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Poems!!!
Before I was myself you made me, me With love and patience, discipline and tears, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Allowing me to sail upon my sea, Though well within the headlands of your fears. Before I was myself you made me, me With dreams enough of what I was to be And hopes that would be sculpted by the years, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Relinquishing your powers gradually To let me shape myself among my peers. Before I was myself you made me, me, And being good and wise, you gracefully As dancers when the last sweet cadence nears Bit by bit stepped back to set me free. For love inspires learning naturally: The mind assents to what the heart reveres. And so it was through love you made me, me By slowly stepping back to set me free. By Dimitri Shostakovich A mother's love determines how We love ourselves and others. There is no sky we'll ever see Not lit by that first love. Stripped of love, the universe Would

This Site.!!
First off I wana say im here to make friends ok not for points or money or what ever like alot of you are ok. im here tryin to get along with every one and get to know some in the process ok. when I put a sign on my profile and it says GIRLS ONLY it dont mean all guys take a look at me and try to add your self to my list ok. I sure dont appreciate some 1 who steals from me either like pics I dont steal from none of you I respect you all soo why take from me fare is fare right?? Now onto another matter we all have pics of course and yes I have pics and kinky ones too ok. and for some reason they seem to delete and boot my pics but its ok to have sum woman showin off her puss and sum guy showin off his tool or a couple flat out havin sex whats up with that??.. thats not fare at all your gunna pick on me but you wont do nothin to them why?? think about it this is happening to all of us everyday ok. and it has to stop some where. Thank you for your time your frien

Standard Rant
The soul assumes a kind of apathy which is soon metamorphosed into pleasures a thousand times more exquisite than those which weakness and self-indulgence would procure for them. -- Marquis De Sade when i sit and think about how life progresses, the on,y thing i could come up with, is that there is no true constant. people come and go, emotions are unstable, society tends to look down upon its inhabitants. nothing is ever as it seems to be and never shall be again. to those that see this picture, need to understand that i am this skinny not because i don't eat, but because i have a very high metabloism. i weigh 169lbs and stand 6'2". yes i am a skinny lil kuss, but that aint my fault. i normally eat 4 meals aday.

Why R Guys Such Dicks????
THERE IS A ASSHOLE AND DEAD BEAT DAD UP THERE. HIS NAME IS DEREK GOODGINE (AKA ON MYSPACE DR.G,LIL ROMEO AND MR. 615) . WE DATED FOR 10 MONTHS, I EVEN MOVED TO KINGSTON SPRINGS TENNEESSEE WITH HIM SO HE COULD TRY TO GET CUSTODY OF HIS OTHER SON.NOW HE LIVES IN NASHVILLE... AS SOON AS HE FOUND OUT THAT I WAS PREGNANT WITH HIS BABY HE HAD MY MOM DRIVE UP THERE TO COME GET ME.MY SON IS A YEAR and 1/2 OLD NOW AND HE HAS NEVER EVEN HEARD DEREKS VOICE( IM NOT COMPLAINING CAUSE WE ARE BETTER OF WITHOUT HIM) AND DEREK HASNT EVEN TRIED TO HELP TAKE CARE OF THE HE HELPED CREATE. JUST A FAIR WARNING !!!!!! WATCH OUT FOR THIS ASSHOLE HE WILL KNOCK YOU UP AND THEN SEND YOU PACKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY GUYS ARE SUCH DICKS..... U COULD TREAT THEM LIKE KINGS, GIVE THEM ANYTHING THEY WANT AND COULD EVER DESIRE AND THEY STILL WANT TO TREAT U LIKE SHIT... IS IT THE MACHO,EGO THING??? A WOMAN CAN BE THE NICEST, PRETTIEST, MOST C

What The Fuck
u know i have just tried to have a new mum i never did one at all and i just did one and people r calling me gay homo fag and shit like that i dont know what there problem is but it is pissing me off now

Dont Wonder
Dont wonder about whats going on dont wonder about how things are dont worry your pretty lil smile right off your face because alls well that ends well and everything is just A-OK.... I couldnt be great and i couldnt have a greater life so what if things have not gone all that great but i have 3 great kids and a wonderful man that means the world to me and I also have a great family besides my 3 great kids, my mom is such a big help in my life and then there is my second mom that has been there since i was 4 she was there when the worst was going on and my real mom and dad was sick and as i grew up she has become one of my best friends and taught me to fellow my heart and see all the love that i have to share it with the one i love and since i have learned to share my love with that one specail person in my life it has been a new being for me and i wouldnt want it anyother way because its like a total completness. With the steps of love being taken and the steps of heling one an other

Life Of A Pothead
laters peeps wont be back for awhile ...........KISSES TO ALL MY LOVELY BITCHES... sup, how ya been? NEWARK — Police may be closer to finding the person responsible for a Tuesday night fatal shooting of a pizza delivery man on Jefferson Street. Police released a composite sketch of a "person of interest" in a 4 a.m. Tuesday robbery of an Incredible Pizza driver on South Pine Street. During that incident a delivery man was robbed by three white men, one of which had a handgun. ADVERTISEMENT Newark Police Acting Chief Al Zellner said that robbery may be related to an 11:30 p.m. apparent robbery attempt Tuesday that took the life of Robert A. Swick, 41, of Newark. Both incidents included a bogus pizza order to an existing address. Licking County Crime Stoppers has offered a $1,000 reward for information that leads to the conviction of those involved in the incidents. Swick, who was delivering pizza for Papa John’s to a Jefferson Street address, died as a result

Lil Brother
So I never thought this day would come so quick, but it has and its been 18years comming and my lil brother is finally graduating on May 13th. See for graduation some people get a car or they get told that the got a trip to somewhere, so for my bros present i gave his 2 12inch Diamond Audio D3 subs and a *brand new* Pioneer CD Player... So then in fall he's off the Peru State College in Nebraska for Sports Management and I wish him all the luck in the world.

I Love My Wife!!
I love my wife with all my heart. We recently went through a tough time, but hopefully a brighter future will shine through for us. I know she wants to be able to not have to work and just have financial freedom. I am working my tail off to give that to her. Thats all I've ever wanted; was to just provide for her. Amber really makes me appreciate each and every day. Especially when those days are with her. In the past I was always too busy doing stoopid shit that I could've set aside to spend more time with her. We spent ~1 week together, almost every hour by each others side, and it made me realize how much I loved being around her. I wish I could have days like that every day. Amber; I love you with all my heart. I may not be able to give you much, but at least I can give you my whole heart.

Im Tired..
Im tired, im tired of being alone. im tired of people calling me ugly and calling me names. im tired of nit having some one to come home too after work. im tired of not having some one to talk to besides guys or my employees at work. im tired of my life bein a total mess. im tired of hurting at night from my parents beating on me when I was a kid. im tired of missing my lil brother. I collect exotic animals to replace all I miss and I have screwed up in my life. I have been alone 4 yrs now. im tired of not knowing what to do from day to day time to time any more. all I do is work and sleep . Im soo tired of living... im tired.

U Just Wish It Was Yours
i know most of u drive either leagally or not well im here to just make a statement no one really knows me but im a truck driver and guess what i got something to say to all of you. just cuz ur little car or pickup can zip around trucks doesnt make u safe from getting killed by one the only reason im writing this is im tired of seeing body bags on the high way plus i just bought another truck and i dont want in a wreck look i know im rambbling but i think this will go with what im trying to say. a couple of months ago i was in L.A. a car was flying 2 lanes from me on the left i was in the process of trying to pass another truck the guy driving the car saw his exit and shot across 3 lanes of traffic to get to it well he made it across 2 lanes safe well not exactly safe he was inches from being my new hood orniment but he didnt make it all the way across member the truck i was passing he hit the truck and well long story short they couldnt show him at the funeral and the truck driver he

Saturday
So This Paradise Born Again…is what the Christians call it…saved, reborn, redeemed…is what The New American Roget’s College Thesaurus says…revelation, epiphany…after a years of searching for love through sex…trying to perfect my skills…trying to compensate for the emptiness…trying to find comfort with women… whether it is a year, a month, a week, a day, or a moment…searching for purpose…I have used and I have been used…sex was how I showed love…sex was how I said I love you…it’s what they all wanted…I would stay away from women who liked the “beach muscle”…superficial…I needed the connection…I needed the empathic connection…anybody can just fuck…I had to make a connection that goes beyond the physical…a connection that made me special…something that made her stay…even if it was just for a while…Lord knows I am not gifted in the crotch area…have to make do with what I got…always learning…always trying to get better…readi

I Want To Know Why People.....
Things are alot better now that my neice moved out ...It is quieter and no more fighting and yelling...We just can not live together, but I do miss her aned my lil great nephew ALOT though...She is like my own kid and he is such a good boy...I just hope she settles down some more and feels better about things too...I love them both with all my heart and it hurt when she left, but that was my chocie...Well I asked her to leave but none the less she will be better off because now the baby has someone to play with and go outside to play with too:D...So Carrie remember I love ya if you read this..Auntie is here if you need a shoulder and remember that ALWAYS....T. please tell me why people be posting the stupid ass shit they do in the bullitens????I mean are they not sposed to be for important stuff????I am tired of going to read a post and it says...MAIL THIS TOO 200 PEOPLE OR YOULL BE DEAD BY MORNING...OR IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND YOULL DO THIS....I am NOT able to post for every single 1 of m

Thursday's Poem
Zeus's Toy April 2005 MDJ Oh, my feet have grown roots into this carpet! A sudden striking of your Aphroditian beauty Befuddles and bewilders me! Here, within these halls of eating, Where all expect everything bland Upon inspection, even mundane; To find you! Such exceptionally rare and exquisite visual repasts, Calls for more self control Than any man alive may condone! Are you the gods, play toy? A being carved not from flesh Rather the unrestrained desires of immortals Incarnated to drive the normal man mad? Zeus must have called to the 7 corners of the world Requiring a full pantheon of goddesses divine attributes To pose while he chiseled alabaster marble, Painted midnight stars into your hair Laughing when he breathed life into you, A walking talking breathing incomparable statue Designed to melt the race of mens hearts! Your every step and bounce An ache to the wandering soul Of every male within eyesight; Hearing church bells ring with

Vtech Students And Professors
Please everyone one way or another pay some respect to the families and friends to the students and professors of V-tech. It was a horrible tragedy that will be in our hearts for many years to come. I still shed tears every time I think about it.Its so sad and horrible it breaks my heart so bad it hurts.All those students and professors were all so precious I still can't comprehend why someone would want too hurt so many innocent people that were just trying to make a bright and wonderful future for themselves and to have a good life that they deserved so much. I'm friends with some of the people that were friends with some of the victims at Virginia tech.They are telling me they are having a very difficult time coping with this horrific event.We need to all say a prayer for them. Please just say a prayer for the families and friends of the students and professors that lost their lives that day so senselessly.So that peace will come upon the hearts of their families and f

Wtf
i just got back from my vacation so sorry i havent been here i ll try to get caught up on all of u soon . see i cant figure out y dick heads like sexygordonfan84 whos still freash meat has 1 picx and want to rate a 6 he s not the only one ive seen 7s ,9s those aint to bad really not like the 1s and 2s some newbies give andf i usally just let it go but tonight its bugging me im sick of my friends beeing messed with by ass holes and low rating prick . likle i sayed im just venting . lol wtf is with this site?? ihate the music i have on here but 1 or 2 songs nad it wont let me change them and its just pissing me off . sorry just venting .lol

North Carolina Or Bust
Wooooo Hoooo tomorrow morining i am adventuring off to the land of north carolina with one of my best friends Jeannie where the men are just a little hotter than in michigan this should deffinatly be an adventure!!! Camp Lejeune and kill devil hills here we come!!!

Bloger
Can someone Please give me a VIP so I can keep posting all these great, Silly and Erotic Photos!Thank you all for your support! Our Family Salute got rejected??? Can you please write fubar and ask them to re-consider! Thank you! Mr. tickles, Honk! Honk! Honk! Honk! Please rate and comment on my photos!

Fun Stars 5-10-07
Being a masochist stinks, especially when it's happening over a situation you've encountered before. However, the stars say your luck is about to change if you're willing to own up to your part in what's happened. thought this was funny seemings how i'm supposed to go to church (HA!!!!!) and have marrital councelling with a man that won't let me have my divorce a man that is so delusional, he actually thinks he stands any hope of ever being aloud back into my life again. maybe he should have thought twice before becoming violent

Poetry
The sound should be deafening... The silence broken... with unmitigated violence... not even a smiling token... Yet no one cares... that I scream alone... without the love.... that I crave to own... But such is life... even played my part... To fall in Love... Only to be broken hearted... I am sick and tired of it all, the lies and deceit. The covert operations of little importance. Nothing you say any more sticks in my mind. Your words flowing like water through a sieve. I told you everything, never sparing a thought at sharing my heart with you. And now you do this as though I am a channel To be changed on a whim. You take my trust, my pure and innocent love and throw it to the wind leaving me to bleed. Like a scrap from the table that a dog is not worthy of. I don't know why it took me so long To see you as the world does Without a heart I hoped to hold. Guess that'll teach me to trust again. Thanks to you it's pretty much

Just My Thoughts And News
Here I sit, at my mother's house in my old bedroom, the first place that I ever made love, the first place I ever layed with the boy that would later be my husband, and tomorrow, June 10th, is my birthday, his birthday, our anniversary, and will make 9yrs to the day since I gave myself to him... But tomorrow will not be a happy day, instead of holding me, kissing me, and loving me like he always does, my Jimmy is locked away in a tiny jail cell, waiting to see if/when he will get to hold me again. Tomorrow, instead of holding him and telling him happy birthday/anniversary, I get to put my hand on a piece of glass and talk through a phone.... GOD DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!! TOMORROW IS SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!! So lastnight we had some company and there was a guy over that Jimmy doesn't get along with too well, everything was quite ok until the three fifths of Jack were gone, then all hell broke loose!!! it went from a nice quiet little jam session to a scene from a Rocky movie!!! Enter the

Break Bread
NOW A FRIEND OF MINE TURNED ME ON 2 THIS CHERRY TAP..I AM BIG ON MYSPACE..BUT DIDNT WANT THE SAME PPL 2 LOOK AT ME...SO I WENT HERE...HOWEVER I WOULD LIKE 2 GET A SUGAR DADDY SO I CAN GET MY SHIT 2GETHER I HAVE BEEN THRU ALOT OF UPS AND DOWNS AND I DONT WANT 2 GO DOWN ANYMORE I WANT 2 DO SUMTHIN WITH MYSELF SO GET AT ME IF U R INTERESTED PLZ SERIOUS INQUIRIES ONLY!

Musings
I write little shorts now and then, this is something I wrote earlier this year. I know I had to look out of place walking out of the building with a coat on when summer was only a few weeks away. I had been visiting a friend at the University that worked in a cold room. While it wasn't as cold as he had said, I was still happy to have been wearing the jacket. Regardless, I emerged from the large stone building pock marked with windows, distracted by the extreme difference of temperatures. I use this as an excuse because I would like to believe that I would have noticed something was amiss as I turned down the alleyway between two building, but I truly didn't. I should have asked myself why someone would be wearing a suit, yet choose to take a semi dusty, dirty alley versus the well traveled sidewalk path on the other side of the building. My rational mind dismissed it as he simply was taking the same short cut I was taking. I still blame the temperature change. The distance b

Final Goodbye
i was talkin with a very close friend lastnight and i had anxiety attack about my mom.for her death.if i wasnt where i was when she called i wouldnt of been fighting with her and we woulda still been talkin, and she would still be here today,and woulda never been under the stress&disapointment that i put her thru that valentines day.and the true friend that he is tried to talk me thru it even as much as i didnt wanna hear it wasnt my fault for her death.he said to do good in my life to make her proud.that she wouldnt want me not eating, sleeping or crying over her.and hes right she wouldnt want me crying over her death. in fact she woulda wanted to have her captn morgan at her showing with her music playin in the background. but anyway he talked some sense into me and said a way that i could say my final goodbye to her since we werent talkin when she died. he said to do something that she wanted, and she always said she wanted her ashes spread at her parents grave that way she cou

May 2007
yesterday 5/8 we had a cook out it was beautiful every thing was going great. kids riding 4 wheeler. adults just sittin and chillin, and PD and CJ was feeding weeds to the horses and all at once I heard a loud commotion and as I turned around my dog MOMO was flopping around on the ground like a fish. My Husband Brad said that the horse had kicked him in the head. OH MY GOSH! I ran to MOMO and he had blood running from his mouth. After a while MOMO became more oriented and it seems all he had gotten was a headache and bite his tounge bad. I think MOMO will have a new respect for the horses. Thank God MOMO was ok.

Enamorada
Enamorada Estoy enamorada Con un precioso, si Estoy enamorada Con un buen chico por me. El no es mi amante, Pero si es mi amor Cuando con el, yo creo que No tengo mas dolor. No puedo decirlo Porque el tiene una novia Pero si le amo Y espero que me ama. Cuando estoy sin este chico No tengo una Corazon Porque si el quiere lo Entonces de el mi Corazon y amor son. Yo se que le amo Para toda mi vida Ser conmigo le deseo Porque el es mi vida.

Between The Two
Between the Two Angels let me go I don’t want to care anymore Demons leave me alone I feel like loving someone a lil more- Twisting between the two Being the most hated and loved The dark side that most never knew The light everyone once shoved- Angels let me go I don’t wanna care anymore Stress overwhelms everyone I know You add it to my list like its my chore- Something I just have to do Even if I know them not Angels find someone new Their burdens corrupt my every thought- Demons don’t you grab me I dare not sell my soul Why won’t you let me be? Give me back the heart the angels stole-

Have You Ever
Have You Ever 5/17/04 Have you ever thought about the future? About what you shall become Have you ever told someone you care And will love them for all the years to come?- Have you ever had a friend One honest and true, that won’t make you blue? A friend that loves you, because you’re you- Have you ever watched a sunset, Or watched the stars shine so bright And know you will never forget What makes your troubles light- Have you ever ran like the wind Or walked across the beach’s warm sand? Have you ever found the love of a fairy tale end Or walked with a friend hand-in-hand- Have you ever loved someone enough That you would give your life To make them become tough And diminish their reason for strife- Have you ever had a friend To which compares the rose, Don’t shiver fearing the end ‘Tis the protection the thorn shall pose.-

Come Check Out & Join My World
I had to invite my Cherry Top Friends to join the BEST interracial community on MSN. Lil-Shaq's World! Come on in and meet gorgeous ladies, handsome men, experience new things, and just have fun! It's a drama-free group for people of all races, colors, sizes, religions, & different places to meet and have fun! You MUST a registered MSN profile with a picture, age, and location or you will NOT be accepted. (MUST BE 18 YRS OR OLDER TO JOIN) Blank applications will be denied. If you are going to join, I ask that you don't be shy. Post your pics of yourself in the photo album. Fill out the Member Info & Your Birthday, And jump right in and participate in the community! Thank You! http://groups.msn.com/Lil-ShaqsWorld One Love! Lil-Shaq

Step On Me
I just posted a bulletin I am done with this site One more week and I'm deleting completely. Msg me if you want my yahoo I had written a pretty good blog about ten minutes ago... but it got erased because I accidently hit the "back" button. Goddammit. Scott fucked me over. Hardcore. The one person who claimed he would NEVER do that, has done that, in fact. He screwed me over so hard that I don't think I can ever trust him again. I'm still unsure on whether I want to talk to him or just break it off completely. He didn't think I would ever find out...and I stumbled on his damn blog last night, not knowing he even used this account anymore. And all his actions were right there...right in front of me... and it killed me. I am dead. From the inside out...

Just Wondering.....
I was just wondering; a while back I'd posted a bulletin/petition on having more than one crush. I haven't heard anything since. Does anyone out there in CT knows what happened with it? Is it still making the rounds? Or did it die because it didn't get passed on at some point? Or did it get lost in cyber-space? Can someone let me know? Why is it guys say things like......."Don't worry your pretty little head about it, you wouldn't understand stuff like this anyway" (wanna bet?), "You're being a drama queen" (ok, there are a few out there, but usually not), "Must be that time of the Month" (usually not {I hate this one}) or "You're just being jeleous!" (in most cases, not even! {I also hate this one; poly-amorous lifestyle doesn't have room for it}), when all us gals are just trying to do is find some understanding of your (at times) stranger than usual actions and/or logic?

The West Memphis Three: Did Satanists Murder 3 Boys? By Fiona Steel
Fiona Steel is a former marketing and business administrator whose writing talents include writing top-selling, marketing and training video scripts for international companies as well as writing training manuals on business skills and computer software. With a teaching and psychology background, Fiona developed an interest in crime writing from the perspective of the psychological aspects of the criminal mind. Her particular interest is the woman’s involvement in criminal matters, both victim and perpetrator. Fiona lives in Queensland, Australia with her writer husband and three children. UPDATES MAY 1999 TO JANUARY 2001 According to a news item on the WM3.org website, John Mark Byers, the stepfather of victim Christopher Byers was imprisoned after having his parole revoked for attempting to sell drugs to an undercover police officer in Jonesboro, Arkansas. The hearing was held on May 26, 1999 in Sharp County where he was found guilty of violating the conditions of his parole and

Spotlight
hahah todays movie listing times hahah yay it starts at 4:20 hahah a must see High film=Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End: in Digital Projection (PG-13, 168 min.) 12:40pm | 4:20pm | Ok i don't about anyone else but man that dude that won todays spot light i don't know if to laugh or be scared but is there anyways to hide him .... i'm not diggin lookin at him... WOOHOO 1000 away from leveling up HELP!!!!!!!!!! hope everyone is haveing a good night.. Blessing for a good weeknd...xoxoxox

This Could Be You???
a All you hear about is horror stories about internet relationships. You never hear too many success stories. Hi, My name is Charlene and I have a special request for the holidays. Wouldnt it be wonderful for the FU family to actually participate in the reuniting of FU found love. > > My story begins like this. I only joined Cherrytap to find friends. I wasn't looking for love. Well, after awhile and several months I started talking to a guy named Chuck and we instantly hit it off. The more we talked, the more we are interrested in eachother. About four months later he flew 2200 miles to spend his vacation time with me and we fell mad crazy in love with eachother. > > Unfortunately :( we are unable, financially to unite for the holidays to begin, what I feel would be, a Reunited, FUBAR, Home For The Holidays, True Love success story which would be a wonderful theme for FUbar to advertise on it's site. Maybe a new column for, Love connections on Fubar, success Story column. A n

My Life
In May 2006, My husband and I had decided to try for a baby, the beginning of July I found out I was pregnant, In August my doctor had told me that my pregnancy would not be viable so we had to terminate it because it would everntually become a painful miscarriage. So we did that and since then we've been trying to conceive so today May 10, 2007 I took a pregnancy test and it was positive! I am so nervous, I just hope it does not turn out to be another miscarriage. ok well that's all and thanks for reading!

Canyou Dig It
http://www.videospud.com/ GEMINI: Ultra Sexy Nice. Love is one of a kind. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the fuck out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.Horny. Freak in Bed. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

For Those Few That Actually Care Bout Me
hey i know 4 sum ppl this has no importance... but, my poor lil kitty cat sully (the big fat 19 pounder) has been diagnosed with kitty leukemia and isnt doin so well:( he hasnt ate or drank in 2 or 3 days and stubborn bastid (takes after his daddy) wont take any medicine or let the doctors look @ him at all:(. so yes behind all the jokes sarcasm n laughter i DO have a heart and some resemblance of emotion :( po kitty kat :(

Bdsm , My Lifestyle
Houseboy duties and requirements: Duties: Cleaning Cooking Running errands Taking care of My needs, what ever that may be. requirements: Must like pain! Must like chastity and or denial! Must be very submissive! Must be willing to do ANYTHING I say! Must never whine! Must have your own income! Must have a car & license! Must be available at least 1 day a week! Must be lifestyle oriented! Must be local! Fill this out honestly and completely if you wish to be considered for servitude to Twisted Goddess, send it to Me in a private message. Name: Age: Weight & Height: Bust size (girls) / Penis size (boys): Eye & Hair Color: Which are you Submissive / Slave: Location: Orientation: Email address: Marital status: Able to travel: Education level: Employment: Income level: Skills/talents: Able to tribute (gifts / money) Mistress time is precious, if you want My attention you have to be able to tribute Me for it:

Sophie's Birthday
It was my daughter Sophie's 1st birthday yesterday - I'd organised a party for her, a few friends, 2 of 'em had children too, plus my mum and boyfriend. Sophie had a beautiful dress on, we had pass the parcel, sandwiches, sausage rolls, cocktail sausages, crisps, fun size chocolates, lollies and a cake, plus jelly and ice cream, people enjoyed it which I was so glad about as it's the first party, ever, on any level I've thrown. Had a banner and balloons outside for her too. Was fun :-). She got loadsa cool toys and some nice clothes, got loads to share around for home, my mum's and Tony's place, which is handy. It was knackering though!

Sins
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low

My Animals ...
Dear Dogs and Cats, When I say to move, it means go someplace else, not switch positions with each other so there are still two of you in the way. The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate of food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the objective. Tripping me doesn't help, because I fall faster than you can run I cannot buy anything bigger than a king size bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue to sleep on the couch to ensure your comfort. Look at videos of dogs and cats sleeping - they can actually curl up in a ball! It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that stick

Should You Be Institutionalized. ?
It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?"

Respect And Gratitude
Respect and Gratitud for all you guys that have coment my mum , even if i did not liked your coment i owe you for taking your time in reading my posted information , thaks the Don is gratefull and what ever he can do to pay you back he will do it . Our position in Iraq keeps getting worst and worst . What is our nation going to do ? I think we should end this thing , its been a long time and nothing seems to be accomplished .

My Daddy
i won't call home today...i won't hear my Daddy's voice...i won't tell him i love him, i won't go take him to breakfast...what i will do is reach into my heart, and pull the memories of him out..there are no words..a Daddy lost...its only been 6 weeks, feels like eternity..hurts like it was yesterday...

Beautiful Agony
A lonely beast I smile in the eye of storm What is life to the one who doesn't know how to smile when alone. Drenched in the pain of who I am, soaking in the glory of all that I shall become I stand staring into the night sky. My dreams becoming so vivid I lose track of hours, and days blur into one. But isn't that all life really is? No one seems to have an answer. I think Friedrich Nietzche came closet to nailing the coffin shut when he stated "You have your way, I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, it does not exist." Songs of freedom surging through my veins today I walk proudly through the decisions I have made acknowledging my mistakes to sharpen my sword upon them. Words to make you weep, thoughts to make you smile, promises of heaven as we dance through hell… life follows your thoughts, it is a shame most really have no idea what they are thinking. Eyes squinted staring at the flashing neon cross reminding me all shall be forgiven for ten pe

New Drugs For Women
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Bbw
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Gas Wars-let Do Something About It
------GAS WAR - an idea that WILL work This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. It's worthy of your consideration. Join the resistance! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by summer and it < /FONT>might possibly go higher! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around earlier! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" oursel ves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a plan that can really work. Please read on and join with us! By now you're probably thinking gasoline priced at about $1.50 is super cheap. Me too! It is currently $2.79

Women's Poem Vs. Men's Poem
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Moms
This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's alright honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. And for the mothers who lost their baby in that precious 9 months that they will never get to watch grow on earth but one day will be reunited with in Heaven. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at

Babble Of Illusions In Rambling Format.
we have to keep talking like we always walking, no one can keep up like its flat between the lines when you fade to the chalk lines, after the spray, but it was a set up, when you thought you everyone looked up to you, no one respect a bitch with an attudie, so keep on me where you think i am from when i beat you up, we keep in the lines and mark up, see the blood when the solider of the street marchs threw, it a painted hazed to bring you back, just like that, 10 feet down, where the dogs can't smell, hows that for a fact when i smack your other homies for their upper lips. when it sounds like hte foot step coming down the curb is red all around but we keep steping like its nothing new with a cloud of yesterdays still on stain on our boots as we carrie on, its just a my warrior way. i can't make it out alive, i see all the walls falling, for the end is all i know to be true, when this day comes and everything is still there, and in the end, do i find the sound to always find the reaso

May 15th
Don't Be a Victim Don't pump gas on MAY 15th In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to NOT GO to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree resend this to all your contact list. With it saying, ''Don't pump gas on May 15th"

Running Outta Pic Space
God Damn I have uploaded 73/90 pics. I'm running out of space. So once my pic space is full your all fucked for new pics of me. Cause I ain't buying VIP I got too many bills to pay already. Not only that but my b-day is coming and I gotta save some dough cause I'm gonna get totally shit faced. Oh and just to let ya'll know the pics that are private ARE NOT NUDES!!!! I don't do nudes I keep my body for my man, when I have one.

Common Sense
im not going to stress over you anymore it isnt worth it i tried to work something out but you just ignore it im not trying to say i dont want you because i definitely do all im saying is im done chasing after you There are more collect calls on father's Day than any other day of the year. There is now an ATM at McMurdo Station in Antarctica, which has a winter population of 200. The estimated value of services provided by the global ecosystem (water, food, materials etc.) runs between $16 and $54 trillion per year. Japanese lead the world in vending machines, selling $100 Armani ties, $30 bottles of whiskey, and $5 glasses of beer, right next to soft drink machines. It is possible because of low vandalism and petty theft. In 1995, Toys R Us sold more than $9 billion of goods in the U.S. alone. The average one-dollar bill wears out in less than two years. A lump of pure gold the size of a matchbox can be flattened into a sheet the size of a tennis court! The 3 most

What Could Be Worse?
> > What Could Be Worse?!?! >> > >> > >> > Recently a man had to go to the hospital >> > to have his wedding ring cut off from his penis >> > after his mistress found the ring in his pants >> > pocket and got so mad at him she stuck it on him >> > while he was asleep. >> > >> > > I don't know what's worse: >> > >> > > 1) Having your mistress find out you're >> > married. >> > >> > 2) Explaining to your wife how your >> > wedding ring got on your penis. >> > >> > 3) Or finding out your penis fits >> > through your wedding ring. >> >> >>

Wisdom
joy xi anger nu sorrow ai fear ju love ai hate wu lust yu The family is the school of duties... founded on love. ~ Felix Adler ~ You leave home to seek your fortune and, when you get it, you go home and share it with your family. ~ Anita Baker ~ Family jokes, though rightly cursed by strangers, are the bond that keeps most families alive. ~ Stella Benson ~ You hear a lot of dialogue on the death of the American family. Families aren't dying. They're merging into big conglomerates. ~ Erma Bombeck ~ Other things may change us, but we start and end with family. ~ Anthony Brandt ~ The government is becoming the family of last resort. ~ Jerry Brown ~ The strength of a nation derives from the integrity of the home. ~ Confucius ~ Parents: persons who spend half their time worrying how a child will turn out, and the rest of the time wondering when a child will turn in.

Finding Mom
My name is Steve and I've been looking for my mom for many years. I'm 31yr old this year and she will be 49 in October. I think she is either in California, Anaheim area, or Nevada, Reno area. I believe she was born in Iowa or Indiana so I thought she might still be in contact with someone in the area. Iva Rose Taylor is her maiden name, she goes by Rose, and I believe her current last name is Harper and her husband's name Bruce Max Harper. I believe he goes by Max. If you have any information regarding the whereabouts of either of these two people, please email me so one day I can finally meet my mom. Thank you for your time. Please email me at: helpfindmymom@msn.com Please read on. The story behind this is that my father and mother divorced leaving me with my father’s parents at a very early age. When about 7yrs my father then came and got me. I wasn’t told who my real mother was till later in life. I was told from my father that she was an unfit and unstable mot

Just Wondering
So I put this video up the other day and the title was "How To Create A Sexy Pop Star" and I got 2 thumbs down on the video. Now I really don't care that they did that, I'm just wondering why they did. Is it cause they thought the title was stupid and didn't watch the video and/or the video was stupid too. Or was it cause that they found out that their favorite pop stars really can't sing and they don't write their own songs. You be the judge and let me know what you think about this video.

Life Ended
Another Life Ended She just sits there blankly staring off, the tears streaming down her cheeks. Her mind is finally made up, how shaking her fingers are on the razor blade between her thumb and index finger that she ends up with a small cut on her index finger from how much she's trembling. A friend tries to console her but she doesn't feel anything except the numbness where her heart once was. She doesn't feel any better, the hopelessness seeps back in and she feels as lost as she did several years ago when something else happened to shatter her heart. Memories long since gone and cold as her whole body feels now. One quick slice from the palm of her hand all the way up to her shoulder she doesn't even feel the blade slicing into her already scarred flesh, just along side the vein. Just enough she'll bleed out, but her passing will be slow. She starts to cry knowing she broke her word to never cut herself again. now dropping the razor blade she lays down on the bed and just looks

Plane Trip!
This is so awesome!! On June 2nd, my daughter, husband and I will be flying to go see my side of the family! We will fly to Kansas!! I'm just excited because 1. its my daughters (and husbands) first plane trip! 2. my family will FINALLY get to meet Alessa (YAY) and 3. I will get to meet my new nephew and neice, and visit with my family!!!! I just cant wait.. dont know about hubby though.. lol. i know he's kinda excited too.. he just doesnt show it like i do. thats the difference between men and women.. lol.

Me!
I am a divorced 38 year old woman. I have a 12 year old son who is my life! After 20 years with my ex I finally have found a place that is my own, with my own stuff! Noo0ne to tell me to turn off the lights or to turn off the TV before I fall asleep. Its my place and I pay the bills! I know for some that sounds silly but for me its freedom. We divorced 3 years ago and I will tell that it has taken a while to get used to the fact that I can do what I want! My son is happier also. It took him awhile to adjust but in the end my Mom was right she said "If you are happy he will be happy"! My mom passed away in 1999 from cancer; Diagnosed and gone in 4 months. Very devastating indeed! I managed to get through it and now I live by the words she told me: "Life is to short to just accept something cuz it's there, Take it, make it yours and be fulfilled!" I have done that and I am happier then I have ever been! I have a son who is an honor roll student and the best friends a girl could have! I

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So I Was Out Skatin...
So I was out skatin today, pulled a kickflip off a 10 stair, everything went smooth and I landed it but as I was rolling away I hit a rock, so they sent me flying and I fucked up my wrist and elbow pretty bad, they dont think its broke but they arent sure. I'll know tommorow (Hurt's like a bitch!) Oh and I also got 4 staples in my head. Fun Fun! -Chris

Bull Shit!
This is my life how wonderful. All people want to do is talk behind my back and run their mouth. I dont think anything is true. They just want my man. Why do people do this to each other? Do they have nothing better to do with their life? I guess not.

Do You Need A Laugh?
OMG This is a long post but VERY funny!!! This is long but so funny. Hope you take the time to read to the end. Never Touchin' the Taser Again! My wife is fond of saying that my last words on this earth will be something akin to "Well, I have out done myself once again." No doubt you will see this true story chronicled in a Lifetime movie in the near future. Here goes... Last weekend when shopping for my wifes Christmas present, I spied something at the pawn shop that tickled my fancy. (Note: Keep in mind that my "fancy" is easily tickled). I bought something really cool for my wife. It being Christmas and all, I was looking for a little something extra nice for my sweet wife. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Taser gun with a clip. For those of you who are not familiar with this product, it is a less-than-lethal stun gun with two metal prongs designed to incapacitate an assailant with a shock of high-voltage, low amperage electricity while yo

Jess
This morning on the Beltway, I looked over to my left and there was a man In a brand new Cadillac Doing 65 mph takeing on his phone I looked away For a couple seconds ! And when I looked back he was Halfway over in my lane, still takeing on his phone I don't scare easily. But she scared me so much; I dropped My electric shaver , Which knocked The donut Out of my other hand. In all The confusion of trying To straighten out the car Using my knees against The steering wheel, Damn men drivers!!

Fuck Off And Die
nasty nasty whore... go die... your an ex- wife for a reason... its not my fault you were married 2 times and divorced 2 times for the same reasons... you would still be married if it wasnt for your nasty fucking vag... i mean you really should douche... it took me over 3 hours to clean my furniture after your nasty ass sat on it for like 3 minutes... see a fucking doctor... i think that you have some vagina flesh eating disease... oh yeah and to your fuck off and die comment... ill fuck your ex... and enjoy what you could of still had you ignorant whore. lol and im already dead... so yeah... have fun watching my SG vids. I dont care about your money Honey... you most likely have a disease. I have a man... and He makes me happy... I dont need you telling me your better than him... Your dick is probably about 3 inches big... and I definatly know 8 1/2 is bigger than 3... Also you dont fucking no me dirtbag so Dont hate... IM NOT INTERESTED IN PEOPLE WHO BRAG ABOUT HOW MUCH THEY MAKE...

Blogginwith Badboy
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Personality Tests
In order to be irreplaceable, one must always be different. — Coco Chanel As a Type 4, The Expressive, you're the kind of individual who strives to be different and see life from new, expressive angles. More than simply innovative, you're also emotional. Indeed, delving into the world of emotions can be truly energizing for you. You typically enjoy understanding how feelings and the experiences that create them fit into life's big picture. When your creative reactions to these things are channeled in a positive direction, your life can feel balanced and right. However at other times, you may find yourself dwelling on emotions without a creative outlet. During these periods, you can begin to feel misunderstood or that there is something lacking in your life. Due to your unique level of sensitivity, you probably experience a broad range of emotions in your daily living. You may also possess an uncanny ability to read others' moods. On the up side, your perceptiveness and deep exa

How Can You Buy And Sell The Earth?
A couple of years ago when I worked in the corporate world I had a poster in my office of the Duwamish Chief Sealth (Seattle) and text from a letter he wrote to President Peirce on the subject of the US buying Native American land. Sealth's reply is one of the most prophetic and inspiring speeches ever on the environment. A lot of people copied it off me and put it in their offices also. There are several versions of this letter and subsequent speech out there, and so a lot of controversy about which is the original, but this is the one I like best... The Great Chief in Washington sends words that he wishes to buy our land. The Great Chief also sends us words of friendship and good will. This is kind of him, since we know he has little need of our friendship in return. But we will consider your offer. How can you buy or sell the sky, the warmth of the land? The idea is strange to us. If we do not own the freshness of the air and the sparkle of the water, how can you buy them?

Some People
I came accross a profile that I thought looked interesting, as you do, http://cherrytap.com/user/752375 So I rated it, Fanned it, commented it with this Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com and added as a friend. This is what I got in return in my shout box. Imzadi : thanks, really don't like pics of sluts on my page though (Check out her profile pic) This is only said in jest after this comment! Imzadi : you also didn't send a message with your friend request, not sure why you want to add me Me ->Imzadi : sorry Hun no offense meant Imzadi : it's a nice pic except for the chick Imzadi : so why do you want to add me? Me ->Imzadi : just trying to be friendly Me ->Imzadi : isn't that what this place is about? Imzadi : well I don't add people just for the hell of it Me ->Imzadi (An...: well f**k off then I'm sorry but, I'm here to have some fun and a few giggles. What is this womans problem? It's not like I'm asking to have my wi

Us
Last night, Joe treated Andrew and me to eighteen holes at the local miniature golf course. We arrived there around 9pm, hoping they would still be open. They were! Yay! There was an "unofficial" bet placed that Joe would wipe up the greens with us. LOLOL! By the end of the first nine holes, it was obvious who was doing the greens wiping! Andrew had TWO holes in one in the first nine holes! Joe and I tried to keep up with him......well, we got an A for effort, but couldn't catch up. In a little side note, someone put laundry detergent in the waterfall at the back of the golf course. There is a little river attached to the waterfall, that runs all through the golf course. There was foam everywhere! It looked like fresh mounds of snow. Snow in May! Can you imagine? LOL We had a wonderful time! And the winner was.......Andrew! He got another hole in one in the second nine holes! Par for the course was 54 and he had a 46! Joe and I tied at 55. They close

What To Say....
Ok so this is my first time writing a blog on here. My best budd Jessica wanted me to join here so I did. I do not know how much I will be talking on this website due to me using myspace a lot. But this is a better looking layout but a little more confusing. So any way if anyone needs me they can contact me here or at myspace/ericvolfireman. Thanks.

Thats So Nasty Survey
ThAts So NaStyhow old were u when u lost your virginity?17 YRS OLDwhat is the name of your best sex partner ever?AS MUCH AS I WOULD LOVETO TELL..I JUST CANTwhere is your fantasy place to do it?IN THE RAINwere is the best place you have ever done it?MALLwhats the worst pick up line u ever heard?THAT I AM HOTTER THAN FISH GREASEwhats the worst pick up line u ever said?I DONT HAVER TO USE PICCK UP LINEES,LOLever recieved oral sex?LOLever given it?LOLslow and soft or fast and ruff?FAST AND RUFF fav topping to lick off your partner.....WHIP CREAMwhere were u at when u had the best sex u ever had?MY HOUSEfrom the front or the back????BACK

Phone Sex
MMMM........I just love to hear a man cum, love to listen to his quickened breathing, and moans right before the big explosion - I end up soaking my panties. Maybe you should check out my site and see if you want to play with me........... http://www.qualityphoneservices.com/samantha/ An extra five minutes if you mention this blog!

Muzik In My Stash
So I am gettin married to my ganjalette[Vanessa Williams] and i couldn't be happier but at the same time i have this deep depressed feeling cause she's so far away[in north carolina for those who don't know] but she's movin back after she gets everything straight so that makes me happy.and dollface if you read this i love you with all my heart and with everything i am i hope to make you the happiest you can be. i both love and respect you in every way shape and form and you have my love unconditionally. thank you for always being there for me. aight i make muzik i produce rap and write i have trackz in my stash so check it out

Whispered Wisdom
On turning 29… I will officially start the final year of my twenties on June 2nd. *deep breath* 29??!! That's just one year away from 30! It’s hard to believe. How time flies. June 2, 1978 seems like so long ago. If you’re a boomer, you probably don’t think much of my generation—Gen X. But that’s because we’re a threat to you! My generation is changing the world! Just think of all that has happened in the world these past 29 years... Watergate, Jimmy Carter, Star Wars during the Reagan administration (not the movies), fall of the Soviet Union, Bill Clinton scandal, Gulf War, 9/11, War on Terror and the list goes on and on. I loved the 80’s, mostly the music and styles. That’s when I grew up, but I had no idea just how much the world was changing. Then, the Berlin Wall fell. I’ll never forget that day in November. 1989. I was 12 and on top of the world. I can remember my history teacher telling me that the world would never be the same. He was r

Computers For Sale?
alright so this is for those that are local to me, i build computers and i have a few for sale, so any of ya'll that are local to me that are looking or know someone looking to buy one, good prices to might i add, been working with computers 6-7 yrs, anyways hit me up on here or send me an email at: mudinjoker@earthlink.net or give me a quick call:P 253-584-7253, oh and ask James, as thats me:P

My Online Classes
Well so far I have perfect scores on all of my assignments that I have turned in for my class and only a few more to do. I am so happy the end of the class is May 28, and I should have my degree by this time next year. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Damn...
this is how im feelin!!! pero no es culpa de una mujer... es culpa de un hombre.... when i start to remember how things used to be back when i had my bestfriend *1 of the 3* with me here i miss talkin 2 her i miss her singing i miss everything RIP mammaz! idk whats gonna happen...last week manuel told me that he just needed sumtime to think about things, clear his head. hes been stressed out alot latley...so i was lk aight kool.....he called me saturday....talked 4 lk 7 min....he told me he was going back 2 the Marines. because it aint worth a shit here. n if he dies over there he dont care. but hes changed soo much hes not the same person ne more....he didnt even tell me he loved me or nething lk he always does *n my closest friends know that thats 1 thing hes ALWAYS telling me* idk he says that he hopes things dont change between us....he wants 2 be w/me....but it seems lk he pushing me away.....lk yesterday. he said he would call me when he got home.....yeah he didnt

Horoscope May 11, 2007
Waiting, wishing and hoping are all fun as hobbies, but they can get pretty frustrating if no action is taken. It's time to get grounded and figure out a game plan so you can get there instead of fantasizing about it. Being a masochist stinks, especially when it's happening over a situation you've encountered before. However, the stars say your luck is about to change if you're willing to own up to your part in what's happened.

Tiff And Chucky
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

This Is How It Started..
i admit!!!i'm an internet addict..i stay up late just browsing the net & chatting with someone.. i never thought i would meet friends that are as kind, thoughtful & as cool as what i have now..it's hard to find friends in the net that also share your interests and i'm so glad i had the priviledge of meeting such cool people like MS. EVE, MS. NIMFA, TON, TIN, ZAIYEN, ANNA, CATE, AYAN, KRIS, CARMILINA, RUFFA & many more that im that i'm having trouble counting.. we talk about what anything under the sun.. one time TON & TIN said that they would send me two pocketbooks (which i didn't believe at first..) i mean, who would send a package to someone that you hardly even know..but when i saw their pictures holding that two pocketbooks, i was so happy..not only because of the gift but because they really consider me as a friend 4 sending me that gift.. & for that i'm really thankful..it's really the thought that counts..they are my "cyber best friends"!! and im really lucky for having them

Writing Career
I wrote the below for someone special i got the expected response but wanted to know how others thought about it. The writing is original and strictly from me, none of it has been copied from anywhere. I would greatly appreciate any feedbeck given. "I want to caress your skin, kiss your lips ever so lightly, our tongues touch as the passion grows, and then we begin to undress each other. Our bodies are touching as we stand naked kissing, I need you; I have to be inside you right at that moment. I sit on the bed and you get on top of me as our bodies become one at that moment. I ask you not to move to just let me stay inside you my love is throbbing inside of you, aching for you to begin our love dance but I just want to be inside of you. We cannot take it any more you begin to massage me with your inner muscles, our hips begins to rock back and forth, rotating and grinding until we reach that point, the point were we want to stop but it feels so good that we have to contin

My Element Is Water
Your Element Is Water A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious. That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily. You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others. You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves. You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful. What's Your Element?