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Wicca
Mabon Autumn Equinox, 2nd Harvest, September 21st Mabon, (pronounced MAY-bun, MAY-bone, MAH-boon, or MAH-bawn) is the Autumn Equinox. The Autumn Equinox divides the day and night equally, and we all take a moment to pay our respects to the impending dark. We also give thanks to the waning sunlight, as we store our harvest of this year's crops. The Druids call this celebration, Mea'n Fo'mhair, and honor the The Green Man, the God of the Forest, by offering libations to trees. Offerings of ciders, wines, herbs and fertilizer are appropriate at this time. Wiccans celebrate the aging Goddess as she passes from Mother to Crone, and her consort the God as he prepares for death and re-birth. Various other names for this Lesser Wiccan Sabbat are The Second Harvest Festival, Wine Harvest, Feast of Avalon, Equinozio di Autunno (Strega), Alben Elfed (Caledonii), or Cornucopia. The Teutonic name, Winter Finding, spans a period of time from the Sabbat to Oct. 15th, Winter's Night, which is

Licking And Whatnot
Vote.. please! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=4210657077 Thanks! LCT Well I have been busy with work, family and my best friend being in the hospital. But hopefully I will be able to get back here and start the licking again! :P~ Take care all! LCL Yay! My B day is in a couple hours! WOOT!! ok.. i'm done for know! LCL :P~

Females
all u lovely females, will not rate any more pics of ladies i consider phoney.........if u lie on pro. u wont get rating from me.....leave shout out no answer no rate.......... females beware.......no more ratings till u say at least hi lol shoutout at them to compliment but will they shout back.... hell no

Countess Nessa's Rants....
I have come to the conclusion that the year of 2006 is really a bad year for me and many that I love. Let me start off by tell you all that the year started off wonderful. I started a new job with Citi Financial and then my hubby and sister Hayley had their birthday together that I had made sure that the both of them enjoyed deeply. I spent over 3000 dollars to make this so. Then after the third month with Citi, the accounts that I had set up for my job ended up becoming another’s accounts. I quite my job to go and work for my hubby’s job that set me up with an Account Manager that was from Night mare on elm street, then as I took in a wonderful girl that was accused for something that she didn’t do. The triad that accused this innocent girl of something she didn’t do got her thrown in jail. From that point on, my whole entire life went upside down. My sister ended up moving with these guys to Washington and then she abandoned her daughter and two sons. Now take note, t

Countess Nessa's News
11 Truth Movement as guests on the show. O'Donnell had met with 9/11 truth crusader and World Trade Center hero William Rodriguez before she went public with her comments on The View questioning the suspicious collapse of Building 7. Pictured above is Rosie holding the famous key that Rodriguez used in the twin towers during the rescue efforts. Rodriguez was instrumental in arranging the appearance of 9/11 first responders on The View which is set to air Friday. Rosie has attempted to get William Rodriguez on the show as a guest on numerous occasions over the last few weeks but was rebuffed by program directors every time due to Rodriguez's vocal stance that 9/11 was an inside job. O'Donnell again attempted to simply mention Rodriguez's today but was shouted down. Rosie was told almost from day one that she could not mention U.S. troop casualty figures in Iraq and the cover-up of the real death count, despite the fact that Neo-Con panelist Elisabeth Hasselbeck was given fr

To "chad"...in Memoriam.....
Sometimes we go through life not knowing who to trust or love..not knowing who`s going to help or hurt us..who`s going to be there or leave us..that`s why some of us choose to be alone..but being alone is not always good..We were created to have someone in our lives..be it family..friends..or lovers..So don`t live your life alone..it`s not worth it..Take a chance at being hurt..being left..being helped..having trust in someone..but most of all..take a chance at being loved COPYRIGHTED 2004 BY Kimberley Renee Natasha Johnson... I met Chad (Shederick Deon Farrell) in an online chat room on Blackplanet.com. This was June 2004. We hit it off pretty good...talking from 11pm to 6am. We talked about anything and everything...just laughing and having fun. Found out he was a truck driver with 10yrs OTR experience...(for those non-truck people...OTR means "Over The Road" or "On the Road"...lol) Later on we decided to finally meet each other...and the rest like they say...was "History".

My Journal
hi everyone been awhile sence i wrote but want all my friends to think about my husband in their prayors they think he might have cancer again instead the throat its in the small intestines in the stomach if it is he may have to take kemo so pray for him love you all hugs!!! hello everyone dont have much to say this early just wanted to say good morning*hugs* hello everyone hope you had a wonderful thanksgiving!well i had to work 7am to 2pm came home all excited because i was gona see my new neice and nephew.well came home finish cooking dinner ate a bite,called my mom told her im coming over soon,well we get to moms,and my sister got my neice up from a nap and was getting her ready to leave i thought after they got mad because ive never saw her there getting ready to leave when i walk in the door!well if that wasnt bad i get knocked down again i went over where mom was sitting and was gona check out my baby nephew find out i wasnt allow to hold him because noone thought to tell me he

Today On My Mind
Ok on websigtes like this all the rage is being a part of a group calling itself a fmaily. My question is this have you personally met many in your 'family'? Have you chatted off the site with them in any manner? If the answer is NO then how are you actually a family and not just a netowrk faction of folks wanting desperately to BELONG? The group I am in the Posse is comprised of people who have known each other in some cases for 20+ years. To my thinking that is truly a family

Dave's World
You know you’re living in 2007 when… 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven’t played Solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don’t have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn’t have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12 You’re reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even w

Swtness's Thoughts
I was fighting a cold for what seemed endless...but was only about a week..but now all i have is this wicked cough..that could probably wake the dead..other then that i am in a good mood,tired yes...but good mood..got my kids up and off to school..and i dont have to much to do today..i am gonna enjoy the quietness without them being here..and probably just do somethings online,enjoy my coffee..before it gets cold..when u have kids...little things like hot coffee disappear sometimes,because by the time u come back after doing things for them..the coffee's so cold the flies could ice skate on it..LOL.. i am gonna post a few comments on here,rate some pics..catch up with some friends..and enjoy my day..til next time... blah been fighting a cold for 4 days now,on medication that seems to help only so much..but i have been sleeping alot guess thats pretty good,i am feeling somewhat ok now..I need someone to come make me some chicken noodle soup..and bring me some OJ..eh wishful thinking..I

Boys
BOYS A heart is not a play thing, A heart is not a toy. If you want it boken just give it to a boy. Boys, they live to play with things, To see what makes them run. But when it comes to kissing girls, They do it just for fun. He'll never give his heart away, They play girls just for fools, Until she gives her heart away, They play it cool. Every chance you get to see him, Your heart begins to dance, Your world revolves around him, Theres nothing like romance. Never fall inlove my friend, You'll find it never pays, And though it causes broken hearts, It happens everyday. You'll wonder where he is at night, You'll wonder if he's true, One moment you'll be happy, The next you'll be blue. Never fall in love my friend, The price you pay is high, A choice between love and death, I think I'd rather die. When I say dont fall in love, You'll be hurt before I'm through, You see my friend I ought to know, I fell in love

Blah
thank you so much to ShesoSweet@msn.com Barbara you rock love I just love the work you did for me. okay gonna try to make a little extra money. Here is what i am doing. Please feel free to take a look and buy if you like. I feel like shit today. I cant believe how tired I am. Well that is nothing new. I have to get my boy ready for school maybe the toddler will stay sleepin and I can go back to sleep. hehe!!! ya right. well nothing new in my world. Keep heads up and a smile on your face.. Much luv sandra

Temps Lounge
***Poolside Romp*** Briana stripped nude and lay face down on the patio chair by the pool. The sun beat down and beads of sweat began to collect on her back and buttocks. Glistening drops trickled downward, tracing the sides of her breasts and slowly advancing between her legs, moistening her pussy lips. She enjoyed sunbathing nude alone in her backyard, finding the heat, soft breeze, and naked exposure titallating. She would sometimes masturbate on the patio by the pool with her sighs echoing through the deserted yard. Today, she felt extremely turned on, becoming more aware daily of the loneliness that possessed her since her porn career was on hold. I used my key to enter the house the 1 that Briana gave me.i knew she would be by the pool, I moved absent mindedly through the sliding glass door to say hi to Briana, not taking notice yet that Briana was nude on the patio. "Ohhh!!," I startled, taking in the full view of Briana's entirely nude and sweating body stretched out o

Dictionary Of Atlanta Sexual And Dating Terms
Baggage - The excuse people use to punish their current boyfriend/girlfriend for things that their past boyfriends/girlfriends have done to them. Bicurious - Gay. Bisexual - Gay. Bitter - What all Atlanta singles are destined to become. Caused by drama and stress (see below). Buckhead Soldiers - The clones you see hovering around the popular Buckhead bars wearing polos tucked into pleated Dockers. Usually wearing loafers. Butch - What gay men who don't think they act gay call themselves. Actual butch men will never need to use this term. Also used to describe 75f Atlanta lesbians. Cabin Room - Where you go when the bars are closed and you still haven't found someone to sleep with. Cuddle - Sexual activity in which there is no exchange of bodily fluid. Drama - An imaginary condition made up by sad, lonely individuals with no real problems in their life who feel the need to drag stable, well-balanced individuals who are trying to make a valuable contribution to

Things I Think
It's beena while since I have writen anything and maybe for good reason. For the most part I just want to say that if your friends with someone longer than a month or so, then you shouldn't belive the first thing that someone has said that friend said. I mean really, would it be too much to ask to have someone come out and say, "Hey so and so said that you were talking about me behind my back, is it true?" But no, instead of that we get nothing, silence, the cold shoulder, etc. Although this is a good way to see who is true and who isn't, who is honest and who is just picking you for the flavor of the month, it's still just cruel. Me personaly...I don't give a shit. If you want to go beliving every dick/pussy that comes your way thats just sad. You loose a lot of good friends that way. That's all for now, Oh and your all fierd, cats rule! LOL Guess what number Im thinking of right now! LOL I have desided I will no longer be talking...at all (with the exception of work a

Im Harmless
if you had one good thing that you can have for x-mas wat would it be.....it can be sexy or wat ever you please to put on the list.who know santa might come by and bring you that special wish waz up peeps....well let me just say one thing for all those females out there who thinks im out here tryin to take your men....guess again im not im here to have fun and meet new people ..lately ive been gettin notes from females or females that thinks because i check out their mens profiles .....i check out all those who check me out and browse thru people page to see thier pics and profile im not here to take anyones men...im just having internet fun time... so stop comin at me with crazy notes or hatin notes if your men comes and check me out doesnt mean he wants me hes just lookin.......have a nice day wow when i first came on this site everyone was cool now it seems like we got alot of people rating crazy and giving people low numbers ...come on not everyone has to look perfect...or a super

Ann's Blog
November 5 2006.........new american life will start...........damn why I m so scared why....why? Santa Monica L.A. wait for me but my heart belongs to my soil and Bulgaria or Mother Russia I don t to log in on LC all days as usual cauz I have to take care fo my mum, she s very sick..........Hugs all of you Before I was myself you made me, me! With love and patience, discipline and tears, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Allowing me to sail upon my sea, Though well within the headlands of your fears. Before I was myself you made me, me ! With dreams enough of what I was to be And hopes that would be sculpted by the years, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Relinquishing your powers gradually To let me shape myself among my peers. Before I was myself you made me, me, And being good and wise, you gracefully As dancers when the last sweet cadence nears Bit by bit stepped back to set me free. For love inspires learni

My Son
ok so how come nobody on my list as even remotely said congrats.... i mena my son is about 3 weeks old now and i posted that he was born the monday after he was.... and so far nothin... not on congrats.. a few pic comments on him but thats about it.... maybe a total of 10 ratings on his pics....... but oh well..... i had the same problem of a list of people on myspace.... that never really said crap to me...... now them people are missin form that list..... id hate to weed this lsit down as well.... myspace went form 3000 to about 60... this ones under 50.... and one would think that when people post about 10 bullitons a day they might take the time to say hey to ya... but i guess not

Qt Booty
When all you can remember is the sparkle in his eyes, which have now faded away. His touch is now cold when it once was warm. Remembering back to the days when kisses were deep and passionate . neither could breath nor did either want to come up for air. That is now the same difference except there are no kisses but yet you still cant breath. I lay there at night listening to you breath , I watch you sleep and I wonder where our love has gone. Did it just blow away on a whim or did it take this many days to fade into the sunset. I long for the those days and nights you would hold me tight. When you protected my heart. They are gone and soon I will be too. ~JR~ I called the doc's office yesterday afternoon and was to there is no evidence of malignancy. So its negative.. So know just to get the stitches out next week . it's not a pretty site watching a me scratch at my breast all day lol. Just want to take this time and thank everyone who was there for me. It

Hangover City
HI long time no see been so busy not had time to check out the LC.. wow its changed alot.. o.O I should be around more now, for a while anyways :) So a mate just popped over from the US.. decide to meet him for ""a"" beer and things go nuts.. like always .. buuuuuh ... I feel like an extra from dawn of the dead. worst of all Im having cravings for fried chicken ..

College Makes Me Tired
it's not just the late hours studying, the part time job that is a must as an adult or the teachers that make you want to claw out your eyes, it's the kid next to you that argues with everything the teacher says even though they are wrong and the parking garage that no matter HOW SLOW YOU"RE GOING it STILL sounds like you are BURNING OUT! damn. oh well. i'm enjoying it at least. i'm on route to my psychology/theatre degree and my masters, then my PhD. i'm going to be tired for several more years to come...awesome..

Who I Like On Lc/ct/fubar
Who i like on LC is as follows1.Nicckie,2.Foxy brit, 3.Blue,4.Jennifer,5.Isis CherryLick,6.Sw33tn3r,7.sexy pirate13,8.Candle,9.Veinfetish,10.Pixie Kisses,11. Tiff,12.Candy,13.Drty Grl,14.Ashley,15.Stoney16.MZ Bossy,17.AprilRose,18. Sweet_titts,19.Laken,20.MISS SHERRIE,21.Nurse Hayley,22.Drianna,23.~*~Haloz~*...,24.~ Shadow Hawk ~,25.Cassandra Lynn,26.Nympho,27.Chatqueen24,28.Baby Animal ¢¾,29.Bobbi Doll,30. I'll Keep You My Dirty Little Secret,31.Amy Amy Amy,32.Tuna,33.Kindred Heart,34 Angel(Angela),35.Starduster766,36.Devil in Cuffs,37.Miss Behavin25,26.'۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ LÖÚÑGÈ۞', and others i might add to this Blog Later on from Bruce Who i like on LC/CT is Chatqueen24 because she's a wonderful and a sensitive person and a consider my cool friend and someone i care about as well and everytime she's not around on ct i miss her like all my other friends on this site and i hope someday she'll

Love Ya
Broken Hearted Tuesday, February 01, 2005 Mood:~crying~ Your in a relationship You think WOW i have a great partner. Then after awhile things start falling apart. There is so many mixed feeling with in you. As a lady you start feeling your wanted,loved,or needed You feel empty inside The one's you love Just take you for granted They treat you like your a nobody. You are walked on & used. You just keep thinking " What am i doing wrong" You try alittle harder. Then you realize that you have had enough Your tired of the guilt Your sad because other's are being used To make to give up on the hope's & dream's you have. Then one day you wake up & decided enough with all of this. You have to do what make's you happy within your heart. You decide that no more guilt trip's No more using other's to get over one you. You finally realize that your happiness is very important to yourself. The 1st one who come's before anyone is God The 2nd is the love

Our Baby (on Celebration....love And Loss)
My Little Angel I felt your presence there inside of me, nestled soft and warm; Sweet scent of baby's breath, precious words left unadorned. I saw your tiny heartbeat, then I knew that you were fine; A perfect baby we created, one that would be mine. Then that tragic day it came there was nothing I could do, Only wait and hope for the precious life of you. Yes in the beginning your daddy was afraid; Only he would love you unconditional and never run away. He loved you more this I do know, as he cried for you that day, When the doctor said that you were gone, daddy wanted you to stay. He would have held you close to him, and see your perfect form, A gift of daddy's love, would have kept you safe and warm. Only now you are an angel over me beautiful and bare, My heart would hurt if you cried for me and mommy was not there. Still we are together in my heart and memories, You are still a part of my memory. Rest gentle now 'sweet baby' there

Sweet Irish Rose Aka April
This basically for me to get things out of my head so maybe i can sleep... Well it has been on hell of a day. As some of you know that read my last post, my uncle just past away. (my dad's brother) And my hubby is still being an insensitive jerk. He went to bed tonight without even mentioning my loss or try to console me. That hurt. I dont mean to sound selfish but if it means wanting him to be there for me during this time then ok I'm selfish. But it's clear he isnt goin to be there so I try to hide my pain and deal with it by myself. I have gotten good at hiding my pain the last few years. Only those that I allow to see it can. Basically thats just a couple close friends. But they are in Oklahoma and I am in Texas. (thank God they will be here for the weekend) Anyways,I tried to go to bed to get some rest. I really tried but when I laid down I was overwhelmed with memories and thoughts. It hit me that my dad is the last one in the family that is left that carries our name. My

This And That
Here you have it ladies and gentleman....THIS is what you call a man stringing someone along with his sentiments and telling you how special you are and yet....knocking someone else up even while claiming to want you to spend your time and gas money to come see them....this is a man I sent a care package to when he moved to welcome him home...I can be trusted with HUGE secrets but I cannot warrent anything special in the way of recognition as a friend before making a 3 hr trip to go see him at his ex gf's house that he knocked up for the SECOND time while lying and saying that they are "just friends"...if you would like any elaboration...please feel free to ask....if you are here to cause me drama...dont bother.... xlx_lord_lestat_xlx (8/14/2008 12:22:22 AM): how many people you think i actually let into my life like i did you xlx_lord_lestat_xlx (8/14/2008 12:22:34 AM): come on tell me since you want to assume everyones the same with me ALL the time xlx_lord_lestat_xlx (8/14/20

*awesome Sex*
*DONT READ THIS IF YOU'RE OFFENDED BY THE HUMAN BODY but it's funny!* *A hug leads to a kiss...a kiss leads 2 a finger...a finger leads to a a hand...a hand leads to a lick...a lick leads to a suck...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math...u add the bed...subtract the clothes...divide the legs...leave your solution...and pray you dont multiply! Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online. *Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. *Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth *Having nice sex burnes 358 ca

Random Thoughts
Just letting you all know that im going to be in a contest here on Cherry tap in the near future....annnnnd it would be greatly appreciated if you could take time and cast a vote for me =) I hope that you all had a marvelous Christmas and that you are getting ready for the New year. haha i can't believe it, it will be 2007 soon =O Ahh this weekend went by so fast. I hate when that happens. lol. Now its back to the usual stuff...classes and such. Im attempting to find another job, but i really have no idea where to start. so im going to be heading out today to search for something i suppose. I need money...been spending too much of it lately, and need to go back to saving. Its beautiful out today, going to be hitting low 80s here..which is amazing for this time of year up there in rochester ny. haha. Its most likely going to be the last warm summer like day around here. The leaves are starting to change colors and im excited. I love the fall. Its a shame that i have to spen

*true Love*
Body: this is kinda sad read the whole thing tell me wat u think girl- hey boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there? girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor. boy- oh rele? y? girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all. boy- oh girl- so wht did we do in math 2day? boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes girl- ok good boy- yeah girl- hey i have a question...... boy- ok, ask away girl-........how much do u love me? boy- u kno i love u more than anything girl- yeah..... boy- y did u ask? girl-................>silencesounding worried< is there something wrong?? girl- no, everythings fine...... boy- are u sure? girl- yeah. boy- ok.......i hope so. girl- ..............would u die for me? boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun girl- rele? boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong??? girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine. boy- ............ok girl-.

Prayer
Prayer Request I understand the weather in Iraq is very difficult to bear right now. Our troops need our prayers for strength, endurance and safety. I am sorry but I am not breaking this one. Send this on after a short prayer; please don't break it: "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform ! for us in our time of need. I ask this in the name of Jesus, our Lord and Savior. Amen." When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. There's nothing attached; just send this to all in your address book. Do not let it stop with you, please - of all the gifts you could give a US Soldier, Sailor, Airman, or Marine deployed in harm's way, prayer is the very best!!!

* Romance And Relationships *
ReAd GuYs..... Guys you really need to read this...it just might help you out! Romance and Relationships 27 ways to make a girl smile . . . . . *1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or ***y. *2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second. *3 . Kiss her on the forehead. *4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. *5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times. *6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. *7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. *8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. *9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. *10 . Write her notes. {she loves them} *11 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend. *12 . Play with her hair. *13 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her. *14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. *15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes. *16 . Throw peb

Illusions Of Reality
My father passed away on April 26, 2007. He was diagnosed with MS when i was in Jr. High. Every day I miss him and every day I wish there was a cure. He's no longer here to fight, but I am. For the past 8 years I have been participating in the MS walk for a cure. I was robbed of a father too young. He lost who he was because of this illness. I am fighting for a cure so that no other children will have to say this. CLICK HERE TO DONATE!!! please donate. even if its $5. You will be doing so much more than you can imagine. Also if you could please repost this link in your own notes section I will totally buy you a drink or take that $5 i would pay for a drink and donate it to the walk. If you know someone in the south burbs that has been effected by MS, there is a support group available. The head of it is the nicest woman i've ever known. The group welcomes new members with open arms and hearts and have more compassion than any group of people i've met. They have a common interest they a

The Tie Part One
she pulled up out side his office she got into the back seat and took off her panties and undid the top button of her shirt, she smiled at her relection she was flushed with excitement, he wasnt expecting her they had never met before , she had spoken to him many times on the phone but now she was finally going to meet him , she pushed her hair back off her face and swallowed hard... she ran one hand down across her hard nipples and down her skirt. She opened her legs and pushed the skirt up alittle... she licked her lips and felt her wetness on her finger. Just thinking of him made her excited. She could smell her arousal. She pulled her skirt down and stepped out of the car..standing up and smoothing her clothes she locked her car and started to walk towards the building.She stopped to ask a couple which office was his.. walking towards the door they had said was his, she took a deep breath and opened the door... he was sat at the desk and his tie was half undone...she felt her ni

* To My Friends*
SMiLES AND TEARS, GiGGLES AND LAUGHS, LATE NiGHT CALLS AND CUTE PHOTOGRAPHS, i`LL BE THERE FOR Y0U `TiL THE DAY 0F MY DEATH, BEST FRiENDS F0REVER `TiL MY VERY LAST BREATH... a awesome friend sent me this so i wanted to send this to my friends to...

Why Me?!
Ok, ok...so I understand my life can't be perfect! But why the hell must I live such a hard life?! Seems like every time things are going well, I suddenly trip and mess up, and end up back where I was before...being a depressed girl with no reason to live! I get so many compliments, hearing how beautiful and special I am...but I don't feel it...I don't see it! All I see is a sad, lonely, ugly, fat-ass girl with no purpose in life! I mean, what's so special about me?! What the hell do others see in me that I don't?! I really don't see anything special about me. After all the abuse, bullying, and teasing in my life, I really can't see myself as someone special...it keeps making me feel like maybe they're right, that maybe I'm not worth it! And I just can't get those thoughts outta my head! Why must I have to go through this?! Geez, I hate my life!

The Last Walk
The Last Walk Hand in hand we walk alone Along the beach at night Waves gently breaking on the shore Stars twinkling in the sky There reflection glittering in the sea Hand in hand we slowly go Knowing this will be our last A gentle kiss we share Under the moon tonight The last we will ever share Words unspoken, hearts broken Loves young dreams Lies around us shattered Tomorrow you'll be gone A thousand miles away A new life A new start But your memories will remain Let me hold you One more time Let me dry your tears Let us make this moment special Make it a moment to remember Crazydave 2006 Dedicated to Lori, we never did get to say goodbye

Cherries For You!
Cherries to all my friends and special friends ;-) Hope everyone has a rockin year this year! I spend a lot of time in class so will give you a shout when I can! Please leave me comments and rate my pics! if you want to see my privates give a shout out to me ok? xoxoxoxoox guys!

*witty Title*
It never ceases to amaze me how much people will show in pictures. Hey I can't talk I've been showing stuff too. I guess it's an infatuation with knowing what people think or maybe with some it's a turn on for people to look at their pics. Eh who knows. I personally search for approval from my fellow LCers, ok yeah just kidding lol. I like to see what adding a showier pic can do for you rating. It's quite humorous. I was getting maybe 5 friend requests a day if that. I put up more um "almost nudity" and they are pouring in. Wow you guys aren't picky or anything, lol. Not that I mind, let's not get stupid here, of course I like the attention. Oh and for the record, I won't cam to cam and likely will never cyber with anyone, lol. SO please stop asking.... :) So now I'm raising a glass to all my fellow internet whores!!! We keep it interesting!

My Poems.. Some Are Way Old
Detox I've purged you from my life every now and then I still get the shakes I still get the thirst your toxic this i know your toxicity boils my blood gives my brian a rush makes me seem like i ride the short bus makes me numb seems like im all thumbs im sick of being uncomfortably numb so here i sit in detox As I stare Out into The darkness Of this Void, Searching for Someone, Maybe you Have seen Her. I don't know Her name, But she's The one. When I see Her, I Will Know She's for me Her beauty brigtens up my day with its resonating light melts all my fears makes all my tears wash away makes my heart want come out and play her eyes captivate me inprision my soul binding it to hers our 2 lost souls become as one forever

My Life
So yesterday was tons of fun I forgot how much I miss working.. well I guess I cant actually call yesterday working!! I got to hang out with alot of people I work with and a few im going to work with.. well u ask what we were doing if we werent working well we were making a commercial for our company it was awesome they will be making 6 commercials from just one day of shooting!! I cnt wait to see them!!! Urgh Im so fucking tired all I wanna do is SLEEP!!! I worked from 9:30 to 10"30 yesterday and now having to be back at work at 10:00 am today and I just dont wanna do it I just wanna crawl back in bed!! So its like 4:14 and im bored outta my mind and Im STILL in my pajamas cause I have nothing better to do.. I need something to do!!!! I Dont want to go back to work tomorrow, well it wont be so bad if Texas tech beat TCU saturday cause then Madalyn will be in a good mood and I wont have to worry about her taking it out on me : 0 anyways I just thought id let yall know IM BORED

Adult Pictures
I think its working noticed yesterday alot of the top photo's not being displayed, by everyone reporting if they find them adult, see we can make a differance, so keep it up, its the only way it will change, and shouldnt be any differant that what our primary can be, or whats in our default folder, thanks everyone who sent there thoughts, and yes mostly men did *Kisses*

This Is About Me!
Hmm, well today was today. Thats all I can really say. I mean I took my test and everything and I got an A on it, but today just feels blah and meh all rolled into one. So when I am about ready to leave early, I get a call from the Bf and he says that people are bitching and making up things about him at work and telling his boss the false "information". So he was pissed about that and I guess last night him and his brother got into a fight and his brother threw his cell phone at his face and it hit him in the jaw, so we might have to go to the hospital later to see whats going on with that. That reminds me that I have to go get my TB test checked some time after 4pm and I have to turn in some more paper work to Human Resources at Banner Estrella. There is no rest for the weary. And when I finally got home, I got my Baby Shower invitation form my old friend from H.S., Heather. I cant wait cus I love babies but I cant really stand the baby showers cus for some reason all the other femal

Mine!!
Three little ducks go into a Bar.............................. "Say, what's your name?" the bartender asked the first duck. "Huey," was the reply. "How's your day been, Huey?" "Great. Lovely day. Had a ball. Been in and out of puddles all day. What else could a duck want?" said Huey. "Oh. That's nice," said the bartender. He turned to the second duck, "Hi,and what's your name?" "Dewey," came the answer from duck number two. "So how's your day been, Dewey! ?" he asked. "Great. Lovely day. I've had a ball too. Been in and out of puddles all day myself. What else could a duck want?" The bartender turned to the third duck and said, "So, you must be Louie?" "No," she said, batting her eyelashes. "My name is Puddles." Just when you think there's no justice...A news article from a Florida newspaper: "When Nathan Radlich's house was burgled, thieves left his TV, his VCR, and even left his watch. W

A Day In The Life Of....
I lead a boring life... Went to get my medicine at the pharmacy rode the bus... My son loves riding that bus... he is so talkitive to all the people and sits so happily... Had a bee by our window my son wanted to kick the bee LOL I managed to convince him not to... Got home cooked supper and ya like i said yet another day in the boring life of O1J LOL Somedays are more exciting... But Cant really talk to much about my drama... its a secret if i told you... well I would have to go all men in Black on your ass and erase your memory.. LOL Well ya gonna go send out some cherry love anyone got new pics ya want rated and commented I got a bit of time.... Korielyn Edwards 2006-2007"A life cut much too short"In a small town in Canada, a family weeps for the loss of their 17 month old baby girl. These are not just headlines to me. These people are real, friends of mine. On Canada Day a day of celebration in our country tradegy struck them hard. While eating dinner in the yard at her grandpar

Jokes
The Vibrator AS A WOMAN PASSES HER DAUGHTER'S CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM WITHIN. OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSERVED HER DAUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR. SHOCKED, SHE ASKED: "WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING?" THE DAUGHTER REPLIED: "MOM, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD,UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRL'S FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMING FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR. UPON ENTERING THE ROOM,HE OBERVED HIS DAUGHTER MAKING PASSIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOING, THE DAUGHTER SAID: "DAD I'M THIRTY-FIVE, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." A COUPLE OF DAYS LATER THE WIFE CAME HOME FROM A SHOPPING TRIP, PLACED THE GROCERIES ON THE KITCHEN TABLE AND HEARD A BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM, OF ALL PLACES, THE L

My Daily Bull Shit
I am haven to stay with my grandparents for a while since my mom - kinkyscreams- leaves for canada today for a week. I will get back with you all when I can. Peace Out Peoples. ATTENTION ALL FAMILY & FRIENDS: KinkyScreams my mom. She was in a bad car accident last night. She is going to be fine an was released for the hospital this afternoon. She was returning from a gala in Detroit after a photo shoot for one of her companys she works for. And was broad sided. Totalled her camero she was driven. She has a concusion an is cut up some but will be back. She sends her love to all of you. And misses you. DJ KinkyScreams~~Juggalette Homie~~@ LostCherry Much Clown Love to you all. NEEDLES~Juggalo Homie~ Needles~+~Juggalo Homie ~+~@ LostCherry

Attraction.....
"No one's ever what they seem to be. You meet them, and you think you have them all figured out. Little by little you learn more and more things about that person. Then in the end, they're a whole different person. Someone you thought they would never be" "STRANGER ON EARTH" Some fools don`t know what`s right from wrong. But some how those people belong. Me, I tried for all I`m worth, But I still remain a stranger on this earth. Some people bloom while other people thrive. Me I gotta struggle to keep alive, every since the day of my birth. I`ve been a stranger, stranger on this earth. I try to be what all people should,forgetting the bad & doing good. But no matter how I try my troubles always multiply. Now I`ve been living the best I can, ever since life began. Someday when I prove my worth, I won`t be no stranger on this earth. I`ve been living the best I can. Lord knows ever since my life began. The day`s gonna come when I don`t have to prove my worth, And I won`t be no stranger,

Batchylds Bat Cave
Well here we go my first entry on lc..mind you i have moods and when i do thats when i will post in my blog. I assure you it will be amusing..entertaining or interesting..it might even come off mean or sarcastic way at times, but in a funny,blunt kind of way ..some ppl just provoke that side of me ..lol .. anyway i love it here at lc ..lots of cool ppl ..hardly any bs or drama unlike some other sites i have been on and have also since deleted..... this place keeps interesting and has a ton of cool ppl to talk to and make friends with . I am glad i joined when i did .. thank you terry for inviting me. anyway enough rambling this will be it for a first entry . btw im in a contest for graveyardgirlz .if anyone reading this would add them to friends and comment and rate my photo in the album for week one ...i would really appreciate it Alot! They are determining winner by # of comments .ratings recieved and score overall..so every bit helps and i'd be greatful its a close r

My Poetry
The hurt. I can't explain this feeling. This aching, and pain. I know why it's happening. I know what has done this. Losing you, my heart is broken. I can't explain the agony my heart has right now. I want to let it out. I want you to know what you meant to me. What a real friend is. And that was you, to me. I have died inside a little more each passing day. trying to take it in, to understand. But nothing eases the pain I have. tears pouring, feelings, memories. All jumbled, all strong. it's this pit of hurt. pit of pain. The hurt. It hurts. You would have been the one to take it away. but now I cry for you. Not in your arms. or on your shoulder. But out loud, to you. In the night, when no ones around. Whispering to the dark. Looking at you, your pictures. So unreal to me that you are gone. But I feel and look in my heart. A little piece of me is gone. But I know where it is. The hurt, will fade. But my love wont. the hurt. this hurt. is love,

~ To My Mom{6-15-50 -- 5-21-98}
A tribute to my mother Brenda Sue Patton From June 14, 1950 to May 21, 1998 You are our mother Your name was Brenda Sue And so I am doing this as a tribute to you. Your body is gone now, but your spirit is free, like an eagle released it soars above the trees. You may be gone, but your memory still remains, deep in our hearts tucked carefully away. You'll never be forgotton, your life was not in vein. There are many people who still remember your name. It plays on thier lips with a smile and then a sigh, And for this your memory will never die.

Heres To My Friends
for my friend is there for me when i need them most as i am for them here all ways for when hard times come to us all in life for as we stick togher when it matters the most ill be here for you all ways and forever when you need me...

For Sale!
For Sale! Fuscia Crushed Velvet and White Lace Medieval Style Dress $100 Compare to $550 for the same style dress WITHOUT lace here: Corinthia White Crushed Velvet Dress http://www.verymerryseamstress.com/medi.htm Also for sale... Fiery Red Evening Dress withe Black Lace Shawl $80 This dress was used in the production of Shakespeare's Rome & Juliet as Lady Capulet's evening dress put on by the R. S. Central Palace Players. These are bothe made off of a size 14 pattern. 34-38 bust area. Message me if you are interested. Thanks! ~Miss Mim~

I Am Proud To Announce That Xtrm Promotions
Dec 7th at the Vault in Olympia washington and Dec 10th @ the Pheonix (Premier)in Seattle!! We are Glad to say we are now Running the RANG DONG NIGHT CLUB in Olympia, WA.. it is located at 2302 Harrison Ave. NW OLYMPIA, WA. 98502 (360)357-4902 in Front of the WESTSIDE Lanes!! all this week and weekend. We will be offering Live Dj Music and on FRI. & SAT. AMBER NORGAARD www.ambernorgaard.com will be performing from 8pm - 10:00 and then we will be having Dance Music afterwards!!! DAILY SPECIALS and NO COVER FEE to ENTER DRINKS $2.00 WELLS LUNCH (ANY DISH) $3.99 DINNER (ANY DISH) $5.95 AFTER HOURS BREAKFAST (2am - 4am) $4.95 This Weekend Saturday College and NFL SUNDAY 3 Football games going at once Served with Breakfast Specials only at $4.95!! And DRINK SPECIALS Never mind the Noise you heard Across the street Behind locked doors Fuck Six feet under I buried her beneath the Floor Now she sees she belongs only to me This is o

Life In General
well i just realized you can do blogs on here wow i am slow lol...well all is good here...still raining in new mexico but all is well... hope all is well else where i am sorry i havent been on much but i have been super busy...i will try to be on here more ...kisses and hugs to all of my friends Date: May 22, 2007 06:08 AM Subject Hail the Warriors! Body: We may or may not agree with the politics of the war in Iraq but the men and women fighting there deserve our highest respect. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- APATHY Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a \"headache\", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You

Poopy Britches
i'm bored outta my fuckin' mind. i can't tell you what i'm doin'...not because it's classified..but because i don't want to bore the shite out of you. and also, one of you out there just might be someone i "work" with. lmao they can't turn on a computer much less type. but every dog has its day. my boobs hurt as pretty soon "my aunt FLOW will be visiting", as they say. yay me. i'm tryin' to stay positive and have been doin' marvelous at my task. my favorite saying is "i hate people" because i do hate people. not ALL people but MOST. you'd know if i didn't like you. SOOOO... usually while i'm driving, i repeat my favorite phrase over and over again *see above if you forgot the phrase*. i don't have what i call ORR (Obvious Road Rage). i have SRR (Secret Road Rage) meaning i just say in a calm manner that i hate people and wish death and major destruction on those who piss me off while driving. well NOW what i am trying to do in order to remain positive, is state "i k

Well Then..
So, what are we supposed to blog about? I am not much for blogs, not even on myspace, so I dunno.. am I supposed to put more pictures of my cat? Another survey of all those vital stats no one cares about? A series of meaningless polls and what-is-your-goth-superhero name? I dunno.. Well in the meantime, I will just put random shit I suppose..lets see...I am a avid watcher of movies, almost borderline fanatic, but I have never seen The Godfather series, Fight Club, Seven or Titanic. Go figure. That is all for now. Stay tuned for my incessant daily ramblings.

First One..
haha yeah right anti money lol just the song i am listening to , gatta love the OLD marilyn manson stuff . for sure !! today was uneventful i went shopping and rode on a bus for an hour befroe my freind and i realized ,,, hey , we have been here before. i love having days off Lillith Oh my dear gawd.. Cherries, i was just at the bar and it was the regular crouwd usually out there and i just couldnt get it through my skull of something , how skanky this "woman" well really shes a ditch pig is . Making out with one guy and jumping on the other than going back to the other one ! what the fuck and the guys dont care ... i guess i dont understand the ways of the skank cause well lets face it i am not ... anyone wanna enlighten me ? Lillith well my first time on LC with a blog i'll try and keep it up for yas to learn a little more about me ! Lillith

Gbsugar 4u
This site used to be great fun.Now they have taken that all away with their new rules.ALL my pics were made NSFW.Well,shouldnt members be working at work and not looking at my pics?Why is it my resposibility that they WORK at their job they get paid for and not look at my pics??This site has just become a MYSPACE twin and thats for all the kiddies,so I'm gone to look for a mature site with the freedom to post what I plezzz.. Ty to all my friends and family for your LUV and support.I will miss u all.. Sugar Myspace Graphics, Glitter Graphics, Layouts

One Wish
As my mind explores, your eyes seek my soul like open doors. When your soul finds mine, they bind together and melt into one. As your heart beats next to mine, they make the sound of a single drum beat. I feel the heat from the hot passion I have for you sizzling inside of me like a wild fire unable to be extinguished. When you look into my heart, my deepest and darkest secrets I cannot hide. If you look into my soul once more, you will find someone who's love for you flows like the oceans in a raging storm. Sometimes my longing for you feels like a thousand knives stabbing my heart all at once. If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. I love you with a permanence That endures the passing year

Stace's Thoughts
Hank and I got some new pics taken at walmart!!! What do you guys think? Love Stace Sleeping peacefully in bed to the sound of a spring rain dancing on the roof. Waking up to enjoy the music of nature, you lay in bed a while longer. Trapped in the melody from outside, wishing the day didn't have to start or stop. In that one moment in time life and all that is, is in perfect harmony. That would be about how I felt this morning when I first woke up at about 0630. Hank and I laying in bed with the rain dancing outside. It's a very peaceful thing to me.It's mornings like this I recall why I don't mind getting up everyday lol. Now when I get to work on the other hand I tend to forget that but that's life right? We are still trying to sell the house and I'm hoping soon that we do. I mean I like it here but I'm not a fan of field mice or the snake that Hank says sometimes sunbathes on the porch. Ok so the poor sap got a girly girl nothing I can do about that now lol

Inside A Lunatic's Mind...
well I know it's been a while. But I been so busy graduating and the likes. Now just trying to get a few things here and there going. Once I do, I can come around here and spend more time getting smoe cherries and the likes. I know sooo naughty to say. But you all have fun and try to stay out of trouble. Ok I am about to make a confession...are you sitting down? Good....just had to say something that's been on my mind for a while and I can't hold it in any long? *breaths* here goes... I'M BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL Well actually I'm in this God annoying class thinking about anything else but this damn place. I am counting down the days...oh baby 30 days left. And I am outta here *does snoopy dance* So now I just have to have all my good loyal friends to contribute to the Cynical Villain Graduation Fund.... Evil Grin!!! Oh well back to class.... my ass can't sleep cause my roomies decide that they want to be up half the night listenin to something stupid on th

Life
Well, just when I think things are cool, I have a conversation with dear sweet mom!!!! We got on the subject of a friend of mine and I was sharing with my mom that she was pregnant and due in Jan. Which is really sweet!! This girl I had gone to high school with is a great person and a wonderful friend. Then BAM!!! I hear the same thing I heard when i was 18!! Wow EXACTLY 18 years later!!!!! My mom tells me that if they had had the technology back then and knew i was going to be born with a birth defect I wouldn't be here!!!! So, I cane back and said to her, "well, I am here, and I am glad I am!!!" Then she porceeded to tell me she had to go and that she loved me. What hurts me most is she made me feel like I wasn't even wanted!!! YOU DON'T SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO YOUR CHILD!!! I DON'T GIVE A DAMN HOW OLD THEY ARE!!!!! I actually cried myself to sleep last night because I was so hurt! Don't get me wrong, I know she does love me, and I understand why she said what she did, because I

Who Would Have Thought....
JUS ADDED SOME NEW PICS TO MY "JUST ME" FOLDER GO CHECK EM OUT AND LEAVE ME SOME LUV!! These questions get right to the point answer truthfully and repost .. 1. Anal or oral? 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? 3. Ice or feathers? 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? 5. Movie porn or live porn? 6. What do you wear to bed ? 7. Love making or hard fucking? 8. Do you shave ? 9. Spit or swallow? 10. Do you masturbate ? 11. Whats your turn on ? 12. Whats your favorite position ? 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? 20. List one person on your buddy list you would have sex with? HEY ALL POSTED SOME NEW PICS IN MY "JUST ME" FOLDER..GO CHECK EM OUT AND SHOW ME SOME LUV

Emotional Cries
I've tried silence I've tried violence To keep the love of my life with me, But sometimes I wonder how it will be If I just sit back and let it all go... Darkness will conquer my aching soul Is "I Love You" just a phrase? conflicting emotions put me in a daze Because I know I Love You... I hope you still feel it, too I must act now to prevent our calamity Even if it means I plead insanity... When love is real, when love is strong, You've got to fight to right the wrongs Don't make me die, dont let me suffer, Please dont make this any tougher! You mean too much to me to let this sleep... I will win in the end for the one I must keep

Flirting With My Lost Cherry Urges
Sorry, but I don't know what else to name it. Making love’ vigina has to be like a rubrics cube If you don’t twist and turn properly, your way off tune. On a path to try to find one to be with You find that you marry the one you love and not the one you sleep with. Cuz the one you creep with Ain’t the one you count the sheep with. But me, Oh no, no one told me love was so damn confusing But its amusing to know That though The games we play Might make you win, But in reality you’re actually loosing. So many think it’s just a cruise, Hell, if I don’t care, ain’t got nothing to lose, and so many women, make it easy to choose, but when the pen and the paper melt cuz of the burning shit your heart felt when she crushed it, then you tend to see a bruise. And when it hurts like a motherfucker Well, then you mix blood with booze. I love it when they take the time to insinuate upon you That a kiss don’t mean sit, til’ she’s layin’ upon you

Thisguyy2003
friend are the ones that come and bail you outa jail.. true friends are sitting beside you saying fuck that was fun when i was young i dreamed of a girl that i would love. when i got older i found her. but she didnt feel the same.. she broke my heart. so for a few years i fellowed her lead, breaking hearts as i went.when i found another i detacated mysalf to her only to be let down again... pay back for the way i acted?? a heart can be true but infected with hate.. break the chain and try always to be true to your self and others because it always come back to you does no one just want to have sex. cant people go hard core and still remain good friends. doesnt sex bring people closer together?? i hope it can be true ;0)

Questions
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would u kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why? 7. Describe me in 1 word! 8. What was ur first impression of me? 9. Do u still think the same? 10. What reminds u of me? 11. If you could give me anything wot would it be? 12. How well do u know me? 13. When's the last time u saw me if u ever saw me? 14. Ever wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldn't? 15. To put it bluntly, wud u fuck me ? 16. Are you going to put this on ur blog and see what i say about you? 17. Would you ever meet up with me?

My Lc Friends.....my Thoughts
This friend of mine got me and my hunny the win in a cutest couple contest nearly all by her own effort. She wanted me and Mike to have the win so badly that she sat and voted for me for hours literally. She is very devoted and loyal and very sweet. She has been on my side through thick and thin on getting my blog to the top and for that I cant thank her enough. GF you rock! stay sweet! Christine@ CherryTAP I want to write and tell you about this friend of mine because he just a great guy with a sense of humor. He has been cheering me on and helping me along the way while I was trying to move my blog to #1 and helping me spread the word. He has posted numerous blog entries to that end and has helped keep in the know on things that were pertinant to myself. This guy is loyal to friends and loves his hunny more than life itself. You cant be a guy that loves his lady, is loyal and tells it like it is. Stay sweet JT! JT@ CherryTAP This is one person on my list that I cant r

My Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 152 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What's Up Is....
Hey everyone, sorry I haven't been around, and I'm still going to be gone for a couple more weeks, headed back up to CT & NY for the holidays, SO...... BIG KISSES to everyone, *~*Jenna*~* HOLY F*CK!!! That was a birthday bash. I'm exhasted and going to bed for a couple days.... I'll post pictures as soon as I can walk a straight line!! Gotta leave luv for a few wicked special friends here in SA..... Robert, ya ROCK bro!!! Lance, it was a FREAK-style night but damn we made the best of it!! And of course, Joey "Stink the Pink" Munson.... dude, just flip it over and roll ONE MORE TIME!! Yeah Brah......(peace).......

Everyone Everywhere
We are all liars, because the truth of yesterday becomes a lie tomorrow, whereas letters are fixed, and we live by the letter of truth. The love I feel for my friend, this year, is different from the love I felt last year. If it were not so, it would be a lie. Yet we reiterate love! love! love! as if it were a coin with a fixed value instead of a flower that dies, and opens a different bud.

Just Thoughts
Just my mind and heart is full tonight. So many thoughts and feelings that I'm tired but restless. So i sit here once again writing out those thoughts and feelings dear to me,instead of sharing them. So here go's nothing. Most of you won't get this. Laughter and tears rolling through like storms. Lust and hate fill the air. Kisses and touch rush over like waves. Pains and sadness rip at the soul . Time runs away like the tide. Souls cross and cross again. Screams and dreams mix again. Lost and found become one. Safe and danger blur into one. Outside becomes inside. Through it all a soul remains. Another year has gone by, in a few seconds it'll be Aug. 8 my b-day. As I sit here and think another year wow!! I can't help hash out a few things in my mind, so my friends just hang in there with me, not sure where this blog is going! Let's see another year and what can I say. My mind is full and my soul screaming for answers. My heart is heavy tonight. Yo

Poems By Moi!
How should I know how you feel, When you won't say a word? Should I guess or just listen, To things I've overheard? But please don't just say the words, You think I want to hear. But rather say what's on your mind, So I won't live in fear. You see the fear of losing you, (For what I do not know.) Makes me want you all the more, But I hope it does not show. Because showing you would make you run, And that,I do not want. Shannon J. 2006 Lies, Cheating, Betrayl All the things that consume us Hate. Fighting, Destruction All the motives that drive us Why? Why must we take these paths Where does it get us What good comes from it Who does it help Death, Love, Trust All the things that gather us Tragedy, Secrets, Denial All the things that push us away Why? Why must we go through this Where does it all come from What did anyone ever do for this Who are we to turn to For we are alone in life No one close to comfort us A

Dragon Wings
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Poems
i wrote this one when i was 18 and first found out about me being pregnant but wound up loosing the baby befor it was even born :( I loved him so much, I decided that it was time, To give him something, Of a whole new kind. I thought that I was too young, But he reasurred me, That he had loved me forever, And he would never hurt me. I trusted him, And let him do what he wanted. Now I got something new coming, Something unwanted. How could this be? I am too young, To have a child, As quick as it sprung. I never thought that this would happen, At least not to me. I thought that this only happened, In shows on TV. Now I know how they feel, When they dont know what to do. I want to be happy, But that feeling is not true. I will love this child, No matter what, I want to be its mother, But... I am still in high school, I need this time, To be my own person, And to take my time. I dont know how to raise a kid, I cant be a mom. I havent

~the Best Day Of My Life~
~The Best Day of My Life~ Today, when I awoke, I suddenly realized that this is the best day of my life, ever! There were times when I wondered if I would make it to today... but I did! And because I did, I'm going to celebrate! Today, I'm going to celebrate what a great life I have had so far; the accomplishments, the many blessings, and even the hardships, because they have served to make me stronger. I will go through this day with my head held high, and a happy heart. I will marvel at God's seemingly simple gifts: the morning dew, the sun, the clouds, the trees, the flowers, the birds. Today, none of these miraculous creations will escape my notice. Today, I will share my excitement for life with other people. I'll make someone smile. I'll go out of my way to perform an unexpected act of kindness for someone I don't even know. Today, I'll give a sincere compliment to someone who seems down. I'll tell a child how special he is, and I'll tell someone I love

What Would You Do?
If you had me alone...locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and you could do whatever you wanted to me, what would you do with me? Tell me by sending me a message to my inbox, because its a secret. Then repost this on your blog...You might be surprised with the responses you get. They could make you laugh or even smile... lol. If you don't repost this you are a coward

~the Art Of Letting Go~
Sooner or later, everyone you know will disappoint you in some way. They'll say something or fail to say something that will hurt you. And they'll do something or fail to do something that will anger you. It's inevitable. Unfortunately, you make things worse when you stew over someone's words and deeds. When you dwell on a rude remark or an insensitive action madeby another person, you're headed for deeper problems. In fact, the more you dwell on these things, the more bitter you'll get. You'll find your joy, peace and happiness slipping away. And you'll find your productivity slowing down as you spend more and more time thinking about the slight or telling others about it. Eventually, if you don't stop doing it, you'll even get sick. So what should you do the next time someone betrays you? TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR FEELINGS. Even though the other person may be at fault, even though the other person wronged you, you are still responsible for your own fee

~what Life Is About~
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you have kissed, It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have Or what kind of car you drive. Or where you are sent to school. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are. Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, Or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown, Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. Life just isn't. Life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about who you make happy or unhappy purposely. It's about keeping or betraying trust. It's about friendship, used as a sanctity or as a w

Yeah
Went on a road trip yesterday with a friend and her daughter. Crap I haven't laughed so much in , I don't know who long. Emily is 16 and is almost as cool as her mom. Was I that cool when I was 16? Not hardly. On the road home, we were messing with people in the cars beside us. We sang a whole buncha songs. Got a couple of new ones for karaoke, if I can remember to look them up.When we got home, we were in the middle of a really good song so we kept driving. Around town. We were messing with the people walking down the streat. Emily was embarassed. Apparently it's only ok to do it on the freeway. There's way too much stuff going on, between the shoutbox, the bartab, posting blogs & mumms it can be a little overwhelming. I used to like it here but having been recently attacked by some people for no apparent reason, I wonder if I should even bother to log in these days. . I keep trying cause I like the idea of mumms but it seems like they have grown used to the practice ther

Wyldwynd
you know what i am not going to leave cause of ignorent ppl and they know who they are. i am not going to give thm the satafaction of that. sooo you guys are stuck with me. lol love to all. Wicca is not a cult. A cult presupposes blind faith in a central figure whose every word is regarded as ultimate truth, and the utter conviction that no other way or philosophy will lead to this truth. You would be very hard pressed to find a Wiccan anywhere who would blindly follow anyone else. Wiccans are historically very independent people who seek truth from within through rituals, meditation, magic, study and communion with nature. Wiccans respect the right of everyone to worship in their own way. We do not feel that Wicca is the only way -- only that it is our way. Wicca is not synonymous with Satan worship. The very concept of a supreme evil spirit is alien to Wicca. In fact, most Wiccans do not even believe in Satan. The devil is a Judeo-Christian construct and as such, it has nothing to do

~all In The Heart~
As each day goes by I sit & wonder, why does love have to be such a difficult thing? The way it makes you feel is sometimes very unpredictable. Love can make you happy, sad, mad & also crazy if you know what I mean. There are many ways to define crazy, crazy happy, crazy sad, crazy mad or just absolutely crazy in love way over your head, you take your pick. Not a day goes by without that one person in your mind 24 hours a day 7 days a week. The thought of them is endless, the way they talk & the way they look at you when you’ve done something special for them. Their eyes have this sparkle that never goes away even after their eyes turn away from yours, you know that the sparkle is just a way of them showing you that you have a special place in their heart. The sound of their voice is comforting, so you call just to hear them say hello & usually that’s not all that you end up saying. No matter what you have to do for love you do it & the consequences come afte

Nice Guys A Die'n Breed Lol
This photo was taken by a soldier in Afghanistan of a helo rescue mission. The pilot is a PA Guard guy who flies EMS choppers in civilian life. Now how many people on the planet you reckon could set the ass end of a chopper down on the roof top of a shack on a steep mountain cliff and hold it there while soldiers load wounded men in the rear??? If this does not impress you ... nothing ever will. Gives me the chills and a serious case of the vertigo ... I can't even imagine having the nerve ... much less the talent and ability ... God Bless our military!!!!! a guys view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy

To Dana ((9-11-06))
Have you ever lost someone who meant more to you than your while soul? How does someone deal with losing their best friend? Yesterday was the most tragic day of my life. Not only was it the remembrance of what happened 5 years ago with terrorism, but it was the day that I lost my best friend. Dana Asbury was only 18 years old when she was killed in a car accident. It hasn’t fully sank in yet and I don’t know that it will ever, I don’t want to believe that its true. I want it be a bad dream that I wake up from; I want to call her and know that everything is ok. To hear her voice one last time is all that I want right now, but I know that it will never happen. Dana and I were inseparable, we were always together, no matter where we were. We were sisters that everyone wanted to have. She was always there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen whenever I had something going on. I remember I could always call Dae and she would always know the right words to sa

It’s Not About Them…
People are often unreasonable, Illogical, self-centered: Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building someone may destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they maybe jealous; Be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, it may never be enough; Give the world the best you’ve got anyway. You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God; It was never between you and them anyway. ~ Mother Teresa ~

Poems
Loss Is it always like this? Dispare Wanting to be away from the ones you miss. Longing Knowing of ways to ease your pian. Dreaming If only you could drown yourself in the rain. I havent any time for your silly games. I'm better now, But it isn't the same For the one Who could always make my day I'm better now. Thats all you'll hear me say. As I look into eyes Of one I still need. Memories comeback.... I feel myself start to bleed. Cold and alone On the floor half Dead. Im better now. The words repeat in my head. One day I would have let you see How I really felt. The blood flows from my torn hands. All I can thnk is I didn't help. My eyes close. Yours tear fall to my face. I'll love you always. Dont let her take my place. Belinda W. Can you see me? Is any of this real? Will this blade set me free? If you cut me will i feel? Your hands make my body sing. Bring my heart back to life. And yet your words sting. Like the blade of this knife.

Poem
My life is quickly moving but slowly going no where emptiness an nothing all around. I feel as though I'm dreaming but i know I'm not juss the darkness blinding me an the loneliness taken me in .I stop an scream but he don't hear my crys . If i yell will he hear or see me trying to force my way threw to his eyes so he can see the light. Reach for me hear me say the things that he though ment nothing wanting him to pull me in an make us whole again,Wanting an needing you to feel me an hold me , love me , hear me thats all i ever asked nothing more an nothing less.

Five (5) Lessons To Make You Think About The Way We Treat People.
Five (5) lessons to make you think about the way we treat people. 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rai

The Builder
An elderly carpenter was ready to retire. He told his employer-contractor of his plans to leave the house building business and live a more leisurely life with his wife, enjoying his extended family. He would miss the paycheck, but he needed to retire. They were not wealthy, but they could get by. The contractor was sorry to see his good worker go and asked if he could build just one more house as a personal favor. The carpenter said yes, but in time it was easy to see that his heart was not in his work. He resorted to shoddy workmanship and used inferior materials. It was an unfortunate way to end his career. When the carpenter finished his work and the builder came to inspect the house, the contractor handed the front-door keys to the carpenter. This is your house, he said, my gift to you for your many years as a faithful employee. What a shock! What a shame! If he had only known he was building his own house, he would have done it all so differently. Now he

Blood On The Moon: A Novel
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL (copied from Bella :)) 1. I think that snakes are one of the most gorgeous creatures on this earth and I would maim/torture to get a pet black mamba. 2. I'm going out with a rugby player who is deathly afraid of cats stalking him at night. (trust me, you don't want to know.) 3. I will eat mostly anything and everything, except for spiders and rabbits. 4. My dad was in Vietnam during the war, as a sailor on a cargo ship. 5. My aim in life is to make pictures with soul. 6. If I couldn't write I'd wither away and dessicate. 7. My secret aim in life is to be a ballerina by day and assassin by night. 8. I don't believe in the lottery.

What Superhero Are You?
Your results:You are Wonder Woman Wonder Woman 100% Robin 100% The Flash 100% Iron Man 100% Superman 80% Batman 80% Supergirl 80% Green Lantern 80% Spider-Man 60% Hulk 60% Catwoman 40% You are a beautiful princesswith great strength of character. Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test

Awesome
Hey my friends .. Sorry I havent been on of late..Just havent been interested in the computere lately ..Just have things on my mind ..And spending time with my b/f and kids..It gets pretty boring here during the day now the kids are in school..I enjoy my quiet time..I am glad to see that LC has put up a blog area..That is so cool bc I like to write in my blogs on my 360 page for yahoo..I dont do it every day ,but most of the time ..My sister will be most HAPPY .. Well it will be 2 mths for my b/f and I ..we are goin to go have a special dinner ..Then who knows what else we will be doin ..heheheh Im sure u all can use ur imagination ..Well I will let everyone go now .. Time to go back to crocheting my b/f blanket ..i would like to have it done by halloween .. ‹.·´¯`·.·´`·.‹.·´¯`·.·´`·.Hi friends and family ..Sorry that I havent been on here in such along time..Just got bored with things for awhile.. So how was everyone's Xmas and New Years..?? Mine was AWESOME.. T

Love Is Forever By Angel And I
he feels her fur against him and closes his as he kneels in wonderment he is hers and he knows it he places his hands behind is back his broken wings folded back I am yours MY love i am yours he whispers in her ear he feels his tears fall big and fat upon his light skin he feels his love right next to him so true so wonderful Im sorry he moans to her as more tears fall down the cheeks that long for her kisses I am fallen now no longer winged I am fallen to hte earth for sins i have made Forgive me mistress for i have sinned He closes his eyes against the pain of having his wings ripped away agian he feels them the broken bones the torn skin he feels the wreakage that they have become I am nothing now he whispers in the silent darkness he feels her fur aganst him he moans his gentle cries " will you love me? will you hold me?" may i look into your angels eyes??" Nameles as we are to the world forsaken to the light still we stand on eve

About My Poem's!!!!
i express my self through poetry it's the only way i know how to say what i am truly feeling at the time every one i have written myself so i am asking you please do not take them UNLESS you ask... every one says i have true art with my poems so i would like to share them with you.... i will be adding new ones as i write them thank you guys so much for veiwing them ents you guys are the greatest ALWAYS: Queen of the night

My Poetry!
I hate looking back in the mirror at you Your the one I want nothing more than to kill Only God knows how many times I've tried But you always come back to life Think about all the nights you cry How no one wants you to be their wife As a matter of fact,no one wants you in their life Just do me a a favor and pick up the knife Why should one live,when all they do is cause pain? Like torturous demons straining their rein No one to love You feel so alone No one to feel the pain in ones heart But there was one person from the start But this one person you had lied to,hurt,and torn apart All the little white lies you tell come back to you in the time that you have lived and died You never knew what you did to deserve this All they have done is cheated and lied But when they have died Why do you care? Why should you cry? They did nothing for you They have showed and gave you nothing but pain You didn't deserve it What did you gain? Just a bad name fr

Blessings
I asked God to take away my habit. God said, No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up. I asked him to make my hanicaped child whole God said No. His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary. I asked God to grant me patience. God said, No.Patience is a byproduct of tribulations; it isn't granted, it is learned. I asked God to give me happiness. God said, No.I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you. I asked God to spare me pain. God said, No.Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me. I asked God to make my spirit grow. God said, No.You must grow on your own, but I will prune you to make you fruitful. I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life. God said, No. I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things. I asked God to help me LOVE others, as much as He loves me. God said...Ahhhh, finally you have the idea. May The Sun Forever Light Your Path May The Wind Be Alwa

Life As It Is Or Was....
We have been chatting for a while with a couple we REALLY wanted to fuck! And that was the both of us, we dissagree a lot about who to fuck, but this couple was unaminous. They live 40 miles from us, so that has been a problem along with the whole schedule thing. Now, after all this time of chatting I find out that I already know them, and their daughter and son both worked for me at the restaurant I manage, Whoah! I was flirting with their mom while the worked for me? Yes, I know that I drive a stupid long way to work, I don't pick where I go. So, in the past 3 years, I have somehow never managed to meet this employees mother. Then it happened, I saw her, and instantly knew this was the woman I had be seeing naked. Next day I talked to the Hubby about it online, he seemed a bit put back. Yet she and the daughter are coming into the restaurant like clockwork. Just don't know if the still want to have sex in this situarion. You are 73% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniv

"how Sucky Was Your Day?"
My day has been pretty sucky! I had to take the Bus today cause my other mode was not working. I also got hit by some fool getting in to the parking lot. He just kept saying. How can I hit you. You were 20 feet away!. No he was so much closer! He was such a Git! Errr! Gerrrr! The Bus was late.. Man, I hate the city Bus! Out here in Arizona. It cost 1.25 to get on and then get a transfer that lasts 1 hour. So, by the end of the day. You pay up to 3 Bucks! So, You can br late and sticky hot! So, Anyone else out there have a bad day? Post: Put your gripe here->

Irish Eyez Super Blog Lol
Ah i cant wait to go its going to be so fun going to buy loads of stuff for christmas, im there for a few days then im going to chicago ill be there for thanks giving im going to come back so fat lol. ps im bored messasge me please hey, everyone im just back from bulgaria today had a blast it was brilliant except for the weather it was terrible, hope everyone had a good week. stop by if you want to chat thanks gary hey, everyone ah i finished work on friday so its offical the summer is over lol, i was back in college this morning, and im taking a week of already to go to bulgaria never been before so it should be a good laugh. Hope you have great week Gary

Little Pixie's Thoughts
Boys are confusing as all hell, so simple is the way for me to keep things. So for now I'm keeping things complication free. I'll prolly date a bit here and there, but I'm keeping myself single. Just got out of a year and three months relationship and I don't particularly feel like being complicated or serious anytime soon. This is NOT a reason for the male populous to flood my prescence, I know your all there, if I'm interested you'll know too. Also, pick up lines are LAME. Please cut it the hell out. kthxbi. on a side note: i need to take more pictures. hmm maybe i'll bring my cam for 2morrow night when sam and nicole and i go on the discovery cruise for the male review and dinner. we'll be all cute... So i'm participating in NaNoWriMo, only I'm doing it this month b/c I bought the book and you can do it any month you want. I'm doing a scfi-fi fantasy novel, currently without a title and possibly no plot, haha. BUT! It shall rawk, just cuz I'm writing it!! LoL, j/k.

The Lost Episodes Of A Dramaqueen
It's not easy being loganbeckfreakness. Im a dramaqueen Im a myspace/lostcherrywhore Im a slut I'm a pill popper I'm a drunk I'm just looking for some hot wealthy guy to mooch off of I'm famous for doing nothing (okay, flashing that one guy was nothing)... all in all, i am tarayne logan, action 13 news. And im addicted to older guys with gray hair. tara reid, anna nicole smith, paris hilton....add a dash of Lindsay Lohan and you got me. I'm up to level 4, yeah... Lot of stuff went on this weekend....without me of course...is it my fault that i can't get in touch with anyone because i don't have a phone?

Love Me Love Me!
Some one sent me a poem via email Im not sure who it is but its really quite sad. But I kinda like it, in a pouting tearful quivering kind of sorta way. So if anyone emailed it to me on here...i wanna let u know thanx for sharing ur feelings and ur heart felt poem and i hope u dont mind me sharing it with everyone else it might make someone else feel secure hearing it im not sure. but here it goooeeesss Secrets *by someone who's a mystery :S* She’s the kind of girl We all secretly hate And when the scissors taste her skin A sense of relief comes sinking in She’s the kind of girl We now choose to ignore And when new bones appear through her skin A sense of relief comes sinking in Secrets she hides Secrets we know No one she wishes to confide These seeds are ones she has sown Bleed a little more for me Starve a little more for me She’s so beautiful In her mind of blinded sin So innocent through her eyes Not

Karen Vs Indiana Bmv
Some of you might know that I am in the middle of trying to win a tort claim I have filed against the state of Indiana for wrongful termination. See my previous blogs in this section for more information. I need to keep this story in the news and fresh in people's minds as the Attorney General's office is in the middle of their decision to settle this without having to go to court. If you could just click the link below, read the story if you'd like, but the click alone will hopefully help me to stay in the news. I would appreciate it very much. Here's the link: http://www.wishtv.com/Global/story.asp?S=5589004&nav=menu35_1 If you could please repost the bulletin I have going around about this, that would be great. A click from all of you could help to start my year off right. It could really make a difference. Thanks! Karen (Leogal) In my continuing drama with the Indiana BMV, I was on TV again. Here's a link to the story... there's also a little thingy so th

Cant Control
I cant understand these feelings of hopelessness. i cant understand why i reach out and get no ones hand. It seem likethe only place i belong is the vast world of insobrity. It seems as tho im lossing touch with my self and friends. No one calls and no one writes. My biggest fear is that of never being truely loved. It seems as tho my fear is becoming reality. I need to take control and cut away these string holding me back. Like a puppet whos every move is dictaed by some one elts. Im sapposed to take it one day at a time. Live life on lifes terms. Thats easyer said than done. If thoes who read this could give me some sagestions on how to mabey make things evan a little bit easyer. PLEASE do.

Water
There my heart shall lay reunite on a watery bay.The boats wade holding sweet smells of herbs & teas.In the stomacks bloated smashing white hats cheers the passer bye's.Once the depression settles she can go back to work.Eating away everything that get's in her way.To reach her goal to cleans what is rightfully hers Earth. By Curt Blasko

Shit That Pisses Me Off!
Sure, the guy was talented, even if he did like to fuck little boys. So what if his face was plastic and he was insane. I'm sure most of that was caused by the beatings and bonings his dad gave him. But why in the hell would LA spend between $2M and $4M of taxpayer dollars to have a funeral for him? That is total bullshit. LA is in the shitter. CA is in the shitter as a whole, but LA is really in the shitter. The entire LA County has massive financial troubles and some group of dickfucks think they should spend $4M on Jackson's funeral. What about fixing the streets? What about hiring more police and fire people? What about getting more school text books? God forbid the ignorant fucks in LA actually learn to read. Whatever group authorized that expenditure should be fired. Michael Jackson was not a public servant. He was not employed by the State or City. He is not "entitled" to a hero's burial. He was a mixed up, confused (albeit very talented), child molesting entertainer. That's it.

News Of Me
Aaron Sorkin. So glad to have you back. You are a god, a master of words, of poignancy, of friendships, of humor. If Aaron Sorkin (West Wing, Sports Night, now Studio 60), Rob Thomas (Veronica Mars, Cupid), Joss Whedon (Buffy the Vampire Slayer), and J. Michael Strazynski (Babylon 5) wrote everything on television, I would never leave my couch. I'd just sit there, taking in their dialogue, their way with words, characters, moods, plots... slowly turning into the ultimate couch potato. Oh, wait, I'm sort of already heading there. Ah, well, at least I'll potato happily! For Geoff, who will never read this Sometimes I think of passion as something foreign to me. An inexplicable emotion that somehow motivates the sufferers to heedless acts of impetuousness that I can never understand, only shoulder-pat and there-there in the aftermath. But then I remember you. I remember my first sight of you on that porch. The lanky frame. Dark hair and eyes such a contrast to your pal

O ' O .rachelles Ramblings. O ' O
I thought today, of my hopes and dreams, and was forced to remember that nothing is ever as it seems. When your young you have so many goals, but how many of them actually happen for all the earths souls.. Some of us give up what hasnt yet been tried, while some of us work with every fiber in our bodies and still get denied. How can we know if we are destined to succeed, it seems we are picked like a gardens weed. Its difficult to know what ones life may hold, your constantly wondering what to take up.. For now, I sit here with a fraction of the world, living life in yesterdays make-up. Rachelle Thompson Hidden Thoughts I was looking at the stars one night and I saw one shining brightly.. I closed my eyes and made a wish that my life would no longer fight me.. How can I hide these thoughts inside, all these feelings of bad and good.. Why can't you love me for who I am, why can't I be understood.. At night I dream someone chases me, all this terror as I sle

It Is Blog Time..
The adrenaline rushed through me. My lungs heaved and heart slowly stopped pounded in my chest and ears. It seemed so loud the people next door could hear it, but they were dead. I looked back at the floor, and saw my mother, well, the thing that was my mother, decapitated. I looked at him, with so many questions in my eyes, but spoke only one thing…. “How did you kill her? I mean, she was dead! But, but, she wasn’t! She came back to life but it wasn’t her!” “She became the undead dear. If you or I didn’t kill her, she would have killed us. It’s simple really…. Haven’t you seen a zombie flick or read a horror story before? Destroy the brain… destroy the zombie!” He explained with a glee in his eye. “So what do we do now?” I asked him, expecting the worst. “We get the fuck outta here. This isn’t a safe place, I haven’t seen a living person on this whole block and nightfall approaches in a few hours. “ “Okay, where will we go?”

Unknown Entries
Reflections Rewind it back countless times in my mind, Take a look and then you’ll see. The treasure was lost, nothing left to be found, No one even remembers me. The light you saw, was nothing more than a blanket, To shelter me from the truth. A tool to build, this false life of regret, I feel like I’m breaking loose. Cant you see that my life was a lie? Couldn’t you see all the pain in my eye’s? Did you hear when my heart screamed so loud? I beg for guidance as I look to the clouds. Look in the mirror and see what I see, What is it that I’ve become? Lost in the dark never a chance to be, Sight unseen of eternal love. Do I deserve the gift that stands before me? Or did I throw it all away? I didn’t really realize my ego told me what to see I fell even closer to it every day. Cant you see that my life was a lie? Couldn’t you see all the pain in my eye’s? Did you hear when my heart screamed so loud? I beg for guidance as I look to the clou

Sizi Seviyorum
dont think you the best one .nobody the best one in the bed ..aand you dont know abt me how is my bed and how is it to make love wth me and did you know that i would like to in ur side omg. iam going to losing my mind without you..please give me some love give me some heart give me some a soul..

The Wall
I lay there in the mass of pillows enjoying the sensations that had occurred not an hour ago. My body was still humming from the pleasures Jade and Naomi had ministered to me. My mind worked over her finial words to me. She had effectively became a switch, submitting to me that all she had is mine. I looked down at their sleeping forms and smiled. Slipping easily from under them I went to the garage where the Wall was stored and saw the exposed nose of Kasha. I checked my watch and pressed the button to open the Wall to the maximum range. Kasha's body was glistening with sweat as she looked down at me. I smiled at her and took a feather from a place on the Wall; ever lightly I traced the very tip of the feather over her lower calves. Her ebony skin perking up with goose bumps as she shivered. I watched this with interest bringing the feather up her leg toward her impaled pussy. She moaned softly at this watching me intently. "That would not do"; I put the feather down, pulled

Friends
There is no life without you. Without you there is emptiness, sadness, and pain. How can I live a day without you? I cant because if you are not there by my side, I cry, all turns to gray and darkness fills the sky with tears. My life without you is nothing, my life without you is empty. My love for you is eternal, and it will always be there for you as so will I. You gave me the key to your heart, I locked it in mine and I promised to never let it go. My soul is powered by your love, the only thing in this world that keeps it alive, is you. Day by day it is you, that makes me smile, that makes me laugh, and inside makes me cry because you, and your love, is so special to me, you spark my life with joy. Every night I cry not yet a tear of sadness, but a tear of happiness. Ever since I met you, I never knew that love can feel so good, I never knew my heart could beat so fast, so strong. You have filled my life with happiness but most of all you have filled my heart with love. Bef

Mooks
a mook is a furry little animal about the size of a kitten or puppy, they are very lovable and enjoy having thier bellies rubbed. they come in all colors some even in rainbow colors. they are breed and raised on a farm here in Fort Pitt, PA. They was discovered in an accidently typo when a friend posted on a blog group "I have my mook under my bed." instantly the book that was suppose to be there turned into a fuzzy mook and they now breed like rabits.

Rudegurl's Blog
I love this fucking song I am going to upload more pictures of Shakes later- but this cute little mouse of a kitten slept right next to my head all night long- he is seriously the most adorable little baby animal. He is fearless and playful, my dog is scared to death of him which is simply silly because the kitten weighs about 15 ozs and the dog weighs about 55 lbs- its prety funny to wittness. I am totally pissed off. Across the field behind my house there lives a cute little boxer named Roxanne. Roxanne is a beautiful fawn boxer, petite in size and perfect markings- she lives with a big family a divirced dad and five boys- none of which will take resposibility for her. Becasue roxanne isnt fixed she goes into heat regularly. Anyways- for the past three months Roxanne's fence has had HUGE GIANT holes in it- in fact whole sections of fence knocked to the ground. Well, i have an australian shepard who is not fixed- because he will be eligible for studding in the next s

Sandwiches
The Complete and Utter Idiot's Guide to Making a Baloney sandwich. by David Neilsen Hello. Welcome to The Complete and Utter Idiot's Guide to Making a Baloney and Cheese Sandwich. Ready for Lunch? Good! Let's begin! We're going to start our journey by assuming that you already possess each of the individual items you'll be needing to make this sandwich. It's a bit of a stretch, I know, but Lord knows we don't have time to take you shopping. So, that said, the first thing you're gonna need is a place to make your sandwich. My suggestion would be a plate. So reach into your cupboard and grab a plate. Any will do. No, that's a bowl. Plates are flat. Right, yes, that's flat, but it's a cutting board. Plates are going to be round. Yes the bowl is round, but it's not flat, is it? Just.. Christ, forget it. Grab that cutting board you had in your hands. Perfect. Put it down.On the counter, not the floor. Much better. Alright, you're ready to start. You need bread. P

Riding Free!
I want to thank everyone for leaving comments and rating pics. feel free to leave more anytime...I am working on trying to get up another level !!!! Thanks guys!! HI everyone, sorry been off line for a while...would love to hear how things are going for all of you! I started a catagory to add some of my friends to if they want. I rip their pic and put a link for you if you want or not link either way is cool..Hope everyone has a great week!! Lots of love to all my friends on LC!!!!

Wtf
so lifes been busy havent been online much to update everyone! i had my baby girl maddy on april 12th shes such a lil character but ashton loves her to bits! decided recently its time to start my life over..so im moving myself and my kids across the country to nova scotia but i'll have to post pics real soon! well im getting bigger still by the day so it seems im leaving work soon..i wanted to stay as long as possible..but im having some issues where i cant be on my feet for 8 hours.. ah well besdies that im still dying to find a baby name for my little girl..i have a few..but i cant decide but yea thought i would update all is going well.. well im 21 weeks now!! im soo excited and yesterday i went for an ultrasounf to make sure everythings going good and i found out IM HAVING A GIRL im sooo excited..i have my little boy..now im going to have my little girl i think im going to name her savanah rose...unless someone comes up with something better LO

My Thoughts
Hey people, I see all the drama going around about people giving unwanted advice and/or opinions...Come on folks, this isn't myspace...I'm basically writing this to introduce myself to everyone... I am a 33 year old armed security sergeant, working for a security/private investigation organization in northeastern Ohio. My hobbies are surfing the net, drag racing, target shooting, going to car shows, and anything else that captures my need for speed. The love of my life, Erin is also on my page, first spot in my family when noone on the list is online... The rest of my family list except 2 are people I know personally, all are awesome people. My friends list is primarily made up of pretty, classy, and curvy ladies that I think have class...I'm not big on the ones that take pics where You can see the ovaries...Come on folks...yuck...lol Anything else You want to know about me, just ask...I love to chat...Oh and become my fan, I return the favor...spread the love and the po

Travelling...
I miss him sooooo much. I wish I was there already. I'm very impatient, did I mention that? *tear* So, I'm having fun in Folsom. No, I haven't been to the prison. But still fun. Didn't realized how much I missed Justin. He's my best bud. Right now he is playing Hitman:Blood Money and listen to Pepper. Very strange combo...but that's J for ya. Anywho, I'm going to get back to my vacation. For all who were concerned for me...I'M FRICKIN HAPPY. Nuf said. *mwah!* love you all So, I've never been more relax. And I so don't wanna go back to work. Blah! But as of the 13th I have to go back to being a responsable adult. It's times like this that I miss being a child. But truthfully, despite everything, I'm feeling really happy still, although a little cold, so I'm going to go and turn the heat up. And maybe have my first cigarette in like 5 days, cuz I'm really wanting a cigarette (stupid adictive substances!) I love you all!

Poetry
CALVIN I ONLY HAD HIM FOR A DAY NOW HE HAS GONE TO HEAVEN TO PLAY I DIDN'T CARE THAT HE HAD PARVO OH HOW I LOVED HIM SO I ONLY CRIED THAT HARD ONE OTHER TIME I COULD NEVER SALE MY MEMORIES FOR A DIME I KNOW IT HAPPEND FOR A GOOD REASON I JUST DONT KNOW WHY IT HAD TO BE THIS SEASON HE WAS CHEERFUL AND FULL OF LOVE IM JUST GLAD HE WENT UP ABOVE HE WAS STRONG AND BLACK HE WOULDN'T DARE ATTACK HE WAS ONE OF A KIND I JUST WISH I KNEW AHEAD IN TIME ~J.S.O.~ I NEVER KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU UNTIL I LOST YOU..... YOU ARE ONE OF A KIND YOU STAY ON MY MIND TOO BAD WE DONT LIVE IN THE SAME STATE OR ELSE EVERYTHING WOULD BE ALL GREAT I AM SORRY IF I CAUSED YOU ANY HURT OR PAIN I NOW CRY LIKE A STORM OF RAIN I NEVER MEANT TO STRAY IN MY HEART YOU WILL FOREVER STAY I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH I WISH WE COULD GET BACK TOGETHER AND SUCH THERE IS NOBODY ELSE LIKE YOU THAT MAKES ME FEEL THE W

Poems
I can’t forget I can’t forget that night The rev of the engine The look in his eyes Starring devishly over at the other driver Tries burn out on both sides Flying down 502 as they sailed to the finish Nothing can stop them now It’s just too late The headlights flash as a driver comes head on Nothing could change what was happening now Screeching tires haunt me in my head The sounds of the crash are still fresh in my mind The burst of flames Screams from the car Trapped inside they are now All trying to help but nothing works Burning alive inside that car Frantically trying to save them Nothing is helping That night they died young Written in memory of Leo Callahan and Toni Beckage forever together 4/26/05 ~fallen angel~ TO TOM i feel like an ass i feel like a jerk and everything eles rolled into one..... i knew this was to good to be true im broken and brused but now im down for the count..... down for the count but not dead yet

Love Poems And Other Outrageous Nonsense...
Traditional Taurus Traits: 1. Patient and reliable 2. Warmhearted and loving 3. Persistent and determined 4. Placid and security loving ON THE DARK SIDE:.. 1. Jealous and possessive 2. Resentful and inflexible 3. Self-indulgent and greedy Sometimes we go through life not knowing who to trust or love..not knowing who`s going to help or hurt us..who`s going to be there or leave us..that`s why some of us choose to be alone..but being alone is not always good..We were created to have someone in our lives..be it family..friends..or lovers..So don`t live your life alone..it`s not worth it..Take a chance at being hurt..being left..being helped..having trust in someone..but most of all..take a chance at being loved COPYRIGHTED 2004 BY Kimberley Renee Natasha Johnson... LOVE LOVE..is the color of a purple BMW M6 racing down I-71. LOVE..is the taste of a Hawaiian sundae ice cream on a cool spring day LOVE..is the feelof my children hugging me because they want to. LOVE..is

Pets
10 COMMANDMENTS FOR RESPONSIBLE PET OWNERS (author unknown) 1. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Any separation from you will be very painful. 2. Give me time to understand what you want of me. 3. Place your trust in me - it is crucial for my well being. 4. Don't be angry with me for long, and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work, your friends, your entertainment. I HAVE ONLY YOU ! 5. Talk to me. Even if I don't understand your words, I understand your voice when it's speaking to me. 6. Be aware that however you treat me, I'll NEVER forget it. 7. Before you hit me, remember that I have teeth that could easily crush the bones in your hand, but I choose not to bite you. 8. Before you scold me for being lazy or un-cooperative, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food, I've been out in the sun too long, or my heart may be getting old and weak. 9. Take care of me when I get old. You too, will grow old. 10.

Misc.
15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About 1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. R

Pbmax94
Ok why are all these guys looking at me. I just dont get it. If they are gay hey thats cool i'll take their votes. I'd consider it a complement. However i am strait. Oh well, i just needed to get that off my chest. One more thing, why the hell do people insist on pulling out in front of delivery (bread) trucks. I drive one for work and at least once a day i almost cream some dumb ass who pulls out right in front of me. Is because they dont wnat to get stuck behind me cause they think im gonna go slow. It would really slow them down if i just ran right into them. Trust me folks, you dont want that to happen. It will total your car, and dent the bumber of the truck. These trucks don't stop as well as cars people. Ok i'm done for now. Thank you for your attention I guess this is where i get to rant and rave about what ever is on my mind. Unfortunatly i have a cold so nothing is coming to mind right now. You all know how that is, everything is foggy. If anyone has any questions they would

Dirty Thoughts From Under The Covers
Right now, I just cannot take the whole serious-relationship thing. I'm alone? No, not really. I have a job and four kids. Love Life? Well, yeah, that will suck for a while, but right now, its just for the best. I just need a breather for a bit. I need time to sit and think, get over my bronchitis, and re-evaluate my life. Escaping the possibility of jailtime and the issues I'm having with my ex-husband are just completely emotionally draining. I tell people all the time that I need a vacation! I don't think I need a physical vacation, though it would be nice. I need an emotional vacation!! I need free from all the stress. Before I hurt any feelings, this 'blog' is NOT directed towards anyone. I'm just writing down the thoughts in my head. You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Me

While You Sleep, I Destroy Your World
i just got sick of the internet all together, and haven't really been getting on a whole hell of a lot. anyway, what's been going on? let's see.... me and pookie hooked up with a girl we were supposed to get with years ago, and that went horrible. needless to say, she got "fired" and now it's just back to me and pookie again. i guess we're still open to a 3rd in the future, but are we ever gonna be picky now. hmmm. what else? oh yeah, we resurrected the old Pigfucker Records label as the new Creepy Guy Records. we're mainly dealing in music of the extreme variety ( black metal, punk - as in REAL punk, and powerviolence.). none of that pussy ass MTV-friendly shit on our label...lol. we should have a few CDs dropping this year, and should also have a full blown record store up and running when we move to Seattle later in the year. more on that soon, i'm sure. other than that, not a whole lot new. thanx to all the ppl who didn't delete my sorry ass and continued to leave me comments and

A,m. Blurbs.
Well,Folks its been quite the year, I got engaged,i had surgery(hernia),i lost my job,i had enlightenment,joy and pain, but most of all i realized that no matter what i look like ill always have true love. you see my life had been a bumpy empty-minded road til about the year of 2006. When i realized I finally needed to get a clear mind,So i went to A psychic, skeptic minded and she had told me that i was going to find my soulmate that year , and boy was i surprised to find toby(SBC) about a month or two later. We have been togther ever since. you see my life would have been ended that year now i realize. I was in a bad spot. I love him as you all probably might see. I also found my family, Something i had thought ilost many years ago..although its going to take sometime to learn all about them again.I do love them ,I may not like some of them ,but i do love them. I also had found friendship. I never really liked being friends with other girls. But magnolia.blossum sure did cha

Memoirs Of A Painted Lady
i finally get to log on here again & get a message from the lc bodyguards or whatever the fuck theyre called saying that one of my default photos was deemed adult...and come to find out it was my bondage bettie page animation. wtf?! this is the same kind of big brother shit that is driving me away from myspace.errrrrrghhh You are Bettie Page Girl next door with a wild streak You're a famous beauty - with unique look And the people like you are cultish about it What Famous Pinup Are You? see you off into the mid-morning sunlight it gets hot here in my neck of the ghetto we hug, we smile and bid one another adieu for now and tho we have talked about the past about our reasonings there is still so much left unsaid so many mixed messages which signal do i answer? why can't you answer my simplest of questions? why do you stare at the ground instead of into my eyes? do you not have the courage to tell me what it is y

Sean's Blog
I moved it to another spot. I'm looking to build membership and all who are interested are welcome to join. It features a Shoutbox and an arcade that has 190-well over 200 games. You can invite anyone you want. It's open to one and all. It also has a section for posting pics and making pic requests as well as a general board to talk about anything and other boards as well. There's also an adult board for posting more revealing pics, posts, etc. Here's the link. I hope to see you all there. :) Sean's World Everyone's invited to come and join my forum.