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Who Am I?
IS THAT YOU? Is that you I see in the distanceIs that you I hear when needing adviceIs that you coming into my dreamsIs that you holding my aching heart I see shadows of places you've not beenI hear echos of your voice unspokenI visit memories of moments we've not hadI feel marks you've left on my untouched heart Is that you I see behind meIs that you I hear asking adviceIs that you I visit in my dreamsIs that you I touch of aching heart I cast shadows of places we will goI speak ehcos of words we will knowI share memories of times we'll haveI place marks on your untouched heart Is that you beside meIs that you that I hearIs that you in my armsIs that you in my heart MELANIE

Remember The Fallen
Think about this for just a minute: Men and women pass on all the time. Most have fancy headstones and expensive caskets. Some even have giant mausoleums. The men and women that have sacrificed their lives to serve and protect us and our families get a small marker in the ground. Some get a small marble plaque. Many of them never even make it home. Remember them and show them the respect they deserve.

Just Because
I think there should be a station that plays no Love songs what so ever. I know it sounds stupid. Or maybe I should go to a hypnotist and they should make me forget totally about all the pain I am going through right now. Is that possible? Just wondering. Maybe a labotomy! That should do the trick. Yeah its another one of those days. I would like a guy to prove to me that they are all not the same. Im not gonna hold my breath though. I don't know why i'm writing this honestly because you will never read it. I see you everytime I close my eyes, hear your voice when everything is silent, and I just want to scream and cry your name everytime I open my mouth. I can still feel your arms around me. You hurt me so bad AGAIN that I had no choice but to walk away. I'm sorry I just disappeared but if I saw you I knew I would have forgotten about my heart you ripped out yet again. I can't put myself through it anymore. I know you were told I was back with him. THat was a lie, that was the

True American Heros
As Veteran's Day is upon us once more, a day set aside to celebrate the men and women of the Armed Forces. I would like to tell you about a wonderful Veteran I know and Love. My Step-Dad Mike who was always more like a father to me then my own dad. I met Mike when I was 9 years old for all intents and purposes I hated Mike. He was set to ruin my life I thought. He was after all, after my Mother!!! Through time and understanding on his part he became a very important part of my life. Mike served from 18 -25 in Vietnam. In that time he was also a POW. I remember having to wake him up with broomsticks because the nightmares were so severe for him. He used to drink to much he was never mean to us but he would cry and be devastated about the things he saw and did in Vietnam. It was kill or be killed. They were a bunch of young men sent out into a jungle they were completely unfamiliar with, no amount of training could prepare you for fighting an unseen enemy. Mike was captured in 1968

Remembering Our Veterans
Thursday November 11th our nation celebrates Veteran's Day. On this day we pay tribute to the brave men and women of our country who have served in the military. This day was orginally created to commemorate the end of WWI when the armistice that ended the war was signed on the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month. Growing up I would think about "older" veterans who fought in WWII; Korea and Vietnam. However today "Veteran" has taken on many faces and many generations of soldiers. With the war in Iraq and Afghanistan and many other countries, our generation has sent loved ones and friends to fight on foreign lands. As a result we now have immediate faces that pop into our mind when we think of the word Veteran. Tomorrow, whether young or old, take the time to find a Veteran and thank them personally for the service they have put in defending our country. Not only will it put a smile on their face, they will know how truly appreciated they really are. To all the Vets here

Th Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?: Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: How often do you like to have sex?: Is sex a top priority for you?: Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: How do you feel about one night stands?: How many one night stands have you had?: What's your favorite position?: Where's your favorite place to have sex?: Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: Do you get off first or do they?: Do you like kissing during sex?: Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Does size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)?: How old were you when you lost your virginity?: How many sexual partners have you have in the last month?: What does your fav

Change
I have been on this site since March 2007 and have seen many changes in the site, in people, in attitudes and "cliques". Now I await all those who will say "I'm not in any clique. I'm friends with who I want". Sadly, we DO allow others to influence how we act, what we say and who we are friends with. Everyone is quick to jump in and defend their "friends" yet if the situation was on the other foot I don't think many can say their "friend" would defend them. There is A LOT of hype about who you are friends with on here, such as colored names. I have friends with green names, pink names, blue names, grey names, white names, red names and OMG some yellow names. I must be a traitor to the "mummers" or something. Another thing, if you have EVER wrote a mumm or answered a mumm YOU ARE A FUCKING MUMMER. (Waiting on those who will protest and say Don't put a label on me...blah blah blah. Labels are a part of life so deal with it.) Discuss amongst yourself or not.....I don

Usmc - Today In History 11-10
During the American Revolution, the Continental Congress passes a resolution stating that "two Battalions of Marines be raised" for service as landing forces for the recently formed Continental Navy. The resolution, drafted by future U.S. president John Adams and adopted in Philadelphia, created the Continental Marines and is now observed as the birth date of the United States Marine Corps. Serving on land and at sea, the original U.S. Marines distinguished themselves in a number of important operations during the Revolutionary War. The first Marine landing on a hostile shore occurred when a force of Marines under Captain Samuel Nicholas captured New Province Island in the Bahamas from the British in March 1776. Nicholas was the first commissioned officer in the Continental Marines and is celebrated as the first Marine commandant. After American independence was achieved in 1783, the Continental Navy was demobilized and its Marines disbanded. In the next decade, however, increasing c

Loneliness
I walk down this lonely road where it will lead me. Wondering when and if I will ever be able to leave long lonely road. each time I stray it has just brang me pain and disappointment. Not only for me but from my broken family to. this time of year is not the happy time it's supposed to be for me. So I wear my happy mask for all to see. Inside I hold my broken heart together. Will I ever fill this hole in my life? I may never know. Till then i will trudge along taking it one day and one step at a time. In the darkness I sit listening to the clock on the wall. As the emptiness, and loneliness creeps back into my heart. Thinking of the love I have lost or ever hold again. Will it ever find me again? Or am I destined wounder this life alone in the dark? Never really finding the light. So much to get in the way. So many obligations in our lives to get in the way of true happiness. So many miles between us.To many things that get in the way of the happiness we all seek in this thing we call

Mad Hatter Reality
Once upon a most fukked up time, I came across a psycho mime. Something was strange to my naked eye, to this very day I couldn't say why. As strange as he was it doesn't really matter, My friendship doesn't waiver and my best friend is the fukken Mad Hatter. Now, just a minute ago I made all this up none of it is true. If you took my word for it , what does that say about you? think about this question don't answer too fast cuz in this Mad Hatter Reality , lies just don't last. Written By: Jessica Auzelia Tiffin 2010

My Poetry
Snow caps on the mountainsCool breeze in the airThe scent of all the evergreenSo beautiful and fairThe wilderness so freeAnd the wildlife as they roamThis life I live so happilyI love to call my homeThe sight of mother natureAll her beauty is so grandAs the sounds you hear so vividlyWhispers through this landBreathtaking to see the sunriseTo see its morning glory raysTo view it by the oceanI love to see those daysSilent is the twilightAs the stars shine in the skyIt's like magic in the distance When a shooting star soars byThe crashing of the wavesOn the shores create a mist

It Is What It Is...
If you're a girl..1) Get something small if it's your first time, like a lip gloss container. Make sure it's got a rounded tip.2) Put a little water on it. 3) Get yourself on the ground or your bed. Make sure you're comfortable.4) Put your feet up on something. Make sure they are higher than your head. Spread your legs.5) For the ultimate experience, relax first. Just lay there. Think about nothing. And DON'T BE NERVOUS.6) Slowly begin to touch your breasts. Feel them (have your eyes closed or open but if they are open make sure you're not focusing on anything)7) Keep one hand on your breast and slowly move the other one down to your thigh. Move your hand up and down your thigh while massaging your breast.8) With your breast hand, slowly take the lip gloss container or your object of choice. Your clit might start to get a weird feeling like you really want to touch it. DON'T.9) Tease yourself with the object by gently rubbing the spot between your poophole and vagina. This will drive y

My Poem
Indian Heritage by Christina Maria Ennis I call upon my brothers and my sisters of the tribe.I call upon you all to help me to survive.\Take me from these white lands back to my native blood.I call upon you all to call upon a flood.\Take away the people who belong not in our tribe,and the people who are with us will know how to survive.\I was born on white lands and raised the white man's way.If I had a choice, I'd be back in the olden days.\Then the land was plenty and we traveled near and far.If at night we lost our trail, we'd look upon a star.\Now the white man uses cars and tools to find his way.I'll tell you something, white man, our native blood will stay.\So again I call upon the true blood tribe I love.I also call our blood spirits to help us from above.\Let us make a comeback to show them we are here.We'll take back what they had taken without a drop of fear.\So I'm proud to say I'm Indian; it's the blood that flows in me, 'Cause without all my ancestors, I would neve

Just Another Day...
It started pretty normally, Debbie arose, brushed her long, red hair, and turned on the hot water in the shower. Looking in the mirror, she practiced the dance she wanted to do for Master, a slow striptease, and removed her nightclothes slowly, undulating and swerving her lithe body. The water made steam on the mirror, and it was time to get in. Debbie stepped inside and slid the door shut, the hot water making her skin cold for just a second, then opening her pores, her skin ready to be scrubbed. Holding her head back, the hot water flowed onto her scalp, making her hair weigh twice its normal weight, and shimmering. Debbie's little mirror in the shower showed her hard nipples, and she moved her hands over each one. The erect little buds lept at her touch, and she began to move her hands to other parts of her body. Her palms moved wetly over her tummy, and her fingers swirled around her mound, grabbing the soap and making it

Hurt
Little girl sits staring into the sun, Visions from the past haunt this little one. Laughter and smiles, Angers and fears, All of the cryin through the years, Dancing and cheering there is no more, The Life of her guardians of which she isnt sure. To her this world is a harsh Place better then others but in poor taste. True her happiness shines on the outside, BUT HURT IS WHAT SHE HIDES

Cod...black Ops
I was wondering if it would be possible to get enough players from this site, to make a private match on COD..Black Ops.....Im kr09ik on the ps3 network...either msg me on there, or on here...lets see what what can do...Till later, happy hunting...lol

Crazy O-clock Bloggies
Well it's heading towards 4am here so I'm apologising upfront for the typos, babbling and general theme of this blog. If people are reading this who have actually taken time to get to know me then you will know I'm an optimist, a good friend of mine recently described me as "the happiest person they know" - bold statement! I am a glass full kinda gal but it doesn't mean that I still don't have problems to face and issues to deal with. I don't think it's good to completely bottle it, nor is it good to dwell... so here is me, processing, in my own personal and probably non-sensical fashion. When things go bad, I like to deal with it by taking a moments thought on the situation and then taking appropriate action, if necessary. I guess I'm kind of logical, next I'll be saying my ears are pointed and I'm from the Planet Vulcan... I better move on, this blog is taking a dire turn into bad joke avenue - one that I tend to visit every day! Back to the point... So I then like to go to sleep,

Jokes
AN IRISH BLONDE IN A CASINO An attractive blonde from Cork , Ireland arrived at the casino. She seemed a little intoxicated and bet twenty-thousand Euros on a single roll of the dice. She said, 'I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I'm completely nude'. With that, she stripped from the neck down, rolled the dice and with an Irish brogue yelled, 'Come on, baby, Mama needs new clothes!' As the dice came to a stop, she jumped up and down and squealed...'YES! YES! I WON, I WON!' She hugged each of the dealers and then picked up her winnings and her clothes and quickly departed. The dealers stared at each other dumbfounded. Finally, one of them asked, 'What did she roll?' The other answered, 'I don't know - I thought you were watching.' MORAL OF THE STORY - Not all Irish are drunks, not all blondes are dumb, but all men...are men.

Venting.....
I SEE EVERYONE WRITING BLOGS ABOUT FAKERS AND OTHER BS THAT MEANS NOTHING IN THE REAL WORLD! THE PEOPLE WHO FAKE THEIR ACCOUNTS DOESNT DO ANYTHING TO THE PORN STAR OR WHOEVER THEY USED! WHAT I DONT THINK PEOPLE UNDERSTAND IS I AM A SINGLE MOM WHO CANT AFFORED THE THINGS THAT COST MONEY ON THIS SITE! BECAUSE IT IS MORE IMPORTANT THAT MY DAUGHTER HAVE FOOD AND CLOTHING AND A HOUSE TO LIVE IN! IM 37 NOT 21 AND I WILL NEVER LOOK LIKE THAT BECAUSE AT ALMOST 40 YOUR BODY CHANGES AND THATS JUST LIFE AND THE REAL WORLD! MOST PEOPLE I TALK TO IN MY LIFE HAVE NO IDEA THIS SITE EVEN EXISTS! I SAY FUBAR AND THEY WHAT THE HELL IS THAT? THE KNOW THE WORD JUST NOT THIS SITE! I SHOWED IT TO A FEW PEOPLE AND THEY SAID UUMMMM WHY ARE YOU ON THERE WITH A BUNCH OF SLEEZY WOMAN AND SCUMMY MEN, I SAID WELL ITS FUN! BUT SOMETIMES ITS NOT FUN AND I HAVE BEEN BLOCKED BY PEOPLE WHO DONT EVEN KNOW ME! DOMT ASSUME YOU KNOW ME BECAUSE YOU SEE ME OR LOOK AT A PROFILE OF ME! THE PICTURES ARE ALL ME AND IM NOT A FAK

When It Rains It Pours.
Well, Finished with jury duty. then on the way home My car decided it wanted to stop accelerating. after further listening it was the transmission. so now i get to replace that for 3k and despite the fact that the car is only "Worth"2700 i Own the car out right. so ill pay through the teeth to keep it... The Engine is in top condition. i change the plugs every 2 years, oil change every 2 months k & N Filter rad flush every year changed the front suspension this year, changed the rad / ac fan. new ac new front and rear discs, every 6 mo i change the break pads. but again the engine will HAUL a**. So in the mean time i get to ride the motorcycle in the rain (and i just got my permit!) Well, Thursday. Me and my buddy went out to work on a 69 Chevy C10, 63 Buick Special, and orchard. but instead. We fixed a ford aerostar and it's fuel problem replaced the driver side tire on the C10 as some tread flew off driving down the freeway. put a new tire on the aerostar. Then when it w

Auction
Okay so I am a total blonde and was going to do a really nice blog but since I am a total blonde and I forgot how to do one I have to make due with a simple one for now. I am hosting an auction and there are 10 of us up on the auction block!!! Everyone that is up on the auction block are wonderful people so go and take a look and make a bid!!! Have fun!!! The auction will run from 11/9/10 to 11/23/10!!!

Not Up My Alley But Exit Left
What some people would do to wreck themselves to ever having a relationship or to get laid. And that's hardly an easy thing to do especially for women on the getting laid part. But what is the point in being with someone who wants to stay lonely and miserable. It's worse than being a fool at heart. Like this woman with her insane demands to win a cruise trip with her.... and with her parents. The horror.http://www.drunkenstepfather.com/index.php/2010/12/06/the-worst-internet-auction-ever-of-the-day

The Serial Bully
Avoiding acceptance of responsibility - denial, counterattack and feigning victimhood The serial bully is an adult on the outside but a child on the inside; he or she is like a child who has never grown up. One suspects that the bully is emotionally retarded and has a level of emotional development equivalent to a five-year-old, or less. The bully wants to enjoy the benefits of living in the adult world, but is unable and unwilling to accept the responsibilities that go with enjoying the benefits of the adult world. In short, the bully has never learnt to accept responsibility for their behaviour. When called to account for the way they have chosen to behave, the bully instinctively exhibits this recognisable behavioural response: a) Denial: the bully denies everything. Variations include Trivialization ("This is so trivial it's not worth talking about...") and the Fresh Start tactic ("I don't know why you're so intent on dwelling on the past" and "Look, what's past is past,

Drink, Steal, Swear And Lie
*I met this guy while I was in Albuquerque and he has a motto he lives by everyday. He said listen carefully and live by these 4 rules : Drink, Steal, Swear, & Lie.* * I was shaking my head 'no', but he then told me to listen while he explained his four rules. So here they are :* *1. "Drink" from the "everlasting cup" every day. * *2. "Steal" a moment to help someone that is in worse shape than you. * *3. "Swear" that you will be a better person today than Yesterday. * *4. And last, but not least, when you "lie" down at night* * Thank God you live in America and have freedom. * * I am not as good as I should be.* * I am not

Points Auction
I am auctioning off my points for Thursday the 16th of December.... This auction will close at 6PM CST on December 16th, 2010.... The points will be given from 6:30 PM til 6:30 AM.... This will allow for a reset which will generate more rates; thus more points.... Please leave only auction bids in the comments section below.... Thank you and have a wonderful day/night.... I will accept the following: - Fubux - Ability Blings (Boomerangs, MegaPolishers, Famps, Auto 11s, Cherry Bombs, God Mode) - Bling Packs - Happy Hours, Blasts, Pimp Outs, etc.... * Will also consider multiple day bids.... **Remember: You get what you bid for, someone else just does all the work for you.... I am auctioning off my points for Tuesday the 14th of December.... This auction will close at 6PM CST on December 14th, 2010.... The points will be given from 6:30 PM til 6:30 AM.... This will allow for a reset which will generate more rates; thus more points.... Please leave only auction

Dreamdemons
you fall asleep to end your day,,,falling deep as you drift away subconcious minds begin to roam,,,,,making fantasy your new home we alwasy fear what we dont know,,,,your darkest thoughts begin to show in this world you call your own,,,,dream demons dance your fears are known drift away you start your flight,drift away into the night you never know where you will stop,,,drift away until you drop the ones you see dont trust no more,,,their not the ones you knew before dream demons fool you to have their fun,,,they make you think they are the ones they pull you deeper no end in site,,,you try to stop them they start to fight they feed on fear they grow so strong,,,,they know your weakness your strenght is gone drift away dream demons dance,,,,drift away they steal your chance you cant control where you might stop,,,,drift away until you drop you find a place where you can hide,,,,you search for answers deep inside you tell yourself this cant be true,,,,dream demons dance wha

Monthly Vip Giveaway
Well, I'm considering changing this concept around a little, to something like: 1) I randomly choose someone from my friends/fans (You must be in BOTH lists)... 2) Not a current VIP 3) I shouldn't need to inform you to add me, fan me, rate me, etc... c'mon folks... we all know the game here!! 4) a negative attitude is a downer... (wah wah, I never win anything... I don't have a chance... I can't compete with... etc... blah blah blah...) it's unbecoming. Fact is, I'm looking for friends, not fakes... if you're truly looking for a friend, you have a chance 5) Are you a regular in my shout box??? hmmm..... disclaimer: I do this for the fun and frolic and to be nice... it's cheaper than a dinner/movie date, lasts longer than flowers, and who knows... could be a long friendship... which to me is worth spending $20. No I am not trying to buy friends... hell, I don't have THAT much money to play with... I'm not gonna be anyones sugar-daddy... LOL With December aroun

It's Not Just About Sex.
So..here goes my 1st attempt at a blog....My fiance and I used to have a really healthy sexlife in the beginning, but over thew last 6 to 8 months, it has been drastically reduced:(...about 4-6 times a month...I have tried to talk to her about it, but it usually turns into a fight, and leaves her thinking that, this is all a relationship means to me. Its not all about sex to me, but I also believe a healthy sexlife, helps maintain a healthy relationship...If you people, could give me some positive feedback on this, it would be great....And please no rude comments

Bits And Pieces Of Stories I Make-up
She pulled into the parking lot fourty-five minutes early, "better to be early then late" she thought, Kate look into her compact she carried with her in her purse, she looked at her make-up. God she didnt know the person looking back at her Could she really be do this" Could she going on a date with someone she never met in person? Her best friend Amanda knows him...that s seamed to clam her down, "god, Kate!!!! Chill, its okay its not you never been to this club'", she looked at the sign, it normaly made her feel relaxed just to see it ADEARA, but She hasnt been to the club in a long, long time. She thought back to when the last time she was at the club, tears started to form in the corner of her eyes. She wiped away the teares from her eyes. This time it will be differnt, it not the same person! She glaced down at the clock in her car, ""oh shit" she late!! its now past 6p.m. how can that be, she must of gotten lost in her train of thought. She took a big deep breath in, and op

Depression
back in April I finally explained to the family about my daughter Sara Elizabeth Land. when she was born, died etc.... Holidays and such before that just passed by as I was usually working or busy with visiting family. this year is different. Now that everyone knows about her, it is getting harder for me to be happy as the Holidays approach (Thanksgiving and Christmas) I will never know the joy of seeing her walk her first steps. her first words spoken. first day of school. birthday parties, lil girl tea parties. watchin her open presents on Christmas morning. see her go on a first date, teach to drive a car. Graduate highschool and maybe college. get married??? well my point is to all my true friends and family here on the website, if im not as cheerful or seem frustrated, please understand why... Thanks.. PS - i was 16 when she was born. I helped deliver her ... her mom took her away a few months later and i never heard from either for a year. she died at the age of 4 i

The 8th Of November
On November 8th, 1965, the 173rd Airborne Brigade on Operation Hump, War Zone D in Vietnam, were ambushed by over 1200 V.C. Forty-eight American soldiers lost their lives that day. Severely wounded, and riskin’ his own life, Lawrence Joel, a medic, was the first livin’ black man since the Spanish-American War to receive the United States Medal of Honor for savin’ so many lives in the midst of battle that day. Our friend, Nialls Harris, retired 25 years, United States Army, the guy who gave Big Kenny his top hat, was one of the wounded who lived: This song is his story. Caught in the action of kill or be killed, greater love hath no man than to lay down his life for his brother. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SfElHIt7n0s Let us NEVER forget the heros who have given their lives so that we can live free.

Julie_aldaba
There have been many write-ups about this topic, self-help books, inspirational booklets, pamphlets, you name it. The ones that I have been read usually say the same thing. This article wont tell you why in the world should there be disappointments and injustice, neither how will you be able to avoid it. This is just to present how it feels to be in that position as it is, without condescension, without analysis or judgment. Somebody close to my heart is currently in pain. His heart is aching because of disappointment with the turnout of something he badly wanted and hardly worked for. Each one of us had our share of disappointments. I believe nobody is immune to it, for even God experienced it when the first man and woman fell into sin. Disappointment is part of life that can show up unannounced at any time and place according to a writer I know (only by name).When disappointment isn’t dealt with properly, it can grow heavy and smother our hearts, and steal our joy. When even

Posers
i hate posers that call people fakes...talk about a kill joy. i mean what exactly am i faking anyway lol! and if i were lame why do i have a high rating ... unless u of course are a fat ugly man behind a massive computer i see no need for u to insult me. well i am just saying nice try to get me down. to tell the truth ur insults just make me laugh at how childish some people can still be.. i know i am not the "sexiest" man in the world but i am at east attractive enought to have had three ways with beautifull women my own age. i get flirted with constantly and ect ect... so there for im not fake but real... and u are jealous lol how adorable..... u little fukin little posers!:) dont hate on people is all im saying.

Not Ready To Say Goodbye
I need to vent. I need to get and express the hurt that's going on inside before it bursts. It feels like a losing battle - treading water with a ton of weight pulling you down; I'm swimming, yet still sinking. My gandfather grew up a in a broken home during the depression. At that point in life, already off to a bad start - a very poor family sometimes eating turnips for days on end, and also being very unwanted - his grandmother at one point tried to kill him. Time went on, he grew up. He found work, got married, had a son. The marriage fell apart, and the little boy, an uncle I'd never meet passed away at the age of 6 to leukemia. Fate still was not done dealing him bad hands. He wound up a medic on the front lines in World War II. Many of the scenes at the beginning of the movie Saving Private Ryan, he witnessed first-hand; more than enough to scar anyone for life. You'd never know it. Life went on, he met my grandma, married, had 5 more kids and eventually 10 grandkids. Me, b

Xx Ur Worst Nightmare Xx
without you, there is no reason to live every moment , there is no reason to wake up in the morning , there is no reason to breathe every breath. without you , my world is gone , my life is meaning less , my heart stops beating. without you , all colors are dull , all food is tasteless , all flowers are wilted. without you , there is no light , there is no warmth , there is no music. without you , i can not love , i cant not live , i can not laugh. without you ,

Apple Does It Again!!
Christmas gift idea APPLE DOES IT AGAIN Apple announced today that it has developed a breast implant that can store and play music. The iTit will cost from $499 to $699, depending on cup and speaker size. This is considered a major social breakthrough, because women are always complaining about men staring at their breasts and not listening to them.

Mary Has A Little Lamb
CHECK OUT KENDRA WILKINSON'S NEW GIRL ON GIRL LESBIAN SEX TAPE VIDEO ONLINE OVER HERE! Ask and u shall receive! Just uploaded another video, this one a strip tease! I just got around to fixing my blogger problem, I lost my gmail/blogger pw and no longer had the alternate email they had! It was just faster and easier to create a new blogger! I just started posting on it and will be providing all the links to my pics and videos and yes you can expect the same wild crazy stuff too! Thank you my friends who have waited so patiently for me to get off my lazy ass and fix that issue!

Decisions
I recently had come to a decision or was given one to make. It involves a man. But theres a nitch in it. He lives outta state. Should that stop you from being together JUST because of that? If you really want this person in your life should the distance keep you from doing so? VOTE ON MY MUMM "Distance"!!!!! Thank you!! I realized something yesterday that was long overdue. Yes it may take me a while to realize certain things and this is one of them. I spend way too much time on fubar. At least I think I do. There are certain things I ignore in my life that I really shouldnt, Like the fact that my body cant handle staying up late. Even though Im 35 yrs old, I have health issues that I have to deal with like Rheumatoid Arthritis. Ive had it since I was 16 but just recently started bothering me about a year ago. If you are familiar with it you know what I go through. If not, heres a little info. It is a long-term disease that leads to inflammation of the joints and surro

When Girls Talk
That they never say "Prison" in a television show? They always say "Jail". Im not talking about reality shows obviously. But this is something that annoys me. You will here... "Youre going to spend the rest of your life in jail!". Ummmm, that would be prison you stupid writers. There must be a reason behind this. I just dont get it. And I bring it up to Ryot and Val all the time. Also - ever notice that most actors are left handed? Just watch when they have to write something in a movie TV show. OK, thats it for now. :) This blog will be about some stuff that my girls and I talk about..... Pretty Simple. I will post stuff as we come up with it - so no schedule to how often things are updated here. But Im sure some of it will shock you - most will probably make you laugh... And it will definitely give you an insight into our warped world... In some cases, names will be changed to protect the innocent or insecure.

Quotes
we talked, We walked,for a Moment in Time.You passed through my life that day and left your mark.You may never pass my way again,Or you may stay for a lifetime.No matter what,I want to say thank you for the impression you made that will stay with me for eternity.I enjoyed the walk, I enjoyed the talk.I am blessed for that moment in time.The first time I saw you I knew you would affect my life, though your role I did not know.I asked myself, "Why is he alone? Why does he sit so quiet, all alone? Is he sad?Is he glad to be alone? Is he alone? Is he lonely? "There is so much I want to know.I asked myself, "Why him? When so many people pass through my life each day,why him? "What attracts me to you? What makes me want to know more? I want to know.Even if my questions are never answered, There is one thing I want you to know.I have been blessed by the effect you had on me in thatMoment in Time. Sometimes it takes traumatic events to put things in perspective and make yo

Salute For A Free Happy Hour Contest
CONTEST IS ON GOING!!!!! NO END DATE!!!! Im gonna steal an idea out of Babyj's play book and try something new. How about a simple little contest where I give away a happy hour to those ladies willing to participate in my lil game? To be entered in the contest, all you have to do is create a salute photo for me in your fubar album that you'd like to submit, anything goes. Ladies you can do teasers and nsfw salutes in addition to sfw salutes as well...Just click the 'link to photo' link under the photo and copy the html embed code with the thumbnail and paste it into a comment in this blog post. the photo should contain at least YOU and my name JT of course...You can customize the photo any way you want, so be creative now lol. Bonus points will be added for members of the armed forces who are currently deployed, female strippers, pic text messages for those of you that have my number. I'll periodically give away a Happy Hour to the winner/winners, based on style, sexiness, and

The People I Have Lost
THIS IS ALL BOUT MY KIDS AND FAMILY THAT BEEN THERE FOR WHEN. I NEED THEM THE MOST AND THE MAN I AM WITH RIGHT IF IT WAS NOT FOR THEM. I WOULD NOT NO WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE BECAUSE THEY R MY LIFE. I LIVE AND GOD. GOD HAS DONE SO MUCH FOR US THAT DON'T KNOW MUCH MORE I CAN THANK HIM ENOUGH FOR BEING THERE THROW THE HARD TIMES. I JUST THANK GOD EVERYDAY FOR LETTING MOM STILL BE ALIVE AND FOR BRING THE MAN I GOT TO ME BUT HAS FOR MY KIDS THEY R MINE WORLD WITH OUT THEM I HAVE NO LIFE. I LOVE THEM WITH ALL MINE HEART AND ONLY GOD KNOWS THAT. i wish my dad was here i miss him so much. i have not seen him in 15 years and i just wish you would come back home because so hard not seening you in my life. i can remeber when he was a around. it was so good times to have him in life and now he is gone and i want him back. i love my dad a lot. i am dad's girl and his not seen his grandkids that he has. i miss u dad and i love u i just wish would come back to me.

The Saturday Rock Block On The Glow Radio
Saturday Rock Block on The Glow Radio: The Reverend DJ Furg & his "Church of Rock" he will be spinning his mix of Punk, Grunge, Hard Rock & Metal Music starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt next up is The Mistress of Hard Rock & Metal; "Thee Witch" starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt next is The Freak Show with Tony the Misfit featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt Sunday Morning The DJ Joe D Show Live from Toronto, Canada at 7am PT/8am MT/9am CT/10am ET/3pm GMT Every Sunday Morning DJ Joe D will be Live from Toronto, Canada The show will include DJ Whitney and her Springsteen Minute.The ever-popular DJ Joe D Blog Review returns as does both the Canadian Content & Novelty Songs of the Week.Tune in for this great new show

Fu Questions
I'm going around rating boomers and god blings...close to leveling, so what the hell. Anyway, I have seen people running a God Bling AND a Boomer or a God Bling and a Polisher. I don't understand. I could see running a God Bling with a Pimp Hand, since the pimp hand only has so many strikes, but is there some benefit points wise to double up on bling?

Random Ramblings
For about a week now, I have been offering to pay people to rate all my pics.... I currently have around 350 pictures with about 30 being in a "Family Only" folder.... I understand that not everyone can rate those particular pictures and that is fine with me.... They will still get paid for rating all of the rest.... I am currently paying 140K which I believe is more than fair.... I ran into an issue this morning where someone said that they haven't been paid.... So, to avoid any further confusion or delay I have made a folder with screen shots of the payments.... This will not only protect me from having to double pay someone, it also proves to others who are rating my pics that they will indeed get paid.... Another issue that I have run into is people commenting on the pictures that all have been rated.... In my status it clearly states: "Paying 140K for rating all my pics.... PM me when you are done...." If people do not send me a Personal Message to my inbox I cannot guarantee paym

Farewell
Farewell world. farewell daughter. farewell till my eternal slaughter. day to day living has driven me insane, finding the courage to not drive this spike into my brain. i hate this life, consistantly filled with strife; struggling to not lose my mind. i hate myself, always wanted to be thin. no one ever beheld what i had within never seeing the beauty they say that god has given. farewell world. farewell daughter. i welcome my eternal slaughter. isolated by my beloved, seemingly death i have devoted. my decaying body soon found bloated. saddened with every effort wasted; true happiness i have never tasted. pricking my finger on this thorn, wishing that i was never born. farewell world. farewell daughter. the abyss swallows me; as i step into my eternal slaughter Let's do some automatic writing, click to begin exercise... Death. Something I had obsessed over for quite sometime. Blood, something I constantly crave, be it my own or someone else's. Animalistic urges that build and build i

Trippy & Kidkel69 Make Metal History On The Cover Of Rsm : Read Their Long History Ft: Zakk Wylde
Trippy and I go way.........back. I first met Sandy and Tim (Trippy's brother) viewing their awesome art and amazing videos on YOUTUBE. Although Sandy and Trippy have a love /hate relationship, Sandy referred me to Trippy. Trippy was invited to join ALL~MOST FAMOUS REVIEW over on Kick Apps , as an entertainer, but our sponsors suspended him for his profanity. I tried to explain to my affiliate's , that Trippy may have been suffering from an un-treated case of Tourette syndrome. I was unable to resolve the issue. I followed Trippy everywhere he went, but I believe Trippy was always sour over the incident. (http://www.rockingfunmusic.com/) HIT BIG BLUE KICK APPS LINK I especially enjoyed the subjects of Jimmy Hendrix and Jim Morrison presented by ONE BLACK ROSE. (see art and bio here) http://www.angelfire.com/sotp45/index.html I asked the ONE BLACK ROSE team to be showcased in our Halloween edition of, ALL~MOST FAMOUS FAMOUS VIDEO REVIEW MAGAZINE with Kidk

The Meaning Of Fu.....
I have been on fu over a 2 years now and have seen and heard things I would prefer to forget about. Like most here, I was invited with no warning or explanation of what Fubar is. I almost didn't stay but I looked around and tried to figure out the "rules" and how "the game" was being played. I soon found out the posted rules are often broken or ignored completely and the game was open for interpretation. I read the blogs written by the yellow names and still find myself confused as to what the hell I am supposed to be doing here. The game even changes by it's creator quite often. I always joke that fubar must be baby jesus thesis or a cruel experiment on human behavior. When you combine people from all walks of life and give them the anonymity of a computer, you are bound to see people acting like they never would in real life. Which brings up the question, why does fubar say this is "real fun"? Cracks me up every time I read it. There are those here that only ask you to be

Pleasure
My mind wonders, I think of you, the flame inside my soul alights, I hear your voice in my ear, although you are not in site. I feel your teeth on my neck, like a candle, I begin to burn. Your arm encircles me, I hear your whispering words, "My sweet, my beautiful one, my love" Your tongue on my ear, sending shivers down my spine. You tug at my hair, pull back my head. Lost in your kiss, your fingers pulling me closer still. You sense my lust, my heart beats fast, The flame burns more, my desire unfolds. You claw at my breast, your lips scattering kisses. I relax, trusting in your love and touch. Then you sink your teeth into my flesh, I cry out in pain, Mixed with a pleasure, praying you do it again. Your fangs peirce my skin once more, again a moan flees. I feel the flame more keenly, slowly burning up inside of me. You grab my arm and pull them back, Holding my wrist firmly in your hand I feel the kiss of the harsh leather embracing them. Then the click o

Passions Of Desire
The sun rises on a cool crisp morning, My body aches for want of yearning. I want your caress, your touch, For I need your love oh so much. You are my presence in my mind, I am lucky to find a man so kind. To hold in awe at your passion and need, Your want for me is not out of greed. To languish for hours within your arms, Your wit, your humor, and your charm. Enlightens within me a new desire each day, One I hope is there forever to stay. I love you lover, friend and desire, My loins ache for you as though on fire. My breast harden at your thought, Nipples grow hard, sensitive and taut. The door to my inner depths opens for you, The passion, the fire, the need to endure. Caressing you, touching you, kissing you, My love has been waiting so long for you. The soft seduction of your lips, Your venture down to my hips. Squirming, shivering, pulling you near, I invite you in, I have no fear. Our bodies engage, two as one, Pure excitement, the play ha

Rapture Logs.
May 25th, 2011~Day 5~ Seventh Entry : Today proved to be pretty uneventfull. It would seem that Cooper and I have eluded the Zombies for now. We mustn't get too comfortable though. Lets see.. so far today I have improved my traps...I have made them more fail proof by adding some cammoflage. I figure if the traps are un noticed then they are more likely to work. I worked on my peeks ( the places where I can look out and see whats going on outside of the grange). I sinched them up some, and have secured weaponry at each station. So far there has been no sign of any hostiles, no signs of any friendlies either though. I thought at one point today I might have heard some children playing not too far from the grange. There is a possibility that there may be a camp of friendlies near by. Cooper and I will investigate early tomorrow, as long as the coast remains clear. Cooper seems to be at ease still thus far so it is my best guess that we will be safe here again tonight. M

Bored
cum to my web cam. i will show u my junk n u judge it. i got my web cam on waiting on a woman to come connect if she wants. we can talk n do watever u want hey sexy ladies im on my web cam waiting to talk to all u hot botherd ladies cum check me out if u want. xoxo

That Metal Show(phil Anselmo)pantera
Watch the full episode of VH1 Classic's That Metal Show featuring an interview with former Pantera frontman, Philip Anselmo. Watch Full Episodes Online at Vh1.com. VH1 Original TV Show. http://www.vh1.com/video/that-metal-show/full-episodes/phil-anselmo-pantera/1651275/playlist.jhtml Copy and Paste VH1 TV Shows | Music Videos | Celebrity Photos | News & Gossip

Essay
A smile in my eyes,Now away from my betrayal.To one I would give all,Forever be loyal.But that not how it went,Broken and bent is what I know.Someone help me,I've lost my way to go.Look at my eyes,You'll see the heart in me.And soon in your heart,There I will be. Hidden from me,she is now found,A beauty I should never have lost.A friend that had vanished,To my heart it did cost.Will she smile at me again,Even close to the way before.Or will I pay the price,And never hold her heart nomore.Please beautiful smile for me,I hope brighter than ever.Because you will never leave my sight,My friend,my beauty forever. Write a single blog post for the topic/key phrase “college admission essays.” The post should be in form of tips for the students applying to colleges. It should NOT be a college admission essay itself. The post should be roughly 500 words with the following SEO requirements met:- key phrase appears at least once for every 150-200 words- 2

"special Someone" A Song By Me(gabe Haney)
1st Verse: In the darkness of the night, you were my bright and shining light. I just wanted you to see, that I wanted you closer to me. You have brighten my pathway, to a better day. I just want you to stay with me, please darlin please Chorus: I want you to be my special someone, someone I can love. My special, special someone like an angel from above. I just want hold you, hold you tight, and protect you with all my might. I hope you can be that special someone till the end of time. My special, special someone that I want to be mine. 2nd verse: You give me a great big smile,I just want to sit with you for awhile. You are so beautiful to me, and I just want us to be. I know that in my heart, I don't want us to be apart. This is my plea, I hope you can see, that I want you to be with me Chorus: I want you to be my special someone, someone I can love. My special, special someone like an angel from above. I just want hold you, hold

*just Bout Stuffs!*
Heyyyy Everyone!!!! Feel Free to add me on myspace..Here the Url.. www.myspace.com/LilCutiie255 Feel Free to add me on Facebook...Find me from the Email.. My Email for the facebook is SexiiGirl4u25@yahoo.com Plzzz Sign My Guestbook in my Fubar Profile!!!! Thank You Very Much Everyone!!! xo Muah ox

Rantings
Earlier today a friend showed me some stuff on the obvious sides of fubar. Normally I knew about stuff like this on Fubar, but I began to see some horridly ugly things turn after turn the harder I looked. For instance: How fucking sad is it to sell yourself online for digital stuff? What is this pray tell? Well how about I whip my nuts out, write your name on them, take a pic, and post it on fubar for the mere cost of a 65 credit bling pack? Wtf right? Not gonna happen, especially on my end with me being a dude and any relatively smart woman out there knowing than the vast majority of men will just whip the whole fruit basket out to any woman who will ask. A vast sterotype obviously, but you get the idea. Besides, only 1 person I am sure of would even want to see that, and she has permenant free access anyways. :P ANYWHOO- Primarily, it is just deplorable to do such a thing. Don't get me wrong, the ladies on fubar kick ass and it being an adult site you can do whatever the fuck yo

Hcg Diet Is Truly A Miracle!
I did this diet. I have done other diets such as Weight Watchers. I starved myself on Weight Watchers just to lose 10lbs in 6 months. This diet truly works. You will lose 1-2lbs a day. I lost 21lbs in 3 weeks and have kept the weight off. If you are over weight or have those stubborn 10lbs that you just cannot lose...you owe it to yourself to look into this diet. Copy & paste this url into your browser: http://www.hcg1234.com/204.html or just click on the picture below... If you want a beach body like this...it truly can be yours. hCG 1234> http://www.hcg1234.com/204.html

I Said Bye!!! Did I F Up?
9:29pmmoreTo mrfm12589: are you muslim?? cancelChat.. 9:29pmreplyklehman: ok cancelChat.. 9:30pmreplymrfm12589: yes is this ok with yaaa cancelChat.. 9:31pmmoreTo mrfm12589: are you practacing the faith? cancelChat.. 9:31pmreplymrfm12589: yes cancelChat.. 9:31pmmoreTo mrfm12589: im really very sorry I CAN'T HELP BUT THINK, MAYBE THIS GUY IS WITH AL-QUEDA. I CAN'T HELP IT. I SAW THE 2ND PLANE GO INTO THE TOWERS"LIVE". IT WAS HORRIFIC. THIS MAY BE A NICE GUY, BUT IM NOT GETTING INVOLVED, EVEN AS A FRIEND. AND IF THAT MAKES ME A BYTCH, SO BE IT. I am having major sugery on the 24th or the 31st. All my doctors are talking w/each other before the surgery. Its brain surgery. I have a tumor that keeps growing and causing me horrendous headaches. I already had problems w/having headaches but these headaches are killer!!!! Make me wish i was dead when they hit they are just simply that bad. They dont know if its a cancerous tumor or not, but i guess i'll find out soon after surgery

To All Juggalos And Juggalettes.
If you claim to be either a juggalo or juggalette, delete yourself from my friends list. I choose not to associate myself with someone who cant accept the fact that ICP is just a couple of bad musicians that paint their face and your taking this thing WAY too far. BTW your hatchet, is a fucking meat cleaver! Go to school.

Dumb Asses In My Sb
Ok I have these rules that some think to not EVEN consider b/c they are just plain stupid. Then there are the ones that are young AND stupid.....People say age is just a # but when you come across the young that are just omfg are you kidding me?... age really does matter lol. Well I just had the pleasure of coming into contact with one of the omfg are you kidding me kind........heres the SB convo.... Michael: are you single 11:42am To Michael: no and i am too old for you 12:02pm Michael: when can we meet 12:21pm To Michael: excuse me? 12:22pm Michael: when are we going to meet 12:27pm To Michael: ok I can tell ur age and lack of maturity is showing.. you asked if i was single I said no and im too old for you yet you STILL ask if we can meet? You may think thats attractive but a true woman that respects herself wouldnt. You want the little young tramps that think fucking anything is "hawt".Look here kid. this may be the

Fumafia's Version Of Psalm 23
TO THE TUNE OF "WE THREE KINGS" WE THREE THUGS FROM MAFIA ARE BREAKING BONES BOTH NEAR AND AFAR ROUGH AND READY STRONG AND STEADY PAY UP OR WE'LL BOMB YOUR CAR OW OW GUNS SO SHINY GUNS OF MIGHT I'LL COME TO KILL YOU IN THE NIGHT I'LL LEAVE YOU BLEEDING BEGGING AND PLEADING FOR YOUR NOW WORTHLESS LIFE MY UZI IS MY SHEPARD ,I SHALL NOT WANT FOR AMMO I WILL MAKE YOU TO LIE DOWN IN THE DIRT AND THE WORLD WILL BE QUIETER WITHOUT YOU I TAKETH YOUR SOUL,IT BELONGS TO ME I GUIDE YOU ON THE PATH OF MURDER AND MAYHEM AND ALTHOUGH I WALK THRU THE VALLEY OF DEATH , I WILL FEAR NO MOBSTER AS I AM THE MEANEST GANGSTER IN THIS GAME MY GUNS AND ARMOUR THEY COMFORT ME I WILL SET A FIRE UNDER YOU IN THE PRESENCE OF ALL MY CAPTIVES I WILL ANOINT YOUR BODY WITH GASOLINE AND SET YOU THE F*CK ON FIRE SURELY DESTRUCTION AND HATE WILL FOLLOW ME TILL THE END OF TIME AND I WILL DWELL IN THE HOUSE OF THE DEVI FOR ALL TIME AMEN IF THIS OFFENDS YOU ........GO AWAY , YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO L

Life
when to se hallowicked alot of asshole touching girls sexualy i think its fucked up we spost to be family and dude be grabing other mens woman wtf anyway not shure when my lifes headed but i know the dark carnival with have a strong message with the might death pop its coming ppl u been warn its neer change youe ways or u know where u will go and it wont be shangrila well that all mcl to those who are real juggalos and lette fuck thr other the fakes and haters u kow where your going id hate to be u living your life hateing and not being happy losers mcl peace

I Shall Return, Lol=]]
I Just wanted everyone to know that I am coming back on here whenever I can get to a computer, until I can get another one.... My Laptop I was using was a rental and we can't afford 2 keep payments on it, with Christmas coming and all.... But, I won't be gone forever.... R U kidding me?! lol=]] I love fubar, hehe lolsXDD And I luv yah all, so plz just keep me as ur friend/family=]] I won't 4get about u either.... ~hugggs~ and c u whenever I can! Luv, Danielle Adair a.k.a. Hisangeleyes (me)

How I Feel
idk what to do anymore. the things ppl do and say to me. idk wiether to trust anymore. its so fuckn hard.. to kno that something someone saids could b a lie.. why do ppl promise shit that they can do . grrr. im upset badly. i want to drift again and die. and sometimes. when a man saids he cares. and he wants to b there. dnt take it personaly when he isnt. jus means he never really cared in the first place. im over this shit to . WHERE CN I FIND A TRU LO.? CN ANYONE TELL ME PLEASE.. idk anymore i jus wanta b happy . there is one person that makes me happy idk if he feels the way i do . kinda scarey. but im dealin i guess. ppl cn say that they are here for u . and they are always listenin. well.. yeah its really nice but if u cnt touch them or hug them .then . i mean . idk i feel so fuckn alone. like nothing i do or say makes me feel wanted im jus that girl thats friends with everyone. the fuckn holidays suck to . i hate them . Some times in our lifes we dnt get to see the whole pic

Bitching...
Ok people... Ive noticed that when people have that nice shiny god bling that they become snobs. I know us less important levels are sometimes ignored. I chase booms and gods just like everyone else on here. And while I had my god i rated bombed and loved my fam and friends and then people who asked that werent in my fam and friends. But now that i dont have that nice shiny cross not as many people even like me. I know that this is just a website. But if you are in my friends and fam and you are bombing and I show love, rate, like, fan and whatnot yet you ignore it and only pay attention to the more popular ones, you arent gonna get my fuckin attention anymore. But if you do return the love, then I will continue to show you attention everyday. ...but when I do have the ability bling and you all of a sudden want my attention... remember.... outta sight outta mind yo!

Dumb Fucks!!!
OK This is a Convo in YIm between me & a certain someone who thinks he is the total package. He starts out by hitting on you & then when you keep turning him down, he blows up on you. An I will not name him but I will show a convo we had in yim that caused him 2 block him on fu after cussing me in my sb. I never even got the chance 2 respond:( Lol Oh well he will learn one day I hope that not all women want him or 2 get on cam 4 him. Some of us women have more RESPECT 4 ourselves & the ppl we are with. He just lost the chance @ having a good friend cuz he could not accept that I did not want more & he could not take a joke. But this convo ya'll are about 2 see shows just how much of a dumb fuck he really is. YIM CONVO: Marko: All right it's time to send me ur cam? dixiedevilwendy: Lol no can do Marko: Ahh you just don Marko: t want to... dixiedevilwendy: Lol dixiedevilwendy: I look beasty Marko: I don't care baby! Marko: I just wanna get you in my ride...*Smiles* dixiedevilwendy:

My Thoughts
I am single and looking for a guy, who is kind,considerate,respectful,romantic,doesn't play head or mind games. Knows what he wants out of life. If he has kids thats fine with me. I am trying to find Mr.Right. Will i ever find him. I want a guy that is going to stay with me through the good times and the bad. I want someone that is going to love me for me. I want someone that is going to be honest,caring,respecful and romantic. someone that doesn't cheat,lie or take advantage of me. If you think that you fit this description message me on here I was watching the verdict being read today in regards to Caylee Anthony. Her mom was accused of killing her. The verdict came bac not guilty. How can a parent do that. She had no emotions when the verdict was read but she got up and hugged her attorney after everything was said and done. Why is it that she is going to get away with murder and this girl isn't going to get the justice she needs. Casey told a friend of hers at one point

Hurt
I'm not very good at blogging so I will try my best Why is it that everytime I see you I go nuts inside, I look at you and the feelings are real, they wont go away and I get hurt everytime without you really knowing. I dont know what to do or what to say. Whenever we get close you end up pushing me away and the pain and failure is there. I truely love you but I dont think you see it. The words are eal and will always be true. You mean the world to me and I want to have you but you wont come near me to see the true person I really am. if you could only truely spend the time with me you owuld see the real me is not fake like most, my love would be true as the words coming from my lips. I truely hurt inside everytime I get to even see you talked to me. I hae to get this off my chest and stop holding it inside. I cry to let the pain ease but it doesnt always work.

Turf Rules
Juggador Mafia Turf rules Standards for promotion..1. Be an active member for at least one week.2. Show Improvement.( Not by leveling, but by Showing Excitement for your turf).3. Show consistent improvement (Based on Character strength and Skill).4. Other criteria include ability to train, Following all the turf rules and regulations, recruiting and working as team member.Once in a leadership position( LT and Up ), you are expected to be an active participant. If you are going to be inactive for longer than three days, let someone know and we will temporarily put someone in the position so the turf funds are maximized to improve the turf. Not letting the Boss or Underboss or Lieutenants know can result in demotion to Associate. UPON PROMOTION: The new soldier will need to provide a list of territories/equip to his/her mentor/trainer for an evaluation and/or recommendations on how to improve his/her mobsters. Unless we already kno

Lookin To Pay For A Model To Pose With Truck Club Vehicles
Me and a friend just started a Truck Club and are looking for some attractive girls that are in shape dont need the next Barbie but please have enough sense to realize if you look good enough to do any kind of modeling before contacting me... We will be paying for the model to pose and it will be paid per truck they model with.... so if you are interested let me know and we can talk and have a pic ready to send over email so that we get a preview of what you look like....

Wykd
Have you ever felt like you don't get any love from fellow fu's? Are your fufunds low and you just can't get any kind of attention? Well come see Madame Rain And Lady J in WYKD and let one of us be your personal slave for a week... We will love on you, comment your page, rate pics, send random gifts. We will also add you to our #1 friend spot, and we will also randomly put you in our status. Depending on what it is you have to offer will depend on what and how much we will do for you. Ownership is only for a week. If you are a perve, and think you will be getting a freak, you will, but we aren't like most fufreaks on here. We do have our limits. THERE WILL BE NO DRAMA WHAT SO EVER!!! If there is any kind of drama, you will be blocked from both Madame Rain and Lady J. You do have to be a member of WYKD. There will be no exchanging of numbers, addresses, personal info of any kind. No cam for either Madame Rain and Lady J. There will also be nocybering, no sexual acts of any kind. There i

Fubar Things
Ok Fubar, wtf? Every time a major championship game/series is coming up, you put up blings for the teams involved. Since I joined Fubar last September, you have made Texas-Alabama for last year's NCG, Colts/Saints, Yankees/Phillies, Giants/Rangers, etc. Fast forward to a few weeks ago, Oregon and Auburn are slotted in the NCG for college football. Is there a Ducks or Tigers bling? Noooo, only an Auburn one after the game. Now you have ones up for the NFC & AFC title games? Seriously, it's not even the Super Bowl yet. I guess you guys are a bunch of Cal and/or Stanford fans and felt like snubbing Oregon or something. Way to show some love for the PAC-10. If Stanford was in the NCG I bet you would have had it up two weeks in advance. So thanks for not putting up an Oregon bling when many of us were looking forward to it for over a month. Ok, so with all the tweaking and retweaking with God Mode...it looks like they're set on it being 20 million points or 24 hours, whichever comes first.

Truth Hurts
1. Americans spend $36,000,000 at Wal-Mart Every hour of every day. 2. This works out to $20,928 profit every minute!3. Wal-Mart will sell more from January 1 to St. Patrick's Day (March 17th) than Target sells all year.4. Wal-Mart is bigger than Home Depot + Kroger + Target +Sears + Costco + K-Mart combined.5. Wal-Mart employs 1.6 million people, is the world's largest private employer, and most speak English.6. Wal-Mart is the largest company in the history of the world.7. Wal-Mart now sells more food than Kroger and Safeway combined, and keep in mind they did this in only fifteen years.8. During this same period, 31 big supermarket chains sought bankruptcy.9. Wal-Mart now sells more food than any other store in the world.10. Wal-Mart has approx 3,900 stores in the USA of which 1,906 are Super Centers; this is 1,000 more than it had five years ago.11. This year 7.2 billion different purchasing experiences will occur at Wal-Mart stores. (Earth's population is

Whats New With Fu-bar
FST Please repost these often! http://fubar.com/fst-please-repost-these-often/b334873-1134918 Lets keep gettin the word out about the Fubar Street Team! We need to show love to the swag shop also!! Please repost these bulletins often: Want To Join the Fubar Street Team? http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=1601526768 Got FuSwag? http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3336939263 Thanks to all FST members! Keep up the good work!

Quiz
A Quiz about me (1-25) 1) What's your middle name? Cassandra 2) What's your top three favorite colors? purple, pink & blue 3) What's your favorite fruit? Grapes 4) How many siblings do you have? 5 5) Do you have kids? If so how many? What gender and age(s)? &nb

Crossroads
Time, lately....for some unknown but palpable reason, seems short to me...or maybe FOR me. Irregardless of which it is, short is a measurement of oppotunities becoming less numerous. I am not afraid, but uncertain...I simply desire to get things right. I have to let some things go, walk away from some things, from some people, and make amends for others, TO others. No one can do these things for me. The crossroads stand in sight.

Wasted
This song explains how I feel about relationships, mine and other peoples . I sort of feel like I'm one to hang on much longer then I should and I dont know when to just cut my losses and let it go. I am also tired of wasting life away unhappy when I know happiness is out there . Im struggleing to make some tough decisions about my life and its a long road to find the right answer. Standing at the back doorShe tried to make it fastOne tear hit the hard woodIt fell like broken glassShe said sometimes love slips awayAnd you just can't get it backLet's face itFor one split secondShe almost turned aroundBut that would be like pouring rain dropsBack into a cloudSo she took another step and saidI see the way out and I'm gonna' take itI don't wanna' spend my life jadedWaiting to wake up one day and findThat I've let all these years go byWastedAnother glass of whisky but it still don't kill the painSo he stumbles to the sink and pours it down the drainHe says it's time to be a man and sto

Cassixoxo
Hey guys!! It's that spooky time of year again! I'm not a huge fan of anything scary...well unless I have a cute boy by my side to keep me safe! I went out a couple nights ago with a group of girl friends. I thought we were going to hang out and have a couple drinks, but somehow we end up going haunted house hopping. I dunno how it is where you are, but here It's so popular. Tons of haunted houses and corn mazes. I know that I was being a big baby, but I honestly get so scared!!!! I survived one house! I kept screaming and screaming and screaming some more. Of course the guys in the haunted house took advantage of the dark. I kept feeling hands all over my boobs and my ass. I kept saying Melissa is that you touching me! Everyone was laughing at me. So..this is my way of having a fun Halloween. I'm all dressed up and playing naughty on my web-cam!! I will be changing costumes tonight and tomorrow. I might not scare you, but I promise you a sexy boob bouncing good time!! Don't forget I

My Blog
I love this chic, she is so awesome on NCIS. This was my Granny and Pop's song when they were together. I just hope they are both together in heaven flying with the angels. I miss you both so very much and I know someday we'll all be together again. I love you both more than you could have ever known. Thank you for being there for me when I needed you both the most. There are so many times now that I wish I could just pick up the phone and call you both and hear your voices again. Conway Twitty - Hello Darlin I know my granny is flying with angels in heaven. We will be rejoined one day and I can't wait to hug you and tell you how much I miss you. This is for you on the upcoming anniversary of your death. Sarah McLachlan - Angel

On My Mind.
The Irish brought the tradition of the Jack O'Lantern to America. But, the original Jack O'Lantern was not a pumpkin.The Jack O'Lantern legend goes back hundreds of years in Irish History. As the story goes, Stingy Jack was a miserable, old drunk who liked to play tricks on everyone: family, friends, his mother and even the Devil himself. One day, he tricked the Devil into climbing up an apple tree. Once the Devil climbed up the apple tree, Stingy Jack hurriedly placed crosses around the trunk of the tree. The Devil was then unable to get down the tree. Stingy Jack made the Devil promise him not to take his soul when he died. Once the devil promised not to take his soul, Stingy Jack removed the crosses and let the Devil down. Many years later, when Jack finally died, he went to the pearly gates of Heaven and was told by Saint Peter that he was too mean and too cruel, and had led a miserable and worthless life on earth. He was not allowed to enter heaven. He then went down to Hell and

This And That
You may not know about NC's Outer Banks region, but it can be a wild and dangerous place, even though it's one of the most beautiful places on Earth.It's so beautiful that a couple of yankees came down in 1903 and took a little plane ride up the banks a bit at Kitty Hawk. (Kill Devil Hills)The most wonderful part of the Outer Banks is that it will never be Myrtle Beach. The ocean's cleansing action will take care of that. A real treasure. I wish they would leave these creatures alone as the top of the food chain in the ocean, unless the killer whale takes this honor lol. It is suspected she followed a weak El Nino current into local waters in search of food. Although mid 60 degree water is considered ideal for these sharks, the larger ones can tolerate water in the low 50s.The Shark took off towing the 42 foot fishing boat backwards through the water at about 7 Knots. Just like in JAWS, the boat was taking on water over the stern and the crew watc

Last Words
i lay here ,night after night and i look up thru my sunlight to the stars above .i watch as they glisten in the midnite sky and i feel the dampness as my eye begin to cry.i toss and i turn searching for something to hold,but all i find ,is a bed so cold. i go to town ,and i watch as people stroll by,never do they notice the tear in my eye.i see couples as they walk and hold hands .i see the couples as they share a life so grand.i go back to my house and down the road i ride,its th e lonliness in my heart i try to hide. i go to my spot so tranquil and cool,i stand there for hours skipping rocks across the pool.then its back to that place that i call home,where once again alone i do roam, ive traveled the world and many a place,but there is only that one longing face.the one that can make my heart warm.and release the happyness and let it swarm,.but such a life for me was not to be.im the loner,i must be free. as the Years pass my life does not change,and t most it must seam so strange.b

Flitting About
Trip to the grocery store for a pop - walking with my head down reading to see what my gas points were up to. I almost run into a cashier walking in an intercepting path with mine. I attempt to avoid plowing into her by flailing to my left, and walk directly into the path of the poor kid pushing a whole line of carts back inside the store. In an attempt to miss me, he plows his row of carts directly into the lady bringing a large selection of flowers from the outside of the store into the inside. Flowers sway ominously, but manage to stay in cart. I could NOT slink out of there fast enough!

Why
Why did you hurt me so bad Just cuz you got really mad You just couldn't love me right you were selfish and just had to lie There's so many times that you made me cry But why, what's the reason for doing all you did to me &n

Just Stuff
Never Argue with a Woman One morning, the husband returns the boat to their lakeside cottage after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, puts her feet up, and begins to read her book. The peace and solitude are magnificent. Along comes a Fish and Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, 'Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?' 'Reading a book,' she replies, (thinking, 'Isn't that obvious?') 'You

Salute Contest
hello. i am i my first salute contest on here. i need lots of coment to win. i hope all my sexy freinds and all you sexy fu people can come vote for me. ty and have a great day. [ fubar.com photo: sexynymph ]

Prayer Agianst The Power Of Darkness
On Terra (earth) in this fateful hourI place all Heaven with its powerthe sun with its brightnessthe snow with its whitenessthe fire with all the strength it haththe lightning with its rapid wraththe winds with their swiftness along their paththe sea with its deepnessthe rocks with their steepnessthe earth with it starknessall these I placeWith God's almighty help and gracebetween myself and the powers of darkness

Wwe Appreciation Day
Hardy News: Breaking News - Jeff Hardy to plead guilty to drug charges, according to AP report Dec 27, 2010 - 10:20:43 AM By James Caldwell, Torch assistant editor The Associated Press reports that TNA World Hvt. champion Jeff Hardy plans to plead guilty to drug charges at his next court hearing on January 20, 2011. The AP report, which was picked up by the Charlotte Observer newspaper, says the Moore county district attorney is making the claim that Hardy will plead guilty. The report does not indicate what the punishment will be for a guilty plea. The report notes Hardy is the current World champion for "Total Nonstop Action Wrestling on the Spike TV cable channel." On January 4, 2010, Hardy was indicted on three separate felony and misdemeanor drug charges related to a raid on his house on September 11, 2009. An additional drug charge was tacked on when Hardy was indicted. Hardy's court case was sent to Superior Court in Moore County, N.C., whe

Out Dreaming
Hope Hope the thread that binds our souls with Those that have gone before us and those that Will come after we ourselves have passed. Hope is the what follows the last drop of blood that is shed, the last tear that falls, and the last breath that is taken. After all these things have come to pass hope is there to hold our hands, wipe our tears and bless the future with its undying certainty that all the comes down our path is meant to be.

Careful ...interesting
GPS An acquaintance had their car broken into while they were at a footballgame. Things stolen from the car included a garage door remote control,some money and a GPS which had been prominently mounted on thedashboard. When the victims got home, they found that their house had beenransacked and just about everything worth anything had been stolen. Thethieves had used the GPS to guide them to the house. They then used thegarage remote control to open the garage door and gain entry to thehouse. The thieves knew the owners were at the football game, they knew whattime the game was scheduled to finish and so they knew how much time they hadto clean out the house. It would appear that they had brought a truck toempty the house of its contents. SOMETHING TO CONSIDER IF YOU HAVE A GPS - DON'T PUT YOUR HOME ADDRESS INIT. PUT A NEARBY ADDRESS (LIKE A STORE OR GAS STATION) SO YOU CAN STILLFIND YOUR WAY HOME IF YOU NEED TO, BUT NO ONE ELSE WOULD KNOW WHERE YOULIVE IF YOUR GPS WERE STOLEN. CELL PH

News And Commentary... Lol
THIS IS ONE CRAZY COUNTRY IN WHICH WE LIVE. I HAVE BEEN AROUND A LONG TIME AND SEEN AND HEARD MANY STRANGE THINGS, BUT THIS IS THE ABSOLUTE STRANGEST. I WILL BEGIN BY TRANSCRIBING AN ACTUAL ARTICLE FROM THE LA TIMES, THEN WOULD LIKE TO OFFER SOME OBSERVATIONS ABOUT THE ARTICLE. FASTEN YOUR SEAT BELTS, THIS IS ONE WILD RIDE. "IN RETROSPECT, LIGHTING THE MATCH WAS MY BIG MISTAKE. BUT I WAS ONLY TRYING TO RETRIEVE THE GERBIL," ERIC TOMASZEWSKI TOLD BEMUSED DOCTORS IN THE SEVERE BURNS UNIT OF SALT LAKE CITY HOSPITAL. TOMASZEWSKI, AND HIS HOMOSEXUAL PARTNER, ANDREW "KIKI" FARNUM, HAD BEEN ADMITTED FOR EMERGENCY TREATMENT AFTER A "FELCHING" SESSION HAD GONE SERIOUSLY WRONG. "I PUSHED THE CARDBOARD TUBE UP HIS RECTUM AND SLIPPED RAGGOT, OUR GERBIL IN," HE EXPLAINED. "AFTER A FEW MINUTES, KIKI SHOUTED 'ARMAGEDDON', MY CUE THAT HE'D HAD ENOUGH. "I TRIED TO RETRIEVE RAGGOT BUT HE WOULDN'T COME OUT AGAIN, SO I PEERED INTO THE TUBE AND STRUCK A MATCH, THINKING THE LIGHT MIGHT ATTRACT

Watching
She is intent on the computer - sitting at her desk, her back to the door. Music softly flows around her as she taps away on the keyboard, unaware of the erotic pain and dark pleasure awaiting her... Work has consumed her and she has neglected her Master for too long... Master watches quietly, a silent predator patiently waiting for the right moment to attack his soft prey... The bedroom is ready and waiting for his little whore - it has been ready for a while and she has not presented herself to him - and his patience is at an end... He knows she needs to relax but also knows how stubborn she can be when there is work calling... He waits until she saves her work, watching her stand and stretch tiredly - she has been so intent that she is unaware that he has arrived. He enjoys watching her - dressed in a tank top and comfortable, loose skirt - it will be easy enough to strip her naked and expose her soft flesh to his dark desires. He retreats to the shadows of the bedro

Nsfw Makes Me Laugh
NSFW makes me laugh. Fubar is a website for adults, if you like someone you will add them so why would you want to go in to their pictures and start telling them that they can not have that picture on there as it has an adult theme to it. If you don't like adult pictures then dont click on the pic to look at it. lmao

Why Women Cry
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand, " he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?" "All woman cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he called upon God. He asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly. I gave her strength to car

Love Me
A love like ours Oh my love can you feel that gentle spring rain and how it beads down our necked flesh. As you pull me to you I feel our temperatures rise and how wonderful your lips feel pressed against mine. I feel your hands roaming radically over my body so afraid you might leave a place untouched. I feel your lips slowly move to my neck these soft sweet kisses causes a sweet wetness between my legs. Your lips slowly move down my body I see you look up to gaze into my eyes. To my surprise you gently grab my ankle to place it on your shoulder. Now I am placed snuggly between you and a tree. I feel your tongue at my wonderful sweet spot gently but radically I feel your tongue move about my clit I moan with sheer delight unable to stop my body from quivering how my body aches in a pleasurable way. The next thing I know you are placing my clit into your mouth sucking and gently nibbling it in such a way unable to hold back I squirt deep into your mouth and to my surprise you suck

What Happed To Friendships True Meaning!!!!
WHAT HAPPENED TO THE TRUE MEANING OF FRIENDSHIPS AND SHOW LUV TO UR FRIENDS? I HAVE NOTICED THAT OVER THE LAST FEW MONTHS THAT PEOPLE ON THIS SITE ARE FORGETING TO DO WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING OF ALL AND THAT IS TO SHOW LUV TO UR FRIENDS AND FANS....BUT INSTEAD ONES ARE ONLY CONCERNED WITH THEIR OWN SELFISH WAYS. THEN WHEN THEY NEED SOMETHING THEY TRY TO ASK FOR IT AND WONDER WHY THEY CANT GET IT....TAKE A LOOK BACK ON UR ACTIONS TOWARDS YOUR FRIENDS AND MAYBE IT WILL RING A BELL WHAT WENT WRONG. THERE ARE OTHER REASONS FOR ME STANDING UP FOR MYSELF AS WELL AS FOR OTHERS THAT FEEL THE SAME WAY!!! WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME THAT YOU ACTUALLY RATED YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILIES PROFILES? CANT REMEMBER WELL IT HAS BEEN THAT LONG SINCE YOU DID SO!!!! I MEAN IT IS JUST NOT RIGHT TO BE SELFISH AND IGNORANT TO FRIENDS..... FRIENDSHIP IS SUPPOSED TO BE OPEN AND YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO HELP YOUR FRIENDS WHEN THEY ARE IN NEED OR JUST NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. BUT SINCE EARLIER THIS YEAR I HA

Princesses Don't Give Head
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them i think all my nicknames are pretty self explaintory but they're: kykykykybugwhyleemichellechelllejohnsonjohnsonbuiscky johnanddddd cutie patoutie Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ finishing high school, and going to college to become a dental hygienist. while in college meeting some perfect guy, and finally, truly, actually fall in love with him. get married, &have as been babies as god blesses me with. ever since i could remember all i ever wanted to do was become a wife and mommy. i am a horrible girlfriend, but i know i'd be a perfect wife. i am a horrible daughter, but i know i'd be a perfect mommy...i honestly can not wait to grow up and have a family. i am going to love the fuck out of them. Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS FUCKING BORED

Some Things I Like...
i like to take long walks in all sorts of weather.i like the feel of the pounding rain on my skin. i like walking in the woods. i like the feel of soft touches on my skin. i like the feel of a soft breath on the back of my neck. i like the way my body tingles at just the thought of You touching me. i like the thought of me giving You total control over me. i like being tied up and feeling helpless. i like the little shiver of fear i feel when i think of You having complete control over me. i like being blindfolded and not knowing what is coming next. i like how i feel in the morning when i see Your first email or text. i like being tied to the bed, the soft sound of Enigma MCMXC a.D., and the soft glow of candles lighting our room. i like my hair being pulled hard. i like to be bitten. i like to be forced. i like to be tied up and made to obey.

Marshal98
I TOUCHED WHEN I SHOULDVE PUSHEDPUSHED BUT I COULDN'T GET ENOUGH IT'S ROUGHTHAT I FALL FOR SUCHA BUNCHOF BULL SHIT HAD ENOUGHBEING THE HERO WHO AT THE END OF THE DAYWALKS AWAY UNPAIDSO I'M DROPPING MY CAPENOLONGER SAVING THE DAYSUPERMAN DOSN'T GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE ABOUT LOIS LANE

Assorted Scribblings By Iggy
Through my eyes, I can see, beyond the images projected, through the disguises, there are no surprises, into the depth of their soul, and I know, that the images they project, only protect Laying here alone, I Stare,At a pillow, But you're not there,Eyes wide opened, Still I dream,Images of you, Like pictures on a screen,Til I'm with you, I'll use that side of the bed,to watch TV, 'your' pillow for my head,It may seem strange, until you see, I hug that pillow,'cause your not here with me. Starting a new book, of life, beginning anew again. Turn open, to page one, first time since I can't remember when. Slates clean, story's mine, you best not touch my pen.

The Glow Radio's Annual Halloween Bash
The Glow Radio Annual Halloween Bash Saturday Oct. 30th & Sunday Oct. 31 24 Hours of Stacked DJs Saturday October 30th All Times are Eastern Time DJ Blizzard: 10am to Noon DJ Siren: Noon to 2pm Deejay Dovey: 2pm to 4pm DJ Summer: 4pm to 6pm DJ Rev Furg & Thee Witch's Special Halloween Show 6pm to 10pm Tony the Misfit's "Freak Show" 10pm to Midnight Sunday October 31st James Bound: Midnight to 4am Tony the Misfit's "Freak Show" 4am to 7am

I'm not going to say that what I'm about to type is a thought but more than just a thought, I've been in Tennessee for a few years, I see men and wemen together and I ask myself "Are those two really happy with each other and if not, who's the one thats happy and who's the one thats wearing a mask? I also see at times that both partners are not happy and remain together for other reasons, from where I can see (which is on the outside looking in), the reasons just don't make no sence at all to me. The Kids, Money or something to do until something or someone better comes along, I have seen, and been through this. I wish to be happy with someone I love and loves me, the kids will be taken care of reguardless, thats what I want... It's out there but where? I wish there were directions to it but oh, well... I can't believe you left me alone in this darkness to feel my way though the rubble you disappeared and left me in... I wanted to go with you but I guess it was'nt in your plan t

Perpetual...
im so fucking sick of this feeling. im sick of feeling passed up, over-looked, left behind, used, unworthy, not good enough, irrelevant.....i dont want to do it anymore. i guess ive always felt that putting up w/ the bullshit proved your dedication. ride or die, right? thats ok, you go for that other girl. ill be waiting right here when thats over. im always here. always waiting. and it just seems to be one guy after another and another. they dont want a gf right now. at least thats what they tell you. then they meet someone else, and suddenly do. im like fucking "good luck, chuck". cant find a gf? date amanda casually, and refuse to make a commitment, you'll meet the girl of your dreams in the process. fuck, actually DATE amanda and that seems to happen. im sick of being treated like im so insignificant. as if its just ok to treat me this way, because what am i going to do about it, right? cry? oh well..... im done. i mean that. i really cant take it anymore. im

Its The Veteran
Army Strong Momhttp://www.armymomstrong.com Operation Baghdad Pupshttp://www.spcai.org/baghdad-pups.html Guardian Angels for Soldier's Petshttp://www.guardianangelsforsoldierspet.org Afghan Stray Animal Leaguehttp://www.afghanstrayanimals.org USAAhttp://www.usaa.com The American Legionhttp://www.legion.org I found this page on Facebook and wanted to share it with everyone. Its a good cause and I think its a great idea. http://www.facebook.com/cupofjoeforajoe Click the link to find out more information, also here is the link to the main website where you can purchase your COJ for Soldiers. http://www.greenbeanscoffee.com/coj/faq.php ::In Memory:: ::VIRGIL EUGENE CHILDERS:: Home of Record (official): Sumiton Alabama Date of Birth: Sunday, July 6, 1947 Marital Status: Single ::Military:: Branch: Army Rank: Corporal Component:Selective Service Posthumous P

Baby Don't Cry..
Baby don't Cry... you had my heart, at least for the most part... 3rd or 4th week of being alone.. it's been great for i guess half of it.. Other times the lonelyness piles in and leaves me depressed to the point where you get that stinging sensation in your heart. so i've been listening to a lot of Avenged Sevenfold, obviously... a little piece of Heaven is the greatest song for my situation... i guess i'm really happy tha tim out fo my relationship, but since i have a 16 month old daughter who is the love of my life makes things tha tmuch more difficult.. I guess all i can do is just kep tryin to better myself, keep on smokin weed to fog out the thoughts of her, and try to replace my heart with peace instead of rage and anger. this blog probably makes no sense becaus eim not reading it over when i type but i dont give a fuck.. i usd to write poetry and shit all the time to help with my bipolar/depression.. but i havnt done this in years because i guess i was finally happy.. What t

Things You Choked Me With...
i gotta push myself over your' god damn walls! be careful what you wish for; it can only bring you down! keep your spirit on the ground. keep your face away! keep your' hands away! dont want your' fingers in and outta my life! im alright inside, im just trying to hide away from all the propaganda you wanna choke me with! so keep your' hate inside and keep your' fight alive, but remember homie, "IT'S NOT FLY TO DIE!" you're a prodigy; i feel your' hate in me! you're inside of me! you'll never let me be! i see the horror of all your' inhumanities! you made me what i am and im sic of me! i've seen the wreckage of crumbling faces. smothered away in time. plagued with lies fueled from jealous eyes. take me away from here and scream with me. a mercilous face in the mist; a ghost gone mad. like a rain drop, i was born to fall... slit my wrist to heard out the pain. forgive that which brings pain. remember the face that invades my dreams. a creature made of sunshine with a

Texas
TEXAS read below Have you ever looked at a map of the world? Look at Texas with me just for a second. That picture, with the Panhandle and the Gulf Coast , and the Red River and the Rio Grande is as much a part of you as anything ever will be. As soon as anyone anywhere in the world looks at it they know what it is. It's Texas. Pick any kid off the street in Japan and draw him a picture of Texas in the dirt and he'll know what it is. What happens if I show you a picture of any other state? You might get it maybe after a second or two, but who else would? And even if you do, does it ever stir any feelings in you? In every man, woman and child on this planet, there is a person who wishes just once he could be a real live Texan and get up on a horse or ride off in a pickup. There is a little bit of Texas in everyone.. Texas is the Alamo. Texas is 183 men standing in a church, facing thousands of Mexican nationals, fighting for freedom, who had the chance to walk out and save them

Rules Of Texas
Rules of TEXAS:1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot.2. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 3. They are cattle & oil wells. That's what they smell like to you. TheySmell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-20 and I-10 goEast and west, I-35 goes north and south. Pick one.4. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers that are driven Only 3 weeks a year.5. So every person in every pickup waves. It's called being friendly.Try to understand the concept. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, weWILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time.7. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's available at the corner bait shop.8. The "Opener" refers to the first day of deer season.

Quotes
[Sally's letter to Gillian] Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing... I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me. I want to be seen. I don't know. Maybe I had my happiness. I don't want to believe it but, there is no man, Gilly. Only that moon. Sally Owens: What would you do, Gilly? Gillian Owens: What wouldn't I do... for the right guy?

Hacker Among Us!!!
http://www.fubar.com/pinky/album-5433226-0 http://www.fubar.com/5433226 IS A FAKE SITE HACKING OTHERS, ESPECIALLY WHEN THE SITE WAS GOING THRU REPAIRS AND MANTIENCE ON THE 27TH. PLZZZZZZZZ REPOST OR STICKY. PPL ARE GETTING HACKED. NO SALUTE!!!! ONLY HERE TO HACK. THE REAL OWNER AND CREATOR OF THAT SITE IS JOANIEBABIE. GEM GIRL WAS HACKED, JUSTINE, SOME OTHERS IDK THEIR NAMES. SHE BRAGGED

Bored
Sometimes I just mess with people..... Atul: i want to put my cock into ur vagina cancel Chat 1:09am more To Atul: only if you let me stick it in your butt,will you let me do that? cancel Chat 1:09am reply Atul: ya cancel Chat 1:10am reply Atul: ur age cancel Chat

My Songs
shadow of eternity is watching the depth of allwhen the end comes we all will knowone way or another we all know it's comingwe just don't want to realize itwalking the fine line between life and eternity is what we are doinglooking for the truth of our exsistence is what we look forwatching time go by so rapidly just wonderingthe shadow of eternity knows when it'll be herewatching us make fouls of ourselves as we wonder aroundlike little ants going here and there with our thoughts on our mindwithout a care in the world we just wonder aroundwatching the time slip passed us so muchas we look for answers we can not findwe keep looking untill we can find them savage heart is for those who believ they're savagesavage mind is forthose who think they are savagebut savage personality is for those who are savagesavage is in the mind...savage is in the heart...but if they are not combined they are nothing without both you can not be savagesavage is ignorance...savage isdestructive...those who dw

Penny For Your Thoughts
Ok, so this is my first blog ever, and I have absolutely nothing to talk about. HAHA - thats funny! Well, atleast its created. I can think about shit later. My daughter is 5 years old. My baby's momma's ex-husband's name is on my daughters birth certificate. Yesterday I decided to go visit the court houses, and see what I could do to get this taken care of. After about 2 hours of walking around downtown FlIint, and dealing with idiots, the only thing I accomplished was getting a parking ticket. After telling the baby's momma all this. She asks me if there is anything she can do to help. Here is the way I see it... being her mother, she has all the power to do everything about this. So anything she can do would be fucking helpful. Right? 5 years and she hasn't lifted a fucking finger to help me get my name on my daughter's birth certificate. Why would a woman be like that?

The Meeting
The Meeting She never thought it would happen. It was a long time in coming. Anticipation was making her nervous. Tonight would be the night. All the long talks, the short stolen moments talking on the phone together, the caming, all building up to this final climatic moment. He was on his way. In another ten minutes, she would open the heavy door of her luxurious hotel room, and find him standing there. Soft eye staring at her as if she were the most beautiful and desirable woman in the world. It was how she always felt when she talked with him. She couldn't explain the feelings properly, other than to say that she knew when she'd be in his arms, at that moment in time, she would be all he wanted and needed. Slowly , pacing the narrow corridor, she occasionally stole a glance at the large ornate mirror hanging there, checking her appearance. Rich, chocolate brown eyes stared back at her. She quickly looked away and resumed her pacing. If she stared too long she would start to find fau

Lost Without You
Lost without you Lost in the chaos of our lives. Days go by, Yet neither of us tries, To be the one to take a chance, And not look back, not even glance. Life can be so hard at times, Struggling in our daily grinds. An opportunity passes by, and we sit and stareAnd ask ourselves why? I don’t want to have regrets, Want to be the woman no man forgets. To live my life to the fullest, Not worrying about if I’m the coolest. I’d love you with the time I’m given, Cause when I&rsquo

Lost In Fantasy
LOST IN FANTASY Longing for the impossible, Caught in a fantasy I can’t control. Emotions too fragile to hold, These feelings for you…I can’t let go. Heartbroken at the realization, I need to get over this fixation. Cause you could never be mine, Except for one very brief time. This aching pull inside my chest, Knowing that I’ll fail the test. Your really much too good for me, You deserve someone better you see. I’ll have to watch you live your life, And maybe even take a wife. I’ll be there to laugh and smile with you, while silently my heart breaks in two.

Carino
CariñoCariño is what you are .Thoughts of you …are never far. Laughter is…what you bring. Making me smile… making me sing. Words of comfort…words of care. Good to know your always there. A closer friend I could never find, What we have is one of a kind. Never have to say how I feel, Always know that you’ll be real. Dreams about you come at night, Wishing you could hold me tight. Imagining the feel of your lips, Wanting your hands to caress my hips.

Lie To Me Some More
LIE TO ME SOME MOREYOUR GORGEOUS, YOUR BEAUTIFUL…YOUR SMILE IS SO GREAT.YOU’RE MY SOULMATE, MY SUNSHINE…MY LOVER, MY FATE. -LIE TO ME SOME MORE-YOUR EYES ARE SO SEXY…I LOOK IN THEM AND GET LOST.I’LL BE WITH YOU FOREVER BABY, WHATEVER THE COST. -LIE TO ME SOME MORE-I MISS YOU, I WANT YOU…YOUR LOVE IS WHAT I NEED.I’M TELLIN YOU THE TRUTH HERE GIRL, LISTEN TO MY PLEAD. LIE TO ME SOME MORE-YOU MAKE ME SMILE…YOUR ONE OF A KIND, OPEN YOUR LEGS WIDER BABY, YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU FOR YOUR MIND. -LIE TO ME SOME MORE-YOUR BODY IS SO TEMPTING, YOUR THIGHS SO THICK…LET ME SPREAD THEM WIDE BABY, I JUST WANNA TAKE LICK. -LIE TO ME SOME MORE-I THOUGHT YOU KNEW ME BABY, I WOULD NEVER DO YOU WRONG.THOSE OTHER GIRLS MEAN NOTHING TO ME, YOU’RE THE ONE I WANT TO BE WITH ALL NIGHT LONG. -LIE TO ME SOME MORE-I’M SO SORRY THAT

Over And Out
I'm a modern man, a man for the millenniumDigital and smoke-freeA diversified, multi-cultural, post-modern deconstruction who's politically and anatomically ecologically incorrectI've been up-linked and down-loaded, I've been in-putted and out-sourcedI know the up-side of down-sizing, I know the down-side of up-gradingI'm a high-tech low-lifeA cutting-edge, state-of-the-art, bi-coastal, multi-tasker and I can give ya a gigabyte in a nanosecondI'm new-wave but I'm old-school and my inner child is outward-boundI'm a hot-wired, heat-seeking, warm-hearted cool customerI'm voice-activated and bio-degradableI interface in my database, my database is in cyberspaceSo I'm interactive, I'm hyperactive, and from time to time I'm radioactiveBehind the eight-ball, ahead of the curve, ridin' the wave, dodgin' the bullet, pushin' the envelopeI'm on-point, on-task, on-message and off drugsI got no need for coke and speed, I got no urge to binge and purgeI'm in-the-moment, on-the-edge, over-the-top but

Thoughts
Led To Believe A Lie. when you believe you've found the right person, You're mostly likely wrong, You're led to believe that everything is fine, Nothing is wrong. Your the happiest you have ever been. Till the day they crush your heart. They led you to believe you were in love. Some people can have that effect on you. With every touch, Every time they smile, Or look at you, Every breath they take, Every word that comes out of there precious mouth, Every hug, Ever time you look into there gorgeous eyes, You find you self lost every time. You're led to believe your in love. You believe every word they say. They LOVE you, You believe them. They could and would NEVER hurt you. You believe them. They say they want to see you smile, They get what they want every time. But that smile will fade away. In the end you realize you believed every lie. You're hurting so much, You can't hold on for much longer, Every tear you shed was for ever memory you made with each other, And knowing

Divorce
I've got a cold beer in my right hand In my left I got my weddin' band I been wearin' it 'round now for way too long And I'm more than ready to see it gone And I'm the only one who can set myself free So I'm takin' off this pain you put on me I remember when you gave me that ring It was supposed to mean somethin' Instead didn't mean a whole lotta nothin' You don't never even talk to me I just get to do your laundry You sit there and you watch the TV Even when I'm lookin' sexy But now I got this cold beer in my right hand In my left I got my weddin' band I been wearin' it 'round now for way too long And I'm more than ready to see it gone And I'm the only one who can set myself free So I'm takin' off this pain you put on me And right now I'm feelin' so right Hey, I'm havin' a ball tonight And I'm bein' Noticed for the first time in a long time How 'ya doin' Sittin' at home I hope you feel lost and alone And I hope 'ya Miss me every second that I'm gone While I got this cold beer in my ri

This N That
Up For Auction ~ Go Take A Peek, Rate The Pic & Make A Bid Too! Click the Pic Below! This subject just really irks me... why?? because if you are at work wth are you doing on fubar???? Another reason people bitch about pictures on here are because of children. 1) you will NEVER see my childrens' pics posted on fubar 2) my kids will never be exposed to fubar's atmosphere until they are at least 18 and 3) nsfw is sometimes taken over the edge. pictures that are of a sexual nature are nsfw, pictures that are totally nude are nsfw, but pictures that are suggestive are NOT nsfw that is just pushing...just because some guy was jerking his gerkin and got caught and whined (ok maybe thats a lil over the edge but still...) Fubar is an adult website where responsible adults should act responsibly, if you don't like a picture move on and get over it. It just irks me thats some people are so very immature as to think that every little swear word or exposed cleavage should be marked NSFW, i

Submissive Test!
You are 76% Submissive! Submissive and dominant personality traits are part of everyone's natural make-up. You may be very dominant in the workplace or in being the head of your family, and yet still be submissive when it comes to relationship or sexual matters. If you scored high you may want to look into BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to serve and obey. If you scored very high it's likely you have already done so.If you scored very low you may want to take my test on dominance, and may have already explored BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to control and direct others. You are 34% dominant! Dominance is a personality trait that all of us have to some degree. Some people are just happier when they are the ones in control and they enjoy knowing people are following their lead.Others enjoy being guided, and enjoy letting others take charge. In a sexual/relationship context Dominants love the power they get from having a partner trust them enough to submit t

Unemployment In Amreica
Ok people ill try to be brief...and please remember this is just my opinion based on what i see on a daily basis on the news ...in the city..and most recently at the top of the exit ramp that take to get home after work everyday. Today just like every other day for the last 2 weeks, a man has been holding a sign that reads " NEED A JOB TO PAY MY WATER BILL" "PLEASE HELP"....Now listen carefully people..there is a grocery store, and 3 fast food joints with in walking distance to where this man stands everyday...he obviously is either a). doesnt need a damn job in the first place or is b). lazy as hell. Now on to the rest of America. Look around you people(talking to the people who dont have jobs), get off your high horse that your use to living. Maybe if you himble yourselves enough to lower your high class livin style and live within your means you could find a job. Maybe if you werent so damn worried about your stature or class in society you could get a job. Oh but wait thats right y

Changes
When the change first came to god mode (now lasts 24 hours or a max of 20 mil points) i felt a bit awful for those who bought it under the old rules but now thinking about it, it makes sense. I remember reading Scappers blog a while back about how it's not just about money here and that anyone can rank. So if you think about it logically they had to make the change to the god bling, people were closing folders and blocking anyone who polished their bling (i should know it happened to me plenty) all because if they kept it for a week it would garantee lots of profile rates and high ranking although the general excuse was "for their family" which im sure was true in some cases but not most. So yes it had to be changed as all that Scrapper said in a very good blog not long back would of meant nothing and would have been a complete waste of time. I could be totally wrong about all of this but to me this all makes sense! It's times like these when i wish i didnt have any real life friends (

Fubar History
fubar is a social network launched in Summer-Early Fall 2005 as the first "online bar". In October 2007, they teamed up with Jangl to provide their members with the ability to call other members anonymously. The site is for users 18 and older, and is free to use. Registered members initiate conversations through buying each other virtual drinks with "fubucks" earned through using the site. Other features include the ability to buy a "Happy Hour" for the whole site (reducing drink costs for all members), file sharing, and the ability to ask the community as a whole for their opinions. History In October 2007, Fubar claimed over 1.2 million members. fubar began as Lost Cherry, then changed to CherryTAP in late 2006. In 2007, the site changed its name again to fubar. Site creator Mike Hedlund is also a member, using the ID "babyjesus".

Various
Last Words:I wonder where the mother bear is?The odds of that happening have to be a million to one! He's probably just hibernating.I'll get a world record for this. Yeah, I made the deciding vote on the jury, so what of it?The odds of that happening have to be a million to one! Pull the pin and count to what? I've seen this done on TVRat poison only kills rats.I can do that with my eyes closed.I've done this before.Well we've made it this far.That's odd.Don't be so superstitious.What duck?Hey, watch this...Oh look it's a sting ray! (australian accent)Noo these windows are ok to lean onHey what’s that buzzing noise?Don’t worry its not that deep.One time at band camp.No, he doesn’t bite?.Hey look a light at the end of the tunnel.Nice doggy.I think it's trying to communicate...No, its not that bad we don't need to go to the hospital.It's a dud! It's a dud! It's a du...What does this button do?Are you sure the power is off?look ma! no hands!Don't worry, I'm sure it's dea

I Am New At Fubar
ABOUT ME Name is Mike. Living in Panama City Beach, Florida. I am 30 years old. I am 6'0ft tall, slim and have hazel eyes. i work at a body shop in the city... and also getting my GED at the local Colleg. Also getting my shit together to were I will have my own plae once out of school.. i will be going to the local auto body school in they city after i have my GED. thats what new with me so far

Poems
In a park I did dwell For there was a man I loved so well He stole my heart away from me Now he wants to set it free A small girl he placed upon his knee And told her things he didn't tell me Home I went to cry in bed Not a word to mother I said Father came home from work late that night He looked for me left and right Up the stairs the door he broke And found me hanging from a rope Upon the ground a note he found "Dig my grave dig it deep Place a stone at me feet Upon the stone place a dove To show the world she died for love"

Fubar
Ok Ok Ok... Damn Enuff About the "God Mode" Bling... So what, LOTS of ppl aren't happy with the change but you gotta give Fu credit for using your hard earned money to make you geinea pigs. QUIT YOUR BITCHING... everywhere I go it's QQ over the bling, WTF ppl??? I got LINCHED cuz I made the statement that it changed SOME (not all but SOME) ppl and it killed the true meaning of the "Family" box on here... but ya know what? Not 1 person in my family sold me out or removed me from theirs over the bling. Ppl hurt ppl that really thought they where friends and were tight, for more points... lol Now I know this is "JUST A GAME" but the ppl behind the screens PLAYING this game are VERY real and have feelings, form attachments... Now I know a lot of you are reading this saying "so fucking what if they take it to seriously" THAT MY FRIENDS IS MY FUCKING POINT!!! If they shouldn't care why should you? I mean seriously, giving 100 credits to fu is better that stickin' $65.00 work of smack in

Things That Make You Go Hmmmm
I am just kinda curious, how can someone who has done perfectly nothing on fubar...get blocked due to a "gender questionable pic" that has been up since august? This person spends their hard earned money on here to help support the site and this is the treatment he gets? I am also curious that someone who has done nothing but start trouble...hated by many (including bouncer who have blocked him)...can still be on fubar. This person has not spent but maybe 250 of his own money...his own meaning he didn't use a stolen CC or hack into someone else's acct and use their information to get credits. The fact he spreads rumors then feels it is justified to post a personal conversation from a different website between himself and his prey (which is highly illegal, correct me if I am wrong)...how is this happening? Please help me understand...the album has since been deleted that this person posted, but only after he posted it in his status, scrolled for 3 hours and massed it on his yim. Wh

Fallen Brothers
Could we please take a moment out of our busy schedules and think and pray for our brave soldiers . These people are having just as bad a time ....... or worse than we are . So please just take a moment everyday and think or pray for their safety and safe return home . Let us pray. 'Lord, please hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen.' My Fallen Brothers R.I.P 6-14-2011 Katzenberger, Jeremy A. Staff Sergeant 5-29-2011 Blasjo, Aaron J. Sergeant 5-29-2011 Apolinar, Martin R. Staff Sergeant 5-29-2011 Schultz, Joseph W. Captain 4-23-2011 Bitner, Benjamin F. Sergeant 1st Class 3-12-2011 Park, Daehan Sergeant 2-17-2011 Hart, Bradley C. Staff Sergeant 1-28-2011 Venetz Jr., Anthony Sergeant 1st Class 10-01-2010 Vogeler, Lance H. Sergeant 1st Class 9-29-2010 Harrison, Calvin B. Sergeant 1st Class 9-18-2010 Gri

Superman
Superman Visions of you play in my mind, and I know what I'm feeling is one of a kind. An aching desire to see your face, an intense curiosity to know how you taste. To curl my body close to yours, and wait as you open those passionate doors. The feel of your fingers... running through my hair, the intense desire locked in your stare. The cold does little to diminish our heat... as our lips touch and our bodies meet. Take me like ONLY you can.. my handsome lover... my...SUPERMAN. written by : Josie Santos

Military Families
Loving a soldier is a high price to pay,loving him truly is hard when he's away.It's being alone with nothing to hold;lt's being young, but feeling old;it's having him whisper his love for you;it's whispering back that you love him too.There comes a kiss and a promise for more,as his plane slowly rises to soar;reluctantly, painfully, letting him go,while your insides are dying from wanting him so,watching him leave with eyes full of tears,standing alone with your hopes, dreams and fears.It's sending a letter with the stamp upside down,to a far away love in a far away town.It's going to church to kneel and pray,and really meaning the things that you say.Being in love will foster your dreams,of that far away soldier your mind fairly beams.Days go by, no mail for a spell,you wait for some word to hear that he's well.Then a letter arrives, and you've given in,to open his letter and read it with a grin,yes, he is well and misses you so,it's filled with the love you wanted to know.Weeks are

Thank You
We have always Used the words Just in Different ways It was good To have someone To turn to That made us Feel That way Times have Changed But those Words remained And now Are more Accurately defined The things You have grown Comfortable in Sharing Keep you in My heart And mind

Monday Night On The Glow Radio
Monday on The Glow Radio: The Rev DJ Furg and he will be spinning his mix of Punk, Grunge, Hard Rock. and Metal Music on his Church of Rock starting at 3pm Pacific/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt next up is The Mistress of Hard Rock & Metal; "Thee Witch" starting at 6pm pacific/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt next is Tony the Misfit with his Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm pacific/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory & on Microsoft's Media Player's Internet Radio Classic Rock Section or you can go to our website at: _________________

Truth 1
Thing is a woman that is loved is the perfect woman...men expect it to be a one way street but its not ...u sweep her off her feet and her world is your oyster! ALL THIS MESS IN MY HEADDARKNESSKEEPS ME AT RESTIF YOU CAN EVEN UNDERSTANDFEEL MY HANDTOUCH MY HEADFEVER PITCH IS IN THE REDDEMONS ARE INSANE TO KEEP ME ALIVEBECAUSE EVEN HELL CANT HELPWITH MY PAINSIN IS TAINTING MY BLOODCONSUMING MY LIFETILL THE ENDWHERE EVERYONE DIESWHERE EVERYONE MEETS THEIR BITTER ENDWRITTEN BY: ROY VENEZIA JR (THE WRETCHED) In my dreams we run thru the vastness of space as two wayward comets.Streaming thru endless space at speeds beyond human comprehension.Intermingling and enjoying the sights and sounds that no human can ever experience but as black holes eat planets around us and supernovas form giving life to planets billions of miles away nothing takes my breath away more than looking into your eyes.I fall into them and find myself in a place where galaxies are forme

The Truth.......
I'm not good with words,so I will do my best. I am not myself and if people don't understand this,then I can't help that. I can't handle being around people right now. I just can't. I look right through friends and family and I certainly am not hearing anything you say. If there is a time limit to mourn,I have apparently surpassed that limit with some people and quiet frankly,you can kiss my ass. I don't see where there is a book on how long or how I should mourn! I am trying to find a job,raise my kids and clean a house that never seems to get clean! I am tired,stressed and to the point I prefer to be alone. I have to learn how to leave my kids home alone and not freak out about it. It's just me! Not me and a husband,me and a boyfriend or me and anyone else now. I am learning and if it pisses people off that I don't or can't spend time with them......well to bad! You are more than welcome to stop talking to me and/or being my friend. Little things piss me off now. I'm

Firemans Sons Prayer
"A Fireman's Son"MY DAD'S A FIREMAN, and proud am I, indeed,For he is someone special, whose wisdom I still need.Dad and I are buddies and, to me, that means a lot,A bond to last forever, with love that forms the knot.He took me to parades, when other kids stayed home,And he taught me how to play baseball, on a field without a dome.He showed me how to fix things, even let me use his tools,What I learned from Dad, they don't teach in schools.The examples that he set, I follow everyday.Placing God and Country first, in showing me the way.Precious are those years, now tucked away with time,Tenderly remembered: I, as the leaf. He, as the vine.Dad, hear me as I say "I love you", man-to-man,And, I'm proud to tell the world, MY DAD'S A FIREMAN.

Fubar Stuff
Well the whole site is a Huge Game! Its all about getting points. You can earn points simply by meing active on the site, rate peoples profiles and pics by clicking the little cherrys that show up on their pages, fan people, and those people along the top line of your homepage, if you hover their pics, you can LIKE them, and that gets you points. You also earn points by people doing the same actions too

#1
Kill me now; shove me in the ice; dont worry about how I feel; Dont worry about being nice; I fell too hard; I fell too fast; This time, this fall; will be my last; I shall sit in the corner of shadows; I will be here for all eternity; I will sit in this world of darkness; and hope one day the light comes to me; This is my soul; my heart and soul are one. My mind will go forth and play in the light; So all that know me shall not know my plight; As fake as it may be; Those who cant see wont see; However those that already know can see it's for show; My heart is no more; it has been destroyed; It was by my choice; that I had it deployed; So who is to blame but the owner themselves; Nothing matters nothing else; So I go to the shadow; dont follow me there; It is very dark; and full of despair; I will say these last real words to you; you know who you are; and you know its true; So as I go; when this is through; always know, I Love you.

In Memoriam By Proud American ~rip Jacob I Will Always Love You!~
when you we to say goodbye, we always think of the past, these memories we soon cherish because time seems to go by so fast. I hope I left you with good memories, filled with laughter and love, I'll take these memories with me, as I go to heaven above. Though I must leave you, tears please do not shed, remember the good times we shared, filled with laughter and love instead. Before I leave you, I just want you to know, Ididnt want to say "Goodbye", It was just my time to go. RIP jacob 4-11-80 - 10-25-09

Kids
OK, First and formost I have something to say........ I understand that yes breast cancer is there and we need to find a cure. But Someone explain to me how the hell it is more important then the kids with cancer and other disease's. I mean come on we raise money for the boobs and hell even have a month just for them. But, to be honset I'm sick of it. I know a little boy who fights everyday to make his days happy. Where is the month for them and the money or even a ribbion. OK, yes they have Saint Jude's But is it really enough. I think not. Maybe it's time to make some change's. And if you don't think so then you most not have kids. Or are just a heartless peice of shit.

Help Give My Brother His Kids Back
will you please take 5 minutes and read a petition that my family has written. I am sure at the end of reading. you will also sign at the bottom and give these babies a chance at being with their dad and having stability http://www.gopetition.com/petition/40073.html

Be My Shadow
MY SHADOW Hold my hand…..And guide me to Where it is I need to be Hold my hand…And show me the way Show me what my own eyes cannot see Hold my hand…And lead me forward Block me when I try to go back Hold my hand….So that I don’t stray When my own judgement lacks Hold my hand…And pull me onward Push me even when I resist Hold my hand…And keep me aware Of the life that I have missed Hold my hand…And keep me focused On the future.,.not the past Hold my hand…And keep reminding me That I shouldn’t always count last Hold my hand …And be my strength When my determination becomes weak Hold my hand….And let me cry

In The Demons Eyes
In the Demon's Eyes "Be with me...trust me" Words she wants to hear Stupid, nieve, weak Words her heart fears. Heart worn on her sleeve open Ready for a fall What's one more knife through the chest? It hardly hurts at all... He uses, lies and cheats Just like the ones before She's adapted, she has had to Her heart has a revolving door Looking up from the ground seems to be where she resides Being trampled, stepped on, pushed around Trust you? Nah, you fucken lied. Now he keeps her hanging on Dangles her from his chain

Fuck It
FUCK IT Coming or going Massive confusion My head hurts from the uncertainty Too much to think about Too much to decide Too fucken much of a burden.... Just want it to be over want it all to pass Wish i could jump ahead, skip this shit I want the transition to go by fast I'm making lemonade from these sour lemons but the sweetness is not there Silly girl where'd you get yourself? Why'd you make your world what it is... Now you cry and complain...pout and mope Over what? when you caused your own pain.... Going forward...moving on Getting the fuck away Turning pages, moving mountains... Well hardly but taking a step anyway Choosing a path but treading lightly Staring fear in the face

Enslavedunleashed
halloween is coming, samhain is almost here, time to watch horror movies and drink guinness i look unto your beauty with a fixated eye the lust fullfilling my desires you tand there alone on wounded knee looking for salvation temping me In my desires i knew i needed you i hear the waves crushing beneath your purest blue i await thee at the gates forever She awoke with an haze in her eyes, nowt knowing where she was, the place was very dark, very cold, she had goosbumps on her skin. She had this urge, this desire that needed no had to be filled. then all of a sudden came the most beautiful man she had ever seen, she knew he would fill her desire, he came into her arms caressing her body close to his, her nipples getting harder wanting him to take her right there on the floor, he said relax my child,soon you will be mine for eternity. her breath started to grow quicker, his eyes grew larger, he was holding her limp body in his arms, she was all but his, he tilted her neck, and ope

Passion
Are you there?Hold meA glow of heatIntimacyMoist pantiesInvade my sensesYour lips brush mineTongues dancingFingers curling in my hairA haze of pleasureDemanding cockAching cuntThrusting forwardA low moan escapes meOver takes meExquisite and sensualYou enter my veinsThe heatI dig my nails into your backMeltingOh joy!Glistening folds of feminine fleshI gaspI moanMindless passionGlistening bodiesSweet murmursOur sighs echo around the roomSafe and secureTogether at lastEnergies drainedAfter the storm of it all

2010
Read more: http://www.nydailynews.com/news/national/2010/11/09/2010-11-09_baby_dead_after_mom_tosses_infant_into_washing_machine_launches_spin_cycle_cops.html#ixzz15sVwSGfO Lyndsey Fiddler, 26, was high on drugs when she put her newborn daughter, Maggie May Trammel, in the washing machine along with the dirty laundry and started a washing cycle, NewsOn6 reports. An Oklahoma woman has been charged with felony child neglect after her 10-day-old baby was killed in a washing machine. Lyndsey Fiddler, 26, was high on drugs when she put her newborn daughter, Maggie May Trammel, in the washing machine along with the dirty laundry and started a washing cycle, local station NewsOn6 reported. The baby’s great aunt, Rhonda Coshatt, was also in the house at the time and realized something was wrong when she saw Fiddler passed out and unresponsive on a chair with the child nowhere to be found. After hearing a clunking noise coming from the washer, she opened the lid and found t

Park
Fire burned in my veins asI felt your fingers slide into my panties,Your mouth on mine mufflingthe sound of my moans,As I felt your fingers penetrateme,My hand began massaging your cockthrough your jeans,I wanted you so bad, To feel you sliding into mefor the first time, And just when I thought I couldnot handle anymore you had meon the edge,Ecstasy overtook me and I wastrembling there,You removed your fingers I lookedat you with seduction in my eyesas I took your hand and brought itto my lips,Sucking each finger clean of myjuices,I loved the way you moaned as I asked youif you would let your cock outto play,And you made me beg you,Willingly I pleaded to taste of yourcock and drink of your juices,I felt your fingers tangling in my hairas I took you into my parted lips,I heard your words telling me "Suck ItBaby, Suck it "And I complied so willingly as I deepthroated you,There in the park in broad daylight I once again took you over the edge asyour hot, sweet cum filled my lips,I looked

Savior
Do you want to feel alive?then come here my lovelie down with me tonightI'm not your angel dressed in white'cause only fallen angelstread the other sidewhere tears are sweetand fears are warmwe're children of the nightand spirits of the storm I swear I'm not the devil I'm the savior for your soul let this seduction be the light that you looked for all your life let me take you homeTake my body its your rightthe pleasures of the fleshare birthrights of the nightthen taste my tears of sweetest painthat all my lonelinessand sorrow have sustainedthey flow to give where words refrainthe understanding that yourtortured heart has craved I swear I'm not the devil I'm the savior for your soul let this seduction be the light that you looked for all your life let me take you homeNight is just another time of dayblack is just another shadelet me be your canvaspaint me with your ragewe may have fallen from gracebut it never was our place i swear i'm not the devil

Dork Proof
...and so does Dean. You see, Dean needs 15 more new fans before he can level. I fanned him a few weeks ago because he's a cool guy and I wouldn't want him not to level! I totally upset the fan-less balance of my page just to help him out. Deans Psychedelic Breakfast@ fubar And this is where helping us both comes in. You see, as soon as he levels (yay!) I'll be able to remove him from my fan list! lol I wish to thank you all for your time, and your support. You're such good friends, and I'm happy I came back. ...of what a dork/nerd I am: I posted on Baby J's blog on how changing the famplifier rate notification from "by way of" to "via" would result in a 60% savings in related bandwidth. I made two text files with 100 iterations of each phrase. "by way of" was 1005 bytes, and "via" was 404. Waiting on approval by blog owner, lol. The Manson Family Lounge: Where "welcome to the family" has a whole 'nother meaning... The only music in this lounge would be The Beatles' Wh

Chad
Hi my name is Chad, im new to fubar and im single, looking for a female. im cool with any age over 18 but im not just looking for sex, i want someone i can talk to and has a good personality but anyway, if your interested, i live near mobile Al so hit me up!

Soul Mate
As a child you learn of a soul mate…a person made perfectly for you, your two souls become connected as one and are destined to be together until the end of time. Through adolescence you grasp on to this idea of a soul mate, believing you will someday find the one. But after much heartache and many rivers of tears, this notion you’ve held onto for years begins to fade. As time goes by, day by day, year after year, you move forward, accepting of your failures and proud of your successes…until that day. This is a day like any other, it begins no differently than yesterday and the days before, but it is a day that will change you forever, a day that the magic and fantasy of a soul mate becomes real. For each of us it happens differently…the holding of eye contact, an introduction, a smile. Regardless of how it began, the moment is unforgettable. It was a magical moment, frozen in time, the surroundings, the smells, the feeling you felt. The rush of war

Poem I Wrote
I can’t stand this bullshit! Why won’t you listen? The words always come, but you’re never here to hear I’ve always wanted to see you, but you were in prison I always wondered where I’m from, but you ran away in fear So where do I fit in this world? When you say I’m a mistake Because if you didn’t know, I always hoped you’d save me You’ll never be able to afford, to me you’re just a fake To me the world blows, and the cravings won’t leave I just want to take those razors, and make myself bleed So you didn’t know me, but now you do So don’t bring up the favors, and make heed Since I were but three, we were through. When I was young My mother always said she cared But all it ever was is a lie I should have been prepared Because all I ever did was cry I’ve always known I was on my own My mother never cared Whenever I’m there She holds onto an invisible child As if I’m

Sunday Night On The Glow Radio
Sunday on The Glow Radio: Now streaming is "The Freak Show Rewind" replaying a past Freak Show with Tony the Misfit and next is Tony the Misfit and his Freak Show Live!!! featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 6pm Pacific/8pm Central/9pm Eastern closing tonight will be the Bossman James Bound and tonight he will be spinning Classic Rock Music starting at 9pm Pacific/11pm Central/Midnight Eastern Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory or you can go to our website at: ___________________ www.TheGlowRadio.com Tune in and enjoy the best tus anyhere on the Web. The music community for the coolest cats in town! p FREE Music/LIVE DJs: Pick Your Player!

Monday Nights Maulers
so far in this bowling league me and my hubby are in 3 place out of 6 teams which aint bad at all but we are only in the fisrt few weeks of this league lets see how long we stay before we get bumped down because of all the guys who are in it just for the money

Wedding Gowns
Also know your built. An empire cut gown will work wonder on a petite woman because of its longer hem. An A-line wedding dress is perfect for a pear shaped body. Accents on the waist, like sash or ribbons, will look good on a slender body. A V-neck gown can give an extra shape to a heavyset woman. The best part of preparing for a wedding is the opportunity of trying on as many wedding dresses as you can. As a child, we always have fun playing dress up. So the chance to do this again with the intention of looking your perfect self on a special day is always a dream come true.

Wedding Dresses
Filed Under: Sponsored Posts • The Blog Tags: Preowned Wedding Dresses • Sponsored Post So you’re engaged. Yipee! You’ve got the ring, check. The dreamy fiance, check. The perfect venue, check, check, and more checks. Now comes the fun part…dress shopping! Oh the dresses, the gorgeous, gorgeous dresses. This is by far, one of our favorite parts of wedding planning but sometimes a little thing called the dreaded budget can get in the way of your dream gown. Well, we’re going to fill you in on a fabulous secret… robe de mariée robe de mariée

New Kid On Seen Da Swagg Is Mean
one day i will have lived my dream i will neva give i am a man a soldier on i mission neva will i forget where i come from i will contine to remain humble u dig livin and learnin as i go on i am not perfect i nor will i strive to be u see im already perfect i was created by god nothin will stop me i a man on a mission COME SHOW ME SOME LOVE IM NEW ON HERE SWOOZIE ODALAY SMOOV was good moe city shit here u dig SHOW ME LOVE AND I WILL RETURN IT I NEED HELP TO SO SHOW ME THE ROPES

Eat The Oreos, Don't Become One
http://youtu.be/A6APxbBYnoo "Gives You Hell" I wake up every evening With a big smile on my face And it never feels out of place And you're still probably working At a nine to five pace I wonder how bad that tastes When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell Now where's your picket fence love And where's that shiny car And did it ever get you far You never seemed so tense love I've never seen you fall so hard Do you know where you are And truth be told I miss you And truth be told I'm lying When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well Then he's a fool you're just as well Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself Where'd it all go wrong? But the list goes on and on And truth be told I miss you

Dear Stupid People
1) Big 5 has nothing to do with the ordering of hunting and fishing license/stamps. we get them when fish and game send them. maybe you shouldn't have waited last minute to get them. 2) really you're going to buy a $5 item and then come back and return it. how much is your time worth? and how much did it cost you in gas just to do that? 3) No i can't return that item. why? because its not ours its sports authorities. how do i know? because it says sports authority on it. No we are not the same company. 4) ohhh you want the shoe that is 19.99 in the ad? yeah the black one? ok i'll just put all 40 of the black shoe that is 19.99 in the ad. just so i know i have the right one on hold for you. 5) me "hi how are you today?" customer "-----------" ok nice talking to you :) 6) customer "i want to buy a 9mm gun" me "sorry sir we don't carry any real pistols" customer "well what do you call these!" me "those would be bb guns" 7) customer "can i buy a gun if i have a felony

Official
Hello cowgirl in the sand Is this place at your command Can I stay here for a while Can I see your sweet sweet smile Old enough now to change your name When so many love you is it the same? It's the woman in you that makes you want to play this game. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2griwId2CY

Poems
Driving, not sure whereDo I make the next turn, or continue straightDecisions today will determine tomorrows fateLook left look right, can't turn around, might be to late.adventures, and journeys all take you to where your goingBut it's the sights and sounds along the way you cherishHonesty and acceptance will make you flourish.Memories can be buried but not extractedYou can't change time or retract itChoices made are lanes in lifes highwayDriving confused into the frayWondering what would have happened if I went the other way?

My Poetry
The darkness takes me filling me soul the hurt and anger starts taking its toll i hear the whispers of water running red then I realize its MY voice in my head how do i fight what i cannot see how do i stop from hating me so i will let go to tired to fight i will stay in the shadows i will walk the night........ Outlaw Angel tears falllike acid rainupon the groundblood leaves a stainthere is a voiceinside my headtelling mei'm already deadi am brokenfeeling lostknowing my lifewill pay the costtears fallthe soul will tojust rememberthe girl you knew..... Forgotten Angel see this angel falling she is falling fast i realy dont know how long her strenght will last she feels broken so lost to it all will somebody be there when she finaly falls locked up in this cage wanting to be free and yet it is the pain that no one seems to see see this angel falling watch as she fades away. she has felt the love come and go because she

My Poems From My Friend Blahme
Such a pure romance this is, passion and love and sex can coexist Closing your eyes, Amanda closes in...tender touches like this cant be a sin....from green and purple to black and white, we're going to make this one hell of a night Roses are red, I'm feeling blue, I love Richard.... you better not too Created by my awesome tallented friend, BlahMe=]]

She Is
MY LITTLE BLUE FLOWER My little flower is blue now slightly wilting and frazzled but still gorgeous in my eyes none the less. Her Petals once shone and shimmered all the brilliance and colors of her breathtaking spirit I thought she might thirst for attention so I watered her, but the bitter sweetness of my tears were in naught, for it did her not much good. I have placed her high upon my most cherished pedestal in hopes that my sunshyne might bring out the kaleidoscope of beauty that is her most endearing facet. But it has so far has done no more than turn her a lyghter hue of blue. I thought she might need more space for her roots to grow so I made a flowerpot from the ashes of my heart so her beauty would grow forever, but her roots seem tangled crushed inside her own flowerpot making it difficult to lift her for fear of causing her delicate soul harm. I do not dare force her from her spot. Others may have passed her by or stopped to wonder why or how such a magnificent

Craziness
I've begrudgingly been on it for two days. My doctor didn't want to put me on it (for narcolepsy) because it's been proven to decrease or completely eliminate any desire to eat and well, clearly I don't need to lose weight. In order to get the right medication though, my health insurance company has informed me that I have to have documentation proving that generic drugs such as Adderall do not work for me before they'll pay for brand name medications. I called my pharmacy to see what the montly cost would be for the medication my doctor prefers to have me on, and it came to $423. So, here I sit... on Adderall with no desire to eat or sleep. I haven't slept since 10 AM Tuesday. The only food I've eaten in the same time frame were two slices of bread. Somehow, I have to last until Monday so a sleep test can be performed to ensure that I don't fall asleep while on Adderall. Yeeeeeeeaaaaaah. I've been awake for over 24 hours and I'm not tired ONE BIT! I think it's safe to say I won't be f

The Darkness
I am the darkness that fills your fears.The darkness that embraces you as your eyes fill with tears.I haunt the shadows stalking my prey never seen never heard.I am the thing that goes bump in the nightI hide in your mind bringing your darkest fears to lightI am the darkness that engulfs you at lifes final certainty.I am the demon that tortures your souls for all eternity.I am the uneasy feeling in a dark alley.I twist your dreams and desires to my own demented desires.I dance in the shadows cast from hells own fires.I lead the army of demons come to feast upon your rotting flesh.I am the darkness that haunts your past.If you see my form your life wont last. He had spent the last few hundred years wandering the earth.Always moving from one place to the next cause people would always come upmissing or dead after he would move there. He never called one place home. Yethe had always dreamed of settling in one place and calling it home. The yearwas 1702 he had moved to a small town way bac

My Iner Thouts
The Neoprene Dreamscape Peg arose just after dark. She seldom got up in the day. She hated the sun, and the poisonous burning light that emitted from it. Still encased in the shiny black neoprene outware that she had worn from the previous outing, she moved slowly, cautiously across the smallish vestibule. Soon she would need to shower; one of several that she was allotted each week. Although it rained nearly every day, the burning, black sheets of chemical residue falling outside could only be purified at a limited rate in order to meet the needs of the filthy populace. Electro-chemical deodorants and ultrasonic detergents became the alternative but less preferable method of cleansing. On this day Peg would be allowed two minutes of pure pleasure. She removed the elaborate outware that enclosed her naked human form. She stepped carefully into the foldout modular shower, and pressed the start button. Nothing happened. She pressed again. Again no response. She hated manual contro

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So High
Here's to all the guys who used to be her number one. The ones who waited all night for her to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning & be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, & moved on with your life, only to have her walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to her say, "I only want to be your friend", one day, and the next, listened to her say how much he loves & misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. Here's to the ones that took her back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving her another chance, caught crap from our parents, & even snuck around to see her for while. We went through.

Still Waters
I am sorry I am not able to give credic for this article, the web page is now inactive, I did not write it, but I could have... ;-) ~Scarlett A submissive explores the piquant terrain of the surrendering of power. It is not surprising that folks engaged in D/s often spend a fair amount of energy determining what are the appropriate bounds of submission and control to incorporate into their play. For those for whom this kind of power exchange is a lifestyle expression, the scope of dominance and submission excercised may be quite extensive. Into this mix then often comes the tricky word of "slave" – a concept which never fails to muddy the water, especially in discussions on the internet or among kinksters with limited D/s experience. While some people insist that the word "slave", like the word "submissive", can mean to the individual anything they want it to mean, it is neverthless a fact of the established and more experienced leather community that slavery in an M/s sense o

Raw Fuck
Wendy walked out to get the morning paper like she did every Saturday. She liked to drink her coffee and read it before she took a shower.She heard a motorcycle pull in the driveway as she skimmed the want ads. She got up to see who is was."Hey Wendy!" Chad yelled as he revved the engine. "Like my new toy?""It's nice, but loud enough to wake the dead!" she shouted back."Hop on!" he said smiling."Come in for a minute." she said walking back inside.Chad shut off the bike and went inside. He grabbed a beer out of the fridge."Beer already?" Wendy asked looking at the clock.They had been friends for years and this was no surprise to her. It was always Miller Time for Chad."Come on girl, let's go for a ride." "I need to shower first, I can't go out like this." she whined."Fuck that, put a doo-rag on and let's hit it." he said letting out a belch.Wendy hurried up and took a quick shower. She put on a bandana and some make-up. She put on her favorite jean shorts and a pink tank top that matche

Statuses I Love Or Love To Hate
Ah, Fu statuses..... some are good, some are bad, and some are just plain ugly. I'm starting a collection. I like to categorize, so I came up with these categories LOL (feel free to suggest more, I'm diggin keeping these blogs updated!): POINT HOAR BEGGING I'M BORED (WAHHHHH) NAUGHTY/RAUNCHY THIS STATUS ROCKS I will not post who said what, only what they said. HOWEVER, some statuses may be obvious.... If you see any that tickle your fancy, please PM me and i will add! Happy reading! (and giggling I hope, rawrrrr) POINT HOAR BEGGING "I will pay you 35 mil and pimp you out for a god mode bling" (as IF LOL) "Send me a 25 credit bp and you might get a little sumthin sumthin" "Pimp me out and I will change your diapers when your old!" (LMAO) "I will rate ALL pics, Alteruize, pimp for 2 wks, 20 mil, add to family, for a god mod bling :)" "GOD MODE ON.. Come Luv On It.. Then Go Luv On My Awesome Family.. LIKE ME.. Bein Green Is Fun.. Want My Points For 12 H

True And Real
So the Rangers are in the World Series. Wow, who would have imagined that a team from Texas would knock off the defending champs in 6 games? Must say it is a GREAT feeling to be up here in Yankee land and calling myself a Texan right now. Good times I tell ya, good times. But I don't wish to talk about that. I want to point out something that, surprisingly enough, isn't being pushed to the back burner. Josh Hamilton. The coke addicted, alcoholic that was once suspended from MLB and sat out most of a year is now a ALCS MVP. Yes, he did coke. A lot. Yes he drank. A lot. But he rose about it. He came through the other side, standing tall, head held high. I was on someone's page the other day and happened to read a "status comment war" between two guys I won't mention. But one guy pointed out how the other guy was a drunk and coke addict, etc. He made fun of him cause he had been to prison. So what? I say. We all have made mistakes. Some of us big ones, some of you small ones. Some of t

Many Loves
WOULD YOU SHOULD YOU COULD YOU LET YOUR EX WIFE LIVE WITH YOU FOR A WHILE WHILE YOU ARE LIVING WITH AND ENGADGED TO A NEW LADY IN YOUR LIFE OR MAN I KNOW CHILDREN ARE THE LOVE OF OUR LIFES AND I KNOW YOU WOULD DO ANY THING IN THE WORLD FOR THEM AND TO SEE THEM BUT WHAT ABOUT THE LADY YOU ARE WITH NOW WHAT ABOUT HOW SHE FEELS ABOUT THE OTHER ONE BEING IN THE SAME HOUSE AS SHE IS?AND AFTER YOU HAD A DREAM THAT THE EX WIFE TOOK THE LADY YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH? MANY LOVES FROM ME TO YOU LOVES THAT COME AND GO LOVES THAT STAY AND FLY KISSES AND LOVES TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU

About Me...
I cannot change the way I am, I never really try, God made me different and unique, I never ask him why. If I appear peculiar, there's nothing I can do, you must accept me as I am, as I've accepted you. God made a casting of each life, then threw the mold away, each child is different from the rest, unlike as night from day. So often we will criticize, the things that others do, but, do you know, they do not think, the same as me and you. So God in all his wisdom, who knows us all by name, he didn't want us to be bored, that's why we're not the same. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I:1, I committed suicide…2, I said I liked you…3, I kissed you…4, I lived next door to you…5, I started smoking…6, I stole something…7, I was hospitalized…8, I ran away from home…9, I got into a fight and you weren't there…10, I passed away… WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:11, Personality…12, Eyes…13, Hair…14, Family…WOULD

Poetic Bitch
Liquify my demised reality to nothing but ink on my finger tips. scribble scrabble my soul in till I shed my skin. Hit the entire human sexual places. each time I reaseved was each heart beat I was missing. Each words they spoke became true. I am everything you want to call me. Needle deep back then. High like I was dieing. Crying like I was faking every sexual cum down my leg just to get a dollar for a food to swallow. days that turned to night I was the grim keeper Creeping to the beat of the streets and letting my self die each time I fucked another. slept with another would the days just end. the metal on my vain was ready and I was young enough to bleed. hard enough to crave. deep enough to let it all go. this was my calling. To awake To be re-born. ( to everyone that reads this. LET YOU KNOW THAT THIS IS ONLY A LITTLE WRITING SOON I BE POSTING UP ALL MY POETRY. EVERY POEM IS ABOUT MY LIFE WHAT I DONE,WHERE I GONE.)

My Book Love Blondie
happy new year to all my friends i hope you all had a good one love blondie i want to say to my friends my book is now ready for my friends to read im sending a link for you to get my book to read all about me once you have read it im here for your comment thank you love blondie http://www.blurb.com/sample_link/ hello and thank you to my friends for your birthday cards as well ok my new book is now out part 3 to get my book go to google and tipe in blondie all that i am sharon dixon click on it it will take you stright to my book blondie

The Time Stands Still
Our time together is something magical. Its unforgettable. The time stands still. When we kiss. My legs get weak. Im tongue tied I cant squeak. But I dont hesiate to throw my arms around you for another. Heart racing as time stands still. If this feeling is a illness I want to suffering it every moment of every day. I would not want to give this feeling away. Its mines for keeps. Without your love I would weep. The time stands still And silents fills the air. In my mind no other could compare. Kiss me once more. We have till night fall. You whisper we have all the time in the world. The time stands still.

Vallis Castor Producer Glenn Beaver
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Friday On The Glow Radio
Friday on The Glow Radio: The Rev DJ Furg and he will be spinning his mix of Punk, Grunge, Hard Rock. and Metal Music on his Church of Rock starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt next up is The Mistress of Hard Rock & Metal; "Thee Witch" starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt next is Tony the Misfit with his Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory & you can also find us on Microsoft's Media Player; click on the Media Guide Link & click on the Internet Radio Link & find us in the Classic Rock area or you can go to our website at:

Nightmares
"welcome to hell can i take your coat, would you like a glass of wine? how about cavier? no? well its straight to bussiness then. i would like your soul if you dont mind? no it can never be freed. you would stay here forever. :D the sound of a quill scratching a signture echos welcome to H3ll can i take you arm? would you like being burned alive or maimed? how about decapition? No? >:D Too Bad.... Nightmares are just dreams left to fester They sit spoiled in the fridge of our mind Offending our noses until finally in frenzy we claw through our fridge hoping to find what gives off that gut wrenching smell And just when we think we've discovered the culprit The scent fades the memory of it even being there disappears Until the fridge opens again allowing smells swee

What We Have Been Taught...
The world, it broke my heart today When I saw the things that people do and heard the things they say All of the people who are living on the streets The babies found in garbage cans, wrapped up in bloody sheets How could we let our world end up this way? And I know tomorrow isn't bringing a better day Our government is so corrupt, we need to take a stand They keep raising taxes in hopes they will possess our land So many men and women have died for our country So we could have equal rights, so that we could live free So many people have come here hoping to find a better living But discrimination and poverty is all that America was giving They came here dreaming of beautiful cities and open meadows But they were put to harsh labor and made to live in filthy ghettos And this was so long ago; things have only deteriorated Society has only gotten worse. Life is so complicated Gangs are constantly at war with each other Taking more loved ones from their families and their

What Is Happening To Fubar?
Maybe its just me, or maybe not but I was gone from this place for awhile and last I checked you had to be 18/an adult to be here. So perhaps someone might explain to me how it is that a male without a shirt on and pants on..yes I said PANTS!! has his photo yanked cause its not rated pg..really?? Well lets reflect shall we! since you only have to be 13 to get into a pg movie I guess we are expanding our clientel here at fubar, no? well then Get a freak'en clue and lay off the censorship! I'm not saying we have to all have full on porno profiles but we are all adults here. Also the salute thing is a little out of control I can clearly ready all required info on the one I submitted yet it would seem those in power said no cause its a little blurry, again WOW!! really? uggg am I crazy here or are we turning into fu fu bar:P

Bad Men
EVER WONDER WHY WOMEN WHO HAVE HAD A BAD RELATIONSHIP WITH SOME LOSER, ALWAYS MAKE THIS QUOTE "all men are assholes" but what they dont relize they all knew what they were getting into before they even got involved......but i do agree, there are some assholes, but dont put ALL in the same group

If U Get These Questions Wrong Ur A Pervert
The ScorpionOctober 24 to November 22Scorpio! About Your Sign...Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recogniz

My Broadcasts
I broadcast my friend and I having fun watching tv and smoking. She will not flash and I do not flash with her in the room. Dont be rude. Say please. We will zone out and I may forget about the cam and laptop althogether. I am sorry but this is just what happens lol.

Fu-robbery
FU-Robbery I just had $3 mil in fu-bucks disappear, what's up with that? Fubar took it! Where does it say it will cost you up to $10 million to choose between demon or angel the first time? Notice the sceenshot of the support lounge, I never got an answer! So much for support! >

Torn
Okay, So this is very hard for me. I have realized over the last week I am in love with 2 men. How can that be you ask? I am not 100% sure either. Here I was happily engaged, and didn't think I could ever want anything more in my life. I recently started talking to a friend I hadn't talked to in almost a year. He told me all about everything that has gone on in his life since we last spoke. I was so happy and thrilled for him until.... I realized I was very jealous. He was always there for me, he's a great person and for the most part I am very happy for him, cuz he is happy. I never realized I had feelings for him, until now and he's happy. I am driving myself crazy. I don't know how to talk to him anymore, because I am crazy jealous, and all that crap. I hate to think anything would come between us, but I am just a mess. I KNOW this friend and I could NEVER be together. I have never felt like this before, and I don't want anyone's BS comments saying I'm a slut or whore. This is just

Local Metal Show
DFW Metal Garage's Halloween Party 2010 on Fri. Oct. 29th. @ The Ridglea Theater The Halloween Party of the year with: Arms Of The Sun (featuring Rex Brown of Pantera/Down), Saints of Los Angeles ( Ultimate Motley Crue Tribute ) Hillbilly Orchestra, Revengeance, Sedated ( Ramones Tribute ) & More!!! Plus Special Guest MC's all night. When: Fri, 10/29/2010 7:00 PM Where: The Ridglea Theater 6025 Camp Bowie Blvd., Fort Worth, Tx 76116 * DFW Metal Garage's Halloween Party 2010 on Fri. Oct. 29th. @ The Ridglea Theater The Halloween Party of the year with: Arms Of The Sun (featuring Rex Brown of Pantera/Down), Saints of Los Angeles ( Ultimate Motley Crue Tribute ) Hillbilly Orchestra, Revengeance, Sedated ( Ramones Tribute ) & More!!! Plus Special Guest MC's all night. Public Event: This is a public event, i.e. one that is accessible without an invitation. Since this is a public event, you may only send a private message if you've received a personal invitation from the event creator

Adam And Eve
ok 1st off no offence to you wonderful men out there but this is hella funny lol A little girl asked her mother, "How did the human race start?" The mother answered, "God made Adam and Eve and they had children, and so all mankind was made." Two days later the girl asked her father the same question.The father answered, "Many years ago there were monkeys from which the human race evolved." The confused girl returned to her mother and said, "Mom, how is it possible that you told me the human race was created by God, and Dad said they developed from monkeys?" The mother answered, "Well, dear, it is very simple. I told you about my side of the family and your father told you about his."

Gettin Married
ok ladies out there im gettin married in 10 months and cant find a church to hold all the people i have invited. thinkin bout an outside weddin but not so sure i want to do that if you have any ideas could you let me know.

Things I Love!
Was i ever your sister, Was i ever your friend?? Or was i a mere enemy to the very bitter end? As your sister i always toke your side, as my sister you always left me behind.... As your sister i would have always toke your hand, picked you up with all the strength i had... But as my sister your anger was always toward me, hating and scolding for everything... You cried and I cried to, feeling the pain you had with in... But when i cried you pointed and laughed forcing me to just bottle it in... As my sister you led me to distress, wishing to end it, to just seek rest... But as my sister you thought i was dumb, treated me different taking my best... All i wanted as your sister was someone to trust.... Instead as my sister you gave me someone to hate... I always wanted to love and respect you, always wanting what we all should have... But I now know as these twisted days pass that all you want is for my death... Well I am already dead inside holding this burden of feeling des

Blah
cold as winter strong as stone, she faced the darkness all alone, a silver goddess a reflection a mirage a recollection, no return no turning back the past is gone the future black, serpents gather in there nest as she stands above the rest, shadows hunt she hunts the shadows, as she looks down upon a shattered youth a shattered mirror shows a shattered truth. i knew that you is what i needed in that tripp black miniskirt, hot topic shoppin with your girls a lil fuckin flirt, surprised by the fact you was into all kinds of dirt, surprise in your eyes when i made ur fuckin pussy squirt, grab you by ur dreadlocks put u in a head lock, choke you till ur twitchin baby just dont make the bed rock. now you know what i got for that little hotbox take it to the limit now you all about the BOONDOX!!

Incoherant Ramblings
[Arkansas Democrat Gazette]: Two local men were injured when their pickup truck left the road and struck a tree near Cotton Patch on State Highway 38 early Monday. Woodruff County deputy Dovey Snyder reported the accident shortly after midnight Monday. Thurston Poole, 33, of Des Arc, and Billy Ray Wallis, 38, of Little Rock, were returning to Des Arc after a frog catching trip. On an overcast Sunday night, Pooles pickup truck headlights malfunctioned. The two men concluded that the headlight fuse on the older-model truck had burned out. As a replacement fuse was not available, Wallis noticed that the .22 caliber bullets from his pistol fit perfectly into the fuse box next to the steerin g-wheel column.Upon inserting the bullet the headlights again began to operate properly, and the two men proceeded on eastbound toward the White River Bridge. After Traveling Approximately 20 miles, and just before crossing the river, the bullet apparently overheated, discharged, and struck

My Book I Am Writing
welcome to my first blog of many for the book i am writing this first blog is just to give u a little about the book to see that people think and if they have any ideas to give there imput its a fantasy book a good vs evil storry i know its been dont smore times than there are numbers but i love fantasy books robert jouran and terry goodkind are a few of my favorate authors i been getting into brandon sanderson ever since he picked up the wheel of time series after robert jordan passed away this blog i dont want to get into the story much but the next fre i will be posting the book an a simple short storry form when i write i do it alot different than mpst people who write so i start off with just a simple outsline og the places and what happened there ususly just a few lines for each place after i get all that done i go back to the begining and take my outline and start doing a simple story of everything verry little detail just a basic story that what i will be posting for the nex

Fml ...
I thought I saw a man brought to lifeHe was warmHe came around and he was dignifiedHe showed me what it was to cryWell you couldn't be that man I adoredYou don't seem to knowOr seem to care what your heart is forWell I don't know him anymoreThere's nothing where he used to lieMy conversation has run dryThat's what's going onNothing's fine I'm tornI'm all out of faithThis is how I feelI'm cold and I am shamedLying naked on the floorIllusion never changedInto something realI'm wide awakeAnd I can seeThe perfect sky is tornYou're a little lateI'm already tornSo I guess the fortune teller's right

Fubar Fun
Fubar Fun is their anyone that sint into the DRAMA I cant stree it enough i hate that word but its all you here from other. I want to have fun and fun is what I want where is the fun and not the drag me down people

Weirdness!!!!!!!!
Those of you very close to me,knew my appointment today with the w/c doc was wrecking my nerves.Shockingly it went very well.I still don't know how to react and have been burnt so many times...I refuse to get my hopes up. He is sending me back to the surgeon that I like.He is also going to agree with him and the surgery. He said he is going to reccomend that they give me water therapy again and to put me back together. I just can't believe I heard those words out of his mouth, after what he spewed out last time we spoke. If w/c finally approve's this surgery,it will be a spinal fusion done through my abdomen and a couple other tweeks. Don't hold your breath...I am not hugs and stuffs....the spasms from the ride made me sick on the ride home,so I will be off and on thanks everyone who has been up and down this rollercoaster with me!

Helpful Support Blogs
From the Desk of Scrapper ... NEW UPDATE! If you were part of the people who were running God Mode we are gratuitiously giving you some points. Anyone that had a god mode bling deactivate between 1:30PM PST...if they ended at 2M points, they'll end up at 7M points. if they ended with 8M points, they'll end up with 10M points, etc..... If you were part of the lucky few who helped us test out God Mode Bling, you are probably asking yourself why did my God Mode bling expire early. It actually did not sxpire early, we are finally out of our testing mode and it is now truly LIVE on the site. The God Mode bling has surpassed our special ability bling expectations. It is a very powerful weapon in your arsenal on fubar. We thank you for helping us beta test the God Mode bling. Consider yourself lucky to have had the chance to to that so few will ever have in the future. Please read the following blog. If you are angry or feel slighted, we just want to thank you for helping us develop

I Want To
I want to I want to stab you in the heart, and kiss away your pain; Bathe in the blood of memories that drive your soul insane. Inhale all the darkness that lingers in your mind; And drown myself in the bitterness of every tear you’ve cried. I want to slice into your soul, releasing all its rage; Caress away the confusion that binds you to this cage. I want to dance amongst the shadows of every lie you’ve heard; And sing to you a ballot of truth in the song of a mocking bird. I want to dive into your sorrows and drink of all your fears; Swallowing the heart ache you’ve gathered through the years. I want to set your eyes on fire, and lick away the ash; Erasing the illusions that were left there by your past. I want to take you from my dreams, wrap you in my soul; Get drunk on the passion of our story not yet told! I want to turn the page, take all of you in; Devour all that’s left of the suffering you’ve been in; I want to wipe the slate clean, seal this pr

Angry Atheists
http://gretachristina.typepad.com/greta_christinas_weblog/2007/10/atheists-and-an.html one persons answer to the question *why are atheists always so angry* here is a snippit ATHEISTS AND ANGER I want to talk about atheists and anger. This has been a hard piece to write, and it may be a hard one to read. I'm not going to be as polite and good-tempered as I usually am in this blog; this piece is about anger, and for once I'm going to fucking well let myself be angry. But I think it's important. One of the most common criticisms lobbed at the newly-vocal atheist community is, "Why do you have to be so angry?" So I want to talk about: 1. Why atheists are angry; 2. Why our anger is valid, valuable, and necessary; And 3. Why it's completely fucked-up to try to take our anger away from us. So let's start with why we're angry. Or rather -- because this is my blog and I don't presume to speak for all atheists -- why I'm angry.***** I'm angry that according to a recent G

Wednesday Hump Day Rock Block On The Glow Radio
Hump Day Rock Block on The Glow Radio: The Reverend DJ Furg & his "Church of Rock" he will be spinning his mix of Punk, Grunge, Hard Rock & Metal Music starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt next up is The Mistress of Hard Rock & Metal; "Thee Witch" starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt next is Tony the Misfit with his Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory, you can find us on Microsoft Media Player under Internet Radio in the Classic Rock Section or you can go to our website at:

Dreamers
"Man on the Train: Hey, are you a dreamer? Wiley: Yeah. Man on the Train: I haven't seen too many around lately. Things have been tough lately for dreamers. They say dreaming is dead, no one does it anymore. It's not dead it's just that it's been forgotten, removed from our language. Nobody teaches it so nobody knows it exists. The dreamer is banished to obscurity. Well, I'm trying to change all that, and I hope you are too. By dreaming, every day. Dreaming with our hands and dreaming with our minds. Our planet is facing the greatest problems it's ever faced, ever. So whatever you do, don't be bored, this is absolutely the most exciting time we could have possibly hoped to be alive. And things are just starting "

Dating=difficult?
As a woman, as a big woman. Everything is ok but finding my lover, why is it so hard for fat women to find dates and ideal matches? I am an unyielding woman, I believe I can find a boyfriend. So I think, why cannot have a boyfriend now? Because the people we met in the real world are too limited. So I decided to go online to seek friends and match! So I signed up Facebook, myspace, etc. created website accounts and personal profiles in which I uploaded my photos, wrote my hobbies, characters, merits, ect. But, contrary to expectations, I haven't found my match yet. Suddenly one day, I searched in google a BBW=big beautiful woman dating site PlusMeet.com. It is a dating website exclusively for BBW singles and their admirers. I joined with hope and upgraded to gold member later. 10 days after my registration, I found a boyfriend. He is a BBW admirer. In his eyes, big is beautiful and size is only a number! Thanks to PlusMeet, I can find my other half. So I draw two conclusions, If yo

Really?!?!?!
Lmao!!! Ok so I got told this morning that the God Mode bling should ONLY be used for ranking on fubar.... Hmmmm.... Then I was told that I was completly oblivious to what the God Mode is supposed to be used for nor how anything really works on here.... Well the way I see it, I BOUGHT IT.... I will do with it as I please and use it for whatever it was i used it for.... Fubar has become a popularity site, and I'm not all about being popular on a GAME site... Do people fight to be popular on a game site simply because they can't be popular in real life OFF of fubar??? Has God Mode actually gotten to that many peoples heads that they feel they need to TELL others how its supposed to be used??? Last I checked it didn't say anything about WHAT God Mode was SUPPOSED to be used for on fubar.... So as far as I'm concerned, YOU use your God Mode bling how YOU want to use it.... and Ill do the same.... Dont come to me asking me to add you simply because you want more rates... i dont give a shit

Whispers
Simple I and enjoy it I do, life is never easy but try to keep it mellow is what I like to do. I like to laugh, so my jokes are cheese and make no sense. made you laugh didn't it? I rather have my nerd he plays games and quote movie phrases and we understand one another fine. I listen to all type of music, rock my country music on sunny days, blast my techno mixes when I wan to dance, classical when I create in the kitchen, and anything else I want to hear. I like ice cream, how about you, sitting in the park, combatting bee, wishing a bug dare land on your yummy cold treat, it be ~like honey child please~ . I love my life though it may not be where I hoped it might I'm still Blessed to enjoy the simple life. ~Peace of the 4 Winds guide you~ ~~ I.L. P Ok I've always wrote poems and other things but a friend asked me had I wrote lyrics and I thought about it that I had never done so before. I did so now and this was inspired my G.C. It's not the best but it's a start right!

Given Up
You know, men don't want the fat ugly women.. not one single one. I reciently met someone from here offline.. before I met him.. he was always calling me.. my name from him was "Baby" and he couldnt get enough of me.. but once I met him offline.. things have changed, he doesn't call anymore, calls me "Hey you" and nothing is the same now.. that was THE BIGGEST MISTAKE I have ever made... SO..... I have given up thinking anyone will ever want me.. I can not wait until the day I die.. this amount of pain shouldn't happen to anyone..I can't deal with it anymore.. Being punished for being sick and gaining weight isn't right... VampyYourFutureExWife .... yeah whatever.. No one wants me as their girl.. forget the ex wife part.. I will be changing my name too.. Maybe to VampyTheOneNoOneWants... bcd9e48a-9977-4871-ae32-f6b2858e575b 1.03.01

Friends
I've always been one to say what's on my mind. If something bothers me, I'll say something. If people get offended by it then that's on them. I'm just being honest and I don't sugar coat cause someone can't take honesty. Whether it be bad or good. i try to lean more toward the good. Like the people i associate myself with. People I call associates and people I call friends. Even the ones I call "family". Last year in march I joined fubar b/c a friend encouraged me to. Well as I explored Fu and met people, I got close to some and got away from others, but as I got to know the people I met, and I know this is the internet, i learned that alot dont follow through with the word "friend" or " family" when they used it. There are some I still talk to but not as much as I'd like and there are some that don't even talk to me. If I were to take of the people in my friends and fam that I didnt talk to on a regular basis id have less than 50 on my list. There are some, the lucky few, that Ive t

La La Land
La La LandDec 21, 2009 I lay my hands on my head, My head hanging down. So tired.. Feels like the weight of the world on my shoulders weighing me down. I wish, I pray, I dream. Yet when I open my eyes, it's all still the same. I write, I sing, I dance. I read, I blog, I eat. I live, yet I am not living. I am just surviving, And survivng is often not enough. I want to play, dance, sing, rest. I want to drive, write, cook and love. I need more than survival. I need to do more than snatch such few rare moments to stay sane. I fight for my sanity day in and day out. I battle anxieties at every turn. Yes, I still sing, Yes, I still dance. But I do it to shut out the world, the hurt, the stress, the loss. I read to escape,I do my gaming to forget.. if just for awhile.. my troubles. I write.. So that my downward spiral into LaLa Land can be recorded somehow. I just want to get it back, So carefree I was, So faithful, So sure.. it would all be okay. Today all I have is doubt. Doubt in everyth

Abortion
Every day in the United States of America over 4,000 American citizens are silenced against their wills. They have their voices permanently silenced and they never get the opportunity to speak on behalf of themselves. Today we stand in silent solidarity with those who have been silenced. Today my family and I stand in silent ,but by doing this we are being a voice for the one-third of our generation that will never have a voice. these victims are not only being silenced; they are being killed. The victims we stand on behalf of are not going to be mentioned on the news or have a funeral. The victims we stand on behalf of were ripped from the safety and warmth of their mother's wombs. The victims we stand on behalf of were not blobs of tissue, but beautiful human persons, with hearts that beat, brains that gave out brain waves, and a soul. These are the victims of the abortion holocaust. Every day over 4,000 babies have their lives ended in the name of choice. Since January 22, 1973, ove

Looking For Love
I been looking for Ms. Right for a long time now. I just turned 31 on oct9 and I dont have any kids. Maybe in time if i ever find the right woman who i can make my wife. I dream about holding her close and looking into her eyes and tell that I love her and I thank god that she is in my life.There are lots of times i miss jsut holding hands while we walk or just waking up in the morining after a long night of making love in every room in the house.The way you look after a hot night of love making. And the smile that comes on your face when you are thinking of wild things to do. But most of all i miss the tasted of sweet soft lips when you kiss someone with all your heart.And the smell of her skin when you kiss her all over here body and she tells you how go you feel

Stuff
A Ravens fan, a Bengals fan and a Steelers fan are climbing a mountain and arguing about who loves his team more. The Bengals fan insists he is the most loyal. "This is for the Bengals!" he yells, and jumps off the side of the mountain. Not to be outdone, the Steelers fan is next to profess his love for his team. He yells "This is for the Steelers!" and pushes the Ravens fan off the mountain. Go Steelers!!!!!! Breakeven lyricsSongwriters: Frampton, Andrew; Kipner, Stephen; O Donoghue, Daniel John; Sheehan, Mark Anthony;I'm still alive but I'm barely breathingJust prayed to a God that I don't believe in'Cause I got time while she got freedom'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakevenHer best days will be some of my worstShe finally met a man that's gonna put her firstWhile I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, noWhat am I suppose to doWhen the best part of me was always you andWhat am I suppose to sayWhen I'm all choked up

My Daily Take..
GRRRRRRRRR..WHERE DO I BEGIN TODAY?? IT SEEMS LIKE YOU CAN EASILY GO DAY TO DAY, MICRO MANAGE STUFF AND THEN ONE DAY WAKE UP AND BOOM! I WORK IN TECH SALES AND HAVE INTRICATE KNOWLEDGE OF WEBSITES AND BUSINESSES THAT REQUIRE ACCEPTANCE OF CREDIT CARDS FOR PAYMENT ONLINE. MY JOB IS VERY STRESSFUL..THERES A LOT OF DEADLINES, CONFERENCE CALLS AND LOT OF TECH TO KNOW FOR EACH CLIENT..AND THE MORE YOU KNOW, THE MORE YOU FIND OUT HOW MUCH YOU DO NOT KNOW. I WORK WITH ENGINEERS, PROGRAMMERS, WEB DESIGNERS & DESIGN FIRMS, MERCHANT PROCESSORS, BANKS, OFFSHORE MERCHANTS, AND SOME OF THE BIGGEST NAMES IN RETAIL HAVE CONSULTED WITH ME FOR SERVICES..& CUSTOM PAYMENT SOLUTIONS. ITS CRAZY. AND THE FALL QUARTER IS THE BUSIEST BECAUSE EVERYONE WANTS TO "OPEN" FOR HOLIDAY BUSINESS. TODAY..IM NOT FEELING GREAT..HAVEN'T BEEN FEELING GOOD FOR A WEEK NOW.. MY IMMUNITY IS A LITTLE ROCKED..AND REGARDLESS HOW I FEEL, IM USUALLY UPBEAT, FUNNY, SARCASTIC AND GOING WIT THE FLOW.. IM LOSING MY VOICE.

Why?
Why is it that if u start once talkin dirty to someone, after that they can never seem to hold a decent conversation without getting all nasty with it... And just when u think dam I'm actually gonna have a real conversation and u ask "So what are you getting into today" you get a reply that reads "On my way to work but i had to cum first" really? seriously? Sorry for singling out this one conversation (if ur reading this and know who u are) believe me u weren't the first one today just the "straw that broke the camel's back" so to speak.... So here it is... my vow.... for every one that i know and all the new people i will meet......... until u prove to me that u can hold a decent conversation there will be no dirty talk from me PERIOD!!! I got out of the swingers lifestyle because I felt like a pussy not a person... please don't make me have to leave FUBAR as well.... And that's all I have to say about that!!! Good'day

Reality Show Audition
Do you have drive and determination?Are you self-motivated?Can you create something out of nothing?Are you computer literate?Are you an overachiever?Will you stop at nothing to win and achieve your dream?Than we are looking for you! We are looking for a few select people with heart, drive, and determination. A few people who are motivated enough to produce and make things happen. $10,000 will be given to the last man standing. There is a very well off anonymous philanthropist who just loves to give away money. He has been giving anonymously to many nonprofit organizations and charity causes. He is a true believer in talent and giving back. Now he would like to give money away to you, but you must prove that you deserve it. Can you finance my dream? Yes, and all you need is a burning desire and the passion to succeed. Do not respond if you are timid, lack self-confidence, or cannot get results. YOU MUST HAVE THE ABILITY TO MAKE SOMETHING OUT OF NOTHING.To enter the contest all yo

Korean Fashion Travel
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Charging For Fam Add
ok first off im not into blogging at all so if i somehow make this blog F.U.B.A.R. please forgive me. Secondly I will admit i have done what i am going to write about and I understand the hypocrisy of me writing about it none the less i still feel strongly about it..... I am totally sick and tired of People on here guys AND girls but mostly girls (not all girls mind you) Begging or whoring themselves out for points and Bling credits and Bling... First off people, just because you are doing this online does not make u any less of a whore you are still sending your pics out on line for money u might as well be a stripper. As a matter of fact I'm going to go farther and say that you are worse than a stripper mainly because you are doing this for some thing that has no substance out side of this site. Further more no offence to any one but if you are on here enough to be beging or prostituting your pictures out saying like that and saying you need bling than you have probably been on her

Life Sucks At Times
I really give up on guys anymore. everytime i think i've found the right guy for me he goes and cheats on me. i really thought Anthony was a good guy,but it turns out he's just like all the rest. I found out (Oct 4th) the day before my birthday that he was cheating on me. it really killed me to find that out. i was really falling for him,then my whole world came crashing down. the worst part of all this is that he cheated on me with a girl in a wheelchair. i have nothing against her at all. the first time i confronted him about it he said she was just a friend that he had known for years and that she is a lesbian. second time i confronted him about it i had him on a 3 way phone with me anthony and the other girl. after that call i called him back and told him what just happened and then dumped him. he had nothing to say to me and just hung up. sweetests day he calls me at 6:45am and tells me that he misses me and he knows he messed up with me and all that stuff. then he tells

Ummmm
so this site is waaaaaay overwhelming..... but it cool that the people are real and not suppermodels who pretend to be real thats the cool thing i do like bout it.. and seeing as how i cant drink cuz i get drunk on a table spoon of jack daniels .... irl...... this is good.. ^_^

Poems By Jason Aka Dj Blades
LostI have seen eternityI am the king of timeI am off the Edge of SanityMy living ain't no crimeA soldier of existencechosen to beProtector of the earthI'll last eternallyI awake into another spherereborn into the neverwhereAll alone in this spaceThere's no love nor disgraceMy body aches, I tremble with fearThe sky, the last I saw is no longer clearWater and ice cover the groundI can face reality, the world has drownedI try to move but I am caged in iceFloating bodies looking for their paradiseBut the truth is no longer fantasyin this world I am the only man to be. Chorus: I AM LOST, I WAS NEVER CREATEDI AM LOST, lIFE IS DEVASTATED We melt away and I feel the mudthat once was land for allthe sea of ice that used to bethe home of humanityMy soul is frozen, longing for fireI barely believe I see this sightAll I can face is eternal night.The sun awakes and shine on all the remainsThe ice that encaged my bodynow flows in strainsSoon I can move, and walk awayWhat the future

My Poems
I felt an angels presense on the day you left my side A gentle touch upon the cheek to wipe the tears I cried. I seemed to hear her whisper your loved ones in gods care. Just turn your eyes to heaven And know hes resting there. Her presense brought me comfort. It was as if she knew My faith in god was tested On the day I lost you. The months have swiftly passed yet I still sense you near And know whatever comes my way youll help me through each year

Bikers Are Amazing People
I never cease to be impressed by some of the amazing people I randomly cross paths with. I just got back from Daytona and was there were with my girl and friends. My girl and I had breakfast and we rode up to main street. It was in the mid-80's and the sun was beating down, we had gone for a short walk up the street to look for our friend's bike which we found and and we looked at some T-shirts in a adjacent store. We crossed the street and were looking in another clothing store and my girl let me know she was feeling nauseated and she walked out into the alley way because she felt like she was going to throw up. She'd been having a headache and started feeling weak from standing in the heat, that and she's been having a bit of dizzyness when she gets up from low blood pressure. I got her back inside the store and had her sit down while I could step two doors down and get her a bottled water because I felt like she may have been a little dehydrated because it had b

Mornings
Here are just a few of my favorite good morning text messages from my honey...I love you Rob and I start everyday with a smile on face and tingly feeling all over because of the way you love me. Thank you baby for all you do, I love your forever. From: RobSent: Oct 23 8:24AMMsg: Good morning honey. Mmmwah! I love you so much Michelle. How's my beautiful Sleeping beauty?From: RobSent: Oct 21 6:38AMMsg: Good morning honey. How's my beautiful Angel? Mmmwah! I love you Michelle Lynne Baar.From: RobSent: Oct 20 6:12AMMsg: Good morning sweetheart, I miss you so much Michelle. Mmmwah! I love you honey.From: RobSent: Oct 19 6:41AMMsg: Mmmwah! Good morning honey. I had such sweet dreams of you Michelle Lynne Baar. You and corn. I love you Babydoll. Ones of you were heaven...corn a nightmare lol. From: RobSent: Oct 17 9:00AMMsg: Good morning sunshine. I love you Michelle Lynne Baar. Mmmwah!From: RobSent: Oct 15 6:45AMMsg: Here comes the sun (du dn du du) Here comes the sun And I

Heart Breaker You are a heart breakera dream takerYou lied to get what you wantNow you I no longer wantI thought we had a chancebut I guess it was not a true romanceI loved you with all my heartAll you did was tear it apartYou are a heart breaker this is trueYou are the heart breaker that used to make my skies so blueYou are the heart breaker that has locked my hearts doorThat door is now locked forevermoreYou are the heart breaker that took the love awayYou are the heart breaker who has made my blue skies grayYou are a heart breaker and I hope and prayThat someone breaks you heart and you feel how I feel today. My Children My children are my life.My children are my world.My children are the light of my life.My children are far away.My children hear I love you everyday.My children are loved unconditionally.My children were raised up traditionally.My children have had a hard life.My children are the loves of my life. What Jay Mathews means to me J is for the j

This And That
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! How the hell are ya, my friends? It amazes me how this site has so many people who kiss one another's asses. People talk shit about someone, yet they are "friends" on here. WHY? If you truly don't like someone, why in the hell would you add them? Popularity? To be nosy? Most of my "friends" here I have never talked to. Until recently I had a small handful of "friends" on here and I liked each and every one of them. That pretty much goes for my family only now. There are a few e-popular people on this site whom I have no use for. They are not on my list. I don't speak poorly about them to others, I just choose not to interact with them. *shrugs* I'm out of here for awhile. I'm going to concentrate on people in my offline life. I'm going to have Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Year's Eve. Then I'm going to get my ass hitched on New Year's Day and live happily ever after. If anyone truly wants to find me, I am sure it won't be that difficult.

Fubar
I resently joined thise site i am loving it i hope i meet friends like i do on a regular basis.I am frim South Africa the coolest place to be dam is a blast to be part of that country a comment that most South Africans say is in America they make movies and in SA we act then live.LOOK IN MY PHOTOS to see why

Sqyrel's Randomness... Js
User: Hello :D. Cleverbot: How are you? User: I'm good and you? Cleverbot: I'm alright. User: Did you sleep well? Cleverbot: I don't sleep. Do you?User: I wish. Sleeps sounds fun.Cleverbot: V for Vendetta.User: I like that movie.Cleverbot: Which movie?User: V for Vendetta.Cleverbot: I missed it.User: Well then why did you bring it up?Cleverbot: You brought it up.User: No you did.Cleverbot: I did not.User: I said I wish I could sleep. It sounds fun. And you replied 'V for Vendeta.'.Cleverbot: That was a different user that said they were 18.User: So you are not one?Cleverbot: No. Tell me a story.User: What kind of story?Cleverbot: A horror story please.

Maybe It's Just Me
I don't know why, but sometimes i just get that feeling that I make people a wee bit uncomfy. need it be in real life or on fubar...on scratch that especially on fubar. Now for that peeps that know me it's ok, but sometimes it's that feeling...like they're holding a cross to me hoping I'll run away and leave them be. Craziness. I wonder if people read my blogs?? Anyway, so being on here had made me realize that there really are some guys that have all the luck in life. The good looking types that turn out to be d-bags and the the guys that just have women fawn over them. Not really trying to have an emo moment, but it's one of those WHAT THA FUCK!! moments in life that people never figure out. There is more I cold say about it, but meh I figure it'll be something for another blog.

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Potter's House Christian School and Global Impacrt Wrestling Proudy Prsent :Christmas Classic GIW'S 1st annual Toys and Food Drive Sat. Dec. 11th, 2010 @The Potter's Huse Christian School Gymnasium 1150 Lane Ave S. Jacksonville Florida 32210 Doors open 6 pm Beltime 7:15 pm Advance Tickets $10.00 , Day of the Show $5.00 and a new toy or $5.00 and four food items GIW will be hosting a one night turny to crown the very first GIW Champion Feturing PHCS'Sown Coach Patterson - vs - The Millon Dollar Player W/ special guest ref. Christian Genesis Plius other matches, come outand suportyour local indy wrestling scene and we will see you at the matches !!!!!! Potters House Christian School Academy & Global Impact Wrestling Proudly PresentsChristmas Classic - GIW'S 1ST Annual Toy & Food Drive on Saturda

No More Sad Words Said It Is What It Is Classically Said. Some things last Some things don’t Sometimes we lose the best And are stuck with the rest Somehow we end up in this place A toss up for the human race You do yours and I’ll do mine In the End I’m sure we’ll find Which way to go And reap what we sow You Do yours and I’ll do mine Should we meet, It’ll be heaven divine Days go on and on...I always look for a wayto make them go faster. Faster days to get us...to some point that I can't namefor some unknown reason. A race with no rhyme or reason...spinning wheels in muckthere's no logic to this mess. Maybe one day the destination...can be this clear placethe end result of a rainbow. A peaceful place with you...but who would I be thenif not this mess of a person. Do we embrace the mess...do we embrace the chaosor continue this mad dash.

My 100 Truths
"Jar Of Hearts" I know I can't take one more step towards you ‘Cause all that's waiting is regret Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore You lost the love I loved the most I learned to live, half alive And now you want me one more time [Chorus:] Who do you think you are? Runnin' 'round leaving scars Collecting a jar of hearts Tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul Don't come back for me Who do you think you are? I hear you're asking all around If I am anywhere to be found But I have grown too strong To ever fall back in your arms I've learned to live, half alive And now you want me one more time [Chorus] It took so long just to feel alright Remember how to put back the light in my eyes I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed ‘Cause you broke all your promises And now you're back You don't get to get me back [Chorus x2] Who do you think you are? Who do you think you are? Who do you think you are?

A Poem To My Husband
A Birth Certificate shows that we were born A Death Certificate shows that we died Pictures show that we lived! Have a seat . Relax . . . And read this slowly.I Believe... That just because two people argue, It doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, It doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe...That we don't have to change friends if We understand that friends change.I Believe....That no matter how good a friend is, They're going to hurt you every once in a while And you must forgive them for that. I Believe...That true friendship continues to grow, Even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I Believe... That you can do something in an instant That will give you heartache for life. I Believe....That it's taking me a long time To become the person I want to be. I Believe...That you should always leave loved ones with Loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I Believe.... That you can keep going long after you think

Hey my name is Margarita and yes that is my real name if you are wondering. I am 24 years old and I am a single mom. My son's name is Jamison Jordan and he is 17 months old. He is the love of my life. I am Native American, German, Italian and Mexican haha what a combination. I bet you wouldn't think that looking at my picture huh haha lol. Anyways I am single and it kinda sucks but I think it has to do with being a single mom but oh well at least I got my lil man :) I am 5"7 .5 i weigh 165 pounds I am in good shape for having a kid. I originally have black hair but I like to dye it light brown it looks way better with my complection. I am outgoing, funny, happy, sweet, loving, romantic, flirty, sexy, honest, caring, respectful, non jugemental, and most of all I am just me and I am real I will tell you what's on my mind I dont hold back anything. So if you like what you just read and want to know more ask me dont be shy because im not at all.

Thought And Ponderings Orig Created For My Tagged Account
Ever been hurt so bad that your so numb you can’t function or even think straight. Your cruising along in a relationship and it’s great, everything is more perfect than you could have ever imagined. You get closer and closer, confessing feelings for each other. Finally, after all that searching your happy and content. Your basking in the sunlight and even rainy days seem somehow wonderful. You start to make long term plans with that special person, you share inside jokes together, you keep bonding closer and closer. You have finally found someone who totally gets you and you have a connection you have never felt before ever. And then one day that special person decides it’s just not right and they want out. You hit a brick wall full force and think to yourself that any kind of physical pain would be better than that feeling at that single moment. Been there? We all have. You sit there in utter disbelief and confusion. You just can’t figure out where or what went

Cynical Vs Trustworthy
So this is a true story one name will not be revealed to protect the not so innocent. SO I signed up for this site in 2006 but had never came here to see what it is all about. I started here about 3 weeks ago. Now mind you I have been online many years ( and should probably no better) but as a person i want to truly believe people are good and trustworthy I mean who wants to be know as the cynical b****. ANyway I had this person who was talking to me for about a week who eventually said would you mind calling me just for a few minutes so i can say hi and really know who I am talking to. Me being the person I am thought no harm in that I will call on my way to work, now mind you this person expressed interest....anyway I call talk may 15 minutes tops. So Friday night I decide at about 2 am to get some sleep said goodnight on Fu go to sleep.....about 4:20 am my phone rings....I do not even know my own name at this point and my brain cells are firing on less than 2 cylinders this is w

Scrap's Word's On God Mode Bling
God Mode Explained! http://fubar.com/god-mode-explained/b333299-1133386 God Mode is very simple. Please read the description. 1. Some of you are expiring your God Mode in a day or two. This is because you maxed your 10 million points. 2. God Bling will not expire early. It is a very simple bling that fubarbarians are confused about. 3. If you are locking down your albums thinking you are getting one over on everyone. You are not. I am not going to explain why. Just knwo you are not. 4. If you are coming to support asking why your God Bling is expired. YOU REACHED YOUR 10 MILLION POINTS! Please do not use the excuse that you did not get it or got ripped off. Bling is for fun! 5. There are no refunds for bling. There are 101 and more ways to use bling. If God Mode is not working out for you, then please try something else. I am sure many will attest. God Mode does work.

Dear Baby Jesus
Dear Baby Jesus, This morning I had an epiphany! Well, another one, anyway. Having invented derivative blings such as the Breast Cancer Awareness Month Booberang, and Godless mode this past week, I clicked on the "like" button and it was as if a ray of light had shown down from the sky (not to be confused with the morning sunbeam currently blinding my left eye). Fubar BINGO! Yes, though it should be called FUBAR since they have the same number of letters, but that's just one small bit of the larger picture. See, you can buy a FUBAR card and then you wait for the people on the card to flit by on the top of the screen, clicking the "like" button as you see them, and thusly marking them off on the card. The first person with a FUBAR wins the pot, which I neglected to mention the buy-in for each round. You can have fubuck bingo, and even bling credit bingo, seeing as the pot is comprised solely of credits by contributors. Anyway, that's all the thought I feel like putting into this r

A Legal Victory On The Road To Repeal
On October 23, 2009, a reporter asked Speaker Nancy Pelosi (D-CA): "Madam Speaker, where specifically does the Constitution grant Congress the authority to enact an individual health insurance mandate?" Speaker Pelosi shook her head dismissing the question: "Are you serious? Are you serious?" Pressed for a more substantive response later, Pelosi's press spokesman admonished the reporter: "You can put this on the record. That is not a serious question. That is not a serious question."Yesterday, Roger Vinson, senior federal judge of the United States District Court for the Northern District of Florida, found it to be a very serious question indeed. Judge Vinson characterized the Obama Justice Department's motion to dismiss the constitutional challenge to Obamacare brought by 16 state attorneys general, four governors, two private citizens and the National Federation of Independent Business (NFIB) as "not even a close call." Addressing the Obama administration's claim that Congress had th

Error 500 Forbidden
i dont know how much longer i can live like this. my nerves are raw, and the smallest things incite me into a red/black rage. and in the quiet times between anger, and working... all i feel is a deep saddness, and a loss. there are so many tiny holes in my heart, i fear there isnt much of one left. Someone wiser than me said, the human mind can only exisist in these pierods of angst and ennui until we reach a breaking point. Well, i wish it would come sooner, rather than later. Maybe i just need to have a total and complete breakdown, before these moments of rage, wrath, confusion, and pain will end. or maybe they will never end. I'm staring into a paper reality, from behind the fourth wall, silently screaming into the blank faces of a sea of stinking, filthy useless flesh. Whose only concern are their petty little lives. Their cars, bills, cats, dogs, latte's, super sized meals, hd tv's, and who is gonna win the superbowl. Their ignorant children, and their sweatpants and uggs.

Moving Forward
I Thought living without him is like an endless day. A day with darkness & sorrow. But now that he's gone. Daymm i cant believe im moving on. This on & off relationship finally end, Maybe am a lil bit hurt now but i can get this through. I thanks him for stopping by into my life Glad that even though were over, our friendship didnt end. Goodbye lover & hello friend. & hello new commer! lol :D

Salute Contest
SALUTE CONTEST MOST RATES WINS A BOOMERANG MUST BE SFW MOST RATES WINS,COMMENTS WILL BE USED IF THERE IS A TIE CONTEST RUNS FOR 1 WEEK WILL START WHEN I GET 10 ENTRIES SEND ENTRIES TO TERESA AUCTION OWN BY WB BUCK@ fubar

Moonlite Nights
a very old man saw with his young son a pellet of VIAGRA (the blue pill) he said to him :hey this pill shown on T V so please give it to me i need it . the son say no it coast me 50 $ dad says ok I give u 50 but after i try it ok . son said ok . and gave him the pill. at morning the son found 75$ and a golden ring under his pillow .he came to dad and said ; oh dad i found this . dad say its ok son ;50 from me25 from your momand the ring from the maid THE MOONLITE NIGHTS AS I WALK THROU THE NIGHT LOOKING FOR YOU I THINK OF WHAT MIGHT BE WHAT MIGHT HAVE COME WHAT MIGHT STILL TO COME I AM THINKING I NEED TO FIND YOU I AM THINKING WE COULD MAKE SWEET LOVE BY THE MOONLITE NIGHTS STARING IN TO EACH OTHERS EYES SEEING HOW MUCH WE HAVE LOVED ONE ANOTHER FROM AFAR WONDERING IF WE COULD STILL LOVE ONE ANOTHER AS WE GROW OLDR WITH ONE ANOTHER GROWING OLD BY THE MOONLITE NIGHTS WITH THE ONES WE LOVE IS BETTER THEN DIEING ALONE SINCERLY SASSY-K A.K.A KIMMY

Random Rants
Why can't Mountain Dew just keep the throwback version? Can the Dallas Cowboys win with Tony "I took Jessica Simpson to Cabo San Lucas instead of putting in more time to beat the NY freakin football Giants of East Rutherford New Jersey" Romo as thier QB And another thing either the Giants and Jets drop New York from thier geographical indicator in there name and change it to where they really are, or in the Jets case move back to the actual state of NY or they both drop the NY and just go by the team name. Last I looked at the calandar we are in the 2nd decade of the new millenium and the 21st century. Where the hell is my hover car, food replicator and holographic TV set?

Maybe
The deception and hurtHow it fills me more The emptiness slowly creeps.I step away....fear of it touching me.It beckons me to enter, dark as it is.It promises relief, as it beckons me to it.I'm tired, tired of this pain and deception of being empty like a sea shell.The emptiness edges closer as i stand on the edge no were to run or go. I turn to find nothing but a black wall that I can't break through. Maybe...maybe... if I enter I can escape this....Maybe the pain will stop...maybe....Maybe...I can break free...Maybe someone will save me....Maybe....

Sleep
I look down upon the bedAnd see you fast asleep.Dare I wake you up insteadOr leave you fast asleep?You smile gently in your sleep,Against your neck I lay my headAs your arm around me creepsAnd we shift upon the bed.But do you open up your eyes?Oh, no, you leave them closed.I place my legs between your thighsAnd place a kiss upon your nose.I run my tongue across your chestAs my desires begin to riseI look with longing at your cock nestled on its hairy nestAnd plan for something to arise.I place its smallness in my mouth,Sucking upon it, while I fondle your balls.Then I lick it from north to southWhile it grows forever tall.Your eyes are no longer shut,Plus your hands begin to creep.They're holding tight onto my butt...Tell me why you're not asleep.Your ardor, too, has started to rise.You lift me up from your rampant cock.My legs apart you gently prise,While deep inside me, your legs around me lock."What a pleasant way to awake,"You whisper in my ear."It is so nice make no mistake,"As we

Three Times Better
you masterfully massage my most delicate placeas she feverishly french kisses yoursyour firm thighs have her face in a leg lockwhile i'm positioned on all foursher famished mouth is placed perfectlyto devour your moist inner and outer lipsi'm bouncing my booty for both of youlike a stripper earning her tipsmy almost hairless moundhovers over her innocent faceyou're tasting me from behindat a slow, sexy pacemy 38 dees are danglingtheir nipples are as hard as stealwe thoroughly enjoy one anothermuff diving is the ultimate mealher pointed tongueplunges in and out of your holeyour bountiful breasts jiggleyour eyes begin to rollyou spread my soft cheeks smacking my cute bottomand give my sweet salad a tossi moan in utter delightas for words i'm at a total lossshe's touching herselfi'm rubbing methese types of interludesare always better with threeso you two can be snatch to snatchyou slide your beautiful body downit's my horny turn to sit on her faceand i quickly turn aroundyou and i lock e

Trance
We hold each other closeand long to stay just soin your eyes I see my dreamseven ones I don't yet knowour hearts soar and energies surgeas together you and I, oursouls and bodies do mergelike a bowing willowwe bend and entwineto the heights of sensationour passion does climbstrumming and hummingour heart beats dancethrumming drummingwe're caught in a trance.

My Fetish
I have found my fetish to be quite simple... I dress up just like myself and act like a psychotic bitch... We should stop spending money on discovering ways to keep old people alive.... We should require reflex and cognitive tests on the elderly before they can re-new their driver's license.... All drugs and alcohol should be legal for adults... let them kill themselves... if they are driving or working they get to wear a giant hat saying I like to fuck things up for other people....until they die... People that are pretty or handsome but stupid can have jobs as mannequins or experimental research... People that are stupid but ugly can be rural laborers or... experimental research with full head coverings required. Breeders (if they can get through the screening process)... Will not work but will devote time to their spawn and if they feel that the spawn is not up to standards by age 5 they will be terminated unless... they can be used as the aforementioned. More to come

I Need Some Help Picking A Topic...
Ok , so for my Composition 2 class I need to come up with a topic that I can write a 5 paged paper. My creative mind is failing me and I am having a tough time trying to decide what to write about and I really could use some feedback. The topic can basically be anything but it must either be controversial and/or debatable in some way. I must take a particular stand point on a topic or issue. Please help me out and give me any ideas you have. Thanks!! The topics that it CAN'T be about: *legalization of drugs *prostitution *murder *religion *capital punishment *assisted suicide *pornography or sex

Careergyan
Development Communication is defined in communication studies as an organized effort to increase control over resources and regulatory institutions by groups and movements of those hitherto excluded from those controls. It is a forum which educates and mobilizes masses to take active and intelligent participation in development activities with maximum efforts. It generally includes educating masses about their socio-economic environment, building self-reliance based on solidarity support and sharing, involvement of people in deliberations and decision making, motivating people to acquire an ability to manage conflicts and to build consensus and finally to help the people with interest aggregation and problem articulation. Scope and Areas of Work The experience of the past sixty years has demonstrated the crucial importance of communication in the field of development. Within the perspective of development communication, two trends developed successively: an approach that favoured lar

Kinky Family
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Wish You Were Mine=]]
I see your beautiful face and wish you and I can be together I have been crushing on you for a while I love how you are, and I love your sexy smile I crush you more than ever before I think its cuz I know you more You are an amazing woman and very sweet to me Please tell me everything will be alright and don't worry cuz soon

Don't Understand
Just when we thought it disappeared for good It came back and we never thought it would You shed so many tears cuz you have alot of fears But, you have people by your side all the way through I believe god will heal you he's done it before He loves you more than you can ever imagine

Thinking
More than Pleased with how things go...... Sometimes you fall hard and fast .... You can not explain why...... It is life just let it happen! Are things ever easy.... Hell no is the answer to that! Why is it a person can feel an instant amazing connection To someone that they them selves have never even met? I am still at lose for words at times. I wish I could touch and feel and smell and everything physically involved. That would make it so much easier on me.... Then I would know if this is something that is tangible. Something REAL! Do I just walk away now and forget the connection even occurred? Do I cut my loses knowing my heart has not been broken nor could it because I walked away to early? Is the tape from the last time a year and a half ago that was holding my heart together still intact? I am clueless... There is a part of me that wants to put myself out there..... But there is a bigger part of me saying pull your self back..... Grab your heart and e