T
You promised me you would never leave me. I know you did not do it because you wanted to.....know that you made me feel important, loved like no other has made me feel loved...I will forever miss you....I have said this to you before....find me quicker in the next life....my heart will be forever broken for you....you were my one...I have known you for more than a decade as a friend, but this past summer I knew you as my Master, my love, my life. I will forever regret telling you to wait until this summer to come back to me. I know I made you leave. I know you did not want to do so. I will forever remember you. You completed me more than anyone has completed me. You were the one. With your faults, your bad habits, and sometimes that gruffness you showed everyone. I accepted your faults as you accepted my mouthyness, my aggressiveness, and my personal problems with relationships with men. You will be forever mine. Find me quicker in the next life T....find me quicker my T

Me Opening Up
ya know I can't stand the little games that I have dealt with in the past. I am 31 and should not be sitting by the sidelines waiting for people to stop playing games with me. adults should be able to talk things out with out having thinking that he or she will take off to someone else. When will I be loved and cared for, for my feelings and what I believe in. I am not any better than any other guy but I do want to be loved and cared for, for me and who I am

Time To Finish Me Off Guys
CUP OF JOE PLAYS HARD BALL TAKES II!!! .... THAT MEANS GUYS IN THE CONTESTS HE HOSTS IT'S THE SMARTEST, FASTEST, MOST EQUIPT PERSON WHO GETS IT. IT'S A FLAT OUT STREET FIGHT. NO ROMPER ROOM HEAD AND SHOULDER KNEES AND TOES GAME HERE. SO I WILL NEED TO BUILD MY ARMY NOW... OR I WILL NOT SURVIVE THE FIRST DAY. I HAVE NO TOOLS NOR DO I HAVE A MAJIC RABBIT TO PULL OUT OF A HAT. WHAT I DO HAVE THOUGH IS A LOT AND I MEAN A LOT OF OFF THE HOOK FRIENDS THAT KNOW HOW TO KICK BUTT WHEN THE TIME CALLS FOR IT.. SO NOW IS THE TIME GUYS.. I WILL NEED EVERYONE OF YOU TO BE ABLE TO PULL THIS OFF A 2ND TIME. IF THE PERSON WHOS ON MY TAIL HAS 10 PEOPLE BOMBING THEN I WILL NEED 30. THERES NO SAYING AS TO WHAT I WILL BE FACED WITH.. THERES TOO MANY OPTIONS OUT THERE. DOWN BELOW IS ALL THE DETAIL OF THE CONTEST THAT I WILL NEED HELP IN. CONTEST DETAILS 1, HAPPY HOUR FOR 50,000 COMMENTS TO THE FIRST 2 PERSONS TO REACH THIS BUT I WANT TO BE THE FIRST ONE. CONTEST WILL START ~ THIS FRI

Mission Statement
Hello to all the members of Virgo's, thank you for becoming part of our family. Here at Virgo's it is our mission to create a comfortable, friendly, drama free atmosphere for everyone to enjoy. You do not have to be a member of a certain family, or be exclusive to Virgo's to come in and have a good time. Everyone on Fubar is welcome at anytime. The staff is a small group of like-minded people that all agree that friends are worth more than points or popularity here on Fubar. We all strive to create a place where all feel welcome and are included in the fun and flirting. No one is left out or treated disrespectfully at any time. Come on by to meet the staff, you might just find a really great friend too. Virgo's Lounge has the best music variety known to Fubar. The DJ's all have eclectic tastes in music, ranging from classic rock to hip-hop to metal, and everything in between. You will always be surprised with the tunes, and never know when you'll hear your all time favorite

What I Want From My Man.........
Hello! In the following "application" is the things that I am looking for in a man. It's time to find a new and more challenging way to find my "Mr. Right Now" lol. So, feel free to answer away! love, Cherie 1. Are you single? 2. Are you honest? 3. Do you cheat on your relationships? 4. Are you serious about finding the right person? 5. What are you looking for in a woman? 6. Do you have a job? 7. Do you have children? (love kids...have no prob. with a man having them) 8.Do you like children? 9. How tall are you? 10. What color are your eyes and hair? 11. What are your hobbies? 12. What's your favorite music? 13. What are your pet peeves? 14. What kind of movies do you like? 15. What's your favorite foods? 16. Do you like women with tats? 17. How do you feel about piercings? 18. Do you like sex alot or just once in awhile? 19. How adventurous are you in bed? (feel free to be detailed) 20. What do you

Yeah, I'm Sick...
Working on a VERY nasty new stage escape called "Castration". This device will make grown men weep and all the women in the audience will want to rent it after the show to use on ex boyfriends and ex husbands. A really disturbed and dangerous prop folks. This one is gonna be sick. Sick baby, SICK!

Blowjob Etiquette (by A Female)
BLOWJOB ETIQUETTE (BY A FEMALE) 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10

Thanks Steve
Steve ~*~Club F.A.R.~*~@ fubar I Want To Thank You From My Heart For Buying The Vip For Me Without Your Help I Wouldnt Of Gotten To This Level. I Appreciate Very Much. Your A Great Friend To Have And Im Glad That I Have Met A Sweet Man Like You. Hugs And Kisses To You!

Random Bursts Of Photo Rates
Over the last week I keep getting random, and unpredictable bursts of people rating my default photo. I have tried to figure out why all of a sudden 6 or 8 people will decide to rate it within a few minutes of each other, but can't. It doesn't seem to correspond to any activity on my part. What ever is causing it to happen, I hope it never stops. It's always a nifty surprise to login, and find a bunch of rates, and even better the number of people whop have commented on how much they did the tat. I always check them out, just to see who was rating me, and it's a pretty diverse crowd. All I can really say, is Thank You.

Who Actually Wore A Costume On Halloween?
It's unbelievable that anyone over 12 participates in the garbage tradition of Holloween. All it means at this age is a weekend of costume parties. Somehow every one forgets that costume parties sucked all year round. Having a costume party on a day where kids get dressed up too will not change things. A good party is a good party, and a bad party is a bad party, regardless of how bogus people are dressed. Wearing fake teeth and red food coloring doesn't mirculously make you an interesting person. Every single halloween party I went to, all I could do was look around at everyone with fake blood on them and think "God I wish that was real." If only it really were Freddy Kruger in the living room, he'd hack everyone to pieces and it'd be entertaining. Wearing a costume is nothing more than an opportunity for cheap compliments. They go rent a Betty Boop costume, enter the party, and everyone says, "Wow, I love your costume!" Which, for some reason, flatters people. Weren't you listening?

My Newest Poem
THE LOVE OF ME YOU ARE MAD AT ME AND THAT IS ALL YOU CAN SEE I WOULD NOT HAVE HURT YOU THAT WAY YET YOU NEVER BELIEVE WHAT I SAY I HURT DEEP DOWN INSIDE OF MY HEART IT GETS WORSE EVERYDAY WE ARE APART NOW THERE IN NO HOPE FOR YOU TO SEE THE TRUTH DEEP INSIDE OF ME MY HEART HAS ALWAYS BEEN YOURS NOW YOU SHUT IT BEHIND CLOSE DOORS NOW YOU HAVE NOT A WORD TO SAY YOU HAVE PUSHED ME SO FAR AWAY YOU CAN FIND WHERE THE TRUTH LIES JUST LOOK MY LOVE DEEP IN MY EYES NOW I WILL GO BECAUSE YOU REFUSE TO SEE THE LOVE AND THE TRUTH DEEP INSIDE OF ME

Bobbitt
Bobbitt Family Update In a recent news broadcast, it was announced that Lorena Bobbitt's sister, Louella, was arrested for an alleged attempt to perform the same act on her husband as her famous sister had done several years ago. Sources reveal the sister was not as accurate as Lorena. She allegedly missed the target and stabbed her husband in the upper thigh causing severe muscle and tendon damage. The husband is reported to be in serious, but stable condition, and Louella has been charged with ... A Misdewiener! this was sent to me by a friend!!!!!!!

Peace Within!!
I recently made the decision to end a relationship after a year and a half. Before the final decision was made, I tortured myself over it. I knew what choice was best for me and my happiness, but it was the worst for his. How was I going to look him in the face and tell him my decision was to carry on without him and watch his face turn to such sorrow? I do truly believe that he loved me in his own way It just was not the love I needed in my life I am the type of person that it kills me to hurt someone else in any way. I fought back and forth on the pros and cons, and the cons were always out weighing the pros. But I still was finding some reason to put off the inevitable. For weeks I was in agony trying to make sure this was the best decision. I already knew deep down, I just had to face the facts. You see, over time I had slowly let this person take away the things that I enjoyed, slowly I was letting him kill a part of me. I can not blame anyone but myself. To have been blind to

Away
Im going away thurs til sunday for the National Ladies pool competition so i wont be here and neither will my best friend Kelly.... Hope this Pool comp knows whats its let itself in for :p however my brother "Lyndon" is looking after my 11s for me so please be nice to him guys lol, Hope you dont all miss me too much hahaha. I will be back sunday night to catch up with all those that regularly chat to me. Take care everyone Shell xxxxx

Prayers For Steven-and Family-
Can I ask you all to remember Steven, my son in your thoughts and prayers. Steven is scheduled to have brain surgery in the morning to remove a cancerous tumor from his brain. Its estimated that the operation will last approx 3 hours and is scheduled to go ahead at 08.30 GMT. Thank you everyone Dave (repost of original by 'ÇRÂZÝ ÐÂVÊ alias Mr WW - United Kingdom Levellers - Brit Bomber 6' on '2007-11-07 12:43:54') (repost of original by 'Lisa ~Founder of Freelance Comment Bombers~' on '2007-11-07 13:05:27') (repost of original by 'moose' on '2007-11-07 13:49:35') (repost of original by 'CRAZYSEXYSISSY& DHolts~ LITTLE SHOP OF HORROR~~Memory Lounge of Lovely Ray,BabyJohnny&Angels~' on '2007-11-07 14:20:11') (repost of original by '*~*~*Nyne*~*~*(takin' a break from here for awhile..)' on '2007-11-07 15:48:03') (repost of original by 'CRAZYSEXYSISSY& DHolts~ LITTLE SHOP OF HORROR~~Memory Lounge of Lovely Ray,BabyJohnny&Angels~' on '2007-11-07 16:22:41') (repost of origi

Why Are Men All The Same???
why cant just one man show me they are not all the same?? why do most of the men just want a cyber fuck from me?? why does the one man I thought was NOT the same as all the others....dump me for women who will give good cam and cyber fucks??? WHY?!?! ....why is my soon to be ex the same as all the rest, but still tries to say he wants me/loves me (sent me 2 ecards in a week.....never does that EVER!) he just cant stand me being distant and cold.....he is wondering whats going on and cant stand he isnt manipulating me anymore. i just dont understand..... i just want...need ONE man...one SPECIAL man to show me there are men who can be caring/loving/nuturing and want to have sex as an expression of love NOT just a release....is ther such a man???? seriously ......is there??

Cuckoo
The other night I was invited out for a night with "the girls." I told my husband that I would be home by midnight. "I promise!" were my last words. Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easy. Around 3:00 a.m. and a bit loaded, we piled into a cab and headed for our respective homes. Just as I got through the door, the cuckoo clock in the hall started up and cuckooed 3 times. Realizing my husband would probably wake up, I quickly cuckooed another 9 times. I was particularly proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution to cover my tardiness. (Even when totally smashed! 3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos.. MIDNIGHT!) The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, and I told him midnight. He didn't raise an eyebrow or anything and continued to read the morning paper. Whew! Got away with that one! Then he said, "I think we might need a new cuckooclock." When I asked him why, he said, "Well, last night our clock cucko

Your Choice To Read About 4:20....
ok well a few people have asked me what site i got the pics from of the mango plant... and to tell this story right i should start from the beginning.... been a pot smoker for a long time but never grew before, i tried once when i lived in new symrna beach, florida... i had 5 plants started and they got about 4 inches and died on me... shortly after that i got busted getting a 1/4 pound of buds in the mail from british columbia, canada... yeah i know not smart, but there is more... i started gettin pot in the mail from a girl in garbervilles, ca... when i got out of the service in 2000... every where i moved to she would mail it to me, was nice i finally went out to meet her in 2003, come to find out it was her husband that had the green thumb and i saw there amazing grow room... and they lived diagonal from the county sheriff's department... so needless the say i was shittin bricks the whole time i was there... so 2004 rolls around and i move down to florida and she has fallen off the

Bulemia Is Beautiful
I'll start this off with that fact that I'm 5'2" and I weigh a whopping 115.7 pounds ((as of about 25 minutes ago)) Today was my bum day, I decided to wear my favorite old baggy jeans, a tank top with a zip hoodie over it and then I wore my old potato shoes. Well I was walking through a fast food restaurant around 5 because I was out in Winston doing some shopping and wouldn't have the time to go home and cook a meal. A young girl that looked to be 15 or 16 was sitting in Arbys with several friends and then she looked at me and made the comment I don't think you need to gain anymore weight. Well I looked at her and said honey you're right, do I need to go buy you another roast beef to which she replied that she was on a diet!! She looked to be no bigger than a mere 90 pounds, her bones were about to poke through the skin and her clothes looked to be size and possibly a size double 0. I almost felt bad for her and her friends and than I realized that no matter what I say to the

What Your Missing
Whats the deal people I know yall are smarter than this....... I enjoyed this sight when I first joined. The points were something new, its cool that you can actually see who is visiting or stalking your page lmao, but in all honesty its become a circle of backstabbing and drama recently. So bad, its too the point that I am not sure if I want to be here anymore. Most of you wont care I will be just a blip on your radar, if that. However, there are a few people who actually care and have remained true friends even through the bull crap. To those of you little Hitlers who enjoy running circles around everyone else's business and make your own drama by backstabbing its absolutely ridiculous. Some one takes the time and effort to make you a lounge even though they are running thier own successful lounge then you block them and steal one of their dj's. Its petty. then you cause so much drama in the X that Buzz deleted the room, he created it to give yall a great place to ha

If She Only Knew....
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your n

Surgery
Ok so here we go.....on Dec 3rd i will be going in for knee surgery....hopefully this will correct all the dam pain i have in my knee!!!! I hate hospitals !!!!!! So my dad might be coming down to be with me for a couple of days but we will have to see....So please keep me in ur prayers come Dec 3rd.... Dom

I Need New Ink
i'm getting that itch again... i need my back finished and then i need to get started on my faeries so i can get working on my sleeves. people can't believe i have no tattoos on my arms.i can't believe it. ugh. i crave ink!

Abnormal Sexual Behavior 101
"Grace, can I speak to you after class?" Professor Scott peered over his glasses in a move that seemed characteristic of a man twice his age. I nodded my consent, wondering if this meant he had decided on an extra credit project to bring up my lagging grades. "Since we are a day ahead of the syllabus outline, tomorrow, we will cover the id, the ego, and the superego. That should cover Freud and his theories." The room emptied quickly; this was the last class of the day for most, and Madford Hall was quieting. Professor Scott moved across the room quickly, closing the classroom door for privacy. I stayed in my seat, subconsciously noting the abrupt change in manner from stuffy professor to virile thirty-something year-old man. "Grace, your grade in this class has been a consistent 'C.' And it's not lack of effort, as a matter of fact, you put forth more effort than most of my students. And you're here, and that states a lot to your credit as well..." "Professor Scott, I am

Dui Tn Style
From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Lebanon, TN after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, when his was the only car left in the parking lot, h

Hello Everyone!
Thought I'd take a few minutes to tell folks a little about me. I'm 44, available, and a show host on NowLive.com I also founded the Alliance Media Network, a full service promotions and development network for citizen broadcasters. I am a smoker and social drinker who loves music, comedy and reading. I love to make people laugh and have a very quirky sense of humor. I love meeting new people and getting to know them (hint hint). Even though I am 44, I don't look OR feel it, so please don't judge me by the numbers!

Good Morning
Hello everyone, happy Thursday! (It is Thursday isn't it? I've lost track this week) I'm tired this morning, need more coffee I think. This rampant insomnia is kicking my ass. Anyway, hope you are having a good morning, or good day, whichever the case may be.

Rebound
Well here go's nothing time to rant and blah about life.......Yeah turned 44 today yeah flippin yeah!!!! I'm glad i found fubar and im hating my self for finding it also....No im not bipolar or am i flippin Cybial but my God people why is everything people say on the net a big flippin lie or an act? have we become sooooo flippin immoral that we treat people with so much disrespect that we have lie that much even tho it's not in person to make our self's bigger than life that our poor ass excuse we have made for selfs we have to bring onto the net too......Well thanks but no thanks......dont share that kinda wealth u so gladly hold onto ...Keep it pls... just wallow in your own self pity and drown in it!!!!Yeah i know im a biker not suppose to feel act all big and bad blah blah blah But Hey should people not feel for 1 and other?Really i have been blessed in meeting people in real life .from here and other place and they have been great!!!! But sooooo many player's so many lier's .....s

Music One Of My Passions~
~ while i sit here listenin to music, i can help but to think how music plays such a big part in my life. much like the soundtrack of a movie~ It has a way of soothing me, & can inspire silly little diddy's like this~ hehe~! Just the right beat will have me dancin in my seat, or walkin to the beat. It gets everyone on their feet~ if u need a good cry, when a part of u dies, trying to understand why, when u r expected to fly~ in the arms of someone ya fancy, feelin footloose & free, when love comes truly, as long as there's music, thats where i wanna be~

Hot
My body aches for you. My passion is building. I want you to take me. I want to explode. I think of you and get very hot. It's a fever burning deep down inside. Will you help me put out this fire? Will you ravish me and end this desire? I need you to fill me. My body is so hot. Please come to me now. My body is so hot.

A Very Special Friend!
We come across a lot of great people here on fubar, some that just stick way the hell out. When I first signed up here and didn't know too much, I asked this person for help. Not only did she offer help, she went out of her way to do something very special for me or at least in my eyes. Madison or "Toxicsin" is one of the sweetest fubarians I've met. Please stop in and show her some love!! ToXic SiN©@ fubar

Texas Hold-em Poker Strategy.
Texas holdem is boring. Especially if you take it seriously. But everyone finds themselves sitting down at the green oval holdem table from time to time due to peer-pressure or curiosity of poker. There's plenty of Texas holdem books, Texas holdem websites, and Texas holdem instructors that can teach you Texas holdem strategy and techniques and bullshit on how to play well. But none of that really matters because even if you play poker better than everyone at the table, you'll still lose all your money to the rake. So if you're going to lose money playing Texas holdem, at least do it with some style. So in case you find yourself stranded in a Casino with $500 in your pocket, here are some practical Texas holdem tips and strategies that I've come up with. Talk constantly about girl problems, family problems, financial problems, anything personal. Blow smoke into the middle of the Texas holdem table. Tip the dealer a quarter on a huge pot and say, "Here ya go, buuuu

Do Us A Favour?
Have found a site that will allow you to download content to your mobile, its free to join, anyway my mobile dont take them was wondering if someone could download the pic to their mobile phone so they can tell me what it looks like to download the pic to mobile click here

The Most Functional Word In The English Language:
Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You ! can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit.

Support The Troops!?!
I know if anyone actually reads this, this rant will cause me some grief but I just got to say it. Can anyone really support the troops without supporting the war? What is it we're really saying when we purport such a proposition? I can understand people saying that they would rather not see young men and woman in harms way or having sympathy for the ones who die or are wounded but to believe that you ca support the troops without supporting the war is a dangerous fallacy. I have to admit I am fearful of writing this. Opposition to the war in this country has brought about a suspension of rights and an equation to treason, but; my father, who passed away last year, was a VERY VOCAL opponant to the war and the Bush administration policies and he was a Decorated COMBAT VETERAN of the Korean War. It pains me when I hear that the troops are defending our nation. PEOPLE PAY ATTENTION!!! We did not go into Iraq for this reason. Does anyone remember the WOMDs??? There were none. We

Her Thoughts
She looked deep into his eyes, trying to decipher his thoughts, his intent. But all she knew was he had the upper hand. It did not matter his intent, because, he would get his desires with her, most likely with out trying. What was it that he had that brought that out in her. "Must maintain control!" It's the only thought she could muster. He speaks and she could feel it, the ocean. It was swelling. The river of passion was begining to flow and she knew she would be unable to stop it. she removes her eyes from his, perhaps that would help. "Look at the floor" She does and her eyes are drawn back up... "Look away" Again her eyes are drawn towards his... "Look over his shoulder" "Just, don't look in his eyes" "Gasp!!!" Again, she is locked into his eyes He knows... He has to know. How can he not. He enjoys it. I pull away and I think I have accomplished something. How foolish. The river is strong now. It looks calm, but underneath the water is rush

Ransomed Shell
*Crying big tears* My lovely pink shell is being held hostage. I need 25,000 comments to get it back. Help me with the ransom?!? All help is greatly appreciated. After all, I'm feeling naked!!! Click me and leave love. Much love, hugs and kisses to all my friends!!! Don't forget to share a :D with someone today! Thanx!!! Here's what I used to look like (boo hoo *sniffle sniffle*)...

That Special Someone
We all need that special someone, whether it be a child or that one person that you desire. Walking hand in hand or even a hug can brighten any dreary day. When you wake up every morning and all you do is think about them, or go to bed every night with them being the last thought on your mind. You have found that special someone. All our parents ever wanted for us is and was to be happy. So instead of looking at them everyday and wondering what it would feel like to be held, tell them before it is too late. When you can look and say I want children with that special someone then you know you have found them. When that special someone gives you that first kiss and you melt in their arms you are truely blessed and should hold on for one hell of a ride. That special someone only comes along once so charish that time as if it your last because tomorrow comes to fast. If you have that special someone remember to love them like they love you or your special someone becomes someone elses spec

Why Sad
Ok the best way I can find of telling you all why I am sad is because someone who really did mean a lot to me on this site has left....the lil bird has finally flown............but I guess it was bound to happen at some point and I guess I may have to wait to see if what they say is true...if it was meant to be or not.......yeah I am gonna be a little down for a bit.......but I will live.....but for now maybe if I could be left alone I would be really greatful....thank you

People Can Change You
As I walk through the garden of life Only certain people will touch And give you a warm fuzzy feeling inside When I look inside myself Thinking of her Makes me smile Knowing she has touched my world And made it a better place to live If you meet her just once You will leave with Something you only dream about Someone who You can call friend Her beauty will charm you Her smile will melt your heart But most of all You will have met something That was heaven sent

Let's Give Him A "name"
Oh, I don't know. Let's call him "Bob". Since that's such a universal common name. I'd never deliberatly drop "hints". Well local ladies. If you have a "nice" cop friend that's telling you everything you want to hear ... Hit me up. Aparantly he enjoys telling us all the same bullshit lies to get in our pants!!!! I can give you details you're dieing for!! Loves, Kandi

Women Friends
THIS SAYS IT ALL: Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT......... Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how Many miles are Between you. A girl friend is never farther away Than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you Have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life Will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, Praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on Your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the Valley's' end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk Beside you...Or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, Daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, Mothers, Grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended Family, all bless our life! The world

Ya Know...
Ya know what really pisses me off????? People who add you as a friend and go straight to the NSFW pics. DAMN that really pisses me off. I'm a person, too! What? I can only be your friend if I look good naked or something?? WELL BITCHES, I FOOLED YOU!!! The NSFW folder on the top has nothing nude in it. HAHAHAHAHA!!! This folder has been kept private ever since I uploaded it. Was just a test to see if people really cared about me as a person or if they seriously just wanted to see nudies. The other NSFW folder is set for family only. The people who deserve to view the nudies cuz they like me for me w/out seeing "the goods". Just because this is the internet, doesn't give anyone the right to be an insensitive asshole. Would you just walk up to someone on the streets and say... "Hi, my name is _______. Nice to meet you! Can I see you naked?" Fuck no you wouldn't! So please, don't do the same to me.

Friendship
How do i make you see, just how much you mean to me? Its not exactally love just a good feeling of friendship. someone that i can talk to about anything at all. Not having to worry about saying the wrong thing, or worrying about feelings being hurt. Not being taken too serously, when i say something out of the blue. Always willing to listen when i need to talk You are my friend. Always. Its like we have known one another for longer then we have. I hope we will always be friends. Sandy

"we Don't Need The Men"
I'm posting this in honor of 'ToyfulSweetartMavMOM': Malvina Reynolds: "We Don't Need the Men" (lyrics) [Notes: words and music by Malvina Reynolds; copyright 1959 Schroder Music Company, renewed 1987. Yes, this was written in the 50s, and does fall a bit harshly on some ears. Malvina updated it for the 70s by singing "when we've got a lot of dirty dishes" instead of "when we need to move the piano." In the Notes to her songbook Little Boxes and Other Handmade Songs Malvina writes: "I sang for a party of the Mine Mill and Smelter Workers local in Kellogg, Idaho. When we got there, a little cluster of young wives were sitting around a plain table under a drop light. The men were all next door in the bar. I sang 'We Don't Need the Men,' and they kept me singing. Presently heads began to poke in from next door to find out what all the fun was about, and pretty soon all the men were in. Every time a new couple arrived, the girls had me sing this one over again."] It says in Co

Until Tues...
my husband came home we had a great night, woke up this morning and he just started going off on me. i went to the doc today and she suggested couples counsuling we are going to try to fix this, or im gonna go crazy! i love all of my friends on here, i could never express just how much you have helped me. i guess im not going to win that contest but i want to thank every one that helped. i love yall and ill see u on tues! Muah! *Kimberly*

This Is Actually On Literotica.com
The Washer by dispatcher1028© You are working in a high-rise office on the 22nd floor. The windows are being cleaned and you noticed one of the guys downstairs and he was kinda cute. You both make eye contact and you notice he had a nice smile. You are hoping he will make a first move. You have been anticipating the arrival of the window washers outside your window for hours, when suddenly you see the scaffolding dropping. You look up and see the guy is the only one on the scaffolding. It is then that you formulate your plan. You get up and lock your office door. Then you sit at your desk and open the buttons on your shirt until you are sure he can see inside of it. You casually walk over to your filing cabinets, feeling his eyes on your every move. You bend over to reach the bottom drawer, knowing he is looking at your cleavage. When you look up, he quickly turns away. You smile and get ready for round two. As you sit down at your desk, you raise your skirt, so your thi

I Am Wondering Why Love Hurts.
why is it that the person u are in love with hurts you so bad. The man i thought that loved me just asked me today. If i still want him in my life or do i just want him as a friend. I hate feeling that he doesn't want me anymore.

Don't Vote!
Because it would be really funny if nobody voted. It would make my day if November second came around and not a single person showed up to cast their vote. Maybe a caveman would walk in and say, "I'm here to vote." But they didn't let him because he was a Beaner, gay, and Buddhist (it's cool, I'm allowed to say those things because I'm a Beaner, Buddhist, and my friend is gay). Then a white cow comes in and makes a cowpie on the floor. He's like, "Hey, this cow pie recipe calls for milk. Do you have some? Oh wait, I have some right here." Then the cow jerks off all over himself and the election guy goes home and porks his wife in the stinkbox. That's why I'm starting my own party. It's called the Down Party. See, if nobody voted, the Electoral College would elect a goose. Geese are so stupid. Why on earth would those bastards elect a goose as president? I don't understand their logic. That just shows you how corrupt the system is. Lately I've been pontificating about what coll

Nov 9th
Something is very strange the last 3 days i have been geeting less anything you name it. in the last 72 hours (its erie)then i would usuealy get in 2 hours on a normal day and i never had that many visits to begin with now its a ghost town here. i gues im not gone just forgoten boo hoo lol i'll do a buletin i wonder if anyone will look boo frigen hoo lmao any how who ever read this thanks for visiting and no im not sad or upset even a little in any way its just been a weird 3 days 1 day is a fluke 3 days and its a new begining =P ~Ancient1~ xxx

Bed Sheets
An extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of tests, the last of which had left his bodily systems extremely upset. Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he decided the latest episode was another and stayed put. He suddenly filled his bed with diarrhea and was embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational. In a complete loss of composure he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed sheets, and threw them out the hospital window. A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed on him. He started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms violently trying to get the unknown things off, and ended up with the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his feet. As the drunk stood there, unsteady on his feet, staring down at the sheets, a hospital security guard, (barely containing his (laughter), and who had watched the whole incident, w

No Title
random thoughts to clear my brain: leaving behind and burning bridges...kind of the same thing I guess, but feels different. The TRUST is gone. Tried to forgive, cant forget. Its gone. PERSONAL things stay personal. No longer sharing. My wall is taller and thicker, wont be knocked down again. LETTING GO of the past, trying to move on into the future, taking one day at a time. WAITING. NO patience, waiting sucks. Need an OUTLET. Ready to go back to meditation and writing. JUMBLED up, not making sense THOUGHTS in my brain, need to clear it out. ALONE. FEAR of making the wrong decisions. NEED of a serious CHANGE in my life. Not sure who my REAL FRIENDS are anymore. Giving up on RELATIONSHIPS. They never work out for me anyway. MISSING the wrong people. LOVE for too many people who don't return the FEELING. Not sure how to PROCEED, just know I need to MOVE ON. Sorry if this doesn't make sense to the reader, but its the only way

I Give Up............
First of all...I want to know where it says that a persons' blog cannot be private to their own eyes only? I wrote something in my own journal...for my eyes....and now I have a friend being pissy with me and saying I should not have posted it on Fubar. I give up trying to please everyone. I cannot even please myself really right now. I am trying to keep myself together.....and just seems no matter what I say or do someone takes it the wrong way. Why???? While I am at it....I am planning to hang out with my sis and niece this weekend and have a Lord of the Rings marathon since I have all 3 extended versions. So I will not be around on Fubar. I will be checking my yahoo email though. Anyone who wants....reach me at stitchglitchgoof@yahoo.com

Repost Of A Friends Blog And Very True
Ugh I am so tired of seeing bulletin after bulletin BITCHING about bouncers and the fact that we can no longer fast bomb. When we were able to fast bomb it was because we HAD the bouncer. Ya'll bitched so much then that they changed it up and now you get a new bouncer each time you try to power bomb. So power bombing is out and now ya'll wanna cry like little kids and blame the bouncers? LOL I find that funny. It seems as though no one is ever satisfied with the way things are and no one wants to blame them selfs for the way things are. They wanna post bulletins blaming FUBAR and claim that with power bombing out we will eventually lose contest hosting etc. Hmmm funny...how many bulletins have we all seen before that ability was taken away complaining about it? No one seemed worried about all this THEN. Don't get me wrong, I am not happy that we cant power bomb. We are only allowed so many comments per user level and so what if you sped through them or went slowly? It still was the sa

I Think I Need Help
I am so hooked on making mumms that I reached my limit for the day and now Im fiendin' Why is there a limit? DO people get sick of seeing the same person mumm? Not of me? Im special. SOmeone help me!

Time For An Update I Guess..
Time to say hello to those I haven't talked to in a while. Although that list is a lot smaller now. I went through and removed over 400 friends yesterday and have removed a few family members the past few days. No offense to anyone affected, not that they would probably see this anyway, but it was just time to return to normalcy as far as this place goes. I never could keep up with that many people and it should be as I have stated on my profile, I am her for friends, not points. Anyway, I know I haven't really been very talkative lately. Things at work has me drained and for the past three weeks, Carrie was here and we would rotate the computer usage. I did hate the fact that work became so much worse just as she got here. I was drained when I would get home and didn't feel like doing much. And now, it is on-going just as much as ever as I have been the only one there for ADMIN, so everyone has been calling my name in some aspect or another. Between routine administrative issues,

Be With You
Be with you ~Tony Martinez So close and yet so far How I've dreamt about caressing that face and staring deep into those eyes Those eyes that get me everytime Will you dance a slow dance with me Anything just to hold you close Can I keep you Can I hold on to you forever Just lay with me Let our bodies get all twisted and tangled up In a loving embrace, oh so close Let me whisper mi amor te amo As I caress that glowing face And stare into the beautiful oh so beautiful eyes Oh how I want to Be with you

Idiots 2
Okay so my last blog was about Idiots. This one is to. So some people seem to think what i have to say is b.s. What ever welcome to the U.S.A sweetheart. it is called freedom of speech. I will say what i choose. I am not a BITCH that wants attention I am a WOMAN who wants to be heard. It has nothing to do with attention. I get all i can handle in real life. I have that right and will use it to the fullest. I will not sit back and let mean walk all over me and treat me or any WOMAN i know like shit.

Ok
i dont like it today,life. Imagine holding something that sacred in these terrible hands. I cant love or hate without any self doubt. I try to love but it comes out stunted.Who am I? I'm a nice guy that use to have good hair. I cant be nice cause someone thinks im up to no good. So my conclusion is, im a loser.

Searching For My Baby
im fun, loving,careing, respectful, trustworthy, honest, open minded, get along with others,down to earth , i love family, dont put myself before others needs, gives spave when needed, not jelious of better halfs friends being male or female, i dont judge i work, i love to help people

Picture In A Frame
Your pictures are in frames, memories on my wall, To have you here again, I would give them all. A picture cannot capture, the beauty of your skin, Or the radiating glow I'd feel, whenever you would grin. They cannot talk or sing to me, the way you used to do, I'll never love another, the way that I love you. So I look at you my soul mate, a picture in a frame, I cry my tears of sorrow, cause I feel God's to blame. He came and took the one, who made my life complete, And all that's left are pictures, and an empty seat. I also have a feeling down, deep within my heart, It's the pain of loneliness, since we've been apart. I try not to let the grief, just overcome my day, I'll blow a kiss to heaven and send it up your way. I'll ask myself to free me now, from a world so blue, To take me up to Paradise, so I can fly with you. I'm waiting for the day you come, calling out my name, Until then I'll be staring at your picture, your picture in a frame .

I'm Hurting In Side
i found out i'm hated i think i knew this before all those name those words i slam my door called such evil things by a friend i know i can i know i tend to pretend pretending it doesn't hurt but i know it does and to say such a thing to someone i didn't even know for you that's a whole new low poetry will comfort me i'll forget, you see, i'm not going to remember you, so it won't last you'll always be my past i'll never see you again and then i will laugh and i will smile at least i'm not the one who acts like a child i'll get it all out tears coming close i cry everyday

Think About This
The next time you are washing your hands! And complain because the water Temperature isn't just how you like it, Think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the 1500s: These are interesting. Most people got married in June because they Took their yearly bath in May, And still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, So brides carried a waist high bouquet of flowers to Hide the body odor. (Once, maybe twice a year MAX in May, eh?) Hence the Custom today of carrying a bouquet When getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had The privilege of the nice clean water, Then all the other sons and men, then The women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually Lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water. Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, W

New Update On Witoka (deanna)
Deanna is still in the hospital and doesn't know when they'll let her out. The stroke affected her hands and she will have to have theropy to get back to her old self. We need to keep praying for her and burning candles or whatever your faith calls for. There is s strong possibility that she wont be able to do morphs for a little while and her typing is a little scattered so I'm asking that you all please show some patients and a lot of love. Thanks, Momma Rox

I'm Soooo Done!!!!
You know my girl just posted a blog soooo similiar...I read & rated it all the while telling her how I met a good guy FINALLY....yea well ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!! I joke when I get down about guys & say I'm gonna be just like them - blow up someone's head, lay it on thick, MAYBE even get in their pants & then say FUCK IT BUT in true GUY STYLE I won't actually let them know that I'll just VANISH.....you know Im just curious as to why as ADULTS men can't be honest?? BEFORE any guy bites my head off it's GIRLS 2. Bitches need to be honest 2... Here's my thing BE F-IN HONEST FROM THE GETGO! R u lookin for a relationship, fine...r u lookin for straight booty call, fine... OK I'm not gonna rant & rave anymore heehee ~*U have 2 kiss A LOT of FROGS b4 u find ur PRINCE*~ MAYBE SOMEDAY I will find HIM (OR HER, heehee) *kisses & licks*

In Loving Memory Of Dominique
SINCE HEAVEN HAS BECOME YOUR HOME I SOMETIMES FEEL I'M ALONE; AND THOUGH WE NOW ARE FAR APART YOU HOLD A BIG PIECE OF MY HEART. I NEVER KNEW HOW MUCH I'D GRIEVE WHEN IT WAS TIME FOR YOU TO LEAVE, OR JUST HOW MUCH MY HEART WOULD ACHE FROM THAT ONE FRAGMENT YOU WOULD TAKE. GOD LETS THIS HOLE REMAIN REMINDING ME WE'LL MEET AGAIN, AND ONE DAY ALL THE PAIN WILL CEASE WHEN HE RESTORES THIS MISSING PIECE. HE'LL TURN TO JOY MY EVERY TEAR WITH THOUGHTS OF OF I HOLD SO NEAR, AND THEY,LL BECOME MY SPECIAL WAY TO TEASURE OUR REUNION DAY.. BUT UNTIL THAN YOU WILL FOREVER REMAIN IN MY HEART.. THIS IS DEDICATED TO MY BABY GIRL WHO PAST ON NOV 9TH,2006

All Over Again
Last night I fell in love with you All over again, More deeply in love, Than ever before. No one has ever expressed their love for me With such beautiful and kind words. Last night I fell in love with you All over again, With such stronger faith Than ever before. Knowing that you will always be there for me When dark shadows enter my life. Last night I fell in love with you All over again With a stronger friendship Than ever before When ever I need a tender shoulder to cry on I know you will wipe away the tears Last night I feel in love with you All over again With more respect Than ever before I look up to you and admire your strength In turn you have strengthen me Last I feel in love with you All over again With such care Than ever before Now I truly believe how much you care for me You have given me life. Last night I fell in love with you All over again With more happiness Than ever before You have brought back to me smiles and laughter

Support - Always Remember - Never Forget - Thank You
Is It Nothing to You? Lest We Forget ... On the eleventh hour of the eleventh day of the eleventh month ... Although he had been a doctor for years and had served in the South African War, it was impossible to get used to the suffering, the screams, and the blood here, and Major John McCrae had seen and heard enough in his dressing station to last him a lifetime. As a surgeon attached to the 1st Field Artillery Brigade, Major McCrae, who had joined the McGill faculty in 1900 after graduating from the University of Toronto, had spent seventeen days treating injured men -- Canadians, British, Indians, French, and Germans -- in the Ypres salient. It had been an ordeal that he had hardly thought possible. McCrae later wrote of it: "I wish I could embody on paper some of the varied sensations of that seventeen days... Seventeen days of Hades! At the end of the first day if anyone had told us we had to spend seventeen days there, we would have folded our hands and said it co

My New Discussion Forum For Cops/firefighters
I present to you, the Emergency Services Discussion Board. I just made it fresh today, so I need some people to liven it up! Plus I need some Moderators and Admins. It's Here RIIIIGHT HERE!! PLEASE JOIN ME IN MAKING THE BEST DISCUSSION BOARD ON THE INTERNET!!!

Where Are All The Members?
I posted a blog this morning, and our tema member was only about 500 behind. I just logged in to find out he is now over a thousand behind? I wonder where everyone is at? Bombing is tedious, I understand, but if you want to be a part of the team please help out your team member! That was the first rule! We need all of you to go and help him get in the lead again! If we work as a team we can do this! One day it will be your turn..:) HOTT Rocks!

If I Was In Your Bed....
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Push me off the bed 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) Fuck me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops lol Repost with the title IF I WAS IN YOUR BED!!!!! and see how many people want you in their bed...you might be surprised by the answers you get back make sure you repost this.....

Lust Me
Only attention I need is for you to lust after me. Don't love me. I want to be your whore. No one is capable of controlling me. Drunk at fourteen High at twelve Cokehead at fifteen addicted at ten Been on every pill and every drug except crack. acid trips to mars black holes in the wall demons chasing me clouds carrying me purple flying elephants and silver mermaids love and marriage train wrecks look better fire in my eyes bite marks on my thighs liquor bottles, broken stained blood on my hand the rope around my neck the chain at my feet you never marry the lover disgust, cheating, murder thats the life I live live, love only one letter apart I to an O yet it makes so much difference and means all the same

Poems Of Debbie
Love and Lust Kisses as soft as butterfly wings Touches as gentle as a kitten Words whispered so sincere With promises of love forever She absorbs him into her soul Drinking in the passion of his spirit Drowning in the sweetness of his voice He becomes the essence of her life Sitting by the fire gazing into each other He slowly undresses her Freely giving love and passion With hands exploring unknown regions She quivers with excitement and lust Feeling him pressed against her flesh Wanting his manliness inside her He slowly enters as she sighs his name Time becomes a useless tool of life They are the only two that exist With looks of I love you and need you Days become nights to remember Deborah Ann Krouse

My Mom
please pray for my mother she is in the hospital at morris i have no further ideas of why she is in there except they took her off a pain patch and gave her pills, well shes doing pretty bad, and needs prayer. she has diabetes to explain some things thanks for your time

Lest We Forget
In Flander's Fields In Flanders fields the poppies blow Between the crosses, row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved and were loved, and now we lie In Flander's fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch; be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, tho poppies grow In Flander's fields. Liet. -Col. John McCrae Poppy Poppy we are but children small, We are too little to do it all. Children you may do your part. Love each other is how you start. Play without fighting. Share your games and toys. Be kind and thoughtful, To all girls and boys. Remembrance Day We wear a poppy On Remembrance Day, And at eleven We stand and pray. Wreaths are put Upon a grave. As we remember Our soldiers brave. Little Poppy

Why People Judge By Looks
First of all let me tell everyone, just because girls have meat on their bones, does not mean that they are any less loveable than the damn barbies of this world. Big girls are the best lovers, and wives. And for any men who fail to see this, well you are just blind. I will be the first to tell ya'll I am not a barbie bodied beauty.Hell I am not even pretty, never have been, never will be. No I am a big beautiful woman though, and I love me. I get lots of people who talk to me like I am just a blob of fat, and they do this because that is how they see me.I get lots of people who treat me like I am a piece of shit, well that I am not either. Well those people are nothing to me. I do not ask that everyone love me, but you should respect me first as a woman, then as a human being. I do not judge people by how they look but by how they treat me when I speak to them or IM them. I have feelings just like every other human being on this earth. And another thing, why do people come on my pa

The Women Of My Country Years Ago
THIS IS WHAT THEY SAY ABOUT THE DACIANS WOMEN, THE ANCESTORS OF THE ROMANIAN GIRLS TODAY:P! JUDGE URSELF:) "For years Trajan(the roman emperor) had been celebrating his victory against the Dacians through various feasts, important buildings, or through different art monuments. Of course the artists working at these monuments were impressed not only by the Dacian men, but by their women too. The Column shows us the Dacian women in different moments: they appear as thin, determined, proud and harsh women, with graceful features, oval faces, wide foreheads, expressive eyes, straight noses, beautiful lips, long hair parted in the middle of the head covering their temples, leaving the years uncovered and tied up in a loop on their nape, all covered with a kerchief. If after 2 millenniums their grace has not faded nor is it too hard to imagine how beautiful they were in the real life! "

I Dont Think I Will Ever Understand Guys
So there was this guy I was talking to and he said something so insulting and hurtful to me, it made me realize why I had some issues with guys... He told me that since I was a thick girl I was the kind of girl that was not good enough to date but I was good enough to hook up with every once in a while. So the way I am taking it is that Im not pretty enough (lets face it, we know he didnt like my personality)...I dont have the body he desires...but I am good enough to fuck on occasion...if that is not insulting on all levels. Let me tell you guys something...we females have feelings ok...they get hurt like urs does when we are insulted. Its bad enough that there are so many people who make comments about big people that are negative...yes we know we are big, we look in a mirror everyday. You dont have to tell us every day and you dont have to bring us down.... I am proud of who I am...yes I have issues with my body but what girl doesnt...But I will be dammned if I am gonna

Bouncer Id
This Bouncer ID check every five minutes is so pathetic do we really need this on here ? Are we Prisoners kept in Jail or are we ppl who log in to have a good time on here:) I think its about time we stood up to be counted & let the Bouncers to back off. This is my rant for the day. Hugs to all ~ Jovichick ~

Don't Hate The Game Hate The Playa?
I'm sick of that saying. At this point I say FUCK THE GAME and FUCK THE PLAYA. There comes a time where you need to grow the fuck up. Age has nothing to do with it. I've dated them as young as ummm 22 and as old as 44... the youngest one can act more mature then the oldest one and vice versa. You know who invented "the game"? some immature prick who needed to boost his self esteem by leading a bunch of chicks on. Yes, I know, chicks play it also. I know some. At least if you play the game be HONEST about it. If I'm talking to a guy I'm honest with him and let him know I talk to several guys. If I become interested in one then I focus my attention on him to see where it can lead. And I don't tell all the guys the same thing. I've had that happen to me alot. All I want is honesty. No matter what. Is that too much to ask?

New Love
As i sit in the darkness, dreaming of days soon to be. As i close my eyes wishing for time to stand still. As i open my heart to let the flood pour in. As i open my arms to draw you in closer. As i wrap myself within you, becoming one. As i breathe the very breathe which keeps us alive. The darkness turns to light. My eyes open to see you there now. My heart is filled with all you have to offer me. Your arms wrapped around me aswell. Your body entwined with in mine. You breathe with me in unisone. All because you Love Me.

Red Flags ~ Don't Close Your Eyes
Signs to look for in a battering personality Red Flags Many women, young girls and the parents of them are interested in ways that they can predict whether they are about to become involved with someone who will be physically abusive. Usually battering occurs between a man and a woman, but lesbians can be battered too. Below is a list of behaviors that are seen in people who beat their girlfriends or wives; the last four signs listed are battering, but many women don't realize this is the beginning of physical abuse. If the person has several of the other behaviors (Three or more) there is a strong potential for physical violence. The more signs a person has, the more likely the person is a batterer. In some cases, a batterer may have only a couple of behaviors that the women can recognize, but they are very exaggerated, e.g., will try to explain their behavior as signs of their love and concern, and a woman may be flattered at first; as time goes on, the behaviors become more and more

Goodbye..... Will Miss The Young Lady That Did This We Came Close
SAYING GOODBYE Hey People! Hope everyone is doing fine...well i just thought I'd let u know that i will be leaving this site soon due to my personal life and I need to take care of things that are very important to me and I have thought this over many times and came to the conclusion and fact that I dont need to be on this site if i am in a relationship at all...this isnt for people who are in relationships at all to my opinion. So i want to thank you all for helping me out on here and giving me vipz/blasts...fu gifts etc. I appreciated everything. I want to say i have met very nice people on here but I am doing this for myself and just wanted you to know the situation!! I will be deleting this account when my VIP runs out!!! Last but not least I would like to say to the ones who I have met in R/L and the ones who i just became good friends with that I will miss you on this site and wont forget you!!! SPECIAL THANKS TO THE FOLLOWING NAMES BELOW WHO I HAVE BONDED WITH SINC

For Insanepeaches
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Mmmm!
Is there anything better than Coco Wheats for breakfast on a weekend morning? I mean seriously! Sure, sometimes on a Sunday morning I'll make homemade biscuits and sausage gravy, but damnit, there's just nothing with more chocolaty goodness...or wheaty goodness than Coco Wheats. I might make me a second bowl :)

Rocknroll
if you like rocknroll...go listen to "new bomb turks". theyre from ohio. they dont tour anymore except for few and far gigs, which are done here and there. BUT! they fucking play straight up fast as shit, dirty rocknroll (i.e.- Information Highway Revisited). the album just mentioned is fucking awesome. if that doesnt kick you in the balls, then you just dont like rocknroll and maybe you should jsut go listen to justin timberlake or some other fag shit. they got a few albums...like 10 actually. ive got teh album mentioned above (Information Highway Revisited) and "Destroy-OH BOY!". Information fucking blew me away the first time i heard it, and Destroy is badass to. so....check that shit out. for serious. no fag shit. not that fags are bad or nuthin. i aint hatin. im jsut sayin. PEACE!

Thought For The Day Sunday 11/11/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Scornful this night, the very blood from my own veins turns against me. It assaults me with a hatred unknown before this. Only a monster does it see before it, not a man. A lifetime of good, discarded and forgotten, this is my punishment. Those things I have forged with my life, meaningless now. None know the sorrow within me, none care, even revel in its sweetness to me. My just rewards served with a smile and sardonic merit are they basted with. Feast upon them freely I am, yet sadly as I am offered yet another helping on this plentiful plate. A delightful glow of anguish surrounds me and few dare approach. Yet even a monster may be loved, and those few who do judge not, only real love do they offer to calm the pain. A lucky man is he who stands in the shadow of genuine love, he is bathed in it." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

So...
i just went back to the fubar support page and found a blog aboout the points issue on friday... i wrote them twice about it and have not received a response... the blog states not to email them cuz it will not be answered. im just mad cuz a survey i took the other day... the email wuz sent during the time that the points were fubared, which wuz also happy hour... so now im out 20,000 fuBucks! :(

Seriously Thinking Of Leavin Fu For Good
IM BOUT SICK OF THE BULLSHIT ON HERE WHEN I CAME BACK I THOUGHT I COULD ENJOY MYSELF AGAIN LIKE BEFORE I DELETED MY OLD ACCOUNT...IM JUST NOT SURE AT THIS POINT WHAT IM GOING TO DO IM TIRED OF BEING TAKEN FOR GRANTED AND IM SICK OF HEARING GOSSIP AN WHINING DONT YOU ALL READ PROFILES? MY PROFILE CLEARLY SAYS DONT BRING THE BULLSHIT TO ME IF YOU CANT READ THEN I SUGGEST YOU GET TUTORING LESSONS IN HOW TO READ ENGLISH 101. DONT BRING THE BULLSHIT TO ME ANYMORE!

Relationship
HOW CAN TWO PEOPLE SAY THAT THEY ARE HAPPY WITH EACH OTHER BUT WHEN THAY ARE IN THE SAME ROOM WITH EACH OTHER NOT TWO WORD ARE SPOKEN NOT EVEN A GLANCE AND THEN IF THERE IS IT IS A BLANK GLANCE NOT AN I LOVE YOU GLANCE! YOU CAN SIT AND SIT AND SIT AND HOURS CAN GO BY AND YOU GET NOTHING! CAN IT BE THAT THERE IS SO MANY PROBLEM THAT YOU DONT HAVE TIME TO STOP AND LISTEN...LOOK ...HOLD...HUG...CUDDLE YES I SAID CUDDLE! YOU WANT IT TO HAPPEN THEY WANT IT TO HAPPEN BUT WHEN YOU GET THE CHANCE IT DOES NOT HAPPEN! WHY! THATS WHY I FEEL THE INTERNET IS THE DEVIL AND THAT IF YOU ARE GOING TO LOVE THEN IT SHOULD NOT BE SO HARD! AND WHEN OTHER PEOPLE ARE SUPPOSED TO NOT BE IMPORTANT IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP AND YOU BOTH AGREE ON THAT,BUT THEY SEEM TO BE MORE IMPORTANT WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT! WHY? WHEN SHOULD YOU SAY STOP PLEASE WHY CANT WE BE TOGETHER!................THIS IS JUST A THOUGHT BLOG! TO GET SOME HELP WITH SOME OF MY HEAD FEELINGS!

Foreplay With Hot Wax
Foreplay with Hot Wax It sounds kinky and you want to try it; but how do you go about doing it? If you are not careful and cautious you could injure your partner or yourself – so how do you go about it safely? As with any sexual act you need to talk about it with your partner - communication is the key. Does your partner want to try this? Do you want to be the one being pleasured with the wax or do you want to do the pleasuring? Once those questions are answered, you can proceed to the next step. What level of intensity? To figure this out, here is a simple way to gauge where in the spectrum you fall. As with most adventures, start gradually and work up. Find a birthday candle - if you can't find one, a taper candle will work. These types of candles are suggested because they do not create a large amount of wax. Let the candle burn for about a minute or so, until there is a small amount of wax available. Pour the wax into the palm of the hand of the person wanting to be p

My Boo- Written By- Jessica Shook*me*
My Boo You two are sitting here, Saying I love you, This and that, But im sitting here Wondering where my love is at, Is he gone? Is he with another girl? He says it's real And that his love is true, I can only believe him Till the day He actually becomes my boo!! I miss him so much, I don't know what to do, But Annah's by my side And she's the only one Who knew, She knew all about him and I, She met him and said he was sweet, I said he's my baby even after we meet But till the day we do I'll call him my boo And say i love you Written By: Jessica Shook

What The Hell???!!!
What the fuck is up with some of these Fubar members? I mean I see you rate my page a 10 or whatever....only for me to go BACK to the person's page to show them some love back and all I see is loads of galleries that are private! I'm not asking people to show their ass or tits just to be accepted but gotdamn! SHOW YOUR FACE!!! Stop hiding behind damn tags, posting a billion pics of flags, other people that aren't you, morphs, and none of them are YOU! Don't expect me to rate you at all if I can't see who you are. I'm getting sick and tired of people wanting you to rate them and the catch is you HAVE to rate, fan and friend then first. For those doing that...FUCK YOU! It's not a damn political race and I'm not about to be swindled into being an online friend of someone I can't see until I realize you look like a neanderthal. rant over.

Party
My sister said she had trouble sleeping last night because she was still on an adrenaline rush from last night's party so I think her boyfriend and I did our job and did it well! BIG relief! I just dont want to do it again anytime soon! LOL

When
When does all the sh%t end...I have met alot of good people but there are some people who r fakes and guess what it is hard to handle because you trust people---and think there good person---oh fuck it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Concern
I am now having a recurring problem that has gotten worse possibly this weekend. I am statring to lose feeling in my left hand . I am having problems holding on to things mainly gripping them. I may have some major nerve damage. I am starting to think that wreck did more damage than I thought it had . If its not my back messing with me its now my left hand .

This Love
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m THIS LOVE WE ARE MAKING IS LASTING AND REAL AS DELICATE AS THE WING OF A DRAGONFLY AS STRONG AS A SOLID BAND OF STEELE THIS LOVE WE ARE MAKING IS WOVEN AS FINELY AS A SILKEN ROPE. OUR DESIRE AND PASSION LIKE THE URGENCY OF A VOLATILE STORM THAT CLEANSES AND INSPIRES A NEW HOPE. THIS LOVE WE ARE MAKING IS GIVEN NEW LIFE EACH DAY BY A TOUCH A WORD A KISS AND WE ARE HUMBLED BY THIS BLESSING AND HAVE REJOICED AT ITS BIRTH. THIS LOVE WE ARE MAKING IS THE BLACK COAL FROM THE VERY DEPTHS OF THIS EARTH OPENED TO REVEAL A BRILLIANT DIAMOND AND FROM THAT MOMENT ON WILL SHINE UNTIL THE END OF TIME. THIS LOVE WE ARE MAKING AS SOFT AS THE VELVET PETAL OF A ROSE BUT NEVER WITHERS OR FALLS FROM THE STEM THIS LOVE WE ARE MAKING WILL BE ETERNAL AND CARRY US ON WHEN OUR FLESH AND OUR BONE IS EMPTY OF LIFE TO MERGE US AS ONE AS HUSBAND AND WIFE.

Dont Take The One You Are With 4 Granted
i cant believ how many men and women take the better half 4 granted dam,i hold the door for my gurl she never lifts anything because ill take it from her,i place a chair undernieth het when she is about to sit down i help her with her coat,shit doesnt she see what i do 4 her and hardly any men do that for thier women i even walk in front of her going down the stairs in case if she fall ill break her fall. i feel strongly on treating your women with love and protction it funny i started feeling like this about 15 years ago i was watching the honey mooners it was when alice was taking mambo lessens and ralph thought she was cheating on him so he followed her and confronted the mambo instructor and he found out what that his wife was not cheating on him with a single man. so the mambo instructor told ralph how lucky he was and norton was. ralph and norton was so stupit they asked him why are they so lucky. the mambo instructor said i wish i had a women to come hoem too someone

Soo Close
I am sure by now you are getting tired of hearing the same thing, but we really need all HOTT team members to stop by and help our team member out1 This has become such a close race! We need every comment we can get! Please Please Please!

Celebrating 3 Weeks Smoke Free
My name is Angela, and I am a nicotine addict. I have stopped nicotine for 21 days, 5 hours, 6 minutes and 21 seconds (21 days). I've not smoked 424 death sticks, and saved $74.31. I've saved 1 day, 11 hours and 21 minutes of my life. Who wants to buy me a present? ps i decided just to go friends only... no use punishing everyone. all i can say is i'm going to be a lot more liberal about who i block from now on.

Types...
Okay...yes, there are types of vampyres out there. Just not the souless, blood sucking fiends 'o the night that most people THINK we are. Sanguine - Moi. Yes. Me. I drink blood. Its rather...old...persay, but I don't know how to psy feed and it gets the job done. My donors are selected carefully, gone through screenings and tested for everything from AIDS to Herpes and Asprin to Zoloft. There are Psychic Vampyres as well. General psychic vampyre - They feed from your lifeforce, your chi, prana...whatever you want to call it. Ethically, it should be done from a donor as well if you are going to feed from someone directly. There is a whole...thing that goes along with it that I would rather answer in questions then here...makes things easier. Emotional vampyre type 1 - They feed from a certain instilled emotion be it anger, sadness, happiness or even fear. Emotional vampire type 2 - These types are types of people that you generally think are the "drama kings" and "dra

Sincere Apologies To Everyone
Sincere Apologies to Everyone Over the past months I have forwarded funny pictures and jokes to friends who I thought shared the same sense of humour. Unfortunately this wasn't the case and I seem to have upset quite a few people who have accused me of being sexist and shallow. If you were one of these people, please accept my humblest apologies. From now on I will only send emails with a cultural or educational content such as old monuments, nature and other interesting structures. Below is a picture of the Pont Neuf Bridge in Paris. Regards, P.S. For those of you who are interested, Pont Neuf is the oldest bridge in Paris and took 26 years to build. Construction began in 1578 and ended in 1604. 'Le Pont Neuf' is actually made of 2 independent bridges, one with seven arches and the other with five arches. Kind regards

Remember What Veteran's Day Means....
It is the VETERAN , not the preacher,who has given us freedom of religion. It is the VETERAN , not the reporter, who has given us freedom of the press.It is the VETERAN , not the poet, who has given us freedom of speech.It is the VETERAN , not the campus organizer, who has given us freedom to assemble. It is the VETERAN , not the lawyer, who has given us the right to a fair trial.It is the VETERAN , not the politician, Who has given us the right to vote. It is the VETERAN , who salutes the Flag, It is the veteran ,who serves under the Flag, whose coffin is draped with the flag,who gives the protester the freedom he abuses to burn the flag.ETERNAL REST GRANT THEM O LORD, AND LET PERPETUAL LIGHT SHINE UPON THEM. We can be very proud of our young men and women in the service no matter where they serve. God Bless them all.

Hit The Floor
On a recent weekend in Atlantic City, a woman won a bucketful of quarters at a slot machine. She took a break from the slots for dinner with her husband in the hotel dining room. But first she wanted to stash the quarters in her room. "I'll be right back and we'll go to eat," she told her husband and carried the coin-laden bucket to the elevator. As she was about to walk into the elevator she noticed two men already aboard. Both were black. One of them was big.. very big... an intimidating figure. The woman froze. Her first thought was: These two are going to rob me. Her next thought was: Don't be a bigot, they look like perfectly nice gentlemen. But racial stereotypes are powerful, and fear immobilized her. She stood and stared at the two men. She felt anxious, flustered and ashamed. She hoped they didn't read her mind - but God, they had to know what she was thinking! Her hesitation about joining them in the elevator was all too obvious now. Her face was flushed. She couldn'

Are You My Friend?
Will you be there when I'm down, And catch me when I fall? Will you hold me when I need To feel the warmth of your touch? Will you laugh when I laugh, And cry when I cry? Will you let me rant and rave, When I need to let off steam? Will you discuss those painful things, That you'd rather not think about? Like the times we've hurt each other, And promised would never do so again? Will you say the right thing, When all I've heard is the wrong? And tell me soothing words, That make the pain I feel subside? Will you understand me when I say, "I can't see you now, go away"? Will you come back when I call, As if nothing happened at all? If you'll do these things for me, And keep smiling all the way. If you'll be with me through the bad times, As well as the good. Then truly you are my friend, My pal, my mate and my confidante. And that means so much to me. I thank you dearly, for being there, You, My Friend.

Sad
So recently I had reconnected with a friend that I hadn't talked to in months. I was so excited & happy but sadly it just isn't going to work out. As hard as I tried; his mood swings are just awful. Tonight was the last straw. I'd post our conversation from yahoo but there's no reason to I guess. I'm sure he's posted a nice blog blasting me & if you're on his friends list; please don't share it with me. I feel bad for him. His demons are just too much for me to take but despite his treatment of me; I wish him nothing but the best. So Jay, I hope some day your life is all it should be, your hatred & anger towards those that want to be your friend & those that aren't your friend dissolves & you find yourself at peace & happy. ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

How
How is it you know so much of me? You look in my eyes see right in my soul? You kiss my lips and take my breath away? You touch my breast and make me shiver? How is it you can just say what you want from me and make me hot? So hot I want you? Want you to make love to me? Oh yes make love to me. Give me all of you. Let me see you, smell you, feel you, taste you. How is it you know what I want without me saying a word? Were to touch me? How to kiss me? What to say? I can't help it I want you inside of me. Looking in my eyes, whispering in my ear. How is it your on my mind all the time? How you slide in and out of me making me wet, making me moan, making me holler? How is it your beautiful eyes tell me so much? What you want? What you need? How is it?

Houseguest...
Hey there Ya'll... Hope all is goin' well for everyone, thanks for taking a moment to see what I have to chat about now...I had to put this in the God works in mysterious ways, because of a question my daughter asked...because the next day she recieved her answer... On Wednesday night we had a visitor come in our yard...at first we didn't know what to think, especially when they looked like this... She chased the cat and my son tried to stop her by acting like he was gonna hit her...Wrong thing to do, cause then she started growling at him and I told him to stop immediately...I then proceeded to call her and she followed me to the sidewalk, only thing was she wasn't going anywhere and after she gave me kisses that was that...Being on the side walk beside Main St. was not good, so I had the kids take her around the neighborhood to find her home, but to no avail... Now anyone who knows me knows I have 5 dogs already, but couldn't just leave her, for as you can tell she

Too Late To Find It Once It Is Gone
Well I did so much soul searching this weekend that I’m not sure how I can think straight now, lol. I looked at every single possible aspect of my life, the people in it, the people who aren’t in it and the people I want to be in it . . . Do you want to know what I figured out? That I am miserable, alone, and scared to death of remaining that way. I spent so much time crying over things, laughing over things, thinking of all the people I have met and why I want to know these people. My god I dissected every aspect of my life that I possibly could without breaking down completely. I reached so deep inside myself to find the emotions that I had that I am was sure I had torn all emotion out of me in general. But here I am at 6 am on a Monday morning writing this damn blog so I can finally move on and get to what I am looking for. I sat in a car yesterday for a long time with the girlfriend and we talked about so much stuff that we both are kind of dealing with. We are both dea

What A Pain In The A$$!!!
There I was, innocently leaving comments for my friends, and this big burly guy stopped me after EVERY SINGLE comment I left. Not during, but AFTER the comment went through and before each friend's page loaded again. The comments weren't all the same, just the pic that went with them. All I wanted to do was spread a little sunshine on a yucky Monday morning. Grrrr!! So this is what I want to know...is it another wonderful Fubar glitch, or is the big guy out to get me? LOL Ok, that sounded a wee bit paranoid! I'm just wondering if anyone else is experiencing this problem. Are you? I hope all of you have a better start to your Monday than I did! *Hugs* to all!

Questions
QUESTIONS "Great knowledge is broad and unhurried, while small understanding is cramped and busy" Zhuangzi as quoted in The Great Transformation by Karen Armstrong I love Karen Armstrong's books. I always learn something new about history, religious or otherwise and I always enjoy the wonderful insights she brings forth when she writes about her subject. My fondest wish is to have a nice long conversation with her some day. The quote above is one of those sayings that you can use to examine the self. Is my knowledge broad and unhurried or do I remain small? My teacher, Pir Vilayat used to say something similar. He would say that we see ourselves as puny and unable to affect anything vast while our beings our magnificent and glorious. We live in a small illusion when all the while our true reality is immeasurable. As I read The Great Transformation I am seeing that one of the most important ideas or philosophies to come from the Axial Age is self examination or what the

Useless Thing
I do not have a halo and I have no wish for wings For I am no kind of angel Just a simple, useless thing. No matter what may come, no matter what has gone, I'm just a simple person and often I am wrong. I never ask for anything I never care for myself I never see the beauty, I stay hidden on the shelf. I am what is expected of me Never dropping the facade, never showing what's deep inside, never showing the pain. I wish I was an angel a treasure to be loved, instead I'm just a useless thing, hidden in the dust. Someday I may be found by someone who will care they will wipe away the dust and leave my soul bare.