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Love
to my hubby, you have been there for me when i needed someone and you loved thru hard times. you contiune to love me when i dnt see how you u can love me, but u somehow do and u have kept me form loseing my mind and protected me from ppl who tryed to break us up and made i was provided for and had what i need to stay strong and held me me when i cried and still kept strong for me and made sure i got away from jackson where no one could find me and start troubloe again and u still stayed by my side thru it all, that is why i love you so much and ALWAYS STAND BESIDE YOU THRU WHEREEVER LIFE TAKES US

Shook Me All Night Long
AC/DCYou Shook Me All Night LongShe Was A Fast MachineShe Kept Her Motor CleanShe Was The Best Damn Woman I Had Ever SeenShe Had The Sightless EyesTelling Me No LiesKnockin' Me Out With Those American ThighsTaking More Than Her ShareHad Me Fighting For AirShe Told Me To Come But I Was Already There'Cause The Walls Start ShakingThe Earth Was QuakingMy Mind Was AchingAnd We Were Making It And You -Shook Me All Night LongWorking Double TimeOn The Seduction LineShe Was One Of A Kind, She's Just Mine All MineShe Wanted No ApplauseJust Another CourseMade A Meal Out Of Me And Came Back For MoreHad To Cool Me DownTo Take Another RoundNow I'm Back In The Ring To Take Another Swing'Cause The Walls Were ShakingThe Earth Was QuakingMy Mind Was AchingAnd We Were Making It And You -Shook Me All Night Long

Work From Home
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What If You Could See Personality First?
I was wondering. Ladies and guys both say, it is the personality and attitude of a person that really matters. Problem is you can't walk into a real life situation, look across a room and see a personality.So the "Natural" inclination for most is to gravitate towards either the prettiest, the shyiest or maybe the most susceptible looking person in a room. I wonder how many ladies and guys would say if they could see the personality of an individual at first meeting if they would be as attracted to the best looking guy or girl in a room if he/she was a player, cheater or a user? If you comment and it is not clear by your icon or your name, please state your gender with your response.

Poetry In Motion
The Wheels of this bus go round and round over the hills and through the dales the wheels of this bus are full of air never too much but just enough the wheels of this bus are fucking big for such a short bus they are fucking big.

Rant About The Illuminate
The Illuminati is a secret society that has been around since 1776, they want to create a one world government, a "New World Order," with themselves in charge. The Illuminati are generally powerful and rich people. The Illuminati will kill anyone, anywhere at any time to get what they need. The Illuminati are not atheist, they believe in God, they just fear God.The people that are "Anti-New World Order" and speak out against the Illuminati will be murdered like 2Pac and Michael Jackson. 2Pac and Michael Jackson were going to warn the entire world about what the Illuminati are planning. If you look at the title of 2Pac's album "The Don Killuminati: The 7 Day Theory" for example; 2Pac was referring to the Illuminati in this title, Kill + Illuminati. In the song "They Don't Care About Us" by Michael Jackson, "they" is the Illuminati. The Illuminati killed 2Pac, Michael Jackson, Bob Marley, Marilyn Monroe, Jon Lennon, Jimi Hendrix, John F. Kennedy, Abe Lincoln, Princess Diana, Martin Luthe

Packers And Movers
Moving towards the new place with the entire household goods is not at all easy task. People have to do several hard works to make their shifting task easier and relaxed. They have to bear lots of pain while doing the shifting works. To get free from all the pains and tensions of resettlement, people can hire the services of packing and moving companies. These agencies are offering the superlative services to make your shifting process successful. They do their best to let their clients happy and satisfied. They are always ready to fulfill your all types of resettlement needs. Movers Packers Gurgaon based companies are amongst the best resettlement services providers. They have team of expert employees who are ready to complete the full work of shifting proficiently. The experts got the special training to complete your whole shifting task smoothly. The common works that they do effectual are as follows: packing, unpacking, loading, unloading, rearrangement, transportation, etc. They

If Your A True Juggalo/juggalette
"this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each other juggahoes over spots in line at shows. That's BULLSHIT! Does

The Story Of Our Lifes
On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.' The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?' So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said:'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.' The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?' And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: 'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.' The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years... How about twenty and I'll give back the other forty

And In Thought... Or Not.
I was starch once. Molded, aptitudious, but still bewildered. Starch. Moxicombed, meddled, metitosized. Yes, it's punny. Obviously. Oh crap. And then we bemuse and bewilder. Ontitosent. It's a line, divine. Omnitosent. Beville. To stop or ... wait. Oh yeah. They say and they don't, or what. And. Yeah. Well that was sensicle. Whimsicle. Popsicle. Lunch! No, I am not dietting. It's not a haiku either. Jesus. A flair a toast. An omniroast. A popsifreeze. To better please. To antiwrite. To behold unsmited. It's perturbed. Bewildermerved. In preparation. Behisteration. Literality. Mistermeanor. Blistremenous. Ness. Eeeee... Proverbialitism! Egalitarianism! Coin! Flip Undo! Copy, paste! Shit! Can I... NOOOO!!! Mostmoximer. Ooohhh... Polimoxy. Yeah, haha. DAMNIT! They said not to get mad. Rape! D: Oh, chhh-tsss. Erh-eh-erheh. Hi Alex. IT'S HIS BLOG POST. YEAH, DON'T WRITE IN BLOG POSTS. IT'S UNWARRENTED. YELLING. HI. Capsl

Fu Whores
It is a shame that someone is so stuck on herself that she seriously cannot see how ugly it makes her on the outside you may be pretty to some but not to all cause only the people that actually talked to you know the uglyness inside you that makes you the foul being that you are of this you know who i speak......You couldnt keep a man because you werent trusting enough you second guessed everything that one person did and pushed him away now you run around fu acting like you ditched him your such a sad person......how many bling packs have you collected from showing your tits to random strangers or making little vids you might as well just make a porn vid and send it to them or maybe you already have........ are you gonna run to fu everytime something doesnt go your way or someone doesnt like you because they can see right thru you There is only one thing I am truely sorry about young man i mean woman Im truely sorry that any man has actually taken you seriously on this sight cause you

Liars
there are people on here that try an fake ppl out by pretending to be a person there not example done or sinfully naughty irish princess are actually naughty lill vixen an she is scamin lot of guys on this site bc she has access to one of her friends pages off site from here i think its bullshit that she is allowed to continue to be fake by this site an the fact she is tryin to pass her self off as ex military while her friend is she is not an im going to do whatever i have to to ensure she is shown to be the liar she is

Ramblings
This was written by a friend of mine who is leaving FUBAR. I loved this when I read it. I borrowed this from her so I can read it from time to time and think about her. She was a very sweet person and she always made me smile and laugh. I will miss her dearly. More then she knows. Porcelain or Diamonds? She may look and feel of porcelain... With only one touch, she will capture you. Skin so smooth and flawless and unblemished, undoubtedly attracts that of many a men. Yet so fragile and seemingly helpless, Underneath her bossum holds more truth. She renders strength beyond her doubts, Attempting to whisper yet is only mute. Is she breakable, or made of precious stone? Handle with care or she will be broken. Is her looks so deceiving? Maybe precious inside, bright and strong even! Within her soul all locked away, lying there with sadness. Hidden neatly behind her sultry smile. Forever tempted to give pleasures to help withstand, All the while she

One Stormy Night
Naddles and Jellyspoons When Three Dead Boys got up to fight.Back to Back,They Faced each other,Drew their swords,and shot each other, A deaf Policeman,Heard the noise,He ran,and shot,the Two dead boys. I you don't believe,this lie,is true,ask the blindman,for he saw it,too.

Honesty
Old bones and stones covered in sea lichen add an exquisite set of browns , grays and greens to the shore. I love watching the salted sea ebb and flow over the stones. It looks old as death but really quite alivefor sea creatures, plants and the like populate its beds in an endless series of cycles of birth and death allowing for the varied coasts upon which welive. I sat today examining my nature. Sounds simple, but it’s really not. Not if you dig deep..and you’vebeen lazy with yourself like I have. To be alone. I thought deeply on this for there are those whose lives are such. They touch me as I feel their aloneness andit makes my heart soft in the thought for no human soul should be without love and closeness derived from being just near. To touch one’s shoulder with a very slight touch, it share a sunset in the very late afternoon, maybe a good laugh while discussing something silly,or perhaps a drink with no words spoken and knowing that there was a warm s

Noob Comments
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In The Lawsuit Has Been Filed In Marion Against Mckinley
In the lawsuit has been filed in Marion, County Indiana against McKinley Properties, Legal, Real Estate, Inc. the 38th largest apartment community manager in the United States, a high profile litigation attorney, Jennifer Graham has been retained by the Plaintiffs. McKinley, Inc. manages properties primarily located in the Midwest and East coast and have been appointed by the courts as a receiver for multi-unit residential properties that are in foreclosure. The suit alleges gross and malicious negligence in the management of the properties, and an abuse of receivership powers.

"big Love/mo Love/one Love"
" I Got Nothing But Love For You Baby!" Big Love,Big Love,Big Love,Big Love,Big Luv mo love mo love mo love mo love mo love m One Love, One Life, One World! michael Its Like This,why is it that we carry so much around with us? From childhood on we collect stuff,feelings , resentments,loves, losses and the whole time we bring that into our friends , lovers , lives and make them toxic as we are ! I'm just say'n can't we just get beyond the bullshit and start to love someone without the past kick'n our ass everyday! moluv2ya.....

Nature's Corner Newsletter
http://www.naturescorner.com/ ADVICE COLUMN Clyde's Corner Q: I get very horny when my boyfriend massages/ Rubs my tummy, ESPECIALLY, between my bellybutton, and, groin, while kissing me. Once he gets between my bellybutton, and, groin, he gets what he wnts. I am butter in his hands. I just want him to take me then, and, there? Is anything wrong with that? - Katina Beltran - San Antonio, TX

Understanding Your Pets And Their Needs Better
It’s time for the holidays which means time for some fun and frolic with your loved ones in a great destination. It all seems perfect. However, there is a small issue...your pet. What do you do with your pet? As much as you would love to take your pet with you, it is not always a good thing to do. Here are a few reasons why you shouldn’t take your pet with you when you go on a vacation and why you should opt for a pet sitter instead – 1. No pet likes to adjust to new surroundings as they are most comfortable at home. Their home is a familiar and secure place that they love. 2. Most pets don’t take to travel very well. They will not be very comfortable in a plane or a train. If your pet is very small, the ride will seriously tire your pet out. You certainly don’t want to put your pet through this ordeal. 3. It is possible that the diet of your pet will change in a different environment which might not always agree with your pet. These reasons s

Places Of Honor...
Trhough fog and rain, heat and cold, blistering winds that cut to the bone Standing "White as Pure as thier Souls" Hundreds are lined row upon row These crosses bare names that honor is bestowed We seek out names of family, friends and comrads from days of old Some of them so long ago They wore thier uniforms with pride Some gave thier lives , so others could survive Thier families and friends, neighbors and all Mourn the loss of those who answered the call Flags that flutter in the air mark these graves Where our brthers and sisters lie in wait for us to meet them Wearing our uniforms with pride Forour answer to the call Having given our country our all I hang my "Dog tags " upon a cross, his name forever etched in stone To show he was always remembered and not left behind Someone once told me years ago...he faught in vain

Purple Haerts> For Some True Family..
"The POW MIA Remebrance Ceremony" As you entered the banquet hall this evening, you may have noticed a small table in a Place of Honor. It is set for "One". This table is Our way of symbolizing the fact that Members of "Our Profession of Arms" are Missing from Our midst.. They are commonlly called POWs or MIAs, We call them "Brothers".. They are unable to be with us this evening and so we remember them This table set for one is small-- Sybolizing the frality of "One" prisoner alone against his oppressors. Remember! The Tablecloth is white- Sybolizing the purity of thier intentions to respond to thier countrys call to arms. Remember!! The single Red Rose displayed in a vase reminds us of the families and loved ones of our comrades-in-arms who keep the Faith Awaiting thier return Remember! The Red Ribbon tied so prominatly on the vase is reminiscent of the red ribbon worn upon the lapel and breasts of thousands who bare witness to thier unyielding determination

Life
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from

Life Isn't Easy
When there is something you want....Fight for it.don't give up,no matter how hopeless it seemseven when you've lost hopecuz years from now you're gonna look backand wish you gave it ONE more shot..cuz the best things in lifeDON'T come easy. Im tired of always putting on a showto hide the pain insideto pretend nothing bothers mewhen deep inside its at its boilingIm sick of not having a true friendSomeone who understandsSick of everything and everbodyEverything adds up over timeMaking me angry and bitterSometimes I don't understandWhy I feel this wayI don't guess I ever willWritings on the wallThat your too blind to seeJust open your eyesNow look at meWhat do you see?Sometimes I want to crySometimes I want to scream

True Friends
When the chips are down and u r tring to level up in here you see who r realy good friends to have. I'm blessed to say i have a few great friends on here. Narly Breast u r my brother my oldest friend on here and r awesome. Sin angel u r awesome too darlin. Brae well u know loves ya darlin. Devilish u r my BFF darlin and loves ya to death. Prissy huni u r awesome too darlin. Nellie huni i just met u huni but u r aces huni and i'll pass u out too all my peeps muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh thx so much angel. If i forgot someone i'm sorry ya'll r the best ty so much.

Randomness
No one seems to know the true meaning of love though I see it every day in her eyes.... Her words spoken of him bring tears to my eyes knowing that her love is more than true. He of course finds her repulsive and doesn't see that what she would do for him has no limits. She dies more and more inside when he rejects her. Hospitalized from stress, broken by life she lies a once full woman seeking the one she thought she knew loved her. Yet once again unsuccessful... I plead with her to just move on but that is asking the sun to not shine or the wind not to blow. maybe some day he will understand, but that day will be to late and someone will have taken her away

Poems
Searching for completion of my soulVoyaging through shallow watersBy the valleys of rosesGuided by a warm breezeTheres an amazing creature Hair of a ravens wing flowing in the breezeEyes gleaming in the sky of blueSurrounded by spirituality and lusterA love for spirits as wild as mineOne embrace places us togetherHappiness erupting in the lusterI no longer voyage through the shallow watersFor love made land for a home

Unappreciated
I REAL TIRED OF HELPING PEOPLE AND I CANT GET A SIMPLE THANK YOU!!! I MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO BLING PEOPLE BUT I HAVE SURE HELPED ALOT OF PEOPLE LEVEL. THIS ISNT TO ALL THE PEOPLE I HELP BUT IT REALLY SUCKS THAT I USE MY TIME TO HELP PEOPLE LEVEL INSTEAD OF TRYING TO LEVEL MYSELF AND CANT GET A SIMPLE THANK YOU!!! IM FED UP

Beauty...
Your Beauty amazes me In your arms is where I long to be I want to be there , Your hands in mine Next to your perfect body It has no flaws, no imperfections You were the best choice of any selection Now that I've met you, I'll not forget you If only we could kiss It would fullfill my longing to taste those lips One more time - One turns into Two Two becomes forever when I'm w/ you I'm clueless in learning when without you Yet thoughts of you, will carry me through Because You Know i love you. Through Bloodshot eyes and a thousand yard stare Images of my friends are confined in my mind A chill runs through me as I continue to stare A cold, wet feeling that's just not there My ears pick out the smallest of sound A tiny raindrop pattering to the ground A movement of a leaf as it scrapes out loud We try to stay covered cut off from the others I stare into the jungle Looking at mysterious shadows that forshadow The enemy is out there, he's looking for a fig

What Is & What Will Be
Sitting here alone; never knew loneliness had a taste Been bathing in sunshine, trying to fill this dark void inside of me Writing and repeating pretty words to put my mind at rest Chasing dead dreams that never prospered; only seeing the death of stars instead of their birth Aching to be touched, to be held, within this otherwise empty, walking corpse Running towards the ascending moon, as though I can catch her & make her bear witness to my despair Crying at the forsaken ashes of those I knew or once loved; leaving their old bones in a field, planted, and yet nothing ever grew Catching fireflies in a jar, lighting my way at night, when things are beautiful & mysterious; when everything I feared came out I walk this endless cycle, aching, beaten & bruised; the clock ticking away, trading one minute for the next as I wander through the woods, wondering what happens next in this masochistic lullaby If I really have to take a wild guess, I’ll tell you that all of the memori

Happy New Year!
I wish everyone a new year of prosperity, joy, love, and friendship. It's the Year of the Dragon, which means a lot of changes. Hopefully good and positive ones. *crosses fingers* PBS showed an encore of S1 of Downton Abbey. I missed it the first time around so I'm glad I was able to catch it this time. S2 is suppose to start sometime this month. S4 of Merlin starts this Friday. *squee* It probably won't be until this summer when they air S2 of Sherlock here in the states. Ugh! Can't wait for S4 of Warehouse 13 this year. It's gonna suck when Starz quits being free next month. No more watching Torchwood. :(I finally finished reading The Outlander by Diana Gabaldon. I thought for sure I was going to start speaking with a Scottish accent. Found book two of the series, Dragonfly in Amber but haven't started reading it yet. I got several books for Christmas that I need to read first. Right now I'm reading The Help by Kathryn Stockett. I'd like to see the movie sometime.

Inner Thoughts
A friend has this in her profile.Time is like a river...You cannot touch the same water twicebecause the flow that has passed will never pass againI beleive LOVE can overcome all obsticales, If I didn't then what is the point of LOVELove is not a word.. its the essence of 2 people, and if an obstacle comes in the way, Love isequalizer.Love is forever, Love is the answer to life. Love is.Love is imeasurable , its bigger than the universe, yet can fit inside your heart.Love is unstopable, it can overcome any obstacleLove is always willing to forgive, no matter the circumstanceLove is tirelessLove is the essence of 2 people.Love is one, love is all, love is not singularLove is a gift from God. God gave me the gift of your love. I cherish that gift, I cannot think of life without that gift. Thirty days have gone and pastmy heart weighs heavy,my love still lasts you hurt me deep into the coreyou said our love ,is never more each day my thoughts do not grow lessmy love for you, has failed

Stuff
Well i was surfing the urban dictionary and decided to look up my name, here is one of the definitions a person wrote, damn this is me all over it...lol An Andrew (or Drew/Andy) will make the best boyfriend/guyfriend ever. With their big brown eyes, and heart-melting smile it's hard not to fall for them. They are different, in a beautiful way. Possesses a very funny, odd sense of humor. They are there when you need them, and they value their friendships. They like to look good, and dress well. Handsome, and charming. They've had a hard life, but never gets kicked down and stays down. They change for the better, and stronger than ever. Very successful at life, make great Dads. Known to be players but when they meet that special girl, their sold. Andrew's come off as tough and solid, but deep down, their soft side comes out and you see the sweet gentleman in them. They're not popular, but not a loner either. Friends love them, and guys want to be him. They have a really laid back att

Flowersdeliveryhyderabad
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Fap
I have recently gotten hooked on Wordfued on the smartphone. (Damn appse current game I'm playing against my sister-in-law, I tried to play the word FAP last night. Guess what.....it's not a real word!!!! WTF?! Where is Prinny? If I find out that PEEN isn't a word I'm gonna freak out! Is this a FU language a

Wife 1.0
Dear Tech support.Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0 and noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources.No mention of this phenomenon was includedin the product brochure. In addition, Wife 1.0 installs itself into all other programs and launches during system initialization, where it monitors all other system activity.Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Drunken Boys Night 2.5 and Saturday Football 5.0 no longer run, crashing the system whenever selected.I cannot seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run some of my other favorite applications.Also it appears to have self installed some kind of system destroying application called Mother-In-Law 2.5, which appears interfear with all other applications I attemp to run?I am thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0, but uninstall does not work on this program. Can you help me!!Thanks JoeDear Joe:This is a very common problem men c

Searching For That Someone...
01/04/2012 This blog is just for me to put my thoughts out there. It may be very likely that you will only enjoy this blog if you are bored and have nothing else to do. Even then it would just be something to occupy yourself. :P There are a lot of single men and women that are consrantly searching for someone to date. A good portion of them have no luck at all and get frustrated. I've felt this way for a while. When I was at my brother's and best friend's apartment New Years weekend, this topic came up. My best friend, Roxie, told me that I shouldn't worry about it, I would eventually meet someone and have a natural connection that led to dating. It made me think that instead of trying so hard create a deep connection with the women I meet, I should wait till I find someone that I can converse with constantly, with little effort. Another thing that I keep in mind is what one of my past friends told me: 'When you are adimately looking for someone to date, it will be hard to find som

Viagra Alternatives-increase Testosterone-natural Sex-impotence Treatments
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Icparty
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Shop For Excellent Jewelry
This is one of the most favored jewels in the world. Men and women alike have been drawn to the beauty and the texture of the stone such as no other. Turquoise Jewelry is indeed a well known jewel for all those who are looking for a bright pop of color in their jewels. It can be worn as anything you want it to. Most popularly the stone is worn as rings, earring, lockets, pendants, bracelets, and many more. Since it is found across the globe and it is considered to be a great piece to pair up and create a style statement with, it is no wonder that this is a stone that is like and loved by many. The color of the stone – it ranges from a pale blue and a pale green, to a dark blue and a dark green. Every single stone is different, and the color combination differs according to the place from which it was mined. It is important to make sure that you are getting the right stone with the right color, so that you don’t have to wear something you don’t like. No two stones are

Tie The Sacred Thread To Your Siblings To Uk
Rakhi is the occasion that makes you realize what value your siblings’ hold in your life. The simple looking Rakhi thread is perhaps the strongest bond that tides your hearts together, doesn’t matter how far you are from each other. Rakhi gives you the treasured excuse to let them know that they are really missed, and RakhiWorldWide.com has opened its gift basket to let to convey that to all over UK. From flowers to confectionaries, from foods to apparel, collections at www.rakhiworldwide.com/rakhi_uk_worldwide.asp are all dressed up for this holy event of your life.

Bullshit
Just wanted to put in my little info on this matter that has came to my attention. I am sick and tired of the comming foward to a person and the only thing that comes to your mind is "hey i got something that can make you smile" or "Ill meet up with you for the night" so on so on that fucking bullshit to me. How can you treat a person like he or she is a whore or slut or just someone that you think you can get yourself off with. I mean think about it i wouldnt want anything to do with you if you came up to me and that was the only thing that you could offer me, id would hope more on the line of friendship would be better but alot of fu's just think about themselves and only them, grow the fuck up be a man or woman!!!!!!!!

2012
hey all, how you been? I been living life lol but boy this past week well the end of the week was bad for me, first I slip and fall on my knees, one of my knees I scraped on the cement, in the parking lot at Costo, my mom didnt see me, but a lady did and she was like oooh dear, I was covered in sand, and mud, my fave pair of tights were torn, my knee was bleeding badly, so I hopped all the way to Costco and to the washroom to clean up, i didnt have enough bandaids, as the one I used the blood was bleeding through it, so I had to put kleenex on it and roll up my pant leg, It hurt for a while still does, then today I was making a fruit/vegie smoothie and cutting up some vegies, and I slice my finger, ugh. So here I am all bruised up, lol Anyways, our kitty Vixen is doing amazingly well, adpating to her new home, its a week since we got her, well will be officially a week in 2 hours or so. Shes got everything she needs so far, except for a cat carrier, a harness, and leash, as in the su

What I Think
Ok first it started out just playing some mobster game where im suppose to do what mobsters do gathering a mob of people to do whatever any gang or mob would do to kill or do anything nessessary to protect whats theres and to protect whats going to be theres now that sound a sterrio typical but thats the truth for yah but I had no freakin idea the these two places are connected somehow cause I found myself playing the game then i found my registering into a world I've never heard of or seen. My first impression was AMAZEMENT I come in to this place wher Im greeted by people everyone buying me a drink for they're it was like secret social nightmare then after a while I realized I could go back between the mob game and this social slash bar dream. SIKE so for my closing and all who's reading thanks and there will be more let me no if you want to hear more yours truthly Donta For everyone who is reading what i say this is not intended to hurt or offend anyone Before I start

Primal Rears
The acid made me Crazy? I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence or insanity to anyone, but they have always worked for me. - Hunter S. Thompson I used to be what the majority of people would call a good person. I went to church, did the school thing, you know all those things that people find normal and acceptable. I went through the actions of daily life doing everything everyone else did, never questioning. I began noticing, on my own, the hypocrisy of life. The shameless actionsof people, that were contrary to what they professed as their own ideals and beleifs. When looked upon at a personal level, the world seems like it could be something. Full of promise and a sort of hope. As your sphere of awareness begins to expand, you realize there is little hope left in this world of ever increasing hopelessness. You realize that one on one relations blind you to the reality of this world. Life is one long bad experience, and you try to diguise that by putting peopl

New Years Auction
I am now taking entrants for my new years auction. Entry fee is 5 mill or 3 credits. If you pay with credits, your bids will start at cash bids only. Taking entrants until thursday January 5th @ 7pm central. Will start the auction Friday January 6th @ 8pm Central until Friday January 20th @ 8 pm Central. All entrants have the right to accept or refuse any bids at any time. There will be NO DRAMA! If there is any harassment of any kind, you will be blocked from bidding in ANY of my auctions. Will need your list of offers, link to your photo and payment no later than January 5th @ 7pm central. Please SB me if your interested. Thank you. I am now taking entrants for my new years auction. Entry fee is 5 mill or 3 credits. If you pay with credits, your bids will start at cash bids only. Taking entrants until thursday January 5th @ 7pm central. Will start the auction Friday January 6th @ 8pm Central until Friday January 20th @ 8 pm Central. All entrants have the right to accept or

Rate Me Please
I know I aint easy on the eyes But come by and rate my page Not here for all the lies And rating seems to be all the rage So drop on by and rate me today And i will do the same for you each and everyday!!

Hungry Eyes
Parts from the movie Dirty Dancing with Hungry EyesLyrics:I've been meaning to tell youI've got this feelin that won't subsideI look at you and I fantasizeYou're mine tonightNow I've got you in my sightsCHORUS:With these hungry eyesOne look at you and I can't disguiseI've got hungry eyesI feel the magic between you and II want to hold you so hear me outI want to show you what love's all aboutDarlin tonightNow I've got you in my sightsCHORUSNow I've got you in my sightsWith these hungry eyesNow did I take you by surpriseI need you to seeThis love was meant to be

Am I Gay
Last nite I was at a freinds house when he and his wife started watching some porn, as we sat there a scene came on with 2 guys and a girl. Nothing new until one of the guys started to suck the other guy while the girl did him with a strap-on. I have never thought of these things until my freinds wife Who is short 5'3" maybe a little chubby asked me if I liked it. I was actually quite hard watching it. My freind was very drunk and said you guys watch this shit I am going to bed when his wife said she slipped a seraquel into his drink because she wanted to fuck me, but since I was turned on by the guy guy action would I like to try it. I said yes so we went a few houses down the street to another house where a slim young woman answered the door, my freinds wife Rachel, asked if Sammy and kenny could play the girl giggled and said all the time....will finish this later

Good Bye
Hello everyone, I know I've said this time and time again. As of now I have made up my mind. I'm leaving Fubar. I haven been here over a year. I dont have time for it. I've met some wonderful people here also the love of my life. I'm so sorry. Please dont try to ask me to stay. Love you my friends Carpe Noctem Ich Liebe Dich

Love In Plano Texas
So Now We All Rejoice by Poet93 So now we all rejoice Heaven singing and the choir sinning the bells of time wandering rhyme sky glances in apple rose moments crushed the song in blissful satiation some godly moment but no religion here fall on your knees but the god laughs solitary is the road that emerges your last smile the bread has finally risen yea though I sing in the absence of god my apple my apple above and beyond the bread is my clarity with you on your knees rejoice in solitude and believe in me. Lone Gull by Poet93a lone gull cries out I wander down to the beach frontto greet the world,but life is barren amongst the sands.A lone gull cries outand the tide pours in.Each grain of sand blows against me,but I sit oblivious to life,now a sand castle in the void.The tide races,waves berate the sand,the sky turns black.My eyes shift.Ancient stars above blow me farewell kisses,as I gaze toward the thunderous waves.But they're merciless,and will not rel

Just Thought You Should Know
To look at him, you would never know. That his legs are black as coal, from standing knee deep in snow. Frost bite, a prisoner of war. The American dream, is what he suffered for. He held his head high, fought without fear. Shed his share of blood, sweat and tears. You can't look at him, and even begin to understand. To you he was nothing, but just another old man. Show him respect, he has earned at least that. For he is covered with memories, no one can take back. He carries around his reminder, underneath his clothes. He risked his life for you. I just thought you should know.

Tremors From Afar
A dozen roses I give to you my friend,A gift that seems so smallBut they represent so much,Our friendship most of all.A rose for the friendship.A rose for the touch.A rose for the trust we shareOur sharing means so much.A rose for the kindnessAnd the deep caring you show.A rose for the comfort givenWhen I've been feeling low.A rose for the laughter,How it makes your eyes shine.A rose for the dreams we shareIt's amazing how they intertwine.A rose for the deep respectYou give to me with ease.A rose for the love we feelAnd how you wish to please.A rose for your compassionThat has helped me in so many ways.A rose for bringing me sunshineThat has brightened all my days.The last rose is the bestFor it stands so proud and tall.This rose represents youMy best friend of all. For you Jess, you are inspiration.... Should you ever feel aloneIf finding times hard to bareYou can still count on me Know I shall always be there You shall be in my thoughtsIf you are hurting, I feel it tooIt is m

Educate Yourself
I envy those people who have led their sheltered little lives, constantly being shielded and protected by the real world around them. Not having a clue as to what really lies within the shadows and darkness around them. They have this perception that since they haven’t been exposed to it, that it simply doesn’t exist. However, for those of us who have had no choice but to make it in the real world, we tell a different tale as to what the world is truly about. I don’t have anything against the wealthy or those who live inside the gated communities, although a high majority of these people see the world as in what lies within their walls, and that alone can be scary by itself. Look around at all the well maintained lawns, and you would think you are staring at perfection, but that couldn’t be further from the truth. The fact still remains that regardless of your community, economic status, race, religion or educational background, abuse and violent crime offender

Time Is Money
...the importance of things can be measured by how much time we are willing to invest in them, the more you reveal its importance and value. if you want to now a persons priorities just loo at how they use there time. when you give someone your time be sure you benefit from it because, because when give your time...your giving a portion of ur life that you cant get back. your time is your life it would be a waste if you get nothing in return

Water Your Damn Grass People!!
For some reason people are never satisfied...nothing is never enough...regardless of how much you give..it is just never enough...people have this concept that the grass is greener on the other side....it's not....the grass is the same...it's all about how bad you want it..or don't....if you don't water the grass..then it's going to die...if you constantly walk on it..it is going to die....if you neglect it..it is going to slowly die....appreciate what you DO have..unless you want to lose it....don't look at your ring as a prison..look at it as an opportunity for something great...and if it kills you..then take it off...let it go....those of you who do have someone to lay beside you when you go to bed at night....you don't realize how good you do have it...and you probably won't until you find out for yourself that the grass isn't any different anywhere else...but it is a Hell of a lot lonelier....being alone and scared not to be..is no place anyone wants to be...finding th

Mizzcontagious
Don't you hate when you so called "gay" friend gets all over you and doesn't know when to stop? He also likes to keep me to himself and it's annoying. I'm sick of him trying to control my life. FUCK OFF. So other than being pissed off about HE WHO MUST BE BEAT, I'm off Warfin (the blood thinner I was on for the blood clots that were in my lungs), at least till December 2. I'm going to be taking this test to see if I'm prone to clots it'll also tell me if I will have problems with having kids. . . LIKE I WANT ANY!

Me
Ramblings about my life...I am not now the man I believe I can be...and do not know how to get there from here.But I will!I am unemployed, my benefits exhausted...and scraping by with the help of a family that deserves a far bettter person as a brother than I've been these past few years...Where did I go wrong? Where did I fail? Was it by my own choice? I have to think it was...I've made the decisions in my life which have led me to bee where I am at this moment in time...nobody else...just me.I Point the fingert at myself and wonder...not "What have I done"...but "How do I change things?"How do I undo the decisions that I've made?How do I right the wrongs?How do I turn things around when I'm falling at an increasing rate into a black hole with nothing to grab on to?I have no job...can't even get an interviewMistakes from my past haunt me and hinder meNobody loves me right now...although some have tried...but I can't let them.I try to love only those that will not alow me to...is th

Changing Of Name
Ever since i changed my name seems like the ladies like me better. I'm still me i guess the name just gave me a bad persona. This one suits me better because i am a true gentleman to the core. I don't care how mad u get at a lady u better never lay a hand on one in front of me my ranger side will come out and i'll rip off your head and feed it too u. I haven't had much luck on here with the ladies i have some raly great friends which i love dearly but just can't get one to be mine lol. Not that i haven't tried guys i've had to fu engadgements and got dumped for dj's so not so easy too get too my heart now have too earn it but i am always a gentleman first and foremost. So if didn't add me before because thought i was a perv because of nam i asure u i am not give me a chance may find out i can be your best friend.

On My Mind
How can i sleep when ur always on my mind drifting in and out with thoughts of u running as i try to sleep when i wake up if i fall asleep i think of u later on in the day if i get a text from u later on in the day if i get a text my day brightens up even if it started out as a bad one its so hard to sleep when youre always on my mind nothing will ever change that but oh well u will never feel the same way but a lonely teenage girl can hopend pray u change ur mind cause ur always on mine

New Year
Well its the year 2012. Jan 2. I dont have alot of resolutions but i do have some hopes. Like i hope this is the year i finally meet Mr. Right. However I doubt thats going to happen,but its ok to wish. If i stick to this blog thing it will be very interesting reading for my fellow fu-friends. LOL wish me luck and I do the same for u all.

Just Some Stuff
I've had a lot on my mind recently. Some ups, some downs. I have this general feeling of unease, anxiety, and a sort of draining anticipation. lol. Ok, so I'm trying, really trying to avoid giving in and doing some hardcore complaining. I just get frustrated. Have been for a long time now. Way too long.I find myself daily battling depression. It really interferes with my productivity. One thing I really don't like about it is the impression I fear I give others that I'm lazy or something. Unfortunately none of you know me in real life, because if you did you'd soon understand that I'm more of a perfectionist and workaholic than lazy. It's just that the work I do is not always readily apparent with in your face results on a daily basis. Excuses, excuses. Eh. I guess it really bothers me when people don't believe in me. I guess that's the artist in me. Though I hesitate to call myself an artist anymore. It's kind of a bullshit label that for most people has a limited perception of wha

This Is Me And If You Don't Like It...there Is A Block Button
So. this is me. If you don't like it, there is a block button that you (or I can use). I know I am fat and ugly but you don't have to call me that. I am very insecure about my body at times. I hate that I have a peice of skin near my asshole that shows up in most of my pics. It's very embarassing. That is why I don't like showing my asshole or taking pics of it, unless my finger is there. I know I am fat and there is a reason for it. I was born with too much intestines and had some removed when I was 7 months old because I almost died and there is a scar on my stomach to prove that and when I had my last colonoscopy done in 2002, the doctor said my intestines were twisted and knotted up like a 95 yr olds and that I can't have surgery to straighten them out because of all the scar tissue there already. If you look at the rest of my body, I am not that fat. I have to take laxatives everyday for the rest of my life for my condition. Yeha, I am medically anorexic. I know I am fat but I ha

Grandmother
When I left this world without you I know it made you blue. Your tears fell so freely, I watched: I know this is true.While you were weeping, Days after I passed away While all was silent within me, I saw you kneel to pray.From this wonderful place called heaven Where all my pain is gone,I send a gentle breeze to whisper,"My loved ones,please go on."The peace that I have found here goes far beyond compare.No rain, no clouds, no suffering, just LOVE from everywhere.You need not be troubled Just stay close to GOD in prayer Someday we'll be reunited My love, HIS love surrounds you always, EVERYWHERE! R.I.P NANA MISS AND LOVE U.

Everyone Wants Love
I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but I accidently threw it away. I wrote your name on my hand, but it washed away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves whispered it away. I wrote your name in my Heart and Forever it will stay!!! Everyone wants to feel loved and wanted. Everyone wants to hear those 3 lil words... I Love You. Everyone wants to know there is someone out there who will be their One and only. Everyone wants to know they are not alone trying to battle this cruel world. To Sum It All Up....Everyone Wants Love......

1.1.12
I've designed and coded websites since 1996. I've hosted websites since 1999. I've been an active blogger since 2000. I've posted on networking websites long before there were networking websites like MySpace or Facebook. I've run forums, chatrooms, and I've hosted servers. I've been around for a long time and I have seen a lot of different people. Then I see Fubar. And I see all the same players, all over again. Same personalities, same attitudes, same stories, all with different names attached. Oh, and the fact that age is definitely not a factor. I've seen high school fights break out between people old enough to have teenagers as children here! So it's no surprise to see someone on here playing the Bully, calling out people for their faults in a vicious manner that usually breaks their victims down. And everyone laughs, because who doesn't like laughing at them? And much like another Bully on one of the websites I used to frequent, one person stood up. One person sa

2012
Today we had handbell choir practice. We haven't played bells since Christmas morning. Last week got called off for medical reasons due to 2 of our players. We also didn't play last Sunday because of it. Tonight we only practiced 2 songs. One was an old song and one was a new song. We only practiced for a little over an hour since we only practiced the two songs. I brought all my music home. I'm going to buy a couple of 3 ring binders and put my music in alphabetically order. Well, it is now, but in a paper folder. 14 years of music really adds up if you know what I mean. When I got home, my husband told me that an ambulance took his grandma to the hospital. She fell again yesterday. I hope she is alright. She is really old. Like 91 i think. I know she's in her early 90's. Keep her in your prayers. =) Last night I slept really hard and woke up in pain on my entire left side of my body. I don't know if it's also because I've been having problems with my left ear. My left ear ha

Uh Blogs
After seeing this vieo I suddenly understood why the Japanese created such an excellent (sport)??.. I've always loved watching drifting and any other form of high powered car shows... but this takes the cake for sure. http://www.totallynsfw.com/videos/videos_toyota_supra_drift_xxx/

Favorite Song Lyrics...random
I don't wanna see, I don't wanna see anythingI don't wanna be, I don't wanna be lost againI don't wanna walk, I don't wanna walk far from YouI just wanna live, I just wanna live like You doAs I stumble to the light of graceYou said You'd always have a place for meGot a little scared, got a little scared in the woodsAnd everywhere I turn, everywhere I turn nothing's goodThen I saw a little light, saw a little light shine for meAnd I found a little path, found a little path at my feetAs I fumble with the gift of my free willHe says hush now, listen to my voice, be stillMy refuge, my FatherThe only Living WaterI'm weary, I'm brokenI've cracked my heart wide openUnholy, unworthyAnd still You reassure meYou knew meBefore I new myselfI don't wanna be, I don't wanna be lost again State the obvious, I didn't get my perfect fantasyI realize you love yourself more than you could ever love meSo go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazyThat's fine I'll tell mine that you're gay!And by

My Ramblings
how do you be the bigger man when you have a broken heart lol i promised myself i would not get caught up on this site, i lied to myself lol. found myself liking two ladies on here now my fave 2 are down to my fave 1 lol. i dont want to be a real douche and be mean and spiteful and stop being friends with people i care for but it just is a little much to be around the one that broke my heart. the bad part is that it really is not her fault. i still have my one fave i adore but if i was gone she would be okay and probably not even miss me lol. I still care for my number 2 and want them to do well but hanging around them just hurts my heart right now. I guess it will just take time. its okay its only my heart it will stop soon lol

2012
Well, It's finally 2012, We'll see if the majority's take on the Mayan calendar was right.... I truly hope I can change for the better this year. I've procrastinated with my duties, dreams, and goals for far too long now. This is going to be the year I make them all come true. Indeed, time to grow up, move up, and move on. Out with the old, in with the new. I need to surround myself with a better group of friends. They say who you surround yourself with is a reflection of who you are. And I'm not happy with either. I've been a follower for far too long. I aim to find my love, my passion, and reach my goals this year. Shouldnt be too hard, I still have 365 Days left... (Leap Year)

Doors Song
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Dysskrasia/239406942802169?sk=wall now i just need people to troll... ;) Steven Reynolds jeez that's all you people wanna talk about.... borrrrrrrrrrrrrrring 35 minutes ago · Like Ainsley Walker it wont be boring when its censoring your ass left right and centre! :P 33 minutes ago · Like Steven Reynolds hmmmm well i've been barred from facebook twice already... banned from fubar probably upwards of 20... ummm... myspace a few.... hmmm come to think of it... pretty much everywhere... ah the joys of being a troll 31 minutes ago · Like ·

Juggalette Tears
When I met you I was at my lowest.. You brought me out of the dark and showed me the otherside of the light, But after time I'm not sure what happened, I guess all the promises you made, all the things we did, all the things you said, were just words to make me feel better, where are you now ? When u said u'd never leave my side, You said anytime i needed you, you'd be there but now, Im sitting in the in the corner of the room, all alone, holding my chest, spreading tears of blood, calling for you, but do you even hear me ? Do you even really care? I took a chance lettin you in and now u just walked out, well fine it maybe be a while, but the tears will stop, and when they do u'll have something to be scared for, because as long as im crying u still matter,

Poems
Kyle by Heather Cox on Saturday, January 14, 2012 at 6:11am you left me here with an empty broken heart guess it should've been broken from the start torn and ripped apart shattered by your name and no final embrace and no smile on your face and to see you in pain and the guilt that tears me up inside I wish there was something I could do now but, you're gone even though you're spirit still lives on I know you've gone home to a better place with no scars on your skin and I'll see you again. But, it doesn't take away the pain I feel and I wish it really wasn't real I wish it was a bad dream So I could wake up and see you'd still be here and a phone call away I wish you would've thought twice, before you left us here, and didn't stay. The tears roll down my face and I miss you so much and I'll never be the same this is all I have left the pain I feel without your body here without your laughter and your smile I miss your calls knowing you a

Helping
it's funny or stupid in my case that you can have so many friend's on your list that won't send you say a V.I.P. or even a bling when you say it in your status, i have had it so many time's in my status that NOT ONE PERSON that already has a V.I.P send's me one i'm thinking they aren't you're friends or they don't give a care about other people other then themself's

Fumafia
THREE players set up under different circumstances to see how the newest changes to fu mafia affects newer players. 1 to be put in a turf in soldier/pay position 2 to be put in a turf Not in a pay position 3 to be unturfed http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=270500 player1 turfed different turfs off and on. got the gloves on 12/20/2011 even with missing 2 log ins. Was nothing to do but wait for energy to build till level 10 and couldnt afford weapons for mob until level 10 . Once was able to try the hl the new changes with 95% house cut can about so hunting wasnt even paying the healing costs. 30 day end stats health 1000 energy 100 stam 29 cash 729mil cf 71.73m mafia rateing 19 mob 74 missions 791 bountys 10 death 1 fights lost 115 fights won 139.

Here's Lookin At You 2011
Through so much life changes in directions that never seemed possible, this year has been so very difficult. I have been so very fortunate to have had the wise words that have been out before me when the feelings of emptiness and disparity hit like wave after wave and you helped to carry me to the shore. Helping to see through another day, another night and to look forward to a new tomorrow. You helped me never to give up and for this there are no words that can express the gratitude that wells from within. You here are so very special, you have no name, your voice, your thoughts, your humor carried me and I THANK you. So, it is a new day, a new year and I will try to make this all better, this life puzzle. Thank you for helping me find those lost pieces that appeared to be lost forever.... thank you one and all that make this place a little different than just any old place to go! Have a good new year or at least the best possible! THANK YOU wise, positive, funny and enduring posters!

Finding A Way To Travel 12 Weeks Per Year.
People have been asking about this. If all goes well about April 16 my address will become P. O. Box North America. Yes I will be linked via internet at least 4 hours per day. Right now, I am taking a house that has 1800 sq feet and convert it into a house that has 200 sq ft and is highly mobile. Of that which does not fit. 1/4 is being trashed, 1/4 is being donated, 1/4 is being put in storage , my son will be moving in with his mom and the rest goes with me. hj, (MI)**2 social reform - - - - - hj - my initials - e. e. cummings style - represents humility (MI)**2 - Mission Impossibe on Mental Illness How? - social and political reform Mission: Helping human becomings reach their potential Number 5. Courtesan for women - Practitioner of Puritanical and Non-puritanical (not legal in all 50 states) massage. I enjoy meeting interesting women of legal age but not dead. I am a mature man who can provide pleasant

The Fish
PISCESThe Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20 ) - Generous, kind, and thoughtful.Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Does not like details. Dreamy andunrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good listener. Beautiful.Always respect other feeling.Willing to share the pains of other.Feels for his friend when they are down.Always looks for the bright spots when time look darkest.willing to cry for you and with you if needed.Alway looking for the best in everyone he meets The Dreamer

Thank You Blog
BRONZE: OMG WOMEN I LOVE YOU AND CHEESECAKE AND COFFEE, YOUR AMAZING PERSON AND GREAT BEST FRIEND I WOULD BE SO LOST HONESTLY, YOUR SO UNDERSTANDING AND CARING AND FUNNY, BEAUTIFUL I MEAN I COULD GO ON THEN YOU WOULD TELL ME TO SHUT UP LOL. HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL NEW YEAR. Purr my wife: WHERE DO I START, YOUR AMAZING WOMEN AND YOUR SO FUNNY AND CARING AND I TELL YOU AND BESTIE EVERYTHING AND I AM SO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE, WE HAD OUR UP'S AND DOWN'S I AM SURE BUT WE ALWAYS STICK TOGETHER NO MATTER WHAT I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. ERICA WOW MANY MANY YEARS WITH YOU CHICK I KNOWN YOU FOREVER AND YOUR AMAZING WOMEN, YOU ARE NOT SCARED TO SPEAK YOUR MIND, I LEARNED TO DO THE SAME AND STAND UP FOR MY SELF, I AM SO HAPPY THAT EVEN THOUGH WE STRUGGLED AND HAD TO PUT UP WITH STUPID ASS MEN , WE ARE STILL STRONG TODAY, I LOVE YOU CHICK :)~ BADGIRL,YOUR A GREAT FRIEND AND YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE WHEN THINGS ARE ROUGH ( JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE ) BUT YOUR MY GIRL THAT IS STRONG AN

Over And Over Again
I got divorced earlier this year. She was bipolar and had neglected to inform me of this when I asked her point blank to her face. "Is there anything I need to know about you before we get married" Nothing! Not even the desire she has to have a persons arm inserted into her vagina. I think I should of been told about that before. So I got used bad. Along with the relationship there after. A woman in need, and now a empty wallet. I have a big heart. Looking for love, respect, unconditional love, and someone that will be there with me when times are hard. So far, I only find people that bail on me when it's convenient. I did stupid stuff in the past yes. But I'm honest, moral, loyal, trust worthy. And a family guy. And I get kicked to the curb, and I travel again, solo! So yeah, I'm a little bitter I am entitled. But it's the past and no one should have free rent in my head. It's over. I want to find good times, and find someone worthy of my love.

Would You Dance Under The Stars With Me
Would you understand love Would you not fall away Would you give up Would you fight to earn it Would you run for it Would you keep it alive Would you teach me how Would you see what inside of me Would you be the sun in my life Would you say I love you 2 Would you be wrong about it Would you laugh with me Would you hang out with me Would you sleep in my arms Would you see the sunrise with me Would you walk at the beach with me Would you change anything Would you stay with me Would you be in my life all the time Would you travel with me Would you dry my tears if I cry Would you help me Help me ,by staying in my life And give me the kiss of love And the breath in my soul And the sight in my eyes Would you be the music in my ears Would you dance with me under the stars Under the moonlight Beside the lake Would you be my mermaid Would you just stay around…

New Year ~ Better Plans
First. All you folks in --209. Most of you were correct about this experiment. But, no experiment is ever a failure. You just don't always get the expected results. Keep the lefi coast open for me. I'll be back, as soon as I tie up some ends out here. Then, it's "get the hell out of god's country !" (Be sure to wave, as you fly over.) Now: For the few persons I met and gained some shared moments on fubar. It's been fun, but all things must end. You have my personal contact info. Let's keep in touch. Just don't inform me about anything fubar ! You already know, I don't care. For all others ? What's the point ? This is hardly an adult site. Childish... Childish... ~Copol

Simply Me
I am 46 years old ( or young) and have gone thru a rough past year, but with hard work and strong support from my family and friends. I am now looking to the future with hope. Inner strength was something i never knew i had, till i needed it. So when all seems hopeless look to your family and friends for help and Dig Deep into your soul and become a survivor just as i have. To all who struggle and are depressed and without hope, Let me tell you that by never giving up on myself I came back from the gates of hell. If anyone needs someone to talk to or someone to listen, i will be here.

A Long Read But Worth It
I loved every word of the post below and wanted to share it on here. Its a worthy part of your 2011 reflection exercise to reflect on the things you want to stop doing, and leave behind in the current year as you move on to the year ahead. For me…as I truthfully reflect on 2011, its got to be numbers 8, 12, 19, 23 and 26 (you’ll know what I mean shortly, read on). Although, at one time or another it was everything on the list below. I do have to acknowledge myself for the numbers that I just breeezed past and realized “Hey! I’m not that girl anymore! Way to go!” I can recognize the areas that I’ve grown and feel proud, and this is another key element of it all. So if you decide to read below, don’t be a self-hater and try to take on all of the advice at once. Acknowledge yourself for the ones you skip and realize that you don’t need any work in that area of your life. It’s okay to pat yourself on the back once in a whil

Why???
Why does it seem that Fubar relationships are so much easier than real life relationships? I just recently got engeged, and I met him on Fubar...He just deleted his account and now expects me to do the same...Am I wrong for wanting to keep something for myself, like all the amazing friends I have made along the way? I swear sometimes I believe that being single is the only way to live a strees free life...Thanks for letting me vent !! Peace and Love ~W

A "me" World
It is hard accepting what is good for you and wat is not...especially when your heart and emotions are involved....a TRUE friend does not bail on you KNOWING you are facing something difficult....they do not disappear or say mean hurtful things....especially in your time of need...they will be the first to call you...and comfort you...not add to your stress level....someone wants you only when it is convenient for them..that is never a good thing...only when it benefits them in some way....when someone you love..regardless wat kinda love that may be..someone that is responsible for making you feel any type of emotion reveals their true self..it cuts straight to the bone...thinking they were someone they are not....and feeling overwhelming emotions that you can't seem to control no matter what you do....just knowing or thinking you know they will be the last one to hurt you....only to be proven wrong....then they pop up...and say I'm sorry....I know I should have been ther

My Miracle Cure
I can remember everything from age thirteen on....I mean down to the very last detail..wat I wore on a certain day..every damn word that was said from then on out...who said it..where we were....wat we ate drank...the room setting...there is nothing I don't remember from that age on...all the memories...the nightmares..the harsh words..the struggles..the obstacles..the fear I was feeling...the terror of thinking I was going to die....the looks on the faces of those who have hurt me..the lack of remorse...the rage in their face and in their tone...just knowing that was the moment I was going to die....imagine having all of those voices..the names..the numbers..the images..I remember it all...there is nothing I forget...i carry that around with me every damn day...the medication..that's all it is...a pil..it's not a miracle cure...it doesn't make things fade away or easier to deal with...there is no magic pill....you learn to drown it out...but it is just a quick fi

Take Down Mine
Shadows lurking, all around. They are everywhere, littering the ground. But what are they really? Does anyone know? They are blank figures, not one feature shows. Black as coal, cold as ice. You can walk right through them, and never realize. That you have actually just stepped, on someones soul. Made your mark, fulfilled your goal. For the shadow doesn't care, it's a just a black shape. It doesn't have emotions, or even a face. But the person you walked through, feels it just the same. Before you crush them, take down their name. Check them off your list, add them to the trail you leave behind. And while you're at it, you can take down mine.

Tales Of A Psycho Ex
You say you don't want me anymoreKicked me out and locked the doorPsycho ex is what you've dubbed meBaby, can't you see? I just want to fuck. Y u mad? Most people would be glad.I'll find a way to have you againFind your weakness and then I'm back inI just want to fuck.. Why are we arguing?Respect has nothing to do with it.I need my needs metLess talk let's get to it. You keep calling me namesI'll be that cunt todayTonight you'll fuck meI forgave what you said. You don't like my weightHate how I lookYet you keep fucking me.That's approval in my book I know it's goodYou're trying to find betterThat's a mistakeShe won't even let cha She'll spend all your moneyIgnore all of your callsHer abusive boyfriend will answerNow you got blue balls Might as well come backMakes sense to meWhy chase someone and sit home lonelyYou'll get hot meals and a "wet juicy"I love fucking you. It makes me happy It will work. Keep your mouth shutIt will work. Grab the handcuffsSpank me and call me mommy

Infantryman Pride!!!!
Infantrymen have a pride and arrogance that most Americans don't understand and don't like. Even Soldiers who aren't infantrymen don't understand. The pride of the infantryman comes not from knowing that he's doing a job that others can't, but that he's doing a job that others simply won't. Many infantrymen haven't seen a lot of combat. While that may seem ideal to the civilian or non-infantryman;.................. it pains the grunt. We signed up to spit in the face of danger. To walk the line between life and death and live to do it again - or not. To come to terms with our own mortality and let others try to take our life instead of yours. We have raised our hands and said, "Take me, America. I am willing to kill for you. I am willing to sacrifice my limbs for you. I will come back to America scarred and disfigured for you. I will be the first to die for you." That's why the infantryman carries himself with pride and arrogance. He's aware that America has lost respect for him. To ma

Me
PLEASE DONT ASK ME 2 FOLLOW GOD OR JESUS COZ THERE BOTH IMPODENT FREAKS THAY HAVE NO POWER IF THAY DID MY PRAYERS WOULDVE BEEN ANSWERED WITCH THAY DIDNT SO I SAY FUCK YOU GOD & JESUS IF I LEFT FUBAR FACEBOOK & YIM I THINK I WOULD NOT B MISSED COZ NO ONE TALKS 2 ME I JUST WISHED THAT PPL WOULD ACTIVELY SEEK ME OUT ON FU BUT NOPE NO JOY THERE SEEMS LIKE IM A LOOSER HERE 2 IF ANY ONE DISAGREES WITH ME HIT MY INBOX WITH THE REASONS Y THAY WOULD MISS ME. PLEASE PEOPLE SEEK ME OUT PLEASE NO ONE CARES THATS RIGHT NO DONES 4 A LOOSER DAMN ITS JUST LIKE HIGH SCHOOL ALL OVER AGAIN ONCE A LOOSER ALWAYS A LOOSER *SIGHS* ALLLL I EVER WANTED IS 1 ON 1 TIME WITH PEOPLE IS THAT HARD 2 ASK? THIS IS ABOUT ME I GUESS THAT NO ONE REALLY CARED 4 ME ON HERE I FEEL LIKE A BURDEN 2 EVERY ONE ON HERE IM SORRY ALL THAT IVE DISRUPTED ALL YOUR LIVES.

A Bear's True Love
Unspoken words Fading memories What a country song In the makings Between you and me. Wanting a fresh start Something exciting and new Embracing what could be Only if you wanted to. Time slipping away From two hearts That was collided Together without effort And brought to one another By the Great Spirit. Do we walk away Or do we take this journey That has been laid? Sometimes fate has a way Of guiding the ones Who are meant to be Under the stars Before we see it Within our own eyes and heart. We can all resist And fight against the tides But one fact will always remain Which is a true loving heart And life long respect Destined just for you. Take me by the hand Or just give me a sign That you are walking away And moving on... As I can't standstill In these crossroads Of roller coaster emotions Any longer... Too much hurt Too much taken away Im guarded Yes it is true But enough strength to be open In knowing what I need And want in my li

The Angel Files
Adoration - You adore me and all my unusual quirksBeautiful - You truly are, thru and thruCaring - You are always thinking of me and my happinessDevotion - You are all about me and I thank you for thatEvil - Looks are deceiving, but it's the look that attracted me to youFunny - Whether it be intentional or not, you always make me giggleGiving - In so many ways, you are always doing itHeartfelt - Your words, I dont hear them, I feel themIrresistible - I can't imagine being away from you for very longJustin - Cuz of him, you are an excellent mother, I wish to see that with usKind - It goes without saying, you are a very sweet personLoving - You take this to a whole other level....hardcore statusMind-blowing - The scenarios we share, you have some great onesNuturing - It's in your nature and can never be a bad thingOutgoing - You're modest but not to shy around peoplePerceptive - You can read me, which is no easy taskQueen-like - This is how high I regard youReal - Nothing outrageous, you

Expression Of Love
Reasons I love you, NevaAdoration - You adore me and all my unusual quirksBeautiful - You truly are, thru and thruCaring - You are always thinking of me and my happinessDevotion - You are all about me and I thank you for thatEvil - Looks are deceiving, but it's the look that attracted me to youFunny - Whether it be intentional or not, you always make me giggleGiving - In so many ways, you are always doing itHeartfelt - Your words, I dont hear them, I feel themIrresistible - I can't imagine being away from you for very longJustin - Cuz of him, you are an excellent mother, I wish to see that with usKind - It goes without saying, you are a very sweet personLoving - You take this to a whole other level....hardcore statusMind-blowing - The scenarios we share, you have some great onesNuturing - It's in your nature and can never be a bad thingOutgoing - You're modest but not to shy around peoplePerceptive - You can read me, which is no easy taskQueen-like - This is how high I regard youReal

Real Rap
Born and raised in the hoods of long island new york , Sean " Yung 16 " Hall had thoughts as a little boy that "the life im living cant be all there is to life". At the age of 9 just playing around one day he freestyled his first song titled "L.O.V.E". After that his self confidence signifcantly rose. At the age of 10 his father gave him his first ever C.D which was Lloyd Bank's The Hunger For More. listenning to his unorthodox style full of wordplay and punchlines Sean started to love music more and more which made him look into alot of diffrent styles of rap. He started listening to the late great Notorious B.I.G, 50 Cent, Styles P, Eminem, Slick Rick and many more. At the age of 11 his favorite Uncle, Rodney Whitehead passed away which mad him very sad. With the pit in his heart unfilled he seeked and found music to heal his wounds. At the age of 12, he learned what punchlines were and started rapping with them in his verses. He didnt understand what a bar was so he just said it ho

The Day I Lost My Best Friend
Gail Debra Gutshall 1956 - 1972 The Day I Lost My Best Friend It was a warm spring day back in May of 1972. The sun was shining and not a single cloud in the shy. I was only 12 years old at the time and like any 12 year old boy I had my priorities set to my liking,fishing,baseball and at the bottom of my list school. On this particular day I decided that I was going to work on my priorities so I gathered up my fishing pole and bait and headed for the river that flowed nearby. As I sat along the bank of that river I closed my eyes to listen to the sounds that seem to surround me that I never took notice to before. Off in the distance I could hear the birds, cars and the wind as it blew gently through the trees. All was good with both me and my world, o

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Friend Of The People
I have a lot to say. Being so, I will attempt to blog as much as possible. Before I share some things about life with you, let me tell you about myself. I live in the Pacific Northwest of the United States of America. In the heart of Portland, Oregon to be exact. The city is a place of a beautiful darkness. It rains a ridiculous amount of every year. It is often overcast, but summer is beautiful and the temperature is pretty mild all year round. Portland is a progressive place serving as a hub for hipsters, hippies, narcissists, artists of every sort, homeless, activists, working class, criminals, homosexuals, transgenders, the wealthy, students, almost all walks of life from so many different nations and cultures. Yet, Portland remains out of most people's thoughts and off the grid in a sense. I have lived here for two years and have traveled to 18 countries, mostly in Europe. The focus of my education has been humanities, politics, and international studies. That being said, Portland

Yep
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her. I like who I amBut I guess you don"tI think that I can But you think I won'tAmount to anything at allIf you love me,You sure show it strangeIs there anything that you would want to change?I can't be your paper doll. I wanna be perfect,But I'm meI wanna be flawless,But you seeEvery little crackEvery chip,Every dentEvery little mistake,I wanna be perfectJust like you,But there's only so much that a girl can doWhen I look in the mirror,It makes sense to me,PerfectlyPerfectlyI like worn out shoesYou like high heels, and f

My Life As It Is Now!
My life as it is.....well i vowed not to be to nice to anyone that has done me wrong. I am a faithful friend and still get screwed over. why am i a soft hearted caring and loving friend? i need to stop being so loving and caring. WHY ME? Well this is my first blog on here, as i sit here listening to my music, i think about my past and how i got to where i am nowI have a wonderful husband beautiful daughter im trying to get into college the most wonderful friends. there has been so much crap in my past but i love where it got me. ive been married to my husband for 3 years been with him for over 5 years and my daughter is or will be 13 months Jan 2 2012. I AM BLESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Poem
I'll Never Let GoI think about those times we hadBut evertime i do, i get so sadYou were always there for meIn the same spot where i could see youI cant let go of these thoughts in my headSeeing you smile and remembering what you saidI cant believe that you're not hereYou left me full of doubt and fearI don't know if i can move onI want to make you proud but the journeys too longI dont know if i could ever move onjust picturing you there, when now your goneYou showed me everything i had to doand now i know how few people there are like youYou're one in a million in the earthbut you're one in forever in my heartI know you're not too farbut dealing with this is just too hardI know you're watching from aboveI will never let go of your loveYou'll always be in my heartIll always work my best to make you proud!

I Cant Sing Or Dance, And I Dont Drink
2012 Elections vs. IBOTADE Phase 4 by Henry Massingale January 18,2012 I am going to show you all a truth at Fubar, of how you have become a slave to a Matrix that would of seemed to be just a movie. The days of Girls Want To Have Fun has become a Political Dollar for Government Officials. And you all my friends are nothing to them. I do not know if a Political Statement is allowed here, but if Government Officials knew of what was to be shared here, they would have a fit because it would mean that I have reached into the streets and not only the Net. To become as one with the Net is a concept that they now see I have done. Why do I fight so hard ? It is because of the American Military who was shoot and killed protecting the Poppy Plants, so they can sell their dope to you and if you sell, you go to jail. The following bellow is in part of my damage to them. Welcome to the Matrix of The Net where a truth can be seen and a lie is as simple as There Is No Spoon. I am not Neo... A

About Me In The Cyber World
I have had many friends ask me to come back to FB after my 8 month leave for family reasons, i respect everyone of you and the new freinds i make everyday being here . please remember that respect goes both ways,i am in a relationship with a great man i have a great family that i love and cherish with all my heart,mind,body and soul. i am sick SICK to death of coming on here and being disrespected from the ppl thatcant get a grasp on real life and the cyber life . i started on this site 5 yrs ago as is was lost cherry into cherry tap , fubar has brought out the worst in some ppl with the begging the lack of rules and respect with webcams and the shit we see in our PM's and shout boxes . friends give help to those that need it in the game of leveling , here to give us support when we are having a bad day in real live, to make the other laugh, the charging for pimps,shitfaces,tags and skins is becoming BS. YOU ALL HAVE ASKED WHY I'M NOT HERE SO MUCH WHY I POST STATUS MESSAGES THE WAY I D

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My Poetry
October Feast Suddenly you were at the door knocking like the rain from which you ran. You shook droplets from your hair and laughed as your raincoat slid softly to the floor. Your hands were cold. You said mine were warm. Neither of us complained. Later, at the maple table in the kitchen, we gorged ourselves on pumpkin bread and steaming apple cider. You ate so greedily I had to kiss away the crumbs-- as I had the raindrops clinging to your lips. Our plates and cups lay empty, yet the feast continued well into the storm. When the rain let up, you left, dragging your crumpled raincoat through the puddles on the walk. Since then, I hardly think of you except when pumpkin bread is passed around or when the kitchen smells of apples or the cider sizzles on the stove or on a rainy, autumn afternoon or when the sky is overcast or sometimes when a single cloud moves past. Terry Now in Spring Had you left in summer when the sun lies heavy around us

Tours & Travel
Manali is often considered to be the queen of the hills for its striking tourist attractions hunted by most of the people from different parts of the world. It is one of the most prominent hill stations in the Kullu district located on the foothill of the famous mountains of Himachal Pradesh. It is a significant site filled with the marvels of nature which is the best site for summer escape. Now it has become one of the famous holiday resorts to escape for some relaxation and enjoyments. This picturesque adventure destination on the northern part of India in the state of the Himachal Pradesh adorned with various excitements possible sites. There are the amazing Rohtang Pass, beautiful Solang Valley, the unveiled mystic Vashist healing Hot water spring and other fun filled parks for enjoyments of picnics and excursion are some of the popular sites base on the travel to Manali for tour trips. Apart from it there are many possibilities and opportunities offer

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Love
In my thoughts of you there is an underlying love that is present in every word,every glimpse.I hope you feel it as i do,for it is what I am and ever i will be",A friend is someone who will walk the long way when you don't want to ,hop the fence.No distance of placeor lapse of time can lessen the friendship of those who are thourgly presuaded of each other's worth. I am thinking of you,in my sleepless solitude tonight.If its wrong to love you,then my heart just won't let me be right.Cause I'm drowned in you, And i won't pull through, without you by my side.Money and power only last the hour. but friendship and love withstand the sky above",I can give, I can recive,but i can't take",eventhough you',re not here and nowhere to be found, my heart says you're still here and everywhere to be found

About Me
Yes I actually have my own site: http://williamdburke.com I am of Chilean and (believed) Native South American mixed descent. I was adopted at 6 weeks old and brought to Texas and raised by my mother, grandfather, grandmother and uncle. While I had no actual father living in the house, my granddad and uncle both shared the role and as such my views have become rather conservative. I am, however, not one big on politics so I am able to see the viewpoints of those who tend to be more liberal. I have lived a rather unique life from this sense and while it has presented it's own unique challenges it has also formed me into the individual I am today. I graduated early from my high school after feeling neglected by my friends at the time and proceeded to attend Southwestern University(not to be confused with Southwest Texas at the time), however it was not to be. My lack of political sense caused me to throw in the towel over a class which I did not understand nor care to. Up

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Prologue June, 1982 A Good Deed The last sane resident of the lodge set the timer for the detonators which were connected to twenty plastic C4 explosives. The gentleman who had given the devices to him agreed with his urgency to maim the monstrosity that had arisen there. Where the gentleman had come across the explosives was a mystery to the bomber but it did not matter. If this was not done the evil would continue to metastasize into the outer world. Due to recent events the bomber now had the chance to rid the world of the building’s owner and his destructive ways. He was about to send all of it away. The lodge was decorated with wood finishes which gave it a nice, homey look. The owner had spent many years refurbishing the building to give it an inviting quality which would make people comfortable. Everyone thought he was simply an interior decorating freak but he chose certain decors to set up specific pinpoints of light and dark along with areas of magnetic pul

New Beginings
a broken heart is the worse wound a person can have. stab me and i'll heal shoot me and i'll heal or break my bones and they will mend but break my heart and a piece of me goes away forever.I just don't know how many pieces i have left to lose.

I Am So Excited
I am so excited. I have been ask to be in a calendar for SAVE THE TA'S TA'S foundation. I am not sure what month I will be, it will be topless, but we will have something over our boobs. These will be for the 2013 calendars and we start shooting in late Jan. I will probably be the only latina in the whole fucking calendar. Anyway wanted to share my good news. They will be selling them for either 10 or 15 dollars for the calendars/it is being done local here but hey who knows maybe you guys will want one. No I am not putting this up as a selling gimmick either. lol Update: P.S-Okay someone ask me why am I so excited, maybe I should have put this in there. I am excited because the money that is raised will help people fight against this disease, even if it helps only one person I feel totally honored. I am not excited because I will be in it, well maybe just a little bit, but the thought of helping someone that can not afford the treatments that are needed or for anything else this

Poetry
An armored space station, with enough power to destroy an entire planet, Stopped on Jupiter’s rings at the one stop drop and shop, ate all the chili fries and drank all of their soda supplies, then jetted off at hyper speed towards earth. With a sly smirk darth vader rounded earth encasing the planet it a giant bubble with only one opening. He then parked the ship on top of the opening, opened the docking station and hollered “ let em’ rip”. Strong flatulent gases then proceeded to extract from the death star, the people of earth hacked, coughed and wheezed at the smell…… Who will save them now? Being found I want a family of good jobs and you’ll do better I want my chief of a grand father back to fix the rudder lost long ago to keep my family from the waterfall I want a place to call my own I want perfect lungs to inhale the fresh morning air I want Chase, my first dog guarding eyes and heart for me I want to go somewhere no

Music
hmmmm seems i've been banned from posting any more mumms today... anyhow.. I am thinking about doing an auction. What do ya think? 1 month VIP? 25 bling credit perhaps? Give me some ideas... I woke up today in London As the plane was touching down And all I could think about was monday And maybe ill be back around If this keeps me away much longer I dont know what i will do Youve got to understand its a hard life That im going through And when the night falls in around me I dont think ill make it through Ill use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you Well L.A is getting kinda crazy And New york is getting kinda cold I keep my head from geting lazy I just cant wait to get back home And all these days i spend away Ill make up for this i swear I need your love to hold me up When its all too much to bear And when the night falls in around me I dont think ill make it through Ill use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you And all these days i spe

Toxic Tina's Spill
Sitting here trying not to have Ideas of grander.Wounder ,Where's my manners , but you take it all away from me. Because , I know your standers.Think about you on top of me.Please, don't ever let me be.Can't wait to be treated right,Can't wait to be loved all night,can't wait to be with you,Because , I know this love is true.What I want to do for you.Love , your body threw and threw.Boy, you do so much to me.Never, going to make you blue.More then lust, This thing we do,But I'd lie , if I said you weren't my Favorite screw.

New Year Resolution
Man, I am so tired of trying to figure out what I will change about myself every year. I Have in the past decided to try many things to make myself a better person, or try to make someone happier, or some thing like that. Not that it has failed epically, but it has not come to fruition like I had planned. So this year I am only going to say that I am going to make a resolution that will help me get motivated about moving forward and not sitting in the past. There are all kinds of things to say, "I am gonna do" this or that! Fuck I am gonna! Don't speak of it like you plan on doing it, just DO! That is my motivation for the next year. JUST DO! I was at my grandmothers house when the subject of not putting off till tomorrow that can be done today. So That is where it is coming from. If my 80 year old grandmother can still get shit done, so can I, Right? I mean, how can one person be so passive that he doesn't even want to do the things that he sees needs done? There is just t

Here Comes The Sun
This past few years(mainly last two) have been an insane roller coaster ride for me.. ups,downs,twists..even almost fell out my seat completely. I used to be terrified of them..but now I can say I am finally looking forward to embracing the next new ride.. I lost a marriage(if thats what you want to call it)of 11yrs..but gained three amazing children from it. I lost a few very dear friends..yet have gained several new ones. Everyone comes into youre life for a reason,and you never know for how long.. so no matter how or when it ends..I look back and feel blessed to have known them. I lost family members over the years..but know they now watch over me as my gaurdian angels. I have been trying to grasp all these things.. to make sense of them..to recover from alot of hurt.. to figure out why it all happened. But Ive finally been able to sit back and realize I have my entire life ahead of me.. Everything happened for some reason or another,good and bad. Its a scary road ahead..but

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The Warriors Song
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Irreplaceable
Irreplaceable lyricsTo the left, to the leftTo the left, to the leftTo the left, to the leftEverything you own in the box to the leftIn the closet that's my stuff, yesIf I bought it please don't touchAnd keep talking that mess, that's fineBut could you walk and talk at the same time?And it's my mine name that is on that tagSo remove your bags let me call you a cabStanding in the front yard telling meHow I'm such a fool, talking aboutHow I'll never ever find a man like youYou got me twistedYou must not know 'bout me

Halo
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How can u feel one way & then the next feel a different way? I do believe that feelings do get in the way of something things we can't control. They do sometimes hurt the ones you love or like. Or they may hurt you in the long run.And what happens if you keep it inside? Does it just go away or stay with you and makes you wonder about different things. What if you do tell the other person what you really feel, does it change things between the both of you? What if you feel like you want to tell the other person how you feel? Do you sit there and wonder if they feel the same way? Then do regret what you just told them? Or does it make things better that you did? I go thru this a lot in my life and still have no answers for it...Or if there are answer's for it. I do believe sometimes its good to tell people how you feel then keeping it inside and finding out it just made it worse then not telling them. But I believe everyone is different and how they would tell someone something and

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★ Starfire's Musings ★
My first blog entry is going to be a means of me being able to express my thoughts and feelings on an issue that I have problems with time and time again. So I apologise in advance for the nature of the blog, it's more for me, than you. I guess with it being the festive season and rapidly heading towards the new year, that it's a time that I wish I had a boyfriend here with me to share these special times with. The fact is, that I don't. I'm single, I have been for a while and occasionally that gets pretty lonely (sob story), as it does for anyone in the same boat. Whenever I tell people that I'm single, they feign surprise - why? how could you be? blah, blah, blah. I'm tired of people messing with my feelings, it leaves me in limbo. Why can't people just say what they mean and mean what they say? (I didn't lose you there, did I?) I constantly get people acting shocked that I'm single, why are you shocked? No one wants me! Occasionally, I get people being indecisive telling me their

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Cigarette magic tricks have been around a very long time. Ever since cigarettes were invented infact. Cigarette magic tricks do have a place in magic history HOWEVER I would never condone smoking, it's VERY bad for you as I'm sure you are aware (don't do it please! :-). Infact you can perform this trick just as well with a circular pencil. With that little disclaimer out of the way let's learn the trick... P.S. You must purchase the magic trick from my web site in order for me to get paid. It doesn't matter if you purchase it from their web site or mine the price you pay will be the same. So help support my site by purchasing the magic tricks from Black And Proud Entertainment. www.black-and-proud-entertainment.com/magic1 Magic Tricks Exposed THE EFFECT: The magician gets a spectator to freely choose a playing card (no force) and sign the face of the card with a marker pen. The magician borrows an ordinary cigarette and balances it on the back of the spectators card. Nothing that

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Well its that time again time to elect a new President so far the action is all on the Republican side of the race. Barry Obama has no one running against him. Looks like the top 3 will be Newt Mitt and Ron Paul heading into Iowa next week. Unless Newt makes any more muck-ups like getting on the primary ballots he still stands a chance.His miss in his home state of Virgina this last week shows hes not a long term player.The rest of the pack should disappear soon after February if not they will be battling it out for 4th and the anti Romney voters who hate Newt.Remember folks its all about delegates not popularity in this first phase of voting.

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Okay guys everyone needs to go see this picture and read the comments. This person used her photo and had it approved as a salute at one time, when this girl busted her she now has put up yet other salutes. How do we know they are even real. It was told to me awhile back she had this program that allows her to generate fake salutes and to top it off she is not even in the army and is reaping the benefit off of that. This girl shouold be ashamed of herselve, like Corazon using Brianna garcia pictures and now this Jenitilla aka jenakay, but this girl took it to a new level, she claims to be using the army emble of her ex. She openly admitted she did this on this girls profile and you will also see where this girl ripped it from the fake persons page. What is really sad is that this girl is fighting cancer. Don't believe me go check in her own words what she said. Here is the link.. http://fubar.com/why-does-this-lady-have-me-picture-up-as-her-salute-is-not-o/photo-5904591-0-1062142

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Here's a funny bit that didn't go over too well with a couple of my friends or their wives. When we were all having babies, they followed "the books". We read some books and incorporated what they were saying, whereas they adopted the procedures and opinions en-masse. One day we were asked if we were going to take the same lamaze classes as they had. Previously I ripped my friends for going along with that, and was of the opinion that these book authors were preying on women pregnant for the first time. So, I made remarks to that effect - something about sending them away to a Birthing Farm. That would be a bit rude to say to a total stranger, but these were my lifelong friends - and I was including my wife in the joke. The reaction to those remarks probably crystallized things that resulted in my friends moving away. They both eventually became divorced. I still point out to my wife when I see someone that would probably benefit from and enjoy the Birthing Farm experience, and

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My Thoughts
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Too often we don't realize what we have until it's gone. Too often we're too stubborn to say, 'Sorry, I was wrong.' Too often it seems we hurt the ones closest to our hearts, and we let the most foolish things tear us apart. If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend and soulmate, I'll just be there for me.Truth this, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for.Too often we don't realize what we have until it's gone. From, Diane.

Random Thoughts Of A Dying Mind
A well-known speaker started off his seminar holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it...?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And, he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you wil

Accident
Okay so this is the easiest way for me to tell as many of you as possible at once... forgive my spelling in this btw. So here goes... 2 days ago I got into a bad car accident headed back to work after my lunch. I wasnt wearing a seat belt and I dont know if it did less or more damage. In short I was trying to make a left hand turn and was railed by a car who didnt see me and was tossed around in my car. I must of blacked out because I dont remember a lot about the accident besides seeing the car coming at me and when I opened my eyes again I was laying across the front seat of my truck with my head on the passenger side window and my feet in the drivers side seat. I was alone thank goodness and the other driver was not injured. I on the other hand ended up being taken to the hospital by ambulance and suffered a concussion. My face is extremely swollen and seems to be getting worse with black and blues along with full body soreness and black and blues as well. I have no idea wha

Tears Its A Poem Let Me Know What You Think
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A Nasty Encounter With Freek
It started when I got a message in my SB from FREEK. Following is the exchange, after which I was blocked by him: 12-23-11 9:49 pm: FREEK: Excuse me sir, but your are poking 1 of my girls and they do not aprreciate it at all. If yo would be so kind as to curtail this practice then it would be looked upon in a positive manner and no further actions would be required. If you ersist in this course, then appropriate measures will be lobbied against you. Thank you for your cooperation in this matter. Merry Christmas. Freek oout! =;->= 9:56 pm: To FREEK: Which girl is that, and why didn't she just tell me? I meant no offense, and would have stopped if I knew...tell me who she is and I'll stop. BTW: I'm not the least intimidated by your empty fucking threats!! 10:05 pm: FREEK: if you will go back and reread my comments, you will see that i 1: Was extremely polite. 2: Did not threaten you in any way, shape , form, or fashion, because I don't issue idle threats. I make promises. A

The Life Of Kc
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Sailor's Christmas
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Dear God, I know Christmas is only 2 days away, but if its not too late i do have one wish. As you know 2011 wasn't a good year for the family and me. spent several months looking for work, and then in November we lost both storage sheds that had everything we owned in them, the furniture, the clothes, toys,family photos everything. And soon we will be looking for anther place to live. So my wish is this, I pray that for Christmas my wife and kids will have a great Christmas and hopefully get back some of the things they lost. Just want the wife and kids to have what they need.

Movie Collection
There are a lot of Christmas movies. These are my favorities and I make a point every year to watch them. "You couldn't hear a dump truck crash into a nitroglycerine plant" "Look Frank. It's a TOASTER!" "And they call him Sandy CLAWS" "Bumbles bounce!" "Stop eating my cookies!" "It was... soap poisoning!"

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In my own dream I see her beside the stars In my own dream I wish I can touch that smile In my own dream She enter my heart She Put hope in my life She makes me dream every night About the kiss from those lips And the touch from her fingertips In my own dream I woke up a thousand times What I will do if she will be in my arms How I will breath What I will say In my own dreams All those things are in my mind In my own dream She is always around Every night every dream In my own dream Am still searching for her in my life In my own dream I wish she will be one day in my arm I wish she will be around To make this heart beat again To make this life a live again In my own dream I love you even if you are just a dream In my own dream Those the words inside my mind I say it and I hope it will be true one day

Truth Shall Prevail...
My StoryThis is what happens with E-Relationships. Nine times out of 10, you will get played like a fine tuned instrument, just like I did. Watch out for all the smooth talkers, the "sweet" guys that really seem interested. All they want is a free ride, especially on Fubar, and if you are High Ranked. How do I know?? It happened to me. I met thru Fubar this guy, seemed nice, really funny, a decent guy to chat with. Seemed to have a lot in common. We got along great, decided to team up and get Fu-Married, to help us both out on the site, and our climb to being higher ranked. I was all for it ,I PAID for it, we did it. Along the way, during those first few weeks, he said he loved me, good thing I never fell for him. Too good to be true, usually is. And this time, I started to fall for his BS and was used. Let the wall down, only to be played. He is good, I'll give him that much. Within a week, we made RED, with a lot of hard work and a LOT of money, spent by ME...ONLY ME. From Mid-Novemb

New Years
New Years is just around the corner, and i dont know about you but i have set my goals on what i need and shall do with my life in 2012! One of them is to be once agian happier than years behind me, and live a healthy life as i go on in life, did you set your goal as that, most ppl wish for money and greed but not me. I just want to go on living and see on what i can do to improve meyself since you know there is alot of things that could use improvement. Just remember its your life dont take advantage of it!!!!!!

Helped Me Out.
I make .22 cents on every 1,000 views of my pictures,and It helps me out too being jobless.So If I can get people to checked out i can make a nice income. http://www.shareapic.net/content.php?gid=962179&owner=surfer1969 Is the link to see my dolphins pictures.

Love
Love sometimes leaves you as dead as yesterday. Love comes and goes from your life without notice. It teaches you lessons in pain, strength, loss, forgiveness. The human heart has the capacity to keep beating and striving even though deep within most of us we have our own personal struggles. I have made new friendships and lost people closest to me who were and still are near and dear to my heart. No one can take that which my heart holds onto. Memories are always cherished, as are the new ones made daily. I have learned tragically to step back and take life in... all of it! Its all a huge lesson.... a fucked up one at times but with tradgedy there is beauty and hope. Hope that the people in our lives take what they have and appreciate it. You may complain about your life now but just remember to be thankful for what you have! Because even though you may be struggling with your own bullshit. That person who you walked by you may have an even stronger struggle than the little things goi

How Our Family Finds Xmas
I'm not a blogger... but I just got off the phone with my brother in NY and thought I'd share. Some of the things I've seen on fu the last few weeks I have a hard time understanding... It's not for me to judge, but maybe sometimes people just need an example to follow. The holidays are about more than give me, give me, give me.... My brother was very sad that his kids are grown, military, relocated, etc... and first Xmas he is to be alone. I live in NC, he is in NYC. He's been feeling like the holidays couldn't come and go fast enough this year. Yesterday he read in the paper about a little boy that wants nothing more than Xmas dinner with his mommy for Christmas. The story goes on to say that the mother committed suicide last year. My brother is on his way as we speak with a trunk full of toys for the 5 kids, a turkey and all the fixings for Xmas dinner. He's found his Christmas Spirit. Christmas sometimes is not what we remember, what we think it should be or even what we want,

The " W " In Christmas
Shared from a friend... please take minute to read ♥ The "W" in Christmas Each December, I vowed to make Christmas a calm and peaceful experience. I had cut back on nonessential obligations - extensive card writing, endless baking, decorating, and even overspending. Yet still, I found myself exhausted, unable to appreciate the precious family moments, and of course, the true meaning of Christmas. My son, Nicholas, was in kindergarten that year. It was an exciting season for a six year old. For weeks, he'd been memorizing songs for his school's "Winter Pageant." I didn't have the heart to tell him I'd be working the night of the production. Unwilling to miss his shining moment, I spoke with his teacher. She assured me there'd be a dress rehearsal the morning of the presentation. All parents unable to attend that evening were welcome to come then.Fortunately, Nicholas seemed happy with the compromise. So, the morning of the dress rehearsal, I filed in ten minutes e

Me
I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. Being without work and having a lot of time of your hands does that to a person. I have been single for over six years. Watching my gorgeous perfect 10 sisters having their happy families and lives. Watching all the big breasted women get everything handied to them on a silver plater. (You might not agree, but you know they do) and it has done a number on my head. I keep wishing I had big breasts to be wanted. I need to look more like a woman and less of the 13 yr old I look like. because I had the same body when i was 13. I need to be more funny, I need to be more feminine and less brash, I need to be cute, sweet, and all those poodle like tendencies. I thought I needed to be MORE something, feeling like I wasn't good enough how I am. Like I said, I have been doing a lot of thinking lately and I have come to the conclusion that I have to be ME. I can't change my breasts, my body or my looks, I can not change who I am.. Just how I a

The Woman
When God created woman he was working later on the 6th day.An angel came by and said: "Why spend so much time on that one?"And the Lord answered:"Have you seen all the specifications I have to meet to shape her? She must be washable, but not made of plastic, have more than 200 moving parts which all must be replaceable and she must function on all kinds of food, she must be able to embrace several kids at the same time, give a hug that can heal anything from a bruised knee to a broken heart and she must do all this with only two hands."The angel was impressed. "Just two hands...impossible! And this is the standard model? Too much work for one day...wait until tomorrow and then complete her.""I will not", said the Lord. "I am so close to completing this creation, which will be the favorite of my heart. She cures herself when sick and she can work 18 hours a day."The angel came nearer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft, Lord.""She is soft", said the Lord,

What Is Wrong With This Picture?
I wonder why we even bother with them? We live in a disposable society. I'm disposable, you're disposable. Ever wonder how methamphetamines are made? Don't wonder, that's how you and everyone else, get in trouble. Let's just say this: crap that is used in vehicles, stoves, and instant ice bags (among other things), is used to make it. So, if you are contemplating it: don't. Or your kids will wind up without a parent, and have to bury your sorry ass. Well...now we have something to look forward to...starvation brought about by nonsensical, self-images, by celebrities, popular media, government, and "informercials"... Now first off: I agree that there are TONS (and I do not mean that in an unkind way) of people that are overweight. Some grossly obese, and some that are morbidly obese. And that includes children. I, myself, was grossly obese as a child. By the time I was 15, I was 315 lbs. I got my weight down to 173lbs in 12 months. Miracle? Diet? Exercise? No. A woman. Got involved wit

Inspirational Quotes
Give it your allSaint Peter Canisius might have been what today we call a Type A personality. He lived at a pace that illustrated his saying, “If you have too much to do, with God’s help you will find time to do it all.” Sometimes it seems that he did do it all. He had a master’s degree by 19, became a popular preacher, a founder of the Catholic press, and a diplomat who used his gifts to bring the challenge of Christian values into the marketplace. Whether or not we have as much energy as Peter Canisius, the important thing is to give what we have and do what we can.TODAY’S READINGS: Song of Songs 2:8-14 or Zephaniah 3:14-18a; Luke 1:39-45 (197)“The Lord, your God, is in your midst, a mighty savior.” Results will take as long as they take.” It is so easy to give up if you don’t see expected results, immediately. This is especially true with exercise. You drag yourself to the gym and you sweat and burn. The pounds you planned t

Misc.
Hmm..I'm just laying here, bumping some good tunes, my eyes are heavy but yet my body wants me to keep going. I find this to be a problem of some sort, but most of us have been here before staring at the ceiling until god knows when or just tossing and turning in our sleep. I know my problem is because I'm in pain 3/4 quarters of the time from my knees, and other body parts. I dont know i just wanted to get this off my chest and maybe see if any people read this and give me some input and there own experiences :) its could be interesting..and maybe I'll actually blog about something more note worthy then me not being able to sleep.. Ok so I can understand all the hype about Tim Tebow. For all of you that don't listen to sports or just don't care Tim Tebow is a 2 time Heisman winner, a national championship winner all at Florida. Then he got drafted by the Denver Broncos, who needed a quarterback of the future anyways but alot of critics say he isn't a quarterback, he is a football pla

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Brief Update: 12-21-11
Now that everything is fixed up and ready to go, my spare time is a bit okay now that I can put everything together where they are suppose to be. This computer however that I am using that I brought is worth it than I thought it would be. The one I used before was completely useless. All broken apart with nothing useful anymore. So I moved on to a better one and decided to get rid of it. With everything not holding me back anymore, its time for me to do things step by step without even to struggle myself. If I moved out now I'd be broke by now and would not have anything in hand to spare so I'm saving as much as possible before I do the expected on my list. This computer tho has everything I might need to get my stuff going on the double (if nothing else comes up and my step family begging me for money from what I earn.) Whats my money STAYS my money and saving all of it for that special someone and I is none of my step-family's business. I went completely broke for the past 4 years an

Wow I Cant Believe Im Doing This
Wow I really cant believe Im doing this but I guess Im needing to release some hurt and frustration. Seems new and old friends lie all the same. Its funny how I never trust anyone, and the ones I thought I could turn their backs on me....Me, lol the one who would do anything for anyone, who gives and gives and asks nothing in return, who never asks for help....All I want for the next year is one person I can count on no matter what....its not like I would ask a thing from anyone but it would be nice to know that no matter what someone would be there for me. If I died tomorrow, yeah there would be a few people at my funeral, and so oh were so close and blah blah blah....no one could honestly say I know Jami....Thats because I couldnt let anyone get too close...everyone lies to me and uses me for some reason...thats why Im such a loner..... Would it be hard to just be a friend?? I mean a true friend? Even if its a virtual friend? People form relationships on line constantly, heck

Pervs
Ok so this place is full of them. Being an adult site be a fucking adult. Most people are her for entertainment and not the kind that some are here to offer. I u we're in a real bar would you be as nasty in real life as u are here and expect to get away with it? I think not if u actually say some of the things some of u had said to me in the short time I've been here believe me you'd be hurting and not just by my hand but the hand of others as well so watch what u say to people. Karma will prevail eventually

Positiveness On The Down Low
For a long while I was a down in the dumps kinda guy, never really had any ambition. never got anything accomplished. I'm still not the happiest man on the planet, but I try, in and out of each day. That is all anyone can ask of another person, is to try. I've been in quite a few relationships, and have been hurt enough to be cautious. I'm not a very trusting person in a relationship only for the fact I'm afraid of getting hurt again but still I try.. I realize I am alone, I have family and a few friends yes, but no one to love and to hold, to be with on cold nights, to dance with in the rain, and to laugh and be happy with... Still, I will not give up, I refuse.. I will put that smile on my face and keep on moving! ----------------------------------------- I don't expect everyone to follow or even like my advice. All I try to do is help, and inspire those who just can't manage a smile people who have a bad day aren't bad people.. they just need someone to care.

When The Wine Plays Tricks
As we look into the future we only see ash, the cinders of past retributions only causes panic. we’ll wait and see if the man in the box is a sign of a progressive movement …but we already know we took a step back. are imagination of god has blown towards delusion. we wait and see if the mindless prayers have set fire to a reputation of mindlessness. echoes of happiness have played tricks with shadows, rearranging the hallucinations we would normally see. as we stop and engulf the aroma of spring we know the season will erupt into a shared disappointmentflowers will slowly die and the scent of roses will fade away. are youth is slowly dieing! mediocrity is dancing at us. when we thought the world was clay, we were innocent… now were just a pathetic existence spinning around in a endless circle. thoughts of a heaven blind us of reality, thinking we could live to such a high standard but we’re still unhappy, unsatisfied, lonely and lost this is life..? when will

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My Last Christmas
This will be my last Christmas on Fubar. It has been 5 years now and I have really enjoyed my time on Fubar and all the wonderful people I have met and the long lasting friendships and bonds I have made. It has nothing to do with Fubar. I have had my disagreements in the past but overall I think Fubar is the best site If I leave Fubar, it is for financial and medical reasons. I will try and give some notice before I leave but always remember I carry the memory of each of my friendships here and they are precious and I will carry them always, even beyond this life.

Your Own Worst Enemy
Your anger will eventually burn yourself out....my pain that I live with each day..is my light..it guides my path..in-order to be a great mother...a good friend...a strong survivor....it doesn't matter to me how others see me....because I am confident in the individual I have become....I am MORE than just a physical body...and anyone who can't see that..isn't truly interested in discovering the REAL me...I know I am a good mother...the only person's perception of me..is that of my daughter...altho you would have to be a fool not to see it written all over me....there will always be those people...that will try and use you for their own selfish reasons...watever they maybe....I know to be strong when faced with people like this....sometimes...I allow their words to sink in...and bring me down...it all depends on my personal emotions....who the individual is....but I always bounce back....becoming stronger than ever before...I will not change the person I am because of the ac

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Never Enough
It's time for me to blend in...I am only good until the next best thing comes along anyway...knowing how I am..and how deep my emotions run....I'll still be here...take another stab....go a little deeper this time....I'm sick of not meaning anything...of only being that option....check beside the box...multiple choice.....maybe I'll get picked today...maybe he will have time to check my box....I am good for one thing and that's all..I do NOT want to be fucked with...so FUCKING SICK of everything...like a damn piece of meat....everyone takes a bite til it's gone....until there is nothing left but bone....leaving the heart for last...it fights and tries to survive..but it can't....it looses the battle....just like everything else in my life....nothing good lasts...there is always another box beside mine to check off....just me..myself...it appears I am never enough....

Broken!
I HAD to rewrite this....I am NOT broken...in-order to be broken..you have to allow that first....I KNOW who and what I am....I will NEVER allow the cruel and mean actions of ANYONE to enable me to break....I AM the light..and I will shine just to piss the darkness off....I WON'T stoop the someone else's level in-order to get my point across...me living a happy and successful life...is my payback....I AM the strong one...and regardless of your words or actions....I will NOT allow it to weaken me again.....I do have AMAZING friends here...and people who REALLY care about me....and dismissing them because of the actions of one person is selfish..and not me at all....I DON'T have to hurt other people in-order to make myself feel better....I am here to HELP people...tearing people down..hurting them...that's not my thing....and anyone who feels they have to do things like that...well..maybe they should look a little deeper within themselves to find their happiness....I will keep moving...I

Fubar Helpful Info
Getting comments can take a little bit of time but not as much as you might think. First go to the following http://fubar.com/newusers.php This page is the new user page. Look for newbies that have an actual photo of themselves. And also look for ones where you can see thier status or an online icon. See the screen shot. (providing later) Copy and take the following to thier Activity Feed on thier page. Welcome to FUBAR! A great place to meet people and have fun. One great tip I can offer is to Add/Fan and Rate as many people as possible. The more you add/rate/fan the more fun you'll have. Part of the FUBAR game is leveling. Part of my current leveling requirements is to get comments from new users. If you would simply click on reply below this and simply say "hi" I will send you 10K in fubucks which you can use to buy gifts and drinks for other FUBAR users. I hope you have a blast and enjoy FUBAR. If you need any help with anything please feel free to ask. (or a

Pathetic!
I am WAYYYYYY beyond sick of people and their lack of morals....values...there are certain lines you do NOT cross....words you do NOT say...a NO FLY ZONE....people can change your perception of them very quickly...regardless of how long you have known them....harmless flirting is one thing....so is random silliness...but being persistent when it is NOT wanted is a total different story...I am DONE covering and making excuses for ANYONE...my friends mean the world to me....especially my REAL ones....I will NOT play your fucking game....go play in someone else's field..NOT in mine...total BS...just because I have a nice body and like to show it off...it does NOT define me as an individual....I define my fucking self....and it is pretty damn sad when the one being a TOTAL ass clown...KNOWS THIS....I am NOT going to waste my time on the typical male....the one's that only see the exterior....they can do watever they must with the VIRTUAL me....people like that will NEVER ge

Too Far Gone
I mentioned a journey....well my plans have changed...the old saying..if you love something set it free ad if it comes back it's meant to be....isn't always the case...it came back.....but I never really let it go.....it was always there with me...no matter how much I convinced myself it wasn't...it was...always....a part of me died yesterday....I have been through some pretty horrific things in my lifetime....stared them in the face...ad came out o top...all on my own...I can't do this on my own....acceptance is hard...but letting go....that is an agonizing pain...and for the first time in a very long time....I am broken....I am going back to the beginning...opening those skeletons in my closet...walking over the burnt bridges...following the trail of tears....do watever I have to..in-order to piece myself back together...face whoever and watever it takes....I'm not afraid to fail....I have succeed at that already...how can I teach my daughter to face the world...if I am

Prayers
just pray all the time in your mind to the father he will hear you it will give u peace bless Tell what you knowEach of us has firsthand knowledge of the presence of Christ in the world. First and foremost, in the bread and wine of the Eucharist. But not only there: We’ve experienced Christ in the community of the church. We’ve encountered Christ in the grace of many sacraments and received from his tender hands the forgiveness of our sins. We’ve known the love of Christ in faithful marriages and felt his healing touch in times of sickness and despair. And daily, we see Christ in the eyes of the poor. On this third day of Christmas, imitate the memorable testimony of Saint John, and tell others about your own encounters with Christ.TODAY’S READINGS: 1 John 1:1-4; John 20:1a, 2-8 (697)“What we looked upon and touched with our hands concerns the Word of life.” THINK ABOUT LIFE ASK FOR WISDOM AT ALL TIMES

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For What It's Worth Mom
Abruptly awoken, sat straight up in bed. The after shock of these images, appearing in my head. How can this be? They weren't there before. I see the dark road, the man, the red Ford. His voice is soft, my mother was young. This is where my nightmare, first begun. Without my knowledge, I didn't know until now. I need to get rid of these images, somehow. They are playing out, in movie form. Are they real? Did this happen? Where did they come from? I hear the rumbling, of his tires. I can actually feel the heat, from the fire. I was three years old, why is this so clear? I see my mother's face, the trail from her tears. Quiet footsteps, while getting away. A living reminder, of that day. That is what I am, to her. Maybe I have gotten, everything I deserve. Perhaps I am just, paying my dues. For everything I am responsible, for putting her through. All it takes is my face, to bring it all back. She was fighting a battle herself, constantly under

Without You
Through every door I open, I see YOU. While wishing for this dream, to come true. I feel YOU within me, deep inside. A feeling too powerful, to hide. YOUR name is written, inside my soul. Erase it and all you'll see, is an empty hole. YOU are with me, each and every day. I haven't forgotten, forever and always. YOU are my best medicine, YOU cure my every need. YOUR name is even spelled out, in the blood I bleed. Indented in my heart, causing it to beat. YOU're just to amazing, impossible to defeat. There is just something about YOU, that is all to real. YOU have melted, this heart of steel. I don't understand it, and I'm not trying. When all I see is YOUR face, in the tears I'm crying. Go find yourself, but please find me to. Because my life just isn't complete, without YOU.

The Art Of Seduction By Conversation: Using ‘the Add-on Principle’ To Get The Girl
The Art of Seduction by Conversation: Using ‘The Add-On Principle’ to Get the GirlPersuasion is a universally recognisable component of our society. You see people influencing others everywhere you go: women trying to talk themselves out of speeding tickets, salesmen attempting to convince a potential buyer that a product’s for them, defence attorneys arguing that their client is innocent – persuasion is everywhere, used by all of us, all the time. Somewhere it’s especially noticeable (and vital, if you want to be successful) is in the game of attraction and seduction. For a man to pick-up a girl – that is: find, approach, talk to her and arrange to take it further – he MUST understand and be able to use persuasive psychology. And it’s that fact many men are surprised by when they hear it – that being successful with women isn’t a God given talent or a roll of the dice; it’s a skill like anything else. Today you’r

Fubar
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The "it Factor"
I was reading something online about people who have the "IT Factor". In your opinion, what does having the "IT Factor" mean and what does it take to have it? I can't answer that cause I really don't have a clue.

Staff Job Descriptions
SEXUAL ENCOUNTERS CHAIN OF COMMAND & JOB DISCRIPTIONS Your chain of command is basically your management team. You go to them when you can't fix a problem or you have a concern etc....here are there fubar links in case you need to leave them a private message please don't be scared to contact them if you have a concern/problem. We are all on the same team and we do talk to each other about how we want our lounge run so you can talk to any one of us and it will be handled. FOUNDER DJ MARCUS Fubar link DJ Marcus FE 2 Blonde xElitex SE 4 Life@ fubar OWNERS DJ STACEY & MONTEE Fubar links DJ Stacey xElitex SE 4 Life FM2Gwen @ fubar Montee xElitex SE 4 Life@ fubar MANAGER TANYA Fubar link Tanya xElitex SE 4 Life FuEnged2ImSoIcey@ fubar ASSISTANT MANAGERS DJ JUNIOR & DJ IMSOICEY Fubar links DJ Junior xElitex se 4 life

Darkness Falls Upon Love
love is an unnecessary thing love cant tickle love can sting itll suck the life out of you stealing u from yourself love can actually be bad for your fucking health leaving your bodyto rot caused by the feeling that somehow got lost love takes your dignity turns it to shame love takes your thoughts and bleeding feeds blame it scortches your tounge robbing its taste master of taunt hideing its true face itll take you to your low its a control all in its own love decides wen it will or wen it wont so to ever love again fuck you i most definitely wont!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just My Thoughts
Why is that when you feel love take over your mind you feel out of control. The person you have these wonderful and amazing feelings for all of a sudden has so much power over you. Like you are wrapped around their finger and they could do no wrong. I'm sick of being powerless. I want my heart my feelings and all of my thoughts that you have been consuming back. But I love you and you dont even know. Yet I've done all I could to show you yet you push and shove me away.&

Go Away
Scream OutAnother day of disdainLash OutEveryone's driving you insaneCry Tears Make everyone go awayDry TearsNo one's ever gonna stayYour StupidTo think he loved you anywaySo StupidHe never loved you a single dayGo AwayNo one wants you aroundStay Away

Words
Hello I am looking forward to a wonderful experience here. I would like to share something I wrote back in 2008. I love to write and when time permits, I encourage each one to check out my blogs you will find them informative and entertaining. So with out any more fan fare enjoy. Flash back to early day's What brought me to the place and time in my life as it is now? I share with you who I'm and what I'm about to understand one is to have a glimpse at us all. We really aren't that different. I recall looking at Pikes Peak loving the scene of snow on the peak, with the warm summer breeze caressing my face. Waking early in the morning on Saturday to watch cartoons. Ruff and Ready followed by Mighty Mouse,and others. The great Oak tree I would climb as far as I dare go. The chicken pen where the best meals came from, especially after my finger got pecked by an old hen. The Cherry tree where I would collect the branches for my punishment. Remembering a time wh

Outlaws
one day i woke up and said if the world cant love who im then fuck it.so like to tell all be urself.stand up for wath is right ,live by 3 words.love,loalty,respect it hard to do what need to be done,but outlaws live life on the down loe,what ever needs to be done its done with all are heart and soul

Who Did I Miss
Can you believe it …. they sent my Census form back! In response to the question: "Do you have any dependents?" I replied - "2.1 million illegal immigrants; 1.1 million crack heads; 4.4 million unemployable people, 901 thousand people in over 85 prisons; and 565 idiots in Parliament. Apparently, this was NOT an acceptable answer. Who did I miss ?

Chads Mind
‘Twas another night before Christmas, he was searching for her gift. It had to be better than socks or something to scratch and sniff. He'd been pondering choices clear thru from last Sunday. Sheer see through nighties with small, lacy undies. Lotions and vibrators, shinny ones that hum. Pink ones and chrome ones, guaranteed to beat her drum! He felt a little stirring, but none of them seemed quite right. So, he set out for more shopping on that cold winters night. He searched all the stores and all of the malls to, but came up empty handed; wore out his best pair of shoes. Then while sitting on a bench resting his tired, sore ass, the answer stared back at him from that department store glass. If the gift could not be found, by fancy or whim, the solution was so simple - the perfect gift was him! He bathed and he flossed put on his favorite aftershave, the one that said right on the bottle, "this will raise 'er, even from the grave!" Admiring his nakedness i

How I See You
Have you ever known anyone that was so amazing..that you just couldn't picture your life without them in it in one way or another...no matter how small....just knowing they are there...gives you the courage and the strength to get through things...you never woulda thought you were capable of....I have...I do...and if I was asked to describe them....this is wat I would say....they are the truth...in the realist form...screwed up....but sweet....hurting....but loving...the prettiest picture I have ever seen...painted perfectly....the contrast of colors....blended magically....portraying the brightest light...there are all kinds of people in this world....but when one person consists of all of them...it is the most beautiful image you could ever see....the kindest voice you could ever hear...and eyes you can look right through...feel their emotions...just from a glance...one stare in more powerful then any words could be....a person so wonderful that they can make you strong whe

My Journey
A journey, that's what I'm on. I'm leaving soon, to find the ONE. I will search long, and hard. Go anywhere it takes me, no place is too far. To find my other half, the one made just for me. I have waited long enough, patiently. I'm not waiting anymore, I'm heading out. Getting rid of the pain, the self doubt. I am worth it all, and more. I will find the ONE I am searching for. Just be sure you are, ready for me. I am leaving this house, come February.

No Matter What It Takes
Let me tell you a story, about a girl that was so stubborn and true. She won't allow you in, no matter what you do. She is sweet and kind, but reality at it's best. She can't just bounce from one, to the next. Because that side of her, doesn't exist. It is not there, check it off your list. Because it's an obstacle, no one can cross. She's been there done that, too much was lost. Her heart was one of them, it no longer beats. And she will never again, shed a tear from defeat. She will win at all cost, no matter what it takes. To ensure her heart, never again breaks.

Feel Good Stories!
We all need a feel good story and while this one is most bitter sweet it counts for something in the end. So many families have been scarred by the attacks on Sept 11th and now countless thousands more have been equally scarred by the wars. I knew of Scott a little... I am so very happy that his family is taken care of and in spite of their loss of him as husband and dad, the son will grow up knowing who his father was. Mon Dec 19 10:53am EST Texans surprise Marine’s widow and son with a new house By Chris Chase Marine Scott Wood died four weeks ago after suffering injuries during combat in Iraq. Before his burial, his wife dressed him in two uniforms. On the outside, Scott wore his military dress blues. Underneath, he wore the blue No. 80 jersey of Houston Texans wide receiver Andre Johnson. Sara Wood had been married to Scott for eight years. They have a 5-year-old son together named Landon. Now he and Sara live in a single room in her parent's h

You'll Be Screaming My Name
I put on this gown, just for YOU. It's silky, smooth, see-through. Touch it, let it slide off your hand. Take pride in knowing, YOU are my man. Lay me down gently, slide it from the bottom up. Hang onto the soft moans, created by your touch. Get lost in my curls, covering the bed. Creating a halo, over my head. I am no angel, but this feels like Heaven. Holding onto YOU, and the love YOU are giving. All I ask is please, don't stop. Nothing compares to this, feeling I've got. The passion, the peasure, the raw emotion inside. A feeling too powerful, impossible to hide. Don't pull away, don't YOU dare. You're hitting all the right spots, so be prepared. I'm bringing my, "A" game. I promise you before it's over. YOU'll be screaming my name.

Sex Offenders And The State
i am a mom of two. recently my children we taken from me after a man (that been my freind fer 18months) touched my lil girl in her privates. the state said that i cannot protect my kids ven tho it was done while i was asleep. i threw him out and gave cops his computers. they havent even arrested him. how can they let a 36yr old who touched a 4yr old stay free. its sick

So Much Pain
Trapped in the maddening grips of this pain is driving me insane. Knowing I caused you to hurt burns more than tears on open wounds. I turned into your December and forgot that you were my sunshine in June; I pray to see you soon your absence is killing me this emptiness is hollowing my heart and making me feel like a beautiful monster. In time I hope that you will believe that you have all of me and the coldness that I once showed you was not the real me that captured your precious love, it was merely a cult of the darker side of my personality, that I have rejected and released as I am surely becoming renewed through the blood of the lamb. Now all I have is dreams of what may come and dreading that maybe it’s all a dream or maybe it’s just a beautiful nightmare that I can’t be awakened from and if it is I pray I die dreaming of the joy that I once had in you. Now all I do is just sit here in constant fear wondering what will happen will we ever be again.. Now that

Hopefully It's Soon
Let me tell you, what I'll do. I'll build a wall, just for YOU. YOU tore it down once, you can do it again. But you're not the same person, YOU were back then. Find him, the ONE I fell for. When HE returns, it'll shatter once more. For, only HE has the power, to break the wall down. Not this person now, wearing the frown. The sweet, kind, gentle soul. That's the man, who has control. The key to my heart, my body, my mind. He still owns it, at this moment in time. I will wait patiently, for him to come back. Hopefully it's soon, I'll surrender to his attack.

Vacation Time In Dc
Well, it's the end of the year and thoughts turn to the holidays. People everywhere look forward to time from work with friends and family. They have worked hard all year long and, now, it is time for the holidays. Even in Washington, the holidays are in the forefront of interests. I don't begrudge anyone a vacation, but Congress has "worked" about 153 days this year and it's not like they have accomplished anything. The House HAS past about 25 bills, but they never see the light of day in the Senate. The Senate has gone way over 900 days without a budget, with no apparent interest in one for the next year either. Of course, the President has said there is legislation that needs to be past before they leave for the holidays, which is good. Therein lies the rub. Since President Obama's vacation plans got delayed, the First Lady and their girls have decided that they are too important to stay in DC to wait for The People's work to be completed. They and their massive entourage are taki

Fkn Boys!!!
First off.. This is probably going to piss some people off, but if it does, then they are probably guilty of this. I am tired of getting messages from females of guys on here. Why am I getting these messages? Well, some of the men (or maybe I should say boys) on here have a problem telling the truth about their relationship status. Real men don't have a problem saying they are married, in a relationship, or even have a girlfriend. Get over yourselves boys.. You aren't saying you're single because you want to keep your real life private (That's what the private setting is for on the relationship setting dumbass!!), you're saying that because you think more of the hott girls will pay attention to you one here if you're single. Let me share something with you..... x Stone x number 1 top dude of the week (in a relationship- 4,126 friends, mostly female)... Number 3 top dude Alex (married.. but has his status private, have to look at his about me, 3,363 friends mostly female)... Num

Long Ride Home
Looking across the water at the gleaming city lights, On a grey hound bus in the middle of the night.Watching tall buildings shrink out of sight.as oncoming headlights flicker bright.It's been a long time since I called the city homeand I really should have left it well enough alone.peering through a window to a dark and starless sky It's not much to look at but my minds preoccupiedwith memories like photographsof a drunken reckless nights.like a fucked up puzzlethe pieces don't fit rightThinking back this is what I got so far slurred conversations to much PBRsever inebriation and a brief confrontation out side a shitty local barI'm sure theres more to the story but thats all I can rememberof a black out drunken nightNew York city in december

Wow, People Have No Faith In Me Whatsoever.
Me and this one person on Facebook were talking about cheaters & relationships. I said "It depends on the person, but I don't know cause I've never cheated on a person in my life". Then she said "i agree but you've never been in a real relationship either..for some reason a nice guy like you got hooked up with assholes..but ive never cheated..didnt even cheat on my husband when he cheated on me..." Then I said "Yeah, you're right. I've been dealing with the wrong women" Then she said "from here it looks like you look for what you think are pretty woman..from what i see they are skanky..lol...pretty women will only use you...u need to find someone more on your level...an honest woman." I thought to myself like "oooookkk?????" Then I said "You mean get an average honest woman?" Then she said "do you think a beautiful woman would be interested in you? they are looking for ppl with their own place...can spend big $ on them..you cant judge a book by their cover...beauty on the out

Fumafia Mercs Wanted
I am looking for mercs for my players. If your new to the game and interested in being a merc send me a message. I am currently looking for mercs for my 3 players. If your interested please contact me! We are looking for more turf members.. Paid Positions Available!!! If you play Mafia and need a home we are welcoming new turf members. Salute required. http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=26663

Life ?
Feelings I Thought Gone Brought back by a new person in my life Back when I got divorced my ex-wife and I did try to fix things , but in the end there was a breakup that tore me apart. It was bad enough i had concidered doing things that would have changed /altered lives of others completely (no I did not even remotely concider doing anything to my ex). Just so you know I cared /loved her still to much at the time to harm her in any way , and tho I still have feelings tward her I could never love her again. It took me a few years to try to get things strait feelings wise in my head before I even tried to ask anyone out or accept being ask out. There have been a few ladies in the last couple of years that I either met or actually went on a date with. Fast forward to this past week/weekend. I met a lady this past week whe has good looks (lucky me as out of shape and overwieght as I am I got to meet and go out with a lady 6 foot tall and 130 lbs )is in her

Willie Lynch Letter
What's your opinion on this article?This speech was delivered by Willie Lynch on the bank of the James River in the colony of Virginia in 1712. Lynch was a British slave owner in the West Indies. He was invited to the colony of Virginia in 1712 to teach his methods to slave owners there. The term “lynching” is derived from his last name. [beginning of the Willie Lynch Letter] Greetings, Gentlemen. I greet you here on the bank of the James River in the year of our Lord one thousand seven hundred and twelve. First, I shall thank you, the gentlemen of the Colony of Virginia, for bringing me here. I am here to help you solve some of your problems with slaves. Your invitation reached me on my modest plantation in the West Indies, where I have experimented with some of the newest, and still the oldest, methods for control of slaves. Ancient Rome would envy us if my program is implemented. As our boat sailed south on the James River, named for our illustrious King, whos

The Most Powerful Force In Life!!
Allow me to enlighten some of you and allow myself to shed something off my mind. Imagine the strength in feeling so strong about someone that this strength alone creates more energy than anything within one’s self. This strength is the feeling of love (loving, in love, being loved, and someone in love with you). This feeling of love is so strong that it dominates any other internal force within you; rather it being an emotional, physical, or mental force. Love can be expressed in all these forces or it could be the foundation or even demise of these forces. This feeling comes so unexpected sometimes that it could only be explained as unnatural, though the feelings it brings could only be understood to be completely natural. You can control who you choose to love, yet you will never be able to control who you fall in love with. Imagine feeling so strong about this person that when you hold each other you feel so complete that you are at your most lived relaxed state.

Christmas Is A Week Away.
If you still have last minute Christmas shopping you can get some nice stuff hereon my blog. Click here for some nice gift Ideals. I've a little of everything on this blog for everyone and gifts aren't just for Christmas too.You can always make someone feel special or bring a smile to their face.So click on the link and see my world of wonders.

Our World Abroad
Last U.S. troops leave Iraq, ending war By Patrick Markey and Joseph Logan | Reuters – 1 hr 45 mins ago BAGHDAD (Reuters) - The last convoy of U.S. soldiers pulled out of Iraq on Sunday, ending nearly nine years of war that cost almost 4,500 American and tens of thousands of Iraqi lives and left a country grappling with political uncertainty. The war launched in March 2003 with missiles striking Baghdad to oust President Saddam Hussein closes with a fragile democracy still facing insurgents, sectarian tensions and the challenge of defining its place in an Arab region in turmoil. The final column of around 100 mostly U.S. military MRAP armored vehicles carrying 500 U.S. troops trundled across the southern Iraq desert from their last base through the night and daybreak along an empty highway to the Kuwaiti border. Honking their horns, the last batch of around 25 American military trucks and tractor trailers carrying Bradley fighting vehicles crossed the border ea

Would You Like More
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Conversations With Fubar Losers
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Family Gatherings Nsfw
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I Am Rizen
Degraded by our "elected leaders" Oppressed by a faulty system of Social Darwinism Compelled by archaic of classification of Social "morality" We will liberate our Body's, We will liberate our mind, We will liberate ourselves...........By Any Means Necessary

Rambling
Once again, my weekend has come to an end. Unlike most weekends, this one was pretty productive. I got my transcripts sent for college and I managed to take the Accuplacer test. The test is quite formidable for someone who hasn't been in college for a while. Who remembers how to "complete the square" or what the Cosine of theta is? Great, now wait 14 years and try to remember how to complete the square. The test took me 6.5 hours to complete and consisted of parts. You have to write a 300 word essay. There's a sentence structure and reading comprehension section. There's a College Math portion and Elementary Algebra section. My advisor was quite impressed by my scores and I won't have to take remedial courses (YaY). After she looked at my transcripts, she said I probably shouldn't have taken the test because my grades are already decent (ugggh). Anywho, I get to go back Tuesday of this week and register for my courses. I'm going to take small steps. First an associate (in

Deviant's Diary
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Ashke's Writings
They say we’re going too fast.Even so, we think we can last.We’ve got everything all figured out.We know it’s forever without a doubt. They say love is fictional.We think it’s critical. We want that happy ending.They told us stop pretending. Who knew they were right.I thought we were so bright.Who knew love could die.I thought all we had to do is try. I wish we could go back in time.When I was so lucky to call you mine.They told us there’d be fights.Who knew it’d be all we ever do at night. I thought we were so amazing.But now we’re always hating.They never said we’d be bitter.I never thought I’d be a quitter.

Autndg
Dear Santa , I Understand That This Is Your Busiest Time Of The Year So I Wouldn't Take Up To Much Of Your Precious Time ! I'm Writing You To Let You Know That Not Only Have I Been A Very Very Good Boy This Year And That I Would Like To Add To My Long List Of Very Good Deeds And Offer You Some Well Deserved Help ! I Understand That You Have A Overwhelming Amount Of The Naughtiest Girls That You Plan To Either Give Nothing Or A Large Chunk Of Coal ! This Is Where I Would Like to Offer You My Services , I Would Find It My Great Pleasure And Honor If You Would Let Me Take As Many Of The Naughty Girl Offenders Off Your Hands So As To Free Up Your Time For The Nice Girls ! Please Forward A List Of The Worst Of Offenders Along With A list Of Their Offenses, Face And Body Pictures And Measurements For Positive Identification As Well As Last Known Location ! Again , I Believe This Would Be A Win-Win Situation For Both You And I Seeing As I Would Consider This To Be My One And On

I Kissed Your Mouth: Poetry
If he is the darkYou are the lightA glacial islandA warm oasisHe closes inWhile you open upIf he is the nightYou are the dayBroken and emptyVivacious and fullHe left meWhile you chose to stayHe is the antonymTo your beautiful You are a fresh Spring on a stuffy afternoon Refreshing the very soul That resides within Thanks is all I can offer But thanks is only the beginning To this rapid whirlwind of Pleasant affection I hope to continue If you would allow me the chance Together we can learn the steps To this all too new dance We will begin in a song And end with a movie Leaving all those around us thirsty For the fire of passion The quick jestureLike A sudden breeze of the most stinging kind.Oh, how grateful I amYetTroubled by the awful truthUnexpected,Like a loud crashThat invades the senses.He was a never-ending sadnessThatStill haunts my every being.I want nothing more ThanTo be healed to where no ContrastStill exists.

Life
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Fubar.me ..whys And Answers
First of all thanks for even bothering to read, it won't be short so please be a little patient with me :) I was going to post this once I reached level 40 but I have been forced to do so earlier because it became a conflict with my ABOUT ME section. I have know this site for over 5 years, had a couple of accounts which I personally deleted, out of respect because I was in relationships and latin men tend to be very jealous but not before adding the real nice people I met to my yim or msn. About 70% of those people are no longer on fubar.Back then, there were no godmodes, boomies, pimphands and all those perks, so one really had time to get to know people and chat. For the last 2 years I had an account, very low profile, I was here to relax, make friends,chat, and have fun,could not care less about leveling. Then last August my account got deleted by FU.....I asked many times why, never got a response which annoyed me, I was level 26 and just wanted to be able to pimpout my friends

Jennifer Blogs
Jealousy is a negative feeling which is similar to envy. You feel jealous of someone when he or she possesses something that you don’t have. It might be money, some unique personality trait or any kind of achievement made by a person because of which he or she is envied by his or her contemporaries. In Christian Mythology, jealousy has been regarded as the green-eyed monster which mocks the meat that it feeds on. Jealousy is not considered a positive feeling in any way. Jealousy has been considered to be the love bed of the burning snarl. In the words of Aristotle, “Jealousy is both reasonable and belongs to reasonable men, while envy is base and belongs to the base, for the one makes himself get good things by jealousy, while the other does not allow his neighbour to have them through envy.” MIND.. "When you look at arousal on a physiological level, the biggest sex organ in the body is the mind,"SMILE..Always remember to be happy because you never know who's fa

So Far But So Close
He makes me feel so goodMy eyes on him, my soul with hisHe makes me feel so light-headed.Is it love or just infatuation?What is love anyways?Is it how he makes me feel so happy?Or how his smile melts my heart?Is it when I feel giddyOr when I feel at peace?Why do I feel this way?Who has control over feelings like this?Infatuation, what is it?Is it the lighter side of loveOr the beginning of it?When I see his smile,Is he smiling at meOr just for the sake of it?How could it be some one so pureCould win my heat so quickly?What do I see in him?Is it his colored hair or deep eyesOr his personality?He is so unique.At what point in time will I understand how I feel?Why do I feel this way?I havenâ€™t even met him!If I ever met him, would he like me?This love or infatuation is hard to pass by.My heart is with his on Cloud Nine (or is it?)He takes his looks into considerationWhen he does what he does.What is this state of bliss?Does it happen to others?Does he feel the same wayOr is it just me?Ha

Saint Theresa's Prayer Service
For those of you who keep begging me to see me private folders, now's your chance. I will be offering up my remaining Top 6 family spots to the highest bidder(s). What i'm offering: Top 6 family spot till end of February Family access to end of February Up to 100 photos rated Comment of one nsfw photo of your choosing Any other addition adds I wish to post will be posted in the comments section here Rules: This will be a fu-bucks/bling credit auction. Each bling credit will be equal to 2.5 million fu-bucks. Minimum bid is 10 million fu-bucks or 5 bling credits.

Thank You To All My Family And Friends!!
Hello to all of you reading this! I am now 10 weeks past having surgery for a detached retina in my right eye. It has been, to say the least, something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. I won't get into all the not so nice details, but suffice it to say, it has been quite a hellish ordeal. The ophthalmologist did what is called a "buckle" procedure. I haven't been able to spend too much time on the computer, or anything for that matter, because fatigue sets into that eye relatively quickly. My vision is blurry, to say the least, and I have been told it will probably stay that way. But, the alternative would be to TOTAL blindness in the eye. So, I thank all of you who have left me comments, sent drinks, bling and well wishes. I hope to get back to the Fu as soon as I can. I wish ALL of you the most joyous and wonderful holiday season possible and hope to see you all VERY soon. Thank you again!

Writings
Dear Ventriloquist, We have uncovered your secret. Your tricks are no longer spectacles, wrecked and sectored off. We have spotted your hand and thwarted your attempts to mime falsehoods into our thoughts. But your mime fails to mine my mind's mind, try to mind your own time. Land mines and mind mines, mine's miming minds while my mind's eye finds Mayan ruins within my mind's mines. Miles beneath the Mind's beliefs, grows mind files to find in piles to reach. Styles to teach while Miles plays free jazz through open eyes and speech. Cries relief. Captivate the thoughts, then die in peace. Minds released. Create a forest from a garden and add vines to reach. Divine deceased. Divinity is a trick on the mind's eye, designed to cease. Lines to crease. Lions of zion line the spines of feet. Crime and peace. Kind and beast. Rhyme and reason during times of treason blind the season, where winter wars melt and find peace in freezing. Increased relief. A jungle of concrete g

Why Worry
WHY WORRY THERE ARE ONLY TWO THINGS TO WORRY ABOUT. YOU ARE EITHER SICK OR YOU ARE WELL. IF YOU ARE WELL. THERE'S NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT. IF YOU ARE SICK. THERE ARE ONLY TWO THINGS TO WORRY ABOUT. YOU WILL EITHER GET WELL OR YOU WILL DIE. IF YOU GET WELL THERE'S NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT. IF YOU DIE THERE ARE ONLY TWO THINGS TO WORRY ABOUT. YOU WILL EITHER GO TO HEAVEN OR HELL. IF YOU GO TO HEAVEN THERE IS NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT. BUT IF YOU GO TO HELL YOU WILL BE SO BUSY SHAKING HANDS WITH FRIENDS YOU WON'T HAVE TIME TO WORRY!

Real Life's Priorities
It breaks my heart to have to leave all my friends here...I've come back several times for a reason...and that was just to stay in touch with all of the very dear, true friends I've met here. I lost my dad last March and my mom has gone downhill very rapidly since then due to Alzheimers. I've been going back and forth between Seattle and Vancouver lately..Monday thru Friday to take care of her but she is not doing very well at all. This may very well be me and my son's last Christmas with her and I wish to make it the VERY best for her!! SOOOO.....I will not be here much at all. That being said...I know the nature of this game...this isn't my first rodeo...lol. If you need to take me out of your family, believe me...I COMPLETELY understand! All my finances are wrapped up in making sure she gets the absolute BEST care possible so I just simply cannot spend any more money here. To be honest Fubar is SOO NOT my priority right now but I do understand how the game is played. If you remove

Importance
Don`t judge a person by what others say , The person may be true to you,but not to others because the same sun which melts ice,hardens the clay too. Relationships are very precious,take care of them, because it is most painful for you,when a person "YOU KNOW " becomes, a person "YOU KNEW" Its means a lots ... Sometimes when you give importance to people they think that you are always frEE...But they never understand that you make urself available for them..Everytime.......

Godrej Gladly Decors Your Kitchen Place
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"give Up The Loot" Prod. Tbk Beats
The truth is You can cetch me counting money fitted hat / t-shirt, no suit But, still getting so much loot Stacks in my hat That's my secrete stash Making money out the out ass Pocketing alot of ca$h Pockets over flowing Hoe I don't care what you are showing None of this doe is going YOUR WAY! But you sure can stay If you care to play Ride on a dick Come here and i'll slide you the tip 21 minutes in bust and dip out quick Jreal Muzik come to take the money Bitch became a snake in the grass trying fucking run from me What you wanna do? Give up the loot Before I give you a taste of the boot TBK what's like to be known What's like to be king on the thrown But I can't tell you cause i'm never fucking home Call me world wide Ball with your girl on my side All I know is hustle taking what I think is mine She's wrapped up in my arms Heart packed full of love not to mention bitch I got charm What you don't know? I hold the whole world in my palms I put that on

Celebrity Rehab
how could i see through your swirl of litigating questions you constantly had my friends guessing were you a curse or a blessing i personally think you were a bottle of Wesson sent to teach my cooks a lesson looks like we’re getting busy i’d better go by the way we won the Iron Chef competition your friend, Eve Howard takes another look at the letter these are getting better and better love, eve & howard would a night of watching Austin Powers with her give us the power to shower each other with enough good humor to remove the rumors that i'm the spy who shagged her? &

Whiskey River Dj Rules
If you are going to be a DJ in our lounge you need to commit to at least 2 sets per week , unless you are a guest djay. Every Effort should be made to play all requests whenever possible . If you cannot do your set please make every effort to have it covered and you must yim DJ MIGAMORSE OR TELL A MEMBER OF UPPER STAFF and let them know you can't make your set at least 3 hours in advance. All DJ`s should be in the lounge 15 mins before their set begins . Stop taking request 15 mins before your set is due to end . All new djays will have a one week probationary period.

Early Christmas Present
Last night I received an early Christmas present, a 1 year old German Rottweiler who weighs 120 lbs. He is HUGE!!!! I've wanted one forever and came across this one and the lady gave him to me. I am sooooooo happy with Achillies (that's what I named him...after Brad Pitt in Troy) I will post pictures later tonight :) P.S. I love some of you, lust more of you and tolerate the rest of you (h)

My Poems From Years Ago!
Scars tears and lies!Some scars stay some fade away some people stay and like scars they fade away some eyes lie and some eyes cry some scars die some people lie some eyes cry but in the end they all ask why? Why do bad scars stay why do good people die why do some eyes cry why does everything lie why do bad things stay and the good fade away why do eyes die why do hearts lie?I wish the bad would fade away I wish the good would stat I wish human eyes wouldn't cry but could still see the lies I wish people wouldn't die hearts wouldn't lie I wish people couldn't scar, lie or cry and I wish the human heart and eyes would never die I wish cries couldn't lie I wish scars would die! I wish your hearts weren't filled with one thousand cries! I fell hard for you, when i fell for your warpt idea of truth, you used ur speak to mind fuck me, i fell hard when i believed your bull shit, i trusted you when you said that you loved me, but i was really dumb way to stupid to see, that you were just m

My Submissive's Devotion To Me
Before you sir; there was an emptiness, a lack of something that I felt, vaguely recognized yet could not accurately define or name. With you in my life; I find myself happier, eagerly awaiting what the day will bring; the most important being talking with you. I feel safe in a way that is difficult to describe in words; yet I know you are looking out for me across the miles that separate us. The only way I can even come close to giving back what you have given me is to be yours in the fullest way I can. To respond as quickly and honestly as possible to any communication from you and to joyfully complete any assignment you give me. I know that I may not always like the assignment; but I must also realize there is a reason you gave it to me; a lesson for me to learn or to push my limits. For me not to devote my time and energy (that is not required by my other responsibilities) to you makes me not worthy of being yours or of the definition of submissive.

Rantings
True Story on how the Angel came to be on top of the Christmas Tree. Santa was having a very bad day. He had already stubbed his toe on the way to the kitchen for him morning breakfast. Mrs Claus accidentally spilled milk in his lap and he dropped his cookie on the floor. As he went to sit in his easy chair to get his mind straight before work, the head elf showed up at the door saying there was a factory wide strike by the elves. He was pissed. About that time, an angel shows up at his door with his annual Christmas tree. "Well Merry Christmas Mr Claus...where would you like for me to put your tree?" And that's the true story of how the angel came to be on top of the Christmas Tree.

My Words
Monday a family friend passed from this world to the next. He was a lonley man, needed a reason to hold on. Just to go on one more day. But his heart was heavy, his life seemed meeninless. And as we went on with our day, He did not. He succombed to depression and lonliness. He asked God for help, He reached out to some of us. But we went on with our day, self absorbed. We did not see his torment, his lonliness.. His pain. I am sorry Carmine, I did not get here a day or two earlier.. I went on with my day self absorbed. He was not here for points or level up. He was here for love, a love he lost. But she went on with her day, self absorbed. All I can put up now are these words, and now words mean nothing. Because now, it can not be undone Sleep well with God. My husband and I will miss you my friend.

..:: My Thought's ::..
Three things that really annoys me. 1- as a father of 4 Girls I hate skinny jeans whoever came up with these should be shot. 2- Old people if you have to drive stay in right lane, the left lane is for going fast not five miles under speed limit. 3- And the worst thing is when parents don't take care of kids. Come on people if you make a baby your going to have to step up for the rest of there lives, not just till you

Random Thoughts
I'd like to understand why Fu helps members hide their general location. Naming the country where you live seems so silly, especially when its a large country. What would be the harm of showing the zip code the member used to sign up? Why do I want to know the location? Good question - it would be easy to argue that its none of my business... [yes, I'm opening this blog for achievement points]

Pray For Him
I'm going through some rough shit right now. My older brother might have lung cancer. He is going to get a biopsy tomorrow. He already had a biopsy, the one that goes through the nose to the lung to take pictures and perform a biopsy. The Doctor said he wants to be 100% before he rules it out. Say a prayer for him for please. His name is Michael.

Wonder
as a tear rolls down my cheek,i wonder if an angle falls when your out of hopeas a tear rolls down my cheek,i wonder if an angel falls when your out of dreamsas a tear rolls down my cheek,i wonder if an angel falls when your out of faithas a tear rolls down my cheek,i wonder how many angels have fallin because of meas a tear rolls down my cheek,i wonder if their are angles...

Loves Lost
I saw her sitting aloneAt a corner table Of a poorly lit innHer blouse pinkThe color of Sweet smelling rosesShe had no clueWho else was in the Tavern and did not careShe was reading From what looked like a diaryOccasionally taking notesInfrequently sippingFrom a half empty glassOf sallow wineHer hair was colored Gold as shiny as King Tut’s venerated chairShe looked like a modelUnsuspectingly posing For a photo shootWith her cheek bonesPlaced high in her face Her eyes made of jadeWhen I looked at her From the far side of the room A butterfly entered the localeAnd softly settled On the rim of my wineglass Levitating my heartOn occasion she would Posture a smile more Captivating than a Mona LisaI stood up slowly My feet growing colder As I approached her Hello, I said To myself as IHaughtily fought My chi and feigned Indifference as I soberly Lost course and Spun toward the exitLeaving my rose behind And keeping it my secret Nobody noticed As I solemnly walked past T

Cagooseshop
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Its Time...
What is your full name? Natassia Larisa Westbrooks What is your birthday? December 31st 1991 What is your favorite color? Teal Are you spoken for? Yes What is your biggest fear? Loosing My Daughter What is your most embarrassing moment? Sneezing Snot Onto My Hand Durning Class Do you love someone? Of Course Can you eat cereal without sugar on it? Depends On The Cereal Do you like coffee? If so how do you take it? I Love Coffee. I Like A Caramel White Chocolate Triple Shot Mocha Hot Extra Whip LOL I'm From Seattle We Love Our Coffee. Are you interested in the opposite sex or same sex? Both If you were to win the lottery what would you spend the money on? A New Car And Place To Live Then The Rest On My Babies. How old do you think a child should be before they are left home alone?

Story
I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 3 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try to save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could understand how it feels to go to work in the morning after having spent most of the night, hot and soaking wet at a multiple alarm. I wish you could read my mind

Rip Soldier
> Airline Captain (don't delete)> He writes: My lead flight attendant came to me and said, "We have an H.R.> On this flight." (H.R. Stands for human remains.) "Are they military?" I> asked.> > 'Yes', she said.> > 'Is there an escort?' I asked.> > 'Yes, I already assigned him a seat'.> > 'Would you please tell him to come to the flight deck. You can board him> early," I said..> > A short while later, a young army sergeant entered the flight deck. He> was the image of the perfectly dressed soldier. He introduced himself and> I asked him about his soldier. The escorts of these fallen soldiers talk> about them as if they are still alive and still with us.> > 'My soldier is on his way back to Virginia ,' he said. He proceeded to> answer my questions, but offered no words.> > I asked him if there was anything I could do for him and he said no. I> told him that he had the toughest job in the military and that I> appreciated the work that he does for the families of our fallen> soldiers. The f

Successfully
I don't need you I shouted, as I flushed them down the drain. I will not allow a pill, to control my life. I will throw you away, and still survive. Because I lived it, stared it in the face. I made it through the blood the tears, that horrific place. No medication can, take that away. I carry it around with me, everyday. Swallowing a pill, won't make it disappear. It exist in my memories, my heart, my tears. I am the only one, who can control that pain. Not the chemicals implanted, inside my brain. The power lies within, me. I can conquer this mission, successfully.

With Pride
A smile forms, through pain. But the sun doesn't shine, through the rain. The smile is big yes, but as fake as they get. Can't you see, inside me yet? To the disease, the broken pieces within. A dark narrow road, that has no end. Lightness on the outside, dark hidden beneath. The surface, disguised, the ultimate defeat. Breath gets harder, beats get weaker. The hurt and pain, couldn't possible get any deeper. Camouflaged by the exterior, it cannot be detected. Health and happiness, are always rejected. That's not my way, not was I meant for. I was put here to suffer, nothing more. And suffer I shall, I will let it hide. Swallow my pain, and die with pride.

Beautifully Broken Old Poem By Me
When it rains invisible fingers trace every inch of me.feelings of being complete.the booming thunder is the is the undeniable craving of wanting to meet.lighting the beautiful light that tears through the sky are the the uncontrollable pleasures bolting through me i cant hide.rain hitting hard on the pavement as you and i collide. The wanting mind..... - the yearning fingers.....hope for it not to leave..... -wish to linger....... Her romantic soul..... - the endeering body..... wanting more.....of a watchful hobby.......But the shivering nerves..... - the wailing jolts.....only to show.... feelings of repulse.......wish to touch..... - and touched in return..... yet fear coverts....wishes to concerns.......an angel..... pure and sweet... of wine.....to fear the love..... - she loves divine.......all do wish..... for this.. curse... to break...but her... and our love...... is not enough.. to take.......so muster... your fear..... - and dash it away... so I may... caress... your skin..

Your Hell
I hear you, roaming around. Circling my bed, staring me down. But I'm not afraid, you won't get in. This is a battle, you will not win. I have fought you before, and won. Who's coming out on top? I will be the one. You may infect me, run through my veins. But you will not beat me, hear my name. I will shout it, you live inside me. I will erase you, completely. There will be no trace, of your existence. I will strike with force, and persistence. With each pill I swallow, you fade a little more. Every needle injected, pushes you out the door. I will replace you with, new and healthier cells. Until that day comes, I'll make it through your Hell.

Always Wondering Why
I want to call you, so damn bad. I don't know what it's like, to have a Mom or Dad. I would love to know, you don't understand. What I would give, just to hold your hand. To hear you say, just one time. That you love me, that you're proud to be mine. My parents, the same people that brought me into this world. To actually acknowledge, your baby girl. I hold the phone, with tears in my eyes. Knowing I can't call you, always wondering why.

Never Look Back
I cannot try, anymore. No more tears, will fall on my floor. I won't break down, I will not crawl. When I have over looked someone, whose been there through it all. I don't have to try, he knows me too well. I don't have to say a word, he can just tell. That I need someone, to give back everything I do. I'm letting go now, I have to. Because it kills me accepting that, the one I love has already let go of me. Where I'll end up, we'll just have to see. These emotions can fill me, I can live with that. But it's time for me to walk away, and never look back.

A Few Things
So we're all on Fubar for a reason. Whether it's for someone, or we're addicted to the attention, or we're just bored. There are things that are awesome like bling and powerups. But there are things that piss people off. Me, I love people. Right now a certain one but people in general. But how would I be a normal person if I didn't complain? So all in good fun here's a few things that aggravate me, this is only opinion and I don't take it too seriously so please don't be offended, I'm not trying to offend. I've been on here for a while now, no complaints, these are just things that I've noticed that kinda bug me. 1. Morphs-Seriously you don't look like Abby from NCIS or whatever supermodel you think you're similar to. All you're doing is confusing those looking at your lil profile box. 2. Lounges-I'm not saying they need to go away but honestly folks I don't want to stare down a list of profile comments that aren't directed at me in order to actually converse. If you wan

Unless I Learn
I have to look up from inside this whole, to see the light. Down here it's cold, dark as night. The outside world, is what put me here. A never ending battle between, happiness and fear. True happiness, comes with a high cost. You can never gain it, unless something is lost. But I've lost so much already. Can I really take that chance? I'll just peak my head out, and get a glance. At my surroundings, see if I can recognize the danger. If I can allow myself to fall into, the arms of a stranger. Will he hurt me? This I don't know. And I never will unless I learn, how to let go.

Made In America!
THIS IS THE ULTIMATE GIFT TO AMERICA ONE AT A TIME A physics teacher in high school, once told the students that while one grasshopper on the railroad wouldn't slow a train very much,a billion of them would. With that thought in mind, read the following, obviously written by a good American . . . This probably sounds crazy, but just yesterday I was in Wal Mart looking for a wastebasket. I found some made in China for $6.99. I didn't want to pay that much so I asked the lady if they had any others. She took me to another department and they had some at $2.50 made in USA . They are just as good. Same as a kitchen rug I needed. I had to look, but I found some made in the USA and they were $3.00 cheaper. We are being brain washed that everything that comes from China and Mexico is cheaper. Not so. That is also why I don't buy cards at Hallmark anymore. They are made in China and are expensive. I buy them at Dollar Tree....50 cents each and made in USA . Check this out. I can verify this be