Southsidegurl07's blog: "Reality"

As you go thru life you learn alotta things . Most of them normally end up being the hard way too! I know i've previously learned sumthing and it was the hard way. But most of the time learning this way helps you alot! I know it did me. I learned alot from this mishap. Esp who really cares about me and who is really there for me. I know most people got alot of friends that are real close. But how close are they really? Have you ever just sit back and looked at things and realized who is really been there for you just as much as you have for them? Even at that, they may have possibly been there for you way more than you have for them and you havent even realized it! I've had alot of time to think about these little things like that. And in this time i've realized who my true friends are, that my family cares more for me than they have ever actually told me, and that you can find a certain some one who will love and care for you just as much as you have for them. And im here to tell you, don't look over these things and live like you can't lose them! Let people know how you feel! Don't hold anything back! If you do then you will never be able to free your mind! If you got problems, ask god for help! He's always there to help you see the light. And no things might not always go your way, but do your best and don't complain. Things can always get better. Let your loved ones know you love them and don't put it off another day! Life is to short to run around putting things off. Make something of yourself! Don't worry what other people think of you! And certainly don't let someone tell you that you can't do somthing. If you set your mind to it you can accomplish any dream. Work hard for what you want! Get it honestly! Not all things you can get easily are good things! Have something to show for what you get! And if you need help, just ask. Im sure there is some one that can help you fulfill your dreams and is willing to help you get it honestly. As long as you do your best to get it!

Well as of Friday May 18th, 2007 at 7pm.....I became an High School Gradute of Hope High School better known as the Hell Hole, and yes thats the nickname of the school to. It was 159 students to graduate high school outta 168. It went by quicker than what we thought it would have. It was alot of cryin goin on and yes i cried a lil bit b/c i knew that was the last time i would see my friends. So we all said our farwells 2 each other and took alot of pics together. We all told wat our plans would be after that night....Well most of my friends r goin 2 the navy, army, us coast guards, air force and marines......The biggest of the friends i keep in contact with r goin upstate just like me.......Well me myself i got accepted 2 some good colleges and i got the acceptance letter i have been waitin for.....I will be a freshman at Missouri Western State University and i will be studyin Occupational Therapist. I got a scholarship to college 2.Well ill have my own place and now i have 2 step up and take the responbility of all my actions and shit now, and yea i know its goin to be hard to do but ill make it tho. I kno im goin 2 miss my big bro and mama tho most outta anything. Im glad my mama is lettin me move out on my own so i can find out how the real world is without her always there telling me wat to do and not to do.

1-touch their waist 2-talk to them 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss them slowly 6-hug them 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your family 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved 16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her she beautiful not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! 21-kiss her on the lips 22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff 23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD 24-make her feel loved 25-buy her stuff. small things can still help 26-don't lie to her 27-dont cheat on her 28-take her anywhere she wants 29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her 30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you 31. Hold her close when she's cold and she can hold you too. 32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her. 33. Kiss her on the tip of her nose; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss them). 34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly. 35. Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her 36. When people diss her, stand up for her. 37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her. 38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you. 39. When walking next to each other grab her hand. 40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible 41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears. 43. Take her for long walks at night. 44. Always Remind her how much you love her

Girl Language WHEN i RUN AWAY FROM YOU - FOLLOW ME WHEN i POUT MY LiPS - KiSS ME WHEN i KiCK - HUG ME TiGHT WHEN i CALL YOU CRAZY - iM CRAZY ABOUT YOU WHEN i AM SiLENT - iM THiNKiNG OF HOW TO SAY i LOVE YOU WHEN i iGNORE YOU - i WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTiON WHEN i PULL AWAY - GRAB ME BY THE WAiST & TELL ME YOU'LL NEVER LET ME GO WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST - TELL ME iM BEAUTiFUL WHEN i SCREAM AT YOU - TELL ME YOU LOVE ME WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKiNG - SNEAK UP BEHiND ME, & REST UR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER iF I DONT CALL YOU - iM WAiTiNG BY THE PHONE FOR YOUR CALL WHEN iM SCARED - HOLD ME BY THE WAiST WHEN i LOOK LiKE SOMETHiNGS THE MATTER - KiSS ME & TELL ME EVERYTHiNG WiLL BE ALRiGHT WHiLE i HOLD YOUR HANDS - PLAY WiTH MY FiNGERS

Its so hard to believe i'm a senior. It seems like ive been waiting on this for a long time but its finally here. When I take a step back and look at everything and everyone around me, I see how much i've accomplished and how much life thats still left in me. i've come to realize that there is so much to do in life and i cant even imagine where im going to start. For those that are close to me, you know of my plans to move to the dallas or missouri area after graduation. I've found that there is so much there to do and so little left here. Im proud to have family up there cuz if I didnt have them...or someone to go with me.....I probably wouldnt stay. Im a really independant person but i dont like to try things alone. My independence comes in when im use to things. Also when I look back and see how many friends ive gained and lost its incredible how most of them stuck around. We've been through some pretty rough times and im glad that they are still my friends. Oh and about the whole falling in love thing, man thats a blast but then again it all leads to heartache. Then life just goes on and drags you through plenty of shit holes and just picks you back up and dust you off and youre gone again. From my friends to the love of my life to my parents and family. I couldnt have done this with out you guys. so thanks alot! and i hope i can look back on this and show everyone all of my many accomplishments later in life. Well when i graduated school early it was all cool and fun, but now reality is setting in now. I will finally be graduating High School on the 18th of this month and im glad. Now i know its time for me to think about the real life, cuz its not the same when you dont have your parents takin care of u and buyin u watever u want and need. Even tho my parents have learned me the value of a dollar and how to support myself. Well when i graduate school this month I will be goin 2 college in august and im glad.