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I Miss You More Than Youll Ever Know
I came home from work about a quarter to 3pm. I ran upstairs so excited to tell you about my day. Then, I saw the door. It was closed, but I knew what was going on. So, I knocked. "Let me mute the tv", I heared. I waited. Then a reply of "what do you want"? " I just wanted to let you know I'm home from work......hey did you ever get the dining room table or the christmas tree"? She simple replied back "yeah, they're both in the garage". The last words I heared from my Mom. 45 minutes later I hear my father calling my name. So, naturally I went to see what was up. I was only down the hall. First words I hear out of his mouth is "I can't wake your mother up". "What the fuck you mean you can't wake her up", I replied. I look in the bedroom and I don't see her anywhere. I run around the corner and she's laying on the bathroom floor. I just panic. I run over to her and see she's not moving or breathing. She's laying there lifeless with purple & blue as her skin tone. I had no

The Divine News
Lifestyle Domme. ProDomme. Anachronistic.Poly.Bi.Sarcastic.Sadistic.Protective over Mine.Cruel & Compassionate. I never mix Pro D/s with Personal D/s so when contacting me make sure you know which end you are on. I am not nearly as mean as I seem. I keep my guard up but deep down I am a cool ass chick...lol. Goofy as all hell. Sarcastic and nerdy. I am here to stalk total strangers. Oh yea and make some friends along the way. I welcome conversation from Dominants as well as submissives so feel free just remain respectful. I have quite the sadistic streak and have a soft spot for pain sluts and for sissies. For those that enjoy pampering a Goddess feel free to do so here: http://amzn.com/w/1W71P2GSFELHO Wanna know more feel free to ask. Either I'll answer or tell you to go fuck yourself. :-) ~M

This Is Our Time
This Is Our Time We wake up in the morning at the dawn of a new day, And hope and pray to God above that things will go our way.There are times we reach that mountaintop and think we have it all, Then there's moments that are rocky and we stumble and we fall. As your world comes down around you, no matter how hard you try, And the darkness fills up in your heart and you don't even know why.It's seems like one step forward, two steps back, and we're left so hard and cold, 'Cause it seems like it'll be forever until our destinies unfold. Then your heart cries out into the night and hope that someone hears, And you pray that they will take away your doubts and all your fears.The hell you're in is way too much and you can't take anymore, And you want that feeling in your heart like you've never had before. In a tiny, single moment, someone whispers your name, And it changes your life forever and you'll never be the same.Those s

Angels Blog
well i have a feeling like tonight is going to be like every other night. I am going to be alone once again and its something that i want to quit. I have been looking for mr.right but i am starting to believe that he doesnt exist. I just dont get it. I am pretty smart caring and affectionate and smart so how come every guy i meet does not seem to work out. I will not give up though i will find the guy that can make me smile just by looking at me. The guy who will send shivers through me when he kisses for the first time!

Curiosity
Thanx to everyone took part in my social experiment. 100% of you awnsered an incomplete question and 99% of you assumed I was talking about the mans pole. It's funny how quick peoples minds work. If I told you I love you, would it make you happy? If I told you I hate you, would it make you mad, If I told you nothing, would it make you curious? PENNI

Animations
The Process: • First, you see something you like. Either in my Anims album or in the scroll, or someone told ya where to get it. You've come to the right place :D • Second, You -can- shout me to confirm, BUT ….. for a certain project you would like, I need your favorite color and any pix that you'd like to see in the animation. PLEASE PM me the links to the pix and the colors. (I get hundreds of shouts a day, i WILL lose your info !!!!!) • Many have asked 'what's the cost?' … it usually depends on how much time it takes to create, render and upload your animation. Right now, they're averaging 20-50 mill fuBux and the usual bling/credits/pimpouts etc. It really all depends on complexity of the animation. I'm easy, i just like making em :D:D • Depending on how busy I am, you'll have it in 30 mins up to a day or two. It really all depends, and I'll let ya know when i get your PM. :D:D effective 05-2011: I'm s

Mfkn Family
MFKN Family Back in the Summer of 2009 a family was created here on fubar. You will know this family as MFKN. When this family first started it was founded by MFKN Bubzy and MFKN Cruser. For those of you that where around back then, you will remember that MFKN took over fubar. It became HUGE! There were over 200 members within the first 3 days. Over the last year MFKN has become very quiet up until the last few weeks. MFKN Bubzy and her hubby Playinhard had taken a long break to deal with real life. Congrats on the new baby by the way! Your baby is absolutely precious. While they were away MFKN The Slut and MFKN Cori were the ones that volunteered to run things while in their absence. In the last two months there have been two homepages created and then deleted. There was a homepage created by former MFKN member Seed of Filth. This homepage was created when The Slut and Cori had problems accessing the original homepage and Seed was trying to keep MFKN together. Once the homepage w

You Just Never Know
So I'm not the blog type, but what the hell. Sometimes I got shit I just wanna say even if no one listens. So if i write this then, it's cool. I said it. So today my thing is this regret. I don't know if you can say what I'm talking about is regret per say so much as just this whole,"where did I go wrong?" or why did I do that or whatever. Whats the point?What good does that do you. To spend so much time thinking that sort of thing. We all have things that we would change if we could. God knows if you guys knew the screw ups I've made along the way, I'd hear "dumbass" from every direction. The thing is every time I've screwed up or let that just perfect thing go, I've learned from it. To me that's the key. Our screw ups make us better. Build our character. Alow us to form ourselves into better people then we were before our error. This is in itself a good thing. You wont make that mistake again. So I understand kickin yourself, but give yourself a break. I just had someone go on and

Just My Feelings At Da Moment
just yesterday you said you loved me that there was nobody else above me that i was yours and you were mine but the words didnt image you to fine but then you had to put our love on hold when it came to makeing love it wasn't you any more now your telling me i got to walk out the door can't you see this is killing me it's hurting my soul (oh baby) how am i suposed to leave you when my heart tells me to keep you how can you ask to let you goooo (no i just cant let you go) can't you see im slowly dyin but im gunna keep on tryin please don't ask me to let you gooo let me start by telling you i love you wit all my heart but i cant understand the reasion girl you and me were supposed to be for ever n ever now instead of being in love its like we used to eachother how could we do this to eachother we used to ride for eachother die for eachother cry for eachother now its like all of us wanna say bye to eachother i cant let this happen i refuse to loose you i love you baby its the truth as u

Where Does Pain Begin??
It's unbeleivable what some so -called professionals can get away with after they accumulate enough money from their victims, I mean clients. Fu's user STRENGTH THRU PEACE, Charles Logan of Tampa, Florida is one of these abuse of power mega losers. Up until about 7 years ago, he was a somewhat respected CHILD psychologist until the police walked in and arrested him for various acts of rape and drug abuse with one of his minor patients, being treated for sexual abuse issues no less. How do I know this is TRUE and not some rumor? Ask me for the google link of that horrid, repulsive medical review board link that was issued to revoke his license and how he did a aplea bargain to escape jail time and having to register as a sexual offender. Gee, didn't know the INNOCENT had to take sexual offender classes, drug tests, stay away from anyone under age 18 including their own grandkids, give up YEARS of an expensively trained livelihood and the good life that came with it without PROOF...

Firefighter's Blog
As a Firefighter I'm use to responding to people's plead for help. But now the tables are turned. Now I, The firefighter, am pleading for YOUR help! Besides Firefighting, I am also a Certified Fire Police Officer. And a topic was discusses recently that shocked me! If i wasn't a firefighter, and I was doing traffic control with Fire Police and got killed...i would NOT receive a LODD ( Line Of Duty Death) Coverage!!! Currently, Firefighters, EMTS, Soldiers, Bishops/Chaplians, and Police Officers are covered in case of a LODD. But Fire Police are not. This shocked me because Fire Police are a unit of a Fire Department therefor considered FIRE PERSONNEL! But according to LODD Coverage Information...Fire Police Officers wont be covered unless they are firefighters. Which is a issue because many people who are Fire Police can not be firefighters due to medical issues such as Asthma. Me, Im one of the few Fire Police who are ALSO a firefighter! I AM BEGGING FOR YOUR HELP! Please sig

Poem
My name's sky I'm three,My eyes are swollen.I can't see,I must be stupid.I must be bad,What else could have made my daddy so mad?I wish i were better i wish i weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommy would still want to hug me.I can't do wrong i can't speak at all or else i am lockup all day long.When i am awake i am all alone.The house is dark my folks aren't home.When my mommy does come home.I'll try and be nice,so maybe i will just get one whipping tonight.I just heard a car,my daddy's back from charlies bar.I hear him curse.My name's called,I press myself***gaist the wall.I try to hide from his evil eyes.I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping calls me ugly words,He says it's my fault that he suffers at work.he slaps and hits me and yells at me more,I finally get free and run to the door.He's already locked it and i start to crawl,He takes me and throws me agaist the hard wall.I fall to the floor with my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continues with more bad words spoke

A Dream
she stood in the middle of the room, her heart was beating hard against her chest.. she could feel eyes of the Free drinking her in.. she stood motionless waiting for her cue listening for the sound of the rumbling drum to play.. her breath was heavy against her red stained lips.. slowly she raised her sunkissed arms into the air crossing her rists and stretching out her limber fingers as if she was reaching for the stars.. the drum began to roll softly and she could feel the beat swimming thru the air.. slowly she began to sway almost afraid to move.. she there was a crowd watching her waiting judging her almost.. her hips began to slowly sway the scarf that was tide around her waist bellowed with her graceful movements.. lifting her golden gaze breifly to the crowd seeking the glance of her Master.. then pulling her stare away hesatantly.. her wild tresses fell around her bare shoulders as she began to move with in herself.. the beat of the drum getting louder as her hands dropped f

Life
Well 2010 has been a crazy year. I have learned what i want and dont want thank god its about time lol. I have done somethings im not proud of and hurt some people that i should have never hurt or been with! I found someone to love and i have lost love but it only makes me stronger! I'm talking to a new guy and he seem very sweet! We are not together just yet i'm going to take this one a lot slower which it needs to happen like that bc its seem to make things better when u wait in stead of jumping in something and wasteing time being with someone that is very wrong for! So i found some old friends i have not talked to in forever omg and they are still goofy lil boys lol. I still have my best friends which dont have a fubar which sucks lol. I also made some new friend his name is jacob he is a country boy in and out omg!! Which i love country guys dont get me wrong but he just anit my type and we are better off as friends His idea of a fun time is hunting and mudding lmao ugh nooooo!! M

U Smile I Smile Lyrics Soo Love This Song!!
OhYeahMmmmI'd wait on you forever and a dayHand and footYour world is my worldYeahAin't no way you're ever gon' getAny less than you shouldCause babyYou smile I smile (oh)Cause wheneverYou smile I smileHey hey heyYour lips, my biggest weaknessShouldn't have let you knowI'm always gonna do what they say (hey)If you need meI'll come runningFrom a thousand miles awayWhen you smile I smile (oh whoa)You smile I smileHeyBaby take my open heart and all it offersCause this is as unconditional as it'll ever getYou ain't seen nothing yetI won't ever hesitate to give you morehttp://www.elyricsworld.com/u_smile_lyrics_justin_bieber.htmlCause baby (hey)You smile I smile (whoa)You smile I smileHey hey heyYou smile I smileI smile I smile I smileYou smile I smileMake me smile babyBaby you won't ever work for nothingYou are my ins and my means nowWith you there's no in betweenI'm all inCause my cards are on the tableAnd I'm willing and I'm ableBut I fold to your wishCause it's my commandHey hey heyYou

My Time On Fubar
So far I met alot a friendly ppl here. too bad i'm limited to some features I can use like sending messages and giving gifts if I have enough fubucks. Anyway if anyone like to chat I on some day and maybe some nights. Might make a crush on someone...hehe running out of things to do here,and dont know which one to chat with.

My Thoughts
The events over this past week have really made me think, as a country are we still dwelling in the past? I'm a firm believer in you treat someone how they treat you, you get what you give, and if something bad happens to you it happened for a true reason. I was never raised to value someone based upon the color of their skin, rather how they treat you and others. This week has really made me question the values that many Americans have in regards to race. About a week ago I got a call from my son's 4th grade teacher in regards to a little girl claiming my son said he was going to bring a gun to school. The teacher said she didn't think this little girl was telling the truth, but still had to report it as the girls mother is the one who called her about it. The mother wanted to have a meeting with me, okay fine I agreed because it was best to let this mother know that I don't even have a toy gun in my home let alone a real one. When I questioned my son about this and about the litt

Dont Cry For Me ..
1932-2004 R.I.P. MOM I MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW IS NOT THE SAME HERE WITH OUT YOU MOM , YOUR ALWAYS MY BEST FRIEND AND MY MOTHER,NO MATTER YOU HERE OR HEAVEN I LOVE YOU DONT CRY FOR ME WHEN IM GONE Don't Cry For Me When I'm gone; don't cry for me ...I am not dead; I'm in sweet eternity I'll live forever; I'll wait for all of you When it’s your time; it’s what God would have us do. He called my name; He said come home I did not die; please do not cry; I will no more roam I'll be by our Savior forever; soon, you too We’ll walk in the light; praising God in all that we do. Do not mourn for me; I have sweet victory I'll walk in Gods’ garden; and glories see I am not dead; He set me free; an Angel called to me Its beautiful here; Heavens’ full of cheer; you'll see. I did not die my love; I only went ahead I knew you’d understand; though I know this, you'll dread That will pass too; do all God would have yo

Piss On Colbert
Recently we all heard Mr. Preident state that we are paying no more taxes then before he became President. Okay, I know that I must be a racist if I question anything this President says or does. So, I will lay it out as he put it, not me. #1 Tabacco tax. Is this or is it not more tax than we were paying before he took office? Yes, so he lied. #2. Tanning bed tax. I know that this is suppose to be a tax on White women only, however I do go to a tanning bed on occassion. So, this is another tax that he has implimented. Lie again. I am just tires of hearing I did not raisae your taxes 1 cetn, that is a lie. Not mis speaking. Speaking of Lies. Guantanamo will be closed within 1 year of him being elected. Guess what? It is not closed. Lie again. Do you remember this President saying during his campaign, the health care debate will be held on C-SPAN so the American people can see it all on the t.v. Well, It was done behind closed doors with nothing but poloitical bribery. Another Lie.

General Bs
Frack, I need to get a different life.... Get a real boyfriend, not just someone that wants to be around for a booty call. Some that wants me around for more than an hours time until they get off.... Seems that everyone I meet just wants to 'hook up' and then when they get tired of the game, your back on the streets again. Frack, I'm tired of this frackin game.... Is there no one out there looking to find their one and only? Or is it just game on for everyone? Ok let me get off my b1tch box before I get violent. *sigh*

I Try!
All my life I have tried my hardest at everything I do. My parents expected the most of me. Best grades and everything else. I did my best to live up to their expectations but it just seemed like it was never enough. Never made a D in my life let alone a F. Never smoked or did drugs. I go to school full time while taking care of my family what the heck else do you want from me?? (MOM) I made my life 100% better then you had made yours just like you wanted! So why are you so upset with the choices that I make for myself? UGH!

Trust Or Go With Gut F33ling
Unfair is the rich , the blessed, the powerful, the gifted ones ... Unfair is how rich people work little & get paid alot... Unfair is how people who have nothing , still get shit on Unfair is when others get more in life and emotionally when they give nothing back unfair is working your whole life just to die a shitty unloved life What is unfair to some may not be unfair to others unfair is working for the man just to have him belittle you behind your back Unfair is being unloved and living with demented people or family Unfair is getting your voice locked up with no answer all your left with is questions Unfair is watching your family treat your siblings better then you in front of you Unfair is what parents think, leeps them parents--- so untrue Unfair is watching your eccentric neighbor winning the lottery whenyou play everyday

Who Am I
Who AM I Am I just a puppet on magic strings, For you to play with as you please? Am I the beast while you play beauty, ...And making me perfect is your duty? Am I the tortoise and you're the hare, Is that why you don't seem to care? Am I Mufasa and you are scar, Is that why you push me so far? Am I the ball and your the player, Where I end up, you don't happen to care? I am not a toy for you to play with. And I am not some stupid myth! I have feelings just like you, Although mine are probably more sncere and true! ...I am who I am, that you cannot change. And my life is something you cannot arrange! I am not someone you can behest. Because I am a person, no more, no less! I guess what they say is true, I will always love you!!!

Fantisys
Ok I am soo done with people lying to me and making me #2 when they say I am there #1. I think I deserve to be someones #1 for once in my life. I mean all my life something always was before me. From a person besides a kid to a video game. :( Why cant someone want me first and everything else second. I mean I have always been told that I deserve to be #1. I am tired of being lied to and being put off and someones #2. And another one that has been pissing me off is how I disaper for a week and either no one notices or think I am ignoring them and screw me over or just take me off there friends list. I am sorry but I am looking for a job and I have a stepfather that is over baring and turns the net off and also I am on my brothers laptop and he wants it every now and then damn it. So I am writing this so everyone knows that I am changing a few things and here they are: #1 I am done with people making my life hard or stressed. I will just delete them off my friends list and block them .

Jahz
I posted this on my EP account (I Want to Get Pregnant Group). Tell me what you think about it: *** I think this is one of the most wonderful reasons why being a woman is so much fun. You are a nurturer and a cradle of life. I consider motherhood and womanhood as a blessing. My version of feminism is different from the kind of feminism that you will get to read in books, magazines and most of the websites. For me, feminism is not about gender bending. It is about giving the same importance to women and empowering them. It is about empowering the female or the womb power and making women love themselves for who they are. Women can do sports, manage a business, take leadership roles, and excel in fields outside the home. But you can never compare them to men. They are different from them, yet they are equals. Women are the cradles and nurturers of life. Men are designed to protect it.Some people ask, why is there a limited opportunities for women when it comes to some fields like

Random Vents
I am not the hero of the story, I am the narrator. I’m the voice that people follow and are drawn to while actually caring more for the others involved. I can make you follow but I never lead. I can tell you amazing lies and you’ll believe them because my reasons for existing are just for your entertainment. My emotional input doesn’t matter, my presence conflicts your fantasy, my voice interrupts the perfect life your watching. If I never told you the plot, you would still watch the people act. My great purpose is to build up for someone elses resolve, And my great motive is to have you climax with the dramatics of others. lookin at you lookin at mesomething so simpletakes all we believegiven you that griefgiven me that smilejust flipin out while your flippin me off (chours)so what do you know?nothin comes normalnothing comes easy but for me to be methink i figured it outnothing comes normalnothing thats givenmeans anything to me(bridge)so what little i goti paint po

Lame
seriously if ur gonna whine bout what i rate u then just go away. if its a real pic ill rate 10 (11 if i can). if its any other kinda pic ill rate what i think of it. if its lame it wont score high! geeze this just a social network site no need to have ur panties bunched up over what ppl rate u. get over it and move on. opinions r like assholes, everyones got em so if u dont wanna b rated on a social site then get off it!

Leaving Fubar
Kind of a crude message, but it's all I have time for. I came to Fubar a long time ago, and the community of people here was great. Sadly, my computer couldn't handle it and I ended up leaving. A lot has happened since then. So, to anyone who wishes to follow and stay friends, my AIM is meekoxiii, my hotmail is komi_xiii@hotmail.com, and my yahoo is jax_2040@yahoo.com. It was nice knowing you and I hope that we talk again someday. I'll be deleting in about a week or so. :3

Story! Looooong Lol. But Good Sex :)
When time began two beings existed – as different as light and dark, soft and hard – neither good nor bad, but different and they warred. The two beings were Gods, hardly the only Gods, but the only ones that mattered. One, a female with dark hair, like a raven’s wing come to life, and light features named Satiria who controlled the four elements. The second, a male with hair like molten gold, and features as dark as night, named Jaden who had unsurpassed telekinetic abilities. They battled endlessly, each assuming themselves to be the best. Wind blew, raging across the land, causing dust and land to spike uncontrollably as Satiria fought for dominance. Jaden struck with force, sending bonds to hold her in place for a mere moment before she broke free. On and on it swept, catching species in the crossfire, creating abominations not meant to see the rays of sun. Settling finally on the need to combat the problems thei

Random
I am so tired of your so called "friends" blocking you for no reason, If you dont want to talk anymore at least grow a pair and say so.... Im just tired of putting everything I have into something and then someone just throwing it all away like it was nothing... Is it me or is the world becoming more and more hopeless? I mean You have selfish people who care only about getting ahead an could care less about who they step on... then you have jerks who just want self satisfation, they couldnt care more about the hearts they break and the lives they wreck.I am so tired of being lied to and hurt by people who pretend they care so from now on im gonna be just a little bit selfish and look out for just me!Sorry just a rant, needed to get it off my chest

Have Fun Looking Into My Mind....
If only I really could express thoughts and feelings on here....but I don't know if everyone in cyberspace would like dealing with my nightmares....or my daydreams....I tend to think a little too deeply and loose people in the process...I forget that some just don't give a rats ass if my soul is screaming to be released from this physical prison.....and what that means......I tend to forget that I really do affect others as much as I do, and how much they affect me as well.....I forget that people don't really give a sh!t about what poisons are in our water supply, what the "energy crisis" is really doing to us....and I tend to believe that if I tell them about it they will magically start caring.......I forget to spend time on the people I need to spend time on....and I don't spend enough time with anyone, I really need to work on this one, but to all that have stuck by me and allow me to go off on my ravings know that I will always love you more than anywords could express in this li

Bad Parenting Is Shitty!!!
Adrienne, what's up! We all miss you. I kinda choked up at your funeral and didn't get to say what I wanted to say. So this one is for you A. First off let me say, we had some goooooood times. All the way back to the trailer park boo. Remember when we used to throw parties and and I would always snap on a mother fucker if they disrespected your place or you? Will always feel that way home girl. When I went to prison we lost contact for a long time but my love for you would not let me let our relationship go. When I came back to Bradenton I had no car and found you after lots of searching! I road that damn bike all the way out to your mothers place from by Harley Middle School! Again our friendship was reunited and we still had each others back. No one could ever disrespect us in front of each other with out feeling the our words! They knew than words were backed up too so they didn't have anything to say! I hang out with mick and every now and than. He

Playing Poker
I was playing poker online and had a Queen eight and hit runner runner quad queens then I get Jack four and floped quad fours what the hell has happened to poker people are stupid and play any hand they want and yet they hit nothing when I have the best hand plus I also hate it when people put you all in cause they have an ace if you have ever played poker would you get mad if someone did that to you and cracked your pocket pair

Scripts
Scene 1: Burning the PastOpen on a large field a night. We see a fire a distance away.Slowing zoom forward to fire, a figure begins to gain detail as come upon her.CUT to close up of girl crying.CUT TO: Box in girl's hand, filled with pictures and letter and other things a boyfriend and girlfriend would exchange.CUT TO: We watch as she slowly throws in pieces into the fire. (perhaps a quick time lapse of the box slowly emptying into the fire)We finally get to the bottom of the box. CLOSE UP: of GIRL picking it up. It is a newspaper clipping. CUT back to fire of burning pictures and notes, some still visible to camera.CUT back to the GIRL.CUT to clipping, it is a obituary, "Local Teen Killed in Tragic Accident"(or something like that)CUT TO: Close up on girl's face, tears freely streamingWide shot of Girl as she slowly kneels and sets the clipping and the box in the fire.Medium shot: Girl, closes eyes and swallows hard. Wide shot: girl gets up and slowly turns and walks away.Slowly zo

Don't Be Fooled By Me
Don't Be Fooled By Me Author-Unkown Don't be fooled by me.Don't be fooled by the face I wear, for I wear a thousand masks.Masks that I'm afraid to take off and none of them are me.Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled.For God's sake don't be fooled.I give the impression that I'm secure.That all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without.That confidence is my name and coolness my game;That the waters calm and I'm in command.And that I need no one.But don't believe me. PleaseMy surface may seem smooth, but my surface is my mask.Beneath this lies no complacence.Ben

2010 Boobies Contest
DaBLAST! did a contest last year called ShowUrTitsThursdays it did well. The contest brought us some notoriety along with some great friends(& great times) unfortunately the contest didnt move as fast as we wanted to so we shut it down. Now in 2010 it has been revamped & revived courtesy of F.L.O.Empire Going forward the new name is Tri state Edition of "ShowUsYaBoobs". Here are the rules of the game: You must be 21 & over. You must live in the tri state area(NYC/NJ/Connecticut) yes conn. is part of the tri stateYour pictures must be recent(no more than 2 weeks old) You must show your face(after all we looking at more than boobs here lol)You must be topless in the picture(wet t-shirts are allowed but we must see nipples) Only 3 pictures are allowed. Once the pictures are submitted my panel of judges(it's a gang lol) will select 4 finalists. The 4 finalists will recieve tickets to the Lights Camera Action show on October 14th presented by F.L.O.Empire. From there the crowd will look at

2nd Alarm Hottie's Coc
1. All 2nd Alarm hottie Prospect must have a verified salute and a minimun "10 new pics of yourself ,At LEAST 1 FULL BODY PIC. 2.All hotties must be female (no exceptions) 3.Must sign the COC (code of conduct)Agreement below as a comment I"agree"in order to be placed into voting procedure. 4.Shout Box and Fu_mail must be open to all officers for communications .(Profile can't be set to friends only for this purpose unless all officers are made friends) 5.2nd Alarm Hottie's homepage must be added to your family while being considered a Prospect and remain in your family after admittance.Fire Chief ( Founder)must be added to your famliy but doesn't have to be in top but as long as he's in your family so that he can contact you anytime when needed. 6.You must add 2nd Alarm Hottie prospect to your name while awaiting results of the Weekly Voting Done On weekends .All results sent by Monday Unless something comes up. Once Voting is done,a Chief Deputy will contact you to let you

Over You
I'm so over you Why can't you be over me too? All you did was push me aside Now that you are the one on the side You can't handle it If you can't take me at my worst and every day You sure don't deserve me now at my best I gave you all the support I could Patience when you were hurt Understanding when I wouldn't hear from you Now you can't let me go You knew I was someone special That someone you didn't want to lose Now that I'm gone, you realize your errors Too late to fix your broken promises Learn from losing someone Make yourself better for the next one Stop with the drama and head games Grow up and leave me alone I'm moving on Time for you to do the same

These Is My Words
As i walk threw this life, alone, naked on the inside, i take a deep breath, look around and remember why im here. We come into this world not knowing where we are going or where we came from, but while we are here, if we are brave, god gives us the power to do as we want, in his name. So have shame, but also embrace hope, and that everyday is a day to better yourself, Eve ate the apple which to some changed Utopia, but in some aspects, without the diversity of this action there would be no induviduality, respect, or trust.... embrace our differences, thats what changes the world for the better!!!! by Amy Houston

Fire And Ice
I love those around meThe family and friends I haveI give what I can, all that I canAnd they know itThey feel my loveNot wanting to give all of myself I live with my heart frozen in timeI love those that are close to meBut they never get all of meNo one ever gets all of me…And by pure happenstance I start talking to my other halfThe other half of my soulAnd a connection is madeOne from so long agoBut my fear is thereLike so many times beforeAnd my Heart is still frozenAnd I can not give all that I wantAnd I want to give ALL His words fuel the FireThe Fire burning in my soul Making it glow brighter and hotterHigher and strongerThen ever beforeTo free my HeartFrom all the IceI stepped into that FireHolding my HeartFeeling the Ice melt awayI stepped out of the FireWith a whole HeartA beating HeartA feeling HeartA loving Heart

The Circle
A need for Friendship; that comes first for true friends can survive anything Communication comes in next for without it things go wrong Patience has a place here also time must be spent in quiet to learn about each other Openness follows close behind so we don’t keep things from each other and with that comes Understanding so we can agree to disagree not far behind comes Compromise so not one is just giving or taking and with that comes Acceptance of what that person is and wants to become which leads us to Encouragement so that we can grow together and not apart and the basic building block of this is Commonness which leads to Friendship

History On Dr Pepper
One of the oldest major brands of soft drinks in the country is Dr Pepper. It was created by Charles Alderton of Waco, Texas in 1885, in response to customers’ requests for a new syrup flavor. They were getting tired of the limited flavors that were offered, so Alderton mixed up a variety of fruit flavors to serve at the soda fountain at the Morrison’s Old Corner Drug Store where he was employed as a pharmacist. He developed a flavor he liked, and it turned out, the customers liked it too. It became so popular in town that other pharmacy owners bought the syrup from Morrison and he soon found that he could no longer keep up with the demand for the new soft drink flavor. Morrison approached Robert S. Lazenby, the proprietor of the Circle “A” Ginger Ale Company, also in Waco, to see if he would agree to produce the syrup in his bottling plant. Lazenby had also taken a liking to the new flavor, and agreed to produce it. Although Alderton had created the drink, he

Prayer Of A Trucker's Wife
Prayer of a Truck Driver's Wife Dear Lord,Please bless my husband while he's out on the road. Please protect him from the wind and rain and cold. Help him to keep that big rig between the white lines so he can make it to his destination on time. May he find his back-haul quickly and make it home soon. Please light his night on the road with your stars and moon. Let him rest peacefully in his sleeper's bed, and please let there be a good meal and fresh coffee at the truck stop ahead. Help me to keep the home fires burning while he's out there movin' on. And give me the strength and wisdom to take care of things while he's gone. May the road he travels be clear and dry, and may not temptation catch his eye. Help him remember when he's all alone that his loving wife and best friend is waiting for him here at home.Amen

School Is Cool?
I've had a little bit of writer's block, which is unusual for me. The past week's distractions have prevented me from sitting down and picking a topic for this week's essay, Problem Solving Essay. A penny for your thoughts....

Be Yourself
why do people throw theirselves at other people,i can understand if they are single and want somebody but damn for them to just throw themselves at women or men its just rediciulus,why not talk to them and get to know them then you can do whatever you want,i mean their a lot pretty women on here but its a crying shame they have to just throw themselves at somebody for that person to take them.

Movies I Saw In Melbourne August/september 2010
Ok Hey People i am Back from my Holiday to Victoria Australia and When i was in Ringwood (Melbourne) I saw 9 MOVIES and they are in order 1.The Expendables 2.Salt (saw This on my Birthday 27/8/2010 or 8/27/2010) 3.Scott Pilgrim VS The World 4.Avatar Special Edition with Extra scenes (3D) 5.Beauty And The Beast (3D) 6.Tomorrow When Then War Began (Australian Movie) 7.The Sorcerer's Apprentice 8.Tomorrow When The War Began (Australian Movie) 9.Easy A so i Saw Tomorrow When The War Began Twice from Bruce

One Night Only
ONE NIGHT ONLY SEP 21 2010 5:27 AM What would you do if you had one last night to share hot, steamy, passionate love with that special someone? If you only had one night to show them that they were all you needed in your life? It had been too long since I last touched his warm, smooth skin, smelled his scent, and tasted his flesh. Now that I had him here with me, I wanted to take my time and memorize every inch of him. I wondered if he had any idea what he did to me? What I felt whenever I saw the smallest part of his flesh? Snickering wickedly inside I thought…after tonight he would. I get the most electrifying thrill that runs through me whenever I catch a glimpse of his stomach as his shirt raises; a deep wantonly ache whenever I stare at his manly bulge; and an ungodly desire that fills me when I catch him staring at my chest. Simply put -- I love his body. I

Fu...
So today I finished deleting 1200 people from my so called 'friend' list. Doing this has left me with around 150 friends. This decision was made in lieu of deleting my fu account. It wasn't an easy decision for me to make because I love FU but I'm not here for rates... I could really care less who rates me. In the last 9 months I have made some wonderful friends on here. I don't know what I would do without them in my life, even if it isn't in real life. My top family and friends are the reason I sign in every day. I love them for being my friend. I really have to say that I've had a great experience in the time that I've been here and I thank DOS for bringing me here. I just wanted to let y'all know that I do really love my friends and family. Thank you all!

..fallenink..
i created a fictionthat thought me a realityabout a life that used for being emptyand now that sorry is the worst thing to say,I'm going to utter prayers all the way may all your hurting nowbe converted to blessingssorrows and downfallsmake you a better beingmy presence may be a curse for your sighti still hope that tomorrows for u will be alright this may caused you the darkest of midnightmay you find the treasures of wickedness insideand all your griefs be a halo of gracemultitude of wordsI'll offer for your praise... neglect not those strifesshadows you caused other's lifefor fate has its waysshe has ways...rejoice not while others weephappiness you thought they wont seekfor fate makes its wayfate make its way....you handed its powerthat be used against youso watch out for your futureand yesterday too..for the lies you tell...for the secrets you keep...and for the scars so deep...it will all come backunexpectedlyfor fate has its wayfate has its way....

Oh What The Hell....
So I'm sitting at my desk this night, sitting on my butt and watching the time pass and I'm thinking "what the hell..." I just got home from work like an hour ago and I should be tired but I'm not, so what the hell is with that? Honestly I have no idea. And as I write this I ponder what the hell...and What The Hell really means or implies. One thing comes to mind is, what the hell is wrong with people these days? the news is full of morons who do stupid shit and think it's funny. A man runs a red light and plows into the back end of a car or truck, there's a mess all over the damn road....what the hell was he thinking? I'm guessing it's something like this "oh look a car/truck. won't it be funny if I ran into it?". Overall society is screwed in the head, and people wonder if sanity is just a word that implies nothing, which in most cases it does. Sanity is just a word that has no meaning, due to the fact man kind get's away with some pretty dumb stuff that may or may not be all that wi

My Brother
A brothers love last forever even when they are gone. I miss my brother its has been so long. I remember when we talkd at night when you came home from drinking and being out all night. Me asleep in my bed and you sitting next to my head. Telling stories about the night, laughing, joking and the almost fight. We shared so many special times besides being my brother you were a friend of mine... I Love and Miss You.....

Birthdays
This is the month that we both shared Its hard for me that your not here. Every year that passes by I think of you and always cry. I will always remember the special times we blew out the candles one at a time. First it was you and then it was me I remember how happy the times can be. Now without you when the day comes I wait and listen to hear your song. Every year since you have passed I have heard the song and its hard to grasp. The love I have and always will for you my brother is quite clear. So on your day I will say a prayer and sing Happy Birthday like you are here. Happy Birthday I love and Miss you.......

Information
NAME PLATES Those of you that know or remember me are probably aware that I made literally hundreds of Liscence plate nametags for Fubar Members when I was actively on this site. I think I'm slowly coming back and logging in here more. And although I don't currently plan to take requests for these again I am uploading them to my albums for you to browse and rate if you choose. I may get talked back into this, but please don't send requests. If I decide to make them again I'll announce it. Thanks for visiting! :) Stixxx

My Thoughts
Time is wickedwhen you want something it slows down when you want it to stand still it speeds upwhen you are young and on the run it is slowwhen you bet older it seems to fly by with no thought of what you are doingwhen you miss some one time seems to stand still with your broken heart when you want to stay in your loves arms time seems to rush faster then ever this is why time is wicked you never have enough or you have to much time love is waken up think of that special some one love is waken up next to that special some one when there make up is messed up there hair is all over the place and thanking god you have this preson love is when that special some one is crying wrapping them in your arms and holding them tight telling them it will be better and you are therelove is caren for some one wanting to be with them no matter what happenslove is getting on your knees thanking god for the one you care for and cant live with out themlove is fire works expolden when you see your special

Running
So, I "ran" for the fourth time tonight. It's not really a run, but a slow "shuffle/jog" kind of thing. The thing is, I did it. :P I'm not gonna lie, it sucks, and feels oh so good when it's time to stop. It's almost like holding in a pee to the point when it's painful, just to experience the euphoria when you finally get to go. So I started the Couch to 5K today. I'm not a runner. Never have been. My boobs have always interfered. (Laziness too.) I finally said screw it. I'm getting older and my body's feeling it. I figured I'd better do something before I couldn't anymore. It actually felt good. I didn't run very fast, or very far, but I completed the program for today. That's a lot for me. I need some motivation though, so you fu-fucks need to make sure I get off my ass and do stuff, OK?

This Ones For The Boys....and Some Ladies...a How To..
Cunnil-wha? Cunnilingus, silly! Oral sex, eating pussy, munching carpet, etc.; cunnilingus is the act of using the mouth to stimulate the female genitals. This can include sucking or licking the outer and inner areas of the vagina, and most often involves direct stimulation of the clitoris. Some women find cunnilingus to be the most satisfying sexual act. Indeed, a great number of women report that oral sex is the only way they can achieve orgasm. The mouth can create a uniquely intense range of sensations which many find unrivaled. So, I just take my tongue and start licking her clit, right? Sure, you could do that, but that's like being satisfied with the appetizer and skipping the main course. To give really great oral sex, you need to learn about the whole vaginal area, including the clitoris. Though the clit is the central pleasure mechanism on a woman, the entire area is fertile ground for your tongue, fingers, and toys. Tell me more about this clitoris thing! The clitoris

Exotic Dreams Staff Rules
RULES & REGULATIONS FOR STAFF OF Exotic Dreams.1. YOU ALSO NEED TO BE EXTREMELY ACTIVE IN THE LOUNGE CHAT, GREETING PEOPLE AS THEY COME IN, SAYING HURRY BACK IF THEY ARE LEAVING, JUST CURTIOUS COMMENTS, THINGS YOU WOULD WANT TO HEAR WHEN IN A LOUNGE. AND DON'T LET THE CONVERSATION DIE AT THE GREETING, ITS MUCH MORE THAN A "HELLO", ACTUALLY TALK TO THE PEOPLE IN THERE, GET TO KNOW THEM, MAKE AN EFFORT TO GET THEM INVOLVED IN THE LOUNGE AND THE CHAT. WHENEVER WE GET A NEW MEMBER TO JOIN, GO TO THEIR PAGE AND FAN/RATE/ADD THEM TO YOUR FRIENDS, BUY THEM A DRINK, SOMETHING TO LET THEM KNOW THAT WE APPRECIATE THEM BEING THERE2. GUARDIANS... YOU ARE THERE TO BE SECURITY FOR THE LOUNGES BUT YOU ARE TO GREET AND WELCOME AS MUCH AS ANY OTHER STAFF MEMBER.3. GUARDIAN... THERE ARE PROPER DROPS TO BE USED IN THE CHAT DEPENDING ON THE SITUATION. WATCH FOR THOSE SITUATIONS TO OCCUR AND DROP THE PROPER DROPS. USE THE DROPS THAT HAVE THE LINKS TO THE TUTORIAL IN THEM IF YOU DONT HAVE THOSE

Silken Thread And Fine Spun Gold
You can't change what does not want to be changed. You either accept it or move on. But only you can make the decision. So follow your heart. A Special world for you and me A special bond one can not see It wraps us up in it's cocoon and holds us fiercely in it's womb It's fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to hold like silken thread it holds us fast bonds like this are meant to last And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in it's wake to bind us closer and keeps us strong in A special world where we belong.. La Comedie Divine@ fubar

Contests
Let's take it from trashy and move to classy...shall we? So I've seen my fair share of NSFW salute contests for bling around here. Well I don't want NSFW or trashy salutes. (I know, I know, shock gasp) I want classy salutes. (ZOMG is there such a thing!?) Ya dont have to be in your Sunday's best (although if you want to, go for it), but you do have to be covered for the most part. I'm not saying to not flaunt what your momma gave ya, because some of you truly are blessed, but there is a way to do that without having it all hang out. Each person who enters will post a salute (to me) and I'll upload it to a folder. Entries must be recieved no later than 12am (midnight) on the 10th of October. Voting will begin on the 11th of October and I will announce a winner on the 24th of October which happens to be my 22nd birthday. They can be birthday salutes to me, or they can be regular salutes, doesn't matter to me either way. Submit a link to the salute in a private message to me and I

Shameful Conversations
Shomali11 messaged me on okcupid and I always answer back. Shomali11:Hello there :)How are you ?I stumbled upon your profile and simply couldn't resist writing to you:) Words can not describe such angelic breath taking beauty ... I was wondering if you would like to chat and get to know each other ? Me:Hey, thanks dude :)I'm good! Getting ready to edit some videos and make some music :)How are you doing? (if I call you dude, it's a sign to stop flirting...) So I went to his profile to get a closer look at his face and see what he had to say. There was nothing that really caught my eye, so I continued back to my profile to see if anything exciting was happening (sarcasm, but you get what I mean) Before I have time to think he im-ed me on okcupid's chat thing. shomali11:Checking me out? ;)rawrnerd:not in the way that you thinkrawrnerd:just wanted to get a closer look and see your prof after reading the messageshomali11:Are you loving what you are seeing? ;)rawrnerd:.... not rea

Mobster Building Tips
Mobster Building Tips:1) When you get up to 5 mil or more cf going. Buy territory 10 at a time.2) full fortified m16s are great for def and good for atk for mobsters under level 100Level 50 + weapons: ( have one of each for every member in your usable mob)Attack Weapons-Gun- Fortified M-16s + Remote Controlled Sniper RiflesArmor- body armorVehicles- tactical vehicles + tanks + apachesDefense Weapons-Gun- fortified m16s + gatling gunsArmor- full body armor + sheltersVehicles- tactical vehicles + tanksLevel 100+ Weapons:Attack Weapons-Guns- M2 Browning Machine Guns + Fortified M-16sArmors- body armor + bomb suitsVehicles- subs + apaches + leopard tanks + nuc subsDefense Weapons - Gun- fortified m16s + gatling gunsArmor- bomb suits + reinforced blast sheltersVehicle- tactical vehicle + tanks + leopard tanks + stealth apaches + nuc subsLevel 200+Weapons:Attack Weapons-Guns- M2 Browning Machine Gun + AK-74 Grenade LauncherArmors- bomb suits + SAM SiteVehicles- subs + leopard tanks + apaches

Friends For Ever
PLZ CHERRISH YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS SMUTHER THEM WITH LOVE ... YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT THE NEXT DAY IS IN STORE FOR US ,IV LOST MY FRIEND 6 MONTHS AGO MY FIANCE A MONTH AND NOW MY GIRLFRIEND IN MATER OF WEEKS TO COME THROUGH CANCER I LOVE AND MISS THEM ALL R.I.P. MY FRIENDS .YOUR ALL IN A BEAUTIFUL HOME WITH GOD http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oOCJAVlESEo

Hello
I ask whoever becomes my friend to either be in the beauty or hunk folder, it is okay if you say no This profile will be mainly showcasing my friends and fans who I believe are very nice people Is it strange that I have predilection for Asian women?

Hate List 2010
Just in a mood to whine a little, you can read further or leave.....whatever ~I hate having a headache EVERYDAY ~I hate people who ride your ass when driving, speed up to pass you then fuckin turn 2 feet in front of you WITHOUT a blinker. ~I hate the way this site and the people have changed (and not for the good either) ~I hate the fact Grey's Anatomy makes me cry almost everyday ~I hate the fact I honesty care about some of you people ~I hate I'll have to take 2 pills for the rest of my life to keep myself from going to the mental hospital again ~I hate the fact after 19 years of marriage and 15 years of being a mother, I don't know who the fuck I am anymore. ~I hate all of you

Washington's Blog.s
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 How Did America Fall So Fast? In 2000, America was described as the sole remaining superpower - or even the world's "hyperpower". Now we're in real trouble (at the very least, you have to admit that we're losing power and wealth in comparison with China). How did it happen so fast? As everyone knows, the war in Iraq - which will end up costing $3-5 trillion dollars - was launched based upon false justifications. Indeed, the government apparently planned both the Afghanistan war (see this and this) and the

The Hh 2010
Ok well if you couldn't tell by my pics, I work at one of the local seasonal haunted houses. This is my 18th year working in them. We have done so many odd things just to get a scare, but it is the scare that counts most. The one i work at this year has 2 houses with over 1098 ft of walking path. It just keeps getting bigger. We have animematronics, live people, and just all around mess and gore in some scenes. Started working on the rebuild this year in April, so it does take along time just to get it where we want it to be. We started doing photo shoots for the advertising in July. We always have a blast dressing up and getting crazy doing the shoots. Can't wait until November, so i can take a break until February when we start the rebuild next year.

The Tapestry Of Odette
She wasn't sure of the exact moment that she slipped into slumber, but suddenly she found herself standing before a wall of tumbling colour. Reds, metallic hues, deep purples, soft greys, all rushing together in a cacophonous waterfall of brilliance. She stood entranced, just staring at it, as every shade known to man and bees rushed before her eyes, constantly changing and shifting. It put any rainbow she had seen to shame. Nothing was faded here, it was all bold and brilliant, dripping from the canvas of the gods before her enchanted eyes. It all mixed and swirled together, churning and pounding like the rapids of a river. Orange, forest green, bright pink, dun, differing shades of black, colours she couldn't even imagine, all tumbling together. It was awhile before she even noticed the ground beneath her feet, which was some sort of soft sucking mud. The two walls that angled away from the colour wall were both pitch black, made of shiny obsidian. They met together somewhere in the

Zen's Thoughts
So this is a great way to start a blog on Fubar (yes sarcasm is completely intended). I guess I need to just get this shit out of my head. I haven't told anyone I know including my family about this. I know that the would all be biased in one way or another so there is really no since in telling them because their feedback would be crap and someone would piss me off sooner or later. Honestly I just don't have anybody that I trust in my life enough to discuss personal shit with anyway and the only person I have ever trusted is the reason I'm writing this. So I'm fucked and the whole situation is fucked. Any way the question I can't seem to answer on my on or at least have been able to find peace of mind with is “what do you do when the only person that you have ever trusted and really loved betrays you?” I'm not talking about the kind of genuine but common love that you have for family and close friends or the kind that you bestow on your significant that you find a comfor

Chacacter
The question is much deeper than that! The question is do you have any character at all. You can't obtain character without doing something you regret and discovering them regrets. To see the folly in something you have done and you wish to have it to do over but know you can't because it's too late. So you pick that thing up and carry it with you to remind you life goes on. The world will spin without you, you really don't matter in the end. Then you will obtain true character because HONESTY will reach out from the inside and tattoo it's self all across your face. Until that day however, you can not expect to go beyond a certain point.”“Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh never mind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, when 20 years you look back at pictures of yourself, recall in a way you can't grasp now how many possibilities laid before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as yo

Haha Bitch
So I found out that someone very near and dear to me has been hiding fubar from me for a while now..... just gonna see how much i can piss him off just by being around to fuck everything up for him. Spineless dickface

Yours
Your voice makes me trembleYour hand on my waist stirs my heartYour eyes staring into mine light a fire in my sexYour kiss unites our body and soulYour tongue invades my mouth; I suck as if it were your sexYour hand cups my breast, I cannot resistYour fingers pinch my nipple causing pain and pleasureYour command to undress is immediately followedYour smile widens as my nakedness becomes yours.Your grin brightens as my breath becomes rapid and deepYours, yes I am yours.

Wet
Soaked, Moist, and Glistening.I am so wet.Tightening, Contracting, Widening.I am so ready.Wanting, Needing, Urging.For you.Trembling, Quivering, Shaking.For You.I want to feel the length of you burrowing its head deep inside my heat. I need your touch.I need your kiss.I need your feel.Urging to please you.Urging to be pleased by you.I can not help this feeling,I can not help this sensation.Radiating between my legs,Hardening my nipples.Lost in a trance so deep.No longer in touch with reality but instead,Dwelling in our fantasy.

Time
Take the subway to the future,ride beneath the winds of time.A suitcase full of wishes,three dollars and a dime.The hours are lost in dreaming,of a place so hard to find,that I hide the darkest secretsin the tunnels of my mind.I search for station signs,but time passes by too soon.Each spark and then bright flashis a flicker of the moon.Let me soar free to the surface,let me know what lies within.Free me now from my own secrets,see the world that I live in.Time and wind move slowlywhen you have no place to go.Past and future blendwhen the present travels slow.I've caught this very moment,but it fades away, gray-blue.And I'm lost in fond remembranceof a time I never knew.

Turning Points
What is the point where a positive attitudeturns into wishful thinking?When sipping becomesdrinking?When lust changes to love?When busts become bosoms?Where do blossoms turn to flowers which last a few brief hours?Then hours turn into daysand time becomes a maze?When does maize become corn?And corn turn into porn?Does porn become art when we go back to the start,and see it's all just wishful thinkingintertwined with heavy drinking?

Wonder Why
i wonder why the ones u love the most are the hardest to love. wonder why the ones that mean the most are always so far away. wonder why ppl who say they are honest are the ones whos lies hurt the most. wonder why my heart feels so heavy. wonder why i lay here thinkin of her but cant touch her. i wonder why i have so much love and no one to share it with!

Fubar Reflections
Hmm where do i start? I have been a member of this site for a while, I had a good run there for a while. Had my own lounge used to have a lot of friends on here, used to be somebody. I had to take a break for a while because the shit got thick I guess you could say. I liked how it used to be, key work USED to be. People were real, more or less. This site wasnt about bling, boomerrangs, 11's, and any other superficial or popularity VAMPIRES!!!! ALL women on this site have become whores that I have noticed, won't pay any attention to you unless you spend $$$$.. A woman can post her ass, her panties, you name it and the men crawl on them like worms. If you do this then you can see this. Or i'll just let you see it so you will make me popular and give me attention.. Maybe I'm jealous, so what. Maybe if I sucked up and gave meaninless shit then i'd get some attention to.. Who the fuck cares? I get likes from women that I would not even look twice at mostly.. Nobody ever looks or rates my

Random Acts Of Writting
The night sky was moonless shrouding the city in a cloak of darkness, she stood silent and still unnoticed unseen, this was a regular place she visited frequently, she stood down an alley in the cover of dark leaning her back up against a brick wall the ally was thick with the stench of rotten food and stale alcohol to one side was a restaurant across the way a pub above the foul stench of the ally there was the familiar smell of ash, fresh beer, and burning tobacco. What little light shone down her eyes would capture it and glimmer ever so softly. Suddenly the door of pub flung open and it looked almost as though a cloud of smoke emerged the loud chatter and music spill out onto the street, stumbling out of the cloud was a drunk man his hand out stretched touching the cold brick wall as he walked as though he had no control of his legs he managed to find his way half way down the ally his fingertips brushing along the rough brick work guiding him, the drunken lout takes a few side way

Dealing With Finding Out I Have Cancer
I have recently found out that I have been diagnosed with thyroid cancer.My cancer has spread to my lymph nodes and to my esophagus. At first I was like please just take me out now please,but then came back to real life and was like hell no this is not going to stop me,there is way to much fight left in me to go away this easily.I have been going to the doctors almost everyday since then and have been having lots an lots of test I have become a guinee pig but its all good as long as it helps me and anyone else that is suffering threw the same thing. I have had thyroid disease since 1992 I had a thing known as graves disease.I had a gioder that was treated with radiation and a few years ago the tumor returned and came back.Well there is alil bit for now. I dont want anything from anyone other then prayers for those fighting for cancer in an shape or form. I love you all.

Jared A.k.a. Shiloh Wolfe's Blog
I am hoping that you could help my dear friend Azu Gabu out in his time of need. His brother has just recently passed away and is in need of some funds to take care of the arrangements. He is a great friend of mine and I am helping him out the best I can and am looking for others to help as well. He creates jewelry that is really fantastic and is selling them to help raise money. If you can help in anyway, that would be the greatest! His site is: http://www.etsy.com/shop/DigitailCreations I hope that you can help in any way possible. Also, please pray for him and his family in this time of need.Thank you for your time and support, Jared A.K.A. Shiloh Wolfe

Will The Real You Please Stand Up!
Its hard for people to just be who they are. Instead they show you there representative instead of self, I say fuck your "REPRESENTATIVE", and "Hello" to the real you! When you can not be you, then that is something I do not want to deal with once I find out. This means I have an entity that I identified with that is forever lost in dreamland because the person hides behind the tears of a clown, well guess what I am not into circus acts, better luck next time, good luck with that, ahhhhh, now that I have cleared the air with words, I must say good people I feel mighty vivid hehe :) Weigh in for better or worse this is something all of can identify with in some form or facet men and women and if you like, no I have not experienced this puh plz give it time LMAO! Look forward to reading your thoughts. Happy Blogging :)

Ninam211
WHY DO WE DO THINGS THAT MAKE US SAD EVEN WHEN WE KNOW IT WILL... LIKE LOVING SOMEONE WHO DOESNT LOVE YOU BACK.. TRYING TO JUSTIFY WHY WE DO THESE THINGS THAT ARE BAD FOR US.. PRETENDING TO BE HAPPY WHEN WERE NOT...

What Is It And Why The Fuck Do I Care
Alright here is the low down about me.......I am not here to make friends.......I am not here to yap yap yap my ass off to randomn people........i am here for my own reasons........mainly just to pass the time..........I dont see the point of someone asking so many questions to a total random person........well not more than two questions anyway......1. How are you? of course right...if a question should arise....and 2. ............well thats stays blank cuz i will stop talking to u after one.....lol........... Like i said i am not trying to be a ass or a richard.. but i got all I need or want here at home........ I have one girl in my life and that is all i am going to have.........my little six year old daughter Lexi.. So see i have reasons for the things that i do...or say.....I dont have time for games and if i do .........well i play them with my little girl. I tried living for others before myself.......uh uh that shit dont work either but ........

Pet Peeves Really
I was going to type a buncha stuff here, but some stupid invalid HTML specified error came up. This site is about as helpful as a kick to the nuts on stuff like this, so here are the main ones. 1) STOP BEHING WHORES. Those of us who decide to get VIPs buy them ourselves. Quit fucking begging in your statuses for VIPs, Bling, etc etc etc because it's really fucking annoying. I repeat, STOP BEING WHORES. Goes for girls AND guys. If someone wants to buy you that shit they will out of their own free will. 2) I hate people who say brb and come back hours later, say brb and don't come back at ALL. Also, those who leave a conversation in the middle of it are fucking rude. That's all there is to it. Try to dispute it, you can't. 3) Fubat hates tits, that is all.

Jobs
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Random Things
how am i suppose to give you the answers to things i don't know? how can i help you, when i can't even help myself? i don't know how to make things better, i can't tell you what you want to hear... i can't fix things for you, i can't change the way things are.... i know you're not happy... i'm not either.. coming to me.. it can't fix anything.. i'm not your answer... nothing i say or do .. will change anything... i have nothing to do with your problem... even tho i kno you blame me... i'm sorry you didn't think i was good... that i was such a bad influence... i don't know how it happened.. i don't know what i did... to make you think i'm the bad guy... i have my own problems... my own pains.. i don't know how to fix me.. how can i fix you?? 071310 Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:OTHER:1. Where would we go on dates?2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists?3. Do you drink/smoke??4. Do you like the beach?5. If so...would you go w

Life As I Know It
quit being so damn stingy with your pimpouts and buzzkills! you don't have to pay anything for them! seriously! ugh! I feel like giving up. I don't have the energy to try anymore. Im drained. Everything going on inside of me is sucking me dry. I want to be able to do good in someone else's eyes, not just mine. I need purpose to live. I have none. Maybe someday that will come, but what if it never does?! Its a waste... There's a monster inside of me struggling to break free. Clawing beneath my skin, weakening me. Im about to give in, count 1,2,3. Let it break out, unleash its fury.

How Awesome Is He!
"A Very Special Meal Mirabai Chrin Once there was a very poor and devoted woman who always prayed to the Glory of God, asking very little, if anything for herself. But one thought, one desire continued to recur and finally she asked: petitioning the Lord, that if it were possible she would love to prepare a special meal and have God share at her table. And God, in His Love for this goodly woman, said He would indeed come the next day and share a meal.Filled with ecstasy, the woman went out the following morning with her meager purse and purchased such delicacies that she felt would please the Lord.Returning home, she prepared a banquet and waited patiently for her most honored guest. Soon there was a knock on the door, and when she opened it, there stood an old beggar asking for something to eat. Being a woman of God, she could not turn the beggar away, so she invited him in to partake of her table. The beggar felt as if he was in a dream - such a feast set before him. He finished

My Writing
Hands trembling,Knees are so week.Eyes unfocused, only seeing one object.The razor.So shiny,So sharp.Ready to inflict pain,Starving for skin to tear.My flesh fights conviction,Straining to block out what my Savior has to say."No, don’t. I’m here. No need to feel pain."Voice cracking,Tears choking me.I can taste the salty gems that flow freely.My heart pounds like a bass,My lungs struggle to breathe.My stomach flips,Sweat pours down.And I can’t help but imagine the blood,Formed in a straight line,Dripping inch by inch down my arm.And I feel I’ll be free.But the beating of my heart gets faster,Harder.And I fall to the floor,Still holding onto what destroys me most.I scream,"No, it makes me stronger!"But I know who is truly stronger than the pain.I feel myself wanting to giving up,As I gasp from cries of anguish.But I let Him hold me as I drop the razor.I put my cheek against the cold floor,And let my tears form a puddle beside me.I pull up my sleeve and whisper,"I

Mom
Spent some time at the hospital with Mom today.Not much change.They do have some other people that go to the same Dialysis center with the SAME infection.Makes me furious!!!! The ICU nurses were total bitches and I had to show my cunty side.My mother enjoyed it lol She is kinda twisted....... lol Gotta love her. I truly appreciate all the thoughts,positive vibes and prayers.They do mean a lot to me. huge hugs and lots of love Kit

Men Get A Clue!!!
I'm writing this in big letters so you men can see it! I have been online for several years. I have been on many social networking sites and it still amazes me as to the number of asshats who have no respect for women by coming into our SBs or private chats and saying "hey sexy" or "you're hot!" This is not a way to introduce yourself. This just tells us women that you're an idiot looking to get his dick off. Which is a BIG turn-off when we are definitely not looking for that sort of thing. It also annoys the hell out of us! So, here is a little tip from me to you...DON'T DO IT!! You want to talk to us women then be respectful and considerate. Take the time to read our profiles before you open your fucking mouth. You might actually learn something. Realize that not all women are 1-900 operators *plus not all those "women" are women...trust me!* Plus don't come onto our profiles and berated, cuss at, or belittle us because we aren't in the mood for your bullshit or don't want to pl

Teaser
It was 7 PM on a late summer night. She drove to Siesta Key to a small bar and restaurant called the Daiquiri Deck as she had an arrangement to meet Steve for dinner. She had never met Steve in person so she was a little apprehensive about meeting him. But then she had her protector in her purse which was a nickel plated colt 45 with hollow point slugs….just in case. She recalled his instructions of what she was to wear for dinner which was some high heels and a very short skirt and here she was sitting in a very short skirt …angry at herself for agreeing to follow his request but satisfied since she did not wear the heels as he had requested. Then she sat back and smelled the salt water breeze blowing in from the Gulf of Mexico as the bar was just near the ocean. Who gives a shit she thought .. I’ll just enjoy the evening. Besides the first drink was starting to kick in and she let this rush over her like a large wave crashing in from the ocean and washing

The One I Want To Be
I don’t want to be that girl The one who sits at home and cries The one who thinks of him and always sighs The one who gets used The one who’s abused The one who’s seriously confused I don’t want to be her Her pain is great The guy she loves is late He has yet to figure out she’s the one The one thats beauty far surpasses her looks The girl you hear about in books The one who holds him as her world The girl who knows she doesn’t stand a chance The one who risks it all at a dance I want to be the one he loves The one he cares for with all his being The one he’s there for when she’s hurt The one he would never treat like dirt The one he know

The Chronicles Of Kindness
Ya may have heard me say, but my company xmas party was this past Sat night. They had a makeshift casino, and for every 1000 dollars in chips you could redeem for a voucher to be entered into the prize drawing basket at the end of the night. Each employee already had one in by default. I took a bit of a hit at craps, so switched over to blackjack, and started mopping up. As my winnings got up, I did manage to redeem one voucher. But as time drew on I accumilated quite a stockpile of chips, to which when I decided I best offload some more winnings, I found out the table was out of vouchers. :( So I shrugged it of and kept playin just for fun. One of the corporate managers came past and commented on my towering payload, and I informed him of my ordeal, to which he scowled "aw man thats bs, hang on". He went and got the contracts girl that was sort of the organizer of the party, and she managed to pull 2 more from the craps table so I could redeem at least some of my chips. That gave

Cyber Is Not A Std
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The 5 Answers We Have All Been Waiting For!
The Italian Lover Giuseppe was relaxing at his favorite bar in Rome, when he managed to attract a spectacular young blonde woman. Things progressed to the point where he led her back to his apartment and after some small talk, they retired to his bedroom where he rattled her senseless.After a pleasant interlude, he asked with a smile, "So, you finish?" She paused for a second, frowned, and replied, "No." Surprised, Giuseppe reached for her and the rattling resumed. This time she thrashed about wildly and there were screams of passion. The sex finally ended and, again, Giuseppe smiled and asked, "You finish?" Again, after a short pause, she returned his smile, cuddled closer to him and softly said, No."Stunned, but damned if he was going to leave this woman unsatisfied, Giuseppe reached for the woman yet again. Using the last of his strength, he barely managed it, but they ended together screaming, bucking, clawing and ripping the bed sheets. Exhausted, Giusep

My Friends
Just a small note 2 thank the ppl who stuck beside me (even though your all nutters n weirdos) lmao jj uve been 4 me when ive needed you, made me laugh when ive been down,been there 4 me when ive cried, through the tough times as ppl who know me will know why i dont like october but have helped me though it, have added me to ya familys without me havin 2 bribe ya or pay ya (Are you off ya head?)lol,who have rated my pics (or perved)lol,what can i say ya the best (ok dont get a big head)even though ya will llf,anyhow enough of me gettin soppy im gettin a feeling of sheer horror lol as i dont do soppy urgh..............again thank you xx

Old Things Are More Beautiful...
"Tis strange, that though a candle, And oh, so small it be; The flickering flame it gives, In darkness, helps to see... Its light dispels the darkness; The frightening shadows flee; And all the fewars of midnight, Are gone, when one can see... The shadows crowd around one, And thunder roars above; The fearful soul is drowning: He cannot see God's love... My friend, you are a candle, And in God's plan, the light That shines to those around you, To give the blind soul sight... 'Tis nice to be a lighthouse, To guide the ships at night,

Blank.
When my mind goes blank, my eyez go blank, my thought's go black, and for once im free. Free to be me, without judgements without hate or love. without thought of loss and pain. or happiness and smiles, without anything at all. For once Im free without anything hold me down or lifting me up, I float in bliss. But im only free in my mind. You Scored as Whips Your turn on is the "good ol'" whip. You either like to feel in charge during sex, or you like to feel pain. Sex isn't sex unless it's rough. Whips 100% Blind Folds

Ramblings From A Dark Soul
Shadow Dancer I lingered in the shadows, Far from the pulsing lights, My thoughts and peace to gather In the welcoming quiet of night. Above a black tapestry of starlit silk, Wrapped in ghostly moon glow, I settled in to smoke and ponder All the things I didn’t know. I looked up and found her before me - I had not heard her draw near. For all my scars and hard countenance She looked at me without fear. Something glittered behind her eyes, A light that in mine had fled, And a soft smile rested on her face, Still watching me without dread. I was bewildered, caught off guard; She’d found my secret place. Protests, flight, some action to take All faded in the light of her gaze. She smiled warmly and turned away, Gave me a another glance, And in a clearing lit by stars, This mystery began to dance. Words are my life but they fail To describe that shadowy scene, There was anguish, longing and hope there, And all the emotions in bet

My Thoughts
I never told you how I felt when you broke up with me. You just up and left without saying goodbye. Sowhy do you have to lie to my face? All I ever did was love you and care for you. If you could see hoe I felt when you left. Try seeing through my eyes for once. See how hard it is to raise a child as a single parent. Then maybe you would understand how I feel. Just when I thought I found the right guy. I got turned around and told he wasn't interested in me and it really hurt. But I just feel feel frustrated at the fact he had to lie to me about it. I could have been told the truth but NO. If I would have gotten told then truth I would have been just fine with it. I'm just so freakin mad about it. I wish I wasn't lied too.

Found On Craigslist
atlanta craigslist > atlanta > community > pets please flag with care: miscategorized prohibited spam/overpost best of craigslist HUSBAND (aka DOG) NEEDS LOVING HOME (anywhere-I WILL DELIVER!) Date: 2010-09-15, 6:46PM EDT Reply to: comm-hzszx-1956097971@craigslist.org [Errors when replying to ads?] 40 yr old husband looking for loving, TOLERANT home. Don't let his age fool you. He acts like he is in his 20's. I must warn you, this husband is not loyal, does not give sweet sloppy kisses and does not lay in your bed at night. He is not very good with kids or other males but GREAT with women! Looking for a "multiple women" household that will be patient with this behavior. He comes with his own wardrobe and food. There IS a rehoming fee but it works like this: I will pay YOU to take him AND I will deliver. I'm not sure about his "health" as I have no records but you might wanna get him checked as soon as you get him home. I have not had him neutered

Cabo Trip
Thanks to everyone who stopped by and left birthday wishes/gifts! I have been down in Mexico, Cabo San Lucas and in La Paz, on business and I'm just now getting some time to catch up with all of my family and friends here on Fubar. I'll stop by over the weekend and return the love, thanks again for everything. It's almost like I get to celebrate my birthday twice!!! lol!!

Datesters
So hes from out of town. I had the day off and thought live for the moment so i asked if he watned to spend the afternoon getting to know each other. It worked out. WE met at the waterfront. Initial eye contact great. Attraction level plus 1. Hug bonus 10 points. "Hi, how are you? " he says " Hey wow so nice to meet you" i replied. " Lets go get a tea. Time Lapse: 2 hours later after chatting and laughing and bee swatting and a great lunch. We ended up back at waterfront we watched a waterplane land and in that moment he wrapped his arms around me and hugged me from behind as we watched the plane land directly in front of us. I turned around and looked him in the eyes to even see if this would have been the moment to tell wether or not there would be a second date. I felt something. Sitting on a bench now he leans in and just steals my breath away by planting a kiss on me. I gasped for air and instantly felt tingly from head to toe. This kiss lasted for more than 5 min. We get up

Redstaar!!!!
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Picture Auction
For those who wish to be in this first Ever Naughty Folder auction all you have to do is send me the naughtiest picture you have then send me a offer of anytype that your able to forfill to my private message. Please sb me any questions if you have any question about the auction!!! TYVM

Hello And Welcome
California Gov. Arnold Schwarzenegger (R) Thursday signed into law a bill that decriminalizes the possession of up to one ounce of marijuana. The bill reduces simple possession from a misdemeanor to an infraction.Currently, small-time pot possession is "semi-decriminalized" in California. There is no possible jail sentence and a maximum $100 fine. But because possession is a misdemeanor, people caught with pot are "arrested," even if that means only they are served a notice to appear, and they must appear before a court.That has happened to more than a half million Californians in the last decade, and more than 60,000 last year alone. Every one of them required a court appearance, complete with judge and prosecutor. That costs the cash-strapped state money it desperately needs.Under the bill signed today, SB 1449, by Sen. Mark Leno (D-San Francisco), pot possession will be treated like a traffic ticket. The fine will remain at $100, and there will be no arrest record.In a

Help?
Alright my lovely fu's... I'm usually never really asking for much of anything, this I know. IDK if you guys noticed that by now... If I ever ask for anything, I offer something in return. Never anything like camming/nudes. Please, I have this thing called dignity and class. Well, for my birthday, I'm torn between wanting spotlight... And wanting to be that lime green color. You know, just cause. IDK if that's too big of a goal. I do want to see if I could do both, for my birthday. Think it could happen? Would you be ever-so-kind enough to help and assist? Just a thought. And it just might annoy some fu-h0ars. So... If you're anti-fu-h0ars, this would be a decent cause. LOL You know, the ones that did all and bared all to get their "social status". The ones that lost that thing called dignity a-ways back, and forgot what friends really are... Anyone who donates fu-bucks will be bombed on my birthday, given a salute, and have a spot in my about me section. As far as

Anniversary Of My Sister's Murder
The anniversary of my sister's murder is creeping up on me. The asshole who said time heals a broken heart is a damn liar. She will be gone for 6 years on the 25th and it still feels like i was just robbed of my sister/ my best friend. I hope the money hungry bastards that murdered her are enjoying their blood money and got everything they ever wanted. Lets see if what that does for them when they stand before God and he ask why did they take such a precious life? Why did you kill one who love fullheartedly, one who would help anyone anyway she could. I would love to hear their answers for that. Just for money thats all just money is why my sister lost her life, why she was robbed of the chance to meet her nieces and nephew and her brother in law. This pain is so overwhleming i never knew i could ever feel a pain such as this. I love and miss my sister more with each passing day. There isn't a day that goes by that i dont think of her. Hilda i love you and i know one day i will see you

As The Fu Turns
Tammy has decided to just give up...tired of being lied to, tired of having things hidden, if you wanted to be with me there would be no secrets or games Tammy is glad that karma finally caught up with someone who has been dodging it for a while! ahhhhhh paybacks are awesome when they aren't yours!! Tammy is special! The people in the white coats told me so! They even bought me a pretty jacket with all kinds of buckles on it! I feel pretty! O' so pretty! I don't care what you look like, God said your Drop Dead Gorgeous, "For you are fearfully and wonderfully made" Psalms 139:14 It's funny how it's the little things in life that mean the most. Not where you live, what you drive... There's no dollar sign on peace of mind. A little faith will bring your soul to heaven but a lot of faith will bring heaven to your soul. G.H. The very first time I realized what unconditional love meant; was the very first time I held my child in my arms. It was love at first sight.

Ridglea Theater
Official Statement from Ridglea Theater As you may have heard, the previous owner of the Ridglea Theater complex lost the building to FixFunding, LLC, a funding company based in Dallas. The complex has been up for sale and may have already been sold to a bank. Richard has shown the Ridglea to their "team" of architects more than once. However, the City of Fort Worth has requested that IF FOLKS DO NOT LIKE THE PROPOSED ZONING CHANGE, THEY SHOULD LET CITY COUNCILMAN W.B. "ZIM" ZIMMERMAN AND THE FORT WORTH CITY COUNCIL KNOW IMMEDIATELY! Richard and I would love to get this stopped - not because of what we do here (after all, we need to retire sometime) but simply because this is the last of the grand old buildings in Fort Worth. It would be a shame to lose part of the heritage of Fort Worth, and it should be preserved! The paintings are original! The mosaic floor could never be replaced, and the structure itself inside is beautiful. Of course the present owners are probably not

Sarge
hey denver singers and drinkers i have a show at the PIT STOP TAVERN 5110 Colfax ave. in denver. my karaoke show is about to be cancled please come sing at my show this next week. if no one comes and i cant bring revenue im done. my name is soni, also known as the nono. wendsday wendsday wendsday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!PLEASE HELP ME i have no life and this is what i do to get my rocks off!!!!!!!!!! DONT LET IT DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Useless Information...
Not sure why I am sharing this. I guess you had to be there because it struck me funny. If you don't know the rapper T.I., read no further. I was in the car today, and while driving, I was listening to the radio as usual. Well this commercial came on and I can't remember what it was for. This is what the announcer said... "What if T.I. surfed the internet often? T.I. would give TMI...and you'd be all like "OMG"...and he'd be like "LOL Mutha fucka!!" For some reason that struck me funny and thought I'd share. It is pointless info so get over it. Love, Peace, and Nappiness!

Pantera Medal Of Honor Video
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First Star I See Tonight-a Poem By Josie
First Star I see tonight Darkness covers the sky, One shining star has caught my eye. It sparkles and twinkles like no other, calling me like a distant lover. Drawing me closer, Drawing me in. It makes me hunger, It makes me sin. Wishing on it, for a way, That my lover can take me away. Take me lover, To a spot, Where no one can find us, And our love can't be stopped. A single touch of your fingers,

Mumming Idiots
so, yesterday I plunged head first back into the mumms after a couple years. I have commented a few, and posted a couple since early 2007, BUT yesterday was my first real treck back into them. I commented a few, and I actually posted 2. It was a good feeling when i woke up this morning and saw in my feed that someone commented on my mumm then checked me out. I read his first comment then knew he had blocked me before I even checked. After checking and seein he already blocked me, I replied to his comment, which led to a short conversation. Good times, I missed the idiots mumming brought to me.... Ur Next Sugar Daddy said: All I have to say is your screen name suits you well [image] theFUChead said: How very original. I have NEVER heard that before. Maybe someday i can be as whitty as you. Ever think that MAYBE I chose this name for a reason dipshit? Ur Next Sugar Daddy said: No....I think you've summed it up nicely.I was not trying to be original. I was trying

Healthcare
Dear Mr. President: During my shift in the Emergency Room last night, I had the pleasure of evaluating a patient whose smile revealed an expensive shiny gold tooth, whose body was adorned with a wide assortment of elaborate and costly tattoos, who wore a very expensive brand of tennis shoes and who chatted on a new cellular telephone equipped with a popular R&B ringtone. While glancing over her patient chart, I happened to notice that her payer status was listed as "Medicaid"! During my examination of her, the patient informed me that she smokes more than one pack of cigarettes every day, eats only at fast-food take-outs, and somehow still has money to buy pretzels and beer. And, you and our Congress expect me to pay for this woman's health care? I contend that our nation's "health care crisis" is not the result of a shortage of quality hospitals, doctors or nurses. Rather, it is the result of a "crisis of culture" a culture in which it is perfectly acceptable to spend money on luxuri

Problem
So one of my ex-girlfriends is in town and wants to see me. I told her my only available day to hang out is Saturday. Which of course isn't true, but the other two days she offered she wanted to hang out with this guy we went to high school with who I don't care for. The guy broke his babies arms and legs and just got out of prison for it. Why would ANYONE want to hang out with someone like that? Not to mention that he's a career criminal. whatever. I don't really want to see her all that much. We're on good terms after a decade of not speaking to each other, but I really don't see the point. What on Earth would we talk about? We have nothing in common. We were together back in the day only because we both smoked lots of weed and were physically attracted to each other. Nowadays, I don't smoke pot, and I'm not attracted to her. She's still says and believes most of the ignorant shit she thought back then and hasn't really grown at all as a person. So anyway, this woman

"bob" Nuff Said
"Bye Bob, my friend, you haven't left me yet - but you will. Too soon you'll be going on the final journey without me. I know the tears are for me because I will niss you so much. No more night time cuddles, no more pats on the arm to encourage more stroking of your head and back. No more watching your funny attempts to catch imaginary creatures only you could see. No more so many things. Though we never spoke the same language we understood each other. Amazing really. You made friends with the neighbours. You were (are) such a character. You are the best. So 'bye Bob,

My Work
Bliss One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.I have nothing here for me any longer.I let my guard down and enveloped myself in you.One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.I've wanted you for so long.My dreams have become skeletons in my closet.One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.I want to be yours forever.Why can't it be so?One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.Your lips are poison to my soul.The passion is unbearable.One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.You're my dirty little secret.I crave what I'm missing.Just one more night of bliss.

On Eagles Wings Written by Michael Joncas Isaiah 40:31 "But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk and not faint." Refrain And He will raise you up on eagle's wings, Bear you on the breath of dawn, Make you to shine like the sun, And hold you in the palm of His Hand. Refrain And He will raise you up on eagle's wings, Bear you on the breath of dawn, Make you to shine like the sun, And hold you in the palm of His Hand. Refrain And He will raise you up on eagle's wings, Bear you on the breath of dawn

Yay!
I just wanted to say that I have the most amazing friends here. I was gone forever, and decided to come back. I was re-welcomed with open arms. It feels good to be remembered. Granted, I kept up with many via FB, but not all. I just wanted to share my warm fuzzies. So, yesterday, Crazy Lips proposed an experiment. Be her for 24 hours. I uploaded some of her pics, put mine in a private folder (except for the salutes, of course), ripped her custom skin and changed my name. Well, I didn't get the VIP and bling that I wanted, but I did get a ton of friend requests, dudes in my SB asking for their e-kok to be stroked, and I had to turn off the secret admirer notifications because they got so annoying. It may have been more effective if I'd been more responsive to guys wanting to get in my pants. Not that Crazy Lips is, but not knowing me from her, it may have gotten me further. I just couldn't do it. The annoyance factor set in much too soon to keep anything like th

Love Encouters Sadly Misguided
Hi my name is shelly and I am using this arena just cos i need to clear my head and get input from anyone else. NoI absolutely don't need a man but I choose one for company. I have been with dayfreindly guy here on fu for about a year and half. I have always easily gone outta my to treat him good cos the mother of his children yes they under same roof. She treats him like dirt, always passed out drunk and doesn't contribute to even regular household things including caring for her 2 small children. My boyfriend did and still does all that. I understand he has no money cos i don't either but we always found a way to be together and yummy yes even in his garage as he works in one, on the cars and in mice mechanical places very fun, and always at my house. you can check this man out at dayfriendlyguy here on fu should you like. I always ever wanted someone to take me out and accept me for me take me the way i am and he loves the way i or...or herhe did anywas.. just horrible sad is all...

Dissapointment
Im tired of arguin boydid ya sleep on the wrong side?Im catching a bad vibewhats the latest?speak your heartdont bite your toungedont get it twisteddont miss-usewhats your problem?lets resolvewe can solvewhats the causes?its officialyou got issuesi got issuesbut I know I miss youam I suposed to change?are you supposed to change?who should be heard?who should be blamed?am I supposed to change?are you supposed to change?who should be hurt?who sould be ashamed?will we remain?we need a resolutionwe have so much confusionam I supposed to c

Our American Flag, What Does It Mean?
In the wish to be totally fair, apparently the quote that prompted this blog was actually correct in that it is from a cadence that the writer learned while serving in this great country's military and was used to help boost the moral of our brave soldiers. So, though not academically correct, his definition is musically correct! Praises and thanks to ALL of our courageous soldiers! We love you! Hello friends and friends to be!Today I read a status that gave some information on what the colors of our flag stood for and I knew the information to be wrong. What was more upsetting was the fact that the writer is 50 years old and lives in New Hampshire. I figured that this was scary, many young people would assume that he should know the truth and so would take the information as the truth! So, me being me, I looked up the actual true answers, cross checked them and here it all is, and then some! Remember, always check information, people make mistakes. You are responsible for wha

Thinking
ive been thinking on getting back surgury i hurt it like 3 yrs ago and i didnt want 2 then but now i think it was a mistake in not going threw back surgury now but i hurt in on the job and they fired me because of me hurting it but i dont have the money for back surgury now so if i did have the money u guys think i should please let me know what u think i wonder where i would be today if i joined the milaaary i bet i wouldnt of been 2 jail or fucked up my life

Our Soldier Is Coming Home
In memory of PFC Billie Anderson US ARMY 17-05-10 by Sussie Gineo Our soldier is coming home today :( ; our streets are lined with people awaiting to receive him. He will be draped in our precious flag for he gave not some but all! He would be proud to see our community remembering his sacrifice. I pray for the safety of all our Soldiers who both serve stateside, abroad, or deployed, past, and present. May PFC Anderson fly freely upon the wings of an Angels grace and watch over you. His memory will lead the way from our tears to bless our hearts. His soul will walk with his comrades because he is on his mission to the gateway of Heaven! His sacrifice is the ultimate cost to the oath he took to serve our country and represent the meaning of The United States Flag which has significant meaning to our country from our forefathers which continue to be carried out by all service members past and present. With this having been said and written by me, I ask that

In Memory Of 9/11 Let Us Not Forget
I prayed today Today, I prayed for the lives lost in 9/11 knowing that their lives were lost in vein, taken prematurely from their family's, knowing that I still have mine. I cried today because I know we lost so many soldiers because of this event, and knowing some of those who were KIA will forever touch my heart in a way that no other can. I smiled today because I know those who lost their lives are still walking the streets with their brothers who are still serving in Iraq and Afghanistan. I ask God to bless my son who is currently in Iraq and may he return safely. God Bless you all!

Just Another Day
Today is just another day in this thing called life, it’s a day of realization and a day of understanding. Have you ever taken the time to really look at the people that you meet on the street, have you taken the time to see the fear in their eye’s or to see how haunted they look. Today I took my time and I watched the body language and I looked into the eye’s of those that I came across and for the most part what I saw broke my heart. So many people only want to be loved so many people only want to live and be accepted for who they are. But We have made them afraid to do so, we judge without reason and we let what we see on the news guide us into a world of fear and mistrust. It’s a cold world that we live in and yet no one is doing anything to warm it up. Love and blessings

Craigslist + Prostitution
Something to think about Craigslist, prostitution, and child trafficking By Mrmugshot September 10, 2010 Recently there has been a lot of focus on Craigslist and their handling of certain sections on their mostly free advertising site. Namely the "Adult" or "Erotic" listings. What I am going to talk about isn't the rights of Craigslist, or any other sites, to post or not post, or the in depth legalities, or whether they do/don't have protection under the First Amendment or freedom-of-information laws. The Craigslist issue started me thinking about a few things, like the general idea of prostitution. And how a tiny fraction of undeniably unfortunate incidents are being magnified to manipulate the court of public opinion. Also the dangers a prostitute could be subject to in the different manors they use to market themselves. The following are just my views, opinions, or thoughts on these issues, being shared with anyone wishing to read them. I think it will make

Just A Thought...
B..ullshit I..nformation T..hat C..an't H..elp Y..ou This whole San Bruno gas explosion brought something to my attention. Nearly all our infrastructure was installed by our Baby Boomer generation. Which if you watch enough news these are the people crying about getting older, and really are the reason for our Social Security problem. Well if their getting older wouldn't that mean that pretty much every highway and pipeline system is also. When Pres. Obama started the reinvestment act, thats what it means, to reinvest. The stimulus packages are being stolen by those who oppose them aka Republicans or (Baby Boomers who don't know how to sit their asses down and retire.) Our Country is falling apart at the seams. There are jobs out there that can be created if the people who say they are all about America would just actually be for America. Instead they(Republicans) would tell You that the current administration is spending too much money and making Big Government. When it was the R

Today
So there was a time in my life that I believed that happily ever after and forever exsisted. Then I had my world fall down around me and I said never again. I was never going to allow another person into my life who was just going to hurt me and leave me. It was working for me very well. I had a man in my life who was good to me and my kids, when he touched me I felt things I'd never felt before. But I kept him on the outside of the walls I had created. When I felt myself getting to close I left him. For his own good because I didn't believe in forever and he did. He wanted said he wanted it with me and only me. I wanted him though so we got back together even though I knew in my heart it was a mistake. It felt so incredible to be with him. When he held me I knew that I wanted him forever. Yes I said forever, even though I didn't believe in it. I was so confused and scared. The only time things made sense to me were when he was touching me and then all that mattered was making sure he

Obama Jokes!
Q: Have you heard about McDonald's' new Obama Value Meal?A: Order anything you like and the guy behind you has to pay for it. Q: What does Barack Obama call lunch with a convicted felon?A: A fund raiser. Q: What's the difference between Obama's cabinet and a penitentiary?A: One is filled with tax evaders, blackmailers and threats to society. The other is for housing prisoners. Q: If Nancy Pelosi and Obama were on a boat in the middle of the ocean and it started to sink, who would be saved?A: America ! Q: What's the difference between Obama and his dog, Bo?A: Bo has papers. Q: What was the most positive result of the "Cash for clunkers" program?A: It took 95% of the Obama bumper stickers off the road.

A Year Without Rain
Its not how fast, Its not how far, Its not a cheers, Its who you are, Its like night, You make da sun, Choose your race, When you run, Its never the glory, Its never the store, Its not about seeing whos less and, Whos more, kuz when u find out how fast and how far, Then you kno its not about, how muh u have, its who you are, Dieing to live, Living to try, Feet on da ground, Dreams in da sky, Its never how muh you have its who u are.! Can you feel me When i think about you with every breath i take Every Minute Don't matter what i do My world is an empty place Like ive been wonderin the dessert, for a thousand days Don't know if its a mirage, but i always see your face, Baby.. I'm missing you so much Help rush me outa it now A day without you is like a year without rain. I need you by my side, Don't know how else to find But a day without you is like a year without rain The stars are burning, I hear your voice in my mind Can't you hear me calling. My Heart is yearning, Lik

Economic Future
It's amazing to think that anyone would continue to believe in the economic paradigms of the past. Working "hard" for the company nets you absolutely no loyalty and even fewer benefits beyond being considered a necessary evil by ones employer. Does anyone seriously believe that a 401k is a legitimate means of filling retirement income needs? Especially with the world economy in constant flux. How much loss is enough to snap people into conciousness? or into action? Would your employer hesitate to lay you off to save a buck or two? Do you really believe that unemployment will last until you get another job? or will fill your economic need while you do? Do you really believe your stock broker is looking out for YOUR best interests? Helping yourself means creating economic value for yourself and others. Simple truth and effective truth. Success requires more risk than simply punching a time clock. If you enjoyed and/or agree with this post. Please visit my site for a legitimate w

Something To Think About
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible.A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. Youcan kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. soldier are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...indebt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack.A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the Protector of America, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants somethi

Adams Blog
Okay, I'm not entirely sure what it means to be 'Fu-owned'. I could look it up or find a member of Fubar staff to ask, but it's just too much effort - as much as i'd love to know what it involves, I'm not quite interested enough to do cutting edge research into 'Fu-ownership' ... So, could someone please explain to me a few things... 1. What happens to you on here when you're Fu-owned? 2. What does the owner get out of owning you? 3. Can you actually refuse to be owned, if you really wanted to. - and that's all, I'd love some answers as I'm kinda puzzled... thanksandbye :) I seem to have wound a few people up on here. I don't know how this has happened because lets be honest, I'm lovely! But as it has happened, people seem to constantly give the same lame remarks and/or carry out the same lame actions... So, hopefully, with this blog entry, people will get a better understanding of their mistakes and hopefully, see the error of their ways! Here goes... 1. Yes,

A Piece Of My Mind: Opinions About Random Things That Most Likely Annoy Or Bug Me.
I was driving home today on the freeway, looking around at the various people coming and going to their destinations where ever they may be. Typically, I don't people watch while driving, but SoCal traffic blows around 3-6 so I had plenty of time to look at their faces and see the horror. What caught my attention was the looks on the faces of couples. The first pair was probably in their late forties. Both were looking straight ahead with sun glasses on, not talking. The not talking part irked me, as they sat in complete silence behind me for at least two minutes. Then I started looking around and noticed several couples sitting in the same depressing silence. Who does that? Every relationship I have been in, my partner and I had plenty of things to talk about. We could talk for hours, about politics, school, work, news on television, or whatever is going on with their friends and family. I guess they have been together for so long that they have run out of things to say to each oth

New Admire
Hello THERE!!! I like to chat with any body from California or anybody wants to chat!!!!! I found out about this web site threw facebook.SO please add me on here & on Facebook / Y I M ,my id name is MDBONE33@yahoo.com .My name is Mike from Southern,California & Adore Gorgeous BBWomen

Exs
My ex is fucking up everytime i want to find a gf or anything. she says that we are still togather and i got a std of some sort. shes with a new guy but i cant be with a new girl idk what to do. she is psych and needs to leave me a lone.

Thriving
Omg, I need to VENT! I got a raise today. But, I'm not happy about it. I'm completely insulted! 25 fucking cents more per hour. BULLSHIT!!!!!! The last raise I got was for, 25 cents. At that time, I was, grateful. I felt worthy. Now, I'm so fucking ready to tell them to shove their fuckin' meat & their quarters up their greedy, fucking asses. RAWR!! I am so worth more... FUCK! I'm a fulltime mommy/meatpacker, lol. Separated for 2.5 years & raising my kids 2 the best of my ability. I don't know what more a can achieve in this life, but I'm not finished yet. Why am up everyday @ 3:45 am? B/c if I don't get up & run this mutha-fucker, know one else will.

My Thoughts
I am a very simple person here to help those in need I do the things I do from the goodness of my heart I dont ask for much jus RESPECT me and my family please I will do whatever u ask of me cuz I believe if u are true to someone till the end ... U will bless others with ur kindness i pass around helpin people in random some jus block me some actually appreciate what i do ... All i ask is pass it around the FULUV I have shown my friends and Family. And for future friends all are welcome my Name Is Raul And I am a true friend and gentleman who will always have a hand to help and my Crazy Friday Bling Mania for all who needs points too... Thanx FUBAR !!

Love
This is to someone u know who u are..... You tell me you love me but do you really????How ca u love someone if you dont want to be with them?????How can u sit there and say everything will work out but deep inside you know it wont...why does this always happen to me..always getttin hurt by people that i really truely love and care about.I think for being 22 ive grown up alot and im really ready to settle down with one perosn and start my family.Unlike some need to grow up and realize what they have and that soemone really does love them.I guess they will juss kno how good it realy was once i go on my way and do me.and then im really not around no more.mayeb i need to stop bein suck a clingy person and let someone find me.who knows maybe im just not right for anyone in this world???? i dont kno im just so confused and just ready to blow the fuck up and say fuck it all...i cant help the way i feel.i try so hard to make someone happy and be there but i get pushed away.....i dont kn

Hailsss' Blog
Peace.Dont break the force of pure innocence.The vitality is invincible.Not quite like any color I once knew..A whole new spectum of lights and colors have been scattered in your eyes, and it leaves me breathless.If only the raw beauty and pristine white-ness of your soul could somehow brush my own, and make it all clear.Oh so immaculate and uncorrupted, I will follow thee.Until your colors become our colors.Until the day we finally get to be in each other's arms..Oh, how I long just to be by your side my love..Someday soon, we shall spread our colors across the world.. Making all anew and cleansed with peace and passion.With love and devotion.We will stand, like a strong structure, against any storm that tries to take us down. Forever we shall stand my love. Forever.

Snakebit
Different places ive been too and seen crack me up. its the little things such as , in Albany, New York there isnt any Sonics. Alot of people i talked to didnt know what a frito chili pie is, In Oklahoma there are Quiktrips everywhere, once again not in Albany. Traffic was insane. Seemed like you could take a cab anywhere for 6 bucks, which was worth it. For you smokers, cigarettes are like 10 bucks a pack. I did however meet alot of interesting people, had alot of different food, the weather was really awesome. The Catskill Mountains ,well everyone should take a look see.

Step Back
i'm stepping away for a while. right now i'm heart sick, and feeling hollow. i need time to clear my head and fix myself so i don't say things to those that i love and regret it later. i'm taking time away. for those that know me... email me. stepping away from yim as well. for my family on here... know i love you all deeply. for the one i love most of all.... know my heart is your's, even if my heart isn't worth much right now. thanks and well... for now... i wish you all well.

All That I Am
I don't think you willever fully understandhow you've touched my lifeand made me who I am.I don't think you could ever knowjust how truly special you arethat even on the darkest nightsyou are my brightest star.I don't think you will ever fully comprehendhow you've made my dreams come trueor how you've opened my heartto love and the wonders it can do.You've allowed me to experiencesomething very hard to findunconditional love that existsin my body, soul, and mind.I don't think you could ever feelall the love I have to giveand I'm sure you'll never realizeyou've been my will to live.You are an amazing personand without you I dont know what to do, I don't know where I'd be.Having you in my lifecompletes and fulfills every part of me. You see the pain that lies in her eyes,But, alas, her eyes are dry,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the anger that burns from her gaze,The madness that sets her eyes ablaze,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the fear that closes her eyes,Th

Wow
All I can say is wow.. I haven't had Halloween off in years,, The trouble is since I hadn't have it off and some social circles that I am in have taken me off the radar. --Working third shift sucks some times. Now, That I have a nice 5 nights off. starting the friday before hand and ending when I go back to work Wednesday night.. What shall I do? Get with someone and say hey.. "Wanna pick me up and you and your family have me for 5 lovely days? " Find my old social circle of distructing souls... Get in touch with the ladies group?Find a coworker that is off that night?"Stay home and pass out candy?Take my nieces trick or treating? Decisions decisionsIf I go with the first most likely I need a costume...That would be another question all together.. what to get...I want a panda costume.. But Hell I can't afford that..Too late to make one =-(

Random Shit
Name:Location:Birthday: Measurements:Do you work/go to school?:What kind of car do you drive?:What do you want to be when you grow up?:Are you cute?:Would you laugh at my dumb jokes when no one does?:Are you close w/your family?:Would you ever wear my clothes?:How many people have you had sex with?:Would you take me home if I was too drunk to drive?:Are you overly serious or are you able to be goofy at times?:Would you bring me food from my favorite place just because?:Are you religious?:Do you think i'm sexy?:Will you call me in the middle of the night just to say 'hi'?:Do you like to cuddle?:What kind of beer/alcohol do you drink? (if applicable):What is your biggest flaw?:Are you a jealous person?:What are your hobbies?:Could we go for a midnight picnic on a clear, starry night?:Would you ever put cute little notes all over my car?:Favorite bands?:Do you have ANY musical talent?:When was your last relationship & why did it end?:3 months from now am i going to find out you're a t

Fun Stuff
THIS WAS LONG BUT FREAKING FUNNY...ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THISJust try reading this without laughing till you cry!!!Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased hislovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparkedmyinterest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for alittle something extra for my wife, Julie. What I came across was a100,000-volt, pocket/purse- sized tazer. The effects of the tazer weresupposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on yourassailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home.I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button.Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed thebutton and pressed it against a metal surface at the same time, I'd get theblue arc of electricity darting back and forth between

Love Poems? Eh Maybe Lmao
Two days had passed,Still my heart held strong.Shes so deep inside me,She would never ever be gone. Today she brought smiles,And filled my heart again.Now to her heart,I must forever tend. To make her days forever happy,And bring a smile to her face.Because forever deep in my heart,Will always be her place. How can I prove my love,When my love is so far away.She cannot see it in my eyes,Is this the price that I must pay. To be so far apart,When things are still so young and fresh.Even with miles and worries between us,For her love I will pass this test. She has no reason to fear,I would give her no reason to cry.If I ever hurt her,I know I would surely die. So beautiful please know this,Without my eyes or heart in veiw.My heart could never want another,And my eyes can only see you. You my beautiful,Are now tears formed in my eyes,To see so much pain,Should make any man cry. If my arms could hold,And slowly set you at ease.Help cast away this darkness,All this misery you s

About Me
You are The DevilMateriality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only beca

Caresses
As u approach me, my heart starts to beat, fast,pulsing, racing with time. Kindling , and glowing , like we are to be intwined.Panting, gasping for my air to release from your fiery embrace,wanting , desiring, like i was wrapped in soft lace.You are there, slightly touching my silky skin,waiting for u to reach further within.You slide your hand down my arms, temperature risingfeed me , feel me, i can already feel a uprising.You move my hair licking and kissing at my luscious neck.oh touch me baby, for i will become such a wreck.You kiss me passionately on my luscious lips, you reach around me and start to grab my hips.Your kiss has done it, i start to melt and fall into your embrace.You gentley look at me staring into my beautiful face.You run your hands down across my back feeling my heat.oh my love i am feeling so good right down to my feet.Slowly u guide your hand to that satin pleasure,kissing down my chest and stomach looking for that treasure.Slightly , licking, savoring my delig

Captured
Like a butterfly with my delicate wings pinned into an embrace...Insensate with sensation pulsing through every throb of my heartbeat.Tempted by the journey of a hand over the curve of my hip, the muscle of my thigh, and the heat within.Cornered by a primal desire of intense heat and wanting.Burning with ancient fires of need, of animal passion, of wanting.Lusting onto a path of passion winding its way from my breasts, between my yoni, and to the curling of my toes.There is nothing lackadaisical about this need.Wrists caught in a vice over my head, hips pinioned to a slab of earth, trapped under steel thighs of thick male flesh.Mouth open as pants exhale with each intake of sensation and gasp of pleasure.Shattered as all control is swept aside like so much rubbish on a street after Mardi Gras.Sated...but not for long.

Rules To Dating Me
Rules to date me!!!! Ive decided to let my inhibitions go and start dating like the stereo typical man does, with no emotions controlling my actions except for lust. I may take on multiple partners at a time (as this is a normal male activity) So i am taking applications now and i must start by saying i have a few standards. they are as fallowed Must not tell me empty things when you hardly know me example: your so beautiful, all i want is you, you would be the perfect girl to come home too. Are you going to keep me? All i want to do is fix all your problems, your perfect blah blah blah!!!!! its bullshit i know its bullshit you know its bullshit so why say it? Must not tell me your looking for a girlfriend, wife, sole mate, future mother to your unborn children all before dating me for some time (yet again bullshit) Remember this: Arrogant, cocky, bragging men are never attractive. (unless you have many other things going for you) Be honest with me,

Mission Statement
The mission: By week 12 I will be carrying a 200+ average in order to qualify for my PBA card! SPARES, SPARES, and more SPARES! The only way to accomplish this feat is to make sure that I am picking up all of my spares! The goal: To win a title on the regional tour by the end of the season! LOT OF WORK AHEAD!

Blog
‘Well you see, Norm, it’s like this … A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo. And when the heard is hunted, it is the slowest and weakest ones at the back that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole group keeps improving by the regular killing of the weakest members. In much the same way, the human brain can only operate as fast as the slowest brain cells. Now, as we know, excessive intake of alcohol kills brain cells. But naturally, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first. In this way, regular consumption of beer eliminates the weaker brain cells, making the brain a faster and more efficient machine. And that, Norm, is why you always feel smarter after a few beers.’ The end. As you were. If I were better at guitar, I'd be playing this daily.

Fu Related Stuff
Just HAD to share this with yall! I'm on yahoo, chatting with my R/L G/F, RainbowbriteKilla, & keep hearing "pop, pop, pop!" She says its her friend, "TheDarkKnight" asking for a pimpout. But, we both have fubar close & everything else close but yahoo cuz BOTH her PC & my laptop SUCK! & every time he ends a message, it freezes her yahoo & makes the video feed in mine lag about 30 seconds behind the audio feed! So, we continue chatting for a while, & then "pop, pop, pop!" He messages her AGAIN! But THIS time, starts cursing her out & calling her a liar and all kinds of other shit... just because she wont sign back onto fubar & pimp him out (mind you, she live in Germany, & I live in NY...6 hour time difference & it's already close to midnight there... & she has to work tomorrow). But NO... nevermind that... this asshat thinks it's ALL about HIM! Case in point... Bipolar maybe?!? LMAO!!! He went from calling her BABY & hoping she feels better to calling her a LIAR?!? WTH?!? And,

27 Words
© Nubia Valle I'll be there,When you feel lonely and frightenedWhen you need help with somethingWhen you feel hopelessI'll be there,When you feel betrayed by someone you trustedWhen you feel broken heartedWhen you are in difficult timesI'll be there,When you fallWhen you need a hugWhen you need some loveI'll be there,No matter what happensI'll be there. Just 27 Words. God our Father, walk through my house and take away all my worries and illnesses and please watch over and heal my family in Jesus name, Amen. This prayer is so powerful. Pass this to 12 people including me. A blessing is coming to you in form of a new job, a house, marriage or financially. Do not break or ask questions. This is a test. Does God come first in your life?

Some Things That Need To Be Said
dis poem shall speak of the wretched sea that washed ships to these shores of mothers cryin for their young swallowed up by the sea dis poem shall say nothin new dis poem shall speak of time time unlimited time undefined dis poem shall call names names like lumumba kenyatta nkrumah hannibal akenaton malcolm garvey haile selassie dis poem is vexed about apartheid rascism fascism the klu klux klan riots in brixton atlanta jim jones dis poem is revoltin against 1st world 2nd world 3rd world division man made decision dis poem is like all the rest dis poem will not be amongst great literary works will not be recited by poetry enthusiasts will not be quoted by politicians nor men of religion dis poem s knives bombs guns blood fire blazin for freedom yes dis poem is a drum ashanti mau mau ibo yoruba nyahbingi warriors uhuru uhuru uhuru namibia uhuru soweto uhuru afrika dis poem will not change things dis poem need to be changed dis poem is a rebirth of a peopl arizin awaking understandin dis

You And Him
You stay up for 16 hours.....He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up......He goes weeks without running water. You complain of a 'headache' and call in sick.......He gets shot at as other are hit,and keeps moving forward. You talk trash about your buddies that aren't with you.......He knows he may never see any of his ever again. You complain about how hot it is......He wears his heavy gear,not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his forehead. You get mad at the waiter for getting your order wrong......He doesn't get to eat today. Your mad that your class got held 5 minutes over.......He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months. You roll your eyes when your baby cries......He gets a letter with pictures of his new baby,and wonders if they'll ever meet

If You're In The Dallas Area Around 9/25, Check This Out...
Hey folks You probably don't know me, and if you do.. Groovy. If not.. Well, that's cool too. My Name is Sean and I currently host a 'net radio show Friday evenings on http://www.renegaderadio.net (If you're really that intersted, just ask me for more info :p ) However, i'm not here to plug that. We're a sponsor for an event on 9/25 at Oriley's in Dallas, TX - I've been in charge of doing most of the promo for the gig, So alas - Here's one more attempt to get some butts there.. What show is it, you ask? Why, it's the First Annual Epic Music Showcase And Convention! What's that all about you ask? Truth be told in the past 6 or 7 years, the music scene is Dallas has kind of, gone down hill. the Legendary Deep Ellum is now hardly a shell of what it once was, be it from club owners not being able to handle keeping everything open due to the economy, getting bored, or whatever.. The fact of the matter is, The scene needs a kick in the ass. But how? Simple. You get 13 bands, You start

Band Announcements
Most who know me know that due to some torn tendons in my foot that I'll be out of commission for a few weeks. However, I did do a show this last Friday, opening for Great White and Kittie. It was a rather fun show, I thought - a bit last minute, as we were asked at the very last second, but nonetheless good. I'd decided just for shits and giggles to do a cover set for our 2nd set (as another band cancelled so we played a double set to keep the crowd entertained). I picked the set as it was rather last second and easier for me to kick it out that way. I chose a bunch of songs that we jam out in rehearsals - mostly high energy, and above all just fun for us. The set went great, the crowd was into it, singing along, screaming, high-fiving us. Today, however, I got handed something that rather floored me - a review of the show, including our cover set. In this review was a very scathing synapsis of that set. Here's part of what was said: "Trent is a very talented musician, of which ther

My Vampire Story
“Its me calm down,” I chuckle. “You scared the shit out of me,” she whimpers. I kiss her so she can’t complain anymore. I run my hands all over her body. We wash each other, get out and dry each other off. I look at my phone and there was a missed call from Desdemona, I knew she set everything up for me. Before Cherrie could put her clothes on I put a robe around her, blind fold her and lead her to the backyard. I was amazed at what she did. In the corner of the back yard there used to be an ugly over grown canopy type area. Now there was a black canopy with a big fluffy red blankets on a bed. There were red and black lights everywhere. Last but not least there were two goblets filled with the blood Desdemona had put away. I stand Cherrie in front of the canopy and pull off the blindfold. She was speechless. I pulled her onto the bed and handed her the goblet. She drank it slow not knowing what it was. “What the hell was that it

You..
You complete me. You have my heart.. You are amazing.. You know that i love you You scare me.. You hurt me... You keep me wanting more... You have me right where you want me... You never stop amazing me... You kill me... You love me... ?

Idk Anymore
We used to lie awake at night;and talk till early light,and I would hear you call my name.I saw the world through lover's eyes,and didn't stop to realize;that you would never love me again.But to you, it was only a game. I search to find reality,and though you're just a memory;In dreams I see you here by my side.It seems like only yesterday;we played the games that lover's play,I thought we had no secrets to hide.And we laughed, and we loved and we cried. I gave you my heart; I gave you my soul.I gave you my love and you took it all.You were my life; you were my world.I gave you my heart but you took it all. Yes you took it all.

My Opinion
Okay, I was suppose to write this blog a week or 2 ago…which I did, but somehow never got posted…lol…but anyway, here is my rant on "National Debt"….which started with a Mumm I read…. I don’t believe that raising taxes will help with the national debt because there are way too many other issues that need resolved…first, bring our soldiers home…it’s not our war anymore…we as a nation built itself, and we fought our own wars within our country…and this nation became strong because of it without the need of outside help…we grew with pride and dignity, and we had the dream to live the American dream of freedom…we need to let other countries make their own mistakes and allow them to grow without our involvement and concentrate on our own issues…second, unemployment…yes, jobs are scarce right now for the most part…well gee, bring our jobs back to American soil for starters&helli

Bombing Family Blogs
Hello and Welcome to the Lone Wolf Bomber Family While we are a fun Loving family we do have a few rules to abide by 1. Be respectful to all members of the family 2. Keep in mind that we all have Real lives and those come before fubar 3.while bombing Remember you are representing Our Family Use common sense 4. We do ask that you let an owner before posting any new bombing runs 5. If you join a contest that another family member is already in, we will support you both but its first come first served 6.Please check the family blog for the newest links for bombing 7. Keep and Eye on the bullys to know what the family is up to 8. Please add a comment with your Name and bomber name to prove you have read this Thank you and Welcome to the LONE WOLF BOMBERS Family

Random Prose And Poetry
No fairy tale endings, just broken dreams,At least thats the way it sometimes seems.When you cant find the way or find the means,No secret wishing star, or magical moonbeams.When the world you wish for just can not be,And you have to face the harshness of reality,That what you envision is not what is to be,And if you open your eyes, the truth you will see.No golden mountains, no slow moving streams.No ivory white castles, no Kings or Queens.No walks on the beach, no romantic scenes.No fairy tale endings, just broken dreams. I know you did not ask to be brought into this world, but having you in my life is a blessing that is beyond any other. You are a reason to laugh, to love, to live life. You are my babies, my angels, my best friends, and always will be. I know this is not a perfect world. There are many things that are wrong. There are also many things that are good. You will scrape your knees, you will cry, and you will fall. I will be there to kiss things better

Wake Up America
The American Dream Is In Jeopardy http://fubar.com/the-american-dream-is-in-jeopardy/b340657-1148928 Companies like General Electric and Caterpillar might sound as American as apple pie, but like many other multinational firms, which employ a fifth of all American workers, they're cutting back on their domestic workforces and increasing hiring overseas. That disturbing trend points to a serious problem in the United States: the Land of the Free is not the attractive place to do business that it once was.Big government policies are setting us on a path away from a fundamental freedom we cherish—one the Founders strove to preserve. It's the freedom to pursue the American dream—economic freedom—that, tragically, is in jeopardy. When many folks think about freedom, the first thing that comes to mind is the freedom of speech and religion, the right to bear arms, to vote, or to have a trial by a jury of their peers. Though it isn't enumerated in the Bill of Rights,

Interesting Blog I Think..i Found This And Thought I Would Share....
Barack OBAMA, during his Cairo speech, said: "I know, too, that Islam has always been a part of America 's story." AN AMERICAN CITIZEN'S RESPONSE: Dear Mr. Obama:.... Were those Muslims that were in America when the Pilgrims first landed? Funny, I thought they were Native American Indians.Were those Muslims that celebrated the first Thanksgiving day? Sorry again, those were Pilgrims and Native American Indians.Can you show me one Muslim signature on the United States Constitution?Declaration of Independence ?Bill of Rights?Didn't think so.Did Muslims fight for this country's freedom from England ? No.Did Muslims fight during the Civil War to free the slaves in America ? No, they did not. In fact, Muslims to this day are still the largest traffickers in human slavery. Your own half brother, a devout Muslim, still advocates slavery himself, even though Muslims of Arabic descent refer to black Muslims as "pug nosed slaves." Says a lot of what the Muslim world really thinks of you

Fu-addiction
I'd be lying if I said I didnt love fubar and Im not on it often, but I find it sad and depressing when some people become so obsessed with the technicalities of this site that they lose site of the fun and the real world. I have had many conversations ith my friends on fu I have had friends that have used this site for years and friends that are completely new. They enjoy the site for all it has such as leveling, games, blings, and most of all meeting new people. But nothing bothers me more than to watch friends go from having fun and enjoying the site and all the great things that comes with it....To treating it like it is their entire life. Like god forbid they dont get a pimp out or a bling....or the world ends when their VIP does.....I waych what people do just to get a salute or a bling and its sad.....its one thing to offer fubucks ...but to watch people offer nsfw photos or worse...beg is quite disturbing. Its like selling urself and for what? nothing you can hold nothi

Dj Metalgod Mentalmetal Productions
IM ERIC SADORF ( METALGOD) DJ/PROMOTER,PRODUCER/MANAGER/INTERVIEWER/REVIEWER AND I WORK WITH BANDS WORLD WIDE. THE MENTALMETAL SHOW IS BROADCAST ON NOKIA,AT&T WIRELESS PHONES, Wii,PSP,PS3 GAME SYSTEMS PLUS WE ARE NOW ON I-TUNESLABELS/PROMOTERS THAT I WORK WITH;JAMSYNC MUSICMASSACRE RECORDS7HARD ROCK & METAL RECORDS ICE WARRIOR RECORDSAHSER MEDIA RELATIONST.F.I. ENTERTAINMENTJ.B. ENTERPRISES KBM INTERNATIONALRAT PACK RECORDSNIGHTMARE RECORDSLOCAL BANDS OF THE TRIADPROSTHETIC RECORDSFARVAHAR RECORDS SOME OF MY INTERVIEWS THAT I HAVE DONE LITA FORDRONNIE MONROELILLIAN AXEWISZDOMSTONERYCHE GREENSWIRLLYNZEEASPHALT VALENTINEHOLY RAGEBILLY SHIELDSBLACK ROBOTSCARREDSILENT AGGRESSIONDARREL DWARF MILLERSTEVE BLAZELZZY HALE (HALESTORM)ALEX GROSSIBARBARA SCHENKERBENEDICTUMGREAT AWAKENINGDENNY JETTWARPATHSAVIOURCAGECARL CANEDYDAVID "ROCK" FEINSTEINVEINS ICED OVERROSS THE BOSSZAK STEVENSSNEWNAILHAIZ RAILMODERN SUPERSTARELECTRO MONICON TRUCE SEPT 23RD 7 PM EST. SILENT VICTORY SEPT. 30TH 7 PM ES

My Life
Well I am pregnant with my 3rd child and I am 11 days over my due date. I am excited and a lil anxious at the same time!! I have three two other natural children and my daughter who is now 19 was right on time and my son who is 14 was two months early!!!! So I guess this one has to be late!!! Anyone ever had a similar thing happen to them? How did you cope???

Lmaooooooo
Balance? God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him, resting on the seventh day.He inquired of God. "Where have you been?" God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction, and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled, and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance." "Balance?" inquired Michael, still confused. God explained, pointing to different parts of earth. "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while southern Europe is going to be poor. Over there I've placed a continent of white people, and over there is a continent of black people. Balance in all things," God continued pointing to different countries. "This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice." The Archangel, impressed by God's work, then poin

Dimples
I think we should take all the warning labels off everything and watch all the idiots in the world go extinct. I think that would be real entertainment. I could definitely sit back with my feet up and a bag popcorn and enjoy!!! lmao 4D96B7CA-4563-95EF-1FEF-5D070BB993C4 1.03.01

My Worldview..i Know, I'm Such A Heretic!!!
In the course of examining worldviews of various belief systems, and the author’s personal experience with each one, the author does not discover any startling revelations, nor does the author attempt to immerse himself into the worldviews that differ from his own. The author’s own worldview is that of Christian; however, not of any particular denomination. The author, being raised Southern Baptist by an Independent Baptist Minister- his father- and taught tolerance, not intolerance, of other religions or those religions’ viewpoints. The author was also made to understand that despite being tolerable of another’s worldview, the author must make stringent efforts to not be swayed, guided, or indoctrinated in these views. Each worldview presents an ananthem to Christian upbringing, growth, and moral/ethical decency that the author was initially raised with, became, and lives by. Upon review of the worldviews studied: Naturalism, Human Secularism, East

Read It!
why can't i find one sweet decent man on here most that i have met are a bunch of perverts and sex o halics! im not like that!.fubar should really pay attention to who's on here.they should a pervert button or something lol.but honestly i'd like to find a guy who actually likes to talk,who has some intilagents. sex is nice but not when its the ONLY subject to talk about. just cuz it's the internet dosen't you should act like a pervert.im just so sick and tired of perverts and sex o halics.WHERE OH WHERE IS MY PRINCE CHARMING?????

Angel Hope
THE MIRACLE OF FRIENDSHIP THERE IS A MIRACLE CALLED FRIENDSHIP THAT DWELLS WITHIN THE HEART AND YOU DON'T KNOW HOW IT HAPPENS OR WHEN IT EVEN STARTS. BUT THE HAPPINESS IT BRINGS YOU ALWAYS GIVES A SPECAIL LIFTAND YOU REALIZE THAT FRIENDSHIPS IS GODS MOST PRECIOUS GIFT!!!!!

Stewpid Stuff & Radiation
During a dinner-meeting a conversation between myself and a couple military types broached the subject of radiation in major doses both accidental and “intentional”. It gave me the opportunity to ask a few questions of this militarily connected individual about what had transpired where I lived during the year 2006. For some reason, I had left a standard issue Geiger counter and wand in the basement storage room, and it was charged. About three weeks later, I had a need to stow some gear down there along with new parts. Upon entering the room, I noticed the Geiger counter in the basket where I had left it a few weeks before. When I looked at the wand, I was shocked to see the indicator all the way to the right, indicating an enormous amount of radiation had been measured at this location. Immediately I assumed the unit was malfunctioning and called to check on the date of calibration. During that phone call from the basement storage room, the Geiger counter support tech

Letter To The Editor
‏ 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores in July 2002, and in New York Sept 112001 and have continually threatened to do so since?Were people from all over the world, not brutally murdered that day in London, and in downtown Manhattan , and in a field in Pennsylvania ?Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they?And I'm supposed to care that a few Taliban were claiming to be tortured by a justice system of the nation they come from and are fighting against in a brutal insurgency.I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11 and 7/7.I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere belief of which is a crime punishable by beheading in Afg

Random...
I fear what the mummers would do to me if I posted this as an actual mumm, so here it is in my blog for your consideration... I'm going to get a new tattoo on Tuesday! I like them all and I can't choose which one I should get... Give me your advice! Tell me which one you like best. I'm going to be getting it on the inside of my arm right above my wrist, so if the location helps you pick a picture, sweet!

A Master's Kiss
Lying in the moonlight sandTenderly He holds her handLooks down in her eyes and smiles"Now My love lets hear your howls!" Silently He grabs her hairTies her to a low deck chairAs she shrieks out in her painHis eyes they gleam "your Mine to tame!" With a whimper, with a sighShe leans over as He whips her thighCrying out in to the nightHe whips her harder "slut, scream it out!!" 'Master, Master, mercy please'"Beg me bitch, I can’t hear you plead!!"'Master, Master I beg you to stop'"There My love, I'll just get my crop!!! H

New Poem?
"PAIN" I open my eyes. You close them tight Why cant you let go without a fight? You call this the end, I call it the start I swear to god your not very smart. You think you have won just like its a game Thats the mindboggling shit that makes me insane I was never right and you were never wrong But who turned out to be lieing all along. -Kyle-

Listen To Our Forefathers
From the Declaration of Independence We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. --That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, --That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness. Prudence, indeed, will dictate that Governments long established should not be changed for light and transient causes; and accordingly all experience hath shewn, that mankind are more disposed to suffer, while evils are sufferable, than to right themselves by abolishing the forms to which they are

Life Of An Army Mom & Songwriter
It has been a crazy 4 years for all of us but also opened our eyes to what our military personal live and go through while protecting our country. The worry of having a loved one in harm's way and never knowing if they are ok to writing songs for our Veterans and miltary along with their families and telling their stories in a way peoiple can relate to them. watch my my videos and check out Projecttroops.us Iam proud to support our military and be an advocate for PTSD testing.. listen to our original music on our site (google us) May we never forget the heroes that did for our freedom on 9/11, before and after that date and just what our freedom costs.

The Real Dallas Angel
Let me fill you in so you know the whole story me and angela was married for 18 years we had 2 girls together and 1 she had when we meet. She desided one day to just leave and go to that guy Fred(Punisher) and child sex offender. The day she left we were going to a Disney party and had Tiffany cooking Dinner and told her she be home in a min and the hole time was driving to IL. She did not talk or say anything was wrong she just left me and the kids she took candius the oldest one with her but after 6 months she came back to live with me because of what Fred did to her. When Angela left and went to Fred she called my work at Disney were I have worked for 12yr and were the insurance for the kids were and got me fired. She has never paid any child support since she left she owes over $10,000 already. She always calls says fred is beating her or treating her like shit or when she needs something. She has never tried to talk to the girls or anything. Now she came back saying she wanted to

Family
family its been so long since this fam was together the way it was seemed like so long forever wishing it would be back the way it wasknowing it wont be for some time to come we have all let each other go for some odd reason we jus went with the flow pretending we didnt care predtending we didnt loveits all for a reason a reason full of blood i know the love is still there somewhere we jus gotta get it back to where we are all smilinglets actually care and actually loveand we might jus find that reason we all shoved to the back burner for what reason i say i say it was the drama and the painthat we inflicted on ourselves in which return caused it on the peersz of the same we all have regrets and we are not made perfecthell we are only humans who have brought down the curtainsto peek in and see what is really going on i know for shure we have all fallen for some one we love with all our hearts why cant it be the way it used to workwhen we hung out and laughed made jokes and looked

Don't Be Fooled Again.
Dude, is there anyone left out there who doesn't realize that 9-11 WAS AN INSIDE JOB? Apparently there are a couple or three. Get the facts: http://www.ae911truth.org/ The buildings were demolished by THERMITE— Now what about the missing 1.2 billion in Kuwaiti Gold, the other misc. 900 million from surety companies in the World Trade Center? Remember the World Trade Center was the world's biggest bank, and 9-11 was the biggest BANK HEIST of all time. Don't be a sucker look at the facts and listen to the scholars of this country! WTC#7 contained FBI records investigating over 30 companies owned by the Bush-Cheney_Skull and Bones Axis for insider trading and federal securities act violations. ALL OF THOSE RECORDS WERE DESTROYED and we got sold a war that those companies then profited from in the BILLIONS. Dude half the alleged "pilots" of these so called suicide attacks turned up alive a year later-they had all been victims of identity theft. Read "The New Pearl Harbor" by Dav

10 Reasons To Date A Fat Girl
10 Reasons To Date A Fat Girl By: Gabrielle Talley Break Studios Contributing Writer You can probably think of at least ten reasons to date a fat girl, but let’s get to the real reasons. Dating a fat girl can be the best way to meet the right person in your life. Reasons to date a fat girl are many, but we’ll concentrate on the ones that will help you make the right decision. 1. Fat girls are fun and easy to talk to. Fat girls are usually more concerned with their brains than their looks. This means you can never be bored around a fat girl. They always have interesting stories, and they wont care what they look like rolling down a hill, going on the ferris wheel, or posing for funny pictures with you. Fat girls have fun everywhere they go. 2. Never Go Hungry. Do you really like Ethiopian food? If you do, you probably won’t find a fat girl there. They may be up for trying the fare though since they are generally interested in trying any food once.

Memorial Day
I AM A VETERAN LAIN UNDER THE SOD,I’M IN THE GOOD COMPANY, I’M UP HERE WITH GOD COME TO MY GRAVE AND VISIT WITH ME,I GAVE MY LIFE SO YOU COULD BE FREE.TODAY IS MEMORIAL DAY THROUGHOUT THIS GREAT LAND THERE’S AVENUES OF FLAGS, PARADES AND BANDS.I CAN HEAR THE MUSIC, THE FIRING SQUAD AND TAPS HERE COME MY COMRADES, THE LEGIONNAIRES, THE BLUECAPS.ONE OF THEM JUST PUT A FLAG BY MY STONE. SOME DAY HE’LL HAVE ONE BY HIS OWN.SOME THINK OF THIS DAY AS JUST A DAY FREE FROM TOLL, WHILE OTHERS ARE BUSY WORKING THE SOIL.THEY SAY THEY HAVE PLANS, OTHER THINGS TO DO. DON’T PUT US ASIDE AS YOU WOULD AN OLD SHOE.COME VISIT MY GRAVE IN THIS CEMETERY SO CLEAN, THIS IS WHAT MEMORIAL DAY MEANS.THERE ARE MANY OF US LYING IN WAKELESS SLEEP IN CENETERIES OF GREEN AND OCEANS OF DEEP.IT’S SAD THAT FOR MANY WHO FOUGHT SO BRAVE, NOW NO ONE COMES TO VISIT THEIR GRAVE.THEY DIED SO YOU COULD HAVE ONE WHOLE YEAR FREE. NOW CAN’T YOU SAVE THIS ONE DAY FOR ME?THERE ARE SOLDIERS

Just Me
A Place Where You Belong Your body's coldHope is lost I can't let goCan I die with you so we can never grow old?Count the timesWith this note you left behindAs I read the words I hear you telling me whyToo late, too lateI never said goodbyeToo late, too lateCan't even ask you whyAnd now I'm wasting away in my own miseryI hope you've finally gone to a place where you belongMy sadness showsAs your name is carved in stoneCan't erase the words, the reality growsI wish I diedOn that night right by your sideSo just kill me now, let the good times rollToo late, too lateToo late, too lateI never said goodbyeToo late, too lateCan't even ask you whyAnd now I'm wasting away in my own miseryI hope you've finally gone to a place where you belongWill you wait for me?When I see you on the other sideYou won't have to wait too longYeah, yeahWill you come to me?When you're safely to the other side'cause here I don't belongToo late, too lateI never said goodbyeToo late, too lateCan't even ask you whyAnd

Feelings
If I were to give you my all. Would you give me your all to.? If I were to tell you that you mean everything to me. Would you tell me the same.? If I were to say to you that nothing in the world makes me happier then seeing you smile. and to hear you laugh. Would you even care? If I were to hold you close, and never let you go away from me. Would you hold me closer.? If we were to be together forever and ever. Would you promise to never leave. And love me unconditionally.? If I gave you everything. Would you just let me stand beside you? If I told you i love you. Would you tell me "I love you to" The things we say. The things we do. Does this appeal to you? I try to say the things I feel.. If I were to promise you the world. Would you promise me forever? If I were to speak of you in godly tones. Would you speak of me into heavens ear? If I kissed your lips. And never stopped. Would you Let my kiss go and walk away from me.? The way I feel. The kiss I long for. The things I want to touc

My Poems And Such...
out of time out of luck out of money i’m left stuck- with the repulsiveness of self during a "pity fuck", a job my right hand won’t even do when did i regress into this human mess a constant state of sorrow every day, the same as tommorrow- full of regrets, hopes, and yets... i wish it would happen to me. finding a friend, finding someone to love, finding someone to love me. i sit here, waiting patiently everyday hoping someone will find me, yet knowing it won’t happen as long as i sit here. i long for that moment, when i see her smile, when the light shines out from behind her eyes, when her gaze stares not at me, but into me, into my heart. i long for her name to caress my lips in a whisper. i am here, waiting...for her sweet kiss to graze my lips for the first time. i am here, yearning for her touch. i am here, dreaming of her warm breath upon my neck. i am here, waiting for her loving embrace. so now you know... i am here...waiting fo

Hottie's Blog
Thank you for sharing a bit of your life ..for the friendship you've shown i may haven't done enough to make you fell that i value you ..but there's only few word i want to say .."THANK YOU" what ever its is.. from, Sexy Ann Deputy chief

Lost(s) Poetry
Angels in Dark Places in the darkest hour in the darkest wood to sit alone thoughts misunderstood of scarlet rivers and twisted dreams curled in a ball with silent screams but through the dim through the fright with chances slim of fiery flight she calls brings some light with subtle thoughts with warming life dams the floods burnt crimson flow eases dreams of dread and woe lifts her lost with silent care she calls with hope she calls with worries she calls for if she don't he falls Black lips black hair candles reflect in black stare pale skin so cold to run away scared an embrace to escape sharp nails soft touch no escape is near a soul ensnared cold sheets a taste of sweat pay the pipers debt black lips black hair LOST IN THE DARK Sept. 9 2010 Its dark again It always gets dark again To dark to see Cool air on my hands Which pull the blanket tight Yet dawn approaches Even if long is

The Writer In Me
Ever since ABC's ~ 123's, we've had that learning curve, that point at which you're just getting the hang of something but still have problems until you gain a good deal of knowledge and understanding about it. It's that learning curve that brought us through everything....... learning to walk, learning to talk, learning to share, learning to care.... yeah,.... learning to care..... the greatest of all learning curves, trying to learn the ways of another, now that can be hard at times, just like learning to walk, you sometimes fall and bump your head or something, but once you learn your balance.... you can learn to run....... like learning your ABC's then you can learn to read...... like learning the 123's then you can add multiply and divide....... but it didn't just happen over night, it took practice, and studying, and testing, and when you got it wrong, you corrected the mistakes so that you could move on ~ The Learning Curve ~ it applies to new relationships learning the ways of

Random Thoughts
been working hard to reach goals, won't buckle from stressbut I was sent here for the struggle, and I'll suffer to deathmy concepts stay focused, waiting for something to changemy progression remains hopeless, afraid I'm stuck in my ways I need a new trade ..just an idea that my company raisedproblem with that, addiction is my only companies traitsI must be insane, the voice within my heads getting loudertellin me do drugs n be a failure, but I'm failing without'emcounting the days going by, I'm twenty eight years deepif you live and you learn, guess you graduate when deceasedi just aggravated the beast, annoying the women i lovemy gene pools liquor n drugs, but cant swim when I'm drunkand if that isn't enough, I'm drowning and hardly afloathoping that pcp works, because they call it the boata god awful approach, thats why i asked him for helpI walk around like christ, no sense in asking myself

Sick Of Ppl Complaining They Dont Want To Hear About 9-11
im sick to death of hearing the tards complain they dont want to hear about 9-11 anymore. its a day no one will ever forget. no one should forget. do u really think we should forget all those ppl who innocently lost their lives? or the men and women who fight for us everyday. we remember on this day the most. ill never forget seeing that smoke when my whole school was sent home that day. never forget wondering if my aunt was still alive. my aunt watched her best friend walk back into the towers for the last time. morya smith may she rip was the only female nypd officer to die that day. should her daughter who was 4 years old forget her especially on this day? should her husband forget her too? we remember this day for everyone past and present. we remember for our future. we remember so we will never back down and give in to what they want. we will never be scared. you dont like hearing about it the shut ur ears and do something else. stop fucking complaining. oh and for the ass who s

Friends List
TO ALL THAT I HAVE ADDED ON MY FRIENDS LIST: FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE NO INTENTIONS OF SPEAKING TO ME OR ONLY ADDED ME JUST SO YOU GET YOUR PRECIOUS FUBUCKS AND POINTS FOR THE ADD PLEASE REMOVE ME I AM SICK OF ADDING PEOPLE AND THEN NEVER HEARING FROM YOU ONCE I HAVE ADDED YOU

*9-11*
*9 year Anniversary 9-11-10* It has been another year but yet another memory I will never forget that day on 9-11-01 my uncle bruce was on a business trip and died in the twin towers with over 2,000 more people men and women of all ages and not only the Twin Towers but The Pentagon also we will never forget for as long as we live.There are things that happen that we don't forget and this is one of those things where it is stuck in your memory like your first love sticks in your heart forever. Rob along with a million other men and women joined the army because they wanted to help the ones in need. I was in ROTC so I could learn how to help the ones in need just in case it came down to it one day. We never know what will happen in 1 second from now or even 20 years from now. All we can do is move on with our memories of our lost,loved ones and wish for the best.The world is a tough place to live and life is a real hard thing to live but I would never choose a different life. Bad things

The Lounge Open :)
I NEED PEOPLE TO COME HELP ME GET THE GOTHIC PLAYROOM STARTED! I HAVE HAD A ROUGH START BUT I AM READY TO GET THIS LOUNGE HOPPIN'! I NEED A DJ,BOUNCERS,AS MAYBE EVEN A CO OWNER......i AM NOT REALLY SURE HOW THIS WORKS YET BUT I COULD ALSO USE SOME HELP DESIGNING THE SKIN AND ECT..... SO IF YOU WANT TO BE PART OF GOTHIC PLAYGROUND VISIT http://www.fubar.com/lounge/gothic_playroom CUT AND PASTE THIS INTO YOUR ADRESS BAR AND COME VISIT!!!! REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENS IN THE PLAYROOM STAYS IN THE PLAYROOM :) I LOOK FORWARD TO SEE YOU :)

9-11
September 11, 2001, where were you? What does it mean to you? That day is the day that war was declared on the US. We were attacked for the first time in over a hundred years. That was the day when we as a whole stopped, held our breath, and united in a cause. That cause was the defence of all we hold dear. Why were we attacked? It was the belief of one man, Osama Bin Laden, that our nation represented all that was evil in this world. He shook the foundations of this nations from the top down. We now take this date as a rememberance point. We honor our men and women and think back to what happened that day. I say we should honor the service members everyday, not just on holidays. I ask again where were you? What were you doing? I was on board the USS Pennsylvania SSBN 735, that morning we were running a routine evolution that turned into anything but routine. We stayed there for a LONG time and got to wondering what was going on, then our CO informed us that the US (our l

My Feelings About September 11th
I couldn't imagine being on a plane thinking I was going home to see my family and never make it... I couldn't imagine being in the WTC and just went to work to feed my family and the last thing I see before I die is a plane coming toward my office and not having a chance to say goodbye... I couldn't imagine being on the floor above the plane crash and feeling like suicide was my only way out... I couldn't imagine being a firefighter and going into the WTC to save lives and lose mine ... I couldn't imagine waiting for my loved one to come out of the WTC only for them to never make it... I couldn't imagine growing up without my mom or dad because a terrorist killed them for his beliefs... COULD YOU IMAGINE?? I WILL REMEMBER 9/11 LIKE I DO MY NAME...ITS SOMETHING I CAN'T EVER FORGET!!

Remembering 9/11
I can't forget 9/11, I was in the ARMY and stationed overseas, at the time in a disclosed location, the followings of 9/11 will replay in my mind from there on out, Due to Operation Iraqi Freedom I have lost 64 ARMY brothers and sisters.

Point Whores & Beggars
Okay so I'm not gonna stand for being called an Anti-American or a 9/11 Hater or bashed because I don't want to sit around all day and mourn the loss of people that I really did not know or had any connection to other than they were a part of this country and innocent human beings. I have seen others who are also not into posting the "Remember 9/11" all over their statuses...does that make us all co-conspirators in being Anti-American or 9/11 Haters?? I completely understand that people's lives were lost. I completely understand that it was a sad day in our history. I completely understand that some of you may have relatives or friends that died that day. I completely understand that the military has gone around the world to fight this sort of terrorist act against our country. And I completely understand that we as Americans should unite and fight this sort of terrorist act on the homefront while our military men and women do so for their families and ours outside of this country. B

Never Forget!
Do you remember where you were 9 years ago on this day? I bet you do. I bet nearly every American born before that day could tell you exactly where they were. For some the events of 9/11 touched far deeper then others. For those of us that did not directly lose a loved one, a family member, a close friend, we were all still touched on a deep primal level. Those images that flashed before our eyes on every media frequency available. The days of living the way we once did, ended at exactly 8.46 AM when Flight 11 was flown into the North Tower of the World Trade Center. It was 9.49 AM Central Time when I heard the news. I could go into grave detail of the feelings that overwhelmed me on this day but my personal feelings do not play a part in this. It was the feelings of all of the souls trapped in that tower, the feelings of this, Our Great United States of America, that matter. It is the thoughts of those people stuck and knowing they will DIE. And for what? What was going through these

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Commercial Union
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My Life
Hey everyone I like to welcome you to my life I am a very adventurous person and I enjoy the outdoors. I love to just go outside and set under a tree or on a tree Maybe a good night to just set out in the yard and look up at the stars. Wouldn't that be fun? Of course if someone else would do it too.I always wander how ppl came to be, who was the very first ppl set foot on earth? Besides me and you when we were two. Do you ever wander how the first tree got here or how the dinosaur's were here in the first place? I believe in god, I really do but I just wander is he really like me and you? Does his angels really look over us everyday. Why do people live in fear? I don't know but I do it to. I am always afraid someone is going to come in and take my life away,maybe not even my life but the next person close to me.Does our prayers really come true? Or do we just get signs from god on what to do next? What do you think? This is my message to you, to tell me what you think. Thnx Tiff Ja

9-11
Today as we remember and we pray for those who are lost and those who lost please remember that we have all lost a little bit of us and we must thank our armed forces for our freedom and thank the one who died to give us all we have God Bless and Godspeed with a heavy sorrow filled heart,thank you Sam

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End Times
Search the Scriptures Daily to make sure even what these guys say is true I kinda eyes kinda rolled on the animal/Radio/lightning/lightbulb one but that I think was Nastrodamouses, so doesnt matter I put Part 1 last cause it started out slow the 1st two minutes but here it is Interesting to see these things pan out

9/11 Lady Liberty
September 11,2001 is a day we will as a nation remember. Like during Pearl harbor, the Apollo deaths, the Challenger explosion we will remember where we were. Tuesday I was at Staten Island. I watched in horror as the first plane dove into the WTC buildings. With shock and dismay I stood there unable to help or move. Then a few minutes passed until we were able to hear the faint sounds of emergency crews responding to the crisis. Hope for the survivors filled my heart. Then the second plane came crashing in and a wave of nausea rolled over me, my knees grew weak. I watch from Staten, a place I considered my home, flames belched from the second tower. Tears clouded my eyes and made it hard to see. Later I over heard someone say that another plane had crashed in Washington killing more. Another hijacked plane had crash in Pennsylvani

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Acceptance.
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Hippocrates
if you believe in the bible then you also believe in though shall not judge. Ok so what are the pastors doing threatening to burn these books it is out right as americans to be able to practice our religion no matter what it is without fear of attack or persacution. what kind of message are we as americans showing the rest of the world we are about seriously all people that are against the mosque and believe in god and are citizens of this country are all hippocrates and its sickening this is what we have come to as a country

My Own Darkness
Was I bewitched so by the thin red lineTo notice not that time released its holdAnd let pale Iris snip the silver twineTo steal sweet youth before it turned to gold.Existence now is not what I was told;No seraphim and harps to grace my ear,Just silence, painful silence, and the coldDiscomfort of my masochistic fear,So icy cold, yet somehow seems to searMy soul until the ache's too much to bare,As mortal life mirages now appear:Intangible are they; away they tear.Mistake, it was; the curtain fell too soonWhen razor's edge did charm me like the moon. Alone Again Four o'clock in the morning Afraid to open my eyes Another day of grief, A day of fear. All alone I feel. I try to justify all the pain, All of this guilt before my eyes. Another day of confusion, A day of wondering. Is it ever just going to go away? All this pain that I feel, And all this anger, is it going to stay? Ten o'clock in the evening, Afraid of the nightmares. Again my breathing stops. All I can do i

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Poetry
I start down deep Within a beating heart Then something happens And my journey starts I have to possessions So there's nothing to pack Once I'm gone I can never go back My first stop Is that lump in your throat I can't help making Your voice drop a note I linger there Just for a bit My friends shortly follow And there will sit moving on up I've found a colored orb I'm just going to be More than you can absorb Dancing there Making your nose run Glimmering and sparkling There is the sun Now I fall down From your eye I'm sorry dear I've made you cry Now on your cheek I leave a trail My journey near over I'm feeling frail There I slide Onto your chin From whence I came Others begin My demise is on the front of your shirt The journey of a tear Hope it has worth The love I give Is with true sincerity But somehow it is met With laughs of hilarity This has caused Me great disparity I'm not looking For charity Just a litt

Should Have Done My Hair
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Poems
Standing alone in this cold cold world,with nothing to my name.The only thing on my back is the clothesI picked out today.Sitting on this cold cold step,with nothing to my name.The only thing in my hand is a can I found today.Laying on this cold cold bench,with nothing to my name.the only thing I got to cover withis a newspaper I found today.Buried in this cold cold grave,with nothing to my name.The only thing I have left to say,is that no one came today. Wallpaper Love: By Caroline Marie Morrison I look at you on my computer screen,and all I can do is just sit and dream. What I see when I look into your beautiful brown eyes, is a promise of everlasting love. As I sit and stare I see you reach out to me, took my hand and kiss each finger tip. Pulling me close to you, I feel proud and free. Never letting go of me, you hold me and sang to me. A song of everlasting love, you made a promise that you had to keep. A promise of love that goes so deep, I knew right then you were

Poems
Dedicatied For September 11th, 2001"The United States is under attack" was all I could hearOn the radio and TV, now the nation was in fear.The bystanders looking pointing above their headsFamily members calling in hopes loved ones weren't dead.Sirens started blaring, cries were certainly heard"Oh my God" was the consensus of American words.Tears started pouring as the television showed the worldThe second plane hitting, more like it hurled.Terrorist attacked in hopes to put us in despairPearl Harbor is the only attack for US to compareThe tragedy, the lives lost with no remorse.Al-Quida received our attention from using blunt force.After what seemed like forever, the towers started to fall.People started running, the cameras caught it all.I remember desperate acts of people falling to their deathI sat in my living room crying, just holding my breath."How could this happen, I don't understandWho could be bold enough to touch on our land?"I couldn't conceive of the actions taking placeI

I'm Sorry Baby
How could I be so stupid To let you slip away I had you in my arms But I let you slip away I want you back But now it's too late I've already said goodbye And now love had turned to hate I want to go back in time And fix all that was wrong Change all of my regrets So we didn't fight as long The regrets are what f**ked it up And they were all my fault I was so immature I should of acted like an adult I broke my own heart When I walked out on you Now it's too late And I can't undo I still love you But no-body knows We are no longer together Because of what I chose It was a bad decision And now I want you here Never far away Always near So please take me back And catch me when I fall Cause I need you right now More than anything at all.

One Last Chance
I’m sorry you can’t trust me And won’t ever let me in I’m sorry you don’t believe in me And that I could not win I’m sorry for not being perfect And being able to break your fears I’m sorry for messing up And causing all your tears I’m sorry I can’t fix it And make you want to stay I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough And now I have to pay I’m sorry I ever doubted it And made you second guess I’m sorry I was so stupid You haven’t seen my best

Benn Looking In All The Wron Places..............
Its true we have all lost someone near and dear to us.... But what exactly do we do to remember them or do we let them dwindle away and forget them a lil' at a time..... I remember Jason like it was yesterday but the little things is what I have a hard time remembering..... I can't remember how it felt when he touched me, or the sound of his voice, his cologne, and now slowly but surely his face is drifting away from me and I try to hold on as long as I can.... For seven years to the day I have been holding onto a memory that isn't really a memory....... I just can't believe that I have let his memory almost fade away..... So for u Jason D. Morrison I Love You and always will baby I miss you more than my words can possibly say...... Today is in Rememberance of you my first true love who was taken way to soon..... July 19, 1976 - September 10, 2003 Operation Iraqi Freedom was how I lost you... You was sent on our b-days July 19, 2003 you were gone September 10, 2003! We M

Jokes
After God Made Adam And Eve He Sat Them Down For A Talk, Ok God Said I Have Only One Rule So Pay Attention, We Are Listening Adam And Eve Said Together, Good God Said My One Rule Is Dont Eat The Apple, Ok They Said, God Said Now Do You Have Any Questions, Eve Kept Silent But Adam Said I Do, Ok What Is It God Asked, Adam Said Can I Put My Weiner In Her Butt ,God Said Ok I Changed My Mind There Are 2 Rules Dont Eat The Apple And Adam Dont Stick Your Weiner In Her Butt, Then Adam Said What If I Stick The Apple In There, God Said As Long As You Dont Eat It Thats Fine

About Me
I'm not sure if I should even be writing about this, but I just feel like I have to tell someone. It all started with an excited call from my friend Tyler at about 10 pm last Thursday, August the 19th. My phone is vibrating in my pocket as I talk to a lovely woman, just inches away in the crowded bar. Not wanting to be rude, I ignore the phone as I continue explaining the values of rare alpine plants, and how interesting Trinity county can be when you really get out and see it. I try not to babble on too much, as this is one of my favorite subject to talk about. She may really be interested, or she may just be an incredibly good actor, it's still early to tell, although, she has not made any attempt to leave our conversation yet. "Native plants are one of my hobbies." she explains as I study her shoulder length auburn hair as it hangs just below her ears in an early 20's style that has made it's way into the new millennium. She is rather slender but also has a slightly athle

Truth
Sometimes people come into your lifeand you know right away that they weremeant to be there... to serve somesort of purpose, teach you a lesson orhelp figure out who you are or who youwant to become. You never know whothese people may be but when you lookeyes with them, you know that everymoment that you are with them, theywill affect your life in some profoundway. And sometimes things happen toyou at the time that may seem horrible,painful and unfair, but in reflectionyou realize that without overcomingthose obstacles you would have neverrealized your potential, strength,will power or heart.Everything happens for a reason!Nothing happens by chance or by meansof good luck. Illness, injury, love,lost moments of true greatness and sheerstupidity all occur to test the limitsof your soul. Without these small

Curves
Soft, sensual and roundMimicking the mother's groundThey leave you breathless upon viewMaking you all wet and your mouth cooSensitive to the touch of a handLeaving a lovely impression in the sandLuscious for the eyes to look atWhile slinking around like a wildcatKnowing you want to take her homeSo your mouth and hands can roamAcross her breasts and deep into her thighsUntil the room is only filled with her sighsThose are some words aboutThe beautiful curves of a woman

Craving
One drop of you,past the pouty fullnessof ruby lips,and to the tipof my tongue-Your cum,I swallowto the pit of every fantasycreatingyou - me ecstasy.prophetic exaltationmystic intoxication,Breathing throughthese thoughtsto be so intenseof imaginationwith the immensness of pleasureslicking.sucking.probingthe treasuresof mind.body.soul,I take you whole,without hesitation,deep into my throat,the ultimate,sin-sation.

Ramblings :p
If we all know how fleeting time is, why do we waste it? Why do we settle for mediocre when we can have and deserve so much more. People, myself included, waste their lives while living and at the end we fight for it....why can't we be content with where we are on the journey because Time will never be our ally or friend. OK so my week started with my 5 year old daughter calling someone a douchebag. She used the word perfectly and even explained to me why the person was considered a douche. She is too smart and usually is very clever in her word choice to cause you to feel inadequate in many ways. This simple use of the word douchebag floored me. Today, my 10 year old daughter approached me as we were getting ready to leave the house and handed me a list of orders for Japanese erasers. She then said, "Mom, I have customers at school." I looked at her kind of confused at first and then realized what she was saying. She proceeded to explain to me that in the store we charge 99 cents for

Countdown
The mind and the body All systems goTouches here, kisses there,Whispers now and little nibblesFuel these enginesrelease those tensionsSoft and gentleStrokes of fireHearts beat Bodies touchAll these passions Start this missionTongues of fireLick desiresNipples rocketClit protrudesLips aglowIgnite those juicesErection strokedA cock a thunderMoans and groansThe structure goesCountdown startsCan’t stop nowShakes and rumblesThrusting, thrashing; bodies clashingScreams and criesNails digging, muscles squeezing, juices streamingSometimes seconds; sometimes minutesSometimes multiple, if we’re readyA silent pause; Bodies steadyAfterglow smiles Which we cherishKiss and cuddleThe earth below us.

Woods
come lay with me in the woodsfallen leaves as our bed..come strip me of my clothesand all things i might dread...let dappled sunlight dance across my breastsas you taste my nipples sweet..tease them with your tongueand suckle them as your teat...lay my legs open wideas i feel the wet heat begin..kiss those lips with your mouthand slide your tongue within...taste my honey sweet juiceslet them flow down your chin..make me cry out your nameas your tongue flicks out and in...make me cum till i drip onto leavescrunched beneath me on the ground..as i writhe with orgasmic gleemy moans the only sound...come to me with glistening facekiss me deep and long..so i can taste what you have foundthe scent of me still strong...come to me and let me suckand taste sweet pre-cum dripping..let me feel you harden in my mouthas my tongue slides round sipping...let me suck on you long and slowand bring you pleasure sheer..when the feeling is overwhelmingand the cumming is oh so near..then come and slide insi

Knock On My Door
She laid there in her bed, with her nipples rock hardThe man rubbed his cock as he stood in her back yard.Looking through her windows trying to catch a peeklknowing his cum was ready to leak.She lifted up her gown & he watched as she rubbed herself up and downHer legs starting to spread, him wishing he was there with her in her bed.She moved her thongs to the side then her fingers started to glide.She put her finger inside her hole then was ready to lose control.Pushing her fingers deeply in, made him fuly grin.She pulled out her toy now she will feel the joy.Feeling the vibration, and using her imagination.His cock starting to grow as her juices now starting to flow.He rubbed his hand over his cock he couldn't take it no more he had to knock

Touch Of A Man
As u approach me, my heart starts to beat, fast,pulsing, racing with time. Kindling , and glowing , like we are to be intwined.Panting, gasping for my air to release from your fiery embrace,wanting , desiring, like i was wrapped in soft lace.You are there, slightly touching my silky skin,waiting for u to reach further within.You slide your hand down my arms, temperature risingfeed me , feel me, i can already feel a uprising.You move my hair licking and kissing at my luscious neck.oh touch me baby, for i will become such a wreck.You kiss me passionately on my luscious lips, you reach around me and start to grab my hips.Your kiss has done it, i start to melt and fall into your embrace.You gentley look at me staring into my beautiful face.You run your hands down across my back feeling my heat.oh my love i am feeling so good right down to my feet.Slowly u guide your hand to that satin pleasure,kissing down my chest and stomach looking for that treasure.Slightly , licking, savoring my delig

Love
So I am really beginning to think that some people just aren't meant to find that true love...the kind that literally makes your heart melt... that causes you to forget to breathe when you are with them. I read alot....mostly vampire romance/drama. I know what I want....but I just don't think there is someone for me. First off, being a divorced mom of three boys and working graveyard is like a major relationship killer right there. Some men will deal with one or the other, but not both. and yes, I have had men tell me exactly that. I do appreciate honesty, but sometimes...well sometimes you just don't want to hear it, ya know??!! I want to find the guy who looks at me like I am the only woman in the world, who doesn't care that I totally hate mornings, and am absolutely miserable until I have at least two cups of coffee. The guy who just leaves a little reminder note, or text telling me that I'm his.... I want to hold hands and walk on the street and people be able to see the love w

The Sad Reality Of How Some Things Really Are
Tonight I had this sad realization of how some things really are in this world. It's not the first I've noticed but this time I saw how bad it is and how deep it runs. There are people in this world who survive and thrive by profiting from those who don't see them for the predators that they are. Those of us who see them for the wolves they are can't tell everyone the truth and we can't stop them from preying on the ignorant. I have no choice but to walk away or turn a blind eye because I feel powerless against it. Of course I could just be overwhelmed and in shock from it. But still it's there. Yet, it feels like some sort of trial of character. As if I'm living a story or some movie but I don't see the happy ending. I feel as though there is no justice, no honor, or no virtue left in the world. Or if there is it's being crushed by the greed and corruption that's slowly but surely taking over. It's like a disease spreading to anyone with a weak immunity or the slightest bit

Today Is Beautiful
"A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: "I am blind, please help." There were only a few coins in the hat. A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words. Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, "Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?" The man said, "I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way." I wrote: "Today is a beautiful day but I cannot see it." Both signs told people that the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people that they were so lucky that they

Bend Me Over
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Just A Thought....
So i am in class wondering.... why does the truth get scarred more than a lie? is it because the lie feed the need of the people at the time and the truth is just that? the truth brings to light the ugliness of the person that is the accused or the gulity...and the lie is the feel good numbing drug that decieves the masses... maybe its me...i dont know....just a thought, i will build on this later we speak a whole different slang/ but it amounts to the same thang/ your feelings be hurt and the guns going bang/ you a bitch in real life/ probally some dudes prison wife/ stop acting like a girl/ take off your dress this is the world/ stop acting all feminine/ unless you wanna wear pumps and that dress again/ you making shyt a mess again/ man the fuck up! and thats all i got for this one, maybe when i think of some more i will add to it....lol So i was thinking, what the hell am i on fu? Like seriously why am i on fu...i have nothing in common with like 99.7% of the people on

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Life
Ok so this is some old stuff, I am workin on some new stuff, I finally have some inspiration but I thought I'd start off with showing you some off the old first. Hope you enjoy. Yeah kinda depressing but hey what ya gonna do? lol In An Instant Sometimes as I lay at night,I see a vision in the light.I see the way things used to be,Dim and unclear with uncertainty.I see the the way he he held her tight,Not knowing i was there that night.Looking at him,As he turned her loose,I thought to myself,There's just no use.I walked down the road.The music was blarring.With tears in my eyes, I couldn't help starring.His eyes met mine,With a look of surprize.I Knew In an InstantLove had Died.

Miss
ONE GOOD FRIENDYOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE A GOOD FRIEND,BUT YOU CAN HAVE ONLY ONE REAL GOOD FRIEND.THIS FRIEND MAYBE YOUR BROTHER,SISTER,OR SOMEONE YOU JUST MET 3 WEEKS AGO.I THOUGHT I HAD A REALLY GOOD FRIEND,TILL ONE DAY.THIS FRIEND TOLD ME LOTS,SHOWED ME LOTS,AND CARED FOR ME.OR AT LEAST I THOUGHT.BUT NO MATTER WHATHAPPENS BETWEEN ME AND THEM,I WILL ALWAYSREMBER WHAT I HAD LEARNED FROM THAT ONE PERSON,NERVER PUT YOUR SELF DOWN.AND DONT NEVER EVER SHOW YOUR TRUE FEELINGS TO SOMEONE THAT YOU JUST MET,LIKE THAT YOU REALLY CARE HOW THEY FEEL. I miss the way you touched me.I miss the way you used to hold me.I miss the time we shared,but why do I have to miss you so much.The way you cared.The times you just talked to melike I was yours.But why do I have to miss it all.If I dont miss what do Ihave to look forward toseeing or doing again.So why do I miss you all the time.I miss your smell.I miss your voice.I wish i did nothave to miss you so much.So why do I have to miss.

Too Good To Be True
Boy when I am right about someone, I am really right. Things felt weird from the jump and I ignored my gut feelings for ONCE because you continuely showed me that you were different. After a while; a girl is bound to believe you. You made a fool of me. Thanks for that. I have no intention of making other people pay for the heartache I feel right now, but you have definetly shown me that I need to trust in myself and noone else. I can thank you for one thing; returning faith in myself, because I saw this going badly, I knew I was leading myself down a bad path and I IGNORED IT! In the process, I fell head over heels in love with you and it seemed you had fallen for me as well. If you hadn't, why lie to me? I have never felt so used in my life. Life is hard enough without this unnecessary headache! But you know what, I will survive, I always have and I always will. If you weren't lying and honestly wanted to be with me, get your shit together and treat me the way I am supposed to be trea

To Become A Child Again.
As adults we are always taught to be grown up, to be strong, to have it all together. Agenda's, schedules, and calculated tasks are always at hand. We are taught to not fail, or have mistakes, failings, or weaknesses, or we maybe viewed as foolish or immature. But in all of this we can so easily lose sight of laughter, play, innocence, and the wonders around us, that we fail to see, because we are unaware. Children see something new all day. They can find joy in the least of things. In the least there are many treasures to behold, and to inspire. A child inspires because of their ability to be and do things that we secretly would like to have again. Yes we can live vicariously through them, but as an adult, try to see through the eyes of a child and to not forget who you once were, when the world was new. DarciRead more:http://www.myspace.com/alenda_1/blog#ixzz0z2oPQmgq

Whinge
Sticky balls !!! I guess this is going to be too much info, but hell with it. Scenario: He and I stoned again. I have two leather settees in the living-room and last time he visited we had both fell asleep top to toe on one of them. He wasn’t happy I had left him there and went to bed on my own. Him: Why didn’t you wake me up when I fell asleep on the settee ??? Me: I tried. Him: Yeah, right you probably ran up the stairs as quick as you could. Me: No, I didn’t I tried to wake you but I couldn’t. And since I had to peel myself from underneath you, I don’t know how you didn’t wake up. Him: Yeah, yeah !!! Him: Anyway even if I had woken up I couldn’t have come upstairs. Me: Why not. Him: I was stuck. Me: What do you mean stuck ??? Him: Well, I realised I was stuck to the settee when I rolled over to turn the alarm off on my mobile and realised I had left my balls behind. Me: *howls of laughter*

According To Recent Studies:
1. Why do men become smarter during sex? (Because they are plugged into a Genius) 2. Why were men given bigger brains than dogs? (So they won't hump womens legs at parties) 3. Why did God put man on earth? (Because a vibrator cant mow the lawn) 4. Why did God make men before Women? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy) Just thought you all might want to know the real truth! :)

Juggalo's And Juggalette's
First off, the term Juggalo is uni-sexual. A juggalo is someone who has been saved by the dark carnival. Many people don't recognize the intelligence behind the music. It is satire. Their intention is to influence people to free their minds (the most beautiful thing in the world to experience, recipe for wisdom = weed and music). We are anti-predjudice(sexism, racism,etc.) We know that karma is real and don't see life in black and white, but with more colors than a gay pride parade. A Juggalo is someone who lives for themself, meaning they realize that if you care what other people think about you and try hard to be accepted, then you will always be a slave to your own mind. A Juggalo is someone who enjoys life to the fullest they possibly can and stops "to smell the roses"(meaning living your life in the moment). It's not about having all the gear, posters, albums and trivia knowledge. You don't have to know what faygo or a neden is or even have ever heard of psychopati

What To Do
to 'How Sexy Is Your Name' Shannon Dear Shannon: The first letter of your name is (S). It means that: You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don`t fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. how do you know when your life is going into a downward spiral or when it maybe going in the right direction? do you hold on to a hope? do you hold on to a feeling? do you just give up because your unsure? you would think after a lifetime of endless romances and hopes and dreams that were crushed that you would be able to know what to do..... but alas im still as lost as i was at 15 years old..... i want the dream, the fantasy, that som

What My New Tatt Will Represent
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the townproclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley.A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect.There was not a mark or a flaw in it.Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen.The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said,"Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine."The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart.It was beating strongly ... but it was full of scars ...it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in ...but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges.In fact ... in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing.The people stared ... how can he say his heart is more beautiful ... they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart ... and saw its state an

In General
well here it is i have decided that there are three main things that should have CURVES 1. WOMEN- i dont want to look at a woman thats shaped like a boy sorry unattractive 2. CARS- a car should have curves to represent the female figure 3. ROADS- u have your woman in the car and your going down a curvy road to show them both you can handle it you can dissagree with me all you want im right in my world

New Blog
You Know i am a Puerto Rican I am A Christian by personal choice and belief. That being said i am torn on this issue of burning the Koran. Here Is My personal beliefs, I feel it is wrong of any person regardless of their religious beliefs to disrespect any other persons personal religious beliefs. I also must say I am against the right to burn books or flags of any race or creed. When that hippy burnt the American flag he should have been shot. Hmm that is why i said my belief! Here in itself is a strong comment Belief, Think about that if we did not live in a society that believes every man and woman should have the right to express their beliefs in their own way; as long as this practice does not hurt or put another in jeopardy. That is the true definition of our first amendment any one can twist the words around to make it seem what ever or how ever they would like it but the truth is you dont have the right to try and cause harm to others. So if by burning this book this gentleman

Lmw 331
LMW 331 It’s true, I was a kid once, sure it was a long assed time ago but the fact remains salient; there was a moment in time when I was a youth. We all have a story to tell, this is another snippet of my life; Being an Air Force brat is not a position that kids aspire to, it is more like catching the flu or some other childhood malady… it just happens to you. To be honest, it does not even become evident to those that hold the distinction until way after the experience is well ingrained, not until you find a reason that the title will benefit you in some way. You spend your life following around the sperm donor and your mom from assignment to assignment as the government utilizes the daddy asset as they see fit. If you get lucky the recruit will pass certain entry exams and land at Hickam AFB in Hawaii but more than likely you will grow up in the most diverse of communities in VERY low rent neighborhoods. This was our plight as the non-commissioned piece of work we we

Rats And Stealing
On Rats and Stealing I remember the day the man I called Dad taught me to steal. It was just like any other day in Camp Sea Ashe. My brother Randy and I had been down to the green (a green is the term used to describe a large expanse of grass in Europe) playing soccer with some of the local British lads. My best friend Colin had been teaching me how to trap the ball with the arch of one foot up against the heel of the other while running. The move was designed to toss the ball over your own head (and consequently your opponents) while at a full run. I had been able to pull it off a few times but generally my attempts had resulted in face plants. When we came walking in to Hill Bridge (that was the actual address of our "home"; Hill Bridge, Camp Sea Ashe, England) my dad was waiting on us. "There is a rat in the laundry room boys" he said from the couch while playing his guitar. Randy glanced at me and we just went to the closet and got the cage, cut-off brooms and our gloves; we knew

Patti
PATTI It was 3 in the morning and the phone was ringing. A sense of deja vu traced its finger down Lee’s spine. “Hello” he said. “Hi darlin, I’m sorry to wake you up but, I have some terrible news”. It was Lees’ sister Teri on the phone from San Antonio. “What is it sis, what happened”? As he listened to his (clearly shaken) sibling delivering horrific news he became aware of the reason this all seemed so familiar. Lee’s mind drifted off to another story from the city whose clutch he seemed unable to escape… The magnetic thermometer on his dash was shaped like the State of Texas and its mercury presently indicated a temperature of 102 degrees in the car as Lee flew down TX1604, the outer loop that surrounds San Antonio. He could have taken the inner loop; Loop 410 was a shorter route but it had a lot more cops. Lee lived in Universal City, which was nothing more than a watering hole for Randolph AFB, headquarters of t

Points Auction!!
LOTS OF POINTS TO BE GOTTEN!! Are you wanting or needing some easy points? I scheduled a HH this coming Saturday and I'm willing to auction off those points to the highest bidder. I will be running an auto, boomerang, and a famp.. maybe even a bomb... needless to say it is a chance for lots of points! The HH will be at 7pm FuTime or 10pm EST!! MINIMUM BID WILL START AT 50 MIL FuBUCKS.. CASH BIDS ARE WELCOME TOO!! I RESERVE THE RIGHT TO ACCEPT OR DENY ANY BID BETWEEN NOW AND 11am FuTIME ON SATURDAY!! PLEASE PLACE BIDS IN THE COMMENT SECTION.. LET'S HAVE SOME FUN!! AUCTION ENDS SATURDAY @ 11am FuTIME!

Dark Lotus
This is the Lotus The Underground Where all darkness meets For the judgement of their afterlife Six petals, One pod And an Army full of Juggalos Emerging from the center of the earth Willing and able to take control Of all unfinished situations By leading the outcasted souls To the power of Shangri-La Venomous snakes magically charmed All of disappear with the wave of a wand Pharaohs eternally rest in they tomb Hachets unleashed allow doom to consume Nomads wander were do they go? Scholars go insane at the minds of Juggalos Sand grains burn when the sun beats down Skin rots more as the earth spins around I got a handfull of dust From the leaf of the Lotus Hold it in the sky Blow it in the air to get my focus Cut off my fingertip I wanna see the blood drip Onto the tail of a possum Close my eyes make a wish On my knees praying to my Ali Baba! Can you hear me every time I scream an Holla! I'm just a killer with problems I want a fucking release Withou

Blog #1
Have you been to an emergency room in the past three months? Yeah, right. I don't have health insurance. I'd rather be dead than have medical bills. If so, what for (patient, visitor)? What is your least favorite thing about the same sex? Shoes with chunky heels and muffin tops. What about the opposite sex? They're needy ass bitches. And they always want blowjobs. Hello, how about my neck hurts. Have you ever seen a bald eagle in person? Hello, I'm so American I have a pet bald eagle. What type of rides do you like most at amusement parks? Yeah, let me go spend thirty bucks to get on some death traps, be around screaming children. And if all that isn't fun enough I can buy a eight dollar diet coke and not be able to smoke anywhere. Would you be willing to take a drug test right now? I mean it depends on what it's for but there is a VERY good chance I would pass. I'm proud. Has there ever been a time in your life that you would've failed that test? Why don't you ask DuPage County about

I Love The Sound When You Come Undone....
things people may or may not know about me lol cause apparently, i keep dirty cheerleading secrets from rok. I was the head cheerleader at my high school. I play the flute I went to band camp I loved ROTC and wanted to be in the military I have a secret love for Elton John that is epic and um.... Truth or Dare. sarah your favorite blog Whore!!!!!!!!! no this was not supposed to make sense. Yesterday, my ebil fubar wommiz Misfit, and Vixen, were very nice and turned me into a super hoar!!!!!!! Mistittys gave me all her points and Vixen gave me a boomerang.........both out of the blue, so it was kinda sweet.. yeah i didnt just say that, but thank you and thank you to bounty and misfit who kept pimping me out and to scarabus who keeps my buzz up and to witchie, who shows me her boobs to keep me awake and thanks to everyone who hit my profile yesterday, and helped me level after like i dunno a year or more lol and i have a plea!! Friday is my best friend

Contagious
"Contagious"(feat. R Kelly & Chante Moore) [Verse 1]It's 2 A.M. I'm just getting in about to check my message,no one has called but my homies and some billcollectors.Cellular when somebody wants to borrow moneyI two-way her she don't hit me back something is funny.So I called her mother's house and asked has she seen my baby.Roll my six around looking for that missing lady.Got back in turned the TV on and caught the newsthen I put my hand on my head cause I'm so confused.And then I turned the TV downcause I thought I heard a squicky sound,somethings going on upstairsand I know nobody else lives here"bump bump bump" as I get closer to the stairways all I hearthen I hear my babies voice in my ear screaming out....[Chorus:]You're contagious, touch me baby, give me what you got(and then a man said) sexy lady drive me crazy, drive me wild(And I just can't believe this shit)[Verse 2]I ran downstairs looked in the closet looking for that ooo,said a prayer cause only God knows what I'm

What Is Irony?
Since this is a prescriptivists view, there will be very strict rules for recognizing irony. It is all actually very simple, however; and to save you from having to read a definition over and over again to comprehend the meaning of irony, we will be basing this tutorial on examples of irony, to help ingrain the patterns of recognition in your mind. Do not be discouraged if you have already availed yourself of a lexicon to learn the definition of some of the words in this tutorial. It is only by exercising your flaccid mind that you will be able to grasp the subtle intricacies of irony. Before we move on to the first example, it behooves me to quote Henry Watson Fowler, when he said that "the surface meaning [of irony] and the underlying meaning of what is said are not the same." Though going about learning what a word means is not usually best facilitated by learning its antonyms, it is still a useful exercise to detail what irony is not, by examples. What Irony Is Not: - An escalato

Me Myself And I
Ok so I feel like blogging about this so that someone that sees it may help. It seems that I have become intrigued with the whole being a dj thing. I think its awesome what my favorite dj's can do and I want to do it too. So I know this is just a silly blog but I really would love any advice any dj could offer someone who doesn't have a clue how to use zulu which is what I downloaded after having issues with my virtualdj. Feel free to mail me if you want. Thanks in advance for your help :D I took upon myself to create this experiment for personal reasons. Question: Can you change one's perception of physical pain? Take as a give: pain is an emotion controlled by your brain. Hypothesis: One can conciously control their personal perception of physical pain. Experiment: The experiment is simple actually. A willing participant has to endure bouts of pain. The pain should increase as the experiment is proven for the enjoyment of all envolved. Basically what happened was I wante

My Writing.
Dark, Demented, Devious, Depression, Disillusion. Look into my eyes and tell me what you see. Can you see behind the eyes into my soul? Can you see the chaotic glint that entwines my being with reality. The thoughts race around my head. People, emotions, actions. Irrational people who lack control over their own being. Pain and emotions are controllable. They are easy to reign in and pull back, feeling nothing but the numbness that creeps into my soul. Cryptic thoughts flow through my brain like a tornado, ripping away self confidence and replacing it with a new self identity which is barely contained. Kiss me gently. Hold me tight. I am yours for the moment. You have my being but my soul is locked away. No one is allowed full control. Kiss me. Breathe into me as we kiss. Fill my soul with the passion you feel. Hope makes me long for the feeling again, the disillusioned longing to feel something beside the chaos. Innocence seems like a far off imaginary ideal, one which vanishes int

Want My Points For 12 Hrs??
IF YOU WANT MY POINTS FOR 12 HRS I DON'T ASK MUCH, I AM TRYING TO HELP PEOPLE AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE BECAUSE I KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO GET HELP ON HERE. IN ORDER TO GET MY POINTS ALL I ASK FOR IS 5 BLING CREDITS (IF YOU CAN'T AFFORD THE BLING CREDITS IT'S POSSIBLE TO WORK SOMETHING ELSE OUT). IF YOU WANT A SPECIAL ABILITY BLING RAN YOU HAVE TO SUPPLY IT. I WILL PRETTY MUCH BE GIVING MY POINTS ALMOST EVERYDAY, EXCEPT FOR WEEKENDS, IF YOU WANT THEM ON A WEEKEND DAY ITS GOING TO COST YOU A LITTLE EXTRA (CAN BE DISCUSSED). SHOUTBOX ME OR PRIVATE MESSAGE ME IF YOU WANT TO MAKE A DEAL, AND WE WILL SET UP WHAT DAY YOU RECEIVE MY POINTS. DO NOT SEND ANYTHING BEFORE WE COME TO AN AGREEMENT!!!! THANKS- SEXYCAREBEAR

U Dont Like It Dont Read It Lmaoo!
I Need a Boy...a True Guy, one who Looks Real tough...But won’t make me cry. I Need That Kinda guy who Understands... And even When He’s with His boys he still says..."baby, Hold my hand.. Im always behind the scenes... never the star...im always the friend... never the girl. What I need to find, is someone to hold me tight... What I mean is I want to be somebody's somebody... Someone's someone...some sweetheart’s sweetheart I wanna be that one Someone faithful to someone faithful... Someone kind to someone kind to me Somebody to somebody who loves me.... Yah I know it might seem like I need love But in this world everyone who falls in love Falls apart.. Still getting hurt over and over again. No more stressing and obsessin. From now on I’m having fun and refusing to give my heart to anyone Yeah I'm alone, but i dont need happy couples walking down the hall togther to remind me. I'm Alone. I'm not a girl that thinks a guy i

Me
Why it it on here I seem to get more guys hitting on me then I do girls trying to talk to me? I just not seeing what you guys see in me that girls are not I guess espeically since I am straight. Just curious what everyone has to say.

On The Fritz
I've noticed a few things about playing Modern Warfare 2 online these past few months. First, it's no secret that people are more prone to be a-holes behind a screen be it a computer screen or a television screen. However the people who play MW2 (and maybe other games - I don't really play a lot) take it to a whole new level. The 2 words I hear most often are n-gger and fagg-t. Granted, I use the word fagg-t too.Which brings me to my next point... It's okay to say the F word because I'm tolerant of homosexuals right? Or maybe it would be ok to use it if I were gay? Like black people can say the N word? Random tangent: Most gays I know are not upright at all and have totally embraced the F word. I know gay men who love being called a fagg-t and wear that badge with pride even if it's said in a nasty tone by a straight man. Perhaps if black people stopped trying to put racial dibs on a word, it would eliminate its hateful power. Just a thought.Anyway I use the F word while

My Path
My desires have overcome me, My will now belongs to her. She is all things bautiful in the world, Of this my mind is sure. Though she says shes no Goddess, I can see nothing else. She is my light from the sun, I hold this true to myself. Anything I have I would give her, Even my will to breathe. All I ask in return is, That from my eyes you never leave So deep in her thoughts,Is where I long to be.Buried into her heart,Will this she ever see.In days of old,This would be my lifelong quest.To search only for her,Forsaking all the rest.I wish my God would smile on me,And make this beautys heart mine.Then I would have the greastest treasure,And cherish it for all time. She can never understand, How deep in my heart she has gone.Or when I say I want you,She says my words are wrong.To tell her and show her,Is really all I can do.Maybe someday,sometime,She'll know my heart is true.Even though she is far from me,My heart forever holds her dear.And it waits for the day,Her heart no longer hol

Another Story
A few people found the story I told about T rather moving. I was asked today if I'd post another, and this one immediately came to mind, so I thought I'd be happy to do so. This one is a few years back. Trent had decided to take some time away from music to attend college, only doing the occasional show to keep himselfin the trades. The college he decided to attend also had a sister school on campus, a school that catered to the disabled and teach them trades to help them possibly find viable employment out in the world. Now in the past, he has done a lot of work with the disabled and took these kids under his wing, becoming quite fond of them. One day, he volunteered to take some of them on a mall run, something the school did every Sunday, shuttling those that wanted to go to the mall to get things they wanted or needed. As he was looking at CDs in the music store (c'mon luvs, like we didn't all see that one coming. Trust me, it's one of the two places to find him in such a place,

Living Dead Girl
CAN IT BE POSSIBLE TO BE LIVING BUT FEEL SO DEAD INSIDE? YOUR ALIVE, BREATHING, LIVING LIFE FROM DAY TO DAY AS AN EMPTY SHELL, AN INVISIBLE NOBODY TO THOSE AROUND YOU AND SOMETIMES YOURSELF. WE HAVE SUCH DEEP PLACES WITHIN US, OUR SOULS THAT ARE LIKE WELLS, WHETHER DY OR FILLED UP, BUT FOR ALOT OF US, OUR SOUL SEEMS DREARY, UNFULLFILLED, MEANINGLESS AT TIMES, YURNING FOR THE SUSTENANCE THAT NURTURES IT, LONGS FOR IT. WALKING AROUND IN A BODY, HEART AND MIND, THAT KEEP ROUTINE LIKE THE HANDS OF THE CLOCK TICKING AWAY, IN A MEANINGLESS PATTERN, WAITING, WATCHING, HOPING FOR A RAY OF HOPE TO COME FILL US UP. WHEN IT DOESNT COME WE STILL MAINTAIN OUR USUAL ROUTINE, BUT IT WEATHERS US TO THE POINT OF WITHERING, LIKE A WILTING FLOWER, OR A CONSTANT RAIN, SHOWERING YOU WITH DOUBT, OVER AND OVER AGAIN. HOW IT FEELS TO KEEP BREATHING AND STILL YURN FOR THE RELEASE OF DEATH TO COME, BUT IT DOES NOT. LIVING THIS WAY IS A CONSTANT SLOW DAILY DEATH, BREAKING A PERSON'S BEING, FOR THINGS LOST, LONGE

I Like......
I LIKE:LISTENING TO RAINBASKING IN THE SUNYES...PLAYING IN PUDDLES(NO IM NOT CRAZY)SIMPLE WALKSWARM/COOL BREEZESSITTING ON MY PORCHLONG FLOWING SUNDRESSESGOING BAREFOOTSITTING UP LATE TALKING/CHILLING FOR HOURSLAUGHTERBLOOMING CHERRY BLOSSOM TREESSMILING(FOR REAL)ACCEPTANCEDRIVING AROUND CASUALLY WITH OLDIES ON THE RADIODANCING WHEN NOONE IS LOOKINGBEING ALONE, CONTENT WITH ME AND MY SURROUNDINGSWRITINGOHHHH SELF EXPRESSIONMEETING DIVERSE PEOPLELETTING GO OF THE PASTHEARING THE TRAIN GO BYTAKING PICTURESCULT CLASSIC MOVIESSUCH AS:DAZED AND CONFUSED.....WITHOUT THE GANJA...LOLFRAGRANT CANDLESHAVING MY OWN SPACEBEING INDEPENDENTMUSIC...ALL KINDSPLAYING RECORDS FROM START TO FINISH WITHOUT SAYING A WORDBEING WITH PEOPLE WHO JUST ACCEPT ALL MY BEAUTY, UGLINESS...EVERYTHINGCLEANING, MAKING EVERYTHING COMFORTABLE AND SCENTEDGETTING INTO A CLEAN CRISP BED AND MELTING INTO IT.I COULD GO ON AND ON.......:) TATTOOS PIERCINGS NAKEDNESS. Read more:http://www.myspace.com/alenda_1/blog?bID=53

Football
If anyone is interested in joining a free football pool to see who is the best at picking games between the NFL and College games please go here http://kb71.football.cbssports.com/opm/make-picks?&week=1 and join. Its free and just playing for pride.

Life?
It has been often said that a person "makes life for themselves", and in a sense this is true. We would like to think we are the masters of our own destiny, but what happens when situations, events, and circumstances..."make you"? What if there are parts of our lives that are not able to be changed? I used to think that positive thinking could pave the way and "anchor" me to a place where i would be well grounded and have a clear-sighted, solid destiny that i was making my own way to, but life is full of places that can leave us vulnerable and our paths "rocky". People often ask the question "why"? I dont think it is always possible to accept a place where one can be at...Loss, fear, and insecurities can keep us from just ONE solid truth that we are trying to believe in. Life is unpredicatable to a point, with highs, lows and places that require many truths to set us free. Many ancient philosophers pondered these questions..some perplexed and frustrated because One hidden truth could n

Poetry
I'm blinded by the sunlight reflecting off your soul. You pull me in like the dark navy blue sea underneath a summer lit moon. Zombified, with every word is my one step closer to your heart. I cherish every moment I spend with you. Craving your endless mind, deeper and deeper I want to be. You have me wishing are souls were fused as one. Together for eternity, just yours with mine. And when the air is filled with nothing but our hearts beating and our breath, we're only gazing into eachothers true selves. Every little piece of you is different but is still amazingly, perfectly imperfect. Your beautiful in your own way. With the Earth sprung on that very day I knew just how much I truly, madly, deeply am in love with you. When you speak, that beautiful noise leaking from your lips soothe my aching heart. That fills the other half of my soul. It wraps around me like the beating sun on an August morning. When you touch me, those coarse but gentle hands up my arm and around my neck arouses

Inner Workings Of A Conversation With Children
Sitting at the table amongst the kids as they had their afternoon tea, the toddlers were set free from their yard and a adorable boy all of 2 who i talk to regularly and who makes me laugh at times came over said hello to me had a cuddle so cos his so cute and all i ended up giving him a biscuit he says to me "tacos?" "yeah we had tacos for lunch today already" "i have tacos at my home" "do you?" "yeah! i love tacos" Today i was out in the blistering scorching sun watching over the tub of water with boats in it as the kids happily played in the cold water a little boy all of 4 walks over to me stands at my feet looking up at me i look down and he says "pick me up!" i reply "pick me up please" i bend down hoist the child up and onto my hip he lays his head on my shoulder giving me a cuddle as i stand there holding the boy conversing with him i ask " how bout i throw you in the water?" he promptly says "no!!" "awwww why not?" "because my clothes will get wet"... fair enough reas

Lyrics
With the advent of Twitter, Facebook, Myspace and even Fubar. I think more and more people are becoming more distant as the cause of it I remember when I was younger feeling more connected to people. Nowadays with the addictive addition of the internet I think it's becoming harder and harder for us to have meaningful and lasting relationships. no matter if they are friendships or even lovers. I think we all need to get closer to those whom we care about. In this modern society.. can we live without? We living a world of waiting and putting off. Most people I know live for instant gratification but can we all have this I think not. I think is more people would learn to live without, and learn that you have to work for what you need.. Nothing in this work is free. "Hurt" I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I becom

Just A Blog
This Blog Is Basically About My Daughter, N Her First Word, Me N Will Were Working In The Kitchen, N She Comes Crawling Into The Kitchen Calling DADA DADA DADA! I Sware, I Ran Up Too Her, N Fucking HUGGED Her. I Was So Proud Of Her That Day.

Everybody Struggles
Everybody strugglesevery good relationshiphas its down fallsif there were no mistakesthere would be no happinessthe one that really lovesyou will be with you till the endthrough all the pain and sorrowthe one that hates youwill always hate youthere is no way to changewhat will happen or is going to happenyou might be able to changeyour looks, personality, and friendsbut in the end it want matterwhat you did or didnt doall that will really matter is all the love and carethat you gave to each and every personyou knewits not who you where its who you areits what you have done and will do I loved her more than any other friendI promised i'd love her till the endBut as i thought her life was overIt showed me life wasn't for everI waited for her to txt me that dayWaited for her to say i'm okayBut that txt never cameMy heart was filled with pitty and shameI felt i was the one to blameI should've been with herThen there wouldn't be this pictureShe is laying on the side of the roadSo inecen

Computer Problems
Problem: My Windows XP machine, which is the one I love to death, is developing a really bad habit. The hard drive will light up and then it will get really slow… It almost seems like it is caught in a loop, trying to find something, and that takes precedence over everything else I am doing. There have been a couple times when I have rebooted, CHKDSK runs during the boot up process. It tells me the drive is dirty. This machine is old and I have gone through deleting stuff, admittedly some of it was probably stuff I should not have deleted at all. The machine still runs, just not like it used to… Anyone out there have any idea what could be causing the hang up? Is the system unstable and needs to be recovered. Is the drive worn out and need to be replaced? Virus? I have never had a problem with viruses on my computers. Anything is possible. Any help would be appreciated. I want to save my XP machine. It has programs on it that I can not replace without considerable exp

Go Fuck Yaself Katie
Well I knew this would happen, so that's why I'm rappin. Yea you standin me up, but Bitch you lettin me down. Tellin your lies to me, you da hoe of dis town. Best be lookin round, Cause ain't no one lovin you now. Damn Katie, you broke my heart. The last few times you said your on your way, I stayed up all damn night, and through the next day. I'm tired of ya games, and this is what I'm sayin. Best believe this shit, Cause girl I ain't playin. Go Fuck YaSelf! Bitch you ain't good enough for me. Go Fuck YaSelf! Is is too hard for you to see? Yea you standin me up, but Bitch you lettin me down.

Obama Drops The Declaration
President Obama just redecorated The Oval Office. Part of his feng shui includes a new rug featuring several of his favorite quotes: “The Only Thing We Have to Fear is Fear Itself” – Franklin D. Roosevelt“The Arc of the Moral Universe is Long, But it Bends Towards Justice” – Martin Luther King, Jr. “Government of the People, By the People, For the People” – Abraham Lincoln“No Problem of Human Destiny is Beyond Human Beings” – John F. Kennedy “The Welfare of Each of Us is Dependent Fundamentally Upon the Welfare of All of Us” – President Theodore RooseveltOf all the memorable quotes in American history, Obama chooses no Founders’ words for his office rug. There is not even a nod to the Declaration of Independence (“All Men are Created Equal”…anyone?).This is not the only time that Obama has ignored the Declaration of Independence. For instance, J

New Poems I Think Lmao
When my heart goes to sleep,You are on my mind.Your beauty amazes me,Forever on my mind.I would love you near me,But I know it will never be.Even as just a friend,I hope you will always be.You are in my heart,And will never leave.And in my friendship, You can always belive. If only one word can be used,For her it could never explain.I could say beautiful,Then say it 100 different ways.A smile that so catches my eye,From her they never want to leave.This one is a Goddess,Its what my heart believes.One word could never say what I want,All the words I know still may not say.But any word tthat makes her smile,I would tell her everyday. She hides behind walls not made of stone,Sometimes refuses to hear my plea's.All my heart want to do,Is set her mind at ease.Wall can fall tumble to the ground,Anything manmade can go away.But one gift for God god,And you have four that will aways stay.They have your heart beautiful,I'd like to share that to.Because a love like that,Is really Gods gift to yo

School Shyt
So,, I am doing my boys homework for him. Seriously ,, more or less I am. Teacher wants a Tineline for the first 10yrs of his life.. events of what happened each year. Shes also wanting a timeline on the worldly events that happened those years..and also wanting pictures for each of these time lines. So, I am wondering..how do they expect kids to know what happened each year of there life? Or have pictures for all this stuff? I mean.. I had pictures through first 5years..but after that..theres picture here or there. As for the worldly events..if a person has no computer or printer..how do you get this info? Other than go to a library? seriously..they really need to rethink this shyt they ask. I am one pissed off momma! Oh, and don;t get me started on his math homework. Which they jumped from last year..of him just learning multiplication and very simple division..to now doing hard division problems that even get me stumped over.

Scribbles Of The Insane!
empty dreams,hollow thoughts,a dark black past,a horrible nightmare,frightening screams of painful torcher,look into my eyes, can you see me or are they empty?call my name, do i answer?in a daze so confused i'm lost.tears of emptiness fall like rain,do you see them or in your eyes are they non-existing?my dreams a nightmare,wake me up, somebody, anybody,can't you hear my silent screams?don't you know how i'm in so much pain?can't anyone see the tears streaming down my face?the sadness in my expression?help i scream,gone, dead.no one hears, no one heard. you want to know more about me well if u didn't like my blogs before this then u might as wells go away, cuz this is me, and i ain't changing anytime soon. i got plenty more of these to post but i think i'll do that later. the scribbles on the wall just get darker everyday, with each and every okay, can't sleep to dream, only dream to sleep. so alone and forgotten, yet so closed in. with those echoes of stillness. the ink on th

2010 Pittsburgh Steelers Football!
2010 Pittsburgh Steelers Football Sunday, Sept.12...............................................Falcons Sunday, Sept.19...............................................@Titans Sunday, Sept.26...............................................@Buccaneers Sunday, Oct.3................................................... Ravens Sunday, Oct. 17.................................................Browns Sunday, Oct. 24................................................@Dolphins Sunday, Oct. 31.................................................@Saints Monday, Nov. 8..................................................@Bengals Sunday, Nov. 14..................................................Patriots Sunday, Nov. 21.................................................. Raiders Sunday, Nov. 28..................................................@Bills Sunday, Dec. 5.....................................................@Ravens

Life & Times Of Me
I had a crappy week, it was my Son's b-day on the 2, and of course my ex made him unavailible to me, and on top of that, she gave me the wrong address to send his gift. So, after all day of not being able to reach him, I decided to get smashed........and I did but with consequences. I have epilepsy, and the next day I had a seziure that banged me up but good.........and then as if by magic, my ex's phone was back opn and the world seemed to be right again. This week outta prove to be interesting. I have so much to do around the house, but, I don't feel like doing any of it. I got into a fight with a freind of mine and I feel bad about it because I yelled at him and in hindsight I don't think he deserved it, so, I told him I was sorry and things are all good again...... I feel asthough I need a vacation from my life as I know it. I want to be somewhere else, do something I haven't done in a long time or do something I have never done....I am not sure where my life is heading, and I

Poem
A while back, at the entrance of a gym, there was a picture of a very thin and beautiful woman. The caption was "This summer, do you want to be a mermaid or a whale?" The story goes, a woman (of clothing size unknown) answered the following way: "Dear people, whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, seals, curious humans), they are sexually active and raise their children with great tenderness. They entertain like crazy with dolphins and eat lots of prawns. They swim all day and travel to fantastic places like Patagonia, the Barents Sea or the coral reefs of Polynesia. They sing incredibly well and sometimes even are on cds. They are impressive and dearly loved animals, which everyone defend and admires. Mermaids do not exist. But if they existed, they would line up to see a psychologist because of a problem of split personality: woman or fish? They would have no sex life and could not bear children. Yes, they would be lovely, but lonely and sad. And, who wants a g