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Assicons
We all know those cute little computer symbols called "emoticons," where: :) means a smile and :( is a frown. Sometimes these are represented by :-) :-( Well, how about some "ASSICONS?" Here goes: (_!_) a regular ass (__!__) a fat ass (!) a tight ass (_*_) a sore ass {_!_} a swishy ass (_o_) an ass that's been around (_x_) kiss my ass (_X_) leave my ass alone (_zzz_) a tired ass (_E=mc2_) a smart ass (_$_) Money coming out of his ass (_?_) Dumb Ass

Walk The Talk
You can't just sit down and talk about the truth. It doesn't work that way. You have to live it and be part of it and you might get to know it." We all read books that have much information in them. Often we pick up on little sayings that we remember. Inside of us is the little owl, the owl of knowing. It talks to us- guiding us and nurturing us. Often when we get information, it's hard to live by, but it's easy to talk about. It's living the Red Road that counts-Walk the Talk. If we really want freedom in our lives, if we really want to be happy, if we really want to have peace of mind, it's the truth we must seek. My Creator, help me in my search for the truth today. When we read something it is always good to not believe it all until we investigate it. Often things are written as opinions of others and not completely of truth. We must seek that truth so we do not end up treating another person nasty because of gossip or written mis-information. In order to

My Freinds Plz
I really need your prayers I have 110 freinds plz. Dont let me down me and my daughter need you. Come on yall Im scared I might lose her plz pray for her If you dont know what this is about please read my other blog. I'll do what ever you ask just plz pray for her. Randy (redneckcdb)

The Koi Becomes The Dragon
A DEEP THOUGHT I have been thinking a lot lately on life after death and GOD. I have always wondered about it all. When I was a kid the only thing I was afraid of was death. I was terrified to think that when you died that was it. Just a void for all time that you will never exist again. So I decided to study a few religions so I may get a better idea of it all. So now after doing a lot of reading and question answering I have a few ideas. I am not going to list all the quotes but just know that the things I am about to say are a conglomerate of what I think and what I have read. Some of which I thought of already, I just couldn't put it into words. I have toyed with the Idea that we are immortal because there is a God that made us. The Idea of a loving God would mean that God would never create anything that would end. God would never create life just too simply die, but to evolve. Believing there is a God you must know that at some point he must have been yo

Reawake
You give the world your hellish look, The one to keep all of them at bay, Just to create space for yourself, A second to breathe, A moment to think To remember just how to give it. It comes at you fast, Past pieces of who you were, Past pieces of who you were known to be, But aren’t any more. So you evoke the old powers, Let them in, Be that old version of yourself, For a day or two, It is self defense really. After years of no footstep in the sand, To leave brimstone footprints again, And the old demons have rolled into town, And they demand nothing less. So you screw back on the horns, Squint your eyes And get ready Call up that part of you that slept, But never left.

Like Your Soul....
The sky is covered in an array of orange and blue, It is so enthralling, so very beautiful, Like your eyes, and your soul Crystal clear water; Reflects our bond If only it could show the love we share Open our hearts and let it all flow out After-all, it'll never run dry The trees and branches are strong, Withstanding all of the storms; Just like we do; we always will It's amazing how nature stirs inner emotions Providing such a feeling of serenity; Like one I've found with you Captivating my every sense Beauty comes in many forms, Many people embrace it differently; But, for me, I embrace it in you; us in unison Romance and sunsets; Truly mesmerizing What more could one need? I don't need anything else in this world; Your every ounce; is enough for a lifetime

Mah Contest!!! Reed N00bz!
Meh is hostin a contest soon 4 sho! It e-z. If you want to be in let meh know yarly. Deh theme will be most popular cherry who can pwnd deh most of their friendz to vote for them in a contest yarly. It simple fo shA. Me will send invites to does who methink should be in too yarly. Deh prizes are like dis: Smecksie Ladies: First Prize : 7 Day Cherry Blast + Random VIC giftz. Second Prize : 3 Day Cherry Blast + Gifts Third Prize : 1 Day Cherry Blast + Gift. IF you loose you get Pwnd and get weedz yarly For deh n00b dudes: First Prize Only : 7 Day Cherry Blast Dis will be fun fo sho! And if u all get meh ranked in deh top 1000 cherries no one gets pwnd and you all get gifts yarly!! =^_^=

Blog About Nothing...
Well.. no snow yet. Now they say maybe just a dusting. How come weather men/women can be wrong so often? Watched M*A*S*H tonight. I remember it being the only show we were allowed to stay up that late to watch. I think it was 9:00 on Mondays. Why can't they make shows like that now? Watching the news now. Just had a story about Domestic Abuse story on. Its sad whenever you hear about abuse. But those stories always make me mad. They always put upnumbers for WOMEN to call for help. No wonder menlike me put up with abuse so long and have such trouble dealing with it. Society isn't ready for abused men. I'll have to write a blog on that sometime. Not much planned for the weekend. David won't be here so I'll either get lots of sleep or lots of cleaning done. Anyone need their laundry done?..lol I'm hungry for something. Not sure what. I just know its not veggies..lol. I wish I could run into my old employers sometime. I would love to ask them when they plan on pa

My Best Friend
My Best Friend Hippity Hop Wing Wang Wam He makes some noises inside my pajammies Saying Hello Was never so dirty He might just get up And shoot in a hurry Party going on With just the graze of a hand Oh this poem about my lower gland ~~timmy~~~

Turnabout
Laura sat in the smoky bar and surveyed the crowd. She hated coming here, the drinks were always watered down and her clothes stank of stale cigarettes for days afterward. But the place had an uncanny knack for attracting the naïve young girls that she had found herself preying upon lately. Laura knew their type. They dressed in tight leather and fancied themselves players in the BDSM scene because their boyfriends had blindfolded them once or twice during sex. They considered themselves bisexual or lesbian because they had kissed their roommates once or twice in college. Laura was an experienced player in the BDSM scene. She had tried it all and she had enjoyed every minute of it. But she had trouble keeping a partner. Her previous playthings had found her too rough, and ended their association with her after the first session. She longed for a partner with whom she could let herself go fully, hold nothing back, but the women she met seemed fragile and scared of their ow

Saying I Love You
After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you." The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. "What's wrong, are you well," she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. "I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much." That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about

Dear Dad
Dear Dad, Yesterday marked 4years that ya had left ya family and headed to heaven. At 2:45pm we lost you. At around 12:30pm we as a family sat around and discussed your options with the dr. that was in charge of ya at the time. We had decided as a family that it would be best to take ya off of life support. As hard as that was we knew as a family it was the best thing for ya. The dr. said we couldve kept ya on life support but ya may have become a vegatable the rest of ya life and we knew ya wouldnt want that. The dr. said ya sustained SEVERE muscle damage to ya heart that pretty much took ya life instantly. We sat around and decided as a family to donate what organs we could of yours knowing that ya would want to help someone else if ya couldve. My heart still hurts like hell not having you here. As we all know though dad ya in a better place now and your not suffering anymore. In the past year I have had ALOT happen to me. As ya already know that. The kids went into fo

Ah Stupid People!
So my sister tells me the best thing in the world. Some guy emailed a coworker of hers talking about how he'd seen many things in his life, like when the Great Wall of China came down. Now at that point I was laughing SO hard I couldn't listen to the rest. SO.... GONE; BUH BYE: STILL STANDING: HASSELHOFF WAS THERE FOR IT: DOES HASSELHOFF EVEN KNOW THIS PLACE EXISTS?! okay I thought I would share it since it was funny!

My Kid Is Cooler Than Yours. (and You.)
7:09am. Matt: *yawns* C'mon, bud...Get your jeans on." T: *yawns* "Kay, Dahd." Matt: "Grab your shoes, dude." T: *deadpan* "Ohmi'gawd, shoes." Matt: *blinks* Matt: "T...You're the coolest fucking kid I know."

In Need Of Disttaction And Stress Relief
When people have relationships we all know that its an up and down battle.. You give your love, your heart and thoughtfulness and sometimes its taken for granted.. Even if in a relationship thats not serious, when you've been together for a good long while there will be some emotional attachment. Knowing that you share your lover isnt always easy but can work if handled right. But its not just a lover relationship, its a bonded friendship too. When someone is my lover, and my friend they are very important to me and I put them in a very high place in my life.. That part of my life is very important. Yes they get my body, but they get my affection, consideration, thoughtfulness, intelligent conversation, someone who is fun in a multitude of ways, and someone who really cares and means what they say.. If I am your lover, I like being part of every aspect of your life, not just the bedroom! I also treat them fair and honestly. I'm not perfect, but dont I deserve to be treated fairl

Wanna See How You Play A Guy?
Irish Prin...: a*****************@yahoo ->Irish Prin...: yea i do... Irish Prin...: do u have yahoo im? ->Irish Prin...: she tells my shes just alone and that she wants to be my girl Irish Prin...: she says she has been tryin to get rid of you for a while but u wont leave her alone ->Irish Prin...: well you have fun with her Irish Prin...: im talkin to her on here now ->Irish Prin...: no..not yet... but i will be soon when im done making a few calls... Irish Prin...: good. u talkin to her now? ->Irish Prin...: k sounds good Irish Prin...: oh ima do that first bro. then ill let u have her. ->Irish Prin...: dont worry ill get her fucking good dude...im a make her feel like the whore she is Irish Prin...: lol u can have her but ur a fool, she played u 1ce u think she not doing it with other guys too? ->Irish Prin...: yea ill take her Irish Prin...: fuck yeah, so do you want her? if so ill back off n just ignore her for you bro. ->Irish Prin...: shes just a ly

Our Paradise
Calm, crystal water kissing glistening white sands, as morning sun rises above our island paradise. Awakening you with gentle caresses, so in love are we. Hearts pounding, sounding like thunder o'er a building sea. I'm filled with wonder. You, so sensuous and lovely, lying on our blanket, leave me speechless, breathless, Oh, how I love your moaning and sighing as I touch you, enter you, my helpless soul so addicted to you, so enthralled as if some great, heavenly force has called. Absorbed, devoured, consumed by passion's grace, I lie, enchanted by an angel's face.

Absolutely Brilliant!
Absolutely brilliant........... Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this! To anyone with kids of any age, here's some advice. Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity . Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportuni

Becoming Orgasmic
“You want to become what?” This was my first reaction when my flatmate Cara told me of her latest idea. I was used to her endless searching for the ‘thing’ that would change her life forever. It was safe to say that she was not happy with her lot and tried aimlessly to find something that would enable her to feel better about herself. “I want to become orgasmic.” Usually I’m quick off the mark but this time she had stumped me. “What the hell does that mean? ‘Become orgasmic.’ How on earth did you come up with that?” We were sitting in a café inside one of the local bookshops in town. It was rare that we managed to have a day off work together so we took advantage of them whenever we could. Cara loved browsing round the bookshops, and I could usually be found checking out the latest fashions. For a few months now, I had secretly wanted to be more to Cara than the other girl sleeping in the other room. I wanted to be her mate, in her bed. But

Bears Trivia
(former Bears player Brian Piccolo was number 41 !!!) In honor of the Chicago Bears going to Super Bowl 41. Here are 41 things that have changed from the last time the Chicago Bears played in the Super Bowl (which was Super Bowl 20 in 1986): 1 Brian Urlacher was in 2nd grade. Rex Grossman was in kindergarten. 2 Peyton Manning was 10 years old. Eli Manning was 5 years old. Their dad, Archie, had just retired from the NFL two years earlier. 3 Lovie Smith was in his first college coaching job at University of Tulsa. 4 Ronald Reagan was the President, and Harold Washington was the Mayor..James R. Thompson was the Governor running for re-election and his office was in the new State of Illinois Center, which is now called the James R. Thompson Center. 5 George W. Bush was 39 years old and still drinking. His father would run for President two years later. 6 Rod Blagojevich was just out of law school and was a low-level prosecutor working for the Cook County State's Attor

Geez This Place
Must be a goddamn full time job. I am gone for a week. I lost 3 crushes and deleted off family lists. I must have the plague. Feeling all unloved and stuff. Imma go crawl back under my rock and hide. Well I would do all that but GOONIES NEVER SAY DIE. Now love me people or I won't come back!

Prayers Needed
Hey for those of you who know me, you know I am a pretty quiet person. I have found the love of my life,my soulmate, something we all look for in our life time and I am so lucky to have that. Unfortunatly right now he is over seas. He is a Marine. But last night I found out that his team came underfirem, and he has been hurt severly. We are not sure how bad and what. So I am asking for prayers for Brian. I don't as for much. just for him to be able to come home safe and sound.

Valentine's For Lovers And For Friends
Valentine's for lovers and for friends. All my love goes out to you this day! Love is something different from desire: Even, silent, peaceful as the sky. Nor is love interested in means or ends. There are no selfish needs that it must weigh. Instead, love's plenitude itself inspires, Needing neither cause nor reason why. Each day my thoughts enchanted with you lie. Written by: Born N Raised

My Son And The Phone
David and I talk on the phone everyday. If he calls the home phone and I don't answer, he calls the cell.. then the home phone.. then the cell.. on and on till he gets me. I was on my office phone as the phones around me kept ringing.. 4 calls on the home line... 3 on the cell before I had to get off and answer it..lol.

My Views Summed Up In A Quote
This is the first, and most likely the last, blog I'll ever post. I do it only because I have a couple of new friends, whose opinion I value very much, that I think will appreciate it. “When I listened to the idealistic ministers and politicians taken up I flights of rhetoric about the American ideal, I believed them. I still do. I believe that all the children of God stand before Him as exact equals. I believe that temporal power is an illusion and an irrelevancy. I believe that, because the president of the United States and, let us say, an illiterate sharecropper, occupy God’s affections solely according to God’s criteria, neither is owed either more or less respect than the other. Though these are things I believe, there are some things that I know. They are that upon these ideals American democracy was founded and that every citizen may, by right, and in any circumstance, properly demand them, and that I and everyone else serve only one master”. From "Memior from Antp

Bored On A Friday Nite.....
So whats everyone up to tonite here on ct? Yall message me let me know how things r going and whatca got planned fer this weekend.I anit heard from some of yall in a while, so message me or at least email me n let me know how your doing.And who out there wants to rassle lol? Hope it anit too cold where yer at.

Giving
Love in your heart, wasn't put there to stay because love is not love until you give it away start loving yourself, in oder to love others by giving love the only thing you may get back in return is love..... our lives is a loving gift from God, and what we do with this life is out loving gift to God love one another and share this wonderful gift this is the only way, we will have in this world PEACE!!!!!

Power Of Man
A man has the power to love a woman in a way that she has never been loved, and yet hurt her with the same intensity. A man has the power to treat a woman like a queen then turn around and make her wish she was never born A man has the power to make a woman cry with happiness and joy, then turnaround and make her cry with hurt and anger. A man has the power to let a woman feel free and wanted, but also feel disgusted and unworthy. A man has the power to look a woman in her face and tell her he loves her, but turn around and sleep with her best friend. A man has the power to make you fall in love with him within days, and hate him within minutes. During sex a man has the power to make a woman feel like she's in heaven, and afterwards makes her feel like a whore. A man has the power to change a woman from having goals, To living out his goals instead of her own. Why is it that men have such power? They have so much power, because we give it to them. The

Please Read!!!
I have updated the website. Please look on the Family Members page to make sure that your name is there. If for some reason it isn't, please contact me. Thank you and cheers to all :) Do you want to visit the site now? YES | NO

A Keeper......
TO A KEEPER! ¸..¸ __/ /____ ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn\'t any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more \"just one more minute.\" Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Or say \"I Love You.\" ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° So while we have it . . it\'s best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it\'s broken . and take good care of it when it\'s sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards;

Lily Of The Mohawks
Body: Where Jesuit martyrs met death A baby girl drew her first breath Kateri Tekakwitha was her name She grew to Blessed Sainthood fame From blood of martyrs comes seeds Blessed Saints fulfilling Christ's needs And this is what Kateri became Her love of God burned like a flame Small pox hit the Mohawk tribe Kateri's parents and brother died the illness treated her most unkind leaving her badly scarred and half blind Raised by her uncle, a Mohawk Chief Kateri held with the Mohawk belief But one day from across the seas came Christian Jesuit missionaries The kind Black Robed ones told Kateri of God's only Son Studying and believing as they she converted to the Christian way She was Baptized on Easter Sunday now Christ was in her heart to stay Her soul now from final death free Kateri was filled with love and charity She ministered to her people's tribe with great love, charity and pride Kateri said, "I am not my own I will never marry nor have a

Watch Out
If this person is on your site and is a friend...if you keep her on yours...DELETE ME! this lowlife stalker has been causing shit for over a year! lavender@ CherryTAP This He/She is a stalker and a trouble maker... she has multiple names... she will use ya to get info...

My Grandmother
Just to update everyone who has been helping me and praying for my family,my grandmother passed away about an hour ago....Not much else to say or dont know what else to say... Tonya Thank you all My grandmother was one of my best friends,she was always there to help me,and never ever condoned me for any wrong i did in my life.She was a very special lady in my life.

Time To Wake Up
TIME TO WAKE UP Rich Johnson quips, "My mom always claimed to feel bad when a bird would slam head-first into our living room window. If she REALLY felt bad, though, she'd have moved the bird feeder outside." We laugh, but what a great life lesson! If we feel badly enough about something, we will change it. If we feel badly enough about a behavior or an attitude, we will adopt a better behavior or a healthier attitude. We CAN change! You remember Charles Dickens immortal story "Christmas Carol." The miserly Scrooge grows increasingly unconcerned with others and isolated until, one night, he is invited by supernatural visitors to change. The "Ghost of Christmas Past" takes him by the hand and shows him how his life has unfolded and how his self-centered decisions have led him to his present unhappy state. The "Ghost of Christmas Present" takes the blindfolds off his narrow view of life so he can clearly see how he has insolated himself from the struggles of others

Coffee
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full they agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar . Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee (maybe espresso!) from under the table and poured the ent

Cab Ride Accident.
AIGHT, SO I WAS BOMBED AS FUCK LAST NIGHT. NO SURPRISE THERE. THE SURPRISE COMES WHEN YOU ARE SO INTOXICATED THAT YOU MAKE THE RETARD OF A FUCKING CAB DRIVER DRUNK BY OSMOSIS. THIS IS THE ONLY EXPLANATION I CAN COME UP WITH FOR THIS GUY DROVE HIS FUCKING CAB INTO A GODDAMN TELEPHONE POLE!! THAT'S RIGHT NO JOKE, TWO MILES AWAY FROM MY HOUSE, DRUNK AS PISSED AND BY CHANCE JUST HAPPENING TO BE WEARING A SEATBELT, AND BLAM THIS FUCKER RUNS A RED LIGHT AND HITS A FUCKING TELEPHONE POLE!!!! I WAS HALF BLACKED OUT AT THE TIME, THEN BAM MY HEAD AND KNEE CAPS BASH INTO THE PROTECTIVE GLASS THAT SEPARATES ME FROM THIS SHIT FUCKING PIECE OF BRAIN DAMAGE!!! ALL I CAN HEAR FROM HIM IS "HOLY SHIT, WHAT THE FUCK MAN, WHAT THE FUCK MAN, HOLY SHIT!!!" NOT SOMETHING YOU WANT TO HEAR IN A DRUNKEN STATE WHILE YOUR WHOLE FUCKING HEAD IS POUNDING!!! HAD TO WAIT AROUND 45 MINUTES FOR A FUCKING COP TO GET THERE AND ASK ME IN MY DRUNKEN STATE WHAT HAPPENED, I THINK THE BEST ANSWER I GAVE THE OFFICER WAS THAT T

The Loss Of My Friend
I was 26 whem my life with SLE began. My frist encounter with SLE happened when my friend Leslie became Ill. SLE hit Leslie hard and Fast, from the time she was diagnosed to death, was 6 weeks. That was the 1st time I had ever heard of SLE, (LUPUS) I will never foreget it. Leslie suffered horriably, before she died.

Lies.....
Walk By "And it's too late for wanting the best thing for me now so walk by. And u can't keep saying the same thing to me now so walk by. Take back the promises u made and break free from all the things that u have left behind cause it's a long way home. Everything has a reason for it. Everyone's got a story to tell don't they? It's a long way home....." Guess u could call this a pity party today. Just hasn't been a very good last couple of days for me. So very tired of broken promises and being led on. Lies are what have ruined my marriage and now what could have been a great relationship. I just don't understand why people feel the need to lie all the time about everything and nothing at all. And then those close to me wonder why i don't trust. Why should i trust anyone? Hell for that matter why should anyone trust anyone else? Why is it so hard for people to see that the truth is ALWAYS better then a lie? Yes the truth might hurt but it's so much better then be

Timmy's Contest For Presidents Day
Timmy's Shameless Cherry Blast Contest > Take a picture or scanned image of an image with my name or face in it. It can say Tim, Timothy, or Timmy. Personally I like Timmy. Creativity is a big part of the contest. You also must have your name on it as well to prove you did it. Pictures submitted to me will be put up in a folder on my profile. All submissions must be made before February 16th. Only one submission per person. No submission can be vulger or sexual. This is purely artistic. Just write to me via cherrytap message where the pic is and i'll take the address where it is or rip it off your pics. Top 5 pictures commented on will be voted on by my "secret judges". All voting will be done after Feb 17th at 12:00pm EST and before Feb 24th 2007 at 12:00 pm EST. No "secret judges" will be allowed to be in contest. Spread the word to all your friends. This isn't limited to people I know. Prizes (Top 3 will be put on my front page) Grand prize: 3 day cherr

Weeding Out The "crew" From The "wankers": Cleanin' House And Takin' Names On Ct
I've had a chance to go through my "friends" and "fan" lists...some people should just be disposed of. Swiftly, brutally and without apology. So that's what I'm doin' today. I have seen everything from terrified looking women in duct tape, with weapons held against them, to photos of people who don't look old enough to drive, in skimpy outfits while dirty old men leave comments that don't bear repeating. The Captain is pissed off and is making a list (and checking it twice) of people with this kind of shit on their pages. There is NOTHING artistic about hurting human beings. There is nothing redemptive about it either. It's sick, it's wrong and it's unforgivable. I don't really give a shit if someone's feelings are "hurt" if they find themselves blocked. Go cry to your druid or the demons at NAMBLA. A word about how fortunate these people are that this ISN'T the Renaissance, or any time period prior to 1900. In the good old days of piracy, let's just see what "

Since I Look Like A Guy, Let's Compare.
I've been compared to a guy and a fish and other odd things. So you tell me. The most thing I've been compared to is Dani Filth. This is an exact link to check out if I look like Dani Filth or not. http://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b185/supermans_supergirl2005/Dani%20Filth/dani2.jpg Here's a link of what a fish looks like to. So you tell me. http://www.rasterman.com/photos/fish/dscn5058.jpg And you have normal pictures of me. So tell me what you think.

Thinking About Going To Branson, Mo...
for just a quick get away in the late Spring. Does anyone have any tips or suggestions about what to do or stay while there??? Does anyone have any idea if it is worth looking at some specials that include hotel and entertainment tickets combination??? Just curious...

9 Things I Hate About People
1-People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V... remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's new, then

My Health
Im not doing as well as what I was.Since the accident I have been in lot of pain and now I am running a fever and bleeding.I might be going to the hospital soon to be checked out.It might be nothing or it could be an infection.I dont know.Thats all I can tell for now.

Ladies Really Need To Read. Just Dont Rate And Not Read...
This is a Reminder to ALL LADIES PLEASE READ... This is an ACTUAL CASE and you really need this information when driving alone... YOU MUST KNOW *77 I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. *Lauren's parents have always told them never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc. * Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that he had back up already on the way. T

Bdsm
The difference between chocolate and vanilla... is on the tip of my tongue. Vanilla cold and bland sliding down easily without thought. Blending with other flavors and losing its distinction. Vanilla is vanilla... no surprises no hidden swirls no pockets of startling sensation. I was raised on vanilla and I liked it but I wanted more. When I first tasted chocolate eased between my lips and carefully placed on my tongue and its dark and rich rivulets pooled down to collect and saturate I was hooked. So many varieties of chocolate to taste and try and torment myself with. Chocolate can be overwhelming too bittersweet for the tastes of everyone. Chocolate is passion and surprise with thick veins of flavor and recesses filled with heavy taste that explode and linger. Chocolate fills my mouth like vanilla never could. Chocolate feeds my hunger and satisfies my very soul. Chocolate is here on the tip of my tongue... come tas

Yay
so i quit smoking and started working out pretty heavy about 4 days ago, and ive alreaddy lost an inch off of every part of my body except the bust, lol but i can live with that haha, it may not seem like much but thats just 4 days so im pretty excited

My Ex Wifes Best Friend
We've had our Great Dane, Tyrone, for about a year now and though my wife was the one who originally wanted the dog, we have both developed a friendly rapport with the animal; playing with him, taking him for walks, etc. My wife though, is home throughout the day and has always been the one to feed him and clean up after him, so naturally it didn't take long for Tyrone to begin to favor her over me. Things started to get a little weird this past Spring. On more than one occasion, I'd come home after a hard days work expecting dinner to be fully prepared and on the table, only to find my wife sprawled out on the living room floor in a state of arousal, with Milk-Bone dog biscuits scattered all around her @#$% body. I don't know why I didn't put the pieces together sooner. Maybe I was in denial, maybe I was just stupid, but the fact remains that I let things linger. Meanwhile our sex life deteriorated. We used to copulate at least twice a day -which still was barely enough for he

Yah
So im sittin here smokin a cig and drinkin some wine. I dont advice people with high blood pressure to open a cork wine. I did for the first time tonight and when the top flew across the room i screamed and almost pee'd my pants :)

You Never Know Unless You
IF YOU LIKE SOMEONE READ THIS Be honest If you really like someone right now, And miss them right at this moment, And can't get them out of your head, Then let them know, And whoever you are missing, Mite lead you to alittle taste of heaven! lol chief zmanbearclan

Date Night
Well so went on my first date since being single. I was a little nervous, its been a while sorry. Took her to Chili's and I hate to admit this, but i excused myself in time to make it to the front door and barf up the food. Needless to say she didnt see it but im sure others did. Well cleaned myself up, recovered my breath. Thank God 4 gum. Took her to see the movie: Cause I said so. For a chick flick guys, it was good. Funny, it was...yes(yoda) anyways, all in all it was a good night and course I did all the gentleman duties of opening doors, and so forth. Oh and guys sorry no didnt do the nookie cause well I wasn't after that, didn't even kiss, just hugged. So another date is set up :) It was a swell night!

My Symbol Of Eternal Love
My Symbol of Eternal Love As I came across this silver rose, I thought I should give it to you! Only because this rose is the symbol of my eternal love for you. A fresh red rose will lose its scent and the soft petals that you'll feel, a plastic rose is an imitation; like infatuation, it's not real. But, this silver rose will always depict a love my heart holds true, for only when the last petal falls is the day I'll stop loving you.

Some People
Ok I've been thinking about this for a while and I just can't come to a conclusion except for that some people can be real jerks,.....Why is it that some people can be so nice when you rate or comment their profile they do you the favor in return and then you have some people that you rate to be nice and you never hear nothing back from them.....is it because some people just see a fat chick when they come to my profile and not just a friend=( and then you have some people that see a friend and nothing more =), you know just because I rate you and your pics does not mean that I want you or I want to date you or anything like that, I mean god I just want to be nice in hoping that I get the same niceness in return I'm only out here looking for new friends nothing more....So why do some people have to be so arrogant and so egotistical? does anyone have the answer to this???

In Memory
In loving memory of Edward. Father, son, brother, ex husband. 1969 - 2007 May you now find peace with the Lord. One night, a man had a dream. He dreamed that he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand....one belonging to him...the other to the Lord. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand and he noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, You'd walk with me all the way. But I've noticed that during the most difficult times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why in times when I needed you most, you would leave me." The Lord replie

The Rectum Stretcher
While she was "flying" down the road yesterday (10 miles over the limit), a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, and with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked "What's your hurry?" To which she replied, "I'm late for work." "Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?" "I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded. The cop stammered, "A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?" "Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then my whole hand goes in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch, until it's about 6 feet wide." "And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot ass hole?" he asked. "You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge!" Traffic Ticket $95.00 Court Costs. $45.00 The Look on Cop's Face.

Traditional 5-7-5 Haiku
Here are just a few I have written I hope you enjoy them *new will always be on top* Springtime wet bone aches Longing for summer heat waves Waiting for night fall Night time city heat Floresent neon aglow Cruising on the strip Pipes rumble pegs down Rows of riders leather clad Parade for the dead Spice jazz blues swirl Breath in life sorrow pain and truth Carving roads... we do Life drink it deeply Surrender never to the strain Taste love with out shame Blood flowing sweet thick Life beating fading ending No pain no tears... bye Why do we end love Could it be change that we seek Love joy life death... live Pinpricked black then blue Dark fading into light Regrets... I have none Chocolate sweet hot Melding in a liquid mound Sweetness licked up down Pears wet honey sweet Juices dripping neath the sheet Time knows what will be Rain pouring down... mad Trapped in a house stale air Can't ride or hide... insane Blacktop highway w

The Parting...
FAREWELL MY SWEET LOVE, I'M LEAVING YOUR SIDE. MY CALLING HAS COME, TO WHICH I MUST ABIDE. I KNOW THAT IT HURTS YOU, BUT PLEASE DEAR DON'T CRY. LIGHT A CANDLE IN MY MEMORY, SHOULD I DIE. THERE'S NO SENSE IN DREAMING, FOR DREAMS NEVER LAST. THERE'S NO SENSE IN WANTING, THE DAYS OF THE PAST. THERE'S NO SENSE IN WISHING,WITH YOU I MUST STAY. FIGHT I MUST, UNTIL VICTORY DAY! I'LL KISS YOUR SWEET LIPS, AND THEN I MUST PART. THE SORROW INSIDE...THE PAIN IN MY HEART...BUT THINK OF THE NEW DAWN, OUR BANNER UNFURLED. IN A WHITER, AND BRIGHTER WORLD! 1488

"an Exit"
"An Exit" You took my soul out, you never stopped I screamed and shouted Stealing a piece of me as everyone else had Where was I to go now, what do I do? Now my place in line is lost You took my soul out, you never stopped I screamed and shouted Were we really going anywhere Lost in the sands of time The tears inside me, made nothing free No more compassion Were we really going-anywhere Yes, gone to The Neverwhere The new land of the deprived Lost in the The Neverwhere Everything I did seemed wrong The down of my life was my home, my prison The places that we visited were of my imagination Everything seemed so wrong and made me hurt Hurting myself for the wrong you did... I have finally broken free and you are no longer inside me, you Bitch! © By: Brian Dooley

The Final Outcome
HAMMIE:Have you had a chance to look at my complaint? SCRAPPER:Yea, please read term 7, block and ignore. HAMMIE: That won't work scrapper. I know she's on your family list...but she makes a ton of accounts, gets to level three, and smashes everyone she has a percieved grudge against. I'm banned from mumming because of her, and because one of your folks apparently didn't bother reading the mumm. So what you're telling me is that every time a new account of hers comes around, I can expect to get wasted, right? Because that is what I am hearing. SCRAPPER:Who is on my family list???? You are making no sense...tons of members add me to their family list. I can't stop them. It doesnt mean i even know them. I suggest blocking and ignoring. Thats all you can do. Sorry. HAMMIE:So do I get my mumm priviledges back? SCRAPPER: you are active HAMMIE:Thank you Scrapper SCRAPPER: no prob...just block and ignore the haters. It appears that he just isn;t grasping the fact t

How Is Your Singing Technique?
How is your singing technique? Choir and Professional MusicYou sure do know what singing properly is all about. With a voice like yours, or at least your knowledge of good technique, you could go far. Take this test

Contest Need Contestens
I am having a blast give away the first person to g et to 5000 comments gets a 1 day blast. I need more cherry Tap love for this contest so if you want to join click my link. Sexy Alpha Female Wolf ... Raven Family& The Wolf Pack Family@ CherryTAP

De-pressing!!!!
OK that i am single for over since 1995 that I had a good girlfriend but little bit out-of-control !! We were good in loving somehow she left and I asked her why do she left me? Now I have been asking for lady to going out for dating but mostly o lady say to me!?! She say I am not intested with you and no long to loving with you! I have someone that I loves him lot more than you! I just beg and please then she refused then I have hard times to finding for lady that are in single?? I don't know What's next? I had askng a lot of ladies but most of say I am sorry I am TAKEN or Married or love with other person? I had bad depressing and makes me little bit jealous over someone having a dating on that day at Valentine's Day!!! Thank you for for reading my blog but little bit poorly english!!! Mike

My Absence
HEY AS YALL KNOW MY DAUGHTER IS MY LIFE...PLEASE FORGIVE MY ABRUPT ABSENCES RECENTLY. MY DAUGHTER ALWAYS COMES FIRST OVER A PC ANY DAY. SO SPENDING TIME WITH HER IS WHERE I HAVE BEEN FOR THOSE OF U WONDERIN. HOPE YALL HAD A GREAT WEEKEND AND CONGRATS TO ALL THE COLTS FANS ON THE SUPERBOWL!!

Monday
Noting how my usual partner in crime is off upping the body count in some virtual reality, I think I will attend a few funerals tomorrow (or maybe day-afters). My last jaunt with my manual camera was highly disappointing, so it will be just me and the digital. If you have any requests, make them now. No, I will not get naked in a graveyard.

Barely Containable Excitement
I'm only... *gasp* .... 992 points off transforming from a horrible wretched patheict Magic Cherry into a wonderful majestic heroic Cherry Warrior. What delights await me in warriorhood? How will this transformation extend out into the real world, changing my life's direction and making me a new man? Can I really be so close to acheiving my destiny....?

Your Daily Smile Here
Why Is Sex Like Riding A Bike? 1. You have to keep pumping if you want to get anywhere. 2. It's best to wear protective head-gear when going into unfamiliar territory. 3. You can do it with no hands, but it's best not to try it until you have a lot of experience. **************** Several years ago the United States funded a study to determine why the head on a man's penis is larger than the shaft. The study took 2 years and cost over $180,000.00. The results of the study concluded that the reason the head of a man's penis is larger than the shaft was to provide the man with more pleasureduring sex.After the results were published, Germany decided to conduct their own study on the same subject. They were convinced that the results of the US study were incorrect. After three years of research and cost an excess of $250,000.00, they concluded that the head of a man's penis is larger than the shaft to provide the women with more pleasure during sex. When the r

Chatting With The Heretics-a Recent Debate With A Mormon
Now look, first off, let's get a few things straight. I am NOT a religious fanatic. I am also NOT "judgemental". It is not judgemental to speak the truth. And since I believe that moral relativism is, at bottom, dishonest, I can only do and say what it is in my nature to do and say. And in the case of this unfortunate person, I had to inform them that a) they had been misled, and b) they were just simply WRONG. As much as it hurts, and as much as no one likes to hear it, I think we can all agree that it's also wrong to allow someone to go around converting the unsuspecting and naive. With that said, let me describe the scenario to you. It's a Sunday afternoon, and we are all minding our business when the doorbell rang. My daughter, who is 11 going on 45, answered the door, and being well acquainted with my habits, invited the Mormons in for a cup of coffee. (ROFL!) I was out in the garage sharpening one of my cutlasses. But she knows me well, and she also happens to be a v

Friends Wife
One evening Mike went over to his friend Terry's house to play cards with some friends. Mike sat directly across from Terry's wife. Mike dropped a card on the floor and bent down to pick it up. When he looked across the table he saw that Terry's wife had her legs open and no panties on. He sat up and was flushed. He went into the kitchen to get a drink of water. To his surprise Terry's wife had followed him into the kitchen and said, " Did you like what you saw?" Mike said "Yes I did." She said, Well you can get more than that but it will cost you $500." So Mike thought about this financial situation and said, "O.K." She said, "Come here tomorrow at 2:30 because Terry will be at work then." Mike said, "I'll see you then." The next day, Mike came over, they had sex, he paid her, then he left. Later, Terry came home and asked, "Has Mike been over here today" She said, thinking she had been caught, "As a matter of fact, he did." Terry said, "Good because that fool came by my j

What It The Point?
So I have been on cherry tap for a couple months now and for the longest time I never really got the point. BUT now through my family in club illusia the point is now clear. To make good friends that feel so close they are family. I love the fact that I got to meet some wonderful people there. So this is just a thank you to all of my club illusia family and friends....... THANKS!!!

I'm Baaaaack!!
This was the longest weekend of my life, I think! No Internet, thanks to the one that screwed it up the last time!!! Back on now, so I get to play catch up eventually. -28 degrees this morning when I got up. -16 degrees right now. And the wind is coming up, lol!! Now, this is the Wisconsin I remember from long ago, lmao! I am off to work, now that I've taken care of the Internet issue. Hope everyone has a fantastic week! Much love and hugs to all. Missed everyone, let me tell you!! Blessings, one and all.

Should We Leave Iraq? Read This And Then Decide.
Following the article I sent about Bush's national address and troop increase, I thought it was a good idea to let you all know what the perspective is over here. I'm tired of hearing the media's skewed version, the politicians squabbling over what they read in a report, and the average ill-informed American ranting about things he knows NOTHING about. I've been over here a couple of months now, and I've learned more about this country than a year's worth of watching CNN. I've sat in mission briefs with Colonels, talked with village elders, had tea with Shieks, played with the kids. And I agree with the President. We need more troops and we need to take greater action. There are 3 major factions here. The Sunnis, Shiites, and Kurds. The Shiites are in the majority, but Saddam was a Sunni, so he kept the Shiites in check. Everyone hates the Kurds, who are Christian and in the vast minority. The Kurds received the brunt of Saddam's murderous tyranny. Now that Saddam is

#1
well if you have been paying any attention at all to my blogs you will know that I have offically decided to definitely join the army. and this morning I called the recruiter about it so I am slowly getting the process started. I have a meeting with him tomorrow afternoon at 3 to start setting things up so I will keep everyone updated on whats going on.

How Good Am I In The Bed?
How Good In Bed Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 100% which makes you ExcellentYou are an expert in the bedroom. You know how to please your partner and keep them coming back and begging for moreHow Good In Bed Are You, find out at NaughtyQ.com

The Darkness
My life is filled with darkness. Sometimes it is so concrete, No light is allowed in. The darkness cloaks over everything, Swallowing all happiness. It is cold in the harsh shadows, For I have very little warmth. I'm alone, and scared. Scared that I will be alone forever. Fearful that no one will be able to break Through this evil ring of gloom, And bring me into the loving light. Is life really different than death? Copyright ©2007 April N. Purdy

My Karma Sutra Position(hot)
Karma Sutra PositionYour Karma Sutra Position isStrikingShe sits with raised thighs, her feet placed either side of his waist; the man enters her and rains hard blows upon her bodyGet Your Karma Sutra Position at NaughtyQ.co

A Sexy Lady Needs Someone To Show Some Love
HEY EVERYBODY IT'S MONDAY I KNOW UGH!! BUT I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP, I AM IN A CONTEST TO BECOME BIKER MODEL FOR V-TWIN GIRLS. ALL I NEED U TO DO IS GO TO THEIR WEBSITE www.v-twingirls.com ENTER AND GO TO MEET OUR NEW BIKER BABE, VIEW MY PIX AND THEN FILL OUT THE COMMENT BOX AND LET THEM KNOW WHAT U THINK OF MY PIX AND IF U THINK THAT I SHOULD BE A V-TWIN GIRL!! PLEASE HELP ME AND IF U DONT MIND PLEASE ASK YOUR FRIENDS TO HELP TOO!!! THANKS A BUNCH. LOTS OF HUGS TO ALL!!!!!

Contest People Leave Me Alone
IF YOU ARE IN SOME KIND OF CONTEST DON'T BOTHER ME I WILL NOT HELP YOU OUT I DON'T GIVE A SHIT IF IT IS FOR HOW BIG YOUR BOOB'S ARE OR HOW SEXY YOUR LEG'S ARE OR ANY OF THAT BULL SHIT GET A F*CKING LIFE PEOPLE AND STOP BEING SO VAIN THERE IS MORE TO LIFE THEN LOOKS PEOPLE WHO ARE VAIN NEED TO BE SHOT...AND FOR ANYBODY WHO THINK'S I AM WRITING THIS BECUASE YOU ALL THINK I WANT TO BE LIKE THESE WOMEN I DON'T I MIGHT NOT BE PERFECT OR PRETTY OR HOT BUT I DON'T CARE I'AM HAPPY WITH WHO I AM INSIDE AND OUT....SO PLEASE DON'T ASK ME TO HELP YOU OUT ON A CONTEST I HAVE BETTER THING'S TO DO UNLESS IT'S A CONTEST FOR THE SWEETEST LADY OR MAN THEN I'LL VOTE

So Excited Im Pee'n My Pants!
OK SO THIS MARCH I GET TO GO TO THE DOWN CONCERT! SYSTEM OF A DOWN! MY ALL TIME FAV...(ok not all time...but up to date fav) BAND! AND I GET TO GO WITH MY CUZ MANNA! WHO INTRODUCED ME TO THIS BAND AND I'VE LOVED EM EVER SINCE! SO FRIGGIN EXCITED! THIS WILL BE MY SECOND CONCERT IVE EVER BEEN TO! I JUST WENT TO THE TRAGICALLY HIP CONCERT HERE IN RED DEER...THAT WAS MY VERY FIRST CONCERT...AND MY SECOND CONCERT WILL BE...SYSTEM OF A DOWN!!!!!!!!! OK OK...gotta go potty...chow for now...lmao

Written Early November 1996
here i am alone again Artemis my only companion At Orion i sit and stare For in the stars is a champion With the Hunter and the Huntress I think of those i've known The question reasserts itself Why am i still alone Is it choice or is it folly Or the stupid things i've done Why is it that in all my life I still have found no one Love is life, or so they say I wouldn't really know for in my life i've known no love But yet they say it's so Don't get me wrong i have loved ones My family and my friends But no one to share my life with It's joys and saddened ends I still have faith i still have hope That love will find me soon Until it does i sit and wait With Orion and the moon

Its Cold
Torrington, Connecticut; Updated: 17:02 (February 05, 2007); Conditions: Clear; Temperature: 11.1°F (-11.6°C); High/Low: 11/-3°F (-11/-19°C); Humidity: 38%; Dew Point: -10°F (-23°C); UV: 0/16; Wind: NNW at 1.0 MPH (1.6 KPH) Hows the temp where u are?

This Is For Arabella And Not Mattel
GOD TOOK AN ANGEL HOME LAST NIGHT, LEFT US HERE FEELING THATS NOT RIGHT, WE CAN ALL SIT HERE AND WONDER WHY, A BEAUTIFUL LITTLE GIRL HAD TO DIE. THERE WAS NO REASON, BUT THERE WAS A CRIME, THIS PRECIOUS CHILD WHO DID NOTHING WRONG, WAS TAKEN AWAY BEFORE HER TIME. GOD HAS A NEW ANGEL BY HIS SIDE, ARABELLA IS HER NAME, WE'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY SHE DIED, WE'LL ONLY KNOW NOTHING WILL BE THE SAME. GOD HAS A NEW ANGEL BY HIS SIDE, SHE'S FINALLY AT PEACE, WE'LL NEVER KNOW THE REASON SHE DIED, A DAUGHTER A SISTER, A FRIEND, A NIECE. SHE WAS A PRECIOUS GIFT, SO REMEMBER THE LAUGHTER AND THE SMILE, REMEMBER HOW SHE GAVE YOUR HEART A LIFT, AND BE GLAD SHE WAS HERE EVEN FOR A SHORT WHILE. OUR THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU, AND SO ARE OUR PRAYERS, NOT MATTEL YOU HAVE FRIENDS OLD AND NEW, AND WE'RE HERE FOR YOU, WE REALLY CARE. SO ASK FOR ANYTHING AND WE'LL BE THERE. YOUR FRIEND ANGEL

Happiness
Happiness you can find Depths of one's mind Desires of life so True Reminds me of only You Lighting my flamed Dreams Fire of Love Screams Heart longing to be noticed Wandering aimlessly through this Hoping only for recognition My boundless Heart's decision Loving you endlessly My life is yours to take Happiness is all I wish to make

Valentines Day
Who hates valentines day? It always sucks. I have never had the whole roses/dinner romantic date thing. Of course I have yet to meet a truly romantic guy. I see it like this all guys are great at first. When you meet a guy you dont really meet him til months later. What you get at first is his representative. The guy he wants you to think he is. However that all changes a few months in! Anyhow any of you guys truly a romantic? Flowers and candlelite? Anyhow Boo to valentines day!! It Sucks!

Recover Your Happiness
RECOVER YOUR HAPPINESS I LOVE THIS... A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your w

Literotica - A Message From An Editor
I just received an email from an editor at literotica.com and I am very pleased with what he said. Here is his message to me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Subject: WOW! Dawn, I read through the "First Class" story the you sent me and I have to say that iit is the sexiest story that I have recieved to edit. It will do very well at Literotica. I also looked at your website and really apprecieated the information there, especially the FAQ. I like to get a sense of the writers that I work with and you certanily provided that. I do have a couple of questions: How did you select me as an editor for your story? and How do I get to your other stories on the site? When I clicked on them I got a message about private file. I will do a detailed edit of First Class" in a day or two and get it back to you, I am looking forward to reading it again. It was so hot. J ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ What do you t

Hair Cut
A salesman checked into a futuristic motel. Realizing he needed a Haircut before the next day's meeting, he called down to the desk clerk to ask if there was a barber on the premises. I'm afraid not, sir," the clerk told him apologetically, "but down the hall from your room is a vending machine that should serve your purpose." Skeptical but intrigued, the salesman located the machine, inserted $15.00, and stuck his head into the opening, at which time the machine started to buzz and whirl. Fifteen seconds later the salesman pulled out his head and surveyed his reflection, which reflected the best haircut of his life. Two feet away was another machine with a sign that read, 'Manicures, $20.0 0'. "Why not?" thought the salesman. He paid the money, inserted his hands into the slot, and the machine started to buzz and whirl. Fifteen seconds later he pulled out his hands and they were perfectly manicured. The next machine had a

My Life Needs A Do Over Today
Ok so I left off with the disapearing act of the maintenance man. So right as he bolted on me, the phone rings. It is the school nurse telling me that my daughter has a mild case of food poisoning. *ACK* So I rush over to pick her up and I got her the attention she needed. Then I returned home with her to get her settled in and wait for Eddie to come home from work. Well then the Houdini maintenance man decides to show up to fix the toilet. UGH! Now I have to send him away because I need the bathroom for my sick kid. God only knows when I will get it fixed now. While tending to my daughter, one of my dogs apparently had a hell of a time in my purse. He managed to eat all my cards! So I had to call the bank and get those replaced and have money transferred into our local account so I could have access for what we need until the new cards get here. I finally get all of that taken care of when the workmen finally showed up to fix the broken boiler! YAY! Something good! So

A Prayer Request And A Cry For Help?
An Urgent Request..Please help me Current mood: sad Category: Friends Hi, Since you are reading this, and I got your attention, I need to ask for help! A friend of mine I go to school with, a real sweet, dear friend who is an all around good person. A person, who would give you the last crumb she had for herself, the last shirt on her back just to make sure you were fed and had warm clothes, is having a tough break. She was just diagnosed with Inflammatory Breast Cancer (IBC) One of the rarest forms of breast cancer there is. It is also, the most rapidly spreading forms of cancer. Please take the time to read her story and help me and my classmates help her through your prayers and maybe donations. My friends name is Laquitia Franklin, she is in her 30's. Back in November, she discovered a lump in her breast. She just started a new job and did not have health insurance at the time. She had to wait to save up enough money to go to a doctor. When she went, sh

Men
ok can anyone tell me what goes on in a mans mind? i have yet to figure it out. they tell you one thing and then do another. dont get me wrong i know all men are not this way, but why do i seem to find the ones that are this way. yet men havent figured out that women will talk to each other and ask questions and catch men in lies. even when you tell them you are goin to do it. i guess its like the joke says.....when a woman stays out all night all of her friends will give her man the same story.....when a man stays out all night....his friends will give different stories and one will still swear he is there even though he is home already. lol hope everyone is havin a good day.

Accident And Scars...
I HAD A CAR ACCIDENT IN AUGUST 2005. I WAS IN A SATURN COUPE AND WAS HIT BY GMC JIMMY.. HEADON. THE JIMMY FLIPPED OVER MY CAR PINNING ME IN THE CAR. WHEN RESCUERS ARRIVED ON THE SCENE I WAS MARKED OFF AS A CASUALTY. IT TOOK THEM 2 1/2 HOURS TO GET ME OUT OF THE CAR. INJURIES INCLUDED...BROKEN NECK, BOTH ARMS,BOTH SHOULDERS, 13 RIBS, COLLAPSED BOTH LUNGS, LACERATED MY LIVER AND SPLEEN, CRUSHED MY PELVIS AND BROKE MY HIP. AFTER SPENDING 26 DAYS IN UT HOSPITAL...I CAME HOME IN A WHEELCHAIR AND HAVE TOTALLY RECOVERED EXCEPT FOR MY RT HAND..APPARENTLY WHEN I BROKE MY ARM IT SEVERED THE RADIAL NERVE..SO I HAD A WRIST DROP AND NO USE OF MY HAND AND FINGERS. I'VE HAD TWO TENDON TRANSFERS THAT DID GIVE ME USE OF MY FINGERS BUT NOT THE WRIST..SO TWO WEEKS AGO THEY PUT A PLATE IN MY ARM AND HAND SO THE WRIST WILL BE IMMOBILE. I'VE ACCEPTED THIS AND ALL IS GOOD...EXCEPT...I HAVE SCARS. I'M NOT SELF CONCIOUS ABOUT THEM..BUT IT MAY OFFEND OTHERS...SO IN THE FUTURE PICS THAT I POST..YOU MAY NOT WANT

Are You Fucking Kidding Me?
For ONLY $100? Am I reading this Happy Hour thing right? There is no reason to give anyone $100 for one hour of cherrytap fame. You know how long it takes me to make $100? At least 15 hours. You have to be out of your mind.

Angry Cyber Fools/preditor
Cherry tap and other venues like this is a way to meet people with common interest. Every one you meet are not going to like the same things you do. Which should be fine because we are all different. Yet for some that is not an easy task because rejection tears them down. It could be thier up bringing,maybe they were abused as children, or quite possibly they have low self esteem and self worth. IF you choose to do the cyber sex thing I say go for it but don't bark at us that don't. below is a real conversation Big Daddy: bye hoe ->Big Daddy: go away perv Big Daddy: watever bitch get out my box ->Big Daddy: get out my box perv I did not ask you to send me no messages Big Daddy: well leave ->Big Daddy: because thats not something I do Big Daddy: why not ->Big Daddy: really well I cna't help U with that Big Daddy: same here and very horny ->Big Daddy: nothing much ->Big Daddy: hello Big Daddy: wats up cutie ->Big Daddy: hi Big Daddy: hi Now tell me is this

Lost Part One
LOST After a day of backpacking through the blue mountains you decide to head home a little after sunset. On a lone dark road winding thru the woods trying to find a major road, the check engine light comes on forcing you to pull over. A sigh of disbelief escapes your lips wondering what else can go wrong, as you come to a dead stop smoke bellows from underneath the hood. You lay your head against the steering wheel in a sigh of frustration, you pull your cell phone from your purse to attempt to call for help, but you so far out in the woods there is no signal. As a wave of despair washes over you curse a loud, as you sit there for a few moments looking in both directions and no sign of any passing cars the darkness seems to creep up all around you enveloping you. You scan there area looking for some sign of life a house to make call from would be nice you say to yourself, then off in the distance you see a light, you head out to see if hopefully you can reach the source and cal

If This Was...
If the first thing you heard this morning when you woke up was that this is your last day. What would you do? Would you be scared? Would you embrace your time left? Would you make ends with your enemies? Would you hold the ones you love? Would you feel regret in life? Would you be satisfied with your achievements in your life? Would you want to spend you last moments alone? Would you want to spend it with that special someone or family? Would you tell that special person in your life that you love them, cause you was to afraid to tell them before? You begin to think about questions you can ask your self if this situation was placed before you. Life is what you make of it. So live day by day and make the most of it. Live each day like it was your last. You never know when your time is up. Do not be afraid to speak your mind at all cost. Do not hold back or you will miss out on things that could be the greatest thing that has ever happened. Don't be afraid to take those risk. Look fo

Ahh So This Isnt So Good...
Monday (yesterday) I was involved in a car accident. My poor little del Sol is now undrivable and Im sad... Dont worry everyone... I've only sustained bruises. It was my fault unfortunately :( But no one was hurt thank god. My car looked a hell of alot worse than his did. The whole bumper was taken off of mine (it was plastic lmao) and at least he had all of his. Suprisingly, I didnt have nightmares last night about it. In the mean time, I've met this great guy who's a great support beam for me. He listens, and gives great advice. Theres quite a bit of age difference but we can talk for hours (or at least I usually do the bitching haha). So yeah... Right now, I have goods and bads. The great thing is, I have this good that'll be there for me no matter what happens. Its a great feeling. Have a great Tuesday y'all :)

Iraq
I know this will make alot ppl mad at me ,so give me hell!!,My boyfriend is in Iraq and I'm mad as hell at Bush, but when my guy came home on leave ,he show me something that change my mind,,,Alot of younger ppl like myseft willn'T remember this because I didn't,,,, AND THEN HE SAY THIS,,,THEM PEOPLE KNOW WHAT IRAQ HAD BECAUSE OF CLINTON INTELL AND NOW TELL ME WHAT CHANGE ?NOTHING EXCEPT BUSH TAKING ACTION ON CLINTON INTELL BECAUSE BUSH DIDN'T CHANCE INTELL UNTILL 2003,YOU SAY NO WMD ,SO WAS IRAQ AFRAID OF THE U.N.HE LAUGH ,AND SAY IT WAS MOVE SADDAN WOULD NEVER HAVE DESTORY THEM... OK GIVE ME HELL

Love This Song!
RANDY TRAVIS - 4EVER N EVER You may think that I'm talking foolish You've heard that I'm wild & I'm free You may wonder how I can promise you now This love that I feel for you always will be You're not just time that I'm killing I'm no longer one of those guys As sure as I live this love that I give Is gonna be yours until the day that I die -- Oh baby chorus... I'm gonna love you forever, forever & ever amen As long as old men sit & talk about the weather As long as old women sit & talk about old men If you wonder how long I'll be faithfull I'll be happy to tell you again I'm gonna love you forever & ever, forever & ever Amen They say that time takes it's toll on a body Makes a young girl's brown hair turn grey But honey, I don't care, I ain't in love with your hair And if it all fell out well I'd love you anyway They say time can play tricks on a memory Make people forget things they knew well it's easy to see it's happening to me I've already forgott

And Now A Poem I Wrote
I wrote this poem a couple years ago for a friend, and she is still a good friend, one that if she ever left me a part of me would die, I love her a lot, always will to. And no she and I don't have more than friends relationship,so don't get that idea OK. Her nickname caused this poem to ignite inside me, and well here is the result. Be gentle in your comments, this one is really mine LOL Stirring in my bed, I feel you move nearby. I wonder why I love you so much, but I do know the one main reason why. Every morning you wake me, gently kissing whispering in my ear, gently blowing in my ear, saying good morning and how much you love me. Its your kisses in whispers that keep us together, and forever will it, for you always know what words to say, and where to touch, where to kiss. For your kisses in whispers are what I need to survive, for its how you say I love you every morning. As the years pass you still wake me gently this way, for its an expression of our life's together,

About Me
Hello Everyone, Here is a little something about me in hopes everyone reads this. I am a single mom of 4 YES 4 , 2 boys 18 and 15 as well as 2 girls 16 and 10.I have been SINGLE NOW FOR ALMOST 7 YEARS BY CHOICE. To many people are set out to hurt each other or do the control thing if you are in the BDSM life style well then thats a different story but thats not controling ones life or their feelings. In which to do the control of who one feels is wrong in my eyes. BDSM is not that of a life style in to which one controls who one feels emontionally in my eyes. That in which happends in that lifestyle is that of one choosing. I am currently looking into a mini tummy tuck to make my self feel better about my self and as well as look better.Another one of my choices. I was told by someone that my pictures I have here on CHERRY TAP. Are disrespectful. Well Again as I tell everyone IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU SEE THEN TURN THE DAMN PAGE. YOU DON'T NEED TO MAKE RUDE COMMENTS I AM NOT HERE T

Some "mob Speak"
Some "Mob Speak" Associate: one who works with mobsters, buy s gullr fledged mobster ("Made guy") Borgata: an organized crime Family. Capo: the Family member who leads a crew; short for capodecina. Code of silence: not ratting on your colleagues once you've been pinched. arrested. See also - "omertá" Consigliere: the Family advisor, who is always consulted before decisions are made. Crew: the group of soldiers under the capo's command. Cugine: a young soldier striving to be made. Don: the head of the Family Garbage business: euphemism for organized crime. Goomah (sometimes pronounced "goomar"): a Mafia mistress; also cumare. Made guy: an indoctrinated member of the Family. Message job: placing the bullet in someone's body such that a specific message is sent to that person's crew or family. For example: through the eye - a message job through the eye says "We're watching you!" and through the mouth - indicates that someone WAS a rat. Omertá: to take a vo

Flight Delays Like Crazy
have to fly thruw chicago today, and they are delaying/canceling like crazy... i will keep you posted... but my flight to there out of el paso to there has already been pushed back an hour..

Women
ok to the women out there to me it seems that sometimes i have a crazy person magnet right in the middle of my forhead for once i would like to find a woman thats not havein hormone issues or just completly flippin crazy

More History
If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs >in the air, the person died in battle. If the horse has one front leg in >the air the person died as a result of wounds received in battle. If the >horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes. > > >------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ > > Only two people signed the Declaration of Independence on July 4th, >John Hancock and Charles Thomson. Most of the rest signed on August 2, but >the last signature wasn't added until 5 years later. > > >------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ > > Q. Half of all Americans live within 50 miles of what? > > A. Their birthplace > > >------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ > > Q. Most boat owners name their boats. What is the most popular boat >name req

Something To Think About....
For anyone that knows me they know the next seven days won't be all that fun for me. I finally found a quote that expresses how I feel about one day next week, especially after the past year from my eyes: Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable. -Sydney J. Harris

Erotic Poem
Watch Me I rest in bed the silk sheets sliding between my thighs a quiver of bliss enticing me with provocative content. Watch me watching you your eyes hooded with hunger for something you cannot touch by hand but your thoughts chant to me. I lift my curls off my left shoulder and stare into space a look of yearning blazing deep in my chocolate eyes my lips part in an O of throbbing thirst for you. You cannot see my hand trailing along my thigh or my fingers gently teasing my clit. Or smell the scent of sex that slowly unfolds. I arch my back as the tiny tremors sprint along my spine burning me with the fire of obsession. I spread my legs wide and slip a finger inside and I cry out . . . You watch me thousands of miles away but you cannot see all of me. It is a dance we play with me in the lead showing you only what I want to. Even though I cannot trace my fingers along your fac

I Hate Snow
in the last 2 days it has dumped 6 ft of snow on my little patch of earth i have push shoveled plowed swore and yelled . i hate snow!!!! the poor dog (yellow Lab) cant even jump into the snow to do his business he just suts there kinda floating in mid snow i have to pull him back out and now the weather dork says im in for more the rest of the week ARRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH

Shopping For Husbands At Walmart
A store that sells husbands has just opened in Ottawa where a woman may go to choose a husband from among many men. The store is comprised of 6 floors, and the men increase in positive attributes as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch. As you open the door to any floor you may choose a man from that floor, but if you go up a floor, you cannot go back down except to exit the building. So a woman goes to the shopping center to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The woman reads the sign and says to herself, "Well, that's better than my last boyfriend, but I wonder what's further up?" So up she goes. The second floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men have jobs and love kids. The woman remarks to herself, "That's great, but I wonder what's further up?" And up she goes, again. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love kids and are extremely good looking.

Blast From The Past Pt 1
A Blast from the Past pt 1 @ jOEFRESH 2/07 I am in love with a moment in time It is something from long ago I am in love with that era That person has changed and I can see it But I can’t get past it I am dancing with uncertainty The same face, laugh and smile But the inside has changed I don’t wanna know what happened But I do want to know but just afraid of the answer I loved her and still do But what am I in love with? The then or the now? She still makes my heart sing a thousand melodies She makes my soul dance with undeniable glee She makes my head spin without dizziness Just in a tizzy of jubilance She is my everything but yet my nothing I can’t have her cuz I can’t be the man she needs That moment in time has changed I see now, it wasn’t her that changed It was me I am stuck in time continuum Loving a blast from the past

Blast From The Past Pt 2
A Blast from the Past pt 2 She sees something in me How can she see past my smoke and mirrors? I can’t get past my own skeleton But she sees that and still wants me for me I am stuck; my mind is in a maze of love My heart is in a chamber at the end of nowhere My perception is deceiving me I am letting my self down and don’t know how I have mastered sabotaging my feelings I have Simply to avoid the pain But the pain lies within the act. I am hurting myself I am my own worst enemy I can’t stop her from loving me So I stop myself from loving me The enemy lies within She wants to be loved the way she wants to be loved And I am too stubborn to let it happen Not in a selfish manner But more like trying to help her help me By not letting me fall or her fall for that matter But she sees something in me She sees past my song and dance She knows I that I know how to romance She stays patient but I can’t wait I want it over before it starts But she pulls me out of th

Blast From The Past Pt 3
A Blast from the Past pt 3 I am caught She sees me cheating this relationship She’s seeing me give up It’s written all over my face I am not hiding it In itself is a disgrace I am better than that but I chose not to Why would I do this to myself? Why am I hurting myself? She wants me to be free and I do to But I don’t know how I am feeling Could it be, can it be all so simple? I don’t know Sitting here in this pool of self pity Wallowing in this muck of a mess I have caused Feeling mighty shitty simply because I chose to bow out before the relationship starts Quitter, loser, no good for nothing. I always finish what I start, so why am I doing this now? Uh oh here goes the infighting My heart and mind vs. my body and soul The civil war begins where the last one left off @joefresh 2/07

I Will Help
I cannot ease your aching heart, Nor take your pain away; But let me stay and take your hand And walk with you today. I'll listen when you need to talk, I'll wipe away your tears; I'll share your worries when they come, I'll help you face your fears. I'm here and I will stand by you, On each hill you have to climb; So take my hand, let's face the world... And live just one day at a time. You're not alone, for I'm still here, I'll go that extra mile; And when your grief is easier, I'll help you learn to smile!

This Is For Men *controlling Your Nut *
DOES THIS SHIT REALLY WORK? The Techniques For Controlling Your Ejaculations The next time you masturbate or make love, be aware of your arousal rate and stop a few thrusts or strokes before you ejaculate. Take a deep breath and hold it for a few seconds until the urge to ejaculate passes. Alternatively, you could squeeze your penis and avoid ejaculating. All you need to do is place the first two fingers of either hand on the underside of your penis with your thumb on top and then squeeze firmly. You can also squeeze the base of your penis to stop ejaculating. You can also tug firmly on your testicles. Normally, the testicles move closer to the body on the point of ejaculation (all the better to push the semen out of the testes). So if you pull them away from your body, you can avoid or at least delay ejaculation. The Taoists recommended pressing the area in front of your anus and contracting your PC muscle to avoid ejaculating. In their book, ‘The Multi Orgasmic Man’,

You Know You're In New Jersy If....
Two men were driving through New Jersey when they got pulled over by a State Trooper on the Turnpike. The Trooper walked up and tapped on the window with his nightstick. The driver rolled down the window and "WHACK," the cop smacked him in the side of his head with his nightstick. "What the hell was that for?" the driver asked. "You're in New Jersey, son," the trooper answered. "When we pull you over in New Jersey, you'd better have your license ready by the time we get to your car." "I'm sorry, officer, " the driver said, "I'm from New York and didn't know your laws here." The trooper runs a check on the guy's license--he's clean and gives the guy his license back. The trooper then walks around to the passenger side and taps on the window. The passenger rolls down the window and "WHACK," the trooper smacks him on the side of the head with the nightstick. "Whaddya do that for?" the passenger demands. "Just making your wish come true," replied the trooper. "Making WHAT w

Love
ain't life a bitch who says what we want we don't even know, most of us search for what we assume will be happiness until we find it and realize we are hurting more than ever before ,we all seek salvation most of us seek it in love but you aren't truly in love until you feel less confident than normal since that person is now the most beautiful person in the world and everyone else must want to take that from you, sadly we normally strive to be miserable at some point like this it's strange but true it's our nature I guess I am just as guilty as the next we all reach for it until we have it in our grasp then most of us let our minds and emotions destroy it until we forget how bad it hurt again and try to seek something new none of us can really understand why ,and who says god doesn't have a twisted sense of humor ;)

Pain
pain It can make you feel helpless ,or more powerful than another It can make you wish for death,or let you know you're still alive It can let you know you're really in love,or make you realize lost it It comes more with doing the right thing ,it is easy to use for wrong a curse ,a blessing, a teacher,an alarm ,an emotion pain

Desire-thirst-hunger-lust -need
Desire I The placement of your love Yonder of my reach Permit me to revel In the going after And kidnapping of your love Thirst I To become drunk From drinking the dips of nectar Slowly trickling From your heart’s faucet Unable to be fully turned off Hunger I To taste of sweetness Not of this world Only lips of yours Dipped in heaven’s bosom Can feed me Lust I For you To christen My love boat With the best bottle Of your obsession Need I For you To know My heart flies high Only when hang gliding From your soaring love

My Two Cents.
I wish people would just speak what is on their minds, stop beating around the bush. More importantly don't tell me you can't tell me things because it will "complicate things" fuck that. Life is all about complications, it was never meant to be easy. I analyze everything, I can't help it, it is just who I am. I look at things from every point of view. I have come to the point I really do not care what people think about me anymore, if they can't except me for who I am then fuck them, they are not worth my time. I have also been told lately that I need to stop thinking the worst of everyone. I realize I can't help this when all the people that I have ever let close to me hurt me in the end. I guess it is something I will just have to learn in time.

Cum Vote For Me For The Valentine Queen
HEY EVERYONE PELASE CUM SHOW ME HOW MUCH LOVE YA GOT AND VOTE FOR ME..COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS U WANT, THE MORE THE BETTER, HERE IS THE LINK http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=187961&albumid=217245&i=2773692492

Native American ??
It is not blood that makes a Native American... It is the Soul... Too many...with the fire of Native blood...walk ignored. Do not say I am Apache or Kickapoo.. Do not say I am Sioux or Cherokee.. Say...I am of the Mother Tribe. This is the pain of our children..To return from the stars without a home or community...A tribe lost returns...scattered in the wind. Those who hear must unite and reap the seed of this return... ONE tribe...ONE Earth...ONE Heart...ONE People. those with ears must build a fire and give thanks this night. Be united with ONE soul... Oh, my Children come home... Teachers step forward without fear! You are real!

"vampire On The Prowl"
"Vampire on the Prowl" Obsessed by the grave Born in the shadows of death Blessed with a vampires rage A touch of Azrael's breath Roaming through the night, in the gothic grave yards Digging up the coffins and opening the tombs Haunting in the dark, these places for many years Craving morbid thrills, to be satisfied soon Looking for a corpse, to maim and desecrate Opening the lid and catch the smell of death Necrosadistic lust, is about to manifest Wanting to maim the corpse, with a steel dagger Obsessed by the grave Born in the shadows of death Blessed with a vampires rage A touch of Azrael's breath Cut the strip of flesh, from the pale corpse In the bloody morgue, before it's being buried Feeding on the dead, flesh, blood and ashes Consuming the deceased, necrophagious feast Preying on humans misanthropic urge Homicidal maniac, on a random killing spree Assault them in the house, shoot them in the head Crush their skulls, Wanting to see them bled We

Should I Stay Or Should I Go?
My question is, is it worth it to stay on CT knowing that if I do, I will be harrassed for the remaining time I'm on here, or should I just give in and leave??? I seriously want feedback on this.

Read This !!!!!!!
to all the people i know i am soon to be opening a lounge up and as i have figured nobody i know will come in more then once join it and leave it so part of this is to say i will not tollreate that i will dump your ass if you pull that kind of shit you can bitch and moan all you want about it but i do not care. part #2 of this is to say i am wondering how many friends i have i mean true friends all around be thier for you friends from what i see not many at all my list is full of fucking poser's (except for the people i know are my true friends and you know who you are )so if you are truely my friend please come by and read this and offer any incite to it and if you have any ideas about my lounge let me know. bye bye for now, albert P.S. i beat i will get maybe 5 comments off this blog give or take 5

Buffalo Friends!
OTHER FRIENDS: Never ask for food BUFFALO FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. OTHER FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. BUFFALO FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. OTHER FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. BUFFALO FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!" OTHER FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. BUFFALO FRIENDS Cry with you. OTHER FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. BUFFALO FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. OTHER FRIENDS: know a few things about you. BUFFALO FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. OTHER FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. BUFFALO FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. OTHER FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. BUFFALO FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" OTHER FRIENDS:

Rambling On About Anythin In My Head... (read At Ur Own Risk)
Im really not feeling good at all.. Mentally or physically.. Im startin to get sick.. So thats the physical part.. Now for the mental.. Are u sure ur ready for this?... Ok here we go... First Ive been thinking about my past.. and basically how i screwed my life up with drugs.. then i think how i wasted time and let it slip by takin everyone for granted thinkin they would always be there.. Until one day last year when My house burned down and my Uncle Jeff died.. Ha Big reality Call.. I lost my life in a matter of hours.. thats when i got really heavy in to the drugs.. I havent been the same since the house burned.. Granted I am Clean off the drugs now But that just makes me Deal with the shit going on in my head.. I miss my son.. I miss my uncle.. I seem to fuck up everything Good out there for me.. I just started a new job.. I hope to hell i can keep it and I like it.. Im falling in love with a Man and Its scaring the shit outta me.. I dont want to be hurt again.. But i dont want him

My Love Story
And I wish to kiss The softness of your lips Allow me to savor The sweetness of the nectar Dwelling in the juiciness Of your tongue. I desire to deeply stare into Your dark mysterious eyes To capture that, which is your soul As I caress the silkiness Of your ebony hair. My loins ache With the mere thought Of expectation For your love, is what I live for. I gently press aginst The tenderness Of the woman I am embracing You feel my wants As you slowly swallow my tongue. Gyrating in response Taking me there Where I've been not before To what your minds perceives Are my heavenly needs For I am so deeply in love with you.

Lay Me
Sometimes we all 'get in the mood' for love. **************** Whisper words all long to hear, swear that I’m beautiful dear. Focus on me. Am I clear? Baby, lay me down. Make love seem never-ending, never cease the beginning. Kisses are the first inning. Love me pure, profound. My pose is so revealing of the way I am feeling. My pulse quickens, so yielding, touch me … up and down. Ev’ry moan, ev’ry murmur leads to passionate quivers … ache just for you. I shiver sincerely ecstasy bound. We unite internally, one being infinity. True love is our destiny … soar heavenly bound. Angels hear shrieks of delight from us both all through the night … being with you feels so right. Pumped, you nail me down … hammering. I’m pliable, flexible, reliable with love undeniable. Baby you … lay me down.

~~~ Le Feu ~~~
Appelez mon nom. Have no mercy with your tenderness, I want to be weak. Appelez mon nom. Mon coeur est sur le feu. Let me succumb to the flame that you may possess me. Let me swoon from the heat and beg you for drink. Leave your eyes upon me, letting desire weaken all temperance and I will surrender my secrets to your pleasure. How else can we survive but to be a willful casualty to each our fated passion ~ Tentation . . . Mon coeur est sur le feu. I could let your arms enwrap me and hold me prisoner to your loneliness. I could have you kiss these lips . . . once and once again . . . Forever, as you whisper the poetry of madness into my ear. I could walk into your dream, my head pillowed on your chest and listen to a frightened heartbeat. Slip my fingers into yours, and press our palms to destiny. And I could turn away . . . . ~ Call my name. Call my name. Let my own softness destroy my sensibilities. P

How Cold Is It!!!
-20 degrees here in Sparta, Wisconsin; but the high will be 11 above - a heat wave, be still my heart, lol!! It's official! I got my nephew's wedding invitation yesterday. It's at the end of April and it will be the first wedding my guys will get to attend! Yeah, big effing deal - that's what they said too, lol!! All except Dakota, who is 12 years old. This wedding qualifies as a "social event" for him, lol! This should be fun to watch! The 3 year old twin nieces (OK, greatnieces!) will be the flower girls. They are very lively little ladies - this may be a disaster! I hope someone has a video camera at hand, lol. And a real "wedding dance"!! The Midwest loves its wedding dances, my friends! Everything from waltzes and polkas to relatively modern stuff. And it wouldn't be a wedding dance without the "Chicken Dance." Nothing like seeing a bride, in full regalia, doing the "Chicken Dance"!! Even my Mom will get up and do that one, OMG! Me? I hide!! Well, not much for news at th

The Elevators At Work
They are really cool. Too cool for a 2 year college. They have brushed chrome walls and mirrored ceilings and fancy ceramic tiled floors. They are made by Schindler Everyday as Im taking the elevator up to my office, I think "I'm on Schindler's Lift" and i giggle to myself. Sometimes the other riders get nervous.

Annoying Passengers
Annoying Passengers If you are sitting next to somone who irritates you on a plane or train follow these instructions: 1. Quietly and calmly open up your laptop case. 2. Remove your laptop. 3. Start up 4. Make sure the guy who is annoying you, can see the screen. 5. Close your eyes and tilt your head up to the sky. 6. Then hit this link: http://www.thecleverest.com/countdown.swf

I'm Thankful
I AM THANKFUL: FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS< BR>I AM EMPLOYED. FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT

Going To Be Gone
hello to all my friends, love ya all..kisses, but i am writting to tell you that i will not be on here as much the next 2 weeks. i am going to erie tonight to pick up my husband from the airport. he is comming home for r n r leave from irqa. just wanted to let you all know so that if i do not get to you to return your freindship, i will when i get on. kisses loves, me

Judge Me By The Footprints I Leave Behind
A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco. "Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've got a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring with me." "Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him." "There's something you should know," the son continued. "He was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mine and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us." "I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live." "No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us." "Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own." At that point, the s

Voodoo Bound
As Catherine strode purposefully through the office, weaving her way between the employees who were leaving to begin their weekends away from the firm, she sighed in irritation. She had been nearly ready to leave herself when Mr. Grayson had summoned her to his office. She had momentarily considered asking him if she could meet with him first thing Monday morning instead, but something in his tone convinced her that refusal would be a bad idea. As she opened the door to his office, she consoled herself with the thought that her blind obedience to Mr. Grayson’s requests had earned his favor. And since she had been actively embezzling from the firm for nearly a year, she was determined to keep Grayson in her good graces. She had made every effort to charm and impress him, even going so far as to dress in the tightest outfits she could in order to emphasize her physical charms. Her plan had worked. Everyone in the office knew of his attraction to her, and that was just the

Hostage
Darkness overcomes me I've been given such a fright I feel so helpless Can't see the light. I don't know where to turn Just haven't got a clue Someone help me please Just tell me what to do! I take a look around The sky is shades of gray My heart is pumping fast As I fall down and pray. I'm kneeling by a river Water cascading free The moon hangs low Why'd this happen to me? My whole body is shaking My breaths are coming in short gasps My vision is slowly dimming Death is approaching fast. Tears escape my eyes Hiccups escape my throat Everything seems distorted I think I'm about to choke. As I glance down at my shivering body I notice my clothes are ripped and torn There are bloodstains everywhere Clothes fairly new now look old and worn. My mind flashes back to that terrible night When I was dragged away screaming from what I knew How the hell could you do this to me? I've been told so many lies I don't even know what's true. I remember y

Bill And Hillary.
Hillary Clinton called Bill into her office one day and said, 'Bill, I have a great idea! I know how we can win back middle America and secure my presidential victory in 2008'. 'Great, but how so you propose we go about that, asked Bill? Well, Hillary responds, We'll go down to a local Wal-Mart, get some cheezy clothes and shoes, like most middle Americans wear and then we'll stop at the pound and pick up a Labrador. When we look the part we'll go to a nice old country bar in middle America, and we'll show them that we really enjoy the Countryside and show admiration and respect for the hard working people living there". A few days later, all decked out and with the prerequisite Labrador at heel, they set off from New York in a westerly direction. Eventually they arrived at just the place they were looking for. With dog in tow they walk into the bar. They step up to the bar and the Bartender takes a step back and say's, "aren't you Bill and Hillary Clinton?" Hillary answers, "

Be Who You Want To Be On The Big Ct
I have thought about it and today I would like to be the tooth fairy! Now you may laugh at this and say what the hell is wrong with this stupid girl. But how would you know the difference? I mean honestly! THIS IS THE INTERNET!!!!!!!!! Just in case you forgot. You can be whoever or whatever you want on here andyes some people are dumb enough to believe your aray of bullshit. I can decide to tell everyone that I am working for the CIA (which I have heard on here) lol, or that I am a back up dancer for (jessica simpson which I have also heard on CT), so what ever you are going to be today or tommorow just keep in mind only some of us are dumb enough to believe you.

Pickles..
Ok... so those of u who know a lil something about me, probably know that I love the word pickle. lol *shrug* don't ask why but it makes me giggle. I also happen to love childrens poems and have a very large collection of childrens literature. Anyway, I thought i'd share something to make u smile and hopefully u can enjoy "pickle" too! ICKLE ME, PICKLE ME, TICKLE ME TOO WENT FOR A RIDE IN A FLYING SHOE. "HOORAY!" "WHAT FUN!" "IT'S TIME WE FLEW!" SAID ICKLE ME, PICKLE ME, TICKLE ME TOO. ICKLE WAS CAPTAIN, AND PICKLE WAS CREW AND TICKLE SERVED COFFEE AND MULLIGAN STEW AS HIGHER AND HIGHER AND HIGHER THEY FLEW, ICKLE ME, PICKLE ME, TICKLE ME TOO. ICKLE ME, PICKLE ME, TICKLE ME TOO, OVER THE SUN AND BEYOND THE BLUE. "HOLD ON!" "STAY IN!" "I HOPE WE DO!" CRIED ICKLE ME, PICKLE ME, TICKLE ME TOO. ICKLE ME, PICKLE ME, TICKLE ME TOO NEVER RETURNED TO THE WORLD THEY KNEW, AND NOBODY KNOWS WHAT'S HAPPENED TO ICKLE ME, PICKLE ME, TICKLE ME TOO.

The Moment
Just fascinate and simply motivate, Captivated by your crown, When you tore my skin and gave up that grin, It was just a signal to begin, To look up and die as you let out a sigh, My babys a lover by ten, Her carress is down her stroke is around By nightfall ill surely be in, Likes to procreate the path of my fate, She covers my body to go down, She could make me cry and leave me to die, but for this moment I feel so alive.

Ugggg!!! Help... Confused Any Suggestions??
Ok. We are getting married June 16. We were planning a wedding outside at a private area with a pond and nice lawn etc. We have to have a rain back up. We went to the conference center today and got a really good price. So now we are thinking of just going ahead and doing the wedding at the conference center because the price includes all the set up, clean up, etc. So now we are thinking of having the wedding inside because it gives everyone a place to dress etc and we are safe if there is rain. Now for the reception. If we could guarantee great weather things would be diff. We would love to have it outside and let everyone enjoy a cookout and games dancing etc. But if it rains we are screwed. If we have the reception at the convention center we have to use a caterer. However you spell it. So we can do everything at the convention center and miss out on using this space outside that is really pretty and was free for fear of rain. Or we can have our wedding there and th

Ok Dont F@@@ing Read This
to all my wonderful friends and family .I am currently working on everyones pics,stash rating them all.Tonite i reached my limit on rating about I can comment.so I will be just commenting.Please let me know If I have missed you or i havent done you yet.I want to show my love to everyone.You have all been wonderful.just a note If you are on my friends list and i havent heard from you then you will be gone and I will no longer be a fan either.I am not doing this to be a bitch but enought is enough.To all those that have .LOVE YOU ALL

Why Do Men Have To Cheat?
I just thought I would put this question out and see if I could get any response. I am really curious why do men have to lie and cheat? Do they think that will make them "cooler" because it doesnt. Here I am a nice girl and all I really want is a guy who is gonna treat me with respect and I cant seem to find someone and when I think I have it turns out everything he says is a lie or something bad happends, so many of you dont know me very well but I would appreciate any input anyone has on this subject to help me understand better. Thanks!

Your Heart..
Your heart is just as lovely as your face. I can't believe you ever could love me. Gifted with a more than human grace, You're meant for some more noble destiny. I watch you from the sidelines in a dream That never can come true. Yet nonetheless, My heart is happier than it might seem: I shiver in the warmth of your caress. I may not be the mirror for your eyes, But fortune has been decent, on the whole. I cannot know your heart or hear your cries, But love for you illuminates my soul. My looks have made me shy, so please take this As it is meant: an unrequited kiss. Written By: Born N Raised

My Sore Ribs
I did something stupid on Tuesday morning. I was walking to work and it was freezing and very windy. I decided to take a short cut. So with most of my face covered up to protect myself from the wind I walked off the sidewalk and into a neighbouring buildings parking lot. I took a few steps and fell on the icey parking lot. I landed on another large chunk of ice which bruised a few of my ribs and now I am very sore and struggling to move. I knew this wasnt safe and just because I am blind in one eye and partially blind in the other this idea should have registered as not something I should do! But I did and now am paying for it with incrediable pain. The lesson learned by me is I shoulda just stayed on the side walk in the cold for the extra ten minutes it would have taken. Now I am going to sufer for a good month if not longer until I heal. Hope you all are well!!! A bruised scotty xoxoxo

*far Away Sight Of Love*
From a distance our Love shines, Looks like rainbow that never end... Seeking for truth and reality towards infinite scened, Grabing in the dark without knowing who might be seen. Touching the air feel your Love as in real; Distance way from Heaven and earth, Walking through the never ending path... Searching the Love you had for me from up above Looking through distance "far away sight" As I lay down to my bed;hugging my pillow, closing my eyes... Wondering you´re beside me;warming me... kissing me...feel the tender of your Love... And the wind blows wiped out my tears as I wish up in the air...Hope you are here my LOVE* written by Rachel W.

False Advertisement.
"Post a salute to level up!" so what do i do? i slap on some lipstick and a hat to make yet, another salute. it gets approved.. and ...... NOTHING. it should not say "post a salute to level up" if there are no guidelines or specifications and infact you CANNOT level up. This deeply angers me. Did ANYONE here think the same thing as i? THEN, when i DO level up this is what i get... "Level 15 Cherry Idol 170,000 Up to 8 MUMMs a day" WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT EIGHT FUCKING MUMMS A DAY? i dont need all the idiot whiskey tango douchebags in cherryland to make decisions for me. i can make them on my own, thank you.

You Might Be A Child Of The 80's If
YOU MIGHT BE A CHILD OF THE 80'S IF . . . . You wanted to be on Star Search. (Didn't we all?) You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off. Or even when he had those freaky eyes in "Thriller" at the end of the video. You wore a banana clip or one of those slap on wrist bands at some point during your youth. You wore French rolls on the bottom of your splatter painted jeans. You had slouch socks, and puff painted your own shirt at least once. You owned a doll with 'Xavier Roberts' signed on it's butt. You knew what Willis was "talkin' 'bout." You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, Wax off." You can name at least half of the members of the elite "Brat Pack." You can remember watching Full House and Saved by the Bell for endless hours. You have seen at least 10 episodes of Fraggle Rock. You know that another name for a keyboard is a "Synthesizer." You'll always hold a special place in your heart for "Back

Name Change
So i have my Biological Fathers last name. i was raised by a Single mom and my Grandfather Hugh Samuel Carson. Recently through my own investigations i have found the my fathers family has been involved in some rather unscrupulous things, to include drug dealing, rape, and other things i care not to mention on here in a public forum. My Grandfather Passed away in 1997, it completely devastated me it was 3 years after that i decided to join the Army part of that decision was to honor him he served 5 years in the Navy during WWII. Soi sit here today thinking about the man that taught me soo much about life, horses, how a man should be, and how to survive in this all but fucked up world. I have all but come to this decision, I am going to change my name from Micah Franklin Hall to Micah Franklin Carson! Just curious what the masses think?

Bye Cind G. Lind
Dearest Cindy, Hello how are you today? Did you watch who came to your final days on earth party? I heard you had quite the turn out. Sorry I didn't go, I just felt weirded out that I had just recently seen you, was that selfish of me? I miss you and haven't grieved yet, as I read Sean's posts I broke down and finally did, I know you probably saw me. I guess I was just being strong for my mom. Damn girl, I'm gonna miss your laugh, the way I always made you blush with my forwardness, your hugs and the hand me downs...lol *in tears*, I can't even face beading right now, it just really, really hurts to much. I still can't believe you're gone, I think of it as you're on vacation it's just easier that way. You touched a lot of people and did a lot of wonderful things for everyone, friends, family, the kids and strangers and for that you will be rewarded. No unselfished act goes unnoticed. Well rest in peace girl, you truely are in a better place, we'll m

I Need A Vacation
Just a little bit about myself and my life. I am 41 years old, divorced after my ex left me for my sister, I have managerial custody of my 12 year old son. I am recovering from cancer, had a kidney, a tumor that was almost as big as a volleyball removed. They claim I would have had 5 months if I hadn't had the kidney and tumor removed. I also take care of my two parents, my father is 81 and my mother is 71. Well today the electricity went off and the alarm clocks all reset and we where running a bit late, so my dad yelled at my son to get him up and going. Well my son yelled back, and world war three started. Now a brief history of being raised by my father, he thinks the saying spare the rod and spoil the child is a law somewhere because he used to whip me alot, ok thats an understatement because once he knocked me cold with a 2X4 because I let it slip half an inch while holding it. Needless to say, he may be the reason I have all kinds of physical problems today with all the beatings

Everyone Hungers For Something...even If It's Only A Grilled Cheese Sammich.
I've been thinking a lot about wants and desires. I had a conversation with someone last nite that brought this whole subject to the forefront of my mind. It was one of those really deep spiritual conversations where you just feel...connected to something bigger than you...some vast database of information that you have the ability to delve into. It's the same feeling that I get when I'm writing and I'm on a roll. It's as if I'm touching a part of my brain that lies dormant most of the time...shaking it to wake it up. And now it's wide awake...ready to take on the world. We're gonna define the word DESIRE: 1. To wish or long for; want 2.To express a wish for; request ...but I think it's more than that. Desire can be all-consuming. It can, if unfulfilled, eat away at your soul. Everyone wants something. It could be wealth, fame, happiness, world peace, love, hell...maybe even just a grilled cheese sammich...mmmmm grilled cheese. Most of us don't reveal to the world our deepest desi

Dont Be Mean
Freedom isnt free.....be greatful for the men and women that are willing to lay down their lives for it.It doesnt take much to say thank you,a hand shake or even a stamp to send a letter to some one you dont even know.never forget the ones that put their life on the line for OUR safety and way of life

Come On, Girls.....
I HAVE BEEN SEEING THIS SHIT ON BULLETINS ON MY PAGE FOR A WHILE NOW....POSTED SAYING NO GIRL DESERVES THIS Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you. Boy: Ok... Girl: What do you mean "ok"? Boy: I don't like you like that... Girl: Why not? Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time... From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the girl got fed up. Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me! Boy: Do you really wanna know why? Girl: Yes! Boy: It's because you're uglier than ANYTHING! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?! Girl: But... I... Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone! The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings. Girl: Hello? Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'l l be home from work in a few hours. Girl: Alright Mom. Mo

How Good Is It?
Husband: Oh, come on. Wife: Leave me alone! Husband: It won't take long. Wife: I won't be able to sleep afterwards. Husband: I can't sleep without it. Wife: Why do you think of things like this in the middle of the night? Husband: Because I'm Hot. Wife: You get hot at the darnedest times. Husband: If you love me I wouldn't have to beg you. Wife: If you love me you'd be more considerate. Husband: You don't love me anymore. Wife: Yes I do, but let's forget it for tonight. Husband: Please...come on Wife: Alright, I'll do it. Husband: What's the matter? Need a flashlight? Wife: I can't find it. Husband: Oh, for heaven's sake, feel for it! Wife: There! Are you satisfied? Husband: Oh, yes. Wife: Is it up far enough? Husband: Oh, that's good. Wife: Now go to sleep, and from now on when you want the window open, do it yourself. Now -- what were you thinking ? Yeah i know..all the dirty minds trying to get past mine

To All The Great Women
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, Have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable And able to run on diet coke and leftovers, Have a lap that can hold four children at one time, Have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything With only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft, Lord." "S

Dedicated To The Men/women Who Serve And Have Served Our Country
Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes Layout Graphics Comment Image Source Weapons There are many types of weapons But the ones that hurt the most Are the weapons made of memories And the deadly midnight ghost Not all wounds are red and bloody There are wounds that touch the mind These are wounds that always fester They're the never healing kind Why are we who've done our duty Plagued by wounds that never heal Made by weapons of our memories Which are worse than lead and steel Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes Layout Graphics Comment Image Source The Memorial We tried,we tried,Oh God we tried So we could be here too And walk around remembering And look for names we knew Our lives were lost so far away Upon a distant shore But we are here in memory As you read our names once more Remember us,Remember us Although we're truly gone Remember us,as we once were And not just names in stone Glitter Text Make

No Questions Please...
I've been doing some thinking for the past few hours... (I know, that's dangerous, but hey, I do think about things sometimes!!!) LOL Anyway, as everyone else does, I have some faults ... some I'm not very proud of and some that do nothing but hurt others, no matter how hard I try to keep those faults out of things, they still rise up and hurt... Recently, one of those faults rose up and hurt someone I care about... For this, I've apologized over and over again. Yes, I know, saying your sorry only does so much ... but I also know that all I can do now, is to prove how sorry I am ... and for what I've done, and for the person I care about, I will do everything in my power to prove it. I can only hope that the person that I've hurt, reads this and understands how hard it was for me to type this out for all to see... I also hope they realize just how sorry I am ... and someday, they will forgive me. So you see my friends, I'm not perfect, no one is ... but I also know that wh

Good News
Already received word back from the publisher that the last editing is under way. They sent me the manuscript to read through and make any changes that I deem necessary. This is the time that things start to get exciting. Before long I'll have it back to them and they'll send me a proof of the text as it will look in the book. I'll give an okay on that and then the cover set up will take place. Then it will be registered in the Library of Congress and the Copyright applied for and best of all, it will be available for sale. Ain't life grand?

People Like This Are A Waste Of The Air They Breathe
lol wow someone is attention starved....(reads from bottom up) ~*~Cheshir...: are u fucking selling yourself to me? i wont buy u ->~*~Cheshir...: are you fucking kidding me??? ~*~Cheshir...: slut ->~*~Cheshir...: excuse me? ~*~Cheshir...: hooker

[ Important ]this Is A Message And A Wish For All Friends On Cherry Tap...[ Important ]
When I look at a patch of dandelions I see a bunch of weeds that are going to take over my yard. The kids see flowers for Mom and blowing white fluff you can wish on When I look at an old drunk and he smiles at me I see a smelly dirty person who probably wants money and I look away. The kids see someone smiling at them and they smile back When I hear music I love (I know I can't carry a tune and don't have much rhythm) So I sit self-consciously and listen The kids " feel " the beat and move to it. They sing out the words. If they don't know them they make up their own When I feel wind on my face, I brace myself against it. I feel it messing up my hair and pulling me back when I walk. The kids close their eyes, spread their arms and fly with it, until they fall to the ground laughing When I see a mud puddle I step around it. I see muddy shoes and dirty carpets. The kids

Anna Nicole Smith Dead
(2/08/07 - HOLLYWOOD, FL) - Anna Nicole Smith died Thursday after collapsing at a hotel and being being rushed to the hospital, one of her lawyers said. Officials at the Seminole Hard Rock Cafe Hotel and Casino in Hollywood, Florida, say she was unresponsive when she was taken from there to the hospital. A spokeswoman for the hotel says she checked in on Monday, and was supposed to check out tomorrow. Witness reports are that CPR was in progress at the time. Smith was reportedly accompanied by her companion, Howard K. Stern and a bodyguard at the time. Anna Nicole has been in the news for much of the past year, as she's involved in paternity battle over her baby girl born in September. Her 20-year-old son Daniel died in the hospital just three days after the baby's birth. Most people first noticed Smith when she married Texas billionaire J. Howard Marshall. He was 86 years old and she was only 26. Soon after, Smith was everywhere. And after Marshall died in 1995, her

Can I Touch The Heaven?
Can I touch you in those special places? That gets you so high, so aroused, so excited, Carousingly caressing tender sensual needs, As you vibrate in me that special note of love. Can I touch you so soft you cry in happiness? That you whimper in cooing loving satisfaction Chilling your soul on scrumptious hot flashes That takes you higher, higher wanting much more. Can I touch your heart upon lovemaking words? That devours your delicacies of sweet treats, While you hunger for me in that erotic look That takes all of me, creating a special dessert. Can I touch your feminine soul as a treasure? A glorious gem to be polished in friction, making It sparkle so, from glowing sweating sunshine Going over every contour of crown-jeweled pleasure. Can I touch you? Can I hold you? Can I want you? Can I marry you over, over again in a honeymoon? Can I touch you forever in that vow of intoxication? Can we touch each other forever in a committed relation

If I Was In Your Bed
IF U SAW ME IN YOUR BED.....!!!! =)If you woke up n da middle of da night and saw me in your bed what would u do? Give me your opinion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) jus tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) fuck me so good... details please! 7) give me head 8) make me breakfast 9) ask me my name (lol) 10) call the cops 11) make love to me until we get tired 12) say damm u look good_ howd u get here?

When You're Horny....
When you're horny, you'll do just about anything to relieve it...I used a mostly full 20 oz bottle last night and rode it and fucked it until I came all over it. May be gross, but it was a gooooood orgasm....

Lestat
My Dark Lord, My Dark Master I am not worthy of you but I long for your deadly kiss Bring to me eternal sleep So I may be with you forever Take me into your darkest dreams Let me dwell there with you always Let me know your touch Let it awaken every part of my being Let me know your breath So I may feel it all over my body Take me into your arms forever So I never see the sun again

Your Special Touch
I want you beside me Where my nerve endings Can explore every pore Of your special being In sensitivity so soft That I cry in pleasure Let the stimulus excite The arousal of thought Let the static electricity Twitch in our needs In cuddled whispers sighing so Letting the limbs of ours intertwine Sharing this erotic space Bonding as one being With no sexual intercourse To end this sensual exploration This time is in a magic spell For it is not evolved in self satisfaction But of mutual gratification That sends us floating into the heavens In the stars we set off heat lighting In the friction of our dance Saying so much with so few words That the fire in us never dies And as the day breaks We overlook our paradise Exploding in nature’s blessing Floating us among the clouds within In what we now know we can do To finish a perfect evening In the fireworks of the morning light

I Wish For It To End
i wish for it to end the bitterness the haterid, i've grown tired of everything around me in my lil prison like existance. i wish for it to all just stop. the thought the talk the comments the everything. i'm sick of the constant complaints, the never ending trials just to accomplish nothing. im tired of failing at every aspect of living. im tired of feeling dead inside, lonely, and unwanted by society's corupted offspring. im tired of never being the one who acually gets the chance to enjoy life with the added bonus of enjoying time with some one other then myself. ive grown very cold and numb in the last 6 months. but no one sees it for i can not tell anyone. the only few who care are to far away to do anything to help me and the ones closest could care less they have their own problums in wich i get to be the one they sek help from ... im sick of it all. wishing the tears would stop as they fall. tired of screaming, wish i was dreaming. nothing will ever be the same, and nothing w

Oh Lookie
Its gonna be happy hour all damn nite! I am not happy.. I need love Worship me...OR ELSE? hell u can't blame a girl for trying!!! (If you don't know me I am just playing) (I think im icky why shouldnt you!)

The Language Of Love
Love’s laughter A linguistic language Not spoken in any land. Giddiness, joy and mirth Perfect syntax without a verb But yet speaks a complete sentence. A metrical dialect of the heart That speaks and sings to all of us. Thought for the Day The heart which loves speaks volumes without one word. Smile for the Day The language of love is often just five words “The woman is always right!” :)

Pleasure From Heaven
You lay there so soft upon velvet, Fingers sliding on such softness, The static charges upon an arousal, Strokes touching her into moaning, Purring her need to cuddle you. Laying there building up the steam, Slowly with soft, soft, so--ft touches, Which excites the skin into chills, Reaching deep within the sighs, As a kiss tenderly touches hearts. Her nails scrape the hairs of needs, As she arches into you to hold her, She intertwines upon a love knot, Holding you close on such passion, That both slowly start cultivating, The relationship of true lovers. The moisture of sweat germinated, Two flowers upon a loving bouquet, Joined together in a marriage of smiles, That each shares as equal partners.

Quick Updatie
Well no sleep...errr a lil sleep ummm, moms got more blood getting in her lungs now. The right one is still full of fluid...Moms back, worse like i already said...Very busy taking care of her. Monday i coulda gone in for a job at a pharmacy store...but mom came home that day and i missed my chance to meet who i needed but thats a good thing, i dont have time for lunch now adays ....specialy not a job. soo yeah, dads still kinda weak, a lil sick gota take care of him, hes getting better and i think thats all

I Want To Be Your Realman
Inside words so special I want to take you singing Inside my notes of passion Beating hearts penetrating Every need of intimate whispers Within the mind’s desires Reinventing sexual excitement Delicate touches softly arousing Melting together exquisite pleasure. The most beautiful feeling Known to mankind. Fire breathing red satin sheets Delicate flowering rose petals Floating gently upon Your exquisite body Flame of endless stimulation Devouring your feminine treasures Perfume seducing arousal Enticing fragrance of perpetual Infatuation, desiring lovemaking Draining into a final embrace Of pure ecstasy. From the intimate whispers within my mind’s desires, I want to ravish you like no man has ever done before. Inside words so special, I want to reinvent what sexual excitement is about. With delicate touches so softly arousing; the fibers of those feelings melting us together, we will find every nerve of exquisite pleasure. Caressing eve

Speaking Your Mind
What is it with the hostile people on this site? You speak your mind and they verbally attack you. Frankly, its a bunch of losers and bitter people that do this. To those I say... get a life and stop being bitter. Life is too short. Everyone has an opinion, they are like assholes, but let them be entitled to their opinion and move on with your miserable life. Geez, I have never seen so many angry people as I have on this page. Frankly, its sad. This place has become a whore haven and a forum for calling people names. If you don't have something nice to say, shut the FUCK UP!!!!

You Know You Want To!
CUMMON, UR ALL MY FAVORITE EVVERRR!! k maybe im buttering u up a lil bit hmm...butter i dnt think i want butter all over ya, maybe some ice cream yumm...but that sounds cold...brrrr...... oh yeah point hehe u know whats cumin! COME LEAVE COMMENTS FOR ME- SEXIEST EYES CONTEST NEEDS UUUU!!! THANK UUU Click on da pic and leave as many comments as possible!! EZ!!! ~Cindy

Under The Shadows
under the shadows into the night i go cold as fuck here on my bed typing everyting not knowing where its gonna go you know who i am? i'm that guy you like im that guy you call the one who say your thinking of when your thinking of another one im that guy at work who is cute for his age the one with no kids the one with no sadness you know who i am im the author of this poem i'm the one you thought you knew im the one whose helping you bringing your groceries to your car im the janitor at your school clean floor shinning and all im the crossing guard helping you get through your day that friend you depend on when you day has washed away but where is that guard why are the floors a mess why isn't timmy here? cause timmy's depressed ~Timmy~

Cherry Family Member Died 2-8-07
THIS IS MIKE - BRANDONS BEST FRIEND - JUST WANTED TO LET HIS CHERRY FAMILY AND FRIENDS KNOW THAT HE DIED THURSDAY MORNING FROM COMPLICATIONS OF SURGERY AFTER A HEART ATTACK. PLEASE KEEP HIM IN HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS IN YOUR PRAYERS AS THEY ARE DEALIN WITH THIS NOT TO WELL. SORRY TO BOTHER ALL OF U AND LEAVE COMMENTS IF U WOULD LIKE. IM SURE HE CAN SEE HIS COMMENTS WHILE HE IS LOOKIN DOWN ON US. AGAIN SORRY FOR BREAKIN THE NEWS TO YALL.

What The Ladies Should Know
THE ART OF SUCKING DICK 1. DON’T RUSH STR8 INTO SUCKING THE DICK. TAKE YOUR TIME START BY CARESSING AND KISSING YOUR MAN. START WITH HIS LIPS, THEN MOVE DOWN TO HIS CHEST FURTHER DOWN TO HIS BELLY LICK AROUND HIS NAVEL AND MASSAGE HIS DICK AT THE SAME TIME. 2. KISS AROUND THE BASE OF HIS DICK LICK THE SIDES A FEW TIMES THEN GENTLY BLOW ON THE HEAD. TEASE HIM A BIT MAKE HIM YEARN FOR YOU. WHEN HIS BREATHING BECOMES ERRATIC THEN YOU KNOW HE’S READY TO FEEL YOUR WARM WET MOUTH WRAPPED AROUND HIS DICK, 3. PUT THE TIP OF YOUR TONGUE ON THE TIP OF HIS DICK AND LICK IT JUST TO START SOME FRICTION 4. SLOWLY START SUCKING IT IN…. THE JAWS ARE IMPORTANT 5. SUCK 6. AS YOU SUCK CONTINUE TO KEEP THE RIPPLE AFFECT IN MOTION WRAP YOUR TONGUE AROUND THE TIP OF THE DICK AND START PULLING 7. START SUCKING AGAIN AND WHEN YOU FEEL HIM TENSE UP LIKE HE ABOUT TO HAVE A STROKE MAKE THOSE JAWS SUCK LIKE A VACUM UNTIL HE SKEET SKEET SKEET ALL OVA THE PLACE 8. MAKE SLURPING NOISES THE

Online Friends!
Lynn's fingers clutched the steering wheel as she sat in the parking lot of the book store. Nervously she glanced around making sure she did not recognize any of the people or cars. Her hand moved to the door handle but stopped. This is crazy she thought jamming the key back in the ignition. He probably won't show up, and even if he does, he won't talk to me, once he sees me he will just keep on walking. "What if he does show up?" She whispered to herself. She looked in the rearview mirror at her reflection then took a deep breath. "Its time to quit being a coward," she said into the mirror. Grabbing her purse she opened the car door and slowly walked up the path to her favorite book store. The scent of coffee called to her but she kept walking, afraid of making a mistake, what if she got the coffee and spilled it on herself, and then he really showed up, or worse she spilled it on him and he left. Smiling at her own vivid imagination she shook her head and wandered around

Jay Leno Audiences' "most Embarrassing First Date"
Jay Leno Audiences' "Most Embarrassing First Date" If you didn't see this on the Tonight show, I hope you're sitting down when you read it. This is probably the funniest date story ever, first date or not!!! We have all had bad dates..but this takes the cake. Jay Leno went into the audience to find the most embarrassing first date that a woman ever had. The winner described her worst first date experience. There was absolutely no question as to why her tale took the prize! She said it was midwinter... snowing and quite cold...and the guy had taken her skiing in the mountains outside Salt Lake City , Utah . It was a day trip (no overnight). They were strangers, after all, and truly had never met before. The outing was fun but relatively uneventful until they were headed home late that afternoon. They were driving back down the mountain, when she gradually began to realize that she should not have had that extra latte. They were about an hour away from anywhere wi

Little Something I Wrote Elsewhere, On Tueseday.
I saw my surgeon, yesterday about the lumps in my breast. Apparently, TriCare doesn't pay for MRI's on breasts, so we have no recourse but to ignore it for now, or to do a needle biopsy. With no family history of breast cancer, but a strong history of fibrocystic breasts, I feel no real concern. But, I also know how very quickly breast cancer can spread and become deadly. I asked the surgeon, flat out, if I was his wife, what would he do. He said biopsy. So, I said, let's do it! I feel such a kinship, right now, with WitchKitty, as she goes through this one step ahead of me. And I have faith that we are both going to be just fine! My friend, Steve, is all move in from New York, but the way the weather has been, lately, he's kind of wondering if he's back in New York!! One of my fishing buddies, Joe, just set him up with a new rod and reel, and we are ready to hit the water! LOL You KNOW I'm loving it! I've been been thinking a lot about happiness lately

Can't Sleep, Clowns Will Eat Me
Hello CT. I was woken up at 5 am and now I can't get back to sleep. How lame is that? I've done laundry... ripped my new cd's to my computer... checked my bank account (which is entirely screwed up!)... drank a bunch of water... and now I'm blogging. How lame. I think it's all the alcohol I've been consuming. Since I joined the gym I've cut way, way back and in the last week I've gone out a lot. Bad Mandy Bad. So now what? Maybe I'll go do the dishes... lol

Hooker With A Penis
Ok so Tool my favorite band ever is having a presale on tickets today, but to get in on it you have to be a member of their fan club and membership cost 40 dollars. So yeah I paid to be their fan just so I could get in on presale tickets, but now they posted a message saying you must live within 100 miles of the venue. That is fucking bullshit. The only reason I paid to be their fan is so I could get a good seat and since I am willing to drive over 3 hours to go see them they are punishing me and telling me too bad you can't buy a ticket during presale because you live too far away. Don't you think they should have told you that you had to live so close to the venue in the membership package instead of just saying one perk of being a member is presales on tickets?

Have You Heard (anna's Death Related To Her Dieting)
OMG first we hear here that ANS. is dead thats bad in itself, but i get up this morning and what do i see it was because of her constent dieting. Ladies and Gents, think about this being over weight can cause you health problem but dieting kills makes you wonder.

Dem Franchize Boyz
Read these lyrics and tell me they aren't the greatest thing you've ever seen... "If a nigga try me, then he goin die I keep my two cock like Debo's eyes And when I draw down Ana tryin to scare you I make you 1, 2, step like dat name Ciara Put yo cha vest round yo head Protect yo face I been gettin money like collection place I put yo face on a shirt and fronted on front page Try me if you wanna I got more nines then fourth grade I re-up on the first then again on the third I'm in tha hood like a fire hydrogen, sittin on the curb And I got heart, I got grain, I got pills boy I'm on the block posted up like a billboard And I got that torch, so you know that I blast metal If you went away, we steppin on you like a gas pedal And I got that linen squeeze so I grip my pipe tight Most of these niggaz mad cause we shinin like some bright lights [Hook] I got hoes fo days dro fo days A choppa that sprays cuz I keep that throwed away Sucka niggaz wanna try yo ass go

Angels Coming From Above
I know for a fact that Someone up there must love me, for the unfathomable way God answered my prayers twice.. He sent me two angels, as different as night is from day.. at two very distinct and different moments in my short life.. Michael - "Who Is Like God?", he was my best friend, with whom i plummeted head first in "love" so fast... my starry eyes saw him for the most amazing things, such sweetness of comforting friendship unsurpassed... this self-proclaimed archangel, he turned the lights out on me, he broke my heart and in the end opened my eyes so i could see.. had it really been God's plan all along, of this i'm not sure, for me to have stripped off his wings with my vice and treachery.. and so the story goes on, i fought hard to survive, sentenced to be deprived of the only one I loved... choking on an atmosphere of grief, hurt and misery, my veins coursing with icy jets of the blackest pain... hit rock bottom, and desperately i needed a

Passing
as another day floats on by once again i feel empty my thoughts hurt my mind is shot i wish i knew what to do everyday i fell like i wish it was over love is nothing but false hope what good does it do to love when nothing ever loves you back i wish i knew how to make this madness end the tip of a sword the barrel of a gun life can be born and taken away in an instance suffering from delusions i know i am weak most of us are we just cant admit it passing through the voids of time i realized something a vision a calling death waits for me on my backdoor i laugh whats it to me im not afraid with the tip of the sword id lunge myself upon it passing time passing memories dying would be bliss eternally

The Water's Edge
By The Water's Edge I Kissed You,In My Arms I Promised You I'd Missed You.! Lips wetted eagerly awaited this moment so sheltered in my arms You fingers on the back of my neck hair rising from chills of excitement feelings flowing. In our own bubble You pray it last forever simmering in my charming embrace by the chilly waterside.

My Dear,
Scantly clad, my dear for you. Tonight I will prove my love is true. Your emotions I feel as if my own. Baby, why am I placed upon this throne? I don't have to miss receiving your touch, Because I know you love me that much. The trees they sway above me this day.... Your the wind that forces my insecurities away. You're the rain that makes my flowers bloom, In my heart, you will always claim room. You care not to dispute the feelings I embrace As you wet your lips and come close to my face.... My body heats from a fire within.... Now is the time this chase will end.

Awaiting Love
the tree is close to me the tree is in infinity you,you,you my love are as a tree tall and strong and rooted you,you,you my love are as a tree to me the tree is close to me the tree is in infinity you,you,you my love are as a tree pillar of the forest spirit of the air you,you,you my love are as a tree to me the tree is close to me the tree is in infinity but i need to remember skin is not bark and soft hair not leaves and eyes knot wood i want to feel your warm body to hear your warm breath and sense your eyes upon me i need to feel your vibrating heart taste your dew smell you the tree is close to me the tree is in infinity i had a dream that i,i,i, my love nestled in your branches where it's safe and warm i had a dream that i was a bird my love my spirit flew to you in the night

Terminology Of Bdsm Lifestyle
BDSM Dictionary of Terms AB, Adult Babies := Grown-ups who wish to be treated as babies. This can include the wearing of nappies, bottle feeding and changing (see also Age Play) Abuse := "physical maltreatment" and "improper or excessive use or treatment" (Merriam-Webster Dictionary) "An abusive relationship is one in which substantial physical, mental, or emotional harm is inflicted, that is not temporary in nature, and is not clearly compensated for by positive and loving experiences over a long period of time." -- by louise, 1997 Age Play := Role Play involving an "age change". Ex. Grown-ups who wish to be treated as babies, school boys/girls, … Algolagnia := Medical/psychological term for the love of pain. Colloquially known as "Masochism". Alternative Lifestyle := A sexuality that differs significantly from the 'norm' may make an alternative lifestyle necessary or desirable. A sexual orientation less common than the norm may stigmatize the individual pushing the

Stupid Husband....
STUPID HUSBAND.... >> He forgot his Wedding anniversary and his wife was really ticked off at him. >> She told him, "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in under 6 seconds, AND IT BETTER BE THERE." >> The next morning, Mark got up really early. When his wife woke up a couple of hours later, she looked out the window, and sure enough, there was a small gift-wrapped box sitting in the middle of the driveway. >> Confused, the wife put on her robe, Ran out to the driveway, and took the box into the house. >> She opened it, and found a brand new bathroom scale. Mark is not yet well enough to have visitors.

Highway Patrol Officer
Highway Patrol Humor ; In most of the United States, there is a policy of checking on any stalled vehicle on the highway when the temperatures drop down to single digits or below. About 3 AM, one very cold morning, Trooper Allan Nixon (Oklahoma Highway Patrol) responded to a call there was a car off the shoulder of the road outside Shattuck, OK . He located the car, stuck in deep snow, and with the engine still running. Pulling in behind the car with his emergency lights on, the Trooper walked to the driver's door to find an older man passed out behind the wheel with a nearly empty vodka bottle on the seat beside him. The driver came awake when the Trooper tapped on the window. Seeing the rot ating lights in his rearview mirror, and the State Trooper standing next to his car, the man panicked. He jerked the gearshift into 'drive' and hit the gas. The car's speedometer was showing 20-30-40 and then 50 mph, but it was still stuck in the snow, wheels spinning. Tr

This Is Fucked Up
Someone hacked my account and took all my shit off here. I am so pissed. I still dont have internet but should soon , I cant understand how someone can do what they did to me , i did not give out my account info to anyone . GRRRRRRRRRRR ,,, yup i am pissed

Regarding Recent Mumms
I've seen a few MUMMS on here just today that dealt with racism, eventually if not originally. Rather than post my thought there where it would be ignored for something more inflammatory, I chose to put my thought here. I apologize if it's hard to follow. I'm sick currently and not too sure of my coherency. Anyway, here goes... I have yet to see the grass over a grave change in any way to denote any significant features or accomplishments of the person contained within. Any recognition of those features or accomplishments has always been the perception of the individual minds of the living, however they might be influenced. I feel real pity that crime and hate and just about any other negative thing we can think of is rewarded with notoriety, even as the individual perpetrator is punished or rewarded, dependent on the public perception, ie: if they are famous enough, there'll be no penalty, just more media coverage. It is the individual person that pigeon-holes people by col

New Job, Or Dog?
Yep finally got my Bail Bound Enforcer License today. Or bounty Hunter if u perfer. Its great, I always wanted to be a part of law enforcement so this is my little part. I am working for a local bail bond agent for now, but hope after a couple years to open up my own. So I guess I'm the new Dog lol. However, just not as white trash!

What's My Sin?
I was hoping for something better... Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Your Sin? MY RESULT:Gluttony You want it all! (As long as it’s coated in sugar and deep-fried.) You’ve got a passion for material possessions, especially the edible kind. And once you get started, you often don’t know when to stop. It’s time to change your ways. You’ve gotta learn that having fun is one thing, but shoving Snickers bars down your throat until you hurl is quite another. Then, and only then, will we let you have a bite of our danish. Take This Quiz!

Alan And A Broke Arm
WELL I GET A CALL TODAY FROM THE SCHOOL ABOUT 2:00, IT IS THE SCHOOLS NURSE, SOMEONE PUSHED ALAN OFF THE MONKEY BARS AND HE HIT THE GROUND, SHE SAID HE TOLD HER IT HURT TO MOVE HIS ARM. SO 5 MINUTES LATER I AM AT THE SCHOOL. HIS ARM HAS ALREADY SWELLED.I ASK HER WHO ALLOWED HIM TO BE ON THE MB SINCE HE WAS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE. SHE SAID WELL WE HAVE A HUNDRED CHILDREN ON THE PLAYGROUND AT P.E. AND IT IS HARD TO WATCH ALL OF THE CHILDREN. WTF???? IM LIKE, WELL EVERYONE KNOWS HE IS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE ON ANY TYPE LATTER AT ANY TIME. I HATE REFERRING TO ALAN AS A HANDICAPPED CHILD. BUT I KNOW THAT HE IS VERY INDEED HANDICAPPED, I FEEL THAT THE P.E. TEACHERS SHOULD WATCH THE HANDICAPPED CHILDREN AT ALL TIMES TO MAKE SURE NOTHING LIKE THIS HAPPENS. ANYTHING COULD HAVE HAPPENED MORE SERIOUS THAN WHAT IT ALREADY HAS. ANYWAY WE TAKE HIM TO THE ER WHERE THEY TELL US HIS ARM IS BROKE.( THEY CALLED IT BUCKLED BROKE)NOT BROKE ALL THE WAY BUT ALMOST. SO THEY PUT A SPLINT ON IT, AND I HAVE TO TAK

Who Is The True Me?
The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends. Who's The True You?

I See Hell In Your Eyes (revised)
i wake up, my eye lids singed shut my flesh is burning, tormented with desire my skin blistering from the heat i feel so unloved and so much alone the air smells of pain, tear soaked misery the wind blows lashes across my back the heat goes on i gasp for air as my lungs fill with pain i reach for the heavens and receive more of the same my heart barely beating, so weak and frail this is a glimpse of my personal hell i tear open my eyes so that i may see what torment and pain is confronting me the sky's still blue and the grass growing green nothing on fire as far as can be seen my eye focus in and to my surprise the pain that i feel is coming from your eyes you said you would always love me till the end this be true until the day you met him and took my heart with you

Chatting With Blue
So Blue and I were chatting away today when Blue 's end froze up. So there Blue sits with his faux mohawk and this look of boredom. ROTFLMAO Then my friend Wench shouts me tonight when she realizes she has now rated my entire stash and my entire collection of photos. I then realize I have also been through all of hers as well. Then we became temporarily confused and sat blinking at one another. The only answer I had to offer was to scavenge the internet to find more. But I dont know, I kinda feel like what else is out there to see??

Defeat
Now I have known defeat, And I am none too pleased, It is a cruel and bitter thing, And it is never easily appeased, It reared its ugly head, And knocked me from my pedestal, Dragged me down quickly, With its mocking, twisted call, It hooked its claws in my success, And ripped it all away, It tore away my pride violently, This is my punishment and I must stay, Defeat is the monster lurking in the dark, Defeat is the avenger rising up to take control, This defeat has crippled me, And the pressure had taken its toll, Now I have known my defeat I am shamed, Now I know I am nothing deep down, Now I expect no more praise, Only the condescending frown, I have suffered defeat and there is no end, To the suffering within, Defeat had pushed me down, Let the self destruction begin, There isn’t a flicker of hope, I can’t get back up again, Defeat had numbed my senses, Now I only feel pain, I’ve been taken from the sky, And drowned in concr

Poem
My hearts in pain it hurts so much, To know i'll never again feel his touch. never again feel his gentle lips on mine, never again see him look so fine. never again feel his breath on my neck, never again smile when my life is a wreck. never again look deep into his eyes, never again say our playful goodbyes. never again hold in mine his hand, never again be taken to this magical land. never again know what true love feels like, never again have our feelings alike. never again have him to hold, never again know how to be bold. never again have his arms around me, never again know what true happiness can be.

Cyber Lover
I love the way you play with me No hangups here for you or me I wonder how it would really be Only in my mind i see..... Sweet hot meat to tickle my clit The trail ends with my slippery wet slit My legs spread ever so wide you see Dive right in,set me free Take me to the place i need to be Enveloped in your ecstacy.

A Contest Perhaps
So i think i may be cool enough to hold a contest (famous last words). My idea is pics of people with glasses (yes it's a strange affectation of mine) i know some of you will help, but i want some feedback, anyone want to help? Dont want to flood bulletins till i have a bit of backing. I'm sure i can get cool prizes and stuff. anyways whatcha all think?

Dude.
why the fuck is it taking me so goddamn long to level!? all the other girls who were in the same point range as i are far beyond me now. does my page smell like butts an wieners or something? or maybe its my disclaimer that most men dont read anyway [dickshines]. well im not taking it down damnit! it was funny when i wrote it and its funny now! "damn the man! save the empire!"

Always.
always remember to forget the things that made u sad. but never forget to REMEMBER the things that made u glad... always remember to forget the troubles that have passed away. but never forget to REMEMBER the blessings that come each day...

Bdsm-fetish-kink Checklist
BDSM-Fetish-Kink Checklist Here's how to use this checklist. For each question below just put a number from one to six (1-6) in the box to indicate your response based on this scale: 1. This is something I really do like/want. 2. This is fun, I like this. 3. I'm not sure, let's try it out. 4. I'm not really into this, but if it turns my partner on I don't object. 5. This will turn me off, I don't like this. 6. This is an absolute no go. Take your time for this and consider each question, situation or indication carefully before answering. Are there any specific types of people that turn you on? [ ] Soldiers, marines, paratroopers [ ] Sailors, coast guard, merchant marine [ ] Airmen, pilots [ ] Policemen, security people [ ] Truck drivers [ ] Firemen [ ] Executioners [ ] Nurses, doctors [ ] Prostitutes, tramps [ ] Hunters [ ] Wrestlers [ ] Surfers, life guards [ ] Motorcycle people, Hells Angels [ ] Cowboys, farm boys [ ] Gentlemen, nobility [ ] Business

So Sad
3500 friends and about 3400 ignore me! I am in the friendliest cherry contest and all i need is a rate. ONE little itty bitty rate! And one for jellybean!!! Show everyone We have the best friends on the tap! Immortal Love Jellybean

My Future Veterinarian!
Scarlett (my 13 yr old daughter) had to do a job shadow as a class project. So I helped her find the phone numbers to the local veterinarians and she started her search. One of our local vets agreed and she went in today for her job shadowing. She loved it so much that she asked if there were any volunteer spots open. The doctor gave her the opportunity so she has to be at his office for the next 2 Saturdays at 8 am. If she shows up on time then he will give her more hours and he will make her a "technician in training"!! I am so proud of her!!

Up Date On My Daughter London
Hello thanks for reading this. Well, London had surgery about a month ago. They didn't do what they planned on and left her with another open wound not much different than it was when she first was injured. She is healing but slowly. Her life as well as mine are on hold until the wound heals. They won't do her knee surger to replace it until the wound heals because of the risk of infection. In the mean time I am packing it twice daily so I can keep it clean and hopefully will heal quicker this time. It has been 8 months since her accident and seems like a lot longer. I am frustrated and a bit po'd that they didn't do what they had planned to do or told us that they were doing. I had her at the emergency room yesterday with an infection. She is on medication now and the infection should clear fairly quickly. Between caring for her and work I haven't been on here much. They are messing with my schedule and I am on a 7 day stretch. Seems like it is longer than that but it will pass. Just

Random Musings
Three random thoughts to end the working day: 1) When I left the house to go to work this morning, I saw that someone had built a tiny snowman on the bonnet of my car. I tried to drive so it didn't fall off, but it didn't last long. Made smile though. 2)Just listened to Lynard Skynard on my playlist, but my work computer plays things too fast. Ronnie Van Zant sounded like someone had cut his balls off. 3) Even the ugliest place looks good covered in snow. Until you have to go out in it and freeze your balls off. (Two lots of 'balls off' above. Almost sounds Russian) And a random question: When was the last time that you told someone that you love that you love them and gave them a hug? I just spoke to my mum. I always get a bit homesick. My tattoo is all scabby. Still no crush.

Love Devils
SILVER TONGUES HAUNTING MY DAYS.. ALL LIES I KNOW BUT I LISTEN INTENTLY JUST TO PLEASE THEM, THE DEMONS AND DEVILS WHO HAVE COME TO ABOLISH LOVE. TO TRY AND TAKE WHAT WAS RIGHTFULLY GIVEN TO MY HEART, LIKE A THIEF, AND CARING OF ONLY POSSESSING SOMETHING THAT THEY KNOW WAS NOT THIERS TO BEGIN WITH.

Weekend Stuff So Far...
Having a good weekend so far, but they always are with David. Last night we stopped at Wal Mart for some things, went to Circuit City to look at digital cameras, and then to eat. We stopped at a place open 24 hrs a day.. a diner with great food. Had pancakes, bacon and home fries. :) We both ate way too much. Came home and played a computer game.. runescape. Honestly its boring..lol.. but since I am playing with him I am happy. He can play with me while he is at his Mom's too. He got up at 5:30 today... a little later than the last time he was here. Just played games and watched TV so far. Tonight we areheading to the corner theater for a movie. Its a cheap place.. old building.. with tickets at $3 and popcorn is $2. We can walk there in a few minutes. He likes it better than any other place. The popcorn is better than most places.. and I guess to him its a special place for the 2of us. :) Tonight my Dad and stepMom are going too. Have a few friends going th

Migraines Hurt
I am going to make this short, my head is killing me, I am getting so sick i cant sit here, I am sorry I cant comment help anyone at the moment , I tried but I am getting so sick I cant keep sitting here, to all my female friends hugssssssssss and love, and to the one male bud, handshake and highfive, sorry but I gotta go, peace out

Help Me Become The Hottest Woman Of Ct!!
Hottest Women of CT 7 Day Cherry Blast Contest Voters and Comment Bombers needed.. First girl to 15,000 wins the title of Hottest Women of CT and a 7 day blast.. Everyone Please help.. here's the link.. Show some love .. SexySherry ~Pole Princess~

Star Light....
Star Light Star bright, The first star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, Have the wish I wish tonight. It's going to be a cold clear night tonight, perfect for wishing upon stars.... What will I be wishing for? If you don't know the answer to that then you don't know me very well, some do though, the one that understands me will I am sure.

For Missing Children
THE SPIRIT OF A CHILD WHO HAS VANISHED IN THE NIGHT, THERE WAS NO STRUGGLE, NO RESISTANCE, NO FIGHT NO MOMMY AND DADDY TOO HOLD THEM TIGHT, THE PRECIOUS LITTLE DIAMONDS WHERE STOLEN IN THE NIGHT. THE DARKNESS SWALLOWS AND IT WILL DIGEST, TAKE THERE LIFE , THERE FINAL BREATHE A SHELL, A CORE, A FLAME THAT WILL NOT BURN, TOO LOSE A LIFE SO PRECIOUS,OF THIS DEATH WE MUST LEARN, ALL THATS LEFT IS A NAME AND SOME ASHES IN AN URN, AND A FAIMILY WITH NO WORLD LEFT TO TURN. CAN'T EXPLAIN THE FEELINGS WHEN A CHILD IS GONE, PEOPLE SAVE UP THE COURAGE AND HAVE TO MOVE ON. BUT HAVE NO FEAR WE ARE ALL SOLIDIERS IN THE EYES OF GOD, THEY WILL MAKE IT TO THE PEARLY GATES IT IS'NT SO HARD THEY WILL BE SAFE IN A PLACE, WHERE EVERYONE REMEMBERS THERE FACE, AND THEY WILL NEVER BE MISPLACED. LET THEM GO NOW THERE STARTING TO GROW THERE WINGS AND THE HEAVENLY BEAM, IT'S ALL PART OF REALITY AS HARD AS IT SEEMS, LET THE CHILDREN FEEL NO PAIN TAKE THEM TO THE GATES AND PROTECT THEM WITHOUT TH

My Mood Part 2
just a little note from last nites blog, what had started this episode last night was my first x beat me down mentaly this past week by malipulating my mind and i lost a few thousand dollars from it, she has a new bf now and he is useing my kids to get through her, my kids live with her for the time being but i have full custody of them, my kids and i were tight up until last week when the new guy came into the pic, now its like they dont want anything to do with me, i was off last 3 nites and they new it but still nothing,every time when things look up for me something else bits me in the ass, i will be glad when things get better and stay better, more later i gotta get to work

Hey U!
I have added alot of new pics in the last few days. Cum check them out rate and comment them....plz All the new ones r from the Go Colts album and down there is not that many other than the Colts album....cum pop my cherries...ummmm

Venting
This is more of a blog for myself just to get it off my chest ..I've been dealing with a lot of at home stressers .. and just feel the need to do a Virtual Melt down . Ive come to realize some things well more of .. I really gave them Thought .. when we're younger we dont think of what we're doing to ourselves .. thinking we're never going to die .and all that depressive shit .. that i wont go into here . I Realize now that I should have loved myself for who and What I am .. instead of beating my body to hell .. I let other peoples opinions of me .. matter ..I spent countless days and nights binging and purging .. hating myself .. crying .. why ?? trying to make someone else happy .. because i wasnt the weight that they wanted me to be .. ..Well FUCK you I say now . Fuck you I took my fist drag of a Ciggy at age 7 .. like an ass I watched my parents ..and sibblings smoke and thought it made them cool .. now I battle daily to quit I've starved myself for weeks on e

Starting And Ending Dates..
the sexiest man w/o a shirt contest will start on feb 11th at 12pm Central Time. this contest will run 7 days and will end on Feb. 18th at 12 am...please dont forget to comment bomb and promote ur own contest... ill send u all ur link and u take care of ur own.. good luck to all ~sarah

Just Something I Wrote -2
As we lay in the soft grass,we hear foot steps headed right for us. Neither of us moves we just lay there. As the foot steps get nearer to us we shiver. We look up, there he is,tall,with dark hair.We look at him ,he looks at us and smiles.We pull him down to us. We make him as naked as us. You start to nibble on his left ear and I start to nibble on his right ear. Then we kiss his warm neck and play a little with his nipples.We switch around a bit,making sure not to stop with the soft teasing of him. As you slip down to his tummy, I keep teasing his neck and nipples with my hot lips. You come back up,we kiss then we both kiss him. We do another switch and you let him slip his hot wet tongue,int your dripping hot little box. As you slip your hot wet tongue into my hot little box. We shiver as the storms break.We glaze each other. We switch around once again. As he teases my nipples and I lick your sweet juices off of his lips. Yous slip your hot wet mouth down his hard dick. You pick up

The Pool, After Hours {erotic Story}
The Pool, After Hours PennWritre © 2006 ---Fort Walton Beach, Florida… -Business trip meetings Wow, one more day of these meetings to go. Geez, I need to find Lori and tell her to get out of here for the afternoon, there is no sense in both of us sitting though the admin meetings after lunch. “Ah, there you are, Lori. I don’t think you are needed here this afternoon, shy don’t you get out of here, and go do some shopping, I know how much you enjoy that. Hmmm, in fact, why don’t you stop by the Holiday Inn and see if Dee wants to go with you. Tell her I’ll be back after 5 and we can work out dinner then.” Great idea, Jakob, I’m outta here!” As Lori give me a hug and walks off to her car. I manage to stay awake through the afternoon, and finally head back to the hotel. When I get back to the room, I find the note from Dee, that she is out with Lori and might be a bit late getting back. It suggests giving her a call and she can pick up dinner on the way back. Wow that sou

I Posted Some New Images
...taken by my new camera. Richard got me this cute hot pink digital Fuji camera and I love it! Just posted them in "My personal Album". Mostly they're of my cats but I allowed a pic or two of me slip through. :-O Enjoy!!! XOXO, Tina

The Peak Of Passion
sit here in my garden on a warm summer night Gazing up at the clear sky dotted with stars Trying you chase away the deep loneliness With the presence of those twinkling stars Among them I see one larger than the rest Blinking and bouncing from place to place Or is it winking at this lonely desolate man? As I trace the route of this winking star With my delirious dark searching eyes Of a sudden I see an unbelievable vision A beautiful woman clad in pink transparent Nightgown braided with golden laces Standing at her bedroom window Looking up at the clear night skies longing Is she seeing the same winking star I see As I wonder it dawns on me pleasantly She is the one I love with all my heart Her flaming red hair flowing sweetly Reminds me of her passion filled Emerald green eyes always taunting A teasing smile on her pouting rosy lips Proud chin and beautiful lady neck Just above those white round mounds With their peeks of ever hardened rosebuds My body tr

The Things That I Need
Back to reality as complex as it seems. I know that one day, I must pursue my dreams. Temporary madness that soon will subside and once again I will be down for the ride. I will follow my heart and this vision I see. A picture thats mental and painted for me. To describe this pure vision just cannot be done but I know in the end that I will have won. I will break out of this shell I have put myself in and once thats accomplished, I wont go back again. For this is the reason that I know I will succeed. Its no longer about wants but the things that I need

Trapped
Trapped Search for me for i am trapped within the pale. That dark region of this reality that swallows souls consumes the spirit where everything is washed to a muted dingy grey the place between hope and despair where the living die and the dead arise and point accusing fingers leave me not here in this limbo this colorless place of half light its chill fingers steal into my mind taunting me laughing cackling this purgatory abyss of oblivion the place found only when lost within closely guarded pain the fruit of shame of failure A wind blows through this place no cooling breeze a scourering scathing gale of thoughts of self recrimination guilt and fear dance within this wind specters of past come to accuse mocking no features in this void flat lifeless nothing to draw the eye or mind from the soul's tempest a place without answerers only unanswerable questions where daily bread is pain seasoned with ash where blood does

T.e. Lawrence
"Those who dream by night, in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that all was vanity; but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dream with open eyes, and make it possible Lawrence of Arabia

Moi!
I am a country boy by heart. Yep! Raised on a farm. I still can't stand big cities to this day. Sure they are fun to visit, but nothing beats the feeling of leaving it in the rear view mirror. I was raised in Europe by some awesome parents who went through pure hell because of me and my curiosity. It is a wonder they still associate with me lmao. They are the best! I work offshore on oil field boats and love my job. The pay is insane and the benefits rock. I am captain now after having worked my way up from the bottom. Pvt message me if you are interested in checking it out and I can fill you in. The schedules are flexible and the entry pay beats land job wages by a long shot. I enjoy hunting,fishing,art,music,writing,creating graphics,reading,travelling,cooking,and puzzles of any kind.

Its Amazing
it's amazing Current mood: irate its amazing how many females are out there and bitch b/c they cant find a "good guy" or a guy that treats them right. and then when one comes around they wont even give that guy an ice cube's chance in hell. they are always like "im not lookin for a relationship," or my favorite "you're sweet." when we all know that the next day some other guy could go up to them and then they would be lookin for a realtionship. so i've come to the conclusion that all females like to be treated like shit, and deserve the treatment they get b/c nice guys have probably been right in front of your eyes and and you have blown them off or not given yourself time to get to know them. so the hell with all the games and bullshit, you all made your beds now lay in them, b/c better things have been right in front of ya and you missed out.

Ready For Love
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

What Is The Different Definitions Of Love
Biblical definition of love: 1 Corithians Love is patient and kind; love is not jealous or boastful; it is not arrogant or rude. Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right. Love bears all things; believes all things; hopes all things; endures all things. Love is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection or profound oneness. Depending on context, love can have a wide variety of intended meanings. It is commonly conceived of romantically, as a deep, ineffable feeling of intense and tender attraction shared in passionate or intimate interpersonal and sexual relationships. Love can also be conceived of as Platonic love, religious love, familial love, and, more casually, anything considered strongly pleasurable, desirable, or preferred, including activities and foods. This diverse range of meanings in the singular word love is often contrasted wi

Sweet Valentine (poem)
Our lives our blessed with romance This day I won't miss my chance To show you all of my love And give you kisses and hugs I'll give gifts to show I care Surprise you with teddy bears We'll share some heart shaped candy Send you a card that's dandy Cause this is our special day So I really want to say That I want you to be mine I love you sweet valentine * feel free to give this to your Valentine :)

Shit!!!
Ran into a neighbor at the bar last night, saw him with a girl so figured it was his new friend..Brought him back to my table hoping he'd hook up with my best friends sister. She hot, he'd be an ass to not talk to her.. As they talked throughout the night across the table from me, I'd kick him under the table when he said something stupid. We'd go for drink refills so I could find out if he liked her or not. Being as he lives next door, I figured I could get a ride home, but as I stood there at the bar with his friends constantly around us. He'd whisper to me in my ear, I'd put my arm around him, feeling very turned on by him I put my hands down the back of his pants. Felt his ass, then around in the front to see if he's packing. Wow, he was, I then proceeded to park myself in front of him with my butt again up against hime. What am I doing I asked myself!! Was i really kissing him, was he really kissing me. Was the ultimate NO NO for me to be kissing my neighbors 26 yr old son. O

Ok Yeah...
OK. So last night, I had this dream that I dyed my hair light pink with purple streaks. In my dream, I loved it, and my mom hated it. My two fav things in the world! I also had this wig. It was dark pink with blue streaks. It was kinda weird. I put the wig on and was asking what people thought with my hair like that. Most loved it, a few hated it. Then I'd wip it off and revel the lighter colors my hair actually was now, and they'd either be plesently surprised or alost have a heart attack. I also remember swiming in the dream. And I was at this hotel that often appears in my dreams. I don't think it actually exists, but in my dream world, it reappears often. It's not actually that great of a hotel. Kinda crappy actually. One side doesn't even have an elevator, just a tall ass ladder. Anyway. I was bored so I thought I'd share...

How Good In Bed Are You ???
How Good In Bed Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 92% which makes you ExcellentYou are an expert in the bedroom. You know how to please your partner and keep them coming back and begging for moreHow Good In Bed Are You, find out at NaughtyQ.com

Crazy Facts
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. ("Honey, I'm home. What the....?!") The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football field

My First Time
i think i nailed it 2 italian sandwich rolls slathered in butter and freshly minced garlic put under the broiler until just a little crisp roast beef soaked in au jou and my special seasonings ;) top one half with the roast beef the other half of the bread with shredded mozz put back under the broiler until cheese is melted serve with the au jou sauce that was dinner last night..first time i ever made one :) it was delicious! now i'm craving margaritas and sun! incidently i poured the rest of the garlic and butter into the au jou i'm probobly spelling au jou wrong

Another Cryptic Scripture
Lead hand over fist to the source of the rift A raft led adrift as the paddles split Midnight sea mist clings to supple skin The chill burns crisp An untriumphant trumpet sounds as an appendage cries goodbye You can’t get messy until you’ve cleaned the sty Reach for the stars choking on sky The atmosphere is thin and the sheets are single ply Cut on the whiskers and purr of a pale feline Begging tooth and nail to take flight The swing will go wrong from right Eye opening blinding siren screaming maligned stagnation Mutual hazing of a single nation with varying and opposing forms of satiation Battle of the insane versus status quo pushers Nine out of ten mental heath professionals agree And one out of ten may be as crazy as you and me Let’s talk about sex baby Let’s mutilate our reproductive abilities Resurrect them on an altar of divinity It’s rude not to clean blood out of the sink I could really use a drink

Clearing Things Up A Little
ok now i hear there is something going around saying im 16 by a bitch of the name of giggles. lets clear this up. i am not in any way shape or form 16, im 19. born apirl 16 1987 if u need me to prove it. so...how about we let people know the truth

Lol K This Is A Good One Sorry But Im Laffin Lmao
lmaooo this one a goot one..loll She married and had 13 children. Her husband died. She married again and had 7 more children. Again, her husband died. But, she remarried and this time had 5 more children. Alas, she finally died. Standing before her coffin, the preacher prayed for her. He thanked The Lord for this very loving woman and said, "Lord they're finally together." One mourner leaned over and quietly asked her friend, "Do you think he means her first, second or third husband?" he friend replied, "I think he means her legs."

2.11.07
Chastise a hard lesson for a dying fool that the hearts of men are empty and you were no different despite the pretty words that held no meaning so when you mourn the loss and the cold space in your bed remember the words you broke her with remember how cleverly you held her in tears and weakness remember that you had no right so when you pass these gifts that didn't fit the little girl to the next one you'll hurt remember that you still have no right and think on what's best for someone else and not your own selfish desires g.w.b. The Truth Of It All it was far from perfect but better than the cold empty moments the heat of fear burning on these cold winter nights and even the fear has left replaced by weary acceptance that time has proven a bitter lesson that the words of men are empty prince charming is only a story and joy is found with friends who truly care i love you guys :)

Add Yourself
To all my friends and fans, I want to give you a BIG hug and thank you for show'in me love. I'm not to much into the points etc. but I did add a guestbook slide show on my page and I would LOVE to have you all add yourself to that. I would really really appreciate it :-)

Oregon
Yuh Got to Love Them Oregonians > > > John the owner of a golf course in Oregon was confused >about paying an invoice, so he decided to ask his secretary, Carol, for >some mathematical help. He called Carol into his office and said, "You >graduated from the University of Oregon, and I need some help. If I were >to give you $20,000, minus 14%, how much would you take off?" > Carol thought a moment, then replied, "Everything but my earrings." > >You gotta love those women from Oregon >============================================== > > A group of Oregon friends went deer hunting and paired >off in twos for the day. > That night, one of the hunters, Steve, returned alone, >staggering under the weight of an eight-point buck. > "Where's Wade?" the others asked. > "Wade had a stroke of some kind. He's a couple of miles >back up the trail," the successful Steve replied. > "You left Wade laying out there and carried the deer back?" they >inquired. > "A tough call," nodded

X-rated Riddles
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? > >> > >> A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. > >> > >> > >> =============================================== > >> > >> Q. What's a mixed feeling? > >> > >> A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your > >> new car. > >> > >> > >> ============================================= > >> > >> Q. What's the height of conceit? > >> > >> A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. > >> > >> > >> ============================================ > >> > >> > >> Q. What's the definition of macho? > >> > >> A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. > >> > >> > >> ============================================= > >> > >> Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? > >> > >> A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball > >> > >> > >> ================================================ > >> > >> Q.Why is divorce so expensive? > >> > >> A. Because it's worth it! >

Roses For Rose
Roses for Rose Red roses were her favorites; her name was also Rose, And every year her husband sent them tied with pretty bows. The year he died the roses were delivered to her door, The card said "Be My Valentine" like all the years before. Each year he sent her roses and the note would always say, "I love you even more this year than last year on this day, My love for you will always grow with every passing year," She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear. She thought he ordered roses in advance before this day, Her loving husband did not know that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early way before the time, Then if he got too busy everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase, Then sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours in her husband's favorite chair, While staring at his picture and the roses sitting there. A year went by and it was

Amazing
its amazing staring out the window that nobody ever notices me times have passed along the street suddenly you hear the scream screams of life thats passing by day after day i am alive never noticed never cared what will happen after there i see the time has flown on by destiny is flying high watching carefully another day run away throwing cares away after life has passed me by another watcher is sitting there watching me as i once did life develops into a spell save me once and let me free afterall my life is me amazing how things will never change everything always and will stay the same amazing isnt it

About Love
Valentines Day...its coming again soon...Love it or Hate it....For some...it's a great day...a day to celebrate your love for someone special in your life. LOL i used to feel that way...another lifetime ago it seems. :) For others of us its a day we tend to dread.....just another unwanted reminder that Cupid needs to practice a whole lot more with that arrow of his lol I know I am not alone...who hasnt had their heart broke a time or two...or three..or four...but hey whos counting? lol I believe everyone has a soulmate...somewhere...only problem is that by the time you find them...sometimes their hearts been broken so much before you come along they find it hard to trust love again...and they will miss the best thing that ever happened to them...YOU :)I call them the walking wounded....of which i am a card carrying memeber lol should you regret the heartbreaks? not at all...we survived them and became stronger for it. Should you be bitter? Not at all....i believe in Karma...Love will

Thinking...
Ever have so much to say thoughts jumble in your head? Ever think too many thoughts that soon you find you dread.. thinking of anything aside from your bed. Ever want to be alone, where no one hears you cry? Ever think perhaps, you'd rather not think why... thinking of the things that always make you cry. Ever wish for something great, that makes you feel alive? Ever think of tomorrows, you know cannot arrive... thinking will surely shorten your drive. Ever know in your heart, what you refuse to see. Ever think you could know, how things have to be.. thinking of the empty words given to me. A. Boudreaux 2007

The Rest Of The Weekend...
Well David is home with his mom now, so once again it is a night that is far too quiet. The only good thing is he will be back again either Thursday night or Friday. The movie last night was very good.. Night at the Museum. Loved it. So did David. Today was church, and then lunch with the family. Was a typical group there, about 35 of us. My stepfamily is pretty good to me which I am thankful for. Other than that did not do much today. The drive to take David home is about 75 miles each way. The way out is not too bad. He never stops talking, unless we are singing songs. We usual sing about half of the drive. The drive home is always quiet and long. I know for the first 3 or 4 years the drive home was one I never made without lots of tears on my part. Yeah, men can cry too. Especially when it comes to their kids. Guess I will get a movie out to try to occupy the time tonight.

Trapped
I’m in a prison I can’t escape, Battling my own nightmares, And it’s pretty clear to me, That no-one even cares, I’m sat in the darkness, In the corner of my mind, And all I can think of is, There is no reality to find, I’ve reached my breaking point, And my head is in my hands, My lank hair touching the floor, No life in the copper strands, All I hear are my own words, My own visions of hell, I know that my soul is leaving my body, Leaving this empty shell, I’m alone and no one knows, But through the years, all the while, I am still trapped, Trapped behind my smile.

Wtf
Ok...I've been hearing alota shit goin on about me. Something about being a fucking sheep. Could someone fuckin explain to me..what the fuck that is? Fuck were all adults here and Im being posted up as a fucking sheep. If someone has a fuckin problem with me they can come to me..and not spread shit. Fuck... someone tell me what the fuck this shit is. Sorry for all the words...but this shit pisses me off.

My Sexual Iq..lol
You have a sexual IQ of 128 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Quit Ur Bitching
I'm getting really sick of people bitching to me about their problems, asking for advice and then doing the complete opposite and getting even more fucked up. WTF? If you were gonna do what you wanted to, then why the fuck ask me? Seriously. Its getting so fucking old. Like, I know I bitch on my blog and all that, but its only cuz thats where I just vent. But its like, if you are just bitching for sympathy, well you're not gonna get it from me. Like the quote " Sympathy is in the dictionary between shit and syphilis." So fuck you. lol.

Beginning A Life.......
Ok, time for me to get back to work tomorrow. I could imagine a life here with you...but it, in truth, is just a box, and I might feel trapped. I need to realize that feelings here are real, but it is often difficult to do anything about those. Time to find out how to have a life. I tried this before...to curtail my time on CT. I thought I could cut it down by not being online as often....It did not work for me. I have too many friends here that I touch base with and end up in wonderful conversations with. So, I am going to try to go cold turkey and find out if there is a life out there for me. I spend too much time trapped in this little box. I will miss you all, but, but is time to break free. I need a life. Tomorrow, I am going to line dancing class. Tueday, I am signing up for a walking clinic to prepare for a 5K walkathon. On Wednesday, I think I shall meet up with my friend from the coffee shop to practice the song we are to perform next month. Thursday, it w

Fish!
I have a male blue gourami named Llyr, a female yellow gourami named Brigit, and a plecostamous named Gwyn App Nudd. If you're curious: Llyr ("leer") is a Celtic God of the sea, Brigit ("breet") is a Celtic Goddess of fire and the hearth, and Gwyn App Nudd ("gwin ap neeth") is a Celtic God of the underworld (get it? he's a bottom feeder!) Yeah, anyway, I hope they live...

Fyi!
Good morning/good afternoon, everyone! Hope this is the start of a wonderful week for you. I've decided to pull back from CT somewhat while this Mercury Retrograde is going on. I'll be checking my comments and messages once a day, but probably won't be doing too much commenting myself until after March 7. The "brain fog" and disconnectedness are hitting hard, and I feel a real pull to go inward - way inward, lol - to deal with things I've learned about myself recently as well as other issues on my plate! I'll Journal bigtime!! And I really don't want to subject my friends/family/fans to the kind of cut and slash that may be going on inside my brain! Ain't going to be pretty, I can guarantee!! If I blog at all, it will be pretty basic and benign for the duration. Happy Valentine's Day to all my friends/family/fans! Have a fantastic Valentine's Day! New pictures will be posted after March 7! Whoopee!! Much love and warm hugs to everyone! Blessings all over the place! Your

Inner Pain
I wrote this for a friend that is like a sis to me in a way. She was thinking about giving up and I wrote this for her. Its an old one. Understand that people care. Understand that they will be there. You are not alone in this battle you fight. Dont ever give up. Just get through the night. Youve been through a lot. Its not hard to see. The sadness in your words remind me of me. I too at one time felt sorrow and pain. The sun was removed and all I found was rain. You have what it takes to make it on through. Youve got your sister and me. We are here for you. In a word or a hug. The gesture is shown. Know in your heart. You are far from alone. Right now is a test to see what you need. Find it within. Eliminate the people of greed. Your feelings do matter. Dont ever think less. When you feel bottled up. Get it off of your chest. Talk and cry. Please dont hold it in. Rise above your fears. Tell yourself you will win. Sis, you can do it. You just got

Suddenly Erotica
Once in a time of closed eyes and dreamy space, soft feathers, sweet oils and we're in my hiding place. With wind chimes playing soft tunes of a bell, come with me and escape from your own private hell. There are blossoms of pink and purple and green, and colors of magic that you've never seen. Feast your eyes on pleasure with the taste of red wine, rest you head on silk pillows while I stroke at your mind. Every touch will be soft and pure, and you can not resist, the tender passion rises as our lips meet for a sensual kiss. Temperature is rising, candles burning with a fragrance of smell, while your body next to mine is casting a wonderful spell. You forget all your cares, for in here there is no more pain, you step aboard, come inside, and ride my joy train. As we reach the mountain top our fingers mend as one heart beat, our bodies melt together, toes tingle,.. feel the heat. Desire has ended, all things emotional have

Author Unknown
holy mother full of grace bless my lovers georgous face bless his arms that are so strong keep his hands where they belong bless his dick the one i sucked bless the bed in which we fucked and if his wife should walk in bless this shit that we'd be in

Happy Birthday Daddy.
MySpace Comments Graphics I know he can't see this, but if my daddy were still alive, Today would be his 49th birthday. This is proving to be a really hard day.I usually do okay on my dads birthday. But this year I just can't seem to get a grip. They say after someone dies, things are supposed to get easier. HA!! Thats a lie. Anyways - Happy birthday Daddy. I love you and I miss you. I wish you were here. MySpace Glitter Graphics

This One Never Gets Old....
Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled Jim out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act, she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news, she said, "Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged. Since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of another patient, I have concluded that your act displays sound mindedness. The bad news is that Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved him. I am so sorry, but he's dead." Edna replied, "He didn't hang himself, I put him there to

Who The Fuck Left Me Dirty Weeds?
And anonymously, too? You're lucky the messages were broken so I can't tell who you are. Seriously, I stay out of alot of the shit on this site unless it directly affects Bella or myself, and a few of my close friends. Be a man (or a woman) and bone up to why you feel the need to be so immature.

Scotland
this morning i checked rates for my trip to Scotland... i found a fantastic deal and the final financial step has been taken. The cottage is paid for, the flight is paid for... and with that said... on Friday, April 13th, i am Scotland bound for seven days!!!!!!!!!!!

Contest Rules
OK ALL OF MY CONTEST HAVE THE SAME RULES. 10'S AND COMMENTS BOTH COUNT COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED YOU CAN COMMENT YOURSELF NO COMMENT BOMBING PROGRAMS ALLOWED SCORING IS AS FOLLOWS. EACH COMMENT IS WORTH 1 POINT EACH 10 RATING IS WORTH 10 POINTS EXAMPLE YOU HAVE 100 COMMENTS 2 10'S TOTAL SCORE WOULD BE 120 IF YOU HAVE ANY OTHER QUESTIONS PLEASE LET ME KNOW.

September It Looks Like
We just found out last friday that my daughter is going to have a baby.. We go to the doc for the first time this thursday and hope to find out just how far along she is.. So it looks like im gonna be a grandma.. We are taking bets on what it is going to be. Im sayin boy, my better half says girl. The daddy is next in line to have twins*crys*. Lets hope its just one!!!!! Just wanted to share the news with all of my friends and family on here

Icp Haters
I don't know about you but I believe there is a thing called RESPECT in life! What one person likes is not always what someone else agrees with!!To the one who loves to diss ICP fans GET A LIFE if you don't like to rate the pics ffs (and from what I seen you don't have any room to talk I seen your pics and DAYUM as a friend said my comp ram can't handle yer pics LMAO so as I said if ya don't like them) STAY OUT OF THAT FOLDER!!!!! duh........I know I will get slammed for this but hey YOU JUDGED ME 1ST and well thats it thats all have a crappy life!!!!

Ct Did It Again
To All My Friends and Others,If You only see Comments from me and No rating,it's because I have hit my limit AGAIN in less than 2hrs.This Sucks!! Just private message me to remind me and I will go back and rate them when I can.these rating limts SUCK!

Well, I've Made My Decision!!!
HERE IT IS....I'M LEAVING CHERRY TAP. I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT IT LONG ENOUGH, I LOVE ALL THE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MADE ON HERE!!! YOU ALL ROCK AND KICK ASS!! THERE'S CERTAIN ONES THAT KEEP IN TOUCH WITH VIA YAHOO OR MSN (OR BOTH) LOL! THERE'S LOT OF OTHER WAYS TO KEEP IN CONTACT ME, I'M GIVING A 24 HOUR NOTICE AND THAN *POOF* I'LL BE GONE.... SO HOPEFULLY EVERYONE READS THIS... IF YOU DO WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH, LET ME KNOW AND HIT ME UP FOR DIFFERENT ADDY'S!! FOR EVERYONE ELSE, KEEP ROCKING AND HAVING FUN. FOR ME, I'M MOVING ON AND STARTING OVER NOW! WAS GREAT MEETING EVERYONE!! TAKE CARE. SINCERELY, *MARYJANE*

Sexual Harrassment
Hey all I just really need to vent. Those of you that know me know that i do security which has mostly men in the field.. well i was sexually harrassed and I am not the kind of person to turn someone in for that. I can hang with the boys and be just as raunchy. Well this new guy grabbed my ass.. I just ignored it and figured that was that. Well since I didn't reciprocate the advance, he went and told my boss that I thought he was an idiot and don't think he can do his job. I got pulled into the office for a discussion about this. My boss knows that I am a team player and he was surprised that I would say something like that. Well he asked me what was going on. I told him what happened. I hate that I actually had to do that. I am not the type that needs someone else to fight my battles, but since this guy decided to lie about me I felt that I needed to give my boss the truth. I feel bad that I may have gotten this guy in troublr but I am also very pissed that he would lie just because I

This Is An Sos Fromvenus
A Love That Grows The planet Venus shines A message you are devine You cloud my mind Because your one of a kind So pretty and so gifted My days are now uplifted Will I ever get the chance To making you my romance God has restored my heart anew So I can always love you

Fuck You!!!!!
I am tired of being pushed and feeling like nothing is good enough for anyone. I am close to the edge and I am about to flip. I can’t deal with the shit in my life and everyone wants me. I am being pulled in different directions and I can’t deal with it. I want to run and hide. I want it all to end and I know that the one thing that I fight for is needing me more than anything right now and I can’t give him what he needs sometimes, cause the more that I try the less good it does, so I walk away and ponder my thoughts and wonder what to do. I have lost my mind and no one seems to care. I can hear myself screaming inside and I want to scream out loud. I want everyone to just leave me alone and live their lives and forget about me. I am not here and I don’t matter. I never have and I never will and I am ok with that. I am tired of feeling and I want to shut down again and give up, but for what???? What will that prove, but that I am weak, and can not deal with the stress around me. I

To My Friends
hi yall, sorry that i havent been on but i have been sick still am..i caught that stuff my son had last week..its almost like the flu except no fever...but you do have the congestion and the body aches and sore throat......and just totally miserable...i just came on long enough to check some messages and all that and to leave this note to yall letting ya know that i am still alive..lol.....love to all my friends.

Joi In A Season Of Gray
I never wanted you For anything but you Everyone else seemed to love The things that they could do They all saw what they could use A delicate angel to abuse No one got to know We all got to lose Out on the stroll In shoes that I bought Asking this one What he wants That one what he’s got Not really a living Ain’t no way to die Just doing it for cash Filling veins with the stash Out on the run Losing both mother and son Traveling without moving All the while proving Some things are never over When they end Back out on the corner It starts over again A separate condition A heart with blurred vision Left holding a soul Filled with nothing but holes I feel a spiritual slip From my unconditional grip

Bacon And Eggs
Bacon & Eggs! A little boy comes down to breakfast. Since his family lives on a farm, his mother asks if he has done his chores." Not yet," said the little boy. His mother tells him no breakfast until he does his chores. Well, he's a little pissed, so he goes to feed the chickens, and he kicks a chicken. He goes to feed the cows, and he kicks a cow. He goes to feed the pigs, and he kicks a pig. He goes back in for breakfast and his mother gives him a bowl of dry cereal. "How come I don't get any eggs and bacon? Why don't I have any milk in my cereal?" he asks. "Well," his mother says, "I saw you kick a chicken, so you don't get any eggs for a week. I saw you kick the pig, so you don't get any bacon for a week either. ! I also saw you kick the cow, so for a week you aren't getting any milk." Just then, his fath er comes down for breakfast and kicks the cat halfway across the kitchen. The little boy looks up at his mother with a smile, and says "Are you

Women - Complex Creatures, No?
I've brought this up in the past at MySpace - it's worth mentioning yet again. I'm just fascinated with psychology and the differences in men and women. Let me just first say that I would like to take a moment to thank the beautiful women who have taken the time to stop by my page to rate me, my photos and leave me a comment. I seek out every pretty profile out there just "because" (okay, pretty women are so much fun to look at, let's face it). What's so interesting is that women don't generally return the favor. Of course there are the intriguing exceptions and I'm usually blown away when it happens. My question to you is this; Do most women, in general, ignore you or is it simply because I AM a woman myself, that they choose not to reply? Granted, it's not easy to reply to everyone that's stopped by your page - I know I've missed a few of ya out there. Anyway, just something to make you go hmmmmm... Ya'll have a good night! ~Tina p.s. BTW, I made it to Cher

Circle Of Eternity
i wear this collar as part of me, it belongs to someone i love implicitly, my love conforms to the shape of this. there is no beginning, no ending, no start, no finish, alpha, omega, it's always been. a circle of metal, cold and grey, forged with love, trust, and loyality. i give my body, my soul, everything i am; i give him all i am and ever will be; i give Him; me. He who possesses this ring of steel, knows exactly how i feel. He owns the collar and a whole lot more, He knows, i know, He owns; me. the lock in back has 1 simple key, it lets me know that i'm not free. deep in my heart and soul, i don't want to be. i want to be His, i belong to him, He teaches, He loves, He wants; me. i'll forever serve Him, please him, love him; i'll forever be his. There is no beginning, no ending, no start, no finish, alpha, omega, its always been.

So Cal
YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA WHEN............ Your monthly house payments exceed your annual income. You drive next to a Rolls Royce and don't notice. You don't know anyone's phone number unless you check your cell phone. You speak Spanish, but you're not Mexican. Or if you are Mexican but don't speak Spanish at all. You begin to "lie" to your friends about how close you are when you know damn well that it'll take you at least an hour to get there (see below). Getting anywhere from point A to point B, no matter what the distance, takes about "twenty minutes". You drive to your neighborhood block party. In the "winter", you can go to the beach and ski at Big Bear on the same day. You eat a different ethnic food for every meal. If your destination is more than 5 minutes away on foot, you're definitely driving. Calling your neighbors requires knowing their area code. You know what "In 'N Out" is and feel bad for all the other states becau

Twat Waffles And Ass Hats!!
My friend Toxic posted a picture of herself licking a mirror. (Here is the picture) Well I left Toxic a messed up comment saying, "LMAO! Please .. oh please tell me this was either your mirror or mine!! Who knows who else has tongued that mirror!! LOL" So Toxic commented my default picture with, "HWAT! and yes it was my mirror you asshat!" So I went to Toxic main profile and commented her with, "If I am your asshat, then you are my twatwaffle!! LMAO" I then promptly changed my yahoo messenger status to read, "If im ur asshat, ur my twatwaffle" The following is the yahoo conversation between Toxic and myself: Toxic: i don't wanna be a twat waffle Toxic: can i be the asshat? Toxic: ROFLMFAO Myself: nope.. you called me an asshat.. I get to keep it Myself: lmao Toxic: FINE Toxic: asshat Toxic: LOL Myself: (inserted laughing audible here) Myself: oh my god!! I'm almost in tears Toxic has started viewing your web cam. You have started viewing Toxi

What A Slut
So this reminds me of a scene from reservoir dogs.... you know they are sitting at the table discussing the meaning of madonna's song "like a virgin" And I am driving listening to some 80's music and Heart comes on the song "All I wanna do is make love to you" and I never really listened to the lyrics I thought it was a romantic song about being deeply in love with someone... But now I have come to the conclusion I am wrong. The song is about her picking some guy up off the side of the road driving to a hotel, fucking him, leaving him in the morning, and now this is the grey area where I am not sure if I am interepting the lyrics right. "Then it happened one day, We came round the same way You can imagine his surprise When he saw his own eyes I said please, please understand Im in love with another man And what he couldnt give me Was the one little thing that you can" Ok she fucked him to get pregnant becuase the guy she was in love with wasn't able to give her a

Bullitens
EVERYONE IS FILLING UP MY BULLETIN BOARD WITH STUPID BULLETINS BITCHING ABOUT THE 10 CHERRY BUCKS TO REPOST!!! STFU ALREADY. EITHER YOU GET OVER IT AND GO RATE MORE PICS TO PAY FOR YOUR DUMB CHAIN LETTERS, OR LEARN TO CLICK REPLY TO BULLETIN AND COPY THE CODE INTO A NEW BULLETIN. JESUS. THIS NEEDS TO BE REPOSTED. HOW MANY PEOPLE CAN BE DRAMATIZED OVER THIS AT ONCE? - Hypie This is my 2 cents. To get your $10 back you would have to rate about 2 or 3 pictures during Happy Hour and maybe 5 without a Happy Hour going on. That takes all of 15 seconds. If $10 is really that much to you, then you are obviously not doing anything to help yourself get more points. BabyJ is doing this most likely to stop people from flooding the bulletin boards with the same reposts people see all the time, therefore making the boards annoying as hell at times. - Sporks My 2 cents also, Sparks has a very good point & I am fed up also but for different reasons.... I an about ready to start deleting peop

I'm Really Tired...
Of being made to feel like shit..I'm tired of being treated like it too. I'm tired of being so emotional and crying every fuckin night because of something someone says or does. I'm tired of people getting pissed AT me for doing the same things they did TO me. I'm tired of not being happy..not all the time..not most of the time..just wanna be happy sometimes. I'm tired of not being able to talk to a certain friend of mine that I used to talk to all night every night. I'm tired of having to convince people all the time. I'm tired of wondering who's gonna snap next. I'm tired of double standards. I'm tired of having thoughts that go through my head. I am just so fucking tired..I'm going to bed now.

Blondes
A blonde with two red ears went to her doctor. The doctor asked her what had happened to her ears. She answered, "I was ironing a shirt and the phone rang, but instead of picking up the phone, I accidentally picked up the iron and stuck it to my ear." "Oh dear!" the doctor exclaimed in disbelief. "But what happened to the other ear?" "The son of a b.... called back!"

Can We Talk
Last night I, I saw you standing, And I started, Started pretending, I knew you and you knew me too, And just like a roni, You were too shy, But you weren't the only, 'Cause so was I, And I've dreamed of you ever since, Now I've built up my comfidence, Girl next, next time you come my way, I'll know just what to say, Can we talk for a minute, Girl I want to know you name, Can we talk for a minute, Girl I want to know your name I started, To write you letters, But I wanted, To be more clever, I wanted to get down and sweet talk to you, But just like a baby, I could not talk I tried to come closer but could not walk, And I think of it every night, How I just could not get it right, If we ever come close again, I know what I'll say then Oh girl, one more chance, With you again, I will not let it go, Oh please give me just one more chance,.. For love

Letter
My heart, I hope you are happy. You’ve given yourself away yet again to one who doesn’t care. Do you enjoy being broken in a million pieces? That is the only thing I can think of since you insist to fall for those who lie to you, and more importantly, your daughter. You know better. You aren’t just hurting yourself anymore. Until you grow up, I am locking you away from all contact. I just can’t trust you anymore… Me

Take Ones Life
I hope if anyone reads this they will never have to go thru what i did. Last January 10,2006. My boyfriend of 8 yrs , decide life wasn't important. On that day he shot himself in front of me in my home. Everyday, i see the same scene. When they take their life they don't know what they leave behind. Your love ones go through hell and blame them self. I ask myself everyday what i did wrong,could i have stopped it and what is wrong with me. I blame myself for what happen, maybe i could have done something different. I haven't dated anyone or seen anyone since then. Then meant someone younger and got hurt. So i think maybe i have learn from all of this, its best to never give up your heart. It always comes back to bite you in the ass. Since this happen to me, i value life, i live each day as if its my last. I never go to bed mad and the people i love i tell them every day. You never know if thats your last day here. So i hope if anyone ever thinks about taking there own life, stop and th

Valentines Day
I think it is sad, that some men wait till a day on the calendar to be nice to their spouse. When I finally get to be with the woman of my dreams, I won't celebrated Feb. 14th as the day of love. Every day should be that day. If the only time you are loveable, sweet, buy her flowers, show affection, or do thing nice is on a made up holiday.... Then you are wrong. A woman should get flowers though out the year...... Just because you love her. A woman should get affection all the time.......Just because you love her. A woman should be made to feel special EVERY SINGLE DAY OF THE YEAR. If a man has to wait to surprise her with dinner, flowers, candy just because of the date, then they are no man. And what does most men expect for this "kindness"? SEX. Yep, some men think that because it is valentines day, and they did the extra stuff, they are going to get lucky that night. What a crock of shit. In my house, everyday will be Valentines Day. She won't have to wait for one day on the

Stupid Cupid :p
Stupid cupid, you're a real mean guy I'd like to clip your wings so you can't fly I'm in love and it's a cryin' shame And i know that you're the one to blame Hey, hey, set me free Stupid cupid, stop pickin' on me Can't do my homework and i can't think straight I meet him ev'ry mornin' 'bout a half past eight I'm actin'like a lovesick fool You even got me carry in his books to school Hey, hey, set me free Stupid cupid, stop pickin' on me You mixed me up but good, right from the very start Hey, go play robin hood with somebody else's heart You got me jumpin' like a crazy clown And i don't feature what you're puttin' down Since i kissed his lovin' lips of wine The thing that bothers me is that i like it fine Hey, hey, set me free Stupid cupid, stop pickin' on me Pickin' me

How To Say I Love You In 100 Languages
English - I love you Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumen Bambara - M\'bi fe Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee) Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T\'estimo Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i (Thanks Nancy!) Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien) Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki\' Faroese - Eg elski teg Farsi - Doset daram Filipino - Mahal kita Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua French - Je t\'aime, Je t\'adore Frisian - Ik h�ld fan dy Gaelic - Ta gra a

*dreams Of Reality*
Moon that shine star that so bright, Dreaming of you all day and night. Wish you were here to guide me accross the river wide, Calming my doubts and wiped out my tears aside. Hope you are here beside me, Comforting me in my grief, Holding my hands and saying Im here to guide you accross the ocean deep. Ooh...Im dreaming of you in reality, That drives me through eternity... How I wish I can touch you... How I wish I can kiss you... The wind is so cold;your body is so warm to hold. Oh,God! guide me...abide me... I want to close my eyes to see my Love in REALITY written by:R.W. dedicated to J.W.

A Pair Of Singles
Another one written by Heather and myself. Enjoyment of this confession As mastered in independent sway Brings about fulfillment More subtle than hearts convey A new intervention Revives the mundane Something which did not exist Until one very fine day When not seeking redemption For lessor sins than minds command beauty of an ordinary life Minus conflict and social demand Frees the mind of troubled thought Allowing stilled pain to disband As ego breathes its final gasp A calm and peace arrive And take you to a brand new place Where you're happy and alive Love emimantes from every pore What once was blocked can now soar Sailing smooth on sovereign seas The song, so singularly sweet Cannot compare to the fevered pitch Of when hearts in harmony meet As fear finds it's antidote And love unveils their cure A bliss of shared emotion In this vale of varied time Softly inspires a stirring need and makes the ordinary sublime Tenderly this gen

I Think I Have An Unhealthy Obsession
With junk food. I'm constantly eating, yet I always stay about 125 - 130 pounds, no matter how much I eat. Well.. IF I don't eat junk food, I usually can drop to 120 or so. Today, i'm inhibiting Gobstoppers and bottlecaps, All chewable, suckable candy to distract myself from wanting to smoke a cigarette. And I'm a little too ill to be smoking (hackcoughcoughhack)So i'm stowed up, drinking cranberry juice, having the heater directly on me, ignoring charlene as she bitches at me wanting to wear the beanie i'm wearing, when she has a blue and black one next to her bed. Yet she likes the one i'm wearing, and has decided she's going to whine until she gets this one. Ah yeah. Another unhealthy obsession- Hanging around with people that piss me off. -_- On a daily basis.

I Need A Job...
Guy Cooper guy.c.cooper@gmail.com OBJECTECTIVE To secure a career in the Information Technology field HIGHLIGHTS OF QUALIFICATIONS • Over six years experience as Network Analyst • Adept at defining customer requirements and meeting their needs • Able to make difficult decisions in stressful situations • Excellent teacher/trainer, patient and effective when working with a wide range of personalities • Successful in learning and comprehending new systems and methods • Extensive knowledge and experience with Remedy • U.S. government SECRET security clearance RELEVANT SKILLS NETWORK ANALYST/TROUBLE-SHOOTING • Supervised the installment and operation of multiple WANs with over 600 routers, firewalls, switches and servers • Hand selected to provide on-site assistance to dozens of network control facilities in hostile environment • Designed and implemented network policies that resulted in savings of over $1 million of bandwidth costs on a quarterly basis • Created

Omg
I thought I was gonna end up with whiplash this afternoon as I was coming home from work.....where I live I have to stop on a main road to turn off onto my road.......I was sitting there with my blinker on, and I always keep an eye in my rearview mirror, because I have been rearended more than once, and it is NOT fun lol......I see this truck FLYING up to me.........He was showing NO signs of stopping, he was getting closer and closer and my mind was saying fucking move it bitch LOL.........I was not gonna sit there and let him run all over me, so I started to put on the gas and he was RIGHT on me, and he swerved like some crazy person, his whole truck went to one side, and I was like I am gonna KICK your fucking ass if you even put a scratch on my car...Well he did not hit me, lucky him! I would have kicked that fuckers ass.....Damn I hate to end a work day like that LOL

Funny,....
I found the answer to that question you asked me about the other day. I think that it's Chlamydia you've got instead of Syphilis. I know you told me that you were having problems with an infectious discharge, which is a common symptom of syphilis, but I think that the constant pain in your lower stomach and burning sensation when you pee are more characteristic of Chlamydia. I know how you didn't want to talk to your parents about it so I didn't mind calling around to find out what is wrong with you. Just being a good friend and letting ya know ~holla back P.S. I heard Walgreens has that cream that you needed for that oral herpes too. And dont worry, it doesnt have any alchohol so it wont burn like the last 7 creams you tried. Oh yeah there is one more thing i forgot to tell you....I'm on the wrong damn page sorry [send this to 10 of your friends to make them laugh]

Change Of Plans
My cousin changed her plans weve been in portland for awhile now. we were gunna go to cali and mexico but now she wants to go to new york. whatever, ill do either. she wants to go to new york thinking she has a chance with her photography she took those pictures of me. thats all she really has. mexico would have been fun. i dont know what ill do in new york when shes trying to sell shit.

One Damn Man I Am...
Well I stroll the streets, in the bad of town wearin nuttin more than ma’s evenin gown by the street light I will stand Yea I know, I'm one heck of a man I fry my eggs a dozen at a time covered with mustard and a dash of lime I eat my biscuits straight from the can Yea I know, I'm one heck of a man I trim my beard with a Bowie blade pick my nose with a garden spade brush my teeth with play box sand Yea I know, I'm one heck of a man I take my baths yea twice a year you can tell my soap is full of fear I make it a point to wash at least one hand Yea I know, I'm one heck of a man I wear my pants so they show my cheeks so you gals can take your peeks I flaunt my rolls over my waist band Yea I know, I'm one heck of a man I wear my clothes to match the fall brown or green I wear em all I change my socks when ever I can Yea I know, I'm one heck of a man I keep my hubcaps shiny and clean so the guys can see that I'm pure mean I’m proud my seats are filled

Crap Blogs
Sorry about that last one. I know it was crap. So, in lieu of offing myself in shame, I give you a dumb joke: Three sons left home, went out on their own and prospered. One day they met up and discussed the gifts they were able to give their elderly mother. The first said, "I built a big house for our mother." The second said, "I sent her a Mercedes with a driver." The third smiled and said, "I've got you both beat. You remember how Mom enjoyed reading the Bible? And you know she can't see very well any more. I sent her a remarkable parrot that recites the entire Bible. It took elders in the church 12 years to teach him. He's one of a kind. Mama just has to name the chapter and verse, and the parrot recites it." Soon thereafter, the mother sent out her letters of thanks: "Milton," she wrote one son, "the house you built is so huge. I live in only one room, but I have to clean the whole house." "Gerald," she wrote to another, "I am too old to travel any more. I spen

A Message Loud & Clear
I love her attitude Her passionate sense of purpose Her strong convictions Magnetic personality Her sensuality Oh yeah! She fills my life with laughter Brings forth the best in me She makes my heart sing My knees shake Makes my entire being -- vibrate Oh yeah!

Sex Life
1.) EVER SLEEP WITH A CO-WORKER? yes 2.) EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE? yes 3.) EVER LAUGH DURING SEX? yes 4.) EVER CRY DURING SEX? yes 5.) DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX? yes 6.) EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE? yes 7.) EVER FAKED AN ORGASM? no 8.) DIRTY TALK, OR SHUT THE FUCK UP? talk dirty to me 9.) EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX? yes 10.) EVER MASTERBATE TO YOUR FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER? yes 11.) EVER HAVE A ONE NIGHT STAND? yes 13.) EVER WATCH PORN DURING SEX? yes 14.) EVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ELSE DURING SEX? yes 15.) HAS THE CONDOM EVER BROKE? yes 16.) WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRISING SEXUAL EXPERIENCE? extreme flatulance 18.) WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE SEX WITH RIGHT NOW? the world except the troll .. well, and Nasty and KB ;) Ok so what happened to number 19???? 20.) ARE YOU HORNY NOW? always 21.) HOW MANY SEXUAL PARTNERS? quite a few 22.) DO YOU LIKE SEX IN THE CAR? yep 23.) DO YOU STILL TALK TO THE PERSON YOU LOST VIRGINITY TO? no 24.) EVER H

I Need More In My Buns
I don’t need a teeny weeny in my bun You know that a tube steaks more fun I could use a chunk of bacon To stop my daily achin But I don’t need a teeny weeny in my bun I don’t need a teeny weeny in my bun You know your not feeding a nun When they’re hot they often shrivel And get lost when squeezed or swiveled I don’t need a teeny weeny in my bun I don’t need a teeny weeny in my bun In my grill they’re the first ones that’s done It seems they never swell And often turn to jell I don’t need a teeny weeny in my bun I don’t need a teeny weeny in my bun If you have nothing bigger then run Now I know I seem atrocious And my passion is ferocious But I don’t need a teeny weeny in my bun Now I’ll accept a beefsteak A sausage or even two Friends are coming over To my cook out for food and brew

Unmade
Swirling, massing boiling hate, Ignoring arrogant, lonely fate, Twisting turning anguished face, Black tightening desolate space, Numbing, painful thrilling fears, Blinding Shattering silver tears, Heaven, light, distorted, crazy, Hellish visions, clear and hazy, Distil the clouds in the paralysed mind, Capturing light, nasty and kind, Find the darkness in yourself, Sitting, low on a broken shelf, Crying screaming frothing night, Trickling, Jaded flowing flight, Catalysts, oblivion sighing breath, Joyous laughing mocking death, Glorious delicious violent pain, Burning crystalline devil’s flame, Apocalypse, haunted futures seen, Skin, rotting, dying green, Inside colourful meaningless separate parade, Dancing as all things finally become unmade.

Another Poem
I'M SO HORNY i'm so horny i need cunt in my mouth ill be blunt suck my cock drink my cum stick my boner in your bum lick my balls and my dick get on top then ill stick my cock inside your warm vagina panacakes with aunt jamima pussy pops bondage chains pleasure pains ride the horsey grab the reins drive it in with doggystyle on your tongue i let it spill if you spit it i dont care at least i know that i was there if you swallow im in love your vulva fits me like a glove

Prove Me Wrong
Ok it's been about 3 years or so since I've written a song, and I'm a bit rusty at it. In addition I had to have a good friend of mine help me with this; thanks again for that Meg I really appreciate it!! :) Critizism is welcomed as always This week has been out to get me, out to get me... He's coming for me with haste I can only handle so much Before I just want to give up These walls are trapping me in, trapping me in... He's breathing down my neck I only have so much time Before my soul slowly cracks When will this nightmare end? When will a new chapter begin? So broken, betrayed, belittled, and bruised Bleeding inside... there's nothing to lose Headaches have rised... there's just nothing to lose I strive to prove if this is [right] Or will he steal me away tonight? The safety net failed, it's a long way to go Before rock bottom begins to show When will this nightmare end? When will a new chapter begin? So broken, betrayed, belittled, and bruised

Happy Valentines Day Everyone !!!! :))
UMM YEA ITS FREEZING HERE LOOOL 2-13-07 THIS WAS YESTERDAYS WINTER STORM BLIZZARD 2-13-07 Here we go again. For your warm Valentines Day celebration, may I recomend a trip to warm & cozy Indianapolis. We have all the loving things you will need. If u want to go Ice fishing, Snow sledding, Make Snowballs, Snowmen or Snow Angels, Slide as u drive, maybe even some bumber cars :)) or watch these crazy fools take a curve to fast & wreck. We have it allll. So come on up, We'll leave the light on 4 ya!!!!!!!!!! loool yessss, This is yesterdays weather here in Indiana.. Were still digging ourselves out & its FREEZING here. I just Wanted u to have a peek :)) "HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MY CT FAMILY & FRIENDS"Huggies, Debbie

Dear Tech Support Help!!!
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3,Football 5.0, Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , and golfing 3.6. I can\'t seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I\'m thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 ,but the uninstall doesn\'t work on Wife 1.0 . Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... _____________________________________ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Crea

Black Lace Panties
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I'm Sorry
look ppl this is for one person...she knows who she is.... I'm sorry for the pain i caused I'm sorry for the tears i made you cry I'm sorry for the lies i told I'm sorry that I'm not perfect I'm sorry that I'm not pretty I’m sorry for not being there when I said I would I’m sorry for causing so much trouble I’m sorry for always doing the wrong thing I'm sorry I'm a failure to you but i can't help being me. I’m sorry love you kellz

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