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D0h!
I think it is funny when chicks get mad on here when guys ask them to see their naked pics. I was just reading a bulletin by a person that is mad that the men on here are always asking to see her nude or making reference to her chest. The funny thing is that she has default pictures of herself in her panties and nothing but Bra shots! LMAO! OK so you don't want guys to look but you are posting those kinds pics! You have pics of yourself with your legs spread in a thong. If you are going to act like cheap slut then you will treated like one plain and simple. If you are going to put naked pics up at least make a pay site and make money! There is a tasteful way to take a sexy picture and a way not too. Posting naked pics of yourself so complete strangers can see doesn't say much about you! Not to sound like a PIG because I think that anyone should be able to dress the way they want without people gawking at them but on this website you are just asking for it. Ever hear of the no ogling

Wicked Cont.
After getting the story from the bartender, the officer realizes he is going to have to take her in. The guy she had cornered is wanting to file charges against her. He thinks it is ridiculous. How much damage could she have caused. As he walks back to his cruiser, flashes of thos eyes, her lips, and that white skin flood his mind. " What the hell is wrong with me" he thinks to himself. Never has any woman affected him like this, and he knows nothing about her. Other than how the smell of her perfume makes his head swoon. " Dammit pull yourself together man" he thinks. He gets to the car and looks in at her as he opens the door. It is a hot night, and she has shrugged her blouse off her shoulders. Revealing a black silk camisole underneath, slightly sticking to her damp skin. Her hair fell around her, pieces wet from sweat sticking to her forehead and cheek. " Thanks for leaving a fucking window open" she barks at him. " It's hot as hell in here" He hadnt even

Blondebitch & Bondage Bitch Using Barbara Baines Pics
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Why Guys Are Special
I was asked to give props to the guys today since I gave props to the ladies awhile back. So guys, today is your day! I also want to add, it's not that women don't do these things, too, it's just something that the guys can be proud of. Why Men are special... Guy's will pimp women in a heartbeat, because every now and then they just want to do something great for womankind. No good deeds expected in return... Guys will protect woman of all ages, regardless of where they came from. They are almost always the first one's to help a damsel in distress hands down. Guy's will go to almost any length to fix something that is wrong in a friendship or relationship if they were the wrongdoeors. Look at one of today's bulletins if you don't believe me. Guy's are good at the mechanical things. If I ever need my car fixed, I know which mechanical man I am hitting up. Guy's may not be as consistent with women when comment bombing sometimes, but when their heart is i

Sex
Let's face it...everyone has their own opinion of what they like and don't like in life. As an extension of that, sex for one person is not the same as sex for another. One thing that I can say is that no two experiences are the same. Regardless of how monotonous your encounters might have become, it's never an exact deja vu. Just as no two people are the same, no two thrusts or licks are the same. The key to finding what you enjoy is to stop hiding from your own feelings. How will you know what you like if you won't open yourself up to what you actually enjoy? SO many people keep their true self inside, and this is why so many people don't get the satisfaction they ultimately could. For example, let's take the case of one of my friends, D. He was the kind of guy who in college always took the opportunity to brag about how much he got and what not. IMO, that was the first sign that he wasn't happy with what he was getting. He complained that he could never find a girl who could

R.i.p.
Ok folks, haven’t blogged in a while, but had to write some thoughts down tonight as I sip on a nice cold Bush Light (a redneck has to watch his figure) and eat some Mike-sells tater chips. So about a week ago I lost a very dear friend of mine whom I’ve known for almost three years now. This was a great companion, always was there to lend that helping hand when I needed it, and will be deeply missed. R.I.P. ole Beer Fridge, Damn sure gonna miss ya buddy! Always had a nice cold beer in the garage waiting for me, didn’t matter what the circumstances. Mowing grass, killing weeds, working on a car, didn’t matter, you were always there with a nice cold Bush Light, when ever I was feeling dry. I worked on my honey's car tonight, out in my garage, I could almost here you running calling “gotta nice cold beer for ya Jeff” but no, you died about a week ago now, with nothing but a large puddle on the garage floor as you took your last breath and defrosted yourself for the last time. Take

Quotes From Unholy Alliance
"Every nation, in evey region, now has a decision to make. Either you are with us, or you are with the terrorists." *President George W Bush, September 20, 2001 "Here is our answer: We refuse to allow you to speak for all the American people...We refuse to be the party to these wars and we repudiate any inference that they are being waged in our name or for our welfare. We extend a hand to those around the world suffering from these policies; we will show our solidarity in word and deed." *Not in Our Name advertisement* new york times september 19th 2001 "Peace is not patriotic [but] subversive...peace anticipates a very different world than the one in which we live-a world where the U.S. would have no place." -Professor Nicholas De Genova remarks at a columbia university teach-in "There is the beginning of a permanent global war to cement the domination of the U.S. government and its allies...Islam is being demonized, while racism and xenophobia are delibera

Mom
Well..here i am again...as you know, it wasn't but weeks, just weeks ago that i put my Daddy to rest...Mom and i spent two and half months walking through steps to get Dad set with hospice, getting him home, tending to home only briefly for the seven days he was home before he passed..Mom and Daddy were married 35 years, yes, she is, she was my step mom, but the only woman i call Mom...me and mine were beginning to heal, to try to move forward, i sent Mom off to Hawaii for 10 days, she didnt want to go; i said she needed to get out of the house, to go sit in the sun, see the beauty...she went kickin' and screamin..lol...she got home 4 days ago..now the house was quiet..the kids and grandkids gone, friends had stopped coming by in droves with condolenses and well wishes...she was now feeling what life would be for her; alone...she sat to eat her supper, turned on the TV...she always said these days she was so tired she had to nap before she slept...she was tired, sad, broken-hearted...s

I Need Love
THINK U GOT WHAT IT TAKES TO BE MY MAN? WELL HERES SOME HINTS.DO U..HANDLE UR BUSINESS,DONT COME ON TOO STRONG. I DONT WANT TO HEAR WHAT U WANT TO DO TO ME...BIG TURN OFF.I NEED A MAN THATS GONNA BE REAL...A MAN WHOS TRUE TO HIMSELF AND ME. LIES...LEAVE EM AT THE DOOR. I WANT TO BE IN LOVE...HEAD OVER HEALS NO DOUBT. THAT ONE SOMEONE THAT MAKES U SMILE FOR NO REASON.LAUGH OUT LOUD WHEN THERES NOTHING TO LAUGH ABOUT. MAKE U THINK OF HIM WHEN UR LAYING IN BED AND WHEN U AWAKE IN THE MORNING.SAY ANYTHING CRAZY CAUSE U KNOW HE WONT MIND.FEEL SEXY AND BEAUTIFUL WHEN U R AT UR ABSOLUTE WORST.THAT MAN IS A GENTILEMAN IN PUBLIC BUT CAN TAKE U HOME AND GIVE IT TO U REAL GOOD. THATS GONNA BE MY MAN. IS THAT TO MUCH TO ASK

For My Fubar Friend!! Nsfw! You Know Who You Ar!
unedited soo.... I had just moved to Cali! got a new job as a waitress. my first night was a mess.. i have never been one for multitasking so i hoped to last the night! was getting close to the end of my shift and i was doing ok and actually liked it. missy came over and told me she sat me and i could thank her later, laughing i wondered what the hell she was talking about. as i got closer to my table i saw! holy hell was this man sexy and alone? no way i thought! as i got closer alli could do was smile.. i told him my name and said i would be taking care of him tonight. he was super friendly and his smile could melt the foulest persons heart! we chated and it was very pleasant.. explained i just moved here and he gave me this link to a site online.. http://fubar.com/user/677864 .. i said i would check it out. well, my first day went great and i decided to stay.. when i went home i got on line and checked out this site.. what a cool site thos fubar was.. so i joined and added him

The War
to all you anti war people and war is not the answer and lets bring our troops home and all people that refuse to support the troops listen up u r all assholes. u go out and rally against the military for doing what they are told to do and do u know what the military does for u they turn thier head and let u hit them with everything u got ur insults ur slurs and ur opinoins and they go and defend that same right u r so willingly useing to hurt them. they defend ur way of life. and when thoseplanes hit the trade centers WE did not here u complain about us invading afagnastan cause u were mad. but now u have lost sight of what really happend. and if we leave iraq now then u can explain we all the soilders and marines died for no reason and y there kids will pay for it cause u r a bunch of pussies that did not wanna finish what osama started remember the trade centers remember y we fight remember what saddam did to his people we are trying to save those people but osoma and his li

The Loss Of A Cherrytap Friend
imikimi - Customize Your World WAYNE WAS MY BABY ANGELS HUBBY AND A SON TO ME WE LOST HIM ON SUNDAY DUE TO A HEART ATTACK HE WAS ONLY 33 TO YOUNG HE WILL BE MISSED AND PLACED IN OUR MEMORIES AND HEARTS FOREVER AND ALWAYS.

Mums
I posted a MUM Monday on here. My Mum was saying thanks to all the members on here that are serving our Country. i didn't say anything disrespectful to any member on this site. I was called profane names, heard all kinds of bashing of our military etc. I got a PM from the staff saying my mum had been removed because it was offensive an NSW etc. I replyed as to what I sad or did that made it offensive. Something isn't right where you can't defend your self an some low life can be profane and say things about members that are nice people an nothing is said or done to them. If, I'm wrong here, maybe, I should leave. Comments in kind Chris

August 10th... Wish Me Luck!
August 10th is a turning point in my life. Me, my cousin Jenn and her friend Katrina are driving to Detroit to meet some men off of here! Woo hoo! I finally get the chance to meet, Michael AKA: "Wolfe"! I am so excited and nervous! I know people always see the things he writes me and how protective he is... and I cannot wait to get these feelings in motion to see how compatible we really are. Being face to face will prove a lot! On here, it is all words - in person, the words will be put to a test. I cannot be anymore excited! The whole weekend with this man! Hmmmm, what to do dying for al the above! This is all he and I can think of... because it may mean even one step further after this... him moving here, to Pittsburgh, finding work, you know... all that "starting over crap" that no one looks forward to! What to do first? Kiss? Talk? Hug? Fuck? lol The thing I do look forward to though, is being able to touch him, look into his eyes and see where our destiny leads us

Level Up Change
As of tonight there will be a big change in how we do level ups. I have recently gotten to many complaining that they dont even get a rate or fan back let alone any love from helping. I've decided rather then to lose levelers I will now start private messaging people and making sure that they are #1 wanting out help and #2 making sure that they are at least going to do that. Is it too much to ask for people to do that? Someone tell me? We level 10 - 20 people a day and If im not worth that much and your not worth at least that much why waste our time. There are many one here that are looking for help to level. Just wanted to let you know how i'm going to be posting from now on.I have already figured that we cant please everyone and im not going to begin to try to. But we all want love back. Thank you to each of you that go out of your way to level people. i cant say enough over and over again thank you.We make a great team and with out teamwork it wouldnt be sucessful.If you know s

Only 31 Girls Remained Faithful And Kept Their Name In My Absence...here's The List:
IrishEyes Tornado BlueEyes BettieBarlow Demisis SultryFirefox Lillyth Chaz LadiiWicked(e-mail me) DarkVixen(e-mail me) FireRose(e-mail me) Joy CinnamonGirl Ronda Wimsey SweetMissKate SavannahJo PoisonGirl(e-mail me) VoluptousVixen(e-mail me) PussecatPurrs RichsGirl(e-mail me) Sugarbaby(e-mail me) Tat2Angel MzPhattyGirl DarkestFaery MizzThickness PrettyKitty SexySongstress(e-mail me) JennButterfly(e-mail me) Nikkie Nothing(e-mail me) Curvalicious Those are the only girls who kept the title of Plus Size Pinup in their name...Many of the girls e-mailed me asking where I was and how I was doing...Countless welcomed me back. To those of you whose name has (e-mail me) after it, please e-mail me at CurvyPinupGirls@aol.com Thank you so much ladies! Madame Dazzy

Why Oh Why
Okay this is a bit of a rant, why do people who cannot speak english very well bother with english speaking networking sites? I mean to say I just had a few frustrating lines in the shout box, I did try and explain anyway got sick of trying to so blocked him, jeez what is it with some people Fierce man: my baby hotmail or yahoo give muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ->DoH: i dont have either Fierce man: give msn baby Fierce man: yes ->DoH: i dont have msn Fierce man: yes give ->DoH: i do not have msn Fierce man: yahoo ->DoH: i have already told you twice i dont have msn or yahoo ffs Fierce man: sory Fierce man: What was your *Yahoo ->DoH: will u fuck off, i told u i dont have msn or yahoo three times now are you fucking stupid

Gangs.....
Today we're going to talk about gangs and what I think of them. Since I have been out of town the past few days, my life has been hectic, yet moving at the speed of a turtle on a skateboard. Life in the Upper Peninsula is so laid back, sometimes I felt the need to check my pulse and hold a mirror under my nose to see if I was breathing. Heading back to Chicago today and the one thing I didn't miss while up here was the graffiti, the gang clothing and the gangsta talk. If "Eh?" after every sentence is gangsta talk, I will live up here until I grow old and fart dust. While I have never been in a gang I don't think gangs are really all that tough. Sure you see on Dateline, all about gang violence and how it is corrupting the youth of inner-city kids and even some kids in the suburbs. You might have even heard that being in a gang can almost guarantee you won't make it to see the age of 25. Yet, even with those kinds of stats I don't think gangs are really all that tough.

Something Good Is Going To Happen
You ever had a great feeling that something great was about to happen to you?? Well, I'm feeling it now....and I am so excited but don't even know why yet..I am getting a divorce, my job is going thru changes, I need a place to live, money is becoming a problem BUT I can feel something inside me rising....I am taking one step at a time knowing that the path I am walking is leading me to a great awakening and wonderful things to come. I am ready to reach out and grab what life is bringing to me. I won't say no or I don't have the funds or that doesn't seem right for me...I won't. I will do what is being laid in front of me and take the steps my heart is telling me to take...SOMETHING GOOD IS GOING TO HAPPEN...Muah!!

Read It And Weep
I'm sick of people slamming the President without any real research. Get off your couch lay down the remote and dig a little. America believes what the t.v. tells them to. Bad news sells people. Get off the hate train and open your eyes. These are just a few positive things he has done there are a lot more. This is in response to the stupid ass bulletins I see everyday from mindless people talking about what a sh**head the President is. So what he's not a great Public speaker. Neither am I but I still protect your asses. Stop hatin start researching. If I offended you piss off. 1. Handling of the aftermath (1st year) of 9/11. 2. The Afghanistan War - Toppling the Taliban control of the country. 3. Calling attention to the immigration problem. 4. Highlighting the growing presence of jihad in the world, 5. Working proactively to protect his people, and other free nations from this global terror. 6. Taking positive steps to undermine militant Islamism. 7. Tax cuts 8. Two sol

A Little Venting
ok those of u who know me know i do all i can to help everyone as much as possible on here. But i think alot of u have forgotten i had surgery on my hand 3 weeks ago and still in a cast so im doing everything one handed and im a bit slow with everything. Im trying my damnest to help all my friends who are in contests and giveaways but i can only do so much at a time. Im sorry if this bothers anyone.

Sorry
hey, havn't been able to get to the comp for a while.. got a touch of the flu Friday night, by Saturday, I was sick as a dog. ended up going to the walk in clinic, and got a shot of demorol and gravol, that set me up for the rest of the day.. lol By Sunday morning my blood sugar meter was showing a reading of 20 (that's 360 on the US scale). took some insulin, got it down to 16.4 (295), took MORE insulin.. by 9 am, my meter was showing 6.6 (119)). I was still sick as a dog, bouncing in and out of a coma. ended up in the back of an ambulance.. the hospital did some blood work, turned out my meter FAILED.. my sugar was at 38 (684). I was in ICU from Sunday to Wednesday.. so if you sent me any msgs in the shout box, they were all lost, so don't be mad at me for not answering!! but please send them again, if you know me, you know I'll return them.. Mike niagaradood

Moving On.....
This blog is well over due..........But I am amazed at the time it has taken me to finally move on although i still think of him every day in one way or another...somehow it is just different...........I am Happy and I am satisfied with me for once........and IT"S BEEN A WHILE!!!!........My heart no longer aches and I am so ok with it......With my babies and my music and special friends and family, it has been alot easier...........He will always be a part of my life in some way.........and Kaleb will always be like my child.........and always the girls brother.....(The kids have planned all visitation...lol).......My heart has gone in a different direction..........and I always seem to fall back on what my sister in law said to me "Sometimes things fall apart, so things can fall into place" they r finally in place........... Goodbye my lover.....Goodbye my Friend................... This is my blog............

I Want To Know
can any one tell me how this is an nsfw pic as i bought this tshirt from this site?? do u see any naked skin..im sorry i dont get this and since all i get to my questions is read the fubar bible can anyone else help me with a different answer thanks..oh i wonder if i will lose all my points and my level too??

Best Salute Contest
I would like to take the time to thank each of those who have supported me in this contest. No matter what the outcome of the contest may have been, I knew deep inside that I had already won. What I have seen here is the love and support of many of my friends who were willing to take some time, some of whom spent hours commenting, to stop into the contest and leave comments and messages of support. This means far more to me than any prize on here could have, be it a blast, VIC or whatever. I have seen the love, dedication, and support of my friends and have seen what is in their hearts. I only wish it were possible to hug each and every one of you who have helped me with this. Thank you to SHANONLEE'S PLACE ™ ©~ ~a/k/a...ANGEL for hosting this contest and providing the blast. I would like to take the time to congratulate my opponents for their efforts and to ◄---☺ Pierce ☻--- for his sportsmanship and honor at the beginning of this contest. For those of you

7 Kinds Of Sex
Recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex: The 1st kind of sex is called Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway, you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws

Bum Mumm?
This was marked NSFW and deleted by the Fubar Powers that be. I think it IS a mumm but hey, things here change like the wind blows so who knows. Maybe It's just my Puerto Rican Ass is NSFW and I just should not bother posting anything. Maybe this blog will get me tossed off Fubar, Oh Well! You look for yourself! Fact is the Mumms are OUT OF CONTROL, and NOOBS are Clicking NSFW and the Powers that be just go along with it. I think NO THOUGHT or REVIEW is in place because that means whoever is IN CHARGE would have to do the job. Fubar Added Points and NSFW features to mumms, BIG MISTAKE! They Now BITE rotten donkey dropping and have Stupid posts that don't even get the YAY or NAY filled out! Eh, enough gripe and on to the tripe! Here are screen shots of MY last mumm. By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 By driver1866 at 2007-07-28

To All That Survived The 1930 To 1970's Lol
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and /or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but we weren

If You Can't Be Supportive, Shut The Fuck Up!!!
Ok, I'm an Aussie, living in Australia, so I guess I am not up with American Public Opinion. But something I keep seeing is really starting to piss me off. The negative attitudes aimed at those who have served or are currently serving in the forces for their country is appalling. I'm proud of our military forces, though I hate the thought that they are necessary. These guys and girls put their lives on the line while in active service,and live with memories for the rest of their lives. They choose to serve because they love their country and want to keep enjoying the freedom that they have. To ridicule and label them "baby killers", "govt. pawns" or "sheep" is not only dissrespectful, but degrading. Grow the fuck up!!! War is never pretty, and yeah, the politics behind it suck, but they are there for one reason only. To keep our families and our country safe. To make nasty comments that make them question their efforts is just wrong. You want to get mad, get mad at the government, o

An Honor Among Honors....or How I Got To Be Line Leader.
After spending a great deal of time with my nieces and nephew this past week, I was reminded of what things that are casual and what they find fun, creepy or just not cool. And things that make or break their social status. Now after reading this, you may think that I can't control myself or know how to act feminine. But I have finally learned how to...even tho it was just last week. There are certain honors a person can achieve in life that are above all else. Honors so recognizable that if people knew you held it they would stare at you in awe. What such honors can make people look at you with such humility? Well you have things like Olympic Gold Medals, Medals of Honor, or Employee of the Month at your local Burger King. Yet, there is one honor above all honors...at least in the eyes of a six year old. That is the honor of being the line leader. In the first grade, your average school day is spent learning to read and do basic math. You know, boring stuff. However, t

Pros And Cons
Ok I know you are tired of hearing about her but hey she's a great friend of mine. Well I've been told that on of the best things I can do is leave her all together, no more friendship or anything. Well this is to weigh out if she's worth my time or not. Leaving Pros: She's poison - hurts a lot when i get shunned I feel used - everytime she's in a bad relationship i'm the one she calls to bails her out Maybe she'll realize - I'm the only one of her friends that is still there leaving cons: She was the sole person that helped me quit smoking one of my best friends for 6 years i'm happiest around her she needs someone there for her there are other things but can't think of them now, I just don't know what to do about this whole situation. It's like if I leave her I will be leaving the best relationship I've ever had. If I stay I fear I might pick up smoking again and I'll be hurt over and over. What's a person to do?

My Dear Family & Friends...
My dear family & friends...I don't even know where to begin...to say how much you have all touched my heart with your love, concern & caring...& how much it means to me. A few weeks ago...I got myself so down...& over things I know I have no control over...but just couldn't help myself or pull my self back up. My Mom in law....who is my Mom in every aspect....is fighting lung cancer...& my brother Jason...struggles with his alcoholism & has for years. My Mom is so brave & so optimistic....I truly admire her...& wish I could be more like her. And I became terrified of losing her. But I know now I can't dwell on that. Instead I am going to enjoy every moment with her I possibly can...& celebrate each & every day of her life...as she does. And my brother Jason...I'll just keep reminding myself that not being his enabler & coming to his rescue everytime he gets in trouble because of his drinking...does not mean I am abandoning him...does not mean I don't love him...because I do. And

The Eagle Has Landed
Hello all fubarians from the hot as hell land of kuwait. i have landed and doing well. will be on and off a lil here n there when i can.. you can leave me a shout or a pm and i will get to you when i can.. ty for your support..... domking123

Some Pussy!!!
So I haven't even been at the mumms in at least an hour, probably more...wasn't there much today at all...but some stupid fuck apparently took exception to SOMETHING I said but wasn't man (or woman) enough to say who it was. Goddamn pussies.

Before It's To Late
Just let me love you, hold out your hand, I'm right here beside you, together we'll stand, we can walk through this world, we can have it all, a tomorrow and past, a life to be proud of, I'll always be there, open your arms and heart, my love will never stray, share your life with me girl, Before It's To Late...

Disney Syndrome
When was the last time you watched a Disney movie, or, in fact, any “chick flick”, because you knew they have sweet, happy endings? There’s always a little romance involved, and the right couple always ends up together, and they’re just so darn happy. What I like to refer to sometimes as the “Disney Syndrome” is the message these movies send, and their effect on young girls. It’s not an overtly harmful message, like many say violence sends—but it’s one that distorts views of the world, and gets us caught up in a fantasy land so that we become unused to dealing with real-world problems in real-world ways. In other words, we girls get a certain idea of romance and love and “Prince Charming” from these movies, and when we go out into the real world, we find there are no “Prince Charmings”, no movie-perfect, happily-ever-after loves, and romance always has its downside.

I Love Morons...they Give Me Something To Blog About....
The MUMM: Ok just because my boobs are big and having a little extra padding does this make me ugly? The last mum I submitted I was told to lose weight or have a face lift. My first comment: This is not the place to ask anything about your looks. www.hotornot.com And seriously, who cares what other people think? Is your self esteem THAT low? She comes to my page: Actually no it isnt I lie the way I look. My second comment to her mumm: You CAN comment on your own mumm. You don't have to bring it to my page. So...naturally, she has to come to my shoutbox...read from the bottom up... ->~*~Flawed ...: um...if you'll remember, you're the dumbass that started this conversation Ramgirl_73: go the fuck away ->~*~Flawed ...: Well it's gone...and if you didn't care you wouldn't have asked....you JUST said you wanted to know what ppl said.... Ramgirl_73: I didnt delete anything i dont care what you or anyone else think ->~*~Flawed ...: roflmao...that's why you deleted

The Wall
Original poem - please do not rip The Wall Around my heart has been built a wall… How I hope you can make it crumble and fall… And fill me with your love and light… While holding my heart snug and tight… You have the power to make my heart soar… To make me smile as I beg for more… But you also have the power to hurt me dear… To inflict my heart with pain and fear… And cast it into the darkening deep… Where pain and depression sleep… So if your intentions are not kind… Please don’t pretend to really be mine… I will stay safely hidden behind my wall… And search for someone else to make it fall... - Brian 2007

Wondering
You know...I have been down a hard road in life, and I have been hurt badly more than once. I tell you what...it makes it really hard to give your heart away again. As I start to meet people on this sight, I slowly start to open myself up to the possibilities of happiness after pain. There is one thing that I have noticed after being here. There are some really nice people and then there are some others who just act like nice people but deep down inside they play games, and manipulate, and feed the same lines to everybody they meet on here. What is even more amazing is that those people whole-heartedly believe that all the rest of us are too stupid and uneducated to figure their games out. the rest of you know what i mean..."I know it said I was on but I wasn't",even though there are comments on other peoples pages at the time that they weren't on or "You are the only one who knows that about me", even though there are other peoples comments saying the same things. Not only that....we

So Hot
It is so hot here. I just saw a bank thermometer that read 101 degrees. I came home and ripped my top off as soon as I walked into the door and am sitting on the couch right now topless and enjoying the cool air from the AC wisping around my breasts. This is what I call relief on a hot day. Now I need a nice tall glass of lemonade to complete the relief.

Who Cares
I do not know why I bother coming here anymore. No cares if I am here or not. I should go through and empty out my friends list and just let my account delete itself. I am just another shadow in this site and I guess that is where I belong is in the shadows................. I guess it is time to say screw it.

Before The Rain
Roses blow sweet through cool night air Tastes like humidity in every sweet drink of breath My eyes meet yours somewhere between lust and love Surrender is a kiss away, so sweet Moments fall like summer rain, First slow and soft then pelting fast Time slips through my hand, the rain No matter how cold won’t cleanse my heart So it runs through my clenched fists Into vanilla grass at my bare feet Lost in the spaces between my toes I take breaths that fall slow like snowflakes Memories drift and billow in a blur of white Blanket that matches my hair so well Cold air tastes dry, sucks water from my lips, Leaves me parched and wanting, old and dried Missing you before the rain

Dear Abby---biker Version
Dear Abby, I've never written to you before, but I really need your advice on what could be a crucial decision. I've suspected for some time now that my wife has been cheating on me. The usual signs...phone rings, but if I answer, the caller hangs up. My wife has been going out with the girls a lot recently, although when I ask their names she always says, "Just some friends from work, you don't know them." I sometimes stay awake to look out for her cab coming home, but she always comes walking up the drive as I hear the sound of a car leaving, around the corner, as if she has gotten out and walked the rest of the way. Why? Maybe she wasn't in a taxi at all? I once picked up her cell phone, just to see what time it was. This caused her to go completely berserk. She quickly snatched the phone out of my hand and cursed me hysterically, screaming that I should never touch her personal property, then accused me of trying to spy on her. Anyway, I have never broached the subject

What Is A Juggalo/lette?
A juggalo isn't a person who paints their face and chants about hatchets and clowns. A juggalo is a person who isn't fake. Just a person who doesn't fit in. A misfit. We don't worship clowns, idols, and figures. Were not about religeon. We are about whats right and whats wrong and how you go along in life and the friends and homies you make. Learn the fucking story. If your going to hate us. Have a fucking reason. And if your gonna say they are rascist. Your FUCKING wrong. WE are completely AGAINST that shit. We believe that if we are good in life and good to others. Then we'll be rewarded in WHATEVER afterlife there is. Thats what Shangri-la (heaven) is all about. So if your with me. Comment this shit. Make it BIG. Keep passing it on. Naughty JuggaLette (I made this. cause i was SICK of the fucking critisism.)

Dear Submissive
Dear submissive, You have asked what it is that I, as a Dominant, would wish for, would desire, would be pleased to receive. And I believe it only appropriate to reply as honestly as I able to such a heartfelt request. I want to know you firstly as a person, someone with a mind, with thoughts, with opinions and with hopes. I want to be proud of you and your achievements, and I want to be warmed by your joy, your happiness and your passion. I want to share hopes and dreams, laughter and tears, light and darkness. At its root, I want our relationship to be fulfilling emotionally and intellectually. Without the ability to be open and honest at this level, we can never hope to be open and honest at a sexual level. I want to know you secondly as a woman, with a woman's desires, a woman's passions, a woman's vulnerability, a woman's need to be held, sheltered and affirmed. I want to know you intimately; your curves, your sensitive places, your melting point

They Pushed The Date Back!
OK I was originally supposed to have my surgery on the 10th. Then the hospital finds out they don't wanna cover the cost of the procedure unless it's a last resort. So now the hospital decides to book the O.R. to someone else in my place because of what they said. My HMO finally decided to cave in, but now my slot is taken. (WTF) So now the hospital has decided on the 13th, but my surgeon may have an issue with that date. (C'mon! This is my health were talking about here! What is wrong with you people!) I'll keep everyone posted as to what happens next!

Savannajo Suicide
just wanted to share the news... i have been accepted to the 1st stage of being an official Suicide Girl.. ,, thats right.. redneck is going official pin up girl.. just need to finish paper work and do a new photo shoot.. i will keep ya'll updated as when to my set goes live ect.. to see some of the current SG's click on the banner !

Cat Fight
Interesting weekend. Me and my friend Nate decided we wanted to try to gain the attention of two biologically accommodating sisters so we took them to Fox's, a bar run by my friend,Fox. It's a loud rap music type place, lots of underage kids sneak in, not my type of place. I saw one of my daughter's friends, Leslie there. Leslie is pretty buff and easily over 200 pounds or so. Leslie's dad is good friends with my dad, both hell raisers and beer drinkers. She told me her dad was getting married and she had to get up in a few hours to have her hair done for the wedding. Well, last call came and went, and at 3 AM we were all out in the parking lot. Some biker and his bitch came out the door disgruntled over having to leaved. The biker picked a fight with some guy and Fox tackled him in the parking lot. A little blood began to flow and they called the cops. So now we have the drunk biker and his bitch mounting their bike, a Harley, but the bitch thought she would yell at Leslie j

No More
im not trying to be a bitch here, bu i am not going to put up anymore pics until i get some voice comments on my page. it isnt that hard. so until i have at least 10 more.....no more new pics. sorry if i sound like a bitch but i give you guys what u want, you can at least return a favor!

Steven
I was over seeing Steven today, he is doing amazingly good. He is finished his chemo treatment for now but due to go back in 3 months time to the hospital for a check up to see if the cancer is still dormant. As you can see from the photo his hair is starting to grow back as well and he is putting on weight again. The district nurse still comes in everyday to give him an injection to help to control his potassium levels.

Friends
Hi all! I finally realized that posting a blog is a LOT better than a bulletin. Anyhow, as many of you know, I have really cleaned up my friends list (from 1350 to about 540). It has become much more manageable for me now. I also know that the vast majority of those who remain are the very BEST friends that anyone could ask for on Fubar (God, that still sounds wrong). Anyhow, to make a long story short, I will be finishing this clean up by Friday. Sooooooooooooo, for those of you who do validate our friendship (please see my about me)by commenting, chatting, playing games or rating, I sincerely thank you. For the others who are only "point whores" or who just don't bother, have a GREAT time on the site, just do it without my friendship (not that it would matter to those types of people). In closing, I really have become addicted to the people who I call friends and want to be able to show all of you the most love possible. That's why I need to com

This Member Was Rude To Me And To Others
I HATE TO DO THIS BUT THIS GUY WAS VERY RUDE TO ME AND CALLED ME A FAKE BECAUSE I DID NOT LEAVE HIS PICTURE AT THE TOP OF MY PAGE! SIX OTHER MEMBERS JOINED THE CLUB THE SAME DAY AND WHEN I MOVED HIM DOWN TO HIS RIGHTFUL PLACE ON THE PAGE WITH THE OTHERS WHO HAD JUST JOINED, HE HAD A FIT AND INSULTED ME GREATLY ONLY ONE DAY AFTER HE JOINED THE CLUB. NOW HERE IS ANOTHER SHOUT BOX CONVERSATION FROM ANOTHER ONE OF OUR MEMBERS WITH THE SAME KIND OF INSULTS. HE HAS BEEN REMOVED FROM THE LIST AND BLOCKED NO ONE IN HERE HAS TO TAKE THIS KIND OF STUFF FROM ANYONE OR THE PERVS WHO WISH TO JOIN TO JUST HAVE ACCESS TO PEOPLE TO EXPOSE THEMSELVES TO SO FEEL FREE TO DELETE ANYONE WHO GIVES YOU THIS KIND OF PROBLEM AND THANKS FOR LETTING ME KNOW ABOUT IT. LOVE AND HUGS GAIL HIS NAME WAS TIM LAWLER THE WRESTLER

15 Dayz To Go And Counting....
so most of the ppl who actually spend time with me and talk to me know that 5:45 am august 21st i am catching a plane to louisiana to be with my fiancee (dj reaper for thoes of you who are dense or in the dark lol.) 15 dayz and ill be on that plane.... i just wrote my letter of resignation, i have hated my job for the last year and a half but writing this letter this morning i know i am going to miss it along with oregon all together. im starting a new chapter in my life and i know it will be totally awesome but its a lot harder to let this one go then i thought it would be. i will miss everyone and everything here.

Anniversary
I'm packing today, so I keep having the feeling that I'm forgetting something. Toothpaste? Check. Books? Check. Pajamas? Check. I sat down, musing. Isn't there something else I'm forgetting about? Did I miss someone's birthday? Then it occurred to me. Today was my wedding anniversary. Seven years ago today, I got married. Hung-over, sleep-deprived, and with somewhat dubious reasons for getting hitched, I nonetheless showed up at the church radiant, carrying a massive bouquet of roses I'd plucked from my garden. The wedding was small--just parents, grandparents, siblings, and a couple aunts and uncles. I was happy, even if I didn't think marriage was necessarily the best idea for me. My husband was happy, too, even if he didn't think marriage was necessarily the best idea for me. There was a reception afterwards. We toasted, ate cake. Then my husband and I headed out for the evening. We'd reserved the honeymoon cottage at a local bed and breakfast--a t

Please Offer A Pray For My Daughter
I request you’re pray for my daughter whom has cancer. She is 14 years old. On Wednesday at 7:00 PM Est. I request you offer a pray in any faith. We have a website for her www.sonyawhitman.com The Holy Sacrifice of mass will be offered for the intention of Sonya Whitman by Father Richard Ghezzi of Saint Ann’s Church of Tobyhanna ,PA ,USA at 7:00 I wish for your thoughts ,of a cure for her, on behalf of her father ( Me ) Details , On July 10,2007 My daughter was diagnosed with Osteosarcoma very rare form of cancer called osteogenetic sarcoma which is located in her right femur bone and about two centimeters above the knee. This is an aggressive form of bone cancer, roughly about 4-5 months old In fact so rare that a friend of hers also has the exact same form of cancer about the same age and in the same location of hers. They went to the same school too, live in the same town ,about the same age . Hmm, Hospital staff and Doctors say that’s quite impos

Wow
I have sat and thought about this awhile, I have also sat and watched and am dismayed in allot of people. I have sat and seen people say if you don't fan me and rate me I will not add you, I have seen people say if you don't repost this bulletin then remove me from your list, To all this I say fuck you delete me, Like I have said before I am here for me not you! I have seen the drama queens ( Male and female ) the point whores and it doesn't come down to friends it comes down to a popularity contest, who can have the most fake friends and who can be the top in the rankings, So whoopee fucking doo so your in the top 100 with maybe 3 people you talk too. Allot of people on my friends list were just that, Point whores, cam sluts, drama queens and Losers, If I wanted to hang with a bunch of fucking losers I'm sure I could find a better class of losers to hang out with. See what you people don't realize if BabyJ wants nothing but to ( Up The Ratings ) meaning the membership so he c

Grrr I Hate Bad News
Ok Some Of You Know That I Have Been Going To The Drs Lately With Sum Problems. Here is the deal: (for those of you that really care) I have a history of cervical cancer. I had the pre-cancer cells and the dr burned them off. Cervical Cancer runs in my family so I have to be really careful. Well because I didn't have health insurance for 3 years I wasn't able to go to the drs when problems seemed to occur. SOOOO now that I have had my job for as long as I have and I have health insurace, worried friends of mine finally made me go to the drs. Lets just say I am not happy. At first the dr thought that I had a cyst and he said I have an enlarged uterus, PLUS its tilted. IN OTHER WORDS, when my cycle starts I have MAJOR F*CKIN PAIN THAT IS SOO UNGODLY I CAN'T HANDLE IT!!!!!! So, he did tests on me and if I keep with what has been going on I am going to be anemic,( low blood count). Which is not good. PLUS, NOW I have to have a biopsy and I am not EXCITED for it whats-s

Copy Cats
I got really OFFENDED today.. I was informed that someone had stole my tag design and tried to block out the original text and create their own. I went to this persons page and sureee enuff there was my tag design...a pretty piss poor copy too as you can see from this picture I went to this persons page and vented in his User Comments...I think I had every right too. I read his profile and he talks about being honest and integrity etc etc and even has this staement in his about me section and I quote ; "Now that you've read everything, if you still want to add me, go for it. If I offend, and it's unwarranted, please let me know. I am open minded and can own up when I'm wrong. So, stop in any time, leave a profile comment, or message, whatever you wish. Rate the stash, or photos, but to do not rip them or copy them without my permission. " End quote I guess I dont understand...I mean as any of you know all anyones got to do is ask and ill make them damn near anything they

I'm A Very Bad Boy
BabyJesus BLOCKED me...I wanted to speak to him personally, but he BLOCKED me...how fucked up is that? I guess he'd rather ignore me than delete me or (GASP, heaven forbid) answer me and speak to me...someone wanna write him a letter for me? link him to my blog so he can understand what I want to say and write me back http://therealvan.blogspot.com/

I Need Boobs....
Oh get your mind out of the gutter!!! I am trying to get Scrapper to answer a question for me and having no luck at all. So I was asking myself why wont he respond to me, then it hit me...duh i'm a guy! So if anyone has any boobs laying around that you arent using, could I borrow them just long enough to get an answer from the "powers that be"? Thanks, just send them U.P.S., I promise not to mess them up or anything and you will get them right back as soon as I get my answer......!!!

War On The Mumms
I'm declaring my own personal war on the mumms since I lost my mumming rights. Apparently, my mumms were too thought provoking or insightful... and not quite "real mumms" whatever that means. Therefore... its now offically on.

First Class
This is a favorite story on eroticstories.com and on literotica.com of mine. This will be the last of the stories posted for today for the new members of my friends list. I hope you have enjoyed the stories. 36d hugs, ms. cleavage ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ First Class by Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 I have just taken my assigned right aisle seat in first class and opened the latest issue of “Newsweek” and begun to read a story about Terrorism in Iraq and suddenly - you walk through the entrance to the seating section of the Boeing 747. There is a certain air about you as you enter; every male in the front passenger area is staring at you. You seize the moment and demand the attention, perhaps not intentionally, but your presence shows how secure you are with your personal image and your sexuality. You are wearing a white silk blouse above a black pleated silk skirt that stops just above your knees. The blouse is puffy in the arms and loose all

Im Cleaning Up My Friends List
Hi friends! I am getting ready to start cleaning house. Everyone has their own way of managing their list, and of course I have mine. I fan and rate everyone that sends me a friend request I think it's only fair to get the same love in return. So Im going through my list starting tomorrow and if youre a friend that hasn't fanned or rated me then Im sorry to say you will be deleted! If you dont believe in fanning or rating then do me a favor and remove yourself. Its nothing personal towards anyone its just the way I choose to manage my growing list of friends! Thank you and Much Love Always!

Tru
Standing for what you believe in regardless of the odds against you and the pressure that tears at your resistance means courage keeping a smile on your face when inside you feel like dying for the sake of supporting others means strength stopping at nothing and doing what in your heart you know is right means determination doing more than is expected to make another`s life a little more bearable without uttering a single complaint means compassion helping a friend in need no matter the time or effort to the best of your ability means loyalty giving more than you have and expecting nothing but gratitude in return means selflessness holding your head high and being the best you know you can be when life seems to fall apart at your feet and facing each difficulty with the confidence that time will bring you better tomorrows and never giving up means believing in yourself

I Dont Know What To Think...
You know Ive been on here for quite sometime.... and I love all the people that Ive meant and have talked too but what boogles my mind is that MEN... well some of them always want me on cam getting naked or being dirty... Yes I have dirty pictures but that dosent mean Im a whore and want to get dirty on cam, and if I dont show them they get mad..... Im I putting to much of myself out there... I just dont know... I mean its fun to play but I personally dont need to be on cam doing it... Can someone help me see it from a better point of view? Then like they yell at me cause theyre like well u have dirty pics on ur profile so what, i love looking at them and I love looking at other peoples, its hott that dosent mean I want to talk to on cam so we can get off.... maybe Im being too diffcult I dont know if any men can help me understand this situation itd be greatly appericated.. Thanks P.S. Their is nothing wrong with getting off its the fact that u dont know or dont even get to try to k

Cup Of Joe's Give Away. Anyone Need A Vip, Blast Or Happy Hour?????
ANOTHER GIVE AWAY! I have 10, 1 MONTH'S VIP'S OR A 7 DAY BLAST FOR 20,000 COMMENTS. (LET ME KNOW) FOR THE FIRST 10 PEOPLE TO REACH THIS. 1, 30 DAY BLAST FOR FOR 50,000 COMMENTS TO THE FIRST PERSON TO REACH THIS. 1, HAPPY HOUR FOR 70,000 COMMENTS TO THE FIRST PEROSN TO REACH THIS. GIVE AWAY WILL START SUNDAY AUG 12 10AM FUBAR TIME AND END SEPT 12 10AM FUBAR TIME. THE ONLY RULES ARE YOU MUST BE A FAN, FRIEND, NO NSFW PICS, AND NO RIPPED PICS WILL BE ENTERED. If you would like to be entered please sent me a private message and I will get you in as soon as possible. Thank you!! ONLY LOOKING FOR PEOPLE THAT REALLY WANT THIS. NO DRAMA PLEASE. (repost of original by 'Cup Of Joe' on '2007-08-09 15:18:40')

Meeting Michael Today!!
TODAY I AM DRIVING TO MICHIGAN WITH MY COUSIN HONEY DIP, TO MEET MY FUBAR DREAM MAN MICHAEL "WOLFE" FOR THE WEEKEND! I AM NERVOUS, ANXIOUS, EXCITED, FULL OF EMOTION! WOW, ONLY A FEW HOURS TILL WE LEAVE! WISH ME LUCK!!!

Best Cleavage Contest For A Blast! - 4 In, Need At Least 8 More!!
Redoing it as a Best Cleavage Contest...hopefully n one will be rated NSFW but that wont stop that person from getting comment points..Just me from getting points :( Anyone interested?? Would have to show Cleavage or Breasts Pic :) Thing of 10 - 15 people....Winner gets a Free Blast :) 4 in, a few more getting pics to be in... Let me know...

Going Home
For the last 6 years I loved a dog named Grizz. She was a true companion and a loyal friend. Not the fake kinda friend but the kind that would kill and die for you. She didn't ask for anything but the occasional back scratch and a good bone to chew on. I loved her with all my heart! She was a mother figure and a big baby. A crack of thunder would send her into the closet. I remember she would lay upside down and rub her back on the floor nipping at the air. She would always greet you at the door and lick your face. She would run between your legs and do a dance while you scratched her butt. She would do what we called the dinner dance every night when she knew it was time to eat. Grizz was a wise creature, she watched the world with a jaded view but loved all the people in her life very much. She protected her family with an unflinching perseverance. She had a great life with no regrets. When we would leave the house she would wait at the window everyday for you us return home l

For Mama
MaMa You Truly are the love of My life You have always been there for me, When I was sick you always knew the right thing to say, The right song to sing to ease me to sleep, Or just the right way to hold me as we rocked. I am proud when people say how much I look like you because to me there is no other lady that could match the beauty inside and out. I wish I was as strong as you for you have been a rock for charlene and I. When things were bad you seem to find a way to make things better no matter what you had to do and I love and thank you for that. You made me special even though you think of it as a scar that you caused I think of it as My mark from My mom she has one too. You have been through so many ups and downs but you always seem to make things special for us. No we didn't have all those name brand things and get to do all the things other kids did But they didn't have the love that you gave which In My book makes it their loss because their love was bought ours was given

The Hug
The Hug Its just a simple hug… But to a weary soul and heart its like the hope of each sunrise when a rosebud opens in the early morning dew… Wrapped in his strength like a cocoon, surrounded by his essence and the beating of his heart she escapes from this existence….. to that safe place…. If even for a fleeting moment…there is peace inside…. He goes about his way but his scent lingers wrapping around her like a warm fuzzy blanket…. With each breath he is still there when she closes her eyes…she smiles…. With time his fragance wanes and her heart aches as it longs for his next…. simple hug…..

Arisches Kind
Deine Augen die sind Blau wie der weite Ozean und so unergründlich tief das man drin ertrinken kann Deine Haare die sind Blond wie ein reifes Weizenfeld und sie schimmern fast wie Gold wenn ein Sonnenstrahl drauf fällt Der Liebe dicke Mond schaut in dein Bettchen rein passt immer auf dich auf sollst nie alleine sein Und der Braune Teddybär sitzt tapfer auf der Wacht wenn die Untermenschen kommen durch die Rabenschwarze Nacht Du weißt noch nichts davon nicht alle Menschen die sind gut Gut ist immer nur ein Mensch mit reinem Blut Und dein Blut ist rein dafür hassen sie Dich doch Du kannst sicher sein sie bekommen Dich nicht Refrain: Du bist ein Arisches Kind all unsere Liebe das Schicksal dieser Erde liegt in deiner Wiege

New Baby Girl On The Way
Hey Fubar, I have kept this hidden since forever but its time for me to say this. I am going to have a babygirl in December, ya I did have a baby in January but I goofed up and I got pregnant again. It happens and you have to live with it. Its life. if you have any questions I guess you can ask me. Kati

Its Too Bad
it is too bad that assholes can come on your profile and got to the nsfw folder and comment bad shit if you dont like what you see get the fuck of my profile i can not believe this,gunner you are an ass and i am blocking you,as for the others it seems that i cant have nsfw folder with out someone saying something verry rude sorry guys

Maybe He Is Right
no i,m not your body looks like shit pimples on ur ass stretch marks all over u belly hiding your skank ass pussy u need to wake the fuck up if u think these guys are,nt really laughing at u then u need to lok at your own body On 8/10/2007, fu1009412@fubar.com wrote: and your fucking gay you asshole On 8/10/2007, bishoplovelace@fubar.com wrote: ur nasty

What I Want In A Woman!
What I want in a woman!, Since I have been here on-line I have had several girl's ask me what I want in a woman.Well that's really not a easy question to answer if you think about it. I guess first she has to be appealing to my eye's and then my heart!. I want her to be Kind ,caring,loving. She has to like kid's and want to be in a relationship. She need's to be independent, self supporting and loyal, in other word's back me up no matter what!.Even when I am wrong.She can tell me I was wrong in private.Wow there is so many word's to decribe thing's that I want in a woman. But what is most important is that she love me unconditionally, just the way I would love her!. Hopefully she will have alot of the same interest that I have, but if not that's ok. Someone who can enjoy the quite times just sitting alone with me cuddling. Someone who is affectionate and devoted to me alone. Well that's just a taste of what I look for in a women.

I Cant Be Your Happy Ending
I can’t be your happy ending! This last year has brought on so many changes in my life that there are times when I stop and look around me and think to myself how the hell did this happen. How did I get here? Where did my life as I knew go. What can possibly happen in the next year? In a years time I have left my husband of 10 years, had my heart broken by the love of my life, lost 50 plus pounds creating a body I never had before, started a job that helped create that body, and most recently had a tragedy in my life that I would never wish on anyone. Leaving me very jaded towards the world and leaving me very hollow inside. Along the way I have met some really wonderful men. Very well intentioned men who want to sweep me off my feet take care of me for the rest of my life! Want to make me their wife! Most of all they want my love my heart. I gave my heart away once and it came back riddled with holes. The wounds are healing slowly and I am beginning to understand just

Love Our Children !!!
GET OUT THE MESSAGE TO ....PUT YOUR CHILDREN IN LIFE VESTS!!!......BECAUSE I AM THE ONE THAT HAS TO MAN UP.....GO TO THE BOTTOMM OF THE 33FT DEEP RIVER /.....RECOVER HER ...AND GRAB HER BY THE HAND...CLUTCH HER TO ME ....AND GET MY CRYING DONE BEFORE I GET TO THE SURFACE ......POLESE KEEP THE BABIES IN LIKE VESTS.....IT BREAKS OUR "HEARTS" TO .....BUT YOU WILL NEVER SEE IT...THATS IT I JUST NEED TO VENT...THANK YOU...TO MY FRIENDS...GREG

Lost Lil Girl
I KNOW I HAVE A DAUGHTER OF MY OWN AND WOULD DO THE SAMETHING THESE PARENTS ARE. I THOUGHT I WOULD LIKE TO DO SOMETHING SO ANYTIME I GET INFO IM GONNA POST IT. THE INTERNET IS A VERY STRONG MEANS OF COMMUNICATION, IT IS WORLD WIDE, AND HOPEFULLY THIS MESSAGE COULD FIND SOMEONE THAT KNOWS SOMETHING ABOUT THIS LITTLE GIRL. MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU MADDIE!!!

How I Came Up With The Name Oguardianshaven
How I came up with the Name OguardiansHaven, Well year's ago I met this girl who was way off in the drug world and I took her under my wing took care of her when she was on a down slope, giving her a safe place to sleep with worry of being raped while she slept. In doing that I meet many more girl's that I did the same for. Well when I went on-line I need a screen name and there were three or four girl-friend's here and I asked them what would be a good name for me. They all said Guardian Angel, well of course that was taken already so I started trying variations and came up with Oguardian, then a little bit later when I started my on-line Biz I added Haven. So thats how OguardiansHaven became.Most of the girl's I took in are doing great!,Clean, married with kid's, being responsible adult's now.Not to mention they are true loyal friend's that will do almost anything I ask of them without question!. I have earned that trust from them.

Morning Sex.......
> She was in the kitchen preparing > to boil eggs for breakfast. > He walked in; She turned and said, > You've got to make love to me this > very moment." > > His eyes lit up and he thought, > > "This is my lucky day." > Not wanting to lose the moment, > he embraced her and then gave > it his all; right there on the kitchen > table. > > Afterwards she said, "Thanks," > and returned to the stove. > > More than a little puzzled, he asked, > "What was that all about?" > > She explained, "The egg timer is broken."

2 Fingers
I was packing for my business trip and my three year old daughter was having a wonderful time playing on the bed. At one point she said, "Daddy, look at this," and stuck out two of her fingers. Trying to keep her entertained, I reached out and stuck her tiny fingers in my mouth and said, "Daddy's gonna eat your fingers," pretending to eat them. Went back to packing, looked up again and my daughter was standing on the bed staring at her fingers with a devastated look on her face. I said, "What's wrong, honey?" She replied, "What happened to my booger?"

You Are My World
You have become so much a part of me, I can't imagine what I would do, where I would turn, how I could live, without you in my life, you are my best friend, I awake each day and rush to see, if you are online, just to know your ok and doing well I only hope that with each day we share, each special moment together, you will see how much you mean to me, how empty I was till you came into my life, someday I hope I can find a way to show you, how hopelessly and endlessly, in love with you I am, I may never hold you, never feel your heartbeat upon my chest, but I hope in your heart and soul you know, YOU ARE MY WORLD

Nocturnal Panic ?
Nocturnal Panic Attacks Panic attacks occur in approximately one-third of the population. These episodes are marked by periods of extreme anxiety that last for approximately two to ten minutes each. Panic attacks are thought to be caused by a variety of different factors, including external stressors, lifestyle, and genetics. These episodes can take place at various times throughout the day without warning, and even happen at night. These nighttime panic attacks are also known as nocturnal panic attacks. Nocturnal panic attacks represent around ten percent of the panic attacks experienced by sufferers of this condition. There are many different reasons why nocturnal panic attacks might occur, but nightmares aren't usually one of them. Documented records of nocturnal panic attacks have shown that these episodes happen during the early phases of sleep rather than during the times when dreams occur. Nocturnal panic attacks are basically the same as panic attacks that happen durin

I'm Baaaack
I just got home from Michigan. Had a great time with the girls! Managed to catch the Persaid Meteor shower last night on the shore of Lake Michigan. It was amazing! We were on the beach until 1 AM watching the show in the sky. Anyway - I'm glad to be back home...talk with you all soon!

Were Just Humans "being".......
IT IS FUNNY JUST WHEN WE THINK WE ARE IN CHARGE OF OUR LIVES..... ONE DAY WE ARE GIVEN HEARTBREAK AND GRIEF...AND THEN "GOD" PULLS UP THE "RIGHTIOUS"(GOOD OF HEART) BY GIVING THEM (US) CHALLENGES TO BRING US BACK TO WHO WE ARE AT OUR BEST!!!! YESTERDAY I LOST A 7 YEAR OLD BOY IN A RIVER RESCUE...AND TODAY I WAS CALLED OUT ON A MASSIVE WRECK ON THE INTERSTATE THAT INVOLVED 7 PATIENTS TWO OF WHICH WAS A MOTHER AND A 3 MONTH OLD INFANT WE CUT THEM OUT OF THIER CAR AND SAVED THIER LIVES (WILL ADD PIC OF THIER CAR WRECK TITLED "REDEMPTION" )YOU WONT BELIEVE THEY LIVED THRU IT , BUT SAVING THEM WAS A GIFT FROM "GOD" TO GIVE BACK , MY FEELING OF REDEMPTION....SO THAT I MAY HEAL FROM YESTERDAY.....AND SAVE ANOTHER MABYE "YOU" TODAY , TOMMOROW OR AS LONG AS I AM ABLE TO BE "THE RIGHTIOUS" (GOOD OF HEART)I DO NOT KNOW YOU , BUT WILLING TO DIE FOR YOU , WE LOVE OUR JOB BECAUSE IT OFFERS US THE CHANCE TO "LOVE" PEOPLE WE DONT EVEN KNOW . WHAT A WORLD WE COULD BE IF WE ALL FELT THAT FOR ONE ANO

Know What Makes Me Giggle?
These assholes that think they are gonna see my nude pics without first fannning me... I have had a couple that actually asked me "well how can i fan you I havent seen your nudes".. Come on get ober it if you wanna see them youll fan and stay fanned.. Im actually going thru the process right now has you know of cleaning up my lists. i noticed that a few have fanned me long enough to be added then remove the fan.... thats just being a prick there.

Blogaholics
Sometimes,when i'm in FuBar land, im not in the mood for people as much.(not saying that i don't want to be bothered by anyone)... Those are the times i blog hop. Im sure all of you blogaholics out there, know what i mean when i say that.. That means i go from blog to blog to see what other entertaining reads i can find.. I do have my favs that i visit a lot..Just looking at the different varieties of blogging are interesting to me... I love the variety in FuBar land, the different styles of blogging & the fact that people's blogs offer a snapshot of them as a person. I say snapshot because that's how i see it. Somebody may post a blog, to vent or let off steam & by the time you read it, they are in a completely different mood. I feel blogs reflect how that person was feeling, or the mood they were in, at the particular moment in time, but that doesn't mean they always feel that way. So i see blogs as snapshots & to get a whole sense of the person, you really have to re

I Long....
I long to hear the soft whispers of delight emitting from her lips. Her breath catching as her hips arch, ankles locking, eyes rolling back in her head. The way her body quivers beneath my touch, her eyes roll at my taste. Her fingers pushing and buried in my hair as her whimpers escape her trembling lips...

Passion
i can't write anymore... something i have always loved to do and i have lost my passion for it.. why is that??? is my muse dead?? i stare at the blank page and i cant seem to find the words i need to say.. maybe they are in there, but i just cant see them for all the other stuff floating around in my head... i hate this feeling. i try so hard to not be in this mood,and writing is usually the one thing to get me out of it, but i cant even find comfort there... why????

Mind Blowing
As I am resting, A tall dark haired Man slides into my warm bed with me. He strokes my long blonde hair as I open my eyes to see that Beautiful Face.."Baby" he says and kisses me..softly. He caresses my smooth skin as he tugs my night shirt open. My breasts are exposed and my nipples errect. His soft lips and strong tongue slide down my neck while he almost devours me. He sucks on my nipples while I feel his tongue flail on my nipples..making me wet. He slides his hands across my already wet pussy and his fingers slide back and forth on my clit. I start to moan. He slides his body down and burries his face in between my legs. He starts to suck and lick my clit as I get wetter and begin to climax. I cum on his face and he keeps going..almost as if thats just fueling his tongue. His fingers start to slide in and out of me as I have a continual series of orgasms. His one finger slides in and out of my ass...and I cum again. He repositions himself so I am able to taste him in my mouth. Hi

Friends W / Benefits.... I An't Chicken
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL........ THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Fake Friends...
i hate when you find some fake friends... ya know the ones that sent others email about you to others... these are fake.. or friends that are suppose to be there for you and decide to spend more time with your other half and not yourself...what im saying is that im cleaning up my act.. dropping my fake friends.. and picking up and moving on.. so if you are fake then i guess you can get a stepping... if not well were in for one hell of a roller coaster ride so hold on to your beer dont want to spill it....

The Truth Is Out There!
Create yours at BlingyBlob.com! okay, as many of you may know, i'm moving to switzerland next september 24 today i talked with the principal manager of information security, and she took it really good! she was sad because i'm leaving but happy for me :) (i expected other thing like bad faces for not telling before or something) and really it made me feel good she said too, that i'm an excellent professional, always giving the best, doing a great job, and she doesn't doubt i'll be successfull there, and be able to find a very good job too... the sweetest thing she said was that if i ever want to come back to argentina, that the doors at the central bank and her doors will be always open if i want to return there! then she gave me a big hug and kisses... :) after that, i talked with 2 of the other bosses in my section, and i told them, both were happy and sad too... and we had to start to plan how we will continue, because i have to give/pass the projects to other perso

You Have To Try This...pls Leave Comment After.
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese... Your Thumb represents your Parents Your Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Your Middle finger represents your-Self (centered between all those around you) Your Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & Your Last (Little) finger represents your children First, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Second, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (as shown in the figure above): Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)...they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later. Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)...., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have th

What Has Happened To Dei ??
Dale Sr. (God rest his soul) has to be rolling over in his grave seeing what has happened this NASCAR season so far. Dale sr. was 1 - a family man, 2 - a very good business man, 3 - a hell of a race car driver. THE FAMILY MAN… Dale Sr. built DEI as a family business, does anyone think that there wouldn’t be a day that he would step aside and hand the business over to his children…. Dale Jr. had every right to want what he asked for and Theresa had no right to compromise the family business. THE BUSINESS MAN.. Putting aside that DEI is a family Business.. Dale Jr. has been voted the most popular driver 4 years in a row. Dale Jr sells 26% of all NASCAR merchandise sold, next in line is Jeff Gordon with 13% and he is also sought after by tons of promotional companies. Regardless of Dale Jr being his son do you see Dale Sr letting a person like that go from his company ? THE RACE CAR DRIVER…. Dale Jr has had for blown engines this season, the last one

Spring Wheat Nsfw
A little something I wrote about a year ago. This is adult content, so if you are offended by written erotica then you should not read further. Enjoy! ----------------------------------------------- Walking hand in hand thru an open field of wheat, with the sky surrounding us and ever so wide, as if to envelop us completely were it not for the firm earth at our feet. Dark clouds rolling in from the east, giving the hint of a storm moving over us. We are lost completely, nothing to be seen for miles around, save a small farmstead that is but a dot to our eyes in the distance. Just the waving of the wheat, dense, and fertile, as if the ground were alive, and we were walking in a shifting sea. The air so crisp and fresh arouses our senses to the feeling of perfection. You stop and turn, facing me you pull my hand around your waist and drape your arms around my neck. Looking deep into my eyes as if to say "I want you now, and here", your smile so suggesting. My lips long f

Update On Nikki.
Well if you read my last blog entry my dog Nikki is sick. My Mom took her into the vet this afternoon and they took some x-rays. The doctors did not see much. Nikki might just had a sore spine. I dont know why but she does. They put her one some pain killers and she is staying the night there. Well, my Mom will pick here up tonight around 8 PM. I am sure she will want to come home. The doctors did say they saw something on the xrays, but it probaley is just her organs. I just hope I dont find out later that she has a tumor. Thats what my other dog, Page died of a few years ago. I pray that she will be okay, and healthy again. She is a young dog, and I dont know what I would do if I lost her. *tear* Beckie *sits and cries*

Not Only Skin Deep
Beauty is not only skin deep, thinking like that makes people weap, through out there days they cry, always wondering why, god made them that way, this is what i have to say, its always to be whats inside, dont let your heart hide, everyone is special in there own way, so much so i cant even say, hearts as true as the sky, let it soar and fly high, dont ever say good bye, you make a great friend, one that i hope is here to the end, so be loud and proud, keep your head held high through the croud, for you are unique, and down rates are weak, as god says turn the other cheek, knowing you are beautiful, will make you through your week, as one friend to another, no i did not studder, i am here for you, as you would be for me too, so dont be blue, people out here really like you, and all the mean people have no clue, you are a great fiend, one whom this poem i do send.........

Comming Out Of Hiding
well, I guess I have some explaining to do to my friends, fans, and family! I deleted my old account because I was trying to get away from past mistakes and stop being stalked by a certain person, but I missed the friends that I had made on here! As a result I created Jessica...But the time has come for the deception to end.. the photos that are in my albumn titled...Just Chrissy....are indeed the real me ....inperfections and all! Some of you may be upset and if you want to delete me then i understand and by all means do what you gotta do! No more pretence on my part...This is the real me.... take me or leave me..your choice,,your loss or gain. to my great friends that knew all along and still stood by me...I love Y'all ,thanks for the support. To my new friends... I am a great friend to have hang around the fun is just getting started!! Chrissy

Eyes Of Pain!
She looked at him.. And in his eyes, Saw all the pain, And heard his silent cries. She turned away, But he grabbed her hand. Leaned in closer.. To try to make her understand. "I wish that you would stay, If only for awhile. So I can feel my heartbeat again, And remember how to smile. I wish that you would sit, And talk awhile with me And lay your feelings on the table.. Set them out for me to see. I wish I would've listened To the many times you said you had to go. I was so sure you'd be alright, I'm sorry, I didn't know. All the times you've cried And the nights you couldn't sleep, I thought it would pass.. I didn't realize it ran so deep. I'm sorry for not reaching out to you When you needed me so bad. I'm sorry for not showing you, All the love I've always had. If I treated you less than you deserve And not been there for you I'm so very sorry.. Please let me pull us through." The tears were streaming down her face, As she listened to what he had

Love Will Always Be True
no longer will i hide, i feel like i am dieing inside, feeling's i always try to hide, i take it in a stride, it's tearing me up inside, my heart feels like it ripped open wide, it's battered and broke, its not a joke, all i want to do is hide, ever since i cried, it was because you died, now i sit and wonder why, i didnt even get to say good bye, you are in a better place, i hope you can still see my face, i sit here and pray, that he excepts me one day, so i can again see your face, and be with you in that special place, tears ran for so long, i could not believe you were gone, such a wonderful friend, all the way till the end, love is what i send, no matter where you are, you will never be too far, cant believe it ended in a car, you were sobber when you died, the drunk that hit you never cried, he tried to make it your fault, but the cops seen through him, and he was caught, his freedom couldnt be bought, we all still love you, and our love will al

Gotta Love The Fakes Here On Fubar. Pathetic, Sad People! (this Is From The Bulletin Board) I Just Wanted To Blog It, So People Are Aware Of This Fake
~Mystical ~You can thank the ass holes cause now my shoutbox is family only@ fubar Ohhhhhhh yes, thats her! The one and only, MYSTICAL! She had a happy hour today if you remember? Well, now, FAKE REVEALED Everyone!! You have been conned! Here is the proof! Screen shots of her defaults and of the real JORDAN CAPRI...THats right, JORDAN CAPRI, not ERIN MONTGOMERY. She preys on the military guys, She claims to have cancer, to be in the army one story, then married to a guy in the military another. Also, she tells many many guys on here she is leaving her old man for you :) yeah,,,ok,.,,She has ARMY as her addy, what she did was steal some poor guys AKO addy and use it for her own! SHe is no where in any AKO listings as I did have a real ARMY personnel check it,,,She claims Erin Montgomery is her name, you know, the Montgomery GI BIll,,Bull doody! But hey, who doubts SHE signs the checks for the college GI Bills for the DOD,,,thats the truth! I see how thats possible *eyeroll* Anyway,

Bouncers
Ok, so a few days ago I noticed that my 'Salutes for Friends' folder had been flagged. I don't know when it happened & I never got any mail telling me it was flagged. So I decided to write YotD and ask her about it. :D yay!!! She rocks :).

A Poem
I wrote this poem a few months ago. Spring is in the air, we try to live each day without a care. Spring is the time of love, we search for it everywhere even asking from above. Spring oh spring oh how I love thee. The Crisp night's, the cool morning's.To watch the animal's play. Each day longing for you to bring someone my way. Spring brings things a new, Things meant for two. I hope one day,Spring brings me to you. We will meet,we will play,then fall in love. And I will think you were sent from above. Thank you spring,Thank you for sharing with me, all the love that you bring forever I will love thee. Hope you liked it.....Peace!.

This Awesome Guy Needs 7k To Level
My good friend scott ditto needs 7K to level... Can all of you show him some mad love? I am very sure he will give you lots back! sditto3@ fubar ~/~Sassy Laurie~/~Co-Founder of BOMBERS R US Cheerleader Squad ~Member of the Syndicate~ Please sign@ fubar

Long Distance
Why is it that you always find REALY cool people that live in different states.....it kinda sucks because I dont think that there are many descent people left in New York, Everyone is so full of themselves...Ya Mean...People Suck...Were are all the good people....I need to find a girl thats cool and down to earth and likes all the shit im into....blah blah blah

I Am Calling Shenanigans On This Entire Site
So I lost my mumming ability once again but as always it was for telling the truth. This site is ridiculous how it caters to the people that pay for it while snuffing out those who don't. Here is a business tip, don't piss off the target consumer. I lost the ability to post mumms because I dared to take a shot at "I love sporks". You know... the biggest point whore on here. For months since I could remember, she had model pics as her default and only lately has she revealed her true, goofy looking self. She won the daily spotlight and all day I've had to see her prego self on my page without a shirt on trying to look sexy. Heres another tip, Fubar losses a lot of people because VIP's are allowed much more leeway when it comes to NSFW than regular people. I didn't want to see this anymore so I posted a mumm asking whether or not she should have a shirt on. At the time it was flagged and I was banned, over 60% of the voters wanted her to have a shirt on. Needless to say,

In Case Of An Emergency.... Please Read !!!!
PLEASE READ THIS AND PASS ON. IMPORTANT. We all carry our mobile phones with names & numbers stored in its memory but nobody, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our closest family or friends. If we were to be involved in an accident or were taken ill, the people attending us would have our mobile phone but wouldn't know who to call. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? Hence this " ICE" (In Case of Emergency) Campaign The concept of "ICE" is catching on quickly. It is a method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is store the number of a contact person or persons who should be contacted during emergency under the name "ICE" ( In Case Of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when he went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they

Taking A Stand & Being Up Front
TO ALL MY PEEPS...FRIEND, FAMILY, FANS AND ALL!! I want to set the record straight right now...right here! I do not downrate anyone's photos or pages! Never have and never will! I never say anything negative about someone's pic either......I always stay positive about all and any thing on there! If by chance the page jumps when I am rating a page......I always go back & correct it as fast as I can! I am layed back and a nice person...I don't deal with the drama on here and try to stay away from it no matter what! For anyone else that seems to think I did down rate them, I wish they would be adult enough to come to me...cuz maybe it was a mistake or something. Just don't behind my back, honestly... thats just wrong to try and start a problem when there is none. If you knew me...you would know that I don't do these things. If you are my friend, family, or fan pls repost this because this issue is important to me.... Thanks so very much {hugs} Jessica AKA: S

I Hate My Family
Already, my dad will no longer help with college, but keep claiming me on taxes so I can't file FAFSA by myself unless I move out of my mom's place, but my dad doesn't want to help with me having a mode of transportation, rent, utilities, the works, so it's either go to school and be homeless, or stay with my mom and not have an education. Fuck, I can't get a loan without his help cause of my age.... fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

Fdny Ladder 5
Lost 2 respected firefighters today... Robert Beddia who was close to retirement... and Joseph Graffagnino...who leaves behind a young child and a wife... To fight a fire in a building that has been condemned and abandoned since 9/11... I don't know these two fine firefighters but I do know someone from a neighboring firehouse who is deeply shocked and upset by their deaths... Bless them and their families...for that matter all fire/rescue/ems...police...military...all that take their lives into their hands every day to protect us...my hat is off to you all...thank you for all that you do. ~t

Garbage.
...hey so it's been awile since I blogged or anything like that. I will be again in the near future once I get some things cleared up around here. The song above "Stupid Girl" is by one of my all-time favorite bands Garbage. Anyways, this song & video has been stuck in my head on and off for about a week now for some reason or another so I'd figured I'd share it with all of you. Anyways, that's it for now. Look forward for more blithering in the days and weeks to come...have a good Sunday and enjoy the tune as always ... :)

Help Anyone????
ok i was gonna quit this contest but a couple friends have fought to hard for me to quit....i just moved into 4th place...can you all help me get in 3rd at least?.i would greatly appreciate anyones help even if its just 1 comment..thank you.

This Guy
ok first this guy started deleting comments and shit...the whole mumm was about him complaining that he rates people 10s and gets 3s and 4s and starts deleting comments and pissing everyone off...it all started cause i said he looked like an ugly woman...here we go me: you look like an ugly girl him: so do you then he deleted the comments i left him saying oh wow you really burned me etc. me: again MrsBellor is mine quit filling your spank bank with her hotness(sidenote MrsBellor is awesome and i was talking to her the whole time this was going on and the guy started rating her stuff so thats why i said that) ~*~The Bitch~*~: Maybe they're being HONEST. It's a better quality than being a whiny baby. Get over it. It's the INTERNET. Do you SERIOUSLY think you DESERVE a 10 from everyone? I know I sure as hell don't. me: me again (only cause he deleted everything i left i was leaving comments like this) me: my page is the shit right?(no rates or anything from him)

People Come Into Our Lives
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. when someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Drama!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE WHEN PEOPLE MAKE ACCUSATIONS THEY DONT HAVE A CLUE ABOUT.THOSE OF YOU THAT KNOW EITHER ME OR BBG KNOW WE ARE 2 DIFFERENT PEOPLE.BEFORE SOMEONE PUTS OUT A BULLETIN MAKE SURE YOU GOT YOUR INFORMATION RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!! THIS PERSON BELOW DECIDED TO PUT THIS BULLETIN OUT ABOUT ME AND BBG. FOUNDER OF BOMBERS"R"US FOOTBALL TEAM GM@ fubar BELOW IS THE BULLETIN POSTED.. this gurl put some bad crap about us up some now for what she didnt tell u bbg stands for her other account boo-boo-godfather and bombs her own contest. on top of that if she cant win she thoughs out the contest. that to me dont deserve a thing from me i hate lyiers and cheaters and she is one NOTE FROM BOOBOO YOU MIGHT HATE LIARS AND CHEATERS BUT I HATE THOSE THAT CANT GET STORIES STRAIGHT AND PUT OUT MISLEADING INFO THAT THEY HAVE NO INFO TO BACK. LOOK IM SORRY ONE OF YOUR BOMBERS HAD TO COME TO ME AND PUT UP A CHALLENGE THAT SHE THOUGHT WAS GOING TO JUST GET PASS BY ME BUT I DON'T PASS DOWN A CHALLEN

Listen To The Ghohst Rider
My friend Tom here is in a contest and could use ur help. Hes a great guy and always willing to lend a helping hand. So please give this Gentleman a hand. He deserves it. Her is the Link for his contest. Just click on the pic. From the Ghost Rider I will be watching

They Are Now Gone
Yes the adult pics are now gone.... I have my reasons. A few having to do with my earlier blog... Until I can figure out what the hell is going on with me thats how it will stay. I have a few decisions to make and possibly a few changes to make....

Sleepy?
Well this is weird. I have been suffering from insomnia for a month or so. Last week I was beginning to really show it, acting psycho all day after only getting an hour or less sleep a night for weeks. Then, Saturday morning, I talked to a wiccan friend of mine. She gave me some things to try and within a few hours I felt like a happier person. I slept for 4 hours last night, which is an improvement, and now at 10 PM I am rubbing my head to stay awake.

Mission Possible
tied down and helpless prey to my charms wicked submission and never no harm let me kiss and delight you tease and excite you a devilish confection whip cream drips from your erection a taste of heaven for my tongue let me lick and nibble fingers wander a little you're almost there but im not done i feel you tremble and hear you moan so real and exciting a fire igniting my body you own i wanna feel you inside me you beg " please untie me" and now i know it's on im so wet with desire i ache for your fire the heat we'd create you feel so good im so weak your so strong you fuck me so right and all night long we bathe in the ecstacy our desires envision and live all our fantasies orgasm; our mission

Venting
Ok im done helping people...i always step up and help anyone who needs it whether it be leveling, contests, or giveaways....I was talked into entering this contest and from day one i was going to give up because i was getting my ass kicked,, well many of my friends told me not to give up that they would be there to help and only a few have been there to help me out...no i wont give up because of the few that have put so much time into helping me but mark my words i will no longer help others out when asked...with exception of the ones that have helped me! And if u think im a bitch now just remove me because i tend to speak my mind!

The Thought
The Thought I walk along the shoulder of This worldwide interstate. I put my thumb up in the air Expecting nothing great. So many people pull aside They offer to assist. Despite the urge to ride along I know I must resist. Then one day I spot your car My thumb is in the air. You smile and offer me a ride. I act like I don’t care. I slowly climb into your car It feels so safe and warm. Unlike the ones who came before I know you’ll cause no harm. As we drive down this lonely road We slowly to start to share…. The heartache that our lives have had. The cross we’ve had to bear. We find that we are so in tune To one another’s thoughts. We find a simple type of trust That simply can’t be bought. The miles fly by down this long road And suddenly we’re there. Before I open up the door I let you know I care. Now I stand beside this road again Your words I hold inside. The only thing that keeps me sane Is the thought that you’ll drive by. By Rus

Not Good Enough
I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH THE WAY I AM FOR EVERYONE ELSE....I LIKE WHO I AM AND THE WAY I AM, I JUST WISH THAT THOSE WHO CARE ABOUT ME, OR I SHOULD SAY THOSE WHO SAY THEY CARE ABOUT ME COULD SEE THAT I'M PERFECT JUST AS I AM. MY MIND IS MOVING A MILLION TIMES A SECOND RIGHT NOW TRYING TO CAREFULLY WORD THIS. I NEED TO GO GET A FUCKING BEER TO CLEAR MY HEAD. LEAVE A COMMENT PLEASE!

Just A Funny :p
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my wife and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every husband on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopp

Support
ok im not to bigg on contest.... i have helped others out but usally im to tide up doing my thing which i so love to do but i get bored..... but i was wonderin if i happen to enter a contest how many of u could i count on???? just curious as to if i should or not.... plz let me know wat u think.... thanks.... have a great and wonderful nite.. yur friend Tongue....

To All Those In Service
Dedicated To my fellow Marines I am who I am I love to love I hate to hate I fear only fear itself I do many things I serve for the ones that can't I give to those in need I bring hope to the hopeless I am called by many names I am called a son I am called a brother I am called a hero I am not a god I am not a myth I am not a legend I am a UNITED STATES MARINE Semper Fi to all my brothers in arms and fallen comrades

So I Got My Feelings Hurt.
I'm sure that sounds wimpy and even Winnie, but people seem to forget that men have feelings too. rated a person today and in my shout box I got a message DO ME A FAVOR AND DON'T RATE ME AGAIN...I thought at first that I might have offended this person but he was on my friends list so I didn't think that I was that out of line by giving him an 11 but I guess that ticking people off goes with being a bouncer,that for some reason I am suppose to be a power driven jerk with little or no respect for others and that some how now I am the enemy now cause I have a different color name, its a shame cause I have respect for this person not that it will change, I just feel a little hurt that because the color or my name has changed I am no longer welcomed to rate a picture or a profile without thinking someone might be upset I am tough skinned , but I am not made of Iron, when I was younger my Father use to tell me that men don't cry, and that men are to act different but he lied to me, men do c

Spanish Lesson
A Spanish teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine. "House'', for instance, is feminine: ''la casa''. ''Pencil'', however, is masculine: "el lapiz''. A student asked, ''What gender is 'computer'?'' Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two groups, male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether “computer” should be a masculine or a feminine noun. Each group was asked to give four reasons for its recommendation. The men's group decided that “computer” should definitely be of the feminine gender (“la computadora”) because: 1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic; 2. The native language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else; 3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for possible later retrieval; and 4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself spending

Great News Today
I have been working in an automotive plant for a personell agency on a call in basis...for the last 4 months...well they called me today...I have a full-time shift now monday through friday...3 pm to 11 pm...starting next monday...to say I am happy is an understatement...my son Travis had his broken nose operated on yesterday...the surgeon did a great job...he is my good looking boy again...I wont be online much...with working full-time now and looking for a new place to live...I miss my great friends on here.

Two Different Contests
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com here are some links to a couple of comment bombing contests i am in.... need to get to 400 to reach the next level in contest... i am currently at 44 comments, contest is for the first to reach 5000 comments... leave a comment if you like...if not dont worry about it...

To All Family
THIS IS TO ALL FAMILY MEMBERS. TI IS NOW TIME TO FIND OUT WHO WANTS TO BE IN THIS FAMILY AND WHO DOESN'T. I HAVE ASK FOR ALL MEMBERS TO PLEASE READ ALL BLOGS, AND BULLETINS POSTED BY OFFICERS OF THIS FAMILY FOR THAT IS WERE YOU GET ALL THE INFORMATION THAT YOU NEED ABOUT FAMILY FUCTIONS AND WERE YOU ARE NEEDED AT TO BOMB. NOW IF ONE OF THE FAMILY HEADS CAN TAKE THERE TIME TO DO ALL OF THIS FOR YOU,MY QUESTION IS WHY CAN'T YOU SHOW ENOUGHT RESPECT TO AT LEAST READ IT THERE WAS A BULLETIN POSTED AT 3:55PM CST AND I GOT ON HERE AT 6:50PM EST AND NOT THE FIRST FAMILY MEMBER HAD EVEN LOOKED AT IT AND THERE WERE MEMBERS ON LINE. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE. SO THIS IS WHAT I WANT ALL FAMILY MEMBERS TO DO IF YOU REALLY WANT TO BE IN THIS FAMILY PLEASE LET KNOW OR ONE OF THE FAMILY OFFICERS YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW BY NOW THAT WE ARE GOING TO BE IN A VERY BIG CONTEST THE 1ST OF SEPT. AND I NEED TO KNOW WHO I CAN COUNT ON. NOW YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW BY NOW WE HAVE A NEW HOME PAGE SO I WA

Little Setbacks
The past few months it seems I have experienced little setbacks repeatedly. I know nothing beats the me moving 4x in ONE month....but this little setback was..I know some of you know that I had a minor car accident about 10 days ago or so. I think it finally caught up with me. Where I work there are Nurses, Doctors and Physical Therapists. The head of PT examined my muscle and thinks it has to do with soft tissue damage from the accident. I somehow pulled a muscle within the last 2 days. The muscle is located around my shoulderblade from my shoulder to the front of my body. Let me tell you...that puppy hurts. It even hurt to breath deeply. If I am in and out for the next day or so...it is because I am a bit indisposed. Thanks again for being great friends and supporting me :)

Who Is Having A Blast?!
Hey all... I know I said I wouldnt.. but I did it again... Help a girl out in this contest... just one rate needed!! If you are feeling antsy, you can bomb me too.. I wont stop ya ;-) Just click the pic link!!!

+"dr. Farruggio"
I love gloating. That's something everyone should know about me.(you didn't wanna know? Too bad now you do.) It's a flaw that I am way too lazy to analyze right now...*sigh* I'll do it later. So there's my father on the spanish channel, teaching a course for ESL parents and students about the need for Bilingual education at C.A.B.E. Then he was interviewed...look, why an Italian from Brooklyn is fluent in Spanish and his own half Panamanian child isn't, I don't know. But I think my dad was saying something like "We NEED to come forward..and bring bilingual ed about by force"??? dammit, that couldn't be it...Whatever. My dad was on tv. Wooooo.+

Stop
Here lately there has been a trend and it bothers me. I've been hit on by 4 differant married women. Not just an innocent flirt but extremely sexual. The most disturbing thing is that they are military wives and 2 of them have husbands deployed over here in Iraq. This disgusts me. I'm posting this blog in hopes that you will read it and stop. I've told you I'm uncomfortable with it yet you still continue. If you don't stop I'll block you and make your name known.

Inner Beauty
i search for the inner beauty, even though you might be a cutey, i seek what cant be seen, something that hides in between, its in everyone, finding it is so much fun, a love that cant be undone, loyalty and trust, thats a real must, respect and truth, shouldnt feel like pulling a tooth, love and carring, thats what we shall be sharing, honesty and love, as it was writen above, when i find the one who has them all, my heart she will call, undivided attention, my total affection, she will know what true love is, for i have a one of a kind heart, thats the begining and the start, im like no other, well except my brother, to know me is to love me, because my heart always flows free, one day some lucky lady will see, what so many others have missed in me, to all that read this poem, i wish you all happiness and joy, dont let anyone use you as their toy, for you all are so very dear, and the one you choose should really care, if you just need a friend to tal

One Of Those Days...
"Its just one of those days when you don't wanna wake up. Everything is fucked. Everybody sucks." That quote from a Limp Bizkit song pretty much sums up my day. Woke up w/ a throbbing headache that has yet to go away. Got attacked by a friggin centipede when I got in the shower.(I'm severely afraid of anything w/ more that 4 legs) Then my friend I carpool with left her window cracked so I ended up w/ wet pants when I got to work. Patients have been super crabby today. If one more of them bitch that they have to wear a wristband I may just shove it down their throat. Then I end up pissing off someone I care about. So then I get super crabby because I feel like a horse's ass. And then its Employee Appreciation day here at work so in the cafeteria its a free fajita bar. Well I walked the 2 blocks to get my free food, walked the 2 blocks back to sit w/ my friend while we ate and ended up dropping my fajita onto the lovely sidewalk. So because I hadn't brought anything for lunch, I had

Sorry Im Laffin Hard Here Lol
someone said i need to get fkd up lmao so i told him well how bout i get u drunk so u can throw ur legs over ur ears and slap ur own ass and scream my name..for some reason he said thatssss wayyyyy too fkd up lmao omg its a crazy fun day lmao and im still laffin

A Little Glimpse Into Who I Am. (part 1)
Recently, a good friend of mine told me that I needed to post a pic of my tattoo. Well, I figured that if I was going to post one that I might as well explain a little bit about it's meaning. So, to start off, here is a pic of my tattoo. Yes, it is a pair of Angel wings with a halo. It is symbolic of my Guardian Angel. Yes, I have no doubt that I have one with me at all times. It was shortly after my car accident that I knew of my Guardian Angel. I actually knew her before the accident, but didn't know she was my Guardian Angel till a short while later. The accident was on 11/30/02 while on my way home from work. I was t-boned driver side by an F150 pickup truck doing around 50mph. This is what it looked like... The impact to the driver side was just over 3 feet deep. The outcome of this collision was a concussion, various contusions, lacerations to the face and upper body, and a broken neck. At one point, my life was taken from me and given back to me. I may never

Hate Mail Part 2 =]
Here is my response to her & her reply: rofl..I'm so happy you know my life :) ..you made yourself look like a stupid whore..don't blame me. As for 'having a life', if you truely had one, you wouldn't have gone back to the mumm to see what I said & then wrote me back 12 hours later. Get a life. Yeah you're skinnier than I am, but I'm also not a crack whore :) ..I can lose weight PROPERLY..you can't fix ugly. Oh & for having the last word, cunt...I just had it :) . Fuck off & have a nice day..keep your skank ass out of my messages. wow i didn't know you were that fat but i would love to know how i made myself look stupid (It means not having knowledge) and how I am a whore (getting paid for sex) explain that to me since you are so smart LOL

Be Mine Again
wrote this one too be mine, again ive watched you from a distance for a while now remembering times we shared your smile and laugh would light up my days and your passion and fire would heat up my nights. all i ask is a chance to have you be mine again to share things, once again, to hold you again to look into your eyes and see my reflection in them i would do anything, give everything for you to be mine again having the chance to prove its where you belong that it is home watching you from distance and watching them flock hearing about how they have never met anyone like you knowing what they will say next , what they will do cuz ive felt it too, ive been one of them been enchanted by your presence being drawn into you wanting to draw you back to me wanting you to be mine again

Seduction Nsfw
This is actually one of the very first attempts at writing erotica, quite a few years back. Lots of grammatical errors to overlook, but I still like it. So feel free to enjoy, and by all means I love your comments and feedback, its really not about the points here *smile* ------------------------------------------------- So here you are. Sitting in front of this computer, clad in only a white sheet. Your body is tired, you have worked hard through the day, and long for blissful sleep, sleep that could only be obtained through absolute pleasure given to you. Your thoughts dwell on my voice, the deep rich warmth it provides you. You feel excited at the knowledge that you have me, and that at any moment those lips that produce my voice will speak to you again. From behind you in the dark, my voice whispers in your ear, "I want you!" My voice penetrates your consciousness, and spreads through your entire body. As your heartbeat quickens, and your breathing increases, the wa

Dentist
I've had this tooth that has been bothering me off and on for awhile now, but kept putting off going to the dentist. Well Tuesday it started hurting again and this time it pretty much stayed. Yesterday the RedCross people were at my work.. they come every so often and people donate blood. I always donate if I'm at work on the day they are there. Yesterday was no different. I wake up this morning and had started my monthly .. yeah .. fun fun.. and was totally drained. Not sure if it was the combo of giving blood yesterday then losing more today LOL anyways I stayed home from work.. decided I should call the dentist too. They got me in.. did x-rays.. he asked me which toothe was bothering me. I told him. But said he could just go ahead and pull the broken one beside it! Everything was great, we ran errands afterwards.. had to pick up buns,meat & cheese to make the sandwhichs for after the game for the football team. But now that we're home and the numbing is wearing off my mouth HUUUUU

Am I A Control Freak? Or Just Bad At Relationships?
Ok, I know people have beaten this kind of stuff into the ground over the years. Some guy even wrote a book claiming that we're all from different planets like Mars and Venus. Notably, the book was written by a guy and of course the title had to start with the Man and not the Woman. Go figure. Any way, what I'm getting at today is the way men and women argue. Let's say a guy is upset. He cusses, shakes his fists and is just making an idiot of himself. If you ask him what's wrong, the guy will unload on you like a dump truck that's running late. He'll tell you how his favorite team lost, or about his moronic boss, or whatever's bothering him. Ask a woman what's wrong and guys usually get the answer of "Nothing." Men, I assure you that if a woman says "Nothing" it is indeed something and you should either figure out what you did wrong or just shut up. Sometimes silence is the best way to save a relationship. Not all the time. This is the route I have taken recentl

Grrrrrr
Back from vacation and I thought I’d sit down and write about a few things that have been bothering me. First and for most......STOP CALLING ME BABY for the love of god. Unless you know me on a personal level of some kind or have talked to me more than three times.....I am NOT YOUR FUCKING BABY!! This does not apply to my family members of course... Secondly......I do not care what you do in the private environment of your own home regarding my pictures...this is entirely too much information that I need to know!! Plus I really could care less. Thirdly......unless I ask to see your “private parts” do not ask me to rate your pictures. Why men do this I have no idea....I really don’t give a shit if your 2 inches or 12 inches what the hell am I gonna do with a fucking picture anyway?!?!?!?! No wait....., now that I think about it...maybe I will do something with all the pictures that I’ve received....I think I will publish a coffee table book and call it “The COCKS of Fubar” he

I Told Ya So!!!!!!!!!!!
A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. LMFAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I should seizure and sue em:P

Fuck Em
well when I did my mumm earlier I said I would probly get banned, and surprise, I am!!!! Well I was just really pointing out the fact that the flashing banner,(before they fixed it) could cause seizures and, jokingly said about sueing them got me banned from makin mumms, oh well, that's bullshit,and I probly wont be on here much longer, I'm not a child and don't like to be treated like one, as my status says, "at least Tom didn't censor me" and I even advertised this fascist site on myspace, WTF!!! Well if I get banned for good, its been nice to know yall, if you want my yahoo let me know! *hugz* ~Lexi

Fuck Stick And Other Random Names For Your Dick
There are some fundamental differences between men and women. Below is a short list of things that men do that women would never consider: Farting: Men seem to think its cool to fart around each other. Not so cool in girl world Burping the alphabet: This seems to be a talent in man land. Not so impressive with the girlfriends. Slapping each other’s asses: You never see a girl slap another girls ass. I don’t care what kind of killer sale you just got on your shoes. We don’t slap each others ass Grabbing your crotch in public: Have you ever seen a girl do this in public? Honestly? What’s the point? Are you making sure it’s still there? It is. Trust me. Wearing dirty underwear: Girls would never wear dirty underwear. We’d rather die than wear anything dirty In addition to things that we would not do…. We don’t name our private parts. Below is a list of names for dicks that I’ve heard over the years. Some are funny. Some not so funny. • blue-veined junket pumper • bon

Contest Update!
Heres the top 6 comment getters after the 1st 2 hours 1 DJ Asian Cat 435 comments 2 J Roxxx 264 comments 3 Liquid Fantasy 172 comments 4 Lil Devil 156 comments 5 Ac1d_eyez 105 comments 6 Misty 68 comments thanks to all who have helped! if you have a minute stop by and drop me some love. :D:D thanks you guys rock! lovin ya! **muahs** click here to vote (rate and comment) /fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=770546&i=1742386735" target=_blank> 770546&i=1742386735&tn=1" border=0>

The Craziness Is Coming To End.....
Finally after a week of Long Days,it looks like the craziness will be subsiding at work,so for all the Lovers of the comments i send and the Love that i try to send,Keep Smiling,Cause Bobby's Gonna be back by Sunday,the Latest... Saturday may be a well deserved day of play for me,heading to the casino for the day. But Sunday,will be the a Day for Crew,Family,friends and Fans Lots Of Love to those Who Care! And Lots Of Love To Those,who might not!

Captain Cooter Aka {cc}
I was browsing the internet one day when I came across something very shocking... After further research I found out that our Friend "Captain Cooter" was once a Porn Star by the name of "Captain Aslammer" before changing his name here on fubar. My Quest to you is to investigate for me, and find more photos like the one above so that we may uncover more secrets in to our Friends Dark Past... Submit your Findings here in this Blog...

Making A Friends Folder
I've seen several people have a folder for their Fubar Friends & I've been kicking around the idea. Like the guest book this takes me awhile to decide what to do. Whatcha think & would you want to be added? Loves My Friends ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

Great Retard - Please Read
Fubar - great place to meet retard farm boys ->shelleyand...: only thing you have ever killed is spelling ........ shelleyand...: thats y i kill u fucks ->shelleyand...: lol, there are 1.1 billion Muslims, so they are all terrorists to are they you idiot, scum like you, farm boy'S know nothing shelleyand...: u are a camel humper lmao shelleyand...: they all are ->shelleyand...: lol, a terrorist ? you fucking retard, you really are fucking dumb, not every person in Arabic dress is a terrorist lol, it Robert Mugabe you stupid fuck ->shelleyand...: but when you are as fucking ugly as you are a camel would be an improvement shelleyand...: ya ok thats y i passd ur profile on to the FBI because u have a pic of a terrorest on ur page it is eleagle to have so 1 day u might have some one knock on ur door ok dick head ->shelleyand...: p.s. if that was what i had to fuck, i am not surprised you go looking for pussy, i could not get it up to fuck her i don't think, rather have a camel

Woot!
well fans, here's a quick hello, and an update to my life. the last couple weeks have been pretty amazing. i have been seeing a wonderful woman who is just wonderful. we met at a club in denver, and we just hit it off. we have a huge amount of things in common. she loves movies as much as i do, she loves the outdoors, and the sex has been amazing... she's absolutely gorgeous in my book. anyways, i haven't had one depressed moment since we met. i walk around with a stupid grin like a teen ager who just had sex for the first time. we talk online all the time...in fact i forgot my password for here, and had to look it up...lol so thats my wonderful life. i'm in love with a beautiful girl who is in love with me. life is good.

Why?
I've only been saying for like 4 months now that I'm pregnant. And now I'm due to have the baby any day and its "Well, why were you keeping it secret?" DUDE..I write it on my pics..I've been posting new photos of myself as my pregnancy progresses...I'm proud to be pregnant, and this is not my first. If you have a problem with pregnant women..its cool, just simply don't contact me and have a great weekend Monique Dupree The first Black Scream Queen

What Women Say & Really Mean:
WHAT WOMEN SAY & REALLY MEAN: CAN'T WE JUST BE FRIENDS? There is no way in hell I'm going to let any part of your body touch any part of mine,again. I JUST NEED SOME SPACE. ... without you in it. DO I LOOK FAT IN THIS DRESS? We haven't had a fight in a while. NO, PIZZA'S FINE. ... you cheap slob! I JUST DON'T WANT A BOYFRIEND NOW. I just don't want you as a boyfriend now. I DON'T KNOW, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO? I can't believe you have nothing planned. COME HERE. My puppy does this, too. I LIKE YOU, BUT... I don't like you. OF COURSE I LOVE YOU. ... just not in that way. YOU NEVER LISTEN. You never listen. WE'RE MOVING TOO QUICKLY. I'm not going to sleep with you until I find out if this guy at the gym has a girlfriend. I'LL BE READY IN A MINUTE. I'm ready, but I'm going to make you wait because I know you will. OH, NO, I'LL PAY FOR MYSELF. I'm just being nice; there's no way I'm going dutch. OH YES!!! RIGHT THERE!! Well, near the

To All Concerned
WELL AS A LOT OF YOU KNOW THE FAMILY HAS GONE THROUGH SOME MAJOR OVERHAULS IN THE LAST FEW DAYS AND FOR THE ONES THAT DON'T KNOW....... WILDMAN AND TWEETYBIRD HAVE LEFT THE FAMILY DUE TO CIRCUMSTANCE WITH SOME FAMILY ISSUES AND THERE IS NO ANIMOSITY OR HARD FEELINGS ON MY PART FOR EITHER ONE OF THEM FOR I PRAY THAT WE ALL CAN STILL BE FRIENDS AND I WISH THEM THE BEST IN AND WHAT THEY DO WILDMAN DID A VERY GOOD JOB AS HEAD SECURITY FOR THIS FAMILY WHILE IN OFFICE AND I WOULD RECOMMEND HIM AS SECURITY OFFICER TO ANYONE I AM SORRY THAT ALL OF THIS HAS HAPPEN BUT NOTHING HAS CHANGED. WE WILL GO ON AND MAKE THIS THE FAMILY THAT IT SHOULD BE WE WILL BE THE BIGGEST AND BEST ON HERE. NOW COMES THE MEMBERS IT HAS BEEN TOLD THAT SOME OF YOU ARE LEAVING ALSO. WELL IF YOU DO, I WISH YOU THE SAME THING. I HOPE YOU DO GOOD. I DON'T WANT TO LOOSE ANY OF YOU, FOR I LIKE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU AND IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM YOU CAN AL

Well Be Gone 4 A Few Days
just too let yall know i will be offline starting monday for a few days i am having surgery done so depends on how well that goes well determine how long iam off here maybe be on monday who know show me some love love& respect david

Deleting Page
I'VE BEEN UNDECIDED ABOUT KEEPING MY PAGE, BUT AS OF TOMORROW SUNDAY 8/26/07 MY PAGE WILL NO LONGER EXIST. I HAVE TOO MUCH SHIT GOING ON IN MY LIFE & THERE'S NO NEED FOR THIS PAGE. IT WAS FUN WHILE IT LASTED, BUT FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW HOW TO CONTACT ME YOU ARE STILL MORE THAN WELCOME TO KEEP IN TOUCH. LOVE YA'LL, BUT I'M OUT!!!!!!!!!!

Make Her A Godfather
This is Balie and Shes a leveler.Shes 300,000 points from GodFathering. Shes got Happy hour Next Hour. Please im asking everyone to rate her during this hour.. On a side note our Salutes have been approved ღBalieღplz fan n r8 b4 addღ@ fubar

Worst Pick-up Lines
Now remember guys pick-up lines are supposed to be smooth. They are supposed to work. They are even supposed to be good and even a little creative. Please, whatever you do, do not use these lines when trying to get a girl. Worst Pick-Up Lines 1. You ignite the fire in my loin chops. 2. You’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen……today. 3. I’d buy you a drink but the sign says “Don’t feed the animals”. 4. Great dress, ya know where it would look best? The dry cleaners. 5. Baby you’re making me hot….please turn off your blow torch. 6. Did it hurt when you fell? Because it looked real funny. 7. I’d love to see your sexy ass bent over in front of me….plunging my toilet. 8. You have an incredible chest, can it be used as a floatation device in case of a water landing? 9. Damn you’re hot as hell……are you from there? 10. I’d like to take you to the fanciest restaurant I know….and buy you a Whopper.

What Do They Really Mean
> >> > >> > >> > >>(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when > >>they are right and you need to shut up. > >> > >>(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a > >>half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been > >>given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the > >>house. > >> > >>(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means > >>something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with > >>nothing usually end in fine. > >> > >>(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! > >> > >>(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal > >>statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you > >>are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and > >>arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of > >>nothing.) > >> > >>(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangero

On Hiatus
Thanks for everyone for all the words of love and friendship!! I have put plenty of thought into what im going to do with my Fubar acct.... I have decided i am just going to take a break. I will leave my profile here and when my life slows down...when i get all my home renovations done and when work isnt so crazy i will be back. With all i have to do over the next few months Fubar just felt like another part time job, and i guess im overwhelmed. Im not sure when i will be back...but my guess is when the snow starts to fly you will see me again. Love you all!! See you soon!! x0x0x0

True Romance
im not here to judge u im just here to tell u what u have done wrong beautiful girl looking her best takes off her towel puts on a dress fixes her hair to look good for someone witees in the car to go to a motel i may not always be perfect, but i will always try will u say ur prayers just to be honest with urself will u save ur soul is this what u wanted all along husband cant bear to just lie to himself stuck by the fone as he losses it all he sleeps all alone for the third time this week he becomes numb he just wants this to be.......over wants this to be body on the floor what have u done blood in ur hands what have u done i may not always be perfect, but i will always try will u say ur prayers just to be honest with urself will u save ur soul is this what u wanted all along

Smile Contest Rules
1. This is by ratings!!! Comment bombing will be used for tie breaking!!! 2. Don't forget to make a blog, bulletin, or anything you can do to get votes... 3. Everything counts!!! doesn't matter if you vote for yourself or comment bomb for yourself!! 4. I will be posting a bulletin or two to promote the contest...it would be greatly appreciated if everyone reposts... 5. Have fun with it!!!

That Sucks!
Guess what? Nope, this is not asking anyone for help on a contest. I know, shocking. I finally have a sponsor for Kuwait. Thats the good news. The bad news, there is no internet in the barracks in Kuwait. That means I'll have to drag myself down to the cafe, and pay for it, which means I'll be very limited. That sucks. That sucks badly. I'll still drop by, but it wont' be often. I am going to save money over there, and if I can find a way to get net in my room, I will have it. So, anyone who wants to stay in touch, guess it will have to most likely be via email. Hopefully I can check that at work over there. So that means it is up to all of you who want to talk to me or stay in touch. That means you need to contact me here, and give me a good email address, or request mine. That way we can still stay in contact. I also do accept letters, cards, flowers, money, jewelry, and just notes of greeting. I have considered posting an NSFW blog entry here, they seem

Him
Hey you! Yeah you! You know who you are! Its my turn to talk now. The world does not revolve around you. Nothing I do is because of you. I'm not out to get you or fuck with your head. I've done nothing but try to be a friend. It amuses me to no end that when I say and do things you think they are directed towards you. Your wrong. The only thing thats directed towards you is this blog right here. And I hope your reading it. I seriously think theres something wrong with you.Its never your fault is it? Your just absolutely perfect aren't you? WRONG! You go around acting like you can do no wrong. And when you do and someone gets mad at you for it you get mad at them and push the blame to them. No one is out to get you. The world isn't fucking against you. Your not that important. Its come to my attention that your obsessed with what will never be. GET OVER IT! If you see me around do yourself a favor and keep your comments to yourself.You no longer exist to me. I don't hate you beca

Anonymous Gifts........................................please Repost
I've been nice to every one and I don't deserve to be treated this way by any one. Who ever is sending me and other people theses (ANONYMOUS,HARASSING)Email.I'm calling you out to have the guts and make yourself known to every one instead of hiding like a COWARD behind anonymity. I was planning to take a couple weeks break from fubar,but I guess this person not giving me any other option because I REFUSE TO BE INTIMIDATED AND DRIVEN AWAY BY COWARD so I've decided to not make your wish come true by leaving,So I'M STAYING HERE because you are only 1 person and there is thousands of my good friend who really care about me and appreciate the things that I do on a daily bases I'm not going to let them down because of coward. (for those who are my real friends,you can look at all the (55) anonymous fubar shop gift bellow,I've been receiving since July 30st ) I reported all to fubar staff and they assured me that steps will be taken regarding this matter... And to all of you who know me

Life
My grandmother passed away last Thursday. Up until 2 years ago I hadn't seen her in probably 13 years. And I only saw her then because my grandfather passed away. Technically she would be my step-grandmother but she never treated me as a step-grandchild. I have better memories of her growing up than of my blood grandmother. Her passing has made me very angry at my family in general. Angers me that people allow such petty shit to keep them from family they love. I mostly blame my grandfather because he didn't want to be that involved in his own children's lives anymore, but my father didn't exactly go out of his way to mend any bridges. Therefore after I turned 10, I never got to see those grandparents anymore. Until one passed away. I never really got to tell either of them that some of my fondest summer memories was going down to Iowa and spending months down there. Going swimming at the community pool, going to see Temple of Doom w/ g-ma and her making me sleep w/ her because she was

Fucked Up
YOU KNOW YOU TELL PEOPLE THAT YOU CARE N LOVE THAT YOU BEING SENT BACK TO IRAQ AFTER CHRISTMAS N THEY REALLY DONT GIVE A FUCK, AND THATS REALLY FUCK UP CUZ THEY ARE CLUELESS TO WHAT GOES ON OVER THERE AND HOW MANY MEN AND WOMEN ARE LOSING THERE LIFES OVER THERE FOR THIS COUNTRY AND THERE FAMILIES LOSING THERE MOTHERS, FATHERS, BROTHERS, AND SISTERS OVER THERE. I SHOULD KNOW I HAVE LOST 15 OF MY CLOSES FRIENDS OVER THERE AND IM HAVING TO LEAVE MY DAUGHTER BEHIND AGAIN TO GO BACK OVER THERE AFTER CHRISTMAS. THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE THIS N GET THIS OFF MY MIND.

New Chapter In My Life
I've been putting off doing this blog since Monday but now I guess I'm ready to get this done. After 29 years my husband and I have agreed to divorce. Not sure yet that I can accept that I'm getting what I want. I will be moving to TN not too far from the MO and KY state lines. Have to finish cleaning out the house and get it fixed up. So I am going to try to stay off here at least 4 or more hours a day. I will at least try to be here for 1 HH a day. I will be here for my radio shows as well. I want this done and overwith and since he's finally agreed to help work on the house I need to do my part. I love all of you who have been there for me thru the stress and letting me vent. I am NOT looking for anyone new so don't take this as ooooooooooh I can hit on her. Right now I just need my friends.

The A B C’s Of Dating Multiple Women
The A B C’s of dating multiple Women ;) The A B C’s OF DATINF MULTIPLE WOMEN A = girl B = girl C = girl NEVER take a call from B & C when you are with A or A & B when you are with C or C & A when your with B …………............ OR is that A & C or B & A or C & B?? Oh well you figure it out. “Fallowing sooo far?” By doing so you avoid the awkward um I am on a date? Or Um I am with someone. Let A, B or C leave a sexy message you can fallow up later ( WINK) Never talk about A to B or B to A or C to A or B to C " i'm getting Dizzy" Maybe just don’t talk at all ? Might be easier LOL USE PET NAMES.... like BABE ..SEXY HONEY… PUMKIN (well maybe not pumkin) Bye doing so you can avoid the accidental screaming out the wrong name at inappropriate time ! YOU MAKE THE CALL ...YOU MAKE THE CALL....YOU SET THE DATES May want to set dates up ahead TUE A girl THUR B girl SAT C girl or MON C, WED B, FRI A or WED B, FRI A, SUN C hmmmm maybe no

59 Things Most Girls Dont Know
1. The guy you pass up for another one is always better, its a proven fact 90% of the time. And even if you dont talk to the one you pass up anymore, you will find yourself thinking about him, and realized that you possibly could be happier. And even if you dont talk, and it seems like he doesnt like you anymore, believe me, he thinks about you everynight if he loved you at one point. 2. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 3. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. 4. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 5. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he g

When A Womans Fed Up
So the other day was my soon to be ex husbands birthday and my grandmas(we r seperated)so i had a cake for both at my house cause i have two boyz with this man and was trying to do the right thing for my kids sake. well I forgot to get icecream. so my ex said he would go grab some and he asked if my pap and dad wanted to go....WELL, in the car they must have brought up a convo about beating up women, and my dad clearly stated that "ANY MAN THAT HITS OR BEATS ON A WOMAN IS A PUNK AND A PUSSY" MY EX TURNED AND LOOKED AT MY DAD AND YELLED*IM NOT NO PUNK OR PUSSY AND I HIT YOUR DAUGHTER!* O MY GOD!! Now recap...... my hubby at the time did hit me on christmas eve night because i called his parents a piece of shit.and the reason i did so was because his dad molested my daughter. My mother in law knew all along and never stopped it.so yeah i did,he wouldnt light our xmas lights cause his parents did not have theres.Now im daddys gurl...wtf.....is this guy nuts?

I Passed
I am so proud of myself, I passed my finals and graduating with my associates, now off to finish my bachelors. Only 2 1/2 more years. Talk about a big stress relief knowing I passed. Take care everyone and have a great Labor Day Weekend.

Spokenword(video Blog) : The Valkyrie’s Quest By Marq
The Valkyrie’s Quest A knight was told a tale about a passage to another realm having no glories left here for him He gathered his sword and helm Many days he wandered, many nights he slept On his honor Sword on his hip he trudged on seeking herald An the magic places of the world until The champion came upon the veil of Fay When knights did ride abroad. He cut a slash through the ancient shroud Piercing the mythic fog. Entering, upon the edge of land and sky, On the ridge of dreams and thought. Dwelling there, for his search did lie, In a realm that bards had sought. He came upon the mount of Thor, And glimpsed a maiden fair. Then lost his heart like fabled knights of lore, To a Valkyrie with crimson hair. "I swear to you I will be true," He whispered to the maid. The sun & moon, I will give to you, For never shall they fade." She laughed at him, and then turned away. "You think I seek fool things? Tell me what use have I, For the su

Another Piece Of My Work (poem)
"...THAT girl..." you've gotten your revenge take it...that's it does it make you feel better? to know you did a number on me? to hear about how i cry, how i hurt.... how you can go off into the world without a care while i sit at home and embrace the sweet air... of a place that once smelled like your hair of a place once graced by your grace so go on tonight, have a good laugh... smile like nothing was there... no sweet loving angel on the shoulder... but an absent minded devil feeding you lies to you that is all fine... so go on tonight, live up the life... one day you will see all the greatness once missed and that absent minded devil longing to be replaced by that sweet loving smile...will still be sitting there while that guy with the smile... is sitting in his room waiting for that girl... that one with the sweet smelling hair...

The Hormone Hostage
The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands. This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other. DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some wine What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some wine. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? Here, have some wine. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you in that robe! Here, have some more wine.

Quote For August 30
Friends will keep you sane, Love could fill your heart, A lover can warm your bed, But lonely is the soul without a mate. -- David Pratt Bonus Quote: I think that the film Clueless was very deep. I think it was deep in the way that it was very light. I think lightness has to come from a very deep place if it's true lightness. -- Alicia Silverstone

*sigh*
Losing a true and pure love can be devastating. It can sink you into an almost bottomless chasm of dispair and misery. Days, weeks, and months drag by...each more agonizing than the last. You try settling for less, knowing the folly of your attempt... knowing the longing and emptiness will never completely leave, and your soul is all but lost. But sometimes, on rare ocassions in the blackest depths of your despair that love can return.. giving you almost unheard of joy. And yes, such has happened to yours truly. I stopped by the grocery on the way home from work, amidst a wicked thunder storm. And there, on a dark and dreary afternoon I found my true love once again. Peter Pan peanutbutter is back on the fucking shelves. w00t!!!!!!

Why Im Sad
most of the people on my friends list probably know why im sad at the moment and i want to say a big thank you to everyone who has sent me their wishes and too say thank you back i send CommentTrainCommentTrain love from me and enjoy your day and enjoy the weekend more xx the problem is i got broke into and it has scared me lots cause the people who done it just live a few doors away from me and police have done basically nothing

I Made A Poem Thingy
tear open my chest to expose the life within. need for you to see my heart beating because the tears in my eyes are not enough. i lay my head on the ground before you. what will it take for you to see? want to hold you and protect you, but you're too precious. everything that i touch withers and dies from my disease. my name is bile in my throat- i dare not speak it. i cannot trust me. if the shroud could be removed, if you could only see. there is so much more. but the curtain is all that you know. why should there be anything on the other side, and why should it concern you? remember that you are dust, and to dust you will return. nothing lasts forever. the sun, moon, and stars- all will be thrown down in the end. minute in the face of eternity, your pride is fleeting. there is life in death and freedom in resignation. truth does not change, regardless of your preference. so i plead with you one more time and tear a little deeper. and i cry for you.

Anon Gifts
To who ever sends me anon. gifts thank you.., but i do not find Gift Shop sexy. LOL Please, if ur gonna send me spicy gifts send from you... i don't bite unless asked ;) P.S. Have u seen my penis? LOL PSS>: Well Gift Shop is 32 & Female... so she might be hot... i dunno... LOL fubar Gift Shop@ fubar

Are You Real Woman?!?
Um-Kay.....the MAJORITY of you that are on my friends list that's...taken the time to get to know me....know that I am a pretty nice guy....but there is a large majority of you out there that haven't taken the time to know me or I've been to busy to get to know you...What I am about to say goes for EVERYBODY that's on my friends list with the exception of a handful that know me and know my girlfriend or know of her and have shown and have nothing but love for us. It's been brought to my attention that I have some......and I'll use the word....Bitches....in my friends list....apparently these.....Bitches are going to MY girlfriends page and DOWNRATING HER!?!?! What the FUCK.......is THAT ABOUT?!?! Now I don't know WHO these catty,vindictive bitches are that are playing these highschool no not even highschool because that would be to ma-fuckin'-ture for you trifflin ass hoes...I don't know WHO is playing these elemntary/middle school fucking games with the point system here but I WILL te

Flashies
ok i have plans in a bit maybe... but if i get back intime and im bored who wants a flashie pic..... tel me here not mail nor the shout cuz i wont see it and i still have 500 mail not read grrrrrr...... oh and 8 more days left.... thanks to all who r helping but i think this is something i need to do on my own anyhow.... thanks..... Tongue.........

I Wrote This 4 My Fubar Husband
how can i be afraid of a love so pure,not able to express in words how you make me feel,not wantin to explore another love cause deep inside my soul its you that i want,i tried to escape likin you but all i did was fall for you,havent i had met you what would of become of me maybe i wouldnt be smilin as much as i am today,lookin at your smile makes me want to explore more of your beautiful soul,takin time will let us both learn the lesson of true love,but yet i have gain so much trust in just a few days,if it wasnt for you i wouldnt of explore what i am explorin today

A First Kiss...
Have you ever layed down with someone...felt the warmth of your body pressed against theirs..feel the silky softness of her hair flowing against your palm as you run your hands through her hair...close your eyes and listen for her sigh of pleasure as you take the back of your hand and softly and sweetly run it over the curve of her cheeks stopping just at the corner of her warm kissable lips...feeling her body press back into you just enough to let you know she enjoys being in your arms as your hands slowly travel over the curve of her hips...every so gently rubbing her thighs....until finally she can no longer take it and must turn over to face you....feeling each other's breath on the others lips as your noses barely touch....seeing a sweet little twinkle in her eye a little glimpse of brightness that makes your heart skip a beat...studying the gorgeous curves of her face...trying to look at her in a way that makes her smile without even saying a single word...bodies naturally fittin

My Confession
So i am usually a private person, but right now at this moment i am at my lowest point and putting on a fake face pretending to be ok...and the truth is I am not.I am going through a nasty divorce that seems like it will never end. MY PARENTS AND BROTHER, ARE INSINUATING THAT SOMETHING BAD IS GONNA HAPPEN TO ME.I am not denying that, but infact trying to stay safe.This man (myEX)really had me fooled.I guess I never noticed it because he was too busy throwing money and jewelery,diamonds and trips around the world to really see what i was letting him do to me.When all i really wanted instead of being a trophey,be a woman he treated with love and respect.I am to blame for letting it get out of hand,but my intentions were good and tryed so hard. Im done and cant let this get to me. My point is ...to all my close friends and family on here, if anything should happen to me i want u all to know how special u r to me and thanks for taking the time to get to know me and talk to me, and those i

Earthquake
Just had a light earthquake just big enough to feel for a few seconds. It occurred at 10:29 AM (PDT) today, Sunday, September 2, 2007. The magnitude 4.7 event occurred 8 miles(13 km) WNW of Lake Elsinore, CA. Which is due east of where I live here in Anaheim, CA and approx 30 + miles away. The hypocentral depth is 2 miles (2 km). It was a sharp shake, followed by a few seconds of a 'sliding motion'... trust me, they all have different feels to them! This was extremely minor and just one of those you stop, then shrug and go about your day kind of quakes. Trust me, we like these :) and nothing like a hurrican or tornado, and even if a quake is a bad one, they are years in between and still, tornados and hurricanes are every year swathing a path of destruction.

Contest Ideas? (1-month Vip)
Ok so i normally am not on to post a blog but i need your help. im going to be setting up a contest where ill be giving away a 1-month VIP. the question is what kind of contest do you want to see take place. i want to hear your ideas. thanx.

What Shou Should I Do
well peeps im going thru alot and im wondering should i leave or should i stay all i seem to do is piss everyone off and i dont undertand why i do this i was here to make friends and i made alot of good friends and met the woman i truely have always been looking for now i dont know if i should stay or go please comment i need some help here

Living Live Backwards???? Hmmm....
Sent to me from a Canadian friend.......... ************************************************** I want to live my next life backwards! You start out dead and get that out of the way right off the bat. Then, you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day. When you are kicked out of the home for being too healthy, you spend several years enjoying your retirement and collecting benefit checks. When you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years or so, getting younger every day until pretty soon you're too young to work. So then, you go to high school: play sports, date, drink, and party. As you get even younger, you become a kid again. You go to elementary school, play, and have no responsibilities. In a few years, you become a baby and everyone runs themselves ragged keeping you happy. You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, spa-like conditions: central heating, room service on tap. Until

Bowling Tonight
Well I took my step dad bowling, and he's the youngest on his team (50). Well we were sitting around joking, his team and I, and this woman walks by. She had a nice set of legs on her, nice and long. The oldest at the table, about 84, speaks up to the rest of the table after she leaves and is like: "Those are some nice long legs... I wish they were wrapped around my neck." I couldn't help but laugh, but sorry ladies, guys will always be perverted.

Blah
i have class in a couple hours. im supposed to get up in 1 hour. i have insomnia. i miss Star. im fuckin exhausted. those of you who talk to me and love me and shit rock. those of you who dont... eh, i dont know where im goin with this. you something or other, k? k. i should have Kristina do a magic trick and make you all vanish. just poof. i miss Kristina. shes fuckin awesome. i keep havin martyr dreams about her. when i can sleep. weird huh? im still addicted to prinny's boobs too. fuck theyre big. you know, i think my fav. cereal is raisin nut bran. its good stuff. especially the nut covered raisins. oh, and apparently, by my bio. sisters standars, im white trash. oh well. i like what i like and i dont give a fuck what any one thinks. i wonder how punky is. she almost never responds when i im her. always too busy i guess. for those of you who think about her, annie is doin ok. sometimes. i do my best for her, but often it seems like its not enough. i SHOULD be getting my drivers lic

My 7 Year Old Is Infatuated With Dale Jr
Danielle is in Luv with Dale Jr. We were watching the Dale movie and they were showing Dale Jr when he was little and she couldnt take her eyes off of him and when I said he was a cute little kid wasnt he turned like 10 shades of red and shook her barbie at me in that little 7 year old Quit It MOM kinda way and she always talks about Dale Jr this and Dale Jr that it is hilarious when she sees him on tv its all eyes on him she'll stop talking in mid sentence if shes talking it is soooo cute. I honestly cant wait to take her to her first Bristol race.... We all Like different drivers it should be VERY VERY interesting!!!!!

Latest #s
well im only down by 18!!! you guys have gotten me almost to the lead...thank you :) rates=548*5=2740 comments 32571 total points=35311 J-roxx rates=238*5=1190 comments 34103 total points=35293 down by only 18 thanks for doing the math james :D amongst all the other great things you do :D:D **muah** CLICK TO VOTE (rate and comment) a million thank yous yall!

A Special Birthday Lady Is In The House!
I just wanted to let you all know it's Devilish Angel's Birthday today. Please stop by and wish her the best. Drop a Birthday comment, and if you can't find one. I have provided one for you here. ~*Devilish Angel*~ ~~*Member Of BLAZING BOMBERS*~~ Please Sign My GuestBook@ fubar Here's a pic to drop off to her, if you don't have one in mind: This Birthday Pimpout Brought was brought to you by: ~/~Sassy Laurie~/~Please fan, rate, sign Guestbook ~MEMBER OF THE SYNDICATE~@ fubar

Your Beating! Nsfw
A bit of BDSM, enjoy! Please leave any comments you wish. -------------------------------------------------- I toss you the cuffs. “Remove your clothing and cuff your wrists together, behind your ankles now.” Obediently you begin your task as instructed. As you remove your clothing you can feel the heat well up between your thighs out of anticipation of what you know is to come. A bit of fear and 6anxiousness9 come across you as you drop your bra to the side freeing your breast. On the other side of the room you can see me sitting there, whip in hand. Your panties slide down your legs and you know that it is time for you to bind your wrists. You push back your fear and take comfort in the knowledge that you trust me, and as requested, take the cuffs bending down to the floor and bind your wrists behind your ankles. “Very good.” You hear me say while you stare at your feet. You sense that I have stood up and that I am making my way across the room and around behin

How It Is
I feel low today. Just wanted to put that out there. I want to say that it was all a miss understanding. And why am I the one that get fucked? I get fucked alot. Not be everyone but by alot of So called friends. Not just peps I meet on here. I just want to be happy. Why is that? I can not be happy huh? I just got to be me. I got good friends I think. I feel bad about what I say and they make me feel bad about this now. Like look at what people say to me like I am talking about them and I am not. I am talking about how I feel. If you can understand that. I know someone will. I feel like I don't need to be here. in the world. I just want to go. I will be here into i can not do it any more. But that time I feel is coming. what do I do?

Might Just Help You
Read this and make a copy for your files in case you need to refer to it someday. Maybe we should all take some of his advice! A corporate Attorney sent the following out to the employees in his company. 1. Do not sign the back of your credit cards. Instead, put "PHOTO ID REQUIRED." 2. When you are writing checks to pay on your credit card Accounts, DO NOT put the complete account number on the "For" line. Instead, just put the last four numbers. The credit card company knows the rest of the number, and anyone who might be handling your check as it passes through all the check processing channels won't have access to it. 3.. Put your work phone # on your checks instead of your home Phone. If you have a PO Box use that instead of your home address. If you do not have a PO Box, use your work address. Never have your SS# printed on your checks. (DUH!) You can add it if it is necessary But if you have It printed, anyone can get it. 4.. Place the c

Stressed Out???
Here's a creative solution to the day's problems for you.. Just in case you are having a rough day, here is a stress management technique recommended in all the latest psychological journals. The funny thing is that it really does work. 1. Picture yourself lying on your belly on a warm rock that hangs out over a crystal clear stream. 2. Picture yourself with both your hands dangling in the cool running water. 3. Birds are sweetly singing in the cool mountain air. 4. No one knows your secret place. 5. You are in total seclusion from that hectic place called the world. 6. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity. 7. The water is so crystal clear that you can easily make out the face of the person you are holding underwater. See? It really does work. You're smiling already!

Asshat #1
I'm not adding the guys link here.. cause I don't want yall to go show the guy hate.. but be warned of the things that he does.. I was being polite if you couldn't tell.. and I get called a slut for it.. go figure.. so ladies watch out for this guy

I'm Back!
I'm finally back from my break away from the internet, things are much better now so here I am! :D I just wanna say ive missed ya esp my besties on here, Im sorry I let some of you down and you felt a little neglected. Hope to catch up with all that ive missed! PS: I hate these new profile layouts!! PPS: why does my shoutbox NEVER WORK!! :( XXXX SMOOCHIES!! XXXX

Time To Go Back
Hey everyone. I sent out two bulletins to see who would like to stay in contact with me as I head out for Iraq. This is not the same thing. I won't be taking any more emails for the mailing list whil I am out there. I have well over 70 now, and I think I'm approaching the point that they may yell at me for jamming up the servers every time I send out an email, lol! Either way, I just wanted to let you all know: The movers come tomorrow to pack up all my stuff. I opted to vacate my apartment while over there, so I can make an extra 3k by not paying rent. My final ship date is the 10th it seems. I am to report to the pickup point at 1400 (2:00pm) on Monday. It will take a few days to hit hard ground and be situated. I got promoted as well. This is a great thing, but also sucked at the same time. The money and the rank is great, but I sewed on before I left, which basically doubled the number of things I had to do to get ready for the deployment. All of the stripes and

N.s.f.w. Some Basic Rules And Guidlines!!!
N.S.F.W RULES & GUIDELINES!!!!!!! N.S.F.W. what does this mean? It means Not Safe For Work...its as simple as that! We all need to use some common sense when uploading photos on Fubar! YES!!! This is an adult site! NO!!! This is NOT A PORN OR ARMATURE PORN SITE. Some adults on FUBAR are here just for meeting people and making friends. I know this means nothing to most people. As adults we all know what the male body looks like as well as what a female body looks like. Please take a moment and and click the N.S.F.W when uploading photos. If you go to a photo on someones profile and your very first thought is OH MY!! Then 9 times out of 10 its N.S.F.W. photo. We do not always catch everything right away so as a community we would appreciate your support in keeping Fubar a clean and safe place to meet People. please take the time to read the guide lines on this it is in the Fubar bible.(CLICK HERE) Need to Know how to Mark a photo N.S.F.W. (CLICK HERE) Uploa

Meeting My Real Dad
Most all of you know that I had recently found my Biological father and that This past weekend was the first time I had met him. It was one of the most fundemental times in my life. I can't even begin to find the words to express to you how wonderful it truly was. I wanted to share some pic's here and as well create a blog with pic's.Please know that as you view these pictures that even though I may be tearful in most, it was tears of joy...not sorrow.I love each of you~Jill"OUR FIRST EMBRACE""A DREAM COME TRUE, TO BE SO CLOSE TO MY DAD""FINALLY ANOTHER DREAM COME TRUE, I HAVE BOTH OF MY PARENTS WITH ME FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!""MY MOMS SHOULDER IS ALWAYS THERE TO LEAN UPON...ALWAYS!""A PROUD MOMENT IN MY LIFE, MY FATHER AND MY CHILDREN BY MY SIDE""MY FATHER, WITH HIS GRANDCHILDREN""MY BIOLOGICAL AUNT JOAN, ME & MY DAD""SAYING GOOD-BYE WAS THE HARDEST THING TO DO"Unless you have lived the life of an Adoptee, you'll never truly appreciate the beauty in finding ones roots....The b

Holy Aggrevation!!!!
FINALLY! My boss left. Today was an aggrevating day at work. More so than Thursday's usually are. Which has lead my to a thought I was having all day. I wonder if I have a sign tattooed across my forehead that states: IF YOU ARE CRAZY PLEASE HIT ME UP AND TRY TO RAP TO ME. Been getting a lot of crazies lately. O_o p.s. this damn mini skirt is driving me NUTS!

Some Things Im Gonna Address Right Now
To the ladies that are spying on my page because im friends with certain men, grow up, u know thats called stalking, go get some help! If u have any questions just ask me, I am honest and will tell u the truth, stop being insecure and jealous wondering what is going on with me and these guys, if I were with them, everyone would know it, stop adding me on other accounts, I mean come on, ur pic is clear right there, stop causing drama, get a life and grow up! If ur that obsessed with someone I mean really go fork out some cash go talk to someone, I am the wrong lady to mess with, cause I dont put up with highschool games. In 2 days I have had 2 ladies come to my page that are friends with 2 of my male friends, I will tell them how u are spying on them so they can block u, cause u doing that, u have huge issues, u need professional help. One of the so called men (Roger)he was playing this lady, why she came to my page, but now hes exposed, people bust fakes im gonna bust players lol I don

Taking Time Off (sort Of)
This is to let all of my friends on here that I need to take some time off from Fubar do to issues at work. I will most likely keep myself signed in but wont be checking messages and stuff like that as regular as I normally do. I will explain more later I just wanted to give you a heads up. Thank you to all of my friends for being such great people and putting up with my crap. Hope to be back to all of you soon. You will all be missed while I am gone.Love to you all.

Bullshit And 'friends" Ok Bullshit Friends
ok i have to get this out and now i really think its bullshit how people on this fucking site can backstab in the matter of minutes and think they are right for doing it there are people on here that i have NEVER done a damn thing to that are trying to make me feel bad all i have is when i make friends they are true friends not just INTERNET BS so here is some advice if you cant be a REAL LIFE friend delete me off your list and move on dont look back bc i wont lol for the rest of you that have been with me by my side threw so much i love you all and you all should know that xoxoxo

Pastafarianism ~(o_o)~
Pastafarianism ~(O_O)~Pastafarianism: a new religion that worships Flying Spaghetti Monster, initially created to protest the Kansas State School Board's decision to teach "Intelligent Design" in schools. Also known as the FSM cult Codes of conduct: # Prayers are ended with the word RAmen rather than Amen. Benefits of conversion: # Like the great noodles they worship, Flying Spaghetti Monsterists have flimsy moral standards. # Promise of a stripper factory and a beer volcano in Heaven. (?) A rival faction, based on SPAM (Spaghetti & Pulsar Activating Meatballs), has formed and is calling for a Holy War against FSM. SPAMation claims to have the One True Letter to the Kansas School Board. pastafarian: Worshipper and follower of the Flying Spaghetti Monster. Pastafarian (noun) Someone who believes in the Flying Spaghetti Monster. Pastafarian (adjective) Having qualities relating to a Pastafarianistic ideal. FSM = Flying Spaghetti Monster:What would FSM do?WWFSMD? F

Dour Mood.
Well! Some evil whorebag of a truck driver who keeps calling me asking how to get into the dock in back decided it might be a good idea to yell at me and talk to me like I was stupid. Bad idea. I just spent the past 15 screaming at her so loudly that I thought I was going to destroy my vox. And then, THEN! She goes, "Well I'll get back to ya." What it is taking for me not to run downstairs and dropkick her in the chest right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *deep breath* End Rant. :)

R.i.p Brian!!!!
I just found out that my brother died ON my SON'S BIRTHDAY! Which really sucks ass. I AM NOT READY FOR THIS AT ALL! I love my brother very much. I just found out that he was my lil brother about 3 years ago. Ever since then when he would see me he would always give me a big hug and tell me he loved me. He is the only one on that side of the family that even talks to me. My OWN f*ckin dad wouldn't even call me and tell me my brother died. I didn't find out til a few days later when other ppl around me already knew about it but didn't f*ckin tell me. :( I don't know why no one else would of told me. IF I would of known I would of let ppl know I knew. DUH. But I have a few things of my own to figure out from this whole thing. I know for a fact he did die of an overdose, I am not making my brother to be saint that he is not, BUT there are some bad batches of sh*t going around and if these ppl knew that and gave him that sh*t anyways, those ppl are going to be hurting.

I Had To Do It!
So I couldn't help myself. I went out to the post office and was smoking so I could calm myself down. Then my coworker wanted to get a coffee so I walked with her to the next building. And lo and behold, what do I see? The truck containing that rancid bitch that was yelling at me. So i put my shit down and went to fight her. Miraculously enough everyone was so sweet and calm once I was outside. Effin loser. It pisses me off. Today is supposed to be a happy day! I get to see Ryan today and now this bitch fucked up my good mood.

Respect
I get a lot of flack from people for putting pics of my daughter up on my page. Its not that im trying to gain points from my 13 yr old daughter getting ogled at by pervs. its that im proud of her for following her dreams of becoming a photographer. Shes been very moody since the divorce three years ago and although i know a lot of it has to do with her age( 13 going on 14) I know some of it is we dont spend as much time as we should together but thats HER choice. She has her own things going on. I set her pics to friends or family only and try to be careful about what pics i put up and ALWAYS put a caption with them so NO THEY ARE NOT ME! and please dont be rude, nasty, or vulgar or I will delete commets remove you and block. I love my kids and wouldnt put them in harms way. If its wrong to put them up and enough people say so then i will take them down. Its just that shes part of my life so for those that want to know more about me, shes part of the package ya know? Please r

A Romantic Night
a romantic night, with you will be a great sight, and would honestly feel right, days turn to nights, im seeing all the beautiful sights, seeing the city lights, knowing you is a delight, truely makes me feel right, you are a wonderful sight, you make my heart feel tight, for so long i felt alone and tired, getting to know you makes me feel wired, heart beating to fast to control, and wanting you to know, this is a weird feeling, i dont know the meaning, i just go with the flow, now i just want to see where we go, to hold you in my arms would be grand, walking with you hand and hand, slowly turn you to me face to face, would make both our hearts race, looking into each others eyes, and never questioning why, i will never lie or make you cry, honor and respect to you i will give, now my heart will truely live, as beats come and go, my heart will be glad to show, how special you can be to me, if you just take the chance to see, where our paths will lead, w

Deadbeat Dads
i didnt want anyone to think that i'm one-sided on this issue so here's my stand on the deadbeat dad situation. for those of u who know me u know that along with being a father to my son and my 2 step children, i also raise my nephews. the other day one of them comes to me and says i dont think my daddy loves me. i rspond by saying why would u think that. he says becuz he doesnt spend anytime with us and when he does he's mean and he only loves Jalen(his son from another girl). now mind u my nephews think that anyone who doesnt let them get there way all the time is mean becuz theyre spoiled and aren't used to hearing the word no. as a matter of a fact they think i'm the meanest person on the planet becuz i always tell them no, but he brought up some interesting points. so i told him u need to call ur dad and tell him how u feel. he called but his dad wasnt around when he called. now i've been on my brother ass for yrs about not having more of a positive role in these boys l

That I Think R So Cool!!
MY FRIENDS ROCK!!! LUV YA!!! in no particular order... :) ‡WiKiÐ OnĔ‡ Rawks Ur Sawks Bitcheŝ Thing 1((((ZOMBIE NECROTIC BOMBERS))))@ fubar :) "Sweetpetuty"@ fubar :) cottonblossom@ fubar :) hotmamma ( Please sign my guest book and rate me. I'll return the love. ))@ fubar :) Brown Eyed Girl@ fubar :) princessfubar81@ fubar :) ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® õWñÈR õҒ WÌLÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌñ ñ LõÚñGÈ ۞@ fubar you all r so sweet to me thanks!! luv T.. :P

{cc} Club
Well...someone started up the Man Haters Club yesterday, which was quickly followed by the Men Who Love the Man Haters Club...and since I like to steal ideas and not join in other people's clubs, I made my own club. {CC} Club... where our motto is: BOOOOBS!!!! How to join? Simple: ask me nicely, and show me your boobs. No boobs of your own? No problem. Just post your girlfriend/wife's boobs....You don't have to do it here, you can do it in a private message. Then, in 6-8 weeks, you will receive your ID badge and...nothing. Well, besides the respect and admiration of boob lovers everywhere for your willingness to blatantly support boobs wherever they may droop.

My Interviews
Yesterdays interview didn't go so well I guess I was to honest about looking for a full time job or another part time job to compensate for part time hours. So I never heard back from them. However, todays interview I'm quite optimistic about. It was a 45 minute interview and the gal in charge of human relations I use to work with about 6 years ago and she really likes me. The two ladies that interviewed me thanked me for being a "fun" interview and pretty much told me that all they needed to do was run everything across there boss and they'd be calling me in the AM. The only downfall is it's graveyard and i've never done graves so it's gonna be a huge adjustment for me. UGH. Moneys money and I need all I can get to get back on my feet. So cross your fingers or say a prayer that their boss likes what he hears about me. Love ya all

Love 1
Is there someone out there that can truly love all of you.... do you really love all of your lover? The light or heavey snoring in the night... the nibbling on the lip when they are concentrating or concerned... the procrastination of housework.... the obsession with sporting events... To me even the little things that are obnoxious are worth finding joy in... The aggrevating way he calls a million times throught the day... the almost OCD way he likes to recycle... the way she leaves the toothpaste open... how she takes the kids to the park instead of picking up your dry cleaning... how he loses his patience and has to walk away from the kids for a minute to regain his composure, so he takes a breathe before helping with that math homework again... they way she gets all weepy when you're away and call, she misses you more than you'll ever know... So many forget to enjoy the little things that annoy as well as the good things that we love... if you're going to love and enjoy someone.

Star Signs
Bright, witty, adaptable and quick to react. Very little troubles a Gemini or stops the relentless talking for long! Geminis can argue their way into or out of any situation. Having an active curiosity, Gemini is excellant at gathering all kinds of information and gossip. They excel at regurgitating this information in a constant stream, but not necessarily in a logical or understandable order! Geminis are capable of tackling almost anything, so long as they do not become bored. The difficulty lies in what subject to concentrate on today, Gemini is always engaged in two subjects or jobs at once. seems about right for me have fun

Immaturity
There are some very good examples of immaturity on this site. It is amazing when you think that the people on here are supposed to be adults. A little back ground. I have met a wonderful lady on here. We met under very unusual circumstances and have had a little difficulty in what we are trying to develope. Each one of us has some issues that have to be dealt with (mine is a soon to be ex wife). I Love her and have given her my heart but because of the difficulties that she was going through and my personal situation I messed things up a little. Now I understand that she has a lot of men who desire her. She is very attractive and is a wonderful lady so it is to be expected. I am not jealous of that. There is one particular guy, though, who wanted to make it a challenge, His name is Patrick. I do not consider her to be a trophy and will not play to his game but he is persistent in trying to goad me. At first, because he was visiting my page all the time, I thought maybe he

Mumms
so this huy makes a mumm, cant handle the fucking comments, rates mummers a 1 and blocked them after that this idiot is in my SB for over 30 min talking shit...ok no prob. then he starts lying, about me talking shit about our Military, what i didnt! then gets his army together to come to my site and starts a war. fucking pathetic

Paying It Forward..... Postively Contagious!!!
Just thinking to myself this morning.... Self! lol... I have 100 11's to pass out each day.... Even if I only do this 3 days a week (which, I don't; I do it nearly every day), that is 300 folks' lives that I have touched each week.... and that is not counting probably at least 100 more that I give at least a 10.... so, then that is, at a minimum, of 600 folks' lives that I have touched in some way each week by rating their photos, site, blog, etc. Imagine.... Just imagine.... what it would be like if every one of the FU members take on this very same practice!!! Can you imagine the warm fuzzies reached throughout the FU community???? Wow! Just a bit of food for thought this morning!!! Have you paid it forward to your FU members today????

Name Change
you know after some serious long thought....i'm really considering changed my name....taking off pureevilness....and maybe changing it to "showtime" or something like that? Whatcha think, should i keep the name or change it? Showtime is my name during karaoke, and a lot of my friends on here have told me i'm really not an evil person which is absolutely the truth. I do LOVEEEEE me some hardcore metal, but i'm just a true sweetheart, and being evil means that you don't give a fuck about anything or anyone, and that isn't me. So whatcha think, should i change the name?

Everytime We Touch
Everytime We Touch I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me. I still feel your touch in my dreams. Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why. Without you it's hard to survive. Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. Need you by my side. Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static. And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky. Can't you hear my heart beat so. I can't let you go. Want you in my life. Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky. They wipe away tears that I cry. The good and the bad times, we've been through them all. You make me rise when I fall. Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. Need you by my side. Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static. And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky. Can't you hear my heart

Where Have I Been????? With My Dad
HEY YOU GUYS I AM BACK...I HAVE BEEN TAKIN CARE OF MY DAD DAY IN AND DAY OUT...IT WAS A SUDDEN THING THAT HAPPENED WITH MY DAD AND WE ARE BLESSED TO STILL HAVE HIME WITH US...ON THE 17TH OF AUG...HE HAD OPEN HEART SURGERY...IT WAS ONLY SUPPOSE TO BE A DOUBLE BYPASS SURGERY...WELL AFTER WE SAT IN THE WAITIN ROOM FROM 10AM TILL 430PM WE FOUND OUT THAT IT ENDED UP BEING A QUADRUPAL BYPASS AND A VALVE HAD TO GET REPLACED...THEN THE FOLLOWING WED WHICH WAS THE 21ST OF AUG WE FOUND OUT THAT HE HAD TO GET A PACEMAKER BECAUSE MY DADS HEART WAS IN FAILURE...EVERYTIME THEY TOOK HIM OFF THE EXTERIOR PACEMAKER HIS HEART WOULD BARELY BEAT...SCARY TO SEE IT...SO ON THE 22ND OF AUG HE HAD TO GET A PACEMAKER...THIS HAS BEEN SO SCARY AND EMOTIONALLY DRAINING...MY FATHER SEEMS TO BE DOING ALITTLE BETTER NOW...BUT AT TIMES HE GETS SO TIRED OF DOCTOR AFTER DOCTOR APPOINTMENTS AND HAVING TO GO TO DIALYSIS IS TOTALLY DRAINING...I HAVE BEEN TAKIN CARE OF HIM FROM THE DAY HE HAD HIS SURGERY BY NOT LEAVING HIS

Rip My Love
today i lost a friend of mine.. someone i grew up with and someone i loved.. what bothers me the most is i never told him how i felt.. i never showed him that he meant something to me.. i cant stop cryin and tho i talked to him just yesterday i miss him already more then i have ever.. i know you cant read this nilly but i want you to know that i love you and that i will take care of katelynn to my fullest ability.. and tho i did not give birth to her she is still my daughter and you will always be my baby daddy :) lol i love you ...

Fire
There is a fire within us.. that only needs a touch to bring forth flame. Passion ignites... when I hear you whisper my name. My body shivers... oh... but not from cold... but from the sweet anticipation... of a desire that never seems to grow old. I lay my head upon your chest.. kiss your skin softly. I breathe in the manly scent of you... it intoxicates me like wine... making my senses whirl... or maybe it is the way your hands... are softly caressing my back... making me melt... yet every nerve is tingling... with the need of you. You gently lift me up and softly kiss my forehead Sending chills all down my spine Can't wait the anticipation... Softly kiss up your body gently caress our lips... My body fills with excitement and anticipation Hands roaming each others bodies Filling the silkiness of your skin My heart starts pounding from pleasure As your fingers run over my treasures Gently sliding the key in as you begin to turn Gently stroking my bo

Sleep My Fallen Angel
Sleep my fallen angel Lay down next to me Hold my hand and close your eyes And fall into deep sleep Try to never wake up again Embrace your eternal dreams And they will hide you from reality So far away… To never let the pain to touch your soul Sleep my fallen angel Sleep, sleep forever Your silent cry that I hear every night , I have felt your loneliness And your soft tears you have weep and hide them inside your broken heart Let them fall, Let them drown inside my cold soul To taste your fears Feeling grace so deep inside you So deep that you are lost in the dark And yet again you surrender to shadows And you let yourself to fall in their embrace and you still let their cold touch to venom your soul Close your eyes and sleep my fallen angel Sleep, sleep forever in darkness To forget all memories that you always keep them in your pure heart Watching you how you burning them deep into aches I can still see into your eyes the sorrow, Sorrow you have never d

Who Wants One?
I have been making I.d.'s, name tags, morphs n stuff if anyone wants one just let me know. Alls I ask is if u havent yet rate my default and let mew know when ur done and I will make anything listed above for you. I love to create things and make people happy so this is one way I'd like to do that. Thank you for your time. Have a great week everyone.

How To Be A Pastafarian...
How to Be a PastafarianArticle is Incomplete... This article is a stub, as it is incomplete or not descriptive. You can improve this article by adding more information. The worlds fastest growing religion! Learn how to be a Pastafarian... Steps: ~Realize that there exists a higher power ~Understand that the higher power is none other then The Flying Spaghetti Monster ~Wear pirate regalia as often as possible (pirates are divine beings) ~All Prayers end with "Ramen" ~Eat as much pasta as possible ~Read and reread the gospel of FSM whenever possible. ~ talk about the gospel of FSM with other Pastafarians. ~Be Kind to others english speeking people. ~DO NOT ask for $money$ in the name of FSM or Pastafarianisum. TipsUnderstand that Pastafarians do not press their religion on others Warnings, If you do try to convert others, stay away from Scientologists Things You'll Need: ~Pirate Regalia. ~The Gospel of the Flying Spaghetti Monster. ~Belief. ~F

Delicious Enticing Irresistable Lover
I'd waited so long to meet her... we'd talked for days online... our phone chats had been both hot and also meaningful. So when I suggested we meet for lunch, and she had asked if I would mind if she had me, I chuckled.... and said I was hoping so.We had agreed to meet outside. I was early, wanting to savor every moment. Mary waved at me, running up and just about jumping me in a hug. Her body melted against mine, and our mouths were locked in an intense kiss. My nipples tingled at the feeling of her hot body against mine. My heart pounded and my skin got hot. She rolled her hips against mine and giggled, pulling back. "I see that you are as hard as I am wet!""YOU??? Wet???" I teased her."Ken, I want you so badly. Cummon... let's go play!"She pulled my hand and led me away. It was her territory and I wasn't sure where we would end up. In doorway and up three flights of stairs. She used her keys and opened a door. We ducked inside. The door had no more clicked shut before her hand was f

Need All Your Help In Showing Luv To The Next Upcomin Godfather
come help & show some fubar luv for one of the next fubar godfathers. gifts & prises for the ones who add/fan . then either 500 pic rates & those who add 500 rates/comments will get u more. ur also gonna see luv added back to your page as well. send private messages to let me know. ty for all the luv $r Whi+e Knigh+~Confederate Bombers(mod)~Git R Done Rebels (repost of original by '~Blondie~Slave 2 $r Whi+e Knigh+~D S C~' on '2007-09-07 20:05:14') (repost of original by '$r Whi+e Knigh+~Confederate Bombers(mod)~Git R Done Rebels' on '2007-09-07 20:15:59') (repost of original by 'crazy1_79' on '2007-09-09 04:04:58')

Being Maniac
My soul is tired and torn My eyes are swollen and damp I can’t take no more of this But I can’t escape its wraith I’m swallowed by the night I’m deterred by the day I can’t find any comfort But it wouldn’t help anyways My heart is mashed and blended My lungs are clamped and cracked I can’t even think or breathe Without it riding my back Feeling so small in a crowded mass Masquerading with an invisible mask I can’t find peace or tranquility So I cry in complete misery Won’t anyone save me from this sadness Because I can’t live with all this madness The feeling of never having full control Is like drowning in a bottomless hole

9/11
I usually wait untill the 11th to post about this day in history and how it affects me but this is special (not in the good way) How many people do you know that do not know about sept 11th and what happened? don't worry I found one......I'm sitting in my fav coffee shop: Planet Joe, In the back on my fav brown leather couch discussing photography with another photographer and sharing pic. This very attractive girl walks past the couch and looks at the photograph on my laptop, I switch screens to my desktop real quick and she see's my desktop and ask's me "what is that?" "did u take that" after I explain exactly what it is she say's "nu-uh, did they just do that" I'm like NO they didn't and I usually have this up on my pc ALL month is sept. which her reply was "it's sept already, did that happen in sept?" OMMFG I was gonna choke her. I thanked her for her interest and excused myself back to my prev conversation. Am I being overly pissed for no reason? I thought for sure sh

Guilty Befor Proven Innocent
Presumption of innocence is a legal right that the accused in criminal trials has in many modern nations. It states that no person shall be considered guilty until finally convicted by a court. The burden of proof is thus on the prosecution, which has to convince the court that the accused is guilty beyond a reasonable doubt. In principle, the defense does not have to 'prove' anything. However, the defense may present evidence tending to show that there is a doubt as to the guilt of the accused. Take into concideration,now,the reality of the way the human brain realy thinks...GUILTY BEFOR PROVEN INNOCENT...Thanks to the media/press, most cases are brought out into the public eye with out all the evedence on the table . The press often times will act as the judge and jurry in any given case.Therefore,the innocent may very well be tried and hung by the press..leaving the jurry with a bad taste in their mouth for the accused,and therefore convicting an innocent person of a crime they d

I Got To Tell You Something
what should i do to my 14 year old daughter getting in trouble with her bf?????he a bad person and for lieing what he have done what should i do keep her away from him....she in jail becuz of him and that is wrong what he done he shot a window out of a car and she never done nothing but she got arrested for it.......i will be back in a little ty and ttyl bye

On Vacation
.. Riden by to let every one know I will be on Vacation flying out on tuesday to see my son and his family it is my grand daughters 4th birthday I will be back on the 20th hugs and kisses to evry one wishing you and yours a sweet and safe week going to miss yeah much love and respect xoxo Mike.

Long Day
Today has been a very long, emotional day...I'm sorry if I haven't talked to many of you for a while...I had an awesome weekend, meeting Shannon and Mel was great, and I will have pics very soon... Today was the funeral for both of my friends who passed away and I am emotionally drained...also not very talkative....I appreciate you all for being there and being patient while I worked my way through all of this stuff...I'm very glad it is all over now, but it will still be a while before everything gets back to normal... Well, I love you all, and I will talk to you all as soon as I can...until then...Hugs & Kisses!!!

Prayers Needed
A family member of mine, Nona went into cardiac arrest at 25 years old and they brought her back but she is now in a coma doctors don't know whether she will pull through or not she is the mother of three small children under 5 years old. And recently we have been praying for my grandfather, James whom has been in extremely bad shape . So please pray for my family. UPDATE NOW ON FULL LIFE SUPPORT ONLY A MIRACLE AND PRAYERS CAN HELP.

I Blogged This 4 Tracy~manager Of The O.c.l Pit Bull Bombers. It's "i'll Never 4get 9-11"
I can remember what I was doing on 9/11/2001 Can any of you?? I was pregant with my 3rd child sitting in the office at my husbands job answering the phones like normal when I turned around to check a parts locater machine and it was coming all over the screen from NY,Fla,Cali,MN,You name it prayers were going out to everyone that was in the towers as the first plane hit. Then it got quiet the screen stopped moving only 1 person came across with a second plane just hit omg.. Tears started to fall in sorrow for all that was going on not knowing if or who was next.. I remember any plane that flew over I watched to see where it was going afraid that after that happened it wasnt only going to be upstate that got hit..The airports all over shut down noone was allowed in or out with a plane and if you were caught in the sky you were asked to land.. My inlaws were in flo on vaction and was stranded there till they were even able to rent a car.. I couldnt wait to get my other two chi

Wtf So Im A C*nt And Hypocrite Now.....
I was just called a hypocrite because Id never sleep with a bi man. Last time I checked it was a persons own personal perfance on whod they'd sleep with. fuck off dick. Start at the bottem and read up. this is the email. then replies and calls me a cunt wtf Hide header Date: Tue, 11 Sep 2007 20:17:16 -0700 From: Size: 2 KB To: shell1977@fubar.com Reply-To: ok answers my question. you're a hypocrite. cya! On 9/11/2007, shell1977@fubar.com wrote: i have many gay and bi male friends but no i would never date a bi male. On 9/11/2007, fu1140504@fubar.com wrote: hehe, so ur also bi? you're very beautiful too! would love to see ya in leather. would ya date a bi guy? On 9/11/2007, shell1977@fubar.com wrote: yes I am single right now and yes I have been with a woman. several times actually On 9/11/2007, fu1140504@fubar.com wrote: are ya single and would ya ever try a lady? luvbei

I Am Sick To Death!
I have had it up to my ears with all this bullshit about my NSFW pics. If you are here only for that purpose please remove yourself from my friggin list. I will NOT be hassled about this anymore! I am not obligated to anyone to show my body, and that is it! Like I said, if you feel this is a personal attack, then please feel free to delete, block, banish, or whatever it is you need to do to make yourself feel better for trying to force me into showing you something I don't have to...Sorry for those that haven't been doing this..Much Love!

Focused
PRESS ON Nothing in the world can take the place of perseverance. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. Im eating breathing and sleeping this record... a test of man.. how far he can push.. how hard "i" can push... how much can i get in tune with a vision... a dream... a passion... and bring to life the core of it.. the part YOU will be able to touch... feel... and share so... i sit back.. and for a meoment reflect on what is happening... reality is the reflection it wont last.. in 2 minutes ill be back in pro tools tracking. love it while it lasts like a fucking fuck fuckers. well all reflect later... when were fucking jamming our asses off..... Kazy

Reefer Madness
Not to long ago, I read in the newspaper how people are getting busted growing marijuana plants in north Florida. 730 of the plants were found less than a few miles from Disney World. Imagine riding Space Mountain after smoking a doob. The cops were doing what they are supposed to do. They were enforcing the laws that have been set. But therein lies the problem. Despite the bans and the laws, people are still smoking marijuana. An independent survey showed that 28 million Americans admitted to smoking pot just last year alone. Even more revealing? 47% of Americans admit to having smoked pot at least once in their lives. I am a member of that 47%. And yes...I DID inhale. If you ask me, as a bystander who no longer smokes the stuff, marijuana should be legalized. Prohibition of alcohol failed, cigarettes are still being burned at an alarming rate, so we might as well go ahead and regulate and tax marijuana like we do alcohol and cigarettes. Now, I'm not saying ma

Snake Eating Rabbit Caution: Nsfw
If you are weak to the stomach, do not watch. THIS IS NSFW!!!!!!! MY SNAKE EXERCISING ON THE TRAMPOLINEAdd to My Profile | More Videos Description: My snake Gollum eating a rabbit, (this is natural survival of a species and part of life) so if you are extremely weak where something like this might offend you, then please go away and DO NOT WATCH IT!______________________ _________________________ __________________ _________________________ _________________________ _________________ _________________________ _________________________ _________________ _________________________ _________________________ _________________ *AND FOR THOSE OF YOU IGNORANT ENOUGH TO COMPLAIN: This rabbit is NOT a pet and is a feeder purchased from a breeder licensed in the State of California for the survival of large reptiles. As some (like mine) will only eat what they kill (Hence PART OF NATURE). As NO snake in the history of the world naturally eats "road kill" (something found dead, like yo

The Flower
This is a little story I wrote for someone I think is very special. I thought I'd post it for everyone to read. Feel free to leave comments both good and bad. Hope you enjoy! Once upon a time there was a flower. This flower lived in a clearing in the middle of the woods. It was purple with white speckles and liked nothing more than to have the sun's rays caress it's petals all day long. Each morning anticipation would fill this flower as it yearned for the first gentle ray to touch it's petals and spread over it's body. On this particular morning the flower was counting the seconds until the sun's rays washed over it but something was wrong! The sun didn't reach it today. The flower looked around concerned but didn't notice anything different today from any other day. The flower stretched up hoping to encounter the calming ray of sunlight but it was no where to be found. Alarmed now and thinking the sun might never touch the flower again, the flower noticed that one of the

Perspective
Sometimes it does a person wonders to put down on paper or type how they are feeling about life and things in general just so they can come back to it later and read it with "perspective". Lately there is a pervasive sadness about me that I can't seem to shake. Perhaps its just that I work insanely too many hours, perhaps its that I have nothing in my life besides this place, perhaps its because I am feeling taken advantage of from most of the people I know in my life, from my child, to the insane boss, friends and men. Perhaps its that I'm 45 and realizing that half my life is gone and I dont have much to show for it. Maybe I need to be in "It's a Wonderful Life" mode to realize that I'm important to some people in my life because lately I dont see or feel it. I go through my day making other's lives comfortable (I work in hospitality in case you don't know that) and I believe in my heart they appreciate what I do, but they also forget that I'm truly not "wonder woman" . I n

Great Sb Convo
bottum up, as always Damon: hahahah your awesome ->Psychowolf...: Im convinced you could be convinced. Nothing a bit of Ass Lube and a Can of tennis balls wont fix Damon: im sure there's some sausage somewhere on here for you Damon: srry to disappoint but that's a negative ghost rider ->Psychowolf...: FUCK! I was lookin' forward to you and I Pounding each others ass for a few hours! Damon: i knjowyou're here to defend your friend dude,and that's admirable but she's a big girl and she'd doin fine . lol ->Psychowolf...: Youre sure about that? You didnt say you swallowed sausage like John Holmes? Damon: haha nope i think your safe. ->Psychowolf...: im not kidding. I NEED to know if theres an AssBandito after me Damon: haha ur 2 funny. ->Psychowolf...: Thats what ive been hearing On The fagvine Damon: dude, are you SERIOUSLY asking me that? ->Psychowolf...: did you SERIOUSLY say you wanted to tap my ass? Damon: lol ->Psychowolf...: im not chec

Lmfao This Is What Happens When...
You start commenting with shit like "i'd hurt you" and "i'd wreck you" ... at age 20... bottom up, you know the deal corey ->KinkStar S...: later, can't find a fucking date and has to jack off to chicks on the internet corey: later slut corey: haha thats a yes ->KinkStar S...: whatever helps you sleep tonight ->KinkStar S...: lol you'd like to think that, i'm sure, darlin corey: im sure u got a loose puss annyways ->KinkStar S...: lol look all you want babe corey: and ud be surprised corey: i still cant stop lookin at your pics tho corey: yeah your right ->KinkStar S...: dude, usually i'm a sweetheart, but i'm lookin at your comments and all i can think of is... dude, you're 20, you barely know how to fuck yet, i'd end up fucking the shit out of you til your dick was spittin dust and you were crying for your mom and yeah i started it, but dear god, the poor little kids, how did their mothers raise them :p (hope you get a laugh out of this, i've got lik

What A Way To Kick Off The Day
I go to plug in my phone, doesn't work. I call my mom and step dad for advice since I'm on a pay as you go plan with only 3 dollars left, and well I find out my mom is in the hospital. I don't have a way to get out there to see her. fuck.

My Mom
she is in recovery...they wont know if there was any damage to the nerves til she is fully awake, as far as the surgery itself it went well..My dad will be calling me back with the rest after they get her fully awake and the dr tells him more..thank you all for your prayers!

The Imaginary Romance...i Offer You...
sheltered from the real world...an escapade... a romance so perfect...all realities...evade... out from your wildest dream...as sweet as a deadly sin... far from ugly realm...sensuality exuding from within... let me lead you...to untreaded land...my love... trust and faith...knowing no harm will come... i'll show you...the art of romance... of sultry nights and amorous dance... bare your soul...and we'll embrace... till eternity...in trance...

Ok This Is Going To Be My Venting Blog
Ok so i put blue in my hair last night now anyone who knows me it wont stay in very long!! well one of my "friends" decideds to cancel plans for the weekend with me cause of the blue!! i have told them that if they cant take the time to get to know me or accept me for who i am then they dont need to be calling themselves my "friend" i am who i am and will always be this way yes i will do things to imporve myself and will work my hardest to follow my dreams and i will admit i do need help on getting started on them... am i wrong for basically telling my "friend" off??

A Memorial To Cheayla And Numalte
As I write this through the tears, and sorrow, I fight feeling anger at such a senseless travesty. On Tuesday-9/11, friends Chealya and her finance, Numalte, were killed by a drunk driver in a car accident. I know there are many who knew them-some closely and some fleetingly, but I know the world has lost two great persons and Heaven has gained two great souls. My condolences to all of us who are mourning their loss, and May Cheayla and Numalte Rest IN Peace. An email was sent out by Cheayla's Sister: "Cheayla and Numalte were both killed in a car crash last night. We do not know any of the details except they were both pronounced dead at the scene. Hit head on by a drunk driver. I am sorry to tell you this news but I promised my sister to inform her friends if she was to be away for awhile.I am just trying to stay busy at the moment. If you knew then you loved her so you can imagine what we are going thru. Her websites will be deleted as soon as all o

Serious!!!!
A VERY GOOD FRIEND of mines mom has just been diagnosed with cancer...... if the kemo doesnt take then their giving her 18-20 months to live ...she is fairly young and has 4 kids.... if u could please pray 4 her ....thank you much!!!!

First Encounter Nsfw
Another of my trials attempting to write something I had not done. This is something like the previous that I had written some time ago. I am working on something new and hope to have it posted here in the next few days. Enjoy! ********************************************* She and I were sitting on the floor in front of the couch, chatting and giggling like old friends. We’d been friends for quite a long time, and I’d always had a slight crush on her, but never told her. I knew she was bisexual and comfortable with it, but I wasn’t sure how she felt about me, and I certainly didn’t intend to ruin a great friendship. I said something, I never remember what, and she threw her head back in laughter. As I watched her laugh, head tilted back and such a beautiful expression of joy on her face, it struck me how incredibly sexy she was. My laughter faded as I watched her, the giggles replaced by an undeniable feeling of desire. She wasn’t beautiful in the supermodel sense, but

Aids
if i banged every chick on the internet that swore she was gonna come here and take my cock in some way or another, i would not only have aids, my crabs would have aids. i would have exploding radioactive shrapnel aids. it would take out a whole city. they would call me hiroshima dick.

Why?
Why do I just want to scream! scream out of anger, really really loud so that I am heard. Why do it I hate this? hate everything! I just want to know why I am living? What is my reason of being here? What is my reason of being what i am? Why I am so nice when I was born in hell? Why I cry so easy when I should be tough. Why life is so hard? Why people are so quick to judge? Why when I drive on the highway all I can think about is running into a brick wall going 90mph? Why all of my girlfiends has kids and I don't? I want to know why! I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHY! Everything in life is so hard to understand! I going to SCREAM, because I don't understand, scream even louder because I will never will. Should I give up now? Take the easy way out? Not like my life is going to get any better!

U Complete Me...
"You complete Me" by LEI Your in my heart your in my soul you complete me and make me feel whole Rather your close or far apart, you will always have a piece of my heart I feel like our love was meant to be, we are two hearts that came together like Destiny I was the lonely one til faith brang you along, you are the one who every day makes me strong My heart lost all control, now your all i seem to know when i think of you, i feel my heart beat, its telling me your the one for me your always on my mind and if something is wrong you always try to make it fine. my dreams came true when my heart found you when i look in your eyes i can truley see, your the one i been searching for and together we were meant to be Sometimes i get so confused with this feeling but i know that i want you more and more as my heart is healing At nite i fall asleep thinking about you cause your all i want to do Then when i wake to another lonely day, wishing you were on your way!

** Settin The Record Straight **
** Someones Babygirl ** has been part of my name for a while i added it on there for a certain person that means something to me..... i told that person who they were.. When I am asked who it is i say someone because its no ones business.. And I have never told anyone else it is for them.. It was for one person and one person only and always will be.. So just cuz you wana think its for you dont!! I have been up front and told u and everyone its for a certain person. Thats just how it is.... I removed it tonite NOT becuz i was asked to but becuz i wanted to.. I dont want a certain person thinking i lied.. I luv havin it as part of my name it let a certain friend no how i felt.. and i might put it back.. BUT LET ME MAKE MYSELF CLEAR IF I PUT IT BACK UP.. IT WILL BE FOR THE SAME PERSON I PUT IT UP FOR IN THE FIRST PLACE.. ANYWAYS IM DONE BITCHN I GUESS. IM DROPPIN IT NOW.. AND THIS WAS NOT TO PISS YOU OFF IF YOU READ IT .. ITS JUST SOMETHING I HAD TO SAY.. I HAD TO SET

Religion
I want to ask a question: Why? Why is there so much suffering in the world, if God is a God of love? Why do we face so many problems in our home and in our work, if God is a God of love? My mother taught me a passage of Scripture when I was a little girl: "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life" John 3: 16, NIV). But how do we reconcile that with all the trouble and suffering in the world? Many people thought that the fall of communism in Eastern Europe would eliminate war and that we would have world peace-that our problems would be solved. But we still have war; we still have hate. We still have poverty, disease, loneliness, boredom,psychological problems, unemployment, racism and starvation. And we wonder why. Some people turn to drugs and alcohol to escape. Millions of people are depressed; they cry out,"The bottom has dropped out of my "world!" And more and more people are committing

My First Request
WOHOO!!! my first request!! I don't know how this will turn out, as usually I just kinda..nevermind, that thought is boring and irrelevant, anywho..I got a request, so I feel special!! Your head spins with the speed at which events take place: It's late, the night is winding down. You sit at the bar with the man you met hours ago. One drink turned into 4, the conversation was great, and his smile has you captivated. Last call, the bartender chases everyone out. You stumble out the door, starting to walk to the subway station, when your company invites you back to his place for a "nightcap". Why not, you think to yourself, he seems nice enough, so you leave with him, and go back to his place. It's a nice loft apartment, spacious and well-furnished. He pours you a drink, you sit on the couch and talk. Again one drink turns into 3, and you are woozy with the booze. It's been a while since you've been with anyone, added together with the booze and the grin, it's not surprising that your

For Those That Think I Am Not The Guy I Say I Am......
I dunno why but some are getting the idea that I have changed after my contest has been over. I am sorry if any of you feel this way. I appreciate all the help that I have gotten I really do. I guess there are always positive and negative things that come from being in contest. I wanna be everyones friend is that so wrong. I wanna show love to all those that helped out. It was a group effort that won that contest for the 1 month blast. Yes there were people that helped me around the clock. I am really happy I had them backing me so much. But I see the overall effort. I hope you don't think I care less or don't think of you. But I am trying to give back to everyone and it takes time. That said I hope you all have a great weekend. Unfortunately someone thought that I am only supposed to dedicate my time to her. I told her the same thing and she mouthed off to me. I had to block her. First time that has happened. I am here for friends and to have a good time. Love you all have a go

Free Tat************
ok heres the deal if your an open minded woman and live near me and can get to me ill give you a free tat just email me at darkagesmaster@aol.com and ill tell you how you get a free tat of your picking big or small

Avril's Hot For
You're so good to me, baby, baby I want to lock you up in my closet, where no one's around I want to put your hand in my pocket, because you're allowed I want to drive you into the corner, and kiss you without a sound I want to stay this way forever, I'll say it loud Now you're in and you can't get out You make me so hot Make me wanna drop You're so ridiculous I can barely stop I can hardly breathe You make me wanna scream You're so fabulous You're so good to me baby, baby You're so good to me baby, baby I can make you feel all better, just take it in And I can show you all the places, you've never been And I can make you say everything, that you never said And I will let you do anything, again and again Now you're in and you can't get out You make me so hot Make me wanna drop You're so ridiculous I can barely stop I can hardly breathe You make me wanna scream You're so fabulous You're so good to me baby, baby You're so good to me baby, baby Kiss

What Is A Pc? What Is A Mac?
Bright Eye...:ignorance is bliss including the fact that youre insulting a person whom was here in the erra of the computer revolution where as you however came in on the tail end of it, buh bye, thanks for the time & the little conversation if that at best is what it could be called, by the way, anyone else will call this idea let alone banter of yours ignorant fseanb2...: all laptops are PCs but all PCs are NOT laptops. a PC is Personal Compuer. a Mac is a personal computer but never calleda PC... how stupid. Bright Eye...: most know the term of PC as it being a personal computer as others call a laptop a laptop cause it can sit on youre lap, but it must me this western washington thing here? fseanb2...: and all laptops are PCs btw what do you think?? why?7 results for: personal computer (personal computer n. Abbr. PC A computer built around a microprocessor for use by an individual, as in an office or at home or school. (Download Now or Buy the Book) The

Ending It
I want to end my life sometimes. I have a severely broken heart and find no reprieve for it. I never thought that being denied love would hurt so damned much. I have kids. They are all that keep me here on this land. But they are not with me, so I sometimes wonder if it is worth it to even stay. They may be hurt if I was gone, but their father loves them. Daughter is with my folks and in college. She is ok. Is a guy worth giving my life for? Can he really be so strong an influence on a person to make me want to take my life? Is he that important? What should I feel like this? Why should I allow him so deep into my soul that I continue to hurt this bad? I cry so much and feel that I will never get over this. He used me for all I would give. He was honest enough to tell me that he would never love me and never have a relationship with me, but his actions spoke so much louder. He seemed to care for me. He said he did. Made me feel like I was special to him, but he was

Im Ugly Bc I Dont Have Nude Pics Up??
Okay so this guy wanted me to take pics naked or in underwear. i said no and blocked him...he sent me a message saying im ugly on the inside hahah im a very nice person, and if i want to take pics like that it aint gunna be bc a guy wants me to im sorry...im a lil pissed about this bc guys on here think they can say anything to girls bc its the "internet".

Don't Laugh.. Just Trying Something Here.
As I lay here in deep thought My mind wonders to your enchanting smile I long to hold you , heart to heart for eternity Holding you in my arms is like holding the world I have never felt a love such as this I wonder why God has granted me this great gift Am I worthy of such splendor Do I deserve such wonders My heart aches at the thought of being away from you Every moment I am gone seems like millineums I am lost, lost without you by my side Lost without your heart next to mine Can there be such love in this place Can it be true Are you the one true gift from God My only desire is to hold you close to me Forever and Eternity , My everything

Ty Guys
i just want to say ty to everyone that has givin me support threw this rough time i'm having... seeing my lil brother go to war is definitely the hardest thing i've ever had to deal with... not just cause i'm worried for him, but because i can't stand seeing my mother cry... ty for everybody that is keeping my brother Nathan in their prayers... i haven't prayed since i was 11 and i'm catching myself constantly asking god for his safe return... once again THANK YOU SO MUCH to everyone that's here for me... u have no idea how much it really means.

Douchebags In My Shoutbox
Where do these people come from? Im minding my own business when this total douchebag enters my space and tells me what I should have for my status. The best part is his nickname is "The Cowboy From Hell - The Man - The Myth" A zipperhead with a retarded screen name is telling me how dumb my Status message looks ->Cowboy fro...: did I fucking ask for your fucking opinion ? NO so shut the fuck up Cowboy fro...: You should change your status. It makes you look dumb.

Just Left From Seeing Jeffrey.
He looked good today full of energy and kisses for my baby girl Angelia! I spent time talking with his mom (my second mom)and she isnt feeling to well these days she is having some medical issues as well she had surgery to replace a few of her disc in her back. Please pray for her so that she will not be in pain so she can enjoy these days spent with jeffrey and her two other kids pain free! Please keep jeffrey abd Tina in your prayers!

To Be On My Family List Means.......
I have made some changes to my family to make room for those that have become close. I hope you will not take it personal if you notice that I don't have you as family. Thank you for stopping by to read this blog.

Mens Top Ten
10. WE DONT GET STALKED. 09. WE DONT GET "CAN I SEE YOU N.S.F.W. PICS"!!! 08. WERE NOT BOMBARDED BY "HORNY WOMEN" ASKING US IF WE WANNA SEE PICS OF THIER TITS AND PUSSY. 07. WE DONT GET "WANNA FUCK"? IN OUR SHOUT BOX , ITS A SHOUT BOX DUMBASS!!! 06. OUR PICS DONT HAVE REPETITIVE COMMENTS LIKE: "DAMN GIRL", "UR FUCKIN SMOKIN","DAMN GIRL LEMME HIT DAT", AND THE BEST : "YOUR HOT" 05. WE DONT GET CALLED A "BITCH" WHEN WE WONT RESPOND IN A TIMLY FASHION 04. WE TALK , THEY DONT RESPOND ...ITS ENOUGH TIME TO GO GET ANOTHER BEER . 03. OUR CLEAVEGE IS A NON-ISSUE 02. WE DONT HAVE TO WEAR THONGS. 01. AND THE #1 REASON IS IF YOU DONT GET WHAT YOU WANT AS FAST AS YOU WANT....TYPE TITS AND PUSSY IN YOUR SEARCH ENGINE.....ITS JUST A CLICK AWAY THERE ARE PLENTY THERE....SO GIVE IT A TRY...I LIKE TO CALL IT A "FUBAR ASSHOLE CLEANSING"

So Tired Of The Bullsh*t
If you tell me something, mean it. If you promise something, deliver or don't promise at all. I won't think less of you for not saying it, but I do when you say you will do something and don't deliver. I am honest with you, I'd appreciate the same in return. Mass deletes and profile overhaul will be coming up shortly. Its time for a change in direction. ps Colorado is beautiful!

Destiny, Fate & Karma
I READ THIS AND I FOUND IT VERY INTERESTING TO SHARE WITH MY FRIENDS,HOPE ITS NOT MUCH OF READING :P:P:P...ENJOY!!! SOUL LIFE DESTINY, FATE & KARMA by John Van Auken Photo by Eric Martin In order to fully appreciate the secret teachings, we need to understand how the Universal Law of Cause and Effect works. It's easy to say that the experiences in one's life are the result of past activities, but the forces of this law are greater than we may first imagine. Every action, every thought, every idle word sets up reactions, according to the Universal Law. When one thinks a thought, that thought makes an impression on the Universal Consciousness. Nothing is lost or done in secret. Everything is done within the Universal Consciousness, and the Whole is affected by it (as well as all others within the Whole). This isn't easy for us to believe, living in our own little worlds. Secret, private, alone and separate are active words in our vocabulary. This is due

It's Been Awhile
So, it's been quite a long time since I've been on this here site. I haven't signed on since like May and that's back when it was Cherrytap. Anyways, forgot my password and the e-mail I used, so I had to create a whole new one. That sucks. And it ticks me off that I can only rate so many people within a 24 hour time span. I guess I'll have to find other ways to level up when that happens. I also want to become more popular on this here site, but not quite sure how, so someone please help me out!

Running Around In My Head:
are the following random thoughts: Should i take Luvy to see I Am Ghost? I wonder if I should ask Ryan what his fave color is? Should I get D that damn Silverstein ticket? Should i get one for Luvy? Keith it's bright in here. I feel like a cigarette. Too many post its everywhere. Ugh. I'm tired. I should have coffee. Soda's better. LOL. Try living with THAT mentality. :D

Mastercard Wedding??
MASTERCARD WEDDING? You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University. It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party was an envelope. He said this was his gift to everyone, and asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 glossy of his bride having sex with the best man. The groom had gotten suspicious of them weeks earlier and had hir

One Flaw In Women
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much th

Thank You God!!!
Well, I got home a little while ago from my trip to WV to get the remainder of my things from the marital home... The trip was absolutely wonderful!!! I could not have expected anything more!!! So, I know you want to hear some things about it.... here goes... 1st... we left, Phil and I, around 9 pm last night. He let me start driving when we go to Whythville, VA. and I drove the ramainder of the trip (4/5 hours). I wanted to show him how dark it gets up there in the middle of nowhere, so we pulled off onto the scenic overlook on highway 19 north, just south of highway 79 (the last leg of the trip). I turned off the truck, turned out the lights and we sat there for a second and then simultaniously opened our doors... so wierd! But we were walking around this parking lot, looking up at the most beautiful patch of stars I think that I have ever laid eyes on... when all of a sudden there was a shooting star off to my right. I turned to Phil to show him and he said he saw it t

True Friends
Many people will touch your heart not when you meet them but its a start. Many you will talk to every single day others you may just pass along the way. Those that touch your life in a special way will mean more to you each passing day. There are some that you may never forget and yet there are others that you will regret. Some friends will do things that we may not agree, but if you stick together and work it out you will see. You will see that a true friend is hard to find. One that will be there through the hard times. A true friend will listen to what you have to say, not saying a word as you talk the night away. Those friends that touch your heart. Hold them close and never part.

Conversations With A Camwhore
Had a Spammer Camwhore IM me out of the blue. More then likely it may have been a script. Either way I had some fun with He/She/It ishielady: hi there ->PieDaDDY: hi ishielady ishielady: how are you baby >PieDaDDY: Im fine how bout u? ishielady: im fine baby ->PieDaDDY: thats great ishie ishielady: so wats u up 2 baby ->PieDaDDY: not much..at work gettin ready to go home. What about you ishie? ishielady: im just rub my wet pink pussy baby ishielady: im so hormy baby >PieDaDDY: I know the horny feeling ishielady: do you want me to see playing dirty on cam baby ->PieDaDDY: how much do you charge to watch you play on cam? ->PieDaDDY: I do the same thing too. Maybe we are on the same site? Im on malecamwhores.com I get 25.00 for 15mins ishielady: its free as long you put my promocode your CARD wont be charge ->PieDaDDY: well maybe we can swap promo codes and watch each other fuck ourselves? we can both cum free! ishielady: ok baby ishielady: click this li

Please Help A Friend
OK friends and fans a freind of mine is in dire need of help...he needs to level up....its only 11,000 points ....if any of you can help him out you KNOW i and He would appreciate your help...here is his link please go share the love http://fubar.com/user/737247

Finally
Ok my mom just got a call on her pathology report....It was NON cancerous!!! So now we just have to focuse on her recovering and getting the feeling back in her face...Thank you all of you for being there for me through all of this and praying for my family!!

Yeah Ok
I just got this message with an add request: Hi there, Im Greg, i fanned you and rated you, i have some war, Nascar, and fantasy pics you might be interested in, please leave comments if you decide to add me.. hope you have a great week Ok 1, why do I care if you fanned me & rated me? I'm not obligated to do the same. 2, why would you think I'd be interested in war, NASCAR, or fantasy pics? 3, if I did add you (big if), why would you beg for comments?

Wtf???????????????????????????????????
To all my friends and the comments bombers............... My friend need help my friend to get her VIP she need a little bid more help how about 1 rate and 20 comments each one??? I'm sure that will help :P:P:P So please please please people click on this pic and help her out with one rate,and some comments show this great person some love:):):)and tell her that Wild Cat sent you.... luv y'all :P:P have a marvelous day! hugs and kisses WildCat

Mmmmm So Sexy Starr
OK EVERYON MY GIRL SO ROCKS AND I LOVE HER TO DEATH AND WE ACTUALLY SHARE ALOT OF FRIENDS WELL ITS TIME FOR ME TO INTRODUCE HER SHE IS THE SHIZNIT IN MY BOOK AND IM SHURE YOU WILL AGREE LOL ACTUALLY I KNOW FOR A FACT YOU TALK TO HER AND YOU WILL HAVE A BLAST LMAO SHE IS SO SWEET SEXY AND FUNNY AND MY FRIENDS ARE THE BEST BUT BECAUSE THERE ARE SO MANY OF YOU AND ONLY 1 OF HER ITS REAL HARD FOR HER TO GO THROUGH MY LIST SO I AM ASKING YOU PLEASE CHECK HER OUT I PROMISE YOU WILL LIKE SHOW HER SOME LOVE SEND HER A REQUEST AND SAY HI SHE DONT BITE BUT IM SHURE SHE WILL IF YOU ASK AND SHE WILL HAVE YOU MIND BLOWN SHE SO ROCKS IF IM WRONG THEN DELETE ME TO JUST SHOW ME LOVE BY DOING THIS FOR ME SHE HELPS ME OUT WHEN I REALLY NEED IT SHE MAKES ME COME BACK AND KEEPS ME FROM DELETING MY ACCOUNT SO YOU LIKE HAVING ME AROUND GO THANK HER CAUSE SHE JUST DID IT AGAIN LAST NIGHT MUAH I LOVE YOU GUYS AND THANKS FOR THE HELP I WILL TRY TO HEP ANYONE WITH WHAT EVER JUST LET ME KNOW OK SEND ME A MESSAG

Little Johnny
Little Johnny Little Johnny came home from school one day slightly confused. His mother was Jewish and his father was black. So Johnny asks, "Mommy, am I more Jewish or more black?" "What does it really matter? If you want to know for sure you'll just have to ask your father," his mother tells him. So, when his father arrived home from work, Little Johnny asks the same question, "Daddy, am I more Jewish or more black?" "What kind of a question is that? Why do you want to know if you're more Jewish or more black?" asks his dad. "Well, it's like this dad... Tommy down the street wants to sell his bicycle for $50, and I don't know whether to jew him down to $25, or wait until it's dark and steal the fucking thing."

Pirate Hyms
FSM was, FSM is And FSM will forever remain The loving Pastafarian Companion Of my heart's soaring hopes. ________________________ Because I love FSM unconditionally FSM has given me His Pirate Boat. Because I serve Pastafarians unconditionally Flying Spagehtti Monster has given me His noodly touch. ________________________________________________ A pirate-mountain: This is what my mind urgently needs. A midget-fountain: This is what my heart sleeplessly needs. A Stripper-mountain: This is what my mind urgently needs. A Beer-fountain: This is what my heart sleeplessly needs _________________________________ When is Flying Spaghetii Moster's Birthday? FSM's Birthday is when? Pirates completely becomes his surrender-life And soulfully becomes His gratitude-heart. _________________ Will You wait for me, My FSM? "Will you cry for Me, My Piarate?" ___________________ "The Pirate King" excerpt: Oh, better far to live and die/Under the brave black flag I

I Love These People!
THESE PEOPLE ARE SOME OF THE GREATEST PEOPLE ON HERE AND I NEED TO SHARE THEM WITH THE WORLD AND I WANNA LET THEM KNOW I APPRECAITE THEM BEING SUCH GREAT FRIENDS TO ME!I COULD'T ASK FOR BETTER FRIENDS!THEY HAVE STUCK BY MY THREW THICK AND THIN AND FOR THAT I AM GREATFULL!PLEASE GO SHOW THEM SOME LOVE!?RATE FAN AND ADD I AM SURE THEY WILL RETURN THE LOVE!NOT EVERYONE THAT I APPRECAITE IS UP YET BUT THE LIST WILL GROW.............. RIGHT HERE WE HAVE MY #1 B*TCH.WHOM I KNOW WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY BACK ON HERE AND EVEN IN THE REAL WORLD EVEN THOUGH WE LIVE 1,000 OF MILES AWAY FROM EACH OTHER Greeneyed Texas Girl~ CT Wifey of TexasTradman SWEETCHEEKS BE-OTCH!~FRIEND TO DRAGON MISTRESS~@ fubar THIS GUY RIGHT HERE IS MY RIGHT HAND MAN GREATEST GUY YOU WILL EVER MEET..AN HONEST AND LOYAL FRIEND TO THE END! rockrules2001***FUBAR Hubby of RockLady***READ THE PROFILE 1ST*@ fubar THIS GUY RIGHT HERE IS SWEET AND LOVING.I KNOW HE IS MY TRUE FRIEND.AND YOU BETTER TREAT HIM RI

My Yahoo
SO SOME BITCH IN CONN STATE I GUESS CLAIMED THAT SHE LOVED ME. BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO HOLLA AT HER SHE HAD A GUY HACK MY YAHOO. NOW MY YAHOO ACCOUNT IS GONE. I HATE TO BE EVIL BUT HERE IS HER NUMBER.508-738-4499 HER NAME IS STACEY.

Don't Understand
I don't Understand why people get so mad, when you try to help them in explaining, that you do not get any points for ripped pictures, why does it have to be about knocking some1 down for helping, when you ask for help in the first place, especailly when we are Family, we all need to stop and think about things before saying them and realize we are all here to help 1 another

Wtf??
Date: Sat, 22 Sep 2007 13:19:04 -0700 (PDT) From: Size: 994 B To: cjhooker@fubar.com Reply-To: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again.

My Baby Boy :o
My oldest son has turned into a young man. Where the hell has the time went? I'm not ready, but then I am. I'm sure other parents understand that. He hasn't been much into girls, which is sort of a good thing I think. With all the drama that comes with having a girl/boy friend sometimes. He has had a few different girlfriends since the start of high school.. but nothing serious. He was like take it or leave it about it. Well this year he has a new girlfriend. He's taking her to the homecoming. She has a surprise B-day party tonite and he went and picked out his own gifts for her :O then when I took him uptown to get her a card, he came out from the store, he had also bought Kiss's to put in the bag with the presents. Awwwwwww I think he really likes this girl! Tiger is having a worse time with it than I am LOL My boy is growing up and is turning into a wonderful young man. I'm so proud of him. And feel that we've done a pretty good job at raising him.

Hacking Passwords
This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PERFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way

Fakes And Backstabbers
There are too many people here that will stab you in the back as soon as you have anything personal to say. I'm sick of you fakes. I don't care if I ever get to Godfather or whatever, it isn't worth knowing you. Rate your own pics, win your contests on your own, I don't care. My friends talk to me. If you think I'm creepy, weird, the antichrist, whatever, then beat me to deleting you.

No Pussy
A farm family were gathering in the kitchen for breakfast. As the youngest son sat down, his mother told him he wasn't going to get anything to eat until he'd fed the animals.Angry, he thumped out the door and headed for the chicken coop. As he feed the chooks, he kicked each one in the head. The it was off to the paddock to feed the cow.As she bent down to start on some fresh hay, he kicked in the head. He pour slops into a trough for the pigs and as they started eating, kicked them in the head. He then headed back to the kitchen and sat down.His mother was outraged. I saw what you did. Since you kicked the chickens you'll get no eggs for breakfast and since you kicked the cow no milk. Also no bacon or sausages because you kicked the pigs. His father came down the stairs and nearly tripped on the cat and kicked it. The boy looked up at Mum and said. Are you gonna tell him or should i??

So Are You That Way? Question For The Ladies.
Hey Hey Hey, once again I like to thank you all for checking out my Blog. (please check out the rest) For all comments I get on my Blogs I promise to rate and send a special gift to you. Once again thanks for checking out the blog man. So i was chilling with some mates a few nites ago having a few drinks and so on. Anyways the subject got onto having a bit on the side. I was shocked to know how many women was out there that was willing to be a manz side order and how many men are having thier cake and able to eat it. So Ladies of the world. how many of you are willing to be the other women? I been told by a female friend that the reason why women are side orders cos they love the fact that the man is coming to them rather then ther women? So is it a power or attention thing? if you have been the other wome why was yu? and if your the kind not to be like that I ask you Why? Once again thanks for checking out the Blogs. much love blog man

Week 3
jets dolphins...2 crap teams i go with the home team giving 3...jets by 3....giants skins...skins will run the ball and control the game,hate to give 3 1/2 but i will...skins by 3 1/2.....bill pats...pats are best team at home,bills are the worst.i will give the 16 points in a blow out,pats -16....eagles lions,eagles havent looked good but are better then their record.they will win but not cover.i will take the lions +7....cowboys bears,cowboys are highest scoring team in league with a good D,i will take them on the road getting 3.cowboys +3......any takers on these games or any others just shout for a gift wager.

Er's Suck
So I had to be rushed to the ER for a serious asthma attack. I have not had one in over 10 years but due to the change in altitude up and my sisters this weekend and having a really nasty sinus infection, it caused for a torture session on my lungs. It was the scariest damn thing ever not being able to breath and passing out! I will be taking it easy the next couple of days so come say hi

"happy Feet"
I went to click on the link in order to block this pathetic downrater, only to find that they had already deleted their account. I started thinking...WOW...this freak is so obsessed with me that they went to all the trouble of creating a new profile, finding my profile, downrating everything, and then deleting their account. What I find humorous is the fact that instead of succeeding in their plan to hurt me they pretty much showed me that they have nothing better to do with their pathetic life than to sit around and think of me. What an Honor!! So "happy feet", whoever you are...Thank You for making me the Center of Your Universe!!!

Thank You
I would like to thank all the FU-Bombers and other FU members that helped me in my contest this evening. I could not of done this without your help. I can not believe that we dropped comments more than 8000 in two hours. You guys rawk hard. Love, Darlene

Am Home
I am in New York now. Things are just going so damn slow. Like my heart just has this huge hole in it. I did get to meet up with some friends and that was good. My dad is not doing well so that will be the next trip home I bet. Anyway, I do have some new pics that i will post soon. Am ok to chat just don't be an ass. I might still be sensitive. xo

The Fundamental Rules Of A Relationship Part 2
I wrote a version of this about 2 or 3 years ago, and it was good, but i found a few places in it that were a bit weak, so i have taken mental notes over the past couple years, and now its about time that i write part 2 of this. This is not aimed at just guys....(granted, its was idiotic guys that had no clue that prompted me to write this) But you women could learn a thing or two as well. Alot of this, i always thought was common sense, but over time i have found that i couldnt have been further from the truth. For anyone that has found their relationship in jeopardy......read this carefully. If your partner doesnt understand the workings of a solid relationship, then print this, and make that person read it. None of this is hard. So with that said, lets get started. Hopefully you will enjoy it. This was originally conceived after having a conversation with a friend of mine that went a little like this. Him) Dude, i think shes going to leave me! Me) Shes going

This Is Bull Shit
ok...now its time i speak up.. they said this site wouls never come to be like myspace but it is with all of this kiddy shit they r doing... i read a bulliten last night and it was talking about how the bouncer checks r very annoying and it is true...i tried to contact baby jesus last night and today as well and he still has not answered me...if they work with us a little bit it could make this site more enjoible like it was back when i started but no...they wont even work with us so my next thing is to find out how many people r behind me on this...i say we stop bying VIP's and Blasts and Happy Hours , And scrolls...i am done with putting money in there pockets untill they work with us on this problem...i have a VIP and as soon as it runs out i am done giving them money till they work with us...if u have a comment about this feel free to leave it on here...people r probably woundering why i am speaking like, and if i am afraid of them deleating my account and the answer is no because

Stupidity
So my dumb ass got hurt yet once again, im so stupid for falling for another girl!!! This 1 i honest to god thought we were perfect, but her ex bf that she loved jumped into the picture and i was dropped like i didnt even matter!!! Why does this shit always happen to me??

New Wiper Blades
Hey Guys, I got a new set of Wiper Blades on my car. I think they might be too big because they hang over the edges a little, but I don't care, they work great and I would have to say that they are the only blades I have ever had that I actually like to watch working. Call me crazy, but lately I have been driving around non-stop with them on, I've even been pulled over and the cop asked to go for a ride so he could watch them work. They were outrageously expensive, but safety is my main concern and like I said, they work great. Let me know if you would like a pair for your car for Christmas.

I'm Soo Shameless
Blogs seem to be the way to communicate for me and I am shameless when it comes to writing many a day....LOL I'm a scorpio I want lots of attention, and if I feel like I am not getting enough..I blog, or I beg for a happy hour..LOL Thats just me...so just saying Hi again! Letting you know I will be posting more pics later on this evening, so make sure you don't forget about me...:P Hugs and Kisses..:)

I'm Wondering Something Else...
Paul reminded me of this picture. Just from him asking if I was bored or horny and I said both. (was a joke dammit) and that's when he told me he loved me...it reminded me of this pic.... How many of you actually think this way? HONESTLY. Don't worry all I'll do is laugh at ya. Not going to get mad or nothing lmao oh yeah and Bitch Tit Bob says HELLO!!! lmao

So, This Bird Walks Into A Store...
A seagull in Scotland has developed the habit of stealing chips from a neighborhood shop. The seagull waits until the shopkeeper isn't looking, and then walks into the store and grabs a snack-size bag of cheese Doritos. Once outside, the bag gets ripped open and shared by other birds. The seagull's shoplifting started early this month when he first swooped into the store in Aberdeen, Scotland, and helped himself to a bag of chips. Since then, he's become a regular. He always takes the same type of chips. Customers have begun paying for the seagull's stolen bags of chips because they think it's so funny.

Gm Strike
So I went today at the time they had designated for me by my last name, to sign up for strike pay. Yeah.. I get there and they say "The international rep isn't here because he's so busy right now, so you won't be able to sign up for a few days at least" and to keep checking the website & listen to the radio for any changes. But I did get assigned when my picket duty is(Friday 8-12) ... yippee skippee BLAH!

Down
As the day that would of been comes closer, I am finding my emotional level rising. I never really have been much of a blog poster, but these feelings I won't be disguising.. I am so sad And yes I'm mad. These circumstances I can not forget. However, I am grateful for all the friends I have met With your support I am making it through, But please forgive me, for right now I am blue.

Omg!! You Have To See These Two!!
Today, is the best day I've had in a long time. I wasn't expecting anything, just a normal day. Well this lady made the whole day different. She heard about my contest I was in and pimped me out and the ass that was supposed to pay out for a blast and never did. She's definitely one of best people on here!! She added me today and pimped me out and I had none stop people on my page!! I would like to thank Baby Boy for introducing us!! Here's her link, if you don't have her on your list, go fan, add and rate her!! ~»§£ÅVE PRÌÑcE§§«~@ fubar And I would like to thank Baby Boy for always being there for me! For being there for everyone on his list. For helping me deal with that dude, who will probably never keep his word. Baby Boy is a very honorable man and someone you should definitely have on your friends list. He is a very honest and caring man, who will bend over backwards to help you with everything he can!! He won a contest today for a 7day blast today. He turned around and gave

Show Her Some Love
Well I just dont know how this happened but one of my best friends in fubar , her account just got deleted today for no reason at all . She was on level 23 , almost to level 24 . So she made up a new account now , having to start all over. I'm asking everyone who is my friend to go to her profile and rate her , lets show this very sweet lady some good Fubar love. Her name is Elizabeth , link is here at the bottom. Thank you very much :) }|{Elizabeth}|{@ fubar

9/26/07
Tomorrow my baby who is 7 is having her first ever surgery. Nothing real major, her tonsils and adnoids removed and tubes in her ears. But this is the first time for her and she is my baby. I have 3 girls ages 23, 21 and 7. The 2 oldest girls never had any kind of hospital visits, Thank the Good Lord!, until the oldest had her first baby. So this is going to be an emotional day for us all. We are a very close family of girls because I have pretty much raised them all alone. Was single with the first 2 at ages 3 and 5. Now single again since the baby was 3. So we have always pretty much supported and taken care of each other. The girls will be there with me tomorrow and I know everything will be ok, but i'm a mom I can't help but be worried. Please keep us in your thoughts as we take this next journey. Thanks to all my friends for helping me level so now I can add new pictures of my babies.... Gabrielle Renae

22 Ways To Make A Girl Smile....
1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy) 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. 8 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. 10 . Play with her hair. 11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. 12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her. 16 . Give her piggyback rides. 17 . Bring her flowers 18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone. 19 . Look her in the eyes and smile. 20 . Let h

What Could Be Harder Then Being A Soldier?
When a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.......to listen to his son whine about being bored. ...to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes....to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ...to be silent when people pray to God for a new car. ...to control his panic when his wife tells him he needs to drive slower. ¡¦to be compassionate when a businessman expresses a fear of flying....to be grateful that he fights for the freedom of speech.

Venting Only
I am so close to giving up, throwing in the towel. I dont know what is going on with me being in Germany and the work visa and staying here. Right now my boyfriend is unable to do the work visa at this moment. Right now my heart is breaking. I mean I know that he loves me or he wouldnt have forked out the money both times for the tickets to Germany. I made a comment why dont he just marry my ass and he said he is in fear of getting married because of being married twice before and what they turned into. I do understand that. But I also told him if I go back to the states, I dont know if I can do it again. This 5000 miles every 3 mths is hard. Not having a place to call home permanently right now is even harder. I gave up alot before I came to Germany the first time. Regardless that I was going to go through an eviction because I wasnt working, I gave up all my furniture, dishes and household belongings. I have about 10 boxes to my name and they are in my sisters basement. I love this m