I don't want this,
not anymore,
I don't want to feel lost,
I don't want to feel like,
there is something I am missing.
I'm too old for this and
way way
too angry with this turn of events.
I can change this,
I know I own this,
I know I know I know.
is knowledge enough?
I rely so much
on fierce intellect,
and it leaves me empty.
Truth shouldn't feel hollow,
because I love it,
and love should never be cold,
I feel the science of the world,
the reason,
don't freeze me out here,
Remind me of the warm heart of it all,
remind me that science means knowing
how the heart beats,
how and why we cry,
remind me that reason has a meaning.
