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I Need Motivation!!
I need motivation to lose these 50lbs! I seem to have fallen off with my dieting and fitness :( My goal is by my 29th birthday on December 26th..... if anyone has any tips or suggestions on how to stay fit and overcome your cravings please let me know! I would like to start tomorrow morning..... thank you friends.

Genocide's Hit List
Actually that's far from true, I have a life, Much unlike you. Friends, a man, something you can misunderstand, probably for the fact you think I'm below you. I am beyond the arguing, because you keep reigniting the same damn situation as though you have some philisophical standpoint. So please, Girl, Your "Reality" by standards just states you're warped with slander. Anywho, As you can see, some people just let jealousy cloud them. It's not that big of an issue, really. It makes me laugh.

Speaking In Rhyme
Dang girly, get a grip on your mind. What the Hell is going on? You're speaking in rhyme. Toss all of them bad thoughts, aside. Your heart is still beating, you're still alive. Turn the bad things around, make them work in your favor. Disregard the evil, the negative behavior. Put a smile on, fake or real. Channel the emotions, no matter how you feel. Find the good, in the worst possible things. That's when you'll see the light, the truth behind your dreams.

At A Stand Still
At a stand still these days, refusing to cross. That bridge that stands between, the gain and the loss. Not knowing what to think, which is which. Living proof that life, really is a bitch. Despising my own reflection, my looks, my gift. Waiting to check myself off of, my very own list. June 29th, that was the day, my nightmare came true. When I seen it in writing, proving, I was nothing to you. My mind remembers these things, it won't allow me to forget. Dates, words, codes, I can read all of it. Anything can be broken, if you read between the lines. I did, I have, not hard to define. Everyday, I put on this mask, give a good show. But I am broken inside, lost my glow. That one part of myself, I thought I knew. Is gone, missing, I don't know what is true. Afraid to believe, afraid to give in once more. This has hit me, unlike anything before. Because I was certain, not a doubt in my mind. My world came crashing down on me, all at one time. My te

My Favorite Writer, Larissa Ione
Larissa Ione is a wonderful aurthor, in the paranormal romance genre... but she will say herself that it is more erotica than romance. Her characters are hot hunky demons every woman will fall in love with. My favorite is Wraith. I'm including an exerpt from her book, Desire Unchained... her 2nd book in the Demonica series

Boobs And Willies
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, 'Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there?' The father,surprised, answers, 'Well, son, a woman goes through three phases. In her 20s her boobs are like melons, round & firm. In her 30s t o 40s, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. ... After 50, they are like onions'. 'Onions?' 'Yes, you see them and they make you cry.' This infuriated his wife and daughter, so the daughter said, 'Mom, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?' The mother smiles and answers, 'Well dear, a man goes through three phases also. In his 20s his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30s and 40s, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50s, it is like a Christmas tree'. 'A Christmas tree?' 'Yes --- dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration :)

Earned The Right
My name is Melissa bitch, say it loud and with pride. Don’t whisper it behind my back, there’s no need to hide. I’m suited for battle, ready to take you on. Putting my name in your mouth, is where you went wrong. You have no idea, what I’m about. Although, I have a feeling, you’re about to find out. I took the high road, ignored it, dismissed it in-fact. While you snuck up, and put a blade through my back. That’s ok, the battle is on you. But the war is mine, my blood bleeds blue. Your cowardice is my strength, it just enrages me more. We’ve never met, but I’m kicking in your door. You had no right to speak my name. I play to win, this isn’t a game. With each blow, you’ll feel my pain. When it’s over, maybe then, you’ll have earned the right to speak my fucking name.

Please Have Mercy
I feel like I’m playing poker, with my heart, body and mind. Desperately needing, that four of a kind. Say you’re sorry, admit you fucked up. I have done both, still not enough. I have done this, tried that, nothing works. It’s so hard hiding, how bad this hurts. You feel my pain, I know you fucking can. Please have mercy, and deal me a good hand.

You'll Soon Find Out
When I look at you, here’s what I see. A Blade, thorns, surrounding me. I am the rose in the middle, refusing to wilt. Full of fire, passion, yes, even guilt. I have qualities, that you’ll never possess. A conscious, regret, you’re just like all the rest. I am powerful, strong, born suited for war. That is exactly, what I’m here for. Don’t think for a second, that I am weak. Because I have chosen, not to speak. You think I don’t know, but I have seen it all. With a Blade in my back, and my heart torn in two, I’m still standing tall. So, do what you must, to “try” and defeat me. You’ll soon find out, that doesn’t happen very easily.

Set Him Free
A mirror stands in front of me, it’s not myself I see. It’s you, but how can this be. Wait I see a gate, off in the mist. You seem to be, guiding me straight to it. But I stop in my tracks, too afraid to go through. It’s a trick, a trap, that’s not really you. You are bright, kind, genuine and sweet. Yet the air is cold, the ground is wet beneath my feet. Your face is not projecting, light this time. It’s dark and mean, your heart isn’t speaking to mine. Whoever you are, you are not him. I will not follow you. You cannot win. Please release him, set him free. Turn him back into the man, I know him to be. Do not reach for my hand, until you let him go. Don’t try and trick me, I’ll be the first to know. If it’s the real him, or just you in disguise. All it will take is one look, in his eyes. The power of love, surrounded by blue. Not the cold hard look, you have about you. He is everything, you

Job Security
My mind is constantly, filled with these things. Images, visions, are haunting my dreams. Through every tear, all the heartache and pain. There is always something for me to gain. the blood trails I’ve followed, drowning in a river of tears. All of the bad decisions and wrong turns, throughout the years. Has left me with these words, a mind that doesn’t turn off. Full of nightmares, but giving me thoughts. I get paid for my pain, sad but true. I write it down, and share it with you. I can’t help but be thankful for, all my mind constantly sees. My pain provides me with, job security.

How To Let Go
I walked away, and locked the door. Broke down in tears, hit the floor. On my knees, making a plea. Please just once, listen to me. I’m trying so hard, it hurts too much. When is this pain, enough. Please take, all of these images away. Help me erase them, from my mind this day. I have to forget, this I know. Please give me the answers, on how to let go.

Inspiration
I am but a mere empty vessel floating a drift on the wind and water of life awaiting to either be filled with hope, love, life or to be washed ashore to be left to rot or to be sunk to the deepest reaches of the oceans floor. I carry not only my burden but other's as well in hopes they will find peace, love, and happiness. I cherish not worldy treasures for they tarnish and vanish. My treasures and richness comes from my family and friends. Just a moment ago I read a mumm about love. Interesting ideal behind it but not thought out well in my mind's eye. I think the word love is just said to be said cause its what we think our significant other wants to hear. Is love just a word these days or an actual true bona fide feeling that radiates deep down inside. Personally I sometimes love can be over rated and definitely unappreciated. I think love has been taken for granted for far too long. I challenge you to evaluate how you truly use the word love. Do you truly mean it or just saying it?

Down On Myself
I woke up this morning and had to run a couple errands, and finally when I got home I had to go to the transportation department for a bus aide position. Took the kids to McDonalds. Its like crack to them. Got home and it has been cooking and cleaning; which it seems no matter how much I clean it is always messy again like ten minutes later. The wonders of parenthood; and the solemn downs of being a single parent. Cooked a smoked salmon, and penne pasta, and pintos. I decided not to eat, mostly because I drank jaager and didnt feel hungry. However, when I woke from sleeping for a couple hours, I ate the pasta. SMH. Thought I would be able to lay back down and go to sleep, but my son had an accident o.O ! So I am up watching TiVo'd episodes of intetvention. So yesterday I decided to get out of my funk and give a guy a chance. I went on a date, its been seven months. He picked me up and we took the kids to McDonalds. We seemed to be enjoying each others company, and he was hilarious. A

The Lessons
Hello, again. I need your help.... Well, that's not quite accurate. I need you to help you, help me, to help all of us. But we're not ready. We are burdened by psychological insecurities and instabilities. Failing to acknowledge that they exist, even if not consciously, binds one to fall prey to them. But I'm not here to demean you. I'm here to help. It's imperative that we individually deal with these issues before progressing forward, so that they do not cause worse problems later. You might call this magic, you might call this spirituality, you might call it applied psychology... I call it "effective".No materials are required beyond your own consciousness, focus, and Will, which are imperative. If you live in a loud or shared environment, headphones with your choice of music playing may prove to be beneficial. Physically, you will not have to do anything that you would find embarassing if an observer were present, so take comfort in that.As a preliminary exercise, I want

My Angel
WELL ONCE AGAIN I GUESS ITS TIME I WRITE AND JUST POUR MY GUTS OUT ITS BEEN A WHILE I HAVENT DONE IT MY LIFES BEEN A CRAZY ROLLER COASTER RIDE HERE LATELY THE BAD AND MORE BAD THEN THE GOOD IM GLAD MYLIFE CAN TURN AROUND FROMHERE TO THERE I GOT SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL AND WONDERFUL INMY LIFE AND I LOVE HIM TO DEATH HE IS MY WORLD NOW ITS TO GET TO HIMAND WRAP UP IN HIS ARMS AND NEVER LET HIM GO. MY LIFE HAS JUST BEEN WERID I WAS TO THE POINT OF DOWN I GAVE UP ON EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE I HAD SAID I WAS DONE WITH ANY GUY I DIDNT GIVE A RATS ASS WHO THEY WAS. THEN HE CAME BACK IN MYLIFE AND IT WAS LIKE WOW I JUSTCOULDNT HELP THEWAY I ALWAYS FELT TO COME BACK AND LIKE TAKE OVER IT WAS MAD CRAZY ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SICNE IVE HAD BUTTERFLIES LIKE I DO NOW AND I JUSTDONT WANT NOTHING IN THE WORLD TO GOWRONG BUT I THINKSOMETIMES I COME ON TO STRONG AND I NEEDA JUSTSHUT UPBACK UP AND TAKE A NERVE CALMER TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT. SOME TIMES I SWEAR I JUST TALK TO MUCH OR I SAY I LOVE YOU TO MUCH.

Dear X Wife
THE BEST DIVORCE LETTER EVER! Dear Wife, I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! —— Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It&rsqu

Pro-life...the Only Way!!!
A worried woman went to her gynecologist and said: 'Doctor, I have a serious problem and desperately need your help! My baby is not even 1 year old and I'm pregnant again. I don't want kids so close together. So the doctor said: 'OK and what do you want me to do?' She said: 'I want you to end my pregnancy, and I'm counting on your help with this.' The doctor thought for a little, and after some silence he said to the lady: 'I think I have a better solution for your problem. It's less dangerous for you too.' She smiled, thinking that the doctor was going to accept her request. Then he continued: 'You see, in order for you not to have to take care 2 babies at the same time, let's kill the one in your arms. This way, you could rest some before the other one is born. If we're going to kill one of them, it doesn't matter which one it is. There would be no risk for your body if you chose the one in your arms. The lady was horrified and said: 'No doctor! How terrible! It's a crime to kill a c

Looking Through
Heart pounding, warm breath upon your sheets. Hands shaking, the feelings intense, deep. Your mind isn't convinced, that you're alone. That empty house, finally feels like home. I had to look through the tears, I was drowning in. And open myself up, to the world again.

Its My Life
Can life get anymore compicated...... i ask this because my day started out pretty good...took a trip with my ex's wife....yes you heard me right...my ex's wife....which is a story all in its own....but it will wait for a later day...... as i was saying i took a trip with my ex's wife to this free store...i know right....they only have clothes...and some small misc stuff...but its really cool...i figured i'd be there for about half an hour...turns out no i was there for atleast 4 hours...looong day...and we actualy got along...amazing....but then who do i see there...and unmentionable person i actualy yelled in the store saying its (bleeep) run and hide....i know terrible...but gee thes certain person is a major drama queen...and it makes her happy eating off of other ppls misery....but anyways...she pops in a very thankful brief encounter and i was off to another isle.... well get home things are good....then like i allways do sit down at my laptop and work on my FB apps...and then

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Rants And Raves
I need to vent some in this blog . I wonder sometimes why some people insist on pressuring other people into doing things that maybe that person doesn't want to do. Also why can't people start learning to read profiles and even filling out a little in their own profiles. People have become really stupid in the past decade I have noticed. It's like they live in the USA but don't want to take the time to learn anything wheter it's proper English or even how the government has become really bad. what ever happened to being intellectual and even intelligent . I don't mean being a snob in attitude and a know it all type of person but just a smart witty intelligent person who has a good head on their shoulders

Amusement
1. Sometimes I'll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still not know what time it is. 2. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. 3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger. 4. There is great need for a sarcasm font. ... 5. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet? 6. Was learning cursive really necessary? 7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on #5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood. 8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died. 9. I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind of tired. 10. Bad decisions make good stories. 11. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the rest of the day. 12. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blu Ray? I don't want to have to restart my collec

Masterlee And His Written Doodles
as u may know i have always been a big fan of returning all gifts im sent. but right now ive been way to busy to do what i want on this issue. so to save myself time i will only be returnming gifts that r not reg. booze drinks. i will continue to send rounds to all newbies, fans, and friends daily. still, i think u will find its worth it still, for i will send only vip gifts in return for as long as im a vip. so if u have ur eye on a vip big pimping gift heres ur chance p.s. i may send a gift for reg booze 2 if u write something interesting along with the gift A conversation that took place after Tenacious D performed their greatest hit Tribute at a concert.A guy pulls the band away to a secluded area and wants to know more about this incitent. He asks JB to describe this demon. JB fills him in, and the guy says..."Hmm. Intereasting. It seems to me you must have been mistaken. This was not the devil. This could only have been Ron White, and it sounds to me was totally d

Fu-charazy
I am sure as time goes on these entries will get better but my spelling might only imorove slightly as i am to lazy to use spell check and just do not care enough to take the time and correct all typo's that i will make. My punctituation is all but none existant, and i can ramble on about nothing......... Wait i haven't told you what ima talk about yet... I will be talking about all the fucked up things in oour world if its in my opinion thats it messed up ass backwards or lacks all common sence I will probobly bring it up here at some point. If you would like me to express my views on a certain topic or run a game review for you just ask. This was just an introduction to the Blog please see the next post it will be ALOT fucking better!

The Start Of Something Wonderful...
I slowly undress you, trailing my hands with sweet, soft kisses all over your body. I'll start by kissing your lips and moving on to your neck. You feel my breath on your skin as my teeth lightly rake across your neck. I can feel the goose bumps as my hands slide along your arms. I lift your shirt and can see your erect nipples already looking forward to feeling my hands and lips. I kiss them through your bra as I slowly turn you around to unhook your bra. My kisses and nibbles move to the nape of your neck as I slide your bra off and cup each breast in my hands. You feel the warmth of my hands as they squeeze each of your hard nipples. The kisses trail down your spine as I unbutton your pants, sliding them down your legs. My kisses reach the small of your back as my hands slide your panties down. You step out of your pants and panties and lean over the end of the bed allowing my hand to move up your leg to your already wet and hot pussy. I slide a finger inside, feeling how hot you yo

Poems From Long Ago
roses are red and my mind is black i sit here and wither in this hell called iraqmy daily duty is to kill and destoyall for the sake of other peoples joysacrifice and blood are my gifts use them wellwill i ever be the same no one can tell gun shots by day and bombs by nightday by day we are losing this fightmy kids and my wife are at home alonewith no husband or father to call there ownmy absence from them is it worth it at allwhen my kids only know me as a picture on the wallmy love grows stronger but my heart falls fasta year over here can my sanity lastwell ill stop complaining and pick up my gun to leave the wire again and make another runso if tommorow never comes know that i was here for you allthese are just some wandering thoughts from a soldier named paul the end My inspiring words come from a darker place No new found glory from finding Grace Ascending fast to a higher level I fell farther looking eye to eye with the devil Something familiar there in those eyes A happy c

My Poetry
LIGHT FILL THE SOUL When the moons baths the land in her silver light our souls fill with emotional strength When the suns baths the land with his golden light our bodies fill with vital strength when the stars bath the land in their scattered lights our spirits fill with imaginative strength So let not the clouds hold back the light we need So let not the light be kept at bay It shines I know It shines for you It shines for I It shins for all JPowell p { margin-bottom: 0.08in; } WATER? It flows and falls It rises It brings life and hope It crashes in violent waves with passion and purpose It trickles and gently gives of it's self It flows along it's way bringing nourishment For those who have it, is is every where For them it often is taken for granted For others It is scares Foe them It is more precious the gold By now you must know of what I speak No not water Were did

Family Issues
okay my brother is a smart man but has no displine what so ever. both me and him had a lot of bad shit happne to us when we were little me i over came some of it and put it behind me there our some issues that still bother me til this day but it's the past and I've learned from it. but my brother for some reason hasn't learn from his mistakes and has been like a broken wheel and been limping on since. NOW i'll be there for him thick and through thin, but the past 6 months he has been coming to me for money and I've been helping him out A LOT but today was kinda a ball breaker. some times the past is the past we learn from it and press on! but he hasn't. yesterday he bought a stragey guide from the internet and he thought he could buy it cheap fr 11 cents, and he thought since shipping and handling was free he thought hey easy deal! but guess what i don't know if he gave them his cc or bank account info the website cleaned his bank account left him in negative balance. I called home ask

How To Become A Member Of Jlm
So you would like to harness your inner super hero? You have come to the right place. We are a group of family/friends that help eachother level and have fun here on Fubar. From time to time we will have events like member auctions, trivia nights, etc. In order to become a JLM member: Message the JLM page and let us know what your superhero is. From there the counsel may decide to ask you a few questions and then will approve your request. You will need to add the JLM page as a top friend and place JLM in your name. Please make sure you add members of JLM so when someone needs a little help leveling you can help, as they can help you too. CB Superman is the owner. If you have any questions please direct them to him, or you can message us here! JLM is back and better than ever....join us!

Tears To Cry
Hii Mommy.! ...I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already. ... ... ... ... ... Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed,

Anti Abortion
Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is Angel and i'm a girl, and I’ve got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I will when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me your one and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up. You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already. Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! …He wasn&rsq

Just Stuff
Love is imeasurable , its bigger than the universe, yet can fit inside your heart.Love is unstopable, it can overcome any obstacleLove is always willing to forgive, no matter the circumstanceLove is tirelessLove is the essence of 2 people.Love is one, love is all, love is not singularLove is a gift from God, God gave me the gift off your love. I cherish that gift, I cannot think of life without that gift. Thirty days have gone and pastmy heart weighs heavy,my love still lasts you hurt me deep into the coreyou said our love ,is never more each day my thoughts do not grow lessmy love for you, has failed the test with every day there is still hopeits just the way, that I can cope I hope one day, you will seethat this is a love that's meant to be I pray to God on every nighthe'll bring you back and end this fight. I wish you can read this proseand bring you back my so this may close.Darkness has invaded my soulon my sanity it has taken it's tolleternal sleep will ease my painfor the love I

Something To Talk About
this is my first blog on here so.. bear with me.. if you took the time to read this.. MANY THANKS. so im not used to writing publicly so bear with me,as i get ideas.. i have a lot of time on my hands.. as im currently looking for work.. which sucks. in the last year i have worked on job.. which paid minimum wage ie (7.40 hr)... i worked at price rite as a cashier.. guess what.. go fired. yeah you read that right fired.. not for stealing, or having an attitide with my supervisors, or customers.. but because im a moron when it comes to simple math... seriously. im horrible.. if you put in the wrong amount on the register... your screwed if you cant do simple math... and when it comes to math... im freeze.. im get uncomfortable when i make a mistake.. With having an anxiety issue with that... not good. so i got fired for having an OVERAGE of $7 dollars... getting fired cause your drawer is over... makes you an even bigger idiot than the people who happen to steal.. before that i wo

Honoring America
I am but a manI am but a womanDefender of my CountryValiantly serving my Corps.I am but a simple persona teacher, a lawyer, farmer, or doctorBe I Born in this great countryor adopted it as my homeI am a mere mortaldressed in scarlet and goldWilling to give for my nationevery drop of my blood. I am so young, barely able to shaveI am aged and experienced far beyond my yearsAm I your brother, your sister, your lover, your son,your devoted sweet mother, your aunt or your friendWhen the bugle call soundedasking us to come forwardDon our proud uniform take the torch from my brothersTo defend our great nationI proudly did answer the sound of that call. Live proudly my countrymenEnjoy your life's freedomsThe comforts of homeLook at your children, grandchildren, and friendsknow they will live freelytheir lives need not be riskedcause this simple young soldier, Marine, sailor, coastie, or airmanProudly answered the call.In this fie

Sex On Mars
The year is 2222 and Donald and Maureen land on Mars after accumulating enough Frequent Flier miles.They meet a Martian couple and are talking about all sorts of things. Donald asks if Mars has a stock market, if they have laptop computers, how they make money, etc.Finally, Maureen brings up the subject of sex.'Just how do you guys do it?' asks Maureen.The Martian responds, 'Pretty much the way you do.'A discussion ensues and finally the couples decide to swap partners for the night and experience one another... Maureen and the male Martian go off to a bedroom where the Martian strips.. He's got only a teeny, weenie member about half an inch long and just a quarter-inch thick. 'I don't think this is going to work,' says Maureen. 'Why?' he asks. 'What's the matter?' 'Well,' she replies, 'it's just not long enough to reach me!' 'No problem,' he says, and proceeds to slap his forehead with his palm. With each slap of his forehead, his member grows until it's quite impressively long. 'W

Private Murphys Laws Of Combat
Narrative for Army Commendation Medal for Valor CPL Hall For extraordinary heroism in the course of military operation involving conflict with an armed hostile force in the Republic of Iraq. CPL Hall distinguinshed himself through his exceptionally valorous action on the morning of 4 April 2003 as the Headquarter Platoon Squad Leader during a blocking mission along Highway 8 east of OBJ Lions (Saddam International Airport). The company was in the process of clearing fields of fire with the elements of Bravo Company 11th Engineers when they were attacked by over 50 Iraqi Baath party militiamen with machinegun fire and rocket propelled grenade fire. CPL Hall following guidance from First Sergeant Rodriguez assisted him in immediately organizedthe company headquarters elemetns and established a defensive position. The company's platoons were out executing mission whent he attack occurred. During the course of the attack, the engineers suffered a casualty. CPL Hall, with

Words To Ponder
have u ever felt soo alone u cou ld barley stand it? have u ever walked passed a mirror and barely recognized the person in front of you? have you ever wished the world would pause just for a second to catch ur breath? have you ever wondered if you were gone today what people would remember u for? WHAT IN YOUR LIFE HELPS YOU TO GO ON? PEOPLE PAST IN PRESENT IN YOUR LIFE HAVE COME AND GONE, DO WE REMEMBER THEM ALL OR HOW THEY IMPACT US? ARE FRIENDS AND LOVES REALLY FOREVER? HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED IF YOU HAVE BEEN A GOOD PERSON AND HUMAN AND TRIED THE BEST YOU COULD. HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO RUN AWAY AND START OVER?AM I UNIQUE OR ARE THERE MORE LIKE ME OUT THERE? WORDS TO PONDER THESE QUESTIONS CAN EITHER WEEKEN YOU OR MAKE YOU STRONGER WHICH ONE DID IT FOR YOU? I THINK THESE DAILY AND THEY CAN DEPRESS ME INTO A FETAL POSITION OR GIVE ME THE OOMF TO GO ONE MORE DAY. I DONT LIKE MYSELF BUT I UNDERSTAND MYSELF SILLY HUH? LIFE IS.....

Bonus Pariuri Sportive
Va prezentam o lista a caselor de pariuri online care ofera bonusuri de prima inregistrare jucatorilor din Romania. Casele de pariuri modifica uneori aceste bonusuri si din acest motiv vom incerca sa va tinem la curent cu orice schimbare de bonus. Pentru mai multe detalii depre cum puteti intra in posesia fiecarui bonus in parte gasiti la fiecare linkuri spre termeni si conditii.bonus pariuri Clasamentele celor mai importante campionate de fotbal din Europa in 2009. Clasament Romania Liga 1, Anglia Premiership, Italia Seria A, Spania Primera Division, Germania Bundesliga si alte clasamente actualizate la zi din alte campionate externe. De asemenea va prezentam rezultatele scoruri meciurilor desfasurate anterior al celor mai importante campionate de fotbal din Europa si meciuri de fotbal care se vor desfasura ulterior.anglia clasamente

Ramblings
I did it. I started off this week with the goal of making the top 50 chicks of the week. I was at rank 71 of the week when I started out. I have always wanted to be on the home page of new hottness. Of course this was a year ago when the only way to get likes was to scroll or have someone like you from the home page. Back then my goal was to be green. I already accomplished this the week I got back, you can read my previous blog post "Leaving the Green Behind" about that adventure. I am writing this post to thank everyone who helped me achieve my goal. I not only made top 50 chicks, I hit #15 of the week. I couldn't have done it without some very special people. You know who you are and I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart (h). The past seven days have been a struggle. I put my entire self into getting rates so I could rank. I did whatever was necessary. I even stopped talking to a lot of people. For this I am sorry :( I never meant to ignore anyone. I love

Ocean Of Insight
His Holiness the Christ is like unto the sun; his light issued forth from his own identity. He received it not from another person - therefore we give him the comprehensive title of the "word." By this we mean the all-comprehending reality and the depository of the infinite divine characteristics. This "word" has an honorary beginning and not a beginning of time. For instance, we say this person has precedence over all. This precedence comes to him through the station and honor which he now holds in life, but it is not a precedence of time. In reality the "word" has neither beginning nor ending. The letters of the "word" are those qualities which appeared in Christ and not his physical body. These attributes were from God - like unto the rays of the sun reflected in a clear mirror. The rays, the light and the heat of the sun are its qualities which have become manifest in the mirror. It is evident that these qualities were ever with God, even at this time they are with him, they are in

Enjoy Yourself
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Jokes I Like.
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives 'duties". The first man had married a Woman from Montana and had told her that she was going to do dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house and dishes washed and put away. The second man had married a woman from Oregon. He had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done, and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a girl from Kentucky. He told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything, but by the third day some of the swelling had gone down and he could see a litt

Actual Ramblings From My Bored Insane Mind
Part 1: Tooling without comprehension Really for the last few weeks ive been playing around and experimenting with the GIMP photo editor with mixed results. ive been doing my damnest to get better at photo editing and effects and i think im really starting to see myself getting better. the bad part about it is that im totally not where i should be and get too far ahead of myself when reading the tutorials. thats my boring update and would appreicate any help or hints about how to use the program, now to get into what going on with me. Part 2: Im not driving around your sister and spooking your hogs theres a lot of land here where i live and we rented some of it to an oil company for drilling. they even made their own road going up and into the land with the promise that a gate would be set up at the entrance and that a lock would be on said gate. well that lasted for about a year now theres no lock on the gate and any backwoods moron with a four wheeler (ATV) can just ride around a

Best Divorce Letter
BEST DIVORCE LETTER EVER Dear Wife, I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! —— Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s t

Me Going Off....
I'm a fan of pretzel-dogs, and I don't know anybody in MY hometown who would eat one, so, I guess it's that eye of the beholder thing. Which is actually my favorite song by Metallica. Or at least it used to be. WElllllllll.... I better get goin'. I have to pick up a 12 foot cake and deliver to a Chinaman. That's right. I said Chinaman. Like, I'm an 80 year old WWII survivor with a penchant for being inappropriately rascist at inopportune times. Not that there are many opportune times. Unless theyre pedophiles too. I don't think anyone will yell at you for making a rascist remark to a pedophile. Must suck double for them. Not that I'm feeling bad for them, you see. Ahhh you get the point. Moving along... P.S. You would think it would be easy to get a mob ready with pitchforks and torches fairly quickly. Immediately after a bad guy gets caught in some old-timey town, there's always a mob heading to the jail where he is held. Well, trust me, it's not as easy as it looks.

Shniquah
HI MY NAME IS SHNIQUAH I AM NEW BUT WOULD LIKE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE. ANYWAYS I AM 29 YEARS OLD AND I HAVE 5 KIDS. BEEN TO HELL AND BACK. I THANK THA LORD FOR ANONTHER DAY TO HERE WITH MY FAMILY. I AM A OUTGOING PERSON THAT LIKE TO HAVE FUN, GO TO THA MOVIES AND GO OUT TO EAT

Best Divorce Letter
Dear Wife, ... I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you ... for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favourite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me any more; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me any-more; whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! —— Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s t

Ramblings
Over the last year or so I've been recording myself singing covers that people request or videos taken of my band The Constant. You can find them here on Fubar in the Videos section. You can also go to my YouTube page. I've just recently created my own URL as well. davidreedwatson.com. You can listen to projects and bands that I've had for over 20 years. That's a lot of music. I even put the bad stuff up... hahaha. That way I can look back and see how I've progressed over the years. Enjoy! Dave Thank you everybody for voting for us in the Battle of the Bands yesterday. I'd like to thank Vital Impulse for having the courage to say what he believes. He had said that he lost that battle. Well, nobody loses who tries. The ones that lose are the ones that don't try at all. My band 'The Constant' and I are big believers in this. We believe in living our lives and getting others to take a look at themselves and ask themselves if they are living their lives or just moving along in the

Words... What Do They Mean To You?
Sitting alone in the darkness, aching to see your face, the smile that brings a million stars to your eyes, the voice that echos for an eternity inside my head, wondering if you look at the stars and think of me, wondering if you miss me as I do you, thinking about all the time we spend together, talking, playing, laughing loving, hours upon hours go so fast like only minutes have passed, wondering if life will ever be the same, knowing that this is all so much better than it was before, wanting nothing more than to love you for always, needing your heart in mine, knowing that i will love you until the universe stops spinning... ive been broken and shattered into millions of pieces, destroyed, oblivated, and forgotten, left alone, torn apart and struggling to regain even a semblence of my former self, i walked so high and mighty, unafraid of everything with you by my side, and you left me alone, staring into the darkest of places which my soul could not hide, so many years i sto

Packers And Movers
Packing and moving is one of the daunting tasks for the shifters which include numbers of puzzling tasks. For this irritating task, shifters has to plan the things then only one can easily wind up the whole relocation. But people who are unable to plan the procedure then they must consult to the professional moving companies. The moving companies promise their customers that they will complete the whole task in a perfect way that their customers can easily indulge in their other important work. The professional people complete the task in accordance of the demand of their clients so that they do not go beyond their demands. The workers of these companies are quite expert so they handle the whole task in a planned way. They start the work of relocation by packing all the goods carefully so that they do not get a single scratch while moving to the new door step. The workers use quality materials to pack the goods so that they can get satisfy that the goods are safe. After packing the wo

What I Feel
I put my all into what we had together. It was just not enough. I am going to be ok. I have been through alot in my life. Many things that I am not proud of but has made me who I am today. I do not like the way I feel right now. i feel like i am an idiot. i am smart enough to know you are happy yet i am dumb enough to fall for you over and over again. you will always have my heart and i would not have it any other way lol. i just got to get back my confidence that i am the happy easy going person that i am and always will be. well i am not a dumb b@tch i am mj i am not a slut n i am not a dam whore no i dont have any naked pics for anyone n no i am not going to take any. life is not easy nor will it ever be easy, i dont want it to be easy lol. i just want life to happen i am sure there is something i am here for i just dont know what for lol. i am a people pleaser and i like to give most the time i dont get back. it bothers me at times but i am not going to change who i am.

An Afternoon With Her
her voice shook me from my reverie...i looked up to intense blue eyes staring back at me and for a moment i was lost in time "can i borrow you ketchup please?" i shook my head "oh yeah sure" and handed her the bottle and watched her walk away...who was that! ...i was dumb founded it had been a very long time since i had seen a woman of such beauty that didnt have a lack of poise or brian power...yet i didnt really know if she did but it was worth finding out and lucky for me she was sitting alone. I approached the table she sat at "hi..um..i just wanted to see if you were done with my ketchup" what the hell was that! i cant believe i just said that how...oh wait theres a giggly spark in her eye maybe im not such an idiot after all..."well if you join me we can both use it" she said with a hint of flirting in her voice ahhh coy nice!! i like coy..."well i think you may be right but how will my waiter find me?" good lord can i get some help untying my tongue...i cant believe what keep

Wicked's Words
My daughter was given an english assignment to write a letter or poem to someone. This is what she came up with... This is what a parent lives for. I just HAD to share. :) I love my you T...Dear Mom,We've been through it allWe've foughtWe've dancedWe've LaughedYou were there for meYou protected meSupported meYou loved meNo matter what I didWe've had our differencesOur confrontationsWords have been saidObjects have been thrownThings have gotten betterSince thenI've learned from my mistakesAnd from yours as wellYou've taught me"Everything happens for a reason"Because of youI've learned right from wrongI've learned respectAnd disciplineYou taught me wellI thank you for all you've done for me

Listen Up
I wonder where new broads get these Super Ego's like you aren't like the rest of these bitches scrolling along Fubar. You got a little attention from a dude on here and now all of a sudden you in love with him. Yet it clearly states on your page that you're not lookin for anything serious but oh lemme guess "this one's different" yea thats what you should think lol...Silly bitches!!! Keep the fuck off my page unless you got something you'd like to discuss, I will graciously tell you anything you wanna know bout me and my dude! Keep thinking you're special Sweetheart!

Black Swans And Boll Weevils
.... The most interesting people I know all have one thing in common - they think about things. While thinking may not sound like a special activity, very few people use their minds actively; instead, they go through life making passive associations, allowing whatever words or images float to the forefront of their minds to convey their thoughts. This tendency to live blurrily, rather than with acuity and awareness, inhibits communication on a large scale in our society. The result is that everyday interaction has become much less meaningful than it could be. .... I attribute much of this passivity to the mass consumption of popular culture. While teens are reading magazines and watching celebrity-centered television shows, their imaginations are becoming insular. The reason why popular culture has such a druglike effect on people is because it baits viewers with flashiness, action, and excitement on a level that could never exist in real life; then, when the viewer has

Freedom
It is a shame it has come to this: BY A 15 yr. OLD SCHOOL KID Who got an A+ for this entry Since the Pledge of Allegiance And The Lord's Prayer Are not allowed in most Public schools anymore...... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer: "New Pledge of Allegiance" ~~~~~~ Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book m

Frustrated
things in todays world is getting a little to complicated,nobody seems to do things they say theyll do,and for the most part they are not who they say they are.seems like the most simple gesture,or request is almost like pulling teeth or askin someone to rob a bank..i know only one person in my life that would do anything in the world for me,she has already proven that,she seems to be the only one i know now that has an open mind to things.so to her if she was to ever read this,i say thank u very much for beein there for me or to helpme out with something u didnt have to and i love u very much for it.just wish others had ur understanding and compation...FOR THE MOST PART IM TIRED OF BEEING ALONE!!

Caylee - My Videos
These are two videos i made to remember Caylee Anthonys memory. A 2 yr old whos death still remains a mystery even after her mother faced the death penatly if found guilty of first degree murder however a jury didnt find her guilty on any charges and she walked free. We will never forget you Caylee, RIP beautiful girl

Packers Movers
Relocating to the other destination is a very wearisome and annoying activity that requires uphill struggle. One should have to face many painful situations during resettlement process. While doing the shifting work one should have to be very careful as it includes risk also. Everybody wants to shift safely and smoothly to the new place without any sort of difficulty. If you want to get rid from all the tensions of resettlement then take assistance of packing and moving companies. Now-a-days several moving agencies are working to make your move smoother and simpler. They offer several essential services to give you solution for each type of relocation situation. Reputed packing and moving companies are always ready to offer you all essential services with their capable team. The services that they provide at reasonable cost are packing & loading, moving & storage, unloading & unpacking, rearrangement, etc. The customers can easily get all these services in the popular markets of their

Randomstatementsoffactandfiction
I cant share this with facebook... and I dont use myspace so FuBar.... I turn to you! LoL. Okay, So I am losing my mind and I dont know where to turn. My doctor told me that I may have an underlying bipolar disorder... Now Idk why but this depresses me beyond belief. On top of that I cant find a psych counsellor so I can treat this and also I cant seem to get enough time off to actually take care of these issues. Lord help me... please. Do you care that everytime you come into my mind I have such an enourmous need to see you once again? That it breaks my heart when you tell me that you care. I am so full of love for you that I want to cry when I see your name, when I remember your laugh, when I think of the time spent with eachother. I despise you sometimes. You always give me false hope of one day, someday, but in my heart I know it will never be. I guess Im just to afraid to let go. I wish I could. I want to... I need to. I deserve so much better than a man that can continually

Positive Thinking
Often I am sad or angry at the world because things go wrong...would-be-friends are frightened away...I am positive that they would not be very good friends if they fear the reality that not everything is so bright and cheerful!

Mental
Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled Jim out. When the Director of Nursing became aware of Edna's heroic act, she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, "Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged; since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of another patient, I have concluded that your act displays sound-mindedness. The bad news is that Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in his bathroom with the belt to his robe right after you saved him I am so sorry, but he's dead." Edna replied "He didn't hang himself, I put him there to dry. How soon can I go

What I'm Reading
The Forbidden Book of Getting What You Want by Dantalion Jones Building Your Cult by Dantalion Jones Understanding Mind Control by Neil Barlett The 4-hour Workweek by Timothy Ferriss Yoga Spandakarika: the sacred texts at the origins of tantra by Daniel Odier Desire: the tantric path to awakening by Daniel Odier I'll be doing a review of these books as time goes by. If anyone has any questions before hand just ask.

Moms....& Some Dads
Mom and Dad were watching TV when Mom said, "I'm tired, and it's getting late. I think I'll go to bed." She went to the kitchen to make sandwiches for the next days lunches. Rinsed out the popcorn bowls, took meat out of the freezer for supper the following evening, checked the cereal box levels, filled the sugar container, put spoons and bowls on the table and started the coffee pot for brewing the next morning. She then put some wet clothes in the dryer, put a load of clothes into the wash, ironed a shirt and secured a loose button. She picked up the game pieces left on the table and put the telephone book back into the drawer. She watered the plants, emptied a wastebasket and hung up a towel to dry. She yawned and stretched and headed for the bedroom. She stopped by the desk and wrote a note to the teacher, counted out some cash for the field trip, and pulled a textbook out from hiding under the chair. She signed a birthday card for a friend, addressed and stamped the en

Mr. Ciscero
My name is Ciscero I'm Black and Italian. If you really wont to get to know me I will leave you my personal info because this emailing back forth is to time consuming. So if your really interested you can write me at ciscero2@gmail .com or you can call me at /2/1/4/ 5/9/8/- 1/0/0/3/ If you have yahoo messenger you can add me there and we can talk there. The address is farrier39@yahoo.com

Ride It Out
No expectations, no bridges to burn. No sudden stops, or U-Turns. Your road is not smooth, and neither is mine. But all of our bumps, pot holes and lines. Has made us the people, we have grown to be. A fast paced surprise, fits perfectly. Into your life, as well as mine. Let's ride this out, one gear at a time.

No More Tears
Build me a wall, because that’s what you do. Build it strong blocking everyone out, except me and you. I’ll buy your bricks, one at a time. If it leads you into, this life of mine. Let us follow, the yellow brick road. Hand in hand, and see where it goes. We've both had sorrow, pain and fear. It’s lead us to each other, no more tears.

The Palestinian Problem
This week is an extremely important one for both the Palestinians and the Israelis. This Friday, Palestinian Authority President Mahmoud Abbas goes before the United Nations and demands the creation of a homeland for his people. They want the West Bank as their own, with Jerusalem as their capital. The fact that the actual name of the West Bank is Samaria and Judea mean nothing to them. They want it. To understand the nature of the problem, you have to look back at the facts of history. You need to know what actually happened to make the Palestinians stateless. The concept of Zionism began in the late 1890's, when many Jews wanted to immigrate back to their homeland, then called Palestine. The region was ruled by the Ottoman Empire, and seeing a way of making money, began selling land in Palestine to foundations to place Jewish people there. It was worthless land, not suitable for farming, or so they thought. So the sheiks of teh Ottoman Empire thought they would sell the land to the

Do You Have The Power
Power isn't measured by the money, in your bank account. It depends on your strength, from the inside out. Not your size, your looks, or your car. That has nothing to do, with the person you are. Fixing a problem, seeing beyond someones imperfections. Will lead you, in the right direction. Do you have the power, to make your own place? Or do you choose, to forget it's face?

Just Thought I'd Let You Know
So you call yourself a ladies man, well I don't see it. What kind of a "lady", is going to fall for this shit. Telling your stories of sex, and satisfaction. Knowing that it is all, an exaggeration. Cyber, sorry, I don't engage in that. Step into the real world, that's where it's at. I know all to well, that you would never approach me at all. If I passed you by on the street, at the mall. You hide behind the screen, because it causes your balls to grow. I am familiar with your type, just thought I'd let you know.

Is This A Meeting Place?
I wonder as I set here online watch the Fubar World go by, I see many aspects of this site has changed over the years. It appears that many people do not want chat or even respond to a normal conversation from someone. It's almost as if, 'if I answer this simple Hello, it is going expand into something more than I want to deal with.' It's almost as if it's only a game and not a social media site that was far strong back in the day before FB. People chatted and responded to a a private message, they were not worried about there buzz level of where their next level was going to come from, if it came it came because of the friends we had met can cultivated online. They wanted us to be successful just like someone else had made them. So really, does anyone want to chat?

Try And Stop Me
Accepting defeat, is something I just can't do. I was not put on this earth, to lose. I might fall down, crack and bleed. But I always get back up, there's no breaking me. Regardless of the tears or blood, I have lost. I always pay my dues, I'll find my cause. There is a reason I am here. I know this is true. Try and stop me from finding it, I dare you.

Choosing Not To Choose
Life reaches out, and changes us all. We were all born innocent, helpless and small. I wasn't born this way, it's how I survive. The bitch you see before you, is the reason I'm alive. Always questioning, always doubting, full of pain and fear. Running away from love, drowning in tears. But I wipe them away, with my own two hands. I will never again dry them, on the shoulders of a man. For, there is more to fall, each time I try. Never again, my eyes are dry. Life has taught me, to be bitter and strong. Choosing not to choose, means I can't get it wrong.

Nothing Left
A single red rose, unopened at first. Then the light shines down, giving it birth. It's open and bright, innocent and pure. The dew drips from the pedals, saturating the sand. A stranger admires it, holds it in his hand. It's fragrance is so sweet, elegant and kind. He has to change it, pulling the pedals off one at a time. Until the rose, can take no more. It is no longer, innocent and pure. It is tainted and dark, there is nothing left. But a pile of broken pedals, where it once slept.

Just As I Told You
My eyes are shut, but I can feel you here. Under the sheets, your breath in my ear. Your presence is heavy, the darkness surrounds. Movement is impossible, holding me down. Intimidation doesn't work, I am not afraid. I have been hurt, lost and betrayed. Fear is one thing, you cannot gain. I'm a wild animal, that cannot be tamed. I know what you've come for, but it is in someone else's hands. You cannot have it. I have messed up your plans. You reach in anyway, to try and capture my soul. But just as I told you. You find an empty hole.

I Feel Lost...
He made me happy...filled my heart with so much I got lost in the moment. One day I woke up and I felt stupid. Very, very, very stupid. Will everything that was planned gonna happen? What do people get anyway when they make someone hope for things that doesn't even seem possible?! My heart aches and I'm wishing I'll get to the point of being tired of this drama quick. Why me?! Why him?! Why can't be these things for real? I wanna be inside a fairy tale book and never come out. I want that happily ever after.... I guess I'm still a kid at heart. This year started with a heartbreak for me...a big life change followed and now I can say I am healing. But where do I go? I found work now and I love it but I am having this fear of what's to come. What will happen to me in the next 5 years or so? Last year my mind was made up on what I will do but now I feel like I have nothing to look forward to. I feel old....People my age have families already. I feel envious of them. When will I have min

Rip
Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glint on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you wake in the morning hush, I am the swift, uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circling flight. I am the soft starlight at night. Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. (Do not stand at my grave and cry. I am not there, I did not die!) Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. I am the song that will never end. I am the love of family and friend. I am the child who has come to rest In the arms of the Father who knows him best. When you see the sunset fair, I am the scented evening air. I am the joy of a task well done. I am the glow of the setting sun. Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. (Do not stand at my grave and cry. I am not there, I did not die!)

Forces Of Nature
The merging of our bodies To drive you wild night and day Do you like you want it There can be no other way Stick it deep inside Make you bounce and moan Call my name now baby So sensual in tone Once never enough of your body I so call out in bliss Sighs stopped only by the presence Of our tongues as we urgently kiss Your hips are pressed on my stiff rod Slick from that tight wet fit Stockings smooth against me Do we ever have to quit Do we have to stop body against body Used so wanton in the lust Who cares about the time now For seconds and thirds is simply a must!

What Is The Difference
I never thought that I'd write this. But I don't understand what the difference between me an her is. We are both married yet somehow she gets more bling from you. Higher credit bling. Or is it that I don't do what she does? Guess I'll never know will I? I did the one thing that I swore I wouldn't do. I started to fall in love on here. It won't happen again.

A Little About Me
Alright, stuff i forgot to put in the speak fucking english blog. You foreigners should learn and speak so much enlgish you forget a single word or your native language especially if you come to live in this country. I AM AN AMERICAN SOLDIER, I speak ENGLISH and ENLGISH ONLY because I have no desire to go to your countries that all come here and don't want to learn english. I AM AN AMERICAN SOLDIER, I live and will die for this country, I serve the People of the United States, If you are a mexican that sneaked into this country, an Iraqi that doesn't speak english but wants to live in this country, a somalian that doesn't work but somehow "lives" here (but is probably illegally here), a non enlgish speaking asian whom works at all the chinese resturants and can't hold a 5 minute conversationc because you no speaky english but u "live" in america; I just have to say I DON'T serve you, I DON'T live and die for you, YOU are a annoying GUEST in my country and you won't leave nor lear

Joke Of The Day
A Black man and his wife are going to a Halloween party in a couple of days, so the husband asks his wife to go to the store and get costumes for them to wear. When he comes home that night, he goes into the bedroom and finds, laid out on the bed, a Superman costume. The husband calls to his wife, "What are you doing, honey?" he says. "Have you ever heard of a Black Superman? Can you take this back and get me something else to wear?" The next day, the wife, not too happy, returns the costume and gets a replacement. The husband comes home from work and goes into the bedroom. There, laid out on the bed, is a Batman costume. He yells to his wife, "What are you doing? Have you ever heard of a Black Batman? Take this shit back and get me something I can wear to the costume party!" The next morning, his irate wife goes shopping. When the husband comes home again from work, he fins there, laid out on the bed, three items: one is a set of three white buttons, the second is a thick white belt,

Advice On Getting Points
Seeing I need 2 million points in a status just posted makes me think Who doesn't? Unless you're Level 51, you need points, if not for leveling then because earning points also earns fuBucks! ALWAYS Wait for a Happy Hour if you can. They double your points for everything. Check your Buzz Meter often. There is a 10% bonus for everything if you are 100% s/faced. Ask for help in your status or just let an online friend know your 'condition'. Ways to get a buncha points: First, be a friend to your friends & family. Rate & Like their profiles each time you are online. If there is time, rate an album in their pictures, even if they don't have bonus bling. Maybe they will return the favor. Link to your family fubar: my family Most people with goddess/god modes will bomb picture raters. You can leave a comment, maybe be sure they are online to see it, or even make a deal with them. Check their status because some say to leave a STATUS or PROFILE comment - they are different. Link to p

Please Hear What I'm Not Saying
Please Hear What I'm Not Saying Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask, a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled,

That Girl Sammi Baby@ Fubar
yes this girl is the coolest girl i've met on this site by far, theres a close second and third, but she takes the cake show her some love click those buttons and she'll get ya back she's good like that. Yes its THAT GIRL Sammi Baby shes the shiznit! lol So if you get the chance look her up and help her out a bit level her up she deserves it! She's a real fubar chick not fake like some i've met, you know who you are, thanks for taking the time to check this out lata, peace I'm out!!

To My Precious Gems.. I Wish U Enough
My computer is sick.... Ive noticed a change in him these last few weeks... Taking longer to respond to my touch... follow my commands.. I thought he was just lil tired. I didnt realize u was so sick ... We spend so much time togeter... I love when my fingers are tapping away at ur sleek keyboard and seeing how well u respond to my touch...Hours of pure enjoyment for me.. I know u enjoyed it to by how hot u got ** blushing** Now I see u falling to pieces in front of my eyes.The more time I spend with you ... trying to fix u and make all the lil things right that is going on in your framework... I get more and more fustrated and mad it u.. I HATE YOU COMPUTER... WHY DID U GO AND GET SICK ON ME LIKE THAT? WE CAN'T EVEN VISIT THE SPECIAL PLACE CALLED THE INTERNET.. I care for you to much I am not giving up on you , my sweet Pavillion... I shall get you into a program to protect you and make u feel safe... This is only one day with out being able to have some me tiime on the computer. I

The Shame Of College Sports
“You Might As Well Shoot Them in the Head” “When you dream about playing in college,” Joseph Agnew told me not long ago, “you don’t ever think about being in a lawsuit.” Agnew, a student at Rice University in Houston, had been cut from the football team and had his scholarship revoked by Rice before his senior year, meaning that he faced at least $35,000 in tuition and other bills if he wanted to complete his degree in sociology. Bereft of his scholarship, he was flailing about for help when he discovered the National College Players Association, which claims 7,000 active members and seeks modest reforms such as safety guidelines and better death benefits for college athletes. Agnew was struck by the NCPA scholarship data on players from top Division I basketball teams, which showed that 22 percent were not renewed from 2008 to 2009—the same fate he had suffered. In October 2010, Agnew filed a class-action antitrust suit over the ca

Firstt Poemm
The future must be workin hard, It's cashin' out time like checks. The days are seemin' shorter, and we are growin' older faster. I miss the days me and my bro would play Grand tourismo all day, winning shit. And i miss the times when me and my friend max would fuckin sail lego boats across A little lake just to find out it sank, and be completely cool with it, straight up. Shit, there is so much more than i could ever print in these lines that i miss. But somethings are better left unspoken. If you haven't noticed everything is ment to fade. But at the end of the last day, don't mourn. Just make sure you leave on a good note for someone to remember you by, Cause really no one gives a shit how you come in, Its all about how you exit. When you exit, scar them with you're presence, for the best. Seems like lately iv been in Debt with reality... Time to burn another blunt, it'll keep it off my shoulders

For All Sassy's Sexy Family Hang Out Staff
To All Staff..... If I don't seem some change in some of you coming in at least once a week....I am going to have to let you go and hire someone else. I understand of family and life come first. But going behind my back or what not is not cool either. If you don't want to be my friend or work for me just let me know. That is all I ask. Thanks:) Sincerely, Sassy:)

Reasons Unknown
Can you speak, without saying a word? Do you have the power, not to be heard? I don't have to speak, My eyes speak for me. Look into them, and tell me what you see. I will never have to say, a word at all. My strength is mighty, for a body this small. My eyes tell a tale, of pain, sweat and tears. You can search for it, but there's not an ounce of fear. The only fear you may see, would be attached to love. I don't know why, but it terrifies me. To be vulnerable, weak, a simple release. One thing I can't grasp, my disease. That's one emotion, I can't allow to be shown. When I lose sight of that, I run, for reasons unknown.

Out Of Reach
To make you feel my love. What would I do? I'd bottle up this emotion, and send it straight to you. I'd talk to the moon, if that's what it took. In-order to give you, an inside look. If you could feel, the power within. How it deep it runs, beneath the skin. The chills, the trembles, the loss of speech. I suddenly have, because you're out of reach.

Don't Even Have To Knock
To reach for someone, without doing so. Seems impossible, believe me, I know. So much to say, on the tip of your tongue. Fighting to keep the words in, one by one. You know they feel the same, but they are scared to. Keeping it in, yet letting it out just the same. Gives you both, pleasure and pain. Both too afraid to bust the door down, you thought you had locked. I'll leave my side open for you, just walk in, you don't even have to knock.

A Mind That Never Sleeps
The thoughts and images, inside my head. Will live on, long after I'm dead. For, they speak louder, than I ever can. It's my way of expression, to help you understand. What it's like having a mind, that never sleeps. The memories keep haunting, the past that weeps. Infecting my thought process, enabling it's power to stop. I need to find the switch, that turns this thing off.

The Most Beautiful Light
Off in the distance, is a sight like none other. It's beauty surpasses any, yet to be discovered. You reach for it, and feel a sting. You instantly pull back. That's when you notice it's, in the middle of a thorn patch. Still you don't care, it's worth the blood shed. You see the bigger picture, what lies ahead. Those thorns, that stick to it, drawn to it almost. Are just that, thorns, easily disposed. But you yourself, shine just as bright. The two of you together, could give off the most beautiful light.

Reaching Forward Pulling Back
They stand on the other side, of this wall I have built. I don't know what lead them there, maybe it's guilt. Regardless my heart pounds, from the other side. Wanting to tear it down, choosing to hide. To reach through, shows weakness, a single crack, and it could break. Reaching forward, pulling back. Which choice should I make? Each time I thnk of you, that little girl comes back. That one you tossed into, a world so black. To tear down this wall, means letting you win. Not sure I'm willing to lose, to the two of you again.

Brisa
well i like you know u frist than getting to knowing about u. who u are. where u live an where u work at. but me i stay at home help my mom with things in the house and out the house too . doing the back yard an weting the plants.i do go to church on snday when i can most of the time of the week.almost all day long on the computer on yahoo facebook twitter like every time i get time to go i will be there :) o happy days.

Karma Will Haunt You.
If only if only I could light you aflame, standing there laughing while going insane. Stomping you out with my favorite cleat, loving every moment you burn under my feet. Grabbing the shovel and digging thy grave, I laugh at your soul for no one will save. Do unto others as you would have them do unto you, kiss that pharase goodbye because your soul is screwed. As your soul barrels down through the 9 circles of hell, you have no one to blame but only yourself. As you reach the bottom of this hellish ground, it is where you'll remain experiencing pain so profound. Forever enslaved to anguish and pain, your soul will be tormented by all those insane. So next time you're foul or you get that itch, just remember that Karma's a bitch...

Lives On
A shadow is cast, upon the ground. A girl, on a bridge, looking down. From up there, it looks clear. You can see right through. But there is more inside, it’s depths of blue. Just like her, there is more within. Camouflaged by waves, covered by skin. Her eyes tell all, as the tears fall into the deep below. The burden she carries, refuses to show. The sea is her escape, the moment they collide. One longing for the other, neither one alive. Until they unite, finally becoming one. As the waves hit the sand, Their legacy lives on.

Pass It Around
A man stands alone, on the side of the street. Dirty and cold, no shoes on his feet. People pass him by, without a single glance. He’s easily dismissed, doesn’t stand a chance. I bet he was once, someone who mattered. Then something happened, caused him to shatter. What is his story? I want to know. What makes him stand out there, barefoot in the snow? His eyes are heavy, something happened to this man. Why doesn’t anyone care, or want to understand? I look all around me, and the shoes I am wearing. Then I pull over, can’t help caring. I have been blessed, so I’ll pass it around. Give him a ride, to the shelter in town.

Who Does That?
Daddy’s little girl. I never knew how that felt. A feeling I used to wonder about, myself. Just a hint of feeling, love or concern. Something I never received, and yet I still yearn. For that father’s love, the pride and protection. Instead I got nothing, but constant rejection. A child left to fight alone, at such a young age. Like a defenseless animal, locked in a cage. People poking and taunting, until you snap. Leaving your tears, falling upon your own lap. With no one there, to wipe them clean. The reason remains, a mystery to me. Why you chose to turn, your back. Help me understand, why you done that.

This One Last Time
Fog and mist, surrounds me so. Where I am, I do not know. I can see you there, but I can’t make out your face. Reach for my hand. take me out of this place. It’s dark and cold, let the light shine through. Please grab the hand, that’s reaching for you. Don’t turn away from me, yet again. Can’t you see the wounds, beneath the skin? The scars you caused, cut too deep. These are blood tears, you cause me to weep. What’s done is done, there’s no changing it now. Let’s start over. a new beginning somehow. I was delivered to you, for reasons unknown. Let’s discover them together. let it be shown. I was your baby, and you tossed me aside. I am asking for your hand Mom. This one last time.

It's Your Choice
I choose to look at life, in a different way. I’m grateful for everything, each and every day. I embrace my tears, from joy or pain. Both provide you, with something to gain. You may not see it, but believe me it’s there. Open yourself up to it, be aware. There is color portrayed, in the darkest place. You just have to recognize, it’s face. A time of sorrow, can be a time to rejoice. That depends on you. it’s your choice.

Live Laugh Love
live like tomarrow not going to come laugh until your sides hurt and fall in love with many things as you can. well there nothing more to the point then this. we often forget that we should live laugh and love alot because of things or drama going on in our lives or something like that. live your life the way you want to laugh at stupid littel things and love often but dont let on physco or idiot ruin your chances with that.

Spotlight Drawing
The idea is to have a daily spotlight drawing. Requirements are that the member must be at level 48. The member must have a minimum of 1 billlion fubucks and everyone that meets those requirements has an equal chance......The cost to the winner is 1billion fubucks

Delivery!!!!!!!!!
Chinese water torture pales in comparison to the second hand ticking away, hurdling over milliseconds on its 60 count journey. Tick, Tick, Tick drums on in my ears, then echoes like a church bell in an opera house. Twelve minutes past our arranged meeting time, and still no knock on my front door. The anxiety brought on by this unprecedented delay,tightens and twists my insides, causing me to throw my nerve wracked body against the wall. Thoughts of betrayal and conspiracy gather behind my searching eyes, as I look out the window, pacing back and forth, to and fro, again again and once more, searching for the arrival of the missing piece to a pre arranged appointment. The phone is cold, lifeless and heavy in my hand, as I bring the already ringing technology to my ear. No answer. Why, is this happening i wonder in sweat drenched panic. Where is my dang pizza. I ordered like a thousand hours ago. I'm Starving! When will my public service be done. I am so tired of this

I Miss The South..
I live colorado but the guys out here suck! I havent met one worth really gettin to know and Ive been here a year! seriously thinking about moving back to Tennessee or Kentucky. course I have a place in North Carolina too, guys can be douche bags whereever you go I know that, but I miss me some southern boys

Bullshit Bullshit Bullshit!!!
I not to long ago found out that someone in my family had gotten a credit card in my name and maxed it out back in year 2007. The bill is almost $700. I also found out some more BULLSHIT... I fee l like my family is using me. And the only real family I have anymore is my husband's side of the family. I'm so fucking lost its not even funny. I feel like my family isnt my real family anymore. I wish my family didn't lie like they do. I don't know what to believe anymore my heart is breaking. What do I do??? How could I have not seen this before??? How did this happen??? Was I that stupid not to see this BULLSHIT??? Or was i just that nieve??? I never thought in a million years my family would do this to me never crossed my mind. I honestly thought I was loved as much as I loved them... And now I don't know anymore I don't know who in my family I can trust. The only people I know I can trust is my husband and his side of the family. They have done so much to help us out. They are always

By The Numbers
You can’t make choices for other people. Don’t let other people make choices for you. There are an unlimited number of ‘Dr. No’ folks that you will encounter in this life. If you have a personal inspiration, idea or goal, don’t let a ‘Dr. No’ deter you! Trust your gut, do the planning and then DO IT! Opportunities are often disguised as work, so most people don’t recognize them. The Chinese character for the word ‘crisis’ literally means ‘danger and opportunity.’ Nothing is particularly hard if you divide it into small pieces. -Henry Ford - Same concept configured as a question: How do you eat an elephant? Answer: One bite at a time. Learn from the past, but don’t dwell in the past. In other words, don’t abuse the precious ‘now’ by not being in it. Worry is a misuse of the imagination. Perfect is the enemy of good. Education and knowledge are invaluable. But do we need

Poetry
my sweet death my sweet release take me by my hand and lead me to the rivers of red take me in take in my blood as i lick my lips in excitement to your sweet touch o how i long for it o how i long for my sweet release let me go to the other side let me go to my spot in hell were i am destined to be o how i long for thee o how i dream of the moment you come for me my sweet release take me to the great beyond release me from my sarrows release me from my fears release me from my emotions and release me from this world it was never mine and the angel the world has taken it and raped it and left my angel to die as i look in the eyes of the sky with pain on my face i ask for my sweet release im preying for rain im praying for im preying for title waves im preying for mayhem i am preying for chaos i am preying for a change in me to happen and no more breaking hearts at the heart break hotel when i die i am sure i am going to hell with out fail i can almoast garantee this some say igno

Vince
Vincent Things are changing all the time, Yet everythings still the same. I'll never see your face again, Only feel the pain when I say your name. Life goes on all around, people laughing and having fun. And yes you see me joining in, But inside..... I just want to run. Run away to somewhere safe, to be on my own and hide. Hide away from all this hurt. Life seems so empty since you've been gone. I miss you more with each passing day, I know for sure this pain will never go away. In a way that's how it should be, A constant reminder of what lossing you means to me.

A Poem I Wrote
darknesschilling sunrises out into the horizonstand aside and look outand dream a pretty dreamhope an unshellfish hopejust look at all the surroundingslisten to the birds sing their pretty songtrees whispering among each otherwind blowingwater trickling bydarkness takes allwith little specks of lightwaves crashing agaisnt the rocksmoments of slicencelight house a glow over younderlighting the way for the unawakenspirits that are trying to find their way homelook into the nightBy: Diedre

Sacred Oath
.1 if you expect favors from me then dont cus no favors will be given .2 my kindness will not be taken for weekness under any circumstance..3 if u choose to follow the path i am takeing then acpect alot of hardship alot of pain and alot of agony expect sacrafise even to the point of death.4.i cannot entrust to u any info about they and who they are but they will and do speak to me and they made their orders clear as to what they want from me so far.5.know that once u take the oath and shed ur blood for them it is a done deal there can be no turning back6.shedding your title rather master servant dominant or sub will gain u a more powerfull title 7.u get out of it what you put into it i take this oath knowing damn well that if i dont keep it they can and will come after me and will have my head . I LESTAT VOW TO KEEP THEM A SECRET THEY WILL HAVE NO NAMES BUT I WILL FOLLOW THEIR WAYS FOR THEY ARE ONE OF MY KIND .I WILL TREAT OTHERS AS THEY TREAT ME I WILL RESPECT WHERE OTHERS RESPECT ME

Military Godmode
So, We hereby give a Fubar Salute to honor the soldiers, the men and women of Our United States Armed Forces. We altruize them as they themselves are altruistic and courageous as they perform their many tasks. A Huge Thank You goes out to ALL!! I would like to take this time to personally thank all service people for all you do. Thank you xoxoxo For those who has not followed any of the blogs We will be running two Godmodes for the 50 soldiers that has been added to my family. This is a joint effort, first my original family agreed to this, plus each of the 50 soldiers were adopted out. (There is an album in my pictures with names and links of everyone who has helped to make this happen. Some adopted some gave credits or both. I personally would like to thank all of them, for with out you none of this could take place. So Thank you each and everyone of you for coming together for the Soldiers ..x0x0x0x0 Adopted meaning the person who adopted them, will alturize them, give them d

Floyd Mayweather Jr. Vs. Manny Pacquiao Rant
I was talking to a few people on Facebook about this: Floyd Mayweather Jr. needs to fight Manny Pacquiao. He's acting like he's too afraid to fight him, which I don't blame him lol. I've watched Pacquiao's highlights on YouTube and let me tell you: he's aggressive, deadly, and can pack a punch for a guy his size! I know Mayweather's arrogant & got a huge ego, but he need to fight Pacquiao to back all of that up, that's if he'll ever accept the challenge & not afraid to get his first lost in his professional career. That's the fight that everybody wants to see. They're both equally matched & very skilled boxers, and it'll be a great fight. Mayweather gotta make this fight happen and accept the challenge!!!

Behind The Lips
If I met up with a hot fu dude, and he was spending a week at my house, the last thing I'd be thinking about doing is getting online to post a fucking stat, especially if it's on the very last night he's going to be there. Hell, he'd be in my bed...with me. Then again, I'm no mutt. I'm more of a...slut. I have learned, through experience of course, that an online relationship tends to stay exactly what it is. ONLINE. I don't mean that the two of you won't meet in real life and be together in real life, what I mean is... If you spend your lives on a place like fubar, eventually, it will be the only place you date. For instance, when he's at work and you don't know what to do, you will get online and status: Hubby is at work, Bored as fuck. When you go out for lunch together, you will status: Out for lunch with the hubby. You get my drift? Been there, done did it, now I'm just laughing at ya. It took me three years to wake up and realize I was worth more than a fubar stat

9-16-2011
I abide within your heart I feel you I hear you I smell you I taste you I love you more than myself And would die to protect you. Yet I am repaid with incessant insult Continual mutilations of your own flesh with blade and pigment Your neverending lust of worldly pursuits of the flesh Your ownership of the vanity that will destroy you Your neverending demand for attention from other men You whore yourself with money and flesh You trade your civility for greed and avarice

Semi Poetic Stuff
malfunctional encephalon useless grey sludge damaged receptors cranium crud neurotransmitters misfire at will muddled, befuddled riddled to hell dopamine slow travelling sick synaptic transmission brief moments euphoric sharp sudden remission serotonin standby norepinephrine away inane glial matter take it away lobotomize me i refuse to eat pills sever m

Living In Vegas For 3 Years!
How fast time has just flew By!! Geez! I never thought in X Amount of Years. That I would have actually moved to Las Vegas. Living with few select of friends & no family lives around me. It was Extremely Very Hard in the First 2 years. I moved to Vegas with only my clothes & few selective boxes. All my family & friends from California. Always told me that I would fail to live out of state, with no family around. I was also told that I would gamble all my money away & end up living in the street. Coming up on 3 years living in Vegas, less than 2 weeks from now. It just goes to show, sometimes when we take chances in life. To process to better our own life. It could be possible with hardly any money with you. You have to be discipline & hard on yourself. To make your dreams come true! Never listen to others that put you down & always minute every minute count!! And Never forget to be Responsible for all your own Actions!! =) Have Faith & Always follow you Dreams!! =)

Battle Of Big Ass Lil
Many times this night; I'm known to repeat the Battle of Big Ass Lill and Yukon Pete. But wait there is more to this tale so listen if you will it's called the revenge of Big Ass Lil. Lil had a sister named Tight Twat Tiny. She was a whole lot smaller and whole lot meaner. She rode to town and pulled up in the square. Where is Yukon Pete she yelled. You fucked Lil to death and called her a whore. It's time I even the score. Pete heard the challenge and came charging to the square an saw Tiny scratching her hair, He whipped out his cock and pumped out a load knocking the Bitch right down to the road. She got back up and shook off the cum and said not bad boy but now it's my turn. She grabbed on his cock and gave him a twist and fresh wad of cum oozed out in her fist. She stroked it with fury she stroked it with lust she made him keep cumming until there was dust. Tiny saw that her work was done by shouting out look Yukon shrunk. Pete hollered and grabbed on his balls an

Need A Nice Kc Guy :d
My mom's BF is a jerk. And she seems to think that ALL the good guys are gone!!! I tell her "not so mom" so, im trying to prove it. Im posting a pic of her to my page and im welcoming all the "GOOD guys" from KC to fight for her affection!! Now that ive made my point vey clear....my LOVELY mother is 5'2" average build (no woman EVER tells her weight) ;) brown hair and eyes, great SMILE ;D and has a plentyful D cup. AGAIN...im posting a pic. Oh yeah...shes 44, so for all you 50yr olds trying to talk to me..talk to my mom instead :) REMEMBER: You MUST be a good guy. She already has a loser, she DOESNT need 2!! Thanks, Amanda ;)

Health Update 9/16/2011
Hi , Just wanted to let you know what is going on.. Mom and I just got back from seeing my ( hematologist) , The results from the test that the (heart doc ) showed that I did have a "mild heart attack " back in Sept. The test showed small amt of damage to the right side of the heart . They think that what happened is a piece of one of the clots broke off and hit the right side of my heart and this is what caused it. They could not see any blockage or anything so they think that my body just pushed it through and my "heart said " you aren't going anywhere yet.. So no need for any type of procedure at this time. They are going to continue to treat me with ( carvedilol) which is a heart beta blocker .. What ever that is ..LOL.. So that is the latest . I go back and see the (heart doc)on Nov.4th. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers .. Love you all . Tom G`evening and hello.. Well some of you know and some don't . ( Those that don't I'm sorry ) I have had a few doctor appt'

Use The Mind You Were Created With
THE TIME IS NOW TO AWAKEN AND TO REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE A MULTIDIMENSIONAL BEING, CO CREATING WITH THE ONENESS KNOWN AS THE CREATOR, PRIME SOURCE, GOD, ALL THAT IS.BY CHOOSING TO REMEMBER, YOU ARE ALLOWING DIVINE ENTITIES TO BEAM NCONDITIONAL LOVE INTO YOUR BEING, ALLOWING EACH INDIVIDUAL TO RELEASE FEAR, GUILT, AND TO REALIZE THAT BY GIVING UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND FORGIVENESS TO ONESELF AND OTHERS, ONE'S VIBRATIONAL FREQUENCEY INCREASES TO MATCH THAT OF EARTHS AS SHE TRANSITS INTO THE NEW DIMENSIONS DISCOVERED BY SCIENTISTS AND KNOWN BY SPIRITUALISTS ALL ALONG.BY CHOOSING TO MOVE INTO LOVE AND LIGHT YOU WILL MOVE INTO HIGHER DIMENSIONS UNAVAILABLE TO THOSE VIBRATING AT A LOWER FREQUENCY OF GREE, ANGER, HATE, AND DARKNESS.BY HOLDING ON TO PAST-HURT, ANGER, RAGE AGAINST SOCIETY-THE HUMAN MIND SENDS NEGATIVE VIBRATIONS. BY FORGIVENESS, THOSE ARE RELEASED IMMEDIATELY TO ALLOW SPACE IN THE MIND FOR NEWER CONCEPTS OF OF UNLIMITED BEING, MAKING AVAILABLE POWERS LONG FORGOTTEN SUCH AS ESP, CLAI

Sheri
Nickolas leaned back against his table, waiting, he left Sheri kneeling at the door, waiting. Yes, It was definately time to move forward. He opened the door to his Dungeon, and Sheri knelt obediantly, eyes down, ankles crossed, mouth open, wrists up. Her face looked a little frightened, but inquisitive. Nickolas held out his hand, beckoning her to rise and follow. Sheri got up, and followed him inside. The place looked like freaking Disneyland! Rows of toys, whips, floggers, canes, switches..all for her sweet ass! Sheri looked around as much as she could before he took control. She noticed a small lump, or something, under a furry cover. What the hell could that be?? she asked herself, and then Nickolas spoke. "Sheri?" he said softly. "Are you ready?" Sheri nodded, and he took her by the hands, and lifted them up over her head. His hands roamed her body, slowly pulling the sub gown off her. His teeth found her nipples, still a little sore from the new piecings, a

Browser Issues??
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Poems
Pain And Misery Are Things No One Person Needs..But Those Things Do Happen And Its Wht Causes The WorldNothing But Confusion...Everyday Events Will Cause These Problems...Stress, Fighting, Death, And Even Luv; All Hve A Certain Effect....If U Look Around U Ppl Get Hurt From Those Every Second...Fighting Can Lead To Stress, Which Will Eventually Lead To Death,Its All Caused B/c The World Refuses To Stop The Bickering Of SmallThings Such As A Boulder From One Place Is On Anothers And Starts A War..The One Thing Tht Causes The Most Pain And Misery Isnt Just Death, But Luv...Why Is It One Can Fall In Luv With Another But Turn Around And Hurt Someone..Yes Luv Is Something Thts Suppose To Be Sacred But No One CanReally Define The True Meaning Of Luv..I Thought I Did At One Time, But It Wasnt It, The Spark Wasnt There Nemore And Then I Got Hurt All B/c The Other Was Hurt As Well...A Person Once Showed Me Tht Its Hard To Move On, And I Understand Every Bit Tht Person Feels. Its Not Uncommo

"when"
When He Leaves, I'll Miss Him!!! When He Walks Away, I'll Run To Him.... When I Run To Him, I'll Tke His Hand!!!! When I Tke His Hand, I'll Pull Him Close... When I Pull Him Close, I'll Hug Him!!! When I Hug Him, I'll Look Into His Eyes... When I Look Into His Eyes, I'll Kiss Him!!! When I Kiss Him, I'll Tell Him To Stay.... When I Tell Him To Stay, I'll Tell Him A Poem!!!!! When I Tell Him A Poem, I'll Start To Cry..... When I Start To Cry, I'll Tell Him To Tke Me With!!!! When I Tell Him To Tke Me With, I'll Ask Him To Be With Me 4Ever...When I Ask Him To Be With Me 4Ever, I'll Ask Him To Hold Me!!!!When I Ask Him To Hold Me, I'll Ask Him To Luv Me Once More...When I Ask Him To Luv Me Once More, I'll Tell Him He's The Best In The World!!!!!When I Tell Him He's The Best In The World,I'll Tell Him He Means Everything To Me....When I Tell Him He Means Everything To Me, I'll Tell Him I Luv Him With My Heart And Soul!!!!!!When I Tell Him I Luv Him With My Heart And Soul, I'll Tell Him Go

Making Life From Dreams
A friend that knows, the hardship and pain. Has battlescars, left feeling the same. Despite the obstacles, we push on. Refusing to be beat, the lengths we have gone. Someone says you can't, we say watch me succeed. Fighting back, prevailing, no matter how bad we bleed. Never quitting, despite how rough it seems. This is what extraordinary people are made of. Making life from dreams.

Beautiful Within
Write these words little girl, and tell your story. Paint them a picture, of the sorrow and glory. As if they are there, holding your hand. Let them know who you are, exactly where you stand. Share your views, your pain, your beliefs. All the images, you are dying to release. The beautiful colors, covered up by grey. Let them shine bright, open up this day. For nothing is more beautiful, than I am from the inside. Not the exterior, that doesn't matter, my inner beauty cannot be denied. Reach for my hand, and step into my world. I will paint you a portrait, unlike any before. The contrast of colors, the lies beneath the skin. Is all that I am, beautiful within.

The One's That Don't Matter
The politicians sit on their thrown, while exposing us to so much. Why should they care? They are safely out of touch. While they are all warm and cozy, wrapped up in their bed. Our people dodge bullets, aimed for their head. And for what, another chance to take something else. This is the hand, the working man is dealt. For they are the ones, we are really stealing from. They pay the price, for all that's being done. The men and women that have to beg, to survive. Are the ones being effected, by the government's lies. They say it's for our own good, the safety of our nation. But that's nothing more, than a misconception. They are just words, no actions, just things that are spoken. Think of all the lives lost, the people injured and broken. The little people that never get heard, the ones starving and shattered. Simply because they don't have enough money, to matter. Those are the people, my heart reaches out for. Not the millionaires ruling the world

If It Quacks Like A Duck....
I'm still new to using Fubar, learning the ropes and features as it were. Since I don't feel any need to openly chastise people who want to comment on mumms in a manner consistent with the behavior exhibited by A-holes, I find I have two choices. I can ignore them, sometimes hard to do. Or I can block them, Fubar gives us that option. Now, on the web forums I frequent, blocking means you never again see a post from that person. Perfect, I don't want to see the crap, the A-h gets to keep crapping, and all will be good in the universe. I blocked my first crapping A-h here a week or so ago, and yesterday I notice that I can still see their crap. So, hell bent on discovering what is going wrong in my world, I click my way to that profile and make use of that block button again. Fubar tells me I have already blocked that particular A-h. OK, so the A-h is blocked, I guess Fubar works the block in reverse somehow. Whatever, there are better things to do... Hey I have new profile com

Seeing The Light Through The Dark
Can you see the light, through the dark? Have you made it there yet? Left your mark. Has anything just made you, stop and think? Or are you still searching? Refusing to sink. You may break a few times, but that's just fine. The glue that puts you back together, will enable you to shine. That small piece of yourself, that is cracked or lost. Makes you unique, worth the cost. Perhaps, you haven't experienced it yet, but someday you will. Then you will know the reasoning, behind every feel. Every tear you shed, falls down for a reason. Don't allow it to be for nothing, never stop believing. Although you hurt now, this won't always be so. It may take a while, but one day you'll know. Why, you had pain, sorrow and fear. It'll all make sense, when that day gets here.

7 Days, 7 Sins
Day 1 - Pride. Seven great things about yourself.Day 2 - Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.Day 3 - Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.Day 4 - Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.Day 5 - Greed. Seven worldly material desires.Day 6 - Gluttony. Seven guilty pleasures.Day 7 - Lust. Seven love secrets.Here's my day two: Envy. (7 thing I lack and/or covet)1. Six-pack abs. I think I could get there if I Really Tried. But I don't know if I have that kind of stamina. Running only does so much.2. Financial stability. I totally suck at money management. I should be better.3. People who can make it through this life without some kind of chemical dependency.4. Guitar players. I have a guitar and a book to teach me to play guitar, but I have yet to pick either up. Totally my fault, I know.5. Ah, 20/20 Vision. How freaking sweet would that be? No contacts in the morning and no glasses at night. I might just put this on my 'When I Find A Genie' list. Enjoy it if you have it is all I'm

Blah Blah Blahhhhhhh
What was the last song you listened to? Love like Winter by AFIAre you one of those lucky people with 20/20 vision? Hah, nopeHave you ever been stereotyped? Yeah, when I was a little younger :pAre you in any way, OCD? Ummm, don't think soWhat type of cell phone do you have? AndroidDo you have your driver's liscense yet? YeahWhat school do you currently attend? Outta school, but checking one out on Tuesday, can't wait :)Is there a book you're currently reading? NoWho was the last person to piss you off? BrotherDo you prefer writing in pencil or pen? PenWhere is the best place you've ever been? Love LADid you ever feel that there was no one you could connect with? YeahIs fashion one of your interests? Not reallyDescribe your current outfit: Hah. White Metal Mulisha shirt, blue jeans, undies and a hoodie because it's fuckkin cold. Buuuut, I like it :)Are you currently pleased or annoyed with your hair? So-soWho was the last person to hug you?

Blood Drained
my warm blood drained from my body as he sunk his teeth into my silk flesh,i felt so alive, as if i could fly the full moon shined brightly into his dark eyes. a drop of blood dripped from his lips and he smiled gently as life surged through me. he rescued me from the heavens above and lead me to the portal to hell, he said be my significant other my sweet dark angel of mine we will go far with sweet devotion and time. i would love to cuddle with you on the mist of the night dew, no one makes me feel the way you do, i will watch over you as you sleep calling out your name, cloaked in darkness and despair their life, an ageless affair they wait. destiny on pause, hunting for you, sharpening their claws, their teeth, sharp pointed, their eyes glarring, their mouth silent. you read their kindness, of their love and despair, while they will hunt you,laughing , you never knew that they were there, watching through the windows, as your obsession grows, of love and mystery.

Take The Respect
Fighting was a survival technique, one must possess. Unless you craved misery, heartache or death. Blood had to be shed, to see another day. Violence and fear, was the only way. If you wanted to succeed, they would break you down. Until you became just like, everyone else around. Change and indifference, was never accepted. You were beaten, disregarded, rejected. You had to be strong, to see your way out. Believe in yourself, no room for doubt. If you doubted for a second, they could smell the fear. Drag you back down to their level, make you drown in your own tears. That self belief, is what it takes. Don't second guess yourself, it will be a mistake. Knock them out, one at a time. Showcase your strength, the power of your mind. Take the respect, you have rightfully earned. Then walk away and chalk it up, as lessons learned.

The Way I See It
That degree you have hanging, on your wall. Can be broken, shattered, won't stand the fall. It's words stating your area, of expertise. My scars are my proof, an incurable disease. The images imprinted, in my mind. Are my experience, my time. My time served, released for good behavior. Finding faith, hope, my savior. Through the blood, sweat and tears. Recognizing the demons, facing the fear. Seeing the real world, for what it's truly about. Erasing the misconception, weeding through the doubt. Step out in to the world, without any protection at all. Fight, bleed and cry, then place that degree back on your wall. Only then will that degree, be worth a shit. If this offends you I apologize, but that's just the way I see it.

Surpassing The Norm
The sounds on gunfire all around. violence and drugs infected his town. With his head held high, he conquers without fear. Friends fallen, dreams shattered over the years. A boy really, forced to be a man. Walking alone, holding the earth in his hand. The sweat beads pour down his face, he can taste his own blood. Still he see’s the rainbow, following the flood. His views of the world, despite all that has occurred. Are beautiful, innocent, sweet and pure. An artist in the most, realistic form. A builder, a dreamer, surpassing the norm. A person who takes it all, comes back for more. Soaking it all in, opening new doors. Truly inspiring, to say the least. Nothing rough about him, I see beyond the beast. Powerful by far, yet warm and kind. Are just a few words that, come to mind. When I think of him, and the lives he‘s going to touch. I'm filled with hope, simply can’t say enough.

Love
how do we know our feelings are real, to want to make sure they dont steal, steal ur heart and throw it away, like the burnt ashes in an ashtray, how do we trust someone in that way, to want them to stay, to stay by your heart, and never leave, or fall apart, what do we do, what do we not, how do we fix this knot, this knot in out hearts, that says stay away or tarts, dont be afraid to show ur emotions, but that would mean no notions, of holding bk, and being scared, and to let it all out and be fair, be fair to u and to everyone else, and to not be selfless. to love someone, is to love just one, a person ud die for, and who ud live for, someone whose there, and never goin anywhere, to want to help u, when in need ,and to support u, in any deed, to choose that one person, and know u were certain, that they love u as much, or more with just a one touch, to be there when ur down, and u feel like ur gonna drown, to drown in the emotions,

Against Abuse
i hate all kinds of abuse but mostly child abuse and weman abuse. i cant stand it, and i dont see why someone would want to put up with it or not do any thing to stop it. that is why i have made a lounge for all kinds of abuse and we are will to help thos who need it and want it, and we are trying to make our number grater so we can help more people around the word, and i mean help by wther being there for someone to talk to or be able to find a way to help them get away from the person that is abusing them. if you want to help use try to put a stop to this come join us so our numbers can grow and we can help more people, i have already helped 9 people and i have friends that have helped people to, so come join us in Against_Abuse http://fubar.com/lounge/77054

Just For Fun
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One And Only
By Adele You've been on my mind, I grow fonder every dayLose myself in time just thinking of your faceGod only knows why it's taken me so long to let my doubts goYou're the only one that I wantI don't know why I'm scared, I've been here beforeEvery feeling, every word, I've imagined it allYou'll never know if you never tryTo forget your past and simply be mineI dare you to let me be your, your one and onlyPromise I'm worthy to hold in your armsSo come on and give me a chanceTo prove I am the one who can walk that mileUntil the end startsIf I've been on your mind, you hang on every word I sayLose yourself in time at the mention of my nameWill I ever know how it feels to hold you closeAnd have you tell me whichever road I choose you'll goI don't know why I'm scared 'cause I've been here beforeEvery feeling, every word, I've imagined it allYou'll never know if you never tryTo forget your past and simply be mineI dare you to let me be your, your one and onlyPromise I'm worthy to hold in y

Don't Close Your Eyes
By Kix Whatcha doing out in the night time?Why'd ya callin' me on the phone?Your mama can't solve your problemsWhen's daddy, ever get home?So you did your little move and criedIn the middle of a suicideDon't close your eyesDon't close your eyesDon't sing your last lullabyThere's no one there to hold youNo one hears your screamYou live life up and down nowYour nightmares are your dreamsI know it's lonely when your hanging 'roundDon't ya take it lying down, no, noHold on, hold on tightI'll make everything all rightWake up don't go to sleepI'll pray the Lord your soul to keepDon't close your eyesDon't close your eyesDon't sing your last lullabyDon't close your eyesDon't close your eyesDon't sing your last lullaby

Random Thoughts From The Heart.
Tell me what is on your mind, Is it good or bad?Do you lay awake at night? Or ever wonder if I am happy or sad?Is there one thing in your life, That you never want to be without?Please take the time to tell me, What is your life all about?I want to know all about you, From the beginning to the end.I want to know just where in your life, Do you see that I fit in.Do you have days that are bad? When you wish you could share?But you feel you have no one, I am here and I really care.I don’t know what the future holds. I am not sure what tomorrow will bring.I just know that at this moment in time, You happen to be my life and my everything. Sometimes I just don’t understand just what you see in me, When I look deep inside myself I only see what could be. A plain little person, with a lot to give A very lonely person, just trying to live. Never knowing what to do as I face each day a new Only hoping and praying that my day will be spent with on

Poems
When life is hard As you're going through pain It's hard to see the rainbow After the rain But as the clouds roll by And you dry your eyes The sky turns clear With no more tears When life is tough Hard to get through Search for my rainbow As the sky turns blue

Ramblings Of A Would Be Author
"My name is Asura, and this is my story. The story of my life would take pages upon pages to chronicle it completely. So forgive me when I say, fuck that you are getting the short version. I haven't the time or the patience to sit here and drone on about all my horrific adventures...So here it goes. I am sure you have heard of the "All Mighty" God, and perhaps some of you even worship him. I am also confident that some of you worship that shit of a son he had, known as Jesus. Well in a sense I was once like you. I worshipped God. He was my father. I did everything he ever asked of me. You see back then I was Vespera better known as God's Evening Star. I was an angel, and a beautiful one at that. Today, you hear stories of Michael God's warrior, but never do you hear of Vespera. Back in the days when I was still welcome in Heaven, Michael couldn't hold a flame to me. I was the one God always came to, along with my brother. That of course did not last, or I would not be telling you this

Surveeyyy
Dear boy who hurt me more than words can describe, I had a dream of you last night. The first one since you ever left me. Remember how much we fought oh so much and that hurt me quite so. It was always because you wanted what I did not. Well in the dream I had of you. I paid you back times two. You see you had me to the ground because we were fighting, but I simply said I hate you, I hate you. I saw the hurt in your face and the tears in your eyes and for once I felt you knew what it was like to be hurt. You simply let me go after that. I knew I finally hurt you..like you hurt me. Sincerly, The girl with a broken heart BROKEN Im broken... i'm going to be completely honest and tell you, i'm broken. but you know what? even though i'm broken right now, i'm going to be fine. i'm not going to lose any more sleep over you, i'm not going to waste any more tears over an asshole like you. and i'm not going to go running back to you, when you realize

Smile
So difficult to look at Overt and brandished cowardice Is your flabby life worth that much effort? I am a proud Lazy person And yes you can be lazy But can you be a Coward? Only with embarrassment Shallow things Grasp desperately To reach the surface for air So many dreams I have had Being pushed under water and sure I would drown Then at the last second know I can breathe water Just before I think I will die Because I feel it And because I can Air is what you think it is The baring of teeth A smile for Humans Have you ever come across A fully grown male Chimp Teeth mean war to him That flash moment When the danger smells Fill the air Run or fight? Slow motion He will roll you up And keep you in a tree Eat you slowly over weeks Run or fight

Merde Alors! Una Betise
Don't wait to be loved, to love Don't wait to be lonely, to recognize the value of a friend. Don't wait for the best job, to begin to work. Don't wait to have a lot, to share a bit. Don't wait for the fall, to remember the advice. Don't wait for pain, to believe in prayer. Don't wait to have time, to be able to serve. Don't wait for anybody else pain, to ask for apologies neither separation to make it up. Don't wait... Because you don't know how long it will take. Dark. I'm your citizens, slaving everything you want. Nightmare. The lord , wearing the bloody crown , builds civilization by whipping ridiculous thought. Dear, please do not fall asleep! A lonely hunter of a heart, chased by monsters that come from Deep Town. A lonely hunter of a heart, will rebel against the gloomy kingdom oneday if i get ready. Dear, please do not fall asleep!

Random's
" He has what we need (his face is here, his face is there, we wanna see him). He has everything (we say his name, we give him fame, we wanna be him). He's constellations and satellites. He's UFO's on angel wings, invisible in his universe of sky-he's so high. He shoots the stars and blinks the lights. His paper skin covers up his paper scars. Black of eyes, black of vanity. He's overdressed just to win us over (the hair shines, the face is pretty). He's by design and his mind has been placed by a string. He is the model nihilist. He's got the face of a million superstars. Obsessed? It's what he wanted. Impressed? It's all the sugar. I'm am candy coated, so come and see all the fashion and frolic."

Lmfao... To Good Not To Read
The horror of blimpsLast week while travelling I stopped at a Zany Brainy store and saw that they had a blimp for sale. It's called Airship Earth, and it's a great big balloon with a map of the Earth on it, and two propellors hanging from the bottom. You blow up the balloon with helium put batteries in it, and you have a radio controll indoor blimp. I'd seen these things for sale in Sharper Image catalogs for $60-$75. At Zany Brainy it was on clearance for $15. What a deal! Last night my wife was playing tennis and it was just my daughter and I at home. I bought a small helium tank from a party store, and last night we put the blimp together. Let me tell you, it's quite a blimp. It's huge. The balloon has like a 3 ft diameter.We blew it up with the tank attacched the gondola with the propellors, and put in batteries. Then we balanced the blimp for neutral bouyancy with this putty that came with it, so it hangs in the air by itself neither rising nor falling. It was easy and fun, a

Prettiest Eyes Contest
As soon as I get enough contestants...20ish...I will start the contest... Ist prize will be a Polisher 2nd Place will be a Boomy Winner will be determined by a point tally.. Number of rates times average rating plus number of comments times 5.. (rate x avg) + (comments x 5) If you are interested and want to enter PM me or comment here and i will add you.. Thanks, Barry Ok looking good with contestants... Going to start Tonight 14 Sept at 6 PM cst.... I will keep it open for at least a week...I will update here an give 24hr notice before closing voting... Remember Commenting is unlimited!!! you must promote urself (obviously)... Photos will be open to everyone...so no worries about your friends being able to vote... New friend request are always welcome though :P. best of luck ladies!!! check back here or SB me if you have any questions!!

My Precious Gift
Get up honey, it's time to get ready. She looks up at me, with her eyes so heavy. Giving me that same look, I have when I'm pissed. I just smile and walk away. Love every second of it. She makes the rules, calls the shots. Everything I am, she's knows she's got. My precious gift. The center of my world. Have to give thanks, to my baby girl. She keeps it real for me, with her warm beautiful smile. Makes even the impossible, worth while. She can break my heart, quicker than anyone can. But I know she will still be around, in the end. When everyone else, has come and gone. She will remain by my side, where she belongs. I would lay my life down, for hers to live. There is nothing for her, I wouldn't give. I gave her life, yet she has given me much more. Every smile, every move I make, she's responsible for. I just have to say thank you, for delivering her to me. Without her, who knows where I'd be.

I Wonder
I wonder if I know himIn whose speech is my voice,In whose movement is my being,Whose skill is in my lines,Whose melody is in my songsIn joy and sorrow.I thought he was chained within me,Contained by tears and laughter,Work and play.I thought he was my very selfComing to an end with my death.Why then in a flood of joy do I feel himIn the sight and touch of my beloved?This 'I' beyond self I foundOn the shores of the shining sea.Therefore I knowThis'I' is not imprisoned within my bounds.Losing myself, I find himBeyond the borders of time and space.Through the AgesI come to know his Shining SelfIn the Iffe of the seeker,In the voice of the poet.From the dark clouds pour the rains.I sit and think:Bearing so many forms, so many names,I come down, crossing the thresholdOf countless births and deaths.The Supreme undivided, complete in himself,Embracing past and present,Dwells in Man.Within Him I shall find myself -The 'I' that reaches everywhere.~ Rabindranath Tagore

Dont Judge Me If Ya Dont Know Me
For those users on here if ya dont know me then keep your opinions of me to your self, i am who i am if ya cant accept that then dont chat with me . thnx tO KNOW HOW TO FEEL WHEN U LOSE SUMONE SO CLOSE ? tO UNDERSTAND THE PURE EMOTION THAT FLOWS THROUGH YOUR BODY . THE EMPTYNESS, THE SADNESS, THE LIFELESSNESS. WHAT DO YOU DO ? ALL WE CAN DO IS LIVE ON TO THE BEST THAT WE CAN!!!

Phrase Of The Day
You're g/f-b/f thinks she/he is right but u know they are 100% wrong-....You Know When You Find Your g/f-b/f cheated on you-....your mom/dad was better and last phrase of the day When u r so mad but you just can't find the words to say-....Alejarse de mi burro

Short Stories...
Sebastian Regardless that I'm a monster of known violence this was hardly what I had wanted to ever happen to her, she of all people deserved many things but not this.... I walked over to her still body laying akwardly on the floor and got on my knees to check her pulse. I didn't care about the blood staining my clothes or how pitiful I looked, I was desperate to find life still in her. Her pulse was faint but still there and I could only sigh in relief. If I could cry tears as humans did I would have, she was lucky to be alive. Yet even in the chaos of the blood smeared across her face and the mess she had created she looked so pure and angelic. Her beautiful white cotton dress was ruined with stains upon stains of her attackers blood as well as in her hair. One shoe was hanging off her left foot crookedly almost as if it was fighting to come off but couldn't and the bow in her hair was halfway undone and threatening to fall out. She looked like an innocent child caught in the

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It'll Never Be The Same
How did that get there? great, got a bruise on my knee. Never been graceful at all, tripping over my own feet. Slammed my own hand, in my damn car door in-fact. Is this even possible? Who the Hell does that? My daughter is following in my footsteps, it seems. Never pays attention, always falling over things. Goodness, I'm a menace, and she shares my name. Two of me in this world. It'll never be the same.

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Yup, That Settles It
Wake-up and my feet, hit the floor. Brush my teeth, poor my coffee, lock the door. Make my bed, with all these thoughts, running through my head. What to wear? Blue or black? Do I really wanna fix, my hair like that? Curly or straight, which one will it be? Is this really, the right outfit for me? So, many things, running through my head. Yup, that settles it. Goin back to bed.

All Is Worth It
There are two roads leading, in the same direction. One is the right road. The other is a misconception. You can see down both, one dark, one light. You assume, you know, which one is right. But looks can be deceiving, take that to heart. Me I choose, to follow the dark. Because the light is too easy, everything’s in view. The dark is a mystery, exciting and new. Not the choice, everyone would make. But that’s a risk, I’m willing to take. If I never had to fight, bleed or cry. Then I would never know, the reasons why. I was put here, in the first place. Cursed with this body, this mind, this face. Yet, there is a reason, I will find out what. No matter if I go down, the wrong path, or not. I will continue to walk alone, through the dark. Face my demons, while falling apart. Because all is worth, the price we pay. I’ll realize this, when I get to where I’m going someday.

Don't Mind If I Do...
Have you ever been listening to a song you've heard several times, but that day you hear it in a fresh way? That happened to me recently This song is a great one to send to the love of your life, but what would happen if you sent it to yourself? As I listened to the lyrics, I realized that I need to sing this to myself. We must love ourselves before we can ever truly love another. As you listen to this song, I challenge you to hear with different ears. http://youtu.be/0put0_a--Ng AdeleMake You Feel My Love lyrics When the rainIs blowing in your faceAnd the whole worldIs on your caseI could offer youA warm embraceTo make you feel my loveWhen the evening shadowsAnd the stars appearAnd there is no - one thereTo dry your tearsI could hold youFor a million yearsTo make you feel my loveI know youHaven't madeYour mind up yet

About Me
it amazes me that people on here really thought they could run me off, but first things first. i am here to kill time, i am not here to be harassed on a daily basis. sure it is kinda fun to hear all the stupid people who think they know things, but at the end of the day i have any freedom and right that you do. you can judge me by what you hear if you want or if you want to judge me on how i have treated you that is cool also, i have way too many real life friends on here who have known me for 15 + years. im not telling their fubar names and they are not in my fam. and most of them are in the groups who migrated from lost cherry and cherry tap. they know all the old timers and at the end of the day they have my back. for every bad thing yall spit at people, i have people who know me from real life who can contidict any comment or biased opinion you may have. to all you jealous people who hate me, it doesnt bother me at all

Telephony
So here's the deal. I get up Saturday morning and my phones out of whack. It sounds like there's an open line somewhere. I check both my phones and get the same thing. Sounds like there's a third phone off the hook somewhere. The thing is, I only have two phones plugged in. So I figure that the phone company is working on the lines or something. The internet still works so the kids are happy. I get up this morning and still no service. I take a phone outside after checking all my interior jacks and plug it into the outside jack. Nothing. No dial tone, no blips, bloops, bleeps,scream of a fax machine, ...... not an electronic sausage. So I use my cell phone to call the company and spend about 7 minutes talking with a computer which says there's no problem with my service ( which I know to be blatently false ) before finally convicing the computer that I need a living breathing human being on the other end of this conversation. I get a warm body ( I suppose she was warm at any rate,

No More
No more Weaker men than you have fallen. It is a curse upon humanity. Do not mistake it for what it is, for it is not. It embraces you like a welcoming lover, and steals to your senses. It will envelop your soul and you will fall victim to a sigh. Ever deceitful is the lie. Locked in combat, Two… is one. nowhere to hide… nowhere to run. Round in circles we will spin. There is no victor,

Attitude Is Everything
There once was a woman who woke up one morning, looked in the mirror, and she noticed she had only three hairs on her head. “Well,” she said. “I think I’ll braid my hair today.” So she did, and she had a wonderful day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror, and she saw that she had only two hairs on her head. “H-M-M,” she said. “I think I’ll part my hair down the middle today.” So she did, and she had a grand day. The next day, she woke up, looked in the mirror, and she noticed that she had only one hair on her head. “Well,” she said. “Today I’m going to wear my hair in a pony tail.” So she did, and she had a fun, fun day. The next day, she woke up, looked in the mirror, and she noticed that there wasn’t a single hair on her head. “Hooray!” she exclaimed. “I don’t have to fix my hair today!” Attitude is everything.

Poems Written By Me
Poems written By: me a.k.a.abby my wonderful life:just when u thought things were going greatyou relize the life your living is the one u hate.the things you say and do you may dreadjumping from room to room bed to bed.the four walls close in more and more everydaythe world without color it all turns gray.as the days pass by you feel more out of placeall u can do is stand and pace.many nights u stay up to seeif this is the person u truely want to be.your friends tell u your heartless,cold,dark and a whoreyou change and change and they want u to change somemore.the person inside me is dark and coldbut im more than that im loving and bold.my words might be blunt,coldhearted,and deepbut there also trueful eventhough they make u weep.im locked in a closet with no way outi sit on the floor like a seed that wont sprout.i sit here and wonder as the days go byshould i live or should i die.im all alone now i must saymaybe i should just die and rot away.noone loves me nor do they carethey just l

?
Let's see... how does this go again,I gripe, I bitch, I whine, I moan and groanI have my good days, my bad daysMy up days, my down daysAnd oh yes I do talk about themBut then again we all do I am just meA nobody in a great big worldSo who else did you expect me to beIf I lie, pretend to beNo matter how hard I workAt a game to playI can really only be meThrough it all That's all I'll seeSo who else did you expect me to be

Why?
I'm a nice person. I try to rate everyone who rates me...I never rate people below a 10... but so many people on her just like to be mean. They are filled with such hate and spew negative remarks and comments to people they don't even know. MUMMs shouldn't be used as a place to be aggressive. If the MUMM is about something you don't want to comment on, or want people to know your opinion on, just move on. There is no need to attack the person who posted it. That just shows childish behavior and isn't necessary. It isn't necessary for you to call them names if you dont know them. If someone doesn't want to view your NSFW photos, don't get mad and call them names. Likewise if someone doesn't have any NSFW photos, don't attack them and say they are prudes... that may not be the case at all. And if you don't know someone... at least say hello and introduce yourself before asking them if they want your cockup them... or want wherever... that's just showing your lack of resp

Just Thoughts
For some reason we think that coming to a conclusion on what a situation is, to be a bad thing. The truth is, if enough information was gave in the first place, there would be no need for an imagination. There would be no reason to think about what a possibility could be. Now I'm sure that alone isn't a bad but it is when your thoughts are right. When everything you've been told is a lie and the worst fear came true. Your mind simply isn't crazy. I enjoy the crazy thoughts, the erratic outspoken words that come to mind, the lingering thoughts of what, when, who and why..sorta left out where because people are free to be where they want. We are nothing more than prisonniers of our own mind. The world we live in could look totally different from someone else and that's fine but whose reality would you believe..your own or someone of a mental disabilities who is consider a genius. I'll stick with the super smart person than the robot that has to be everyone else. The next new thing, the n

Faves
A SOLDIER'S CHRISTMAS 'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone,in a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give,and to see just who in this little house lived. As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see,No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No Stockings by mantle, just boots filled with sand,On the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kinds,A sobering thought came through my mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary, The home of a soldier, I could now see clearly. The soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone,Curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, the room in such disorder,Not how I picture a United States Soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read?Curled up on a poncho, the floor for a bed? I realized the families that I saw this night,owed their lives to these soldiers who were willing to fight. So

Miss Giachetti
So this is my very first fu-blog ladies and gentlemen! I think I am going to try and start posting blogs every few days and ramble on about my silly life. Sometimes these blogs can be therapeutic so thats what I am hoping for. Just to get you up to speed I've been going through quite a bit this past year. Now I'm not whining and complaining, I know everyone has their problems. I just want to talk about it, to get it off my chest for a few minutes ya know? So here goes... In January I lost my dad, he was my best friend. One of the hardest things I've been through yet. I seperated from my husband in June, after finding out his entire family is completly horrible to him, I honestly believe they are going to keep going until they kill him. I've had 3 major surgeries so far, which have not been fun... I was diagnosed with Stage one Chronic Kidney Disease, PCOS, Bertolottis syndrome (which is a spinal birth defect, will explain more later) my cardiologist tells me I am very boarder line CHF,

9-11
10 Years ago I missed being in the tragedy of 9-11 by 1 day, i was visiting my parents in PA and flew back home to FL on 9-10-01. I am thankful that my son who was only 9 months old at the time and I were home safe when I saw the events unfolding on tv. I thank god everyday for my son being alive. Sadly this was not true for so many men and women inside the buildings in NY and The Pentagon as well as in the air in PA. So many lives changed that day police, firefighters, every day people. So many people gave their lives to help save others. Today is a day of reflection of what could have been and what was. Everyone needs to show support for all of those who were affected by that day. and remember to be thankful to whom every you worship that you are still alive and with your family. Be glad you have your loved ones and parents. becasue so many lost husbands, wives, children and parents that day.

Best Slave Traing Site
Hello. i am daredude861, and yes i am a slave. Hehe.It has always been my opinion that slaves, regardless of position, should still have basic rights. After searching around i've found that much of the s/M community agrees ;)Many (or at least some) of you, i'm sure, have no idea what these rights are/should be. That's why i'm here! So i present to you... a list of what (i think) make up the basic slave rights. Feel free to question any of them or add more. After all, the s/M community IS constantly changing, and i love to hear opinions! i personally will gladly provide reasoning to any of these rights should it be asked for.1. A slave has the right to set limits, and to have those limits respected.2. A slave has the right to (some) privacy, such as family/work/other real-life issues.3. A slave has the right to ask things of his/her Mistress/Master, and to have his/her request be heard.4. A slave has the right to ask his/her Mistress/Master to contribute an equal amount to the relations

I Can't Help But Wonder
Last night was about, as hard as it gets. The more I ignored it, the harder it hit. As I lied all alone, upon my bed. Thoughts of you, ran through my head. Eyes wide open, I just couldn't sleep. The feeling was too intense, ran too deep. Back and forth, tossing and turning. Heart pounding, body burning. I asked myself, if you were the one keeping me awake. If you feel like I do? Does your heart ache? I can’t help but wonder. I only wish I knew. If you were lying there, thinking of me too.

Why Do Ppl Hurt Others?
Do you wonder why people you used to be in love with or not in love with or still are or involved with will lie to your face when you know the truth? And then try to cover it up.... That happened to me way too many times to count and promises keep on getting broken in front of my face...And the person can't understand why I can't trust or know when they are telling the truth. Then the person gets pissed at me for confronting the person about it. Yes, it just happened to me very recently again...the lie was first then cover up after and durning that the promise was broken!

God Bless America
God Bless America !MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL PLEASE READ TO THE VERY END, IT IS BEAUTIFUL!!!'MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL' You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK..I am ready to go.' I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. 'I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 years!' I said. 'Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now.' I was at the base of the building with the Priest ministering to the injured and devastated souls. I took him home to tend

I Was Here? & Remember How?
I was building power line South of Pueblo, CO! In the middle of nowhere, not knowing, unsure! 5 men drove to town so we could get more information! 5 men with teared silence drove back to the job! Lost, angry, daZed, confused we complete our work! In honor of, in hope of, for the love of those fallen and those who continued working, they had a job to do! God bless the USA!! FuSalute I honor those who died......lived..... by Remembering....Everyday!! xxxXXX GTRplayerz Rok Ur Sokz Off!! XXXxxx

How I See Myself As A Person
I must put aside my ego. No matter how special, extraordinary, and unique I’d like to think I am, who I am is really a reflection of many other things put together. Numerous parts of different jigsaw puzzles pieced together to form a new picture. Vital pieces of whose absences would have made another person, not the one I am. I always say I’m different. Never quite what people expect on a first impression. One friend said she thought I was a nerd before she knew me. Another one was surprised to find out that I listen to rock music while studying. And there were still some others who didn’t know I had a few loose screws in my head until they found themselves laughing at my jokes and then realizing that I was capable of conceiving out-of-this-world ideas. There’s so much more to me than meets the eye, and I don’t expect to run out of surprises very soon. I have assimilated from the different people who have influenced my life Each layer is not a mask, but a

Nfl Picks Of The Week!
Hey there, sexy people! King Jeremy again with my Week 3 NFL predictions! I'm 11-5 in Week 2 and 18-14 overall this season. Here now are my predictions to win this week: New England @ Buffalo: New England San Francisco @ Cincinnati: San Francisco Miami @ Cleveland: Cleveland Denver @ Tennessee: Tennessee Detroit @ Minnesota: Detroit Houston @ New Orleans: New Orleans NY Giants @ Philadelphia: Philadelphia Jacksonville @ Carolina: Carolina Kansas City @ San Diego: San Diego NY Jets @ Oakland: NY Jets Baltimore @ St. Louis: Baltimore Arizona @ Seattle: Arizona Atlanta @ Tampa Bay: Atlanta Green Bay @ Chicago: Green Bay Pittsburgh @ Indianapolis: Pittsburgh (ESPN Monday Night Football) Washington @ Dallas: Dallas Hey everybody, it's King Jeremy again with my Week 2 NFL predictions! Let's hope I do better this week than I did wit

In Memory Of...
September 11th 2001 was a sad day indeed. On the anniversary of this tragic day, my thoughts are not with the American troops currently serving in hostile territory overseas...even though my oldest nephew is among the U.S. Marines currently in Afghanistan. My thoughts go to the people who lost their lives. My thoughts are with the families left behind. My thoughts are with those who risked, and in many cases gave, their lives that day so that someone else may live. I don't view 9/11 as a day America suffered. I view it as a day that all of humanity suffered a great loss. It wasn't just Americans who died that day. It wasn't just American children who lost a mother and/or father. Most anyone with a heart felt the pain as we watched the footage of that tragic day. Most of us felt the loss as more broken and lifeless bodies were pulled from the rubble. So, instead of talk of making 9/11 a national holiday, let's make it a day we thank those who selflessly give of themselves eve

Never Forget 9/11
‎10 Years ago this Sunday our nation seen a horrible day the worst since Pearl Harbor . 2,977 souls were lost at the World Trade Center ,The Pentagon and Heroes from Flight 93 . every year since then we morn the lost and with that number it grows as well because of our brave men and women of our Armed forces who seen a wrong and fought to make it right. in this past year we lost Seal Team 6 the team that got the mad man behind it all. so this Sunday i ask to make your status of thoughts and prayers for all the victims and their family's because no matter we are all victims of 9/11 . Thank You and god bless

My Stuff
These lyrics ring so true for me...If i could sleep threw this month i would. Summer has come and passedThe innocent can never lastwake me up when September endslike my father's come to passFive years has gone so fastwake me up when September endshere comes the rain againfalling from the starsdrenched in my pain againbecoming who we areas my memory restsbut never forgets what I lostwake me up when September endssummer has come and passedthe innocent can never lastwake me up when September endsring out the bells againlike we did when spring beganwake me up when September endshere comes the rain againfalling from the starsdrenched in my pain againbecoming who we areas my memory restsbut never forgets what I lostwake me up when September endsSummer has come and passedThe innocent can never lastwake me up when September endslike my father's come to pass5 years has gone so fastwake me up when September endswake me up when September endswake me up when September ends She had been home f

My Poetry
I'M THE WOMAN DOWN THE STREET I'M THE DRUGS IN WHICH YOU SEEK I'M THE PLEASURE AMONG THE WEAK I'M HERE TO PULL YOU DOWN I HATE ALL THATS CRUEL AND KIND I HATE ALL THATS DEAD IN MY MIND I HATE WHAT YOU THINK IS ME I HATE THE PERSON IN ME I SEE I WANT TO FUCK YOU UP I WANT TO TEAR YOU DOWN I WANT TO DRINK FROM YOUR CUP

Interesting
------Jocks vs Nerds----Michael Jordan having "retired," with $40 million in endorsements, makes $178,100 a day, working or not.If he sleeps 7 hours a night, he makes $52,000 every night while visions of sugarplums dance in his head.If he goes to see a movie, it'll cost him $7.00, but he'll make $18,550 while he's there.If he decides to have a 5-minute egg, he'll make $618 while boiling it.He makes $7,415/hr more than minimum wage.He'll make $3,710 while watching each episode of Friends.If he wanted to save up for a new Acura NSX ($90,000) it would take him a whole 12 hours.If someone were to hand him his salary and endorsement money, they would have to do it at the rate of $2.00 every second.He'll probably pay around $200 for a nice round of golf, but will be reimbursed $33,390 for that round.Assuming he puts the federal maximum of 15% of his income into a tax deferred account (401k), his contributions will hit the federal cap of $9500 at 8:30 a.m. on January 1st.If you were given a p

Remembering 9/11- The 10th Anniversary
Everybody with a little age on them remembers September 11, 2001. It is etched in our memories and should be forever. It is a part of our history like the day the Japanese attacked Pearl Harbor or the day Oswald shot JFK. You will always be able to remember what you were doing when you first heard the news. I remember 9/11 very well. It started like any other day. Then I heard the news of a plane hitting one of the Twin Towers. I turned on the television. I watched the smoke rolling from the top of the building and was dumb-struck as I saw a second plane hit the other building, the explosion going through out the majestic giant. I realized that, while the first collision may have been an accident, the second could only be an attack. I thought of the people trapped in the upper stories of those buildings. I remember seeing the brave men and women of the NYPD and FDNY running toward the buildings, even as everyone else was running away from them. I felt a deep loss as the buildings f

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Five Expressions Of Love....
Expressions of love: They can make or break relationships. How do we know we're expressing love? One way I have found that makes sense is the five love languages. They are each specific, and can be very deep in meaning, depending on which language is spoken. Words of Affirmation ~ Actions don’t always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, “I love you,” are important—hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten. Quality Time ~ In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, “I love you,” like giving your full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the

Woooow...
I was choppin' it up with this young cat Mario at work today. Mario is a cool young mexican cat that I work with. He's always asking me to freestyle for him and listen to him rap. So today, I freestyled for him about whatever was going on at work and he did the same. After going back and forth in a lil cypher, he looked at me and asked me, "Why do you rhyme???" He said, "I mean, you're probably never gonna get signed. You're never gonna get famous. Even though you're probably one of the best freestylers out, the world will probably never know your name or that you are as good as you are." Without even thinking about it, I smiled at him and replied, "You do!!!"

Took Like 5 Minutes
Just some facts: 1) No one will ever have to pay to be in my family. "Big fuckin' deal," you're thinking, but it means a bit to me. People who are in my family are there because they're good people, and can hold their side of a convo without getting too goddamned emo. For that matter, no one will ever have to pay me anything for anything, unless I fuckin lent you money. :P 2) I will never pay for NSFW through bling packs, fubucks, or whatever. It doesn't matter at all to me whether or not you even HAVE them, and there are plenty of naked pics on the web for free even if I do get the urge. There are two job groups that get paid to be seen naked: strippers and prostitutes. Think about that one. 3) This brings me to the next bit, a pet peeve if you will. If you are considering being one of those types that will be constantly asking for bling, bling credits, bling packs, and other things that cost OTHER people money, kindly fuck off. You know you're asking people to buy you small

My Life Has Begun
I was sitting outside on my lunch break today, and thinking a bit on where my life had gone after all these years. Then I thought about the day that my son Devin was born, a little more than a year ago. It made me realize on that special day... my life had just begun.

Godmode
What I am about to write I have 110% support from my family and some has been able to doante credits to it, so this isn't just from me. It's from us. ( I still looking for credits, so if you are selling or even want to donate will be very much appreciated) I want to run a Godmode but this one will be run different. My family has agreed that for this one I can remove them and add active service men/women that are over seas fighting for us. They don't get a lot of time to be on here, plus there lack of sleep. This is just a small token to say thank you to the men and women, and hopefully it will help them some with points, level, what ever it is they need on Fubar. If you know of someone who should be in my family for that day please send me a link or them to add me with a little note so i know... I am also going to give my points away to one of them (it will be hard choice wish I could give it to all of them), so I get nothing out of this except saying thank you and m

Hot Boys
want to learn more about myself of course you do all the young boys are hot but the one that i want is for my sister carla is a boy that dresses like a hot boy with those hats and baggie pants and he's born in sanbernardino

And Then?
Fuck your personal opinion when you are single too. Fuck your mental thinking when you need medication too. Fuck your other relationships, everyone is to blame. Fuck your friends that are my friends too. You lied to them and made them believe you! BUT I am the ONLY one that knows you! Fuck your true colors, they are black and stone. Fuck your real name. Your drinking problem, Your hate for people when you dont care about your self. Fuck the idea of me ever coming back. Fuck the idea that I was even there. Fuck the idea of fucking you when the only thing you did was make me a toy, your puppet..your queen for the day. So yeah..Fuck you!

Whatever It Takes
When your world, crashes and burns. And you feel, you have nowhere to turn. Out of nowhere, comes something bright. You see the beauty, follow the light. Let it surround you, soak it all in. Feel it's beauty, within. Remember the laughter, the smiles and dreams. No matter how hopeless, everything seems. Let those memories, be your guide. To bringing that spark, back to life. Don't fall into darkness, grief and despair. Remember the days, when they were there. Remember the words, so soft and sweet. The looks and promises, we didn't sometimes keep. The thought behind them, is what matters the most. Remember those times, when they were close. Regardless of where, you may be now. There was a time, they reached you somehow. Let that real spark, shine bright and true. Whatever it takes, to be the real you.

Why Me
As everyone knows, I am a pretty laid back girl. I like to have fun and flirt but I mean no harm. I never ask for anything for family adds or to see my pics, Most of the time I open them for friends anyways. Anyways, last night I asked this girl what it costs to see her NSFW. Was an innocent question so I thought. Anyway her husband, DEVILMAN, comes to my page and starts calling me a fake. He seen my salute that my gf Reeny made and said it was clearly a fake and that I was too. He just wouldn't stop so I blocked him. So he goes to the support lounge and reports me as a fake. Said that it was obvious I was fake. Why do guys have to be crybabies? Anyway, I am not here to be called a fake and I will prove it when I get my camera back. I am a good person and don't want enemies at any point in life but this crybaby has upset me in a big way and I just need to vent.

Fubar Ignorance
So I have decided that it was time to post a blog about all the jackass men on here that come to my page. It is all over my page and in my name that I am married. Yet ignorant men come to my SB and ask me disrespectful stuff like this constantly. Do have panties on? Do you shave or trim your pussy? These men are the reason we that respect ourselves must stand up and not tolerate it. Until next time it happens have fun and respect us women...

Adult Dating
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Angelshopping
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Womens North Face Jackets
In my homeland of Europe they are seriously popular for obvious reasons. Generally you can get a wide range of different styles involved with winter jackets. Being man I really love to dress in big parka layers because We wearing the quality issue guy's winter peacoat cardio and I loathed them. Throughout Canada now we have absolutely the a whole lot worse winters imagine, and i paid my life insurance coverage North Face Jackets here. Though when I started out working, like many men, I actually wore these shitty little winter time coats (provided you can call them the fact that), which were maybe even the worst outdoor jackets you could think of wearing when it comes to the 30 below-zero climatic conditions.So I lastly invested in the right coat, some North Face parka jacket pertaining to $500. I thought of as the famous Nova scotia Goose brand, they're insanely common now still way too costly and a little bulky to get my preference. I like a lot of colour from coats. dark-

Grow Up Or Die....
I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off. I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,in secret, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that never bloomsbut carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;so I love you because I know no other waythan this: where you do not exist, nor I,so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep. Thinking of you Tom The universe is expanding as I write this. At some point the universe will collapse in on itself, then expand again. When the universe expands again everything as we kn

For My Biker Friends And Those That Are Naive
I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.But you didn't see me playing santa in the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant.But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out of the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children.But you didn't see me when I took time off of work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair.But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves tothose that had none. I saw you lo

My Recipes
Marijuana Cookies Green Chocolate Chip Cookies 1. Melt 1lb butter or margarine in double boiler, add 1/2 to 1 oz ground marijuana leaf or 2 – 6 grams of seedless flower and cook covered on low heat for 20 mins (be careful not to burn mixture) 2. Pour the marijuana butter mixture into a large bowl. Add 1 cup white sugar and mix well with an electric mixer. 3. Add 1lb brown sugar and mix well. 4. Beat 5 eggs well and mix into sugar mixture and mix thoroughly, 5. Sift 3 1/2 cups of flour, 2 tsp of baking powder and 1 tsp salt together, then add to egg/sugar mixture and mix with a large spoon by hand until well blended, 6. Blend in 2 12-oz packages of chocolate chips. Mixture will be thick. 7. Bake in oven pre-heated to 375 degrees for 10-12 mins.

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Oh Just Feelings
I REALLY.. NEVER RELIZED HOW LUCKY I WAS TO HAVE THE MAN AND HAVE THE THINGS I HAVE IN LIFE TILL I STEP BACK AND LOOK AT WHERE I USED TO BE AND I AM REALLY.. BLESSED TO HAVE THE MAN IN MY LIFE THAT I HAVE.. HE HAS MADE ME SEE ALOT OF THINGS AND MADE ME SEE THINGS DIFF.. LIKE I SHOULD.. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND LIFE WITHOUT HIM I NEVER WANT TO THANK OF.. I LOVE YOU BABY.. WITH ALL MY HEAT AND SOUL.. YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING BABY.. ALWAYS.AND FOREVER

Suggarfoot
I figured out the game at Outpersonals. I loaded my blog with comments. It was mind numbing by the time I moved "Suggarfoot" to third place. I don't think blogs are as popular at Fubar as on the other sites but the game here is even more agressive than any 'blog war'. Sides don't seem to be so obvious. As long as you click on things you get rewarded here. Some of us figured out the game fast. I noticed we(from lifeout) have levelled higher than some who've been here over a year. Also our blogs seem to be hidden away. This mindless popularity point game is addictive but it's good to connect on a more personal level through dialogs. If anyone reads this please say "Hi' just so I know I've been read :) Movies

Where I Am Right Now
Anyone can tell you, you're beautiful, and boost your ego. It's funny how total strangers can spell out in detail exactly what they would like to do to you, knowing there is a screen separating the two of you. But, when there is real emotion involved that goes beyond the screen, that you can feel regardless if you are online or not, that's when it matters. It gets you thinking, and wondering, making plans, making changes. Then it comes to a stand still, and you try to reach out, hang onto their every word, while wondering what happened. It sometimes causes you to react in certain ways you wouldn't normally, just desiring their attention and love like it was before. I don't know which is worse, my actions, or constantly questioning what made that change.I felt something was different, and I was hurting, and didn't understand why that was. I have NEVER had anyone effect me the way this person did, and it hurts too bad to even try to describe. My heart feels like someone has ripped it out

Just Another Face
You're beautiful he said, amazing and pure. Knowing that wasn't me, for sure. I am well aware, of what I have always been. Although, I felt like so much more with him. Something worth having, priceless in-fact. And now those bright colors, have faded to black. I don't know how to deal, can't handle it at all. Knowing his opinion of me, is now so small. He is the one, that made it worth while. He brought a whole new meaning, to my smile. I didn't have to fake it, for once it was real. I never knew it was possible, for me to feel. Like a shining star, something unique. Now, I'm just another face. the wound is too deep. The one in my heart, cuts to the bone. This pain has knocked me, off of my thrown. For, I am nothing, once more. Just another face, behind a locked door.

Random Thoughts
Sometimes I wish you could open up and love me, the way I need to be.. maybe one day Sometimes I wonder if you could ever love me, and feel the way about me that I do you What would it take? What would I have to do? I know when we met, things went rather fast, things progressed quickly and I let myself fall Then things happened, beyond our control, and you had to go I ache to be in your arms, to hear your thoughts, to feel your lips pressed against mine just one more time ... but maybe one day I wish it could be us, I wish we could find a way to be together and makes things work. But there is a time and place and neither of us have reached that yet, maybe just maybe we can be together again Maybe just maybe you will find the love for me that you are needing, and maybe just maybe.... We can do all the things we dreamed about, talked about, and planned when we were together...... Maybe just maybe.....

Pride
Pride grabs ahold of you, holding you back. Feels like your heart, is under attack. So you push it away, toss it to the side. Although, a part of you has died. That other half of your soul, the half that made you stand out. Is gone now, causing your fire to burn out. That spark they brought back, the one you never knew you had. Is nothing but a dull light, leaving you empty and sad. You can feel what they do. They fight to keep you out. The pain the hurt, tears and doubt. Pride is a good thing, in any other case. But it is also, responsible for the tears on my face.

That's All That Matters
When someone you hold dear to you, takes it upon themselves to opening talk about you to other people, it hurts worse than I could ever describe. They say they love you, but there again, you get hit by comment made to other people that really make you question that. One person can really send your world crashing down around you. Come to me, talk to me, but no, they choose to go to other people and talk about me instead. Which is fine, but it does make it hard, especially when it's in front of your face, spelt out in black and white. I am NOT perfect....FAR from it...I don;t deny that...have NEVER denied that....my actions were inexcusable....and losing them hurts bad enough without having it rubbed in my face...that's okay tho..Imma big girl..I can suck it up....I've def...been through worse....They say get it out..say you're sorry...I am here for you....but they really mean...is here..let me knock you down a few more notches...make you feel just a little lower...they don't love me....

Just Blogging
Some people just take this fu shit wayyyyyyy too serious. I am on here for entertainment and nothing more. I mean what will happen will happen. BUT when people trip out cause ur now fu engaged, or wehn people get bent out of shape cause your not on as much as you once were... THAT IS RIDICULOUS! I am a real person, and I have a real life. Although I do appareciate my friends and fam on fu, there is only so much time I can spend on here. I work, school, and am a single mother to one wild 16 month old boy... I am lucky to find time to get on at all. If this is a problem for ya, DELETE ME! Feelings.... They are fucking scary. I have not had too many in a LONG LONG time. I have some now... They petrify me. I am so glad they are there. Yet sooooo sooo scared. I guess I am kind of used to the bad crap always happening to me. I am doing all that I can to be positive because somehow... I actually trust this. For once. I have never wanted for something or trusted in somet

Please Vote For My Band Produkt... Last Day To Vote!
Please vote and help get PRODUKT into the top 20... right now we're in 25th place! Voting ends today! =] Here's the link: http://www.indabamusic.com/opportunities/janes-addiction-remix-opportunity/submissions/72454

I'm A Fustalker?
So, I've never blogged before, but this is hilarious. I know fubar has it's share of complete fucking idiots, but this one might take the cake. DJscdaddyo...: you need to back off lacy. period. she's my girl. nuff said8:58pmTo DJscdaddyo...: um.....what did i say to her?8:58pmTo DJscdaddyo...: i wasn't hitting on her at all8:59pmDJscdaddyo...: all i'm gonna say is keep making bogus profs to harass her and you'll be looking at criminal charges asshole8:59pmDJscdaddyo...: period8:59pmTo DJscdaddyo...: DUDE, I'M NOT GONNA BOTHER HER, BECAUSE I NEVER DID BEFORE9:00pmDJscdaddyo...: ya well she's already reported your ass to fubar, and if you continue then you will face legal concequences..........and remember fubar logs ips for everyone that signs in9:00pmDJscdaddyo...: so back off9:00pmreplyDJscdaddyo...: period9:00pmTo DJscdaddyo...: dude....i swear to god man, i didn't do shit to her. wtf are you talking about? what is she telling you?9:01pmTo DJscdaddyo...: chill the fuck out. i'm not

Share V.s. Promoting Button In A Nsfw Lounge
SHARE BUTTON v. PROMOTE BUTTON http://fubar.com/share-button-v-promote-button/b336965-1133261 IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT PEOPLE ARE UP IN ARMS ABOUT THE WHOLE SHARE AND PROMOTE BUTTONS. THESE BUTTONS ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT. BUT YET PEOPLE STILL THINK THEY ARE THE SAME. IT IS SAID THAT YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE SHARE BUTTONS IN A NSFW LOUNGE AND IT IS AGAINST THE TOS OF FUBAR.COM WHICH IS TOTALLY CORRECT, BUT YOU ARE ALLOWED TO HAVE THE PROMOTE BUTTON IN A NSFW LOUNGE. THE PROMOTE BUTTON IS THE BEER MUG THAT YOU SEE IN YOUR LOUNGE WHEN YOU FIRST CREATE YOUR LOUNGE. YOU CAN CHANGE THE BEER MUG TO WHATEVER YOU WANT IT TO BE AS LONG IT FALLS INTO THE GUIDE LINES OF FUBAR.COM. IF YOU ARE WONDERING WHAT THESE BUTTONS LOOK LIKE HERE IS A PIC OF ALL THE BUTTONS: THE PICTURES OF THESE NEXT FOUR BUTTONS ARE NOT ALLOWED BECAUSE THESE FOUR BUTTONS ARE ASSOCIATED WITH UNDERAGE PEOPLE, WHICH FUBAR.COM ONLY ALLOWS PEOPLE 18YRS AND OLDER: THE NEXT PICTURE IF OF THE

Time Warp
So that fancy packing up there is a Kush Cake.. If none of you have tasted one of these before then this is the guide of my random-ness-ity. Where I work I get all new product line, cycling in and out and have the honor to be able to try this crap. This weird looking treat is a " relaxation brownie " which is suppose to have the same effect as weed for 2.99 plus tax. 100% Legal. I decided to try this psychedelic brownie with my co worker and lets just say they work in mysterious ways. At first we were giggly maybe because we thought we were daring and that we would get high off of nothing. Then you start feeling reallllllyyyy relaxed as if time is stopping. Now this is just my view on it, so if others have opinions by all means. We laughed for a few and got really goofy, and didnt know why. Anyways to end this story of nothing, we eventually read the label and the brownie contains Melatonin which is a drug used usually to cure insomnia or just a regular sleepy dru

Emma Readings
Life The most important thing I have learned in life is nothing is more important than being happy & having a sense of humor. Follow your dreams and your bliss always and no matter what anyone tells you and be sure to be happy along the way. Because happiness is not attained from achieving your goals, it's the fuel that propels you toward them! And there is too much serious shit in this world not to laugh at all of the absurdity of it! Such as the dynamics of sex and male to female relationships. Surely GOD has a twisted sense of humor to play this joke on us! Besides have you ever seen a platypus I rest my case! Don't think you know me from 1000 words on a page...this is only the tip of the iceberg, only one facet of me, the part I allow you to see at this particular moment in time. I need a man with a gentle smileI want a man who's sweet and kindI long for a man who's serious enoughTo discuss with me what life is aboutThe size of his biceps don't really matterNor the color and

Onlinesteve's Blog
I guess I am sort of in recovery of sorts. I don't drink that much anymore, partying sort of lost the fun back in the 80's I guess. I still like to catch a good college football game on a bigscreen tv with a cold brew, but it isn't the same thing as partying like a rock star. Of course, the darts are good no matter where they are...just look out when they start to fly!!! Anyhow, this is a great site so far, at least for me. It seems to give me a good alternative to getting ready just to go down to the local bar and spend a few hours. Plus, I can just hit the hay when I get tired without having to worry about driving home:) I have a lot of friends in Chicago and Michigan, but I don't get to get that direction as much any more, so this is a great way to sort of catch up on their lives and maybe share a virtual brew once in a while. I love the idea of sharing pictures once in a while with them. Maybe when i get a Harley I might be able to afford the gas to get there more often:) I sti

Whats Goin On?
what did i do today? well i was gettin ready to see a hott friend, then i heard a knock on the door.. my sister answered n i was then informed a women from child protective services was here to investigate me. one of MY EX FRIENDs reported that my house was filthy and i had the baby locked in the bedroom alone screaming while i did pot! LIES. i was then ordered to take a drug test imediatly. i couldnt pee with the lady starring at my crotch. i cant even go in the store. they treatid me lke a moron n a criminal. they stared down their noses at me and wer BITCHES. later found out my ex is tryin to get my daughter taken away from me. even tho the state wont let him have her either on account of him bein such a loser. this is a very small part of a very big picture

Love Is Patient
Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?Thou art more lovely and more temperate.Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,And summer's lease hath all too short a date.Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,And often is his gold complexion dimmed;And every fair from fair sometime declines,By chance, or nature's changing course untrimmed.But thy eternal summer shall not fadeNor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st;Nor shall death brag thou wand'rest in his shade,When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st,So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,So long lives this, and this gives life to thee. "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. 1 Corinthians 13:4"

I Caused My Own Tears
What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger they say. Well then I should be, Hercules these days. Because this pain I feel, that I caused myself. Is worse than any, I have ever felt. My parents, nope doesn't compare. Can't miss something, that was never there. The love and loss, I have suffered before. Doesn't come close, to this for sure. For, you were good, loved me strong. It is I, who was in the wrong. It's hard going through my day, without you near. But I understand it, I caused my own tears.

Just So You Know
I'm not looking for pity, just getting this out. Can't deal, and this is the only way I know how. Being in love is not my reward, it's my punishment. I fucked it up, my time to vent. About why, and how bad it hurts. Feeling as if, I'm face down in the dirt. At a dead end, not knowing what to do. I'm probably, looking like a fool to you. But that matters not, not important to me. I deserve worse, most likely. Without you, I feel so lost. My actions, were not worth the cost. So I guess it's time, for me to let you go. I love you the same, just so you know.

My Last Breath
Is there someone, you would lay your life down for? I would give my last breath, for just one more. Try, a shot, I know I fucked up. And saying I'm sorry, simply isn't enough. I was wrong, and I felt you slipping away. I was just trying to hold onto you, in my own way. I did things I'm not proud of, that caused more damage than good. I would change them in a second, if there was anyway I could. But this is me, acknowledging that fact. There isn't anything I wouldn't do, to just have you back. It only takes one look, and the tears start to flow. There's too much emotion involved, it continues to grow. No matter how much I try to convince myself, they are not there. I am reminded they are, with each and every stare. I can't make my hands, not visit your face. They have a mind of their own, visiting your space. One click after another, I can't disguise, the truth. I am very much, still in love with you.

Knowing It's Near
His opinion meant, everything to me. I was amazed by what his vision, allowed him to see. Me, no flaws, of any kind. Knowing that wasn't the case, in my mind. I have many, I hoped he wouldn't see. But he has, and now, I'm just not me. That spark he brought out, made shine bright. Has died out, nothing colorful in sight. Back to thinking the worse, knowing it is near. Just like it was before, he dried my tears.

Who's The Winner?
Seeing you around, hurts by itself. After the level of emotion, we felt. Fighting the urge, to just give in. Fearing the thought, of never having you again. Then pride takes it's place, and won't allow me to slip. My hands won't budge, tightening their grip. A phone call or message, is a sign of weakness I guess. But heartache is a sign of what? Can't figure out this mess. Regardless of who cracks first. Does anyone really win? It doesn't make you weak, to allow love back in.

Waiting
Trees wilted, leaves falling colored brown. No woodland creatures, running around. Just an endless pile, of brown and black. Walking, searching, for the colors to come back. The sky turns to grey, the sun is nowhere in sight. Dark, afraid, not a hint of light. Cold and alone, needing the heat. Nothing but ice, beneath my feet. Walking alone, isn't the best place to be. I'll just wait here, until you find your way back to me.

Blending In
A star lighting up the sky, flickering at night. As if it's got a heartbeat, full of light. The beat slows down, and you wonder why. What could cause this star, to cry? The night fades, and the star disappears. You wait for nightfall, but it isn't here. Where did it go? Why does it's light no longer burn? You anxiously wait, for it's return. Then one night, there it is. Although the shine it once had, does not exist. Sitting there motionless, never shining again. Surrounded by the rest, simply blending in.

Talking In Code
I felt it, before you were even gone. I knew it was coming, the feeling was too strong. You told me, that you spoke in code. I broke it, I read it, it showed. I took the blame, even though it was clear. What really, was going on here. I wasn't the only one, I feel like a fool. Threw myself out there, broke all of my own rules. It is easier to place the blame, on someone else. I didn't do that, it took it all myself. How could I have been wrong, from the start. I didn't think with my mind, I acted with my heart. Every beat was telling me, it was right. Now my tears, keep me up at night.

Things That Piss Me Off!
- liars - breaking promises - saying you are gonna do something and have no intention of doing it - being ignored - men who think that saying, "I'm hard and jacking off" is a pick up line, and worse, that it will actually work! - people who put up a profile picture that is deff not them - people who only put up pictures of themselves from 10 years ago - jealousy - most women - being treated like a possession - guys that think that you have nothing better to do than sit in front of the webcam for their own viewing pleasure - crack whore welfare moms - silence in lounges - my neighbors - the best friend's ex

Casey Anthony Hatred
Published: 15 July, 2011, 22:34 Casey Anthony (C) sits with her attorneys Cheney Mason (L) and Dorothy Clay Sims (AFP Photo / Getty Images) There could be a downside to looking a little bit too much like Casey Anthony, and an Oklahoma convenience store clerk can vouch that doubling as the doppelganger for the recently acquitted alleged baby killer isn’t all that it’s cracked up to be. And, as a result of her remarkable resemblance, Sammay Blackwell of Chouteau, OK can truthfully say that the only thing that is cracked up now is her pickup truck. Blackwell was working a shift at her shop a few days after the not guilty verdict came through when a suspicious woman walked into her store and eyeballed Blackwell. She says that customer Shireen Nally looked "strange, very suspicious" and, after meandering around the shop, told her that "You look like Casey Anthony.” Just like the trial itself, the story doesn’t end right there where it should. When Bl

It's Just What I Want.
Urban Dictionary: Heather-Beatiful, creative,smart,spontanious, girl who would be a good catch to bring home to mother. Who is down right sublime.-outgoing,happy,loud,fun,down to earth -an amazing friend and very sympthatic. good listener and gives good advice. you can usually trust them with anything. very sweet girl who is faithful but not innocent. cares very much about the person they love but just doesn't know how to show it. Not a whore but somehow tends to be amazing in bed. really knows how to seduce a guy and turn them on. beautiful face, cute, fun, and bubbly personality with a banging body. knows how to have fun, and is a little bit of a trouble maker!-buy heather mugs, tshirts and magnetsa BEAUTIFUL girl with the most ADORABLE voice that would simply make your day. her CUTE laughter would just leave you with a feeling that you can't describe, like the look of a rose, the smell of the rain, or the feeling of forever. -A sweet charming girl, who is very caring.An extermely go

Auction
It is time 4 me 2 host another auction! If u have never been in one of mine let me tell u how I do things...lol! I do auctions 4 fun & 2 help people out! I do not charge anything 2 enter! If u feel like giving me something once it is done then cool but I do not ask 4 anything! The name of this one is "Football Kick Off"! All guys & girls welcome! Here is what I need by Thursday if u want in: #1. A link 2 a pic of u (SFW but can be sexy if u want) #2. What NFL or NCAA team that is your fav #3. A list of what all u want 2 offer That's all I need! The auction will start Saturday September 17th & will end on Friday September 23rd! If u need help on what 2 offer just message me! Thanks, Chris =)

Love.
Love, many people wonder what this is, some dont even get to have it in thier lives. there are a few lucky ones in the world that get to experience it. lucky bastards i have to say. I thought i had it but it just turned out to be fake inside and out.

Jealousy
Jealousy is my weakness.Jealousy is like a disease that your body is immune to..no matter how hard you try to make it dissapear it's there crawling under your skin,eating away at you destroying all close relationships.You don't mean to do it,but it happens and you think what the hell did I just do?why am I demolishing those that are closest to me?Why do that to someone who is there for you everyday putting up with your bs?All those ridiculous assumptions and accusations,is it really worth it in the end?My answer to that question is no.You will greatly pay for it in the end.Pleasse do not do this to someone you really love and care about if this is something you are currently going through.Save the friendship/relationship while you still can.I have lost someone I truely love to death,in fact out of all my years this person is my real first true love.It eats away at me everyday killing me inside.Wishing I would have listened n stopped it when he was trying,pouring his soul n heart to me

Fubar
Another Fubar Peeve!!!! Guys who buy themselves bling. Wtf is this. These guys are true futards! I can see women doing it but a dude, cmon! Shows true window licking skills! 10. The players, Men and Women! 09. The fubar groups. These are just 1 members way of getting points from using all its members! 08. Guys that think they are Gods gift to women. 07. Fubar Fakes. You know the ones that have fake pictures and say it is them when you can clearly tell its not. 06. Cool cats. The ones that have cigs hanging out of their mouths or in hands. Smoking is so not kewl anymore so grow up... 05. Hardbodied douchebags. These are the guys that think they are kewl by flexing, ripping their shirts, showing there bare shit as profile pics. Who the fuck cares dude. Get a life. 04. Fuck you pics. These are the ones where they fly the bird, Wow you are so kewl doing this. Guess you just want everone knowing its your birthday. Please take a long walk off a short peir. Thank you! 03. The fubar W

Demons Desires
I looked at her funny and laughed “There is not darkness around me, only the joy. I hold no ill will toward anybody.” The other girls all made a purchase from the woman while I continued to walk around and look at the other exhibits, as I walked around my eyes kept darting back to the statue and wondering what it would have been like to have been seduced by the demon. As I stood there near the other statues waiting for the girls to finish up, my mind started to drift to another time, a time when demons roamed the earth freely, under the cover of darkness, and seduced women, and had half human half demon children. I could see it clearly it was as if I were standing there watching a woman getting raped by a horde of demons, and as she screamed for help the men from her village turned and walked away. I heard one man say, if we give them one virgin a year they leave the others alone and our village prospers for the next year. I was lost in this waking dream

Love And Lust
Each shall have a room, as they are distinctAs love is blind, lust has eyes wide open for its gamesAs love is day, lust is the night at the barAs love speaks the truth, lust can just lay silent looking for the tasty frothLove need not be beautiful but lust makes it a requisiteLove may abstain, but lust cannotBy its nature it thrives in banquetsLove is pure but lust goes to mud in all wild wrestling for what it desiresI can love you without lustBut you may not like it after allI love and lust youAnd in youLove and lust shallHold hands, kiss tight, hiss all the nightLove and lustThe two becoming oneTo both of usSo this union may lastThis communion of souls.

Don't Understand
I don't think I will ever understand how people can think I'm so many different ethnicities, for exp a guy at the store today approached me and asked if I was Asian? I was like...WHAT? NO, Sir I'm Mexican and then it was like I had said a foul thing cause he quickly shrivaled up his nose and stormed off...WTF, IS UP WITH THAT?!

Just For You...
You may not be… By Craig Wilhelm 9/6/2011 You may not be a super-model, But you’re still beautiful to me. You may not be a dentist, But I love your smile. You may not be a doctor or a nurse, But I love how you truly care about people. You may not be a comedian, But I love how you make me laugh. You may not be a rock star, But I love your voice. You may not be a teacher, But I love the things you teach me. You may not be many things to many people, But I love how you are everything that I need.

Whats Up
As some of you know and most don't I am having major issues in the RL. As of Halloween I will be homeless and have no clue what i am going to do. I thought I had a plan but it didnt work out so I am back to square one screwed. I will try to keep up with everyone as best i can love you all

Poem: No One's Home
Curled up on the floor Tears streaming down my face All I think is how did it end up like this? No ones home and I wonder, Will they ever find me? I feel so lost and lonely I hug my knees to my chest, Waiting for the pain to go away And for the tears to stop flowing I don’t want to be here anymore But there’s no where else to go There is no escape from myself And there’s no one left to help me There’s no one left at all No one left but me

Just Saying
Over this year that has passed as well as many before, I have came to relize that time has changed us all ..a little more scorn a little less loving ,As i listen to to where are you christmas from faith hill i cant help but cry just a lil , not because im sad but because i feel it so strongly Why as adults do we forget the carefree person we once were ... can we ever really return to innocence as 2012 approches , the mayans predicted a new enlightment , my hope is that maybe just maybe me and my loved ones rather its friends fam etc..I wish this for u all as well can try to find that innocence we once had .. as this holiday season rolls in lets all try to find that happy christmas ,or what ever your holiday is ... feeling the warmth the smiles the way eggnog on ur nose makes u giggle at u and ur friends enjoy ur season I HEART U ALL ....godbless bignico:hey there can i ask u something hey can i ask u something cutie can i ask u something cutie pie hey there c

Boomy Conest
Tonight at 8pm Central I will be holding a random drawing for a boomy. Rules 1. Once there is 30 people in the lounge Social Disorder http://fubar.com/lounge/80484 2. goto http://fubar.com/lounge/80484 and become a member 3. Be there at 8 pm Central time 9 east or 6 west 4. Must be present to win. Be there........

You Didnt See Me
I saw you when you looked at me in my bike gear and hugged your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra £10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other in town. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local kids disco. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the disaster relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for charity. I saw you, roll your eyes at my leather jacket and gloves. But,

The Companies
Hi everyone!! I know a lot of you have been listening to us here on Fubar.. If you like what you hear, you can buy our Debut Album "Keep Me In Mind" ALL over the world Online.. iTunes, Rhapsody, e-Music, Amazon MP3 etc. You can also request our song "Hold the Reigns" at your local Alternative Station.. Thanks for your support.. The Companies

This Is My World
So I started my own webpage last week, included a blog and am working on eventually turning it into my resume. If you want to check it out:www.williamdburke.com Added some theme stuff and working on it more and more, comments here would be appreciated.

Lee's Bloody Blog
This is my first ever blog. I was out shopping at the weekend when an arguement took place and it grabbed my attention. A young mum who i'd say was in her late teens was arguing with her mum who i knew, now i knew the daughter's mum and was shocked to hear the language that spilled from the daughter's mouth, so being the sort of geezer i am i went over to calm the situation. I was met with a barrage of abuse from this foul mouthed teen which shocked me rigid i can tell ya my first reaction was to sock her in the jaw but as i've never in my life raised my hand to a woman i walked away seething. The point i'm try to make is in my opinion kids have to much power over their elders and its time for parents to seize the power back. I can remember if i stepped out of line and spoke to my mum and dad in that manner put it this way i wouldn't be typing this now, my old man god rest him was as tough as old boots and had hands on him like shovels and a stare that could make a grown man wet himse

Men
Why do men think they have to lie. When you tell someone your interested in them act like it, show that person your interested not just say it in words. Actions speak louder then words. You have no idea how much that can hurt a person when they turely like you. I'm the type that my actions and words match.

Packers Movers Delhi
Delhi, the capital city of India, has emerged as a major hub of relocation and transportation industry with some reputable and experienced removal companies also called packers and movers or movers and packers. Such companies are offering comprehensive solution to all relocation needs such as residential relocation, commercial relocation, domestic shifting and international relocation. They are offering a variety of services to simplify the complicated process of relocation. Most Delhi moving companies provide full moving service (also called door to door packing & moving service) and self service move. Customers can opt for any one of both options according to their needs, preferences and budgets. Full moving service or door to door moving service includes all the basics services which are requisite for proper packing and transportation of household belongings from one place to another. It generally includes services like packing service, loading service, moving or transportation ser

Walking through the woodsin my Little red riding hoodon my way to your housetip toeing quiet as a mouse carrying with me a basket of goodscheese,crackers,and a bottle of winehot dumplings,spread of thighfor desert an even till of sweet cherry pie tucked under arm a worm,cozy blanketjust for you and I to lay as we sit to enjoya fine dinner ofword and play Now take care and read closefor now there is a picture on displayworth a thousand words written with much lesssaid to give you sweet dreamswhen you find the time for resttill then...good nigh and god bless I learned an old saying that went something like this... If there is ever something you truly love you must set it free it will one day return if it was ment to be but if it don't... then track it down and kill it before it grows for it could have never realy been true at all and there for was never truly meant to be in the first place you see... May be harsh but it came from a harsh place and time and some how h

Poems
He came and took me by the hand, up to a red rose tree, He kept His meaning to Himself, but gave a Rose to me I did not pray him to lay bare, the mystery to me, enough the rose was Heaven to smell, and His own face to see ~Ralph Hodgson I watch you from afar,wishing you were mine,wishing that is me with you having great times,wishing your arm was over my shoulder,wishing you would kiss me,wishing that other girl would dissapear,replacing her me,but sometimes that only happens to a lucky girl crushing on you behind your back,and Im hoping that girl is me When I close my eyes, I see youWhen I open them a raiser tear fallsWhen I’m restless, I’m thinking of youWhen I go to sleep, You’re there beside me…smilingWhen I wake up, I scream because you’re not thereIf you were MINE, I’d say I luv u and meen itif you we

Hell
HELL The following is an actual question given on a University Of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so 'profound' that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle 's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you a

This Sucks
OK I HAD A CERTAIN PERSON THAT WANTED TO DATE ME AND KNEW ME FOR A SHORT TIME. SHE SAID TO ME SHE SEEN ME AROUND AND THOUGHT I WAS VERY SWEET ......WELL I FOUND OUT SHE DOES THIS FOR FIRST IT IS ASKING YOU TO BUY HER BP AND STUFF CONSANTLY AND THEN GOES TO BIGGER THINGS LIKE ASKING YOU TO CO-SIGHN ON A VEHICAL AND STUFF. SHE GOES AFTER MILITARY GUYS A LOT AND IF YOU DO END UP IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH HER SHE WILL IGNORE YOU AND STUFF AND SO SHE CAN TALK TO OTHER GUYS TO GET THE SAME FROM THEM AS WELL. SHE IS A SCAMMER AND UP TO HURT PEOPLE SO IF YOU WANT MORE DETAILS JUST MESSAGE ME AND I WILL TELL YOU MORE ABOUT IT SO YOU WONT GET STUCK IN HER CIRCLE OF SCAMS.......THANKS EVERYONE i went to thehospital a couple of days ago and yikes they tell me i need my gallbladder removed i am gonna get a second opimion but just hearing it sucks OK I HAD A CERTAIN PERSON THAT WANTED TO DATE ME AND KNEW ME FOR A SHORT TIME. SHE SAID TO ME SHE SEEN ME AROUND AND THOUGHT I WAS VERY SWEET ......WELL I

New Songs
I finally found a lette that don't take shit like damn baby girl are you legit it was love from the first time we talked even though were miles apart you stole my heart right from the start now i'm feelin if i lose her i'd fall apart when we talk i get butterflys no lies and your right there when i close my eyes and to me baby girl this is a big suprise and that ain't no lie you make my legs weak baby can't you see baby girl maybe we were meant to be i don't know why my life always seems so negative like my life it's perminatly a fight and its not right yet i holdmy head up as much as i can but i don't help to be so hard on yourself especially when you got problems with your mental health and whats worse i been cursed since birth with hellishly good looks an people think they can read me like an open book but they can't which has them shook they all hate cause i'm everything they wanna be yet they can'tsee in my life i don't even wanna be me but i keep struggling day by day play b

Quotes,prayers,thoughts
It is not necessary to cry loudly to enable our prayers to reach the Lord. He is not far off. His unseen ears are everywhere. He knows the secrets of every heart and mind, and He can fulfil every desire. He dwells in every heart. He sees everything and knows our secrets feelings. The Lord hears even the footfall of an ant. Even the silent current of his thoughts reaches the other side. Cute Graphics

Delete Yourself
in the night, the moon so bright the trees slowly sway the first hint of light, a lover heald tight the promise of the day the springtime flowers, the april showers anew year will begin the frozen pond, the leaves have gone all things must have an end do i dare stop,stop, sing and smile and seize the precarious day or be now old cold and bitter and slowly waste away the mind wwanders away from me, i search but nothing is there. why, i ask, is there no one for me to love? i get no reply. am i not worthy of a lover, only worthy of a lyer? can i not be what someone needs me to be. NO, i am better than the rest of them, and yet, i still stand alone, not so much in the dark, but in the shallow waters of the life that i failed to live. i miss them so much i can no longer feel normal pain, but i can feel the void of a life lost. so, with that being said, i leave this mind and find another place to run and hide. inside myself, i hide. there is a fine line between life and existamce.

Had To Share
I am a military girlfriend. I hold no formal recognition with the powers that be I am at the bottom of the chain. I hold no Military ID card; I am not a dependent or a parent. The man I love may face unspeakable dangers and I am at the mercy of those who possess this recognition for news. I understand this and accept this. I have promised to be here for him upon his return no matter how long he is away. They may say I am insane for making such a commitment, but I hold onto our promises and have faith that he will come home safe. I know well that my love for him fuels him in the worst of times. There is no ring on my finger to symbolize our commitment, though I love him no less for it. I hope every day that he will be able to call because a simple 30-second phone call can bring the greatest spectrum of emotions smiling with tears in my eyes from so much joy and pain. My relationship is based on a brief communication where I love you and I’m okay speaks more than volumes and give

Tiffany Lim
i love going to office but why is it so tiring like .. i cant wake up from bed .. maybe i'm just feelin like i'm no longer excited going to office .. cause i just don't like what i see or the people .. i'm talking with .. i hope to .. enjoy this again ..

Arizona;meet The Cps Bunker
It seemed a reasonable enough question. A four-month-old baby is found not breathing and near death, according to Chandler police. Baby Josephine suffers 14 broken bones, bruises all over her face and a cigarette burn to her arm. All this, while she is in the custody of a “safety monitor,” a woman entrusted with the infant's care by Child Protective Services. So, as I said, it seemed reasonable to ask why CPS put the baby with this woman and what steps the agency took to ensure the baby would be safe — back before she became a punching bag and an ash tray. Public: Meet bunker. “Your request for public records in this matter is respectfully declined,” wrote Todd Stone, public records request coordinator for the Department of Economic Security, which oversees CPS. To understand how outrageous the DES response is, you have to go back to 2007 when three Tucson children died on CPS's watch. While CPS was busy sweeping the story under its well-worn

My Skype
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Test Drive
First blog on Fubar and just as I start, I ask myself do I really want to do this? A part of me has wanted to refrain from putting too much of myself out there to individuals at this network, because there's a lot of things about this forum that seems a little trivial to me and a lot disingenous. A social setting, cast as though it's in a bar, a place for adults to meet and talk and even have things like FuMarriage and have owners, etc. There's also the pretentiousness of some with all of the photos they have to take or things they have to do with cams and other "requests" to gain attention. There's also moments were it seems like a bunch of people are just trying to say each others names and as though they know each other, yet they rarely say much if anything at all to one and other. I spend myself watching the conversations at times more than participating in them because I'm more of a topic conversationist or enjoy a debate than I do just saying hello and what's up. Most of it doesn

Mens Health Issues
What are symptoms of low testosterone in men? Men usually first notice signs of low testosterone when life begins to slow down and you perceive a significant drop in your overall energy level, most commonly worse at night than any other time. As testosterone levels drop, more severe symptoms emerge, such as a drop-off in sexual appetite, lagging sexual performance, general malaise as well as a slightly more flaccid erection. In severe cases of very low testosterone, men experience noticeable shrinking in height and the complete loss of the ability to reach a full erection. If you are experiencing any of these symptoms you may want to visit your general care physician or a urology specialist to be sure that testosterone low is truly the cause of your situation. After your doctor rules out any health concerns, there are plenty of testosterone boosters available via naturopathic, homeopathic, as well as conventional medicinal treatments. Once you begin any of your chosen treatment pl

Poetry
Majestic azure area You are walking your wavy reflections Your white hair twirling in the wind Your languishing sighs have a relaxing feeling Your great age cannot be revealed But your strength always renewed Carries fishermen, soldiers or merchants How many women have you left in torment? Untamed Queen, your praises are sung By troubadours your stories are narrated Of fearless men, lovers or insolents Whom like me fell in love of your fiery heart Such as lost spirits Joining to the pit of Hell Walking to a life of misery Wander our bruised and naked souls I miss your smile Your pain tears me apart Each minute gets worse And destroy my gipsy soul In my infinite sorrow I envy the condemned to death Who knows the outcome of his fate Henceforth my life is a long agony

9.2.11
I try to listen and care, and I get screwed. I try to be playful, and I get screwed. I try to support, and I get screwed. I try to give to make others happy, and I get screwed. I'm tired of being screwed.

Years Of....
Years Of... Years of being told you aren't going to amount to nothing. Years of changing homes and schools, Years of drugs and alcohol, Years of being used and abused Years of feeling like you are alone and no one cares, Years of feeling worthless, Years of a child cutting for pure satisfaction, Years of a child cutting to find some control in their life, Years of thinking about ending your life, Years of this results in... A child picking up a razor/knife, A child laying the razor/knife against her/his arm, A child pushing that razor/knife deep into their skin, A child slitting their wrist b/c there is no other way, A lifeless body laying in a puddle of blood, Family and Friends screaming at the top of their lungs, Mom/Dad saying "call 911, we need an ambulance" Mom/Dad putting pressure on the wounds, scared nothing will help, Hearing ambulance sirens in the distance, Watching the ambulance pull up and EMT's jump out the rig, EMT's yelling "give us some room pleas

A Better Understanding Of Aplastic Anemia
Dealing with aplastic anemia on a daily basis, really has it's effects. You say anemia, and people think, no big deal. However, that couldn't be further from the truth. There are certain medications the doctors can prescribe that MAY stimulate your bone marrow in order to produce more blood cells, but once the mmedication stop working.next comes Chemo until you can find a marrow donor. Weekly doctor visits, constantly being told that there is nothing more they can do. Then they talk about stem cell transplant. Which requires a lengthy hospital stay to try and rebuild your bone marrow with stem cells from a donor. The stem cell transplant doesn't come into play until after you have been subjected to radiation and chemo. The objective is to inject the healthy cells directly into your blood stream, and pray they will migrate to your bone marrow, ultimately generating new blood cells. Of course the physicians think that mmedication is the key to everything, and will prescribe you with new

Jerks
It is not very often i get offended or worse pissed off......i deal with stupid pretty much everyday, it is nothing new to me. but recently i have noticed that i send a gift to a few people and i got downrated and blocked. but yet they can say or send whatever they want. i try to be the nice girl and play along but no more. if u are offended by what i say or do or send please feel free to delete me. but i promise u calling me names will not get u ay closer to being the big shit u think u are. My life was fine before u walked in it and i will survive with u not there. your choice assholes. ( not meant for everyone just the jerks that seem to never know when enough is enough)

Love....
It’s a safe bet that more words about love have been written, spoken and sung than about any other subject. From the basic and true statement about giving love and getting that much or more in return, to the great words about love that comes from the heart, we talk about and think about this subject a lot! We also know that love hurts sometimes. We can be hurt by love that is not returned in kind. We can be hurt by love that is taken for granted. We can be crushed by love when the one we love is taken away. But it is up to us to always remember that love may be the only thing in our universe that is forever. We can’t touch it, we can’t see it, but it is certainly real. We can remind ourselves that there are different kinds of love. We love our children, we love our parents, we love our spouse – but all in slightly different ways. Yet none of the different kinds of love we feel is more important than any other kind. Enjoy these wonderful words on the subject of

Porky
Porky didn't need stitches. We have to give him shots twice a day for 10 days, pain meds for 3 days, and another oral med for I think 5 days. Most pet birds don't survive cat bites, Porky only has a 25 percent chance of surviving. It's been 1 day so far, and he looks good. He's eating, but he refused the food at the vet's office. He gets fruit blend along with Vita-Mix food. Picky SOB.

Another Beginning, Another Day
Another beginning, another Day Another beginning, another day Close my eyes until the world Fades away, my mind redeeming Only what others cannot see. Fall Fall Fall into the world. The world of my mind Where the children dance And there is only romance, No cold goodbyes, No lonely cries, Just time, time falling Falling Falling I call to you. Can you hear me? I am far away. I’m painting a picture, a picture Of you. Your eyes envelop my Heart, your sweet voice captures My soul. I imagine myself embracing you I imagine myself falling Falling Falling in love with you. Into the other world The world of my mind. Where all of the sadness of this World, it does not exist. One day as I enter my world, The world of my mind. Hold me tight as I feel myself Falling Falling Falling Forever in love with you by my side. Jay Williams 4/20/2011

What's What (#1)
WHAT'S WHAT ©2001 by MEDIA AND MIND, INC. ALL WRITES RESERVED. WHAT'S WHAT (an old joke, slightly reworked by Juan Vato Loco) "Well, son, next week you'll be starting first grade," his father said. "I don't want to go to school," he said, frowning. "Why do I have to?" "To find out what's what," his father answered authoritatively. "Okay," he commiserated reluctantly. And the next week he started first grade. A year later he and his father spoke again. "Well, son, this year you'll be going to second grade," his father announced. "I don't want to. I hate school," he pouted. "Why do I have to?" "To find out what's what," his father insisted. "Alright," he acquiesed. And that year he went to second grade. The following summer they had the same conversation. "Well, son, this year you go to third grade," his father droned. "I don't want to. School sucks," he spat. "You have to. It's the law. You have to find out what's what," his f

Hurricane Update
Hurricane Irene was apparantly "only" a tropical storm by the time it hit us in Connecticut. Here in southeastern CT, we didn't get too much damage. No damage to my home; just a couple of trees down. Unfortunately, there was quite a bit of damage to the local power and phone lines, and we didn't have phone service until yesterday, and power until earlier today. Thanks to our generator we did have running cold water and enough power to run our fridge. But I don't mind saying that I look forward to having a HOT shower tomorrow! LOL! i will say this. While you would expect it to take a certain amount of time for power to be restored after a hurricane, I have to commend CL&P for their incredible incompetence when it came to having enough workers to help fix all the expected problems from a major storm that we knew was coming for several days. And so with that, I'd like to say that CL&P can suck it! :P Much thanks to all who stopped by to rate and otherwise show love to my page whi

Redheads
Red hair is a woman's game.The harsh truth is, most red-haired men look like blondes who've spoiled from lack of refrigeration. They look like brown-haired men who've been composted out behind the barn. Yet that same pigmentation that on a man can resemble leaf mold or junkyard rust, a woman wears like a tiara of rubies.Not only are female redheads frequently lonely but theirs is a loveliness that suggests both lust and danger, pleasure and violence, and is, therefore, to the male of the species virtually irresistible. Red-Code Red-were the tresses of the original femme fatale.Of course, much of the "fatale" associated with redheads is illusory, a stereotypical projection on the part of sexually neurotic men. Plenty of redheads are as demure as rosebuds and as sweet as strawberry pie. However, the mere fact that they are perceived to be stormy, if not malicious, grants them a certain license and a certain power. It's as if bitchiness is their birthright. By virtue of thei

Nsfw Stories
He awoke covered in sweat, knowing what he had to do. He got out of bed and began to dress. His heart beating hard and fast, his palms sweaty, his legs feeling unsteady. The cool crispness of the night air felt good against his skin, the trees almost barren, the ground wet from the fall dew. The moon covered by drifting clouds made the shadows of the night dance as the music lead him towards his destiny. His fear mixed with anticipation, what was his soul leading him to? Would she be waiting, when he thought about her in physical form his heart picked up its pace. Had his mind played a trick on him, teasing him with what he needed and wanted so badly. But as he looked through the rod iron fencing, he gazed upon her beauty, cloaked in a shimmering black dress he could see the outline of her body, swaying to the music that she called towards her. The scent overtook him, he could not move, yet he had to get to her, but all he could do was watch her. seconds seemed like hours, all he could

Drama Queen
am so glad you thinkeverything is about you skank... but what ever as for the road go get tested.... cuz hes got creepys.... but then again you probably gave them to him... besides if that was so damn good you and hi would be together instead of with other ppl but hey you can try to piss me off all you want... but it doesnt really matter to me CUZ I AM A GUY U DUMB FUCKING FAT ASS>>>> MAYBE IF YOUR BRAINS WERE AS BIG AS YOUR ASS YOU WOULDNT BE A FUCKING RETARD ok well u have no respect for urself let alone anyone else. So snort that scumbag.... Every house you have lived in u leave trashed... Cant pay ur bills cuz ur drinking or sniffin ur monet... So the cell phone goes then cable hell u never pay a garbage bill you just toss it all over ur house or in the basement ooo dont forget the garage... And the snake road.... Dirty scambag maybe you should take your own advice... and get over it your damn self.. you have know idea whats going on.. and you can keep thinking that I am a chick bu

Life
First Day of School A lesson that should be taught in all schools. . and colleges also .. . ..Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren,a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock ,did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with thepermission of the school superintendent, the principal and the buildingsupervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom. When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were no desks. 'Ms. Cothren, where're our desks?' She replied, 'You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn theright to sit at a desk.' They thought, 'Well, maybe it's our grades.' 'No,' she said. 'Maybe it's our behavior.' She told them, 'No, it's not even your behavior.' And so, they came and went, the first period, second period, thirdperiod. Still no desks in the classroom. By early afternoon television news crews had started gathering inMs.Cothren's classroom to repor

Metal Meltdown At The Rickshaw Theatre
Metal Meltdown at The Rickshaw Theatre by Ace Lytem On Saturday Night,August 27 2011, The Rickshaw Theatre was buzzing with metal. It has been quite sometime since I saw a great metal band,on this night we were treated to not one, but four, amazing Vancouver Metal bands. I am not the kind of guy who gets easily impressed, but I must say,on this night, I was extremely impressed.This was one of those shows that just got better and more intense as the night went on.One certainly was not bored.If you thought metal was dead guess again,it has been resurrected and is alive and well in the town of Vancouver and in the province of BC. Snaggletooth,a just newly formed MotorHead tribute band warmed up a small but intimate crowd. The ass kicking started with these guys playing Iron Fist first and then some 30 or 40 minutes later ended with two of my favorite MotorHead songs Ace of Spades and Over Kill. I was never a huge Motorhead fan but I have always loved the raw sou

Vacation
I'LL BE ON VACATION STARTING NEXT WEEK ,WILL BE ON AND OFF ,SO PLZ COME SHOW THE LOVE TO ME AND MY FAMILY ..... HOPE EVERYBODY HAD A GREAT SUMMER , I'LL BE UP LOADING PIC FROM MY VACATION AND SHOW HOW MUCH FUN I HAD XOXOXO , MELISSA