firethorn's blog: "Wonder"

i lay a wake and wonder at night what the price of all of our petty perceptions are love so often misunderstood and forgotten in the hurricane that is life the word that leaves dreams shattered on the rocks and hearts torn to peaces but if you have found true love real love then you holdd more treasure and power then any other person i have ever known and for that i am jealous of you in a way i am not sure you can comprehend i hope and pray for you and your love and pray that in this world of cruelty you make it and the light you carry with you i hope you make it shine as bright as the brightest stars what is it we do in the world around us what are we creating in our life?? and why is it we cant we just lett go of our iner hiding places? do people want to be found by tehr sor do we live i shells hiding from the light of who we are what is the truest weapon we have in our fight against the shadows of our souls? is it not truth in and of itself what do we use to face our pain when we break up with some one? do we all rationalize?? am i odd in wanting to be explored by my mate?? am i twisted in wanting to give her the same affection and explore her???

Please allow me to introduce myself I'm a man of wealth and taste I've been around for a long, long year Stole many a man's soul and faith And I was 'round when Jesus Christ Had his moment of doubt and pain Made damn sure that Pilate Washed his hands and sealed his fate Pleased to meet you Hope you guess my name But what's puzzling you Is the nature of my game I stuck around St. Petersberg When I saw it was a time for a change Killed the Czar and his ministers Anastasia screamed in vain I rode a tank Held a general's rank When the Blitzkrieg raged And the bodies stank Pleased to meet you Hope you guess my name, oh yeah What's puzzling you Is the nature of my game, oh yeah I watched with glee While your kings and queens Fought for ten decades For the Gods they made I shouted out "Who killed the Kennedys?" When after all It was you and me Let me please introduce myself I'm a man of wealth and taste And I laid traps for troubadors Who get killed before they reached Bombay Pleased to meet you Hope you guessed my name, oh yeah But what's puzzling you Is the nature of my game, oh yeah, get down, baby Pleased to meet you Hope you guessed my name, oh yeah But what's confusing you Is just the nature of my game Just as every cop is a criminal And all the sinners saints As heads is tails Just call me Lucifer 'Cause I'm in need of some restraint So if you meet me Have some courtesy Have some sympathy, and some taste Use all your well-learned politesse Or I'll lay your soul to waste, um yeah Pleased to meet you Hope you guessed my name, um yeah But what's puzzling you Is the nature of my game, um baby, get down

i wondr how many peole read this hoping for tidbits f sex and tyr to get off on the words of others todayi feel just a bit cyinical of huamnity day by day we drag oursleves ibnto the depths of what is evil trying to force out all that is good in the human collective For all of the mothers out there do you still let your chiildren go trcik or treating?? do you trust your judgement when it come to men?? do you find yourselff ever wondering what life would be like without having made the choices you made Do you still believe in innocence? do you believe in love? is there good still left in the human soul?? outside of what we can do to advance our varous careers?? if a man raped a woamn on the street would you stop him?? would you try and help her or would you turn away and forgett what you saw?? have you seen the kids on the street and thought to yourslef boy im glad that its not me out there?? or blamed another for what is your fault?? or even let go of your wn personal responsibility?? I am a Witch and i swear that with all i am never to turn my back on the helpless never to surender my morals and to rest not on them but on the work which i do to make them more complete I swear t work for the betterment of all of humanity not just those that believe as i do I send al of you love from my heart to your soul Blessings Firethorn)O(