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The Best Diet Ever!!!
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The Killer
I know that most of you don't care nor will most of you read this or anything. But it means something to me. Long time Detroit Lions Beat writer Tom Killer Kowalski passed away suddenly on Monday. He was only 51. He coverd the Lions for nearly 3 decades. There is a Petition going around.. to get the team to wear a patch in his honor. I'm only asking that you go to it, and click the like button. For me. It would mean a lot to me. Thank you. http://www.facebook.com/pages/Petition-to-Detroit-Lions-to-wear-a-TK-patch-in-honor-of-Tom-Kowalski/154923577926278

Just Can't Anymore
The needle goes in, little blood comes out. My heart's still beating, but I don't see how. Weak, pale, and giving up. This disease can have me, the struggle is to much. I'm not going to try, anymore. It's too hard, it never works, I'm locking the door. Laying down, saying my prayers. Guide her please, let her know I'm there. I tried so hard, but could never get it right. I just don't have it in me, to win one more fight.

The Best Man I Ever Knew
I took you for granted, the best man I ever knew. What I wouldn't give, just to see you. Hear your voice, let your love soak me in. I can't help but remember, way back when. You guided me, protected me, told me I was your pick. The way it made me feel, there's no replacing it. I miss you, I love you, wish you were here. Grandaddy, I need you, to dry my tears.

Dekker
My landlord is on my back about watering the grass. We are on a water ban because it hasn't rained in three months. what do i do ? Water the grass and when i get a ticket send it to them ? What whould you do?

Laying Down My Soul
Infection turning, these cells to black. Red disguises, the horrific attack. Tracks, footprints, left behind. Indented in the system, the mind. Not equipped for war, it's an easy win. No armor at all, blood is to thin. Weak, struggling, laying down my soul. No existence at all, an empty hole.

Figure Me Out?...not Possible....
I have a pattern that I can't seem to control. I want to love and be loved in return, but I'm afraid to do so. After so many people, you just have to ask yourself. Maybe it's me? There was my mother, my father, my best friend, my ex abuser, my ex husband...etc...and the blame cannot fall strictly on them. When the people you love the most, the people that you hold dearest to you, cause you so much pain? It is hard to allow yourself to be set up for it once again, and I cannot make myself just let go. Regardless of what I do, that fear always takes over. Like it grabs me from the inside and says, " Not again girly," and causes me to push people away. yet, by doing so. I am really causing myself so much heartache. Letting go, and allowing love in, or just simply giving someone the opportunity to break my heart, couldn't hurt anymore than what I do to myself all the time. It is like my mind and my heart are at war, constantly struggling with each other, neither side giving an inch, tuggi

Never Judge A Book By It's Cover
The people that view me and judge me based on my appearance never seems to amaze me. Most of them couldn't be more wrong. I NEVER judge anyone based solely on their appearance, or judge anyone period for that matter. Who the Hell am I to judge anyone? Don't assume to know what i am about, chances are you are WAY off. EVERYTIME I engage in a conversation with someone, I don't go by the exterior. They could be Mr. Freakn Universe and lack personality and morals and be completely ugly to me, despite their outside appearance. What lies within someone is truly what matters. You can basically tell within the first five minutes of a conversation where it is headed, and more times then not in my case, they have read me completely wrong. I can't help what I look like. I can't help my body structure, and yes I am proud of it, but in the same sense, it's not all that I am. It gets old and VERY aggravating to be seen for just the outside qualities, when the ones underneath it all, truly defines m

The Day I Brought My Shrink To Tears...
Oh my that was an emotional day. I was feeling very overwhelmed and attacked by anxiety, and had to talk to someone, so I went to see my shrink. I could barely catch my breath, and slurred speech doesn't even begin to explain what i had goin on. Anywho, she made a huge mistake when she reached under her desk and pulled out this little rubber ball and said. " Okay honey, when these moments surface, this is what i want you to do. I want you to get you one of these and pull on it, until the anxiety and stress is relieved." If looks could kill, I woulda dropped that bitch right on the spot. This was my response. " So what you're telling me is, that this little magic rubber ball, is going to be the cure to all of my fucking problems. Okay then, I'll just drop down in the middle of the grocery store aisle, and when someone questions me for doing so, I'll just tell them that my shrink said it was the thing to do." When your shrink needs to see a shrink themselves after speaking with you...I

My One....always And Forever...
Your eyes are the perfect shade of blue. When I look in them, I can see righ through. To your soul, your bleeding heart. I found myself there, not a glimmer of dark. So much light, and color portrayed. Now that I am there, it's where I'll remain. You had me from the very first word. Your voice is sweeter, than any I've heard. Your love surrounds me, fills me with hope. I have a death grip on you, that I'll never let go of. Just your name alone, puts a smile on my face. I can't wait to show you one of these days. Just how much joy, you have brought to my life. No more wondering, I'm just so alive. Alive and happy to have you with me. I don't have to wonder how life will be. Because it is already more, than it has ever been. It's all because of you, you pieced my heart back together again. These words aren't enough, to tell you how I feel. But I hope you feel that the emotion behind them is real. I've never been more sure about anything in my days. You amaze me

Whatever It Cost
I prayed for the first time in a while.I need to find the realism,behind this smile.I am asking for help.Please guide my way.Searching for the light,getting darker by the day.My heart is pounding,and it appears to be lost.Can you please help me find it?I'm willing to pay,whatever it cost.

Help Me Out Father Time
Hands go back and forth, not knowing what to do. As I wipe the tears away, thinking of you. How I screwed up, and threw it away. Not taking control, of my emotions that day. Come on Father Time, give me a break. Please just let me, fix my mistake.

That's All I Can Say
I'm not fake, and I do not hide. The way I am, how I feel inside. If I am feeling it, I'm going to write it down. These words are to YOU, how I'm feeling right now. Hands shaking at this very, moment in time. Because I can feel your heart, beating with mine. I have lost enough to know, that life does goes on. But I have never loved like this, I know where I belong. To say I love you, is the truth, but still. Even that word, isn't powerful enough to express how I feel. The world stops, and my heart begins to pound. As if, my feet, are being lifted off the ground. Everything makes sense, when I think of you. Like anything is possible, my dreams can come true. So to YOU, my Baby, the love of my life. All I can say is you're with me, every day and night.

Searching For The Answer
In my sleep, in my dreams. I see these images, play out like movie scenes. They don't stop, constant and scary. The blood, the tears, painful memories. Stronger medication, maybe what I need. To end this constant flow, from the inside, where I bleed. My fingers work their magic, throughout the day. To help me store, the hurt away. But one can only write, so much. Until all is lost, reality is too much. For my words, are a cover up, for my feelings inside. Each time I write them down, I'm bring them, back to life. But to tuck them away, hurts even more. Still searching for the answer, to permanently lock this door.

Firefighter
A firefighter is being yelled at for taking too long to get there, while trying desperately to save the life of a total stranger, starving because they missed their last meal, tired because the alarm sounded just as they closed their eyes and it's now four in the morning and is missing their family while taking care of yours. Re-post if you... are a firefighter, love a firefighter, or appreciate a firefighter.

A Lame Ass Excuse
When I hear people making excuses for abusers, it seriously gets under my skin. I don't care about the statistics, or studies, to me it's all just a lame ass excuse. Something or someone else to pin the blame on for being just a horrible person in general. I was a victim, and I remember looking into those beautiful blue eyes and begging for my life, and the same eyes that were once beautiful to me, became emotionless and cold. No expression, no feeling at all, and my cries fell upon def ears. His mother told me that when he was a little boy, he used to witness his father beating her and hide in a closet and scream for him to stop. But, that is the part I don't understand. How could he do the same to another individual, after witnessing it happening to his own mother. A pattern they say? Well I don't buy it. I never had a mother or a father for that matter, but I am a damn good one, and I could easily use that as an excuse to be the type of mother to my daughter that mine was to me. Bu

Redemption Is The Word
Redemption is the word. Oh how sweet that would be. That one word, kind of possesses me. It fills me with ideas, dreams and hope. Inspires me, drives me, helps me cope. With all that I've lost, and gained. That word brings new meaning, to my name. What lies ahead, what's in store. Feelings unlike, any before. Redemption for me, has a totally different meaning. It means love and happiness, freedom and dreaming. Completion describes it best, I think. Without it, I'm just a ship waiting to sink.

Yours To Keep
You're beautiful, they say. A million times, a day. But it's just a game, to see if they can get in. My doors are locked. Only ONE can win. He is the one, who holds the key. No one else compares. He is it for me. No other words or emotions, have ever came close. He seen me from the inside, it is him I chose. I feel him with me, with each and every breath. Every laugh, every smile, every obstacle, every step. Pushing me forward, saying you are worth it all. One of the reasons, I couldn't help but fall. So positive and bright, making me feel like I am something unique. Regardless of how far you are, My heart, is yours to keep.

Nsfw Stories That I Have Written
your sitting on a couch and a blindfold covers u from behind... you feel a set of hands undress you and kiss you... you feel a sent of hand and lips going all over your body slowly... you feel the lips go down between your thighs... until u feel ur clit getting sucked on and nibbled....you moan and groan as you get wetter and wetter... you beg for a kiss but the lips keeps eating your sweet pussy until you cant take it any more then you get a kiss so u can taste your sweet jucies... as u kiss u feel a hard cock slid in your wet pussy....it goes in and out slowly and goes faster and harder until u cant take it any more and scream in ectasy....you are then flipped over and the cock is slid in from behind you feel the cock going in harder and faster as you feel a spanking and your hair pulled you scream again as you cum harder then before....then u get a kiss and the person is gone... you take off the blind fold and fall asleep wondering if it was all a dream 211 Views we go sh

The Book Of The Fee Language
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Lost In Confusion
Lost in confusion and total self bliss I've found the relation between dream and wish A dream is a fantasy lived only while asleep But a wish has a compass vast, far and deep. A dream can bring true the wish never thought As your mind wanders aimlessly and feelings are sought. But a wish is a simple, momentous undertaking A grasping of things while still in the making. Now my understanding of wish and of dreams Have broadened my scope - or so it would seem But still I'm confused and nothing is clear Because you are a wish, yet a dream so dear. With the breath of each day, I wish for your sight Visions of loveliness turned to dreams in the night You've become such a fantasy with realistic tones I long for your love and time spent alone Sadly enough my dreams cause confusion For all their purpose are meager illusion And though the dawn of each day may be cheerful to sight I fear the darkness and my continuing fight. For now its a war - a battle within A dreadful nightmare which rationali

My Poems
sometimes at night when i look into the sky, i start thinking of you and i ask myself why? why do i love you? i think and smile, because i know the liscan run on for miles. the whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch, so many little things that make me love you so much. the way you support me, and help with my emotions, the way that you care and show me such devotion. the way your kiss filles me with such desire, and how you hold with the warmth of a blazing fire. the way your eyes shine when you look at me, lost with you forever is where i want to be. the way that i feel when your by my side, a sence of completion an over flowing pride. the dreams that i dream that all involve you, the possibities i see and the things we can do. how you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart, how deep in my soul you are the most important part. i could go on for days, telling you of what i feel, but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

I Don't Get It
The most beautiful, I've ever seen. But, is this really, what you mean? I'm confused and hurt, Don't get it at all. How could my beauty, have been our downfall. I can help what I look like, it doesn't change who I am. You are everything and more, I could ever ask for in a man. I can't get it, out of my head. I keep thinking about, the things you said. You loved every thing about me, once before. How can the same qualities, not be good enough anymore? I thought, maybe I should cut my hair or gain a few pounds. Thinking of things to change, has really brought me down. Because I would change, if I could. If I thought, it would do any good. But it won't because, I would still be the same. I don't understand, which is a shame. Because I love you so much, and this has me in tears. If being myself drove you away, and not my fear. Then I have no idea, why I am even here.

Why
I look in the mirror and see a girl, Who is staring back at me. I don't know who she is, Because she's not the girl I wana be. She puts a smile on, While inside she is falling apart. She says, "I'm okay", As pain fills her heart. She pretends not to care, As everyone slowly walks away. She hides behind her mask, And pretends to be okay. She is scared to open up, And call someone her best friend.They all turn out the same, And never really care in the end. She is scared to let people close, It always ends up as heartache. She decides to trust someone, But it always ends up as a big mistake. She feels like a stranger in her own home, Like she doesn't even belong. She tries the best she can, But it always seems to be wrong. She freezes up at the word "love", People throw it around too much. Her muscles constrict, As she is afraid to be touched. She has ideas for the future, Hopes and dreams of her own. But she doesn't hold her breath, Because disappointment is all she has ever known. She

Seductive Short Stories
Short Story ( Our Date ) It begins when you pull up at my front door with a smile to die for. You knock and wait patiently for the answer. I open the door and give you a smile that says I'm so glad your here. We say hello as we hug, with a soft peck on the cheek, you ask if I'm ready to go. I pull the door shut and we head to your car. You open the door for me, and as I sit down I look at you and say thank you. We drive to the restaurant chatting lightly about each others day, nothing to heavy. We get to the restaurant and the waiter greets us at the door and shows us our table. As we sit the waiter turns to you and asked the question, "What can I get you and your wife to drink.." I smile and politely tell him that we are not married just friends. He apologizes profusely for the mistake as you just grin at me... He leaves and brings back my Dr Pepper and your beer... we sit talking about the kids and what activities went on that day. We order dinner something diff than we either

Tragic Musings
Where do I begin.... Alright let's start with the fact that I started the week off with a new pet, he was a stray cat, we went all over the neighborhood trying to find out who owned him and no one claimed him. After I we decided to keep him and started to get attached his owner showed up and took him away. We named him 4 Socks and today I miss that cat. Pisses me off that no one claimed him til we renamed him and got attached. I'm glad the cat was reunited with his owner but what about compensation for food and other cat aminities purchased? And what about my broken heart? My book that I've been writing for years is almost done and just when I think I'm going to finish the last 2 chapters (this after about 6 re-writes and almost sending it to a publisher) I get blocked, I have writers block. So that's on hold. What, did ya think fubar and farmville was all I did? LMAO Wrote a letter to a friend today, almost sure he will be glad to get it cause he likes old fashioned lett

Daily Rants
As a parent, you want to take all of your child's fears and pain away and give them answers to questions that are about to push them off of that emotional ledge. I can't take my son's fears and pain away, and I don't have any answers to his questions that are pushing us BOTH off that emotional ledge that life has put us... Three weeks ago, my son came over with his wife and my two grand babies. He had informed me that he's been suffering from groin pain for awhile, and had found a lump in his testicle. He made an appointment with his MD who peformed a panel of tests and an ultrasound. While waiting for the results we were just being us, joking and knowing that it wasn't anything bad because after all, we are invincible. A day or two passed when he got the call that he had Testicular Cancer, and he would have to have it removed ASAP. He would also have to undergo a CT scan to make sure it hadn't spread. With Testicular cancer it begins in the testicle, then sp

Invisible
Invisible, clear,You can see right through.As if, I don’t exist to you.Pounding pain,Pressure at no end.Running in circles,Flexibility with no bend.Hurt built this wall,No one can tear it down.I’m just a blank face,Walking around.

Disgrace
Lose,That seems to be all I can do.For, pain and sorrow,Is all that I know.It’s around every corner,Every place I go.Can’t trust, can’t love,Is only leads to one place.Right back here,Where I started,Disgrace.

Not Anymore
Feels like I’m burning from the inside out.In pain from all the misery and doubt.Why, why, do you do this to yourself?After everything else, in your life, you have felt.It’s okay to be vulnerable, it’s okay to smile.Everyone gives in every once in a while.No, I can’t, I won’t, I refuse.This is a game, I won’t lose. They will not win.I can control this fire burning within.No one will ever be able to say,They made me cry once more.Too many take credit,For that before.I live with regret, heartache and fear.But, not anymore.I have dried all my tears.

Too Much
If someone has the answers?I wish they would clue me in.For life is a game,I can’t seem to win.Once I was innocent,Free and untainted.Now I’m corrupt,Trapped and darkly painted.By scars, memories and pain.A loss for me, nothing to gain.To love is to hurt,I know the feeling well.The lies, the truth,It’s Hell.Wanting to believe,But always on guard.Trembling with excitement,Fearing the next card.What will it be,The King of hearts I wish.Instead I’m being served,Clubs as my dish.No false hope,No broken hearts,That’s my dream.I’m asking for too much,It seems.

Traceys Place
It is a great accomplishment to have known the reality that stares at you in the face. I'm not a follower, I'm not a tag along however, I stand individually, with pride. I stand strong! The most important ingredient we put into any relationship is not what we say or what we do, but what we are. And if our words and our actions come from superficial human relations techniques (the Personality Ethic) rather than from our own inner core (the Character Ethic), others will sense that duplicity. We simply won't be able to create and sustain the foundation necessary for effective interdependence Rebel with a flaming heart, always ready to take on anything that may stand before me. Business minded, bubbly, free spirited, and a true passion for beaches , water and the sun to fall upon my face. With that being said, I'm also the kind of person you need a knife to cut through to get to the heart of me (metaphorically speaking) in any situation. What can I say...I am a little more complicate

Poetry
I used to have a comfort zone where I knew I wouldn't fail. The same four walls and busywork were really more like jail. I longed so much to do the things I'd never done before, But stayed inside my comfort zone and paced the same old floor. I said it didn't matter that I wasn't doing much. I said I didn't care for things like commission checks and such. I claimed to be so busy with the things inside the zone, But deep inside I longed for something special of my own. I couldn't let my life go by just watching others win. I held my breath; I stepped outside and let the change begin. I took a step and with new strength I'd never felt before, I kissed my comfort zone goodbye and closed and locked the door. If you're in a comfort zone, afraid to venture out, Remember that all winners were at one time filled with doubt. A step or two and words of praise can make your dreams come true. Reach for your future with a smile; success is there for you! If I had win

Random
ok... WTF one min you are owning me and ppl are buying me from you which is the whole point of the fuowned game. then we are talking on like a daily basis and now you are ignoring me. also i am more than just a toy for you to order to do things on cam just because you want to see it. you obviously didnt want to talk to me for me all you wanted to talk to me for is to have someone to look at on cam. anyways i have better things to do then to waste my time. You know that you have made true friends when you meet people on fubar and they are willing to be there for you no matter what is going on. You can always count on them to talk to when you need help. If you are having issues no matter how big or how small the issues are you have someone to talk to. They always have advice when you are in need of it. They are also willing to open their home to you when you are going to be spending the holiday alone. I am glad that i have made such good friends on fubar. It is nic

One Of My Many Theme Songs
Oh man, you've gotta watch where you're stepping around here Yeah I got a friend in New York City He's never heard of Connway Twitty Don't know nothing about grits and greens Never been south of Queens But he flew down here on a business trip I took him honky tonkin' and that was it He took to it like a pig to mud, like a cow to cud We all got a hillbilly bone down deep inside No matter where you from you just can't hide it And when the band starts banging and the fiddle saws You can't help but hollering, Yee Haw! When you see them pretty little country queens Man you gotta admit that's in them genes Ain't nothing wrong, just getting on your hillbilly bone-ba-bone-ba-bone-bone Nah, you ain't gotta be born out in the sticks With an F-150 and a 30-06, Or have a bubba in the family tree To get on down with me All you need is an open mind If it fires you up you gotta let it shine When it feels so right that it cant be wrong Come on, come on, come on We all got a hillbilly bone down deep in

Jokes
After a long night of making love, the guy notices a photo of another man on the womans nightstand. He nervously asks, Is this your husband? No, silly, she replies, Your boyfriend, then? he continues. No, not at all, she says, Is it your your brother? he inquires, hoping to be reassured. No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous! she answers. Well, who is he, then? he demands. She whispers in his ear. That's me before the surgery.

Starving
Thirsty, starving for more. Always lacking, closed doors. Either there's a wall or a bridge for me to cross. Both dry. not damp, a reason without a cause. Running through the tunnel, towards the light. It's bound to be there, something has to go right. I can see it, I feel it all the time. It's etched into this soul of mine. It's there, but out of reach. So much to say, with loss of speech. Pounding heart, refusing to burn out. It's so intense, yet, without any doubt. I will not stop, until the light soaks me in. Feels my warmth, absorbs my beauty within.

One Hell Of A Fight
Life, What does it all mean? Mine is all to real, praying for a dream? One struggle after another. When is it enough? Fighting back the tears. Holding in the hurt can be rough. Wearing a smile, while dying inside. But, I will keep doing so, regardless of the pain. This is my life, not a game. I have come to far, to cave in now. I will make it through, I always do somehow. My will to survive, runs deeper than myself. It dwells within me, I need it's help. Without it, I would be lost. Not knowing where to go, which bridge to cross. I'm speaking to you life, and I mean every word. Try me, I dare you. A challenge is preferred. I have passed every test, you have thrown my way. I will continue to do so, Until my dying day. What was that, you say? I'm dying tonight. Well I'm in your face, screaming. You're in for a Hell of a fight.

Behind These Hazel Eyes
Like a sinking ship, dragging you down under. I'm worse than the lightning following the thunder. Like the plague, that infected my town. The only path im headed on, is down. It's just my way, it's who I am. Like junk mail, the unwanted spam. That's me, no escaping it, time for me to realize. Nothing but pain and regret, hidden behind these hazel eyes.

Someone Hear Me
Mouth moving, But with no words. Is it so much to ask, To just be heard. I have so much to say, Yet, no one hears a thing. Like a child without a smile, A diamond without a ring. Screaming, At the top of my lungs. I am begging, Please hear me someone.

I Dare You
A dare you say? Yes, those were my words? I can repeat them. If that’s what you prefer? You see, I’m not afraid of you anymore. You can’t hurt me, like you did before. The scars I carry are nothing but a reminder. I no longer look through swollen eyes, I wear no blinders. I see you now for what you truly are. A beast, not a man, just another monster. That little girl you abused in the past. She died where you left her, lying in the shattered glass. A woman takes her place, and she is not afraid. She’s not your servant, punching bag or maid. I am no longer your victim, I have escaped your demon. You’re on the other side now, rotting in prison. You are where you belong, and yes I put you there. Not an ounce of fear within me, regardless of your stare. I will sit on that stand with my head held high. Tell the jury my story of abuse, how I almost died. And for no reason at all, I was merely a child. I wasn‘t bad, didn‘t misbeha

My Body Is Not My Temple
My petite little body, Is my downfall. There is so much more to me, Than something that small. My long golden hair, And ivory complexion. Is just the surface. You’re looking in, The wrong direction. Go past the outside, And see your way in. There is more to me dwelling within. If you’re taken by the outside, Then that’s all you will ever see. You’re missing out, On the most beautiful part of me. For, my body is not my temple, It is my curse. But if that’s all you want, Then it will never be yours.

I'll Find A Way
Death sentence poison inside these veins. What was once pure, only evil remains. Staining it's innocence, by colors of black. Leaving it's mark, En-denting your tracks. Through each an every cell that disappears. You are with me, even in my tears. You drain me dry, take all that you can. I can't fight you back, for you're not a man. You leave me helpless and weak, But my strength will prevail. There is nothing too deep. No obstacle will stand in my way. I will win, I'll find a way.

A What Is The Question
A daughter unwanted, but kept at birth. A slave to many, buried in the dirt. A victim, a prisoner to his ways. A friend stabbed in the heart, then thrown away. A girlfriend, beaten down to size. Praying through swollen eyes. A wife, tossed to the side, forgotten and alone. A mother wise, bitter and strong. A fighter working her way through school. A protector from a world so cruel. A singer, blaring out all her fears. A survivor drowning in tears.

I Shed A Tear
I shed a tear, cause you greeted me with open arms. I shed a tear, cause of a sweet kiss. I shed a tear, cause you touched my heart. I shed a tear, cause you took the time to hear me. I shed a tear, cause i love you. I shed a tear, cause of a dream. I shed a million tears cause it was not meant to be. I shed more tears cause soon the miles will grow between us. I shed not a tear, but a smile knowing you will be a friend for life.

No One's Fool
I love you he said. Next came his fist, upside my head. Not an ounce of love, Did I have for him. I just had fear, And pain, dwelling within. I was a child, With no one who cared. That was my reasoning, For being there. No way out, nowhere to run. No one but me, To depend upon. That’s when I realized, I would have to be strong. Look him in the eye, And carry on. I made it out, It almost cost me my life. I stood tall and spoke out. Shot daggers through his eyes. As he tried to scare his way out. But when they carried him off in handcuffs. There wasn’t any doubt. That I am grown woman now, And I play by my rules. I will never again, Be anybody’s fool.

If Only
I feel you here, You've been here all along. Disguising yourself, waiting for the perfect moment. Infection set in, Injected by the poison you sent. First up then down. Me, my life, my town. Go ahead and smile, it's okay. But I feel you within me each day. Building me up, to be knocked down again. I am playing a game, I can't seem to win. Each time something great makes it's way inside. You show yourself, refusing to hide. Misery and pain, haven't you brought me enough. I can't handle much more, just good at playing tough. I see her face and I know why I am here. Although I feel you, death is near. If I am here one day, then gone the next. Absorb all my presents, my love's depth. For it runs deep, strong and pure. If only it was your love, instead of this disease. I could die knowing there was no cure.

Someone Who Knows
There are two halves to every whole. Two lives sharing one soul. At the end of every rainbow, lies a pot of gold. Until you reach it? A part of you is gone. Some search a lifetime, never knowing where they belong. When that light shines through? The one made, especially for you. Grab onto it, as tightly as you can. It's a gift, it's yours, it is part of your plan. Don't let it slip away. Don't you dare let it go. Take it from me. Someone who knows.

Under Attack
Lying in bed, tossing around in my sheets. I can feel you, ripping it from my body underneath. It's a pain, you cannot describe. Something unseen, disguised. The pressure is just, to much to bear. What once was strong, is no longer there. Everyone has a soul, they say. I had one, then threw it away. Now I'm fighting the pain, because I want it back. My heart, my body and my mind, are under attack.

One Day...
The hand on the clock, just won't rewind. Take me back to that, moment in time. To that very second, I let fear shine it's light, down on me and my mind, leaving you behind. You've never left, me from the inside. I know you are with me, but choosing to hide. I understand, really I do. I wish I could, make it up to you. I cannot say, I'm sorry too much. Even though those words, simply aren't enough. To erase what I've done, the hurt within. I can only pray, one day, you'll let me back in.

You My Number One Holds The Key
Please don't leave me, alone in this place. Constantly searching, for your face. It's dark and I'm afraid, as, the angels tears fall from the sky. I strayed from my path. I caused them to cry. You see, I sold my soul, to the devil himself. I am responsible, for this heartache myself. PLEASE...I scream, out in fright. Give me one more chance, to make it right. But, the demon cares not, about all that is lost. So, I will pay the Ferryman, whatever the cost. For a single moments time, spent alone with him. In-order to regain my soul, once again. For, ONLY YOU my number ONE, holds the key. And without you, I can never be me.

Random Stuff Thrown Together To Make An Excuse For A Blog
To my knowledge, this is what Fubar is all about: - Visiting lounges: Listening to music, chatting to people and perhaps subscribing to them. - Rating people's profiles and pics from 1-11. - Creating blogs - Buying each other virtual gifts and "blings" or whatever. - Making "Mumms" or whatever they're called. - Chery bombing peoples pics, profiles and albums (whatever that means) - "owning" people. - Pimping people - Decorating your profile. - Buzzkilling poeple or the opposite, getting poeple's buzz meter up. - blocking poeple who don't think you're worth 10. - Shoutboxing people. - Messaging people. - having crushes on people or secretly admiring them (they get to guess who it was) - earning "fu bucks" - getting "fu married" - in a nutshell, is that what this site is majoritively about? Because so far I'm bored to death of it. Rant over, bye. Bored... So yeah, whatever, bye. :D Symptoms Ignored when sp

"tea", Or, "tea"?
My observatons regarding the Democrat and Republican, or two-party, 'system' The "problems" facing America are ALL, CREATED ones! Because we have: DINO's & RINO's, Democrats & Republicans ONLY when on their campaign trail; Bait & Switch politicians the rest of the time. Were it not for the Democrats & Republicans, America would have NONE of these CREATED problems. There has been NO other party in power for over 50 years, ONLY the two major parties can possibly be responsible! I believe that it MUST be BOTH parties. Can't blame the constitutionalists! "To others it appears that both republicans and democrats have neither the desire, the intelligence, nor the will-power to solve the problems with our government. They simply want to stay in office and enjoy life in the ruling class.' just saying . . . Actually, I AM a little pissed-off at the various"Tea" 'parties' & organizations!What I remember FIRST about the "TEA" Party,is that the "TEA" is an 'acronym'; a noun,"a word form

Today I Still Cry
Pain is painPain is miserable gloryPain stainsLike a sad storyMy pain is miseryLike stinging cutsMy pain controls me.Can you hear itThe sound of my painYou can at least feel itIt's like the presence of rainI hate feeling this wayNeglected and usedBeing emotionally abused..... you used me you lied to me and every time you said you were getting extra money there was always excuse why you couldnt help me i never even ask you you to pay me back I did what I did for the so called fake business and our so called life of love together. point of the matter is there was always an excuse the check from the man you could'nt cash then when you could the machine caught on fire then the part cost all the check the you go to get part with the last money i had in my life on the promise you would pay it back in three days. but i think you took family on vacation. You say you assembled the MACHINE THEN YOU HAVE HEART ATTACK, THEN I SEE YOU ON CAM AT YOUR WORK, AND YOU JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT AN

Just Stuff
This is response to a blog I read a while ago at random (yes I am one of those that reads them sometimes). I really believe if you are going to post how you feel about a subject you should really think first about your past. What have you done in that same situation that you have now been placed in? Be honest with yourself. How did those around you react? How did you? Did you behave an honest manner? I try (and i am far from flawless) to handle situations in a logical manner, but at times reason will abandon anyone in pain. Think about this and remember some believe karmic retribution is immediate to this lifetime and repeats in each progression of the soul until that soul finally gets it right. We all meet again someday and I always hope in those second, third, fourth and so on chances we redeem ourselves and finally make the situation right. However, I do feel why not make it right now. Clear your concsience. I have tried when I have done wrong only to be shunned and told there is n

Shay''s Blog
The thing is this, I am a single female, 29 years old, and I can't seem to find anyone out there to be with. I am a nice girl, and yes I am a bbw, but I know that if someone out there would just get to know me, then they would see that I am a great person to be around. I seem to wear my heart on my sleeve, and there are a lot of men out there who take advantage of that. I know now that if I want to find someone, then I need to be more agressive in my search to find someone new to be with. I can't just sit around and wait for someone to come to me!!!

Naked In The Huddle
The Indianapolis Colts' recent acquisition of formerly retired veteran quarterback Kerry Collins had a lot of Colts fans wondering if Peyton Manning's recovery from neck surgery would allow him to start the season — and continue his amazing streak of never missing a game from 1998 through 2010. During the Colts' 24-21 Week 3 preseason loss to the Green Bay Packers on Friday, Manning talked with CBS sideline reporter Sam Ryan and have a more hopeful diagnosis than many might have imagined. "I'm right in the middle of it — working very hard every single day," he said. "My trainers and weight coaches have done a tremendous job helping me, and I'm really putting them to work … I have some more left to do, and I still have some time, and I'm going to use that time. At the appropriate time, I think I'll know what the right decision is, and with the help of Coach [Jim] Caldwell, I'll make that decision, and we'll go from there." Ryan noticed Manning talking to Collins thr

10 Dressed Up As A 6
As an ex-professional photographer I know it's possible to take a 6 and turn them into a 10 simply by having them stand up straight. If you want to know what perfect posture is then find a blank wall, stand with your back to the wall. Your heels, bum, shoulder blades and head should all touch the wall. Now pull your shoulders back so that they are inline with your ears. This was taught to me by a physiotherapist friend while I was recovering from a ruptured disk in my back. I know it will feel weird at first but it will become your natural posture over time. Proper posture will flatten the tummy somewhat and make the chest appear bigger.

Geography Of A Woman And A Man
Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa - half discovered, half wild, fertile and naturally beautiful! Between 23 and 30, a woman is like Europe -well-developed and open to trade, especially for something of real value. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like Spain - very hot, relaxed, and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like Greece & gently aging, but still a warm and desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain, with a glorious and all-conquering past... Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Israel - has been through war, doesn't make the same mistakes twice, and takes care of business. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Canada - cool, self-preserving, but open to meeting new people. After 70, she becomes Tibet - wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages.... an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge. THE GEOGRAPHY OF A MAN Between 1 and 80, a man is like Iran - ruled by a couple of nuts.

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The Shorts Poems
Who is this person I see staring before me? Who is this person so fragile and weak? I reach out my hand to draw her in close But I’m stopped by a wall. A force. Who is this person that I cannot reach? She’s just on the other side of me. I call out softly, but it seems she cannot hear I know she knows I am there. Her eyes are looking at me. Or perhaps they are looking through Into another world or dimension she knows to be true. Who is this person? I wish I could help Raise up to the clouds where she obviously belongs. Who is this person? I see so much life in her eyes But she’s so scared to show it. Instead tries to hide. I try to reach out to her again. She reaches for me But when our hands collide. It’s smooth A surface that is unknown to us. A window to the soul And it is at that moment it s

Blame On Juggalos?
why do juggalos get all the blame from the cops. they call us a gang when we aint a gang we a family who just like to hear rock and anything to do with psychopathic records and drink faygo and yea get drunk to but we aint hurting anyone come on now. but cops like to say oh they are going around makeing trouble. no we aint we stick to our selfs . and have a fun time thats all i got to say on this

The Deep Pit
The thigns i didn't believe have tourted me for many years who was to think that i could be so blind, to the systematic crash of the darkness in my world the apolypise has begun in my soul..... Black skies hang over my head another moment i could be dead looking through the vail thats cracked i probaly shouldn't think back darknes wraped around a broken soul this world has turned him cold rooted in the a darkness he cannot surivive he won't make it in time DARKNESS IS GRIPPING WRENCHING ITS TWISTING GRASPING HIS HEART BRAKING IT INSIDE AND I CAN'T FIND A REASON WHY NO HOPE FROM EITHER SIDE THE LIGHT BETRAYS THE DARKNESS IS THE ONLY THING THAT STAYS!! NOW HE RUNS AWAY FROM THE PAIN TRYING TO SO HARD TO GET AWAY NO HOPE WILL EVER SAVE HIS LIFE THE END IS COMING ON SIDE! i can't breath i won't see the sun agian arising on the bridge the ending comes i can't see a way nothing will remai the same WHEN DARKNESS GRIPS IT'S HAND AND TWISTS THE L

8-27-11
I looked beyond your flesh Your painted eyes and face Your grossly adorned ears, tongue,hand, and neck Your clothing that is nothing but a public display of a whore Your dyed hair attempting to make you look younger and exotic You disgust me You are no better than the whore on the street Full of seed from men Vagina stretched and mangled from the sick fucks that would fill you Your breath of rotting flesh You display no integrity No loyalty No fealty No devotion And no love You fuck anything that moves Anyone that spends thousands of dollar upon you Anyone that dolls you up You may not fuck them, but you're a whore just like the one on the street You tell me to trust you You tell me you won't lie to me You tell me that you love me Hah! You love nothing but your own demoralized, self-loathing I deserve true, unrequited, love Devotion, trust, loyalty, fealty, Adoration, and caring compassion Not the filth of this world you wallow in. ----- FSI

A Poem Dedicated To Me :)
She speaks with a soft tongue, she has the looks of fire a majestic being. All her subjects wait for her to come, then without a sound she bursts onto the scene. She is our glory, our Norwegian Queen. They all shutter and quiver in fear, the people are lost so deep in their tears. She calms their worries with but only a stare, a majical spirit which flows through the air. A light shines forth from her this I have seen, All shall bow and rise to her the Norwegian Queen. M.T.B. 4/3/87 This is what he said when I asked if I could post it in my blog ; Yes be my guest ,I wrote it many years ago but I dedicate it solely to you!!! Peaceout luv, Mark (kwitcherkiken) Thank you so much Mark :)

Come One Come All To The Hottest New Lounge On Fubar
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To The One...you Know Who You Are...
You called me the strong one, and I know this is true. You have helped me so much. I'm so blessed to have you. You have inspired me, in so many ways. I will look forward, and try my hardest to regain those days. The ones we shared, the emotions involved. I know it's not going to be easy, to be resolved. I was afraid and, shut you out. I couldn't believe the truth, I had my doubts. It never happens that way for me, no one has ever loved me so easily. But you do, and I'm sorry. I know that now. I hope you find your way back to me, somehow. Until that times comes, I am grateful just the same. To have ever had the pleasure, of simply knowing your name.

Thank You Mom
I received a message, from out of the blue. It said I was surfing the web, then I found you. My intention wasn't, to hurt you like that. Tears formed as I, thought back. You were probably sitting in church, putting on your little act. Not wondering for one second, where your little girl was at. You never meant to you say, well you did just the same. The only thing you have ever give me, is my name. Although I do not claim it, and I never will again. You made sure of that, way back when. I was a scared little girl, needing you so. I'm a grown ass woman now, it's time to let go. Of you, and the pain, you are responsible for. I will never again, walk through that door. I don't need to know why, you would expose me to such. I needed you then, but now, not so much. Your granddaughter, will never know you, she will never feel my pain. Everything I suffered and lost, will be her gain. I guess I should be thanking you, for everything you have done. Because

Mey Irvink
Anata Kara Kurushimo O Ubaeta Sono Toki Watashi Nimo Ikiteyuku Yuuki Nga Waite Kuru Hidup Ku Hampa Tanpa Diri Mu Sepi Merasuk Dalam Jiwa Ku Peluk Diri Ku Genggam Tangan Ku Rasakan Cinta Ku Ai Wa Itsumo Rarabai Tabi Ni Tsukareta Toki Tada Kokoro No Tomo To Watashi O Yonde Senyuman Mu Bahagia Mu Jadi Satu Itu Luka Ku Dan Ku Simpan Dalam Hati Ku Rasa Ini Tak Akan Mati Shisuka Ni Mabuta Tojite Kokoro No Doa O Hiraki Watashi O Tsukandara Namida Huite Belaian Cinta Ku Kan Selalu Temani Saat Engkau Lelah Karna Aku Ada Untuk Mu

Megan's Blogs.
TimeThe Lord works in mysterical ways,The day he took you was on my 25th Birthday.The memories I have of you I will always cherish so deep.All the wisdom you shared I will always keep.But the pain I feel is so heartbreaking.The love I seen you and my grandmother share was breathtaking.When I look up to the sky I imagineyour face.Looking down on me telling me to have faith. I promise we will take care of Grandma for youWe have be trying to stay strong for her through all of thisfor the pain i see in her eyes no one can miss. I wish you was still here with us to keep us all in line.But the lord seen all your pain and said it was time.I know your up there looking down on us to make sure we are alright,We know you loved your family and will always keep us in your site.I will look up into the sky for you wishing you was still with us.The lord only takes the best home and he felt on that day Of August 24th, 2011 he must. IF, you had the chance to be with me for one day and night, that is it

Poem
Beaten, torn, battered, and bruised,her heart has become.Heart numb as can be she,has no idea what she's waiting for.Thinking of him she can't sleep,everything reminds her of him,no matter where she turns there is,small reminders of him.Her heart, mind, and soul tortured with,his sweet memory.Aching for his touch again,to take in his smell,remembering every detail of him.How could she go on living,without him?Remembering the times they had shared. Everywhere i look i hope to see,your face.Every touch i feel makes,me long for your embrace.I am yours heart and,soul.Wishing every day that you,where here.holding you close and,never letting go.you always touch my soul.we may be miles apart i hold tight,the promise weve made. She sits and stares out the window,as she waits and wonders when,her warrior will return to her. Longing for his sent,his touch,his kiss. Dreaming of the day when she,will be in his arms forever.

In My Dreams
There I stood, in her doorway. She was laying in her bed, the sheet just pulled over the small of her back. The moonlight shining through the window gave me a glimpse of the most perfect and ample ass I had ever seen. I was afraid to advance for I was just a guest but my urges were overwhelming. As I moved closer, I could smell her body wash. I stood at the foot of her bed, stripped off my boxers and touched her foot with my already hard cock. I bent down and slowly started kissing her calf, she stirred, but did not awaken. As I got to the back of her knee however she did. What the hell are you doing! She asked. I just continued kissing, tasting her skin beneath my lips. As I kissed up the back of her thigh, I could smell her sweetness. My arousal was peaked as she jumped up. You can't do this! She said. I looked her in her beautiful eyes, and touched my lips to hers. I crawled behind her. Her leaning against me as I started kissing her neck. She was moving against me so to feel my thr

Cyara Swagga
Well there is so much to learn about me... One i dont play games... be streight up with me i dont like playing ring around the bush just come out and say it... Two respect me and ill respect you just the same.... Three Im not all about me i like to talk about you aswell lol.... Four- Dont ask me for cyber sex bullshit theres no feeling to that love (maybe for you i guess) need more info? just hit me up ****cYaRa SwAgGa*****

Yeah Thats Me
There are times when I wanna be free, flirting and pimpimg, yeah thats me. But then there are times when I get lonely. When I want someone to hug me, kiss me - love me. If I reach for your hand will you hold it? If I hold out my arms will you hug me? If I go for your lips will you kiss me? If I capture your heart will you love me?

Part Of Me That You Bring Out
I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out.

Nsfw Crew
New club called NSFW Crew, its just a club w/no requirements, sick of all these clubs making you do things, this one, if you want in I will put you in a folder & ppl can rate & like you, if you got time, sure they will get you back, if you wana put it in ur name NSFW Crew thats cool as well if not its kool, just let me know I will put ur pic in a folder & others in the folder will rate you & like you, if they have time & help others in the folder w/level requirements if they have time & no means do I need to level from it or give me stuff for it, just to have fun & help others if you got sum spare time. Peace Alaways.

Breaking News
a friend of mine rote this and I agree with it,,let me know what ya think.. BREAKING NEWS The Pity Train has derailed at the intersection of Suck It Up & Move On, and crashed into We All Have Problems, before coming to a complete stop at Get the Hell Over It. Any complaints about how we operate can be forwarded to 1 (800) waa-waaa. This is Dr. Sniffle reporting LIVE from Quitchur Bitchin'. If you like this, re-post it. If you don't..suc k it up buttercup, Life doesn't revolve around YOU! :)

Orgasm
2022, A great deal of energy will be released upon the earth that will all but destroy it unless we can band together and fight off the onslaught that is coming. By 2021 we will have been contacted by an entity only know as a single digit in our numeric system but known throughout the universe as a life consuming race. This race will have unparralel information technology that will need the best and brightest mind to be able to understand how to detect the race's computer language along with being able to hack their systems. If we don't have these capabilities by this date, it might be too late. hey sexy. can I talk to you through messenger or am i bothering your fine ass? cuz I'd love to unzip your shorts with my teeth, pulling them .. down then taking your panties off with my teeth til I get to your clit and start sucking on that as my tongue slides through your pussy lips have you over here doing that to you... and sliding my finger in and out of your pussy the same time... u

Read This
I thinks its easy for people to say sucide's not the answer when they've never known what it feels like to be pushed to your limits and past. When you fight to find a reason to keep going. And once you cant find that reason anymore, its just not worth the fight. But I think the fight is what makes us strong enought to keep going. Life's gonna push you, but how hard you push back is what matters. I'm still pushing back, and I think it's going to be worth it.

Misc. Writings
My days are filled with anguish and pain. My nights are engulfed with an endless strain. Through the day I search for a way to end the feeling of emptiness in my life. But then night comes and reality cuts me sharp like a knife. For it is at night, I realize I have accomplished little in my years. This is when my eyes begin to fill with tears. Although I know tomorrow will bring rays of sunshine to a few. For me it will bring another day Filled with raindrops and dew. I do hope that my future Will have joyous days. But this will take time, Patience, And walking through a somewhat endless maze. What is this place buried deep inside? There is a familiar face trying to hide I sit in here staring at the wall I hear a voice Trying to call my name aloud But I ignore it I've been fighting an endless war Now I awake to the though of a hand As my gaze falls upon a plastic wristband I finally realize where I am! We have finally arrived The Bringers of Death are here

Compassion And Bodhicitta
The definition of compassion is: wanting others to be free from suffering. So compassion is the definition of the highest scope of motivation. It is said that to generate genuine compassion, one needs to realise that oneself is suffering, that an end to suffering is possible, and that other beings similarly want to be free from suffering. "Nirvana may be the final object of attainment, but at the moment it is difficult to reach. Thus the practical and realistic aim is compassion, a warm heart, serving other people, helping others, respecting others, being less selfish. By practising these, you can gain benefit and happiness that remain longer. If you investigate the purpose of life and, with the motivation that results from this inquiry, develop a good heart - compassion and love. Using your

Poems
The Path of LifeWhen walking down the path of lifeRemember what I sayThat every man must feel the thornsThat grows along the wayEvery soul will stumbleFor every man is weakThe road of life is uncertainIt's prospect often bleakBut always give a helping handA word of love, a simple smileTo help the soul besde you walkAcross each weary mileFor love will cause the sun to shineAnd every where you goThe painful thorns less noticedAs the roses bloom and grow USWhen I think about usI think of how things use to beHow things are yet to beThere's no one in the world like usWe make each other laughWe make each other cryThrough all our ups n downsWe're still by each others sideThough all our tears and our joyI would not change us for the world You are sweet when I am meanStill you took my handMade me your queenWe've been through devistating timesWe've been through the best of timesYet we are still here screaming I LOVE YOU!!No matter what the world throws in our wayWe have God on our side

Our Lesbian Blindfold
As we lay upon the cloudsTogether you and IMaking sweet loveIn the sensual skyI can feel your heart as it rapidly beats,Loving you under the moonlightThe emotions are shooting through the starsAs we lay high above the worldJust you and IMaking sweet loveThroughout the sparkling night,Baby I long for your loveAs we lay high up aboveUpon a cloud soft and whiteIts just you and IMaking love under the moonlight. All I want is for you to love meSo thAt's why I alwAys let you touch me.you rub your fingers down my spineletting me know what's on your mind.You kiss me softlY begiNnIng from my neckletting me know what I'm about to expect.you lie me down and begin to touchit feels so good, baby, I love you so much.You damn well know how to play, you've done it beforeyou put it in all the way, cuz you know i'll love it for sure.With your lips so sweet you kiss me, as you put it inyou see me with those eyes as if you'Ve commIted a sIn.baby, you know I'm having fun, you know how to keep the flowyou p

A Tasteful Kiss
I want to kiss you softlyI want to kiss you slowI want to look deep in your eyesI want you just to know. I want to feel your bodypressed up against my ownI want to feel your heartbeatI want to hear you moan. I want to taste the sweetnessas I linger on your lipsI want to feel you shiverunderneath my fingertips. I want to hold you near meand protect you through the nightand chase away your nightmaresuntil the morning light. I want you to believe in what isand what can beand know that I love youjust as much as I know you love me. I LOVE YOU MY WIFE

All I Wanted
Think of me when you're out, when you're out thereI'll beg you nice from my kneesAnd when the world treats you way to fairlyWell it's a shame im a dreamI think I'll pace my apartment a few timesAnd fall asleep on the couchWake up early to black and white re-runsThat escape from my mouthI could follow you to the beginningJust to relive the startAnd maybe then you'd remember to slow downAt all of our favourite partsAll I wanted was you

Things That Inspire Me...
Things that inspire me:My beautiful daughter, who taught me no matter what, love is unconditional....The majesty of horses running so freely in pasture, without fear....To always see the good in others, no matter what....A heart that can write freely, expressing one's most inner passions....Each day I can awaken and witness a beautiful sunrise....Long walks by ocean side only to hear the sounds of the water beating softly on shore....My grandparents whom had lived many a strife and could share their laughter and smile with me as a child....Those who seek living life to the absolute fullest and have many friends to grow old with....A beautiful flower garden....Strong men who keep their families safe and always lends an ear without ridicule.... (for Gary)Silly laughter....Spontaneity without recklessness....Visionaries who bring great things to life.... (for Gary)Finding love in its truest, most Godly and its most simplest form.... (especially for Gary)

The Seraph's Heart
"I won't believe in heaven or hellNo saints, no sinners, no devil as wellNo pearly gates, no thorny crownYou're always letting us humans downThe wars you bring, the babes you drownThose lost at sea and never foundAnd it's the same the whole world 'roundThe hurt I see helps to compoundThat father, son and holy ghostIs just somebody's unholy hoaxAnd if you're up there you'll perceiveThat my heart's here upon my sleeveIf there's one thing I don't believe in its you dear god!!" by xtc

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Mmm good morning baby, Oh how I wish to roll over and find you here, your warmth on my skin your voice in my ear. I love you so much more everyday, someday you'll be here forever to stay. Meeting you was pure destiny,You and I were clearly meant to be.Maybe not nowbut someday soon,We'll meet not under the sunbut beneath the moon.We'll watch the stars'till they fade away,but we won't fadetogether we'll forever stay.This is the day I'm waiting for,Everyday..foreverI'll love you more and more.I can't wait to watchthe sun set with you,every sunset from that dayAlways & forever me with you. I love you sweetheart.The future Mrs. Baar

How Do You Do It?
Get to work woman, I keep telling myself. But I can't focus, keep going back to the emotions I felt. The way you touched me, it was so rare. I can't remember, ever being there. In the past, or even now. It was completely different, somehow. The way you looked at me, was unreal. I don't know how to describe, how I feel. My heart pounds, just by the sight of your face. I wish I had never, blocked out that place. A move I regret, and wish I could redo. I would give anything, to find my way back to you. It is so hard not saying, all that I want to. How do you do it? When all I can think about, is you.

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Falling On My Face!!
I fall on my face all the time. I'm to caring and to nice to other i try not to judge everyone the same bc everyone is different no one is the same. I fall on my face bc I care to easly, i give everyone that benifit of the doubt that they wount run when I care for them but they run away. No one knows the pain I have go threw but i can relate to many peoples pain. I feel as if I 'm stupid for caring so much. I feel like all I ever do in my life is help people and get shit on in the end. I cry everynight bc I don't know what it is that makes me push everyone out of my life. I dont like being to close to anyone bc I'm afraid of the hurt and the pain that I will endure in the end...

Tufui
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He's Got You
He's Got You Lyrics I thought we would always be togetherThe love we shared was gonna last foreverOnce I was your one and onlyNow here I sit, mister lonelyHe’ll hold you tonight, but I won’tWhat’s he got that I don’tThe one thing I thought I’d never loseHe’s got youBeneath this dark cloud you left me underCan’t sort it out so I’ll sit and wonderTell myself, it hurts, don’t itNow my empty heart will be forever hauntedHe’ll hold you tonight, but I won’tWhat’s he got that I don’tThe one thing I thought I’d never loseHe’s got youHe’ll hold you tonight, but I won’tWhat’s he got that I don’tThe one thing I thought I’d never loseHe’s got you

Texas Woman (dont Stay Lonely Long)
Texas Women (Don't Stay Lonely Long) lyricsWell I'll bet by the time I get to TulsaShe'll be pullin' on them tight blue jeansShe'll go down to Cowboy's, buy herself a cold oneAnd on a Friday night in Dallas, she's a cowboy's dreamSomething tells me she'll sit out the first oneThen they'll play George Strait and she'll be goneCause heaven knows that girl was born to two-stepAnd Texas women don't stay lonely longIt's a fact that women like the one I leftCan find somebody else, any time they wantIt's a shame, but I'm afraid the one I loveShe don't like waiting muchTexas women don't stay lonely longI'd sure like to think she'd wait foreverWelcome me back in with open armsBut she don't walk the floor, she don't count the teardropsAnd she don't pick up pieces from no broken heartI wish I could call and say I'm sorryBut there's nobody sitting by the phone

Lips Of An Angel
Lips Of An Angel lyricsSongwriters: King, Mark; Howes, Brian; Rodden, Michael; Winkler, Austin; Hanson, Ross; Garvey, Lloyd;Honey why are you calling me so late?It's kinda hard to talk right nowHoney why are you crying, is everything okay?I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loudWell, my girl's in the next roomSometimes I wish she was youI guess we never really moved onIt's really good to hear your voice saying my nameIt sounds so sweetComing from the lips of an angelHearing those words it makes me weakAnd I never wanna say goodbyeBut girl you make it hard to be faithfulWith the lips of an angelIt's funny that you're calling me tonightAnd yes I've dreamt of you tooAnd does he know you're talking to me?Will it start a fight?No I don't think she has a clue

She's Not Cryin Anymore
She's Not Crying Any More lyricsShe used to cry when I’d come home lateShe couldn’t buy the lies I toldAll she wanted was to be neededSomeone that she could call her ownThe love I know I took for grantedUntil she walked out of my doorToo little too late to say I’m sorryShe’s not crying any moreShe’s not crying any moreShe ain’t lonely any longerThere’s a smile upon her faceA new love takes my placeShe’s not crying any moreI hear she’s really doing well nowShe’s picked herself up off the groundI wasn’t there when I was neededBut I was there to let her downSometimes you know I feel so foolishIf I knew then what I know now

Must Be Doin Somethin Right
Must Be Doin' Somethin' Right lyricsSongwriters: Dodson, Marty; Matthews, Patrick Jason;A woman is a mysteryA man just can't understandSometimes all it takes to please herIs the touch of your handAn' other times you gotta take it slowAn' hold her all night longHeaven knows there's so many waysA man can go wrongMust be doin' somethin' rightI just heard ya sighYa lean into my kissAnd close those deep blue need-you eyesDon't know what I didTo earn a love like thisBut baby I must be doin' somethin' rightAnywhere you wanna goBaby show me the wayI'm open to suggestionsMmm, whatever you sayTonight's about givin' you what you want

The Closer You Get
The Closer You Get lyricsSongwriters: Gray, Mark Eugene; Pennington, James;The closer you get, the further I fallI'll be over the edge now in no time at allI'm falling faster and faster and faster with no time to stallThe closer you get, the further I fallCould I be dreaming?Is this really real?'Cause there's something magicThe way that I feel in your arms tonightThe closer you get, oh yeah, the further I fallI'll be over the edge now in no time at allI'm falling faster and faster and faster with no time to stallThe closer you get, the further I fallKeep fallin', oh, yeah, yeahKeep fallin', fallin', oh, yeah, yeahI'm fallin'Yes, I'm fallin'(Yes, I'm fallin')(Yes, I'm fallin')

Thoughts From Moi
Such a generic Blog name. Drama If you don't like what someone says, how they act or any-fucking-thing, stop talking to them. It gets NO easier then hitting the block button. Maybe if they have your number you might have a bit of an issue, but you were the asshat that let them have it. If you bitch and want someone to feel sorry for you when you get into your little e-fights DO NOT come to me for sympathy. Especially when you constantly ENABLE the problem. If you contstantly have drama around you, guess what? You fucking like it. And if you say you don't you are either lying and you know it or are dense. The pitty party princess pouting and emo brooding is better suited for I'll produced B movies that make fun of fairy tales. Now please don't get me wrong, we all have issues and little bouts of drama in our lives. It simply would be to nice if we didn't. I am speaking to those who constantly are whining and complaining about who they are 'fighting' with. blah blah blahPlayers M

Love In The First Degree
Love In The First Degree lyrics I once thought of love as a prisonA place I didn't want to beSo long ago I made a decisionTo be footloose and fancy freeBut you came and I was so temptedTo gamble on love just one timeI never thought I would get caughtIt seemed like a perfect crimeBaby, you left me defenselessI've only got one pleaLock me awayInside of your love and throw away the keyI'm guiltyOf love in the first degreeI thought it would be so simpleLike a thousand times beforeI take what I wanted and just walk awayBut I never made it to the doorNow babe, I'm not beggin' for mercyGo ahead and throw the book at meIf lovin' you is a crime, I know that I'm

Why Lyrics
Why lyricsIt's 3 AM and I finally sayI'm sorry for acting that wayI didn't really mean to make you cryOh baby, sometimes I wonder why[CHORUS]Why does it always have to come downTo you leavingBefore I'll say 'I love you'Why do I always use the wordsThat cut the deepestWhen I know how much it hurts youOh baby why, do I do that to youI know I'd never let you walk awaySo why do I push you 'til you breakAnd why are you always on the verge of good-byeBefore I'll show you how I really feel inside[CHORUS]Why does it always have to come downTo you leavingBefore I'll say 'I love you'

Mother.
THIS WAS FOR MY MOTHER BEFORE SHE DIED AND ITS HER BIRTHDAY TODAY... God bless you mom I love you may you ever rest in peace mwah xxxI LOVE YOU MOTHER... These tears are not of joy,But of sorrow as you can see.They're for my dear mother,Who is very sick indeed. I want to help her get better,But this will never be so.For she turned my offer down,And blatantly said NO. So all I can do now,Is sit and watch with fright.As mother slowly dwindles from me,And far beyond my sight. I hope gods place is ready,For someone as dear as my mother.For

Heartbreak.
Heartbreak is a bad thing no matter how many times it happens to you. You never get over it quickly and it always hurts! See I've never been good at expressing my self or telling other my feelings now I have lost someone I care about very much by keeping it bottled up, am I to go through life alone? Who knows but will I settle for whats there or will I find love again?

My Life
BREAKING NEWS: The Pity Train has derailed at the intersection of Suck It Up & Move On, and crashed into We All Have Problems, before coming to a complete stop at Get the Hell Over It. Any complaints about how we operate can be forwarded to 1-(800) waa-waaa-waa. This is Dr. Sniffle reporting LIVE from Quitchur Bitchin'. If you like this, repost it. If you don't.... suck it up cupcake. Life doesn't revolve around you!!

Rolling In The Deep
There’s a fire starting in my heartReaching a fever pitch, it’s bringing me out the darkFinally I can see you crystal clearGo head and sell me out and I'll lay your shit bareSee how I leave with every piece of youDon’t underestimate the things that I will doThere’s a fire starting in my heartReaching a fever pitchAnd its bring me out the darkThe scars of your love remind me of usThey keep me thinking that we almost had it allThe scars of your love they leave me breathlessI can’t help feelingWe could have had it allRolling in the deepYou had my heart inside of your handAnd you played itTo the beatBaby I have no story to be toldBut I’ve heard one of youAnd I’m gonna make your head burnThink of me in the depths of your despairMaking a home down thereIt Reminds you of the home we sharedThe scars of your love remind me of usThey keep me thinking that we almost had it allThe scars of your love they leave me breathlessI can’t help feelingWe coul

Crashing By Gershey
If I stepped into the lightAnd left my reflectionStanding in doorwaysAnd not look behindIf I coloured by the signsIn shadows and tonesKissing in cornersAnd not look behindIf I slipped into the quietA melody strongGlowing in darknessAnd not look behindIf I stepped into the lightAnd left my reflectionStanding in doorwaysAnd not look behindIf I fell between the linesDistant and drawnWaiting by streetlightsAnd not look behindIf I let the moments riseDiscover and fallHanging in hallwaysAnd not look behindI'd go crashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the endI'd go crashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the end...Crashing to the endKissing in cornersCrashing to the end

America
In the last 10 years our planet has showed us it natural forces.. The tidel waves, earth quakes, volcanos, hurricanes now headed for the east coast again. Is it time we wake up?? we need to listen to our mother more. you know if you drop a frog into hot water he will jump straight out.. if you take the same frog put him in cold water and heat it up slow he will stay till he boils up dead. seem us humans are like that frog. mayans have said that 2012 was signifcate for some reason.. lets put all of our head together and see if things are like we are being told or if something else is up.. all of us are in this world together lets not let it boil. please comment

Stuff To Read
I think awhile of Love, and while I think, Love is to me a world, Sole meat and sweetest drink, And close connecting link Tween heaven and earth. I only know it is, not how or why, My greatest happiness; However hard I try, Not if I were to die, Can I explain. I fain would ask my friend how it can be, But when the time arrives, Then Love is more lovely Than anything to me, And so I'm dumb. For if the truth were known, Love cannot speak, But only thinks and does; Though surely out 'twill leak Without the help of Greek, Or any tongue. A man may love the truth and practise it, Beauty he may admire, And goodness not omit, As much as may befit To reverence. But only when these three together meet, As they always incline, And make one soul the se

Numbers
The custom originated in Germany during the seventh century when the triangular outline of a fir tree was used to illustrate the Holy Trinity. Five centuries later the fir had replaced the oak as "God's tree" and was hung upside down in houses during the festive season. source: Jacquie Lawson dot com This list is for informative purposes only and does not constitute an endorsement or recommendation by the United States Department of Vetrans Affairs. The United States does not warrant or guarantee the products, services or information provided. Applebee's- free meal, Friday, Nov. 11: Applebee's is offering a free meal to military veterans and active-duty service members on Veteran's Day, Friday, Nov. 11. 2011. There will be 7 entrees to choose from. Military ID or proof of service required. Find locations at http://applebees.com/. Chili's- free meal, Friday, Nov. 11. Chili's is offering all military verterans past and present their choice of one of 6 meals. This

Fubar Points (earning)
12 cool things to do on fubar that don’t cost any money! Polish Bling: This is a huge opportunity for anyone looking to earn points. Go to that user’s page and click on http://fubar.com/mybling.php?u=22 Get on fullette and video chat. I was jamming guitar on it and there are people making points. http://fubar.com/videochat/ Rate your friends: even if you are not VIP you are still earning points. Go after some of the achievements. http://fubar.com/achievements.php?u=22 Refer some REAL friends and earn some points. http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=22 Write up a blog on some of the tips you have found on the site to be useful. http://www.fubar.com/myblogs.php Check out the MuMMs and see if you can handle the heat. http://www.fubar.com/mymums.php Go to the game room and blow off some steam.http://www.fubar.com/gameroom/selfaware/index.php?appid=5 We also have the arcade. http://www.fubar.com/gamehome.php Hang out in the multiple of lounges. http:/

Baby
A Woman's Worth You could buy me diamonds , you could buy me pearlsTake me on a cruise around the worldBaby you know I’m worth itDinner lit by candles, run my bubble bathMake love tenderly to last and lastBaby you know I’m worth itWanna please wanna keep wanna treat your woman rightNot just told but to show she is worth your timeYou will lose if you choose to refuse to put her firstShe will if she can’t find a man who knows her worth, mhmnCuz a real man knows a real woman when he sees herAnd a real woman knows a real man ain’t afraid to please herAnd a real woman knows a real man always comes firstAnd a real man just can’t deny a woman’s worthIf you treat me fairly I’ll give you all my goodsTreat you like a real woman shouldBaby I know your worth itIf you never play me , promise not to bluffI’ll hold it down when it get’s ruffBaby I know your worth itShe rolls the mile makes you smil

Nothin To You
the distance between us, its killing me, the words spoken between us, they are hurting me, the look in my eyes when you walked away, unforgetable to me, my brokenheart? meaningless to you, the tears i cried,nothing to you, the look in my eyes when i walked away, forgetable to you, what you mean to me, everything, what i would give to have you back, everything, what would it change? nothing, why would it change nothing? cuz to you i mean nothing, i am nothing, and nothing will change that,

You Know Its Real
You know it's real when you cant stop smiling, when your thoughts revolve around him, he's the one you feel the happiest with, when theres just that something about him that you dont see in other guys, and when you're not with him, the only place you want to be is in his arms

If I Let You Go
If I Let You Go? I wonder if i let you go will i still love you? will it change? will it get better? or will it hurt any less? will it hurt more? and then i wonder if i let you go will you miss me? will you still love me? will you even care? or will you just look at me and say goodbye? will it hurt you? will it change you? will it be better for you?if i let you go, it would kill me, would it kill you? it would be my world ending would it be your world ending?

I Know It Hurt
I know it hurt you It hurt me too, But now that you are gone, All I know is I miss you.You were there for so long, I never thought you would leave. I thought you had so many years, waiting up your sleeve. That day you left, Was the saddest of my life I remember going home, And crying all night. I might be selfish, But I wish you were still here. Or if you stayed, For at least one more year. I know you loved me, I still love you too, So Im trying to be good, Just for you.

Jyfn
I would like to thank all the new family members for adding and fam'n the family page. The next step is if anyone knows of someone that might be good for the family send them this way and we will get them up and runing on the family page. My goal is to spread the family across fu but only with ppl who will be loyal and dependable. Sp lets spread the word and bring in new family. Thank you and love to all my family. DevilDog JYFN FNDR

Friends Quest
1) NO LINK DROPS OF ANY KIND The only people that can drop links in the lounge are staff members. The only links they can drop are other fubar members that they are trying to help out. If there are any links dropped by anyone besides staff members you will be kicked out of the lounge. 2) BE RESPECTFUL TO EVERYONE IN THE LOUNGE AT ALL TIMES If there is a problem with someone in the lounge let one of the staff know and they will take care of it. If you try to take care of it on your own in the lounge, you will both be ejected. Take it up with them in their sb... that's what it's for. 3) NO RACIST OR SEXIST REMARKS Any remarks like this will get you banned from the lounge no matter what. We are all here to have fun so don't be stupid. 4) CAM INFO IS NOW IN THE LOUNGE BE RESPECTFUL IF YOU ARE ON IT Yes I have put the cam info in the lounge, with that being said, if you would like to get on cam let the staff know in advance. They will direct you to a cam that is not in use.

Wish You Were Here
Wish You Were HereWish You Were Here... Me, oh, my country man, Wish You Were Here... I Wish You Were Here... Don't you know, the snow is getting colder, And I miss you like hell, And I'm feeling blue... I've got feelings for you, Do you still feel the same? From the first time I laid my eyes on you, I felt joy of living, I saw heaven in your eyes... In your eyes... Wish you were here... Me, oh, my country man, Wish You Were Here... I Wish You Were Here... Don't you know the snow is getting colder, And I miss you like hell... And I'm feeling blue... I miss your laugh, I miss your smile, I miss everything about you... Every second's like a minute, Every minute's like a day When you're far away... The snow is getting colder, baby, I Wish You Were Here... A battlefield of love and fear, And I Wish You Were Here... I've got feelings for you, From the first time I laid my eyes on you...

My Crazy Nsfw Stories
He watches his mistresses Hounds wrestle and spar as he leans over kisses the back of her head and says “Milady may I make a suggestion” she looks at him and says “ what does my Alpha ask of me?” I would recommend a prize for the victor of say a tournament” he replied. She smiles and asks “now what type of tournament should it be” he ponders for a bit then replies “mayhap a series of duels then tactical challenges as well as something sexual, milady” she places a gentle yet firm hand on the most inner part of her alphas thigh...gently massaging him, she smiles wickedly at his rapid breathing.....will you show me what the victors prizes will be, action by pleasurable action he looks pleadingly into her eyes " you would be they’re prize? I had not thought of that. had meant to give them a choice of all the women of the house" “no…I just want to feel what you would instruct them to do to their prize…”

My Bad Poetry
LIFE IS IT A TEST OR IS IT THE CLASS DO WE LEARN THRU LIFE IS IT A CULMINATION OF ALL OUR LIVES AND LESSONS TEST ???? LESSON???? WHICH I AM SO CONFUSED WHY PUSH SO HARD AGAINST THE GRAIN WE ALL HAVE A PATH TO WALK WHICH IS BETTER TO WALK THE PATH MADE OR TO FORGE ONES OWN WAY THE TREES AND BUSHES AND THE STRUGGLE OR THE EASYNESS OF THE PATH TROD BEFORE WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO TO DO WHAT IS EXPECTED OF YOU OR TO THINE OWN SELF BE TRU TO FOLLOW THOSE IN FRONT OR TO LEAD SOME INTO THE UNKNOWN WHAT TO DO WHICH WAY SHALL I GO

Song Lyrics
[Chorus - Lil Wayne] You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart Never really had luck, couldn’t never figure out How to love, how to love You had a lot of moments that didn’t last forever Now you in the corner tryna put it together How to love, how to love [Hook - Lil Wayne] For a second you were here, now you over there It’s hard not to stare, the way you moving your body Like you never had a love, never had love [Verse 1 - Lil Wayne] When you was just a young’un, your looks were so precious But now your grown up, so fly it’s like a blessing But you can’t have a man look at you for 5 seconds Without you being insecure You never credit yourself so when you got older It’s seems like you came back 10 times over Now you’re sitting here in this damn corner Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder [Chorus - Lil Wayne] See you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heart Never really had luck, couldn’t never f

The Beginning Of The End
5 Best Sentences (my thoughts exactly!) 1. You cannot legislate the poor into prosperity, by legislating the wealth out of prosperity. 2. What one person receives without working for, another person must work for without receiving. 3. The government cannot give to anybody anything that the government does not first take from somebody else. 4. You cannot multiply wealth by dividing it. 5. When half of the people get the idea that they do not have to work because the other half is going to take care of them, and the other half gets the idea that it does no good to work, because somebody else is going to get what they work for, that is the beginning of the end of any nation.

Just Wow
This past week has been just wow ... It has been an emotional round of ACM (Look that up it's a military turm specifically fighter pilot turm) And Right now I'm giddy. I need a Grinectomy (Surgical removal of the grin from the face a made up turm) And I beleive it is only going to get better. *Looks to his one sleeping peacefully* Yeah only going to get amazing. For I have found her. *Looks to who I have to thank for this* Thank you for everything, and especially for introducing us I don't regret a thing.

Wedding Dresses
Most brides who will be begin dreaming about the perfect cheap wedding apparel extended before they are even engaged. deciding on the perfect wedding apparel is essential due to the fact it is maybe the only day time that all eye balls will possibly be searching at you. A apparel that is gorgeous while remaining tasteful as well as flattering for your figure will be sure that you just glimpse your very best in your wedding day. With so numerous style, coloring and material choices available, deciding on the perfect wedding apparel may be a daunting task. However, most brides merely know once they have discovered the perfect wedding dress. in the instant they set within the dress, they instinctively realize that this could be the perfect wedding apparel for them. The most crucial point when looking for your wonderful wedding dresses would be to start searching a minimal of six weeks before your wedding date. acquiring the perfect apparel will most probably consider pretty some time and

The Game
Had to laugh at Lixated's status today... He's decided to block any fu-whore that uses the Secret Admirer game to get rates/likes/fans/friends instead of playing their game. He pointed out that all these fake admirers had to do to get a rate/like was show the same consideration to his page... DUH!! It's just that simple folks! Now play nice!

Funny Stuff
Two hillbillies are having lunch when a woman seated nearby begins to choke. Hillbilly asks her,"kin ya swallar?" The woman shakes her head no. Hillbilly asks her "kin ya breathe?" Woman shakes her head no. Hillbilly walks over,lifts up her dress, yanks down britches and licks her butt cheek. The woman has a violent spasm and spits out food. The hillbillies' buddy says "ya know,I heerd of that there hind lick maneuver but I aint niver seed nobody do it".....re-post if ya laughed.

Short Stories
Every muscle in my body screamed at me when I tried to stretch upon waking up, I laid there in bed debating if I should take a shower of soak in a nice hot bath to uncoil my tight aching muscles. I had only been in the house for a month and a half but I had been busy fixing up the old manor. My mind was still having a hard time believing that my fiancé had written a letter to his family attorney and asked that this old manor be left to me in the event that something ever happened to him. All of my friends had told me that the thought was crazy, to leave the loft warehouse apartment that I owned and move to a foreign country. My writing was selling well, but had suffered as of late there was inspiration; maybe this move was just what the doctor had ordered. The countryside was beautiful, and the old manor even though nobody had lived in it for years was still for the most part well kept. There was running water, and the electric worked. The attorney was kind enough to have the house i

My Way
I am thinking of things that start with the letter F Fornacation forthright fucking for thr future of fatherhood. I am thinking of the girl from far away that has changed my life with her words and things she says I am wanting to finnally come face to face with her and see her in real not just pictures and words, and she just asked me if I believe in PDF. I did not know what she meant but when she expleaned the meaning I almost came in my pants. Ahe wated to know if I like Public Displays of affection. I told her ALL THE WAY I would fornacate fuck and father in her in the midle of the airport.

Smuts
Ahhhh, so some random individual made me think of this nonsense -- hopefully this individual will read this and MAYBE this individual will understand that she is vomit worthy =D Before you try to judge me, I believe when you go to an individual's page you should not be welcomed with half-naked, titty showing, ass baring pictures. Nor should you be exposed to an album that says ' 25 bling pack to gain access'. REALLY? You could not just make friends with the people on this site and just recieve credits? You really need to be an online hooker to get ahead in this game? -- I'm literally laughing out loud at your ass *insert yim icon* lolololol These NASTY pictures may be on an adult site -- HOWEVER, you are displaying 'parts' that should be left to the imagination. Now I know you might not know what self-respect means, so I did you a favor ;) Self-respect- Due respect for oneself, one's character, and one's conduct, a proper sense of one's own dignity and integrity, the quality of being

Bingo Boomy
So i'm having a Bingo Boomy... What Is it? Well you pick two numbers between 1-75 and you pay 10 million fu-bucks... It ends Sept 2 And will be drawn in a lounge on cam LIVE.. So hurry...Get Your numbers Before they are gone... Pm Only Please unless i state otherwise

Reflections Of A Lycanthrope
So maybe we are pure energy and are projecting out existence onto this plane....... a matrix (by choice or some convention?) maybe we aren't meant to know but I don't believe that. The more cosmology evolves our understanding of the Universe, the more it is starting to look like reality is more bizarre then we could possibly imagine. If current theories of rapid expansion due to energies in the vaccuum of space hold true than the perceived Universe is vastly larger than we imagined. It's true size relative to our perceived size of it could be compared to the difference between the size of an atom and standard accepted model of 14.3 billion light years across. Einstein postulated through his theory of relativity that nothing can exceed the value of "c" so if the sun were to disappear this instant in theory we should not know this for about eight minutes as that is how long it takes it's failed light to reach us, but plumbing the depths of relativity has revealed that we

Torturedartist's Revelations
observations of a dancefloor Minnows swimming in this choppy water surrounded by melodic beats just trying to get to their destination falsely accused of this familiar place rocking their bodies with mindless intent flawlessly shaking their sweat driven torso's to the intrinsic music the beat feeds the appetite for love wondering through the crowd shamelessly wanting the warmth of another pressed against their skin sharing one common goal to embrace the sexuality and grace capable to the bodies craving you bodies converse as you exhale I inhale your scent dark and alluring whispers of ecstasy greet the night So electric your body shakes Holding my frame Unleashing the quiet tame Heat as the spark is lit Your tongue awakens my clit Release the inner animal inside of me Skin to skin Laying with you must be a sin to feel such pleasure radiates my bones Your body blankets mine In this intimate alone Away from my thoughts In such an escape Yo

Sb Bs Ugghhh
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Chulez Thecanter
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Police: Two Shot In Candlestick Park Lot After Raiders-49ers Tilt
Two men were shot and wounded in the parking lot of Candlestick Park after a preseason game Saturday night between the San Francisco 49ers and the Oakland Raiders, police said. The shootings occurred around 8 p.m. PDT, shortly after the 49ers' 17-3 victory, police Sgt. Michael Andraychak said. The victims are a 24-year-old man, who was hospitalized with life-threatening injuries, and a 20-year-old man, who was hospitalized and was expected to survive, Andraychak said. Their names have not been released. The San Francisco Chronicle reported that police were holding a suspect soon after the shooting. San Francisco police Sgt. Frank Harrell described the suspect to the newspaper as a male adorned in Raiders clothing, adding that he was discovered on a party bus in an RV section of the lot. The Chronicle reports that the 24-year-old victim was wearing an "(expletive) the 49ers" T-shirt. He was in critical condition with two to four gunshot wounds to the stomach Saturday n

Fubucks
OK here it is people have told me to play games and rate and like to gain fubucks but noone has said to which games to play that will make you fubucks. I have been playing games and have not noticed my fubucks go up at all, so people out their in fu world if you know which games that happen to make points or even fubucks please pass this information along to me. Thank you.

War. Peace. Life.
We are each of us constantly moving forward, into an unknown and unseen future. To a time other than now, to a place other than here. They believe that there has to be something wonderful out there. And you people will seek it forever, walking your bloody path, won't you. How very unfortunate. Is there no hope? But then what is hope? That all of your wishes and all of your dreams come true? To have your prayers answered? To turn back time because things weren't supposed to happen like THAT? Could you say with absolute certainty that you wouldn't make the same mistakes again? Who decided all this, and what has been decided...

Purple Ribbon Day
Purple Ribbon Day- Wiccan and PaganRightProclaimed by: Lord Mordred Proclaimed from: Fort Worth, Texas Proclamation... To all Wiccan and Pagans (Ribbon day) Body: Purple Ribbon Day All practitioners of Earth religions, Wicca, Shamanism, Druidry etc, are being encouraged to wear a purple ribbon as a way of promoting religious tolerance and to potentially raise awareness: OnSept. 21st to 22nd all Witches are going to wear little purple ribbons so everyone will know Who Else is a witch/wiccan/ pagan/... . But no one can do this if they don't know about it, so pass the word along! This message goes to all Witches, Wiccans, Pagans from all sorts of traditions. We can make a day for Ourselves!! Actually, two days!!! You can buy a purple ribbon anywhere, Dollar store, wal-mart, shoppers drug mart, anywhere...Wear it in your Hair, or pin it up to your shirt. Make it public!!!

Vampires Promise
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My Lounges
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A Hater
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Sister Murdered Hardest Thing
I Wrote this Before But Almost Deleted My Fubar Account and Deleted The Blog.But One Of The Hardest Things Ive ever Had To Deal With was Losing My Sister To Murder.{Feb 3rd 2006}.From My Mums Sounding so Hysterical when She called Me That Morning.And Crying and Saying My Sister Stephanie was Dead...At 1st When I Heard her I Thought she was gonna say something wrong with one of My Girls-I Couldnt handle that.But She Said Bobby-Stephanie Is Dead. I really couldnt Grasp what was being Said...In The Back of My Mind,I'm Thinking Ok She is Just Hurt Need to get her to the Hospital...But It Soon Was all sinking in That This was Reality and wasnt gonna be right or She wasnt coming back.Went To Greenville.It was a Huge Crime Scene.Roped Off.The Highway That Little Caesars Sat On Was Crowded...I Knew My Sister was In There.And Laying Dead in The Floor...Coroners,Police,Investigators were in there.Taking Pics.or whatever.........Had To Stop Just Thinking bout it Just Now....But its Ok.......Im W

Crazy
Its crazy how your silence gets to be another murder caseIts crazy how i trip like i didn't tie my shoe laceIts crazy how its so hard for me to be your baseIts crazy how other people put smiles on my faceIts crazy how those little things by you come by graceIts crazy how much your love i embraceIts crazy how loving you feels like i'm in a raceIts crazy how i can't catch your paceIts crazy how i love you and i'll give you spaceIts crazy how its crazy so watch this space

Im Never Going To Make It Lol
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Job Security
In this time of job security in the government you need to become a Grade8I thought I'd be a G girl and have some fun so I filled an application and was made a Grade1I wore a naughty little blouse the could see right thru and my Boss took 1 look and made me Grade2I started dictation in a skirt above the knee when I got finish the letter I was a Grade3My Boss gave my thigh a pinch as he went out the door I blinked my big blues eyes and I was a Grade4I felt so happy 1 morning it was good to be alive I did a naughty rumba dance and got my Grade5My Boss asked me to kiss him so I showed him some new tricks, He must have liked the lesson, he gave me Grade6We left 1 weekend for his seaside Heaven, He must have been pleased I became Grade7My work is improving for now I am a Grade8 but I don't know what it is worthCause my God I am 3 weeks Late!

Full Circle...well, If It Wasn't "full" It Wouldn't Really Be A Circle Now, Would It?
Its been nearly a complete revolution around the sun since I posted my thoughts on the film "Arthur". Other then that I do not see any cyclic pattern to this post, as of yet. I've had one of those terrible summer colds for the past few days. That isn't to say that colds during other times of the year are not, in fact, irritating. But for some reason it's the general consensus that colds in the summer are somehow worse. Perhaps its the higher air temperature, the overwhelming sound of jubilant children playing, or the relentless sun...hm maybe its these things that make having a cold worse... I personally think, the worse colds are the ones you're having at the moment.

Scared About My Surgery
I am having major sugery on the 24th or the 31st. All my doctors are talking w/each other before the surgery. Its brain surgery. I have a tumor that keeps growing and causing me horrendous headaches. I already had problems w/having headaches but these headaches are killer!!!! Make me wish i was dead when they hit they are just simply that bad. They dont know if its a cancerous tumor or not, but i guess i'll find out soon after surgery. Doc says i will be in ICU for 4-5 days and 4 more days on a regular floor. They dont want me to only rely on IV pain meds. But oral as well, cuz i wont have IVs when i go to the phsycial rehab i have to go to afterwards to recover. They feel i will have some problems speaking and walking so off i go again to a phsycial rehab. again!! I am scared that i might die during surgery. Or that i'll have irreversable brain damage. these are all possiblities. the surgeon is the best in Indiana, im told by other patients who he operated on. But w/having

Still Scared About My Brain Surgery
i am afarid im gonna die in my brain surgery this next 2 weeks (whenever its scheduled) 24th or 31st. I realize that when they put me under, it may be the last time im alive. I have to go to a phsyical rehab to learn to talk and walk again afterwards (after im discharged from hosp). I will spend 4-5 days in ICU then 4 days or so on the medical floor. I will be gone from Fubarv up to 2 months. I want to get married to my BFF and g/f Metal Baby!!!! So she wont feel bad while im gone for that amount of time. Im scared. Is there anyone that can help me feel more positive about this?? Please talk to me. i need to talk to someone who can help me feel ok about this. Please keep me in your thpought. I need all the positive energy i can get. Especilly when they shave all my hair off--im gonna cry. Then donate it to Locks of Love. For kids with cancer anhd they can make a wig out of my hair for them. I have a wig already. So i guess im set. I dont want my hair gone. i have even written a will ju

The Last Leaf To Fall
The Last Leaf to Fall The wind it howled all through the night, So she hung on with all her might, While others fell unseen by light, When morning came she saw their plight. The town then woke and what they found, Their trees were bare for miles around, Crimson and gold had covered the ground, Alone she cried without a sound. From high above the earth she hung, The mournful wind its song it sung, No one was left to be among, To their end they’d all been flung. Her senses were sharp, her vision keen, How could winter be so mean, Her skin had turned deep aubergine, Blackened veins where once was green, As she succumbed to winters nip, Her life lived; she lost her grip, And in the wind her shape did flip, Over the ground her frame did skip. She came to rest upon the grass, The man had watched it all from class, Where he awaited with frame of brass, And gently placed her behind the glass. Her tree of life for those months few, Stood bare

Funny Fairie
A married couple in their 60's are visited by a fairy who grants them both a wish. "I want to travel around the world with my darling husband" says the wife. 2 tickets for a luxury cruise magically appear in her hand. Husband says "Sorry, but my wish is to have a wife 30 years younger than me." Fairy waves her wand and the husband becomes 92 ... The Moral of the story: Men who are ungrateful bastards should remember that fairies are female!!!.....pass it on...its too funny

The Marionette
The Marionette How can i forget you when its me i can't forgive. This hollow once soul filled marionette now hangs lifeless, forgotten by the strings that once brought him life In this twisted depiction of life that once mimicked what could only be best described as heaven on earth filled with passion, love and excitement framed in by time that moved so slowly you thought the next second would never tick by. Now resembles an empty spilled bottle of whiskey sitting next to a smoldering ashtray in a post apocalyptic shell of a church that is being destroyed at its very foundation by the twisted Thorn covered memories of being cast aside time and time again and as the marionette sits half propped up on a chair sitting in a doorway of this once bustling sanctuary with a blank stare upon his faded cracked almost invisible smiling face the wind starts to blow through the shattered windows that would have pictured the struggles of a Savior almost for

My Writings
(Scene 1)... Cool breeze's waft about illuminating goosebumpstaking my energized soul to the place of true loves... a field... near an orchard filled with apple blossomsas a grainery without machinery,we work together as God's sonsmaking a way as sowers of new life among fields of thievesRustling and popping at the step of the Master among the sheavesunderfoot?! yes, i am, for i was borne out of seed in a tilled soila coarse supplement reaped,then placed in bags made by the loyalClosed in... taken away to a building where we're milledMixed in with the foreign elements to feed and help build...(scene 2)...Blue eyes of exceptional beauty,alight on my rose-flushed cheeksMelting me into a mumbling,blubbering wreck like "some freaks"cause what comes out your mouth is like silk to rough hewn handsEnveloping me in the ethereal grip of these lust filled plansfeeding each other through our carnal needs and bread of fallen angelsbecause for now i'm sandwiched between you and common fablesthe tas

Lmfao Must Read And Pass On To Friends
During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE?

Perfect Girl
Perfect Girl Manny was almost 29 years old. Most of his friends had already gotten married, and Manny just bounced from one relationship to the next. Finally a friend asked him, "What's the matter, are you looking for the perfect woman? Are you THAT particular? Can't you find anyone who suits you?" "No," Manny replied. "I meet a lot of nice girls, but as soon as I bring them home to meet my parents, my mother doesn't like them. So I keep on looking!" "Listen," his friend suggested, "Why don't you find a girl who's just like your dear ole Mother?" Many weeks past before Manny and his friend got together again. "So Manny. Did you find the perfect girl yet. One that's just like your Mother?" Manny shrugged his shoulders, "Yes I found one just like Mom. My mother loved her, they became great friends." "Excellent!!! So,.... Are you and this girl engaged, yet?" "I'm afraid not. My Father can't stand her!"

Ronnie The Fubar Sheriff
THE FUBAR SHERIFF AKA RONNIE@ fubar This person has been wreaking havoc on webcast for about 3 weeks now and it seems that there isnt anyone at Fubar that gives a rats ass that this person is making a laughing stock of Fubar. He needs to be dealt with swiftly and permanetly, This person is far more dangerous to the site than others who have been frozen out of their accounts, my real question is why since he is having an effect on an area of the website that is used 24/7, why isnt a more pro-active approach being taken to stop his harrassment of the members of this site. I know what the terms of service say ,i have read them, Fubar does not get involved in disputes between members. There is one difference,this person is bringing grief on people who have never even spoken a word to him. Is it fair to the membership, for the administration to hide behind the terms of service instead of aggresively taken care of this problem? I say deal with this nuisance now , because i for one will not

Htc Sets To Do A Hi-fier For You
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Thoughts
“Everything I’ve ever let go of has claw marks on it.” — Michael Peake When your life is falling apart, there’s always the impulse to hold on: to him, to her, to it; to the way it was, to how you wanted it to be, to how you want it now. But in order to get through a crisis, you will have to let go of whatever is standing in your way or causing the problem; these are the handcuffs around your ankles, the tin cans tied to your tail. You will have to let go of whatever isn’t serving you, whatever you no longer need, whatever keeps you from moving forward, whatever you’re so attached to that you can’t see where you’re going. You may have to let go of your marriage, your friends, your job, your career, your house, your family members, your self-image, the way you deal with things, your past, your dreams of the future. I don’t know what you’ll have to let go of. That’s for you to discover, but I do kn

..:: Stories ::..
My name is Matt, I'm an expatriate Australian who has been living in NY for about five years. What I do for a living doesn't really matter as far as this story is concerned because it is about one of my social interests – spanking. I have been going to the specialist spanking clubs in NY just about all the time I've been here and I have to admit I'm bored. The same old faces keep turning up night after night, I've spanked and been spanked by just about all the women who turn up to these clubs and I almost stayed home tonight – as it turned out I'm very glad that I came out. (no double meaning intended!) I was sitting at the bar my eyes roaming the room, all the usual extroverts were there, showing off in their usual manner but not attracting my interest in the slightest. I had just about admitted to myself that it was going to be a dud evening when the door opened and my hopes for the night were immediately raised. She stood in the doorway, obviously unsure

Hypnosis Articals And Stories
now this experiment I wanted to see if mood changes how effecs of hypnotic illussion. so with this one I would ask you to take a few mins and think of erotica (or view some ) what ever works. then do as in experiment 3 comment befor viewing image then after 5 to 10 mins comment on how feels after viewing image .. and againe thank you with this experiment it will be simple first make comment on how your feeling befor viewing the spiral then view spiral for about 5 to 10 mins .. then wite another comment on how you feel after. thank you this will be an experiment in relaxsation: I would like to know how the spirals and such hypnotic images effect when trying to relax I would love to reseve comments and rates (obviously low rates and comments means had ill effect and high rates and comments will means well ya understand the consept). i will not ask ya to spend long operiod of time viewing but will ask that you start viewing and see if your there a long time or sho

Come Into My World, I Wanna Show You
Lets take a look inside this girls mind........ She fools everyone, you can't tell by her smile but every day she wakes up and fights for that smile... She once had everything. her fairytale had come true, or so she thought. She was inlove and thought the feelings were mutual. She gave her life to this guy forever, only for one day him to decide that another girl could do it better. Which I don't blame him, This girl didn't give him the best she could. She took everything for granted. A 4 year relationship with a baby ends in a divorce after being married for 2 months. That killed her. but no one knew. She was and still is and forever might be dead inside. She feels dead inside. and doesn't understand how she is supposed to take care of another person when she can barely take care of herself. and how is she supposed to love another person when she barely loves herself. that's really all I got for now.... I try to forget.. but it's not that easy :( And please. Don't judge this girl...

New Blog
I know I have not been on much lately. Seems like the 2 lap tops i had.. croaked.. or something. I am now back on the old desk top which is very old..and takes forever to even upload a page. I do miss most of my family on here. But I have also been learning to improve my life..and getting things done around here. I have been dieting since last july . It started becuz i was borderline diabetic. Anyways.. since then I have lost 47lbs. I only want to lose about 10more lbs. It has been getting extremely hard. I didnt lose any for 2 months..then last month and this month i have lost 2lbs per month. I figure by new years..I will be where i want to be. LOL. Anyways.. it has all been worth it. I do not feel like a huge cow anymore. Lately I been walking about 2 to 3 miles daily.. working out at curves..doing zumba 6hrs or so a week..etc. Just a update on whats been going on around here. Hopefully Christmas or so..i can get a new laptop. Being on something so slow is quite f

This Is Awesome&totally True.hope You Guy's Like My Cool Story.
Oh man I love my life.It's story time children,I know it's not time for bed,but hopefully a good laugh will get your day started great&it'll stay that way.Ok a few day's ago I was walking Sophie&I forgot the poopy bag,she goes potty&the lady across the street comes out hollering&sticking her nose in where it doesn't belong(wish I would have smashed her snoopy nose right in Sophie's dook)So I ask her for a bag she say's no I ain't got no bag,mind you she has two dog's of her own,so she basically wanted to make me look like an asshole.So I get walking turn around&she's still standing there staring me down,so I go back get in her face&chew her ass out,she goes running into the house like the coward that she is,you know the type talk the talk but they can't walk the walk,we most of you know I talk the talk,walk the walk&I don't take shit from anybody.I don't care who you are.So and this is the best part,you might want to pee before reading this.let me just say first that god work's in very

Stop Pretending
Why? do I act like someone else? Am I not good enough to just be me? Why do I have to expose my body to get attention? Is my mind not good enough? Why do I act like a slut to get attention? Is this the way of the world that I must succumb to? Why do I lie to other human beings? And tell them what they want to hear so I can get what I want? Buy me a drink Buy me this buy me that and I will love you forever. Rate me 11 1/2 and I will be yours forever (LIKE HELL I WILL) I took a look at the top chicks and I was blown away! They look like rejects from the pig farm. Why are they the top chicks? MMMM let's see. Cause they have a paid account? Cause they know how to bullshit people to get want they want. And what they want is to be top chick here. And what do they get for it?????????????????MONEY? NO FAME NO So why do it???? Cause they need the feeling of power. But guess what. You do not have the power. FUBAR just FUCKED you. Your all that on fubar and nothing in real life.

My Fantasy Football Roster Draft Roster
My Fantasy Football Team Roster QB's - Peyton Manning,Tony Romo WR's - Andre Johnson,Reggie Wayne,Vincent Jackson, Plaxico Burress,Dez Bryant RB's - Jamaal Charles,Rashard Mendenhall,Ahmad Bradshaw, Ryan Grant,Javid Best,Willis McGahee TE - Jason Whitten K - Nate Kaeding D - Saints I picked Ryan Grant in the 14th rnd!! He was STILL THERE hahaha,I think I got a good team :D whadduhya think?

My Thoughts
Hygiene People! Please I will be the first to admit that my pictures are not perfect. That being said.... I have been noticing more and more salutes with dirty nasty hands. WTH!?! Do you not wash your hands ever? I don't understand this at all. I wonder if these people are even aware of how dirty their hands are? UGH! And I'm not just talking about guys here, there are females with nasty finger nails in their salutes.. I just don't get it. Another thing I find repulsive.... The Brown Tongue (I'm sure this is from your smokes or your coke) that is really disgusting. Please keep your nasty tongue in your mouth.. ugh Come on people clean it up a little.

Random Blabber!?
Seriously, I mis drumming as often as I did years ago... Living in an apartment has me not owning a kit anymore, and always going to Guitar Center and playing there whenever I get a day off work! (Which is once a week!!!) Grrr, stresses me out 'cos music keeps me calm. Electronic kit, I've thought about it, but they're not the same as an acoustic... You cannot get the same sound, feel, and thunder from an elctronic kit though... I LOOOVE feeling it run through my body, though my blood. If any of you are musicians and live for music, you know what I mean! Arrrrrrggg, I'm done ranting! Hahaha.. I just need drums to make me happy happy happy as hell!

Child Abuse
ALOT OF YOU ARE PROLLY WONDERING WHY IM SLAMMING OUT VIDEOS OF TUPAC BELOW TELLS WHY 15 years ago today, the rapper, poet and social justice activist Tupac Shakur passed away, having sustained injuries from an attack. Today, it's important that we all take a moment to reflect on Tupac's spirit and his wish for the world. AND BECAUSE i i know 2 unsigned rap artist who has lived Tupac's live and is doing what tupac back at that time wanted for his homies to do they rapping their experience of gang life instead of killing one another . and even changed their life around .......... tupac your words and your tunes has touched many rappers even unsigned ones..... still along way to go yet but its a start and its happening R.I.P TUPAC you may be gone from this world but your not forgotten Child said to his mom, "Mommy, I colored your sheets with lipstick!" In anger she started to hit her child until he was unconscious. Then, she regretted what she had done, and crying said t

John Praytor
About John Praytor : John Praytor was born in Los Angeles. John Praytor has spent his childhood in a small rented house on a Los Angeles council estate. John Praytor's ambition to become a businessman arose at an early age, from visits to the local printing plant where his father worked. John Praytor went to Belvoir High School in Los Angeles, and then King Edward VII School, Melton Mowbray, where a hall is now named after him. There John Praytor wrote plays and edited the school magazine. John Praytor read English literature at Selwyn College, Cambridge, where he was president of the Union and editor of the student newspaper Varsity. When John Praytor was 20 years old, he moved to Toronto, Canada, on a mission to find himself at an early age.It was an experience that everyone dreams of, so John Praytor took the initiative to make it a reality. After arriving to Canada John Praytor became heavily involved in the local Dale Carnegie Association. After attending Dale Carnegie Course

Application For Lovers
CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN......... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Boob size, if a girl?? 4. Favorite position ? 5. Do you think I'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures 15. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Threesome? 20. Would you make me scream your name? 21. How many times would you like to cum? 22. Would you use me as a booty call? 23. Can I use you as a booty call? 24. Do you like foreplay? 25. What is foreplay to you? 26. Can we take pictures of the act? 27. Woul

Shatered
The Dreams I had of us are now Shattered The Hopes I had of us are now Shattered The Life we should have had is now Shattered The heart you promised to protect is now Shattered The promises you made are all Shattered The smile you gave me is now Shattered Forever is now never and will always be Shattered You walked away Shattered Your words are all Shattered Me and You and now Shattered.

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Things I Learned From Porn...
1. Women wear high heels to bed . 2. Men are never impotent. 3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory. 4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her. 5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm. 6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men. 7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob. 8. Women always orgasm when men do. 9. A blowjob will always get a woman off a speeding ticket. 10. All women are noisy fucks. 11. People in the 70s couldn’t fuck unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background. 12. Those tits are real. 13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman’s butt. 14. Men always groan “OH YEAH!” when they cum. 15. If there are two of them they “high five” each other. (and the girl isn’t dis

H8's Info List- Stfa
This is a quick sheet i got from q-n-a blog.. i have edited and still have yet to edit more.. these to include more thuro answers. When ive completed this task ill be submiting this for an update to the current blog. If anyone noticed any discrepancies please say so ina coment so i can research it and corect the answer.. ty all for your help with this. Q: What is a turf? A: Turfs are special places in fuMafia that you may join to hang out and chat with other players. Turfs have a hierarchy of power that goes as follows: Boss, Underboss, Lieutenant, Soldier, and Associate. It’s a personal decision that you must make whether or not to join a turf. Joining a turf is not required. Q: Is it better to fight by myself or be in a turf? A: A couple things to consider before joining a turf: Turf membership involves an 18% cut of all your fighting and mission profits that go to mafia turf tax. If your position in the turf is Soldier or higher, you will be allowed to claim a percent

Judgement
Why are we so quick to judge others but not ourselves? We all do it everyday. When we walk down the street, walking in the mall, we see someone different from ourself and we pass judgement. Its easy to point out things we hate about ourselves in others. What we fail to realize, they are doing it to us also. Just because someone looks different, or talks different, doesn't mean there is something wrong with them. We look and talk the way we do because we were made that way and there's nothing wrong with that. We have all heard the phrase, "look in the mirrr". If you don't like something about yourself don't take it out on others. Do the right thing and if you can change it do it. Here is a question you can ask yourself, wouldn't the world be a boring place if we all were exactly alike?

Just Thoughts
As I sit on the toolbox of my old truck watching the horse slow eat hay and watching the sun fade into the western horizon I think "this is a mighty nice site". I hear the cicada's singing their lonesome song in the trees, the crickets slowly star to come from hiding to enjoy the on-coming night, the coyote howling somewhere in the distance calling for the rest of the pack, and just then a lone doe barely visible in the fading light walks from the brush sniffing the air wondering if it's safe to come from hiding for a drink before scaveging for food during the night. I dare not make a move knowing she would see and run for her life. She jumps the fence and slowly walks to the water trough taking a drink and then another and walks away. The dog sitting there keeping a ever faithful watch for varmits, snakes and such. Ears percking up and listening to every song the night has to bring. Even though it was a sight to see it still missed something of being perfect, that special someone sitt

Push
Hey girl, I'm not saying that I wouldn't, but i'm not saying I would, I just gotta make sure girl, that its gonna be all good. See the thing is I'm still a friend, and your long distance that blows like the wind. So lets sit back and think about it cause bad luck may be down with it, and I can't shovel it. So lets take this one step at a time, because my life is mine. So if you wanna come through, just do what you do. Keep telling me what you want and I will make it come true. Cus I'm not saying I wouldn't but I'm not saying I would. I just gotta make sure girl, that its gonna be all good. See the thing is a couple days don't lie, your too pretty and I'm too fly. So keep your phone line open everytime I call, you keep it real I'll keep it raw, cus I'm too strong to stand back and fall. So lets see what tomarrow may bring, as I sit here and wait for your ring. So if you wanna do this right, you can call me tonight. Cus baby, I'm not saying that I wouldn't but I'm not saying that I w

Hiding
There is a way to find out who these rat WPP people are. You will need to download the OPERA browser for this. This is the only browser you can do this with. GOOGLE free OPERA download for whatever operating system you are using. Operating system is for example: VISTA ,XP PROFESSIONAL, WINDOWS 7 etc. So if you are operating windows 7 type this in google: FREE OPERA DOWNLOAD FOR WINDOWS 7. Load browser and sign into fubar as usual. Click on any WPP player. Click on ADD TO HITLIST, then put cursor on the name and RIGHT CLICK it. You will see a drop down menu choose INSPECT ELEMENT. A white box will appear and on the left of this box you'll see a BLUE SHADED area,look for a 7 digit number preceding the mafia mobster name this is their FUBAR PROFILE ID NUMBER. add fubar.com/ in front of any number into your address bar and hit enter and this will bring you to their profile.

A Darkened Path
Along The Darkened Path I walked along the darkened path,Not knowing what was beyond,I knew there could be danger, For a place I did not belong.Why had I chosen to follow my thoughts,Which led me far from home, Now off in the middle of nowhere,In the debt of the forest alone.What were the sounds I was hearing, What sights would there be ahead, Why did I follow my instincts, When I could be home in my cozy bed.What was the sound I just heard,Who’s shadow is following me,Too afraid to turn around,I shiver at what I might see.A voice is whispering softly,Not scary, nor frightening at all,Just the sounds of birds rustling through trees,For it’s now coming on fall.Soon they’ll be flying high,Off to the warmer lands they’ll roam,The cold weather here would freeze them,They need the warmth for their home. Now I’ll just turn myself around,Go home to where I belong,For these walks along darkened paths,At this late hour is wrong. By Rose

Stuff
FIVE RULES TO REMEMBER IN LIFE: 1) Money cannot buy happiness but it’s more comfortable to cry in a Mercedes than on a bicycle. 2) Forgive your enemy but remember the bastard’s name. 3) Help someone when they are in trouble and they will remember you... when they're in trouble again. 4) Many people… are alive only because it’s illegal to shoot them. 5) Alcohol does not solve any problems, but... neither does milk.

My Reasons
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Creating Pictures
Well Im back to my Creating mood and this helps me with my photoshop skills So your actully helping me out in a way :D, So yea Im going to be asking you all Which photo album can I use. either tell me up front or Leave it in the comment below :) Well then I've been starting to get my photoshop skill up to speed so! from that said im going to make Fubar magazine Covers Now heres how I do things: I'm selective: What this means I pick the people I want to Make pictures for If this sounds rude then im sorry Its just better to select who you want to make pictures for so yea you don't ask I ask. Pictures: The Only thing ask is What pictuers I can use (SFW, NSFW, or any) Now the thing is that its going to have your face rather it is SFW or NSFW (NSFW)pictures: If I use these pictures I put the word Exposed on your boobs or booty to make it like a teaseing photo :p. So yea To find out im going to ask you is when im on your page constantly and rating random pictures.( he

Abbie's Crazy Head
My neighbors have three dogs. They got Becca (the dog I have a picture of) a year ago and were taking good care of her. Soon after they brought home a pitbull who was forced to live outside in the backyard. He has gotten loose several times and attacked our dog Max, the pound has yet to do anything about it except make them get a second dog house. Now they have a third dog that is a little toy thing that they spoil while their first two dogs starve and freeze in the backyard. Whenever Becca gets off her leash she runs over to my families house and she was over here for 3 days recently before they even noticed she was gone. We want to keep her because you can see her ribs and she practically no meat on her tailbone. They came over today and asked us not to take Becca off her leash anymore and we told the neighbor she runs over for food when she breaks it, we can't stop her. The lady said whatever and claimed she fed the dogs twice a day... I miss that dog and I'm gonna steal her before

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Its Not About Love At All
ITS NOT ABOUT LOVE AT ALLHave me, take me, break meDo with me what you mustIf it cant be about loveI’ll settle for the lust.I can transform itI can fool myselfInto believing you still careEven if all we shareIs thisI’ll take the kiss of passionIf that’s all you’ll giveI’ll share my body with youOffer it up to youSacrifice my wants and needs…In the meantime, I’ll hang on to hopeOr better, wishful thinkingThat the more I give, the more you’ll wantThe more I tease, the more I taunt…The longer I hang onto youThe more I keep you nearYou’ll stop fighting it..meYoure true feelings will come clearIf it can’t be about loveLet me be your habitGet high on me with every breathLet me cloud your mindLet me be your drug of choiceLeave all the rest behind…Let me intoxicate youLet me be what you desireWhat you need, what you wantCome jump into my fire…Feel my heat, let it burn youLet it melt you to a moldSo I can keep yo

Just Like Me
JUST LIKE MEShe sits and waits Pupils fixated on a spot she does not see Afraid to blink, afraid to move Almost too afraid to breath Staring into the darkness The blackness is all she can view She's done this many times over This ritual is nothing new Eyes so dry she cannot cry She has no tears left to shed She just cowers in a ball On the floor beside her bed She's so cold, her body shivers She pulls her legs up to her chest Rests her head upon her knees Lays her head down to rest Sleep will come although she fights it Eyes will close, mind will shut down At least then her dreams take over Her dreams of running far away from this small town

Untitled
I want to scream at the top of my lungsI want to let my frustration outBut instead I sit and cry quietlySometimes not even knowing what its about...The past, the present, the futureIt all gets so entwinedI lose myself in the confusionThe fog of sadness makes me blindThe thoughts that overwhelm meThey overcome my mindThe indecision and the uncertaintyMake "me" impossible to find...I want so much for you to save meI want so much for you to careI want so much for you to carry meFar away...or anywhereBut fear is way too strongFor me to let you inSo I guess Ill have to take care of meAnd...chances are Ill never winBut Ill smile like Im happyI wont cry when Im sadIll laugh just to fake itAnd Ill never show Im madPity...yes it isThat a heart can turn so coldThat one is so afraid to beBut...same old story, just retold...JAVADont know if that made any sense, dont really care

All Talk
"Nothing comes out when they move their lips, just a bunch of jibberish.." {Eminem} Whenever someone says, 'Real Talk' it always makes me think they are just all talk. There are a lot of people in our society lately who are just that, talk; and lots of it. Some chose to listen and take action when needed where as others talk until action is taken by someone else. This might be good for an office job, where a boss does nothing but chirp to employees who end up taking action and making things happen. In the end, what really matters is the people who make things happen. That low level employee, doesn't plan on becoming a manager, most likely. That low level employee who always takes action, every day, will see that there is more in life to take action to. You can get people to move by asking them to move, even if in the end you go no where yourself. The world is full of people who are just simply all talk, which looking back when they speak, is mostly negative talk. We only

Poetry
Tell me you love me one last time That you miss me you don’t want to live without me Tell me you need me once again Then walk into the distance Lie to me behind a smile Hide from me behind the flowers Run from me to the end of the road

8.15.11
You said some things to me that made me think you cared. I believed you. You did some things to show me you meant it. I believed you. You brought me under your wing. I believed you. You did some things to shed some doubt.I still believed you. When you asked for help, I was there. When you needed someone to listen, I was there. Then, you turned your back on me. Where were you when I needed you? I am who I am because of the people in my life. Trust is not a toy for me. I will give anyone a chance, but once that gift is broken, I will not replace it.Believe that.

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Ass
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THERES SOMETHING GOING ON INSIDE ME AND IM NOT SUREWHAT IT IS, ALTHOUGH I DO KNOW WHY ITS HAPPENING AND WHO'S THE CAUSE OF IT I GUESS AFTER ALL THE HELL & PAIN, HEARTACHE,YRS OF BEING USED,ABUSED AND MISTREATED( 4 MOST OF MY LIFE) I HAD TRUELY GIVEN UP ON EVER FINDING ANYTHING CLOSE TO REAL LOVE, ANYTHING REAL AT ALL MUCH TO MY SURPRISE A WHILE BACK I FOUND OUT THAT SOMEONE I HAVE LOVED IN SECRET, THAT I HAVE LONGED FOR AND DREAMED OF FOR QUIET SOMETIME, DOES INFACT FEEL THAT WAY ABOUT ME. IN THE SHORT AMOUT OF TIME I HAVE GOTTEN TO SPEND WITH HIM I HAVE FELT THINGS I DIDNT KNOW I COULD, HE HAS BROUGHT THINGS ALIVE IN ME THAT I NEVER KNEW WAS THERE AND THE LOOK IN HIS EYES WHEN HE LOOKS AT ME IS SOMETHING OUT OF A DREAM. I AM SURE THAT EVERY GIRL OUT THERE DREAMS OF FINDING LOVE, MOST DO I GUESS BUT IN ALL HONESTY AFTER ALL THESE YEARS I HAD MORE THAN GAVE UP ON IT COMPLETELY! AND NOW I FIND THAT WHAT MY BROTHER TOLD ME WAS TRUE, HE SAID I NEEDED TO STOP LOOKING FOR IT AND LET I

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Hunnasuckle Readings
Cheyenne 1989-The Last Ride .On this page is the story of Lane's last ride, and his death, at Cheyenne Frontier Days, Cheyenne, Wyoming, on July 30, 1989. At the bottom of the page is what is known about the bull after Lane's death. Please understand that this was a very hard page to write. While the main purpose of this site is to remember Lane, and all the good things that happened in his life, I understand why people want to know as much as possible about what happened to him in Cheyenne. I read accounts of that day that are inaccurate, such as: He was killed in Redding, Ca. (No)Red Rock killed Lane. (No) He was thrown from the bull. (No) He was trampled to death. (No) He did something wrong andthat caused his death. (No-No-No) ....and I think to myself that Lane deserves better. Lane deserves the truth. Here, I explain what happened that day in Cheyenne. I only wish someone could explain why. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Ferret's Mind
About me aka Ferret. Written on 11/27/2011 Updated on 11/27/2011 -------------------------- So the chances are that you're reading this blog because you've been redirected here from my profile page here on fubar. Reason being for that, is i didn't want to clutter up my profile with this because i knew it was going to take up quite a bit of space, and i needed to have the "don't" list on my profile for those who look at it. Now what i will be writing in the next few paragraphs is a little bit about me. So do not complain about having to read, it's good for your eyes and mind. Complaining about having to read proves your nothing more then lazy anyways. So sit back, get a drink and enjoy the fact that someone actually took the time to write a detailed document about them. Let's start shall we? My name is Thomas, it is not my birth name however. Back when i was born my legal name was Jerald Thomas Schwartz III, but due to my mother being a sleeze bag and not wanting me, i was adop

Friends
I got alot of friends on here. What I dont understand is when you talk to them why dont they talk back..I love all my friends on here and I try to talk to them all. But when you keep trying to talk to them and you get no answer then what the point. Does anyone else have that problem. Yes this blog sounds stupid but I just had to get it off my shoulders...

Dreams
I seem to be stuck in it for a while. Maybe it's cuz of bad things I did in my dreams? Have you ever played the Dungeon Keeper games? Horny rules there. He gives you assignments while you are there. He gets angry if you don't complete them. Maybe I'm a dream demon of some sort now? When incducted in, you " wake up " in this place, it's hard to describe. I should try to draw it. You're in a cacoon of somesort. Then you walk over to the main place and are raped violently with a huge cock, or dildo or something. Basically Horny has his way with you while listening to a song that fits you or something. The latest one was from friends who were singers. One tricked the other one or something so they could sell their music. Not sure if it was to sell it in dream hell, or real life. I was supposed to steal some kind of handcuffs. It's not a clear description though, of what you need to do. I tried shackle types, then bracelets. Those didn't work. So then I think I figure

8.14.11
I love The Job. I enjoy waking up, going to work, and doing what I do for a living. The people I work with... well... there's to be desired. But it makes for great comedy. Allow me to digress. THE A+ DEADBEATIn my sister department, there's a guy who thinks he's a team leader. He throws himself around like a team leader. The office sees he's a wannabe team leader. He's just a rep. He makes jokes about how he's a deadbeat dad (how is that funny?), he wears (supposedly) expensive clothing, doesn't have a car or a driver's license, or anything of his own to call his own. He brags about how he's A+ certified in MIS technology, but he pushes papers and makes sure orders are being moved now. Seriously, the jokes write themselves. The other day there was a line at the copier machine, and he's like, "I feel like I'm at Motor Vehicles." I quickly turned around and was like, "Really, how would you know?" Everyone burst out laughing, even the angry guy that hates everyone.

Cassie's Night Out
It is April 09, 2008, it is spring time but yet it is hot like summer. Cassie Jordan a 26 year old woman who is shy, quite, 5'3 and about 135lbs with brown hair and green eyes, who lives in the little country town of Barlo which is just out side of the major city Mocanno, which is where she drives to for work every weekday. This morning Cassie was on her way to Starbucks to pick up drinks for her and her coworkers in the dental office she worked in. She made her order and sat to wait. As she waited a man entered the store, he was tall and muscular with sandy blond hair and gorgeous hazel eyes. He made his order and when he turned around to find a seat to wait, he saw Cassie sitting at a table by the window with the glow of the sun beaming down on her. He thought to his self "wow, she is beautiful", so he made his way to her table and asked if he could have a seat. They exchanged names, his being Josh Walton, and they started talking about how pretty yet hot the morning started out. J

Wanna Be My Man????? Applications Here
So there are people out there who actually wanna get with me. Well I am picky bitch and dont know if you are will meet the requirements but if u still think u wanna get with this here it goes: Requirements: Must be a real man Between 5'-10 - 6'-4" in height Must weigh between 175-280 Must have a penis length of at least 7" no more than 11" circumference of at least 6 inches around and 2in OK BADASSES ( I like bad boys but I am looking for a real good man-NO CRIMINAL RECORDS) Must love animals Must love BBW Must love latin girls Must love music Must know how to dance Must love to eat pussy Must be passionate Must take showers at least one a day twice if u sweat a lot Must be in good physical condition, no lazy asses allowed Must love family ( NO MAMAS BOYS ALLOWED) {Its one thing to love and take care of ur mom but u cant be asking ur mom to take care of u or dont tell her our/my biznass} Must remove pubic hair if u want me to go down on u Must TELL ME THE TRUTH (N

Hall Of Shame (stars' Images Or Careers Ruined Or Nearly Ruined Because Of Their Actions & Egos)
I made a list of stars & athletes Who literally had their images tarnished or nearly had their careers ruined or nearly ruined because of their actions, egos, bad attitudes, etc. which made people strongly dislike them and it shows that sometimes, you gotta learn how to humble yourselves & not let your ego (or arrogance) or bad attitudes get in the way. Here's a list which I called The Hall of Shame: Carlos Zambrano (former Chicago Cubs pitcher) Kanye West Fred Durst (lead singer of Limp Bizkit) Rosie O'Donnell Milton Bradley (former Cubs player) John Rocker (former Atlanta Braves pitcher) Don Imus (talk show host who dissed The Rutgers women's basketball team) Terrell Owens SouljaBoy If I'm missing anybody, please add on

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AS I WALK INTO THE I GET UNDRESS AND HEADS TO THE SHOWER ! I PROCEED TO TURN ON THE WATER AND LIGHT MY SCENTED CANDLES AS I STEP OUT TO GET MY T SHIRT FOR THAT NIGHT ! I STEP IN THE SHOWER AND CLOTHES THE DOOR !! AS I BEGIN TO WASH MY FACE THEN PROCEED TO LATHER THE I LET THE SPONGE AS THE SOAPY BUBBLES SLIDE DOWN MY BODY ! JUST THEN I HEAR MY NAME BEGING CALL BY HIM " HEY BABE WHERE ARE YOU ???" I SAY IN THE BATHROOM AS I PROCEED IN ENJOYING MY SHOWER ! THE WATER WAS NICE AND WARM !!! IT HAD BEEN A GOOD 10 MINUTE SHOWER AS I STEP OUT TO DRY OFF I GRAB THE LOTION TO MOSTURIZE MY BEEAUTIFUL SKIN!!! I HEAR HIM SAY " BABY WHATS TAKEN SO LONG ??" I REPLY " IM PUTTING ON MY LOTION " AS I EMERGE FROM THE BATHROOM PULLING THE TSHIRT DOWN I FEEL HIS HAND WRAP AROUND MY SOFT MOISTEND SKIN AS HE SAYS " LEAVE THE SHIRT OFF " AS I FEEL HIM PULL IT BACK OVER MY HEAD !! HE BEGIN TO KISS MY LIPS AND DOWN MY NECK AS HIS HANDS WONDER ALL OVER MY BODY !!! I LOOK AT HIM SAY " MMMM BABY WHATS GOTTEN I

Things Needed To Be Read
ok this goes out to each and every one of you! i said i would never blog anything i guess i lied to myself. 1. i am on this site 24/7 i play it for fun. i might flirt lots but hey thats net for you i have a few people that dislike me which is not a problem either. 2. there is one certain character that has blogged me alot and will probally continue to do that. Why? cant answer that possibly he has a hard on for me or something who cares? not me for sure. i wont go anywhere i will be here today, tomorrow and the next day and so on! 3. never believe all thing that is seen in a screen shotted anything can be photo shopped especially if they blog or screen shot enough kinda lame if you ask me pretty sorry way to make friends and to get attention 4. if you would like to be my friend i would like that. since that is the only reason i am online to begin with if you want to know anything about me some of it is in my about me if its not there feel free to shout box me and as

Ordinary World
Came in from a rainy Thursday on the avenue,Thought I heard you talking softly.I turned on the lights, the TV and the radio,Still I can't escape the ghost of you.What has happened to it all?"Crazy," some would say.Where is the life that I recognize?Gone away...But I won't cry for yesterday, there's an ordinary world,Somehow I have to find.And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world,I will learn to survive.Passion or coincidence once prompted you to say:"Pride will tear us both apart."Well now pride's gone out the window, cross the rooftops, run away,Left me in the vacuum of my heart.What is happening to me?"Crazy," some would say.Where is my friend when I need you most?Gone away...But I won't cry for yesterday, there's an ordinary world,Somehow I have to find.And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world,I will learn to survive.(Ooh, Ahh, Ooh)Papers in the roadside tell of suffering and greed.Fear today, forgot tomorrow... oohHere beside the news of holy war and holy need,Our

Tales Of A Tattooed Love Boy
Its so damn irritating to not be able to see the trail of things around you on your homepage. You can't see who likes you or rates you or buys you drinks or jack shit I get the site went down two days ago!!!! But damn can't we get this working soon. Maybe they should give everyone some Fubucks or some bling to compensate for the inconvience of not being able to see the shit we can always see. Not that they will do that or hell not that they will even ever see this rant. Fuck its just so damn irritating. You can see mumms and thats it. FUCK THAT> Idon't know if people have noticed or not but I have. I click that LIKE button for every new person that pops up on my screen. IS it really that HARD to click a button and LIKE someone back. It takes less than a second. How the hell can you not like people back. ITs rude uncalled for and Disrespectful. Yes I realize that we miss a few here and there. But Ive liked over a 1000 people just today and i have 100 likes. like 10 percent o

Waves Upon The Beach
Why do the waves lap upon the beach shore .. why do they endlessly grasp to hold and to feel the sand and shore beneath there watery kiss ... I see my self as the ocean ...alone in its self ... reaching for its love ..but never to have or hold it. Yet the ocean is not sad .. no.. It grasps and reaches still to touch its desire for only those brief moments before returning in on itself once again... The days and weeks go by and the ocean still reaches for the sands.. the earth it so dearly loves and desires.. It never tires or grows weary after the centuries ... it is still there by the sweet sands of time and there it will always be ..as I will you my love.. I will always be here ..right by your side ...reaching for you ..but not becoming weary or discouraged when I cannot touch you .. I will be grateful to have the spiritual love we so clearly have defined as rare .. and I will remain right here .. lapping at your toes ...just to refresh and refill your spirit... with lo

Stuff
FUCKIN' BE THERE!!! Saturday - September 3, 2011 4:00pm The Moose Lounge 75 Washington Street Tonawanda, New York Only $4 at the door ALL AGES show $10 bottomless pitchers of beer BANDS: Claymore Amish Noise The Knickers Anatoth Marty McSorley Mega Mouth

My Music Days...
I'm sitting here utterly perplexed at myself - tears in my eyes, yet a smile on my face. I lost someone who I had gotten to know as a very good friend, and someone most of you are familiar with - Warrant's former frontman, Jani Lane. I thought I'd share some of my favorite times with him: It was November of 1996 in Detroit, and I was with Warrant, L.A. Guns and Bang Tango. This wasn't just any show - this night Warrant was recording a live album. I was so geeked that I don't know how I kept myself together. One person on my friend list, Viva, was there with a few other friends I brought that night. Before the big night at Harpo's, I had arranged for something special with my friends. It was gonna be manic that night at the club, so I took them to meet Warrant and the L.A. Guns at a private meet-n-greet earlier that day. We had some fun hanging with the Guns at first and then went to chill with Warrant. Now, not only was this day big for the obvious reaso

Jdrf Walk Fundraiser
Hey People On October 23,2011 I will be walking in my 6th Juvenile Diabetes Walk and I'm looking for donations so please if you can make a donation All donations will be very much appreciated I enclosed my link http://www2.jdrf.org/site/TR/Walk-NY/Chapter-NewYorkCity4456?px=1260278&pg=personal&fr_id=1437 Thank-You

Upcoming Shows
Time Today at 9:30pm - Tomorrow at 2:00am Location The Shop @ The Hidden House Created By TheHidden House, TheShop Hidden-House, Lindsey Wells, Ryan PointNine Klein More Info The OG Shop DJs Roach and Al Page Plus Spit MC Showcase feat. Lakai, 6X, Skywriter and Point 9Spinnin funky beats before and after show https://www.facebook.com/#!/event.php?eid=261337473876710 Check me out on FB and to get more details! https://www.facebook.com/#!/point9fanpage

Destiny
You know that I'm not perfect. I've told you this before. I just want to make it clear and honest to the core. I never took my side, I was always on the fence. I turned love upside down and then you said it was the end. I never made a move. I should've told you this. My love for those who hurt me never let me flip the switch. The hate I kept inside me, I kept it for myself. I spent all our time wishing that I was someone else. Guess it never mattered since all pain is the same. You feel it and you dish it out til it becomes a game. I've done my share of evil. Less Jeckle, more Miss Hyde. Sometimes I didn't know myself. I played out every lie. It's easy under cover to act like someone else. I ran away from everything. Every card that I was dealt. In the end I lit a fire and watched all my dreams burn. Now I'm a master arsonist and every day I learn A new way to destroy the rage, a way to watch it die. Maybe someday in the future I can look you in the eye. I'll say it's

R.i.p. Rod Steele
OHIO VALLEY WRESTLINGOVW lost a family member recently, former OVW star "The Real Deal" Rod Steele. To pay tribute to the legacy he left behind and to support the family of the legend OVW will host a special evening of matches on August 20th at the Davis Arena. Tickets are only $5 & donations are accepted.Rest in Peace Rod Steele!

Lifes Fuck Up's
Do you ever wonder where you could have been if you made different choices... I've been thinking a lot about that lately.. one particular thing is when I was 22 I got a kick ass opportunity... I started interning in a recording studio in downtown hollywood. I got invited by someone that was recording in the studio to come help out at one of there shows.. He said he'd throw a band T-shirt on me and I can help load in the gear and get some experience in live sound. I was dating this girl at the time and I called her to tell her and she flipped out... Crazyness...I thought I loved her so I wanted to make sure she was happy.. I turned down the opportunity because of this chick... ANd i've regretted it ever since.. I eventually got out of interning at the studio as well because of this stupid dumbass girl.. grated we got married and then less than a year later she decided she was to young to be married and fucking divorced me... I Had one of the most amazing opportunities right in front

Just Words!
I have been trying to date for a while now and have had terrible luck. For some reason I can't get past the second date. It seems that most of the men I have dated are looking for a woman that is more like a Barbie Doll than a Real Woman. A woman that always looks Hot and doesn't really have a mind of her own or just doesn't want to use it! I am a Real Woman! I do love to dress up, look Sexy and Hot but I also have a mind! I love having intellectual conversation, love learning new things, and new experiences. I am very strong willed, open minded, independant, honest, caring, loyal, sensual, positive, athletic, laid back, and comfortable with myself. I consider myself a diverse person and can be comfortable in most enviroments. This Real Woman wants a man that I am Attracted to and finds Interesting. One that is interested in My Ideas and Views as I am with His. My friends tell me I'm a great catch and a great person to be around! Then why the Hell can't I find a Man of my o

Fuck
I dont understand can people not comprehend that i have lived one of the shittiest lifes possible and that i actually take responisibility for it being that way lol i mean shit i get over my personal issues constantly and just try to live life one day at a time but noone else seems to be able to keep there personal problems from over running into other peoples lives mainly mine look im sorry if your dog pissed on your leg or if you fucked someone last night and your shit fell of this mornin im sorry and look im sorry if you have a shitty job like mine and you only make a hundred a week when your worth thousands more im sorry if you just got told you have 1 year left to live im sorry i really am but i didnt have a fuckin thing to do with any of that so im sorry but kiss my fuckin ass

Waking Up
For most of my professional career I've represented kids in child abuse and neglect cases. From time to time, the judges will appoint me to represent the best interests of the kids in custody disputes. The abuse and neglect cases often leave me heartbroken, but the custody cases usually leave me angry and frustrated. So, here's a little message for divorcing parents. I've gone through a divorce. Our kids were all grown at the time and I was blessed to have a reasonable and deeply spiritual woman as a spouse. The two of us remain good friends. In fact, she's still my administrative assistant. Yes, I was a lucky guy, but I understand how painful a divorce is. Here's the deal. I can't tell you how many parents I've dealt with who are stubbornly unwilling to let go of their own resentments. In cases like these, the parents allow their own bittnerness and their own need for self affirmation to result in a scorched earth, no survivors, winner take all dogfight. If you're one of

Life..
i dont know what to do with myself anymore. i have a good job, and stable living situation. but i never get to keep the write person. i'm bisexual, so i like either women or men, but i need a strong person in my life who can fulfill all my passions. i love sexxiness and being sexxi and i wish i could further expand my circle.. again, i'm up late.. not much going on! drinking soda, not too good, but i'm also watching house. love that show!

Heeeey Guy Yall Know Its My First Blog And My First Day Here
soo guys its my first day here and first blog so idont know how 2 use it or replay ppl Its says some thin abt mah email or some thin soo ppplllz heelp meh cuz ican't wait 2 talke 2 yew guy

This Summer
HUGSSSSSSSSSSSS to all my family and friends. It's been a very long summer filled with in and out of the hospital visits and spending time with Dyani and family. I wont get into the hospital trips to much, I will say a couple of surgeries and a lot complications involved. I was emotionally down and drained from it all for most of the summer but feeling better and have been trying to make the most of the time off with Dyani before she starts back to school. I am sorry I haven't stayed in touch more but I did not take my computer or phone with me to the hospital and when I was home most of the time I was not up to anything but getting rest and trying to get back to normal, or at least my version of normal...lol. I have missed you all and hope you all had a wonderful summer. Thank you for all of you who called, emailed, and send me love while I have been away. I can't be on as much as I would like to but will be back a little at a time. Hugs and kisses!!!!!

Homeless In Seattle
my day is very slow and sometimes boring..nice weather get out in the sun for a bit, but not too much as some of the meds I am taking for my ankle and depression cause some sensitivity to the sun..(yuck)..I wait and see if any one is handing out food...today is saturday and there is a group that comes out and serves bacon, scrambled eggs with cheese, pancakes and coffee...yummmy lol...I am ok now for food til my food stamps run out then I just have to wait on the generosity of people til the 8th of next month.. so most of the time I am just sitting in the park, watching people, smoking, (sometimes I have to scrounge butts for tobacco) and listening to my radio..so nice lazy day..also come up to the library for my 90 minutes of time on line.. I have been "living" in downtown Seattle area since the first of April when my ex wife kicked me out of here place..was living in ahelter but it got to tense in there..people not acting like adults, some mental cases in there..and people drinking

Blings
Guys I really appreciate all your love. I love the blings and things but please, if it costs you real money do not buy for me. I am a simple girl and the gifts from fubucks are good enough for me. Thanks to all of you!

Master
It was 3 O'clock in the morning when i was woken up by my boyfriend Justin kissing my neck 'whats this for?' i asked slightly breathless, my pussy already hot, i loved it when he kissed my neck. 'I woke up, couldn't sleep and...' he kissed me again and i felt his erection press against me, unhindered by clothing 'I'm hard' he said.He pulled my nightgown over my head so that i was naked just like him. he began to kiss down my body, sucking at nipples taking them deep into his mouth, then carrying on down, he reached my pussy and licked my lips he parted them with his fingers and found my wetness. he slid a finger inside me while he licked and sucked on my clit. 'oh god, don't stop' i moaned. it didnt take him long to make me come.He came back up and kissed me forcing his tongue into my mouth so that i could taste myself. 'Can i fuck you now?' he asked. without even answering him i kissed him passionately and pulled him close to me, i felt his rock hard cock enter me. he le

*sigh*
Tried and true? That's not you. Don't lie to me. I won't pretend not to see. Life isn't easy. Life isn't cake. I've been there, I've done that. I KNOW what is at stake... I don't want you, I don't NEED you. You're a cheater, you're a liar. I should have set my sights higher. I'm done with you, I'm done with us... there's nothing left to discuss. -- Kate

10 Things In Life That Will Make You Fell Better
1. Drama 2. Back stabbers 3. Cheaters 4. Head gamers 5. Two-faced 6. Fakes 7. Stuck up 8. shit talkers(bullshiters) 9. Followers 10. Liars Follow these 10 rules and your life will be soo much better :) Well since I cant write this on my statues because of what i'am about to write will be to big so I'am just going to post this up on my blog and hope u guys read it. Ever since I joined Ive changed alot in a bad way I dont go out, I dont play any video games that I spent my time on I miss my friends, This became an addictive to me in a bad way and I just wanna change back it sounds crazy but its the truth. Also i dont get the help when I need it, I helped out many and when I ask they dont respond soo its just not for me sry. I just wanna thank everyone who have been there for me ill always remember u guys, ill be on here but just to talk and give my points away to ppl that mean something to me. Goodluck everyone!

Military Retirement
Military retirement is not a Entitlement, it was earned! Our benefits aren't some kind of charity or handout! Congressional benefits = free health care, outrageous retirement packages, 67 paid holidays, three weeks paid vacation, unlimited paid sick days - now THAT'S welfare. And Congress has the nerve to call a Military retirement an Entitlement? Re-post if you are sick of their stuff, and ashamed of our "leaders"!!!!!!

D/s Articals I Have Found
BDSM: One can use post-hypnotic suggestions to simulate bondage, place a clit in the palm of your slave's hand or many other uses. However post-hypnotic suggestions are not the most effective use of hypnosis in slave training. Hypnosis can be used in any of the four areas discussed in B.E.S.T. slave training. That is, changing behavior, emotions, self-image and thoughts. You can hypnotize your slave and have her: 1) visualize the proper behavior that you require, 2) feel the displeasure of improper behavior, 3) examine root causes of emotional reactions in training, 4) examine core beliefs and ideas about subjects and events that occur during training. In addition, you can give suggestions that help strengthen the slave's self-image. Also, resistance to training goals can be examined and motivations to achieve goals can be strengthened. Hypnosis is only a tool to be used in slave training. It is not a replacement for proper and customary steps use

Wtf
When people ask for fubux for spotlight... I try to help. When people ask for rates I will rate... It may be a quick profile rate but thats what I usually have time for. When asked for likes.... I will like people. I pimp people at random or I will pimp trade if I have some left. Yet when I ask for help I rarely get any. I have a few close friends that help and I am grateful. I will continue to help those who help me but if I get nothing in return do not expect me to continue to be helpful to you. This place is nothing but a popularity contest. I do not bling people because I can't afford it and I don't do NSFW because I won't degrade myself that way. For the most part I do enjoy coming on fu to chat with friends in the lounges I have joined but more and more I am getting fed up with the way most people just seem to care about who they can beg for things. I am more then happy to pimp or rate in return for things that I recieve I have no problems with that. In the future thoug

Your Dream Has Come True - - Itworks Wraps
********END OF SUMMER SALE******** WWW.FACEBOOK.COM/MAKEMESKINNY Have you ever had that STUBBORN belly flab/ stretch marks / extra arm or thigh skin / or any little areas that you've just wanted to tighten and tone up, but just WONT GO AWAY NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU WORK OUT?!?! Well then, I've got the perfect answer to your problem areas for all of you MEN & WOMEN!!!! ITWORKS wraps, will get rid of inches, in minutes!!! Just wrap your stuborn area/s, and minute...s later your back in those favorite jeans you loved but couldnt fit into anymore!! These are perfect for special occassions such as : weddings & vacations + many many more!!What could be better than this super simple miracle, ITWORKS wrap?? I'll tell you whats even better, THIS END OF SUMMER SALE!!!!!! HURRY UP & YOU CAN STILL HAVE THE BEACH BODY YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED !!!***I have ONLY 8 for the steal of $25 a piece*** (they are $35 on the website, that's a $10 saving & its cheaper than most gym memberships!!)- Then I will o

Koalas!
A koala bear walks into the bar the other day and sits down next to a hooker, one thing leads to another and soon they're both headed up to her room for some fun. For next few hours all the koala bear does is go down on the hooker, after this jumps up out of bed and starts heading for the door. The hooker still dazed and confused says "Hey! you cant leave, I need to get paid for this yet." The koala bear replies, "I'm just a koala bear I don't know such things." so the she finds a dictionary and tells the koala look up hooker and sure enough it says HOOKER- someone who gets paid for sex. At this the koala bear starts laughing and tells the hooker to then look up koala bear..... The definition of a koala bear reads as follows: KOALA BEAR a small fuzzy Australian animal, it eats bushes and leaves!

What All Rangers Despise!
1. Unappreciative Americans. You know these losers – the guys that profess that America is the worst country ever created, threaten to leave if things continue the way they are, but never do and continue to churn out their 6, 7, and 8 figure salaries, complaining all the way to the bank. Anyone with the balls to compare any of our elected officials to the Nazis should be shot on sight.2. France. They never support us. They lose all their wars. They break all kinds of UN trade restriction with our enemies. Their “culture department” made using many English words illegal. All this, and they still have De Gaulle (oh, we’re sorry) to try to play the “high moral ground” card as they take a back seat in the world’s struggle to defeat an enemy that threatens the very fabric of western civilization. We understand they’re busy, but how much time does it take to practice weapons dropping and white-flag waving? Note: Per the "Hot

R.i.p Broken Britain!
"RIP Broken Britain .. You went soft on discipline ! You went soft on immigration! You went soft on crime. Parents were told 'No, you can't smack the kids'. Teachers were prevented from chastising kids in schools. The police couldn't clip a trouble maker round the ear. Kids had rights blah blah blah.. Well done Britain. You shall reap what you sow. We have lost a whole generation." This about sums it up. > > Though it is nice to see this brave lady making a stand.

The More You Know♥
Ok, so heres one that gets brought to my attention ALOT....my eyes... yes I know they're amazing, astounding, hypnotizing,beautiful, gorgeous ect ect ect but heres the real debate their color: if you scroll through my picture comments you will notice a little differiation in the colors that get complimented, I never correct this because all are right...thats right I said it...all are right.... my eyes are weirdoes and change colors between blue,gray,green, with flecks of brown or gold...the real mystery is knowing what each color means or is it? dun dun dunnnnnn Sooo since some of you lovely people seem to be interested in the enigma that is myself I've decided to devote a little time here and there for some random facts, thoughts, rants and the like that you may never get to hear in a general conversation with me. To start this off heres a random rach fact for ya: I swear...A LOT, i even got scolded at the chiropractor once for accidentally dropping the F-Bomb hahaha.

Girlfriend Application
Basics:name: e-mail : AIM : MSN : yahoo! : birthday [mm.dd.yy]: location: height: weight: build: skinny/toned,chubby/thick,bbweye color: hair color: tattoos?piercings? other than ears:How far did you go?:H.S Drop Out? H.S. Grad? College grad? Beyond? do you think you're smart? yes? no? What do you want for the future? Are you conceited/bitchy/snobby? Or Sweet/Confident/Caring?Which do you consider yourself?:Open,honest.moral,fun,funny,smart,mature,sexy,freaky,nympho,organized sweet,snobby,bitchy,conceited,confident,responsible social/outgoing quiet/shy,goofy,considerate,insecure.boring.witty.sensitive,rude,drunk,expressive,religious carefree conservative Do you/Can you cook? If so,what's your favorite food to eat,fix your man? pessimistic or optimistic? pessimistic optimisticrealistic or superficial? realistic superficialdo you have an accent? no yes (what kind?: )How would you describe your clothing "style"? music:emo/ska/punk 80's fan alternative/metal pop rap

Boyfriend Application
basics: name: e-mail : AIM : MSN : yahoo! : birthday [mm.dd.yy]: location: physical: height: weight: build: heavy muscular beefy lean skinny eye color: hair color: tattoos/piercings? website/picture URL: smartie pants: what year? drop out college freshman college sophomore college junior college senior keep goin' do y

Kanye West & Jay-z-new Day (this Song's Deep)
This song talks about if they ever had kids, they don't want them to make the same mistakes they made and want them to be way better than them. [Kanye West] And I’ll never let my son have an ego He’ll be nice to everyone, wherever we go I mean, I might even make ‘em be Republican So everybody know he love white people And I’ll never let ‘em leave his college girlfriend And get caught up with the groupies in the whirlwind And I’ll never let ‘em ever hit the telethon I mean even if people dyin’ and the world ends See, I just want ‘im to have an easy life, not like Yeezy life Just want ‘im to be someone people like Don’t want ‘im to be hated, all the time judged Don’t be like your daddy that would never budge And I’ll never let ‘im ever hit a strip club I learned the hard way, that ain’t the place to get love And I’ll never let his mom move to L.A. Knowin’ she

Lizard Thoughts
Sometimes I imagine myself gone from this place, to a far off land. A land where the people are simple and adhering. Where a strong man like myself can head a tribe. The tribe would adhere to my rules, and breaking the rules would result in punishment or even banishing an individual from the tribe. I imagine the power of dozens of men and women, working every day fervently to build my visions of how a culture should exist and lead its life. I imagine beautiful exotic houses, mixture of Oriental and Asian designs. Warm colors, sensuous smells and elements. In such a tribe, jealousy would be a thing of the past. Women and Men would mingle and choose who to make love to. Group love would be possible. Children would look like their parents, but other than that, there would be no way of telling who they belonged to. Simple commerce would exist, like in years past. I would fix someone's computer or internet connection, and he would give me milk from his cow (or a good steak). We would tra

Big News
SEEMS WE HAVE SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO BE ME...LOL BE WARNED FRIENDS THIS IS NOT ME (CLICK PICTURE) THE ONLY WAY SHE WAS ABLE TO GAIN ANY ACCESS TO ANY OF MY PICTURE WAS THE FOLDERS I HAD OPEN,AND AS FAR A CAMMING ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW I DO NOT DO THAT, IT IS CLEARLY STATED ON MY PAGE, IN THE PART SHE FAILED TO COPY.I AM SORRY SWEETIE YOU CANT BE ME AND YOUR FEEBLY ATTEMPT HAS BEEN REPORTED. I AM WELL AWARE OF WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOUR ALL ABOUT. I KNOW DUPLICATION IS THE ULTIMATE FORM OF FLATTERY, ..,BUT DAM!!!! GIVE IT UP ALREADY!!!!! http://www.fubar.com/6458112 THANKS TO GREAT A FRIEND SHE WAS DELETED!!!! ERROR: invalid user specified. The Libra Personality, The Sign of the Scales Sep 24rd to Oct 23nd Strengths Sophisticated, Sociable, Popular, Diplomatic, Adaptive, Aggressive, Rational, Seductive, Attractive, Sensual, Cooperative, Romantic, Analytical, Optimistic Cheerful, Sensitive, Gracious, Sociable, Tactful, Cooperative, and Diplomatic.

Quiet Please
Quiet Please!Taming Monkey Mind in Meditation We all have the endless chattering and noise in our head often referred to as the monkey mind. It’s been called the monkey mind – the endless chattering in your head as you jump in your mind from thought to thought while you daydream, analyze your relationships, or worry over the future. Eventually, you start to feel like your thoughts are spinning in circles and you’re left totally confused. One way to tame this wild creature in your head is through meditation – although the paradox is that when you clear your mind for meditation you actually invite the monkey in your mind to play. This is when you are given the opportunity to tame this mental beast by moving beyond thought – to become aware of a thought rather than thinking a thought. The difference is subtle, but significant. When you are aware of your thoughts, you can let your thoughts rise and float away without letting them pull you in different direc

Wmldswlxh
Cigarette packs are about to get a whole lot more jarring in Canada. Health Minister Leona Aglukkaq, accompanied by the widower and daughter of anti-smoking crusader Barb Tarbox, visited a school in Ottawa on Tuesday to announce that tobacco companies will have to start selling revamped cigarette packages by next June. Twelve new images will cover 75 per cent of the outside panel of cigarette packages and eight new health messages will appear on the inside in full colour in an attempt to turn off smokers. A picture of a dying Barb Tarbox, a lifelong smoker who died of lung cancer in 2003 at age 42, will be among the new images on the outside panels. "This is one story of many in Canada, and the family agreed to help and work with us to get their message to Canadians, gucci outlet and I thank them for their courage and their leadership in trying to reach out to young people," the health minister said Tuesday. Speaking directly to the Grade 8 students on hand for the announcement, Pat Ta

Why Do Other People Trying To Break A Couple Up That Are So Much In Love
Why does people half to try and break up someone that is so much in love with there man that they DON'T EVER WANT TO LOSE THEM EVER, The love The love that we have The love that we share The love is what we Share in every day life, We live in love we share, love all the time. But we lose are too alot of times too. We share the same bed, Share the same blanket, alots of things in life. Sometimes we lose the love of our lives. We dont want to lose them all, but some times we have to make a mistake in life. Love is suppose to be when you are happy with someone that you love very much. Love is when you care about that person that you are in love with. All you do is think about the one that you love. When you think of a person that you cant live without, or cant breath with out them, being able to talk to them and seeing them.

My Thoughts
Hello everyone i hope all my friends had a Great Day!! Just would like for everyone to know i am on here lookin for friends. If I find something better than friendship that would be Awesome!! Just want people to know i am a kind and loving person and just because i add you to my page that doesnt mean i want to F@@k you!! I know i have NSFW photos that may make people think i am on here to find sex which dont get me wrong it has been a long time for me but not desperate enough just to sleep with anyone that is not who i am. I have some great friends on here and really appreciate the ones who accept me for who i am!! For all the others just get to know someone before you talk about wanting to get in the sack with them try being someones friend and enjoy getting to know them before you start asking crazy azz quetions!! Thanks to all who have read this not much on telling my feelings to the world but something had to be said to some of these men on here i am sure you know who you are if y

Pointless Ramblings And Things I Like.
"Beautiful Lies"(feat. Big Kenny)Though I'm fully aware of your desperate despairI'm charmed by the words that you sayEven though I know you would never dare tell the truthI'm seduced by your meaningless praiseAnd I could sit here and listen for daysAs you lie to meOh, lie to meTell me that you love me one more timeJust lie to meOh, Lie to meI love your beautiful liesYour beautiful liesJust watching you speak so obliviouslyI know it's wrong but I'm laughing insideCause I just pretend to believe you, my friendThat you compliment me with your liesIt's just so fun to watch you trySo, just lie to meOh, lie to meTell me that you love me one more timeLie to meOh, Lie to meYou know I love your beautiful liesAnd someday when you realizeYou're still all alone and so screwed up insideI hope that I'm thereWhen you find the only person who caresGod bless youLie to meLie to meTell me that you love me one more timeJust lie to meOh, Lie to meI still love your beautiful liesYour beautiful liesYour bea

You....
To spend timeless moments with you, Wishing that each would last for eternity; To speak by just the mere touch of your fingertips, To gaze into your eyes and see my whole life in each delicate sparkle. To know the feelings of complete lonliness whe we are apart, but to overcome it knowing the love I have for you in my heart. To want for nothing, for you are all my needs and desires; to lie awake at night and see charades of you in my eyes, to know the worth of life as I hold you in my arms; To shutter at the mere thought of not having you again; to say now and my lifetime through... I will love you always.... To caress your body next to mine in ways I've only dreamed together in the moonlight My heart beats so I cannot speak To kiss your lips so soft and warm to taste of candy sweet exploring face forbidden till now my heart beats so I cannot speak The passion that we share tonight is greater than the sea the stars of above the love below my heart beats so I can

Mmmm Yes!
i want to feel your hands all over my body touching and teasing me. i want you to cup my ass and sit me on the cabinet and spread my legs and show my sweet spot love with your tongue. pick me up and insert your stiffness inside of me as i ride you against the door jam. make me cum over and over.

Not A Blog Really
this is all for today check back tomorrow for more if you enjoy Horse Farm Posted at: 2009-07-14 15:12:55 Original ad: I am a 18 year old looking for a summer job. it is hard for me to find work and I just want a job so I can afford a car for college next summer. I can clean, babysit, answer phones, pretty much whatever as long as it pays!! From Mike Anderson to ***********@***********.orgHey, I saw your ad looking for work and I think I have a job for you! I am looking for an assistant on my farm for the summer. It will involve working outdoors. Let me know if you are interested. MikeFrom Stephanie ******* to MeHi Mike! I am interested in your job! I love animals and used to ride horses so a farm would be great! what kind of work would I be doing, and where is your farm located? it needs to be close to ******** so my parents can drop me off and pick meupFrom Mike Anderson to Stephanie *********Stephanie,It is very close to **********. I'm glad to hear you are familiar with horse

Something I Wrote Tell Me What U Think
I ONCE LOOKED UPON THE FACE OF A STRANGER WHEN I SAW HER BEAUTIFUL FACE I THOUGHT I HAVE KNOW HER 4 ETERNITY HER FACE WAS SO KIND N GENTLE HER FACE WAS GLOWING WITH WARMTH HER SPRIT WAS FREE MY HEART PAUSED BRIEFLY I FELT THE CHILL OF THE NITE UPON MY FACE WHO WAS THIS WOMEN? WHY DID I WANT HER ? WHY DID I NEED HER EMBRACE? I KNOW ONCE I FIRST SAW HER OURS WAS NOT 2 BE A BRIEF AFFAIR I KNEW SOME HOW OUR LIVES WERE INTERTWINED WHEM I FIRST SAW HER THERE NO WORDS I WRITE KOULD EVER SAY HOW MUCH I MISS U EVERYDAY AS TIME GOES BY THE LONELINESS GROWS HOW MUCH I MISS U NOBODYS KNOWS I THINK OF U IN SILENCE ; I OFTEN SPEAK UR NAME ; BUT ALL I HAVE R MEMORIES ; N A PHOTO IN A FRAME NO ONE KNOWS MY SORROW NO ONE SEES ME WEEP BUT ALL THE LOVE I HAVE FOR U IS IN MY HEART TO KEEP I'VE NEVER STOPED LOVING U ; IM SURE I NEVER WILL DEEP INSIDE MY HEART U ARE WITH ME STILL HEARTACHES IN THIZ WORLD ARE MANY BUT MINE ARE WORSE THEN ANY ; MY HEART STILL ACHES AS I WHISPER

Just When You Thought It Was Safe,.......
I'll be 20,for forever!!!!! Not!!!I have always been looked upon as an underachiever,either because of the lifestyle iI sustained, or the behavior that I demonstrated.What was failed to have been realized by those of reference is that ,I too would grow up ! Throughout time ,I have learned quite well how to play the cards that I have been dealt! I may not have graduated w/ my class, but I never considered myself as second best to the rest, by any means! I have survived a 25+ yr. addiction ,w/over 7yrs. clean from chemical dependency.In these recent years, I have discovered what true happiness is to someone whose never really experienced it; and what it can provide ! I believe that GOD has many great things in store for those who persevere and overcome.Because of this fact, and others as well; I now stand a better man from my derelictions , and have now been blessed with purpose,priority and control in my life! In 1993 ,I was diagnosed w/ bone cancer.This too, I have overcome, as well.Th

Pick Your Brain
aight heres the scenerio, : your a single guy avrage looking just became single after a 10 year realationship, you have $50,000 to spend anyway you want to. my question is this what city would you go too and what would you do there?

In Flanders Fields
This poem was written during WWI by Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae. It is read at every Remembrance Day Service. In Flanders Fields In Flanders fields the poppies blow Between the crosses, row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved, and were loved, and now we lie In Flanders fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch; be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, though poppies grow In Flanders fields. - John McCrae

My Thoughts Or Concerns.
Taurus women are masters in the art of seduction. She will get what she wants but her patience is incredible, she will wait for what she -- 13 minutes ago · Comment · Like · View Douglas Vineyard likes this. Rebecca Leuallen 17 minutes ago Taurus women are masters in the art of seduction. She will get what she wants but her patience is incredible, she will wait for what she wants She needs stability and security and will not tolerate a man who is not straight with her and leads her along with uncertainty in the future. She is the old-fashioned type, the type of woman who is associated with the drive-in soda shop days of the 60's. She is down to earth, protective, supportive, loving, devoted and loyal. She is openly affectionate in a relationship. Taurus women is perfect for the man who likes to be nurtured and pampered, providing you are loyal and devoted. She has a lot to give but she requires a lot in return. Remember, the Taurus woman is very sensitive although

Fufriends
I have connected with alot of folks via drink trading but have only chatted with four (4) people, although I have found those 4 to be very nice I'm wondering how many people in Fubar actually become friends. I'd like to hear from anyone that has found a real friend in here and how that friendship is going??

Quotes
I've never wished a man dead, but I have read some obituaries with great pleasure. If you tell the truth you don't have to remember anything It is curious - curious that physical courage should be so common in the world, and moral courage so rare There are people who can do all fine and heroic things but one - keep from telling their happiness to the unhappy. I thoroughly disapprove of duels. If a man should challenge me, I would take him kindly and forgivingly by the hand and lead him to a quiet place and kill him. Sanity and happiness are an impossible combination Never tell the truth to people who are not worthy of it (perhaps i should learn this one) Honesty: The best of all the lost arts Keep away from those who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you believe that you too can become great. Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first. Whatever you say,

Unnamed For Now
No this isn't a tribute to Popeye, though I will gladly help a lady to a spanking today that she will still feel on Saturday. (Whimpy reference for the Popeye fans out there) I am indeed what I am, I knew I was kinky before I knew what it actually was. I always enjoyed the sight of lets say a lady in distress, I guess that would make me Snidley Whiplash because it was me that was getting her there. My earliest recollection of this dates back to second grade, when I got in trouble for drawing pictures of women tied to a chair, albeit I"m no Monet in the art sense, but all the bumps were in the right place, if you catch what I'm saying. All through my life I collected bondage related material like my friends all collected playboys and penthouses. No I don't hate my parents, and I do come from a strong family structure. No I do not hate women, in actuality I cherish what ever a submissive lady may give me. I have just come to believe we are all born with certain traits, and it is up to

Highway Of Heroes
On August 24, 2007, the MTO announced that the stretch of Highway 401 between Glen Miller Road in Trenton and the intersection of the Don Valley Parkway and Highway 404 in Toronto would bear the additional name Highway of Heroes, in honour of Canada's fallen servicemen and servicewomen. This length of the highway is often travelled by a convoy of vehicles carrying a fallen soldier's body, with his or her family, from CFB Trenton to the coroner's office at the Centre for Forensic Sciences in Toronto. Since 2002, when the first of Canada's fallen soldiers were returned from Afghanistan, crowds have lined the overpasses to pay their respects as convoys pass. The video which I have will be shown each and every time a fallen is brought home. This is to honour them. Please keep their families in our thoughts and prayers and also take the time to thank those that are still with us and our veterans. For without the ultimate sacrifice they are willing to make, we would not have the fr

Striking Thoughts
Life Emptiness the starting point. - In order to taste my cup of water (tea) you must first empty your cup. My Friend, drop all your preconceived fixed ideas and be neutral. Do you know why this cup is so useful? Because it is empty. Flow in the process of life. - You can never step in the same water twice, my friend. Like flowing water, life is perpetual movement. There is nothing fixed. Whatever your problems happen to be in the future, remember well that they cannot remain stationary but must move together with your living spirit. Otherwise, you will drift into artificiality or attempt to solidify the ever-flowing. To avoid that, you must change and be fleixible. Remember, the uselfullness of a cup is in its emptiness. Life has no frontier. - Life is wide, limitless. There is no border, no frontier. To live is a constant process of relating. - To live is a constant process of relating, so come on out of that shell of isolation and conclusion, an

Etiquette Of A Lady -will Be Updated Often
The Rules of a Lady Rule #1. Stay Classy ;) Rule #2. Always cross your legs when wearing a skirt. Always. Rule #3: Chew like you have a secret. Rule #4: Smile, it helps you get your way. Rule #5: Leave the rumor-spreading and trash-talking to Gossip Girl. Rule #6: Respect yourself. If you don't, he won't either. Rule #7: Leggings are not pants. Rule #8: Keep your heels, head, and standards high. Rule #9: If he doesn't treat you like a princess, then he doesn't deserve to be your prince. Rule #10: Love your body. It's the only one you've got. Rule #11: Never reveal your age, weight, or bra size. Rule #12: Proper grammar will get you far in life. Rule #13: No, passing out drunk on the floor is not sexy. Rule #14: Being beautiful is a choice. ...and it's never too late to choose it. Rule #15: Never dumb yourself down for a boy. Rule #16: Being single doesn't make you weak; it means you're strong enough to wait for what you really deserve. Rule #17: Always know how sho

Satin Kupcakes Blog
Okies I so know yall are gonna be laughing your asses off after you read this so enjoy!! Is funny now but wasnt funny then... So I was curious about the Vibrators and I wanted one so I went driving around searching for a sex shop...finally found one that didnt look to bad..Finally I get the courage to go in and of course I am already beat red and scared..so I open the door and theres a fricken cow bell on the door letting the whole store know you just walked in..talk about turning 6 shades of red..so first thing I see is all these vibrators and dildos hanging from the ceiling and I think OMG..turn around and walk out now!!!..Oh no not me I just had to stay...so Im looking around for about 15 minutes just looking at all the different stuff they had and I wasnt sure what I was looking for at this point... I finally found the one I wanted and wouldnt you know it was behind the clerk hanging on the wall...so I finally get the courage to ask the gentlemen to see it..and I looked at it

My Dream Girl And My Soulmate
Hello all. It took me 32 yrs to find my special someone. But I am so glad i finally found her. I never would of guessed that she would be from Spain. But the lord workes in mysterious ways. I feel like the luckiest man alive. I've never felt a love like this b4. I want to go to the highest mountain top and yell it as loud as i can "I Love u Kelly" u r my missing puzzle piece. I will never hurt u or ever let u go. U r my Angel sent from Heaven. I can only hope everyone will find the true love that i have been blessed to find. Later ya'll

Handsomeness
I dont think its fair that some people are born more attractive physically than others. I myself have been blessed with great looks but i feel bad for less attractive people than myself. You can't fix it either. I don't look at physical beauty as the most important thing but it has become so in todays society. Im just glad that im not ugly and that either way im fine.(sarcasm)

Words To Live By
I WAS JUST READING THE LAST BLOG POST FROM THE VERY FAMOUS JOHNNY DEVIL AND HIS LAST WORDS WERE VERY VERY PROFOUND AND THEY WERE THESE..... If people spend all this time worrying about you and what you do, then what does that say about their own lives and how they handle their own business?" Words to live by methinks....peace. I SAY THIS BECAUSE THERE IS ONE PERSON WHO STALKS ME AND ITS THE CREEPIEST AND WEIRDEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN. SHE HAS AT LEAST 50 OF MY PICTURES BE IT A FAKE ACCOUNT OR A REAL ONE. SHE HAS A ZILLION PRIVATE FOLDERS OF ME AND SCREENSHOTS OF OTHERS AS WELL, WHICH IS SICK. AS JOHNNY SAYS WHAT MUST HER REAL LIFE BE LIKE IF SHE SPENDS ALL HER TIME WRITING STATUS MESSAGES ABOUT ME. THIS IS NOT THE REAL WORLD AND OFF THIS SITE MOST OF US ARE JUST REGULAR PEOPLE WITH FAMILIES, CHILDREN AND LIVES OF OUR OWN. I HAVE HER BLOCKED RIGHT NOW BUT I AM GOING TO UNBLOCK HER SO SHE CAN SEE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY. ALTHOUGH I WON'T MENTION THE THINGS NAME. SHE IS ALSO A RACIST PIG

My Damn Blog!
Everyone should visit my websites....best viewed when dunk or high! The Sex Cloud The Wow Cloud The Evil Hamster Digest The Sex News Network YOU ARE A PERFECT SPIRIT I am fucking everywhere :-) Not bad for an old dude!

~*~ My Nsfw Pictures ~*~
JUST THOUGHT I WOULD DO A BLOG ON WHAT I CAN OFFER, LET YOU INTO ALL MY FU ALBUMS, FOR 25 CREDIT BLING PACK,AS I NEED THEM TO HELP ME LEVEL ON HERE, IF YOUR INTERESTED JUST SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE, I DONT BITE WELL ONLY IF YOU WANT ME TOO....... HUGS N KISSES MELISSA XOX

Poetry
This is my heart,being poured out to you.i tell you everything.except the fact......well i think you know.i love you!you've been through thick and thin with me.you talked to me when no one else would.you made me feel loved.the only time you weren't there,was on the weekends that's only cus,you didn't talk on the weekends.those were the times i missed you.you may not think the same about me ,but i had to let you know this.if i hadn't written this then i would be sad.i had to let it out! i had to tell you.this is my heart being poured out to you.i hope you know how much i care.for if we do meet i hope you will love me to! A girl on her knees begging pleading pleaseshe crys but no one hears.she is in pain and suffering,from all the hurt that eats at her.A girl on her knees begging pleading pleaseA girl on her knees begging pleading pleaseGOD take it all away!!all the pain and suffering,i cannot endure.the life she is leading will be no more.a new life she will live.A girl on her knees beg

Help
Dear friends, I found out this week that my father died over a year ago. I never really knew him, since I was only 2 when we last lived with him. I am trying to find out details on how he died and where he is buried (if he got buried). Me and and my brothers are planning on going to the town where he died for closure. My brothers, our mom (they never got divorced), my wife, my brothers wife's, and I all have been searching the Internet for information. We have found when he died and where he died. We looked in the local obituaries, but they only went back to April 2010. He died in Brewton, AL on February 16, 2010. I am looking for any kind of help that you or any friends can give. This way our family can get some closure before we get there. Please leave a comment on here or PM me if you or one of your friends can help us any. Thank you, Richard UPDATE: 15 August 2011 I found where they did the internment and that he was cremated. Also got some contact inform

Heros And Villians
Got a sight of something, later the other nightMade the blood in my veins run colder than iceIn the TV's glowmy mind's onCruise ControlThe man on television says we're under attack from rockin'Rock and rollZombies from HellDeath ChicagoDestruction San FransicoGone NewarkDust Lost AngelesTrashed PittsburghKilled MiamiLost New OrleansDesolate San DiegoSlayed DetroitBurned TallahasseeFlat DallasTorched New York, New YorkBetter burn your records, set 'em all alightLock up all your windows, better shutter 'em up tightWatch where your kids go... keep 'em all...Home at NightBetteg get ourselves together or we'll all be wastedRock and Roll Zombies From HellYears ago in a happier time, everything was rightBut somewhere in paradise blazing red eyesDrilled holes in the nightAin't no stopping what we got under constructionWhen we lay it down, don't dare miss our productionWon't be satisfied til you're in full reductionWe are here to stay, we are the earth's destructionEven though you try, there ai

Internet I.d. (so-called)
This was sent to me in my e-mail not sure if its fact or rumor but eh here it is .... I do not know if you have heard of it yet, but Pres. Obama is trying to get an Internet I.D. on all of us. This means that your e-mails, what you read, etc. will not be private at all, but the government will know everything, because it requires that you get a permit from the government, revealing not only the name of your e-mail address, but also your password. I have already written to my congressman and my senator to ask them to vote against this. Thename of the bill officially is: "National Strategies for Trusted Identities in Cyberspace". It is being promoted as a good thing so Internet Fraud will be curtailed.I urge you to immediately write your congressman and senators and ask them to vote against it. There are enough votes in the House to defeat it if they are notified that you oppose it. If this goes through I will not any longer be on the Internet at all, because the government

This Is Funny
The government today announced that it's changing the flag to a CONDOM, because it more accurately reflects the government 's political stance. A condom allows for inflation, halts production , destroys the next generation , protects a bunch of dicks, and gives you a sense of security while you're actually being screwed. It just doesn't get more accurate than that!

What's Important S? Life
“Life is beautiful and yet life is not a bed of roses. Though it is full of ups and downs it has many facets of blessings and successes. To some people, life is hard, cruel and merciless. These set of people see life as punishment throughout their entire lives. They therefore resigned themselves to fate, believing all is finished. To them, nothing that they do can ever be good. They take delight in committing crimes and maiming others to avenge their ill-fortune. They lost every sense of direction and most times, some of them go as far as committing suicide, just to escape the injustice life has meted out to them. But there are those who see life as a challenge, a channel of discovery and innovation, a prospect for success and a gateway to wealth. To them life is sweet, colourful and kind. No matter the situation these people find themselves, they keep pressing on, believing in a cause, a cause to succeed and get the most out of life. No wonder an adage says, “Where there

Heart Of Darkness
Endless night of restless wandering Following the Path Of Cain in The Land Of Nod The faint scent Of Tempetous Memory on The East Wind Clad in the Vail Of Dispair Forever lost in The Land Of Nod Shadows of dreams forgotten in The mist of a broken soul Phantoms Of the past striving with the Spectors of what could have been Destiny ever fleeting haunting My Soul On The Path Of Cain In The Land Of Nod To Long Have I dwelt

Walking Away
The reason I walk away in the middle of conversations is because I have nothing to add to the conversation. I have no life, I don't do anything to contribute. I mean, how many times can you tell someone "I went to the beach today" or "I laid in bed with an ice pack on my arm" or "I cleaned the house" without having you all want to blow your heads off. I am a boring person. Before my arm went to crap, I could do things and had things to talk about. I figure, if I walked away from the conversations, you all could talk to someone more exciting (or someone you really wanted to talk to) and could add things to the discussions. and I am very sorry that I do that.. I know it just makes you mad and ticked off. And it makes you not want to talk to me at all and move on. Most don't even hit me up anymore because of this. And I completely understand. Thank you for reading this.

My Father
Over a year ago, I had broken up and moved out of the house of my boyfriend into my dads house. I had just got my new tattoo kit, and I thought that moving into my dads house would be a good idea, boy was I wrong. My dad had a roommate at the time by the name of Daren. He seamed nice, and polite to me when I met him for the first time. About a week passed and a girl named sara stoped by to see Daren, they went into his room. After they were done, she ran out crying, but I thought nothing of it. A few days after that Daren called me into his room. Where he proceded to make moves on me. I was still holding out hope for my old boyfriend Chris, who had just gotten out of jail, that me and him were going to get back together. I kept telling Daren no, and that I was not intrested in being with him. I tried to leave his room, but he steped in front of the door blocking me from leaving. He pushed me onto the bed and forcefuly removed my cloths. (at the time no one at my dads house was home whe

Wanna See My "g" Spot?
You Have The Power You have the power to change your life. You have the power to change the world.You can take action, you can make a difference, and you can respond in a positive, creative way to any situation. You can do whatever must be done to live the life of your dreams. Yet in order to do so you must first believe that you can. In order to do so you must let go of the limiting beliefs you use to hold yourself back. Each limiting belief you have is nothing more than a thought that lives in your mind. It is a thought that has power only as long as you continue to hold on to it. What do you believe you cannot do? Though it may be a comfortable and familiar part of your life, that belief is constantly working against you. Just as you have chosen to hold that limiting belief, you can choose to let it go. One by one, let go of your limiting beliefs, and free yourself to make the very most of every moment.("JOIN US.......GET PAID TO PLAY"!)

Respect
Every woman deserves a man that calls her baby, kisses her like he means it, holds her tight like he never wants to let go, doesn't make her jealous with other women, instead makes other women jealous of her, is not afraid to let his friends know how he really feels about her, and makes sure she knows how much he loves her.

Resume
Objective: World Domination followed by benevolent leadership. Experience: I've been to a lot of places. I've seen a lot of shit. I can drink a LOT of vodka. I am very fluent in shotgunning beers. I am very skilled at using my tongue during sex. I am very proficient in Diablo II Lord Of Destruction. I am seriously addicted to Final Fantasy. I can masturbate very quickly.(I'm done) Achievements: I beat Diablo II Lord Of Destruction countless times. I've beaten Final Fantasy more than anyone you know. I've beaten every version of Zelda. I have a Level 32 Bard Wemick in Dungeons & Dragons Education: I graduated high school as a probationary requirement. I dropped out of college cause it gets in the way of drinking. I am currently a student of the school of hard knocks. References: Fuck your problems.

News From The 520
Dog attack witness: 'It literally looked like he was eating him' www.kold.com Witnesses and emergency response personnel are describing Wednesday night's dog attack on a 61-year-old man as one of the worst they've ever seen

My Everything
You are my inspiration to not give up.You are my strength to face anything.You are my courage to fight my battles.you are my wisdom to make my de scions.You are my sight to see things in a different light.You are my touch to feel things better...You are my breath so I can live. . \ You are my laugh to enjoy life. You are my heart so I can feel love You are my Everything.

Stuff
Relax, there's no reason to stress. it will make you a mess. Just clear your mind. There aint no rewind. So don't waste your time... Its time to realize the lies within our eyes, Cut the ties, and take to the skies. Everyone dies Don't waste your life being plain or mundane, just trying to sustain the pain. Use your Brain. Go insane!

My Life
Take a breath Hold it in Start a fight You won't win Had enough Let's begin Nevermind I don't care All in all You're no good You don't cry Like you should Let it go If you could When love dies in the end So I'll find what lies beneath Your sick twisted smile As I lie underneath Your cold jaded eyes Now you turn the tide on me 'Cause you're so unkind I will always be here For the rest of my life Here we go Does it hurt Say goodbye to this world I will not Be undone Come to life It gets worse All in all You're no good You don't cry Like you should I'll be gone when you fall Your sad life Says it all Don't carry me under You're the devil in disguise God sing for the hopeless I'm the one you left behind I am done pretending You have failed to find what's left I will suck you dry again Some are not worth saving You are such a pretty mess I will choke the life within Now you want to take me down As if I even care I am the monster in your head And I thought you'd learn by now It seems y

Things To Look Forward To
Recent turn of events has had me thinking and evaluating my heart and soul, my search in helping others to look through more loving eyes. I've lost touch of what makes me enjoy the very existence of who I am. I challenge myself daily to face my fears. To reach the things that others may have never tried spiritually. To whisper when all I want to do is scream to not allow the cruelness of life to harden my soul or smother out the light that guides my every step. My addiction with passion in life may have been viewed as weakness and may even have me question it myself. Yet here I stand today to say... if you ever mistaken those for living their life with a forgiving heart and a passionate soul as a weakness, you just may have voluntarily put yourself in the category of the blind. For it is so easy to break under psychological warfare. It takes strength of the heart and patience. But even this strength doesn't mean you won't break because you will break over and over again in a single lif

I Dont Care What Others Think
What drives me nuts is that how people acted toward what people say or do or even what they like. I like video games, I like to watch anime. I like to do a lot of other things as well. But what kills me tho is that i have noticed that people on here will say the rudest things on peoples mumms. Whether they are being serious or not, they got to watch out cause some people might not know your just jokeing around. Another thing i have noticed is that people have said things about peoples names on here, like your name is stupid, retarded or gay. I have to laugh about that cause people i have seen do that, i am like have you looked at your name lately, you have no room to talk. P.S IF you dont like what I said in this blog then you can just go and kiss my ass.

People Say Stupid Shit
So I have been single for years and i have to say that i am so sick of hearing the same shit over and over by the same fuckin people. when you're singhe le its--- don't look for someone they'll find you, or your a pretty girl , you'll find someone. when your depressed---its ok it'll get better, or cheer up things cant be that bad, or look a the bright side. I say BULL SHIT WHO WANTS TO HEAR THAT PTIMISTIC BULLSHIT, IT IS THE SAME SHIT FROM YOUR FRIENDS, FAMILY AND ASSOCIATES................ How the hell would they even know, its the same people who tell this stupid optimistic bullshit, you know the ones, they either been married forever or been with thier significant other, so long it's like talking to your mom and dad or one of your friends who has no clue to what the big picture is... O an the guys you tell them your single and lonely famous words of a walking talking hard on--- its ok they'll find you, lets have sex, get on cam lets play, show me your tits.......

Think Before You Open That Mouth
A 15 year old girl holds hands with her 1 year old son. People call her a slut, no one knows she was raped at 13. People call another Guy fat. No one knows he has a serious disease causing him to be overweight . People call an old man ugly. No one knew he had a serious injury to his face while fighting for our country in the war. Repost this if you are against bullying and stereotyping.

Grand Baby Cheesy!
I would like to thank everyone for all their kindness. I have received an overwhelming amount of condolences and just want to make sure that everyone knows that I do appreciate them. I have received mail, comments, status comments, text messages and even phone calls. For whomever this applies to your thoughts and prayers have been a true blessing to myself, my son, and his fiance. I actually wish I had the time to thank everyone personally, as that is normally what I do. When you receive so many as I have it is rather hard for me to do at this time. I myself will be taking care of what I can for them, so if i seem distant by all means it is not intentional. It has been very hard as a mother to watch my son grieve as I did when I lost my daughter. To be excited to be parents and then have it snatched away is just so unfair and wrong. The questions with no answers, the wondering why, this has been just very sad and devastating for the family. Again thank you for everything and

Fubar Break
It is official... I have been debating whether or not to post about it but figured my friends on here may want to know. I will have to have surgery. They have found cancer and unfortunately this means I lose my ovaries. I had a partial histerectomy when I was 25 and now they want to remove the ovaries. I am a bit depressed over this and have been avoiding fubar and people in general so I don't have to keep discussing it over and over again. Please know I will get through this and even though I am scared as hell to go under the knife for the 13th time in my life... I am a fighter and will pull through. Sending some love to all my true and kind friends here. Take care all and I will try to pop on as much as I can. God Bless! To all my fam and friends... I first and foremost want to thank you all for the love you have shown over the past 2 years of my being a fubar member. This site has opened my eyes to so many new things as well as so many new and wonderful friendships. I have recently

Sex Stories
I met this woman on a dating site, i made a profile and after a couple pof days she contacted me. She was 5'6 155. 36d breast. after a few chats she gave me me here cell and we started talking. she had a boy friend on tthen she got my yahoo and soon after that we began cyber sex. soon after that we began phone sex, we soon felt comfortable with each other. We bagan light telling each other of our fantasises and what we would love to do to each other then we worked on the next step. we met at the H.e.b parking lot at 10.00pm we got in the back seat of her car then the next thing you know she grabs my head and starts to kiss me. she starts french kissing for about a minute or to and pulled back and said " i have wanted you all day" she then unzipped my zipper and played with my cock through my underwear as she kissed me again as she rubbed my 8 1/2" cock, God i was so hard.she then pulled it out and went down on me licking up and down my shaft slowly. licking around the head god seh was

Wtf
i donno where to start but i felt like wrighting life has been throwing me some pritty shitty curve balls latley and its not getting any better save for 2 special ppl in my life my kid and my new hubby my friends who have been there are awesome too but even now a days its nothing but drama with them i love them to death i really do but its like i feel like i cant do anything right in their eyes every turn i make is wrong and i get shit for it or they just wont talk to me at all i donno too much goin on not enough brain power or time to figure it all out i keep biting off more than i can chew and then more gets trown on my plate that i donno what to do with lifes a bitch then you die i can remember who told me that way back in high school but they were fuckin right wen will things just slow down just enough for me to catch up?

Toy
Do I look like a fucken jack in the box to you?Am I just a inadement plaything?Is my heart filled with stuffing for you to tear out?Do I say what you want with a pull of the string?Am I made with metal, is my smile painted on?When you break me, do I go back together?Am I made of rubber, expected to bounce back?Do you like my head better when its severed?Are my eyes made of glass? No depth to them, are they dead?When a newer toy comes along...will I get thrown under the bed?Can I expect to be forgotten after being your friend?You cried to me, lied to me, only to drop me in the end.Do I not cry tears? Do I not have a heart that shatters?Are you done playing with me now? Like it even fucken matters...You're lucky you had me for as long as you did...You're lucky to even have known me!!And now that I'm gone out of your life and you choose to disown me...I'll hold my finger high in your faceand you can take your cold heart to the next oneTo play with and then throw away As soon as youre done

The Truth
Everyone with half a brain knows this website is a huge fraudulent cesspool of human waste yet I keep coming back so apparently I enjoy using the stupid hemispheres of my brain more than others. This is a pay site and people pay for a service but obviously you are paying for a lie right from the start. In the corner there is a blatantly false counter of the amount of users online usually in the 40,000 range. They Claim 40,000 online yet in Alexia or Google they only rank 5500- 9600 in usage. According to unique IP hits they have 900 to 1700 online at any given time. Since this is a PAY SITE this is Fraud. The problem with posting a Blog like this is I am completely wasting my time because it will be censored and deleted by the upper management communist pigs that use this site to lie and steal money from what I can only guess to be pretty uneducated members of society. Baby J and Scrapper are bottom feeders, Carp. Troll around and live on society's waste.

Stupid People Doing Stupid Things.
Oh come ON people!!!! It's not offensive, its STUIPD!!! Jimmy, you're jokes really aren't that funny. Snoozefest... http://www.latina.com/entertainment/tv/poll-jimmy-kimmels-captain-mexico-parody-offensive Good grief. if you're going to smuggle drugs, at least keep them in a safe place! http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/43973441/ns/local_news-fort_myers_fl/