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Mensa Awards-too Funny
Mensa Invitational Winners: 1. Cashtration (n.): The act of buying a house, which renders the subject financially impotent for an indefinite period of time. 2 Ignoranus : A person who's both stupid and an asshole. 3. Intaxicaton : Euphoria at getting a tax refund, which lasts until you realize it was your money to start with. 4. Reintarnation : Coming back to life as a hillbilly. 5. Bozone ( n.): The substance surrounding stupid people that stops bright ideas from penetrating. The bozone layer, unfortunately, shows little sign of breaking down in the near future 6. Foreploy : Any misrepresentation about yourself for the purpose of getting laid.. 7. Giraffiti : Vandalism spray-painted very, very high 8. Sarchasm : The gulf between the author of sarcastic wit and the person who doesn't get it. 9. Inoculatte : To take coffee intravenously when you are running late. 10. Osteopornosis : A degenerate disease. (This one got extra credit.) 11. Karmageddon : It's like,

Jdizzle's Poetry/music/stories
Fire back like a bullet proof round When the world beats you down, get the fuck off the ground. Cuz if all you’re gonna do is just sit there and cry Then you might be better off to just lay down and die. Nobody’s gonna carry you or hold you high Its your own fuckin choice if you wanna survive! Times up! I’m done talkin to you Times up! What you gonna do? Times up! I don’t give a shit! Take a swing, hit or miss Your times up! I aint superman, got no bulletproof vest But go ahead, take the shot I gotta big fuckin chest! My shoulders’ big too, I can carry the weight, All the chains from your pain and even your hate. If you think that what you say is gonna make me hurt Im gonna laugh, cuz you’re a fool and Ive tasted dirt. I’ve been right there in the fire and flame Screaming at the sky while it was raining PAIN!!! Times up! I’m done talkin to you Times up! What you gonna do? Times up! I don’t give a shit! Ta

Poetry
She’s amazing! She’s perfect!She’s everything I dreamed!Sophisticated, attractive,She’s everything that she seems!I looked in her eyes,I was at a los-for-words.I still couldn’t speak,Even afterwards.I was out of my mind,I thought I was crazy before.She had me all fuzzy,I was cocky before.I stay ready for war.She put a stop to that.She pulled it out of my core.None of that was allowed,It stayed outside the door.The haterid, the grudge,The brolic attitude,The violence, the Marine,The ghetto nigga called Luke.She wanted Elliot,That part of me nobody know.She wanted to see the hidden man,Like that was her goal.She got it for show.I was putty in her hand.I always thought,I was a uncontrolled man.She shocked me,I shocked her.She surprised me,I amazed her.I did all that I can,To show her my worth.Said I was waiting for her,Sense the day of my birth.For the day I was a Smerf.I felt so little.I did and said things,That was just strait pitiful.But, what’s done

Weed
in 1972 dr kirk alsher did a study on monkey's to test the effects of marijuana his experiment failed he had all the wrong study's so he said marijuana kills brain cells people are to stupid to look it up it was in fact his experiment going wrong he put the monkeys in a room for 30 days straight filled with pot smoke then when he took them out of the room there brains desolved

Ganja
smoking a blunt rolling a joint doing this shit is what i enjoy getting a fix from a nickel or dime already rolled up it’s time to get high my legs are dead my body is numbedI'm trying really hard to reach the tip of my tongueit frees my spirit and opens my mindit leaves my worry's, depression, and problems behindi feel like a butterfly because i feel like I'm freewhy do i only feel like this when i smoke on this weedwhy can i feel like this all the fucking timei could only feel like this when i get high foolish person this is no game because when you smoke it, you are not the same but why can't anyone let me be me? what can i say i love smoking weed

Don't Say A Word
we pass without words- all the words have already been said. (why is your memory still in my head?) i loved you more than all men; loved you for what could of been. nothing matters now, nothing was ever real. (why cant i pretend like i dont feel?) i dont know what to say, dont know where to start. what good does it do to have a broken heart? why do i cry? why am i sad? i should hate you; im supossed to be mad. dont talk to me; please dont say a word. everything you could say ive already heard. .

If This Is My Destiny
I sit back in the darkness and watchuntil this is done. a destiny such as this is pleasant for no one.the fake laughter makes my head ache and the fake love makes my heart break to look into your eyes makes me sigh-somethings will never be understood so im not going to try id rather wait here in the darkness till its done all these words mean nothing to me i want to close my eyes if this is my destiny.

The Physics Of Santa
1. No known species of reindeer can fly. BUT there are 300,000 species of living organisms yet to be classified, and while most of these are insects and germs, this does not COMPLETELY rule out flying reindeer which only Santa has ever seen. 2. There are 2 billion children (persons under 18) in the world. BUT since Santa doesn't (appear) to handle the Muslim, Hindu, Jewish and Buddhist children, that reduces the workload to 15% of the total - 378 million according to the Population Reference Bureau. At an average (census rate of 3.5 children per household, that's 91.8 million homes. One presumes there's at least one good child in each. 3. Santa has 31 hours of Christmas to work with, thanks to the different time zones and the rotation of the earth, and assuming he travels east to west (which seems logical). This works out to 822.6 visits per second. This is to say that for each Christian household with good children, Santa has 1/1000th of a second to park, hop out of his sleigh, j

The Past
Every girl and Every boy is meant to be loved by someone but this girl has been used for far to long so from now on i shall love myself for who i am not what you want me to be i tried to be someone im not to keep you but that someone wasnt good enough i tried to be myself and you looked the other way no matter what i do its never good enough for you so today and everyday from now i shall do nothing for you or anyone else this is my life not yours now your thinking something different and i want you to know i am done you are not the one for me you hurt me you betrayed me i can forgive but ill never forget so im starting anew i will shed no more tears for you i wrote this like 4 months ago and just now wanted to post it

When A Woman Calls The Kettle Black
In this world today are kids are getting less discipline and the morals and ethics of this country or rapidly fading. We as parents need to step up and take are country back and raise are children can respect life and enjoy it without all the violence that they show as they are on school, in the neighbor hoods, in the home, any where and every where they are. We as parents should have the right to bust butt and not have to worry about social service coming and taking us to jail. You wander why they have police walking hall ways of so many school, is because they are not even allowed to discipline children. When a kid gets into trouble they are immediately taken before the Juvenile in so many cases instead of being discipline having that tail swatted a couple of times. The government was established by the people for the people not the other way around. The government wants to control are lives. Make us live on a budget, but they can not even budget their own expenses. They want

My Bullshit! :)
BOTTOM LINE : THE BEST WAY TO GET OVER ON SOMEONE, IS TO GET UNDER SOMEONE ELSE.?! REVENGE C:\Users\User\Videos\2011-01-27\1282431018615.JPG Some people seem to need to feel superior to others and will categorize them with a name. I have been called a hick because I live in the country, have horses, and so on. After thinking about it, I wear the name with pride regardless how the other person meant it. Hicks, like almost all groups, people choose to segregate, are some amazing people.If you hunt for me, you will find I am listed among the HicksThe poor common folk that choose to live back in the sticks.The kind of folk who have a job but also have to do choresthat build bonfires and teach the kids how to make Smores.Among those that if you do need any help are glad to giveand by the Golden Rule most still their lives do

Soldier
The decoration of Veterans’ graves with wreaths from Wreaths across America will take place this Saturday Dec 11. The plan for the Augusta cemeteries is to start at Togus National Cemetery West – Hallowell Rd , at 9am, and then proceed to the Maine State Veterans’ Cemetery on Civic Center Drive in Augusta around 10 am, immediately followed by the Maine State Veterans’ Cemetery – Mt Vernon Rd , this should be around 11 am. There will be a formal ceremony at each cemetery at noon to coincide with the ceremony taking place at Arlington National cemetery in Washington , DC . This is a scripted ceremony with the laying of wreaths for each branch of the service, merchant Marines, and a POW/MIA wreath. It would be great to have a Veteran of each branch present at each cemetery to lay the wreath from their branch of service. If you are assisting in decorating graves please plan to return to the Cemetery at Noon for the Ceremony, this is a very important

And The Cow Jumped Over The...
Hello family, friends, and various haters! It has come to my attention, as of late, that I needed to change a few things in my account. And for those that have been to my pages before, you may have noticed that something is missing. That would be my old blogs. They were decidedly dark, and depressing. But, for those that don't know, or never read, it was my realization that my M.S. was destroying my life like a worm in an apple. Yes, it seriously caused a bout of depression. From moving from the greater Chicago area, back to the southern tip of Illinois. I grew-up in the area I'm living in. And things have changed. More stores, more vacant stores. A new strip club (never been to one down here, even when I was younger, all I can picture of them here is meth addicted, toothless yellow-hammers) or two have been built. More banks and churches. Less enrollment at Southern Illinois University (home of the Salukis, hence my name here). Friends from grade school to high school pret

Uhm....hehehe
*WHAT A REAL WOMAN DOES* A real woman is a man's best friend. She will never stand him up and never let him down. She will reassure him when he feels insecure and comfort him after a bad day. She will inspire him to do things he never thought he could do; to live without fear and forget regret. She will enable him to express his deepest emotions and give in to his most intimate desires. She will make sure he always feels as though he's the most handsome man in the room and will enable him to be the most confident, sexy, seductive, and invincible. . .

Kiss My Fuckin Like!
So i dunno about you but i like to keep fubar seperate from my facebook. you dont have a facebook so you dont think this pertains to you. You're wrong! That blue little "like" button you see under peoples defaults and in their pictures... if youve got one attached to your fubar profile, you are in this too. Just because you do not have a facebook, or didnt link your facebook account to your fubar DOESNT mean your fubar profile isnt being broadcasted on facebook. It just means that YOU do not broadcast your OWN fubar profile on facebook. I have a facebook. I can go to anyone of your profiles or pictures and hit that blue facebook "like" button and it will show in my facebook feed to ALL my facebook friends that I "liked misfit on fubar" and will supply a link to hers (or yours) profile. From there MY facebook friends can click on said link and get to your fubar pictures. From what I understand is, that if we set our profiles to be "viewable by fubar members only" that people on fa

Poetry And Stories Some Are Nsfw
This love is empty, this life I live a lie. I am no longer my own, sadly just a part of everyone's daily life, a routine. I awaken each day to the sunlit loneliness, yearning to live again. Moments of happiness run through my mind, only to trip over reality and fall so painfully into the place that has been made for me. My soul hangs on to the last flicker of hope for passion unleashed! My heart slowly bleeds out from the wounds so unsparingly opened, ripped wide from selfish thoughts, self crippling by an upbringing that willingly kills another's exploration of pleasure and life. Dooming them to a worthless, self indulging life and power trips of control that is offered as a filler to their own emptiness and non existing ego, that has been inflated by a misconception of their own reality. Dementia: Walking in a Winter Wonderland...miles away from my home, in my robe and slippers Schizophrenia : Do You Hear What I Hear? Multiple Personality: We Three

Why You Should Think Before You Speak....
You wear your sunglasses to shade your eyes from the sun so bright, But for me, they shade a totally different light. You see and hear a beautiful person, I try very hard, But hidden deep inside, I am permanently scarred. You see a twinkle in my eye and a smile on my face, But hidden deep inside, I'm in a darker place. A place of hurt and a place of shame, I was put there by a person who staked his claim. You see, I wear my sunglasses to hide the agony, to shield the pain, To cover the tears, realizing there is nothing left to gain. He said he loved me, I thought it was true, Maybe he did, but why oh why did he treat me so cruel??? The harsh words, the name calling, the implications to blame, Oh right, we can't talk about this right now, it's time for the pregame. The despair and the loneliness have gone on too long, So I've decided to stand on my own two feet and be strong. These feelings of never being good enough I can't deny, the damage is done, They are very permanent, and impossi

This Place
I have been back on this site now for about six months. I met my best friend and wife on this site as well, much has changed since I met her here back in 2007. We have had the most precious little girl a couple could have, been through a deployment and a Permanent Change of Station move inside of our almost three years of marriage. We again are packing our bags and heading for the Hawaiian Islands on yet another PCS move as Big Army has decided my skill set is needed in the Pacific. I am very lucky, especially when I see all the guys that leave comments and talk S*!t on Classc1's page. It sucks to want what you can never touch, taste or feel boys. Believe me I do just those things every night. Enough on the view on our life here in hillbilly hell Missouri. It will soon be in a tropical paradise. The real reason I am wiring this evening is ............................................ All these ladies sporting the cleavage shots or the just from below that boob to the shoulder and

Anniversary
FIRST I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FU-FAMILY FOR ALL THE DONATION TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN AND FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME WITH A SMILE :) ********THANK YOU******** ***Mark Your Calendar's***CAUSE ON DECEMBER 12TH TERESA OWNED BY LlAD IS HAVING A PARTY ON HER PAGE. SHE WILL BE CELEBRATING HER 4TH FU-ANNIVERSARY. SHE WILL BE RUNNING: AUTO'S, BOOMERANG, FAMP & BOMBING AND SHE WILL BE ROCKING US WITH AN HAPPY HOUR @ 7PM FU-TIME SO WHY WONT YOU STOP BY ON SUNDAY, DEC. 12, 2010 AND GET YOUR POINTS AND SAY HI :)

First Blog
so im not sure what to wright about, or if anyones eyes will see these words, but i will still wright, so on the sub of hmmmmm what, life? well thats easy .... its fuckt! as for love well theres a leeway to some salvation, sometimes its a curse, i mean to ....As many times as people have been asked to tell about themselves they never give the same answer twice. Reasons for this may be because of the many aspects we all partake in, making this our reality, but not to define reality but only to have our own perspectives. And everyday we grow and change into something more focused. And I have not yet found one word to describe myself nor others. For everyone is capable of destroying the world but never plant the seeds to show another generation life. That the real beauty is the Nature and how we perceive it is our Nurture. the dreams to be like nightmares and awake in sweat to see a red sunrise as sort of a balance to connect back into our reality we define, our perceptions...hope you enj

Blak1veil Stands!
ok i ask ask whats wrong with humanity. why so... i have been threw a shity life. no exaggeration here. since i started school i have always been the one that was left the last for everything because of the way i looked as a child. never was someone there to ask "hey how are you" or "hey buddy wanna play with us". i am writing this blog so my voice can be heard about how people judge and insult guys and girls buy what they wear, what they look like, what they like, who they are with, who they date, and so on and so forth. the way how people judge other by what they see is completely inhuman. since i started school when i was a kid till the day i graduated high school and to this day i am called out for i what i like and what i look like. no, i wasnt the cutest kid in school, no i wasnt the most popular. i was the kid who was forced to be alone. did i want to be alone? NO. but i was. my childhood wasn't as bad as my life of high school high school was worse. people i have never even

You Have To Pass This Amnesty Bill To See What's In It
The nation’s unemployment rate stands at 9.8 percent, a post–World War II record 19th month that unemployment has been over 9 percent. President Barack Obama is the largest tax hike in American history. So what do Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid (D–NV) and House Speaker Nancy Pelosi (D–CA) have Congress voting on today? Amnesty. Specifically, the House and Senate will be voting on the fourth and fifth versions of the DREAM Act, which would legalize anywhere between 300,000 and 2.1 million illegal immigrants.Supporters of the DREAM Act claim the bill would provide citizenship only to children who go to college or join the military. But all any version of the legislation requires is that an applicant attend any college for just two years. And if President Obama wants to reward non-citizen service members with citizenship, he already has the power to do so. The Secretary of Defense already has the authority under 10 U.S.C. § 504 (b) to enlist

These days people put on a huge front acting as if they are goody goody. Then you get to know them and find out they are not the person you thought they was. People to be my friend you must first be honest with yourself then to others. It is like this to get respect you must give it to get a smile you must give one. I do not like people who is not honesty with theirself and others. Best things to do is get your head out of clouds and back on earth.

The Whole Story!
UPDATE............. They IP banned me for sharing my blog........... Guilty conscious? When they changed the godmode bling without warning I happen to be running one, I came home from an appt to find it over with no explanation, so I forwarded my report to support inquiring why it ended after LESS than 5,000,000 pts and 24hrs and almost 15 minutes..... While awaiting I saw Scrapper scroll thru my live feed indicating the rules had changed. I asked him in an sb "why did they change it without warning?", his response "why does it snow when the weatherman says it won't?" then blocked me immediately...... Ok first, I don't pay the weatherman to be wrong or screw up, no money out of my own pocket so no real harm done to me..... 2 really? that's how you handle customers? I have spent several THOUSANDS on this sight and that is how I am treated? I wasn't rude or difficult, did NOT deserve such disrespect. After talking to a few ppl about this issue I was informed that Scrapper likes to "PU

True Friends
I am so happy that when people choose who u r rather then on the outside. i am Autistic and it is hard sometimes to make friends on the internet and the world around me. But im takin some classes on how to act the right way to talk to people. I talk sometimes werid and it makes people think that im an idot. I love people, no matter what they say, i still will be kind to them.

Introductions
I am so bloody sick of the name Christopher. Why does every mother and father think about naming their son Christopher? Why does it annoy me so much? Because I like differences. I used to have 1 Chris in my cell phone. Then last week, just boom! I had 3. Now, if your name is Christopher, don't take this to heart. I know it's not your fault you have a common name. I really have nothing against the name. I'm just annoyed that so many people have the exact same name. Have you ever had a feeling that things aren't all that they appear? I have. I was born into a Christian family. They have loved, supported, and taken care of me my entire life. We have fought, laughed, and loved eachother to the fullest. I know that when disaster hits, they will never leave me. However, I also know that there are rules that I have to follow as well. Rules chaff at me. But I guess they are supposed to keep me safe. They didn't, but they are supposed to. My life was a golden one when

Just My Thoughts.
So JD posted a folder of some pictures that he (and others including myself) found pretty dang skanky. You know what? They are! From what I understand (and I may be wrong) it was for a contest for a bling. Men and women alike got naked and graphic for this thing!! Are you kidding me?? Nope it's very true. Do you young people have any idea what you're doing? Is this stuff you want your children seeing?? Cause let me be the first to tell you once it is on the net it is never going away. Have I done or said some things I'm not proud of? Yep! Would I want my kids seeing it? Hells no!! Do you think before you do something like this? Obviuosly not! I'm not saying you should be ashamed of yourself or your bodies, however is this something you'd want your mom or dad or husband or wife, girlfriend, boyfriend or children looking at? Ask yourself that before you post some of the stuff you do. Johnny got slammed by one person (or more) because one of the girls was classy about her nudity. REALLY

Pigs
Well obviously pigs are terrible. And thus I should make sure this blog is NSFW. Or at least this pic is. I know it's an illusion. It's supposed to make you look twice. That's all. Then we all laugh and go on our merry way. Simply wondering here, why is that bad and not let's say a pic full of tits with half a face in it? :/ This one is at least supposed to make you laugh. Not make you horny. Thus follows the obvious question. If this is so bad, then how is bling prostitution not? "This is not this kind of site" when it comes to illusions, but it is that kind of site when it comes to blings/money for amateur prostitution, since it brings money to the company, right? Here's the chat with the bouncer. Name of the bouncer blurred. Don't want to get the poor guy in trouble or anything lol.

Human Waste
You attempt To remove The knife From my Back But all the Tears and words You offer Will not heal The scar From your Cowardly Attack Next time At least Do it to My face So I can Have the pleasure Of putting you In your Rightful place Call it What you will You define The synonym Of human Waste

My Thoughts
I've lost all feelings, in my hands and feet. My heart has stopped, not even one beat. Her hands are cold, as they sink into my heart. My soul is gone, ripped apart. I feel real pale and sick and blue. This can't be happening. Is this true? She told me she loved me, forever and always. My heart she broke, thinking of all those days. My thoughts aren't clear, my eyes full of hate. This is how we all die and how we relate. Dear Tawnya, I loved you. I don’t know how I can state it any more plainly. I loved you for everything I thought you were, and for everything that I became when I was with you. When we were together, I felt truly happy and complete in a way that I had never felt before. Being with you recontextualized everything that I thought I knew about love, and I came to understand that while I had felt love in the past, it was only a shadow of what real love could be. Now, I don’t honestly believe that I will ever find someone who

Absolute Vibez Radio
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Central Contracts
Companies are deciding to try BMW leasing rather than buying it outright. Perhaps this is because car leasing firms, such as http://www.centralcontracts.com , are taking advantage of this increased enthusiasm by offering competitive terms. There is also no compromise in terms of quality and choice too. The credit crunch came and this affected most people's jobs and businesses now they want less risk and reduce the amount of debt that they owe. A good way to ensure this is by signing a BMW lease rather than financing the purchase of one. You won't miss out on the choice of colours or BMW models and you will get a cheap monthly bill. You can get the benefits of a new BMW without the added stress of keeping up repayments for longer than you need to and once your lease expires you can decide on a new BMW. A standard leasing term is two years or more and you will pay an initial fee, it is up to you what you think is best. You might find that some individuals like to change their car at

Night Before Xmas (pdp)
The Gay Before Christmas PDP By Zodiac 'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through PDP Not a chatter was chatting, not no one just me; The cams were empty and the guestlist was bare, I'd hopes that some boobies soon would be there; The staff were all nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of buttsecks danced in their heads; And mamma in her 'good bra, and I in my cap, Had just settled down for a long phonebone fap, When out on my 'puter there arose such a clatter, I hung up the phone to see what was the matter. The lounge started to flicker I thought it would crash, I refreshed the window and upgraded my Flash. The moon it reflected on the new-refreshed screen Gave the lustre and glow I had not before seen, When, what to my pedo-stare eyes should appear, But a miniature sleigh, and crowd of gay queers, With a little gay driver, with a thick stench of ass,

Baby Fu-gettable
So, like, back in August, of, like, this year, me and. like. Cowboy had, like, a baby. No, like, seriously! We had a, like, baby!Baby-Fu-Gettable! Her name is Lydia and she is,like, now 3 1/2 months old. OMG. And she is cuh-uuuuuute! She's on my picture thingamajigger, if y'all want to peekaboosy. Soooooo, like, yeah, lemme know what you, like, think, kay?O.K. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

County
the snow storm's are getting bad and i see the news how your department say's all the truck's are lined up and ready to go..then why is it then if that was the 6 o'clock new's that on my drive home i almost slid off the road's any way ? i hear talk about how ready your road crew is and yet not a one truck on the highway or street's any where to be seen i feel if i'm paying my tax's for the street's to be safe to drive one i'm not seeing it or feeling safe this is just tonight 2 hour's after the snow started wensday night there was alot of ice out on the highway's that could of been stoped if the truck's where out like your department clams what hapen's when some one get's hurt driving at a responsable speed and has a wreck who is to blam your department say's them my self and i sure alot of other people all feel that it's unfair that we haft to go to work and can' get there safe the highway i haft to drive every day east and west is always bad because there is never a truck on that hig

Just Baffle Them With Bull#$%t
Well being a noobie is okay i guess, peoples have been really cool to me so far. No complaints from me. There are alot of beautiful women on fubar. Too many to to be able to look at all of them. Anyways just a few words of pretty much alot of babbling, lol. Peace to everyone and have a really great christmas and a happy new year.

Seasons
Seasons In the spring the flowers grow and your heart gets filled with love, In the summer the weather`s hot from the sun from up above. In the autumn the leaves they fall gently to the ground and in the winter the snow it lay so still quietly without a sound. Jocko65rs

I Wish
i wish i could have quit you. i wsh i never missed you, and told you that i loved you, everytime i fucked you. the future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through. obsessed with the thought of you the pain just grew and grew how could you do this to me? look at what i made for you it was never enough and the world is what i gave to you. i used to be love struck now i'm just fucked up

I Was Never There
I say I’m happy for you But I’m really not. I have to leave this place So I’ll never have to see your face Or meet your eyes So I’m saying my goodbyes. At first you might miss me But after awhile It’s like I was never there. No more glances And uncomfortable stares. Every now and then We might wonder What mighta been But there’s no point; Cause I’ll never see you...

I Was Never There
Aren't you sick of pretending everything is okay? I wanted to offer you my love But you tell me you're doing just fine today Next, I tried to embrace you and offer you a kiss- but you tell me emotions can't hurt you If they cease to exist. You hide the truth well in those eyes But while doing so you tell yourself the ultimate lies. Now you're in a world free of emotion and pain. You say you're learning strength But emptiness is all you gained.

Melodic.
I want you. Badly. I need you. Madly. To cover the wounds of my soul. Inside me. I lust. Insatiably. I ache. Relentlessly. To be given the chance to submit. Unconditionally. 10. "I'm your dirty retarded cousin... (5 seconds of thrusting).. and I've got you chained to the outhouse." 9. "Cry like a jew, bitch! CRY LIKE A FUCKING JEW!" 8. "Do you have any tampons?" 7. "FLAG. ON. THE. PLAY." 6. " I want you to have my BABIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSS!!" 5. "Gently stroke the wizard.. he's delicate." 4. "I wanna eat Spam out of your asshole." 3. "FUCKIN' YER KIDNEYS! I'M FUCKIN' YER KIDNEYS!!" 2. " Tell me you're dead. Tell me how you died" 1. " BURT REYNOLD'S MUSTACHE!!" ** bonus points if you can guess the occupation of each one. [Four of them are from the same dumbass] :) I'll probably piss off a lot of people with this post but in all actuality, I don't give a fuck. I'm all about some fun and having a goal of kicking some ass and to "win" fubar.

How I'm Feeling...
So I've had like 3 people block me in the last week or so - one of them I think because the other girl he was talking to found out. LOL I told you she would you crazy fool. Not that he and I had talked in weeks or anything but why send me a message to my inbox then block me so I can't even reply? I"m like NO I'm not his gf wth I' have someone I dig and he knows that The other two IDK it's just weird. Not really a big deal but if there is a girl you're "dating" on fu or whatever just say it that's totally cool I'm just here for friends pretty much anyways. It just seems lame to me. Why block someone? With the few odditys I don't know that anyone really meets anyone from here...I mean I don't really care it's not that big of an issue just something I suppose I find interesting. Anyways, I'm gonna shower and get back to life in Denver...To the Library, ok maybe just to the store but none the less to somewhere! I'm sitting here watching scrubs Episode: My 15 Minutes of Fame. First

Just For You
Sometimes when I am depressed or drowning in self-doubt,I know i can call your name and you will pull me out....You tought methat im worth much morethan what i always thought.you gave me strengthand confidencethat so long i had sought.you showed me that i am beautifulboth outside and in.you proved that i am not second besttime and time again.

What It Is.
FUCK NO!!! Seriously, It breaks my heart when people speak phrases like, "All the music these days sounds the same." Your parents said it and you hated it. Their parents said it. My friends are starting to say it. So much of the music that came out when I was a teenager is timeless. You can still be inspired. The world can still be huge. Music can still be good. You probably won't find it on the radio but you might. There are musicians born every day. They have vision. A guitar feels good in their hands, or the rhythm drives them to drum. Maybe industrial or tribal or digitallly enhanced sounds drive them to create. Open your heart. Your old favorite musicians still put out great shit. Find out what they are doing these days. Who are they working with? What are the musicians that you love listening to? EXPLORE!!! Art never stops happening. I love all of the music I used to love. I still listen to it. When I find a new band that blows me away or a new song that just leaves me swelled up

Fresh Start
I have to find a dress for a wedding. The ONLY daughter of my boss is getting married. The Drs will be there, so I kind of want to keep my tattoos covered. Bot that I am embarassed by them, I just feel in a setting like this better to keep the Drs in the dark.. This sucks. I am tall, and fat...not a lot of cute choices out there. /end rant You may carry on :) Fair warning..... I am annoyed. The friend that had me playing dear abby...has now shit on my shoe. The girl he was talking to really likes him, and now he has decided to play the let's just be friends card, after telling me he had already told her that awhile ago. She's now crying on my shoulder. My bestie has moved back home, and is crying on my shoulder because her *life is over* For fuck's sake..you are 40...you moved in with a man who isn't yet divorced...and basically left his wife for you...and you are shocked that it isn't all peaches and cream?? I love my friends dearly, but they all need to be glad I do not

In A Blink Of An Eye
Her pale, soft skin, in warm evening’s glow Green eyes, brown hair, in flirty blown flow She opens herself to something so new What is it that she thinks she should do? A mirror reflection, with dark hair & eyes Thoughts & journeys, connections & ties Words softly spoken in star fingerlight What is it that she thinks should be right? A kindred spirit encompassing all A soul mate of sorts passed by in the hall Turn a different corner by twist of fate What is it that she thinks is too late? Her fear is so true and cannot be dead Those images & feelings that roam through the head A lifetime in seconds & in a blink of an eye What is it that keeps driving her why? Happy thoughts & good wishes Just like a butterfly on the wind Keep on living & loving Until the very end http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fdTqxxsc82E

Hello: to all my fubar friends on here! I am on here to make new friends! I am currently single and divorced and hope to find someone who is single and looking to start a new friendship with me! He must meet these qualifications and they are must be attractive,have a good job, and sorry guys ,he has to live in Texas! I do not want any perverts on here to send me any friend requests! I always check out your profiles and some of you guys are really perverted! This is my opinion and sorry if you are offended by my comments, but I am just telling you the truth! I hope to meet you real soon ! Take care of yourself on here!Sexymama!

Like A G6
HookPoppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzardWhen we drink we do it right gettin slizzardSippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6Like a G6, Like a G6Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6Verse 1Gimme that Mo-MoetGimme that Cry-CrystalLadies love my style, at my table gettin wildGet them bottles poppin, we get that drip and that dropNow give me 2 more bottles cuz you know it don't stop(808) Hell YeaaDrink it up, drink-drink it up,When sober girls around me, they be actin like they drunkThey be actin like they drunk, actin-actin like they drunkWhen sober girls around me actin-actin like they drunkHookPoppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzardWhen we drink we do it right gettin slizzardSippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6Like a G6, Like a G6Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6Verse 2Sippin on, sippin on sizz, Ima ma-make it fizzGirl I keep it gangsta, poppin bottles at the cribThis is how we live, every single nightTake that bottle to t

Surgery For Hiatal Hernia 12/26/2010
A hiatal hernia occurs when part of your stomach pushes upward through your diaphragm. Your diaphragm normally has a small opening (hiatus) that allows your food tube (esophagus) to pass through on its way to connect to your stomach. The stomach can push up through this opening and cause a hiatal hernia. In most cases, a small hiatal hernia doesn't cause problems, and you may never know you have a hiatal hernia unless your doctor discovers it when checking for another condition. But a large hiatal hernia can allow food and acid to back up into your esophagus, leading to heartburn and chest pain. Self-care measures or medications can usually relieve these symptoms, although a very large hiatal hernia sometimes requires surgery.

Security
FINALLY - A great alternative to body scanners at airports . . .The Israelis are developing an airport security device that eliminates the privacy concerns that come with full-body scanners at the airports.It's a booth you can step into that will not X-ray you, but will detonate any explosive device you may have on you. They see this as a win-win for everyone, with none of this crap about racial profiling. It also would eliminate the costs of a long and expensive trial. Justice would be swift. Case closed!You're in the airport terminal and you hear a muffled explosion. Shortly thereafter an announcement comes over the PA system . . . "Attention standby passengers - we now have a seat available on flight number 1234. Shalom!"

Actual Letter To Passport Office
Dear Mr.. Minister, I'm in the process of renewing my passport, and still cannot believe this. How is it that Radio Shack has my address and telephone number and knows that I bought a t.v. cable from them back in 1997, and yet, the Federal Government is still asking me where I was born and on what date. For Christ sakes, do you guys do this by hand? My birth date you have on my social insurance card, and it is on all the income tax forms I've filed for the past 30 years. It is on my health insurance card, my driver's license, on the last eight goddamn passports I've had, on all those stupid customs declaration forms I've had to fill out before being allowed off the planes over the last 30 years, and all those insufferable census forms that are done at election times. Would somebody please take note, once and for all, that my mother's name is Maryanne, my father's name is Robert and I'd be absolutely astounded if that ever changed between now and when I di

Webs That Decieve!
Oh Wow! This is gonna be good......So another day on Fubar, where dramawhores and wanna-be pimps come to socialize!!!!! I wanna go ahead and talk about something that disgust me completely.........so pay attention "Lameasses Of Fubar"! I've noticed a few of you unpopular, attention needing skanks like to point out others disabilities to gain that attention you obviously lack in life..........News Flash.....We ALL have disabilities, some are just more visible then others! However, that doesn't make you less of a person nor does it give anyone the right to point it out! You should seriously get a grip, take a long look in your mirror, and come to turns with the fact, you need to get off line and get some sort of real friends! I will say this, i consider Johnny aka ZombieLover, one of the best people i have met online, in Real Life or anywhere.......................He's been dealt some pretty shitty cards in life, but has more strenght then i could ever possibly gather in myself! For you

Clown
Ok so I go to this birthday party with my son its for little children hes 4 so they all are around that age. Everything is going ok and then the clown shows up, well it was a female clown and she was all decked out in her outfit wig makeup clown suit. So Im sitting there and watching the kids play when I notice something her clown suit is not like real clothes its got buttons in the back only not all the buttons are buttoned, and its kind of weird shaped like around the waist it bows out so she looks like shes round I guess. Well I noticed something when she bent down or moved a certain way the costume would open up some in the back and bam she was naked underneath. So Im there with some other fathers and we are kind of looking at each other like did you see that. The whole time shes doing her act for the kids we are getting full view of everything lol. That was my first expierence with a kids birthday party clown. She comes up to us and asks us if we liked the show lmao, one guy yells

A Poem To Mom
Im pretty sure you feel the same way for your dadThere is a sad but sweet remembrance,There is a memory, fond and true;There is a token of affection, mother,And a heartache still for you.Loving and kind in all her ways,Upright and just to the end of her days;Sincere and true in her heart and mind,Beautiful memories she left behind.One year has passed since that sad day,When the one I loved was called away;God took her home, it was His will,But in My heart she lives still.The world may change from year to year,And friends from day to day,But never will the one I lovedFrom memory pass away.No one knows how much I miss you,No one knows the bitter painI have suffered since I lost you;Life has never been the same.In My heart, your memory lingers,Sweetly tender, fond and true,There is not a day, dear mother,That I do not think of you."May Dream's Become Reality"

Naughty Files
Do you want access to my NAUGHTY Files? There is only one way to get them.... However; there are three options to choose from.... (1.) 25 Bling Pack or 7 Day Blast (2.) 65 Bling Pack or 30 Day Blast (3.) 135 Bling Pack When you make your purchase, please be sure to include your email address in the "Notes" box.... All NAUGHTY Files will be sent directly to your email box and are NOT to be posted anywhere online unless special permission is given to you.... All NAUGHTY Files are NSFW !!!! If you would simply like a Basic SFW Salute the price will be 10 Bling Pack or a 1 Day Blast.... NO EXCEPTIONS!!!!!

The Last Ride
He rides his trusty steed made of steel chrome and rubber,cruising the blacktop highways in the spring and all summer.Its the ride not the destination that matters the most,sometimes he takes the lead,sometimes he won't.He rides all day he rides all night,the moon and the stars are so pretty and bright.He lives to ride,He rides to live,he ride for charity,its important to give.When people ask where is his home,He says there it is,His trusty steed made of steel,painted black and lots of chrome.When he gets to old the bikers will say,remember that guy...he was ok.He was to tired to ride that sunny day,so he pulled to the side and died in his own way.He went as he lived with the sun in his face,He died next to his trusty steed with dignity and grace.Lee aka EZ RIDER.

Original Lyrics
my lady gotta be thick in the thighs/cute in the eyes/ lady in the street but she a freak in dusguise/think you can ride...come take a try/ but if you cant abide/you gonna have to slide/ i need a chick that can hold the four -five/ when things get wild/ unload the clip...reup and spit back another five/can enjoy lobster,steak and wine/ but dont mind bar-b-que/and if a bitch lose her mind/ she quick to help her get a clue/ she keep her man the cleanest/her attitude the meanest/ and we wont even go into what she wil do to protect the penis...lol you might have won the battle but you havent won the war/they trying to show me the exit but cant get me thru the door/you fuckers dont listen and i hate being ignored/ so we gonna change positions and im a let let you see the ceiling while you rest your on the floor/interesting perspective but on i have never seen/ my whole persona is grimey thats why they telling me to come clean/ and frequent the places most are scare to go /ssome thin

Ally's Basketball :)
Lebanon eighth-graders off to 2-0 start LDR staff editor@lebanondailyrecord.comDec 2, 2010In its second year playing under coach Matt Jernigan, the eighth-grade girls’ basketball team is off to a 2-0 start.A year ago, the class played under Jernigan as seventh-graders, and after starting the season 0-4, they rebounded to win their final six games of the year to end the season 6-4. Lebanon faced the Rolla Bulldogs in its first game of the season on Monday. In the ‘A’ game, the ‘Jackets led at the end of the first half, 18-8, despite a 1-for-8 performance at the free throw line. In the second half, Lebanon heated up and went on to win 43-21. Ashton Light led all scorers with 20 points, while Becky Brooner and Ashley Schafer added seven points each. Lebanon also won the ‘B’ game, 31-21. Renee Hudson and Lauren Pentecost led the team with six points each. Playing its second game in two days, Lebanon traveled on Tuesday to Jefferson City to take on the T

New Poem I Just Wrote
as i sit and ponder what it is to wonder why it is that hearts shatter so i cant help but to think on all the relationships past that just had to blow my mind it scrambles onward thinking harder and harder about all the pain and suffering i have felt and all i think is it would just be easy to let go to finnaly be rid of the pain to love never again and yet i cant help but forage on thinks will get better they say things will be better they say the hurt only lasts a short while they say but what is that they know i would rather feel the sting of a billion bees than to be hurting so bad it puts me on my knees at least then all i have to do is let go to stop trying so hard to just let go

Let's Hang Out La!
DECEMBER 4th at 9:30 PM til DECEMBER 5th at 7AM! Not busy Saturday come check it out!!! (: Buy Tickets from me $10!! $20 @ the door $15 @ the door with the flyer FULLY stocked BAR! GOGO Dancers! HOT DOG STANDS! and much more!! 4 ROOMS OF CULTURE: Local Performers: Mother Echo, Expect Violence, 2DNB & Many more Locals! DJ Line-Up: Surge, Jonny Jon, Bowzer & Ganjamann Spinning the latest in Hip-Hop, DUB, House, Tribal, Electro, & NuDisko Art Gallery from Local Artists: Eric Valdez, Jackie Valdez, Liliana Rodriguez, Cyde, Joseph Munsters, and John Gonzalez Message ME for Location.

Witchwayne
Girls I woukd like to sell myself to the highest bidder. I am honerable , strong and a passionate lover. I come mostly (party trained) I am fun to dance with and I look good on your arm. You my pet me at will or use me for a foot stool. Orgasm doner exper Help, I'm in need of some help. I have been livening at Sam Jones homeless shelter. I have 4 weeks until I get the four pins out of my foot then I'll work on Phy's therapy. I need help to pay my phone bill with Metro and a storage bill (now has a late charge). Can anyone please help me to pay them? I will either in time repay you on your terms with money, my time or service to you. At this point I would be happy with cigarette money. It is very challenging to stay sober and looking for help. But the good news is that I will not need the second surgery on my foot. That is a relief for me. I do not want to detox from Morphine again. So please help by calling 707-843-2260 or you can mail me at PO Box 5543 santa rosa ca 95402 N

Going Numb
sad in my head cold in my heart becoming numb from the pain tearing my reality apart i know i have to face the truth your just like the rest dreaming of you thinking that you were the best but now i know i cant trust anyone in this world im going to die by the sharp end of the sword that was shoved in my back when you said "i love you" last keep these words close to your heart i hope you find love but with me is not where you'll start i hate to be used i hate to believe i hate to try to love i hate that i now see love isnt my thing and neither are you i say goodbye i hope to never see you soon

And So It Goes.....
In every heart there is a room A sanctuary safe and strong To heal the wounds from lovers past Until a new one comes along I spoke to you in cautious tones you answered me with no pretense And still I feel I said too much My silence is my self defense And every time I've held a rose It seems I only felt the thorns And so it goes, and so it goes And so will you soon I suppose. But if my silence made you leave Then that would be my worst mistake So I will share this room with you And you can have this heart to break And this is why my eyes are closed It's just as well for all I've seen And so it goes, and so it goes And you're the only one who knows Ss I would choose to be with you As if the choice were mine to make But youc an made decisions too And you can have this heart to break And so it goes, and so it goes And you're the only one who knows.

Just Stuff
things that irritate a sane personA piece of foil candy wrapper makes electrical contact with your filling. A station comes in brilliantly when you're standing near the radio, but buzzes, drifts and spits every time you move away. It's bad enough that you step in dog poop, but you don't realize it till you walk across your living room rug. People behind you in a supermarket line dash ahead of you to a counter just opening up. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?" People who point at their wrist while asking for the time. The car behind you blasts its horn because you let a pedestrian finish crossing. The elevator stops on every floor and nobody gets on. The person behind you in the supermarket runs his cart into the back of your ankle. The radio station doesn't tell you who sang that song. The tiny red string on the Band-Aid wrapper never works for you. There are always one or two ice cubes that won't pop out of the tray. There's a dog in the neighborhood that barks at EVERYTHING

My Life
Me and my husband meet when we were 5 y/o in kindergarten. You might say it was fate or destiny it was going to happen. I've never meet a man as caring loving and sexy as he is, he is most definitely my everything and more. Not one man in my life has loved me as much as he loves me, and he treats me like a queen just like royalty. So where i am going with all this is i love John Pixley with all my heart soul and being and if anyone was to get in the way of him i would eliminate them all togteher. FINE love star pixley

Joviecmr85
The Idea Behind King Size Bows To Find Successful Business Ideas, Satisfy an Obvious Need Anthony Vultaggio Good business ideas come from necessity. In 2001 Lynda King and her husband decided to surprise their daughter with a car for Christmas. She called 10 car dealerships looking for a big bow to complete the gift. “The dealerships told me they wished they had a company to refer me to,” recalls Lynda. “That’s when the idea struck.” From Great Idea to Business Plan Lynda made the bow for her daughter’s gift then began designing another for production. Playing off of her own last name she named the bows the King Size Bows. “I wasn’t the first to have this idea,” says Lynda. “A lot of people had the idea before me. But I was the first to take action and create a business out of it.” Lynda King is no stranger to action. She had a happy upbringing with parents who encouraged her to think big. &l

Scream And Don't You Worry
It's December!!! My 2nd most favorite month. Haha! (November is my very most favorite in case you're wondering... its my birth month) I'm really excited this weekend coz I get to go shopping with my mom. It's something I havent done in like a year since I moved to a new house. Coz it's like 2 hours away from my parents house. I can't wait to shop for gifts for my friends, family, especially their kids! Haha! And speaking of gifts, we're having an exchange gift at work. I have to come up with a cartoon character alias by Monday. I'm thinking of going for Hello Kitty but it's gonna be too obvious since everybody knows how much I love the color pink. So I dunno, maybe I'm gonna be Patrick Star or Squidward Tentacles. Haha! What do u think? I also wanna give out books this Christmas to encourage everybody to read more. Since I work in the IT industry, everybody's just relying on the internet for their information and entertainment. Nothing beats reading a good book on a cold weather sipp

Random
GF application.Name:Age:Phone Number:Hair Color:Eye Color:Piercings/tattoos?:Drink/smoke?:WHAT D0 Y0U THINK 0F MYPersonality:Eyes:Face:Hair:Clothes:Humor:Manners:Friends:Decisions:W0ULD Y0U...Go out with me:Give me your number:Kiss me:Let me kiss you:Watch a movie with me:Drive me somewhere private:Take a shower with me:Be my gf:Take me home to meet your family:Let me sleep in your bed if I didn't have one:Tell me the truth no matter what:Lie to make me feel better:Hold my hand:Keep in touch:Try and solve my problems:Love me:Ditch me:Use me:Fuck me then fuck me over:Call me right after I saw you:Come see me when I needed it:Drive around all night and be with me:D0 Y0U...Think I'm cute:Want to fuck me:Want to kiss me:AM I...Smart:Hot:Funny:Cool:Interesting to talk to:HAVE Y0U EVER...Thought about me:Thought there might be an "US":Found yourself wanting to kiss me:Wished I were there:Wanted to ask me out:Flirted while you had a girlfriend:Cheated on anyone:WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 IF...I said I

Demented Chic
May I, introduce the amber alert! which is worse witch put a curse on her now shes stuck, fuck who will save her now, she leaps in the arms of drugs, thats bad, winds up losing everything she has Madness consumes her, Ruins her friends, and love ones end up screwing her, in the end, she gets tired of spinning in the cycle of sin, she throws her hands up high, and yells his name JESUS, with open arms he came, yet ashamed he spoke why did you push me aside, i filled you with the love i had inside i always have a back-up plan though with one prayer that was all they wrote -LEHCAR your nobody, your nothing to me, looking at me like im something for free, you say i dont look like a playboy bunny, well thats funny, why are you calling me? trying to talk to me everything in life has a fee so say your good-bye eat your bullets for breakfast click-click-pow good-bye have you laying on your side with your mother hovering over you while tears fall from her eye

Dear Fu Santa Claus
Dear Fu Santa, Well today is Christmas. I didn't get anything that I asked for in my first blog to you. I knew I wouldn't. It hurts. Cause I knoe thaat people that do not deserve the things I ask for will get them. But I didn get some blings from friends that care about me. No one really cares what I have to say. So why would they care what I ask for. I am a good person, yet that isn't enough to the majority of people on here. They just want to brake me and hurt me. Like I am nothing. Maybe I am nothing after all. Dear Fu Santa Claus, I am writing my Christmas wish list to you. I know that you ain't real. I'm just writing this wish list out. I know no one will read it. If they do, they wont say anything about it. I know I am nothing special to these people that blings people. I do my best. I do have good frieds on here. They are just like me. Work hard on here, but always over looked. Just cause we don't look like the way people want humans to look like. Thin and perfect. So we m

A Lil Something I Wrote May It Enlighten U All
Complete engolfment in this mutitude of passion and fury spent on relentless rage, nevermore will lust be a key to ones soul feeling for a moment what one should for a lifetime.L.P. 2010Living life on the backburner of someone elses life, knowing the grass is not greener on the otherside, but yet wanting to know the otherside for all it's worth.L.P. 2010To feel you bodily is not enough in this physical form, to have your soul in my heart is the void that needs to be filled to complete this emptyness that remains in a soul that still yearns for more.L.P. 2010Showcase your love in my eyes, feel all that is to be felt in your heart, make known what is to be said, fullfill every lustful movement in my arms, and feel no pain within this body.L.P. 2010

The Journey Of Fubar
I cant remember who or how i got to know the site called fubar . my journey has had its up and downs . i have made alot of friends and have lost alot of friends on here . when i say lost it wasnt my doing these people would listen to others and form thier own opinion oif me and then they were out of my fubar life . you have people who own lounges but think that thier lounges will prosper if they were run like a military camp. that is furthest from the truth most of those lounges are gone by the way say through their owners wrong doing . i was staff in these lounges and when i was out of work i would camp in their lounges sometimes 10 hours a day . kept them open and when the owners got one complaint about me they fired and banned me from the lounge after putting more than a 40 hour work week in their lounge . this happened many times to me not asking if anything happened just shutting me out kinda left a bad taste in my mouth and ruined my lounge experien

Things I Dont Understand
ok things i dont understand .. first off what to do with a husband who you want to believe but cant because he lies. how do you tell if you just want to believe him or if hes telling the truth? wow this really sucks.. ive srpent the last few hours making two fubar accounts one with and invite and one with out and invite, i wanted to see if you could add a person to your profile page if they didnt invite you to fubar. from what i have found you cant... the only way to have the invite by "......" is to have been invited to fubar by that person in an email. so why is it i want to believe my husband when he tells me he didnt invite her??? wow i must be stupid.. he told me he didnt and i believed him for a few days but now im like wow im stupid, and what the hell am i going to do about it anyway i have done what i can to make things right for us, i gave him a second chance, but i guess when there is a will you will find a way.. he bought me a car and a house to try to make things look ok li

Dirty Old Stories
It's crazy how good ad-men are. I'm sitting watching some afternoon telly while updating my audio collection and this add for Las Vegas, NV came on. Now this isn't the first time I've seen this particular advertisement and it's nowhere near the first time I've had the thought that came next but I felt as if this was the right time to share my entertaining brand of chaotic nonsense. I've never really been to Vegas, I've never really had the money. Nor have I ever been attached to someone who had the funds to take a few days to gamble an abuse a hotel room in another state.I hope that one day I will have the luxury to just let loose in a hotel and break loose the doors of debauchery. When I do, I pray the hotel staff has a great sense of humor because I know I wouldn't want to pick up that much animal poo. So here's the plan. Once checked in, load each lift with puppies, kittens, bunnies, etc. That would be ridiculously funny.

Random Shit
Just once when I apologize and try to work things out with someone, I wish it wouldn't get talked about or whispered about or brought back up again, oh yeah..i also wish something could just stay personal. Like a fight or argument could be just between the people having them. It's no wonder a person feels awkward and out of place. Maybe airing ones dirty laundry to the group isn't exactly the way to bring people together. Or make one feel welcome or that they belong. But its just my opinion.

Word Vomit
Today I got an email from a person that felt very wronged by my actions towards them. The thing is...I didn't act in any way toward the situation between the two of us. I was passive and just let our friendship slip out of my hands. So my inaction was actually a huuuuge action. I don't know if that makes sense. I was told that I was caddy backstabbing bitch. I agree. It was not my intent nor in any way something that I even really realized I was doing. I will be the first to admit when I'm wrong. I want to thank this person for pointing out the fucked up shit that I was doing and I want to apologize. I am sorry. It actually isn't just this one person...there are actually 2 people. They know who they are. I am really really really sorry. Over the past 5 weeks I have been witness to some crazy bullshit on this site. I have watched best friends turn on eachother at the drop of a hat. Without remorse. Totally indifferent to how their actions were going to effect the people they clai

I Wish You Could!
I Wish You CouldI wish you could see the sadness of a business-man as his livelihood goes up in flames, or that family returning home, only to find their house and belongings damaged or destroyed. I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen beneath you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife’s horror at 3 a.m. as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively that it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke ~ sensations that I have become too

The Happiness Experiment Pt1
Married to A loser Now a Full fledged Dyke I knew It was a Long shot But there is Just something About her I like Then she Flashed me On her cam Maybe I could Be her Man More pics Of her Breasts Followed by Many views Of her Beaver I am still Not certain But am Becoming a Believer I kept Sending her Poems As I am Her favorite Writer Then she said The magic Words She wants My penis Inside her This one is now my fave love ya Joe

Grope Me Gently, Airport Security Guard
Grope me gently, airport security guard Run your firm hands along my thigh Remove my shoes and softly stroke me feet You're the only reason that I fly Rummage through my dirty underwear Touch my toothbrush with those same hands Ball my dry-cleaned shirts into a wad Then take a closer look inside my pants Detain me and search me Make your country proud Grope me gently airport security guard Run your firm hands along my thigh Brush you big wand across my butt cheeks You're the only reason that I fly!!!

Military Then And Now
i grew up in the military life i saw different places, met different people , and made many friends some friends i remember, some i haven't seen in years i married in the military i saw different places, different countries, and met and made many friends family members have also gone into the service and never have i been more proud older brother is Air Force, younger brothers are Marines, husband was in the Army i have seen many things, experienced alot of heartaches, disappointments to be on the soliders side of deployment and see what they do, well that would be impossible. to feel what they do in the dangerous places they go to , all i can do is pray for their safe return to their loved ones back home. i have been on both ends of the stick as a wife , and child the military is hard on both sides, anyone thinkin it's easy needs to see what both sides do before , during and after the deployments. it takes alot on both sides to keep goin while the other is away. both si

Friend
What MY Birth Month Says About ME: * Fun to be with * Secretive * Difficult to fathom and to be understood * Quiet unless excited or tensed * Takes pride in oneself * Has reputation * Easily consoled * Honest * Concern about people´s feelings * Tactful * Friendly * Approachable * Very emotional * Tempra...mental and unpredictable * Moody and easily hurt * Witty and sarky * Sentimental * Not revengeful * Forgiving but never forgets * Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things * Guides others physically and mentally * Sensitive and forms impressions carefully * Caring and loving * Treats others equally * Strong sense of sympathy * Wary and sharp * Judge people through observations * Hardworking * No difficulties in studying * Loves to be alone * Always broods about the past and the old friends * Likes to be quiet * Homely person * Waits for friends * Never looks for friends * Not aggressive unless provoked * Pron

Love Is...
What Love means to a 4-8 year old....Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouths of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined See what you think:"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."Rebecca- age 8"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."Billy - age 4"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."Karl - age 5"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."Chrissy - age 6"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."Terri - age 4"Lov

Poetry
Come Unto Me: Why doest thou show to me a guiless spirit? Why doest thou portray to me a betrothed mind? In what region of the perplexed are you lounging? What is the vortex of implosion that you have crossed? Lo thou art deep in contemplation. I see that thou art troubled with despair. Iniquity lingers on your heart. Bestow unto me the secrets of your knowledge. Bestow unto me the knowledge of your desire. What for are you actually coveting after? For verily, to let go of burdens is to be set free from bondage. The bondage that thou keepest, restraineth thou from a pure heart. Set free your troubled soul, but do not let loose the irrational. Come unto me, and share with me your heavy-laden. Only the sharing of the truth will conquer the heaviness of heart. Be thou not afraid for the loss of ones self. Be thou reminded that I stand forever betrothed to you. Written by Jody Michael Patterson

Garbage/rants
I'm normally not someone that gets too involved in online communities or social things, but it's come to my attention that even in person communication is lacking these days. A real conversation should flow with a statement or question, followed by another question and a statement so there's a direction to take a conversation. That or some sort of thought provoking or response provoking dialogue. This, unfortunately, is missing. You can tell by those awkward silences in which someone says something to abruptly force you to struggle to find anything to say to their previous vocalization. Now, with that out of the way, let's get into a few things about why I don't reply to most things I receive on here (and, it's really no offense). Do you often respond to advertisements and reply back with a letter about how someones doing when you get some junk mail? I didn't think so. So why on earth would anyone reply to someone marketing themselves. Now, I understand that there really is a popular

Blogs I Typed But Didnt Want To Post, And Posted Anyway
life is too short to keep making excuses My status, this morning: and the drive to 45 plunders on. There is a special place in my heart and in my mind for each and every one of you* This site reeks of dissatisfaction. People not leveling fast enough. The bonus multiplier isn't high enough. This bling doesn't last long enough. My blue-shaded name isn't light enough. I'm sure you understand and know where I'm coming from, and could add many things to that list. There are things even in our own lives we all wish were better, but points somehow seem more manageable, and it's easier to channel frustration here. I'm not writing this for anyone in particular. I'm writing it for me. Hell, this blog itself is about my dissatisfaction with the world in general, and how it all funnels down into this microcosm we call Twitter Fubar. Frustration and dissatisfaction drive us to do or seek better for ourselves and/or loved ones. For our friends, and friends we haven't even made ye

This Game Is Going Too Far
Time for me to speak and stop being so silent all the time. I've seen enough now everywhere i look people are asking for credits, bling, ratings, comments it's starting to get me annoyed i understand this is a game. it's a game that has gone way too far with some people. when i was introduced over to this site i was told it was a fun site to meet new people, not what i'm seeing now this is beyond a joke if you want to blow all your money be my guest but don't get me involved with it i am not spending a thing on this site and if that means not leveling after a certain level so be it. CERTAIN WOMEN WHO KNOW WHO THEY ARE i'm getting annoyed of talking to beautiful women and when we get on yahoo it all changes they try to get me to sign up to a certain cam site saying "you can see me" i'm not fucking interested leave me alone. i don't have a credit card nor do i want one i ain't putting details up on line no chance in hell so stop trying and wasting my time just leave me the fuck alon

Tear Drops
Tear Drops I can feel myself breaking… I’m slipping away. Not yours for the taking, Cause I Know you wont stay. My Heart is shattered, My soul a mess. My sprit battered, I just need some rest. The tears in my eyes, Wont seem to stop, My blood is pulsing, I feel like I’m gonna pop. My body is shaking, With the force of my sobs, My emotions overpowering me,

A Start
Al One One likes smiles One remembers touches Does any one like One One is only One One iikes many One likes other one, and two, and other ones But One is here, other ones are there The light square is between one and others One wants one One needs one One knows of 1 + 1 = 1 One wants to be 1 One spins with arms out One doesn't touch another one Is there one? All One Al One Alone Lone One re-posted (thanks kristy): So, let me get this "straight"...(SO TO SPEAK)...Kelsey Grammer can end a 15 year marriage over the phone, Larry King can be on divorce #9, Britney Spears had a 55 hour marriage, Jesse James and Tiger Woods, while married, were having sex with EVERYONE. Yet, the idea of same-sex marriage is going to destroy the institution of marriage? Really? i copied this from perfectlyinked some of these are perfect and some fail - can you guess which is which? THE RULES1) Put your iPod/Windows Media Player on Shuffle2) For each an

Not Nice
Ok so I am sitting here tonight confused beyond all belief. So about three weeks ago I started talking to this great woman. We kinda fell into a pretty good click. She was easy to get along with and always made me smile. Problems is that about four days ago she just stopped talking. Whats up with that? My thing is ... if you dont want to talk to someone anymore just say so. Tell them. That way.. in case they actually have truelly started to care.. they dont keep their hopes up for nothing.

Friends To Be Proud Of
Recently I just had this friend, open up and let me into his world and his mind. I couldn't be more proud of him for maning up and telling me the honest truth of what was going on. When it comes to new friends or acquaintances you have in your life it takes them a while to feel comfertable to open up to you. I am just saying this as a mad shout out to my one friend and he know's who he is. I want you to know that your an amazing person and here is why: 1.) right off the bat you showed respect for yourself and for me 2.) you listened.. you didn't just hear me but you listened to what i had to say 3.) your all around conciderate to anyone around you 4.) you care about other's feelings even if they may or may not be directally related So for those that don't know i am currently only really asking for three things out of my friendships with people and that is: 1.) TRUST (that i wont hurt you or stear you wrong) 2.) RESPECT(that i am willing to be there for you) 3.

Vacation Ideas...where To Go?
So I finally am graduating with my Associate's Degree...yea it's only the first step to a much longer road ahead of me to get where I"m going in life, but still...after quitting school so many times,I'm finally happy to be at this point! Since I graduate in a week and a half from today, I decided what better way to celebrate than with an awesome road trip with my best friend, we need to take a vacation!! Where to go...beach even though it should be cold, or to the mountains? I love Tennessee, have family in Alabama, or should I just go to Florida for an out of season beach getaway? Help me decide!!

Fu Life
Well it seems someone has to show people the difference between real life and fu life because it seems people have forgotten. Here on fu we lie, we cheat, we steal, we beg, and nothing else seems to matter cause its just a website anyways. In real life we work, we pay bills, we live our lives to what we can and do the best at it. Now it's when you bring em both together seem to get things twisted and butthurt over. If you have a relationship in real life then it shouldnt matter what people think on here, if someone writes about you on here does it really matter in real life? Not really cause its the net and people don't give a damn. Seriously people get a damn life and know the difference this place is for fun for us to get away from real life. If you got drama leave it before you come on here or thats all you will get. Now go back to your fu lives and have fun :p

Teasexox
Hey There. Tease here! So I really don't know what to write about..I dont want to get bashed or anything...LOL I have never done a blog before not even on FB!!!So hmmm I'll write about what I have been thinking about like crazy! So one of my EX bf's from the beginning of the year is missing....NO one knows where he is! and I have been searching like crazy for him..his gf contacted me because she had no clue where he is too and now we are both freaking out I might go to his house thats my next step! SO THATS THAT STORY! Thanks for listening! LOL Bye now XoX Tease!

Untitled
untitled http://fubar.com/untitled/b175601-1132076 The skies are dark & grey, it seems the sun just went away, the days have now turned to night all hope gone out of sight. I sit here and wonder, what it is I now see, something strange and sad to me, Teardrops falling from the sky I didn't know, Angels could cry. Here I am, cold and wet, trying to remember, while trying to forget, cries of pain all around, so we become deaf to hide the sound. I sit here and wonder, what I now see, something strange and sad to me, Teardrops falling from the sky,

Fodder For Thought ?
In the newspaper business that's called a headline and it sucks you into reading the first sentence then paragraph and hopefully the story. I don't believe women suk and that is what this blog is all about....WOMEN....and how the men on here treat them. There are so few real men on this rag that it's a pitiful statement on thier upbringing. (to be fair--I've met a couple women that fit the same catagory) What the (H) brought this on? Well yesterday while cruising around I found 3 of my ladies had broken hearts and statements about being wronged in some fashion or another. Conclusion: some dude or dudes, in this case, played them like a cheap guitar then left for a real cheap guitar. These boys are taking lessons from Brad Pitt or that other ass, Tiger Thingee. BTW there are a lot more but I don't have time to list them all so let me sum it up in one word....ASSES....That should cover the rest. Ladies! Before falling for a line that is coming from a sewer- look, listen, learn what HE

Popping My Blog Cherry
Hope every one is having a wonderful first day back to work after the Thanksgiving Holidays!! If you are bored and need a little pick me up please feel free to check out another free site that I am on. Hope to see you there soon!!! Tomme Gunnz's Other page Hoping more than One person reads this and at least one person checks out my link. Love ya Andru

The Battle Of Our Minds
life is not a given thing like a bird it can take wing it will not let us know our fate it cannot give us a time or date life as we know can come to an end the rules and limits will never bend we all have standards low and high we must give them up by and by sometimes we burn bridges because we fell we have to as life evaporates like the morning dew our minds grow weary withered and weak our lives are not endless at best meek we are all poor money or not we are all cold not warm or even hot we all have loved ones that hold us dear but we will never know happiness not even near dont try to understand for you never will you can nevre stop my urge to kill like the winter snow or the summer rain you can never understand my hurt my pain

Heavenly
well a new year begans,i know its going to be a good one because i kicked it off with good frinds and lots of blessings,in spite of breaking my arm ice skating....lol "LOVING MY LIFE" a href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=150022&friend=150022" target=_blank>Manntoes FuEngaged to Heavenly@ fubar

Thoughts On Post Rock
to me music is, is one of those things that typically you don't get into conversations with your friends about.like religion or politics, it's one of those things that can only lead to an disagreement.but recently, while i have been at work and put some kind of music on in the background just for some kind of extra noise that isn't the hustle and bustle of passing through customers at our establishment. people have been liking it. most of what has been played has music of the post-rock genre, with the exclusion of the staples of music that anyone actually likes music will like, (i.e. bowie, hendrix, miles davis, etc..).post-rock is to me a loose genre of semi-experimental, mostly instrumental form of music with a high demand for strong musicians.so with that being said it incorporates a lot of musical influences from varied styles and genre of music, making it a very universal form of music.i believe that almost any person can find a part from some song of the genre and associate with

Drakus@ Fubar
I opened my heart and found a garden therewith birds and flowers and treesthe sunlight shonewarm and invitingthe colors so bright, so clearradiating life and feeding my soulIt was there I stoodNaked, raw and exposeda goddess, a maiden, a queencome be with mecome feel with mecome see with melets play amongst the fairiesand laugh and cry and dance the dance of lifefor this is what we came for lets show its real and trueto fly with the butterfliesand honor the spirit withinI opened my heart and found a garden there.

What Is On My Mind
THE BOY FRIEND GUIDE: 1) She walks away from you mad *follow her* 2)she stares at ur lips *kiss her* 3)when she pushes you or hits you *grab here and dont let go* 4)when she brushes ur hand *grab hers* 5)if shes cold *give her ur jacket* THE GIRLFRIEND GUIDE 1)if he pokes you *get closer* 2)if he wants a guys night out * dont complain* 3)if he doesnt txt back *dont jump to conclusions* 4)if he doesnt say anything *dont think he does not care* Growing up I think this one is cute and worth sharing Growing up.. your bestfriend becomes your worst enemy. lollipops turn into cigarettes. the inncocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Undies turn into g-strings. kisses turn into sex. remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? when protection meant wearing a helmet? when the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? your worst enemies were your siblings. race issues were about who ran

Let's Stop Child Abuse
I have A 7Yr. Old son that in in no danger. But I Have seen kids hit in stores. also worked with abused kids 20 years ago and it pains me to see what a growen adult whould do to young kids. And how many get away with it. I know I can't stop this on my own. but as a growing of people it can be slowed down. I have put a few videos on my home page. Try and watch whem and think what you would do if only one of them were yours. Then leave a comment here and there.

Poem
tonight let me live in your love tonight let me hear your heart beat tonight forget me in your arms and let my sun shine from your eyes whats the meaning of this life ... ??? dreams with endless hours well whats left of my life i give it to you and every second is calling for you my love ........................... you are me , you are my spirit you are the one who lives inside me no , no please dont come distant from me you know i only sing for you how i miss you my love say a word , a whisper tell me about your world oh this aching heart what can i tell you more well i never have a place in your heart and my tears will inform you that you are my soul ... i love you p.s : to a dear friend of mine ..................................... lots of love i owe you my laughters... i do i owe you my tears ... i do i owe you my heart...... take a look at my heart , none of this would be if you did not exist forget the heart that go crazy about such bea

Mental Health 11/28/10
Some of you may recall back to the first week of August when I was admitted to the mental hospital due to increased depression/anxiety, suicidal thoughts, had a very graphic and totally workable suicide plan, and hallunications of my dad uncle. I ended up staying a week including a three night stay at the ER under suicide watch. When I was first discharged I felt great and felt like I could tackle the world with my new found "sanity" but in the fast few weeks I've been hearing voices telling me I will be back in the hospital in 6 months or less, constant whispering and snickering, and my increasing collection of vivid and graphic nightmares about being readmitted. I have an appointment in the morning with my therapist and I'm not to sure what these new developments in my mental state will mean to him and the course we will take in my therapy. I just wanted to give anyone who cared a head's up in case I suddenly disappear and go M.I.A. for an extende

Stuff Im Trying To Remember....
evidently clusters doesnt work any more first:sudo apt-get install gparted ntfs-config ntfsdoc partimage-doc partitionmanager mountmanagerthen gyachi:sudo add-apt-repository ppa:adilson/experimental; sudo apt-get update; sudo apt-get install gyachi

Not What You Think
I wish that you could hold me in your arms under a starry night sky, keeping me close to your heart as you keep me warm from the cool air. I wish that as we sit under that starry night sky, while in your arms, that you pull me in close just to whisper into my ear "Sweet heart, you my sunlight, everyday I am blessed to have you in my life, and i just wanted to let you know that at this very moment i love you with all my heart..." Thinking of how much I wanted to be with you forever, but when I opened my eyes and you were gone, I never really realized how much it hurt that you never cared, that you used me to get closer to someone else... How stupid was I to actually care for you, how I stayed up every night thinking you truly loved, how i imagined that when you asked to marry me you really ment it, then just stand by as you stomp upon my heart... but I guess in the end with all that we had been through and all that shared it was not at all what i had truly thought....

I Fucking Hate...
Yes, a lot of things look distorted from an aireal view, but that doesn't mean you should take pictures that way to hide yourself (the WHOLE yourself) from the damn camera. If you're worried about people being judgemental or harsh criticism about some of the features you're NOT so happy about, then dont join up on a damn public profiling site, or perhaps just set your profile to private/friends only and then remove all the friends that prove they're not interested in "all" of you. Why is it you women think it's okay to pick up the camera and point right down the center of your chesticles to hide the fact that you have a little more loving to give than that godamn skinny ass victoria secret model? who CARES what others think about you? If you're not going to take a picture to show the world who and what you really are then whats the point of lying to others to make friends?? who are you hurting? You're just going to cry and eat more fucking icecream and cookies (best combo since s

Happiness
No ones love can make you happy that you must find for yourself. Then, happiness shared is unsurmountable. (My status 11/27/2010) I have spent a lot of time trying to grow and blossom as the woman I am today. I have paused often and frequently to see where changes have needed to be made in me and not the world to bloom as butterfly from the chrysalis many times. Each time emerging stronger and more resilient. For me it is key to learn from my experiences. Everything has happened for a reason. Sometimes the reasons are beyond reach at the time but more is revealed if I choose to look and reflect and see the changes I need to make. Sometimes that is letting go of people, places and things. True lasting happiness has come from loving and accepting myself for who and what I am. I am...so many things. Most importantly I am me. Have I discovered my purpose in life? Probably not completely, but I have discovered that accepting me for my positives and my faults is loving myself. At one p

Military Tributes
Snack Lunches I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read. Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought. Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. 'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time... As I reached for my wallet, I overheard a soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get to base.' His friend agreed. I lo

In All Seriousness
I know what many are thinking right now, he is here to bad mouth the ladies well hate to burst your bubble not even close. Ladies you are great no matter what you look like or how you may come off at first....Anyway the reason I am posting this blog, I recently got with a great woman and our happiness is most important to each other unfortunately I cannot do for her what another woman can so it is this I am asking that only ladies who are serious answer. We are both looking for a woman who is willing to play with us both, not at first as I want her to have the first joys of the experience, we are in Omaha, Nebraska so I am only expecting those in the area to answer this. This is not something temporary either we are looking for a lady that is fully willing to committ to us both and only us...no couples. Anything more you want to know you will just have to write me to know or the lil' woman here.

Another Mistake...
I've heard it said that the road to hell is paved with good intentions. For me that's proving true. No matter how good my intentions had been they've brought me nothing but grief and heart ache. They've lead me to my very own personal hell on earth with no end in sight. I have nothing and no one. I'm completely alone trapped in this prison forged by my own hand.. I was stupid to ever think that I could find someone who would love me for me. Someone that would always be there for me no matter what. I was stupid to believe that even a mistake like me had a chance to be happy. Why do so many say they love someone when they don't really know what it means to truly love? Why do they lead them on after they no longer want to be with them? Why still say they love them if it's no longer true? Is it really nesesary to be so cruel? Why try to crush them before you leave? Isn't the act of ripping out their heart when you break it off

Poser's Position
Ladies and Gentlemen I'am gonna address something in this blog that some people may avoid reading just because of the topic. As many of you, I am sure have heard, the problems the other social networks have had with young teens and the influx of pedophiles into those networks. The sole purpose is to stalk the teens and on some occasions, even persuade the teens that they have nothing to fear from them. The pedophiles gain the trust of the unsuspecting teens and pretty soon the next thing you hear is either a close call with being assaulted but managing to get away. or the teen is assaulted and has to face many agonizing years of trying to figure out why it happened to them,and finally the worst case scenario something goes way wrong and the attacker feels they have to make sure that no one ever tells what happened. Then the pain and anguish has to be shouldered by the family, friends, community, and any organization associated with where the teen was when they were abducted. This brin

Heartless Bitch International
Well, that time has come.... I know the difference between being a Bitch (taking no unwarranted shit) and being an asshole (dishing out unwarranted shit) I do get called a bitch quite often. What I do NOT get called is pushover, stupid, sweetheart, dear or doormat. Works for me.... I have decided that this place is NO longer fun for me. Ya know, I have to say, IT is pretty fuckin' sad that some petty cunts have to take time outta their days to stir up the old bullshit when really NO ONE has paid attention to them in 2 months or more. Seriously? Really? ARE YOU that mad that I could give two fucks less about your pathedic existence? Please, save your remarks because at the end of the day I cannot tell you how much I do not care. It's pretty hilarious how some people, particulary some upper level fucks, that like to say they aren't all about "drama" but if you are SMART and pay attention, you can see what the deal really is. It's SAD how you are double standard to everything y

Techblog
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Collective Thoughts
I woke up in heaven; just at dawn the sky seemed to have been painted by no less than the hand of God. The clouds glazed across the sky like ocean waves, one after the other. They were soft hazy clouds, and they seemed to have been copper plated. Indeed they shined in copper red orange shades. I must be in heaven; nowhere on earth one could see shinning clouds, which seemed to be blazing copper. The sun was coming up in the horizon and in just seconds the copper clouds turned into a gold that was like no earthly gold. This golden clouds shined with no less than the majesty of the sun itself. The sky was blue so deep it almost seemed purple and the trees around me couldn’t be greener. I must be in heaven; nowhere on earth dawn could be this pleasant. It isn't hot nor cold and I just saw shinning clouds turn from copper to gold, and the only sound I hear is birds singing away sweetly. Earth couldn't possibly feel this amazingly good; I must be in heaven. I'm not dead but instead more ali

Below The Belt
I've been thinking a lot here lately about getting my *clears throat* hood pierced. I've heard it can make you cum just from walking! A friend of mine has hers done and LOVES it. She has assured me if I go to a decent piercer it won't hurt and there won't be any chance of her slipping and making me unable to cum. The kicker is there can be no sex for six weeks :( So any advice from my pervy friends? (P.S. Yes there will be pictures if I do get it )

Live, Love, N Laugh
SO IVE BEEN WITH THIS MAN FOR 12YRS AND IVE PUT UP WITH THE BS FOR THAT LONG TO IN 07 WE GOT MARRIED IN 03 WE HAD TWIN BOYS NOW I WANT A TAT WITH MY BOYS NAMES AND MY NEICES NAMES...HMM...YOU'D THINK THAT SINCE THIS IS MY BODY IT WOULDN'T MATTER WHAT THE HELL i GOT A TAT OF WELL...i WAS WRONG BOUT THAT ONE. GURR WHEN DID HE BECOME MY FATHER AND SINCE WHEN WAS I 17 AGAIN AND STUPID? IF UR A DUMB MORONIC JOCK OR YOU RESEMBLE ONE DNT EVEN BOTHER TALKN TO ME I ALREADY HAVE ONE THAT WONT GO AWAY....

Have You Ever?
Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?Close your eyes and trust it, just trust itHave you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?Have you ever looked fear in the faceAnd said I just don't careIt's only half past the point of no returnThe tip of the ice burgThe sun before the burnThe thunder before the lightningThe breathe before the phraseHave you ever felt thIs way?Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?You're whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not aloneHave you ever been touched so gently you had to cry?Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?It's only half past the point of oblivionThe hourglass on the tableThe walk before the runThe breathe before the kissAnd the fear before the phraseHave you ever felt this way?La La La La La La La LaThere you are, sitting in the gardenClutching my coffee,Calling me sugarYou called me sugarHave you ever wished for an endless night?Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tightHave you e

An Understanding..
So I get asked from time to time why I have such ill feelings towards men. No I'm not a lesbian bashing hating women or anything (no offence to those who do). To have a better understanding and so I don't have to explain as much, I thought I'd give a better understanding to this issue. I'm ill towards men because frankly I think every man I have came in contact or had a relationship with, has personally ripped me a new one each and every time, and sometimes multiple because I try and forgive men and give a second chance some. I have never liked being lied to and especially at face value. Nothing ticks me off more than to have a man lie directly to my face and think I am supposed to be that damn stupid. Do not try and make me think I am just paranoid or forgetful. I mean seriously that's just bloody damn wrong. I have always been upfront and honest about myself and although I am not perfect, I expect a man to treat me with respect. If I can come to a man and tell him that I think we nee

My Life....randomness
Today is the day after Thanksgiving...so far...it's boring! I said goodbye to my 93rd year old grandma "Bye Grandma, see ya later." She grabs my tiny hands and holds them and says "Bye hope you have a good time, I love you." I left the house and when i got into the car i nearly started to cry. This was probably her last Thanksgiving! :'( She hardly ate any dinner (which we had A ham sandwich and mircowave mashed potatoes) what a GREAT thanksgiving dinner!? NOT! I don't blame her at all not to eat any of them! It was awful...we watched Avatar two times, the last 30 mins of Twilight (FAIL), 2 mins of Planes, Trains, and Automobiles. and played my wii for an hour or so.. Now i am back home about to eat turkey soup, marshed potatoes w/ gravy Yummm!? well talk to u all soon ~Irina247~ Listening to :30 of Strings album Brand New Day lol (even though i own the cd) lol thats how bored i am :PMy mom told me this morning i could go shopping and i could spend some of my money..yesterday

My Budz Band-brokencyde
I Am Putting their Song On Top Today....But if You have Never Heard of BrokeNcyde then You May be Living a Boring Life hahaah...jk..But Yes I have Been Friends witht them past 2 years,and Believe it or Not Most of their Fame has Came from Youtube...And they have a New Cd Out....But its Gonna be a Style You Love or Totally Hate But anyways Song On My Player called 40 oz...And Also Look them Up on Youtube Video 40 oz and You will Catch First Hand How Whack they Are...But anyways I Truly Cant Wait til I Put My Songs On here...And I Can then Share them With You...Is Blessed and I Have My Own Syle as Well You def will be able to tell I Like all Styles...Thanks for Stopping By Erbody have a Great Weekend Yo!!!!!!!! And Remember That Dayum Bobby lmao This is so not Funny-So right Off dont even Laugh....... But here I Am Playing Pool at My House and I had Just bought a New thing of Pools Chaulk,And My Budz and I had been Playing and Drinking a Few,and P

Reality
I sit here with the music blaring through the speakers, my fingers floating across the keys, my baby at work and I can't help but think about what how wonderful my life is. I have a wonderful husband who loves me dearly and would do anything for me if I ask. I have a wonderful family. I have everything I could possibly think of. I lucky to be alive. I know now that I made the right decisions for my life for me to be where I am right now. I recently found out that my ex boyfriend who I spent 3 years of my life with was murdered. He was shot multiple times in his apartment by his best friend. He was into some shit that got him in trouble. When I was told I was a mess. I couldn't help but crying. The love of my life stood by my side. Hurting for me and trying to take some of my pain away. He tried to make it easier on me. The family got together on thanksgiving and had a wonderful day. In the back of my head I was still in mourning for the loss of someone who made an impact on my life.

The Feed.
When will women stop trying to be controlling? I just recently got with a woman who took oxys and percs. I did everything possible to make her happy but when she was on her meds she changed. Then didn't remember what i did for her. She would give me hell for it. I couldn't take it any more so I had to le her go. Sometimes the best thing to do is let go. She tried to Alpha Male my life instead of sharing it she wanted to control it. Maybe one day she'll remember how nice I was to her. By then I think it will be too late. So now my next chapter of my life begins. Who will be in my life next remains to be seen. Till then I'm just taking some me time. Catching up on my school work and life in general. Every now and then one needs to regroup collect your thoughts and keep moving forward. So to all who have a similar problem just hang in there life does get better. When life throws you lemons make Vodka (wink, wink).............. ThanksGiving is the

I Just Want It Back
I want my life back. Back before all the men came into my life. Back to when I was used to being a lone. Back to when I was ready to be a lone for the rest of my life. Back to when I didn't cry. Back to when I laughed and had a good time. Back to when I didn't feel all this pain in my heart. Back to when people liked me and didn't judge me cause I am a big woman. I want my life back. But it wont come back. I don't want to be alone. I am not ready to be a lone for the rest of my life. Just hate what they all have done to me. But I let it happened to me over and over. I hate myself. So does everyone else. I want my life back........

Wont Be Read Anyways
I guess you think I'm a fool,I suppose you believe that you can out wit me.Day after day,I watch you try and bullshit me.Day after dayI wonder why I listen.I guess in a way I am a fool.I suppose in a way you do out wit me.Day after dayI hope you will be honestIay after dayI pray you will speak the truth.I guess theres no pointI suppose i should stop dreamingDay after day Im bleeding withinDay after dayThe knife twist a bit moreI guess I should stopI suppose I would be better offDay after dayI wonder whyDay after dayI blame myself.I guess its time to let you goI suppose if best for you and meDay after dayI cope with lifeDay after dayI will let go of you

Not Every Woman On Fubar
Not every woman on FUBAR is on here for sexual encounters!!! They want a friend with understanding and one that will respect them. Girls who agree repost and to the guys on FUBAR who truly respect women and enjoy their friendship..please repost and show your support. Thanks support. Thanks!

Rusty Venture
Rusty Venture buy rusty venture mugs, tshirts and magnets A sex act. Has a variety of definitions depending on your region in the States, but it's generally associated with male homosexual sex. The term originated in the 80s, possibly started by "Horace Gentlemen" out of Provincetown, Massachusetts. Whenever The Rusty Venture is brought up in conversation, they almost always argue about what exactly it is. Depending on who you ask and in what region of the States, a Rusty Venture is:1) taking your finger and running it around a guy's asshole while you jerk the guy off and he's uncircumcised 2) where two men 69 and they fill each others mouths with seamen, then turn over and blow splooge into each other's assholes (not to be confused with a Snake Venom) 3) where you take a SCUBA snorkel and put your dick in the mouthpiece, then snake the other end up into your ass, then jerk off until you manage to ejaculate into your own ass (not to be confused with a Double Frogman) 4) when

Thanksgiving Furgathon On The Glow Radio
"THE FURGATHON" Today starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt LIVE FROM CHICAGO The Reverend DJ Furg & His Church Of Rock will be spinning music,taking phone calls Live on The Air for Twenty Seven Hours non-stop; stocked up with Monster Energy Drinks, Turkey, his Bible & Music Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory, you can find us on Microsoft Media Player under Internet Radio in the Classic Rock Section or you can go to our website at: ___________________ www.TheGlowRadio.com Tune in and enjoy the best tus anyhere on the Web. The music community for the coolest cats in town! p FREE Music/LIVE DJs: Pick Your Player! B Click here

The Perfect Moment
What is the perfect moment of passion well let's see... The perfect moment would as follows..Coming home to find the one you love waiting for you patiently. Longing to hold you and kiss you.As you walk through the door and say you are home the glistening of the eyes as you meet the gaze tells you all. The sudden rush to greet the other with a loving embrace and words welcoming you home. The longing of the first kiss as you are being held...Cuddling closer to one another after loving words have been exchanged to one another and then that faithful kiss that was waiting to come around. As you kiss one another each others hearts beat faster as the embrace gets slightly tighter to hold each other closer. Feeling the rush of love and compassion you both wonder aimlessly around to find a comfortable spot to sit and relax and talk about each others day briefly. Knowing that there is time for everything in a single moment that stretches beyond time. After knowing that dinner is already made

Thoughts....
A fundamental skill for the survival of our species. comprehension of what life, love, liberty, and freedom, mean, to all of us. so that we may all, continue to, peacefully, co-exist. Why? Why? do smart people not comprehend? is it age? At which age must they learn such lessons? in which environment? whose decision is that? who the fuck do i sue? Funny thing... People often wonder why I'm so serious about things when they chat with me. I find that funny, yes...it amuses me. The reason I find it so amusing is because what most do not realize is that while I'm playing this game, I am not 'thinking' about this game. This game is just a hobby, a past-time, a way to make a few friends. Which, I'm oddly surprised, I've managed to accomplish exactly that. I made a few friends, whom I like, or respect for various reasons. However, only a small handful of people, are actually aware of what I'm currently thinking at any given moment. I, choose my friends, carefully. I only reveal

Songs
You're a liar and a fake I am gonna break your face I hope you can keep up with the pace CHORUS:Promise to promise lie to lie U took my soul and left me to die Now I'm empty inside The only thing stoping me is the space There will be a day we will meet face to face I will finally put u in your placeSix feet under the world will wonder Fist to face I will beat you to the firey gates Hahhaha do you feel that empty spacePromise to promise lie to lie U took my soul and left me to die Now I'm empty insideTime to lock the gateAnd spit in your face Hahahaha welcome to that empty place Copywright 2010

My Xmas Wants,,/
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Funny Stuff
A Shopping Story After I retired, my wife insisted that I accompany her on her trips to Target. Unfortunately, like most men, I found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunate, my wife is like most women - she loves to browse. Yesterday my dear wife received the following letter from the local Target.Dear Mrs. Samuel,Over the past six months, your husband has caused quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and have been forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against your husband, Mr. Samuel, are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras.1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in other people's carts when they weren't looking.2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5 minute intervals.3. July 7: He made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the women's restroom.4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an offici

Funny Jokes
IT WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS AND ALL THOUGH THE HOUSE EVERYONE FELT SHITTY EVEN THE MOUSE. DAD AT THE WHORE HOUSE MOM SMOKIN GRASS AND I'D SETTLED DOWN FOR A NICE PIECE OF ASS. THEN OUT ON THE LAWN THERE AROSE SUCH A CLATTER I SPRANG FROM MY PIECE TO SEE WHAT WAS THE MATTER! HE CAME DOWN THE CHIMNEY LIKE A BAT OUT OF HELL I KNEW RIGHT AWAY THAT FUCKER FELL. HE FILLED ALL THE STOCKINGS WITH PRETZELS AND BEER AND A BIG RUBBER DICK FOR MY BROTHER THE QUEER! HE ROSE UP THE CHIMNEY WITH ONE HELL OF A FART THAT SON OF A BITCH BLEW MY CHIMNEY APART! HE SWORE AND HE CURSED AS HE FLEW OUT OF SITE PISS ON YOU AND AND HAVE ONE HELL OF A NIGHT! SEX AND GOOD ENGLISH ON HIS 74TH BIRTHDAY, A MAN GOT A GIFT CERTIFICATE FROM HIS WIFE. THE CERTIFICATE PAID FOR A VISIT TO A MEDICINE MAN LIVING ON A NEARBY RESERVATION WHO WAS RUMORED TO HAVE A WONDERFUL CURE FOR ERECTILE DYSFUNCTION. AFTER BEING PERSUADED, HE DROVE TO THE RESERVATION, HANDED HI

Song Of A Lonely Poet
Dedicated to my naughty goddess Miss innocent CTP I feel your breath blow against my neck and I go dumb. Then you whisper into my hear all the things I wanna hear and I start to cumb. You're so fuckin good at being so fuckin bad. You are a woman I never had. I feel your breast rub against my chest and I go numb. Then I feel your nips go between my lips and I start to cumb. When you touch me I get weak at the knees. No one does that to me. So please never wake me from this fantasy. You're so fucking good at being so fucking bad. You are a woman I never had. I would've kept my vows. Stayed through the rough. Would've been faithful. I guess that wasn't enough. You broke your promise without even thinking. You even moved on without even blinking. After all the damage and all the pains, my broken heart is all that remains. Now that I had time to think I,too, am to blame. It just wasn't you or the dying of the flame. I could've tried harder. I co

Rants And Raves
Well here it is..that time to make the final push home..Ive been in a country in which ive never known so much hate and corruption but yet im going home to a warm bed and freedom to move around in my own safe zone and feel like im not being watched all the time.. its been a long tour but i guarantee when im home it will only be a few months and ill be ready to go again.. ive heard tell that there will always be that sense of something missing in your life when you come home from a war torn country..its always the same feeling..yet i am very excited to come home and see my friends and family after so much time has gone by.make up for lost time and do the things i only wished i could do before.I dont want to be bragging that im going home because there are alot of service members still here either coming into country or leaving or even staying because there time isn't up yet to return home.. just to let all of you know my thoughts and prayers are with all of you no matter who you are. i

Original Poetry
Future Tense by Anna B. What would you do if I died today? Will you miss me when I go away? What would you give to have me stay? Would you give your life for one more day? What'll you do when I'm dead and gone? Will you stumble or will you carry on? Will you regret the things left unsaid? Will you feel the lonliness in our bed? Will you be able to say goodbye? Will you shed a tear for me when I die? Will you smile when you think of me? Or do you long to be set free? Was I a fool for handing you my heart? Were we doomed together from the start? If you could go back and change the past, Would you want our love to last? I would do ANYTHING for you.. Just to keep you from feeling blue.. But you always seem to want your space, Though I never get tired of just looking at your face. © 11-24-2010

My Castle
WE ALL HAVE BEEN HURT BEFORE..... MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE WITH A SMILE....FORGET ABOUT IT........YOU CAN ALWAYS BUILD ANOTHER CASTLE AND START A NEW KINGDOM STAND UP STRONG AND MAKE NEW FRIENDS. JUST REMEMBER THE KNOWLEDGEAND WHAT YOU LEARNED FROM IT. LIFE WILL ONLY GET BETTER.....!!! CHEERS...!!! DRINKS ARE ON ME, JUST ASK ME FOR ONE....!!! The12 days of FB...... 12 blank screens .....11 locked up links ....10 games not working.......9 days of screaming ....8 posts not posting....7 emails complaining ...6 cigs a smoking ...5 salty tears ......4 thousand gone... 3 broken mice... 2 therapists ....and .........a...programmer......hanging from a treeeeee !!!!!

Anger Management
This be some Funny stuff...But then again,its not...lol...But anyways I Just got out of My 2nd of 12 Classes of Anger Management,But it all good,6 months ago,a 17 yr old boy popped my daughter in the Mouth and knocked her braces loose....And I Just told him that I had Hunting liscence that I was gonna take care of His Ass...lmfao...I Just thumped him in he head and he fell out,omg Plz!! But anyway The Cop locked me up,not because of that but Beccause I Walked Up on him when he pulled up and accidently stepped on his foot...lmao...Prolly Lucky he didnt charge me for assaulting Police Officer....lol...But anyways He said Im locking You up,but No worries When You go to Court I Am On your side,we know what the deal is and any man that love he Children would feel this way...Im like aight...So I Stayed thru the Night and Called My Bonds Woman haha Yeah She Love meeh.....Came in her Pajamas to get me out yo...But anyways 2 Months later,Went to court thinking yeah this Cop on my side and I wil

Jediwills Rants And Posts
Standing in chest deep water, freezing rain falling and stinging as it hits theexposed parts of my body. Holding her head above water to keep her from drowning until rescue can get here to cut her free---BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVERComforting an 89 year old woman who just watch me and my partner cover the face of her husband of 64 years as he lays dead on their bathroom floor--BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVEROn scene at an mva with a mother trapped upside down in her car, and her dead son's body laying on top of her, and without a second thought for my own safety I crawl into the wreckage to take C-spine and calm the frantic lady---BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVERCalled away from my just-prepared meal to respond to a house with no numbers, no porch light on, nobody waiting to signal us in-and they bitch because we took too long, only to find out the patient left P.O.V ten minutes ago...so, we smile and walk away from the verbal lashing only because we are JUST AMBULANCE DRIVERSStan

Famous Drinking Quotes
It takes only one drink to get me drunk. The trouble is, I can't remember if it's the thirteenth or the fourteenth.” “I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day.” “Basically, I'm for anything that gets you through the night - be it prayer, tranquilizers or a bottle of Jack Daniels.”

The Safe Schools Improvement Act And The Student Nondiscrimination Act
The Safe Schools Improvement Act and the Student Nondiscrimination Act will help make the lives of LGBT youth betterThe recent tragedies of several LGBT students taking their own lives across the country have highlighted the fact that anti-LGBT bullying and harassment in schools can have a dramatic and heart-breaking effect on LGBT students, their families, and school communities. Studies over the last decade provide firm evidence of higher rates of suicide attempts in LGBT youth compared to heterosexual adolescents and young adults. Schools can play a key role in helping to reduce the tragic consequences of bullying by having policies in place to prevent bullying and harassment, and by responding to these incidents by enforcing those rules. Such actions will help to protect all students from bullying, harassment and discrimination.The Safe Schools Improvement Act (H.R. 2262/S. 3739) and the Student Nondiscrimination Act (H.R. 4530/S. 3390) have been introduced in both the U.S. House o

All Time Low
Well, had an emotional breakdown.. guess from years and years of pent-up with me saying "I want you to be happy and I will be ok" bullshit. To all the lying/cheating chickys that boke me off, piece by piece and devistated me emotionally.. a big FUCK YOU! ok, I'm better now. WHO'S NEXT!

Bad Day In My World
Its just another gloomy day that I have to face alone. Maybe one day the sun will shine threw the darkness and warm up my cold heart. I want to know everything about you dont leave anything out. I want to know where you grew up, all the road youve ever been down. I want to know everything about you. Ive fallin so in love with you over the short time we've been together being with you for the rest of my life wouldnt be long enough for me. I dont ever want this to end. I want to know everything about you dont leave anything out. I want to know what you love and hate. I want to know your favourite momory. Ive fallin so in love with you. I need to know all about you dont leave anything out. Baby dont leave anything out. Life isnt always rainbows and butterflies its heartbrakes and tears.But u pick me up when im down when i feel like theres nothing left no reason to b alive like im all alone.u look at me with those pretty eyes tellin me u love me!i know im just fine!!

What's On My Mind
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Thanksgiving 2010
I usually think the whole "what are you thankful for" speeches are a laod of crap but this year I actually have some things to be thankful for and wanted to write them down..... 1. I am thankful my kids are healthy, running around and able to get on my nerves. 2. I am thankful for my online friends who listen to me bitch, whine and moan daily but still love me. 3. I am thankful my sanity is somewhat stable for the time being and I am not spending Thanksgiving in the mental hospital. 4. I am thankful my mom's cancer is still in remission 5. I am thankful my nephew is in my life and thankful for the joy he brings. 6. I am thankful to be loved Feel free to let me know what you are thankful for.

Fubar Douchebags
So just a few minutes, I had some random person I "fu-owned" bought from me by some random douchebag dude. Normally, no big whoop, but this guy decided he had to SB me a "Yeah bitch, take that!" comment. My simple response was "???" to which I received a "I got more fu-bucks than you can ever hope to have, so don't even think of trying to buy her back!" If you have to live in a fantasy world of fu-bucks to validate your value and self-worth, I strongly suggest you nibble on the barrel of a large caliber handgun, pull the trigger, and rid the REAL world of your fucked up DNA from the gene pool. I'll even donate the gun! LOL

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YA its a sad story I have said it so many times but it still hurts. I got online I fell in love and I got dumped. To most she probably wasnt the most beautiful woman but to me she looked like an angel even though I never got to see her in person. I tryed twice spent alot of money on planes and hotels but still never even caught a glimpse of her. I want to just drown my sorrows in as much p**sy as i can get but I know that isnt gonna work either. I am stuck loving a woman how cant or wont love me back. I joined this because she is on FB and MS and I just dont want to be reminded of her. This site doesnt seem to be working out either cause I still have yet to talk to anyone on here. I have a few friends but I think they are just collectors anyway padding their numbers. Oh well fuck it all. Well this site looks like a bust too. No connections. Everyone just seems to want to pad their friend count or reach the next level. No big deal just have to find another outlet I guess. Eveybody have

To Be Or Not To Be!!! Is Tha Question
DOES IT MATTER TO BE OR NOT? just to be average or above? and if so should it cost real money to buy your friends and family, or base it off personality, and loyalty to them? Please give me your input on a spiratual view, please bont be corny!!!

Manage Photos/mainstreethost
It's a good idea to make a nice portfolio on line, it makes potential employers easier to access. Just be creative and informative but the biggest problem people have is spelling, make sure you spell check it and look it over multiple times. On resumes spelling is the number one problem that potential employers look at, seems trivial but it can be the difference between landing a good job and not. Just start one up and take your time and think it through and get other peoples opinions first before you post it.

Poetry In The Wind
Into Your EyesEvening's hush touches my earsWhispering softly in twilight tones,Tugging insistently at my sensesPenetrating down to my bones.Of day's ending it slowly speaksAnd tells of the darkness drawn nigh,Cloaking the sadness and painful despair,Concealing the tear that rolls from my eye.The blackness, it creeps ever nearerStretching out its smothering hand,Stealing away the light that once wasRemoving all trace from the land.Pulled down to the depthsI gasp and struggle in vain,Searching frantically for any reliefFrom the turmoil wracking my brain.Sinking, I hold my breath, and waitFor the rescue that never arrived.My dreams, my hopes, my visionSeem now to have all been contrived.Unable to see, the lights now have goneI hang my head and start to weep.At last I give in to the nightAnd close my weary eyes in sleep. In dreamless slumber I lay aloneCold, numbing ache lies deep within.Time passes in slow agonizing ticksAs though time's hands are reluctant to spin.And yet in the blackne

I View On How Woman Should Be Treated..
I will try to keep this short and to the point.. The most precious and most beautiful thing on earth is a woman...The mountains, ocean, and so on are beautiful to ,but do not even come close to the beauty of a woman...Whether you are married , or very close in friendship always treat her as she is the only thing that matters to you and all you will ever want.If a woman has a bad attitude, more than likely it's because of what a man has done to her in the past...Men are more responsible for the way a woman is in her personality than we want to know..If you (man) is doing what you should to a woman l the love of your life , you shouldn't have time to even think about another... Do things for her that she would least expect.. Sometimes , it's the little things that mean the most..Remember the little things add up ...Don't just give her flowers or take her out to a nice dinner for a birthday, valentines etc.. Do it just because you feel blessed for her to be in your life and respect her

Food For Thought
1.Think back over the last few days, - how many times have you felt appreciation towards another? How many times have you thought about another: 'what a lovely smile', or 'she is so nice', or 'such a kind man', or any of a myriad of other appreciative thoughts. Did you express them? Did you come up to her and say: 'you are so nice'? And why not? Why did you stop divine grace from flowing freely from your heart? Do you want to change the world to the better? This is it, this is how you start. 2. You have to agree that you are less and that someone else is more to feel inferior. If you don't agree, you can not possibly feel inferior. You might know something less, or you might be able to do something less, but you ARE unique and hence simply incomparable. Do not buy into being reduced to an object of comparison. 3.) Holding onto anger and old hurts hardens your heart and hurts only you. Ask for help in letting go of the anger. Ask to see the situation through the eyes of compassi

For Someone Special
This Card was Originally intended for someone else, but it was never delivered. The meaning behind it goes to someone special in my life. You can't imagine how many times, I've thought about you and how thankful I am that you're such a good friend to me. You and I have a once-in-a-lifetime friendship, the kind that isn't based just on fun, but acceptance and caring instead. It's so reassuring to know that all one of us has to do is call, and the other will respond immediately-without question, without reservation. I never feel quite as "okay" or understood with anyone else as I do with you. Your a true friend - a constant friend - and no matter how much time passes or where we are in our lives, nothing will change that. :) James

What U Need To Know About Me
hi everybody my name is Joyce, i'm 43, married ( to Chalo2916) he is my world, with one son named Keke (also my world). I'm here for friends only,, If u ask for my yahoo addy, or ask me to cam u'll be blocked.. I don't care about ur nsfw pixs.. You have nothing i wonna see.... I don't appreciate u talking shit in my shoutbox.. if that's all u got to talk about don't waste ur time u'll b deleted or block. Also i don't do lounges, I'm sorry.. I love my family, and friends on here and will take special care of them....I'm just old fashioned and will prolly stay like this .. I love making new friends so if u like let me know, and i'm sure we can be good friends

Hell Spawn Radio Needs Your Ideas
I am a Manager at Hell Spawn Radio and I am looking for new ideas on how to improve our lounge. So what better way to get thoughts then to ask you the lounge members and our friends what we can do to try and accommodate everyone and their tastes. So I would like you as my friends and family to give me ideas.. If you don't feel comfortable leaving a comment then send it to my inbox. I have a few ideas that I am going to throw out there. Feel free to elaborate on these things. I am really excited to see what all of you have to say on the matters. What makes a good lounge? What do you look for when looking for a lounge? What draws you in? Is it the music? The people? What makes you not want to hang out in a lounge? What turns you off to the point of not wanting to come back? Is it that people are too pushy? Do you feel like you are bombarded with people welcoming you then not speaking to you again? I also would like to address we are RECONSTRUCTING OUR EMOTES!!!!!!!!!! WOOT WOO

Enviornment
With all the improvements we have had in solar energy since the 80's. Why are the new homes and businesses not being built with solar panels instead of using the old electrical system that is very unfriendly to our enviornment?

Randoms
I spent 5 years giving you chance after chance to make things right. All you could ever do is lie and cheat. Everytime things aren't going your way with your new conquest you feel the need to barge back into my life, drag up all the feelings that I've tried to bury, and leave me feeling like a scared weak girl again. I hate that you make me feel like a bitch for pointing out that your choices are the ones that ended our relationship. It is over, it's been over for more than a year, deal with it. You don't get another chance, I'm not letting you break me again. A GOOD boyfriend would-text you every second he's not at your side.-hug you every chance he gets..and stay there for a while.-call you beautiful or pretty instead of sexy or hot.-stay up all night to text you-tells you he loves you.-Kisses you-teases you, but lets you tease back.A GOOD girlfriend would...-constantly remind you how much she loves you.-do anything to be with you-gets really close to you when hugging, dancing, et

Uniqueman
Hello ladies and friends this is all new to me.Hope to meet many friends and give even more smiles and laughs.Send me messages and talk with me that is something i really enjoy.Once you get to know me you will be glad that you met me.I am not like most men. In search for the angel that holds the key to my heart and finding her has been hard.After 22 years I am in searchof her again.Friends are very important to me and caring and sharing with them is how I like to get down.Looking for an honest guy with an honest opinion,I am the one.Talk to me and be my friend.WILL YA?

Euphoria
Euphoria Dark clouds fill the sky, Moonless night, Not a time for goodbye. Strong arms embrace her, Soft lips move in to taste her. Contented sighs floating in the air, If anyone hears her she doesn’t care. A single thought fills her head, Repeating what was already said, This is where I am meant to be, with a man who loves me for ME. Unable to envision a life without him, That kind of future seems pretty dim. Tenderly whispered words of love,

Hide
HIDEHe was not a stranger she didn’t know, But how can a human ever get so low? She didn’t know that it was wrong, To let him touch her while she sang her song. It wasn’t her fault she was in that fix, she was only a child, a child of six. Lost in her thoughts… never giving a care, She would quietly sit and pull out her hair. The years went by, the child did grow, Still singing her song, and this is how it’d go, “Jesus loves me this I know, for the bible tells me so..”. Thoughts of rescue, from above, kept her thinking she

F1 2010 Set Ups (playstation 3)
i,ll be posting my career set ups for every track wet and dry soonish ..time trial and career set ups are diffrent due to there being no tyre wear or fuel useage in time trial but in the meantime if ur sick using the quick set ups u,ll find some good set ups at this link http://www.racedepartment.com/f1-2010-setups/ most of these are for tt so adjust ur wing settings and camber for career modes ..i,ll post my set ups when i get round to saving them and putting them into text documents// psn- stonerrab_420 xbl- silentmessiah Aerodynamics Front Wing Angle: 5 Rear Wing Angle: 4 Braking Balance: F 47% - R 53% Pressure: high Brake Size: standard Balance Ballast Distribution: F 60% - R 40% Front Anti-roll Bar: 7 Rear Anti-roll Bar: 11 Suspension Front Ride Height: 1 Rear Ride Height: 2 Front Spring Stiffness: 8 Rear Spring Stiffness: 9 Gearbox Gear 1: 87 mph Gear 2: 107 mph Gear 3: 126 mph Gear 4: 146 mph Gear 5: 167 mph Gear 6: 189 mph Gear 7: 210 mph Engine Thro

Poetry
You caught my eye You stole my heart I overlooked your flaws For as you were was what I liked You changed and I loved you still. You were all the man I could ever want All the man I would ever need You were you and now you're not Just a shadow of a human Fake and drama king There was a time Your head held High You were a man of integrity then life happened you lost your way One day you can be a man of truth again, but you have to want to be the man you can be potientially You just have to want to change. Looking at you, my heart on my sleve, My heart pounds with need To feel your touch, to see your smile. Inside, I slowly die. You have others on your mind. They are what you crave. It is written on your face. No matter what, your eyes don't lie. I try to capture your attention, Yet again, you pull away, Pushing me further As you settle deeper within. Caught in a world all your own,

What I'm Looking For....
WHAT DO I WANT? IS IT TOO MUCH?.... What am i searching for....... am i searching for too much....... what am i asking for....... is it too much to be asking....... i would like someone who won't cheat....... someone who understands why you don't go to bed mad....... someone who will be my best friend....... someone who will love and except me for who i am....... someone with a great personality,.... lovely smile,.... deep eyes (right to the soul),.... someone who understands my sarcasm,.... someone who loves my daughters,.... someone who understands that i can get jealous,.... someone who trusts me,.... someone who will be 100% open and honest....... someone to CARE!....

Irishbooty
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Love Like Woa
Hi I'm courtney Howard a17 year old girl from boothville la I love tonight ,kill not, but love animals I'm like a kidstill I still am Yeh son I'm cool an I love y'all I am a black female and I don't ilk it when haterz mess around with me it just starts shit ok well that's all if u dot like me get over it and u can actually message me if u feel like we need to talk in private well that's all folks

Confused
i dont know what to think i am told that she loves me and that makes me feel happy but i have someone else that i am happy with i just dont know she is my daughters mom and of course i love her but i love my angel also i am so damn confused why does this always happen.

Addicting Song
Dead By April Losing You What I have in me in the mind is you I would die if we were through What I'm feeling now What I´m having you do I am lost in pain without you So cold. So alone All I have is you it is all that I`m waiting for All I need is you Now I can make it through All the nights I prayed Mostly saby and true I am not prepared to be strong I just can't belive I am losing you Not prepared to going on, what you see and walk away So cold. So alone All I have is you it is all that I´m waiting for All I need is you Now I can't make it through I am losing you forever I am lost in pain without you I am leaving ground forever (Forever) Distant from all, yesterdays electing me murder these thoughs life is disconnecting me Loving is effecting me, count all the times You without protecting me So cold. So alone. All I have is you it is all that I´m waiting for All I need is you Now I can't make it through I am losing you forever I am lost in pain without you I am

An Old Poem
A rose called love Love is a rose, it's an old cliché... but it's true anyway... It grows no matter where you plant it... in good soil or bad... If it is not tended, it will wither and die... Or turn bitter and thorny... Or even surprise you with a big bright bloom where none should be. But tend it carefully, feed it, and keep the weeds away... And patiently watch it grow... And soon you are surrounded by your own beautiful garden of love roses.

Breaking Free
Here's another one. This one is so meant to be a country song lol Broken Smile She came out of nowhereFrom a dark, dead-end streetYou could tell she’d been cryingFrom the mascara on her cheekI said, Girl why are you out here?Wandering the streets alone?It’s getting late darlin’Why don’t you go on home?She looked at my shylyAnd shivered from the coldAnd said Lady don’t you know?I’ve got no place to go. /ChorusWell she looked like an angelThat fell from the skyWith broken wings, afraid to flyWith no words but goodbyeShe looked like an angelSo empty insideTrying to force a broken smileBut it’s been denied She seemed to be wearyOf the sounds all aroundSending shivers up her spineShe’s got no place to go nowI looked at her with sympathyIn her eyes, I could see the painAnd said Girl, don’t you got friends to go to,To get out of this rain?She looked at my shylyAnd shivered from the coldAnd said Lady don’t you know?I’ve got

The Raven
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore - For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore - Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door - Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; - This it is, and n

The Invitation
The Invitation By Oriah It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living.I want to know what you ache for.And if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are.I want to know if you will risk looking like a foolfor love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon...I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrowIf you have been opened by life’s betrayalsor have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your ownwithout moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your ownIf you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning usto be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is

Eatbliss' Semi-live Blog!
Hey there fellow fubar citizenry. How ya doin'? Thanks for reading this, for this happens to be my very first fublog! That is right! The fublog cherry is busted, and you are now a part of the eatbliss experience. I plan on porting some of my previous blogs from around the web, along with lyrics, Q and A's, and other musings, here, to this blog, for safe keeping. Anything that is not duplicated on the web will even tually be lost, so this is my duplication repository...or soon will be. I may also throw a new thing or two in here, so stay tuned. It may become very interesting. Thanks for reading, and please follow, if you wish. eatbliss -not sure I know how to post pics yet, so forgive me if there is no image below. Thanks.-

She Is Me
I see her crying I see the pain in her eyes The tears ain't of joy The pain ain't a good thing She is sad She is missing someone I realize she is me I realize I'm looking in a mirror Her tears are my tears Her pain is my pain Her sadness is my sadness She is me I am her

My Life.... Not Smoking.
Well 7 months later, still nto soking, but got a congratulations for quitting smoking 50 pounds... woot... but hey I can breathe without coughing and I ahve more money.. so wth. So this is the last day of my life... as a smoker. 23 years of my life hsa been dedicated to making sure I have a smoke. I've decided that I don't want to give them another day after today. Why not start now you ask? Well simple, I am doing a survey for Marlboro tomorrow and making 50.00 bucks... so 24 mours won't hurt. It's odd to think about what I will do when I am out dirnking, or after dinner, or when I wake up in the morning. I am sure I will by less cologne... prolly put someone out of a job somewhere in that field. I fope that doing this will put another tobacco company out of vusiness. It s funny cause all the vices that I have, drinking, pot, smoking, other recreational things... the only one that is constant.. that I can live without is this damn butt. I might be an asshat....

My Fubar Experience, Thusfar...
Soooooo.... My first blog to be dedicated to the land of Fubar... I suppose it's more of a collection of thoughts on random occurances I've experienced whilst wandering aimlessly throughout this insane bazooko circus of social networking.... Well... Where to begin? .. I suppose beginning from the beginning would be fitting. Well it happened this way.. Like three years ago or so, I somehow found myself here by request of a pal that was trying to get points.. That old referral gag..lol ... So I joined to do a solid and get a pal some free points.... Well years down the line... (which ends up just being a few days ago) I remembered that I had this damn thing.. and rather than waste expensive banwidth that some other poor saps have to pay for.. Why be absent from the page that they so generously bestowed upon me with no fee or strings attached? Why not waste their money and bandwidth with my own opinions and pictures and fuckin' .gif files n' shit...LOL .... Well, I showed up a

What My Head Thinks
http://www.purerave.com/photos/3107397 yum lick lick http://www.purerave.com/photos/2998688 funny ass shit OK so i am moving to Chicago in like a week and a half and i think it is a very right choice but the ppl I'm living with don't want me to leave there are like you cant stay there we want to keep you but the thing is i hate living where I'm living and i want to have the freedom to have my own life without having to worry about who needs what which kid needs to be changed and so on. cant a girl just go out with drinks without having to worry about working in the morning with the kids jeez. living where I'm living now they expect me to be on call 24/7 which a person can not and will not do I'm not to stop my young life to help someone that ain't doing anything for themselves I'm not going to raise your kids I'm sorry you don't want to I'm only here to watch them while you get a job and not when you want to play vid games and sleep off you drunkenness so i am leaving with no remorse

A Big Shout Out Thank You
I just wanted to tell my friends and family the ones who take time to rate me and blings me how much I really appreciate it I know I cant offer the same with the blings and sometimes I feel bad that i can't return the Fav but I'm glad to be back and Have the friends I do have here now. its so much better this time. thanks for taken time to get me where I am today on fubar I hope you all know that all of you are special to me and I'm glad to have you in my internet life.. wishing you all a wonderful Holiday seasons. Much love tinks

I'm Thankful For........
I am thankful for..... 1. God : No explanation needed 2. My parents : I am the daughter of two wonderful parents who have always been there and believed in me and given me so much. 3. My children : I have the most two amazing children I could ever want or hope for. They are my reason for living and my reason for striving to be a better person. 4. My family : My family is everything to me. Without them I would be lost in this crazy world 5. My friends : I don't have a large number of close friends, but I do know there are a lot of good people, near and far, who I can count on, who care about me, and who want only the best for me. I truly value my friends and will never have "enough" or too many. 6. Being an American and our Soldiers : I love my country because it is mine. It may not be perfect but what place is? I love it none the less. A soldiers job is an admiral and brave thing to do. Our men and women in uniform, past and present, have, do, and will give so much for us

Thats What I'm Talkin Bout'
I know I hadn't been on here in yrs mainly due to the fact that I have dialup these days and for a couple yrs now. Anyways I couldn't pull this site so I jsut stopped comin on. I had almost forgot about this site til a friend mentioned it again and I figured I should check it out again. I tell you if it wasn't for the facebook theme on here I wouldn't be able to pull it on dialup still thanks to fubar for doin that for us dialup users. Anyways these days I'm so busy I run my own blog and do product reviews for companies and do giveaways as well if you want to check it out. So far most the companies I work with are usa based or Canada at most for anyone gettin entries into my giveaways. Anyways my link is below and I will try to check in here at least every couple days so stop by and drop me a line. Remember its been yrs since I been on here so may take me a bit to get ratings to you or anything like that due to that.... http://evoluchuns.blogspot.com

I Need Advice Please
ohh where do i start For a long time ive been looking for girlfriend. Ive had girlfriends, we broke up, then id look for another one. I looked anywhere, from my friends on facebook, to any variation of a social networking website i could find. If i saw a pretty face, regardless of if it was someone i knew since the first grade or someone i never met, i felt like i had a crush on them or w/e you want to call it. Things have changed. I look back at those habits and find them rather....disgusting. Ive had..idk..5 and a half girlfriends since i started actively dating. Im not going to name any names. But as i look back on these relationships, it turns out i didnt have very strong feelings for most of them. The one i really did care about got away from me, like it does in all the songs, movies, stories, and poems about lost love or whatever. This girl left a "hole" like they often do. For a long time i thought that failing in that relationship ruined me. Ive recent

Untitled
And to the brink i will rise. Was broken. -rearranged. Under pressure, good times followed by hard times. Good times will visit me once again. When that time comes, I'll pray and let it stay. This will pass and the world is moving. Everything will be okay. But something erodes in my mind after I typed that. like a rock plummeted at the bottom of my brain: I'll never be okay.. Im an average man, sometimes i wish i could be more than that; to exceed excellence. as days seem to go on endlessly, i await the "someday" ive always been promised. Days when things are supposed to be perfect. When i find my place in this unforgiving world.

Herpes
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Ransom!
I'm done trying every day to make everyone happy When nobody cares if I could end up dead It's fucking exhausting I close my eyes and dream at night I see a life that can't be mine with someone who cares for the things I live for I wish I'd never wake up Maybe it's all in my head I know I'm crazy but it's all your fault Don't say you're sorry It means nothing unless you mean it I'd like to see you live one day the way I have until tonight I'm nothing to no one no help from nowhere I fucking dare you Don't try to tell me I'm ok Nothing you say applies to me I done with your bullshit I'm moving on now and I'll never need you Maybe it's all in my head I know I'm crazy But it's all your fault don't say you're sorry it means nothing unless you mean it What am I doing here I have nothing to call my own I don't want to feel this way but its so hard to stay knowing nothings changed I'll take this world head on stop running now there's still

Things That Don't Fit In My Status Box...
Fact: I'm a hateful bitch. I'm not denying this. I hate females... I hate everything about catty ass females who try to start shit by doing this "He said, She said" Bullshit. Fact: When you run and tell someone something on Fubar, that you THINK you know, Make sure it doesnt get back to that person you're talking shit about... There are 5,739,310 fubar members. 75% of them are fake bots. 25% of them, mind their own god damned business. & The other 10% are gonna hear something from someone you told, and they're gonna know someone that that person has on their "top" and their gonna run and tell THAT person. & Then it's gonna get back to the person you we talking shit about. It's a small world after all. Now whether or not you want this person to find out, is on you. BUT make sure you're not acting all "buddy/buddy" with that person, because you're gonna look like a FUCKING RETARDED ASS BITCH. Fact: I don't play into this game. I know who you are, I know what you said. Am I gonna say

Too Funny
I've been on Fu for ....oh, I don't know...5 or 6 months now (Technically, I was actually here, last year). I have made some very wonderful and loving friends. Also I have made some enemies. I can count them on My thumb, forefinger and middle finger. I know who you are and this blog is aimed directly at you. The reason.....simple. Those that truly know Me, know I am friggin' busy as hell. You three (well two of you, the third one knows but forgot, I guess), this blog is to show you the irony of "disliking" Me. When I am on Fu..I am usually busy rating pictures, polishing bling, leaving comments or just in general not focused on My "Live Feed". Basically, I hope that clicking My "Dislike" helps you get through your day. If you really want to show Me you "Dislike" Me, get in My SB, tell Me how you really feel, I'm a grown-up. I can take it and maybe you'll find out you don't really think I'm an asshat. Maybe you will, but who gives a fuck. ;) If I don't break down My "Live Feed" (whi

Self Conclusion
If I could go back, 5 minuets of your time is all I ask. 5 minuets to explain what this world would be without you here. To explain the pain we'll carry day after day. To explain that I too feel like you do at this very moment... all the time, But by giving up you end your misery but add to everyone elses. I'd ask for you to take a walk, along the side of that highway, so I could tell you youre not alone. Take a walk along the shore, and let you see that things arent as they seem. If I could go back, I'd hold you, till the pain faded...till the tears ran dry. I'd hold you down, and yell all the love in the world. If I could go back, I'd show you what I see. I'd show you that we're very much alike. I'd give you every reason to live, one by one. I'd show you how dead I am inside, but show you that still I fight. If I could go back, I'd look you in the eye... take your hand in mine, and pull you away from the pain... because while they may not understand why, I do.

Whatever Happens To Be On My Mindddd
if i dont get some sleep soon. i mean its only 3.20am and i only have to be up at 9am. so its cool right -_- blahhhhhh! well this will be fantastic in the morning! :p mmk byeee! 1. Real name: Cali Geraldine Wesolowski (Keirns)2. Nickname: Caliburger QueenKeirns3. Zodiac sign: Taurus4. Male or female: Female.5. Elementary School: Vander cook6. Middle School: Kidder Middle.7. High School: Northwest High School8. Hair color: Brown9. tall or short: uhm...short 5'311. Sweats or Jeans: ooh...bothh!12. Phone or Camera: see theres where i win i have a camera phone BITCH!13. Health Freak: haha noo.14. Orange or Apple: Orange.15. Do you have a crush on someone: no but i love someone16. Eat or Drink: Drink.17. Piercings: 318. Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi.HAVE YOU EVER?19. Been in an airplane: yeah20. Been in a relationship: yes. and currently21. Been in a car accident: 222. Been in a fist fight: NahhFIRSTS23. First piercing: my ears24. First best friend: Bronsyn; my boyfriend25. First award: something

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Writtings
I pace around my apartment as I wait for what is to come this night. Tonight is the night my dream comes true tonight I become the submissive and let my partner do as they wish with me. As I pace around my place I make sure everything was set for the events to come. As I went to check the time I heard a knock at my door and go and check to see who it was. I opened the door and there stood Christen. She was dressed in a black and red corset and a long tight black skirt. “Hello Christen how are you tonight?” I say to her as I open the door and step out of the way so she could come in. As she steps in she looks at me and tells me to go to the bedroom and wait for her. I do as I am told and close the door and go into my bedroom and wait for her to come in. As Christen enters the bedroom I look at her and smile as she starts to pull bed straps out of her bag and begin to tie them to the bed. When she was done tieing them to the bed she looked at me and told me to take my cl

The Reason
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Writing
Another old short one. Definitely not my best writing skills. Damon walked toward Elizabeth with desire written all over his face. She stared into his baby blue eyes with her emerald ones, giving him the message that the lust was mutual.He took her into his arms and drew her lips to his. He parted her lips with his tongue, and surged in. Their tongues tangled with each caress. He angled his head to draw them into a deeper kiss. He growled with satisfaction as he sensed her wits fleeing. Damon stepped back and slowly pulled Elizabeth’s shirt over her head. Putting his arms around her he skillfully unhooked her lavender bra. He watched her full breasts spill out as she finished removing the garment. His fingers itched to cup those soft mounds, and drive her wild with his tongue. He wanted her completely naked before he did that. Swiftly he unfastened her jeans sliding them over her hips. His eyes moved to her lavender panties, and smiled knowing they were the last barrier

The Writings Of Fats
It is now that I can see I am a candle. My hope is represented by the flame. It’s been lit for a very specific reason, and was left to burn contently, completely unaware of its imminent demise, circling in around it. The flame dances and skips about the wick, the object of my affection. It’s such a beautiful sight, such poetry in motion, the whole time, feeding its own destruction. As time passes, the flame dwindles a bit. It no longer burns with such vigor and playfulness, as it once did, however it has settled down into a slow, strong, steady burn of fire, much hotter and focused than before. As the wick and flame become one, they are woven together with such intensity that the gods themselves would be envious. It is only now, that the flame realizes the monster it has created. As it sits, holding onto the wick for dear life, it sees the pool of wax, created by its pure and innocent intentions, swelling in towards to two, with only once purpose in mind…to

The Alberto Kang Fubar Experience
I had to do one of these Salutes So where are all the other people that have done these. Here is the one i took and was approved Or after my salute i usually use this photo When are you meant to do a Salute? So i just went around to some lounges and added them. But i did the usual thing as Alberto Kang and added all the sites that you would not want your parents or perhaps future employers to know about. So know i wonder if there is a way to make the Lounges you are associated to to be just viewable by friends? Dear Future Generations of Humanity And so like many things in my life i once again joined another stupid Social Networking Site and went around and had a look. So i had to Salute, do you know what that was like to be asked to Salute? Hilarious. So i did it and then Whent to the Lounges and what do i find. NO ONE IS WHO THEY SAY THEY ARE there Avatars are not them in the Salute. What is the point of going to t

Sad Thursday This Nov 18th 2010
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Rantings Of A Wolf
Just now discovering that hey there's a blog on this site. So anyways usually just use these things to post my poetry/lyrics so that's what's goin to happen here. Feel free to comment/critisize, just be respectful, even if it's a negative comment about my work, keep it civil is all I ask. Anyways, here's a couple of my more recent ones...... enjoy? drone Wake upWork Shit Sleep Repeat Wake upTime to workBust your assMove fasterTry harderHere's some paperAll you're worthThat's rightPayment doneThis is youJust another number Buy nowEat this shitNeed insuranceSuch a dealTry this drugLimited time offerWhile supplies lastHurry hurryAs advertisedPay the priceSome restrictions applyGo homeWatch t.v.Drink alcoholTake your medsElectrical needRepeat dailyNo deviationsChoke downSet alarmDown you goLights outAnother day awaitsWake upWork Shit Sleep And DieHypocrite Contradiction of self Despise all that you are Do as I say Not as I do Fuck that Learn to admit Learn to sub

Great Site!
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Just Hand Ovwer The Chocolate And Coffee And No Will Get Hurt!!
What a night! Someone had set the alarm on the kitchen timer last night. It went off 2 hours before I was to get up. I could not go back to sleep. So, it's one of theose strong black coffee mornings! If the coffe doen't work I'll need sto get the jumper cables out!

Poems
I've been waiting for this moment for so longAn answered prayer, I know you are the oneI give to you my heart and soulWith a love that will never grow oldIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meYou'll be there to catch me if I fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my allI thank God for the gift He has given meA love that's strong for all of eternityI give to you all of my daysWith a love for all of your waysIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meI'll be there to catch you if you fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my allIn the days that we grow oldThe times may change but our love will remainAs we look back on this day nowWe stood the test of timeLiving the promise of our vowIn my life, I can seeThat you were made for meI'll be there to catch you if you fallAll the days, I have prayedAnd the love that I have savedWith this ring, I'm giving you my all... When your l

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i work day in and day out trying to find u trying to save u but i never seem to do u any good and i never seem to help u out u always seem down but u tell me your ok u sound like something is wrong but u smile and play it off telling me its alright i worry about u only bc i love u so much... im scared to lose u and im scared to hurt u... i swear that i am worse forever more

What Kanye West Needs To Do To Help Himself
I think Kanye West should make his new album his final one. He done way too much damage to his career and made way too many people hate him and made a lot of enemies. I'm a fan of his and I'm not bashing or hating on him or anything, but I think that's the best thing for him to do. His ego got him in a lot of trouble with everybody and I think he should stay out of public eye and get his life and himself in order cause he gotten way out of control in the past couple of years. He's gonna go down as the most hated and the most despised rapper in the history of the music industry. He even admitted himself that he messed up his career and people care less if he was dead or alive, no offense. He's trying to change now to make people change his views of him, but I think he's too little, too late. It showed that he couldn't handle fame or being a celebrity and he let it get to his head. That's what I would do if I was him. It shows that it's not for e

Being There For You
Being There For You My love for him it will be forever I promised him to work out the problems together If he ever needs me I'll give it my all And work out the troubles be they big or small I'll hold him when he's down And from his face I'll take his frown I only wish to make him see I'll give him nothing but honesty My goal in life is to make him smile And as for that I'd walk more than a mile If he ever needs anything all he needs to do is ask Because I feel that's an easy task I really do love him so There is nowhere I wouldn't go I'd cross deserts and mountains and even the sea

Broken Promises And Shattered Dreams
Broken Promises And Shattered Dreams I'm afraid to love again and I'll tell you why, everyone I ever fell for, soon would make me cry. With Broken Promises and Shattered Dreams, you left me down and out, Battered and Bruised the longer I stayed the more you abused. Blinded by love I was unable to see, you never really cared about what you were doing to me. With Broken Promises and Shattered Dreams,

Press Release For My Albums By John Christopher
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Dana Says Some Shit
Faint sounds of breath, I hear them echo in a crowded room. It's easier not to know, to ignore, this pain I feel inside. I want to forget but, live in the now. The lights, The party, The bliss, surrounding myself with people, but I still feel alone. Because When things are going good, Things go bad. Like I don't deserve it, but I deserve more. Selfish I am. Life has been cruel to me too.. so close to happiness yet so far. Cronic sadness. I hate to look in the mirror cause it doesn't get better, it doesn't change. I have came so far, but I'm never good enough for me. I sit and watch people scurry around like ants. I watch them change, Watch the troubles, the outcomes. The cycle of Earth. No one makes it out alive, would you want to?

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How To Add Pics To You Profile Using "http" Codes
To add pictures or comment pictures to you profile for all to see: Go to your Home page. Above were you see your name you will see "Edit" Then when that pages opens click on the "About Me " tab Then copy the Http code given from the picture you want to show on your profile for all to see Then Right click on the about me section, and hit paste to put the code you just copyed from the picture Remember to put in the Bouncer Check id code before hitting submit Check out your profile it will show up for all to see, you can put more then one code in the about me part Enjoy ~MamaKat

Whats On My Mind
im at a time in my life where i am begining to see what has gone wrong and what has been a blessing in my life i have 2 beautiful little girs and would do anything for them although my relationship with my ex wife is nonexzistant i am blessed to have had her in my life and see the best thing that came out of that marrige is my eldest daughter izzibella she is 3 then there is a breef relationship with the mother of my youngest daugher shianne and it was a learning experience to say the least now i feel i am ready to start seeing other people again but not going to rush into anything because it hasnt worked out in the past if i befriend a woman the first thing they think is i want in their pants witch is not the case i want a woman who isnt about games and bullshit one i can laugh with talk to and most important grow with i need someone who is willing to accept me for who i am todays socitey is messed up when it comes to how we are protrade as egotistical peopleyou know there are som

About Me
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Whats In A Name....
You Are Spontaneous and Whimsical You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but

Liz Taylor's Life
It is a brand new year. For some it is an opportunity to start fresh, make changes, and work on improving oneself. This new year gives me hope. Though it is merely a date, it is still an opportunity. I want everyone to be able to accomplish what they want. So many men and women I know and talk to every day have the same problem: their weight. It is not solely about looking better, but more so about how you feel and improving your health. On all of my previous blogs about my weight struggle and journey I give tips and motivation to assist with your own weight loss journey. After you read this blog entry please take a few minutes over the course of the next few months to look back over blog entries. This will help keep you motivated and keep information refreshed into your mind. This entry is dedicated to anyone who wants to lose weight and improve their health. I am going to give specifics on how I lost weight and got myself 100 times healthier. I hope by d

Personal Story
encase of someone of are asking why i re posted this it was because i change a few things and really took the time to really re do everything that has happen to me in my past to let it go also giving you a little insight to me as a person. let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i don't need my ego stroke come to think of it i don't got one but anyways. iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i don't no way nor do i care any more my father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him once before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i don't back down from no one. as for my mother like i said she rejected me when i was born

Firemen
What is a Fire Fighter? He's the guy next door - a man's man with the memory of a little boy. He has never gotten over the excitement of engines and sirens and danger. He's a guy like you and me with warts and worries and unfulfilled dreams. Yet he stands taller than most of us. He's a fireman. He puts it all on the line when the bell rings. A fireman is at once the most fortunate and the least fortunate of men. He's a man who saves lives because he has seen too much death. He's a gentle man because he has seen the awesome power of violence out of control. He's responsive to a child's laughter because his arms have held too many small bodies that will never laugh again. He's a man who appreciates the simple pleasures of life - hot coffee held in numb, unbending fingers - a warm bed for bone and muscle compelled beyond feeling - the camaraderie of brave men - the divine peace and selfless service of a job well done in the name of all men. He doesn't wear buttons or wave flags or

To Live In A Moment Is Posible?
i tried to live in moment but i couldn't because the moment i start doing something i have to be somewere else or doing something .i wonder that is there somebody who can do it. because the psychologist don't tell how but they to live a moment is the best way to live without stress.

How To Kill A Rockstar
"I was only a childWhen I learned how to flyI wanted to touch the colours of the bleeding sunAnd then I fell from the skyYou never saw me againNot even when I returnedYou never noticed my broken heartOr how my wings were burnedBut if they tell you they saw meDo a swan dive off that bridgeRemember I was always more afraid to dieThan I ever was to live.And on the day I disappearYou'll all forget I was ever hereI'll float around from coast to coastAnd sing about how you made me a ghost..."

We All Want To Fall In Love...why?
"We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, Every emotion is magnified, Our everyday reality is shattered And we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, and hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives."

Just Stuff
Last night my sister and I were sitting in the den and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle to keep me alive. That would be no quality of life at all, If that ever happens, just pull the plug." So she got up, unplugged the computer, and threw out my wine. Excerpts from a Dog's Diary: 6:00 am - At last! I go pee! My favorite thing! 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 6:00 pm - They're home! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! Excerpts from a Cat's Diary: Day 9

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A Lil Humor : )
I Am passing this on because it definitely works, and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives? By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil Show, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have not finished. So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Crown, A bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, about a quarter ounce of pot, a package of Oreos the remainder of my old Prozac Prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some doritos and a box of chocolates and the rest of my Xanax. You have no idea how Fucking good I feel right now. Pass this on to those whom you think might be in need of inner peace :)

Alone
HE WAS BORN IN AN OLD SHACK IN THE MOUNTAINS.HIS MOHER PASSED GIVING BIRTH TO HIM AND HE BEGAN HIS JOURNEY IN LIFE ALONE,NO ONE WAS THERE. THRU OUT GRADE SCHOOL HE WAS PUT IN FOSTER HOME AFTER FOSTER HOME,USED AND ABUSED AND AT NIGHT HED LAY THERE ALONE AND CRY,NO ONE WAS THERE. AS LIFE PROGRESSED HE TURNED INTO A STRONG YOUNG MAN AND JOINED THE MILITARY.WHEN HE SHIPPED OUT HE STOOD THERE ALONE NO ONE WAS THERE. OVER SEAS HE WROTE LETTERS TO HIMSELF SO HE COULD RECEIEVE MAIL AT HIS NEXT POST SO OTHER SOLDIERS WOULDNT LAUGH AT HIM FOR BACK HOME, NO ONE WAS THERE WHEN HIS COMPANY WAS AMBUSHED AND HE PULLED MEN TO SAFETY THERE WAS NO ONE TO HELP HIM FOR AGAIN HE WAS ALONE FILLED WITH PAIN,NO ONE WAS THERE. HIS LIFE CONTINUED DOWN THAT SAME TRACK,HE HELPED OTHERS ASKING NOTHING IN RETURN,MAKING SACRAFISES FOR OTHERS ALONE FOR HIM,NO ONE WAS THERE. I STOOD AND WATCHED TODAY AS A WAR HERO WAS LOWERED INTO AN EARLY GRAVE,ALL HIS LIFE HED GIVEN AND NEVER TAKEN.HE WAS LOWERED INTO THE GR

Poems Of The Pain In My Life
How Do I Say Goodbye....Again? For years upon years,I clung to the hopethat fate wouldlay me finallyin your arms,and then you'd take me...mind, body,and soul!The day has come.The years of wanting,waiting,simply gone now.I laid in your arms,allowed youto take me, mind,body....but it was NOT fate,and my soulis left bleedingalone.Along time ago,when things were different,when things were sane,when things meant somethingreal to each of us,but in our own ways,a goodbye was voiced...a heart was devastated,a mind crumbled,a soul pulled the piecesback together again...Soo, so much of medied the day youwalked out of my life,leaving behind only broken promises and empty words of how lifewould go on for everyone,that things would work out as they should....how this wasn't an endingbut a new beginningto be written....yet my tears never dried,my desires for youto hold me neverfaded away,and I was never the sameonce you were gone!BUT...Should fate now be blamed,for me accidentally finding you

Craigslist
If you were away from your loved ones (like say a girl friend / boy friend, husband / wife )... Would you get on craigslist and look for a one night stand or more? After being away for say 5 days... If you have one do this to you - how would you feel?

My Travels
Good Morning, I am now sitting at the Ft. Lauderdale airport on Skype with my husband and I have him in my ear. I am drinking my coffee and writing my blog all the while waiting for my flight to leave. I will be in Denver waiting to fly to Aspen my final destination. I am missing everyone and wondering what you all are doing! I will be doing a lot of things over the holidays including having a huge Thanksgiving dinner with my family. I will be with my husband as of December 4th and OMG I can't wait for that day to get here. I love you Leon now and forever. Love always your wife Rie :) Hello everyone, I figured I would send in a little update. I am going to be heading to New Orleans on March 15th to stay the night with my husband... Then it is Texas... I will be buying collectable shot glasses and a few other things as well why I am there. I also plan on having one hell of a night of beautiful memories... I will be taking lots of pictures and posting them so everyone can see. I k

Slow Dance
SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask "How are you?" Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi' You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, It is like an unopened gift.... Thrown away. Life is not a race. Do tak

The True History Of Man
For those that don't know about history ... Here is a condensed version:Humans originally existed as members of small bands of nomadic hunters/gatherers. They lived on deer in the mountains during the summer and would go to the coast and live on fish and lobster in the winter.The two most important events in all of history were the invention of beer and the invention of the wheel. The wheel was invented to get man to the beer. These were the foundation of modern civilization and together were the catalyst for the splitting of humanity into two distinct subgroups:1 . Liberals2. Conservatives.Once beer was discovered, it required grain and that was the beginning of agriculture. Neither the glass bottle nor aluminum can were invented yet, so while our early humans were sitting around waiting for them to be invented, they just stayed close to the brewery. That's how villages were formed.Some men spent their days tracking and killing animals to BBQ at night while they were drink

I Am Inzombiac
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Getting Older
Getting Older I'm getting older now. I can tell. I can feel it, though it's different from what I thought it'd be. It's just not what I thought. There's a lot said and written about this aspect of life, some of which is true and some not. Some is humorous, and some not. I wish I had recorded it all, to do a sort of comparison as to what's been said, and what I know. It is because I didn't that I'll have to give you the “quick and long” story. Such as things always seem to be. To begin with … I don't know where to begin. It seemed to sneak up on me, as so many told me it would. One day I was young, and then another I'm not. It's not that I'm so old that I can't do for myself. Hell, I still can and often do, ride a bicycle 600-1000 miles a month. It's just... well... I mean at 50, I'm not really old, not in the physical sense anyway, however I'm older than most my bosses. Certainly more than my fellow associates, but that's not what I've noticed that led

Jeff Dunham
So, after landing my new job as a Wal-Mart greeter, I lasted less than a day......About two hours into my first day on the job a very loud, ugly, mean-acting woman walked into the store with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. As I had been instructed, I said pleasantly, 'Good morning a...nd welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?'The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no, they ain't twins. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?'So I replied, 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am, I just couldn't believe that anyone would fuck u twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.

~quotes To Illustrate...~
"He was my Master, I loved him! But I had failed my first test with him! I had only wanted to know, foolishly, the nature of my power with him, if any, and the nature of discipline to which I might be subject. I had only wanted to know, if truly I was his slave or not. Then he made me serve him, uncompromisingly. Then he had whipped me and put me, chained, at his feet. Yet too, I felt grandly and warmly assured as to his strength and dominance. I knew then my Master was Master, that he would never relinquish his sovereignty, that he was a true man. I was content now, and eager, a female, to be his perfect slave. If I had failed his test, he had passed mine." ~Dancer of Gor~p 475~ "Nor do I wish to be a free woman!" I said. "I have been free! I know what it is like! I am content to be a slave, and wish to be a slave! I am fulfilled in bondage, in ways that you, a man, or some men, may never understand! Oh, yes, you enslave us for your gratifications and pleasures, you monsters, you beas

~ More Lifestyle Humor ~ Let's Laugh Some More! ~
~BLACKBOARD LESSONS FOR THE NAUGHTY SUBMISSIVE~ i will not carve the flogger handles~ i will not spank others~ i will not aim for Master's head~ i will not yell safeword in the tavern~ i will not read and giggle at Master's blogs~ i will not yell "fire!" every time Master lights a candle~ funny noises are not funny~ i will not slap Master with wet dish cloths~ punishment is not boring or pointless~ i will not call Master... Dr. Death~ i will not put laxatives in the cocktails~ i will not bring pets to the slave classes~ a burp is not an appropriate response to Master~ i will not eat all Master's pies while he is at work~ Master's ball gags are not to be used as slingshots~ i will not call Master, spud head, butt head, or any kind of head~ Masters ARE perfect~ Mud is not an acceptable side dish for dinner for Master~ i will NOT wear panties~ i will not peek out of the blindfold~ there is no such thing as "slave immunity"~ i will not hide all Master's toys~ all

~gorean Humor~ Let's Laugh A Little! ~
~DISCLAIMER~PLEASE NOTE~ this is a parody~ a joke~ a humorous lampoon~ it is not serious and these quotes are not real~ enjoy and laugh! ~THE "LOST SCROLLS" OF GOR~ I looked at her, and replied with a stern voice. "On Gor," I continued, "all men are stoic and without flaws, and all women are docile slaves." "Yes, Master," she replied. ~Boring Numbskull of Gor~p 234~ "What weapon do you carry, warrior?" he asked. I drew the gladius from its sheath, and showed it to the captain. "How long," he asked, "is this blade?" I paused, and looked at the blade. "59 centimeters," I replied. It was a guess. He frowned as he replied. "The Gorean gladius," said he, "is 64 centimeters long." I looked at him, perplexed. He flicked a switch, and bared his teeth at me. "You ignorant fool," he snarled, "you know nothing of Gor!" My eyes went wide. I had been banned. ~Supercilious Fool of Gor~ page 342~ "Slave," I said, "you will clean the bosk pens." "Yes, Master," said she. "Yes," s

Barsoom And Gor ~ A Comparison
John Norman's Gor world was clearly inspired by several sources, including the slave societies of Earth; namely, ancient Greece, ancient Rome, and ancient Egypt.. it is also clear that one major source of inspiration for the Gor series are the John Carter of Mars, or Barsoom, novels. When compared side-by-side, it is clear that John Norman plagiarized a huge amount of Gor from the author of the Barsoom novels, Edgar Rice Burroughs. Burroughs' works have inspired many science fiction and fantasy books; however, the similarities between Burroughs' work and Norman's work are too close to be a coincidence. Edgar Rice Burroughs (1875-1950) is best known as the creator of Tarzan. He wrote 24 novels in the Tarzan series. He was an astoundingly prolific author, and also wrote the Barsoom novels, the Pellucidar novels, The Land That Time Forgot, and numerous other novels. Many of his works were first printed in the "pulp fiction" magazines of his day, and were later published as books. The firs

~top Ten.....~
Top 10 Things to do at the Mall 10. At the bottom of an escalator, scream "MY SHOELACES! AAAGH!" 9. At the stylist, ask to have the hair on your back permed. 8. Ask a saleswoman whether a particular shade of panties matches the color of your beard. 7. Sneak up on saleswomen at the perfume counter and spray them with your own bottle of Eau de Swanke. 6. Collect stacks of paint brochures and hand them out as religious tracts. 5. At the pet store, ask if they have bulk discounts on gerbils, and whether there's much meat on them. 4. Hand a stack of pants back to the changing room attendant and scornfully announce that none of them are "leak proof". 3. Ask appliance personnel if they have any TVs that play only in Spanish. 2.

Me
Forever Is not something promised Is not something given Forever just is Our souls intertwined through space and time Forever is not this life Forever is through all eternity Maybe I didn't tell you because it's really not your businessMaybe I didn't tell him because I didn't want him to worryMaybe I didn't tell them because I don't want them to cryMaybe I didn't tell because I don't know yet myselfMaybe eventually the silence alone will tell

"about Me"
I am... complicated. I do very well for my nature, but am a disaster in the face of a mass spectrum. I've always been that way, sometimes not as bad as I like to believe, and other times worser than it appears. It's been in my best effort to show people I am 'different'... but in a fashion that isn't vain or arrogant. I don't like to be the center of attention with the big picture, if anything... I enjoy being a 'part' of the picture. No more. I'm a reasonable man, hence why I carry myself with a sense of responsibility for friends and family. It breaks my heart even more when I know they are in trouble and I can't help, whether it be with business, home, family, friends, money, whatever. I was raised with a strict logic of loyalty, I often think I got it from my father... my parents; they are the prime reason why I like to be the way I am. My mother raised me to be smart, to be safe, responsible, mature, and always ideal to doing what's right even if it was unfair or distressing. Sta

What Do I Want Out Of Life?
Ahh yes, the question that leaves each of us as humans perplexed. I am what most people has called very unique. I am not the kind of person that follows trends nor other people. Yes, I am well aware of how most people look at me before I open my mouth. However, if you are one of the few people that I have given a minute of my time on here, you will know, I very much think outside the box. My political stand point is Independent, as is everything else in my life. A rebel at heart, I am not and never will be a conformist. I do not conform to religion, politics, race, or anything else I read or see. My life is always based off a emotion, a wisp of a thrill, and inspiration. Something that will truly move me, something that will reach in me and pull out another side to myself that has yet to revealed it's self. I choose to make my life full of knowledge and full of reason. I am chasing life's subtle love note's. To simply lay my hands on the things majority over looks in there eve

El Yunque
El Yunque is located in a green belt like most Tropical forest around the Equator, The Equator cover approximately seven percent of the Earths surface. El Yunque National Forest, the only tropical rain forest in the United States National Forest System. The Sierra de Luquillo Mountains which transverse this area receive over 200 inches of rain a year.Located in the east side of Puerto Rico, the forests covers an area of 28,000 acres.El Yunque is big in diversity, There are more species of trees in the Forest that there are in all the other forests of the National Forest System put together. The Taino believed their gods lived in the Sierra de Luquillo.As the home of Yuquiyu, The good God who protected them from all that was evil, gave the cloudy peaks a name which means white or sacred lands. The Spanish explores translated the Taino tern in error to "YunquePetroglyphs are etched in some of the forests rocks as a reminder of the early inhabitants of the area, The Taino Indians for whom

If I Die Tomarrow
If I Die Tomarrow If I Die Tomarrow, And you broke my heart today. Will it still be broken. If I Die Tomarrow, Would your heart be fill with sorrow. If I Die Tomarrow, Would you really know how much I Love You, When you did'nt give me chance to show you. If I die Tomarrow, Would you Regret not letting me Kiss or Hold you. If I Die tomarrow, would you forget about me. If I Die Tomarrow, Would you regret not telling me You Love Me. Would you have me to die ,not knowing or showing me. If i Die tommarow, Would you miss the way it felt to to Kiss me Knowing how much Love I Had for You. If Die Tommarrow, would you not feel empty and lonely inside. If I Die Tommarrow, would you wish that you told me and showed me everthing , You wanted me to know. If I Die Tomarrow, Would you blame your self for me dieing, Not knowing how much you really Loved me. If I Die Tomarrow, Would you feel a shame, Because all I wanted, was to Love and give you evrything in Life that you wanted that I could give you.

Wish I was too dead to cryMy self-affliction fadesStones to throw at my creatorMasochists to which I caterYou don't need to bother;I don't need to beI'll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on,I won't let go 'til it bleedsWish I was too dead to careIf indeed I cared at allNever had a voice to protestSo you fed me shit to digestI wish I had a reason;my flaws are open seasonFor this, I gave up tryingOne good turn deserves my dyingYou don't need to bother;I don't need to beI'll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on,I won't let go 'til it bleedsWish I'd died instead of livedA zombie hides my faceShell forgottenwith its memoriesDiaries leftwith cryptic entriesAnd you don't need to bother;I don't need to beI'll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on,I won't let go 'til it bleedsYou don't need to bother;I don't need to beI'll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on:I'll never live down my deceit

Color Me??????
So what's your fav. color say about you? When I saw this I was a bit skeptical til I read what my Fav. color said about me. Hmmmm.. was pretty acurate! LOL So how acurate is yours??? Comments welcome. :) Most of us have a favorite color. Maybe you’re drawn to sky blue because it makes your eyes stand out or you find forest green particularly comforting. Whatever the case, your preferred hue can reveal a lot about what makes you tick. And the same holds true for the people you date — you’d probably have a different impression of a date if he or she said, “My favorite color is yellow” versus “My favorite color is black.” That’s because color speaks a powerful, silent language. And I can help you understand it. I’m a success coach and best-selling author of Simple Spells for Love and other books, and I’ve studied color theory. So, look up your favorite color below — then, your date’s best-loved shade &mda

Any Man Of Mine
My best writing ideas come to me as I'm cleaning. Someone said the increased blood flow sends more oxygen to my pathetic little brain. If so, this is what happens when the song on my playlist and my peak oxygen flow converge in one brilliant, shining moment. Shania. Gotta love her. She's beautiful and spunky and looks like she could give any man a run for her money. When I first heard the song Any Man of Mine, I was young and no where on the dating scene. However, I have always looked at life with the views of an older woman. marriage should be equal and each person should do their share and all kinds of looney-tunes that I've since learned are total horse manure. Men are men, women are women. We respond to things in different ways. So...in the immortal words of the ever-gorgeous Shania...THIS is what a woman wants. Any man of mine... Better be proud of me. Oh yes. This is probably the most important one of all. There's nothing worse than a man who condescends to a woman t

Cowboy
It's been said countless times around a campfire and in songs that a cowboy is born with a broken heart. I reckon this is true but it's not for the reasons most think. You see a cowboy longs for the days of old when we could saddle a horse and ride into the wild blue yonder and not see a living body for weeks at a time. We long to see the rolling prairies and not all the steel and concrete of the world today. We long for the love of a good woman and will sit by a fire many a night and dream of who she might be and where she might be. We long for the days of old when everyone was a friend and always had a hot cup of coffee in a old tin cup. I reckon we are the last of a dieing breed but we're not gone just yet. There are still a few of us ole boys around trying to make it the best we can with a fake smile upon our faces as we die a little inside with every new building that goes up. We won't make a big ruckus when our time comes, we will simply just fade away int

Car Hits Bikers In Socal ;5 Killed
A rural highway in Southern California was reopened Sunday after a collision that killed five, the Highway Patrol said. Four members of a San Diego-area motorcycle club were killed Saturday along with a passenger in a car in the collision near Ocotillo in Imperial County. Highway Patrol officers told the Los Angeles Times seven bikes from the Saddle Tramps were hit by an oncoming car that swerved to avoid another vehicle that was passing the motorcyclists on Route 98 Saturday afternoon. The victims included a husband and wife who were riding on one of the bikes. Five people were injured, including one critically, and were airlifted to area hospitals, Imperial County firefighters told The San Diego Union-Tribune. The Saddle Tramps were marking the club's 10th anniversary with a ride along the desert highway 80 miles east of San Diego. A rural highway in Southern

Nov 14, 2010
From the moment I knew for sure That you were on the way My heart stood still, the words were lost I knew not what to say Was I ready? However would I know? I guess it doesn't matter; I just knew I'd love you so And as I know you are growing, Little miracle of mine My eyes grow large with wonder Like emerald stars they seem to shine Dear Lord, please, let me be worthy To receive this treasured soul. This tiny innocent little person That one day will make me whole.

Iamruin.
so, lately i have been into girls moreso than guys. i guess i am figuring that with guys, theyre just not the same. i have only had a string full of bad encounters/relationships with men, and at this point, where the father of my first child (8 months), couldnt even stay faithful during my pregnancy and even further down the line, until now, i am getting pretty fed up. do not get me wrong, i love men. at this point of my life, i think that being with a woman would be best for me. to anyone who may read this blog, please keep your hate and negativity to yourselves. it is not wanted here. thank you.

For All My Fans Bwahaha
Here's your new sign below: Capricorn: Jan. 20-Feb. 16 Aquarius: Feb. 16-March 11 Pisces: March 11-April 18 ......Aries: April 18-May 13 Taurus: May 13-June 21 Gemini: June 21-July 20 Cancer: July 20-Aug. 10 Leo: Aug. 10-Sept. 16

A Realcountrymans Code Of Ethics
A REALCOUNTRYMANS CODE OF ETHICS 1. COUNTRY, FAMILY, SELF. 2. IF YOU HAVE A GOOD MAMA, MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS IT. 3. ALWAYS TREAT A LADY WITH RESPECT. 4. IF IT AIN'T YOURS, DON'T TOUCH IT. 5. IF YOU BELIEVE IN IT, STAND UP FOR IT. 6. BE YOURSELF, YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE QUALIFIED TO DO IT. 7. FACE IT GUYS, YOU DON'T HAVE A WOMAN..SHE HAS YOU. 8. TAKE CARE OF THOSE WHO TAKE CARE OF YOU. 9. IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE, LET THEM KNOW...NOBODY IS GUARANTEED THEIR NEXT BREATH. 10. WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUN..IF YOU PASS IT ON..MAKE SURE YOU ARE READY TO GET IT BACK.

Connected Misconnection
I do not mindwhen you placeall the blame on mebut can't you find another make believeenemysomeone who doesn't hurt youeitherthen take me off the hook forgive me forthe sinsI did not commitfree me from the place inside your headwhere I standunconvictedbut stillsentencedas deadcan you pleasecreate anotherfoeand get backto plain oldyou and meI'll still takethe blamebut you can't act the sameI am not your nemesisYes, I canlove youlike thisbut you aremaking forevershorterit will nottakemuch ofa pushfor meto crossit's border From RevJoe i had nothing to do with the writein of this poem but the words touch me to the soul thank you Rev for being you..lovez ya

What Is Love?
Love isn't an earned thingyet only the ones worthy enough to you are loved by you. Love isn't because of the way he/she looks, talks, actsbut is because of how they make you feel. Love begets no fear, no jealousy, no haste;it is good and timeless. Love shouldn't be taken for grantedbut given freely regardless of age,gender, religion, or ethnicity. Love is neither a noun,verb, or descriptive in any way; it just is. Without it,there is no beginning yet with it,there is no end. Love is just something we have, we do, we are... Love is trust;unequivicable trust. Trust in that you can be you and they can be themselves and there is no judgement or fear of being wrong. Love is free but comes at a price of committment, patience, acceptance, and trust. Lose any of thatand you lose the one thingthat took so long to culminate. Love is the most beautiful thing ever to be created; to include life itself. It is borne from a mothers womb, a father's first vision of his child, someon

Poems
Love is what I seebut he dont see meNow that we are apart I love no one elseIt doesnt failI sit here and thinkhe told me nothing deepI wish he could see the love i feel for himHe cant seeWhen he said he loved me he didnt mean it I see love in my eyes I see love in the skysI see love nothing morebut im still here than beforeYou still dont love meI see love I see nothing before than I saw beforeI see love it doesnt matter as it seemsI see love in my dreamsI didnt see love in your eyes when we said our goodbyesI see love no more..... heart wrenching sobs hurtful sighs wanting you between my thighs regretful thoughts your warmth i sought wanting more than just a game hurting me its your shame leaving me alone to dwell why did i ever let you in my shell showing my tears my worst fears what more can my heart take take the pain away for you put it there it seems its not my heart you want to share thanks for letting me know you care! marilyn bird

Scrolls To Success
Today I begin my life anew. Today I shed my old skin which hath, too long, suffered the bruises of failure and the wounds of mediocrity. Today I am born anew and my birthplace is a vineyard where there is fruit for all. Today I will pluck grapes of wisdom from the tallest and fullest vines in the vineyard, for these were planted by the wisest of my profession who have come before me, generation upon generation. Today I will savor the taste of grapes from these vines and verily I will swallow the seed of success buried in each and new life will sprout within me. The career I have chosen is laden with opportunity yet it is fraught with heartbreak and despair and the bodies of those who have failed, were they piled one atop another, would cast its shadow down upon all the pyramids of the earth. Yet I will not fail, as the others, for in my hands I now hold the charts which will guide me through perilous waters to shores which only yesterday seemed but a dream. Failure no longer

Wet Dreams Lounge
Spotlight Will Run From Sunday To Sunday at whatever time Staff Can Switch It Over. Bids Are to Be Sent To RedRum420 To Be Used As Lounge Promotion Funds ONLY! Bids END @ 11:59pm On Saturday Night! You Must Have A Link To The Photo You Want Used Placed With Your Bid. NON NSFW PER MY STANDARDS! NOT FUBARS! Tho Fubars Will Be Used As A Generic Back Bone. MY CALL IS FINAL Invalid Links Will Be Disregarded & Next Highest Bidder Will Win If I Cannot Get In Contact With You B4 It Is Changed. BIDS ARE FUBUCK CURRANCY ONLY! I Reserve The Right To Refuse Any Bid With Reasonable Cause. Place Bids Here As A Comment!

Nov 2010
I'm sick of being back burner around here. I know a lot of people have things going on right now, but it's been going on for more than a few weeks. It's not just me that this is happening with, several friends and acquaintances are noticing and/or becoming part of these stats; leaving, ignoring, overall just not being friends. I should be more vocal about my opinions and feelings on this, but it's just not in my nature to..well...talk. There again what does complaining really do? Maybe I'm just irritated that everything in my life seems to be changing but falling apart at the same time, though not to the catastrophic level at least. The situation around this place doesn't help any; I originally came here to have fun and meet people, and while I have met some really great people, there so many crappy ones here now it's getting harder and harder to come back. I'm down to trying to talk to one or two and then "playing" secret admirer, though that holds no benefits other than killing t

Fumafia For Dummies!
This is a fast reference guide for new players in fuMafia, based on my personal recommendations. I've arranged the information to correspond with the various tabs in fuMafia. [Home, Missions, Territory, Favors, Bank, Attack, Journal, Hitlist, Equipment, Hospital, My Turf, Turfs, Lottery, My Mobster, Ranks, New Players, Help] ***Home*** This is where you get the latest news and broadcasts from your personal mob as well updates on your players status and other useful information. This is the default tab that loads when you first enter Mafia ***Missions*** Energy points are required to perform missions. Doing missions will level you quickly so try not to get carried away. Regular missions will earn you money & equipment in addition to experience/skill points so pace yourself. Loot missions earn you specific items or upgrades. Chance missions allow you a slot-machine spin and you either win or lose energy points. Nuclear Arms Race missions are available after level 100. NOTE: If you

Whats On My Mind
I think this one is cute and worth sharing Growing up..your best friend becomes your worst enemy. lollipops turn into cigarettes. the innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Undies turn into g-strings. kisses turn into sex. remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? when protection meant wearing a helmet? when the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? your worst enemies were your siblings. race issues were about who ran fastest. war was only a card game. the only drug you knew was cough medicine. wearing a skirt didnt make you a slut. the only things that hurt were skinned knees. and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? ...and to think we all couldn't wait to grow up.

R.i.p. Mom
R.I.P MOM 1932 2004 I LOVE AND MISS YOU MOM!! MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY !!! Don't Cry For Me When I'm gone; don't cry for me...I am not dead; I'm in sweet eternityI'll live forever; I'll wait for all of youWhen it’s your time; it’s what God would have us do.He called my name; He said come homeI did not die; please do not cry; I will no more roamI'll be by our Savior forever; soon, you tooWe’ll walk in the light; praising God in all that we do.Do not mourn for me; I have sweet victoryI'll walk in Gods’ garden; and glories seeI am not dead; He set me free; an Angel called to meIts beautiful here; Heavens’ full of cheer; you'll see.I did not die my love; I only went aheadI knew you’d understand; though I know this, you'll dreadThat will pass too; do all God would have you doMaybe up there God will let me have; a glimpse of you.I did not die, so do not cry; I'll meet you here one dayJesus will send an Angel to

~till The World Ends~
~Till The World Ends~ Seasons change and summer's gone Another year of love I've known Fades like a dream Rearrange, boy, make yourself strong You're not the first or last who's lost everything And you can bundle up your feelings Hang them in some closet Until you need them again All of us brokenhearted young lovers Oh, we'll search for one another 'Til the world ends Frosty window, scribbled name Stabbing sad refrain of What's come to pass The candle glows, so follow the flame The light of hope can ease the pain of loneliness And you can bundle up your feelings Hang them in some closet Until you need them again All of us brokenhearted young lovers Oh, we'll search for one another 'Til the world ends You know we all live for once Using is a part of living your life Daylight always follows the night Looking at life as it's always been It will be that way here 'Til the world ends 'Til the world ends ..............Peace.

Death Of Love
though i waited for u in the dark i still cant seem to find the light. you faked youself out like you were a whole diff human. i dont think i was in love with u.. u were someone that faked urself out. u butt fucked ur game up. i cried a river of blood, hurt,love and pain. i wasted my moments of life on u for way to long but came to find out u were just a fake human tyin to change yourself.but u failed. i could had shot myself and lay in ur arms in die. i wanted to save u from urself. save u from hurt and the pain. but me 'billie jeanette jones" failed at saving u. but do u think the drugs are going to be there when u fall? do u think a hand is going to pop out from a dream and help u up? i felt the pain of love when u said the things u said. even my dreams were screaming at me while i ran from me. i ran while tryin to pick up broken glass.. and failed when i cut my fingers up leaving the bleeding me everywhere. my heart dropped and the old scars re opened leavin my heart open for clots

Mental Machinations
Again. Finding rest in arresting unrest. I of the gloriously grotesque, acrid nerve that bleats unyielding. Finally home. IT ALL BLEEDS JUST FOR ME. Could be a season's best. Could be a perfect day of rest. Or could rot away in the midday sun. Make a joyous noise or the wail that sets the tale of the horrors just begun. Darkness shines too. Parent to the light. Storms. And mannered chaos. Fueled by nightmarish constants in a greenlit sky. It escapes me. Over and over again. It taunts, teases. Tangible is dreamlike and yet I long to never wake. Foolish my best defense, but well intentioned as they all are. Will I? Could I? Well aquainted with you, searcher. Well met, yet I endeavor yet to sever the tie that binds. Thirst is maddening. Find me, solace. Find me, harmony. Find me. Find me well. Fill my cup.

Military Rants
If you care about your Military, read this, and then contact your Senators and Congressman An Artical in the Fayetteville Observer today http://www.fayobserver.com/articles/2010/11/13/1047630?sac=Mil {Quoted Text} Published: 05:17 AM, Sat Nov 13, 2010 Military advocates vow to fight debt-busting proposals Some of the budget-cutting ideas from the president's deficit- and debt-busting commission would hit the families and economy of the Fayetteville-Fort Bragg community if they were enacted. Advocates for soldiers and their families vow to fight many of the proposals. The ideas include military and federal employee pay freezes, new health insurance fees for military families and retirees, new health insurance fees for the employers of military retirees, and closure of Department of Defense-operated schools for military children. Another idea would prevent new soldiers from collecting military retirement pensions until they turn 60 instead of around age 40, when many complete 20

My Truth
The Truth Of My Life Will Never Be Know, The Truth Of My Heart Will Never Be Shown. People Who See Me May See What They Will, But I Know The Real Me And That's Part Of The Deal. My Heart And My Soul Are Not Worn On My Sleeve, The Mask That I Wear Makes It Hard To Believe. I Love And I Hate I Laugh And I Cry, I Feel All Emotions Every Day That Goes By. My Love For You All Can Never Be Shown, How Truly I Feel It That Will Never Be Known. Not In This Life And Not In This World, Not Till I'm Gone Will It All Be Unfurled. I Say This To You My Family And Friends, In Hopes That You All Can Begin To Comprehend. Just Love Me And Care Just Show Me Your There, For This Life Most Times Is Just So Unfair. So Now I Ask You Dont Judge Me Look Deeper Than That, Lets All Sit Down And Have A Little Chat. The People You Love Keep Close By Your Side, And All Hold On Tight This Is A Bumpy Ride. Through The Ups And The Downs Next To You Ill Be, And Hope That One Day You Can All See. The Truth That

Working Out
Today, I have made a decision. I am going to better myself. I am going to start working out. I want to lose weight and gain some muscle definition and mass. I saw an old photo of me today, back in the summer of 2001, I was going into my junior year of high school. I was thin and while I wasn't buff, I could tell my arms had nice defition. My goal isn't neccesarily to get back to that, back then I weighed 125 lbs. at the most. However, I now hover in the low 200's and would like to get to about 140-150. I am only 25, so it's not like this is an impossible goal. I just have to buckle down and do the work.

Poetry
Trickled down with sadness. Tear stained forgoteness. All that was left was emptiness. Screaming, Please! Please! Don't forget me! Then you came.... Crept up like fire under my skin. Peeling back my bitterness. Burning up my soul like acid eating paper. I loved it... I craved it... Give me more. I would kill to be in your arms. I would die to have your lips on mine. The blinding salvation of deaths' sweet call, Only if you will have me first. Take me completely. Forever yours. Restless minds with restless thoughts. Sick of fighting this fight I’ve always fought. Change is what I need. A different sense of prosperity. Not of individuality But through community It’s time to rise together, let them hear our voice Because you must understand, we DO have a choice Leave your differences aside, like religion and race People rise up to make this world a better place. Let’s stop the oppression! Through unification! Rise up and fight the GOOD fight

Hate Is A Strong Word...
I hate weather talk...if it's 104 degrees outside, we're all aware...we don't need to discuss it with every person we see just to fill silence. Silence is golden, don't tarnish it. I hate when parents spank their children in public. Not only are you not getting the point across to the child, but SHES SCREAMING IN MY EAR while I'm trying to eat dinner. I hate when you are forced to ask someone how their day is and a total stranger answers with personal problems such as, "well my wife and I are in the middle of a divorce and she's taking all my money"....maybe you should have started off with the weather... I hate when people don't follow the rules at four-way stops. I understand you're trying to be polite by letting me go ahead, but YOU'RE F'IN IT UP FOR EVERYONE. I hate that stereotypes consistently define themselves...it makes me feel racist...and I'm not...I'm stereotypical. On that note, if we quit labeling everything "racist" it might eventually fade. I hate palindromes. I'm

My Acheivements
HOW DO I START TO HAVE Had my songs played and aired to thousands out west on one a the largest internet stations across canada and usa was exciting and to have seen them up beside all the greats on the charts was also something i thought ide never see i have to thank all my fans here and all over the world for this first and freinds and family for haven the confedence in me and never ever giving up on me also the many other things ive done for cheritys singing to help others is one a my greatest rewards of all ps . this is my first blog on me so ill keep it short and in saying ty to any and all stations sites that have aired me played me a big big ty goes out to them also and am looking fwrd to a wonderful 2011 if my songs have touched anyones heart or made there lives better im so pleased i

A Night Of Thunder
I have taken you camping, into the woods and tonight I have set up camp and you are in the tent with me. I have you undress and I cuff you as usual and in the close distance you hear the thunder and see the lightening close by. It is time as I lower the lantern light and have you lie down on the floor of the tent as I uncuff you and spread you out to the steaks I have made ready. Each steak is just the right distance apart as I take each hand and cuff it to one metal steak and then each ankle in the same manor.I then attach the metal nipple clips to each of your nipples and let you see as I attach them to wires leading out of the tent to the ground around us. As I tell you that I have laid wire all around our campsite I can feel your nerves start to unwind as the thunder and lightening come closer to our camp. I have you naked and spread-eagled on the floor of our tent and I can feel you begin to struggle as I light a candle and turn off the lantern light. There are now two candles in

Time To Realize
I have come to the conclusion that it is time to realize the changes that need to be made. But the only way to make that change, is to look at the "Man In The Mirror". Looking at myself and telling myself to change is the biggest step i will take. The step to making that change and looking in the mirror is admitting to myself that i have been doing the wrong things. What i mean by this is, i haven't been living my life right. I'm sure many out there can admit that to themselves. Yes! That is the easy part. But try the next step. After you admit you are doing wrong, try to change that. Try to change the fact you have been doing all the wrong things. Make a change, make things better. Try apologizing, thanking or even telling someone you have done wrong. By admitting to someone else your wrongs, it can make it easier to make that change. Now, the first step to making the change is telling yourself that you want to change. Making yourself change. This world is changing in many ways, but t

Plastic Surgeons And Plastic Surgery
Nowadays, plastic surgery is shifting to less invasive techniques that result to shorter recovery, more natural appearance, and less risk of complications such as bleeding, scarring, and infection. Because of this trend, fat transfer is becoming a popular option for people who want to augment a certain body part, usually buttocks and breasts, without the use of synthetic materials such as the saline and silicone implants. The Brazilian butt lift is one of the newest procedures in plastic surgery which involves the use of a patient’s own fats to augment her buttocks. With this, the risk of adverse immune reaction and rejection is almost eliminated unlike when using synthetic implants. How the Brazilian Butt Lift is Usually Performed Plastic Surgeons start the procedure by collecting fatty tissues (through liposuction surgery) from areas where they tend to accumulate such as in the abdomen, inner and outer thighs, back, and around the buttocks. To reduce the surgical tr

Feelings
my heart my heart is broken and its all because of you my heart cant be put back together with some gluemy heart is full of pain and u dont even care my heart really needs you but your not even theremy heart now as an empty spacemy heart needs u to fill that placemy heart feels the friendship will never be replacedmy heart wants you to still keep me safemy heart knew this friendship would grow into something moremy heart knew you were going to shut that doormy heart told me to let you know how i really feelmy heart told me if he lets go then its not actually realmy heart never told me if i told you i would loose a friendmy heart never told me my world would come to an endmy heart thought you wouldn, t walk out for goodmy heart thought u would of understoodmy heart now misses all fun we have had togethermy heart now wishes we should of stayed friends forevermy heart just had to give in and put up with the fact that you are gonemy heart has let you win and made me realise that i was wron

Point Whore Of The Day!
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Great Oppertunty
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United States Veterans!!
Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock , did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with the permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom. When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were no desks. "Ms. Cothren, where're our desks?” She replied, "You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn the right to sit at a desk.” They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades.” "No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior.” She told them, "No, it's not even your behavior.” And so, they came and went, the first period, second period, third period. Still no desks in the classroom. By early afternoon television news crews had started gathering in Ms. Cothren's classroom to report about this crazy teacher who had taken all

Oral Solution
It always Makes us Both Feel better Providing that Needed relief After wards I will listen Fully And attempt To understand Your beliefs Treat it Aggressively Take out those Frustrations Beneath If you require My undivided Attention Just do not Dig in Too Deep With your Teeth You always have the best solutions babes

Discovering Mr Right
Day 1: So I am on a mission to discover the characteristics and qualities I want in MR RIGHT. More often then not I tend to focus on the wrong things but i have decided to find the things that make me get butterflies no matter how many times they happen. Looks fade, people change but there have got to be some lasting characteristic that won't change. So here are some things. #1. Someone who makes me laugh. Not just by telling a joke or by being silly. Someone who no matter how tired or sad i am that can remind me of how fun life can be and make me laugh until my tears are gone. #2. Someone who wants me in as many pictures as I want them in. You see I am always the one behind the camera, I want a man who will pry it from my hands to take my picture. No matter how much I grumble I hate having my picture taken. #3. Someone who is not afraid to dance to there own music. I like original, I like the one who isn't afraid to sing off tune and to be laughed with not at... I want someone who