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Make Me Want To
make me want to if you want me its your chance to take or brake make me want to lust for you to never stop thinking of you make me if you want me its just as difficult as before make me touch you all over your heart make me want to hold u close in the dark night is come make me never want light just as long as there is a me and a possibility of you nothing will stop you so make me want you make me yours

Handsomefloridaguy
Hello my name is dan, i am originally from Jackson Michigan. i am a laid back person. one thing about me i am a person that is blunt and straight to the point. I am a nice person until someone does me wrong. I also think its better to be up forward than lie. I have been deceived by people. But i also dont let it bother me. I have three kids 2 boys and 1 girl. I am a loving father and will do anything for my kids, Also if anyone has questions to ask me dont be shy to ask me cause i will respond to you. If you want to know more about me just ask. lol

Horoscopes..
ARIES - The Aggressive (March 21 to April 19) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny... Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an Aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward. TAURUS - The Tramp (April 20 to May 20) Aggressive.

Bawhahaha
AN INTERESTING OBSERVATION1. The sport of choice for the urban poor is BASKETBALL.2.The sport of choice for maintenance level employees is BOWLING.3.The sport of choice for front-line workers is FOOTBALL.4.The sport of choice for supervisors is BASEBALL.5.The sport of choice for middle management is TENNIS. And....6.The sport of choice for corporate executives and officers is GOLF. THE AMAZING CONCLUSION:The higher you go in the corporate structure, the smaller your balls become.There must be a ton of people in Washington playing marbles

Avon Rep
Hi Im an avon rep and looking for peple to help me out with spreading my website and of course check it out there self can u pls support me and let me know u did do that by comment ty hunsssssssss :) much love www.youravon.com/cmundy Ill do the same if u need help making business p.s. im putting my 1st order in tomorrow being june 7th

Aluminum Carrying Cases
Now you can buy a matching MEZZI laptop case to hold your MacBook - it features a glossy-white aluminum exterior that will be the envy of all your fellow Mac-lovers. This uber-chic case is one of our most popular, accommodating any laptop with screens up to 15 inches! Featuring padded gray and black leatherette interior, a chrome handle and a comfortable, ergonomic shoulder strap, you can carry your business or educational essentials in style! This case would make a great gift! More on http://www.mezzi.com/

Nfsw Pics
dont understand why ppl put there nfsw pic on here but will not trade like a 25 boomerang or anything they just say for there eyes only then why put them on here if you will not trade anything for people to look at them

Who Knows
Ok, so here's the deal, for some reason I am totally bored outta my mind tonight. I tried to watch a movie, but couldn't pay attention. chat with people, but surly the chat dies down. rate like and comment, yup all bombed out, and ultimately I'm still bored. so now comes the fun part. Im going to ramble on about who knows what amd see if anybody reads this. If you do read it, ;eave a comment, simple as that. So here it goes... There once was a l00 who lived is a chaotic land known as fubar. In this land purple dragons RAN, and Green dolphins flew. l00 was neither a human nor an animal. In fact sadly she had no idea what she was, nor why she lived in such a place. There where golden ponies, and feathered frogs, why you ask, she had no clue. Day after day she pondered this place, and day after day it overwhelmed her head. In this chaotic land, all the creatures could talk, all except for poor little l00, for who ever created her, didn't grant her a voice. She hopped along Happy as can

Did Ya Know ???
The natural high we reach, through the release of chemicals, at the time of orgasm, is one of the greatest and most powerful healing we can get. It cures everything, if we can stay on that high. The vibrational energy of an individual is lifted by the release of endorphines at orgasm. Have you noticed that sometimes you feel sluggish and low, the best vibrational adjustment to energy is an orgasm. And, it's cheap. How is that for motivation ??? Go forth and copulate ... It will alter the way you operate ... Hit it quick, Hit it fast Don't become a part of the past. Works for me ... :D Namaste Xena Isagun This is copyrighted material ~ Xena Isagun 2011

Alarm's Strong Arms Coc
1. Be respectful to all Alarm Strong Arms and 2nd Alarm Hotties 2. All Alarm Strong arms must have a verified salute and a minimum of 10 new pictures including one full body picture. 3. All Alarm Strong Arms Must be male. 4. All must sign the COC in a comment below saying "I agree" and then will be put through an interview process with Mr. Bounty Dj. Thunder. http://fubar.com/mfknmrdjthunder 5. Shoutbox and fumail must be kept open to all officers for communications (Profile can't be set to friends only unless all officers are added). 6. All must add the 2nd Alarm Hotties Homepage and Alarm's Strong Arms & all officers must be added to friends list. 7. After passing interview process you are then a verified Alarm's Strong Arm's and must add to screen name. **If you are in need of any help or clarification of any of these rules don't hesitate to ask Mr. Bounty Dj. Thunder or Jazzy Chief Deputy of the 2nd Alarm Hotties for calrification. We will work with you to make sure an

Pedantic Issues With Movies And Tv
I have only watched the first few episodes of this show, but on more than one occasion the "B.A.U Team" has been referred to. This would stand for the "Behavioural Analysis Unit Team" and it grates on me that they would feel the need to say "unit" and "team". Stupid. I have no real problem with this show because I'm enjoying it a lot, but something troubles me: The characters often refer to "years" to describe people's ages and such. It is my judgement that their definition of a year matches our own in terms of its length. However, the problem is, we are led to believe that this story is taking place on another world... A world where a winter or a summer can last many years. The concept of this is fine. Obviously their planet has a much longer year than our own. The planet must also be on an uneven orbit because the seasons vary in length. My issue is, though, where does their original description of "year" actually come from, that doesn't bear any resemblance to the length of thei

Blogasourus Rex
theres just something about coloring...and listening to the deftones....its like ive managed to actualy physicaly create my happy place right here on my sofa. dont you wish you were so talented...also punctuation doesnt work so well on the blog for some reason...screwy you can take your fucking like button and shove it up your fucking mumm holes. just saying i wish i could take all the love in my heart and turn it to glitter. then i would throw it in the air and dance around...making sure to sprinkle it all over my family and friends. i love to love.

The Chronicles Of Joe
The Chronicles of Joe Hello my name is Joe, I am a incubus that inhabits a doll my owner bought knowing full well I inhabit it. I know it’s hard to believe but yes we demons do exist and so do ghosts. Well I figured it was about time to write down my immortal life’s experience, but I should let ya know I’m not a innocent demon. A incubus is a kind of sexual demon we feed of the sexual energies of a woman especially her orgasm’s. We incubus usually start by invading woman’s dreams then slowly we make our selves known physically in small ways first then moving things . We do like to create a little fear while we seduce a woman; I myself like to use things to possess (stuffed teddy bears, dolls, sex toys, even some appliances.).Now the internet makes thing a whole lot interesting you mortals don’t realize we demons and ghosts can travel anywhere in a blink of an eye. So now wh

Part Time Job
Hey everyone...just letting you all know that I have started selling Avon again (I sold many years ago). It is something my 16 year old daughter and I are doing together and I wanted to share the link to my person website with you. It does not matter where you are in the world, you can shop for Avon products from my personal page and become my customer. And as an incentive for anyone to pass the link on to their friends, I will give away a free product or a discount on an order for everyone who refers a new customer to me. Please take a few moments to check out the website and see all the great products. Thank you :) www.youravon.com/jmclaughlin719

Pimpout Game
CATEGORY: MYTHOLOGY SUBJECT: HERCULES CLUE: ARCH ENEMY HINT: ARCH ENEMY ALSO FEATURED IN VIDEO GAMES OK HERE IS HOW IT WORKS...AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK AT RANDOM I WILL UPDATE THE BLOG AND IT WILL FEATURE A CLUE FOR U TO FIGURE OUT AND ANSWER CORRECTLY...THE CLUE CAN AND WILL COME FROM BASICALLY ANYTHING FROM ANYWHERE. FIRST 3 PEOPLE TO GET THE RIGHT ANSWER TO ME, VIA SB OR PM, WILL GET A FREE PIMPOUT. I WILL POST A SEPERATE BLOG FOR THE GAME SO YOU WONT HAVE TO READ ALL THIS EVERYTIME.

Nsfw
its just amazing to me how others can seem to censor a non nsfw post i find it uncanny that the post i made saturday cant be found unless you go to my main blog lists so heres a repost of it nsfw so it cant be flagged or removed .. if you were offended good ! you should be now imnot mincing words after talking to my son who has freinds who are active duty and he himslef wishes to enlist if you are not enlisted or have a milatray id to prove as such you have no right to wear anything that resembles our men and women who are currenlty serving our country i sure as hell didnt delete this post but some reason didnt even show up as my activity feed hey this is amercia right? what gives you the dam right to wear bdus and fake being in the milatary yet if someone thinks its a disgrace to our active and past servicemen and women and also delete comments on other sites b/c you dont like the truth well now im fired up .. it doesnt matter if this person is thinking of joining or not you

Poems.... Written By Me
Everything i told you was nothing but the truth I mean what i said about I’m no good for you Your world and my world are 2 very different worlds I can’t change who i am to be accepted within yours You can’t survive what my world has in store We both knew what we were from the very beginning Just 2 people that found each other when it was least expected The timing was all wrong, you were single.... i wasn’t I have a daughter and you couldn’t be her father What’s in my life is nothing but chaos Unstable and unpredictable something that punishes For you, you have built a life that is very simple and complex You have a routine and a plan for what’s ahead I could never slow down to exist what u have created You couldn’t keep up with the twists and turns my life throws in I’m on the go from the time i wake up You get to rest till you decide times up You have a job that you go to every day

Leveling Up :)
Hey, I just submitted an entry to the High Flying Flag Photo Contest and would be really grateful if you'd check out my entry. You can view my entry at: http://wildfireapp.com/website/6/contests/123460/voteable_entries/23580456?ogn=website

Dharqest Soul
The twisted black soul resides within this vessel..Laughing at those that stands before me,yearning for the taste of flesh,craving the pure spirit which fuels the burning within...This old soul ripped and torn vengeful waiting for the crys of war...Smiles "soon the fallen will be mine",moves into the depths of the Dharqness and waits,content in the fact that soon very soon i shall be looking down upon your carcass as the crows feed opon you,flesh on top of bone makes this vessel,evil and Dharqness consumes it,rage drives it, battle feeds and inspires it,the crys of pain pleases it,it smiles down upon your weak soul yes my brother i will feed upon you this day,and consume your soul, spite it within my deprived twisted black evil soul,for all the ages you will belong to me....

Whats Up
see no tackers last time do pople just not cary no more whats up world? why do people play so many games on each other ? In the end all thetas is real from fact .Ilk to see how Manny jokes are played on then daily so why in the hell do it at all? If your for real just be that way

Quotes
“Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.” "As I gazed into your eyes - something inside me forever changed...You laid there by my side and gave me a smile that tore down the walls surounding my Heart..I found what I'd been looking for all along..that magic feeling I could never have before..I felt you there.. beside me.. taking my hand in yours..When the tears faded away and I came to my senses - You gave me a promise I'd been dying to hear since the moment we met..You Told me that we'll always be together...Time and space ceased to be.. Our threads of fate became one..All the pain, doubt and fear in the world would not keep us apart..Not anymore

Poems And Quotes By Dly (dlo73) Please Rate And Comment
The Dream My heart acheswanting your touchThe sound of you voiceas it lulls me to sleepThe scent you give offwhen your in my armsThe look you give me andi just melt to the groundThe taste of your lipsas they tangle with mineWith my dreams on the lineI know you are all mine July 29th 2009 MY SON WHEN YOU WERE BORNTHE ANGELS SANGA SONG OF LOVE AND PEACEI CHERISH THAT DAY MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOWCAUSE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WHETHER WE ARE FAR OR CLOSE THE DISTA

Bitch Please
Bitch Please So you got your insecurities, Bitch, I got my own. You cross that line again, and you'll be going home. Not in a car, but in a body bag, like the dried up skank you are, you fuckin hag. You thought you were clever, with your "real" talk. Bitch Please, your just horny and looking for some cock. You don't see shit,

Fu Hubby
Heya ,,, I am in search for a fu hubby,,,one that is active on fubar because I am active,,,I have certain requirements so i needed to post a blog about it :) FU HUBBY MUST- give me his undivided attention when online,,,he must fu love and cherish me,,,,brag about me to all his friends about what a great fu wife i am,,,He must let me flirt with whoever i want ,,when i want,,,he must tolerate me ignoring him when i dont feel like talking as well as tolerate my mood swings,,, FU HUBBY MUST--buy me all the new bling that comes out ,,,buy me at least one GOD mode a week and keep me supplied in boomys so I can be a ranking member,,,,Because that is my goal in life to be a high ranking fu member,,,life just cant go on with out that!!! FUHUBBY MUST-- supply me in bling credits so I can bling the people I am flirting with behind his back,,,(A FU MUST) because it is a fu hubbys job to keep his fu wife happy at all times,,,, FU HUBBY MUST- not expect me to bling him at any point beca

Lost!
Dear M.C. Escher Symmetry Patterns Uncovering the world unseen, Picasso you had your style, Abstarct as are you may have been, your memory haunts him So very subtle, such meaning Van goth may you be loved, Delicate brush storkes upon the canvas Monet, If we could only, See your garden as you did, Blue's .Purple's & green's, Make one dream, Waterlillie's floating so gentle upon that pond. H.R.Giger Your delicate air brush, Bring's to life so true, The harsh realitie's, We all face, From a birth machine unto necromicon, Look upon the world as an artist, Praise , paint , everyday, Discover the world beyond! H.r.Giger..Your delicate air brush,Sho'w me true, the harsj realitiesWe all have to en d-ue,From Birth Machine too Necromicon Sit's here, Lost, Watching the clock, Slipping & Sliding, Slowly through the day. Why doe's it feel I lost you, Left to bathe in dust & rust, I'd pull apart everrything, Just to re-grain your trust. So very distant you s

Pomes Of Emotion And Feelins
if you fear losing somebody you lovelike rejection would be no surpriseeven if they never said it out loudyou just knew by the look in their eyesaccept that anxiety is due to some actionwe took while sleepwalking through lifewe would be lying if we tried denyingwe cause our own misery and strife.There is a voice inside of our headsthat tells us of what is to comedeja vu turned upside downis what it may seem like to somewhether its foresight or just premonitionit leaves you feeling quite strangewhisper or shout, it allows for no doubtthat your fortunes are due for a change.The cyclical nature of the human conditionprevents us from being at easeit bars the door to the peace that we seekits a lock without any keyshope and fear are two sides of a coina little like Abel and Caneitâ€™s not every day that just one will hold swayin the end it adds up to the same.Listen to this then, if you should findyour emotions wont give you a breatherI am telling you, dreams dont often come true

Mad Moments
Hahahaha ~ How many of you walked in here thinking I was posting a picture of me naked, atleast partially ??? You just got dicked !!! Words are powerful, so am I. You are too, if you only knew how powerful you were you would realise the weapon that you are or can be. I have been here since April 2008, through different profiles. I had a few months break, and NOW here I am again. I kinda like this world, it has everything in it. The Fu World. I am a divorced mother of two. I have indeed been through hell in the past four years. Some of it you will hear about, some you won't. If I have my way, I am gonna rock the real world with some home truths the likes of which few can handle, but, even if we can't handle some things, it doesn't mean they don't exist, and it doesn't mean they aren't truths affecting all of us in some way. I am a revolutionist. At the moment I am going through some of the most challenging times of my life. Trying to prove a crime aga

Ode To Hot Sauce
Man oh man, I love the ghost chili. It nearly kills me and makes habaneros taste like candy. I come from a family who eats habaneros like candy, we love them. I mean literally, we eat them like candy. My father's garden contains a ton of different peppers like habaneros, serranos, fresnos, and of course, yes, the ghost chili aka the naga jolokia pepper. The ghost chili is not for beginners or anyone who thinks tabascos are hot. Tabascos are weak. Very, very, very weak. I compare them to eating paper. Actually, the ghost chili is not even for people who think habaneros are too hot. If you cannot eat a habanero, stay away from the ghost chili!

Good Friend In Jail Needs A Penpal
Hey yall are there any single ladies out there that would be interested in writing my good friend that is in jail? He is a very sweet guy and is very lonely. He doesn't really have anyone to write him and as I am moving soon I can't continue to write him until after I move and get settled. I promised I would find him someone to write. His name is Justin and he is 25. If anyone is interested please comment or send me a private message for more info and I will get you the address and tell you more about him or let him do that for himself. I have known him since high school. Please help me out. Thanks!! Sammi(ANGELWOLF)

Shtuff
English - See me A.S.A.PChinese - Kum Hia NaoEnglish - Stupid manChinese - Dum GaiEnglish - Small HorseChinese - Tai Ni Po NiEnglish - Did you go to the beach?Chinese - Wai Yu So Tan?English - I bumped into the coffee table.Chinese - Ai Bang Mai NiEnglish - I think you need a facelift.Chinese - Chin Tu FatEnglish - It's very dark in here.Chinese - Wai So Dim?English - Has your flight been delayed?Chinese - Hao Long Wei Ting?English - That was an unauthorized execution.Chinese - Lin ChingEnglish - I thought you were on a dietChinese - Wai Yu Mun Ching?English - This is a tow away zone.Chinese - No Pah KingEnglish - Do you know the Macarena lyrics?Chinese - Wai Yu Sing Dum Song?English - You are not very bright.Chinese - Yu So DimEnglish - I got this for freeChinese - Ai No PeiEnglish - Are you harboring a fugitive?Chinese - Hu Yu Hai Ding?English - I am not guilty.Chinese - Wai Hang Mi?English - Please, stay a while longer.Chinese - Wai Go Nao?English - Our meeting is next week.Chinese

Marine's
As I came out of the supermarket that sunny day, pushing my cart of groceries towards my car, I saw an old man with the hood of his car up and a lady sitting inside the car, with the door open. The old man was looking at the engine. I put my groceries away in my car, and continued to watch the old gentleman from about twenty five feet away. I saw a young man in his early twenties with a grocery bag in his arm walking towards the old man. The old gentleman saw him coming too, and took a few steps towards him. I saw the old gentleman point to his open hood and say something. The young man put his grocery bag into what looked like a brand new Cadillac Escalade. He then turned back to the old man. I heard him yell at the old gentleman saying: 'You shouldn't even be allowed to drive a car at your age.' And then with a wave of his hand, he got in his car and peeled rubber out of the parking lot. I saw the old gentleman pull out his handkerchief, and mop his brow as he went bac

More Privacy
I feel it is very important to increase the privacy setting to make salutes & the default album only visible to friends. Once you post a salute your privacy is gone. I dislike this very much! There are trolls who like nothing more than to cause problems & the more we limit them the better. We should flood fubar with requests for these privacy options

A Second Life?
Life begins at consecption and its been a wild ride....I'm talking about being on line....Been there since '89 or about since Windows came out with WIN 3.1....Today we have Windows 7....and what a ride.DOS 8089 dont count..Why? No online....rofl. People think going to the moon was great. Well back in '69 it was...Today, its,to me, it just isn't online, it's inner space. From Pac-Man to creating an Avatar, for self, and diving into what's called,"SecondLife." Secondlife allows one to be anything they desire and to live out in innerspace and enjoy.....I've tired RedLight...for about 5 minutes.....I poofed fast....IMVU.......there you bounce your avatar from one spot to another....I actually became a millionaire..I know others who became billionaires.....Nice.....then I heard secondlife.... Secondlife you create a nifty avatar.....and believe you and me, you're out there. One of the first thing you learn is, YOU FLY.Fantasy right?You can ride motorcycles, drive, sail, even fly planes.

Why Me Lord ?
In my shoutbox grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr going back to salute and friends only lol Dean S Wil...: would you think that a person in a wheelchair who has never known what it's like to walk like me would be nuts to want to feel what it's like to walk by having a person literally walk on their chest so they can feel the motions of feet walking and then envision in their own mind as if the feet they're feeling walk on them were to be their own feet moving if they were to be able to walk, and would it be something you think you'd be willing to help someone feel?

Oh Well Life Goes On
So after landing my new job as a Wal-Mart greeter, I lasted less than a day.... About two hours into my first day on the job a very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into the store with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. I said pleasantly, 'Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?' The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no, they ain't twins. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or stupid?'So I replied, 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am, I just couldn't believe someone slept with you twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.' My supervisor said I probably wasn't cut out for this line of work weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Random Facts
Since1978, 37 people have died by Vending Machine's falling on them. 13 people are killed annually. All this while trying to shake the merchandise out of them. 113 people have been injured. I'm looking for a husband and not just a Fubar one at that. I'm looking for the real deal. If you're the type of man who is seriously looking to settle down, then message me. Life is too short and should not be lived alone. So if you think you have what it takes to make this gal happy then send me a message.

Let's Take It To His Cross
Blessings of our beloved ABBA ADONAI ELOHIM YHWH in the blessed name of HIS SON our MESSIAH Y'SHUA/JESUS CHRIST through HIS HOLY SPIRIT. Amen. Greetings One and All! Rain, sun, snow, it doesn't matter ... it's a glorious day today for it's another day our CREATOR has given to us! Whenever you read this PM (especially after May 21, 2011) it's because our ABBA ELOHIM is always victorious over the false fruits of the enemy. Praise the blessed name of our ADONAI! ADONAI! YESHUA HA'MASHIACH! Amen and Amen! "Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform (complete) it until the day of Jesus Christ:" (Philippians 1:6) GOD is working on me. GOD is working on you. GOD is working on each one of us. It's only with HIS patience, guidance, and instruction with whatever blessings HE's given to each of us that we can carry our cross, enduring our trials and tribulations. No one's alone on this journey, we all need to thank and bless GOD for the b

Stuff And Nonsense
Stupid Laws It's legal for couples to have sex in a parked vehicle during their lunch break from work, as long as the car or van has drawn curtains to stop strangers from peeking in New Mexico. In Canada, It is illegal for a teen to walk down main street for Fort Qu'Appelle with their shoes untied. In Canada, It is illegal to leave your horse in front of the Country Squire without hitching it securely to the hitching post. In Alabama, it is illegal for a driver to be blindfolded while operating a vehicle. In Norfolk, Virginia, a woman can't go out without wearing a corset. (There was a civil-service job- for men only- called a corset inspector.) In Connecticut, You can be stopped by the police for biking over 65 miles per hour. It is unlawful to lend your vacuum cleaner to your next-door neighbor in Denver. In Woodstock, NY it is illegal to walk your bear on the street without a leash. In Merryville, Missouri, women are prohibited from wearing corsets because "the privilege

Mm
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe

Whats Love Got To Do With It?
Many people gripe about not knowing how someone can fall in love with someone online or even in person so fast, and is there such a things as love at first sight? Well people let me let you in on a little something. There are many kinds of love and where it blossoms does not really matter. But in cases that there are the people out there that are not honest and I totally get that. But man, whats with all the whining, if you go on a site there there are people, someone is bound to click. Dishonestly really pisses me off tho, Since there have been many times, I have been nice and cozy in my bed and the man I was supposed to marry was making plans to run away with some girl on the internet. Yah there's people out there that totally need a good bitch slapping for sure.

My Quest To Quit Smoking.
I have smoked my last cigerette as of the end of December in 2010. I have turned to the e-cigerette. Now from time to time you will see my status reflecting vaping comments. I have talked to a few people on here about it. It may also seem to them that I may have "preached" it to them, but let me now say I did not mean it to sound that way. I was just trying to inform them what I have learned through my "vaping" experience. As I know that it is up to the individual to determine whether or not that they want to quit smoking, I am only giving information that they can do with what they want. That being said, I have managed to reduce my nicotine levels on my own time frame. I do this by mixing my own juices myself. when I first started, I was at 14mg of nicotine. I am now down to 4mg. This e-cigerette has not been a cheap thing for me, as I am always trying out the new technology that comes with it. But others don't have to. If you are doing this, it is totally up to you how you spend

Saving Friends
Thought I would say I won't be around much anymore. I don't want to be a burden on anyone and I know you all think I'm mental enough and I don't need to feed into it. I've lost so many people, I can't afford to lose more. I figure if I wasn't here, I wouldn't lose anyone. So...be happy...love each other and peace out. I love you.

Poems
I never saw a wild thing sorry for itself. A small bird will fall frozen dead from a bough without ever having felt sorry for itself. - D.H. Lawrence I know what I need as I lay here bleeding My heart says the words that won't come from my mouth Your words hit my down to the core Makes me think and I want more It is the person you are nothing more The person that I adore I expect nothing Not who I am Just to be your friend Your words hit me down to the core Makes me think and I am left wanting more. All I do is think What are you doing? Who are you with? Did you find someone new? Yes I think to much My thoughts hurt my heart break my soul I fear the unknown I put everything on the line when it came to you No one else truly knows the person in me Some say they do but really don't I shared everything with you Just to be left here alone with my thoughts. Yes, I think to damn much!!!

My Nsfw Poetry
the first rush of new lust the tingle of joy in your brain the hot flush but it's just gonna eventually turn into pain the hopes and the dreams turned all into screams try to distract yourself all in vain the laughs and the thrills the pleasure that kills all the rational thoughts and drives you insane so forget the lust it's just a bust be grateful for all that you had move forward with hope forgive that lost dope no regrets and no feeling bad I WILL NEVER BE SOMEONE HOT OR FAMOUS I WILL ALWAYS JUST BE ME I WILL NEVER BE SOMEONE HOT OR FAMOUS WHAT U GET IS WHAT U SEE I WON'T LIE TO BE COOL OR FAMOUS I WON'T LIE TO BE UNLIKE ME I WON'T DIE TO BE SOMEONE FAMOUS I WON'T DIE TO NOT BE ME IF YOU THINK U ARE HOT AND FAMOUS WELL THAT MAY VERY WELL BE BUT NOT I NOT HOT AND FAMOUS CUZ THAT'S NOT THE REAL ME Shut up and go awayis what you saidShut up andgo awayis ringing in my headShut up andgo awayyour hungry ego's fedShut up andgo awaytoo bad you

New Codes
Hiya...My name is Breezy! I live in Sunny Florida...I love the sun,fun and water! I love to go out dancing,I love to laugh and have fun.Im just your average girl next door...nothing special about me.I have been told that I do have a bubbly personality and I do seem to be the life of the party.Im an open book...so if ya want to know anything...just hit me up! ~me~ Today I sit...reflecting on my past...wondering if I had taken a different path how different my life could possibly me. I sit and reflect on the present...the present is filled with so many emotions,some happy,joyful and Breezy and yet others are dark and despairing... Then I think of the future...what does the future hold? You really never know the emotion and pain that is sometimes hiding behind a smile.Life is so short..live it to the fullest! Laugh till you cry and Love like there is no tomorrow! ~me...just rambling~

Narcos
Despues de las olas de violencia generadas por la disputa entre la mafia del narcotrafico en México, la Secretaria de Educación y Cultura empezo a distribuir en las primarias este libro con corridos que hacen elocuencia al narcotrafico, entre los corridos que incluye este compendio que prentedia ilustrar a los niños de primaria un poco de folklore popular estan: La Avioneta de Colombia, La Banda del carro rojo, El Señor de los Cielos, entre otros. Que en lugar de culturizar fortalece el culto a el Narcotrafico, sobre todo en los niños que son los mas influenciables. El Estado de Sonora se opone a este tipo de material en las escuelas, dado que contradice a la SCT que prohibe la difusion de corridos.

Nsfw Folders
Alright guys, here's the deal. I'm assuming you've went to my picture folders and saw the fam only folders, and if you're here, you would like to see them. Here's what I think. Family Spots For a perm spot in my family, I will ask for one (1) of the following: - A month VIP- A 25 bling pack For a temp spot lasting 6 months: - A boomy For a temp spot lasting a month: - A 10 bling pack For a temp spot for a day and night: - A 5 bling pack Picture Sets Photo set requests will be either a month VIP or a bling pack, depending on amount of pictures: - 5-15 pics, 5 bling pack- 20-30 pics, 10 bling pack- 40-60 pics, 25 bling pack or a month VIP If you want to see me on cam, it will cost you big, please send a message to my inbox for details if you're interested. If you want more or less of something, just message me and we'll work something out. Just estimates here, I'm sure you can soften me up, make me an offer. ;) If you're interested in something, want to know more, want

Random Stuff
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view. -Poe Any woman has had to deal with (and may even have gone out with) a "Himbo"

Gif Images Like My Default Pic
Its 2 mil fubucks or 2 credits. Requirements I need you to send me a video clip of what you want the picture to do. The video must be off a webcam or digital. Cant be a cell phone format If youd like any sb me and let me know ty :). They can be sfw or nsfw.

Lets Get Real About Love & Relationships
In my humble opinion, promising to love someone for the rest of your life is not reasonable. Love is an emotion, a feeling one has for another, and in its purest form has nothing to do with chemistry or physical attraction. There are many types and each type with its varying levels. Love is alive. It consumes, it grows, it changes, it rises and falls, it sparks and burns, it takes you to the heights of heaven and can drag you to the depths of hell. Love is spontaneous, untameable, unpredictable, a joy, an affliction, an intangible passion rarely the same from day to day, beyond human control, much less clear cut solid definition. Promising to love someone til death is not unlike swearing you will feel happy everyday regardless of the trials and challenges facing you along your journey thru this life. Promise honesty, promise respect, promise no matter what happens I can count on you to have my back the best you can. Those are reasonable. Two lovers bound by vows before the creato

My Attempts At Eroticism
After I bathed her, I dried her off and applied baby lotion all over her body, I started by kissing and sucking on her luscious lips. I began nibbling on her neck and slowly kissed and nibbled my way down to her breasts. As I massaged her nipples with my tongue, I fumbled around her genital area until I found my index finger stroking gently between the opening of her vulva. by this time she near oozing with anticipation. Feeling the wetness of her lips I gingerly inserted one finger to feel inside of her which caused her to moan lightly. I then inserted a second finger. She moved slightly against my fingers, so I moved them back and forth, in and out of her now dripping pussy. At the same time I manipulated her love button with my thumb. I noticed by this time she was biting her lip. Seeing her do that made me even stiffer, almost to the point where my eager cock was aching. Still working at her vagina, I slowly kissed my may to her navel then to the edges of her pubic hair. By this t

Cajun Sex
Last May, Boudreaux married an attractive woman, Lola, half his age. After several months, Lola complained that she had never climaxed during sex; and according to her Grand Momma, all Cajun women are entitled to a climax once in a while. So, to resolve the problem, they went to see the large-animal Vet since there was no trustworthy doctor anywhere in Pierre Part.The Vet didn't have a clue, but he did recall how, during the hot summer, his Momma and Daddy would fan a cow with a big towel that was having any difficulty breeding. This would cool her down and make her relax.So, the Vet told them to hire a strong, virile, young man to wave a big towel over them while they were having sex. This, the Vet said, would cause the young wife to cool down, relax, and then climax.So the couple hired a strong young man from the big city of Houma to wave that big towel over them as the Vet suggested.After many efforts, Lola still had not climaxed! They w

Mountain Ma Ma
ASS in the SKY it's the GoodYear blimp :P DJ Choppercat — 09:59 AM btw, after a anti-viral holiday in 2006 interrupting all hiv meds taken since 1998 with docs supervision and care from UCSF I lagged in past few years making my deductible on my limited income and missed some annual 'bloodletting' to check my stats.. and suddenly last month, my rectum deflated in agony with a hemmoroid size of GODZILLA a symptom beyond called rectal thrombosis and my feet are 'speckled and spotted' .. a biopsy is in progress and likely culprit is KS lesions doc says new cocktail practically eliminated this hiv-related symptoms and can induce full remission. I have no general objection to my meds or adherance now that the Rx has been prescribed. Just started cocktail therapy two days ago. Feeling abit like a re-tread and worn set of GOODYEARS tires blowing out on the torched and blazing freeway during a heatwave, racing a chevy NOVA muscle car from the

The Many Sides Of Me
On the Wings of Faeries Steps light as Air Seraphim Diablo floats on a breeze With the Spirit of Dragons Eyes of Fire Seraphim Diablo tempers soar higher In the Arms of Vampyers Movements like Water Seraphim Diablo hearts of desire At the Feet of Mother and Father Stronger then Earth Seraphim Diablo brings life to the hearth

Fu-kitteh Creed
If you agree to the terms below Please Comment on the Blog Below STATING you have Read it and understand it. Fu-Kitteh Tamers Code of Honor We as Kitteh Tamers DO Promise to Protect and honor our Fu-Kittehs We Vow to be honest and loyal to our Fu-Kittehs. We as Tamers Promise to uphold the Kitteh Creed by only Having two kittehs at a time. We Promise to NEVER insight Jealousy between our Kittehs We will Always Put our Primary Kitteh First when in the lounge. And take care of the Secondary Kitteh as well Never forget That the Queen and King Over see us all. And First and Lastly always to The Kingdom we are loyal If you Agree to the Terms as a Fu-Kitteh OR a FU-Kittek Tamer Please Comment to the Blog Below saying you have read it!

Getting To Know You
1.)Q. Can you cook? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude?13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you: 16.)Q. Do you have any pets? 17.)Q. What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly? 18.)Q. What was your first impression of me? 19.)Q. Do you think clowns are scary? 20.)Q. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be??? 21.)Q. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? 22.)Q. What color eyes do you have? 23.)Q. Ever been arrested? 24.)Q. Bottle or Draft? 25.)Q. If you won $

Rambling
NEW YORK (Reuters) - A high-profile group of global leaders declared the "war on drugs" a failure on Thursday and urged governments to consider decriminalizing drugs in a bid to cut consumption and weaken the power of organized crime gangs. The Global Commission on Drug Policy, which includes former presidents of Brazil, Colombia, Mexico and Switzerland, said a decades-long strategy of outlawing drugs and jailing drug users while battling cartels that control the trade had not worked. "It's not peace instead of war, it's a more intelligent way to fight ... the use of drugs," former Brazilian President Fernando Henrique Cardoso, chair of the commission, told a news conference in New York. "Stop the war on drugs and let's be more constructive in trying to reduce consumption." "We cannot have one recipe. It's not so easy to say stop the war on drugs and let's legalize, it's more complicated than that," he said. "Between prohibition and legalization there is an enormous vari

Deathwish Duck
You Take What You Need From Your Father http://www.scribd.com/doc/57840168/Father-s-Day-Story-June-2011 Dealing with Cyberbullies Bullies are taking advantage of technology to intimidate and harass their victims. Dealing with cyberbullying can be difficult, but there are steps you can take. What is cyberbullying? Cyberbullying refers to practice of using technology to harass, or bully, someone else. Bullies used to be restricted to methods such as physical intimidation, postal mail, or the telephone. Now, developments in electronic media offer forums such as email, instant messaging, web pages, and digital photos to add to the arsenal. Computers, cell phones, and PDAs are current tools that are being used to conduct an old practice. Forms of cyberbullying can range in severity from cruel or embarrassing rumors to threats, harassment, or stalking. It can affect any age group; however, teenagers and young adults are common victims, and cyberbullying is

Smotri Cams
This blog is here to walk you through getting on smotri.com cams for lounges. I know that smotri can be confusing, expecially if you don't use chrome or comodo browser that translates the site. But I am going to put in a picture walk through on how to get on their cams. first thing we need to do is go to www.smotri.com and find the loggin button Now once you click on that it will pop up a box for you to enter the loggin info After you have logged in, you need to get to the broadcast screen. I will show you how to get there. Once your logged in you will see this screen Click where the arrow shows and that will take you to another screen that you can choose between perminent and temp broadcast. Lounges will already have a perminent broadcast set up on their cams. This screen looks like this Once you have opened this screen click where the arrow is so you can choose perminent broadcast. it looks like this Now once you have clicked on p

What To Do,what To Do....
8:32amreplyIts me sni...: Can I ask you a serious but very random question? cancelChat .. 8:38ammoreTo Its me sni...: what? cancelChat.. 8:39amreplyIts me sni...: I've always wondered what women "really" think...does size matter? Is there any relationship between length or thickness and physical pleasure? cancelChat.. 8:51ammoreTo Its me sni...: Uhh..you're asking the wrong person bud. cancelChat.. 8:53amreplyIts me sni...: why is that? cancelChat.. 8:53ammoreTo Its me sni...: Because I'm a lesbian. cancelChat.. 8:54amreplyIts me sni...: ahhh, based on toys? lol cancelChat.. 8:54ammoreTo Its me sni...: don't use em cancelChat.. 8:55amreplyIts me sni...: fair enough, thanks anyways cancelChat.. 8:58ammoreTo Its me sni...: anytime. 8:03am reply ems1160: you see a fat naked guy tied between 2 poles with a sign saying "kick him in the balls OR bite his nipples OR draw on him with a sharpie" what would you do and why? cancel Chat 8:09am more To ems1160: i

Fubar Scumbags
I was talking to another long time Fubar member about times past here on Fubar and the subject of Baby Alijah came up. Some of you who were not members at the time may even remember the case since it was so high profile, and so horrific. The mother Caren Kohberger (aka "I Love Sporks) and the father Travis Mullis (aka DJ Roc) were both members of Fubar at the time. The mother was a legend (red member). I was just thinking what ever happened with the case and what if any sentence was handed down to the father so I did some digging around on google. I couldnt remember either of their fubar names nor their real names, but luckily for me Google understand stupid so I type in "texas baby thrown from car" and voila Baby Alijah was the first to come up in the hits. Some of you may remember this woman at first began passing out pictures like the one above but with ribbons on them acting as though she didnt know what happened to her child. So many people felt so badly for this piece of shi

I Am Not A Millionaire
I am just me... Prisilla I want you to know If everyday I won millions I'd walk away from it... My being rich is just to be with you A simple life ...with you is the greatest treasure. Thank you for choosing me

123 Punch Nba Finals!!!
How i see it, this is a young , strong and talented group of superstars that somehow came to that agreement, "lets win a ring". And with the way they're bulling those lil guards in the league, no one really has a chance against this team. Yeah Dirk going to get some, some you here me thats all. Time for Wade to get another ring!!!

Wanna Be Altruized?
Wanna be Altruized? Let's Make A Deal!FAMP or BOOMY ~ 12 HOURS OF ALTRUIZING AUTO 11 ~ 2 DAYS WORTH OF ALTRUIZING GOD MODE ~ 1 WEEK OF ALTRUIZING I will make my list as of FIRST COME FIRST SERVED basis!

Story Time
The sound of the running bath could be heard, a trickle of water splashing into the hot bath awaiting her body. Oh how she ached. She longed for a back rub that would ease it all away, all her pains and worries rubbed away by his strong hands, but he was miles away so a hot bath would have to do the job. She knew it would provide limited satisfaction, but she also knew it wasn’t what she craved. She had had the thought before, wondering what his hands would feel like against her skin, how gentle a lover he would be, or would he be wild and passionate and catch her by surprise. Would she be able to last the attention she craved, the kisses she knew she wanted to experience..She sighed and picked up the towel. The scent of the bubble bath filled her with a cloud of hope and desire, she lit the candles and turned off the light, she didn’t plan to be disturbed for a while. This was her time to just let herself think about him in the detail that would please her, would t

This And That
Tuesday, May 31st, 2011 marked an historic day in the city of Winnipeg and after losing the city's beloved Jets 15 years ago, the NHL is FINALLY making it's way back home. The official announcement of Atlanta Thrashers being sold to the True North Sport and Entertaiment in Winnipeg was made LIVE at 11:15 am CST. For the past 15 years, the people of Winnipeg (and as well Manitoba) had been wanting and hoping for the return of NHL to our beloved city. The determination and will for a team to return to Winnipeg had finally been made into reality. It's GAME ON WINNIPEG! WE ARE BACK IN THE GAME! When the words "We are pleased to annouced the purchase of the Atlanta Thrasher to Winnipeg", a sea of white at The Forks roared in excitement and relief. Hockey sticks with the Jets flag and the Canadian flag tied to them were raised. Friends, family and strangers all became one. The excitement was in the air. The emotion was there. Tears of joys filled in those who had felt the pain when the last

Knocturnal Dj'z Radio 24/7
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Songs
In this journey i have traveled along death's dawnhis hand grasped fate in his hands the blood stained knife covered with people's lifethe murder in his eyes werent the biggest fear the dice of death he threw nearinto the darkness he stares the dice will judge your death the taunted flame leaps into gearand now the Two faced dice was deaths own fearchrous: fear of death's touch is only just an dream the blood stained dice give this world fearhe throws out his hand and slashes threw youhis dice will only get nearerthe two faced dice will come for your fearHe sits in his own mind locked up with deathhis own blood drips down from his handhe knows his dice strikes fear in heartsand he enjoys is way of killing so muchthat he thinks he'll never be stoppedthe countdown of death is drawn in nearerhe stands up for the final time the clock is counting downhe throws his dice into the air and trie sto slice into the guybut he's thrown to the ground and the dice thrown backnow he lies there bleedin

Rambling
its like i cant control anything anymore. my life is a whirl wind of movements and causes but nothing is ever complete. its go here, go there, forget who you are and pretend to be what you want to be. those two things shouldn't be too far from each other. i hate not working. the last week has been nice other than the lack of money. girl scouts and new friends. lots of old friends. that makes me really happy. my old friends. the ones that have been by my side since i was 13. the ones that never have faltered and never done me wrong. right now, its almost like my life is complete with out a man. but then there's that trickle of feelings i have for a man. i don't know. men drive me insane. i don't know where i would be with out katie right now. she is my rock. my common sense because i clearly don't have any. one of the few people i can be my real self with. i can sit back and be ridiculous and laugh. not wear makeup and not care that i live in yoga pants. even better we ca

The Value Of A Buck
So I get that Fubar is a "social networking site" of sorts. The difference between this and Facebook is that you generally don't know more than a handful of people before you get on here and you can't show your tits on Facebook. Now the guy running this site is probably a great guy...he's no Zukerburg, but he's doing ok for himself. But I want to talk about what this site's REALLY about...and that's perception. I am a "hold it in my hand" kinda guy. I like to buy things...I don't have a ton of extra cash laying around...but I still keep up with the latest electronics....for instance I just bought a Kindle. For those of you "out of the loop" that's a device that allows you to READ BOOKS...electronically...you can take them with you anywhere. It cost me just over $100, but now I can take my electronic library of books anywhere I want to go. For that SAME $100 I could buy a "God Mode" on here...roughly 24 hours of "abilities" and whatnot. At the end of that 24 hours...what do I h

Rants And Ravings Of No One
What the fuck? Why can't people hold a conversation? Now, I dont get much shoutbox action (and why should I? I have a penis) but the action I do get seems to follow along the lines of the example that follows. This is a real shoutbox from a random stranger last night/this morning. The name has not been changed to protect the innocent: 12:22am GatorGurl352: heyy 12:48am No One: hello 12:50am GatorGurl352: hi there No One: hi GatorGurl352: how are you No One: i am well how are you? GatorGurl352: tired..lol No One: long day? GatorGurl352: yeah ive had 2 hrs of sleep if that No One: well not to be obvious but you should get some sleep GatorGurl352: yeah i will soon No One: good GatorGurl352: yeah..lol No One: do you have insomnia? or is there another reason you cant sleep GatorGurl352: no just streesed out No One: yes stress will keep you up

Fuponies
I know that the majority of you Fu Pony owners feel special at being given such a high value bling and I don't blame you for that, I'd feel special too. It's those people who did God only knows what to get them and want to flaunt the power and prestige that comes with that ownership. You people need to wake up and smell the coffee. It's really coming to the light now that Fu has created the requirement that we must all polish one so that we may level. There is a way to get the time that each bling becomes available for polishing and those certain owners don't want you to know how to get that time. There are those owners who have expressed their displeasure at the polishing of their sacred ass ponies by persons who are not in their families or are not close friends. They have gone as far as blocking individuals who polish these items of no real value outside of Fu. I view this site as a place to find and build friendships and comradery but some want to make it their own personal bat

Same Shit
It seems like i dont have to actually do anything for people to be pissed off at me or to be a hater. Whether i am the nicest person ever, or a bitch, it really doesnt matter, people still will piss on you. So this is what i have decided, im just going to be me and if you dont like it then get the fuck on somewhere, cause i am tired of the hating fucking drama makers of this world. Seriously grow the fuck up people, you know who you are.

....i'm A Fubar Man
I’m a FUBAR man, A man for the millennium, Digitally enhanced and smoke free. A diversified multicultural postmodern deconstructionist, Politically anatomically and ecologically incorrect. I’ve been uplinked and downloaded. I’ve been inputted and outsourced. I know the upside of downrating. I know the downside of upgrading. I’m a high tech lowlife. A cutting edge state-of-the-art bicoastal multitasker, And I can give you a gigabyte in a nanosecond. I’m new wave but I’m old school, And my inner child is outward bound. I’m a hot wired heat seeking warm hearted cool customer, Voice activated and biodegradable. I interface from a database, And my database is in cyberspace, So I’m interactive, I’m hyperactive, And from time-to-time, I’m radioactive. Behind the eight ball, Ahead of the curve, Riding the wave, Dodging a bullet, Pushing the envelope. I’m on point, On task, O

Poems
under the stars over looking the heavens where the light shined over the paths of fatein the wake of you coming nearthe lotus blossoms glide over your hairin the golden mist of the sunyou walk the path ever so clearwith your red eyes and ever lasting lustyou bring closer the sword of lightand strike down with 1000 lotus blossomsthrew the gentle air sweeping and swirlingbreaking the path that has been walked uponand the lotus blossosm return into the golden sunonce again. When i was wondering the earth for the truth searching for what wasright,i heard the angels of the heaven calling out my name.i knew my life would never be the same so i looked into the midnight skyand watched the angels fly by. i took on my own way looked onto the other way watching the angels cry while the heavens filled with theheaven skies.i feel the pain as the angels wonder if in time it will ever change holding onto the golden clouds watching there tears falloff the leaves below, watching the earth crack open as

Party In Columbus
Attention: For anyone who is in or near Columbus Ohio, I got a few friends who is throwing a Late Memorial Day BBQ. Now I was asked to have a more people to join. There is swimming, drinking and SMOKE if interested. If you want to attent, shout box or leave me a message and I will give you more details. If you want you can BYOB (bring your own beer), but its not nessecery. Hope everyone has a great day and hope to hear from you soon :)

I Hate Feeling Nervous!
After two & a half quiet years, a man who has literally stalked me has reappeared.. This was a friend, or so I thought, at one time.. A friend of my husband. I babysat his 3 boys for a few months. Shortly after my husband & I split up, I told the freak that I couldnt babysit anymore, that I needed a good paying job for security.. He didnt take it well, at all. He showed up at my home, knocking on the doors & windows at anytime of the day or night. He would park outside my home, blocking my vehicle.. On several occassions, he was in his car passed out at 6 am.. I'd have to call the freakin' cops to get him the fuck out of my driveway. I've had too many coincedences w/ this fucker.. At the hardware store, Walmart, every fucking where I went, I'd see this freak.. Hi, Suzy..Hi, Suzy.. Like I was his fkn friend, after acting like a fkn crazed lunatic... UGH!! Good lord ppl are fkn crazy! So, the last real incident was when I woke up to no water.. Which didnt surprise me, since I always hav

Some Of My Poetic Works
May 31, 2011 5:45 For "KrissyKat6" @ fubar "don't know why" For a gal who's not fickle, I'd risk being in a pickle. If she were sweet and kind, We'd share a long unwind. Peace is a deep abiding love, sent to us all by heaven above. Why we have wars, I don't know, But they cause an awful mess here below. Why wonder about the light of life, soon snuffed out by the enduring strife? Why take away the beauties of love, delivering the bearer to heaven above. Once upon a rainbow, early in my sojourn, I considered the joys and dreams I'd mourn. Had I but known of all these things then, A sad and disillusioned child among men, A poets soul, A dreamers mind I ken. As "Reap the Wild Wind" was a playing, I saw the world as a place of slaying. The pain of loss and threats of care, With my new and long-time love I'd share. 5:59 AM, fine ~~

Limitless Ramblings
Alright, I will give a warning. Seems only right. I will rant and rave about what I so desire to. Anyone who has a problem with it, there is a handy little button on the top left corner or the screen called a back button. So be sure to use it. I am not here to say I am right and everyone else is wrong. Honestly, it isn't my place to judge. It is, however, my place to rant and rave on what I so desire. On that note, I have been trapped. By circumstance and blindness. How can one be blind to the simple matters of survival? One should be happy when one's offspring is able to eat three meals a day and have a bed to rest at night. Ideally you would want to take care of your own better than you would take care of yourself. You wouldn't let small insecurities cloud your mind, and your heart. How is it, that once I start to shrug off some of the chains that bind me, I end up being the one at fault? When in truth it isn't a situation to be said his or her fault. I dont cas

To Be Passed Around, Or Not To Be Passed About...
To be entirely honest, I think I could stay at level 23 permanently. I'm not going to put any money into this game and I don't expect you to put money into it on my behalf. I'm really not enthusiastic at the thought of several people having to 'own' me... I mean, ffs, I do understand that it is a game. The point of the game being to make passing e-acquaintances and maybe see naughty-bits belonging to members of the sex one happens to be attracted to. Well, if that's all it is.... I'll just stick to the social aspect of it that doesn't include trolling for women and begging them to show a breast here or whining them to stand up.... If you see my webcam broadcast on, expect me to be wearing pants. The "I've seen Grey's Cock Club" doesn't need e-members. I honestly am not looking for more real life members for that club either. If you see me pop up in your broadcast, assume correctly that I'm at werk and killing time, or that maybe I want to hear a glimpse of your voice over the wail of

My Broken Rantings.
First off id like to say hi to many fu-friends who care about me(the real me) and who have shown me loves while ive been gone. Im sorry ive been gone for so long. *hugs to ya'll*. Well as im sure you are all mostly aware, im a work-a-holic. Ive been working basically seven days aweek,12 hour shifts for months now. Thus my lack of free time to do anything except think. Im really in a love/hate time of mylife right now, thats been causing me some sadness. I feel blessed to be working like i do, so i can accomplish goals that ive set for myself, and so i can have a lil piece of mind knowing im a lil secure. But i hate the rest of my life...The lonliness is unbareable at times. (And before i go any further...these are my personal thoughts and feelings, me thinking outloud. Im not looking for sympathy or anything. Infact i would prefer not to recieve sympathetic types of comments.) I have been attempting to put myself out there and get out and try and meet new people, in hopes that i will

Somewhere Between Heaven And Hell
So last night in the back woods of the blackest forests, past the swamps, past the gators nest and past the pelican nest...right when you think you have gone to far, there it was. A little wooden church. One that looked like it had seen the tests of man kind. So beautiful. Like a dream, standing in a silhoutte of light. As i got closer i began to see all the little forest creatures gather around me as i walked up. The aromua of such sweet herbs began to engulf me. From the angelica root, the basil, the ginger to the sweetness of the blackberry bush growing around. As i walked threw the door i heard what sounded like angels singing. But it was the preacher praising the sermon he was teaching. As i sat there and listened to what he had to say. I got the feeling of enlightment taking over my body. As i looked down at myself sitting there i wondered if i ever had to go back to my body. For it was the feeling that i didnt want to ever lose.

Usmc And John Wayne
THO' HE NEVER SERVED IN UNIFORM, HE DID A HELL OF A JOB FOR OUR ARMED FORCES' MORALE AND NATIONAL PRIDE HOW JOHN WAYNE SAVED THE MARINES (GOD BLESS HIM!) Today is John Wayne’s 104th birthday. He was born on May 26, 1907 in Winterset, Iowa, as Marion Morrison, weighing 13 pounds. His birthplace is a museum. There is a guest book, opened to a page with the entry, in the entrant’s handwriting, Name: Ronald Reagan. Address: 1600 Pennsylvania Ave., Washington DC. To celebrate the birthday of a truly great American, let me tell you how John Wayne saved the Marine Corps. In theaftermath of World War II, the psychological letdown after years of war and bloodshed, the huge demobilization of servicemen, the desire to slash military spending, and the antipathy towards the military by left-wingers in the Democrat Party all combined in a call by a number of Senators and Congressmen to abolish the Marine Corps. In this, they were supported by the Doolittle Boar

This Is The True Me - Sagittarius
The Archer November 23 to December 21 Traditional Sagittarius Traits Optimistic and freedom-loving Jovial and good-humored Honest and straightforward Intellectual and philosophical On the dark side.... Blindly optimistic and careless Irresponsible and superficial Tactless and restless Sagittarius About Your Sign... Sagittarians have a positive outlook on life, are full of enterprise, energy, versatility, adventurousness and eagerness to extend experience beyond the physically familiar. They enjoy travelling and exploration, the more so because their minds are constantly open to new dimensions of thought. They are basically ambitious and optimistic, and continue to be so even when their hopes are dashed. Their strongly idealistic natures can also suffer many disappointments without being affected. They are honorable, honest, trustworthy, truthful, generous and sincere, with a passion for justice. They are usually on the side of the underdog in

Weird People On Fu
This guy really made my day n pissed me the F*CK off MATT@ fubar See what he had to say Now how come he 26 n talking like that when back then when it all happened he wasnt even planned yet??? I n also all the germans now dont have anything to do with what happened back then.... Well after me not responding n ignoring the guy i just got this from him again wowers it keeps going now all germans in his status

Kids Say The Damnedest Things
My youngest who is 11 was at the Mexican restaurant the other night. When the waitress came to take our order she was speaking in Spanish to which my daughter replied "I don't speak Taco Bell". I almost died. I guess the old saying is true.......the only honest people in the world are dunks and kids

Embrace
He embraced the morning looking out over an early fogHe searched thru the mist for some inkling of her presenceAt the horizon a glimmer of yellow pierced the fogShredding the fog like a single blade hacking thru a throng of enemies It colored the trees in glistening gold and the fog retreated into the shadows. Morning dew slipped between her toes, the grass tickling, kissing and inviting. Darkness banished, songs of delight echoed in the air. Flickering wings flashed by, cutting the light with a swift shadow. Water glistened off his torso as he looked upon her physical form and was enraptured with her beauty..His hand reached out pulling her to his lips..crushing her with his wanton passion unsatiated.Long had he waited ..deep was his desire which would not be deniedLaying her among the sand..he took his hands gripping her roughly brooking no opposition. She gave before him, accepting him even as he plunged deep into her golden light. Her fingers traced enigmatic signs upon his fles

Smells Like Purgatorrentz
TIme, meaningless and constant. like ice, it moves as it will, while flowing like water seemingly linear, yet oddly circular. like money and water can be abundant or scarce with circumstantial dependance. now flow backwards and see what will be. I'm probably like many and enjoy a non-stop flow of music into my ears. Bu t does my desire for high quality, low cost, tunes have any negative side effects. Well a recent newsletter from Projekt Records founder Sam Rosenthal, has shed some new light on the subject. It turns out that some streaming services pay less than one cent per play, in royalties to the artist. "Let's discuss the economics. For a play on Spotfy.... NOW READ THIS CLOSELY..... on average $0.0013 is paid to Projekt. There is the math, plain and simple! 5000 plays generates around $6.50. In comparison, 5000 track downloads at iTunes generates almost $3000. To be clear: I am not suggesting that every stream would have been a sale at iTunes. I understand the realit

Foodgasm Recipes
I love tamales! You love tamales! We all love tamales! I will give you a detailed How-To for the meat, the masa, the prepared tapas (cornhusks), the fillings and cooking. If you have any questions, just let me know. Puerco en Chile Colorado (Red Chile Pork) Ingredients This recipe makes enough meat filling for 90-120 tamales. Leftovers can be frozen and eaten later in tortas, tacos or burritos. Pork This is best made the night before. 10 lbs. Pork picnic shoulder (with bone and fatty skin still on it) 4 lbs. Pork neckbones (espinazo de puerco) 2 tbs. Ground cumin[/li][li]2 tbs. Minced garlic 2 cups La Lechonera Naranja Agria or 1 beer of choice or 1 cup of vinegar 8 medium-sized tomatoes, sliced[/li][li]2 large-sized yellow onions, sliced 2 tbs. salt 1 tbs. pepper Water Dutch oven pot, or any heavy large stew pot When ordering the pork at the meat counter, make sure to have them cut the pork shoulder in medium-sized pieces. The pork neckbones already come in man

Back Again!
So as some of you may already know, I'm back! My last profile has been active for over four years now. I have been back on the Fu for about a month now and I have already surpassed my level on my other profile.WOW, how things have changed.... Johnny Devil is still here, FUDADDY, CowgirlXtreme, but I see a lot of new faces. We didn't have Cherry Bombs, or Boomerangs, or anything like that the last time... Happy Hours were $100. We did have Bling, and the FU was always awesome!I am glad to have made some new friends.... I'm glad to e back.. Glad to be back.:) Just wanted to kick it off with a Blog, it's about time. Oh yeah, and I know I'll have some haters, oh to the well.Later!

The Shadow
The Shadow I am a shadow, a lost soul, Wandering through life, searching, Searching for the illusion that is happiness, an illusion that temps all men. This happiness which is both a blessing and a curse. A blessing that provides peacefulness, joy, pride and love, a blessing that gives the soul reasons to live. It is a curse for happiness is only temporary, an illusion, a curse for it shows the soul what it may have but never hold. This glimpse of happiness seen by the lost soul, slowly drives him apart from those around him. Slowly it drives him mad, torturing him, taking his mind and turning it away from life, and any chance of holding the illusion. For he knows that happiness is not his to hold or to keep, that this illusion will torture him until the day he dies.

Vets Among Us
To my brothers and sisters in arms. THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE. Never ask why you served for it is enough that you did or do. For it is the few who gave so much that all can enjoy the freedoms we have. THANK YOU and may you find the peace you deserve.

Memorial Day
Needless to say, Im a jeans and t-shirt person..When it comes to beauty, Ive always thought it was dumb and a hollywood standard of what we are suppose to look like. Next Wednesday is my mothers wedding and I love her to death, she's my best friend so being completely out of my comfort zone for a day isnt going to kill me. The maid of honor dress has been bought, still need the shoes though. My eyebrows were done yesterday, which looks great, I have to admit. My facial is next, then teeth being whiten..they are white but it doesnt hurt to get whiter. My tan is coming natural, working outside..Then the omega starts...Make Up! Still not totally sure what to do with my hair, I wear alot of head gear so ..even for a day, I'll smell like I walked out of a beauty salon..really.. Im every happy for my mom though, shes waited long enough to meet the right man, even if it took 15 years. Plus my step dad is completely awesome, even if I'll have 2 step sisters..I still wish my sister would be t

Trying To Help Out
Trying To Help Out A City In Need Of Everyone's Help.I'm Sure Most Of You Have Heard Of The Tornado That Went Through Joplin Mo.Touching So Many people's Life's Including Myself.The Pictures You Have Seen On The News Doesn't Come Close To Being There In Person.I Have Spent All Last Week There And Going Back This Coming Week Just To Give A Hand To Any One Needing Help.I Am Writing This Just Asking Anyone Who Can Donate $5.oo Or $10.00 To The Red Cross To Try To Help Rebuild Joplin Mo.Thanks.And Thanks For Taking Time To Read This................I Love You Joplin Mo.Stay Strong We Will Rebuild And Be Stronger Then Ever...................

Attention Shoppers!!!!
FOR THOSE WHO NEED TO HEAR THIS.If you're not being treated with love and respect, check your "Price Tag". Perhaps you have marked yourself down. It's "YOU" who tell people what you're worth by what you accept. Get OFF the "CLEARANCE RACK" and get behind the glass where they keep all the "VALUABLES". Bottom line is, "VALUE" yourself more! You might help someone get off the clearance rack!!!

Came Home...
The travel was intermittent. He had become so used to it that He had lost count of the conveyances, the types and time mattered not. His boots still on his feet, the sand never quite gone, He trod onward. The sounds of a bustling life washing over him unheard or listened to. The sounds He was listening for had not been made yet, so His ears remained alert, yet unhearing. Hollowed footsteps echoed for Him, and the emptiness of the long way gave birth, to a open expanse of life as He had forgotten... Hell and horror still in His eyes, the smell of death not familiar, but merely with one always, replaced with Cinnamon buns fresh from the oven and the overpowering scent of 100's of perfumes and colognes, cloying but making Him seek something He had shied from forever it seemed. "Jefferson!" He heard and recognizing that as his name, He turned and physically shied away, as a skittish but curious colt would, from the outstretched hand of Eunice P. Shoemaker of Paducah, Ky. "Welcome Home Sol

My Writings
"Lost In My Thoughts"by Double PMazed thoughts of Pondered QuotesSit on my brain as I rumble through jumbled notesTrying to find where the love was lost vanishing with no tracePains sheltered by a smile upon my faceDisguising what no one knows deep down insideJust staying with the flow along for the rideJesters of a Laugh creep through a somber gloomWhat use to be a beautiful red heart no longer bloomsLost in my thoughts that keeps me consumedTore between what use to be and now what turns out to be my doomHateful feelings of a love that was never ment to beThought i was special but now I know that will never beBe it as it may i have come to the realization that my time will never comeMad at myself beating myself down how could I be so dumb Dumb Dumb DumbThese thoughts need to leave my soul alone please go homeBut my home is there home what use to be a reminisce of what use to be my domeOneday soon I will have back what the once called a clear mind

Vibrntred
Him: So do you workout? Me: Not so much anymore Him: Why? Me: I am not as motivated as I used to be Him: Why? Me: DO I LOOK LIKE I NEED TO WORK OUT?????? End of Rant!! Usually conversations start off by saying, "Good Morning", "Good Afternoon" or How are you? even a Hello is good, but NOT "I want to lick your tits". I really wish I had an full understanding of the male brain and what possesses shit like that to roll of a tongue. But see here, I am giving to much credit to this person whom I deleted as friend, he wasn't thinking with his brain he was thinking with his "other" brain. So maybe I have answered my own question. Anyway, it still boggles my mind. Because I always ponder - when will they ever learn??? I know hate is a strong word. So let me remind you of the true meaning: to dislike intensely or passionately; feel extreme aversion for or extreme hostility toward; detest. That pretty much sums up how I feel about CAPTCHAS. If you are not sure what a captch

Me
This is me how i feel about myself and i am sure it will chang day to day. i amunloveable it is clear to me now and its got to be something im doing wrong. i am in the army and i am incharg of people, but my wife wont even touch me she goes off with some other guy, not that i am complaining cause i dont love her any more but it would be nice to feel love, then i was talking to this great girl the one i was hoping to be with after she finaly lets me go(my wife that is) but lately shes avoiding me and idk y so it must be that i am just so unloveable. when i need people the most is about the time they leave me or find some one thats better, then again im sure there is alot better then me since im in the situation that i find my self in i am not single yet so i cant do any thing yet with any one no matter how much i want to. ik she knows who imtalking about even though i highly doubt she will read this but if she does i hope she knows howmuch i love her even still, and now there r othe

Random Stuff
Swimming in the dark, bound to drift apart, we're in love, we play with matches in the rain, But never learn, we're trying to light a fire that can't burn. You thought that love was just a casting call, well it's our turn to quit before the curtain falls. Don't need to pretend you love me, we just never meant to be, Am I wrong? Am I right? Have I lost my mind. I dance around her heart, like an actor plays his part. I hit the stage and get, blinded by the light,

My Tarot Card
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test

Bro Sis Conflict
Ok im just getting back from overseas, my sis and her husband are living in my house becouse her son got expelled for the school year. I love that shes here been years since we were close. Now they are remodling my house yard garden lol and those are things ive been thinking about for 8months, its the stuff i love to do. Makes me feel like there stepin on my toes but i dont know if im just being a petty douchebag. There trying to thank me but its my house, could use some non family advice

Bully
Pick your favorite song then i will count the vote and they will be played Friday nights! One genre a Friday! Lupe Fiasco-"The Show Goes On" DJ Khaled-"I'm On One"(Ft. Drake, Rick Ross & Lil Wayne) Nicki Minaj-"Super Bass" Dr. Dre-"I Need a Doctor" New Boyz-"Backseat"(Ft. The Cataracs & Dev) Kanye West-"All of the Lights" Wiz Khalifa-"Roll up" Cupid-"Cupid Shuffle" Lil Wayne-"John" Lil Wayne-"6 Foot 7 Foot" YC Worldwide-"Racks" Nicki Minaj-"Moment 4 Life" Diddy-Dirty Money-"Coming Home" Flo Rida-"Club Can't Handle Me"(Ft. David Guetta) Eminem-"Love the Way you Lie"(Ft Rihanna) Lil Wayne-"How to Love" Wiz Khalifa-"Black and Yellow" Ace Hood-"Hustle Hard remix" THE AMAZINGLY WONDERFUL BUTTERFLY ON AIR IN EXOTIC DJ BUTTERFLY IS LIVE ON AIR DON'T MISS OUT COME JOIN US FOR GOOD MUSIC AND GREAT FUN!!! CLICK ON EXOTIC DREAMS TO ENTER

Intro Party Blog
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Life Is Rude
I'm kinda sad. I woke up one day and my account was gone.. points, friends... everything. So I set up a temp account.. just until I could figure it out. I emailed support... and got NO response. I am totally upset about it. I guess I'll just have to redo everything here. I guess that is why I was so hesitant to add too much b/c I was really expected to get this whole thing sorted. Apparently its not important to the Fubar staff though. Thank heavens for LeiaSwift. If it wasn't for her I def would not be at the level I am right now. She is such an awesome chick! Well I'm off to add pics n shit. Take care all.. hope u have a fab day! xoxoxo Trin So I joined FUBAR back in like 2008 or 2009.... Apparently sometime last night my account got deleted. I am hoping to research what happened. I may end up cutting my losses, but that would totally suck! I lost all my points, bling, gifts, friends and all that! I am very interested in seeing what happened! Any thoughts? xox

The Inner Me
Trying to keep things from going under and over my head,am laying on a bed of bleeding rose's.everyday I can feel there throes dig there way into me making it harder to leave, or maybe its just me the loneliness that's eats away at me brings forbidden thing's closer to me. digging my self in deep, its getting harder to see the other side is it day or night?? Keeping my self lock inside trying to hide what's really going on deep inside, looking around at everyone's eyes hoping they don't see the real me. Don't want them to see the pain I keep or the loneliness that's pulling me in deep, pushing a smile on my face everyday when am with the family.the things they say and the jokes they make hurt me deep.just keep my mouth close and play along with the jokes, no one wants to hear me its the same old thing,but now its more then that its how am felling as each day pass. Every time I turn to somebody theres no one there.am alone with all this world of shit,am going to have to pull my self ou

Go Figure
A woman wants a man to: Wild and rich Be there for them- just not to availabe Lust after her beauty- just not in public it's sexual harrassment Man handle them- Be cafeful you could wind up with an assult charge Take charge- as long it's her decision that's RULED Let her act like a man without consequences- the law let's her be violent and you can't do shit about it Let her have the "Wallet"- she can always have her "Side" fun Get her that "Pickett fence" for her- so she gets it for free when you divorce Need I say more... Why do you think they get in where they fit in when it SUITS them In the END you got Screwed only for what they can get out of you~ then she'll leave or you leave her KARMA is a BITCH in the end though It's been me & my boys for 4 years without a woman around ~ I might be a nice guy & lost everything to pay for my 3.5 year divorce~ It was worth it I saved my boys from abuse, I have full custody. So all you disrespectful BITCHES could only wish~ In

Freedom Is'nt Free
MAY GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU TODAY AND ALWAYS. ENJOY YOUR MEMORIAL WEEKEND BUT PLEASE LET US REMEMBER WHAT MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND IS AS YOU HAVE FUN AND ENJOY BBQ'S OR OUTTINGS TAKE THE TIME OF TO HAVE A MOMENT OF SILENCE ON THAT DAY LOVE CHINA I watched the flag pass by one day.It fluttered in the breeze.A young Marine saluted it,And then he stood at ease.I looked at him in uniformSo young, so tall, so proud,He’d stand out in any crowd.I thought how many men like himHad fallen through the years.How many died on foreign soil?How many mothers’ tears?How many pilots’ planes shot down?How many died at sea?How many foxholes were soldiers’ graves?No, freedom isn’t free.I heard the sound of TAPS one night, When everything was stillI listened to the bugler playAnd felt a sudden chill.I wondered just how many timesThat TAPS had meant “Amen,”When a flag had draped a coffinOf a brother or a friend.I thought of all the children, Of the mot

A Sweeter Side Of Life
Ok so I have come to find that unless you've been here forever some people really dont knowo what they're doing. So instead of having to repeat myself over and over here is a tutorial for those who dont know how to post or re-post a bulliten. Posting a bulliten: If you are part of a lounge and youre a dj or cammer person you are usually made a bulliten to use when youre on cam or on air. It comes in the form of HTML. When you are given the file that holds all those random letters and what not all you have to do is save it to your computer so you always have it available. When you go to post it make sure you pull that file up and copy everything in that file. Then on the fubar side this is what you do... 1. go to your bulliten board and hit post new bulliten. 2. Paste all that stuff you just copied into the white box. Make sure you title it or it wont let you post it. 3. hit preview and post. There youll be able to see what it looks like before you post it. 4. hit post :)

Stuff!
What you see is what you get....I have been hurt...cheated on....lied too...beaten, battered and broken. I continue to fight for what I think is right. I love with every part of my being. I expect honesty. I will not judge you for what you have done in the past because it is the past...you are who you are and you are stronger. I will never lie....I don't know how to lie. I get hurt and yet some how I am still standing. I have lost friends and loved ones. Change is inevitable....everything changes. I am who I am....if you can't handle that then don't start. Okay so every now and then I hit this application called "God wants you to know".....today mine said.. One this day of my live..."God wanted me to know that when I am unsure how to proceed, stop. Be still and enter into the silence. Allow your mind to cease its restless thinking. Wait. Let the answer come in its time." Maybe I should have read it sooner. Everything happens for a reason and I guess things change for a reason too. I

Things That I Think About.
The truly important things of life however, are those which cannot be encountered by the physical senses, purchased with money, or placed on a shelf. Accept life daily not as a cup to be drained but as a chalice to be filled with whatsoever things are honest, pure, lovely, and of good report. Making a living is best undertaken as part of the more important business of making a life. Give the best you have received from the past to the best that you may come to know in the future. Every now and again take a good look at something not made with hands A mountain, a star, the turn of a stream. There will come to you wisdom and patience and solace, and about all, the assurance that you are not alone in the world. Meditate on the "intangibles" as you spend this time alone with God. Take a moment to stare out a window or sit in a garden, and undertake the important business of making a life. Oni Noquisi *aka* JD Everyday I have gratitude and celebrate Life. You will create Wealth throu

Eighteen Days Of Death
Eighteen Days Of Death Eighteen days of death is how I refer to my eighteen days of being comatose in a hospital in Loma Linda, California, starting on the night of November 27, 1987. They are days and nights that I will always remember, and are hard for me to forget. This is about what caused my being comatose, and about my mental and physical traumas from being comatose. On the night of November 27, 1987, I went to a friends birthday party, where there were a lot of drug and alcohol abuse all around, of which I was a part. While at the party I consumed, an equivalent to, one case of beer out of a keg, and one-fifth of tequila out of a gallon bottle. I also had smoked some marijuana. To say the least, I was well over the legal limit of alcohol consumption. The party had gotten a little too loud and out-of-hand for the apartment where it was held so, we decided that it should be moved to a place in the desert, known by all the partygoers in Ridgecrest, California as Cherry Hill.

Random Shit
just another random thought,sitting in the silenceof my disturbed thoughts,i refused to think about it;i closed my eyes,tried to shut it tight,carried everywhere by the wind,it seemed so real and so true;gazing deeply into the pool of water,i see my face staring back inamazement and in wonderat the emotions that i am overcome with;drawing me closer and closer,stirred by the depth of passion,torn between the life that isand the life that will be, i struggle;trying to find a solution,i try to claw my way out,i try to fight the feelingsand all the emotions i have been overcome with;sitting in the dark,thinking of you,wishing you were here,realizing i am a prisoner of love

Forgetful Heart
I hate this forgiving, forgetful heart, That keeps me wishing wondering if our relationship we could restart, Reminding me the way it was, remembering the fun, Forgetting how you were and what you’ve said and done. Thinking of being with you the times we shared, But what about the way you left me, with no reason, as if you didn’t care. I never seem to remember how ripped my heart out, But I seem to come back to the conclusion that you’re the one I can’t live without. I know I’m supposed to forgive you, for the things that you have done, But why can’t I forget you, why is it always back to you that I run. It’s like my heart blacks out, how it was towards the end, And I end up going back to you, and then it starts again. I slowly start to remember, as I start to get annoyed, Exactly why I left you, as that feeling that I miss you starts to be destroyed, Because those things that I despise, the lies start up again, As you argue and

2012 Election
here is what i would do if i were presidentfirst off i would shut down every single abortion clinic in the united states and the doctors and nurses would be sent to school to be re-educated for free but if a woman still wanted to abort she would have 2 options 1 have the baby and put it up for adoption or let her abort it but as soon as the operation was complete there would be a deputy right there with cuffs to take here to prison UNLESS SHE WAS A RAPE VICTIMbecause when a rapist kills a kid he goes to jail for either life or for a long time or either is killed in prison but when a woman aborts a child after knowingly has sex with out being raped she just pays cash for the operation and then goes homethen i would have every single politician brought into my office and if they were a Christian they could stay in office but if they werent or chose not to be one then they would be fired then until the economy picked up i would close the trade border next year i will NOT be voting for ba

Family Albums
New Photos will be added within the next few weeks and will be added every other day. I have recently added some that were taken almost a year ago and just found them. I also take some requests for photos in fetish album but only to a certain extent. I enjoy taking pics of all kinds but please do NOT take this wrong and think I will do anything because I WON'T!!! Will open fam folders for 1mth for a 6 credit bling pack.. 2 month for 12 credt pk. and 3 mnths for a vip or 25 credit bling pack. Will be starting to add more pics. Will also do salutes for bling, bling packs and vips depending on type of salute request :):):) hit my PM for more info :) Also any help in fupalling me some credits can also get you in on a daily basis depending on the amount of credits sent. Ty to anyone who helps me out :):):)

Jiff's Blog
The heart is deceitful. Wrapped in many different emotions, it looks as sweet as candy. It's eaten up, bit by bit. It beats faster with every moment we cherish. However, what if the beating is really the heart's way of saying, "no, not yet..." It repeats the words over and over. Unfortunately, there are times when noone listens. Struggling for air, it reaches for the mind for a little comfort. The mind wanders from place to place on it's own. Not listening, the heart screams when fingers come in and grab it. Crippled, the heart is blind. A good intention has turned into a dead memory. Heartbreak is often something unforgettable. Love is often so far way, but always remains within our grasp. The heart is deceitful... Don’t tell me you want to work things out. You still run in circles and expect me not to doubt. I sit here and wait, with my heart breaking even more. It’s time to leave. There’s the door. Don’t you dare say you still love me. You’ve li

I Just Wanna...
i just wanna be your friend and we can hangout and smoke weed til the very end, and when it ends we can roll it up again, man we gonna be the best of friends i can tell, and i can tell we're gonna hangout a lot, hot box your car in the parking lot before we go up stairs and play with each others hair, and when we're done we can watch some crazy movies man the time we spend it really moves me makes me wanna be your wife, i don't wanna go oh can i spend the night ? can we have a slumber party pillow fight? can i borrow a shirt? oh, your swag is so nice!can you show me where you shop? anyways, i think you're really cool and thats about it and if you wanna hook i'd be down with that shit, but until the time is right i can be your friend, and we can go out and dance on the weekend, maybe go to a bar when i'm 21, and mob on any bitch who try to say sumin, see the time we spend is gonna be different cause the two different lifestyles we livin....

Whining Ass Cry Baby
chicks wanna make a nigga look bad ha you got another thing coming if you think you that bad runnin they mouth looking for sympathy from niggas bitch grow the fuck up handle your own business lil cry baby why you ignoring me only reason why is cuz bitch you annoying me yo one thing you dont know bout me is I DONT GIVE A FUCK what you or anyone else gotta say about me tryin to get me set up by ex supposed girlfriends ha you trippin that shit whack the bitch is inher 20's acting like she back in high school with the childish bull crap so yea yo this is my blog my flow what ever you wanna calll it but check this out bitch your like an illegal imagrant in my book you just been deported so fuck you and your littel childish shit you wanna talk about me this is what you fucking get you run your mouth bout me talkin shit believe this will be only the beginning for what ill have in store for you bitch dj papi chulo the one and only all the real chicks get the fuck at me

Fumafia Mission Completion Loot {little Bastards}
This is my first blog and will be added to with more info and hints/tips for playing FUMafia as and when. Below you'll find a description of Mission Completion loot for the FUMafia missions. Little bastards *Mission completion Loot* -=-High Stakes Gambling - Platinum: 10 Office Building 5 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits 100 Doctor's Scrubss. -=-High Stakes Gambling - Diamond: $102,400,000,000 cash 400 skill points 20 Napalm Launchers 5 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits 5 Armed SCB-304 Submarines 20 Outlet Shopping Strip. -=-The Italian Job - Platinum: 10 Radioactive Bomb Suits. 10 Office Buildings -=-The Italian Job - Diamond: $51,200,000,000 cash 400 skill points 20 Napalm Launchers 4 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits 4 Armed SCB-304 Submarines 20 Outlet Shopping Strip. -=-Mafia War - Platinum: 5 SCB-304 Submarines 5 AH-64 Apache Helicopters 4 Outlet Shopping Strip 5 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits 90 Doctor's Scrubss -=-Mafia War - Diamond: $25,600,000,000 cash

Changes And Changes...
Ok so here we are playing on a stupid website where the name of the game is flirting, getting drunk, and having the opposite sex (or in some case the same sex...lol) buy you things therefore raising your popularity level. Why is there so many people on here that are taking this so seriously and why is there so much bullshit and backstabbing going on to others lately???? Omfg people!!!! I thought that we left the bullying, name calling, and rumors back behind in Elementary school. I know that I did. I feel that things are just getting outta control and there are alot of people that are getting hurt out there and I think that we should stop and look at ourselves instead of joining in on one group or another thats out to destroy someone for some stupid reason (that half of you dont even know but hey your right there following whatever leader is setting fire to someone for whatever unknown reason) and agreeing wholly with them. Think for yourself again and stop being sheep... We were give

Loving Thoughts And Poems About My Beautiful Dragon Gal, Deb
DaydreamWhenever I day dream,and day dream I do,in my secret garden,I day dream of you.I day dream of you,in a faraway land;embracing me tightand holding my hand.Holding my hand,and touching my face.Just you and me,in this peaceful place.In this peaceful placea pristine river flows.Where the unicorns run,a breeze always blows.A breeze always blowsand sings of a song;our love in a placewhere you're never gone.Where you're never goneis as it would seem,from dusk until dawn,

Celeste Is Me
I am strong again ByJMT A naive little girl, you think you can control Maybe a Welcome mat, you think you can unroll Or just a possession an object, you think you stole I can see it all now your thoughts,motives,and goal You think I am someone who will bend to your will You think this person is someone you know even still You think you can continue this game, confident in skill But your lies and cons have now given me, my fill You see I am no victim, someone you can make fall I am NOT for you to belittle, so you can stand tall I am NOT some simple creature, that lives for your call Just so you can rip me up, so you can hear me bawl You see I am no object, something for you to own I am NOT for you to dictate over, from that I've flown I am NOT some guilt filled child, from that I've grown So now I can stand up to you and say your cover is blown Once you led me astray from my strength within Finally I

Funny Shit
A fly was flying along when he saw a stream wth a rock. He thought if i land on that rock i will have me a good rest, but he didn't see the fish in the water . The fish said if the fly comes down and lands on the rock i will have me a fly supper, but the fish didn't see the bear behind him. The bear said if the fly goes down, the fish will come up and i will have a fish supper, but the bear didn't see the man behind him. The man said if the fly goes down, the fish will come up and the bear will go down and i will stand up and shoot the bear and i will have a bear skin rug, but the man didn't see the rat behind him. the rat said if the fly goes down, the fish will come up, the bear will go down, the man will stand up and the cheese sandwhich will fall out of his pocket and i will have a cheese sandwhich supper, but the rat didn't see the cat behind him. The cat said if the fly goes down, the fish will come up, the bear will go down, the man will stand up, the rat will go down and i will

The Beach
i was strolling along the beach in Venice..looking for shark's teeth. It was early..dew still upon the slender grass. reaching down i licked it off with my tongue..the salty taste lingered and reminded me of another similar taste. Stepping over a sand dune I practically fell over this godess blond beach bunny... ummmm. Man i've lost my train of thought cause all i could do was enjoy this little bit of bliss laying on that pale blue towel.. I could hear words, but they didn't mean anything to me.. oh shit, it was me talking "sorry 'bout almost running you over". I had kicked sand on her blanket and offered to help brush it off. I held one end and she the other..pulling on the towel i fuckin couldn't get my mind around getting her towel clean as i was enraptured with her silkin tongue speaking to me and her full, ample, well-formed breasts.. thank gaud for bikins. She then offered to share some of her iced coffee with me and handed me a clear plastic cup filled with coffee. Beads

Balancing The Line Between Sanity And Whatever Else There Is Out There.
In a little less then 2 months will be the one year anniversary trip to Patrick B. Hassis, which some may or may not know is a mental hospital and I spent a week there the first week of August 2010 due to a psychotic episode when I had and was planning on carrying out a suicide plan. I planned to soak my wrist in ice water until the went numb, the to put three vertical slits in my wrists then let them bleed out in wartm water to pull the blood out faster. I was also cutting myself to release the pressure. I know many people don't understand why girls cut but for me it's like letting the air out of a balloon, the bad stuff just goes "woosh" with the air and it really does make me think clearly for a bit. Iadmit, the past few weeks, I have been thinking about suicide a lot more recently then I had been. This is totally my fault for not keeping my therapist appointments and psychiatrist appointments, but now I'm getting that knot in my throat and trying to relationaze the effect me ta

Changes
CHANGING ARE COMING MIGHT BE FOR THE BETTER MIGHT NOT BE!!! EITHER WAY YOU LIVE AND LEARN AND LEARN TO MAKE THE CHOICE IN LIFE AND LEARN FROM MISTAKES YOU MAKE...ITS MIGHT BE TIME THAT I DO IT ON MY OWN AND I MIGHT FAIL BUT ITS PART ABOUT BEING ALIVE AND LIVING

Pink
La inauguración de la fiesta, como todos los años lo hacia el bisabuelo, pero, él no estaba y en su honor lo hizo su hija Sara, mi abuela, quien vestida elegantemente para la ocasión, subió al estrado. Dirigió unas palabras a los visitantes y procedió a bajar las escaleras para cortar la cinta, estaba en eso cuando tropezó, ya estaba por tocar el suelo cuando, unas manos fuertes la alcanzaron de la cintura y la alzaron por los aires posándola en el suelo media desmayada, aquellas manos pertenecían al hombre misterioso quien sabríamos más tarde se llamaba Carlos Mendez. By PINK Para que les cuento la cantidad y variedad de comida que se degustaba en la fiesta, o de la cantidad de pasteles y postres compitiendo por el primer lugar, lo mejor de todo era que después que terminaba el concurso, los dulces y pasteles se lo daban a los niños y comíamos hasta explotar de felicidad. los extranjeros nos daban monedas por cada musaraña que hacíamos, reían por todo, noso

Random Thoughts
I was home one evening a few weeks ago.. during a storm... I was listening to music to drown out the storm wen i herd a knock at the door... i through on a pair of shorts and ran to the door... i didnt bother lookin through the peephole i just opend the door and to my suprise it was you my newly moved in neighbor....soaked to the bone i offered u inside... your hair was plastered to your face and your nipples prodded a stirring outline in yer top...you explained to me that your power was out and were coming to see if mine was out as well...you told me you were a little cold and asked if you could take a hot shower to relax yourself. I showed u to the bathroom and u closed the door behind you. i heard u turn the water on as i turned to leave...my cock got hard from the fantasies runnin through my mind. i thought about how u looked moving in the other day and how u sunbathed yesterday... the skimpiest bikini i had ever seen and the most beautiful skin i had ever witnessed with my own eye

The Kiss
This Kiss we stood in the doorway his hands on my waist the clock tickling loudly almost in haste he moved in closer his eyes locked in mine I long for his kiss For just a moment in time his lips meet mine and I feel the sensation no longer must I wait to give into the sweet temptation my knees go weak my palms become sweaty I go back to that place I have been so many times already the world disappears all that's left is him and I and as we pull away I feel as though I could fly

You Probably Don't Want To Know.
It's gotta be me. I just has to be. I scare them away, or something. LOL. I always thought I was pretty rad...I have a huge heart and a huge ass...whats not to love? LMAO. Meh, Ya win some... Ya lose some. Tis life.

Comfest
I'll be at comfest at goodale park in columbus ohio june 24th and 25th, I'll be walking around with my shirt off, so just look for the big Anarchy symbol on my back. You'd better bring ALOT of people. 'Cause I'll have my kamp with me =) DO SOMETHIN'.

Explore The Magnificent Attractions With Manali Tour Package
Are you feeling tired with your hectic schedule and planning for a vacation in India, if yes, then, you don’t need to bother. If you really looking for enjoyment fun and frolic and wish to spend some beautiful moments with your family and friends then visit to Goa-the fun loving state situated at south-western region of India. Also known as Queen of Beaches Goa is one of the most sought after tourist destinations whose magnetic charm and enthralling beauty entices tourists to visit this state from across the world all the year round. Bestowed with natural attractions and heavenly environment, there is no parallels to compare Goa, the state for sheer fun and enjoyment which offers to the tourists. This place offers to everyone. Goa Tours presents many amazing things to explore such as beach sports, bull flights, thrilling night life parties, casinos, grand shopping and many more. No wonder, Goa is the most energetic and lively state of India which is gifted with attractive and c

25 Ways To Help A Fellow Human Being
25 Ways to Help a Fellow Human Being Today “If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion.” - Dalai Lama Too often the trend in our society is for people to be separated from either other, to be cut off from the great mass of humanity, and in doing so to be dehumanized a little bit more with each step. Cars have taken us off the streets, where we used to greet each other and stop to chat. Cubicles have taken away a bit of the humanity in working, as have factories and even computers to some extent. Television has planted us firmly in our living rooms, instead of out with other people. Even movie theaters, where many people get together, cut us off from true conversation because we’re staring at a big screen. And while I’m not railing against any of these inventions (except perhaps the cubicle), what we must guard against is the tendency of that individuality to have us focused on ourselves to the exclus

Need Help To Rebuild To A New Life !
Romantic profile on Taurus femaleFemale Taurus draws toward herself those things and circumstances that are necessary for the sustenance of happy romantic life. It represents the attracting force, and magnetizes things into manifestation. It is focused on sensuality and pleasure. It runs on the pleasure-seeking, pain-avoiding dynamic. It likes things nice and easy.She thinks as highly of her body as she does of the next meal or the next bath. This woman loves the pleasures and luxuries of life and is essentially an implacable part of the earth, intensely sensual, and dependable.She needs gentle handling, both emotionally and sexually. Sex is a good, basic pleasure which she enjoys as part of a deep and erotic relationship.The trouble is she is often very blind to her compatibility ratings. Usually lured by, and hopelessly attracted to, Fire and Air signs. She is innocently receptive and sensual, thus vulnerable to temptation.In general, romantic profile on Taurus shows its natives have

The Real Life Guide To A Chic World
The playbookThe play book is when you hand a man or woman the map to your heart .The biggest mistakes Women and people in general make is handing this play book out in one of the frist intamate coverstations.... You may not relize it but by saying "i have been hurt" "i am scared to trust again" by telling them the excat type of person your looking for u are handing them a book play by play .... this is why you get hurt also why u fall in love so fast , if someone seems to good to be true find out if it is ... thats another reson good friends make good lovers .. having a wall protects you keep it up.. make them work for your heart make them figure out what u need this way you will know that turely them and not trying to be what they know u want .. this is why some the most intesene relationships are so short and you find yourself trying to understand how someone who was your "soulmate" did a 180 on you.. open ur eyes to the world around protect your heart but do not block out

Just Some Random Thoughts...
Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.

Prayers Are Appreciated
I will be off (maybe checking stuff i don't know) for the next week. I am going to become a human pin cushion and hopefully be fixed up after a car accident i had last year destroyed most of the disks in my neck. They tried to fix me up last june but that surgery only made things worse for the disks above it, so i have to go get myself fixed up tomorrow, I will be out of it for a week, praying that I don't freak out on the table etc thank you to all the friends that have stuck by me and be as loyal as i could have hoped for, true love from friends is rocking sweet and i love you back

Smoking Ban And We Should Boycott Those States That Have Smoking Banns Come Vacation Time
Instead of banning smoking in family friendly places they should be banning gang bangers from public and family friendly places they are far more dangerous than second hand smoke its not right to banning smoke without banning cars and industry you are breathing second hand smoke from more cars and industry than smokers and banning gang bangers will help far more than banning smokers it will cut out violent crime and we should boycott those states that have smoking banns

About A Piece Of My Mind
Your tha frist thing i think of each morning when i rise, your tha last thing i think of each night when i close my eyes, your in every move i make and in every breathe i take, My feeling are growing stronger by every move i make, I want to prove to you that i love you, but thats tha hardest part so im giveing you all i have to give to you..... i give my heart If I were to fall in love, It would have to be with you. Your eyes, your smile, The way you laugh, The things you say and do. Take me to the places, My heart never knew. So, if I were to fall in love, It would have to be with you. If I were to give you my heart, It would have to be to you, For bring things into my life, So beautiful and new. Love, so soft and warm beside me, That I know it's true, If I were to give my heart, It would have to be to you. I was looking for an answer. I was looking for a way. To keep the magic that you bring, TO each and every day. To live our lives together, A

Spider Bite (part 5)
Spider Update!! Well it’s been a little while and I have been making progress with Mr. Spidey, as to what his issue is with me. It has taken a lot of attention and patience to get him to come around but I think its working. Most people at this point would have just ended his life, but like I told you before, I am not that guy. I don’t judge people, nor arachnids; I have faith in the greater good of all living things. It just takes time and patience to figure out what it really is that causes good things to go bad. This guy has allot of brawn; I wonder how much brain he has. So far what I have figured out is that he is smart, and creative. I left a box of spider crayons, and pencils, along with a notebook and drawing pad in his jar so he could entertain himself whilst he huff and puff about his new living arrangement. To my surprise he's quite the artist! I have never before seen multiple extensions of a being, create art before my eyes, and let me tell you, it&

Spider Bite (part 4)
so...now a decision has to be made.... first let me start of by telling you whats happening.... there i was.... minding my own business... i just got out of the shower, it was quiet refreshing after a workday that lasted well over 16 hours, i was tired, i was sore, and weak from the physical demands of my job... see i have a situation with my back that prevents me from enjoying my youth to its fullest, and sudden jerks and sporadic movements puts me in a near paralyzed state. this was the how mister spider fuck greeted me with just last night!... in a confident strut to my closet, dripping wet from this amazing shower well deserved in closure of my strenuous work effort, i almost got he-bitch spidey slapped by the notorious Mr. trying to kill me till I'm dead, bite everything that walks, thinks he's mister bad ass cause hes got advanced weapons of destruction... had i not attended spider sensitivity 101 shortly after my first encounter, i think i would have kicked that bit

Spider Bite (part 3)
spider update... it disappoints me to have to tell you this......:(i didn't get him.......i am sorry....i believe he had the upper hand.after all he is a killer...by nature.he is born with the sense of destruction...and was equipped with weapons of death, provided thankfully I'm sure by his ancestors...lucky bastard...he knows the highways and byways of my floor, the walls, and has probably entertained himself by parading around on my clothes and flesh whilst i intensely test the integrity of my superior oblique muscles and of course my inferior oblique muscles, and numerous others as well...in my deep dark...slumber....moving on....i have giving you my word on this matter and i intend to keep it...as night turns into day, and days turn into weeks, the actuality of a potential encounter diminishes as well,but i have faith...and a strong will to achieve my goals...this is a dawning of the age of...oops...damn song...where was i....oh yes...you will not be let down...you will have closu

Spider Bite (part1)
i think its only fair that i get to meet this infamous spider.... come to find out there was some things left by a past roommate and i had promised to tend to them while he was absent...and i kept my word, for this i get rewarded by this fuck ass spider....biting my foot. there was a heated argument over the necessities of the possessions left behind however i had to keep my ground and fight for my beliefs...in doing so i proceeded to house or store these items in my room for safe keeping's....little did i know what was about to transpire.... there i was minding my own business and along came a spider.... wow!~ that sounds like a children's night-time story.... however, i assure this is not . I DAVID PRESCOTT hear by swear i will get revenge on this ill mannered, heartless, unappreciative social misfit of a spider, and we will stand before each other again, and i shall judge him. this is not me folks, i do not judge people nor animals, insects, amphibians, or even arachnids...

Spider Bite (part 2)
AWE SNAP!...I FOUND MY SPIDER!!!!!! People...Let me tell you...right now were in the middle of the biggest small spider search this generation has ever seen...phew...im exausted...i don't have a lot of time...i haven't caught him yet,however he as been spotted...and currently under heavy survelience...check it out...i had a web cam but cant find it so I'll keep posting and make sure everyone is up to date, play by play, man this is exciting....can you feel it people....pulse racing, sweat beading, anticipation generating an insatiable appetence for judgment day...gotta go for now, I've got him cornered in the ...well he unfortunately has two corners to hide in but i saw him go to the wall and dip out to the left, giving him 12 feet to crawl between the carpet and the wall, Lil bastard knew that was the way i couldn't see his entire escape root...times like this i wish i didn't have a frickin desk that wrapped 3 walls... i cant even move part of it out of the way, the design complicate

Easy Choice, Hard Decision
Easy Choice, Hard Decision We are all faced with difficult decisions in our lives where a choice must be made for better or for worse. Many battle with career choices, how to spread out their next pay check, which mansion they want to buy, cat or dog or both, a dozen kids or none, even Pepsi or Coke. For a little known number of us, the most difficult decision we will ever face is between drugs and love. Some will read this and think it's a simple decision, choose joy over artificial joy, but for those with parallel experiences to mine know that it's hard to decide even though we know what we should do. Love is a wonderful thing, don't get me wrong, but your favorite high can be just as good as any lover. The problem with our drugs that we try not to face is that they will not be there when we run out of money (or good friends) whereas a good woman (or man) could stick it out through tough times and maybe even be your "sugar mamma" for a while. A lover can make you feel better when y

Im Tired
I'm tired of putting shoes and socks on, tired of drinking cups of teaTired of eating eggs for breakfast, tired of you and tired of meI'm tired of getting up in the morning, tired of going to bed at nightTired of being asleep in darkness, tired of being awake in light An' I'm tired of shirts and tired of trousers, isn't there something else I can wear?Tired of brushing my teeth each morning, tired of endlessly combing my hairAn' I'm tired of listening to music an records, tired of a couple of beers at the barTired of closing the door behind me, tired of putting gas in the car An' I'm tired of sitting, tired of standing, tired of leaning up against wallsI'm tired of walking, tired of talking, tired of doing nothing at allI'm tired of now and then washing the laundry, tired of trips to the grocery storeTired of putting my nose to the grindstone, tired of getting my foot in the door An' I'm tired of being suspicious of strangers, tired of being suspicious of friendsTired of hoping that

Natural Love
exaggerate the green blood in grass the music of leaves scraping space multiply the stillness by one sound, by one syllable of your name to rest to rest with my mouth upon yours, as somewhere a star falls the earth takes it softly, in natural love... exactly as we take each other.

Heaven And Hell
Work with me on this one.. OK... Here's how it all went down... See in this life we are...well ill save that for another blog... OK.. Seriously...kind of, I would like to say for the record, I believe in god and all that fun stuff, but just for kicks I thought of the beginning of time, evolution, religion, heaven and hell and I was thinking... how far off would this thought be... OK. We have God, and we have the Devil. my thoughts were, God is a man, the Devil is a woman. See they lived happily together in harmony till Ms.God started complaining about who knows what, all the power in the world, everything handed to her on a silver platter...at home doing what gods do...and probably pissing and moaning about Gods "complex"...or just your typical stirr crazy situation... Maybe complaining about how he never has time for her, always up, taking care of everyone elses needs but hers... So God was like..."Don't make me curse you woman, I am God...you will obey me! I am needed

Childhood Lost
understand me, that's all i ask comfort me when i am in pain, lift my chin when i feel ashamed realize the emotions that i claim realize that they can't be cast away but you couldn't do that. feel me that's all i want realize the person that i am don't focus on the bad don't turn your back and don't start an attack yet you ignore my touch love me that's what i cry come to my games, be proud of me don't be indifferent to my pleas see the person i want to be and shape me with your expertise yet you make me want to die listen to me, what i say hear about the things i enjoy don't treat my words like a ploy i don't mean to interrupt or annoy my life's not a game, I'm not a toy. yet you orchestrate me in your play see me, look into my soul see me for what i am not some rebellious sham look from where i stand look at me like I'm a man but you eyes are distant and cold when i leave, miss me dear a crushed childhood

Sick
so sick i am so i am i am sick, so disease i spread not noticeable at first different you be, even if not known sick, so i am, i wish to spread disrupt what is pure and taught you only know what is preached year after year there is no right there is no wrong only popular opinion sick am i or sick are you?

Grip Your Faith
you don't even see how fast the ball moves speed time up to past the plastic groves round smooths us around chance to lose us inside trust damn wild vines of impermanent permanence too soon bitter taste too late vane with waste grip your faith

Sex
A hug leads to a kiss...a kiss leads 2 a finger...a finger leads to a a hand...a hand leads to a lick...a lick leads to a suck...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math...u add the bed...subtract the clothes...divide the legs...leave your solution...and pray you dont multiply!Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories.Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teethHaving nice sex burnes 358 calories.Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories.Take off her clotheswith her consent.........................12 calwithout......................187 calTake off her BraWith two hands..........................8 calWith one hand.........................12 calWith mouth.............................85 calPut on Protectionhard ........................... 6 calsoft..........................315 calForeplayLooking for target...................8 calFinding

Today's Rantings
OK, not the easiest job in the world, but a necessary one, no? Now, my parents divorced when I was 6. Mom brought us back to Jersey so she'd have family to help support us kids. (my brother was 3) My dad very quickly remarried, & without meeting us, my "stepmom" wanted us little kids to call her "Mom". Fortunately, my Mom said no, we were too young & it would be confusing. However, if, as we got older & developed a relationship with her, we decided to call her mom, that would be ok, but at 3 & 6 it was too confusing for us to call some strange woman "Mom". Needless to say, she never created a relationship with us, & instead interfeared in our relationship with our dad. So, I always said if I were in a position of being a stepmom, I would not do what that bitch did. Now I have never interfeared in my stepchildrens relationship with their dad. As a matter of fact, his son (who does NOT live with us) only comes over every other weekend, & I encourage them to spend time together to bond. I

Been Gone
Hello, at one time I was a regular here. Back then, I was up for a whole different version of Sherlock Holmes. I have immersed myself in writing and have a publisher for my first self help book-FREE SPIRIT FITNESS. I have also fleew to LA with my agent and sold my first screenplay called THE MEEK.I will write more as the notion hits me...right now, i forget how all of this works I have a part-time housekeeper named Maria. I have been single now for a few years. I am fortunate enough to have come from a wealthy family and now have had my share of incredible success in a very tough industry (Thanks to God always) As a result, I must deal a lot with golddiggers. Maria comes in a few days a week and is a single mother. She is Latino and quite attractive. She has a good heart and I know she would do anything to make a better life for her son. Well, one evening I drive back from NYC after a long day doing very boring things (ie listening to my agent negotiate with mid-level prod

My Writings
As i lay beneath the mighty walnut tree my skin warmed by the sun and kissed by the wind,i think to myself my dark lord how i wish it were ur kiss apon my warm and wanton skin. As the light of the predawn shines through the window i look to u but can only smile like a fool over the night we have spent together with much pleasure and pain tortures and raptures and exstacy i look to u and think ohhhhh my sweet dark lord the many ways that i love u. As i lay here cryin drifting in and out of my slumber i hear the words to a familar song repeating in my head and cant help but sing them quietly, I TEAR MYSELF OPEN I SEW MYSELF SHUT MY WEAKNESS IS THAT I CARE TOO MUCH THE SCARS REMIND US THAT THE PAST IS REAL I TEAR MY HEART OPEN JUST TO FEEL and i wonder where are u my lord my darkangel in the night???? laying in the darkness i wake to look for u and find u gone i rise from my bed to look for u as i search i find u know where , i think to myself my love where are u??? why have u gone

Unedited Me :)
Pretty much anything anyone of my so called "Fubar" friends knows about me is information I have allowed myself to share. This might not be a big deal to some people but I do have trust issues and only allow certain people to know any "good dirt" on me, something that can later be used against me! This is the unedited version of me: ~ I swear and take the Lord's name in vain often ~ I drink to pass out ~ I take drugs to escape my reality ~ I love a tall brunette, 36 C's, nice firm ass, a few tattoos and a few piercings. ~ I love tall men with dark eyes and hair. ~ A sexy guitar player could cause me to sin 7 ways from Sunday ~ I'll end up back in a mental hospital before next year. ~ I could very easily close my eyes and sleep forever ~ The smile on my lips doesn't mean I'm happy.....my eyes hold all my pain inside them.

To Continue On
You go through life and have relationships, husbands, partner and or boyfriend. I used to go into a relationship with an open mind and open heart. I used to take men at face value and believed in what they would tell me. Now you may be thinking I have been in a lot but no. I have been married twice and had one boyfriend. However I do not base my past experience on men in general. There are real, honest, and good hearted men out there. The 3 men I have been seriously involved in would have tainted any woman's eye's to the point where it would be hard to trust another man. I was 18 years old when I married my first husband. He was different, kind, and gentle, romantic but of different orgins. I had two wonderful boys by him. The first few years were great and I was madly in love. I gave him my heart, and enjoyed pleasing him, until he started making me feel like I could never do anything right, and wasn't pretty enough. I lost my identity, my self esteem basicly who I was as a person, a

Reflection Of A Soul
How does one sum into words the infinite depth of a cursed soul, and etch into parchment the crimson ink beating inside a tainted heart? I am foremost, a beast, a poet, and a scribe by sheer existence. My words I can twist into lovely shining ribbons to adorn my muse's tresses or shimmering chains forged of my will to bind her delicate limbs, so she may lie in wait for my dark amusement. My dear cherished muse, look beyond the gentleness that can fool so easily and you will find that which only time and understanding can teach. All along you will vow you knew me, and then you turned the page. To know my masquerading soul is to test the deepest cruel waters of fate and provoke the scathing winds of destiny. To trust my hand is to challenge courage and conquer fear. To hear and feel my heartbeat is to rest within the bosom of an immortal born not of earth, but the very cosmos itself. To carelessly wander past the gates of my inspiration is to find yourself ent

Love Poems
I try to find the words to express the feeling in my heart; I try to show you that I care, but I don't know where to start. I guess I'll start right here and I guess I'll start right now. I'll tell you that I love you and I'll tell you why and how. You are the one I want to lay next to when my time has passed. You are the one I've given myself to and you will be the last. You are the one I want for life, until the day I die. You are the one God sent for me, to be with me, and that is no lie. You are the one who brightens my day, with your smile bright and glowing. You are the one whom I wake up for each and every morning. I would tell you today That you are the one that fills my life Whose smile I cannot wait to see Whose arms I long to have wrapped around me Whose lips I live to kiss Softly, passionately, in every way. I would want you to know That you make my heart skip a beat You fill my soul with contentment You brighten my dark skies You fill my days and nights With stars, hopes

Cajun Angels
Gabriel came to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you. I have some Cajuns up here in Heaven who are causing some problems. They are swinging on The pearly gates,sliding down stairway to Heaven, and my horn is missing! They play their accordions and dance all night! Crawfish shells and beer cans are all over the streets of gold and they're making sausage, boudin, and cracklins on every corner. There is rice all over the clouds! They have eaten almost every animal up here! Some folks are walking around with one wing missing. There is barbecue sauce all over their robes and some of them aren't even wearing their halos, saying they won't wear it because it doesn't have an LSU logo on it. The Lord said, "I made them special, as I did you, my angel. Heaven is home to all my children. If you really want to know about problems, let's call the Devil and see how he is dealing with his Cajuns." The Devil answered the phone, "Hello? Dang it, hold on!" The Devil returned

Blood Spills
We all think that when we live the life of a liar that we will never be affected. The one that starts a lie is the one that trys to Spill the Blood of the innocent. The innocent is the one that lives a life of grace, honesty, and devotion. What fun is it to live such a boring life. I live for the fun in making your life miserable. The one that has made me into the mass of destruction. The one that has made me into a Living Dead Doll. The dead only has one wish to see the wicked be punished for the crimes that they committed. Our lives are made by the actions we do to others. They will never end and they we never subside. So that is why to end this life you have made for your self pray for the forgiveness of the dead to have mercy on your soul. Once you leave here you will be tormented for eternity. Living the lie of lies over and over again. So i raise my glass to the ones that have always stood in the shadows. Because they are the ones that have never spilled the blood

You're Losing.
Stop being in love with pain. Love is pain, but pain is not love. Stop changing your mind. You wanna fix things, next day you wanna break up, next day you wanna fix things, next day you wanna break up. It really is alot to deal with. I'm willing to smash my pride to pieces and forget all of the hurtful things we've said, all of the fucked up things we've done and be done with it, clean slate. But your pride forces you to hold on to these things. You can't push someone away and then be mad that they are trying to connect to other people, and then when they do connect with someone, change your mind and try to make amends. That's mental chess with the objective to control. Which only pushes that person away farther. It really doesn't have to be like this. But you can't feel what you want to feel from me, so pain will just have to do. You can't control me, but you can do things to hurt me, which will have an effect on me, cause effect is as close as you can get to control. If you can't fee

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The questions that I always ask myself. Why are the women in life always looking for things that I am not? I want to have a wife and kids. Is their any women left that want the same things that I want? If their is please get ahold of me. I am just so tired of being alone. I know that this site is not really a place for such things. But at this point their is no other place I can think of thank I can vent and get shit off my chest. I look at all these sites and see all these different women look at my profiles and not say a single word to me. What is so wrong with me that I do not even get a hello? Am I that ugly? What the fuck is it? Can I get something from someone to atleast help explain to me what is so wrong with me?

Circle Of Life
I was up early today preparing for the Rapture. I mowed the lawn, wash the sheets, went ot Cub and bought $400 in Rapture preparatory supplies including 100 gallons of bottle water and enough batteries to light up my neighborhood for 3 hours. Then as Rapture time approached, I took a shower, brushed my teeth, pulled my recliner in front of the patio window(facing East of course), took off my clothes and reclined and readied myself for the coming of Christ. I lit a bud and cracked open a Coors light, sat back and closed my eyes, and then..................... I heard the sirens go off and said to myself....."self, this is it." Rapture came and went ....it was just a fucking thunderstorm and the hail pounded the shit out of my truck. goddammit!! I hope I never run into the asshole who predicted the Rapture. If I ever do, he will for sure meet his maker then and there.

Constest
The easiest contest ever! From now until i level ALL fubucks are being GIVING AWAY to who ever HELPS the MOST!! Meaning who ever sends the most people to rate profile & photos rate blog & stash fan me friend me like me will get ALL fubucks made when leveled!!!! to enter please comment here & change ur status so i can verify it!

Poems
I remember the day you left. I remember the last breath you took in front of me. When you said you had to leave. I was too damn stubborn to stop you or even say anything. All I have left is the memories that play play in my head and haunt my dreams. So many words left unsaid, I was too scaried to say them, now I can say thoses words but you're no where to be found. I speech my words into the wind, hoping it will carry my words to where ever you are. My heart sank, I couldn't breathe or even believe that you where doing to me. There you was with her and right in front of me. You said you loved me and I was the only one for you . So confused ! How come if I'm the only one for you , you are kissing her . I honstly believed you and now I don't know what to believe. I do know I feel so stupid and hurt. The pain won't stop it's constly nagging at my heart. I can't bear to close to my eyes and daydream of what we had cause all I see is you with her. I beg God to take my pain away before it t

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Hi,My name is Colin and this is my very first blog. Where to begin...The beginning I suppose. I would like to relate to you a true story, it will sound unbelievable but every single word is true. It all started 21 years ago..I was just a normal guy,went to the pub five nights a week and clubbing all the weekend.Then I found myself deep in the brown stuff,I became an addicted gambler.I don`t know if you have ever been in this situation but it ain`t funny.I was putting all my wages in the one armed bandit in one day.It started off very well at first..I was winning,winning a lot.Then my luck ran out and I was putting in pound after pound in the machine.I didn`t realise I had spent all my wages until I was on my way home and just happened to look into my wallet and there was nothing there,no money for my keep and nothing for the rest of the week.I said to myself this would never happen again.How wrong I was every payday the same thing would occur until it got to the po

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Several wrestlers have been commenting on the passing on Randy Savage, here are their thoughts… Jeff Jarrett: "Just got a call w the news. RIP Randy. I met him when I was 11yrs old. He would always teach, correct, encourage, and compliment as my... Career progressed. I have NEVER forgotten the intricacies and attention to detail he taught me over the years. Randy always had a method to His madness. Randy is gone, but will never be forgotten. Thoughts and prayers are w the entire Poffo family. And, he may be the greatest card player the business has ever seen... When he lost, he was only setting you up to take more money from you!" UFC Fighter Shane Carwin: "RIP Randy Macho Man Savage! We are going to SOOOOOOOOOO MISSSSS YOUUUUUUUU...... He was a great Entertainer!" The Rock: "RIP Randy 'Macho Man' Savage - you were one of my childhood inspirations and heros. Strength, love and prayers to the Savage/Poffo family." Kevin Nash: "I lost a close friend today. If anybody in heaven

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This is so funny... Have some tissue near by, you may need it This is long, but worth the read.....too funny...Why do men have to be so macho!?ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THISJust try reading this without laughing till you cry!!!Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife.A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversarysubmitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparkedmy interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking fora little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer.The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no longterm adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time toretreat to safety...??WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought ithome... I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed thebutton. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if Ipushed th

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I gave a special ritual/vision ceremony. I believe I saved the planet. Just to make sure, for everyone, taking into account the various time zones, the ceremony was preformed early this morning. To receive the "anointments”, just touch your computer and feel the warmth and vibrations, that I sent through the internet. Sorry, but I ran out of special prayer clothes. To help me further my crusade for the Mayan prediction, send contributions to the usual place..Brother Hiram MY LIVING WILL: Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the computer, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch. Got a bullet in my side and it hurts so bad. You know I can't die, 'cause my girl would be sad. Twenty more days and Jody be takin' my place. Come on N.C.O. gotta get on the ball. Tell the R.T.

Feeling You
I feel your voice as much as hear itWhispering hot promises In my ear, against my mouth, on my skin.I feel your mouth and tongueGentle, plundering,Wandering from lips to neck to breastsSucking, kissingSkimming down my bellyTeasing, lickingProbing, tasting.I feel your hands ExploringTender, roughCaressing, liftingDemanding, claiming.I feel you Strong and warm beneath my handsAll power and control between my thighsMuscles bunching, strainingRock hard and throbbingStretching me, filling meThrusting, urgent, demandingTaking, giving, cummingShuddering, relaxed and heavy against meI feel your voice as much as hear itRelaxed, murmuring words of loveIn my ear, against my mouth, on my skin

Sexy Sounds
Undulating softly against the riseFurther tempting your erotic sighsMounting passions begin to flareEyes locking in a heated starePulses racing under searing fleshTongues dancing as our lips meshErratic breathing as your fingers danceAcross my nipples and down my pantsCaressing eagerly as we start to petFingers penetrating; I'm soaking wet!

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A time comes in your life when you finally get it... when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change... or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that neither of you is Prince Charming or Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you... and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyo

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THE RULES FOR THIS AUCTION ARE AS FOLLOWED. 1: THE OWNER/CO OWNER IN NO WAY IS RESPONSIBLE FOR FUBUCKS THAT ARE NOT PAYED OUT TO THOSE PERTICIPATEING IN THE AUCTION,IT IS THE PURCHASER'S SOLE RESPONSIBILITY TO MAKE SURE THE MONEY THEY OWE IS PAYED. 2: 10% OF PURCHASED AMOUNT MUST BE DEDUCTED AND IMMEDIATELY SENT TO THE OWNER(MOMMA SEXYLEGS) UPON PURCHASE. 3: ONCE THE AUCTION BEGINS THERE WILL NOT BE ANY IDLE CHAT ALLOWED IN THE LOUNGE NOR WILL THE USE OF EMOTES BE ALLOWED. 1 WARNING 2 SILENCED 3 EJECTED WITH NO QUESTIONED ASKED. IF U WISH TO TALK AMONG YOURSELVES PLZ BE CURTIOUS AND TAKE IT TO SB AND OR MESSENGER CHAT. 4: GREETING NEW VISITORS TO THE LOUNGE IS OK, BUT IF THEY HAVE A QUESTION ABOUT THE AUCTION PLZ ASK THEM TO GO TO SB THE LESS CHAT WE HAVE IN THE LOUNGE THE EASIER IT WILL BE TO KEEP UP WITH WHATS GOING ON WITH THE AUCTION AND MAKE THINGS LESS CONFUSEING FOR US ALL.

Wickedghost
To feel to deeply is to open her soul to self destruction is to expose her heart to more pain, to risk shattering there is one from whom she hides no longer and from those who she once shared her everything with she once again hides, defends and guards against them whereas this one soul is linked, intertwined with hers to once again be cherished and protected to once again feel the care from another it is in his shadow she now resides until the time comes for her to cast all shadows aside (BY xox wickedghost)

Random Thoughts
You know I am pretty easy to figure out. I don't have naked pics and don't hold your breath waiting for them. I have enough respect for myself to not put that out there. For those women- and I use this term loosely- who feel the need to display that side of themselves all over fubar and the internet then I say this..if you have to put that out there to get attention then you need serious help. If you cannot hold someones attention with your clothes on then in my opinion you don't have much to offer anyone. I have been labeled insecure and I find this amusing considering I am not the one throwing it all out there for everyone to see. You see me and me fully clothed. If that isn't enough well then move right along because I am sure there are more than enough of those types of women to fill your needs. I do not want to be treated like trash so I don't carry myself in that manner. As to the ones who try to insert themselves into my relationships with either friends or my boyfriend- well to

Life
Snow can waitI forgot my mittensWipe my noseGet my new boots onI get a little warm in my heartWhen I think of winterI put my hand in my father's gloveI run offWhere the drifts get deeperSleeping beauty trips me with a frownI hear a voice"Your must learn to stand up for yourselfCause I can't always be around"He saysWhen you gonna make up your mindWhen you gonna love you as much as I doWhen you gonna make up your mindCause things are gonna change so fastAll the white horses are still in bedI tell you that I'll always want you nearYou say that things change my dearBoys get discovered as winter meltsFlowers competing for the sunYears go by and I'm here still waiting Withering where some snowman wasMirror mirror where's the crystal palaceBut I only can see the myselfSkating around the truth who I amBut I know dad the ice is getting thinWhen you gonna make up your mindWhen you gonna love you as much as I doWhen you gonna make up your mindCause things are gonna change so fastAll the white hor

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‘Macho Man’ Randy Savage dies in a car crash By Chris Chase "Macho Man" Randy Savage, a professional wrestler who became a fan favorite thanks to his outlandish outfits and trademark catchphrase, died Friday in a car wreck, as first reported by TMZ. The 58-year-old Savage -- whose legal name was Randy Mario Poffo -- reportedly suffered a heart attack while driving his 2009 Jeep Wrangler in Tampa, Fla., and careened across lanes of oncoming traffic before colliding head-on with a tree. He died later at a local hospital. Savage's wife Lynn, who was riding in the passenger seat, escaped with only minor injuries. Both passengers were wearing seatbelts and the police do not believe alcohol was a factor. The World Wrestling Federation favorite from Ohio burst onto the scene in 1985 and quickly drew attention with his flamboyant outfits and "ooh yeah!" catchphrase. His marriage to Elizabeth Hulette, Ms. Elizabeth to fans, was one of the first high-

Great Song By Dan Balan
PETALS OF TEARSDan: I will try to enter deep into your love, as if in your blood. I'll get there by hitchhiking straight to your heart, where the sadness comes. And by the petals of tears you'll go with me But our ways will be parted Chorus: Vera: And you read in my eyes... Dan: I'm afraid to stay with you... Vera: Please, understand I'm not what you need... Dan: But I don't believe in any other girl Dan: It's just that... I don't believe in any other girl It's just that...(Ah Ah Ah) I don't believe in any other girl II. Vera: And our shadows will be *combined* instead of us, just for a moment Will turn to us like a light from the window And by the petals of tears of unpicked flowers My love is flying... Chorus: Vera: And you read in my eyes... Dan: I'm afraid to stay with you... Vera: Please, understand I'm not what you need... Dan: But I don't believe in any other girl Dan: It's just that... I don't believe in any other girl It's just that...(Ah Ah Ah) I don't believe in any other gi

Mr. President, You Do Not Speak For Me!
Since 20 January, 2008, I have watched as our President, supposedly the leader of our great country and a representative of Americans everywhere, bow and scrape before the leaders of other countries as he apologized for one transgression after another. I found the pictures (photo ops?) of the president bowing to the Saudis and others offensive. True, they should be treated with respect, but gravel? Never! Surely, he has someone on his staff who knows something of ettiquette, someone who knows the proper way and the meanings of the ways to bow to the Japanese Emperor, for instance. So, either he did the bowing and apologizing by mistake, or he did it intentionally, believing America has a lot for which to apologize. Mr. President, you do not speak for ME! I am an American! I will not apologize for being an American! Yesterday, he made a speech laying out his vision of the Middle East, calling for Israel to go back to the pre-1967 borders which would provide little or no security for th

Tale Of The Broken Heart
I stand outside the door of the room where I have kept my heart since the devastation. Key in my hand a stare at the door, dare I open it? Risk devastation again? I lower myself to look thru the keyhole and peek thru it, I can see the scars. Remnants of the pain. Permanant damage I wonder? I straighten and look at the door, the bolt, the lock. I turn and lean my back against the door and close my eyes. Thinking of the defenses I have spent years building. Hiding behind physicality and dispensing with emotion. At war within myself, desire and rationality at odds. Should I do it, try to love again? I turn put my hand on the bolt, the key in the lock and pause. Poisonous Silence The poison of your silence courses through my veins... Making me sick in body as well as spirit... I feel it raging and burning thru me... Wondering if it will kill me... And almost hoping it does... The heart inside begins to truly beat... slowly at first then a little faster... the sc

The Rock
Okay, everyone knows “The Rock” the professional wrestler, right? Well, now everyone is getting to know Dwayne Johnson, the actor. Though it wasn’t the goal, it was probably inevitable that Dwayne Douglas Johnson (born May 2, 1972) would become a professional wrestler as he comes from a long line of them. His father was “Soulman” Rocky Johnson, a Canadian professional wrestler and his maternal grandfather was “High Chief” Peter Maiva, a Samoan professional wrestler. Also, his uncles, the Wild Samoans (Afa Anoai and Sika Anoai) and three of his cousins (Rikishi, Rosy, and Umaga) were all professional wrestlers. Pre-Wrestling Days When he was in high school, Dwayne played football, ran track, and wrestled, but he receive scholarship offers in football. He decided to go to the University of Miami where he played football (defensive tackle) for the Miami hurricanes. After college, he was turned down by the NFL, but was accepted into

Important
To my fufriends & family,I'd like to thank JohnnyDevil for posting this blog, I feel like we should all know about this, if you haven't read the blog, go to http://jdnewbeginning.blogspot.com. We can have fun on the site, however we should be careful of these situations. Also, if you would like to read a really good book, I would recommend a novel called The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold. Thanks for taking the time to read this, -Dorothy Hey! What's up? My names Dorothy Rose. I'm Club Aura's Head Promoter. You can call me Dottie,Dor,Dorothy..whatever you're comfortable with. Anyways, again Welcome to Club Aura, the hottest lounge on Fubar! Hmm...what to say about Club Aura? Well you'll find things done different in here than most lounges. We are a DRAMA-FREE lounge, we have an AMAZING owner named Jen. I'd like to say she did an awesome job with the lounge & I wish her the best & hope the lounge does well. We have amazing staff & djs. We have the best

May 20, 2011
Ugh... I am so damn bored. I am sittin here in this house all by my lonesome. Still I'm bored as hell. Hoping to be moving from Valdosta up by Macon soon. I stumbled across this site by accident. I'm just looking for friends maybe more. Anyways, I'll add more later...

Glitter Graphics Malware
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Round One
Decided to make my own drink tonight, which is a big deal and damn if that wasn't good!! mmmm.... now back to regularly scheduled programming or some such shit... tasty drink... didn't think I'd like it...

Random Encounter
It's a beautiful day, he's a regular guy, about 5'7, brown hair, neatly dressed and clean shaven. He enters the coffee shop, grabs a quick black coffee, and finds a place to sit. She enters, nicely dressed, long legs, nice shape, very pretty. she orders, and looks for a place to sit. The place is kinda full, and the only place to sit is at his table. she approaches, and politely asks if he's expecting company. He responds no. and invites her to sit. They chat a bit drinking their coffee's and laughing. As she finishes her cup, she rises to leave, and coyly passes him a slip of paper with her number. She smiles as she walks away thinking, "Possibilities, definite possibilities"! ~~~~~~~~~~~~------------------------------~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Rummaging through his pocket, he finds the slip of paper. He looks it over, and remembers the lovely lady that gave it to him. He considers for a moment or two what to do, then on impulse picks yo his phone and dials. it rings once, t

Stuff That Has Touched Me
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. And every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the outside world.The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake, the man said. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Lovers walked arm in arm amid flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand o

My Research
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What We Are
Wicca is the largest of the Neopagan religions. Wiccans have great reverence for the Earth and for their Goddess and her consort, the horned God. Their main rule of behavior is the Wiccan Rede which forbids them from harming people, including themselves, except in some cases of self-defense. Many, perhaps most, are solitary practitioners. Others form small groups of believers, called covens, groves, etc. Because of centuries of religious propaganda and misinformation, many conservative Christians, and others, associate Wiccans with Satanists even though the two belief systems are as different as Christianity and Atheism. Our essays on Wicca are very different from those on Christianity. Wicca is a very decentralized religion; many Wiccans develop their own beliefs, rituals, and other practices. The latter are often not known outside the solitary practitioner or Wiccan coven. So we describe the beliefs and practices that most Wiccans hold in common. Most of Christianity is

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So last night I revealed on twitter that I have never been to a strip club in my life. Of course like some of you a lot of people were shocked. It’s not the fact that I lived in Atlanta which is the Strip club capital of the world. I think it’s the fact that I blog about sex and dingle berries and have yet to step into the place that exudes “sex”. I’m sorry, but I just never thought “Oh shit I’m gonna hit that tittay bar tonight.” That has never ever entered my mind. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t have a problem with strippers…well I don’t like and can’t stand male strippers. They all buff with their fake d*cks and they smell like musty cum…but besides that I don’t dislike female strippers. I don’t think I can dislike female strippers because a stripper saved my life once. #TrueStory I just don’t have anything to learn from them. So with this whole stripper talk last night,

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IF YO'VE EVER BEEN IN LOVE THEN YOU KNOW JUST WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT ITS LIKE WHEN YOU REAALY KNOW U'VE FINALY FOUND THE PERSON U WANT TO SPEND YOUR LIFE WITH I THOUT ID BEEN THAIR BEFOR BUT NOW THAT IM SURE IV FINNALY FOUND SOMMBODY THAT CARES ILL GIVE MY HEART AN SOUL TO HER AN I JUST WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW YOUR THE REASION THAT I BREATH I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT

Dissertation Writing Is A Tasking Job
Preparing a dissertation takes a considerable deal of time and its one of the hardest jobs, which are faced by students. At the same time, writing a dissertation is helpful in developing an understanding about the topic. One has to put a lot of effort, and enough time to gather information, and compile them in a systematic manner. Also, the dissertation writer must have excellent writing skills, in order to make the dissertation impressive, presentable and understandable. Remember, the goal of writing a dissertation is to pass on the information to the general public. Therefore, the language of the dissertation must be simple, and not highly technical. The basic thing in dissertation writing is associated with the choice of topic. If the person is provided by the topic, then it becomes a compulsion to write on that topic. If the dissertation writer has the independence of choosing the topic, he must choose the topic according to his taste. It becomes easier to write on t

Just Some Thoughts
As I start I see the words deep within my heart. They are already there Always on the walls are messages thatdidn’t make it to the one that they were created for, the windows were closedas was the door. The person you think you know is no better or worse than you, theyfeel weakness and strength then they grow thankful for the red, white, andblue. Battles shall be fought and after thedead and dying will bleed and rot. Fighting will never cease unless there are the unbridled few that stillbelieve in worldly peace. You just can’t preach and teach of the storyto be told, you must venture out among the people to be brave and bold. It isn’t known by many that we are all toblame, it isn’t one side or the other that occupy this game. It has been saidit takes two to Tango, it also takes two to let go. Ready to start a new tried but true world offriends, where the truth and trust never ends. Turn to those you love andreassure them they will be here for the joining of seven continents

What Happened..
Hubby wanted me to let him have the house and boys and I should have gone wherever.. so that his GF could move in..So we went to a lawyer and prepared for the divorce.. Fred got a job in Thailand, starting mid April.. Our plan was that I should follow asap.. around June/July, but bring my stuff 6 weeks in advance for the container The day I took my 5 boxes, a table and my sewing machine to be put into the container for Thailand, hubby killed himself (I was 500 km away) His GF (27) refused to join him here in Germnay.. So now am stuck here in Germany.. with a boy at school, the other soon to start studying and not yet know how to juggle things to be able to stay with Fred and keeping an eye on the boys..

Poetry, Mayhaps?
There are times where the world is spinning, Relentlessly and out of control. Taking you into a whirlwind of emotions, Love, Hate, Happiness, Despair.. Inevitably one is lost in darkness, The calm before the next storm, Be it a storm of good or bad, If you could call a storm either. The calm is a time to stop and reflect, And that is when lessons are to be learned, Mistakes forgiven, And for you to collect the shattered remnants of yourself, To place then back together, To find out where you actually want this or that piece, Or where each piece belongs. Just like every calm, It is before yet another storm, One that can make or break you, Or both. To most people the heart is a reassurance that there is life,Each heartbeat meaning that perhaps you are safe, Safe from the rigid, sharp blades of the world. Who is to say that this beating heart may have it's pace quicken,Merely by the chance at seeing someone. Is this that fiddle player love? The one who plays gentle

Mic Vader
I rep sets from east to west So you best wear a vest I verbally molest Any garbage ass MC In front of me Bitch please You ain't bringin' shit But a rotten dick And STD's Stay fuckin' them hoodrats Stay doin' what your good at Like havin' wack ass style Got more talent in my backyard In that dogshit over there in that pile Straight out of Ohio But still screamin' MOTHERFUCK JOE ARPAIO Mic Vader, I am your father hater This is the Raptor side of the force I'll see you later When I come back with my death star and call you out by name You're in a world of sith, I sense a disturbance in the game I'm in the 480 Gettin' fellatio In a laredo With more guns than that movie With Danny Trejo Your style is gay yo Out battle me? Shit, You prayin' and wishin' My style is a motherfuckin' fatality Mortal Kombat FINISH HIM You need to put the mic down dogg I think you have an addiction Call up Dr. Drew so we can have an intervention Wack ass MC rehab, and I'll

Brain Spills. What Fell Out When I Wasn't Looking...
I first started chatting online nearly 15 years ago, and trust me when I say that there is little -to no- chance that you can do or say anything to me that I haven't heard or seen, before. I've learned a lot about the behaviors of people in certain situations, and I've gotten pretty good at predicting their actions and reactions. One of the problems with having such sensitive perception is that I may sometimes come across as paranoid, or extremely mistrusting. But in the end, others eventually show their true colors and people see that yes, I -do- know what I'm talking about.That being said, I thought I'd share a list of some of the most common attention-seeking behaviors. Get your mental notebook ready, you're going to be taking some mental notes....and you'll recognize these behaviors in SO many people on Fubar. Ready? Let's Go!Attention seekers may exploit the suffering of others to gain attention for themselves. (This has been seen on Fu when fellow fu-ers pass away, and others th

Venting.... Like Woa.
The average mind will answer this question in their feeble cells as "he's bladder shy".... congrats!! You have just identified the design flaw in urinals in a simple statement. As most men are bladder shy, including myself, depending on how many I've consumed in a particular evening, the design is all fucked up period. No matter the size of the divider between urinals, you always feel as tho you should be exchanging personal information as done in a fender bender. "Should we call the cops to evaluate damage?" "No, I'm afraid not. It was just your penis on my wrist due to the confinement of our relief stations." "Though it would be grand of you to grab a paper towel and get the bit of dribble you shook onto my chucks." Too close for comfort doesn't begin to describe much of this situation if any at all.... to add insult to claustorphobic injury, we have THEE closed quarters "random bits of conversation". "Hey man, did you see that chick with the boob shirt on???? god damn!

Me
Do any of you know what its like to suffer from a mental illness? Because of the traumatic things in my past its left me with some very deep emotional scars in the form of illnesses I can't get over. I have been diagnosed with bipolar 2. Which I heard is pretty common. I also have PTSD. Which untill recently I thought was something only soldiers get but evidently anyone with severe trauma can have it too. And the worst one I believe is anti dissasociative personality disorder. Which comes in the form of multiple personalities. Why am I blogging about all this...I dont know maybe somehow I really dont want to feel alone in this. Maybe me reaching out is kind of a cry for help maybe seeing if anyone else sufferes with the nightmares the torture the pain I endure every day. Not to mention the people I've hurt and all my shattered dreams I just would like to know is there anyone out there that can see this...that knows this pain that can identify with it like I do...please if your out ther

Polestar Eclipse
Polestar EclipseStage One "White Noise"Sudden intense betrayal constitutes unfortunateInability to see the flame come apartBurning on the other side of the heartIt is so bleak & so terribly darkStirring life inside a deciduous parkSelect emotions try to cease flowingDangerous feelings if no light is showingThey battle in static, stubborn & slowingFaith is unhinging, experienced & knowingLeaving behind a shock, rippling & numbingBarriers shift as new things are comingNumb is peaceful, although away peace is runningMolten rock pain rising from depths, quite stunningStage Two "Unhinged"What a site to see; monkeys going crazyConfusingly lying to themselves & can't seeFrightening creatures lacking consistancyKnow what they want, then change their mindsAllowing assumptions in between linesContributing idiocy unto their peersBuilding useless walls around all their fearsDisgraceful these morons w/ their hateful tearsSuch disappointment to be in the gene poolAdding pain to more pain right along

Apperjones
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Presidential Decree
Dear Citizens: In our haste we've created our own perils; this injustice has taken our hopes of tomorrow. We pride on being Americans and yet have no pride. We depend on our nieghbors to spend money to make a living to provide for our own. We are so proud of new innovations we spend more time concealing these secrets instead of sharing as our forefathers have done as neighbors. Crime is high on many levels; well don't you think if we all at least could live the means of living there would be as much? You say give us a chance; I say okay. Breaking Poverty If at the present time you do NOT make more than $250,000.00 a year your Salary Account is now being automatically started with the AGREEMENT. You will sign for this Contract with the knowledge if you BREAK your word of honnor execution is the penalty of Treason. 1. You'll receive a house and Tranportation (one time gift) 2. Employment of choice 3. Education of choioce 4. Retirement after 25 years 5. Month paid vacation onc

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My Poetry.
Terrible thoughts rush through my mind as my anger grows, the things I think of doing to people no one should ever know. My dreams are full of blood and death, I wake to my own screams, I'm turning back into something I do not want to be. The feelings of cutting are coming back the release is all I need, but once the razor cuts my skin I feel the need to bleed. Darkness grows inside my heart untill I feel no pain, the voices start to speak again, I know I am not sain, I hold back from the darkness untill it fills my soul, I feel my insides dying as it's starting to turn cold. I have nothing left inside of me, it's time for me to go, I want everyone to remember Angel, before my soul turned cold. 2008 I take the knife and begin to cut, deeper and deeper till the feeling comes, the sky turns black the ground blood red, the feeling of relief is still with in. I just keep cutting till the feelings done, hide the scars, turn and run. The scars wi

Oral Services
I am looking to find some wonderful women who need and desire some discrete NSA oral sex. I am not looking for anything in return. Just to please you. If you are in chicago and interested i am willing to travel to you. I am clean and need you to be as well. If you would like me to send you pictures of the face that you want to have between your thighs all you have to do is ask. Again this is for your pleasure i require nothing in return.

Letting Go
There comes a time in our lives when some people just have to go either because we don't want them there or because they feel the need to leave. I have over the years watched to their own dismay people who have walked out of my life only to return again begging to come back. Yet as I sit before my computer all who have parted ways with me have stayed in the past where they left me hurting and in tears. The day has come when this time I will cut some people out of my life never to bother me again. I am sure it will hurt them for a lil while but it is better that they take that bitter sweet pill now then later. I have learned since my first ex that an ex is an ex for a reason. So to go people I thought were friends and family. I have been reborn to start a new I bid those of you I choose to leave behind a parting farwell and I wish you happiness. I can forgive things such as holding on to someone until it becomes crystal clear that their intentions are to hurt me or hold me back. I have

Life
EVERY DAY WE WAKE UP AND WHT IS THE FRIST THING HTAT WE DO ,IS IT BRUSH OR TEETH N WASH OR FACE OR MAYBE EAT BREAKFAST.bUT I DONT THINK SO CUZ THE WORLD IS VERY DIFFERENT NOW AND ITS ALL ABOUT TXT THS TXT THT ARE E-MAIL THS AND THT 2 THE POINT THT WE STOP DOING THE THINGS THT MAKE R DAY MORE FULLFILLING LIKE COOKING 4 OR LOVE ONES OR JUS TAKEING THE TIME OUT OF OUR TXTN FILLED DAY 2 HELP SOME1 ARE 2 STOP AND JUST TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND ENJOY THE DAY.SO WHT IM SAYING IS THT lifeHAS BECOME SO SMALL THT US AS A WHOLE WILL NEVER EVER GET THOSE SECONDS AND HOURS THAT WE WASTED ON OUR PHONES AND ALL THT TIME SPENT TXTN BACC AND FORTH 2 THE SAME PERSON THAT WE JUST LEFT,WHEN WE DO LOOK UP AIR IT WILL BE 2 LATE CAUSE LIFE HAS PASS US BYE AND NOW WHERE LOST IN LIFE TRYING 2 GET BACK WHAT WE ALL READY HAD,tIME 2 ENJOY THA SIGHTS THE BIRDS AND EVEN A GOOD CONVERSATION FACE2FACE.SO JUST REMENBER THAT lIFE IS ABOUT LIVEING AND ENJOYING LIFE AND NOT WASTEING IT PUNCHING KEYS ON A COMPUTER R STAREING

Thoughts Of A Confused Woman!!
♥ Watching you walk out of my life hasnt made me bitter or cynical about love,but rather it has shown me that if i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it would be when the right one comes along ♥ What do you do when you think your happy, But all they wanna do is run away or be around other people....Never giving you the chance to express your feelings and allways yelling when you cry...Your mind is a flame almost to ash, Cant think or Breathe, All you wanna do is die, Seems the easiest way out. Each passing moment is another heartache..Where do u go from here??

Big Changes
so my aunt was here over the weekend n she asked me if i wanted 2 go 2 the phillipines. should i stay or should i go (no pun intended, or was it, lmfao). but yea, wat should i do, help me out, ev1 KAOS fe2 xXAnesidoraXx@ fubar

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You have sorted out and have bought the chosen gift, and its time to make sure that it reaches to your loved ones on time. ExpressGiftsIndia.Com is right at your service to that with pleasure, courtesy its wide coverage over the numerous locations in India. A click at www.expressgiftsindia.com/delivery_locations.asp brings them to you.

1 Blog ...love Poetry.....! Blog ... About How To Please My Lover....
I'm 36 yrs old and I have been threw alot in my life and I have been in many relationships and I love the female body big and small but you got to have the cushion for the pushing with me,,lol,,I hear all the time that the reg woman wants a mans penis to be 9 inches or larger and thats fine and most of us men understand that and alot of us are gifted with it and prob 1/4 of them that don't know what to doing with it..lol.. The normal man is not so lucky the regular man size is Avg. 6 inches.. I know whats going threw your mind rt now.. your thinking hmm I bet he isn't going to say well...I'm better than avg but no porn star....lol... men like me had to understand if we was to be good in bed we had to learn to specialize in the female anatomy as in using our hands and oral and toys Toys are very important because we can make a woman cum ten times harder if we just listen to her and be playful . I had a woman say I used a toy on her better than she ever could ..lol.. Also we had to lea

Human Race
How in God's name can the Hunam Race, quantify it's existence, when half of it's population is slated for retro-active abortion on the grounds for being a complete and utter bunch of DUMBASS's and should report to their nearest military installion for early termination has a human target !

Why Am I
The Reason Why i am deciding to leave Fubar for forever is people treat me like shit and the site i remember it as 4 and a half years ago called Lost Cherry Has gone but back then people were fun to have around but fubar has now become unfun and treating me like noone gives a fuck about my feelings on here i admit i have got good friends on here but most of them aren't on here that much anymore and people who i thought were my friends have changed and now they treat me like a ex friend they wish would just die and leave them the fuck alone forever things i dislike on fubar are having 2 my bar tabs the so called video chat the stupid fubar lotto and this totally stupid idea of a daily fubar ranking noone gives a shit abouttheir ranking on here oh and the my stats thing noone cares about that either but on the other hand fubar has it's good points but right now so much of the ugly side of fubar is making my mind up to leave forever so therefore i have decided to mark my 5 years on fubar

My Love My Life My Soul
will you let me love you will you let me be the one the one to hold you listen to you be there when your day has gone bad. let me show you the love you deserve let me be the woman she was not let me be the one.

Girlenvy Rambles
just wanted to share...... MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then

To Anyone That Has Ever Experinced Child Abuse! Mine And Also My Mothers Childhood And Adult Personal Fight!!!
Tell me what I did to make you treat me so cheaply, What did I do to make you so angry and make you beat me, You could see I was broken up inside and you just threw me around, You left me lying dazed upon the ground. I did not dare to meet your eyes but prayed you would see what you had done, You picked me up and told me "we’d just have some fun". A lump lodged uneasily in my throat, my eyes glistening with tears, My tiny body exhausted, yet knowing the worst was near. I wanted to scream and fight you and run for the door. You broke me ..you wore me down.. but still wanted more, incapable of movement,frozen to the core. Bit by bit ripping my dignity, You left me on the bed shaking and broken. I prayed someone would come, please let someone waken, I would lay and go to a place where when I cried for help someone would come, And where people didn't hurt people who love them "just for fun". I’d talk to my friends who’d come and rescue me from the

Bomb Folder
I do things with a purpose...I want to create a Legs Bomb Folder featuring 250 of our Fu ladies...I do not like my other bomb folders that are just thrown together. I am determined to create this folder and asking the ladies if they would help. It can be just your legs or a whole body shot as long as it shows legs...I have 5 now which I have communicated with these ladies for quite sometime and it was left to me to choose a photo...which I could do with your permission of course. I ask that the folder be used as a bomb folder or take your time in rating and commenting...remember I will delete any and all crude comments...this is just to be a nice fun folder where the ladies are sharing one of their many great assets. So ladies if u please help me create this folder made by all 250 of us :)

On The Turning Away By Pink Floyd
"ON THE TURNING AWAY" by Pink Floyd On the turning awayFrom the pale and downtroddenAnd the words they sayWhich we won't understand"Don't accept that what's happeningIs just a case of others' sufferingOr you'll find that you're joining inThe turning away" It's a sin that somehowLight is changing to shadowAnd casting it's shroudOver all we have knownUnaware how the ranks have grownDriven on by a heart of stoneWe could find that we're all aloneIn the dream of the proud On the wings of the nightAs the daytime is stirringWhere the speechless uniteIn a silent accordUsing words you will find are strangeAnd mesmerised as they light the flameFeel the new wind of changeOn the wings of the night No more turning awayFrom the weak and the wearyNo more turning awayFrom the coldness insideJust a world that we all must shareIt's not enough just to stand and stareIs it only a dream that there'll beNo more turning away?

Stories Of Things To Come
Standing at the door I pause for a second. This is my first scheduled time with Terry since I had to spank her so she would leave Isabella and I alone. This was pre planed so I had not talked with her and she did not call to cancel the date. I have to assume that all is alright but I am a little apprehensive. Terry can be a bit of a brat at times, and to be frank, I am concerned that this will be one of those times. I was pretty hard on her and this was the first time I had to address the problem directly. One more breath to calm myself and I knock three times on the plain wooden door on the small rambler. I listen but do not hear any noise from inside, no musing, no talking on the tv, no music, nothing. She usually at least has the radio on. Maybe I have been stood up and that is how she is going to strike out at me. If that is the case, we will simply have to end this. I stop myself. I have been a concerned about this over the last two days. Isabella and I had a wonderful n

No
Passion & seduction I want you to feel the air around you getting warmer as if threatens boundaries you keep so well sliding fingers up your neck through your hair and grabbing firmly pulling your head back and taking a bite from under your swells bared with moist impressions sinking down further as reaching the cliff that is swollen awaiting to burst from attention while dabbling teases of flicks of pressure making beads of sweat gathering down ravine palms on backsides of thighs overhead sensing flight it musters a scream of animal-ism creature imprisoned to be released and this moment still harbors the torture not allowing you to feel what you want inside while the hours have past and daylight shall not exist if you don't get your way. My twisted visions of you twirl in a oscilloscope of insane wonders Measuring & excepting nothing as reality Reborn from by the species that cultivated me into existence Ecstasy feathers your soft skin as it dampens Your unwritten fictio

Friday The 13th
Friday the 13th From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia This article is about the superstition. For other uses, see Friday the 13th (disambiguation). Friday the 13th in the calendar Friday the 13th occurs when the thirteenth day of a month falls on a Friday, which superstition holds to be a day of bad luck. In the Gregorian calendar, this day occurs at least once, but at most three times a year. Any month's 13th day will fall on a Friday if the month starts on a Sunday. Contents [hide] 1 Phobia 2 History 3 Social impact 3.1 Rate of accidents 4 Occurrence 5 Planned events on Fridays the 13th 6 Events on Friday the 13th 7 References 8 External links Phobia The fear of Friday the 13th is called friggatriskaidekaphobia (Frigga being the name of the Norse goddess for whom "Friday" is named and triskaidekaphobia meaning fear of the number thirteen), or paraskevidekatriaphobia[1][2] a concatenation of the Greek words Paras

2011
All day today I have been contemplating taking my elderly cat euthanize him. It makes me cry to think about it, he has been there since I was 25... Kuki is his name, he is or was true to it. A crazy cat that has no idea that he is any different from dogs, people or other cats. As of late he has been not doing so well, he has polyps in his ears the vet said to just leave alone as he probably wouldn't make it out of anesthesia and over the last week, he no longer desires food. I was thinking when I do, that I will get him cremated and keep him in a nice little teak box...Anyways just wanted to express myself...I am sad. This was him 3 yrs ago.. September 10th 2001 my dear son Adam was born, he will be 10 tomorrow :) Laser Tag and dinner...time flys, seems like yesterday I was holding him, now I stand to hug him as his chin rests on my shoulder...tomorrow will come too soon and I will be looking up and my chin will be on his shoulder when I hug him.. Savta Hannah passed away yeste

This Is A Job?
I copied this from NBC news. The U.S. has found so much pornography in the possession of al-Qaida operatives during previous raids that it spurred investigations into whether porn photos were being used to send coded messages, a former U.S. counterterrorism official told NBC News. At one point, U.S. officials had pursued a probe into whether al-Qaida was using special software that would allow the email transmission of porn photos implanted with hidden messages that could be deciphered by recipients with the right code. "We thought this was the way that messages were being transmitted," said the official.At one point, U.S. officials had pursued a probe into whether al-Qaida was using special software that would allow the email transmission of porn photos implanted with hidden messages that could be deciphered by recipients with the right code. "We thought this was the way that messages were being transmitted," said the official. My words-----someone had to "decipher" the porn

Goodbye
don't really want to say goodbye I don't really want to leave you But now I have to go away Stay away from you forever What we had was something special Deep down from our hearts But now I have to go away And leave you from my heart. I never want to be A humming bird In a garden of roses I never want to be A singing bee In a garden of apple trees I never want to be A lonely sparrow In a golden luxury cage I never want to be A mighty eagle Flying in the sunny sky I never want to be A drop of silver tears Falling from your angel eyes I only want to be A golden memory And stay always in your mind

Rates
I have been thing alot here lately and have decided that i am gonna rate 500 people a day.Who gets my rates and likes depends on who gives them to me.Im tired of rating people that dont return what is given.If you want to be one of those i rate and like everyday then make sure you give yours to me.

Peaceful Warrior
Well I am just back from DC. The city of hot air no wonder it is so warm there all of the time. I like to thnka people who commented on my last blog and thank me for the good advice. Not going to get any today lol. So peopla re asking what is going on with the weather, I have on simple statement, it is not nice to mess with mother nature she will get even. We have been messing with her for years. it is all about how my life can be easier not think what we might be doing to the environment, I am just as guilty. Damm I hate it that today I can not do new paragraphes in here. I dont know way, might have to contact fubar support to see if it is bug. Since I cant I am going to cut this blog short today. God Bless you all. I hope all of you that read this are doing well today. I am back from Washington DC were I had to attend some summits. It is always seeing business friends that I have not talked to in a long time. Gas prices are finally coming down and bit and I hope people are not st

Poetry And Rants
i see you so clearly watching me as i fall ever drop of your blood smeared against my wall the tears running down your face as you begin to pace back and forth screaming and yelling feeling all alone the temptation to end this drone , meaningless existince who would care, you? me ? but why should i matter to you im just a mirror, i dont speak but what you see in me speaks to you see wh tyou like, or that you hate despise and realize everything about yourself so as i shatter and begin to clatter liek your mind unravels from its tight wound ball realize this im just a mirror i dont lie, i just show you what you refuse to accept and come to terms with

18 Mil To Go
After a few weeks of levelling, I finally levelled yesterday. Now that THAT'S happened, I don't have the urgency to even remotely attempt to start to level. I'll still be on here, but not at the pace I was going at these last couple weeks. I'm sure though, I'll get a wild hair up my ass and really start getting points, but for now I'm mentally beat lol

Rants
Why do people feel the need to state every little bit of their fucking relationships on Facebook. Who gives a fuck seriously. The worst ones are the ones I knoooow see each other on a daily basis, and still feel the need to argue via Facebook status, or make up, or all that “I love you so much, I can’t live without you” shit, the personal stuff you would normally either tell them, via phone, in person or a letter. *Gasp* A real pen and paper letter! Since when did publicly announcing every private inch of your personal relationship become common thing? I already put up with people making statuses about every thing they do every minute of the day [I am at McDonalds, Now I’m at a gas station, Now I’m in the bathroom,etc-UGH] Now I have to read when you people are arguing, or about to make out. Seriously. No one wants to read that shit. & I’m not complaining because I am some relationship hater or unhappy with mine. I have been in the same relationship

Sexorexia
Hello everyone. I want to share a bit of myself. I have Sexorexia. It is a real disorder that makes a person starve themselves of sex. I have been for five years. My ex used to call me ugly and fat all the time and other factors caused this.. And now I have developed Sexorexia, it is like anorexia (which I have as well.. I am a recovering anroexic) Anyways, the reason I have it is because I think my body is horrid, grotesque and nasty, I haven't been naked infront of a man in about 9 years. Sure I have had sex in the past, but its only been in the dark Or I have kept my shirt on. I hope you understand me a little more now. Below is some information on the disorder I have. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Do you avoid physical intimacy because you are a control freak or think you are too fat? Here's how to wipe out the demons in your love life. Sexorexia, as it's been dubbed, is on the rise among 20 something wom

Insomnia Is Such A Whore
I'm sure at some point in my life I'm going to get used to the idea that I can't sleep when I want to. I have to spend the great majority of my time wearing myself out in hopes that exhaustion will put me to bed. Could I be more productive? Possibly but then I need a more structured regimen of sleep. Honestly can someone help me get organized because I'm obviously doing a horrible job of keeping myself busy and it actually amounting to anything. I need to make a list of things that I need to get done and make sure that I actually get them done. I think on my list I need to add finding some sort of drug or activity that will allow me to sleep comfortably. Drinking to the point of passing out may put me out for the night but the mornings are not very pleasant. There is far too much crap going on in my life to let me sleep without worrying about it. I'm not even sure what to think about anymore. What makes it even worse is that I'm starting to have nightmares again. Not the kind of nightm

Family & Things Close To My Heart
Just a bit of bragging: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RNfSCl9Jjvs She was contacted because of her video posted on YouTube and the production company bought the rights to use her video in their ad. I have to laugh. She and her friends do a lot of videos and post them on YouTube. That it actually paid pretty well is fun. Nicole has been my niece since before she was born. We had a special bond because she's the same age as my youngest daughter. When I got an annulment from her uncle, most of her family stopped communicating with me. I understand it to a degree because his family is different from mine. They have an 'us and them' belief system. You're either in or you're out. Well, I'm OUT. So today and for the next few days I'll be in my niece's hometown. I just sent her a friend request on Facebook and I'm hoping she gets in touch with me. I haven't seen her in 8 years and I miss her. I didn't grow up in a family that casts people out who choose to break up or get a divorce. In fac

My Name Is Dud
Since the last gall bladder scare she's been on the patch trying to quit smoking. Eating healthier and generally taking better care of herself. Today, She went to see a surgeon about her options and they thought they would go with a scope-type operation to remove her gall bladder. Possibly early next week. They were happy with her non smoking and diet keeping. The doc did tell her that it isn't always a fatty or fried food that can bring on an episode. It can be as simple as a piece of lettuce... So tonight while nibbling on a salad, One comes on! Took her in and they give her some morph, do some tests, and she'll be getting the surgery tomorrow morning. Teh munchkin is in bed. Second day of school tomorrow. I'll get her in and go hit the hospital. Hopefully she can come home tomorrow... Keep my Suzles in your thoughts. Thanks. Dud I'll be crawling in shortly. So don't get pissy if I stop answering stuffs. Susie went to the hospital with some chest pain yesterday. They took

Favorite Stuff
This is a character from felix the cat that I liked when I was young. I will show you another cartoon I like. The character image is here below, above is the name. The kids shows I watched Fraggle Rock Below is Puff & Stuff

Summer Time/r&r..deployments
The month of May has arrived...Boy where has the time gone?..I have to say i am amazed at how fast this deployment has gone :)..So with that said let me begin this blog...As many of you that have actualy gotton the chance to know me...Know that i am Married outside of fubar...An im a mommy of 4 :)...I came to fubar to help me get through these deployments an meet a few good people along the way.I have to say god has truly been good to me an i have met a handful of good people on here..I have also had my share of the haters.... In this blog i wanna thank most of for most...Erica one of the first girls on here that truly seen me for who i am :)...Shawn who is like the BEST guy friend i never had An will always remain in my real life.He was one of the first people that welcome me to fubar an seen me for who i really am,we spent i dont know how many nights just chatting an caming.an yes i said"CAMING".He will probaly be the last guy that will ever get the chance to see me on cam :)) j

Buchanan To Obama
BUCHANAN TO OBAMA Finally............It is Said Publicly. I have never seen the white side explained better! Pat Buchananhad the guts to say it. It is about time. BUCHANAN TO OBAMA By Patrick J. BuchananBarack says we need to have a conversation about race in America .. Fair enough. But this time, it has to be a two-way conversation.. White America needs to be heard from, not just lectured to.... This time, the Silent Majority needs to have its convictions, grievances and demands heard. And among them are these: First, America has been the best country on earth for black folks. It was here that 600,000 black people, brought from Africa in slave ships, grew into a community of 40 million, were introduced to Christian salvation, and reached the greatest levels of freedom and prosperity blacks have ever known.. Wright ought to go down on his knees and thank God he is an American.Second, no people anywhere has done more to lift up blacks

Won't Do Anymore
Have you ever laid on your bed at night, and just cried? Cried because you’re ugly. Because you’re not good enough. You counted all your flaws from head to toe, to punish and feel worse about yourself. Cried because the comments people blurt out, actually hurt your feelings. Cried because your family is dysfunctional, but you’re just a kid, who can’t do shit about it. They tell you to stop complaining, that you have it much better than the kids in Africa. You don’t want to be a burden, so you bottled it all up. Around people, you’re the happiest ray of sun shine. But nobody knows, that at night when you’re alone, you break down and just cry.

Run Screaming
Well if your reading this for some screwed up reason im sure your so beyound bored you cant see correctly. Hi, I'm Brad and i will be guideing you thru my look at the world. for those of you who know me i have not been on in quiet some time, some of you may hate me, some may like me and some may not give a rats backside about me naymore or at all. I DO NOT CARE!!!!! Last few months have been......interesting to say the least. here is some background info about me. im 6'3 i weigh about 180 and i have a poor additude in genral. i love to talk usually. I am a us Marine. and i will listen to you and talk to you but unless i tell you i dont care about much, been too hurt, too lost, to really care too much about the masses. if i like you then i will care. it may take some time and alot of talking but hey nothings free in this world. you have to spend time and or money on everything. Carpe Noctum A new week is upon me and i find myself going thru the same old motions over and over and over a

"a Woman Waits For Me" By Walt Whitman
"A WOMAN WAITS FOR ME" by Walt Whitman A WOMAN waits for me—she contains all, nothing is lacking, Yet all were lacking, if sex were lacking, or if the moisture of the right man were lacking. Sex contains all, Bodies, Souls, meanings, proofs, purities, delicacies, results, promulgations, Songs, commands, health, pride, the maternal mystery, the seminal milk; 5 All hopes, benefactions, bestowals, All the passions, loves, beauties, delights of the earth, All the governments, judges, gods, follow’d persons of the earth, These are contain’d in sex, as parts of itself, and justifications of itself. Without shame the man I like knows and avows the deliciousness of his sex, 10 Without shame the woman I like knows and avows hers. Now I will dismiss myself from impassive women, I will go stay with her who waits for me, and with those women that

My Thoughts....
http://fubar.com/5602220 She charges 25 bling credits to get into her family so "Family" can see NSFW pics, but her pics are of 2007 Playboy Playmate of the Year Sara Jean Underwood. Thanks to someone awesome for this info. Yes I ran her pics in TinEye and they are not those of the Fubar user. Unbelievable that people are stupid enough to pay bling to see her fake pics. Now everyone knows when taking a woman out on a first date, you have to wine and dine her, buy her the best of everything. After all first impressions say a lot. Now, how about a great idea for a second date? You know, that date in which you decide whether you want to take things further or not, and before you think sex, no. I am not putting sex in the equation just yet. First, you pick her up in your car. This will work if you have a car, taxis won't do. The bus won't do. Pick her up and tell her that she's going to have an even greater time tonight than she did last time. (You know, the romantic expen

"i Sing The Body Electric" By Walt Whitman
"I SING THE BODY ELECTRIC" By Walt Whitman 1819-1892 1 I sing the body electric, The armies of those I love engirth me and I engirth them, They will not let me off till I go with them, respond to them, And discorrupt them, and charge them full with the charge of the soul. Was it doubted that those who corrupt their own bodies conceal themselves? And if those who defile the living are as bad as they who defile the dead? And if the body does not do fully as much as the soul? And if the body were not the soul, what is the soul? 2 The love of the body of man or woman balks account, the body itself balks account, That of the male is perfect, and that of the female is perfect. The expression of the face balks account, But the expression of a well-made man appears not only in his face, It is in his limbs and joints also, it is curiously in the joints of his hips and wrists, It is in his walk, the carriage of his neck, the flex of his waist and knees, dress does not hide him, The strong s

This Just In!!! Check It Out...
.Im October 27th, Whats Yours????Scorpio is the eighth Sign of the Zodiac. After Libra's intellectual exploration of other people, Scorpio's interest is in discovering other people's emotions and how they respond to the world around them. Scorpio is the Sign of Sex and Death, the beginning and ending of things, and they explore these ideas from an emotional standpoint. People born under this Sign are investigative and probing, often strongly intuitive and penetrating. As the eighth Sign, Scorpio also rules the eighth House: the House of Sex. The Astrological Symbol of Scorpio is the Scorpion. Like the mythical Scorpion, people born under this Sign tend to be strong-willed and wary of being controlled by others. At times they can be self-destructive, like the Scorpion who kills itself rather than letting someone else kill it. They are very determined, and once they've made up their minds they are unlikely to change them. They tend to be stubborn, refusing to give up when o

The Philosophy Of King David
Compliments of THE GREAT PURSUIT: The Message for Those In Search of God, by Eugene H. Peterson and Randall Niles (NavPress 2007). Life of King David – The Philosopher Many remember David as the fair-haired shepherd boy who defeated a giant named Goliath. Others recall David as the wise Jewish ruler who brought the tribes of Israel together as a united nation. The ancient texts also present David as a powerful warrior, cunning diplomat, and talented musician. However, with all these tremendous accolades, the foundation of David’s fame and faith can be traced to a period of severe trial and doubting in his life. Indeed, David was a true philosopher. Early in his journey, David was chosen to succeed Saul as the king of Judah. Although Saul was initially impressed by David’s skills as a soldier, politician, and musician, Saul became wary of his successor, so he put out a contract on David’s life. David was forced to live on the run, often spending weeks hidi

The Dark Knight Rises Filming In London Next Week
The Dark Knight Rises just wrapped up in India, and now it’s moving to the next location. I’ve received word from multiple sources that The Dark Knight Rises will be filming next week on St. John Street in London. The shoot will last about four days, from May 16th until the 20th. Local businesses in the area have been told that they’ll hear gunshots during this time. It’s likely that they’ll film at The Farmiloe Building on St. John Street — this was used as the Gotham City Police Station in both Batman Begins and The Dark Knight.

Why We Should Love Our Enemies
Why We Should Love Our Enemies by Paramhansa Yogananda From Inner Culture Magazine, March/April 1936. Ye have heard that it hath been said, thou shalt love Thy neighbor, and hate thine enemy. But I say unto you, love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; that ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for He maketh His sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and unjust. For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? Do not even the Publicans the same? And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? Do not even the Publicans so? Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect. —Matthew 5:43-48 Jesus says it is not enough to love your neighbors only and exclude your enemies. He says that a wise man beholds in the circumference of his heart not only the presence of fri

Fukin A Lol
ok. its fuckin hot lol im bored.... drinking tea n eatin pickles is not gettin it lol. tossing my phone in circles.. ok hell i know i have issues... leave me be. TODAY I HAD A AWSOME DAY.. EVEN THOUGH IM TIRED AS HELL AND I GOT ALL THE HAIRI HAD LITRALY CHOPPED OFF LOL.. IT WAS DAMAGED.. SAD FACE.. BUT ILL LIVE.. GOT MY HAI DONE ON ONE OF THE HOTTEST FUCKIN DAYS LOL NINTY... OMG IM DRAINED. I DONT KNOW HOW I AM GOING TO MAINTAIN THIS STYLE BUT.. UMMMM IMMA LET THEM DO IT LOLOL.. SO YEA.. BUT N E WAYBLAH.. ZZZZZZZ just sitting here once agin. ill be so glad when i startschool next week. the time goes sooooo slow when you have nothingto do. or you cant do and do what you please. being legally blind gets on my nerves.. even thoughive never had the ability to drive... i wish i did. think if i could get behind the wheel if i wanted would change alot. would save me breath n explaination lol but today stated off lagged lol. couldnt wake up for nothin. then i dozed off

Little Bit Of This And A Lot Of That
There is really a lot I have to say about this site, but first I really have to thank baby j and Scrapper for keeping this place possible (even though at times i don't agree they do the best job, but i'll cover that in my rant later) & allowing me to meet the man that I fell in love with, my amazing fu-hubby and RL bf, Jacob. MANY of you who know me, know Jacob and i have been together for a while, but haven't gotten to meet in person yet. He is stationed in Japan and had to stay over there longer because of the (stupid) Tsunami. HE IS COMING HOME IN LESS THAN A MONTH! We are both super excited about this. A lot of you who are my friends on here have seen the SS or heard about our problems, and I thank you guys for standing by me (and us). I know I have not been the easiest person to deal with during this time. I have gotten super emo and whiney, sometimes not talking to people for hours or days at a time. && I think it's about time.. I want to thank some of those closest to me perso

Illegal Immigration Is No Laughing Matter
The White House correspondents' dinner might have been two weeks ago, but President Barack Obama continued his comedy routine yesterday in El Paso, Texas, only this time Donald Trump wasn’t the butt of the jokes. Instead, during a speech on immigration, the president mocked Republicans at large, the rule of law, and any American who takes the defense of our nation seriously.Respectfully, Mr. President, illegal immigration and border security are no laughing matter.But to the president, they apparently are, especially when it provides fodder for a purely political speech, delivered amid a round of campaign fundraisers in the Lone Star State. After claiming that his administration has "gone above and beyond" Republicans' calls for immigration reform (which he hasn't), Obama launched into an all-out assault on the GOP: We have gone above and beyond what was requested by the very Republicans who said they supported broader reform as long as we got serious about enforcement. All the

How I Feel
the way i feel that im alone if your bf or gf dont talk to u and u feel ignored what do you do i mean is hard that you and your partner is states away but u dont know whats going on when you are not around and when you talk to them they dont talk back what do you do i feel empty when the woman i love ignores me or dont talk to me have you ever had that feeling why is your partner is ignoring you or dont want to talk to you i feel like there is somethin goin on but i dont know but all i know is you got to have faith and hope to be in a relationship cause without that the relationship wont last long and i want people to know about her im on fire for her longing for her need her with me to be whole again im lost without her i need her by my side to give me strength to give me confidence the passion the drive without her i am worthless and nothin basically whithout my and the person you are with we r nothin but a lonely empty shell needing and wanting your soul mate and the one i miss is m

Judged
FIRST THINGS FIRST IM NOT JUDGING ANYBODY THAT HAS MONEY GOD KNOWS I NEED SOME EXTRA MYSELF I LOVE FUBAR I REALLY DO, BUT COME ON THE ONLY WAY ALOT OF PPL ON HERE LEVEL UP IS THEY HAVE MONEY LIKE I SAID IM NOT JUDGING BUT IT WOULD BE NICE IF MIKE AKA BABYJESUS WOULD HAVE MORE SALES ON THE CRITEDS THAT WOULD HELP ME AND I KNOW ALOT OF PPL OUT THAT CANT AFFORD THINGS LIKE BLINGS GOD MODES CHERRY BOMBS ECT NOW MIKE AKA BABYJESUS PLEASE LOWER THE PRICES IT DONT HAVE TO BE EVERY MONTH BUT IT WOULD BE NICE FOR LIKE BIRTHDAYS , HOILDAYS , WHATEVER ESLE ANYBODY WOULD COME UP WITH THANKS FOR READING MMWCL MELISSA AKA TWIZTID FAITH i dont understand people , this is an adult web site if people wont to post NSFW pics and want to charge some one to look at them then its know different then picking up a playboy or a porn from a store(you paid for it whats the deforests on here some charge some dont wtf ever) the only reason im stating how i fell its due to a very good friend of my is bei

Deepdeepbad_xxx
I would fucking come 3 times till my nut dry and grab your hair behind you keep fucking hours till we cry beneath the sky Of a place with out sigh like nothing exist except you and I Of a street with out crack like nothing real except you and I I would fucking come in your mouth and tongue and all over your delicate body with out any doubt or lie,I would come with blood I would fuck you with a fuck out of straight deep part and let you ride me down to the cliff of a beautiful line of the blue mountain said Where no stars could follow us or free more than we Where no need a word any more and wet both of us more than rain You would fucking come 3 times before your fingernails cross the veins of my back and keep fucking hours till we cry beneath the sky Of a wild book that every page of our bodies got tore up hard and fast by you and I Of a wind story that sail on the wide ocean with unfading strom deep from you and I You would fucking come in my eyes and ears and all over my

You Never Know Who You It Is You Talk To Online
A woman, who claims she was deceived in an online relationship spanning 18 months, is suing a Batavia woman for fraudulent misrepresentation, seeking $100,000 in punitive damages.Paula Bonhomme, of California, said she believed she fell in love with a man online in 2005, and she was befriended by a collection of 21 of his friends and family online, even being comforted by them when he “died” of liver cancer in 2006. But Bonhomme, 50, never met Jesse Jubilee James in person, though she talked to him on the phone, sent him gifts valued at $10,000, planned to move in with him and then mourned his “death.”Bonhomme was introduced to her online love – said to be a Colorado firefighter – and his online entourage, through Janna St. James-Priggie, 58, who lives on the 800 block of Washington Street in Batavia. Bonhomme’s suit claims that St. James posed as Jesse James and his extended family and friends in an elaborate online bamboozle that ultimately d

Jyf Family Blog
Current JYF Family please follow the family rules and make sure your rating drink/gifting at least one other family member a day....help out your fellow family and they will help you. This is set to help each other out with pts and drinks so that no one is left out. JYF is a loyal family and I would like for ev1 that is a part of it to be a loyal family member. JYF Family FNDR DevilDog JY Owner JYF FNDR New family skin is up...you can pull it from the home page under the skins....I would like to see some if not all displaying the new skin on their page. It does not have to be displayed constantly, you can activate multiple skins at one time...I am asking that one of the skins you have active is the new family skin posted today, in support of JYF, show your pride in your family. DevilDog JY Owner JYF FNDR JYF Family I have to say I am blown back by how big our family group has grown in the past week, all I ask is that everyone holds true to the family rules and follow the bolg

Poems
I'm not perfectI make mistakesI have regretsAnd I tend to forget dates I've lost my temperAnd I've let it showSome times I hold grudgesWhen I should let it goI'm very sarcasticAnd some days I don't careI've hurt many peopleAnd the punishment I bearSome days I can be meanBut some days I'm niceSome times I say thingsWithout thinking twiceI always hate morningsAnd some times I ramble onSome days I need my friendsAnd some days I'm withdrawnSome days I don't eatAnd some days I stuff my faceMost days I'm cool and collectedBut some days I'm all over the placeI can be indecisiveBut still need a planSome times I depend on others

Random Thoughts
As I sit here and think back, it seems like it was yesterday. The hurt you caused me was nothing compared to the aftermath that has become "who I am." Why can't I just let myself forget about that day, forget out what you did and just move on with my life? Why do I continue to let it control my feelings and my subconsious? I want nothing more to be able to let someone in again, but how can I? How do you undo something that has shapped who you are in present time? Every morning I wake up thinking will today be the day, and each day I go to bed with the nothingness that was a careless whisper. I'll never forgive you, not for what you did, but what you continue to do each and every day.

The Insane Genius Ramblings
Short inspirational quotes could be the motivation that some desire. Being inspired to reach a goal that seems so far away is the base root of your dreams. Inspirational quotes can sometimes help lift us up when we are feeling let down. For we must never forget that there is always someone there to help us when these dark hours seem to cover us. We must learn to reach inside of our inner soul and search for that beacon of hope. It is there and it does exist, although at times it seems hard to believe and we feel all alone. Sometimes it may take a little short inspirational quote to realize that the beacon of hope is there. Deep within our inner soul it rest, waiting for you, watching over you, and keeping the light within you alive. The greatest human desire that could ever be reached is to know that you have touched the inner soul of another human. For when you achieve this then and only then will you realize that your own soul has been touched by the hand of

Stuff
A dog, cat and mouse was sitting at a bar. Now, the poor mouse, notices the cat eyeing him, while he orders. Finally, looking at the cat, he asked "If I tell the dog to leaveyou alone will you promise not to eat me?" The cat shrugged and said, "Sure." The mouse jumped up onto the bar and ordered another shot. Afteer downing it, he swaggered and planted his paws onto his hips in front of the dog. "I want you to leave the cat alone." Now, this dog was a Great Dane. The dog looks at the mouse, looks at the cat, looks at the mouse and 'GULP' sallows the mouse. The moral of the story is: Don't mess with the big dog just because the pussy looking at you strange.

The United States Constitution
The Constitution of the United States Article IV - The States Section 1 - Each State to Honor all others Full Faith and Credit shall be given in each State to the public Acts, Records, and judicial Proceedings of every other State. And the Congress may by general Laws prescribe the Manner in which such Acts, Records and Proceedings shall be proved, and the Effect thereof. Section 2 - State citizens, Extradition The Citizens of each State shall be entitled to all Privileges and Immunities of Citizens in the several States. A Person charged in any State with Treason, Felony, or other Crime, who shall flee from Justice, and be found in another State, shall on demand of the executive Authority of the State from which he fled, be delivered up, to be removed to the State having Jurisdiction of the Crime. (No Person held to Service or Labour in one State, under the Laws thereof, escaping into another, shall, in Consequence of any Law or Regulation therein, be discharged from such Servi

Soulriderthebluelight
SoulRider The BlueLight Falling from grace reborn in to a world unknown somewhere between heaven and hell the blue light burns with in my heart pure my soul memories of a life once lost fade within me I walk the line between heaven and hell to find the light within the darkness to free the tortured souls from within. I'm the SoulRider. The darkness devours the light as the city comes to life with sweet stench dispersion in the air as city lights toxicants souls this is where my story begins. One night on my way home form work a last minute decision to a shortcut through the cities dark alleys leads me to three jackal like men attacking their prey a young women. My first thought was to get the hell out of there something compels me to move forward getting closer to them my chest began to burn from within as my body trembles a cold chill ran down my spine as my skin crawls with the sensation of electronics the lights around us begin to flicker and dim my eyes starts to shimmer and glow a

Wondering How
Starting off a little guy, never really knowing my mom, always wanted to be with dad. That didn't go well, always ended up waiting, and sad. Well when i was older i got my chance, my mom said u wanted it, now take your chance, was it everything i thought it would be? Hell no, now i know why she kept him from me. Needles to say i never gave up on him, time after time, he would be in my life here and there. I should have turned my back on him, deep down inside I justed really cared. Growing up, becoming a man with out him, I did it with help from others, no thanks to him, they are all my brothers. It's something that never leaves my mind, shit i don't think it ever will, as everyday goes by, as fast as the time, all the wounds i ever had healed. I guess what I'm trying saying is Thanks dad, If it was not for you, I don't think I would be the man I am today, yeah it's true i don't talk to you any more, but really their is nothing to say.

Roxy's Ramblings
This is a lovely song by the Beatles that I was just listening to, and part of it really speaks to how I've been feeling lately. So, I'm sharing the lyrics for those of you who care. :) Who knows how long I've loved you You know I love you still Will I wait a lonely lifetime? If you want me to, I will For if I ever saw you I didn't catch your name But it never really mattered, I will always feel the same Love you forever, and forever Love you with all my heart Love you whenever we're together Love you when we're apart And when, at last, I find you Your song will fill the air Sing it loud, so I can hear you Make it easy to be near you For the things you do endear you to me Oh, you know I will I will Okay, I've had some questions about my current status, and a few people wanting more details and such, so here they are! 1. The Declaration of Independence was actually voted on and passed on Juily 2, not July 4! July 4 was the day that the text of the doc

A Little Bit More About Me
in the past year a lot has gone on for me and my family..Fubar is an escape for me. i come to fu to rate pics which i love to look at.. i am not big on the nsfw pics fact for me is YOU SEEN ONE YOU SEEN THEM ALL SOME ARE BIG SOME ARE SMALL... the size of your penis is not important to me...your kindness and respect are important to me.... as i said i have had a lot change in my life in the past year....my sister my father and my son in law have all been diagnosed with cancer..so far no one is dying but my money and my attention goes mostly to the fam. traveling for treatments and traveling to visit sister can be stressful.... i enjoy chatting just as much as anyone else... as far as hooking up with anyone i do not have time or patience any more to try to get to know anyone on a romantic level....i did try a few times to get to know a few people but after being yelled and over the computer and told what i should or should not be doing i said enough is enough. I AM A FREE SPIRI

Poems
A moment’s pause. Eyes peering over nose-perched readers, Watching vacantly, but not vacant. Chaste white specks blow along confusion-paths, Persisting in thier groundward destiny. Dead-pale yellow ground abandons the eye To a growing quiet of vestal white. Scattered green clouts of longer turf exist Awkwardly yet, like over-stayed welcomes. Tracings, light-deep blue, seep relaxedly Into the gray of a cloudful sky. Early comers lightly skate along the ground - An ancient, bewitching, siren-song dance. Later ones press them into a still submission. First snow, untrodden-pure. Falling, rising. Conscience and subconscience, tug-of-warring With the shadow-chains of things long buried. The tri-color hound on the floor stirs, as If roused by the scent of far-gone childhood. He shakes off dusty sleep and I am drawn Back to my book. The Superiority of Yellow The willows whisper amongst the Dogwood As the tired platitudes stretch and yawn, Feeling much as ragweed en

Johnnydevil Im Not Fake (joke)
So there have been some rumors floating around lately that I'm fake.. *cough cough*JohnnyDevil... I decided to write this blog and hopefully put those rumors to rest.. These pics are 100% real and not edited.. On this first pic.. my face is a bit blurry.. i need a new cam..I also hear Jessica Alba put her damn face on my body.. what a fake! For those of you boys that don't like the chest hair.. I'm open to the idea of shaving it.. yes yes I know..half of me has a sunburn. Scrapper edited his face on this one and claimed the shirt as his own.. "I forgive you scrapper the shirt is awesome" umm.. I plead the 5th on the last one.. so.. I hope this proved to all of you... but most of all to JohnnyDevil that I'm not a fake.. quit trying to catch me already!!!

Musings Of A Slave Girl
It is strange how life just twists and turns so many pathways to stumble down Ever walking between the worlds spreading smiles all around Reach out and touch a strangers heart make them become a friend In the darkness of the night never lonely will you be again Things you do for others tenfold will be returned Embrace the lessons life has taught things your soul has learned For when the road is rocky and the pathway seems so steep Look to your friends for comfort to hold you when you weep Take time to smell the flowers while away life in the sun Always be kind to others appreciate everyone babygirl was startled when the phone rang. It was late in the day, and she had lost track of the time this afternoon puttering about with her household chores. She glanced at the phone, and saw that it was Daddy calling. A sense of panic set in. Daddy called at this time of day only to give instructions.