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Disrespect.
Apparently the common courtesy of respecting the fact that someone is dating/seeing someone else has all but been forgotten in today's society. What makes it worse is even when u claim to be or even an acquaintance of both members of the relationship. It appears that it it ok for colleagues and co-workers to continue to plot, scheme and hint and attempt to poke at the person you are trying to be with without a regard for anything but their own, self loathing selves. Does it make one feel good to do this? I mean, at the end of the day, that person goes back to who they are truly with, and you're either left with your dick or toy in your hand. Is is worth it? Or are some people just drama queen attention whores that get off on trying to make other peoples' lives fucked up. Just a random thought =]

~*kisses*~ - (in Memory Of)
its now been a year since i put my beloved kitty Kissy kat to sleep. i miss her so, and think of her often. hearts bring her to mind. when she was sick all i could think of were hearts. perhaps due to the recent valentines day but more so because she was such a sweet kitty, meant to be a momma but never was. i miss her laying on my leg without the assistance of her paws..just plain old flat belly laying. my other kitty misses her as well. still smells traces of her scent in things, and looks around wondering where her sister ran off to all this time. ive never felt the loss of someone close to me. it was quite the ordeal and lasted for months until March 1st. i noticed she was skinnier, but i wa stold she was just old.. then i notice dthe constant meowing..crying..and then i saw her fall over backwards while throwing up. it was the saddest thing ive ever seen. the process of her slowly losing herself. we had to feed her like a baby and rock her to sleep. i remember the night where i

Ooooo It's Revealing
1. Who were you with sat. night? Jose and a little buzzing buddy 2. What woke you up this morning? AS if I have been to bed 3. Where are you? Walkign through a garden of roses where the hell do you think I am 4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? All deoends on the drugs 5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? Kiss of death still count 6. When's the last time you cried? When 's the last time I smacked you 7. What were you doing at 10 last night? Trying to see how fast a vibrator will go before it's motor burns up ** Where are 8 & 9 ** 10. What were you doing at midnight? Trying to put the fire out on my sheets __The PAST round__ 11. Ever thrown up in public? No I only do that on the public 12. Ever thrown up from a rollar coaster or an amusement park? DO I look like the type to eat a roller coaster really? 13. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW? He smelled good up until . . . __The FUTURE round__ 14. Would you take a bullet for anyone? Well i

Oh, Happy Day!!
Apparently my mantra didn't work, school is canceled today! I'll deal. Dakota is already demonstrating his skills at Powerpoint for me - now that is just sad!! I haven't even figured that out yet. By the way, he's the 12 year old, lol!! Said something about learning how to do it in Keyboarding class at the Middle School. How things change over the decades, lmao!!!! Back to the weather! We've got rain and thunderstorms at the moment. Care to place bets on what comes down the Pike next?! Guess I'll provide updates today, lol! Gentlemen, place your bets!! I'm feeling a little punch drunk this morning. Went to bed a little early for me, so naturally I was awake at 1:30 a.m. Yep, I was online here at the TAP until about 3 a.m.! Amazing, I always meet new people when I show up at that hour, add a friend or two! Nice!! Kind of fun, actually. Yes, I am easily amused, lol! OK, I've started a small war here. Enough ESPN! I want music! Changed the channel to a Nine Inch Nails concer

Hhow To Syay In Love
HAVE A GREAT THURSDAY !! How To Stay In Love... FIND time to date. Time to be alone and tell each other of your love. You spent time alone at first...why did you quit? My wife and I get away alone every week. Just to refocus on each other. And to fall in love again. UNDERSTAND what delights the other and make it happen. "The romance is over," says Marlys Huffman, "when you see a rosebush and start looking for aphids instead of picking a bouquet." Does she like to be surprised by flowers? Does he have a favorite dish or activity? Does she enjoy spontaneous affection? Know what brings pleasure to your partner -- and delight him/her! NEVER forget why you got together in the first place. When you focus first on his faults you're not thinking about his strengths. When you're busy pointing out her imperfections, you're not enjoying those qualities that attracted you to her initially. Choose to appreciate that which first drew you together and your romance will grow.

Exhausted!!!
I am just exhausted! I have worked 14 hour days for the past 11 days straight. Today I have an important conference call to be on and then another late night meeting tonight to probably be my 12 day in a row of 12 hours or more work days. When I can I jump on here and say hi to those who send me shouts and messages. But, I am sure I don't see all the shouts for they drop off the bottom of the list. Well... I need to get ready to get to work. My ebook is coming along but I have not typed anything into it yet for the past 11 days. I have however been dictating the book into my micro-cassette recorder so I can type it later. And it is getting hot. So far my female characther has had an orgasm in the shower in the morning of the party, her husband has fingered into another one on her way to the hotel, she had another orgasm in the elevator on the way up to their room and I finished off my dictation with her having another orgasm on the private balcony 68 floors up... an

A Stang Owner's Manual.....lol
You know, I get a lot of inquiries on how to get, keep and properly maintain a Stang....truth be told, none of the above are an easy feat to accomplish but for those who want to "pre-read" the owner's manual...LOL, you're a glutton for punishment. One of the first things to always remember is that although a Stang is moderately priced, it's a luxury vehicle. The maintenance is high. Stangs don't require a lot of bells and whistles so to speak but do require a lot of attention. Lot's of polishing, rubbing and likes to be talked to. As easy on the eye as a Stang may be, strictly having one for appearance could cause you much embarassment. Stangs are one owner...lol and do not like the concept of being owned by collectors. If you are lucky enough to get a Stang, that's all you need. No need getting a classic Stang but insisting on trying to drive a Yugo....ha!!!! If you are caught trying to borrow, purchase or even test drive anything other than a Stang, your baby will brea

Racism
The following scene took place on a BA flight between Johannesburg and London. This is (supposedly) a true story. A White woman, about 50 years old, was seated next to a Black man. Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air Hostess. "Madam, what is the matter," the Hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it then?" she responded. "You placed me next to a Black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat." "Be calm please, " the Hostess replied. "Almost all the places on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another seat is available." The Hostess went away and then came back a few minutes later. "Madam, just as I thought, there are no other available seats in the Economy class. I spoke to the Captain and he informed me that there are also no seats in the Business class. All the same, we still have one seat in the First class." Before the woman could say anything, the Hostess continued: "It i

13 There's No Free Lunch
There's no free lunch that's one of my favorite sayings. It's a favorite not because it made things easier but that it said anything I got was going to be the result of my own effort. There are a bunch of sayings that go along those same lines and even though they're only sayings they work at keeping me within myself. When I spent time as a salesman at one point I started crashing through with a bunch of sales. What caused that was that I got in a decent mood and made a lot of calls, set up appointments and thus made sales. One of the sales managers came in to give me a pat on the back and asked just what caused the big surge. I tried to be modest and said I just got lucky. That sales manager had talked to my boss and learned about how I had been working hard and he gave me another great saying he'd learned when he was a new salesman, "The harder I worked the luckier I got." That will hold true with your fitness program. Think about that saying and think about it in a way wh

Ratings?
I was wondering, because I got a '1' from someone on a photo. I rate everyone 10's. Profiles, Pics, blogs, whatever. Not every one of everyone's pics are great and perfect.. but they are who we are, and noone is the same. Did I piss off some jealous person or something? It's just internet, I'm not a flirt, and I have no intent on here but to have fun and find people I relate to in the world.. Ever hear of treating others how you'd like to be treated? Or if you can't say anything nice, don't say ANYTHING at all? Just a vent...

Second Childhood
Second Childhood Forgive me for my gypsy soul And all my wandering ways Don't scold when I neglect the chores There will be other days. I must explore the mystery Of every pot of gold Hitch a ride on every rainbow Over every winding road. And follow every falling star When the moon is bright Meander through the daylight 'Till it turns into night. Ride the crest of every wave Dancing in the sea Like a child escapes in play Biding time, until eternity.

Failure...
For those of you who know, and for those of you who dont. Me, who has in college a 3.5 GPA and works her ass off to make ends meet failed my Cop school test. Yes me who studies atleast 3 hours a night, always says can't do something im studying. Failed with a 71. Passing is an 80. To make things worse my asshole of a classmate calls me to tell me that after i left everyone went back in the classroom to discuss scores. I was the only person who failed. She told me that she was upset because she made the lowest score of an 89 out of a smaller group in our class. We have like 13 people and she was upset because the highest gpa group which is like 6 people, she wasn't first in the class! Yeah ok im done with my ranting. Im upset that i failed and pissed. Oh yeah forgot to add, this test decided on who was staying in the class and who was dropped from the class. To take the course again it's like 400 bucks i dont have.

Work Work Work
hi all hope you are all having fun filled days. i have been told i have got my promotion at work which is fantastic, long hours and a bit more pay, (which is always useful) but its night work :( to celebrate this im going out tonight so interesting things may happen! on the plus side i have been told there are over 60 days of training to do!!!! any one say jolly!! any way have fun and take care tp

Day 3 Of A Very Long Road Ahead
Okay so here we are its day 3..... Not too many tears at least, should probably be day 4 but it is only day 3 because my ex had to wait a whole other day to tell me there was no chance in hell of us ever being back together. I am not doing too badly like i said, i've had the occational tear moment but for the most part i think i am coping okay... I wish i knew why the fuck mike has wedding bells up, that is so not helping my situation at all. It is actaully making me not want to even log into CT till they are gone because looking at them makes me hurt. I still have not picked up the phone or bothered to text message my ex. I've been attempting to be busy with duties and some sort of attempt at friends but it is not going the way i wish it was. Cleaned out supply just to re-do everything just to keep my mind occupied for a point in time, nearly done and my mind is exactly where it shouldnt be. I prayed to god last night, to show me the road i am suppost to take, and to

Searching Belgium People
this is a blog for Belgium people all over the world to get to know each other. So if you are from Belgium or you know someone from Belgium, you tell them over this blog. So Guys and girls from our little country say something. This is a place where you can say evrything you like and ofcourse you can say it in flamish to. It is nice to meet you all. greetings Koen

There Are Times
The only time I get like this is when I see unfair things and I am just a little sore that I was up all night long, and watched 10 people nail that page time after time, I was going to be happy with third but then it became personal I should say that I am sorry to Blood N Gore my last blog was an attack on him and that was not fair he is a friend of mine if he reads this I hope he expects my apologizes... Im so stressed today and I took my crap out on this contest I'm not like that really so read the other post with a grain of salt whatever happens I will walk away knowing that I make a good morph for the others my friends I want to be in the mafia and I will continue to help other on their contest no matter what ..peace.

Wants
I want a man that every guy wants to be just because he's with me. I want to be that woman that every girl wants to be just because of the man I am with. I want to be apart of the couple that everybody wants to be. I want a man who knows he can't find anybody better. I want a man who's best for me and I can't do any better. I want the man who will treat Bryson like his own child. I want a man that can be a father figure and a good male role model for him. I want a man who wants the whole package, faults and all. By Abigail AkA BlondeAquarius

My First Entry !!! - Africa & The N Word
This is going to be long..doubtful anyone will read this...but I'm doing this, more so for me, than for anyone else. I already have a Yahoo 360 Blog. But I just felt like putting some General Bullshit into here as well. My Yahoo 360 Blog is like the antithesis of dearth. There is so much bullshit in there that you could get lost in it. Anyway, There was someone's blog, on Yahoo, that I was reading, about a week ago...he posted an entry about "The N word." Now, he didnt write the article, itself. He had found it somewhere on the web and had posted it to his site. I saw, what I thought to be a few inaccuracies in the article and decided to point them out. Really, my only problem with the whole post, just stemmed from some historical distortions. Which was a paragraph, at best. So, I decided to comment on his page with some of my own opinions, concerning his post. I suppose I should Just copy and paste the article in here first...and then after that..I'll paste my own

Taking A Break
I got a few "where are your pics" messages. I'm just going to take a few days.. concentrate on work.. plus David will be here this weekend.. and also concentrate on myself and what I need. Over the last couple months, I've been going back into my "cave" and hidin a lot. I wouldn't say I am sad... it has more a feeling of being lost. I have friends that I have chatted with for years asking where I am and what is wrong. I get in those thinking moods and I keep my conversations to just a few people. So what do I think about? Life.. love... work.. the usual stuff. And I think a bit about who I am and whether I am really accomplishing anything. I wonder if the changes I have gone through have made me a better person.. a better friend. It hasn't helped being at home so much. Working at home really isn't as perfect as you might think. My ankle swells and hurts like H### if I go out and do much, so I stay home.. and sit in front of the computer day and night. I just need a fe

Oh Man!
the episode of the cosby show where raven symone first appeared is on right now! she was the most adorable little girl ever! gosh! it just makes me want to hug her sooo much haha she was 3 1/2....so great. i love this show. bill cosby is the best.

Net Safety
I was just In a debate with my Momma the other night about the Internet. She feels that the Internet is a dangerous place for others to meet new people, etc... She is always bring up incidents shes watched on the news coverage on her T.V. about how another person has been harmed, or ripped off, or killed even, from hooking up with someone they met on the net. I grow tired of the News Media of today on how they exploit the bad happenings the drive home a fear of conspiracies so to catch attention for ratings. It is a fact that the vast majority of abductions are done outside the Internet... From stalkers in bars, neighborhoods, etc... It is just that the Media knows that the attention is on the net, so there going to highlight any tragedy that might happen threw the Internet. Even Identity Theft is done grossly threw perpetrators going threw trash an snagging any recite left over with enough information intact... And the vast majority is done from with IN the banking institute

Oooo I Went Shopping
I went shopping and bought some new shoes!! I am not a HUGE shoe fanatic - well, I didn't used to be - always very conservative in my footwear.. I am slowly becoming a obsessed with them. I bought 2 pair today - they are by far the HOTTEST shoes I have ever owned. I actually think I am in LOVE with my shoes. I wore them around the house, tried on different outfits with each pair - even wore them while cooking! They are HIGH HIGH heels - one pair has the string that wraps around my legs the other is a pair of open toed platform mules (look it up guys :P ) the fabric part is white and red gingham. I WILL be taking pictures of these - they make my legs look a MILLION miles long. I am over 6ft tall in them. They make me want to go out :P

Humm
religeion is just a saying to make people to hate one another, live life to the fullest, and have no regret's. it's all dark and underworld life some of us live, but it's about being urself and doing thing's you enjoy, and the moon is my power, and give's me energy.

Just Song Lyrics
The originals are always better .. damn censorship and the radio Akon I wanna fuck you Lyrics (featuring: Snoop Dogg) Konvict...Music...and you know we Up front. I see you windin n grindin up on that pole, I know u see me lookin' at you and you already know I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know Girl... Money in the air as mo feel grab you by your coat tail take you to the motel, hoe sale, dont tell, wont tell, baby say I dont talk dogg but she told on me, oh well, take a picture wit me, what the flick gon do, baby stick to me & ima stick on u, if u pick me then ima pick on you, d-o-double g and im here to put this dick on you, I'm stuck on pussy and yours is right, rip ridin and them poles and them doors is tight and ima get me a shot for the end of the night 'cause pussy is pussy and baby ur pussy for life. I see you windin n grindin up on that pole, I know u see me lookin' at you and you already

Grumpy
Maybe I'm just becoming a grumpy old man, but all these contest,radio lounge, and family bulletins are starting to get on my nerves. It seems that's all the bulletins are these days. Makes me almost wish for all the "Am I Hot" or "Would You Do Me" bulletins. The measure of whether or not someone is your friend shouldn't be based on if they post 500 comments on a pic of yours or not. Being someone's friend should be based on how well you get along, which requires talking and getting to know each other. Seems some people get so caught up in these contests they don't even have time to get to know the people on their friends list. Now these contests for 10,000 or 20,000 or 25,000 comments to win blasts or whatever are only making things worse. Lost Cherry/Cherry Tap used to be a site where everyone was welcome and everyone enjoyed getting to know everyone. Now all these families only serve to segregate things. Why can't we be just one big Cherry Tap family? Why the need for all

The Great Wall Of America
The great wall of America Can someone please tell me why its a bad idea to secure our borders. A lot of people have been complaining about this wall that is going to be put up on the Mexican and U.S. borders but I for one don't see the problem with securing our borders. You see there is a lot more to this wall then just stopping Illegal immigrants from coming in. Did you forget that drug runners use the same borders to bring in their drugs to the U.S. (we are not talking just about weed here, it is reported that more then 60 % of hard drugs in the U.S. come from Mexico) and in Southern Texas people are reporting often seeing the Mexican military (tanks, jeeps, and foot troops) on the other side of the border. Or what about the kids that were reported missing from Arizona and were found in Mexico, those kids had been kidnapped by one of Mexico's drug cartels and taken into Mexico for child porn (thanks to Interpol some of the kids were brought back home). So at least see dr

Dear Ladies (from Us Guys)
Don't assume that guys won't care where you are, because we do. ____________________________________________________ IT MAKES US FEEL SO SECURE TO KNOW THAT OUR GIRLFRIEND ISNT OFF FLIRTING WITH GUYS WE'VE NEVER HEARD OF!! ____________________________________________________ Also, don't talk about your ex-boyfriends. We never have, nor ever will respect or like them, nor do we want to hear about them. When you do, you're asking your boyfriend to be jealous. You're asking your boyfriend to lose trust. ____________________________________________________ We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. ________________________________________

What We Do For Love
If a man or a lady can not have fun and can not get along Leave each other. There are more love in the world then any one can think of. No Man Nor lady needs to live in hell. Just cause they think they are in love. Love does not mean to beat the hell out of any one. That is hate. So Why is it ladies stay with there Crazy nut case Boyfriends and husbands if they treat you this why? I do not and will not understand

Images Of You....poem
Images Of You As I sit in my lonely room my heart aches my head feels so empty and the eyes of my soul see just images of you. As I fall asleep in my cold bed my heart beats faster my head feels at ease and the eyes of my soul see just images of you. As I sleep and my bed is warm my heart is there with yours my head feels your kisses and the eyes of my soul see just images of you. As we make love in the night my heart feels your love my head feels your love and the eyes of my soul see only images of you.

Concentrated Crazy
Ok i fucking accidently deleted the first one. Anyway I just wanted to say that this area, the blog area is my place for my extra concentrated crazy. I may be in the mood for Lord Byron most especially "when we to parted" which is my favorite, other poets or String Theory M etc. But in general whatever is running through my mind at the moment I would love to share with everyone and at the same time keep in mind that each thing appeals to different people. But what I am getting at here is that I understand that it is crazy and unorganized and I personally like it that way, so far I have had no complaints probably out of people being polite but no matter please enjoy my craziness, I am weird and I intend to continue with this. I just wanted to give an explanation. To those who read, rate, or comment on my blogs I appreciate your support and I will keep them coming. Love Jami

How I Will Die
You scored as Disappear. Your death will be by disappearing, probably a camping trip gone wrong or an evening hike you never returned from. Always remeber that one guy who was hiking alone and got in a rock slide. He could have died, but he cut his own hand off to save himself. Don't end up like him (or worse, dead).Gunshot100%Disappear100%Natural Causes80%Cut Throat67%Stabbed67%Accident53%Disease33%Suicide33%Drowning33%Poison33%Bomb

You Told Me So!!!!!
AS MANY OF YOU KNOW MY WIFE WAS INJURED IN IRAQ, HAD SURGERY AND HAS BEEN WAITING TO FIND OUT IF SHE WILL BE COMING HOME FOR REHAB. WELL SHE FOUND OUT THAT SHE WOULD BE LEAVING SUNDAY IRAQI TIME. WHICH MADE ME HAPPY.......WAIT HOLD THE PHONE HER COMPANY COMMANDER INFORMED HER TODAY THAT SHE WAS TO REMAIN IN KUWAIT AND ORDERED HER NOT TO GET ON THAT PLANE THAT SHE WOULD BE RETURNED TO HER UNIT AND ASSUME HER PREVIOUS DUTIES AND THAT SHE WILL BE TAKEN CARE OF AND BEABLE TO REHAB THERE IN IRAQ. NOW IM NOT ALL THAT EDUCATED BUT SOMETHING DOESNT SMELL RIGHT AT THE SEWER DRAIN. CAN THIS BE FUCKIN HAPPENING, WHAT IDIOT GAVE A UNIT COMMANDER THAT MUCH CONTROL OVER A PERSON'S HEALTH, LIVELYHOOD AND CAREER. THE DOCTORS DO NOT EVEN KNOW IF HER LEG WILL HEAL DUE TO HER AGE LET ALONE IF THE PINS AND PLATES WILL ADHEAR TO THE BONE AND THIS FUCKER WANTS HER TO RETURN TO DUTY NOT BEING ABLE TO WEAR HER KEVLAR(helmet)HER I.B.A (individual body armor) OR CARRY HER WEAPON. SO NOT ONLY IS HE PUTTING H

The Insanity Will Continue!!
School has been canceled, again! We have what is called a Blowing Snow Warning, not bad enough for a Blizzard Warning, but bad enough, lol! The weather wizards are predicting another 6 inches of snow. The snowmobilers think they have died and gone to Snowmobile Heaven!! Nice layer of ice under that snow, too. Hope all the elderly stay at home! This includes my Mom and Dad, who would cheerfully kill me for thinking they are elderly, lol! Note to Sweet Pea: Please, do not tell them I said this!!!! We, and this is the Royal "we", do not wish to be dealing with broken hips in the family! I will need to take a few more breaks from the computer today! My eyesight went downhill in a hurry yesterday. Seems that staring at the computer screen is less than optimal for the eyes! When I finally disconnected yesterday, it was a little crazy! Everything at a distance was totally and I mean totally blurry!! WTF!? (This is slowly becoming one of my favorite expressions, as you can tell.) So, I

So Excited.
Greek archaeologists find Hera statue THESSALONIKI, Greece - A 2,200-year-old statue of the goddess Hera has been found built into the walls of a city under Mount Olympus, home of Greece's ancient gods, archaeologists said on Thursday. The headless marble statue was discovered last year during excavations in the ruins of ancient Dion, some 53 miles southwest of Thessaloniki. Archaeologist Dimitris Pantermalis said the life-sized — by human dimensions — statue had been used by the early Christian inhabitants of Dion as filling for a defensive wall. He said the 2nd century B.C. find appeared to have originally stood in a temple of Zeus, head of the ancient Greek gods — whose statue was found in the building's ruins in 2003 and after whom Dion was named. "We have reached the conclusion that the statue of Hera stood next to that of Zeus in the temple," said Pantermalis, a Thessaloniki University professor who has headed excavations at Dion for more than three decades. Hera was the

From The...
From the deepest part of my being, comes a greatness. A beauty. Something that is real and awesome. From the deepest part of my soul is a gift. A reality. A newness. The ability to feel and heal with words of pure understanding. From the most private part of my heart lies the ability to feel emotion. So many different ones. Oh how they have made me who I am today.

The Stronger Me
Recollections that come from the past. A feeling of life as if in a cast. This pain has to cease, it no longer can last. My burdens of worry, how they come fast. Its time to let go one step at a time. I need this release to soon be mine. I need inside to begin to feel fine. Today is the day that I draw that line. Between me and me, the two that I see. One good and one bad. One must go free. Its real what I feel, these feelings in me. Its time for this man in himself to believe. For so long my life was thought as a curse. By feeling like that, it only got worse. The reason for living defined was my thirst. Its time to learn how to put things I need first. As flesh is to flesh and eyes are to sight. The weak in my life must finally take flight. Instead of all wrong, I must see whats all right. If I use my mind, then I will soon win this fight. This battle within that keeps coming again. It is time for

T He Dentist
A man goes to a dental surgeon to have a tooth pulled. The dentist pulls out a freezing needle to give the man. "No way! No needles! I hate needles!" the patient said. The dentist starts to hook up the laughing gas and the man again objects. "I can't do the gas thing - the thought of having the gas mask on is suffocating to me!" The dentist then asks if the man has any objection to taking a pill. "No objection", the patient says, "I am fine with pills". The dentist left for a moment and when he returned, says "Here is a Viagra tablet." The patient says, "Wow - I didn't know the V-Pill worked as a pain killer!" "It doesn't," said the dentist, "but it will give you something to hold onto when I pull out your tooth."

Oh Kennedy - Clinton - Bad Moves
i would like to have presidents kennedy and clinton in the room - you both did well on a few domestic issues, but what the fcuk were you thinking? that either of you were bigger than the office jack! running with mafia!? i realize you got the womanizing thing honestly, but damn! discretion! you didn't get the chance to mumble the rhetorical, "e'tu brute"...anyway, bill! getting head in the oval office...as our countries finest were losing their lives around the world - tomorrows ridicule will be well deserved

Your Life Path Number
Your Life Path Number is 3 Your purpose in life is to express your unique self. You are a creative and artistic person with an interesting view on life. Witty and outgoing, you enjoy sharing your crazy ideas with anyone who will listen. A total social butterfly, you're the life of any party. In love, you inspire and enchant your partner. You are often an object of fantasy and desire. While you are very talented, you sometimes lack the ambition to put your talents in play. And while your wit carries you a long way, you occasionally use it to mask your true feelings. Your natural abilities can bring you all the success in the world ... if you let themWhat Is Your Life Path Number?

Wtf
+How can GOROD(Technical Death from France. Oooohh, sounds delectable, YA?!)have never made any official music videos? WHAT GIVES?! They are the BEST Death Metal Band to me so far. Formally known as Gorgasm, and have the SICKEST female drummer on the fvcking planet. Who has ever heard of this band? Holler at me please, folks. I need help finding a music video or an mp3 or SOMETHING.+

Have A Great Day And Weekend
HI ALL.. NOT MUCH TIME BUT WANTED TO WISH YOU ALL A AWESOME DAY AND WEEKEND.. GRANDSON TURNED 6 AND GOING TO HAVE HIS FRIST BIRTHDAY WITH FRIENDS FROM SCHOOL WHICH IS AT MY HOUSE.. SO ITS EXCITING.. ;).. SO BE BACK NEXT WEEK.. WHEN THINGS ARE MORE CALMED DOWN.. THANKS FOR ALL MY GOOD FRIENDS.. WHO ALWAYS KEEP IN TOUCH.. EVEN THOU NOT ON A LOT AND CANT ALWAYS CHAT OR E MAIL.. TRUE FRIENDS ARE THE BEST.. AND MEAN MORE ...AND I THINK WE ARE RICH WHEN WE DO HAVE A FEW GOOD ONES TAKE CARE AND HAVE A FUN WEEKEND.. HGUSS AND LOVE ALWAYS GERI.,. KEEP IN TOUCH NOW.. Hosted by CherryTagz.com

Quitting Cherrytap
This could be the last I'm doing on CherryTAP. I'm seriously considering quitting. I do this with pain in my heart. I have met some wonderful people I will never forget. But I'm a bit fed up. Big Brother is watching you and being called a "spammer" is the last drop to fill the bucket for me. I will sleep my decision over. So maybe I'll be back again - with serious doubts - or this is my last sign of life over here. If someone wants to get in contact with me: Dear friends have my e-mail-address, otherwise the address on my space is http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=101330854 If I'm not coming back: I wish you all the best. Sorry to leave. Love and Peace, Albert

Dreams At Work
** Ok so this one was a dream or so that I had at work one night** 1st of all they all seemed to link together in some puzzle sort of way. I don't think I have ever had this happen to me before, and I am like the queen of fucked up dreams. But, these were different somehow, they seemed to tell a story of some sort. They all occurred at the fire station, I guess because that is where I was at when I was sleeping? But I could be wrong on that one though. Anyhow, the first one started with me in the day room which is where I spend most of my evenings there. I was sitting on the couch when I heard people come in downstairs. I got up and went down to see who it was, which is odd because I normally do not care. But when I got out the door it was a totally different place than the actual station but I knew that was where I was, ya know what I mean? So, I seen these firemen walking around and getting out brushes and buckets, these weren't the actual firemen from the station, I have no

Panties!!!
A woman was unhappy with the way her laundry was done at the local Chinese Laundry, so she wrote a note and put it in the bag with the next collection of soiled clothes : 'USE MORE SOAP ON PANTIES!' She got the clean laundry back, and was still dissatisfied with the results, so the following week she enclosed another note: 'USE MORE SOAP ON PANTIES!' The Chinese laundryman became very annoyed, and when her clean laundry was delivered, it contained a note from HIM: 'I USE PLENTY SOAP ON PANTIES!!! USE MORE PAPER ON ASS!!'

Yep You Like Them
Ok so time to bitch about the girls who dont give blow jobs. First of all, cmon on gals, ya know deep down you really want to, hehehe. Were you, my friends, aware that there are gals out there who still refuse to give a blow job? Yeah blew my mind too! Apparently the gals I know just arent that damn uptight, imagine that!! Alright, let me start again by saying this is all me, no one else just me, that I think, what I believe, etc. Now, I have to place here that yes I am guilty of not being able to perform at times due to jaw issues. Yeah as yall know I had my jaw fractured/broken working at the bar and it makes it hard to open my mouth very wide anymore. But, I do what I can when I can . . . And enjoy it too dammit. So, now back to the gals who are just too fucking closed minded to entertain the idea of a cock in their mouth. What exactly is the problem? Cleanliness? Ok so if you are worried about him being clean, do it in the fucking shower. Wash him yourself. Geez, most men

Whore (poem)
In my mind I still see you Feel all the shit I went through This is the last tear I'll shed Get the fuck out of my head You have driven me insane And I'll never be the same You're everything I despise I hate you for all your lies These feelings I cannot hide Raging from the pain inside Hurts like a mother fucker To think you were my lover Someone save me for god's sake I have had all I can take In your face I want to scream You brought an end to my dream Love you were only a whore You'll make me suffer no more

Things That Suck!!
Hi all my friends this is about Things That Suck. number 1. myspace, why because way to many young girls and boys online with profiles that parents dont know about and way to many perves looking for some 1 to get a hold of thats not right at all. number 2. cheaters, as in men and women im not saying all do it but there are some out there that do and it makes it hard to find true love and also trust of course we all want some 1 to love and care for but it makes it hard to love and trust when soo many are messin around. number 3, children, its hard to think that kids can be treated soo bad in school from school mates and even some teachers and also even principles at times when. I went to school wich was many many moons now of course sence im 35 times was tough but not like now these days it seems like its all about money and grades sometimes they even pass students before any 1 else thats not right either school should not be competion it use to be about fun and learning now se

Goodbye
HOW DO YOU SAY GOODBYE TO SOMEONE YOU BARLY KNOW?TODAY ME AND MY WIFE WERE HIT WITH A TRADEGY WHEN HER AUNT PASSED AWAY IN HER SLEEP.I REALLY DIDNT KNOW HER BUT WHAT DID KNOW SHE WAS THE KINDST SWEETEST WOMEN I HAVE MET IN A LONG TIME SHE WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR ANYONE SHE COULD.SHE MAD A IMPACT ON MY LIFE LIKE NO ONE EVER HAS. MY MIND IS HEAVY AND MY HEART WEAK WITH SORROW I WILL NEVER RECOVER FROM THE EMPTYNESS IN MY HEART THAT I FEEL RIGHT NOW SHE WAS A GREAT AND CARING WOMEN BUT NOW SHE IS GONE AND GREATER THEN SHE EVER COULD BE ON THIS EARTH.SHE WILL BE MISSED BY ALL THAT KNEW HER ESPECALLY ME SO I FIND MYSELF TRIN TO ANSWER A QUESTION THAT I DONT KNOW HOW TO.HOW DO I SAY GOODBYE TO SOMEONE I HARDLY KNEW?I GUESS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW HOW GOODBYE AUNT LINDA I LOVE YOU AND I WILL MISS U. THIS BLOG IS DEDICATED TO THE MEMORY OF LINDA MORANDO YOU WILL BE MISSED BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN

Entry # 3
Dear Laura, I know that it must seem awkward writing this after your passing, but for some unknown reason I feel that it is appropriate. I just want you to know that it hurts not having you in my life anymore and that you're still the first and last thing I think about each day. I only wish that things had worked out between us. It was three years ago on this day when you divorced me. I remember it like it had just now happened. I was stationed over in Okianawa and was finally able to bring you over from the United States to live with me. We planned to do so many things. Then two days after you arrived I deployed and went off to war. From that day on things just weren't the same. It would be months between letters and phone calls. During that time all I could think about was coming home to you. I remember you crying each time we spoke over the phone. Finally the day came when I was supposed to return home. It was a joyous moment for both of us. Everything was going to return to

Damn!!!!! I Am Horny
I have had some fairly wild sexual dreams during the night while sleeping. I must be subconsiously thinking of tonight's date with my husband. I want all of his senses to be on overload tonight ... be prepared to send him higher than he has ever been for with sensual and sexual splendor. I need to begin planning our night all day today. I am going to be getting LOTS of candles and create the perfect ambiance in our bedroom with the dimly lit light of at least 50 candles encircling our bed. I will be shaving my legs (and higher) so that my husband will be able to feel the smoothness of my leg (and lips) without the texture of stubble and he licks and kisses every inch of me. I will also make sure that my skin is very smooth and soft to the touch and slightly fragrant to his senses by smoothly applying just enough skin cream to heighten the experience. I know he is going to be shaving his most private of areas for me, so that I can lick and kiss every inch of him to with out

Canada Deals With Currency Counterfeiting Threats
(Disclaimer: The conterfeiting thing is real.. the money I am sorry to say... isn't. And, I recieved this in an email, thought I'd share it with you) Darned clever,these Canadians? Perhaps America and Europe should consider changing their currencies too. Due to the global war on terrorism, many terrorist organizations have had their finances frozen. Consequently, they have resorted to counterfeiting. The Canadians have decided to redesign their currency to prevent the radical Muslims from even touching it! It is also hoped that this will have a positive effect on tourism : Muslim terrorists have to kill themselves if they see a naked woman, those Canadians always find the solution! Must be the pure water up there in the North(the water in the rye whiskey eh!) Don't you just love the Canuks.

A Lonely Soul
I RECEIVED THIS POEM ON MY SPACE FROM A SPECIAL FRIEND AND I THOUGHT I'LL SHARE IT WITH YOU HOPE YOU'LL LIKE IT... A lonely soul sits waiting, in the cold autumn sun. Too faithful to leave, Too frightened to run. She's been here for days now, with nothing to do. But sit all alone, waiting for you. She's sure you'll come back, and that's why she stays. How long will she suffer? How many more days? Her heart has grown weak, her soul can not cry. She's sick now from loneliness, and falls with a sigh. She lays down her head, and closes her eyes. Oh, I wish you could see, how a lonely soul dies..

Favorite Things
Well you can't have an "All About Me" section without listing some favorites. So here are a few of mine: Favorite Quotes: "I do not wish to treat friends daintily but with the roughest of courage. When they are real they are not glass threads or frost work but the solidest things we know" RWE "The surest way to corrupt a youth is to instruct him to hold in higher esteem those who think alike than those who think differently." Nietzsche Favorite Drinks: Caramel Machiatto (coffee), Cosmos or strawberry margaritas, Dom Perignon, Vitamin Water- vitamin C. Favorite Foods: Shredded beef enchiladas (preferably while I'm in Mexico), Filet mignon, cheese tortillini, and cheesecake. Favorite Junk Foods: Godiva champagne truffles, Resses, Butterfinger, Jalepeno flavored Jelly Belly Jelly Beans, and Habanero flavored Doritios. Favorite Fictional Series: Beauty trilogy by Anne Rice, and Anita Blake vampire hunter series by Laurell K. Hamiltion. Favorite Cities: Portland (Or

For Everyone I Know Here
When we come to the edge of the light we know, and are about to step off into the darkness of the unknown, of this we can be sure .. Either God will provide something solid to stand on or .... We will be taught to fly. 10 Roses for You. You are receiving these roses because you are a special person! Each rose symbolizes a special wish from me to you. One Rose for Long Friendship One Rose for Unconditional Love One Rose For Financial Wealth One for Everlasting Happiness One for Success One for Knowledge One for Beauty, inner and outer One for Family One for Honesty And the last one for a long and healthy life Send this to all your friends expecting nothing in return but just know you told someone today how you feel about them. It is better to give then recieve Have a great day *smiles*

Doh!
So, I had ordered the new dipstick for my van that the mechanic in Stroudsburg told me he still had. I went to the dealership this morning to pick it up. Paid my $13.06. Walked out the door to install it. The hole I would have SWORN it went into was not the right place. I start looking all around. Don't see it. Then I remember that it is supposed to be under my radiator hose. I take a look. The goddamn original is still there. WTF???? So, I ended up throwing the old one out and replacing it with the new one. Can you say blonde moment?

Morphs
As many of you know i closed down the Darkmoon Family.. so now i have more timeon my hands to do the things i enjoy. A lot of peole have requested i make morphs for them.. heres the problem.. i cant remeber who asked..lol more of you than me so if you would like me to make u one leave me a message and ill get back to you

Native Tongue
It was a balmy texas afternoon, looking out over the vast acreage she felt a burning desire to ride,... something about being in the wind pleased her to the core. Its been to long that she has had to tend to this land on her own, but her will, and stregth refused to give up she would not lose that which she has worked so hard for. It was un heard of in these times a widowed woman refuseing to re marry or even date devoting herself to almost 300 acres of farm land so close the the Native tribes yet to be discoverd. But it didnt matter to Barbaba, this was her solitude, this and her mare storm..together they were un stoppable. She walked to the stabble feling the heat from the afternoon sun beat down on her tanned flesh...storm as always greated her knowing soon they would be in the wind. But this day would be different, she looked at the saddle, and back at storm storking the mares neck and patting him...what do you say storm..you feel up to bare back today..storm shaling his head as

Goodbye
Hi everyone, I just want to thank all the people i have got to know on this site i really have had a load of fun getting to know you, but i still find this site quite frustrating at times with the stndards of nsfw pics and trying to force ppl to post salute pics, i have been on 99.9 for over 2 weeks because i wont post a salute so i am leaving in protest to go to another site. So i salute u cherry tap u can stick ur salutes up ur arse.... i am out of here cindy xoxoxoxoxoxox

Guardian Angel
I will be your guardian angel my dear friends,For everone needs at least one angel,And I will be yours,you do not have to ask me,for friends really are angels in disguise,We watch over one another take care of each other,Make sure that you are safe,If you are looking for An Angel you have one right here,Angels take you underneath their wings and protect you,And i will be your guardian angel.

:)
Easy. Wanta do something fun? Get that picture to 500 comments and ill give you a vic gift get it too 1000 and ill give you 2 vic gifts get it to 2500 and ill give you 3 vic gifts and a big pimpin gift and a pimp out bulletin. get it to 6000 and ill give you a REAL prize, ill send you a cd, up to 20 dollars. Of your choice off of bestbuy.com :) Repost please.

What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy
You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!Rocker, Mosher100%Goth80%Emo40%Prepy30%Trendy10%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev10%Skater0%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

Difficult Call Today!!!!
I knew with I started this job the day would come that I would have to handle a death investigation involving a child or adolescent individual. Well today was that day. I got the call this afternoon of a 3yo girl involved in a serious accident. On my way there, I was working myself into the call. I know I give off the persona of this gruff take it on the cuff guy that never lets things get to him... well today got to me. I will get passed this, don't worry about me... I just need some time! A message I have for anyone that reads this... DON'T take your kids for granted... HUG THEM every chance you get!!! You just never know when an accident is going to happen.

Damn Women Drivers!
This morning on the freeway, I looked over to my left and there was a WOMAN in a brand new Cadillac doing 65 mph with her face up next to her rear view mirror putting on her eyeliner. I looked away for a couple seconds and when I looked back she was halfway over in my lane, still working on that makeup. As a man, I don't scare easily, but she scared me so much; I dropped my electric shaver, which knocked the donut out of my other hand. In all the confusion of trying to straighten out the car using my knees against the steering wheel, it knocked my cell phone away from my ear which fell into the coffee between my legs, splashed, and burned Big Jim and the Twins, ruined the damn phone, soaked my pants, and disconnected an important call. Damn women drivers!

Freddie
I received a call this morning that my father in law passed away at 4:30am. He lost his battle with Lung Cancer. About 5 years ago Freddie was diagnosed and has battled the disease with a dignity and strength that has amazed me. There have been so many close calls over the years that when this one came about I expected him to pull through like he always did. Over the past couple weeks I kept meaning to go visit him but life kept getting in the way... work, family yadda yadda yadda. I will be honest... I was scared to go see him. I loved Fred like my own father and he was a big part of my life but I still felt uncomfortable about divorcing his stepson. I felt like he would look at me differently and be disappointed .. Or that because I was no longer with Don I had to sever my ties with the rest of the family. The fact is I was being stupid. I should have been there to say goodbye but I will need to just remind myself of all the times I was there for him during his life. I guess my w

Thou Shall Not Covet My Tools!!!
I just have to make this clear. I like powertools! It never ceases to amaze me that every single man that I get involved with messes with my powertools and then either steals them, doesn't take care of them properly or just ruins them. In case you haven't figured it out yet, I'm not talking about sex toys! Yes, I have those too and use them quite often because some bastards just can't leave my tools alone so I don't even bring men around the house where they can even see my tools. lol Even when they have their own set of tools, they like my tools because I will spend the money to get good tools while they have the "crappy, cheap tools!" For example, my friend Chris borrowed my hydraulic jack with the stands to work on his buddy's truck. I haven't seen it again so I had to buy another one. gggggggrrrrrrrrr! He also put my stand up aircompressor in storage so it wouldn't get stolen and I haven't seen it again. He used my 96 piece tool set to help my son work on his truck and

Reason
I don't want this, not anymore, I don't want to feel lost, I don't want to feel like, there is something I am missing. I'm too old for this and way way too angry with this turn of events. I can change this, I know I own this, I know I know I know. is knowledge enough? I rely so much on fierce intellect, and it leaves me empty. Truth shouldn't feel hollow, because I love it, and love should never be cold, I feel the science of the world, the reason, don't freeze me out here, Remind me of the warm heart of it all, remind me that science means knowing how the heart beats, how and why we cry, remind me that reason has a meaning.

Heat Wave {erotic}
Eyes glazed over With liquid passion Soft voices call out Gentle murmurs of love Fiery tongues explore Aching bodies of warmth As velvety softness meets Up with rigid hardness Nimble fingertips delve Into dark honey patches As clothes get pulled off And thrown into a Crumpled pile on the floor Kiss swollen lips crush Down on one another tongues wildly dart into eager mouths And caress slowly Dancing together Passion consumes Our hungry bodies As we tangle each other And surf on our wave Of intoxicating pleasure And plunge over the edge Only to fall into the oblivion Of exploding fireworks PennWritre © 2002

Stupid Little Girls
So my bf and I posted the same salute picture, and some silly little girl rated him low AND made asinine comments. How sad is that, when you have to be a bitch about someone you don't even know. Fun stuff here :) And I thought the drama was back at Myspace LOL

What The Fuck Ever Dude!
Ok. so recently i hooked up with a guy for what I assumed (apparently mistakenly) was just a good time. So we meet a couple times, things go well (really well :) ). So a couple days later he emails me and wants to know if we can hook up for a 3some, and i tell him no. I don't hear from him again so i assume (again, apparently mistakenly) that that was that. Friday he has his little drunk friend call me for...well, i'm really not sure why. I can HEAR the man in the background telling his buddy what to say. So last night i text this mysterious number and tell them to try it again sober sometime. Well, Mr. 3some gets all pissy and texts me back, wants to know why i'm gettin cute with his friend. THEN proceeds to tell me things like: "you ended us when i saw your new boy toy on your page." and "i know your fucking him cause the pic is of him on your bed." WHAT THE FUCK?!?!? He also wants to know why i didn't respond to his emails. When i inform him i didn't get any, he calls me a lia

Our Date Last Night
Our date did not go as planned at all... our son did not find any of his friends who were home to go and spend the night. But we did end up in bed last night and watched a Ginger Lynn flick and I played with his cock while he lightly played with my clit through the material a very sexy pair of panties. To make a long story short (only because I have a pounder of a headache this morning) he ripped my panties off and got down between my legs while I masturbated and he kissed my thighs and licked them and then licked my pussy lips while I was pleasuring myself. He then kissed my fingers as I played with my lips and clit. He darted his tongue over my clit and deep inside of me. He entered me with his finger and I do remember saying "oh yes" as his fingers entred me. He found my G-spot and within about 30 seconds he had me rocking and rolling all over the mattress as he made me have continuous waves of orgasmic heaven. While he ate me he reached up with his left hand and

I'm Such A Bad Friend
So I have all you people on my friends list and I know I never stop by to leave comments and stuff. I usually only do If I really find it necessary ya know? People get so mad when they bust their ass to leave comments and get nothing in return. I find that amusing in a way. It's the internet and so many people have so many other things to do. Yes, I sometimes feel bad that I don't spend much time on some friends pages. I show my love by looking and commenting on pics. Sorry, I love pictures. Leaving comments "just because" can get pretty exhausting and ends up being a waste of time. I hope that the friends I have know that you are all on my list for a reason ( other than points) and that I'm not ignoring any of you. I plan on spending more time rating and commenting on pics, but I refuse to send comments and glittery things just to keep you as a friend. That's just not who I am.

Double Standards??
OK! HERE IS MY THING! I have helpped everyone that has had a contest and I will continue to do so...The problem I see here is there is such a double standard! People run aroung screaming "help me level up " Help me win a blast" Help me, Help me, Help me!! Then when you ask they just kinda...blow you off! Now this is not towards everyone, but here is my test! click the link below and comment and rate the pic..then come back and leave a message.... so is it true...is this site just full of double standards? LETS FIND OUT

Help A Friend !
Just Do It!If she's not on your friends list, go add her!Here's your (slightly hyped up) image link:This is an easy one... you think I'd ask you to go comment bomb something? Nah... that would be too much like work! Noooo... this is a RATINGS contest! All you have to do is click the picture, then click the lil cherry thingie to rate it. CLICK CLICK -- DONE!See? Easy Peasy, I even gave ya the picture link... now go do it!Oh yea, and repost this would ya? Salyx needs a lil hand and she's a good friend, help me help her out some!Thanks :)-Void( and many more! )

Sea Love
Sea Love I thought I saw a ship set sail, gliding over the sea. But what it was I really saw was just a hope for me. Far away, your presence is my light is dark to you. Still I wait until the time, always to remain true. When my sun begins to set, the rise you shall see. Until the day, you come home, and forever be with me. Michelle D King Copyright ©2007 Michelle D King

Ok Anwser Me This...
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? ummmmm yeah i'd have to say so 2. Do they know it? most likely..yes 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? pleaing the 5th like a mofo 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? that depends on the person place time and how much alcohol i have consumed ^_^ 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? a couple 6. What is your favorite position? spooning..doggy..missionary legs over the head ummm face to face sitting indian style..you get the general idea 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? I have sex with her quite often..so *nods* 8. Give or receive oral? prefer to give but hey..why not both :D 9. Kinky or sneaky? sneaky can be kinky..hand held over the mouth to quiet me up.. 10. Loud or quiet? make some noise..let me know i'm doing it right! 11. Ruff of soft? again..person,place,time,alc

My Work
KNOCK KNOCK ROOM SERVICE WAS THE LAST THING WE HEARD STOPPING WHAT WE WHERE DOING AT THIS POINT WE BE ABSURD, SO WE KEPT ON SUCKING,FUCKING,LICKING,KISSING YOU KNOW GETTIN IT ON IN EVERYWAY IMAGINABLE SHE KNOCKED AGAIN I YELLED CUM ON IN AND WE STARTED UP AGAIN.THAT'S WHEN MAMI WALKED IN AND WITH A SLIGHT GRIN SHE BEGAN,BEGAN TO SPEAK THAT IS OH MY I'M SORRY I DIDN'T KNOW AS SHE TURNED AWAY REAL SLOW I SCREAMED DON'T GO,MISS LADY REPLIED IF I CUM INSIDE I COULD LOSE MY JOB THEN I REPLIED WHAT THEY DON'T KNOW WON'T HURT.SO SHE STAYED AND WE MADE THE ROOM NEED SERVICE GET IT ROOM SERVICE MAMA STILL A LITTLE NERVOUS BUT THAT DIDN'T STOP HER FROM LETTING ME IN, ME AND MY FRIEND OH YEA I'LL BET YOU FORGOT ABOUT HER BUT NOT ME I HAD THEM BOTH ON THE FLOOR ABOUT TO EAT.SO I HEAD DOWN TOWN KISSING AND LICKING MY WAY TO ECSTACY,TRYING TO GET LOCK JAW IF YOU SEEN WHAT I SAW THERE IS NO PLACE I WOULD RATHER BE. I STEPPED BACK AND MY FRIEND GETS ON TOP A YO MAMA SAT HER PLACE ON SHORTIES FACE AND

Someone Special.....
there is... a voice i long to hear. a hand I long to hold. there are... arms i long to be in. eyes i long to get lost in all these things discribe one person...and I think he will know who he is...

Ok For Real
I dunno if Anyone has noticed, But I haven't been around much, And well, I am gonna be more and mor escarce. i stop in long enough to check Messages. Other than that. I am not on here. So no, i won't rate any new pics, No I am not uptodate on the latest Drama nor do I wish to be. This place was fun, But Now I am outty. I am DJIng again, if you would like to know where, it's posted on my PRofile. so. To everyone out there. thanx for bein there. I have met some awesome ppl, BUT, like all good things, my time here has ended. There are no hard feelings towards anyone. just tome to carry on to bigger better things. So everyone, have your self a great day. And if you wish to contact me. Start hunting me down. Thanx Again for the good times. Jamie Crazyeyez ~SDMF~

Warning To All Dog Owners
Warning to all dog owners: Watch your dog! The State Highway Patrol in conjunction with the FBI has issued a warning advising all dog owners to keep their dogs indoors until further notice. Dogs are being picked off one at a time on an almost continual basis throughout the city. They are falling in great numbers. Police in the city advise all dog owners not to walk their dogs - KEEP THEM INDOORS UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE! SCROLL DOWN! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

Tempted
Sat here and looked my friends list over, 669 people listed there and might of had frequent contact with about 10% of them .....so that bring me to being tempted to clean house a bit ....or should i just say frig it and keep them all?

Get A Load Of This Guy!!!!
This guy popped up on my wife's page saying "Fuck the US Army" and proceeded to say fuck her fat ass. I have blocked him simply so he cannot destroy my page with his degrading remarks. If you view his page, you will find many disturbing things to include a pic containing the words: "And you America, Fuck you" as well as a pic of Jesus Christ burning a US flag. Little does he seem to realize, some of his rantings appear to be speaking of himself. Especially since he resides in the US and practices the religion(s) of his choice. Even his religion seems to be confused because Paganism and Satanism don't go hand-in-hand, and what he says totally disgraces the claim of being Wiccan. I am not here just talking shit about someone as gossip......DROP BY AND SEE HIS PAGE. ·÷±‡± C}{E§}{I® £ CÃt ·÷±‡±Leader of the Dark Rose Pagan/Wiccan Society Of CT@ CherryTAP

Reality (creative Writing)
"Reality" I submerse myself in thoughts of pain, Thinking I'll resurface a stronger man. But the reality is, I cant find my way back up. To me, life is like mathematics, But I never took the time to study or practice. So now I'm failing the course. Some people tell me "Your a hell of a man" But the reality is, I'm just a shell of a man. Home aint home no more. It went from walking in to hugs and kisses, To having to knock on the door. I feel alone, and sometimes prefer it that way. But in reality, I'm never alone. Eyes are constantly on me, judging my actions. They already have made their judgements, So they twist those actions, to fit their own perceptions. I feel alot of anger and pain, And sometimes I feel like I just need to walk it off. But I dont know which way to go. So I just walk. I've waged war with myself, and went to war without a plan. So the reality is, I lost the battle

I Feel Blah
At the moment I feel like nothing is going right... I wonder if anyone else feels like all is wrong.. I hate feeling this way. I just wish I could make everything back to what it used to me... When I was happy The same The way it used to be

Insanity
20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. I n The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netting Aroun

My Friend
My friend You are the stars, you are the clouds, Where ever you are, I'm thinking of you right now. Your a hidden treasure, Placed inside my heart, my sadness's pleasure, When ever I'm about to fall apart. The wings to my angel, The light during my day, The picture that’s hang able, My thoughts when I begin to pray. The blood when I get cut, The tears whenever I cry, The friend that will get up, Whenever I want to die. The wind that blows the leaves, The air I breathe in each day, The memories that I keep, My thoughts that'll never go away. Your the story in my book, the painting in my memories, my hearts the one you've took, Now your setting it free. Your the friend I've always wanted, Your the love of my life, Your the person in my head, My Best Friend until I die.

The Why's Of Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) And my personal favorite: 6 WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and Laughter in your heart......Then you are just an old sour fart. There are worse things than getting a call for a wrong number at 4 AM. It could be a right number

Don't Steal My Stuff
Visit my page! Say Hi! Read my blogs. DO NOT STEAL MY STUFF without giving credit OR asking. I see a bulletin goin around that rips my 10 ways to be a good cherry. The chick visited my page earlier and ripped it.

If She Only Knew
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

Survival Of The Fittest
Whenever I get a package of plain M&Ms, I make it my duty to continue the strength and robustness of the candy as a species. To this end, I hold M&M duels. Taking two candies between my thumb and forefinger, I apply pressure, squeezing them together until one of them cracks and splinters. That is the "loser," and I eat the inferior one immediately. The winner gets to go another round. I have found that, in general, the brown and red M&Ms are tougher, and the newer blue ones are genetically inferior. I have hypothesized that the blue M&Ms as a race cannot survive long in the intense theater of competition that is the modern candy and snack-food world. Occasionally I will get a mutation, a candy that is misshapen, or pointier, or flatter than the rest. Almost invariably this proves to be a weakness, but on very rare occasions it gives the candy extra strength. In this way, the species continues to adapt to its environment. When I reach the end of the pack, I am left wit

Love Makes Me Tick
PLEASE FOLLOW THE LINK BELOW TO MY DEAR FRIEND AND > ANGELFACE - K. O. T. MEMBER - Please , Sign my guest book.'LES BON TON ROULLEZ, MY CHERRIES@ CherryTAP SHOW HER ALL THE LOVE YOU CAN. I LOVE HER MORE THAN I CAN SAY.

Tired At Work...
Yep. It’s official. I’m tired. The weekend was full of late nights and yet some restful days. I think the kicker was the waiting for WoW to download all the patches it needed. That’s right. You heard me. I gave in the peer pressure and am trying it out. It took till 11:30 for the damn thing to finally finish updating and then we played for about an hour to get the feel of it. Now I’m tired and this day is dragging like there is no tomorrow. *sighs* Ah well. If I can just make it to lunch time I’ll be happy because the day will be mostly over. I did pick up Phoenix Endsong at the local comic store. Got a nice hardback bound version of all 5 issues. Damn good artwork and story on it. I love it. I think I may have to grab Phoenix Warsong too.

Censors
My latest blog has been deleted. I announced in it that I was seriously thinking about leaving CherryTAP. I got pretty annoyed by the management. I am never rude to anyone and expect to be treated with respect in return. That seems to much for the management of CT. Dear friends have talked to me and asked me to stay. I slept it over a few days and so I'm back. But now thinking about leaving definitely. It looks like the USSR or the Third Reich to me. I thought we were in a free world together. When this blog is also deleted I will surely not return! I was invited to this because it should be fun, if it turns into a thing I get mad about, I quit! I have troubles enough in the real world.

Ladies, Can You Help Me Out?
Check out this situation: My wife went to Vegas for a work related function. She flew out there with a girlfriend from work (no problem). While they were there, they attended night/dance clubs and had a good time. One night my wife and here friend were out, and they met some guys who invited them to their VIP section. No problem with me at all. My wife ended up leaving with one of the guys there, and left her behind. I tried to call her and got no answer (she left her mobile phone at the hotel). I finally reached out to her girlfriend (who was extremely worried) because she had not seen my wife for about an hour. I questioned my wife about it, and she said that they met these people who invited them into the VIP section. While they were all dancing, my wife had to go to the bathroom (but her girlfiend didn't), so one of the guys said that he would walk out with her so that she could get back in the VIP section (she didn't have a wrist band). My wife said that a

Happily Ever After (poem)
I've found a soulmate in you A love that I know is true A one in a million find You're in my thoughts all the time I cannot even describe What I feel for you inside It's a love that runs so deep I dream of you when I sleep Of our very first sweet kiss All day it's you that I miss As I wait to hear you speak Every day of the week And long for that summer day When you arrive here to stay We'll share our love and laughter Happily ever after Dedicated to my sweet Amber ♥

Dictionary For Decoding
DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS: 40-ish................................. 49. Adventurous................. Slept with everyone. Athletic......................... No breasts. Average looking................... Moooo. Beautiful.................. Pathological liar. Emotionally Secure............. On medication. Feminist......................... Fat. Free spirit.......................Junkie. Friendship first................ Former slut. Old-fashioned................... No BJs. Open-minded.................... Desperate. Outgoing................. Loud and Embarrassing. Professional................ Bitch. Voluptuous................. Very Fat. Large frame................. Hugely Fat. Wants Soul mate................. Stalker. DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S ENGLISH: 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want 5. I am sorry = You'll be sorry 6. We need to talk = You're in trouble 7. Sure, go ahead = You better not 8. Do what you want = Y

Lost Love
LOST LOVE Here I am feeling lonely and sad not knowing what went wrong, thinking of what we should have had and wondering where our love has gone. When I am alone thoughts fill my mind seeking answers that lye in the dark wishing someone might give me a sign to put an end to this pain in my heart. Love once came, but now it’s gone and I feel such emptiness within but I know my life will keep going on even though it won’t include him. Maybe again I will find a way to put a love back in my life but I will take my time and count the days to know when the moments just right. Author: Trudy L. Written: 3-30-87

What A Difference A Day Makes.
In the deep dark of night or the cold light of day In the funky green woods where sugarmice play The river cries deep of battles of yore the river runs red with the blood and the gore. Once, in my sleep, still in a dream of sugarmice candies covered in cream I arose from my bed all cosy and warm and found myself walking toward the cool light of dawn I followed her voice so crystal and clear to the woods and the river with sugarmice near to a clearing it took me the sun hit the ground but the light that blinded shone from around And there in the glow stood the woman of Might with a look of love she kept me in sight and straight from her head and right into mine she sent scenes of the dead from the battle of time. The valleys roam green and the woods stretch free in the fertile flesh of the land but the secrets it hides of the death of all men were opened that night to me.

Omen
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com A SOUL FILLED WITH POISON FROM LIES YOU HAVE TOLD, INFLICTION OF PAIN CAUSED BY THE HAND THAT YOU HOLD, WORRY AND SUFFERING ARE YOUR DEMONS TO FIGHT, FOREVER IN DARKNESS, BANISHED FROM LIGHT, A CHILD BURIED IN A WOMB THAT IS DEAD, NO SIGN OF HOPE, ONLY FEELINGS OF DREAD, YOUR PENNENCE FROM HELL FOREVER TO STRIDE, THROUGH A FIRE FILLED PIT AND CHOKE ON YOUR PRIDE, MOUNT YOUR BLACK STEED AND SEARCH FOR THE LIGHT, BUT YOUR EFFORTS ARE FRUITLESS YOU ARE DAMNED TO THE NIGHT, NO REST FOR YOUR SOUL THAT IS AS BLACK AS CROW, FOREVER SEARCHING BUT NEVER TO KNOW, ETERNAL DAMNATION OF TURMOIL AND STRIFE, YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW, IT'S THE ESSENCE OF LIFE, YOUR SCREAMS OF AGONY WILL FALL ON DEAF EARS, AND ECHO FOREVER THROUGHOUT YOUR LONG YEARS, ALL PAIN WAS BORN FROM YOUR VANITY AND GREED, AN OPEN WOUND FOREVER TO BLEED, A TURBULENT JOURNEY TO HELL YOU ARE BOUND, IN SEARCH OF PEACE THAT WILL NEVER BE FOUND, NO TEARS WILL BE SH

Dedicated To My Dad!
i know you are in heaven watching over me.through these teary eyes, i can still see,all the things you have taught me,how to always take the lead.if not for you, i would have been lost, to bring you back, i would pay any cost.just to see your smile again to tell you i love you a thousand times again. you would teach me right from wrong , made me learn those silly songs,and how to always stand alone. so how do i stand without you now? it is hard but, i remeber that it was you, the one who helped me see it through.when life got me down i could rely on you.you may never know how much i appreciate you.my kids are growing so big and look to me, the same way i did to you when it was you and me.i hope you can see the are a blessing to me, just like i was to you. i wished i could have stopped your pain, made you laugh when you felt the pain . although you hurt, you never complained.how i wish i could have you back again.but where you are is where you are needed , your job on earth has been com

Hello, And Thank You For Calling The State Mental Hospital.
Hello, and thank you for calling The State Mental Hospital. Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want. Stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the MotherShip. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696. If you are bipolar, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep or after the beep. Please wait for the beep. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If

My First Contest
I have decided it's time for me to hold my first ever contest!! Everyone has that one person in their life who inspires greatness. This contest will be about heros. Who is yours? Why are they your hero? It could be a family member, a teacher, friend, or even a soldier, firefighter, police officer. Whom ever you look up to and inspire to be like. The way this contest will run is easy. Send me a brief story describing your hero and what is special about them. I will put together an image with your story and any photo/photos you might want to include. The rules are as follows, #1. Bombing is allowed. You may bomb your own entry. #2. Both comments and rates count toword final tally. There is no point in down-rating since it is the number of times rated not the amount of the rating that counts. #3. The contest will run for 1 week. Depending on the amount of entries and interest this recieves I hope to start the contest on Saturday the 10th. It would end on the

Bindi Is Sick
I know some of you have been watching my baby Bindi Marie grow up on here. She is 14 weeks now and weighs 34 pounds. Thats 4 pounds last week alone. But today she is sick. About 5 pm mikw noticed that she had a bunch of little bumps all over her. By 6 they were bigger bumps. I was watching her and I gave her a benedryl thinking she must have gotten into something in the back yard. Mike checked and didnt find anything unusuall out there. IT is a totally fenced off yard. Well, by 7 pm her face seemed to be swelling. She ate her supper with her usual appetite. she is running and playing and drinking her water normally. She wants to be held and loved but thats normal also ( she is a little spoiled ) Well/ BY 8pm I called her vet. HE said it sounded like she was having an allergic reaction to a bug bite and as long as she was breathing ok and not throwing up to give her another benedryl at bed time. HE said that she should be fine in the morning. But if anything changes or if they are

What If
One of the easiest things in the world is to hide To never see what the world truly holds for you Be safe my love, be happy my love, be true A closed door is meant to be opened, a window lets in the light The heart is meant to beat free, the eyes are the window to our souls. Love is a funny and dangerous feeling A feeling we need, we want, we seek One day we will all look back and wonder what if

Do You Know Who I Am?
AMEN AMEN AMEN!! She so freaking deserved this! If you don't understand why the name "Jane Fonda", is so important to this story, please read at the bottom for an explanation. ______________________________________________ This is one of the best things I've read in ages...I wishI could go there for dinner !!! It's about time people treat traitors as they should. This guy deserves another medal!!! Montana Restaurant:This is a great story! The radio station America FM was doing one of its "Is Anyone Listening?" bits this morning. The first question was, "Ever have a celebrity pull up with the 'Do you know who I am?'! routine?" A woman called in and said that a few years a go, while visiting her cattle rancher uncle in Billings, MT, she had occasion to go to dinner at a restaurant that does not take reservations. The wait was about 45 minutes...Many ranchers and their wives were waiting. Ted Turner and his ex-wife Jane Fonda came in the restaurant and wanted a table

I'm In A Good Mood Today. I Wonder Why.
Human beings are confusing and puzzling creatures. They are like gemstones in that they have many facets. You can think a person is one way but turn them in the light and everything looks different. Hence from one day to the next people and how you view them change....Your greatest enemy one day might be your best friend the next...someone you hate with a passion could one day be your passionate lover... Life is a strange and wonderful thing and I hope everyone grabs it by the horns while it's bucking...and hold on tight because you're in for one helluva ride. Just don't fall off...you could easily get disemboweled. Life is also a vindictive, spiteful bitch and much like me...she bites. Watch those teeth because they're more like fangs. Shit...that's kind of hot. But anyway... I think I've hit this damn pipe one too many times for the night... My mind is racing , but stop waiting for the smoke to start coming out of my ears. I haven't burned THAT many brain cells yet. So today...I'm

Owned.
Time after time, I call out your name in the darkness of the night as flesh meets flesh. Breath escaping in the form of a sigh, a touch like the wings of angels. Fluttering. Floundering. Discovering secrets long hidden, places some only dream of touching... or of having touched... All else is forgotten But this moment. This touch. This sensation. I call out your name and you whisper sweetly as you pull my hair. Making me gasp. Making me tremble. Making me yours.

Happy Tuesday, Everyone!
Good morning, one and all! It's cloudy today, but at least it is not snowing, lol! I'm ready for Spring and green things!! There are moments when I'm so glad I am an approachable Mom/Grandma! I don't mind taking the guys to school because it becomes built in "talk time." Tim asked me what a yeast infection was this morning, lol! Yep, one of those questions. So I gave him a rather detailed overview of the whole thing - I'm a nurse, I live for these kinds of explanations, lmao!! After a reasonable Q & A period where both 16 year olds took part, it was time for Question #2. What is a Depo shot? I then proceeded to give another explanation and probably more info than he wanted to know, lol. I thanked him for feeling comfortable enough to ask me! To which he replied: I knew I could ask you and you would give me a good answer! You don't mind talking about "things." I took this as the greatest of compliments, as I never felt comfortable talking about "things" with my Mom, lol! Most of

Sad
So I have not been on in a while and I want to appologize to my friends. My husbands Grandfather passed away so i have been spending alot of time with family but as soon as I get everything back in order I will be back...:)

First Encounter
*on the phone* “ok yes that is my place the one with the little white car in the drive, yes!” *knock at the door* ”Come in!” There is a tense hug and an awkward kiss on the cheek… two strangers meet… but it is funny over the computer they where not strangers at all! And now look at them... smiling with tight smiles and laughing about nothing at all... I ask you to come sit, although I am secretly wishing you would ask me to sit on you! Already I can feel the moisture between my thighs just thinking about what may happen tonight! Your face is beautiful and all I can do is picture my lips on yours... Oh I think you just caught me staring... I am wondering what you are thinking? As we sit you try to make small talk about the weather... I sigh to myself thinking Gosh I don’t want to talk about it please just touch me! Then I feel you hand brush over mine and see a smile creeps to your lips! I feel like I am burning inside! I can’t hold my composure much longer I want to be as c

Salvation
Definition The word salvation comes from the Greek word soteria, which means "deliverance, preservation and safety." It primarily involves deliverance from the bondage of sin (Galatians 5:1), but also includes deliverance from enemies (Luke 1:71) and from sickness and disease (Isaiah 53:4 AMP; Matthew 8:17; 1 Peter 2:24). Salvation is a gift made available to those who repent, believe and confess their belief that Jesus is Lord and that He died and rose from the dead to save mankind (Acts 16:31; Romans 10:9-10). The gift cannot be earned through good deeds or by simply being a "good person" (Ephesians 2:8-9). It is a matter of faith (acting out on what you believe according to God's Word concerning salvation). Furthermore, salvation involves a process that will not only guarantee you entrance into heaven, but will also position you to experience a complete life on earth. Steps to Salvation 1. Recognize and admit that you are a sinner. When Adam sinned in the Garden of Eden, h

Bathroom Banging
I give you a glance and you catch on right away... I bite my lip and excuse myself to the restroom... I wait so impatient with an already dripping wet pussy in the bathroom stall... A few minutes which seem to me like hours I hear the door creak open and see your boots appear under the stall door... I slowly unlock and open the door... A smirk creeps to your lips... I need those lips all over me I think to myself... But not wanting to seem too eager I slowly just back into the tiny stall to give you room to enter. You slide in and close and lock the door behind you! You step forward into me and whisper in my ear... "Princess why did you have to wear that skirt you know I can’t contain myself! Um I told you the bathroom would be the spot.” I giggle and you interrupt my laughter with your tongue... Massaging my tongue with yours... your lips taste like salt from dancing umm I savor your taste! You turn me to the door so my back is pressed up against it... Your hands are like a wild fire

Bindi Update
Well, the morning has arrived. Me and Bindi had a really rough night. She seems a bit better this morning. I am taking her to the vet at 2:45 central time. When I give her the benedryl the bumps pretty much go away but when it wears off they come back. She was up all night whining and crying. only wanted to be held and loved on but couldnt settle down. The benedryl made her so very restless. I was scared to go to sleep afraid something would happen to her in the night. About 4 am me and her went to bed and she setteled down and slept for a couple hours so I got a little sleep. Its worth being tired to take care of her though. Well after the vet I will post another update. For all of those that read and commented. thank you so much for careing. She is my baby and I love her so very much. stacey

Put An 'ice' Entry Into Your Phone With Emergency Contact Information
Put an 'ICE' Entry into Your Phone With Emergency Contact Information-Truth! Summary of the eRumor The eRumor says that after the terrorist bombings in London in July, 2005, an ambulance service started a campaign to encourage you to put an 'ICE' entry into your cell phone that contains the names and numbers of people to be contacted in case you are in an emergency. The Truth The campaign is true, although it was not prompted by the London terrorist bombings. It was started in April, 2005 by a paramedic based in Cambridge in England. His name is Bob Brotchie and he is a clinical team leader for the East Anglian Ambulance NHS Trust. He said he got tired of trying to figure out who to contact when dealing with shocked or injured patients who can't give the information themselves. The campaign encourages people to put an entry in their cell phones and other portable address devices under the name of 'ICE' (In case of emergency). Emergency personnel can quickly check the cel

So Many Roads
So many of us find ourselves lost and searching for ourselves, for which way to go. A year or so ago a friend sent me a link to a song. I shared it with a friend today, and since so many of us are in that same boat I thought I would pass on the link here as well. So Many Roads I know religion can be a touchy subject because so many of us give up on God when we find ourselves burdened by more than we think we can bear. But He will never let us face more than we can handle. And we never face it alone. Because he never gives up on us. I know I am far from the perfect Christian. I sin every day. But I do believe. And I pray for my friends. The site has more than just that song. It has lots which can help any of us through a rough day.

To Have And To Hold
To Nicki I love you more as each moment passes. To have you and hold you such a sweet embrace. You brought light to this once dark place. The light of your smile the color of your eyes the pink in your cheeks and always so shy. I'll be yours always to have and to hold till my last dying breath when we have grown old. Even there after when we have passed to lay beside you forever your man. I love you! I better get to sleep. Nothing i write is half as beautiful as you. Sweet dreams pretty baby i love you.

You're Kidding?! No Fork!
LMFAO, I really felt her pain on this one. Been there did that, the lid REALLY DOES WORK!!! 2/27/2007 1 question, does anyone else have as much trouble with fast food restaurants as me? As you all know I have already fired McDonalds like 3 x already now I am forced to have to Fire Long Johns. I tried my luck there for lunch today. Another very bad mistake. I ordered my lunch and drive to the window and there stands a toothless probably 20 year old girl with a tattoo on her chest, a earring hanging from 1 nostril and pinkish green hair uncombed. I ask for shrimp sauce, salt & pepper, vinegar and tarter sauce. You would have thought I asked her for a date with her boyfriend or girlfriend which ever the case may be. She took a very rude loud sigh and threw some pkgs in my sack. I have learned from experience to check my sack before I drive off. She said “IS THERE A PROBLEM”? I might have imagined it but it looked like she was reaching for something in her pocket tha

Womean Of My Life
meeting the girl of my dreams. dreaming about it every night wondering if it would come true. waking up to come to find out that i do have one. that is dearest to my heart and soul. thats going to be there for me through thick and thin no matter how bad it gets. and i will be there for her through thick and thin no matter bad it gets . i will be there for her at all times. with arms wide open to comfort her when it does get bad. then hopefully it all will get better which i know it will no matter what.

My First Appointment 27th March
Right when we got home that saturday, we phoned the doctors on the monday and informed them i was pregnant and need to know what the next stage was, and they said we needed to register with them. ok, fine fair enough. So we asked if we could register with them over the phone. They told us know we needed to come and fill some forms in. Right then (another week wasted, as we had appointments and meeting all week) So the Friday moring we went down to the doctors and ask if we could have a registration form to fill as i was pregnant, so they handed me loads of forms, (GREAT!! NOT!! i hate form filling) Anyway we took them home and found out although there was loads of useless paper there was actually only 2 forms, which with the info, could have been done of the phone, and surprise surprise one of the info sheets said we could have done that. Anyways we filled in all the info it asked for, right filled in lets take back. But wait no we cant, cos the doctors arent open long enough ty

The Foresaken.........
The blood of the damned runs through her veins. Knowing her ancestors fate, causes her such pain. She is one of the last of her lines. Soon to walk this road alone as it unwinds. As she wakes in the morning, She wonders, were they given any warning. Today is moving day, again. It always seems to end the way it began. As she packs up her belongings, She remembers the stories of her elders siblings. They were kind to animals and nature. But the rest of the colony was a bit immature. They turned as quickly as they could Pointed fingers and gathered the wood. Labeled them witches, left to burn at the sta

It's Been Awhile...
YEAH!! It's another Sassy blog!! Ive been kinda blank lately on what to blog about... And I have been a lil busy with some other things... I asked my personal assistant Sven to blog for me...apparently i need to train him better cuz he does squat on this profile...hehe This is Sven, say hello!! I know there are lots of things i should be doing right now...hmmmm But I cant remember what they are... HEY!! Only 130 something more sleeps til... OMFG, i cant wait!! Well with that thought i am off to have the hottest, bubbly bubble bath i can have!! Was this blog as good for you as it was for me?? Oh and remember... RATE ME, FAN ME, LOVE ME!! X0X0X0X

You Know Your My Friend
i'm writing this for one special lady out there in cherry land. you know your my friend and i would do anything for you. when your down i have a shoulder for you to cry on. when your happy and want to tell someone about it i'm here to listen and be happy with you. when your bored i will find a way to perk you up and when you find that special person to fall in love with and if it's not me then i will still be happy because your love that you showed me will all ways be mine and i will be happy that someone feeled that void in your heart. but rember this no matter were we go or were we are i'm your friend and you hold a specail spot in my heart.

Conservatives And Liberals :Þ
History lesson Humans originally existed as members of small bands of nomadic hunters/gatherers. They lived on deer in the mountains during the summer and would go to the coast and live on fish and lobster in the winter. The two most important events in all of history were the invention of beer and the invention of the wheel. The wheel was invented to get man to the beer. These were the foundations of modern civilization and together were the catalyst for the splitting of humanity into two distinct subgroups: 1. Liberals 2. Conservatives Once beer was discovered, it required grain, and that was the beginning of agriculture. Neither the glass bottle nor aluminum can were invented yet, so while our early humans were sitting around waiting for them to be invented, they just stayed close to the brewery. That's how villages were formed. Some men spent their days tracking and killing animals to B-B-Q at night while they were drinking beer. This was the beginning of wh

True Love
you know when your love for someone is true when all you do is think about that special someone when all you want to do is hold them in your arms and never let go when you want to spend the rest of your life with that special person and never wake up without them in your arms. i learned alot about love and i can say that the love i have for jenn is true b/c all i do is think about her every min of the day all i want is for her to be here with me and i love her to death, i would give my life for her just so i could watch over her. and all i want to tell her is i love you with all my heart and soul baby and that will never change not even when i die b/c my feelings will still be the same then as they are now. i have never loved anyone the way i love you jenn and you are my angel sent down to watch over me and for me to spend the rest of my life with baby and that is what i want you to know. i cant go to sleep at night without talking to you b/c if i dont talk to you all i do is lay there

Shit And Caboodles.
wtf is a caboodle? oooooh wait nm.... I remember....they were these super lil stash boxes when i was a kid... I guess this is a bulletin as an update... things are goin pretty alright... i think last time i wrote i was still technically unemployed... besides my lil running jobs on occasion that is... but things in that aspect are going good... Somehow or another i went from being unemployed and slightly looking for a new job when i found myself with very little sleep..and working 2 jobs... So now.. I work wok work...and sleep most the day away... Lack of having an internet connection really isn't bothering me... I feel a little bad for witko cause now he spends most times alone... but that will change drastically soon.. Umm lets see...what else? Room mate moved out... It's a good thing... I have a bunch of different opinions..and points of view on the subject... but really.. its not any of ya'lls business... I got new ink... well.. a cover up on something

Help!!!
Help wanted .. how do I tell someone who is say in their early 20's no to their friendship without up setting them? I have loads that asked for friendship who my age and still they never say hello..I have nothing in common with somone who is 15 years younger ... I am not on here for points... I just don't want to upset people. any idea?

Stabbed
From the BBC NEWS website: "Man stabbed in front of college A man has been stabbed outside the main entrance to Matthew Boulton College in Birmingham city centre. The stabbing happened just before 1500 GMT on Jennens Lane, at a bus stop next to the steps leading up to the entrance to the college. The man was treated by paramedics and taken to hospital but the extent of his injuries are not yet known. Police closed Masshouse Lane and Moor Street while investigations of the scene were carried out." This happened right outside where I work. I am I concerned? Noooooooooo. Not a bit.

Life Sucks And The Goverment Fucks Ya Everytime
I want my friends here to know that if you don't hear from me for awhile please don't think I'm ignoring you ect. I just need a freak'n break. I'm losing what lil mind I have left. I have been on disability with the VA since 2004, the docs still have not approved me a release to work due to knee problems and major anxiety attacks. They all said to apply for Social Security Disability, I did,and 3 times now I've been denied!! I know of of a hand full of people in this town alone that are fully capable to work,take care of them selfs ect yet they were approved for disability. Yet the people who actually need it can't get it. I have a friend that was in a motorcycle accident and she can't work any longer and yet they give her the run around,and she's trying to raise 2 kids yet. Another, and old girlfriend has had knee problems and many surjurys since she was a kid, the docs told her no more work, she has a "help" dog, and when going to malls ect,she needs a wheelchair, yet the gover

Back To The Dark Side I Go
I have decided ( now that I have done more research than I need to) to try the vegetarian thing again. I did it before ( hence the again part) and it started off ok, then went down hill. I was too picky about what I ate and I wasn't eating enough protein. Well, not eating enough protein ( no wise ass protein comments please..lol) can lead to serious health issues. Well, after my research I have found a TON of ways to get said protein ( yeah, that way too ) so I don't get sick. Maybe I'll work on my book more now. If I have the time, I'll do some more writing. (Ok by vegetarian I don't mean I am going to be PETA loving vegan. NO WAY. I will still eat dairy and fish.I am not doing this solely because of the animals. When I get more of my book done, you'll understand it all)

Cause I'm Bored.
AIGHT, SO I'M GOIGN TO HOLD A NEW CONTEST. SICK OF HAVING LIKE 5 THOUSAND FRIENDS BUT GET ALMOST NO LOVE FROM ANY OF THEM?? WELL HERE'S A CONTEST FOR YOU. IT'S SIMPLE!! IT'S CALLED THE "MY FRIENDS ARE MORE HARDCORE THEN YOUR FRIENDS!!" CONTEST. I PICK THE PIC OF YOU, LAYING THE RULE SOUT REAL SIMPLE AND EASY. MOST COMMENTS WINS. EACH RATE EQUALS A THOUSAND COMMENTS, 10 DAY COMP. WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED ONE HOUR AFTER THE CONTEST ENDS. GOTTA BE REAL FRIENDS, NONE OF THIS ASKING FOR A COMMENT BOMBER FAMILY TO HELP YOU OUT BULLSHIT. IT'S A WAY FOR YOU TO PROVE ONCE AND FOR ALL THAT YOUR FRIENDS ROCK!!! GET IT? YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW I DON'T PUT UP WITH BULLSHIT, AND I LOVE HAVING FUN WITH MY FRIENDS. SO BE A BUDDY, ENTER YOUR ASS IN MY CONTEST AND LET'S GET READY TO RUMBLE!!!! LOOKING FOR 8 CONTESTANTS. MALE AND FEMALE. JUST LEMME KNOW, AND LET'S HAVE SOME FUN. WINNER GETS ONE OF EVERY BIG PIMPING GIFTS THERE IS, I'M TALKING THE YACHTS, CARS, BIKES, JEWELRY AND ALL THAT JAZZ. ON TOP OF THAT

Ignorance, Is It Stupidity?
If ignorance is stupidity then why fear diversity? We are all individuals, with different sets of rituals. But we're all people Some insensitive and some feeble. So, for the sake of mankind, open your mind. We all live in the same place, the 3rd ball from the sun in space.

I Have The Best Kids
So on the way to taking the kids to school this morning i was telling them how their dad...yet again doesn't want to be with me. And my oldest daughter Claudia says to me "Mom he always does this to you he'll come back cuz he that's what he does" and i said to her "if he comes back n wants to be with me do you think i should take him back?" she goes " No you shouldn't mommy cuz he just keeps doing this to you and comes back then leaves you and it makes you sad" and i asked if she'd be happy if him and I weren't together n she's like "i just want you happy mommy i don't like you being sad all the time and daddy makes you sad, he always lies to you and is mean to you and yells at you. And he just keeps coming and going all the time." All i wanted to do right then and there was give her the biggest hug and tell her how wonderful, amazing and smart she is. I had tears running down my face after she said all of this to me. How did i ever manage to have such wonderful children?

Tattoos
So, I'm in this Dragon Tattoo Contest. My first contest here and was wondering if anyone could please go over and vote & comment on my dragon. chaoscowboy I'd REALLY appreciate it as I'm already behind. Love you guys, and thanks. PS. Bombing is allowed if anyone cares to. ;)

Jokes
One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do anything you want." So he tied her up and went golfing. ************************************************** A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out." ************************************************** Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is a husband. ************************************************** A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test. The optician showed him a card with the letters: 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' "Can you read this?" the o

My Attempt
well i haven't really been on ct a lot lately and to b honest haven't really missed it, but missed a few peeps and i am sure they know who they r, and sooooo all know i am not gonna b around much at all. feel since i ain't really been on line and ain't missed it that i obviously don't need my CT. so i will b in every now and then....have a good one and special peeps will b missed *wink*

Show Off Your Goods Men
i have created an album if u think u got the goods that can rock us women why not submit a great pic of ur goods..i will look at all the ratings and comments in two days..who ever has the most tens..will be notified and me and the ladies will come up with a gift..to have ur friends help u by rating or commenting have them add me as a friend then they can view ur pic u gave me to put up..its marked private for some that dont want just anyone seeing their pic.. this ends friday noon my time..so get ur friends to help u out..

Song Of The Day! Afternoon Edition!
lol i don't need any explanation for this one i love RHCP and this video is so cryptic! enjoy my fellow tappers :D How long how long Will I slide Seperate my side I don't I don't believe its bad Slit my throat it's all I ever I heard your voice through a photograph I thought it up it brought up the past Once you know you can never go back I've got to take it on the otherside Centuries are what it meant to me A cemetery where I marry the sea Stranger things have never changed my mind I gotta take it on the otherside Take it on the otherside Take it on Take it on How long, how long Will I slide Seperate my side I don't I don't believe its bad Slit my throat it's all I ever Pour my life into a paper cup The ashtray's full and I'm spilling my guts She want's to know am I still a slut I've got to take it on the otherside Scarlet starlet and she's in my bed A candidate for a soul mate bled Push the trigger and pull the thread I've got to take it on th

Things I Have Learned And Have Often Forgotten (by My Own Personal Experience And By Watching Others Around Me).
Things I Have Learned and Have Often Forgotten (by my own personal experience and by watching others around me). Feel free to agree or disagree, I just thought I'd share some of my views. I'm always up to learning something new even if it counterdicts what I think I already know. An ignorant person thinks he/she knows it all, a truely wise individual knows he/she has much yet to learn. I always would rather chose to be wise, so my mind is always open. I thought this would be an interesting learning experience! And remember if you want someone to respect your point of view, you must first respect theirs! I truly believe in "agreeing to disagree". About Friends: 1. True friends are hard to come by, when you find them never let them go. 2. If your friend likes talking "smack" about others' (especially his/her other friends) behind their backs, it's a guarantee they are talking smack about you behind your back as well. You don't need a gossip for a friend!

Amazing Home Remedies
1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto! The blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by Simply using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget all about the toothache. 8. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: You only need two

Family Stuff
I got a call from my dad a little bit ago. Apparently my 19 yr old little sister was in a motorcycle accident last night with her boyfriend. He walked away with a few scratches. She dislocated her knee and scraped up her side and her face. There was some concern for her eye, but fortunately, it's responsive. She's down for an MRI right now to find out if there was any spinal damage. She's gonna need surgery...apparently her face has multiple contusions and some of her bones shifted or were fractured or something. She should be grateful to be alive. She's lucky. Apparently her boyfriend bought her a helmet...which she was wearing...along with a biker jacket and jeans. The damage could've been much worse.

Friends Only
i have had personal problems here on ct before, im not exactly new to this sight lol but if u ask me to be my friend and i dont accept its only becasue of other assholes i have come in contact on here in the past. its nothing personal i just dont know you. i am only here now for my real friends i know i can trust.

Do I Really Have To
go through my friends list and delete everyone who doesnt have a salute, a certain person has hurt me very badly, i trusted you more then my family i told you about my life i talked to you about anything disturbing you, and now i dont know what to think i just know my illusion of that friend is blown up in my face

Immigration..pls Read..i Need Your Help
America has became a fucked up place..One of my best friends just went to immigration court today in Atlanta, Georgia.. He, his brother, and dad have been here for six long damn years...They are here legally...They have paid damn taxes...Own a house...Cars...Have jobs...Never been in trouble...His name is Andres...One of the nicest people in the world...He is also a damn good player in a band....The damn government told them that they have 120 days to leave....Just like that...How fucked up is that...To send them back to Bogota, Columbia...A Drug center...I mean what the fuck...If there is anyone out there who can help us...give us advice...refer us to anyone in the govenment...PLEASE...PLEASE let me know...This is fucking killing me...kim

The Face (mistake)
the face is hot, dripping, soft leather tool impressions guiding the map of the re-attached and re-severed he winks at me from behind all sharp edges and smiles at his remanence stained on the sheets there are many ways to call him but only one thing makes him jump to his feet within the scent of fertile feeding grounds he becomes unleashed although a lesser god may have prepped the battle grounds the war belongs to the beast i try hard to protect you from him but we have laid out a feast becoming food is just the price you pay for seven years of complacency he never liked being a guide satifying your desire to sight-see but i would never let him feed on you not without you feeding on me as we discard pretensions i stop sheltering you from the deity i always resented you for becoming a good girl but i saved you from the fire because the only use he has for good girls is as meat for the grinder you are partial to a bit of pain but i don't think that yo

Some Dogma
i'll pretty much always do whatever i want and although i may apologize, i will never stop so i try to make sure i don't make people into what they're not don't want to convert anyone, i just bitch a lot when i accept, it's absolute including all the faults i'll never push too hard for answers, even ones i want i understand that people will always keep me in the dark knowledge is power, and whatever power i have, i flaunt i'll just find alternative waves to ride on in your thoughts and smile as i reach the peak of the wave i caught i won't stand in the way of a goodnesson the cusp even if it means i have to keep my big mouth shut people will seek their satisfaction and do what they feel they must considering the things that get me off i'm not really one to judge the thing is i can't really get off unless i feel some love with all the ways i've fucked, been fucked, all the things i've done when i'm just a machine i'm a good machine and shut down when the job is done

Perfect Aim
constrict, contract, impact libido plunge, retreat, repeat and swallow fiend, release, drain 'til hollow lick the teeth that grind in sorrow defeat, keep, and un-named horror disease has seeped into the marrow there is no end, there's still tomorow sweet dread, send death of stiff dampness on the wings of a carnivorous sparrow aphrodisiacs smeared on the tips of inflight arrows i see blood but i see no cowards i see suicidal sex acts preformed on high towers screaming dreams of inner peace with each spill of plasma tongue spells lust across the canvas fingers shape love into the crevice a swell of flesh that can't be supressed the smell of wet that mouths the word "distress" stroke, press, grind to dust spread, accept, become undone bend break PENETRATE fire at you with perfect aim, and still shoot myself in the face

Spell
welcome to the blistering we're gonna make some sissies scream projectile-bile vomiting jaw bone pops under the the table-vice prying your squish is so inviting vital organ realining look, as it turns out your brain actually is in your anal cavity skeletal dismantling test the force capacity it's no real bother to me to let the sledge do the talkiing arterial spray saturate bathe in the stream and steal a taste you still have a bit of stregnth but it vacates as i crack and gape your breast plate your rib-cage takes the shape of bony fingers reaching up to be saved dumb fucking ape it's much too late you're too spiritually illiterate to spell your own fate... (did i make any spelling mistakes?)

Ever Feel Like..
Noone understands you? Thats how I feel most of the time. No one gets me. I feel trapped in my own head alot of the time. I feel so alone. I don't go anywhere really...the store thats about it. Blah. I need a vacation.

To All My Friends
Hi, this is to all of my friends who I have neglected over the past couple of weeks. I apologize, I have been trying to carry the load at work because of injury and sickness to some of my fellow work associates. Like how I was so nice about it, lol. Plus I have been fighting some inner demons. Those that I have discussed this with and those that know me and have helped. I do appreciate your help and support, it really does mean alot to me. Life is not suppose to be this hard, or complicated. But, and there is always that "BUT" when your working evening and raising the most wonderful 15 year old daughter. Things must be put on hold, and sometimes it causes the most difficult struggle in a persons head. And that is what is happening to me, I feel comfortable with it. It just does not make it easy to deal with or live with. And though I know things never stay the same and a person grows from adversity, an struggle( I call it pain sometimes) its just never easy. If you want to talk or chat

Semiawake
Bright sunny morning here and looks beautiful with the snow on the ground. :) And yes I went out in my barefeet last night. I don't remember waking as much last night. And wanted to sleep longer this morning. Ankle feels a little better. Grandpa Dick came home from the hospital late yesterday. He will still be given an IV with antibiotics every day at home. Still feeling pretty good about things. I just have to keep a positive attitude and remember that I have lots of friends that care. Sometimes I forget that and feel alone. Not too much planned today... work and then choir practice tonight. I have been a lot more focused lately with work. I guess it has helped in the last week that I just haven't tried to think so much. Thinking gets me worried about things I have no control over. Why should I worry about things that I can't change right?

I Love My Job!!!
I LOVE MY JOB . . . . . If you don't laugh out loud after you read this you are in a coma! This is even funnier when you realize it's real! Next time you have a bad day at work think of this guy. Rob is a commercial saturation diver for Global Divers in Louisiana. He performs underwater repairs on offshore drilling rigs. Below is an E-mail he sent to his sister. She then sent it to radio station 103.2 on FM dial in Ft. Wayne, Indiana, who was sponsoring a worst job experience contest. Needless to say, she won. Hi Sue, Just another note from your bottom-dwelling brother. Last week I had a bad day at the office. I know you've been feeling down lately at work, so I thought I would share my dilemma with you to make you realize it's not so bad after all . Before I can tell you what happened to me, I first must bore you with a few technicalities of my job. As you know, my office lies at the bottom of the sea. I wear a suit to the office. It's a wet suit. This ti

'my Knight'
To whom wishes to lend an ear, Know my life and see my fears. For the road is long as the sky is high, I shall not fear yet not to live nor die. The voice in which I shall now speak, Shall not be timid nor be weak. And if in my steps I should stumble and fall, Then I shall find the strength to crawl. And if it should be only me, Give me strength to let it be.. But,should someone be to tell my tale, For then I would know I did well.. And if someone catches me as I fall, Then I will know I have had it all... Blessed Be!

Daddy's A Dancer
One day a fourth-grade teacher asked the children's what their fathers did for a living. All the typical answers came up -- fireman, mechanic, businessman, salesman, doctor, lawyer, and so forth. However, little Justin was being uncharacteristically quiet, so when the teacher prodded him about his father, he replied, "My father's an exotic dancer in a gay club and takes off all his clothes in front of other men and they put money in his underwear. Sometimes, if the offer is really good, he will go home with some guy and stay with him all night for money." The teacher, obviously shaken by this statement, hurriedly set the other children to work on some exercises and then took little Justin aside to ask him, "Is that really true about your father?" "No," the boy said, "He works for the Democratic National Committee and is helping to get Hillary Clinton to be our next President, but I was too embarrassed to say that in front of the other kids!"

The Golden Rule - Multi Faith Perspectives
Buddhism - Hurt not others in ways that you yourself would find hurtful. --Udana-Varga 5, 1 Christianity - All things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye so to them; for this is the law and the prophets. -- Matthew 7:1 (not my favorite translation) Don't pick on people, jump on their failures, criticize their faults-- unless, of course, you want the same treatment. -- Matthew 7:1 (better translation) Confucianism - Do not do to others what you would not like yourself. Then there will be no resentment against you, either in the family or in the state. --Analects 12:2 Hinduism - This is the sum of duty; do naught onto others what you would not have them do unto you. --Mahabharata 5,1517 Islam - No one of you is a believer until he desires for his brother that which he desires for himself. --Sunnah Judaism - What is hateful to you, do not do to your fellowman. This is the entire Law; all the rest is commentary. --Talmud, Shabbat 3id Taoism - Regard

To All My Friends...
Sorry for my lack of being on lately... I had a minor accident yesterday while running errands and a woman driving a hummer in a rush decided to go around a bus in the mall parking lot and did not see me crossing the street. Thankfully I was just "tapped" and refused medical treatment by the medics to be taken to the hospital "just to be checked out". I knew nothing was broken but am sore and thankfully bruises are not yet apparent but muscle spasms are are starting and the aches of trying to avoid being hit by extending my arms out acted like shock absorbers. I will try to play catch up with everyone but wanted to wish all a safe and blessed day! www.hostdrjack.com "True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost." - Charles Caleb Colton

Part 2
Part 2 He then unhooked my bra and the cold air rushed to my skin, I felt my nipples harden and worried that he might think it was because of him. A tug and my panties clumped to the ground. Oh my God, I'm standing here totally naked. Horror has my body ridged, my emotions are at their peek, tears running down my cheeks, and this man is pushing me forward, telling me to watch out...In my own bathroom? Then I realize he meant for me to step into the tub. Ohh, what a welcome that should have been. Now I know where to lilac smell came from, the warm foam of bubbles bounced again my legs. "Sit", he barked. With a splash I felt the pain from the bottom of the tub as I hit my ankles with the focus of falling into a sitting position. He then placed his hand on my shoulders and twisted me around and I felt the slop of the tube as he guided me backwards. His hands felt rough like a outdoors working man...maybe construction, garbage pick up, something to the elements of the weather. He splashe

Sex Survey! Also Taken From The Ben Hehe :p
- Do you like it rough or sensual?: Both depends on the mood - Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: Opposite - How often do you like to have sex?: Daily! lol - Is sex a top priority for you?: no but i really love having it lol -Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: yes - How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: never lol' - How do you feel about one night stands?: not for me - How many one night stands have you had?: none - What's your favorite position?: me on top :P - Where's your favorite place to have sex?: in the shower - Do you prefer to make love or fuck?: making love - Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: no - How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: as long as it takes - Do you get off first or do they?: i cum many times hehe - Do you like kissing during sex?: yes!! - Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quiet?: yes and i breathe heavily

Sexy Irish Cherries In Need Of Luvin!!
Hey Everyone!!!! ۩Balie۩'s Sexy Irish Cherry contest is over on Saturday evening.. and some of my fellow Irish Cherries are in need of some Irish luvin..... What I am asking is that some of my friends go leave some luvin on those Irish Cherries without very many comments.... no one likes to see their pics in a contest without very many comments on them... I myself plan to do so as soon as I am commentunlocked! Now of course, I am not asking ya'll to help out those that are close to me lol .. I STILL wanna win that blast!!! You know what I am askin of ya! Anyone wanna help?? *bats eyelashes* Purty Plz? With Sugah on top!! Luvs&Hugs, ~MzMic~ Just click on my pic below and it will take you to all the Irish Cherries!!!

Hard Head Ben
let me start by saying you might not want to read this it more of a personal log to my self. If you choose to read it have fun laughing at me. Love you all. you are some of the best friends a guy could ask for. Here a good laugh for all my friend out here in cherry tap land. Just to prove i am a normal hard head guy and never listen to what you smart woman tell me. I Choose to go on a vacation though i knew it was going to make my money tight even though a few people on here and in real life said i should wait. Now that i got back i found out we are on short time at work. so that really does not help the picture any. i got to work 2 days last week and none this week. who know what next week will be like. can not get unemployment for at least another week and that if i get luck and the company i work for does not want to give me a hassle like they did last year when it got slow. Got a new Phone and forgot to pay the bill and with the current money problem i am not sure it

These Roses, These Thorns
These roses, these thorns. Each flower precious to the sight. Each thorn dangerous to the touch. Roses as red as the blood that flows though my heart. The life giving force that keeps me alive. These thorns, see how they prick These thorns, see how they draw blood These thorns, see how they cause pain My life giving force is flowing out of me now These thorns have found the part of me that is weak They have found the part in me that is vulnerable Each drop that falls from my skin is a sign of the pain that is inside of me. Each drop a representative of what i hold inside of me,the precious, the hidden. Each drop is needed, but yet it escapes as the thorns press into my flesh. How can this be stopped? How can something so beautiful cause so much pain? There is so much pain, there is so much blood But then, there are so many thorns to help it escape These thorns are not the cause only the result of the combining of the two, the petal to the stem.

Chinese Zodiac
THE RATBorn in 1924, 1936, 1948, 1960, 1972, 1984, 1996,2008. RAT: You are imaginative, charming, and truly generous to the person you love. However, you have a tendency to be quick-tempered and overly critical. You are also inclined to be somewhat of an opportunist. Born under this sign, you should be happy in sales or as a writer, critic, or publicist.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~THE BUFFALOBorn in 1925, 1937, 1949, 1961, 1973, 1985, 1997, 2009.BUFFALO: A born leader, you inspire confidence from all around you. You are conservative methodical, and good with your hands. Guard against being chauvinistic and always demanding your own way. The Buffalo would be successful as a skilled surgeon, general, or hairdresser~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~THE TIGERBorn in 1926, 1938, 1950, 1962, 1974, 1986, 1998, 2010.TIGER: You are sensitive, emotional, and capable of great love. However, you have a tendency to get carried away and be stubborn about what you think is right; often seen as a "Hothead" or rebel. Your s

Tribute To Andrew Lloyd Weber
Phantom’s tribute to Andrew Lloyd Weber Andrew Lloyd Webber is the composer of The Likes of Us, Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat, Jesus Christ Superstar, By Jeeves, Evita, Variations and Tell Me On A Sunday later combined as Song & Dance, Cats, Starlight Express, The Phantom of the Opera, Aspects of Love, Sunset Boulevard, Whistle Down the Wind, The Beautiful Game and The Woman in White. He composed the film scores of Gumshoe and The Odessa File, and a setting of the Latin Requiem Mass Requiem. He has also produced in the West End and on Broadway not only his own work but the Olivier award-winning plays La Bête and Daisy Pulls It Off. In summer 2002 in London he presented the groundbreaking A R Rahman musical Bombay Dreams. In 2004 he produced a film version of The Phantom of the Opera directed by Joel Schumacher. Earlier this year he oversaw a new production of Evita in London, a unique version of The Phantom of the Opera in Las Vegas and his new production o

Out With The Old, In With The New!
What a better way to spend the weekend than sweeping away the old and getting ready for the new! I finally got around to cleaning up the office balcony so I can do some nude sunbathing! I wanted to get some live bamboo to plant, but when I looked online, I found that there are a billion different types and zones they can live in and height and depth to plant them. It's very overwhelming!! Does anyone out there know about Bamboo??? I need some advice! I just have this 13'x13' roof balcony that I want to have planters in with high enough bamboo to make some privacy, but not block out the sun. I guess I could just go to the nursery and tell them what I want but it seems that customer service these days have their heads up their asses when it comes to knowledge about their jobs. Ya feel me? On Saturday night, it was such a beautiful night, I invited some of my friends over for a BBQ, none of them could make it. :( I ate all alone. Just kidding, Aiden cooked for me and sat next to me while

Evita
Evita Evita is the story of Eva, a poor Argentine girl who grows up to be the wife of the president of Argentina and worshipped by her people. As a young girl, Eva quickly learns that the way to achieve the power she desires is by sleeping with powerful men. In order to make it to Buenos Aires, Evita sleeps with the tango singer, Agustin Magaldi. After she is through with him, she seduces the rising political figure, Juan Peron. Peron eventually becomes the President of Argentina while Eva becomes a hero to the poor and working class. In the end, to the sadness of Argentina's people, Eva dies young Madonna don't cry for me Argentina!"

Beer Vs. Vagina :d
1.Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work. One point to BEER 2.Warm beer tastes awful. One point to VAGINA 3.A really cold beer is satisfying. One point to BEER 4.If after taking a swig of your favourite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. One point to VAGINA 5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being. 6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. One point to VAGINA 7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any vagina in public, you become a legend. One point to VAGINA 8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arre

Kinky Sex?
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage67%Blind Folds67%Biting50%Whips33%Blood25%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Job Interviews Gone Wrong.
Okay, so walk away from one disaster without worry. I hate that appearance means so much. I hate that mine holds me back. You can flatten my hair and take off my makeup and jewelry and put me in a power suit and I'll STILL LOOK WEIRD. I'm just the kind of person that looks like I belong in faerie wings causing trouble in a public square. I can't help it. I bought myself some "I feel lame" dark chocolate covered macadamia nuts and watch an episode of Angel with Shannon. Then I came home, took off the uncomfortable slacks and bra, took off the tasteful headband, and put on cargo pants and put my hair into demon horn pigtails. God, I look better now. I wish this look made money. Since when do earrings have an effect on professionalism? My spelling, grammar, and speaking skills were leaps and bounds over the people in the Jones Apparel Group corporate offices. I am so fucking capable. I am. And I'm leaking frustration everywhere. Ugh. I'll go back to Craig's L

I Am And Have Always Been This Man
everyone has asked me why i am not like any other man they have ever met well its time to explain it to you all. i am what you would some you call and old romantic soul and i am what others of you call and its also what i call myself a samurai.i have lived by a code of honor my whole life the code sounds simple but it is not at times "my honor is my life death before dishonor" i am a man who while his friends were out partying and have sex with as many women as they could. i sat home and read i made sure to stick to my code of morals in life. i am a very kind hearted and a very passionate man and i am also very compassionate. i have always been there when my friends were in need and i always will be. i have always been this way in my life and i will not change but i will tell you this it has not been an easy life nor will it get any easier for me by posting this.some of you might laugh at me for it but i don't care everyone who truely cares about me already knows me as this man and the

Okay The Deal Is.....
I'M HAVING A CONTEST, I'M THREE CONTESTANTS SHORT, AND I HAVE LIKE 231 FRIENDS, AND SOMETHIGN SOMETHING FAMILY MEMBERS. IF PEOPLE DON'T START VOLUNTEERING I'LL RANDOMLY PICK PEOPLE TO ENTER, WHETHER THEY WANT TO OR NOT!!!! NOW HOW IS THAT GOING TO MAKE YOU FEEL? HUH? KNOWING YOUR PIC IS FLOATING IN MY CONTEST, WITH NO RATES, NO COMMENTS, NOTHING. JUST AN ENDLESS VOID OF LOSERNESS JUST BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T ENTER IT LIKE I INTENTED. THE HORROR, THE HORROR!!!! NOW ONE HOUR, THAT'S ALL I'M GIVING BEFORE I START CHOOSING PEOPLE. AND IF YOUR READING THIS, IT'S PROLLY GOING TO BE YOU...LOL. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND SUFFERING FROM THE PLAGUE.

Im A Collage Student Woohoo
Well I just got the call that I am now a official collage student at CTU (Colorado Tech University) Im going to be working for the next 15 months earning my associates degree in Criminal Justice *wootwoot* so no telling me anything bad when Im done with school lol I might have to report cha lol jk anyway hopefully if all goes well I will then start earning my bachelors degree in 15 months wish me luck and I will still be keeping in contact so no one leave me lol alright bye byez for now oh yea school starts for me on April 8th *mauhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

Missing Chris...
Video under goes with this blog 110%! As I sit here...I miss my husband more and more. I am starting to really hate where I live only because he is not here with me and my son. I have always known that a house is only a home with love in it...but now...I know this a thousand times more. I feel the distance grow day by day and everyday I feel the need to get on a plane to go see him. I am even to the point that I am willing to drive to see him ((I swear sooner or later I can find it...Florida is a pretty big place)). This is only a small part of how very much I miss Chris. We talk on the phone and yet it doesn't seem to be enough, for sooner or later we run out of what to say. We are so busy trying to get ready for us all to be together that we are ALL under exteme stress...and as the stress grows we are trying to shield eachother from it...so a wall begins to build. Yes, it is all done with the best of intentions, we know it is done out of love. For there is nothing I can do t

Ok Soo...
One hell of a danm day. I learned how to properly conduct a pre-assault recon, and a linear ambush today. it was fun laying down in the snow all geared up watchin people walk by like"wut the fuck are they doing". 1st platoon 2nd squad freedom eagles hooah, we assaulted threw, and destroyed the objective. lol( the objective being two upper classman with a RPG and AK-47). It was a fun learning experience, I know that thats the kinda shit I wanna do. The downside is they had us actually fill our rucks up with weights to simulate a full load. To people who do this everyday, its prolly nothing, but to my newbi ass it was killer. Im sore all over. Props to those who hump that out everyday. I came home and was glad to be home for the first time in a long time. Im pretty tired and achy, Im seriously about to make a appointment with a massuse lol. 300 comes out tomarrow. Its gonna be the shit. I need a female companion... ;-[ well two actually one for me and mah buddy. Think i can

What Would You Give For One Heart, One Love
I ASK MY-SELF WHAT WOULD I GIVE TO TO HAVE ONE HEART , ONE SOUL, ONE WOMAN TO LOVE TILL THE DAY I DIE? I WILL GIVE UNTO HER, MY STRENGTH WHEN SHE IS WEARY. I WOULD GIVE UNTO HER, MY DEVOTION ,MY COMMITMENT OF LOVE AND MONOGAMY. I WOULD GIVE MY HEART, SOUL AND FLESH TO HER AND NO OTHER. I WOULD GIVE MY SHOULDER FOR HER TO LAY HER HEAD UPON WHEN SHE IS FILLED WITH SORROW AND TEARS. I WOULD GIVE MY EMBRACE, MY PASSION AND DESIRE, MY KISS. TO SATISFY THE NEEDS OF ONE WOMANS LONGING AND LOVE. I WILL GIVE MY ALL TO HER. FORE I LOVE HER HEART, HER SOULS INNER LIGHT, HER BEAUTY INSIDE AND OUT. MY HEART, SOUL AND BODY, I GIVE TO YOU. HOME IS WHERE THE HEART IS AND MY HEART IS WITH YOU. LOVING YOU AND NO ONE ELSE BUT YOU. SCOOTER. XOXOXO

For You My Angel
I SENT AN ANGEL TO WATCH OVER YOU LAST NIGHT BUT IT CAME BACK... I ASKED...WHY? & IT SAID... ANGELS DON'T WATCH OVER ANGELS! 20 angels are in this world right now, 10 are sleeping, 9 are playing & 1 is reading this comment. Besos Para Ti. For you are an ANGEL in this old bears heart! Smiles LOTS OF LOVE Chief Zmanbearclan

Attitude
ATTITUDE The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill. It will make or break a company, a church, a home, a family or friendship. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past . We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have control over and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 1% what happens to me and 99% how I react to it. SDCHICK

My Best Friends
These are the best friends anyone could ask for!!! ♥ MyѕтιcαℓGεмιиι ♥@ CherryTAP «§»Мoπι¶ϋe«§»@ CherryTAP -B to the 3-@ CherryTAP So SeXXi Sweet(ANGEL FAMILY)@ CherryTAP Glen@ CherryTAP 'BONZ'@ CherryTAP !!SouLz!!+!!2nd Head Of N.C. FAM!!+[Residential Redneckz Wife]@ CherryTAP masokyst@ CherryTAP CanadianThunder@ CherryTAP ~Lurch~ ~The Fake~@ CherryTAP matt@ CherryTAP King Nothing

Trying The Clear My Mind
i just want to meet some new friends who will understand my problems i was raised to be a nice person im basically a momma's boy my dad walked out on us when i was 2 the asshole sent me a fake 20 dollar bill for graduation i was so pissed the babysitter doing that i wanted to tell someone but i was 5 i was so scared i sometimes feel like i gave up on life i have no teeth (im embarrassed) cant afford false teeth i am working my ass off and have nothing to show for it i have a judgment against my pay from 14 years ago for a repoed car i cry a lot everynight trying to forget the past but cant and everynight since being molested i protect myself at night (i cant say too embarrassing) i have had 2 nervous breakdowns i stress out too much i am shy and bashful afraid to meet new people i just cant figure out whats wrong with me

My Body
Big brown eyes, with a rim of green. Eyes that see, and show, the unseen. No twinkles, no sparkles, no glittery light Just two big eyes intense with unspoken delight. Plump red lips with a sweet cherry taste, Lips that won't let a drop go to waste. No pout, no smile, no innocence at all, Just plump red lips to answer your passionate call. Slender arms, enfolding you like wild fire, Arms that can clutch to you with desire No flailing, no waving, nothing to fight Just supple arms keeping you encircled all night. Smooth willowy legs, so lithe it's a sin, Legs to clasp around your body, pulling you in No running, no kicking, no shame at all, Just legs attached to gyrating hips, wanting it all! Proud soft breasts, nipples erect and pink, Breast to bring you to ecstasies brink, No perfection imposed, no expectation Just naked breast to stimulate in erotic anticipation. My body, willing and able to please, My body, I surrender to you with ease,

What!?
This is an absolutely GENUINE email that was sent to my Hotmail address. I know there are a lot of idiots out there, but exactly how STUPID do they think people are? "WINNIE MADIKIZELA MANDELA. (MRS) PLOT 145 HOUGHTON ESTATE ORANGE GROVE. JOHANNESBURG, SOUTH AFRICA. ALTERNATIVE EMAIL:winniemadikizelafamily@yahoo.com E-mail :winniemadikizela@webmail.co.za FAMILY DARE YOUR ASSISTANCE Attn: Copeland, I am Mrs Winnie Madikizela Mandela,ersthwhile First Lady and wife of the Former President Of South Africa, Dr Nelson Mandela. I do regret any inconveniences the suddenness of this letter may cause you. As I write now to seek your assistance in this important matter of very urgent and confidential attention,concerning my personal problem. Since the souring of our marriage relationship few years ago, I have continued to suffer undue humiliations in the hands of my former husband Dr Nelson Mandela, who has continued to spread series of false alleg

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
ok guys here we go its friday time for the weekend between watching 300 and playin xbox its gonna be a quiet weekend so here's some bush with glycerine to wake you fuckers up keep rockin guys :D Must be your skin I'm sinking in Must be for real 'cause now I can feel And I didn't mind it's not my kind Not my time to wonder why Everything's gone white And everything's grey Now you're here now you're away I don't want this remember that I'll never forget where you're at Don't let the days go by Glycerine I'm never alone I'm alone all the time Are you at one Or do you lie We live in a wheel Where everyone steals But when we rise it's like strawberry fields If I treated you bad You bruise my face Couldn't love you more You got a beautiful taste Don't let the days go by Could have been easier on you I couldn't change though I wanted to Should have been easier by three Our old friend fear and you and me Glycerine (repeat) Don't let the days go by Glyceri

For You!!
My favorite place to be is inside of your hugs where it's warm and loving.Your hugs and kisses are like the stars that light up my life when things get dark.""I want to be in your arms, where you hold me tight and never let me go.When I wake up in the morning, I think of you. When I go to sleep at night, I think of you. And for all those hours in-between, I think of us.A morning greeting does not only mean 'Good Morning,' it has a silent, loving message saying, 'I think of you when I wake up.

Trying To See If I Can Make This A Pic In My Photos Lol
Sexy Naughty Graphics by Sexy.HitupMyspace.com how in the hell do u get the moving images as a photo can anyone help me.. when i save these pics to my puter they stop moving and i want to load them into photos and have them still moving..i know others have them like that in photos..so helllllllllp lol

I Love You!!
The love of my life will be home from the Sand Box " IRAQ " here soon. I can't wait!!! Will know close to the end of this month on when he will be coming for for R&R " leave, for those of you who dont know " in April. I'm so excited. He is all I ever talk about. Which to some of you, is pretty annoying, but I don't care about that. He is my hero, and I talk of him when I want!! Which is every day...hehe.... :) Like I said. He is the love of my life, and he is fighting for our right's and freedom!!! Him and his boy.....

People...
Hi all. well just a quicl line about my earache. Since seeing the doc and getting the right advice my ear finally appears to be getting better. It is still quite sore and ache a little but it is WAY better than i was. Thanks to all who sent me gifts and messages,it cheered me up no end so thanks. Anyway....i have already wrote about the joys i had with my 1st time of MUMM'S. Well i have been a regular to this now, i'm even doing a bit at college to peoples responses and comments. i love it, it is so interesting to hear people views as they can be so different from mine...which is all good. Of course you do get the haters who say you are only doing it for the points...whatever trevor as we say in england. if i needed the points or bucks i wouldn't waste bucks putting them up would i duh. And it don't matter how many times i tell them it is for college, some people don't believe. Well to them people...KISS MY ASS.. i know im telling the truth and dont need your approval anyways. Any

"i Miss You Daddy"
Last night, my youngest daughter was using my pc while I was outside doing the laundry. When I returned inside, I was bum-rushed by all of my kids with hugs and kisses. It looked as if they had just finished crying, so I asked what had happened. I was told that they had all just watched this video, and that they wanted me to see it. I was kinda busy so I asked my daughter to write down the link for me. I didn't get to watch this until a few moments ago. I cried all the way through. I never heard of this video before, and apparently it's been around for quite awhile. Although it was made as a tribute to the parents lost in the 9/11 incident, it made me reminisce about my dad, who I lost by a heart attack 1 years ago. What really touched me was the fact that my kids were so moved by this and had me in their thoughts while watching this. My kids are my world, and for the life of me, I can not understand why some fathers (and mothers) refuse to do right by their kids. Forget about no

Messy Or Neat
You Are a Little Messy You aren't the cleanest person in the world, but you're definitely not a slob. You clean up when you have the time, but you're realistic about what you can get done. Generally, you're pretty organized and tidy - though you may have a few hidden messes. You eventually get around to making things spotless, but you do it on your own schedule! Are You Messy?

Just Something That Came Out
I keep my paintbrush with me, Wherever I may go, In case I need to cover up, So the real me doesn't show. I'm so afraid to show you me, Afraid of what you'll do, That you might laugh or say mean things, I'm afraid I might lose you. I'd like to remove all my paint coats, To show you the real true me, But I need you to understand, I need to accept what you see.

Ranting About "test " Bulletins!!
I don't know about anyone else,but I am sick and tired of this "test" bulletin bullshit!When someone posts a bulletin to see if their friends are their true friends or not?You know which ones I'm talking about! If you really have something to say, then post a bulletin. If you want someone to look at you, get a therapist! I do what I can for who I can in my family. A lot of you don't. So think. When was the last time you helped someone out with reaching another level? Or actually read more than the 20 or so bulletins that are posted on the front of your page? I go through them all!!! People don't always respond to me, but I don't send out these threatening bulletins. I wouldn't have put you on my friends list if I didn't want you there. Now get off of my back and post something meaningful!!

Have You Ever?
Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever , have you ever Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything to make them understand Have you ever had someone steal your heart away You'd give anything to make them feel the same Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to start Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, have you ever Have you ever found the one You've dreamed of all your life You'd do anything to look into their eyes Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to Only to find that one won't give their heart to you Have you eve

Missing My Son!
What can I say other then I'm really miss my son. He's been gone for almost a year now. I just wish that the next couple of months go by really really quickly. The last 3 or 4 times that he has called home I wasn't able to talk to him, either because I was sick or I wasn't home. I guess I'm just being selfish or feeling sorry for myself. lol. I swear when he does come home I will probably have all white or gray hair from worring about him all the time. lol. Sorry people just a little depressed.

Just Seeing How This Blog Composer Works!!
Ok I'm not sure if I'm doing this correctly...so if I am GREAT!, if not well then I guess I'm not so GREAT!...Totally glad it's Friday, about stinking time...had to wait 6 whole other days just to get here...anyway like I said this is cheezy and I'm well aware of this but had to see if i was doing it right!

Kinky
you can bite me, restrain me, play with me in anyway you like, just make sure of one thing. when you play with me and put me up til next time,i want to try things with you that i think we would enjoy. i want to "Blow" you away! you are the best and you know that, making me want to climb the walls with the things you do. you know the things i like to do and how i like to play with you. you are a work of art to me. take me however you like. squeeze my breasts and bite them, and so on down the line. i love it when you bite my neck. your tongue dances in places i didn't know i had. you know exactly what to do and how to do it so much i want to scream out loud. mmm, let me taste you now!

I Am So Angry
There are people on here that i care a great deal about. My life was empty before they came along, they filled an emptiness in me i never thought i could feel again. If there is something wrong don't shut me out or not talk to me, you are not protecting me you are hurting me. I am your friend and i want to be there for you, I want to help you through whatever is going on in your life be it good or bad i want to be by your side. So please do not hesitate to call on me anytime. WHEN YOU HAVE HEARTACHE CALL MY NAME, WHEN YOUR FILLED WITH SORROW DO THE SAME. WHEN YOU WANT TO LAUGH, I'LL LAUGH WITH YOU, WHEN YOU WANT TO CRY, I'LL BE THERE TOO. MY LOVE FOR MY FRIENDS WILL GO ON FOREVER, I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE AND LEAVE YOU NEVER, JUST CALL ON ANGEL NO MATTER WHAT IS WRONG, I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU, I WILL BE STRONG. A FRIENDSHIP IS WORTH MORE THAN GOLD, ANGEL IS HERE FOR YOU TO HOLD, THROUGH GOOD TIMES OR BAD, THROUGH HAPPY OR SAD, SO CALL ON ME , YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE AN A

The Legacy Of You Me And He...
Is there room in anyone's heart for 2? I mean how much could you do if it were true. You could love Sam Iam and Mr Grinch. You'd do it in a pinch, it would make sense. for gone are the ages of loving wholeheartedly i mean why give someone a whole part of me? Compassion? Lost amid indecision. Love itself, Ha! you can keep wishin. So is there room in your heart for 2? or was he there first and you dont know what to do, no, im not jealous, just a little intrigued, that you can love 2 people, is that what you believe? nah you couldtve been taught that. or could i be wrong,.. I thought that Love was something you shared with some one not some 2, not some few, maybe im dumb. So if there is room in your heart for 2 youd be like the woman in the shoe and if its a question you hafta make of him or me? just let me be. is love selfish that way? perhaps so, but you will never know.. -sk-07

Prayer
DEAR LORD: THERE IS A YOUNG MAN OR WOMAN FAR FROM HOME, CALLED TO SERVE THERE NATION IN A TIME WAR, SENT TO DEFEND OUR FREEDOM ON SOME FORGEIN SOIL, WE PRAY YOU KEEP THEM SAFE, WE PRAY YOU KEEP STRONG, WE PRAY YOU BRING THEM HOME SAFELY, FOR THEY HAVE BEEN GONE SO LONG, BLESS THOSE WHO AWAIT THERE SAFE RETURN, BLESS THOSE WHO MOURN THER LOST, BLESS THOSE WHO SERVE THERE COUNTRY WELL NO MATTER WHAT THE COST, GOD BLESS AMERICA AND HER HEROS AND THANK YOU FOR THER PRIVALEGE OF LETTING ME SERVE AMEN

Yea.... Lonely
"Lonely" Lonely I'm Mr Lonely, I have nobody, For my own I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely I have nobody, For my own I'm so lonely, Yo this one here goes out to all my players out there ya know got that one good girl who's always been there like ya Know took all the bullshit then one day she can't take it no more and decides to leave I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreaming, for her I was Feenin, so I had to take a little ride, back tracking over these few years, tryna figure out what I do to make it go bad, cause Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashing I'm so lonely (so lonely), I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) For my own (to call my own) girl I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) For my own (to call my own) girl Can't believe I had a girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I pu

She Is Gone
The wave goodbye an hour ago The heart would say I miss her so She'll always stay a part of me I always wished to make her see I never said I wished she'd stay It's half my fault she went away I saw her eyes, they asked the same I couldn't even say her name I hugged her with a kiss goodbye As she winked and caught my eye Her promise to come back some day Fell on deaf ears, I made my way The pictures more were kept in stone I gaze upon them, left alone I feel I could have stopped it all Instead I chose to miss my call In years I always think along Why I have not have been so strong The moment that would mean it all I let it go, and watched it fall I missed my chance, it weighs my breast My biggest fear, above the rest The answers out there left abound The girl I longed, but already found I think of this as she shut the door I pray as though there would be more But there it was, and left my room And with it came impending doom The feeling sank in

Thank You, For Those Who Cared.
A few days ago, I tore a muscle in my left shoulder, while takeing care of the kids. thoughs who knew about it. I just want to say thank you for your kind words. it still hurts, but is doing better. looks like it will heal well. I will have to take it easy for a while though.

Hear We Go Again
this is to everyone on here im getin tierd of ppl adding me just to get there cherry points up ...thats kinda sad so if u are thinking of asking me to add u as a friend il only do that if u really intend to chat with me .. and if it ends up that we only talk 2 or 3 times il be removing u from my friends list ... ooo and by the way all he guys that look and rate my pics ... thats nice but just to let u know im not gay so would u pls stop with the comments about how i look thank u . and in a few days i will be taking off ppl that i havent talked to in a while and the way i see it they just added me to get there cherry points up ... kinda sad really who knows !!

Born With A Broken Heart
Thought I had the answer, this time I had found a way, to heal all the pain, for awhile it slipped away, but came back with a vengence, hitting harder then before, I shoulda known better, been down that cold hard road before, but you had all the right moves, you always knew just what ta say, I look back in amazement, at how smooth you made ya play, there is no future, in believein in a dream, it's just something that ya born with, your gonna die that way, there is no treatment, they will never find a cure, thats just the way it is when ya, Born With A broken Heart... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Life Sucks....
today is the anniversary of my mom's death. she's been gone 2 years now. she died of cancer. last night my husband left... will he come back... I don't know. All I can do is hope and pray that he finds the answers he needs to find. Will I linger on the fact he is gone? I'm going to try not to... Life is hard enough when you have help getting through... It'll be tough to make it with me and the kids... I have to find another job... can't make it on just $8.50/hr even if it is full time... I have a house that I'm buying... bills to pay and my kids to take care of. they are my number one concern. So I won't have much time to even think of him being gone out of my life. My daughter is upset this morning... she woke up and asked where's daddy... I told her that he decided not to stay... she said but I thought you said this was daddy's house too... I told her I did say that but that daddy felt it was best this way... but she didn't need to worry we both still loved her...

Something Is Horribly Wrong With My Fanning!!!
it says im only a fan of 25 people!! ive been a member of cherrytap since last july!!!! i fan everyone i meet!!! something is horrible wrong!!! im having to refan family members!!!! please dont get ur feelings hurt!!!!! im soooo sorry!!!! forgive me!!!! *hugs*

Birthdays Past......
Birthdays come and go..reflecting on the ones in the past one stands out above the rest..... ....Once again as it happens constantly to me, I get blown off. This Birthday evening I happen to not have kids and looking forward to what I really want for my Birthday..a complete licking..... Talking to a friend, I explain how hot and bothered I am and that my date has vanished....I think i scare them all away. A much younger man..he drive down to where I am from north Jersey..late in the night......only having talked to him a few times emails and IMS I had no idea what to expect. I was freshly showered and in a nice outfit waiting for my friend. I opened the door and a tall blond blue eyed man stood before me. He was breathtaking. I bit my lower lip and let him in. ....From there..the threw me back on my bed and kissed me...holding my hair and his hands wandering my body....I did not expect him to be this forceful..but he tore my clothing off of me to devour every inch of me. He licked

Some Simple Math
Lets do some math: I have 4354 friends. Ok so we rate everyones profile 10. Thats 4354 rates. Now thier pics. Ill be kind and estimate everyone at 100 photos: Ok thats 435,400 pics to rate. Lets say its gonna take appromimately 8.3 mins to rate each friend given the fact of the 5 second delay between rates now. Thats 3,613,820 minutes divided by 60 is 60,230 hours divided by 24 is 2509.6 days. Divided by 365 is 6.8 years. LMAO

Forevermore
love me own me make me complete Serving You is all i need i am your slave you are my soul you complete me you make me whole I serve you I feel you with every breath I take my heart cradles you reminds me no mistake must I make I desire you I hunger to serve you to complete you as yours a slave in submission forevermore

News...........
Ok, so I leave to go to the City, Sunday nite. Be the last time on CT for awhile. Leave me some comments....I will get back to ya on them. Anywho, for those of you that like rumors and go to Cricket and ask her who she is "talking" to...its me. I like her a whole bunch. Maybe a little more than I should given the reason were a few hrs apart...but still. Well Im out...take care.

Sex
AS PART OF MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION I AM GONNA ATTEMPT TO EDUCATE SOME OF THE MEN ON MY LIST ABOUT WOMEN...lol...NO THIS DOESNT REFER TO ALL OF YOU..BUT MAYBE U MIGHT LEARN SOMETHING TODAYS LESSON~ 8 DUMB ASS THINGS MEN BELIEVE ABOUT SEX.... True story~ I know one guy that told me women have to take a tampon out to pee....no joke....my friends 28 yr old brother asked her if a uterus was an organ or just an "empty space" where a baby could fit....my buddy Dan (who is 33 I might add) INSISTS that the G-spot and the clitoris is the same thing...LMFAO..sorry dan..apparently about 99% of men didnt pay attention in sex ed...so here we go.... 1. THE LONGER I KEEP AT IT, THE MORE SATISFIED SHE'LL BE. um..not necessarily. Some women like quickies and enjoy that...longer isnt necessarily better...which is probably good news for some of you..LMFAO 2. WOMEN NEVER WANT MEANINGLESS SEX. Sometimes chicks are just horny, like you!! lol...Please consider this a possibility. Most of us upfr

Sup Peeeps!!
this is to a select few .. i am doing well. its tough trying to start over after being with a man for nearly 12 years.. but i am manageing.. i dont get the chance to get online too often any more.some of you may be wondering why you see my name online lol.. yeah my best friend razor has the p/w to my account for free use as she plzs to do so.. seeing as it is a paid for account and all.but those who know me wll know when its me on here..to my baby boo chris.. i miss you so much love.. i am glad to hear you got my message i will try callling you again real soon. to my best friend lori.. girl you know even thou i am not here every day well still talk telepathicaly..to the rest of you.. not sure when i will be back online .. yes i miss it and a bunch of you.. have a wonderful weekend.. smooches lady kaos

9/11 In Retrospect
I know this is a sensitive subject but it must be addressed. 'We The People' put FAR too much trust in our friendly neighborhood government and always have. In the coming weeks I will attempt to unveil the shrouds that cover our eyes by dropping facts about our past that will make you question reality in itself let alone this entire corrupt government - fasten the safety belts fam... this ride is gonna get bumpy~ 9/11 in retrospect...There are increasing numbers of Americans that tend to believe 9/11 was an inside job. This growing attitude is understandable with president rednecks passing of a modified Phone Tap Bill, and his camps recent need to basically ammend the Geneva Convention, all steming from the Patriot Act but the facts supporting that 9/11 was an inside job is just conspiracy theory. However, I can guarantee you, that this government did let it happen. Let me give you some facts in support of what I'm saying. The Patriot Act sat on the desks of Congress for eleven years

Going Home
well it was nice talking to every one i might not be on all that much any more i'm going back to kansas i'm gonna try to get my own place soon so i will try to get back on as soon as i can leave me lots and lots of love and i'll talk to you all as soon as i can much love for all of you i will miss you guys your all truely great and i will be back

** Still Am Sick**
**groan** I been slept all day and watch one movie.. it really suck that I being sick ,, my head is hurt but good thing I havent go to bathroom for while.. my stomach is sort of settle down for now.. *groan* my head is hurt.. :(

Just For You
There is a risk involved in everything. Every time you share a smile, Every time you shed a tear, You are opening yourself up to hurt Some people tread slowly through life, Avoiding the closeness risk brings, Sidestepping the things they can't understand, Turning away from those who care too much, Those who care too long, Those who hold too tightly. There is never an easy way to love. You cannot approach it cautiously. It will not wait for you to arm yourself. It does not care if you turn away It is everywhere, it is everything. Love is the greatest of all risks. It is not reliable, it is not cautious, It is not sympathetic. It is unprejudiced and unmerciful. It strikes the strongest of mind. And brings them to their knees in one blow Even in the best of times, love hurts. It hurts to need, it hurts to belong, It hurts to be the other part Of someone else, Without either of your consent, But, from the moment it overtakes you, It hurts w

Dirty Oldmen
Gawd I am so sick of hearing this from you young little tiny bops.....yes there are so sick bastards out there...but not all of us want to see your naked little ass...sure you will show it to someone that post a picture with 6 pack abs....but you think they are sexy.....I laugh at you....what makes you think they are what they are......I tell you up front I am 50....I did more 18 year olds than I am old....I dont want you...you have no experience you have no idea what to do.....so enough of that.....if I drop by your site and rate you and leave you a comment it is just that......get over your little young ass and take a compliment.....I still dont want you.... I do this as a favor to you....you get the points....if you want to say hi back and leave me a vote...its a vote on my site not on me.....gawd I just want to sat get the heck over yourself....cause guess what in a few years you will be here....and by the way guess who started this whole internet thing so you little bitches can po

Webs
The casual lie you spin, I know your desires, I know you. Consider me an informed fly. I see the gossamer strands, all bright with dew, sunlight reflected, a sweet promise trap, Not this time, Not this time, had me once, briefly, not caught again.

Ct Lounges
I have been a member of 2 lounges now where I have met some awesome people. It is sad to say that both my favorite lounges went down because of drama in the lounges. Both lounges went down because of DJs that act like children. Allowing personal issues carry over into the lounges. I hear of this happening a lot on CT and it truly disappoints me. A CT lounge can be awesome fun but when there is too much drama then it sucks the fun right out of the room. If your a dj in a lounge don't talk about scheduling issues in the lounge. Use your shout box or a messenger like yahoo. Don't disrespect other dj's music. No two peoples music tastes are the same. Don't talk about the members of the lounge in a disrespectful manner. They are why there is a lounge in the first place. Don't tell off color, racist or political jokes in the lounge you may offend one of your members. We all come from different places, rich, poor, black, white, yellow and some of us are on occassion green and my favori

Sometimes....dates Suck
Ok...so the other night I hooked up with an old friend from years ago. I haven't seen her in about 2 years, or even talked to her in months. But, she comes into town, and through freak coincidence we manage to hang out. Now....I'm not one to dwell on the past, not in the least; however, from what I can remember of (lets call her) Suzy, it's going to be a great night. From my memory, we had some hot nights. She had some tricks, let me tell you what...and a deep, deep appreciation for some of my tricks. All in all, we had fun. Lots of fun. And when I ran into her, that glint in her eyes said she remembered what I did to her, and the smile on her lips said she remembered what she did to me. So immediately there is tension...this is a good thing, I'm expecting to get laid. I'll try to condense the evening for you all...check this out: 1st - movie. Great way to start off...right? Maybe some groping going on in the theatre, we used to always do that. So she decides to see Wild Hogs...the

Some Friends Needing Hell
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To All My Friends And Everybody
I juat want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart for helping me in everything on here. Y'all have just been so great, and I thank you so very much. Unfortunately I can not be everywhere at once, nor can I do what y'all ask of me all the time, and for this I am truly sorry. But I am only one person, and I can only get stretched so far. I try with all my might to accomodate y'all the best that I can, so please have patience with me and understand that I do care about y'all very very much, and I am not trying to be rude or anything. But some times I am just way to busi to even talk or say hi. I do try though. Always remember thst I am here with the messager if ya really need my help for leveling, in contests, or whatever. So please holla at me that way instead of the shoutbox, b/c at times before I can even get back to you on it. it is gone. I truly love each and every one of you very much, and once again. Thanxs for everything.

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments.Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we

Cry Me A Fucking River
you know something,...someone reported my "fuck you i'm irish" photo....boo fucking hoo...if you can't handle a few cuss words on a photo i suggest you take your namby-pamby boo hooing arse back to fucking myspace where the little kiddies sit...Cherry Tap is where the grown up's sit:P

The Exam
Beep. Beep. Beep. The sound of the alarm clock setting on the night stand next to the bed wakes him up. Dread fills him as he realizes that its exam day! He pulls the covers up over his head wishing this day had never come. But as the alarm starts to beep at him again he realizes that there’s no getting around it and he is only wasting precious time. Slowly he rises and sits on the edge of the bed wiping sleep from his eyes. Stretching he stands and heads for the shower thinking might as well get ready for his exam. Showering quickly and dressing even faster for time is wasting and traffic is going to be horrible during the morning rush hour. For the first day in a long time he wished he were going to work instead of the doctor for a full physical. He hated the doctor’s office and even more then that physicals! Leaving the house with no breakfast because he didn’t have an appetite this morning he heads his car in the direction of the dreaded doctor’s office. As he is d

As I Sit Here
I think of all the things that i want in my life and what i want i don't think is to much. I want someone to love me for me, someone to respect me and treat me like i'm a lady and the only one that they want and/or need in their life. I want someone who's honest and faithful and caring and someone that can be not only my lover but my bestfriend. Someone who doesn't put sex as the #1 priority in the relationship because to me that is just a bonus if you don't have anything else you have nothing. I want more then anything to be happy and to feel good especailly after everything i have been thru with my ex but it's going to take time and I know i'm not ready for a relationship right now I need time for me, time to heal most of all right now i just want a friend if something more comes of it then it does if not at least i've still got a friend. Even when you tell people this they seem to get the idea that you promised them more. Just relax and go with the flow of things. I don't even k

----- Journey ----- A Poem.
----- Journey ----- Where walks Love's quiet journeyings, calmness in the bright light of shining day, peace and passion in the warm depth of night, Here exists that which T/two Souls Live as Truth: that modest unassuming security of total trust, that calm and loyal knowledge of internal integrity, to see T/them thus would be in and of itself an Experience: To BE T/them is a Treasured, Honoured Joy. ________________________________ For My beLoved nikki, Ever and Always, In Love, ^Uyraell^. 3/12/2007, Mar.12.

Nervous
Tomorrow I'm supposed to be meeting a guy that I have been talking to online for the last week or so. He's driving down here from out of town. I hope everything goes well because i have really enjoyed talking to him. Mostly over the phone, sometimes online. Someone gimmie some kinda something here lol.

S & M
The buzz word in today's business world is MARKETING. However, people often ask for a simple explanation of "Marketing." Well, here it is. You're a woman and you see a cute guy at a party. You go up to him and say, "I'm fantastic in bed." That's Direct Marketing. You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a cute guy. One of your friends goes up to him and pointing at you says, "She's fantastic in bed." That's Advertising. You see a handsome guy at a party. You go up to him and get his telephone number. The next day you call and say, "Hi, I'm fantastic in bed." That's Telemarketing. You see a cute guy at a party, you straighten your dress. You walk up to him and share small talk. You say, "May I, and reach up to straighten his tie, brushing your breast lightly against his arm, and then say, "Let's dance so I can see how you feel about me." That's Public Relations. You're at a party and see a handsome guy. He walks up to you and says, "I hear

3-12-07
Listening to GreenDay (Holiday)... Not busy for the first time in forever, and I have great news! A publisher is interested in one of my children's books... wait ... hmmm... did i ever mention I write children's book... prolly not... but anywayz.. w00t! BANG BANG GOES THE BROKEN GLASS MAN!

Pictures
What’s the point of a picture? A picture is just a way people who has never met you can feel that much closer to you. A picture is worth a thousand words is the saying but honestly what is captured in a picture is nothing more than a memory; whether it be good or bad, shameful or pleasant a picture is nothing more than a way to capture a person in one stage of life. A picture is no better than a quick email saying hello, a picture can’t comfort you in a time of deep depression, a picture is not there to take care of you when you are sick a picture can’t even cook or clean. To really know someone is to talk to them face to face, to share in their trials and tribulations, though people move on with their lives, it is better to have a mental image of that one special person or number of persons then to have a piece of overpriced paper in your hand. Now I do understand that people want to see other people, they want to feel they know them without actually knowing them but do this throu

Before It's Too Late (poem)
All I've ever wanted to be Was someone for another you see. Love without bounds or walls, Someone to catch me through my falls. One who will fight for me no matter the battle. One who you can never rattle. The lady that I'm every breath to. A woman unlike all others, tried and true. When my mind is twisted, she can get me straight. One with great patience if time needs her to wait. A soul as clear and strong as any before. A friend who looks not at my faults as a chore. No matter how uncertain I am. They are as sure as the Hoover Damm. Able to contain such a powerful force. But breathe life from their tamed source. A love for me unrattled and full of fight. A beacon even on my darkest night. I have depths many will never know. I wonder if this woman God can grow. I'm sad and broken as I wait. I hope in my life it won't come too late. Randy Best 3/12/07

300
Okay I got to see this yesterday and all I can say is ........ WHAT.THE.FUCK?! Chris summed up the movie best with something she said and as hard as I'm trying right now I cannot remember for the life of me what it was. LOL

It Saddens Me To Say.............
“There comes a time for every Vampire when the Idea of eternity Becomes momentarily unbearable. The wounds suffered from Loves And failed relationships, Doesn’t heal like a humans, But seem only to gape larger. The Longing to be mortal returns”. This being said I can no longer at this time Face the mortal world, it is not of me. For this it is time for TheUnloved to Return to my realm of Darkness. It saddens me to say that I will not be around On a daily basis as I once have been. Be assured that the Spirit of TheUnLoved still thrives. I will be checking in from time to time, To see if this mortal world is becoming a more Suitable place for My Spirit to dwell. My Dearest friends and Family, I will make a great effort to let you know Of the return of TheUnLoved in some form. I will miss you all greatly! I regret that I will not be able to be among you As I once was, but perhaps My Spirit will some how Live on and Bless someone. Blessed be You All! TheUnLoved

Please Dont Touch Me There
being a little girl you think it is ok for people to tickle you , well as it should be, but there are perverts out there that take it took a discusting level.I remember being 9 years old when my dads friend took tickling a little girl to the next level, his hands going in my still growing womanly parts, going where no man had, destroying my innocence, and still never forgotten.He wont ever realize what he took from me, a part of my soul and heart.There has been others that have raped me and i was so scared that i didnt fight back, i wanted to so badly, but the little girl in me took over thinking that they had the control over me,i want my innocence back, i want them too pay for what they have done.The only words that i keep thinking about from those times is please dont touch me there. I am want to regain the strength in my heart from what they have done, it is slowly getting there, but with alot of patience i guess.

Matsuzaka's Revenge (hardly)
Not a good outing for the Red Sox import yesterday, underscored by the circus that will follow him wherever he goes this year. His hittable cheese was witnessed by: ---Stephen King ---Peter Gammons (feverishly working up ways to spin the bad outing, I am sure) ---Patriots emmisaries ---a crew from NBC Nightly News ---most of Japan So, Matsuzaka, what say you to your part in the carnage? "'I thought I'd take the opportunity to experiment a little bit,' Matsuzaka said calmly through translator Masa Hoshino. 'See where they're going to hit the ball, see where they wouldn't hit it. The third and fourth inning, I was definitely experimenting....The fact that they hit a couple of home runs off me is not something I'm terribly worked up about. There will be times I get hit and they score runs against me. Speaking psychologically, I'm not overly concerned about that." Oh. That's um, pretty damn level-headed. I will take that as an early indication he will be able to handle the

Fuckhead Awareness Day
INTRODUCTION The 30-day period from February 14 - March 14 marks a traditional time for relationship breakups, spanning a period in which individuals often reveal an alternate form of their personality to former partners. It is no coincidence that parallel to this rash of broken relationships during the month immediately following Valentine’s Day is an alarming global increase in what can only be labeled as “fuckhead” behavior. Yet this nonsensical conduct is not limited to relationships or to the annual Valentine’s Day aftermath; it’s a disability that can last for years. Everyone knows a fuckhead – the one person who is so perpetually full of contradictory bullshit and are unable to shake despite your best efforts. He or she may be a co-worker, someone you work out with at the gym, or even a loved family member. Common social realms displaying proliferate fuckhead behavior are high school hallways, interactive internet websites, Jerry Springer reruns and governmental institut

Read This
I'm putting everyone on notice. If you lie to me, I am a vengeful mother fucker! period. You play games I will bust you. Now, no one can say I didn't warn you. I have an iq of 140, I anylize everything lol :P And for those who read my blog. I busted out the liar from last night. At first she tried to hold up her BS, till i showed her the evidence. lol Then it was an attempt to "explain" too late. Anyway there u go, if you can't be honest with me, don't bother talking to me, simple as that. Peace peeps!

To The Mothers And Fathers
ok nit shure how normal this is but i know that my 7 year old son just started losing his teeth last year but my lil girl is 4 and she has lost two teeth already and the third one is getting ready to fall out do you think this is normal or is it to early what do you think about this?

Stone Sour "through Glass"
i'm looking at you throught the glass,don't know how much time has pased oh God it feels like forever,but no one ever tells y0u that forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head cause i'm looking at you throught the glass,don't know how much time has passed all i know is tht it feels like forver,but no one ever tells you that forever feels like home,sitting all alone inside your head...........................................................love that song.

Awaiting...
Ok, I'm sitting here drinking Canadian Club and it just so dawns on me...in 3 months I'm going to be a dad. Hell I don't know if I'm ready for it. What choice do I have? I was an only kid what do I know about babies. I'm excited. I'm scared...shitless. It's hard to explain everything that goes through my mind on any given day about this. I have a hard time imagining myself as a dad. A corrupting uncle maybe....but a dad? LOL I'm wandering what the fuck I've gotten myself into. I know in my own little world I'm eagerly awaiting the arrival of Eli Robert.

Sleep Is Wrong
i cant wake up. at least not totally. i know its a side effect of my meds, but that doesnt make it any easier to deal with. yawning all day. being tired after less than 12 hours awake. i need meds to stay stable though. i dont know what to do. do i accept the tiredness as the price of stability, or do i get my meds changed in order to lose the tiredness, but risk not being this stable again? Sleep is Wrong.mp3

Puttied Walls
WELL I GOT THE HOLES ALL PUTTIED TODAY.... I AM GONNA PAINT THE CEILIN TOMORROW... I AM SO EXCITED... ILL TAKE A PIC OF IT TOMORROW WHEN IM DONE... THEN THE WALLS ARE NEXT BUT THE PROBLEM WITH THAT IS WE ARE REPLACING EVERYTHING AND I WANT TO WAIT AND PAINT WHEN WE GET EVERYTHING PULLED OUT... AND THAT WONT BE FOR A WEEK AND HALF

1st Week Of A Break Up
There is nothing worse than the first week of a break up First week of a break up is like the first time you have sex It's akward and borring and we both keep telling each other that we're doing good but it's a lie First week of a break up you're on my mind more than you ever were So I clean everything in my apartment Clean my way in to forgetting But then I find things that I couldn't when we were together Your shirt...your favorite cd...reasons that I liked you Until the room reeks of your influence See I keep wanting to invite you over but love can't live here anymore She might bring her two children jealousy and neglect Those two always run around breaking shit and I can't ever seem to clean up the mess They tend to ruin romantic moments with questions and lies And I can see they're children when I look in to their eyes It's you and I Not sure when we had them but now they live in the next room Always barging in saying they're having nightmares and ca

Rebirth
Many times i've been told that if a man ever wants to reach his paradise he has to pay the devil first. Over the past two months, my boxing training has been excruiating. Between the diets, blows, and insane workouts I have been pushed to the very brink. I have lost 20 lbs, am a lot faster, and have reached new levels of stamina. Yet its not over... I have realized once you climb the mountain there is yet another to climb. Through mental and physical discipline, I have been reborn. Each slice of pain has been worth it to reach the next stage. It has taught me everyone can change if they want it bad enough... a new stage has begun and i feel so alive

Serenity
Serenity with my last breath walking forward the light fading dying with the fire inside Sadness creeping out staining my face with sweet sorrow Pain spilling out from a broken soul Alone embracing the nothing a lovers arms forever gone A final kiss for one last goodbye Jason Hartle

Why I Do What I Do
PEOPLE ASK ME HOW I CAN DO THE JOB I DO. WELL MAYBE IT ISN'T A JOB, BUT A CALLING, MAKING SURE THAT THE LAST MEMORY A FAMILY HAS OF A LOVED ONE IS A GOOD ONE. HERE IS A COPY OF A POEM THAT HANGS IN MY MOM'S OFFICE AN EMBALMER'S HAND God gave us hands to use for Him, to use in different ways. Doctors use their hands to bring life into the world and to maintain life as long as possible. Artists use their hands to capture life on canvas. Authors use their hands to give shape to their creative ideas. But you, the embalmer, take that with which life has gone, and attempt to work miracles, and you do. You have no life with which to work, but you are expected to make your masterpiece lifelike. Family and friends pass by and inspect your work, not knowing how many hours were spent, nor understanding the agonizing heart that went into the masterpiece which you have created. You know that in a few short hours your masterpiece will return to mother earth, never again to be viewed by

What To Do
What do you do when you have property taxes overdue, the mortgage due, out of state company coming and your sole support just walked out on their job? Do you cry? Do you scream? Do you just go numb and hope everything works out before youlose whats left of your mind? I dont know what the answer is...all I know is that I am scared... I understand why he walked from the job but with four kids and all the stuff that needs paying I cant say I think it was the best idea to ever happen. Someone say a prayer, 'cause its about to get rough around here...

Problems Continued
Today woke up and called my sister and laid down whats up on how if she wants to be family then she has to be family and im not somone jus to use well she got all pissy and slamed the phone in my ear at that point i was like ahh fuck it she calls back doing the cryin bit of how i always hurt her and how i wasnt there wah wah wah, and theres been also some new chapters in my life being written from last night but for now they wont be spoken but it will lead me down a road of greater responsibilty then ive had ever befor it scares me but makes me feel honored im going to be needed to the level i will be needed for anyone scratching your heads going wtf is he babbling about i will tell yous when the time is right

Serenity
Serenity... I go through life on empty, hollow and alone, always searching for something, what I just don't know, feeling all that touch my life, are only passing through, so many walk away, few realy have the heart to stay, all with a diffrent story, most remain untold, can this be all I can see, or is there more ahead of me, can this be all life holds. only broken promises, shattered dreams and lies, why do I awake each day, must I live my life this way or will I somehow find true, Serenity... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

I Wanna Be Famous
Make me a star? This song is so kick Ass! The song is by Samantha 7 Chorus I, I wanna be famous I, I wanna be a star I, wanna be on the A-list I, want Gwyneth in my arms Another awards show stars in every row i'm sitting here alone bleeding from my heart and soul i go to every movie and i got cable tv i feel like i know them all but no one knows me chorus star studded at the parties for hollywood's elite the center of my world unfolds on my tv i run to the window look up to the sky basking in the afterglow and wishing it was mine chorus 2x

Coffee....
Just sitting here at my computer thinking about you, and can't help thinking about how fun it would be to have a sexy little flirt with you...maybe while having coffee in a cozy out door patio, with the warm sun streaming in through the branches and leaves of the trees, all warm and cozy...legs brush lightly under the table, your hand wandering up my skirted thigh, pushing it back slightly and seeing the surprised look on your face when you discover the hook of my lacey garter at your finger tips...slyly I give a glance and a quick smile...my pussy is instantly giving me a nudge of moist hot juice, making my breasts and nipples jealous...gently I push my hip forward allowing you to slip your hand more easily up my leg where you can feel my steam..You squirm in your chair, adjusting for the steady rise of your cock in your trousers...

Dont Look If You Cant Handle Whats Inside
This is How i am feelin today.. Ive learned its better to Get it out and Share then to bottle it in or this will happen... :( Layout Codes and Myspace Graphics Layout Graphics Words Comment Images

Dreams
Today I got to thinking about dreams and sleep... We sleep, depending on who you are, between 6 and 8 hours a night on average. It occurs to me what a terrible waste of time this is. If I sleep 8 hours a night then a whole third of my life is wasted on 'shut-down'. So I got to reading. The main purpose of sleep is to dream. If we needed to physically rest we can do that without sleeping. I'm still not entirely clear on why we dream, but it has something to do with needing to reorganise thoughts and compartmentalise everything into the correct parts of our minds. Dreams, on average, last for 7 minutes. The sleep cycle, on average, contains 7 dreams. So... surely the only useful part of sleep could be done in 49 minutes of each night. The other 5, 6 or 7 hours are pointless. I believe the reason that different people sleep different lengths of time is that they condition their sleep cycles to speed up or slow down. If you are used to allowing yourself more sleep then you will en

Black Label Society
Suicide Messiah VideoSuicide Messiah lyrics - Black Label Society lyricsBlack Label Society Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure for then fans and family have a kick ass time at the show tonight pinkharleygurl69

The Penguins Are Staying In The Burgh
After weeks of praying the Pens do not leave the city, they finally....FINALLY came to a deal. Being a hockey fan in Pittsburgh, I think that every Pens fan in the city let out a collective sigh, which probably explained how windy it was today. Whew For those who haven't heard and are Pens fans, here it is: http://www.pittsburghpenguins.com/team/press/arts/2386.0.php

Had To Come Out And Tell It
Had To Come Out And Tell It I know after today God people want like me after. What I have to say cause it may hurt their feelings but it got to be told;I've seen alot of fake and phony people out here that only talk the talk and not walking it, I admit Lord that I'm not a perfect man in this world and Iam a sinner.This is the hardest thing I've had to say but to thyself be true with your grace Lord;I have to come out and tell it like it is even if it does hurt someone feelings,stop being fake and phony people only out for self cause your hurting those who love you. I had to come out and tell it even if it hurt someone feelings it had to be told. Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson

Have A Wonderful Week Everybody!!
How was everybody's weekend? I do hope things are well with everyone and my hopes, thoughts and prayers all always with everyone!! Showing love to everyone... :) Think positive thoughts always!! Jeremy

More Things Learnt.
Bloodhounds are CUTE! and bark alot. Matt is at an age where his back legs are too large for his body. He hops alot. mango's and zuchinni on the grill are GREAT. My aunt and grandma are taking WAY too long to get back. My food is gonna RE-cook in the oven.

Please Hear What I Am Not Saying
"PLEASE HEAR WHAT I AM NOT SAYING" DON'T BE FOOLED BY ME. DON'T BE FOOLED BY THE FACE I WEAR. FOR I WEAR A MASK. I WEAR A THOUSAND MASKS. MASKS THAT I AM AFRAID TO TAKE OFF. AND NONE OF THEM IS ME. PRETENDING IS AN ART........THAT'S SECOND NATURE WITH ME. BUT DON'T BE FOOLED. I GIVE YOU THE IMPRESSION THAT I'M SECURE. THAT ALL IS SUNNY AND UNRUFFLED IN ME. WITHIN AS WELL AS WITHOUT. THAT CONFIDENCE IS MY NAME, AND COOLNESS IS MY GAME. THAT THE WATER'S CALM AND I'M IN COMMAND. AND THAT I NEED NO ONE. BUT DON'T BELIEVE ME. MY SURFACE MAY SEEM SMOOTH BUT MY SURFACE IS MY MASK. MY EVER-VARYING AND EVER-CONCEALING MASK. BENEATH LIES NO SMUGNESS, NO COMPLACENCE. BENEATH DWELLS THE REAL ME. IN CONFUSION, IN FEAR, IN ALONENESS. BUT I HIDE THIS. I PANIC AT THE THOUGHT OF MY WEAKNESS AND FEAR BEING EXPOSED. THAT IS WHY I FRANTICALLY CREATE A MASK TO HIDE BEHIND. A NONCHALANT, SOPHISTICATED FACADE, TO HELP ME PRETEND. TO SHIELD ME FROM THE GLANCE THAT KNOWS. BUT

Golf Mishap :d
Two women were playing golf. One teed off and watched in horror as her ball headed directly toward a foursome of men playing the next hole. The ball hit one of the men. He immediately clasped his hands together at his groin, fell to the ground and proceeded to roll around in agony. The woman rushed down to the man, and immediately began to apologize. "Please allow me to help. I'm a physical therapist and I know I could relieve your pain if you'd allow me," she told him. "Oh, no, I'll be all right. I'll be fine in a few minutes," the man replied. He was in obvious agony, lying in the fetal position, still clasping his hands together at his groin. At her persistence, however, he finally allowed her to help. She gently took his hands away and laid them to the side, loosened his pants and put her hands inside. She administered tender and artful massage for several long moments then asked, "How does that feel?" He replied, "It feels fantastic, but my thumb still hurts like c

My Future Wife
if the time comes where i find the one i want her to know never expect perfection emotions are always flowing my falacies are many but what i make up in is the time we spend together ill always be there for you always hold your hand and kiss you will you feel the same for me? when im sick in the hospital when we cry after pain when we smile after our honeymoon will it be forever or am i just dreaming? Timmy

Private Poem
I see you standing way over there I watch you wonder, I watch you stare You catch my eye peeking a glimpse You wonder how wet you can make my lips We come together so softly, your skin touching mine Our sweet caress, don't worry about time Undress from our clothes, raw and naked I want to be your's, I want to be taken Your tongue slides, your fingers glide You enter and fall so deep inside Our shadows crawl across the flickering light I scratch the bed, you feel so right I thrust my back and moan a bit louder You pull out and lick me, you want to devour A tease you are, as you gaze up into my eyes Gentleman and Sir, you make me- oh my! Don't move an inch, don't try to run I know you love this part- I'm going to cum! Smooth back inside, please fuck me, please I want you to cum, I'll get on my knees I kneel before you, I've got you so hard The best sex we've had- we know that we are. ;-)

To An Unsure Love
i wait inside this cocoon of us i want an us but it seems unclear she hides behind the past i hide behind the past. maybe we get caught up in it when we talk maybe we are afraid to let us go what if we were together is it scary to wonder what love would be what we love who we love you gaze into me true i kinda pushed ya into it you smiled you lean away its not easy to love someone especially when you feel unsure if you can in all these crazy times between these crazy miles.. blocks a true sweetheart. scared to not get what we feel just hope i don't fuck us up again hating to leave you alone even if we are platonic.. i'd rather be on pluto than be here without you its not the same

My Dark Lover.....
THE night Is my LOVE... only then does my true self show.. only then do i open myself to my Demon lover he comes to me with ferocious appetites i welcome him with open arms for only truly does he know what i desire i will drown in his seed of hate i will drown in his seed of bLACK LUST i will free my soul with his lust and hate i will scream his name in estatic rage FOR THEN I SHALL BE TRULY FREE....

Bondage
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage92%Whips83%Chains/Handcuffs83%Blind Folds75%Biting42%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Pictures.
Such a tragic.. Such a.. void. Pretending that I know.. when I don't. Forcing myself into.. walls of black of nothing of you. I won't. It's such a pretty picture painted such a pretty story told such an echo of forever ending never beginning with you. and I die... Another night enfolds Holding out a hand to punch into the air hold out a heart that was never really there. Offer a dream promises are not kept and any thoughts of me faded while you slept Am I just an image You imagined me one day and thought of all the things you could do to make it stay did anyone not tell you that ink it sometimes bleeds and even pretty pictures have not so pretty needs.

Let Me Know If I Should Keep Writing?
i was bored so i wrote a story let me know what u all think, if i should post others? Ruby was unhappy. Actually, as she slammed her cell phone down, she was pissed. Nothing today had gone right. Work sucked, and the only thing that had gotten her through it was the thought of meeting her friend Sandy for some drinks and a ladies’ night out. Even out in the parking lot, she had dinged some stranger’s door getting out of her car. Just NOTHING had gone right, and now Sandy just called and said the baby sitter had the measles or something and she couldn’t come out. So here Ruby sat, all dolled up in her favorite purple dress, but alone, pissed off, and not feeling very much of anything except unhappiness. To take her mind off of her misery, she scanned around the bar. Geez, did EVERYONE have to be with someone? It had been a while since Ruby had received any “attention,” and she probably would have been a little more randy if she hadn’t been so bloody angry at the world. As she scan

Just Remember...
tomorrow is the day everyone!! I leave for washington. I am not sure when i will b back on here as i have to get setteled in!! but i will try to not stay away for too long!! I am gonna miss everyone!!! ~huggs & ~kisses~ ~Stephie~

Thank You Rosie For This Beautiful Tribute For Mccaylah
TITLE: RIP McCayla .... You No Longer Have To Hurt Anymore ... w/Music Video RIP McCAYLA YOU NO LONGER HAVE TO HURT WHEN DO WE GIVE A DAMN!!!!! NONE OF THESE KIDS ASK TO BE BORN TO: HEARTLESS IRRESPONSIBLE PIECES OF SHIT WHO THE ONLY THING THEY ARE GOOD AT IS: EITHER UNZIPPING THEIR PANTS, OR SPREADING THEIR LEGS!!!!! WHY DOES IT HAVE TO END HERE!!!!! HANDS WERE MADE TO CARESS, ARMS TO HUG/HOLD, FEET TO RUN TO SOMEONE'S AID, HEARTS TO LOVE, YOU NAME ME 1 THING A CHILD DOES TO DESERVE ABUSE JUST 1 THING!!!! I'LL TELL YOU THE ONLY THING A CHILD EVER DOES AND THAT IS: LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY BOTH PARENTS EVEN PROTECTING THE ONES WHO BEAT THEM I KNOW THIS BULLETIN ISN'T MUCH BUT IT'S MORE THAN SHE GOT WHEN SHE WAS ALIVE FROM ANY ADULT WHO KNEW AND DID NOTHING IF YOU GIVE A DAMN THEN REPOST THIS DAMNIT!!!!!!! THIS IS FOR U McCayla Concrete Angel Vid

Trinkets
Mere words cannot elate my hearts true steel. A feeling so wonderous one person alone may find it hard to express but wonderful to feel. Such a strong spirit does our love posess much greater than mountain or fierce midnight gale. These words that I write reveal little of what my actions will show and as my Finito I give you this. The touch of my fingers light upon your cheek. The brush of my lips as I lay beside you the passion in our closeness my hip against your hip. So intertwined into one our souls shall twist.

Cookie Nookie.
a poem by nay: nipple snacks, patty whack, give a bitch a cookie. popcorn, midget porn, yo old ass grandma's gettin nookie. butt clap, pube hair hats, chocolate syrup down my chode. boob sweat, chia pets, dip yo dick in some rocky road.

Confussion
Threw these blind eyes I see a face staring back at me. No features just an apporition of who I should be. Though just an illusion, it has left me in an unsettled state of confussion. With deaf ears I hear a voice, eager to question if I really have a choice? The dilusion of it all has left me in a state of confussion. Though everything is dead I am very much alive. A choice you ask, no, just a live in a state of confussion. A government torn, people left stranded to morn. Loved ones lost due to a war, with a leader left to scorn. Children left crying while their parents are dieing in the buildings that day. Porpaganda in a state of confussion. He poings the finger at the innocent, when he himself is guilty. The leader of a nation though he is filthy. He sent away millions for his own visions, leaving us all in this dallerious confussion.

Serenity
I prey for serenity but it always seems to pass me by. Relentlessly I try to tranquilize this feeling of hatred. Though my feelings for you are still strong, I only have the bitter sweet taste of animosity on my tounge. The venom in my veins is like bile. Rejected and easy to defile. Your face still haunts my dreams and when Im awake I can still hear your screams. I live in your head while the rest of you is dead. My life has no meaning for it is you that has taken the beating. Scars on your chest make you feel best. I am the one that put them there one your legs arms and chest. For you see, I am you and you are me.

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
ok i love Papa Roach i have been hoping that they would make the video for there new single Forever but its not out yet cause they are doing this crazy contest where you submit the video on YouTube and they choose the best one... so we might have to wait on that one for a little bit but until then this is Scars off Getting Away With murder :D enjoy I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed 'cuz you came around Why don't you just go home? 'Cuz you channeled all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is... I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much The scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized

Girlfriend Having Surgery
I was just wanting to write this and ask everyone to stop by my girlfriends page and show her what CherryTap is really all about, being there for someone when they need support. Here's the deal with her, Monday, March 19th, she is going into the hospital, she will be there for a couple of days, she is going to have a little bit of surgery done, well alot in my eyes. Angel is going to go in have a complete Hysterectomy done. A couple of weeks ago she had Laparoscopy done and they found that she had endometriosis spread through out, so now the next step... Hysterectomy. She will be out of work anywhere from six to maybe eight weeks. So if everyone that reads this could, stop by here page and show here some real CT luv. If you want, add her, fan her or whatever. I will let everyone know how she did during and after the surgery. Thank you very much for taking the time to read this and talk to everyone soon. Her link is on my profile page. Once again, Thank You. Wildman lildevil @ Ch

I Believe
Ive been out walking for hours. Ive got something on my mind. How did we get here? where are we going? And why is life so hard? I read the stories, see the photographs. Worlds in a crazy space. Ive got to hold on to my dreams; Theres just no other place. Theres just no other place. Chorus: I believe We can change anything. I believe We can rise above this. I believe Theres a reason for everything. I believe In my dream. Ive seen the shadows of the living. Seen them turn and walk away. And I keep searching for the right words To send these thoughts away. Theres a picture I like to look at, A picture of a beautiful face. And I see something in her eyes, Sends me to a better place. Sends me to a better place. Chorus I believe We can change anything. I believe In my dream.

What Do I Know?
i hope that whatever you choose to do makes you happy i hope that wherever you choose to be you reign supreme i know that in your heart you want to be hopeful and know that in your heart that you are strong. but what do i know? what do i know? i hope that tomorrow brings new dreams with the new sunrise i hope that everytime you breathe you think of peace i know that everywhere you go there will be chances for who and what only you will know. and what do i know? what do i know?

Fight The Battle Win The War
well sinces people on my friends list can only view this i guess i'll let ya's know whats going on with me well i went to the doctors few weeks ago and had some test's run and it's come back i have stage 2 cervical cancer so i have to go in friday march 16th for my frist round of kemo if i'm not to sick i'll be online updateing everyone as to how i'm doing i need people to pray i don't wanna lose this war with cancer i'll win the battle but i'm not so sure i'll get to win the battle i'm scared to death i'll lose my life but i'll keep my chin up and heart open thanks so much for reading this

Broken
i once had a care sat down shed my fears put all that was uncertain behind me i once belived that i wouldn't be decieved that life could be cruel and kind but now i see that i gave blindly you see you had me then you hurt me and now i'm gone someday i'll trust you again someday i'll find it within and maybe someday you will too now i see that i gave blindly you see you had me you hurt me now i'm gone you had me you hurt me and now i'm gone metalwolf music ©

What Retired People Do
Working people frequently ask retired people what they do to make their days interesting. Well, for example, the other day I went down town to go to the newsstand for the Wall Street Journal so I could track my investments. I was only in there for about 5 minutes. When I came out, there was a cop writing out a parking ticket. I said to him, "Come on, man, how about giving a retired person a break"? He ignored me and continued writing the ticket. I called him a "Nazi." He glared at me and wrote another ticket for having worn tires. So I called him a "doughnut eating Gestapo." He finished second ticket and put it on the windshield with the first. Then he wrote a third ticket. This went on for about 20 minutes. The more I abused him, the more tickets he wrote. Personally, I didn't care..... I came down town on the bus. The car that he was putting the tickets on had a bumper sticker that said "Hillary in '08." I try to have a little fun each day now that

Slutty Vs Naughty
I was talking to someone last night and our convo is still bothering me. They were giving me a hard time because I wasn't inviting them over for a fuck when 1) I wasnt in the mood and 2) it was 1 am. We continued the convo and they made the comment to me " I don't think you are as nughty as you say you are. You want a guy to like you for more than just sex and if you were truly naughty you would have me over right now fucking me instead of just talking to me on the phone." I was really too tired last night to do anything but get upset and say I had to go. See what he was wanting was a slutty gal. And I'm not saying there is anything wrong with that yes I can be slutty from time to time. But I am choosie on who I'm naughty with. But trust me once I am with you the naughty side of me will come out. Anyways, just some ramblings here i had to get off my chest.

Tragic Loss
Sorry that I have not been on for a while. On Friday my Aunt was bitten by some kind of spider, on Saturday she started running a fever and my cousin gave her some tylenol, when she went into check on her Sunday morning she couldn't get any response from her so she called the squad, my aunt coded on the way to the emergency room, they brought her back and started to transfer her to a room and she coded again, they brought her back again and suddenly she slipped into a coma on 100% life support, they transferred her to the CCU on Sunday evening where I spent the whole night with my mother cause this was her baby sister, there was no change as of Monday, so they brought in a neurologist on Tuesday morning and did three tests to check for brain activity and there was none so they took her off life support and she passed away yesterday. She was only 50 years old and to think that a spider took her life is hard to fathom but I know she is in a better place.

Come Comment Me!!!
The girl with the most comments wins... Contest ends next Tuesday!! Come Rate n Comment as many times as you want!!! Lots of Love! Fatz http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=474914&albumid=267075&i=2737866622

Cherrytap Needs To Get It's Priorities Straight!!!
The overall look of the site has changed yet again. Well that's all well and good but I have an idea. Instead of changing the color scheme, why not change the functionality. First off get rid of all these damn errors that we're seeing (rating too fast, session log out...etc.) I mean don't get me wrong I like this site better then Myspace but they're more worried about how much money they make from Happy Hours, Blasts and VIC's then how well the site works. I give Myspace this, at least everything on there is FREE!!!

Pardon?
Mastodon gig at Nottingham Rock City last night. Fuckin awesome. They're definitely in my top ten LIVE bands. Note perfect, great banter, full on rockstar shapes being thrown and they played all my faves. And SOOOOO loud. I'm only just starting to get full hearing back. I'm the luckiest boy in Christendom. Oh, and Jae, next time, don't be so impatient. Some of us work for a living. Nootch.

Golfs Worst Foursome
1. MONICA LEWINSKI 2. O. J SIMPSON 3 . TED KENNEDY 4. BILL CLINTON WHY YOU ASK? Well, you're going to love this! 1. MONICA IS A HOOKER 2. O. J. IS A SLICER 3. TED CAN'T DRIVE OVER WATER , AND. 4. BILL CAN'T REMEMBER WHICH HOLE HE PLAYED LAST

Deeper,deeper
With cuts so deep and scars so vibrant,my soul runs free in a trapped,malicious world.My innermost tortures seep out of my self-inflicted incisions in a crimson fashion.Each invasion of my being forms memories and scars,every time going deeper into my existence.My wounds run deep,as do my memories.Pain,guiilt,frustration,anger,sadness...all reasons to start,yet all reasons to stop.My emotions tear at my soul as I sever the ties between reality and rage.Rapidly,my thoughts run to extremes,delving deeper within myself and shaking the dust off of each skeleton looming in my closet.As the skeletons retaliate,my being becomes raw and I fall into a state of diquietment.When the ties I so viciosly cut meet again,I wake with regret in my eyes...knowing,the vicious cycle will strike again another day... Rather disturbing,eh?

Hello Hello Massive Cock Pics
lmao i see chicks say shit like that all the time i find it funny anyways thanks to the beautiful ladies that helped me out today trying to catch jenn the snot face she still beating me so if u just tuned in i need help to catch her she level 14 and i at 12 almost 13 can u help a brotha out please

My Top 10 Movies Of All Time
This list does not place any rank on my choices in movies. I'm just listing the 10 movies I like the most. 1. Raise The Titanic 2. Star Trek II: The Wrath Of Kahn 3. Titanic 4. Best Seller 5. Pirates Of The Caribbean: Curse Of The Black Pearl 6. Beetle Juice 7. The Hunt For Red October 8. For Your Eyes Only 9. Mel Brooks- History Of The World: Part 1 10. Dracula (1979)

So Very Thankful!
so I lost my right front tooth last wednesday and spent the majority of that night in the hospital because they thought I had multiple head injuries...but no, just my tooth shot straight out of my mouth..didn't hurt... so anyways I went to the denist for an emergency appt the next day (last thurs) and when they told me they coulnd't put my tooth back in I cried for about 10 minutes...lol. and then they told me to give them a mold of my mouth and to come back in 4 hrs so I could get something put in that space so I wouldn't look like a redneck.. I didn't know what to expect...so instead of going home I went to my friend Dawn's house and hung out with her..tryin to get my mind off the fact my fucking smile was busted.. so 4 hrs later I went back to the dentist and in 30 seconds they were like "just pop this thing in" it looks like a retainer with a little white thing on the end...well when it's out of the mouth it just doesn't look like anything..so they popped it in my mouth and holy s

Trust... Expectations.. Forgiving
I'm still in my "happy place" but thought I would talk about some of the things I struggled with lately. Trust.. I trust way too soon, too much, and too easily. Well I do until someone shows they don't deserve it and then it is quite a struggle to regain the trust. I try my best, fail a lot, but I try to trust again. I just think way too much sometimes for my own good. Sometimes I think I should trust less to start, and let it build gradually. But that wouldn't be me. I believe that there is good in all people, so I trust them. Expectations.. So I admit I expect a lot out of people. I expect them to give the same effort I give, whether it is in work, sports, or relationships. My biggest trouble with expectations though comes when there is a change and because of that change, the level of effort, attention, committment, is less.. or seems less. I do not do well when things like that happen. I still expect people to give what they gave before. I know that is not fair,

The Story Of My Life Again
went to the doctor. he wants another set of mri's done in case something might have changed for the worse since I had them done last year. then he wants to do this electric shock procedure where they stick needles in my body and electricute me and pinpoint which nerve it is. and yes that part is real painful I hear. then he wants me to be put in this s & m type bondage stuff where I hang from the door for 20 minutes 6 times a day in hopes it might straighten itself out. with that in mind Im lortabbed the shit up and going to bed. peace luv and crabs ryawolf

Rude People
Ok...I am new here...but to me the whole point of this site is to make friends and be nice. Everyone has been so great to me so far....except this one woman who chose to come on and rate everything I have with ones. It's not that I think I am special...or that I deserve 10's on everything...but if you are going to intentionally be rude and rate someone you have never spoken to and know nothing about with 1's...just skip my page. I have no desire to know you. I am here to have fun...not participate in drama. I know she has done this to several people...I think she just needs a life. :)

New Guys And Old
well what a morning i have had..... had my ex show up unnanounced as always to find i had a male friend staying over... stupid fucker decides that he is gunna be all macho and threatens new guy....mind you though old guy has a little girlfriend living with him...so why cant he just build a bridge and get over it? or let it wash over him like so much dirty water??? why is it ok for the old guy to move on but not me? i finally am allowing myself to be happy and started to feel free again untill this morning, its back to the same old shit from old guy... when is he going to fucking grow up already and get a life of his own and leave me the hell alone? fair enogh we have the two princesses together but for fucks sake.... talk about piss me off..... he was going to break new guys legs.... real big hero... when will you boys learn whats good for the gander is good for the goose!!!!!!! all i kept thinking the whole time old guy was here was... man i wish repo was here to help me do damage to

I Am Paying For My Excesses
Just to fill some people in....I am sure there will be less than 10 that ever see this, but it's more for me anyway. For years I was the kind of guy that smoked too much and ate the fat off the end of the steak. Although I was never a fast food junkie, my eating habits always sucked and my stress levels were always way too high. Mostly because I never say know to any type of project and always volunteer for whatever I am asked to do. Anyway I was in the hospital in early february for high blood pressure and chect pains. I just got the results back from a recent stress test and they aren't great! I have partial blockages in the vessels feeding my heart and also evidence of previous heart attack. SO..... I will be going in for cardiac cath. procedure and possible stinting of blocked vessels. The shitty thing is that I am limited in what I can do as far as work and exercize. The test isn't until March 3 and I am just going to worry and veg until then. It's my fault for not t

How Do You Feel After...
The following is extremely sexual in nature and if you are sensitive to that. please continue to read. lmao! A night with Timmy It was a cool night through the sky. Warm air surrounds us in the park. We are always talking about being together but it never quite came true. All fear we have is put to side as we lay on this soft blanket. You look into my eyes and get lost. You can't help but to think you have me and only me. You wonder what you've been doing without me for so long. It doesn't matter cause you are here with me now. I come up to your face and stare at your lips. The impending sense of my warm wet lips pressed against yours makes you tremble. You don't feel nothing but the slide of my bottom lip come against your top lip. Yours eyes close and my left hand slide under your hair to graze your ear. Its soft and needed, you want to stop before we get caught. Your fear slips away as I hold you closer to me.. You realize my hand is against your sides. Y

Beauty
With raven hair and eyes of green The brightest smile I've ever seen Her soft voice lyrically sings Carries my heart on gossamer wings Her personality bright and somewhat sly Carries my soul high in the sky A heart that's fractured, a spirit broken A new found hope from gentle words spoken In the distance a new found future A new found love together we nurture ©Mark - Diesel

Good Irish Joke 2
Paddy was tooling along the road one fine day when the local policeman, a friend of his, pulled him over. "What's wrong, Seamus?" Paddy asked. "Well didn't ya know, Paddy, that your wife fell out of the car about five miles back?" said Seamus. "Ah, praise the Almighty!" Paddy replied with relief. "I thought I'd gone deaf!"

Good Irish Joke 3
An Irishman walks into a bar and orders three glasses of Guinness, drinking them one at a time. Noticing this odd ritual, the bartender explains that the beer goes flat when poured and informs the man his beer would be much fresher if he ordered one glass at a time. The Irishman explains he began this custom with his two brothers, who have moved to America and Australia, respectively. This is their way of remembering all the time they spent drinking together. The man becomes a regular at the pub, well-known for always ordering three beers at once. One day he walks in and orders only two beers. Assuming the worst, a hush falls among other patrons. When the Irishman returns to the bar to order his second round, the bartender quietly offers his condolences. The man looks confused for a moment, and then explains, "No, everyone's fine. I gave up beer for lent."

The Real Fat Sonny!!!!
Oh so you want to call me out Thomas, Well Lets see the real you, you know the one that used to talk to me in Shout Box and in Yahoo, asking me to make you photoshops cause i was too dumb to see behind your little schemes. talking bout me taking the pictures of the kids, you were the one with the plan to make perverted pictures with these peoples kids. I stood by your side when you Said Wil "White Rider" was such an asshole, but he is the one that stays out of the drama. He saw thru your childish drama feed bullshit along time ago... he just stayed your friend because it was fun being the hated one, while you were the loved one! But now look who is still here! What about all the times you tried to Cyber with so many people, or your involvement with DevilGirl, I am going to add screen shots about how the real fat sonny is in shout boxes...and in yahoo and there is more to come. I dont want to be in the drama I am tired of it. But Fat Sonny look you arent even on this si

How Annoying
Nice to know when a friend cares so much about you heh. ...I'm being sarcastic. My friend asked me what we did for my daughter's 2nd birthday. We'll her party was a no-go because I nearly fucking died again...to put it bluntly. And her response? "Huh. Sucky for Caydi..." ....So, it's sucky for my daughter because she got no party? ...I think my daughter cares more about me being ALIVE than a party. ...That response just annoyed me.

Pissed Off
Whichever one of you stupid ass horny fucks reported my main photo as NSFW can bite my ass!!!! I Have seen far worse on here and there was nothing there but some harmless cleavage. I would like to thank you personally you chicken shit little jackass!!!!!!

Turkey Scaloppine Limone
Turkey Scaloppine Limone Thin turkey cutlets in a quick and tangy lemon sauce are a treat for the whole family. Steamed rice or mashed potatoes are perfect for soaking up the sauce. You won't want to waste a drop. Credit: Eater's Choice Servings: 8 Ingredients: Turkey * 2 pounds turkey cutlets * 1/2 cup unbleached white flour * 3 tablespoons olive oil * 2 tablespoons margarine * Salt and freshly ground pepper Sauce * 2 tablespoons margarine * 1/4 cup fresh lemon juice (about 1 lemon) * 1 tablespoon unbleached white flour * 1/3 cup chopped parsley * 1 pound mushrooms, sliced * 2 lemons, thinly sliced Directions: Place cutlets between 2 pieces of wax paper and pound with meat mallet or rolling pin until thin. Place flour on a plate. Dip each cutlet in flour, coating it on both sides, and place on a large plate. When the plate is completely covered with 1 layer of cutlets, cover them with a sheet of

How Do I Love Thee
How do I love thee, so far away? I love thee with a full heart, each and every day I awake, and see your smile, your eyes, in my minds eye. Each day without you is sweet torture, for to hold you is all that I want to do. Funny, how love has transcended mountains, miles and oceans. Funny how my love belongs to only you. Can I grow old with you; hold your hand as we Walk through the park? Can I just hold you, throughout the day, and well into the evening’s dark? What did you do that made my heart go so wild..? Oh nothing much, it’s just the way you looked when You just smiled.

Dungeon Of Malice
Get Code | Create Your Own! Get Code | Create Your Own! This family is for all metal lovers.. Black, German, Gothic, Death, Power, Norwiegan, Batcave, Trance, Heavy, Grindcore, Speed, Doom, Melodic, Thrash, Epic, and all others. If you are interested.. Hit me up!

Best Girl In Choker Or Collar Contest!
I am having a contest for the best pic of a girl in choker necklaces or collars. The rules: The contest will start as soon as I get AT LEAST 5 participants. ~ The pics can either be SFW or NSFW. ~ The picture must be an actual picture of the particpant, no random pics from the web please. ~ The contest will run for 1 week (7 days) from that day. Once I get 5 participants I will send all of the participants a private message letting you know that the contest has begun. ~ The winner will be the pic with the most comments. ~ The winner will get a Diamond Ring. Please send me the link to the photo so that I may rip it to the contest Gallery. Thank you and GOOD LUCK! :) ~ Trav

Left Him Forever
I left my exhuband after he hit me in the mouth, the ribs, and then thew me into the wall and then tried to choke me. That was the day I told him it was over between us for good and I never wanted to see him or speak to him again. The next day I got to move out, because the night before he hided my car's keys from me. What hurt me the most was to see he didn't love me. and he probably never love me. That is what hurts the most.

Games People Play
no im not pitchin a fit or anything,lol. everyday i find people comming up with new games to run on other people and to play with good peoples feelings and emotions.sometimes i dont think they relize who they are playing these games on.i have a good friend on here,ct,that was very involved with a guy for months,he even told her he loved her.then she sent him thimgs and yes,money,becouse he wanted to see her and couldnt afford to.well,things went on for a few moere months till he sent her a letter.a very cruel letter.he said he had no use for a crippled ol bitch,his words not mine,and that he was going to use her money to go see another gal he met online in alberta.now she is in great despare and lonely as well as heart broken.she wont even get on her computer anymore and it was her only outside contact.the good news is when the guy got to alberta he met his dream girl and she robbed him and left him stranded.i guess what comes around goes around.well im always warning people about ne

Mccaylahs Story On Abuse
AFTER CAREFULLY READING OVER MCCAYLAHS STORY ON ABUSE I HAVE DECIDED I WILL BE POSTING A NEW BLOG IT WILL BE 100 PERCENT REAL AND ALL VIDEOS MADE WILL BE OF ME AND MY FAMILY SO PLEASE BEFORE YOU KNOW THE HOLE STORY TRY NOT TO JUDGE ME OR MY FAMILY I THINK WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH AND MAYBE A REAL STORY WILL WAKE PEOPLE UP ABOUT ABUSE AND DOMESTIC VIOLENCE ON THIS VENTURE I WILL ALSO BE SENDING MY STORY TO MY PUBLISHER TO BE PUBLISHED I HAVE NOT DECIDED WHO I WILL DONATE THE PROCEEDS TO AS OF YET BUT I WILL LET YOU KNOW IF YOUR INTRESTED LIFE ISNT ALWAYS THE WAY IT SEEMS AND IVE COME TO REALIZE PEOPLE CONNECT BETTER WITH REAL STORIES THEN OF STORIES ABOUT PEOPLE THEY DONT KNOW THIS WILL ALSO STIR UP SOME EMOTIONS I HAVE HIDDEN DEEP INSIDE SO IF I SEEM SHORT OR DISTANT IM JUST LIVING MY LIFE OVER AGAIN http://cherrytap.com/blog/37044/266325 THIS BLOG IS SOLELY ABOUT DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AFTER CAREFULLY READING OVER MCCAYLAHS STORY ON ABUSE READ HER STORY HERE Memories O

With Me
i carry your heart with me by E. E. Cummings i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) by E.E. Cummings

New Leopard Species Found In Borneo
KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia - The clouded leopard of Borneo — discovered to be an entirely new species — is the latest in a growing list of animals and plants unique to the Southeast Asian country's rainforest and underscores the need to preserve the area, conservationists said Thursday. Genetic tests by researchers at the U.S. National Cancer Institute revealed that the clouded leopard of Borneo and Sumatra islands is a unique cat species and not the same one found in mainland Southeast Asia as long believed, said a statement by WWF, the global conservation organization. "Who said a leopard can never change its spots? For over a hundred years we have been looking at this animal and never realized it was unique," said Stuart Chapman, WWF International Coordinator of the Heart of Borneo program, which is dedicated to preserving the flora and fauna in the deep jungles on Borneo. The secretive clouded leopards are the biggest predators on Borneo, growing sometimes to the siz

About Paganism In General
About Paganism in General: 1. What is a Pagan? In general, a Pagan (or Neo-Pagan) is someone who practices an Earth-based religion. For the most part, these religions are reconstructed from pre-Christian faiths, although there are some who draw from personal beliefs and more modern archetypes. Most Pagans believe in the 'Old Gods,' whether they be part of an ancient pantheon or simply the belief that all of nature is sacred. Click here for more info. 2. Do you have a holy book? Pagans generally do not have a single book of holy scripture. Because Neo-Paganism draws from a multitude of religions and spiritual practices, practitioners can use any of those holy texts that they find meaningful (or not). Also, because Paganism is very individualistic, each person usually writes their own holy book (sometimes called a Book of Shadows), which is seen as their lifelong spiritual journey. 3. If you don't go to church, when do you practice your faith? Because nature is so centr

Someone Shoot Her Please.....
Last night I fell asleep on the couch in my living room and apparently left the TV on while I slept and this morning I was awoken by the sound of a bleating of a cow as if it was shot in the face and was waiting to die.. But as I opened my eyes I found out that it was just Rosie O’Donnell and her cackling hen posse known as the women of The View. We all know that Rosie has been in the news lately about a bunch of different things, from her feud with the Donald, to her fight with depression. This morning she had the nerve to say stuff about how prisoners at Guantanamo Bay are being tortured to give confessions and how it “hurts their civil liberties.” I was so pissed off about this that I actually decided to write a letter to ABC (the company that produces the view and airs it) and to Rosie herself. Before I get to send it off I thought I’d let you read it on here. Dear Rosie, I’m writing this to tell you how much I hate your guts. Now I personally don’t know you and I doubt t

Here We Go Again Only This Time My Personal Pic Was Ripped Without Permission
OKAY HERE I GO AGAIN ITS ONE THING TO RIP TAGS FROM MY DEAFULT WHICH I COULD CARE SHIT ABOUT BUT WHEN YOU RIP MY PERSONAL PIC WITHOUT BEING GIVEN PERMISSION YOU HAVE JUST PISSED THE COWGIRL IN PINK OFF MY HUBBY DOES NOT APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT IT WAS RIPPED MY PERSONAL PIC IS FOR ME MYSELF AN I NOT THE WHOLE FREAKIN COMMUNITY TO GAWK UPON SO NEEDLESS TO SAY I WILL BE DELETING MY PERSONAL PICS ONCE AGAIN THANKS FOR MAKING MY DAY! I WILL SAY THIS AGAIN MY PERSOANL TAGS WITH MY PERSONAL PIC ON IT ARE NOT FOR RIPPING DONT DO IT AGAIN!!!

Join Now!!!
Best Looking Goth Contest PRIZES First Place: Silver Motorcycle Second Place: Rolex Third Place: Platinum Cherry Rules ~This is a week Long contest, will start Monday, March 20, at 12:00 PM EST and will run until Monday, March 27, at 12:00 PM EST ~This is a open contest meaning once it starts if one would like to enter they will be allowed to ~All entries must be S.F.W. (Suitable For Work) any N.S.F.W. entries will not be accepted ~Contest is open to both Males and Females ~Anyone found to be down-rating anyone else will be cut from the contest ~You may use any means to pimp yourself out i.e. stickies, page links on peoples pages, bulletins, or what ever else you can think think of to get you more comments amd rates ~If ANYONE breaks 10,000 comments then the gift Values will DOUBLE and will be as followed First Place: Corvette Second Place: Silver Motorcycle Third Place: Men's Ring or Women's Ring To enter simply send me a private me

Haters
I'm tired of my pics that are NOT nsfw pics getting reported as nsfw. My man man sees lots of shit on here I don't do that shit. At first I didn't acre but yesturday my pic was #1 rank someone reported it nfsw just because I was rank #1, thats some BS! Haters!

Some Insight
Some Insight to me.... Current mood: contemplative Okay so i've decided to write this because well i'm bored LoL ... its just the basics on who i am and the type of person i strive to be ... :) First i'm Seperated from my husband , we're NOT divorced ... but we might as well be LoL been seperated since 1998 , just figure we hated marriage the first time , so if we stay married to eachother well we can't make that mistake again right ? LoL fucked up logic , Ummmmm yea , Do I care about your opinion on it ? Nope I'm a mom of 6 , i don't exactly look like a mom of one let alone 6 , but heres some advice , If u like your nose and teeth intact , Don't ask how many dads Ummmmm k? cuz 1st its rude , and 2nd its none of your goddamn buisness , but to set the record straight theres 1 dad TYVM.... Yes i LOVE body art ! Tats , Piercings , Scarification , Extreme Body mods like rib removal and implants are cool with me too *i wouldn't do them but hey who am i to judge?*But if you don'

Same Shit....
What does that mean? "same shit?" I've heard the saying.."shit happens". which usually means, something went wrong, or things have suddenly gone bad..a turn for the worse,the situation stinks..what animals and humans do.. shit! Let's use SHIT in a sentence.. Q: What's new? A: shit Scenario: You've just head your head on the car door. SHIT! Your walking and yep, you stepped in some, shit. You electric bill just got caught off...SHIT! You forgot to buy toiletpaper, SHIT! YOU GET THE IDEA... but what does it mean when someone says.."same shit"..does it mean that their life is constantly one shitty thing after another? They have nothing but SHIT in their life..they can only produce shit? hmm...just a thought.. SHIT IT'S TIME TO GO...

Which Human
The 6th grade science teacher, Mrs. Parks, asked her class, "Which human body part increases to ten times its size when stimulated?" No one answered until little Mary stood up and said, "You should not be asking sixth-graders a question like that! I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, who will then fire you!" Mrs. Parks ignored her and asked the question again, "Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" Little Mary's mouth fell open. Then she said to those around her, "Boy, is she going to get in big trouble!" The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, "Anybody?" Finally, Billy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, "The body part that increases 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye." Mrs. Parks said, "Very good, Billy," then turned to Mary and con tinued, "As for you, young lady, I have three things to say: One, you

Friends
To my friends , Once again I need to clean up my friends list . I just have many friends who are in my list but they just there....I mean really , if you are going to be my friend , I expect you to rate my photos & stashes like I try to do to each & every friend I have . I even have so called friends who visit my page & wont even leave me a hello or nothing . Yea , I know when you've been on my page , it shows up on the bottom part. So I'm deleteing people whos just sitting idle in my list , and to everybody else , yall rock , because I do have some Great friends . Love you all , my real friends.

One Of My Earlier Novels
One of my earlier novels Before I knew how to tell time, my mother gave me a timer. When she wanted me to come home by a specific time, she would turn its dial to whatever amount of time she was allowing me. It was about the size of a half-dollar, and she had somehow attached it to a shoestring. I would either put it in my pocket, or wear it around my neck. (Yes. A timer on a shoestring around my neck. My dorkdom is born…). When my time was up, it made a loud buzzing sound as it turned back to 0. Mostly what I remember about it is that I worried that I would lose it and not know when to go home. In an attempt to manage my anxiety around the Timer Issue, I did what any other square-peggish child would do: I wrote about it. Thus begat one of my earliest novels (though not the first). I think it’s both funny and odd that I had this compulsion, or whatever it is, to make sense of things through writing for as long as I can remember. I still do this in my spiral-bound notebooks,

Open Arms
Lying beside you here in the dark Feeling your heart beat with mine Softly you whisper you're so sincere How could our love be so blind We sailed on together We drifted a part And here you are by my side So now I come to you with open arms Nothing to hide believe what I say So here I am with open arms Hoping you'll see what your love means to me Open arms Living without you living alone This empty house seems so cold Wanting to hold you wanting you near How much I want you home But now that you've come back Turned night in to day I need you to stay So now I come to you with open arms Nothing to hide believe what I say So here I am with open arms Hoping you'll see what your love means to me Open arms

The Wager (part 1)
It was a beautiful day, and Rebecca delighted in the feel of the sun shining down on her face. Spring had officially arrived three weeks ago, but today was the first day that the weather had decided to obey the calendar. She had longed to get out into the fresh air, having spent far too long cocooned indoors against the chill of winter, and so she had called Raymond almost as soon as she had awoken. In the short time that she had known him, Rebecca had learned that there were few things Raymond loved as much as being outdoors. She had also learned that she wanted him, hungered for him, and now, as she hiked alongside him on the wooded trail, she felt the longing stirring up inside of her, more powerfully than ever before. He moved effortlessly among the trails, his tight white t-shirt clinging to his torso, showing off his chiseled abs and his smooth, flat stomach. Occasionally, Rebecca allowed herself to fall a step behind him so that she could savor the motion of his

Love Is Pain
Love is a wonderful feeling It is also a terrible pain Makes you feel so alive Yet tear the soul right from your heart Everyday seeming so beautiful and right Another time hardly worth breathing Longing for something so real Fearing at how deeply you feel it Never doubting it not even once Knowing that it may not be returned You have no choice but to move forward What else can you do Wanting someone so much to love you Hoping that they are out there Knowing that you can love with all your being Waiting so ever patiently Wondering so about yourself Will someone love you for who you are Or wish to change you into what they want Love is a much blessed emotion Also a curse without compare It can make you so incredibly happy Yet make you inevitably sad

Lady
Lady, I'm your knight in shining armor and I love you. You have made me what I am and I am yours. My love, there's so many ways I want to say I love you. et me hold you in my arms forever more. You have gone and made me such a fool, I'm so lost in your love. And oh, we belong together. Won't you believe in my song? Lady, for so many years I thought I'd never find you. You have come into my life and made me whole. Forever let me wake to see you each and every morning. Let me hear you whisper softly in my ear. In my eyes I see no one else but you. There's no other love like our love. And yes, oh yes, I'll always want you near me. I've waited for you so long. Lady, your love's the only love I need and beside me is where I want you to be. 'Cause, my love, there's something I want you to know, you're the love of my life, you're my lady.

Say Hi
TEXAS AIR TRAFFIC CONTROL A TEXAS AIR TRAFFIC CONTROL CONVERSATION: Dallas ATC: "Tower to Saudi Air 911--You are cleared to land eastbound on runway 9R." Saudi Air: "Thank you Dallas ATC. Acknowledge cleared to land on infidel's runway 9R --Allah be Praised!!" Dallas ATC: "Tower to Iran Air 711--You are cleared to land westbound on runway 9R." Iran Air: "Thank you Dallas ATC. We are cleared to land on infidel's runway 9R.- -Allah is Great!!" Pause: Static............. Saudi Air: "DALLAS ATC ! DALLAS ATC ! Dallas ATC: "Go ahead Saudi Air 911?" Saudi Air: "YOU HAVE CLEARED BOTH OUR AIRCRAFT FOR THE SAME RUNWAY GOING IN OPPOSITE DIRECTIONS !!! WE ARE ON A COLLISION COURSE !!! INSTRUCTIONS PLEASE!!! Dallas ATC: "Well bless your hearts. Y'all be careful now and tell Allah 'hey' for us -- ya hear?

Really Not Sure ...... ?
My first Blog. Im a virgin blogger...??? Im not really sure my life is exciting enough to have a blog..what does it really involve? Ive viewed other blogee's....there are sad poems..sad stories...horny poems...and im still looking for the horny stories ( insert angel face here ) !!...so what is expected of me ? Am i meant to list what happens to me daily ? (insert boring as hell face here ) Am i supposed to put my life story ? ( how long have u got face ) I think.. i might use this as my ranting area..not that I rant much..so it might be a very boring read for most of you !!..but..I will use it for that for now.. And I apologise to anyone in advance who clicked on this thinking it may contain something interesting xoxox Molly

Nights
why can't I sleep wind howls, thunder cracks dreams of black dreams of the unknown the past haunts me turning and turning dont close my eyes why cant I see why cant I stop seeing tears on my pillow leave my mind let me rest give me back my life give me dreams of another So very very tired. by Debra Ex

The Heart
To be honest, I had this whole big thought on this blog I was going to write. Something that would capture the imagination, and maybe make people ask questions. Then I got a phone call from someone I had not yet prepared myself to speak with. I am sure by my constant silence, she realized I had so much to say, and no way to say any of it. So now I sit here kinda at a loss. My 3 days of drunkeness now having no great stories to write down. It all kinda feels like it never happened. Like I had some really great dream and now that I am feeling the reality of my life course, the events of those days fade into the black. Funny how 15 minutes can change more than a day. When I left on sabbatical, I said I needed to drink some emotions away. Obviously, they are not gone..................I guess in many ways, I still feel for her much more than I want to admit. But that is not a story I want to tell here, and it is not for everyone to hear..............so I guess I leave you with this, out of

Chicken Curry
Chicken curry Serves around 10 to 12 ( may cut recipe in half for 5 to 6 people) 2 tab butter 2 cup finely chopped pared apple 2 cup sliced celery 1 cup chopped onion 2 glove garlic, minced 4 tab cornstarch 4 to 6 teas.curry powder ( if you are not familiar with curry I might use less then 6 teas its more a matter of taste) 1 1/2 cup cold chicken broth 4 cups milk 4 cups diced cooked chicken 2 3oz can sliced mushrooms, drained (about 1 cup) 1 1/2 teas salt Condiments: raisins, shredded coconut, chopped peanuts, chutney , pineapple walnuts, etc. In sauce pan melt butter, add apple celery , onion, and garlic. Cook till onion is tender. Combine cornstarch, curry, 1 1/2 teas salt, and broth. Stir into onion mixture; add milk. Cook and stir till mixture thickens and bubbles. Stir in chicken and mushrooms. Heat throughly. Serve over Hot cooked rice and have on table these toppings that each guest may put what they like, Raisins, shredded coconut, chopped peanuts and chut

Divorce Cum Party With Me Lol
lol the cave dude and i have decided compter malfunctions and long istance dont do SO TREASRES sngle agan and on a hunt xxooxooox Treasure ps im still deleting all friends who dont reaally share my interests or talk any or return any favors Im tired of spending 9 hrs for same few that cant return any so sorry

I Needed To Vent
All I want is a little attention... not to be pushed aside for some fucking cunts that make your fucking member pop. But I guess that's to much to ask for you know... Then people wonder why I push them away... why I am not so open or trusting. Why should I be when you seem to get more out of looking at a fucking screen. Sorry if I am not skinny enough, or pretty enough, or goth enough, or whatever the fuck it is you want. I am me. I don't get a "boner" every time I see some naked guy... I don't spend my nights browsing the web with a hard on. Skeet skeet, it ruins the keyboard, makes the mouse sticky, you fucking retard. I guess it just doesn't turn me on to lust after someone I'll never meet, or have a chance with... you know, I think it's sick personally... but maybe that's just me. Maybe I'm messed up... But you think being in a relationship and all, I'd be more important than some internet whores festering with STD's who have nothing better to do with their ti

To All My Girls..(u Know Who U R)
This is to all my girls. You know who u r, that stuck by me when the times got hard. Through the thick and thin Through the good and bad You've always been there and had my back. When the road got rough You saw me through and for this i want to say from my heart, Thank u.. Also want to say I"m sorry for not listening to u I did not beleive that ur words were true. But all of this has brought us closer and for this i am very glad. Now we can look back and laugh at those time that we had. and i want all of u to know With out the shadow of a doubt, that nothing will ever come between us now. We have formed a bond nobody cna ever break Now i only have one request to make.. Let us forever be friends bonded by the name.... "FOREVER SISTERHOOD". Add this to the end of urs if u feel the same... LOVE YOU ALL MY FRIENDS, AISHA :) Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Super Genius.....or Super Freaky...you Decide :Þ
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Funny
>A distinguished young woman on a flight from Switzerland asked the Priest >beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What may I do for >you?" "Well, I bought an expensive woman's electronic hair dryer for my >mother's birthday that is unopened and well over the Customs limits, and >I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there any way you could carry it >through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" > >"I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." >"With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they got >to Customs, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked, >"Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down >to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer >strange, so asked, "And what do you have to declare from your waist to the >floor?" "I have a marvelous instrument designed to be used on a woman, but >which is, to