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Have You Ever Been In Love??
Have you ever been in love? It makes you vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it mean that SOMEONE can get inside you and MESS YOU UP!! You build up all these DEFENSES, you build up a whole suit of armor so that nothing can hurt you. Then ONE STUPID PERSON, no different from any other STUPID PERSON wanders into your STUPID LIFE... YOU give them a PIECE of YOU. They didn't ask for it! They did something DUMB one day, like KISS you or SMILE at you, and then your LIFE isnt your OWN anymore. LOVE TAKES YOU HOSTAGE!!! It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you CRYING in the DARKNESS. So simple a phrase, like maybe WE should be JUST FRIENDS turns into a glass splinter working its way to your HEART! IT HURTS!!! Not just in your imagination! Not just in the MIND! It's a SOUL-HURT, a REAL gets inside you and RIPS YOU APART! I HATE LOVE! Sometimes the GREATEST Wounds are the ones WE try the hardest not to inflict. The heart wants what the heart w

Packers Movers | Movers And Packers
After arrival at your new home one of the most tedious jobs is unpacking boxes properly. There are many ways to unpack things right. And one of the easiest ways to unpack is to unpack one room at a time. Professional packers and movers companies of Udaipur suggest you to unpack one room at a time. This way you will be certainly able to unpack boxes with no hassles and stresses. Start with the kitchen so that you can have a snack to give energy to you. Keep aside items which you will not need right away and unpack at a later time when you can better gage the right setup. This is a good time to line your cabinets and drawers at right positions. After unpacking kitchen items, go with bathroom. Get your toiletries out ad make sure that your bathroom toilet and taps are operational. Make sure you have shower curtain, toilet paper, toilet soap, etc. Arrange bathroom items at their right positions. Next go with living room and start unpacking boxes carefully. The living room should be a co

Packers Movers Jaipur
Are you moving from Jaipur to somewhere else? Are you worried about proper packing and safe transportation of your household goods and belongings? Do you want to make your move easy and smooth? Well you should hire expert moving service from one of good and experienced moving companies or packers and movers in Jaipur. They can assist you on your move with their quality and expert moving services. Such companies are providing comprehensive range of moving services in order to simplify your various relocation jobs. They are providing comprehensive solution to all your relocation and transportation needs. They are providing door to door packing and moving solution to assist you at your door step. Almost all Movers and Packers Jaipur based companies are registered and experienced. Hence they can capably handle your relocations jobs which are very tough for you. They have professionally trained workers and staffs to simplify the relocation job. They have especially designed moving and tran

Just General Fun Or Interesting Stuff
Lets101 Quizzes - Online Quizzes MoutIronic, tremendous internal wealth, know how to rapidly connect with others, looks for paternal authority.Colors: male: brown, female: red carmineCompatible Signs: Amon-Ra, Thoth Dates: Jan 22 - Jan 31, Sep 8 - Sep 22Role: A creator goddess, she was the mother from which the cosmos emerged.Appearance: A woman with the wings of a vulture, holding an ankh, wearing the united crown of Upper and Lower Egypt and also a dress of bright red/blue, with the feather of Ma�t at her feetSacred Animal: vultureWhat is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries What is love? What is this longing in our heart for togetherness? Is not the sweetest flower of love

Ranting
Ok. So I have recently discovered the blogs. I must say, I'm a fan! I'm still new to all of this so please bear with me. Hopefully they will get better as I go along. I have noticed that so many people like to use the "L" word on here a lot! That's right, i'm talking about L - O -V -E Who "loves" me enough to buy me a VIP? Who "loves" me enough to buy me the (insert random bling name here) bling? Who "loves" me enough to spend the next 2 hours rating all of my pics? Who "loves" me enough to gimme, gimme, gimme AAHHAAHAHAHAHA!!!! Come on people! If we have to use an "L" word, let's use the right on. Who LUSTS me enough to spend their hard earned money on me?!?!?!?!?! I'm not at all saying that it isn't possible to form long lasting, genuine relationships on here. I can guarantee that all 6,786 of your "friends" DO NOT love you. If you have given or received things on here it is for a few reasons. 45% of the time it's because they want to see

Where Your Heart Really @ When U Dish Out The Bsu Should Be Able To Handle It Also Right?
Guess I'm a go for the gold & force your hand. Don't really care for the out come.... So Do what you.... [ fubar.com photo: ] check this out tho. Can u say cry baby cry.....

Oh Really..
There is nothing more hilarious than a woman who tells me I am wrong about women... Really? Well let me ask you this... Who knows more qualified to work on cars... An auto mechanic who takes a bus to work every day, or someone who happens to own a car? Ladies, just because you have a pussy doesn't mean you know a single thing about other pussies. So I am telling a girl about how another girl was driving me crazy... Then I make the statement, "This is the kind of shit that drives me crazy about women." She said, "Most women aren't like that." How the fuck would she know? Does she date women? Does she fuck women? Does deal with the emotion swings of this woman then that woman? No... I am dead certain that most women know jack dick about other women which is why women don't have many friends... They fucking hate each other too. The best part is when a women will tell you she is the "exception to the rule" but is 30 years old, single, and lonely... Yeah... Loads differe

Goddamn
Yes, I'm fine. I am in the North Island, the quake was in the South Island. Yes, all the people I know that I have been able to get info about thus far are fine. Property damage but in terms of what's happened, we are very, very lucky and thankful. Your thoughts and concern are appreciated; I'm sorry if I am rude at such times, but it is the way I am (yes, anyway). Also, whilst I don't do begging and am not starting now, if any of you even consider blinging me in the coming months, I will be seriously pissed off that you have not considered going here https://secure20.salvationarmy.org/donation.jsp instead. They do good work, it is needed, and I am not exactly a fan of bling at the best of times (if you are offended by the way I've put that, rephrase it in your head in a way that suits, don't expect me to). Sweetness & light & all that shit - no, no comments, because let's face it I'd probably ignore them anyway. I'm sure I'll be back to my loving self soon.

The First Kiss
The First KissI see passion and hungry in your eyes across the room.You walk towards me. It seems like a slow walk. But you are here before my eyes.You wrap me in a warm embrace, You head leans down as my leans up.Your lips touch for the first time.My heart starts to beat faster with each seconds your lips are one.The kiss was warm.The kiss was soft.The kiss became passionate.The kiss became hungry.My knees grows weak under your embrace.Your hand on the small of my back.Your strength holds me up. But your lips never part from the passion.From the hungry of the kiss.This is my first kiss with you.

Just A Letter
2-3-11James, you made my life better. You gave me hope. You gave me so much. You are gone now. You have moved on. Yet I am left here crying. I am left here to feel the pain of your emptiness. Over nine months has come and gone. And I am still missing you like it was the first day. I still cry like it is the first day. I have reached out so many times. And it goes unheard. My heart has never been broken like this before. My heart never hurt like this before. I caused it all. It is all my fault. I thought I knew what I was doing. I thought I was over my past more than I actually was. I am going through this alone. While you are there with your friends. I am left feeling even more alone than I have ever felt. None of my words seems like it has any effect on you. I pray to God night and day that you didn’t play me. That you was actually different from those guys that did play me. Just like you told me. You gave me so much to look forward to. But it is all gone now. My physical pain h

In The Wake Of Rising Oil Prices
Anyone who has ever watched Law & Order knows that someone is held in contempt of court when they egregiously disrespect the role of the court and the rule of law. Holding someone in contempt is a powerful sanction in a judge’s arsenal to redress an intentional disregard for the law and the courts. So it is no small matter when yesterday Federal District Court Judge Martin Feldman held the Obama Interior Department in contempt of court for dismissively ignoring his ruling to cease the job-killing drilling moratorium imposed by President Obama last year. Feldman wrote: “Such dismissive conduct, viewed in tandem with the reimposition of a second blanket and substantively identical moratorium and in light of the national importance of this case, provide this Court with clear and convincing evidence of the government’s contempt of this Court’s preliminary injunction order.” President Obama first ordered the halt of offshore drilling in response to the BP oi

Blueyezes Blog
Today is one of the worst days of my life. Today was supposed to be my one year anniversary with my bf. He broke up with me in december. Now he has a new girlfriend and today is his birthday. I sent him a webpage that I had made him and told him happy birthday and nothing. He hadn't even checked his messages. then a mutual friend comes into my live (how convient) and I asked if she had talked to him this morning and she said she did on her way home from work. I take it he called her because she would have been texting and driving...either way he messaged her and talked to her so he was up and online. I am so fucking mad right now!!! I feel so used and under appreciated and he was acting like we were so close and wonderful and then he just slaps me in the face with this. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU !!!!!!!!!!

Down The Rabbit Hole
So at my weekly therapy session and saw the psychiatrist to discuss my current meds and talked about penguins for 45 minutes. (This man is a literal genius but has NOOOOOOOOOOO interpersonal skills what so ever.) Any who, he left me on 120mg of Cymbalta but added 5mg of Valium twice a day. Now I normally have a very high tolerance when it comes to narcotics but this stuff is kicking my ass. I haven't been able to drive for a week because I almost totaled the truck because I was seeing 2 cars in the on coming lane. On to some better news though, I have been trying for almost 2 years to get on disability due to my severe mirgainrs and depression/anxiety. I got my letter yesterday stating my hearing is in April. So hopefully things will go my way because lord knows we could use the extra cash, and I only plan to spend a small amount on strippers and blow. Just kidding.........maybe ;) P.S. I honestly, truely love some of you. You make me smile and pull me outta my depression funk a

My Journal Of Discontent...
Your inner soul searching deludes me The shallowness of your deepest thoughts mocking my hollow emptiness I roll my eyes in disgust oh baby your ego's sooo robust Cleaver endeavors to the hopeless dreams all tangled up in your schemes There you go running haphazard with scissors in the dark Heart stark naked and your mind adrift on some senseless trip So I shrug and do drugs What's it all mean? And she answers "not a thing, not a thing" I'm sorry I let my guard down You're sorry you got caught Reach for me now and just try to touch me Your tears insult me and the theatrics just disgust me You miss me - huh? You miss my lifestyle The streets are cold but, baby I'm colder Yeah I bet you wish you could hold her Betrayal in a four letter word sealed your fate I don't even have the desire to hate Desperately diving seeking emotions where there are none Boo boo kitty fuckface bullshit Be gone Forced emotions end up in wrath Crimes of

My Skribblings...
You may believe That I am naïve You may think you're sure Seems you're quite immature You believe your lies still have audience in me Oh if only the truth you could see The smoke and mirrors that once fogged my view No longer exist here, get a clue Pointing at all the drama you have stirred Pretending it belongs to others' ...it's just absurd Maybe you believe in your own pile of crap But I never again will get caught in your webbed booby trap So maybe there is a little naïveté But I wouldn't have it any other way To know in my soul there is a truthful "good" in others Will take me far beyond the jaded insecurities of another To treat others the way I want to be treated Goes mil

Thoughts And Ramblings Of A Mad Man
These days in human life we are all lost in blinded foolish pride, anger and loathing of anything that makes us question our self worth not one person can step back and truly think what can i do what should i do we are a society lost in the he said she said what i own in materialistic value makes me HOW good of a person I AM I SAY WAKE UP WAKE UP ALL WHAT YOU OWN TRULY OWNS YOU anger and feelings of negitivity leads to the true evil of all evils STUPIDITY it wages war it destroys bonds between men and woman , cultures, nations and further more the human race TRUTH BE TOLD RELIGION AND POLITICS play a part when all in a nut shell the main goal of them all is to be BETTER PERSON NOT MUDEROUS GREEDY MONSTERS The message is slow down get away from the tv , the computer ,the mass media look at what you have and be thankful for things could be worse go out into the world be glad of the air, the land breath it in and be thankful to be alive to have food to eat and drink to wet your thir

Heaven Or Hell Tattoo
heaven or hell on my upper back and a angel on my front right shoulder an the devil on my front left shoulder is something i have thought about for a long time now. I have been trying to look up art online to find some stuff i might like and it's been so so, but i would love some help. So if you have any heaven or hell thoughts and or ideals please feel free to post.

Things I Want To Know
Do you think that FuMisfitAngel have a nice body? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel would do anything to succeed? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a good friend? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel needs to lose weight? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel has ever lied to you? Is FuMisfitAngel fun to be around? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a gold digger? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a freak? Would you make-out with FuMisfitAngel for $10,000? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is materialistic? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a smart ass? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel puts 'hoes' before 'bros'? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel dresses well? Would you trust FuMisfitAngel with your life? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is cute? do you think that FuMisfitAngel is religious? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel had a bad haircut? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel could be a gangster? Is FuMisfitAngel a reliable person? If you were being chased by a bear, would you trip FuMi

Fat Class
I really really hate when people assume shit about me If I give short answers maybe I am logged on from my phone, or tired, or just woke up Relax people. today was my weigh in after week 1 i lost 4.6 pounds :D goooo meeeee My total lost is now 12.2 so yay me :D

The Devil
The Devil Knows My Name… He Knows All My Weaknesses… He Loves Them One And All… He Wraps His Me Around His Finger Once Again And I Can’t Think Of A Place I Would Rather Be. In His Arms Again… Feeling Whole Again. The Devil Knows My Desires… He Knows The Darkness In Me… He Made A Home In My Heart… I Can’t think Of A Place I’d Rather Him Be. The Devil Knows My Name… He Knows All My Weaknesses… He Loves Them One And All… He Wraps His Me Around His Finger Once Again And I Can’t Think Of A Place I Would Rather Be. In His Arms Again… Feeling Whole Again. The Devil Knows My Desires… He Knows The Darkness In Me… He Made A Home In My Heart… I Can’t think Of A Place I’d Rather Him Be.

Love And Lust
The best alternative to my hand is a mouth or pussy - maybe a mouth because they seem to be easier to care for, depending on one's diet? That is an unresolved question with me and an important one because I have had problems using pussy as an alternative to my hand and really don't like condoms at all. I've had problems with my cock, most recently with what seems to be "contact dermatitus" of the glans - viz., the head of my cock. One part of this problem has been resolved by using "Firefly Organics" instead of my previous glycerin based lubes. I no longer get shiny raised placques which are commonly diagnosed as psoriasis. Apparently what happens is I get horny and look for images or preferably interactive emotions to devote my sacrament to - i.e., make a load of cum and shoot to. If in the rare case it's someone I have Loving feelings for, it never works because they're usually just someone that's conning me into believing I Love them in order to get money from me. There may have

Teresa's Poetry
I can tell the time when you cross my mind because it happens everyday It's the precious thoughts of you that never seem to fade away.. I always think of the time that we will soon be reunited again and just how our friendship ever really began... I miss you so much that words just can not say, I await to be back with you to share the fun & laughter that's presently being taken away !!!! A true friend is someone who will always be near a friend to comfort you when you're in fear A friend is someone who will always stick by your side no matter what the situation maybe he/she's there to be my guide... Or just when you feel down, lonely, or a little sad. a true friend will always be there to pick you up and make you glad. But there are only a few "TRUE FRIENDS" left to be found. That's why I chose you because you're always around... So take our friendship and keep it held close because you are my true friend that I think of and love the most... I thought that I was once yours that

Payment Problems & Cca's
The CCA form is sent to members after they have made several purchases on fubar. The CCA process verifies you are the card holder. Most likely you have been sent this form before and ignored it. Copy and paste this link into your browser and you SHOULD be able to access the online CCA form. http://www.fubar.com/cca.php. If the LINK does not work, try to copy and paste it OR you will have to FAX a signed document with the following information. If you can not access it, then you can FAX your CCA. If you use debit/pay as you go or multiple cards, please note in the comments and list the card. If you use PAYPAL, please enter your account information that you have registered with PAYPAL. We are NOT asking you for credit card numbers or anything we do not have on file from your previous transactions. If you are using someone's card, you will be asked to submit a faxed CCA from the card holder. In some instances, we will require users to Fax over a credit card or paypal autho

Lil Red Riding Hood
I would love for someone to dress up as "lil red riding hood" and do me a salute for this big bad naughty wolf ;) and i'm thinking of putting something similar together for surprise salutes of me in in my wolf form ;) Granny gown and all if I could find one that is :)

Psychology Talk About
1. Should someone accused of a crime be able to plead not guilty on the grounds of brain dysfunction or hormone imbalance? Would this be similar to a defendant pleading not guilty because he or she was under the influence of drugs? When making your statement keep in mind of the Pro's vs con's of the topic also the issues such as moral ,legal and ethical this should be a good debate lets all have fun i enjoy my phys class and would love to share this topic makes you think

Whats Love Got To Do With It?
As we all know that holiday most of us despise is rapidly approaching. In my opinion "Valentines Day" is a made up holiday by chicks. They wanna feel validation from their S/O buy receiving flowers, jewelry, a nice dinner out at a fancy restaurant, a card or any other token to show their "love" I wanna know I'm loved everyday, not just one day of the year. Send me flowers just because it's Tuesday. write "I love you" in the fog of the bathroom mirror, run your lady a hot bath and light a bunch candles, turn on some soft music and wash her hair. Trust me chicks will appreciate these simple signs a lot more (and if not then she is a gold digger and you should dump her ass.)

Try To Be Ugly
1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Memorize your favorite poem. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have, or loaf all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you," mean it. 5. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You may get hurt, but It's the only way to live life completely. 10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name-calling. 11. Don't judge people by their relatives, or by the life they were born into. 12. Teach yourself to speak slowly but think quickly. 13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" 14. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 15. Call your mother. 16. Say, "bless you" when you

Pain Relief Pack
Applying heat to an injured area of the back and the surrounding muscles can be a great tool to help reduce lower back pain. Heat is a healing agent that causes vasodilatation to the vessels surrounding the area. What vasodilatation means is that the blood vessels open up and allow an increase in the blood flow to the area where the heat is being applied. With increase in blood flow, the muscles surrounding the area where the heat is become more relaxed and less stiff. Muscles will become more responsive to stretching and strengthening exercises. Muscles can become stiff and tight due to protecting the area of injury or if muscles have been overused or over worked. When muscles are stiff and tight due to protecting an area from injury, your body will create compensatory movement patterns to not involve the injured area. When that happens, other muscles get overworked and that can create additional stress and pain. We can heal an area faster once we get the muscles to sta

Blah Blah Blah.
So what do you do when you adore someone? Shit get's weird... you know they like you and you like them! This has been established between you and him both... Me being cautious I always seem to fuck up something good... I guess I ask the wrong questions, but I am not a very trusting person simply because I have had shitty fucking experiences with guys my whole entire life... It's not like I'm trying to accuse him of being shady more a less I guess I just want to make sure that I am really what he wants... He drives me crazy! This is not in a bad way either. When I don't talk to him I miss him like crazy. So how do you even really tell a person what is on your mind? Normally I'm so good at this, but like I said shit gets weird... I get deep in thought about retarded bullshit and get freaked and I'm like fuck what did I just do and how do I fix it... So needless to say my thought process on this issue is a little fucked up... It's like I freak out and don't know what exa

The Tides That Bind
It was a day like any other. The sun rose as it always did, kids played outside as they always do. People came and went as they often do. it was looking like an day not unlike any other. That is how it seemed, anyway, on the surface, but the deals that are made behind closed doors often have their casualties. Whether intended or not. Lives, are ended over such deals. Its funny what people are willing to give up when no one else is looking. What matters go undefended that are entrusted to the watchmen in our lives. Vigilant and ever present to protect such things as we give them power over. Was someone asleep at the gate? Was it a snake oil salemen, silver tongued and full of false promises? No, unfortunately such treasures are handed over readily and easily and to the first takers. Was it a glamour? Was there some uneven footing that pushes the matter? Perhaps, but when we practice dishonesty it brings it own rewards and punishemnts. Let no good deed go unpunished, simple, so simple a

Kinleigh's Hoops For Heart
Heey there My lil girl Needs Help With donations in rasin money for the American Heart Association if youd like to help please click here THANX http://honor.americanheart.org/site/TR/HoopsforHeart/SCA-SouthCentralAffiliate?px=2413713&pg=personal&fr_id=1436 Help Kinleigh Make a Difference! I'm joining millions of others to help save lives with the American Heart Association's Hoops For Heart Program! I'm doing Hoops For Heart at my school and learning how I can help make a difference by raising lifesaving donations to help kids with heart disease. I'm also learning about my own heart, and how to keep it healthy. And I'm getting active playing basketball! I'm excited about raising money for other kids - kids with hearts that don't exactly work right and to help fund new medicines and treatments to be discovered. Please help me make a difference! Thank you!

Tales Of A Smoker..
Day 2 Cigarettes today: 4 Urge to kill Scale (1-10): 10 - Talk to me and I will kill you.. Another shit day.. Every question that is asked of me is now the stupidest fucking question I have ever heard. I see other smokers and want to punch them.. I think Jen is avoiding me.. (I can't blame her).. I bought some weed from my Uncle to help me chill the fuck out.. God bless him, He gave me the greatest deal ever on a quarter ounce.. I'm expecting tomorrow to be more of the suck.. I can't wait.. /wrists.. Day 1 Cigarettes today: 5 Urge to kill Scale (1-10): 10 - Talk to me and I will kill you.. I started quitting smoking today. I method I am using is the nicotine patch. I smoked on average of 1 &1/2 to 2 packs a day. The largest patch they have is = to 1 pack a day. I already cutting my smoking in half and my body is not happy about it. Todays Mishaps: I was doing just fine until around 3pm today. A customer had a rush job and wanted me to work overtime, This never happ

Profile Pic
I was told by someone on here that I look like a whore in my profile pic.This was quite disturbing to me considering the person who told me this likes slutty looking women.I can't for the life of me figure him out.Just wondering if anyone out there agree's.I'm a slut because I showed some clevage?

Geekdom
Took a phone call before getting in my car today, hung up & placed back in my belt holster. When I stopped at the store, pulled it out to find I had a lil mishap. Now I dont recall any impact that drew my concern, so best I can figure is it got pinched between the seat belt dock and the rivet on my jeans pocket when I sat down, as that kind of lined up with the point of impact on the phone, albiet in the case at the time. Figured I'd throw that out there as a "watch out for". I had elected the insurance when I bought the phone, bout 7 dollars a month, so I called the Sprint store which directed me to the repair facility (didnt bother with their customer sevice line because I knew I'd get Maylaysia). Andrew at the repair shop said to come on down, that he had a display in stock. Was a small que ahead of me when I got there, but once it was my turn, he whipped thru it like a champ, and I was like new in 20 mins, with a new speaker to boot. As per usual, got a survey call to rat

Some Of My Old Poems...
My windows are my eyesThey let me see the worldThrough different types of glassI see different types of moods Through tempered glass I seeThe chilling realityThe bitter losses of those lessFourtunate than I Through stained glass I seeMany different colorsThat blend into harmony with easeBut sometimes they collideInto thoughtless war I see this from my windowsMy windows are my eyesThey let me see the world. Copyright © 2009

Nothing Like This
There’s nothing in my life I’d say I regret But there’s something in your eyes that makes me forget the times that I believed That love was good as love could be I had it all but I was wrong Thought I’d been touched Thought I’d been kissed Thought I’d been loved But it was nothing like this You can’t describe the sea unless you’ve been there before It’s just a mystery until you’re standing on the shore And moved by every wave Taking your breath away Like you do to me Thought I’d been touched Thought I’d been kissed Thought I’d been loved But it was nothing like this It’s like another life Like I hadn’t felt a thing Until you Thought I’d been touched Thought I’d been kissed Thought I’d been loved But it was nothing, nothing like this It was nothing like this Nothing like, nothing like this

Family Spots For Sale
15 Family Spots for Sale I will be running my first God ModeThursday, 2-3-2011 starting in late afternoon Wanna get some help from being in the family???*Buy me Bling equalling 10credits or more from my wishlist*Buy me a Blast*Send me 5mil fubucks SB or PM me your choice, once I get it I will add you to the family!!!

My Nsfw Deals
Alright so many of you want to know how to see them, heres how! 5 credit bling pack will get you a nsfw salute of your choice from me 10 credits will get you a vid of me playign with my tatas 25 Credits will allow you to see all my pics and gifs, altogether 150 xxx pics, thats a shit load! 65 credits gets you a hot 3 min video with audio of me xxx and my pics and gifs for a month Anything more gets you permante family add, plus 3 nsfw salutes, the video, and a personal request of a nsfw pic. I am willing to negotiate things, a mix and match deal. Say just the video and pics? autos are fine. Few pics and gif of my tatas , Boomys... or will get u into a smaller sized folder.(sometimes folders for VIP when needed, ask!) so if youd like a folder AND a salute or w/e! then theres how. If you are interested in seeing me there are your options. Thanks for reading^^

The 2011 Girfriend Application! Lol
2011 Girlfriend Application: Please out and send to my Inbox. Have fun!!!! Name: 1. Date of Birth? 2. Height? 3. Hair Color? 4. Eye Color? 5. Waist size? 6. Bra Size? 7. Piercings? 8. Tats? 9. trimmed, shaved or Natural? 10. Do you drink? 11. Do you smoke? 12. Condom or Bareback? 13. What would you say is your best quality? 14. # of kids/want more? 15. do you work? 16. Living situation? 17. What do you like to do in your free time? 18. What do you think is my best quality? 19. Do you like your family/family oriented? 20. Have you ever cheated? 21. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? 22. What’s your worst quality? 23. Are you still in love with your ex? 24. If not, Do I need to kick his ass? 25. Do you have a problem with any of my activities? 26. Would you have a problem with my friends? 27. would you have a problem if I have female friends? 28. Would you go to a strip club with me? 29. If I had a car or truck you didn't like, would you make m

Boomy Contest Winners
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The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
"A touch of skin soft and slippery, with the hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, as the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, to abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, probing gently as if drawing sex, from a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece,Until there were no hiding places, for the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, as the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, and lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, your hands stroked the stray strands, away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way,to urgent and demanding thrusts

Never Take Love For Granted
"Do you know the saying, "Drink from your own rain barrel, draw water from your own spring-fed well"? It's true. Otherwise, you may one day come home and find your barrel empty and your well polluted.Your spring water is for you and you only, not to be passed around among strangers. Bless your fresh-flowing fountain! Enjoy the wife you married as a young man! Lovely as an angel, beautiful as a rose---don't ever quit taking delight in her body. Never take her love for granted! Why would you trade enduring intimacies for cheap thrills with a whore? for dalliance with a promiscuous stranger? Mark well that GOD doesn't miss a move you make; he's aware of every step you take. The shadow of your sin will overtake you; you'll find yourself stumbling all over yourself in the dark. Death is the reward of an undisciplined life; your foolish decisions trap you in a dead end."

Think About It And You Tell Me Who Is
Michael Richards Court SpeechMakes one stop and think after reading this :Michael Richards is better known as Kramer from tv's Seinfeld series.This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act.He makes some very interesting points. He said :I'm proud To Be WhiteSomeone finally said it.How many are actuall y paying attention to this ?There are African Americans, Mexican Americans,Asian Americans, Arab Americans, etc.And then there are just Americans.You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction.You Call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,''Whitey,' 'Caveman' ... and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head,Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner , Gook, or Chink ...You call me a racist.You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you,so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live ? You have the United Negro College Fund.You have Martin Luther King Day.You have Black History Month.You have Cesar Chavez Day.You have Yo

True Love
For My Baby Every night I fall asleep to thoughts of you and every morning I wake up looking for you.When I am down I all I do is close my eyes. Because your always with me.When I am hurt it's thoughts of you that make me forget about everything. When I am filled with worries it is you that calms me down. Your my first and last thoughts at the begin and end of my day. Your my one and only person I dream about and do anything for.I hope to make you feel like you never have felt before. Thank you for coming into my life. I love you baby True Love True love is a sacred flame that burns eternally. And no one can dim it's special glow or changes it's destiny. True love speaks in tender tyone and hears with gental ears. To give love with open hearts and true love conquers fear. True love makes no harsh demands. It neither rules nor binds and true love holds with gentle hands with the

Nice Guy
"Nice guy" is a term in the general public discourse and in popular culture for a male with certain personality traits and behavior. A typical "nice guy" is a man who is likely to put the needs of others before his own, avoid instigating confrontations, do favors, give emotional support, and generally act in a way consistent with the general meaning of "nice". It is an active debate whether these traits, which have historically been considered valuable in courtship, may actually make a man less desirable from a sexual perspective. This leads to justify hypocrisy that may exist among some women; those who "want a nice guy", yet usually end up with the more confident, experienced and less considerate male that may be more subconsciously desirable. That's basically what it's like to be in my shoes everyday . . .

Hynm To A Good Wife
"A good woman is hard to find, and worth far more than diamonds. Her husband trusts her without reserve, and never has reason to regret it. Never spiteful, she treats him generously all her life long. She shops around for the best yarns and cottons, and enjoys knitting and sewing. She's like a trading ship that sails to faraway places and brings back exotic surprises. She's up before dawn, preparing breakfast for her family and organizing her day. She looks over a field and buys it, then, with money she's put aside, plants a garden. First thing in the morning, she dresses for work, rolls up her sleeves, eager to get started. She senses the worth of her work, is in no hurry to call it quits for the day. She's skilled in the crafts of home and hearth, diligent in homemaking. She's quick to assist anyone in need, reaches out to help the poor. She doesn't worry about her family when it snows their winter clothes are all mended and ready for wear. She makes her own clothing, a

My Sweet Nothings...
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Ride Till You Die
I get on my scoot and point it in one direction. I take a deep deep breath and let it out and all my troubles disapear. They just go away. Not matter what has happened, no matter what I've been thinking about, it goes away. I love it. I feel that the day I can not ride anymore is the day I die.

I Want To . .
I want to give someone my money right now and let her know that it means nothing to me. I want to hold someone right now and let her know she has someone that loves her. I want to kiss someone right now and let her know she is the only thing i need in this world to be happy. I want to cry for someone right now and let her know I am a real man and I would do anything for her. I want to stand in front of someone right now and let her know I would die for her. I want to cuddle with someone right now and let her know I am content with just being with her. I want to drop everything I an doing right now and go to someone and let her know she is my first and only priority. I want to donate all my free time to someone and let her know how much she means to me. I want to cross the seven seas to find the perfect diamond for someone and let her know that without her it's just a diamond. I want to waste all my energy pleasing someone and let her know it was my pleasure.

Vote For Me In Playgirl Magazines "real Man Of The Year" Contest
I guess it’s not everyday that you get an email that says “Guess who’s in the Winter 2010 edition of PLAYGIRL?” (It has fellow drummer Phil Varone on the cover)…Seems that there is a contest in which winners of the “Real Man of the Month” ( I won in the July/August 08 issue) are entered in a contest to win the title of REAL MAN OF THE YEAR…The top 10 vote getters advance to a 2nd round…..The winner of the entire contest gets a trip to New York City and his own shoot in an upcoming issue of PLAYGIRL… I’ve been so busy with my music and my band Brent Bly’s Dark Ambition, and my new CD (only 3 bucks at cdbaby.com/brentblysdarkambition ). I haven’t done any modeling recently. I didn’t even know about the contest until a friend of mine emailed me and told me. Despite what some of the idiotic narrow minded rednecks that I’m surrounded by on a daily basis might think of me I don’t

Please Read & Respect
Not every woman on FUBAR is on here for sexual encounters!!! They want a friend with understanding and one that will respect them. Girls who agree repost and to the guys on FUBAR who truly respect women and enjoy their friendship..please repost and show your support. Thanks!

Life And Living
There comes a time in your life, when you walk away from all the drama and the people who create it. Surround yourself with people who make you laugh, forget the bad, and focus on the good. Love the people who treat you right, and pray for the ones who don't. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Falling down is a part of LIFE, Getting back up is LIVING

Family The Insanity
My mother finding a new recipe as she does decided that she was going to make it, so she sent me and my sister on a hunt for sage, we look in the fresh herb section for sage, standing there realising that they dont have any the conversation goesSister: no sage fml (for those playing at home fml = fuck my life)Me: settle down its just sage Recently my youngest sisters thing has been to point out all my inappropriate sexual endueno comments, so standing in the kitchen one afternoon whilst her best friend was over, we had a conversation that was rather amusing and this is how it went.Sister: "we even got a movie" Me: "oh yeah whats it called?"Sister: "morning glory"Me: "well thats inappropriate"everyone burst into laughter and she went throughly bright red with embarssment one night as i was getting my legs waxed by my sister the youngest sister was also sitting on the couch chatting to us, in hand most often youll find her nose deep in a book also, as we are absent mindedly chatting awa

I Get It Innnnnn
created a tumblr. feels good to write stuff down somewhere other than here and fb. I don't understand it. is there a link to where its explained? I can pimp someone out, but how do you get points back? It costs like 2 or 3. Im lazy today and busy at the same time. So tomorrow I meet with the cardiologist for a followup from my MRI. Im assuming b/c they didn't call me that it wasn't serious. I apparently just have an abnormal EKG, bad family history, high cholesterol and flucuating blood pressure. So being treated like a 60 year old man at the doctors and the funny looks wondering why someone so young was getting all this stuff done, has led me to FINALLY get into good cardio shape AND dieting. So far I've been good with not cheating on the diet as I am doing the 5 meals a day at about 500 calories a meal. 40/40/20 protein/carbs/fat. So this has consisted of eating fruits and veggies which I NEVER ate before. I'm taking fish oil with omega 3 (anybody hear of th

Apology Lesson
I've broken Too many things That I can Never repair Shattered the Trust Of those I loved As if I Never cared All I did Was hurt myself Though they too Felt the Pain I warned them All To stay Away But their heart Overwrote Their brain When faith showers you with a great hope share it with everyone you loveFor it was more than just a shower, it was a way of saying that “No, don’t disbelieve know that when you need the tears to make it through you can always count on it as insurance.”When trust showers you in a form of friends look for that small umbrella of escapeFor when it pours at its hardest even the biggest umbrellas aren’t there to shake the plethora of droplets that come down so instead of using that umbrella as a cover use it as a way of amusement because when it stops pouring you are left with that person you were running with and they were there to stick up for you.When reminiscence showers you in a form of nostalgia break free of th

Seducing Mom
I’ve been thinking sexual thoughts about my mother for the last year. I’m eighteen years old now and when I was seventeen last year, I started looking at my mother not as my mom but as a very arousing and sexy woman. It all started with me looking at her sexy panties in her underwear drawer of her dresser. As I gazed upon the sheer lace material of her panties, I became very aroused. I started masturbating into her panties, stroking my hard cock for several minutes until I would cum into the soft cotton crotches. At first I unloaded small amounts of cum but as I grew up, my ejaculations grew too. I graduated to searching the clothes hamper and looking for a sexy pair of mom’s worn panties. I was rewarded several times as I found them and brought them to my nose. Oh the enticing smell of my mother’s sexy juices would send me quickly into an intense orgasm, time after time. My lust for my mother continued to grow. Some may think it was weird but I occa

My Poems
I thank you right now for being my friend. No strings attached, no being condemned. Taking me in ,with little or lot. Unconditional a word this world has forgot. You hear me out, when I need to talk. Hanging in there No matter how rough the walk. And all the times past and those to still come. Bringing my spirits up When down they've been run. So if I seem distant, cold or not here. Remember inside I'm thankful you care. I don’t know what is wrong with me, why the tears I cry. I wish I had stability, and a reason why. This feeling isn’t comfortable, not in any way is it right. I want to be normal again, this hopelessness has me shaking all through the night. I wish I could shake these thoughts away, fragment what has become of me. My feelings shrouded in this gloom, I want so badly to be free. Make it stop. Make it stop. How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows m

With All That I Am
With all that I am It was all I could do to even breathe. I could feel my voluptuous breasts straining tightly against my red silk dress. Your eyes, so intense, drifted to the exposed cleavage. Two perfectly soft, round mounds that called out to be licked and caressed by you. You could feel your mouth going dry at the thought. Indeed, the image of your hands caressing the beautiful mounds in front of you, slowly taking each one out and taking a very firm brown nipple into your mouth, was doing wonderful things to your body. There was an instant tightening in your groin and a hitch in your breathing. I eagerly watched as your eyes dilated with desire. You came closer to me, your hands reaching up to my face. I closed my eyes at your touch, a delicate shiver running down my spine. I loved your touch. When you touched me it was as though everything around us disappeared and all that was left was just you and me and HEAT. A heat so intense that it filled me from the top of my head to t

Family Add ~ God Mode Run
Entry fee into my Family for God Mode run is Ten Million ($10,000,000) Fubucks OR Three (3) Bling Credits sent to me by fuPal. Please send me a private message and wait for a response BEFORE you send any Fubucks or Bling Credits. Any Fubucks or Bling Credits sent without first messaging me and getting a response will be considered a gift (which I'll be sure to thank you for) & WILL NOT gain you Family entry! WARNING If you choose to come to me & complain because I'm charging to be added to my Family, that the fee is too high or that you feel you should be added for free, you may be subject to the Pimp Hand while I'm in God Mode. I feel that there are very few who have gone out of their way to help me in the last year & a half. Those who I feel have done so (and are still on Fubar) have already been added to my Family. If you can't respect that, Fubar has provided you with a wonderful feature, it's called the "Block Button", feel free to use it. Thanks For Reading This Blog & Hav

Mcnear And Back -- One Man's Guide To Fashion, Lifestyle, And Junk
That isn’t right. That was the first thought going through my head when I saw a van coming at us out of the corner of my eye. The next were “we’ve been hit”, “there’s our bumper over there”, and “this is going to be a hassle”. The light had turned green so the car to my left and I pulled into the intersection. A girl drove through her red light just missing the car next to me and clipped the front of my van. We are all OK. Pictures in my "Blog Pics" album. I got us and our bumper off the road – good thing they are only plastic…. I directed the girl to drive her van out of traffic to the side of the road. She and her friend where hysterical and crying. But were clear headed enough to pull a large cello out of the back and lay it in the grass. After talking with the police, witnesses, EMTs and such my daughter realizes that if it happened a split second later their van would have hit the side of ou

Misc.
Dreamlike silence shrouds my sullen worldWith loneliness keeping me companyA feeling of dejection creeps inside meAs a moment of mourning shares the tearful reality I find myself in solitudein the vast expanse of immense emptinessQueries overflowing, wailing and wonderingfor things still left unspoken All the things turn out to bebleary, bleak and drearyAs tears trickle tenderlyKnowing failure has come my way

Read This If You Can...
So I have pulled way back from Fubar. I was trying to decide what to do with my profile here. I still haven't really decided exactly in what capacity I want to participate in the game called Fubar but I have decided a few things... If you are on my friends list please refrain from the following... 1. Asking to be added to my family 2. Asking for my IM address 3. Asking for me to text you 4. Asking to see NSFW pictures 5. Asking to have me add "your name" to my name 6. Asking for me to lock you in as my fu-owner 7. Asking to fu-marry me 8. Asking for salutes Do you see the general theme here? Stop asking for shit from me. Thank you. xoxo Mia P.S. Refrain means STOP

Fabar Stuff
Okiedokie, since the actual emote didnt work on the paste job in the last job.. here is the link.. btw this blog is intended for my own personal easy access to the list. since my boolmarks are full of shit i use for everything else... http://fubar.com/emotes.php This blog is to help you rip, and activate a skin. since I have had to instruct people on how to do this for their first time, I will explain step by step how to rip a skin... FIRST, be sure you have skins enabled in settings, by accessing edit profile. if you never see any cool backgrounds on profiles, you dont have them active... 1. to find a skin, use the search feature for skins here http://www.fubar.com/browse_skins.php or if you like a skin on a users profile: scroll to the bottom of the page and look for "Browse members skins" on the bottom right..click the link. you will see the list of skins, "preview skin" and "rip skin". 2. Next i recommend previewing the skin, to make sure it is in fact the sk

True Love
What Is True Love?True love is...Personal freedom for both people.Good communication on all levels-Verbal, Energetic, And Emotional.Individual space.Responsible behavior towards yourself and your partner.Personal empowerment.Affinity and friendship.Compatible goals(but not necessarily the same goals).Caring.Bliss(At times).Delight in each other.An ability to say NO, and to say Yes.Allowing the other(person) to be negative, as well as positive.No coercion by either person.Non-possessive behavior.Mutual understanding on the basis of attraction.Based on truth, Not fantasy.Respect for both people's needs.Knowing when it's time to move on and say goodbye.True love is more than just wanting that person to be 'The One'.

Walking
She drives to the beach finds a place close to the entrance and slowly walks toward the beautiful white sand. She needs to think and there's no place better to do that and not be interrupted. She gazes out at the water as it beckons her. No she won't let this emptiness destroy her. She starts to walk looking at everything around her. even picking up a shell now and then, She starts to feel somewhat at peace the sound of the waves are very soothing. she sits,closes her eyes and takes in the clean warm smell of the ocean air. yes this was helping. She eventually hears the sound of other people so she opens her eyes wishing they would go away.They look so happy walking hand in hand you can tell they are in love by the way their eyes met . she can't help but watch as they stop in front of her and start to kiss. She suddenly becomes aware of the tears rolling down hair face as she realizes she had that once and she walked away. She quickly stands and runs as fast as she can back to the ca

Pain Of Love Lost
I believed that Love had found me ,I was wrong I believed you would cherish me forever,I was wrong I believed you would never give up on us, I was wrong When I met you I was lonely, you were the most romantic,loving man.You made me start to believe in happily ever after.Yes I got scared and yes I ran away. I was afraid it was too good to be true.You fought to keep me just until you convinced me you were mine forever. Then you walked away.Now I'm back at the beginning and my heart aches everyday and you are gone forever. Now I'm even more lonely and completly lost And yes my heart will always remember you! My Chance lost

Blogathon 2011
27 random questions 1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?had mental debate on if i should shave today. exciting. 2. How much cash do you have on you? 36$ 3. What's your favorite word that rhymes with "DOOR?" roar? is that a manly answer? 4. Favorite planet?*insert obvious uranus joke here* 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?GI John. army thing. 6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? uh.. i have "hey sexy girlfriend" from sixteen candles.... it gets laughs. 7. What shirt are you wearing? some douchbagish affliction looking blue shirt. 8. Do you "label" yourself?it would probably be easier if i did. 9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing? cant recall, they have skulls on em tho 10. Bright or Dark Room? dark usually. varies i suppose. 11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?i stole it from her. i think she is neat consideri

Titus
INFO: SANTASOURS IS TIMOTHY EDWARD SOURS # 1-541-994-4555 & tsours2@hotmail.com +GOD+BLESS+Charities: DAV. and I give to any and all of my fellow human-beings(*:*)my time and $.$$Clubs / Affiliations: AMERICAN LEGION/DAV. Education: 12 + years of military schools all over the (USA.) bases & overseas; also civilian city schools systems. Plus, 27 years active soldier with ARMY Airborne Rigger/OCS., training. With a (AAS.) 4 YEAR DEGREE, in Hospitality & Tourism Management.Family / Pets: I'M NOW A WIDOWER AGAIN{@

Help Me Out (2011 Requests)
I Do What I Promises!!! Help Me Out If You Can!!! I has won a Happy Hour..... and I would Love an Auto 11 to run with it!! My Offers is.......... 500 11's Make sure your shitfaced when online R/F/A all your family Rate 100 pics of your top 5 Family 3 Custom graphics! Your choice of SFW/NSFW Salute

Rate
MysteriousDragon@ fubar There is alot more to life than just having sex. It about spending ur time with ur love one and making each other happy for the rest of ur life. This society has gone way over its heads and the people dont care about nothing anymore but themselves. Its about helping one another, getting them out of the down fall and giving them a hand when they are in need. I know one thing i cant trust people now these day and the one i do trust are my true friends and we stick up for each other through thick and through thin. Why do we judge other people. If u stop and read the bible it says thou shall not judge. the more u judge other people. the more God is going to judge u. im not being mean. i am just stating the fact. what about people doing drugs. do they think it makes them feel good, i guess. Well ur wrong it makes them lazy paridnoid and everything else. For all u people out there that does drugs u need to get a better life and stick with it. Dont ruin ur life over dr

Nasa’s Constellation Program
NASA’s Constellation Program Will the Unites States surrender its leadership role in every conceivable area of importance? The new Congress should demand the reauthorization of the Constellation Program. Beyond the obvious, of being able to fly ourselves to the Space Station, maintaining the infrastructure and programs necessary for space leadership continuity and maintenance of military, commercial and scientific space projects and research, there are other extremely important reasons to fund the Constellation program. It is a very sad fact that a history of disastrous policies like this one defunding our space program has left our nation on the brink of surrounding our super power status. In addition to cutting wasteful spending and pumping up the environment for American business, there are some extremely important actions that must be taken if we are to climb out of this huge economic hole we find ourselves in. We are going to need something like the info

Love
When love strikes us hard and makes mush of our brain,When love sneaks in and makes us insane,All sense can depart and leave the brain blank,When love like that strikes it can drain our whole tank. So beware of the power you exert over me,For I’m under your spell; that’s clear as can be.Whenever you’re near, my brain slips out of joint;I fight my love, but what is the point? You’re my strength and my weakness, for I love you so dearly I love you Babe with all my heart!!

Saddnes!!!
A heart is not a playful thing,A heart is not a toy.But if you want it to get broke,Just give it to a boy.Boy's like to play with things,To see what makes them run,They play us girls for fools,They do it just for fun.You wonder where he is at night,You wonder if he's true,One moment you'll be happy!The next will find you blue.You see my friend, I ought to knowI gave my heart to you! She sits at her desk watching her crushWatching him laugh, sing, the way he says her nameMaking her smile as well just from hearing himWanting more than friendshipBut knowning she can't have himHe loves another...another friend of theirsLetting her heart break and mend againShe watches on being the unknownAll the things she feels for her crushHe may never know how she feelsNot wanting to ruin the friendship they haveSo she sits an is silent saying not a wordFor she is the unknown Im lying in bed, With nothing to do, Except just lay there, Thinking of you,I'm sitting at my desk, With nothing to do, Excep

Venting..
So since my uncle Mike's murder last week I have been through some emotional turmoil, which I thank those who have been there for me dearly. http://www.insidebayarea.com/news/ci_17217497 Today I had to call airlines, which was so hard to do when asking them the details about "sending a body" to a different state. I feel anger, and hate...And the question "why" keeps going through my thoughts. Seeing the troubled images in detail of that the Detectives told us makes it almost vivid in my mind. Why didnt Bryan le just die? Another part of me makes me question my own behavior. Helping a person out and them to turn around and do somthing so cruel to someone so innocent is beside me.. Between planning a funeral, contacting everyone my uncle knew, speaking to family and the arguments they have started on where they want to bury my uncle, i am about to explode. Tomorrow is another day.. I decided to go to work and see if I can get through it emotionally. I hope I can. Say a prayer for the fam

My Baby Daddy
My sons dad can not keep a girl friend maybe that is because he can not pay his child support or even have the money to see his child and no this isn't his only child,He has 2 other children too.His 4 year old he doesnt has rights to anymore.His oldest son his is pride and joy fuck his other 2 kids.I wish I had a differnet baby daddy.one that will step up and be dad

My Personal Life Story
encase of someone of are asking why i re posted this it was because i change a few things and really took the time to really re do everything that has happen to me in my past to let it go also giving you a little insight to me as a person. let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i don't need my ego stroke come to think of it i don't got one but anyways. iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i don't no way nor do i care any more my father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him once before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i don't back down from no one. as for my mother like i said she r

My Life....
If my life was a portrait, it would show all of my true colors and be etched in gold. If my life was a photograph; it would never get old. If my life was a secret; it would never be told. If my life was a set of arms; it would always have you to hold! So, in having a conversation with my son Noah I asked if Nicholas had a girlfriend, he said, "No!" I asked if Nathan had a girlfriend, he said, "No!" Naturally I ask, "Do you have a girlfriend? He said, "Yes!" I said, "You do, what's her name?" He whispers, "Shelby". I said, "What does she look like?" He replies, "She has brown hair... No, I'm not talking about her!" Nicholas throws into the conversation, "Noah, you're talking about Hannah." Noah, say's, "No I'm not." Then asks, "Mom, am I talking about Hannah?" I reply, "No, and I'm not telling anyone who you are talking about." Noah says, "Mom, Nicholas likes Hannah, but she moved away." Next, the two are arguing, and Noah, yells, "Nick, no girls really matter unless they are family

Life And Death
Well, here i am 39 yrs old, and still havent reached my goals yet in life. My goals very simply are to start my own cattle ranch and run it with someone i love. But it seems like these days Cowboys are no longer cool or exciting. I admit, im a little long in the tooth, a little grey hair around the edges, but i do have the passion and fire still left inside my heart, no matter how weak my heart may be. i am sick of meeting cheaters, game players and liars. If there is anyone out there who would like a piece of my dreams and goals, and would like to share a good man who is honest, faithful, and DOES NOT CHEAT, then get back to me.. Ps.. I grew up idolizing the show Dallas lol So excuse the Ewing in me lol A little over a month ago i had open heart surgery and a pacemaker. Now, as the final hurdle to getting disability, the Social Security doctors want to do a MRI and internal cardiac exam, u are NOT supposed to do this with someone with a pacemaker and 2 heart attacks already. I

Beneath The Skin
Don't love me because my hair is pretty and I look fineLove me when I am at my worst, When I am down and out and need you the mostAm comfortable with me, The untamed mane, the quirksNot tolerating the abusive jerksWith all this emotional baggage I don't wear my heart on my sleeve I can't or I wouldn't be able to breathe I know my short comings and my pitfalls But can you love me, for me And just pretend to be in it for the love and care? Not he who dares to only strip her of her virginity But who will love her the mostThe one who can look past the rags and the bags Under her eyes when she criesThe love that knows no boundsThe type that comes from deep inside, Just trying to hide from that heartbreak And take, take that the world seems to want from us daily, But maybe, Just maybe We can find one another through this fog of reality? I am hereShe is waitingWe are ready.

Polar Plunge Donations For Special Olympics
Link to page for donations!!! One of my friends needs your help raising money for the Special Olympics!!! This is about more than giving it is about helping children and adults out that have disability's. I'm not asking for a ton of money all that I'm asking is for my friends to donate $1 which will help out greatly. So dig that change out from the couch and help out. Click on the link above to read more about it. The first donation has been made, I challenge all of my friends to at least donate $1 dollar. DO YOU have what it takes to take on this challenge? Help out the Special Olympics!!! Put a smile on there faces and show them that in this world people do still care!!!

Lost
The only unbearable thing is that nothing is unbearsble any more,I drank from this life and was poisoned by the night, so i will weep for you at the break of dawn. Crazy is a judgement a criticism made in a world of others the word cant hurt me now for i am in a world of my own! Awaiting punishment in this isolated life i set offended and amused i am not ignorant of all social graces yet mistakenly more knowledgeable than people like to believe no longer young and beautiful they expect a more happy a more pleasant me as if my expressions are to always be happy yet i see the annoyance on the faces of not strangers but the ones i call my friends happy you say ha ha ha hows that for happy...dont know what more to give,or if if have anything left in me.give me life or give me pain just give me myself again

Relationships
Relationship.....The definition of relationship in the dictionary is this Definition of RELATIONSHIP 1 : the state of being related or interrelated 2 : the relation connecting or binding participants in a relationship: as a : kinship b : a specific instance or type of kinship 3 a : a state of affairs existing between those having relations or dealings b : a romantic or passionate attachment Love.......The definition of Love in the dictionary is this Definition of LOVE 1 a (1) : strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties (2) : attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3) : affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests b : an assurance of affection 2 : warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion 3

Just A Bit About Me
Hello family, well if you've taken the time to read this than I suppose i've peaked your interest, thats a good thing, we're all on here either out of boredom or looking for something, right?? I realize there are alot of people who play and look at the pics only but I'm so much more than that I am an older woman who has seen alot of life good and bad, and like all of us I do have the playful side that can talk nasty but its soo much better when you establish a rapport with the person, get to know who I am as a woman, I'm that before I'm anything a person with feelings and the best turn on and compliment you can give me to peak my interest in you is to come real, yea you take a chance but how else will I know you, I will if you will and i don't bite my tongue, if I dont respond to you I'm not interested, if I do come with some degree of respect because I'll give it till you don't! I'm a nurse, and getting ready to relocate back to alif to be closer to my sons who ,mean the world to me,

Games
Wondering why some would be on a site like this one (also, wonder where all the stuff goes that seems to be censored ?); if always angry & venting at others ? And ...What is up with the age discriminations. Fear of their own future reality ? Maybe that is why the term; "Grow up" was started ! Seems like older ones have been here longer; so maybe they have more longer inheritance rights to be here. And like made room for newer ones to sponge in on all of their stuff. It is not very smart to mess, with anyone; of any age. But older ones always seem to know which wrench to use when no one can fit it. Plus, they don't care about the future consequences if someone crosses them . That is something to overlooked by immaturity. I saw an add ; "Don't mess wiyh older people because they are already pissed off, at all the ways they are disrepected." Age has nothing to do with anything, but each person's individual number record, of days alive on Earth. Average person hangs out on Earth for abo

Not Important And You Probably Don't Want To Know Anyway
I'll be there, too. The next spin of the where-Chris-is-working wheel puts me in Phoenix for a few days of wonderful robot repeatability testing. I leave Tuesday and who knows... maybe come home Thursday evening. I was in Michigan this past week, New Orleans the week before... I wonder what the rest of this month has in store for me. Your avatar has been removed for violating our main photo guidelines. Avatars and main photos must be pg rated and not contain the following:* no bare chests. (men, or women... duh)* no lingerie, bras, bathing suits or underwarez.* nothing deemed sexually suggestive, at our discretion.Repeated offenses will result in suspension and/or removal of your account (the same as if you break other rules on the site, repeatedly).You can define a new avatar by clicking in images link.Click here for reported image.

Love
A boy gave his girlfriend a challenge; To live a day without him & if she did it, he would love her more. The girl agreed and she didn't talk to him for a day Without knowing he had only 24 hours to live because he was suffering from Cancer. She went to his house the next day. Tears falling from her eyes as she saw him lying in a coffin with a note on the side: "You did it baby, you can do it everyday, I love you

Being Single Doesn't Mean No One Wants You...it Means You Don't Want Just Anyone!
says,I'm not trouble I'm just a challenge to handle. Yes I'm single and any guy who wants to change that is going to have to be pretty damn amazing! Single, doesn't mean that you know nothing bout love. Fact, being solo is wiser than being in a wrong relationship.is still very much single!So is now taking applications if you think your suitable for the position apply here the pay is terrible but the benefits r great... Before you wanna be an asshole with your girl, Think about this... While your ignoring her , another guy is giving her attention . While your giving her problems , another guy is listening ..While your to busy for her, another guy is making time for her. While your making her cry, another guy is trying to make her smile again, When your not sure if you want her, Another guy already has that figured out.. SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT MEN

My Random Stuff
If you'r going to add me to your friendlist, the following requirements are a prerequisit... 1) You're female and were born that way. 2) You write something in the friend request so I know you're not just looking for people to add and give you points. 3) You're not a member/owner of a lounge I've been banned/ejected from. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The 3 requirements listed above are the requirements for me to add you. I'm not being conceited or trying to make myself sound cool or whatever else you may try to accuse me of trying to be, I'm just being honest about my preferences. That's all. Bye =)

Emotionless Feeling
I was standing against the bench seat, resting my upper body against the railing as gazing far into the night.The tears began to slowly fall, some held back for monthsand the release of all that had been hidden away soothed.The only light there was that of the moon and that from inside the patio door as Matthew approached. He movedtoward me after becoming aware I was there. He knewas he spoke...."Mom, don't worry, sometimes life justisn't fair" and he continued...you know I recall readingin one of your books that even a child at 6 months isafraid of being left behind." The smile came as thewarmth of more tears fell and I knew somehow he knew Lost in The Wilderness .......2 Mr. Clarke spoke in a very firm voice. "I am not amused" his gaze burned As if a raging fire spreading wild. And..he searched for the misplaced debit card. . Hours before...Logan was kneeling Beside me, holding my hand in his. And the day just seemed to begin once again...as Steven raised his

Writers Blog
Theo watched as Soli disappeared back into the jungle then began to unbutton his ragged shirt sliding it off his arms followed by his torn trousers and undergarments. He grabbed his locket and opened it. He looked at it for a moment then closed it and tossed it gently on his pile of clothes before he lowered himself into the pond. While he washed his short angel blonde hair he saw Malinshin in the distance gathering wood. He swam to the pond’s edge. “You’re not here to see me naked are you?” Theo called out to her jokingly. She dropped the wood startled and looked around. He chuckled briefly “Sorry to alarm you” he smiled slowly shaking his head side to side. She saw him in the pond and came over after regathering the wood she dropped. “You scared me half to death” Malinshin admitted as she placed her hand over her racing heart. “I guess I’m good at that.” He replied. Malinshin picked up his locket and opene

Hurtful Sarcasm
Sarcasm can cause discord in both romantic relationships and friendships. Sarcasm is a large component of social interaction and conversation. To demonstrate a sense of humor, people frequently use sarcasm as a means of “breaking the ice” during initial encounters with others. People also use sarcasm as a means of being comedic with groups of friends. They say something contrary to what they feel and/or believe for the purpose of being funny. Sarcasm, in these instances, seems harmless and playful. But is it really? Too much sarcasm is annoying and hurtful, but can even a minimal amount be too much? People often joke around by saying the absolute opposite of what they mean. Sarcasm is an indirect form of speech intentionally used to produce a particular dramatic effect . The subject of sarcasm is complex because many factors are involved:exaggeration, nature of the speaker, relationship of speaker to victim, severity of the criticism, and whether or not the

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Lovely Rita
Finally there is no more doubts about whether a lesbian sex tape exists or not, Vivid Entertainment has it and plans on releasing it very soon! Click Here For A Sneak Peak of Kendra Wilkinson's new Lesbian Sex Tape!

Erotica
Was it real...... Hey there, my name is Amy and I am a freshman at a major university in Durham NC. I am 5'5” 112 lbs. 34c-26-33 and a fiery redhead. I am shy at first but when I get to know you, you better watch out because my bite can be ferocious. Anyway, I had my first sexual encounter when I was 12, with a neighbor boy that was 16. He told me that having sex was awesome, I found it to be boring as hell. I didn't do it again until I was 16 and this time it was better but still I knew it had to be better than what I was getting. I had my share of boyfriends and we had sex but nothing that blew my mind. I've read about how woman would have orgasms and I wanted to have one! I did play once with my female cousin, she is much older than me and it was fun and she did give me my one and only orgasm, from a partner that is. She showed me how to please myself and I have since then, many times. I was to share a dorm room with another girl but at the last minute she

Memories
I am laying here wishing death would find meHis memories defined meThe man I hadThe man I lostI am laying here wishing death would find meHis memories defined meHe gave me hopeMy past gave me liesI am laying here wanting to dieHis memories is all I have

Life Comes At You Fast!
Life comes at you when you least expect it, and in so many ways. When your kids grow up, when you notice they have kids of thier own. When one day a child walks up and says Grandma!! LOL! You expect life to deal you certain cards along the way, getting older, getting fatter(maybe), even getting those grandkids! But it doesn't prepare you for when your youngest son to come to you and say " I'm joining the ARMY", that tore my heart out. That's when life hit me full force and I knew I was getting OLDER! He left on the 24th of Jan. and things have not been the same in the house. A little more empty, a little more lonely, a little less laughter. AH! Ain't it good to be a MOM!! Life comes at you fast and you hold on!

Just Been Thinking
Ok, so I am at work, but then again, if I am not at home and sleeping or doing anything with the family, this is were I am. It's not my favorite place to be, but it's where I am, and I am getting paid, so I can't really complain. Well, I get to go donate plasma tomorrow, for an extra 25 dollars, which I guess is better than not getting nothing at all. Which in a way, I could use the little extra cash, at least until I get my taxes filed and see how much I could get back and all of that jazz. I did some thinking today while I was awake for a short while.... I really think that I am done with dating for a while. But I am planning on going on vacation this summer, even if I gotta go by myself, I really think that I owe it to myself to do something like that. Am I wrong with wanting a vacation even if I gotta go by myself? I know this much, I owe it to myself to take a vacation after everything within the past couple or so years I have gone through. I think maybe get away from this

Bliss
What are you Thinking I ask As if I care I listen To you stumble Through Your explanation As I pretend To remain Aware Not exactly What I Signed up for A love that Becomes this Watching you Smile As you babble Defines the fact That ignorance Is indeed Bliss

Access To My Private Photos Woman Only.please Read
Ok ladies you want to see some man meat well ill let you see all you want.. all i ask is you send me a salute. and since its only fair your seeing me naked. That salute should be as well. with my screen name... i promice you wont be disapointed. Oh their are other ways you could get access but thats for you to offer up.. so send a message and lets have some fun with this.

Work Stuff Plz Look!
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Just Thoughts And Stuff
Life's Journey Every road in life has curves, bends, bumps, and hills. Although we choose our path, We might not acquire insight or knowledge From the paths we have chosen. When we travel, we want our roads to be straight, With little or no bumps to disturb our smooth ride. But, life offers little in the way of guarantee's. With each bump we learn more about how strong we can become. How weak we really are. Each turn uncovers a beauty and the ugly realization that, We are not in control of the roads which lay ahead. Measure how far you have gone not by age, But by the knowledge you have achieved during your travels. Look back upon the roads on which you have traveled, Not to find fault but in search for what went right on your road. Embrace your triumph's. Accept your defeats. Shed your doubt and despair Replace them with realistic goals that are attainable. Stop reaching for the stars, When beauty surrounds you on the road which you have chosen to travel.

The Vampire Wars
It was a night so dark and treacherous, filled with the shadows of the monstrous creatures born of nightmares. I could hear the wind howling at my back like the sound of an animal left to die in the woods. It sent chills along my spine as it glided over the grass like a snake in the water, moving flawlessly. My great lion paws padding the earth leaving barley a mark as I shifted back to my human form. My tail was always the last bit to go back to place as I walked upright on my two human legs. I swept my strawberry blond hair from my face as I used the back of my hand to wipe the still warm blood from my mouth from the kill I had just made deep within the dark forest. I walked to my car, parked just to the side of the road in the edge of the shadows just as I was about to open my door a figure swooped from the darkness much faster than a normal human, or even animal that I was aware of. Before I even knew what was happening I was on the ground and I felt fangs sinking into me. Fangs

Remembrance
the skies so dark with evil and torment,the earth so scorched with rage and fury,the soul....so ravaged by time and despair,when it seems theres no hope,look up, remember the skies,like it once was,look around you and remember,what the earth once looked like,look within yourself,remember wom you were,then gather up courage and hope,to let others see for themselves,that they, are not alone on this,cursed place, help them remember themselves,till everyone remembers...if they do,then whos to say its racked with evil and grief,when all they see is hope and remembrance,of whats past, and work to build the future....

Windows Of The Soul
eyes. are like windows,the windows of the soul,for a person to peer in,to see whom what has been,see whom what is,see whom will be.'tis a gift,to not be taken lightly,for tis has potence of,enlightment or choas,for the soul,is a powerful force,seer be warned,seer be wary,for that window,is two way mirror,no matter,you will not escape,unscathed of what,you've seen in,thy eyes,the windows of the soul.

Deception And Hurt.
So just recently I was cheated on for a 8th time. Her excuse was just like all the others, I can't be with a soldier and college student. I feel it's shallow and somewhat selfish for one to expect anyone to give up what makes them happy because one partner feels that all free time should revolve around them. All I want is someone who can accept me for who I am and what I do. It shouldn't be this hard to find one decent female, should it? It seems that we now live in a society where people almost have come to expect to be used and cheated on, or hurt in another way. I for one, refuse to settle into a relationship with the knowledge that I'm more than likely going to be used and cheated on. People need to start treating others with respect, respecting what they do, and take pride in the fact that they're with someone who does what makes them happy. If one's spouse is working and going to school to better themselves and possibly their relationship in the long run, be supportive, don't go

Fubar
I have been copy-pasting help and How-To blogs from fubar here for a while now. It is a very time consuming task since I have to check and fix code when it breaks during the copy-paste procedure, which means the postings are few and far between. But fear not, I found a whole bunch of How-To's about fubar in Stevens blogs and I provide the link here. HOW-TO'S *FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG* You tube has changed there embed codes and members are haveing and issue with loading the video to their profile. Here is what needs to be done to be able to load the video to your profile. 1. go to youtube and choose the video you would like to be on your profile 2. click on "Embed" 3. do not use the code that comes up when you click on embed 4. Scroll down a little and you will see 4 different boxes. 5. you will want to check the last box so you can post the video to your page. The code will then revert back to the old code which you can post onto your page. Thank you SCRA

Sorry
Ever get the Feeling That is you Do not die In public No one Would even Notice That you Were gone That you try To follow The right path But everything Just turns out Wrong All your Pall bearers Would cop out Citing something Better To do I guess we All Have days Like this When the dark Embraces you It gets hard To find A way Through

Random Drivel
Huge hugs and stuffs! Tomorrow is a long doctor day pffft! Also my kitty Sugar loses his balls and Cory's cat Monkey gets her vagina mulitlated..pray they have a safe kitty surgery day! I want to apologize for involving my friends in drama. I do not do that and hate being involved in it myself. Most of it was for shits and giggles and I refuse to let trash get attention from me any longer. She is using friends of mine and myself, to get attention she can't get on her own.. Thank you for helping me being a point whore too! not any longer ~huge hugs~ Excited about tomorrow! My baby sister and I are going to shop together..I really hate shopping,but love her. Poor thing has to have some bone removed from her elbow soon,so she deserves some time with her wacky big sister ;) Every friday should be bone your spouse day! ....js Cory is losing weight and getting super hot rawrrrrrrrrrrr I am getting more and more nervous about Feb 8th,but ready for it to be here!

My Sense Of Humor
So there's this guy Tom that is deeply in love with his girlfriend Tonya. So Tom decides to get her name tattooed on his penis. So when his penis is not hard you see the letters TY. Tired of the hustle and bustle Tom decides to go to Jaimaca and while he is there visits a nude beach. He comes across this man known by the locals as the Tha Major and notices he has a TY on his penis as well. Tom says hey man I notice you have a TY on your penis I have the same tattoo for my girlfriend Tonya what does your say? Tha Major looks at Tom and replies...Mine says "Welcome to Jaimaca and have a nice day"!!!!!!

A Melancholy Moment
Well there you are just going along through life and you think all is just fine,but then along come those past ghosts that creep in when you least expect it.And you're all out of Ghosts Be Gone spray,so you have to allow those pesky thoughts to run their course. (Shutter) Well so while I go through my ghosts,I will post some of my favorite poems and some love quotes I like too. Here's hoping your ghosts skip your house tonight. :) Quotes: "If you press me to say why I loved him,I can say no more than because he was he,and I was I." "Love is like War.Easy to begin but very hard to stop" "Love that is not madness is not love" by Pedro Calderon de la Barca "Time is too slow for those who wait,too swift for those who fear,too long for those who grieve,too short for those who rejoice,but for those who love,time is eternity" by Henry Van Dyke Poems: Let it be forgotten Let it be forgotten,as a flower is forgotten.Forgotten as a fire that once was

A Poem I Wrote For A New Friend That Touched My Heart
Look at the stars tonightAs we see the same lightAnd in that momentIt will be alrightIf you miss a falling starI'll catch it for youKeep it in my heartAnd we can share it tooKeep holding onAs life goes alongPain is short-livedAs you are so strongI will hold your handAnd look in your eyesBut it is only thenThat our star will shine.I wrote this poem tell me what u think

Interracial Dating Questions
i was looking a am/wf or am/bf dating. (being a half-er im obsessed with interracial dating) well the question was would a wf, a hf, or bf date an asian guy? all the answers can from guys. dudes nobody cares what u think it was a question for girls. why do u feel the need to answer? and if u are going to answer at least have something intelligent to say. actually forget i said anything, the lack of brain cells displayed every time u type make me feel and look better. keep up the good work

2011 Auctions Blogs
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Rizzle Dizzle
With our futures just beyond those doors, I agonize over what I could possibly say to inspire my fellow ppers and those of you looking on before us this evening. A good friend once told me a story about a special woman. Knowing she was soon to die, the woman wanted to arrange her own funeral, as to make everything the way in which she wished it to be. Sitting with the funeral director, she laid out all her plans, of which consisted of a simple oak coffin, lined with silken plush, and one simple flower arrangement that would adorn the wooden casket. After several hours the director finally asked her if that was she desired to have, and in the sweetest, firmest voice she replied with this simple answer; I wish to be buried with a fork. The look on the director's face was one of bewilderment, curiosity getting the best of him he inquired as to why she would want such a thing. The reason was simple, after dinner waiters always tell you to keep your fork, because the best is yet to come.

Cowboys Buck Better
I just want you to know that I would climb any mountain, sail across a stormy sea, if that's what it takes me baby, to show how much you mean to me. Hi, It's me that guy you saw in the cowboy hat. Someone once asked me if I was as tough as a cowboy. Now, I wasn't really sure how to answer that. When I was a younger man, I did all the things that real cowboys did. I rode,roped,branded,drank and had a few fights and yes even ate a few to many beans. LOL Even rode a few bulls in my lifetime. Would I do it now I don't think so. Had my heart broke more than a few times. Fell in love more than most men. Kissed my fair share of ladies. But now I am looking for my last rodeo. This buckaroo is looking to catch that one special Lady. The one that is ready to ride off into the sunset.Now you can probably guess what type of music I like. (RAP LOL) I heard that they once took Country music. Mixed it with Rap and they called it crap. (Not into Rap) Country is my favorite I also like o

Pretty Written Words
Ian: God creates earth, God creates dinosaurs, God destroys dinosaurs, God creates man, man destroys God, man creates dinosaurs.Ellie: Dinosaurs eat man, women inherit the earth.Jurassic Park Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's sizeBut when I start to tell them,They think I'm telling lies.I say,It's in the reach of my armsThe span of my hips,The stride of my step,The curl of my lips.I'm a womanPhenomenally.Phenomenal woman,That's me. I walk into a roomJust as cool as you please,And to a man,The fellows stand orFall down on their knees.Then they swarm around me,A hive of honey bees.I say,It's the fire in my eyes,And the flash of my teeth,The swing in my waist,And the joy in my feet.I'm a womanPhenomenally.Phenomenal woman,That's me. Men themselves have wonderedWhat they see in me.They try so muchBut they can't touchMy inner mystery.When I try to show themThey say they still can't see.I say,It's in the arch of my back,The sun of my smi

Random Scribbling And Rants
living in my own hell no one cares or understands all alone in this worldalone with my thoughts thoughts vile and dark matching a soul black as night so many faces and layers no one really knows what lies under the dark they see what is projected but never the truth the hurt and scared girl afraid of what is next cant go forward wont go backward stuck in the darkness no sees her tears or her fears so she stands brave and tall as long as she stays in the dark

Yippie And Stuff!
Yesterday, while driving to get the kids from school, I heard a commercial come on The Michael Baisden Show. It was a commercial about a company that works for Disney that finds child talent for TV shows, commercials, movies, and appearances on The Disney Channel. I figured since my daughter has my artistic side (singing, dancing, acting, etc.) that she would like this. So I called the 800 number and what do you know? I got her an audition!!! I will be taking her on Saturday. Her audition is at noon. The lady on the phone said they are looking for child talent for a TV commercial, so that is what she will be auditioning for. Wish her luck!!! We are both very excited and I know my little lady will do very well! P.S. I already researched the company. They are BBB accredited and it is not a scam. I know someone will come in here and say be careful. Just know that I already thought about it before you did :P

Just You And Me
Just you and me Look at the stars As they whisper so gloriously Of the wonder of our love And how it came to be Look in my eyes And see the truth What more do you need? What further proof? Look at my soul I willingly bare, At your feet without a care. Give me your hand And together we shall be Together forever Just you And me

Random Thoughts
I wanted to get some comments or opinions on the subject of "sub/dom" vs "master/slave" The way I see it, being submissive means just that. It doesn't mean subservient to anyone. So the realm of "master/slave" is really far removed from that of a dominant and submissive relationship. The following is my personal understanding, PLEASE don't take it as anything other than me putting my thoughts down in order to have a greater understanding. I'm perfectly willing to accept constructive criticism and alternate explanations. Dom vs. Master: To be dominant over someone means that you have a responsibility to the one or ones you "dom" over. You are a leader and a strong personality. You have accepted the role as teacher and guide and you are willing to do your best to show your sub more about themselves. To help them to look inside themselves and find that place where they are truly happy and able to release any inhibitions. As a dom you may use means that seem to others to be cruel or pa

Ignorant People
PEOPLE KNOW HOW TO MAKE MY DAY! i just wanna say im new to this site and i have ignorant people blocking me for no reason today is actually the first day that i have been on in awhile cause of my work, he asked me to add pictures of myself and i did than he went and blocked me and had other people block me also!!!I dont know why because i am new here and i am only trying to enjoy the site and meet new people!!!THIS ONE PERSON EVEN ASKED ME IF I WAS ON HERE FOR SEX!!!!! AND YES YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!SO WHY I 'AM BEING BLOCKED BY PEOPLE I HAVE NO IDEA!!!!IS THIS HOW YOUR TREATED ON THIS SITE!!!!IF SO ILL DELETE IT CAUSE I DONT WANT KNOW DRAMA!!

Music ♥
[Chorus - Rihanna:]Just gonna stand there and watch me burnBut that's alright because I like the way it hurtsJust gonna stand there and hear me cryBut that's alright because I love the way you lieI love the way you lie[Eminem]I can't tell you what it really isI can only tell you what it feels likeAnd right now it's a steel knife in my windpipeI can't breathe but I still fight while I can fightAs long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flightHigh off of love, drunk from my hate,It's like I'm huffing pain and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocateAnd right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates meShe fucking hates me and I love it.Wait! Where you going?"I'm leaving you"No you ain't. Come back we're running right back.Here we go againIt's so insane cause when it's going good, it's going greatI'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois LaneBut when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snappedWho's that dude? I don't even know his nameI laid hands on her, I'll ne

Chaotical K
First of all I'm trying to get into college. For either game design, singing, or acting.I'm trying to get into a band as a vocalist. Kinda trying to teach myself screamo. But it's really hard. I'm trying to get a guitar and learn that too.I have a cheapy game maker that I'm making a hentai dating game on. I'm teaching myself so it's been interesting.I draw. Anime. Horribly. But I do.I write. Stories, songs, and poems. Stories are always unfinished ideas. Like right now I have a choose your own adventure story idea going. I hope to push myself to finish this one as long as people play. My songs and poems don't rhyme unless they have to or I think of something clever. My songs are usually "emo woe is me" lyrics about my exes and life in general. I love watching movies and reading. Fantasies, romance, comedies, high school stories. I'm what some people call Pansexual. Pansexual is when you like both male and female equally and have no preference. Whereas Bisexuals would rather be with o

Auction
The page will be hosting it's first auction for St. Patrick's Day. All Angels and Hotties are free to enter and all others will pay 1 million fubucks. I am going to place a 2 million fubucks minumum bid on it. If you are interested, please see the picture in our default folder for rules and info.

Teresa's Nonesense
I got a message from some dumbass guy a few minutes ago saying that I was a blog hog well let me express myself and tell that person a piece of my mind... IF YOU WANT TO POST SOMETHING ON HERE THERE'S NOTHING BUT AIR AND OPPURTUNITY THAT IS STOPPING YOU.. AS LONG AS YOU ARE SITTING HERE BITCHING ABOUT WHAT SOMEONE ELSE POST OR HOW MUCH SOMEELSE POST THEN YOU ARE GONNA GET LEFT BEHIND... , I'M IN NO WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM OF BEING A BLOG HOG... SO GET OVER IT..IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM THEN PUT ME OF IGNORE... PLAIN AND SIMPLE... DON'T SIT THERE AND BITCH AND WHINE LIKE A 2 YEAR OLD.... .. THE BLOGGING IS OPEN TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE AND THE PERSON (YOU KNOW WHO YOUR RETARDED ASS IS) THAT WHINED ABOUT IT, GET A LIFE AND START YOUR OWN BLOGGING AND STAY OUTTA MINE IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT.. NOONE ASKED YOU TO READ IT... Just Thought I would write and see how everyone's doing.. I hope all is staying warm and dry .. and hope everyone has a great weekend.... I am gonna post some of my poetry and

Ex Husband
Ok I wrote this back in 2007 when my ex husband and I were having so many problems and were splitting up. I share it now only for feedback on the writing. The pain behind these words is gone; but I'd like to get everyones opinion. Thanks. My Dearest Love, Will you be mine? I tried to let you go, But Alas, I cannot. The love I feel for you is too deep, This pain could kill me. A life without you is just that, A living death. A future without you is not one that I can see, I cannot even begin to dream it up. I know I've done things that made you angry, And I apologized for them, I am only human after all. Change is not one of those things I do often, But for you, I would flip this whole world upside down Just to see you smile at me the way you once did. You feel it, Just as I do, This love is too strong, Our happiness comes in each other. Together, we are an unbeatable force, Alone we are cold and defenseless. I don't fear facing this world without you, I

If You Need A Good Laugh
do you want to hear something funny Why females should avoid a girls night out after they are married......If this does not make you laugh out loud, you have lost Your sense of humourThe other night I was invited out for a night with the 'girls..' I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, 'I promise!' Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easily. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I heade...d for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hallway started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, in order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed... 3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals = 12 cuckoos MIDNIGHT!)The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, I told him 'MIDNIGHT'.... He didn't seem p***d off in the least. ........Whew, I got away with that one! Then he said 'We nee

Jokes
Hearts and roses and kisses galore, What the hell is all that sh1t for? People get mushy and start acting queer, It is definitely the most annoying day of the year. This day needs to get the hell over with and pass, Before I shove something up Cupid's ass. I'll spend the day so drunk I can't speak And wear black for the rest of the week. Guys act all sweet, but soon it will fade, For all they are doing is trying to get laid. The arrow Cupid shot at me must not have hit, Cause I think this love thing is a crock of sh1t. So, here's my story... what else can I say? Love bites my ass... Fvck Valentines Day! Like · &

Steelers
I think this will go down as one of the best SuperBowls of all time. I'm a rabid Steelers fan...born and raised in "the Burgh". I have mounds of respect for the Pack...espically Aaron Rodgers. In the bitter AFC...as a Steelers fan we dislike the usuals, "Belicheat" and his " butt puppet" Brady, Clevland "Brownstains", Cincinnati "Bungels"...and of course the biggest wanna-be Steelers and cry baby Baltimore "Pigeons". But after much soul searching, I can't really find anything wrong with the Pack. Great orginazation with traditions steeped in "Blue Collar" hard working American people...(sounds like another famous "blue collar" town..hmhm). We as teams don't fall into the trash talkin, mud slinging like the rest of the NFL owners seem to allow their teams to do. To bad we have to play in Dallas..the perfect example of wasted money and "know -it- all" owner orginazation.Maybe together we can bring class to an classless Nfl...starting in Dallas!! If the Steelers come out with another vic

Movie Reviews
When I saw the first 3 installments, they began to get old, however I did watch the rest. But for a very different reason than whether they were any good or not... In a tongue-in-cheek kind of way, the biggest reason was to see what kind of new ways they would come up with to mutilate people - i.e. challenge the special FX department to see how good they could pull it off on film... in some scenes, they did fair, and most it was just all about blood spatter, spray, etc... eh... not really scary, wouldn't even call it gore... just plain morbid... Morbid should be left to the guys like Rob Zombie... but anyway... Saw: The Final Chapter was a bit better than 4, 5, and 6 both in entertainment value, and storyline... the SFX weren't much to write home about... the opening scene was rather well played out and a bit shocking, more than scary... (if you haven't seen the movie, I won't give it away...). In typical Saw fashion, the movie transgresses to the main characters and th

Fubar
im hosting God Mode soon! im emptying my family for this one and filling it for ribbons send me 2 pink ribbons and ill add you ill be bombing my family and polishing their blings! 2 of my biggest ribbon givers will be alted for the God Mode i just wanted to let u all know why u have been removed from my family for now how is my "real" life relevant to you?after being married and having children...owning my own business, home and my 3 vehicles...i can do/spend whatever the fuck i want on Fubar!aslong as i stay within the TOS :D if you'r worried about someone check yourself first! For the entire month of October fubar will be donating $1 to help fight breast cancer for every Breast Cancer Awareness bling item given! im collecting ribbons to raise as much as i can for Breast Cancer Awareness join the fight and send me a pink ribbon! if i reach my goal of 1500 or more...i will shave my head live on cam! im collecting credits for HH to promote this.. if i could g

Dick Champ.
Complains against men... 1. YOU DONT GET LAID BY BEGGING FOR IT 2. NO I DONT WANNA SEE YOUR PENIS ON CAM...oh its so big, are you happy now?(oh and stop video chatting me) 3. at least friggin attempt a converstation before you ask me how big my boobs are 4. stop fuckin trying to add me to your collection of females...i want a guy who is all about me 5. i dont share...ever...(i.e. no threesomes) 6. im a jealous person...(meaning i dont like it when my guy flirts with other girls internet or not) 7. call me when you say you are...if you cant do something so small how are you gonna do anything else? be dependable 8. just because im with you/interested in you...doesnt mean you have me...so dont get too cocky 9. dont wreck a sweet cuddle moment by trying to have sex with me...if i want

All You Need To Know About Men
[Chorus][Will. I. Am]It's funny how a man only thinks about the... [BEEP!]You got a real big heart, but I'm lookin' at ya... [BEEP!]You got a real big brains, but I'm lookin' at ya... [BEEP!]Girl it ain't no pain in me lookin' at ya... [BEEP!][Pussycat Dolls]I don't give a... [BEEP!]Keep lookin' at my... [BEEP!]'Cos it don't mean a thing if you lookin' at my... [BEEP!]Hah, I'ma do my thing, while you playin' with ya... [BEEP!]HahahahahahaEvery boy's the same, since up in the seventh gradeThey've been tryin' to get with me, tryin' to (hahaha hahaha)They always got a plan, to be my one and only manWanna hold me with their hands, wanna (hahaha hahaha)I keep turnin' them down, but they always come aroundAskin' me to go around, that's not the way it's goin' down'Cos they only want, only want my (hahaha hahaha)Only want what they want, but (nahaha nahaha)[Chorus]Do you know that "no" don't mean "yes", means "no"?So just hold up, wait a minute, let me put my two cents in, and one!Just be pati

Letters To Richard
Dear Richie, Here I am, writing to you once again. Isn't it crazy how you are still the person I write to for advice and comfort? I guess you could say I still have a bit of Hero Worship going on with you. Even if you aren't fighting to get home anymore, you're still fighting with the demons from your past. I guess that's why I turn to you, and yet you never see these letters. I always say I'm going to send them to you, but it never happens. I have a question for you, but being me, I won't come out and ask it. Ok, yes I will. What is wrong with me? I mean, other than being totally crazy, seeing things, and having panic attacks if I get stuck in a confined space. Why do I attract men who want either just sex, or they want a wife to make them feel good about themselves. I have no problem making my man feel amazing. I love to make him feel like the only man in the world. I delight in seeing his chest puff up in pride, I love letting him know that he is super-man in my eyes.

Stupid Poem Crap. Nothing Fun To Read...
Its a cloudy dayThe rain is softly fallingThe plants around meCovered in rain dropsI reach out my handTo touch a raindropIt rolls off the leafFalling into the palm of my handAs i stared at itIt reminded me of how...I held a tear of yoursIn my hand...I started to thinkOf the things I said and doneThe hurt I caused you...I felt a painDeep in my soul, mind, and heartMy body started to feel weakI truly didn't mean to causeYou painTo make you cryTo lose love in me...As I'm walking down this streetAlone, cold, sad, and afaridI feel a chill in the airI looked up to the skyThe clouds were darkLike the pain in my heartThe once softly falling rainTurned into pouring rainI prayed to God for forgivenessFor the pain I caused yuI prayed that you would...love in me againI closed my eyes and...Then i saw your faceThe tears that you were cryingI saw the pain in your eyesThe sorrow in your heartI opened my eyes...I couldn't tell if i was cryingThe rain was covering my faceOut of all the raindropsOn my

Spiderbait's
As I sit my mind heavy and tired, Long days work done…. relax time expired. Wishing for sleep to come furious and fast, The fatigue in my bones just cannot last. I am so tired but cannot sleep, I hear this quiet peep peep peep. I look around but nothing to see, Why does this disease seem to only plague me? To the left I look and then the right, The illuminated numbers tell me it’s night. As the cascade of dawn filters out the black, I turn to my side to receive a light smack. Time to wake up says my beautiful wife, Have to go to work to pay for this life. Falling asleep happened when I don’t know, Off to work none the less I must go. The kids, the wife, the house and the car, These are the things that make me go so far. All I need are those smiling faces, To take me to the best possible places. Then it happens right out of the blue, When I woke up the sky had a strange hue. Not black not grey not blue not red, Have I succumbed? a

Random Stuff In My Head
Just some stuff going around in my head....The State of the Union Address: Why during prime time ? You're fucking up my television schedule. And why so long ? All he really has to say is "Shits fucked up and I'm gonna try and fix it"....people will clap, and I can get back to some fine television viewing. Anteaters and aardvarks. Why is there both ? They're basically the same damn animal. Does the world really need both ? Cleavage. Ladies, if you're going to put it out there, we will look. Just a fact of life. WAR. What is it good for ? Well let me tell ya. It keeps me employed and getting a paycheck. Boredom. I am suffering it from it right now and thats why I'm doing this. I'm not doing it because I think anybody is interested in what I have to say right now. If you are reading this, are you bored too ? Well that's all for now.

My Poems
Where I Stand Maggi Smith 10/10/10 I was using you, you were using me, We stood side by side. We fell in love, we were happy for a while, And then we made a child I loved you, you loved me, We thought we would be happy for all time. I’m still yours but you got scared and bored And now you are no longer mine. I love you, you love me But I’m not enough to make you happy anymore. I’ve given you wings to help you feel free, Now I lie and cry in a ball on the floor. You smell of her when you come home, We shower and I wash her away. You make love to me as though you still care; I smile and pretend to be okay. I cannot eat, I do not sleep, I spend most of my time alone crying. I’ve given all that you want, all that you need. For this sacrifice my spirit is dying. I walk behind you, my head hung low; You don’t even hold my hand. You walk ahead not soothing my

Alone, As Usaul...
like anyone will ever read this.... so here i am sitting here alone and probally listening to the wrong type of music to be writting anything less than a letter 2 someone. what have i done 2 deserve a pain wieghing so heavily on this torn, tattered , soul. did i not love you the way you deserved? did i not tell you that i loved you enough? was i not there when you needed me most? did i not linger on your every word? did i not any of this? is this why im alone, as usaul.... did i not share the teers, was it not enough to brand my heart with your name upon it? was i not kind enough? did i not make laugh enough? all these i ponder every waking moment of every day! Did i not sing to you the love songs of our life? did i not hold you tightly as we danced? did i not say your name softly? is this why im here alone, as usaul... none of these questions can i answer, but just know i will love the next in all the ways i asked of you, and maybe i wont be here alone, as usaul!

Tuesday On The Glow Radio
Tuesday on The Glow Radio: The Reverend DJ Furg & his "Church Of Rock" he will be spinning a mix of Punk Grunge,Rock & Metal starting at 3pm Pacific/4pm Mountain/5pm Central/6pm Eastern Next up is DJ Siren & her "Sins Of Rock" Show spinning her mix of 80's & 90's,Rock & Metal starting at 6pm Pacific/7pm Mountain/8pm Central/9pm Eastern Closing the night will be the Bossman James Bound spinning his Smooth Grooves and Romance Music starting at 10pm Pacific/11pm Mountain/12am Central/1am Eastern Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory or you can go to our website at: ___________________ www.TheGlowRadio.com

About Me
Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz. You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Stability |||||||||||| 43% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56% Accommodation |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%

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True Love
To the readers of this, I sit back daily and watch many things on this site. I have watched fu marriages and fu divorces. I have watch real relationship come together because of fu and break up because of fu. About Five years ago I meet my perfect match. We meet at the oddest of place during the oddest of times. He became my best friend and nothing more. As time went on and him trying to hook me up with a friend of his and that not being what I wanted. I just was takin a break from the relationship world. The drama and the headaches of what he wants or what I want and it not working. I wasn't looking to be with anyone, just my children and myself. Over months of becoming good friends with this man and him being there for me as nothing more then just a good friend, he stopped and asked to be with me. Not in any sexual way. Just be my partner. I remember this day as if it were yesturday. As he asked me to be in a relationship with him. I told him to call me later and we woul

About Me
Hello To Anyone Who Reads: Since the about me and interest sections are so small I thought I would write a blog and therefore I can say anything I want and express myself thoroughly . Hey My name is Amber and I am a Aries. As for now my life is so complex and there is little time for myself much less a special someone or a relationship for I shall remain in Baltimore until 2012 where I reside as a pediatric resident. I work long hours , and so far have filled my grief filled days with a purpose in life to continue breathing. I lost both my mama and my fiancée within such a short period of time that in a way I became a recluse and I truly forgot how to breathe and how to smile, yes me (Smiley) forgot how for awhile. I have never been much for the net, but I started using it and finally I am coming out from under the rock I was under for 16 months and have started living again. I am only sharing this with my friends because I have came so far in my life and went to school al

My Poems
Look in my eyes, what am I thinking I know what you did, I know about her I know what you said, I connected the dots I read your thoughts, Read mine what am I thinking? Get out leave forever Take her with you, See if I care And it isn’t unfair I wasn’t stupid I opened my eyes now, I’ve learned from this... Love isn’t bliss. You walked out the door And leave me I say its okay As I turn away Away from the anger The disappointment I need to stop and accept This is what will be Day after day I start to forget Forget what was said Its time to just forget You As I walk out this door And slam it shout I forgot And now its time for you To remember Remember what you said Remember what you did Remember it’s you In the end Because I forgot Love – a small word that means so much For some it’s emotional, others it’s spiritual, some it’s physical touch. It takes a second to say it, and a lifetime

Just A Biker
JUST A BIKER But, You Didn't See Me I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, a

Block Bin
Torn apart inside, no place to hide Why do I do this, what is it that i miss? Someone from nothing but pain, and shame only desires to be loved, but in the end they all seem to be the same. Not like you didn't have enough already, they tear you apart even more. They say when you get a cut it hurts worse than anything. I think they are wrong to have someone lift you up so high you start to love again and then let you fall like you meant nothing to them hurts far worse. I could stand a thousand cuts than to take the pain that I take from each one that has done this to me. I'm their angel one that will listen to them one that will love them and talk with them. An in the end I'm tossed back to the shadows once again to hide the bruises and the scars enflicked once again. So back to the shadow lands again I go til I'm needed once again. I sit and wonder sometimes if other do like hurting others? Like with me I don't like promises they are always broken but when you give me your word or vise

I Wonder.......
Ok, I have to ask...I was in the military for 8 years....I can fold damn near any item of clothing known to mankind...I got a set of FITTED sheets for my bed for Christmas, and i decided to use them for the first time about 5 days ago....I wash them and when i went to fold them i swear it took me 45 minutest to even get them to look HALFWAY folded....Ok i know theres somebody out there with OCD that can help me out....i have never been so perplexed on how to fold a fitted sheet...I got so frustrated with them i was ready to tear off the corners just so i could fold the damn things properly!!!!!! Any kind of suggestion would be appreciated... I wonder what it wouldve been like had i been born white......would i get all the hot chicks???.....would i have a fulltime job??....would i have it easier in life if i hadnt been born black??...Dont get me wrong, i dig who i am....i just wonder sometimes..Is life easier being a white dude???? *waits for the reactions* wtf is it with these

Random Thoughts Of My Love!
Woke up about 6 am still groggy from my meds. I wish that I could b close to u. U make me laugh, u make me smile,I think of u often well always. Just to have u in my life makes me want to continue. I would b nothing without u! I would give anything to have u here with me even if it were just a few days that would make me ecstatic. And as for all those that say they care........ I call b.s. On that cuz betrayal doesn't show care just selfishness!

Life
I've been thinking alot about life these days. Like why are we here, and I think the answer is to make the best of what we have in this life. I look at it this way you can be all pissed off for how little you have or you can be thankful. Look I know there are people out there with hardly anything and if you're one of these people be thankful because there are others in this world with alot less. I don't have much myself, but I thankful for what I do have because I know that I could have a hell of alot less. Also be thankful for those in your life because you or them could be gone tomorrow also because we are who we are beacause of them . I know that I thank God everyday for those that I have and have had in my life. I just hope that before my life ends whenever that may be that I can make a difference in at least one persons life if I can do that then I believe I will have lived a full life. And with that being said I bid you a good day, good evening, and good night.

Judging
We all judge others by there apperance, the way they walk, even the way they speak. Im sitting here thinking of that and Im reminded of a saying and im paraphrasing here "you shall be judged in the same matter in which you judge others". So for those of you out there who think you're perfect I got a news flash you're not. So don't stand around judging others because chances are you have more faults then they do. Me I know Im not perfect I've made mistakes and I do judge others but not by their looks, their speech or anything like that. I judge others only on the actions that they do no more no less and that is exactly how I wish to be judged. Also if you make a mistake try to learn from it so you don't make it twice.

Beauty
I've heard it said that,"beauty is in the eye of the beholder",and I'd have to agree. You may be with someone that is perfect to you in ever way, but sometimes people are influenced by others. They hear other people make comments about them or the person they're with and all of a sudden start to see flaws that they didn't see before. All I have to say is fuck what other people say. I mean if you think you look good and the person you're with looks good to you and you to them then who gives a shit whats others say. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder so don't let other peoples views mess with the beauty you see weather it's inner or outer it doesn't matter as long as it's beautiful to you.

Fear
We all fear something it could be something small or something big. We choose to try and not let it hold us back from things, some of us try to pretend it doesn't exsist. The real problem is what do about it when we come face to face with? I mean we could try to beat it, but sometimes we just can't no matter how much we try. Me I accept it but I don't let it control me, I don't let it prevent from living. I live my fear everyday so I really don't have to worry about facing it in the future. So I say face your fear cause win or lose it doesn't matter cause once you face it,it doesn't hold power over you any more.

Life Challenges
Been a long night. One night i dont ever want again in my life!!!!!!!!!!!! Some people like to trigger others buttons and try to ruin there lives. Well Jess.......I love you with all my heart and soul. You are the reason i breathe everyday. I learned last night exactly how much I love yo.Yes alot of peeps went on a search party and im sorry. but this blog is dedicated to you...The future MS Peacock. I never knew there would be a better tomorrow But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow . My days of emptiness are gone for good.Because you fill a void in my heart that you should You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes. You're in each thought I have And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger With every move I make. I want to prove I love you But that's the hardest part. So, I'm giving all I have to give To you... I give my heart. Without you life has no importance

My Soapbox
So lets discuss the double standard applied to men and women. I don't mean the typical things where women are treated unfairly, I am not going to beat that dead horse I mean something a little different. If a man says I wont date her because...she has small breasts, she has glasses, she has curly hair or what ever he is considered a superficial dirt bag that needs to look beyond the outer packaging. I ask then why is it considered to be well with in reason for a woman to say " I can't date him because he is not tall enough". I can almost understand a woman that is 5'9" being somewhat picky, but only slightly. I do not on the other hand accept that a woman shorter than me at 5'5" should be allowed to say they will only date a man unless he is 5'8" or taller. I know what you are thinking, ok so you found one girl that said that. I would like to inform you that it is more common than you might think. So I explored some dating sites to see how common it was. As a general rule almost

Perverts
i love how guys in their 40's hit on women my age, its kinda shameful that i can find real classy women in their late 20's, 30's, and early 40's and they cant. what makes it worse is the young women fall for the stupid bullshit the old nasty wrinkly balled old men dish out. Im not gunna act like im missing out on anything because im not, i prefer a lady with a little class as opposed to some skank that will spread her legs for anyone that will talk nice to them. i guess im just different, i dont need sex to be happy with a woman. im part of a dying breed of gentleman.

Another Moment In Time It Was So Much Better
First of all I'm as hormonal as fuck trying to keep myself from not being that way.... No one needs to deal with the homonal pregnant chick at work or durring sex. However I must warn you I still aam that way so this may be bitchier than I mean it to be, just bear in mind that that i want and need is a little different from what most people need. I love lovey! i love him inside and out and he loves me the same way!! He makes my sun shine brighter my moon glow bigger and the stars when he is around are so bright that people come out thinking it's noon, when it's only 3 am. However we both have sexual tendencies toward things that are unique and not exactly what you are expecting when you meet us. I want sex in general... I don't so much want to get flounced upon by a fat hairy dude or pretty much have you cheat on your wife/girlfriend/fiance to fuck me. Lovey wants me and a good stiff pound in his ass... Pretty much thats it. We have varying levels of intrest into almost all thing

A Year Of Hell
How does someone make it back from a year of hell. I'll tell you how they do it. Well you start the year off with some great friends (never lose those friends no matter what). You move into the 2nd month by getting get 3 new tattoos all along thinking its going to be good month only to find out that someone in your family has cancer (I love you Tony. You are the best lil brother I have & I better not lose you). Then you end the month by going to the hospital yourself. You then start off the 3rd month in & out of the hospital for a total of 2 weeks for what you would thinking it has to do with hard time breathing but it is something else all together & end up having 2 surgerys. Along the way making some new friends (Carlos & Tray). Then move into the 4th month happy as hell your grandpa made it to be 81 years old & is still going. Then come to find out with out knowing its the last birthday you will have with your mom (R.I.P. MOM). Then you move into the 5th & 6th month with no problems

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How I Became Who I Am Today
I love to write but im going to make this short and sweet. 6 years a go i met a beautiful woman off fubar or was it cherry tap at that time. We moved pretty quickly and soon we were living together in a rented house and were engaged a year after we met. Truthfully we had nothing really in common but physically we appeared to be very compatible. Yes being a prototypical guy i was physically into her but our relationship was on my side and built on only lust. 4 years a go I came home from a 12 hour day and she was gone. Furniture and my bank account were wiped clean (22,000 dollars). SHe met a guy on fubar and went west to be with him and yes it was one of those pretty boys who love to steal other guys women. She couldnt even leave the 5,000 dollar engagement ring which i later found out she pawned. So with rent due and with no money I got kicked out of my rental. I spent 2 months living out of my car and taking showers at the ymca. Saving my money up until finally I was able

Elevator Ride
The elevator was crowded,He was backed up against the wall,Then he felt my rump press into him.At first his mind became clouded,And then he had an urge to squall,He got an erection on the drop of a pin!I pressed back against him harder,And I felt his hard cock pressing,Between my soft warm yielding crack.This inflamed and fired his ardor,My warm heat felt like a Blessing,He began pressing slowly back!That elevator ride was long,And our hip movements were real slow,He was thrilled with this happen-chance.His exploding climax was strong,When I left he felt such a glow,I left him with real messy pants!!

Curves Of A Woman
Soft, sensual and roundMimicking the mother's groundThey leave you breathless upon viewMaking you all wet and your mouth cooSensitive to the touch of a handLeaving a lovely impression in the sandLuscious for the eyes to look atWhile slinking around like a wildcatKnowing you want to take her homeSo your mouth and hands can roamAcross her breasts and deep into her thighsUntil the room is only filled with her sighsThose are some words aboutThe beautiful curves of a woman

Cum For Me
Pink is the tongue that licksFlicks the tip of your cockAs I look into your eyesWatching them close with desireWarm and wet is my mouthTaking you deep insideWorshipping the part of youThat brings you such pleasureMy eyes close as I enjoyThe salty taste of your skinHow smooth you slide in and outI lose myself in youMoan for me, beg meTo let you have sweet releaseTighten and tense your body, grab my hairYes, that’s it, cum for me

Writing
when I write aloneI visit a friendI find her sulking, pacing,waiting her turnin her dark secluded cornershe shies awaybut when I write alone I let her playshe makes visiblewhat superficial lenses missshe carries my baggageall my burdens and shamethrough her eyes I’m a slave to expectationbut when I write alone she says “Fuck perfection”throughout the day, no one can hear hershe never fights inside her cella good girl, she sitssilently suppressedbut when I write alone we’re a vessel possessedset free under lamp lightI let her write, write, open her veinssometimes it’s heartfelt, seductive, or lamebut she scribbles and scratches whatever comes outfor several minutes or pages, until nothing remainsand our hearts beat with a sated tonethen I tuck her away for next time, when I write alone

No Fear
No FearTell me again that you love me, and how you never want to be apart. Whisper again how I’ll always own, A large portion of your heart. Tell me all those pretty words, You’ve used them all before. Tell me them again my love, Then tell me them no more. Instead of just saying them, And whispering them in my ear, Show me that you mean them, Show me you have no fear. Take away those walls you built, To keep any kind of love out. And announce our love to the world, In a joyous, wondrous shout.

Past Blogs
Fire and Ice "Some say the world will end in fire; Others say in Ice; From what I've tasted of desire; I hold with those who favor Fire. But if it had to perish Twice; I think I know enough of Hate; To say that for destruction Ice; Is also great; And would Suffice." - Robert Frost. Ironic that a man named Frost would be of those who favored fire for the day of reckoning. I myself believe that the desire and the lust for power and pride will be the end of life as it is known, But I also believe that on this day, Ice shall have it's say as well. Hatered is one of the most volitile emotions one can feel. It is the one thing that will turn any mortal into a demonic force. I'm not talking of the common "I hate Tuesdays" hate either. I'm talking Rage. That animalistic vengence that cries not only for the blood of those you despise, but for their screams of agony. The Hate that can come only when all light is gone and nothing else exists. Fire an

Forever Yours...
Forever yours I loved you… before I even knew what love was. I loved you… before I even saw your face. Lonely nights I whispered, Into the starry sky, Wishing for a true love… Who’d always be at my side. The years went by so slowly, Feeling like you’d never come… Till one day you were just there, Shining like the brilliant sun. Your shook my world apart, You stormed into my heart. But it already belonged to you, It has from the very start.

And There Was You
And there was you...Be calm my spirit... It will only be for a little while. Hold my breath and bare it, and walk that extra mile. And when the sadness creeps in, and I feel my spirit sinking, your face enters my head, and again I get to thinking. I think of a time real soon... when together... we will be... loving you forever...is ALL that I can see. By: Josie

Broken!
1. Pain from the Tooth Itself A. Mild Pain A mild pain is often described as a small twinge of pain, or a sudden sensitivity to heat or cold that the patient had not previously suffered from. These mild irritants can be caused by a small cavity, an old leaking filling, or exposure of the root to oral cavity fluids due to recession of the gum that surrounds and protects the tooth [8]. Additionally, clenching or grinding of the teeth can lead to mild pain and sensitivity in the teeth [9]. If touching the tooth in the area of recession with a fingernail or a metal utensil causes pain, the first step is to switch to a desensitizing mouthwash or toothpaste. These can be found in any local drug store. If the sensitivity is uncomfortable, use an over-the-counter pain medicine, as directed. i thought i had you gone for good...but you found a loop hole in my life to haunt me as long as you want....why dont u just crawl back into that loop hole you found and go straight to he

My Entry Essay For School...
Slaying the Monster By Sally M Smith This isn’t going to be a typical essay; you may not consider it an essay at all, but a story. This is a true story, this is my story. Let me share with you how I got here, how I came to know exactly what I am meant to do with my life. I plan to spend my life helping kids slay the Monster named addiction. I say Monster because it takes over, eats at you bit by bit and is out to destroy not only you, but those who love you as well. We often find ourselves asking why we are here. What is the meaning of life? Why was I created? I feel that I have found the answer to those questions, and while I know I may be wrong I honestly hope that I am not. I believe we are here to struggle and suffer and use what we have learned from our own experiences to help others overcome similar struggles in their own lives. As a child I was introduced to drugs very early on by my mother. She would give me prescription pai

Fustitutes
I always laugh when i see status's that say things like "$25 bling pack to see my naughties" "bling me for access to my private pics" "$65 bling pack gets you a nsfw salute" "buy me a god mode and i will let you see my goods" "buy me this and i will give you my yim" "buy me that and i will give you my messenger, let you text me for 1 hr, let you see me on cam for 5 mins" Really? Do guys really give these fustitutes these things to have a peek at their snatches? Guys really toss money at them just to have a peek at nsfw folders? Why dont these gals have a lil digital sign on their profile "now serving #1032" I speak only for myself when i say if i want to pay to look at snatches or naughty pics i will go to the newstand and buy a playboy or hustler. Not only will i save a ton of cash but I will be guaranteed that the pics i am looking at will be pics taken by a professional photographer and be of a professional model. Not a nasty skank with a yellow cooter thats just dripping with dise

Am I The Only One?
Am I the only one? by Chanti Lowenberg on Friday, January 21, 2011 at 5:11pm Am I the only one that has a family... where in every family photo, someone is making a stupid face or throwing up some type of sign? ie, Longhorns sign, shocker, the middle finger or peace sign.. Where me and my mother greet each other with.. "whats up bitch?" Where when someone does something dumb.. there is always someone that immediately points it out, and the person that did something dumb is like.. "yeah, that was pretty f'n stupid, huh?" It's odd.. but I look at other peoples families.. The families that have those perfect family portraits done.. Where everyone is in sweater vests, ties and dresses... Where Sunday dinners are a must... Where cussing isn't allowed and telling your parents what you really think is looked down upon and wonder... if anyone.. REALLY enjoys living a life like that... I would be a completely different person if I grew up that way.

The Box
there is something inside my being that is locked up with no key never has been One to pry to find me inside my desires and hungerings can noy be ignored as if my soul could explode there is a box deep inside that tries and tries to hide Soulmate Soulmate where art Thou for now i know You hold the key to that box inside of me please hurry now so i can see You unlocking that box inside of me True submission i will be all of Yours and none of me Your loving arms i long to caress while Your holding on to the one thing You have waited for Your everything the key You have i know is true please hurry and unlock Your wants and desires from me.

Im Back
AFTER BEING REMOVED FROM THE SITE FOR A MONTH AND LOSING FRIENDS PICS ETC I AM BACK FOR THOSE I HAD ON MY OTHER ACCOUNT IF YOU WANT TO READD ME YOU CAN IF NOT IT WAS NICE KNOWING YOU January Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. February Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels.....Helllloooo!!!.......bottles won't fit in printer!!!MarchGot really excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months.....Box said ' 2-4 years!' April Trapped on escalator for hours ... Power went out!!!MayTried to make Kool Aid.....wrong instructions....8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!! JuneTried to go water skiing.......Couldn't find a lake with a slope. JulyLost breast stroke swim

Love 2 All My Fubar Friends
JUST WANTED TO GIVE A SHOUT OUT TO ALL MY FUBAR GUYS AND HIRLS AND SAY HELLO IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I WAS ON HERE LAST AND I MISS YOU ALL VERY MUCH HOPE YOU ALL HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN ME . I LOVE YA'LL AND PLZ FEEL FREE TO DROP SUM LOVE ON MY PAGE I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR. ~PEACHES~ Glitter Text @ Glitterfy.com http://fubar.com/lounge/77471

Touch
I await you're touch although I know it shall not come, but I dream of it I seek it all the same, No other can touch me the way you do, the way you did and my heart and soul is lost and still within your very control.... You are still here with me although you lie beneath the earth so cold and I wonder will I still be loving you once I am gray and old? Life for us was not suppose to end this way, but kids and the American dream should have been out fate..but I cannot question God and the soul he takes. You're scent is still within my bed as your shirt I still wear and I am consumed by the very though of you and my heart, soul and body explodes with rapture divine and oh how I wish you were still here with me and mine

Monsters
When we're little we're told that there are no monsters to be afraid of. However that's not the case monsters are very real, but they don't look like how we thought they would when we were little, no they wear masks to hide what they are. You see the scariest thing about them is we walk by them everday they could be our neighbor, our best friend, or even our family you just never know until it's to late.They act normally,they talk just like we do,but they are nothing like us they do things which i won't go into detail about but these things to them are perfectly ok, but to the rest of us it's just sick and wrong, monstrous. If it were up to me I would hunt all these monsters down and I the things I'd do would make them beg me for death just so they wouldn't have to feel the pain anymore. But hey thats just my own opinion.

My Ramblings
I drive home after a long hard day at work, I call home to let you know I am on my way and when I get to the door you are waiting for me on your knees dressed only in your bra and panties and your new collar. I walk through the house and notice that you have cleaned it as you were told and went into the bathroom to take a shower. My inspection of it reveals that you have forgotten to wipe out the shower and you lower your eyes when you see I am displeased. You know that you will be disciplined for this.You start the shower so that it is the perfect temperature and I get in. You strip down to nothing but the collar and get in where you take the soap and washcloth and begin to wash me. You wash my body and I notice your flushed appearance. I look at you and see your nipples are in a high state of arousal as you go to your knees and wash my legs and feet before you move to clean my cock and ass. Getting out of the shower you take a large towel and dry me. Moving into the bedr

A G And Her Dog.
christmas music is playing right now. you have to love itunes shuffle. and the jackson five singing "i saw mommy kissing santa claus." is it claus or clause? my brain cant even decide that. between some weird 18th century transitioning into present day and my freakish research paper about it, I am very unsure of spelling. a 15 page research paper on women now and then. then being when the declaration was written. thats crazy right? i cant even imagine that shit. i would be slapping motherfuckers. and then killing them for disrespecting me! hah.so sometimes i look up people from my online classes on fb. just to see what they look like. why? because i need to put a face to words. its important to me i guess, if they say something important or good or that i like.sometimes i think about what my life story would be. like, if i died tomorrow and then someone had to explain me to someone else. it would be kind of like "once upon a time some really crazy motherfucker lived and she argued with

Life Or Something Like It.
Love is Bullshit I do not believe in love. Why you may ask? I'll tell you why. Love is insanity. It will make you do things a normal person would not. Love will make you drain a retirement account and give it to a woman to redo her home. Then, it leaves you with bitterness as she promptly dumps you when the 401(k) has been tapped. Love will make a battered woman return to her husband time and time again even though he has beaten her so bad that he has ruptured both her eardrums. Love will also make you step all over a good thing, viz. Rhett Butler in Gone with the Wind. All I can say is that Scarlett had shit for brains when it came to ol' Rhett. I must also admit that I have been in love, and I have been just as stupid as these folks. Throw in the terrible pain, and I can tell you that I never ever want to be in love ever again. I hate it. Love is bullshit. It lies. It tells you that your beloved is better than all the others in the world. And nothing is more tr

Singingtothewheat
On the news this morning, there was talk about raising the age of retirement to 67. Frankly, I'm getting tired of watching my Social Security being cut away a piece at a time. The elderly of today have it better than any group of seniors before them. It's about time for this generation of elderly to start feeling it too because I really don't want to have to work until the day that I drop over dead. Every time I come to check out the mumms I am amazed to see yet another complaint about comment approval.Many of these complaints are made by mummers who are notorious jerks and go out of their way to disrupt mumms and sling fu-crap. I think it's funny how they make folks want to approve comments, then complain when they do just that.

Me In General
I am straight forward i am a cold heartless bitch to be honest about things! But dare tell me you care about me and then turn around and ignore me all day and lie about what you are doing! I hate a liar and a cheater! I am so sick of men thinking that they can do whatever they want and get away with it well sorry fellas this is one girl who could care less! I have been hurt one to many times that the blood in my heart is all iced up and ain't nothing gonna melt it away! I am lucky to have the guy friends i have though there is 2 special one too me that mean the most and they know it too! But this is one girl that is not that easy to fuck over on so if you wanna play games and try to be a playa don't add me as a friend i don't need your ass as a friend i don't need the life!

Jj's Mind
I know a site that's so neat It's so fine, it can't be beat It's got everything that I desire Fubar sets my mind on fire I'm on fubar I'm on fubar I'm on fubar I'm on fubar Go to fubar when the sun goes down Ain't no finer site around It's my site, just what I Ordered So fun, it makes my mouth water I'm on fubar I'm on fubar I'm on fubar I'm on fubar Drinks on Fubar, there's nothing better If your drunk it doesnt matter

U Kan't Make Someone Love U ~or~ Be With U!
The next time you challenge yourBorderline Personality Disorder/Narcissistic Personality Disorderpartner’s points of view, lies, distortions, unilateral pronouncements or unfounded accusations, notice how she responds. Your discussion probably turns into a one-sided argument replete with vitriolic theatrics and threats very quickly.Here are some common communication control tactics of emotionally abusive narcissistic and/or borderline woman:1. The Big Bamboozle. Here’s how it works: Emotionally abusive woman begin a conversation/attack with one topic. When you present facts that contradict her beliefs, she bamboozles you by going on off-topic tangents, changing the subject or making a brand new accusation. While you’re still defending your original point and why it’s valid, she blows you off (because you’re making sense) and distracts you by jumping to another topic that’s completely out of left field.2. SHUT UP! When you try to explain your feelings

The Iron Man Armory
If you love someone let them know. If you do not then let them go. If your love is real then let it show. But if it is not don't pretend. Melt yourself away like snow and let the game end. Tell him or her what they mean to you tell yeah or nay that your love is true even though is it not easy to do it is better hurt than being untrue if for them you care not man up and tell them so instead of making their heart your sandlot play no more and just go love them as they come to you don't change them into someone new love them simply as they are the same up close or from afar (i so suck at poetry) Every Feb 14th Men get the chance to display their Love & affection for the Woman in their life but secretly guys feel left out theres no special Holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life now there is. Feb 15th is now officially Steak, Blowjob & "Shut The Fuck Up" day its a simple effective & self explanatory Holiday, No Cards, No

Love
LOVE is a special word to say when u are in love with some1.... Love means alot in so many ways but it only used when i mean it..... Love isnt just a word,its feeling on who u care bout and will be with forever..... Like i said Love is used for so many reason so if ur in Love with the person your with do not lose them

Oh Hell I Love Caffine Drinks
oh why do i love caffine it keeps you awake whilst on fu and stops you from falling a sleep and counting sheep if thats all whilst you should be ratein instead so if you feel the need to drift off to the land of nod just get some caffine in ya and it perks you and ready fo more ratins and what ever the hell you like so happy drinking heheheheheh :D

Headline Of The Day
Dolphins Save Dog From Watery Death from msnbc.com http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/41783539 A cool and happy headline for today...if you like dogs and dolphins. from the story - Turbo might be a bullet on land, but the 11-year-old Doberman was a lame duck in the water until he was saved by two unlikely heros - curious dolphins. The flippery rescue rangers were drawn to their usually land-dwelling mammal relative after the dog somehow became stranded in the waters off Marco Island, NBC 2 reported. Cindy Burnett, Turbo's owner, said the dog got out of the yard Sunday night but she couldn't find it. He was found Monday afternoon in a canal by a neighbor drawn to the struggling dog by the splashing of two dolphins around it. Awesome Giant Drug Catapult Busted This one is cheating a bit because it is taken from the Village Voice blogger but as it is best conveys the story I am using it. More of the story from the New York Daily News. Mexican soldiers on We

It Bout Me
I FEEL LONELY WHEN SINGLE BUT IT SUX IT TRUE.. I HATE BEIN SINGLE AND NO ONE DONT REPECT WHO I AM I JUST RLLY LOOKIN FOR SERIOIUS RELATIONSHIP.. I HATE GUYZ WHO IS PLAYER OR HEADGAME WIT ME DAT ALL I CAN SAY

Rate Fan Add Me And I Will Return The Love
i just want to say ty to my real friends that have helped me gain the 50 k in points .. i have went from lvl 23 to 24 mostly by my self other than the friends that got me about 50k in points .. no thanks to all you points whores you have made a few good people leave this site made some hate you with your so called good looks that take a dive in the shitter with your better tan you attitudes.. i promise you will not get another point from me.. when i get lvl 25 the rank of godfather and become a bouncer dont ask me for shit.. you dont want to return any thing thats given to you then you can go fuck your self !!!!!!

Where Are The Good Girls Gone
We seem to search in spots that were meant to be found by someone else. We try to make it work with the person that was never your type. we look for looks and to be honest the girls with the looks are the worst ones. They get cocky and get to thinking they can have anything they want. Not understanding all they need is one. I found mysef trying to change a hoe into a housewife and i thought i did it but it was all a lie. So tell me where have the good girls gone

My Erotic Stories
My name is Barb. I am a 53 year old, white female, 5’ 5”, 138 pounds, with 38D breasts. I think I still look very good for my age with a nice body. I have two sons, 25 and 28, and a 32 year old daughter. This is a true story that happened just over three years ago, a month before my 50 th birthday.It was the night my divorce was final from my second husband a couple years ago and I had gone out with my girlfriends to celebrate. I came home a little tipsy, but not drunk. My youngest son had some friends over partying and playing cards. I knew everyone and said hi. I then went upstairs and took a bath, laid down on the bed and started masturbating. A few minutes later I heard a loud bang downstairs so I jumped up, grabbed one of my robes and went down to see what happened. I was at the bottom of the stairs when I realized I still had my vibrator in my hand. I stuck it in the pocket of my robe before anyone saw it. This robe happened to be missing the tie for it, so I just had

Venting About Abuse Of A Friend By Her Husband...
Sometimes I wonder how many more late night phone calls or texts I'm going to get from her before she realizes when enough is enough.But as one who has been down that road of terror,utter embarrassment,and fear....the uncertainty of a a world that is so upside down can be paralyzing. It is not the road we fear to walk along,but everything that lurks in the shadows on the path that holds us...and for her,well she has 2 small kids to think about as well. My friend has epilepsy and her husband when going into his self proclaimed battle* goes so far as to head butt her,take a flashlight and turn it off and on in her eyes,hits her upside her temples all in hopes of forcing a seizure upon her and won't do anything but,watch so he can claim her to be an unfit mother and her lose her babies. His mind is not right. He thinks he knows everything b/c he is an x con and tells her time and time again that if she ever tries to escape or leave,he knows all the laws. This coming from a man who smokes

My Poems
Two lovers of day and nightneither could live without the otherboth can shed plenty of lightbut they could never live together \while most prefer onethe other gets praisethough praise is fun power enters the phase \the praise of the moon,not something to be trifled with.just like the praise, the powerof the sun is just a myth. \praise follows myth but never seems to trymyth waits as long as it can,but keeps going and begins to cry \thus is the way of life,even if it fills u with hatenothing can be helpedthis is the Threads of Fate.

Camp Walrus Knees
Here it is, guys, the chance to win something badass and shiny! Rules:1. Only one entry per user2. Entries must be in the form of a comment on this blog to be considered3. Entries must be received by midnight Fu-time (PST...that's 3am EST) on Friday, May 13th to be considered4. Don't be gay, Sparky (y) Contest:All you have to do is post a comment with the word you think sounds hilariously dirty out of context, but isn't. Like "moist"...IDK about you, but that just plain sounds filthy and wrong. But that's an example; you get nothing if you use it cause I already did! SO NYAH, bitches!Three (3) 3rd Place winners will be given a 1 or 2 credit Bling of their choice; two (2) 2nd Place winners will be given a 3 or 4 credit Bling of their choice; and finally, one (1) Grand Prize winner will be given the Bling of their choice (under 15 credits) and a special salute! Payout happens sometime around 8am EST (5am Fu-time/PST), so get cracking bitches! So this is my response to THIS PIC by my ho

Boomy Contest!
BOOMERANG CONTEST IS NOW OPEN!! runs till Feb 2nd THE FU WITH THE MOST POINTS WINS! 1ST WINNER= BOOMY 2ND WINNER= 3CR BLING 3RD WINNER= 1CR BLING ******rate and comment the Fu you want to win****** how can you help? 1) R/F/A the hostess (remeber to tell the hostess who sent you) 2) rate your fave Fu's pik 3) drop a comment or 2 for good luck 5) BONUS POINTS send the hostess a... Bling Ticker or Pimp The hostess (remebe

::my Writings::
You've been gone for so long yet there's still a hole in my heart from the moment you walked away and tore it all apart It's been a month since you left and I still want to eat the bullet you took my mind and psyche and damaged what was left of it I've now lost whatever sanity I had left from all that you've done now I look everyone in the face and I never see any traits of trust I wake up everyday, walking around with a storm cloud around my headI go to bed by myself every night, close my eyes and wished I was dead You've been gone for so long yet there's still a hole in my heart from the moment you walked away and tore it all apart It's a springtime night and it's been six months since you left I'm wide awake, wondering, as he's lying next to me in bed I look at him, I can't get any closer because I just see your face I grab my coat and then I leave hoping I don't give him any pain I can't look him in the eye I wish there was a way I can stop it because he tells me I'm so beautiful b

Sassier Single
i'm happy soloi am loving the freedom to finally be myself, to do the things I like to do, to live my life the way I want to. it's been awhile since i've had this chance, i'm in no hurry to "find someone"this is such an incredible feeling to be who I want to be w/o the burden of another's expectationsi want to enjoy this for as long as i can, this is my life now and i can take it in any direction i wanteveryday is what i make of it and so far all the things ive done fill me with a sense of pride and accomplishmentdoing things i've never been allowed to do myself before, no one to stop me, to tell me i can't do iti laugh at myself these days and realize i've missed being a happy klutzi'm not "alone", i'm just flying soloi dont need someone "waiting in the wings" to feel securei suppose one day i may meet someone who's willing to share my life with me without trying to take it oversomeone who wont want to change anything about me, much less HATE certain things about me. maybe then, not

Rabidspewing
I See You I hate to interrupt This mindless escape This ritual of ego That uses upThe moments of your life So that you do not have To reflect upon the emptiness Or contemplate the waste And the unshed tearsYou race against the realization Of the empty shell that you have become Afraid to see what's on the other side Of those hollow eyes Do you wake at night Uneasy feelings creeping up your throat Clawing their way from night to dayNo I've never seen you But I see you for what you are You have my pity and my contempt Because in your headlong rush into mainstream You drag others in your slipstream Causing turmoil and numbness in your wakeThe skin covers the decay, but There's something in the way you talk You speak

Fu Mafia
I have been playing for just over a year and have sat back and watched as people in mafia have made such silly remarks never mind the vulgar talk common in most turfs. like this turf comment We are hated by most but respected by all gee can you believe the conceit in that one lol Or the people want to come into a turf and cry because they were milking your turf and then they got it back 10 fold with questions like hey why are ya down attacking lol because you were a fool and thought you were all that so here is your box of tissues bye bye have a nice day lol And yes these are my thoughts my words and if you do not like them let me know you can leave my page and be removed as a friend as well as blocked from my profile I am not here to impress anyone nor pick up a man so I will handle my profile with in the fu bible laws and my own There are many more of these silly events but these 2 I just had to share Anna

Mom
Her hands held us gently from the day we took our first breath. Her hands helped to guide us as we took our first steps. Her hands held us close when the tears would start to fall. Her hands were quick to show us that she would take care of it all. Her hands were there to brush our hair, or straighten a wayward bow. Her hands were often there to comfort the hurts that didn't always show. Her hands helped hold the stars in place, and encouraged us to reach. Her hands would clap and cheer and praise when we captured them at length. Her hands would also push us, though not down or in harms way. Her hands would punctuate the words, just do what I say. Her hands sometimes had to discipline, to help bend this young tree. Her hands would shape and mold us into all she knew we could be. Her hands are now twisting with age and years of work, Her hand now needs our gentle touch to rub away the hurt. Her hands are more beautiful than anything can be. Her hands are the reason

Irish Ramblings
I guess you ARE tired of feeling like crap, or you wouldn't have opened this blog. lol ;) First let me introduce myself. My name is Danny Langley, and I live in Swartz Creek, MI. I am a future millionaire that is involved with a revolutionary product that has not only changed my life, but totally has changed my well being in regards to my health. The name of the product is Natraboost. It's got all the good stuff you need to feel better, live longer, lose weight, gain more vitality, and last but not least, make you some serious cash. If all of the above peaks your interest just a little, than I encourage you not to waste another single minute! View my website , watch a brief video, and sign up on my waiting list to learn more about this amazing product, and opportunity to beat the money demon's butt, and feel awesome while you do it. http://getbling.124online.com/fru/pg/38608/default.aspx Although joining my waiting list automatically enters you in a drawing for $2

Mrflintsone
Do people really want to see a Zillion head shots of the sameface? BORING!!!! What's up with that ? Are people so full of them selves that they think one would enjoy looking at the same face a thousand times! Smoking can save your life! Check out a book titled: 'The Health Benifits Of Tobacco' by DR. William C. Douglass "Smoking doesn't cause cancer or heart attacks." You want JOBS ... Buy American ... simple as that !!!! eg. i bought a hammer (made in China) it broke before i could pound one Nail ....Qantity I Got a Hammer I've had for 20 plus years(made in America) ......Quality Imports =polution /garbage .... Exports =Jobs=Quality We're wasting money on Shit that ends up in landfills and takes jobs away!!!

Human Resource Memo
this was a memo sent to work....just amazing they actually had to send it. Dear employees: it has been brought to managements attention that some individuals throughout the company have been using foul language during the course of normal conversaion with there co-workers due to complaints recived from some employees who mayb eaisly offended,this type of language will no longer b tolerated. we do however,relize the critical importance of being able to express yourself accurately. therefore, a list of 18 New and innovative *TRY SAYING* phrases have been provided to that proper exchanges of ideas and imformation can continue in a effective manner. THESE WILL B IN THE FORM OF (try saying AND (instead of 1.-I think u could use more training. -instead of:You dont know what the fuck your doing. 2.-She's a aggressive go-getter. -She's a fucking bitch. 3.-perhaps i can work late. -And when the fuck do u expect me to

Taking The Militarty Regs On,... And Winning!
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Whatever
Do you ever wonder what a blog really is? I mean people blog so to say about what's happening to them and what's happening in thier lives. I guess a blog is a good place to put your thoughts down so whoever wants to read can. So I guess I will start mine. I'm the youngest of three kids and always wondered what would have happened if I had took the other road in life. Sometimes I'm glad I didn't but then there's sometimes where I wish I had. Then I think of all these popular girls with thier sexy bodies and mine...will normal I guess. I was so jealous of them. Now it's just a normal thing. You should just live your life as it is and hope for the best. The best family,friends and all that. So I hope somewhere out there I have more friends waiting to find me.

About Me
I am from Pickering Ontario Canada Born in Grand Falls Newfoundland Currently on a Disability pension, but work when I can under the table. Currently suing the Toronto Catholic Children's Aid Society for abuses suffered in group home and foster homes. I'm hoping to possibly come out of the suit with a multi million dollar settlement. My dream is to open a paintball field, as paintball is one of the things I do for fun. I'm not a hard guy to get to know, I do have honor and morals, I have good days and bad days, I do get angry about certain things, especially when it comes to morals and ethics in general. I do like women in moderation, I don't drink alcohol, but do smoke pot. I don't have a woman in my life, so I'll flirt with whoever till I do get one. It doesn't mean that I'm going to beat my head off the wall finding a woman, not into exercises of futility, if a nice one comes along great, if not I'm busy with things and playing paintball as much as I can with my Bros.

Musings
That the top women ask for so much bling and crap, and they get it? I mean yeah most are hot but they won't show you shit until you pay for it. You know I'm no prude, but if you can't go without talking about sex and my body on chat, there's no way I'm meeting you. Ever. You obviously just want a roll, and I don't have sex with anyone until I'm sure there's going to be a relationship, and I'm comforatable with them. Also online, guys say the rudest nastiest shit. It's so pathetic and I wonder if they would like it if their mothers, daughters, or sisters got treated in the same way as they do me. It's freaking pathetic. I understand Fubar is a virtual bar, and there's nudes. I took mine off. Deal with it. But that does not give you the right to ask if I'm into anal or other things. Grow the hell up. I'm not desperate to get a date either. If I want to meet you, I will tell you. I consider a guy to be interested in me if he kisses me or holds my hand either the first date or second.

Happy Martin Luther King Day
Happy Martin Luther King Day, you ungrateful crackaz. Man, gave his life in pursuit of equality for all. Men, women, chi'ren, black, white, women, Stankin ass, cheap ass Jews and the rest of us. 'Bout all I have to say 'bout that shit. But um...er...ahhh....looka' here honkeys. We got a game coming up on Sunday. And 'Ol Enis gon be there. How I get the tickets? The way I always do when I want something from a group of people who act like 16 year old white girls. I rape white men. I found my way into a Christmas Party in mid-December. Wasn't my party. I just walked into the building, and picked a floor. Saw this white dude with tight jeans on and a tight sweater, and thought to myself, "Dirt Dog (my other nickname)....we need to introduce this punk bitch to the 9 inches of booty food you got tucked in your pants. Needless to say, I caught the bitch slippin, and fed his ass my dick for about 15 minutes. I put my foot on his neck and rode him out. He started cry

Administration :) (for Dummies.)
So, you need to install Java on a RedHat system? Don't know the easiest way to do it? I, personally, prefer using the alternatives route. Helps ease the Java installation management (no, I don't like Java.) Here are the steps: 1) Download the .bin. I didn't bother with the .rpm.bin. 2) sudo chmod +x .bin 3) sudo mv /opt/ * Keep it clean folks. The next admin will slay you for mangling their tidy system, and I'd support them if you did that. 4) sudo vi /etc/profile.d/java.sh Throw the following in: export JAVA_HOME= export PATH=JAVA_HOME/bin:$PATH (Hit escape here) :q 5) source /etc/profile.d/java.sh 6) sudo /usr/sbin/alternatives --install /usr/bin/java java [bin/java after the JAVA_HOME value] [usr/sbin/alternatives --config java to see which you should use] 7) sudo /usr/sbin/alternatives --config java * NOTE: If done properly, you should see your new and shiny java binary and install listed. If not, check your steps. 8) Type the number of the java binary you want to use and hi

Boomy Contest
Bling Contest contest opens when i have 10 enteries (send me a SFW pic of you to use) there is an entry fee of 5 million fubux (contest is for seriouse players only) Prize is a BOOMY how do you win? Have The Most Points When Contest Closes Rates = 10 points comments =5 point NEW rate/fan/add = 15 points (with ur name on it) *Bonus points* Ticker's (sent to me with your name on it) 10 extra points Pimp Out's (make sure ur name is in the message) 25 extra points Bling (sent to me with your name on it) 50 extra points per credit Blast 60 extra points contest opens when i have 10 enteries (send me a SFW pic of you to use) contest closes 2 weeks from start date there is an entry fee of 5 million fubux (contest is for seriouse players only) NO DRAMA! message me your pic and 5 mill Entry fee Thank You! MFKN OG BBW BI PRINCESSX2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar REPOST PLEASE?

Looking For Models In Dfw, Texas!
Currently scouting prospective models for Boudoir style photo shoots at a professional studio in the Dallas/Fort Worth area. Many other styles available! Literally ANY style of photo services you need.Over 40 years professional photography experience in a clean professional studio. All models are treated with the utmost of respect and professionalism. Many props and costumes available, and welcome to bring your own. Newest props are a custom stripper pole and a false bottom stage with a fan under it purposely to get the famous Marylin Monroe skirt blowing pose. Build your portfolio! Most shoots are free, ask me for details. Jason, Wileyharr2003@yahoo.com

Fake Ass Friends
YOU KNOW NOW A DAYS ITS HARD TO TRUELY TELL WHO IS UR REAL FRIENDS AND WHO IS UR FAKE FRIENDS. I WAS ALWAYS TAUGHT IN LIFE, THAT A TRUE FRIEND WILL STICK BY U TILL THE END NO MATTER WHAT. BUT I GUESS OVER THE YEARS I HAVE FOUND OUT DIFFERENT. CAUSE I SURE LEARNED THE HARD WAY JUST HOW FAKE PEOPLE CAN BE.I THOUGHT FUBAR WAS A PLACE WHERE U CAN MEET AND MAKE REAL FRIENDS BUT EVIDENTLY ITS A PLACE WHERE U CAN MEET AND MAKE ALL KINDS OF FAKE FRIENDS. OR SHOULD I SAY WANNA BE FRIENDS. I DONT APOLIGIZE FOR MY WORDS IN THIS BLOG,CAUSE IM TIRED OF BEING SHIT ON AND IM TIRED OF PEOPLE WALKING ALL OVER ME AND WIPEING THERE FEET ON ME AS IF I WAS A RUG. IF I OFFEND ANY ONE WHO IS ON MY FRIENDS LIST WHO READS THIS WELL THE ONLY THING I CAN TELL YOU IS TO REMOVE ME AS YOUR FRIEND. AS I SAID IN MY STATUS MESSAGE IF I WANT A FAKE FRIEND I WILL GO BUY A BARBIE DOLL LEAST MABY SHE WOULD BE MORE OF A FRIEND THAN HALF THE FAKE ASS PEOPLE I HAVE MET ON HERE. MY SO CALLED FRIENDS AND FAMILY ON FUBAR TURNE

Supahhoor
**********PLEASE EMAIL YOUR APPLICATION AND ATTACHED PHOTO TO: orgy_cams69@yahoo.com********** Cam Girl Application: Your Fubar Name: Link to your profile: Link to your VERIFIED salute: Yahoo Messenger Id: Experience in Fubar lounges: Are you banned in any Fubar Lounges? If so, Why? Time frame you are usually on Fubar: Do you take comments personally or Get offended easily? If so, What kind of comments? Must be willing to participate in games and events in the lounge. MUST SUMBIT AN UN-PHOTOSHOPPED PICTURE OF YOURSELF. MUST BE WILLING TO COME IN THE LOUNGE MORE THAN ONCE A WEEK. Note: This is an NSFW Lounge. We allow nudity on cam. It is not required, however showing a little skin is appreciated. People often take screen shots of what happens on cams. If you are only planning on coming in once in a blue moon, please do not apply. We take care of our staff, and if someone just so happens to bot

Government More Like Organized Crime!
In lieu of my constant let downs by State, Federal and local government I've decided the following !! I will rip off all tags from pillows and mattresses in my home challenging all authorities in total disregard of the consequences.. They now will find out not to test my resolve.. The very thing the government trained me to do which is never say die will now be there demise!!!I feel as i've been cast out by my own country so there for feel as though i have one. pretty sad for 13 years of my life!!!! Paying into a system that only helps those who A) Are not from this country.. B) have never worked an honest day in there lives.. or C)just plain fucking lazy!!! so someone please tell me where on gods green earth is the money i paid into a system supposedly designed for this very situation.. As sad as it may seem every day you read about someone just going off and everyone who makes policy wonders. Yes there are some sick crazy fucking ones out there but what about the

Lounge Tutorials
(How To) Use Lounge Emoticons™Every lounge has Emoticons commonly referred to as Emotes. Emotes are used to make a comment to or about someone within a chat style setting. All that is required to use Fubars emotes is that you know how to use the Lounges Tooltip (as shown in Figure 1-1).[Figure 1-1: Lounge Tooltip(Emotes Open)]User Name Herepictures (1)Buzz: 100%sh*t faced! Level: Friend of fubar (10)

Open Blog
one thing i miss on here is that used to be obtainable to get into the daily top 100 list. since the famp bling was introduced i rarely see anyone but the same people in that list. people can have spotlights and happy hours...it dont make a lick of difference there are people who havent signed on in days or weeks in the top 100 daily list for some of us "old timers" godfather is still the level to get to and getting listed on the daily list was cool (screenshot worthy) i feel bad for those who come now and unless they spend money and get on all the top ability bling users family list...they wont ever get on that daily top list just something that has been on my mind :p Who are my favourite mummers (aka trolls). Reading their mumm comments: Male: toss-up between Rev and Flu Female: Hellyion Thing I most regret on fubar: Having stayed friends with someone who disgusted me just because they were a long time fubar friend. Thing I most love on fubar: The people

~gor 101~basic Q & A~
There are two types of the larma fruit on Gor. The type most commonly called for in the rooms is the succulent larma. It is a segmented, fleshy endocarp, often imagined as being similar to a citrus fruit, surrounded by a hard, brittle shell. When a female is referred to as a 'larma', it is meant that her frigid exterior conceals a quite different interior. Larma or other fruit may be offered by a kneeling slave to her Master in a silent plea for his sexual use of her. The second type, commonly called pit fruit, is more similar to an apple with a single seed. The succulent larma may be served whole (the brittle shell is easily broken), segmented, juiced, sliced, broiled (sprinkled with sugars which form a syrup), or as a sauce. The pit fruit may be served whole, sliced, juiced, stewed, baked (with sugars and spices for a wonderful dessert), or fried (as described in the books). ............ I smiled. The larma is luscious. It has a rather hard shell but the shell is brittle and easi

~gorean Things~
"I turned her head, from side to side. How exciting were the earrings, penetrating the soft flesh of her ear lobes. I looked at the tiny wires vanishing in the minute punctures and then emerging, looping the ears, as though in a slave bond, making them the mounting places from which, thus fastened upon her, by my will, dangled two golden rings, barbaric ornaments enhancing the beauty of the slave. I smiled to myself. On Earth I had thought little of earrings. Yet now, in the Gorean setting, how exquisite and exciting they suddenly seemed. Perhaps then, for the first time, I truly began to sense how the Gorean views such things. Surely these things are symbolic as well as beautiful. The girl's lovely ears have been literally pierced; the penetrability of her sweet flesh is thus brazenly advertised upon her very body, a proclamation of her ready vulnerability, in incitement to male rapine. And when she wears the earrings, he can see the metal disappearing in the softness of her ear, lite

My Friends
i wanted to take a minute to thank all of my friends and supporters on fubar. this is one place you can be yourself and no one judges you. i am a big flirt with the ladies and only every so often do i get in trouble. i like everyone, and am easygoing. stop by my page and leave a comment so i can make you a friend too. david

The Way I Feel
As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you The best way to mend a broken heart is time and girlfriends Cry as I may these tears won't wash you away Listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye We always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us Tears are words the heart can't express The hardest to do is waking up without you. He taught me how to love, but not how to stop Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream True love is when you shed a tear and still want him The times we were happy together are worth the times I cry alone Real loss only occurs when you lose something you love more than yourself It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces.Wherever you are, you'll always be in my heart I hate the stars because I look at the same ones as you do, without you Since no one reads my about me, I thought maybe you would read this instead.....I DON'T

Wonders Why
i wonderin why is it i try and chat with all these people but not one will talk to me back dont get me wronge one does but we live in differnt countries so its hrd to catch each other online i just want someone to talk to is that to much to ask for someone answer this for me

this is only a list based on my own personal experiences of the lounges. I'm in no way slandering the lounges so don't go moaning about it, it's just my opinions, the lounges mentioned may be ok with you i don't know, but they didn't work for me so I've listed them. If you're interested in my opinions, read on. .....Snake Eyes Radio: This lounge is full of very strange and undesireable people in my opinion. If you're like me, a normal everyday person who's on this site purely to pass the time, my advice is that you avoid this lounge as it's full of perverted people and people who generally don't seem stable. Many of the lounge members seem to have an irony deficiency, and are unable to grasp the simple concept of SARCASM. Furhermore, they are quite cliquey and cannot be wrong, because if one lounge member doesn't like you, they all decide not to, even if there isn't a discernable reason. :| .....Pergatory Dance Party: This lounge contains idiots. They are very cliquey in thi

Random Thoughts
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me. I want to cry I want to scream I want to tell you mostly I hate that I'm so afraid of everything I wish I would've been strong enough to say no to you I wish I could believe my own lies I use to cover up the pain you left I envy the way this hasn’t hurt

Leveling Requirements
Striving for level 36 and getting close. One of the requirements is to push 5 who are a minimum level 10 to the next level. I have pushed at least 5 in the last week but I show zero credit. I asked Fubar support why and was told they can't be above level 19....If you check level 36 requirements, you will see nothing about a maximum level. This is bogus

My Poetry
I CARRY YOUR HEART WITH ME I carry your heart with me(I carry it in my heart) I am never without it(anywhere I go you go,my dear); and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling I fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet) I want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud) and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apartI carry your heart(I carry it in my heart) Alcohol Sedated and numb I fade from his mind You give him what he wants His emotions are blind I am stripped of hiim I lose him everytime I long to know him more But I see he isn't mine I was robbed at birth And again later in life You stole my father I gave up being a w

What Will Matter
I love you as you are, as you seek to find your own special way to relate to the world. I honour your choices to learn in the way you feel is right for you. I know it is important that you are the person you want to be and not someone that I or others think you "should" be. I realise that I cannot know what is best for you, although perhaps sometimes I think I do. I have not been where you have been, viewing life from the angle you have. I do not know what you have chosen to learn, how you have chosen to learn it, with whom or in what time period. I have not walked life looking through your eyes, so how can I know what you need. I allow you to be in the world without a thought or word of judgement from me about the deeds you undertake. I see no error in the things you say and do. In this place where I am, I see that there are many ways to perceive and experience the different facets of our world. I allow without reservation the choices you make in each moment. I make no judgement of th

Emma
well, i met a lady on here from aussie.fuck colt! she is really awesome. fuck colt! we are getting to talk on skype and fubar everyday now, for hours. fuck colt! she is a down to earth woman. fuck Colt! i enjoy myself when i am in her presence. fuck colt!

Humor
Scientists have recently began an investigation into the cause of an unexpected yet devastating combination of an earthquake which reached an unbelievable high on the Richter Scale: a massive 11 points; and an F5 tornado which are also known as the "Finger of God" because of it's destruction capabilities, in southern Florida last week. Local reports confirmed that the two natural disasters did in fact occur at the same time, which greatly increased the fury. After 3 long days of sifting through the wreckage, a team finally located what they believe to be the epicenter - the residential home of local businessman Kyle Brattley. Mr. Brattley and his wife are currently missing so were unavailable for comment. We asked next-door neighbor Pyke Fenrunner to explain in detail what he remembers: "Man it was just darn crazy, I ain't seen nothin like it before. Everything started shaking and gettin so loud you couldn't even hear anybody screaming. Things were being tossed and thrown aro

Birthday Wish List Blog
My birthday is on February 12th. I would really like to have a good birthday. I made up a wish list of some things I would like to have. If possible. Please help me have a good birthday. ♥Any FuBar Gifts♥(Thank you bigdaddy candisuddlebear, slowhand50, maddogg332005, John Nobles, bobbyberge and Randy the vampire. Thank you)♥Any Bling♥(Thank you Fzy69me,Aris, Gary Lee, Last Caress and TheVoice, TexanT, Starchaser and St Michael. Thank you) ♥1 Auto 11's♥♥2 Cherry Bomb(Will bomb you)♥♥2 Famplifier(Will add you to family)♥

Looking For A Romantic Fool
I'm Pretty Easy Going, not VERY Shy but do tend to have quiet moments Brown eyed, redheaded ( by choice ) Acuarious by birth I can be a spontaneous, unpredictable & charming if I wanna be. I'm conservative about some things, yet open-minded some others. One of my favorite quotes is: (IM A SHY TEASE & SHAMELESS FLIRT ) I'm addicted to cell texting... I Believe That at the end of the Day ,it's the little things that Count The most..... I DON'T do one-night stands, NO casual sex, NO friends with benefits, DONT date someone who is already in a relationship, DONT have sex on a first date, WONT trade naughty pictures, OR meet anyone I haven’t been texting for a while ARE YOU UP TO THE CHALLENGE? 1. How do you know to get me interested in you? Well, I don't 'waste' time seeing a personI'm not interested in. If someone gets a date from me that means I am already interested. If I go on a third or forth date you KNOW for sure you've captured my mind. At that point I'm still not i

Crazy Shite
Helly's mumm about the census twit bothering her made me think of this old cartoon This is another one of those Saturday-afternoon movies I remember from growing up. If you like cheesy scifi about UFO's, this is a good one. Parts of this may have been made up, but it was still a cool and freaky movie I used to love to see when I was a kid.

How Charming
1:08pmreplydork: Well I'm hungry, hungry and your pussy looks so good I wanna suck your asshole, wanna piece of...? I don't even care if your on the bloody rag I'll eat you buttplug, come on sit on my face I wanna eat you out, baby eat you out Open up your legs baby, I wanna eat you out Eat you out, baby eat you out I don't care if it's runny and I don't care if it smells Eat you out, baby eat you out I wanna stick my tongue in you and suck your cunt juice out Don't wanna finger fuck you, stick my dick inside of you I'd rather? Fat or ugly it looks like you don't care If your young or old, you gotta cunt? I'll lick you there I wanna put my tongue so far inside of you Drink your piss and cum and you can drink mine too Wanna eat your shit, you can eat my diarrhea Wanna... bring your cunt right over here

Feeling... Nothing But Feeling
’ve been home alone all day cleaning up and making everything look nice. I’m in the kitchen finishing up the dishes, and I hop in the shower, hoping to be done before you get home. I’m just finishing up my shower when the curtain opens and I see Michelle there, naked too, she just walks into the shower and starts kissing me, roughly grabbing my boob pushing me against the wall pressing her body to mine. Hot water streaming down on both of us while she sucks on my tongue and lips one of her legs between mine rubbing into my pussy. Then she takes her mouth from mine, trailing down my neck to my nipples, already hard she takes them into her mouth sucking and biting them teasing them till I’m hotter than the water. Then she just drops lower, on her knees in the shower she starts to lick my clit, easing her way down inside me a little and back to my clit until I can’t stand anymore. My knees are weak and so she takes my hand and leads me out of the show

Personal Opinion
Why is it that men tell lies to women because they think this is what they want to hear. Well wake up we want the truth. Honesty is the best policy. Truth hurts but makes a person a better person for not lying. Life sucks but they are so much out there for people who is honest instead of telling people what they think they want to hear, which is for the most part lies. If honesty is something ur not about then move along because I am and do not want to be involved with someone who is not.

Wtf
Its your favorite dirty little slut with another tale... but this is one filled with adversary and disapointment. So I go out of my way to make a sultry dirty little add for 3 different things... One for a woman, one for a couple and another one for a man. After many disappointing emails messages and pictures we discover we are stuck with finding another man because most people aren't quite ready for us... So we start screening the tons of cock and face pics out there and come across two people we already know... One a guy I went to school with and another that we had hung with at the bar once. There are freaks just crawling out of the seams at this place!!!!! We go on and narrow it down to a handful and make sure our specifications are clear... We want a man.. We BOTH want to get fucked and we both wnt to play with you!!! By this point it is 1 am on friday so we postpone our endevours to a later date. One of the cantidates sounds most interesting... He has the same name as lovey and e

Models
trying to put a website together for new models so they can get their face out there. Some of my portfolio is on http://www.modelmayhem.com/240799. Please be sure to check it out. If anyone is interested please email me, photo_chuck98@yahoo.com

My Hearts Desire
pleasing You is what i posess giving all to You with no recess my heart is full of unbounding ties my body cries from deep inside to please You Sir is what i crave for all my life was such sharades cause no one wanted my parades paridise is what i seek or am i being so very meek Soulmate i have not found but then again You weren't around to find each other would be profound when all we would do is turn around bound by others we are now but true love will prevail i pray that my search will soon be over like finding a four leaf clover bowing down at Your feet just now wondering when why and how i have lived my life thus far knowing You and i have been apart makes my passion even stronger don't make me wait any longer i long for You to be pleased by me to open You up to be made complete .

Just A Few Things Fubar Should Update
Seems to me that if you were going to institute a "Like" button, and have it inside of a members' tooltip, that it would make more sense to have it located in the tooltip no matter where you access it from. Currently it is only accessible from the Active member Scroll bar, the online member window, and on the main screen of the "new" homepage style... It makes it difficult to return a like to a member when they cant be found in those special spots. How about writing in the code for it to be in all tooltips and/or on the member profile page. Personally I think that if you rate someone that has a boomy running, that the rate bate you get from them should count towards your daily rate totals... I can understand not having a famp count because it isnt really your rate, you just get the points for it. I say that if the rate counts enough that the person cant come to your page and rate you that it should be counted towards your daily totals... imo

Gastrc Bypass
Well it has been over a year with alot of test,doctor appointments,and even another surgery but its finally gonna happen in 11 days i am getting the gastric bypass surgery. I am nervous and excited i will be posting alot of picture of my progress just look in my pics in the "Gastric bypass" folder leave comments and rates please. and for those that feel the need to leave negative comments they WILL be deleted i have worked very hard for this even though i know its my fault it got this bad in the first place. so please be kind when leaving comments

Goth Bitch Blog
Every time you get mad, you take it out on me like it all my fult , Every time things dont go your way its my fult , You dont understand when you bitch all the time and yell all the time you hurt me , you know little me who you say you love every night , Its not my fult you are having a bad day , why do you sit here and say you love me when in fact all you do is hurt my feelings all the time when i talk about laevein you dont want to do that and i have done is try to make things work out and i feel like i keep hitting a brick wall ,a dead end , no way out you name it i feel like it . I will keep tryin ether untill i am stoped or dead but i will keep trying no matter what i wont let my family fall apart . i love you alot and i know you will never read this but at leaset i got to say something somewhere and i really dont feel any better. Maybe later i will hopfuly .

Penialvanwrinkle
So yeah I gotta write this down while I can still remember most of it. It begins at some outdoor class. I wasn't detailed on silly things like subjects. I just remember the teacher was preggers and went to go poop for a really long time. By the time she got back I grabbed my stuff and walked out of class. Almost like a low budget TV show, I bump in to my Uncle Hector as I'm leaving and he tells me I need to get my cap and gown. Sticking with the low budget theme (and I assume my mind knew I would be pressed for time), we take five steps and he knocks on some outdoor offices wall. He says, "I bet you didn't know which one it was" and I said, "they all look like roofless tiki huts to me". We banter with the random black dude of the story for a minute. We get the cap and gown, then haul ass for some reason. As we continue heading out, we pass by my other Uncle Segundo. He says, "did you get the stuff?" and I responded, "WTF? Did we just do a drug deal and I wasn't aware?" He's don

Time To Handle Some Business
Some lil boy at school, slipped a note in my daughters backpack with his telephone number, saying "call me"...................... Part of me wants to track this kid down, and introduce him to my steel toe boots...... But he didn't even have the nerve to leave his name on the note, so i guess i'll give him a break this time. Even my daughter who is 11 said it's pretty sad he was afraid to talk to her and give his number in person....... Besides that, me and my daughter have an agreement in place, She wont start dating or liking boys until i say it's time, and I promise not to hurt any of these lil evil spawn that want to get near my daughter..... I may have to start homeschooling her...........

Botb
So, this is what a blog is huh? Just click a few buttons and here I am, typing in an extremely TINY box about nothing...so, if you are reading this, maybe you should mosey on a long unless you want to fall asleep out of boredom. Many blog about the dislikes of fu, others? The friends they meet on here and others? Heck what am I talking about? I have only read two people's blogs on here and I likely can't top their creativity, but I will give it a some effort. If anyone can come up with what BOTB means, then they win a hot tub, yea a fu hot tub, but an hot tub none the less. Good luck folks! Darleen

Web Hosting
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Poems
The sun is bright, the sand is hot, damn I'm sleeping on a cot! I haven't heard and haven't seen my family since I was 18. The closest friend I have to say, is a M16 and a grenade. The people here are full f pain and sorrow, Lord I pray, I live 'till tomorrow. Blood, sweat, tears and pain, what do we have to gain? Blood in the street, tears in our eyes. Why did these people have t die? Why? the sun is bright the sand is hot. damn im sleeping on a cot. i havent heard and i havent seen my family since i was 18. the closest friend i have to say is an m16 and a hand grenade. the people here are full of pain and sorrow, lord i pray i will live till tomorrow. blood, sweat, tears and pain. what do we have to gain. blood in the streets tears in our eyes. why do these people have to die? why? When I walk down the lonely road, you're the only one I wish to know. My emotions rise and fall like tides lines on a cliff wall. As I look up at the stars, I wonder why w

How To Treat A Lady
The kind of girl that calls you handsome, The kind of girl that will sit & watch sports, The kind of girl that wants to help you work on your car & doesn't care about getting dirty, The kind of girl that will cook for you The kind of girl that likes to go fishing, The kind of girl that doesn't care about your wallet, The kind of girl that stands by your side, The kind of girl that gives you a massage because you had a bad day, The kind of girl that will say go have fun with the guys, The kind of girl that is happy just being in your arms, The kind of girl that you can talk to because she doesn't judge you, The kind of girl that can say sure the guys can come over & she'll cook for everybody, The kind of girl that won't try to change you, The kind of girl that will respect you as a man, The kind of girl that will be faithful when you are not there... Not many guys appreciate a good woman anymore. Because of this, there are not many left out there. I bet almost 90%

Miss Hightimes Can I Win????
Hello everyone, If you get a chance please go to http://misshightimes.com/hot/rate/single/35599 and vote on my 5 pics. You can vote every day on there site. Sometimes you get a 404 message that is a busy message so please try again in a few sec's. Please share this blog with your friends and spread the word a Fubar girl is running for miss Hightimes. Thank you all very much Much love your SexyPirate

Astrology
Capricorn: Jan 20 - Feb 16Aquarius: Feb 16 - Mar 11Pisces: Mar 11 - Apr 18Aries: Apr 18 - May 13Taurus: May 13 - Jun 21Gemini: Jun 21 - Jul 20Cancer: Jul 20 - Aug 10Leo: Aug 10 - Sept 16Virgo: Sept 16 - Oct 30Libra: Oct 30 - Nov 23Scorpio: Nov 23 - Nov 29Ophiuchus: Nov 29 - Dec 17

The Truth N Nuttin But Da Truth
What I'd like to know is why every time something goes wrong withing this city's local government, we the people, suffer the price...pun intended? y? y? y? I'm sick and tired of seeing my taxes go up, fares, tolls, sales. c'mon... I thought we elected people so that we wouldn't have to deal with micro economics, but unfortunately we are the bail out, and y should the city spend our money on nonesense like street signs? I want revenge. I want justce. I want my god damn money back... all of it. Love Always, NYC Resident

Treasures
I am done..and i'm movin on from my past for those of u that doubt u can kiss my ass, i've fought and i have fallen but now i can hear my destiny callin...For those that have lied, and cheated and stole i will take ur abuse no more......i am beatin but far from broken, and it is about time my words are spoken.....i will leave this place never to return and when that happens i hope u will learn....that i was the good one who deserve much love and respect....but if you dont see it now than u will always regret.......my time is coming and for those that are with me good on u for those that are against me well FUK U too.....but the time is coming and soon you will see.....that u will find no greater treasure than me........

Pockets' Ponders
I think it has been pretty well established that people love boobies. Man, Woman and Tranny alike, (ESPECIALLY trannies) all love boobies. Some people show their boobies on here. OK. Here's what I'm thinking: 1.) If someone isn't showing their boobies on here why bother asking them to? That's kinda rude. This is the internet. When you normally type in "fubar" after you sit down in the chair, type in "boobies" instead. I promise you will be occupied for hours. 2.) Ladies, I look at your NSFW pictures. I flip through them occasionally. I love them. You girls rule. I mean that. I'm not going to rip em. I don't go through them when people are in the room with me. You friended me, not everyone in my house. I respect people's privacy. It's one of my better qualities, IMO. I'm not gonna stalk anybody over some nudes or over someone being nice to me. Type three of the kinkiest words you can think of into your search engine and I have probably already seen the resulting websites. Just

Clothing-matching
Planning to help your child to put over a girls cowgirl fits and pull away a cowgirl look? Then worry no more! There are a great offer of trendy cowgirl attire along the lines of cowgirl skirt, cowgirl hats and boots in addition to other accessories obtainable in shopping center department stores and on the net stores with range of choices based on design and color that you just as well as your small lady can select from. Consider the strategies that people need to help you to create a decision the ins and outs of a real trendy cowgirl appearance for the toddler. Girls cowgirl outfits could possibly be tricky at times because the cowgirl wardrobe calls for a specific thing boyish appearance but that will not be considered a difficulty especially to individuals that want to grow to be remarkable and girly. Girls cowgirl outfits originated in the western facet of America where ranching and farming are the well-known type of livelihood especially during the earlier times when even ladies

Life
why does life have to be so unfair? I ask myself this time and time again everytime you find happiness it just seems to drift away, How are we supose to hold up if life keeps letting us down? married to someone for thirty years and in three months its all taken away ,now how do i live ? life seems so unfair im lonely and scared and need some friends most people say get over it but i cant its really hard ,so when i think of life i wonder will i ever live a happy life again/ lies hurt and take away alot from you when you put your trust in someone just to have your heart broken you ask yourself is it really even worth the time to ask why? i met someone on here he knew i lost my husband just eleven months ago its the closet ive got to i opened up my heart just to add more pain i thought about leaving this site after his promises to always be there for me ..but i have many true friends on here i cant leave because one person played with my feelings and hurt me.. my real friends love to you

The Tribe
Vicarious Lyrics "Vicarious" lyrics "Vicarious" Eye on the TV 'cause tragedy thrills me Whatever flavour It happens to be like; Killed by the husband Drowned by the ocean Shot by his own son She used the poison in his tea And kissed him goodbye That's my kind of story It's no fun 'til someone dies Don't look at me like I am a monster Frown out your one face But with the other Stare like a junkie Into the TV Stare like a zombie While the mother Holds her child Watches him die Hands to the sky crying Why, oh why? 'cause I need to watch things die From a distance Vicariously I, live while the whole world dies You all need it too, don't lie Why can't we just admit it? Why can't we just admit it? We won't give pause until the blood is flowing Neither the brave nor bold The writers of stories sold We won't give pause until the blood is flowing I need to watch things die From a good safe distance Vicariously I, live while the whole world dies You all feel the same so Why can't w

My Dad
The final inspection:As the policeman stood and faced his god, which must always come to pass.He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass."Step forward now, policeman. how shall i deal with you?Have you always turned the other cheek? to my church have you been true?" the police man squared his shoulders and said, "no, lord i guess i aint, because those of us who carry badges cant always be a saint.i've had to work most sundays, and at times my talk was rough, and sometimes i've been violent, because the streets are awfully tough. But i never took a penny that wasnt mine to keep....Though i worked alot of overtime, when the bills got too steep.and i never passed a cry for help, though at times i shook with fear.And sometimes, God forgive me, Ive wept unmanly tears.I know i dont deserve a place among these people here, they never wanted me around, except to calm their fear.If you've a place for me here , lord, it neednt be so grand. I never expected or had too much, But

Making My Kid Famous!
PLEASE HELP ME HELP MAKE MY KID FAMOUS!After 8 years and many successful shows and battle wins, My sons band, Scarecrow Hill is now in an on-line battle fora $25,000.00 recording deal and US tour. Unfortunately, we are 10 days BEHIND all the other bands (due to some computer problems we didn't get the e-mail until 2 days ago)SO, I am asking EVERYONE I know, personally, for help with this.the battle ends in March.you can vote once every hour, every day so I'm asking all my friends to vote as often as possible. every vote helps!They have climbed from the 17th spot to the 4th in just under 3 days but we NEED to get them and keep them in the # 2 spot until March!the link for the site is http://www.gorillamusic.com/25000-record-deal-contest-voting/?c=101&w=t&n=20 PLEASE, VOTE FOR SCARECROW HILL!!! ITS A SHOT AT A RECORD DEAL! & US City Tour Contest Voting | Gorilla Music www.gorillamusic.com PLEASE, help if you can!ask friends!ask neighbors! get the kids in on it!lolThanx! I'm N

Life Bitch!
Fuck. When ur husband cheats n leaves it is normal to want to date again. And, I did. I started to see my ex-best friends brother. Even tho I knew he had issues with his relationships in his past. Idiot me! So, I started having second thoughts and I wanted to work things out so I started to lie. I didn't intend to hurt ne1 and I didn't mean to cheat. My husband who I want to be with has no idea, And, I broke things off with the othger guy but he came to my house with a gun. I dont no how 2 get out of the situation... HELP!

Redneck Heaven Lounge Staff Appl
` Redneck Heaven !!!!!!!!!!!!!ATTENTION PLEASE READ CAREFULLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SCREEN NAME: FIRST NAME: Yahoo Messenger Name: Email:POSITION APPLING FOR: Need to be a member for at least 10 days to allow other staff members to get to know you.If applying for DJ we ask that you DJ a minimum of 2 times a week.We expect greeter to greet EVERYONE who comes in the room and ask them to join if they are a visitor, greeters are not to do the enforcers job your job is to greet.Enforcers are there to keep the peace you are to defuse a problem before it starts you are to insure the rules are followed so always have your eye on the lounge and whats bein said.(DJ Position Only)WE KNOW LIFE AND KIDS COME FIRST LET THE DJ MANAGER KNOW IF YOU CANT MAKE A SHIFT,BUT WE ASK NOT TO MAKE IT ALL THE TIMEWE ALSO ASK TO BE TOLD AHEAD OF TIME.WHEN IS THE BEST TIMES YOU ARE AVALIABL

Thursday On The Glow Radio
Thursday on The Glow Radio: The Reverend DJ Furg & his Church of Rock starting at 3pm Pacific/5pm Central/9pm Eastern next up is "Thee Witch" The Mistress of Goth, Hard Rock, & Metal Music starting at 6pm Pacific/8pm Central/9pm Eastern closing tonight will be the Bossman James Bound and tonight he will be spinning Classic Rock Music starting at 9pm Pacific/11pm Central/Midnight Eastern Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory or you can go to our website at: ___________________ www.TheGlowRadio.com Tune in and enjoy the best tus anyhere on the Web. The music community for the coolest cats in town! p FREE Music/LIVE DJs: Pick Your Player!

Letter From A Marine
21 Dec 2010 07:12 PM PSTFrom : A Recon Marine in AfghanistanFrom the Sand Pit - It's freezing here. I'm sitting on hard, cold dirt between rocks and shrubs at the base of the Hindu Kush Mountains, along the Dar 'yoi Pomir River, watching a hole that leads to a tunnel that leads to a cave. Stake out, my friend, and no pizza delivery for thousands of miles.I also glance at the area around my ass every ten to fifteen seconds to avoid another scorpion sting. I've actually given up battling the chiggers and sand fleas, but the scorpions give a jolt like a cattle prod. Hurts like a bastard. The antidote tastes like transmission fluid, but God bless the Marine Corps for the five vials of it in my pack.The one truth the Taliban cannot escape is that, believe it or not, they are human beings, which means they have to eat food and drink water. That requires couriers and that's where an old bounty hunter like me comes in handy. I track the couriers, locate the tunnel entrances and st

Start Before Its Too Late
i believe in the right to bear arms but there are certain people that dont deserve that right. passing a bill isnt going to stop the violence or stop the insane person that carries out that violence. sure, there is a law about not having gu...ns near schools...but open your eyes government officials!! it hasnt stopped anything. in the past 10 years take a long look at the school shootings and the innocent lives that have been lost because of some moron that had something to prove. its time to start looking at the people! like when that teacher was talking about when he'd turn to write on the chalk board he was scared because he thought that guy would shoot him...come on!! if you feel like that, turn his ass in before its too late. trust your gut feelings and do something about it. if laws meant anything to these sick people, there wouldnt be a columbine or a va tech. its not about laws... its about trusting your instincts on people and taking actions to prevent it from e

You!!!!!
You are the reason i wake in morning with a smile.You are the reason i look forward to getting home at night after work.You make me feel wanted an loved .You are the one i have been looking for all my life .You make me feel feelings i have never felt before.You being in my life now completes me.You give me reason to believe again in love an life .You are my soul mate an i so love an adore YOU!!!!!!!!

Fucking Morons
WTH!?!?!?! Why do ppl get so bent out of shape on here when someone buys a FRIEND in fu owned??? Seriously? Why get pissed off about it? Why harass the person for playing a damn game? Is it seriously hurting you and causing you pain when they get bought? If so......GET THE HELL OFF OF FUBAR!! ITS A FUCKING GAME!!!!!!!! Oh yes i put words in caps. Im so fed up with shit that im at the point that i dont care who i piss off anymore. Whether its online or in real life. Its rather funny and pathetic that you can piss ppl off online when FUBAR is not real life at all. Its a damn site where ppl get on chat to friends,chat to strangers,make new friends,and possibly meet a decent person. And some just get on here looking for drama,looking for someone to use,or abuse. Which ever you choose leave me the hell out of it. I have my man. Been with him a year. If you want to be ignorant and not read someones profile to see why they are this site....well then you deserve the out c

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If I only smurfing knew . Your a smurfing monster . Run for your smurfs . Its smurfing right for us . Where in smurfs name can we be our smurfs selves and smurf along .

Crazy
Once again I've lost my way. Going nowhere fast, I dread the return. Spend my days in this self-made cage. Where my soul can dwell, and my loneliness is thriven far to well. All and none of the answers I've found. Alone I stand on hollow ground. Too many years have passed. Too much blood has been spilt. I realize it's my destiny, my will. Things aren't always what they seem As the scars on my skin will show On hollow ground I stand On hollow ground repent The sins were mine. I'm gone, I know. Dazed and weakened by the haze. Went nowhere fast, I dread the return. I've lost my ways, am I losing my mind? Maybe then my redemtion's there to find.

Opsec!!!
While going through and rating alot of pictures the past few days, I've noticed alot of OPSEC concerns as far as military pictures that military personnel post. I know this is supposed to a fun site and a place where we can all come to play the Fu Game, but it concerns me when I know some pics that I am rating should not be up on a public site like this. I Know i have gotten emails at work about what pics can and can not be posted on social networking sites so I am fairly certain that my fellow military members have gotten the same email as well. Please be careful what kinds of pictures we all are posting, especially pics from overseas. Hate to sound like a hag, but OPSEC is very important even today still. If you are unsure or haven't read the email/message I am referring to, ask someone in your unit or chain of command and I am sure they can get you the verbage. I just want all of us from every country to be safe from the evil that is out there and the saying is true: A pic speaks a

Pray If You Want To
Florida Court Sets Atheist Holy Day! Gotta love this Judge! You must read this....a proper decision by the courts...for a change. FLORIDA COURT SETS ATHEIST HOLY DAY In Florida , an atheist created a case against the upcoming Easter and Passover Holy days. He hired an attorney to bring a discrimination case against Christians and Jews and observances of their holy days. The argument was that it was unfair that atheists had no such recognized days. The case was brought before a judge. After listening to the passionate presentation by the lawyer, the judge banged his gavel declaring, "Case dismissed!" The lawyer immediately stood objecting to the ruling saying, "Your honor, How can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and others. The Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and Hanukkah, yet my client and all other atheists have no such holidays.." The judge leaned forward in his chair saying, "But you do. Your client, counsel, is woefully ignorant." The lawyer sai

Missing!!!
HOUSTON TX Last Saturday January 8 My Boy friend took me to my job around 6PM and we was having a discussion because his actions seem a little shady, and I confronted him If he had use drugs lately. He deny being on drugs, but got really upset about it. He has problems in the past, but I was hoping he has gotten the message, and was finally on his way to recovery. The last thing he mention, was that he was going to an AA meeting, and that was the last time I saw him. Today its Wednesday and I still have not heard anything from him. He is driving a green Ford Explorer Sport. With two doors. It has the temporary paper plate in the back and no plate in the front. It also have a San Jacinto Auto Sales Sticker on the back. If anyone has information about it please contact me here or at 936-242-9045

Hideing From Thyself
Like a puppy Whose tail Has been Cropped You chase after Nothing And cannot be Stopped Trying to follow Memories Of what No longer Exists May cause pretend Happiness But will Never provide Actual bliss Sometimes Hideing Is Just The Best I Can Do

I Love You
Sometimes what we care about the most gets used up or goes away, never to return. Sometimes we never get to say goodbye or I love you! Life is short and precious. Suppose 1 day you never woke up... Do your friends and family know you love them? Let everyone know how you feel even if you don't think they love you back. It's amazing what 3 little words can do. Just in case I am called home, I just wanted you to know... I LOVE YOU!!! Live everyday to the fullest and forgive those who are wrong Because tomorrow is never promised. We got 1 shot in life, Don't let pride or anger ruin your chance of happiness!!! ♥Much Love♥ ~Jodi~

I Got Something To Say... What Was It Again?
Eye Color: Jet Black...with a large dose of Hazel. Hair Color: Brown Height: 6'1" Typical Hair Style: Flat Top or buzzed bald Typical Clothing: Tee Shirt and Jeans or a hoodie and jeans... My Favorite color: Black, Blue, Green... Mode of Transportation: Geo Prizim Lsi Astrological Sign: Stop! Scorpio Taste that makes me melt: sulfuric acid... or a great steak. My Cologne: Sean John Unforgivable, Nautica Sport, Nautica Blue, Antonio Banderas Blue Seduction, Axe Dark Temptation... My Bodywash: Powersport: Gravity A Hobby I Enjoy: Taking Pictures... Want to pose for me? :) A City I Would Like To Visit: New York A Country I Would Like To Visit: Australia & Ireland... Favorite Alcoholic Beverage: Jameson... Jack Daniels... Rum... Miller Lite... Favorite Non Alcoholic Beverage: Sobe No Fear, Sprite, Water A Game I Like To Play: Monopoly... Scrabble... Phase 10... Chess Book I Would Recommend: Anything by Laurell K. Hamilton A Movie I Could Watch Over & Over: Halloween, The

Floods
For those that do not know or have not heard about the devastation that my country is facing i thought i would write a blog to tell all of it's extent. Queensland is on the Eastern side of Australia and is currently battling floods. The floods started before christmas and are continuing as i write this. So far over 75% of Queensland has been affected. Livestock destroyed, Houses destroyed, Plantations destroyed, People have drowned and many more are missing. 75% of queensland equals to the area contained if you join France and Germany together!!!!!! 36 towns thus far have had to evacuate, some have even been air lifted to safety. Roads are closed and people are being told to leave. But where the heck do they go????? The flood waters are even reaching the border of New South Wales and eventually will affect the Murray Rivers and therefore affect Victoria. However, if we stand back and see the bigger picture we soon realise that Queenland is one of the most primary sources of our fresh

Peacejoylove
I originally, came to this site, after months of being irritated and bored with my life, after a recent seperation with my -ex; wanting some attention I suppose. Who am I kidding, I knew what I was doing and I liked it ALOT. Although in the back of my mind, I knew better than to do what I had been doing. The encounter I had this evening was everything that I have been missing for the past year. I used to be a Christian, back-slid, and now have "come back", and I can honestly say that I wouldn't trade what and WHO I have now for anything. So, say what you will, I truly don't care, because I have PEACE, JOY, and LOVE, the best wave I could ever be riding.

The Death Of Manners
With the elimination of osama bin laden, there is an opening of a myriad options to consider and eventually pursue. It will be weeks before the euphoria and back slapping, and a return to status quo. And with good Statesmanship, President Barrack Obama stands on the precipiece of historical figure. The islamic world is in revolt, is at a crossroads, with the right diplomacy, an opening for Arab democracy is at hand to take the world forward. The Arab world is throwing out it's strongmen. Where they end up can be determined by how this administration deals with the aftermath of Osama's death. Barrack Obama is uniquely qualified to play a positive, constructionist role in how or if a rapproachment is made to the islamic world. When the euphoria ebbs as the consequence of the killing of Osama Bin Laden,The president will find a very different political reality, an opportunity to affect the course of history, to become an historical figure. President Barrack Obama, is uniquely placed to re

Who I Am
A NEW DAY A NEW LIFE A VISION A NEW WAY OF THINKING A NEW LIGHT IN WITCH I DIDNT HAVE AND I WAS LOST FOR THE LONGEST A NEW BREATH OF AIR OF WITCH I CAN BREATH A NEW SIGHT ON WITCH I CAN LOOK IN YOUR EYES AND WONDER WHAT HEAVENS LIKE MONEY AND FRIENDS I LOST EM BOTH I NEVER LOST FAITH BECAUSE GOD SAID HOLD ON THERES A NEW DAY I SHED TEARS THAT WERE DRY AFTER THE DARK THE SUN ROSE AND I KNEW YOU WERE IN MY HEART I NEVER FELT EMPTY BECAUSE I ALWAYS HAD YOU A TRUE FRIEND OF FAITH AND HOPE I BEEN BEHIND THE BARS OF DISPARE AND SADNESS ANGER AND VIOLANCE IV HAD MY PRIDE BROKEN MY HEART TORN MY MIND FRAYED BUT I ALWAYS KNEW THERE WAS BETTER DAYS AS OF NOW ILL JUST GET INTO THE MINDSET OF WRITE N THINGS I KNOW AND SEE REGUARDLESS OF WHAT PPL SAY I LOVE ME ITS A NEW DAY :) I LOVE U GRANDMA IN 05 MY GRANDMA PASSED FROM CANCER SHE WAS A GREAT PERSON STILL TO THIS DAY I MISS HER SHE WAS ONE PERSON WHO JUST KNEW EVERYTHING AND SAID NO TO NOTHING IT WAS A TOUGH TIME FOR ME I HAD TO CHOOSE MY LIFE OR

Life
this was getting bashed around fubar, this is for real - WARNING: Please beware of a male member named EatMyShorts (appropriate really as he's a prick!)... a.k.a XxComeBackKidxX. This little prick has taken to making death treats against a female member. If you are approached, for your ownsafety, please ignore the memeber who i did that too backstabbed me so i said sumthing i didnt mean. you all realise its the freaking internet. it happends all the time. i dont even mean it . so i dunno why it has to be spread around. why cant it be delt with the two of us. why does it had to be passed around . all a bunch or narks . i know who ever is spreading that around will read this and laugh , and i dont really care go ahead. just let me tell you sumthing if u think im leaving fubar . haha sadly mistaken. who ever is spreading this crap arpund is pushing me to loose my mind and leave this site. sorry your mission has failed big time. one user who will remain nameless is adve

Short Story By Me =)
We All Die By: Tina Louise W. "You are such a fucking hypocrite!," screamed Pamela. "Well if you weren't always being a cunt I wouldn't have to resort to being a dick now would I?" Ben said in a flat tone. "Fu-" "No fuck you Pam, I'm sick of your shit." The Andersons... typical family in the local hell of Nashtown suburbia. Sure they have their bad points but also their good. You know?? Take their kids for a walk in the park on a leash, push the dog on the swings-set, have their holier-than-thou perception on others, laugh at the expense of one's misery. Yes, a normal life. It wasn't that the family is odd, well not all of them. It was that the mother was nuttier than a half eaten payday melting on a summer afternoon. Pamela would be the sweetest woman in the world unless she didn't have her swiss army knife keychain. From what is known, this keychain was given to her by her mother which told her, "Always keep this by your side or you will surely die

Keep In Mind
I believe in angels, The kind that heaven sends, I am surrounded by angels, But I call them friends. Keep in mind we are all ppl no matter who has what We all have heart's and feeling's you wanna bash and spit sh*t that's fine But remember we all feel the same at the end of the day To those I ever hurt I'm Truely very sorry Keep in mind we all have Heart's an Feeling's A candle within me A small flame burning, Fueled by your eyes, your laughter, your astonishing smile. A yearning within me An aching longing, Deepened by your joy, your charm, your ephemeral grace. A love within me A passion everlasting, You dance among the stars, and in my fevered heart.

::miab Blog::
Soooo I posted a pic or two of the new man in my life. This is my first relationship since "he-who-will-not-be-named" and I'm very excited! I have known him since the 6th grade and we were friends throughout school until high school graduation and then we went seperate ways. We reunited in mid-2010 and I wasn't really into him....at first. We both started out as good friends with the same passion for martial arts, combatives and writing and photography. He's leaving very soon for Iraq so that's the bitchin' monkey wrench thrown into our relationship but I have faith that we will make it. He completely supports my dream to be in law enforcement and he makes me happy! But yeah, thought I'd share that tidbit with you all Were just going to take it one day at a time especially since were both ambitious and have goals that we want to accomplish but it feels really good to meet a good man that not only treats me right but also has a mean leglock! Of doing the Jillian Michaels 30-day Shred

Darkness
my soul is empty my heart is black when u look in my eyes u see saddness and dispare u cant help but love me for who i am. my blood runs cold as ice i breath slowly and deeply trying to get theses dead throughts out of my mind not knowing where to go but in my corner the place i call home im tired of being abused and hurt by everyone i know it seems when i start to love them they dont love me back it scares me that i might just never wake up from this hell hole of a place that i seem to call my home but truly im locked up inside my own damn body trying to get rid of this damn demon that lives deep within my body screaming and clawing trying to find a way out to consume me and hurt the people that i know. i shiver at night in my cold bed just wanting u here with me holding me close keeping the demon locked away for good. all i want is to be able to love but am i even given that chance? no never have i been given that because my mind just turns everything good in to things

Fu_marriage
Ok, if you want to fu-marry me then this is all I ask that you do for me. Send me a mail explaining why I should fu-marry you. I'm not making it a requirement but I just want to see the reasons why someone would want to fu-marry me. The mail can be short or long, it doesn't matter to me but I would just like to know why.

Pleasuremehappy
I am a 41 year old with two children and an Irish husband. I live in Canada on a country road with no one around me. I have a website www.sexplorationsboutique.com that sells adult novelties. You can buy anything on my website. The other thing that keeps me busy is my jumping castle business in the summer. I have been home for so long that it is getting just a little boring. If I could go back I would of become a mechanic, because my vehicles break down and it costs a fortune to get them fixed. Keep things interesting people, we all need a little fun once in a while. Thought of writing a book. Maybe, who knows. Do you feel different from everyone else around you? Like, sometimes you don't fit in. I feel like I think differently than everyone around me.

I Want Your Opinion
so i just watched a news clip about the burger joint called "the heart attack grill" where there slogan is "a taste worth dying for" and where anyone over 350lbs eats free, and they have burgers named after various bypass surgeries and their spokesman died at the age of 29 standing at 6'8 and weighing 578 lbs...I just wanted to share this with you and im also curious to know your thoughts on this. Here's the link to the news clip if you wanna review it for yourself. http://news.yahoo.com/video/us-15749625/the-heart-attack-grill-24471051 OK SO I READ RECENTLY THAT APPLE INC. IS WORKING A DEAL WITH VERIZON, WHO IS THE LEADING CELL PHONE CARRIER, TO SELL THE IPHONE AFTER AT&T HAS BEEN THE MAIN CARRIER FOR THE IPHONE FOR SOMETIME NOW. WHICH IF THE DEAL IS MADE IT MIGHT ONLY WORK ON THE OLD 3G NETWORK OF VERIZON FOR THE IPHONE AND THEY WOULD HAVE TO WAIT A YEAR TO UPGRADE IT TO THE 4G... BUT A RECENT STUDY ALSO ESTABLISHED THAT AT&T IS DEAD LAST ON CUSTOMER SERVICE AND LIMITED DISTRIBUTIO

Jail Talk
welcome tp jail talk! has a loved one or you ever been to jail? how long were you or them in for? did anyone write or visit you? what were the charges? I am not trying to pry;just lost my love to the systom for how long i dont know but miss him terribly so for all you looking forsome kind of support come blog with me on blog jail talk.............................................

Rocketqueenrose
I know you need a friend, someone you can talk to Who will understand what you're going through When it comes to love, there's no easy answer Only you can say what you're gonna do I heard you on the phone, you took his number Said you weren't alone, but you'd call him soon Isn't he the guy, the guy who left you cryin'? Isn't he the one who made you blue? When you remember those nights in his arms You know you gotta make up your mind Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you Or are you goin' back to the one you love? Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you Someone's gonna thank the stars above What you gonna say when he comes over? There's no easy way to see this through All the broken dreams, all the disappointment Oh girl, what you gonna do? Your heart keeps sayin' it's just not fair But still you gotta make up your mind Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you Or are you goin' back to the one you love? Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you Someon

Death And Responsible Behavior
Six people are dead, including a Federal Judge, a nine year old girl and a 79 year old woman. It has been reported that 19 people were shot, fourteen of them are critically wounded – including Representative Gabrielle Giffords. It happened outside a supermarket in Tucson, Arizona on a crisp, clear Saturday morning. A motive for the shooting has yet to have been determined. The shooter is said to have been a “deranged young man” who acted alone. Everyone on both sides of the aisle is, of course, decrying the senseless violence. Republicans are scrambling to distance themselves from the folks on the fringe while some Democrats are seizing the opportunity to foist them on their own petard. Yes, there is a direct link between the rhetoric of violence and acts of violence. That point is so obvious to me it boggles my mind to think that there are some – apparently a great number – who actually don’t get it. This quote from this morning’s NY Times editorial clearly summaries the pr

Lfsf Family Rules
RULES AND GUIDELINES FOR FAMILY1. WE ARE HERE TO HELP EACHOTHER AND OTHER MEMBERS.. IF U NEED HELP LEVELING OR SUCH HIT US UP AND WE WILL HELP YA AS WE CAN...2. NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED FROM EITHER OUR STAFF IN THE LOUNGES OR OUR FAM MEMBERS SUCH DRAMA WILL RESULT IN TERMINATION OUT OF SUCH..3. WE DO NOT DISCRIMINATE AGAINST ANYONE AND WILL NOT TOLERATE SUCH BEHAVIOR..4. WE ASK THAT AS A FAM MEMBER U JOIN AND BE ACTIVE AS U CAN BE IN BOTH cLUB LIQUID AND FREAK SHOW LOUNGES..5. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN OR KNOW SOMEONE THAT DOES PLEASE LEAVE US A PM AND WE WILL BE GLAD TO ADD YA..6. PLEASE MAKE SURE TO CHECK THE STASH FAM LIST AND ADD AND RATE THEM DAILY SO WE CAN ALL HELP EACHOTHER OUT.7. LETS REMEMBER WE ARE HERE TO HELP OTHERS AND HAVE A GREAT TIME NOT TO COMPETE OR DESTROY ANYONE...8. IF U HAVE ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE DIRECT THEM TO THE FOUNDERS TWIZID/TOXIC OR FOREVER HIS/JONDO31 AND WE WILL GET TO U AS SOON AS WE CAN THANKS...9. IF YOU HAVE A FAMILY IDEA OR SOMETHIN