Ok the best way I can find of telling you all why I am sad is because someone who really did mean a lot to me on this site has left....the lil bird has finally flown............but I guess it was bound to happen at some point and I guess I may have to wait to see if what they say is true...if it was meant to be or not.......yeah I am gonna be a little down for a bit.......but I will live.....but for now maybe if I could be left alone I would be really greatful....thank you