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Azzhats
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`just Me
Im not perfect and I have many faults but none the less Im not weak and I will not be put down!!! or for that matter knocked down. I am smart beautiful strong minded and and genuine my mind is great and my soul is pure, and most of all I am a woman. ...All women shld feel great and beautiful :) ladies arnd the world WE ARE AWESOME!!!!! ♥ ♥ SOmeone can't handle the fact that I work in the healthcare field LOL lol @ clud being a health care worker. left by blainesmomma 7 hours ago lol @ health care worker. I highly doubt that. One has to have some intelligence for that, and you my dear, do not. ? I'm a CNA and going to Nursing school. If anything...you being a health care worker scares me since I really AM one. I guess that proves you're not a health care worker. If you really were, you'd have had no problem telling me what you do, or did, or coming back with something a little more original than that. In 18 months I'll be making more in a half hour than you charg

Random Rant
I have just stated to work on a portait of my grandfather and his siblings. Some of witch were gone befor I was born.. Only ones left are my two uncles out of 7.. plan to give them prints when I finish...I was very closse to my grandfather and am close to his brothers .. I've done many porteaits befor but this one is personal and I feel intimidated by it.. But I havr faith in my abilitys and hope I can pull my head out of my ass to finish this ' Hey it's been one of those weeks were no matter how hard yoou try you just can't seem to break ahead. I have been trying to find steady work for eight months but nothinig is out thier. Trying to make a living as a free lance artist sucks.. No ine thinks about the time and effort put into making their piece, and like just anyone can do this.. I'd love to see some one pick up a brush and see what comes out.. just sick and tiered of main stream america thinking any one can be an artist.. it's not easy takes years of practice and finding out yo

In My Stars
ConstellationsScream aboveBelow themTwo hearts live for loveTouch me onceTo take my breathTo save me fromThis living deathInside your eyes so blue, there hidesSilent wavesAnd setting tidesI wish to floatAway with youAnd never wakeTo what we knewIf once, your lipsCould steal a kissThere'd never beA thing we'd missOur flesh would burnWith passion's flameA pyre of loveTo prove the claimImmortalizedTwo lovers lieHere foreverYou and I

Unforgettable
I have not touched your lipsSave, for in my dreamsBut their memoryFeels so soft and realFingers tangled in hairGrasping, pullingReleasing a passionOnce thought forgottenFear stands in the wayUncertain feelingsSometimes as thoughMy past holds my future hostageBut this fireThe burning you have createdDeep in the pit of my chestWhere my heart once beatIt has made me feel alive againMemories flood my healing mindReminding me that loveCan never be forgotten

Breathing Spell
Breathing Spell by EvanescentMoonWhen the pain of loneliness and a drunken tongue collidebeneath the emotional skiesborn...was an unsung child...Dead to the world, I took the leap, yet on my feet I can never land.(Just a sore--only to soara distant past)For I have lostmy life's road map, amongst the byways of reality andlanguid petitions of the heartNot to realize that happinesswas just an imaginary path through time. A course where untrodden wonders residenow far-gone...To smell the home fragranceof scented caring and nurturing,away with the fairies let me beoh please, just for once![There is no revenge so sweet as forgiveness].

Family Pic Access
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Show Updates!
Donny Buford In Concert (Afton Entertainment Showcase) When: Sunday, July 25, 20106:00 PM - 11:00 PM CDT Where: The Prophet Bar2548 ELM STDallas Texas 75226 For Ticketing Info: http://www.AftonShows.com/DonnyBuford

Ramblings
The day light breaks again Another day has begun. But still no sleep has come. My body is weary My mind overworked. I lie awake thinking But what I am unsure. I need to break free from the cycle I endure. Everyday is the same and the nights are undistinguished. I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tide Unable to break free from the everyday flow. This is not me I need to change, before time takes over And I am unable to change. I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinary And become that person I have always longed for. Express myself in every way, and conquer the dreams as I lie awake. Then I may fall asleep and put my mind to rest. Make changes in my life and help those in need. I would like to touch everyone's life in a positive way And leave my mark on society before I fade away. to my friends Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to

Women
sometimes i really can not stand my nature. chivalrous, honorable, until the very end. where has it got me. the friend zone. no matter how much i try, how much i give, i take, i get no where. I wish I could go evil but its just not me. respect and honor, almost dead but im still alive what makes them NSFW. by age 13-15 everyone should have a good idea of what men and women look like naked. There is not much difference from person to person except for the plastic implant people that are ether insecure with how they look or in the porn industry. and here on fubar, some women will gladly show and some want you to pay. so what does that make you think about? be proud, dont be a whore. from what i hear, and feel, i have never missed a g-spot. yet when the subject comes up, i come to find that a lot of the ladies out there have been missing out on the g-spot action. so i ask you all out there, do you have issues with this or has the target been aquired?

Just Something I Wrote
Moonlight darkens..The sky turns to black..My face is beatedAs my eyes fade on back..My heart inside is emptyBut I can deside..If this just an endingOr my inner suicideI've lost my way to uI can find u in my heart...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apart....All light turns to darknessThe sun starts to die..The wind leaves me breathlessAs I fight to open my eyesMy heart inside is emptyBut I cannot desideIf this is just another endingOr my inner suicideI've lost my way to uI can find u in my heart...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apartI'm trying to hold on to u..But I can't bc ur too far...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apart...My heart inside is emptyBut I cannot desideIf this is just another endingOr my inner suicideI've lost my way to uI can find u in my heart...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apartI'm trying to hold on to u..But I can't bc ur too far...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apart... I'm ju

Hey Wanna Know More About Me??
hey there..im new here and i dont know how to chat here..OMG!..but im online at yahu and msn now..if u want to chat with me im always online there and add me and drop me a message ok?.if ur interested add me there.. sophiamadisonsmith ..i hope that someone will try to chat with me there and teach me how to chat here..thank you..

Jokes
A man said to his wife one day, 'I don't know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time. 'The wife responded, 'Allow me to explain. God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me; God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you! A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, 'Please wake me at 5:00 AM.' He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, 'It is 5:00 AM. Wake up..' Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests. A man

From The Support Desk
Some of you have been having live feed issues. There is a quick and easy fix for this! It only takes a few seconds!! :) This blog is for the people still using the 3 old school home pages not the fSB home page. Look at your "Live Feed" and click "See All" Once you have reached the "Live Feed" page you will see small trash cans in the corner of each individual feed. Click each one and empty each feed weather they need it or not. Once you have cleared the information in each feed log out of fubar.com completely. You can find the "Logout" button in the top right hand corner of your screen. Once you have logged out it is suggested you clear your cookies and cache and browser history before logging back in. Once you have logged back in please wait up to 10 minutes and your problem should be resolved. :) Just an fyi you may have to do this several time for it to update. If you are using the fSB homepage style you can still do this. http://fubar.com/myalerts

Me
A doc told a man that masturbating before sex, often helped men last longer during the act.The man decided, "What the heck, I'll try it." He spent all day thinking about where to do it. He couldn't do it in his office, the restroom was too open & an alley was too unsafe. Finally, he realized his solution. On his way home he pulled his truck over on the side of the highway. He got out & crawled underneath as if examining the truck. Satisfied with the privacy, he undid his pants & started to masturbate, he closed his eyes & thought of his lover. As he grew closer to orgasm, he felt a quick tug at his pant leg. Not wanting to lose his mental fantasy or the orgasm, he kept his eyes shut and replied, "What?" He heard , "This is the police. What in the hell are you doing?" The man replied, "I'm checking out the rear axle, it's busted." The cop says, "Well, you better check your brakes too, because your truck rolled down the hill 5 minutes ago!"

Mcstripes
I need a logo for my band and I'm too lazy to draw one up myself so I'm calling on you to design one for me. The winner gets their design used for my band and credit where credit is due! If/when stickers are made you'll be sure to get a couple. If you need musical inspiration to make this happen go ahead and get yourself a listen here: http://soundcloud.com/writingchecksforicecream By the way, my band's name is Writing Checks For Ice Cream I'm workin at Yogurtouille on Mowry Ave in Fremont. Here's my schedule: Sun 6:30p-10:00p Mon 6:30p-10:00p Tue OFFFFFFFFFF Wed 6:30p-10:00p Thu OFFFFFFFFFF Fri 7:00p-10:30p Sat 7:00p-10:30p Come get your fro yo on! Excellent selection of flavors and topping, seriously, they're bomb. This girl came in today from another yogurt shop to get some from mine. Fa sho! So it started off by me getting my hair done in a really weird way... like it looked like i had bunny ears coming out of my head and a bowl cut in the middle with a second poof

Today's Dilemma
Here are a few things I wonder about when waking up at 5 in the morning: a. how did that bastard convince me to get pregnant? b. how is it possible that the only girls i get along with come from this magical place called fubar? c. will I get everything i need to get done before Ham's arrival? d. why dont woman admit they burp, fart and turn and see what they left in the toilet? e. Why do my evil plans never work out, am I just a softy? What do you ask yourself at 5 am, when your partner is moving but wont get the fuck up so he tortures you till you get up and ponder?

Waisted Time
CHANGES , ALL SO MANY CHANGES IN OUR LIVES . GOOD & BAD, MY LOVE FOR YOU IS ALL I'VE HAD. KEEPIN ME STRONG , KEEPIN ME LONG . MY HEART WITH YOU IS WHERE I BELONG. WANTING YOU, NEEDING YOU, BELEIVING IN YOU . CHANGES ALL SO MANY CHANGES IN OUR LIVES . HERE WE ARE LOVIN EACHOTHER THROUGH THEM ALL FOR OUR LOVE WILL NEVER FALL. WAISTED TIME , SO MUCH WAISTED TIME WITHOUT YOU THE ONLY MAN I EVER LOVED WITH MY WHOLE HEART . MY STUPIDITY GOT IN THE WAY, NOW THAT I'M AT THE END OF MY ROAD AND ALL I GOT IS WAISTED TIME AND WE MISSED OUT ON ALL WE SHOULD HAVE BEEN & I HATE MYSELF FOR IT . I WANT YOU , I NEED YOU , I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU . I'VE BEEN A FOOL PLEASE LET ME STOP BEING A FOOL . ALL MY INSECURITIES WHERE YOUR CONCERNED ARE GONE & THEY CAN'T TAKE ME AWAY FROM YOU ANYMORE , ONLY MY DEATH CAN DO THAT NOW. TRUE FRIENDSHIP IS RARE IN THIS LONG WALK OF LIFE BUT IN YOU WHAT I HAVE FOUND WHAT IS A TRUE FRIENDSHIP. YOU GIVE TO ME A FRIENDSHIP THAT IS DEAR & SWEET , YOU GIVE TO ME WORDS OF EN

I Need You
I NEED YOU NOW& FOREVER, FROM HERE TILL THE END OF TIME, IN LOVE WITH YOU I ALWAYS WILL BE. DEEP IN MY HEART IS WHERE YOU ARE, LOVIN MEFROM WAY BACK WHEN TO MY VERY END.NEVER KNOWING A LOVE SO STRONG YOU KEEP ME GOING ON. DAYBY DAY YOUR LOVE IS ALWAYS IN MY HEART KEEPING ME FROM FALLING APART. YOUR LOVE GIVES ME HOPE TO CLIMB THATROPE TO THE VERY TO . I NEED YOU NOW &FOREVER TILL THE VERY END OF TIME. WITH YOUR LOVE I CAN FIND MY WAY EVERY DAY REACHING FOR THE STARS . I NEED YOU NOW FOREVER TILL THE VERY END OF TIME

The Maverick Life
Tonight's posting is about a saying that George Carlin said that I find very true. "Life + Logic = Comedy" Tonight at work...I was at one of the casino entrances, and there is an awning there with 2 heavy poles out front. An elderly women and her grand daughter were waiting for some members of their party to show up while standing out side. The little girl was dancing all about the area, and I asked her if she was taking dance lessons. She says no, that she just liked to dance. She would dance over this way..then back over to her grandmother...then swing around the pole a few times...and repeat. The little girl was around the age of 10-12. Another female (that I knew) walked up, and informed me that she had just been hired by the casino there..and started work next week. My friend went inside...and I over heard this chat between the grandmother and grand daughter: Granny: "Honey...see that women coming there...what do you thing she does for a living?" Daughter: "She's a nurse..

Poetry
As I walk threw the ashes stumbling as I continue to walk threw and I yet to fall to the ground crying in pain and sorrow and wondering why I must feel this way and what has lead my love life and decisions I made along the way to lead me in a past to ungreatful things. sometimes I wish that it could have been different. I could of choice a different path to my love life better or could of fix mistakes along the way to fix what I have did in the pass. as long days like these you cant fix what u screwed up in the pass and I try to build of it and be strong and move forward. Sometimes it gets hard and tuff but those are chances and toughness u go threw to build yourself to move forward and build a stronger but yet successful on to last as long u have a good well strong relationship that could last forever. As for some people could have dreams of different things or situations that could lead to thinking that the relationship u had was just a sign or telling u something from

Poems From My Heart To Yours
Theres is a reason for everythingTheres is a reason for everything,I have come to believe this is true,there is a reason why our paths crossed,Theres is a reason for everything,there is a reason why I joined the site,there is a reason why I wided up in the same place as you,there is a reason why threw theese years,we are still so close,you told me there is a reason for everything,you no what Carl,now I believe why i wided up online,cause the reason is you,we have shared so much with each other,you make me feel so comfortable,when no oneesle could,I can`t wait to meet you and see where this takes us,all I no is I can`t go threw life not finding out,You have brighteren my smile, when I thought I couldn`t ever smile again,I am so happy rigth now Thank You for coeming into my life,I do agree ,there is a reason for everything YES!! I Don`t Think You Know,but .....I don't think you willever fully understandhow you've touched my life.I don't think you could ever knowjust how truly special you

Poes
I walk this lonley road, the only compiny that I keep is the wind and my shadow.Its not perfit or complet, its full of potholes, deadends and spot are onley dirt and over grown with grass and weeds. Its been a long time sent I have walked with any one, But dont get me roung there has been a few who have walk with me time to time, but not for very long most leaving when a better and falsly britter road opens up. There run up haed an the gone forever. The skys normley turn dark and sart to wheep for days on inn it seems, but then it clears up. The road is a mirrror of my sacred and wounded heart, showing all how pass by what i have been though.But yet I still walk on day and night hoping one day that some one will walk with me to the end. rye the drifter thouw these blury blood shot eyes, I see your dark intinsoins, With these scared hands

Life
What was the last thing you ate?pizzaHow are you feeling?bummedHow was your day?okLast person you spoke to on the phone?nickFavouritecolor?purpleWhat's something you want?to be with nickHow tall are you?5'6"Lastthings you asked for?i dont rememberWhat can you hear?the tv.What are you on besides this?facebookWhat'ssomething you miss?alot of thingsSingle or Taken?takenAreyou happy?yesHow many relationships haveyou had this year?oneHow many people have you kissedthis year?i dont knowIf one of your exes asked you out whatwould you do?i dont know thats a hard one probly say noIf your ex came upand hugged you what would you do?hug back What's thebest part of your day?i dont knowFavouritemovie?i have alot

Thoughts, Musings, And Other Crap
i have been on and off this site for almost 4 years, and when i first got on fubar i said and did lots of fucked up things to many ppl, now i admit while nobody is perfect, i was way out of line and a real asshole... i'm not here to try to make excuses for my past mistakes however... i am simply tryin to say that i have done lots of growing up and changed myself and the way i treat others for the better. Yeah, i know i still have a long way to go and im not tryin to play a guilt trip on ppl i just want to ask anyone that i have wronged in the past to take the time for me to show that i have changed... and i am aware that i still make mistakes but over all i want to be a friend and someone that you all can be proud of and respect not think poorly because of my past mistakes or rumors. in short, please give me a chance to show that i am someone with a good heart that is worth knowing... thanks,

New Age Love
Really! What does love mean now? It's definately not like it was when our grandparents got together. They got married for life. Good, . Bad, Thick, Thin, Rich, Poor, Sickness, Health(etc...). Now people are only in it for themselves. First sign of things not going their way, it's over(bf,gf,wife,husband) Are we getting selfish? Is love a luxury or convenience? People used to yurn for someone to love them unconditionally. Have we forgotten that NO ONE is perfect? What happened to forgiving and not forgetting? Or Let it go? Is it the heat? Is it our media's influence on us? Maybe our government did this to us. WTF is going on? I needs opinions! Holla Atcha boy!

Life & Death
i sit here, and i think of the shit weve been thru, all the time's we were hit and down but stood back up, the thing's we shouldn't of been thru, but you had my back and i had your's cause that's what boy's do, but now i sit here reminissin you, should have been there wit you, but now on this day we look down at you, your mom and me can't believe tha peace we see with you, so here is my vow to you ima wake every day and think of you, i got mom's back no matter what she's goin thru just like you, and to your boy's ima make sure they know you, cause wile they young, they gonna hear the stories about you and comin from me you know they all tru , touch i love and miss you , you like my brother ill never forget you R.I.P touch

Lost Heart
well i got no idea where to start just looking for something more in my life. i am 26 .m. leavenworth kansas. i have been hurt a lot so i dont let eole get close anymore but i have done it for so long it feels like i am running. to be alone is that what i am meant to be .

Ok Boys
ok i am having some issues here. i hope that this helps all the boys on the site. i just want ya'll to know some things that you mihgt not be aware of. Just because you are on a web site dosen't mean that you can or should get all crazy i am still a person and i expect you to have some level of respect for me as a person. If you cant do that then dont talk to me cause i will light a fire under your ass ok. Also that just because your buzz meter says that you are shitfaced dose not give you a license to be a nappy lil man. F.Y.I. i dont care about your down south so dont tell me about it, i really dont want to know. Dont tell me that your horny. Another thing that i dont care about is your opinion about how i would look naked...you will never know...i dont have nsfw's and never will so dont bother me with that shiot...and no i dont want to see yours. dont ask me for my yahoo either...im gonna be the same way on there that i am on fu. No you cant have my number dont ask cause i will tel

Unexpected
You came out of nowhere So unexpected It started simply enough A joke here, a compliment there Then we dug a little deeper Into the hidden recesses of ourselves The fantasies, the desires It was amazing, just how similar we were Our quirks, our insecurities, our perversions Then something changed My emotions got involved You became more than just a fantasy More than a pretty face I found myself missing you, thinking about you, caring about you I didn't know how to proceed, if I dare I said things I shouldn't have said Things you didn't want to hear Now your distant, unreadable And I'm forced to decide ...stay and wait ...or suffer and leave Chasing is no longer an option Remeber that first night I was so full of myself But you laid right into me You always have The way we laughed The immediate closeness we felt The comfort between us We should have never been together Yet there we were Your beauty staggered me That innocence in your eyes So out o

Sina's Blog :]
"The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just have to find the one worth suffering for." "You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - You aren't either, the two of you may never be perfect together, but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice and admit to being a human and making mistakes. Hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break-her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze or expect more then she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad and miss her when she's not there." "The good times of today, are the sad thoughts of tomorrow."

Piss Up A Rope
Im going to dedicate my first blog to the band WEEN. Why? Because I love the way this band can be so versitile from hardcore sounds such as with their first band Moist Boys, to their country songs, Ween is fun for the whole family! From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia 12 Golden Country Greats Released July 16, 1996 Recorded November 2-November 8, 1995 12 Golden Country Greats is Ween's fifth album, and third for Elektra Records. This album marked the first time Ween limited themselves to a specific genre of music. Bringing in a wide variety of seasoned (and sometimes legendary) Nashville musicians (including Buddy Spicher, Bobby Ogdin and The Jordanaires), the album sought to recreate the sound of golden-age country music with a great amount of success, while also combining this sound with classic Ween on such tracks as "Piss Up a Rope." Later, Ween would assemble many of the session musicians again into a touring band dubbed The Shit Creek Boys. Th

My E True Hollywood Story Part 1
Ok so like many of you who have profiles on here not many seem to take the time to tell about the real you due to the fact that all u care about is who is gonna buy you your next bling or get you that vip or whos gonna give you money to see your nsfw pics. Like really people…… So with that being said I am gonna give you some real isight to who I am and I guess maybe ull figure out why I am the way I am and if not go FU yourself lol. So like any person theres a point in your life where u can remember your first images or first memories, mine starts when I was 3 almost 4. It was a warm spring day not hot but warm. A gentle breeze filled the air as the leaves flowed in it. Sitting in my bedroom which was pretty bare, a bed, dresser, closet , and one blue plastic dumptruck with black tires. As I recall my only toy. Peering out my bedroom door the sound of slamming and banging immurged from downstairs. Like any child curiosity kicked in, as I crept down the stairs not

DEAR AGONY, by Breaking Benjamin I have nothing left to giveI have found a perfect endYou were made to make it hurtDisappear into the dirtCarry me to heaven's armsLight the way and let me goTake the time to take my breathI will end where I beganAnd I will find the enemy within'Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skinDear agony, just let go of meSuffer slowly, is this the way it's got to be, dear agony?Suddenly the lights go outLet forever drag me downI will fight for one last breath

Best Song
U.S. Marine Corps Hymn (Marine Hymn) From the Halls of MontezumaTo the Shores of Tripoli;We fight our country's battlesIn the air, on land and sea;First to fight for right and freedom And to keep our honor clean; We are proud to claim the title of United States Marine. Our flag's unfurled to every breezeFrom dawn to setting sun;We have fought in ev'ry clime and placeWhere we could take a gun;In the snow of far-off Northern landsAnd in sunny tropic scenes; You will find us always on the job--The United States Marines. Here's health to you and to our CorpsWhich we are proud to serve In many a strife we've fought for life And never lost our nerve;If the Army and the NavyEver look on Heaven's scenes; They will find the streets are guarded By United States Marines.

Assorted Dribble
Justice in the court room "Did that little girl get justice? Not by a long shot..." I want to start off by saying this, I feel that Casey Anthony should get some considerable prison time for not reporting her child missing (I'm talking about decades). I am pretty sure there is a large percentage of people out there who are outraged over the not guilty verdict in the Casey Anthony murder case, yes, she lied and she partied at a time when she should have been doing anything but and many of you would like to see her life taken from her and more than likely would do it yourself if you could get your hands on her. You have a right to feel pain and to turn that pain to anger. I too am very outraged over what happened to Caylee, I truly am. I believe the mother did some terrible wrongs. I am not saying the mother did or did not do the crime because I honestly don't know. Casey Anthony did some stupid sh*t and told some lies but the truth of the matter is this, no evidence was ever present

Blackrose
roses drippin blood just waitin here for it to stop, but it wont stop, roses drippin lots of blood im not waitin any more ............. drip drip drip my heart is slowin down, waitin here for it to fix, it wont fix........ roses drippin blood just waitin for it to stop, its slowin down........... drip drip my heart is is fixin roses drippin blood just waitin for it to start ......drip my heart is fixed roses not drippin blood just waitin for it to stop ,its stoped .................... didnt fix........................................................

Graduation Songs
If you're thought a quantification receiver, you may settle to alter invitations, favors or regularize the top graduation announcement wording the bar with an inspirational mention. But don't disorder if you're at a exit for text. Here's ten tips to supply you make the faction citation or expression for your grad.1. Signal the hunt. The unexcelled and easiest residence to search for exercise quotes is online. There are many websites devoted alone to categorized quotations. But you power get flat gambler results elsewhere on the cyberspace. Watch scrapbooking web pages with sections devoted to wording for special occasions. Flatbottomed companies that deceive personalized items for grads, such as invitations, can make a healthy itemise of eager suggestions.2. Begin your own recite of any graduation quotes that quest to you. Don't pass too much analyzing whether this is the one you necessary graduation announcement wording use. Once you possess concentrated a pick, you can go o.k. and se

Marvel Comic Movies That R Going 2 Suck In The Year 2011-2012
The movies that in the works for 2011 & 2012 are going to bomb and this is going to be why....... Captian America the 1st Avenger...... You cant have another marvel comics character from another movie play another character Chris Evans played the human torch in both of the fantastic four movies and is now playing captain america in this movie, even thou tommy lee jones and samuel l jackson are in this movie as well it will bomb........ And in the Thor movie scedueled to be released in 2011 is also going to suck cause they got a bunch of no namers playing the gods in here.... Chris Hemswroth as thor, Tom Hiddleston as loki, and even with anthoney hopskins as odin this movie will also bomb in theaters....... also they have Ray Stevenson playing Volstogg part of the warriors three who played the punisher in punisher war zone again another marvel guy playing another marvel character..... And as for the new x-men movie in the works i dont thnk its going to make it either, the new spider-man

Lounges!!! Club Patron And Lost Souls
WANTED!! NEED NEW FACES IN CLUB PATRON AND MORE SO IN LOST SOULS. THERE IS GREAT PEOPLE IN THERE 2 CHAT 2 AND LISTEN 2 GREAT MUSIC AS WELL!!! COME IN AND SEE WHAT IT IS ABOUT!!! IF U LIKE IT, THEN WE WILL LOVE FOR U 2 JOIN THE LOUNGES!!! MORE THE MARRIER!!! HOPE 2 SEE U ALL THERE WHO COME!! THANKS AGAIN!!! ANGELGIRL7873

My Writings
To Whom It May ConcernThis may be the last thingYou wanted to learnBut I'm tired of the painTired of the fightingSick of everyone takingBut no one compromisesI fought the best that I couldI gave it my allBut you just all sat thereAnd watched me fallAll the sleepless nightsSpent aloneYou left me behindIn a broken homeI never wanted all thisToo much on my plateThis razorblade against my skinHas sealed my fateI'm too far gone nowIt's far too lateYou had your chanceYou showed you didn't careSo now you can deal with lifeWithout me thereI hope the words are hard to findAnd make you feel ashamedBecause once the truth is outYou won't forget my nameSo save your tearsPlease don't cryI wanted it to end this wayI wanted to dieThis letterThe last thing I ever wroteI hope somebody finds thisMy suicide note. Sick and tiredWe've all been there beforeYou try to just shake it offBut it only hurts moreI'm trying my bestBut nothing seems to work outJust because I have a smileDoesn't mean I don't have doub

Waiting For Her...
To make love or just sex. What would you rather have. Is it strange to want to make love and not just have sex? Is it that the fact that just sex is just sex and the fact that I want more than just sex is kind of unheard of in my circle of friends. I must be getting old or something I have no fucking clue. Ok some of you might know I have been going over my options on where to go to school in the southwest or the west coast. Well, I think that it is time for me to live for myself and no one else. With that being said I think im going to just say fuck Arizona and Las Vegas ill just go some place where I can be happy. California is where im going. A awesome friend said its gonna be a fight WELL YOU KNOW WHAT? TIME TO TAKE THE FUCKING GLOVES OFF AND FIGHT MMA STYLE OH YEA ITS ON NOW!!!! LOL!!! Its time for me to step up my game this time around I wont know what to expect I have an edge on other people that are out there. I have friends with experence that have been there and done that. If

Perfectly Flawed
Why hello there, I am fairly new to this site, not new to blogging though... So let's see how this goes. I'm working right now, really I complain like hell about my job [warning you now] but hey... I have so much time to fuck around I should appreciate it far more than I currently do. On the prior to sitting in an office watching my ass grow, I used to run around in an art and frame shop constantly moving. Constantly burning the calories, interacting with people, and actually having non-computer based fun. So in order for me not to not to carve my brain with pens, pencils and scissors while at work... I explore the internet and it's numerous wonders. Thank goodness for Work Safe Mode :D

In Loving Memory
A million times we've needed you A million times we've cried If love alone could've saved you You never would have died In life we loved you dearly In death we love you still In our hearts you hold a place No one else will ever fill It broke our hearts to lose you But you didn't go alone Part of us went with you The day God took you home Geraldine Guest September 24, 1913 - September 27, 2006 You walked with me and helped me understand where I was going. You walked with me when I was all alone along the way. You told me you promised you would always be there. You may not be here physically but ur footprints are in my heart. Our hearts may be filled with sorrow and despair but we hold ur loving memorys. You carried me when I needed a friend and when I thought I lost my way you gave me strength to carry on. On the bad and good days I know you will still be there. We Love you John John and always remember that. Angels fly. Devils swim. John John, you walk on this E

Neil's Blog/journal
I've noticed here lately a refreshing little trend going on; people being themselves. I've always been the kind that likes seeing people the way they really are, and not all 'dolled up.' Yeah, getting dressed up and doing the makeup is nice once in a while, and has it's place in 'normal' society, but that's not what I personally really like to see. My 2-cents: just about anyone can look phenominal with makeup and a good outfit, but for a woman to be truely beautiful, she needs to show the confidence and courage to just be who she is. Kudos to those of you that do this. It's when you do this that makes me, for one, stop and take a second look. You are the ones that are truely amazing! When you have to compete for the attention of someone you care about, not only does it show they don't have the same desire for your attention, but tells you they're probably not worth the sacrifice of time. Argue for your limitations, and sure enough, they're yours. There is no such thing as problem o

Dirt Cheap Video Games Review Blog
by Gabriel Franco Reading on the go! When the Nintendo DS first came out everyone was excited about the world of possibilities it opened up. Indeed, as time went by players saw some truly fascinating and innovative game titles that redefined the videogame experience. So far, however, the possibilities the DS could offer outside of the gaming universe haven’t been exploited. 100 Classic Books falls in that tiny category; it’s not really a game, it’s much closer to being an application than anything else, in that it allows you to use the DS as a portable, electronic library, full of literary classics. View entire article ► 100 Classic Books, Achievements, Blur Review:, Cheats, FAQs, Forums, News, Nintendo Review Blog, PSP Review Blog, Review, Review Blog,

Guess Who's Back
YEP, IT'S ME, AND I'M BACK WITH A VENGANCE. I KNOW THAT I'VE BEEN AWAY FOR OVER A YEAR. THIS TIME, I'M A CHANGED AND BETTER PERSON. I'VE BEEN GOING THROUGH A LOT OF CHANGES IN THE PAST YEAR WITH, RELATIONSHIPS, I WENT TO ORLANDO, FLORIDA AGAIN, AND I GOT A NEW JOB (WHICH IS LONG OVERDUE). I'M MORE STRONGER AND MORE TOUGHER MENTALLY AND I LEARNED FROM MY MISTAKES THAT I'VE MADE WHILE ON HERE FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS. THIS TIME I'M NOT GONNA LET ANYBODY RUN ME OVER ANYMORE, AND I'M GONNA BE CAREFUL WHO I ADD, AND I WON'T BYTE MY TONGUE EITHER, AND I WON'T BACK DOWN FROM ANYBODY EITHER. IT'S GREAT TO BE BACK AND I MISS MY OLD FRIENDS ON HERE. IT FEELS GOOD TO START A NEW BEGININNG AND BECOME A NEW PERSON

The Failbox
I love cleaveage, and so do you. If I had a pet angelfish, she'd love cleavage. My grandma probably loved cleaveage, and so probably does the squirrel right out side my window staring blankly at the light pole. Obama loves cleaveage, and even Ray Charles does, even though he can't see it. My computer loves cleaveage, my Fubar account loves cleaveage, my coffee, boots, guitar, yahoo messenger list, taskbar, broken partition, and all my bathroom acoutraments love cleaveage. Ok so you get the point. The subject is cleaveage. Why would anyone discuss cleaveage, you might ask... Well it's because it's a treasured and beautiful thing that women passively showcase and abuse. In my opinion, in my own mind, women use cleaveage to attract attention like catnip to kittens. Well, newsflash: It works, and that attention might not be the kind you expect. I think in some cases, it can attract undesirable attention, like stalkers, and effectively, rape. Not cool. I know. Not a cool subject. But it's

Reapers_resurrection Memorial Service
Reapers_Resurrection passed away on Saturday, July 3rd, at approximately 5pm. He had a heart attack at home and was pronounced by EMS. Please remember Reapers! He was such a good man... And he liked Fubar!!! Leave any statements, condolences, and best wishes for his wife... I will give it to her... Reapers_Resurrections - A chance for you to talk about him http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73453

Erotic Stories People Send Me
I sit on a high back chair the smoke of a fresh lit cigarette drifting in the room I think back and reflect upon the events that brought me much joy this past night. Looking towards the doorway to the chamber where it took place. Where she sleeps a fitful sleep, a smile upon her lips. She called and said she wanted to play out some thing we have been talking about. I smile think she is such a good girl to me. such a good lil slut always pleasing me. Now I am going to give us much enjoyment. I settle back after the phone clicks as I hang it up. Then I walk to my chamber and pull out a small, wheeled tray laying upon it, an assortment of tools and toys. Various clamps and weights, a few long slender dildos, a cat of nine tails, shackles, and bindings silks. I lift a long leather package wrapped in oil skin. As I unwrap the skin and the sterling silver pommel and walnut handle is exposed. Carefully I slide the sharp blade from its place in the worn leather sheath, wiping the bl

You And Your Penises
Today I will: change the sink faucet at 9.5 months pregnant work a full time job running a coffee company raise a 13 year old live on 3 hours of sleep clean up the trail of shit you left behind make the bed go grocery shopping make dinner put the strollers away clean out the garage move all the tools you have left all over the house move a dresser tidy up before maids come... oh and to top it all off GROW YOUR DEMON SPAWN Thank you for your help ME THE 9.5 MONTH FETUS CARRIER PS THIS IS A FUCK YOU JEFF NOTE THAT I NEEDED TO GET OFF MY CHEST THAT IS ALL

Olen's Poetry (comments Welcome)
The nights were gloomy and daunting, then at last the clouds part ways revealing the ray of guidance i seek.She shall always shine love down upon me, blessing me with her light. her wisdom is infinite, beauty unsurpassed and knowledge unknowable.Though with all the patience of a mother she guides me towards more than i can be, more than i am.In all my humbleness, I kneel and raise my hands up to her to feel my life blessed by her light guiding me on my onward journey.For she is The Lady of the Night and my Goddess why hath the fates need to play cruel games on me, showing me true love and taking it away within a moments time of a day.what wrongs have I must done in a former life to be treated so heinously in matters of love and heart.why hath my heart be wrenched to and fro like a long boat in a raging storm.what is my purpose in this all, this charade of life and love.why hath my heart be born to always love knowing it shall be torn asunder.what is the reasoning in this madness, this

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Yahoo Messenger Virus
To all my fubar friends and family be very careful if you have friend on yim that are involved with facebook their is a virus going thru there it looks like a link to a photo dont open it if you do it will ask u to run it than it will automatically keep sending the link to all ur friends so please becareful i had to run a scan and do a restore to get rid of it . http://ow.ly/27Sci?=http:www.facebook.com/photo.php if you see this link do not open it thats the virus

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Only The Good Stuff
I think it's time I come clean about me and Crisis. I had been bombing his folder pretty heavily as I have been with all my friends. he sent me a message: > > > > > > > === 'Name Crisis' wrote the following at '2010-10-22 05:21:45'..> > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > I feel like I owe you for all this bombing. I have a big box of Fransia wine and some bubble bath that comes in a champagne bottle. Wanna make out?> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > === ' witty screen name' wrote the following at '2010-10-21 19:02:22'..> > > > > > > > >> > > > > > > > > Your photo album was Cherry Bombed by: witty screen name 146 photos in the album were rated an 11 and you've received 8,030 points and fuBucks! I DID want to make out. I asked him to wear that pink lipstick he has on in that one pic that "he says" mel made him. He told me he already had it on. Meh, what can I say I like it a little freaky. We met at a bar that was half way between his state and mine. We ordered 12 shots of whiskey a

Stories
I am in a restaurant with my Master beside me......we are with a group of vanilla friends and family....but we only have eyes for each other....i am trying to concentrate on the conversation but Master is distracting me ...under the table......of course i started it by teasing his cock with my fingers as i chatted with the others like nothing was happening...enjoying the feel of his cock getting harder and harder ... then i glance over to him with an evil smile on my lips and now i am paying for it....Masters hand is between my legs and is pulling my skirt up higher and higher under the table....i am grateful for the long table clothes ...lol... he finally gets my skirt up high enough to slide his hand under it. he knows i am not wearing panties because he told me not to. my pussy is soaking wet just from touching him. i am doing pretty well to this point keeping up with the conversation........i look over at Master and see the evil look in his eyes and know that i am in for it now....

Words From My Heart, Mind And Soul!
In the days of The Patriot Act and Illegal domestic wire tapping, I decided to take another look at the Bill of Rights. In doing so, I learned some things I had forgotten, but it also seemed to me that things have become a bit messed up. This is my tongue-in-cheek review of our rights! The Bill of Rights was ratified by citizens in these states, But, see, now there is a problem Today, it’s the world we face. There are ten things Gov. cannot do, They are spelled out for everyone. For now, these rights are set in stone. Let’s review them, one by one. The right to worship where you dare is the Number One protection. Arab, Jew or the Satanist; Free from undo persecution. But when their Gods tell them to kill we will hunt the sinners down. We’ll even fight in foreign lands and bomb them into the ground. It also says to speak your mind! It was next on Jefferson’s slate. But, please, don’t utter the wrong words, No obscenities from yo

Poetry
MY ONE A wild heart beats in my breast, Longing to be tamed. Waiting for One strong enough. Waiting to be claimed. A lonely wind blows through my soul. I feel so incomplete. The empty place within my heart, Echoes with it's plea. It yearns for One who's strong and bold, Yet loving as can be. One who'll take me to my heights, And then set me free. Free to feel his loving arms, Catch me when i fall. Free to answer with a smile, To his gentle call. One who'll whisper his command, Sweetly in my ear. One who's words caress my soul, "Would you kneel for me, Dear?" One who's hand is strong and firm, Yet willing to caress. What other answer could I give, But a softly whispered, "YES" W/B Ylva

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Block Blog Pt 3
successfully blocked user Mmm, you're so kinky!=== 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:23:47'..>> > > well if you slap me in the face with it i will 1. not even see it and 2. not even feel it so who cares if it looks like a mosquito bite...whats make up for? > > === 'Vortex of Misery' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:21:24'..> >> > I will slap you in the face with it. If you try to call the cops on me I'll just tell them that mark on your cheek is a mosquito bite! Who's gonna feel silly then?> > > > > > === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:18:54'..> > >> > > great. small dick, small chance, small expectations...> > > > > > > > > === 'Vortex of Misery' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:17:18'..> > > >> > > > That will work!!! > > > > > > > > See i'm easy to please!> > > > > > > > > > > > === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:15:25'..> > > > >> > > > > bang? with what?> > > > > > > > > > want me

Block Blog Pt 2
ERROR: sorry, the users permissions don't allow you to message them. === 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 14:55:12'.. Don't talk to me ugly girl .. your fam is right , you're ugly i do but i don't give it out to strangers, sorry :P=== 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 14:51:41'.. Im sure you're very hot in real life ... Do you have yahoo babe ? well i personally would say no...then again i barely find me "yummy" in my pics either...so I dunno, probably not...ask around i'm sure tehy can tell you i'm pretty ugly in real life...like on cam or something...like ask my fam they are honest about it i'm sure....=== 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 13:43:34'.. are you as yummy as the pics in real life ? yeah its just pics you are right, but thanks, I'm a good pic taker it seems :)=== 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 13:41:38'.. very yummy from the pics

Block Blog Pt 1
ERROR: sorry, the users permissions don't allow you to message them. === 'Feet Crazy' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:31:54'.. yupp..............your a CUNT === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:28:44'.. yupp === 'Feet Crazy' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:17:44'.. typical === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:15:47'.. nope, sorry === 'Feet Crazy' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 13:54:33'.. u making my feet salute?

Cowboys (posers)
This for all you cowboys and poser like them. Just because you got COWBOY in your name doesnt make you one. Why cant you be yourself? Is it becasue you cant let the real person out. All you posers think i am cowboy let me ride you. well the village had a more real cowboy than you. Get a life and try to be yourself. for the real cowboys and cowgirls more power to you. you all got my respect, but for the posers take a flying leap off my fu$* stick and get a life. I am tired of seeing perverted faggots like you. so if you think your a real cowboy or girl ask the real ones first.

Weekly Goal Update And Such
today was a bad emotional day so i went for a walk... in the last week i found out i definately have to have back surgery, my doctor wants me to get down to 160 before the surgery but will settle for 200... i've been waiting for a lost wages check since april... they told me april 9th i should get it in 5-7 weeks and i found out friday that it is now up to the insurance adjuster when to give me the check and if i havent recieved it by the end of my case which could be 3-5 yrs from now that my lawyer will address it then so i have lost my apartment that i was to move into on the 1st of sept.... my cell phone has been acting up giving me scramble screen and have to restart it to see whats on my phone adn then over the weekend it stopped letting me send forward text messages or pic or video texts so i took it in today and they told me that even though i pay for insurance every month they are claiming it was damaged by me doing something to it not covered under insurance so i have to pay 5

Poems Or Writings I Found
With amber eyeshe watches.Over his pack,his family.Strong togetheras they huntfor survival.With angry eyeshe sees.Fences across land,men with guns,and a thrill.He only killsto survive.With sad eyeshe looks.At sharp traps,the soft fursof his pups.They didn't runto survive.So he asks,why did hesurvive? My Tigress A bright flash of white, black lightening strikes; eyes stare deeply through space and time. Moves without sound not enslaved by teh ground, a restless shadow sheltered by night. All strength and beauty a grace to behold, soft to the touch should we all be so bold. Fearsome in might, fearsome in power, truely majestic and awesome. God's flower. Tigers Cry I am the tiger, Strong on the outside fearsome and wild. Soft on the inside gracious and mild. I am the tiger in silence I cry; Listen to me

Why?
I mean, why the circus? isn't there somewhere better to run away to, like possibly disneyland to ride all the rides free forever, to the mall where they can live in the ceiling and become a mall ninja and steal anything awesome, or even playboy mansion, where they get all of the free porn they want with no parental blocks. But no, they want to run away to the circus where they are peeped on by a bunch of drunken clowns who smell like beef jerky and cheese, where their job is to shovel elephant shit because their kids and they have no fucking talent other then entertaining a few pedophilic tightrope artists. why do you think they wear such tight tights? so their junk has no room to grow when they see all the little kids, sick high flying pricks, and when it's all over, you have a 40 year old man who's scarred beyond repair, who is freakishly scared of clowns, and they have no teeth from eating so much fucking popcorn. now think about it and let me know your insights. thanks for reading

My Kind Of Man!!
In the line at the store, the cashier told the older womanthat she should bring her own grocery bag because plastic bags weren'tgood for the environment.. The woman apologized to him and explained,"We didn't have the green thing back in my day."The clerk responded, "That's our problem today. The former generationdid not care enough to save our environment."He was right, that generation didn't have the green thing in its day.Back then, they returned their milk bottles, soda bottles and beerbottles to the store. The store sent them back to the plant to bewashed and sterilized and refilled, so it could use the same bottlesover and over. So they really wererecycled.But they didn't have the green thing back in that customer's day.In her day, they walked up stairs, because they didn't have an escalatorin every store and office building. They walked to the grocery store anddidn't climb into a 300-horsepower machine every time they had to go twoblocks.But she was right. They didn't have th

By, Bi And Bi Again
This is posted B(eye) me. I am B(eye)-Polar. I am B(eye)-Sexual. (this does not mean I am a 3some bed hopper so stow those comments thank you). I do not enjoy being B(eye)-myself. I have a LD so deal with my garmmer and my spelling. I am disabled and spend alot of time online to avoid being alone. I would love to make some friends both on and offline. I am a tad nuts at sometimes more then others. I have a furtile imagination and enjoy Fantasy and Sci-fi. If I just wanted sex I would go to the bar. Its less work then maintaining myself online. I don't care about your age or your gender as long as you prove that you are not a card carrying ignoramous. Imature is one thing Irresponsible is quite another.

Stug
Stug is the essence of happiness. The feeling of bliss we achieve at our best moments. It's the high of being on top, and the courage to stay there. Stug is the swagger of a leader. It is the determination for better - and the quest for happiness. It gives you a the reason to get out of bed with a smile, master the day, and make dreams turn to reality. Stug is the aura that radiates from the heart and makes us who we are. Live Stug! Proper uses of Stug - 1. Noun: A. A name for "the best of the best" {example}"Through my hard work and dedication, I've finally made it to the top; I'm Stug. (suffix) - fy: noun-to-verb (...Stug → Stuggify) {example}"He looks like he can sure use some help, Lets Stuggify his life!" 1. Adjective: A. An implication of greatness. {example} “Mohammed Ali is a legend. He is Stug" B. A blissful state of being. {example}"When I’m taking long walks on the beach, I become filled with Stug." C. Without flaw; Perfection. {example}"Be Stug" (prefix

A Lesson Well Learned
as i sit here the days go bye and i think of you and cry and all you say is that i lie and dont care how i might die alone at night i think of you and wishing that i was next to you but rolling over and crying so hard knowing that my heart is scared and now i sit here battered and torn i remember the days and im forlorn boys may come and boys may go but you were the one that let me go its been days now and i still think of you crying so hard my face turns blue i loved so hard it cant be changed but forever my heart will be chained ty for the one man that will always be in my heart no matter what he has done to me! ty master i have learned well from your teachings

Sometimes I Like To Write Things O_o
I don't have a title for it yet so shh You stole my heart with just one look. Your beauty, I mistook. And now I finally see, the mask you wear must no longer be. Overcome with fear and pain, your tear drops fall like acid rain. They eat away the thing I hide, the only part I keep inside. It hurts for me to see you cry, alone again you want to die. With no more care and no more will, I suffered as you took that pill. And now I walk away to fight, the emptiness I feel at night. You left me here without a choice, the angels choke in mid rejoice. As I tie this noose you wove, I begin to sob and leave the grove. The mirrors all around I see, now paint this picture out for me. The girl I seek with all my soul, is the girl who, once, I used to know. My hand stretched out towards the face appeared, shaking as it slowly nears. A sick feeling washes over me, as the girl revealed...is me.

My Favorite
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Realizing Life
i'm sitting here at 541am and thinking about my life... well heres what I need to get out... I'm sick and tired of being treated the way I have been by friends, family, employers and people who don't even know me.. she heres what I gotta say.. I AM ME... if you don't like the way I am, the way I look, my tattoos, my attitude or what I have to say on any subject then please feel free to go fuck yourself and get the fuck outta my life... I'm still going to be me no matter if you are here in my life or not... I'm going to be making some major changes in my life.. things that need to be done.. thing I want to do and need to do for ME... so if you want to be around me please I am very honored to have you as my friend / family... if you decide to leave.. feel free to have my size 15 EEE steel toed boot in your ass pushing you out of the door... so this is what I have to say... like me or hate me.. but damn it YOU WILL FUCKING RESPECT ME!!! and you will know my name.. so pissing me off

Why Am I Famous?!
Misa Campo kicks off her career By the time she was in her late teens, Misa Campo had moved permanently back to Montreal, where she managed to land a job as a bartender at the city’s exclusive Jet and System nightclubs. Misa’s bosses, impressed by her sunny personality and drop-dead gorgeous looks, encouraged her to give the world of modeling a shot, and specifically pointed her towards Montreal’s annual performance Misa Campo Why Is She Famous? Misa Campo got her start as a model at various trade shows and conventions, and quickly moved up the ranks within the modeling world thanks to a series of high-profile appearances in a variety of upscale publications (including Maxim magazine). Misa Campo Biography Misa Campo was born on January 28, 1987, in Montreal, Canada. When she was just two years old, Misa moved to California’s Newport Beach to live with her father. Surrounded by her relatives, Misa grew up in a safe and comfortable environment in whi

Twizeled
put the drink down never. their should always be a back up plan! when to just say no cant . whouldnt know how to act! what is the stoping point you ask? no paints no short an you have no idea where your clothes are is 1 . then there is when walking becomes a problem 2 /

Dreaming...
It's you I want to be with....All I can think of is you...All I want now is you....My thoughts consumed with our possibilities...My heart aching to be renewed by you....My body longing for your touch.....My mind lost to thoughts of you... My sweet....I ache for you...My mind breaks in the silence of waiting for you, tumultuous thoughts eroding away at my heart as i yearn for just one touch, the taste of your lips, the feeling of your arms around me.When i close my eyes...all i see is you...i miss you yet we haven't even met... The longing in me goes unwanted,unwarranted and bruised.Do you think of me...as i think of you...waking up in passionate sweat seeing my face, but i am not there...Come to me...i need you... I am filled with despair…my heart wrenching open…I am my own calamity…my own poison… afflicting wounds I cannot retrieve…And now, there is no cure for the broken heart that I haveSeeping deep…cutting too unfathomable… I

My Sh*t
im 29 lookin to chill and meet new people... im layed back relaxed and take care of me and mine....im new to this so bear with me... but get at me... i date black men got 3 mixed children and love to live life to the fullest... let it do what it do... and remember u got 1 life live it to the fullest ...

Single Life
Snippet of a conversation with a friend...since I don't feel like explaining again I'm gonna copy/paste. Here's my day. Was up until 8am...finally passed out from exhaustion...woke up at 3:40 to my mom banging on my door saying she doesn't like being locked out when she knows damn well I always lock my door when I'm home alone for my own safety. So I wrap myself in a blanket and go to the door, and told her I had went to bed at 8 and she goes "why?" I'm like "I dunno" so she goes "Well I'm gonna go get something to eat then" and just storms off and goes to get food. I just snapped at that point, I got up, threw on clothes and went to Mike's because Tawnua wasn't available until 6. So I talked to Mike's mom for a while, spent some time with Gwinevere, then went to Tawnua's. We watched true blood and we shared a can of soup for dinner. I kissed her too just to see if I'll enjoy it when the time comes By when the time comes I mean I've been invited to participate in a 3-way with

China Wholesale Electronics Online
Tablet PC, the strong trend have landed ePathChina. Due to extremely lightweight and handy characteristics, this tablet PC on ePathChina can be easily tucked under the arm and moved from place to place by anyone compared to laptops. Can you imagine how much does this tablet laptop weigh? It is only 350g. And it fit into tiny carrying cases which is so convenient to take. Now, let us try one kind of operation. Lightly click the display with stylus or your finger, you can run any application in this tablet laptop PC. With G-sensor function, no matter holding this tablet PCs transversely or vertically, the interface will change direction automatically. If you are dissatisfied with the storage of it, you can insert a SD card into this tablet laptop. It can not exceed the maximum capacity of 32GB. And the highlight of this device is the Google Android operation system 1.6. With this tablet laptop, you can work and contact with your relatives or friends anytime and anywhere. It will help you

Rip
Hoover official calls balcony collapse 'terrible tragedy' Published: Monday, July 05, 2010, 3:01 PM Updated: Monday, July 05, 2010, 6:06 PM Roy L. Williams -- The Birmingham News Follow Share this story Story tools Hoover fire officials continue today to investigate the collapse of a balcony at an apartment complex that killed one person and injured six others. Rusty Lowe, Hoover Fire EMS and public information officer, said this afternoon that authorities could wrap up their investigation into the mishap at the Waterford Landing Apartments sometime tomorrow. He called the collapse, which happened shortly before midnight Sunday, a "terrible tragedy." Lowe said an insurance company representing the owner of Waterford Landing Apartments, located in the 3200 block of Chace Lake Fairway near Alabama 150, has begun its own investigation of the deck collapse. Lowe said incident occurred when a third-floor deck at the complex fell onto the two decks b

Whats The Problem???
ok i have done as support said 1. cleared the browsing history 2. rebooted the computer 3. changed browsers 4. written to fubar support which takes at least 2 days! the technical support not the support lounge is awful on this site! 5. oh and i rated 50 green new members and it still says zero rated??????? arrgghhhhhhh i just dont get it.....well im done what do you think or suggest?

Rants Of A Red Headed Harlot.
Devin my 6 yr old went to their first concert ever.Josh Grasin preformed It was up at the Riverwind Casino where a good friend works. At first it was supposed to be Out side. I thought "Cool, this will work nicely, out door music by a guy they like, they can jump and yell and scream and dance out all that energy!" Boy did I think wrong. First problem, rain came in and move the concert inside. Kids are still okay to go in but now i have to make sure they don't go in certain areas and there are some rather... freaky people playing in casinos i know i used to work in one. And then I think about loosing Brenden, my son who is 4 in a Casino. I got smart. Brenden was wearing pants. I have a cat leash. I never honestly thought I would see the day where I would have to leash my child. wow... Btw, did i ever play Houdini on you when I was a kid? there one sec, gone the next? Brenden did that to me in a fair once.... (no i didn't buy the leash just for that.) After

Games
The riddles and games take a walk through a maze Can anyone solve these puzzles? Please fucking stop these puzzles! Intense the complexity that boggles my mind with the mystery- of those who are blind. How frusterating! How disheartening! Can I obtain the patience to furbish solutions- so the questions stop pounding inside? -Oh how they fuck with my mind. The games and these riddles must die! FIN

A Poem About The Effects Of Drugs
This is a poem passed on to me by a relative of the 21 year old female who lost her life while addicted to crystal meth. This is a true happening. A 21 year old female was addicted to crystal meth, overdosed, and lost her life. After her death, they were cleaning out her apartment and in her top dresser drawer, found a poem she had written. Meet Mr. and Mrs. Crystal Meth. I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that’s just a start. I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I’m easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death, then it certainly should. I have

Shitty 4th Of July ... Waiting Till Tomorrow
well my b/f has to work doubles at a bar tonight so no fireworks :( i ate 1/2 a bar and drank a drink and that only lasted me a couple hours of feling good for alittle bit... im stuck at my mom's b/f house and they went to bed early and i have no transportation ... but .... on the brightside i just recieved 100$ and decided to use some of it to go get hammerd with watever life and my friends throw at me tomorrow :) woot woot .... at this very moment i am working on a very difficult braclet that has x patterns weaved into it ... black and green :) will post up pics later if interested ... im a start selling them ... hopefully earning enough money to get more of my essentials like panties ( b/c my dog ate them all ) , some shorts , a belt , food for my ferret ruffus, and anything else i decide i need that day :) Whishing i was high right now ... maybe then i could go to sleep ... but thats not happening :P but that wasn't me complaining not at all i like being up at night ... nobody

Tutorial On Online Dating!
Hey FuFriends! Many of the same things work for online flirting that work for “brick and mortar” flirting and all relationships begin with successful flirting. Flirting is an art that requires oozing confidence without being OTT. If you go too far, she will label you “slimy” If you don’t go far enough, she will label you “wimpy”. So how do you achieve that point half way between slimy and wimpy and do it online without using eye contact or body language? All you have is a computer an internet connection and membership in an online dating site, right? 1. Have fun! Be light-hearted, funny and entertaining. Make her eager to talk to you again. Flirting is playful. 2. Ooze confidence. Successful flirts have a positive outlook on life. You need to transmit the “feel good” factor. An optimistic attitude attracts females like honey attracts flies. 3. 3. Compliment her…and do it often and sincerely. Nothing opens

Heart For Sale
"HEART FOR SALE"...Who wants to buy my heart?Im having it for sale.Although its only second hand,still it functions well.Because once,I sold it whole,but someone returned it broken.Now,I had it all repaired and now im back in business.Who wants to buy my heart?Satisfaction guaranteed.It has free service charge and a lifetime warranty.So if youre asking for the price,well youre in a bargain,it only cost........TRUE LOVE.,.,if youre interested just hit me up in my messenger so we can talk more about it,heres mine shalanimiller316@yahoo.com or shalanimiller316@hotmail.com addme and hit me up

So Sorry Mommy
Sorry I’m a mistake. don’t know why you don’t admit it and also deny it. You could have had a much better life without me. You wouldn’t have had to suffer so much raising me. I’m sorry mommy that I’m just a failure. I’m sorry I ruined you life. I’m sorry I’m not as good as your family’s kids. Sorry I’m not close to perfect. Sorry that I haven’t even made a dent in perfection. I’M SO SORRY AND I LOVE YOU MOMMY!!!!

This Poem For All My Friends
Life changes its beauty all the timeSometimes it's a shade, sometimes life is sunlightLive every moment here to your heart's contentThe time that is here may not be tomorrowOne who loves you whole-heartedlyIt is difficult meet that personIf there is someone like that somewhereThat person is more beautiful than allGrab onto that (person's) handHe or she may not be so gracious tomorrowLive every moment here to your heart's contentThe time that is here may not be tomorrowTaking the shadow of your eyelashes, when someone comes nearYou try to reason with your crazy heartYour heart just goes on beatingBut think, that which is here nowThat story may not be here tomorrowLife changes its beauty all the timeSometimes it's a shade, sometimes life is sunlight.........................Live every moment here to your heart's contentThe time that is here may not be tomorrowThe time that is here may not be tomorrow If we stay or not, we shall remember these momentsTomorrow we shall remember this momentT

Big Fumoney$$$$$$$
I am offering $70,000 FuBucks to whomever will create my lounge. It's fairly simple, I just don,t comprehend with CSS too well. I have the pics and all. If interested give me a shout. I will give you my username ans password. $70,000 FuBucks will be fupaled upon completion. Thanks

Mean People
I HAVE NO USE FOR MEAN PEOPLE, IF YA WANNA BE NASTY FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO BE NASTY TO. I'M NOT THE ONE. I CARE ABOUT PEOPLE MORE THAN I SHOULD BUT YA KNOW WHAT THAT'S A CHANGIN . WANNA GET LIPPY WITH ME YOU WON'T LIKE ME RETURN FIRE & I DO MEAN FIRE!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T FORGET ,I'M A BIG GIRL ,RAISED MYSELF ON THE STREET & I AINT TAKIN NO CRAP FROM ANYONE KNOW THAT ,LIVE IT & DEAL WITH IT!!!!!! IF YOU WANNA FIGHT KNOW IT 'LL BE SHORT & SWEET BE PREPARED TO PICK YOU A!! UP OF THE GROUND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I WON'T HANG OUT WITH PEOPLE THAT ARE DRAMA , WANT TO FIGHT OR WANNA BE STUPID. I DON'T YELL ,I DON'T GET FREAKED OUT ABOUT OTHER WOMEN!!! I DON'T PLAY THE GAMES, I WILL WALK RIGHT NOW . I TAKE CARE OF ME & MY KOOL CAT T.J. DONT NEED ANYONE TO TAKE CARE OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Life
Let me start off by introducing myself. My name is Gary Baldwin. Right now I am living in Genoa West Virginia. Chances are you've never heard of it. It's a little one horse town about 30 miles south of Huntington. How I ended up here is kind of an interesting story. My wife of 6years and I split up about 3 months ago. At that time I was living in Logan Ohio. I loved it there. Logan is in the Hocking Hills, places to go fishing are abundant, and I enjoyed going swimming at the lake. Well, when I and my wife split I had no choice but to go stay with my brother in Marion Ohio. Marion was not exactly the place I wanted to be, but at least I was with family. After being there for about a week I found out that if I stayed there my brother was going to get kicked out of his apartment. I could not be the cause of my brother losing the apartment that he and his fiancé had worked so hard to afford, so as soon as I got a job I got a sleeping room. It was OK for about a week, until

4th Of July?
Oh Im sure what Im about to say is going to piss alot of people off but dont forget, there isnt a lil person in my head running in circles yelling "give a damn, give a damn". We are so stoked about The 4th of July....but why? I mean I know people have died for this country but that also happens in every day life as well. We tend to forget the truth on this country..how it so called "got the freedom". It was stolen from the people who were here first. Where was the freedom then? Where was the voice that spoke up and said, "ya know what, this is OUR country". There was no voice, those people who now live on small parts of land were killed. For the soul purpose of mine mine mine!. Whatever...my point is, before you shoot off your fire works, have your family cook out...take a moment to remember the ones that DIED so people could be here..oh and dont forget...if it wasnt for the NATIVE AMERICANS...most of the people on the boats would have died as well...My people taught them how to live.

For The Lulz
I cant laugh any harder than i already am at those "MMA Fighters" If you were a real MMA Fighter u wouldnt be putting it out there, thats like a oldschool yahoo hacker in a chat room blabbing his cocksucker that he is a "hacker" We get what your upto, its a popularity thing or a cry of attention. Got news for ya though this : "I am a MMA fighter but thats no excuse iam trained to hurt people who piss me of so dont tread on me or the ones i love" This is a weak Attempt at being an Attention Whore.

My Word's
I live in a world full of Horrors and Paradises a place where life may or may not go on. I'm unique, and I am free spirited. I see your days here in this world as a story. one that we write till we die,but even after death, there is a new story to be told. I see life as a precious hour glass,.. I'm a sinner in some eyes, and a saint in others. I've made mistakes,but do not want a second chance to go back and fix them. They have made me who I am. I have been hurt because of trusting the wrong people, Now I have learned that I have to lean more, before I tell my life's story. We have to make the best of yourself's, and this world even with the harsh words of this generation. Just show your Sinner smile.

There Comes A Point
~PSALM 27~ Psalm 27 1The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? 2When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell. 3Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident. 4One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple. 5For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock. 6And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the LORD. 7Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me. 8When thou said

Poems
Through most of my life I have known That I will mostly always be alone To never know the truest of loves When I am always wearing my kid gloves To come first has always been my dream Believing now that it will forever stay a gleam All my efforts are in vain When all my days seem to end in rain Do I live my life as a solitary form? Always living in a constant storm Can I start my life anew? Going through it with a different view I must try to live my life No longer with so much strife Alone is the life that maybe I should lead To come first no longer shall I plead? To sit alone in my own tiny case Alone I shall live through time and space 09/20/2010 by RRJ You want me to be with you From now until the end of time Unless you're willing to share your life with mine, Your want isn't worth a dime I'm a show me girl So, show me what you got So, you say you love me I'm not impressed So, you say you want me So get undressed

Just Thoughts Out Of My Head..
What is the problem with some people thinking that they are so much better than anyone else on this planet? I mean really, We are all born of flesh and bone and connected to everyone else on this earth because we are all human. All one species created by GOD himself. No one person is better than any other.Some people raise their children to act superior to others to make themselves feel better. Like making other people that have less than you are not worth anything because they are poor or just different. Even these same kids make fun of rich people because they have money and flaunt it. This is a bad and vicious cycle that needs to stop. We are all one. Equal in every way. Yes the same even though we may be different colored skin, hair, eye color, body size, the clothes we choose to wear or don't and yes even if the amount in our pocket book is different in amount. Even if in that pocketbook the money is a euro, a peso, a yen or even a dollar bill. It is all spendable. It buys things

Stories From The 4th
i only bomb on double points days, and my list is generally about 30 minutes long, so you have a good 25+ minutes at the end of my bombing to get some love from me if you just follow these few simple guidelines! 1. HAVE A FOLDER WITH 250 PICS IN IT. it cant be NSFW, since we're not allowed to bomb those. a bomb is basically instant 11s on up to 250 pics, BUT if you have less than 250 you get less points (and so do it). so all you need to do is throw some random junk together and load it in a folder. 1a. oh yeah, when mass uploading, only do about 20 pics at a time, or it fails. 2. MARK YOUR BOMB FOLDER. links in the SB are nice, but sometimes they're broken or i get a message that the pics are currently unavailable for some damn reason. SO, mark a folder with lots of text stuff to be eye catching, such as BOMBBOMBBOMB or >>>>>>BOMB

Imc Media Models Wanted
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Poetry
As I read the runes glow, Enchanting arcaic tomes, For the wolf to hear, He is my bretheren, Calling my companion, My guide and friend, Stirring hope within, Sad and alone, He howls for me, Crying out for all to hear, Strength and power, We both do share, Delving deep into Druid lore He is my eyes, Alerting me to danger, Shifting within me, The wolf is released, For He and I are one, Glowing runes turn blue The transformation complete, I have an ally in him, I'll never again hurt, And be far away from harm, My eyes glow, For the time has come, To be the strongest I have ever been....

Girlfriend App
FOR THOSE WHO THINK FUBAR IS LIKE MYSPACE OR FACEBOOK.... ITZ NOT FUBAR IS A PLACE WHERE ANYTHING GOS AND FOR OLDER PPL TO HAVE FUN AT AND PUT UP ANYTHING THEY FUCKING WANT... SO B4 U GO AN POINT UR LIL ASS FINGER AN SAY THEY ARE WHORES HERE JUST REMEMBER... ANYTHING GOS!!!!!!!!!!!! 1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Fave Color:4. Are you a virgin?5. Are we friends and if we are, do you want to be more?6. Do you have a crush on me?7. Would you kiss me?8. ...with tongue?9. Would you enjoy it?10. Would you ever ask me out?11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?14.Would you walk on the beach with me?15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?16. Do you/have you talk crap about me?17. Do you think I'm a good person?18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?19. Would you have sex with me?20. Do you think I'm hot/attractive?21. If you could change anything about me

Thoughts From A Chauvinist
I'm fucking livid. I just did dishes that have been sitting in the sink/on the counter since Monday. The primary female is out of town at her family's for July 4th (and other gas wasting activities....like driving to her Mom's on Thursday to pick up her mom only to drive 2 hours west so her mom can consult with one of our friends on selling her gold bars. And then driving back to Richmond and on to Virginia Beach for the rest of the weekend. But that's another story.) My "at-home mom" wife left on Thursday, and left a kitchen FULL of dishes. The kitchen was starting to smell, and I didn't want to listen to her yell and scream...and possibly break the other working 1/4 of my tv that she didn't break 2 weeks ago. My ass works 40-60 hours a week. I worked all day last Sunday, I worked all night the Friday before, and I worked the morning of last Saturday as well. You can almost say I worked all of last weekend. I bring home a nice paycheck. She wanted to be an at home mom. We

Games
It's confusing to me, watching as I do, the things people do to bring them personal worth. Those that seem to want to cause pain in others to give themselves a sense of power or control is the undermining of society today. Antagonists that only bring others down to feel a socially higher status has been going on for decades, even centuries...but does that make it right, or does this actually point to a Neanderthalic mentality of "might makes right"? The barbaric way people tend to treat each other behind our backs is appalling and a disturbing sign that the human reace seems doomed to destroy itself. When did allowing the abitlity to feel and show honest emotions become a liability and not a strength? When did backstabbing become the norm? The glorification of such antics on TV's so called "reality shows" has done more to erode our sense of morality than pornography ever thought of doing (at least porn admits what it is). S0, the ability to make someone else feel pain...is this a stren

Just One
So here it is 12 yrs later and I find myself right back in the whole dating scene. Only now the stakes are a little higher. Before we dated in our "area", thanks to the internet our "area" has gotten considerably wider. Most ppl I have come across only want a "cybering" relationship. Myself I like live not memorex. I can't get the warmth or sensation from a keyboard that I can get from a live man. I can't go for a walk or the movies with my monitor (well I could but would be concidered crazy). Oh and lets not forget the guys who think they are doing a 42 yr old a favor by letting them talk to them. Or think that we are so desperate that we will jump into bed with you, seriously think dude if you were so hot then you would have women your own age jumping in there already. I have had some very nice spring and summer romances don't get me wrong. I see a lot of very hot younger men, but that doesn't get you in good with me, you have to be able to talk and think as well as being good in bed

Rantings, Ramblings, & Ruminations
I enjoy sex. I enjoy watching it, reading it, talking about it, doing it. I love to talk dirty, I love describing fantasies, and I even enjoy getting off on dirty talk. It’s fun. And it should be fun. I’m not ashamed of my sexual mind, and I don’t believe I should be made to feel so. No one should be made to feel ashamed for liking/enjoying/participating in consenting sex. I don’t do slut- or whore-shaming. I’m not going to force myself on you, nor ask you to participate in anything you are uncomfortable with. But I am a sexual person. This is who I am. Otherkin to talk with on a regular basis. ESPECIALLY other vampires. It’s difficult, and sometimes draining, to have to try to explain to people who don’t quite understand (or who WON’T understand). ESPECIALLY trying to accurately explain what it’s like to be a vamp without a donor; to be a vamp without a donor for two years. When you’re a vampire, and yo

Why There Is An Angel On Top Of The Christmas Tree.
When Santa Clause first started giving gifts to all the good boys and girls, there weren't as many people in the world as there is now. It was easy to sneak quietly into cottages and castles to place the gifts at the foot of the childrens beds. But as we all know, time marches on, and soon the world became more populated. It grew more difficult to give all the gifts on one night. Santa decided to have a meeting with everyone at the North Pole to discuss his options. "I need to get in and out more quickly and put the gifts in one location. I don't have time to search each house to find the childrens rooms," he explained. Many ideas circulated during the meeting, and someone mentioned putting up a tree and decorating it. That way, he could enter the house, find the decorated tree quickly, place the gifts and move on to the next home. "That is a very good idea! Lets do it," Santa exclaimed. One of the elves asked what kind of tree should be used, and Santa came up with the idea of a cont

Fu/internet Guys
So as everyone knows, i was dating my fu hubby (Famous), sadly enough i wasted a year on his pathetic lying ass. Since then i have been called every name in the book from him & his group of fu chicks that sadly enough dont know about eachother, but i knew each and everyone :).. This is my time to clear up the little "he said, she said facts" tell you what REALLY went down, because lets face it.. boy lies through his teeth. At first it seemed great, as all relationships do, its called the happy period because the bullshit hasnt found its way through yet.. Came to see him for a month, saw him everyweek, was great.. still no sign of bullshit. Numerous amounts of girls croweded his fu page, like he was the best thing in the world (haha he wishes), he even was stupid enough to tell a bunch of them he wasnt dating me, obviously its a website.. shit gets back to people. More and more girls piled up. More & more girls fell into his lies & are still in his lies... Its actually surprising

What I Think...hmm
illuminati, you might be asking yourself wtf is this?? well its a satanic cault like group who runs the music industry, 2pac, MJ, rihanna, jay z, beyonce, eminem, niki m, lady gaga and much more. members of this group, they sold their soul to ILLUMINATI for money and fame rihanna umbrella is in fact about rain man?? who is RAIN MAN? the devil himself taking rihanna and making her his b!tch his puppet if u will 2pac died because he pissed off record companys "ILLUMINATI" with this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=huiUPzXoKtQ&feature=fvst MJ died because he pissed off the same people with this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ziDiOUsQLw4&feature=related SAME MEANING FOR BOTH SONGS ALL I GOTTA SAY IS THEY DONT REALLY CARE ABOUT US 2PAC AND MJ wanted out the only way out was to die How can you love someone you never met?? is it possible?? YES!! it happens all the time, people fall in and out of love so if u think u love someone make sure its not luv, if

I Said No To Drugs..they Didn't Listen.
run with me now, my dearest friendthe direction were headingleads right to the endbut at least we're together and will always beyour love is worth risking my calamityfrom the moment we metit was destined my friendthat the moments we share would devoid us of careand now that we're hereone last kiss for you dearand then we shall partthe warmth of your kiss took my life from the start I walked through the park and i noticed this chickwho was sitting alone with a joint and a bicmy name is Krystle ..if you wanna get high~i got killer herb that you just gotta try!"i sat and we smoked and we joked and we toked and as we got high, the hours flew by and i said "damn this is strong, shit i hope i don't die"and we laughed in the parktill the sky was too dark. "i'm glad that i met you, but i do gotta bounce,we'll meet up tomarrow-shit i gotta whole ounce!"i'm Amanda ..just so you know..""dude, you told me that 3 minutes ago"and so thats how Krystle and i had first metin the park, smoking weed and

Some Of My Writings...plz Dont Steal :)
Anger flowing through my veins Careless laughter I'm deranged My head spinning Thoughts insane I'll gouge out your eyes And pick out your brains I'm mentally retarded I changed my legal name They call me Mello Yellow The bitch who went insane! Come to this place inside Evil things i try to hide Never knowing whats to come I sit around, twiddle my thumbs Waiting for the day i snap The day when i can never look back So when you come and talk your shit You better turn around and run You stupid bitch... I clench my fists Jump to my feet I'll punch you in your fucking teeth Piss me off I'll break your jaw Make you cry, scream, and crawl And when you get up I'll break your neck Shove you under my fucking deck And when they ask "Where did she go?" I'll turn around, Smile. And say "How the fuck should I know?" You still haunt me in my dreams

The Truth (and Nothing But The Truth)
Why would I lie? If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a f

Eww
Today we went shopping for pants since I didn't fit into my old ones. I used to be a size 4/6 and now I'm a size 10 petite. :o Isn't that nasty?! I can't believe how fat I got! I only gained 9 lbs in a year, and I can't stand to look at myself. So all of you guys saying I have a perfect body, uh no I don't! I have a belly and fat legs. It's so hard to excersise when you're disabled. I feel so sad and depressed! The Wii Fit said I'm still Normal and in my goal weight, but wth does it know?

Leaism
My job is collections for a well-known bank for home mort. Well I called this one guy that yelled at me cause he got 3 calls that day from us, like I can control that, we are on an automatic dailer system so we just take the call not dail them. Well he is yelling at me because he cant pay his bills, then I start to end the call by saying Sorry, that we call you 3 times today. And he goes thats ok, u sound cute tho. and Click hangs up. I just started cracking up- he yellin at me this entire call but he got the balls to end it like that? what a moron. hahahahaha

Why Don't You Want Me?
the simple act of writing to ease my troubled mind seems to much for you to manage with all your busy time. If you do not want me, thats all you got to say. but if you do, i'm hear for you to make and break my day. If you want me, you can use me but don't abuse me or you'll lose me. Just let me know if i should go to find what i deserve. And should you ever find someone who wants you like i do, i wish her lots of luck and patience~ to wait around for you. you knew you always had me...i guess i should have really knownthe way you'd leave me just to go playwhen you knew i felt alonesometimes you really want me as i start to back awayleft to sit inside your closetfor another rainy day At first it was a ploy so he acted rather coy and filled her full of joy and then went and broke his little toy

Random Stuff From My Imagination
You and your boyfriend just got home from a gentle swim. Staring at each other in the pool left you both in the mood for something freaky. As you walk up the stairs you hear a gentle moan that seems to be coming from your room. Looking at your boyfriend puzzled, you finish going up the stairs and open the door to your room. If you thought you were horny before, you have no idea. As soon as that door was open, your pussy was dripping. There you saw Eric sitting with his head leaning back as he was moaning. As he practically laid there with one hand up for a little support; I was sucking him off gently and slowly shoving his 11 inch long, 3.5 in wide, shaft, as far into my mouth as possible. Going up and down slowly, I made my hand follow my lips at the same speed making sure he was truly moaning. At the same time I had my other hand wrapped around my back; I was finger fucking myself with two fingers making sure to go in as deep as possible. You stare at this amazing picture with your

Friendship
Do u ever wonder why we have lounges? its to make friends, have fun and most lounges listen to great tunes so if u dont have a lounge,,,check one out...support others on fubar and meet new people and have good times Ty fubar lounge owner roxie http://fubar.com/lounge/74789 RoxieRays vegas Hideaway H i i jsut wanted to thank everyone for welcoming me , for the last week its been alot of fun i hope to meet many more friends please stop by anytime and say hi because one thing we can never have enough of is friends take care huggsss Roxie

Love
LOVE HAS IT'S WAY OF FINDING IT'S WAY HOME,MANY THINGS HAVE GOTTEN IN THE WAY BUT SOON IT WILL BE OUR DAY.MY TRUE LOVE WILL AWAYS BE IN MY HEART THOUGH WE ARE FAR APART,YOU ARE DEEP IN MY SOUL MY TRUE LOVE, NO MATTER WHERE WE ARE , NO MATTER HOW FAR I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND I KNOW YOU WILL LOVE ME FOREVER TOO.IN OUR PAST I DIDNT TRUST THAT OUR LOVE WOULD LAST BUT I WAS WRONG CAUSE OUR LOVE IS STRONG.AFTER ALL THESE YEARS AND ALL OF MY FEARS ALWAYS SHEDDING THE TEARS FOR MY TRUE LOVE. WANTING YOU,NEEDING YOU, NO ONE ELSE COULD DO .FOR MY HEART ALWAYS BELONGED TO YOU AND ALWYS WILL.I LOVE YOU DEAN H. AND THAT ALWAYS WILL BE, WE ARE GROWN NOW MY SWEET LOVE AND I NOW KNOW I CANT RUN ANYMORE CAUSE I JUST RUN RIGHT BACK TO YOU.YOU ARE STILL THE ONE & THE ONLY TRUE BLUE LOVE OF MY LIFE !!!!!!!I LOVE YOU BABY COME HOME TO ME SOON PLEASE WE GOT ALOT TO MAKE UP FOR AND SO LITTLE TIME.LOVING YOU FOREVER KERRIE M JULY 2 2010

Chef Boy-r-d
So tonight I wanted Jambalaya after the room mate, Amanda, Suggested it.. I am the chef of the house cuz women cant cook..at least in this house.. So instead of buying the premade packet of stuffs by Tony Sacherie, I decided to do the thing big...from scratch...all fresh ingredients. So i go to Emeril Lagasse recipes and write down whats needed and slap it together.. it is simple to make, although some kitchen multi tasking is needed.. and is freakin delicious,,, this is the recipe I followed: Ingredients 12 medium shrimp, peeled, deveined and chopped 4 ounces chicken, diced 1 tablespoon Creole seasoning, recipe follows 2 tablespoons olive oil 1/4 cup chopped onion 1/4 cup chopped green bell pepper 1/4 cup chopped celery 2 tablespoons chopped garlic 1/2 cup chopped tomatoes 3 bay leaves 1 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce 1 teaspoon hot sauce 3/4 cup rice 3 cups chicken stock 5 ounces Andouille sausage, sliced Salt and pepper Directions In a bowl combin

Free Concert.
The BIG O! Throws a huge free concert every summer. I have to share two things I saw tonight. While standing in the Porta potty line with my daughter, three drunk women walk up to the line next to us. 2 40's sisters and their niece. The niece doesn't look old enough to be in public drunk, but she was. Niece thinks she can walk to the front and be cute to the male. He tells her to go back to the end of the line. Long story short... They make friends with the young guy and lady in front of them. By the time they get up to the front the young guy lets the ladies go first. While aunt #2 is going, aunt #1 Is officially introducing Daniel and Niece. I have a pic. titled "Nothing like having your aunt hook you up... at the porta potty.". When I get back to our site, this guy asks a friend of mine if he could have some pizza. Dion ( my friend) look inside and sees: 3 pieces and a couple bread sticks. The guy pulled a $20 out of his pocket and said "I'll give you $20 for that." Dion

Erotic
If but in thought... Softly whispers upon the bare skin of Your chest almost floating, electrical waves upwards to Your neck.. Words of need & carnal lust seductively "to feel You...." Softer & lighter still as the warmth of my breath captures Your ear... "inside of my whole being" *audible dreamy moan* "Capture my soul in Your words & fill my mind with You.... *huskily as my voice fills of unadultured desires* "Allow the beast within You to feed upon my soul..." Electric blue whisper directly into Your ear... "Yours"*sighs* In the soft glow of her room, candles dancing along the walls ina dance of sorts. She knows sleep should be coming and dreads being up so early tomorrow. Drifting on soft clouds as she allows her mind to coarse through the previous weeks events. Which always bring her mind to Him, to those intense eyes..... As sleep eludes her, she is drawn to thoughts of Him, Intensely raw, cutting through her very being. Laying in her bed she is comfy, yet in thought she un

Like A Broken Heart
today i was shopping. it was then that i saw her and she saw me. as i pretended not to have seen her, she continued walking, a worried look on her face. concerned she might return, i finished my shopping quickly and left. why is it that each time i find warmth and light, it's not for me? am i truly a creature of darkness? perhaps. or maybe one who is too squeamish for life and what it demands? i couldn't say, other than i have poor luck there. so, again, what once gave me hope now makes me sad. bitterness grows over me despite my attempts to weed it and i get dragged down, drowned in emotion. and again, i become the enemy of that which i loved /emo-rant but it seems like that emptiness never goes away, but is only owned by someone else. i thought i had succeeded in forgetting, only to remember again. it's not always so bad, but at times like this, thinking about her just makes me want to die. ironic, since she never cared. would she come to my funeral? would any of them? why is i

Poem's!
Black & yellow fly swiftly through the blue, Wing's of Crystalline opaque Glass, Sun shining Through, Dive gracefully into flower's to drink the sacred dew, Spreading across the land pollen Mother Nature Kindly Sew. Come disturb our hive's & you soon will see, An army off proud Soldier bee's, Buzzing & flitting in there thousand's over the Hill, Tails raised forth , lance's carrying vengeance poison tipped, On that which try to destroy the hatred . within the hand that touche's our honey, Many will fall during the war, Broken & hurt, Carried gracefully back unto there hexagon slumber, Fighting for there gracious Queen, Her every will fullfilled, New spirit's are bred from there soul to carry the honour! Alone he sits , In a Silver cradled Moon , Hoping he see's her soon , If only a fleeting glimpse , Join me on a Comet , Heading for the stars , Through the Darkness & Into the light , Bathed in a warm surreal Glare , You'll travel safe, Never leave my arm's , My sweet Lad

I Love You To Death
There was a time, long ago, when your smile filled my world with sunshine and joy. You still inspire deep emotions in me, but they’ve changed in small ways. I guess you could say that although I’ve always loved you, my feelings have expanded so much that now, I love you to death. The sound of your laughter crawls up my spine, making me wish I could remove your vocal chords with rusty pliers. The sight of your face on the pillow beside mine when I wake each morning makes me want to stuff the fluffy down up your nostrils until you’re gasping and begging for just one more breath of untainted air. The touch of your hand, when you reach out to me, makes me want to scrub my skin with Ajax until my bones are visible without the help of x-rays. The thought of growing old with you, the way you always promised we would, makes me pray that I will be stricken with Alzheimer’s at age 40. Your tears inspire, not sympathy as they once did, but disgust at your weaknes

My Life, My Love, My Saddness
Today has been a lil bit better, had a good day at work! Sucks that I only work 3 days a week but I guess its better than not having a job at all. Just waiting for my wonderful, sexay bebe to get home from work and maybe go hang out with some friends. Need to get outta the house and have a lil fun! Still really stressed out about the pending court date coming up but I have my new family helping me out as much as they can and trying to get me up there so I can fight with all of my strength to get my girls back. They have been so supportive of me from day one and have accepted me as part of the family, I love each one of them with all of my heart and don't know what I would do without their love and support. They have been there for me through these past few months that have been really hard and heart breaking for me, they all are trying to make things more positive and comfort me when I'm really upset; especially my boyfriend he is there for me when I'm crying and upset after talking t

A Reminder Of What The 4th Of July Means-
IN CONGRESS, July 4, 1776. The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America, When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.--That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, --That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Gove

Ode To Babyj
Dear BabyJ You are a pretty decent guy if you ask me, not the selfish asshole others say you are. Thank you for providing us all with some way to escape reality, a place where even ugly people are "beautiful", fat people are considered "BBW's", and a place where horny old men can spends obscene amounts of real money to buy "the love of their life" bling. You're the man!! (y)

Funny Guy
My 15 year old son is cleaning off the top of my dresser in an attempt to kiss up to me so I will give him my Razor phone to use since his is messed up. He found some Campho-Phenique and yells "Hey mama, you still need this camp a hoe stuff?" He makes me laugh like no one else can

It Is What It Is
The smile you see is all for show. The words you hear no longer have meaning. I am here because there is nothing else left to do. I sit back and sigh and know its all over. Time to rebuild. Time to move on. There are no tears. Mistakes and life's lessons is what we carry on for memories. Times remembered remain in the shadows. Its harder to Live than it is to die. There will be no next time around. There are no more answers I can give. It has simply become the walking nightmare I knew it would be. Finally walking away and learning to survive. Becoming the person wanted can not be done. The things Ive done and become are the way I shall be forever. Feeling have no more meaning. Emptiness is inside. Don't cry over me. Don't hurt for me. Its not needed. I need no more comfort. I will have my fears. My heart can never be broken when I no longer carry one. This is what it is. This is the end

"last Night"
LAST NIGHT WAS A BLAST, MY BEST FRIEND ALLISON INVITED ME AND MY FAMILY TO DINNER WHICH SHE WAS PAYING FOR EVERYTHING. ALLISON IS SUCH A GOOD FRIEND BUT SOMETIMES CAN BE A PAIN...... ...... ......LOL. BUT WHAT FRIEND DON'T? IT WAS AMAZING BECAUSE I MET A EX-MARINE AND HIS WIFE WHICH WAS ALLISON'S MOMMA AND DADDY. HER DADDY WAS A SWEETHEART TOOK AWHILE FOR HER MOMMA TO COME AROUND. BUT LAST NIGHT WAS A BLAST. RICHARD HAD FUN, TARIQ HAD FUN WITH MYA AND JUNIOR. I HAD FUN CHIT-CHATTING WITH JOSH, DIMITRIUS, CEE-CEE, ALLISON, MOM AND POP. POP HAD A LOT OF STORIES HE TOLD. SO IT WAS VERY INTERESTING. HE KEPT PICKING ON RICHARD. IT WAS FUNNY. KEPT CALLING HIM SMILEY...... ...... ......LOL I AM JUST HAPPY EVERYONE HAD A BLAST. WE WERE ALL ROLLING AT THE TABLE. AND EVEN AFTER WE GOT HOME. THEN I GOT UPSET BECAUSE I REMEMBERED MY BUDDY WAS GOING TO GEORGIA UNTIL MONDAY. I AM GONNA MISS HER. THIS MORNING WHEN SHE WAS TELLING ME GOOD-BYE DAISY TRIED SNEAKING WITH THEM. DAISY REALLY CHERISHED ALL

Diary Of A Fine Man
Whats Good Fellas Its Ya Boi C.J Im writing my first blog to help some fellas out. some of you dont need this help and you know who u are. 1st: STOP!!! wearing jeans to the club UNLESS and this is the only reason jeans are allowed if they are worth more than $300. Go buy yourself some slacks preferably BLACK. 2nd: I cant stress this enough DO NOT WEAR A BELT WITH HOLES ALL AROUND it thats just nasty and tacky. Trust me you will not bag a shorty with a $2 belt. 3rd: Button Downs, Polo Shirts and Designer T-shirts Are Acceptable. If your going to wear a T-shirt get your self a nice short chain Diamond Laced. If you Wear Button downs or polos get them your size it looks better. 4th: DO NOT wear slacks and a button down with TIMBERLAND BOOTS OR SNEAKERS buy some SHOES. And if you wear designer jeans still wear shoes its a good look TRUST ME!! 5th: Get yourself a diamond earing and a nice watch. Last & not least dont be so desperate. Dont go around buying drinks that will get

Devoured Delight
No words spokenLove touch talkingStroking over skinOur fingers walkingNo words spoken Although soft sighsSoftly your breath Felt between thighsNo words spokenAs the fingers slideA tongue followingThe wetness insideNo words spoken A tongue drips lustMoans of pleasureMeets each thrustNo words spoken Body spoke desireA hardness throbsSending me higherNo words spokenPleasures increaseEuphoria erupting Love juices releaseNo words spokenSoaring sensually Tasting of tonguesConsumed ecstasy No words spokenLove touch talkingStroking over skinOur fingers walkingNo words spoken Although soft sighsSoftly your breath Felt between thighsNo words spokenAs the fingers slideA tongue followingThe wetness insideNo words spoken A tongue drips lustMoans of pleasureMeets each thrustNo words spoken Body spoke desireA hardness throbsSending me higherNo words spokenPleasures increaseEuphoria erupting Love juices releaseNo words spokenSoaring sensually Tasting of tonguesDevoured Delight

The Mirical
Wrestling World Pays Tribute to Luna Vachon Posted by Melanie on August 28th, 2010 Categories: The News Desk It’s been nearly 24 hours since the heartbreaking news that former WWE star, Luna Vachon has passed away at the age of 48. In the last 24 hours, we’ve seen an outpouring of blogs and tweets from the wrestling world. Here’s just a selection: WWE Hall of Famer, Jim Ross, has written his own tribute to Luna on his blog. He writes: “Luna Vachon had a unique and often times challenging life but even with the issues that she battled she had many friends who, as will I, always look back upon the good days that we shared.” Read the rest here. Wrestling veteran, Missy Hyatt wrote: “People fail to forget what a great worker Luna could be at times. I remember Luna worked an indy show against Alicia towards the end of her career in 2007. Luna put on a brawl that was reminiscent of Bruiser Brody in the 1980s in which they tore the building

Deep Within
DEEP WITHIN MYSELF I LOOK TO BRING OUT MY HAPPINESS FOR IT CANT COME FROM OTHER'S BECAUSE THEY MOSTLY JUST HURT. MY HAPPINESS COME'S FROM DEEP WITHIN. MY HAPPINES COMES FROM DOING FOR OTHER'S ,MAKING THEM LAUGH, MAKING THEM FEEL GOOD. GIVING JOY TO OTHER COME'S FROM DEEP WITHIN & IN TURN BRING'S OUT MY OWN HAPPINESS.LIVIN LIFE TO HE FULLEST IS WHAT I'M DOIN TILL THE END.

1,000 Miles To Nowhere, Aka, Real Life.
The year was 1997, as a child I had always been a bit of an odd fit. I never was the center of attention, I never was popular. By this point in my life I was used to being the one that did everything alone. A lot of my isolation is, and still is, self imposed. I've always been an egghead and a brainaic and I've always been socially inept. The problems these can cause a child go without saying, and I was admittely desperate to be noticed for something other than a punching bag. I won't name her name here, or anyone elses. I was young, and dumb, I was only 14, its to be expected, but the point of this story is, I was "going out" with a preacher's daughter...I placed way to meaning into this relationship, being as it was my first, but she moved away.. and I still feel like a piece of my soul moved with her. the year is 2001 and I'm a noob on this fantastic creation called the internet. I meet up with a girl who was mutually depressed about her life and together we conspired chan

Just Being Me
I am a gentle soul...a fragile creature...ready to find the truth...I am the light that shines like hope...there are many that would love to turn me off...put me out...destroy me...but I am un-touchable...recluse....vaporous....my becon will always shine with a brightness that will blind the darkness...always and forever...it will shine brighter and brighter forever guideing my lost love home to my shores...and his safe haven...No darkness shall ever overtake me-my dreams are mine...safe and pure...not to be touched by filth...or evil....my voice....soft but with an inter strength....my will stronger than any...I am protected.. OH HOW I WOULD LOVE TO FIND YOU...and bring you home...

Summerfest 2010
So I just had 2 of the most awesome nights! Tuesday night Papa Roach played on the Cooltv stage and it was the shit! My first time getting to see them live and it was so worth the hassles of gettin up there and fighting off the lil skinny bitches.... lmfao! They put on such an awesome show! Was truely amazing!!!! Then last night was Puddle of Mudd and Im here to tell you.... I was in awe of the energy they put off! front row and loved every single minute of it! (I tried to post some pics here but they dont wanna load so fuck it! They are on my facebook!) When they broke into Control I about lost my mind! I sang the whole time and was so kewl to see Wes's 13 year old on stage rockin out! the Kid can play i tell ya! Its been a truely memorable couple of days! sorry I wasnt around but hell.... can ya blame me?!?! lol

The Little Thing's In Life !!!
KNOW LIFES GOT IT'S UP'S & DOWN'S AND I WILL ROLL WITH THE PUNCHES. FOR I AM NOT WEAK , MY SPIRIT THEY CANNOT BREAK,MY LOVE IS STRONGER THAN THE PAIN OF LIFE .NEVER GIVING UP ON THOSE HAPPY MOMENTS IN LIFE THAT RUN ACROSS IT'S PATH.I WILL SHARE MY HEART WITH A FEW AS I MUDDLE THROUGH. DREAM'S DO COME TRUE AND LIFE'S ALL ABOUT MAKIN THOSE DREAM'S COME TRUE,I'M NOT ONE TO SIT BACK AND LET LIFE PASS ME BY, I'M LIVIN IT& I'M GONNA ENJOY IT THE MOST I CAN.I'M NOT GONNA LET ANYONE BRING ME DOWN & KEEP ME FROM HAVIN MY DREAM'S COME TRUE.I OWE IT TO MYSELF TO LVE MY LIFE HAPPY & THAT'S WHAT I'LL DO.LOVE N LAUGHTER IS WHAT I WANT N NEED & WHAT I'LL FIND . TO MY SWEET ANGEL,I PRAY A PRYER OF PROTECTION FROM GOD OVER YOUR LIFE, MAY YOU GROW UP HAPPY KNOWING LOVE, JOY,HAPPINESS,& PEACE . DREAM BIG BABYGIRL, LET THEM REACH FOR THE SKY, LIVE LONG& LIVE SRONG. KNOW MY PRAYERS ARE ALWAYS WITH YOU EVEN WHEN I'M GONE, FOR THE BEST IN EVERYWAY. I LOVE YOU MY SWEET ANGEL. LOVE YOUR AUNTIE KERRIE M.

Insidemyhead
Fate Our meeting was more than fate. Godness knew you were my soul mate. Your timming is never wrong. Now we share a bond so strong. Our time together means so much. Each moment intensifies the need to touch. Your love has reached my deepest soul. Longing for you to daily hold. May our love and need continue to grow. Forever, LOVE, NEED, PASSION to each show. My arms ache to hold you near but my mind remembers all the miles between. My lips feel that you aren't here to kiss but my heart can't reach that far. How can you be so far away and yet so close? How can I need you so much and yet have to realize you are out of my grasp? How can love be so possible if love-making is not? Why us? Why now? Why like this? Why the pain? When will it stop? We both want. We both need, and yet neither of us gets or gives because we can't. "If only..." "I wish..." we say, but the miles remain long and as cold as the lonely nights. for you my love

most people look for love at some point in there lives,most never find true love so they settle for something less,and most of those people are sad alot and some,s relationships are full of drama.me i dont like drama and fake ass people or haters.so until i find that dream girl i guess ill be a lonely old fool.

If Only
A mere momentcan touch onefor a lifetimeIf only you believe....Pictures, so I may lookinto your angelic eyes.My thoughts consumedIf only I could get lost within....Sensing.....a true heartOne that is kindInsight,so you may knowIf only part of my soul....Not easily definedSurrounded by so manyYet still aloneIf only someone understood....Insomnia, sorrowand to dream........Of you holding meif only for a while....Perhaps a broken heartmay get a moment to restSafe in strong armsIf only................

If I Tell You
If I tell you to sleep with open eyesWill you still dream of me dyingHold my hands and kiss my headWill you still hear me cryingLook at the dividing line in airSeparating my skin from your skinDrowning my soul in your aromaRepeatedly imagining our sweet sinIf I ask you to be on your knees foreverWill you pray till we meet on the other sideKeep your hands and knees foldedWrap in my memories within your mindI have chased horizon, kissed sunYet craving for a touch from youWith angels all around, I walk aloneWondering if your sky is still blue

Outlaw Blog #1
First blog. So is it wise that while dealing with anger issues to keep a detailed journal in an attempt to use a later reference? Someone told me that if you keep a journal and write shit out, you will be better able to cope instead of rage. Any thoughts?

~*friendship*~
When you feel sad and betrayed Who can you count on every single day? When you feel lost and alone Who will be there for you in every way? When you've made mistakes and bad decisions Who can you count on to tell you you're wrong? When you feel you can't go on Who will be there with a feel-better song? Look into your heart and you will find That person you can trust is not far away. Look deep into yourself, don't give up, For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray. When you're looking for answers To all your questions and dreams, There is one person you can count on, It's impossible, I know, it seems. But take a few moments to look deeper inside. Look into your heart and there you will see. You'll be surprised when you find out That you've been looking at ME.

Gamecrush.com * Hottest New Gaming & Social Website
not bad :p this is for a certain disbeliever that thinks the only way to get ratings & profile views is by being a bling whore ie on here 24/7 promoting themselves, wasting real money on pimpouts, bling , gifts, Vips etc... and I got these ratings just being on a couple hrs a day , returning ratings , adding friend requests , fanning those who fan me & the cuties on here, randomly clicking on those scrolling by and liking them and thats it . Well my pics help some :P see its possible ...mwahz My Stats LikesProfile ViewsTooltip ViewsPhoto ViewsProfile Ratings [11's]Photo ratings [11's] Tuesday, August 3rd ** 168 788 1,560 4,012 341 [157 @ 46%] 2,216 [307 @ 14%] Monday, August 2nd 105 267 479 792 116 [43 @ 37%] 390 [20 @ 5%] Sunday, August 1st 22 68 135 339 25 [20 @ 80%] 220 [152 @ 69%] Saturday, July 31st 23 134 270 687 59 [51 @ 86%] 355 [316 @ 89%] Friday, July 30th 51 340 649 3,141 124 [116 @ 94%]

Mine!
how can it be that its taken over 70 days to do allmost nothing?all the while the beaches,wildlife,and people suffer!I dont know why they say only now that a relief dilling or twoo will fix it?if so then instead of waisting all this time trying to cap it they should have drilled those wells in the first place! whats your take on this? HERES JUST A QUICK POEM BY ME "VERMONSTER" you are the beauty in mornings dew,that loving picture see,s me through any a day i may be blue.but just as most sunsets end each day,in my heart you,ll allways stay,but night must fall upon my bed there are no nightmares nor fear to dread all good dreams they do blend and once again im with my friend. hope you liked it.

Poetry
I f I had arms to hold you, and a shoulder for you to cry on, Would you cry? If my heart would melt every time I mentioned your name, Would you smile? If I had the time to kiss you once and again, Would you sigh? If I sang a tune for the world to hear, Would you tremble and shake? If I said I was hungry, Would you cook and bake? If I said I was thirsty, Would you mix me a drink? If I said I was bored, would you give me something with which to think If I said you were sexy as hell broke loose, Could I give you a goose? If the world tumbled down, and you thought I might drown. Would you turn me loose? If the world was on fire,and ny soul was aflame. Would you sacrifice me for fortune and fame? If I made a gaff Would you laugh?

Finals
So quite literally its finals week and I am hoping i manage to pass all my classes. However tonights final was five god damn pages long... talk about majorly irritating. Besides that people at my school are dumb. we got our new schedules and my was all fuckered up.

Quotes
Quote to live by(cannot for the life of me remeber where the quote is from or who to attribute it to possibly the Buddha?): · No matter what happens throughout life, always, regret nothing, for all eternity. Without any single exemption that Life inevitably will throw at you, whether it is love, hate, guilt or any other nefarious plan used to keep us from Enlightenment. Once we are successful and truly have no regrets, the illusion that we are all pawns, becomes clear to us. Because we now know it is just an illusion. We are then capable of anything, we now are capable of anything as long as we continue to live without regret.

Welcome To The Moosedaddy Lounge
Well it's that time of year where all the hard work and long hours you put in at your job finally payoff... How you might ask? Well instead of taking all that extra money you have saved up over the past 11 months and going on a vacation with the one you love, you get to spend it on everyone else!!!(yah!)( note the sarcasm in that) Not that I don't like to spoil the ones I love, I just wish product nowadays wasn't so damn expensive!!!!! Unless all you have for kids are dogs, if you don't have at least $2,000.00 saved up for Christmas, your'e pretty much screwed in the present department(and not in the way you would like to be). So I'm going to do what any good father would do, I'm going to spend as much as I can and worry about myself at a later date. And if that isn't enough, well then they can get off their ass and get a job and buy their own shit!!!!! Gotta go and surf the web for more Christmas gifts..... So much fun... Welcome to all that have taken the time to see what my

Hiring
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Old Shit
All this anger That's deep inside It's coming out Flowin' like high tide It's time for a fight Gotta let out the rage Locked up too long Trapped in a cage Got the irish temper It's taking control Step up old man I'll rip out your soul You've come between A man and his wife Fuck you old man I'll end your life This irish punk Is pickin' a fight I'll find you old man Sometime tonight And when I do I'll tear you apart I'll cut off your balls And rip out your heart When she kisses you Do you taste my cum I'm calling you out Now come get some Just a fat old man Who think's he's tough Well bring it fucker I've had enough You don't even know What i'm capable of No one can save you Not even god above I'll beat you down slow So you feel my pain Fuckin' curb stomp you And splatter your brain This irish punk Is pickin' a fight I'll find you old man Sometime tonight And when I do I'll tear out

A Poem
I tried so hard but lost the fight With spirits of evil who torture at night I'm worthless and stupid I'm lead to believe As the razor they give me drips blood down my sleeve I try to overcome them but they never go home So they chant and torture as I turn to stone And when the sun rises they sink with the moon But my coldness remains because they will return soon I pass through the day not feeling a feeling I hide in the walls I hide in the ceiling But they can still find me by the scent of my tears Stealing love and happiness, stealing hours and years

About......" Forever"
I hear a voice say- 'Don't be so blind.'It's telling me all these things that you would probably hide.Am I your one and only desire?Am I the reason you breathe? Or am I the reason you cry?Always (7X)I just can't live without you.I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you.I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you.I just can't take anymore of this life of solitudeI guess that I'm out the door and that I'm done with you.(I pick myself off the floor and now I'm done with you)I feel like you don't Want me aroundGuess I'll pack all my thingsI guess I'll see you around.It's all been bottled up until now.And as I walk out your door All I can hear is the sound of…Always (7X)I wrap my head around your heart.Why would you tear my world apart.I see the blood all over your handsDoes it make you feel more like a man?Was it all just part of your plan?The pistol shaking in my hands And all I hear is the sound I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you.I breathe

Lost Medic
Well its been 375 days since I left home, my family and friends to come to Kuwait. My job here is pretty simple... I am an Emergency Medical Technician that runs the 911 emergency response for the military bases here. Very low call volumn for sure. I take care of teh sick, the injuried and the ones that just need a shoulder to lean on for a brief minute. Although I can leave at any time, it still feels like an obligation of sorta. I have missed my kids pass school, yet the military that is here does not have a choice and they miss the same thing. I missed Christmas and 2 out of 4 of my kids' birthdays... yet the military missed the same thing. Being over here has made me realize that I take alot of things for granted.. including my marriage. I am slotted to go home on leave in August and I will be getting a divorce. I guess I had this coming. In October after I finish the contract here, I plan to move to Ohio and start my life all over. This is going to be a real challang

Nicolette's Blog
I didnt want to edit it or re-write it for here... "Hey everyone! I'm not sure if this group is up and running still. But I see that so many people have alot of interest in the WWE which is great. I just wanted to mention somethings about the Independent wrestling that is not owned by Vince and not as popular. I'll start by saying I started wrestling about a year and a half ago. I AM NOT in the WWE but I'm trying to be. My second choice is TNA. But right now I'm working the indy scene which is an underground type of wrestling for those of you who don't know. In order to get into the WWE you need to know how to wrestle and actually be good. And to have a decent size fan base. Which I am currently working on. My reason for this post is to try to establish a fan base big enough for the WWE to sign me. My style of wrestling is high flying. I also have a clean image so that I can be marketed to children. So that means no playboy, or any inappropriate photos. If anyone is inte

Why Do Guys Keep On Hurtin Me
I meet this guy he was really nice and cool. I liked him alot. We would talk on the phone for hours and I liked that. He was so sweet to me and made me feel loved. Then he got a girlfriend and broke my heart. I don't even think I have one any more. It hurts so much to know that I will never have him now. If I knew it was goin to hurt this bad I would have never have told him I love him.

Help This Little Girl Get To St Jude!
With so much being spent on blings on Fubar, I ask for the people with the means to make a small donation. I know the Fu fam can help this girl get to St Jude! http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/haileyjones

Life And Time Of A Beautiful Disaster
Blackened hearts reek with the smell of angry defeat. I can almost hear your agony riding on the wind, and I can almost taste your deception on my lips. I sort of feel bad for you, until I remember all the things you did to break me down. And then I simply shake my head in muted anger of my own. Then i remember to breathe and let that anger slowly, carefully draw itself out of me. I still haven't forgotten, and though I say i've forgiven, i'm really not sure if I actually mean it. You are all the things in this world that are wrong. And one of the people who create victims in the wake of a hurricane. You are like a hurricane. Tearing down the things in your path, without so much as a second glance. I wonder. I wonder if you even have a soul. I wonder if you are sucking the lives and love out of those around you. I grieve in the knowledge that you even have lives to be responsible for. I shouldn't hate you, but I do. It's a horrible word, but one so fitting. There has onl

My First Blog
Well this is my first blog. Here is what is going on with me and my family. My sons father has came into the picture, and his girlfriend. The kids are spending some time with them. I have meet this great man, and I fell in love with him. He makes me feel like everything is going to be ok. Since I have been hurt so much in my past it makes me afriad that he is going to hurt me to. So one of my questions for whoever reads this is what do I do? I want it work out with him. He has asked me to marry him and I said yes. So if you could please help me out and give me some advice? How do i get rid of that fear of being hurt?

The Day I Lost My Best Friend
june 30th 1996 is still fresh in my mind as if it was yesterday.its the day i watched my brother die in front of me.his name was Brandon or as i would call him boo boo.Brandon is my big brother and always will be even tho he not here on earth but he still in my heart.i care alot of guilt cause of this day.it was my idea to play hide and seek and always he wanted to make little sis happy.we did every thing together.you never saw 1 without seeing us both.on june 30th i drug him out to play like a normal day.we were playing for hrs on end.i was running and fell scraped my knee.Brandon wanted to get mom so he ran across the road and that was the last i saw of my bro alive.i still hear screeching of tires as the truck and car tried slamming on brakes but he was to much of a hurry to get help for me he didnt look either direction.me being only 4 at the time i had no idea what was going til i heard my mama screaming his name so i got up and ran see what was going on.what i saw haunts me eve

Not Sure If I Should....
Ok, so I'm thinking of making a NSFW folder, only opened for certain people for blings and such.... but I'm just not sure... I actually got the hubbys approval, so now its more down to what I decide.... As you all know, I have never done NSFW pics before... so this is a huge decision for me.... could really use some of my friends thoughts on it.... leave me some comments on your take... pros and cons... Thanks my Luvs!!

Mhop By Killer Wolf
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New To The Game.
ok so im finally figuring out how everything on here works, since i am new to fubar i may need a lil bit of help along the way. so if u have any tips for me feel free to hit me up and let me know! love to all my fubuddies!!

Right Now -
> -somebody is thinking of you.> -somebody is caring about you. > -somebody misses you > -somebody wants to talk to you.. > -somebody wants to be with you.> -somebody hopes you aren't in trouble. > -somebody is thankful for the support you have provided. > -somebody wants to hold your hand.> -somebody hopes everything turns out all right. > -somebody wants you to be happy. > -somebody wants you to find him/her. > -somebody is celebrating your successes.> -somebody wants to give you a gift. > -somebody thinks that you ARE a gift. > -somebody loves you. > -somebody admires your strength.> -somebody is thinking of you and smiling. > -somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.

My Poem 4 First Luv
IM UNIQUE YOUR RARE IN THIS GAME LIFE ISNT FAIR SLEEP WITH U AND LEAVE I WOULDNT DARE MY HEARTS RED AND YOURS IS BLUE I MADE YOU MY EVERYTHING AND NOW WERE THROUGH TO INFINITY AND BEYOND BUT NOW IM OVER YOU EVERY WORD I SAID WAS REAL YOURS WERENT TRUE MISSING U EVERYDAY AINT NOTHING NEW YOUR STILL THE SAME BUT MY MENTALITY GREW YOU SAY YOU DONT CARE BUT REGRET IS GLUE THE SHIT I FELT FOR YOU BUT THAT LOVE FLEW THE WAY I FEEL YOU DONT HAVE A CLUE PAYBACKS A BITCH BUT THAT AINT MY CUE 4EVER HEARTBROKEN TILL JUDGEMENT IS DUE

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Hello my name is rasheda im a very attractive black female 33 in california.im very down to earth,very outgoing,and have a great since of humor.i have 2 beautiful daughters.im not looking for no baby daddy or anything.im just trying to find my soulmate guy.im looking for a real honest white guy yes i prefer only white guys between 31-43.what i look for in a guy is a great since of humor,very down to earth and very outgoing and loves to laugh and enjoy life.i dont want a guy who acts stuck up and who is up tight if thats u dont contact me.

The Life And Times Of A Davey
What is love? I think that anyone that should know me should know this. Hi I am Bi--Polar lol:). I was diagnosed in 2003'. I spent a long hard journey to get to where I am at now in my progression. I think that I am working through this pretty well. I stuble along the way and have to learn more and more everyday. Looking forward to living a long life. But you know what I gotta be real and make sure that I keep up on the way! I think that the world is a ever changing place and to live in it you must know the ground rules. If you don't the world just might swallow you whole. Love to live my life you better think twice. To all those who care, Dave Galich You know that you cannot ask me anything. Because I am not here to give anything. So on and on I go. Ranting. Just punching keys here. I wanted to think of a future with you but now I think that I will just sell you out and tell them all that your the biggest liar that ever roamed the Earth. It only makes sense cause

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Daddy Diaries
So I have had my email address for so freaking long and it has tens of thousands of old email that i decided to try and clean out someday....well being a stay at home mommy gives you a lot of time on your hands especially as your tot gets a bit older and is more interested in playing his video games and I dont have to chase or clean up after as much .....so what does that mean? I get to clean out some email and actually sit and type some words which I guess I tend to write alot just like when I talk I tend to talk too much so there you have it! A genuine blogger! Going through my emails I found the correspondance between me and my dad to be quite interesting over the years and thought it might be a good idea to publish them kinda like a memoir or something.....ahhhh wtf why not I think they are blog worthy if not a cool way to scrapbook something in time sinve now a days no one corresponds through snail mail anyways unless you are in jail but now they have e-mail too! so as i clean out

My Life From Start To Now
I was born in 1966 in Dallas, Texas. From the start I was abuse by my father for about 7 years til I moved to Maine with my mother. In between grades 4-6 I was raped 3 times by guys. From 7-12 I was picked on for the most part of it. I really didnt have friends or even a close friend. After a year of messing around with a dead end job I joined the army. I did 7 1/2 years total. In 1990 I got married and have 2 wonderful boys. I was married for about 10 years she wasnt so I gave up after trying to make it workout. All me ex's cheated on me. With all the stuff I went through and my mother being sick I have been stressed and depressed for many years, I dare not say how many cause its too much. I have always been kicked down in life ALWAYS. That doesnt seen to change. If theres anything esle you like to know just ask me please. I'm very honest and open, I'm not affraid to answer any question weather big or small, unpersonal or personal. Thank You for taking the time to read this blog.

You Should Not Listen To Me...
She darts and dives 'twixt briar and thorn Her perturbed persuers show naught but scorn She laughs and cackles while they grunt and growl She deftly springs and bounds And they stomp through muck most foul This creature is a clever prey Praised for her ingenuity She runs like wind and set her traps, but only harms dignity The fox is small, this is true Her teeth not vicious, claws but few But a wit and eyes, both so sharp Are her weapons, and always strike true ~Ode from the Toad I am—yet what I am none cares or knows;…My friends forsake me like a memory lost:—I am the self-consumer of my woes;—…They rise and vanish in oblivion's host,Like shadows in love's frenzied stifled throesAnd yet I am, and live—like vapours tost Into the nothingness of scorn and noise,—…Into the living sea of waking dreams,Where there is neither sense of life or joys,…But the vast shipwreck of my life's esteems;And e'en the

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One Wish
If I had one wish. If one desire could come true. If I had one wish. My wish would be you. If I could choose. I would stay in your arms forever. Our hearts would fuse. And our love would become an endeavor. I would wish for you to stay with me. For you to be my love. You would be my hearts key. Forever my angel, my dove. Forever is a long time. To require in a single command. I will write our love in a rhyme. For it would be my demand. I would ask of this. Only with your permission. Lost in a kiss. Our love is my ambition. So I wished upon the star. The star that reminded me most of you. My actions seemed bizarre. But this wish I had to pursue. If I had one wish. My wish would be you. And since I made that wish. Wonders if it will ever come true... For A Special Person That Even Tho He Has No Idea He Has All That I Have Left ... MY HEART!!!!

Long-distant Love
Reality blurs boundaries,binds dreams with sharp wireextracting all hope assleep seems distant,miles down a road of despairdesire, glass destiny paintedin pastel huesand I can only hope fortomorrow to be better,to feel stable, notanother earthquakingchasm in memorymiles becomes my veinsdrained of blood, of loveof you, as you stand bythe seaside, sand betweenyour toes, pleading with heavenfor closure, to heal thestrain of loving me.

Tonight, I'm Gonna Make It Without You
It's not you, I swear that it's me,I swore up and down,That forever we would be,But forever ever never came,And now you wanna leave,I never pictured this, Never thought that I would see," "I'd make it on your own, And I be and independent women, I depended on the fact,You never knew what i was doin,Cause if you knew better, Then you prolly go and do it, Now the goin's getting tough,An were finally goin through it," "so,I apologize,For every dropped tear,Cause I dropped the ball baby,And I'll always have to hear..." Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you. I'm gonna hold on to the times that we had tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you. "And yes,I have tried sleepin nights, With a broken heart,The hard part, Is I brought this on myself,I wanna be-Near MeStill wanna -Touch Me And wanna- Feel Me

Gryphons Blog
ANYBODY AROUND FARMINGTON,MO NEED A GOOD WORKER OR SOME PAINTING AND REMODELING WORK DONE? Im lonely wanna give me some company this sucks last saturday 2 tire were stolen from my truck, wed didnt get promotion thur, had day off was putting tires on truck jack failed truck came down on hand broke 4 fingers wanna cheer me up cause im not very happy.

And All That Jazz....
Well I know, I miss more than hit With a face that was launched to sink An' I seldom feel, the bright relief It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday If there's one thing I have said Is that the dreams I once had, now lay in bed As the four winds blow, my wits through the door It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Fallin' down to you sweet ground Where the flowers they bloom It's there I'll be found Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Though these wounds have seen no wars Except for the scars I have ignored And this endless crutch, well it's never enough It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Hell says hello, well it's time to I should go To pastures green, that I've yet to see Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday

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My Blogs
As the flowers rest on the decorated graves and the sunlight shines on the beautiful sailboats, Uncle Sam whispers in my ear about how we should care for the soldiers and remember the ones that have died. Swimming pools open, BBQs fry. Today is the day to think of what they have done for us. There are blurs of red, white and blue marching down the street and flags are lowered at half-mast. But we should always remember and never forget what set us free, from this very day on. I'm not a big re-poster but I do agree with this one.....Due to "lack of room", NYC Police Officers, Port Authority Police Officers and FDNY Firefighters are not "invited" to the 10th anniversary of 9/11 at Ground Zero. Funny, they weren't invited on that day in 2001 either, they just "showed up" and became our heroes. Please click the like button & repost if you think they belong there more than the politicians. (I say they belong there INSTEAD of politicians). This is pathetic

Poems
Lost angel on this earth, She is not sure where she belongs. She wears cuffs on her ankles and wrist. She believes in her heart, That one day she will find where she belongs. For now, she is a lost angel, She wears a fake smile, to hide the pain that she carries in her heart. She doesn't want anyone to know the pain, So she smiles and laughs. She touched love a few times. But it was never ment to be. Maybe one day, love will find her again. She has the need to be claimed, That would be her greatest victory, Some where is the one that is ment to own her. Until then she is a lost angel. She hears everyone tell her, wait longer lost angel. It will come, the one that will own you. Will find you. These cuffs she wears belongs to the one that will own her forever. Everyone wants her in their life to make it brighter and happier. To touch her is a gift and to own her is a pleasure. To own her heart is the greatest gift, you could ever have. To own her body, mind and soul is

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Prays Needed
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The Switch
No one told you to hit that switch. You were warned so many times what it would do. You took me out in the world and made me see, then burned it down in front of me. Now it's done, what is left no one knows. Some days I wish I could turn back time and take back the things I've done. But I know they are all just learning experiences that I have either tried to fade out or leap over. I do know one thing I am me. Take it or leave it's not that I can't change it's that I won't change I am happy of who I am. I know there is a hole it's deep and it will take a lot to fill that hole. I don't know who is strong enough to do it who has enough patience to stick it out. I do know that person will be truly blessed if they do. Until then my friends be careful of those switches, If you truly love whom your with show it in all you do to have love is to live and not many truly get that experience. Forever Lost, Kael Dusk

Death Came Knocking!!
Death came knocking at my door, It was half past twelve, I yelled go away What are you knocking for? My mind goes weary, I lose my thoughts, My eyes go blurry, It is not my fault. Again Death came knocking, It was quarter til one, I could not yell out My time has come. No one to lead me into that wayward light, I can not see past it, It is way too bright. Death came knocking, a third time It was almost two, I hurt so much, I don't know what to do, I can't fight anymore. This final time Death didn't knock at my door. No protest from me, I won't hurt anymore. Death ushered me away at half past two... No crying for me because I'm always with you...

Poem For Grandma
She raised 11 kids, kept them happy, clothed and fed, Kept them warm, sheltered, a place to lay their heads. Such a kind spirit, so gentle and sweet, There was no problem she could not defeat. There was no task that was ever too large, For grandma knew just how to take charge. She did her best with whatever she had, At times she had to be both a mom and a dad. She loved us all equally, with all of her heart, She was such a strong woman, beautiful and smart. She struggled and toiled all of her life, And not once did she complain of her poverty and strife. Everything she owned, she worked for it all, This was the only way she could stand proud and stand tall. She was blessed with so many family and friends, On whom she could call when she needed a hand. Grandma's spirit was like sunshine on a rainy day, She could smile and melt all the tears away. Grandma said we could be anything we wanted to be, She loved all of us unconditionally. She would never judge, never belittle, or criticize, S

I'm Not Sure
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I Wish To Be Me!
How I wish to be a butterfly. Why, you ask? so I can fly free, Free as a butterfly wants to be, No ties to this earth. No strings to hold me, pull me or lead me. How I wish to be a bird, to soar above the clouds, go where I please. How I wish to be a rainbow, beautiful, colorful, larger than life. How I wish to be a tree. Towering above everything. I am the bird, the butterfly, the rainbow and the tree. I am tall, beautiful, and free, So, of all these things mentioned, I wish nothing more than to be me!

Thoughts Please
Hey everyone, I hope everyone is well. A good friend of mine *my #2 family* and I have decided to hold an auction. You make your own list of what you are willing to give for how much fubucks or bling or whatever. Anyone can enter, both males and females. I will start asking for people who want auctioned now, and will give you until mid next month *Jan 15th give or take* to email me what you will give for how much. I will then take the rest of the month to create tags *If anyone knows how to make them, IE a free download or something let me know please* and the Bidding will start in a new photo album I'll make, at the beginning of February. It will be titled "sweetheart Auction" and will be a Valentine's Day auction. It will end ON Valentine's day. I'm not asking for anything in return of doing this, it's just fun, If you want to give me and my friend something, right on. You will have to get people to bid on you, I will not ask people to bid. Send me a message on here or in my mess

This Is My Bible, With Less Sodom And More Gomorrah
I love how most of the profiles on this site have veritable "FUCK OFF" signs plastered all over them. lol I WOULD put one up, but it's just not as funny to me if I meet just normal people. I like to mess with the crazies, it makes me feel better about myself. Is that the kind of commentary I want about me? *shrug* Uhh, so yeah. A friend told me to make a profile here. I'm highly confused, trying to find my way 'round the site. I don't fully understand what's going on. A primer on yours truly: I'm an sarcastic asshole and you probably don't want me as your friend. I smoke pot all the time and I get enthusiastic about most other drugs as well. I'm a kleptomaniac and I LOVE to steal from Walmart, Salvation Army, Goodwill, and craft stores. I'm poor as fuck and I'm trying to make my way to AZ so I can room with best bestie and fucking go to raves and smoke it up. I'm logical, cold, and honest, but I'm not afraid to laugh. I'm a HUGE fan of Futurama, Ugly America

Moral Compass
I have noticed that a lot of people put rape their cherries/molest their like button in their status. I know people are trying to joke or be sexually appealing. However, others and I find it appalling because of what these words stand for. It is sickening to see so many people use these words so freely. Some things are not and should never be a joke. There is definitely nothing sexy about rape/molest. Rape: the unlawful compelling of a woman through physical force or duress to have sexual intercourse Molest: to make indecent sexual advances to; to assault sexually When the word molest is used in proper context it usually refers to a child being sexually abused. I want people to be aware of the damage they can cause with the reckless use of these words. Some things never go away no matter how far you go in life. Fubar is suppose to be an escape, so please make it pleasant for everyone on here. This is my personal crusade to make people aware. If you want to sta

In Need Of Fu Hubby
Ok so I have a fu hubby but i'm feeling tossed aside like trash lately.. So i'm going to look for a new one.. You don't have to buy me everything under the sun.. I just want someone who is going to be around and make me smile say nice things.. Not disown me, discard me like a piece of trash.. so if anyone is interested please let me know.

Aiden
For those of you who do know me, I have a son who is my whole life. The poor lil thing has gone so much in his one year of life. To make a long story short, I was in a bad situation (I also have a heart condition), was under a lot of stress and the doctors believe he had 2 strokes in utero. He in deaf in left ear, no teeth on left side and drgs left limbs... let alone can't stand up on his own. He has gone for mri's and ct's. He has been tested for cp, autism,epilepsy and brain damage (which I already knew)... as of july 7th I will be bringing him to UVA Medical Center for more tests. More than likely wil be there for a few days. For Those who care, I will have updates... xoxo

The Threads Of Infinity
Watch me multiply the threads of infinityas you close your eyes, mourning the symmetriesof love and fear, feeling desire emerging in yourveins once again.Watch me breed enthusiasm while you seekfor shelter in poems written in awe and painwhere my lust and passion shall remain.I make you whole so rest your thoughtwith an open hand and breathe yoursignificance upon me.I make you whole.I am your soul.

Unforgiven (sonnet)
When I am alone breathing Mother Moon,I see my reflection hidden in cursed tears,After the sunset, I embrace the monsoon,Disguising my sorrow and outcast fears.In my dazed heart I am not glad to liveAs you and I once worshipped eternity.Now songs are still and this I can't forgiveFor nothing can quench my thirst of infinity.I buried my love beneath a delicate pine treeWhere I planted my bleeding hopes and pain.My tired Venus is there crying like a banshee,With the captain of my heart I shall remain.If death is tender, it shall carry my soul too.The dead are free but I am caged without you.

Family Add
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Fun Stuff
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Aquarius - I Can Make You Love Me Gemini - I'm A Lover Not A Hater Cancer - I'm The Best At Sex! LEO - I **** Like No Other! Virgo - I'm The Wifey/Hubby Type Libra - I'm Sexy As Hell! Scorpio - I' m Great In Bed! Sagittarius - Baby I'm freaky Taurus - I fuck Better Than You Capricorn - I Can Have Sex All Night Long! Pisces - When I Put It On You, You'll Be Sprung For Life Aries - I Love Sex blue eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka wolves)) when they need to be.They are bad to the bone. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will h

Listen
If you love someone let them know every second of every day not just by saying those 3 words I love you show it by showing it and proving it. Listen to them talk to them. If you have a problem go to them and tell them don't go to someone else and believe what they tell because chances are there gonna lie to you trust your partner and your heart they won't steer you wrong. Johnny I am sorry I didn't come to you and I'm sorry I listen to everyone else. I hope you can forgive me. I love you and I always have and always will.

Eyes Wide Open
LADIES, YOU WANT A *GOOD MAN* , BE A GOOD WOMAN. MAKE YOUR MAN FEEL LIKE HE IS THE CENTER OF YOUR WORLD. BECAUSE HE'S DONE THAT FOR YOU. IF THERE IS SOMETHING YOU WANT...TELL HIM.......DON'T EXPECT HIM TO READ YOUR MIND. BE HONEST, IF YOU HAVE ANY TYPE OF A RELATIONSHIP. LET HIM KNOW. WE MEN AREN'T THE SHARPEST KNIVES IN THE DRAW, AND WE NEED TO KNOW. SOME OF YOU WILL SAY IF YOU KNOW YOUR WOMAN, YOU'D KNOW......NOT NECESSARLLY. BE UP FRONT...(GUYS TOO). HURT IS HURT, PAIN IS PAIN......IT DON'T SETTLE TOO GOOD. A GOOD MAN IS HARD TO FIND FOR YOU FEMALES,......MORE SO FOR US GOOD MEN.......I'LL TELL YOU WHAT I EXPECT AND WANT THE SAME. DON'T HAVE YOUR MAN GO TO WORK...AND COME HOME UNEXPECTEDLY...AND FIND YOU WITH ANOTHER MAN. LOVE IS ONLY AS FAR AS YOU LET IT BE......TRUST, HONESTY, IS THE FOUNDATION FOR THE FUTURE......IF YOU DON'T WANT A FUTURE....TELL HIM...IT'S A WHOLE LOT LESS STRESSFUL FOR THE BOTH OF YOU.........TRUST ME I KNOW....... a part of me has been taken, but w

1st
Yeah, I know, the Subject heading is a bit boring, but that is mainly because I am feeling bored!...Blah!... For the past month and a half I have been back home, in Northern MI, and to be honest, coming home served its purpose, had been three years since I had been back, but I am so over it! I flew back to get away for a week or so, but it turned into over a Month. My family has been on me about getting my teeth fixed since the accident, but work always seemed more important, besides, beautiful dental work is not a qualification when you're a wrecker driver... steriotypically, those in our profession usually have worse looking teeth than my own. However, it had been a year since the accident, and I actually got tired of hearing about it. So I went to the U of M in Ann Arbor (A2), and have had my initial visit for X Rays and evaluation. Now I am waiting on planning for the dental implants and the reconstruction of my upper gums. OMGawd!, I am bored though!, I have plenty to kee

Story To My Life
so, this is my FIRST blog in this site. I don't know how long im going to keep up at it, but i figured i'd give it a try. I really don't know where to begain, so I think im just gonna keep it short in simple. I have the most amazing man in the world, Trinix420. He's perfect, and i have a son, who means everything to me. Those two man are the best people ANYONE could ever ask for, or ever want. The end.

The Dark Side Of Me!
I walk into the dark abyss, seeking the nature of my darkness. I come upon a gravestone that was unmarked, it looked as if it had been there forever, and a spirit becons me, taunting me, and asks,"What are you looking for?" I stand there with an icy glare upon my face and say,"answers to my hopeless existence. Why must I be this way?" and the spirit says."The only reason why you thint that your existence is hopeless is because you are not who you want to be with. You are this way because you are longing for a dark and romantic pleasure!" I stare at the spirit as if i was staring at myself, who has died from eternal loneliness and lack of the physical romantic nessissity of life, and a life of chaos and despair."Let me help you that way you won't end up like the way that i have. Go to your love and follow your heart, listen carefully to your hearts' voice, for your heart IS you, not only mentally, but physically too. Don't be like me and close your heart from those who love and care for

Friends
Friends (by me) A true friend is invaluablewhere ever you may meet it could be as babies or toddlers in grade school or high schoolin college or grad schoolon a team or at a jobin a club or in a band at a park or at the mallin real life or on line Some people you just know in passingothers are just acquaintancesbut a true friend is like the family you choosea real friend is a treasure to beholdthen there are friends who become loverssometimes you are looking for that loveother times it catches you off guardBut when it is real love you will just know Never take a true friend lightly even worse don't push them awaySome will fight to hold on to youothers will just walk awaysome may come backothers you could lose forever Never take a friend for granted no matter what...

Just So You All Know
Just want to wish ev1 a Happy and safe Halloween and say I'm sorry for not being around. It doesn't mean I miss or love ya any less. I have just been very busy cleaning out a bunch of stuff I don't need in house any more and VERY stressed out cuz of neighbors. Also I have been busy with my son's boy scout meetings. He earned his bobcat badge this past Thurs...YEA HIM!! He is going for his first boy scout overnight camping trip Fri. the 29th (his lil sister's B-day). My oldest son is going to be his adult partner that he had to have in order to go. So I think that will be good for the both of them. I will have her party Saturday (the 30th) when he gets back so he doesn't miss it. Then Sunday I will take them out trick or treating. My 9 yr. old wants to go as a creepy skeleton (again...lol.cool,saves me money,can use old costume) and my lil princess is going to be a very cute lil brown bear with a pink bow on her neck and costume even has a cute lil blanket with it(she can use for her d

Writings & Thoughts...
Why should I remain cornered? Why should I always help others achieve what they're not meant for while I can effortlessly achieve it? Why should I help create the stars and stay aside among the fans? Why should I give up on what is rightfully mine just because I don't fit a definition in their book? Why should I let them throw me into a straitjacket while all I say is the truth? Till when should I take everybody's crap and bullshit? Till when should I just be patient? Till when should I wait and wait and wait? I need a quick solution... I have no more years to waste... My best years have gone by in vain so far... While nothing at all has ever been changed... I am sick of the lies people keep telling... I am sick of the faces people keep wearing... I am sick of the stories... I am sick of the words... I am sick of people!!! I am a name Written on dust… On a moist mirror That hides a nude bust… I am the memory Of a long lost hope… Carved

Naughty Stories
Im going to endeavor to post some, well, we'll call em short stories. I need an output for some of the tawdry little scenarios that wont quit popping into my head. I you choose to read any of the forthcoming chapters, be forewarned. They wont be for the faint of heart or the closed-minded. So having said that...Im gonna sit here and have a few beers and see if I can either, shock, enlighten, or, ideally, inspire someone to greater depths of depravity than they thought themselves capable of....

Taunted Treasure
Perhaps some will recall the passon from "The Chronicles of the Wanton"... Her simpliest desires as from this repost from the past... Behind my armchairI found a small scrap of torn black fishnetsAnd I smiled to myselfRemembering…My legs spread wideIn four inch heelsBare breastedGripping the chairBent at the waistYou tore throughClutching my hipsRipping my pantiesEnteringThrustingTogether GrindingMoaningTrembling ThrustingCollapsingExhaustedEcstaticNow I am remembering….I wonder what house guestWill trip over the next scrapAnd pocket itSmilingKnowingWonderingI tucked it in a drawer Where I keep such thingsBecause I have such thingsTo conceal.

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2001 Heros
Died November 18, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 21, of Rochester, N.Y.; based at Norfolk Naval Station, Va.; drowned aboard an Iraqi freighter that sank on Nov. 18, 2001, in the Persian Gulf. Died November 29, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 19, of Queens, New York City; assigned to the 10th Mountain Division, Fort Drum, N.Y., killed Nov. 29, 2001, by a non-combat weapons discharge in Uzbekistan. Died December 05, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 28, of Frazier Park Calif.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 5th Special Forces Group, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in action during a friendly fire bombing, on Dec. 5, 2001 in Afghanistan.

Death
The Death DealerHe creeps,He crawls,He slithers,He rolls,Who is this man, you ask?He's created in your fires Your deepest desiresHe's what you wantAnd you can have itFor a small price of courseIt's not much, for one such as yourselfThe counjourer of spirits A jack of all tradesWould you care to play his game?It's not that hardBut it requires a wagerNot money, but something more dearSo make your bid But do so wiselyBecause if you lose You'll find that the cost is pricey! am the slayer, I am the bringer of deathI come to erase the mistakes of this worldMy work shall never be done This world is full disease, filth, and putrignessThese things I must pacify from my worldI am the slayer, I am the bringer of deathI come to erase the mistakes of this worldThis world I speak of is full of fire and brimestoneIt is a world of eternal suffering and blissIt is my world and I shall controll allI am the slayer, I am the bringer of deathI come to erase the mistakes of this worldThis world demands suf

Lady's Don't Believe This Man
Hi all this young man is unbelievable dont believe anything he tells you he has told women back last yr he was dieing of cancer had 6 mpnths to live now he has some other kind of problem he may die from he is just looking for attention don't fall into his trap .ALSO he uses women he will act like you are his only one than he will tell gals in sb i love you i want you marry me if you fumarry him i feel sry for you , he is just a user. u=4541928&friend=4541928" target=_blank>COWBOY OWNEREVIL WOLVESFUMARRIED TO SWEE@ fubar

Succumbed
You and I stroll into the grocery store one evening to pick up a few things for breakfast the next morning. As we are walking down the aisles, I tell you that there is something I need to pick up and will catch up with you in a few minutes. You say ok as I playfully smack you on the ass and walk away in the opposite direction at the end of the aisle. I am gone for about 10 minutes when you notice that I have walked back up behind you at the end of the adjacent aisle. As I walk up to you, I again playfully grab your ass as the moistness between them reminds you of just how much you enjoy it when I do that to you in public. As you reach up to grab something off the upper shelf you feel my hand as it caresses your inner thigh and pushes your skirt up a little and squeezes the bottom of your ass cheek. You playfully swat at my hand but really don’t want me to stop. Suddenly you feel my hand at your lower back pressing against you as you place a hand on the shelf to steady yourself. A

Lena
Here is a girl i knew for 6 Years. It Going on 7 years now. Lena was 15 when i knew her cuz of her mom. She is so beauitful, She is one of the nicest person you ever know. I treated her like a princess. She is 19 now. will be 20 this year. I knew i fell inlove with her since she was 16 i been waiting all this time for her but she wont listen to me right now. She is lock up in a rehab but when she get out i try one more time. But lena can be a selfish girl at time. she dont even want my help no more cuz of her on very bad drug. ( NOT WEED) weed not that bad guys and girls. I still said weed is still one of the better drug to clam people down. But i hate what what she doing. is not getting better, she being selfish. and is making me insane cuz i let life pass me up for her. I dont wanna give up but Do I really just move on after 7 year know she dont want my help anymore? Or do i be selfish and still try to get her to be with me?

Deployment
xmas time is here and im kinda lonley. being and not with family sucks ass. the only good thing is i just found that im going home on the 4th. so that reason alone gives something to look for. three days till x-mas and i'm still here but hopefully i'll be going home on the 4th and be home around the 10th or 11th. but there's a litttle problem with paperwork. my home unit had me arriving here on the 4th of aug but i got here on the 19th july. see the difference they messed up my paperwork and there's a chance I may not be leaving on the 4th of jan but instead I might be leaving on the 4th of aug. well i'm kinda worried now see that might be staying longer. just left iraq a day ago! now im at qatar and I'm just chilling waiting for the trip to go home. show me some love I need to level up and I need to be owned up to 12 times in a day and Im also for anyone who wants to give the special limited edition bling staying fit is the one I want cause i have 42 days up until I take a PT test. ei

Bookness
Prologue As the shadow of night crept across the globe, a figured adorned in a robe as black as the night itself crept along the rocky walls of an ancient canyon, his heavy footfalls echoing across the vast plains with each step. The canyon was said to have been the site of a great battle in the wars centuries before, where thousands of seasoned troops were taken out by a group of guerillas. After the battle it came to be known as the Canyon of the Wailing Dead, as it was said when the wind blew through it’s walls, the cries of the fallen soldiers could still be heard. The man was a very tall individual, most of his face save for the lower portions covered up by his hood, his pale eyes glistening in the moonlight as he arrived at his destination at the canyon’s central chamber. Despite the darkness of the night, the chamber was well lit by torches mounted along the walls of the canyon, giving the entire area an eerie ambiance. It was here where the man found six other figur

More Feelings
I'm not sure where to start......my life has taken a downward spiral. I am almost 30 yrs old and having to move in with my mom. I feel like I have been used again and thrown away AGAIN. It depresses me to think that the only use men have for me is physical not never emotional. When will my feelings matter? I am starting to think NEVER. The depression is begining to be too much to bare. I want to shut off my emotions and never let anyone in. I am thinking this might be the only way to protect myself. Why should I care when no one else does? Why should I give a shit about anyone? I am done trying to find someone to love or love me. I can only take so much and this last experience has opened my eyes to how I am valued and respected by others. This is where the depression takes over. My nereves can't handle watching what I am being forced to watch. I am trying to not see but I am not blind and my heart is still broken. No one cares and this just adds to the pain. I wonder if I will ever fe

Lymes Disease Symptoms
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Dreams
laying in bed my eyes closed drift in to a dream world, the world i creat is powerful and graceful, beauty bounds it to make it real, dreaming of flying down the road seeing places i only wish to see. dreaming of people i want to met, dreaming who what where and why ....... idk puzzling thoughts swirling together bound by beaty it sfor the faint of heart my dreams are mine but the thought of ur beauty is what bounds me the dreams of touching d feeling the enternal bliss...... what a kiss? the sheets are getting messed up, mmm the beaty that is bound with my thoughts to early to wake trying to stay asleep to see ur beauty ..... its hard to dream with out seeing ur face...my dreams are mine but ur beaty bounds me to the ground don't want to fly away but i will race to get to see ur beautiful face the sun is raising i'll hold on to the dream for ur face is what makes up my dream and i'll treasure my dream every time i sleep

Friendship
i married my wife on march 31 2010 and ever since then it has been nothing but hell she refused to give me any kind of space when iam on the internet she stays behind and see what iam up too or if iam calling a friend or texting she always looks on who iam talking too she is so far up my ass that i cant even take a shit with out her approvalshe lies and try to manipulate me to do what ever she wantsme and my wife got into a fight and she shove me first and i shove her back and i try to get my marriage license from her since i was the only one who ever paid for anything and everything but she refused so i try to get it from her i did not hit her tho even tho part of me wanted too she had the cops called on me at the end of Julyi was in jail for a day and i got out they gave me anger management i start next week that stupid cunt could have ruin my life all together because i already have court in phx for a old charge of protecting my ex gf from a guy who i thought was going

Just Feelings
I get up everyday wondering why.......I go to bed every night with the same question. I really don't know why I try when all I ever do is make bad decisions. I just want to go to sleep like Snow White or Sleeping Beauty untill my prince comes but this is real life and I'm sure no princess and I have no prince. I always thought I wanted my little place in this world but I'm begining to believe that for me that place doesn't exist. I am a great friend or so I'm told but some how I'm not good enough for something more or thats real. I think the only reason I am posting this here is because no one cares and I want to be able to sleep. I would really like to be worth something one day but since I'm not worth anything by now I don't see that happening. I think I want to buy the book of DILLIGAF and study it. Maybe if I am cold and heartless not being worth anything to anyone won't matter to me. I just feel like nothing I do matters and I shouldn't try anymore. I would just like to not wake

Somewhere, Someone
Your smile melts my heart. Just hearing your voice is like listening to angels sing. Your laughter is indescribable, while your eyes are deeper than the most beautiful sunset. Your skin glistens like the sea on a sunny afternoon. Your dark brown hair flows like the Nile, while your fragrance is as pleasant as a garden full of the finest roses. Your knowledge will take ages to fathom. Just being in your presence alone could bring a giant to his knees.Your lips taste like the finest wines. Your love could enlighten the dullest day. If I ever dreamt of you, arising would not be an option. I would stay in your dreams forever. Your beauty and knowledge go hand in hand, they are both timeless. Your soft beautiful smile is enough to engulf the darkest moments.To have you in my arms would be the worships of all gods, to hear your soft whispers would be enough to make me hold you forever close to me.For I know and understand that time with you will always be a present and never a past.To feel

Send Gifts To The Philippines
I am a blogger and a freelance writer from Albuquerque New Mexico who has interests in fishing, hunting and computers. I am currently helping out my friend with the redesign of his websites. I am happy to become a member of this community and am looking forward to sharing my thoughts, ideas, and opinions here. send gifts to the philippines

Too Soon!
I think I didn't take a long enough break from fubar. I seem to either hurt or get hurt when I deal with others from here. This is never my goal or intention. I just have to figure out some things and I don't need the lies from the people here to add to my life. I am heartbroken AGAIN and I know that I have to heal before I can play again. If someone really wants to talk to me you can add me on yahoo (I'm always mobile) @ YIM: goodgirl_2480. I'm out!

Anthony was my oldest cousin on my fathers side only a few years older than me. Last night when I got home home from jail and talked to my mom she told me she had some bad news. My cousin Anthony killed himself. This was a shock to hear because the last i heard of him he had been doing some time in prison but I guess he had been out just a few months ago and I did not know about it. apparently he had been struggling with drugs for a long time and his wife no longer a part of it decided to leave him and in his suicide note he vows he would rather damn himself to hell than to watch another man with his family and raise his kids. He hung himself early thursday morning just before it started to get light out....on a tree right in front of our late grandmothers house. What a terrible thing for my family just. I really can't believe he did it since they said he never threstened to commit suicide before it just saddens me and pisses me off at the same time. ....i guess there really wasnt any

Jail
I was recently incarcerated in the Las Colinas Detention Facility for failure to appear. Apperently I was supposed to show up for court ordered classes whether or not I was able to pay the 200 bucks they wanted. What bothers me is the way the officer came knocking at my door stating matter-of-factly how I was wanted for prostitution! ha me a prostitute yeah right. I told him i dont get enough sex as it is being a 4yr olds mommy lol let alone get paid for it shit at this point if I ha money to spend trust me it would be th other way around and I would be paying for sex of course he would have to give me a free sample or demonstration (let me watch him with another woman) so that I know I am not getting ripped off). Anyways I got taken in and it turns out that my charge drunk in public is categorized under the same penal code as prostitution just a different section......go figure....officer was doing his job but not reading the info right! he was cute too =/

Strange What Some People Will Say
Had a couple of days off this week with hubby and my mother in law. We were out and about...Or as the Canadians would say..Oout and aboout and had some lunch downtown. Went to this one place that had rocking chairs so we sat and rocked and people watched for a bit. This man walks by holding his daughter and off they go into one of the shops. My mother in law says to me "That little girl has slanty eyes." I just blinked. She then proceeds to say "I wonder if her mother is Chinese or maybe she's Japanese. I didn't see which way the little girl's eyes were slanted." I was like I didn't say a thing. Just kept shaking my head over and over and saying "Holy hell" to myself.

Love Me
I HAVE BEEN SINGLE FOR A WHILE! A CHOICE I MAD! THERE ARE A LOT OF THING I MISS BEING IN A RELATINOSHIP! LIKE WAKING UP AND HAVING ARMS AROUND ME! GETTING BREAKFAST IN BED ON SUNDAY! HAVING SOME ONE WATCH OVER ME WHEN I HAVE HAD TO MUCH TO DRINK! I STILL TALK AND SEE MY X AND X IS WHAT HE WILL BE TO ME! WE REMAIN FRIENDS AND I HELP HIM WHE I CAN! NOW ALL I NEED TO DO IS MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE AND SEE IF I CAN FIND MY SOLE MATE! THERE IS SOME BODY FOR EVERY BODY! BELEAVE THAT! SO HERE IS SIT ON A WEEKEND AND NO WHERE TO GO AND NOTHING TO DO! NOT THAT I LIKE IT LIKE THIS! SOME DAY MY PRIENCE WILL FIND ME AND TAKE ME AWAY FROM THIS LIFE I HAVE! HOW DO YOU HILL A BROKEN HART? USED TO TALK TO THIS BOY NOTIC I SAID BOY AND NOT A MAN WHENI WAS YOUNG! WE LOST EACJH OTHER FOR ABOUT TEN YEARS AND HERE RESENTLY HE FOUND ME A AND COFESSED HIS LOVE FOR ME AND TALK ME HOW

Redneck
Roses is red an' my neck's red too an' you make my lips pucker like a big plug o' chew. If you was my shed i'd be proud to have made ya an' if you was my gun,in my rack i'd display ya. Cuz yer sleek like a bas boat an' hotter'n fire yer more grippin' to me then a new set o' tries. I'm a sad. lovesick fool jus' a-caryin' a torch an' i whine like them houn' dogs that's under my porch. Cuz you make my head spin like i'uz drinkin' white lightnin' (I ain't use to much thinkin' i confess it's a mite fright' nin'.) But yu'v stol my poor heart like that big ol' tornader that come through last month an' took off with my trailer....

Ummmm I Dont Kno
Feed em the same shit you made me eatIm moving on forget you oh,Now im special, ha I felt special when I was with youAll I ever felt was thisHelplessnessImprisoned by a selfish bitchChew me up and spit me outI fell for this so many timesIts ridiculusAnd still I stick with thisIm sick of this but in my sickness aint addictionYour addictiveness take itEvil as they come vindictive as they make emMy friends keep asking why I cant just walk awayIm addictedTo the pain, the stress, the dramaIm drownin so I guess imma messCursed and blessedBut this time immaAint changing my mindI'm climbing out this abissYou screaming as I walk out that ill be missedBut when you spoke to people who meant the most to youYou left me off your list I dunno man, just feels like, well a lot different Kinda feels like, I’m on a whole different page right now Feels strange but um, I guess it’s kinda like… it’s kinda like [Verse 1] I feel like I’m morphin’, into s

You Pet In Color Pencil
hi all, im new here,im nadia am 40 years old and live in belgium my hobby is drawing portrets in color pencil from photo i like to draw all kinds of animals,stillife,landscapes you can always contact me if you want a portret of your dog,cat,car,.. price is 100$ for a size of 20x28 cm but i can make any size you want

Erotica
It's late and we've had a wonderful time at the club. The drinks have lowered our inhibitions and we are being very affectionate just before closing. We've spent the night mingling with your old friends and making some new ones. You've noticed me chatting it up with a couple of really cute guys you haven't see before, and are happy that I am getting along. When we leave we invite a couple of your friends and one of the cute guys to come back to your place for a nightcap. We spend the ride in the backseat fondling and kissing each other, and make no effort to hide the fact that things are going to get very hot when we get home. The cute guy is watching all this with a sly smile, and nods in approval sitting next to us. We arrive, and soon the group of us is laughing and sharing a few last drinks together in your parlor. A little while later everyone is gone except for the cute stranger and us. I notice you've been checking him out when you've had the chance and ask you if you like wha

The Tears Of Drowning Sorrow.
Well. For the past month or so. My boyfriend has been gone in Cali, I terrribly miss him. Hes coming back in four days though. Im excited. I Love him with all my heart. Lol. Once he gets back were goin to Eclipse! x3 Well I might as well tell a bit about myself. I Love animals neon colors and dark colors. My favorite colors are Lime green and Black. I love Hello Kitty. Invader Zim and skinny jeans. I love cookies and muffins. I love metal techno electronic rock punk. Oooh i love gummy worms and gummy bears as well. I love pandas. Thy are sooo damn adorable! Lol. :p...I love grape koolaid. Lol. Ima adorkable. Ooooh And i simply looovvvveee Rainbows! Lol. x3 I love holding hands. I think freckles are cute. I love emo/skaters guys. I love emo gurlss. Ima BI. I love guys in eyeliiner! Lol. I love meeting neww ppl. And i love chatting!And anyone tht knows mee Enjoi! x3

Because The Words Are Important Too...
Fearless by Pink Floyd You say the hill's too steep to climb,Climb it!You say you'd like to see me try,Climb it!You pick the place and I'll choose the timeAnd I'll climbThe hill in my own wayJust wait a while, for the right dayAnd as I rise above the treeline and the cloudsI look down hear the sound of the things you said todayFearlessly the idiot faced the crowd, smilingMerciless, the magistrate turns 'round, frowningAnd who's the fool who wears the crown?Go down in your own wayAnd everyday is the right dayAnd as you rise above the fearlines in the frownYou look downHear the sound of the faces in the crowdSong sung by crowd is: "You'll Never Walk Alone"by Rodgers and Hammerstein Dreamer: Inspired by the true storyYou are a great champion. When you ran, the ground shook, the sky opened and mere mortals parted. Parted the way to victory, where you'll meet me in the winner's circle, where I'll put a blanket of flowers on your back. Teacher: Cale Crane?

Why Oh Why Do The Best Ones Have To Die
I just found out that my best freind, My homie, My brother was killed tonight. All i can do is site here and cry and wounder why the best ones have to die. He was the only person in this world that i could talk to. He was the only one that was realy true. When i know that things are bad you will be there to get me thorugh. With out you my world is gone. With out you I have no one left. You had 2 beautifull boys That dont have a father any more because you was whereing the wrong colors in the wrong place. And a 23 year old ife that is now a widow. But dont worry my brother your wife and children are going to be taken care of i dont care if i have to sleep in a box on the street and steal to provide every thing they need. You are my brother and i have your back Rest in peace brother i will love you always and i will see you agine when the good lord dicieds its my time. R.I.P Mi AMOR

Family
Have you ever been out in Nature, and gazed upon a swift-flowing river? It is a beautiful river, sparkling and frothy, filled with diverse currents and rapids, calm pools, gentle shores. Now and then you see a sandbar protruding from the surface; debris carried by the flow hangs-up on these and stays there. Until, one day, the current from the river erodes the sandbar and the debris on the upstream end is swept away, and disappears. We, our friends and family, acquaintances, lovers and former ones, co-workers, the guy who takes your toll, and more lately the ones that join us via the cyber-community, we all stand upon a great shoal in the flowing river of Life. Every now and then, and in no particular order, one of our group vanishes into that great current; leaving those remaining to shuffle uneasily, and to wonder what the Hell happened. But that sand keeps migrating downstream, and that proverbial dune keeps getting more amd more crowded. And sooner or later, we all stand upon th

Until We Meet
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat little less rapid Until we meet I know my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem like hours Hours will seem like months Months will seem like an eternity Until we meet The starts will not affect me with their gleaming sparkles of life Until i am gazeing up at them from inside your arms Until we meet The food that i eat will not be as fulfilling or nourishing Until it is you that i am shareing it with Util we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderfull day When our eyes make first contact and Our bodies and souls collide in a blissfull whirlwind The words will roll off my tounge a sweet song HELLO MY LOVE I COULDN'T WAIT TO MEET YOU For Austin I Love You

Ice Cream Heart
Do you think Love does not lie Is the best of you ? Some lies better than the facts In the sea of love , everyone is a liar ; deceive ourselves and deceive others, sometimesCheating happily; sometimes get lost in a fog no sense of being cheated , and sometimes found lyingAnd deception behind a hidden not live in sadness, sad tears. Then,Degree rise sails, fled and died . Some , on the private Take off clothes in a relatively bare moment , you think you have no secret, in fact ,You do not know , having sex when he psychological thought who do not know , embracingYou, he wants what ? Certainly some of it is love. Also they may beMinistry of love , but perhaps some are fake. At this point, you would like to ask surprised , then , when thinking about who you love , you are mostI love it? Embrace would not sleep when not forget old friends , orJust highlight the moment , is not? If you honestly love a person, you will definitely want to know his past , hisAll , he had

Poems
I love you with all my entity, mind body and soul.I love you unconditionally,you are the one that makes me whole.I love you with a passion,you are the fire within my heart.I will never stop loving you, I have known this from the start.I love you like you are the ocean,and I'm a tiny wave.I love you like i'm a stalagmite,and you are a mighty cave. I love you like a snow flake, melting on the ground. I love the way you look at me, I love the way you sound .I love you like a little bird, love's the bright blue sky.I love you more and more, every second that goes by. I LOVE YOU! Girlfriend Application Name: State: About you: What youre looking for in a girl: How many people youve been with: What a relationship means to you: ONE DREAM ONE OPPORTUNITY ONE LIFEI AM DARK AND YOU LIGHTI LIE DOWN IN THE SHADOWNO LONGER THE LIGHT OF MY DREAM BEFORE MENO LONGER THE BRIGHT OF MY DREAM ABOVE MEONLY THE SHADOWONLY THE THICK WALLHELP ME TO SHATTER THIS DARKNESSHELP ME TO SMASH THE NIGHTTO BRE

Lounges
Well its that time again. Let's party it up not once but twice at the same time in my lounge. I would really love to see everyone there but i totally understand if you can not make it. If you would like the link to the lounge, please SB me. I would be glad to give it to you. Everyone is welcome and invited. Hope to see you there. They both start at 10:30 est tonight. Come and join us in My Fair Wedding as I do my very first fu wedding and fu marry my best friend Bud and his soon to be fu wifey IrishRaina. There is going to be a reception party and an anniversary party and also a halloween party. The wedding starts at 10 pm est on October 30, 2010. Parties will follow. Please contact me for more information and the link to the lounge. We would love to see you come in and join in the fun. Well yall its that time again. I have 2 new lounges that are hiring dependable staff and everyone is welcome. Great places to have fun and no drama is allowed. Don't like drama and drama

Stupidity At It's Best
I don't care much about the fu-owned thingy but I just realized something. When someone raises your value sky high where no one can buy you, You lose the chance on gaining more fu-bucks. And it is bad enough when you buy someone and you end up losing money when someone purchases them from you. So, my theory is, if you want to help your friends out maybe you should not rack their price up so high right at first. Let them be handled/fondled a bit before you lock them up for 2 weeks. Just a thought. :D I hate being asked for salutes....I like to give them when I feel like it. It sure would be nice to go on vacation. Not have to worry about anyone, not even myself. I look into the future and I know that is NEVER gonna happen. Am I a bad person for getting revenge for my son? This kid in Jiu Jitsu was a bit too rough on my 12 yr old son. My son didn't show that eh was hurt but I saw what the kid did. Then after class I asked my son if he was ok and he told me that the kid (who is 15

Mel And Shit Hawk Wedding Fund
I want to see the shit hawks eyes bulge out of his head... Apparently he proposed to Mel this morning thinking he would ruffle some feathers.. Can you imagine if she accepts... He will Be in shell shock and we can all take a break from him. So help me help Mel and donate bling credits... she needs 80 to accept.

If Tommorrow Never Comes...
I THINK THAT PEOPLE SHOULD NOT JUDGE,WE KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG,REMEMBER THE HARD THING TO DO IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO.. I AMHAVING A HARD TIME GETTING THE CONFUSION OF YOU OUT OF MY HEAD. I KNOW I WAS TOLD NOT TO GET TO CLOSE PAPI,BUT YOU MADE IT EASY FOR ME, BUT YOU KNEW I IGNORED WHAT YOU SAID.. ONLY BECAUSE I SAW THE GOOD IN YOU, YOU WERENT TRYING TO BE SOMEONE YOU WERE NOT,ONLY YOU I MISS YOU,YOU SAY ITS HARD TO SAY GOOD BYE TO ME.. ITS NOT GOOD BYE,YEARS ARENT NOTHING WHEN U HAVE ME OUTHERE, TELLING YOU NO LIES,ONLY WHAT IS TRUE. I MISS YOU THOUGH,IM BROKEN.. FIXING ME WOULD BE WASTE OF TIME I FEEL. CAUSE ONLY YOU HAVE THE PARTS THAT I NEED, THIS LOVE BUG YOU GAVE ME,ITS FOR REAL.IM HERE OKAY LIKE I SAID. YOU DO YOU IN THERE,LET ME KNOW WHAT TO SEND HELL ILL BRING YOU ANY THING YOU WANT,EVEN THAT CRAzY SHIT YOU LOVE,THAT AWSOEMW WEED.. I MISS YOU,YOUR EVERY WHERE I LOOK,BUT ITS NOT GOOD BYE,CAUSE IM RIGHT HERE JUST OPEN THOSE SEXY EYES AND LOOK. LOVE YOU BABY.HANG

The Tomboy And The Tomcat
Hard to say at any given time who's the mouse and who's the cat? So we play our cat and mouse game of attractions and passions. I could be her tomcat, she would be my tomboy. We flirt a generation away the tomboy wants to play, ya know, I have never seen her is a dress or skirt. The tomboy and her tomcat, or the tomcat and his tomboy; sounds like the title of a book, one of those super sleuth action-comedy and impossible romance novels all in one Of course the x-rated love scenes would be left mostly to your imagination i.e., "what's wrong dear?" "Mom, a man made love to me, we did everything mom. He did things to me that I can't get out of my mind and it's interfering with my work and I did things to him, well, I can't believe I did them and I want more of him." Her mother looked at her the way mothers do and; "It's alright dear, now, tell me the truth, what's troubling you." She just looked at her mom with exasperated amusement and said "whatever." She is in her 20s but

Poems From Proud American
It seems like it were only yesterday When you held me in your arms, Free from any pain, safe from any Harm. When I was young you were hard on me, and at times a little rough, But now I realize you did it to make me stronger for the times when things get tough.. You took my hand and walked me down the aisle, though you were giving me away, you did it with a smile. The lessons you taught me , made me what I am today, filled with pride,and feeling strong, you showed me how to have confidence when I'm right, and the courage to admit when I am wrong. So I come here to say thank you for all your lessons, and all your love, and I know whenever I need your guidance, I need only to look to Heaven above. I Pledge my life,Like my Brothers before meTo fight the fires to the bestof my ability.Through my training and what I have learnedI'll use common

What Do You Want From Me?
There might have been a timeI would give myself away(Ooh) Once upon a timeI didn’t give a damnBut now here we areSo whataya want from meWhataya want from me’Just don’t give upI’m workin’ it outPlease don’t give inI won’t let you downIt messed me up, need a second to breatheJust keep coming aroundHey, whataya want from meWhataya want from meYeah, it’s plain to seethat baby you’re beautifulAnd it’s nothing wrong with youIt’s me – I’m a freakBut thanks for lovin’ meCause you’re doing it perfectlyThere might have been a timeWhen I would let you step awayI wouldn’t even try but I thinkyou could save my lifeJust don’t give upI’m workin’ it outPlease don’t give inI won’t let you downIt messed me up, need a second to breatheJust keep coming aroundHey, whataya want from meWhataya want from meJust don’t give up on meI won’t let you downNo, I won’t let yo

Mahut And Isner Set Record At Wimbledon With Marathon Match
France's Nicolas Mahut (pictured) and John Isner of the United States made tennis history at Wimbledon on Wednesday, smashing the standing record for the longest match. The contest was postponed for a second day after more than 10 hours of play. France's Nicolas Mahut and John Isner of the United States made tennis history at Wimbledon on Wednesday as they set a new record for the longest-ever match. They surpassed the previous time of six hours and 33 minutes set at the 2004 French Open, when Fabrice Santoro beat fellow Frenchman Arnaud Clement 6-4, 6-3, 6-7, 3-6, 16-14. "It is reasonable to say that it is the longest official tennis match in history," International Tennis Federation spokesman Nick Imison told AFP, adding that it was certainly the longest in the Open Era records. "There are not any records to suggest otherwise." Other records also tumbled in the epic match on Court 18, where the pair were still tussling at 39-39 in the final set of a match c

"nymphetamine" By Cradle Of Filth
Led to the riverMidsummer I wavedA 'V' of black swansOn with hope to the graveAnd through red SeptemberWhen skies fire-pavedI begged you'd appearLike a thorn for the holy onesCold was my soulUntold was the painI faced, when you left meA rose in the rainSo I swore to the razorThat never, enchainedWould your dark nails of faithBe pushed through my veins againBared on your tombI'm a prayer for your lonelinessAnd would you ever soonCome above unto me?For once upon a timeFrom the binds of your lowlinessI could always findThe right slot for your sacred keySix feet deep is the incisionIn my heart that barless prisonDiscolours all with tunnel visionSunsetter, nymphetamineSick and weak from my conditionThis lust, this vampyric addictionTo her alone in full submissionNone better, nymphetamineNymphetamine, nymphetamineNymphetamine girlNymphetamine, nymphetamineMy nymphetamine girlWicked with your charm, I'm circled like preyBack in the forest where whispers persuadeMore sugar trails, more white l

Just A Box Of Stuffs...
sooooooo...just curious as to what everyone else does on their birthday. I just celebrated my birthday with my family yesterday since everyone had the day off...but...for my ACTUAL birthday tomorrow...I'm going to sit home...smoke, listen to tunes and drink...that's what I did last year as well. I dunno...I've never been big into celebrating birthdays, honestly. I don't know why...birthdays just aren't fun to me...it just marks the passing of another year...I tend to look back in bad ways on my birthday...ya know...it's like the passing of another year full of shit I wanted to do, but never got to do...I dunno...I'm the same way with New Year's Eve...I pretty much just suck, basically! lol...I'm pretty sure the last line of this video is something I agree with...and if you don't love the Mighty Boosh...you suck! ;) but the quote at the very end, Howard saying "You should celebrate that day alone…in sombre isolation." lol it's the most terrible EMO line ever, but I feel the same

My First Hh At 11
Good God, I spent all day rating photos and only a few people helped me in return. I need to level to Oracle so the bomb and HH should cover the points, but I need 4 more Big Pimpin gifts and the rest. Check my Angel folder. If you're stingy about fubux, I can send you enough to cover it.

Party Rush
Someone Look Like What do you want? 1.He look like prefer me,but I think no cause he not know me -,- 2.He look like copypaste me,but I think for what? Random too? 3.He look like care with the problem,but he never solve a problem 4.He look like dont like him aunt give him a new phone and care 5.He look like no need parents,but realized he very need 6.He look like stupid,but realized hmm…he smart 7.He look like not jerk to choosing a exotic girl,but realized….like a jerk 8.He look like understanding,but realized he not understand (maybe) 9.He look like care to sister but realized,he not care,hate and annoy 10.HE LOOK LIKE CARE TO ME AND LOVE ME BUT……..I NEVER KNOW :) 07 June 10’ I VERY HAPPY TODAY :))) YAAAAAAY I see F.A 3 times!!!!! First,I saw him in flag ceremony.and then Second,I saw him when I and my friends go to pray zuhur,He and friends are canteen and Third,I saw him in outdoor canteen AAAAAAAA hmm….He’s very handso

Ez2ride
Back in the Saddle I have been working the same ol' grind for about 10 years without much of a break. Work has been slow lately, since the ECONOMY is so darned slow, so web design has been a slow business to be in lately. I have been out knocking on doors trying to drum up business, but most of the small mom and pops are going under. It is kind of a sign of the times...I guess. I am seriously thinking about relocating, but then you hear the old timers tell stories of the Oklahoma dust bowl...and they thought that they could improve their lot by packing up and moving...I just have this vision of the Grapes of Wrath. I think I'll stick to life where I am. I love the places I see..the parks here are green....lots of fresh running water, Japanese gardens, wildlife, flowers...everything I would ever want to see daily. I am going to get my mountain bike out soon...and start doing my daily ride of about 20 miles. I love to shoot pool, play darts, and maybe see sports on the big scree

Come To Night Shift Nsfw
/">/"> Hey Everyone feel free to Check Out this Kool Lounge that me and my bro came up with come out and jam out !!! Also we are hiring too so if u want a job feel free to drop me or bro Glenn (Owner) "US Border Patrol" or me Rockin Ralphy (Co-Owner) and we will be glad to help u out. Also if u decide u want to be a member that is is great too we would gladly like to have u as a part of " The NightShift Family So Click Below and Check it Out" PS: NOW HIRING MEXICO IS ANGRY! Three cheers for Arizona! The shoe is on the other foot and the Mexicans from the State of Sonora, Mexico do not like it. Can you believe the nerve of these people? It's almost funny. The State of Sonora is angry at the influx of Mexicans into Mexico . Nine state legislators from the Mexican State of Sonora traveled to Tucson to complain about Arizona 's new employer crackdown on illegals from Mexico . It seems that many Mexican illegals are returning to their hometowns and the officials

"I have come to tell you that you are free. Many ages ago, My consciousness left humanity, that they might develop themselves. I return to find this development approaching completion, but hindered by fear and by misunderstanding. You have built for yourselves psychic suits of armor, and clad in them, your vision is restricted, your movements are clumsy and painful, your skin is bruised, and your spirit is broiled in the sun. I am chaos. I am the substance from which your artists and scientists build rhythms. I am the spirit with which your children and clowns laugh in happy anarchy. I am chaos. I am alive, and I tell you that you are free." Just wondering if there would be any interest in some rare Hour of the Time broadcasts as well as some Mae Brussell shows. I figure with all the bs disinfo patriot bs polluting the web nowadays it would be nice to have access to some quality alternative reasearch available in one place! Imagine the suprise of some wayward researcher stumbl

Coin
I find myself happy, liking who I am. Im comfortable as a lazychair I'm honest, loving and I do care. I blame noone for how I become, or for all I've done. I was once a sports car lightening fast I run , now to a putter I roll off to life . trying to keep it going speaking softly and angerly I mutter. I need a break, sometime for myself, a place to go, a place I don't know. I need to be excited, too laugh so hard , to see a piece of this world that would make my head wrirrel , But I'm finally old and not so bold and I am comfortable .....with who I am .

Free Ps3,xbox,imac,etc
http://gifts.freebiejeebies.co.uk/251416 ok so this really works it was on nbc news cnn newscast and bbc news.... All you gotta do is complete one offer(i spent $7 to complete the offer) then get a certain number of friends to join and do the same( it was 13 ppl for me to get a free 120gb ps3 slim) they also have other gifts like phones,ipods,imacs,macbooks,xbox,gps.etc

Yea--
late night talks--spending hours together yet never in the same room--feeling like i can say anything and its ok--its got me trippin--idk where its going but I'm feeling good again--thank you you are important to me--just sayin :)

My "jack London" Journal
Overall my "Jack London" Journal is a stained, suede covered lined page journal. I carry some of the adventures and teachings I've learned in life therein...yes the journal has about 20 pages that were ripped out and burned because some things...you had to have been there for...Two of my favorite pieces of poetry I have written on the inside cover:I never saw a wild thing sorry for itselfA small bird will drop frozen dead from a boughWithout ever having felt sorry for itselfDH Lawrence and Hold fast to dreamsFor if Dreams dieLife is a broken winged birdThat cannot flyHold fast to dreamsFor when dreams goLife is a barren fieldFrozen with snowHW Longfellow This is not in the journal but should be. Animals. The old steriotype is true, "you CAN tell a lot about a person by how animals react to them". I have seen it so many times that I wonder how come everyone else doesn't. Every animal I have ever met has always been 110% honest in everything they do. They are totally incapible of mist

Working In America
You are so right on unions. When I worked at Southwest Airlines from 1998-2002 the union contract read that you could opt out of the union but were still liable for union dues but were no longer protected by the union and since no Southwest Airlines employee could not be non-union, the union sent a letter to Southwest demanding the termination of the employee which Southwest Airlines had to abide by or face lawsuits. When I worked at USair from 1987-1990, it was non-union but bought PSA, who was union and the union was abolished and it all went non-union and both USair and PSA employees agreed they have never been treated better by management, even if it was merely out of a fear that the union would be re-established. Not to say there are not abuses of owners and managers who have no fear of unions, like those who work for Toyota, whether they be plant workers or dealership employees, because Toyota doesn't allow unions...They are bullies and abuse their employees. It is like a catch

Whoop Whoooop Ninja
Well, where 2 start... There were 2 Homies that were in an accident that were taken 2 The Carnival on friday June 18, 2010, after a rain storm. They both R ninjas, but now reside in Shangra La. Their names R Kyle Auston Baker and Zack Price from La Porte, IN. Ages Kyle 18 N Zack 22. Kyle lived at Zacks becausew his parents kicked him out and he was young, and was always willing 2 help another ninja out. He just wanted his family(Juggalo Family) 2 like him which we all did/do. Much Clown Love Kyle! Zack Left behind a wife N 2 beautiful girls ages 2 years old and a newborn of almost 1 month. I was there at the birth of his newest. he was an awsome father that loved/loves his children and his wife. I have been at his wifes side since and this is the 1st chance I have had 2 write. So why don;t all U Ninja's Send up a Whoop Whooooop 4 all R Taken Homies, Cause we never DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For Love
So I havnt posted a blog in a long time so bear with me lol! Been doing a lot of soul searching lately and well to be honest Im not exactly sure where im going but im starting to get a pretty good idea of what will make me truly happy. Sometimes life hands you a box of lemons and you have to take a bite of that lemon and spit it back in their faces lmao!!!! So for all of those who hate me ....go ahead and hate me It doesnt bother me. Take that hate somewhere else cause it just consumes and rots the already dead horse. I dont need it anymore For all those who love me....I love you back in full and then some. I have always loved to the fullest and that is one thing I will never change about myself as long as I can help it. I am around somewhere so if you wanna chat or just have some fun haller at me....for those who wont take no for an answer FUCK YOU im deleting you :) have a great day everyone!

The Adventure Of The Missing Hat And Pipe
Well, Holmes, my theory is that a Dr.Edmund Chinnery is the culprit. He travelled to London from a strange northern town called royston Vasey and booked into a hotel on baker Street on the night before the robbery. With him he brought as circus-trained dog who was to be the thief. I know this because I found a dog collar in the parlour, and inscribed on a tiny metal plate were the words "You're my dog now". He intended to sell the hat & pipe at an auction room on the coast, at a port called Flea Bay. It is well known that items belonging to the rich & famous always fetch high prices there. However, the autioneer is renowned to be a greedy, vulgar man who rudely greets winning bidders with his outstretched hand and cry of "Pay, pal". At the moment I have no further evidence to back up my idea, and would gratefully request your speculation on the case, if any. Your loyal servantDr Watson My dear Watson,It has come to my attention that a Mrs Doyle, who resides on a small island

Poetry
As I sit alone in the darkness, A figure enters, And the room becomes engulfed with life. Her beauty and elegance, Her grace alone, Creates and atmosphere of pleasure. She is the most beautiful, Sensual being, To ever walk before me. As she moves closer, I can feel it, The pull of her, She is electric, She is penetrating, She is mesmorizing. I want to look away, But there is just something about her, Something that won't let me. I am drawn to her, Like the magnetism of earth, She draws my attention. She enters my mind, My heart, My soul. I try to maintain myself, It's no use, Her presence is too powerful. She does not realize, The effect she has, Controlling my every thought. My mind, No longer my own, But now a part of her

The A Team We Help All 2 Levle
IF YOU NEED HELP LEVLEING UP IF YOU CAN FIEND THEM MABY YOU SHOULD HIER THE A T EAM WE WILL HELP YOU LEVLE EANY WAY WE CAN ? WHO WANTS 2 JOIN THE A TEAM BE PART OF THE A TEAM S B ME IF YOU LIKE 2 BE PART OF THE A TE AM

Family & Friend List
Starting today I will be changing up my family and friends list,more so the family...Once a week.I am tired of hearing well I went down on the list or woot I went up.Everyone has there own reason for where they put each person.I have my own reason as well.It does not mean I like this one more or that one.I wished as I have said in 2 or 3 blogs now I wished I could put everyone first but I can not.So once a week now I am changing them up.No more discussion on this subject.PERIOD!!! Some act like my 2 year old and if I dont put up with it from him then why would I start with an adult. So just pout.Lol..Seriously I don't mean to be mean but this is crazy and I am tired of it. May God Bless You

Whats Ur Sign
I am a ARIES YOUR sign? ~~LET'S HAVE FUN~~ PASS IT ON..... CANCERGreat Kisser. Very high sex appeal.Great in bed. Most horny. PISCESCaring. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMMIT. Very high sex appeal. Has the last word. Extremely weird but in a good way LIBRAVery gentle. Nice. Love is one of a kind. Silly and fun! Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet!AMAZING in Bed.!!!!! CAPRICORNSassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.Irresistible, awesome kisser. Great talker.Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. EVERY PERFORMANCE!!!! AQUARIUSTrustworthy. Sexy. Rare to find. Loves being in long relationships. Extremely energetic.Amazing in bed, the BEST lovers. ARIESOutgoing. Spontaneous. No one to fuck with. Have own unique sexiness. Unpredictable. Erotic.Funny. Addictive. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. TAURUSAggressive. freak in bed. rare to find. loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a

What A Day
Ok, so today I had 6 Doctor apointments, and I have to say, I feel as if it was a total waste of time. As usual, the military does not really have a doctor that knows a damn things, and if they do, they are to afraid to say soemthign because they might get in trouble for thinking. The only good thing that came out of today was I got my ketamine. Wanna talk about good shit. It is a astart. Now, if they can just get theis damn headache to go away.... I will deal with the other stuff over time.

Pennies
A Penny I found a penny todayLaying on the ground.But it's not just a penny,This little coin I've found.Found pennies come from heaven,that's what my Grandpa told me.He said Angels toss them down.Oh, how I loved that story.He said when an Angel misses you,They toss a penny down;Sometimes just to cheer you up,To make a smile out of your frown.So, don't pass by that pennyWhen you're feeling blue.It may be a penny from heavenThat an Angel's tossed to you.

Is This Weird Or What?
my best friend of 14 or so years and i have always agreed and talk about being each others best man when we got married. even talked about getting married simultaneously! he got engaged, cool. to the best friend of one of my exs, also cool, no big deal to me. her maid of honor happens to be that ex, totally cool with that too, sooooo what right? his soon to be wife decided and convinced my hm that it would be awkward and not ok for me to be the best man because of this... >_> uh why do i get kicked? ive been here longer.... honestly broke my heart but i brushed off, but i still dont think its ok... last week i asked if i was still getting to at least stand up there..... nope... why? because she thinks ive been rude to her and very disrespectful... >_> if barely talking to you and answering your questions is rude then you bet. they had asked me to draw and paint out a leafless tree so they could use thumb prints

In The Mirror
Welcome to another night of insight according the young male's view. Tonight is a night where things will seem twisted, but, in all intensions, due to perspective, is just an illusion. Again, this view may be explicit, vague, or incomplete; please be considerate and be acknowledged with a fair warning. How many days, must a person go on with their lives when they know that tomorrow is the same routine, and yet doesn't change it to make it more enjoyable, if they wake up miserable? I am not saying I wake up miserable, but I just feel, at times, discouraged and unmotivated to do something, but once I do, those around me look at me, and question me like I am insane. Is this considered a normal thing, or is it just awkward, or is it just plain idiocy?What I mean is this: every time I want to do something, those around me, do not want to do it. What am I doing, that makes me so different from the rest of those around me? Has my personality been shifted or is it just the other side of

Food Pr0n
Yeah... this rocks... (Serves 4) 12 whole oysters, washed, shucked, and sitting on the half-shell. 2 cups coarse breadcrumbs 1 Cup Ginger Ale 2 TBSP Minced Garlic Black Pepper to taste 2 TBSP Chili Sauce 1/2 cup of cream 1/2 stick room temperature butter 1 cup shredded cheese (Jack, Mozzarella, or American) Lots of rock salt Enough Angel Hair pasta (uncooked) for 4 people 1 cup water, 1 cup milk 2 TBSP Flour 2 TBSP butter 1 TBSP minced garlic 1 TBSP Italian seasoning 1 Medium Eggplant 3 Medium Tomatoes, seeded and chopped 2 TBSP Minced fresh Basil 1 TBSP Minced fresh rosemary 1 Cup Shredded Mozzarella Cheese 2 TBSP Shredded Parmesan Cheese Olive Oil Make sure you thoroughly scrub your oysters with a nylon prush before shucking them. This removes the mud and debris that is naturally part of a fresh oyster. CAREFULLY use an oyster knife to open them. (Please do not use a kitchen knife.... this is a wonderful way to lose the use of your hand) In

Xtreme Annihilation Radio
Ratt and Steve will be doing a special show tonight. They will be playing all bands that will be in Mayhem Fest. Join us at 9pm EST on Xtreme Annihilation Radio! http://www.xa-radio.com Ok, so I am one of the owners of XAR. We play metal, hard rock, alternative. We are a web only station, for now. We do interviews; written, live and video. Come on over and check us out! Xtreme Annihilation Radio We have a chat room where you can hang out and meet awesome people too! I have worked my ass off to make this the best station out there. I know I have a ways to go, but, I have come pretty far in the few months that we have been up and running. I would like to open an XAR lounge on Fubar...I am pretty good with coding, but on Fubar, I'm lost. So, if any of you can shoot me a sample code that I can mess around with and edit, please do. Everything I have learned for making the XAR website has been a trial and error and self learning experience. Ok, I guess I'll s

The Amazing Woman
The Amazing beings that are woman...... We forget sometimes just how amazing woman really are. Ladies, I hope you will pass this on to the men you know. It never ceases to amaze me of the creations we can woman.....or Wo Men ! We, as men often forget simple things about them that we have always known. For one...we have to admit, while we have the physical strength, they are far superior mentally. Their only weakness is that emotions often rule there thinking and actions. While we are possessive and jealous, woman are equally so....but one must keep in mind, while a woman falls in love faster than most men, they fall out of love faster as well. But what is amazing is the.... 1. A Woman will stay with a man, bare his children and love doing so, based upon the initial falling in love. Those few months of happiness when they were getting to know each other and how he made her feel. She will cherish that time her whole life. Guys...make it very special, because even after those m

Poems
dusty old stone i fond a stone dusty and oldeye's don't see the beauty so deeponly heart and soul can see the diamend it keepsit sparkels only for me to see whate secrets it keepsmy secret beauty dusty and oldkeeper of diamends keeper of soulsthats what i fond in a dusty old stone crying ever felt like crying like your whole world is dyingever feel like running and hiding while your whole world is dyingnothing left dut ashes no ground left standingnoting to fight over but ashesscattered by the wind washed away by tearscrying over ashes crying over lost grounddrowning in tears running from fears noting left but ash covered tearsleft with a burning soul consuming fire surrounded by ash coverd tears broken down world whit noting left to burnflames dying light faiding darknes risingtears drying noting left than wind scatered ashes geting older geting older is noting to fear geting older is not geting old just wiser it happens to all of us evry year evry day age is just a number

Smilin Faces
See I don't know what you've been toldSomebody told meee...Never trust a man with a smiling face...Just might be the day of life they take...This here be a letter from the heart, is anybody listen anymoreI dunno what where how when why, no trust anymoreEveryone got the same look, hard to decifer what's realMy little homie jay just got tamed but he copped 5 with a dealDoes that really mean that he snitchin when he's smile tellin me that it's officialGuess I'm ganna find out in his discovery, if it's game that was spittinCan't even trust my own girl, I done fucked up too muchKeep havin dreams of her fuckin other dudes, man it's just my luckThis is what I deal with daily, ain't enough pills to lay meDown to sleep I don't even trust a cheap life when you feel this crazyThat alone will decay me, lettin all this realness fade mePlease lord God, if Heaven has a way let me see the real ones's facesWhat's that smile you wearingWhat's that smile you wearLook at him plan as he speak, looking like

Tough Being Single /dad
i know atleast with me i took care of financal stuff with my daqughters ,but for the last 6 years had to change career and the other half dont do didly so that kinda sucks for my kids,and i havent been out really last 2 years, there i got it out it out im done ,lol

The Morning After Reality
The Morning After Reality Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know that in their heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike..being in total synchronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks.

Poems
I'm sitting here today wondering, "Why is this gay"? Then I stop to see others just like me. As I glare at them it all becomes so clear. We fight for what's right, for what we have at home is more preciouse to us. We hold pictures of loved ones, gone and new. some in our mitch others in our kits. Don't cry for us today we will cry for you tonight hoping you are safe a lone in your bed. For this is the land of the free and the home of the brave we will always be brave so you can be free, we wish this unto you If we should die we will gladly dir for you remember us while were young cuz some gave few, while others gave all. My fufiance wrote this for me :D What is this feeling I feelthis feeling of eternal blissthe feeling of not even sitting by youbut tasting your sweet , warm kiss.This feeling that you will never leave mealthough many have said the samethis feeling that you truly mean itthis feeling this is not just a game.What is this feeling I lovethe

For Everyone Wondering Where I Have Been And Why I Haven't Been Here
my g-ma gained 30 plus lbs in a week of fluid the fluid reached her lungs causing her to cough and vomit in over doing that she tore her esophigus : tearing that she was vomiting blood and as she thought she had to have a bm it was nothing but blood...she lost over 600 liters of blood in just a couple of hrs her pace maker and her diabetes were really messing up working really hard ,with her liver and galbadder not working right she cant fight infections and they wont do surgery on her...they managed to be able to do a procedure to find where it was all coming from,they got the blood clots out and it's fixing it's self but she cant overly caugh vomit or sneeze ..if she does she'll tear it again and they will not be able to save her this time

Fuct Fo Sho
Hell yeahz this is just some badassedness!** She is FucT all the way **So go chk her out here on Fu and on YouTube. Leave her some mad FucT love all. iC51NerdQueen10001110101MZYouTubexFUCTx@ fubar -BKB

Haters Of Icp
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