Well this is it, what I've been wanting, he leaves next week & moves into his own place. It's been hell here for past few mos & only getting worse & yes it's all my fault but I can't take it anymore...I need my space NOW! Especially after tonight, e were fussing (& I was yelling w/him) & he hit my car w/his hand & put a dent in side that HE has to repair!!He does this crap right in front of kids & I can't get through to him how important it is for them to not be around even if we're just talking b/c they're not stupid & it's affecting them both in different ways!! He apologized as we both said some very hurtful things that I'm not sure can be taken back but only time will tell. Now I have to try & make it here (when I want to go home to TN but want him close to kids & them close to him) financially but do have a room mate & her son, gonna be a lil squeezed in this house but will manage. Anyway, just had to vent!!!
