You live, you love, you lose, you learn
You live you life as best you can. You give you love to someone, just to have them take it from you. Not really knowing why. Is it you, or something you said or did? You keep wondering what it is with you. Never really knowing if it is something about you or is it just the people you give your love to.
I guess it all is a learning experience we all have to go through. Something to grow on and think about and be prepared for the next time. It still hurts all the same. Never seems to get any easier. Sometimes it feels so much easier to just give up. Never wanting to give your love to another. Not wanting to be hurt and feel the pain of losing that part of you again. But then again, I guess if you give up and never love again, you may never find that one that is willing to love you back and give everything in return. The one that will be there for you, just as you are for them.
They say there is always someone for everyone out there, but I am really starting to wonder if this is really true. All this time and all these years, of being lied to used and never really being loved like you love them. I wonder if it is truly worth giving your love to another. Please someone tell me, help me. I just don’t know anymore.
Is life worth living without loving someone and being truly loved back. Or is it just better to never give your love to another and never be hurt like that again. I just really don’t know anymore. I am to the point where I just want to give up on it all. I just don’t want to feel this pain anymore and I don’t like the games being played.
Having someone there for you to have fun and spend time with is great, but not really being loved that is a hard thing to not have in your life.
What a way to be. I wish someone could answer me and help me here. I just really don’t know anymore. No where to turn and no one to call my own. But then again being afraid that if I do again, to have my heart broken or torn apart again. I just can’t handle it anymore. Someone please help me, if there is anyone that really can. I would really love to know.
Things never seem to get any easier, just seem to get harder and more tangled as time goes by. Never knowing what is real or what is just for show. Do they really love you back or are they just there to get what they want. It is a game we all play, but after time, it is a game that really gets old. Not having true happiness and love is really a hard thing to keep living with day after day.
Is there anyone out there, that can answer me this? I wonder does anyone truly know. What to do, where to turn to? How to deal with it all. Does it ever get any easier, I really don’t think it does.
