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A Short Story Of Two Classmates
I stumbled onto this: Tandem Story This assignment was actually turned in by two of my English students:Rebecca ... and Gary ... English 44A, SMUCreative Writing Professor Miller In-class Assignment for Wednesday:One of you will then write the first paragraph of a short story. The partner will read the first paragraph and then add another paragraph to the story. The first person will then add a third paragraph, and so on back and forth. Remember to reread what has been written each time in order to keep the story coherent. The story is over when both agree a conclusion has been reached. At first, Laurie couldn't decide which kind of tea she wanted. The chamomile, which used to be her favorite for lazy evenings at home, now reminded her too much of Carl, who once said, in happier times, that he liked chamomile. But she felt she must now, at all costs, keep her mind off Carl. His possessiveness was suffocating, and if she thought about him too much her asthma started acting up

Family Add
This is how to get in my family: 25 credit bling pack gets you in for one month 65 credit bling pack gets you in for 4 months 135 credit bling pack gets you in from now on & my yahoo id 350 credit bling pack gets all above plus a few phone calls from me & a private nsfw pic 1000 credit bling pack gets you everything above plus cam shows, as many private pics as you want & more

You Suck!
I hate motivational posters. I generally hate cathartic quotes. There's a whole world of shit out there telling everyone, "It's okay if you suck at something. You're a good person!" Or they tell you, "It's okay if you're not the best. At least you tried!" You know what? FUCK YOU, Phil! People need to know where they stand. They need to accept themselves for who they are and where their limitations lie. Most people are good at something. Deal with what you're good at, but for God's sake, quit thinking it's okay to fuck up!

My Employer Is Beter Than Yours
so i was in nor cal for the last couple of days at a diversity and inclusion summit for the company i work for and i must say that going in i knew what kind of company i worked for. the day i got my first interview i was up front about being transgendered and though it did not seem to matter much which kinda surprised me i was quick in realizing what kind of employer i had. i showed up for my first day of work in "boy" clothes my boss was very quick to ask me why i still felt uncomfortable to be myself. now i had planned not to go full time for atleast a year but on my second day of work i went full time and have never looked back. but back to my story at a later date. so this week at the conference i meet alot of wonderful people but part of me wondered why after only being with this company 6 months and being a low level employee why exactly was i there, yes i ama diversity council member but still its odd for so little time in to be going to california for a week.well all my questi

Man Steals A Sinner.
I've had this same cigar for over three months.Guess I'm just not finding an excuse to celebrateor to sit on an overgrown hot stoop with nothing else to doMaybe take a big terrifying look into that reflective empty blue.Between the thick itch of 8 to 5and the cold melodrama of single lifeI learned to live without.No solution. No protection.Just another sieve filled.Clogged and exhaustedevery other line left brokenevery other piece tracedtraded denial for resolutionand resolution came down like a welterweight championall speedall thunderall contact.What would I be today?A vacant smile on leather sandlesobliviouscomplacentfedself actualizedservicedrespectedloved.A tiny adventurer in one arma universe of mystique and tales in the passenger seat?Carousels and disneylandall the promise and pageantry of protracted progenation every curly haired moppet a princessevery wife a domesticated goddess.Just a logic map of a daydream.One that lingers despite its inability to satisfy or suit me.

That Girl :d
I'm that girl who got her shoes stolen, on a daily basis, while sitting in the Quad, and would chase you around in circles, tripping over her own feet, until I got them back.I'm that girl who would call you a Bitch and threaten to slap you with her flipflop, while standing next to her English teacher, Mr. Shrock.I'm that girl who would stick a pad to the top of your head, as I got off the bus, waving goodbye to you from outside.I'm that girl who told her choir teacher to suck a nut, and spent the rest of the day in the principles office, drawing faces on her fingers.I'm that girl who's name everyone knew, and no one could understand.I'm that girl who tried to play hacky- sack, but was more concerned with chasing butterflies.I'm that girl who would laughed at the most inappropriate times and would never apologize for it. I'm that girl who got transfered out of Bio 2 for getting sick when she smelled the formaldehyde. I'm that girl who would sit in front of her locker, Indian sty

Am I Moist Worthy?
I seem to scare females off.... is it because i'm too sarcastic? kinky fucker? Dosen't want a full on relationship? has Mel Gibson moments? stalks bitchy types of females? too outspoken and immature? Hmmm.....nah!...must be something else hey?

Aa 1-2
Went to my first AA meeting on Monday. Preparing to go to my second in a few mins. I HATE these people. A bunch of weak willed, trading one crutch for another, pansy fucks. They are completly dependant. They trade the bar scene and drinking for meetings. Granted a healthier habit, but still a habit none the less. When I decide to not drink, I don't drink. I don't need sob stories, or hugs, or a book, or god, to keep me from drinking. Alcohol is NOT a physical adiction. It's mental. I have a stong enough mental capacity, to not get adicted to stupidity. I admit my adictions freely. Caffine, nicotine, actual physical addictions. Things that can adict your body. I hate this.

Fuck It.
You know, only a handful of people will bother even noticing I posted a blog, and to those few people, thanks for noticing. It's not often that I throw one of these out. Now, I'm doing this for a few different reasons. First and foremost is simplicity. I don't feel like telling everyone the same thing over and over and over again because I'm in a bad mood, and it puts me in a worse mood having to explain things more than once, ESPECIALLY things that are pissing me off. Secondly, because only the people that even halfway give a shit are gonna read this shit anyways. As is it has become readily apparent, I'm in a shitty mood. Have been for the last few weeks. I've tried to talk to a few people about it, here and offline, but most of the time I just get pushed off to the side, like my problems are less important than the person I'm talking too, and it's pretty much pushed me to the point of open hostility with people I care about. This is not my end goal. Anyways, to the rant. I hate

Obama Supporting Plan For Mosque Near Ground Zero
Sooo it's been awhile and this one is sure to stir up the creative juices of the masses here for sure. Having lived in New Jersey near New York on 9/11/2001, close enough to see the smoke across the skyline even, this is just another in a long line of things that this president has done that's simply indefensible. Think about it, it's kind of like building a kamikazie memorial for the Japanese in Pearl Harbor. Which totally makes no sense. But anyways I digress. Here's the person's blog who linked me to his, which I felt I should share with you all. I'm sure I'll have more later everyone. Thank you for being patient with me. Enjoy this reading. http://fubar.com/blog/331158/1126222

Random
It seems there are people on here that just hate for no reason. When I scroll half the women don't go to my page they go to my favorite blinger's page. How insane fu is this petty are you not adults ? Even better when they jump in the sb of somebody that blings you and basically tells them how they should spend their money... As if you have a right to tell someone how to spend bling! I paid for my bling I do not get gifts or put on cam shows for my bling I have punched a time clock for every single bling I have given. Do I really care about bling to tell ya the truth its a picture gift. I would never want a fu pony given to me its a waste of money to me. If someone wanted to buy me something that special it should be real and come from their heart. And given to me face to face. I do not beg for bling I never ask for bling and will never ask for bling. When I get a bling I think I should automatically give it back I hate to owe anybody anything, that prideful lion in me. When I give a g

Consider Me Gone
Most of you know I enjoy a broad range of music - from AC/DC to Brahms to Zager & Evans to ZZ Top. I was in a mood to listen to some country while taking my mom to get her car (the alignment needed adjusting) and I heard this... Consider Me GonePerformed by Reba McEntire Every time I turn the conversationTo something deeper than the weatherI can feel you all but shuttin' down And when I need an explanationFor the silence you just tell meYou don't wanna talk about it now.What you're not saying is coming in loud and clearWe're at a crossroads here.Chorus:If I'm not the one thing you can't stand to loseIf I'm not that arrow to the heart of youIf you don't get drunk on my kissIf you think you can do better than thisThen I guess we're doneLet's not drag this onConsider me goneWith you I've always been wide openLike a window or

Your Own Fubar Poster
I bet you've been sitting around wondering when oh when will the gods bestow upon you the privilege of your own fubar poster. Well friends, today is the day. If you can print and tape pieces of paper together then you are in good shape. Depending on how your printer is setup you MAY need to use scissors. All the usual disclaimers about being dumb and using scissors apply. Download the printable PDF file >HERE

Fu Etiquette=like Duct Tape The Light And Dark Sides
This blog will be edited frequently. I want lots of input. Any comments you leave about rules you know will be added to the blog. Light Side Everyone is rated "11" if you have them. A "10" if you don't. In your head you can say 2 or 7 but your fingers must always go to 10 or 11. Try to rate back everyone who rated you. We are here to help each other out. :) Dark Side Start rating people what they really are and you most likely will be blocked a lot. If you view it. rate it *if you wander onto someones page by accident. Go ahead and at least rate their profile. You don't have to ask for friendship.* INPUT FROM FERLISHIOUS: Viewing (even if on accident) without rating makes you look fishy! If you're still a level 8 or so, people may assume you haven't figured out how to rate, but anything 15 or higher just makes it look like you're snooping which no one likes. View me without rating me? Don't be shocked when you're blocked. If you shout it, rate it ESPECIALLY if you're ask

Dipshit
7:13am superbad637: i want to cum all over those tits 7:17am Ninja: dream on loser 7:21am superbad637: loser, yeah, if your not bored with this shit in 3 months adn consider it your life, thats fucking loserish, get a life bitch 7:22am Ninja: it's nowhere near my life. but if you go trolling for pussy on the internet, you are a loser 7:23am superbad637: good one, fuck off 7:23am Ninja: and if you think telling some random stranger in a bar that you want to cum on their tits won't get you smacked, good luck asshole 7:24am superbad637: im sure you dont have to worry about being approached to much, 7:28am Ninja: are you still talking? 7:28am Ninja: why don't you go get chin deep on a dick and piss off 7:29am superbad637: its balls deep dummass, im sure your muff diving ass doesnt know

Possible Fu-icide.
Yeah alot of people know I diss on those who commit it. Well I think i finally understand why they do it. no joke. NO one on this site respects anyone. Its either A, You show nudes .. n infact i REFUSE to do that. or B, You must PAY out the ass. I have helped/leveled/blinged. an Ass-ton of people RARELY asked for anything.. You NEVER see me beg, You may Seem some OFF the wall Status's but never begging, So since no one on here has respect Im going to walk away shut down my pro where no one can see it and decide where to go from there My close Friends Have My yahoo If you wish to stay in contact. PLZ sb me before i turn my page INVISY Thanks, JESSA

I Love The Nhs!
I love Scotland's National Health Service, I really do. For the past few weeks I've had problems with my right eye - some swelling and an itchy irritation. It wasn't giving me too much cause for concern as I have hayfever, and it just felt like a bad dose of that. I'd tried hayfever eye-drops, but to no avail. This isn't unusual because, despite what it says on the commercial, these things don't always work for everyone. My anti-histamines had no real effect either, but again this isn't unusual for me. Normally when I get a bad dose of hayfever I just have to grin and bear it. Anyhoo - I woke up at around 4:30am this morning with a burning pain in my eye. When I tried to open it, I found I couldn't. I went to the bathroom to check it out in the mirror and discovered that it had swollen to the size of a golf ball. When I forced my eyelids opened with my fingers (which was fuckin agony) I discovered my eye was almost totally red and so swollen that it looked like it was sticking out

Life Of Mine
Hi everyone.I hope all has been good since I haven't been on much lately.I doubt I was missed that much.Since I have been here,I have only made one request for myself and with that request comes the rest of it.I requested that no one expect a relationship with me at all on here.It has went un-heard several times as if I don't exist.In two more weeks my treatments will come to an end and I will learn where I am at in my life.Through the most of it in many ways I have felt bad thinking maybe I did something wrong or that I have hurt someone in some ways and then they are gone(meaning I took them off my list).I have been honest and straight forward over this situation from the beginning,so why do I feel bad?Who I choose to be with is my business if I choose at all.I have become so aggravated over all of this that when I am done with treatment I am seriosuly thinking about not coming back to fubar.I have had to watch what I say,what I do or what I put in my status and or blogs.I have state

Stuff I Really Shouldn't Have To Say And Schedule Info
Mass-- Ok you can chalk this up to my mood. or the day I've had or whatever reason you may want to ignore or dismiss this. But I STRONGLY SUGGEST YOU TAKE THE TIME. 1. if u want to DJ here that's fine. I appreciate your help. but if u have Committed , Asked to be placed on a steady schedule. do what u have committed. and no I'm not bitching about real life getting in the way I'm talking about .. the whiny ass "I don't wanna Dj to a lounge with only a few people in it" .. .. Fubar is a social networking site... u should have friends that want to listen to u .. if u don't go fucking make some. I don't have the time to deal with that and I WILL NOT DEAL WITH THAT. 2. I don't ask any more of my DJs than I would do my self ...I have never said I am the best coder on fu nor will I, However, there are quite a few people who would say that. It didn't happen over nite. Nor did the ppls who tune in to the BoneYard where ever I do .. sometimes it take years of work to be an overnight succes

Hahahahahahahaha
So I decided to MuMM a little bit this morning. I came across a MuMM about people leaving comments when they rate. That's when I noticed that their status was "Vote and share on my leveling MuMM". My comment said, in a nutshell, that leaving comments are fine, but the "rated" comment was lame. I also said that there is more to fubar than points and leveling that that's why I wasn't going to vote on her MuMM. Her settings are for comment approval...she came to my shoutbox. Here is the convo.... MissBehayvn DPR ...: you took the time to read and comment my mumm but you say you wont vote on it..that makes no sense whatosever....all voting is..is your opinion either yes or no..you expressed your feeling but couldnt cast youre vote..makes no sense 7:06am Per: kind of like you took the time to read my comment and not approve it. I didn't agree with you, so it didn't get approved? 7:07am MissBehayvn DPR ...: i just havent released it yet....but you want your comment on "n

It Is All In The Moment.
There is nothing more gratifying then to do something for someone just because. The happiness in their eyes the smile upon their face and the speechlessness is priceless. I remember vaguely a time when it was always instilled to the children that “It is better to give then receive”. I never quiet understood that saying. It is possibly because I never viewed a gift to be a requirement, but merely a gesture of the heart. For year’s I have pondered this topic and as this world involves more into materialize greediness and lack of respect the saying does now appear to make sense. Which is truly sad, in it’s own right truth be told. Those that know me know I have the biggest heart ever. I would do anything for my family and friends if it is possible for me to do so. Even for a stranger on the street I have gone out of my way to help someone I do not even know. What is sad about all this so far is that 9 times out of 10 one like myself often ends up being used and

Little Men
Last night i was told some things by someone i dont know/These things made me roll my eyes. First thing being obviously I'm emo. and thats why i delete people. Secondly, the only reason im online is becuase im unhappy in my marriage. And thats of course the reason why i have Lu as a best friend,because im lacking soo much in my marriage. And i'm also jealous of bald-cancer-patient looking guys. Cuase theres no way I can compete with that. If i dont want you as a friend, im not gonna pretend, and have you on my list, cause thats just a waste of both of our time.Point being, i didnt need him as a friend, and someone was butt hurt. If you lie about, and hurt someone that i deeply care about, then you're gone.I wont even waste my time to explain it to you. I gave you a second chance, because. she did. Let me get this straight, I love Lu. Im not in love with her like i am my husband. Lu is great,shes the best woman I know.Shes my bestie, and my wifey, but i dont need you guys thi

An Afterthought
This is just something i was pondering a little earlier when i was out with my parents having dinner. and while talking to a good friend of mine on yahoo. There are somethings that are unavoidable, unforeseeable, and due to human nature inevitable. I've had this on my mind a lot recently and the I think about it the more it seems to boil down to one thing. and get this it came from a fortune cookie ( true story) "Do not display your treasures or people will become envious". how's that for hind side Chinese food Wisdom. One last thought, Earthquakes, volcanoes, tidal waves, and hurricanes alter the landscape, and the people forever. They are quite simply put Forces of nature. the more they steal take attempt to imitate the more it become apparent that I have for ever changed the landscape of Lounges on this site. I suppose in the end I live up to my name. thanks for reading!!!

Broken Me...
WTF you may ask?! Keep in mind this is the condensed soup version of what happened to me in 2004-2010. Yes its long and yes there are technical terms. Get lost or confused ask. I was a nurse before I got sick. I tend to forget that not everyone knows what the fuck I'm talking about. March 2004 I became deathly ill. I had what "they" thought to be a chronic migraine. Turns out that would be the easy way out. But for those of you who know me, know I can't take the easy way out of anything... I was put in the hospital and "they" started running tests. Every fucking test known to man was ran on me. I was diagnosed with Pseudo Tumor Cerebri (PTC). In short my brain thinks its has a brain tumor. It doesn't, but trying to convince that tainted thing of that isn't possible. My brain over produces Cerebral Spinal Fluid (CSF) and crushes itself. So I was put into a medically induced coma for nearly 2 weeks. "They" tried drug therapy to help me. Guess

The Freaks Come Out Tonight!
ppl can see thru her 12:58am reply diguout69: hello 12:58am more To diguout69: hi 12:59am reply diguout69: how are you 1:00am more To diguout69: I am good..you? 1:01am reply diguout69: good you are very sexy women 1:03am more To diguout69: ahh Ty 1:03am more diguout69: so what r you into 1:04am more To diguout69: into? that is a vague question 1:05am reply diguout69: for fun type of uys 1:06am reply To diguout69: ahhh my idea of a fun type of guy is the one have...handcuffed to the headbored

What A Psychopath ... Thedarkknight Http://fubar.com/5525050 On My Yahoo!!!!
HE LEFT THiS ON MY STATUS AFTER I DELETED HiM OFF MY YAHOO NOW HERE iS THE CONVERSATiON!!! rainbowbritekilla: hey! i had a very stressy day at work .... how was ur day? Carlo Tomlin: had stress ful cpl days trying to talk to some sexy german bitch hahaha lol rainbowbritekilla: lol sowwy brb Carlo Tomlin: no your not and irts fineCarlo Tomlin: i know im always lasy on your list lol rainbowbritekilla: phone Carlo Tomlin: i going to eat dinner chat some other time ok xo Carlo Tomlin: even today after all we have said you still play games??Carlo Tomlin: games dont get you respectCarlo Tomlin: but im not going to arhue any moreCarlo Tomlin: i cant be assedCarlo Tomlin: im going to eat my food Carlo Tomlin: laterCarlo Tomlin: may be you should just delete me from everywhere okCarlo Tomlin: thsat way you dont have to avoid me and lie to m,e all the timeCarlo Tomlin: you can just not have to waste my time rainbowbritekilla: wtf??? IM TALKIN TO MY MOMrainbowbritekilla: brb ok

The Concert For Bangladesh - Ringo Starr, George Harrison And Others
It Don't Come Easy (It don't come easy, you know it don't come easy)(It don't come easy, you know it don't come easy)Got to pay your dues if you want to sing the bluesAnd you know it don't come easyNow you don't have to shout or leap aboutYou can even take it easyForget about the past and all your sorrowThe future won't lastIt will soon be your tomorrowI don't want much, I only want for trustAnd you know it don't come easyAnd this love of mine keeps growing all the timeAnd you know it don't come easyOpen up your heart, let's come togetherUse a little luck, and we will make it work out betterIt don't come, oohh no, you know it don't come easyIt don't come, oohh no, you know it don't come easyGot to pay your dues if you want to sing the bluesAs you know it don't come easyYou don't have to shout or leap aboutYou can even take it easyPlease remember peace is what we make itIt's here within your reach, you are big enough to take itI don't ask for much, I only want trustYou know it don't

The Dance
I shall take you to a place I know, On an old dirt road where few people go, That ends by a field where horses graze And the woods tend to fill with blue haze. I’ll park the car and open your door And watch your eyes as they would explore This quiet scene in the sunset’s glow, On the old dirt road where few people go. I take your hand softly into mine, Pull you towards me as you divine That what brought us out here was not chance, It’s a moment stolen for a dance. So close together, we move as one, Still spinning slowly when the song’s done. A melody within us continues to play, Lingering, haunting, as night steals day. I will draw you into my embrace, Look so lovingly into your face, And kiss you softly while fireflies’ glow On the old dirt road where few people go. Shawn Priest, 9/13/2010 Dedicated to my muse, mi corazon.

[boba Fett]
I rarely have the opportunity to say"I'm looking for a bounty hunter"So a year down the road, when I'm looking to cut Houdini Sanchez's forehead I'll probably be some hardened psychotic murderer with a posse.This is gonna rock.Twice.I need a cool merc name thoughand летучая лисица doesn't always cut it.Call me Kreuz.I was on the phone all morning/afternoony thing.And then my aunt (who I'm buying a car from) took me to dinner and followed me back as I drove my new tagless V8 aurora. Zippy car is zippy.I only had... 3 distinct panic attacks getting home.Things loosened up though once I slammed on the gas on the highway.Heh... and I used to think a six cylinder was fun.I think the hip bumps astronomical mileage and ... massive frontal damage on the car are sexy.What can I say.I like experienced girls with baggage and hips.Someone that's been around the block, and not -too- prettyDMV Tomorrow. That shit is going

My Fu Life As It Stands Today..
So today I finished deleting 1200 people from my so called 'friend' list. Doing this has left me with around 150 friends. This decision was made in lieu of deleting my fu account. It wasn't an easy decision for me to make because I love FU but I'm not here for rates... I could really care less who rates me. In the last 9 months I have made some wonderful friends on here. I don't know what I would do without them in my life, even if it isn't in real life. My top family and friends are the reason I sign in every day. I love them for being my friend. I really have to say that I've had a great experience in the time that I've been here and I thank DOS for bringing me here. I just wanted to let y'all know that I do really love my friends and family. Thank you all!

Health Update Sept / 2010
Hi every one. Well those of you that will take the time to read this. Some of you know that I went and had some test done a couple weeks ago. And some of you that are close to me and know me already know this if you remember . Well just talked to my Doctor earlier this afternoon and he told me the results. Took awhile cause he was out of town for a week. Any way they did a new (mri / doppler ) and they found that I have a blood clot in my upper left leg. Due to the type of clot it is and where it is there is nothing that can be done surgery wise with it . For now will treat it with blood thinners, ( Yea rat poison ) , To control the blood flow in my leg. Now I'm not posting this for ( Oh I'm sorry // Or for sympathy ) I'm posting it just to let every one know . I have accepted this and so has my family. This is all in God's hands and I have always trusted and believe in him. So thank you for taking the time to read this. Have a good evening and great weekend ahead. Thanks ..... Tom

[you Were Always On My Mind]
I can not stop thinking about slamming my longglisteningbrass caseinto your well greased chamber.Kakow.Need a sniper game.This is actually just a test as I try to fix my blog.Witchie broke it :|

Wtf?
Today, a humming bird flew around my building, came over and stopped right in front of me. It just stopped like 2 feet from my face, sat and stared at me for over a min. Then flew back in the same exact path that it flew in from. Now I don't know if humming birds are good omens, or good luck, or if it was some sort of message from God, but today has been the most unbelievable day ever. I have been crying actual tears of joy for hours now.

[i'm Looking For A Man With A Scar Above His Left Eye]
It sounds like something you'd say in a spaghetti westernjust beforeEVERYmotherfucker dies.I mean, seriously, who walks into a barsays that lineand doesn't immediately hear revolver hammers click?It is cold.In my oven insulated house (bad for summer, great for winter)it is 62.Its october 4th and 62 degrees in my house.Weird.Guess I should dig up my grey hoody and wash it since I'll be living in it soon.Now why is it...*wonders where all of his 3/4th and long sleaved shirts are*that ever sinceTHIS GUY challenged me to finish my kitI've been gun-shy?I mean... I am ready to color about half of my kit.So...why?Because I have to disassemble two hands?Buy bluetack and some popsickle sticks?Color some of the smallest pieces I've ever handled?...nah I don't think that's it.I think my hold up right now is the fact that he wants pictures.Oh yeah...I should seperate my foot parts.how short on alligator clips am I right now? (Here's the before shot of the "Freedom Gundam" see what he did

Punishment Or Play
After an unexpected but satisfying fuck session which started off with him innocently applying lotion to her body and quickly turned to a savage invasion of her tight ass, she lay exhausted in bed. He cuddles and strokes her for a little while until her mind is floating and her body relaxed. Suddenly his warm body leaves hers, he shushes her automatic moan of protest - and she hears the smile in his voice, "Greedy little whore, I'll be right back." She lay on the bed on her stomach, her face turned towards the window and Cannot see his movements in the room. Would she be so still and peaceful if she were able to see him? probably not... The dip of the bed signals his return and she starts to roll over, wanting to return the kissing and stroking he rewarded her with a few minutes earlier. However he stops her movement by pinning her arms above her head and straddling her legs. She moves in lethargic protest, wanting to touch and caress him. Her soft plea, "Master?"

They Twisted Me Like A Pretzel
Well I started my first session of Physical Therapy last night. Yikes! Those fuckers twisted me like a pretzel & now my back is hurting worse. *wonders if I should have just got the injection shots* But the therapist says it's gonna take time soooo Imma hop on board with that * see where it takes me..... I get to do some aquatic therapy on Friday in salt water even... it's such a smooth swim..... that I am looking forward to..... The PT guy is kinna hot too & really social & made me laugh..... so this might be fun after all..... Anyway that is all.. (h) some of ya Have a great day & all that! peace baby

Fakes..... And Cruelty
ok so my way of thinking given my vast experience on fubar has changed from what it was just a cpl years ago on this subject. so heres my opinions on it take it leave it 1. there are fake people on this site and real people, the fakes will come and go just like the real ones will come and go. 2. there are nice fake people and nice real people and mean fake people and mean real people. 3. there are real people who take advantage of the fubar system and there are fake people who take advantage of the fubar system. 4. rates are free i give them out freely as i see fit, I get the points for rates too so if they go to a fake point whore or a real point whore, who gives a rats ass? 5. I do not bling often and when i do bling it is with my closest of friends only. If you dont have a salute youll never get a dime from me, thats just how it is. 6. the cruelty from both sides needs to stop, this site is for people over 18 and you people on both sides of the issue are acting like fuckin

What Kind Of Stressed Are You?
You Are Driven Stressed You have a lot of stress in your life, but a lot of it is your own doing. You put a lot of pressure on yourself. You have high standards, and you won't stop until you meet them. You can become work and goal obsessed. You sometimes suffer from too much micromanagement. Slow down and give yourself a break. When it comes to stress, you are your own worst enemy. What Kind of Stressed Are You? The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

Im Such A Nice Guy....sometimes A Douche
BLING CONTEST starting up the boob salute folder again...if anyone is interested First place : god bling 2nd place: famp or anything of the same price or less 3rd place: boomy or something else Rules: has to have nips and my name...thats it contest ends 10/31/10 if you dont want to do it then dont...no need to whine about it

Auction Results
And the winning bids are: Yitzchok - 5 million fubucks - Sproet Blk GOLD - 10 mil fubucks my points on a double points day or unlimited 11s day (ur choice) - Cutemommy Philemon - Cherry Bomb - mandaSMASH LilBoops - I bid 5 3-day blasts, to be run concurrently (at same time) - Passion s Fire Skittlez - 30 mil, 1 boomy and a 25 credit bling pack - Simply Twisted Reeka - 1 month VIP, 35 credit bling pack - Monica The Great TuttiFukknFruity - 15 million and a boomerang - JeniWren Crazy Lips - 25 cred BP, 7 mill fumoniez, 3 nights cuddling spoon style - Kloverlynn Witchie - 15 million and a boomerang - JeniWren Pedro El Awesomeo - VIP and 25 cr bling pack - Lola Jenni - 26 million fubucks - DurhamNtx Also, Crazy Lips has won the boomerang for most rates, but has opted to give it to Skittlez...Congrats guys :)

Scrapper Has Explained The God Mode
posted on 10/25/2010 @ 01:10 pm God Mode Explained! http://fubar.com/god-mode-explained/b333299-1133386 God Mode is very simple. Please read the description ****God Mode Bling expires in 24 hours****** 1. Some of you are expiring in less than 24 hours. This is because you maxed your 10 million points. 2. God Bling will not expire early. It is a very simple bling that fubarbarians are confused about. 3. If you are locking down your albums thinking you are getting one over on everyone. You are not. I am not going to explain why. Just knwo you are not. 4. If you are coming to support asking why your God Bling is expired. YOU REACHED YOUR 10 MILLION POINTS! Please do not use the excuse that you did not get it or got ripped off. Bling is for fun! 5. There are no refunds for bling. There are 101 and more ways to use bling. If God Mode is not working out for you, then please try something else. I am sure many will attest. God Mode does work.

Emotion Sickness
It is so breathtakingly beautiful. It makes me feel alive in a way I had truly not known.It is so soulcrushingly painful.It hurts in a way that never seems to dull.This wound - this pestilent wound - will not scab over. All things have come to a halt. The simplest and most mundane of tasks and responsibilities and obligations...yes, obligations....are all so complex now. A burden upon my conscious and the demons of my unconscious - I am truly haunted. Rambling, explaining, describing, articulating, and on and on I go. Mocking myself in this maddening charade of understanding. What is it that has happened to me? Whence does this most opulent euphoria and malignant heartache simultaneously spring? Words. So fragile and meaningless now. In days past, my weapons - soldiers with which I had ubiquitous command. Now as I lay siege they abandon me. Never have I wanted to fight so hard to live though never have I prayed so earnestly for death. All things.All things.That is what it is. All thin

Rating My Pics....
For about a week now, I have been offering to pay people to rate all my pics.... I currently have around 350 pictures with about 30 being in a "Family Only" folder.... I understand that not everyone can rate those particular pictures and that is fine with me.... They will still get paid for rating all of the rest.... I am currently paying 140K which I believe is more than fair.... I ran into an issue this morning where someone said that they haven't been paid.... So, to avoid any further confusion or delay I have made a folder with screen shots of the payments.... This will not only protect me from having to double pay someone, it also proves to others who are rating my pics that they will indeed get paid.... Another issue that I have run into is people commenting on the pictures that all have been rated.... In my status it clearly states: "Paying 140K for rating all my pics.... PM me when you are done...." If people do not send me a Personal Message to my inbox I cannot guarantee paym

Why??
AS I sit here in total numbness, I find myself doing something I normally wouldn't do.. writng my thoughts for the world to see, because mainly i figure who cares what you think.. while enjoying the little pleasure i do get of interacting with online friends here on fu, it's interupted by my girlfriend, she's sobbing uncontrolably.. I finally get her to calm down enuff to finally talk to me.. but she keeps saying it was her fualt. here i am thinking it was an auto accident or something... She finally hangs up on me, then texts me she was just raped..was i happy now that I finally got it out her she asked?? then proceeds to tell me that I can dump her if i want..i realize people have different reactions to trauma and react in different ways, but what did I do that was so wrong... i tried to get her to call the police, but she want, saying she's the guilty one, but.. no woman, regardless of who they are, how they look or how they dress deserve to be done thatway. why degrade a perso

If You Can Read This, Thank Amvet
So I was walking through a store and some woman comes up to me and says "Thank you for your service." I had to look at her and apologize, I told her "I'm sorry, I must have had a lot of alcohol, but I don't remember servicing you." I always feel out of place when Veteran's Day rolls around. Ever since Iraq II: The Search For More Oil came out, people are more thankful on Veteran's Day, and I think it's a good thing, I think Veterans should be thanked. It's just that, even though I am a Veteran, I don't know that I really deserve any thanks. I know I did serve in a War (I capitalize it because I wasn't a REMF (if you don't know what a REMF is, well just know I was not one)) but it's not like I wanted to be there. I didn't even join up out of a great love of my country. I do love my country, don't get me wrong, but basically I signed up because I wanted to get out of the house and get some money for college. I made lots of good friends in the military, and I am actually reconne

[ucalaly No Good]
*looks to the left*"First time anal sex""First time anal""Wedding gift""Promoting my website""Big dick tranny Carla"...wowwhat the fuck!?Well... I feel refreshed this morning.Had a crazy dream where I posed naked in a magazine (to loosen up the celebrity I worked for)and they went ahead and printed my pictures.My entire hometown, including my family looked at the magazine.I woke up laughing.Then I started listening to Gomez's album "Split the Difference".These guys make me slightly more motivated to learn how to play guitar.What else I got for you*shrugs*a fridge full of discount immitation crab, and I'm sure a slew of Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwing in the mumms.You'll have to excuse me.Uh...oh yeah... I need to mod my bazooka still.

Lounge Thoughts
I am a Manager at Hell Spawn Radio and I am looking for new ideas on how to improve our lounge. So what better way to get thoughts then to ask you the lounge members and our friends what we can do to try and accommodate everyone and their tastes. So I would like you as my friends and family to give me ideas.. If you don't feel comfortable leaving a comment then send it to my inbox. I have a few ideas that I am going to throw out there. Feel free to elaborate on these things. I am really excited to see what all of you have to say on the matters. What makes a good lounge? What do you look for when looking for a lounge? What draws you in? Is it the music? The people? What makes you not want to hang out in a lounge? What turns you off to the point of not wanting to come back? Is it that people are too pushy? Do you feel like you are bombarded with people welcoming you then not speaking to you again? I also would like to address we are RECONSTRUCTING OUR EMOTES!!!!!!!!!! WOOT

I Think She Was Hitting On Me..
9:01pm cancel Chat reply Mastered b...: you don't know shit so save it...... judgmental prick cancel Chat 9:02pm more To Mastered b...: really? i think i got all the info i needed.. 33 year old grandmother says it all annnnd.. I'm blocked.. hehe..

Fucking Sheep
It amazes me how this site has so many people who kiss one another's asses. People talk shit about someone, yet they are "friends" on here. WHY? If you truly don't like someone, why in the hell would you add them? Popularity? To be nosy? Most of my "friends" here I have never talked to. Until recently I had a small handful of "friends" on here and I liked each and every one of them. That pretty much goes for my family only now. There are a few e-popular people on this site whom I have no use for. They are not on my list. I don't speak poorly about them to others, I just choose not to interact with them. *shrugs* I'm out of here for awhile. I'm going to concentrate on people in my offline life. I'm going to have Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Year's Eve. Then I'm going to get my ass hitched on New Year's Day and live happily ever after. If anyone truly wants to find me, I am sure it won't be that difficult. *waves and smiles*

If Your A Real Friend And Care, You'll Read
Well last Monday night after I took my finals (I passed all my classes so I'm happy). Me and some friends was drinking and having a good time. When I went to turn and get some more fire wood my left knee gave out and I fall down and felt something rip and haired/felt my knee pop. I have had bad knees from when I was a kid from bxm and just doing shit that would hurt me in the long run lol. I am bored out my mind I can’t do anything other then sit here. And now it's Sunday and still can’t move my left knee...it hurts like a bitch, I can’t really see the knee itself but I go tomorrow to see the doc and then off to get a MRI done to me knee. I know its bad b/c all my life I have hurt my self and still able to do w/e I like but with my knee how it is. I can’t do much ...but sit on my ass play the 360, draw, or look up things online out of being bored. I still plan on going to class this week with my knee. I never let anything hold me back when it came t

Proof!
I just recently opened my shout back up to everyone...I'm rethinking this. This is proof that a woman doesn't have to have her tits hanging out in a default to get some weirdo asking stupid questions. stephenbis...: hiya 10:16am Suga Lips: hi 10:17am stephenbis...: busy? 10:17am Suga Lips: What do you consider busy? 10:18am stephenbis...: well, are you submissive? 10:18am Suga Lips: You realize this is the net right? 10:19am stephenbis...: yes, why? 10:20am Suga Lips: That shit doesn't work over the net. We're never going to meet, so I don't know why you'd ask that. 10:22am stephenbis...: well, because you are hot, and I travel to LA and MS all the time. 10:22am Suga Lips: That's nice. I don't cheat on my husband. 10:26am stephenbis...: do you have big tits? 10:27am Suga Lips: Okay, I'm guessing I'm failing to see the relevence in this line of questioning. 10:27am

All You Need...
Today marks the 30th anniversary of John Lennon's death, and, it follows, the perfect opportunity for Rolling Stone to release a lost (not to mention the last) interview with the late Beatle. A link to it appears in the comments. His vision for humanity is shown here and also in the comments... Rock in peace, John...Shawn

Who Gives A Fuck Anyway?
How many questions was that?? What good is it to be nice to people that really don't give a shit anyway? What good is it to be "sweet" to people that truly suck? Why is it that I hit the "like" button, but the people I'm supposedly "liking" are too self absorbed to even notice? Do people really read this shit anyway? Am I writing to let it all out just for myself? Why the fuck am I wasting my time? Is it ok to stop rating fucked up pics of fake ass people? Is it ok to say someone is beautiful when in real life you know they are obviously not? Why is it acceptable to be fake on fubar? Why would i pay you ANYTHING to see your naked pics? Can we shoot whoever thought of fake ass marriage? Does it matter if you are in somenoe's family or not? Does it matter what number friend you are? is it a competition to be someone's number one friend? And if it's a competetion, what is the prize if I win? Wouldn't it be better to just have a couple of number one friends instead of having to number th

Foolish Pride
Why do i tear myself apart? Forgoing happiness, Ignoring my heart. Foolish pride steering a foolish mind, Forcing me to leave logic behind. Thoughts of suffering and thoughts of fear blur into one another, My thoughts are unclear. Through a haze of confusion I sit and cry, Wishing I'd let those thoughts slip by. By paying them no attention, Paying them no heed, I wouldn't have perpetrated that foolish deed. Now I'm left alone with my anguish and pain, Until a small ray of light can be glimpsed once again.

Faux News Exposed! :p
Study Confirms That Fox News Makes You Stupid A new survey of American voters shows that Fox News viewers are significantly more misinformed than consumers of news from other sources. December 15, 2010 | Yet another study has been released proving that watching Fox News is detrimental to your intelligence. World Public Opinion, a project managed by the Program on International Policy Attitudes at the University of Maryland, conducted a survey of American voters that shows that Fox News viewers are significantly more misinformed than consumers of news from other sources. What’s more, the study shows that greater exposure to Fox News increases misinformation. So the more you watch, the less you know. Or to be precise, the more you think you know that is actually false. This study corroborates a previous PIPA studythat focused on the Iraq war with similar results. And there was an NBC/Wall Street Journal poll that demonstrated the break with reality on the part

3 Hearts
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I Has A Rant.
If I have a certain mentality regarding whatever topic you're presenting, chances are that, while I'll generally respect your perspective, whatever you have to say won't make me all of a sudden change my mind about how I currently see things. Taking the subject further tends to just piss me off. Not even because you're pushing the matter, but because I'm still stuck in the conversation trying to somehow make you understand and field the rebuttals made to each of my replies. I could just walk away. I could be a total bitch. I just don't want to be. There are reasons for why I feel about things the way that I do, and even though I may not explain them to you - I don't owe you that - there are reasons just the same. I don't mean to hurt anyone's feelings in the process. If I don't side with you 100% and toes were stepped on when I wanted to look from a different window, I apologize. Agree to disagree. Move on. I may be a realist, but I'm still me. You're still you. While I'm respectin

Scrooge??
Every now and then, I like to do something nice *waits for the laughter to die down*... And I think it'd be nice to help Tamz level for Christmas. She's been close for a while now. Since I already rated all her pics I can't do much more so how bouts ya all go hit her for me? What's that word.... Oh, P-L-E-A-S-E!!!! xXTamzXx@ fubar

And The Irony Just Keeps Comin...
It couldnt be any other way. This almost defines me. On the day that I am to embark on my compulsive hiatus, brings the biggest snowstorm of the year for my year. After fulfilling tradition of dinner with dads family and then my brothers, I left and returned home instead of staying the night. 50 of the 75 miles were spent running 20-25 mph in half dollar size flurries which covered the road, no visible lines or detection of where the roads edge was at because it was too early on for the scrapers and salt trucks to make the rounds. So all us lucky souls just follows the ruts left by previous travelers, with the execption of a few anxious SUVs that wanted to speed past us all and spray us with their wake, only to trek on another mile or 2 and find them in the median ravine or skidded off into the woods. I made it home only to awake to a foot of snow this morning, and incoming reports of closings and delays, but somehow my flight was still on, despite ones before and after being calle

My Failed Attempt To Order Out
Setup: This is my local Chinese place, where I have been known to order the same exact thing, Princess Beef without vegetables or peanuts, up to 4 or 5 times a week for the past 10 years. Thank you for calling Great China, how may I help you? I'd like to order Princess Beef with *gets interrupted* You want what kinda chicken? princ- what you wanna owda? Princess beef princess chicken - you want quat or pint size? princess beef princess chicken, yes... pint or quat? *click*

Relationships
This is a view i developed a long time ago, and i wanted to publish it somewhere before someone else stole it. Unfortunately i don't the degrees needed to get my hypothesis published in a scientific journal, but a wise man once said "The internet has given every asshole in the world a voice..." so i figured why not use mine. that said here it is. Walt Disney Syndrome is my answer to the question "Why do most relationships fail now and days?". most of us were raised on television, and Disney are a parental favorite, because they are "QUALITY FAMILY PROGRAMS" with a strong moral message, but is this true? In any given Disney movie you find a beautiful "Princess" the classic "damsel in distress" who needs rescuing, so her "Prince Charming". You also find story of true love, heroics, and of-cores a happily ever after, however, that is the problem. Look at the world around you: do you see any "Princesses" in need of rescuing? How About any "Prince Charmings"? Hell

The Revolution Of Evolution~~how~~why Has It Happened??
The New Year is with us and hope everybody enjoyed bringing it in and are home safe and happy to start a new saga in life. BUT, we must continue here with some lingering smells that descended upon us and the only way I know how to effectively rid odors is by using a mixture of chlorox & ammonia.( WARNING: USE ONLY IN WELL VENTILATED AREAS AND REMOVE ALL LIVING ORGANISMS FROM THE AREA) It really works great but byproduct is ammonium-chloride gas HIGHLY TOXIC. Here we'll stick with info I have gathered or received from some very nice ppl who remember this RAG from the G_O_D's which was before the B_J_D's. I wasn't priviledged to enjoy this media when it was called by other names. Only 11 months on here and have quit 3 times. What brings me back are the super great ppl who encourage me to be a friend and not just a number on thier scoreboard. I'm talking about the LOST CHERRY and CHERRYTAP crowd that have joined my friends list. A number are in my Fam and it's not who they are but HOW th

Agitated
I am so sick of since I had my surgery on my right knee back in November of not being able to walk. All I had done was a scope and grrrr, I swear my knee is worse now then it was before the scope and especially with the cold, all I want to do is cry... Oh wait, done that already... Nuff said...

New Ideas From The Boss!!
"I was thinking about new ways the street team can promote fubar in a positive way. The lightbulb clicked in my head. I do not want to spam anyone. I hate that shit and so does everyone else. I do love to read peoples reviews about how, why and what makes fubar so cool. There are a ton of sites that operate on these reviews or this type of feedback. I see the asshats use them to try and talk smack. I think it would be cool to ask the street team to go and write on review sites, social network blogs and any place that is legit and just talk from their heart about why this place is so cool. There is nothing more pure than honesty. I see negative videos. Why not make some positive ones and lets have the FST express their pride for fubar all over the net. I do not want any spamming. Everyone is on fubar for different reasons.GamesCool PeoplePhotosBlogsSlotsBlackJackBlingFSTetc etc.There are so many reasons why we are all here. I think we should rally the troops to b

Inspired By My Gift Of Fangs From Del This Morning.... Giggles :)
Helpless, captivated, entranced, lustful and a little scared....all things she was feeling right now as she laid there under his spell. His eyes were mesmerizing. They shone the lightest blue she'd ever seen, almost to the point of being clear. Her mind told her to turn and run but she literally couldn't take her eyes off of him. He was so close now that she could feel his long, midnight black hair caressing the bare parts of her skin. The feeling was delightful. He was saying something to her but what was it? The words were inaudible. She couldn't understand anything coming out of his mouth, but the melody of it gave her comfort....removing all thoughts to flee from her mind. Even if she wanted to run, he was too close now and he was smiling at her. Look at his teeth! Are those fangs? He held out his hand to her and muttered one distinguishable word... "Come". Without even hesitating or thinking, she obeyed. The next moment she was in his grasp, those magnificent, po

Craze...err...i Mean Really Nice And Normal Lady...
·Passion s Fire has bought you new fuBling: Rosey Bear 3 mins ago ·Passion s Fire has bought you new fuBling: Rosey Bear 13 mins ago ·Passion s Fire has bought you new fuBling: Rosey Bear 42 mins ago ·Passion s Fire has bought you new fuBling: Rosey Bear 20 hrs ago

The Pasta Test
You Are Accepting Your friends would all agree that you are level headed and non-judgmental. You keep things in perspective. You are good at bringing people together, and you enjoy building a supportive community around you. You question everything, including your own decisions. You like to gather input. You would like to be more courageous. You are good at facing your fears, but you think you should do it even more. The Pasta Test Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds

Death And Responsible Behavior
Six people are dead, including a Federal Judge, a nine year old girl and a 79 year old woman. It has been reported that 19 people were shot, fourteen of them are critically wounded – including Representative Gabrielle Giffords. It happened outside a supermarket in Tucson, Arizona on a crisp, clear Saturday morning. A motive for the shooting has yet to have been determined. The shooter is said to have been a “deranged young man” who acted alone. Everyone on both sides of the aisle is, of course, decrying the senseless violence. Republicans are scrambling to distance themselves from the folks on the fringe while some Democrats are seizing the opportunity to foist them on their own petard. Yes, there is a direct link between the rhetoric of violence and acts of violence. That point is so obvious to me it boggles my mind to think that there are some – apparently a great number – who actually don’t get it. This quote from this morning’s NY Times editorial clearly summaries the pr

[grindhouse]
Hah! this has nothing to do with that piece of shit movie.Nah, I'm talking about 0081. Gundam Senki.And what I've been doing for nearly 24 hours straight.In this game you pilot mobile suits(those lil models I put together)and you blow shit up- usually based on an objectivethe most common objective in the game isblow up fucking EVERYTHING!!! GRAAAAAAAAAW!!!K?Average kill everything mission is around ... 5-10 minutes.Average reward is about $8000super hard mode13000-16000 and of course you run the risk of being fucking anihilated in one stray bullet.Also- every mission gives out a random slot run (seriously like slot machines) of 3 rewards.I've not seen any sense or coherence in my reward correlating to my mission performance.Normal difficulty gives out rewards 1 2 3Hard gives out 2 3 4and Hell difficulty gives out 3 4 5you get a reward every mission.Its either one out of three presents, 2 out of three or three out of three.And the 1's and 2's can be random, but they're the same reward a

!-2-3 Magic
Visit Dr Phelan's New Blog 1-2-3 Magic - Easy-To-Learn Parenting Solutions That Work From Dr. Thomas Phelan Welcome to 1-2-3 Magic - home of the bestselling parenting books and programs that have delivered effective parenting solutions to millions of families worldwide. This simple, yet powerful approach to disciplining kids has won rave reviews from parents, educators and professionals alike. Kids are just kids! In addition to being delightful, charming and affectionate, children can also present their adult caretakers with a steady diet of difficult behavior: whining, arguing, teasing, fighting, yelling, tantrums and pouting. For this reason, clinical psychologist, Dr. Thomas W. Phelan designed the1-2-3 Magic program to bring practical, easy-to-use discipline techniques to families and educators. Our FREE monthly Newsletter offers simple, straightforward parenting advice and helpful tips from Dr. Phelan's best-selling parenting programs. Parenting Progr

[whoa... New Blog Format... This Is About Goufs]
I spent the better part of today test fitting and drawing my Gouf which can be seen in my "Plamo" folder. Yeah... I have no idea how to post those images now but long story short, go look at. The main idea is to put jets f*ing everywhere, extend the body, and build some custom guns. I already posted the long LONG version of what I plan on doing on my mech forum. We can consider this my white unicorn of models. I dunno what comes after. I'd say I'm planning an extra ... 300 or so steps on this conversion. And I've got a couple months before ideal painting weather comes around again.

An Apology From The Heart
I sit here and wonder why I make so many mistakes and then do it again later on. I try to be happy with what I have then everything seems to go wrong, Either because a guy can promise me the world or something sounds so good, while in the long run it was all a crock of shit. The I look around after all the shit has settled and realize that I have hurt a lot of people and myself in the long run. I know I can't change the past and am supposed to learn from it but I don't think I will ever totally grasp that concept. I am very sorry for everyone I have hurt and I know I can't change what happened. I just hope one day that maybe and I don't know if I am grasping at straws or not but I hope that stuff can start to go back to the way it was. I have royally messed up this time and I regret stuff for the second time in my life. I know nobody is perfect but I know there is even limits to what happens. You can only mess up so much before people do give up on you. I know i am at my breaking poin

The Quench Of Queensland
Back on the 10th, took the scenic rural drive up to Queensland, via Ballina and Grafton, a landscape marked with small townships amidst sugar cane fields and cow pastures backdropped with eucalyptus covered mountains....when the rains started. This didnt make getting acclimated to driving left side of the road any easier, but trudged on.I did like how the rest stops had holding tanks that accumulated rain from the small shelter's gutters for use as flush water in their restrooms, dont see much of that in the states. The cicadas were like natures symphony in the treetops at my stops along the way. I recorded a bit on my phone just to remember how it sounded. Further north I got the worse the rain set in, pissing sideways in fact. I saw the tributaries were starting to flow over the banks, and had to make several detours due to impassable roads, so switched over to local news radio to get the updates of road conditions ahead. Turned out this was a good idea, as things were worse than tho

The Carol List
This list is dedicated to a close personal enemy of mine: CaRoL is a DJ in a lounge I help Manage called "Zombie Nation" and she's become a legend in her own mind for her amazing streaks of random anger and hostility towards douche bags and lounge retards. She's quicker on the trigger then the Waco Kid and drinks twice as much. She's angrier then a Gorilla when someone takes the tire swing out of the cage, and her ability to make you feel like a Rapper at a Klan cookout is the stuff of Nightmares. This is for the One, The only, Ol CaR. -CaRoL sleeps with a Pillow under her Gun -The Quickest way to a man's heart is through CaRoL's Teeth -The 3 Leading Causes of Death in the US are Heart Disease, Cancer, and pissing off CaRoL -CaRoL doesn't have a friends list, they just haven't coded a "People to Kill" list -1000 Ways to Die # 2 - Saying Good Morning/Afternoon/Night to CaRoL -CaRoL Doesn't have to jerk off, she just yells at her snatch "HURRY UP!" and it's all over -CaRoL doesn't need

10 Things You Should Know....
1. I have cramps and I feel a little stabby 2. Italians have devils eyes. 3. roK is a whore 4. Im in love with a strippppeeerrrrr (and witchie) 5. This Mocha is fucking delicious. 6. I can Rock the walk of shame. 7. My internet boyfriend can beat up yours. 8. Look! My dog is licking his balls! 9. Why am i blogging? 10. I am fully aware of how nerdy i am....

::pre-deployment Thoughts::
After not hearing from the mister for a week via the phone, I finally got to hear his voice again tonight. It's funny how in such a challenging circumstance, just hearing his voice can bring me comfort and make me smile. I hear that voice and just hearing it assures me that I'm doing the right thing and that he is worth the wait.....and if this cost me a friendship or two, then so be it. I also know it won't be easy with him being gone, so if you pass a Starbucks and happen to see a dark red-headed chick wearing a "Bauer 2012" shirt that's around 180s lbs with her head buried in a *NEW* Trenta-sized frappucino from Starbucks, just carry on! MMMMMMMM Trenta sized frappucinos....

[whole Sardines]
Are you enjoying your life right now? Yes and no. I find leisure time is much more enjoyable when its actually that, and not what you're always doing.. What would you name a baby boy or girl? I've always liked Mikhael Anton or Ivan. I was on an Eastern European kick for a while there. Girl was Sophia until I found out it was trending into one of the most overused names of a generation. No Aydens or any such variation, because no one needs to see a school room where you call for "Aiden" and half the class turns toward you... It overtook John. Srsly. Girl name... girl name. I could try to break the Judeo/christian name kick since my mother and father selected celtic barbaric names for their spawn. "Teamhair" it is. ... seriously look that shit up. Do you like anyone right now that you can't have? We'll go ahead and call that a "yes". But I had to think about it. What's the next movie you will see in theaters? True Grit if I get off my ass and see it, or The King's Speec

My Favorite Conversation
Have you ever met someone with no opinion on something? They are the worst people to ask anything. Not because they honestly have no opinion, they just lack the stones to say what's on their minds. This leads to my favorite conversation. Let me give you an example: Me: What do you want to eat? Them: Oh, I don't care, anything. Me: Ok, let's get some pizza! Them: Oh no, anything but pizza! Me: Fine, let's get a big plate of steaming horseshit. Eating seems to lead to most of these conversations, but it can really be about anything. Sometimes people will ask me for something at work, and I'll be like "No problem, I'll make it happen, what do you want it to look like or do?" To which they usually reply, "Oh, I don't care" Then I do it, and they will be like "Oh, that doesn't meet our standard!" This is where I get a little angry. If you have a standard, tell me. If it doesn't match what I have in mind, I'll tell you. Basically, I'm usually going to do whatever y

Error: You Just Made The Fucking List.
I was fucked up. My mind was experiencing the effects from drinking the sickeningly sweet contents of two bottles of cough syrup. Procured off the shelf, and carefully chosen for a single active ingredient. Disassociative - That's how dextramethorphan "hallucinations" are described by medical journalists who've poked and prodded bits of data shaped like people, into an overly simplistic assessment of its effects. They didn't… weren't able to… extrapolate. All that I'd read and studied from analogues of their data in the form of user-accounts and Erowid dossiers, clearly stated (in my opinion) there was more to it than that. I was also of the opinon recreational use was an act of desparation. My own desparate rationalization being my use was "investigative". Fool that I am. Movie of this fucked up evening - David Cronenberg's interpretation of William S. Burroughs' novel of his own fucked-up-ness, Naked Lunch. Titled by Allen Ginsburg. Or so I've read. Have I ever to

Really More Of A Wtf???
WARNING: THIS BLOG MAY CONTAIN OFFENSIVE MATERIAL, DON'T BITCH THAT YOU WEREN'T WARNED!!! Ok, let's start with the 1st thing on my mind right now. We have been told for GENERATIONS to keep our fingers out of our mouths. There IS a reason for that, the human hand is the NASTIEST part of the body, so all the pictures of the girls with the fingers in your mouth trying to be sexy, you may as well be sucking sewage through a hose. On to hello Mr. Obvious #2 LESS IS MORE... men (REAL MEN) like their ladies with some class and a bit of mystery, so cover up unless you want to be treated like a whore cuz seriously, thats all they think you are, and this anorexic cat crawl across the bed, MIGHT be sexy if it wasn't so damn obvious that you just snorted a huge line. YES we know cuz your nose is still re as hell an you could lead Santa's sleigh. And last but CERTAINLY not least, WTF is up with this duck face everyone is doing.. I mean is wasn't cute when it started and it's DAMN SURE not cut

Life And Living
There comes a time in your life, when you walk away from all the drama and the people who create it. Surround yourself with people who make you laugh, forget the bad, and focus on the good. Love the people who treat you right, and pray for the ones who don't. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Falling down is a part of LIFE, Getting back up is LIVING

Palin And Daughter Bristol Seek To Trademark Names (repost)
By MARK THIESSEN The Associated Press Published: February 5th, 2011 03:46 PMLast Modified: February 5th, 2011 03:51 PM Sarah Palin is attempting to trademark her name ahead of a possible 2012 presidential run. The former Alaska governor and 2008 Republican vice presidential candidate filed paperwork with the U.S. Patent and Trademark Office in November to register the trademark. The federal office is seeking more information and examples of usage. The office is also seeking additional details for the application submitted in September by Palin's daughter, Bristol, a contestant on ABC's "Dancing with the Stars" last year. Palin's attorney, John J. Tiemessen, said Friday that he has six months to provide the information. "We are preparing to respond to all their questions for both," he told The Associated Press by telephone from his office in Fairbanks. He said he couldn't disclose the reasons why both applied for trademarks because of attorney-client privilege. But Se

Sorry For Your Loss
I just realised what Robert some of you guys are referring to in your status, and what happened. I didn't really know Robert all that well, but what I did know of him he seemed like a cool guy. I know that some of you on my list were close to him, so I'd just like to say that I'm sorry you guys lost a friend and my thoughts are with you.

Area 51 Lounge
Ok, so I know most of you cringe when you hear the word lounge.. But im gonna give it a shot. This isnt going to be some drama lounge, with crybabies and people running to support to go get a bouncer lol the only rules I will inforce, is if someone is going to take things to a childish, name calling bs level to take it to sb.. the sb is in there..anyways.. its open, i have the music streaming and after people join, it will be member invite only.. as many of you know i mostly know you mummers, so i hope to get most of you to hang out occaisionally, cuz lets face it.. MuMMs are the suckage.. and if anyone has any ideas i will hear your idears...anyways, its open, come join friends oh, and last but not least, we will have Peacey streaming at some point.. hes signed up to do his show and if you have heard it, you know its a mix of all kinds of music

Corners Of My Mind
In my dreams we run thru the vastness of space as two wayward comets.Streaming thru endless space at speeds beyond human comprehension.Intermingling and enjoying the sights and sounds that no human can ever experience but as black holes eat planets around us and supernovas form giving life to planets billions of miles away nothing takes my breath away more than looking into your eyes.I fall into them and find myself in a place where galaxies are formed.A place where a soul loses and finds itself over and over again.A place where Alice and Dorothy would be mind fucked beyond belief. WRITTEN BY:Roy Venezia Jr

Mix Signals Drama Stress And The Whole Leading People On
it does not matter if you find someone either online or in person they can still be the same shady person i don't believe there is someone out there for everyone that's a old day cliche and it gets old hearing it when in fact there is no one for everyone some people just don't want to hear it but its the true i really hate people who are superficial materialistic stuck up and sad to say there alot of that in the world today but what i hate more is people who lead other people on they don't stop and think when they got hurt before how did it feel to them age is overrated it does not matter how old you are age from 18 and up people still feel the need to lie use and lead other people on saying iam not like most woman but how do you really know that to be true only way is by getting to know them thu in thu most of who i talked with in a week or a month i can tell if they are or not before any female reply to this blog yes iam fully aware most men are the same as will

Stolez From Ick
1. First thing you wash in the shower? Always meh hair. 2. What color is your favorite hoodie? ...I don't wear hoodies. 3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Errrr prolly not...I dunno actually. 4.Do you plan outfits? Pretty much always, unless I'm ill. 5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? Cold. :( 6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red? Chinese red envelope (has lucky money in it) 7. Do you say aim or a-i-m? What? 8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? Just now...dreamt that I had a really really cute baby and all my friends were going 'oooooh awhhhh' over her. Weirdly enough the baby looked caucasian and then someone gave me a bra and that it was my birthday. Weird. 9. Did you meet anybody new today? No 10. What are you craving right now? Steak 11. Do you floss? Sometimes, I always make my teeth bleed when I do it and I over brush as it is...can't really affford to torment my gums even more. 12. What comes to mind when I say c

Wax On, Wax Off.
Stolen from Jasmine via Ick. 1. First thing you wash in the shower?My face, if my hair doesn't need to be washed. So, usually my hair. 2. What color is your favorite hoodie?I have a gray zip-up one I wear a lot, but I wouldn't call it my favorite. I haven't felt that clothing connection in a while. 3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?No, and clearly not anyone else since it's been almost a year since I've kissed anyone. 4.Do you plan outfits?I wear scrubs for work and comfy clothes for play. They don't really take any planning. 5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?Meh. I have today off of work, so that part of life is pretty good. 6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?The ring on the drumset I have for Band Hero. Anyone want to buy a drumset for Band Hero? 7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?Aim. Amex. Acronyms and abbreviations FTW. 8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?It was weird and the details are gone, but a blast from the past crashed my subconciou

Rant On Fu Dj's
Well most of you know me as a supportative person usually when it comes to dj's mixxing and what not on fu. well i tell you now imma lil pissed. where the fuck do you come up with calling yourself a REAL dj because you own a controller. djing is more than using a mixxer and hitting the sync button. its a craft that is learned from actuslly really using your fucking ears and not your eye. learning how to incorporate 2 songs using a fuckin pitch control and not a sync button. I have been doing this since 1986 i can use records. cds. mp3's ..videos or what the fuck ever and blend em with my eyes shut. I have played clubs from 5000 people travelled and toured canada. use 4 seperate tt's or cdjs and keep a dance floor rockin. there is more to djing then just slapping 2 tracks together and sayin look i can mix....give me a fuckin break. just cus u can buy some fisher price controllers for 80 bucks and use a cracked version of vdj does not make you a dj....or using acid pro and blennding trac

And Then There Was Bloka.... Tee Hee Hee
"Oh wow I laughed so hard I had to run to the bathroom" said it a million times in a year? Yup somethin like that HA we matched in that admirin thingy Yup there is some I have come to really enjoy a crazy kinda friendship with so many flavors of crazy with the jokes free the times always end with some sort of smiling bestest drinkin buddy I never had a beer with somethin like that got one of the best recipes from didnt ask for reinforcements but got.... plenty. Thank you! accepting of the twists, adaptable to the different walks of life this is my friend Hope no one has to walk around without at least one like this one!

Lovin The Fam
Since my family is so awsum i think u guys deserve a family week from urs truley:P So heres what im doing....I will be alturizing 3-7 people from my family thru out this week starting Monday. I will try and do it on bonus days so theres an extra benefit. If I choose you and u would like sumthing run just send it on over. I will polish bomb whatever...I will also be dedicating 2 or my 3 pimpouts to my family memebers everyday this week as well. I will try and look at leveling requirements and see if sumone needs a ton of ablilty points so i can help them as well. If you are close to leveling leave a message here or my pm and i will make sure i get ya:P I HEART YOU GUYS ssssooo much u are the absolute best and are always here for me when i need u! love always ur crazy rabbit friend:P

This One's For The Point People...and Some Clarification....
I know there is alot of drama with you point people clearly by all the stuff I hear and see. So, I figured I'd just give my point of view on it & some other things... What you do with your profile is up to you. Don't let anyone try and tell you or heaven forbid "bully" you into kicking someone out of your family because they want to move up the ladder. If someone has screenshots of this, feel free to share. That type of stuff is stupid... I know there are people that make deals. For temp and perm family adds based on what really amounts to how much they can benefit or whatever. It's a complicated game no doubt. Just make sure you actually keep track of what you are doing, with proof preferably, so you can cut down on your "misunderstandings.".. If you see or know of someone making fake profiles for bling transfers please get your proof together and send it please. It's a huge issue on alot of levels apparently....those people need to be called out for the scammers they are for

Welcome Back
So I've had my shout set to friends only for awhile now and last night I thought "why not? I'll open it to everyone." Enjoy. :) matt0330: hey sexy we should hook up how about you me some whipcream and handcuffs? 5:23am Suga Lips: How about I show you my foot up your ass? 5:23am matt0330: do i get to fuck you afterwards 5:24am Suga Lips: Definitely not. 5:24am matt0330: you are missin out 5:24am Suga Lips: Oh of course I am. 5:25am matt0330: i could make you cum like you never have before 5:25am Suga Lips: LMFAO you are a funny guy. 5:25am matt0330: i speak the truth 5:26am Suga Lips: Your truth is fucked up. 5:26am matt0330: how so 5:28am Suga Lips: Well if you took time to read someone's profile, you would see that I'm married. I don't need your internet cock-I have a real one at home. 5:28am matt0330: i could be your guy on the side

A Few Things That Piss Me Off About Some Of You "greenie" Newbies.
I've decided to write a blog to easily reference and drop a link when I need to. You see....I'm actually not a cunt, and don't want to appear that way on my profile :) #1. When you horny little "dark-green" demons are picture hunting around, and rudely enter into an unsuspecting persons shoutbox with a name that implies that you are packin' a boner and are looking to use it: Stand the fuck down, you little profile rapist. I'm surprised that Fubar hasn't put up "Roofie" as a potential gift haha. I am not going to lie: When I see "Pussy hunter" or "My coc Ur mouth" as your name, I wish to do great bodily injury to you. Plus it automatically makes me think you are easy, which automatically makes me think that you have had your share (and the share of your neighborhoods) STD's. I guess you don't mind the clap as much as the rest of us huh? #2. What part of "I'm just here to get my mafia on", or "Married" do you not understand? And of course you think you are a super genius for tryi

Happy Birthday, Grandma.....
For the majority of people out there, today is simply the day before St. Patrick's Day. Everyone is excited to go out tomorrow and drink their green beers and get DUI'd all over the place :) But for me, it brings back both wonderful and extremely painful memories. Today, March 16, would be my grandmother's 79th birthday if she were still here. I grew up in South Philadelphia; which for those who have been there or have lived there, is not exactly the storybook childhood. My dad cheated on my mom when I was 2, so she sent his ass packing back to Minnesota. It was just me, my mom, my sister, and my grandma. Growing up, my grandma was always my best friend. She babysat me when I was little, and by the time I was getting a little older, I always loved spending time at her house. Even if I asked on Wednesday night "Joycie, can I come stay with you on Friday?" If she said no, I'd still go over after school Friday. She would see me, and never get mad. She would open the door, and send me do

Son Of A Razzafrazzamother Of Fuck!!!!!!
I was on call at work( for those that dont know: If my job calls and tells me not to come in, i am off for the day)..........I didnt get the call so i made my way to work.....I get in and my boss says "didnt you get my message??"...i said "what message??"...."You didnt have to come in today...." Son of a razzafrazzamotherfuck!!!!!!!!!! that is all. as you were......

One Of The Greatest Songs Ever...seriously...and It's Not Kanye...
I'm nobody will click the link and listen but what the hell... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oBjAEpwbIac lyrics: [Joe as Derrick] My names Derrick, I'm from Queens right there on Merrick Raised of honesty, loyalty, good merits Gotta lil sister and my pops just perished And I just came home so my freedom I really cherish Young when they bagged me, seven in the can is tortureAnd I just did that for manslaughter Odds was against me, murder in the second degree Made it less 'cause I gave 'em a plea That's the past, now a dude home tryna clean up his past When all niggaz kno me for is the past And my minds always thinking how to pocket some cash They know if something ever sparked it'll cock it and blast Now I'm tryna live straight and get my act together But my moms struggling, she putting scraps together Long time ago, when I wasn't home she was cleaning my room Cried when she found a gat in the dresser Said no child of hers woulda had that, never!!! But with all the dirt I was doing

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 10
Day 01 – Your favorite song (Somebody to Love - Queen)Day 02 – Your least favorite song (Lips of an Angel - Hinder)Day 03 – A song that makes you happy (Fuck You - Cee Lo Green)Day 04 – A song that makes you sad ( Behind the Wall - Tracy Chapman and Wreck of the Day - Anna Nalick)Day 05 – A song that reminds you of someone (Best I Ever Had - Drake)Day 06 – A song that reminds of you of somewhere (Antes Muerta Que Sencilla - Maria Isabel)Day 07 – A song that reminds you of a certain event (Prozak - Dexter Freebish)Day 08 – A song that you know all the words to (La Vie Boheme - RENT)Day 09 – A song that you can dance to (Feedback - Janet Jackson)Day 10 – A song that makes you fall asleep http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a3Fkuq5Lf0Q or this version http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xR0DKOGco_o Day 11 – A song from your favorite bandDay 12 – A song from a band you hateDay 13 – A song that is a guilt

"blonde Cowboy"
A Sheriff in a small town in Texas walks out in the street and sees a blonde haired cowboy coming toward him with nothing on but his cowboy hat, his gun and his boots. He arrests him for indecent exposure. As he is locking him up, he asks "Why in the world are you walking around like this?" The cowboy says, "Well it's like this Sheriff ..... I was in this bar down the road and this pretty little red head asks me to go out to her motor home with her. So I did. We go inside and she pulls off her top and asks me to pull off my shirt... So I did. Then she pulls off her skirt and asks me to pull off my pants.. So I did. Then she pulls off her panties and asks me to pull off my shorts... So I did. Then she gets on the bed and looks at me kind of sexy and says, '"Now go to town cowboy..."' And here I am." Son of a Gun. Blonde Men do exist

Shrimp & Corn Bisque (or Corn & Crab Bisque)
Shopping list: Chopped seasoning (bell pepper, onion, celery, green onion) (3 cups) Flour (need 1/2 cup) 1 Qt Half & half (I use fat free, for a thicker soup, you can use heavy whipping cream) Seafood stock (I make this myself also, you can find premade stock at most stores. You can also use a low sodium chicken or vegetable stock insead as well) Cayene pepper (1/2 Tbsp) 6 tbsp of butter Creole seasoning (if available) If not, you can use Black pepper and ground white pepper, and a little salt 3 lbs shrimp, peeled and deveined (I use 41/50 count peeled and deveined shrimp. You can use smaller if you choose or you can use crabmeat, or even crawfish tail meat) 1 can of corn (or you can use frozen corn for less sodium) 2 cans cream corn 2 Bay leaves Directions: In a large pot melt the butter over MEDIUM HEAT. Stir in half a cup of flour and the 1/2 tbsp of cayene pepper. KEEP STIRRING. This will burn and burn quickly if you do not pay attention. Once the flour looks lik

Why Having A Toddler Is Like Being At A Frat Party
Why Having a Toddler is Like Being at a Frat Party 10. There are half-full, brightly-colored plastic cups on the floor in every room. Three are in the bathtub. 9. There’s always that one girl, bawling her eyes out in a corner. 8. It’s best not to assume that the person closest to you has any control over their digestive function. 7. You sneak off to the bathroom knowing that as soon as you sit down, someone’s going to start banging on the door. 6. Probably 80% of the stains on the furniture contain DNA. 5. You’ve got someone in your face at 3 a.m. looking for a drink. 4. There’s definitely going to be a fight. 3. You’re not sure whether anything you’re doing is right, you just hope it won’t get you arrested. 2. There are crumpled-up underpants everywhere. 1. You wake up wondering exactly how and when the person in bed with you got there.

Government Calls Native American Resistance Of 1800s "much Like Modern-day Al-qaeda" (repost)
The Center for Constitutional Rights (CCR) issued a statement concerning the hearing before the United States Court of Military Commission Review in United States v. Al Bahlul, before its scheduled date of March 17, 2011. Al Bahlul is the first appeal of a Guantanamo military commission conviction to proceed before the Court of Military Commission Review. The case is notable because, in essence, it is a conviction in desperate search of supporting war crimes. But it's also notable for the ahistorical and racist rhetoric in the government briefs that suggest equivalency between Native Americans resisting US takeover of their homelands and al-Qaeda. If you were to ask the Seminoles, I suspect they would say that the greatest threat to their homeland security during the 1800s was in fact the US government. It's appalling that the Obama administration has abandoned its pledge to close Guantanamo. But it's intolerable that it would invoke and distort one of the darkest moments

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 24
Day 01 – Your favorite song (Somebody to Love - Queen)Day 02 – Your least favorite song (Lips of an Angel - Hinder)Day 03 – A song that makes you happy (Fuck You - Cee Lo Green)Day 04 – A song that makes you sad ( Behind the Wall - Tracy Chapman and Wreck of the Day - Anna Nalick)Day 05 – A song that reminds you of someone (Best I Ever Had - Drake)Day 06 – A song that reminds of you of somewhere (Antes Muerta Que Sencilla - Maria Isabel)Day 07 – A song that reminds you of a certain event (Prozak - Dexter Freebish)Day 08 – A song that you know all the words to (La Vie Boheme - RENT)Day 09 – A song that you can dance to (Feedback - Janet Jackson)Day 10 – A song that makes you fall asleep (Hallelujah - Leonard Cohen or Rufus Wainwright)Day 11 – A song from your favorite band (Norwegian Wood (This Bird Has Flown) - The Beatles)Day 12 – A song from a band you hate (Just Dance - Lady Gaga)Day 13 – A song that is a

Mommas Got It Going Onnnnn
It is official.......got the position at Highmark Medicare........appeals rep. guess all the worries are over................smooooth sailing from here on out. Now time to work on the lil sumpin sumpin on the side if ya know what I mean........*evil grin* dunno why I am writing this.........you really dont give a flying fuck anyhow.................deal with it.....you just wasted two minutes of you life on me. How do ya feel now??? dig it

Life Has Never Promised
Life has never promised you anything..Nor has God..But people did ..Sum said they will never leave you..LIE Sum said they will love you till death..Lie Sum said you are the most precious one ..Lie Life is made of such sweet Lies...All thats matter is, how you faced the times you finally realizex tose were just lies..WE may ask"Woundn`t life be much better without these lies? But in truth,The times you lived on those big lies were the only times you lived...

Things "whores" Say In Their Statuses
This should be interesting...I am just going to post chicks status updates... - Status: UGH!! The Vagina is getting tired; I need some help in keeping it awake - Status: OMG NEW PICS!!WANT NAUGHTY FAM ACCESS? SEND ME 25 CREDITS HE HE..CAN I PLZZ BE UR CRUSH HE HE - Status: My friend seriously needs to get laid. Any locals willing to help out? - Status: So, who's with me on this? Is anyone else tired of all this "LIKE CRAP? Seriously, can we please get a "Spank Me Daddy" button? ;) - Status: Rape my page, Do me HARD & Lick my LIKE!!! Xo - Status: OMG NEW PICS!!WANT NAUGHTY FAM ACCESS? SEND ME 25 CREDITS HE HE..CAN I PLZZ BE UR CRUSH HE HE - Status: I need to get away theres a tornado been spotted 16 miles away 65 miles per hour show me love im NOT logging off bbs love u guys xxxx - Status: WooT! My button LOVES being LicKed :)

Making Lemonade
Well my sweet 16 year old daughter decided that the 3 mile drive that I had agreed she could make to her boyfriend's house wasn't enough. They instead went to a town 25 miles away, without calling me, to eat. On the way home my car, that she was driving, was struck by some guy who A) had a suspended license and B) after picking up the police report, and attempting to file a claim on the insurance they supplied to the officers at the scene, found out, due to nonpayment, that their insurance lapsed april 11th (11 days before the accident). To add insult to injury, which thankfully my daughter was completely ok, he supplied a phone number that is no longer in service, AND his girlfriend (who owned the truck and the lapsed insurance policy) was a police officer who was just fired. This shit heada even went to the emergency room in the hopes that he could get money out of MY insurance.......gah! Soooooooooo now I have to suck it up, shell out 1000 dollars of my own (my deductible) and f

Change.
In retrospect, I've seen a lot of them in the last five years of my life. The past is the past. There is no regret. There were no bad decisions. Mistakes have been born into lessons learned, and I'm a better person because of the battles I've encountered. I've got some adjustments I want to make on an emotional and physical scale but, as a whole, I'm pretty content. I know too many people who can't say that these days, and that's a very sad way to live. I ought to know. It's weird to look back on who I was a twentieth of a century ago, then glance in the mirror and practically see a stranger. So much has happened, yet I still feel like my mind was standing still for far too long. I've been feeling a breeze lately.. like there's wind in my sails. I have no idea where I'm going, but I'm ready for the journey. A little change in my pocket. A little change on my mind. Life is all right.

Dude Looks Like A Lady
Ninja,ima stright dude. Tottally stright like in the army and ihas always collectedguns and hunter and played sports n stuff. I have a hot girlfriend who is justdone with school. i means 18 not jailbate. I meet at lot of girls where my place is and i dont tell them no either. i swear i am stright, not into dudes at all. but there is this one dude whois really fem who livves in the trailer in the next row. he wears this silk robes n i swear lipstick. he comes by after i come home fromt he bar and gives me blowjobs but it's like a girl cuz his face is smooth and he wears that lipstick. I dont think it's gay cuz i just dont even look while he is doing it. its more like just like i need to empty my sac not like sex. dont u agree?-mark Mark, You should probably stop lying to yourself. If you let another man chow down on your baby batter, you're not straight. Bi maybe, but straight, definitely not. You might just want to take a look in the mirror and really decide w

Happy Mothers Day
A baby asked God, "They tell me You are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?" God said, "Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you." The baby asked, "Who will protect me?" God said, "Your angel will defend you even if it means risking her life." The baby said, "God, please tell me my angel's name!" God said, "You will simply call her MOM. ♥ Just a shout out to say HEY MOM's ROCK & all that! Happy Mothers Day! xoxoxox peace baby

Music Monday
Posted this in the wrong blog last week Song of the Day I'm not on here all day a lot. I might just do an occasional song of the day...or I might pick up with the Music Mondays again. I took a short break after the song challenge. Anyhow. I love this song...and Joss Stone.

Doj Letter: 'tsa Would Likely Be Required To Cancel Any Flight ...' (repost)
The U.S. Department of Justice sent a letter to House and Texas Senate leaders Tuesday -- reportedly in person -- threatening a shut-down of airports if HB 1937 is passed. The letter claims Rep. David Simpson's (R-Longview) anti-TSA-groping bill is against federal law and the Supremacy Clause of the U.S. Constitution. We include the text of the DOJ's letter, as well as a portion of Simpson's reply, below. May 24, 2011 [On U.S. Department of Justice, Western District of Texas, stationery. Addressed to Speaker Joe Straus, Dewhurst, the House Clerk and the Senate Secretary] Dear Leaders, I write with regard to HB 1937, which I understand will imminently be presented to the Texas Senate for a vote. This office, as well as the Southern, Northern, and Eastern District of Texas United States Attorneys, would like to advise you of the significant legal and practical problems that will be created if the bill becomes law. As you are no doubt aware, the bill makes it a crime for

Top 20 Countdowns.... Vote Here! Genre- Rock
Pick your favorite song then i will count the vote and they will be played Friday nights! One genre a Friday! :D Korn-"Get up"(ft Skrillex) Buckcherry-"Crazy Bitch" Queen-"Bohemian Rhapsody" Nickleback-"If Today Was Your Last Day Nickleback-"Rockstar" Lynyrd Skynyrd-"Sweet Home Alabama" Led Zeppelin-Stairway To Heaven Metallica-"Enter Sandman" GooGoo Dolls-"Iris Linkin Park-"Numb" Volbeat-"Fallen" Europe-"The Final Countdown" Lynyrd Skynyrd-"Free Bird" Black Sabbath-"War Pigs" Nickleback-"Burn it to the Ground" Nickleback-"Photograph" Saving Abel-"Addicted" Ozzy-"Crazy Train" Nickleback-"Far Away" Linkin Park-"In the End"

Top 20 Countdowns.... Vote Here! Genre- Pop
Pick your favorite song then i will count the vote and they will be played Friday nights! One genre a Friday! Adele-"Rolling In the Deep" Jennifer Lopez-"On the Floor" Katy Perry-"E.T."(Ft. Kanye West) Afrojack & Nayer,Pitbull-"Give me Everything"(ft Neyo) Bruno Mars-"The Lazy Song" The Black Eyed Peas-"Just Can't Gte Enough" Lmfao-"Party Rock Anthem" Rhianna-"S&M" Selena Gomez & the Scene-"Who Says" Taio Cruz-"Dynamite" Christina Perri-"Jar of Hearts" Ke$ha-"Blow" Lady Gaga-"Born This Way" Jesse J-"Price Tag" Brinteney Spears-"Till the World Ends" Lady Gaga-"Edge of Glory" Beyonce-"Run the world"(girls) Adele-"Rolling in the Deep" The Black Eyed Peas-"I gotta Feeling" Bruno Mars-"Grenade"

Life...
First off id like to say hi to many fu-friends who care about me(the real me) and who have shown me loves while ive been gone. Im sorry ive been gone for so long. *hugs to ya'll*. Well as im sure you are all mostly aware, im a work-a-holic. Ive been working basically seven days aweek,12 hour shifts for months now. Thus my lack of free time to do anything except think. Im really in a love/hate time of mylife right now, thats been causing me some sadness. I feel blessed to be working like i do, so i can accomplish goals that ive set for myself, and so i can have a lil piece of mind knowing im a lil secure. But i hate the rest of my life...The lonliness is unbareable at times. (And before i go any further...these are my personal thoughts and feelings, me thinking outloud. Im not looking for sympathy or anything. Infact i would prefer not to recieve sympathetic types of comments.) I have been attempting to put myself out there and get out and try and meet new people, in hopes that i will

Erm...
howdy fuckers...updates and bullshit....Jarod is home on midtour...I pick him up soon...with the impending finalization in Oct...I am pretty nervous to see and spend 2 week withhim....awkward lol Dad is GOOD he made it thru all and is bac to bein a cantankerous old fuker lol life as usual I guess...Had been so long since ihad seen him...that now I miss him much more. Hayley isnt responding to thebetaferon..havin issues with "ms Hugs" as well but is about to go to an MS camp in Cali..she is bitchin about it but I think it will be really good for her to meet other kids with it..and learn new ways to cope...make friends who can relate...but yeah convince a 13 year old female of something...... Lil mans Bday is the 8th...the following weeked we are doin the ren fair for it...we all always have so much fun there so I am looking forward to it. Guess that about sums it up....I hope I can continue to be the trouble maker I am while I am barely on for the next 2 weeks...hell kn

I Got A Booboo
I went fishing today with my family...I caught A LOT of fish :D I fell on the way back up the hill and scratched my tattoo...it's a pretty big scratch...so cross your fingers that it doesn't scar. I gotta say, this has been a great weekend, and I feel really awesome (very very sore, but awesome)

Shorty
My thighs quivered and pulsated as he gently dragged his fingertips across my soft and milky white inner thigh area. I could feel the light buzz fog my mind from the glass of wine I just drank and it was taking down all my inhibitions. The room was darkened just enough that I could see I was being touched by the fingertips of my shadowy pursuer. I felt his long hair as I wrapped both hands around his head as he licked the softness of my tummy. He slowly worked his way down to the apex of my legs and found the pleasure spot and began to rub so gently with perfect lightness and firmness alternating in his touch. The change of his pace and the amount of pressure he gave to my very erogenous area of blissfulness was building the tremendous orgasm that lay hidden deep within. Then I felt something warm and moist lay across my little button and its softness and then firmness was taking me to new and unparalleled heights as I felt it build so deep inside of me and felt it wa

Putting Things Out To The Universe
On my way to work today, I remembered how important it is to "put it out there" and make it happen.... So, here it goes I would like to be the manager of the greenhouse at my work and make at least as much as I was making at the job I was laid off from which is only a buck twenty five difference. I'm currently the greenhouse supervisor, basically it would just be the title and I would be in charge of all the ordering. I already manage most of the other tasks. So yup, I guess we'll see...yes? What would you like to "put out there"? ♥ PoSTaL

The Times We're Living In ... They Haven't Changed
Blessings of the ABBA ADONIA ELOHIM in the precious name of MESSIAH YESHUA/JESUS CHRIST through HIS HOLY SPIRIT. Amen. Greetings to Everyone! I hope this finds you blessed, healthy, and striving to follow our SAVIOR and MESSIAH along HIS narrowing path. The times we're now facing are very difficult indeed as we also begin to experience birth pains. JESUS taught us these days would not be easy ones to live through. In Matthew 11:16-24 we read, "But whereunto shall I liken this generation? It is like unto children sitting in the markets, and calling unto their fellows, And saying, We have piped unto you, and ye have not danced; we have mourned unto you, and ye have not lamented. For John came neither eating nor drinking, and they say, He hath a devil. The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children. Then began he to upbraid the cities wherein most of his mi

Another Lonely Night.
Another lonely night Another lonely night is what I will facemy heart long gone, my feelings seem lost...without a traceI fall asleep alone in the darkness...as a tear drips from my eyethe faith is out of my reach...but to reach I must trythe void inside grows with each passing dayI stumble through life hoping to find my wayI search for the one who will bring back what I have lostto find that special someone I will endure all, no matter the cost.for now though I will reach out for one who is not yet thereand hope before my time is up, I find the one who truely does carethe pain grows with each passing daythe Lord has the choice....allow me love...or just take me away.don't let me wander alone through this world so cruel and coldgive me someone to love, to have and to hold.

Day 1
Day 1. Your favourite song. Well, there is the first and biggest issue right away. I genuinely don't have 1 favourite song - like many folk it would depend on the mood of the day/moment. So, the question is how the hell do I answer this one and what on earth do I choose? I have thought about going for the obvious (a jovi choice) going for the random (something from Chess) going for the critically acclaimed however I've decided that I'm going to go for something that i return to time and time again year in year out. I've lots of songs that I do that with, a simply look at my itunes says "59 plays" of x track in the past few weeks. I love this particular version of this song; the mixture of the orchestral element with the heavy rock side - sort of "fusion" music. So, i suppose I've failed already with this challenge - I can't say that it is THE no 1 favourite song of mine...but it's certainly in the top 10. Enjoy and listen all the way through :) http://www.youtube.c

Day 6.
Day 6. A song that reminds you of somewhere. So, you will, by now, have seen that some of my posts have a bit of info in them. This is one with no background info or “personal” element to it. I don’t mind posting information about my distant past – lets face it, my “youth years” are far behind me. The more recent stuff however I won’t always post reasons why or info about. So, with that in mind; Late September 2008. New Hampshire. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uwIGZLjugKA Enjoy, Stella x

Pedro's Peeved...
One of my Pete Peeves; Splitting the Check. Sure, we all go to lunch, and I get my half order because I really don't want the extra calories, and other people get a full order, oh and let me just add a side. Of course we need to cover for this guy because he's celebrating an event. Never mind the fact that I chipped in $25 for the gift for said event. So yeah, a $10 lunch cost me $25.

I Do? What If I Don't?
Dear Ninja, Is being fumarried to some one the same as having a physical realtions with someone. just asking because i had a woman say that all because i fumarried someone she went and had a physical relations with someone. she did it to get back at me for fumarring someone else. she calls it the same. i dont. just wondering what you think. Fumarrying Friend Dear fumarrying friend, Some of us know that people can be fumarried to someone they are not in a relationship with. The rest of the people are idiots. To assume that someone is involved with their fuspouse as more than a friend is just plain stupid. There is a large segment of the fu-population that sticks to only being fu-linked to someone they don't want to stab once a week. That way, there's not "OH MY GOD YOU BLINGED THAT WHORE?" shoutbox messages from a psycho girl. Nor is there they crazy stalkers all up in your kool-aid. From experience, fumarrying friends = low to no drama from your spouse. T

Fubar Baddest Dudes Coc (please Read)
1. Be respectful to all Fubar Baddest Chicks and Fubar Baddest Dudes 2. All Fubar Baddest Dudes must have a verified salute and a minimum of 10 new pictures including one full body picture. 3. All Fubar Baddest Dudes Must be male. 4. All must sign the COC in a comment below saying "I agree" and then will be put through an interview process with Mr.Thunder. http://fubar.com/mfknmrdjthunder 5. Shoutbox and fumail must be kept open to all officers for communications (Profile can't be set to friends only unless all officers are added). 6. All must add the Fubar Baddest Chicks Homepage & all officers must be added to friends list. 7. After passing interview process you are then a verified Fubar Baddest Dudes and must add it or (FBD) to screen name. **If you are in need of any help or clarification of any of these rules don't hesitate to ask Mr.Thunder or notify any of the top 3 fam members or the Fubar Baddest Chicks for calrification. We will work with you to make sure any answers

I Get 'roid Rage From Daily Multi-vitamins.
Yes, you read the title. Or if not, go back and do so lazy ass. For some reason lately when I take these I am quick to anger. And I mean glad to fight anger. Sometimes justified, sometimes not so much. But they have reduced my back pain late in the day interestingly. So right now I got frustrated by a fairly normal thing I experience which I won't bother going into........since.......well.......I'm the only one who gives a shit. Normally I can just ignore it. Right now, I want to tell several people where to stick a cactus while watching Oprah in the center of an occupied lion cage. Ladies, is this what PMS is like? That is all.

Fufake-a-dex 2010-2011...
Sometimes I get alot of requests about fakes and stuff that I've already blogged about - so with that in mind here's a fake-a-dex from the past calendar year: The Original Bad Girl: http://fubar.com/this-fake-is-un-originally-bad-and-busted/b56627-1154095 Vanessa69: http://fubar.com/fake-of-the-day/b56627-1151288 Blonde Baby Girl: http://fubar.com/this-weekend-s-featured-fake/b56627-1150667 AJ the Fu Chamelon & Cuteguy34: http://fubar.com/mother-s-day-fake-parade/b56627-1150213 Beautiful Nightmare: http://fubar.com/most-fake-liked-chick-of-the-day/b56627-1148352 Facedownbootyup: http://fubar.com/nothing-like-a-fake-most-facebook-liked-huh/b56627-1143634 Big List of Fakes in here 12/10: http://fubar.com/huge-december-fake-update/b56627-1137898 The Lovie Saga & a bad one: http://fubar.com/fu-turkeys/b56627-1137064 Another Huge list from 10/10: http://fubar.com/faker-update-10-26-2010/b56627-1134617 Kelly Dreamer: http://fubar.co

Phat Or Fat?
Me and some of my friends can be described as thick, CHUNKY, chubby, BIG-BONED, fat, Healthy and the smallers ones would be considered curvy. I've NEVER been skinny, even when I was smaller I was still categorized as being a "THICK" chick...On many of the social networking sites I would browse profiles and see women that I would consider small or thin referring to themselves as thick or curvy. They ranged from sizes 6-10 with a little booty and boobage but they called themselves thick.Some would see me out and about and consider me morbidly obese because they would never want to be my size in a million years. I can imagine some women would rather drink clorox on ice than to be as big as me.So the debate is; Should plus size women refer to themselves as curvy when society sees us as FAT??? Hmmm?? Both sides of the spectrum could argue this topic back and forth all day, whether or not these little video chicks with boobs and a pinch of badonk are curvy... and/or.. Are my fellow plus size

Why America Landed On The Moon
BECAUSE RUSSIA DID NOT SAY WE DIDN'T Don't you think a bunch of communists watching us would have been the frist ones to call us out? the russians would have been like "na aaaaaaaa" so you see people there you have it ,forgetting about all with scientific proof that nasa did infact land on the moon? come its not rocket science? lol we have spent the last 30 years arguing about the moon landing when we could have been to mars by now... thanks Americans you see its not other countries that deny it its our own people, sheesh go move to russia!! I wanna see hot alien chicks already..

What Happened Those Days
I disappeared about 2 weeks. Lots of things happend. Now I am gonna tell you what they are. I moved to another city to work. In fact, i am not in a city, i am in the middle of nowhere! When the first day i went off from the bus, i saw a large paddy field. No cars, no people, no nothing! When i pulled my suitcase to find my work place, four guys rode motorcycles passed by and whistled to me! I felt i had left the civilized world. Thank God, finally i found the right place. But then i was f**ked up by the work. I began to sheet bed, take out the trash, serve as a hotel attendant! My master degree is a piece of sh*t! All i know is that there is no student 4 me to teach. Instead, I have to handle tons of trivial stuff. And now i am in the office of this secondary technical school wasting my time on chatting and killing my hopes! F U C K!

Sick Of Fubar's Favoritism
IS IT JUST ME OR DO YOU SEE THE SAME PEOPLE DAY AFTER DAY AFTER DAY GET GOD MODES OR AUTO 11'S? HAVE THE QUALIFICATIONS OF LEVELING GOTTEN RIDICULOUS?YOU'RE DAMN RIGHT IT HGAS!!! I MEAN DID BABY JESUS EVER CONSIDER THE FACT THAT NOT ALL OF US HAVE THE MONEY TO SPEND ON THIS SITE I MEAN SURE I PAY FOR MY VIP BUT I MEAN ALL OF THESE RIDICULOUS QUALIFICATIONS YOU HAVE TO MEET,MAKE A GLOBAL MUMM AND GET THIS AMOUNT OF VOTES OR SPEND 3 DAYS IN A ROW ON HERE RATING PIX OR PROFILES? SERIOUSLY THIS IS BEYOND STUPIDITY!!! I MEAN MAKE IT SO US WHO HAVE NO TO LITTLE MONEY TO SPEND ON HERE CAN HAVE A FAIR CHANCE OR DID BABY JESUS NOT CONSIDER THAT TINY LITTLE FACT? IM SICK OF IT, IM SICK OF BEING ONE OF THE MANY JUST BEING TOLD THAT I HAVE TO SPEND A SHIT TON OF MONEY JUST TO GET AHEAD ON THIS SITE!!! SO I WANNA BE THE VOICE THAT SAYS ENOUGH!!!! IF YOU AGREE OR HAVE ANY COMMENTS PLZ FEEL FREE TO DO SO. KING NOTHING

Weird
Well I got a lot done today. I am not sure if I had mentioned it or not but I am working on making a lot more space in here. First off I removed that horrible bed and now have a couch in here. I prefer a couch though. I am now working on cleaning out the closet and putting stuff into cargo totes and what not.Also I have been working on fixing my spiritually again. I have been doing space cleansings and tonight is the second night I have made myself do my meditations again. These are actually easier than I remember them being back before so either I am getting better at them or I am just crazier than usual.I also know I have been really distant from a lot of you recently and I am just still in an odd spot right now. I start to text some people and then just hit cancel. It is weird I know but when am I not weird? I will start coming back around and about more soon though. I may even text people again someday. Anyways. Not like anyone reads this stuff.

Naked Video
Ok so now that I got your perv attention! lmao pls I never ask for shit, would you go to battle of the bands and vote for Icelus, not cause I am asking but because they really are good. Because I give you all enough peachures to look anyways and I am always sweet to all of you :) well most the time I am hush, lmao...So please please do me this one favor takes but a sec ........... I love yo faces I really do Angel

The Advantage Women Have Over Men On This Site
You know I have been on this site for a while and have seen and noticed a great many things. There is one thing that I have realized though that sticks out the most. I have realized that in my time here, I am only going to level so far. I will reach a point at which I will no longer be able to level because I am not willing to pay actual money on this site. Now to get to the title of this blog...........OK before that, I am sorry if this offends, upsets, pisses off, or angers anybody that reads this, if it does, that means its probably true about you :). Anyway, the advantage women have on this site over men is that most women don't have to spend money on this site. I see every day all over this site status messages that say family access for a 12 credit bling pack, or something similiar. Now we are all intelligent individuals here, and lets see, well we all know whats in family albums (nudity), and we all know that credits have to be bought with real money. Now lets put these

[rage]
Alright so that night I didn't want to talk about? The power went out. It was 100 degrees in this house. The folks (after a couple hours) insisted on getting a hotel room, we had to find one that would take dogs there was A ONE SINGLE hotel room available in town, so I had to sleep on the floor. Fahkin hurray. I guess I could've gone into greater detail about that while I was still pissed, but ... meh. Short version is, sleeping on the floor blows my parents snore and are old my dog is exciteable and barked at people in the parking lot while I was trying to sleep and... I dunno that's about it so... melting in my house led to not sleeping, laying on the floor in a cool hotel room. I didn't get any real sleep until last night. Meanwhile... I'm less than enthused about the "evaluation" tomorrow. What do I tell him? "I thought 26 would be better. Its not, I don't see it getting any better, I'd like to quit now." Meanwhile I continue to anihilate Front M

[i Feel So Oogey]
I ... *twitch* I... Man that was... yeah, I think I might throw up. Alright, some of you have known me to admit to having a mancrush on certain gentlemen. But I've sworn up and down that it'd be purely tea and cuddling by the fire. ... my captain. But... wow having seen a porno with Bailey Jay in it (AKA Line trap) I am... really confused right now. Not like... "oh gee golley willickers does this make me gay" confused. But... holy fuck I am confused right now. Line trap is probably the best looking man human being? girl man? man girl? person. Line trap is one of the prettiest persons. Ever. And out of morbid curiosity, I watched this person have sex (with a man). *exhales* I mean, if you're into having anal sex with women... what IS the difference? If a woman has fake boobs how much difference is there for a man to have them? Would I date a man? ... would I date a transgender person, preop post op... hormone treatments

Sept. 11 , 2001
Sept.11, 2001 On a cool September morning, terror filled the air , as the act of cowards did something others would not dare. United we come when America calls we become a ray of light when the evil of darkness falls. We pray for their families, We pray for their friends, We pray for the victims Who's memory will never end. Our resolve will strengthen our hearts will unite, we will come together this wrong we will right. We will become stronger with each tragedy that we meet, they may have brought a city to it's knees but they brought America to it's feet.

Hcg Diet (15-20lbs In 3 Weeks)
I did this diet. I have done other diets such as Weight Watchers. I starved myself on Weight Watchers just to lose 10lbs in 6 months. This diet truly works. You will lose 1-2lbs a day. I lost 21lbs in 3 weeks and have kept the weight off. If you are over weight or have those stubborn 10lbs that you just cannot lose...you owe it to yourself to look into this diet. Copy & paste this url into your browser: http://www.hcg1234.com/204.html or just click on the picture below... If you want a beach body like this...it truly can be yours. hCG 1234>

Love
Our highest power is love, and it is one thing each of us has an UNLIMITED amount of. How much love do you give to others in one day??? Each day we have the opportunity to set out with this great, unlimited power in our possesion, and pour it over every person and circumstance. Love is appreciating, complimenting, feeling gratitude, and speaking good words to others. We have so much love to give, and the more that we give, the MORE we Receive. (Do you understand this people?) Sometimes we give so much love to someone else only to have them rip your heart out and stomp all over it. It is a shame that those kind of people exist in the world. When we are treated like this we search for comfort and a way to heal, only to feel more lost and in pain when we can not find it. The only answer I can give you right now is what was written up above. If you give Love you will receive it. It may not come from the one you want it to come from, but you will feel love if you truly give it. Th

Doing Some Research Of My Own Regarding Fudicks
And it appears social networking sites like MySpace and Facebooks are compelled by state Attorneys General to identify and remove registered sex offenders... http://techcrunch.com/2009/02/03/thousands-of-myspace-sex-offender-refugees-found-on-facebook/ Now, this isn't exactly a site where children are, so I don't see any motivation for Social Concepts to care one way or another. This being said, I really think people need to be proactive and keep any photos of their own children which they post on here set to Family or Friends-Only restrictions.

I Want To Know...
Now I know that I've been removed from people's friends list. No biggie. What I don't get is, why was I removed from Misterfeet's? I thought we were friends. It's been well over 2 years now, and I've sent him requests again, asking...and I don't get accepted. I don't even get a response as to why I was removed and won't get re-added. Ugh...oh well. I will not follow my friends to blasts anymore, lol.

Was It Wrong Of Me?
So Friday after picking up my daughters from daycare, Mia, my eldest daughter, gets outta my truck and heads into the house as i get the baby out. I walk into the foyer only to be hit in the face with a smell i can only describe as FU hoars snatches. A fishy fragerance with a touch of spoiled dog shit. Well my tree hugging neighbors dog once again shit all over my front yard. Now this dog is 15yrs old, a large black lab on her death bed. Its not the dogs fault she can no longer control her ass muscles and sprays a liquid shit while walking. Anyways, i lose my mind as Mia tracked that funk into my house. Luckily, i laid italian cermic in the foyer so clean up was not too bad. As, i am cleaning up the floors, the baby is at the door sayin "Dog dog dog", i look out to find that fucker looking in my front door and shitting on my trex porch..well thats it...i proceed to go out grab the dog, walk across my yard to the neighbors, open up their front door and put the dog inside(yep i k

Having Surgery
As of Monday the 10th I will be going in for surgery to have a tumor removed. I want to let all my friends and family here on fubar to know that I appreciate all the love and support they have shown. I will most likely not be able to be online for at least a week during my recovery. It is outpatient surgery but may be pretty extensive. I am not looking for pity that is just not my style. This is just to keep all my close friends updated on whats going on with my health. One thing I do ask is that you pray for that it is not cancerous. Other than that I want to send my love to all. As for now I will not be on much because I am to get rest and not sit in an upright position for long periods of time. I will check in from time to time up until Monday to show as much love back as I possible can. Thanks again for all the love and support. :)

Help?
I really hate asking, but right now I'm too broke to get it myself. Ugh. I hate the fact that I just admitted that, lol. Anyway, who would be willing to give me 1 bling credit? I'm really wanting a God Mode so I can level. The way I look at it, 1 credit isn't really that much to give, lol. At least I'm not asking for ONE person to get it for me. Thanks for reading this though!!

:/
I hate this. I hate knowing the officer and the one who killed him. I feel so bad for everyone affected. I dislike being so close to so many cops...I am terrified for them. If something like this can happen in my sleepy little town...what's next? Two guys I went to high school with gone, one took his life and the life of a fine police officer. It is sad what drugs do to people. I remember him prior to the heroine...he was such a nice guy. Rest in peace Derek and Charlie... may God forgive you for what you did.

Would You Like Fries With That?
So... McDonald's offered me a job....certainly not my dream job...and certainly one I'm WAY overqualified for...but it's money... Meanwhile, I have another job interview on Monday at a bank....hopefully that one pans out and I can tell McDonald's to shove the job in theri mcdouble.... So fingers crossed for the bank! I don't want to have to ask people to super size anything...

Family Sucks Buffalo Balls - Seriously
Yesterday I received an email from my sister in NC to call her, it was an emergency. Needless to say I had all kinds of horrible disasterous visions pass in my mind, her and I are very close. We were always the outcasts of the family so we watched out for each other. Even though were 900 miles apart now, we're still very close and she has begged me many times to move near her. Well I opened the email and what I read was beyond shocking. A close 1st cousin of ours died last week of a heart attack, she was only 47. But what really angered me beyond any words was that no one thought of telling my sister and me, her father and all siblings refused to have anything to do with her, so she died alone, in her apartment. Right now I'm beyond angry, and am literally ready to put on my camp's, dig out the 30.06 and go plug a few assholes right between the eyes. What kind of father let's his daughter die alone? Why didn't he at least have the courtesy to contact me knowing how close we were?

Obama Announces That The Troops In Iraq Will Come Home By The End Of 2011
http://youtu.be/pl6V5KZn8CA U.S. President Barack Obama, announcing Friday that "the rest of our troops will come home by the end of the year," said: "After nearly nine years, America's war in Iraq will be over." The new partnership with Iraq will be "strong and enduring" after U.S. troops leave the country, Obama said in the White House briefing room. The United States will continue its interest in a strong, stable Iraq after U.S. troops leave, the president said. "Today I can say that our troops in Iraq will definitely be home for the holidays," Obama said. About 39,000 U.S. troops are in Iraq, and the U.S. had wanted to keep from 3,000 to 5,000 troops in Iraq past 2011 to aid in training and security. But the current Status of Forces Agreement with Iraq dictates the U.S. troops leave by year's end, and the United States and Iraq had been unable to come to an agreement on key issues regarding legal immunity for U.S. troops who would remain in Iraq, effectively ending discussi

To My Dearest Friends
I'm not going to write a poem this time..I am just going to speak from the heart...to all of my friends...the ones that I believe really truly care...just for the simple sake of caring..this is to all of you guys...thereare alot of things about me you may not know...but you don't necessarily have to know..to know that I am thankful...there are millions of men and women that are just alike...users...posers..and just plain freaking cruel...but you guys..the ones I talk to on a regular basis...people like you are few are far between....rare..practically extinct...and regardless if this is all our friendship will ever be..it means a lot...and I am truly grateful for all of you...I am an emotional basket case right now...but I have walked alone long enough..and to know that I have others willing to walk beside me is truly a gift...I don't turn this computer off and stop being thankful...it is with me regardless if this thing is on or not..and I just wanted to let all of you know..that you g

A Lot Goin On..
I am really feeling MUCH better My car needs brakes and shit for inspection...*sigh* what am i? made of money? grr I have a pretty big decision to make, and though I love you all it is one I have to make for myself...though I have talked to a few of you privately. I am feeling pretty positive, and hope it stays that way :) I just wanna say that I love you guys, and you really do make dark days much brighter

Help My Boss!!!! Please
My boss is in a competition. If he gets the most votes in his region he will win an Ipad2 and the school he is sponsoring will get $1000. All you have to do is search for "Winfield Middle School" and click go. Only one picture will show up, that's the picture you need to vote for. Each person can vote 10 times a day, and I'm at my limit. You will have to enter in your name, email, and zip code....but you don't get any junk mail. Please help???? http://redribbon.org/vote/

Slow It Down & Look Around
My ex husbands family (and well mine also since ive been in it for so long) have been given a very hard blow recent. His mother is fighting cancer right now and its looking like she might loose the fight. Shes being given the highest dozes of chemotherapy one can get and its taking a toll on her. As well as everyone around her. Yes I did divorce her son but I didnt divorce the family for this woman has been like a mother to me when mine well dont care to be much of one. I have known her since i was 17 and shes always been so strong. But as of recent she has lost all her strength. Shes trying to fight this but its looking like its going to win. At 32 years old I have never lost anyone close to me and this is hitting me very hard. I am worried for her, her husband, her kids as well as my two daughters. She has always had a stong relationship with my kids and im very worried for what will happen if she dont make it. I am holding on to my composure as much as I can, for my kids sake. But

Soldiers Beating A Sheep With A Baseball Bat?
I know around here we all are for the most part very pro-military and all that, but check this out...can this whole situation be condoned by anyone?.. http://www.thepetitionsite.com/fb/1/demand-investigation-against-us-soldiers-killing-sheep-with-a-baseball-bat/ In that article you will find links to the actual video of a sheep being beat with a baseball bat and petitions and what not. Sure don't need another Abu Ghraib on our hands as we exit Iraq and leave it to the Iraqis (shudders) and are still in Afghanistan. It's just time for all of the soldiers to come home so we can focus on rebuilding America. Because after four years of Obama, we are sure going to need it. Just a thought. Bought to my attention by Whytrabbit.. Post your comments. Peace.

Another Admirer
forward back to folder move to Saved delete from: Balls Malone Candler, NC subject: Balls Malone just killed your buzz! received: 11/12/2011 04:24 pm replied: no block this member Balls Malone has buzzkilled you and you've lost your buzz! Drinks raise your buzz meter and help you earn bonus points for everything you do on fubar! For example, if your buzz meter is at 100%, you get a 10% point bonus for everything you do on fubar!!! (click here for more info)Balls Malone also sent you this message: "Bumming is candy ass and transgender is cheating. at least i was trying to earn credits insted of begging"

Ohio!!!
Ohio mother charged with raping infant son COLUMBUS, Ohio (AP) — An Ohio woman is accused of raping her 10-month-old son, videotaping it and sending it to her Michigan boyfriend. Ashley N. Jessup, 24, was indicted in Columbus on Thursday on two counts of rape, one count of child endangerment and one count of pandering sexually-oriented material involving a minor. Franklin County Prosecutor Ron O'Brien says the rape charge could land her life in prison. O'Brien tells The Columbus Dispatch that Jessup emailed the videos to her boyfriend in Battle Creek, Mich., where his ex-girlfriend discovered them and contacted police. Jessup is being held in the Franklin County Correctional Center in lieu of $1 million bond. Court documents do not list an attorney for Jessup. The newspaper reported that it wasn't immediately clear who has custody of the child.

Torn In Two (poem Written By Me)
I felt like my soul was being torn in two Into one that loved myself and one that loved you It's awful to admit but it's true I've been fighting for too long That saving myself or saving you would be wrong Both sides are too far gone For the selfishness inside has grown beyond repair And it consumed the love that was once there I only wish what happened between us hadn't gotten so bad That this wasn't all that shows from what we had But I suppose between love and hater the line is thin As is actual care and concern verses lust and sin I could stitch myself together again but we know that isn't the cure Of that were bother sure It wouldn't change the problems that lay under the surface Our need for one another is a curse You'll always be in the middle of each soul holding them apart For you'll never let anyone else have my heart And I will always cling to you for without you I could never be whole This battle will forever be unending and the only thing we'll ever know

A Friend In Need
I have a friend that isnt normal... well i have a lot of friends that arent norma lol... anyway, this friend of mine is what some would call a transgender... they are in need of the operation to complete the process of changing from a man to a woman. I want to help them because i know it must suck to be one way but feel another. the friend is on this site if they wish to come forward with who they are they will do so themselves. some of you already know who i am talking about. anyway the suergery is roughly $8,000.00 and i want to start a fund-raiser to help fund their life changing experience. i dont know exactly how to go about doing so though... so if anyone would like to throw some ideas at me or would like to help let me know and we can figure out how to help make their wish come true happy holiday's all

Respect
I would never message any of you (that I don't know) asking for more revealing pictures, asking rude questions about my va-jenny, or insult any of you. I exect the same respect in return and unfortunately most of you men don't know how to treat, or speak to a lady. So until you learn, find someone else to bother. I'm not impressed.

People Just Don't Think I'll Amount To Anything Or Have No Faith In Me *smh*
Me and this one person on Facebook were talking about cheaters & relationships. I said "It depends on the person, but I don't know cause I've never cheated on a person in my life". Then she said "i agree but you've never been in a real relationship either..for some reason a nice guy like you got hooked up with assholes..but ive never cheated..didnt even cheat on my husband when he cheated on me..." Then I said "Yeah, you're right. I've been dealing with the wrong women" Then she said "from here it looks like you look for what you think are pretty woman..from what i see they are skanky..lol...pretty women will only use you...u need to find someone more on your level...an honest woman." I thought to myself like "oooookkk?????" Then I said "You mean get an average honest woman?" Then she said "do you think a beautiful woman would be interested in you? they are looking for ppl with their own place...can spend big $ on them..you cant judge a book by their cover...beauty on the out

Its A Damn Shame
Ok Im going to try my hardest from speaking any names here but Im sure you will be able to figure it all out. I have been placed shall we say in the middle of some fu bullshit high school god damn drama. Which Yes we all have been stuck in the middle of some of this. But I am talking this is unlike most that we deal / dealt with. Tis is by far the most fucked up shit i have ever had to be involved in. not because of the petty nature in which it all is. but the fact that one of the parties involved is by far obviously fuckin sick in the head. so much so that i spent three hours trying to "reason" with this person for it only to end in me sitting here thinking. jesus fuckin christ this bitch needs fucking meds and massive amounts. Ok ok ok soooo we all have had our hearts broken by a fuckin fu person at one point or another. and yeah we get mad and upset and trash talk each other. but have you guys ever gone and taken it as far as getting every damn person you come in contact with i

This Is Why It's A Bad Idea To "tail-gate" Me!
So, if you're anything like me? You absolutely HATE inconsiderate, rude or careless drivers. Well, fear not, my Dear Reader! I have just the trick to take care of the idiot behind you! 1. Get the Following items from your local Wal-Mart. A water baby. (Located in the girls' toy aisle) It is a regular-looking baby doll with a hollow body that is supposed to be filled with warm water to make the doll soft and squishy like a real baby, minus the bones and organs. Three jars of strawberry preserves. (It has to be preserves. Jams and jellies do not work as well.) A funnel from the automotive section. 2. Fill the water baby with the strawberry preserves using the funnel. Make sure to get as much into the doll as possible until it is almost ready to rupture. Dress the doll with the clothes it came packaged with, then place the doll in your car. 3. The next time some idiot is riding your ass in traffic? Roll down the window and throw said baby doll at their windsh

Cracked Shell
i do a pretty good job of convincing the world that i'm doing good, that things are fine...all peachy in the world of lu. thing is, i'm tired of pretending. shit sucks. but i don't want to talk to anyone about it. wanna know why, cuz i'm just gonna hear the same old shit. "you'll be fine." "things will get better." "stay positive." "look at the bright side." "things can only go up from here." bullFUCKINGshit. i have to dig through all the crap that i'm knee deep in just to find that once i get through it...there's more shit waiting for me. yeah this is life. thanks, i'm well aware. but don't ask me how i'm doing when you can't handle what i have to tell you. most of you would just get uncomfortable and probably silent once i broke it all down. so why bother, why make you uncomfortable, why unload all of my shit onto you? its selfish to do that to people. i can take care of myself. however, there is one person that i unload all this shit on and to them, Thank you. Thank you for liste

A Must Read!!!!
**MARRIED OR NOT*** You Should Read This.... When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then

Family Clean Up
So ive decided..Very soon i will b cleaning up my fam..If you are removed for some reason..Please dont take it personal just feel free to remove me as well..Ive played the ranking game...ive leveled....ive made friends..an ive lost some too..The whole thing about fam adds well im not here for the ranking anymore...Last year i spent a great day of my life on fubar 24/7...for what?? to BE A COLOR RED..That is no different then the color pink purple or blue??....Only difference is RED Cost you more money..But in the end if your not spending guess what? you go back to being pink purple blue or even white...Soo what ive decided is that im cleaning my family up to the people that i talk to daily...That have shown me a great amount of respect an been here for me through tough times!!...Not about who rates me daily..Anyone can rate you daily to keep a fam spot...With 16,000 friends an 200+ adds daily its hard to find the friends that u talk to on a daily basic inless you add them to fam...So p

From The Mouths Of Babes.....
So, I'm rating tonight (to do the leveling thang), listening to my fave local radio station. A song comes on and I am reminded of something that tickled me to death. I was in my bathroom, brushing my hair listening to the radio...when my little princess, Kynleigh (great niece) walked in asking what I was doing....then proceeded to sing what was on the radio....."Last Resort" by Papa Roach...she even knew the place that they make the word "fuck" silent...she was about 3 years old. Keep in mind at 2 I was teaching her how to garden while introducing her to Black Sabbath! LMAO! JEEEEEZ I love that girl. She had already been exposed to Godsmack and other great bands! She is a kick ass pre teen now. Just made me happy and needed to share...though no one really reads my rantings. LOL KISSES!

A Better Friend
I want to tell you all how sorry I am for being a bad friend to everyone. You know how I go on and on and on about being ugly.. the big chested women.. not being good enough.. and so on and so forth?And how all my friends.. the ones that love me.. tell me i am beautiful. and that i am better than good enough?well.....A friend used my own words against me Friday.. he kept saying how ugly and scary he is and that no woman would ever give him the time of day and I just had had enough.. and said this... "WOULD YOU STOP THAT??? Who the hell cares what you are or what you arent... you are YOU.. A really sweet, funny, good looking guy.. that is loyal to his friends and you wont stand by watching your friends be hurt.." Then he said.. "Read what you just put up there .. and put it towards yourself" Which i did... And realized.. I did the same thing to all of you I was so frustrated when he wouldnt stop putting himself down... over and over againThen BAM.. hello.. I do it to all of you too. I

My Wonderful Friends
I've seen a bunch of comments lately about friends not having many fubucks. I know several people helped me out when I was gunning for spotlight, but now that I leveled when the took the requirement away it seems I'll never be allowed to bid for it. If anyone needs or wants, or know someone who deserves some, let me know about how many you'd like. I have lots.

November Day
From the time you were bornOn that November dayYou have lived in my heartForever there you will stayI have many great memories of youThose will never fadeYour smiles and laughterThe fun times we madeYou are my precious little girlThat i will forever treasureFor having a daugher like youThere is no greater pleasureLove You ShaelynnDaddy-O xoxoxo Written for my daughter Jan 20, 2012

Has Got To Be The Lamest Thing I Have Heard!!!
People go around polishing bling to help themselves level, From what I understand this is also what a polisher is for. Why spend 20 dollars on a polisher if this is going to happen?? Also I see people asking for things in there status and other people bitching about it,I guess is one of the reasons why. YOU CAN'T POLISH PEOPLES BLING without them blocking you.... I am a helpful person and whoever polishes what bling I have its helps them and it helps me. In my case its first come first serve. And if you want to block me for polishing your bling thats fine aleast this women is woman enough to tell me so.. No love lost!! So from now own when I polish bling and I am blocked you will be put here as a warning to my friends who not to polish or give bling to:)

Hiring Application For Frisky Temptations
STAFF POSITIONS IN DETAIL ON WHAT THEY DO IF U WOULD LIKE ANY OF THE STAFF POSITIONS U ARE ON A 2 WEEK TRIAL PERIOD (NEW STAFF ONLY) WITH THE OWNERS OF THE LOUNGE (DJ TOOTSIE) ALL STAFF MUST GET ALONG WITH OTHER STAFF PLZ SEND ME A PM IF U WOULD LIKE A POSITION IN FRISKY TEMPTATIONS ALL STAFF MUST PROMOTE THE LOUNGE IF U R UNSURE HOW TO PROMOTE ASK THE OWNERS OF THE LOUNGE AND WE WILL BE GLAD TO HELP U. PLZ BE PATIENT WHEN U LEAVE A STAFF MEMBER A MESSAGE ABOUT BECOMING STAFF IN THE LOUNGE THEY WILL GET WITH U WHEN THEY COME ONLINE ITS BETTER IF U LEAVE THEM A PM THAN AN SB TY - MANAGERS: LOOKS AFTER THE LOUNGE WHEN GM, CO-OWNER AND OWNERS ARE NOT IN LOUNGE (MODS GIVEN SILENCE BANNED AND EJECT AND STAFF MODS) (CONTACT LOUNGE OWNERS) - ENFORCERS: MAKES SURE THERE IS NO DRAMA AND RULES ARE FOLLOWED FOR BOTH LOUNGE AND CAM IF NOT WARNINGS ARE ISSUED AND IF CONTINUED THEY GET BANNED (MODS GIVEN SILENCE BANNED AND EJECT) (CONTACT LOUNGE OWNERS) - GREETERS: GREETS ALL MEMBERS AS P

Love
CAN I Can I help who my heart loves stop its beat with a touch ? Turn away from a pull so strong I cant resist . Flames burning setting me on fire . Can I stop these feelings raging inside, quiet their passion, quench their thirst? .Emotions so intense I soar .Can I live without not knowing you ,forgetting you, never feeling the way I do?Heart pounding, shaking ,elation, feeling complete. Can I lose you my destiny, my dreams, my life? Breathing without you, feelings gone, my light dimmed. Can i survive when my heart stops beating? You are my everything . can I

Give A Damn Busted!
Ok it has to be said....whether or not you read this not my problem.I am really getting tired of the petty BS on this dam site! You flag my default pictures due to inappropriate but all of your top girls can post the same kind of picture and NO MATTER how many times they are reported you allow then to keep them up.......1 of 2 things comes to mind either they are bring in so much revenue that you just over look it or........someone is on their knees!This is a ADULT site now I understand no nudes for a default but honestly what is wrong with a bathing suit?!?!?! If thats the case there should be no children on the freaking beaches this summer it's not safe. What are you scared of it's all covered up, and FYI if it's "NOT SAFE FOR WORK" this entire site is....come on.Next is why if you take the time to look at my pictures, why can't you take the second to like the page it's apparent you like the pictures and you have to go to my profile to get to my pictures......so whats the problem?? T

Stories My Father Told Me
Stories My Father Told Me Put on my favorite jeans, got in my pick-up truck, put on my cowboy hat it always brought me luck. Travelin' down the road, when a song came on the radio reminding me of something my father said oh so long ago. Don't ever take for granted, the things God has given you, Don't ever give up on your dreams like so many do. Just when you think something happens for no reason or rhyme, alway's remember God answers prayers one prayer at a time. Ridin' back home in my pick up truck my good ole' 4x4 Ford, tellin' my son all the stories my father told me before.

Are You Kidding Me??????
WOW!!!!!! I can't believe it..someone takes my love for my friends and me giving them a rose everyday to let them know they are all special and tries to make it a bad thing....like i should'nt ever do it....well guess what my ex husband never allowed me to have friends and now that I can and I do I REFUSE to take them for granted and if people don't like it then SCREW THEM!!!!!!! get the freak off my page!!!!!!!!!

Every Fu Person Should Read This If Anything
AUDASITY when people are nice enuff to give u the shirt off their backs no matter wht is goin on.. that is a tru friend weather it be on fubar or real life.. when you have that persons complete trust n respect thats true friends.. but remember when u deceive them and ly and betray them.. you will lose all trust and respect they ever had for you.. tip of the fubar day do unto others as u want done unto u karma is not always nice have an awesome day!

This Is How Every Girl Should Be Treated
how to treat a lady To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every g

What Family Should Mean!
Ok so i dont do alot of blogs but noticed a few things and feel like saying somthing.I recently returned to fubar a little over a month ago i had been moving and taking care of some real life things and didnt have time or net to be on.One of the things i have noticed is how alot of my so called friends i guess cut me loose so to speak.I got to noticing that alot of people who had me in there families were running godmodes and famplifiers and i wasnt in there families anymore.Now before you think im saying somthing about points im not.What im talking about is the friendship that i thought was there and it turns out that its not.What really got me the most is a few of these people have dialed my phone number late at night and talked to me when they were having problems and crying there eyes out and i was always there for them.I have made friends with people on here from all over the world.My fu wife is from israel and is a totally amazing person and friend.I have 2 friends from californi

Fubar Love Letter
Dear baby, Hey I just thought I would let you know I wanna stick my dick in all your holes. I know we don’t know each other but I couldn’t control myself cause you so damned beautiful. I know you will love me once you see my dick cause it’s a whole 8 ½ mm which I think is the same as inches right? But this thing is so long I can suck it myself but I can‘t do it right now cause my back hurts. But it’s so freaking huge I don’t think you will be able to handle it. And don't worry about how my marital status says married. Me and her have been seperated for a whole week now. Is that your husband? Cause he kinda looks like a complete douche. I bet he never really satisfies you but I could. I'll even pay to fly you from where ever you are to here. I don't think he would mind cause like I said he looks like a complete douche and wouldn't care. Now tell me what you want me to do to do for you. If you ask me to I will eat my own cum or stick a finger up

Why Do I Get This Nasty Crap?
ANTON GIRL...: huge/photo-6146336-2433931-3002973272 2:39pm Suga Lips: ? 2:40pm ANTON GIRL...: wucha think baby 2:40pm Suga Lips: I'm not copy and pasting that. 2:41pm ANTON GIRL...: ques...if u were all alone in a barn w a stallion...washing him and his huge cock came hangin down..wud u be curious to touch it and stroke it..make it hard? 2:41pm Suga Lips: Wow, you're a disguting little fuck, aren't you? 2:42pm ANTON GIRL...: lol 2:43pm Suga Lips: Go bother someone that gives a shit.

[good News/bad News]
I got the blue jeans blues.The blue collar bluesthe stacking boxesBlues.And I'm gonna listen to Sticky Fingers... and think very hard about another glass of bourbon.And stale cigars.I got picked up.For more hoursof stackin boxes.Exspongement is in the works.Fade Gundam is primed. The basement station is 90% ready for paint.And I just agreed to stack more boxes.Every weekday.Starting tomorrow at noon.Fuck.Regularity?Dependability?Real jobs?This would be a lot easier with lovepainkillersmuscle rubberand hardsweetfast loving liquor.I got some housekeepingsome housecleaningand some shipping to do this week.Chances are I'll be doing shipping most of next week.I gotta figure out a time I can get lunch, and take care of my dog, and relaxI really need to relax.I'm still not doing great with leaving the house.Feeling sick and anxious all the time isn't great.Neither are morons that run stop signs while I'm walking across the street.Butworkingsaving some money.Even for just a little whileprobabl

Game Over
This is my final warning I am at my end I bling, shitface and buy drinks I listen to be a friend But yet I continue to get treated like an enemy you see putting on the guilt trip and battling it out with me. I can not continue to do this I'm suppose to have fun in here, not stressed I've made a few genuine friends for those I'm truly blessed. I'm sad to see this all come down as I enjoyed this site but I cant win in these constant battles so I'll wave the flag of white. This is not yet a goodbye but a mere warning you see as I will leave if this continues and say farewell to thee. Obviously I'm not much of a poem writer but I think you get my point. Sad thing is, I've been arguing a lot this past week with people who are in my friend and family list. I dont like fighting and I dont like it when people are angry or mad at me. As time goes on, people tend to become closer and friendships start to develop. Im here to help people and to have fun playing the game, gettin

My Vampire Count!
Look at me My soul mourns Here I am I am dying, an endless death Endless visions, haunting me Come and take me by your hands I reach my hands to you now Here I am In despair Endless tears I'm crying Help me to Believe you are there Through my tears I want to see you my dark vampire count. I'm crying I want to see you Here I am I reach my hands to you my dark vampire count. My soul mourns for you my heart bleeds for you I am dying with out you. By: Devilina Demoness

Read If You Feel Like Crying
A LETTER IN THE LOST WALLET!! As I walked home one freezing day, I stumbled on a wallet someone had lost in the street. I picked it up and looked inside to find some identification so I could call the owner. But the wallet contained only three dollars and a crumpled letter that looked as if it had been in there for years. The envelope was worn and the only thing that was legible on it was the return address. I started to open the letter, hoping to find some clue. Then I saw the dateline--1924. The letter had been written almost sixty years ago. It was written in a beautiful feminine handwriting on powder blue stationery with a little flower in the left-hand corner. It was a "Dear John" letter that told the recipient, whose name appeared to be Michael, that the writer could not see him any more because her mother forbade it. Even so, she wrote that she would always love him. It was signed, Hannah. It was a beautiful letter, but there was no way except for the name Michael, that t

Endymion
I held the empty moon aloft in the garden of the godsas you heralded the sun.I dug a trench for the waters to dance in the firefly-light of the starsand you gathered golden wheat and young, handsome sacrificeHumbled under the cool weightsoothed, like a silent lullaby.The vacant black welcomed the light surrounding itembracing the million voices in chorus.Without fear.For the moment.Sing. For when the dawn comes...

Burns My Bottons
I am not one for writing blogs, but I am going to today. Here on this wonderful Sunday I heard something that really got me! I am not a religious person, spiritual yes. But when I hear religious people talking about how God loves all his children then in the next sentence talk about how homosexuality is a sin and they turned their backs on God, it takes everything I have not to say anything. It should not matter what the person looks like, or what their sexual preference is they ARE still God's children. I know many of you sitting there reading this are probably have your own thoughts about this. Does God turn people away from his place of worship, no matter what religion, because of how one looks, nationality, sexual preference? No he does not, he welcomes them with open arms. So why does so many people cast hatred to those that may not look in the norm, nationality, religious preference or sexual preference? In my opinion, it is because one doesn't understand about that person. Inste

Fucking Scorpios.....and The Woman That Love Them....
this is a question that i wrote up on a called compatible astrology...but i figured i would post it up here as well....maybe i can get some answers.....please be kind...this is a very touchy subject for me and i dont really do well with mean things said to me when im down....if you havent any positive advice then please do not respond to this...... ok i am a 23 year old libra..(october 2nd) and my boyfriend of going on 8 months is a scorpio (november 1st). we first dated about 5 years ago, and he broke up with me because i moved to fast (damn libras and our need for love) and i never thought i would see or hear from him again. Well back in august i found him on facebook and it was like we were never apart. we started out as friends (for like 2 days...again im a silly libra) and when the subject of getting back together came up i told him "look, if you want to just be fuck buddys then thats fine....but dont sit here and get my heart in it by telling me you want to be with me again i

Fuck You!!!
Fuck you, bitch. You get all pissy because you got called out when you got caught lying. If I wouldn't go to jail, I'd go to your house and knock the shit out of you. I don't want to EVER hear my name come out of your mouth. You are a piece of shit. You have NO right bringing up my children OR my boyfriend in your life. You think you know it all, but you don't. You want to know why my boyfriend lives with his parents? It's because his father is disabled. His Mother has to work 2 jobs just to make ends meet. He gives his Mother money out of every pay check he gets. He lives there to help his Mom with his Dad. But you have your head so far up your sexual offender son's ass to pay attention to anything else. You lie about absolutely EVERYTHING. People just don't have the balls to tell you. I thought you were a really cool person...I couldn't have been more wrong. FUCK YOU..................... FUCK YOU.................... FUCK YOU....................

Erotic Donuts
I WISH I WAS A DONUT I wish I was a donut And get eaten every day To stick on someone's fingers In a most delightful way I wish I was a donut Sugar coated just for fun Full and round for easy grip And a hole to put your tongue I wish I was a donut Long and filled with custard cream Delicious on the taste buds A succulent silken dream. In Response, Bob writes . . . I wish you were a donut, I'd eat you every night and taste your sugary sweetness and add to your delight. I'd tongue your hole with pleasure and lick around the rim and then I'd find your treasure and take you to the brim And as you neared your coming, I'd focus on your clit and soon we'd both be humming as your orgasm hit. And yet a

Fucreepers
I decided to put a visitor tracker on my page for a few reasons, but mainly because I hate the dudes who want to tell me they are in Afghanistan when they're sitting in Columbus, Ohio (random example not based on actual events LOL). The point is, you never really know where someone is from~ and my main pet peeve on sites like this are military POSERS (y'all need a grenade shoved up your arse as far as I'm concerned if you lie or embellish military service). Then, armed with my lil' visitor tracker, something miraculous (and funny) happened~ I noticed towns popping up that are small, likelihood of several people being from these towns is nil even for a site like this, and the most reasonable explanation for certain towns to pop up would be that a psycho I had blocked had been using an alternate account to creep my page (see photo in my FuTard folder as an example of one such creeper: http://fubar.com/7036985 {yeah, act a fool and I WILL be calling you out on it LOL} ). If you want

Dating Requirements
Since apparently no one reads my profile, here are my dating rules [and they oughta be impossible enough to stop 99.99999999% of people from trying for it]: 1. You must be able to hold a conversation. With me. 2. This conversation must not be in your head. 3. You must be well read and love reading. 4. Your first love must be music. 5. You must be able to express affection and have basic communication skills. 6. You must never ask me for $$$. If you can't make your own, I ain't paying your way. 7. You cannot be more than 15 years older than me. You cannot be younger, period. 8. You must know what the hell you want from life and pursue it. 9. You must allow me to do the same. 10. First time you're jealous, I'm out. 11. First time you raise your voice, try to manipulate, or bully me, I'm out.12. First time you cry like a baby for NO good reason, I'm out. [There are very few good reasons]13. First time you raise your hand on me, you WILL die. Because I WILL ki

Jobless
So I lost my job yesterday...apparently it wasn't okay for me to be behind on my numbers after taking a week off to get married.....a trip they knew was planned when they hired me...at the end of the "exit interview" I was told I could still apply again some time in the future. Why the hell would I want to go back there?! They treated me like shit the entire time. I was pretty damn good at sales. People liked me and I was honest with them. I'm pretty sure the backstabbing bastard I worked with just bad mouthed me the entire time I was gone and he was working with the district manager. I'm so disgusted with that place right now. Well now I'm back to job hunting....my least favorite and most stressful activity that I've ever had to do... *le sigh*

Interesting
I happened to be watching NatGeo today about Niagra Falls....was about to flip the channel......WAIT!!!!!!! That hot long haired guy is familiar!!!! OMFG! He shucked oysters at my aunt's birthday/memorial party!!!! He has gone over Niagra Falls many times! And he is shucking oysters for my darling Aunt Claudia! OH GOD! It just made me so happy and sad at the same time. SHIT! as I am typing this, I see movement....it was a full figure. And just last night, my mom dreamed of her sister...my aunt Claudia. I really don't care what anyone thinks....I've seen this all of my life. No one can tell me full figures are imagination.....FULL HUMAN FIGURES!!!! C'mon.... Voices, dreams of death....There is more than just OUR world! I know it because I live it!

Straw Poll
Have you seen the new Sorkin show on HBO, "The Newsroom"? If so, do you like it? If not, you can see the first episode on YouTube. (LINK HERE) I think I'm going to leave this here for a week and if people haven't commented or disagree with me, I'll drop them off the friends list. I think it's that important. PS, the segment beginning at 3:19 is probably the most accurate statement on the current US situation and it's people. So comment and let me know, or I'll delete you.

Wet Dream
Imagine a king size bed with silk sheets, full of yellow and white rose petals. The only light will be from the scented candles all around the bed, and the full moon outside the window. I look at you and you can see my very soul. I whisper in your ear to close your eyes, relax, I will take care of you. Kissing: I will cover you with light soft kisses, I want to kiss every inch of your body. Your wrist, the back of your neck, the back of your knees, your lower back. Everywhere you didn't even know you were sensitive, and where you are, I will find it. Breasts: Anyone can suck on a nipple, babies do it all of the time. I will caress them, cradle them in my hands. Kiss and lick underneath them, on your side where they are by the ribs. The nipples I will leave for last. Blow on them, lick around them. Simple tease you until they are hard, finally put my mouth over it, and flick with the tip of my tongue really fast. Can you feel my hot mouth over them? The pleasure from my tongue?

Starbucks Should Be Ashamed!!!
WON'T BE DRINKING STARBUCKS ANYMORE!!! Note: Was checked on snopes and Google - it is True. http://www.snopes.com/rumors/starbucks.asp Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because They Wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees And to request that they send some of it to the troops There. Starbucks Replied, telling the Marines thank you for Their support Of their business, but that Starbucks does Not support the war, nor anyone in it, And that they would Not Send The troops their bra

If You Don't Know Me, Read This First
I grow tired of repeating myself and hoped that maybe people could do me the courtesy of reading this to avoid any awkward conversations later. I am not single and not looking. I have flirted in the past, but I am not at a point in my life where I can even appreciate it. I'm a breast cancer survivor; some of you know that. Some of you know I've had to have a mastectomy to remove the cancer. I had reconstruction with an implant on the affected side. However, after 3 long years of dealing with complications due to the radiation treatment I received, I've had to have that removed. I only have one breast right now; there's a cavity in my chest where the other belongs. I say this not for sympathy or attention, but merely because I am SO bloody sick of dealing with assholes on this site talking about my tits or thinking they know what I've been through when you can't imagine what it's like to not only have to deal with the multiple surgeries and pain, but also the loss of the essen

Racist?
I'm not one to really throw that word around, seeing as how if I'm wrong, it could be bad. I just know that I didn't appreciate what was said. It all started off innocent. My status was something like "Be honest. Tell me what you REALLY feel about me." Here is the rest. 2nd General: honestly i love ya jus saying 7:42am 2nd General: oh so u want people to respond but then u dont respond back how wonderful lols 7:43am Per: Ahhhh...I didn't know you did. I've seen it in the status, but no t on here. I"m sorry!!! 7:44am Per: love ya too!!! 7:46am 2nd General: lols i jus playin with ya lols 7:47am 2nd General: would ya happen to care to fu own me i need 4 more different peeps to fu own me as one of my requirments 7:48am 2nd General: an if u do this friday ill make sure an bling u as i still need to bling 8 more peeps 8:02am Per: Lemme see how much you are worth. Sorry, I had to fix my kid something to eat, lol

If You Want Me In The Shoutbox, You Must Read Is This You And N-e-1 Remember Johnny...plz And Thanks
how many people will wonder why im not returning thier shoutbox will probably be the same number of people that will not read this....or is this you or N-e-1 remember Johhny...Imagine that

(how To) Link-unlink Facebook
(How To) Link/Unlink Facebook™Everyone knows what Facebook is and most know how to use it (unless Facebook changes its settings again). Linking Fubar to Facebook is as easy as changing a dirty babies diaper and can be done by anyone that is allowed on either Facebook (13+) or Fubar (18+). Below the two lines below will be a way to both Link & Unlink Facebook from your Fubar account.Linking FacebookThe steps below will show you (How To) Link Facebook:Open Your Desired BrowserDirect Your Browser To Fubar.com & Locate The Login AreaIf you use the fsB Homepage locate Account then click on Settings

Morning Bliss
I feel the warmth on my face as I flutter my eyes, still groggy from the deep sleep. Opening them I shut them quickly, the bright sun streaming in through the tiny crevice of the curtain , too much to handle this time of the morning. Turning my head, I smile happily, my Master sleeping peacefully next to me, his deep rhythmic breathing the only sound in the room. I smile wider as I see His eyes dart back and forth, twitching, and I wonder whatit is that He is dreaming. Of course my mind decides then and there, that whatever it is, I am sure He would much rather be awake, and I giggle quietly to myself. Stretching my body, trying to make as little movement as possible so as not disturb Him, I bury my head under the covers. I feel his nakedness, and my hands glide to His cock softly, my head and mouth following. Not wanting to wake Him just yet, I only graze Him, lightly flicking my tongue over his Head. I wonder to myself if He knows how much I love doing this. The suspense of not wakin

The Olympics
So I said I would do one of these, though there really isn't much to say. I ended up working right out front all but 1 day and on the second shift of my doubles. Mostly all I did was direct people and take photos for them. There's probably a good dozen or so pictures of me floating around in peoples photos as well, even a couple of videos. Other than that, spent most of the time just randomly talking to people, the police and workmates. The other two days I caught a little of probably the worst two sports in my arena, weightlifting and greco roman wrestling, but it was nice to see something. I had fun, had a really good team to work with that made the days go quicker and more enjoyably (there is a photo up of us all). 16 days in a row with 3 double shifts did take it's toll by those last few days, but it was all worth it. Only had one bad moment but that was sorted out quick enough, was a bit of a weird situation. Other than that, I'm glad I did it, and not just for the

I Love You!
To my dear brothers, and sister, You have a heart of gold. You understand when to make me laugh and when I just need a friend. You encouragement means more than you could ever know. Thank you for your concern, and all the things you do. Be certain that I love you and know there is a Place in my heart just for you. To my dear mother, Thank you for being my mom I just love you sooo very much.. I can't wait for my hugs and kiss you giving me every time you see me.. I am bless to have a beautiful mother that loves me very much thank you! I love you see you very soon..

Sex Offender Of The Week.
Odd that we have this going on, some shouldn't be surprised...check the blog below... http://fubar.com/creeper-of-the-week-9-5-2012/b348031-1182142 http://fubar.com/mickey5353 Sick. Thanks to PieDaddy for keeping people informed. Happy to spread the word.

[my 10 Apologies To Candidate Romney]
10. I'm sorry that I fit into that category of the 53% of Americans that would never consider voting for you, and feel victimized by government and big (unchecked) business (greed).9. I apologize for another 46% of Americans that MIGHT vote for you but have no idea they too are victims of would-be-pirates working for de-regulated banks.8. I'm sorry you write off more on your taxes for your fancy horses than I spend on food in a year.7. I apologize for not attending an Ivy League school. My dad could only get me into a Private University in my state.6. I'm sorry my dad wasn't a millionaire like yours was (especially back when having a million dollars meant something)5. I'm sorry that you think a national tragedy, and an international fiasco is a good time to vulture whatever political favor you can.4. I'm sorry you think I'm going to hell for my religious/spiritual beliefs or lack thereof.3. I'm sorry you read "Atlas Shrugged" and were anything less than bored, horrified, incensed, or d

Halloween Auction Please Comment And Rate
Okay here is the dealio lol my Halloween Auction will begin on Saturday October the 6th, it will last until the day after Halloween or until the person in the auction accepts a bid of their choosing! Some in the auction will accept bids including fubucks but most will NOT and both groups will be clearly marked. I am in NO way, form or fashion responsible for the payment of any bids except my own!!!! That responsibility falls upon the bidder and the person in my auction but I do STRONGLY advise everyone who participates in this auction to please be sincere in your bids and follow thru with what you promise with your bid!! Also NO drama of any kind and the auction is open to friends only so if we are not friends yet and you would like to bid please add me or contact me and I will add you, violation of any of these terms will not be tolerated and I thank you in advance for respecting this as I will always respect you! Now with all of that nonsense out of the way LOL I want everyone to be

Doesn't Measure Up..
NINE Inches's photos (84) chat me! check this person out give a drink private message gift Blast! gift Ticker! gift VIP! gift HappyHour! bling me! gift Bling Pack! Photo Albums Default My Animal Photography [25]

178 Statuses
These are just the statuses i saw and i have a lil over 1k friends. the statuses that asked/begged for something monitary (that means cost money for those in the mumms lol) without offering something substantial in return. the tally did not include those mocking the beggars. they did however , include those using nsfw pics as trade simply because i value nsfw as worthless. sorry thats just how it is, the 3 hottest women on the site dont show skin or offer it in trade for bling, and the rest of ya arent worth paying money to a website for, if ur offended, go for a run or get that plastic surgery ya need lol. 178 DIFFERENT statuses, a few by the same people, but a different status each time. all of them begging for bling packs or blings themselves and offereing NOTHING in return. Let me tell you something about being nice, at least as most normal, sane people see it, we are nice when WE want to be nice, not when YOU ask for it. If that happens at the same time, i assure you it

Work..and Change
I have been at my job for 19yrs. These last few months has been the worst I have ever seen it up there. There is talk of possibly combining my floor with the medical floor due to not enough census. Well then they changed it to where we are going to try to be a 10bed unit..just for surgeries.. monday through friday. GOod thing is..I do not have to work weekends.. I will be doing 12hr shifts. We have only done this a couple of weeks..but then had to combine again due to the fact that they are doing the floors. Anyways..I have this fear that eventually we are going to be combined for good.Then What? Anyways..I was told today that they might be down a secretary in ICU. If the one down there decides to call off again or not show up.So I am wondering.. should I take the risk and go there? knowing at least that jobs got some security? Or should i risk it..and stay where I am and hope for the best. I really like my floor..and the staff up there. My managers easy to get along with a

Cunt Or Treat!
The specific details are hazy because it was so long ago but it was 4th grade in art class the day before halloween. I can't remember the art teachers name but I do seem to recall she was a 40 something dumpy man-hatin lesbian feminist. For halloween we did this project where we carved a face in an apple and then it was treated in some sort of way to make it shrivel up so it would look all like some old scary witch or something. Then we made a little body out of straw or some shit to stick the head on. This whole process took a week. I think "art" class was like once a week or something. So I'm sitting at the table minding my own business putting the final touches on my witch doll when one of the other kids sitting next to me acted up. I can't even remember what his transgression was but man-hatin' bitch comes over PMSing hard yelling and berating the kid into oblivion before she picks up his doll and ripped it to shreds...Only problem was it wasn't his doll, in her PMS haze she accid

Lost In Thought
Today, while I was working, I thought about religion. I came up with some interesting theories I would like to share. 1. Most religions will recruit or try to recruit more people like the belief in their god will make their god grounded in reality somehow. I believe this is a sub-conscious overcompensation because deep down they know it is a lie. This also may explain why some muslims can not take the disrespect of their religion lightly. 2. I understand why people turn to religion. People want hope that something else is out there after the cold shadow of death passes over them. But I don’t think I took my theory far enough. As you may know, the bible is very human biased (Why wouldn’t it be? Man wrote it). “All the wild animals and all the birds will fear you and be terrified of you. Every creature that crawls on the ground and all the fish in the sea have been put under your control.&rd

Venting About Being A Noob On Fubar Lol
I just want to make this blog real quick pretty much to vent a little...yes..Im pretty much a noob on fubar, but I hate being one because Im soooo used to not being a noob at other things I do. I play two inworld games where the first I have been playing for 5 yrs and won the best looking Female Avi out of 10,000 contestants 2 years ago (still have the same avi look ;) and I play another inworld game where I am what they call Legendary which means I pretty much have "won" the game and surpassed it..now I play for fun and to hang with my peeps...anywhooo I sooo hate being a Noob here but I guess we all have to work our way up huh lol ok thats it, catch ya on the flip side ;)

How To Stop Loving Someone Who Doesn't Love You Back.
I came across this today and thought WOW this could really help some people..even myself. So I had to share it. Please feel free to link anyone to this blog if you feel it may help them. 9 steps to stop loving someone who doesn't love you back; 1. Focus on the negative. No, really. Being in love makes you so starry-eyed that you’ll overlook just about anything from tiny annoyances to huge character flaws. Though you don’t need to start a crusade to turn the person you care about into a monster, it’s time to start thinking of some bad things to balance out the good ones. Whether this person had a tendency to interrupt people, dress badly, be rude to wait staff, listen to horrible music, show up late all the time, disrespect your belief system, or have clammy hands, anything is fair game.Write it all down. Make the list as long as you can, then dredge up as many memories as you can for each one. Doing this will help kill your idealized vision of the person. 2. Ge

Typical Day On Law & Order: Svu
*gavel sound* *gloomy mysterious music, while a young couple is about to make out in central park* 3 seconds into making out, girl freaks out cuz he touched her boob and she wasn't ready....... in the process discovers a 14 year old boy face down inthe dirt with a corn on the cob shoved up his ass. *gavel sound* olivia & elliot show up "so what we got?" "teenage male, found face down, with a vegatable where the sun dont shine" olivia ponders who could do such a terrible thing with the existential dilemna of him being male and probably deserving it in some way. elliot stands there in the most manly way possible showing his navy poppeye crackerjack froearm tattoo. (gets the women interested) *gavel sound* back at the station, the captail yells at them for something, everyone sees the ugly guy and wonders how he got an acting gig ice T shows up "sup, I'm a gangsta cop........ w3rd" *gavel sound* oh look the uber hot DA that the men fap to and the women flick their bean to at

Came Home And Prayed For All Those Suffering
Let it out. Don't be afraid to cry, don't be afraid to get angry. Yes, I asked "Why!?", Yes, I wanted him alive so he could see the suffering and pain he caused,.... yes, I prayed and prayed and prayed until my head hurt and I came to realize that this was not an act of God but of man. WE create these people who are bullied, ignored, hated, or abused. Each time we walk by someone hurting and choose to not see them or scoff at their very existence we give them just one more reason to hate themselves enough to want any and everybody around them hurt or dead.....much like they are inside. What seeds do we sow? Even a polite "hello" and half hearted smile means so much more than a crude look of distain. WE shoot people in the heart when we choose to not acknowledge someones presence. People scream to be seen, people act out to be acknowledged. We should be reaching out to them before they reach for something dangerous. People who kill often times have nothing to lose because they have been

Onions
i hate onions. HATE them... for some reason.. i ordered general chicken and there were so many onions in it that it doubled the amount of food i had... i spent almost half an hour picking out onions... HALF AN HOUR!!!! do you know how many goddamn onions that is??!!! *throws hands in the air* UUUGGGHHHHH

Day 2
Today was rough.. but i am handling it... I have had: MF Dark Chocolate shake (added frozen coffee and a TINY bit of fat free french vanilla creamer... don't judge me) MF Vanilla Pudding (was surprisingly good....) MF Berry Cereal (tasted too much like fake sugar for me... will finish the box but won't order again) MF Pancakes with sugar free syrup (not bad actually.. a little thin.. but not bad...) Salmon (yum) and cabbage soaked in vinegar (yummy) annnd 2 pickle spears Total of about 720 calories I am hanging in so far... I still have Chili i can eat today... but that is all i have left.. luckily it is 920pm and i JUST ate the pancakes if i end up eating the chili it will be at 820 calories...

Silent Treatment
Never ask bout the tales of the heart. It's darkness in that reading. No warmth from the start. So if you judge the cover, the book may cause you harm. A glitch in your future like a reading of your palms. It don't look good for you. So let me check the cards. No aces in your kingdom, so go head fold your arms. As bare as the cupboard in the home of your moms, who barely makes do even with three jobs. That's hard work killing oneself for a life a calm. But the smallest things are worth it, our bunkers to your bombs. Hidden beneath the surfaces like deceit beneath your charm. So we never under your spell. Not even if you use Harry's wand. Our broomsticks, we using infusing what soothing. With feelings of doing whats proving of ruling our world with love, respect, and yet. The whips on our backs wont ever stop us from that.....pain brings understanding on how to live. Pleasure greatest effort is in the will to want to give.

My First Love...
You were my first love. The one who carried me inside you for 8 1/2 months. The one who held me first. The one who gave me nourishment. The one who rocked me to sleep every night. The one who kissed away every boo boo. The one whom I first smiled at. The one whom I first spoke to. The one whom I first toddled to. The one whom I first ran to. The one whom I first confided in. The one who held my hand when I hurt the most. The one who always had a special snack for me after school every day. The one who made me feel like everything would be ok after my first break up. The one who fixed my make up and fixed my hair when I got married. The one who held my hand when I gave birth to my only child. The one who stayed with me in those first weeks of motherhood. The one who taught me how to be a good mother by leading by example. The one who was by my side when I lost my father even though you had been divorced for years. The one who came to me when my marriage was falling ap

Writers...
Writers block the moon is black this day why can't I write this day. I may, I may dream of candy in the air, love falling down on me, blue in the air, sing to day, but why can't I write about you today, I hate you, I hate you. I wake up have my coffee and cig I need to find my way out of here. Writers block the moon is black this day why can't I write this day. I may , I may dream of candy in the air, love falling down on me, blue in the air, sing to day but why can't I write about you to day. I'm high as can be .. bY LoVe GiRL

I Need Help
I was watching tv in the gym and they had a commercial for an interent printing site. The woman on the commercial said "Site blahblahblah" was the best internet experience I have ever have. I immediately thought "Hmm, guess you have never been to pornhub."

She Picks Up Part 9
"She picks up her phone". Calls David, he picks up with his sexy voice. Hi David. Marissa has no clue how to talk to him. I like to see you. And he said sure come over. Marissa said give me a few. David knows how long she takes to get her self ready. One thing he can not stand about her. It takes hours for her to go some where. Marissa hangs up the phone and she has to find some thing to wear. As she thinking to her self, knowing they will have a few drinks, and smoke some weed, " it will be a long night again". Part of her is not knowing what is next with David. He is a man of all trad's. He has Been all around the world, David said he just came from Utah and now he is in Calif. One thing she knows he loves to talk about him self. After a few hours she walked to his house the wind was cool this night. She is wearing black heel boots, black knee highs and black panties, and black top, with a black lace bare. There's David laying there naked wanting her, she takes her panties off and g

My Fave Porn Actor & Actresses
I thought about this all week. I'm going to do it by decades. 80's Kay Parker and Jerry Butler 90's Stephanie Swift and Ron Jeremy 00's Zoey Andrews and Lex Steele I could add so many to this list. Like Amber Lynn and Nina Hartly. Anna Malle and Savannah. R. Bolla and Job Dough Who do you like?

Q&a With Men!
Q: My husband wants a threesome with my best friend and me. A: Obviously your husband cannot get enough of you! Knowing that there is only one of you he can only settle for the next best thing - your best friend. Far from being an issue, this can only bring you closer together. Why not get some of your old college roomates involved too? If you are still apprehensive, maybe you should let him be with your friends without you. If you're still not sure then just perform oral sex on him and cook him a nice meal while you think about it. Q: My husband continuously asks me to perform oral sex on him. A: Do it. Semen can help you lose weight and gives a great glow to your skin. Interstingly, men know this. His offer to allow you to perform oral sex on him is totally selfless. This shows he loves you. The best thing to do is thank him by performing it twice a day, then cook him a nice meal. Q: My husband has too many nights out with the boys. A: This is perfectly natural behavior an

Crazy Super Bowl People
If this is bright, I'm sorry. I'm on my messed up laptop and I can't really see colors. Anyway, on with the blog. As some of you know my Mom has been pretty sick since right before Christmas. She's back in the hospital. This time it's a different one than the one that sent her home naked. This hospital actually treats her like a human. Anyway, my Mom's old doctor had her on so much medication that she wasn't acting like herself. They found out for sure that that's waht was making her act weird/crazy because yesterday morning my Mom was fine. Then they gave her her medication......20 minutes later she was swearing at the nurses, yelling at my stepdad, being confused about where she was at....well you name it. So now they are detoxing her from all of her medicine and starting over. The new doctor said that she was on way too much and that it was messing her up. We'll see. [fingers crossed] This Sunday is the Super Bowl...it's also my oldest's birthday. He will be 10 years old. I ca

What Old School Means To Me
Hi All Back When I Was Growin Up ... There Were Many Word Slangs ... But Always Was Told .... Respect Yor Parents Respect Your Elders ... Respect Your Friends That Was One Thing That Has Followed Me ..... That Goes For Ones In A Marriage To Ones That Are a Couple And Separated .... Sure I Flirt Who Don't But One Thing and I Mean One Thing I Will Never Do Is Cross The Line With My Friends Or Family Thats What Old School Is To Me ..... I Will Watch Out For My Friends And Family ..... God Brings Them Into Our Lives For A Reason Never Question That and Some Leave For Their Job Was Fulfilled ..... I Took a LIL Vacation From Here Now I'm Back ..... Wish New People Would Read Our Profiles About Us ..... But We All Know To Well That Answer Right LOL ...... Right ..... Love All My Friends Old and New Thank You All Like I Say New Year New Beginnings ...... Love & Respect ..... I Don't Bite Hard just Nibble ...... Feel Free To Comment So I Know You Read What Old School Is To Me I Mean Love & Res

Bad Pick Up Lines
I have actually never had a pick up line used on me... I honestly thought they were a myth right up until college when I had a friend come up to me excited about this great line a guy used on her. The line... Do you wash your jeans in windex? Because I can see myself in them. There I was stunned that this drivel actually worked on someone. But there after I have had a facination for thinking up and hearing bad pick up lines. Again not that they are ever used on me, because truthfully that is not the approach guys take with me. Or if they do I don't notice because I snipe back with some cutting line that makes them run home. But anyway for my amusement here are a few more lines: Do you believe in love at first sight or should I walk by again? I miss my teddy bear. Would you sleep with me? Excuse me, I lost my phone number. Can I have yours? Excuse me, I need your phone number to give my friend so he'll know where he can get a hold of me in the morning There are two-hun

Bdsm Related Erotic Stories
Anticipation By Lisa aka Vicarious The day started out as any normal day would, then the phone rang. It was Him and the sound of His voice sent shivers all over my body. He spoke few words but was direct with His command “Come to me tonight and wear nothing under your dress except stockings” and then He hung up.The rest of the day I tried to stay focused on doing chores and running errands as usual, but my mind kept running into what the night would hold in store for me. Had I done something wrong and in need of punishment? Or was pleasure on His mind?I bathed, shaved, and picked the most accessible dress I could find in the closet and matching stockings. His commands were playing over and over again in my head and my whole body trembled with excitement.Pleasing Him and being His good subgurl makes me feel so complete as a woman, knowing that He truly appreciates all I do. I race to the car and drive as fast as legally possible as the anticipation builds inside of me.

Hi I Am Barbie Part 1
I am Barbie and I am an alcoholic. The first time I spoke those words were 10 years ago and when I said it I felt a certain relief. Like I told a horrible secret I had been holding on to my whole life. Many years later and many tries later the words have been spoken again. This time with a new meaning. When I say it I am saying also that I am Barbie and I love my children. I am Barbie and I want more outta of life than self pitying intoxication.I have changed in a lot of ways over the past 7 months. I have learned to love myself, to be understanding of others and to communicate thoughts and feelings.But keep in mind I am not perfection. I am progress. I no longer use alcohol to hide pain .I deal with it daily and there for I have become stronger. I thought that when I didn't drink around my kids it didn't effect them. It does and that's very clear now. It effects my health there for it effects them. Money spent on a bottle was money taken from them Depression I found was selfish . SEL

Tip #5 Of Umpteen Hundred Tips
If you're going to belittle someone on Fubar in your status for being stupid, please, for the love of all that is holy in the English language, use proper grammar!!! Otherwise, you just look like a bigger idiot. Just sayin' :p

Divorce Update 2013
Well it is now official, I am a divorced woman. The hearing was held Thursday and took about 10 minutes. I am happy it's finally over, a little sad because we had been together for 22 years, and yet happy all at the same time. It's a melting pot of emoations I guess you could say. All 3 of the kids decided on their own they wanted to stay with their father but I do get to see them whenever I want. I don't plan on jumping right back into a relationship, I'm gonna take some time to find the real "Katiemae" that has been missing for so long. I'm just gonna have a bunch of one night stands ;) LOL Love to all my kinky and preveted friends.

Mia
yeah i haven't been around.. sorry.. life has been crazy.. working a lot... trying to do stuff on the house.. getting hurt by a guy i actually liked.. getting over it.. two big things going on right now.. bad things first i have a VERY good friend of mine who is extremely ill.. please keep him in your hearts for me.. he is in ICU.. has been for about a month... see.. he lost his mother... they were very close.. he started drinking a lot as she got sicker and sicker and the doctors gave him some pills for his depression... well after she died... he got sick... he got pneumonia.. kept drinking.. kept taking the pills... didn't do anything about the pneumonia.. then stopped eating.. stopped drinking... another friend of ours found him in his house after no one seeing him for three weeks... he recently had surgery and they put him in a medically induced coma... he has machines hooked up everywhere and tubes in his lungs trying to drain things out... they aren't sure if he i

Bullying ...
One thing that irritates me a lot about this whole new "bullying" craze is the fact that things that are flat out not bullying but criminal offences like assualt ... rape ... uttering threats ... and stalking using on line resources. Bullying is telling the fat kid they cant sit with you at lunch because they smell. What people speak about today as bullying is so beyond that ... To me calling acts such as this bullying trivializes it ... Rehtaeh Parsons was my daughter Glen Canning, the father of Rehtaeh Parsons, says he's too devastated to speak publicly about his daughter's suicide. He instead chose to post the following blog entry on By Glen CanningMy daughter was three years old when we went to watch Babe: Pig in the City. There's a part in the movie when Babe knocks over a goldfish bowl and the fish falls onto the floor and starts flopping around. When this happened Rae suddenly stood up on her chair in the movie theatre and started screaming for someone to help the fish. S

Please Rate This Pic Asap! Tysm!
OK MY FRIENDS, WE HAVE DONE THIS BEFORE.. CAME UP FROM BEHIND AND HELPED OUT SOMEONE WITH A RATE EVERY DAY TO HELP THEM WIN. IT'S ACTUALLY FUN BEING PART OF THE GROUP YOU KNOW "DID IT"... STEPPED UP TO HELP SOMEONE OUT TO WIN WHEN THEY HAD NO HOPE AND EVEN BETTER WHEN THEY HAVEN'T ASKED FOR IT. I OFTEN TEND TO HELP PEOPLE RANDOMLY. TERESA IS A LONG TIME FRIEND OF MINE AND I'VE HELPED HER OUT MANY TIMES SO NOW WOULD BE NO DIFFERENT. I SAW SHE IS IN AN AUCTION AND IF SHE GETS THE MOST RATES SHE WINS A ROCKSTAR!! AWESOME RIGHT? SO WHO WOULDN'T WANT TO DO SOMETHING SO SIMPLE AS TO CLICK ON HER PIC EVERYDAY AND RATE IT TO HELP HER WIN?? EASY PEASY! ARE YOU WITH US? JUST COME HERE , TERESA'S PAGE, BOOKMARK THE PIC OR WHATEVER WORKS FOR YOU AND CLICK ON IT DAILY. LET'S DO THIS!! CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK!!

No Friends In Real Life
I now know that life on here is like real life. Most people just are kind out of an obligation to be, but don't really mean it. I get treated like I am not worth anything. I feel like people just don't care about me. I try to help out as I am able, but it is rare that I get help in return. I do the best I can, but I am rarely noticed. I am learning who my real friends are on here. It is way less than the number of people on my friends list. People are usually selfish in real life, and that seems to be the case on here. I do have some friends that are true, honest, kind, and caring. These friends are the best thing in my life right now. They know who they are, and I appreciate all the love they show me. I would rather be on here because I have no friends in real life. At least these real friends on here help me to forget about my hurt, and pain in my heart. I am grateful for the friends that are real on here.

Why Is Boston 'terrorism' But Not Aurora, Sandy Hook, Tucson And Columbine?
Can an act of violence be called 'terrorism' if the motive is unknown? Two very disparate commentators, Ali Abunimah and Alan Dershowitz, both raised serious questions over the weekend about a claim that has been made over and over about the bombing of the Boston Marathon: namely, that this was an act of terrorism. Dershowitz was on BBC Radio on Saturday and, citing the lack of knowledge about motive, said (at the 3:15 mark): "It's not even clear under the federal terrorist statutes that it qualifies as an act of terrorism." Abunimah wrote a superb analysis of whether the bombing fits the US government's definition of "terrorism", noting that "absolutely no evidence has emerged that the Boston bombing suspects acted 'in furtherance of political or social objectives'" or that their alleged act was 'intended to influence or instigate a course of action that furthers a political or social goal.'" Even a former CIA Deputy Director, Phillip Mudd, said on Fox News on Sunday that at this po

Bewbz - I Can Haz Two Again
Yes, I made it through the surgery on Tuesday. But, as seems to be typical with me, nothing ever goes right. They performed a Free TRAM flap, where they take skin, fat, muscle, and blood vessels from the abdomen and use microsurgery to attach it all back up on the breast. Unfortunately, even though they made all the connections, after 3 tries they had to give up and take another section of tissue and try again. Luckily they hadn't removed both sides initially, as they often do, so they were able to do that. So, the surgery lasted 12 hours instead of the usual 6ish, and I've been really out of it. It doesn't help that my allergies are kicking in megastyle and I have to sleep on my back, which induces a lot of coughing :/ But, as of today, I'm on my feet walking and switched over to oral pain meds instead of IV. I still have an IV to get the Heparin I need to avoid blood clots. Hopefully that will come out in another day or two. So, not as much pain as I expected but it's no s

Home
Well, it's my first full day home from the hospital. I'm still having random chest pains, that they said were normal...as long as they don't linger. I'm so tired. Plus it's hard to walk. I know that's going to work out on it's own too. It's just weird, 5 days ago I woke up taking zero pills...now I have to take 4 every day. :( But I'm here, I'm alive and I'll be okay :)

My Mysterious Past
Alot of people have asked me about my past, and I have told some to those I am close with, but I have never told anyone everything in my past that I have done. People have told me countless times there is something about me that they can't understand about me, but that still intrigues them when I open up with my writings on here about some of the feelings I have had at one point, or another. I am writing this so that people can have a better understanding who I am as a person, and why I seem so harsh at times while at other times I am the most loving person they know of in their lives. I remember when I was a baby learning to walk, and run how I would go streaking when my mom, or older brother started to change me. Most of the time I tried to wear as little as nothing as I could to get attention from everyone because I liked to see them laugh. When I was in kindergarten I had my first girlfriend, and she was the first lady who had her heart broken by me when I flirted with another

I Shed A Tear - My Original Poem
I SHED A TEAR Rafy 2008 Remembrance of Our Fallen I SHED A TEAR MY BROTHER EACH DAY I READ A STORY OF HOW YOU VALIANTLY DIED I SHED A TEAR MY BROTHER FOR YOU KNOWING YOUR LIFE WAS SACRIFICED FOR ME I BOW MY HEAD IN PRAYER AS THE BAYONET IS FIXED DRIVEN IN THE SAND A HELMET SITS ATOP ITS BUTT YOUR TAGS SWAY SOFTLY IN THE BREEZE I TAKE A KNEE TO PAUSE AND PRAY FOR GOD’S HAND TO SOOTHE YOUR KIN THIS DAY ASKING HIM TO BRING HIS PEACE TO ALL WHO KNEEL TO HONOR YOU AS YOU STAND WATCH AT HEAVEN’S GATE WE STAND UNITED REMEMBERING YOU OUR SON, OUR DAUGHTER OUR DAD, OUR MOM OUR BROTHER, OUR SISTER OUR NEPHEW, OUR NIECE OUR UNCLE, OUR AUNT OUR EVERY FRIEND THREE VOLLEYS FIRED BY HONORED TROOPS JARS EMOTIONS HELD DEEP INSIDE A DISTANT SOUND OF TAPS WE HEAR ECHOS OF LAUGHTER WE ONCE DID SHARE OLD GLORY’S FIELD OF BLUE THE HONOR GUARD FOLDS WHILST WE THINK OF DREAMS WE DARED A SLOW SALUTE WE RAISE TO YOU YOUR KIN’S SOFT TEARS STREAK DOWN THE CHEEK ACCEPTING HE,

Feelsgood's 4 Year Fu Party
YES, I'M GONNA HAVE A PARTY! JULY 28TH IS MY FOUR YEAR ANNIVERSARY ON FUBAR! I will be trying for several Achievements on July 28th including 25K Likes & 5K Page Views. I will be running Ability Bling (6 Boomerangs, 8 Famplifiers, 6 Rock Stars & 2 Auto 11's) for the full 24 hours. I'll have some Happy Hours on that day as well. I'm asking all of my family & friends to help me make this a success. You don't have to have credits to help, but credit donations would be greatly appreciated. I'll also be needing a few to help with Pimpouts, Family & Points Boost's, Shitface's & Promoting as well. Those who are able to help with a minimum donation of credits will be guaranteed a Family add for the day. All those who are able to help in other ways will be added to all my Family Boost's for the day. To those who are already in my Family, please do not assume you will be guaranteed a Family Spot on July 28th! If you choose not to help in some way, you could be removed for the day to make r

Okay Who Makes These Rules....
....and by these rules I mean the rules having to do with avatars that pass under the radar of the bouncers....bouncer approved as they say....and the ones that constantly get flagged....the stupid fucking rules that make no sense at all...more to come on these aggravating subject...

Get Everything In Place And Hard To Think & Focus & Do This
You Know How You Get When Someone Says I Love You ... I Want You .... And Bam Your Heart Races Your Mind Goes Everywhere And You Can Not Think Or Focus Or Sleep Or Eat , Becasue This Person Said Those 3 LIL Words I Love You ... You Don't Know How To React Your Mind Is Scrattered In All Directions , You Try To Put This In Like a Progress Of Getting Your Duck's In a Row , But The Duck's Are Going Everything But Where You Want Them To Go ... So You Try Takin Each Sentence One At A Time Then Bam Something Else Gets In The Mess Of All Of It... I Have Been Down This Road Once Twice Before ... And Its Scarey As Hell You Know .... You Want To Be Excited But That LIL Inner Self Gets Scared And Are You Going To Be Enough Are You Going To Be The Only One .... Fears Of a Marriage You Thought Would Be Forever Turned Out Not The Dream It Was. So Much Unsettledness Inside It Scares The Hell Out Of Me ... I Want To Have That One Trust Just Don't Know How To Handle All Of It Swallow It Embrace It , B

Canuck For 200 Alex
Dear Ninja, what happens to Alex Trebek when he has a picture of a giraffe up his ass during an earthquake? ~Anonymous Trebek is Canadian. It would probably be a maple leaf, not a picture of a giraffe. Or maybe Wicked's anal beads. Either way, it'd probably be like sticking a vibrator up there, and a prostate is very sensitive for a man. Best guess, he'd be moving his own earth, if you know what I mean. ~Ninja

Fucked
This... This is not how we are meant to live Fed scraps from a table littered with the discord of their sins Given little shreds to keep the aching in our bellies barely at bay We carry the weight of their wants on our breaking backs so they may taste the fruits of our labor No room left to dream No air left to breathe We are bred to believe that life is survived by their standards that our daily struggle to maintain is exactly what we deserve We are bred to be their whores the oldest profession indeed they bend us over shove our face down in 1200 thread count Egyptian Cotton sheets and plow us without even the courtesy of lube to make the raping a bit more bearable And when they're finished? They carelessly toss us to the side a gaping hole of uselessness they've no more need of This... This is the great lie we've allowed them to dangle over our naive heads You are free, free to spend your life serving their means and the best you

A Lil 101 On Shit
So Ive had to endure recently the lovelyness that is this site & the abundance of ignorance that is here! Ive had 2 (to my face) Ppl say in either direct or indirect terms, That Hey its ok you got your ass beat by your ex, you deserved it, you pissed him off. Then to go along and say hey well you talk about what happened to you, Yeah I fucking do, wanna know why?? I speak about what my ex did to me and what Im dealing with to put him away to show people, that hey, It may be hard but guess what It can be done. You dont need to live this way, you dont need to lower yourself to think this is ok, you need to love yourself to get away for YOU!! When this happened I worked in the domestic violence shelter for women & children, I seen many women come in for fear of their lives, kids scared, bruised damn near death...so many fucking times. Ive watched them struggle and sometimes.......go back to their abuser....cause they feared being alone, they have nothing, they said they was

Victorious!!!!
Today, after almost 2 months of court dates, I took the stand, to testify against my ex boyfriend, whom lived with me. On May 20, 2013, he hit me.....One time and one time only, I called the cops and he was arrested & pending charges against him was assault in the second, harassement in the second, and a choking charge (that is new). After, offering him a plea over & over again, today we went to a non jury trial. He was leaving it up to the judge to be his jury......I took the stand scared out of my mind, beyond nervous. I loved this man with everything in me.....and was feeling horrible for being there to do this, But......a person can NOT get away with something. So I told my story over and over again, relived that day vividlly in my head.....and made it into words......I stood against his lawyer, and his redundant questioning....and in the end........the judge ruled.......he was GUILTY withOUT a doubt........of 2 of the 3 charges. When I heard those words, I could not hold back the

Holy Procedures Batman!!
OK So... another obstacle!!!! This doc wants me to have a Myelogram so he can see exactly where and how badly these nerves are pinched/pinching. He says Open MRI's are junk and cant use mine cause the imagery is shite! SO! Now to see if my insurance will even cover the damn procedure! SMH... Im beginning to think my legs will never feel normal again! PS For those who dont know so they dont have to look it up, A myelogram uses X-rays (fluoroscopy) and a special dye called contrast material to make pictures of bones and nerves of the spine (spinal canal). The spinal canal contains the spinal cord and nerve roots surrounded by a fluid-filled space called the subarachnoid space. For a myelogram, the dye (which contains iodine) is put into the subarachnoid space. X-ray pictures are taken as the dye moves into different areas of the subarachnoid space. A myelogram can be used to find: A blockage in the spinal canal that may be caused by a tumor or by a spinal disc that has ruptured

Crazy Women Magnet
Crazy woman #1 I've met three times, first time I gave her some of my goodybag sandwich. (sandwich/candy/chips and sometimes a drink. volunteers get at end of day) I didn't want it and I hate wasting food. Anyhow, she definitely likes me, even said I was a good looking indian. (she's eskimo) But at the time, she was swaying...just a little drunk. Second time, she gave me a roll...ed smoke saying "I just rolled it" Today, she waves with fingers (starting with pinky and ending with forefinger) smiling coyly.Crazy woman #2 I've met while walking home late one night, she had a fifth of Crown Royal and asked if I wanted a shot. Sure, I do. Then gives me her Marlboro to hold, ending up giving it to me. Then gives me a hug and I compliment on scent of hair. 2nd time, she just smiles. Today she is walking down street arms waving wildly. (could be waving to oncoming traffic, I don't know) She stops me in middle of intersection saying something about going over here. I said "What?" "I love you,

Just Me!!
You know..all I have really ever wanted is to be happy.. To have a great friendship. To meet the girl of my dreams. To live life but that is not to be I guess. Truth is I have destroyed every relationship I have ever had in one way or another. From my exes to my son and my mother I have always known I will be alone when I drive. But that does not mean I want to live alone. I have just brought pain and hurt to those around me. I look back at my life so far ind think why am I even here. What have I done to live like this. I can't tell you how hard it's been this last year so much pain and suffering on all parts not just mine. When dad past He died very angry at me. I never got the opportunity to mend fences with him. I rarly speak to my son. Maybe he will return my calls some day. And of course there are the women in and out of my life. And none of them speak to me either. Lol. The last one was a doosy I think I will love her till the day I die she is that spcial. But once again I

Guys Want Me
Cole Buzz: sh*t faced! Level: 10 Gender: Male, 21 Location: Status: Where the hot guys at?? 12:57pm Cole: Sup 12:57pm Slutty J: nothing much. what's up with you? 12:58pm Cole: Nothin yet man, your fuckin hot 12:58pm Cole: Wanna be a slut with me 1:03pm Slutty J: Thanks but I have work to get to. 1:03pm Cole: Well that sucks 1:05pm Slutty J: You have a good one

I Need
.....a sugar daddy. I'd be cheap...I just want a membership to Ancestry.com, lol. I had this conversation with my "twin" last week. He just laughed....it is kind of funny. I mean really, most women who say they want/need a sugar daddy want trips, clothes, make-up...and whatever else floats their boat. It just sucks to get a "hint" for someone on my tree...I see tiny pictures that COULD be someone I'm related to, but I can't click it because I'm not a memeber. Plus I MAY be able to find out more about the person that came over from England. Ugh. I'm just frustrated.

The Sunlight Is Just A Glare (and Of What I Speak Of Is So Very Rare)...
i want to capture into words how breathtaking you are how the sunrise begs your pardon as he rises from afar and as the sunset hastens toward a downward climb his light grows dim but your light shines and how a snow top mountain peak adorned with the first fresh fallen snow is nothing more than a landscape we seek and nothing compared to the beauty i know and the beauty that i behold from the earliest morning light to the darkest recesses of the night everytime i look into your eyes i don't see bluest skies and clouds above i only see your beauty, i only see your love i could turn my gaze into the sun, stand and stare for days and never once go blind amidst those blinding rays but i look at you, for one golden moment

It's A Brand New World
I bet you that I can make you so hot that you'll say " Fuck me " before this timer goes off. Let me get this straight. " If I can keep from asking you to fuck me until that that thing bings, I win a thousand dollars ?""Yup." And if I fail ?" "You'll get the best fuck you ever had. " " That sounds too good to pass up ." Bruce slid his hand up the inside of Deb's thigh , past the top of her stockings , and brushed the crotch of her panties. " You're soaked already ," he said , rubbing her crotch lightly. "Want me to fuck you right now ?" I can wait , Deb said, feeling the electricity that always jolted her body when Bruce touched her . She liked Bruce a lot and would have dated him with out the money , but he always insisted on paying. He tried to explain that it was easier for him. And like it or not she knew he could afford their frequent rendezous and Deb enjoyed watching a collage fund grow . He pressed his fully clothed body against her entwined his hands in hers , and placed his

Time Off
Taking time to improve my personal life. I adore my online friends, but it is just time to focus on me and mine. Too many bad things have happened in the past few years. Time to get good KARMA back! Too many deaths in family and friends, fire in my Nikki's home and she has a new baby, health issues throughout the family...including myself. I'm not doing things right, evidently. So much has been happening, it's too much to admit and write about. So I will not. My phone is fucked...my computer is giving me trouble...so, I am giving up for while. Anyway, I have a new rescued baby to deal with. A mini dachshund pup that would have been euthanized. I hate that shit! I may end up being a crazy dog lady! BD, I'm so happy you are back! I love you and you know it! I must take some time to get myself healthy and aligned. My hormones are killing me! I ask for time and patience, because I am sure I will be back. Sweet Tart kisses and lovin, Kelly

The Media Must Stop Obsessing About The Duchess Of Cambridge's Body
The media must stop obsessing about the Duchess of Cambridge's body A Daily Star story about the ghost of Princess Diana criticising Kate Middleton's body is only the most surreal of a deluge of offensive articles following the birth of Prince George. And there's evidence already it's affecting young girls' self-esteem The Daily Star headline that should horrify us all. After the slavering media frenzy over the Duchess of Cambridge's post-baby body (the horrified shock that she "still had a baby bump" mere hours after the birth; the nauseating OK! Cover heralding her "post-baby weight loss regime" ONE DAY after Prince George popped out; the blaring proclamation of the first post-partum long-lens skinny-jeans sighting and the recent tabloid explosion when her top rode up for a split second as she played volleyball revealing gasp a sliver of stomach) it was difficult to imagine that things could possibly get any worse. Step forward and take a bow Daily Star. Under a front-p

A Dream
In my slumbers last night , he came to me. He said " Luv , did you call for me ?" Yes , I had called him by name , " Master , come take me " I'm so alone and I need a place to go in my mind where we can be free , and neither be alone. Lets sail away my love , to the Sea of Make Believe , where we can be anything we wish to be. Your arms around me tight, as you pull my gown up and over my head , I submit gratefully , glad to belong to you. Love me darling , I whispered. Let me feel the steel as I shiver with the need for release , your lips begin to explore my hot body , my neck , my ears , my throat , down to my hard nipples where you sucked like a man thirsty to his very soul. But you take your sweet-ass time to prolong the intensity of wanting each other. I brought the nylon ropes you whispered. UMMMMMMM was all I could moan , I was trembling with heated anticipation , as you will my luv . He raised up and with a quickness I was bound , wrists to to my legs with knees apart and open

Bacon, Beer And Blow Jobs.
Just kind of wondering here...you can thank a MuMM for this. Yes, I could also make a MuMM but yeah, I'm not. Your boyfriend/husbad is asleep...you want to wake him up. Do you wake him up by just waking him up, give him a bunch of bacon or give him a blow job....or maybe a beer? [sigh] I'd say just do all of them, wake him up, give him the beer and bacon then proceed to give him a blow job...I could be wrong. Guys, what would you like?

I Awake
I awake And it takes a moment to remember where I am. I look over to you and the sun is shining on your face I think, “Who is this Angel laying beside me?” Then – the thousands of memories Of our life together fill my mind. And I know who this Angel is, She is you – my best friend, my lover, my girl Day after day I wonder how did I get so lucky? You are the most incredible person I know, And I thank the Lord that you are with me We have been together What seems like forever. But yet, everyday is something new. My love for you grows every day. And everyday – I fall in love all over again. Your smile, your big brown eyes, Your playfulness. When we are apart and are about to meet my heart races. You reach for me and I can’t breathe. You kiss me and instantly you send electricity through me. You are my best friend. You are my lover. You are my whole life. I awake. The sun shines in on your face. I love you so much Thank you for being my everything

How To Stay Monogamous, In Six Easy Steps
Sir Paul Coleridge, a leading high court judge, has warned that Britain faces "yawning public ignorance" about the damage divorce wreaks upon children. To combat this (divorce, not the ignorance, nor the yawning), he suggests relationship education, which, in Telegraphese, has become "monogamy lessons" – in the print edition, at least. I disagree with the premise, and think children, being a bit like small people, are best served by households in which the other people are fulfilled. To which end, the highest goal is self-actualisation, rather than brainwashing yourself to love some fancy of your youth whose manner of eating an apple turns your stomach. But let's say he's right, and let's imagine, furthermore, that "leading high court judge" isn't just a code for "unimaginative man who is the eponymous patriarch of his own patriarchal worldview, incapable of understanding that it's accident of birth, not wisdom, that put him there, since to understand that would be to lift the l

Ranking -- Lets Think About This
Ok I have been thinking about this and reading what everyone is saying. There is something that EVERYONE needs to realize about those REDS and the Powerhouses that are running famps all the time. You guys trying for ranking dont want them to stop running. You should want to be in those families. Those of us that are running famps three or more times a week are the ones you want on your side. Ask yourself this...if those who are doing all the famping (REDS and Powerhouses) stop running, where are you going to get your rates from? Your bitting the hand that feeds you!! Those of you that have commented on this blog that have already been RED once if not more should agree with me on this. You know the rating game and how it works. Think about it! Stop trying to screw other people and play the game the way it was intended to be played. Everyone knows what runs this site and sure is not everyone giving someone something for nothing! Learn to work it. If you want tips on how to make it to the

So Happy Right Now
I just got news that I've been waiting 6 months for. I can finally say that I have my own place. They called me this evening asked me if I still wanted it. Well, duh! This is the BEST Christmas present ever. I could move in as early as tomorrow or as late as Thursday of next week. Either way, I'll be ringing in the new year at MY OWN PLACE!!! So happy!!

Yet Another Cool Feature
LC does it again :) Another cool feature. I love this place. Much better then Myspace :) Remember don't be shy.Feel free to comment,rate both my page and my pics :) Thanks and hope to hear from all of you soon D@nny

My Story..........
The darkness broken by the dawn Brings within its glow a promise Of warmth and life, burning within The bosom of the earth Rising up to wrap in its protective Force the life, which grows upon its back. Chapter I The rain had finally stopped; it had been raining for seven days straight, with very little time between the storms. That had been battering the coast, it was however a relief, the year had provided very little moisture. The whole forest was a tinderbox waiting for a spark. The animals were starting to come out of their hiding places to soak up the sun, and revel in the ready supply of water. A stag cautiously approached a stream running in the bottom of a shallow valley. The tree line stopped several hundred yards above the stream, and the stag waited and watched the area for a long time before leaving the cover of the trees. He took one more look around before dipping his head down into the stream to quickly and deeply drink his fill. The Stags ear twitched and

This Is Very Annoying
woww--the alert box here used to be one of my fave places on earth--i would be soooo happy when someone gave me a user comment, photo comment--u know--all the wonderful stuff-- but now- got 500+ friends here--the alert page fills up every 30 or so seconds with someone posting a blog--or multiple blog entries--obscuring all the stuff we love the lostcherry for----sorry--just had to say that

Why Is It::::::::and Other Questions Bout Women
the nicer you are to some women the more they just want to be friends? the worse a guy is the prettier the woman? is it neccesarry to treat a woman bad to get her to care? how come good guys finish last? what exactly does it take to get to a womans heart?

Sickkkkly Pixiee
OMG I have been sooo freakin sick lately! It has been awefull. I got tonsillitis, swollen lymph nodes, and sinus infection like 3 weeks ago Then got better then got Tottaly sick again like a week later. I was in pain all over my body..Body aches, cold chills, night sweats, stomach cramps OMG talk about pain. then i got better and that came back 3 days later. Well I am takin percacet for pain but i will have tests to find out what is freakin wrong with me. My legs feel like they are gonna give out on me any minute. ohh the pain! I have never been the "sickly" type of person either. I mean usually i can be around sick people and im the last person to get it ..if i even do. Well I will keep ya all updated. Keep me in your prayers! muahh Hugs and kisses ~Your Pixie~

Thank You
i just wanted to say thank you to everybody on lc for all the love i have recieved on here . i have never been on a site thats is as friendly as this . before lc i was a myspace junkie now its rare if i ever go to my myspace lol .i also wanted to say thank you to the family for lettin me be part of it . i understand why its called the family because its just that a family . thank you all and i love you all tazman

Why?
AS I LOOK AROUND CHERRY AND AT PEOPLES PICS I WONDER WHY PEOPLE ARE SO RUDE IF YOU DONT LIKE SOMEONE DONT COMMENT ON THEM. SOME OF THE COMMENTS I HAVE READ HAVE BEEN REALLY CRUEL. AND THESE PEOPLE GIVEN PEOPLE 1'S WITHOUT COMMENT ARE CHICKEN IF YOUR GOIN TO BE MEAN AT LEAST HAVE THE GUTS TO DO IT SHOWING WHO U ARE. THIS REALLY HURT MY FRIENDS FEELINGS. IT IS SO MUCH EASIER NOT TO SAY SOMETHING AT ALL THEN TO BE MEAN. THATS HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT ANYWAY.

Pic Ratings
You know i like getting votes on my pics and i could care less if it's a 1 or a 10 but what annoys the shit outta me is how can you vote pics of someone's kids a freaking 1? i mean come on now don't you have anything better to do? Maybe that's just me but i dunno this is my blog so i can rant and rave all i want haha

Showing Love
I wonder why everytime i see a bullentin with someone begging for rates or something i go do it but it never gets returned? I think its rude and i am gonna stop doing it lol. Actually i just needed something to bitch about so i could try this blog shit out

What A Kiss Means....
What A Kiss Means *Kiss on the stomach-----"lets have sex" *Kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine" *Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny" *Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends" *Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you" *Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together" *Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you" *Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you" *Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other" *Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine" *Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you" *Holding on tight ---"Don't let go" *Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't let go" *Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me" *Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go" *Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completley Comfortable with you" --Advice-- *Dont ask for a kiss, take one. *If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love (or strong like). ****( i just

Witches' Chant
Darksome night and shining Moon, Hearken to the Witches' rune, East then South, West then North, Here come I to call Thee forth. By all the powers of land and sea, Be obedient unto me. Wand and Pentacle and Sword, Hearken ye unto my word. Cords and Censer, Scourge and Knife, Waken all ye into life. Powers of the Witches' Blade, Come ye as the charge is made. Queen of Heaven, Queen of Hell, Send your aid unto the spell. Horned Humter of the night, Work my will by magick rite. By all the powers of land and sea, As I do say, "So mote it be." By all the might of Moon and Sun, As I do will, it shall be done.

~ Hugs ~
There are hugs from mothers They are tender and sincere.. There are hugs from fathers That help chase away your fears.. There are hugs from children They are usually very tight.. There are hugs from spouses That make you feel just right.. There are hugs from friends That are given with good intent.. The hugs from all these people ( my friends, my fans..) I thank you all from the bottom of my heart! Dede

Getting Started
Okay... this is awesome WAY TO GO MIKE!!!! Now that we have blogs this will add a bit to the site, so glad Mike is looking out for all of us!! I would like to say Hello to all my FRIENDS, FAMILY and FANS!!! I have enjoyed being apart of Lost Cherry, I am SOOOOO addicted it's not even funny, we need to create an support group for those that have become addicted to Lost Cherry *giggles* I so enjoy getting comments so don't be afraid to leave me a comment... Until the next entry *Hugs n Kissies* *~*PurteeLadee*~*

The Pervert In Me Says!
The lovers embraced each other hoping to melt into each other’s souls. Finding solace in the warmth their kindled passion basked them in. Their skin seemed to merge while at the same time every inch of it that touched the other sent off millions of pleasure singles to the brain causing and explosion of ecstatic sensations throughout their bodies. Their tongues eagerly seeking out those spots on their bodies that drove each other over the edge. Hands sliding into stroke each other’s most sensitive sections of their bodies. His hand sliding down from her breast lightly across her skin tracing a slow circle around her belly button. Moving causiously as if the moment might evaporate his fingers crossed over her mound and slid slowly into her valley. Tracing lightly over her labia, down the left around her entry, and back up the right, repeatedly, until her body unconciously arched into his hand forcing his fingers slip between her and onto her button. Then back so his finger slid further

I Try To Live By These
"I Try To Live By These" Dont worry about what people think. - do it anyway People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered. - forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of being selfish and having ulterior motives. - be kind anyway. If you are successful you will win some false friends and true enemies. - succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you. - be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight. - build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous. - be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow. - do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough. - give the world the best you've got anyway.

My First Rant
Don't buy Pepsi in the new can. Pepsi has a new "patriotic" can coming out with pictures of the Empire State Building, and the Pledge of Allegiance on them. However, Pepsi left out two little words on the pledge, "Under God." Pepsi said they didn't want to offend anyone. In that case, we don't want to offend anyone at the Pepsi corporate office, either! So if we don't buy any Pepsi product, they will not be offended when they don't receive our money that has the words "In God We Trust" on it. SCREW PEPSICO...DRINK WATER INSTEAD I really dont give a damn if they dont have it on there I would rater they dont I would rather the goverment change that as well ...Our forefathers came here for FREEDOM of religion as one of the main reasons dont you think ths whole in god we trust thing is a little pointless to bitch about.Some people cant even afford to eat and here we are bitching about a fucking can.I love Pepsi and i would drink it if the founders said they suck off the De

Umm No Clue What To Call This Shit
ok i know im gonna get laughed at and made fun of but i dont really care.just was reading so many poems lately that it just seemed easier to put my thoughts in that form than anything else.this is first poem i have ever tried to write in my life and have no clue why i am doing but ohh well fuck it ------------------------------------------------ thoughts of her bring me so much happiness but yet cause me so much pain thought she was my sunshine but seems to look a lot like rain the more i think the more it hurts and i curse the one above and think to myself is it really ever worth it to fall in love should i hide inside myself like i have so many times before it does get awfully lonely but i wouldnt feel the pain no more or should i be the braver man and try to persevere and the 1 in a million chance that one day ill hold her near i want to be her knight in shinning armor and make her never forget me only problem i can for see is that . will she even let me?

Anudder Poem!!
i wuz sitting in a coffee shop waiting 4 my friend & noticed the way the lite looked on these brass sculptures on de wall & jes got carried away!! lol Light June 7, 1996 Pale light shines on dingy walls, Leaving shadows of something that once was, Silent, Motionless, Waiting, Biding their time, Hoping against hope, To be set free from pointless existence. Candlelight dances around them, Taunting them, Teasing them, Knowing they can't counter. Endless struggle of Light against Darkness; Light always winning But Darkness always there. Copyright ©2006 Robert Dale Hetrick

Trying To Do Too Many Things On The Computer At Once
this sucks. i am trying to listen to txr, dowmload music and go thru email and i am getting too bogged down. ahhhhhhh.i will prolly just stop trying to download for tonight and work on it tomorrow.

Then Losin My Daughter
t now christmas time boy the months have passed it seemed like it took forever jus to try to start a new year we struggled wit the pain and with all the tears not knowin what was gona happen that was gona bring more tears the day was xmas eve and the call was fast as light the baby is not breathing i struggled wit all my might i dipped in jus a minute to rush to my baby girl not knowin what had happened not knowin what was goin on the ride was long and painful the wait i dreaded more feeling alone and cold i know that she was gone watchin the doctors in the hallway me hitting the cold floor my body couldnt handle it it couldnt take much more my little tiny angel my only pride and joy why did u do this why did u let her go i knew that she was gone but my mind couldnt deal walkin into the room the sheet over her head i scream and i flip my baby aint dead i cant handle this my heart is totally gone sittin there in that room felt like forever holdin h

Reality Of A Break-up
"Reality of a Break-up" (this is for people who question WHY) Why is it when we end a relationship our hearts can't seem to move on? Our heads play circular games with us that continue to haunt our every waking & sleeping moments. Why do we hang on to what we think is our destiny? Is it that we have a need to fulfill some certain void that we ourselves can not obtain within ourselves? I wish I knew the answers to these questions because I keep getting beat up by these same taunting thoughts day in and day out. But I am also a glutton for punishment. I am one of those women who love too much. There is no cure for a woman like me except to find a man who truly loves me and appreciates the woman I am OR just never end the relationship. Pretty simple right...WRONG! I tend to find men who have an addictive personality only to win my affections...then charm their way into my bed. And I'm sick of men who can not take responsibility for their own actions then turn blame

The Wolf
The wolf wanders alone. Most think of him as the predator and avoid him or are leary. Others condem him for the actions of his ancestors and other wolves. Yes he desires the pack but the pack also brings competion and a certain trust. This wolf can not afford to be hurt again so he goes it alone, byhimself and drudges on. The few that do seek the frienship of this wolf, find a true friend and a loyal companion. He may not fully give himself to them because he knows that eventully he will be wandering alone again. This Wolf will protect at all cost those that are vulnrable to other preditors. And he will shed blood if needed. He lives by his own rules and and sometimes that leads him into deadly fields. But he has the cunningness and wisdom to always escape without to much of a scar. Oh yes his scars remind him of his past and make him leery of his future. But he keeps going. Is he a Hero or a misguided loaner? We shall see. Do not avoid the wolf,,,because he will avoid you if that is b

Erotic Vibrations
Feeling your hands all over my body and your warm breath against my skin Kisses from your lips so soft & moist I get hot & wet down in between The candle light against your body as the sweat rolls down your chest You look in my eyes and lick your lips and tell me that I am the best I feel your tongue on my inner thighs with your hands gripping my hips My body starts to tremble as I feel your mouth against my lips You are speaking without words and my body hears exactly what you say And what you are saying is that I’m your toy and you are ready to play Flip me over onto my stomach with my ass slightly in the air Now you’ll stick it in slowly Babe and gently pull my hair Now one hand on my shoulder and the other on my hip Push harder Babe and tell me whose it is as I begin to bite my lip Now STOP and lay on your back put your hands above your head Just relax and do as I say as I tie you to the bed My lips are on yours but with know specific destination So I’ll work my way

Why??
u know i thought that myspace was a place for drama. and then i come here and think that people on here are so much nicer and that they like to have fun. but then i talk to some of them and they seem to be all decent and shit and then they come at me with the shit i leave on peoples pages. i leave a comment on someones page being flirtatious..having fun. i dont mean anything by it and i dont plan on meeting these people. so becuz i write something it makes me a slut or a whore. i have certain pics up then im a bad person for doing so. when i see so many other people on here that dont even have their shit in a private folder. but once again i am the bad one. im fed up with this shit. u want to know me then come at me real. understand that i flirt and until i have someone that wants to be with me i will continue to do so. u wanna wife me then lets go..but make sure that u know how to be a man and not take shit to the extremes. im so much better than that.

Vacation
I'll be on vacation starting 9-15-06 at 12pm. i return on 9-25-06. i dont plan on having a computer near me the whole time i'm gone. just a few cervesas, margaritas, and a bottle of tanning lotion. xoxox wish you all could lay on the beach for a week with me. i will miss you but not think of you! lol if that makes any sense love you my beautiful smart cherries!

Poem: Smile
Smile Everyone rushing got to get there on time Heart is racing ,no time to eat Catch that train no interest in others Not wanting it to stop have to get there Two Stations to go and 5 minutes left I have not got time to smile Make the meal they will be home soon. Got to vacum and Polish to Why does the child have to cry right now Nooo the pot is burnt what do I do? A meal to make and 5 minutes left I haven't got time to smile The sun is shining what a lovely day Going to take it in my stride Saying hello with a smile on my face Everyone seems so happy Great, five minutes left and I am off home I have always time to smile

Wtf?
Why do people think they can talk about you behind your back and get away with it...if you want to say something to them tell them to their face that way when you are done they can hit you in your face. I had this happen to me today over something freakin stupid and its pissing me off. I just want to scream and leave...never come back. Bisexualvampyre

Mr. Universe Final Questions
Mr. Universe Final Questions Question : "Mr. America, how do you describe a male organ in your country?" Mr. America : "Well, I can say that male organs in America are like gentlemen" Question : "How can you say so?" Mr. America : "Because it stands every time it sees a woman........ " (Applause! Applause!) Question : "Mr. Spain, how do you describe a male organ in your country?" Mr. Spain : "Male organs in our country are like our very own Bullfight or Toro(Bull)" Question : "How can you say so?" Mr. Spain : "Because it charges every time it sees an opening." (Applause! Applause!) Question : "Mr. Philippines, how do you describe a male organ in your country? " Mr. Philippines : "Well, I can say that male organs in our country are like gossip or rumors" Question : "How can you say so?" Mr. Philippines : "Because it passes from mouth to mouth." (Applause! Applause! Standing Ovation! Applause! Applause!)

Friday Comes Again
Friday comes again Friday comes again, promising a men- Men who busted... a new hope.. a bright future... a new lifestyle. Friday comes again, promising a women- Women who harmed.. A lovely hubby... A lovely childs... A lovely family. Friday comes again... promising a child- Child who abused.. A happy childhood... A happy bedtime hours... A happy family. Dear God... Hear me say... Keep this unfortunate life away from us... Keep our Men - a strong FEET to stand by themselves... Keep our Women -a strong HEART to continue a life... Keep our Childs - a strong SOUL to be alive... and.... Keep our Community - a strong HANDS to be lend them to our Men...Women...and Childs who is less fortunate... Amen!

Unborn Tears
A woman sits alone in contemplation under the soft glow of the moon. Looking down she sees the movement of life from her womb. Evidence of a once promised love. Crimson tears well up in her eyes with the thought that one day they will want answers. Anger and self loathing in her heart for her weakness to so easily allow herself to open her heart to another to only be used for such carnal pleasures and tossed just as easily. The confusion as decisions come from life beckoning the answers to friends and family why she is facing bringing the lives of two children into the world alone. As each day passes she tries to be strong for herself and that of her unborn children. Most days tend to be rather harsh facing the reality that she will never have real love. The woman sits with tears rolling down her cheeks hoping the answer to her problem is not what she fears. The heart growing hard, cold, and bitter.

Please Read This Guys!
Hi Ya'll! I want to get something straight and put it out on the table. I am on this site to have fun and meet cool people. I have meet some awesome people and not so nice people. But I am NOT looking for a boyfriend or a relationship ( because they are useless really ) and I have no vacancies on any of my phone sex, cam to cam or fuck buddies lists so please don't ask me to cam or for phone sex. I'm a single mom with a full time job and a house to run and my own social outside LC.. so please be cool and just be my friend! =)~ HOWEVER.. if you would like to EXCHANGE photos or videos then I am game.. I do have more pics and am always willing to take more! =)~ Love you all and thanks for the love! KISSES!

"free"skins For All!
Hey everyone. I just finished with a new round of skins for everyone to rip. I have found an EASY way for you to see and rip the skins without having to wait for them to cycle on my page. Go to the bottom of the page and next to rip skins is Brouse Skins by this user. Click that. You will see every skin I have created. Preview and rip as many as you like. Just remember to repost this, Rate my photos, promise me your first born.. you know... the standard Cherry love. YOU ALL ROCK and I hope you like them! Some of my newest I think are pretty neat. Here is the complete list. ENJOY SKINS LIST Bubbles2 Dolphin Bass Cuff Me Please Irish Love Sparkle Butterfly Heart Bubble Ribbon Cammo2 Celtic Purple Bubbles Cammo3 Purple Dragon America1 America2 Pooh Bear 1 Devil Girl Sept 11 One John Deer John Deere2 Rush 2112 Sept 11 two Sept 11 Three Sept 11 Four Sept 11 Five Sept 11 Six Sept 11 Seven Sept 11 NINE Sept 11 Eight Goth1 Support Troups Purple Love

Fuckin Why Me
i meet this gurl on here.. i like her lots.. i have a gf that tells me to have fun on here.. she gats all pissed like drunk i mean and says shit when i go to mix a drink.. i come back to ppl telling me good bye.. i am so confused.. i want to meet a lady that can make me smile like the one that just left me.. i am sooooooo sorry hun... u kno sweet pioson i am not like that and i am dumping her ass like as we speak... i hate how i want to meet ppl and she gets all freaky and goes off to her own little world...i want a lady not a kid.. like serious i am not a bad guy.. just i ..oh fuck it..nvm ppl this was a total waste of ur time.. i never had a chance to begin with.. sorry for wasting all ur time..ppl that have read this.... am i an asshole???

Shock
I'm in total shock here, I don't really know what I'm saying, or why I'm even saying it, why am I talking to a computer? What's going on? I don't know what to say, she's such a precious little bundle, so young, so small, she doesn't deserve this/. I've tried to help my sister the best I can, to look after my little nephew, to give her a break while she struggles with little aisha, but the poor little thing just keeps getting sicker and sicker and I feel so fucking useless cuz there's nothing I can do!!! I want to blame someone, and to tear their head off, I want to hurt someone cuz this hurts inside, she's a fucking baby, how can she be sick like this? I don't care what you believe in, if it's your allah, your god, or your mtv, pray for her today, please?

This Is Amazing
i did a survey basically i went and rated 28 peopes profiles and commented and rated every pic(1023 pics) i got 2 user coments and 1 photo comment.... alot of the people i picked are ones that posted that there friends dont rate them.....just find that very interesting...ohhh and to the ones that did leave comments or ratings love you to death.. well i even love the ones that dont....i dont expect that they go and do every pic like i did 1 or 2 is fine with me or even a thank you i think out of the 28 2 said thanks and i got much love for them even for that....just had to rant a bit

Bored
yes i'm sitting here on sunday morning with a small hangover and being bored to death, so here i am once again annoying all those who have been unfortunate enough to read this.~~hugs~~ so anyways, just wanted to say this blog thingy is so stupid, yes i said that. more people use then to post bulletins than to actually blog and i'm just using it to solve my boredom issue. yes i think i have a problem and yes i probably need some sort of meeting but until i figure out what kind of meeting that would be. i guess anyone who reads this will have to be my support group. luv ya all chrissy

Thinking
Ya know i had a night to sleep on the events that happened last night and normally id be better.But today is different. I still feel like crap im tired of being used im tired of being unhappy. When is it my time to be happy. Im tired of being the 3 rd wheel im tired of being alone. Im just tired of waiting.......

What A Day This Will Be!
What a email this was... You are in your car driving home. Thoughts wander to the game you want to see or meal you want to eat, when suddenly a sound unlike any you've ever heard fills the air. The sound is high above you. A trumpet? A choir? A choir of trumpets? You don't know, but you want to know. So you pull over, get out of your car, and look up. As you do, you see you aren't the only curious one. The roadside has become a parking lot. Car doors are open, and people are staring at the sky. Shoppers are racing out of the grocery store. The Little League baseball game across the street has come to a halt. Players and parents are searching the clouds. And what they see, and what you see, has never before been seen. As if the sky were a curtain, the drapes of the atmosphere part. A brilliant light spills onto the earth. There are no shadows. None. From whence came the light begins to tumble a river of color spiking crystals of

Lettes Only--from Violent J
this is violent j'z contest!! hey ya'll im hosting a contest entitled "Juggalettes Gone Wicked" and i was wondering if you would be intrested in participating alright and here are the rules. Juggalettes Gone Wicked What You Win you'll either win a permanet place on my top 8 and be known as the hottest juggalette around or you'll get one lucky phone call from the great violent j and this is whatcha gotta do to win. Rules. 1.send in pics of yourself 2.they have to be in underwear and bra only or naked thats why its called juggalettes gone wicked 3.you can include people in the picture but remember underwear and bra only or naked but you will also have a better chance at winning. Send The Pics To My Email Address-wickedclown4ever99 Violent Jz email the profile it brings up is Jz cousin!! no worries!

Never
Never give up... I'll never give in. Free from hate , Free from your sin. You will never let go, I will never run in fear. I'll stand like I should, I will fight till the end. You should be afraid, I am never holding back. I'm giving it all I have, I'll be ready for you attacks. So bring it on baby. You've got nothing on me. You can never win... I will never let it be! Written By :Jennifer Fischer

Jokes
Q1: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q2. WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a Fren ch kiss, only "down under." Q3. WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q4. WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q5. WHY DO WOMEN RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch.

So....i Need Some Thoughts On The Following Situation....
For those who know me well, and now for those who do not, I would like to give a quick "cliff notes" version of my sex life (or more to the point, NO sex life!) I am married...5 daughters and the wife has completely lost her sex drive. She realizes this and is actually starting therapy for it. However, she knows my sex drive is out of this world (an 11 on a scale of 1 to 10) and she has some guilt about not "fulfilling my needs". She hit me with the idea of me going and getting cyber and phone sex with my online friends. WHAT?!?!? Sorry, JP...I do not swing that way...even though you are quite an attractive man! LOL Anyway, some who read this may know that I have a sexual way of thinking and have been very straight forward with some comments that even make me blush...others I do not speak to in such ways (too bad for you! haha). I truly have a quandry (yes, Trace, that word comes out again). Even though I have flirted like mad with some, I have not gone over that line of real

My Views On Beauty
Hello everyone. I hope everyone likes my site. its still in the basics of forming. but please use the chat box :-)Ok Little about myself. My name is David and I'm 35 years old born on Nov. 25th, 1970 In Dallas, Texas. I have done some serious travling across our great nation since 2000. I have ended up atleast for now; in Knoxville, TN. I am Wiccan; 3rd Generation. This means my grandparents and parents were wiccan. Wiccan basically means I follow a nature path of faith instead of the christian religion. Sorry if you don't like that but I will not change for anyone. I am a lover not a fighter. I love women and love the female form in all its glory. I look beyound human flesh. Look deeper into the soul so that I ignore race or religion or or body size. All women are beautiful in my eyes as are all children. I follow the Goddess; Bast, the Egyptain Goddess of the Cat and Fetility.

The Way I See It
What did all that mean? it means all these thin women that claim to be natural and love themselves as beautiful; its a bunch of bull. only 1% of all the women in the world are born with the body of a supermodel. so don't try to be that way. be yourself. smile. enjoy life and you will be surprised how many people think your beautiful. its not difficult. lots of people like all types of woman. i'm on of them. I have learned to look beyound Human flesh and deeper into the soul. THAT is how I judge a person not any other way. change your body only for yourself and your health no other reason. if joe blow don't like the way you look. tough. he can go jump off a cliff. others do like you the way you look.. learn to love what they see in you.

Guys Suck!
Sorry if I made anyone mad with the title of this blog but for me its the truth. I had a bf for the past two weeks but didnt tell anyone because I wanted to wait a month to see if we were still together or not. I didnt want to tell everyone I had a bf then him dump me and me have to tell every I dont have one. But anyway he broke up with me last night cause he wanted to try again with hisex of 3 years. I was fine with it...we were only together 2 weeks anyway. But then he brings his gf to work to have lunch and he brings her right by me...I got pissed. Then they look back to see if I am looking at them and I just wanted to beat the hell out of his gf and fu*k up his car. I dont mine that she came to have lunch with him but it was fucked up what they did. Everyone at work told him it was fucked up...to bring her by me knowing he just broke up with me yesterday. ok done venting...sorry. Bisexualvampyre

The White Buffalo
A farm in Wisconsin is quickly becoming hallowed ground for American Indians with the birth of its third white buffalo, an animal considered sacred by many tribes for its potential to bring good fortune and peace. The white buffalo is particularly sacred to the Cheyenne, Sioux and other nomadic tribes of the Northern Plains that once relied on the buffalo. According to legend, a white buffalo, disguised as a woman wearing white hides, appeared to two men. One treated her with respect, and the other didn't. She turned the disrespectful man into a pile of bones and gave the respectful one a pipe and taught his people rituals and music. She changed into a female white buffalo calf and promised to return. Thousands of people stopped by Val and Dave Heider's Janesville farm after the birth of the first white buffalo, a female named Miracle who died in 2004 at 10. The second was born in 1996 but died after three days. Heider said he discovered the third white buffalo, a newborn m

I Know From Experince
i have learned that things are not what they seem you can fall in love 1 min and poof its all gone the next. so what ever you do cherish what u have because you may never know when it will be taken from you.

Sugar Daddy Seekers Make Me Sick!!!
So I am feeling very relieved today. My husband and I are asking our "friend" to move out of our place because she's acting like a spoiled brat/ingrate. The world doesn't revolve around her despite what she would like to believe. Enough with the mooching. All she wants is a sugar daddy. She calls her 2 yr. old daughter a bitch (to her face). She stomps around the house when we won't let her alter our living room lay out/arrangement the way she wants us to. This "friend" leaves her kid with us with out asking while she makes out with her second flavor of the month. Our cat recently suddenly started hiding in closets cuz our roomate kept yelling at her and was putting her in the basement. She complained about a lack of tiddiness but much of the clutter was due to she and her daughter's messes. Well we aren't her slaves! Certainly not for a mere $100 a month! We've had enough--after the 3rd, she'll be out. I can breathe again! High five to anyone else that's ever said "no, I

95% females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for us..so the key is..eat pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u like...... now once ur in between her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them..kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc..finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want..that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so u have easier access to their clit) now...roll the tip and somewhat flat part of your tongue aro

Friends....hmmmmmmmmm
YOU KNOW YOU SEE IN THESE BULLETINS PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT THEY ARE WANTING TO MAKE IT TO THE NEXT LEVEL, AND THAT THEY WANT YOU TO COME AND HELP THEM GET THERE...WHATS FUNNY IS THAT FOR THE PAST 2 DAYS I HAVE SAT HERE AND HELPED 4 PEOPLE MAKE IT TO THEIR DESTINATION AND HAS ANYONE THOUGHT OF RETURNING THE FAVOR?.. I GET REGULAR COMMENTS FROM MY FRIENDS, BUT I THINK I AM GONNA START CLEANING OUT FOLDERS AND PEOPLE....HAVE A GREAT NIGHT...MUUUUUUUUAAAAAAHHHH

About Me ..
I APPREICATE ALL THE AWESOME FRIENDS ON HERE AND PEOPLE WANTING TO ADD ME WHICH I HAVE EXCEPT FOR ONE .. HE WAS RUDE AND I THINK WAS JUSTING FOR SOME SEXY FUN.. NOT THAT IT IS WRONG BUT NOT ON HERE FOR THAT..ALSO.. I DO HAVE PRIVATE PICS ON HERE AND JUST BECAUSE I ADDED YOU AND ALL DOESNT MEAN YOU CAN SEE THEM.. I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL WHO I LET SEE .. EVEN IF THEY ARE SEXY BUT CLASSY..AND NOT NAKED ONES I HAVE FMAILY ONLINE AND DONT WANT MY PICS ALL OVER .. ME MIGHT SHARE THEM AND THEY WOULD BE ALL OVER.. SO IF I SAY NO.. CAUSE I DONT KNOW YOU AS YET.. PLEASE BE PATIENT AND NOT RUDE.. I JUST TAKE MY TIME KNOWING SOMEONE AND SEE IF THEY RESPECT ME AND KNOW WHO I AM.. AND WHY I AM ON HERE.. NOT TO PLAY OR CYBWER BUT I AM ON TO MAKE FRIENDS AND MOST KNOW I AM CARING PERSON AND BE A GOOD FRIEND TO ALL.. SO IF YOU WANT MORHAN THAT JUST HAVE TO TAKE ME OFF YOUR LIST.. HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND A LITTLE MORE ABOUT ME.. I AM A CLASSYLADY.. FIRST AND FORMOST!! THNAKS FOR ALL WHO HAVE SENT COMENTS EAC

Life Is Disappointing Eh?
Gotta love ppl who ask to see private pics. However as you all know...theres nothing dirty in my albums. Damn pervs!!! Sorry just ranting!! Actually I get more women asking lmao!!! Imma good girl..I aint showin nuttin I wouldnt show to my mama!

Older Women, Younger Men
OLDER WOMEN, YOUNGER MEN Finally Some Questions Answered A study said that a group of twenty-something men consistently chose the attractive forty-something woman over lots of younger women and not for just a quickie either. When they were asked what the attraction was to older women, they responded: “They seem more curvaceous, have an air of mystery about them and they are sensual”; “younger men don’t pick up older women, they pick you up. We’re better in bed, less inhibited and willing to do a hell of a lot more”; and, “Older women aren’t hanging around waiting for a man to fill their life. She has her own life already: you don’t become her life, you become a part of it”. Older women know what they’re doing. By the time we get past our 30’s we have been with enough men to be very good at most things sexual. We have dealt with just about everything that could happen in a sexual encounter, learned what worked well and what didn’t. We know how to find what turns our lov

Holy
well its been 9 days since i have had a smoke and i think im doing pretty good if i do say so myself i dont think its that hard every time i was pregnant i quit well i hope i can keep it up cause this time its more serious i have emphazema

About Me
OK here goes this is my blog.... My name is Angelicia and I am 22 I work for Ford Motor Company and ya i love it even though fords are going down the drain...I love my life alot even though i do stupid things sometimes, ok MAYBE alot of the times.. I have a twin sister Alexandria but we perfer Angel and Lexi.. No there is no bf at the present moment..I have a best friend Matthew and he is the world to me He is the sweetest man and is always there for me even though hes in Cali and I am in Michigan..I LOVE trucks and i LOVE racing ya and the 4 wheeling ya love that also...Love the hunting and no i dont care ur oponion i love to shoot deer and eat them u dont like it then i suggest go to another blog because deer season is upon us and i will be posting pics of me and my deer...I was referred to this by Breeze..Now talk about sexy...ya OK now so far i have been on here a month and its very cool and i have referred a few of the friends and they like it so i think i am staying..

Bbw's
Big Beautiful Woman From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from BBW) The phrase "Big Beautiful Woman" (commonly abbreviated as BBW) is used by its proponents to denote an attractive, self-confident "woman of size". BBWs are also the focus of a subculture with interests centered on the acceptance, support, and admiration of fat women. Exceptionally large women are called SSBBWs, with the SS standing for "super size". Recently, "Hypersize" has come into use to describe women upward of 500 pounds. The term "BHM," which stands for "big handsome man," is not nearly as prevalent as the term "BBW." Men who are attracted to BBWs are known to the world at large and the media as "chubby chasers" or "fat admirers" although many men who admire such women do not use either term to describe themselves. Some of these men are attracted exclusively to BBWs, while others are simply attracted to good-looking women regardless of size. There are also a large number of lesbian women w

For You
I love you more and more with each day passing. And it eases me to know that as tomorrow approaches, that I will love you more than yesterday and tomorrow will be more than today. My love for you cannot be measured by words alone as "love" does not fully express my true feelings for you. When I think of our love it reminds me of the miracles of life that only God can produce. Like the beautiful sunsets and sounds of Mother Nature that soothe our hearts and remind us of something bigger than we can imagine, where two hearts can intertwine and become one. Like two birds in love that fly in harmony and appear to dance with the grace of Gene Kelly and the innocence of a child. You and only you have given me so much hope and have made me realize the true meaning of life. The true meaning of how a woman should treat a man and the true wonders of why we are here. please accept my heart as your own and listen to the rhythm of two hearts beating as one. This is my will and my reason to live, f

Friends
Can someone please tell me why they say they are your friend and they tell you shit to make sure that you stick around and then five minutes later they are telling someone else the same thing ? They exact same thing !! Either Im just really stupid or theya re just that good !!

My Decisions
Well for any of u who really care what i do and don't get upset with the decisions that i make for me and my daughter....people want me to stay here in the area that i am in but at the same time this town and area up here just sux.....there is nothin really here and to be honest i don't want my daughter growin up here..so what if i wanna better my life don't be negative about it....at least i have plans! Another thing i have noticed is my male friends think that there is more too the friendship then what is there...they insist on talkin to me 5-10 times a day it feels like and if i don't let them know every minute of the day what i am doin they get pissed off and act childish...or get mad when im chillin wit my other guy friends and accuse me of messin wit them when for one half of my male friends have gf's hello im not a homewrecker....well too all of you out there that do this too me news flsh ur not my man so grow the hell up and act ur damn age!!!! To my family and friends th

Poolside Romp
***Poolside Romp*** Briana stripped nude and lay face down on the patio chair by the pool. The sun beat down and beads of sweat began to collect on her back and buttocks. Glistening drops trickled downward, tracing the sides of her breasts and slowly advancing between her legs, moistening her pussy lips. She enjoyed sunbathing nude alone in her backyard, finding the heat, soft breeze, and naked exposure titallating. She would sometimes masturbate on the patio by the pool with her sighs echoing through the deserted yard. Today, she felt extremely turned on, becoming more aware daily of the loneliness that possessed her since her porn career was on hold. I used my key to enter the house the 1 that Briana gave me.i knew she would be by the pool, I moved absent mindedly through the sliding glass door to say hi to Briana, not taking notice yet that Briana was nude on the patio. "Ohhh!!," I startled, taking in the full view of Briana's entirely nude and sweating body stretched out o

Re: This Friends, Fan&fans Family Native Words
with all my heart i love you and the spirit of the world of the wovle of maidon of nature one with world. spirit with seek to find the good in people for the spirit.is with in you. help those that.are down and out ,gine of your self just a smile on your face makes some one day brighter seek the spirit with in and all will be well with your soul

Babies
As u all know im married..... three years 4 months now, and have no kids....... i admire all tha moms cus is a great responsability to have babies. But today im really shocked cuz yesterday my hubby asked me to have a baby WOW that was something huge for me. I told him im going to think about it but to be honest im terrified with the idea, i donno what to do!!!!!!!!

Well Here Is Is My First Not So Happy Blog
Have you ever had that feeling that someone you loved didnt really love you back. I get this way sometimes and i dont like that feeling. People just dont understand me and it makes me feel like im the only one who does not exsist. I do everything for other people and i get hardly anything back. Am i selfish for wanting something back or am i just Expecting too much? i find that the only real pupose to life is to die. We live and we make ourselves into this great thing just to meet the ultimate goal of death. No one can avoid it it will come and it will take you. I think that i am starting to understand the meaning of life and i dont like it. Why do we blind ourselves from the truth? Isnt that what we all seek? The truth is we blind ourselves because we are afraid of death. I can honestly say for the first time i welcome death. Im not suicidal at all. If it comes soon im ok with that. I feel that love cannot be held within my heart because im hard to understand. Even for myself. I expec

Story
It was a cold and snowy day. The tree limbs were heavy with the freshly fallen snow. The sky was gray...as if night and day merged to become one entity. I awoke to the smell of freshly brewed coffee.....As I slowly rose out of bed I realized something wasn't quite right. An uneasy feeling overcame me and I suddenly felt scared! I slipped my bare feet into my fuzzy slippers as I had every morning of the last three years that I had lived in the wilderness. I slowly crept to the kitchen to investigate the smell that had woke me in the first place. The hallway, though narrow, seemed massive and long. With every step I took a new wave of fear would come over me. I finally made it to the entrance to the kitchen. Not sure of what awaited me on the other side of the door, I shuttered! Was I really going in there?? As if in a dream, an outer body state, I took the plunge and pushed the door open!!! There it was in front of me, standing ever still....it was green and shiny and I k

You Fella's Are Blowin It..........lol
When I hang out on LC, I get the chance to do a lot of reading, my mail, my shout, profiles and comments and I'll tell you fella's....you're struggling. If I read most of your profiles, they sound like this: I'm a guy with low self esteem, broke as hell and seeking a woman who doesn't take care of herself to dote on me, anyone will do.......oh okay, now don't get all bent out of shape, let me show you how this happens......lmfao! I read a lot of profiles that read "if you into looks and money then keep going." Ohhhh okay let me tell you how that translates. I know you MEAN you don't want a woman who is superficial and materialistic but what we hear you say is that you have low self esteem and your broke as hell. We don't need an invitation to move on from that, most of us will do so on our own free will. You have to paint a better picture. I read that you guys don't want a woman who it "too into herself"...what I understand is that you don't want a woman who is stuck up,

Sweet Jesus Update!!
LOL....ok after hours at the E.r i am finally home on crutches and a mobilizer brace yeeeeeah seems i fucked up the ligamits in my knee well under the cap but i got pain meds hoha.....gotta stay off it for a day or so but oh hell im not that busy lol....hope everyone knows im a fuckin clutts....so this is what i wanna say haha feeelin no pain at the moment wanna say thank u to brandon for cheerin me up works evvvverytime...muah!! gotta go! have a great weekend love and kisses to everyone!

Suicide
jesse james oliva was a great kid sure he made trouble just like any other kid . when he was 15 he got involved with the wrong couple boys and ended up in the detention home for boys for 4 years. when he was released he decided to dedicate his life to making himself a better person and he did a shitty job in the beginning. he experimented with drugs and alcohol,just like most of the rest of the population. however he took it serious and realized he could not handle it.he quit doing drugs and met a girl and they dated for a few months.... he came to me and told me that he was in love with a girl and he was afraid that if he told her the truth about his past he would lose her. i told him that the truth was the best way ,if he lied to her and she was to find out ....it would end. he told her the truth....he was with 2 other boys and a man was beaten to death and he was there.... he was the watch dog for the boys doing the robbery. age 15 and accessory to murder..... he spent 4 ye

Hey All
just wanted to say thanks to all my friends family and fans thanks for careing about my son peter and me ill never forget yous for supporting us in our need ,so please kept praying for my son we still dont have the kidney tissue samples back to see what he really pray that it is not kidney cancer i know i can count on yous if it is cancer.so to my other friends and family and fans hes only a sick boy at least u could said something that u cared i am very disapointed that u dont even care

How Sexual Are You?
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerA Sicko70%Very Kinky70%Average30%A WUSS !!10%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Mom,chris,robbie,alisha & So On Listen Up!
your guyz mean alot to me..u guyz are alwayz there 4 me no matter what and i know ya all have my back for eternity...when lexey died my mom andbro chris wuz there 4 me..lexey wuz like a real sister to me n it hurt like hell when she died,i miss her so much that at timez id cry cuz i wish she wuz still alive..she wuz da sweetest gurl n da world who didnt deserve to get leukemia and didnt deserve to die..i knwo she iz n a better place now and iz not suffering but...itz just i miss her....and when my grandma mary died on march 16th thiz year i wuz so upset n i cried forever cuz i have not seen her n a long time n nobody woudld take me to go see her..she thoguht i didnt wunt to have anything to do with her & sdhe died thinking that i think.. n that hurtz me more than anything... mom,robbie,daniel,tarra and alisha wuz very supportive when my grandma mary died..they were there to help me thru it.. even tho robbie,alisha,daniel and brandon and tarra & i have not met in person.... i feel

New Page To Play With.. Recent Photos.
lostcherry.com/recentphotos.php it's not linked anywhere on the site, but you can watch the photos scroll by as they're uploaded to the site. the photos automagically refresh every few seconds. -mike