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Rate Me - Rate You!
I have been completely overwhelmed as of lately. I know that I really no excuse I never go this long with out talking to my friends / family / fans / members, and so on. I always love meeting new ppl and having those friendships. But I haven’t been keeping my end of the deal and I’m so sorry. I hadn’t been on cherrytap for a week or myspace as well. I have updated my site but barely. I hadn’t done cam shows or live chats or even phone chats in weeks. I hope every one can forgive me. With spring coming I did some serious thinking, cleaning, and getting organized. I just have been really depressed lately about the way the last few months have treated me, and I think this has caused me to put on some weight which makes me more depressed. UGH it’s a vicious cycle. But all and all this is going to be a better month I know it and in summer things should be getting really busy but fun. This month I go to PA and next month I go SC. I have shoots in every part of the US this summ

I Miss Being Kissed !!!!!!!!!
Somedays I love being single... love the fact ..You have the freedom to do what you want..when u want.. You can sleep in the middle of the bed. You can have toast for dinner if u feel like it. You dont have to nag someone to put the toilet seat down. Your not fighting for the remote. Then you have the moments when.. You need someone to cuddle.. You would love someone to make u a coffee ! Someone to take you out for dinner.. Or just lay on the couch with.. Tonight..I miss being Kissed.

Help Me To Decide!!! Help!!
I have 2 private functions with 2 different dress code this Saturday (Black Tie & Goth).I've send my RSVP to both events months ago although they both held in 2 different states.Since the Black Tie party starting at 8pm-11pm (which I think I may be excuse early), I thought I can just drive for few hours to the Goth party after that. (I've been informed the party will last till the crack of dawn) Now hear this. I just got my 4 passes to Good Charlotte concert today.Little that I know the concert will be held the very same day at 8pm! I must've overlook the date, I think. So now,I can't decide. Should I go the concert? Should I just miss the function? Help!

7 Reasons Not To Mess With A Child
7 Reasons not to Mess with a Child A little girl: was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher: said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl: stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher: reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl: said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah". The teacher: asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl: replied, "Then you ask him". ~~~~~~**~~~~~~ A Kindergarten teacher: was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl: replied, "I'm drawing God." The teacher: paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like." Without miss

Wanna Go On A Picnic?
To see him there laying on top of the picnic table... I came up and touched his cock He looked at me with a smile. I began to rub up and down his pants He moaned slightly. I laid on top of him as I kissed his lips. His hands grabbed my ass tight I felt his cock grow I felt my pussy get wet. He whispered undo my pants Make me hard as you can with your hand I stood back up and un did his pants I took a hold and stroked his cock Up and down, again and again. He moaned faster, faster Lick the tip top of my cock And stroke me up and down. My pussy was wetter then before But continued to please his cock I wanted his cum in my mouth. He teased me with a small squirt here and there I sucked his cock for over an hour on the table far behind the pond . We heard voices far away That turned both of us on making me suck even harder Wanting him to explode his load in my mouth. He said go down all the way don't stop or pause cause my load is about to exp

Memories Of Lindsey Amber Warren
My brother's girlfriend Amber, was shot in the head by an air rifle on December 12, 2006. She was 14 years old. She was pronounced dead December 13, 2006. My brother's girlfriend died in my brother's arms. He held her while he waited for the ambulance. And now my brother says he relives that horrible moment everyday. And he's only 14. He's drinking, doing drugs. Anything to take his mind off of Amber. He is having a mental breakdown at the age of 14. Please have my brother in your prayers on a full recovery. God Bless!

Nerdy Thoughts
i drank a 5th of fucking vodka yesterday cost me like a fucking 5.69 i don't get the good shit that kettle one fucking belvadere faggoty shit i get the fucking hardcore shit u know and i fucking pass out and i woke up in a pool of my own fucking piss, shit, and filth that ever happen to u? prolly not because ur prolly just sitten there in ur fuckin' mommy's house wit ur fucking little ipod and ur fucking little internet bullshit u know ahh wat r u gunna do today? i dunno prolly just play wit my ipod and watch youtube you fucking loser douchebags i hate every one of u out there except u u fucking nerdy fuck fucking playing halo fucking reading some online fucking shit

Shout Out...
To my baby, Dave. Happy 22nd birthday!! He is in jail and it sucks I cannot spend today with him. We missed New Year's, my birthday on January 2nd, St. Patty's Day and especially Easter ALREADY... This sucks sooooo bad. It NEEDS to go by faster. I am seriously going crazy! I am lost without him. I've been trying to sleep more to make the days go by faster.. but whatever.. I'm gunna go for now. Show me some love and make me feel better

Words Women Use
Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3) for the meaning of nothing. 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay me

More About Mom's Death. . .
Mom got home from the hospital yesterday evening. She had sat on her bed for about 20 minutes when she thought she was gonna get sick. Well 5 seconds later she was throwing up blood. We rushed her to the ER where they then decided that she should be taken in the emergency helicopter to St. Joseph where she died on the way.

Today's Thoughts
YOU KNOW YOU THINK YOU KNOW PEOPLE.... THEN THEY QUICKLY TURN AROUND AND PROVE YOU WRONG. I DO MY BEST TO AVOID CONFLICT AND DRAMA. THEN I FIND OUT YESTERDAY, WHY DRAMA IS ALWAYS AROUND ME. IT'S TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON NOW, I REFUSE TO BE TREATED LIKE SHIT. I'VE ALWAYS TREATED PEOPLE THE WAY I WANT TO BE TREATED. AND IT SEEMS THAT NO MATTER WHAT I DO, I STILL GET TREATED LIKE SHIT!!!! I'VE SERIOUSLY HAD ENOUGH NOW... I'M MOVING ON AND LEAVING PEOPLE (THAT CAN'T BE TRUSTED) BEHIND ME. AND IF YOU DELETE ME, SO BE IT!! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE... YOU THINK I'M THIS NICE PERSON, JUST WAIT... I'M PISSED NOW!! NOW IT'S GOING TO BE A DIFFERENT STORY. I'M TIRED OF THIS ALL... THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN!!! AND YET THIS ONE PERSON IS ALL ABOUT DRAMA.... AND THIS ONE PERSON HAS TURNED PEOPLE AGAINST OTHERS!! HOPE THIS MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER HUN.... CAUSE YOU ALONE HAVE MANAGED TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL UNTRUSTWORTHY, YOU'VE MADE PEOPLE SECOND GUESS THEMSELVES AND EVERYONE AROUND THEM. I'LL NEVER EVER UNDER

All Alone
This morn an innocent life was taken with no fear she fell fast into a sleeping death leaving only thoughts of what the life might have been. This afternoon the father became a victim of death while the plane fell he prayed for his still born child Leaving only the mother to mourn. This evening the mother took one last look at life raised her gun and cried her last tear Leaving only the memories of what was once happiness. I wrote this along time ago...but I really like it. ~Jess

Poem: In A Very Special Way
Tell me darlin', do you think, I'm Crazy for saying I Love You. I do know why that I think this way, and there is a reason for it too. You and I are two different, poeple and you have your life. I have my life to live for and what, I have to live for now is nothing. So what is it to live without, knowing that your special to me. I love to write and share, my inner feeling's with someone like you. Who can see that my heart is, truely humble and lonely too. Just wanting to feel loved by, another woman's heart,mind,and soul. Even if I'm not that someone, you think you could ever love. Then except me for being "crazy", because I've been without for so long, that I only want to love you, in a very special way... Sign: Raymond Starns Dated:8/98'

Life
Things are finally starting to look up, Im dating someone who worships the very ground i walk upon,doing everything he can to prove hes different from the other men ive dated and so far things are looking good,maybe this one might actually work out for me, On another note ,still no grandbaby yet, she went to the dr today and they say baby is 23 inches long and weighs 7-3 and is doing good..As far as my damn mode of transportation goes its in the shop being worked on as i write this, i wont get it back soon enough to please me, i so hate depending on other people to take me places...ANYWAYS wish me luck with my new romance and all the other things that have been going wrong for me in the past few weeks...

You Say You Love Me
why is it that our familys can be thing ones that hurt us the most in life? whithout think they say things that just tear you down make you feel like nothing. im goin through a hard time right now with my daughters father not haelping and not bein able to find a job.and i thought well maybe just maybe my family would be willing to help me out and all they tell me is they cant. i know its not cuz they cant its cuz they dont want too. i thought id try by asking my dad he hasnt really been there for most of my life but we just started trying to make something of nothing. well i asked him for help and he pretty much just told me i was nothing to him. which makes me just wanna cry my eyes out cuz i thought we were tryin to be close. but i now see the only thing that matters to him is his new family. he left me in the past cuz he didnt care and damn for a girl having her dad say that is like bein standed in the chest. why is it that a father or mother can look at their kids and say things li

Her
Her She sparkles in the sunlight Dancing through her life like a giggle in the air She knows of all the eyes that trace her outline They only get to see what she’s willing to share She only has to speak in whispers And everyone will know exactly what she says She is the day dream that stays with you until night Capture her attention and you’ll know what happiness is In a lifetime if you’re lucky You’ll happen upon someone as wonderful as her And it will set the standard in your mind forever She’s the thought in your head for the definition of a girl

Acceptance- Not Going To Be A Victim Anymore!
i grew up in a home where both parents worked which although common nowadays was more rare back then. This left me in the hands of relatives and neighbors much of the time. My aunts house was close to my school, so i would walk there after school where i would stay until around 7 when my mom got off work and picked me up. I rmember their house was full of fine collectibles and they kept their house so clean. You couldnt touch anything and most times i wouldnt want to anyways for fear of breaking things. They had 3 boys that were all older than me .1 was 15, 1- 17, and 1- 20 yrs old. I was 9 at the time this all had begun. I was bored and my cousin (the 15 yr old) was inviting me to his room downstairs to play pinball and video games since i was so bored. I dont recall how long it was before the inappropaite touching began but i do remember that it wasnt long before it escalated WAY beyond that. He would make a game out of it and tell me I would like it. I told him to stop. He sai

Men In General!!
Stop being so fucking complicated.. to all of you out there if you like some one just fucking tell them don't play around and let them hurt your feeling because they don't know!! it's not difficult to just state "I like you" don't make us fucking try tofigure your shit out !!!! make life easier for the both of us!! PLEASE!!!!

Comments & Ratings...
I'm getting tired of rating 10's for everyone and rating more than 20 of their pics and them hardly rating any of mine. Those who want to look but not rate suck. These types are going to get me to take certain pics of and stop rating people.

Reaching... A Poem
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com I reach for you in the night and find empty air and my heart burns and my soul weeps. I try to find you in the sands of time and I have lost you over and over. I look for you in the storms of life, and the thunder covers my cries. I see you and try to hold you, and lightings strikes you away. I have lost me and it consumes me, and the core of fire burns you away. In the darkness of life I stand, and you have only to find the shadow... Jessica R....2007

Americans Are Unhappy
> > JAY LENO...."HITS THE NAIL ON THE HEAD" > > "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and > came across some poll data I found rather hard to > believe. It must be true given the source, right? > > The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of > Americans are unhappy with the direction the country > is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy > with the performance of the president. In essence > 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a > change. > > So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started > thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' > > Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 > hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the > result of having air conditioning in the summer and > heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent > of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the > ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and > see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the > last year? >

Update
THE TRIP TO BIRMINGHAM TODAY WENT WELL. ALAN WAS ACCEPTED WITH THE MDA-( MUSCULAR DYSTROPHY ASSOCIATION) THEY LISTED HIS DIAGNOSIS AS PERIPHERAL NEUROPATHY INSTEAD OF HIS CORRECT DIAGNOSIS AS GAN (GIANT AXONAL NEUROPATHY). THEY SAID IN ORDER FOR HIM TO GET ACCEPTED THEY HAD TO LIST SOMETHING THEY SUPPORTED. NOT QUITE SURE WHAT ALL THIS MEANS AS IN HELP FOR ALAN, BUT I'M SURE ANY FORM OF HELP WILL BE GOOD. I ALSO ASKED WHAT COULD BE DONE IN STARTING SOME RESEARCH ON GAN SO IT COULD BE LISTED IN THERE DATABASE AS A FORM OF NEUROPATHY THAT THEY SUPPORT. THE LADY SAID SHE DID NOT KNOW AND WOULD HAVE TO ASK ABOUT THAT. I FEEL THE MDA IS A BIG THING, IT HELPS SEVERAL MILLION PEOPLE EVERY YEAR. I KNOW OF 4 PEOPLE INCLUDING ALAN THAT HAS GOTTEN ACCEPTED INTO THE MDA WITH GAN, HOWEVER I FEEL THAT IT SHOULD BE LISTED AS A CORRECT DIAGNOSIS RATHER THAN AN INCORRECT DIAGNOSIS. ANYWAY, SO THIS IS MY NEXT PROJECT, FINDING WAYS TO HELP IN THE FUNDING AND RESEARCH OF GAN.

Storm Feelings
I was caught in the whirlwind, pulled up, taken across plains and mountains, and dropped on stranger shores. Desert and mountains, scrub burned with curious fires, scots pipes, droning where they don't belong. We stood, briefly, near the small plain, where every last bit of my father was turned loose to the air. I never missed him as much as I did then, with the pipes echoing in my head. Cold, and an unusual Nevada storm rolling in, retrospectively it felt right, like the world gave us a nod, said, "We loved him and miss him as well" Back to Vegas noise, that storm feeling in my heart, where it mattered, later, in Kansas, still in my heart.

Walk With Me
If you was to walk a mile in my shoes... I would have to walk beside you... barefoot and unclothed; not to protect you from the world,but from me. In some places, I would have to shield you from harms way. Explain things you could never understand, maybe even rephrase things Imay say or just be there to hold your hand. The emotions I feel may over welm your heart, so take a deep breath, and remember I am here. I have seen death with my own two eyes, felt the pain of a thousand men and at one point wore a mask as a discise. I have seen babies be born, the beauty in that no words could ever describe... And of that I have been warned, but learned from it; You can not hide. I have suffered the physical and the mental abuse... I was told life is not fair, but to do that to others, there is no excuse. As you walk you will see how much I care. You will feel the pain I have felt, the agony in tears that have ran dry. You will see happiness in hate and the suffering in love and w

Forgive And Forget?
This one is about my biological father or what I know of him at least. I found out at age 13 that I was not my Dad's child. For a school project we had to get baby pictures and write a report.It was for a time capsule telling of my life from birth to age 13. I was looking through my baby book which i found put away and noticed the birth name said Kristina Marie Reynolds which was not my last name. Confused I ask my Mom what it meant. She was very upset and told me how she had been kicked out of my grandmas house for getting knocked up while unmarried. She was 20 yrs old but i guess in 66' that would still be a big deal. My how the world has changed. This man had gotten another woman pregnant at about the same time- my mom was staying with his MOM-my nana who I lost two years ago to lung cancer.He was not involved in the pregnancy AT all and showed up at the hospital AFTER I was born high as usual only to know if he had a son. When she told him it was a girl he left without even seeing

Just A Little Bed Time Story For You
I was just talking with a friend a little while ago and I was discussing with her maybe someday writing short stories. There is a special twist to these that I believe maybe I will keep to myself. Anyway thank you Talon for the wonderful idea, well, here goes. We will start at the beginning of this ordeal, when the first small things should have been a clue, they entered their new house for the first time as a family, smiles on their faces and cleaning supplies in hand, setting everything down mother divides the house into easy sections, thinking this will be a snap. Such a small house really, it's only a two bedroom, just one bathroom, Brandon and Jennifer are given the two bedrooms and the bathroom, and mom takes the livingroom and the porches that is loaded down with stuff someone left behind. Mom got the worst of the deal. After everyone was done with their space then everyone was to meet back in the kitchen

I Alone
how can a person who says they care about another purposefully hurt them why would a person knowingly attempt to crush anothers spirit I have been hurt many times throughout my life yet I always seem to be dumb enough to allow myself to trust again some say I should act against those who hurt me I wont and cant because i need to understand and I will not return a hurtful action with another I live my life as best I can I love with all my heart I trust I give I try and yet I still cry when hurt. I dont blame others, for I alone control how others effect my emotions I alone am the one who chooses who to allow into my heart I alone am the fool who chooses to trust yet I will still Love with all my heart, trust, give of who I am, and try to be the best I can

Anniversary!!
Today the 18th is three months since I have been on here I wanted to tell all my real friends ty for being there , for adding me , for being a friend and I hope instead of three months it will turn into 30 years!! luv you all and ty for taking me in , being a friend , and showing luv to me you have all made me feel comfortable here I love it !! I am an addict hehe

Am I A Fireman Yet
n Queensland, Australia, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukaemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfil all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukaemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Ben, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" "Mummy, I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mum smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Station in Brisbane, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Queensland. She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year old son a ride around the block on a fire engine. Fireman Bob said,

Tough Night....
Tough Night....Java's friends:Please read.... Hey guys and chickies...I am at work right now...I am so upset. Something terrible happened tonight and I just feel empty inside. This world is a pathetic place sometimes but why? Because its the people that make it that way...people (dickheads) who have no respect for anyone else and think they can throw their weight around, be bullies to whomever they fucken please without thinking of the consequences. Just look at what happened in Virginia for God's sakes! That fucken guy supposedly was bullied, we hear it all the time...does that excuse that he committed such a hainous crime, of course not, he oughtta burn in hell for what he did...but, at the same time, there is alot to be said about what the hell happens to these people to make them snap. I know, who gives a shit right? Well, I fucken do. I don't feel sorry for this murderer, dont get me wrong....Okay, let me tell you why I am so upset....We have two bars in the hotel that I work in

True Facts
home from work, tired. lookin for some sort of relief. cant get in to my house. suspicion grows, the doors never locked. oddly enuff today i brought my key. baby crying, momys upstairs in the bathroom probably. sooth the baby boy with gentle rocks. where the fuck is the mom. a loud crash comes from the ceiling. an intruder in my home. as i gentley lay the boy in his walker i approach my stairs. with each step i prepare myself for the violation of privacy. until a slight cough catches me off guard. and i proceed to go into my bedroom. emotions run rampid, with my eyes goin blank. i reach for my pistol. but for some reason, i stopped and began to laugh. is this what i have to look foward to. reasons for this story to go no futher is the coplete and utter blankness that has become of my heart. for those who dont know the end fill in your own blanks.....

Trouble + The State Of Florida
I am gonna worn you this will be a bit of reading so if you dont want to take the time please hang up and try your call again later; I mean just stop here... for those who want to know about the shit going on please read on. Well as some of you know I am having issues with my drivers license, and a few other things that I will get to. But pleas let me give you a little background information.... On November 6th 2006 I decided to go have a few drinks and hang out with one of the bands I know. So there we are I drank 1 beer and two jack n cokes ( ok i drank the beer but slammed the jack n cokes... so as I am leaving the Bar I am outside hanging out with some friends. (this part almost sounds like a jerry springer reject episode) My girlfriend at the times ex boyfriends twin brother starts running off at the mouth again.(mind you for over an hour i kept my cool, and for those who know me that is about 57 mins longer than it would normally take) now My ex girlfriend (same girl) and

For Rent
A businessman meets a beautiful girl and agrees to spend the night >with her for $500. So they do. Before he leaves, he tells her that he does >not have any cash with him, but he will have his secretary write a check >and mail it to her, calling the payment "RENT FOR APARTMENT." > On the way to the office he regrets what he has done, realizing that >the whole event was not worth the price. So he has his secretary send a >check for $250 and enclosed the following typed note: > Dear Madam: > > Enclosed you will find a check in the amount of $250 for rent of >your apartment. I am not sending the amount agreed upon, because when I >rented the apartment, I was under the impression that; > 1) it had never been occupied > 2) that there was plenty of heat > 3) that it was small enough to make me feel cozy and at home. > However, I found out that it had been previously occupied, that >there wasn't any heat, and that

You'll Like This
Blessed I'm blessed to have found you Now my dreams have come true On the verge of destruction You came and gave me new life Now I have a reason to smile My heart truly rejoices Now that I have found you I feel you in my soul It's so hard to keep control All I want to do is love you forever And perhaps, maybe have a baby together Of course that would be way down the line After I give you my hand and you give me yours Forever is a long time But with the love we have it will endure As we grow and learn together in each other and the Lord I'm not here to replace only add on I'm not here to erase only create new memories to add to your heart I only pray that I'm enough for you I know this may seem crazy Too much too fast But I believe you're my destiny And our love will last I desire you in every way I wanna love you from the top of your head To the bottom of your feet I wanna give you pleasure beyond you feeling like you're in paradis

My Bad Day
well today started same as always. got up, got ready for work, picked up friend from work then on way to work it all went wrong. Driving down a road the car in front of me braked to turn right so i, obviously, braked too. Unfortunately at the same time the (male) driver behind decided to take his eyes off road and crashed into back of my car pushing my car into car in front. This shook me up and my friend too. We are both now suffering possible whiplash and other small symptoms. Well i wanted a day off work but not this way...... Thankfully the guy admitted liability so i now have a courtesy car for a few days

Add Your Name
Okay - Heres the rules - Add your name to the bottom along with the song that you're listening to right now or the last song you listened to, followed by "during sex". Pass this bulletin along as long as you can copy and paste it into a new bulletin..don't press reply! SEXY SISSY DUDE LOOKS LIKE A LADY DURING SEX Mlady Tina - you had me at hello during sex mike===icebox during sexy sam =] - break stuff during sex ( mean wot exactly? Xo ) Stephanie C---Outta my system during sex. .:DaRkIe:.(KiM)-Before I Let U Go During Sex Chaka--Famous Last Words During Sex Tanner- Brand new girlfriend During Sex (that sounds like fun) ...Hillary A.....- Find out who your friends are during sex Ashton M---Welcome to the BLACK Parade during sex .Joshua.-- Get stoned During sex. H A L E Y-- I'm so stoned during sex. Drake-blow up the outside world during sex Ryan-my money gets jealous during sex Michelle- i was gettin some head during sex hahahahah hell ye ASIA-IM A FLIRT DURING SEX

Mountain Biking
Ride is all about freedom.There is no goal line,basket,fairway,rink or stadium.Your the coach,player and referee.All in one its a do it yourself extravaganza.with no one telling you what to do find "FREEDOM".Its out there

Today Is A Good Day...
Today is a good day for a rant. Shall I? Oh yes, I think I shall... Where to begin? Work. I'm a drone. I work a fast paced and very boring job, that I consider to be just a way-station until something happier comes along. I go to work, wearing my drone uniform. I keep my work station very clean, I do my job with speed and efficiency. I don't stand on the line and gossip, or say much of anything non-work-related. I don't play the flirt game, or politics. I just punch in, work hard, and punch out. Bosses love me, for the most part. Co-workers, not so much. Not all of them, mind you, but the slackers and brown-nosers hate me. I don't kiss ass. I don't work hard to impress anyone, I do it because it makes my day go fast. Kinda selfish of me, really. But I work with some really catty women, with the emotional quotient of 6th graders. Can't I just go into work, without having to pry some bitch's claws from my jugular vein every single day? No, it seems I can't. Today was one of those

I Just Wanna Vent About Insecure Ct Women.
Why is it ok for one female to have a "REAL LIFE" boyfriend and 7 CT "Husbands" and "fuck friends" BUT you, a single woman are not allowed to talk to anyone on that is on that list? Ok, imagine the female i just mentioned and then along comes me, I am new to this site, people want to add me, that's fine, I'll talk to anyone who talks to me. Then u make friends, there are some people u can communicate with more then others, u have more in common with them then just random people, so u add them to your family not knowing that FEMALE #1 is watching your page and your friends list and your comments and MONITORING them like an insecure teenage girl. THEN when FEMALE #1 feels one of the guys has said 2 much to FEMALE #2, she comes to tell u all about every last man thats on your page and why not to talk to them and they are her men, they have phone sex,cyber sex, pays his bills, he is moving to be near her, he loves her, he is gay, he is a perv...or whatever the reason may be. Now I k

What For Love Would You Do
To all the couples out there who well aren't where they'd like to be with each other I have been thinking about how easy people give up on love !I was married for 12 years not happy but for what I thought everyone wanted including my self the children not the right reasons to stay with someone.But I'm really writing this because He said something wise to me once and in fact was why I finally made up my mind to end it. He said that "when you love someone you never really ever stop loving them if you do it was never love in the first place He actually had heard this on the radio and I knew right then that I never truly ever did love this man .Now that I know what true love feels like and that there is nothing that will get in it's path but the people in it and if they give up it wasn't meant to be in the first place. I close my eyes and see the ocean and think of all the distance that separate Tomaran and I and not once not FUCKING ONCE have I thought I should give up not a option.And i

Busted
Just curious if you found out a guy was lying to you or a girl for that matter how would you bust them? or would u collaborate more with the person that you found out from, let the person dig more of a hole and then bust them? We are trying to think of a way to bust a guy for the games he's playing and can't decide how to do it and when to do it but both of us are antsy about waiting lol but both wanna wait to see how much of a hole he can dig for himself!

Mia
sorry I havent been around much steven started his second part of his chemo treatment, so Ive been spending a lot of time up at the hospital. He is progressing well, and the problem he had with a blockage in his leg is now all sorted. The hair loss has started, he has only a few strands left now, even less by the time the second session has finished. I have relay the good wishes people have left for him. And agian i would like everybody for their kinds words and prayers during this difficult time

This Sounds Like A Good Idea To Me! Ice
Very Important to Note: Isn't it true that we all carry our mobile phones with hundreds of names/numbers stored in its memory but yet nobody, other than ourselves, know which of these numbers belong to our near and dear ones? Let us for a moment create a scenario wherein (God forbid); We are involved in an accident or had a heart attack and the people attending us get hold of our mobile phone but don't' know which number to call to inform our family members. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? For this reason, we must have one or more telephone numbers stored under the name ICE (In case of Emergency) in our mobile phones. Read below for more details..... Subject: " ICE " Campaign Recently, the concept of " ICE " is catching up quickly. It is simple, an important method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by majority of the population, all you need to do is sto

What Is A Friend?
Being someone's friend is one of the most precious gifts you can give someone. Well, it can be if you are a true friend. It doesn't matter if it is real life or on the net, though some people will argue people on the net are not "real" friends. So what is a friend? I have rambled a little about that before. A friend is someone who listens... or when on the net... reads. Listening isn't just hearind/reading the words, but understanding the meaning behind them, the feelings, the reasons you say them. A friend wants to listen. It isn't something forced on them, but they really want you to open up and tell them. A friend is honest with you. Sometimes that means telling you things that hurt, things that you don't want to hear. But even when things are hard to say to you they willtell you the truth. A friend forgives. It doesn't matter what was done, in the end they forgive you. Sometimes this can be hard. I know some of my best friends have ripped out my heart, but I

Idk Anymore....
WELL TODAY IS JUST ANOTHER DAY, I GUESS... WHY IS IT YOU THINK LIFE COULDN'T BE BETTER, SOMEONE HAS TO PROVE YOU WRONG???? OR SOMETHING? IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL SUNNY DAY TODAY AND THEN *BAM* THAT QUICKLY CHANGED... I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON, TIRED OF TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT ON MY OWN... I'M WALKING AWAY AND STARTING OVER. I MEAN, ONE PERSON HAS A LIMIT... AND I'VE EXCEEDED MY LIMIT A LONG TIME AGO. I HELD HOPE THAT THIS WAS GOING TO WORK, BUT EVERYDAY... I GET PROVEN WRONG... I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.. I CAN ONLY BE PATIENT FOR SO LONG... AND WELL I THINK I'VE HIT MY BREAKING POINT... I TRIED EVERYTHING TO SHOW YOU HOW MUCH I CARED ABOUT EVERYTHING... AND WHAT DID I GET? BIG OL' NOTHING!! EVERYDAY I GIVE ME BEST... NOT TO JUST YOU, BUT EVERYONE AND I FIND THAT EVERYDAY THAT LIST GETS SMALLER.... AND THE LIST OF PEOPLE THAT SHOW ME THE SAME RESPECT IS HELLA SMALL!!! I'M TIRED NOW... I'VE HAD ENOUGH... I'M EMOTIONALLY DRAINED... IT'S TIME TO FEEL LOVED AGAIN... IT'S TIME TO FEEL WELCOMED

Why Im Fat
ok to answer some questions why im FAT i got few fat people in the family,my 1 dog is over weight,im fat cause i eat to much pizza and donuts,i have trouble losin weight wow after i turned 30 but trying.sometimes its a struggle but,i know someday i wont be fat but hey im me just o answer a few questions hope this helps to ones they ask me about my weight,thanks

What Is A True Friend
What is a true friend,a true friend will stand by you,a true friend when be there when you need them,a true friend will lend a shoulder to cry on,a true friend will be there in a time of need,a true friend will be there in the long run,a true friend will stand the test of time with you,a true friend dont care if your fat,ugly or poor,a true friend will talk to you anytime of day or nite,a true friend will last forever

New Info On The Contest!!!
Okay, so I got a little bit more info on the contest. As you know, the next round is going to be at the Serra Bowl on May 13th. There will be 12 Singers competing that night and 2 will move on to the next round which will be on May 19th at the Serra Bowl. There will be 22 people competing there from other bowling alleys and 11 will move on to the next round. I believe those 11 will then be competing in Vegas and the Winner will Open for Leann Rimes and receive $5,000 dollars and a recording contract. John, the KJ, will be getting more info for me. If anything is wrong I will repost this. Here's some more Info: Contestants from all over California, Nevada, and Utah will come to Serra Bowl in Daly City on May 19th at 4:00pm for the regional finals of the 3rd International Bowling Karaoke Superstar Contest. Thousands will compete throughout the nation in Bowling Centers for their time in the spotlight and a chance to win a trip for two (2) to Las Vegas on June 25th, for

Hmmmmmm
Ok so I HATE the bullshit I have to deal with in my current position every day. Monday's and Tuesday's the guys I work with sleep. Wednesday's, Thursday's and Friday's I work with a 60+ year old man who needs to retire, but feels the need to tell me how and when to do my job. Mind you, I've been in my current position for 6 years. There is potentially an opening in another department that I am very much interested in pursuing, but not sure on so many levels. I check my e-mail today, and I have my horoscope sent daily. I don't really buy into all of that, but I like to see what they have to say. Today shocked me. I think I may just go after the position like many here are prompting me to do. Although you can be so intently focused on the minute details of your immediate environment, the astrological month of Taurus opens your vistas of thought and imagination. Today, however, with the Moon in your 10th House of Career, it's crucial for you to make an effort to push beyond your own

April 20th 2008
Happy 420! My plans were hit the bowl, watch cheech and chong up in smoke, eat cookies, hit the bowl, watch half baked, hit the bowl, watch the sabers whoop the islanders, eat dinner (tacos tonight), go to the drive in (not sure what's playing). But my daughter has a fever and is going to the doctors at 9:45 am. So who knows if I will spark one today we will see. To all my happy stoners Spark one for me!

Daily Horoscope Apr 20
According to CherryTAP this is today's daily horoscope for Aries: "Remember the joys of flirting? See -- it took you so long to answer that question you clearly don't. Make eyes at the cutie at your local coffeehouse. Bat your eyelashes at the tollbooth worker. It'll lift your spirits." What? Flirt? Me? IN PERSON? Shit. I am not a bat-your-eyelashes type of girl. I'm blunt and to the point when I say anything at all. Flirt. Hah.

Hope This Happens To You...
I am feeling brave, brazen, a tad bit sassy tonight as I walk in to the dimly lit bar, my eyes focus and there you stand off by yourself in the corner. Tall handsome and sexy as hell in that uniform. I have no idea what possessed me to approach you. As I am walking toward you you turn to find a song on the jukebox placing your beer on top. I slide my self in between the chair and you. My hands grabbing that perfectly shaped ass rubbing it. You turn stunned having not heard me approach you. Quickly you turn around, before you can say a word I wrap my fingers around the back of your neck drawing your mouth to mine giving you a kiss so deep and passionate our souls meet. I pull back and brazenly slide my hand down your body to your crotch. Squeezing you through your pants. I hear your sharp intake of breath. I place my mouth on yours and kiss you again. I can hear the murmur of your buddies in the back ground the noise of the bar. I pull away and one last time I reach down squeezing y

Men Who Like It... Up The Butt
Sorry for being so blunt, but the other day someone asked me (and it was a guy) if I'd ever fucked a man up his ass. I didn't reply, and the answer is no I haven't. But I have heard stories of men who are into that sort of thing. Meaning they want a woman to do it to them. I've never been asked to do that either, of course if I was ever asked.... I might oblige them that privilege. ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Um.... yeah.... I have a sick twisted mind. Deal with it.

Please Understand....
Hello friends, fans, and family, I need to write this blog in hopes that most of you will read it. Maybe some of you have noticed that I have not been on here as much as I have been, and I am so sorry about that. The reason for that is.... I have hurt my back. I went to the doctor on Monday and he said I pulled some major muscles in my back. It has been hurting so bad that I cant sit ot stand for long periods of time.... that is why I cant be at my comp on CT for long. I know a lot of you have been leaving me user comments, and I thank you for those. :) I will send you back some when I feel I can.... dont worry my sweet friends you will not be forgotten. :) The doctor put me on some pain pills for my back and a muscle relaxer. So I hope these will start to work soon, so I may feel better. Please keep stopping by my page. I love hearing from all my friends. Well, I am going to go back to laying down soon. Have a good day all. *hugs* Beckie

Put A Fork In Me Im Done!
This place used to be SO much fun. The lounges, the mumms, the bulletins,the blogs, even just the user comments used to look forward to reading every day. Now the lounges are boring-either the music is crappy or you might as well be invisible sitting there talking to yourself. The mumms have been taken over by self-righteous bastards that think they are better than everyone else to the point where you are scared to post a mumm for fear of being attacked. The bulletins since the rating timeout feature and recently the knowing who your downraters are have become a HATEfest! I mean come on people! How many times have you been zipping through rating pages or pics and the page scrolls and you accidently rate less than 10? Even if you correct it now someone just sends the "CT Police" your profile link without so much as a screenshot naming you as a downrater and BOOM your on a famous blog now!Dont get me wrong, I could give a shit about downrating! The points are the SAME people! The ac

Happy Birthday
Hey there my Cherry Friends, Fans ,and Family Today is my dear sister friend birthday will you Plz stop by and wish her a happy birthday Hey This is The Best I Can Do I Can't Afford A Blast So Here's The Next Best Thing blog it ......LOL ~*~Kiefers Lady~*~@ CherryTAP

Memories
i remember as a little kid my foster dad and i sitting behind an old junk car and smoking a corn cob pipe,i was 8 years old.thisfosterdad and i became very close though his whisky bottle was closer.i lived in an old burnt out delivery van that we had made into my room.when dad would let out smokey,the huskey,he would come and jump on my bed and wake me up.that ment time for my choirs. id get up,go to the shed and take a quick bath in the tub of water we kept there .afterwords id go get the list hed put on the wrecker and begin my choirs.i guess thats where i got my love for cars.id pull what ever needed pulled and run into the kitchen and eat what ever he had put out the night before,then clean up ,change into my school clothes and catch the bus by 800. after school id go home,finish up my choirs and wake him up.after supper wed go back to the yard and he d help me with what ever i hadnt gotten done.that man was a geniouse when it came to cars. after words hed make me study for scho

Please Read! Alll Friends!!
this may seem mean, but it has to be done!! If you truely want to be our friend then you need to respond to this or the blog we are about to post! If you have not ever talked to us, shouted atus, been on messenger with us, or at the very least have rated adn commented most of our pics, then you will be deleted, if you are a family member then you are fine! but if you are a family member then youhave already done most if not all of those things already! Now we don't mean ya have to beour best friend, but damn, spread some love once in a while! We are sick of the dead weight that we rate adn comemnt all of their pics, try to send private messages, or shout at them in the box, just to be ignored! If you have befriended us for yourself to get points only, then please be kind enough to delete yourself! same goes for those of ya that only rated a couple or said hi once or twice! or are silent perves please do the same! I will be postingthios periodically for the next day or two, if we do no

Low Raters, Pt 2
I REALLY like the fact that we can see who low rates us.... it makes me feel VERY special.. ;) just means i know who I can go spam with low rates myself. ;) Oh yeah, something that the newbs don't know is that WE GET POINTS ANYWAY NO MATTER WHAT THE RATING :P I get just as many points if they rate a 1, or if they rate a 10. :D

Nasty, Bitter Old-ass Men Shouldn't Throw Stones.
"The same corporate power structure that supported Imus for 30 years also supports the lowlife "gangstas" and their imitators, because the images they all project maintain the divisive thinking among white AND black people that prevents any unified movements against the class inequality in the US. How conveeeenient they all are!!!" -My father

My Lyrics - Vengeance
The repurcussions of violation is somethin you have to deal with yeah been hurt and been saddened but aint changed im still the same bitch haunting you mind- its a memory- stuck caught up with time im settled now im collected no doubt what was you will remain neglected you need to go get that shovel dig deeper, your actions made you weaker dig deeper, bitch steeper- over shadows see that reaper, brought it on yourself ill shed no tears for this pithetic demonstration and now time caught up with patience such a shame how a man could turn into such a bitch hope it was worth it now it is god you have to answer with

Hey You All-have A Great Night-
good night- to you all - dont feel good at all- and you who know my health- know i need to go for the night- its been a rough night, so dont be surprised if im not here tomarrow. hugs to you -- and RBF I WANT YOU TO KNOW I AM THANKFUL FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE- YOU GUYS ARE THE BOMB- I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AND THOSE OF YOU WHO KNEW ME BEFORE - KNOW WHEN I SAY IM GONE - I GO TILL I GET BETTER- THIS IS A HARD ONE FOR ME- BUT YOU'LL BE NOTIFIED IF SOMETHING HAPPENS....

Best Kid Contest Will Go On....sorry About The Cheaters Pulling Out!
I do not allow cheating in my contest! I been having problems with 2 people Tab and Ladyfire they are saying the other child is cheating but i have just seen tonite a couple of ghost accounts commenting them! Here is what they said to me! ->TAB: i'm asking u stay in cause u will win TAB: do wehat ya go to do delte my pic will not run agence CHEATERS ->TAB: okay i will delet her pic then since u won't take the lead u got TAB: everyone on here knows it TAB: THEN GIVE ME THE BLAST NOW AN CALL THE CONTEST OVER THEY FUCKING CHEATED ->TAB: i would hate to see the little girl lose ->TAB: cause that is cheating then and i will not cheat u came so far now ->TAB: this is going fair no one is cheating u are in the lead i can not close a contest before 9 am tommorrow morning ->TAB: no it is tommorrow morning i had the date wrong til i checked my bulletin u are right TAB: i read buttin it was supose to betomorroe but now its goint to sunday ->TAB: Princess -

Missing The Point Here
OK, I don't know where to begin, but I am just as guilty as anyone here, but I think we are losing the point of why CherryTap was created. We are all supposedly here to make new friends, get to know one another. But all that is getting lost in the whole, get the points, move up, ignore who we are talking to. I have been chewed out for sending someone kisses, because they are CT married to another, ignored by the people posting the blasts, even thought they say they will respond to everyone that rates, comments, or fans them. This is starting to become a points game, where everyone is just a pawn in the hands of the people that can afford to become a VIP or buy a blast. Now don't get me wrong, I have a lot of good friends that are VIP's and we chat alot, am talking about some of the others that hold it over our heads to get the points. Let take back control of the site, get to know our CT neighbors, interact with them, and find good friends. Going forward, I will take

If No One Believes In Miracles....
You have to meet my Grandpa. 2 days before his surgery the Drs told him he had maybe a 10% chance of surviving, RIGHT BEFORE the surgery, they wanted to cancel because he had NO chance of survival, NONE, 0%... they rushed everyone in to say goodbye to him and took him off to surgery anyways because he told them, "I didnt up and decide one day to have this surgery, my wife and I thought long and hard about the pros and cons, and I want to go ahead with it. Ill be okay." So they rushed him into surgery.. that was the LONGEST 3 hours of my entire life. watching as each minute passed.. praying, crying.. being terrified. then back in the waiting room, the surgen came out and asked if the information could be shared with the group (15 - 20 people were there, all family, most from Grandma Martys side). He said Grandpa was on his way to ICU, the Surgery went better than expected, he got through it with flying colors.. Now Grandpa is in a nursing home for a week for physical therapy

Poem #31
There's a girl who lives in darkness she strives hard to get out they cannot hear her crying or know what it's about. she lives each day not knowing how she will survive where she'll stay or what she'll eat just to stay alive. the silence it is deafening at times she tries to sleep but nightmares keep returning and fear is what she reaps. each day is her existence in a world thats filled with hate escape is not an option she knows it is too late. the tears roll down with vengence as her fears replaced with hate she laughs out in the darkness how ironic is her fate. love was lost so long ago it stole her heart away this girl that lives in darkness knows nothing is ok.

Checked Me Out....
that new thing it says so and so checked you out when some one views your profile kinda creeps me out, i just reilized thats what it ment today, that some one looked at your profile, when its my friends hey thats fine but when its some creepy looking old guy thats a bit creepy...

A Thought
Watch your thoughts; they become your words. Watch your words; they become your actions. Watch your actions; they become your habits. Watch your habits; they become your character. Watch your character for it will become your destiny. “Your Future Is Nothing Else Than The Reincarnation Of Your Thoughts”

"support The Freedom Of Choice Act"
"Support the Freedom of Choice Act" Hi Friends, I have just read and signed the petition: "Support the Freedom of Choice Act" The Petition Site Thanks! Desiree Please repost or make your own blog!

Just A Quick Hello!
This is my nephew's wedding weekend! Wish me luck! The chaotic energy flowing about is really taking its toll on me! If I can get through this wedding without triggering a family riot, I will be happy indeed!! Everyone is moody and incredibly touchy! Not good! I'll appreciate any positive energy, good vibes sent my way, lmao! This has become too bizarre for words, truly! Even Aidan, my niece's 5 week old little guy, has been in the hospital with croup! He is just miserable with it and croup is just one of those things you have to ride out. Not fun, for anyone involved! Have a wonderful weekend, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings, lots and lots of them, for everyone all over the world! You are loved, dear friends! Later! Much later, lol!

Pisces
PISCES: The Piece of ass Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high ### appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants.. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost...........You scored as Mysterious, You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious50% Eyes full of Pain50% Diamond Eyes42% Passion33% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t ho

Smooth As A Baby's Behind.
So I noticed that most girl porn stars have their assholes waxed. I must admit, I couldn't hang even when I was getting my legs waxed. That shits just.... man, I plucked a hair off my lady parts once upon a time just to see how it felt. It hurt like no tomorrow....So to get the entire crack done is something I couldn't even fathom. Just wanted to share this completely random thought.

Passion
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Passion of knowing what you feel for me Makes me feel week at the knees Oh I would love to touch you there Feel the passion run in the cold air Stay with me and feel your way Taste the feeling until the brake of day Smell the sent of sex and love And move me like your in heaven above.

Hmmmmmmm
You scored as Night horny. You tend to get hot when the others are getting tired. You want to have some in the dark time, possibly in the candlelight or in the dark with moon as your only light. Night time can be very romantic with moon, stars and candlelights, but be aware your companion might get tired before it's late enough.Night horny100%Morning horny100%Day horny100%How HORNY are you after all?created with QuizFarm.com

What Alcoholic Drink Are You
You scored as rum. you are rum. you are adventurous and fun loving, but laid back and cool. you like to travel and love good times. rum83%champagne79%midori75%beer75%vodka71%wine71%daiquaries67%absinthe67%bourbon58%whiskey42%what alcoholic drink are you (pictures)created with QuizFarm.com

Doucherag Asshole.
mikey, suck a fat fucking dick. you are such a selfish pig. way to go, backing out of what you said you would do. "i don't know what you want me to do, Deja. plans changed"... yeah because you are fucking SELFISH. plans changed because you would rather drink yourself into oblivion then spend time with an old friend. so fuck you and the fucking donkey you rode in on. YOU SUCK. i would say "and so does your mother", but i like her better than you.

Bwahaha I Love It
You scored as Jeffery Dahmer. you are seriously twisted. you know, repressed homosexual tendencies can be seriously detrimental to people, as you very well might snap, kill some little boy, and masturbate over his dead corpse. now you don't want that, now do you?....or maybe you do...please don't cut me.Jeffery Dahmer89%Ted Bundy67%Elizabeth Bathory56%Boston Strangler55%Lizzie Borden44%Jack the Ripper33%John Wayne Gacy17%Ed Gein11%What Famous Serial Killer are You?created with QuizFarm.com

My Surgery
I have to go see a heart doctor on Monday. It seems that I have a 99% blockage on the right side of my neck. So before they can clear that out I need that doc to say my heart can take it. I'm really scared, but I'm working hard to come to peace with this a just let go and let God handle it all. I love my kids and grandbabies so much. I'm taking chantix to help me quit smoking. Ifyou've ever quit before then you know full well what I'm saying, if not then I beg of you, please never pick them up. I will keep everyone that cares to know whats going on posted in the blogs. And I would really love for you guys to add me to your prayer list. Thank you , NORMA JEAN

Nsfw Pics
ok soo i understand many of u have these adult or as they call it here NSFW pics wich is fine, but keep them off your main pic! i swear if i see one more guys dick or ass when im browsing this site im going to fucking PUKE!

Again Last Night Just Go Away
I M SO TIRED...IVE HAD ENOUGH.... I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT IT WOULD GET BETTER. IM TOO YOUNG TO FEEL I VE DIED FOR THIS DREAM I CANT STOP LIVING... A FULL NIGHT SLEEP...WITHOUT THE DREAMS AGAIN...THE FACES...THE ONES IN THE SCOPE...BLACK AND WHITE..NO COLORS...NO SOUND...ITS SO PRIVATE THE FEELING LIKE ONLY WE KNOW...SOMETIMES THEY LOOK ANGRY AND OTHER TIMES...LIKE THEY JUST DONT CARE. "PEOPLE WHO'VE BEEN THERE WONT TALK ABOUT IT" WHY NOT...IM TALKING....I DONT FEEL THAT IS SOMETHING TO POUND MY CHEST IN PRAISE ON...ME OR HIM...THATS ALL. 22 FUCKING YEARS OLD...I THOUGHT I COULD BE YOUR CRUSH I THOUGHT I COULD BE SOMEONE WHO HELD YOUR HEART...FILLED YOU WITH MEMORIES...CAUGHT IN A RERUN

Wtf Is With Ppl These Days?!?!
why is it that ppl seem to still affiliate power with importance, the more powwer the more important u are....the infernal pursuit of power....its like men think the bigger their penis the bigger the man........when will people simply accept that men are not created equally and let shit go at that?!?!?!?!

Please Repost This Pome
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," ! "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," ! ! But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the

Please Read
Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, we could easily be replaced at work? But the family we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives. So, why do we pour ourselves more into work than into our own families? Invest your time wisely. Do you know what the word FAMILY means? (F)ather (A)nd (M)other (I) (L)ove (Y)ou.

Poem
ITS FUNNY YOU MENTIONED THE WORD FRIENDSHIP AND NOT RELATIONSHIP I GUESS JUST TRYING TO KEEP IT BASIC BUT THE SITUATION IS MORE INVOLVED IN RELATION MAY BE YOU CANT HANDLE IT AND THIS LEVEL OF MATURELY DON'T MEET YOUR STANDARDS WHY CAUSE MENTALLY AND VERBALLY YOU CANT MEET THE COUTURIER OF THE GOALS I OPPOSE YOUR OBVIOUSLY NOT ON MY LEVEL YOUR LEVEL OF MATURELY IS OS JUVENILE AND YOU BELIEVE I NEED YOU TO SCHOOL ME NOW HOW HILARIOUS COMMENT FROM SOMEONE WHO CANT EVEN KEEP IN CHARACTER WHEN YOU FLIPPED ON ME IT WAS JUST THEN THAT I DECIDED TO MAKE YOU MY DAILY LESSON AND WHILE TESTING YOUR COOL STYLE I GRADED YOU AS A JUVENILE.

Creating A Baby...
MAKING A BABY... There is not one dirty word in it, and it is funny. The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now; the man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to...'' "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat" After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You ca

My Best Friend Xoxox
Tonight I got a phone call from my best friends husband..telling me my darling best friend of 24 years was being flown through to Adelaide tonight with Heart Complications. She is 45 years old and the most beautiful person. I will be going to spend the day at the hospital with her tomorrow.Im not a religious person..but if everyone could put a little thought out there for her..I would appreciate it ..xoxo

Sexual Iq
center>You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Gonna Be And Aunt!
Well my little brother just told my mother and father that his gf was pregnant. Which means I am gonna be an Aunt and Moon-Fire is gonna be a grandma. I am excited but a little upset at the same time. Vamp

Today
TODAY Cool morning dew covers the ground Chirping birds…the only sound The sun shines bright Darkness gone…no longer in sight Seems so perfect Everything just right My head I rest For my future is the test Friends I have known No longer around Though they reside In the same small town Silence is heard When my tears stream down Who do you trust What do you believe Gossip and lies How much is real Though the next person thinks My skin must be made of steel Do they not know Surely they realize I will hear Judgment day will come For all I will stand The Devil will fall Into his new wife’s arms I hope she will be there To catch him And all of his shit When he gives it out His punching bag no longer Though I am still under his grip But for now to be the better I constantly bite my lip Though I try to say what I feel Never allowed He must have the last say The things I think I will express some day When it is the right time He thinks he has w

Saying Goodbye To A Good Friend
It hurts to say Goodbye, but it's something I have to do Tuesday afternoon. Because of another idiot driver, I lost a good friend last Thursday. John was the kind of guy who would go out of his way to help you or make things a little easier, and his life was taken by a senseless accident. When are some people going to learn? It is IMPOSSIBLE to stop 80,000 pounds of steel and rubber on a freaking dime!!! Now, because of an idiot, I have to say goodbye to a trusted friend, not to mention the only caregiver for a precious 87 year old lady. Please tell everyone you know that we truck drivers are only trying to make a living when we are driving down the road. We are at work and we simply CANNOT stop that big truck on a dime. If you were standing on the goal line (at a distance of THREE football fields) and I crossed over the other end, I would STILL hit you. Please give us some room. Don't suddenly stop in front of us. Don't enter our "safety zone" right in front of us

Im Back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hello all.......just typing this fuckin blog to let everyone who could give two shits about me that I am FINALY HOME from Arizona,(nogales Az. to be exact),so as soon as I get my software for my digital camera downloaded onto the computer, I will put as many pictures as CT will let me up for everyone to see!Well all.....im off to the bar to attempt to get laid! SPC. GEERER TASKFORCE TUCSON TEAM NEWYORK

Friends
Hey yall. Joe and i are very lucky to have as many friends as we do. We have made alot of new friends this past yr. and we also have a couple we have known for a really long time. To the new friends we have mt this year(Brandy,Ronnie,Ashley,Christine,mon&dad odem,and Greg)We are so happy we got to meet you. We love everyone of you with all our hearts and we have had a blast in the short time we have known yall. and if we had to do it all over again we would. Thanks for being the friends you are. Don't ever change. To all of our old friends, and when i say old i mean the friends we have known for more than a year. Curt, You are a terriffic person and an even better friend. Thank you so much for all the rides, you've been my life saver when i nthought i would go insane being inside this house any longer. Sam, You are one crazy ass mo fo(lol) We L ove you. Hell we've been friends for so long we can't help but love you. Jaline, I'm Glad you moved back down here. We have had a ba

Mjblette
Mike has been a good friend for a while now. And although, I haven't been talking to him a LOT lately (and he lets me know when I haven't talked to him a lot...haha), I have to say that I have spent many hours not only on CT and yahoo but on the phone with him as well. He is a good guy with a big heart and you truly just have to love him! He loves to cut up and carry on with all but really he has to get to know you a little before he'll REALLY cut up with you. hehe Mike is known to some of you as the Contest guy. lol He gets on sprees where he'll throw contests and for about 5 days at a time, he'll be in contest mode, all excited to see what people will say, rate or comment next. And of course, he always likes to enter his good friends. lmao After the second Sexy (fill in the body part) Contest, I came to the conclusion that I should definitely take him wanting to enter me in his contests as a compliment! :) Thanks Mike! Even though I didn't win either one of them, I definitely was

$20
TWENTY DOLLARS On their wedding night, the young bride approached her new husband and asked for $20.00 for their first lovemaking encounter. In his highly aroused state, her husband readily agreed. This scenario was repeated each time they made love, for more than 30 years, with him thinking that it was a cute way for her to afford new clothes and other incidentals that she needed. Arriving home around noonone day, she was surprised to find her husband in a very drunken state. During the next few minutes, he explained that his employer was going through a process of corporate downsizing, and he had been let go. It was unlikely that, at the age of 59, he'd be able to find another position that paid anywhere near what he'd been earning, and therefore, they were financially ruined. Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book which showed more than thirty years of steady deposits and interest totaling nearly $1 million. Then she showed him certificates of deposits issued by the bank whi

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Untitled 1 3.12.02 As I open my ears to this world I hear a strange sound, A sound that is not from my world A sound that brings sharp chills to the spine, I hear screams of pain I hear screams of pleasure The screams of this world mystafy me, They make a void in my presence They make a want in my soul, The screams make my blood boil The screams make my fantasy The screams of this world bring me pleasure.

Vote For Me....sexiest Smile Contest....thanks...mwah!!
Ok, so I wasn't gonna do this but SOMEONE, lol, said I should, so here goes. I'd appreciate your comments on my pics. You have to click on my photo above this message to go to the contest page to rate me. Thanks sooo much. =) Please don't downrate cuz I'll get kicked out. Thanks to everyone for your help. I love you all!!! XOXOXO ~Cathie~

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Untitled 2 (3.14.02) As My fingertips wander I feel many things, Some are soft and beautiful While others are sharp and jagged, As my finger-tips move ever-so I search for someth'n beautiful, Something as beautiful as this world, What I know is beatiful is now out of reach But now the beauty is gone, My hand is still extended Always reaching for the beauty Even when it no longer exists.

Friends Promise And Words
A friend I will be , through the good to share all the times of joys and luaghters and through times of sorrow and tribalation to give a shoulder and a guiding hand through the pain and woes. My friendship comes with no limits or conditions for Im here of my own accord but remember most Im always here as a friend.

Ladayna Williams (r.i.p)
This is one of the few times that I will post some personal information on here. But she deserves it because she was someone special to my family. On April 10th, 2005 @ roughly 2:33 PM her life was tragically ended while on the road traveling from Modesto to Sacramento. In the car with her were her 3 daughters ranging from teenager to 1 year old. Earlier that day I had talked to her. Me: Hello Dayna: What's up Cousin! Me: Hey Dayna what's up! Dayna: I was calling you to get directions to Xavier's Birthday party. Me: Oh ok so you are coming then! Dayna: Of course cousin! I told you I was. I don't get to see you cause you always at work. Me: Yeah I know. But I got to make that paper you know? Dayna: Fo sho cousin! I am not mad at you. Me: You bringing the girls with you? Dayna: Yep. Me: Cool. Ok...here goes the directions. And I proceed to give her the directions to the park where I was throwing my sons second birthday party. So fast forwa

This Pisses Me Off!!!!
Ever wonder what the expression "stuck on stupid" meant?Well here is an example: The grinning idiot clinging to Je$$e Jack$on is Cindy Sheehan... the sob sister protesting the war at Bush's ranch, who lost her son in the war, the same son she gave up in her divorce when he was 7 years old. And by the way if you wonder why she has so much free time ... she is going through another divorce right now and guess what? She is giving up custody of another son. As Forest Gump once wisely proclaimed, "Stupid is as stupid does."What Is This Picture? Obviously, it's a picture in a cemetery. What cemetery and whose grave? Sadly, it's the grave of Casey Sheehan. After two years, and a DoD payment of $250,000 to the "Peace Mom", Cindy Sheehan has not had the time or bothered to have a headstone placed on this young hero's grave. And, she doesn't even have to pay for one, the DoD will provide one: "The Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) furnishes upon request, at no charge to the applicant, a g

Spent The Day At The Er
I went the ER with my one year old Malachi he has a hair line skull fracture. It scared the crap outta me and I'm still really worried about him. The Doctor says it is in the shape of a V on the top of his skull.

Grief
today shortly after noon i got the call i have been both expecting ad dreading for several weeks my grandmother in alabama had passed away she was 104 so she lived a truly blessed life i'll always remember when visiting her when i was little and i messed up doing something or wanted to know why something i did wasnt right she always told me well whos fault is that lol i'll remember her with a gingham dress and white apron on cooking us cookies she is dancing in heaven now with my grandpa so i think she is very happy no more pain and suffering looking up i say i'll miss you grandma

*ranting*
So once again I don't know why I'm writing to the world of blogging. Which is really just a disgusting angst of being listened to I believe. Truly, I just want to vent. And I don't want to bother anyone specific, so I'll type type away. At this point in my life I have made this quite blatant decision to not have a relationship with anyone. Too much going on, too many places to go, too many people to see and meet. I like to continually be on the move and enjoy life. But, truly, I guess the question is, will a "significant other" truly hold one back from that? Or am I just torn and hurt and untrustworthy? hmph. Secondly, I have yet to feel like I've learned a thing, academically, at Potsdam. I've been at college, and of course have learned through life -- but you never really stop doing that. As in schooling, I have yet to learn a fucking thing. I've had teachers upset with me and I think the only reason is because I have more experience teaching than they do and they don't know ho

Here Is Something For All My Friends
Now I didnt do this myself I copyed it off of a song that I heard. But this is foe all my friends.This fits you all who do care.............. When your down and troubled and you need some loveing care,and nthing,nothing is going right. Close your eyes and think of me and soon I be there yes I will. To brighten up even your darkest night, you call out my mane and you know where I am I'll come running, running to see you again. Winter,Spring, Summer or fall all you've got to do is call,and I'll be there, you've got a friend. If the sky above you should turn dark and full of clouds,and that old north wind should begin to blow,keep your head together.Cll my mane out load now ,soon I'll be knocking on your door you've got a friend, oh yes you;ve got a friend. Cathleena xoxoxoxoxoxoxxo

One-day Blog Silence
Silence can say more than a thousand words. This day shall unite us all about this unbelievable painful & shocking event and show some respect and love to those who lost their loved ones. On April 30th 2007, the Blogosphere will hold a One-Day Blog Silence in honor of the victims at Virginia Tech. More then 30 died at the US college massacre. But it´s not only about them. Many bloggers have responded and asked about all the other victims of our world. All the people who die every day. What about them? This day can be a symbol of support to all the victims of our world! All you have to do is spread the word about it and post the graphic on your blog on 30th April 2007. No words and no comments. Just respect, reflect and empathy. Spread the word about this event

Missing Her So
Hello there this is Lizelle, I just wanted to say again thank you for the love and support and cheer that I received this past week over the passing of Joanie. I have chatted with a few of you here and I have gotten to know how she was doing during our split. I know that she loved me very much and I also know that she was trying to change for me. I wish now I had never had the fight with her and made those stupd demands of her. I knew she was a wild and free spirit after we met and in hindsight what I was asking her to do was not fair to her or to me, because if she would have changed she would not be the woman I fell in love with. As I said before I will leave this site up in her memory for the time. I gave her godfather the ability to take care of the site. I still have problems coming here and I try not to stay to long when I am here. I am sorry if I do not answer most messages because I dont know if they are for me or Maurice or even Joanie at times. I cannot accept any frien

*day Dreams*
Sometimes I catch myself daydreaming, I love to daydream... Usually my dream starts out while I have a moment at the desk or I'm relaxing for a minute between work. You are in my daydream. It starts out with me watching you undress or better, I'm slowly undressing you. With each piece of peach colored flesh I reveal, I place warm, sweet kisses. I kiss all over...some deep some light and airy...my long hair is tickling you lightly as I work my way up from your calves, to your thighs and just lightly brush by your already swollen and aching pussy. You take in a quick breath of air as I bypass your hot box and take my tongue and glide up from your bellybutton to your two hard nipples standing at attention...begging to be licked and sucked. I roll them around with my tongue and feel you start to whimper. Flicking one with my tongue and gently squeezing your perfect tits. I kiss your hot mouth and nibble at your lower lip. I want to consume you! I roll you over on the bed and do the same

Hmmmmm Me A Player,i Think Not
Recently it was brought to my attention by someone who was on my friends and family list that I am a player,I was called all kinds of names for going to meet this person, and lots of mean things were said, to those who think the same im sorry, i never meant to hurt anyone just be friendly and make a few new friends, Im not here to date anyone just to have a good time like anyone else.....

Broken Hearts United.
She's from Oregon. I'm living in North Carolina. We met some two months ago here on CherryTap. She never wanted to fall in love again because she was had her heart broken before. So had I. But I was willing to take a chance. I'll admit that I moved pretty fast, but you have to understand two things about me: First of all, love is not a game to me...it's life to me. Second, when I go for what I want, I fight until I get it. This girl was worth fighting for. I'll say that it was rough going at first, but somehow I was able to win her over. Kally, if you are read this entry by the time you get on, I will have sent the link to a song just for you. Pay close attention to this song. It's my promise to you that you will never have to worry about a broken heart again.

Real Love...........
Ok you get on the computor with the intentions on havin fun lookin up stuff then one day you get a friend request from a guy you cant stop lookin at then you two start talkin the first day then the next then the next....Befor you know it you develope feelins for this person.All the while you just about forget ur even married.So what do you do when u only meant to get online and meet friends but you stumble opon more then just a friend....ANY ADVICE????PLEASE LET ME KNOW SOON......THANXXX CELIA!

White Females Who Date Black Men Please Take Note
First of All I want to make it clear that I am White Female who dates men and women of all races. Including white men, Shocking huh? I admit I haven't dated a white male in a minute, but when I was out Saturday night the hottest man I seen was a Caucausian. Don't fall over. That being said, I have something to say to some of the White females who think they are So Hip because they date Bruthas. !. You didn't become a Sista , because you had sex with a black man. You might wear your makeup a certain way, your hair in a certain style, even form your words in certain tone. When its all said, Gurlfriend, you are still a White Female. 2. Learning to cook Collards Greens, and Chitterlings doesn't make you black either. It's just puts you at risk for heart disease. Mind you, I run to Stang's House when her Daddy's makes greens but doesn't change the fact. My Momma makes greens, too, but she's from Kentucky and hers just taste different, LOL. I digress, Gurlfriends., cooking soulfood

I'm Sorry
Hey yall I know I havent been here now for over a week. :-( I want to apologize to yall for not stopping by and saying hi to ya. I havent been feeling well now for the last month. My health issues that I have are acting up on me badly and I just havent had the strength or energy to do much of anything. I hope this will get better soon so that I can come back and play with yall again. I MISS YALL !!! I wanted to let yall know whats going on so you wouldnt think that I just up and fell off the face of the earth. I am still around but not doing too well right now. It almost seems like my body is trying to force itself out of remmission from my diseases. I'm hanging in there but I am so damned tired and in pain all the time lately :-( Yall have a great day and a super week. I LOVE YALL !!! Cindy

**ode To Juicy Black Cherry **
******ODE TO JUICY BLACK CHERRY ****** THE WORLDS FINEST WOMAN ****By Magic Mike The Poet C-Towns Finest**** These are the words that cross my mind, about a woman that is so damn fine..She is oh so unique, and she is sexy from her head to her feet..We met just like this, and her words were like the sweetest kiss..It happened to me and I am still in a daze, but this woman had it all in so many ways.. And please believe my words will not vary, because I am feeling Ms. Juicy Black Cherry.. I was on the beach just enjoying the sun, and there she was my perfect one.. she looked up at me and said with a smile,are you going to stand there or sit for awhile.. we talked for so long that the day grew short and headed for the end, to let this woman get away would be a sin..So before I explain what happened after that,Let me describe this woman because she was all that..She has eyes that are seen as exotic. and her lips an smile give you thoughts that are definitely erotic..She ha

How Good Are You In Bed?
How good are you in bed?MindblowerYou love to enjoy new things and give your partner what they want, when they want it and how they want it! Lucky you! lucky lover! Can I have your # lolHow do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Why Do People Say That?
Why do people after they know very well they have hurt you say "You know i wouldnt hurt you babe" Umm hello..is what im feeling right now totally oblivious to you? How can i know that, when my heart is hurting?? Dont they realise how patronising that is? It would be just better for them to say sorry for the hurt and not ramble about what they wouldnt do to you! Its done! It certainly dont make things better..its like rubbing salt into a wound.. ahhh theres my ramble...

Mushy Crap :)
Awwww a child could of made up this song,but isn't that the point of Love when you love like a child there is no conditions on the love it doesn't stop suddenly ,unconditional and pure,fun loving,forgiving,trusting,in awww of another It is easy for a child to give this to a parent and a parent to a child but to give all this to another human being seems hard,well darling Tomaran it in fact is very easy for me to give all this and more to you that is why I know with all my heart you truly are my soul mate a part of me that I didn't know that was missing and now is complete.So what ever may cross our journeys path we will face it together hand and hand I will never loss grip to your hand, nor will I ever loss sight of why we started this path together because of true love and there is no other way to face a life time together without loving like a child.Seeing truths in you, in us that some may never see they may judge ,they may try to destroy ,even saying it isn't true,or selfish but r

Part 4
The Kearsarge was being built in Pascagoula Mississippi, but we met up in Norfolk VA, for training. They put us through a lot of schools to be the best possible crew for the new ship. It commissioned in October, 1993. (Incidently, the USS Forrestal was decommissioned just a few weeks earlier.) I was a very productive member of the crew being the department Maintenance and Material Management (3M) Assistant. In May 1994, we were invited to be the flag ship for Fleet Week in New York City. We tied up to the same pier as in 1989 on the Forrestal. I took some of the younger sailors who had never been there to some of the sights, including the World Trade Center, Empire State Building and Yankee Stadium for a game against Kansas City. In the top of the first inning, George Brett hit a two run homer. In the bottom of the first, Wade Boggs hit a solo shot for New York. Final score, 2-1, Kansas City. The spring of 1995 was our first deployment. It was the more traditional,

The Shoot
Our first shoot together managed to be pretty comfortable from the start. I had always imagined that shooting with you would be fun, and if feels like I couldn’t find anything else that I would rather do. You seemed just as eager for this as I did, and it was perfect finding someone that I could shoot with to help build confidence in my work, practice, and get lots of great shots. Enjoying being around you was an extremely great bonus. All week leading up to the shoot, we have been speaking everyday making work seem to fly by so much faster. During the time that we knew each other, there was an obvious tension building that couldn’t be denied. It was like a dream in which I had full control of every situation. Each time I thought that I was going to say something that might offend you, you countered with something that would take me completely off guard about how you would enjoy it, or mention something that made me feel completely comfortable telling you my darkest secrets. Our conve

Downraters!!!!
I hate down raters, they are so rude and shouldn't be on the site if they arent gonna give 10's....my theory like a lot of peoples, not gonna give a 10 or 11 then don't freakin rate my pics, stash, page, or anything else! She had the gal to tell me that she rated on honesty.....HELLLLOOOOO its a beautiful blue rose as my default picture!!! So i told her not to rate any of my stuff! Bitter_Sweet@ CherryTAP 6-8-07 another downrater cherry_pop916@ CherryTAP

Is This The Week To Piss Me Off
My week has started out like shit. My nephew has this girl who he met over the internet I think she was nice girl. Well the girl came down no prob I think it a wonderful gesture. Anyway she went back home and three days later telling my nephew she was preganet and she lost the baby. First i have 3 kids of my own and I have been in the medical feild for 16 years. So, I think I know what I am talking about.I asked him to come and i told him there is no way that the baby was his.well, he told her and now he thinks i tring to control his life.Frankliy, I dont give a rats ass what he does with his life, but i am not going let some bitch hurt my nephew.Now, he is pist at me for telling him this. he said i broke them up, as said earlier i dont really care what they do. He has really pushed my last buttons over this. I have been there for him ever since his dad died, and he has done nothing but give me and my girl shit. So, I am done with him.

Old?
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN GUILTY OF LOOKING AT OTHERS YOUR OWN AGE AND THINKING, "SURELY I CAN'T LOOK THAT OLD?" WELL... YOU'LL LOVE THIS ONE! I WAS SITTING IN THE WAITING ROOM FOR MY FIRST APPOINTMENT WITH A NEW DENTIST. I NOTICED HIS DDS DIPLOMA, WHICH BORE HIS FULL NAME. SUDDENLY, I REMEMBERED A TALL, HANDSOME, DARK-HAIRED BOY WITH THE SAME NAME HAD BEEN IN MY HIGH SCHOOL CLASS SOME 40-ODD YEARS AGO. COULD HE BE THE SAME GUY THAT I HAD A SECRET CRUSH ON, WAY BACK THEN? UPON SEEING HIM, HOWEVER, I QUICKLY DISCARDED ANY SUCH THOUGHT. THIS BALDING GRAY-HAIRED MAN WITH THE DEEPLY LINED FACE WAS WAY TOO OLD TO HAVE BEEN MY CLASSMATE. HMMM OR COULD HE??? AFTER HE EXAMINED MY TEETH, I ASKED HIM IF HE HAD ATTENDED MORGAN PARK HIGH SCHOOL. "YES. YE! yes, I DID. I'M A MUSTANG," HE GLEAMED WITH PRIDE. "WHEN DID YOU GRADUATE?" I ASKED. HE ANSWERED, "IN 1959. WHY DO YOU ASK?" "YOU WERE IN MY CLASS!" I EXCLAIMED! HE LOOKED AT ME CLOSELY. THEN, THAT UGLY, OLD, WRINKLED SON-O

His Face And Black Stockings . . .
I was lying on my bed when the thoughts of him began to creep in. His eyes staring down at me, his lips curling when he sees me, his muscles tightening as he touches me. I keep thinking of him, I keep seeing him, I keep imaging him . . . And yet I don’t have him. All I have are the thoughts like these: He crawled up beside me on the bed and gently touched my cheek. He ran his hand through my hair and watched me as I sighed. He ran his fingers up along the black nylons I had worn just for him. He played with them for a minute as I just drank him in. I love his smell; I run my hands across his shoulders and lean into him further. He was caressing my foot as I lay back on the pillows and ran my finger nails up and down his back. I know it won’t be long before he gives in and turns to face me once again. Then there he is, his eyes blazing with desire and lips moist and waiting as he pulls me to him. He is kissing me like I had never been kissed before, with such fire, such

Friends?
Ok Let me see if I can word this in a way for everyone to understand... I LOVE new friends...When I request to be someones friend; I rate, I fan, etc.... I notice that certain people on CT request to be added and then NOTHING! No hello's, no rate's, no nothing..... They just keep it movin'; It makes me CRAZY!!!! So here's the deal... I will always accept a persons request to be "friends". However, if I don't hear from you; be it a shout, a profile comment, a photo comment, a stash comment or a rate. I will delete you! I'm sorry but I'm not into having a million "friends" that show NO LOVE. I'm not trying to be mean at all.... Just want to "KEEP IT REAL"

Anzac Day - As The Sun Rises And Goeth Down, We Will Remember Them
Australia and New Zealand commemorate the ANZAC Day holiday on 25 April every year to remember members of the Australian and New Zealand Army Corps (ANZAC) who landed at Gallipoli in Turkey during World War I. Beginnings of the memorial day ANZAC Day - 25 April - marks the anniversary of the first major military action fought by Australian and New Zealand forces during the First World War. ANZAC stands for Australian and New Zealand Army Corps. The soldiers in those forces quickly became known as Anzacs, and the pride they soon took in that name endures to this day. When war broke out in 1914 Australia had been a federal commonwealth for only thirteen years. The new national government was eager to establish its reputation among the nations of the world. In 1915 Australian and New Zealand soldiers formed part of the Allied expedition that set out to capture the Gallipoli peninsula to open the way to the Black Sea for the Allied navies. The plan was to capture Istanbul, capital of

Decisions Decisions....
I need a lil help since i am having trouble waking up and making these decisions... First...i need to paint my toes...i have 3 colors to pick from...BRIGHT pink, fire engine red, and a deep wine color.... Second i have to get ready for work in like 5 min....should i wear brown plaid bermuda shorts and an orange shirt, or jeans and a hoodie? Third....should i pay 59 dollars for yellow patent leather pumps?

5 Lessons
Five (5) lessons about the way we treat people. 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello'." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older Afr

Test Results
I got the results of a neuro-psych test back today. Apparently I scored a 94% and I asked, "Well thats pretty good in the brain injury area" and the lady who tested me said, "Oh no, thats out of the whole population, not just people with mental problems." I kind of wanted to jump up on her desk and yell, "Well I'm a mushroom-cloud-layin' motherfucker, motherfucker! Every time my fingers touch brain I'm SUPERFLY T.N.T, I'm the GUNS OF THE NAVARONE!" But I held off. So does anyone want to dispute the analogy that I'm the road runner and God is the coyote now?

How Do You Earn Your Desk?
Classroom Desks Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock, did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she took all of the desks out of the classroom. The kids came into first period, they walked in, there were no desks. They obviously looked around and said, "Ms. Cothren, where's our desk?" And she said, "You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn them." They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades." "No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior." And she told them, "No, it's not even your behavior." And so they came and went in the first period, still no desks in the classroom. Second period, same thing, third period. By early afternoon television news crews had gathered in Ms. Cothren's class to find out about this crazy teacher who had taken all the de

Our Second Chance
Our Second Chance It’s been quite a few years since we first met And I haven’t met anyone,to make me forget you yet It was lust in my heart that I first felt Then once I knew you, you made my heart melt I never knew how love could make you feel And really never thought it was that big a deal How wrong it was for me to think that way Because I wanted to be with you every day You were in my heart, my mind, and my soul And to keep you forever was my goal Things didn’t turn out quit that way And I wonder what could’ve been to this very day But here we are with a second chance To see if we still have the same romance I still love to see your smiling face It takes me away to a special place There’s no other place that I would rather be Then to have your soft body next to me I know that we need to take it slow And give it a chance to see where we go I really don’t want, to go to fast Because I would love for this to last and last I hope that you feel some of what

Yep Yep Yep
Ok, if you had a choice, would you buy another jet ski or a motorcycle? I know its sorta of an easy decision to make, but, I might as well get your opinion about it :) Thats really all I have for now. What about you? EMAIL me, Comment me, TALK TO ME!!!!!! Whats going on in your life? Email me at pontiac1979@yahoo.com T

Drama
Yesterday something happened to me, I felt jumped on when the person claimed I was fake! I'm not fake I'm probably more open then any other person I dont hold back with my feelings or what I feel, I know it is hard to understand my way of doing things and my submessive ways. Everyone here on CT for a reason, what ever youre reason is I dont know, but I can tell everyone that I'm here to get entertainment, to kill time, to be sassy if I want to and find people with the same strokes I have. I dont promise anyone marriage or even to meet up, where is the point in making people hurt in the end if you know you wont be able to keep a promise. Sure there are a few of you that I feel are potentially more then others, but the chance we ever meet is very small, and my crush is a crush someone I do like for his kindness, sweetness and he deserve every crush there is

Booooorrreeddd!!!
i really have nothing to do tonight... this guy asked me out at work today and i don't know what i should do... at one thing i'm thinking yeah i should go and get my mind off the other guy that plagues my mind...and on the other hand i just don't want to go out with him now don't get me wrong this guy is smoking HOTT and ladies i mean wow gorgeous.... but still i find men like that cocky and stupid i'm really not looking for that kind of relationship where i have to be the brains of the team u know i don't know give me some help guyz!! Raven! p.s : new pics come rate them and leave me love!

A Kiss Across The Miles
I sit by the window, looking at the sky, I blow a kiss and watch as it floats away. Carried by the wind it goes higher and higher across the clouds and over the hills. Moving over the land that separates us, it finds the way to your bedroom and lands on your lips while you sleep. You feel a warmth while you dream and turn in your bed. My kiss has started its magic spell as it spreads throughout your body, bringing passion into your heart and my love to your soul. I love you, my darling, and send my kiss to you each night, so that you will feel my affection each evening, knowing that you are my special someone, the one I love so dearly. As I look into your eyes, knowing your intimacy is penetrating into my soul, my heart opens only to you as you engulf me with the tenderness of your touch. You are the angel within my heart and the one who has become my everything in life. You are the special someone who I live for and who I cannot live without.

Writing On Envelope
Loretta Pethick Oakland County Emergency Response & Preparedness 1200 N. Telegraph Rd. - Bldg. 47 West Pontiac, Michigan 48341-0410 248-858-5300 248-858-5550 Fax pethickl@oakgov.com Subject: Write in on the back of your envelopes WRITE IT ON THE BACK OF YOUR ENVELOPES ! I THINK THIS A GREAT IDEA. I WILL START WRITING THIS ON FRONT OF ALL MY ENVELOPES, TOO! You may have heard in the news that the Post Office ha s been forced to take down small posters that say "IN GOD WE TRUST. " The law, they say, is being violated.< I> Anyway, I heard proposed on a radio station show, that we should all write "IN GOD WE TRUST " on the back of all our mail...after all, that is our national motto, and it's on all the money we use to buy those stamps. I think it is a wonderful idea. We must take back our nation from all the people who think that anything that offends them should be removed. If you like this idea, please pass it on. It has been reported that 86% of Americans beli

No Guy
I have been sitting here for months Wondering why Why I can't get a guy Just like everyone else Is it that I'm too picky Am I not ready for a man in my life All my girls ask why I have no guy I just sit there and think what people say is true That I'll never have a man Since I'm afraid to get hurt I have no clue what to do all my girls are out Why can't I be there or Telling them I can't come If anyone can help pleaes tell me What to do How to get a man I need one question answered I hope one day i have a man

My Individual Purpose
It takes the tearing of flesh, just to silence my mind, And the scars on my skin, those are the ties that bind. They serve as a reminder, of quieter times Of the pain on the out, but serenity inside. You'd have to stand on your head to see a smile on me. If you had to hear these screams, you would beg and you'd plea, For a moment of silence, You'd understand the violence I'm committing on myself cause my anger is timeless. Its like this everyday, from January to December, I've live 29 long years, but your feet in my shoes I don't remember. Feelin like my back might break from trying to shoulder this load, Been carrying it so long, but when I look up all I see is more road. I was told, to truly know someone, you must dig deeper than the surface. So in order to know myself, I just cut deeper than the surface. Now I've had so much practice, I no longer get nervous. I slice with precision, and the cuts, they are perfect. Wh

Mailman's Last Day
Mailman's last day It was the mailman's last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same neighborhood. When he arrived at the first house on his route he was greeted by the whole family there, who congratulated him and sent him on his way with a big gift envelope. At the second house they presented him with a box of fine cigars. The folks at the third house handed him a selection of terrific fishing lures. At the final house he was met at the door by a strikingly beautiful blonde in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand, gently led him through the door (which she closed behind him), and led him up the stairs to the bedroom where she blew his mind with the most passionate love he had ever experienced. When he had enough they went downstairs, where she fixed him a giant breakfast: eggs, potatoes, ham, sausage, blueberry waffles, and fresh-squeezed orange juice. When he was truly satisfied she poured him a cup

Another One Gone
I was saddened to hear that one of my journalism heroes, David Halberstam, was killed in a car accident today. He wrote about a great deal of subjects, some historical, some investigatory. My favorite is "The Fifties" - a great book to read about the decade that defined our culture in so many ways. His work will be missed.

Why?
Today I saw a Marine cry Why Daddy Why? He looked so tired and beaten But proud, I cannot deny. Can you help me in understanding? The tear, which escaped his eye? Son he was not sad, but remembering days gone by; Days and nights when his brothers and buddies began to die. He remembers the ‘good old days’ when they were alive He’s missing them dearly now and asking; "Why did I survive?" He can still taste the sweat and dirt And feel the scorching heat deep inside. He stands as tall as he is able Doing his best to express his pride. He will never forget the pain of those days The physical and the mental; both left their mark Too many restless nights he has tried to sleep, And yes son, he is afraid of the dark. He became a man in a teenager’s mind Not fully understanding his country’s call to arms Feelings of guilt often leave him blind But he’d do it again at the ringing of the first alarm. He remembers the pa

Im Sooooo Fuckin Confuzd
ok heres the deal. first i quit my job (long stupid story) then i got kickd out of where i was stayin, had to move back in with my mom and her drunk abusive bf. then yesterday we walkd out on him. and i was finalizing plans for me to move to bad axe. then this morning my mom calls talkin bout her job is gonna call me and i should start next monday. now i dont know whut to do b/c i told the person in bad axe is move up there this weekend. now im thinkin i should tell her that ill still come visit but i just cant stay. and the other thing is right now im stayin where i was b4 and im only supposed to b here til friday.....soooooo wtf am i to do now?????????????

Fafe Friends
People are too fake on here and in general!! They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake friends." pssst.. I dont care if I loose "people" off my list over this, I think it's 100% true...

Dear Daddy
** Ok folks I wrote this a year ago, it was my carthesis really, the epitome of all I was feeling at that time, and well many other times as well . . . I wanted to put it on here becasue it is a part of who I am and what I am working through - so please I am not looking for pity, sympathy, nothing, I only wish to share this with those who care about me and they know who they are ** Dear Daddy, Do you know where you are? Do you know what youve done? Does it bother you to know how much pain you have caused? Did you cry when I couldnt? Did you cry when I finally could? Did you even think about me? Do you know how I feel? How I hurt? How I long to have you here? How my memories are lost and cant be found? How I cry and cant be consoled? How I hate and cant be calmed? How I cant trust and suffer? Do you care? When was the last time you saw me? Twenty long years ago as I walked out the door expecting to see you again in a couple of hours. You knew that was a lie, you knew y

Ok I Usually Dont Do "chain Letters" But Friend Gave It To Me...so Im Posting In My Damn Blog!!!!! Lol
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Pain And Your Children
A MOTHER SHOULD NEVER HAVE TO WISH SHE NEVER GAVE BIRTH 2 A CHILD OR IN MY CASE A GROWN SON HE HAS PROVED AGAIN THAT HE CARES ABOUT NO ONE BUT HIMSELF ... MY WISH 4 HIM IS THAT SOMEDAY HE WILL FEEL THE PAIN IN THE SAME WAY HE IS INFLICTING IT ON ME...I HOPE HE WILL SEE WHAT IT IS LIKE TO LOSE THE MOST CHERISHED THINGS IN YOUR LIFE ...HIS KIDS...BECAUSE FROM NOW ON HE IS DEAD 2 ME...

Mia
Just wanted to let all my friends know that I am going in for surgery tomorrow (back). So I won't be around for a while. 4days in the hospital and don't know when I will feel like using the computer after I come home for a while!! So, wanted all to know I am not MIA, or ignoring ya'll!!!! I'll be back ASAP!!! Will miss you all!!! Please, keep me in your thoughts and prayers, as this is gonna be a major and kinda risky surgery!!! Kinda freaked out about it!!! Love and hugs to all!!!!! XOXOXO, CJ

The 12 Types Of Women Guys Want To Date
There are a lot of good women out there, even though it's not always easy to find them. Here's a list of women with traits you should actively look for — and that would make any guy happy: Miss Sweet Miss Sweet is a woman who's positive, content with her life, always upbeat — and just a blast to be around. She's a genuine person without a bitch bone in her body. She's always truly happy to see you and you find yourself looking forward to spending time with her. Miss Sweets are usually snapped up out of the dating market right away, so they're pretty rare. But if you can find one, you've got a real treasure on your hands. Miss Equality This type of woman is a true feminist — not one of the radical man-haters, or the hypocritical pseudo-feminists who think that equality means "I demand equal rights and an equal salary, but a man still has to pay for me." The Miss Equalitys of the world genuinely like men, and understand that equality means equality across the board, from hold

God? Are You There?! Yeah, I Didn't Think So.
Yes, once again I'm consumed in deep thought about this whole god thing. It really makes no sense, to me. If there was a god, why would there be cancer at all? Why would bad things happen to good people? You can't say you're blessed in one breath, and then dismiss god for anything negative in the next. That makes no sense. I've watched 2 people die from cancer. Sure, everyone they knew prayed. (With the exception of me, I suppose.) That sure as hell doesn't strengthen your faith in this imaginary god. In fact, I can't believe there is any righteous god that would allow such atrocities to occur. Don't confuse divine intervention with random coincidence or the limited control we have over our own destiny/fate. And if you're going to try to tell me that the "devil" is behind this, then god has obviously lost the war. There are people who say "god was with them" when something horrible happens, and that's why they were only severely injured instead of killed...or whatever scenario.

For Those Of You That Care About Me...
I will not be on tap for a few days...My dad fell and broke his hip,has to have emergency surgery yet today...I probably wont be back til Fri or Sat...Just wanted to let ya know..... HUgssssssssssssssss

Playing With My Toys
Maura and I have been getting acquainted sexually with one another for about a month or so now. She is a beautiful dark haired woman about 5'9", 145 lbs, 38d tits with huge dark nipples and nicely shaven pussy. I mentioned the other day that it might fun to try adding a toy to our play. She was very enthused and told me that I should "Surprise Her". So a trip to the store yield a a soft red rubber dildo that was very similar in sized and shape to. (I was a little surprised how close it was. LOL) Anyway Maura arrived for dinner and a movie at my house a couple days later. We had a few drinks and ate. She seemed to have something on your mind the whole time we were eating. When I asked her if something was on her mind she asked me "Did you get something?" I smiled and said, "That my dear remains to be seen." After dinner we were walking down the hall to the living room when she stopped me and kissed me deeply. I breathed deeply as her tongue massaged mine. I love the perf

Popping In Real Quick
I just wanted to pop in real quick and say hello to everyone..I have been really busy with work and my kids so I haven't had much free time lately. My new job is going great and my kids come first before anything else so I will get to you all in a few days. If you feel the need to delete me because I am not on much then I understand. Hope everyone is doing good! Susie :)

Talladega
ok people listen up if you dont watch nascar one what is wrong with you second one of the best races is this weekend if you want to see 43 cars going 200mph bumper to bumper then you need to watch believe me there is nothing else like it in the world

Ugly
It's not the best Of neighborhoods But why throw her out In this weather Just because she's Old, ugly and white. Probably cost Too much To maintain In the style To which she was accustomed. Now brutishly Tossed out, She's probably Broke as well. No doubt replaced By a young pretty thing With complexion Clear and clean And if that's not all To tell, One that's cheap and Tawdry as well. So there she sits On the curb Waiting For the end. Will someone Pick her up And use her as she's Been used before. Or will she be Tossed aside On the heap Of waste Like so much Fodder For society's mill. Some will say This is the fate To which she was born Nature designed her To be nothing but a vessel Scorned and kept away from prying eyes Always serving her master and his needs to the very end. The society's unkind to a water closet.

If Tomorrow Never Comes
If I Knew it Would be the Last Time that I'd see You Fall Asleep,I Would tuck You in more Tightly and Pray the Lord, Your Soul to Keep.If I Knew it Would be the Last Time that I see You Walk out the Door,I Would give You a Hug and Kiss and call you back for One More.If I Knew it Would be the Last Time I'd Hear Your Voice Lifted up in Praise,I Would Video Tape each Action and Word, so I could play them back Day after Day.If I Knew it Would be the Last Time, I could spare an Extra Minute or Twoto stop and say "I Love You," Instead of Assuming, You Would Know I Do.If I Knew it Would be the Last Time I would be there to Share Your Day,Well, I'm sure You'll have so many more, So I can let just this One Slip Away.For Surely there's Always Tomorrow to make up for an Oversight,and we always get a Second Chance to Make Everything Right.There will Always be Another Day to say our "I Love You's",And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can Do's?"But Just in Case I Might be Wron

I Dream
I dream of a man who face I cannot see A man who invades my thoughts and is special to me We walk hand in hand on the beach watching the sunset and the waves roll in Kissing, touching, being together...just me and him We stop just under the pier and he lays a blanket down Takes me by the hand and very gently pulls me to the ground As we lay there side by side Looking into each other's eyes We want this moment to last forever and never say goodbye

Fiddler's Green Of New
Thru the meadows of the new day "fiddler's green" I found her. My steed is metal, my sabor a rifle now. My stetson made of kevlar. My spurs for formal occations only. My ememy and comrads not cherokee or cheyenne, now sunni and shia. Who saved me you ask? For my soul was lost, my heart beat slow and unshaken before the sites I've seen. An enemy of old is who, for which my enlisted description is owed. A Cherokee woman saved me, saved me from a cold existence in a heated world. The sun now shines brighter, its warmth ever warmer, my heart flutters as i think of her, and I think of of her always. I still look back on the trails I've ridden with saddness on what and whom i've lost. Now she has made me looked forward to a life of happiness I've never known. I am a U.S. Cavalryman, A U.S. Cavalry Scout who owes his life to a cherokee woman. I Love her and never want to be apart. Troopers if you see her tip you stetson and bow , for she is what I fight for. I

Penny For A Thought ....pt. 2
As I promised.I am now continuing this blog. Consider it my weekly rants. I do not write these for pity..nor do I write them for personal recognition. I write them because I know that there are others who feel the same and do not express it. Others whom my blogs may help inthe most minute of ways. We are all more alike than we would admit. One thing that bothers me mostly with this site is the patetic amount of people who's self-esteem is so low that they have to use someone else's pics and pretend they are something that they truly are not. I thinkthis is absurd. If you are not in love with yourself enough to show yourself and be yourself......how can you expect anyone else to be? I talk to anyone on here despite appearances. I have no problem with that. I do, however, have a problem with liars and people who toy with other's emotions and hearts. I don't play games. I have no time for games. If you want to play games.....go to some kiddie site like Myspace. Do not try to appraoch

My Sons Deployment...
wow its been a long day and to finish it off i just found out my son is deploying to iraq april 30...i really dont know how to feel...i am very proud of him but very worried and sad at the same time... my boy is mad at me right now...over some very petty issues...mostly because i cry when i talk to him and ask him when he is coming home alot...havent seen him in a year and five months. I miss him so much and hate the fact that i wont get to see him before he leaves. please keep him in your prayers ... you know it is ironic how as parents we raise our kids watching them go through stages and always wishing they were old enough to do this or that...then before you know it they are gone...grown up it seems like overnight. and that is when we start wishing they were young again...lol...hard to understand being a parent...

I Want This Guy!
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'M THE GUY WHO DOESNT MESS WITH OTHER GIRLS CUZ I KNOW I HAVE YOU!! I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because. I'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are. I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with. I'm the

Silent Screams
I hear silence is deadly, am I killing myself? I'm strangling my thoughts, but still tightening the belt. Why do I feel that I have no voice? Isnt it really just a matter of choice? If its really that easy, then why cant I speak? I'd hate to think its because I'm too weak. I've spent my whole life wanting to say what I feel. But when it comes down to it, I cant get to whats real. Is it because of how I was raised from the start? Saying whats nice, even when you've ripped out my heart. You've done me so wrong, tired of hearing this story. Yet all I can say is "Forgive me, I'm sorry" I wish I could say "I hate you! Just leave!!" But all I can do is wipe my tears on my sleeve. Yeah sience is deadly I truely believe. Thats why I wish you could hear my silent screams.

Before I Was A Mom!
Before I was a Mom; I made and ate hot meals, I had unstained clothing, I brushed my hair every day, I had quiet conversations on the phone, I slept as late as I wanted and I slept all night long. Before I was a Mom; I cleaned my house each day, I never tripped over toys or forgot lullabies, I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous, I had never been puked on, pooped on, spit on, chewed on, peed on, or pinched by tiny fingers. Before I was a Mom; I never thought about immunizations, I never held a screaming child so the doctors could give shots, I never looked into teary eyes and cried, I never felt my heart break into pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt, I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. Before I was a Mom; I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down, I never sat up late hours of the night watching a baby sleep, I never got up in the middle of the night to make sure everything was okay, I didn't know h

Fake Friends
Fake Friends (Joan Jett/Kenny Laguna) When you were down they were never there When you're all alone you really get to learn If you get back up they gonna come around All the sycophants they love to make romance To the ugly sound of 'em tellin' you what you Wanna hear an' you pretend Cuz they all agree you're supposed to have a better life But you're feelin' worse An' they build you up till you fool yourself that you're Something else an' it's like a curse cause You can't live up to what they made of you An' they tell you that you're losin' friends Losin' friends, losin' friends Ya got nothin to lose Ya don't lose when you lose fake friends Ya go an tell 'em you were king of the hill When ya need a hand - that was yesterday Ya see 'em laugh while you're on your knees An' it breaks your heart cuz ya gave so much An' ya can't believe that ya hit the gound an' Ya notice ya been losin' friends Losin' friends, losin' friends

To My Friends,fam, & Fans
I try so hard to keep up with u all It is so hard b/c there is so many so if there is any body I haven't faned of rated back plz send a message or comment on this and I will try my damnedest to get you all. Sorry for any incovience and thanx for your time. Love ya'll Ri Ri

Me & My Woman
Every good man has a lady beside him With me being no exception She's my lady, my lover, but mostly my friend And she does her job to perfection... Every good woman should have a man to support her And trust my lady do too Becuase I wish her the best, and let no man confront her She always can count on her dude.... When my baby need help she can call on daddy To handle any amount of trouble For whatever she asks, I'll handle it gladly Any obstical, any struggle.... My girl will ride wit me till it's over I know that I got a good one I don't need no bitches around me, no sir All I need is me and my woman... -Nemesis the Nazerene-

Finding Without Looking
why am i typing this i do not know maybe it just i want to empty my soul so if you reads this ty of not oh well (lol) well i joined ct with the idea of making a few new friends but what happend for me was the best thing i could have hoped for.... they say you find things in the strangest places what am i talking about i made true friends ones i could open my soul to, then there is this one person i have found with out looking bought to me with questions to ask me about other things i care not to talk about,but out of this became my closest friend someone to spend endless days talking about nothing that matters to anybody other than us... this person has taken part of me and i would never want them to give it back i didnt see it coming wasnt looking for it but... untill it happens without knowing its going on around you ,your so caught up in the feeling you just go with the flow and see where you end up or not... who knows what will happen in lifes big picture or what cards fate w

Haha My Horoscope For Today!
Being convinced you know best is a terribly uncomfortable position to hold. It's time to get off your high horse before you get a cramp. Talk to people from your heart and you'll see a big change in their reactions.

Here's To T-bone Steaks & Yellow Roses
I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 7 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories. he often came with me and almost everytime he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to. I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and remembered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit. I watched as she picked up a large pack of T-bones, dropped them in her basket, hesitated, and then put them back. She turned to go and

Crush Or Fantisy
IM SURE WE ALL HAVE CRUSHES OR ARE THEY FANTISY, WHAT DO ABOUT THEM DO WE ACT UPON OUR IMPLUSE, DO WE SECERTLY FANITSIZE ABOUT WHAT WE'D LIKE TO DO WITH THE OTHER PERSON, DO WE FIND THE NEAREST PERSON TO FULLFIL THEIR SHOSES.. WE WONDER WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO TAKE THE OTHER PERSON TIGHT INTO OUR ARMS AND CURESSES THEIR BODY UPON OURS, TO FILL THEIR LIPS UPON OURS.. THEIR ARM RAPPED AROUND US BUT DO WE ACT OR DO WE FANTISIZ THAT IS THE QUESTION. GIVEN THE CHANCE FOR ME I THINK I WOULD ACT WHAT WOULD YOU DO ?

The Thinking Of A Woman Compared To The Thinking Of A Man...
An elderly woman walked into the Bank of Canada one morning with a purse full of money. She wanted to open a savings account and insisted on talking to the president of the Bank because, she said, she had a lot of money. After many lengthy discussions (after all, the client is always right) an employee took the elderly woman to the president's office. The president of the Bank asked her how much she wanted to deposit. She placed her purse on his desk and replied, "$165,000". The president was curious and asked her how she had been able to save so much money. The elderly woman replied that she made bets. The president was surprised and asked, "What kind of bets?" The elderly woman replied, "Well, I bet you $25,000 that your testicles are square." The president started to laugh and told the woman that it was impossible to win a bet like that. The woman never batted an eye. She just looked at the president and said, "Would you like to take my bet?"

Ripping Pics
All of our band pics are free reign to any who wish to rip 'em! Morph one for us, I don't know how! Other artwerk included on our page and in our galleries is courtesy of; Belos @ www.gothic-iowegian.com Pay his site a visit and please tell him Greg sent ya. peace

I Am Moving To South Africa . . . Again!
Everytime things go a little (or a lot) haywire in my life, I start to look at moving to South Africa. I know, why South Africa? The luxury homes there are bested by nearly none on the face of this planet. I have always said when my novel gets published and I become a world famous author, this is where I am moving to. Of course, you have to pay attention to the little things - like the need for armed security 24/7 and the here and there revolution, but, a small price to pay for living the life of a King or Queen. I have found, ONCE AGAIN, my TWO dream homes. They are approximately the same price, around R5,434,000.00 . . . South African Rand . . .which is $ 752,215 American Dollars. When you see these homes, you will not believe that something like it could sell for so little and why I am so enthused to move there! Just cut and paste these links into your browser: http://www.elbeproperties.co.za/property.asp?property=SAHT1030123223 That is my first choice . . .

I Never Lost So Much
I NEVER LOST SO MUCH AS WHEN I LOST YOU. ONE DAY YOU WERE HERE AND THERE WERE TWO. YOUR NAME WAS CALLED AND YOU DEPARTED. I THOUGHT OUR LIFE TOGETHER HAD ONLY STARTED. REMEMBERING WHEN WE WERE TWO HEARTS IN LOVE. OUR SOULS TOUCHED WITH GUIDANCE FROM ABOVE. I REMEMBER YOUR TOUCH AND YOUR GENTLE EMBRACE. AND THE SHINING SMILE ALWAYS ON YOUR FACE. YOU CHERISHED ME AND NEVER GREW TIRED. YOU GAVE ME YOUR ALL IN EVERY WAY. I THINK OF YOU AND MISS YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY. WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN SOON. I'LL JUMP OVER THE RAINBOW AND OVER THE MOON. IN THE KINGDOM OF GOD WE WILL FROLIC AND PLAY. WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN SOME WONDERFUL DAY.

Chinese Food?!
I know this is going to be a stupid blog, but ehhh shit happpens. Anywho why is it that I love chinese food so much.... Then later it makes me bloated, my stomach hurt, and then I wish I had never ate it? You would think I would have learned from the first time I ate it! But... I always eventually eat it again and lay in misery!! I always considered myself to be somewhat intelligent. In this matter I feel like a dumb blonde. ( Note: Not all blondes are dumb, so noone gets pissy with me.) I've just got to make myself stop eating chinese food!! :( Anywho carry on... lol xoxoxoxo

God Bless Our Troops
More brave soldiers will die in Iraq today, always knowing the price they might pay, they will die in a country so far away, another wife or mother will grieve all day. They fought for freedom in a desert land, now they must stay to lend a helping hand, I do not know if they have stayed too long, Only God knows if it's right or wrong. But my heart is with our troops in Iraq, my heart grieves for those who won't come back, one thousand troops died fighting this war, I pray each day there will be no more. My Nephew is training to go somewhere, I pray to God it won't be over there, my heart could not take the fear everyday, of losing a loved one in a land far away. Be proud of our soldiers and our country too, hang out your flag of red, white and blue, keep them in your prayers every night, with God on their side they'll win this fight.

Weapons
Weapons There are many types of weapons But the ones that hurt the most Are the weapons made of memories And the deadly midnight ghost Not all wounds are red and bloody There are wounds that touch the mind These are wounds that always fester They're the never healing kind Why are we who've done our duty Plagued by wounds that never heal Made by weapons of our memories Which are worse than lead and steel

Is This Site Acting Up Again
is this site acting funny for anyone else. not only is it going relly slow, but i have to keep refreshing because the screen keeps going all white ps this is the 3ed time i had to post this blog because the first time it did not post

Dirty Deaf Joke
Two deaf people get married. During the first week of marriage, they find that they are unable to communicate in the bedroom when they turn off the lights because they can't see each other using sign language. After several nights of fumbling around and misunderstandings, the wife decides to find a solution. 'Honey,' she signs, 'Why don't we agree on some simple signals? For instance, at night, if you want to have sex with me, reach over and squeeze my left breast one time. If you don't want to have sex, reach over and squeeze my right breast one time.' The husband thinks this is a great idea and signs back to his wife, 'Great idea, Now if you want to have sex with ME, reach over and pull on my penis one time.' 'If you don't want to have sex, reach over and pull on my penis..........fifty times'

Why....
Why are people so damn mean on here? I can't even post a mum for opinions without getting mean ass comments and remarks. I hear "this mum is stupid, please die now" yet I see people making mums about what they should have for lunch! ARE YOU SERIOUS!!! I was told that I had to remove or change my main pic on here because it had the word "f***" on it and thats not appropriate so I said fine and went to change it. Couldn't decide what I wanted so I posted a mum asking for opinions. Instead of being nice or doing me a favor everyone decided to bash on me saying that I was an attention whore and blah blah blah but I also see people on here asking if they should have a threesome with their husband and their girlfriends or asking if everyone thinks they are hot... I don't get why I was called an attention whore for wanting opinions.. WTF! Maybe I am an attention whore but WHO ISN'T on this site! Its all about getting 10's and comments and whatever else but Im the attention whore. Give

Pms
You know guys complain that women have mood swings and bitch for the dumbest reasons..Well let me say one thing about that..It isnt just women fellas...I know a guy is particular that gets pissy when he really doesnt know shit about what is really going on...when you try to talk to him he either ignores you or gets smart about the ordeal...seems like everytime I turn around I hve to kiss some guy's ass...well I give up..Im done From now on its all about me or my kids..anyone interested in me is gonna respect me..like me for who I am..and Im not a liar..so if you dont believe what I say then talk to someone else because Im tired of gettin shit from guys... So yeah I Definately have PMS....PUTTING UP WITH MENS SHIT....!!!!! HAVE A GOOD DAY....

I Need Everyones Help!!!
Well I stuck my foot in my mouth, again! I made a wager with my friend and now if I don't win this bet I don't know what she'll make me do. (Not good!) So here is the bet: She said I couldn't make it to Level 15 by May 1st. I said I could! So help me to remove my foot from mouth and win the bet so I can make her pay!! LOL So to all my family, friends, and fans help me out. Weather I win or lose I'll post a new blog letting you all know the results and payment. HA HA! Tyvm!!!

Heavenly Night
One story I wrote.. a good friend of mine asked me to post ( Angelheart) send her some love. So here it is: It was very cold and dark outside, with only the stars brightly shining through the patchy clouds. A trip to the local supermarket was the last thing I wanted to do, but was a necessity if I wanted to eat tonight. I look down the dreary avenue and realize I am only about a block from the Hotel. I lower my eyes and keep walking. Reaching the Hotel door I get lucky and catch a young man going out with his friends. As they walk out the door, and let it swing close I catch it with my foot, and flip it open. I breathe a sigh of relief and walk into the brightly lit and warm lobby. Its only then I realize my hands, ears, and nose are completely numb from the blistering cold. I get to the elevator and take it to the eighth floor. As the door opens I step out and turn right, only a few doors down on the left is my room. As luck would have it, the grocery bag in my arms, is starting

Remember Me
Untitled Remember me on quiet days, As raindrops whisper on your pane. But in your memories, have no grief... Let just the joy we knew remain. Remember me when evening stars, Look down on you with steadfast eyes. Remember me if you once wake, To catch a glimpse of red sunrise... And if your thoughts do turn to me, Know that I would not have you cry... So live for me, and laugh for me- When you are happy, so am I! Remember an old joke we shared, Remember me when Spring walks by... Think once of me when you are glad, And while you live, I shall not die. Lindsey Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

Growing Up
Those Born 1920-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft dri

Tangled
I have no more tears, so its blood that I shed. Everyday I'm alive - I just envy the dead. I'm losing this race and I'm so tired of running. How can I ever be anything when all I've ever been is nothing? I dont wanna let you down, so I push you away. With this monster inside, you'd be foolish to stay. Why would you want to spend days, let alone years, In a life full of butterfly bandaids and scarlet tears? I'm nothing inside, death has taken my soul. And if it's alive, its sleeping somewhere in the cold. So inside of me I have nothing, and with that being said, The only thing I can provide you with is that thing that I have. I'mma say that again, I want you to listen this time. Its really the truth in the form of a rhyme. So inside of me I HAVE NOTHING, and with that being said, The only thing I can PROVIDE YOU WITH is THAT THING THAT I HAVE. I really do love you, so I hope you can see, That its because that I love you, that I want you to leave. So many people

Help Me Here
ya know I spend so much damn time here rating people and doing all the nice stuff that you want me to do ..rate ya fan ya add ya, comment on ya and very few people do the same..... Of my fmaily and friends on tap I can always count on the same few relaible people. Whats is the deal here. I am a selfless giving person dont uderstand why in the hell people stop by my profile, ask me to do all this... I do ...only if they are a 10 and get nothing.....kinda frustrating ...just help me understand the mentality behind this ... I personally do not want a bunch of people in my friends list that are NOT really... not for cherry bucks, points and levels....help me here.. is it just me???? I am lookin to make friends with people that give a shit... people I communicate with.. HMMMMM

How To Handle A Husband
A couple was celebrating their golden wedding anniversary on the beaches in Montego Bay, Jamaica. Their domestic tranquility had long been the talk of the town. People would say, "What a peaceful & loving couple". The local newspaper reporter was inquiring as to the secret of their long and happy marriage. The Husband replied: "Well, it dates back to our honeymoon in America," explained the man. "We visited the Grand Canyon, in Arizona, and took a trip, down to the bottom of the canyon, by horse. We hadn't gone too far when my wife's horse stumbled and she almost fell off. My wife looked down at the horse and quietly said, "That's once." "We proceeded a little further and horse stumbled again. Once more my wife quietly said, "That's twice." "We hadn't gone a half-mile when the horse stumbled for the third time. My wife quietly removed a revolver from her purse and shot the horse dead. I shouted at her, "What's wrong with yo

Guys
What in the hell.... sorry for bitchin but really..... this a.m I am chillin... just lookin for comments,when of of the blue pops up some guy I kindly said Hi back to to the other night. He shouts at me- asking me to put on a cam for him..... touch my self and etc... If people would take the time to read my profile then they would see I am not all about that with every swinging dick out there.... no offense .... Although I do not care if you are offended. Please resist the urge to be shoutin at me the shit you want me to do for you. Why do some of you people do this ....there is indeed someone I like alot on here and he will be the only one of you that I behave in such a manner with he knows who is is. He's a gentlemen, a real man... not a whore; I have even removed pics that I decided I only wanted him to see..... To stop people from thinking they had a right to ask me shit like that. Get a clue and a brain some of you guys. Clearly these guys are thinking with there sm

Rate Or Read?
DONT JES RATE THEM.....READ THEM!! I'd rather u read my thoughts and get to know me rather than jes rate my blogs....tha rate don't mean shyt to me, but if u were to come to me with a question or opinion on my writings...then i'd know u feelin me as a person. Micah Shawn aka Mysta Rhyme Animal

Blah!
Blah.. I'm so tired of the So and So wants you to see this Profile/Picture/Mumm thing. It's getting ridiculously annoying. It's gotten to a point where if I get more than one a day from a certain member I'm deleting them. If I want to look at certain things I'll find them on my own. I don't need your help. One every once in a while is fine but one hourly? or even daily? That's crazy. BLAH!

Blond Or Black?
So i'm getting pretty tired of my blond hair... and i was kind of thinking it to put it back to black but i don't know anyway i posted a pic with my black hair tell me what u think? blond or black ? could really use some help cause if i'm going to redye it it's most probably going to be this weekend PAY WEEKEND I'M GETTING DRUNK TONIGHT!!! WHO'S IN? Raven

New Beginings
WELL LOOKS LIKE THERE WILL BE A NEW BEGINING AFTER ALL. NOT ALL IS LOST ON THE RELATIONSHIP LOL. I HAVE MET A MAN A FEW WEEKS AGO WE HAVE ALOT IN COMMON WE ARE FINALLY GOING TO GO OUT NEXT WEEKEND. YIPPIE HES A NICE MAN A LITTLE ON THE OLD FASHIONED SIDE AND CAUTIOUS WHICH CAN BE GOOD WE WERE TALKING ONE NIGHT AND HE WAS TELLING ME ABOUT A WOMAN HE WAS INTERESTED IN AND WANTED TO ASK OUT BUT DIDNT KNOW IF THE TIME WAS RIGHT OR WHEN THE TIME WOULD BE RIGHT I TOLD HIM GO FOR IT ASK AND TELL HER U NEVER KNOW WHAT HER ANSWER MIGHT BE AND HE THEN CAME BACK WITH IF U HAVENT DECIDED ITS U IM TALKING ABOUT THAT ONE MADE ME SMILE LOL. SO WE ARE GOING OUT NEXT SAT NOW SEE WHAT HAPPENS DOESNT LIVE TO FAR FROM ME WHICH IS A BIG PLUS. PLUS HE HAS A GOOD JOB. HES A RETIRED NAVY MAN (BIG GRIN HERE) LOVE A MAN IN UNIFORM LOL. PLUS A SUBSTITUTE TEACHER. HE HASNT BEEN HOME FOR A FEW DAYS WENT TO SEE THE RACE KINDA MISS TALKING TO HIM LOL. AND IM GETTING MY FIRST TAT A LITTLE NERVOUS ON THAT ONE

Never Open Again
there’s a sunset off to the left that i seem to be missing. but one day i’ll get there. i have a feeling on that day that the sun won’t set at all… will it? the blinding lights of new york city are too nauseating darling… i’m feeling rather incomplete without wide open by my side. there’s a light above my head and it’s dangling wildly. yet, for some reason it won’t tell me what to do. i hear it whispering violently over and over… but it’s speaking a language of which the world hasn’t learned… yet. it’s the language of you and i. the language of the master and his priestess. a language i can’t comprehend. it’s a language of two parts… of me… and for you. until the two parts are together not even i can distinguish i love you from mathematical nonsense. close your eyes girl… think harder. fuck me.

Chapter 14 On What I Learned From
I am the one who sucks. Yes, I have discovered that when playing with three other guys, I am the one who sucks. That's ok. I don't mind. I know my place. Besides if I don't who would. I mean I don't expect a guy to suck. Oh yeah and another thing, I suck and I'm fucking good at it. *Smirks* Until next time, Ciao!

Mirror ~
Apr 28 2007 4:15A I've been reflecting on things a lot this week ... Mirror ~ Sylvia Plath ~ I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions. Whatever I see I swallow immediately Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike. I am not cruel, only truthful -- The eye of a little god, four-cornered. Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall. It is pink, with speckles. I have looked at it so long I think it is part of my heart. But it flickers. Faces and darkness separate us over and over. Now I am a lake. A woman bends over me, Searching my reaches for what she really is. Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon. I see her back, and reflect it faithfully. She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands. I am important to her. She comes and goes. Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness. In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman Rises toward her day after day, like a terrible fish.

Y Is This Offensive?
please tell me who out there has it out for my azz cause this is getting ridiculous these half dressed females with their titties popping out of their shirts is suitable for the work place but my pictures are not what is wrong with this society? Is it cause i do not show my skin to all or is it cause a certain someone can not c my pics cause they r locked lol.....

Detached
Detached With no sense of direction, losing my identity. In need of some connection to the world surrounding me. So tired of isolation, such a safe and stagnant road. Devoid of inspiration, I just can't carry the load.

Words Will Never Be Enough
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who gives a FUCK if a Soldie

To Who It May Concern
To the Asshole who sent this message: "ok do i have to buy u another clue i told u once u dumd aussie go hang urself aint noone wants you ur so damn ugly ur mamma don't even want you" Get a life, if you look in the Mirror, then you will see who is ugly. I do have a right to live & keep my mother out of this. My mother has passed away & it's not because of me, either. You don't even know how to spell dumb. Keep this up & you will lose your account here. You will be reported for abuse. You don't even have the guts to reveal your ugly self. So who ever you are get fucked. I have plenty of friends here & don't you say, they are using me. You can't get rid of me that easy.

Just Reposting This So It Shows With An Update!
The Toughest Woman I know... The toughest woman I know was molested from 7-10 by her stepfather. Grew up from learning to take care of herself and trying to protect herself because no one else would/did. The toughest woman I know buried herself in "fat" to make sure no one would ever hurt her again. Took the jeers, laughs and torments because it was the lesser of the evils that she had been shown in life thus far. The toughest woman I know married a man and had a child at 28. The greatest gift she ever received. She endured this man 11 years while also living with and taking care of parents and grandparents. Working 60 plus hours a week to support all of them. When all the elderly ones had finally passed she took control of her life. Lost 120 pounds in 10 mos and another 170 of a useless man. The toughest woman I know then endured another heartbreak. The man she had shared her life with showed his true self while in charge of her son. Was arrested for indecent sexual interc

Entered A Give-away??
IF YOU ENTERED A GIVE-AWAY PLEASE POST YOUR INFORMATION HERE... I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW WHAT THE GOAL IS, AND HOW LONG YOU HAVE TO COMPLETE THE GOAL..ALSO NEED TO KNOW WHAT YOU WIN FOR COMPLETING YOU GOAL... AND THE SPADES TEAM WILL BOMB THESE... THANK YOU AND HAVE A FABULOUS DAY!

To My Friends
good morning my friends,hope you have a wonderfull sunday..btw if i dont respond to you its because i am busy with my daughter i try to talk to you all but of course my daughter comes first so please dont get upset with me for not responding right away

These Preachers Are Getting On My Nerves
Everyone in the elder christian community seems to be talking about "the end times", which in human terms is the equivalent of Judgement Day, armageddon, apocalypse, blah blah blah. The idea that "God" is going to end the world to punish the unbelievers is nothing short of a rush to make everyone believe their way. Mankind, as far as I've seen in the news, doesn't need divine intervention to kill all of humanity. We're already well on our way, with kids growing up in homes where there is no discipline. They grow up to be gun-toting idiots who will end up shooting our genius good kids in the head for their shoes and breeding with reckless abandon as the good kids that remain are left on the sidelines wishing they knew why the fates hate them so much as to leave them 40 years old and still a virgin. And with wars erupting over nothing, and technology developing new ways to kill more people, it's only a matter of time before mankind kills itself off and gets replaced by mutated cockr

Just Hanging Out On A Sunday
I am hanging out. Today is such a beautiful day. I looked at a house for sale. It is like a cabin in the woods. I liked it a lot. Small , cozy, quiet, peaceful. Perfect place to get naked and run in the woods there, have sex in the back yard, front yard, on the deck. Tying my man to a tree and give him a handjob, bj, and finally taking him from behind while he is tied up! That sounds like a perfect way to spend today being nude outdoors getting some sun. :) Tell me how you are spending your day today! Love, Belle your sweetest cherry!

Silent Tears
SILENT TEARS Do you perceive life only as a futile struggle, rather than a challenge that is meaningful. When you look realistically and rationally at your life, your time is a precious commodity. Those who have known you will judge how you have spent your time and what you have left as your legacy. The concept of death is frightening to those who lack spirituality. Self-indulgence and other morally relativistic behavior consume the thoughts of many people during their spare time when their only focus is on their irrational thoughts and their fears. They visualize bigger homes, better cars, more jewelry, or a better significant other. They grow to resent the current people and possessions they have due to this irrational pattern of thought. They fear that they will miss out on some sort of pleasure before their lives end. This serves only to reinforce their emptiness and fear. Visualize how you can give something back to benefit another person through the acts of love, respect, a

R.i.p Mom 4-30-05
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com I WANT TO THANK MY FRIENDS WHO HAS HELPED ME THREW THE MOST PAINFUL TIME OF THE YEAR FOR ME I LOST MY MOM TWO YEARS AGO DO HEART PROBLEMS . WHEN MY MOM PASTED SHE AN I WASNT SPEAKIN WE HADNT SPOKE FOR MORE THEY A YEAR, SEE I NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO SAY IM SORRY , I LOVE YOU MOM , YOUR MY HERO , LIFE IS TO SHORT Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Drama
You know, I understand that this is a website and most of the people on here are personifying someone that they aren't ... but not me.. i am a nice person that is here to meet people chat a bit, listen to some tunes and not cause drama....but apparently I have met some people that drama seems to follow...let me tell you a few things about me ok: 1-if you aren't in a fight with me, fine I will deal with it in private, but I WILL NOT take sides between friends, if any my friends are in a fight that is their problem to work out, if they don't work it out, that is again their problem, but don't put me in the middle 2- I hate liars, don't lie to me and we will be fine 3- Don't use me, if you need something fine, I will be glad to help you get it, but don't step on me afterwards it just pisses me off 4- I am a great listener and if you need a friend I can be one of the best, but don't take advantage of what you have when you become my friend, I am not a good enemy. 5- If you h

Posting Bulletins
I can't believe some people, I sit here and I think to myself that CT is a cool place to be at online but after today, posting or reposting a bulletin to me, might be a thing of the past for me really fast, because I sat here, read a bulletin about f**k buddies and reposted it like it said in the directions and replied to it and didn't get one thing back and then when two other people read the bulletin, they didn't reply to it they just reposted the damn thing! Last time I checked I was a human being trying to have fun but apparently not! Now if I don't have fun, somebody's going to say, hey lighten up, try to have fun! YEAH RIGHT! I think it's time I get this off my chest and now, because for one, I'm a human being, I'm not like one of these downrating SOB's that down rate other people everytime you turn around and I sure as hell am not a hater of anyone but what I am is me, a human being with a disability and feelings just like everyone else disabled or not that tries to have fun but

San
i’m holding you closer now than i was before. if only it were in a physical sense. i imagine it everyday you know… living… breathing… dreaming. i wake up and remember that my sheets aren’t yellow at all. but a dark burgundy color instead. the color of my insides… the color of you and i. but it’s not what i want. what do i want? i want clocks on the wall set halfway in between you and i. mine a half hour behind… yours a half hour ahead. that way we meet in the middle. i’ll be late for everything, but that’s no matter because i already am. you’ll be early. premature, but does that bother you? i want a merle pup named locke. with pouting eyes and floppy ears. a tail wagging whenever i enter the house because he knows that i am home. that you are home. that we… are … -home-. jack is another story. he’s lazy. i want a case of green juice in the fridge at all times. and green olives. i want two tv sets. one next to the other. one ours, the oth

The Husband & Wife Stores
The Husband & Wife Stores A store that sells new husbands has just opened in New York City,where a woman may go to choose a husband.Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how thestore operates: 1. You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! 2. There are six floors and the value of the products increase asthe shopper ascends. 3. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor,but cannot go back down except to exit the building! A woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The second floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men have jobs and love kids. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love kids,and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads: Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love kids, are drop-dead good looking and help with ho

Old Feelings And Bitterness
It is said you are only as old as you feel. Well, I believe your only as old as you love and make love. If you don't make love, you feel old, and when you feel that old you become bitter. Myself included. I have learned it from first hand experience. I know that I am not a king among men and my endowment is not too great. Yet, I love to make love and to be loved back. I have two could hands and the fingers work well. I have a tongue and know how to use it.. I have not had another woman since I married many years ago. I have let her control when and where and how often we have sex. Now that I try to have sex, she is always too tired, too sore, not interested, and I am too damn tired of it. I have become bitter. I use to be a jolly happy young man. Well, age wise I am almost 60, but not dead. I want to live and love and love to live. My profile says it all, I love sex and I am willing to venture out with a woman who needs the same. Really like to find one that needs

Keith Allen Buckner- Rest In Peace.
a tribute to my son. i know the pain of burring a child, and believe me it hurts 24-7. this i know i will never overcome, reguardless what anyone says to me- i visited his grave this weekend and it killed me inside. i seen where someone placed a tiny bunny rabbit on his grave for easter and an easter basket filled with toys and a card that read- today is easter, and you deserve toys in heaven too. then i seen where beside my sons grave there was another little baby that passed away at the age of 4 monthes and he didnt even have a flower, i left and went and got him some flowers knowing i had no money to spare- but i felt relieved after doing so. and the feeling of pure innocent love come over me. i believe it was my sons way of saying its ok mommy- he thanks you too. i can go to his grave and feel depressed and down. and when i leave- i feel peace. this is my son- my baby boy- AS I WALK THIS EARTH TODAY, I WONDER HOW YOU ARE, I LOOK TO HEAVEN TO SEE, BUT THE LOOK IS T

No Gas May 15th
NO GAS...On May 15th 2007 Body: Don't pump gas on May 15th In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all Internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the Internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000. 00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil company's pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldn't) resend this to all your contact list. With it saying, ''Don't pump gas on May 15th"

Test Fun Take Please
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGIT

My Best Friend
I have a best friend that lives pretty far away from where i do. Theres very little we dont share with each other. And theres nothing i wouldnt do to see them happy. There are times and moments in a persons life that no matter what you may try to do, your life will be forever changed by them. Happiness,sadness, laughter,tears, pain, are all emotions that shape who and what we are. And no matter what happens i wouldnt have missed this for the world. The getting to know them, the times spent giggling over silliness, the wishing i could dry their tears, the times of feeling completely inadequate to the task of giving them the support they needed. It's a big job but one i will never shirk. It may be a helluva ride but i wouldnt miss it for the world. And if i know when we met what i know now i wouldnt change a thing. All i can do is hope i can make them smile when they need it, wipe a tear when it falls, and lend an arm when they stumble. P.S Always remember to be a friend someo

Life's A Journey ;) Xo
Remember this motto to live by: Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO what a ride!" Any takers for the ride? hehehehe xoxo

Just Me
Last night here on CherryTAP.. someone sent me a picture of this really hot, gorgeous woman and asked me.. "Angel, why can't you look like this.. this woman is hot and you aren't" All I want to know is WHY are looks so fucking important anymore.. why do most men think with their cocks anymore.. why can't it be a woman's inner beauty that carries her and shines through.. Why does a woman have to look like a porn star to be beautiful?? Would someone PLEASE tell me.. I am actually begging here.. WHY ARE LOOKS SO DAMNED IMPORTANT?

Sighs
Well tomorrow is court....UGH!!! I have gone over the report w/my lawyer today and things are looking well but god seems like when I try and mend my relationship w/my mom seems like things go backwards....Why is it parents have to come up and make shit up lord....So here Iam worried about court tomorrow and at the same time worried my bf who Iam really starting to fall for is goin to just throw me away as well tomorrow...LONG story dont ask just I guess its me being insercure AGAIN!!! Sure we have a LDR but man I hate not being able to trust him and lord knows I want to cause I REALLY want me and him to work out for the best!!! Well hopefully with court tomorrow I'll come home in a good mood and things will be good between me and my bf as well....so stay tuned for tomorrows report haha

A Dictonary For Women
A DICTIONARY FOR WOMEN Argument (ar*gyou*ment):n. A discussion that occurs when you're right, but he just hasn't realized it yet. Airhead (er*head): n. What a woman intentionally becomes when pulled over by a Police Officer. Bar-be-que (bar*bi*q): n. You bought the groceries, washed the lettuce, chopped the tomatoes, diced the onions, marinated the meat and cleaned everything up - but he "made the dinner." Blonde jokes (blond joks):n. Jokes that are short so men can understand them. Cantaloupe (kant*e*lope):n. Gotta' get married in a church. Clothes dryer (kloze dri*yer):n. An appliance designed to eat socks. Diet soda (dy*it so*da):n. A drink you buy at a convenience store to go with a half pound bag of peanut M&Ms. Eternity

This Poem Has Been In My Family Since I Was A Child...
Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all ar

A Cowboy In A Gay Bar !
Brokeback Bar (lol) cute A cowboy walks into a bar and two steps in, he realizes it's a gay bar. But what the heck, he says to himself, "I can really use a drink." When the gay waiter approaches, he says to the cowboy, "What's the name of your weewee?" The cowboy says, "Look, I'm not into any of that, all I want is a drink." The gay waiter says, "I'm sorry but I can't serve you until you tell me the name of your weewee. Mine for instance is called Nike, for the slogan 'Just Do It,' and that guy down at the end of the bar calls his, Snickers, because it really 'Satisfies.'" The cowboy looks dumbfounded so the bartender tells him he will give him a second to think it over. So the cowboy asks the man sitting to his left, who is sipping on a beer, "Hey bud, what's the name of yours?" The man looks back and says with a smile "T imex," and the thirsty cowboy asks, "Why Timex?" The fella proudly replies, "Cause it takes a lickin' and keeps on tickin!" A little shake

To All Mother;s This Is For You
Mothers If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching fr

Saviour
Her skies dark from ravages past Of granite and stone, her spirit is cast. Her eyes covered, her hands bound. A quiet prayer for loves key found. The anger of betrayal still fresh in his mind. A sought after hope of true love can he find. Through clouded darkness her hand he did seek. Warmth and tenderness her voice softly did speak. An outstretched hand to her did reach. Long sought after healing has begun for each. Her skies turn blue, her stone falls away. Hand in hand together they stay. She carries his heart gently yet firmly in hand. His prayers answered of a love that will stand. Golden sun on horizon does rise. Two souls are carried aloft high in the skies. Who saved whom is not quite known. For loves tiny seeds have gently been sown. Mark ©

My Thoughts
Simple Moments... I am a woman, who in the past, has always wondered how my future was going to turn out. I just wanted people to see that I had worth, I wanted to be loved, and respected. To be financially set, looking towards that future, and always wondering if I would ever reach those goals. I began to realize that it isn't the future I need to worry about, it is the moments, and when it comes to the moments in my life, I have been truly blessed. I have had my really good ones, the really bad ones and the in between ones, and it makes me realize that there would be no future without these moments. The moments that makes me smile and laugh, the moments with good friends, who love me and only want the best for me. The bad moments, where lessons had to be learned, even if it hurt and wounded, it was a lesson that needed to be taught. The in between moments where I am never quite sure what is going to happen, and those are the times of self doubt, and wonder. Moments of anxiety, p

Skateparks In Arizona I Love To Go To!!!
PV (Paradise Valley) Skate Park... Paradise Valley, AZ Union Hills - Glendale, AZ AJ - Apache Junction, AZ The Wedge - Scottsdale, AZ Desert West - Encanto - Glendale, AZ Freestone - Gilbert, AZ

The Road Not Taken...
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. by Robert Frost

Father Remembered
There is a special album I just placed in my profile with special pictures of me, my father George F Jennings Jr and my mom Arlene Jennings. This coming Sunday commemorates the 3rd year anniversary on the loss of my father to sudden heart attack syndrom. The loss of a father, is very rough in everyones life. The loss of my Dad, in fact helped both me and my mom to grow stronger together. Our family is very close, I'm the only child of my parents, but to me they were more than parents, they were my friends. Read this and feel free to rate my family. All would make salutes cause everything there is very real to me.

The Windup...
I was on messenger the other day when this conversation happened between me and a guy my wife hangs out with:(04:02:09 PM) The_Other_Guy: HOWDY(04:04:34 PM) BealzesBud: Hey.(04:04:46 PM) The_Other_Guy: HOW ARE YOU DOING?(04:04:54 PM) BealzesBud: Not too bad. You?(04:05:06 PM) The_Other_Guy: PRETTY GOOD (04:05:35 PM) The_Other_Guy: JUST CHATTING AND RELAXING ON AN OFF DAY(04:05:39 PM) BealzesBud: Okay.(04:07:10 PM) The_Other_Guy: JUST WANTED TO SAY HOWDY TO YOU SINCE Soon_To_Be_Ex_Wife HAS TOLD ME HOW CLOSE YALL ARE. SHE IS REALY UPSETT TODAY(04:07:37 PM) BealzesBud: What's wrong with her?(04:08:22 PM) The_Other_Guy: SHE UPSET OVER IT BEING DAUGHTERS BIRTHDAY(04:08:28 PM) BealzesBud: Yeah.(04:09:11 PM) BealzesBud:

Contest Downraters
These accounts were created yesterday and today to downrate pics in my 'Sexiest feet in high heels' contest. And ratings dont even count, comments only. A disqualification has been done by me on the appropriate entry. hiitsme@ CherryTAP scammer@ CherryTAP mememe@ CherryTAP hithere@ CherryTAP john@ CherryTAP jojo@ CherryTAP julia@ CherryTAP heart@ CherryTAP tina@ CherryTAP

Ibm Sux, Last Day Friday
Tuesday, May 1, 2007 Group claims IBM cutting jobs By Craig Wolf People are losing jobs at IBM Corp., including in Dutchess County, according to an employee group. Company officials have yet to call back with any comment on the reports and no announcements have been received. “Job cuts are happening today around the country in IBM, primarily in Global Services Integrated Technology Delivery,” said Lee Conrad, national organizer with the Alliance@IBM, a union group. His information is based on comments received from members of the Alliance, generally IBM employees or contractors. Conrad said Poughkeepsie is involved, as well as Southbury, Conn.; Boulder, Colo.; Lexington, Ky., and a number of remote employees who work from homes around the country. Mark Loughridge, chief financial officer of IBM, told brokerage analysts April 17 that more downsizing would occur in this quarter, as has been common in IBM practice. He said the cuts would come mainly in Global Servic

Surgery....=(
Ok so some of you know about my heart problem. I found out i will need surgery July 13th, which i am scared about i admit. I went through it before, and its not serious, but im still scared and i have a really bad feeling about it =( Sorry yall just had to get that off my mind, its been bugging me for a while now V_V *sigh*

As The Saying Goes....2steps Forward 10steps Back
Iam soooo tired of even trying anymore...Seems that I take a step ahead and get the fuck knocked back BIG time...Iam so tired of backstabbing people specially when that person is ya own mother...I feel like giving up in the worse way but I know I cant!!! Anyways as they say life goes on but in order to do so with myself I feel I need to give everything up in order to do so and that being givin up a man that ya truely care for and so forth...but I surely dont wanna lose my family despite it all nor my bf but I just feel maybe thats what it will take but everyone tells me NOT to give up but that is easier said then done

Breaking Up
This next poem was wrote for my son when he and his ex gf who was his 1st true love broke his heart in two.... Breaking up with the person you love is a hard thing to do. Wether its just a few weeks or maybe years or maybe even just a few months. The tears have a tendency to fall like a river which flows freely. You feel like you have cried your last tear and you know deep inside that ya havent. The memories that you and I have shared will never be earsed but preserved between us forever. Memories that no one person could replace. We will not love one another like we use to, but as each day that passes I pray that we get back together As the days wear on I pray that we can look past our differences but as those days go by I lose that hope that we will be able to. Love is like an ice cube, it melts because it's to hot to handle or as a broken heart would do. A broken heart that just melts away, waiting to be repaired A broken heart that cries out to be mended but we both k

Some Beltane Info And Lore
Beltane (May Day) Lore by Maria Kay Simms Beltane Maypole Dancers Beltane, with its colorful Maypole Dance, is a favorite Pagan celebration, perhaps the most popular along with Samhain, its opposite point on the eight-spoked Wheel of the Year. As Samhain announces the onset of winter, Beltane heralds the onset of summer. Though Samhain, through its secular celebration of Halloween, seems to gain in mass-market popularity with each year that goes by, Beltane ("May Day") seems to have lost a bit of ground with the general public. That is sad, for it is a day of joy that should be shared. Earth has come to life again, with buds that we saw just appearing on trees and shrubs at Spring Equinox have turned to leaves and flowers. Even in places like Southern California where seasons are not so clearly evident as further north, Nature seems renewed and refreshed. Summer is just ahead-we can feel it, and are energized. I remember May Day well from the small Midwestern town where I gr

A Rose By Any Other Name Still Withers And Dies
In my desperation to find people to date, I put a profile up on True.com.... I guess I'm TRUEly pathetic to have to resort to an online dating site.... Well, in my time having the profile up (weeks or so?), I've gotten all of 3 e-mails from people anywhere near Jacksonville.... for the most part it's 50yr olds in Montana or some shit. In perusing the profiles... I've noted that mostly the people are all looking for taller guys. I'm a mere 5'7.... too short, apparently, even for girls 5'3. I know girls like to feel all comforted by someone bigger than themselves.... I get it. But damn... What's a short bastard to do? My height is a point of much insecurity, especially as I tend to like girls my height or slightly taller. I can't explain it. I love girls shorter than me to... don't get me wrong... but most guys wouldn't consider a girl that's taller than them... just like most girls won't go near a guy shorter than they are. I guess I can relate though... as much as

Have At It. --thanks, (sweet Cheeks).
(Edit: Feel free to send it thru PM.) ;) You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! 1. Do you have a tattoo or piercing? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Were did u go on your last vacation? 7. Terri Clark or Rascal Flatts? 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust your friends? 12. Do you like boys, girls or both? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you date me? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? (Have you heard the Tom Cruise story?) 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live, what w

Unbelievable Still No Winner For The Roley Free For All
ANYONE CAN KEEP GUSSING TILL I SEE A WINNER NO REPEATS...AND I WILL TELL YOU THE THEORY OF HOW I PICKED THIS LETTER....ANSWER ON THE SAME BLOG THE GAME BEEN GOING ON

Recovering
thought would let my friends on here know that im back home from hospital after surgery and on my way to recovery... im VERY sore, tired and little sick but am gettin better... thanks for the prayers, thoughts and comments

Motherhood!!!
So you think you are ready to walk the line Of motherhood and nursery rhymes. Your baby grows but won’t remember How carefully you eased those first few whimpers. Your nerves will break and patience shatter, As your darling child begins to chatter. But a payment of love is priceless indeed Like the times they hide behind mom's knees. Then one day as you clean their room A letter of love that rings the doom This child no more, has become a teen And mom is no longer the reigning queen. One day your child will walk to the altar Your body shake and mind will falter. Your child walks into a new life today Your old life now seems to fade away. But then one day as you catch the laugher Of a little one who loves to chatter And you cry as loving eyes ask true "Grandma?" "Yes child?" "I love you!"

And The Winner Is
http://www.cherrytap.com/join.php?friend=715292 this site is better then myspace GETS TO PICK A TEAM OUT OF THE GIFTSHOP...POST YOUR TEAM HERE AND I WILL BUY IT...AND IF YOUR TEAM WINS IN REAL LIFE YOU GET A MOTORCYCLE Blue-Eyes@ CherryTAP WON A COMPLIMENTRY COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIES

500 Dollar Shopping Spree
WHO IS ON THE 50 DOLLAR BILL YOU CAN USE THE MONEY DURING HH OR NOW..SEND ME YOUR SHOPPING LIST..U CAN SAVE YOUR MONEY TO SEE IF U WIN ANOTHER CONTEST..YOU CAN PICK ANY VIC GIFT IN YOUR WINNINGS BUDGET..JUST EMAIL ME YOUR SHOPPING LIST IF U HAVE BEEN DECLARED WINNER NIKKI WON THE LAST ONE

Lust
I take you by the throat feel my power surge over you making you submit to my will a good servant you will be to serve all my needs feel my body tear you asunder and feel your will break and when all is said and done you will be made whole in my lust and desire

For 1000 Dollars
TASHA WON AGAIN....FOR 1000 WHO IS THE SECRETARY OF DEFENSE OF THE USA? IF MORE THEN ONE PERSON GETS IT WRONG ..U DESERVE A COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIES....BUT IF WE CANT GIVE ALL WE CANT GIVE ONE.. PLEASE RATE THESE BLOGS.AMD THE NEXT ONE IS MATH

What I Would Do Is I Had A True Love
he gets home from work,i slip off hiss work boots,have a romantic dinner waiting for him,after we eat,i clear the table and sit him in his chair and start to rub his tired feet,then slowly going up to his ankles to his calf,then slowly work up to the thighs,then i would undo his pants,slide them off,pull him up by the hands and pull him close then i would lead him to our bedroom and sit him one the bed and go to the closet and get something to blind fold him and then lay him on the bed,then getting the rope from under the bed i would tie him up to the bed post.then getting some whipcream and strawberry and spreading the whip cream all over his body,then i would begin to lick the whipcream of his chest getting to the nipples licking and sucking of the whipcream then licking all the way down his tummy then i get to the good part sticking just the tip of the cock rolling my tongue around it as i take it further in my mouth sucking the precum,wantting to go deeper in my mouth wanting and

What Sex Position Are You
What SEX position are you?Doggie!!DAMN! You peoples like it ruff and wild...as that song goes "You and me baby aint nothin' but mamals so it lets do it like they do it on the discovery channel"!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

My Rules!!!!!
1. No you cannot blow your load on my chest. 2. I don't care how good i look you cannot bite my ass. 3. If you are stroking to my pictures you don't need to tell me about it in the shout box and please clean your mess off my page when you are done. 4. NO I DON'T DO WOMEN AND WON'T RECONSIDER IT EITHER!!! 5. I don't care if you have 11 inches and want to split me in two. If you are really that big then shove it up your own ass and go f*ck yourself. 6. I don't care how good looking you are i do not feel honoured or priviledged that you want to talk to me. I really could care less. 7. No i don't want you to bend me over and make me feel like a real woman. 8. Whether i spit or swallow is really none of your business. 9. That hole is exit only so please stop asking me if you can abuse it!!!! 10. No i will not talk dirty to you in the shout box while you please yourself. 11. No i will not consider giving you my phone number so we can have phone sex. 12. No i'

Poem: The Angel In Us Can Fly
I sit on my perch and sing this, song to all the birds that are free. Hopeing they will listen and take, heed to each and every word I say. Obey the LAWS wherever you may live, and keep GOD'S WORD in your heart. Raise your CHILDREN right and bring, them up knowing our LORD JESUS CHRIST. Doing all that is GOOD and not BAD, is the only way we will be WINNER'S. So remember our wings that us BIRDS, have is for and IMPORTANT REASON. Just don't go looking for SATAN because he's trouble for us BIRDS. He wants OUR WINGS and us BIRDS, to fall with him in the end. SATAN has no love for you and I, but JESUS does and would never, take our wings. GOD gave us a SOUL, and SPIRIT for us birds to keep, and when we all see his son, JESUS the ANGEL in us can fly... Sign: Raymond Starns Dated:9/99'

Broken Heart
A broken heart is hard to mend It's full of pain and strife Until it heals it's very hard To get on with your life You lose sleep and spend a lot of time crying It's hard to get out of bed when all you do is feel like dying It's hard to concentrate on normal everyday things and even your job You want to close yourself off from everyone, do nothing but sob But broken hearts do mend It just takes time To heal inside and out You body, soul and mind

Poetry
Blinding Brilliance Hot, Blistering Mind electric Earth moves beneath Wide eyed pushing, gasping for breath sweat running, body afire slow walk fast ahead pace quickens until Thralling passion arives Explosion Pleasure White washed in waves and ripples The pounding of the drum as hearts rush STOP silent breath, hot and moist now, nothing, soaked within lay in stillness Earth devourers joys remains

Sexy's Soap Box! First Post
THIS IS A NEW BLOG I AM GOING TO START..IT'S WHERE I CAN POST A TOPIC THAT JUST REALLY PISSES ME OFF... YOU CAN COMMENT IF YA LIKE... I LOVE FEEDBACK... TODAY'S SEXY'S SOAP BOX PEOPLE THAT LEAVE A "FAMILY TO START THEIR OWN" PEOPLE THAT COME INTO A FAMILY WHILE THEY ARE IN A CONTEST AND GET YOU TO HELP...SPREAD YOURSELF THIN TRYING TO HELP EVERYONE... THEN..WHEN THEY LOSE...OR YOU DON'T SPEND ENOUGH TIME TO SUIT THEM ON THEIR CONTEST..THEY BOUNCE..START THEIR ON FAMILY'S... WELL.... THAT'S JUST BULLSHIT!!! BUT THE SATISFACTION COMES WHEN THEY HAVE TO TALK SHIT ABOUT YOU TO YOUR FAMILY MEMBERS AND TRY AND RECRUIT THEM... AND THEN..THEY TOO BUSY DOING THAT TO HELP THEIR FAMILY IN A CONTEST!!! SOME LEAVE FOR NOT GETTING HELP..JUST TO FALL BACK IN THE SAME POSITION!! NO HELP!! HMM... AND I SAY AGAIN!!! THAT'S BULLSHIT!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY THIS HAS BEEN .. SEXY'S SOAPBOX

Rye Bread
Two old guys, one 80 and one 87, were sitting on their usual park bench one morning. The 87 year old had just finished his morning jog and wasn't even short of breath. The 80 year old was amazed at his friend's stamina and asked him what he did to have so much energy. The 87 year old said "Well, I eat rye bread every day. It keeps your energy level high and you'll have great stamina with the ladies." So, on the way home, the 80 year old stops at the bakery. As he was looking around, the lady asked if he needed any help. He said, "Do you have any rye bread?" She said, "Yes, there's a whole shelf of it. Would you like some?" He said, "I want 5 loaves. She said, "My goodness, 5 loaves?... by the time you get to the 5th loaf, it'll be hard" He replied, "I can't believe it, everybody in the world knows about this shit but me."

. Looking For .
~ i'm not looking for someone to sweep me off of my feet ~ i'm not looking for a stalker ( . i have enough . thanks . ) ~ i'm not looking for someone to be drop-dead-out-of-this-world gorgeous ~ i'm not looking for someone to hound on me 24-7 ~ i'm not looking for love persay ~ i'm not looking for a pretty boy ~ i'm not looking for "the perfect man" ~ i'm not looking for someone to spend all of their cash on me ~ i'm not looking for someone who drives the most expensive vehicle out there ~ i'm not looking for a one night stand ~ i'm not looking for someone who gets along perfectly with everyone in my family ~ i'm not looking for someone who always agrees with me ~ i'm not looking for marriage proposals ~ i'm not looking for drama . ever . your ex's are yours . i have mine too . deal with it ~ i'm not looking to be ignored . ever ~ i am looking for someone who enjoys just sitting

. I'm Not That Girl .
* . . i'm just not that girl . . * ~ i'm not the girl who is going to take all of your money . . i work too . . ~i'm not the girl who is going to sit home all night waiting around for your phone call . . ~ i'm not the girly-girl type . . ~ i'm not the type of girl you ever have to worry about . i can handle my own . believe me . i'm not just saying that . . ~ i'm not the girl who cares whether or not you go hang with your buddys or me (news flash . . i have friends too. . weird?. .) ~ i'm not the girl who sits around all day primping herself for a night out on the town . . give me 20 minutes . .i'll be ready . . shower & all . . ~ i'm not the girl who loves flashy expensive things & ghettoed out cars . . give me my truck & my blue jeans . . ~ i'm not the kind of girl who will take any of your shit . i will tell you to fuck off . & . probably leave . . ~ i'm not the girl who will yell at you when you come home drunk . .

!!!!!the Chamber Of Blue Flames!!!!!
(This is blog I copying and pasting from my xanga journal and I have it copyright protected, so even though ou can copy and paste I would nto suggest it, since all my writign word for word is protected, and yeah i may have few tpos but it happens) Wednesday, May 02, 2007 !!!!!The Chamber of Blue Flames!!!!! current mood: (bummed) and a mixture of not depression but a feeling as to you feel you are no existant in the world anymore. Hey everyone, I have not been in here in coupl days, lately just have not been myself. I have honestly had alot on the mind lately. I question existances so many times, like for example why the hell am I here in this stupid time dimension, I do not fit in this world. With the crap that happens to me in this life time I feel this journal is the only hing that will help to comfort me, and help me feel someone sane(not sure on typing) or not. I mean I have already lost so much in this stupid life not even funny, I mean we make friends here and th

Fuck This Site Sometimes! =(
U KNO WHAT FUCK THIS SITE ! THINGS R NOT AS FUN ANYMORE I GET CALLED OUT ALOT HERE LATELY BC I HAVE UP DIFF. CHICKS PICS. WELL U KNO WHAT FUCK YOU IF U DONT LIKE THEM THEN DONT LOOK OK!!!!! I MEAN DAMN WERE ALL ADULTS HERE AND THIS IS SUPPOSE TO B A SITE FOR FUN NOT A SITE FOR CHILDISH ASS PPL TO TAKE THERE ANGER OUT ON ONE PERSON! I HAVE BEEN CALLED EVERYTHIG BUT A WHITE WOMAN HERE LATELY ALL BECAUSE I HAVE OTHER PICS. UP OF GORGEOS WOMEN I MEAN GORGEOUS!! WELL ALL U MEN AND WOMEN THAT CALL ME OUT ON THAT ITS BECAUSE WHEN U CLICKED IT U WAS EXPECTIN TO SEE SOME CHICK WHO HAD NUDIES AND SHIT LIKE THAT AND IT MADE UR DICK HARD WELL IT PISSED YA OFF WHEN YA SAW A FAT CHICK ON THE OTHER END OF THE PIC. HUH? WELL U KNO WHAT I MIGHT B CALLED IGNORANT OR CHILDISH FOR POSTIN THIS BUT DAMNIT IM SICK AND TIRED AND U KNO WHAT IW OULD DELETE MY ACCOUNT BUT I HAVE WORKED TO DAMN LONG AND HARD ON THIS PROFILE TO LET A FEW IDIOTS RUN ME OFF! SO IF THIS PISSES U OFF THEN UR MORE THEN LIKE

Foot Doctors Are Cruel
He hurted me!! Pressed right where it hurt....the prick...lol Anyway it is tendonitis....i am to stay off it as much as possible...take prescription strength motrin 3 times a day and have it massaged...any volunteers? Also supposed to alternate heat and cold every 15 min when i can....so i will need someone to wait on me...lol So anyway...imma live and i can still wear cute shoes..:D

Tax Cuts
I hear on the news that people are upset that there are tax cuts that benefit the rich. Well, it's an income tax, and the last time I checked, rich people tend to earn more money. Also, last time I looked at the tax rate schedule...it starts out at 10% for everyone....no matter what for the first so many dollars of taxible income. Then it goes up to 15% for a certain amount, then higher and higher until way past what I make it's much higher. Well, if the tax cuts that lowered mine from 15% to 10% were allowed to expire (if congress lets it) then my taxes, and everyone at the lower end will pay 15% instead of 10%. 15% is 50% higher than 10%. Remember that low income people pay that low rate and all of them will be rewarded with a 50% increase in income tax if the congress they voted for in November does nothing and allows it to expire. Meanwhile, at the upper income brackets (also known as the 'rich') had their income tax rates lowered to 35%. Now, if the tax rates are

To All My Ct Goth Metal Sisters... Watch Out For This Sick Idiot! Thanks Andrea!!
THIS ASS FUCK IS SWEET AT FIRST THEN GOES PSYCHO ON YOU WHEN YOU DON'T MESSAGE HIM RIGHT AWAY HE HAS MY YAHOO AND STARTED SPAMMING THE HELL OUT OF ME SO WATCH HIM erkan@ CherryTAP (repost of original by '¢¾ Andrea ¢¾' on '2007-05-02 13:20:00')

Great Night At Work...
As I walked into work this evening, I never knew I was going to have the best time of my life. I walked into Club Passion and there she was, Chelle, my boss, looking hot and fuckable as always with her high heels and her short skirt that screamed to be ripped off. I walked past her and she rubbed her ass up against me and pushed me to the wall. She looked around and saw that no one else was around, so she led me into the bathroom. In less than a minute, Chelle had shoved her tongue ring down my throat and raised her hand up my bra. I couldn’t believe the burning sensation that swelled between my legs as she rubbed her thighs against mine and humped my leg. While it looked like she hadn't had a good finger fuck in awhile, I followed her mini skirt to the end. I literally shoved my hand up her pussy. She was wet, soaking literally. I was moaning at every kiss and she knew exactly where my hot spot was. She put her hands down the back of my pants, inside my undies and pulled my pants d

Hiding In A Closet
A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work. Her 9-year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already. The little boy says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a baseball." Man - "That's nice." Boy - "Want to buy it?" Man - "No, thanks." Boy - "My dad's outside." Man - "OK, how much?" Boy - "$150" Man - "Sold." In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the closet together. Boy - "Dark in here." Man - "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a Wilson infielder's glove." The lover, remembering the last time, asks the boy, "How much?" Boy - "$350" Man - "Highway robbery. Sold." A few days later, the father says to the boy, "Grab your glove, let's go outside and have a game of catch." The boy says, "I can't, I sold my ball and my glove."

I'm Sorry.....
I wanted to say I am sorry... Sorry for coming into your life, Sorry for being a friend, Sorry for careing for you, Sorry for caring, Sorry for worrying about you, Sorry for trying to cheer you up, Sorry for trying to be there when you needed a friend most, Sorry for crying on your behalf, Sorry for flirting, Sorry for listening when no one else would... I am so so so sorry, FOr being me....

Drunken' Choo Choo And 420 Caboose!! (this Will Be Updated Regularly!!
So here it is... the coolest people on CherryTap... Go check these people out!! They are by far some of the best people i have met!! MAKE SURE YOU RATE AND FAN ALL MEMBERS... OTHERWISE.. WHAT THE HELL IS THE POINT OF THIS!! 6 Days To Nowhere (Please all fans sign guestbook!)@ CherryTAP Silhouette {6 Days to Nowhere Hitman }@ CherryTAP †Ruiner†∞6 DAYS TO NOWHERE©∞Graveyard Family∞(XDementor of the Graveyard GuysX)@ CherryTAP lowend breakdown {6 Days Bass/ Screamer}@ CherryTAP king for a day, fool for a lifetime@ CherryTAP ~*~Yandra~Coyote Ugly Bartender/Beauty Crew~Asian Sweetheart~*~@ CherryTAP I`m Falling and I Can`t See the Ground~CT Divorce Lawyer~Matts Wife@ CherryTAP Krissy@ CherryTAP TeXXas

" Special "
is a word that is used to describe something -one-of-a-kind like a hug or a Sunset or a person who spreads love with a smile or a kind gesture ." Special " describes people who Act from the Heart and keep in mind the Heart of others . " Special " applies to something that is Admired and Precious which can Never be Replaced. " Special " is the word that Best Describes You !

Life
Girls.... You aren't going to be his 1st., his last or his only. He's cared about someone else before you, and he will again...but he cares for you now, what else matters? He's not perfect, you aren't either, the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make u laugh at least once, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He isn't going to quote poetry, he's not going to be thinking of you every moment. but he will give you part of him that he knows you can break. Don't hurt him, don't change him, and don't expect more than he can give you. Don't analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there. And NEVER regret something that once made you smile,..... (This blog is a quote of brtgldman.)

One Week Blast Contest
DO YOU WANT A ONE WEEK BLAST?????????? ENTER THIS CONTEST,IT WILL LAST 1 WEEK ONLY AND THE PIC WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WILL WIN I NEED 10 CONTESTANTS TO START IF YOU'RE INTERESTED PLEASE SUBMIT YOUR PICTURE TO THIS LINK: ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞ ҒõÚñÐÈR ñ õWñÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ñ LõÚñGÈ۞@ CherryTAP HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND FABULOUS UPCOMING WEEKEND WildCat

Is It Just Pet, Or Is Pet The Only Peppy Slave There Is?
O.o; Pet's honestly curious. Pet's not your typical pet. Pet's very hyper, joyful, ambitious, peppy, colorful, and joyful. Most pets pet sees are sorta scary, or like black a little too much. (Not that that's a bad thing. * hugs all *) Pet just doesn't seem to fit the bill as pet other than being extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemely submissive.

Going To Ga/tn
Hi everyone, Just a quick note to let u know I will be leave very early Fri morning for Atlanta to see my brother. There will be a nice long layover in Dallas to see my friends shortly there =) After spending time with my brother & niece in Atlanta, I will be going up to TN for a week to spend with my gf. I will be back to spend Mothers Day in Las Vegas with my daughter. So if u are wondering why u dont see my anywhere on CT, this is why. I will see u all when I get back. To all the mom's reading this, happy Mother's Day! Hugs, Karen

My Story
My Name is Randy and this is my story.Well i grew up in a above average family with everything you can want as a child,father in the service,nice home,church going,private schools.But you see that was great if you were one his friends who did'nt know what he did to me as i was child..The service does things to poeple is all i can figure out is why he beat me from the age of two to the age thirteen.It took my mother all them years to see the pain i was going through,and finally get the courage to leave him. I tried to finish high school but just could'nt cope with the pressure not having any true friends that would understand, it was like everyone was smoking or drinking.And i could'nt come to terms with going through my life being abused only to destroy what i had left.So i quit school and went to work at first i struggled but then as i started to ask god to give me the faith to learn and to continue on. That was the day when my life turned around,you see the owner of a constru

Daddy's Poem
If this doesn't get to you, nothing will.... Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every

Plans For Redrawing The Middle East: The Project For A “new Middle East”
“Hegemony is as old as Mankind…” -Zbigniew Brzezinski, former U.S. National Security Advisor The term “New Middle East” was introduced to the world in June 2006 in Tel Aviv by U.S. Secretary of State Condoleezza Rice (who was credited by the Western media for coining the term) in replacement of the older and more imposing term, the “Greater Middle East.” This shift in foreign policy phraseology coincided with the inauguration of the Baku-Tbilisi-Ceyhan (BTC) Oil Terminal in the Eastern Mediterranean. The term and conceptualization of the “New Middle East,” was subsequently heralded by the U.S. Secretary of State and the Israeli Prime Minister at the height of the Anglo-American sponsored Israeli siege of Lebanon. Prime Minister Olmert and Secretary Rice had informed the international media that a project for a “New Middle East” was being launched from Lebanon. This announcement was a confirmation of an Anglo-American-Israeli “military roadmap” in the Middle East. This pr

Cyber Fantasy
You know I want you without me saying a word; Somehow my every sexual thought you heard. You love to make me horny and squirm; You love it when my cock you make firm. You tell me how your pussy is wet and tight; You make me want to fuck you every night. I stroke myself while I think of you playing; Wishing I could lick you while on my bed laying. Longing to feel your lips around my throbbing dick; Pacing myself so that this fantasy doesn't end too quick. Listening to you tell me where you want my mouth; My hand rubs down my body moving its way south. You moan my name as you climax together with me; The only thing better would be you lying next to me.

For A Pair Of Cherry Beer Goggles
REMEMBER FOLKS THIS IS REALLY FOR FUN...THE GIFTS ARE JUST A PLUS...THIS IS TO SEE WHO HAS KNOWLEDGE WHGO IS FAST WHO PLAYS GAMES GOOOD...ANYWAY......NAME SOME ONE FROM THE SHOW WHOSE THE BOSS ...BY THIER NAME ON THE SHOW

And The Winner Is
CantSleepClownsWillEatMe(hides in fear of the night)@ CherryTAP VACATION TO ANYONE FROM YOU ANONYMOMUSLY...... HOW MUCH IS 7X8 IF YOUR GOING TO GIVE AWAY YOUR WINNINGS PLS SEND ME THE LINKS SO I DONT HAVE TO LOOK TY....LOVE YA

God Im So Horny Tonight.....
god im so horny tonight? u know what would help? seeing some naughty pics some of u guys got!! So if u got any naughty pics let me know so i can rate them for u!! Damn i love being naughty lol!!

South Park
Does South Park help people think critically? I say it does, and they are not afraid to question anything. A lot of people argue that it either has no plot or is offensive. However the the show on what happens in the world and it offends everyone, which in a sense makes it unoffensive.

Why Im Not Online That Often.
I have medical problems again. Getting really tired of it. Im right handed and now my strings in my right wrist are inflamed and the doctor thinks about the carpal tunnel syndrome. I also have a history with the Lyme disease, so they are checking everything out. Probably I have to go to the hospital for a surgery, but till that time I have to rest with my wrist and have to use medication. They say that sperm is the best glue in the world, but I doubt it! Hahaha. I know that in the USA they are much further with research for the Lyme disease, but in the Netherlands they are very sceptic about it. So I have to wait and visit doctors again, probably with no result... Talk to you all soon I hope! With love from Lolita.

Hmmm..ya Wanna Know???
well i just wanted to let everyone know why i really havent been on too much lately... cause i love ct and dont wanna be one of those that is just another name and number .... anyways, i had laproscopic gallbladder sugury.... i have 5 incisions and some staples on each one... hopefully i get them out today.... we will see.. but that is what i have been up to.... i will take pics when the bandages come off... heee hee heee

Morning :)
Hope its a beautiful day for everyone. It sure is here. :) Doing a lot better today. Trying to stay focused on the positives and not worry about what goes wrong. I am my own worst enemy because I always want to understand everything and want all the answers! Sometimes there aren't answers and sometimes I just have to trust in God more to guide me because I'm just not meant to understand. Now I don't believe in horoscopes, but mine for today was pretty good: "It's time to look within. Examine your occasional tendency toward negativity or cynicism. Is there a part of you that's overcompensating for a deep-rooted fear? Open yourself to healing. Let yourself move on." OK, back to working for me... lots of boring scanning for me to do this morning.

Whats Your Sexual Style?
Neskia, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > TYPE P You are a KINKY, CONFIDENT, DOMINANT lover who prefers to give. This means that: You like relatively kinky sex, and you have the great imagination that will always keep your partner guessing and excited! There's no getting bored with you around, you could never settle for dull sex, you want something fun and new all the time. You aren't afraid to try out anything you hear about. You might just be an intelligent lover who needs to be mentally engaged, or perhaps you have some dirty dark secret kinky desires, but either way, you're never boring. You are pretty confident in bed. This means that you know you can please your lover. Maybe you've read a lot of sex manuals, or have the experience f

This Sux
Ok my life just took a fucked up turn. My dad just got into a motorcycle accident yeasterday morning. My broke his leg and now has to get a metal pole or some shit put in there but they cant do it now cause he lost alot of blood , punctured his lung, broke 9 or his 12 left ribs some more then once, he is having trouble breathing and cant do it on his own right now, he has already had to have his spleen removed and they are watching 2 other organs one is his kidney and the other is his pancreous. (and yeah i cant spell and i could care less at this moment) He is lying in a bed hooked up to so many machines i cant stand it and he would hate it. He is in a dung induced coma cause he has already tryed to fight the fucking machines. I am having so much trouble dealing with this it isnt even funny.I have no idea how to control my feeling so i have been in weird moods in like the past day and a half and this since he will be in there for a while i will be like this till he is ok. I wish peopl

For A 1000 Dollar Gift Certificate Good For 1 Gift Value 1000 Or Less
sent to you or person of your choice anonymously..no vic gifts...no nneed to tll them where u got the gift from..unless u tell them u won it for them at the carnivalllll....if my last blog didnt go thru....who was the 23rd president..if a blog about a president came up already disreguard this one..but i dont know i fit qwent thru

50 Ways Women Screw Sex Up!
From: heather Date: Mar 21, 2007 2:21 PM 50 ways Women Fuck Up Sex !! Funny part is .... Written by a woman 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him

Harata Evol
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Stone
I can see it all its here again i found it there silence once again my friend lets lose ourselves in the magic of the night return ourselves making all the wrongs seem right the past is gone yet we let it in its nothing new seems the bad things never end i close my eyes and dream about your face and in the night my loneliness you seem to erase its a shame that life gets in the way and love is spent on trying to make it through the day and then you find that youre suddenly alone and in your mind your path is written in stone close your eyes and dream tonight forever we will be in the night seeing you will make it alright lose yourself to me tonight

Whoever You Are...
I LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE EVEN IF IT'S WRONG EVEN IF I CAN'T EVEN IF I SHOULDN'T DON'T TELL ME NOT TO FOR I NEVER EXPECT ANYTHING FROM YOU DON'T STOP ME FROM THINKING ABOUT YOU DON'T STOP ME FROM CARING FOR YOU FOR I WOULD LOVE YOU WHOEVER YOU ARE

Japanese Bososoku Parade Lap [warning: Laughter-induced Weeping May Occur]
The event is a Bososoku parade, and the goal is to break laws and piss off "The Man" in Japan. This has got to be the craziest, most hilarious video we've seen in a long time. It has all the elements of a Godzilla flick: crazy-looking monsters, lots of noises that sound like alien creatures (at one point we thought we heard dueling light sabers), and a lot of very excited people. The common theme of many of the cars on display in this video is a highly-pronounced exhaust fetish. Some of the pipes coming out of these mods are up to 10 feet long, none of them look very practical, and the car in the image above isn't even the craziest in the battle for big-pipe supremacy. There's also a character in there whose foreground dancing for much of the six-odd minutes of video makes for a second, very entertaining side-show. We can't hear the tunes he's cutting a rug to, though -- just the tinny whine of blown engines with displacements under two liters. Sometimes, Japanese and Western cul

Broke N Depressed
my church is having this family camp retreat this weekend, and i really really want to go. problem is i need about $100 to pay for it and i don't have it. oh well, guess i'll be spending the weekend with you folks. xoxo (in a very half-ass depressed way) angela

Peace & Quiet Finally
I just feel like sitting here and writing for a few. I guess I'll just explain what is going on with me right now. I'm so happy. My boyfriend is getting his own place on Saturday and he wants me to come and be with him. Finally, we are going to have some peace and quiet to where we can devote our time to each other to see how things are going to work out. So, he's going to be busy with moving this weekend. My Best Friend Linda in Eugene asked me to come down and go to Cinco De Mayo with her, so I think I'm going to go. I haven't seen her for a few months and am looking forward to going and visiting with her. She has helped me through an awful lot of SHIT in my life, along with my Golden Best Friend Chris and my Sisters/Cousins that I currently live with. I am so ready to settle down--once again--and get my life back in order. I'm so happy to be up here with my family, and am glad to be here. I only work part-time right now and that is so exhausting for me. My job really

Rain For Me
sitting here as the rain pours down. all alone wondering when it will cease one minute wishing it to disappear go away not ready for rain to wash it all down another minute begging it to beat down harder have it take all there is of me no! stay, rain all day thunder loud to drown my thoughts pour the biggest drops cool my heated skin caress me like a friend cleanse me of my tormented thoughts if it was the ocean rain would not be needed just waves of unrelenting motion taking all that i dont want anymore but rain it is and rain will do for it at least will rid me of my thoughts and lull me to sleep in peace carrying me in my dreams back to the ocean

White Trash Superstore
I've come to the conclusion that I'm working in a White Trash SuperStore rather than a pharmacy...I was checking out some of the items we're carrying in the main part of the store and had one thought resonating in my mind: WHAT THE FUCK? I've got pictures to show you what I mean... No outfit is complete without a pair of rubber Corona clogs!!! Ok...if you have a 6-foot section (or more) of flip-flops, then maybe it should say Payless or Shoe Carnival on the sign. We are progressive company...this item is designed to appeal to the lesbian customer base. Ok, the packaging and name of this product is JUST FUCKING WRONG!!!! Number 1, Thick-It just doesn't sound right, and number 2, to have the visual for Thick-It being this thick white liquid dripping from a spoon.....I don't think I need to say anything else on that. Aside from that, our people are especially annoying right now. Of course, it's the first of the month AND a full moon...great,

Why?
I don't understand why people(so called friends)seem to only want to talk when they notice that i have put up a pissed off messege next to my name. Thats when EVERYONE starts to talk and ask "Are you ok?" and that bothers me alot. Don't talk to me if you only think im pissed...talk to me because YOU want to yalk to me.

You Never Know What U Have Til Its Gone....
It aint all about the looks... the beautiful face ...or... the bomb body... so why? impress looks... when its the person inside that will love you unconditionally... why? try to be a playa just to impress the homies... when theres a girl at home loving your smile, laughing at the funny things you say, cryin tears when you're in pain... why? yell at your lady... when your mad at something else... treating her like shit... when all she does is give your ass the love she has for you and everything she can do to make you happy... treating her like shit aint gonna make you feel or look any better... so why? cheat on the only person that lets you cry on their shoulder and loves you to death... why trade the best thing you have... for some ass that everyone else had?... you dont know what you had until its gone!!! ~ Appreciate tha special people in your life.. dont take them for granted.. Always tell them how much they mean to you, show them you care. You can lose them at any moment

For 1 Gift Valued At 1000 Or Less
YOU CAN SEND THIS GIFT TO ANYONE WE WILL SEND IT ANONYMOUSLY...BUT YOU MUST REQUEST ANONYMOUSLY... THIS CONTEST IS SPONSORED BY THE CHERRY GODMOTHER...Cherrybomb™~KNOWS GAME WHEN I SEE IT~NEW PICS!!~@ CherryTAP EVERYONE PLZ TAKE A 2ND TO GO FAN AND RATE HER..AND ADD HER...BECAUSE SHE SILL SPONSOR MORE CONTEST IN THE FUTURE GO SHOW HER WHO THE PLAYERS ARE....... GUESS A NUMBER FROM 1-10 SHE PICKED IT.....ONLY 1 GUESS PER PERSON IF NO WINNER IN 5 MINUTES THE 1ST PEROSON TO GUESS WINS

For A Gift To Anyone 500 Dolars Or Less
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About Me.
Hi to all my friends, This is about me ok im single I live in Bedford, TX. I am looking for a single girl some 1 who likes to have fun party some cuddle and hang out looks are not important to me just is just whats in her heart and that we care for each other. I want a woman who likes me for me not my looks but also I want a woman who is not shy about her self or her body I dont want men ok please.. as you can see I do have some interesting pics up but there just pics id never push a woman into anything ok. I want a woman I can love and trust.

Tell Me The Pain Will Go Away
I'm excited... Fire... beer... good buddies... Though it is also a time of sadness... Sunday would have been a year and a half... as well as two years since Corey broke up with me... Funny how everything in my life falls apart at the same time. Corey gave me a number... 531... That number is also the number of days Cole and I were together. It's pretty creepy really... I'm gonna try and not let that stuff get to me though. Try being the key word... Just surround myself with booze and good people. I'm just worried I am going to break down completely... I don't want people to see me cry. I am sick of crying... sick of being sad all the time. All I do is drink and puke... I ate a couple pieces of bacon after class tonight... first time I ate since Sunday... That bacon didn't last long in me... it was coming back up before I finished chewing it. Stood on the scale and shocked the shit out of myself... Where is this weight loss coming from? Where doe

Thursday's Video...
I got the first song from Thursday Night on video... here it is... (By the way, I am not really completely comfortable with this song yet, so I don't do much but stand there and sing it... sorry if you are expecting more, but maybe when I get use to it.) lol

Trust
This was written...Feb. 2007 Today was such a strange day for me....I read a quote that blew me away...."Trust is like a vase, once broken, though you can fix the vase, it will never be the same again" Think about it, can you ever pour water into a repaired vase? no...then it ceases to be a vase, and becomes a waste of space. The narcissistic condition emanates from a breach of trust, a shift of what should have been a healthy relationship between the narcissist and his Primary Objects. Some of these bad feelings are the result of deeply entrenched misunderstandings regarding the nature of trust and the continuous act of trusting. For millions of years nature embedded in us the notion that the past can teach us a lot about the future. This is very useful for survival. And it is also mostly true with lower animals. With humans the story is less straightforward: it is reasonable to project someone's future behaviour from his past conduct (even though this proves wron

Please
When you are have something in your hands, that truly feels right, Hold On. Don't let go. Not for any reason, any person or any stretch of the imagination. Just Hold On. Remember that time you were standing next to the tower with your shirt unbuttoned and she had her hand on your chest, and you just knew you were where you were supposed to be? Do you remember that time when he reached across the table at IHOP and held your hand so delicately it felt as if he was truly apart of you? Remember when she told you that you were the sexiest man alive? Remember when he told you he had never touched something as beautiful as you? All these moments......all these memories of a past, and a future feel. Cos you just know this moment will happen again. Hold On. If you don't you will never have a chance to feel this moment again. Never be able to have a moment that is exactly, the same as feeling that the gods meant for this to happen. Hold On. Hold on with both hands. True Love doesn't c

Friday's Rant
You know what annoys the piss out of me on here? Well I'm gonna tell you lol. Private photos. I don't mind that they are here. I totally understand if you want only certain people to see certain photos. But I hate when they aren't bunched, when I'm looking at a string of pictures. I'm usually on a wireless card, so its moving slower than shit anyway. But I do like looking and rating pics. I'll be going along, then BAM! A private photo, stopping me from going thru the string. And besides, you can see them in the little box, its a shame when your appetite is whetted, and dinner isn't served. I'd like to see something on here that bunches the private stuff at the end of an album. Just for the fact us lazy people on wireless cards with no patience can go thru all the PG pics, and then be denied the R. Or the X. I also understand when you don't want people to see your kids. But put it in a private album. But I do appreciate all the chances I've gotten to see private photos

For Earings Paid During Happy Hour
Question: You are baking a cake and only have two measuring cups. One measures 1 cup and the other measures 3 cups. If you need 5 cups of flour, how could you use your cups to get exactly 5 cups?

People Shouldn't Judge...
People are all too quick to judge the thoughts and actions of others without even knowing the person that they judge. If everyone would stop and think or even ask why something was said or done in the particular manner that it was, the outcome could be better. The only one who knows the reasons behind the action is the only one that should be consulted. People go thru many trials and tribluations in thier lifetime that form the person that they have become. Although not all; most learning experiences are painful mistakes that leave a deep wound in the inner soul. Some of us can recover within a small amout of time but others have difficulty even opening our eyes to life again. If everyone would just think about the reprecusions of thier words and or actions on others before they blurt or judge, and take into consideration the life trials of others. Life might just be abit easier for all of us.....

Omg Part 2
I joined this site to get away from the drama of MySpace and my real life. I have so much going on and stuff I have to deal with, I wanted to come somewhere where I could meet some really cool people, which I have, and not have to deal with the bullshit. I know that's no matter where you go, but some places it's worse than others. Let me say this, I LOVE my LDC Family and all it's members, though I hardly talk to any of them. Same with Club F.A.R. I work F/T, I'm a single mom with a great boyfriend, and like most, have a lot going on. I don't talk to everyone as much as I'd like but I know that if I need them, they're there. Same thing with me. If you need me, I'm here. By ALL means, shout me, PM me, whatever to get me if you need to vent or whatever. I can't promise to have the right answer, but I do promise to be an ear to listen, a shoulder to cry on and someone you can truly consider a friend. Two of my closest friends I met on here, and can vouch for that. I'm hopin

Chelly Chat Of Love
Hello Chelly and Every one Yes Chelly and I where chatting in the shouts area of this site. And I thought we should share this one chat. With Chelly's blessing I had it wrtten down and now I type it for every one to read and understand life in the thoughts of poet's and just two people talking about Love. So here it is Chelly's Chat Of Love. Me. Just close your eyes and kiss the air and we will find the kiss in time of our hearts. Chelly; If I close my eyes then I cann't see you kiss me. Me; So the soul mate of life kisses true Chelly; Hmmmm.... Soul of life wishing and dreaming..... thats all... haha. You got my honey words of wisdom Me; In God's eyes yes Chelly; Wish God hear my cry Me; God does hear your cry... thru me. For we are chatting love right now. yes Chelly; thanks my friend, you make my heart ache ease the pain inside Me; Mysterious is ones heart and God's wishes for life and love true. Chelly; So true Me; So finding love is the heart of life. One just

All She Wants Is To Be Loved
SHE DOESN'T ASK FOR MUCH ALL SHE WANTS IS TO FEEL HIS TOUCH,THE TOUCH OF A REAL MAN SOMEONE WHO WILL HOLD HER TIGHT THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT,A GENTLE HAND WITH A STRONG MAN'S SIGHT.SHOW HER LOVE MAKE HER FEEL EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT EVEN WHEN TIMES ARE TOUGH HE IS THERE WITH HER THROUGHOUT HER PLIGHT.NEVER DEGRADING HER FOR BEING DIFFERENT ONLY PARADING HER FOR BEING DIFFERENT MEANING SHE IS WHO SHE IS GOD MADE HER THAT WAY LET HER DO HER THING FINDING HER OWN WAY.HE IS TO HER LIKE NO OTHER SHE IS TO HIM HIS FUTURE CHILD'S MOTHER HIS LOVER,BESTFRIEND,CONFIDANT AND ONE DAY BRIDE TO BE EX-GIRLFRIENDS ENVY HER IN A RAGE OF JEALOUSY, IT'S NOT HER FAULT THAT THE MAN OF HER DREAMS JUST HAPPENS TO BE REALITY.OH YEA MAMA HE IS OUT THERE FOR YOU AND ONE DAY YOU WILL SEE, JUST KEEP YOUR FAITH STRONG STAY GOOD WITH GOD AND THROUGH HIM YOU WILL FIND THE ONE YOU SEEK..LOVE IS REAL JUST LOOK PAST THE FAKE AND TAKE YOUR TIME GIVE THAT ONE GUY THAT YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER TALKED TO A CHANCE....ANYTHING IS POSS

Without You
Without you, the ground thaws the rain falls the grass grows Without you, the seeds root the flowers bloom the children play The stars gleam the poets dream the eagles fly without you The Earth turns the sun burns but I die, without you Without you, the breeze warms the girl smiles the cloud moves Without you, the tides change the boys run the oceans crash The crowds roar the days soar the babies cry without you The moon glows the river flows but I die without you The world revives colors renew but I know blue only blue lonely blue Without you Without you, the hand gropes the ear hears the pulse beats Without you, the eyes gaze the legs walk the lungs breathe The mind churns the heart yearns the tears dry without you Life goes on but I'm gone 'cause I die, without you without you without you without you.....

I Finally Got Good News For Myself
I FINALLY DID I IT I GOT MY LOAN FOR MY DOG GROOMING BUSINESS AND FOUND MY BUILDING LESS THEN 30 MINUTES AWAY,NOW ICNA BE MY OWN BOSS WOO HOO,IT DONT MEAN IM GONNA WEAR A SUIT OR CUT MY HAiR OFF NOPE LOL NOT GONNA HAPPEN,NOW I CNA BOSS PEOPLE FOR A CHANGE LOL,NOW I WONT BE RICH OR ANYTHING SAY TAKES A FEW YEARS TO MAKE ANY REALLY GOOD MONEY STARTING ON YOUR OWN,BUT HEY MAYBE 1 OF YOU LADIES WOULD LIKE TO GET TO KNOW CAUSE WHO KNOWS I COULD DO PRETTY GOOD,SO IF I MAKE MONEY U CNA KNOW ME IF IDONT MONEY ON TO THE NEXT MONEY GUY,THANK YOU MY 2 CENTS

A Question Of Faith.
My thoughts for today can be summed up by quoting Shakespeare's The Tempest... Miranda: I do not know one of my sex; no woman's face remember, save from my glass, mine own, nor have I seen more that I may call men than you, good friend, and my dear father: how features are abroad, I am skill-less of but by my modesty- the jewel in my dower- I would not wish any companion in the world but you; nor can imagination form a shape, besides yourself, to like of... Miranda: Sweet lord, you play me false. Ferdinand: No, my dearest love. I would not for the world. Miranda: Yes for a score of kingdoms you should wrangle, and I would call it fair play. I wonder sometimes at the foolishness of people who would say there is no such thing as true love. Who are you to tell others what they feel? Do you truly have the right to tell others what it is they feel? I myself would not even think to question another's emotions. They are their own to question as I daily question my own. Bu

Hershey Chocolate
it was just announced that hershey chocolate factory in oakdale, california will be closing so that hershey can open a facilty in mexico. i will no longer purchase hershey chocolate. the oakdale plant has been in operation since 1966, and for hershey to close it and replace it with a plant in mexico is outrageous!! for what? more money? hershey is just another big company that doesn't care about it's employees or our country!!! so, i will never buy another hershey bar!!

Does This Make Me A "hater"?
WARNING: RANT Whilst browsing profiles, I came across one (which will remain nameless) with the following info. I weep for a society that can produce such a person: "i love to multi-task (example my drive to work consists of chain smoking, putting on my make up, steering the car, and shifting at the same time)" [You're a danger to yourself and everyone around you; that's not something to be proud of.] "i love to do the driving (on dates or whatever) cause i cant stand it if the person im with is a slow ass" [see above comment] "i hate to shop. 10 minutes at 1 store and 1 hour total at the mall is just about the most I can handle....keep me there longer and the beast in me will come out" [You hate to shop, but can spend an hour in a mall, going to 6+ different stores? A person can live a full, happy life and spend 0 hours in a mall.] "i dont like purses therefore i dont have one...i either use backpacks or if im out and about i stuff some cash and my ID i

Would You Could You
Can I hold your hand till the end of time read you every loving lyrical rhyme whisper sweet nothings till we fell asleep this would be the life I would want to keep to hold you in my arms every single night and wake up in the morning to a heavenly sight to have you near me, and my near you this is the life that would chase away my blues would you could you deal with me that way would you could you love my day by day would you could you hold me tight would you could you every single night ohh I miss your sweet voice and your tears I want to chase away every single fear I have my life in control, just come and see all I am missing now is you next to me so can I hold your hands till the end of time read you every loving lyrical rhyme whispering sweet nothings till we fall asleep your the woman in my life I want to keep So here I wait for you darlin, till you want me too and here I will be, patiently wanting you so when your ready all you really have to do is let me

The Love You Take Is = To The Love You Make
This is actually about GRUDGES. It's understandable to get angry at a friend if they make a stupid comment. I just don't understand holding a grudge about it, even after they sincerly apologize. I don't get why you'd let a minor thing mess up something and just refuse to forgive someone. It is so hard to find people in this world that genuinely want to get to know you, and make you happy- why would you throw that away without even caring? I used to hold grudges to a stupid degree when I was younger, but then I realized how lonely it made me and how many fantastic people it pushed away. Being upset is natural, but holding something against someone apologetic is cruel. Anyone who has no forgiveness or empathy doesn't deserve to have serious relationships, since that's a huge part of it. Not taking into account the fact that HUMAN BEINGS MAKE MISTAKES and AREN'T PERFECT (guess what- you aren't perfect either!) cements a person into keeping superficial relationships and never feeling th

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Love And Lust
two bodies come close spirits and minds ablaze with passion join as one kiss seems to melt on forever as hands explore their lovers body hours melt away in this time of sensual bliss as climaxes of raging passion wash over them like waves apon the storm called love and lust we share

The Alley - Hott!
The Alley We have just finished our early evening dinner and a few glasses of wine at a restaurant across town. Twilight is nearing. We walk past an alley on the way to our car. You pull me into the alley and forcefully pin me against the wall. I see desire, power, and a hint of darkness in your eyes; it sends chills through my body. You lean in and kiss my lips, gently at first, then nibble at them roughly. I wince at the pain as you press me harder into the wall. You take my breast in your hand and knead it, pinching the nipple and pulling at it. You moan hoarsely into my mouth as you assault my body with your hands Groping, pinching and massaging every inch that you can reach. I understand your desire and push myself into you, giving myself to your needs. You raise my dress to expose my bare, wet pussy. I am wearing no under garments at your request. Your hand glides across my clit and down my juicy lips. You insert two fingers and shove them into me over and over. Your control o

Men
Okay what is up with this? I will never understand why men try so hard to get u and then when u act even the slight bit interested they act like you're a stalker or something. I am nice to them Im a bitch to them I hang out with them I blow them off No matter what I do they always hang out for a few days and then run off and I don't hear from them for a while and then out of the blue they call me expecting me to just run back to them and I don't even sleep with them...Either way it goes I am ALWAYS the one getting my heart broken and I am soooo sick of it. Either they are hott and assholes or they are cute and try to act like they r so nice and they care about me but they are just pigs in sheep's clothing and I find out the hard way or they are so repulsively ugly I can't even think of talking to them, or they are just assholes up front but either way Im the one who looses. I am smart cute talented funny sexy and FUN, what is their problem?????Damn.

Cookies And Cream
MAMI IS A DIME PIECE IN EVERY SENSE OF THE WORD WORKS HARD FOR THE MONEY TWO JOBS HOLDING HER OWN,WANTS TO BE LOVED BY A MAN AND HAVE A CHILD ONE DAY NEEDING A THING FROM A MAN IF HE IS NOT TRYING TO HEAR WHAT SHE HAS TO SAY.MISS COOKIES AND CREAM SOUNDS TASTY DON'T YOU AGREE JUST GOT A GOOD LOOK AT SHORTY LOOKS TASTY TO ME,MAMI IS ABOUT 5'3 HELLA EASY ON THE EYES LIPS NICE AND THICK JUST PERFECT IN SIZE NO SUPRIZE MA IS A COUNTRY GIRL ALL THICK AND SHIT IN THE THIGHS PRETTY FACE, SHORT HAIR, NICE EYES.MISS COOKIES AND CREAM SAYS SHE IS VERY INDEPENDENT AND DOESN'T WANT TO BE TAKEN FOR A RIDE, MEANING IF YOU DON'T COME EQUIPPED WITH CERTAIN QUALITIES SUCH AS BEING A REAL MAN TO THE LEFT BRO STEP ASIDE.

Life
Life is a funny thing It can be full of love Or full of hate Laughter and tears Pain and regret It makes you wonder What is coming next Whether happiness will take hold Or if it shall end It sends you in a spiral And plummets down Down towards the end However the end is closer than we know And the fires of hell reach for me But then they back away It seems not even the Dark One himself Wishes to be near My soul blackened to a char Not even the black of night can rival I even fear myself. MaLinda Stevens Age 27 5-5-07

She Disobeyed Him,....again
"Slut! I'm home!" He called to her as she hurried from upstairs to meet him at the front door. She had heard him opening it and cursed herself for not being in time. She ran down the stairs and around the corner to stand in front of him. She spread her legs and clasped her hands behind her neck, elbows out, for his inspection. She was wearing 6 inch black stiletto heels, thigh high black fishnet stockings, crotchless leather panties and an open-cup black bra. Around her neck, she wore a padlocked leather collar, to which he held the only key. He also held the only key to her closet, where he locked up her clothing when he left in the morning, to ensure she wouldn't leave the apartment without permission. "Where the hell were you, slut? Sitting upstairs, doing nothing but playing on my computer?" He scolded her, even as he looked approvingly at her body, not moving from inside the door. Even in her heels, he towered over her. He motioned ever-so-slightly with a nod of

Sexual Interests Test - Thanks, Jayderaven!
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > Ultimate! You are the Ultimate! You want and like it all! You are into Poly, BDSM, and Roleplay, and are interested in pursuing it with either sex. You are uninhibited and seek that in others. Nothing is outside of your reach. Go for it, enjoy life to it's fullest! My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:You scored higher than 99% on polyYou scored higher than 99% on bdsm

Will I Ever Learn.......
I have been trying to figure out what kind of a person it is who could deliberatly manipulate someones emotions without any thought to what it would do to the other person. I have been lucky so far in the virtual world, it is almost easier here to tell the fakes from the real folks. I got so fed up with the bar scene, I all but gave up on relationships. I knew someone that was online one day when I was at their house, and that is how I found out about CherryTap. It has been a hell of a ride, I have met some very interesting people here, as well as made a few true friends. Ran across some game players, a generous helping of peek a poos .... oh well, whatever floats your boat. But I have also met someone who touched my heart. Of course it started out innocently enough. I am surprised in a way to find out that I could still feel what I was starting to feel. And isn't it fantastic, those initial emotions that come into play during first contact of one souls heart to an

Mason!
JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I HAD AN INCREDIBLY TIME WITH YOU EVEN THOUGH IT WASNT LONG ENOUGH! YOU REALLY OPENED UP MY EYES AND MADE ME AWARE THAT THERE IS REAL MEN OUT THERE! WE SHOWED EACHOTHER A LOT OF THINGS FOR INSTANCE YOU SHOWED ME YOU WERE A GENTLEMEN BY LETTING ME WEAR YOUR JACKET AND JUST TREATING ME WITH RESPECT! I SHOWED YOU THAT NOT EVERY FEMALE IS JEALOUS..I PROVED THAT TO YOU AT THE STRIP CLUB BOY WHERE YOU LOVING THAT, ME BY YOURSIDE AND NAKED CHICKS IN FRONT OF YOU! IM REALLY GLAD THAT YOU GAVE ME THE PRIVILEDGE OF SEEING YOU LET ALONE BEING WITH YOU.. SLEEPING IN MY BED WILL NEVER BE THE SAME BECAUSE BEING IN YOUR ARMS WAS AMAZING! THANK YOU BABY FOR SPENDING TIME WITH ME IT REALLY MEANT A LOT TO ME... AND I KNOW IT WAS HARD TO PART WAYS BUT TRUST ME I KNOW WE'LL MAKE IT UP WHEN WE MEET AGAIN! HAVE A GOOD NIGHT MY LOVE AND A GOOD WEEK AT WORK... MMMMWWWAUUHHH! YOUR BABY BOO HEATHER

My Grandmother
My Grandmother was the last true matriarch of my family. A tradition that has survived for countless generations is now gone with her. The family had already begun to scatter to the winds with the loss of the timber industry and commercial fishing where we were. As the family scattered it became a more difficult role, but she could with a single phone call accomplish a lot were the family was concerned. She was our center, the only reason that some of us even knew what was happening with the rest of the family. She arranged for help for those of us in need and support for those of us who were hurting. She was always there with advice or even just an ear to vent to. A wise woman in a world that had long forgotten the old ways. She lived her life not for herself but for her family. When she was young she was a wild child touring the country and doing what she wanted, but as her children were born she buckled down and became a strong mother. Ensuring her children knew their roots, a

Bitter
I am so sick and tired of this shit. I just keep getting screwed over or blown off all the time. You know what I wish? I wish that I could intentionally, and maliciously hurt somebody that I claim to care about. I really wish I had it in me, because it has been done to me plenty of times. And this past time has just really put me over the edge. But you know what? I could never do something like that to ANYBODY, because I am not an unfeeling, selfish, asshole, the way most people seem to be. I'm just too nice of a person, and where does that get me? On Cherrytap writing angry blogs that maybe 2 of you will read because it is happy hour and everyone is off getting points. It doesn't seem to matter how good of a person you are or the content of your character anymore, it's like that everywhere, even on here. Know why my rank is #997? Because the 996 before me are mostly girls that are willing to post naked pictures up. That's all guys want anymore, is just some dumb slut, or a psycho bitc

Something Here For The Men To Think About
Well guys.. here think about this.. You know all those women you drool and pant over here. All those porn looking girlies that you follow around..Remember.. they look like this without their make up.. Would you follow them around if they look like these celebs without their make up? You're overlooking some really great girls because of it. Watch and learn.