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Free Gifts
Alright folks, come on...get in here and show DJ ~Dawn~ some love...she needs music so she'll be taking requests!AND EVERYONE WHO SUBSCRIBES TO THE LOUNGE GETS A GIFT AFTER HER SHIFT. SO CLICK THE PHOTO AND CLAM UR GIFT NOW!

Tool Show
On Monday April 30th I made my way up to Reno, NV to see one of my favorite bands TOOL. I've seen two shows on their last tour and wasn't sure what to expect. After all they were on a hiatus due to Danny Carey (the drummer) tearing a bicep. The Reno show was their third show after about a two month lay off. The music itself was absolutely amazing. Danny was right on target on the drums! He is absolutely amazing! The laser/light show was incredible. The only downside to the show was that I think Maynard was sick or nursing a soar throat. They had just played two shows in Vegas so that might of had something to do with it. He kept on stepping off his little perch and drinking lots of water. He also didn't sing all of the lyrics on a few of the songs. Needless to say though it still was great to see Tool back up on stage. Half way through the show they took a little breather and all sat down on Maynards "perch". They sat there for about 5 - 10 minutes. I know they have done this a

Arousal.....
The sheets were red, silk and soft. She lay on them, her left leg up, her foot flat on the bed. Her arms were stretched above her head fanned beneath by her hair, black as a night without moon or stars. She stared at me with large browns eyes, twin pools sparkling with desire. I was eager to drown in them as eager as I was to drown in her sex. My gaze moved from her eyes, to her lips, ripe with rouge, glistening like an apple plucked at its prime on a dewy morning. Her breasts rose slowly round alabaster mounds eager for my hands to grasp and massage. They were tipped with rosy nipples, hard and yearning. I touched them, my gaze returning to her face. She bit her bottom lip and closed her eyes as I massaged first her left nipple and then her right and then both enjoying the sweet soft touch of her breasts so warm and soft and welcoming. She moaned and her leg fell flat on the bed. Her back arched and her wet pussy, the sweet smooth mound of milky flesh brushed against my ball

My Brother Mmc(sw/aw) Jeff Hiser
MMC(SW/AW) Jeff Hiser, left, and MMCM(SW) Allan Lowe show off the gifts they received one day after saving the life of a Northrop Grumman Newport News shipyard worker. Photo by MCC Aaron Strickland PCU Bush senior enlisted rescue shipyard worker By MCC Aaron Strickland NEWPORT NEWS — A master chief petty officer and chief petty officer assigned to the reactor department of Pre-Commissioning Unit George H. W. Bush saved the life of a Northrop Grumman Newport News shipyard worker, April 23, by performing cardio pulmonary resuscitation. MMCM(SW) Allan Lowe and MMC(SW/AW) Jeff Hiser saw the worker a moment after he collapsed at the brow of PCU Bush at 7:20 a.m. “He was already down,” Lowe said. “I looked at Chief Hiser and asked him if he could perform CPR?” Hiser reported on board PCU Bush in January after three years duty teaching firefighting for the Navy, which includes knowing how to perform CPR. “(Lowe) and I were trying to get his attention,”

My First Blog
I know diddly about HTML, CSS, ASP, PHP and all that stuff. Okay, well next to diddly. I managed to create a track though, after trying unsuccessfully for an hour. I put a version into MP3 and a version into SWF I don't know how these will work, but both are working for me (no surprise because I made them on this machine). I'd be interested in knowing if they cause any problems. Here is the SWF version: http://cherrytap.com/play_track.php?t=6328461 I'm spending Thanksgiving away from home this year, with a handful of friends from Alaska and the Seattle area. It won't last long enough and I have to get up at 2:00 Am to catch my flight back to Alaska at 6:00 Am (I guess I should just forget about that until the time arrives). Happy Hollendaise, all (except you...yeah YOU! You, there with a chicken's leg in your mouth!) I haven't had a real vacation in a year and a half (a delightful weekend trip to Orlando after a week of 56 hours of overtime doesn't count--that's like,

I Am Having A Sexxi Bbw Contest!!
Hello Cherries.I am Going To Host A SEXXI BBW Contest.This Contest Will Start Sunday,May 20th And will End on Sunday June 3rd.This Contest Will Start At 3:00 EST.The Prizes will be as followed.PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU READ ALL RULES!!!! POST ALL RULESIN YOUR BULLETIN.MUST BE ATLEAST LEVEL 5 TO VOTE IN THIS CONTEST!!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com 1st place= Rolex 2nd place= Diamond Ring 3rd place= Diamond Earings The Rules will be 1st..Comment Bombing will be allowed.Even you can comment your self. 2nd...You Must be a level 5 or above to enter. 3rd...You must be a level 5 or above to comment on this contest. 4th...No Downraters or Putting Down Other Contestants.We Want A Clean Contest! Those That Want To Enter Please Contact Me With The Pic You Want to Use And I Will RIP It. smokingbibbw(sign my guest book)@ CherryTAP Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Here Are The Contestants So Far.Will Be Taking 20 Con

Mickey And The Birthday Balloon
My cat has this unhealthy fascination with balloon ribbon. He got a hold some once and hacked it up. So I keep him clear of the stuff until my birthday rolls around. I have a vase of flowers with a balloon attached. I swear he stares at it like he has the power to make it float towards him.

Well Here It Goes Again
It's not easy communing within cyberspace with the lack of oxygen, especially to my brain but here it is in a basic nutshell (otherwise known as my skull)...We do internet radio so that gives you an idea of our mentality, with one exception. It's internet radio designed for everyones taste and we've been doing it for 10 years. Since it's early Sunday morning, and the servers have shut down for the night, I thought it would be a good time to write something here and let you know where we are, what we do and how we do it. We are at http://www.musictogousa.com and we broadcast Indie music. We run 24 hours from Sunday morning thru Friday night and we do our live stint called The Songwriter's Network Live Stream on Saturday's 6 P M to 10 P M (est). Well, that's it for now. Will catch y'all on the next time round. Bert Gagnon Neon Productions Radio Musictogousa.com The Songwriter's Network Kickback Radio Artworks On The Net http://ww.musictogousa.com

My Past Lives
Just sit right back and you'll hear a tale a tale of a fateful trip, that started from this tropic port, aboard this tiny ship. The mate was a mighty sailin' man, the Skipper brave and sure, five passengers set sail that day, for a three hour tour, a three hour tour. The weather started getting rough, the tiny ship was tossed. If not for the courage of the fearless crew the Minnow would be lost. The Minnow would be lost. The ship aground on the shore of this uncharted desert isle with Gilligan, the Skipper too. A millionaire and his wife, a movie star, the proffessor and Mary Ann, here on Gilligan's Isle. (Ending verse) So this is the tale of our castaways, there here for a long long time. They'll have to make the best of things, it's an uphill climb. The first mate and his Skipper too will do their very best, to make the others comf'terble in their tropic island nest. No phone ,no lights, no motor car, not a single luxury like Robinson Crusoe i

The History Of Cinco De Mayo
The 5th of May is not Mexican Independence Day, but it should be! And Cinco de Mayo is not an American holiday, but it should be. Mexico declared its independence from mother Spain on midnight, the 15th of September, 1810. And it took 11 years before the first Spanish soldiers were told and forced to leave Mexico. So, why Cinco de Mayo? And why should Americans savor this day as well? Because 4,000 Mexican soldiers smashed the French and traitor Mexican army of 8,000 at Puebla, Mexico, 100 miles east of Mexico City on the morning of May 5, 1862. The French had landed in Mexico (along with Spanish and English troops) five months earlier on the pretext of collecting Mexican debts from the newly elected government of democratic President (and Indian) Benito Juarez. The English and Spanish quickly made deals and left. The French, however, had different ideas. Under Emperor Napoleon III, who detested the United States, the French came to stay. They brought a Hapsburg pri

What If
if u would have died would any body care what if u would be the president would any body care there r times when to care and times when not to sometimes i wonder if people would have like to share but would any body care

Ross Labadie
just wanted to say that ive gotten to know you erin i hated you at first because of the what i was told you did to him now i know the truth sad in a way to find out that a man could love a person so much even before they had a chance to met but now i know in my heart that you loved him as much as and he loved you erin your my best friend now i miss ross but in losing him i found a sister in you thank you ross for giving me one final suprise just wanted to say that a friend is gone and altho i hated the things that were done and how they were done the greif and pain is slowly going away and yet i know that hes up with the lord watcing over all those who cared and who he cared about this blog is for erin and sandi my daughter christina and most of all its for my friend ross who gave his all defending our country god bless you and keep you ross 14 svc. bn will never be the same without you there my frind i love you ross jen&chri

*swt N Sassy*
Ok.. I have been with my husband for almost 10 years. We met in 97 on thanksgiving on aol,I was 16 he was 18. Moved in 99 right when i turned 18. Got engaged when I was 20. I found out I was pregnant in jan of 04 and we married in april of 04. I was 23. I am now almost 26,and even though I had my share of relationships before him.. I feel like I havent experienced life. He doenst allow me to go anywhere.. do anything.. i have to ask permission to do anything, even then his response is.. ur place is at home.. with me and wiliam... and he wonders why im always depressed

Truckers Story
THE FOLDED NAPKIN I try not to be biased, but I had my doubts about hiring Stevie. His placement counselor assured me that he would be a good, reliable busboy. But I had never had a mentally handicapped employee and wasn't sure I wanted one. I wasn't sure how my customers would react to Stevie. He was short, a little dumpy with the smooth facial features and thick-tongued speech of Downs Syndrome. I wasn't worried about most of my trucker customers because truckers don't generally care who buses tables as long as the meatloaf platter is good and the pies are homemade. The four-wheeler drivers were the ones who concerned me; the mouthy college kids traveling to school; the yuppie snobs who secretly polish their silverware with their napkins for fear of catching some dreaded "truck stop germ" the pairs of white-shirted business men on expense accounts who think every truck stop waitress wants to be flirted with. I knew those people would be uncomfortable around Stevie so I clo

Pain
Photo By M. Known by his troops in World War II as "The Soldier's General" because of his care of and compassion for those soldiers under his command. He graduated from West Point, just missing service in World War I. At the outset of World War II he was a training officer and felt he would miss involvement in another World War until he was assigned to the European Theater. There he served for a period under General George S. Patton, Jr., prior to taking command of the United States Army Group, the largest single command ever held by an American general officer. In 1950 he was promoted to 5-star General-of-the-Army rank, served as Army Chief of Staff and Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff. He also served as leader of the Veterans Administration. He is buried in Section 30, near many other World War II leaders. Mary Elizabeth Quayle Bradley Esther "Kitty" Bradley -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Courtesy of

My Demented Thoughts
If I die tonight it would be because that is the only aspect of my life that I have control over. Don’t pass your petty judgment on me and call me a coward. Say what you want about my life and my death, but I fought my way through to the very end. I gave it everything I had. There is nothing left of me. I am drained of every last drop of life that’s runs through me, yet my heart still beats and my brain still function, but anything that use to be me is just an illusion brought on by your desire not to notice. So if you can’t see and don’t want to see, what should you care if I take razor to skin and finally be free from my tortured hell.

Sexual Iq
I want to eat pussy and ass!!I love to get a hold of the nice little pearl and flick my tongue across it and suck on it...I love to wrap my arms around the girls thighs while I am eating pussy and lookin up at them.. Then we 69 And I love it when they cum and cum and cum.Then I cum for them...Who wants to?? I am very horny and would like to meet up with some one and fuck all night long!!Any takers? Write to me and let me know..The more kinky the better!!:)

Kouboi's Radio Stations
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Double Dose
A man went to the doctor to get a double dose of Viagra, but his request was denied. "Why can't I have a double dose?" the man asked. "It's not safe," the doctor replied. "But I need it really bad," the man explained. "My girlfriend is coming into town on Friday, one of my exes will be here on Saturday, and my wife is coming home on Sunday." "Okay, I'll give it to you," the doctor relented. "But you have to come in on Monday morning so that I can check to see if there are any side effects." On Monday the man dragged himself into the doctor's office with his right arm in a sling. The doctor asked, "What happened to you?" The man said, "No one showed up."

The Pun Is Mightier Than The Sword!
A GOOD PUN IS ITS OWN REWORD ENERGIZER BUNNY ARRESTED. CHARGED WITH BATTERY. A MAN'S HOME IS HIS CASTLE. IN A MANOR OF SPEAKING. A PESSIMIST'S BLOOD TYPE IS ALWAYS B-NEGATIVE. MY WIFE REALLY LIKES TO MAKE POTTERY, BUT TO ME IT'S JUST KILN TIME. A FREUDIAN SLIP IS WHEN YOU SAY ONE THING BUT MEAN YOUR MOTHER. SHOTGUN WEDDING: A CASE OF WIFE OR DEATH. I USED TO WORK IN A BLANKET FACTORY, BUT IT FOLDED UP. A MAN NEEDS A MISTRESS JUST TO BREAK THE MONOGAMY. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. IS A BOOK ON VOYEURISM A PEEPING TOME? DANCING CHEEK-TO-CHEEK IS REALLY A FORM OF FLOORPLAY. BANNING THE BRA WAS A BIG FLOP. SEA CAPTAINS DON'T LIKE CREW CUTS. A SUCCESSFUL DIET IS THE TRIUMPH OF MIND OVER PLATTER. A GOSSIP IS SOMEONE WITH A GREAT SENSE OF RUMOR. WITHOUT GEOMETRY, LIFE IS POINTLESS. WHEN YOU DREAM IN COLOR, IT'S A PIGMENT OF YOUR IMAGINATION. CONDOMS SHOULD BE USED ON EVERY CONCEIVABLE OCCASION.

161 Condom Slogans
1) Cover your stump before you hump 2) Before you attack her, wrap your whacker 3) Don't be silly, protect your Willie 4) When in doubt shroud you spout 5) Don't be a loner, cover your boner 6) You can't go wrong, if you shield your dong 7) If your not going to sack it, go home and whack it 8) If you think she's spunky, cover your monkey 9) It will be sweeter if you wrap your peter 10) If you slip between her thighs, condomize 11) She won't get sick if you wrap your dick 12) If you go into heat, package your meat 13) While your undressing Venus, dress up your penis 14) When you take off her pants and blouse, suit up your mouse 15) Especially in December, gift wrap your member 16) Never ever deck her, with an unwrapped pecker 17) Don't be a fool, vulcanize your tool 18) The right selection, is to protect your erection 19) Wrap it in foil, before you check her oil 20) A crank with armor, will never harm her 21) If you really love her, wear a cover 22) Don't make a mistake, cover your sna

Ben... My Late Husband
WELL THIS IS TOUGH BABE...I WANTED TO WSH YOU A HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, BUT THAT SOUNDS LIKE A OXYMORON SINCE YOUR GONE, SO IS IT HAPPY? YES BEAUSE I WOULD HAVE RATHER HAD YOU FOR A SHORT TIME THAN NEVER. I DO WISH YOU WERE HERE STILL. BUT I KNOW IT WASNT IN YOUR LIFES PLAN. TODAY IS OUR WEDDING ANNIVERSARY, BUT I KNOW YOU KNOW THAT. YOU HAVE BEEN SENDING ME SIGNS ALL WEEK LONG. WE HAVE ALL NOTICED THEM, FROM THE GREEN T-SHIRT CHRISTOPHER GOT WITH YOUR FAVORITE SAYING "LIFE IS GOOD" TO SEEIN YOUR BDAY AROUND EITHER 1219 OR JUST 19TH. ORALEE IS PREGO I DONT KNOW IF I TOLD YOU, BUT YOU PROLLY SEE THAT HUH? SHES DUE THE 27TH OF MAY, AND MISERABLE. SHES NAMING THE BABY AFTER ME...ISNT THAT COOL? DJ IS GONNA BE A DAD TOO AND HES NAMING THE BABY AFTER YOU IF ITS A BOY. HOW COOL I THAT. YOU WILL STILL BE GRANPA TO HIS CHILD HE SAYS, AND DAVID WAS THE ONE WHO SUGGESTED IT. I BET THAT WAS A SHOCKER. SEE BABE YOU WERE AND STILL ARE LOVED BY MANY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH HUNNY. JACK IS

You Hate Me But You Don't Even Know Me
if you love a good dirty joke see my stash over 350 jokes and still adding 10.take a shower 9. watch a porn, or a movie 8. go swimming, ride a bike 7. clean the house, apt, your room, whatever 6. make some mac & cheese, a grilled cheese with ham 5. workoff that mushroom top 4. wash the car 3. go shopping 2. read a book, newpaper, listen to some music 1. do whatever it takes get ya game up. upgrade your life style make it better for your family on the real hateing is for losers that don't won't nothing in their life and is fine with working at a gas station for five years so if i hurt someones feelin with this one it just means you are a hater so don't take it personal don't hate me hate yourself

Warning
THE WARNING There is a story of my lonely days. You’ve seen the damage caused from my heart bleeding ways. The games you’ve played were nearly the same. So many people in this world are cold. There’s too many tears to melt your soul. So this sounds familiar you break down and cry. So the water is shallow but the banks are too high. There’s crime in the streets and war across lands. No food on the table no time to be sad. You’re helping your self but wanting a friend. You’re making ends meat but the living is bad. The future for your children which you find so bright, Is living this hell unless you put it right. Written By: me joe

Blind Man
For many years I've lived through the night. . I've seen nothing new for it's dark in my mind. . . I've prayed to the gods and demons alike. . . I've begged for forgiveness though it didn't seem right. . . I am blind the child cried as he felt at the dark. . . I am blind the child yelled as if no one had herd. . . I've researched the sciences and religions and such. . . There are no answers and I've finally given up. . . I'm blind the boy sighed as he stared at the night. . . I've been punished for sins, which I just cannot find. . . I am blind the boy laughed as he gave it a thought. . . I've been dammed the boy laughed as he sat all alone. . . He heard the voice as it called through the dark. . . The prophecy states it said in his ear. . . A true man can see be he blind or have sight. . . A true man need only vision not sight to prove himself right. . . So prove yourself man and hold yourself high and feel what I say. It

How To Be A Top Blogger!
1.) Never and I mean never leave Cherrytap. Make it your WHOLE LIFE! 2.) Ignore everyone who loves you.Cherry tap is NOW your life. 3.) Go to all the top blogs comment then INVITE EVERYONE who has commented to be your friend. Never mind if you don't like them. 4.) Invite all your new friends to subscribe to your blog 5.) Go to thier blogs and comment. Every time they post one 6.) Always suck up. Say nice shit you don't mean a word of. 7.) Don't be yourself 8.) Start drama with someone who is not a popular blogger 9.) Watch as "they" get sucked in 10.) Always Post a bullentin about your blog. Have others do the same. 11.) And suck up to the popular ones to get them to PIMP ya! 10.)REPEAT And beg for comments. COMMENT HERE PEOPLE. COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT! OH AND PLEASE BY ALL MEANS USE THIS BLOG AS IF IT WERE A CHAT ROOM!!! AND CHECK BACK HERE VERY 2 MINS FOR THE REST OF THE DAY!

Devil Went Down To Georgia!
I just moved to Georgia! I dont know hardly anyone here yet though =(, I hope to meet alot of new friends... But with the hours I work with my new job it will more than likely be harder than I would like it to be. Anyways If you live in the area and want to chat, hand out or whatever just drop me a line! Until next time... HOLLA

How To Woe Your Boy Friends?.simple Tips
YOUR HUG SHOULD BE VERY POWERFUL - LIKE THIS ROMANTIC GIFT FOR YOUR BOY FRIENDWeekend Getaway Whatever your guy’s interest, plan a romantic weekend to explore it together. Start your basket with tickets to one of his favorite sporting events, a fan convention or another fun function. Fill out the basket with gear to enhance the getaway. For example, if you plan to take him to the car races, outfit him with binoculars, earplugs and a padded stadium seat. Throw in an autobiography of a leading driver and your basket is good to go. If possible book into an inn or motel with an appropriate theme for total immersion. His appreciation for a weekend custom-tailored to his desires will spark maximum romance once the sun goes down. A loaf of bread, a bottle of wine and thou basket Give your lover all of the makings of a romantic picnic that can be enjoyed indoors or out. A bottle of good wine anchors the basket and

My Blog
Would you ____ me ? > > 1.date > 2.fuck, > 3.kiss, > 4.lick, > 5.be friends, > 6.hate, > 7.love, > 8.crush on, > 9.stare at, > 10.marry, > 11.please, > 12.tease, > 13.go out with, > 14.make out > 15.suck > 16.fight, > 17.help, > 18.hug, > 19.dance, > 20.hurt, > 21.all of the above, > > Repost this in 2 mins. and see how many people message u back saying one or more of these topics !!!!!!!!!!!!! repost this saying would u ____________ me > > Send me a message with your answers and then re-post for me to answer ect

C'mon Ppl
OK NOW YA'LL THIS IS GONNA BE SHORT AND MAYBE NOT SO SWEET....BUT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE...WILL SOMEONE PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHY IT IS SOOO HARD FOR PPL TO GET A DAMN SALUTE PIC UP!!!?....JUST PUT UR NAME AND ID # ON A PIECE OF PAPER AND SAY CHEESE!SHIT YA AIN'T EVEN GOTTA SAY CHEESE JUST TAKE THE DAMN PIC....I'M SURE ALOTTA PPL ARE WHO THEY SAY THEY ARE BUT STILL....SO TO ALL THOSE WHO DON'T HAVE ONE....GET ONE!!!!....(CAN'T GET PAST LEVEL 10 W/O ONE ANYWAYS)WELL THAT WAS MY RANT AND THX FOR TAKIN TIME TO READPLEASE FEEL FREE TO COMMENT THISLOVE ALWAYSBRANDYA.K.A.JADE~nWo~♥JÃÐ£♥*~Stripper~*ñWõ*~@ CherryTAP

Alittle About Me!
Well for those who don't really know me, I just wanted to give ya'll a peek at the real me. I love my kids and life in general. I love my family, friends, and well animals. I have 3 kids and they are my world. The reason I live another day and work every day! They bring a smile to my face and can make me angry enough to spit nails! LOL! My oldest is 13 and thinks he is a grown man. Hell you think terrible 2's are bad, wait til puberty! My middle child is 8 and he is disabled. He has a lot of behavior and emotional problems, along with other things. He is a handful and well, he is also very loving and has a very soft side. Then we have my baby! She is 6. And my Princess. She is a very good little girl! She is a very caring and out going child. Then there is me. I work hard, and spend the rest of my time with family and friends. I work for a liquior and wine distribution company. Love my jobs, and no they don't give free samples. LOL! I have been divorced for 2 ye

Positive Thinking!
>>"The story goes that some time ago a man punished his 5-year-old > >>daughter > >> >>for wasting a roll of > >> >>expensive gold wrapping paper. > >> >> > >> >>Money was tight and he became even more upset when the child > pasted > >> >>the gold paper so as to decorate a box to put under the Christmas > tree. > >> >>Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her father > the > >>next > >> >>morning and said, "This is for you, Daddy." > >> >> > >> >>The father was embarrassed by his earlier over reaction, but his > anger > >> >>flared again when he found the box was empty. > >> >>He spoke to her in a harsh manner, "Don't you know, young lady, > when > >> >>you > >> >>give someone a presentthere's supposed to be something inside the > >> >>package?" > >> >> > >> >>The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and said, > >> >>"Oh, Daddy, it's not empty. I blew kisses into it until it was > full." > >> >> > >> >>The father was crushed. He

Wanna Have Some Fun
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Ah.........this Is My Fianl!
Lmao! Ok I love that pick just wanted to get your attention! I had a blog here before but thankfully you all didn’t see it!...... that would have been hard to explain....... Ok then what to write about? Let me think...... :-? ..... so much has happened in this daY that I just don’t know! So much...... Meh fuck it! Like I care! Ok let’s see! I’ll tell ya the truth and yes I know! :-O but just settle down and let me finish ok! No first im a fake!.... and a big one! My whole life is fake! From the beginning to the end!..... and I know im getting ahead of myself but I know my death is going to be a crock a shit too!........ anyway!... im dark! Fucking darker then you all think! My soul is tainted and that not something you can get rid of!.... I pray to ..... ok I’m not telling ya that :P No I did stuff in my past that would make a priest shit himself! And well I liked it! And blood... ahhh gods! Please I long for that taste!!!! Just gimmy a virgin and I will suckle all fuck

Dare You To Try And Get There
Do you know the saying Love means never having to say your sorry...well too me it that is Bull shit cause if you truly love someone you don't what to see them hurt so you always tell them you are sorry if you said or did something totally stupid.... I want someone to want to share my life with me...which means..that is they don't like country music and i want to go see Keith Urban they will go because that is what I want to do...And visa a vera. I am so sick of the people who are all about what about me me me....Well to make a relationship work ...it takes two and it won't ever work if all you are worried about is yourself... Do you agree? Or is this why I am still single? Deborah's Secret Garden... .. DEBORAH She'll let you in her house If you come knocking late at night She'll let you in her mouth If the words you say are right She'll let you deep inside There's a secret garden she hides She'll let you in her car You go driv

Getting Ready To Go Back To Iraq!!!
Well, I have been told once again that we are leaving the states. This will be my third time out in four years. I am about to og back to Iraq for the second time and the first time out was Korea. We are packing all of out stuff so that means its real again. No one is really thinking about it, but I get to see all of the inner workings of getting ready so I know its close. Well, Everyone keep us in your thoughts and prayers as we head out once again. My last time, many of the guys first time, and a lot have been and will go again before its over.

One Fun Night..........
I'm sitting in the bar with a few of the girls from the evening class I go to. My husband Peter is there too; he's come to give me a lift home. The girls have never met him before. Then this other guy comes and sits next to me, starts chatting me up. He looks early 30s -- I'm 25 - and really fancies himself. Nice looking, and a good line in humorous banter; wedding ring on his finger, but...I know I should just tell him to piss off; but it's always quite flattering when this happens, and Peter doesn't seem to have noticed. I know it's wrong of me to flirt with this interloper, with my husband sitting right next to me, but I just can't help myself. After about half an hour the guy -- he tells me to call him John -- leans right into me, his lips nuzzling into my auburn hair, and whispers that he wants me to come home with him. I giggle nervously and flutter my eyes away from him. "I can't," I whisper, "this is my husband here." Some of the girls are giving us odd looks, but Peter stil

12 Types Of Black Men
Before I was a Mom - I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom - I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom - I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outsid

Drunken Nights
Ok so get this, had a kick ass time at cinco de mayo up here in lovely ole Waterville Maine. I was the soberest one of the bunch, they were like 3 drinks a head of me, but i was still trashed. this car pulls up ahead of us and takes up two fucking lanes. so im like ok this truck is alittle bit bigger than im use too, ill just go over the curb...IN FRONT OF A FUCKING COP!! He then decides he wants to pull out behind us. I realized i was going like 80 in a 65 and slowed wayyyy down. he turns his blues on...im thinking FUCK we're all fucking trashed beyong believe. Ask how we are and where we had just come from...im like Pete and Larrys, im driving these drunk people home, when in reality im driving myself home and they were gonna sober up adn drive themselves like 45 mins away. He takes my registration, insurance and lisence back to the other officer and was like "they sped past us going way too fast" then the other officer was like "its not them." so in reality they pulled us over for n

Comments!
Really, just what is this "BLOG" thing? I like this site, there are so many lovely ladies out there, with pics out the wazooooo, and just absolutely fantastic poses mostly seductive. I love it.. So what else! Private Pics... I click on em and it says to ask the owner... for access.. ok I want access! Send em too me, I like hot women..petite, average and +lb or two. I carry a few extras. Working on that though. So send me a post to my Blog.. Thanks

Why Is Dating So Hard?
So here I am...a year later. I don't think I've written in quite awhile. Why? Because I've been busy. Not busy GOOD but busy necessary. Unfortunately with busy comes "lack of fun". The good news is that my daughter is finally doing well health-wise, so that is a big load off my mind. Financially I am still not doing well, even though I've taken on another job and make pretty good money. The economy sucks. Where is my knight in shinig armor to take me away from all this? The reason I write this blog today is this: My daughter and I had a conversation last night that is still bothering me. I have posted a profile on a site for rich men (supposedly). She told me she is very upset by this. How could I "lower" myself to putting myself out there like that? How could I let everyone know that I am a gold digger? I explained to her that I am only trying to find a different caliber of guy...and that it's just as easy to fall in love with a rich guy as it is a poor one. Why

On The Road Again
JUST TO LET you all know I am back on the road this weekend for the first time since march after an incident from out WEST in Arizona. Hope to some of you out there some where on the road. Be safe all.

Deep Shit I Found On Net Or Things I Wrote
FUBAR REAL LIVE MEET & GREET Party/Gathering at the DAVE & BUSTERS on Deleware Ave, Philadelphia, PA on or 10/29/08 @ 7pm till whenever. Let me know if you want to go. Chill out and have a good time! Party on!!!!!!! Hi All, Its a rainy day here and it just got me thinking. It is about my near death experience and Guardian Angels. It all started back in 1997. I was over seas and I get a letter from my mom that my NANA AKA Grandma had passed away (RIP). Three months after that my Dad's mom died. I took it hard because I never got to say goodbye and my NANA was like a second mom to me. I have been to my Nana grave since I have been home and that was also a hard thing to do but I had to at least say goodbye. My dad's mom i think is burried in West Virgina with my grandfather. A guardian angel is an angel who protects and guides a particular person Ok so fast forward to 2003. I had just gotten a new job and was on my way to it when all hell broke lose and I almost died. I wa

Wicked Weekend...
She hadn't the foggiest idea why he wasn't at the bus stop. He had given his word that he'd leave campus for a long weekend so he could spend some quality time with her. Here it was already seven--two hours after his bus had arrived--without him. She sighed. It wasn't like him to build up her hopes and then drop her like a lead cookie. Valerie decided to take one walk back to the ticket window and check the arrival times of subsequent buses. Maybe he'd be on the next one. She hoped he hadn't run into any problems back on campus. Could he have had car trouble on the way to the bus station? Winter roads made Massachusetts travel very difficult. Hearing bad news about Tony would devestate her. Blinking her eyes, she did her best to dispel such bad thoughts. Be positive, she told herself. He'll be here. By ten o'clock she had given up on him. It was Friday night; the three nights they had planned to be together were not to be. Shrugging her shoulders, she headed towards her white Vo

Singing
Ok so get this, I have been chosen to start singing with the church group at church right. Well I haven't sang in long time I was diagnosed with chronic laryngitis a few years back and lose my voice with no warning so I was scared to. Now I am actually singing again and I love it.

Holiday Days In The Month Of......
Nurses Day [ May 6 ] Have you recently watched ER or the war coverage from Iraq ? In both the cases you could see the courage and sense of duty oozing out of the doctors and soldiers. But if you noticed closely you could see these white-attired angels, in human terms ‘nurses,’ moving around comforting the hurt with soothing words, pushing the stretchers at break-neck speed trying to save lives, doing the needle and sponge counts before and after the sutures... They are everywhere from the battlefields to the emergency rooms ! But unfortunately, for us they are props. Thankless job ! They smile when you are comfortable and they never fake it. Let’s give them their due. Wish them on their day, Nurses Day, with warm cards and words. No Diet Day [ May 6 ] If at first you don't succeed, try, try and try again. Well, dear Kate has adopted it as her mantra ! She’s been after Ron for months trying go get him lose some weight, without much success. Finally she convinced him to jo

The Navy Life
A soldier is sitting in his barracks room packing up his personal belongings and getting his gear ready for turn in. He has just about a month and a half left and then he will return to the girl who only has eyes for him. He is happy with life in general at this point as he knows his duity done, his life has improved because of what he's done. But with a month and a half left he dreads what he was just told. He dosn't want to make that call to his girl that after a year of waiting she has to wait another 8 months while he is in afganistan before he can hold her again.

Chid Abuse
Please pass this poem on as a Blue Ribbon Against Child Abuse My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid, I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my Mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all, I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long. When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my Mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it An

Reality Shows
so i have this people at my school who keeps bugging me for me to help him and get some votes... so i guess this blog is just to make him happy and to help him get on the real world... besides its always funny to see gay people on that show right? he will be no exception anyway if ud like to help go vote for him www.realworldcasting.com/people/robertn

Valaries Wicked Weekend
She hadn't the foggiest idea why he wasn't at the bus stop. He had given his word that he'd leave campus for a long weekend so he could spend some quality time with her. Here it was already seven--two hours after his bus had arrived--without him. She sighed. It wasn't like him to build up her hopes and then drop her like a lead cookie. Valerie decided to take one walk back to the ticket window and check the arrival times of subsequent buses. Maybe he'd be on the next one. She hoped he hadn't run into any problems back on campus. Could he have had car trouble on the way to the bus station? Winter roads made Massachusetts travel very difficult. Hearing bad news about Tony would devestate her. Blinking her eyes, she did her best to dispel such bad thoughts. Be positive, she told herself. He'll be here. By ten o'clock she had given up on him. It was Friday night; the three nights they had planned to be together were not to be. Shrugging her shoulders, she headed towards her white Vo

Old Songs/writings Hahaha
http://solair.eunet.yu/~gamax/ read it. its a lot to take in but its great and you can find alot of his music on imeem the lives that we share through friendship and .. life.. are just pieces of death that accumulate until we die ... thats why all the nice people die first" my heart still bleeds my body still aches tears still fall but life goes on with out you i live it makes me sad to know your just like them you used to be sweet but now your just mean i used to care but now your nothing just as i was nothing to you

Check This Out!!!
If you like to Party as much as I do,Then this may be for you! I have posted about 10 survey questions for a friend.She needs important info.on this subject. Please Help her out by contacting me by E-mail,Once you take the surveys. If your interested,She can get back to you,to give you more info.(All Survey are in my Stash.) Thanks CherryTap Family! P.S. She's a CherryTap Member,Please help Support Her!

Sex Sex & More Sex
LOVE IS A TEMPATION THAT STARTS WITH A SENSATION WHEN A GUY STICK'S HIS LOCATION IN A GIRLS DESTINATION TO INCREASE THE POPULATION FOR THE NEXT GENERATION DO YOU GET MY EXPLAINATION OR DO YOU NEED A DEMONSTRATION??? SKY IS BLUE WATER IS WET I'LL MAKE YOU CUM I'LL MAKE YOU SWEAT PRESSED UP AGAINST MY BODY MOVING UP AND DOWN SLOWLY BUT FIRMLY WE'LL MOVE THE GROUND KISSING IS A HABIT FUCKING IS A GAME GUYS GET ALL THE PLEASURE GIRLS GET ALL THE PAIN 10 MINUTES OF PLEASURE 9 MONTHS OF PAIN 3 DAYS IN THE HOSPITAL A BABY WITHOUT A NAME THE BABY IS A BASTURD THE MOTHER IS A WHORE THIS WOULDA NEVER HAPPENED IF THE RUBBER HAD'NT TORE!!! SEX IS LIKE MATH YOU SUBTRACT THE CLOTHES ADD THE LEGS AND PRAY TO GOD YOU DONT MULTIPLY ROSES ARE RED GRASS IS GREEN OPEN YOUR LEGS AND I'LL FILL YOU WITH CREAM HICKORY DICKORY DOCK THIS BITCH WAS SUCKING MY COCK THE CLOCK STRUCK TWO I DUMPED MY GOO AND DUMPED HER TO THE END OF THE BLOCK SEX IS GOOD SEX IS FI

4-whelling
hey everyone i went 4-whellin last night with my hubby and father in law we was muddy as hell i had a ball cant wait to go again that was my first time getting muddy and goin back in the hills it was a pretty view. i love the 4-wheller my hubby bought us. we loved it.

The Last Glimpse
Thursday, October 21, 2004 How was I to know it would be the very last time I ever saw him. I caught my last glimpse as I peered into the rear view mirror, fighting back the encroaching tears as I drove away heading back home. Home, to California, which hadn't felt much like home ever since he left! Home, where the past two years of my life have been spent waiting, wanting, hoping and preparing for his return. Home, which now imprisons me for if I leave I may miss his call. Home, where he, "couldn't wait to come back to", and yet seems so easily forgotten for him. Home, which mocks me with all the reminders and momentos of what was, and what is never to be again. Saying our, "until we meet again" farewells had become an expected and recurring event after each and every visit I made. Almost two years ago he had taken my advice to go back to his homeland in Canada to straighten his affairs and then return to California. My need for him to be an honorable man who was here in the Sta

Tornado In Greensburg Ks
not many people have heard the news in the heartland of western ks a little town of western ks called greensburg ks was hit by a f-5 tornado on friday night taking out the high school and middle school along with it all of kansas has came together as a state to help fund for the families of this community if people can go to ur nearest red cross and donate some money to the greensburg tornado relief fund it would help out alot well i got to go talk to u guys later

Friends
Hi everyone, Just to let you all know i am stillaround but this week I will be a bit busy.. I do my best to reply to everyone who mails or profile comments me. I have a favor to asjk of you all and that is if you could fan me please and i will fan back. If you already have done ty so much... I am going through my friends list one by one to make sure that i have rated everything you all have. So please bear with me if i take a day or two to get back to you. I am on my final week of college and graduate this coming saturday. so i will be rating and fanning you all as much as i can this week. You all take care and keep in touch Huggers Tigsy

Songs For You
She's beautiful in her simple little way She don't have too much to say when she gets mad She understands she don't let go of anything Even when the pain gets really bad I guess I should have been more like that You had it all for a pretty little while And somehow you made me smile when i was sad You took a chance on a bruised and beaten heart And then you realized you wanted what you had I guess I should have been more like that I should have held onto my pride I should have never let you lie I guess you got what you deserve I guess I should have been more like her Forgiving you, well she's stronger than I am You don't look much like a man from where I'm at It's plain to see desperation showed its truth You love her as she loves you with all she has I guess I should have been more like that I should have held onto my pride I should have never let you lie I guess you got what you deserve I guess I should have been more like her She's beautiful in her

In Memory Of My Daddy
On May 7th 2006 My daddy was taken from me at 4:45 am i went in to check on my father and he was laying there dying on our bed in our home i ran to him and tryed everything i could with my mother laying next to him and my 3 y old just cryin well i called 911 and as i was talking to them he looked at my mother and smiled looked at me and smiled and then took his last breathe while my hand on his chest his heart burst in my hands..... That is a day i will never forget and i will treaure forever......Tommarrow is a year that my daddy has been gone but u know it was just like yesterday that it happen i have nightmares about it but u know they dont bother me anymore cause i know that he is in a better place and that he is not suffering or in any pain where he is My daddy Earl was and always will be the greatest man i have ever known and i will never forget him for as long as i live and i will see him again but until i do i know that he is watchin over us.... We all love u and miss u R.I.P D

Song Of The Week 17
Yep, it's that time again. This weeks song is WALK by Pantera Song Name - Walk Artist - Pantera Album - Vulgar Display Of Power Song Number - 3 of 11 Song Length - 5:14 Lyrics Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence One step from lashing out at you... You want in to get under my skin And call yourself a friend I've got more friends like you What do I do? Is there no standard anymore? What it takes, who I am, where I've been Belong You can't be something you're not Be yourself, by yourself Stay away from me A lesson learned in life Known from the dawn of time Respect, walk Run your mouth when I'm not around It's easy to achieve You cry to weak friends that sympathize Can you hear the violins playing you song? Those same friends tell me your every word Are you talking to me? No way punk That's ya song for this week, see ya next week

Jaded
Girl Anachronism Artist: Dresdon Dolls Album: Dresdon Dolls Year: 2004 Submitted by: sophie you can tell from the scars on my arms and cracks in my hips and the dents in my car and the blisters on my lips that i'm not the carefullest of girls you can tell from the glass on the floor and the strings that're breaking and i keep on breaking more and it looks like i am shaking but it's just the temperature and then again if it were any colder i could disengage if i were any older i would act my age but i dont think that youd believe me it's not the way i'm meant to be it's just the way the operation made me and you can tell from the state of my room that they let me out too soon and the pills that i ate came a couple years too late and ive got some issues to work through there i go again pretending to be you make-believing that i have a soul beneath the surface trying to convince you it was accidentally on purp

Friendship Revisited
Staring into the eyes of lost friendship,the deep dark recess where used to dwell love,and hope. Now there is little there except the lingering echoes of what once was,slipping through your hands and mind like water. Can what was lost ever be regained?or just fixed,patched together,leaving only memories to fill in the gaps. Will it ever be the same,will things grow back or must they be torn down,to be rebuilt stronger. Friends abandoned,love destroyed,so that those friendships,that love, can be built again,stronger than before. Oldest,dearest friends hide hate,fear or resentment from everyone,even themselves, old hurts never completely forgiven. Try as hard as you can,the old hurts is inside, festering in the wounds,poisoning from inside of yourself any chance at a complete reconciliation. Let us look inside ourselves now friends,or what's left of friendships,and see what is there,find the taint rotting there And kill it in the purity of real,true,complete,and

Top Cherries Today List
Thanks to all my friends, fans, and family members plus all the others the have visited my page, I have made the Top Cherries List Today, and I feel pretty special to make that list for some reason lol:) any much love out to all of you for adding me or requesting my friendship, have a cherrylicious day, thanks xoxo

Yester Year
Memories of that first kiss on a cold winter night, I looked in your eyes, the whole world slowed. My heart skipped a beat when you said yes when I asked if I could, I held you close, the whole world slowed. Our lips met, hesitate and soft. We shared a moment, the whole world slowed. A moment only it took, yet seemed a lifetime. I still remember that first kiss, when the whole world slowed

My Mom
Tomorrow will be the 1st year since I lost my Mom..she was the sweetest person I've ever known and I'm so proud to have been her son...So when May 7th arrive, I will not be mad I will will happy that she's in no more pain and sad that she's no longer here with me. She has and always will be my #1 girl til the day I die...Love you Mom..........

Fuckin Sucks.
so. i got stood up friday night. wtf is up with that? apparently a birthday party was better than hanging out with me (even though HE'S the one who asked me out). make sense to anyone else? fuck him.

Day2: The Rules Have Changed But The Game Has Stayed The Same Win A Month Blast!
Alright this is day 2. Come on ladies get on it. I don't want to think all my friends are slackers LOL .Time is running out. Submit a picture(s) and ask your friends to sign up for a free account to vote for you when you go up for voting. It's that simple. Tell them to tell you the user ID they picked so you can tell me (make sure you tell me! at least once a day so I can keep track). Not only you can win a free MONTH BLAST but if you have the most friends sign up under you THEY ALL GET FREE GOLD ACCOUNTS FOR THE YEAR! So they aren't just helping you. They are helping themselves. ONCE EVERYONE STARTS TELLING ME WHO IS UNDER THEM. I WILL POST WHO IS IN THE LEAD EVERYDAY IN A STICKY BULLETIN AT NIGHT. BELOW IS THE ORIGINAL BULLETIN IF YOU HAVE READ IT YESTERDAY YOU CAN STOP HERE. IF YOU JUST ARE SEEING IT CONTINUE ON. I see where my experiment is headed. The guys are to cheap on here to pay a dollar for you even though they are getting something worth $10. Cheap bastard

Alcholo
Dear Alcohol First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays, hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and

A Prayer For You....
I said a prayer for you today..........I asked the lord to walk with you, to hold your hand tight. I asked him to be patient with you and warm up that cold bruised heart. I asked him to send you someone to love, and someone to love you. Someone who would love you unconditionally and accept you for who you are. Someone to hold you when you cry, to stand beside you when times are low and give you a reason to pick yourself up. And when life is in doubt, to give you the desire to aspire your dreams. I asked him to give you the strength to understand you have to work and fight to keep love alive. It takes forgiveness and understanding, we all know no one but him is perfect, we have to love like there is no tomorrow. I asked him to send you someone who will follow you to the end of the world and who will love you and cherrish you to your last breath here on earth....... I said a prayer for me today............I asked the lord to grant me serinity. I asked him to allow you to forgive me fo

Jokes
My Prays an Thought's go out to everyone who has lost someone or had something Taken from them on this day 11/9/01 though it has been now 6yrs it still makes me cry an wonder "WHY" this was done for? So My Prayes an Thought's are with you all. Bye for now Your Good Friend Brian Kelly. Here in Australia. A man was extremely overweight, so his doctor put him on a diet. “ I want you to eat regularly for two days, then skip a day,” he told Him. “Do this for two weeks. Then next time I see you, you should Have lost a few kilo’s. When the man came back two weeks later, he had lost 10 kilos. “That’s amazing!” the doctor said. “And you did this just by Following that simple diet plan?” The man nodded. “I’ll tell you, though , I thought I was going to drop Dead the third day.” “ From hunger, you mean?” the doctor asked. “ No, from skipping!” ***** A women was driving her nine-year-old granddaughter to a Mus

A Not So Funny Parallel
I had bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used to be...quiet, serene and

Tainted
Let it go… By T. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don’t want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can’t make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn’t mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over And you’ve got to know when people’s part in your story is over so that you don’t keep trying to raise the dead.

This Is Just Me...
ok this is just me and i aint to good at stuff like this but i am gonna try... i am 29 not married yet but attached...my girl is on here too....twoshy. we have been with eachother for almost three years and i wanna marry her...just dont know when we will maybe september. i work at a plant in west virginia...its an ok job...could be worse and it has been worse so i aint bitchin. i work long hours...12 hour shifts and its midnights so that could be alot better but its not so thats the way it goes. its a dogs life...lol. i like sports...football i am a raiders fan, hockey, baseball and wwe wrestling...john cena kicks ass. i like weed but cant do it cause of my job which sucks for me...lol. i am into movies, video games and music...i like to dance and not no two stepping shit...i like hip hop and rap. i am an 80's diehard music fan but i like all kinds of music. i am a quite guy but i get to know ya and i dont stay quiet for long. i like to laugh and mellow people are the ones that

My Writings
They call me a voyer. I like to watch, I like to see the things hidden underneeth I like to know the whole truth. is that so bad, is that morally wrong, why is it that we have to hide all the time from the scrutiny of others, because what we like to do makes them squirm? I like to participate, pleausres givin, touches so soft and sensual, carresses so deep and meaningfull, again hearts lost in passion, eyes locked in a loving embrace, fingers moving to the rythem of anothers beat, hearts intertwinded soft wispers carressing the ears. is this what we call passion, where fires burn deep within us, where our lives mingle and hearts burn with desire, do we act? shall we set and wonder what can be shall we wonder what was life revolves around the wants and needs of the hearts of the people that own them, life and love and happiness all blended together where life melts and hearts and minds combine one of these days, happiness will find me, One of t

Levels Of Hangovers
Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced teas and

Crazy Stuff
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use the word 'politic

Another White Dash
Well I've finally moved upstairs into my bigger room. There are still some little tweeks that need to be done like getting the sword holders for my weapons on minimal distruction. I can't wait to get the bigger TV and the HD cable box. I'm going to enjoy this one for awhile. I hot to also sometime soon get some people here to entertain them. Hey everybody it's one of thoes times where try to pimp people out. It's Stanford's Folding@Home Project. Google it because it's alot of scientific things. The main goal is to learn more about how protiens fold and what that does to our bodies. So I'm asking people to join up with my team it's Penguin Ninja Team #68047 Thanks for taking the time to read it.

S.a.m.f. Contest
COMENT THE HELL OUT OF MY PIC SO I WIN http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=721974&albumid=332760&i=3033759052 COMENT THE HELL OUT OF MY PIC SO I WIN http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=721974&albumid=332760&i=3033759052

Whorship Me
Let me lead you through my hell Come to me and sacrifice your soul Be mine for eternity Let me devour your beauty Wander with me through my domain See what my paradise can offer let me show you what evil is Worship Me

Diva
DIVA She steps down off her throne Hands held high in the night sky Commanding her will onto the world Her servants kneel at her feet Begging for her wrath to be quick Oceans rise, Storms collide She smiles at her devastation But have they suffered enough Molten lave spews from its core The world moves They beg her for mercy She knows they have not suffered nearly enough Fire and Ice like Love and Hate come together Chaos surrounds the panic stricken mortals She laughs yet is saddened This all could have been a dream But now it must be a reality She must teach them No one messes with her world

Take My Hand
Bizarre nights rushed endless through cascading falls Drowned in their sorrow Chased by their fears Shrouded by the hate they have carried Moon shines bright as they run through the dark Their armor torn apart by their enemies Blood trickling from their wounds Painting a path for the goblins to follow Screams rise high in the night sky As demons feast on their prey I am Evil Take my hand Bizarre nights rushed endless through cascading falls Drowned in their sorrow Chased by their fears Shrouded by the hate they have carried Moon shines bright as they run through the dark Their armor torn apart by their enemies Blood trickling from their wounds Painting a path for the goblins to follow Screams rise high in the night sky As demons feast on their prey I am Evil Take my hand

Torment
Memories wander in dark places Wounding the life of my soul Causing pain to burn my mind Essence of life draining slowly Flashes of light, time and space crossing my mind Blinding me from what I need to see Confusion and wonder playing together with happiness Tormented by love, scared of tomorrow Vices and nails destroying my thoughts Dull pain turning into unbearable torture Stop it please Make it go away

Pain And Sorrow
Pain and sorrow fill every part of my being. I lost what I most wanted. A dream shattered into a million pieces. Never to be put together again. I see you and want to reach out to you ,hold you like I did so long ago.To tell you its alright,everything will be alright. A lie. One I must continue to tell myself to be able to go on. Thoughts of you constantly run through my mind. I know you have moved on. My pain and sorrow so strong. Just wanting to see you to be near you. To touch you to hold you once again. Yet another dream never to be realized. I will go on living with my pain and sorrow. Till another angel shows me the light I long to walk into and take me out of this hell that has been created by the loss of a dream

Soul Search
Evil nights pass wicked days. Memories merging into one. Her mind races to find peace, only to be thrown into darkness. He looks for her through the hopeless night only hearing her screams. Not knowing where to look. She tries to speak his name, her voice falls silent. Her words lost in the night sky. He reaches out to her only to touch her shadow. Their souls touch only for a moment. Teasing them with the sweetness of love. Before ripping it from their clutches. She falls to her knees begging for this to end. Laughter rises in the dark night. What evil is this that tortures their souls. Playing with them as if they were his own. An icy chill runs through her spine. Her screams echo off the darkness. Shooting through his body likes knives through his heart. He runs through the black night. The darkness ripping at his flesh. He sees her. A single star illuminating the ground where she lays. He rushes to her side. Kneeling beside her he holds her tight in his

Fooloing The World
Yesterday gone, today almost over, tomorrow will never come. My sorrow so deep I cant let myself feel it. I want to love, too soon to fast I fall. Always to be hurt, never to be healed. I need to be loved, my loneliness my only friend. Not knowing what tomorrow brings, to scared to find out. Only wanting, needing and crying. So alone.... So Scared. Cursing the darkness, Praying for light. Wanting more than I will ever have, Love never in my reach. Only a dream, never a reality. Fooled so many times, left with pain and heartache. Always wanting more. Tomorrow only brings more pain, more wanting, more needing. Sorrow getting deeper. Never wanting to feel, shutting out the pain. Pretending to be happy. Pretending to be OK. Fooling the world.

Silence
The night echoed with the fear of darkness Silence howeled in tortured pain My mind racng through my world Trying to find my thoughts Diistracted by silence Showing my dreams aside Leaving me with nothing

I Hope
I hope, I wish, I want to be near you So much keeps apart. So much we cannot see So much we cannot talk about I hope, I wish, I want you to love me But we see with our eyes and don't listen to our hearts Apart we are and apart we shall be Sight is blind and love is unheard Pain and fear separate two hearts meant to be together Two soul searching for a companion Not knowing where to look Not knowing if love will ever be found My hoping, wishing, and wanting will go on forever Until they see with their heart and listen to their souls

Silence
Sadness,longing,wishing and wanting Not knowing what i can do Not knowing what I can say So scared you'll leave I want to be with you But you are so far away Out of my reach The light in your eyes has faded Replaced by darkness Lost forever

Loss
Wanting to see you. To be near you. To touch you and hold you again. Yet another dream never to be realized. I will go on living with my pain and sorrow till another angel shows me the light I long to walk into and take me out of this hell. That has been created by the loss of a dream.

Lost
Rattled night sleep Too much hangs my head Rent due.... No Money Stomach rumbles ....no food What am I going to do Need to work.... no jobs Want love... No Woman .. no man Where to go Wrapped in darkness ... where's the light Restless, Sleep escapes me Get up raise my head Energy gone.... Body tired Mind moving faster than light

Pain
How can I forget? Your love was so strong I felt nothing could ever hurt me. But I was wrong. Many nights alone I cried myself to sleep. Wondering where you were, what you were doing or whether you were still alive. You'd come home and Id ask you where you were. Your reply "Out...just out that's all." I never let you see the hurt. You never knew my pain. How could you when I kept silent? Our lives started to fall apart. We didn't talk. We clashed at every turn. One of us had to give so I left. I see you now and I long to be with you. I long to touch you and hold you in my arms. I want to fall asleep and wake up with you near me. My heart melts whenever you smile at me. My body quivers at every touch. No matter how much I want you or long to be with you. I cant forget. The pain never spoken. The pain never heard.

How Dare You
How dare you say you love me, when you can turn so quickly. Another pretty face ... Another soft voice. your heart is so fickle. Can you feel my hatred? Can you feel my anger? Can you sense the vengeance a crushed heart wishes upon you. "Nothing will ever get in our way." Hollow words from a fickle heart falling on wanting ears. Well, you can take you hollow words and shove them where the....you deserve a death more painful than those before you. I knew them to be liars and cheats. But oh no you had to be sweet ...you had to be charming. I actually believed the words that you spoke. " I didn't want to hurt you." Well, wanting and doing are two different things arnt they. You DID hurt me and my pain turned to anger. So now I hope you burn in HELL!!!

Do Single Moms Have To Be Single Forever???
Why does it have to be so hard for a single mom to find a good man? I will be the first one to admit that my life is far from perfect, but damn, it feels like no one wants to even take the time out to get to know me. I know I'm not the prettiest or skinniest girl in the world... but is that all that men care about?? Do single moms have to be single forever????

Remember
Remember when you said your love was eternal? Remember when you said noone has ever loved you or made you feel the way I do? What bullshit was that? I let you into my heart. I let you in deeper than anyone has ever been. In return I get silence. I get the brushoff. I get "well I'll call you back a little later." Well, later never seemed to come. Yet I sit here hoping all is not lost. I can hear the giggling in the background when I call. Does she help you keep your bed warm at night? Did she replace the love I sent to you? The Love so easily tossed in the corner. Once, Like I, so loved, Now just something else you have to take care of. Thank you for driving the steak deep into my heart ... for destroying all my hopes and dreams. For proving love, no matter how strongly felt can be wiped out in a nanosecond of universal time

My Favorite
Opening his chest with her bare hands she reaches in and steals back the heart she has given him. He didn't protect it like he should have. He didn't love her like he said he did. As she rips the pumping organ from his warm carcass she wonders if he would have tried harder had he known the consequences. Oh well, second chances are for fools. She tried to many times to reward the stupid selfish man with..."Just one more chance." only to end up more miserable than before. Enough is enough, If you don't want to worship her the first time, your fate is sealed. May You Be At Peace With Your Maker. Looking at the whole in his chest, the blood soaking his clothes. The look of pure fear and confusion. She smiles "Now" she says in an evil whisper "you know what it feels like to give something and never get it back." His body slumps to the floor. His eyes begging for forgiveness. She shakes her head "not today" she has what she came for. She takes her heart and goes on with her life.

Lighter Side
Sweet Sapphire Sunshine Graced the horizon Light filled my eyes Morning song fluttered through my window Breeze, Light as a whisper, touch my face I woke and greeted the day Memories of love filled my heart I turned and smiled as my prince slept A child like innocence crossed his face God how I loved him He was my life and I worshiped him

Witches
Mystic,Magic Memories Make Horn of toad,Tail of snake Crossing fingers,Foot of hare Casting spells without a care Spell or potion,Friend or Foe Eye of Newt and Pigeon toe Watch the cauldron churn and bubble Need it quick on the double Leg of Spider,Wing of Bat A pinch of this a dash of that Stir it twice and then its done Witches brew anyone?

For My Uncle
And We Cry Dreams wander endless in the night sky Hopes covering us with their love, keeping us warm Memories living long past that of the physical world And We Cry Joys come to us everyday, Unnoticed Till we take the time to look back and realize Even the smallest joy is just as precious And Still we cry Loved ones leave, taken to a place of light and love Held close and protected in their father\'s arms And Still we cry They are safe and know that they are loved Casting their love upon is through rays of light Watching over us keeping us safe, Protected

For My Grandfather
The sun will set and the moon will rise You'll wipe the tears that flow from your eyes Remember this now and you will know That I'll be with you where ever you go The sun comes down to touch your face My arms come with it in a warm embrace And in the night you see my eyes As the stars shine down covering the skys The wind will blow and sounds you'll hear With them will come a whisper so clear In the snow you'll see me to As my love comes down to cover you So even though it may seem I've gone You should know you'll never be alone Just look around you everyday And I'll be there in some small way

Fly
Wash away your regrets, the path to your salvation lies ahead.Let the waves of joy wash away your anger.Let the currents take you to where you wish to be.To places that shine with splendor and radiate with cosmic gayety. All this is your and it will only cost you .... Your Soul. Join the billions of people who have traveled the silver staircase to the land of light and love. Join the family you never knew, friends yo have long forgotten.Take the last trip of your lifetime.Join us on AirHeaven. Where the water taste like whine and the service is always four star. There is no first class all our passengers are given the special treatment. We make sure you travel in comfort to your final destination. Rested and ready to walk the stairs to your eternal spot in paradise.

Confession
Forgive me father for I have sinned I have thought of myself above all others I have been proud to live in your garden while others suffer I have eaten from your bountiful table while others starve Forgive me for i have loved myself before all others I have taken from those with little and not given back I have seen the danger yet kept silent I have found your riches and hid them for myself Forgive me for I envy all those who's hand you touch I have shadowed your light from those who wish to see I have drowned out your voice from those who wish to hear I have made numb those who wish to feel Forgive me father for i am not human Forgive me father for I have sinned I have thought of myself above all others I have been proud to live in your garden while others suffer I have eaten from your bountiful table while others starve Forgive me for i have loved myself before all others I have taken from those with little and not given back I have seen the danger yet kept silent

Fondue
A pinch of this,a pinch of that Sure to make me nice and fat A little dash a bit of spice Always makes it really nice Watch it bubble stir it quick I hope it doesn't make me sick Take a spoon and have a taste MmmMmm this isn't going to waste But it needs a little fix Hmm lets add this to the mix Now where'd I put that shiny top We'll let it simmer in the pot Here we go,done... almost All i need is a little toast Grab a plate,a napkin to God I love Chocolate Fondue

Final Walk
When the time comes and you make your final walk, what will you have to offer? Did you fight with knowledge or did you resort to violence? Did you praise a child or beat them while they cried? Did you help others in need or find it to much trouble? What will be your finest memory? A soft breeze while watching the sunrise or yelling at someone to get out of your way? Having dinner with a good friend or "Hamburger and fries to go please."? What will be your wish? To return to a world of wonder or be thankful that its over? What will be the reality? Life is to short,do not hold hate in your heart. Live with Love

Funny
Grandma and Grandpa were visiting their kids overnight. When Grandpa found a bottle of Viagra in his son's medicine cabinet, he asked about using one of the pills. The son said, "I don't think you should take one Dad; they're very strong and very expensive." "How much?" asked Grandpa. $10.00 a pill," answered the son. "I don't care," said Grandpa, "I'd still like to try one, and before we leave in the morning, I'll put the money under the pillow." The next morning, the son found $110.00 under the pillow. He called Grandpa and said, "I told you each pill was $10.00, not $110.00." "I know," said Grandpa. "The hundred is from Grandma

The Dark Mistress
Well... where do i start? I feel like a new girl now! I's stumbling to find words now. Ok, i started out on Friday thinking that i just did not want to greet that day! I just couldnt believe that i had to be out of bed and gone so early in the morning for me... i felt sleep raped (or deprived). I wasn't looking forward to going too my training for my new job because we had a test that day and i couldnt study the night before because Joel (such a sweetie) asked me if i wanted to go too the movies whilst i was out delivering my b-day party invites! I got all excited that i was gonna be going out, and i told him I'd be there as soon as i was done and had dropped off a mate who was coming along with me! So i eventually got back to Joel's and drove us down too Carousel. We saw Pirates Of The Caribbean 3 - At Worlds End. That was a great movie! Wonderful how they've twisted all the characters around! Remember how they began? They become complete opposites! *wee* It was great! Althoug

See The World Through My Eyes
i started this profile so memeber here can view my photos and make comments on what you think of them. the profile pics is of me. so make a comment please. I hope all here enjoys my work. thank you

What's Been Goin On
Hi all I hope your Thursday is a good one?? Mine has been OK. The mower guys came yesterday and finally mowed our yard! The grass was up to our knees!!! They had to come back today and finish it, so they got done about 8 or so. I paid them and that was that. I can't believe they didn't show up til the 20Th to do our yard! Goodness, had me worried, that is the last thing that we need is a $200 fine for our grass!!!! Well had a busy day, had to pay on our loan, but they got robbed this morning! So going to go pay them tomorrow, and take out money for hubby for the next two weeks! He had a stressful and crummy day! He got a load going to close to Chicago, IL. Well he was supposed to be loaded at around 1pm or so, maybe 3 at the latest, well he didn't get loaded until 7:30 pm!! He called his dispatcher and told them that, and they said OK just get there as soon as you can. Now mind you Darryl had been up all day already, so he started driving, and was gonna lay down for an hour or so. Well

Why I Want To Marry Tigger
Well i dont talk to alot of people anymore. My life is going to hell on me and i am also thinking about leaving fubar. I am tired of the drama bs that goes on. Sometimes I feel like I am in high school all over again. I mean come on. I am becoming sick and I dont know what I have. My body is not liking what I have. I just dont know what to do anymore. I am just getting this out of my system. I guess that's what blogs are for?? lol. yep. im gunna go smoke now.

Guys
Hi to all for some reason I guess some guys cant read when it says on my profile GIRLS ONLY please! im single and looking yes but not for a guy ok please give me a chance to breath ok 100 guys a day or more its soo hard to catch up and talk to my other friends I have on here . thank you all.

Troll World
I WAS THE INSPIRATION FOR THIS SONG for those who dont have sound Ken] Wanna go for a ride? [Barbie] Sure, Ken! [Ken] Well, forget it! [Barbie] I'm an ugly girl, my face makes you hurl said I have it, I should bag it Acne everywhere, unwanted facial hair I'm a relation to Frankenstein's creation [Ken] You're so ugly You disgust me [Barbie] I'm a bland homley girl All alone in the world I'm as flat as a board Thin and lanky [Ken] You're a dog, and a troll Were you hit by a train? Don't go near you 'Cause your breath is skanky [Barbie] Don't get touched I'm afraid 'Cause guys say I'm an eyesore I'm an ugly girl, my face makes you hurl said I have it, I should bag it Acne everywhere, unwanted facial hair I'm a relation to Frankenstein's creation [Ken] You're so ugly You disgust me [Barbie] Boo hoo, hoo, yeah [Ken] You're so ugly You disgust me [Barbie] booo , Ooooo Oh, let's go out and have some fun! [Ken]

Friends And Family
k i will tell it to everyone i am a bi married women... i am not looking for men i am married and happily married... now yes i am looking for a women to get to know and then lets see what happens then... so if your a man please don't ask to be in my family it will not happen sorry its reserved for women and the couple of men i have on it now that have not tried to hit on me and like me as a friend sorry to be like this but my shout box is gitting way to full with request to see my family privite pictures wiht them being in the family privite that is what they are... so if your a women go ahead and ask and let me get to know ya men don't ask..... unless i can trust ya but then thats hard to do... Hey hey everyone well to tell everyone i have been real busy. I just started a new job and have been working all week.. tring to learn this new job so i have been on the computer at work all week so by the time i get home i don;t feel like being on the computer... soon as a git into this job

My Computer Broke
I feel like a Blind Man.All the Knowledge I thought I had is on my Broken Comp.It needs to be reformated.I can't even send Morph's in to have them Made.The way they have this comp,that I'm on now.I'm Lost,Blind,Frustrated.I can't make no shortcuts or nothing.I can't even go to a site.get my wolf picture.an come back into cherrytap.I'm Totally Fucked,bigtime.Stumped beyond your wildest dreams.What ever window I leave open,wether its a comment box or message with my wolf or picture link installed upon my return it's gone.This comp might move like Lightning but what good is it if I can't Multitask.My time for today is almost up.Not even worth coming to Cherrytap on this computer.Lost everything,from my image hosting site,graphic sites,pictures that I can't replace.Bumbing is what I'm doing.Then my new salutes I made yesterday,cherrytap won't except them.says if I continue to send in unexceptable salutes my account will be deleeted.I've seen alot of mother f-in lousey salutes,that they do

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What Would You Do/how Would You Feel??
I have a question!!! What would you do and how would you feel if a family member stabbed you in the back?? That has happened to me and it does not feel good at all. Let me set it up for you....Late one night I was making sure the grand baby was going to stay asleep so I decided to log into my MySpace account, it was almost midnight. When I logged in I noticed that my aunt was online and that puzzled me because she goes to bed early. When I looked at the time and saw that it was almost midnight I wondered why and where she was this late. There was only two places that my aunt could have been and once I thought more about it I knew she wasn't at either place. So the next morning I called her and asked what she was doing online so late and she told me she wasn't, that she was in bed. I told her that someone was in her MySpace account and she said that it wasn't her and asked me to change her password. My aunt came by that morning and I changed it for her. Later that morning I re

My Personal Jagermeister Song I Came Up With That I Made And Got Copy Righted
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