Iam soooo tired of even trying anymore...Seems that I take a step ahead and get the fuck knocked back BIG time...Iam so tired of backstabbing people specially when that person is ya own mother...I feel like giving up in the worse way but I know I cant!!! Anyways as they say life goes on but in order to do so with myself I feel I need to give everything up in order to do so and that being givin up a man that ya truely care for and so forth...but I surely dont wanna lose my family despite it all nor my bf but I just feel maybe thats what it will take but everyone tells me NOT to give up but that is easier said then done
