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Poems
A field of blood roses blowing in the wind. Angels crying down from a far. A figure standing alone in the midst. He’s caught within himself holding back the hatred he’s felt for years. His woman long since gone now only dust blowing in the wind. He has nothing but pain left. Morning and Night to deaths delight his swords bring home cold blood and broken bodies. the widowed lover. He’s the soured warrior. The corporeal form of the reaper. He’s death itself his eyes are full of emotions that i cannot place his embrace has a tenderness that warms me his heart beats out a rhythm that matches mine he is the only one to lay claim to my heart and i to his he holds a dream for the two of us a dream of the future he loves me and i him he's the angel that wakes me with a kiss. and holds me close when hell is on it's way.in his reflection love is all i see. he gives me the strength to take those steps day after day. without his kindness. without his undying affection

Ct How-tos & Help
We get the question "How does one get married on Fubar?" alot...so just follow these steps... Step 1: Find a wifey/husband Step 2: Visit their profile and fu-propose to them Step 3: Contact a Fubar Pastor or Judge Step 3: Get married and have lots of Fubar babies.... Below is a list of some Pastors or Judges: Judge AlicePain is my passion~Just Mee~~Dj StrykePastor TokenPastor AndyTinkLost In the DarkPastor CherrypieSabrina K Wild HorseDJ Dark ChemistSeanGraveDiggerSeleneCorvenious***For those interested in becoming a Pastor or Judge...it's easy Step 1: Self proclaim yourself a Pastor Step 2: Marry people (If you know a pastor/are a Pastor and want your name on this list just let me know...I'll be happy to add ya to the list) HOW TO DELETE YOUR ACCOUNT First, if there is anything that we can help you with in order to solve a technical or information challenge, please let one of the CherryTAP Bouncers or Scrapper know. We will do our best to help iron out what ever it is. If

First Timer
this is the first time that i have entered a site like this and would love to have a female help me out... i am so completely lost on here. if you would you can add me to yahoo. would love to chat more with ya. not sure if i can post my yahoo add here but it is the same as my screen name on here.

Lickaliscious
Well damn when old hits ya it really hits. Thought i would keep some posted since i have not been on here for awhile and i am sure those of u who do talk to me are wondering wher the hell i have been. i have Been having probs with my lungs and now going for surgery come the 31st, that wasn't enough i had to find out that i have to see an eye specialist due to fact i have cataracts in both my eyes :( SHEEEEEEEEEESH alls i want is to live life as i have been in the past not with these damn health probs, i sat, i thought, i went to my martial arts vented and beat things worked so hard sweat covered my tank and i only thought even harder.......i ain't gonna leave site but i am askin those of you WHO WANNA STAY ON MY FRIENDS LIST that are REAL FRIENDS to let me know, if i do not get a private message from you, you will be deleted cept select few who will stay automaticlly and they know who they are.......i ain't leavin cause of a bunch peeps that are just SCORE WHORES. peace out speak or

Mals Doing His Best Poems
I do my best to please everyone From being a friend to being a son Living the way I think is right Sometimes depressed,sometimes bright Always believing life is fun Even if I felt I could run and run Deep breathing, meditation yes tried then all But in trying to walk I take a fall Looking to the Horizon but no one there To full of themselves,or they don't care Computer isn't the answer though I try A regular friend don't make me cry Mal 10/06 Talk to me, why don't you talk to me I sit and stare at the screen and you dont say a word I want to smash that wall down and make you Computer can you hear me, can you hear me. Hey are you so stuck up or is it my age Can you hear me,no well clean your ears You aint polite your a mess hey talk to handsome Can you hear me, hey you can you hear me Hey I don't really care so you just sit there I put my thoughts on paper what do you do Sit there and pretend you want a friend Can you hear me, can you hear me Well I f....

Disclaimer
Disclaimer: This humor does not reflect the thoughts or opinions of either myself, my company, my friends, or my cats; don't quote me on that; don't quote me on anything; @copy; Copyright (C) 2007, 2007 Crazysane; all rights reserved; this document is distribution copyrighted to the extent that you may distribute this posting and all its associated parts freely but you may not make profit from it or include the article or parts of it in commercial publications, or as part of any fee-based services or products; further redistributions only allowed unedited and in its entirety by electronic transfer (anonymous FTP, Gopher, WWW, Mail servers, and IRC), storage media, and printed copy as long as this notice is included and no monetary fee is charged; warez list subject to change without notice; text is slightly unintentional and coincidental; all models are over 18 years of age; dry clean only; do not bend, fold, or mutilate; anchovies or jalapeños added to mp3 list upon request; your

Just Me..
hey baby i know it has been awhile since i sent you an email or anything, cause well i see you every day now and i just tell you most things. well, i wanted to send you one and then i thought it would be better if i just wrote a blog so the whole world could read it. not like they will, but they could :D i love you so much baby. you are truly amazing. you are the best thing that has ever happened to me (twice :D). our relationship is not like anything i have ever known or even seen before. you are so supportive and understanding. things that i get upset with myself about or that people in my past would have been upset about mean absolutely nothing to you. somehow you only see the good things in me and none of the bad. it continues to surprise me every day. i keep expecting you to come home in a bad mood one day and get mad at me over something, anything, but you never, ever do. i wonder how long it will take me to get used to that, or if i ever will. i got so used to not being able to

Why
hey check out my 80's inspired slideshow... I was at a thrift store in Napa last Saturday buying supplies for the scarecrows I make and a lady that works there remembered me from years ago and she asked me if I used to be a caregiver and take care of a man in a wheelchair and I said yes. She said you were so sweet to him and made him happy. She said you used to have fun taking him out...I said you actually remember me? And she said yes you were really nice to him unlike his other nurse. I told her the agency told me I would last a day and I lasted 3 years. He is gone now and I miss him.. RIP Ray. Jeannie Hosted by Sparkle Tags

Humph
I have been sitting here in class all day and I dont know what to do! I dont want to be here, but I have to be. I hate it! Well this is muh first blog and I just wanted to get it out.... So I finally decided to come back on here, only to realize i dont have many friends on here... someone needs to help promote me and get me back to my original standings... love yall! Hey yall! Just thought I would say hi and tell yall that I am going to be on here more often! Feel happy I dont like to be online much, but yall are special enuff to be on here for! MMFWCL to yall! ~Jenn

Blogs Eh?
I have been doing some thinking as I browse through the L.C. about the different types of people that get on here. I have been a part of L.C.for quite sometime, MySpace before that, and before all these online communities I was a chat room junkie too. So, basically it is about 10-12 years of experience talking here. Through all of this I have broken down the people who belong to these groups into one of five categories...and yes, I definitely belong to one of them. The categories and explanation follow: 1. Attention Cravers: Also known as attention whores, but I am not a fan of the whore expression. I mean a whore suggests that the person is giving something in return for what they are given...this is not the case with this group. Put simply these people put pics up until they are inundated (sp?) with comments and sexually explicit suggestions. They thrive on this attention! Many "experts" would suggest they are suffering from low self-esteem. I would disagree with this..

Huh
Could you Please explain what the heck is a Blog I write erotic fantasy stories. Any women interested in swapping stories? All will hear back frome me. Just email me and tell me what you like so I can write one exclusively for You

Random
Lonely Little by little, you stop loving on me the mad wind of banners passed through my mind my love, my own in heart stop feeding of your love with out leaving mine seeking the new blossoms. No one wonders, is no one there No one will come on my life Lonely the days Lonely the times Lonely am I On my ways my lost soul wanders Alone in the life I FINALLY WENT TO MY FIRST CONCERT!!!! HANK WILLIAMS JR AND GRETCHEN WILSON IN ROANOKE RAPIDS NC...MY TOWN.....IT WAS SO FUCKIN AWESOME....I HAD A TOTAL BLAST.....I NEVER KNEW HOW MANY PEOPLE LOVED HANK AND GRETCHEN!!!!!I WILL BE HORSE IN THE MORNIN BUT IT WAS WORTH IT ALL THE WAY!!!!!THANKS FOR READING DONT BE AFRIAD TO LEAVE SOME COMMENTS!!!!LOVES YOU GUYS well tonight i was approved as a SEXYBEAST21~RIDER~...Just want to say thanks to all the RIDERS who accepted me...i loves you all

Serious Stuff
I am still alive, waiting on some high speed internet, so that is why I am not on here much. It just takes way to damn long to navigate this page with dial-up. Hope all of my friends are well and that you all had a great holidays. If anyone would like to get in touch with me you can email me at stuepdassol@aol.com or contact me on myspace, I check it a lot more regularly. my myspace: http://www.myspace.com/Stue_pidassol hope to hear from you soon. so yeah I moved, but where I am living now all I have is dial-up, and if you don't know, this site is horrendous to use if you do not have a high speed connection, so I am still alive, just not much chance of getting on here for now, if anyone needs to get a hold of me, feel free to ask for my email address. I got a job... go me

My Place
Thanskgiving that is, today is a different matter entirely. Yesterday we ate at my Aunts at 12:00pm I had a spoonful of everything here and then when we were done, we headed out to Emilys. We got there around 1:30pm...and I helped them finish cooking, and us girls talked and had a blast listening to the men yapping about their deep fried turkeys (by the way those are damn good).....We caught up on old times, laughed about new ones...and just had a down right ball. We ate at 5:15pm and then all converged to the front porch to smoke, and to talk some more. We discussed life, our lives now, our lives back then how we all grew up, how we all changed, and then how some of us had learned our hard lessons in life. At about 8:30 we all decided to go to the living room and play Win, Lose or Draw....that was hilarious as hell. Anyone know how hard it is to draw Nuclear Warfare? It was a trip..then we hung out somemore, and about 10:30 I left to come back to my Aunts house, got back here

Darth's Opinion
The problems of this country are not because of Republicans or Democrats, but both of them. They should all be voted out of office and be replaced by independent candidates. The battle cry of the incumbents is that their opponents do not have the experience to do the job. Maybe they shouldn't. Those in office know all too well how to milk the fat cat system of government. We need leaders that don't know how to foster pork barrel politics and maintain the status quo. The founding fathers of this country knew full well the threat of political parties, but found no just way to negate them. It is up to the electorate to curb their power by voting on issues and not party affiliations. It is also the responsibility of the electorate to monitor the actions of elected officials to ensure they adequately perform their duties of office. We as Americans are all too ready to point fingers and place blame. It is the fault of the American people for the condition of our country. We continua

*!!my Blogs !!*
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would u kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why? 7. Describe me in 1 word! 8. What was ur first impression of me? 9. Do u still think the same? 10. What reminds u of me? 11. If you could give me anything wot would it be? 12. How well do u know me? 13. When's the last time u saw me if u ever saw me? 14. Ever wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldn't? 15. To put it bluntly, wud u fuck me ? 16. Are you going to put this on ur blog and see what i say about you? 17. Would you ever meet up with me? 1. Slow Clo ... 2. Confuzed Clo .. 3. Cloda 4. BBQ 5. Spanky 6. Chubba Bubba (Jay Come Up With That .. But Ain't Really Used) 7. Cloth 8. Jugs 9. Clo-Earth (Toms Because I Call Him Thomas) 10. Chicken Pie 11. Nelson 12. Close Can You Think Of Anymore ?? :D

Dear Diary X X X
Over the past few months ive certainly done some life changing things x me an tribal have had calum, who is 6 months now (i wouldnt change it for the world. And now we are in the process of moving to cornwall over 200 miles away x tribal is already there an calum is at his grannys, its only been a few days but im finding it hard already x x After one long month ( which i shall add never again) i am back with my family, in my new house its so beautiful here and worth the wait, i love waking up an going out for a walk along the sea front ( which is 2 mins away)and listening to the waves x x x It gets harder as the days go on, its about a week since i had my boy in my arm an gave my partner a hug. An dont know how long it will be till i can see them x x I get to see them both on web cam but its not the same x x Love them both so much and missing them so much x x

Jokes
It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop! However, we do not run that risk when drinking beer (or rum, whiskey, vodka, wine or other liquors) because alcohol has to go through a distillation process of boiling, filtering and fermenting. WATER = POOP BEER = HEALTH Ergo, it is better to drink beer and talk shit, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I am doing it as a public service. borrowed from: T@ LostCherry When NASA firts started sending up astronauts, they quickly discovered that ball-point pens would not work in zero gravity. To combat this problem, NASA scientists spent a decade and $12 billion developing a pen that writes in zero gravity, upside down, underwater, on almost any servi

Durham Mouths Off
Okay, I did the "joiner" thing... Not Tellin' did this, so I did it too... Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quizzes Rock on!Shawn, AKA Durham Well, many of you know I took a fucation - and I'm back! For a while at least... Today is Mother's Day, and I want to wish all you mothers (not "muthas" or "mother-effers"

My Rules!!!
Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said 6 mon

Littlemissvixen
The good: exams are finally over, yay! I really hope that these were my last ever coz I am not wanting to go back to uni next year. Fingers crossed for a job! The bad: my boyfriend has gone to Europe and America for 3 whole months over the Christmas holidays. I am completely devastated. The ugly: Well I'm going out drinking tonight, partly to celebrate the good, and partly to forget the bad :P Things could get interesting... lol Love LMV Rough Landing, Holly - Yellowcard Gotta love the Buddy Holly thing going... I love this song, its has great lyrics and the backing if fantastic. these guys are talented, and they have a violinist which I think is awesome. Ok, I'm tired of bitching about what annoys me. So today I'm doing a list of things I love. ...ice cream (especially choc chip cookie dough) ...my 3 cats, Rupert Rosie and Oliver (see pics) ...my boyfriend Natt (also see pics) ...The Simpsons, House, Desperate Housewives, Gilmore Girls, Futurama. Such good shows

Poems
Life as Baseball © By Shannon M. Daley Life is a game of baseball, It'll throw you for a curve, Sometimes you may trip and fall, But you'll get what you deserve. When you step up to the plate, You don't know at which you'll swing, But for all you know, It may not mean a thing. You might end with a walk, Or maybe you'll get a run, You may not end, Until you're back where you begun. Friendship Poem WHAT IS A FRIEND © By HARRY SMITH A friend is someone who understands and someone you can trust. They will listen to you both night and day without ever making a fuss. A friend will stand by your side when you are right and sometimes when you are wrong. They will hold you up when you are weak and provide support to make you strong. A friend's love is unconditional and unique in every way. And when you have problems a true friend will kneel with you and pray. A friend will stand by your side through thick and thin. And whenever everyone have deserted

:)
Over the mountain of challenge +++++++++++++++++++ When you look at a tall mountain from a distance, it looms very large indeed. It can be difficult to imagine how you could ever climb over it. Yet when you go right up to the foot of the mountain, you're likely to find a trail leading up the side. It then becomes obvious that by taking one step after another, you can indeed make your way over that mountain. Any challenge can be viewed in much the same way. When it is a distant concept, the challenge can seem insurmountable. Yet when you get to the point where you're ready to take the first step, that challenge becomes less intimidating. Once you start working your way through, step by step, you begin to know that you will indeed make it to the other side. Is there a challenge you've been avoiding because it seems too large and intimidating? Go ahead, step right up to that challenge, and you'll quickly see that it's not really as difficult as you

Taco Bell And An Eigth Grade Education
a wise man once said to me that "americas school system is like a taco bell at the dinner rush.. its pumping out burritos and nacho bell grandes at an alarming rate." there is no place quite like tacobell anywhere in the world. you can tell its food apart from any where else nomatter how crappy the other places food is, and nowhere else have i found 20 soft tacos for 11.99 plus tax. ive never gone to school anywhere else but sherwood oregon and yeah 9th grade we had a way cooler lunch then in middle school. we had those taco bell burritos they were so good, only like 80 or 90 cents or so, could it be they were just fueling the encompasing sense of abandonment we would come to realize some years later.. im not saying im depressed or i hate my school in fact im extremly happy in life. i loved school for the most part even though it was tough as far as the social aspect and all.. but that helps ya grow and makes ya tuffer then steel. either way i seemed to shut off the whole learn

Cacoethes Scribendi
Due to some recent revelations regarding the two newspapers I worked for since arriving in Western Canada, I'm approaching a three-way impasse here...if I get accepted to college, should I go? Should I stay with the Wal-Mart company for the long-term? Or should I make a third attempt at journalism? Time and opportunities will tell. It's a good thing I don't have a fear of the dark. A night without electricity and thus heat in a basement suite is a long dark and lonely one. The lights went out as it was getting dark, so I couldn't do anything about it until this morning. Survival instinct took over and I was able to keep warm by huddling under my blankets. At the same time, it was pretty peaceful. The best hibernation yet. I suppose I could have called my friend Yvonne and bunkered down at her place, but I decided to stand guard here, just in case. I called my housemate (lives upstairs), who's on the road again, and he said he'll be back Friday to pay his electric bill. The h

How Drinking 40's Got Me To Where I Am Today
RANDOM THOUGHTS THANKS ANDREW ok this is my second one of these ill use punctuation and paragraphs and all that. basically with a half ass 12 th grade education ive conquered most of central texas, well at least a 10 by 10 bedroom. they say that your past affects your future yeah thas true it do, but does everty thing you do affect it i mean i pick my nose alot WAYYY more then i should yeah its gross i know and hey dont worry ladies if i ever go out with ya i am a polite gentleman. but does that have any profound affect on my future? the answer is yes it all happened about spring 1994 yeah you all know what we were doin then 8 th grade promotion. so anyways i had no courage with women or at that time girls. well there was this one i liked alot and honestly i think she liked me but yeah ok so like i was talking to her alot and telling some stoopid ass jokes like normal and i totally picked my nose just outta habbit yeah i was a weird ass kid she became totally disgusted and ive nev

Wow I Guess This Is Life!!!
ok those of you who know me my life can be pretty krazy! i hate having to act like i have the perfect life i really do. i wish that i can just let everything out. thanks to my friend dustin a lot of my problems seem to just go away. he is always here for me when i need him and i really appriciate having him in my life. but i know that it'll all be over and as long as i have my friends things will be ok!

Jesilou's Blog
Hi Everyone! I just wanted to ask if you would add yourself to the guestbook I just put on my page...that'd be awesome! I'd like to get all my wonderful friends and family and fans on there! Thank you so much everyone and have a great day! Big Hugs, Jessica aka Jesilou Hi everyone! I just wanted to tell you that I updated my folders and stuff.. removed some pics (ok, most of them lol) from the Default album and just placed things where they "belonged". Just wanted to give a "heads up" in case anybody wants to browse ... yanno... or somethin' somethin' lol. Just felt I needed to "clean up" the Default album a little bit, was getting a bit crowded with this and that. Luv you all and thank you for being there for me! P.S. School starts September 6th for me, for this semester. I'll be going MTWTF this time omggg lol Wish me luck! (one year to go!) Love ya! Jessica aka Jesilou OMG... lost cherry now has blogging! So we'll get alerts for pictures, alerts for comments...

Poems
A Woman's Poem He didn't like the casserole And he didn't like my cake. He said my biscuits were too hard... Not like his mother used to make. I didn't perk the coffee right He didn't like the stew, I didn't mend his socks The way his mother used to do. I pondered for an answer I was looking for a clue. Then I turned around and smacked the shit out of him... Like his mother used to do sex is like snow... You'll never know how many inches... or How long it will last... Jason Wade Barnes This is goodbye, we are no more I love you, get going, there is the door No longer together, alone once again "I don't need you, Good Bye, I have no room for men" Good luck out there, I shall miss you so Goodbye now, I love you, time for me to go I'll see you around, better say hi to me Don't worry I will, you'll surely see Do I believe you, no not at all Been here before, it's made me fall Will it this time, no way, that's for sure Older and wiser, this

Poetry
She doesn't need a tera to show her beatuy or diamounds nor pearls, She wears her vuales and morals as a tera, Her heart carries percious gems that shine thru the darkest night, Like stars spakling, Just a modern day princess No need for diamounds or pearls My riches lay in the deepest of my soul, Noone can touch that written by: Helen Agulilar

Lc's Greatest Writers
Dodging Love July 8, 2006 My body aches for the touch of a man I do not understand When we are together, time stops and passed quickly all at once When our lips touch, the electricity between us could light the world Our bodies become one as we are wrapped in love The world around us is no more, it is only us, together The only sound is two hearts beating as one Two lovers so lost in each other, yearning for forever together Wondering if someday the dream will come true Hoping that it will, scared of what that means Knowing the journey is beginning and wanting to know how it ends What I know to be true is I want only you Nobody else, when things are good, makes me feel the way you do My body moist with the anticipation of your love Let's call off the dogs, break down the wall I want to hold you with my heart, no fear With you by my side as we walk life's final mile Written By: **Your Destiny**@ LostCherry So do you want to learn how

From The Archives Of Lunacy
The Answer To Why loved you with the scrapps of a broken heart natural failure because when you needed something more she couldn't bring miracles or hope in the darkness and you're lost with the girl soon to follow but this is the end for the fallen angel the last days of sanity when breath is too expensive to bear much longer so it's time to leave the "brother" who tried to guide the biologics who found dissappointment the young lover she failed into the darkness to start again and perhaps find less failure in the next life When It's Done you have turned in your cold moment away from truly seeing that the clues are written in words you used to hear so when it's over and you must know why it's because there was nothing but loss and mourning when the tears had to stop she went for the bottle Resentment and Death give the last of your love to save every one of them because you chose to believe that she was stronger drive into the

Life
I helped raise my sister, I was an only child till I was almost 14. Shes turns 15 on Christmas Eve. Its hard to have a normal brother sister relationship with her with our age gap. I end up lecturing her instead of trying to see her point of view. She single handedly saved my life, just by being born. I dont think she will ever know that. Looking back though theres so much I wanted to and still want to tell her but the words just dont come out. Time flies when you have all the time in the world...

Got Nothing To Say
About Lost Cherry, I have Seen a few Old friends in Here and they Have gone by before I could say hi :( People come and go so quickly around Here.. Sheesh!!! Just sayin hey..... i dont write in these cause i Havent got much to say!! LOL my daughter is in school and Loves it.. i think she is going to be Alot differant than I EVER was!! There was nowhere i Hated in the world was School..... I Bet theres others who Wish they could do it all Over again... not me., I Would Be In Detention every other day Now Or Be Suspended every other Week!!!!!

Joy Of Jelly Soap
A beautiful new jelly soap this one is-lovely to look at, lovely to play with and delightful to smell. Warm vanilla coloured has the intoxicating fragrance of Carmael & Vanilla, smells so good you will be tempted to eat it. Pleasures in the shower or bath. Super Fantasy Joy of Jelly Soap my most intriguing shower product to date. JOJ Soaps are handcrafted in Erie, NY. Luscious handmade soap, bath, and body products focusing on all-natural ingredients. Base (fo)fragrance oil (eo)esscential oil New Scents Available! *Angel(type)(fo)This is a feminine scent that blends pure mandarin, honey, fresh almond and other exotic fruits.Has also rich musk and amber. Is classified as a refreshing, flowery fragrance. Was created by the design house of Thierry Mugler. *Breathless(vs type)(fo)Delicate veil of orange blossoms, neroli petals, & young tangerine buds, touch of sandalwood, cashgora essence, & soft musk ~ *Dialogue(fo)(amy brown original)Romantic sweet pear~ *Sugar Plum

"timeline" Cd Release
On September 19th, WesydeUnderground proudly presents....Written, Produced, Recorded, and Distributed Independently by WesydeUnderground15 Tracks, Including "Tree" and "Letters", 60 Mins of Underground Flavor. Taking Pre-Orders Now!!$12.00 + $2.99 Shipping (if you don't use paypal, email me at: wesydeunderground@yahoo.com for more details)Support the Underground Please copy and repost this bulletin

My Thoughts And Shit
So, yesterday I took my final exam for Legal Aspects of Medical Office..we got out of school almsot 2 months early! Which I'm pretty happy about because I don't have to wake up at 8:00 in the morning anymore!! Yay! But I still do have the work to do at home for that other class...so can't wait to get started on that! Anyways, I'm home right now with Ann and Kadie. She's been soo hyper today! I think she's really starting to get on Ann's nerves. Oh, and tomorrow is Jesse's funearl. Which I feel terrible about what happened to him... :( I still can't belive that he's gone. I mean, I feel so sorry for his mother...first Chris and now Jesse. It's weird to think that he's dead. I also feel bad for Mandy :/ I know she just feels horrible about accidently killing Jesse. Well, I'll probably be on here later cause I'm bored as hell! Oh yea, and me and Lee went to Ruby Tuesday last night to eat and Brittany was ALL over Lee. That really pissed me off because she's such a whore.

Help!!!
Im at 96% I've reached my daily limit on pics til midnight, hook me up and I will hook you up tommorrow I have been stuck at a level 8 for way too long. I am at 91.something right now. Any help would be appreciated and favors returned

Welcome To My Twisted Mind
hey ya'll. just wanted all of ya to know i HAVEN'T forgot about ya. I am stuck on dial up for a bit longer, and for some reason when i go to load anything other then my homepage, it freezes, so I haven't been able to do ratings or leave comments like i wanna. But when i get my cable back... Watch out!! lmao.. i am gonna be comment bombin people lol! this song hits home for me...... Godsmack - Hollow One more step and I could fall away If it happened would it matter And I can't tell if I should go or stay. Same old picture feels so hollow. How can anybody know what's best for me Another page I turn in shame. And my decisions brought me to my knees, I needed someone to blame. I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow Time to do what's best for me I believe I can change. Once upon a time in broken dreams. Reflections that I can't face. So hold your breath and make a wish for me. Take me to a better place. Time always seems to

No Matter Where You Go, There You Are
The other night I cried so hard it actually physically hurt. Why? Because now that he is leaving and I only see my son half time, I will be alone. I'm not afraid of that, just very disappointed and disillusioned. I feel like a failure - I can't seem to make this marriage thing work. Now I have to get used to being by myself and the worst part is figuring out what to do with myself. The night I got the separation papers I cleaned the whole entire house because I was so upset. There's only so much cleaning a person can do. Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I hate wearing my glasses and will do anything to avoid it. 2. I sometimes just have milk for dinner. 3. I love science fict

Audia Thoughts...
Modern Romance Video - Yeah Yeah Yeahs lyricsYeah Yeah Yeahs Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCure.com Don't hold on Go get strong or don't you know there's no modern romance Time, time is gone it stops stops who it was well i was wrong it never lasts there is no this is no modern romance in time, time is gone never last stops who he was well i was wrong never lasts this is no there is no modern romance there is no modern romance this is no modern romance there is no there is no Fuck Man It ain't supposed to bother me... But it does....

Ken's Open Diary
I went to a BBW Party and it was pretty cool the music was nice and so was the people, and by the way, the food was excellent, after the party, one of the female friends ask if I wanted to stick around for the night in her room with her best friend, which I did, and lo and behold I wind up in bed with her best friend the next day, all I can say that my celibacy has ended, and it was terrific! I feel kind of weird not being in relastionship, but sometimes, you gotta move on, when me and Ashley decided that we needed a break. I understood that she wasn't ready to be in a relationship because of her job for one and the fact that we grew apart, it make sense. Well since I am sinlge again I went to a club, as a single man, I wanted to try my fliting skills out and low and behold it works I wind up getting a phone number from one of the bridesmaids from a bachelorette group. Wow, I guess I still got it. Ladies, I am a free agent and I am looking foward to your propositions.

Whoooooooooo Hoooooooooooooo!!!
I GOT A NEW JOB! I GOT A NEW JOB! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKIN' HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! i start wednesday!!! thanks for yer prayers! they worked! on the way home i get the phone call that i have been waiting for... the guy i interviewed with on wednesday called me back today on my way home! i am one of his top 3 AND he called ME first. i'm so gonna get this job. he offered me a great wage and said this EXACTLY "don't take another job because you're probably going to hear back from me offering you to come work for me"...AGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can you fuckin' believe it!!!! i am psyched!! i hope he picks me!!! keep up the prayin'!! omg it's workin'!!! hey my lovelies.. i've gone and done it...i joined skype. the name's cha0squeen call me on the line call me call me any anytime...

Blog: Book 1, Part 1, Section 1, #1.1
ok, so let's say i told you that i was giving you 10,000 dollars to spend. the condition was that you could only buy 2 things with it, and then i would take the rest back and burn it in front of you. what 2 things would you buy, or how would you change my mind? either/or. ;) blogging, oh blogging. i feel so important when i'm blogging. type, type, typing. no writing. filling space for fun and bordom's sake. but i'm down to no more words now, so blogging ended as quickly as it started. Which Rocky Horror Picture Show character are you?ColumbiaA GroupieClick Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests.

Heartbroken
HeartBroken The love that I felt, still seeps through my heart, He found another girl, And it's tearing me apart. Now there's no tommorow, Or the day after that, What shall I do , To fill in this gap? I thought he loved me for me, But that could just never be, He knows how to leave girls heartbroken, He keeps there hearts like a token. I was willing to give it my all, When he gave me nothing at all, His broken promises fill my brokenheart, As he slowly tears it apart :( Rachel

Hello
Oh give me a home where the buffalo roam.... and I'll show you a house full of crap!! ---------------------------------------- When I have sex ... even the neighbors need a cigarette. ------------------------------------------------ What do you call a brunette in between two blondes? An Interpretor ------------------------------ What do you get when you cross a rooster and a giraffe? A long necked cock ------------------------------------------------ What are 4 animals a woman needs? A mink in her closet, A jaguar in her garage, A tiger in her bed, and a jackass to pay for it all. ---------------------------------------- If the ocean were whiskey and I was a duck, I'ld swim to the bottom and drink my way up. But the ocean's not whiskey and I'm not a duck. So hand me a bottle and and shut the Hell up. Made with Morpheus Photo Morpher.View comments & animations at Morpheus Galleries. Just saying a big he

Today Is A Good Day
http://images.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/newborn-soul.jpg" height="100" width="100"> You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance. On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others. You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative. Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you. Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter. You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything. You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships. Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/">What Kind of Soul Are You? 3:47 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Sunday, October 22, 2006 sex survey Current mood: cheerful Hey everyone! I am trying

Hallelua
When all is lost and you're down and out.... lift up your head and shout... I am only one person but I am me.... slavery's been abolished set me free. I know it's corny but I feel it's true. Set yourself free from all that holds you back. "An Angel does not always have soft fluffy white wings, As it can be your best friend, where pure happiness to you they bring, Someone who you keep close in your heart, Being a part of each other and never falling apart, An angel can be big or it can be small, Just look around and you will see them all, For they don't always need to fly, And when you see one you will get a sparkle in your eye, An angel will be there when you need a helping hand, They will always stay beside you where ever you may stand, Then when you feel like no one about you don't care, Just turn around for there will be an angel standing there, An angel will be with you even if the sun don't shine, As you will feel their tender sweet loving touch and you will be

Vampyric Poem
Your heart burns for love My soul burns for blood I'll take you, I'll break you I'll crush you, I'll break you If you want me, I'll need you I'll kill you, feed from you I'll take you down that road That leads to destruction Come and take a walk with me Where the angels fear to tread Kiss the flame, feel the pain In the furnace of our love I can't feed my hunger Your youth makes me younger I'll hurt you, desert you Turn your dreams to nightmares I'll cheat you, I'll eat you I'll maim you, I'll drain you Come to me, come to me To the dark side where love sleeps I'll hurt you, you'll love me I'll scratch you, I'll cut you You'll kiss me, then miss me I'll laugh at your torment I'll have you, and own you Be hard and cold to you I'll be your dark angel I'll be your worst nightmare Vampyre Erotica Your heart burns for love My soul burns for blood I'll take you, I'll break you I'll crush you, I'll break you If you want me, I'll need you I'll kill you, fee

Come To Me
Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Prey. Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Love. Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Life. Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Death. Come to Me, One & All, And I shall Embrace you. Come to Me, One & All, And I shall Welcome you into Eternal Night. Come to Me, One & All, And Welcome to Eternity.

Vampyre Kiss
Fall into my arms my love And dream sweet sinful dreams Where no-one is ever who they seem Let me be your darkened angel Surrender your love to me Embrace the nigth for all eternity Let me hold you, open up your love to me Feel my caresses, open up your heart to me Where in this life would you find a lover like I can be I will destroy you, open up your soul to me Feel no fear my love For we were meant to be as one Is not the moon much finer than the sun? Let my cheeks be stained By the yeilding of your heart And never more need we be apart Fall into my arms my love And dream sweet sinful dreams Where no-one is ever who they seem And while my crimson lips Are still moistened from the kiss Share with me such unwordly bliss

Vlad
I need to know you are near How I've loved you and will always love you You were the one to light the stars in my night Why can't one of such beauty live forever Hear my soul scream its plight You were the gift of joy You were my light You gave so much to life My angel of the night Oh hear me call you, I'll always call for you Though you are no longer here May my voice be carried to your spectral ears

Love Spell
With a kiss of pure steel I pierce the skin With a wish it sinks within With the red of your blood and the red of mine Its flesh shall stain as wine Our love is greater than we two And stronger than our lives And though our bodies may decay Our love will survive With threads of pure silk and scarlet in hue I join, in love, we two Your life you have offered freely to me And mine I give to thee The Earth shall hold our lovers' wish And keep it from the day And as the soil grows richer now My Love, it shall stay

I Don't Care About The Bull Shit
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your hearts longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or yours, without moving to hide it, fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or yours, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to

Shity Dayz
hello people it's been a while since i was last on lol but yeah to my new friends thanks fro the add hope everybody is doin good well things with me are goin ok things could be better lol but yeah well that's all for now hope to talk to some of you guys out there much luv, ~ashlyn~ =^.^= man today i feel like shit b/c im sick lol but yeah that's about it i need a cig.

Pissed
call me lazy! As some of you know Richard and I went up to Branson and got the 3 kids from his sister again. She couldnt take care of them...she is still living in a hotel room with her bf. Anyway yesterday some girl called me lazy because I dont have a job and I am still living with my mom plus she was making fun of me cause I had no car. Well I wasnt blessed with parents that could give me anything I wanted. Which I am greatful for because I like having to earn everything I want. I will get a car when I have the money earned for it. As for the lazy part...I do laundry every single day (sometimes more then once)...I do dishes everyday...I clean...cook and make sure these kids are taken care of. They arent my kids but I love them like they are and I know someday that I am gonna make a great mom when I have my own baby. Lazy is far from what I am and I hate stupid bitches that have to call me names to make themselves happy. (had to vent) Why do people think they can talk about you be

Hiya All My Lc Addicts
WOW,,this is fuckin cool, I just wanted to let all my LC friends know that I am having problems replying to your comments as my page is taking 15 minutes or longer to load because of my stupid internet provider. I am trying to get the problem fixed but they are being assholes. Thankyou everyone for the lovely comments that you have sent and I promise that as soon as I can sort this shit out with my internet I will be sending out comments to you all. NiceNNaughty just dont know it yet that she is gonna help me to send em out to ya'll,,,hehe love ya NNN. Love ya'll and stay safe PEACE!!

A Poem
Don’t be scared of my love By Eric Brown AKA Dark Passion Before we get started I know that you had your heart broken many a time and a lot of men don’t know how to treat a woman. Are you tired of the momma’s boys and want to be tuff guys that think that mistreating a woman makes them a man. Don’t be afraid of my love and my passion. Please close your eyes and I want you to imagine you and me on a beach on the Islands making love in the rain, I am kissing you from head to toe, and taking you to heights you have never been before. Lady don’t lift a finger cause you wish is my command I will serve you all the time we are on this private island just me and you. Months have past and I ask you to be my wife forever we will be together and one, and one day the laughs of our children will fill our hearts are you ready baby? I want to make love to you By Eric T Brown AKA Dark Passion Honey stop don’t take off your clothes making love has nothing to

Pisces The Archer
Fuck you anorexics. Fuck your skitzophrenia and fuck your attention deficiencies. Fuck your beliefs and your ideals. Fuck you emo kids and your pessimism. Fuck you bible thumpers and your faith. Fuck you jocks and your self-involved lives. Fuck you alcoholics and your self indulgence. Fuck the fagots and fuck the bi-sexuals. Fuck all you fucking breeders. Fuck your correctional facilities and fuck your culture. Fuck your nationalism and your government. Fuck your honor roles and juvenile delinquents. Fuck you sluts and your daddy complexes. Fuck you ice queens for your ideals. Fuck your individuality and fuck your private schools. Fuck your public education and your healthcare. Fuck your money and fuck your possessions. Fuck the homeless and fuck the hitchhikers; fuck all you lazy fuckers who don’t have jobs. Fuck you punks, fuck you rockers, fuck you metalheads and fuck you happy-go-lucky pop-culturists. Fuck your brand names and fuck your I pods. Fuck your lower class bottom feed

Never
Never give up... I'll never give in. Free from hate , Free from your sin. You will never let go, I will never run in fear. I'll stand like I should, I will fight till the end. You should be afraid, I am never holding back. I'm giving it all I have, I'll be ready for you attacks. So bring it on baby. You've got nothing on me. You can never win... I will never let it be! Written By :Jennifer Fischer

Military
if u r of age of 18 till 15 u can join any of the military services but i would say the national guard is better because u have to go to it once a month and two weeks a year and get paid for it real good.

Wanted !!!!
I am in need of people .. male and female .. into the goth / fetish scene that can ballroom dance .. or at leastwilling to learn to work a Victorian Masquerade Fetish Ball Dec. 30th in Detroit. Message me here or at masterredemption@msn.com for details .... also .. there will be weekly rehersals until the week of the event I just got sponsorship from Noir Leather ( www.noirleather.com ) for my Dec. 30th event. Stay tned for venue info ! Hey all .. yeah it sucks .... but the Dec. 30th event has been cancelled . Numerous problems with the venue we chose have arisen ... and unfortunately not enough time to find another suitible venue. We are re-scheduling for the end of March tho .. I will post another blog with the date when we have it set.

Harley Is Back
Hello everyone, This site is so cool. I love it. Well for those of u who don't know me, I am 23 years old and live in Riley in Kansas I am also a CNA. I work at Lenardville Nursing Home. I am also working Night shift which kills me. But I deal with it cause I love the people there. Well I should go I have things to do. Talk to u all later. Jennifer A.K.A Harley

Travis
travis my boyfriend is having so touble with his confidence he needs some help what should i do say goodbye to the person you love isnt the most easy thing in the world but you get passed it and when you do you ask youreself why you took so long to get over it but i guess they say love is the most passionate thing to experince i wouldnt know because someone will not try love and i feel bad because they dont know what they are missing - Ashley AKA ( sadest gurl to ever walk the face of the earth). I hate what ive become in the summer rain all alone and i cant help but think i killed you and i wonder if i really did do it my guilt has grown to be so powerful i need another victim I need you you can only fit my needs then i say to myself its not worth the trouble of hurting my best friend i miss the way you smile the way you laugh the way you look at me when i look at you If i could have one wish i would long to see you and hold you and tell how much i missed you since you bee

Hi!
i jusso bored so i thought i post a blog!!! lol here some my all time favorit movies Back To the Furture(all 3 of course lol) Grease Sound Of Music She All That Drive Me Crazy Ferris Bueller's Day Off The Mask Space Balls Harry Potter I know ther is more movie that i would like to put on here i just cant think of them now ~*GaiL*~ one thing i hate is when my friend talk about sex when i have had sex in awhile...and even wrost is when my is making out and doing stuff with her bf while i near....it wouldnt be as bad if been getting some but yeah havent got any lately lol and it driving me crazy!!! lol sorry i just need to let this out

Let's Try This Out
So my first semester back to college was a huge success. I got a 4.0, which I'm very excited about. It's amazing how much easier school is when you put a little effort into it lol. Now I just get to work all summer, but once I go back in the fall I am going to go straight through-no more summer breaks. Not that it matters since I plan on going to med school so it looks like I'll be a slave to school for the next 6 years or so. Fun :) Here is a brief update on my current situation: I just started my last semester as an undergrad! I'm very excited about it but I'm also very nervous because I need to write a 40 page senior thesis in order to graduate, and I haven't even started it yet. It's due in December and I also have to present it. After I graduate, I need to have my grad school applications in by January 15th. There is just a lot going on right now so I won't be on Fubar much. Right now I'm reading Huckleberry Finn for my American Lit class and I'm really enjoying it. Mark Twain ce

Me
A little boy and a little girl attended the same school and became friends. Every day they would sit together to eat their lunch. They discovered that they both brought chicken sandwiches every day! This went on all through the fourth and fifth grades, until one day he noticed that her sandwich wasn't a chicken sandwich. He said, "Hey, how come you're not eating chicken, don't you like it anymore?" She said "I love it but I have to stop eating it." "Why?" he asked. She pointed to her lap and said "Cause I'm starting to grow little feathers down there!" "Let me see" he said. "Okay" and she pulled up her skirt. He looked and said, "That's right. You are! Better not eat any more chicken." He kept eating his chicken sandwiches until one day he brought peanut butter. He said to the little girl, "I have to stop eating chicken sandwiches, I'm starting to get feathers down there too!" She asked if she could look, so he pulled down his p

Oh God
For my friends who know me well they already know that I have a rare disease that eats away at me daily some days more than others and by nature I don't complain I can take alot of pain I'm good like that recently after visting a group home that uses electic shock to cure(there is no cure idiots)children like my son no its not electric shock like we think of its a braclet that sends a small volt everytime the child makes a life skills mistake and hey if some parents belive that works thats there porogotive(spelling I know refer to first blog)but I have accecpted and LOVE my son for who and what he is I worry about him sure he has a innocence and unalertness I guess is a good word for it. hes really sweet and misunderstood also tends to set his attion one way and can't be swayed to think of anything till he finished what he starts ANYWAYS I'm rambling I'll get to my point witch is I want him to grow and learn but still be himself as quircky and sweet as he is. My biggest fear is I'll

Zen And The Arte Of Inane Ramblings...
There are two constants in life; the TRUTH, and TIME..... One inevitably leads to the other. It's not bad enuff Baby Jesus gives a place like the LC to a mad man to contact people, but NOW they give him a forum to scribe all his inane ramblings for public perusal....(sadistic glee....) must fight postal urges....... (grunt....snort....chortle....wheeze....) those bastards!!!

Freak Thing
Want all to know i love ya all i am taken a break from here for a bit when i return i will shower u all with mad love ...Each and everyone of u are awsome and wouldn't change being friends with you for nothing http://www.GlitterMaker.com/ - Glitter Graphics - MySpace Layouts Sick of this broken heart, For every time i need to mend, Sometimes just wish my world would end, Day's i feel to be dead, Empty thoughts lingure in my head, Only to be hurt in the end, Wish this was all pretend... Stars lit so bright, Waters glistening in the full moon light, Winds whisper through out the night, Kiss your lips start to soar in flight, Look into your eyes what an amazing sight, There's nothing I would take back, After what we shared tonight, Never a moment gone wrong, These feelings I have so strong, With you is where I belong..

Loving Friends
A Place There is a place within my heart Where memories of you lie. A place I visit from time to time; A place that shall never die. A place that no one knows about Except for a very few. A place that I have set aside Especially for you. I go to this place whenever I feel Lonely when we're apart. I go to this place whenever I need You to touch my heart. You shall always be in this place; No one could fill your shoes. No one else could take your place, For I give my heart to you. Hi (Name): Just thought I'd write you a short note to tell you how much I enjoyed meeting you at (place). I can't recall when I had a more pleasant time. Everything felt so natural, and you were very easy to talk to. It's hard for me to identify what it is about you that attracts me so. I suppose it might be the combination of your great sense of humor, your charming personality and your good-looks. Whatever it is, I can sense its pr

Pay Attention!!
AIGHT, SO WITH 69,633 TOTAL COMMENTS. WHICH IS THE COMBINED TOTAL OF 34,733 FRIEND COMMENTS, 2200 IN RATE COMMENTS DUE TO THE FACT THAT SHY ONLY GOT 22 RATES, AND 30,000 IN BRIBES COMMENTS FROM HER HARDCORE FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND FANS. BRIBES INCLUDING PICS, .WAV FILES, AND ONE KICK ASS BOTTLE OF RUM!!!! THE WINNER OF THE "MY FRIENDS ARE MORE HARDCORE THAN YOURS!!" CONTEST IS.... RAZZAMAPPLE!!!!!! CONGRATS AND SHIT, YOUR FRIENDS RULE!!! NOW BEFORE ANY OF THE REST OF YOU CAN BITCH, WHICH I KNOW A FEW OF YOU ARE GOING TO DO, REMEMBER THIS WAS MY CONTEST. I DON'T GO BY CHERRYTAP GUIDELINES FOR MY CONTESTS, SO DEAL WITH IT. EVERYONE ELSE GETS A CORVETTE SO ENJOY!! THANKS FOR A KILLER CONTEST, IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE RESULTS DELETE ME. THE REST OF YOU ALL PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND ROCKING IN KEY WEST!!! THESE ARE SOME OF THE CATCHY, GET STUCK IN YOUR HEAD, STAB YOUR SELF IN THE FACE TO GET IT OUT, EVERYONE AROUND YOU WILL HATE AND WANT TO KILL SONGS EV

Mean People On Lc - Reblog
This is a repost, or should I say reblog, of a blog written by one of my best friends, Jillie, a.k.a. Skittles. Let me just say that she is, without a doubt, one of the most beautiful people I know, inside and out. And I can tell you from my own personal observations that she has NOOOOO problems getting the men-folk hot and bothered. In just the last month, alot of new people have come to LC, and I've noticed a serious decline in LC etiquette and just plain common courtesy. Come on people! If a person's body-type is not to your liking, just move on! Eventually, we will all be eaten by worms and it won't matter what you look like!!! And now, Jillie's blog: Okay I have a couple of revelations to share with you all... 1. I am not a thin woman. I am a BBW or you can just call me fat, thick whatever.(I have no shame in who I am) I am not Barbie. I never claimed to be Barbie and you know what I am okay with that. I am beautiful and I feel beautiful and that is all that matte

Krazy Blog
Hey all...love to all readers. I had a really busy weekend this week (09-22-06). The band hadn't rehearsed for more than 2 weeks. We held two shows this weekend. One at a county fair and one at what I call an animal house(no insult intended)....moose, elks, eagles...you get it. Both shows were awesome. Thanks to the fans who made it and white lights to those who couldn't...you were in my thoughts. It was good to see Red there...with her entourage of crazy gurls. until the entire world is on the same level...we will not have the chance to make a mark on the existance of mankind. Hi ya'll... new to bloggin...is bloggin a word? whatever...I like it...so here's to ya...a toast to the bloggin universe...love ya'll good nite.

Musicstuffs
ConcertZender (Radio Hilversum Netherlands) has World Music; Rozhlas D-dur (also use the link D-dur English) (Czech Republic; has OGG, WMA and MP3 links) has works by Josef Myslivecek (1737-1781), Jan Dismas Zelenka (1679-1745, spent much of his life in Dresden- an hour-long cantata "The Bronze Serpent", not the trio sonatas that are more often on the radio :) ), Bohuslav Martinu (1890-1959, specifically his first symphony), Mozart, Bach (a cantata) and Liszt (the transcendental etudes). Edit: Not just any Mozart, but a favorite Mozart work of mine :) - the divertimento for string trio in E♭. BBC Radio 3 has about 168 hours' worth of music, much of it classical but not all, on in addition to what's playing now (one needs RealPlayer or the RealAudio plugin to hear it, and the Listen Again page gives access to the archives of the last week's worth of programming.) One can hear five hour-long programs devoted to Mikhail Glinka's music just today for example (the first wil

This Is Going To Be My First Real Blog
"Yes" = No "No" = Yes "Maybe" = No "I'm sorry" = You'll be sorry "We need" = I want "It's your decision" = The correct decision should be obvious by now. "Do what you want" = You'll pay for this later. "Sure, go ahead" = I don't want you to. "I'm not upset" = Of course I'm upset you moron. "We need to talk" = I need to complain. "You're so manly" = You need a shave and you sweat a lot. "You're certainly attentive tonight" = Is sex all you ever think about? "Be romantic, turn out the lights" = I have flabby thighs "This kitchen is so inconvenient" = I want a new house "I want new curtains" = and new carpeting, new furniture, new wallpaper, etc... "I heard a noise" = I noticed you were almost asleep "Do you love me?" = I'm going to ask for something expensive "How much do you love me?" = I did something today you're really not going to like "I'll be ready in a minute" = Kick off your shoes and find a good game on TV "Is my butt fat

Lost With Out Love
Lost with out love lost with out love ...a wondering soul drifting to and fro .meeting everyone on the way ,but having no one by the end of the day,,,in the darkness of night tears flow , nobody knows for there is no one there to calm her fears...she whispers her hearts desire in the wind hoping that someday she will meet that special friend...once again the dawn is here........she rises from a reatless night. in hopes that today will be the day , she will be the day ,she won't be lost without love and she will have some one kiss her goodnight

Sexual Iq
Most of you have read the scare-mail about the person whose kidneys were stolen while he was passed out. Well, read on. While the kidney story was an urban legend, this one is not. It's happening every day. My thighs were stolen from me during the night a few years ago. It was just that quick. I went to sleep in my body and woke up with someone else's thighs. The new ones had the texture of cooked oatmeal. Who would have done such a cruel thing to legs that had been mine for years? Whose thighs were these and what happened to mine? I spent the entire summer looking for my thighs. Finally, hurt and angry, I resigned myself to living out my life in jeans and Sheer Energy pantyhose. Then, just when my guard was down, the thieves struck again. My ass was next. I knew it was the same gang, because they took pains to match my new rear end to the thighs they stuck me with earlier. I couldn't believe that my new ass was attached at least three inches lower than my

Me!
The smell of your skin lingers on me now You're probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself and center, clarity Peace, Serenity I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've got to get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they? And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay Like the little school mate in the school yard We'll play jacks and uno cards I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine Yes you can hold my hand if you want to 'Cause I want to hold yours too We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds But it's time for me to go home It

Broken Promisis
Broken Promises I'm sitting here alone as thoughts run through my head thinking about my life how I wish that I was dead The blade calls my name I'm needing it more and more I’ll just add to the scars from times I've cut before I'm becoming really scared now I'm getting numb to the pain it doesn't even phase me tears no longer fall like rain My cuts get deeper and deeper each one closer to my death it won't be long now till I take my last & final breath Get away from me let me rot in my hell leave me here alone in this place where I dwell Get away while you can before I take you down I don't want you to hurt but loving me will kill you… I toss and I turn.. for that sensual taste of your lips, endearing touch of your fingertips, I yearn aching... dreaming... wanting... nothing but you lying next to me here in my bed massive thoughts of you dancing through my head yes, you are on my mind all the time I ask you, one

Cabriolet
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=189265&i=119431813 its for the sexiest eyes on cherrytap -CABRIOLET Secretaries Powell and Rumsfeld are sitting in a bar. A guy walks in and asks the barman, “Isn’t that Powell and Rumsfeld?” The barkeep says, “Yep, that’s them.” So, the guy walks over to the two and says, “Hello, what are you guys doing?” Rumsfeld says, “We’re planning World War III,” to which the guy replies, “Really? What’s going to happen?” Rumsfeld says, “Well, we’re going to kill 10 million Afghans and one bicycle repairman.” And the guy exclaims, “Why are you going to kill a bicycle repairman!?!” With that, Rumsfeld turns to Powell and says, “See, I told you no one would care about the 10 million Afghans!” http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=286476&albumid=93214&i=797023945

I Toss And Turn
I toss and I turn.. for that sensual taste of your lips, endearing touch of your fingertips, I yearn aching... dreaming... wanting... nothing but you lying next to me here in my bed massive thoughts of you dancing through my head yes, you are on my mind all the time I ask you, one last time... Allow me to take your hand, make you mine. I need you.. I want you.. to hold you.. and love you... Precious sweet heart of mine.. so divine and sanctified hear me calling out to you I feel you wanting... desiring.. craving.. me.....as I do you.

Lyrics
This song reminds me my grandmother.. RIP my grandma..:( [Piano Solo Opening] I've been looking in the mirror for so long. That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side. All the little pieces falling, shatter. Shards of me, Too sharp to put back together. Too small to matter, But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces. If I try to touch her, And I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no more. Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well. Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child. Lie to me, Convince me that I've been sick forever. And all of this, Will make sense when I get better. But I know the difference, Between myself and my reflection. I just can't help but to wonder, Which of us do you love. So I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no... Bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe, I breathe- I breathe no more. [Piano Solo Ending] (feat. Carly Simon, Missy Elliott) [Janet] Ha, ha, who, who

I Value You
Dear Mr. Murphy god bless your heart and soul... I tried to fuck your daughter, but I couldn’t find her hole. When I found her hole... As furry as a flock... God dammit Mr. Murphy, I could find my cock. When I found my cock... As straight as a pin, god dammit Mr. Murphy... I couldn’t get it in. When I got it in, I wiggled it about... Got dammit Mr. Murphy... I couldn’t get it out. When I got it out.... It was wriggled up and sore... God dammit Mr. Murphy... Your daughter wanted more. When I gave her more... She fell upon the bed. God dammit Mr. Murphy... I think your daughter’s dead. I Value You I value u more than words can say. I often sit and reflect upon the words u spoke to me. When we talk, laugh, or maybe even cry in front of each other, we bond closer and closer to each other. I can speak to you without uttering a word. I gaze into your eyes and I see such strength and perseverance. You have given me so much in such a short time I can’t thank

Pink Lady
I was just wondering how I get to meet people except welcoming the new members. I kept welcoming people but they would just not reply or I haven't heard back from them. ANd I'd like to increase my level, man it's though!!

Why Deny It
Why Deny It Why deny what you feel for me. I look into your eyes I see the desire for me in them. The reflection I see. But you I feel. I can feel your vibes, your moods, and your emotions. You have a way of allowing me into your space. Sometimes so deep, so intense it catches me off guard and it tickles me so you will catch me giggle. I know I can’t completely have you, but I am satisfied with what you are freely willingly to give me. I will take every precious smile and treasure it. I will take every hug and hold on to it, and tuck it in my heart so that it will fill the empty space the hole has made. I will place all the concern you have for me and use it as my shield against those who try to attack me, for your confidence has strengthened me in such away, that I feel alive and wanted. But I will have to remember that my dreams for us to be are the realities of another. It’s alright though because still have the gifts of hope and faith to know deep down you love me. Why Deny It

Vampbitch V~~~~v
Fun new way to chat I'mGuest_Bloodlust1313on I have been feeling so low the last few weeks.As some of you know I lost my job as a med-aid,a job I loved.To make ends meet I got a job working at a 7/11 like place and my hubby started looking for work.For a time we both had jobs him a part time and me a full time job.But even with both of us working we still didnt make what I was making befor I lost my job.......Then it looked as if our everything was going to be ok!!!!My hubby got a new job that pay well,but we are very very backed up on the bills may have things truned off.Nothing we cant live with out just the net for a bit...........Then the week of x-mass the owner of the place we have lived in for the last 4 years calls want wants to have someone look at the place b/c he is thinking of buying it!!!!!!!!!!!So he comes over looks at the place and says if he dose buy it we will be renting it to us.After he and the owner go I get to thi

Walk With Me
You walk with me.... lead me through the darkness have blessed me many times over make no mistake I truly will follow I know that time stands still for no man Not one Nor when I falter and/or fall short of your expectations do you turn away from me Never, not once, have you led me astray when I need you to hear Always you are right here. You have done so much for me stood for me gave your most precious just for me to remain present in this day and age. And yet... "Thank you" just doesn't do it I will follow you to the end of my days and then some For, I believe, there is nothing or no one greater than In "His" name.... to you I say these things Amen

Crazy For You
Life life is a series of moving changes , moving seasons moving dreams , ......to forever live in the past, well condemn us to a present with no future...... You got me crazy about you... sometimes, I just don’t know what to do. I cant think I'm feeling like I'm going outta my mind.. I can't breathe.. I need "you ...in my world. I want you so badly in my life.. Dreaming of every day I'd be with you. fantasizing about you doesn't seem right to me... I just want you to actually be right next to me.. so I can feel what it feels like to touch you, have you touching me.. yes, I want you, girl.. every time I close my eyes and open them, again I want you more. So............. each day I'm gonna pray that in "your" dreams you see me as I see you.. and until then..................... I'll be loving you.. from a distance

Life
Life life is a series of moving changes , moving seasons moving dreams , ......to forever live in the past, well condemn us to a present with no future...... Broken Promises I'm sitting here alone as thoughts run through my head thinking about my life how I wish that I was dead The blade calls my name I'm needing it more and more I’ll just add to the scars from times I've cut before I'm becoming really scared now I'm getting numb to the pain it doesn't even phase me tears no longer fall like rain My cuts get deeper and deeper each one closer to my death it won't be long now till I take my last & final breath Get away from me let me rot in my hell leave me here alone in this place where I dwell Get away while you can before I take you down I don't want you to hurt but loving me will kill you… Love

To My Kids
To my kids I can’t change your past with all it’s heartache and pain, Nor the future with it’s untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can’t keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that my grasp it And not fall. Your joy’s, triumphs, success ,and happiness Are not mine ; yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor judge; I can only support you , encourage you and help you You ask. I can’t prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only wish for you, talk to you, and wait for you. I can’t give you boundaries which I have determined for you, but give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be Yourself. I can’t

To The Person I Love
TO THE PERSON I LOVE You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there… yes that’s you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that’s you… not one bit of spite. You’re one of kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another… in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won’t tarnish or ever grow old You’ll always be there, I know that is true I’ll always be here … always for you

Dreamz Of You Haunt My Nights
Bolts of violent lightening electrifying the dark sky Clouds turning into enormous funnels of darkness Rain falling in slanted sheets against the windows glass If there is a time it is now... The heat intensively trickling down my breasts soaking my shirt exposing my erected nipples I turn to you knowing I dare not but the moment is to perfect, to magical, It must be now... I shove aside all forces of morals and standards knowing it will only come back later to haunt me I care not, I want you, now... I lean into your body with mine and in an instant we became one your hands wrapped around from behind squeezing my breasts and nipples gently then harder... a squeal of pleasure released from my lips The passion building I find myself pressed against the wall with your hot hard body pressing firmly into my own... you held my hands high as you kissed and gently bit the back of my neck I let out a moan of sheer ecstasy you gently en

Hes On His Way To Iraq :(
So, as we speak, Dan (my brother) is on his way to Germany, and from there to Iraq. I am sad, but I know this is what he has wanted to do sense he started thinking about the army. I know that my mom and dad are smiling down on him. And I think he knows that too. We havent been very close the past few years or so. I dated an asshole who didnt want me to talk to ANY of my family, and I think he got upset about that. but now he knows I have someone who cares about me. We use to be best friends, and I hope when he gets back, we can be again. I already miss him and am crying as I write this. But he will be back in a year, and Mike and I decided that we will get married October 13th 2007, that way he can walk me down the aisle :) So I guess that makes me a little bit happier.

My Sexual Talent
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com You are charming. You are very bright, and able to completely express yourself verbally. You have a lot of charisma and people are naturally attracted to you. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com Doughboy -- [adjective]:Like in nature to a human dildo 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Random Jibberish
I am not trying to be mean, cocky, or bitchy. As I have been called all those things and more lately by people wanting to see my private folder. It is private because I do not open it to the public. I am unsure as to why some people feel that I should just gladly open it up for all to see. If this was the case I would have never set it to private. It is nothing against anyone- I just want to get to know people before I show them every kind of photo of me. lol. But I have it listed in several spots to not ask in my profile, as well as in the name of the folder. Trust me - If I want you to see them I will invite you to see them, even if only for a day.

Journaling And Fubar-specific
(Ok, not so fubar-specific.) Those who use Guestbooks hosted at Slide may want to know if they don't already that that site is closing very-soon-now, or has closed... (This also applies to Slideshows and other such stuffs.) noticed that my block list had been cleared. thought I'd done so myself and not remembered, went and checked up on some people who had me blocked, and noticed that one didn't have me blocked anymore; assumed she'd unblocked me, and thanked her. then noticed two more no longer did- 3 is a pattern. Friends may want to rebuild their lists (and no, I have no intention of abusing this, now that I realize what it is- etc.

Wellecome To My Lost Cherry
Be careful if you make a women cry.... because god counts her tears, The women came out of a man's rib, Not his feet to be walked on, Not his head to be superior, But from his side to be equal, Under the arm to be protected, And next to the heart to be LOVED!!!

Timothy
hello to all the lostcherry family and friends im new to this blog stuff so if anyone wants to tell me what i done wrong on my first blog dont be shy im open for suggestions i owe i owe its off to work i go see all you lovely people later never know i might owe you .....lol later peeps

Yayyy
yay! I made my first blog. Saturday is my b-day im excited.. So buy me lots of gifts.. :) haha Jk.. Im going over to my moms and shes gonna make me some stuffed shells. I cant wait. i havent had them in sooo long . !!!! woot woot

Reality...or Just Diluted Fantasy?
One day we'll pass eachother on the street. It will be like we never once did meet. I'll look down and away as tears stream down my face. As I remember all the memories of us that I had forced my mind to erase. Your games were quite caddy. You played me like a fool. I finally got tired of hearing it. All the bullshit that you fed me til I was full. We knew eachother for seven years. Stuck our friendship out through all the liqour and the beers. Until you traded me for some piece of white trash at its finest. Just another idiotic ditz that you wanted to sleep with, to be quite honest. You never played a good victim. Everytime you were hurt you ended up at my door. Like some sick kind of stray dog that always comes back to you. But everytime your confidence was reboosted by me, you went back to the same whore. It's now been eleven months since we've seen eachother or spoken. It's getting easier to look back now and inside I'm trying not to feel so broken. Though

Just Me Thoughts And Opinions..and Anything I Think You Need To Know
THIS IS A TOAST.... 2 US... FOR THE MEN WHO HAVE US, THE LOSERS WHO HAD US, AND THE LUCKY BASTARDS WHO WILL MEET US!! Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me, either. Just leave me the hell alone. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a leaky tire. It's always darkest before dawn, so if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. No one is listening until you fart. Always remember you're unique. Just like everyone else. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a bad example. It is far more impressive when others discover your good qualities without your help. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. Before you criticize someone, you should walk

What Ever Happen
answer this question you meet some one u be gan to like them and u become real shy and all things turn real shitty.alls you do is think about the person and they fall for another pereson.. what ever happen to real people

The Little Secrets
i know i haven't been on too much lately, but i picked up another job. Its going pretty good although i just started it about a month ago. i just wanted to let all of you know that i am still alive and breathing. love to you all! You Are From the Moon You can vibe with the steady rhythms of the Moon. You're in touch with your emotions and intuition. You possess a great, unmatched imagination - and an infinite memory. Ultra-sensitive, you feel at home anywhere (or with anyone). A total healer, you light the way in the dark for many. What Planet Are You From?

The Ones Who Touch My Heart
it's that time again people....time to get back to life and let the internet drama go for a while. i may or not be back..i don't know yet. what i do know is that something that was supposed to be fun turned out to be a popularity contest and that's really too bad. i've met some really sweet people on lc and, hopefully, they'll stay that way. i'm not going to delete my account yet. i may decide not to stay gone for very long so you all won't lose me and you can still get points for leaving comments and things. i just need a break from all the bullshit. the ones who were the most special to me know who they are so i'm not gonna be sending out special goodbyes to anyone. y'all behave and try to keep the drama down lol...*hugs* if you never hear my voice, know that it sings because of you. if you never see my face, know that it smiles because of you. if you never hold my hand, know that it reaches out for you. if you never feel strong enough, know that i will lift you up. if you never

Unexplainable Love....
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Club 27
TRI-STATE AREA! ARE YOU READY FOR THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE? ARE YOU READY TO SEE SOME OF THE HOTTEST CHICKS AROUND? IF SO MAKE SURE YOU COME TO CLUB 27 NOV.21 FOR OUR GIRLS GONE WILD EVENT! YES I SAID IT!! GIRLS GONE WILD! ITS GOING TO BE CRAZY..TONS OF FUN!! ONLY AT CLUB 27!! LOCATED AT: 27 S BANK STREET PHILADELPHIA PA 19106 I HAVE YOUR V.I.P/REDUCE PASSES FOR YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS OR YOU CAN JUST SHOW UP AND SAY MY NAME AT THE FRONT DESK! 18 TO PARTY 21 TO DRINK! ....BE THERE.... AND YES TEAM ROCKSTAR WILL BE IN THE BUILDING!! I REPEAT TEAM ROCKSTAR WILL BE IN THE BUILDING!!! ROMEO... HARTNETT... GORGE... AND THE ONE ND ONLY J.JENKINS B.K.A HERSCHEL!! **************** I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com.

If I Ever Wed Again
FLY ME TO THE MOON, LET ME PLAY AMONG THE STARS, LET ME SEE WHAT SPRING IS LIKE ON JUPITER AND MARS, IN OTHER WORDS HOLD MY HAND, IN OTHER WORDS BABY KISS ME, FILL MY HEART WITH SONG, AND LET ME SING FOREVER MORE, YOU ARE I LONG FOR, ALL I WORSHIP AND ADORE, IN OTHER WORDS, PLEASE BE TRUE, IN OTHER WORDS I LOVE YOU. thats going to be my wedding song..just so u know... Fly me to the moon by Frank Sinatra

No Offense Intended
no offense intended here and i know i will no doubt make quite a few ppl mad but it is not my intention of doing so, but i got to looking today at my friends list and had 95 ppl on it and i probably only talk to about 10 or 15 of them so i have decided to start deleting some of them off. i know almost all of the ppl on my list i asked to be added but when i did i thought i would be talking to you and i have sent shouts out and not got any response back, so i am taking that as you don't really want to talk to me and if you do let me know, i won't bite(unless you want me to,LOL. and if you don't want to be on my list that is fine, you won't be hurting my feelings, but if you do want to be my friend then send me a shout or a message, something to let me know that you want to be friends. if i did offend anybody i am sorry.

Blog For My Lc Friends!
I AM GONNA HAVE BABY!!!! WHEEE!!!! I am about 6 weeks along. I am soooooooo excited!!!!!! :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) It's been only just under three months but it seems like so much longer. Things are going great John and I, and I we are very happy. This relationship is definately at the SERIOUS level much to my former suprise. Honestly I never expected to date him and I am sure most people would agree that we are an unlikely match but as luck of the draw would have it we are actually quite perfect for each other. We have so much in common and we just get along so well. You have no idea. And while I was afraid of jumping into a new relationship at first, it was such an easy transition. I feel completely comfortable around him and being the stress case that I am...its a miracle but he can actually get me to relax. Nothing gets sweeter than this. How INSaNe are you? 41% Quirky - You are only insane very rarely and when you do go insane it is hilarious. 'How Insane are You

Errors!! This Site Is Worse Than Myspace!
Sorry folks, I'm not insulting anyone here, just looking out for y'all. This is our country, let's represent it and look good at it too! This is just a simple chart that we should all memorize. And if we do, more people will respect us all. [SYNONYMS/etc]: 1.) You're = "You are." "You're a ______" 2.) Your = "Yours." "This belongs to your _______" 3.) Are = "We are_____" "Are you going to________" 4.) Our = "It belongs to _____, and our_______" 5.) Hour = Time. "The hour of________" 6.) Too = "Me too." "This is too much." "I am way too______" 7.) Two = "Two of them." "Two times" "More than one is two" 8.) To = "I will teach you to do this." "Let's go to the______" 9.) There = "It is over there." "There's a way over there." 10.) They're = "They are." "They're good lessons." 11.) Their = "This belongs to their collection of________" "This is theirs & belongs to their ______" 12.) Deer = Animal, Game, Venison. 13.) Dear = "Dear sweet person" "Awe, such a dear.

Hello Ladies Please Read...and Pass On
well my luck just gets worse before it gets better... my ex is telling her 2 new b/f one shes fucked the other not yet that i beat her... damn can life have more fucking drama??? i cant always check this because im at the library... so email me at hotmail or myspace.. dirtyboycurtis69@hotmail.com or from myspace look it up from xbryanxx@hotmail.com im not going to be able to keep in touch as much as i would like so please email me and i will reply dirtyboycurtis69@hotmail.com i will check my email at the library thank ya all Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved 1-3 u r a bad friend 4-6 u r a ok friend 7-9 u r a good friend 10-& ^ u r a great friend Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to liste

Dark Times...
Exhaustion creeps in like a fog Heavy eyes...heavy mind Breaks in time unrealized Hands of time to unwind. The fog doesn't dissipate Images few and far between Just as quickly as they appear They are gone sight unseen. Sleep doesn't come easily Words heard and jumbled Tasks left undone Wishes made though mumbled. Time goes on uninterrupted Unattached though it may seem Actions occur without involvement Am I there or do I dream? Nerves raw overly sensitive Emotions change in waves Is this sleep I need so badly Or intervention that saves? Tears they do come easily Words shoot out in ire Reaction swift yet unfounded Apologies they do require. Curling up within myself I block the whole world out Freedom from pain or hurt I seek Is sleep the only route? I immerse myself within the fog Nowhere to be found By those I hurt with unsaid words Unintentionally round and round. Is it really exhaustion Or some manifestation A means of escape From sa

Short Stories
Awakened from a deep slumber I am acutely aware of a presense around me. As a veil of opaque obsidian falls from atop my eyes I glance to the right...to the left...and see nothing. I wipe the slumber from my dark eyes and search again to no avail. I call to my heightened sense of hearing and lay still, but alas hear nothing but the precise ticking of the clock on the opposite wall. I rise to sit on the edge of my bed throwing the comforter aside and reach for my robe to cover my nakedness from whomever may be present. Its fine silk feels cool on my pale skin immediately hardening my darkened nipples revealing themselves through soft cloth. My legs dangle over the side with my toes barely able to touch the floor. As I lean forward, my feet outstretched reaching for my slippers I feel a slight tingle on my neck as if a cool breath brushed over my skin. I turn quickly and again, nothing is visible. I walk to the balcony doors and pull apart the draperies now that the sun has set...r

Mother Up In Heaven
Dearest mother up in heaven, I know God has you in his hands. But the last three years have been hard on me, without you here to help me understand. You were always there to help me, you would never let me down. You believed in me when I didn't, without making the slightest sound. I want to tell you I love you. I want to see you face to face. But I know God had a plan, When he took you into his grace. I know that you are watching me, I hope I've made you proud. And I will always be thinking of you, When I see your face pass in the clouds. Written by: Jennifer Fischer I wrote this for a friend of mine from myspace so his mother could use it in the newspaper.

??just A Question??
I wish Heaven had a phone so I could hear your voice again. I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought of you yesterday and the days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake from which I’ll never part, God has you in his arms… and I have you in my heart. I could never tell you my true feelings, That I feel for you. I'll keep them to myself, What I feel is true, you see. But I know we can never be, Too many things to get in our way. I can only dream of you holding me one day, I think of you with every waking minute, And long for you each night. Wish I could share with you, what is in my heart. But I am afraid you don't feel the same,And my heart will be torn apart. So for now, I'll keep my secret to myself, I'll just keep Praying that someday, You'll take me by the hand, and tell me you feel the same way. Until then I'll just keep loving you, And hope that

Fire
I am like fire. You may warm your heart and warm your soul. but never get to close....... ... because you will get burned. Fire can be a wonderful thing if you are careful, but it can be the worse nightmare that any lover knows. It can be dangerous to think that you can fool it with a few tears and a little love... For tears will only calm it for a moment and then once again the fire will blaze into a beautiful, yet untouchable but passionate beauty. Yes, I am like fire. Unlike any fire you have ever known. and I have warned you. I can seem to be warm and intice you to come and take a closer look. For you to come and get warmer...inviting you into my sizzling hell. Yes I am like fire. My blood pulses thru my veins , burning my love away from yours and teasing you into believing it's alright to love me... to touch me... so beautiful....so dangerous.... I am fire. Written by: Jennifer R.A. Fischer

Be Gone
" Be Gone" Someone help me, for I can't help myself. I'm trapped in this memory of you & I, and it's pure hell. I'm held fast in believing that you still care for me, but I know in my heart, That you set me free. I'm a woman on the edge. A tourtured soul I am. All I wanted was to love you, but you never gave a damn. I need to break away from you. But, how I do not know. I need to heal my heart, without your heart in tow. I have to get away from what I feel inside. I need to lose your smile that hides inside my mind. I wish I could leave myself, to get you away from site. cause I can't seem to get you to leave, even tho I try with all my might. Be gone you heartbreaker. be gone from my soul. Be gone from my memories. I just can't love you anymore. By: Jennifer Fischer

Dry Eyes
"dry eyes" my eyes are dry now, I cry for you no more. I've learned to get over you. I've shown your heart the door. I can move on now, even tho the pain is still there I can smile again, in just knowing that you cared. My eyes can see clearly. without these tears in my eyes. I can be happy, just to be alive. Dry eyes By: Jennifer Fischer

Our Past
"OUR PAST" You came to me a toy, Just a puppet on a string, something for me to play with, just a meaningless thing. Having you in my life, love swept me away. I know I should let you go, but I only want you to stay. Now, much has changed, eachday I love you more. Now I can't tell you how much, because you walking out the door. From friend to lovers, we moved through it so fast. But now that it's all over, we can only call it our past. BY: Jennifer Fischer

A Dreamers Fate
"A DREAMERS FATE" Living a dream a night mare too. Remembering a sadness of believing in you. Lonely inside the long hours pass. Sexual tention and kissing your ass. Who do you think you are? Do you think I'm always going to be here? Just like a dream or a nightmare Just like I thought you cared. I feel you so close your part of my soul. Then you turn your head away As if to say... I'm the one who's cold. Turn on then turn off a memory thats been made. Shut up then shut down as the dreamers world fades. BY: Jennifer Fischer

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There's a peculiar quietness tonight the internet is dead hardly anyone on fubar no facebook status updates no text messages and not a single car has driven past my house in hours I know everyone's probably somehwere watching the game or something

Strange colors are all around the patterns make no sense who would think that bronze and green would create a beautiful sun or cream and red come togther to make a lovely tree I see blue and orange here they make a warm blanket togther yellow and silver are over here they make up a vast night sky how strange it seems that these things are made here where I need them most a whole world of colors come togther they create my resting place where I come when the real world stark and cold gets me down I come here to recover myself and prepare to start again in a world I do not enjoy this place is dark and still yet there I must always return until once again I am depleated then I can return to this land of dreams where strange colors are all around. THE EMOTIONS OVER COME ME... LIKE A TIDE THAT EBBS AND FLOWS... NEVER QUITE RECEDING AS FAR AS YOU WANT IT TO GO... I BUILD UP WALL TO PROTECT ME SELF... BUT LIKE A SAND CASTLE BUILT TO CLOSE TO THE EDGE... THE EMOTIONS FL

Sex Story
warning this is an adult story :) The Spa I get home from a long day at work and find you in the spa. I hurry to get changed and join you. You are wearing that one peice suit I love on you so much. I pull you onto my lap as we kiss and cuddle. I slowly let my hands roam your your body enjoying both the feel of your body and the warm bubblering water. As I kiss you one hand cups our breast as I drop the other over your belly going lower till its on your swimmer glad pussy. I hear you let out a small moan as I rub your nipple as Im kissing your neck. I slowly pull the swimmers down over your sholders so that your breasts are exposed to the water and my sight. I play with your nipples making them harder then they were before. I stand you up to fully undress you. I pull the swimmers down over your hips then down your leps as you giggle. I kiss your belly and nipples again before asking you to sit on the edge of the spa. You sit there legs wide. I place one leg over my sholde

One Of Those Days.....
My name is on your lips but i want to be free It is your sorrow That has made a slave of me Forgive me Forgive me But you are all i know Forgive me for leaving The day is breaking now It's time to go away I'm so afraid to leave But more afraid to stay Forgive me For leaving The sadness in your eyes Forgive me Let the wind and ocean water Wash across your hands Wash away a thousand footsteps Wash us all away Like sand The sky has fallen Now the earth is dry and torn I know you're tired From the violence of the storm I love you I love you But you are all i know Forgive me Let the wind and ocean water Wash across your hands Wash away a thousand footsteps Wash us all away Let the wind and ocean water Wash across your hands Wash away a thousand memories Wash us all away Like sand Sitting in my glasshouse while your ghost is sleeping down the hall watching the little birds fly kamikaze missions into the walls think I'm gonna stay in today s

New Poem For A Friend
THE ONE TRUE ROSE _________________ A Truely Beautiful Angel, A Truely Beautiful Goddess, A Truely Beautiful Girl, A Truely Amazing Person, She is Simply Known as The One True Rose, The Trust of a True Friend, The Loyality of a Great Girlfriend, The Sense of humor of a Cool Person, The Personality of an amazing Girl, She is the One True Rose, The White Rose Flower means Reverence and Humility, The Pink Rose Flower means Gratitude and Appreciation, The Red Rose Flower means Romantic Love, If you put all 3 Roses together you will only come up with one Result and She is The One True Rose, The Green Eyes are more beautiful than anything nature has to offer, The Beautiful Smile could brighten More days than the Sun Could Dream of, The Rainbow could never compare to Body of this gorgeous beauty, The Heart of this Angel could make anyone and everyone believe in Love at first site, She is The One True Rose, She is an great girl that i wouldn't mind being wit

Me-fucking-owwah.
"-- A Clover man was killed when the car he was riding in ran off the road and hit a tree in Polk County, N.C. Travis Huffstickler, 22, of Clover was the passenger in a black Mitsubishi Diamante traveling north on Interstate 26 around 6:30 a.m. Friday when driver Shane Smith, 22, of Gastonia, N.C., fell asleep at the wheel and lost control of the vehicle, said Sgt. Jason Deardorff of the N.C. Highway Patrol. The car veered off the interstate and struck a tree. Deardorff said Huffstickler was pronounced dead at the scene. "In that type of wreck, there's traumatic injuries to your whole body," Deardorff said. Huffstickler was wearing his seat belt, and authorities do not suspect foul play. Smith, the driver, survived the wreck, Deardorff said. He was treated at a local hospital and released. He was charged with misdemeanor death by vehicle, Deardorff said. Huffstickler's passion was music, friends say. Rick Spitzer, 30, of York played with Huffstickler in several local he

My Ode To Lostcherry
We talk on this thang we call Lostcherry, During the day your words seem to carry. I check my home page everyday, I goto reply and I think of what to say. Hopeing you are repling I wait a while, I look at your picture and it makes me smile. I goto message you back to tell you a tale, After I'm done I click send and hope it doesn't Fail. Back and forth till up comes the sun, Who knew meeting new people could be so fun. Addicting it may seem to be, We are lucky we have Lostcherry and its free. You take the good and you take the bad, You take them both and there you have. My ode to Lostchery.

A Little Query
1. Who are you? 2. Where are you from? 3. Have you ever been to Sweden? 4. Are we friends? 5. When and how did we meet? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would u kiss me? 8. Give me a nickname and explain why? 9. Describe me in 1 word! 10. What was ur first impression of me? 11. Do u still think the same? 12. What reminds u of me? 13. If you could give me anything what would it be? 14. How well do u know me? 15. When's the last time u saw me if u ever saw me? 16. Ever wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldn't? 17. Would you ever meet up with me?

Portland Wrestling This Saturday
special guest tna wrestlings own jerry lynn be sure to come i will be there its at kliever national guard armory on ne 33rd and marine dr. in portland oregon tickets 10 dollars adult 5 dollars kid in november we will be having our first pay per view and also we have ecw,wwe tna star jerry lynn for two more shows so make sure to come out and get your pic taken with jerry lynn and buy some t-shirts of his jerry lynn as of the end of tonights show is now the number 1 contender to the portland wrestling x title

Hiya Everyone
Hi everyone! Im soo friggin bored. I juz signed up in this page. Im still kinda confused, because I dont know where everything goes or does. I'll surf on this website and see if I like it. If I dont then I will delete it. Because I also have myspace.com. Well, I kinda like myspace better because this looks like its for all those porns or horny adults you know wut I mean? No offenses 2 yall. Juz sayin that it looks like its for people who posts naked pixs or whatever in here. Im not like that. HOpefully yall understand. Wink