Fubar Blog Posts 4

Don't Know What Happened . . . But Somebody Lost Their Mind Tonite.
I lost a friend this week. "You know how it goes: The piano comes in after a couple of light drum beats—two measures, only four notes apiece, played with such a deft touch, laconically, but not lazily, as if the player is so confident, he can wait until the last second before touching the keyboard. It's a moment of subtle genius, wherein the player's skill is so natural you are fooled into thinking it's easy, like when an outfielder waits for the last instant to open his glove to catch a routine fly ball. It is _______, of course, manning that piano, and upon hearing that song, it doesn't take long to realize ________ gift was anything but routine, everyday or normal. In other hands, the opening eight notes would have been pretty, catchy and suitable but not special. But in his exceptional hands, those notes become extraordinary. Those notes butt up against that infinitesimally microscopic border between artfully timed and dragging behind the beat. Those notes provide the musical

A Violent Revenge Part Ii
I was in a good mood when I started thinking about this, and I still am in a good mood but I was on my way home from work this morning and I had a strange thought, not sure what caused it, but it was rather amusing. Those of you who have kept up will remember my first blog about someone I know. This is another idea for that person. I got to thinking about road rash and stuff like that and how much it eats up the skin so I started imagining what it would be like to attach a ramp right above ground level on a car and lay out on it with this person and hang their head off of the end of it and just barely touch the tip of her nose to the road as we were driving, just enough to rip a few layers of skin off. Then I could pick her head up and while she was crying I'd turn her head so she'd be facing me then slowly start to push her head back down to the pavement this time I could see the expressions on her face as the hot asphalt started to grind away at her face layer by painful layer until

Thoughts That Make No Point.....
It is so easy to get caught up in what the crowd is doing and what we perceive as cool. Be it our friends, our families and sometime even complete strangers constantly projecting who they think we are, or who we should be. With so much continuously coming at us, it is easy to get caught up in that that is not real. For some there is the struggle to live up to the expectations of others until we either don't remember or don't know who we are. Then one day we wake up unhappy with the life that we're living. And, if we listen closely to our words, we can hear that everything we hold important is about someone else. Finding ourselves is an interesting journey. It is a journey that, although there will be guides along the way, you can only truly make the journey alone. It takes getting out of our comfort zone to explore things that interest us, and on occasion, the unknown. Once we are on the journey to ourselves it is about claiming yourself no matter what, and not settling for

How I Feel
This happend back in April and yeah its a repost but im sick of tards pulling this shit all the fuckin time!!! GET A FUCKIN CLUE YOU FREAKIN COCKSNOTS!! So I wake up this morning thinking it was gonna be an ok day. A couple things went kinda retarded due to the fact of some messed up friends I have. well "had" then continue on my day to go outside and see that some little snot nosed preteen took a crayon to my car door. 20 minutes after cleaning that off and cursing all the way to my sisters house.. and wondering ..why does my mom want to see me so bad? I just seen her the day before.. so on my merry way well wishin it was merry. w/e.. I sit up on my sisters bed watchin my 9 month old neice blow bubbles of spit and thinking it was the funniest thing while cleaning out my purse and flickin pennies at my sister.. good times huh?? you would think so. Then my mother arrives and wants to see my down stairs.. I thought "well maybe she wants my parking spot cus its cl

Rules
Here are the rules you need make sure you have fanned all dsc members and then when someone in dsc needs help come to me or one of the co-founders or the homepage and ask us to post the bulletin that way i can do it fairly we also will help dsc members level if they are close and please do not take advantage of this it is going to be fun and help if there are any ? just get with me and most of all no drama keep that shit at the store i will update as much as i can so i hope you all have a great weekend Thanks for your time DJphilburg360

Thank You All
Just had my first HH and would like to thank all my new friends and fans. I promise I will get around to you all in turn to return all the love I've received. Finally a very special thank you to Shell. You are my rock, my world and my best friend. I love you to bits and sometimes don't know what I'd do without you. Thank you for being you :D Paul xx

Help?
Awesome Nik Nak is ready to level to 13... 5,300 points is all she needs. I've rated all her pix. I'm headed back to hit her stash. Any help would be greatly appreciated. Chris, she said you can poke her for kicking you AFTER you rate her pix. :P Thanx to all... Chantilly Lace [[buttface's little sister]]@ fubar

2 B;azing Bomberz & My Friendz
im sick and have been for a few weeks now,i have a cold or sumthing i am sorry 4 not commenting n rating lately..i will get to doing it when i feel a lil better..hope none ya all are mad or anyhting cuz i havent done anything...and also for all da peepz who wished me a happy bday i really appreciate it, with my grandma mary and my dad and grandpa glenn gone it made me sad but all my fiendz and my bf david made me feel better..thiz wuz the 1st birthday without them & on top of all that, my baby niece angel ann turned a year old on my bday and me n mom n my bro never got to meet her cuz she wuz takin away from my sister katrina, well she iz pregnant again due in october but if the babyz lungz r mature on when they do the amneo thingy on sept 14th they will do a c section and baby brianna/breanna will be born so can ya all keep katrina and the baby n ur thoughtz and prayerz and hope her lungz r mature enuff to be born & that she will be ok ? and i seriously hope the family service letz

Be With Me
You're the one of whom I dream... True love's destiny... You're all I want and more... I need you by my side... Your soul connected to mine... Our worlds no longer as two... I want to be with you... There's nothing I won't do... Together as one for all eternity... All I ever wanted... was you to be with me. ******************************************* Inspired by someone special. *wink*

This Is What Went Down
Ok so basically i went to escalons first game last night(my old highschools rival football team where my ex that broke my heart and cheated on me goes.) with my cousin mike we were gonna find his friends that we were gonna hit a party up with and had to bring them money well my cousin had already told me that ashlyn and her bf were there (fyi my ex and the guy she cheated on me with) so we go lookin for his friends and ASHLYN IS SITTING RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEM ok so she sitting there me alex and mike take a seat right there and are chilling and not bothering em or anything just stiting talking with his friends and her bf is like fkn squirming he is scared so im like i dont wanna start shit and she already knows im here and im making them uncomfortable so ill go hit on these girls that were a few seats down next to another buddy of mine so i go over there and talk to them and im talking to these girls and shti and like 20 mins go by then aho a frnd of ashlyns and MY friend danielles come

Kentucky Airport!!!
I'M SO FRICKEN MAD AN UPSET RIGHT NOW I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE HELL TO DO!! WE BOUGHT A PUPPIE AN SHE WAS AT THE KENTUCKY AIRPORT... WHICH YESTERDAY WE GOT AN EMAIL FROM THEM SAYING SHE WAS SICK AN COULDN'T GET ON THE FLIGHT.. WHICH NOT EVEN 8 HOURS BEFORE THAT SHE WAS 100% IN HEALTH . WE TRIED TO CONTACT THEM TO FIND OUT MORE INFORMATION AN WHATKNOT AN THEY DID NOT REPLY OR ANSWER TO US AT ALL... WE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO SEEING AS WE ARE IN CANADA AN THEY ARE IN THE STATES! NOW THIS MORNING WHEN WE GOT UP WE TRIED AGAIN TO CONTACT THEM WHICH NEVER HEARD ANYTHING.. NOW JUST AN HOUR AGO WE GOT AN EMAIL. AN EMAIL!!! FROM THEM TELLING US THEY HAD TO BRING IN A SPEICALIST FROM FRANCE!!! OK WFT FRANCE!!! ARE THEY NOT IN THE STATES SAID TO BE THE POWER COUNTRY! SO WHY THE FUCK DID THEY HAVE TO BRING SOME ASSHOLE FROM FRANCE TO KENTUCKY??? DOES THAT MAKE ANY SENSE??? ANYWAYS TO CONTINUE ON,, IN THAT EMAIL THEY TOLD US THAT OUR PUPPY HAD DIED! AN THAT WE WILL BE BEING BILL FO

To Dare Is To Do
Ok, I knew I shouldnt have posted that last blog. To any of you that know me if I get dared to do something I follow through. Hense a few tatts that I didnt REALLY want. I even have "to dare is to do" in latin on my calf. Ok cut to the chase. My friend dared me to do what I posted in my last blog. Not stepping down, I set some ground rules. At least 30 people have to vote, YEA or NEA and if the YEA's have 50% ITS ON!! So, we will see what this blog comes to at this time tomorrow.......please say no ;P

I Can Only Love You And Be Your Friend.
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces and put them back in

Cocaine
mirrored faces staring down razor blades cutting carefully rolling the bills cuttin a straw its a daily process Fire in the chamber I hear them coughing Smoke rising, engulfing Ceiling fans stopped curtains closed turn the music up Hide the cars Cut out the light lean down and blow *pop* comes the top fizzling red bull pours itself down with goose typical friday night the few of us drugged and fucked hiding from ourselves escaping our reality its time to have some fun leave the hookers alone a few kisses exchanged its time for some fun

First Time Gay Experience
First gay experience Well my first gay experience happened like this: I was about 50 yards or so up this path when I noticed a man standing off the side of the path apparently staring into the woods. As I got closer I realized his pants were down around his ankles and I could see his ass. Now, I'm straight but I have to say that it was a really nicely shaped ass for a man and I took notice. I figured maybe he was drunk and just peeing in the bushes, so I started to walk quieter so I wouldn't disturb him. But as I got closer I started hearing strange grunts and sucking sounds. I realized there was another man blowing him. Now, I'm not gay but I slowed my pace down to watch. I slowed and approached the standing man from behind. His friend didn't take any notice as his eyes were tightly closed. I came right up behind the man standing so that I could have reached out and touched him. That's when I brought the cinder block down on his head, hard. He collapsed on top of his faggot f

My Friends
Hello everyone who knows what was happening today... To answer your questions , everything went extremly well today... Thanks for all your support and concerns... I must say it was awesome to say the least... Had a wonderful time... I haven't had such fun in forever it seems... I should have some pics up later .... OMG !! Must do this again and Damn Soon !!! I am so drained right now ... But it feels so good---- :)

Ya Peckersniff
im just going to address this one more time to mr internet tuff guy that gets off insulting ppl that have done nothing to him..ur not even good enough to hold my dogs load in ur mouth..i really dont care that u have decided to insult me but u have gone to far with the others and i really wish one day i could meet u in person so i could well ummmm let ur mind wonder im sure u can figure it out..ur mentality and maturity amazes me and ur just so luck i cant reach through this computer and choke some sense into u..pick on me all u want i dont care but leave great ppl that make this site fun alone... ur jealousy just keeps shining through ya goof..and im sure u come to my page and read this so i dont even have to say ur name.

If Only
If I only had one life I would live it with you If I only had a dollar Id half it with you If I only had one drink I would buy two straws If I had only one meal Id share it with you If I only had a minute left Id spend it with You

9/11 Read Well
So, with this picture you may think this to be yet ANOTHER 9/11 bulletin asking, “Please don’t forget… blah blah.” WELL, you are mistaken; this is a picture of a child being carried out of Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building, a U.S. Government office complex in downtown Oklahoma City, Oklahoma (Wikipedia). For those of you who DON’T know or may have “forgotten”, that was the building which was bombed on April 19 of the year 1995, about 12 ½ years ago. This bombing was an act of terrorism, an act planned AND executed by 2 individuals who live(d) in the “free” country of the United States of America. These 2 individuals, one executed by lethal injection the other serving a life sentence, did NOT bomb this building out of curiosity, they did NOT do it as a prank or joke. They did it as a political stand. These 2 individuals were believed to be part of an Anti-government Militia, their motive, to avenge the Government’s handling of the Waco* and Ruby Ridge** Incidents. With this in mi

Im Sorry I Have Sick Humor
fetishfrea...: pls dont be offended but I was wondering if u would step on my balls with all ur weight pls? I would like that very much I would give all I could for u to do that to me pls I can travel to anywhere to do this ->fetishfrea...: sure what the hell lets meet right now yes and now im gigglin gawd lol someone stop me

Something I Wrote
You live, you love, you lose, you learn You live you life as best you can. You give you love to someone, just to have them take it from you. Not really knowing why. Is it you, or something you said or did? You keep wondering what it is with you. Never really knowing if it is something about you or is it just the people you give your love to. I guess it all is a learning experience we all have to go through. Something to grow on and think about and be prepared for the next time. It still hurts all the same. Never seems to get any easier. Sometimes it feels so much easier to just give up. Never wanting to give your love to another. Not wanting to be hurt and feel the pain of losing that part of you again. But then again, I guess if you give up and never love again, you may never find that one that is willing to love you back and give everything in return. The one that will be there for you, just as you are for them. They say there is always someone for everyone out the

Hurting
Why do you think that all the things should just go the way you want them to. Whenever you want them to. You think you can just go around doing what you want whenever you want. And then think you can just walk in and I will just fall all over you like that.. Why? What do you really think I am.. Do you realize I am a person. I have feelings too. I am not just here for you to take whenever you want.. Or to be there when you find the time.. I guess I asked for it all.. Let myself be used that way.. I just can’t take it anymore.. I just can’t do this anymore.. It is tearing me up inside to much.. I will not put myself through this anymore.. Not for you, not for anyone.. I am not going to deal with this pain anymore.. It hurts to much to do it over and over again.. I am here for a reason and not just what you want me to be.. I am a person with a heart, a soul and feelings too. You just do not seem to see that for some reason. I believed all that you had said to me.. I guess I just

The Love The Tears At My Heart
How can one struggle put so much progress on hold. I can't shake the one fear I continue to hold on too. God has given me so much strength motivation and happiness I cannot even begin to imagine how its possible. But my faith, new found trust, and internal knowledge knows its only for one reason and one reason only. My final acceptance of what I've known all along to be true... the right ways of doing things, how to live for God, and accept truths and signs of God's presence on this earth as they come. So many realisations that I cannot even begin to describe to you. Its amazing how fast a truly open heart can be shaped into the most happy of hearts. All of these changes have some so easily in such a short amount of time that if it had not happened to me I would not have believed it. My heart is free for the first time in my life, I have no thoughts in the back of my mind telling me that I'm doing wrong, that I'm not making the correct choices, I know I will sin everyday but I know th

No Cam!!!
Yes another vent!! Ok lets get one thing straight i do not cam, i do not post nudes of myself nor will ever. what you see on my page is all you are ever going to see. I will not look or rate your nsfw. I do not cam or do any funny business on cam as well. I respect myself and friends too much and this a big deal for me. If this bothers any of you remove, block me whatever i dont care. why is that no one reads your profile before they add you. Damn it i sick of the sickos out there. Go to adultspace if that is what you want. ok i'm done!

Dear Civilians
Dear Civilians, 'We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: 1. The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass. 2. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass. 3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4. (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. Wearing battle dress uniform

Sick Of The Possessiveness!!!
Apparently, I have become the focus and the center of a lot of attention as of late, and God's honest truth, I HATE IT!!! There are some people who don't seem to grasp the concept I want absolutely NO DRAMA on my page or my life! Yet there are some who seem to want to give it to me anyway! So these rules are especially for them!: 1.) POSSESSIVENESS WILL NOT BE TOLERATED!!! I am my own person and I have my own life! People who think I don't make time for them should remember I am in school, doing homework and getting ready to return to work in a few weeks. Also, I really never believed in the 'crush' feature on here, and the person I am with knows who she is (whomever it may be at the time)! If you are now gonna vie for my crush, know that I am back to my old ways and will put it on NO ONE!!! If you don't like that, too bad! This is MY page!!! I call the shots! 2.) Anyone who wants to start shit with someone else on my page based on a comment that was left for me is

Try Again Thanks Pie Daddy..lol
Hornyscopes!! AQUARIUS Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control hims

What Is A Friend?
What is a friend? A friend should have your back. A friend is someone you can trust. A friend is someone who is there even when your family is not. A friend is someone to share things with. A friend is someone to laugh with. A friend is someone to cry with. A friend is there to lend a hand. A friend is someone you can count on no matter what. A friend has your back in a bad situation. A friend will tell you things straight...whether it's what you wanted to hear or not. A friend would tell you if they couldn't help ya out even if they were afraid it would hurt your feelings. A friend is someone who keeps your secrets safe. A friend is someone you would do all af the above things for. I thought I had friends like that but it turns out they had my back,they were just waiting to turn the knife This is for a select few... I love you all my friends ♥ ♥ ♥ I love you!!!!! I love you!!!!! I love you!!!!! I love you!

My New Job
my new job id going better then i thought it would and im so happy!! If you dont know I got a job a few months back as a DJ.I do parties,birthdays,bars whatever ppl want a DJ for.My bosses name is David and he is a super cool guy.He has someone eles who works for him named Jon.Jon is a jackass.He fucked up some stuff that anyone with a head would know what to do.So David tole me that I have done better faster then he thought I learned how to do everything alot faster then he thought and every job i have had the ppl have loved me so hes going to train me to do weddings and then karaoke.Wedding make more money and so does Karaoke so that will be nice and ill be working alot more.I already work alot now cuz its just me and David now that he doesnt like Jon.Its great money and I get to play music and get paid what could be better?

Puter Problemd
Hi who ever is reading this! I have never in my life done a blog, so here goes! I have been having computer problems If you have been trying to reach me Im sorry, Im very frustrated and believe I have to now go rob a bank and buy another puter!! The only way I am able to even stay online now is because I am at work. Which I am not supposed to be on these sites while at work (Im a rebel)!! So if you have left me some love and I have not returned that is the reason why. Love Vicki xoxo

Breakfast
Smooth skin, hard beneath... I feel you leap and grow between my lips. Tensing muscles in your thighs pressed against my shoulders, hands tightening on my scalp as I swallow you. I back off and give only slow and teasing licks until you insist on re-entering my mouth, holding me still as you thrust in .........and in ................and in again to an end which I taste and swallow, nursing out the last few drops before looking up and licking my lips. Breakfast- the most important meal of the day. 26 May 2005

Stuff
Well, and let's see. Where to start. On Friday, I was working on getting out of here. I signed out of my unit, got a really good ass chewing, (I did deserve it), got removed from attending the promotion board, and had my flight reservations cancelled for this morning. I do not know when I'll be leaving now. It should be in the next few days (prior to Saturday.) The 5 day deferrment on my orders was approved, but the problem is that I never received a copy of it. I was told that for me to change my flight, I would need to have paperwork. So, I couldn't change my own flight. But dang, my unit sure could get my flight cancelled quick fast and a hurry. Oh yeah, I also have to give a class on the Army Values on Monday morning. I"m confused because I am still signed out of the unit, so how are they doing all this, but it could be worse. A LOT WORSE. I have been i a contest for the past week or so, and I just want to say good job to the Lolipop. You put up a very valia

Just A Thought
Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual is an ensnarement from which there is no release. But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. With you for all eternity. Our hearts, always as one.

My New Plan!
So I have decided that I rather enjoy being a drunken slob. That shall be my new goal in life get as hammered as I can on a daily basis. Then just log on to fubar and see how many people I can confuse and or offend. Of course the only drawback of said plan is the funds to buy the whiskey and Guiness. Now this is where you my come in my friends. Just send a Dollar or for the Canadians out there a Loonie and finally for the Brits a quid. To: Homeless Drunk PO Box 122 Winnipeg MB, Canada R21 3B7 Thanks in advanced for your cooperation. On a final note: If the world is my oyster can't I just drop it on the rocks to get the goodies inside?

Can You See It In My Eyes?
You don't know how I'm feeling I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency that I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize how much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say "I love you", but am scared of your reply terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes? Confessing through this poem my dilemma summarized. The feeling's quite cathartic, but will lead to my demise.

Break Time
HEY FRIENDS, FANS AND MY WONDERFUL ADOPTED FAMILY, I'M JUST WRITING THIS BULLETIN TO SAY MY TIME HAS COME FOR ME TO TAKE A BREAK FROM THIS WONDERFUL SITE. I HAVE MADE SO MANY GREAT FRIENDS AND MAY HAVE FOUND SOMEONE SPECIAL, THANKS TO THIS SITE. I THINK I NEED TO MOVE ON AND GET SOME HELP AND GET MY LIFE IN ORDER BEFORE SOMETHING ELSE BAD HAPPENS. I WON'T DELETE MY ACCOUNT BUT I KNOW I WON'T BE ON FOR A WHILE. I LOVE YOU ALL AND PROMISE TO RETURN WHEN MY LIFE IS BETTER, PEACE FOR NOW. PLEASE BE SAFE. IF ANYONE WANTS TO TALK TO ME HERE IS MY EMAIL ADDRESS. GEORGE.FOUNTAIN@EU.NAVY.MIL

My Cornerstone
I loved him, he was my strength~ I need him now, a longing is replaced~ With a desolate feeling of pure empty pretense,a hint of a smile. I didn't know that I'd miss you so~ Memories trail after the footsteps I've faltered. Knowing you made me weak and strong together; You created me as I am. A handful of mystery, eyes that tell secrets become shrouded. You fell apart when you were released, as we both knew it had to be. Now where are you now. Why am I so bereft- swaying with calamity. You were beautiful as you slept, peaceful calm and pure. I lovingly held your face vowing to remember the details pretending you'd be secure. Imagine my surpris when I realised I could live without you. When I believed I would die. YOu were my other half, the better part of me, now you are gone and I am just as and just is. .............D.

Ladies It's Nfl Sunday Today...
Any of you other ladies noticing that all of the Fubar men seem to have disappeared for the day to watch....ugh....football? LOL! I, for one, can't STAND NFL football ~ although I am donning Daddy's Cowboy jersey today in the hopes of sending some luck their way tonight - Cowboys win means "Daddy" will be in a GREAT mood...lol! Anyway, if you aren't pre-occupied with watching football - show me sum luuuv! I will return it!

Damn
I would purge the fan of list also, but that would take freaking forever.......I did delete about 60 "friends" though lol that felt kinda good haha....some I left eventhough we don't talk, but they are old friends....some I just play online games with, so I left them also lol Oh and big Daddy I would NEVER delete you.....you rock! Same with a few others.......you know who you are :-) Some of my friends on here completely kick ass.....and I love you for it....

...
What is this feeling I have? I seem to love you But other times I seem to loathe you I can't be without you Or maybe just without anyone I think about you all the time But why do I have this feeling? I long for your voice And I would die to hear your laugh But is this love Or merely lust?

Burning Question
The burning question rests upon my lips... Would you offer your throat to the wolf? Do you secretly burn to bear it's mark? Has your heart ached to feed it's soul? Do you hunger to surrender your flesh? Do you know how hungry I am for you? Would you offer your body to the beast? Do you ache inside with a need to tame it? Have you ever dreamed of being mine? Can you conquer your fears and claim it? Would you offer your throat to the wolf?

21 Rules To Live By
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and g

Psychotic People
OMG ,- * ^_^ whyt o i attract psychotic people????? its fuckin' scary as damn Especially the girls who get jealous of me being friends with guys that they like My GOD! i dont want your guy i have my own and im very satisfied with him But the guys? MY GOD They are not as bad as psychotic females Especially since this girl is freaking out because she thinks i still like this guy who i dont anymore and i guess she has a hardon for him.. wtf? if youre curious ill totally tell you who this bitch is insanneeee So if youre psychotic please unadd me

I Was Just In A Car Accident
I was riding with my dad, and he hydroplaned on the highway: I35 @ belknap, but Saturn cars correct themselves when something like that happens, but at it was correcting itself, we were headed towards another car, so my dad grabbed the wheel and jerked it to the sides, we hit a light pole and skidded down a steep embankment... we were lucky the car didnt flip a million times Im in pain.. Cant get ahold of Jimmie.. getting sleepy, I hurt bye.

Over Seas
God Bless everyone who is overseas risking their lives for US! Lord, please keep them all safe, please bring them all home safe and sound to their families, friends and loved ones. God bless the souls of those whom have already lost their lives, may they R.I.P. :( :( :(

Oh How I Miss Her
Oh How I Miss Her Never did I think I would ever miss a women such like her. She was the sweetest thing to have ever blessed my life; oh how it hurts my heart now that her love is gone cause I feel so lonely,oh how I miss her so cause she showed me what the true meaning of what love is. Poem By: Charles LaMark Neson

Moment Of Silence..please (wildcat Made This Bulletin, Great Job Hun)
September 11, 2001 September 11, 2001, marked yet another significant turning point in world history. Whatever innocence was left in the world was lost on that fateful day. On lesser numeric scales, equally heinous crimes are committed against humanity virtually every day of the year. What is happening in the world? It is difficult to explain. Somehow the perpetrators of the most evil and disgusting crimes have been stripped of the virtue of mercy. It would seem that their basic humanity is simply missing. The memory of those planes crashing into the Twin Towers, the Pentagon and the one that crashed into the Pennsylvanian field, will be etched into people's minds forever. For many of us it was like watching a Hollywood movie as it unfolded before us on television screens all around the world. We watched in stunned silence as we learned that the events were real and were happening in real time. In the blink of an eye, families can be thrown into turmoil when loved ones a

Savage Chickens
I happened to have Stumbled Upon (SU) this Savage Chicken website and thought I would share a few of the cartoons with you this fine Monday morning. Hoping that everyone has a phenomenal start of the week. :)

Creepy People!
So last night I'm sitting on my porch having a cigarette before I went to bed and minding my own when I notice the sky lighting up. Naturally my first reaction was to look up to see if there was lightning when I noticed that the flashing was coming from above but to my left. I look over and lo and behold what do I see but a weirdo ass neighbor of mine two houses down taking a series of pictures of me sitting on the porch. Creepy ass bastard!

My Forced Weekend
well it started good both parents there no arguing for about 5 mins... They would not let me leave for the first day and night i sat there and listened to them arguing about everything over the past 10 years and whom I was going to spend my birthday with ...wishing they would just stop yelling... isnt gonna happen....so i go in the cabin go lay down and i could hear them yelling for atleast the next two hours so i finally drift off to sleep only to dream about them yelling.. lol is there any escape... soooo the next day im thinking ok no yelling maybe they got it all out lastnight.... no such luck they start up again i get up and leave this is sunday morning mind you... i get home 6 hours later my mother calls telling me I could have atleast said good bye to them that they didnt even know i left..... of course they didnt lol and heres the best part... I said goodbye neither one of them heard a damn thing i said.

It Is All Lies!
I have spent the last few days thinking about death and how television, movies and books portray it. I want to say for the record it is all lies. When I was 16 years old I was surfing off the coast of Delaware during a storm in December. I wiped on a massive set and my board cracked me in the head knocking me unconcious. I drown that day. My friends were able to pull me out and revive me with CPR but one thing I am certain of is this. I saw NOTHING! There was no semi-nude pottery making with my girlfriend. No tunnel of light with all my friends and family waving to me and telling me to step into the light. Not even a fluffy cloud with angels playing harps or bagpipes or whatever. Now I know what you are thinking my friends. He was 16 so he must have been chuck full of sin. Well of course I was. But then where the hell was my lake of fire with the souls of the damned burning forever. Where was my eternal torment of being thirsty and never being able to reach the pint of Guiness. At the

To Everybody
To Everybody i want to say lest we forget or never forget the fallen soldiers and the people who died on 9/11/01 as long we remember them always we'll be strong for them and miss them like crazy i respect the armed forces for protecting us against terrorism i am not happy that the war has taken longer to get results but am i not saying i am against the war but i am saying i understand that we want the world to be a safer place for generations to come i am a uncle and i want my nephew to have a safe world so he grow up without war in the world when i found out about the attacks i was stunned and shocked because i have always respected the american people because most of the things i like general are from america including wwe nba coke soft drink etc and i have so many wonderful online friends from the usa who i would oh so love to visit sometime soon but this is my tribute for the 9/11/ memorial from me to all my wonderful friends and in closing i want to say to every single person

Friend :)
Will you be my metaphor? I will be your fubar friend. You can paint me as you choose And I will write you as I please An experiment in shadows: A figure on her knees. Perhaps I will invoke you In the white beyond the text You will always be my story I will always be your sketch. You can always count on me till the end of time.

The Truth
I will tell myself the truth Even if those around me Deny it. I will tell myself the truth Even if a friendship’s Lost by it. I will seek the truth Even if it tells me Something terrible With it. I will speak the truth Even if I'm no longer Invited in. At the end, The all I have Is the truth.

Laugh For September 10
Wise thoughts on everything Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway. Life is sexually transmitted. Health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection make him a sandwich. Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Some people are like Slinkies... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs... Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing... A strict regimen of diet and exercise may not make you live longer, but it sure will feel that way. Whenever I feel blue, I start breathing again. All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you t

Sheer Stupidity
ever have one of those days when you know how things are going to go just by one thing? this is one of those things. and it could have been avoided if the jerk had just bothered to read my profile. this is what happens in shoutboxes when people don't bother to find out who they're "talking" to: ->julius: grow up and go away! i'm NOT interested! julius: send it pls ->julius: yes and i'm not giving it to you!!! julius: baby do you have msn or yahoo? ->julius: good for you. now learn some manners! julius: i want to see your sexy body i am an admirer of confidence but stupidity is not something to be admired. and it's guys like this that give other men bad reps.

So Called Friends
well ,, since ive started coming to fubar* formerly known as cherrytap ive made some good friends ,, but i guess i made them at the risk of meeting some people that i didnt need to . I went outta my way to post comments and rate and add ,, and spent hours talking to certain people only to get shit on in the end ,, so i think its time for people to make choices ,, if i dont hear from enuff people to make it worth my while staying ,, ima be deleting my fubar acct . i came here to meet friends ,, i didnt come to deal with people not trusting me ,,, or listening to someone else without checking in with me about what i supposedly said ,, ,, its called respect people . IF U DONT WANNA TALK TO ME ,, THEN GROW UP AND ADMIT IT ,, IGGY SOMEONE JUST MAKES U ARROGANT AND IMMATURE. so with that being said if u still wanna talk and be cool then lets ,, if not speak the fuck up and be an adult ,, ive played games for too long with too many people and it ends today ,, so anyone thats WANTS to still b

Rest Of 2003 Poems
“Poem of the Heart” This is a poem of the heart. It was written long before time’s start. You mean a lot to me, more than you can ever think. So what if you swear, get moody, and occasionally drink. You have a tender heart and speak truth no matter what. You are filled with love, life, and imagination. I love you for who you are and we’re connected in spirit. I don’t ever want to change a thing. You cause the heavens and stars to sing. Yes, I need to be open and talk to you more. I don’t think you realize all the love for you I can store. It’s more than just simple words or touch. Just looking into your eyes means so much. The thought causes me to lose sight of everything else. You do mean more to me than my own self. I’d love to spend forever with you if given the chance. I pray more that God would bring you the one true. No matter what, I’m still here. I won’t shut down or disappear. You will always be my friend. I guess I should bring this silly poem to an end.

Pirate Name ??
My pirate name is: Red Jack Flint Passion is a big part of your life, which makes sense for a pirate. Like the rock flint, you're hard and sharp. But, also like flint, you're easily chipped, and sparky. Arr! Get your own pirate name from piratequiz.com.part of the fidius.org network

Weakness For Animals
Thai people really love animals. This is "Moo Ping". It means BBQ'd pork on a stick. Don't know who named her that. This 7-11 was built in my neighborhood about 6 months ago and Moo Ping has been in front of the door from day one. She's there in the daytime to get the blast of air conditioning when people walk in and out of the automatic doors. She's there at night to give you sad looks so you'll buy her something to eat. (usually works) The thing is, is she's there, 24/7 just like 7-11. We Thais think it's normal, but my BF thinks it's hilarious that no one tries to move her from in front of the door. He assures me the dog would have been gone the first day. People will walk around her or step over her, but no one would try to move her from her cool spot in front of the door. Even the delivery people carrying big boxes just step over or go around. Why make her move, she's not hurting anyone. My BF thinks we have a real weakness for animals.

Ha Ha Ha Stupid Fake Ass People
OH WOW LOOK AT THIS GUY...2 DIFFERENT ACCOUNT AND IN DIFFERENT PLACES...HELLO BE SMART IF YOU ARE GOING TO STEAL PICS...UGGGGGGGGG I FUCKEN HATE FAKE ASS PEOPLE! PEACE OUT...LOL FAKE #1 wasupgirls@ fubar OH WAIT FAKE #2 comegetsomeladies@ fubar OMG YOU GUYS GET A LIFE...LOL

Sexiest Dj Contest
OKAY YA'LL KNOW I HAVEN'T BEEN A DJ FOR VERY LONG! I AM LOVING WHAT I DO AND LOVE BEING WITH GRAND THEFT RADIO! I HAVE DECIDED TO GIVE ANOTHER CONTEST A SHOT AND ENTER INTO THE SEXIEST DJ CONTEST! EVERYONE HAS BEEN TELLING ME THAT I AM SEXY, SO I THOUGHT I WOULD GIVE IT A SHOT! HELP ME OUT BY RATING AND COMMENT BOMBING THIS PIC BELOW! COME ON FRIENDS HELP ME WIN THIS ONE!

You Can Stop Now????
I am a girl who takes awhile to “warm up” and an even longer time to have an orgasm.If done right though I go off like a rocket but anyway I need a patient person who understands the nature of things. Whether any girls out there will admit it or not, I am sure there are quite a few others who are in the same boat. Most of us also know within a few minutes if it’s going to happen that night or not. Some probably even know before any action starts…just not in the right mood or frame of mind. Unfortunately guys, the girls brain controls her libido most times, so be attentive to her moods. I know this may sound incredibly crazy to you, but offer her a full body massage instead of sex, and she may be a lot happier and think more highly of you. Anyways, I digress. So here you are, you are wet, you’re breathing heavy, your body is tingling, it’s going really good and you feel great BUT you know you are not going to have an orgasm whether the person is there ten more minutes or an ho

Review - "fido"
Good dead are hard to find. Not like i was looking, but here ya go, yet another shitacular sinematic snack. There's no more room in hell, George Romero bought it all, and apparently rents the zombie theme to high school drama departments. This isn't that bad, actually clean and sharp, a Canadian production, and very well manicured visually. No handi-cam hi-8 16mm wish you had, this is real studio/pretty location stuff. Kinda like a Disney treatment, with entrails. At any rate, it's pretending to be different, and just about pulls it off. What do I know, go plunder it, or not. Timmy Robinson’s best friend in the whole wide world is a six-foot tall rotting zombie named Fido. But when FIDO eats the next-door neighbor, Mom and Dad hit the roof, and Timmy has to go to the ends of the earth to keep Fido a part of the family. A boy-and-his-dog movie for grown ups, “FIDO” will rip your heart out. IMDB (7.5), RT (65%), torrent

Emily Ponders
My very, very good friend Emily sent me a few of her quotes last week that I was very impressed with. I love this girl! ----------------------------------------------- My greatest wish for this life is to be able to give my children everything that they deserve to make their lives easier. But not worry-free. For worry and hills and valleys in life build character. And with character comes greatness. If i could be anywhere in the world right now it would be right where i am...I love me...i love life...I love where life has brought me. I wake up each day and know that I am not in control of anything, but my outlook on that day and it's trials that will be thrown at me. So for that I am blessed. And for this, I am happy. Intelligence has nothing to do with your writing skills and everything to do with what you have learned through life experience and the want to teach others. Some may never open their souls to you...or anyone...because they may not know themselves what their

Curves Update( Update From Sick And Tired)
Apparently my big speech on the sick and tired post wasnt enough to make me do better.4 weeks of curves at least 4 times a week(they recommend 3) TONS of walking in NY, and 12 hr shifts constantly on my feet wasnt enough to make any progress. Not only that but Ive only gotten worse. Todays weigh in and measure- UP 2 pounds UP 2 inches up .8% bodyfat So Im feeling really fat and ugly today so forgive me and my pity party. Rather than be on here whining and moping Ill spare you all of that. I have another 12 hr shift to get ready for in 20 min so maybe by tomorrow Ill be feeling better. Just thought Id post an update since I said I would :( *smooches* ~Temptress~

My Gift To You
I give you my heart, mind, body and soul For it is your love that makes me whole. I give to you each breath that I take, And every tear that I cry, I give you this promise that I will never break, I promise to remain faithful and never leave your side. I give you the world so choose anything, I give you my undying love along with this ring. I give you a life free from pain, worry and strife, I give you my heart and a chance to be my wife. I give you this kiss to say, "I promise to love you and cherish you forever and always." I trust that you believe that what im saying is true, Because today is the day that I give my heart to you. So close your eyes and take my hands, Let me give you a life of love and romance. Allow me to be all that you want and need, Allow me to give my gift to you, My gift to you is... ME!!

Army Stuff
Ok, so as many of you know I've been in the army for 4 years now. Here's my dillema. I just recently had a baby. I also ended things with my husband. So now I'm a single mother with a two month old baby and a full time army job. I have the opportunity to get out of the army right now and keep my benefits. I would be able to avoid deployments and spend more time with my daughter. Or i could stay in and have a guaranteed job with benefits for my child, but possibly deploy. What do i do? Stay in or get out? I can't decide.

Friendship Bear
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Birthday
well, My birtday and birthday weekend was good, didnt do nothin specail,you know, thats how it is when your broke..lol) just got tipsy some, and talked to my special friend on the phone:D friday night, that was fun, nice late birthday gift!!!!! Anyways just bored so I thought Id let yall know Im enjoying being 28 now!! Again thanx to every one that gave me birthday love:D *hugs* ~Lexi

The Love For Her Dad
Daddy's Day Story Her hair up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. That the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates, on this Daddy's Day. But still her mother worried, that she would face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees, a dad who never calls. There were daddy's along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called, a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of t

Just My Current Thoughts.
It seems no matter how much I want or work for things. They always collapse or fall through. It almost feels like something or someone is watching over me and toying with me for their own sick amusement and satisfaction. You can call me a pessimist or say I think negatively. I am just looking over the events that have unfolded in my life and wondering where the hell I went wrong. I know things are suppose to always get better; at least that’s what people say to try to make you feel better. I just need to see the proof of this improvement before I become a believer.

Inspired By Jamie
Some crave it Some love it Some hate it Some need it Others abuse it Others use it Others are obsessive to a point Some aren't It's a word that can mean so much It's a word that can mean so little It's a word some don't understand It's a word that some simply dismiss ...Love... It's just a four letter word But some people fear it so much It's nothing to be scared of But others aren't sure It's simply ...Love...

Murder Of Innocence
only black light shows on the scene today only a black heart knows how to feel this way i cannot see or speak of those hidden things in return ill keep everything it brings murder of innocence killing of the kind keeping life at bay blind eye in the mind ive severed ties with you once again im back i feel the hate you keep slipping through the crack calling on my faith it is crushing you leaving all behind and the things you do murder of innocence killing of the mind blinding those who see killer of your kind

Joanie.....your One And Only
Do you love me? Or do you not? you told me once, but i forgot. So tell me now, and tell me true, so I can say that I love you. Of all the girls I've ever met, you're the one, I won't forget. And if I die before you do, I go to heaven and wait for you. From the moment I saw you i knew this was true So damn beautiful my eyes fixated on you. I wanted to hug you, hold you so tight, I wanted to tell you this feels so right. Now i have a voice, my feelings out loud, A smile on my face so happy and proud. A man with a dream and a dream come true, A man who has found the one, the one is you! When I first saw you I was afraid to meet you, When I first met you i was afraid to kiss you, When I first kissed you I was afraid to love you, and now that i love you i am afraid to lose you. Love is like a river, or maybe a deep blue sea. Love flows on forever, always and endlessly. Love is something special, something you can't touch or see. Love is amazing, this thing I feel

Cousin In Hospital
Hey, sorry I'm not on long but I just got a call from my mom and grandmother. My aunt's son was taken to the hospital and said he was coughing up blood. I was thinking bleeding ulcers but I don't know. So I'll let you know the latest when I know. I'm heading down there to downtown Charleston's MUSC tomorrow so until next time. Again sorry but talk to you later and take care.

Spaghetti
This is pretty funny! A wealthy man was having an affair with an Italian woman for several years. One night, during one of their rendezvous, she confided in him that she was pregnant. Not wanting to ruin his reputation or his marriage, he would pay her a large sum of money if she would go to Italy to secretly have the child. If she stayed in Italy to raise the child, he would also provide child support until the child turned 18. She agreed, but asked how he would know when the baby was born. To keep it discrete, he told her to simply mail him a post card, and write Spaghetti on the back. He would then arrange for child support payments to begin. One day, about 9 months later, he came home to his confused wife. His wife said, "Honey, you received a very strange post card today." "Oh, just give it to me and I'll explain it," he said. The wife handed him the card and watched as her husband read the card, turned white and collapsed. On the card w

Oh Well
Finally heard back from the gal I went on a date with last Thursday. I talked to her once for three minutes on Sunday. There won't be a second date. I'm cool with that. Strangely enough it doesn't bother me at all.

Thank You Everyone
I want to thank everyone for their support and prayers in this very difficult time. Right now I feel so alone but it does help to know that prayers are being said and I have to keep it together. I just wanted everyone to know how much it means. With today being September 11 it is just that much harder to think we are still losing lives. xo

Why Are You Judging Me????
Why do you judge me when I do not judge you? I don't judge people and would expect the same from others. It is only fair is it not? When you judge a person you are offering yourself to be judge right back. Which will lead right back up to the stupidity of some people. I am not judgmental on people and would like it very much if you did not judge me. My actions and choices are mine to make, not yours!!!! My decisions are also mine to make not yours!!!!

This Is Why Damnit
A friend of mine asked why i haven't posted any 9/11 pics or anything else thats related. Well my answer is this...i remember those poor souls every single day! Not a day goes by that they don't enter my mind. I don't need to dwell on it on 9/11. I think its cool if everyone else does and goes about their business like it never happened the other 364 days a year...so in closing, don't blow me shit cause i haven't posted anything. You remember your one day and ill cover the rest.

God Bless Usa
YOU MIGHT HIT US WITH A DEVASTATING BLOW BUT YOU CANT KNOCK OUT THE TOUGHER MOST DEDICATED PEOPLE IN THE WORLD WE STAND TALL WE STAND UNITED WE WILL ALWAYS RISE AND OVER COME ANYTHING THAT COMES OUR WAY!!!!!

Those Of You With Kids
Most of you know me pretty well... and those who know me really well, know there are few things that will get to me emotionally... I've always held a special place in my heart for people who could actually hurt a child, and now that I have my own, that place in my heart has grown... it's that place that's buried so deep, that I keep it hidden away because if by some chance I ever stumble across a person so evil, so cruel that they could even think about laying a finger on a child, I'd be the one going to jail... there's a room in hell for these people and I've always believed an eye for eye... I'm sorry if I'm rambling, I know this isn't the place for it, so please... those of you with kids, give them an extra big hug and tell them you love them... they're the lucky ones, they're the ones with parents who would do anything to keep them safe.... as much as the following pictures disturbed and pained me to see, it was the video at the end that broke my heart, I almost couldn't watch the

Makes You Think...
Today we have higher buildings and wider highways, but shorter temperaments and narrower points of view We have more medicines, but less health. We have more knowledge, but less judgement We have more compromises, but less time. We have bigger houses, but smaller families We spend more, but enjoy less. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk much, we love only a little, and we hate too much. We have conquered the outer space, but not our inner space. We reached the Moon and came back, but we find it troublesome to cross our own street and meet our neighbors. We have higher income, but less morals.... These are times with more liberty, but less joy.... With much more food, but less nutrition.... These are days in which two salaries come home, but divorces increase. These are times of finer houses, but more broken homes. That’s why I propose that as from today; You do not keep anything for a special occasio

Stay Gold
Natures first green is gold Her hardest hue to hold Her early leafs a flower But only so an hour Then leaf subsides leaf So Eden sank to grief So dawn goes down today Nothing gold can stay -Robert Frost

Raffles
The room is crowded and silent. Everyone is holding their breath, waiting, hoping. The only sound is the rustling of tickets being turned about in a giant basket. The tension in the room is so thick you can cut it with a knife. Finally, the basket stops spinning. A man with a microphone in hand reaches into the basket and pulls out a ticket. "Ticket 3654. Ticket 3654 is the winner." All at once there are sighs and groans. Then from the side of the room comes a screachy scream of excitement. "I HAVE THAT TICKET, I HAVE THAT TICKET." The person rushes to the stage bumping into jealous ticket holders. After reaching the stage the person's ticket is checked and is indeed the winner. The person has just won a new car and only paid a dollar for a raffle ticket. That's right, one dollar and he wins a new car. This is why raffles are cool. The prize itself isn't what makes the raffles cool. What makes raffles cool are the anticipation. You pay a small fee and you're given a number. T

Thank You Everyone! :-)
I want to thank everyone for the birthday wishes, emails and comments! I've been in Chicago celebrating, so I haven't had a chance to respond. In fact, I think I've missed several comments and I have 678 emails to go through! lol If I missed yours, I'm really really sorry, I hope you'll forgive me for not getting back to you yet. I'm working today and my car's in the shop so I probably won't be on much until later this week. Thank you again for everything! And the last I heard about Mary, she was moving her eyes more and groaning which they took as a struggle to wake up -- good news. I'll let you know more when I hear. Have a wonderful day everyone! Love you all! Donna

In Remembrance
Today,a day of memories, A day where each and everyone of us, Stand together and pray, For the thousands that have died, and for the others who defended for it Today,a day where we all remind ourselves, That each and everyone of us, Have a duty in ourselves, To hold up to justice. To stay firm on the grounds we stand Marked in our hearts, A Nation's strength, Not shaken by what lay ahead of us, Not consumed by the horrors of evil, Today,we marched on, Together we stand, Not as one, but as a country, That no matter what, We will never fall. GOD BLESS AMERICA.

Emotional Scars
Yep I know everyone has them, last night I let an asshat get to me for calling me fat. But the only reason it bothered me is because my psycho abusive ex used to call me a fat bitch, cunt, whore etc.all the time, so it just brought back bad memories and made me cry. I am not thin skinned, I can take being bashed, and I hardly ever bash people and if I do, I never say anything about their weight, its usually about their stupidity. I feel dumb for letting him get to me like he did. But its in the past, I just wanted to rant I guess, as always thanks for readin my crap!~Lexi

Where Are My Peeps???
Well, I am starting to feel a bit abandoned, I entered this contest just knowing, all the people I have helped with thier contests and leveling would surely come to my side when I tried to do a contest. So far nada, I have been steady bombing all night I had it to a steady third for a while but by myself I can't possibly go against the competion. They have bombing families and thier friends to help them and I have had very little help. I read, rate and comment everyones stuff and I have sent out several messages, blogs and bulletins, only a few have responded ( smooches you know who you are. When ever anyone had asked for help I always give it but where is the love in return. Oh well back to the solitude.....>

Help Angel.....please!!!!!!!
Hey everyone, I hope your week is going well. This lovely lady needs your help. She's in 1st, and we need to hold the fort to keep her in first place... All bombers to the bomb floor now if possible... Just click on her pic, and you are there. I know if we all come together as a team, we can get this done. Here is Angels pic link: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=662923&i=3847493902# EVERY COMMENT COUNTS!!!!

The Darkest Day Pt.2
Except there were no airports in the Steel Jungle.. Well that's not entirely accurate. Sure they had heliports. There was one atop the Tower. But this was definitely NO helicopter. And there was no place to land anything that made a sound that BIG. It filled us with the noise of it's approach, the awesome power of several metric tons of steel, flesh, and fire. The glassfront of the the deli vibrated and danced to the harmonics of the descending aircraft. And still, in true New York fashion, orders were taken, breakfast was served, and life proceeded in all it's chaos and glory. That's when the bomb went off. Or so we thought. You see several years before, someone had set off a bomb in the parking garage of the WTC. So naturally, that was our first thought when we heard the impact and explosion. I mean Manhattan is restricted airspace. Closely monitored. Even with the evidence of our ears, how the hell could a plane ever hit a building? Some of us rushed outside or to the gla

Thank You To My Wonderful Friends
Perhaps I'm being selfish to make this blog when so many are remembering the terrible memory of 9/11...so I appologize to any who may take offence.... Since the begining of July, I shared with my friends that I had found a lump in my right breast and followed with a battery of tests .... I thought I was getting away lucky when I went for a lumpectomy and would be allowed to go on my merry little way... Well didn't quite get away...nice try but I was informed that the lump wasn't contained as originaly thought and on the 20th of this month will return and have a mastecomy.... This has created an inner battle of vanity over health...I'm a big girl and how am I going to cope with a cantalope on one side and nuttin on the other side....It's amazing the black hmour one can come up with when faced with a scary jouney and scared I am....as this is just the begining...its called CANCER ...evil little bugger...but I am blessed with good friends and an awsome family so I WILL win...

How Are You About Sex
You scored as Hot/hard, You love hard sex. You like it hot and fast. You love to scream and to listen to your partner scream. You'll go at it as fast as you can. Just make sure you don't go too hard for your partner, just because you can take it doesn't mean they can. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Hot/hard100% Exciting/Exotic90% Passionate/wet80% Shy/Sweet25% Soft/slow0% Awkward/New0% How are you about sex? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Editing Friends
To all of u that r on my friends list....u need to earn ur spot, or u will be deleted. i'm not here 4 popularity. i'm here 2 make friends. the people i've deleted haven't even sent me a drink,rated my pics, left me a profile comment...or even said a simple hello 2 me. i'm not here just to help u level up & if that's why u added me 2 ur friends....then u can delete me 4 all i care. if u want someone who will buy u drinks when u need a buzz....rate ur new pics...& help u when u need it...i'm that person. i've helped many of you out in these ways..and some of u haven't even returned the favor. the way i see it is..."u pat my back, i'll pat urs"...that is my new motto. i'm fine w/ helping people out but i expect the same thing in return...cuz that's what a real friend would do. If u wanna delete me after reading this go ahead...but u'll be losing a good friend. thanx 4 taking the time to read this. :)

Contest Info For 9/11/07
i need everyone to go to this contest and help bomb...she was up by 5000 last night and now she is down by 500 and she is getting upset that she is loosing now...please help her out...sorry this isnt that professional of a blog but it is one that is being done in a hurry.....dave/aka/hotstud

My Rant About 911
i hate the mass media and the corporations that control it.i hate the propoganda and lies that are always forgiven while young americans die everyday in iraq.i hate that we supported saddam in killing people who wanted to overthrow him and we told him to kill them cause we wanted him in power.i hate we gave him the weapons to do it.i hate that over a half a million iraqis are dead in a war thats a crime.i hate that the american people had the fear of god instilled in them over weapons of mass destruction that we knew the weapons inspecters said he got rid of after we bombed them in 91.i hate that the president made jokes about him not having the weapons.i hate the fact if americans protest the war they can be locked up for domestic terrorism.i hate the fact we are lied to about fighting for democracy in iraq when we are supposed to be a constitutional republic.i hate that a democracy is what the founding fathers didnt want cause they knew that was 2 wolves and a sheep deciding whats fo

Caffeine Buzz!
OK, I drank too much caffeine today and got a huge caffeine buzz... So, here I am feeling sick to my stomach with the shakes... and I'm starting to come down, so I'm getting really tired...LOL So what was the point of this blog? I needed something to do with my hands that were going crazy for something to do :) Grrrrr....

What A Coincidence....9/11
Now this blog is going to be a long one, but you'll flip out about what i'm about to tell ya...but i remember i was in Chesapeake, VA on September the 11th of 2001, and i worked for a music store. I came into work that morning and the place was empty, not an employee on the floor, and nobody in there, and i was like going "where the hell is everyone at" so i walked into the back. Everyone was glued to the TV watching the news. And right as one of my best friends told me that one of the twin towers was hit, i turned and looked at the TV, and right then right there, THE SECOND hit, by the plane came to the second tower. I remembered it was so quiet that you could hear a pin drop in the entire room. What's so strange about this whole event was it was on a Tuesday, a day in which new releases of music came out. The irony of this whole thing is two CD's came out that freaked me out. The first one was Slayer's "God Hate's Us All", and to make things all worse than that, this band by the name

Home
I was reading an article today about 9/11. All I can say is that i was almost fired from my job after reading it. It was discussing the situation about ppl arguing about where we were going to read the names of the dead and if we wanted politicians there and so on....well to make a long story short, it was decided that the Men and woman (firefighters, cops, military) that were actually there were going to be the ones to speak and name off the names of the dead. It just honestly kills me that there was an arguement on the fact of "if it was still important enough" (in lesser words) to even debate on. Do ppl not fucking realize how important that day is??? I was driving my daughter to kindergarten on that day and I know god damn well how much it meant to me, even 6 years later or even 20 or 60 years later it is important. This is a day that THOUSANDS of Americans lost there lives!@!!! And this was not a choice of theres. It was due to some cowardly assholes that were able to bring

What Part Of Stop Did U Not Understand?
ok i was very clear and nice about it in my last blog about this and yet im still getting like 100 this member would like you to see this Blog, Pic, bulliton or whatever....and its really getting on my nerves! ive asked u nicely to stop once...this is ur final warning! whoever i get these from now will be deleated off my friends list and blocked!

Graduation
The Graduation Gift Story A young man was getting ready to graduate from college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted. As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation, his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautiful wrapped gift box. Curious, but somewhat disappointed, the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible, with the young man's name embossed in gold. Angrily, he raised his voice to his father and said, "With all your money you give me a Bible?" And stormed out of the house, leaving the Bible. Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and w

What Is Going On?
IS there a bulletin out directing people to my page to be my friend? I have enjoyed a week of almost none and now I can't seem to escape them. I want to shout...please don't ask...I don't have time to learn more about random souls I don't find curious enough to go check out...hence the reasoning behind the more private page..I know this is silly of me..but please let me know if there is a bulletin out with my name and link on it...and denise love if you are sending them to me..i really appreciate the thought..but honey I have so many great friends already I don't need more than I can handle..what I did today for you was something I would do for anyone I care about. xoxo now I am off to eat my foot as I have stuck it in nicely again. when will I learn to shut my mouth!! LOL night all have fun surfing the ol' fubario waves

Voices In My Head???
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Tomorrow Is Grandma's Funral
WELL, WE WENT TODAY AT THE FUNERAL HOME, TO PAY RESPECTS TO GRANDMA, HER BROTHER DIED THE NEXT DAY AFTER SHE DID. THEY ARE AT THE SAME PLACE I GUESS BEING BURIED AT THE SAME PLACE I GUESS... BUT , SHE LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL PEACEFUL NOW... ITS REALLY GOING TO BE REALLY REALLY HARD ON US TOMORROW... I PRAY FOR STRENGTH & TO BE STRONG FOR CHARLES, HE ALMOST LOST IT TODAY...IT HURTS ME SO FOR HIM TO BE IN PAIN LIKE THIS, WITH THE LOST OF HIS GRANDMA & ALSO HER BROTHER WHICH HIS FUNERAL IS RIGHT AFTER GRANDMA'S ... I'M TAKING IT HARD CAUSE I HAVE NOT GOTTEN TO SPEND MUCH TIME WITH HER AND SHE WAS SO NICE AND A WONDERFUL LADY. SHIT HERE COMES THE WATER WORK! I BETTER HAD GO CALM DOWN TAKE A COUPLE ZANY'S AND TRY TO GET SOME SLEEP.ITS GOOD TO GET PILLS FROM FAMILY TO HELP OUR NERVES AND TO HELP US TO SLEEP... GOOD NIGHT, (((((((((HUGS))))))))))

And So What
And so what you wish things could be be better, Well me too!!!I've spilt my guts to you But I guess you will just be my friend, if thats what its meant to be so be it. I dont really dont got much to say, it's just that it would have been lovely with me and you. You are the only person on here who knows most of my secrets, I guess thats why you dont want me....... who knows, but I might not be here when your ready. But I doubt I will find someone I can open up to, like I do to you, anyways will always love you

Mary Jane
SHE WON.....YEAH...THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HELPED! OR THAT TRIED TO HELP! Please come help this awesome chic out...she needs less than 1,000 comments to win. It's a first to 5,000 contest. Anything you can do would be great. Thank You So Much!

F.d.n.y. Brothers R.i.p.
This memorial Is Dedicated To My Good Firefighters Friends And Brothers Firefighter/EMT Hector Tirado, Firefighter/EMT Sean Tallon, Firefighter/EMT Michael Vernon Kiefer May You Rest In Peace You Shall Never Be Forgotten, We All Love You And Miss Very Much God Bless All Of You ! Firefighter Hector Tirado, Jr. Engine 23 Firefighter and Model Of his three jobs, Hector Tirado Jr. liked firefighting work the best. A former emergency medical technician, he was lured to the New York Fire Department less than two years ago by the excitement and the opportunity to help people, said his uncle, Robert Tirado. The divorced father of five children, Mr. Tirado, 30, also worked as a waiter and, occasionally, as a model. His latest shoot was posing in casual clothes for a Latino firefighters calendar that was due out sometime this year. His uncle said, "I'd walk on the street with him in the summer and the girls would give him their number." Mr. Tirado, who lived in the Bronx and wa

The New Job
So far I love my new job. It seems like an amazing place to work for. Everyone I've encountered is fantastic. The only downfall so far is the ride to and from work. Tomorrow I get to be photographed, finger printed and get my gaming license. YAY! :P I guess I actually start the job this weekend I sure hope I enjoy it as much as I have so far and from what I understand I will. Have a great hump day all. Thanks for all the encouraging words and checking on me daily to see how things are going. I couldn't be happier right now! Much love to you all.

Daddies :(
A dad/father means the world to a daddies girl. i spoke once before of my dads sickness and that he had throat cancer, went for testing radiation and everything else was sickly skinny after all said and done. he went in again to do standard check up to b sure all was well and was informed its BACK.....he had an MRI on monday going for a CT SCAN today then biopsy on Friday, doctors say surgery comes not long after that....send positive thoughts and prayers my dads way pleaseeeee i don't ask much more as there is nothin else anyone can do. MY DADDY b4 he got sick

For Mataya
plz rip for dj strykes daughter! mataya she was killed by a illegal drive we dont know if she was drunk but we do know that she was a mexican i could be sounding racist but i dont care a 2 yr old died because of her and she didnt even have the balls to stop and find out if any one was alright . it was a hit and run and we lost a sweet girl over this

4 Bombing Families Against Me.can You Help The Underdog ?
From their Bulletin To the DSC, WTC, CONFEDS and ALL S*U*P* this is where it's at. (repost)http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=1096908171 please do not bomb this pic...bomb the pic below! We came back after 6000 down and now she's in the lead, let's keep it that way. We can win this contest ends tomorrow. Hey everyone, I hope your week is going well. This lovely lady needs your help. She's in 2nd, and one big push would bring her into 1st place... All bombers to the bomb floor now if possible... Just click on her pic, and you are there. I know if we all come together as a team, we can get this done. Here is Angels pic link: (repost of original by '~*MikeS*~and MsMic (FUBAR HUSBAND& REAL LIFE BF/Fiance of Miczhell)' on '2007-09-12 09:33:57') (repost of original by 'HOTSTUD262006 founder and Recruiter of The Godfather Family.(Real husband to Angel1111)' on '2007-09-12 09:40:37') (repost o

Can't Understand!!!
I know that people are insensitive but If you are using Fubar to get support why would Fubar block me from making mumms just because I asked a qustion about giving support to my sick cousin. WOW! Im very hurt that they are more supportive of questions like "Should I cheat on my wife".

A Kiss
You're a Freaky Kisser When you kiss, you want to experience something new A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing... And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go What Kind of Kisser Are You?

10 Experiences I Need When I Get Married
10 Experiences I Need When I Get Married 1. Have sex in the woods out in the dark in the open. 2. Have sex while watching a porno 3. Have sex with my husband in the back row of a movie theatre. 4. Have sex in an elevator while it is working. 5. Have sex in the backseat of a car parked on a highway during the day. 6. Watch my husband masturbate while I read him some of my most erotic poetry then have hot sex with him 7. Have sex on a waterbed in a furniture store after dark after the store has closed. 8. Have sex on a neighbors lawn after midnight in the summertime. 9. Have sex on the beach. (once during the day and once at night) 10. Have sex blindfolded.

Cheating In Sports
so i'm watching espn not too long ago and they're talking about the patriots and being caught cheating. the question was posed as to whether or not it should hurt the legacy of the pats and coach bellichick. mike golic and sean salsbury both were insistent on they're stand of no. both pretty much said if your not cheating your not trying, and that making jerseys slippery and etc. are a part of the game. my only problem with this is that is that i have seen both of these guys vilify barry bonds for cheating in baseball when he's never been found guilty of anything(although we all know he's took something) and when bonds allegedly took steroids or whatever they weren't illegal in the sport. the point i'm trying to make is cheating should be cheating no matter the sport no matter the color of the participants of that sport no matter the feelings we have for the particular players and or coaches. if its okay to vilify bonds and put asterisks next to the records he's accomplished as

I So Hate Ppl That Lie!
DONT YOU HATE WHEN PPL ON HERE/INTERNET IN GENERAL BRAG THEMSELVES UP TELLING YOU WHAT THEY AND DONT HAVE..AND 9 TIMES OUT OF 10....ITS MAINLY LIES...I KNOW ONE SUCH PERSON ON HERE(I AM SURE THERE ARE MORE) AND HE LIED SO MUCH ABOUT STUFF THAT HE FORGOT HIS OWN LIES AND CAUGHT HIMSELF UP...AND THAT MY FRIENDS IS A MAJOR FUCKIN TURN OFF AND MAINLY THE REASON I WILL STOP TALKING TO SOMEONE NO MATTER HOW MUCH I ENJOY THEIR CONVO!! I FOR ONE AM NOT CONCERNED WITH WHAT SOMEONE HAS OR DOESNT HAVE....BECAUSE IT ISNT MINE AND IT ISNT GOING TO MAKE ME WANT YOU ANYMORE.. UNLESS OF COURSE YOU WANT A GOLD DIGGER! OR YOU ARE MAKING UP FOR SOME OTHER AREA YOU ARE LACKING...LIKE PERSONALITY!! ANYWAYS, JUST HAD TO VENT AND SPEAK MY MIND ..I AM SURE THIS PERSON WILL KNOW WHO THEY ARE AND IF YOU THINK ITS YOU ...IT PROLLY IS! FAKE FUCK! GOOD DAY PPL! MUAH!

My Kid Brother......
hey my kid brother (well, hes my exes little brother but we're tight and i think of him as my own) bought himself a scooter on saturday he has a history of bad luck with scooters and bikes well, this time was no different at 3.00pm on monday he was involved in a serious crash with a car we are not sure wtf happened yet only that the car turned right and across him we dont know if he hit the car or the car hit him we do know he went through the window of the car we do know 2 doctors were there almost instantly and the police got there in under 2 minutes it was so serious they called in the air ambulance to airlift him to hospital the first his mum knew of it was when a police car screamed to a stop outside her house and a policeman knocked on the door the poor woman didnt even know he had bought a scooter as she had begged him not to any more she called me from the police car (they were brilliant, they got her to the hospital in record time) totally distraught a pol

Won't Be On Till Much Later
I just wanted to let everyone know I won't be on tonight until much later if at all, due to the near breakdown I had yesterday.LOL (Read my other blog) I decided I am going to make Wednesday nights my movie night, so I am going to curl up on the couch and watch movies, just to get away fron the computer for a bit. Not that I don't love Fubar, I just need to step back..lol Went and played golf today, and shot a lousy 92..ugh, which tells me again I need to get out more!..LOL Ya'll have fun at the best bar in town, and I will see you later...Hugs and kisses

Ok Please Read This
Before the next person asks me why my status say stressed is because I AM!!!! My moms surgery is tomorrow morning and I am very worried! I am probably going to be a mess until she gets out of surgery and i know everything is ok so please bear with me!

My Nipple Reacts
In the mirror I gaze and see my large well formed breasts reflect back to me. I admire their shape and how well they are holding up for my age of 46. I move closer to the mirror and do a visual inspec- tion of my pink nipples. With my finger tips I lightly run circles around my right nipple. I feel the sensation run through my breast and body from the immediate sexual satis- faction that I can detect. With my fingers I pinch the nipple as it now grows as I get aroused. The pinch is light and I then alternate it to a stronger and more of a painful pinch ... but it feels so good. I now reach up and lightly run circles around my left nipple as I continue to pinch my right nipple. Both of my nipples are hard and erect and begging to be pinched. I oblige to their requests and pinch both of them in unison hard and hold for several seconds. The pain that the pinch produces sends strong sensations of lust to center of my loins. I feel moistness form deep inside

Fucking Assholes!!
This is my venting blog. I have someone on my friends list that can't take a joke and should take a fucking chill pill. I said nothing to offend them and they decided to go off on me anyways. If I did offend this person, then you, my friend, should seek some help. I'm not going to blast this person out because that is not the type of person I am. Also, another thing that I am starting to get aggravated with is the people that are not on my friends list that insist on putting a fucking link in my damn shout box. They are either asking me to come to their fucking lounge(which I don't do lounges) or they want me to comment and rate their pic because of some fucking contest that they are in. If you don't know me and maybe ask me to help you first, I'll 9 times out of 10, help you. But when someone you don't even know shoves some link in my SB, I get a little pissy. Yes, I know that I can turn off my SB to people that aren't my friends but I don't like doing that because there are

Please Read And Repost!
PLEASE READ THIS AND PASS ON. IMPORTANT. We all carry our mobile phones with names & numbers stored in its memory but nobody, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our closest family or friends. If we were to be involved in an accident or were taken ill, the people attending us would have our mobile phone but wouldn't know who to call. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? Hence this " ICE" (In Case of Emergency) Campaign The concept of "ICE" is catching on quickly. It is a method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is store the number of a contact person or persons who should be contacted during emergency under the name "ICE" ( In Case Of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when he went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they

Dont Belive Everything You See
GHOST RIDER HERE LETTING PEOPLE KNOW. DONT BELIEVE EVERYTHING YOU SEE FROM SEXIGIRLBLONDE. IF ANYONE IS THE UNDERDOG HERE IT JESSICA IN THIS CONTEST. SHE HAS SCRATCH, CLAWED AND WORKED VERY HARD TO WIN THE MOST POPULAR GIRL ON FUBAR CONTEST. SINCE DAY 1 SHE HAS BLOGGED AND GOT HELP FROM EVERY SOURCE SHE COULD TO WIN. THE OTHER GIRL NOT MENTIONING ANY NAME HAS HER OWN FAMILY PLUS 4 OF HER OWN THAT HAS BEEN BOMBING HER SINCE DAY ONE AND JESSICA HAS KEPT UP WITH HER. AT ONE POINT JESSICA WAS DOWN BY 7000 COMMENTS BUT HAS CAUGHT UP AND PASSED HER SEVERAL TIMES THRU HARD WORK AND DETERMINATION OF HER OWN. THE OTHER LEADER IN THE CONTEST IS JUST SCARED AND TRYING TO DO THINGS TO HOLD ON EVEN HAVING A CERTAIN SOMEONE TELL STORIES THAT ISN'T TRUE AND SENDING THEIR BOMBING FAMILIES OVER TO HARASS HER AND I KNOW THIS FOR A FACT. SO IF YOU REALLY WANT TO COMMENT A WINNER STOP BY THE LINK BELOW AND HELP AN HONEST PERSON OUT. Fire My Words

Yay Xanax
Well this probly wont make any sense, but I had a kinda crappy day, so I take my xanax and, woohoo, I feel good!!!!!Just though tId share this tidbit with yall!!!!! Miracle drug Im tellin yall!!! Sooo, I still got a lil sense so Im gonna stop lol!!! nite yall.........BTW if yall wanna know who was talkin crap to me and callin me fat and all that mean stuff the other night, I came across him in the mumms today his link is http://fubar.com/user/1074980.... he is really one to talk about folks, anyways! love yall!!!

Double Blog
Alright Halloween is planned out. Me and a friend, Kork, are going to be Dante and Randal, Clerks 2 form. Need 100 dollars for the full outfit (my side). Second, I figured out what I want to do with at least part of my living room, Kevin Smith posters. There are some fucking get ones on the Secret Stash website, I'm going to post them into my stash later. Some time over the weekend whoops triple blog. Third, I need to find a people to go to the bar with me tomorrow. So anyone in the Beckley area come on out to Rock City. Another thing that just happened. The person who rented this place prior to me was a drug dealer for the area. This drunk guy just came up, on something, looking for the guy before me, it's 4 o'clock in the fucking morning why the fuck did I answer.

Poem: If I Knew?
If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another dayto say "I love you," And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I c

I Promise
I promise...if I hit the lottery this weekend, I'm going to buy this house that's about an hour south of me, and we're all gonna have a hell of a party! The beer distributor, the pizza delivery boys, the local cops, and even the PTA will be talking about it for freakin years! http://tours.justsnooping.com/2288269/?b=false

A Dead Heart
One Soul, looking everywhere for that true love but the eyes see only black as night, trying to find a speck of light...the heart go's from red to black...the wing's chain down to the center of the earth core the heart becomes to ash...using all the strength to open the eyes a breeze going through the ash of the heart... the breeze carry the ash into the wind's, the blood runs brown on the flesh...eye's open and consomme by fire...blood seeking though the concrete and forever screaming the name... eye lid's wide open...but no eyes to see anymore...but still screaming forever the name

Kinda Scary
This morning when I took the dogs out before I left for work, I heard a pack of coyotes down one of the side streets about a block away. They were howling up a storm, but it didn't really concern me too much because there was a little distance. What did concern me is when I heard two more start howling behind me. They were between my backyard and my neighbor and couldn't have been more than 50 feet away. I don't know whether the fact that it was still dark out made things better or worse, because I couldn't actually see them, but they were close. Of course the fact that Ginger finished her business and booked it for the house without me wasn't terribly reassuring either.

Wensday September 13, 2007
With the homicidal ferrets back on the loose again Blitzed Out lounge is forced to wait in fear for the next attack. Many of the inhabitants are asking the same questions: How did this all start? When will it end? Can any body save us from this? Is it nakie time yet? We can only answer one. ITS ALWAYS NAKIE TIME! -NEWS FLASH 8:57 AM: I forgot to start todays NEWS FLASH! earlier, but here it is. Just so all you freaks out there can feed your developing addiction! -NEWS FLASH 9:11 AM: Convicted serial killer Snuggles The Bear has escaped from prison. Snuggles was convicted last year for 12 counts of murder. He is said to have suffocated his victims with fabric softener sheets and then "sent em through the wash." Here is an artists sketch of Snuggles The Bear: Please contact local law enforcement if you have any information that may lead to the arrest of Snuggles The Bear. -NEWS FLASH 9:30 AM: Coming soon to a theater near you:

Pray For Friends In Storm Area
Here is the Weather Channel link to keep Track of The New Hurricane thats Creating Death An Destruction in Lousina an Tx. http://www.weather.com/multimedia/videoplayer.html?clip=7745&collection=topstory

If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time That I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss And call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, So I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," Instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make e everything j us right. There will l always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another ch

Published!!!!!
Finally!!!! I get to say my book is really really being published!!!! Of course it's my third book , but hey better late than never! So.. be on the look out for Precognitive Casualty in the next couple few months. (I'll keep ya posted on the actual release date) It is being published by Publish America and should be in all major bookstores.. (Barnes & Nobel, Borders, etc..) *does a happy dance* Finally I have good news holy shit. Now I must go faint, or pee myself .. or cry maybe all 3 :P haha

End Domestic Violence
WE HAVE LOST A CLOSE FRIEND HERE ON FUBAR DUE TO DOMESTICS VIOLENCE. THE GOVERMENT NEEDS STEP UP AND HOLD THESE ABUSERSACCOUTABLE FOR THEIR ACTIONS. R.I.P. RAZOR WE ARE GONNA MISS U!!!!!!!!!! RIP Razor!!! Razor@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ EVERYONE THIS IS DJ FATAL ADDICITION...TODAY IS A SAD DAY FOR ME AND ALOT OF US HERE ON FUBARi AM TOTALLY DEVASTED THAT SOMEONE COULD HAVE TAKE SUCH A SWEET GIRLS LIFEsHE WAS TRULY A FRIEND i WILL NEVER FORGETAND MY HEART IS BROKEN TODAYi HAVE A VOID NOW THAT WILL NEVER BE REPLACEDlOOK AT HER PICTURE WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND COULD HAVE DONE THIS TO HER RIP MY SWEET ANGEL AND SLEEP WELLi LOVE U! DJ Fatal Addition...

Wtf?
Maybe I just don't get the whole "mumming" culture on here but people are such fucking assholes. What is up with that? Anyone? Anyone? Buhler? I mean seriously, they make this ignorant and hateful comments just because they can. Shut. The. Fuck. Up. Did no one ever teach them that whole "If you can't say anything nice" thing? Obviously not. That and I'm convinced that somehow the internet immediately absolves people of all polite social standards. Idiots.

Sug Is Home
Sandi had her surgery today and did well. The doctor took all of tissue that was damaged by the staph infection and all scar tissue. She is in a lot of pain but has taken pain medicine and is getting some sleep. She wanted me to thanks all of you that sent emails, prayed, gave gifts ect. and told me to tell you she loves all of her fu friends. I am sure she will be back on the computer as soon as she can.

Men That Lie
For once I would like to meet a man and them not lie about what they want, and not say things the don't mean just to get a piece of ass. I'm tired of being used and lied too. If you only want sex then atleast be man enough to say it instead of saying oh I love you. Guess i'm done bitching now lol..

The Tiger's Ring
The Tiger's Ring by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) *Thank you for taking the time to read my work, please rate afterward. Feedback is graciously welcomed.* ***** As a lover of the "Grandest Tiger in the Jungle," I've learned some of the most provocative ways of mesmerizing a beast. Anal play from a female to male is considered taboo to some, but I must share the intensity of the lesson my Grand Tiger taught me in the fine art of *rimming*. As He is lying flat on his stomach, relaxed and CLEAN from a nice shower, take your nakedness and trace His body with yours. Have your fingers trail across the sensitive flesh of His back as you plant tender, succulent kisses down His spine. Moving lower, use your nipples to plow to highways of passion down His back until you meet the tender dimples of His bottom. *Stop.* *Listen to your Tiger growl with need and ecstasy.* *Proceed.* As you continue to use the magic of your hands, massaging the masculine form of His ass

I Swear I Should Write A Book...
i dont even know where to start so im just gonna go back to monday night. i couldnt sleep worth anything because my mom was going into surgery on tuesday. so someone stayed on the phone with me all night just because i was worried, and it was nice to know someone cared. when tuesday morning came around i was getting ready and i remember thinking about school and i knew i wouldnt be able to concentrate worth anything but i went anyways. i was sitting in class just looking at the clock waiting to get out just so i could go up to the hospital. i never thought 2 hours were so long! as soon as she told us we could leave i remember just going to my car and sitting there for a minute and preparing myself for both good and bad news. i hurried off to the hospital. as usual the parking lot was full so i was like "pfft. phuck that" and i didnt even try to get a spot close. i walked to one entrance and asked the receptionist if she had gotten out yet she said no, i got worried because it wa

Poem ~ Preacher Man
Preacher man (Pagan vs. priest) Round one I recall one day, I was idly walking, wearing my pentacle. When I was approached by a minister. He appeared weary an a bit cynical. Upon observing my charm, he then said. Oh poor boy, I do feel sorry for you lad. Are you not afraid you are going to hell? “Not really, hell exists in dogma, that’s your prison cell.” Cell? I am not imprisoned; with my god I am as free as a bird.” “Are you really? Or are you disillusioned and blinded by the word?” I hear not your blasphemy! Kneel now, Worship god our father! So I fell face down to kiss the ground, revering sweet Earth our mother “You deny him publicly, still you this does not bother?” To quote Nietche “god is dead” dear brother, Please know, all we have is each other.” “Oh you’re a lost cause I REBUKE YOU DEMON!” He screamed, while he opened his Cadillac door, still steaming. “Nice car there reverend, good to see you remain humble.” He glared; thumbing through his keys, stea

Poem ~ My Process Of Analysis
My Process of Analysis Locked in my brain… Attempting to train... My thoughts. Caught in the web of analysis, A momentary lapse of mental paralysis. Breaking subjects down to minute pieces. Until the process then fizzles and seizes The thought tree can grow no more From root to trunk, it split into four The limbs reached out, expanding from the core From branch to twig, then budded to flora Going from a sproutling to an elder in a glimpse or spurt Exploding full grown in height and girth Examine the knots, leaves, and bark. Dissection complete, light dwindles to dark. Digits fold within themselves, Shrinking down to a sapling. Morphing back the original seedling. To the theory and premise of first conception ...Contemplating to identify if I should alter my perception Copyright ©2003 Steven Marqus Hall

To Anyone That Realy Knows Me........
This is crazy. I seen a bulletin about assholes that make stickys so I opened it. The bulletin consisted of everyone stickying the same thing. Well I have 2 stickys pimping out Stang to help her God Fathering which i was asked too do. I was just making conversation in the bulletin in which i thought thats what we could do.Seems that an attitude had to take place after I asked if the stickys were all pimping him out would it be ok. So to whom ever stickied both my bulletins thank you im not even for sure whom too thank myself. I know it was obviously someone that loves Stang. But for a comment too be made that i help whomever i want is absurd i help whomever ask for help with guide lines. How many people are on this site? We have helped alot of people some new Fubars and some old.Yes we help GodFathers again if its you GodFathering its a different story. I cant see my bulletins either but im not complaining. So too anyone that wants to delete me cause i posted a bulletin and it got

Guys
why do guys think that just cause you talk to them for five minutes they own you lol and can tell you what they want to see damn if i wanted a daddy.. i would talk to my father lol...guys a way to a girls heart is not by trying to own them and certainly not by how many penis pics you have lol Is your penis better looking than you are lol huggs all

Supplies Are Limted !!!!
Ive caught my first cold/flu of the season . OO yay .. and just because I adore you all ......Im going out on a limb here and Put out this offer !!! . The cold/Flu includes Stuffy nose .. Fever... Sore throat .. Muscle aches .. .. and Wait there's more .. exhaustion . and the over powering feeling to be whinny .. So get it while it lasts .. Supplies are limited ... And for Fubar Friends . ive slashed the price from 29.99 to 19.99 .. just mention this add and get a Free Gift .. ( arent all gifts free you ask ) a Handy Dandy Portable Tissue Dispenser .. in Decorative boxes .. Hurry !!! this wont last long ( I hope) Keep well all .. run ... .run for your life .. there's a virus on the loose !~!!!!

Solidarity
I have been raped. I have been battered. I have been sexually harrassed, objectified and exploited. Pornographic images have been used to harm me. I have been beaten. I have been verbally and emotionally abused. I have been spiritually abused. I have told the truth of my life and have not been believed. I have suffered in silence fearing -- or knowing -- I would be called a liar. I have kept the truths of my life secret to protect or spare people. I have tried to forget. I have run from the truth of my own life and sought refuge and peace where it could not be found because facing it head on was painful and risky. I have made excuses for the inexcusable, have tried to forgive the unforgivable, have struggled to speak what is unspeakable, for the truths of our lives as women are not welcome in a world in which we are not valued. No more. I will never hold back again. I will speak my own truth without apology so that other women and girls may take courage

Separation Starts Next Week,.....
Well this is it, what I've been wanting, he leaves next week & moves into his own place. It's been hell here for past few mos & only getting worse & yes it's all my fault but I can't take it anymore...I need my space NOW! Especially after tonight, e were fussing (& I was yelling w/him) & he hit my car w/his hand & put a dent in side that HE has to repair!!He does this crap right in front of kids & I can't get through to him how important it is for them to not be around even if we're just talking b/c they're not stupid & it's affecting them both in different ways!! He apologized as we both said some very hurtful things that I'm not sure can be taken back but only time will tell. Now I have to try & make it here (when I want to go home to TN but want him close to kids & them close to him) financially but do have a room mate & her son, gonna be a lil squeezed in this house but will manage. Anyway, just had to vent!!!

In Memory Of Aunt Sandy
Sandra E. Hartman October 27, 1946 - September 12, 2007 If tears could build a stairway, And memories a lane, I'd walk right up to Heaven And bring you home again. ~Author Unknown ~We Love You Aunt Sandy~

The Winners Are::::::
WE HAVE THE WINNERS FOR THE MOST POPULAR FATHER/GUY AND MOTHER/GAL ON FUBAR . I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART TO THE GREAT CONTESTANTS FOR THEIR PARTICIPATION IN THIS CONTEST AND ALL THE EFFORTS THEY PUT IN THERE IS APPRECIATED:):):) P.S. FOR ALL THE WINNERS,YOU HAVE TILL TOMMOROW NIGHT TO NOTIFY US YOUR CHOICE BETWEEN VIP'S,BLASTS OR TICKERS . PLEASE SEND IT BY MAIL:P HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® THE WINNERS ARE : 1ST PLACE WINNER FOR 1 MONTH BLAST OR 3 MONTH VIP TOTAL OF : 110917 COMMENTS +(488 RATES X 10)=115797 POINTS TOTAL OF : 63464 COMMENTS +(192 RATES X 10)=65384 POINTS 2ND PLACE WINNER FOR 1 WEEK BLAST,1 MONTH VIP OR TICKERS TOTAL OF : 109704 COMMENTS +(318 X 10)=112884 POINTS TOTAL OF : 61969 COMMENTS +(261 X 10)=64579 POINTS 3RD PLACE WINNER FOR 3 DAYS BLAST & VIP CART ON WILDCAT TRAIN (YOU CAN INVITE 2 OF YOUR FRIENDS TOTAL OF : 34219 COMMENTS +(139 X 10)=35609 POINTS

Name Of The Movie, Anyone?
Okay, I was thinking back to a movie I watched a good 5-6 years ago - maybe more. Forgive me, i don't know the name of the primary actors or anything (or it would be easy to find). But it's all basically about this lawsuit. I can't even remember what the lawsuit is about or the company. They pick the jury and they end up picking the 12th juror who plays both the jury and the defendants so that he gets $5 million (or something like that) wired into his bank account - and the defendant still gets the guilty verdict. At the end, you see his girlfriend use the money to help other people - because her sister had trouble with that company before and died because of them. Okay, that made zero sense, kinda like the retards in the MuMM's this morning. But if you can translate that into proper English and know wtf I'm talking about, let me know? lol.

Tessa
just to let ya know , if ya care lol, in an earlier blog , i mentioned i had a crush on some one and she had on on me and yes it was and still is tessa :) and i went to singapore during my vacation and she is the girl i thought and hoped she would be :)

Never Forget Your Anniversay!
Ed was in deep trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was really angry. She told him "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less than 6 seconds, "AND IT BETTER BE THERE!!" The next morning Ed got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up she looked out the window and sure enough there was a box gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Confused, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, and brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale. Ed has been missing since Friday. Please pray for him.

Breakfast Gifts
I THINK THEY SHOULD PUT BREAKFAST GIFTS SO PEOPLE ON DURING MORNING HOURS CAN SEND BREAKFAST ITEMS LIKE EGGS BACON TOAST ENGLISH MUFFINS OJ JUST THINK ITS SOMETHING PEOPLE MIGHT FIND USABLE. JUST SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT

You Are
you are my calm in the storm I call life. you are my reason for carrying on my silly way. you are why I awake everyday and face the day. you are the piece that makes my life whole. you are what my dreams are made of. you are the light in all my darkness. you are my sunshine when my day goes gray. you are all my hopes and dreams. you are the one that loves me most. MOST of all YOU ARE you and that why I love you!

What Is Happening In Life
Hey everyone....I just wanted to update you all and let u know that I will not be on for while. I am gettin ready to move back to another state to be with my husband. He is coming home from Iraq and I can't wait for him to come home!! It's been a long ass year with him being gone. I hope that u all will be praying that he has a safe return and that I make it to where I am going!! Thank you

Remembering Grandpa
Where does one begin when talking about someone as important as their grandpa? The first thing is to recognize how lucky I was to grow up next door to my grandparents and to truly know them on a daily basis. It is some thing most people don't get to do. My grandpa was a railroad engineer, not a conductor but an engineer who worked for the railroad. I remember getting to go out and travel by train with him back when I was very young. At home my grandpa was all about certain things. God, gardening, his shop, family, and watching the occasional sports on tv. He wasn't your average gardener; his garden was huge half acre garden. He was up early in the morning every day killing weeds and making things grow. Beyond that he had another acre of land that was full of fruit trees and flowers that he took care of. It is only as I've gotten older I have realized the amount of time and effort it took for him to take care of all of that and the passion he had to keep at it year after year.

I Miss You
I Miss You silhouettes dance within my heart casting omnipresent shadows of you and yet there remains an echo an eerie silence of loneliness deafened by dreaded emptiness in a place you once tread those boyhood memories remain absence the fondness you shared the gentleness of your touch supported by words of compassion always teaching, reaching no longer can I feel you though I see you daily from visions of the past my soul aches to know how long does death last....

Yet, Another Untitled
Time can never erase the memory of you. In my heart, it will never fade. The memory of you. My soul will never stop feeling, The presence of you. My lips will never stop longing, the touch of you. My body will never stop wanting the warmth of you. You...Me.... Will always be. Will always stay, not too far away. Close to my heart. And yet, so far away. I know deep inside, that it won't go away; the memory of you. Will be here with me. For the rest of my life, and all eternity.

Something Funny Tom Sent Me, Lmao
1. Men are like ..Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like Weather. Nothing can be done to change them. 3. Men are like ..Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 4. Men are like ....Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 5. Men are like ....Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 6. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 7. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 8. Men are like Mascara. They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 9. Men are like. Popcorn ..... They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 10. Men are like .Lava Lamps ... Fun to look at, but not very bright 11. Men are like Parking Spots All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.

List Is Shrinking..and I Don't Give A Rats Azz
as it is i was looking for a lil support and asked for a few prayers, posted a few bulletins and blogs SELECT few read them and select few reposted. i am minimizing my friends list BIG TIME...to all who give a rats ass at all watch as the list shrinks. may also b leavin fubar reallllll soon permanently, for those of u who already have my msn thas where u will find me at.

Mother & Daughter!!
Been thinkin alot & kinda feelin it, Sept 22nd iz my Momz Birthday (R.I.P) & my Daughterz iz Oct 12..minez iz tha 13.Momz haz been heavy on my mind & heart i set sumtimez & wonder if waz a good kid 2 her & then reality cumz n clear HELL NO, i waz a bad kid & got real bad az a teen, i put my Mom through alot of worryin about her youngest, i wish i could have spent more time wit her nstead of runnin tha streetz, but thats another story..& my lil girl..well my close friendz know tha story on that!I guess i just needed ta bend u guyz ear for a min about whts n my head! thankz 4 u all bein who u r..much Love 2 u all!!

Shoutbox
Okay.. I have held it in long enough! My computer is online 24/7 7 days a week, I on the other hand am only human and I am not. If you shout me and I do not respond that means: 1)I am not near the computer regardless of what my status says. I have children and family and things that need to be taken care of other then Fubar. 2)I am at work and not able to respond, like I said online 24/7 7 days a week...the computer, not me. 3)Helping the "Fu-Bombers" which means I'm doing something other then sitting here staring at the shoutbox. 4)shoutbox is temporarily off now, regardless of what I may be doing this does not give you the right to call me a bitch, stuck up, say I am only looking to add names for points, or anything else that disrespects me. I am a genuinely nice person and I accepted your add because I thought there was something interesting about each of you. Now after this being said if you feel like deleting me that is entirely up to you. If I am online and

Quick Funny Story About Pee, Lol
I may regret telling the world this but....I just went pee and as I was peeing, I remembered that I had used the last of the toilet paper earlier! I look around and the box of Kleenex is missing. I open up the vanity drawers and nothing. Nothing that remotely looks like a piece of cloth to use. I am all alone. What do I do? I sit there for a minute and laugh and then I had to take my hand and use it for toilet paper!!! What else was I going to use? Yes, I thoroughly washed my hands after. I then went and got the box of Kleenex by my bedside and proceeded to wipe properly! I just thought it was too funny not to share! Now, there are 3 roles of toilet paper in my bathroom! Thought you could use a good laugh or......be grossed out! haha Ciao~

My Kids
Talking to my kids i haven't seen in over a yr brought tears to my eyes.... Now i know where they r after not knowing for a yr anyone here live in Virgina Beach? I need to get to my Babies somehow and as most of u know imma worthless Bumm right now..... anyone know how to get quick cash besides robbing a crack house.... i hope im making sence i can not stop the tears from pouring....laugh if u want but i love me Babies...yes men do cry..... i have to go for now i will be on lil at a time i need air....LOTS of it.... PS.if anyone can help me out plz write back let me know plz no shouts id never get them..... Thanks......... Tongue.........

R.i.p Serenity Cheyanne Fletcher
TODAY MARKS THE 19TH ANNIVERSARY OF MY MOM'S DEATH, I WANT TO SAY I MISS HER BUT I NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO KNOW HER. SHE DIED WHEN I WAS 2, BUT I THINK OF HER EVERYDAY AND I CHERISH THE MEMORIES FROM THE STORIES I HAVE BEEN TOLD ABOUT HER. WELL JUST THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE THIS WITH YA!! HOPE EVERYONE'S HAVIN A HAPPY FRIDAY!!! HIT ME UP IN HU$TLER'S U KNOW U WANNA!!

The Pimpout I Did ! Part 2 Will Sticky In Bulliten This Weekend
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I Think This Is Really Rude
ok i think this is rude. when someone ask you can you come to rate there pics or them and they well rate you too. you go to help out then they never come to your page. i think thats really really rude and im not going to rate them again

Is This Love?
so here a blog proceeding what the scum i kicked out did. Sicne the whole thing ive been getting text from girls he was leading on was involved with, got preggo, yeah this man is a piece of work. Well one girl and i have become friends over it. Now this man has been married for less then 3 weeks, and is now texting amy again telling her her loves her and misses her, and he wants her. I feel sorry for his wife she knows none of this and won't listen and i don't want her hurting. amy is going to try and bust him. Which i feel no remorse if she does but im concerned about his wife. What should i do. the major part of me wants to sit back and do nothing but i don't want her to get hurt. It tears me apart to know this man id getting away with this and leading on and hurting girls who are good and fall for his shit. UGH I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!

Payback Baby
I'm thankful for not having boobs thrown in my face all the time by offensive and indecent breastfeeding mothers like the ones below:Wait...Well, this is a bad example. Let's try again.Hmm...Just a minute. I'm sure I can find better ones than these...Eh, still not offensive enough. I'll check one more time.That is better. LOOK AT THAT! I see about a half inch of boob. DISGUSTING.UGH. Look at that indecency! She must be from some third world country to be exposed like that!Now that's just...There are no words to descripe how inappropriate that is. Something needs to be done!But why stop at breasfeeding women? There are boobs everywhere. Beware! If you thought the above photos were offensive, you WILL DEFINITELY be offended by the photos below.Not this one, though. This one was in plain view on news stands and in mail boxes in 19 countries world wide!Not this one, either. This one actually won an award!

Settel
nothing left but hurt and pain..the ones that want me are the ones i don't want the ones i want are the ones that don't want me..its not so bad someone wants me even if it is not the one i want, not so bad to be loved even though the one that loves me is not the one i love, wont be the first time wont be the last time, i settle!

Jerks In Men's Clothing
Just recently I had two friends, women, relay their latest crappy encounters with jerks pretending to be men. To the guys that may be reading this, let me describe these women. Both are intelligent, both are well versed, both are mothers, and in my humble opinion both quite attractive. Even if they weren't, so what? I listened to what they had to say about the “jerks”, mentally playing devil’s advocate, accounting for the girl-guy losses in communication, I had to conclude, these guys were jerks. Why should men care if there are jerks in the world? Well I can’t speak for every guy on the planet but for me it takes work to be a decent man and sometimes it even hurts. I work damn hard at it, and every time one of these jerks does something really stupid. They piss away all the effort I have put in and all men get taken down a few notches. Without fail, it’s been my experience that somehow, someway, I pay out the freaking nose for all the jerks ahead of me. I can hear someone r

For Ryan
I did not write this but I found it and thought it was beautiful. Rest your head Oh weary son Your watch on earth Now is done In a land far away you went to war To keep the evil From our shore Staying on course Always standing tall Protecting our land You gave your all Blessed are those That battle for right For GOD has said You are HEROS in HIS sight Your honor and pride Stood tall all the way And now you have come To the end of your day Your watch is over PGR will take it from here With all the respect We stand for so dear You will ride in our hearts Down the FLAG filled road Thank you, BRAVE WARRIOR You carried our load Protecting us all By both day and night Never once flinching In the heat of the fight As we ride for you now Our hearts filled with sorrow Never to forget you For all of the tomorrows When the bugle plays TAPS And the rifles will sound Our eyes will be full Our tears on the ground You will be missed By o

Shoutbox
Ok Im doing the Bored thing and I come across a pic of this women who I think is tryin to be sexy, shes in skimpy clothes and saggy boobs hanging out. I rated her as a 6 which I didnt think was that bad, well she comes to my shoutbox: ->"͎...: Yep your right and my opinion you should take that pictures off the net "͎...: well every ones allowed to thier own opinion love Then she checks me out and starts rating me 6s. And blocks me...lol

Please Help Me Out
Im running out of room for pics and I want to put up a new set of NSFW pics and need the space ........... I need a VIP , Rates & Comments on my NON-NSFW pics so i can level up... to whoever gets me a VIP, i'll give the lucky and generous guy family status and a personal Salute just for you. If you want to see my NSFW Pics I want you to at least go through and rate all my SFW pics that you can. Please check and make sure you got them. I know you love seeing my NSFW pics as much as I love making them for you , but please help me out here. *Kisses*

Random Trip
Just another day, another dollar. Everything is happening just like it has yesterday. Its almost time, the next stop is the one. I try not to look to eagre as the doors open. The crowd enters the car, and there she is: gorgeous as always. Her brown hair hangs down to her soulders, begging me to pull it; her breasts strain against the fabric of her shirt, begging for realease. She's wearing a short skirt today, the hint of her ass cheeks poking past the hem from my point of view. I want her so badly, and I decide: today is the day. I stand up, moving behind her, grabbing a rung as the train jerks into motion. I use the excuse of the sudden start to lean against her, breathing in the scent of her perfume. My eyes glance down, following the curve of her breast as it disappears down her blouse, the fabric covering up the globes of my desire. I close my eyes and imagine running my hands over your breasts, circling your nipples with my fingers, pulling them as we breathe deeply in the night.

Wouldn't It Be Nice?
Wouldn't it be nice if this sexy girl logged in and was already leveled? Dang I think that would be awesome...Help her out would ya? Add her fan her rate her, whatever you can do..before the big fest comes around..:) If you can...Hugs and kisses to all...MUAH click the pic and do what you can ..:) ~Natural_Witch~@ fubar

Hot Summer Night.......... One Of My First Writings~
This night was so hot. The temperature never went down. Her air conditioner was broke. She couldn't take it any longer! After taking yet another cool bath, she laid on the bed in front of the fan. Oh, she had fogotten how good that felt. Slowly the fan dried the droplets of water that still clung to her nakedness. She then saundered around, powdered herself, and got dressed. She picked a lacy black bra with matching panties, a pink tank that hugged her every curve, and some Daisy Duke cut offs. She threw on a pair of tan sandals, that was modest,but it showed off the painted toenails.She always painted both her fingernails and toenails in a shade of crimson. She locked the door behind her, and hopped in her convertible. She cruised over to the supermarket. It was open all night, and in the big cities they don't always pay attention to ya, she hoped. She figured she could soak up some free air conditioning. She wandered around aimlessly trying to keep cool. She didn't notice all t

Cooter's Comment To My Mumm
2007-09-14 09:22:24 #13 of 18 masturbation is key, to being happy When your heart may break, pull it out and give it a spank Push it, circle it, beat it like a pro Aint no shame in being your own dirty ho spank it, wank it, bite on your lip it's always fun to rub up on your clit because masturbation is key to being happy Yes masturbation is the way to smiling every day your mama, your papa, your uncle and the priest they all touch themselves, like dirty little beasts because masturbation is key to being happy masturbation is the way to smiling all day

Random...
So anyway, i went to sleep at like 10 last night... i was up at like 1am friday morning :p , what a way to kill your own friday night, lol.. i meant to go back to sleep but ended up talkin to people on here... tonight i have to go out though, whether tyr likes it or not, he had his 21st this week and i'll be damned if we're going to stay in all weekend after that... well unless it's all in the bedroom, which it obviously isn't since i'm sitting here typing this lol... so anyway, that's my weekend so far... lol... how's yours??? Sin

Last Night--haters
Last night I went to a tavern on the west side of Jacksonville. I talked the day before with the owner about joining a pool league, she said come friday night and alot of the players will be here and maybe you can get on a team..I showed up at about 8pm and started to mingle a bit...Well if you all don't know I am half cuban and i do look a bit cuban---on with the story...Out of the 50 people in there only 2 people would actually talk with me, I was alienated and it felt like shit!! This has happened before but I guess it hit the spot last night.I still don't understand why people can't accept you for who you are and not what color your skin is or nationality...To say the least I won't go back and I know I will always accept people as long as their true and a good person no matter who they are.

Current Mood...
Ok, so divorce is bad and sad, I get that. But why does one person have to be the bad guy... It just didn't work. I've tried every way possible to see if it could work. However, I don't have the love in my heart that I should have for a husband. If someone in the relationship doesn't love the other person, and they can still remain friends for their child if nothing else, is it right to stay married??? I don't feel it is right to me or my husband to stay in this relationship. He is a good guy and he deserves better. I am a good person and I should be able to live alone and do what I want to do, which is focusing on my daughter for the time being. Now, neither one of us can afford for me to just up and leave, and move out. I couldn't afford rent and utilities solo, and he couldn't afford car payment, etc solo. So our plan is to pay off all of our joint bills, credit cards, etc, possibly even our vehicles depending on how this next year goes. Is this wrong? Alot of pe

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured h

I Finally Found Her
i have finally found the love of my life my forever mate the woman of my dreams and of my reality she is my pack mate and best friend my soul my confidant me heart my love her name is Dani and today i promise to love and cherish her for the rest of my existence even after i die my soul will continue to belong to her and i will be forever hers

My Cousin
MY COUSIN WHO IS 25 YEARS OLD HAS BEEN IN A COMMA SINCE MONDAY AFTER SHE HAD A MASSIVE HEART ATTACK. WE NEED ALL THE THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS WE CAN GET. THE CORTEX OF HER BRAIN THE THINKING PART IS SEVERELY DAMAGED THEY ARE GOING TO WAIT TIL WEEKEND IS OVER TO MAKE THE DECISION TO TAKE HER LIFE SUPPORT OFF. HOPEFULLY A MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN AND SHE'LL RECOVER BUT DOESN'T LOOK SO GOOD. SO ALL MY FAMILY NEEDS PRAYERS BUT ESPECIALLY HER. HER NAME IS NONA AND REMEMBER HER 3 KIDS WHICH ARE 5 YRS OLD AND YOUNGER. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH.

A Cocky Bia Employee
A cocky BIA employee stopped at a farm and talked with an old Indian. He told the Indian, "I need to inspect your farm for a possible new road." The old Indian said, "OK, but don't go in that field." The BIA employee said, "I have the authority of the United States Government to go where I want. See this card? I am allowed to go wherever I wish on Indian land." So the old Indian went about his farm chores. Later, he heard loud screams and saw the BIA employee running for the fence and close behind was the Indian's prize bull. The bull was madder than a nest full of hornets and the bull was gaining on the employee at every step!! The old Indian called out, "Show him your card!!"

Hmmmmm....
i have been extremely irritated lately. i am not sure if it is becuase i am unhappy where i am at, the ex huby getting on my nerves, school, parenthood or all of the above. but in the past few weeks i have made almost everyone that i come into contact iwth cry. in the past when this has happened (yes it has happened before), i usually go and get a tattoo and i seem to be all good after that. but this time i have this strange feeling/vibe that i just can't shake!! i am not trying to hurt anyones feelings, but i don't have a very high tolerance these days for bullshit!! i have tried pretty much eerything to get me to relax but everytime i start to relax i hear this one question repeating in my head, "why have i been put here...to suffer, to be miserable and in pain, to struggle or have i been put here so that everyone has someone to crap on?" i am not trying to feel sorry for myself, not by any means. i guess i am just trying to figure out is this the way my life is going to be or

Sensuality...part Ii...
caressed by the sultry night... i laid me down on the sand to rest... my body and soul so bare... teased the starlights in my hair... every beat of my heart ensnared... thundering with the waves astrayed... riding with the cajoling breeze seduction came silently to my mind so free... the silvery moon in mysterious eyes... alighting the fire in my sighs... caught a falling star... sent it to a love that might be far... lifted my arms in open embrace... to hug an imaginary romance... then the erratic buzz of a mosquito... awakened me from my romantic scenario... snatched a handful of sand... threw it to the howling wind... i traced my foot prints in the sand... waved goodbye to the sea with no end... blew a kiss to the erotic night... and blended with it in delight...

Bitterness
WHY DO I FIND AFTER IVE ENDED A FRIENDSHIP THAT I AM BITTER, BECAUSE THE THOUGHT OF THE FRIEND THAT HAS BETRAYED ME RIPS AT MY HEART AND SOUL SO MUCH , I FIND MY SELF WONDERING , IM A NICE PERSON I GO OUT OF MY WAY FOR PPL, WHY HAS THIS UNJUSTICE BEEN DONE TO ME? IN TIME I WILL FORGIVE BECAUSE MAYBE THAT THE WAY PPL ARE, BUT I WONT FORGET, ESPECIALLY IF THEY HAVE A PATTERN OF BEING THIS WAY, ONE THING I WILL NOT TOLERATE, LIARS,CHEATERS AND THIEVES, I DONT NEED IT DONT WANT IT.

Wiccan Rede
Bide the Wiccan laws ye must, in perfect love and perfect trust. Live and let live—fairly take and fairly give. Cast the Circle thrice about to keep all evil spirits out. To bind the spell every time, let the spell be spake in rhyme. Soft of eye and light of touch—speak ye little, listen much. Deosil go by the waxing Moon—sing and dance the Wiccan Rune. Widdershins go when the Moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady’s Moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the Moon rides ar Her peak, then your heart’s desire seek. Heed the North wind’s might gale—lock the door and drop the sail. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the West wind blows o’er thee, departed spirits restless be. Nine woods in the Cauldron go—burn them quick and burn them slow. Elder be ye Lady’s tree—burn it not or cursed ye’ll be. When the Wheel beg

9-15-07
Shopping or collecting would scratch an itch you might not even have known you had. There's no need to break the bank, of course, but you should poke around until you find something that you love. ---------------------------------------------------- WTF? Is this reading calling me a chic? Or is it telling me to go around "poking" people till I find someone I like.

The Hardest Thing I Have Ever Done
Public speaking has never been my thing...I always get light headed and my face turns red (which suprises most ppl who know me I'm a pretty confident person) So today wasnt any easier when I had to give my Mothers Eulogy..it was by far the hardest and most difficult thing I have ever done in my life. I was shaking so badly during that my step sister had to come up and hug me so I could calm down...But I AM grateful that I had a chance to express the love my Sister,Step Siblings and I felt towards her one last time.. I've always been kind of distant and aloof towards my family...Untill this happened. It has made me realize how much I cherish and love them. My step family are the most wonderfull people I have ever known. And I will ALWAYS love them because they are true family and they are all I have left now. I truly hope that none of you will ever have to go through anything like this in your life..to watch a loved one suffer for months before FINALLY they are given a chance to

Thank You All Again
Another amazing Happy Hour, Thank you all so much for all the love you showed. x x x x x x x x x x x x When life seems unfair and uncertain, somehow you have the ability to ease the sadness and make me feel as if everything is going to be okay.... You have an amazing amount of strength that carries me through the rough times and a wonderful sense of humor that can turn the tears into smiles.... Knowing you're by my side.... knowing that I have you to lean on knowing that you will always be there, gives me comfort.... I am not just lucky to have you in my life I am blessed beyond words. x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x Thank you Shell xxxxx

Doctors Visit
Gynecologist Visit A beautiful woman went to the gynecologist. The doctor took one look at the woman and all his professionalism flew out the window. He immediately told her to get undressed. After she disrobed the doctor began to stroke her thigh. While Doing so he asked her, "Do you know what I am doing?" "Yes," she replied, "You are checking for abrasions or Derma tological abnormalities." "That's right," said the doc tor. He then began to fondle her Breasts. "Do you know what I am doing now?" he asked. "Yes," she said, "You are checking for lumps which might indicate Breast cancer." "Correct," replied the shady doc tor. Finally, he mounted his Patient and started having sexual intercourse with her. He asked, "Do you know what I am doing now?" "Yes," she said, "You're getting herpes: which is why I came here i n the first place."

Im Hoping
ok im hoping to go to the bar tonight not to drink i cant anyway. just to have dinner with my hubby you know like a date. we have not been on one of those for a long time. i think it might be good for us to go for while too.

Mommy's Heart
Mommy's Heart And Soul My dear sweet baby Mommy and daddy love you with all our heart Even though we never got to see or meet you Mommy and daddy was so happy to have you coming into our life You where growing inside of mommy Until one sad lonely day Mommy and daddy was told You was gone to another place It made mommy and daddy sad and cry Always remember my precious baby Mommy and daddy will love you until the day we die We miss you little one and will forever One day my love I will be able to hold you in my arms for the first time.. I will never let you go I love you my sweet baby With all my heart and soul Your mommy's and daddy's little angel forever My heart, my love, my world and my soul will always be with my baby.

Wut U Think Bout This..
Moments when u know there's a change... a change is going to come!... im going to start by talking about pregnancy. Pregnancy is a physical and emotional experience for women. But for men, after I helped create the baby, there is no physical side, well of course everyone knows that. The growth i'm experiencing is internal and mental hurdles that i must deal with on the road to fatherhood. The variety of emotions that i'm experiencing are normal and natural. Every man feels a variety of emotions during pregnancy, there is nothing wrong with this. It is just part of being human i guess. I intuitively understand that my job during pregnancy is different from her. I know that alot of unnecessary emotion on my part is not going to help me do that job. I need to be steady and solid and reliable during this time of change. And come through for my partner. I know, because it is true, that wut i feel at this time is not nerly as improtant as what i do. I bealieve accepting and understanding my

Is There Something Wrong???
okay,i just got home from the bar. a freind of mine was having a b-day party there. so anyways, we were all dancing and i went to get another drink. while i was at the bar i overheard a group of guys rating the women on the dance floor. and to make a long story short they said that they don't like women with anything larger than a "C" cup. then thay said that the bigger the boobs the dumber they are. so i was wondering is this how guys really think? is this why i am single? is this the way it is everywhere or do i have something wrong? idk, i was just wondering.

Which One Are You?
Hi, I hope this reaches alot of people :) I'm helping a neighbor. She's doing a study on left hand right hand dominance. please write if you are a male or female and if you are a lefty or a righty :) THANK you so much :)

Luscious Lynsey (faker)
Well guys i just wanted to do a fakers on fubar blog so all of you can be aware of all these fakers on fubar. First of all my friend was telling me about a girl if thats wat she is lol..called Luscious Lynsey...Well her profile is still there but she has took all her photos down,probably got found out or something but anyway my friend sent me a pic of her other night that she saved when this girl had all her photos up but the fact is this Lynsey is FAKE as they will ever come,infact i know who the pictures are of when lynsey claimed them all to be herself and the pictures was of a teen model called Dawn Avril,if you go and search for dawn avril then you should find alot of her online,omfg why do ppl even wanna fake on here, beats me but i had to do this to warn ppl about her and if i find out bout anybody else being fake i will post about them in here. Anyway heres Luscious Lynsey's Profile http://fubar.com/user/1121147 and just look at her gbook there is still a pic of her w

Silent But Loud Definition
You can fall in love In an instant But tumble out Just as fast You knew that seed Would never grow But you still Try and blossom The plant It made it’s way Thru the don’ts And wont’s But perished When they really Meant can’t

"to Every Guy"
To Every Guy... To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every gu

Humility And Admitting Things Are Wrong
I am going to keep this up just long enough for those who are truly interested, to read this and try to understand that I am trying to make things anew for me. My friend ROGER and I had a LONG chat the other night. I am soooo tired of acting soooo hard. I have secrets that I have shared with him and he was okay.....so sweet and he embraced me and let me cry. I am not THAT hard. I'm actually very tender, but I am so heavily guarded and protected that I go to the extreme to keep people out. It is either black or white with me. There is no in between. My infatuation with guns is kind of shock therapy for me (Roger figured it out). This is just one secret that I will share with you...... I mixed my own prayer up one night (I don't really go to church but I remember what I said because they were the only passages from the bible that I could remember at the time)...as my heavily addicted drug addicted husband held a .22 revolver to the base of my neck (I hid the car keys from h

Drugs
Drugs should be legalized and sold in government run Drug stores. We could sell them for a lower price than drug dealers and still turn a profit. The profits could be used to finance drug rehab centers and to increase tax revenues. Because we would be undercutting the drug dealers, smuggling would no longer be profitable. This would free up manpower and tax dollars used to fight drug crimes that could be used for other things like fighting terrorism or homelessness. Gangs that use drug money to finance themselves would no longer have drug revenues to buy automatic weapons and mansions for themselves. It's really very simple. Why not do it?

Meh
So.... I've been dating this guy for a while now and he stopped calling me.... and then he calls me up today just to break up with me... so I'm single again I guess... It just sucks because I really liked him, but apparently he didn't like me as much as I did him... meh...oh well I guess

Omg!!!
OK IF UR GONNA TALK TO ME FINE I ALWAYS LIKE TO EXCEPT NEW FRIENDS AND LOVE TO CHAT AND MOST OF U THAT R ON MY FRIENDS LIST ARE GREAT AND WE ALL JOKE ECT. BUT DONT SHOUT AT ME THINKING THAT BEING PERVERTED IS WHAT I WANNA HEAR EVERYTIME U SHOUT ME LIKE :I WANT TO DO U OR NICE BOOBS OR ALWAYS SOMETHIN PERVETED! IF U WANT TO HAVE A CONVERSATION THEN FINE BUT OMG IM NOT ALL ABOUT CYBERING IM LOOKING FOR MORE OR AT LEAST FRIENDS! THERE R PPL ON MY LIST WHO R SWEET THAT SHOUT ME TO SEE HOW IM DOING, OR JUST HAVE A CONVO BUT DONT SHOUT ME AND RIGHT OFF THE BAT SAY NICE TITS OR SOME PERVETED THING ITS FUKKIN GETTING OLD ALREADY! U PERVERTED ONES WHO DO THIS RUIN IT FOR ALL THE GOOD PPL THAT R ON HERE AND U PLAYERS MAKE IT HARD FOR THE GOOD GUYS TO PROGRESS ANYTHING FURTHER CAUSE WOMEN HAVE PROBLEMS TRUSTING THE GOOD ONES CAUSE WE DID TRUST AT ONE TIME AND GOT PLAYED! ANYWAY WE ALL HAVE OUR FUN FLIRT WHATEVER BUT OMG DONT START A CONVO LIKE THAT AND DONT ALWAYS THINK THATS WHAT A GIRL WANTS I

Handy Man
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Ew.
"This chapter describes and evaluates five broad theories-psychoanalytic, behaviorism, cognitive, sociocultural, and epigenetic systems-that will be used throughout the book to present information and to provide a framework for interpreting events and issues in human development." I better be super smart after this i SWEAR!

A Little Favor...
this guy is really a great friend, hes sweet and returns the love!!! dont give me the "guys dont rate guys thats gay" bull, it doesnt make you gay, it makes you real!! so go show him some of that FUBAR luvin and tell him Riot sent ya, there could be a gift in it for you if you do this... thanks in advance to those who do this, just drop a comment in here or in my shoutbox or somewhere and you could be rewarded!! x-x-x Riot Girl ¢@NDL3 M@NN (316)`~PLEASE FAN ME@ fubar

Whol Ikes New Tags!! :)
I do lots of work in Paint shop pro and Photoshop.... I will put up some smaples of my work in a few... hehhee.... What kid of tags are ya;ll looking for.. sexy.... Gothic....DArk.....Funny.. Cute.... D.O.W..(((Days of week))))... Sports.. etc... Want some tags wiff your names on them certain types... what Genre you would like your names on.. Lemma know... Big Zombie&Vampire smooooches!!!!! lol... KDM is still trying to turn me his way to be a vampire.... LMAO!!! Hell no Imma true Zombie.... lmao... Plus I got bad blood... and bad veins... Hell Im dead.... Imma Zombie... ROFL!!!!! :P:O:P:O:P:O:P:O... Leave me some of your namers ane what you want or wehat not on here okies.. :) Anyone else want some 1 of a kind tags made.. :) hehe.... My background i=on my profile I made .. Thats one of the tags/backgrounds I made.. I make backgrounds for fubar also... So if anyone want me to make them a particular B/g fro their FUBAR profile... just leave me a message on here.... :)

Yahoo Group
Howdy ya'll. I know that some of you on my friend's list enjoy us larger women. I just I would share with you all that I am co-owner of a yahoo group called Men's First Choice BBW-SSBBW. Some of you are already members and you know that we just do a lot of goofing off and bullshitting in there. If you're interested in joining, The link is here, feel free and one of us moderators will approve your membership. Hugs and Humps, Mary http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BBW_ssBBW/

The Impossible Quiz
Description: This is one of the most frustrating, entertaining, and addicting things I've ever played! You'll love it! and never be able to beat it without cheating "good luck" Oh, and it is possible to get all the way through it WITHOUT using any skips! there's a correct answer for every question. Like this?? GO TO KIMTWISTED .COM for more. CLICK HERE (repost of original by 'CANADIAN/MR. SWEETNESS/SWEETHEART/MR. NOODLE' on '2007-09-16 15:56:46')

Yeah
yeah so my grandpa just passed today and everyone keeps askin me how i am.. how im doin.. im not really worried about me right now im just a lil numb. it hasnt kicked in that it happened but yeah hes in a better place.. the creepy thing is my dad passed in dec 16 th and today is sept 16th weird.. yeah i think so.. so if im a lil off. thats why.

Romance And Relationship
As you can probably imagine, I interact with a lot of guys who are having problems with women. And one of the things that I've noticed is that almost every guy that is “failing” with women has an EXCUSE - a “good reason” why things aren't “working” for him. THE SECRET EXCUSE... I have come to believe that most guys who aren't succeeding with women carry around a “Secret Excuse” for why they're not succeeding... a Secret Excuse for failure. For some it's their height, for some it's their age, for some it's their income... and for some guys, it's a reason outside of themselves... maybe it's the place that they live, or where they work. What's YOUR Secret Excuse for why you don't succeed with women at the level you'd like to? If you can, stop right now and write down your own personal Secret Excuse for failing with women. Then, see if you can figure out where that Secret Excuse came from. Did something happen in your life that led you to believe that your Excuse was REAL

Woman
Woman, Oh woman Why do you make me feel Every time I'm near you My heads a spinning wheel Woman, Oh woman What have you done to me Woman, Oh woman Did you cast a spell on me Woman, Oh woman When you touch me, I chill When you kiss me, I'm in heaven I've known nothing so real Woman, Oh woman When I gaze into your eyes I'm blinded by the passion I feel that's deep inside Woman, Oh woman Did you over do your spell My hearts in many pieces It sadens me to tell Woman, Oh woman What have you done to me Woman, Oh woman Did you cast a spell on me Woman, Oh woman In sadness I do tell My hearts in tiny pieces Did you over do your spell.

Who Wants To Marry An Awesome Guy
hostdrjack.com HEY GIRLS THIS IS CHRIS HE IS AN AWESOME GUY ... HE IS LOOKING FOR A WIFE.... ANY OF YOU WHO ARE INTERESTED LET US KNOW WE WILL BE TAKING APPLICATIONS SOON......I LOVE HIM TO PIECES AND WOULD SNATCH HIM IN A HEART BEAT IF I WEREN'T OLD ENOUGH TO BE HIS MOMMA... COME ON GIRLS SHOW MY BOY SOME LOVE......

Taxes
At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth > > > of it. > > > Be sure to read all the way to the end! > > > > > > Tax his land, > > > Tax his bed, > > > Tax the table > > > At which he's fed. > > > > > > Tax his tractor, > > > Tax his mule, > > > Teach him taxes > > > Are the rule. > > > > > > Tax his work, > > > Tax his pay, > > > He works for peanuts > > > Anyway! > > > > > > Tax his cow, > > > Tax his goat, > > > Tax his pants, > > > Tax his coat. > &g t; > > > > Tax his ties, > > > Tax his shirt, > > > Tax his work, > > > Tax his dirt. > > > > > > Tax his tobacco, > > > Tax his drink, > > > Tax him if he > > > Tries to think. > > > > > > Tax his cigars, > > > Tax his beers, > > > If he cries, > > > thenTax his tears. > > > > > > Tax his car, > > > Tax his gas, > > > Find other ways > > > To tax his ass. > > > Tax all he has > > > Then let him know > > > That you won't

Ever Had One Of Those Days...
Have you? Have you ever had one of those days, where you just don't know where you stand with the people around you? I just found out my ex is dating someone new. We were together for the better part of 23 years. I moved out of state 2 and a half months ago. As far as him dating someone, at first it didn't seem to bother me. But I guess it is, because I couldn't sleep. I get angry with him, because he was such a controlling asshole, that he made me miserable every waking moment. My only fear I guess, is that I will never find someone that will love me, for what I am. I have so much to give. My ex always made me feel like an ant, because I am not thin and gorgeous. It didn't matter that I took care of him, my girl, our house and our shop. Is that what all men want? Because I will never be that. So does that mean I will always be alone? Sad to waste all my caring and wanting to please someone, because of the way I look. I see all these people around me that are hap

A Love Like Yours
A love like yours, i would wait a lifetime for, its what i will adore, it warms my heart to its core, wish to hold you in my arms, for you to see all my charms, to kiss your beautiful lips, could launch a million ships, you are the dream i have at night, you are the one that makes me feel right, i want you as my very own, and all the love i have will be truely shown, you make me smile when i am sad, you make me happy when i am mad, you make my heart race, at a very fast pace, knowing my love for you will truely grow, everyday i will let it show, you are the one who will honestly know, what romance and undieing love will be, when you open your heart and except me, i will make your days happy and bright, as our two hearts combining will feel right, i just wish i had you here with me tonight, to find someone so much like myself is rare, my life i do wish you would share, my thoughts are of you day and night, my wishes to have you feel right, my heart, body and

Inland Empire
David Lynch's Inland Empire. An Artsy flick that you have to adjust your TV's color and contrast to see properly. It's creepy, surreal, and in true David Lynch style, blurs reality and fantasy. This time with the help of a Polish Gypsy curse. There are some subtitles, if you do not speak Polish, but most of the movie is in English. At three and a half hours it's a bit long. But the imagery is great and evokes many emotions. I enjoyed it and definitely reccomend it.

I Miss You
WELL IM SORRY TO SAY DLDG REALLY ISNT COMING BACK HER MOM CALLED ME AT 11:10AM THE CREAMATION IS OVER....MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD IS TRUELY GONE ALL I HAVE ARE MEMORIES NOW BUT I WANT HER I MISS YOU DLDG 12/22/78~9/14/07

The Promissory Note Marked Insufficient Funds
I was just listening to a stirring speech by Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King that reminded me of a lesser known speech he gave to the SCLC that led to the Memphis March. it's called "Where are we now?" I hope you will stop and read it: Now, in order to answer the question, "Where do we go from here?" which is our theme, we must first honestly recognize where we are now. When the Constitution was written, a strange formula to determine taxes and representation declared that the Negro was 60 percent of a person. Today another curious formula seems to declare he is 50 percent of a person. Of the good things in life, the Negro has approximately one half those of whites. Of the bad things of life, he has twice those of whites. Thus half of all Negroes live in substandard housing. And Negroes have half the income of whites. When we view the negative experiences of life, the Negro has a double share. There are twice as many unemployed. The rate of infant mortality among Negroes is double that

Wtf?
dude...what the fuck is the deal with all the fucking ID checks or "you are rating too fast" leave me the fuck alone...i am real...i am not spam...i want to express how i feel about fotos and gain points so i can participate more on this site. gimma a fucking break people jesus christ...i am sick of all the bouncing

Fine Dining (chapter 2)
Chapter 2 I lay there, frozen in time, wearing a button down, long sleeve work shirt, and my boxers. My pants were still tangled around my ankles. The room was warm, yet I felt chilled with the anticipation. I had no idea what she had in mind. With her back to me, she bent over ....her coat rising up over her delicious buns. Reaching out and caressing her buns, she moved back and bent forward more before spreading her legs a bit. I traced the outline of her garter, making sure to rise up between her legs and stroke her hot, delicious pussy lips. She moaned and wiggled and began to extract my feet from my pants. She giggled when my boots stuck in my pant legs. "What's so funny?" "Hmmmmmm....just thinking how I want your cock stuck in my pussy like this...." I laughed as well. "I'm sure we could make that arrangement. What are your plans, Kay?" "It's a surprise! I'm sure you'll like what you see though. You'll just HAVE to wait a bit longer..." She looked at my cock and ran a finge

Check This Out. Fsm
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A Question For Friends (not The Newley Added) But Feel Free To Read
i was just wondering why NOBODY even looked at my bulletin post about my dad if u r supose to b a friend.....whats up with that, i do what i can and help others out but seems i get shit on when i ask for prayers....i got a couple replies on blog before this one u peeps know who u are who read it and or commented so don't take offence *wink*

Seems Funny To Me
Isnt it funny when we have all of these freinds and fans and family and we show lots of love tothem and rate and fan them and rate their pics and blogs and stash and comment them and try to help them out when we can in contest and repost their bulletins for them but somehow nothing seems to get done for you in return. Makes me want to just start deleting ppl off my list when i see this going on and hear of it from other friends on here. think it is a shame to tell yo the truth

Just In Case You Were Wondering Where I've Been..
Hello Fubies!!! Just in case y'all been wonderin where in the hell I have been.... last week,my very best friend in the whole world,Dawn,found out that the baby she is pregnant with by her wee man idiotic boyfriend...tested positive for Down's Syndrome...& she has placenta previa....I have been helping take her back & fourth to Hunnington,W. Va & Ashland,because she has no one else....had a sick youngun in the middle of this mess....got him better...then....oh,this just gets peachier.... I am at the gym,on the leg press machine...I have my phone in my pocket,which NEVER rang....the attendant comes upstairs 7 pecks my shoulder & tells me that my best friend has been in a serious car accident & she is unconscious....I got myself together & got in my car & went to her....still could not get in touch with any of her family...thank goodness a mutual friend remembered that I went to the gym every morning when I drop the kids off at school....she totaled a Toyota Tacoma.... she is b

New Contestant For Idiot Of The Day!
i don't even need to explain this one do i? it's kinda long, but bear with me, parts of it are funny... mind you he was ALREADY in my friends list. Bottom up, enjoy! today's new contestant: Batman Batman: ok fine good fucking bye! ->KinkStar S...: because out of my 5000 friends i won't add you to one of my 50 family spots, i guess we know where you stand. take care. Batman: fine! thanks fore showing your true colours goodbye! ->KinkStar S...: regardless, i have set rules on how people get into my family, and i'm sorry, but i'm not going to add you Batman: so again can we family up please? ((not for any other reason then i like you for you ok)) end of!! Batman: look i like you so deal with it ok! im not everyone else and i dont know what you've told 40 people today cause i was'nt there pok! so treat me as you also want to be treated ok! ->KinkStar S...: i'm going based on your actions. ->KinkStar S...: no, if you liked me for who i was you would have understood when i s

Comment Bombers Needed - All Love Returned!
AngelinOK needs your help. Unlimited Comments Just click the picture to get there This is the prize AngelinOK is going after Special thanks to my good buddy Wild Horse... he's a wild one that's for sure! :)

Sexiest Smile Contest
http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=672595&albumid=543182&i=3903222498 this is my link pls rate and bomb me for the sexiest smile contest thanks to all my friends, sorry if this is'nt how you do this, but it's my first contest and first blog, sorry if i did it wrong (((hugs to all)))

Life Throws Stones
as if cant cant get any worse than it was yesterday. this morning i reived a call at 6:30 yes 4 hours after i went to sleep. my Father in law passed away. he went to rest in his sleep. prob the easiest way for someone to go. times are hard right now. they still havent determined the cause of death...im sure it will be announced with in the next few days. R.I.P Dennis Britton.

Life, The Universe, & Misc. Bs
Well I was supposed to have my final court date today (sort of). But the judge was sick so now we had to reschedule AGAIN!!! This is just dragging now. I just want it to be done and over with so I can close that chapter of my life and start with the next. She'll always be a part of my life, but what's done is done. Being mortal were given a finite amount of time on this rock and we have to make the best of it. I just want to make the best of my time. any time spent looking back on this will ENSURE that anything worthwhile will not be noticed until it has passed you by. My marriage is my past, though not my idea mind you. But it is done with, has been for some time, this is just the 'post-game' wrap up. There will be times, things, places, songs, & smells that will always be between her and I...good..AND bad. But like I said...my marriage is my past....I'm concerned with my future....She knows her name..lol J.P.

All White Knights
this is a link for you to go to and add kim so u can get her blogs on who to level. all new levelers you need to add kim and robert to your page as friends so u can get the blogs from them Kim ~FU-Wife of Robert~(Sr. V.P of the White Knights Levelers)@ fubar

Forbiddin Fruit
I want what I can't and shouldn't have. My eyes looks ahead in the forbidden light that is you. You, who is the forbidden fruit. It's you who lours me in with your sweet and juicy promises whispering in my ear. My mind says no but my body says yes.It screams yes for that forbidden touch. It screams yes for that forbidden yet familiar kiss. So ripe and lushes that forbidden fruit. I tell myself it is wrong. It's wrong to desire that forbidden fruit. A fruit so great my tongue still can remember the flavor. You capture me in your forbidden eyes,reading me like an open book. I try to resist your power and your everlasting ecstasy, but my weakness for you, you who is the forbidden fruit is too great and I devour you, you who is the forbidden fruit. It tastes like life itself and your juices flow through my veins.

About Me Leavin Site..take U'r Risk And Don't Read This U Will Find Out Whats In Store No Matter What
i sat, i thought, i went to my martial arts vented and beat things worked so hard sweat covered my tank and i only thought even harder.......i ain't gonna leave site but i am askin those of you WHO WANNA STAY ON MY FRIENDS LIST that are REAL FRIENDS to let me know, if i do not get a private message from you, you will be deleted cept select few who will stay automaticlly and they know who they are.......i ain't leavin cause of a bunch peeps that are just SCORE WHORES. peace out speak or forever hold u'r peace. i will be completin this as of tomorrow :) thanx and sorry if ya think i am a bitch.

Hurricane Humberto
Hurricane Humberto came through here last Wednesday night. The entire peninsula I live on had no power until last night. I didn't have any major damage, just some palm trees... It's good to be back...

Ginger Beef Vegetable Stir-fry
Ginger Beef Vegetable Stir-Fry The vibrant flavors in this superfast stir-fry are irresistible -- beef cooked with ginger plus noodles tossed with peanut butter equals one memorable meal. Credit: Lose Those Last 10 Pounds by Denise Austin Servings: 1 Ingredients: * 1/4 pound (4 ounces) thinly sliced eye round of beef * 1 teaspoon olive oil * 1/2 teaspoon grated ginger * 1 cup frozen Asian vegetables * 1/2 cup dry egg noodles * 1 tablespoon chunky peanut butter * 1 tablespoon chopped green onions * Pinch red pepper flakes * 1 teaspoon soy sauce Directions: Saute beef in a nonstick skillet with olive oil and grated ginger until pink in the middle, about 5 minutes. Remove meat from skillet, add frozen vegetables to the remaining liquid and saute until crisp-tender, about 4 minutes. Meanwhile, boil egg noodles according to package instructions. Drain noodles and mix with peanut butter, green onions, red pepper flakes and s

Why Men Don't Want Sex (with A Response)
I put a top 10 list on here, the blank one you see. A friend responded with what you see below. I though it was funny myself. Someone posted a bulletin that I personally think has to be the biggest load of shit that I have seen in awhile. Here is the original bulletin:: Heres the top 10 reasons Men Don't Want Sex: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. .... okay, so there aren't any reasons that we would not want sex. Here is what I think the bulletin should have said: I know this is true because I have had all these things happen to me.I know that I want be winning any beauty contest but I also know that I did not fall off the ugly tree. Heres the top 10 reasons Men Don't Want Sex: 1.They only want to cuddle (this is not just a women thing it happens with men as well..you guys might as well admit it sometimes you just want to be held) 2..they are tired..(a woman cleans the house,takes care of the kids and the guy still thinks she should be in

I'm Still Bitching
Easily offended? close your browser... Ok, you accept that you can handle this.. hmm? I AM FUCKING SICK OF BEING INVITED TO LOOK AT YOUR COCK IF I DON'T KNOW YOU!!!! It gives me serious reservations about your lifetime ambition if all you do is take pics of your naughty bits and put them on fubar. Oh, and I DON'T WANT TO LOOK AT IT! I'm not showing you anything you can't already see, so don't ask. I have an imagination and therefore can be sexual without sticking a camera up my twat. If I actually know you..ie seek you out for conversation and more, this rule may not apply. That's pretty much all my evil. Come back again; I'll have more!!

Death Is The Most Unbelievable Pain
Wow I just got back from being with my cousins and uncle...This pain is so unreal...I lost my aunt who I concidered to be a mother figure to me today...To have seen her layin in her bed till 6pm when she passed at 1:54pm...that was so hard...To see the pain in my uncles eyes and my cousins was the worst feeling...I know what its like to lose your mother...I lost my mother 8yrs ago in a car accident and now I lose her...This numb feeling of disbief...wow I know they say God will only give you what you can handle but wow how much is enough? This year by far is one of the worst ever. This week I have 2 funerals my cousin and my aunt....my heart is aching like crazy and I feel so helpless and cant even find the right words to tell my cousins or my niece(cousins daughters)...even thou I went threw what they are going threw you never know what to say. Once again to everyone that has taken the time to read this and all about my dad...I thank you for all your prayers and emails...God B

Bye Bye
As of the 24th I'll be working mon-thur and some fridays. During the work week I'll be staying at my sisters and more then likely won't have access to fubar. So if you give a shit...message me and I might give you my email address so you can email me and we can keep in touch till I get an apartment and internet in the new apartment.

Facebook Message
I received this message on my facebook account from a guy that I do not know. He puts me down thru the whole thing and what I can't understand is the purpose of the message. Further more what are they teaching kids in school these days? And where are the manners that this guys parents should have taught him? I am sure he will respond to my reply, I am going to have so much fun with guy, he is going to be spitting teeth before I am done with him....hehe Here is the message he sent: Billy Bob 6:31pm September 17th Report Message JESUS AGE CHRIST YOU ARE A WHOOOOOOOOOLE LOT OF WOMAN I MEAN HOLY FUCK, DON'T TELL ME YOU ARE SITTING IN A CHAIR BECAUSE IF YOU ARE THAT IS TOUGH MOTHER FUCKING CHAIR HOLY FUCKING GOD YOU ARE ONE FAT MOTHER FUCKING OVEREATING NOT KNOWING HOW TO PUT THE FORK DOWN MOTHER FUCKER, NOW GO BREAST FEED A COW THEN EAT IT RAW YOU FAT FUCK And this is my reply: You took the time to look at my profile and this is the best that you can come up with? Come on

Excited About The Future!
No I am not talking about micro computers, teleporting, hovering cars and space travel...but all that would be cool. I am talking about making a change to get where I want to go! I am going back to school! Last week when I was on vacation I did a lot of thinking. I stayed away from all email and focused on what would make me happy. I spent time with my close friends and family. At the end of the week I came to a very certain decision. I am going back to school and get my degree. I most certainly need one to get my foot in the door let alone getting ahead in the field. The college I had checked out a couple of times before, when I had started thinking about going back, now offers a 100% online degree on the same curriculum they offer in the classroom. The application is going in this week and I know in my heart that I will accomplish everything I have been working for the past few years. I am very excited about this. I feel like a new person, like a new door has opened

Wtf?!?!?!
I have had enough, I am done keeping this inside. I need to let this out, and I don't give a good G.Damn if anyone doesnt like it!! Ok... Let me ask a question... Why is it that single mothers always end up having to clean up the bullshit messes that their ex's create??? ( And generally get ZERO CREDIT for doing so?? ) I recieved an email last week from my first husbands new wife saying that we may have to "reevaluate" his support payments because he has been cut down on hours at work. WELL EXCUSE ME.. BUT IT WAS * HIS * CHOICE TO QUIT HIS LAST JOB THAT PAID GOOD MONEY IN FAVOUR OF A JOB IN THE TOURIST INDUSTRY THAT EVERYONE WITH HALF A BRAIN STEM KNOWS ENDS UP CUTTING HOURS AFTER PEAK TOURIST SEASON ENDS. Maybe if the two of them grew a damn brain, stopped taking so many damn vacations, and saved that money instead of spending it all... and dipping into MY DAUGHTERS bank account to buy groceries for the two of them and THEIR KID... they would not be in this situ

For My Autistic Daughter Keonna
Keonna I hope someday you will know How much I love you so and how I have loved watching you grow You make me laugh and smile more than you know You have taught me so many things You've taught me to be strong and taught me more patience than I thought I could ever have You've taught me how to stand up and fight when when someone tries to do you wrong This road we've been down has been long and hard but with you by my side we will be alright, we will continue the fight There's so much I hope you will know about life about others who are no longer here that loved you so I guess it was time for them to go I know they would have loved to be here to hear you laugh to help us down our path they would of loved you with all their heart They knew how special you were right from the start I hope someday you will know how special you are to all of us and how we have loved you so much and how you h

Sociopath On A Bus
This is an old one, but since I'm on the bus again I thought I'd repost it. Sociopath On A Bus.... Hey big sleepy fat guy....why are you here You're smelly and sweaty and snore in my ear I'm not your alarm clock you big freakin' load Your stop was a half mile back up the road Hey 90 year old lady, where are you off to your face is all wrinkly your hair's sorta blue you haven't been laid since 1962 and you can't have my seat cause I'm tired too Hey babbling psycho, I knew YOU'D be here at the top of your lungs from a seat in the rear you give a great sermon we pretend not to hear everyone moves away, no one wants to be near All the freaks and the geeks and the wierdos and pimps the crackheads, the hookers, the gangstas and gimps From this mass of humanity I'll rise to the top Move your ass big fat sleepy guy, here comes my stop

So Little Time And So Much To Do
This is HELL week for me so far... I have so much in the way of reports to create and print and distribute before some big meetings it is nothing but full blown stress... to the MAXXXXXXXXXXXXX. I worked 14 hours yesterday and from what I see for today it will be just as much if not more.

Hmmmm
Her skin, Id love to touch, Id love to touch her skin. Soft, succulent, delicious skin on legs, belly, breasts, her folds. Id love to touch her skin. Our mouths, with gentle suction, pulling and drawing, Our tongues, entwined in rhythmical dance, sliding, swirling, simulated movements when united. Thick protrusion enters her skin, Her skin, Id love to touch

Back To The Quick/short Greetings, Lol!
Just a brief one to let you know I will not be back online until about 9 p.m. tonight. I have a display at the Sparta Women's Health Night from 5 to 8 p.m. On top of that, I'm dancing with the Sparta Bellydancers at 7:10p.m. at the same function!! I find it amazing that it is almost the anniversary of sorts of my first official distance energy sending! That first sending truly changed my life in so many ways. To that young man, the recipient of said energy, I say thank you for coming back into my life and for being who you are and what you are for me! You know who you are, dearest Warrior friend, lol! And later this Fall, the first week of November, I believe, will be my one year anniversary here at Lost Cherry/CherryTap/Fubar! What an amazing year it has been, lmao! So many new friends, actually old friends found again. And I love each and every one of you so very much and appreciate your friendship more than you know! Have a wonderful day, dear friends! Much love and warm hu

Tar Tar Tar, I'm Bored!
I can do most anything a man can do I can hold my liquor with the best of you Even take your money in a game of pool Yeah, I'd kick your butt if I wanted to I don't mind when people cuss in front of me Truth is I don't blush that much at anything But I still got this little girl inside of me That likes to be treated like a queen I know I don't act much like a lady But I still need to be somebody's baby

Court 9/17 /2007
So ... I had the thrill today of seeing my ex hubby ~ Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr , resisting the urge to slap his face. Took as much resistace as I could muster and a quick peak at the police officer standing in the corner. Giggles!!! Our case has been continued for a month ... ???? WTF. So there you have it . Thanks for the continued prayers for Taylor and I. Luvs ya all.. Huggles Laura and Taylor

My Living Will
MY LIVING WILL Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room And I said to her, 'I never want to live in a vegetative state, Dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If That ever happens, just pull the plug.' She got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.....

Smartass
SMART ASS ANSWER #6 It was mealtime during a flight on Alaska Airlines. "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. "What are my choices?" John asked. "Yes or no," she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." SMART ASS ANSWER #4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." SMART ASS ANSWER #3 The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast as I could." When t

Question...
How can I remeove someone from my family list??? Is there a way to do that??? Anybody know how??? Or is there a way how someone can see my private pics without being a family member? I hit my max on family members for this level

Inside Joke Now You All Will Know
CAN I HOLD YOUR CO** = CAN I HOLD YOUR COAT MOST OF YOU THOUGHT IT WAS COCK YES I KNOW IT WAS MENT FOR FUN LOL I KNEW PPL WOULD SAY THAT AND KNEW WHAT I WAS IN FOR AND ALL OF YOU WHO CAME TO ME AND SAID SOMETHING OR ASKED ABOUT IT WERE INFORMED THE REAL MEANING I WAS GETTING MY NIPS PIERCED AND SO EXCITED BUT HAD TO WAIT I SAID I WAS GONNA RUMAGE THROUGH COAT POCKETS TO ROUND UP THE MONE TO GET THEM DONE SO THERE YOU HAVE IT NO IM NOT A WHORE AND YES I DID PAY FOR THEM MYSELF I DONT ASK PPL TO BUY ME ANYTHING IF I DO ITS A JOKE I WOULD NEVER EXSPECT ANYONE TO BUY ME ANYTHING I AM INDEPENDANT IF I DONT PAY FOR IT MY MAN DOES I WAS SUPRISED WITH A 1 DAY BLAST 1 TIME DIDNT EVEN KNOW SHADY THEN HE WAS JUST BEING NICE CAUSE HE WAS TOLD I NEEDED A PICK ME UP SO THERE YOU HAVE IT I HAVE NEVER HAD OR ASKED FOR A HH OR VIP MY MAN PAID FOR IT AND AS FOR A BLAST NEVER ASKED BUT I DID GET A 1 DAY IM JUST ME LOVE TO FLIRT AND HAVE FUN NO WHORE I AM IN A RELATIONSHIP AND IM NOT LOOKING FOR ANOTHER J

Tuesday September 18, 2007
All's quiet on the western front, but all is not quiet in Blitzed Out. An earthquake that registered a 10 on the rictor scale has struck, doing more damage to the lounge than a saturday night. More to come on this late breaking story. -NEWS FLASH 3:04 PM: It hs been confirmed that there was in fact no earthquake, but some body needs to take some bean-o. -NEWS FLSH 3:07 PM: It seems tht my "" key is cting up ... plese prdon the lck of 's. It int my freekin fult. The folowing NEWS FLASH! is brought to you by: PORK BRAINS. PORK BRAINS, just like momma use to make em. -NEWS FLASH 3:30 PM: The instalation and testing of Blitzed Out's anti-n00b missles has been completed. -NEWS FLASH 3:52 PM: Coming to a theater near you: ding fries are done II -NEWS FLASH 4:13 PM: GO JESUS GO JESUS GO! GO JESUS GO JESUS GO!

Life Backwards!
Life would be much better lived backwards. You'd start out dead and get it out of the way. Then, wake up in an old peoples home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy; go collect your pension, then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, you're generally promiscuous and you get ready to start School. You go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then ........ You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions; central heating, room service on tap, larger quarters every day, And then, you finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

Who I Am....
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Contest
ok yall im going to host a hot or not contest need all four ppl who want to be in it i need ur photos and request by midnight to night 9/18 and the contest will begin on midnight 9/19 and last till midnight 9/22 so get back to me asap thanks yall first place a 3month VIP second place a week blast third place a big pimp gift dj_twiz3d picks out

Suicide Gir
I got an email back today about me becoming a Suicide Girl...they liked my pics and would like for me to become one...woooooo hooooooo!!! I just have a few more things i have t get done to become one!!!! I cant wait!!! If u have thoughts good or bad ....plz tell me.

Never Assume Im That Nice When Ur This Stupid
>Bullfrog83: yes i like to see men in pain Bullfrog83: would that be something you'd want to see? ->Bullfrog83: oh i thought u wanted my gang of male friends to fuk u Bullfrog83: well i have a fw friends over, and we'd love to share you ->Bullfrog83: u want to get ganged banged do ya?? Bullfrog83: how does a gang bang sound right now?

Wanted
Have you ever just wanted? Wanted to be loved?Wanted to love someone so bad you can taste it but know that you never will? I have and let me tell you it sucks. I have loved many people in my life but the ones I wanted to love me back never did they just pretended to. Does anyone really know what love is? You can't find it in a book or on TV. Someone once told me that the only place you can find love is in your heart. I belive that you can find love in a good friend. I also know that if you can't be best friends with your lover that it will never work you should find someone eles. As you can tell I have had my heart broken so many times that I don't think I belive in love anymore. But I do belive if you are truley loved then you are a very lucky person and you need to hold on to that love and don't ever let it go.I know I sound sappy but let me tell you I know what love is and I know what love isn't. So I guess what I'm trying to say is if you have found that special someone hold on cau

The Bull Shit Thi
THIS IS THE DRAMA WAT A FAMILY HAD TO SAY BEFORE I START, I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU VERY MUCH TO EVERY ONE, FRIENDS AND OTHER FAMILYS THAT HAVE HELPED MY FAMILY IN THIS JACKED UP CONTEST AND I AM SORRY WE GOT CAUGHT UP IN IT. NOW I WANT ANY AND ALL OF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO STOP AND STAY THE HELL OUT OF THE CONFEDERATES CONTEST. OH SORRY I MEAN RUBIAS CONTEST OR BOMB FEST WHAT EVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT. FOR I HAVE HEARD ENOUGH SHI- TO MAKE ME SICK. AND SEEN ENOUGH TO DO THE SAME. THERE HAS BEEN MORE LIES AND CHEATING IN THERE THEN I HAVE EVER SEEN ON HERE. AND RUBIAS, YOU SAY YOU WANT A FAIR CONTEST, WELL IT STARTS WITH YOU AND WE ALL KNOW THAT IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN FROM BOMBING FOR THE CONFEDS TO BLOCKING MEMBERS FOR 12 TO 24 HOURS THEN LETTING THEM BACK IN, BULL SHIT THAT IS WHAT YOU AND REBEL ARE MADE OF AND I THOUGHT REBEL WAS BETTER THEN THAT, WELL I WAS WRONG SO PLEASE DON'T INSULT MY INTELLIGENCE BY TRYING TO SAY DIFFERENT, FOR THERE ARE TO MANY PEOPLE THAT HAVE SEEN IT

Should You Own A Computer?
There's always one. This has got to be one of the funniest things in a long time. I think this guy should have been promoted, not fired. This is a true story from the Word Perfect Helpline, which was transcribed from a recording monitoring the customer care department. Needless to say the Help Desk employee was fired; however, he/she is currently suing the Word Perfect organization for "Termination without Cause". Actual dialogue of a former WordPerfect Customer Support employee. (Now I know why they record these conversations!): Operator: "Ridge Hall, computer assistance; may I help you?" Caller: "Yes, well, I'm having trouble with WordPerfect." Operator: "What sort of trouble??" Caller: "Well, I was just typing along, and all of a sudden the words went away." Operator: "Went away?" Caller: "They disappeared." Operator: "Hmm So what does your screen look like now?" Caller: "Nothing." Operator: "Nothing??" Caller: "It's blank; it won't accept anything w

Trail Of Solitude
Why does pain seem to always seep into my veins I miss the feeling of the sun on my skin Always hiding within Running from what i want Maybe one day i'll fall upon that dream Yet for now i'll keep running Eventually i'll have to stop And that's when it'll hit Reality will be a bitch And I won't be able to smack it But I'll definitely have to face it And time will be almost gone {By: Italian Diamond} 9-18-07 @9:48PM

Bill Gates Really Is The Anti-christ!!!
If you don't believe me, check out the below as sourced from: http://jmm.aaa.net.au/articles/5639.htm __________________________ Something for you to think about. An eerie E-mail for everybody to think about... The Bible, in the Book of Revelation says that without the sign of the beast one would not be able to buy, sell, do business transactions, etc..... and ....... My question to you know is this..... Is Internet now a necessity in doing business? The Internet also bears the sign.... Note that the Internet is also commonly known as the World Wide Web or www..... One other way we write W is V/ (VI), so ..... W W W VI VI VI 6 6 6 This gives me something to ponder upon ... Isn't everything going towards the Internet? (i.e., buying / selling goods, business transactions) Isn't Microsoft always on the move to have a monopoly when it comes to software technology? And now the Internet

Yayayayyayay My Life Thus Far.
Pocket check: one pen, an almost empty lighter, and 36 cents Fridge check: Half a pack of bologna, a loaf of bread, mustard, ketchup, thousand island, jelly, butter, 4 eggs, gallon and a half of water Cupboard check: 4 packs of ramen, can of peas, can of carrots, half a box instant pancake mix, syrup, peanut butter Wow, I'm seriously a broke college student. I need money someway, but no place is willing to hire me because of the lack of vehicle. The person I've been talking to is too flaky for my liking and well I'm going to give up on her. I rarely have the urge to try and do anything that requires a lot of effort (big reason I'm single still after about 2 years). Found out my ex is still crazy for me and wishes she had stayed with me. Just the news I really wanted to hear (long story with that one). Majority of the people out here are very fair weather friends, and only after one thing, never trying to just be a friend. Fuck I need something to do I'm writing this just ou

Reconnected
Well, it's been over a month since AT&T bought out BellSouth and problems arose to 28% of it's customers. I'm in that 28% as well as my work place (makes ya think if 28% is less than it was). I missed over half of my VIP month. I appologize for not catching up and rating everyone like I intended.

80- Burning Alive
Some ghosts never die... You burn the house and wonder why And with the morning there comes a light Collect the pieces for another try Some scars help you see How much the past won't let you be And with the morning there comes a pain Cuz with regret there comes a shame Burning alive I'm burning alive Some skeletons never leave The closets full of bones and dreams And with the morning there comes a chill A bed of stone and heart of steel Some lives are lived in fear Chances lost when the vision clears And with the morning there comes a loss Empty bruises and a hallow cross Burning alive I'm burning alive

Spreads Her Wings...part 3
Waiting...her heart craving, finally alone no more as he touches her. Loving her with every touch, with every slap.... How can this feeling ever have been denied, she opens herself completely, submission in all it's glory as she holds herslf on the ground worshipping him and what he holds for them both. Her body trembles under every harsh touch...knowing that in the end he will bring her every pleasure, she had ever needed or desired. for too long he has only been in her dreams, and now they are all in front of her. Her body feels as it is going up in flames with the completion she knows her soul feels. He kneels behind her and brings her up to his chest lovely, as only her Master can be. She knows she is owned and with his arms around her, all she needs to do is but listen for his breath, his heart beat, his words for guidance. He feels her trembling with every emotion as she shakes under his touch. For the first time in her life, she is taken to a bed where she is nee

What I've Learned From Living In Kentucky
OK- IF IM FORGETTING ANYTHING, FEEL FREE TO ADD.. "'Possums" sleep in the middle of the road with their feet in the air. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 live in Kentucky . There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 live in Kentucky plus a couple no one's seen before. If it grows, it sticks; if it crawls, it bites. Onced and twiced are words. It is not a shopping cart; it is a buggy. People actually grow and eat okra. Fixinto is one word. There is no such thing as "lunch." There is only dinner and then there is supper. Iced tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you." "DJeet?" is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?" You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you're done or it's too dark to see. You don't PUSH buttons, you MASH them. YOU KNOW YOU

Redneck Vasectomy
A West Virginia couple, both bonified rednecks, had 9 children. They went to the doctor to see about getting the husband "fixed". The doctor gladly started the required procedure and asked them what finally made them make the decision - why after nine children, would they choose to do this. The husband replied that they had read in a recent article that one out of every ten children being born in the United States was Mexican, and they didn't want to take a chance on having a Mexican baby because neither of them could speak Spanish

Wsc News Update 9/19
First off I want to Welcome all new members for joining, and all members for helping so much! There has been a suggestion box added to the picture area.We encourage you to comment it with your ideas . All Ideas at the end of the day will be discussed with staff to see if we can make your idea work. WSC Staff are working very hard to keep the crew running as smooth as possible. You could help us by making sure you have plenty of stash and pics that can be rated. Bombing Contest Notice : We have had alot of requests to help people in their contest. All WSC Members come first. All other request are optional. That meaning you can help them ONLY if you choose to. Rules & Regulation Blog is comming soon .All News Updates are required by ALL members.If you ask questions that can be answered in a News Blog , then that is where you will be referred to so please save yourself time and keep informed. If for any reason you have decided this family isn't for you please email us ask

This Must Count As The Best Mother-in-law Joke Ever
A married couple was in a terrible accident where the man's face was severely burned. The doctor told the husband that they couldn't graft any skin from his body because he was too skinny. So the wife offered to donate some of her own skin. However, the only skin on her body that the doctor felt wassuitable would have to come from her buttocks. The husband and wife agreed that they would tell no one about where the skin came from, and they requested that the doctor also honor their secret. After all, this was a very delicate matter. After the surgery was completed, everyone was astounded at the man's new face. He looked more handsome than he ever had before! All his friends and relatives just went on and on about his youthful beauty! One day, he was alone with his wife, and he was overcome with emotion at her sacrifice. He said, "Dear, I just want to thank you for everything you did for me. How can I possibly repay you?" My darling," she replied, "I get all the thanks I nee

You Are
You are Master and I a slave We are not equal but opposites of the whole, complimenting one another and fulfilling each other's needs, completing the circle. You are Master and I a slave. You have the instinctive need to control, possess, defend and provide for me and I need to please, trust, serve and obey You. You are Master and I a slave. You stand in front of me to protect, discipline and love me while I kneel before You because of my deep respect for You because . . . You are my Master.

Commnet Tagg Like - Oºtîk£îÑ Ú® G-§ÞØtºo'
So.. You wanna learn to Comment Tagg Like Me. I will not go into too much detail, but if you use this tutorial it should help you make better Comments (Taggs) on peoples pages. First understand, Fubar ONLY allows 2000 Characters when you are \"Tagging\" someones page. This Tutorial will explain how to \"Hack\" the code that you C&P from comment pages. Doing this allows you to post way more pix then you normally be able to post. The Easiest way to comment on someones page is to first open Notepad : go to START Run Type In \"Notepad\" (with out the quotes) & hit Enter. Now you should have a blank page from Notepad. 1.) In Notepad type the following & copy & paste it about 10 times so notepad looks like this *Note - the Center code is only there 1 time. This will make everything centered in the comment box. This is not needed but looks way better :

Times When You Realize You Are At Your Strongest
I never realized how strong i could be, all though i feel like i am dieing and crying on the inside i still manage to get through a convo on the phone with my dad without shedding a tear until i hang up the phone. i spoke with my dad and told him a lil of what i was told about some treatments there are for the cancer, as much as my eyes were burning i still managed to refrain from crying or letting my tone of voice change. My dad says he will know more as of tomorrow, doc is going to go over every option with my dad and i also told my dad to bring up what info i have brought forward to him. I hate feelin like i am wilting away, but i am stayin strong for my dad. If i do disapear and not on line for a few days maybe longer its cause i am by his side through it, and please while i am gone keep my daddy in your prayers and thoughts. I hope thas not to much to ask. Fubar love to all *wink*

To All My Friends,family, Latina Mafia Family And Club F.a.r. Family And Fans...
I APPRECIATE YOU,ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS... I'M SENDING THIS NOTE, SEALED WITH A WARM EMBRACE THAT I HOPE P[UTS A SMILE UPON YOUR LOVELY FACE. BETWEEN THE LINES, I HOPE YOU WILL SEE, JUST HOW VERY DEAR YOU ARE TO ME. FOR THERE'S A MAGIC IN WRITTEN WORDS THAT CAN SPEAK A HAPPINESS THAT'S FELT NOT HEARD. SO ACROSS THE MILES, I AM REACHING OUT TO YOU ALL LOKE A WARM WIND, TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I APPRECIATE,YOU ALL MY SPECIAL AND TRUE FIRENDS. SENDING THIS TO YOU ALL, WITH LOTS OF HUGS AND LOTS OF LOVE TOO! THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL THE GIFTS,LOVE, AND HEART FELT WORDS, I LOVE YOU ALL SO,SO VERY MUCH. TEJANA POR VIDA 100% Text on Image Generator

Words....
Words has a thousand meanings... Words can make you happy, sad, angry, confuse, speechless... Choose the words carefully Or you'll be sorry Like me In the heat of the moment Words I shouldnt said Cost me dearly I think I lost a friend I wish I can turn back time I wish I can back to the past But I cant Sorry is no good All is said and done All left is regret and tear Learn my lesson To just keep my mouth shut Think hard before talk Anyhow... I still hold small hope That I dont loose my dear friend... Small simple hope...

A Good Night...
You come home from a hard day's work to dinner, music, candles, and most importantly, me.. wearing nothing but smile. I greet you with a warm, wet kiss, pressing my soft body against yours. Informing you that there's no dessert until you eat your dinner, I seat you at the table, perching my round bottom at the edge, and begin to feed you. A tiny bit of juice is on your chin, and I lick it off. My tongue travels from your chin, along your jaw, to your earlobe, and I nibble gently. Softly whispering in your ear, I ask if you've had enough. You reply by dragging me into your lap, and you begin to kiss me passionately, touching my body the way you know I love. I push your plate aside, and you pick me up, placing me back on the table. I'm fervently untying your tie, unbuttoning your shirt, and getting frustrated because the clothes aren't coming off fast enough. My kisses follow my hands, while you wrap your hands in my hair. Pulling my head back, you place your mouth at the base of my t

What Do They Mean?
OK, DOES ANYONE BELIEVE THAT DREAMS HAVE A HIDDEN MEANING? WHEN YOU DREAM ABOUT SAY... ONE PERSON AND IT'S CONSISTENT... OR.. YOU DREAM ABOUT BEING SOMEWHERE. I'VE BEEN HAVING THIS RECURRING DREAM. ABOUT THIS ONE GUY. THAT NO MATTER WHAT ELSE I'M DREAMING... HE APPEARS THERE. EVERY NIGHT FOR THE PAST WEEK NOW. COULD IT BE AN INFATUATION? IF YOU DREAM ENOUGH, DOES IT COME TRUE? I'VE KNOWN THIS GUY FOR QUITE A FEW YEARS NOW.... AND IT BOGGLES ME THAT I CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHAT ALL THIS DREAMING ABOUT HIM MEANS. YOU EVER HAVE A DREAM ABOUT A PLACE AND THEN AT SOME POINT IN YOUR LIFE, YOU HAPPEN TO SHOW UP THERE? OR HAVE YOU A DREAM ABOUT SOMEONE YOU DON'T KNOW, AND YOU HAPPEN TO MEET THAT PERSON? I'VE HAD DREAMS ABOUT A DEATH TO SOMEONE CLOSE TO ME, BUT IT DOESN'T HAPPEN TO THEM.... BUT SOMEONE CLOSE TO THEM. OR YOU EVER HAVE DREAMS WHERE YOUR SCREAMING OR CRYING, THEN WHEN YOU WAKE UP, YOUR EITHER SCREAMING OR CRYING YET? I'VE HAD A LOT OF ODD DREAMS, IT'S JUST UNKNOWN TO ME WHAT THEY MEAN.

Update
Hey everyone I decided to let go of the modeling thing. It just takes too much time and I don't have that time to spare. My focus is now on my kids and becoming a Director with my company I work for which is Mary Kay. I look forward to being a mentor for my team members and helping others feel great about themselves. I am going places in my life and it is not in the modeling world.....I would rather be a model for my kids

Blame For The Faults Of Others- Poem From My Friend
Blame for the Faults of Others, How Can I write about your Beauty when your claws of angry are Scratching my eye's out, How Can I wipe the Tears from my Eye's when your Spit lands upon my face Like Venom, How Can I say I love you when your shadow Haunts Me as my Lie's once did, My HeartAches to see you Hate me with Every fault of Every Man woman or Child, I Drown In my Own Tears as I laid On your Bed of crush Glass and Eggs Shells, I Hide From your Thoughts From Words Spoken From Others, The War I am in is Not Mine nor Yours but Nonsense created By the Ones that spoken , If I Can not See your angry Beauty that Haunts My Every Waken Moment, Then Spit in my eyes and claws my face listen to Spoken Words From others, Let Me Drink from your Angry cup of Venom Blame me for the Faults of Others, How do you fall in Love when you Blame me For all the Others. CPR2007 James Landry.

Omg Again
2007-9-19 12:51:4 shay2187: ok did you see the up load please comment and rate and you should have furbar mail damedifidoanddamedifidont: k damedifidoanddamedifidont: i see that you sent me mail that is all. damedifidoanddamedifidont: ok i see it. nice attempt. i asked for a tag i could put on the fsm site. and the fish are going on direction and the arrows are going in the other direction. but nice attempt. ty shay2187: toy just ask me to make you a tag shay2187: tag shay2187: your welcome shay2187: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=768396&albumid=464979&i=2439550296 shay2187: there the picture please rate and comment ty Show Recent Messages (F3) shay2187: happy humday back to you shay2187: hump damedifidoanddamedifidont: Happy talk like a pirate day and Happy hump me day shay2187: getting started on your tag damedifidoanddamedifidont: ok damedifidoanddamedifidont: http://www.venganza.org/forum/viewtopic.php?p=242190#242190 BUZZ!!! shay2187: clicking now dame

More Fun
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A Call Of Solidarity To All African Americans!!!!
Wear all black tomorrow in support of the Jena 6. http://www.bapd.org/n9118.html If you don't know the situation... enlighten yourself http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jena_Six

Fuck The Traitors & The Haters!!
You took eveything from me - My happiness My trust in myself My trust in others My heart for others My dreams My best friend My place to unwind My ability to be sober for longer than 12 hours The life we built together The family I wish I could have had (count yourself lucky) My sanity Why? Because you couldn't keep your dick in your pants - I hope it was worth it you fucking piece of shit! Both you and your little fruit fly can go die in a fire - maybe THEN I can finally feel at peace. Oh, and fruit fly - how dare you call me your "best friend" and then turn around and befriend the person who destroyed me on a whim; you chose your side and now you can live with it. I hope he catches AIDS and then passes it on to you! (but we can only dream...) < 3 NJ

Break Time.
I've decided I need an extended break from this place. If you see me online it will only be long enough to dump my 11's until my VIP is gone. I've realized that I kind of hate people. Especially a lot of the people on this site...even some people I thought I was friends with. And when you hate people...what's the point of "social networking"? I'm sick of the melodrama...and the two faced behavior...and the rumor mill. I have enough to deal with in real life without that crap. And my real life has suffered for it. I'm not deleting my profile or trying to go out with a bang. I'm just...stepping back. Short Version [for Masokyst]: You and I have talked a lot about certain things. And you know what? I think you were right, sir. You always were a wise fellow. The people who matter know how to reach me when I'm not here. Adios for now to the rest of you.

Thinking About Moving Back To Western State!!!!
I just thinking about to back to Phoenix Arizona maybe this Summertime! Because of I don't have any ood friends in Albanu NY! I have to talking to my uncle & aunt about me to lives there! They might will let me use trailer or spare house in Gibert Arizona for while till I finding a job and place! But I know They have loaded up for deaf Services!! I will starting saving some money for carrying to longest trip to Arizona!! I will miss my parents but that Albany NY has nothing to do for me!! Most of I getting bad depressed and alone at home and None of them offering or asking me for joining deaf club or party! I am so tired of staying in NY for 8 years now My father offered me to going with his 3rd of brother for while!!! I told my father, I needs about $2,000.00 to go Arizona for in case for hotel and gas and foods for 5 days!!! I will getting refund taxes and leftover in my bank I will moving out on March or Apirl 2008!! I gave up and tired of people in NY!!! So I have to fixing up or c

Vampyre Vs. Innocence
Buried at PhotoCasket.com Through the forest, Of sliding shadows weeping, I feel your breath on my neck, Your vampyre blood shrieking. As I turn to gaze upon your eyes, Cold shiver whispers through my spine, Sinking deeper and deeper Into my warm, but deserted heart. Your eyes are cold, but yet so charming... "Would you let me in your cruel world, To feel the darkness you feel now, To embrace the curse you have been cursed?" Your smile fades away, As you close your haunting eyes, Your innocence I cannot kill But it shall be only mine.

Death
today was my first day working security in a huge hotel. the day started with my batterie dying as I got to work. then as i was taking a tour of the hotel, a guest of the hotel died in my arms. I saw him joking around with a friend of his, turned to us (a co-worker who was giving me the tour) once they parted, and started asking a question, then grabbed my shoulder and squeezed it, grabbed his chest and fell over on me, i fell to the floor with him on top of me. I kept my calm as thats who i am in intense situations, help arrived, Neither i or security could find a pulse.. paramedics arrived and pronounced him DOA. I never had anyone die in my arms before. He was so young and died of a heart attack. I stayed the rest of the day.. if I left early when HR and my manager were trying to tell me to go, I wouldnt be able to come in again.. so I stayed. Im just so saddned by this experience. to see the fear and pain in his eyes and they fixated on mine. till i saw his life leav

Friends
i am posting this blog to see how many ppl read this that are on my list friends or family, if you would like to stay on my friend or family list send me a message if i haven't heard form you within a week i will remove you. thank you in advance your friend fireslayer

Weird
Here's the thing, when my dad passes I inherited his ex mobile phone. It had a load of pre pay money on it so I kept the sim card in and just used it, as you would really. But a coupla times recently people have phoned asking to speak to him and its weird telling a total stranger who doesnt know who you are that he died. I mean, these are people who barely even knew the bloke anyway. So I found myself almost joking about it 'cause I didnt know what to say and it didnt even feel wrong to do so. Is that fucked up or what? Oh well, something just reminded me of that so thought I'd type it down, lol. Anyone who reads this hope your week is going well.

Heartfelt Thank You, To My Friends!!!!
My Dearest Friends, I'd Like To Say Thank you For Your Overwelming Kindness and Love, That helped me through Some extremely difficult times..As your calls, gifts, sympathy cards and messages poured in. I realized how lucky I am to have the coolest, sexiest, most caring people on FUBAR as my friends.. Unfortunately as you know the grieving process doesn't end overnight..I'm trying to put aside the sorrow and pain of the last 6 months and move forward ..Reflecting on the wonderful memories we were chosen to share.. I will get back to EVERYONE who took the time to show some love..It may take a little time, but you will not be forgotten.. I'm planning to rest for a few days..Hopefully I can catch up with things on FUBAR, and get a few chats in as well...I miss my friends...and My Club F.A.R. Family..... If all goes well with packing and getting the house prepared for my absence..I plan to indulge myself with a couple of relaxing vacations(i'm thinking S.A...I have friends

9-19-07
Try not to worry too much about how people will respond to your ideas today -- the positive energy might almost be overwhelming! It's a great day to suggest new directions in business or love. ---------------------------------------------------- That's right I really DGAF!!!!! So how about it you want some of my lovin?????

Contest Info For 9-whatever The Hell Todays Date Is
Ok family... we need to help out a family who has been a friend of ours from the beginning. They need our help BIG time. We ALL need to hit this like a twinkie in a weight watchers meeting and hit it till you are out of comments. They need a commanding lead and have come to us for help. Lets show them once again they can count on us.... Thanks, Fade

Stupid Little Cunt
Stupid little Cunts So, this girl emailed me out of the blue, and just started being a little fucking bitch to me. I wasn't going to email her at all... but then a friend of mine sent her an email backing me up and in the reply she referred to me as "cassie" So I start thinking, ummmm what the hell. Does she even know who I am?? Soooooo I emailed her, at the very least hoping that she would tell me how she knew me. Fat chance. Well here is the stupid little cunt series of emails:: Email 1: Date: Sep 17, 2007 12:53 PM Flag as Spam or Report Abuse [ ? ] Subject: oh my gosh! Body: you are so unattractive! i dont think ive ever seen anything like this in my life! Email 2(in response to Alfa helpin me out): From: *bEsOs* Date: Sep 17, 2007 8:40 PM and your alfa friend has a saggy pair of tits along with bad skin and a fucking ugly face. and you look like a man in drag. Email 3(in response to my friend Rockstar helpin me out): "i guess i should've written to

Damn...
Has it already been about 13 months since they all got back? Has it really been just over a year since David and I got married? Is it already that time for the base to become desolate? Is it time for all the bags to get packed, legal documents in order, weapons fixed, and spouses to move back home? To answer all these dreadful questions in one tearful answer, the answer is "yes." Deployment is upon us here at Fort Campbell. Friends are already saying good bye and packing up their household goods. Families from all over the country are flooding the visitor centers here. Traffic is getting worse as the days go by. Millions upon millions of tears are shed every day now. Phone calls from close friends come at all hours of the day and night saying that their spouse has just got the word of the date and time they will be manifesting and then busing to the airfield to take off to Iraq or Afghanistan. Sobbing phone calls are made at all hours of the night to parents and other family

Life Officially Sucks
I'm nearing my breaking point lately... I feel as though all I do is planned around what others need me to do, want me to do, or expect me to do... Here is my typical day.. I wake up at 7AM usually because there are 3 crazy kids upstairs with obviously no adult supervision jumping off the couches, or dumping canisters of blocks onto the floor.. mind you I'm living in an unfinished basement right now.. right below the living room and hallway, with paper thin ceilings apparently.. I get my clothes out.. get dressed.. and then wake up my 8 month old son, Micah.. I try to feed him but he usually needs an hour orso to wake up.. I leave arounf 745am to bring my Mom to work.. it's a 30 minute drive.. so we get there by 820.. then I drive around and wait for 830.. to drop off my brother at school. he cant be dropped of until the teacher is outside.. and she obviously doesnt leave her room til 830 to meet the kids and let them in.. so I drop him of and then head home.. Micah usually gets

Leaving The Contest
I HATE TO TELL YOU GUYS THAT CAME OUT AND WORKED SO HARD TO GET ME TO WHERE I WAS THAT I AM PULLING OUT OF THE CONTEST. FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT KNOW ME KNOW I AM NOTHING IF I AM NOT A FAIR AND TRUSTWORTHY PEROSN. WELL I CAME ACROSS SOMETHING THAT REALLY BUGS ME TO NO END TONGIHT WHILE I WAS CHECKING OUT THE OTHER CONTESTANTS IN THE CONTEST, ONE OF THEM HAS SOMEONE BOMBING THEN AND THAT PERSON HAS TWO DIFFERENT ACCOUNTS AND ALL THE PICS ARE THE SAME SO I KNOW IT IS THE SAME PERSON. I WONT BE A PART OF SOMETHING THAT IS GONNA CAUSE DRAMA AND DISCORD, I AM HERE TO HAVE FUN AND MAKE FRIENDS AND NOT BE MADE TO FEEL AS THOUGH I AM LESS THAN WHAT I AM BECAUSE OF A CONTEST THAT IS CLEARLY ANYTHING BUT FAIR AND JUST AND I AM SORRY TO THOSE THAT WORKED HARD TO GET ME TO WHERE I WAS IN THE CONTEST BUT I CANT DO THAT. THAT WOULD BE GOING AGAINST ALL THAT I BELIEVE IN AND I WONT DO THAT. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH AND IF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHING JUST SHOUT AND I AM THERE FOR YOU.

Mmmmm
Death looms over all.........sometimes it is closer than anyone really thinks.......whether it is the fact that I have no meds to take or whatever the case......Right now it feels like death is calling my name and waiting on me to do something.....presents me with a unique situation...I can give in to my non medicated side and doing something which would probably be the single biggest mistake in my life......or I can do what the other side tells me....I can look Death in the eye and tell him to skull fawk himself with his scythe.......Personally I think that I am going to go with telling Death to Fawk himself and call my Dr tomorrow . I am having a hard time keeping up with myself and my own personal life.........I can deal with other ppls problems better than my own.....god knows why but it is the way I work for some reason......well I think I have come to realize that maybe I need to deal with this one before it gets any worse.....writing this is helping me feel a little better..

Pissyness
Wow.. I just had a man get extremely offended and pissy because I wouldn't send him any nude pics...or turn on a cam.. it is fucked up.. I removed him from my friend list but am not sure what is going to happen from here.. he is checking me out now. Do you assume you will get nude pics of every girl you talk to? This guy apparently does...

A Poem I Wrote A Few Months Ago
MY MASTER(JULY24/07) i feel the locks click i hear the lock tick i dont panic because i feel the satin over my eyes every touch is a new surprise each lick brings a louder sigh then i feel your teeth sink in and i let out a cry i feel your smile on my skin as you laugh and say"wait until i really begin" another lick and nibble sends shivers threw my body as the thoughts in my head become more naughty you can pull my hair i promis i wont scare oh master my master i beg you to go faster i beg for your touch i plead for your rush i want to moan and scream for you i wish to make all your dreams come true take me im yours body,mind,heart and soul i know together we make a whole.

Geez!! Another Short One!
I'm already running late - what a deal! I will try to catch up on comments and rates when I get home from work. I seem to be very behind, all of a sudden, lol! Yes, the general energy around us is very odd these days. Yesterday "felt" sticky and thick, like a person could get stuck very easily. Most of the time I'm feeling rather detached and out of it! Have a wonderful Thursday, dear friends! Much love and warm hugs for everyone! Blessings, so many blessings, for one and all, all over the world! You are all appreciated so very much and loved most dearly! Later! Muahz!

So Wow...
I was just watching the tickers tick by and i saw one that was asking for a blast...and i toyed with the notion i should be an asshole and post that too...buy me a blast...what would i offer in return??? hmmm should i become a blast hooker?? oh im not serious so please dont think i am becoming desperate for attention...but that was worth a few giggles.

Real Friendship
True Friendship (With none of that Sissy Crap!!!!) Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our friendship. 1 When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. W

I Want A Pink Name
I want a vip, but Im such a tight wad and don't want to pay for one. I think I've been sucked into all the extras etc, damn I hate being such a tight wad, but I've had to live so long being that way, now that I do make really good money, I want to save it for a rainy day. Damn I want a pink name! Love to all who reads this.

Disappointing People In Your Life.....
SO THIS WEEK, I HURT 2 OF MY FRIENDS..ONE I ENDED UP LOSING, THE OTHER IS TAKING A BREAK FROM THIS SITE AND FROM THE INTERNET ALL TOGETHER. I REALLY WISH HE WOULDN'T DO THAT. HE KNOWS I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE TO TALK TO HIM WHENEVER HE NEEDS ME. WE TALK OUTSIDE OF THIS SITE AND HE KNOWS HE HAS A FRIEND FOR LIFE, WITH ME. SO IF HE HAPPENS TO READ THIS, DON'T GO. IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE FUBAR, I UNDERSTAND. BUT DON'T STOP COMING ON TO SPEAK TO ME.........I ENJOY OUR CONVERSATIONS AND WE HAVE SOME PRETTY DEEP ONES WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I VALUE YOUR FRIENDSHIP AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE. SO FOR THAT, ALL I AM GOING TO SAY IS READ YOUR EMAILS THAT I SENT YOU, NOT FROM HERE. AS FOR THE OTHER THAT I LOST AS A FRIEND, YES I MAY HAVE NOT SAID CERTAIN THINGS AND FOR THAT I AM SORRY....BUT I DIDN'T KNOW HOW YOU WERE GOING TO REACT. I'M JUST LOSING FRIENDS LEFT AND RIGHT AND THINK I MAY AS WELL, TAKE A LEAVE OF ABSENCE FROM THIS MEAT MARKET. THOSE OF YOU THAT WANT TO KEEP IN TO

Coping With Change
So I find out last minute that I don't have work today. Fine. I go through a list in my head of things that I can get finished today because I always have tons of those. After eliminating the ones that that require the most effort, usually the ones that need to be done the most, I narrow it down to either a) doing my laundry or b) doing my laundry. After some deliberation I go with b) doing my laundry. Now, I am a shrewd little bastard and I devised a system for getting laundry done for free. During the course of the week I collect all my spare change and when I have to do laundry I cash it in, bring my clothes to the laundromat and have them do it for me. I say it's free because change doesn't really exist for me once I complete a purchase. If something costs me, let's say, $10.23 in my mind it costs me $11. I give the cashier a ten and a single and the rest disappears into my pocket. It slowly builds up into a huge, annoying heap until one day when I'm getting ready for work I re

What I Love About You
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

It's Been Years....
I miss you. I still have dreams of you. I still cry when I think of you. I see you in every grandmother I see. I remember falling asleep in your arms the few days before you passed away. I remember that night... I ran to your room... I never cried so hard in my life. I love you! REL

Update # 3
Well, today was supposed to be my day off from doctor visits for my leg. But around lunch time, I started feeling really bad and running a temperature of 102. I called and they told me to come on in just to be safe. So, since I can't drive right now, I call my best friend and she takes me over and I end up spending most of the day at the hospital. My leg is very infected and cellulitis has set it. GRRRR. Plus I have dehydrated, so I had to get 2 bags of fluids. As usual, my doctor thought I should be admitted and I begged to come home. I can do basically the same thing here that they can do there and be more comfortable. So after much begging, she decides I can come home with the agreement if my temperature goes up, I will agree to being admitted. I got three shots of antibiotic in the ass. They took more blood, and gave me another shot for pain. SO yayyy for more bruises to add to the ones they gave me Monday. I guess it's true...no pain no gain. All I can say is I shoul

Double Points Hh
i have 25 11s left...its worth 25 times 50 worth 1250 during hh ...first person to post a comment in this blog gets em...pretty simple...if i have all your stuff rated allready as i do many ...ill post ya 25 comments and so on for 2nd

What You Mean To Me
shes asked me if i love her. YES my dear what you mean to me is life itself. yet she has doubts, why I only tell her I love her everyday! What you mean to me. I breath eveyday because of you. I awake because you are bye my side. I look into your eyes and all i see is my happiness. You mean the world to me, and yet she has doubts. WHAT you mean to me. you are my everything. without you i would be lost. could i live without you, NO! I would rather off be dead! WHAT you mean to me. EVERYTHING ! i love you with all my heart and soul!

My Angel
MY SISTER,MY FRIEND,MY HERO One more year has passed on by, Don't look back Keep your head held high For you're missing the most valuable moments, You see... When you are looking down toward your feet. Walk, if you run, you'll find yourself wondering Why or When What never failed to smile down at you, Somehow, forgot to grin. We somehow took for granted then, The special times we shared- Smiles, smells of home, were there Whenever we got scared. I ran to and from that place, Yet, never saw that smile. I look up now, no place to run, And it's been here all the while. I realize late, the things that time Can't allow us to hold for long. The youngest, the oldest, and all in between Can't return, once time has gone- Take time, hold the moments, in time they slip away, Words one heart fought, with a smile to say. This year will pass, as the years before, Smile at the life, that you most adore. When time comes and you "forget" to grin, too... Those who remember yo

Here I Am
Here I am, Here I'll be, forever and ever, you will see. Here I am, Here I'll be, right beside you, right beside me. Here I am, Here I'll be, like the suns rays, on a tree. Here I am, Here I'll be, wanting your love, like a man lost at sea. Here I am, Here I'll be, my love is true, and yours free. Here I am, Here I'll be, I love you more than life itself, you are the oxygen that i breathe. Here I am, Here I'll be, always and forever, doing anything you need, Here I am, Here I'll be, this is a poem of my love, to you from me.

I Knew I Loved You Before I Met You!!!
I KNEW I LOVED YOU By: Savage Garden Maybe it's intuition But some things you just don't question Like in your eyes I see my future in an instant and there it goes I think I've found my best friend I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life There's just no rhyme or reason only this sense of completion and in your eyes I see the missing pieces I'm searching for I think I found my way home I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe A thousand angels dance around you I am complete now that I found you

Stupid Ppl In Mumms
http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=189414# This was like an hour after I had commented on her mumm goldilocks: just sharing info to those that really care not drunken idiots. have another shot hun it just mite clear you mind ->goldilocks: Dont come to my page whining about your stupid mumms and I hate to burst your bubble but I dont drink

The Past Few Days....
OK, I know I haven't been around much. Most of you probably didn't even notice, but there's a few of you I speak with pretty regularly, including a new friend...and you all are special to me. Wicked Red, I cut you off in mid-sentence today....and, I'm sorry (I was right...it's broken.). I worked a 24-hour shift On-Call at my job yesterday, and worked for nearly 20 of them. No time for Online after the ORs shut down. Then, I came home, showered and crashed hard till around 2:00 pm this afternoon. I was chilling out with my kids this evening, and my 9 year-old came in screaming, and holding his arm. Seems he was diving for a football in the frontyard, and came down on his left elbow...right on top of the Water-Main shutoff valve in my front yard (A wrought-iron, small round cover...like a tiny manhole cover with a bolt in the middle.). After nearly 4 hours in the local E.D., my suspicions were confirmed. He fractured his radial head. He broke his elbow. Now he's tucked in, I

There Is A Time To Make Love And There Is A Time To Fuck!
There is a time to make love and there is a time to fuck! Guess what time it is? We have made love many times this weekend. Explored each others bodies, satisfied our passions thirst. I have one more thing in mind, with the little time we have left to spend. Prepare yourself my love, I’m going to fuck you hard until we burst! *Smiles* You will not be squirming away from me this time. Pining you down fingering you deep until you swell. Go ahead love hit me, scratch at me and bite! I’m fingering your pretty pussy, and I’m doing so until it melts! Damn your hard to hold down. My arm across your belly, steadily fingering you deep. The passion so hard for you to take, your whole body twisting around. Ah there is the gasp I’ve longed to hear, your orgasm has peaked. Mm I’m going to fuck you now lover. Climbing over you, spreading your shaking legs up open wide. Looking you in the eyes, tossing aside the covers. Kissing you hard, Sliding it inside. Tight and sensi

Confused
just taken a moment out, need to vent a little, well enough about that, what do women want? tell you i must be either drop dead ugly, or to damn nice, i cant change whom i am, but honestly im sick of being single! id love to come home one day and be able to hold someone in my arms all night long, or have a conversation like normal people do. this go to work and bust my ass til i have no engery just sucks! so im just wondering what the hell can a nice guy do to make a woman notice im interested! yeah fubar is fun, and myspace is all about drama, and chatting is ok, i want out of it all and try to find someone down to earth and enjoy life with! im sure nobody will read this and if their is one or 2 of you thanks for stopping by and have a wonderful evening or day! i just needed to vent..... still feel confused about it but its off my chest! Paul

Inspired By Shakespeare’s Words
- Feeling Hearts Beating in Longing - If beauty exists in your kiss All my desires still hold true For your heart, I do send, My world I would share with you forever to no end Under distant stars you miss All that I've done for you Forever I do wait....... If distance and time shall fade One night I will say "I never knew true love 'till now" Your beauty did disguise My heart will never know that love Until I hold you on that night So here... I'll be waiting here Forever wanting you near So here... I'll be waiting here One kiss from you my dear A poem to Tiffany inspired by Shakespeare’s words Did my heart love till now? For swear its sight For I never knew true beauty 'Till this night

San Diego Ghost Tour
I have been to San Diego twice during my time in the navy. The first time I didn’t experience anything. Mostly because I was visiting an old friend from boot camp, but the second time around I got to experience a lot of San Diego and learned and saw first hand a lot of what I saw on the t.v. One of the main goals this time around was to see the Whaley House in Old Town San Diego. The first day I rented a car and drove around the city familiarizing with the city. I found the USO where I spent half my free time. The other half was in Old Town San Diego. I fell in love with the area. Apart of me thought I used to live there in a past life. I got lost in finding Old Town the first time, but I remembered the area well so it wasn’t a reoccurring thing. The Whaley House was definitely an interesting place. They building had gone through many transformations going from a general store, court house, theatre, and of course was the one time home of the Whaley family. One of the times I was wa

Eternity.
Eternity. Trembling bodies deep in the night. Holding each other so close. The shining eyes from pale moon light. Two lover losing control. Listening, quick breaths. Wanting in need. Both standing distressed. Holding, aching to release. Skin so soft. Smell so sweet. Unable to stop. The situation of dreams. Lost within love. Soft gentle kiss to the neck. Hands roam, bodies rub. Resistance has left. So in love the two. Though the situation says no. There is nothing they can do. sliding hands underneath their clothes. Mm feels so good. Skin tastes, god so sweet. It’s understood with simply a look. In loving lust two shall proceed. Clothing falls down. Not a care for who can see. The passion is let out. Two lovers join in need. Hearing only each other. Life just became a dream. Working one another. To the symphony of sensual screams. In the heat of the night. Under the light of the moon. Out in plain site. Love is made between the tw

The Reason I Sometimes Wish I Did Drugs
I have SEVERE TMJ disorder. The issue that causes my TMJ disorder is a combination of what was thought to be nothing after a minor car accident when I was 15, a neck injury when I was 22 and some herditary factors. I was basically told by my doctor that, without full treatment for this problem, I can expect to have severe arthritis before the age of 40. The problem is, insurance will not cover care of TMJ disorder until it actually turns into arthritis or until the jaw actually locks up and is unable to be opened (which has happened a couple times, but was able to be opened without surgery luckily). I am in constant discomfort and frequent pain due to this issue. There are no triggers that cause the pain, it just comes and goes. Right now, I am in excrutiating pain. I've already taken the anti-inflammatories, which are not working and am about to move on the the narcotic painkillers, which I avoid like the plague. I should be in bed right now considering I have classes in the morning a

Santa Vs. The Flying Spaghetti Monster?
Santa Vs. the Flying Spaghetti Monster Published by henderob December 23rd, 2006 in pirates, General FSM news and Spread the Word. A Holiday cartoon - I wish I knew who created this. after centuries of battling Jesus for supremacy over Christmas, Santa Claus has finally emerged victorious. more… Enraged by Flying Spaghetti MonsterÃ¢Â€Â™s growing popularity, Santa decides to terminate this growing trend. After learning of his nemesis’s presence on the North Pole, Santa plans his attack that will determine once and for all who will rule supreme over the holiday that is Christmas! Watch the video HERE.Â 49 Responses to “Santa Vs. the Flying Spaghetti Monster” Feed for this Entry Trackback Address 1 Wench Nikky Dec 23rd, 2006 at 6:58 pm Wqw, what a great Holiday present to the CoFSM. Thanks heaps :) :) May His Noodleyness reward you with untold treasure. Happy Holiday RAmen 2 Wench Nikky Dec 23rd, 2006 at 7:05 pm Thar surely be s

I'm Real
I am whom I choose to be not what I can be or who I am cause no matter what you wouldnt know me I'm the person that you wouldnt talk to on the streets I'm the one you wouldnt want to date or be with in a relationship I'm always the one rejected and pushed away I'm the one society doesnt accept and neither should you I am the person that always does the right things and in return gets hurt without any emotions my life is sad but true even in person I am me and I am real to bad you dont accept me for me cause no matter what I'll always be real cause its actually me :)

Please Read !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey Hey Hey, Firstly I like to thank you for checking out my Blog you views are highly appreciated. Ok so lets get to it... This one is for the MEN of FUBAR. Why is it as men that you are able to be so rude, or sexally perverse when speaking with a Lady on the web. Ok I know some of the ladies love that sort of thing, But many I have spoken to just find it EWWWWWW. So why can we be so rude and downgrading on webpages but not in real life. MEN I want your honest opinion. And Ladies let me know what line you satnd in, do you agree that men loose the self pride on here and sound perverted Or do you believe that it's sexual. I love to have your opinion. Thanks all for that have taken part. I shall promise to rate your Profileif I have seen you view this. Thanks Kon

You
YOU YOU MAKE ME FEEL LOVED. YOU MAKE FEEL UNWANTED. YOU MAKE ME FEEL CONFUSED. YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THE WORLD WILL REST ON MY SHOULDERS. I WANT TO BE NEAR YOU. I WANT TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS. I WANT TO WHISPER SWEET NOTHINGS IN YOUR EAR. I WANT TO RUN FROM YOU. I WANT TO PUSH YOU AWAY FROM ME. I WANT TO YELL, SCREAM, SHOUT AT YOU. YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO ANGRY. YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO SO SAD. I WANT TO TELL YOU SO MUCH. I DON'T WANT TO SPEAK TO YOU. I WANT TO EXPERIENCE THE WORLD WITH YOU. I WANT TO SHIELD MYSELF FROM YOU. YOU MAKE ME FEEL AS CALM AS THE WATER IN THE MORNING MIST. YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A VOLCANO READY TO ERUPT. I WANT TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH. I WANT TO FEEL YOUR KISSES. I WANT TO FEEL YOUR BODY NEXT TO MINE. I WANT YOU TO HIT ME. I WANT YOU TO SPIT ON ME. I WANT YOU TO WALK AWAY FROM ME. I WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAND ME. I WANT YOU TO HATE ME. I WANT YOU TO LOVE ME. I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY.

Ladies Room
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "The Stance." To ta

So Easy...
IT WOULD BE SO EASY JUST TO GIVE IN TO TAKE MY PILLS AND DRINK MY BOOZE AND LET THEM EASE ALL MY FEARS... TO SINK INTO FORGETFULNESS THE ABSENCE OF ALL EMOTION. THOUGHTS, FEELINGS, ACTIONS STILLED. NO FEAR, NO PAIN, NO SORROW JUST PEACEFUL REST. TO GO TO SLEEP AND NEVER WAKE UP. IT WOULD BE SO VERY EASY... BUT BECAUSE IT IS SO EASY THAT IS PRECISELY THE REASON WHY I WILL NOT TAKE IT. I'VE NEVER BEEN A QUITTER AND I'M NOT GOING TO START NOW. NOT YET NOT WITHOUT A FIGHT. NOT WHEN THE STAKES ARE SO HIGH LIFE... OR DEATH.

2 Ways To Look At Everything
My wife and I were sitting at a table at my high school reunion, and I kept staring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sat alone at a nearby table. My wife asks, "Do you know her?" Yes," I sighed, "She's my old girlfriend. I understand she took to drinking right after we split up those many years ago, and I hear she hasn't been sober since. " My God!" says my wife, "Who would think a person could go on celebrating that long? So you see, there really are 2 ways to look at everything!! *thanks Kerch*

Such A Spazz!
So I went out with my sister last night and when we got back she wanted to sit on the porch with me for a little while. Obviously it was cold so I started looking for my jacket. I started FREAKING out because I could've sworn I had put it on the couch when we walked in last night. So there I was freezing on the front porch angry as all hell because I couldn't figure out what I did with my jacket. .... it's on the back of my chair at work. :D How's YOUR morning? LOL