im creating some stupid ass blog tonight to try and express my feelings but im tired and im not going to be able to finish saying how i feel .. i feel like ive become between a hurricane and a sounami ( or however you spell the big fucking waves) my family is so fucked up i feel like im now coming undone... i feel like my everything is being riped out.. i know EVERY thing thats going on on one side.. a damn tracker on the car.. hiring people to spy ... hiring people to kick someones ass all the above i know and the other i can never utter a word.. or i lose my 2nd dad ive had... im so lost .. he is 2 DIFFERENT people one at work and one at home ... i feel just about as empty as i use to be .. ill continue this later im tired... night
