Balance And Tension
We live in a world of opposites that we often experience as conflict. But fortunately everything eventually balances with its opposite - absolutely everything! The nature of duality implies an underlying unity. So whenever one side of duality is isolated, expressed or identified, the opposite is always a potential and immediately sought. One side of any duality cannot exist by itself, except through repression of its opposite. Or said another way, one side does not exist by itself and cannot be isolated except in a hypothetical sense. What holds a duality together to create a unity is tension. Tension is the bond of opposites. It is because of tension that growth takes place and evolution is possible. There are always forces operating against each other, and it is this which makes life interesting, exciting, challenging, frustrating and fulfilling. All healthy and growing relationships embody this tension. Two people who are very similar might have a pleasant relationship but they

Cocaine Energy Drink
'Cocaine' energy drink to change name after pressure by 'the man' by Rob Lever 1 hour, 56 minutes ago WASHINGTON (AFP) - The maker of Cocaine Energy Drink announced Tuesday it was changing the name of the beverage in the face of pressure from officials and others who claimed it glamorized illegal drug use. ADVERTISEMENT Redux Beverages LLC said its caffeine-loaded drink -- which contains no cocaine despite the name -- would get a new name but that the company would continue to fight for the right to bring back the "Cocaine" name. The Las Vegas, Nevada-based firm said it took the action in the face of "threats" by the US Food Drug Administration (FDA) and state officials. A statement said the company was "agreeing temporarily to cease distribution of the Cocaine Energy Drink until the legality of using the name 'Cocaine' can be firmly established." "Obviously, we were forced to stop shipping the drink as 'Cocaine' for now, but we're not done fighting for our r

Stuff Mom Send E-mail
Oil Change instructions for Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change.. 2) Drink a cup of coffee 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change: $20.00 Coffee: $1.00 Total: $21.00 Oil Change instructions for Men : 1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00. 2) Stop by 7/11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. 10) Unscrew drain plug. 11) Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: splash hot oil on you in process. Cuss.. 12) Cr

Me.
Hi to all for sum reason I get more attention from men im not here for that ok im here to meet and hang out with women ok. for those men who respect me will get the chance to be on my list but please for those who want to be added please gimme a chance to breath ok wow. 100 guys a day is drivin me nuts. now I do have sum naughty pics up but at least there not as bad as people havin flat out sex and all . there just pics ok I dont eat or share or wear it ok. I do like a girl who is fun to hang out with and not shy about her body either ok. looks dont both me its whats in her heart ok. but then again to all women no matter what you look like or body size your all beautiful ok and never let me man tell you diffrent or put you down ok. thank you all .

Friends" Vs. Southern Friends
FRIENDS: Never ask for food. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Always bring the food. FRIENDS: Will say "hello". SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mom and Dad FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Cry with you. FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just being together. FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' back-ends that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" FRIENDS: Are for a while. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Are for life.

Sarcasm
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire. 3. Its always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 5. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 7. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 8. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 9. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 10. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 11. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 12. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and dr

Little Boys
It seems that two young boys walked into a pharmacy one day, picked out a box of Tampax and proceeded to the checkout counter. The man at the counter asked the older boy, "Son, how old are you?" "Eight", the boy replied. The man continued, "Do you know how these are used?" The boy replied, "Not exactly, but they aren't for me. They're for him," he said, pointing to the younger boy. "He's my little brother. He's four. We saw on TV that if you use these, you would be able to swim and ride a bike. He can't do either one."

It All Started With Men Of Course!
Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now... I never looked at it this way before: MENtal illness MENstrual cramps MENtal breakdown MENopause GUYnecologist AND .. When we have REAL trouble, it's a HISterectomy. Ever notice how all of women's problems start with MEN?

Thoughts & Poems
Went to a party Mom... (read all the way to the bottom and sign your name) I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right. The party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece. I never knew what was coming, Mom, something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, the kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, this girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high. Because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? A

Why Oh Why.
What the fuck!!!!!My life is in a turmoil.My boss just fired me 4 being sick with the Flu.He said i didn't call in so i got fired.WTF. Now my room mate is drinking way to much.and acting crazy.So i'm looking 4 my own place to live. Looking 4a job sucks.

Random Rantz
I actually got a full nights sleep last night, as I was exhausted after getting home. I woke up this morn and had some toast and coffee before heading out with my day. First stop was the bank to talk to them about this $21 that came out of my checking account. I assumed that because my purse was stolen that the thieves had found a way to use my checkbook. I came to find out the the thief was my bank. They took it out to pay for my new checks. That chick up front never told me of any fee that I would have to pay to replace anything and just took it out without me knowing. Bitch. So I will be calling management tomorrow or Monday to talk to them about putting that back into my account if possible. So I took out some money and was on my way. Next stop was the courthouse in Lexington to drop off the paper about my divorce court date. When I walked in the officers started talking shit. One said I was trouble and to watch me because of my brass knuckle necklace, then he said

Sounds Nice, But I Know It’s Just A Fantasy, Some Dreams, And A Few Questions.
Well Here I am sitting alone and I am thinking about the thing's that I want truly most in my life…Some are dreams, some are just fantasy, and and others are just questions I have…but all of it is the real me. I can't remember when things were normal, but then again explain normal to me. If I were to listen to my textbooks, then I would tend to believe that everything one may believe is normal, but to other is completely insane. So As I wonder if I am normal I will let you decide if any of this sounds normal…. well never mind I really don't want to know. . I set here alone in my room until I wait for you to break me out again. I shun being with people, but I can't help being the life of the party when I am around others. I beg to be able to dream with my eyes open, but if I did that I would never sleep. I wait for another soul to kiss my eyelids so I can wake, but I feel destined to stay in this dream. I have aspirations of becoming a great psychologist, but I know I will

Blah
hey all imma be outta town for a week show me some love Okay well...I'm having problems and i don't know when i'll be on here....So pleasejust keep with me and wait it out for me...I'm sorry i haven't been on much...thanks for the wait

Poems
Friends by anthony rangel Every time I feel down I look around, I jus' look up and ur there to be found. Every time I cry, and I jus' don't know why, Ur always there to wipe that tear from my eye. Whenever I am in trouble, or jus' wanna be cuddled, I look up and ur there to keep me humble. Whenever I lose sight, and wanna find the light, Ur always there to make things bright. Whenever I call, cause I had a bad fall, I look up and ur there to cushin it all. Whenever I'm mad, and do things bad, Ur always there to make me glad. Whenever I'm around, and ur there too, I look up and smile at you. Whenever I think that its the end, Ur always there to be my friend.

Deleting Friends!
tired of having a bunch of people that never respond back and just want to get rated and commented been writing bulletins about it and tried seeing how many of u that actually payd any attention to it but not a single one seemed to have noticed it so from now on u all will get deleted unless i hear otherwise.

Blah
I don't want to hear it but I haven't been taking my meds the last few days....I'm not feeling like myself...but for some reason i need to write it down...h well continue with your lives IMMEDIATE ACTION NEEDED FOR THURSDAY, JULY 12TH Greetings, Time and options are running out for Internet Radio. Late this afternoon, the court DENIED the emergency stay sought on behalf of webcasters, millions of listeners and the artists and music they support. UNLESS CONGRESS ACTS BY JULY 15th, the new ruinous royalty rates will be going into effect on Sunday, threatening the future of all internet radio. We are appealing to the millions of Internet radio listeners out there, the webcasters they support and the artists and labels we treasure to rise up and make your voices heard again before this vibrant medium is silenced. Even if you have already called, we need you to call again. The situation is grave, but that makes the message all the simpler and more serious. PLEASE CALL YOUR

A Time For Us
A time for us, some day there'll be when chains are torn by courage born of a love that's free. A time when dreams so long denied can flourish, as we unveil the love we now must hide. A time for us at last to see a life worthwhile for you and me. And with our love, through tears and thorns, we will endure as we pass surely through every storm. A time for us, some day there'll be a new world, a world of shining hope for you and me. And with our love, through tears and thorns, we will endure as we pass surely

Playa.
DO YOU KNOW THE THREE RINGS OF MARRIAGE? "The three Rings of marriage" 1. Engagement Ring 2. Wedding Ring 3.suffer Ring Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. Coca- cola was originally green. It is impossible to lick your elbow. Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. The world's youngest parents were 8 and 9 and lived in China in 1910. The youngest pope was 11 years old. Each King in a deck of playing cards represents a great king from history: Spades_King David, Hearts-Charlemagne, Clubs-Alexander the Great. Diamond-Julius Caesar. If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle. If the horse has one front leg in the air the person died as a result of wounds received in battle. If the horse has four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes. "I am." is the shortest complete sentence in the English language. What do bulletp

Welcome!!
MINE (hehehehehe) SAGITTARIUS: The Sexy one Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in bed? Not the kind of person you wanna fuck with, you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book Written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then Resend this with your zodiac sign and label. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first Sight. Everything you ever wanted.

Life....................................
Life…….. What can life be most accurately compared to? There are many different things that we can compare life to, but it seems there is only one real way to describe what life is like most accurately. In a very specific comparison life can be said to be almost exactly like the stock market. How might u ask would that work, and if looked at closely it is truly quite simple. In the stock market we will invest a particular amount of money in to what we think is a good and profitable company or companies. We will then sit back and watch as what we invested becomes more or less depending on the market for that particular day. Comparatively, in life we will invest our time and effort in to something that we think we be prosperous in the future. It may be a relationship with someone, a success full career, or even a healthy family. But to get to that point in our life we have to invest ourselves to make it happen. The stock market is an ever changing spectrum on money that i

Going To School
I'm done with school, and I am looking to build up my cliental. I was just wondering if there is anyone that would want a massage, I would take 20$ for a massage. If you help me put the word out there for me thanks ok im going to school for massage and i have 4 week left and im in my internship and im havening fun do it so how many people have had a massage if you have let me know about it plz and if you have not had one would you like to have one or not so let me know about massage ok thank you

Join Me And Take A Look
Cum on over and join me for a bit of fun. Free pics, vids, and cams. Cum on, you know you wanna! Hehehe h tt p : // benslancer (dot)rude (dot) com Dark Gable http : forward slash twice benslancer dot rude dot com Feel free to join if you like and also let me know what you think of the site. Thanks, DG aka Mr. Goodbar

Insane Stuff
1. Grab some boxes of condoms and put them in other peoples carts when they are not looking. 2. Go the to clock isle, and set all the alarm clocks to go off within 5 minutes of each other. 3. Move the Wet Floor signs to a carpeted area. 4. Hide in the clothes racks, and wait until someone walks by, then wiggle the hangers and say in a strange voice, "Buy me Buy me". 5. Impersonate a Walmart employee and give people directions to the wrong Isle. 6. Go into the changing room and put on a moo moo, then come back out and ask someone if this moo moo makes your ass look to fat. 7. Go into the changing rooms wait for 10 minutes then yell, "WHERES THE TOLIET PAPER?" 9. Bring a bra up to a walmart employee and ask if they have it in a size smaller then an A-Cup. 10. Go into the toy isle, and locate the loudest toys they got, and press as many buttons as you can within a minute and walk away. 20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level of Insanity > 1. At lunchtime, sit in

Reality
Its so hard to believe i'm a senior. It seems like ive been waiting on this for a long time but its finally here. When I take a step back and look at everything and everyone around me, I see how much i've accomplished and how much life thats still left in me. i've come to realize that there is so much to do in life and i cant even imagine where im going to start. For those that are close to me, you know of my plans to move to the dallas or missouri area after graduation. I've found that there is so much there to do and so little left here. Im proud to have family up there cuz if I didnt have them...or someone to go with me.....I probably wouldnt stay. Im a really independant person but i dont like to try things alone. My independence comes in when im use to things. Also when I look back and see how many friends ive gained and lost its incredible how most of them stuck around. We've been through some pretty rough times and im glad that they are still my friends. Oh and about the whole f

Poetry
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cries She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die Y

Sad News
Hi all, I have just learned of our dear friend and family member James Graham, also known as Junior, passed away this weekend. He was suffering from emphysema, had been on oxygen full time and had just suffered a mild heart attack last month. He was 78 at his passing. He was more then a friend, he was also a father, and grandfather to all of us. He was there for both of our son's births and had helped us move multiple times over the years. He and Darryl would go fishing, and drinking together, as a guys night out. He will be truly missed. Since he was cremated and laid to rest with family members only, we will be having a memorial service for him this weekend. I would appreciate it if you would keep his family in your thoughts and prayers. Hi all, well I have a really good friend, and something happened a few months ago, and she still seems to be mad/upset at me. She doesn't chat with me as much as she used to. We were like sisters before this happened, and even though she told me

1 Question
http://www.glumbert.com/media/sizematter 1 question. 1 chance. 1 answer. 100%honest-. That's all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) ANY 1 question Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I'll answer it honestly. You cant tell ANYONE what you asked me and what my answer was. The catch is, you have to repost this and see what people ask you and in return i get to ask a question of you and you are bound by the same honesty.... Message: If you had me alone ... Locked up in your room for twenty-four hours & we could do whatever you wanted what would you do with me ?? Tell me in my box .. Cause its a secret ""sssshhhh""" Then repost this .. You might be suprised with the responses you get they could make you laugh or even smile...lol If you do not repost this you are a coward and more then likly should be spanked

Help Please?
this thing notifies u of EVERYTHING people do. are they going to say when my friends take a shit next?

Fucking Boring Sidney!!!
Why do i close myself off to the world??? It only makes things worse... I need to go to bed, I'm too fucking drunk to make sense... Dear lord, getting into that straight vodka drinking game with the mad Arab was a bad idea. I feel like a semi parked on my back... somebody entertain me!!!

Why
im creating some stupid ass blog tonight to try and express my feelings but im tired and im not going to be able to finish saying how i feel .. i feel like ive become between a hurricane and a sounami ( or however you spell the big fucking waves) my family is so fucked up i feel like im now coming undone... i feel like my everything is being riped out.. i know EVERY thing thats going on on one side.. a damn tracker on the car.. hiring people to spy ... hiring people to kick someones ass all the above i know and the other i can never utter a word.. or i lose my 2nd dad ive had... im so lost .. he is 2 DIFFERENT people one at work and one at home ... i feel just about as empty as i use to be .. ill continue this later im tired... night

Wtf
This is to the men of ct. I'm sick and tired of being shoutboxed and asked for my messengers. Yes I have messengers, but no I will not give them to you. SO STOP FUCKING ASKING If I want to give out my messengers I will, you asking me isn't gonna make me give them to you. Try having a fucking conversation with me, and not just shoutboxing me asking me for my messengers. YES THERE IS A FEW ON CT THAT HAVE MY MESSENGERS, BUT THAT IS BECAUSE I TALK TO THEM ON HERE ON A DAILY BASIS To all my friends and you know who you all are, I love ya all dearly and glad I have met you. MUAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sexy_Shell I am sitting here trying to figure out why most guys on here can't start a normal conversation. Why do they message me with stupid fucking questions??? If you can't strike up a normal conversation with me then FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE Here is something that was said to me in my shoutbox. Read from bottom to top. I swear some guys on here just piss me off.

Wmwhite63
I have been on this site since my wife, dolphinmistress, invited me to join and i couldnt figure it out so she got on here and showed me what to do and now im not freshmeat anymore, i am a new cherry. I hope other people get on here and rate everyone that they look at no matter what the picture is. Everyone have fun and make some new friends on here because this is a cool site to be on.

I Hate Being A Woman!!!!!
How are cysts treated? Watchful waiting. The patient waits and gets re-examined in one to three months to see if the cyst has changed in size. This is a common treatment option for women who are in their childbearing years, have no symptoms, and have a fluid-filled cyst. It also might be an option for postmenopausal women. Surgery. If the cyst doesn’t go away after several menstrual periods, has gotten larger, looks unusual on the ultrasound, causes pain, or you’re postmenopausal, the doctor may want to remove it. There are two main surgical procedures: · Laparoscopy—if the cyst is small and looks benign on the ultrasound, your doctor may perform a laparoscopy. This procedure is done under general anesthesia. A very small incision is made above or below the navel, and a small instrument that acts like a telescope is inserted into the abdomen. If the cyst is small and looks benign, it can be removed. · Laparotomy—if the cyst is large and looks suspicious, the doctor may p

Oh Man!
I'm ready to just lay down and die. Only I can't because too many people depend on me. Which is why I'm so tired in the first place. Oh, man!

Vent!
I HATE WHORES WHO FUCK A GUY AFTER THEY HAVE KNOWN HIM FOR ONLY ONE DAMN WEEK! SLUT! I am so damn tired of all these bitches getting every fuckin thing I want. I am fuckin tired of getting my heart ripped out and stomped on. I am so tired of everything. I just want a place of my own and a guy who isnt going to cheat on me or beat me or make me feel like I am not worth anything. Is this all to much to ask for? I swear I am so fucking tired of my life blowing. I want things to go up for me.I am so tired of it all. I wish I could just disapear. Npt like anyone but my animals would notice.

New Addition To The Family
Say hello to Lucy.. Shes our new baby girl Chiweenie. We adopted her from the humane society. Shes so happy and healthy and shes NOT GETTING CANNED FOOD :) We made the choice to give our pets all Hollistic foods after losing our babygirl Nan-e-hi. Lucy is a little butterball and so full of energy. We named her after Lucille Ball " I love Lucy" show. I am a big fan and my lil' Lucy is just as happy and spunky as Lucille Ball :) LUCY STOLE MY PILLOW :)) SHE WON'T GIVE IT BACK EITHER. THAT IS HER BED NOW, SHE LOVES IT

Ranting :)
For making me feel welcomed... I'm surprised I haven't heard of this site before...

Welcome To The Mind Of A Girl
OMG!!! This is is gonna be soooo stressful! Even now I have a 4,000 word essay due tomarrow and I only have 1,400 words. I have no idea how I'm going to pull through the night. I guess I need to buy alot of Monsters and do it, eh? -sighs- All well, wow my first blog is about college...how lame...eh it'll have to do. if you want to read more of my random blogs go to myspace.com/cnk4life thanks!

My Rant For Today :)
I think I finally got enough rest from driving across country. I'm finally back on the coast I have known my whole life and I fucking love it. Granted there isn't a beach here, but I'll manage. Its much better then being surrounded by the sea of pavement. At least I can see trees, and grass, and not sand and astroturf :P Its not Mass, but so far Tennessee is pretty close to being home :)

Neat Stuff
This is a video project about a guy dreaming that my friend Juli did, I'm the guy in the top hat and the creepy smiling one, and the one with out a shirt lol http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FkngrLm3TL8

***no Age No Gender No Profile*** Please Everyone At Least Read This
Please everyone go read my mumm and please vote and comment, this is really a serious thing!!!!Thank you Johnny http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=51809

What To Do Now?
Well It has been two weeks now since my wife left me for this guy in OK. I am getting more depressed as time goes by. I been trying to think what I did or did'nt do that was so wrong that she would leave me after almost 17 yrs of marriage. I asked her the question but she has yet to tell me an answer. As I am waiting, I am trying to figure a reason to live, but I am coming up with no reasons. Well the past 5 days have been the hardest 5 days in my life, including the when my father died. My wife of 17 years and been together for 25 years left me because she felt negleted. She would not tell me how I negleted her. The only way I can see is that we did not have sex very often because I have ED. I am so tore up inside that I have had a hard time sleeping, eating, and working. The biggest problem is that she is my only reason for living. But I am trying to not get depressed. But this is hard to do. I hope to be able to go to work tommorrow. I hope to love again but she was my lov

Thoughts From A Mother... (i Miss You Ryan)
I display this candle in memory of my son, Ryan Wayne, who passed away 3 years ago today from Cancer. I also display it for every other mother who has lost a child. I will continue to display this candle up until May 28th, which is Ryan's birthday. He would have been 21 this year. I miss him so very much. I love you Kiddo!

Spiderman 3
I have been waiting to see spiderman three for almost an entire year since it was speculation and rumor and boy was it worth the wait,to a spiderman man fanatic like myself it was one of the best films I have seen all year. I wonder how far are they going to take the series seeing there are so many villian they can explore. Ill watch and wait i guess..

Check It Out...
got some new photography pics...let me know what you think....

Stash Items
I've e-mailed 2 CT bouncers(including scrapper)and still no change in my suspension of stashing items and rating on all of your stashes.Even if someone on Ct support could at least tell me how long my suspensions for. Since this is the 4th day of my suspension on stashing items or rating on others stashes, i was thinking that if Ct can add items like the bar tap, should there be a way to make stashed items so that friends and fans can only see, or even give a choice of making them NSFW or not. Let me know what you think and if enough of you respond, maybe we should petition Ct to make some changes there. Sorry for not rating anyones new stash items, it's day 5 of my suspension on adding stash or rating on anyones new stash items. CT really has to look at evryone having the option of letting everyone looking at stash or just friend and fans, like pics do.

Writing
A gothic renaissance Knight in the true sense of the words, he longed to find a damsel to protect, dragons to slay and monsters to destroy for the honor and love of his Lady. He was born to the wrong time, his heart showed he was meant to wear a suit of armor and wield a sword of the truest steel. They watched from afar as he fought internal demons, pillaging and plundering his way through life. Torn asunder by those he loved and chose to give his love to, he shut the world out, built enormous walls around his heart and gave up on his dream. It just wasn't meant to be, what was a dark knight doing in this time? He knew not that his mirror soul lay tormented, lost and alone, a short distance from him. He searched far and wide for his princess, having given up long ago on the common wenches and dark witches surrounding him. Late nights spent teasing and taunting, doing the dance of lust with so many and finding so few worthy of his pledge to honor and love. Blindly fumblin

My Writing And Stuff...
It was a sickeningly cold night. That type of chill which seeps into your bones paying no mind to the clothes hanging off your flesh. It had rained earlier that day. The pavement was soaked in it. It made the nauseous smell of waste and smoke and vomit hang in the air, saturating us pitiful creatures. I inhaled deeply holding the poison in for a moment. Around me was the city. It was all deafening with its noises vindictive of a Saturday night. I listened to the subway roar beneath the pavement hide of the metropolis. I could hear the mutterings of the earth-killing exhaust and in the distance a gunshot ending some poor bastard’s time here. I love the city. The darkest secrets are easily concealable here, lost in the cracks between the towering buildings, seeping into the gutters with the oily rain. My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of flesh hitting flesh. I turned back to peer into the shady alley I was loitering in front of. My eyes adjusted to look into that gapin

Baby News!!!
HELLO EVERYONE WHO READS THIS... I just wanted to update everything that has gone on since I was on here last, It has been a long time. I had computer troubles, I had to get a new laptop then I had to send it in to be fixed, ironic isin't it? lol I also was homeless during the summer until my ex husbands cousin took me and my family in, but we live on a fixed income and they abused our kindness. By that I mean we offered to help pay a portion of their bills while we stayed there, and we enede up giving them all of our money, and not being able to have our money for our own expenses. Once we finally found a place to live, they decided they would keep my livingroom furniture which came to over $3000.00 worth and they sold it, WITHOUT my permission. They were only supposed to hold on to my livingroom furniture for me until I could pick it up from their home. The home I am in now, is in the country and has four bedrooms, and 36 acres of land...it is very nice here. I was not able to be on

Can Tabs Donations For Chemo Treatments
I was told that St. Jude in TN and children's hospital in New Orleans will give a chemo treatment to a child in need for every gallon jug full of can tabs that are donated. So if any of you drink beer in a can or sodas in a can, please save the tabs. The can tabs get recycled and the money is donated to those hospitals for the children. When I get more detailed information on this, I will repost about it. Thank you! Every bit helps!!!

Remeber 911 & Support Our Troops!
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad.For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter fromhim to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankfulfor not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops.The MarineWe all came together,Both young and oldTo fight for our freedom,To stand and be bold.In the midst of all evil,We stand our ground,And we protect our countryFrom all terror around.Peace and not war,Is what some people say.But I'll give my life,So you can live the American way.I give you the rightTo talk of your peace.To stand in your groups,and protest in our streets.But still I fight on,I don't bitch, I don't whine.I'm just one of the peopleWho is doing your time.I'm harder than nails,Stronger than any machine.I'm the immortal soldier,I'm a U.S. MARINE!So stand in my shoes,And leave from your home.Fight for the people who hate you,With the protests they've shown.Fight for the stranger,Fight for the young.So they all may have,The greatest freedom you've won.Fig

Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Moof And Pie
http://www.sunjournal.com/story/224409-3/LewistonAuburn/Man_held_in_string_of_burglaries/ Wed around noon, this mother fucker decided he was going to waltz his happy ass right into our home through the front door... With my g/f's 8 year old sister sitting in the front room on her computer. Ugly, short, and in jail now... but I gotta give him credit for having the balls to do that. I shouldn't have been a nice guy and let him leave. I shoulda broke his damn neck. Probably would have got a medal or something from the cops. It just dawned on me... aside from my girlfriend, I have no friends. Online or offline. Wow... even those little geeky kids in high school that everyone picks on have friends online. Damn I suck. I wonder about my girl's patience. She's been asking where her ring is. For weeks now. Last night she gave up hinting. And just outright asked me to marry her. I think she's grown tired waiting for my happy ass.

2 All Those Who Know Me
please let me know how toget those interesting cherrries so i can let all yall know what im doing so yall could know if i could chat to ya or not just to let yall know yer fun loven Cowboy is back ive ben gon long time due to a Walstib, but im back so huddle up n have sum fun when i fully jooin tha fun and yalls comments and fotos stay in touch as always yer buddy in Texas -- aka Texi :D Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Watch The Awesome Cartoon I Made
Watch the Awesome Cartoon I made

2be
just added a guest book on here so stop by -n- sign it pleases thank tou Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o mSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m ENJOY LIFE IT TO SHORT NOT TOO every time sign in to fubar get the boot be fore i can stay 4 awhile LIKE TO WISH ALL MY FRIENDS A HAPPY HALLOWEEN

Wives Are Always Smarter Than Husbands!!
A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked sarcastically, "Relatives of yours?" "Yep," the wife replied, "in-laws." ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day... 30,000 to a man's 15,000. The wife replied, "The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men." The husband then turned to his wife and asked, "What?" ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - A man said to his wife one day, "I don't know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time." The wife responded, "Allow me to explain. God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me; God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you!"

Learning To "cuss" Early. . . .
A 6 year old and a 4 year old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what?" says the 6 year old. "I think it's about time we started cussing." The 4 year old nods his head in approval. The 6 year old continues, "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass'. The 4 year old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, "Aw, hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His mom locks him in his room and shouts, "You can just stay there until I let you out!" She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year old and asks with a stern voice, "And what do you want for breakfast, young man?" "I don't know," he blu

I Owe My Mother
> > 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. > > "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished > > cleaning." > > > > 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. > > "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." > > > > 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. > > "If you don't stra ighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of > > next week!" > > > > 4.My mother taught me LOGIC. > > " Because I said so, that's why." > > > > 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC . > > "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to > > the store with me." > > > > 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. > > "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." > > > > 7. My mother taught me IRONY. > > "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." > > > > 8 My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. > > "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." > > > > 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM.

Going Away
Well this is it, I’m moving on the 31st and I won’t have the phone on until the 5th then 10 days after that I will be back online I’m hoping it will happen sooner but who knows. Now I had a few ideas for things to do... I know I need to finish my book and a few other stories and poems and I also wanted to start a video rant since that seems like fun lol... but what do you think? I got my clothes packed and the small things get done tomorrow and dammmmmmmmm it’s so close to moving day ya'll lol... I can’t wait... I am going to miss you all but I still got my mobile so I won’t vanish forever lol... most times I will be logged into msn but I will try for yim every now and then ^_^ What else.... OH I was thinking of taking a barista class to get my coffee making skills up lol... but we will see ^_^ I don’t know who is going to read this so you know... have a good one and keep safe... I love my Chelle Belle ^_^ And I will be back :P Hello every

Untitled
i'm planning to delete my account. why i'm sure you're asking. well b/c it's over-rated. no one really cares about ACTUALLY making friends. it's all about the rating,fans,an who can be a bigger slut or whatever. This is nothing more than a popularity contest that i'm not sure i really wanna be a part of anymore. so if you're a REAL friend.. let me know what you think of my rant. if you're not then,i know who my REAL friends really are. Heartbroken All alone without you now I'm hurting more than I should allow What we had has gone and passed It happened all so fast I wonder where we went wrong with it all I wonder if I should pick up the phone to call My heart is breaking,my body is aching My tears run down my cheek God i think i sprung a leak In the days,in the nights This i just getting to hard to fight I can't do this anymore,I gotta tell you what's bugging me I gotta ask"Why did you decide to leave me?" Did you mean it when you said you loved me? Or wa

Submissive
Make a slide show, scrapbook or ecard One day you may walk into a room And people say to you What you like is not what is right What are you going to do Do you say ok I stop then And then just walk away Or do you say stop, hold on now I live my life my way Would you be able to argue To tell them who you are To claim the right to be yourself To stand up for what you are That is what you do here today you are a submissive you do not conform to the norm you live your life your way Well here l am still trying to find my way around cherrytap l think it's a brilliant site but l also find it a little hard, so l hope all you lovely people out there who have left comments on my pics will understand if l don't reply back straight away l will in the end, so please just bear with me a little longer. l would also like to thank tammy and the rest of my friends on here for there help. all have a wounderful day luv julie xxx

Horoscpe May 9, 2007
Surface appearances might be pretty trivial in the long term. When you take a step back and look at the grand scheme, you realize how much more there is to the situation than you initially realized. Dig deeper.

Poem For The Dead.
I am not here, but do not cry. Do not waste your tears on the dead. I can not see them, I do not know you are crying. Save your emotions for the living. Tell your loved ones you love them. Realise what you have now before it is no more. Live life now, but not too fast please. Smile when you see a butterfly, fluttering in the breeze. Appreciate all the exciting, new experiences life has to hold. The world is full of wonderful and beautiful things: the first flower of spring, the warm summer sun, the wild colours of autumn, and the first snowflake of winter. When you are down and you think life can't get worse. When things don't go your way and you want to give up. Remember one thing! You have the magic of life. Don't waste it.

Nsfw Videos
Alison Angel In Open Air - Awesome video clips here Free Video Hosting

Puppy Sized
Danielle keeps repeating it over and over again. We've been back to this animal shelter at least five times. It has been weeks now since we started all of this," the mother told the volunteer. "What is it she keeps asking for?" the volunteer asked. "Puppy size!" replied the mother. "Well, we have plenty of puppies, if that's what she's looking for." "I know...we have seen most of them," the mom said in frustration... Just then Danielle came walking into the office "Well, did you find one?" asked her mom. "No, not this time," Danielle said with sadness in her voice. "Can we come back on the weekend?" The two women looked at each other, shook their heads and laughed. "You never know when we will get more dogs. Unfortunately, there's always a supply," the volunteer said. Danielle took her mother by the hand and headed to the door. "Don't worry, I'll find one this weekend," she said. Over the next few days both mom and dad had long conversations with h

No Tomorrow
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. You are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. Dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If u get this it means the person who sent it truly cares about u, whether theyre a friend, bf, gf, whatever just remember it maybe be the last time u hear from them

Hello?
This is just a poem i dont care if you like it so ha.. Hello Hello? is any one there. This room is so dark i can barley see. Whats that?!! i think something touched me. I say Hello just one more time . Then something touches my behind. who is that i shout as i start to get scared. It is me my child. said a dark voice from like out of a grave. My name is not important the mans voice said. But what is important is why you are here. I came cus i was asked to i said with fright, He said are you here for dinner tonight. I guess i said what are you having. My dear YOU are for dinner. I started to run but that did not help he flew above me and stoped my like a rock. Please let me go i have family you know. He said i will give you a choice leave now but stay out of the light or dont leave at all the choice is yours on this All Hollows Night. I dont understand i said to this man still not have seeing his face. I am the vampire known as lastate. I can make you one to or i can ju

Music I Enjoy
I actually got this play list off my friend Tammy's page, someone put it there, loved it, so I borrowed it!

Hey
i am a guy ok not a chick that was my sis pic ok

Guys
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is dealt you and give

Rules To The Nsfw Folder.
Yes its another one. I have 49 people on my family list. Those 49 do not, I repeat DO NOT come off of my family list because 3 of you guys all at the same time want access. If you really want access that bad, wait till a Happy Hour rolls around. If you really want to know when a Happy Hour is supposed to happen, go to http://www.cherrytap.com/happyhour.php and it tells you in Pacific Standard Time when there are ones happening. If a block is filled in with someones nickname and picture, thats when a Happy Hour is being hosted. Thanks again for the time to read this and I hope to talk to everyone soon :) May not be a conversation talk, but small talk is better than none right? :) Just leave me a page comment and I'll try to make sure that I get back to you if the comment is worth trying to talk to you about. So if its like, "You're so sexy" or anything of the sort. Thanks in advance okay? :) Hope everyone has a great Hump Day! Im going to start doing two new things. I

Bands/artists I Like
BSC hails from Edmonton, a small town in south-central Kentucky that’s in the middle of a dry (alcohol-prohibited) county, where there is very little to do. For many, including the members of BSC, music was their escape. And there was a lot of music around. “There’s lots of great bluegrass and southern gospel groups which we all love,” says Ben. Given all this music, it’s no shock that the four members of BSC have a rich musical tradition in their own families, handed down from their grandparents, through their parents, to the band themselves. John Fred’s father Richard is a founding member of the Grammy Award-winning Kentucky Headhunters, while Jon’s Great-Uncle was a jazz drummer. Chris received his first guitar from his grandfather, who built instruments by hand, and learned his first chords from his dad. And it wasn’t just their family that encouraged them to play: whenever Chris got into trouble at school, he wound up in the principal’s office, jamming with the p

Girls In My Circle!!
When I was little, I used to believe in the concept of one best friend, and then I started to become a woman. And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up, God would show you the best in many friends. One friend is needed when you're going through things with your man. Another friend is needed when you're going through things with your mom. Another will sit beside you in the bleachers as you delight in your children and their activities. Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be. One friend will say, "Let's cry together," another, "Let's fight together," another, "Let's walk away together." One friend will meet your spiritual need, another your shoe fetish, another your love for movies, another will be with you in your season of confusion, another wil

Can't You See
Cant you see that my heart is one and my love belongs to only one....cant u see that i love one with all that i have and my heart is so strong for him that no matter what comes over us we will stand at each other sides and make it through what ever someone wants to give to us... we are here to stay as one we re here to love one an other as one we are 2 people that have faught through it all and come out on top and seen that our love is a specail kind of love and no matter how the drama and the haters want to be we can still make it through it all His heart burns with deep love for me as my heart burns deep love for him.... with a fire at our roots we climb to the top and love each other more and more each and every day Im closeing now hope everyone has a good day/ night please rate and comment thanks all ~*Mandie*~

Emails Too Many
Please do not send me emails. Yesterday I received 38, all wanting me to look at this or check out some blog or something. I am not interested in the same things that they are. I don't send them emails everyday requesting them to look at all the shit i find slightly interesting. So 4 the love of God stop it. Try to find some help or at least a friend. Get a hobby. Do what ever just stop sending me all this shit. Most of the people on here are cool and we get along just fine. Some of them are wonderful. When i come in here I do look and read and listen to music. I enjoy music. I do not find rating people and am willing to chat with almost anyone if I have the time. That can be great. What is this site all about? What are the points for? Are they just to buy pictures to give away? What ever I like the pics and the tunes. I have chatted with some very nice ladies from far away places and i thought that was cool. So here I am rambling. If you taken the time to read this you should probabl

Hello Pretty Lady!!
Hey Pretty Lady! THIS IS A TOAST.... 2 US... FOR THE MEN WHO HAVE US, THE LOSERS WHO HAD US, AND THE LUCKY PEOPLE WHO WILL MEET US!! SEND THIS ONLY TO PRETTY LADIES , INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU!!! You have been hit. You have been considered One of the 10 prettiest ladies on my friends list. Once you have been hit, you have to hit 10 pretty ladies. If you get hit again you know you're r eally pretty. If you break the chain you'll have ugliness for 10 years. So hit 10 pretty ladies on your Friends list and let them know they are pretty

Blah
ok sorry i havent been keepin up with this page imm gonna try too keep it updated from now on

Don't....
*You don't want to give all of you...I'm not giving all of me* *You hurt me... I will want to hurt you back* *You drive me away...I will stay away* *You hold secrets...than so will I* *You want to condem me...then I will you* *You need more than one...then so will I* *You can not can give... I will not be open to recieve* *You want to leave....I will watch* *You need to prove... so shall I* *You need to take.... I will stop giving* *You need to hide me... I will stay hidden* *You want to play games... I will not play* *You want to place blame...I will take it* *You lie.... and I will watch & listen* *You want to break my soul...YOU WILL NEVER BREAK IT...!!!! * 05/09/2007 JR 11:16am --Once again, I write for not just myself but for others around me. I write on not just my pain but my friends and family's pain also. ---Side bar...While I want my writings to touch people, I do not wish to upset ANYONE in my life...those around it or i

My Baby Boy~!~
okay so believe it or not i told this guy that i loved him for the first time on mothers day...it was awesome...i was on cloud 9 all day~!~ i've never felt this way about anyone, not even my daughter's dad...which sounds bad but it's true. he's absolutely perfect, he doesn't care about my stupid little blonde moments, the way i look, the way i talk...he just likes me for me...it's amazing how you can find true love in the oddest places.... well, today he asked me to marry him & i said yes...we kinda hinted around about it for a couple of days and today he just asked me in a totally random moment...i'll never forget it~!~ anyway, that's all for now, i'll try to post a blog more often..peace out all~!!!~ have an ~ApRiLiScIoUs~ day~!!!!!~ okay i'm like totally pissed off...my friend packed up her stuff and left today because her roomate was being a total bitch to her because she wouldn't keep giving her rides everywhere...how lame is that?! anyway, other than that i'm

Ex
Who Am I ? Who am I ?I'm no one just a girl that in a world that she doesn't belong. I just a body that men use to relieves them selves.I have no heart no soul no brain, I'm nothing Why am I nothing?Why did you make me ? No one loves me, I'm not worth being loved. I'm just a girl that you can fuck and leave cry on her bed.Why do I bother thinking that someone can actually love me and want me for my mind, soul and heart.Why can't anyone look me in the eyes and say your worth something,your my one and only. I love you I will never hurt you, I will never leave you .I will never make you cry, But all lies .You lie so you can be in side of me . Why do I always believe lies? I want to trust you I want to believe you. For once in my life i want to be loved for me and only me . But I know deep inside I'm nothing just a girl suck in this world that she doesn't belong. I will never be happy, I will never make you happy. I'm lost so very very lost and tired so very very tired. This is to you t

The Winners Of The Funny Photo Contest Are
{Congratulations To The Winners Of The Photo Contest} You Alone Figured It Out The Fake Photo Was no.10# The Man With The Fake Penis. I’m Sorry There’s No Way In Hell Even With A Medical Disease; Can A Man Even Rap His Penis Around His Body Twice LoL Ha-Ha …Even Though Most Man Wish They Could LoL Ha-Ha….. The Other Photos Are Indeed Real …Good Job Everyone. The Winners Names Are Posted Below; A Prize Has Been Sent To All The Winners. Thanks For Participating! **He Are Our True Winners Yeah Good Job Ladies : Gothikk Fantasy + Royal_Thickness** 1. Little kitten Being Crushed Though The Sofa Help Me Meow. 2. A Man With Is Packing Large; Hey No Homo. 3. 80 Pound Red Lobster Out Of Water. 4. 6 Foot Giant Cat Fish Out Of Water. 5. Giant 36 Foot Python Snake Eats A Sheep that’s is Also Pregnant. 6. Giant 36 Foot Python Snake Has More Teeth Than A Great White Shark. 7. A Women Who Can Pleasure Herself. 8. A Man with a Giant House Ca

New To The Cherry Tap
I hate the downraters... I got a newbie rate me a one , yeah okay maybe I deserve a one but I was nice enough of to go back and rate her a 10 knowing she didnt derserve it...... DAMN DOWNRATERS ... its all good though.... lol just wanted to vent about something lol... heres the deal, My ex and I have been split up for almost a year, it will be a year in AUG.. He cheated with a friend of mine that he only saw her pic and they started talkin then (he worked over the road) when he got back in town he moved right in with her. We were engaged to get married had everything lived together , we were together for three and half years. Well he left her and got married. He lives about 55 mins away from me now and I saw him about three weeks ago here in town at wal mart. He saw me and followed me and parked and got out and was like HEY, so I was nice and started talking to him we talked for about an hour. Then he went fishing down at the river here thats what he said he came down here for. Well

Bling Bling Baby!!!
you will be sorry when im gone but you will get over it Dear Lynne, i feel i have to write this letter because i feel there is no other way to get closure. hopefully one day u will be able to see it. The day you died i didnt know. the day u said u needed me to come over i didnt know it would be the last time. im sorry i ignored u and that i never got to say goodbye. you were like a mother to me and you always made me feel good about myself and what i wanted to do. i wish i coulda been there for the funeral instead of my 21st birthday party in illinois i would do anything to give that all back. i still cry more and more each day because i think that your death was not accidental. i wish i coulda said a thousand things that i never got to say. i think of you every day and i miss you sooooo much i love you lynne and may god guide u like the angel that u are. RIP MOMMA!!! I LOVE YOU

La Vie Est Douleur
I feel distress inside me... Self-hate won't let me be. How to eliminate this passion, when for myself I feel no compassion? My features...unsightly and dull, It is a fact, not being cruel. I am blue and everyone is red, They are alive, I feel dead. In a shallow world I dwell, I don't belong, it feels like hell. I wish I was of the beautiful people, But my body and mind are mutinous. No hope for change or felicity I see. Just to accept fate I must agree. Forever one separate from the crowd, until I am covered in my death shroud. Yesterday I was having a conversation with a female friend and she says that the main reason I am single is the fact that I don't have a car. According to her, all women look for 3 things in a guy: that he has a job, that he got his own place to live and that he has a car. I got a good job and I got my own place. But, if she is right, the fact that I don't have a car seems to be what keeps me single. I just can't agree with tha

Blogged
Ok now this is a once in a site time thing i'll never post another blog nor read a blog due to the fact that Blogs are one of the Worst fucking things ever invented. Please bear with me for a moment before you stop readin and think over what I'm saying. Blogs contain "personal" stuff, ie feelings, what you did last night, who you like, etc... Basically a blog is a place for a person to be the biggest dumbass and loser at the same time. People alwasy wonder how child predators learn about their prey well all i have to say is Look At A Fucking Blog And There Is Your Answer. Thank you for allowing my blog to waste however long it took you to read it hopefully i changed your opinion on blogs.

Too Deep For U
I feel you with my heart You feel me with your hands Somehow your touch is more than I can stand My knees get weak then I lose my breath Heart beating so fast I lose myself. Hands tracing trailing down... Heart starts to flutter and I let out that sound You heart now pounding your knees too weak You're staring at me and you can't speak Hands on my hips while you stare at my breasts I know it is hard to control yourself. That look in my eyes that evil smile on my face smacking my lips cause I want to taste. Tongue finds you and takes it all in Deeper and deeper it's coming to an end. I really wish you weren't my best friend! I know you never loved me. I know you never cared. You fell in love so fast and I just got scared. I run from my feeling I try to play it safe. Some times you can run but never escape. I shut my emotions off like a switch on the wall. I turn off my phone just to ignore your calls. I close all the curtains and lock all the door

Poems
Our Lives Together Me and you, you and me, Oh how perfect that will be. While we’re young, while we’re old, It is you that I want to hold. No matter what, never fear, Because for you I am always here. Through thick and thin, we will always be, Because you are who I want for me. I loved you then, and I love you now, Even though my parents didn’t allow. I love you, and you love me, This is how I know we will be. The years have passed and here you are, With two kids, one in each arm. Its unbelievable how crazy our lives have become, But still, the fights and arguments are very seldom. The kids are growing more and more each day, It is going to be sad the day they have to go away. But don’t be sad , I’ll still be here, To fill your life with endless cheer. Once young and full of life, now old and praying we don’t die, But seeing your face everyday is what keeps me alive. I am here and your are gone, But your memory still lives on. But don’t be sad,

Homewreckers
here is my 'Letter to Homewreckers' (and you know exactly who you are): Maybe you didn't know there was someone else at first. Maybe you had suspicions that you weren't the only one, but you couldn't confirm it right away. But soon you knew for sure. There was no denying it. Or maybe you knew right from the start, but just didn't care. Or could it be that your self-esteem is in the toilet and you are so desperate that you will take any attention from anybody? Or perhaps you knew your 'boyfriend' or 'girlfriend' was married and that knowledge intensified your twisted attraction and desire to become involved. If you are enticed by the 'thrill' of sneaking around and living the 'dangerous' life of 'dating' a married person, you need to seriously consider the type of person you are. It's sad and scary that sharing someone gets your adrenaline pumping. Or, have you convinced yourself that he or she truly loves you and is 'trying' to end things with the spouse so that he or she c

When U Love Someone
i love someone right now he is soo perfect and how i can tell i love him soo much is if i see him on or i am a talkin to him i get all butterfly and i always have a smile on my face when i am talkin to him ..... soo how do u tell ur in love with someone?

Surethang
Well on May 31/07 I decided to dye my hair cause i got bored with my own hair color so i hope that everyone enjoys my pics and theres some happy pics and there are some goth and i hope that u enjoy them as much as i do.....thanks to everyone on cherrytap and god bless and good night until next time.. Well just thought that i would say hello to all my cherry friends and say to everyone else come and check me out and lets be friends....thank you 2 u out there that have givin me a welcome to cherrytagz.com comment...all of u out there take care and hope to hear from u all and god bless CHOW.... Well ladies just thought that i would let u on a little bit of news from my experience that i had for this month and man did i learn my lesson....Well if u ever get some one that says he lives in the states but he is on business in africa(nigeria)or some other foreign land and that they got robbed and need help to get home and if u can send them money to help them get home and that u will get it b

You Know Whats Good
I dont know what ya'll talkin bout, wantin some "barbie type chick" that wears a size 0. Come on now, how the hell she gonna cook for yo ass!! lol Gimme a thick chick wit some curves her mama blessed her wit. Dont'cha know that 97% of the beautiful (and bootyful) women in this country are "average" size 8 and above? Shyt, ya'll anorexics (if you are anorexic then please seek help) need to eat a meal or two. Let papi handle it and let it be told that damn it CURVES are sexy and THICK IS GOOD! Since Im new here A lot (okay All of you dont know).. that recently my grandpa died of Diabetes. The man that taught me how to be a man is gone forever from the earth, but not from my heart. From tiein a windsor knot (yeah I do know how to tie a tie), to first date advice, my grandad did it all and it is for this that I will be foreva greatful. Old man, you taught me how to live, how to love and how to be ME. Thank you May God Keep you .....Always

My Views On People Talking About Others!
You know, I am really fed up with something here, this whining now of somebody saying something behind that person's back routine, I got a newsflash for people, people are going to talk about others behind there back and it's in normal daily conversation and you know what, I used to whine about it, I'll honestly admit here that I did that when I was younger but now that I'm almost 40 yrs of age, I am not going to worry about it, because it's ridiculous to worry about it because if you worry about it, it'll only drive you insane, either deal with it or let it drive you insane, it's that simple because I for one, don't complain about it and if somebody has something to say about me, say it to me on here or Windows Live Messenger or AOL Instant Messenger or CherryTap or to my face otherwise, shut up and move on because it's ridiculous, I know the truth about me and nobody else does unless they were told by me otherwise people are assuming, PERIOD!

Stylish Ramblings From The Mind Of Danielle )0(
I am starting to get irritated because people are sending me messages and I'm not getting them wtf is up with that? So if you sent me soemthing and I didn't thank you for it please let me know and i'll check into it... Love ya all! D Here's another video from Riverbend! Enjoy! www.myspace.com/riverbendrocks Karma is the law of moral causation. The theory of Karma is a fundamental doctrine in Buddhism. This belief was prevalent in India before the advent of the Buddha. Nevertheless, it was the Buddha who explained and formulated this doctrine in the complete form in which we have it today. What is the cause of the inequality that exists among mankind? Why should one person be brought up in the lap of luxury, endowed with fine mental, moral and physical qualities, and another in absolute poverty, steeped in misery? Why should one person be a mental prodigy, and another an idiot? Why should one person be born with saintly characteristics and another with crimina

I Need You
AS MANY OF YOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN IN CT DADDYS HAPPY HOUR CONTEST FOR ABOUT A MONTH NOW. I NEEDED 75,000 COMMENTS TO WIN....BUT THE PLANS HAVE CHANGED!!!! CT DADDY IS GIVING ME A CHANCE TO WIN THE HAPPY HOUR WITHOUT THE ENDLESS HOURS OF COMMENT BOMBING. ALL I NEED TO DO IS GET HIM 300 PROFILE RATINGS!!!! CAN IT GET ANY EASIER THAN THAT???? I HAVE 1500 FRIENDS ON CT, DO I HAVE AT LEAST 300 REALLY GREAT FRIENDS? PLEASE SHOW ME THAT I DO!!!! THIS IS WHAT I NEED YOU TO DO...CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND RATE A GREAT MANS PAGE. SOUNDS EASY RIGHT???? HERES THE IMPORTANT PART....I REALLLY NEED YOU TO CMAIL ME AFTER YOU RATE SO THAT CT DADDY AND I CAN KEEP TRACK....THAT IS THE ONLY WAY THIS WILL WORK!!!! THANKS IN ADVANCE...I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS VERY MUCH XOXO~JAMIE.....I AM GIVING A VIC GIFT TO ANYONE THAT RATES THIS PROFILE AND SENDS ME CMAIL TELLING ME YOU RATED CT DADDYS PROFILE ~CT DADDY™~THE TEXAS GODFATHER™~I Love and Adore My Angel Ass Kickin Redneck Bitch~@ CherryTAP I have really

Big Oil
Lets give the following suggestion a serious try. The greedy big oil companies have to be taught a lesson that it is still us, the consumer, who has control of the market. Do your part and send this on to at least 10 of your e-mail acquaintances and boycott the oil companies in question. Subject: Gas War NEW GAS WAR - a new idea that WILL work This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. It' s worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by the end of this summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselv

Fishing
Four married guys go fishing. After an hour, the following Conversation took place: First guy: "You have no idea what I had to do to be able to come out fishing this weekend. I had to promise my wife that I would paint every room in the house next weekend." Second guy: "That is nothing, I had to promise my wife that I would build her a new deck for the pool." Third guy: "Man, you both have it easy! I had to promise my wife that I would remodel the kitchen for her." They continue to fish. When they realized that the fourth guy has not said a word, they asked him. "You haven't said anything about what you had to do to be able to come fishing this weekend. What's the deal?" Fourth guy: "I just set my alarm for 5:30 am. When it went off, I shut off my alarm, gave the wife a slap on her ass and said: "Fishing or Sex?" and she said: "Wear sun-block"

Blessings To These People That Got Hit By Several Tornadoes
http://www.kansas.com/static/slides/050507tornadoaerials/ Aerials of Greensburg Tornado Damage, devastation that occurred when a large tornado struck Greensburg Friday night. http://media.kansas.com/static/slides/050507tornadoaerials/images/_MG_0319.jpg A tornado touches down south of Haviland Saturday evening. Several tornados were reported in the area. Central Kansas Tornadoes and Damage http://media.kansas.com/static/slides/050507macksville/images/050507tornados_mb17.jpg

The Heart
>>"Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began, >> >>"I'll open up your heart..." >> >> >> >>"You'll find Jesus there," the boy >> >>interrupted. >> >> >> >>The surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll >> >>cut your heart open," he continued, >> >>to see how much damage has been >> >>done ..." >> >> >> >>"But when you open up my heart, you'll >> >>find Jesus in there," said the boy. >> >> >> >>The surgeon looked to the parents, who >> >>Sat quietly. "When I see how much >> >>damage has been done, I'll sew your >> >>heart and chest back up, and I'll plan >> >>what to do next." >> >> >> >>"But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The >> >>Bible says He lives there. The >> >>hymns all say He lives there. You'll >> >>find Him in my heart." >> >> >> >>The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell >> >>you what I'll find in your heart. >> >>I'll find damaged muscle, low blood >> >>supply , and weakened vessels. >> >>And I'll find out if I can make you well." >>

Friends
HEY GUYS I JUST WANTED TO TELL EVERYONE THAT I WILL BE BACK AS SOON AS I CAN AND I WILL NOT FOR GET ANY OF YOU AND I WANT YOU GUYS TO STAY OUT OF TROUBLE.I WILL NOT FOR GET ABOUT ANY OF YOU AND I LOVE YOU GUYS.HUGZZZZZZZZZZ AND KISSESSSSSSSSSSSSSS TO ALL THAT KNOW ME AND LOVE ME.HERE IS MY CELL IF YOU EVER WANT TO CALL ME AT ANY TIME.1-870-371-2953.I DON'T CARE WHAT TIME IT IS IF YOU NEED ME THEN CALL OKAY LOVE YOU GUYS AND TAKE IT EASY.LOVE LEAH AKA BABYLETTE420~STATIC X'S PREGNANT BARTENDER

Daily Adventures Of A Bi - Girl
who has nekkid pics for me to go look at...i'm horny...give a girl a break! :) I want to venture into some of the lounges. What is your advice on goin into the lounges?? I'm sorta shy going into new places alone....and I fear rejection.

Favorite Lyrics
I am the god of fuck, i am the god of fuck virgins sold in quantity, herded by heredity red-neck-burn-out-mid-west-mind, "who said date rape isn't kind?" porno-nation, evaluation what's this, "time for segregation" libido, libido fascination, too much oral defication white trash get down on your knees, time for cake and sodomy time for cake and sodomy (I am the god of fuck, i am the god of fuck) vcr's and vasoline, tv-fucked by plastic queens cash in hand and dick on screen, who said god was ever clean? bible-belt 'round anglo-waste, putting sinners in their place yeah, right, great if you're so good explain the shit stains on your face white trash get down on your knees, time for cake and sodomy time for cake and sodomy And its all Ive ever wanted to believe That peace could grow inside of you Inspite of me humanity I hope your out there somewhere All alone I hear the whole world calling Save us from ourselves All alone i hear the angels scream my

My Poems
My daughter was born September 11, 2007...She weighed 6lbs And 2ozs...She was 19 inches long...She was healthy...She is two months old now.....And spoiled rotton by everyone around her... One Rosalie Love Love is between a mother and a child… Love is between a father and a child…. Love is between two lovers… Love is between family members…. Love is between friends….. Some may ask is love is real or not… Some may already know…. There are some who are about to find out what love is … So you ask is love real… It is very real just you might have not… Have found it yet …. Love is all around you … Even though you can’t see it…. You can feel love… Love is what you have for your family and friends… Love is what you and your lover feel between each other…. Love is between two lovers…. Love is what you feel in your heart for the other half of you… Love is where you can’t stand to be away from your lover.. Love is whe

Vt
In Blacksbug, Virgina, Gunman massacred 32 people at Virginia Tech in the deadliest shooting rampage in U.S. on Monday morning April 16. Seung-Hui, the gunman went on a rampage killing 32 people then himself ending the rampage. But why? They are trying to say he was a loner like they did when Columbine happened but those shooters were not loners, One of them was actally on the football team and was quite popular with alot of friends, so why would they tell us that then 8 years later we find out that they were not loners like the news told America. and both of these shootings they ended up killing there selfs and why are these shootings at school? They put up some many camras and have poliec man at schools and have metledetecters but people are still getting guns threw and there are alot more than just shootings that happen at school and it happens every damn day people getting in to fist fights witch i know is deadly because i get into fights at school at least once a week and everyo

Oklahoma Girls Blogs!!!
Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone-----YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !!!! Will we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we continue to make the changes forced on us by the people from other countries that came to live in America because it is the Country of Choice?????? Think about it! All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS? I celebrate Christmas...........but because it isn't celebrated by everyone.............we can no longer say Merry Christmas. Now it has to be Season's Greetings. It's not Christmas vacation, it's Winter Break. Isn't it amazing how this winter break ALWAYS occurs over the Christmas holiday? We've gone so far the other way, bent over backwards to not offend anyone, that I am now being offended. But it seems that no one has a problem with that. This says it all! This is an editorial written by an American citizen, published in a Tampa, FL Newspaper. He

Hummmm
"Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing... I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me. I want to be seen. I don't know. Maybe I had my happiness. I don't want to believe it but, there is no women. Only that moon." -Practical Magic

About Me
right this is hard for me to say to a lot of people i am happy guy whos happy with life and other stuff but on the inside my soul is dark and this is because all that has happend to me in my past and it will never change until the day i leave this world. Courtesy of SparkleTags.com im sorry if this hurts some people but i needed to do this ian i need more fans please

I May Be Looking For A New Job
PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone-----YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !!!! Will we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we continue to make the changes forced on us by the people from other countries that came to live in America because it is the Country of Choice?????? Think about it! All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS? I celebrate Christmas...........but because it isn't celebrated by everyone.............we can no longer say Merry Christmas. Now it has to be Season's Greetings. It's not Christmas vacation, it's Winter Break. Isn't it amazing how this winter break ALWAYS occurs over the Christmas holiday? We've gone so far the other way, bent over backwards to not offend anyone, that I am now being offended. But it seems that no one has a problem with that. This says it all! This is an editorial written by an American citizen, published in a Tamp

Ty For The Love
ty so much to the ppl that really helped me out in the contest and ty 2 the ppl that did not really help and to the ppl that did not answer me when i tryed talkin 2 u fuck u dont ask me for shit i asked yall nicely 2 help but no u either did not answer me or said no so FUCK U!!!!!!!!!! *ps* 2 the ppl that really helped me out if u need help or any thing ust ask me

Ladyillusions Mixed Up Bipolar Scorpio Female World
Well anyone who has been a friend of mine in the past 10yrs or so knows about Doug. They know my whole world was wrapped up around him and his words were gospel to me. That my love for him was deeper than any love I thought I would ever have again. That he even has been an issue between Phil and I, that I have struggled with staying with Phil to go back to Doug. That Doug has said he would change if I went back to him and dumped Phil. But that I did choose Phil over Doug. Last night I found out all those years Doug was also with Kath. That he was not sleeping on the couch. That they were only ever really broken up for very short spurts. I learned a ton more but it's really not worth writing it all out. I mean just what I have written right now is enough. How does a guy get away with that for 10yrs? Now he is going to put someone else through it? How can he live with himself? I think Phil is happy just another thing to throw in my face to prove he is better than Doug. I hate how he u

Got An Effing Promotion
I finally got the promotion I've been working on for like three years now...I am so going out to party this weekend..woooooohoooooooo. I am the happiest I have been in a lonnnnnnnnngggggg time..I could just explode.

Help
ok i need help, how do i mark pics nsfw...i put them in a folder but now that someone else marked them someone blacked them out with a sign...

Naughty Boy
NAUGHTY BOY by IAK Night falls. A dim candle light flickers by the open window, a soft breeze from the ocean's shore below, the smell of roses along the path to the house. His hands touched the petals of the delicate flowers as he came to the window, his eyes searching the room for his Mistress. Before he could whisper her name, he could hear her humming in the bathroom and soon the sweet scent of lavender danced through the dark room, her favorite bath salts. He climbed over the window sill and made himself known with the clicking of his heels on the hardwood floor. The humming stopped. He peered into the steamy bathroom only to see an empty tub full of bubbles and candles lining it. His interest was peaked as he moved closer to the tub, only trying to imagine her in it. As he stood quietly, his hands tickling the water, he suddenly felt Her presence. All at once she pushed herself against his back, her wet, naked flesh taunting his body as he straightened up. She pulled a

In Loving Memory Of Tiger_maggie_da
In loving memory of Tiger_Maggie_Da (Betty) Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free; I'm following the path God laid for me. I took His hand when I heard Him call; I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day, To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way; I found that place at the close of day. If my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss; Ah yes, these things, I too, will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow; I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much; Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief; Don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your heart and share with me; God wanted me now, He set me free. I will miss you my sweet friend !!! Tiger__Spanky aka Angela Mo_SweetAngel It is with a heavy heart that I post that Tiger_Maggie_DA has passed away. Tiger_LSUfan_Adm

Heart Warming Tales (true)
I am attending a conference this week and a police officer was honored for the many long years he has served his community. However, this blog is not about him. You see the officer being honored got a call from woman with a son in Iraq. She told of how proud she was of him, of how he was serving his country, and how he had brought his playstation to Iraq for a little R&R in his down time. The playstation brought joy not just to him, but to his entire unit. The all enjoyed the games (when there was power) that he had brought with him, and the mom told how the playstation was like a little escape for them. A chance to not think about the horrors of war and about the IED's that they were tasked to take out. One day, one of the unit's canines ate the playstation and chewed up most of the games. The soldier was hurt, but it didn't pay to be mad at the unit's dog and they did without. Now, I don't remember why the mom had called the officer to relate this tale. Maybe she was a frien

For Jamie Plese Read And Pass Along :(
PLEASE SIGN YOUR NAME TO THIS!!! Do you remember February 1993 when a young 3 yr. Old was taken from a Shopping mall in Liverpool, NY by two 10-year-old boys? Jamie Bulger walked away from his mother for only a second and Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his friend Robert Thompson. They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way stopping every now and again to torture the poor little boy who was crying constantly for his mommy. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes and pushed Batteries up his anus. It was actually worse than this... What these two boys did was so horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to identify his body. They then left his beaten small body on the tracks so a train could run him over to hide the mess they had created. These two boys, even being boys, understood what they did was wrong, hence trying to make it look like an accide

Sex Is Fun
According to this reading, you are 86% sexually hot! 'How sexually hot are you?' at QuizUniverse.com