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More News On My Uncle
Well, the doctor ran more tests Thursday morning on my uncle and they have discovered another tumor. This one is located at the base of his skull. What made them check him out again is the shakes he has been having. It turns out he was having seizures as a result of this tumor. This tumor is smaller than the one in his stomach, a lot smaller. But it is in a difficult and painful spot. They will start the laser treatments on this one right away too. They believe this one to be benign also. Thank you to all who have been praying for him!

Where Have All The Flowers Gone?
This song by Pete Seegers came out in the 60s its still appropriate for today Where have all the flowers gone? Long time passing Where have all the flowers gone? Long time ago Where have all the flowers gone? Girls have picked them every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the young girls gone? Long time passing Where have all the young girls gone? Long time ago Where have all the young girls gone? Taken husbands every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the young men gone? Long time passing Where have all the young men gone? Long time ago Where have all the young men gone? Gone for soldiers every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the soldiers gone? Long time passing Where have all the soldiers gone? Long time ago Where have all the soldiers gone? Gone to graveyards every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Whe

Faces Of 13
ok fam I need your help this is the book I am writing and I need to know that the beggining is catchy enough so far. So if you read this: Faces of 13 by Dead Whisper Voices In the Wind Chapter One "An old wiseman tale says that if you listen long enough you can hear the voices in the wind, and that which bows the trees head are of the dyings last breath." "The screams echoed down the hallway and into the corridor as I turned and looked at her. She dropped to her knees on the floor in a fitted scream. Shock stirred over me at the horrific sight that my eyes collected, as suddenly I became motionless and the picture, in which I was hanging, fell to the floor. Her innocense was no more as the screams bellowed even louder from her small mouth. The crimson substance covered her as if she had painted herself in it as some kind of monstorous halarity. I thought for a moment that it was a nightmarish dream in which I would soon wake up from, but my mind realized

Two Wolves
Two Wolves One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied "THE ONE YOU FEED"

My Apologies
Hey Everyone, There are some of you that are receiving comments from some ass wipe that is calling himself Johnny Bravo about me. This shit is getting to be too much. First I change my settings to block this guy and now since he can't leave me stuff he decides to leave comments on everyone elses page. He has changed his name 8 times already. Talk about get a life. Obviously this individual has mental issues to be that concerned about me and so caught up with me to go to this extent. I justy would like to apologize to all of you that have been hit by this jack-off. This shit that he is saying is untrue and if you have talked to me on here you already know this. This drama shit is one thing that I hate about stuff online. If it continues just to keep you all out of it I will disappear off of here and you can contact me another way.

It's Tough Being A Guy
It's Tough Being a Guy If you work too hard, there is never any time for her. If you don't work enough, you're a good-for-nothing bum. If she has a boring repetitive job with low pay, it's exploitation. If you have a boring repetitive job with low pay, you should get off your butt and find something better. If you get a promotion ahead of her, it's favoritism. If she gets a job ahead of you, it's equal opportunity. If you mention how nice she looks, it's sexual harassment. If you keep quiet, it's male indifference. If you cry, you're a wimp. If you don't, you're insensitive. If you make a decision without consulting her, you're a chauvinist. If she makes a decision without consulting you, she's a liberated woman. If you ask her to do something she doesn't enjoy, that's domination. If she asks you, it's a favor. If you try to keep yourself in shape, you're vain. If you don't, you're a slob. If you buy her flowers, you're after something. If you don't,

My Special Friend
I have a special friend. We've been friends for almost all my life, and I expect he'll be around for a long time. If you guys are gonna be my friends you'll definitely be hearing about him from time to time, so I thought it'd be nice if you all met him. He doesn't come around too often, but when he does, mayhem usually ensues. Only thing is, my special friend isn't really a real person. He's more like a voice in my head. And when he speaks to me, all common sense, reason and maturity seems to just fall by the wayside. I call him......DUMBASS. In the past, DUMBASS has persuaded me to....... -Spray pepper spray in my own eyes just to see if it works (it does ;) ) -Build a gas powered potato cannon capable of shooting an average sized spud well over a quarter mile. -Cause pretty severe damage to my friends bedroom wall as well as another friends pick-up truck several blocks away with said potato cannon. -Make home made fireworks out of shotgun shells and nearly blow m

So Much For Luck
Well Joe really blew me away today. And NOT a good thing either. He told me he'd given the position at that new store to someone else.He had told me he scouted her right after I'd told him to let me talk it over, and see if I'd be able to. I was not a very happy camper, and spent the day in Mike's office. I was fuming. I swear I about went through the roof. Then to make matters worse..There used to be this smelly old lady that worked under me..Her husband currently works with me now too...he smells equally as bad - IF NOT WORSE. Well BOTH of them were in the store today, because they sent the old man home early...Well Marilyn, the Smelly old lady came in and raised hell with my boss. Before she had even gotten to Mike - She stooped down so low as to of called me a kiss ass whore. I wanted to deck her old smelly ass. GrRRRrrrRRR! /end bitch session

Senior Sex
Senior sex A Florida couple both well into their 80s, go to a sex Therapist's' office. The doctor asks, "What can I do for you?" The man says, "Will you watch us have sexual intercourse?" The doctor raises both eyebrows, but he is so amazed that such an elderly couple is asking for sexual advice that he agrees. When the couple finishes, the doctor says: "There's absolutely nothing wrong with the way you have intercourse." He thanks them for coming, he wishes them good luck, he charges them $50 and he says goodbye. The next week, however, the couple returns and asks the sex therapist to watch again. The sex therapist is a bit puzzled, but agrees. This happens several weeks in a row. The couple makes an appointment; they have intercourse with no problems, pay the doctor, and then leave. Finally, after 5 or 6 weeks of this routine, the doctor says, "I'm sorry, but I have to ask. Just what are you trying to find out?" The old man says, "We're not try

My Precious Mom
Well I am sitting here feeling sort of lonely. As I have stated in my "About Me" section... I take care of my disabled Mom. She was a victim of a Stroke last January, and 3 Heart Attacks since then. Going through this left her in a wheel chair, and extensive therapy! She is just starting to take steps... have more moblity when something dreadful happened ! Again yesterday morning she woke up screaming, rushing I gave her her medicine that is needed to reverse her symptoms.. called 911 and she was Life Squaded to the hospital again... with Stroke Like Symptoms! She has had several testing since yesterday, 2 CT scans. Lots and lots and lots of Lab work. EKGS, CHEST XRAYS.. They even ordered a stress test ( which we as a family refused ) .. and several more things above and beyond all that ! They have yet to determine all her problems, and or if it has effected any of her movement. She's the sweetest lady and does NOT deserve to go through anymore ! I ask that anyone wh

My Love
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME I WISH YOU COULD SEE YOU UNDERSTAND MY POINT OF VIEW AND LISTEN TO IT LIKE NO OTHER YOU'VE BEEN GOOD TO ME WHEN NO ONE ELSE HAS YOU'VE PICKED ME UP WHEN I WAS DOWN YOU CARE ABOUT ME LIKE NO OTHER MAN HAS YOU DON'T ASK FOR MORE THAN WHAT YOU GET OF ME NOW YOU TAKE WHAT YOU SEE AND LET IT BE THAT IS WHY I LOVE YOU WITH ALL THAT CAN BE THIS IS WHY I AM GLAD TO BE TAKEN BY THEE I CAN'T TELL YOU EVERYTHING RIGHT AWAY BECAUSE MY PAST IS MY PAST BUT ONE DAY WHEN I KNOW WE WILL LAST I MAY JUST TELL YOU EVERYTHING THAT'S IN MY PAST BUT FOR NOW I HOPE I LOVE YOU IS THE ONLY AND LAST THING YOU NEED TO HEAR FROM ME

I'm So Excited!
I am just so excited today!!!!!!!! I applied for a new job a couple of weeks ago..had a first interview..then today was my 2nd interview and my 3rd interview! They offered me the job! I am so freakin' excited! I don't have to change anymore shitty diapers! (I ran a home daycare if u didn't know that..for the past 7 years) So anyway I start Nov. 6th...8am-5pm...so much for staying on the computer all day!!!! lol!

The Classic Iq Test
The Classic IQ Test What's Your IQ? Tickle.com Congratulations, Cindy! Your IQ score is 144 This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others. Your Intellectual Type is Visionary Philosopher. This means you are highly intelligent and have a powerful mix of skills and insight that can be applied in a variety of different ways. Like Plato, your exceptional math and verbal skills make you very adept at explaining things to others — and at anticipating and predicting patterns. And that's just some of what we know about you from your IQ results. Your Intellectual Type Is: Your mind's strengths allow you to think ahead of the game — to imagine or anticipate what should come next in just about any situation. Because you're equally skilled in the numerical and verbal universes of the brain, you can draw from multiple sources of information to come up with great ideas. Th

Snow
Here it is, the middle of October, when the leaves should be at their prettiest colors. Can't see them!!!!!!!!! It's snowing again for the 3rd time this month. Normally we dont get our first snow until halloween. Oh well... Guee I will wonder out and make me a snowwoman. Oh yes! love putting the boobs on. hahahahhaha Last year I build a snow man and was puttting the carrot, where a carrot should be on a "snowman" and the old fuddy duddy next door yelled out..."You pervert!!!!!!!!!!!!!" So I will do the smowwoman this year. Oh... dont ask... No, I dont want to grow up! Hell, I'm having too much fun. Why spoil it, eh?

To Funny
This is a true story, proving how fascinating the mind of a six year old is.They think so logically. A teacher was reading the story of the Three Little Pigs to her class. She came to the part of the story where first pig was trying to gather the building materials for his home. She read, "...... and so the pig went up to the man with the wheelbarrow full of straw and said: 'Pardon me sir, but may I have some of that straw to build my house?'" The teacher paused then asked the class: "And what do you think the man said?" One little boy raised his hand and said very matter of factly .... I think the man would have said: "Well, fuck me! A talking pig!" The teacher was unable to teach for the next 10 minutes.

Little Opportunity For A Big Thing
I did something tonight I wish all my friends would try when they have the chance. This is something I started when my daughters were in middle school and has always added to my enjoyment of youth sports, especially when I see my kids following my example. As I was walking out of the gymnasium after my niece’s volleyball game with players and their families, I saw a girl from the opposing team being ushered out by her mother. I remembered seeing her make a few plays and so I made eye contact with her and said, “Hey, you did really good out there”. This might sound corny to some people but you would not believe the tremendous emotional rush a simple gesture will create, especially when the athlete sees you are sporting the opposing team’s colors, or are a parent of one of their opponents. At this point the score is of much less importance. What is important to that kid is someone recognized their hard work. The same can be said of their parent if they hear the comment. You can alm

If A Man Wants You
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differe

If I Let U Ride It
if i let u ride it .................. : ) 1.Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me go down on you??? 7. Would you give me a hicky?? 8. How many rounds would we go? 9. What would you wanna do afterwards? 10. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 11. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point? 13. Would you take your time if I told you to? 14. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 15. Would you want to go fast or slow? 16. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 17. Would u be loud or quiet? 18. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 19. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 20. WOULD U FUCK TODAY? EMAIL BIG DADDY AND LET ME KNOW WHAT U WOULD DO IF I LET U RIDE IT GIRLS REPOST AS"IF I LET U H

Love Vs.. Hate And A Bunch Of Random Shit!!
I love chocolate, I hate spiders, I love johnny depp, HATE justin timberlake,I love my father more then anything in this world, HATE the fact that my mother died when i was 2, I miss her sooo much!! Love the red wings, hate the lions, I can deal with the Tigers since they have finally after 20 years got to the series again....Love iced cappicinos, hate coffee, Love Annie, Tinkerbell, Hunter..Not fond of cats...I love being a twin, I hate the way guys ask for 3 somes when u tell them u have a twin sister, I love my family dearly 6 brothers and 1 sis.. I love having curves (size 7 is fine with me)..hate the way society thinks everyone should be a size 0...Boobs and a nice ass are FINE!....I hate people who judge people before getting to know them... LOVE john Deere Tractors, Hate Internationals, Love getting Dirty in the mud or just working on something, Hate the way girls have to be all girlie sometimes..OOH i cant do this oooh i cant do that....I love the outdoors, hunting, fishing,

Please Help Me Friends...i Need All Of Your Help....
I have come to the conclusion that the year of 2006 is really a bad year for me and many that I love. Let me start off by tell you all that the year started off wonderful. I started a new job with Citi Financial and then my hubby and sister Hayley had their birthday together that I had made sure that the both of them enjoyed deeply. I spent over 3000 dollars to make this so. Then after the third month with Citi, the accounts that I had set up for my job ended up becoming another’s accounts. I quite my job to go and work for my hubby’s job that set me up with an Account Manager that was from Night mare on elm street, then as I took in a wonderful girl that was accused for something that she didn’t do. The triad that accused this innocent girl of something she didn’t do got her thrown in jail. From that point on, my whole entire life went upside down. My sister ended up moving with these guys to Washington and then she abandoned her daughter and two sons. Now take note, this is t

Private Im
its been official for a while. now it is totally and completly official. i need a life. i got hooked in by a fake agent thingie. i never heard of it before and it took me a second to catch on, but once i did... well... i talked to her for a while, and we had something special... i must share it with the world! Audrey Says: Hey wait! We hate to see you go without taking advantage of Robert G. Allen's proven strategies for generating multiple streams of income Home Study Program. So just this once we'd like to offer you a last-minute $5 Discount. Audrey Says: Please type 'HI' or 'HELLO' in the space below to let me know you are there... You: hi Audrey Says: Hi, thanks for chatting with me... I'd like to give you $5 off the price of the Multiple Streams of Income Home Study Program. Just CLICK HERE. You: i dont have much money... i am a single mom Audrey Says: We are confident that if you give Robert Allen's The Multiple Streams of Income Downloadable Home Study C

Deserts
No cheating. If all of the desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose? Pick your dessert, then look to see what Psychiatrists think about you! After taking this dessert personality test, send this e-mail on to others, but when you do, be sure to put your choice of dessert in the subject box above. ALSO, SEND IT TO THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TOYOU! (Sorry you can only pick one!!) OK - Now that you've made your choice, scroll down to see what research says about you ! ANGEL FOOD CAKE ... Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy items. A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cream cone at the end of the day. Others perceive you as being childlike and immature at times. BROWNIES... You are adventurous, love new ideas, are a champion of under dogs and a slayer of dragons. When tempers flare up, you whip out your sabre. You are always the oddball with a unique sense of humor and direction. You tend to be very loyal

Which Rocky Horror Picture Show Character Are You?
Which Rocky Horror Picture Show character are you?Frank-N-FurterA ScientistClick Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests.

Roll Call...all My Friends Please Read!!!!!
Ok y'all, let's see who REALLY pays attention... I have got so many ppl on my friends list and only a handful leave me comments on my page or on my blogs or on my pictures. Some come by and rate my pictures without commenting, but they at least comment some, or even comment on my page. I'm not trying to sound like a bitch or anything, but there are some people on my friends list that i'm trying to get to know as a person and it takes me forever to find them b/c there are so many people. So here's the deal...if you are one that enjoys coming to my page and comment on it and I usually try to comment on your's and you would like to stay on my friends list, PLEASE leave me a comment on here. There are some people that are automatic stays...I'm not going to name them, b/c that would be rude...so if you are not sure, leave a comment anyway. This way I can clean out my list of friends. I'm not here for competition to see who can get the most friends on there list...I'm actually here

Hehe Its So True Too!
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Still Won't Explain The Pony.
I have that Rage again. It it the most amazing and worst feeling I have come to know. It sits right under my skin, before my flesh. It itches from the inside out and no matter how much skin I tear apart in the process to cure it, it stays right there taunting me. I know how to cure it. I know how to fix the inconvenience of the itch. Sit her in a room by herself, chain her to the arms and legs of the chair, tell her she will move when she is normal again. Let's see, well the Cuntwhore done went and disappeared huh? I guess I owe an explanation. First of all, I decided to stop coming here because of the tracking. I couldn't care less who knew that I visited their page, laughed at their pictures, masturbated to a lot of them. I seriously could not care. What I did care about was trying to keep myself away with the type of people who did care about it so much that they bitched and complained until BabyJesus had to finally get that girl to stop rubbing his knob and let the an

Love Bites
"Love Bites" When you feel hot, When you feel wet, Thats when it Rises, Thats when it Enters, Sliding Against, Hardly making a Sound, Evil is Close, In the Dead of Night... It Fucks You! Into Your Warmth, Wherin I Suck, There You Lie Still, To You it Creeps, Close to Your Lips, Across You it Glides, Smile as You Quiver, Now You're Mine, In My Control, A taste of Your Essence, And I Own Your Body, Softly You Stir, Gently You Moan, Loves in the Air, You Rake as I groan... It Fucks You! It Fucks You, Intrigues You, Feasting in the Night! Excites You, Delights You, You Ache with Pleasure! It Fucks You!! You knew at First Sight, You'd Enjoy My Attack That with My First Kiss There'd be no Turning Back So Take Me In, I strike for Hours, No Point of Return Trap and Devour In the Dead of Night It Fucks You!!!

Grrrrrrr
hey all i hope you all are doing better than me. i am having a rough week. kids, job, and now guy problems. we were supposed to get married, now he is having doubts. wow- i cant have my heart just pingponged all over the place. i told him i won;t be his live in forever. am i right about this?

Sex Is Evil Sex Is Good
water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly but firmly We'll move the ground Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 1000 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Dad Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!!

We're Home!!
Yeah, we are home. Still very cautious about letting Dylan walk without holding my hand, because of the depth perception problems as well as peripheral vision, but that should inprove slowly but surely. I'll be in touch with everyone in the next day or two. There are LOT of thank you's that I owe to alot of people. This will be my last "Dylan" update, unless heaven forbid, something goes terribly wrong. He's pretty much confined to the house for the next week or so, which means so am I. He's got stacks of movies to watch & tons of "get well food" == junk food so I should be able to chat & catch up with everyone.

Mine And Jeffs Wedding Vows
I, debora take you, jeff to be my friend, my lover, the father of my children and my husband). I will be yours and love you, in times of sickness and in times of health, in times of joy and in times of sorrow, in times of failure and in times of triumph. I promise to cherish and respect you, to care and protect you, to comfort and encourage you, and stay with you, for all eternity.for now and ever till death do us part i love you jeff And i take you Deb to be my best friend, my Dearest love and my soul mate.. Through think and thin. Through trials and tribulation, to honor, cherish, and keep you safe from harm. To be all and every thing i can and will be to you. Through sickness and health till death do us part, but even death wont keep me from loving you. Till eternity and Beyond..love you Deb (repost of original by 'debora' on '2006-10-21 23:27:23') (repost of original by 'AUNIX' on '2006-10-22 00:27:37')

Your Eyes
i look across the room i see such a wonderous sight i see your eyes looking at me which fills me with delight i try to get through the crowd i see you standing there i try an see how close i can get wishing i could stroke your hair somehow cupid has worked his way on me falling hard an fast standing so sullenly cause the distance is so vast i try an cry out your name for i want to keep your eye on me but the crowd is so noisy my words fall off the air i finally give up my quest sitting down is dispair crying as the tears fall down then i feel a tap on my sholder such an angel before me i just begin to shudder you look at me batting your eyes smiling so sweetly as you take my hand taking me out onto the floor dancing so close the crowd is gone now like a mirrage gotten to close for now my destiny is fullfilled my heart soars for my love is with me for now an ever more

Words To Live By.
"I went into the woods because I wanted to live deliberately. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life...to put to rout all that was not life; and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived." Thoreau

Love Lost
If time could only stand still you would still be here with me wrapped in each others arms making love for all of eternity If time could only stand still We would be lost in our own desires Nothing else would seem to matter It would be just the two of us If time could only stand still I’d be able to say how much I love you How good you make me feel inside And how special you are to me If time could only stand still There would be no tears falling from my eyes My heart would feel no pain I wouldn’t know what it’s like to lose you If time could only stand still You would still be here with me Holding me, touching me, kissing me And forever loving me

What Is Going On Here
I am bloody sick & tired of ppl putting slutty pics on their site it makes me sick i am not a prude but enough is enough.If you plan to put pics like this make them ADULT some pics havent got any which pisses me off anyway seems a lot on here havent got any respect for themselves as woman or anyone else. Thank you for reading hopefully will get some feed back if you want to see porno go hire a DVD or go to where they show it live. ENOUGH SAID

Child Abuse
I have been reading so much about child abuse here lately. everytime i watch the news, read a bulletin here, it is in front of me. why for the love of god do people have children and hurt them. children are such a precious gift from god. i could never imagine putting someone that i gave birth to through the torture that these poor babies have to endure. what could they have possibly done to bring on such rage from someone who is supposed to make their top priority making sure they are safe. it is really hard for me to even spank mine if they need it. there are so many wonderful people that would give anything for these precious babies that people just cannot seem to love. this drives me crazy. here on the news this week, a woman shot herself in the stomach to kill her baby, a man left his 7 month ol alone in a bed, and ultimately he got tangled up and suffocated. a man threw his toddler from a car into oncoming traffic. good lord. what has happened to our society? i cry for these child

Two-minute Management Course
Two Minute Management Course -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why a two minute management lesson, you ask?!?! We all need some "Continuing Education" every once in awhile. Lesson One: An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing. A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, "Can I also sit on my ass like you and do nothing?" The eagle answered, "Sure, why not." So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it. Management Lesson: To be sitting on your ass and doing nothing, you must be sitting very high up. Lesson Two: A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed, the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy." "Well, why don't you nibble on some of my manure droppings?" replied the Bull. "They're packed with nutrients." The turkey pecked at

One Black Rose
one black rose sheds one red tear feeling nothing but blackness nothing but fear its beauty is endless color of night thorn of sadness sheds no light one black rose to ease the mind to shield itself from a world unkind

What If????
this one i woulod like to hear responces from men and there thought's as well.... ladies feel free to comment too!!! ok men if you have a girlfriend that you say you love ever so dearly...... would you hide your love or would you tell the world????

The 23rd ~ Personal Declaration
Sorry for the Double blog today, but i think this is a journal entry of mine I would like to share I've always been the most involved. I've always given the extra effort and been the team leader, seeking utmost victory. I've always felt like I needed to be the biggest and the best to please the people around me. These all sound like admirable traits that many wish they possessed, but being such a perfectionist only makes me feel less perfect. I've always been afraid of failure. This directly causes me to be a workaholic, therefore I am declaring to relax. Being an overachiever, I am bombarded by standards- standards from my parents and other authority figures, standards from my peers, and mostly, standards from myself. As I reach for the top, these standards push me further away from my goal. The pressure I create for myself through my high expectations is self-destructive and is the source of stress. The effects of my tension wear on my emotions. My goals overshadow my well bein

Me
As I grew up to become the person I am...I have seen many things and have done too much to even care to remember....as I mature or should I say get older...things that were cool to me are no longer tolerable to me...drinking drugs drunk people...even fucking young people not kids but the retarded I guess teenagers that just make me hmmmm pissed....stupid shit...I guess Forest Gump as right when he said "stupid is what stupid does" or some shit...but I guess that's how I am...no longer the guy that shoves tons of booze and drugs down his throat...or the guy who thinks stupid shit is cool...I guess this comes from cleaning out you system and actually noticing stuff that is going...maybe it's because I see this shit and say damn I was really fucking dumb for doing the shit I was doing...kind makes ya look in mirror and say fuck Charlie you were a fucking retard...but I guess the old saying goes live and learn....

Hey....
Hey People, just figured it was about time I get my blog rolling. I know I haven't had the chance to come by everyon'e page yet to say hey and show my loving. I'm getting there slowly slowly so bare with me. Just wanted to say thanks cherries for all the love! You guys are the bestest! Don't know what I would do without you guys! Love; The Duck xxoo

The Yellow Shirt !!!!!
The baggy yellow shirt had long sleeves, four extra-large pockets trimmed in black thread and snaps up the front. It was faded from years of wear, but still in decent shape. I found it in 1963 when I was home from college on Christmas break, rummaging through bags of clothes Mom intended to give away. "You're not taking that old thing, are you?" Mom said when she saw me packing the yellow shirt. "I wore that when I was pregnant with your brother in 1954!" "It's just the thing to wear over my clothes during art class, Mom. Thanks!" I slipped it into my suitcase before she could object. The yellow shirt be came a part of my college wardrobe. I loved it. After graduation, I wore the shirt the day I moved into my new apartment and on Saturday mornings when I cleaned. The next year, I married. When I became pregnant, I wore the yellow shirt during big-belly days. I missed Mom and the rest of my family, since we were in Colorado and they were in Illinois But that shirt helpe d.

*~fun With Yahoo - Session 8~*
pal_yr: Busy hun? PiercedQT: I'm always busy when it comes to you! pal_yr: jus back from work pal_yr: feeling tired... PiercedQT: Why tell me, go to sleep. PiercedQT: I'm about to, I think. pal_yr: i have important thing do before sleep pal_yr: i dont know about you??? pal_yr: do you have anything important before you go to bed ??? PiercedQT: Nope, nothing. pal_yr: you are so good girl is it??? pal_yr: im not... pal_yr: i am very naughty pal_yr: and bad too PiercedQT: You're a naughty girl are ya? I'd venture to say you're quite redundant also. pal_yr: nope pal_yr: enable your cam???? PiercedQT: Nope. Enable my ass. pal_yr: WOW pal_yr: i wish PiercedQT: Wish in one hand and shit in the other.... pal_yr: it should be nice PiercedQT: Shitting in your hand is nice? pal_yr: nope the wish pal_yr: to see your ass PiercedQT: You, are sad. pal_yr: ofcourse i am pal_yr: i never get angry hun... pal_yr: there's nothing pal_yr: jus take

Oh No!!
Ummmmm...... This is what happens when you spend too much time on here...and not enough amusing your two yr old!! Lol!! In my defense, i was doing laundry and he found the powder, I will be cleaning this for hrs!! I love my baby boy...he is lucky he is sooo cute!! x0x0x0

Tell Me....why???????????????
.....are we Californian's paying good hard-earned tax dollars for a trial like this in Los Angeles courtrooms ..... Ferrari Enzo trial not as flashy as the car "....Eight months later, the cars still have their mystique. A black Ferrari Enzo. A McLaren Mercedes-Benz. And of course the by-now iconic red Ferrari Enzo, the more alluring for having been smashed. The names of all three cars flew around the courtroom like sparks Monday morning, enlivening an otherwise lusterless discussion of lease terms and payment plans as the trial of Swedish businessman and ex-convict Bo Stefan Eriksson got underway. Jurors heard repeatedly about how rare are the cars, how expensive, how celebrated....." .....when Los Angeles has problems like THS to deal with instead? ..... Backlog in California DNA database impedes detectives "....With state officials 14 months behind in putting DNA evidence into a database, Los Angeles police detectives are having a tougher time identifying sus

Sex Skillz
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

~to Everything~
To everything there is a season... And a time to every purpose under Heaven. A time to plant... And a time to uproot. A time to pull down... And a time to build up. A time to weep... And a time to laugh. A time for mourning... And a time for dancing. A time to scatter stones... And a time to gather them. A time to embrace... And a time to refrain from embracing. A time to seek... And a time to love. A time to keep... And a time to throw away. A time to tear... And a time to mend. A time for silence... And a time for speech. A time to love. A time for Peace. Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 This poster hangs at the foot of my bed honoring my son who passed away on 19Dec2000.

So Im Duct Taped To A "torcher Chair" In The Wicked Pleasures Lounge The Other Day And.....
So here i am the other day in the WP lounge minding my own biz as usual..."yeah right"lol...and these two hotties decied to duct tape me to a torcher chair....I was shaved, drawn on , had bright red lipstick put on me, put in a thong, BRANDED, and had a few other dominatrix type things done to me.... Now while i've always been curious as to what it would be like to be w/ a couple of dominatrix chicks i must say that my curiosity has been over come by sheer horror and fear! Yup they were pretty brutal. However i must admit that i was in a way turned on. Up intill my nipples had metal clamps put on them and i was administered an electric shock! "Real boner kill there! ROFL!.... I LOVE U BOTH MICKI N BELLA!! MUAHZ!!!! HAHAHA!!! IF ANY1 READING THIS HASN'T TAKEN THE TIME TO COME VISIT US THE WICKED PLEASURES LOUNGE PLEASE DO SO..... U MAY FIND IT TO BE A SHOCKING EXPIERIANCE...(YEAH I KNOW I SPELLED THAT WRONG...FUCK OFF...) UNTILL NEXT TIME PEACE!!!!!

~freedom Is Not Free~
As I sat and watched the National Anthem being played, flagged draped coffins were carried through the streets to the graveyard. A Nation in mourning for the loss of lives that continue to mount each day. The high price that is paid for 'freedom' is often too high for those who suffer the loss of loved ones. But it is THAT very 'freedom' - sacrifice - which allows us to speak our minds without fear. It is THAT very 'freedom' - sacrifice - which allows us to worship ANY God we choose to. It is THAT very 'freedom' - sacrifice - which allows us to sleep without fear of war on our homeland. This spirit of 'freedom' is what we should never take for granted and remembering always that this 'freedom' is NOT free!

Wen You Ar In Love
Through my eyes i see the world Through my mind i see your soul Through my heart i feel your pain Through my words i will make you whole Through my Lips i kiss your lips Through my Hands i file you Wit my Heart and soul i love you

Everyone Check In Please!!!
Just want to make sure everyone's ok. I know they were working on the site earlier today and some of the features were shut down. I was worried that some of you "wacky contest chicks" might have thrown yourself out a high window when people couldn't comment on your pics for a whole hour! Oh stop....I'm just playin'! You know I love you guys!!! ;)

For Those Who Cant Read
Ok this is my rant for the billion people that keep asking me to send/trade nude pics or ask if there are nudes on my site. Obviously you people dont know how to read because im like 99% sure that at the bottom of my site's main page it says 'this site contains NO nudity'. With that said, what makes you think that if my site is non nude and the pics on my page are non nude that I would just strip down to nothing take a pic and send it to you?!?! If I were to take nude pics you'd better be damned sure that they'd go on my site and i'd make some $$$ off that shit, that may sound bad but if I make money off of non nude why would I give away nude pics for free? But seeing as that WILL NEVER HAPPEN, I suggest ya'll STOP ASKING FOR NUDES BECAUSE YOU WILL NEVER SEE THEM! ***(this doesnt include the 14 thumbnail shots of my boobs that are floating around. Those unfortunately are real and are from a test shoot I did. After I made the decision to not make my site topless and before Phil

*~fun With Yahoo - Session 10~*
alx jalf: hello Justine PiercedQT: Hi alx jalf: would you become my cyber mistress Justine ? alx jalf: today i'm not available but tomorrow i'm alone in my home... alx jalf: i want to become your little thing i want to be humiliated on line alx jalf: so i hope for tomorrow... on the same hour maybe ? alx jalf: what do you think Justine ? PiercedQT: Uhm yeah, that's exactly what I want to do tomorrow.

Tis Funny Who You Meet At The Bus Stop
A while back on my way home I bumped into Elaine Davidson while I was waiting for me bus, shes only tiny. I had a great chat with her, I couldnt help staring at her though as I dont even have me ears pierced. She now has over 1903 piercings and her face is covered in them. I saw her again today on the bus. Elaine Davidson - most pierced woman

Hell Of Heaven Or Heaven Of Hell
Hell Of Heaven Or Heaven Of Hell Did you ever stand with open arms, When a cold shoulder is what you achieved. Have you ever trusted with all your heart, For then to be deceived. Did you ever have someone smile at you, For then to put a knife in your back. Did you ever see a shining star, Turn into a wrack. Did you ever feel the sweetest love, Transforming into pain. Did you ever bless the shining sun, For then to be left in the rain. Have you ever enjoyed a company, For then to loose your desire. Have you ever spoken with honesty, For then to be called a liar. Have you ever made a crucial decision, To later find it was wrong. Have you ever felt secure and safe, For then to realize it’s gone. Have you ever inhaled a breath of fresh air, And discovered a toxic smell. Did you ever have a vision of heaven, For then to wake up in hell. Copyright © 2006 by C Hottran

Why?
i write poems and i thought here would be a good place to put one of them i have some published and and i thought maybe some one will like to read one of my poem and if ppl like it i will but others up this poem i wrote when i was kinda depressed i still feel this way at times so here goes Why? I'm full of hate but all i can show is love why? Why do i love everything around me but hate myself so much? Why does the world sing when I’m there but inside all i hear is dark, black, nothing? Why does the sun shine but inside me its always night? Why at night does the moon and the stars shine brightly but inside there’s nothing? Why does time go on but inside it stands still? Why is the sky blue and the grass green but inside everything’s black as coal? Why does love conquer all but over looks me? Why am I so kind to all but hurt myself?

Site Problems The Last 48 Hours..
the last 2 mornings, the building which hosts all of our servers (over 20 computers) has lost power. the company we use for the hosting service is supposed to have redundant ups's, generators and all that stuff.. but it apparently hasn't worked. we'll be moving our equipment to another provider in the very near future (it'll be in the middle of the night, and you probably wont even notice.. but we'll post something before the move). sorry again for the trouble.... feel free to vent/bitch us out in comments to this blog. :-) -mike

My Daughter
Alayna Diane was born March 15, 2004. I didnt find out of her birth till she was a month old, So I asked for a DNA, a month later it come's back of her being mine. I only had 2 simple request's!! All I wanted is for Alayna to have my last name and tha right to see her. I've done everything her mother want's me to do but yet she still refuse's to let me see her. In 2 year's I've seen my daughter 10 time's and that was only because she happened to be in a store or at a carnival that I was at. It kill's me inside to know that I have a child that I cant see, hold, read a bed time story to and kiss goodnight. Court's refuse to help me cuz I dont have a lawyer. That shit shouldnt matter. I'm her Father I have right's to her to, yet if I dont pay support I go to jail but it's alright for her mother to hide and keep her from me. I pay support every week, I've begged tha court's to help me only to be refused. Her mother is married to a damn Convicted Child Molester and tha court's say it

Funny
A man goes to the doctor with a swollen leg. After a careful examination, the doctor gives the man a pill big enough to choke a horse. "I'll be right back with some water," the doctor tells him. The doctor has been gone a while and the man loses patience. He hobbles out to the drinking fountain, forces the pill down his throat and gobbles down water until the pill clears his throat. He hobbles back into the examining room. The doctor comes back with a bucket of warm water. "Ok, after the tablet dissolves, you should soak that leg for at least 30 minutes."

Just Thinking
Life is like a giant rollercoaster sometimes isn't it? You try not to hurt people but you just drain yourself in the process of trying to make everyone else happy. So many ups and downs and spirals and trying to make sure you stay on track all along the way. I don't know maybe I sound a little crazy but I really don't think so. What do you do in a situation where you are threatened with going off the tracks. You just think long and believe in your heart. If your heart is broken gently mend it piece by piece.Also, be sure to spoil yourself,take a nice bath, go out with friends and keep your mind distracted while in the process of healing. Idle minds make for big problems so keep busy to avoid going insane. JUST A LITTLE THOUGHT I HARDLY WRITE IN THESE BUT I FIGURED MIGHT AS WELL IT HELPS TO CLEAR THE MIND SOME WHEN YOU WRITE THINGS OUT

Could It Be True
i wrote this last night, again not my best but hey it was 6 am when i did it and some of you wanted something happyish :P she tries to hide it but it slips out a smile comes to her face followed by a giggle everyone is surprised its been so long since she has laughed could it be true could she really be happy how long would it last who could have caused this joy a boy who came into her life such short time ago she liked him from the start he made her feel all warm inside he made her feel safe she instantly let him in her heart every time she got online she looked for his name she could talk to him for hours she wondered if he felt the same he made her feel special tried so hard to make her laugh he excepted her for who she was didn't care about her past her scars didn't scare him she liked this feeling he made her feel wanted like she actually mattered gave her butterflies all she was was some difficult girl and he became her whole world

Hmmmm Who Is Truly Your Friend???
Yeah... so this is kind of like a bitching session.. I guess... but I'm just curious to know how people really can think of adding you as a friend ... if that is not your intentions??? I mean yeah its nice to get the points... by adding friends... but in my opinion... a friend on here is someone that helps you out if you need to get to the next level... reads your bulletins.... sends you comments... just because maybe they saw you on line or what not..... rates your new photos.. and blogs because they are showing interest in what you do on here...... that is a friend... not just a fukkin number... and someone... who you never even speak with....... you just add them for the points... why fukkin bother???? So needless to say... I am downsizing... I send comments everyday to ppl and there are many ppl who have never not one time..... send me a comment back... lately i have been taking extra time to find sweet comments.. even homemade comments to send to my friends...... not that i expe

Damn
I was away for 10 hours...and LC is now CT. Interesting. First thing I did was browse through my bulletins, and sure enough, people are not happy about the name change. I don't think CherryTap has quite the same ring to it as LostCherry, but I do see Mike's point in changing it. LC really does sound more like a porn site than a social networking site, so I think the name change will help attract more people. We'll all get used to it, just like we do with all the physical changes. Oh well, that's just my two cents on the whole thing. Just sucks to be all you suckers who bought $20 T-Shirts! lol jk friends ;)

Her Gift
He saw her over the gulf of eternity sitting under the great oak. Her body swathed in pure white chiffon and lace, White and pure and soft. Her legs up her body cradled over the box... the box of gold.. her gift. She sat there crying, Her sobs touching every fiber of her soul. For inside the box, was her gift, of love, her soul, her desire, her need. The precious seeds of her womanhood. With love those seeds would grow, venture out of the box into the sunlight, and through their growth fill her life with color the beautiful perfume of flowers, the wonder of birds and butterflies attracted by it's beauty. But her box was grey, Covered with years of neglect, the seeds resting on bone-dry soil. Her heart in hibernation. Her tears tracing lines down her cheek. He watched her. He understood. She fell asleep. She woke to see him there The box cradled lovingly in his lap Toolbox by his side. He was a million miles away across the great gulf yet see

A Bunch Of Silly Crap You'd Probably Never Think To Ask About Me!
Whats your name spelt backwards?: emaN ruoY What did you do last night?: Watched "Spaceballs" on tv The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: Not sure, but probably porn! lol Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: Yup Last time you swam in a pool?: A long time ago. Don't like pools. Kids pee in them. What are you wearing?: Shorts and a tee How many cars have you owned?: 17 Type of music you dislike most?: Bagpipes...they sound like a cat with three balls. Are you registered to vote?: No Do you have cable?: I use someone elses. tee...hee... What kind of computer do you use?: Crappy old laptop Ever made a prank phone call?: I have hours and hours on tape! LOL You like anyone right now?: Yup! :) Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: Done both Furthest place you ever traveled?: Negril, Jamaica What's your favorite comic strip?: Get Fuzzy Do you know all the words to the national anthem?: I do! Shower, morning or

Words To The Song "taps"
If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps". It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison 's Landing in Virginia The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention. Crawli

In This Election Atmosphere... Lets Take A Poll
Ladies, Is the below tag cute or Offensive? Please register your votes with a comment on this blog. Check to see if you are my fan please :) Im such a points whore :P Edit: 30 October 2006 OMG.. I just noticed .. they are thinking it about EACH OTHER!!! Guess we know where my mind is. GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZ

I'm Providing A New Service Here!!! :)
I'm going to be providing a new service here on LostCherryTap and I thought you all should know. Most of you don't know this, but I am a fully ordained minister with The Universal Life Church. I am certified to perform many different religious services including giving mass, marriages (in most states...really!), etc. But most specifically for us here.....hearing confessions! :) I see a great need for a place for the denizens of the LCT to be able to confess all of their sins in a convenient and discreet manner, and I would like to offer this service to all that need it. If you would like to make a confession, you need only contact me via the shoutbox. If your confession is particularly dirty.....ummm......of a more sensitive nature, you can send it to me through a private message as well. Please be sure to give great detail when you confess. Tell me what you you wearing when you sinned. Exactly how many times you sinned on each occasion. Was your sin very loud and/or

Rage
a rage builds inside everyone at one point...whether its because of hatred or love or whatever it may be....what u do with that rage is up to u....i have seen so many ppl drop left and right tho because of it...but the rage i feel inside slowly fades...the angel covers it showing that love can be the freedom...but honestly....can love free the demon wanting to be unleashed...the beast waiting inside...its a fear i will always have...why is this beast here? well its simple pain torture tears anger...it makes up the beast...it gives power to the demon...heh love...i smile and laugh at it cause is it real? shit i dont know...all i know is one thing...this demon wants out he wants away from the small amount of happiness...he wants to take back over and hate again because in this world hate...is what leads a lot of ppls lives...so what to do what to do...let the beast...the demon i have loved and grown to believe out?...or let that angel steal me...turn me into the loving person i once was.

Just In Case You Need A Laugh
Remember it takes a college degree to fly a plane, but only a high school diploma to fix one. Reassurance for those who fly routinely in their jobs. After every flight, Qantas pilots fill out a form, called a "gripesheet," which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual maintenance complaints submitted by Qantas' pilots (marked with a P) and the solutions recorded (marked with an S) by maintenance engineers. By the way, It is my understanding that Qantas is the only major airline that has never, ever, had an accident. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. S: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft. ~~~~~~

Adult Modeling
Do yall think I have what it takes to be an adult model? Thats what i been thinking about getting into. I like to take pictures and i think the camera loves me. But before i jump into that water i jus wanna get some more feed back.

Pissed At Anti-military Comments!
Okay I expected low down dirty shots from government officals before but this is by far the worst i have ever heard in my almost 22 years on this earth and by all people made by someone who served . Senator John Kerry Said and i quote "We are here to talk about education but i want to say something first. If you make the most of it you study hard do your homework and you make an effort to be smart you can do well if you don't you get stuck in Iraq" What the fuck is that who the fuck made Kerry fucking god. So everyone who is serving in Iraq is stupid? is that what the hell he is trying to say? I am so freaking angry , I expect bullshit like that out there from other people from people who don't understand the point in serving but to stab at troops serving their country calling them basically stupid. I'm sorry but Senator you are Dead Wrong in you're statement. Some of the brightest and most educated people i have known have served in the military So to say that stabs at e

Nov 1...change 1...i Left Some Important Information Out...
Well I wanted to update all of you what is going on with the post cards. Today I received a nice size batch of fifteen. As you can tell by the picture I have already out grown the desk, but that is plenty fine. I have all sorts of empty wall space. Some of you maybe interested on how this post cards idea started. Well I came to this site because I was rather bored here in Iraq. I do network administration; all that is a long name for someone that sits at a desk all day and watches the network not break. I have been taking lots of pictures to share with people what it is like here. One of the pictures I took was of my ugly bare desk. One day while chatting with someone in the shout box they mentioned that my desk looked rather bare and if I wanted they would send me a post card to brighten it up. Well I thought the idea was brilliant and ran with it. The next day it dawned on me that why not tell the whole community here. I have had nothing but positive feedback from every

The 1st ~ The Month
So today begins the month of november. Today is the day after halloween, also known ass All Saints Day. This day is to honor all the catholic/christian saints, especially those without their own individual days. Anyways, I have a feeling about this month. I think it's going to be a great one. So far I have: 2 birthday parties to attend, and 1 to plan for a very good friend of mine. A beauty pageant to compete in A wedding to attend and sing at! Going to England for a week among other things like partying that i dont plan beforehand So anyways, I am excited about this month. What'd everyone do for halloween?

Just For Farts And Laughs...too Funny
copy and paste this address in you're browser this is to funny to pass up i tried to put it directly in blog but would not work!!! http://www.poqbum.com/FlashAnimations/fartingcat.htm

Cutest Pets Contest Winners Announced
Cutest Pets Contest Winners Announced Smokey Hazel Ice@ CherryTAP [Hazel's Cutest Pet Contest Winners!!] Okay voting has been officially over for a few days. I have finally found the time to go over the votes and make sure that there was no cheating involved. Sorry it took so long, Ezra and I have had our hands tied so to speak with various projects for our website. With out further delay these are the winners for Hazel's Cutest Pets Contest. You can see the origional pictures by clicking here... [Hazel's Cutest Pet Contest Winners!!] *spanks and kisses* Hazel

The Vision Of An Orphan
by Bryant H. McGill, March of 1993 In the early dawn of the first Autumn day, In a small town-- Few to whom had known, Awoke a young orphan boy. As usual he made his way through the town, While silently his soul did sing, Through the thick of the woods-- to the edge of the lake, By the way of the winding spring. At the bank of the lake he sat quiet and still, That even the animals knew, Of his wisdom's taught, by nature's insight he wrought, And to all he lends wisdom hitherto. And over the years of seventy and nine, His shadow as one did twine, With the leaves and the trees-- by the sun’s peaceful ease, To a wreath of the soul and the vine. He only spoke once that the town people heard, From a drifter of the lands of the free, So he said once he heard-- like a flittering bird, Chirping psalms of the gods begging pleas And as the orphan died he spoke before the trees, What can I offer to you, Least that which you already possess, Bu

What Men Truly Know
by Bryant H. McGill and Chris S. Heinen, December of 2004 Men know many things Of beginnings, middles and ends Lifted heroes, fallen Kings Changes like the winds Needs, Hopes, and distant dreams The suffering that makes us stronger Things that are, and things that seem And a life, we wish was longer Birth, death and a brief moment For mistakes guilt and regret Sins that need divine atonement Our wrongs to thus unset Many more; are the things unknown Yet all can know good deeds Thus are mighty beauties grown From such wanton seeds

You Will Live Them One More Time
by Bryant H. McGill, April of 2004 What shall be known of the days we've wasted The friends we've loved and those we've hated What will become of the laughter last Or those once known in lives long past What shall we do with the time we've wasted Or the gentle lips like wine once tasted What of our children alone when we die Or our bodies like fallen leaves that lie What will come of the mornings and the days Who will remember our purpose and ways What of our memories and what of the pain Who will know them as us the same It is you-- that will live them one more time And you will taste those lips of wine You too will know the joys I knew, And sorrows’ longing, for life anew

Dedication To Lori
This is a follow up to The Last Walk Blog I remember that day as it was yesterday A day that ended in tears For thirty years you were always there A sweet memory incased in my mind As the days and years went by I often sat and wondered why why two people so much in love were forced to live apart Although our lives went seperate paths we were never far apart The day your sister told me My heart just fell apart I read your letters to her and if only i had knew I would have walked the thousand miles To bring you back into my arms But deep in my heart I know You are waiting for me At the Gates of heavan To be together once again Lori and me were childhood sweethearts but sadly she had to emigrate to Australia with her parents, over the years we never lost touch and exchance letters cards etc. Both of us had failed marriages. Tragically three years ago she was killed in a bush fire in Australia. her sister showed me the letters she wrote her saying she wished s

Ask Your Faith For Help & Not Answers.
When looking up to what ever it is that has you and your faith, it is better to ask that they give you help in understanding what it is within yourself to find harmony and not to just ask for answers and/or results. They can't give it, but they can help you to turn the light on within so that you may help yourself. Once I stopped asking for answers and started asking to help me see the answers within myself, I got more results. They are not the vehicle that gets you there but the fuel that helps make it so. The Drive is up to you. •MAH•

Joe
there are just some things that words cant describe...the feelin i have when i talk to u... when i think bout u...and when i dream about u is amazing...ive never felt this way before in my life...i think that ur a wonderful person and without u there for me when i need u i dont know where i would be right now...my love for u has grown so much over the past couple of months...i think back to when we first met...i would have never imagined that we would be where we are today...its just going to keep getting better...i dont think that our love will ever fade ill always be there for u and when u need someone to talk to i hope you come to me...ill be your best friend...so once again i say...its u babe..its always u...my life is perfect with u in it...so thank you joe lots of love pam

I Have Never Been More Insulted!!
I just got this message sent to my shoutbox from another member on here asking if I was a guy!! "R U A DUDE?" is exactly what he said. After I told him no he said in my pics I looked like one, and kept pushing for me to be a sport and go on webcam on yahoo to prove it to him needless to say he has been blocked......Can you say Asshole!!! Mr Tongue if your reading this you really need to learn some class.....you are by true definition an asshole!

Drinks!
WELL EVERYBODY I HAD ALL THE DRINKS MADE AND READY TO GO FOR THIRSTY THURSDAY AND DUMB ASS ME SPILLED EVERYONE OF THEM! GUESS YA'LL GOT TO DISCILPINE ME!! WHO'S FIRST!! I CAN'T TAKE TOO MUSH SO YOU GOTTA GET ME WHILE I'M STRONG LOL!!

The Letter
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, GOD, when my son needed You ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy sa

Wish Find You My Only Pussy
hiii...i am a man about 34 years old...and i am egyptian too...i am searching for you my only pussy....i am searching for you all my life...i wasted all my life to find you....if you you feelt that you are my love contact me even if you are 90 years old or even 110 years old....i dont care about age....love is my goal....kisses not for any one it just for you.....

If You Cant Stand Behind Them By All Means Stand In Fucking Front Of Them!!
SO I FELT THE NEED TO MAKE THIS TONIGHT, IM NOT GONNA MENTION ANY NAMES BUT SOMEONE GOT ON MY BAD SIDE TODAY.... HELL YES! AND DON’T YOU FORGET IT!!! God, hold our troops in Thy loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts They perform for us in our time of need. Amen ! "America these soldiers, everyone of them young and old, Made a choice to serve their country, Never forced never told". "They're strong America, the bravest in the land". "And if you'll allow me the time, I'll tell you my plan". "It's simple America, freedom must withstand". "I believe it should encompass the entire globe, Not just one nation or other selected pieces of land". "They are called to duty America, To fight for a worthy cause". "To rid the world of evil, "Forgetting not the cost". "I stand with them

Living Room
hhhmmmmm imaging this now ........u sit on ur chair typing some on the computer u dont hear me coming in the room i turn on the slow jam light some candles turn the light of and go over to u ............. u turn around and start looking at me u know in which mood i am when i light some candles and turn the slow jam on u put a big smile on ur face already........... i come closer while i open my shirt and dance to the slow music a lil and have a sweet smile in my face.......... u look at me and say yes baby show me what u want to do to me.......... i come closer take of my shirt u see me in my bra........ u tell me to open my bra and i still wear a skirt and u know i dont wear a pantie under my skirt i open my bra hold him up with my hands tease u like that while i shake my hips dancing to the song....... i turn around let my bra fall on the ground and u lick ur lips already and get hot........ u telling me sweet words u want to make me feel so good and excidet while i am still dancing

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend I'm sorry That I don't understan

People & Their Rudeness
OK, those two of you who read these... my earlier good mood has been once again quelched by the idiots of the internet. Tonight, within a mere four-hour time span, I ran into the following: - A kid who wanted me to meet him at the 7/11 at 1 a.m. so I could (seriously) kick him in the balls. For his pleasure. (Which, hey, is fine. It's the fact that he couldn't accept that I didn't want to do it that was the problem.) - A woman who wanted me to drive an hour to sexually service her. - A guy who wanted me to watch him masturbate on cam. And who didn't care that it didn't do anything for me. - A guy who told me that the only reason a guy would be interested in me is that I have large breasts. And finally... - A guy who wanted me to answer his sexual questions purely so he could get off on calling me ugly, foul names. By the way, I knew none of these people at the start of that four-hour period. They were complete strangers to me. What the fuck is wrong with

Why????
WHY DO WOMEN HAVE TO DRESS CHEAP TO GET CHERRIES??? ACTUALLY MYSELF I DON'T MIND IT BUT JUST AS LONG AS ITS SOMEONE ELSES WOMEN ...HELL LET HIM TAKE CARE OF IT..BUT IF I AM INTERESTED IN A WOMAN AND SHE DRESSES CHEAP LIKE THAT THEN IT JUST THROWS ME WAY OFF EVEN AFTER WE DISCUSSED IT B4..SURE MAYBE ITS NOT A GOOD THING TO GET JELIOUS OVER ..BUT IF SHES DOING THAT FOR CHERRIES..MAKES U WONDER WAT ELSE SHE IS DOING FOR PENNYS....BUT I MYSELF LIKE MY WOMEN THE WAY I MET THEM....WITH CLOTHS.... SORRY FOR THOSE WHO THINK DIFFERENTLY BUT LET ME KNOW WAT U THINK... ME :)~~~~~

Friends
In kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one. In first grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went to the bathroom with you and held your hand as you walked through the scary halls. In second grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you stand up to the class bully. In third grade your idea of a good friend was the person who shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours on the bus. In fourth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who was willing to switch square dancing partners in gym so you wouldn't have to be stuck do-si-do-ing with Nasty Nick or Smelly Susan. In fifth grade your idea of a friend was the person who saved a seat on the back of the bus for you. In sixth grade your idea of a friend was the person who went up to Nick or Susan, your new crush, and asked them to dance with you, so that if they said no you wouldn't h

My First Day
A good friend thought this site would keep me amused. So far its working. A little about me...Dominant, Latina, Long natural nails, MILF who loves to wear heels, corsets, stockings. Dominant lifestyle. Single, seductive, gold digging, chocolate loving, spoiled, sexy, voluptuous and more woman than you could ever handle.

Letters
Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (wait until you see the last one) DORMITORY When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LE

I Miss My Brother
my brother jermy was shot last night and died this morning and i dont know what to do hey was like my best friend i always went to him for advice but the fucked up thing the cops have no leads and are going to put this on the back burner well i dont know what to say rip jermy micheal massallani march12,1980-november6, 2006

I Need Your Help Guys!!. . .
So I'm very, VERY excited!! I was just recently accepted as a model for Suicide Girls!! :) However, the first set of photos that are sent to them, (yes, you send in your own photo sets), you must do YOURSELF. They do not supply a photographer!! Also, if the theme of your photoset is way 2 cliche, then they have the right to not accept the set. . . So, the main point of this blog is that I'm slightly stuck for ideas and need some help!!! Please, any ideas for a theme for a photoset that anyone could send would be FANTASTIC - thanx ever-so-much CT!! Also, if you're not familiar with SuicideGirls, you might want to scope their website, to get an idea of their content. . . they don't go for the "girl-next-door" or the hot blonde Pamela Anderson thing; their site is more about the hot girl whose record collection is better than yours or the rock-chick you had a crush on in h.s. but were scared to talk 2!!! Here's the link = http://suicidegirls.com/

Love
when i look at your face i wish there was a code of ethics you lie and break my heart steal my soul what would you understand you think you know yourself digusting you are life will never accept you realize it your destiny is the bottom of the pile as the world turns you stand still like a cold lump of clay so go back to the depths which u came from nobody loves you nobody ever will

(this Is Long) What I Think About This Ignorant M*%#^@%ck%!
THIS IS LONG SO BE WARNED. Everyday i learn something new, everyday i read something interesting, i meet a new person, i speak to people i already know, i see a new piece of artwork i like or persons profile i like. AND ALSO everyday I run into what i call ignorance. I run into someone I WOULD CONSIDER an idiot. now i say I WOULD CONSIDER because i'm sure there are those who wouldnt consider that person an idiot. ( theyre idiots too). here is a female who has gained alot of popularity lately ....well....mainly because she is an idiot. for those who havent seen i'm putting a copy what she has to say on her profile in this blog, and then i am putting my response to her profile in this blog as well. I am not a fan of calling women bitches, as matter of fact i am strongly against it ( unless its sex talk in the bedroom which is a whole nother story cuz then i will say youre a sexy bitch in a minute, might even call you my sexy lil slut a time or two and a few other things in the heat

Checking In-11/08/2006
Thank you all who have stuck by me and supported me while I have been away. It is good to know there are true friends on here. I am sorry that I have been away so long once again but I am still battling health issues among other things. I am trying to take care of all of these things so that I can get back on here and start commenting all you wonderful people again! I miss you all! Thank you for your patience and your kindness and your understanding through all of this!

Read This Its The Truth If You Have Or Known Sumone
My Name: "Is Meth" < >I destroy homes, I tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found. < > I live all around you - in schools and in towns, I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink. < > In your child's closet, and even in the woods, if this scared you to death, well it certainly should. I have many names, but there's one you know best, I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth. < > My power is awesome; try me you'll see, but if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go , but try me twice, and I'll own your soul. < > When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie. You do what you have to - just to get high. The crimes you'll commit

Things On My Myspace I Have Written And Still Want To Share With You Guys
things that make me go @#!!@@$%$%#&#@! about Vegas. two for the bother of one. Before I start on this twofer I need to clear up a few thing. one when I say Vegan I do not only mean folks born here! So I mean the folks that have been here long enough to become one of the dammed, that team in this waiting room for hell that is Vegas , under the cheap eats and glitter. Two I will be talking about real folks in my life no names a course but real folks and Ill be saying things that might not be wise to say, to these folks I say sorry if the truth hurts it didnt do me that good either, and to the folks not mentioned or are only in passing that are grooving on the dirt Im spreading around I say F$#!#k you, go be petty little ghouls some place else.. and three. Im not drawing my self as a poor victim , yes I got screwed . but Im a full grow man and I let it happen to me. Sometime willing some times as a deluded fool . Either way no one twisted my arm. clear!? okay the first thing on m

Even More Form Myspace Past! Read All Three!! Please
here's a little bit more of the things that makes me go huh!? about vegas. okay heres the thing since i have been in this town .i have been invited to group sex 5 times . now i dont care if you call it a puppy pile or a orgy or a get together. what ever its group sex. now i'm no moral pillar . lol far from it! in the dim past of my youth i tried it and found it lacking in what i want out of sex in general. no biggy it not to my likeing . hell it haves to be just right for me to want a three some. and i do like those once in awhile. now back to the point i want to make. yes theres a point and it not on my head ;p the times before when i was asked i just said no and left it at that. this time i was in a one of my moods not one of my bad moods just one of my moods that i get in to . so instead of just brushing it with a polite no i got a tad bit smart and maybe a bit witty yea right me witty lol. i have moements. so i said sorry i do not see sex as a group sport or a sport a

You Know.
♥ Im seriously going to kick this thing in the face i had a blog all written out and it just deleted it. Fucking Communist. Ugh ♥ ANYWAY! ♥ ♥ You know i get told that a lot. Exspecially by men. Hmm. Does that tell you something. Anyway my momma will be home in about an hour. Shes not doing better but doesnt want to be there anymore and they said theres not much left they can do anyway so we'll see what happens =/ She bought this really odd tasting beer. Its interesting though haha. ♥ Icon of the day ♥ ♥♥ Haha. Yup its true. ♥ ♥ ♥ Pfft i was already there. Twice. No wait 3 times. ♥ ♥ Men have such a fascination with them. Anyway haha im pretty much done ranting. I have nothing better to say. Oh i didnt have class today. And i dont have work. So im happy. Ive got nothing to do today. Cept drink this shit. I might do some homework. Oh and dance around the hous

Top Ten Signs You Know You've Joined A Redneck Hmo...
Top Ten Signs You Know You've Joined A Redneck HMO... 10. Your Viagra prescription includes a Popsicle stick and some duct tape. 9. The only 100% covered expense is embalming. 8. Your Prozac comes in colors and has little "m"s on each pill. 7. Preventive Care Coverage includes "an apple a day". 6. Your primary care physician is wearing the pants you gave to Goodwill last month. 5. The Lone Star Bar and Grill is an approved pharmacy. 4. The only proctologist lists his address as Rotorooter. 3. The tongue depressors taste faintly of Fudgesicles. 2. Directions to the Dr.'s office include "Take a left when you enter the trailer park". 1. The annual breast exam is conducted at Hooter's

Road Trip
hello so here i am preparing and ready to go i hope i bring my all girly stuff lol kidding well were all specially me... im sooo excited and were anticipating this for two weeks and finally its here.... hooorah hmm ill take as much pics as much as i can and ill share them to u all my dearest fren.. you know why im excited this is first time for me to do so [not that i never done this b4] its so diffrent coz its not back home, but totally new country for us, [they sound dangerous] but there were the fun will kick in lol ok till then i hope this trip will be safe and totally fun.....

Why Oh Why....
Why must there be so much drama on sites like this??? ARe we that lame and shallow as a society that if we dont get enough garbage and stress at work, we have to bring it all here and take it out on each other??? I just read a bulletin on here from someone I dont know and they are leaving because of the DRAMA here....Its the same on Xpeeps, altho the site manager there is a complete asshole and causes most of the drama, and on Myspace its the same.... Why cant we all get along...These sites were meant to allow us to make friends that we otherwise couldnt and share the act of fellowship and comaraderie.... And yet, we have lost sight of that...All we do is bicker, fight, play each other, lie, and try to hurt those around us that we perceive are better off than us or better than us.... When are we gonna wake up and realize that the energy spent isnt worth the act of causing the drama....The ends doesnt justify the means here.... Oh well...What do I know....Just wish eve

Thanks!!
Hey everyone, Thanks SOOOOO much to everyone that visited my page yesterday when I was on Cherry Spotlight. I had a great time and met a lot of new people. Thank you for making my day a great one. Don't be a stranger stop by and visit my page often and leave me love.. I always try and return the love. Realistically because the comments were getting buried so fast yesterday, I'm not gonna be able to return it.. so please come by and say hi and i'll be sure to do the same for you. Thanks again! Ghetto Barbie AKA Skittles

Fantasy Don't You Just Love It !!!!
As adults we don’t get to play nearly enough, and fantasy sexual role play is a perfect opportunity to dress up and have fun. Once you’ve decided on who you want to be, where and what you’ll be doing, think about ways to add to your character and role through clothing and props. Picking a sexual fantasy role that clicks with you is key to good sex fantasy role play. Clichés that have no meaning make it difficult to get into character. Transforming yourself into a construction worker or school girl only happens when you can buy into the fantasy yourself ( boots, hard hat, tight muscle shirt, or short plaid skirt, white shirt with lace low cut bra, and knee hi's and to thong or not to thong is all up to you. We must not forget those fuck me heel's which every gal should have.) Whether you’re an expert at swinging from the ceiling vines, or a nervous newcomer to the idea of dressing up and getting down, fantasy sexual role play opens a new world of sexual possibilities. We d

Tomorrow Starts A New Week
Thank the Lord...lol Anyone who has been following my ongoing saga of life knows I have had a roller coaster week both emotionally and physically. The stress of an illness requiring not one but two surgeries in the past 6 mos couple with running out of sick time and the incessant problem solving caused me to have a major meltdown the other day which i shared here. The end of the week came out much better with some issues resolved and a little breathing space. I just want everyone to know how much your well wishes, prayers and just general concern mean to me. I wanted to say something special in part to the rest of the single parents. We are up at 2 am pacing the floor, problem solving and worrying. Trying to make ends meet with not enough to do it. Dealing with anxiety from overwork, not enough pay and a government that has forgotten this minority that is a majority growing steadily everyday. There is little or no help for the working single parent. Unless you t

Can You Do Me A Favor
i want you to walk into my room put one hand around my waist and the other behind my neck....then i want you to kiss me so passionately....continue kissing me while the hand that was behind my neck is now rubbing across my breast down over my abdomen and into my french panties....one finger sliding into my wet tight pussy....then i want you to grabb my ass pic me up and walk over to the bed...lay me down and proceed to removing every article of clothing.....while doing lightly kiss every inch of my naked body....i will proceed to undressing you but before i can finish you agressively turn me around and continue kissing my soft chocolate skin....before anything else i can feel you hard warm erection sliding into me hard and soft harder soft sliding in and out im getting more wet and more wet....it feels so good i want to cum........ .....2 be continued

What A Great Bunch Of Peeps
I left a comment on a MUM today out of the goodness of my heart, because I like helping people out when I can. Turns out the advice wasn't appreciated. So I went to this "Playboy Bunny Rate my profile a 10 before adding"'s profile and tried to leave something like..."ok, that's cool, just trying to help" but it turns out you have to be a friend to leave any comment. She was qick to add a comment to my profile though, and I deleted it of course, then I looked back at the mum and it looks like she didn't want anyone's opinions - just the points! What a fucking loser! I thought rather than put out a bulletin on her sorry ass, a more constructive thing for me to do just send out a BIG THANK YOU to the people on my Friends list. Y'all are just freakin awesome! I've trimmed some bad choices off my list and added a dozen people this week and it's so much nicer. I got a diverse group of genuinely nice, talented, and respectful people that I have the pleasure of interacting with every day

While I Am Ranting..
One more of you asks me to see MY PRIVATE SHOTS imma kick yer asses...I have no naked pics kthx. What ever is private is cuz i DONT want every idiot on the internet wanking to my pics. I am a nice girl and im not hookin it here so neener neener...I am sure u can find plenty of other boobies on this site to ogle... Can't you all say someone is pretty w/o needing to see thier cooch? geez...

When I Win The Mega Millions Lotto!!!
The Estate..... The house itself wouldn't be all that outrageous, but some of the things in it and on the property might be, so I'll need a lot of room. Live maybe 100 acres or so. The kids have always loved going to those ball pits, so I'd have an elaborate play area with a huge ball pit for them. Then, all the way on the other side of the house I would have a ball pit for me and my friends. It would be about 50' by 50' and 4 feet deep. It would have a full size, fully stocked and staffed bar and I'd hire a dozen or so strippers to play in it with me and my friends. I would have about a 2 acre clearing on the property where I'd bring in logs and boulders and gravel and sand. Then I'd buy a whole fleet of John Deere heavy equipment for me and the boys to play with. Screw Tonka! Also, I'd have a real pile-driver so we could smash all kinds of different things and a full sized spud cannon range so I could fire my spud cannon whenever I wanted to and not have to worry about getti

Give The Nice Guy A Shot...
We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T "FEEL BAD" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "

Sweet Words Of Wisdom
The proof of spiritual maturity is not how pure you are but awareness of your impurity. That very awareness opens the door to grace. Beauty is the purgation of superfluities. There are two ways of spreading light: to be the candle or the mirror that reflects it. A man can counterfeit love, he can counterfeit faith, he can counterfeit hope and all the other graces, but it is very difficult to counterfeit humility. The test of good manners is to be patient with bad ones. No bird soars too high if he soars with his own wings. He that does evil that good may come, pays a toll to the devil to let him into heaven. The thing always happen that you really believe in; and the belief in a thing makes it happen.

Lol
I think this is pretty funny...I have reached my daily limit for friend requests! i woke up bored and started adding people...I wish I knew what the limit was to see how bored I was! Anyways, let me know if this has ever happened to you before?

Mhm
Ok it has come to my attention that some people feel I have beena cting like an ass lately. I am human. I say and do things that may seem different to others, or maybe even come off as mean, or rude. I don't know why I do half the things I do, but they all make up who I am. I have had a lot on my mind lately this is true, I don't even know how to talk about half of it, but I take it one day at a time. so with that being said if I say something to you that might come off as well un-Steve like, try to bare with me, maybe try to talk to me about it. I am usually an atleast decent guy. I have a temper that flares sometimes, some would say over silly things, but I can't change that, blame my parents or something. I am a stubborn guy, when I have my mind set on something I do it and noone can change that. Again blame my parents, I got it from them both. Bottom line is I am who I am love me or hate me I am here to stay. Any questions or concerns can be addressed to me and I shall return your

Done On Here For A While..
I will no longer be on here as often as I have been. I'm done w/ the drama. I'm sick of helping people and getting nothing in return. Not even a thank you. And I'm sick of the cam/picture whores who come to my page begging to be rated. I'm sick of everything. I'll come on every now and then to catch up on the people who matter, and if you do matter you already know so I'm not leaving a list. I'll probably be emptying out a lot of my friend's list because most of you aren't friends anyways. I'm just tired and cant keep up with it anymore. See ya.

Wtf? Fake Friends Suck!!!!
Ok i need to blow off some damn steam, so don't read it unless you mind hearing someone vent: FUCK FAKE FRIENDS!!!! Ever notice that if you know people in real life and introduce them to someone that the begin to forget you exist. you might get an occasional "Hi" if you pop in a chat room thier in. If you want to talk to them, you have to find them.... WELL FUCK THAT!!!! If a person is really a friend, they will try to find out how your doing. If a person is really a friend, they try to at least act like they care. Well fuck Ffake friends!!! I don't fuckin need them and thier bullshit "I care." Fucking actions speak a lot louder than words. Yes, as a nice guy, I tend to brush t off, but not anymore. maybe it took the strees of the shit I'm dealing with right now to finally make me put my foot down, but I am glad I did. If you know me in the real world, you will know I am a kind-hearted person. You will know I used to be the biggest asshole too. Starting today, I w

Bigger Boobies
A flat-chested young lady went to Dr. Smith about enlarging her tiny breasts. Dr. Smith advised her, "Every day after your shower rub your chest and say, "Scooby doobie doobies, I want bigger boobies." She did this faithfully for several months and it worked! She grew terrific D-cup boobs! One morning she was running late, got on the bus and in a panic realized she had forgotten her morning ritual. Frightened she might lose her lovely boobs if she didn't recite the little rhyme, she stood right there in the middle aisle of the bus closed her eyes and said, "Scooby doobie doobies, I want bigger boobies." A guy sitting nearby looked at her, "By any chance, are you a patient of Dr. Smith's?" "Why, yes I am... How did you know?" He leaned closer, winked and whispered, " Hickory dickory dock..."

Crabby Old Man (great Poem)
Crabby Old Man When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital near Tampa, Florida, it was believed that he had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses were going through his meager possessions, they found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her copy to Missouri. The old man's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the St. Louis Association for Mental Health. A slide presentation has also been made based on his simple, but eloquent, poem. And this little old man, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the author of this "anonymous" poem winging across the Internet. Crabby Old Man What do you see nurses? ........What do you see? What are you thinking......when you're looking at me? A crabby old man, .....not very wise, Uncertain of habit ........with faraway eyes?

Not Really The Daily Blog.
♥Just kinda needed to say some stuff ♥ My mom just called crying again. Shes done that 3 times tonight. God i wish i knew what to say to her. The doctors told her today there really isnt much they can do for her. So shes got two choices, she can stick it out there and die. Or come home and die. Pretty much. And what sucks is. Thats pretty much what they meant. I may be 19 years old. But im not stupid. They talk to me like i am. But im not. Im the one helping her, and whos been there. I miss her. I wish shed come home. Everythings so wierd here without her. I havent slept more than like 5-6 hours in 3 days. I was sleeping a little earlier. But got woken up. So now im up. I think im gonna take a bath and just sort out the thoughts in my head. It was real windy today but i still went for 6 walks. Fun isnt it. I wish i could make it all go away. Out of both my parents, i never thought my mom would be the one going threw hell, she doesnt deserve it. Shes not a bad person

A Quickie Story...
You received the message as drinks with your friends for your birthday were winding down. It gave you an address and room number, and told you to be there at 12:30 am. You felt your pussy start to get wet the instant you read that - you would finally be used the way you so desperately wanted to... The address led you to a hotel downtown, and as you entered the lobby your heart began to race. No one would know why you were there, but for some reason you felt their eyes on your body, as if they knew that you were here for the sole purpose of pleasing your Master. As you walked quickly to the elevator bank, you could feel the wetness start to run down your legs and your nipples begin to press against the fabric of your bra and showing against your shirt. You entered the elevator, and as soon as the doors closed you couldn't help but slide your hand under your skirt and against your cunt. Right before the doors opened, you brought your fingers to your lips to taste your wetness.

Answer To The "i'm Sorry" Chain Letter
I'm sorry that my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs. If i wanted big boobs i would have found a girl with big boobs in the first place! I'm sorry that I'm not anorexicly skinny enough for you to see my ribs. GREAT!! now i dont have to worry about taking you to a doctor or a rehab!! have you ever seen an overweight crackhead or meth addict? I'm sorry that I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". If thats the case then how did you end up as my girl?? I'm sorry that I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. YOU MAY NOT BE A PLAYBOY MODEL BUT THATS NOT REASON FOR YOU NOT TO BE A PORN STAR IN THE BEDROOM, GET OVER IT I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on. well apparently it turns me on enough to try and stick my dick in it everynight BUT MOST OF ALL.... I'm sorry that most guys cant accept a girl for who she really is. I accepted you long time ago when you became my girl.i'm just sorry youre so in

Computer Update
So here's the deal: Happily, my baby is still under warranty. She's currently at CompUSA getting diagnosed. It may be that they have to wipe out the hard drive - fine, whatever, I hope that's all it is because then I get her back soon. If there's something wrong parts-wise, well then they have to ship her somewhere and that could take weeks and weeks and weeks. Awwww, sad! I'm going to continue to be a naughty girl and get on here from work just to say hey and/or give updates. Thanks for all the support, you all just make me miss you more! Looking on the bright side (as I made myself do today after dropping her off), my house will be clean, my laundry will be done and my cat will finally get some tender loving care for the first time in two months! =) Hugs and kisses- J

Why?
I am amazed at how people treat each other these days. It appears that the internet makes it that much easier for people to be heartless and cruel. Life is tough enough without being reminded how one doesn't measure up to what society has determined to be handsome or beautiful. It has been my experience that some of the most "beautiful" people in this sick world are those who care about other's feelings instead of themselves. I don't know, just how I see things.

A Song I Wrote With My Band Its About Myspace Lol
Drove way around the world to see my myspace gf just to find out she had a real life boyfriend. booo whoooo. Slit my wrists and black my eyes lalalalallala so I am here with this pain in my heart gonna block ur ass and hope u choke on the next big thing I am gonna erased my “who I like to meet”. Chours: why did it have to be you to tear me down i thought are love was so strong I would have given my life for you, now I am here looking at ur myspace knowing its over becuz myspace ruins livessssssss and I hope u take my pics off your page as I always dreamed of a storybook romance but my little paper heart ripped so easy I have a hole in my chest becuz of you I was killed by all that you have said it was like a knife to the throat My life was gone I lost every thing becuz I fell in love with the girl from myspace Chours: why did it have to be you to tear me down i thought are love was so strong I would have given my life for you, now I am here looking at

A Story For Coma Blue Eyes
Once upon a time I was at a bar with my friends. We were listening to live music and having a grand old time... But there was this drunk jerk there who kept grabbing the women, licking them, biting them, and rubbing them. Most of the women were too drunk to do much besides push him a little and whine. I went outside and sat down for some air, and the drunk jerk followed me. He squatted next to my chair and started stroking my arm. I told him to back the fuck off. He said, "Or what?" and I glared at him. The drunk jerk bit my arm. I drew back my arm and hit him in the chest so hard with my elbow that he flattened on the pavement. He cried out when he hit and yelled, "What did you do that for?!" "Because you bit me, you fucker!" I yelled back, and all the people around me were singing my praises. I can hold my own. The End. :)

He Needs Our Prayers!!!!
An old friend, my former roommate, is in need of some serious prayers. His bradley got hit by a roadside bomb and his legs got blown apart. Hes had 2 surgeries to amputate his left leg and his right leg had surgury to put a steel rod in. His left arm is under considerable damage and his spine is fractured. He has infections from all the sand in his wounds and was peppered in the face. He is doing better then expected but he still needs all the prayers he can get!!! As well as his wife and new baby girl. He recieved the Medal of Honor for after realizing his legs were messed up he dragged himself outside and shot his gun killing 2 bad guys in a gunfight before his men dragged him away. *** We all need to be praying for our military. Whether we agree with whats going on or not. Our Military needs our prayers ***

Strange Sex Laws
No man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions, or sardines on his breath in Alexandria, Minnesota. If his wife so requests, law mandates that he must brush his teeth. Warn your hubby that after lovemaking in Ames, Iowa, he isn't allowed to take more than three gulps of beer while lying in bed with you-or holding you in his arms. Bozeman, Montana, has a law that bans all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in the front yard of a home after sundown-if they're nude. During lunch breaks in Carlsbad, New Mexico no couple should engage in a sexual act while parked in their vehicle, unless their car has curtains. In Cleveland, Ohio women are not allowed to wear patent-leather shoes. Clinton, Oklahoma has a law against masturbating while watching two people having sex in a car. It's safe to make love while parked in Coeur d'Alene, Idaho. Police officers aren't allowed to walk up and knock on the window. Any suspicious officer who thinks

Freakin Ass....
This asshole sent me a shout saying that I was not good looking and he sees why I have to get women too. Well at least I can get a women right? Anyway this is the first person that has been an asshole to me and I want to thank you guys for being sweet. If you guys can go buy that fucker a dictionary cause he spelled women like theis "womon" what a dumb fuck. Bored someone talk to me,please rate me and my profile thanks a bunch@ CherryTAP Vamp

My Angel
My angel is beautiful when she is sleeping her soul at rest the sound of breathing the movement of her breast her heart beating me laying right beside her listening to her every movement and sound astounded by her beauty laying beside her in aww in love my heart beating with her's same pace same rate laying in a heavenly place a depth of our love like nothing from above staring and stroking her hair while she sleeps her sweet scent in the air always a moment to spare to be with her never a change in the way i feel about her astounded by her i pray moments like these will never leave.

Blah!
Morning ♥ Blah i havent been to sleep yet. Once again i couldnt sleep spent to much time seeing my insides in the bathroom, yeah i know TMI ♥ Sorry haha. Anyway i got work in an hour. Im gonna be one miserable little bitch let me tell you. I fell bad for my supervisor, shes already annoyed with my moodiness. She can bite me, cause i do HER job anyway. Shes suppose to be the one taking care if the patients, my jobs is actually just to check them in. But whatever stupid people always think its other peoples responsibilty to take care of their work mhmm. ♥ So im in severe pain. And yes im still sick. Horribley, but i cant take anymore time off from work. Reguardless. I took a week off for my mom. I need the money i have to pay next semesters tuition. Help my mom out with a lot of shit. And i just gave my brother 6000 dollars to NOT go to jail. So yeah ive gotta work alot right now. Ugh. Whatever. Kailey didnt sleep last night so shes awake and laying on the c

Yahoo Mumm
Hey everyone, I made a MuMM about whether or not I should download Yahoo Messenger. I know a lot of you on here use it. So if you would be so kind as to go let me know if you think I should download it, and if you have it so I would actually have people to chat with LoL thanks :) Also, I still hate messengers, but I figured I would have it because sometimes I do get in the chatting mood, but it isn't something I would be on all the time. Let me know what you think :) You can get to the MuMM straight from my page.

Sex Story
... the fact that when I see a pussy, I know exactly what the gal feels like when she's having it touched, licked, fucked... When I see a picture or a movie of a pussy, my pussy tingles as if what's being done to that gal is being done to me. I can feel every touch, every lick, every stroke. It drives me wild. Not to mention the fact that there's just something so erotic about a pussy.. In the evening after a nice hot bath or shower, right before bed, is my favorite time to explore my pussy. It's nice and clean, fresh, and warm... not to mention a little pinker than normal, so I don't have any problems exporing the full depths of it. Just the thought of what I'm about to do makes little electric-like tingles course through my pussy. My nipples become erect in anticipation. In my bedroom, I have a clost with a full sized mirror on it. There's plenty of room in front of it, so that's where I like to be, so that I can get a good view of everything. I place blankets on the floor in f

You've Been Tagged!!!!!!!! Hehe!!
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT! ~This is courtesy of Miss Skitz (Gayle), so anything for you sweetie!!! 1. I grew up with a single mother that worked 2 jobs, so MY job was to take care of my younger brother...so there was not much time for sports and other activities like that. I spent the majority of my time cooking and cleaning, and being a little mom myself. 2. I have been married twice, the first was kind of forced on us, and no I was not pregnant, but its a long story. So my 1st marriage started when I was 16 and lasted 5 years, and my second is still going..lol, been married for almost 10 years now. 3. I have 3 children, 2 boys and my baby girl..they are my life and my world.

Our Friend The English Language
OKokokokokok....so....I sign on to LC in the morning and immediately notice the amount of nasty bulletins people feel the need to post...Now, I don't normally read the bulletins, but occasionally, a particularly nasty bulletin name catches my attention and I can't help myself...I *have* to read about the egos of some of our LC friends (because make no mistake...these "all read" bulletins are more about ego than anything else).....and of course, I get annoyed...and wonder to myself how anyone can get their panties into such a twist over what someone on the internet thinks about your cleavage or your fat family member or even your fucking opinion....BUT...you can't fix stupid any more than you can fix crazy....my problem with all of this angry bulletin posting is a big one for me....small for some.....and it is as follows: Let me start by saying that I am, by no means, trying to say I'm perfect...Goddess knows I'm not....I make silly little mistakes all the time and sometimes I make b

Some Advice...
Don't date because you are desperate. Don't marry because you are miserable. Don't have kids because you think your genes are superior. Don't philander because you think you are irresistible. Don't associate with people you can't trust. Don't cheat. Don't lie. Don't pretend. Don't dictate because you are smarter. Don't demand because you are stronger. Don't sleep around because you think you are old enough & know better. Don't hurt your kids because loving them is harder. Don't sell yourself, your family, or your ideals. Don't stagnate! Don't regress. Don't live in the past. Time can't bring anything or anyone back. Don't put your life on hold for possibly Mr. Right. Don't throw your life away on absolutely Mr. Wrong because your biological clock is ticking. Learn a new skill. Find a new friend. Start a new career. Sometimes, there is no race to be won, only a price to be paid for some of life's more hasty decisions.

July 8
Many will recall that on July 8, 1947, witnesses claim an unidentified object with five aliens aboard crashed on a sheep and cattle ranch just outside Roswell, New Mexico. This is a well known incident that many say has long been covered up by the US Air Force and the federal government. However, you may NOT know that in the month of March 1948, exactly nine months after that historic day, Albert Arnold Gore, Jr., Hillary Rodham; John F. Kerry; William Jefferson Clinton; Howard Dean; Nancy Pelosi; Dianne Feinstein; Charles E. Schumer; and Barbara Boxer were born. This clears things up a lot .

Still Ranting...
I've spent most of the day offline and can't seem to stop grumbling over this business with the pictures. For those unaware, apparently there were some (unannounced, as far as I can tell) changes as to what is acceptable in your public picture folders. Here is a list of what they now consider acceptable. However, they seem to be going even further than those as many of my pictures have which stay within those guidelines have been marked NSFW. It's not the fact that they are trying to keep the site clean that bothers me. I'm all for being safe and for doing what needs to be done. It's the fact that there was no notice so that we could take care of it ourselves, that there is no option to appeal and especially that they take it over the top of their own guidelines. I guess what bothers me most is that I am a conscientious person and have always been careful to put things which I felt needed to be in my private adult folders. I feel like a little girl who's been spanked for

This Ought To Piss Some Off!
CAN we please stop crying about the damn pictures? Every bulletin I have is drama. There are more important things in this world to get fired up about... Take a moment from your whining and think. Think about the soliders in iraq who can't be with thier families tomorrow. Think of the poor who cant afford a turkey. Think about the kids who won't have a good christmas cuz daddy lost his job. Think about what you could do to brighten someones day...theres so much positive stuff you can all do for others...it just seems kinda ridiculous to whine about photos on a website!!!

Hello To All My Lovely Friends!!
Well my day is off to a crappy start but we wont even go there............ and to all of u HAPPY THANKSGIVING hope u al have a lovely time :-) cant believe it is nearly christmas again... feelslike i only just gotten over last year, nearly time to put the lights up around the house again!

Thought This Was Funny
Payback's a Bitch Revenge One evening last week, my wife & I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said "WHAT????!!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every husband on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed dept. store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take so I told her we'll just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment her new cloth

Losing Lost
Lost in a haze of your own creation Unable to see your soul thru the fog Everything seems Lost Never to be found You cannot see the light Yet You are able to see the shadows Clarity is but a rumor Happiness a myth Injecting implied life Which leads to Death Becomes a logical solution Pain now is lost In a muddled mental haze Reality is set aside for a while Longer When nothing is clear When Lost is all you have Extend your arm forward And you will find My Hand It is always there Forgiving Helping to balance you To take that First step Trust Hope Love I am strong enough to watch you Stumble Brave enough to see You fall The hand remains reaching Out to you Unconditionally For I have discovered that while you are Lost I have found A type of love That did not exist Until I tried to ease your Pain A love that shall endure Until losing Lost Redeems your Soul dedicated to Pete, AJ, Suze, Mikkel,

Assholes Rule!
Colonoscopy All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge. "I should be in charge," said the brain , "Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen." "I should be in charge," said the blood , "Because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away." "I should be in charge," said the stomach," Because I process food and give all of you energy." "I should be in charge," said the legs , "because I carry the body wherever it needs to go." "I should be in charge," said the eyes, "Because I allow the body to see where it goes." "I should be in charge," said the rectum , "Because I'm responsible for waste removal." All the other body parts laughed at the rectum And insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache, the stomach was

Yes I Am!
I'm so thankful to be off work for a couple days, but then I'm thankful just to HAVE a job! I'm thankful to be able to post this bulletin comment in 10 minutes flat due to my slow dialup service, but I'm thankful to the person who was brilliant enough to start this phenominal computer world. I'm Thankful To have such Beautiful/healthy/Teenage daughters who remind me daily that I'm getting shorter and shorter, and that my clothes are out of date since I refuse to wear leggings again! I'm thankful to all my friends I've met through the LostCherry/CherryTap, whatever name it may be next week site-without it, I wouldn't be able to ramble senselessly on each of my friends pages-or bulletins that are posted. I'm Thankful for YOU Fat Sonny for making me laugh until my belly hurts with the picture/posts that you do on a regular basis, and for letting me alter you in the most horrific way, and still get rated a 10 by you..lol...But most of all, I'm just THANKFUL to know what it feels like t

Lets End This Now! We Are Adults Let Act Like It Starting Now!
come on!! we all know this is a free site and were allowed to be here by the good graces of its owner. if you do not like him or his rules then do not use his board! . if this is like a internett neigberhood. then lets act like good neibers we do not want to see are neigbers with there dicks and tits hanging out in front of there front door.. so save your racey photos for inside your gallery . if you want to share them cool!! but give us the chance to chose and not have it throw at us!!. we can have a fun and adult site here. if we act like adults!! all this crap going around is helping no one. end it now!!! we have no say in this !! let the owner of this site alone !! give him the respect he deserves he gave us a wonderfull place to be us. lets not ruin it with are egos. thank you all for leting me put my two cents in. bless be to all my cherry friends and friends to be.

Thongs And Panties
I hate wearing panties or thongs, I only wear them when I have to. One day I was shopping for shoes in Reno and they shoe salesman was putting the shoes on for me. I was wearing a mini skirt and no panties and I gave him a eye full, he wouldnt look me in the face after that, it was so funny, Im such a Bad girl at times, But being Bad can lead to alot of fun--Deanna

In Memorial....
Today Lord on 27th November 2006 you chose to call back to your keepin a special lady leaving in her wake her parents, her brother and her nephew... Today a mother and father loses their baby girl thinkin how unfair it is for them to put their baby to the grave Today a brother loses his sister struggling to find peace as a piece of him goes missing knowing he must now be stronger for his parents sake Today a nephew losses his auntie stuggling to understand the concept of death turning to the remaining family for support Today many have lost a loved one but in doing so...gain a new guardian angel Eternal rest be granted to her O Lord and may perpetual light shine upon her May her soul and the souls of the departed in your mercy, find peace... Amen Rest in peace hun... You are sorely missed but we know you've gone to a better place where you will suffer no more after your fight with cancer. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

The Hot Shower
After a long hot shower... I walked out of a steamy hot shower. I dried off and as I went to reach for my bottle of lotion, he was there waiting. He took me by my hand and I followed him to another room. I was led to a table that had white silky sheets, and a pillow that was silky soft. He took my towel off of me. Looking into my eyes, as he smiled, he kissed me softly. I could feel him up against me caressing my hair. I can feel his warm breath against my throat, his hands around my waste, exploring me. He picks me up by the hips and sits me on the white soft table. He nudges me to lay down and begins. He takes the lotion and drips it all over me, in a very teaseing way. I like that. I wonder what he will do next. I close my eyes, as he rubs the lotion into my skin massaging me all over. I can feel his manhood beginning to swell as he massages my breasts. He works his way down to my stomache. I am tickilish so I twitch a little with excitement. He moves to my inner thigh

Scarred For Life
On a clear Octobber afternoon, the sun shines and there is a warm gentle breeze. I am coming home from a baby shower. My little girl is with her daddy. I see the truck at his brothers house so I stop to pick her up. I get out and all I see is a raged man coming at me yelling for me to pack her stuff I aint never gonna see her again. Well needless to say that did not sit with me well. So I pushed past him to get to her. Little did I know that she was inside and being taken out of the back door and was handed to him. I ran to the truck as he was trying to leave. All I could think about was God please dont let anything happen to my little girl. I grabbedthe truck and reached in turned key off (stick shift) while my lil one screamed in the passenger seat. I kept reaching for her across him, he kept trying to push me off. I finally grabbed her by the sleeve and yanked her out. Ran to my car and raced home. A few days later would be the last I would see of my friends and my family for s

Keeva's Really Sick
She's in the hospital. Judy is watching her for an hour or so, so me and Craig can get shit for the night. She might go home tomorrow or she might not. I was at work.. and my mom couldn't get a hold of me.. so she called Hot Topic and they came over to tell me. I left right away. A girl from HT took me to the hospital. Well I don't have much time to write. I'll update this when I can. Please keep my lil girl in your thoughts.. thank you.. Jen

Soo..
Earlier today, Chase said he wanted me back, and asked me back. I said yes, but I can't help, but wonder if I did the wrong or right thing. On my last blog some girl left a comment saying that her and her ex husband are better friends then they are a couple. It got me thinking, because when Chase and I broke up we became really good friends. I opend up to him and I let him in. I told him everything, and he said that's all he wanted; was me to open up and let him in. What if I close? I'm terrfied what if he does what he done to me last time? It hurt so bad. And to make it clear he did not cheat on me. He told me he had feelings for another girl, and broke up with me for her. He said that if it's true love that he will come back to me, does this mean we are true love?

Naughty Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bi-Curious 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?1-5 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Regular Panties 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Not yet, but I would 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Not yet, but I would 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?No,

A Message To A Few People...
To the people that yell "Bush Lied" like a bunch of ass-raped media puppets: I've taken some great pictures next to WMD's. They were in Syria, in Pakistan, and right there in Iraq. Yeah, they were everywhere. Buried in the ground, mixed in with regular weapons-grade, I even personally pulled a yellow-bomb out of a truck of water. We didn't find any nuclear ones, sure, and that's why the media claims they are not lying, because they are saying that's what Bush lied about. We did find a nuclear plant with some headless missiles laying in it, but the media said it doesn't count. If you ever somehow get the grace to speak to anyone currently running Mexico D.F. ask them about the big box of Anthrax that got shipped to them, with a little note from Saddam saying "Shhh... I'm gonna hit Texas first, just hold it here for a minute. I'm on my way." In so many words anyways, but luckily Mexico likes us. Stop letting the news tell you what to think. They really do NOT care if you are

Comments...and How They Relate To A Male's Size!!! Haha
I was talking to a new friend, Jennie, and made a simple comment. "Why is it that mens' comments have a tendency to be only one or two words?" I mean take a look at the typical male comment: CUTE!, HOT!, SEXY!, DAAAAMMMN! (like the additional letters in the word is supposed to make it longer! LOL). I have decided that mens' comments are in direct proportion to the length of their penis! I appreciate that guys want to comment, but for pete's sake, make us look like more than neandrathals! I mean I look at some womens pics and it is like cavemen!! CUTE! MINE!! FUCK!! NOW!!! LOL Go ahead...grab her by the hair and drag her back to your cave! LOL Therefore, I propose that men actually take a moment and think before commenting...yes, I realize that this could be a life changing event for most men. Take the opportunity to say CUTE...or SEXY in a slightly better way. Or...keep saying it in one word and "tell" the world that you are hung like a rabid field mouse! So, with tha

Leaving Cherry Tap
YEP, YOU definately heard me right. Im sorry but I have to leave. I want to thank all of you for showing me such love and support. You will be missed so very much. My departure date is 12.01.06 To those of u I speak to on a daily basis I will continue to do so via phone n messenger. Here's to making good friends, laughter, and LOVE. Always Your Night Angel Miss. Savannah

Scottie Is Bound For California!
yep. i've had enough of northern virginia so i am headed back to my home state of california. i can't wait to see my city by the bay again! i have been out here for 5 years and its time to go. luckily i have nothing holding me down. no wife or girlfriend. no kids, no house. i am free to fly, baby! here's the plan: my rent for december is due tomorrow/wednesday by noon so today i reserved a 16' penski truck with car hauler and im about to pack my place up all night, pick up the truck in the morning, load it and be outa my place by noon on wednesday. once i have finished business with my landlord i have to take the truck to my storage unit and pack it all up and load it all in the truck before the end of thursday since its the last day of the month and they will lock me out if i dont pay rent by friday the first. whew. then i will say adios to my friends and hit the open road by friday. over 3000 miles under my wheels. all alone with my thoughts of the future and memorys

My Letter To Santa
Dear Santa, As I'm sure you know I have been a really good girl this year. I didn't kick that girl's ass that was blowing up my chickens in the oven at work, I didn't even get ulgy with that lady that no matter how thin I cut her cold cuts they just aren't thin enough. I'm sure you know I wanted to. Being that I didn't go postal at work or send out hate email to headquarters would you please place under my tree A GOOD MAN! Santa I want a man that will hold me when I've had a bad day. Someone who will surprise me with flowers at work or send me text messages of sweet nothings just to let me know at that moment they thought of me. A good man that will love me for me and not what is under my cloths. One that will love kids and could put up with Linnea cause we all know she is me all over again. A good knowledge of Horror is a plus cause we will need something to watch together. Being that I'm scared of the dark he has to like holding me tight at night and check for the boogie

New One I Just Wrote
kinda darker then my other but i know lots of ppl feel this way at time so i worte this for all of u that have trouble putting there thought together Why do I always fall for the ones tha leaves me behind? Why do I give my heart and it always gets thown back in my face? Why when I start to belive in love again my heart get broken? Why do I even try any more I'm tired for getting hert? Why do let people in any more it only lead to heart break? Why did he tell me he loved me then found some one new? Why did they ask me not to break his heart but he just did mine? I loved every thing about him, he is beautiful I still love him but why did he stop loveing me? i hope this sums up the feeling some of u have and dont know how say it sorry this is not as happy as my others but some times i just write and what ever come of it happens i still hope u like it show some love for my poems plz

Can't Feel
Bend me break me love me hate me touch me want me lose me judge me i don't care as long as i feel something Push me pull me change me crave me find me hide me crush me try me i don't care as long as i feel something real Show me something real before i fade before i fade away Everything's so goddamn plastic generated polished perfect no one wants to face anything thats ugly You go your way i'll go mine can't talk right now don't have the time don't try pretending that its worth something Little acts of desperation hoping we won't reveal only vying for attention how should i feel All this time waiting anticipating choking on a lie show me something real I start to sigh in the back of my mind screaming suicide show me something real This fucking place is driving me insane I'm barely getting by show me something real I need a place somewhere feel safe before I before I fade away

Photo Album Mystery Solved
Apparantly all my friends got locked out of my adult albums las night. It seems that while I was being a good little cherry and just marking the albums adult to stay out of trouble, overnight they became private to everyone. Which is awfully funny since they were sent to friend only. So just so you know I didn't lock any of you out. Not that most of you care but I fell another 3 places yesterday :( makes me sad...leave me some love today. I now have TWO sick kids so doctor's appt's all day but all be back later! Love you all! ~Karen Marie~

Places To Get It
ACCEPTABLE PLACES FOR TATTOOS ON GIRLS Tattoos on girls can be a really hot thing. In this public service message, I would like to document acceptable places for body paint on a hot girl, as well as what design NOT to put on your hot body. NOTE: Fat chicks should never get tattoos, as they will almost always inevitably be perceived as 'white-trash'. WHAT DESIGNS ***NEVER EVER**** to get: 1. Rose: that is just telling everyone you hook up with, you prefer 80's style hair-band groupies for men, lived in a trailer park at least once in your life, and were possibly slapped around "like a red-headed step-child" by your step-father as a child. It wreaks of psychoticness. 2. Chain-link barbed wire: this is extremely similar to the rose, in that, it wreaks of cheese. Also, it generally says that your not intelligent enough to come up with your own idea, so you had to steal that 'ho Pam Anderson's look. Combine these two factors, and chances are, you have definately been slappe

Prayer For My Friends
Dear Lord, Every single evening As I'm lying here in bed, This tiny little Prayer Keeps running through my head. God bless all my family Wherever they may be, Keep them warm and safe from harm For they're so close to me. And God, there is one more thing I wish that you could do, Hope you don't mind me asking Please bless my computer too. Now I know that it's unusual To Bless a motherboard, But listen just a second While I explain it to you, Lord. You see that little metal box Holds more than odds and ends, Inside those small compartments Rest so many of my friends. I know so much about them By the kindness that they give, And this little scrap of metal Takes me in to where they live. By faith is how I know them Much the same as you, We share in what life brings us And from that our friendships grew. Please take an extra minute From your duties up above, To bless those in my address book That's filled with so much love. Wherever else th

One Sick Pixie
okay... so im sick :( i dont get sick often... im sorry if i dont repsond on here or yahoo or where ever else you may have me... im probably laying down and resting, i have a double ear infection and so i dont feel like doin much... i love you all and thank you so much for the people who cared today and tried to cheer me up... you all mean so much to me love always the sick pixie

Love Ya
LOVE YA One morning you will never wake up, do all your friends Know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships That needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of Your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, You would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home before I see you again....... I LOVE YA!!!

Too My Friends So Not Left Wondering (comming From A Daddies Lil Girl)
well all....so far the begining of my christmas is some what rough....as it is i may not b around much over the next lil while may pop off and on every now and then but not on for an hour or more at a time....waitin on one more bad thing to happen !st thing was the truck ($3000.00) to fix it, and now recieved an e-mail from my momma and then a call from her today stating my daddy is apparently in rough shape and going for several tests because was told he probobly has throat cancer.......sorry for disapearing, but i feel i don't wanna b around here right now but will b sire to peek every now and then. hope u all have an awsome christmas if i don't talk to ya much b4 then. and well since i have posted this and bulletin only three peeps have read what i have said so ya may as well fuckin delete me from friends...nobody other then those three have even viewed this shit. have a marrrrry fucking ho ho _________________.s$$_________ ____s$ ________________s$$$?______s__ ___s$³

For That Jt Fucker
OK Mr Steve. Number One. YOU WERE ON MY FRIENDS LIST until you deleted me because i had other on it. I read your blog then. YOU are a top blog and I READ MOST OF THEM. I could care less about your little fucking dramas. Jelly is my friend since i Joined. I added Dance cuz shes nice as well as Mic. I dont judge others by YOUR opinions. I am sick and tired of the baby bullshit here. I have better things to do than to "stalk" you LOL. You kept sending Mr Rush to me saying I read your blog. They are public...you dont want people to read them then geez...make em friends only. You need to grow up. My 8 year olds have more sense. Seriously...blog about something else instead of being the gossip monger you are!!! People read your blog cuz you are an attention whore. SO please grow up JT. If theres one thing I learned you treat others how you want to be treated. You do not set out to ruin people. I have told Jelly and Rush the same things. I cant comment his retarded blog. Its been real peo

Oral Sex????
Ok so I was talking to one of my best friends the other day and some how the subject got turned to oral sex and he mentioned that he wasn't a big fan of recieving a blowjob. I'll repeat that, in case you missed it. HE DOESN'T LIKE BLOWJOBS!!!! I was shocked I just had to ask him why the hell he didnt enjoy them and he replied with it is great at first but he never seems to be able to get off and then went into more detail: It starts out like whoa she's sucking me off, cool, this feels great, but after a few minutes he gets bored, like he is just laying there and she is out of reach and he has nothing to entertain himself with during this time. I was in awe really. I was wondering who in the hell has he let go down on him? Was she really that bad that he was able to think about not being "entertained"? Just from personal experiance I can recall many times where my "parts" were in positions that would allow a guy to entertain himself. Examples: on the bed, beside him on y

Happy Holidays!
And the Voice Said... "You honor Me on this sacred night, when you bathe the world in a forgiving light in remembrance of One whose holy birth has instilled prayers for Peace on Earth. So be pure in heart in all you do, and know that I am ever mindful, too of what rewards your journey may bring, when a merciful hand relives suffering. For I am with you in the air that you breathe, In a Spring's first rain, in the Autumn leaves, in a sunrise, a sunset, an evening's demise, in the loss of a loved one, or a newborn's sigh. Know, too, that my love endures without end as the binding warmth of a constant friend, for I am the keeper of inextinguishable stars,

Family Issues
I will be gone for a few days due to family issues, so I have had to put off my contest until next week. I will talk to you guys next week. Everyone have a safe and fun weekend and feel free to stop by and give me some love. Chris

Day 4.......results Of Last Final Exam
DRUG IDENTIFICATION~ 100% PHARMACOLOGY MATH~ 100% MEDICAL EMERGENCY INSTRUCTION~ 100% ENGLISH COMP~ 100% AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST THE CIRCULATORY SYSTEM~ 100% IT'S PARTY TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Adventures In Lingerie Shopping
So its the holiday season. Which means Christmas parties, frilly drinks, presents and did i mention Christmas parties? My staff party is this sat night. Due to ticket problems we cant bring dates unless we are married or living with someone. Which is complete bullshit but oh well. My plan is to eat supper, have a few drinks and watch the show as quick as possible then have my date pick me up early and continue a party on our own. Anyways........... Today i braved the mall for some last minute party clothes shopping. I know i should have done this sooner, but i cant seem to get that organised. I invited my mom to help watch the kids which i thought would make it easier. WRONG!! My mom gets there and she is in a rush and bitchy as anything. Anywho, she is watching my 2yr old as im in the change room of the 1st store. You know i hate not being a size 5. Nothing fits right when you have any amount of body fat!! I finally found some clothes that flattered my non size 5 figure and

My Pictures
I was asked to remove some of my pictures from my profile, which I did. I guess the fathers here through I showed to much, but I have to say Bullshit, they didnt show anything. My panites, Big Deal, my legs, Big Deal, my Boobs, Big Deal--Deanna We went Elk hunting yesterday and my Brandi shot a 7 point bull and I tagged a nice 5 point, that is western count. We only count one side of the antlers. So we weill will have Elk meat on the table, I like it better than the beef I raise----Deanna

Damn Some Ppl
Ok.....This guy messaged me with a proposition for modeling...(LOL)I had added him before he got gross and perverted. Tried to add me to yahoo...DENIED Pushy SOB! He brought up my daughter and what a cutie she was.....Delete and block........ I hate to see how sick this guy would get........ vyper@ CherryTAP Beware of this guy,,,,,,, for yourself and if your a parent......

About Friends !
Ok, i don't know if ANYONE feel,s like this, but we'll see. I am sooooo sick of people who say they are your friend, then turn out to be just like everyone else. Fake as hell, and out for nothing but their own personal interest's or gain. Where in Sam,s hell are all the FOR REAL people? Why do i have to be able to give you something, or be able to do something for you? Why cant we be friends just because? I'll be the very first to tell ANYONE that i,m not Fabio, i,m not the best looking guy, i,m not built like the Terminator, i,m not rich, i don,t have fancy cars, or lot,s of "bling" but, i AM a very sincere person, i have a heart of gold, if someone will take the time and effort to get to know ME, i am VERY honest and will not lie, i will tell you just like it is, and wont pull punches or mince words just to make you feel better. If you don,t want to hear the truth, then ya BETTER NOT ask me !! Be my friend, through thick or thin, and you can bet you'll get exactly the same thing back

Underage, Appearance Etc..
ok i'm back at it again, it was actually a MUM that made this rant come to mind. so here we go again folks. PEOPLE LET ME EXPLAIN SOMETHING TO YOU. there is a term called " the company you keep" and it is very true. YOU personally might not be a crackhead but if you hang out with crackheads people are going to think you are a crackhead. and you cant blame them for that because you always hangin with a crackhead. ladies if you dress like a slut then more than likely you are going to attract that type of attention from men. we are going to look at your legs if you are in a mini skirt, we are going to look at your boobs if you are in a low cut top. which brings me to underage people on CT. now most agree that they shouldnt be here but there are the few people who see nothing wrong with it. with all that being said. THIS IS WHAT CAUSES TROUBLE. THIS IS WHAT MAKES BREEDING GROUND FOR THE BULLSHYT. this site is classified as an adult site which means we are going to talk abo

Love
Have you ever loved so deep, Haunted your mind even in sleep? Lost your heart, before you knew, Not sure how, or when it grew? Ached and longed, until you wept, Tortured, unbidden, secrets kept, Afraid to voice what is within, For opening is where it begins. The seed of hope, jealousy and fear. Emotion met, or withered and sere? How much pain is worth the chance? To let your heart eternally dance. Feel the joy, comfort and peace, Allow the pain to finally release, Take love to its fullest measure, Succumb to the physical pleasure, Touch and kiss, hold and caress, Bring to heights of breathlessness, Becoming one, at once entwined, Hearts, souls and bodies combined. Is it worth such a great leap? To fall so fast, so incredibly steep, Landing crushed, battered, sore, Or fly away together, forever more.

Guess I'm In A Contest....
Apparently I'm in a contest. It's for the sexiest outfit.... there are many many girls in WAY hotter outfits than I, but since I'm entered I figure WTF? might as well try. So here's the link. If you feel that voting for the other ladies is more honest, go for it, I completely understand! It's more fun if the person who actually deserves to win DOES, don't ya think? ;) Have a great night ya'll! Jennifer

Friend Requests.....
Ok so I get all these requests.... they tell me im hot...and want to see my naughty pics.... but after I add .... they just go and look at my pics.... and not rate, or comment!!! WTF??? At least rate please!! I adore comments....I thrive on them actually!!! But I can understand if you dont want to comment. I also have a voice comment thingy on my profile.... OMG i love to hear voices!!! I would love to hear yours.... please let me know who you are when you call...and leave me a comment telling me you did... I'll luv ya forever!!! If you have rated and commented me, and I have yet to get to yours, please remind my ...gently... and often... as of right now, Im getting 50-75 adds a day, and Im having a hard time remembering who I have rated for pics... Thank you so much everyone!!! ***HUGS AND KISSES AND ALL THAT SHIT!*** MaryBerry!!!

No Wonder :(
I’m Tired! Yes, I’m tired. For several years I’ve been blaming it on getting older, lack of sleep, weekend projects, stale office air, poor nutrition, carrying extra pounds, raising a family, recent colds, and a dozen other reasons that make you wonder why life is getting rough. But now I found out what’s really happening! I’m tired because I’m overworked. The population of the USA reached 300 million last October. 79 million of the populations are retired. That leaves 221 million to do the work. There are 19 million toddlers and 76 million students in schools, which leave 126 million to do the work. Of that total, 21 million are unemployed leaving 105 million to do the work. Then you take away 34 million in hospitals and that leaves 71 million to do the work. 43 million are in prisons and that’s 28 million left to do the work. Now take away 14,683,468 federal, 5,344,722 state and 5,370,743 city workers who run our government and you’re left with 2,601,067 to do the work. Take

Dreams Can Come True, Or Can They....
I wrote this Nov. 26 2006 I feel you near me every minute of the day, Yet you are miles away. I smell your passionate fragrance riding on the wind, I see your face, in the face of others. Even though I have never met you, I can feel your hand gently touching me, But that can’t be, no one is there. I can hear you voice call my name, But there is only silence. I want to feel something in my heart, But it’s been broken far too long. TheUnLoved ® On the night of Dec. 3rd 2006 All of these things became a reality. The miles became only inches. I could for a while hold you near. I could truly see your face. The silence was broken, I heard you call my name countless times. I did feel your hand in mine. Actually touch your skin. Your skin so soft and delicate. Everything seemed so right that night. Was it? I think it was. For when I had to leave, I was regretful for having to go. But I left with a fire inside. A burning desire to live life again. Will I live again

Austin Marine Laid To Rest - Corporal Michael Craig Ledsome
Austin's KVUE television posted an excellent story about him on the website called, Austin Marine Laid to Rest. With more than 400 mourners in attendance, including Chuck Murphy, one of the many Patriot Guard Riders in attendance, who stated that: "For us, it's not about the politics; it's... this Marine to protect our Constitution. Our Constitution allows us to have the life that we enjoy in this country that's enough reason for us to be here. He died for all of us." Isn't that just a great quote???

No Title....yet
the waves are so choppy there's more in store rocking the boat further away from the shore the storm has just started the rains splash your brow you fight the exhaustion no time for rest now direction is scattered you're losing your way the boat keeps rocking hope has turned to dismay you struggle for strength you give a good fight no desire within you to just say goodnight and let the waves take you to the depths of despair steer your way thru it keep taking in air the storm will soon end and sun shall replace the droplets of rain that covered your face smile in the knowlege your life is a gift and rest yourself now let your boat gently drift to the shores you will come with nary a worry live life as you want it no reason to hurry friends they will come a few angels you'll host be kind to them all to one you may mean the most a smile will help you in so many ways take nothing for granted treasure all of your days A.Boudreaux 2006

Lost!
I laid my head on a pillow we shared and my eyes begain to blur, I could feel a tear run down my face and it was because of her. The way she smelt, The way she smiled is always on my mind, If i could have just one more chance our love i know we'd find . I try to sleep to dream,to dream of her but the pain is just to much, I would give most anything just one kiss or just a touch. I'd give my sight to here her voice, or legs to see her smile; God take my breath to feel her kiss, and hold me for a while. This path i chose with rocks and holes, even with all the cost. I know were to go and how to get there but still i feel so Lost JW

In Sweden We Celebrate Lucia 13th December
Swedish Lucia Tradition The Swedish Lucia celebration is an annual festival of medieval origin, observed on the 13th of December. On this day, the darkness is brightened by Saint Lucia, a creature of goodness and light who opens the door to the Christmas season.

Friends
I have over 2000 friends. I don't hear from many of you. I dont get close to people in general. I learned a long time ago about internet friendships. REAL friends stand by you and that is so very Important. REAL friends try and help eachother out.Recently I had tried to help two of my friends out..but i wasn't able to repair thier friendship. I have always been one to work things out...there is no reason to be bitter in this life...its too short for bitterness. þ£ªÿFµ£GøÐ@ CherryTAP PlayfulGod--DJ my love..my best friend..I am so lucky to have you back. I love you! Shell@ CherryTAP Shell--Can you believe this is our 2nd christmas as friends? Boy time flies!! You are the sweetest person and people need to see that more. Shell is wonderful and look beyond her pics. Too many of you guys are just after a piece of ass and dont realize that we are people!I love you!! BFF ~JellyBean~@ CherryTAP Jelly-- You are a sweetheart and a great friend. Don't let others get you down. If someone g

Christmas Carols For The Disturbed
Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disoriented Are Dementia --- Was I Going To Be Home for Christmas? Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and..... Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town to Get Me Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why Attention Deficit Disorder --- Silent Night, Holy… Oooh look at the Nativity, Can I have a chocolate?, Why is Santa's suit red? Obsessive Compulsive Disorder --- Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle, Bells, Jingle Bells, Jing

Felt Like Hell
Well I am back now, but the drama isn't done yet. Just to give you a fast breakdown on what's up. 1. My ex wants the kids back and we are fighting over that, most likely will go to court over it.I refuse to let here have them back she is not a good mother. 2. Then my dad is trying to sue my ex over some bs that's really my fault but he wont listen to me and we get into pretty big arguments over it. 3. Me and the ex are also fighting over child support, she hasn't giving me any money since June and that wasn't much when she was giving it to me 4. I have been trying to find child care for my kids and that isn't going to good

Did Everyone Survive?
Yesterday was one of the most bizarre days, energywise, I have ever experienced. If you thought it was just you, trust me, it wasn't. Many of you, my dear friends, had a run in with yesterday's chaotic energy flow! There was all manner of garbage going on: traffic accidents, depression, mood swings from hell, relationship issues, flat out physical and emotional illness! You name it, you got it! I know I'm just in Mom mode, but here are some things you can do to neutralize some of the restless energy! Wear hematite, as jewelry or a piece in your pocket - it wards against negative energy. I don't leave home without it anymore! Clear your mind and repeat the word Peace to yourself until things mellow out. Yes it does work! Trust me, people! Get some reasonable size chunks of clear quartz and set them around your home, your workplace, in your pockets. It absorbs negative energy. Just remember to cleanse those puppies once a month! Don't know how? Ask me. I use an essential oil blend by

Fat Bitches?
Wtf...so i had this guy delete me from his friend list and send me a message becuz a "friend" told him she didn't want him to have any fat bitches as friends...How sweet...I told him I felt flattered that she was threatend by me... Lmao if I wanted drama I would have stayed in High School...Lol having a great day now...lol that made my day... :)

Onions And Christmas Trees!!
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there? The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her 20s, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her 30s to 40s, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After 50, they are like onions". "Onions?" The Boy asks. "Yes, you see them and they make you cry." This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In his 20s, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30s and 40s, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50s, it is like a Christmas tree". "A Christmas tree?" The Girl asks "Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration."

Internet "love" Sucks (pt.1)
When I first got into myspace it was October of 2005 I met a ton of great people online. I actually met some people in real life. Had a relationship with one or two. There was one very special man though. He worked in the movies in Hollywood. Before you say anything it has been verified that he does actually work in visual effects I have actually seen his name on the big screen. So anyway we talkied online for months, had a wonderful friendship, he brought me out of my shill in a lot of ways. I was still very broken up about the loss of my fiance and he watched me cry onn webcam many nights. Of course it got sexual as well. We came from two different worlds, I was home to him and he was the life I never had. We talked every single day, sometimes for hours. When he started working on Night At The Museum I found out that I was coming to California for a visit. Finally we would meet. My father took me and the kids to L.A. to go to Universal Studios. That night he came an

Can't You See Me
cant you see me standing outside your window its so cold i'm here in the snow tears falling down my face as i see you move along without me cant move from this place cause youve set me free now i see. cant see your face anymore cant feel your touch on my cheek understanding its better this way has me standing strong on my feet. i've let you go cant you see its better to be free then stuck here freezing I'm better off all alone then where i was with you now its my time to move on i heard you said things about me cant you just move on quietly leave me out of your life i've moved on from this stupidity its what i've left behind get it through your mind i'm not comming back to you i've found someone new its true i've moved on without you now you cry you sigh while i'm letting go of your lies. so this is my goodbye.

Time For Me To Rant....
This is to all the MEN out there.... This is in reference to the comments I've been getting....I appreciate the kind words of encouragement and all the great compliments but I WILL NOT TOLERATE VULGARITY..... I am NOT impressed with rude or crude comments and I tire of going thru all my pics and their comments to weed out the rude and sexual comments..... Just because I show my body and do nudes, it DOES NOT make me a whore or a slut...Please DO NOT treat me as such or degrade me with your boorish comments...The only thing that will get you is blocked from my profile here....Too many of you idiots seem intent on making crass comments and NOT reading that I do not like that type of comment on my profile... I still have to retain some level of professionalism here because my pics promote MY site and crass comments or VULGAR comments make me look bad and Im not about to have that... If you cant deal with this then dont even bother wasting MY valuable time or yours and just

Quit Crying About Nsfw!
Cherries: I get daily emails from people crying about our NSFW policy. Most of the time, I go to the page and their is NO salute and a bunch of photos that any one with half a brain would flag NSFW. We respect everyone's freedom of expression here, and we do NOT like to delete people. However, we do have boundaries and will take action when necessary. Please read the following information about NSFW material on CherryTAP. 1. CherryTAP is not an amateur porn site. Please flag ALL NSFW content. Read our welcome message and our Terms of Service. It clearly states that we will delete you if you upload NSFW content to public areas (Photos, Mumms, Blogs, Stash, Comments, Bulletins, etc.) 2. If we find an excessive amount of NSFW photos of yours showing up in our mod queue that you purposely did not flag, your account will be DELETED. Read our Terms of Service. If you have been here longer than a month, you should know the drill. We do not want to babysit people. 3. If you throw

Wow.
I know people are busy with it being Christmas but dont view my profile, read my gifts, and then ignore me, when all i wanted to know was if your okay. Jesus people are retards these days. And whats upw ith random people messaging me about "others" thats gay to. If i thought something i would say it DUMBASS. I really dont like people. I broke my tree haha, i think i better buy a new one before the peapot cries. I dont want to work tommorrow.I reallydont lol. Okay im done ranting now. But i do smell pretty :P and i look cute lol and im all smooth lmao :P dont ask -wink- hahahahahahahah ♥

What Does Nsfw Really Stand For? I Know The Truth
NO SURFING, FUCKING WORK!!! THATS WHAT IT SHOULD STAND FOR AT LEAST...LET ME KNOW IF YOU AGREE....LOL I KNOW IT STANDS FOR NOT SAFE FOR WORK PEOPLE...IM JUST SAYIN IT SHOULD STAND FOR THIS INSTEAD

Missing
When you lost your keys everyone Helps you look They try to remind you of all the actions you took When you lost your teeth the doc fills in the spaces He'll tell you to brush in all the right places When you lost where your going its all in a book There will be directions of the turns that you took When your losing your mind they will offer you meds To try to convince you its all in your head When you lose your beer they will spot you another Nothing is better then getting drunk with your brother But when you,ve lost your love everyone runs and hides Cuz Noone gives a fuck of what your feeling inside. JW

Part Nine
Marie had never given herself over to lust more completely in her life. If she could have seen a picture of herself as she was now, she would not have believed it was her. The woman with her head thrown back, skirt pushed up around her waist and panting wildly as she ground her crotch into a man's mouth, could not be her. Her hand seemed like it belonged to someone else as she grabbed James by his hair and pulled him hard against her pussy. As James' tongue continued to dart insider her she became less and less aware of what was going on around her. Her eyes were closed and the only sound she could hear was her own moaning and occasional exclamations. She was racing toward one of the most intense orgasms she had ever experienced. Owing to the torrents pleasure currently rushing through her, Marie didn't feel Cat's hands slowly undoing the buttons on her shirt. She didn't even notice as Cat's hands worked their way around her and undid her bra. It was only when she felt Cat

A Beautiful Christmas Story
A Beautiful Christmas Story......... Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa at Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin . The child climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. "Your friend? Your sister?" "Yes, Santa," he replied. "My sister, Sarah, who is very sick," he said sadly. Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. "What is it?" Santa asked warmly. "Well, I know it's really too much to ask you, Santa, but " the old woman

Update On Me...
So sorry for not being around much this week. Sunday I was very sick and went to the Dr. Monday and found out I have Bronchitis and Asthma. I'm on steroids, antibiotics and 2 different ihalers to keep me breathing correctly. I just wanted to let all my tap friends and family I'm not ignoring you. I'm just very sick. I hope by this weekend to be better and catch up with you all! *MUCH LOVE* Suzie

My "want" Ad
SWF in dead-end job seeks hairy neurotic for mutual Psychological torture, tepid sex, and codependency. I enjoy drinking,Location smoking, skin flicks, and self-righteous indignation. I can't stand movies, and the last album I bought was The Marshall Tucker Band's Greatest Hits. I have middling intelligence but try to appear smarter by affecting a world-weary air,memorizing Marital Status useless facts, and chuckling at my own mean-spirited,agenda-driven jokes. Im 38 but look 50 and feel 60. Some Might Think I Am a whiney, bitter shrew with a misplaced sense of entitlement and unrealistic expectations. BUT..In time you will become coolly hostile when I don't fulfill every unmet need you've ever had. Bonus points if you just finished screwing every girl in town but now want to take it slow with me. My perfect night would include getting hammered in a shit-hole bar While you flirt with drunken bimbos, followed by an embarrassing screaming match. I would be open to an unsatisfy

The Long Whole Truth
AFTER CHILDISH RETALIATION, RETRIBUTION AND STUPID GAMES, I FEEL IT IS ABOUT TIME FOR EVERY AND ALL AFFECTED TO SEE THE FLIP SIDE OF THE COIN. THE TRUTH SHALL NOW BE EXPOSED. MY RESPONSE TO ALL THIS NONSENSE IS IS AS FOLLOWS AND I HAVE WHAT HAD BEEN PENNED AS BACKUP AND PROOF INCLUDED AND IS A BOTTOMS UP READ: I NEVER claimed to be part of the "wiccan family" and I have been trying to respond to Cassy ever since her message to me on the 8th and have been blocked! I even asked Ghostdancer to please relay my being upset with her and she totally ignored me and blocked me. I am now furious and will not stoop to her level. I am better than that and her childish games. How the heck can I IM myself to warn her of the initial contact from this person? If she never contacted me before, why would I have gone out of my way to protect her thinking she was my friend? I gave her the heads up about "steghra" to warn her out of following the Rede - and harm none! I never mentioned any other n

An Elderly Couple
At a Senior Citizen's luncheon, an elderly gentleman and an elderly lady struck up a conversation and discovered that they both loved to fish. Since both of them were widowed, they decided to go fishing together the next day. The gentleman picked the lady up, and they headed to the river to his fishing boat and started out on their adventure. They were riding down the river when there was a fork in the river, and the gentleman asked the lady, "Do you want to go up or down?" All of a sudden the lady stripped off her shirt and pants and made mad passionate love to the man right there in the boat When they finished, the man couldn't believe what had just happened, but he had just experienced the best sex that he'd had in years. They fished for a while and continued on down the river, when soon they came upon another fork in the river. He again asked the lady, "Up or down ?" There she went again, stripped off her clothes, and made wild passionate love

Poetry
Death A part of life? A way of life? A fleeting existence that seems to last forever does it? Death What is it? A new beginning? An ending? Does it come with any tomorrows? Death Awaiting all mysterious, yet evident what comes with it? A pine box? Six feet of dirt? Tears of a few who mourn their own loss? What else? A body expired like yesterdays news? A mind void of thought? Blackness? Nothingness? Is this what we have to look forward to? Are there no answers for the living? No hints? No clues? No peeking? Death It has but two absolutes it will come and we will live in fear ......of death

I Dont Know Why
people keep calling me Kirsty, the next door neighbour has been calling me it for nearly 10 years now, the woman in work keeps calling me it and there is a couple of me friends who do too, so maybe I should change me name.

Written For Someone Special
He knows who he is..... > while i wait for you at my house, i hear the doorbell ring. i open the door and you are standing there....i pull you into my house, slamming the front door closed..and you grab me. we kiss passionately. from there i go right on my knees and lick all the way down the front of your body. licking slowley, i lick all the way back to you ass while i stroke your cock. licking my way back up to the head of your cock..i jerk you off with my lips and tongue on one side of your shaft and my hand on the other. this makes you so hard you pull me up and drag me into my bedroom. from there you suckmy neck down to my nipples...pulling down the pink sheer lacey outfit i have on. you start sucking my nice smooth hot pink shaved wet lips making me cum...then you get on top of me and slide that huge cock into my tight hole...slamming me and putting my legs over your shoulder...i keep cumming. the you flip me on my stomache and start fucking me hard...pulling my hair..smacking

The Christmas Card....lol
If I had not watched all of this happen, and someone told me this story, I'd have thought for sure that it was made up. Well, it's not and since it turned out to be rather funny, I'll let you in on it. I was at work and one of the girls brought the mail over from the front desk. Well, I thumb through it and I noticed that she missed a piece that belonged to her. For the purpose of this story, I'll call her Murphy (this woman rocks, she has a Murphy Brown quality about her, that's why I chose that name). Anyway, I'm at one end of the office and she's at the other. I walk the piece of mail over to Murphy and go back to my desk. Interesting so far huh?....LOL Not even a minute later, I hear whar originally sounded like crying but it quickly dawned on me that she was really laughing her ass off. There was no muffled laughter but just a huge outburst of hysterical giggles. It turns out that Murphy had received a Christmas card from a guy that she dates. Now, she a

Menopause Ring
Menopause Jewelry My husband, being unhappy with my mood swings, bought me a mood ring the other day so he would be able to monitor my moods. We've discovered that when I'm in a good mood, it turns green. When I'm in a bad mood, it leaves a big fucking red mark on his forehead. Maybe next time he'll buy me a diamond.

Regarding My Online Status
Aparantly CherryTap shows me online all the time. I have no idea why and I apologize if that has mislead you in some way. While I do have an unhealthy addiction to this site; I do not spend 24 hours a day here. I also get very sick at night and have to lie down which inevitably ends up in me falling asleep. So if I don't answer you immediately: a) Check my online status..I update it frequently if I'm logged in and just busy b) Send me a message I answer all messages, not always quickly but I answer them c) Send me a shout just don't get pissed at me if I don't answer Remember I love you all, I also work full time, have two kids by myself, and go to college. So can you cut me just a teensy bit of slack?

Sorry!
Sorry I have not been around lately. Seems like I have been doing wakes and funerals the past 2 months non stop! Have two more to put to rest tomorrow. I will catch up some day, keep the love coming! i can sure use it right now. CG

Cyber Angel Romance
They fall for An image To them it’s the Truth It is all what They see It is not about You Fantasize how it would be And how you would React They approach you with Venom Rarely using tact But you were not there Never sat in their mind You have not a clue To what they feel Was divine It was only A picture A video On the screen They feel they know you And you get what They mean But the only thing You hear Is wildly Obscene

Shadow & John
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Meh.
Look at me, I'm #33. Pffft. I want to go buy stuff. I think I will go out and be a consumer to make myself feel better. I realize this is an unhealthy method of dealing with my negative feelings, but it's better than turning to drugs or anorexia, right? Again, I say Pffft.

Holy Shit! I'm Finally Back!
I didn't think I was ever going to be able to return to CherryTap! I can't access the site from work anymore and no fucking shit....my cat ate through the wiring from the keyboard to my pc at home. This is the SECOND time this month! So I am now on my third keyboard thanks to my little ball of fluff. So , did I miss anything big?!?! Everyone fill me in on how you are doing!!!! ***kisses*** Beer Queen

Why Tha Fuck....
Why the fuck...when I come on here and look at who viewed my shit...I always see some form of nogga on my shit…let em be black, white, asian, hispanic, alien,…etc…..I mean cant you tell Im male by the photo on the scrollie????? or by my fuckin name????....this shit got me kinda upset...and it has to stop…cause tha nogga might be savin my pic...and rubbin down to it....NO HOMO...but dang....this shit just had me buggin...na mean....so I beg you all that are males….stop coming to my profile….it sickens me…seriously….thats one reason I don’t have a dick pic up on here…cause one of those noggas might be like, “MMMMMM, A HUMAN KING SIZE SNICKERS”…and im not down with that shit…anyway, this is my first blog on this piece of shit called Cherry Tap…till next vibrations…holla

Two Craving Souls
Two Craving Souls I'm so lost for words, I can hardly think, My heart is pounding; my knees are getting weak... My hands are shaking, my typing is obscure, I look up at my screen, in my heart I know for sure... Right here right now is where I see his face, This mind entrancing place we call cyber space... This could be so beautiful; it just feels so right, I'm thinking to myself I must have all of him tonight... Mixed, unsettled emotions are clouding my brain, Thoughts are being switched between pleasure and pain... In the very least to no surprise, It's become moist there between my thighs... With a simple click of the enter key he now knows, Deep inside of me is where he goes... No pleasures go unshared, Computer screens are flared... Before you enter inside of me so deep, I beg for you to take me to my peak... With your tongue I want you to taste, All those desires that I hold for you in that place... Circle it, tease it, She's yours now, just please it...

Awww She Is Going After Me.
Oh the horror. I am this. I can't understand the changes that have gone on here, nor do I want to. I'm sick to death of men with receeding hairlines and dicklines trying to make a pass at me. No I will not suck your dick, not even for the 200 dollar pair of shoes that you are offering me. (Yes, it did happen) Who would even think I wanted a pair of 200 dollar shoes anyway? Are they going to make me feel like I'm walking on air? Is it going to make you feel that much better when I stab you in the face with the 200 dollar stilleto heel? Fuck those shoes and you know what fuck your face. I am sick, sick of every part of this dating thing. I make a vow to myself. I will love myself more than anyone in the world............ Constantly. Even in the bathroom at McDonald's. In fact, you see this bitch strolling around walmart, do not be offended if you see my shove my hand down my pants for a minute or two. Then after that, I'm going to the produce section to touch all your vegeta

Emoticons
We all know those cute little computer symbols called "emoticons," where: :) means a smile and :( is a frown. Sometimes these are represented by :-) :-( Well, how about some "ASSICONS?" Here goes: (_!_) a regular ass (_._) tight ass (__!__) a fat ass (!) a tight ass (_*_) a sore ass {_!_} a swishy ass (_o_) an ass that's been around (_x_) kiss my ass (_X_) leave my ass alone (_zzz_) a tired ass (_E=mc2_) a smart ass (_$_) Money coming out of his ass (_?_) Dumb Ass

The People I Cant Live Without
this is just some of the friends of mine who try their hardest to make sure im smiling or having a good day, i thank them so much and dont know what i would do without them, please go show them some love: Kongy my sister in law, couldnt be happier to be in her family KONGY ~THE YIN~@ CherryTAP Prince Jesse my hubby who makes me smile and laugh PRINCE JESSE~69~*~PRINCESS PIXIES HUBBY~*~KONGYS FAMILY~*~@ CherryTAP Cassie my sister i loves her to death and cheishish her friendship CASSIE♥KONGYS♥LIL♥HO♥LF♥@ CherryTAP THROATFAWK! my best friend and magical partner :P hes a great guy THROATFAWK!@ CherryTAP Beth my spamming buddy that i would do anything for the party doll~PATRON FAMILY~@ CherryTAP Bethie aka Jingle Momma lol love this girl to death!!! ~bethie~ *jingle jingle*@ CherryTAP Kimmy my new friend, loves her to death too!!! Kimmy@ CherryTAP Shortii my other new friend... we like to pick on THROATFAWK l

No More Blogs...
To all here that are friends and that read this... I am no longer doing any more blogs... It seems to me that NO one really gives a crap about my views or feelings or when I speak the truth... I have tried to get the masses to wake up and make some noise to effectively get things changed around here but you all seem to be complacent and thats your affair.... I have posted a few blogs in the past and very few have replied to them so as of further notice Im not doing any more.... Its not worth the time or effort I put into it out of my busy schedule if people arent going to participate... Nice to know all you people seem to care about or want are the nude pics of me....Makes me feel used...

For The Real Men
i would like to to send a special thanks to the REAL men of CT! and yes, i do know that most of you are quite real and that you too have feelings... through the course of our days (we the ladies), your comments, flirtations, gifts and kind words do reach out to us one and all..i have made some terrific friends here on CT, and i'm amazed at those who have come forth and shown their love and support.. Gentleman, make no mistake, each and every one of you do bring something to our table, and you DO rock our worlds...its the yen and yang after all.. so, here's a special shout out to Elgotto, Grunt, PureKnight, Mcpoorboy, Ctrunner, Breakingthegirl (and jenny too..lol), redhat (and his wifey tx), Colin, Steve, Ghostrider (you rock!..lol..he made my pic!), oh hell, see the list goes on...You Guys are very special, each and every one of you... So Grunt, here's a special kiss and hug, and for all of You, YOU ROCK! hey, anybody wanna ride (motorcycles damn it, motorcycles! LOL)

Just A Thought
It's unfortunate the history of pain and suffering that is carved into the sepulchre of Love. There seems to be more tales of heartache and sadness and suicide attached to the thought of Love then there is happiness and success. Perhaps we overlook the obvious, any tale we know of with a happy ending is usually straight from a childrens book, very few reports from life. So why do we keep on trying? Love seems to be like the lottery, we're prolly not gonna win, yet we play anyway, throwing away our money on hopes and dreams. I guess you can't win if you don't play, but the cost of playing Love's Lotto is more than a dollar. It costs more than anyone should have to pay. I know within myself I have paid more than my fair share of pain and failure and I'd like to say I'm done playing, but I guess I'm just a hopeless romantic of sorts. Maybe someday I'll win. It may just kill me, but maybe I'll win. Either way I'll be free of pain.

How Come
how is it you fall in love but distance keeps you apart how can your heart feel so much but tear you apart wanting to just hold you once a simple kiss means so much to me such pure bliss how do i stand this pain how do i make it right one day soon heaven will be here on earth

Shaking - Apparently This My Song Now, Who Knew?
i'm searching for a change of pace trying to pull away all these names tell you how it all works out i'm terrible on the phone it's better when it's us all alone tell you how it all works out you're not the only one and i'm not your only fun i like the sound you make when we're shaking you like to lose control and i take it i turn the music up so it drowns us out, oh i'm scattered when the morning comes shattered over what i've just down tell me if it all works out you're not the only one and i'm not your only fun oh, i like the sound you make when we're shaking you like to lose control and i take it i turn the music up so it drowns us out oh, i like the way you breathe when we're moving forward and back and forth with no feeling i turn the music up so it drowns us out oh, oh, oh i'm searching for a change of pace searching for a change i like the sound you make when we're shaking you like to lose control and i take it i turn the music up so it

Thanks....
To the hater on my friends list flagging my pics thanks....people like you are the reason I made my pics friends only to begin with....you must be a pretty big goddamn loser to take the time to add me just so you can flag my fucking pics....it's seems like the higher my rank goes the more haters there are I didn't have these problems before I ranked in the top 500....I think it's time to start deleting people...

Heck Yes, Son!
i just want you all to know... i will be drinking...possibly massive amounts tonight... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand singing karaoke. yep... fucking yes. and it will be a glorious affair...an affair to remember. also... DO IT

This Blog's Boring
Why is it so damn frosty. I can CERTAINLY say it has NEVER been this fvcking cold here. The air is so...painful almost. Like hella needles poking at my skin!! Someone...send for help. Freeezing to death. Tell my mother and father I loved them, V, and you can have my sweet-ass stereo with the speakers. Tell my brother he's..still a lamer...I feel...so cold. Ok its not THAT bad. This weather would be PERFECT for seeing Dark Funeral and Enslaved live.

Remember When?
This is for the oldtimers: Remember when we joined LostCherry? People were very welcoming? Noone asked to see naked pics. People were friendly. It wasn't about points. When you uploaded pics....well people left comments. These days my shout box is full of ...Can i see your private folder? Noone really leaves photo comments. People look at blogs and don't comment. It TAKES 2 seconds to say hey or something. If you are already there why not comment. I know I have 2500 friends and if i catch the alerts I will go rate and leave some comments. Perhaps if we all spend a little more time being friends and a little less time chasing ass and points CT would be a better place? I have so many " Friends" but I dont know many of em. I know about 30 ppl who are regular. I used to comment EVERYONE of my friends once a week...know how many comments I got back out of 2000? MAYBE 10 so I stopped. Anyhow just a little rant...and a reminder its Christmas time...Be a friend not a perv!Edited to add... an

Iigh Peeps Make Me Feel Better
this shit so fucking sucks... last nite i was fine i woke up this morning feeling shity i called my doc got in today and came home with strep and the flu floating around in my body.... so make me feel better cause i feel like shit right now...

Wicca..charms And Spells..
Quote: "Spells are not about turning people into frogs or granting wishes. A spell is a set of actions and prayers that you do and say in order to ask for divine help with some particular aspect of your life." Mnemosyne's Realm 9 Charms: According to a Webster's dictionary, the original meaning of the noun charm was a "chanted word, phrase, or verse assumed to have magic over to help or hurt; an incantation." 1 There are two modern meanings to the word: an amulet; an object believed to have magical powers that will ward off evil influences over the wearer, or bring them good luck. "any action or gesture assumed to have magic power." 1 A Witchcraft encyclopedia expands this definition by adding: "magical works, phrases, chants, incantations, inscriptions and actions which can be used separately or in combination to make a charm." The encyclopedia's definition for charm is essentially identical to the meaning that most people give to the noun spell. We will conside

Another Poem By Blackie
I'll Hold You in Heaven From the very beginning I loved you, As I made plans to hold you and rock you: You were tiny and helpless as you lay in my womb, But something went wrong and soon you were gone; My young heart was broken, my tears fell like rain, I'd never known such heartache and pain. I wonder who you look like, me or your dad, Do you have my smile and his eyes? Would you have been big and tall or tiny and small? We had dreams for you that reached to the skies. It was long, long ago and I still miss you so, Thanks to Jesus, I'll see you in heaven. I'll hold you in heaven someday, When my trials on earth pass away; The angels have rocked you, the Father watches over you, I know you're waiting for me; I never could hold you or tell you "Goodbye", But I'll hold you in heaven someday. By: Blackie@ CherryTAP

We Are
Don t feel shame about you........ Live ur life........................ Don t hide urself behind a puter... Be honest especially with yourself.... Be UPFRONT............................ be PROUD of YOURSELF................ No matter if you are MAN/WOMAN/GAY/LESBIAN/ /TRANNY or TRANSSEXUAL YOU ARE A PERSON......DON T FORGET IT BE PROUD OF YOURSELF ASJA and I am proud to say I m TRANSSEXUAL

My Fucked Up World
MONDAY WAS HELL, I HAD THE LOCAL POLICE DEPT. BARGE IN TO MY HOUSE WHILE I WAS SLEEPING.AND DCFS AND SEIZE MY COMPUTER CAUSE I HAVE PUSSY PICS ON IT. MY EX HUSBAND HAD CALLED AND SAID I WAS PUTTING MY KIDS IN DANGER BECAUSE I CHOOSE TO USE A VIBRATOR FOR SELF GRATIFICATION.MY CHILDREN HAVE NEVER SEEN IT OR SEEN ME USE IT.BUT THE POLICE SEEN IT FIT TO REMOVE MY PROPERTY WITHOUT A WARRANT AND TREAT ME LIKE A PRISONER IN MY HOME,I WAS WATCHED EVEN TAKING A FUCKING PISS IN MY HOUSE.MY BABY WAS JERKED OUT OF MY ARMS BY THE POLICE OFFICER AND HAS HAD NIGHTMARES EVERY SINCE.I FINALLY GOT MY COMPUTER BACK TODAY AND THE POLICE APPOLOGIZED.NO APPOLOGY CAN TAKE AWAY WHAT ME AND MY KIDS JUST LIVED THROUGH.WHERE IS THERE JUSTICE IN THIS WORLD?? HOW CAN A WOMAN HAVE A LIFE WITH AN EX LIKE I HAVE?

Slow Burn (adult Only)
SLOW BURN (for one very special man) Softly hands slide longingly over naked human flesh Lighting a flame within that burns so deep so hard so long Eyes closed to the world outside Open only to passion’s desperate plea In the mind the eye does see does feel does flow a river of coursing fire Hands so firm Take hold upon desire as it calls Lovingly caressing a woman deep inside Urgent moans and murmurings aching only for more more tantalizing Oooooooohhhhh's lips on erect nipples warm tongue delves within her soul whispered heat upon her skin driving her further on fingers rake her burn a slide between waiting thighs lips swollen pouting full the eyes of her lover devouring as he watches from the door his erotic delicacy sensitivities awakened her fingers a firey tongue lapping spirit mind and soul her gentle ministrations now a persistent unrelenting burn panting breaths fill the air plunging ever deeper until her sacred river flows

The Love For Aeliyah!!!!
First of all I want to say "WOW" Thank you ALL for everything that you have all done for me and my family!!! The gifts, comments ya'll ripping and rating etc, etc!!! I have seen SO much love over my precious niece its just amazing how many people just stopped for a minute to pay their respects!! And Thank you!!! Now.... As most of you all have known the funeral for my niece Friday December 22, 2006 has been pushed back to Wednesday 27, 2006 due to a BLIZZARD we have here in Colorado! If you all can keep the candle of Aeliyah going until Wednesday that would be WONDERFUL!!! Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers!!! Many, Many Hugs to you all that read and repost this so that EVERYONE who has shown love can see this!!! Thank you.... Booshine and Falcon69

Afternoon Delight
Afternoon Delight I cannot get my mind off of you. Every time I am alone in thought, I am in thought of you. The pictures in your profile...your letters to me describing your desires...what you like...all the same as me. The thought of our bodies against each other... the pleasure we would share...the passion we would envelope from one another. I LOVE when a gal goes down on me and means it. When she sucks me to pleasure me. A woman who knows how to bring me to my knees in pleasure. You describe this as You, and you love pleasing your man, as much as I love to please my woman. As I finish my dayshift, I decide not to change out of my uniform, and I drive as fast as I can to your house. You are waiting for me at your door, and smile when you see me still dressed in my full gear. The moment we are behind closed doors I grab you by the back of your head, pull you to me and french kiss you deeply. While my tongue explores your mouth, I free your beautiful tits from your blouse and b

Love & Familiarty
She beckon to me from the hall door. She calls my body with her eyes. We were here, so long ago. I belong here- my spirit knows. The hesitation is gone; I give in completely. Is this Love, or Familiarity? I holds her close- kissing her deep. No more teasing- no more fear; I pull her to the bed- it's finally Real. "Do you want this?" And I answer yes. This is so much more- I inside her. I hold her close- and our souls touch. Is this Love, or Familiarity? We hold on- just caressing. The Kiss seems forever- and never long enough. Moving-in and out; Living enlightenment. I brush the hair from her eyes- our souls are one. This one moment- it must end. Yet, in my heart, I know it won't. Because this is Love, and Familiarity.

Crying Skies
Crying Skies He sit's up above over looking are lives and the the things we do. He knows that we're doing wrong and it pains his heart to see it; but he gives us the right to choose from right and wrong in life, so when ever you feel a drop of rain it's really " God " crying. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Copyrights @ Charles LaMark Nelson 2006

Love Me Forever
Please won't you love me forever? Can't you find a way? Can't you see how badly, i'm needing now to stay? Please stay with me forever.Let me see your face. When darkness is around me, and I can not find my place. Hold me now and always. My heart was always for you. Even when time has been forgotten. I hope you will have knew. I was never away from you my darling, I was beside you all the way. When storm loomed on the horizon, beside you is where I'd stay.Through every lonely hour, the clock is ticking in time. Each second that is passing, i'm wishing you were mine. Please won't you love me? Won't you let me see.?How complete we are together, how love is supposed to be. I'll love you when drkness is around me, held tight my own shining light. I will resist the urges I have for destruction, with you everything seems so right. Please hold my hand for always, do not let life pull us away. I want you now and always, at my side to lay

Sad
It's funny how you can tell yourself over and over again that you know something and in the flash of a second, the honk of a horn, everything you know and believed crumbles. aadyeniel left today... and as I said to some yesterday, i know it's not for the last time. But i look around the house and her pressence is no longer here. L'il miss is walking around looking for her... meowing at the empty room that was, for awhile, and in truth always will be, Jhen's. Beth sent her off with a home made doily.. something to bring wit her to her new home, and i sent her with a shirt i bought for myself but never fit into.. a shirt i hoped to someday but it seemed to fit her so much better, and i do not just mean in size. It screamed out her name. I wish for her the best. I know i will see my friend again. I know i will hug her again. I just wish it was now and not later to those whom i have been all but ignoring the past week, please know that on top of workin 8 12 hour days

Labor Day Weekend 2005
Being that I wanted to leave something special for my friends on Christmas, I will once again go back in time this time to 2005. I had been with a gentleman who introduced me into light S&M and was curious. Dave had asked I talked to a couple on AOL. Right after I had contacted Scott, Dave and I stopped seeing each other. We had spoke for a few months and I finally accepted his invitation to come over and see what his Dungeon was all about. Ladies and Gentlemen, if this content is too strong for you, I suggest you read no further. Before entering the Dungeon, I was stripped and all of my jewelry removed. There was something else that was done but I will not share that in a blog. I had to get on all fours and crawl thru the first room to get to the second room. The rooms had a beige clean carpet and the walls had various devices displayed. the first room had a large "X" with hooks on it and pullies/harnesses all over. The second room which I began in had so many toys and chains about

Pleace Read It
Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) say : "Paradise lies under the feet of the mother." "Thy Lord hath decreed that ye worship none but Him, and that ye be kind to parents. Whether one or more attain old age in thy life, say not to them a word of contempt, nor repel them, but address them in terms of honor. And out of kindness, lower to them the wing of humility, and say, "my Lord! bestow on them Thy Mercy, even as they cherished me in childhood." (Quran 17: 23,24) "We have enjoined on man kindness to his parents; in pain did his mother bear him, and in pain did she give him birth." (Quran 46:15) Pleace don't Forget your Parents on Christmas MERRY CHRISTMAS

Gravy Sandwich
I have given up On everything But me Ok, maybe you too But one more Big mistake And my faith is Thru I know I can make it And handle all things Well Say what you wish Think if you can The negatives Brush off me Never denting the man I hear your ideas I take some To heart I know you are trying To assist Like I would for you But I’ve created A monster A steel wall with feet 2 words I fail To understand Are regret And defeat

The Hottest Cherry Of 2006
HEY EVERYONE THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST AND LAST FOR 2006...I PUT THIS IN A BULLETIN BUT I GUESS MY FRIENDS AND FANS ARE SLEEPIN' SO I'M MAKING THIS ANNOUCEMENT UNIVERSAL...*LOL* PLEASE COME VOTE FOR ME I WOULD TRULY APPRECIATE ALL THE LUV AND COMMENT BOMBING IS DEFINITELY ALLOWED... THANX CHERRY FAMILY ~SEXY AZZ BUTTAFLI~ http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=212506&albumid=159921&i=1958323018

Avn - Las Vegas, Nv.
After much thought and a reverse cancellation, I WILL be attending and signing at this years AEE expo in Las Vegas. I will be roaming around the convention floor being a fan and taking pictures with all the hot girls on Wednesday, Jan, 10th. My signing dates and times for the EVIL ANGEL booth will be as follows: Thursday, Jan. 11th: 2pm - 6pm Friday, Jan. 12th: 2pm - 6pm Saturday, Jan. 13th: 9am - 1pm I'm excited to see all of my loyal fans and all of the NEW fans as well! On Saturday night, Jan. 13th, I will be at the AVN Awards, I'm up for 11 awards, so let's see if my movies are really any good! I'm also up for Female Performer of the Year. Do I really deserve it? We'll see! See you all in a couple weeks! Update: 10:39am Prepare for a shocker at the convention due to my role in iODiNEGiRL. That's all I'm saying :)

Totally Lost....
So i am suppost to be home right now, I am suppost to be cuddling with my girl and be happy, but while i finished my checks and my re-checking to get everything done and running around...She leaves me a message on my cellphone while it charged, to fuck off and never call her again because it was over. So now i am a soldier with no where to go, I can stay here in this temp area till i figure out where i should be but i cant return to florida now...Because i have no where to go... I cannot return to my family because they will look at me and tell me i told you so and never let me live it down. For those of you who dont know much or anything about my family...My mother is against military service and my father will look at me and tell me to suck it up and my brothers more ignore me then help.... So now where do i go now what do i do?

Sex With Me...
Born on the 4th of July and all... Cancer and Sex Like the rest of their life, a sexual encounter with Cancer is much like a slow dance, but if you've got the right moves, you can take the Crab on a torrid tango. Ole! The emotional firepower that can be aroused within Cancer usually manifests itself as a series of wonderful fantasies and less as sexual acrobatics. Either way, it's pure pleasure for both partners. The Crab is also quite intuitive and can generally sense what their lover wants, which makes an encounter between the sheets a finely tuned union. Cancer's feminine side is often on display in the bedroom, which means the Crab enjoys being made love to. The good news is that the Crab is a very receptive student! With the Crab, sex often equals love and its nurturing aspects (such as home and hearth), so anyone who can appeal to this sign's deep need for security is likely to unleash a volcanic eruption of sensual treats. Being a Water sign, Cancerians are quite fond of

Getting Jumped In Barcelona With Leather Belts And Metal Buckles Is Great!
First off this is how it started. someone ran by and jacked my backpack here were contents of what was in my bag Kirks Ipod mini Aharons sick ass digital camera Aharons remote flash My new fishing pole and takle Aharons 256MB XD Meremy card My XD memery cards 512 MB 128MB 32MB My Lunch and snacks for the day a Knife and tools all my wax and shoe laces for the trip and some other random shit I bought with me Im SOOOOOOOOOOO BUMMMMMMED Right now! you have no idea nothing could cheer me up I think I want to go home =( Later in the day I decided to goto Macba for one last sesh with Kirk and Warren before they go back to CA. So me and Ryan are skating this barrier down a drop having a fucking great time then these Moroccanï¿½s start playing soccer in front of us Ryan does a big spin front board down the barrier and he slips out and it rolls by them but did not hit them at all then when Ryan gets back to where I was he said I think these guys are gona try to start s

Answers .
Physical Description: 6'3" 220 lb. Brown hair Brown Eyes Pierced Tattooed Scars American size 13 shoe 36-inch waist 32 inch in seem Hair on chest Hair on legs Hair on arms Wax other areas -------------------------------------------------- Heritage: Father side: Sicilian Italian Mother side: Italian Cherokee Born in USA. From the age of 3mo. until 10 parents traveled 48 states, Canada, and Mexico.(hippies)always returning to FL somewhere to live for the winters , with few exceptions. Spent formative years in all over Florida, Upstate NY. Parents Families (all 3 s

Its All About Families
> > I see so many different "families" on here, so I decided to start my own! *FREAKS R US* ITS A FAMILY OF INKED AND PIERCIED people which i havent seen a family of yet,If you decide to join my family, there are only a couple of little rules. > > > > 1> You must repost any bulletin another family member posts > > 2> You must vote on all of the other family members pics (even nudes & yes even if the same sex) > > 3> You must help promote any member that is in a contest to help them out > > 4> You must never forget to show all Family members love every day that you are on. They need the love, cause they have a SavagE HearT! > > 5> You must have *FREAKS R US* family at the end of your name at all times to stay in the family! > > 1-1-07 UPDATE!!! OK SO I BEEN ASKED DO YOU HAVE TO BODY TO BE A PART OF THE FAMILY. THE ANSWER IS NO! JUST BECAUSE YOU DONT HAVE BODY ART, DOESNT MIND YOU DONT LOVE IT! SO THE FAMILY IS NOW POEN TO EVERYONE! > > I highly doubt there will be many more

Live Life Like Its Your Last Day On Earth...
As humans we go threw life always scared of are morality. We tend to shy away from doing things they may cause us to live our lives to the fullest. Today I have seen a video that made me do some deep thinking about life and the way things have been going. I usually wonder, like most people, that there has to be more to life. I maybe wrong but maybe it’s because we are taking life for granted and not living up to it’s fullest. Maybe life would be better if we lived everyday of our lives as if we were going to die tomorrow. Watch the entire movie, including the very ending and you will see where this comes from. The Trainrider

Dear Matt...
Dear Matt™.... You make me ________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could drink __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.)

Just Thought You Should Know.
Biggest turn off.....Blasts asking for comments and ratings. If your so in need of attention, and in such volume....then us guys know we could never be enough. Yeah, we all love to lust and think about sexy woman.....but believe it or not...the ones we truly love and give our heart and soul...are the ones we have (can) have by our sides for a lifetime. The ones we know we can be there everything as well. Any of you who have seen my adult collection may think ....who the hell is he to talk. Yet those who know me and have taken the time to know me always ask, "Why are you single, you seem like a great guy"...the reason....I want the one girl who needs no others love or attention. Just some food for thought....have fun...I truly adore you girls...and really only wish you all the very best and happiness. That is on the real and with all my heart. xoxoxoxox

To Every Guy That Contacts My Ex
Im watching u and getting angerd and the funny part is u probably dont even know! Im a peaceful calm person but u dont relize the situation of our break up... let alone Im not suposed to be talkin to her due to shit shes accusing me of! She followed me here and spyed on me is jelious and is only talking to u to lie about tons of shit and piss me off and make me look bad.like how about this for starters (she isint from the states shes from canada like me) Were suposed to ovoid each other but she would rather indanger your lives by pissing me off.. well whatever then I curse u with karma and im saving your links.. if things get to bad I'll be running and so will u fucks (Dam guys go to fucking hell and burn in it too)Ever wonder why her eyes are red? Its cause shes a fucking she devil out to use and control possibly even ruin your life like me one day Till your an alcoholic that dont give a fuck about shit to such an exstint he trys to get u to care about the fucking planet thats ab

The Slammer - Chapter 1.1
The time has come for me to say good bye officially to CherryTAP. I was thinking about it all and realistically this place is just not right for me, and I am going to be leaving for good. It’s silly to stick around realistically and I have decided that it is best to just delete any account I have on any site so that nobody is left wondering when is he coming back? The answer will obviously be never. I decided since I was leaving though I might as well spell it out exactly for anyone that thought I was a bit to vague the last time. Like a lot of morons I spent a lot of money on this site in blasts, a couple of happy hours, VIC, and spent countless hours of time doing my thing around here and thinking that I could be a power of example in some regards, and I am sure that I have. You just never feel like anything is worth it and it leaves a bad taste in your mouth actually. The popular people here are some of the most deplorable human beings I have ever had the opportunity to even have t

The Re-post Issue
I'm seeing a trend with those re-posting a lot of bulletins that I find personally a little bit un-settling. Some of you like to add the tag line "re-post or I'll ban you" or "re-post or your off my list" my response to this is, go ahead and remove me then because when I see someone do this it makes me wonder if you really know the value of a friendship. or is it that in your endless quest to be #1 here you'll step on anybody's fingers and that you only think of the public as a vote or a rating. some of you top cherry's posting this stuff maybe should get back to basics and remember who put you in the top. because without your fans or adoring public, you wouldn't be where you are today. so think about this and before you re-post a message like this try and take into account the feelings of your fans, the guys and girls who have stood behind you from the beginning, their the ones who put you up on that pedestal and I don't think they like seeing "re-post or I'll ban you, re-post o

Life Sucks...part 2
Why did it not come with an instruction manual? Why is it that whenever you want to do things for yourself, it might hurt other people’s feelings? Why is love so complicated? And is it real? What really attracts people to each other? Why don’t they make marriage license renewable like drivers license? And why is it that everytime I start working on something that could be a damn good thing...i go and say or do something that screws it all up.

Anti Fakebusters?
THIS IS SELF BUSTING. NOTE THE SAME FONT STYLE AND PHOTOSHOP AS VICKY/SUZY. THIS IS A PERSON WITH SOME SERIOUS MENTAL ISSUES. CHECK OUT THE PIC IN OUR HUMOR FOLDER. ALREADY BUSTED ITSELF. SALUTE IF YOU DARE TO STEP UP! WE HAVE ONE! Taking Out Fake Busters@ CherryTAP

My Last Visit To Chicago...
August 2006 my Daughter and I went back to Chicago to visit the family for my parents 50th anniversary. Little did i know a doctor friend of mine from Jersey I had been intimate with in the past was going to see his children in Milwakee the same time I was in Chicago. i received a call asking me if i had any free time to go out for a while one night...i thought..why not.. Mom and Dad met this gentleman and were impressed by him...little did they know his intentions... One afternoon in Jersey when we first met, we were with each othe for an afternoon. In that afternoon hea nd I had sex 6 times, one orgasm after another...sucking, fucking..everthing... We went in his car for a drive after being picked up that August evening..It was beautiful...summer breeze, full moon..and what seemed a perfect evening. After driving around a bit, we stopped at the park across the street from my parents house. It was the grammer school at one end and the church all that i grew up with..and a big f

Fuk New Years!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuk New Years!!!!!!!!!! I had to fuking go to the next year, by myself, i was left all alone, my gf wanted to be with her family, so she not here, && my family....well fuk my family...it's good though i have my drinks my drugs. && everything i fuking need. Fuk you new years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Begin Anew...
(perhaps timely for the recent blog wars?) It's a time for forgiveness to leave past wounds behind To reconcile differrences there's new mountains to climb Begin fresh a new year severing roots of bitterness A time for rejoicing and to live in happiness Let's live in the present doing the best that we can Live life to the fullest be a better woman or man So clasp hands together and in harmony live Not doing the taking for it's better to give Heed not the words that are spoken in lies The gossip that's spread eventually dies Look forward to a new year filled with blessing and peace If we let yesterday be hurts of tomorrow will cease Happy New Year! Luv&Hugs, ~Mz Mic~

It's Gonna Be A Long Day.....
It way too early to deal with stupid people...I don't mind adding people and I don't even care if you rate me for that matter....but really if you haven't even been to my profile how would you know if you wanna be my friend.....and then after I call him out on it he comes to my page just to add me???, and then sends me a message saying ZAX: I've been to urprofile,not a probelm....and his friend request ask me to go to his profile now lol I don't mind doing stuff for people, but if you haven't even visited my page why would I do something for you??.... ...and another thing if you've been to my page I'm sure you took the time to read it right?? *sarcasm*, then you would know I'm NOT gonna post full nudes so if anyone else ask there getting deleted for being stupid....and if guys keep asking I'll just take any pic that is even slightly revealing and make if family only...and delete any one that ask to see them...be grateful that I post what I do...or go find a cam whore....

Hey Just Wanted Everyone To Know What I Been Up To
HEY ALL MY FRIENDS I JUST WANTED EVERYONE TO KNOW WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING AND THAT IS GETTING READY TO OPEN TATOO SHOP AND CLOTHING STORE ALL IN ONE HERE IN LIMA IM A LITTLE NERVOUS OF COURSE BUT MORE THAN ANYTHING I REALLY WOULD LOVE TO HEAR FROM ANY OF YOU ON THIS SUBJECT AS IF YOU HAVE ANY WORK I CAN CHECK OUT OR IF YOU DO TATOOIN YOURSELVES OR JUST ADVICE ON WHATS NEEDED... ANYWAYS THANKS FOR CHECKIN MY BLOG OUT..THANKS TO ALL OF YOU AS USUAL YOUR THE BEST! MUUAAHH **JULES

Got A Point There....
Received this in my email today..... WEATHER BULLETIN Up here, in the "Mile-Hi City", we just recovered from a Historic event--- may I even say a "Weather Event" of "Biblical Proportions" --- with a historic blizzard of up to 44" inches of snow and winds to 90 MPH that broke trees in half, knocked down utility poles, stranded hundreds of motorists in lethal snow banks, closed ALL roads, isolated scores of communities and cut power to 10's of thousands. FYI: George Bush did not come. FEMA did nothing. No one howled for the government. No one blamed the government. No one even uttered an expletive on TV. Jesse Jackson or Al Sharpton did not visit. Our Mayor did not blame Bush or anyone else. Our Governor did not blame Bush or anyone else, either. CNN, ABC, CBS, FOX or NBC did not visit - or report on this category 5 snowstorm. Nobody demanded $2,000 debit cards. No one asked f

I Rocked His Boat, He Rocked My World
I ROCKED HIS BOAT, HE ROCKED MY WORLD Chris sat there staring at me, not sure when he should make his move. I could see out of the corner of my eye that he was contemplating it. I wanted him to hurry up, but I couldn’t make the first move. Suddenly he was in front of me, his hands on my hips and his lips right in front of mine. My breathing started to get a little faster as he began to kiss me. The feeling of our tongues intertwining sent my head spinning. His kisses were deep and full of hunger, without warning he bit my lip. Damn, that made me shake! His hands started to explore my trembling body, finding my breasts; he began to manipulate my nipples until they were hard and swollen. He pinched at them so hard that it made me yelp. He just smiled and then took my shirt off and then the bra. He then took the twins into his hands, cupped them together and began to nibble at them. His hot tongue found my swollen nipples and began to lick and suck at them, pulling hard and biting down

* * * Breaking News - Bush Finds Osama Bin Laden
Please Rate This Picture By Rating The Blog. Just use the box to your left. CLICK on The Above Picture To See What Is Good For You CLICK HERE To Check Us Out Today " Bush found Osama at the local strip club in Crawford Texas.

Want To Know
This one goes out to all my blog readers that always check these out. Please comment once you read to give your opinions. Why is it that when you know things about stuff you get left in the dark most of the time? Well that is how I feel and would honestly like to get answers off of them. Everytime I think I am doing a great job with what ever it is that I am doing, whether it is impressing a girl, studing, working, hanging out with my friends, or ambulance. No matter what I do in the most part goes unnoticed. Sometimes it does get noticed, but then I have people going behind my back talking bad about me or doing something to hurt me. I am willing to bet that if I took a vaction and didn't tell anyone that I was leaving and didn't answer my phone the entire time I was gone people would miss me or think I was doing something bad. I know that a small few of my friends would not stop calling until I answer but some wouldn't even care. I know of those few that do care 2 maybe 3

I Guess Slander Is Allowed Here
I have done my best to see if anything can be done about someone slandering my name in bulletins and comments on my page/blog but to no avail...pretty sad that people can violate the TOS and still be allowed to stay. well I guess I will just have to keep on keeping on....I am not daunted and they arent worth me getting upset about so I am just gonna keep doing what I have been because I know that Karma is a motherf***er and what goes around comes around. I knw what I am doing is right and helping other people and thats all that matters. thanks to my friends that still support me despite all the BS being said about me and thanks for stopping by to all those families out there that need this support...you are not alone.

The Men Speak.
We always hear "the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a P

My Momma
Ok so I just got off the phone with my mom and i cannot tell yall how much that woman rocks! some but most would never know that yrs back we were not the "closest" of relatives. i think that we both grew up and grew closer as we have gotten older. i think that we now understand each other much better and also realize it's ok if we are different. but for all of our differences we are really quite a lot alike. funny how that happens really. we are both strong women and we have finally grown to love, respect, and admire the other. i love her and she knows it, but i dont think she will ever truly understand how i feel about her. all i can say is she is "the shit" and i just hope that i have a tenth of what she has. the good, the bad, or the ugly, no matter i will take it. besides shes the one who gave me the nice tits and great skin. HAHAHA so as yall read this call your mom (or whatever family member you are close to) and tell her/them how you really feel about them. it will make their da

My New Baby Www.cherrytagz.com
Hey Cherryland, Time for me to give back to all of you! I have started up a CherryTap Specific Comments and Graphics website. NO Myspace stuff here! I hope you all come by and check it out! I have A TON of pictures and comments for any need. I know cause I use them all! Also DONT forget to ride the CherryTagz Friends Train! Find new friends and add yourself to the list. All you need is your user ID number. ADD ME!!! If I dont have a graphic that you want let me know and I'll add it. Feel free to send me pics you want added too! If I really dont have what you want I am sure one of my sponsors do! Stop by my profile and tell me what you think! OH AND TELL EVERYONE ABOUT IT!!!! Love You all, Vlad

Vic...
As a little pick-me-up for myself, I decided to use what little was left of my Christmas cash to buy myself VIC status. I probably won't be able to afford it more than the first month but I'm going to make sure to spread the love around a bit before it runs out. Buckle up and prepare for your 11s. ;c)

My Work
IT WOULDN'T TAKE MUCH FOR THE WORLD TO SEE THAT YOU ARE A DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH WITH A SMILE THAT COULD BRIGHTEN THE DARKEST NIGHTS AND MELT SNOW WITH THE SLIGHTEST TOUCH. YOUR EYES COULD MAKE A STRONG MAN WEAK IF HE LOOKS DEEP ENOUGH SEEING THE REAL BEAUTY INSIDE LOOKING PAST THE ROUGH ONE MAN'S LOSS IS ANOTHER MAN'S GAIN WE SHOULD LEARN FROM OUR MISTAKES MY GOAL IN LIFE IS TO BE BY YOUR SIDE NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES I APOLOGIZE FOR ALL THE PAIN WE HAVE PUT YOU THROUGH,I PROMISE YOU WILL KNOW WILL REAL LOVE IF I'M ALLOWED TO SHOW YOU. MY DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH IS WHAT YOU ARE AND I'M SURE IN DUE TIME,THE TRUE BEAUTY FROM WITHIN WILL MAKE MEN SIN AND FOREVER CRAVE YOUR TOUCH. LOVE IZ LOVE. PAPI

Time To Regroup!!
My well planned day went right down the tubes with an hysterical call from my Mom. Seems my Dad collapsed on her! He never lost consciousness, however. Mom stayed cool enough to call 911 BEFORE she called me - that is not always the case with my Mom, lol! So, I got to reschedule all 4 appointments, hit the road, and caught up with them in Sparta's ER. Dad's condition was stabilized and we went on to LaCrosse - where he'd been discharged from the hospital last Tuesday. He was readmitted to the Cardiology floor where they did tests, etc. Seems Dad was in atrial fibrillation, his BP was dropping to zip, and down he went. He will stay in the hospital until they deal with the atrial fib and the dehydration! I'm always after them about drinking more water!! Ah, well. Mom is home. Dad is being watched by the nice medical people. I'm exhausted from the emotional roller coaster. I even sat and listened patiently as Mom carried on about my sister's choice of a new lifestyle. Goddess, give

Holy Hell, Batman! Look What I Found!!
My old Arthur's Museum shirt!! From almost twenty years ago, when I would go see this cool band who happened to have this gorgeous longhaired guitarist who made me melt... and who would blush madly when I flirted with him. Who knew? Wow.

Friends...2495
I have 2495 friends. I hear from maybe 5. So I have decided to delete all of my friends and start over. If you want to remain friends just say so. But since commenting yall doesnt work...and there are so many I am just gonna start over! I will do this friday. Just let me know if you want to remain.

Amazing ~ Shakes Head~
I have been on several sites like this before. One thing that never ceases to amaze me is how desperately perverted some guys are. It really sickens me to read the crap they write as comments. What sickens me more is that most women are naive enough to fall for this crap. Has everyone become sheep? Is there no originality left in this world? I notice this everywhere. When I go to the mall I notice how every woman there seems to be an exact clone. The half-shirts and hip-riding jeans. Typical. I have categorized the men as follows...you have the rich, preppy, mama's boys who lie with every word. Then there are the steroid junkies with teeny weenies and smaller brains. Oh and you also have the stoners, goths, punks and the white boy trying to be of another race. It's disgusting. What is more disgusting is that women fall for these guys and are sitting around dumb-founded when they are abused or dumped by him for the first woman that walks by batting her lashes. Are we that superficial

Angel Of Light
My spirt is empty My heart a void Life's brilliant shine Has gone dark and cold As single tear falls down My weathered cheek The lover's moon overhead Mocks my soul Memories of joy Now the distant past Memories of love Well within my eyes To feel, to need To desire, to live Alone in the crowd Sounds happiness demise Then upon the wind With gossamer wings An angel of light Casts shadows away With porcelian skin And emerald eyes Her smile brightens My deep dismay Her hand in mine My soul takes flight My heart beats In time with her's Our spirts meld Our thoughts are one And from her touch Life's rapture returns

Photos
I want to update my photo section to be REALLY REALLY cool, but I don't know what people want to see!!! I want to know if you all like contests, jokes, porn (if so what kind), pix of me, what?! Please give me ideas! Love ya! xoxo

I Think I Am Going To Delete My Account!
ok! as of lately, i have been having some problems ! nothing on here, just some personal problems. and i am just tired of all the drama. so, it is with heavy heart that i tell you that effective 1/10/2007, i will be deleteing this account! if you want to stay in touch with me, hit me up on yahoo or myspace. jaxxx469 for yahoo messenger, or, http://www.myspace.com/jaxxx1974. it was not you guys, you were great . but, unfortunately, it is time to move on. i will miss you guys and once everything gets straightened out , i might pop back on here again!so, leave me some comments and let me knowwhat you think? if i get enough , i might just stay! but, time will only tell. love all of you guys! later p.s.,if you want me to stay , leave me a message or a comment telling me that you want mw to stay! i might change my mind. it is nice to see if there is people out there who care. !

Far Away
Nickelback Far Away Lyrics This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'd never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore ----------------------------- On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of Hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything,but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreamin you'll be with me and you'd never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore --------------------------------- So far away So far away far away for far too long So far away So far away far aw

Update On Sickness
OK FOLKS I AM DOING 100% BETTER NOW, BUT MY 11 MONTH OLD TWINS, SANDEN AND KERIA, ARE NOW IN THE HOSPITAL WITH RSV. THEY HAVE BEEN THERE SINCE FRIDAY AFTERNOON, WE ARE HOPING THAT THEY WILL BE COMING HOME IN THE NEXT DAY OR 2. I AM HOME AT THIS MOMENT JUST TO DO A LOAD OF LAUNDRY FOR THE WIFE AND I, WE HAVE BOTH BEEN AT THE HOSPITAL WITH THEM SINCE FRIDAY. WE ARE BOTH VERY TIRED, WITH LITTLE SLEEP. ALL OF YOUR PRAYERS WOULD BE WELCOMED. PLEASE KEEP US ALL IN YOUR THOUGHTS. GOD BLESS. JASON.

Trooper Killed
this is a sad day in tennessee. this young trooper was shoot and killed in the line of duty my hearts and prayer go out to this man family . may god keep his family safe.we need to think of these lawinforcement officers in are communty.just take the time and tell them what a good job they are doing for the communty

Great Works
What makes a work of art great to you? Well, I suppose more importantly; do you actually CARE about works of art? My personal views on the whole thing seem to differ from the art "community". That's fine by me, I just wonder if anyone else sees things the same way. Like most things in my life, the art that appeals to me is that which creates some sort of emotional response. I can stare at certain "masterpieces" all day long - I can appreciate the colors or lines or what the hell ever and yet, if it doesn't envoke some sort of "FEELING" I just don't "get it". I should also point out that I am speaking of all forms of visual art; paintings, drawing, statues, photographs, tattoos...they all fall under MY category of "art". There are works of art that have impacted me deeply enough that I have never forgotten the emotions I felt the first time I saw them. I have seen pictures that have created a place that I need to visit or have introduced a person that I long to know.

Choo-choo?
Word. So yeah, wednesday, I'm dipping out for a bit. Gonna take a train to NY, where I'll be lounging with Melody and her man, then it's off to "Joyzee" where I'll crash with Atarah and Chris for a bit, then it's back down hurr to this...place. Ugh. I hate it here, in case you missed that memo. SuperCunt is driving me fucking nuts.Oh well. I look forward to escaping for a bit anyway. So yeah, don't send out the Rescue choppers or anything, I'm just gonna be MIA for a bit, no sweat. Expect pictures and stories when I return.

Man Laws
We always hear the rules from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. Please note . . . these are all numbered "1" on purpose. 1. Breasts are for looking at and that is why we do it. Don't try to change that. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: - Subtle hints do not work! - Strong hints do not work! - Obvious hints do not work! - JUST SAY IT! 1. "Yes" and "No" are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache

Confused Of London
Ok. The first of a no doubt long and tedious serial of my lack of understanding of american culture, language etc etc. #1 School system. Can someone explain to me the US system, ages, schools etc cos I don't know my sophomore from my junior high. In the uk it (used) to go something like this: under 5s - nursery/ playgroup/ playschool 5 to 7 - infants (or 5 to 11 primary) 7 to 11 - juniors (or 9 to 13 prep school/ middle school) 11 to 15 - seniors / high school 16 to 18 - 6th form / college 18 to 21 - university undergrad then postgrad etc Or something approaching that. Which as you can see may confuse someone who sees people arrive at high school in cars! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!

What You Don't Know
The more I look around here the more I think people have forgotten the important stuff. How many of you know anything about your friends? Or have even sent a message asking? Perhaps we all are not just another pretty face. Behind every person here there is a life, a story and I am sure and interesting one. I don't open up to people. I try not to get close to people. Anyhow I thought I would tell whoever cares to read this blog a little about my family. I have 4 Children. Identical Twin Girls--Taylor and Tatiana they are 8 years old. Then I have my son Trevor who is 7. Finally I have a 3year old name Torie or as she likes to be called "George" (Long story ---think bugs bunny and the abomnibale snow man) Every one of my kids has some sort of delay or disability. Taylor is OCD(obsessive compulsive) she suffers from anxiety as well and is on meds to help with it. Tatiana has Mild Cerebral Palsy and some learning problems. She walks but her muscles are very weak and she tires easily. W

Trojan
TROJAN CONDOM COMPANY, INC. 6969 SLIPPERY ROOT DRIVE DROP TROUSER, NC 21692 May,07,2005 Dear Mr. TomTom We regret to inform you that we have rejected your applications to model and represent our product, Trojan Condoms. Although your general physical appearance is not displeasing, our Board of Directors feel that your wearing our product in advertisements does not portray a positive, romantic image for our product. A loose, baggy, and wrinkled condom is not considered romantic. We did admire your efforts to try and keep it on by using Poly-Grip, but even then it slipped off before we could get the photographs taken. We would like to note, however, that your's is the first we have seen that looked like a bicycle grip. We appreciate your interest, and would like to thank you for your time. We will retain your application for possible future consideration. If by chance we decide there is a market for mini-condoms, we will contact you. We se

The Awakening Of Our People
The Awakening of our people The world in which we live is a cesspool of filth and poverty. We no longer hold rights we as whites once thrived upon, with more laws set in place to further silence us we are no longer able to be free in our expression. To be proud of ones race is to define that person and with the Jew in power we as whites are being taught to not embrace our ancestors but we are taught to despise them. While the black, jew and mestizo are told their people have brought the world many inventions which bettered societies, they fail to mention that those so called inventions were not actually invented by their people but history wants us to believe that. The Jew has all but taken over the education systems all over the world, preaching that all white men are devils and should be ashamed of themselves, when the truth be told it is the Jew who is the devil. The Jew decides to set up shop in any country it wishes and start to slowly but surely change all about their ho

Upsidedown Cybercoaster
When you least Expect it Is when you Have to beware Someone stabs You in the back Or lets you know That they care If you get caught By surprise You stand there In shock But when you are Ready For anything You hold firm You’re a rock The one’s who chose To hurt you They get an evil Glare But the one’s Who share their heart Receive a tender Stare It happens In a moment Then changes Everything You either Write them off Or start Thinking about Rings

Ok - Now I'm Pissed!
I unfortunately took a time out to watch the presidential address this evening and I'm scared - really now! 20,000 more troops of which we really do not have. They are trained soldiers - killing machines (and I say that because the first thing taught is here is my weapon, here is my gun, this is for fighting, this is for fun). These trained soldiers are pawns that are scared to death and forced to serve their "commitment" of which was to earn a living because the local economy could not afford them housing or food for survival and many enlisted have used joining a military branch out of desperation to provide for their families or go on welfare! Yeah Proud Americans! Of which many are at or below poverty level anyway after taxes! All the "terrorists" are fleeing Iraq into Syria and other nations! Great - SOSDD! What do all these "professionals" not see? The ludicrousness of this plan? They are going to do the same thing as last year all over again! Where are all these "insu

Time For A Reminder!
I think some of you all need a refresher on What it means to be a good cherry!!! Ten Ways to be a Good Cherry! 1. Show love(Comment your Friends, Random acts of Kindness) I do this as much as I can. I try and show my friends I care even if I am BUSY! I may make them a graphic or leave a comment or send a gift. 2. If you visit thier blogs... Comment them. You took the time to go see what it was leave a comment ...its nice to do so.Rate them as well. 3. Help fellow cherries out. IF someone needs help, do what you can! 4.At least once a week pick 5 new cherries that just joined and befriend them!! 5. Stay out of the DRAMA. You can be a good friend with out getting involved!! 6. Do not put NSFW pics up as your display!!!Save them for your ADULT folder! 7. The most important thing! When you become friends with someone...DO NOT ASK THEM TO SEE THIER PRIVATE PICS!!! Its disrespectful. 8. Become a fan!!! Its awesome to fan people...its flattering! 9. Make a Sal

Angels
THERE IS NO EMOTION,THERE IS PEACE THERE IS NO IGNORANCE,THERE IS KNOWLEDGE THERE IS NO PASSION, THERE IS SERENITY THERE IS NO DEATH,THERE IS ONLY LIFE ANGELS ARE THE GAURDIANS OF LIGHT HERE IN HELL WHAT WE CALL HOME. ANGELS USE THER POWER TO DEFEND AN PROTECT, NEVER TO ATTACK OTHERS ANGELS RESPECT ALL LIFE,IN ANY FORM ANGELS SERVE OTHERS RATHER THEN RIVALING OVER THEM. ANGELS ACT FOR THE GOOD OF ALL HUMANITY ANGELS SEEK NOT TO IMPROVE THEMSELFS BUT TO IMPROVE HUMANITY THROUGH LOVE N TRUST ANGELS KEEP THE DARK AWAY SO WE DO NOT FEAR,WITHIN ANGELS I TRUST.

Purple Rain
AS MANY OF YOU KNOW, I HAVE BEEN VERY ILL THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS. I AM STILL A BIT UNDER THE WEATHER BUT I HAVE BEEN REQUESTED TO DO THIS SONG. IT IS THE MOST REQUESTED SONG I HAVE EVER HAD IN KARAOKE. NORMALLY IT WOULD BE TURNED IN BEFORE I ARRIVE. IT IS NOT MY BEST QUALITY BUT...I TRIED. I HOPE EVERYONE ENJOYS.

Yyyyyy
I was just wondering why all the good poeple get screwed and all the assholes get what they want. If u try then u get smacked in the face and if u sit on your ass u get everything. I will never give up, I am not a quiter. I want all the poeple on my friends list to give me their input on this please. Am I the only one that gets screwed?? Holla at your girl and let me know.

My Work
ALTHOUGH I'VE NEVER SEEN YOUR FACE AND THAT'S OK BECAUSE I FEEL YOUR LOVE AND GRACE,I BELIEVE THAT YOU DIED FOR ME AND THAT IS SOMETHING I WILL NEVER DEBATE.THERE WHERE TIMES WHEN THINGS GOT ROUGH AND YOU WHERE THERE FOR ME AND THOSE TIMES WHEN THINGS WHERE TOUGH AND YOU'VE HELPED ME SEE WHEN THE SKY'S ARE CLOUDY AND NO LONGER BLUE,THAT NO MATTER WHAT I CAN CALL ON YOU.I DON'T ALWAYS DO GOOD THINGS AND FOR THAT I ASK FOR FORGIVENESS AND PRAY THAT WHEN IT'S MY TIME I MEET YOU SINLESS,BUT UNTIL THAT DAY ALL I CAN DO IS TRY, TO STAY IN YOUR GOOD GRACE UNTIL THE DAY I DIE... AMEN... PEACE....PAPI.

Yearly Neologism Contest
"So once again, The Washington Post has published the winning submissions to its yearly neologism contest, in which readers are asked to supply alternate meanings for common words." The winners are: 1. Coffee (n.), the person upon whom one coughs. 2. Flabbergasted (adj.), appalled over how much weight you have gained. 3. Abdicate (v.), to give up all hope of ever having a flat stomach. 4. Esplanade (v.), to attempt an explanation while drunk. 5. Willy-nilly (adj.), impotent. 6. Negligent (adj.), describes a condition in which you absentmindedly answer the door in your nightgown. 7. Lymph (v.), to walk with a lisp. 8. Gargoyle (n.), olive-flavored mouthwash. 9. Flatulence (n.) emergency vehicle that picks you up after you are run over by a steamroller. 10. Balderdash (n.), a rapidly receding hairline. 11. Testicle (n.), a humorous question on an exam. 12. Rectitude (n.), the formal, dignified bearing adopted by proctologists. 13. Pokemon (n), a

"w/e Cunt" So He Said....
Today i was rather unappy with a person who seemed to show just not how to treat a lady and how assinine people can be in their decisions. A guy on my yahoo IM'd me begging me to turn on my cam so he could supposedly "see your beautiful face." I highly doubted that was all he wanted. There was something going on there. After telling him no politely he refused to accept the word no. I told him I dont turn it on often and today I was buisy around the house doing chored and comming back to type. I wasn't around. He insisted i turn it on. At this point I knew he wanted more than just to see me. I told him it was annoying that he was asking me so much and starting to beg and to wait until a time that I approved for him to view it. Otherwise he should just accept that I did not want him to view it. He insisted I had lied to him about having a camera (which i have not to long ago aquired. and recently got to working on my slow computer only to have it break down here and there and refuse to w

Keeping It Real
I understand in order to go beyond level 10-Friend of CherryTap, a salute pic has to be posted. I meant to do one this weekend, but I didn't get it done. I think the salute pic is a great idea. I'm sure every site has it's share of fakes, and I like the idea of having some way to separate the wheat from the chaff. I will be posting a salute very soon! I've seen a few profiles on here that seem questionable to me. As to whether they're real people or not, or at least whether what they're "showing" is 100% real. In some cases they even have verified salutes posted, and they still seem questionable to me. Just because the face appears to match, doesn't mean some things in many of the posted pics haven't been morphed or altered. I guess in the grand scheme of things, who really cares? It's just a web site, and if people like the visuals they're getting, from someone they'll never actually meet anyway, does it matter what's real and what isn't? Maybe not. But here's

If You Had 24 Hours With Me......
If you had 24 hours alone with me locked in your room, What would you do with Me? Post your response and repost this in your own blog! ... You might be surprised with the responses

Night Out With Me And A Friend!
MySpace Comments Graphics MySpace Comments Graphics It was a Friday night at one of the hot clubs in town. The music was so loud you could really feel the bass thumping through you. I had been dancing for a while and decided to go get a drink as it was quite hot in the club and was thirsty so I left the dance floor and headed for the bar upstairs which was less crowded and less noisy. As I climbed the stairs a girl was coming down towards me and a friend of mine (Brad is his name)through the crowd. Even if she hadn't been staring straight at us I would have noticed her as she was lovely looking and very sexy. As we got closer she gave me a smile and I wondered if she was someone that I knew, for she actually seemed to be looking right at me, I certainly didn't recognize her. It was about then that My buddy noticed her too and I could see from the corner of his eye the grin spreading across her face. We stopped as we met on the

Same Old Prick
Just another prick. Thinkin with his dick. Another friend used, Another friend abused When Will I learn to not cause the burn? why do I hade, the truth iside? FUCK IT ALL Another fall. Lost another friend When will I let this end. The use and abuse of those I let close. the pain I can't stand dealt by my hand. I am not what I think Lucky I ain't had a drink. Just watch for the day, when it's your heart I play. Sick of causing pain. I really am insane. over and over I repeat the cycle I really am maniacle Again I lose, Don't need the Booze Myself is enough To cause this stiff Fucked up and Neurotic I must be psychotic The pain I cause is deep, in those I wish to keep. Even just as friends I ALWAYS cause the end. I withdraw and hide my pain inside It's always there Fuckin Dispair Wishing it never found I stuff it down.

We've Been Working On The Photos All Day.....
you've probably noticed them get a little flakey at random points throughout the day. we're trying to speed them up, and as we tweak stuff some may seem broken for awhile. just wanted to give you a heads up incase you were wondering what was going on. the rest of the site should be fast.. :-) -mike

Hanging By My Convictions
So this Mumm broke out; http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=22088 regarding whether or not Metallica sold out. Someone decided they didn't like what i had to say and decided to rate some of my pictures a "1" i gotta say, im always flattered i piss people off so much w/o trying. it's a gift. Then again, what kinda pussy pulls that kinda shit? so don't mind me, im just gunna post this so i remember why the rating dropped. pics that were down-rated; pic 1 pic 2 pic 3 pic 4 http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=577636&i=291599662 http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=577636&i=3145901792 http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=577636&i=1622461747 http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=577636&i=3259241140

Master's Need
Ok this is a story that I wrote for someone on this site......This was a Christmas Presant for him..........his nick is StarDrifter........so I shall dedicate it to him also :-) This is a rather graphic story, so if you think it will offend you please don't read....... She was sitting at his feet with her head on his knee. She was snacking and watching tv. A tingle ran through her body as she felt her master stroke her hair. she loved spending time with him in this way. Of course she loved every minute she was with him. She started to daydream and fell asleep where she laid. The next thing she felt was a harsh pull of her hair. Master growled in his beautiful low voice. "Slave, did I say you could sleep?" "No, Master," was her reply. "On your fucking knees, Bitch!" She hurriedly complies with his wishes. She dares not make him any madder. Master speaks in a low controlled voice. "Come here, Bitch." She knows not to make him wait. She scoots close to him. He looks

Ok.. I Am Beating A Dead Horse
I know some of you know about this already... if you have read my mumm. I have been biding my time till taxes roll in to divorce my husband. Bu ti have been getting sucked back in a bit ... mostly outta comforts sake i think. That and the fear of having to start over. But monday... i was visited by the sherrifs dept. Never a greatin of goog tidings when the cops are knocking at your door. So I answer the door.. to be asked if my husband resided here... i say yes and they want to speak to him..i say he is at work i am his wife..whats going on?... then the man proceeds to tell me that he is being summondsed to court to appear before the judge on a paternity case. Yep.. you heard me right... not only has my husband been cheating on me.. but he potentially has a 5 month old son with this woman. I was crushed, how could this be happening to me? What did I do to deserve this. I confront him and he denies thats it's his kid. He of course claims that she is doing this out of retaliation for du

Men
Woman Golfer A Woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods. She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap. The frog said to her, "If you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes." The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, "Thank you, but I failed to mention that there was a condition to your wishes. Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!" The woman said, "That's okay." For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world. The frog warned her, "You do realize that this wish will also make your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women will flock to". The woman replied, "That's okay, because I will be the most beautiful Woman and he will have eyes only for me." So, KAZAM-she's the most beautiful Woman in the world! For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world. The frog said, "That will make your husband th

Please Just Think About It.....
I am asking anyone that sees this to come check out my page and decide for themselves if I truly deserve to be in the legends. I ask that you only look over my page and see what it is I am doing over here. If you think what I am doing is a worthy and noble cause...PLEASE fan me....feel free to do anything else that your heart moves you to do but fanning me will help me make it to the legends. My page is dedicated to pregnancy and infant loss awareness and support as well as supporting those with infertility. I support our troops and the brave work they do daily and I am trying to help my friend with her domestic violence blog. PLEASE just think about it. thanks so much!

Saturday Night - Part 4
Where we left off: I bent my finger in his ass and immediately found his prostate and I hit the jackpot on the first stroke and his cock began to drip from the pre-cum that has been storing and it began to ooze out of his barrel. Just wait honey... you are in for one hell of an orgasm... just wait and see. And now on with the part 4! I pushed on my husband telling him that I wanted him on the bed. He knew what I wanted and he knew that I wanted it DEEP. He laid on his back on the bed. I climbed on top of him and just hovered above his cock that was hard and stiff aiming right up at my pussy. I grabbed his cock and used the head to tickle my lips. I slid his head back and forth between my dripping lips. I held onto it as I then set myself down over the top of his cock and consumed it slowly deep inside of me. I sat there for a moment as his cock stretched me inside and I could feel all of him as he filled every inch of my pussy and I then felt him near my c

Meat
Meat is from the good Anglo-Saxon mete, but meat's Latin name, carne, has a more interesting legacy. From it come several great words including carnage, carnal, carnivore, and carnival, from carne vale, "O flesh, goodbye!" (Carnivals were typically held before a period of fasting or abstention.) My Meat Story I had what you might call a meaty upbringing. Raised on a ranch, I was familiar with the meat before it made it to the table. Besides growing field crops, we raised cattle, pigs, and chickens. The chickens were my responsibility. I fed them, watered them, petted them, and plucked their eggs out from under them. I quite liked the chickens. The pigs were another story. They bit. The only ones I liked were the runts, and they usually died anyway. The cows I didn't much see until I was older—-when I bought seven of them. This all seems like a typical, meaty upbringing. We feasted upon my mother's delicious roasted-meat-and-potatoes meals, reveling in plenty. But the gristle g

A Summer Story
I golfed for the first last this summer. We started out by going to a little shit hole restaurant, throwing a couple beers down our gullets, and then getting lost on the way to the golf course. We rented carts and purchased necessities, like blue golf balls (at least twenty minutes' worth of jokes) and a non-trivial number of beers. The golfing was terrible. But the beer--very tasty. Went down like, well, beer. And oh how I love beer. We golfed 7 holes before a few sprinkles and the tantalizing thought of more beer drove us away. To find more beer. We found it in another little shit hole restaurant. The evening progressed, and we ended up at a strip club. I managed to get yelled at by a bouncer for putting a dollar bill in what was apparently an inappropriate place, but I swear the stripper didn't mind. She was completely into it. Or at least a dollar's worth into it. And when you have a crack habit to support, you can get into pretty much anything for a dollar. The drinks con

Time For The Friday Freaky 5
Gosh, how I love Fridays!! It's time to get your freak on, out, in and around. For the newbies, you read the questions, answer them as honestly as you feel like it and laugh at some of the other responses. My standard rules: 1. Please do not repost these questions in other blogs or bulletins. 2. Please do repost the bulletins that I post so your friends can come and enjoy the fun. That's what makes the Friday Freaky 5 happen, the more, the merrier. Let's Roll...... 1. You've had a wild night out and hooked up with a one night stand. You wake up in the morning to find your "flava of the night" going through your wallet....hmmm...what do you do? 2. You're at the nightclub, you meet a little hottie, that likes to get freaky in semi-public. Things are going great and you're down for whatever so the two of you decide to go to your car and "play". Once in the car and you start to get undressed, your new found friend announces "That'll be $25.00"......LOL Do the ca

My Work
MASTURBATION LET ME COUNTS THE WAYS,IF I TOUCHED YOU THERE WOULD YOU CUM FOR ME,IF I BRUSHED YOU THERE IT WOULD BE A SIGHT TO SEE.KEEPING YOU THINKING CONSTANT THOUGHTS JUICES FLOWING THE WHOLE TIME,WATCHING YOU TOUCH PLACES NOT JUST WITH YOUR HANDS BUT ALSO WITH MINE.IF I WHERE TO PLACE MY TONGUE IN PLACES ONLY YA MAN SHOULD GO,IF I WHERE TO LICK,TASTE,KISS YOU FROM YOUR HEAD TO TOE,WHAT ABOUT A SEXY MASSAGE TO GET THE JUICES FLOWING AGAIN AND AFTER THAT LET'S CREATE OUR OWN LIL SEXY SIN.I WANNA GO DOWNTOWN JUST SOUTH OF YOUR NAVEL PLACING MY MOUTH ON YOU PRIVATE PLACE WHILE YOU SCREAM MY NAME OUT LOUD.NOW I HAVE TASTED YOUR JUICES AND ONE FANTASY IS CUMPLETE,I'LL DROP DOWN BELOW YOUR KNEES AND GENTLY KISS YOUR FEET.SO YOUR PLACE IS MOIST AND YOU ARE WEEK FROM THE TEASE,I'LL SLOWLY INSERT MY MAN INTO YOUR WOMAN AND CONTINUE TO PLEASE, I BEGIN TO SLOWLY GRIND MAKING YOU MOAN IN ECSTACY, YELLIN OUT DAMN PAPI WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO TO ME.I'LL PICK UP THE PACE TURN YOU OVER ON YOUR STO

Randomness
Random thoughts for the day: -- I need to go to the grocery store. I just thought that I should let everyone know that. Just in case I don't come back. In the event that occurs, I need to find a suitable photo that can be put on milk cartons. I think one with me looking a little disheveled and downtrodden would be best. A smiling, cheerful picture wouldn't do. Nobody wants to spend their days looking for someone that was happier than they are. -- My feet are cold and I am too lazy to find my slippers. Would any of my dear friends be so kind as to go find them for me? I think my roommate has them in her room. She is always trying to steal my things. I don't quite understand why, either. She can't wear most of them. I think, perhaps, she has a problem. -- I have 3 scripts to read. I don't want to read them. I started with the one that was marked as having the most potential. I couldn't get past the first act without having the urge to vomit. I fear the other two. -- Oh, to th

Why You Never Question A Drunk...
WHY YOU NEVER QUESTION A DRUNK A woman was shopping at her local supermarket where she selected: A half-gallon of 2% milk, A carton of eggs, A quart of orange juice, A head of romaine lettuce, A 2 lb. bag of coffee, And 1 lb. package of bacon. As she was unloading her items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk standing behind her watched as she placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up her purchases, the drunk calmly stated, "You must be single." The woman was a bit startled by this proclamation, but she was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since she was indeed single. She looked at her six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about her selections that could have tipped off the drunk to her marital status. Curiosity getting the better of her, she said: "Well, you know what, you're abso

Get Your Big Pimpin Gifts
***You can keep the gifts or send them to someone else*** 100 comments is a FLASHING HEARTS , TROPHY, ROMANTIC VACATION, *&* CHERRYTAP KEG **AND** **AND** **AND** ** vic package!! 1,650 ** **AND** **AND** **AND** **AND** 1,200 comments is a MENS BRACELET 1,600 comments is a PLAT CHERRY 1,600 comments is a DIAMOND EARRINGS 3,200 comments is a RING ***OR***

Just Come And Leave Me Some!
I'm just standing along the side of the raod...and I wanted to let ya know that: "I WILL BARK FOR COMMENTS" haha maybe u had to be there....but its funny to some of us.... Click on da Pic and leave as many comments as possible!

Best Friends
center>CONGRADULATIONS!!! AMITY/FIREMAN7 In honor of FRIENDSHIP please accept this vase of yellow roses the flower of friendship. We also can't let go unnoticed the hard fight to the finish that went on between: AMITY/FIRMAN7 and NICE GIRL 4 NOW/RANDY Whatta fight that was, FRIENDS SUPPORTING FRIENDS, it was great. Amity/Fireman7 = thank you for sharing such a wonderful friendship w/all of us. Below is the story that won it for them, I hope it's read-able:

????
OK dont get me wrong I do like the fact that I have a crush..... but i am not in jr high if someone likes me, just let me know..... I would like to know so we could chat and get to know each other.................

Vannatastica's Story
I know exactly what you went though. I too, Lost a child. My first child, in 1998. He would have been 9 years old this coming october. My story isnt link yours but its long and complicated. as they say. In 1996, i was diagnosed with cervical cancer. I had the treatment which required day surgry. where they went in my cervix and lazered the cancer cells. Which Left scare tissues in my cervix. When I got pregnant. they Dr. knew i had this treatment. Said i was still in fact able to have a natural birth. When i was about 6 month along. My son, desided to move and pinch my sciatic nerve. So i starting seeing a chiropractor. He did my history like all would as cancer isnt something thats over looked. He meantioned to me.. about how i was going to have the baby delivered. I said the Dr. said i was able to do a natural birth. He suggested to me to convance the Dr. in a cesarean section. So i did and he assured me everything would be fine. So Full term came and im in the hospital in f

My Rant --- On Bulletins
before i even get into my rant ... please repost this if you feel the same way and also take the time to add on to it if you'd like...SO ... i have recently noticed that A LOT of people on my list as well as friends list's dont read bulletins unless they have sexual reference or they talk about contests OR if the person's text is red ... and half the time you guys dont even read the ones that are about contests ...OH AND JUST FOR THE FACT i have nothing against the top cherries ... i love each and every one of them ... angel baby is a close NYer friend ... fornicates ... is one amazing woman who goes through a lot of shit ... and for the others i DONT know ...im sure they are all amazing people too ... and i give them props for the time and effort they put into keeping themselves in the top 10.. if you are on my list and you are reading this right now *clap clap clap* .... also if you are on my friends list and think i am bashing you in any way ... please remove yourself from my list .