Fubar Blog Posts 4

My Greatest Orgasm
Grip my hair Use me to love me Use me to pleasure me Pleasure you Such taboo Let them turn Let them squirm They will learn Harder Faster Deeper You know what to do It’s me and you Against the rest of the world This is the love they can’t deny Because our kisses are of Titanium ore Unbreakable Our love Make them shiver Make then shudder Make then cringe Fuck me Fuck their rules Fuck with their minds Fuck this girl senseless Until all I feel is love Our love Whisper unthinkable things Hot whispers Burn me inside And our muscles let out a single scream And the taunt is over And the frigid cry for loss Of innocence And the lawmen cry for loss Of order And we breathe each other Stare at each other Kiss each other For this is what love is for And this room is A battlefield Against those Who oppose. We have victory In love.

Happy Hour
Ok that Happy Hour was overwhelming, someone baught it for me and I had NO idea what to expect. So I wanted to say thank you to everyone who added me, sent me nessages, sent me shout boxes, fanned me, rated me, photo comments and everything else!!! I have no idea how I'm ever going to track everyone down to say thank you individually. So this will have to do!!!!

Younger Men?
Why are younger men attracted to older women? Is it because they are looking for someone who reminds them of thier mother? We have more experience? They need guidence? Yes some of us older women are still hot at our age but the guys that want us are way too young. I feel like I could be thier mom and they don't seem to care. Men who want women in the mid 40's range and they are under 22..seems like they are missing a few screws!!! Is it just me? Or is it that men don't care as long as they are getting some?!

Haha How Sex Really Happens.. (this Is Fuckin Great!!)
This is how a kid explains sex... Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because p

Withdrawing From The Contest
IM WITHDRAWING FROM THE CLEAVAGE CONTEST..FOR THOSE THAT DONT KNOW MY 14 YR OLD DAUGHTER IS IN TREATMENT...FOR SEVERE BEHAVIOR PROBLEMS...I JUST GOT BACK FROM MY 1ST APT WITH THE SHRINK...AND I REALLY NEED TO DEVOTE MY TIME TO HER DR'S APTS AND VISITING HRS WITH HER....SO...THANKS FOR EVERY ONES HELP UP TO THIS POINT..BUT I JUST CANT DEVOTE THE TIME NEEDED FOR THIS...I HOPE EVERY ONE UNDERSTANDS...

How To Make A Woman Happy
How to Make a Woman Happy It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich 49. not stress her out 50. not look at other girls AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO: 51. gi

Real Family
Ok I am so tired of hearing about fake friends and family. Worst of all it is from the ones who are causing a problem that I'm getting it from. Here is a little reality check for those who don't get it. You cannot force yourself or your opinion on someone else. Slavery for the most part is over! And although some force parts of themselves on others well thats just illegal and you'll probably go to jail if you get caught! Listen if your a real friend stick by your friends no matter what. If someone is messing them over stand up for them. If they have a problem and want to talk..listen to them and really listen don't just say things like yeah uh huh I understand and then forget about it. As for real family now this one is a sensitive subject for me; because I called a certain group family and well one individual in particular messed everything up because she was jealous of me. Yeah I know things like that happen in families but you cannot go around trying to turn the rest of the f

Fuktard For Prezident
Bottom to top,cause Im done wasting energy....I love Women Haters.. need1more: good night bitch boy ->Mr.Potatoe...: Not me buddy I forgot all about you earlier as I am doing now.Feel free to talk to yourself.We will all laugh at you tomorrow.Nite nite Sweet Cheeks need1more: you know whats funny im laughing my ass off and enjoying it and i have managed to piss everyone of you studid fucks off need1more: lets see mr potatoe cant get dick out in the world without getting caught so he comes to mummland lol ->Mr.Potatoe...: With that said,get a life you fucktard ->Mr.Potatoe...: Right,I would tell you to eat a dick,but you would want it to be mine ->Mr.Potatoe...: You have all the good insults.I give up need1more: nope just finished up with the rest of the loosers just now making my rounds to you need1more: nope in mummland lmao. ha ha ha mummland you people are queers huh ->Mr.Potatoe...: Get a life Fag that was fucking hours ago and your still butthurt over it

Maybe
Maybe ... we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe ... when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe ... it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe ... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe ... you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of, and want to do. Maybe ... there are moments in life when you miss someone -- a parent, a spouse, a friend, a child, your girlfriend/boyfriend -- so mu

Naughty Pics Exposed...
Yeah, I've got the naughties just like everyone else. However, I don't bother to host them anywhere on the net because why? Well, it's simple. I KNOW there are hackers everywhere. Why pay for the porn when you can just hack on the net and get it for free, huh? Why the fuck NOT? I don't host my pics on the net because I don't want just any perv looking at them. I CHOOSE who I want to see what I want them to see. BTW, if everyone else is so worried about these goddamned "pervs", take a look in the mirror honeys! You wouldn't HAVE those pics in the first place if you weren't a friggin perv yourself. So, if you don't want a hacker touching your kitty on his screen or stroking to your cock, DON'T POST IT!!! Simple as that people. Why are we so fucking clueless these days? Anywho, love you all. You make me laugh... sometimes. Have a great day and a great weekend. See ya!

Private Pics! (please Read!!!)
This was in a bulletin and it is true...For some reason we can't repost the bulletins or post new ones. PLEASE if you have PRIVATE FOLDERS with nudes or kids pictures DELETE them NOW fubar FUCKED UP anyone can see ALL your photo's DON'T BELIEVE me ask me to view a private folder and SEE for yourself REPOST PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go to your folders turn off the NSFW and then click ok. ignore the error message. then go back and turn it back on and then set it to friends or family only and click ok and its back to how it was LOCKED!!!!!

Do I Have Reason To Complain? (just Want To Rant!)
Has anyone reading this ever uttered the words, "Life sucks"? Trust me, it's worse when you have to got through what I go through in a day! I wake up to tremors every morning. These suck! I can't stop them! Not as bad as my seizures; I just hate it! Waking up to this every morning from the chemo...I could pick a better way to wake up! Now depending on the day of the week, I am either going to school or treatments if it's Friday. As much as I am enjoying being back and school, not to mention I don't think about being sick or going for treatments because my attention is elsewhere, carrying my books all over campus in my condition is a trip! I can walk from English to Psychology class, which is only a 5 minute walk, and be totally exhausted. Treatments take their toll! Getting the treatments are a bitch, but that's nothing compared to the after-effect. The headaches and nausea are damn near non-stop. It's not too often that I am able to keep breakfast down. Sitting in cl

Lets See
OK SO ME AND MARK STARTED TALKING ALONG TIME AGO ABOUT A YEAR WELL THINGS WAS GREAT COULDN'T GET NO BETTER AT THIS TIME WE WASN'T DATING JUST TALKING AND BECOMING CLOSER WE I LOST CONTACT WITH HIM UNTIL 2 MONTHS AGO HE CAME BACK IN MY LIFE WE I HAD ASKED HIM IF HE FOUND SOMEONE YET HE SAID NO SO I WAS SO HAPPY AND AT THIS TIME WAS SINGLE AND DIDN'T HAVE NO ONE SO I ASKED HIM OUT CAUSE WE BOTH KNEW HOW WE FELT ABOUT ONE ANOTHER WELL HE SAID YES WE BECAUSE A COUPLE AND WAS VERY HAPPY WELL WE MADE PLANS TO MEET WELL THE WEEKEND WE WAS TO MEET WELL MY GRANDMOTHER PASSED SO I HAD TO GO TO ALABAMA HE UNDERSTOOD THAT SO WE MADE PLANS AGAIN WELL I STARTED BLEEDING AND HAD TO BE RUSHED TO THE ER OK WELL HE THINKS IM LIEING TO HIM ABOUT ALL OF THIS AND I NEVER CARED ABOUT HIM AND I DID AND STILL DO BUT U KNOW WHATS HARD I TRY TO TALK TO HIM AND ALL I GET CALLED IS A LIER I DONT KNOW WERE I WENT WRONG I HAD NO WAY TO CALL HIM EXCEPT THE NUMBER HE CALLED ME ONCE FROM ON MY CALLER ID AT HOME SO WH

It Rubs The Lotion On Its Skin....
because i was bored, i thought id spice it up, for all of those buffalo bill fans! ========================================= ->Psychowolf...: WOuld you fuck me, ID FUCK ME>..id fuck me HARD! ->Psychowolf...: Do not block buffalo BILL ~*~N_B_K~*...: sry dude i gonna have too block you ->Psychowolf...: PUT THE FUCING LOTION IN THE BASKET ->Psychowolf...: IT PUTS THE LOTION ON AND PUTS IT IN THE BASKET ~*~N_B_K~*...: you bi are gay are what ->Psychowolf...: It puts the lotion on its skin, or else it gets the hose again ~*~N_B_K~*...: ok whats with that gift ~*~N_B_K~*~@ fubar

Twenty Dollars
On their wedding night, the young bride approached her new husband and asked for $20.00 for their first lovemaking encounter. In his highly aroused state, her husband readily agreed. This scenario was repeated each time they made love, for more than 30 years, with him thinking that it was a cute way for her to afford new clothes and other incidentals that she needed. Arriving home around noon one day, she was surprised to find her husband in a very drunken state. During the next few minutes, he explained that! his employer was going through a process of corporate downsizing, and he had been let go. It was unlikely that, at the age of 59, he'd be able to find another position that paid anywhere near what he'd been earning, and therefore, they were financially ruined. Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book which showed more than thirty years of steady deposits and interest totaling nearly$1 million. Then she showed him certificates of deposits issued by the bank which were worth

Question To You All.
I'm wondering if love is really worth it? I mean, seriously, how many times can your heart be broken before you give up? Faced with the situation, i am wondering if i should still continue to go on letting myself get in the situation or should i just completely give up altogether.....i dunno...opinions?

I Called His Niece Skankalicious!
HE GOT SCARED AND TOOK DOWN THE KIDS PICS.I DIDNT EVEN HAVE TO MENTION THE JEDI'S AND THE BLACK MARKET FOR BABYS!......................->lifesez/*~...: ya better take that ugly kid down!..to bad my uncle has the pic already...you insulted the wrong man little boy! ->lifesez/*~...: its a good thing i am going to have that ugly kid burnt alive cause you will be a shitty father you cant even form a sentence! ->lifesez/*~...: and your white whats with being in the ghetto?my uncle owns that shitty neighborhood! I'm Da...: YO GA GIRL S MY NICE AN U DONT KNO WAT IT IS ->lifesez/*~...: fuck off i am on the phone with my uncle on central ave and broad street in newark right now giving him your picture loud mouth! I'm Da...: NAWE FUCK DAT COME C ME NIOGGA ->lifesez/*~...: srfu i got connections in newark and i am going to see to it your kid gets burnt alive by next week for talking to me like that! I'm Da...: NOW U FUCKIN WIT DA RONG NIGGA U WANA KNO WHO IS GANA GET BURNT ALIVE IT

Puzzle...
Have you ever experienced a time in your life when you felt so empty for no reason? Have you ever felt so down but just can't tell why? Have you ever felt like the world suddenly spins around you and your caught in the middle going nowhere? Weird isn't it? But that's the beauty of being human... It's knowing that there is a promise for each existence and whatever that maybe... It also the reason why we still wake up breathin' each morning... To discover the missing piece of the puzzle that will make our lives complete... (",) _dYaNiKa_

Important Info On Points On Pics
In case you might not have noticed fubar has made a lot of changes a lot hasn't noticed. No dirty weeds, no hiding gifts (lol whatever that was ,never used it) and the big one is no rates on pics you have ripped. I have checked this out now twice to be for sure.So any pix you have that is ripped when its rated you get nothing now.So if I have made you something and you ripped it please copy it and reload it so u can get points for the pix since fubar has changed this without telling anyone which is BS to me.Copying pics is the issue not ripping thats why I thought they had the no ripping feature so u could turn it on if u didnt want your pics ripped but to not get points for ripped pics now.What the hell next are they going to do.pacifiers ????? adult site lmao ugh ok sorry but they getting unreal on the bouncers and some of these changes....

He Threatened Me Again
What he emailed me on Fubar.. Hide header Date: Sun, 30 Sep 2007 02:15:53 -0700 From: Size: 2 KB To: angelthemilitialeader@fubar.com Reply-To: bitch i am not gonna stop send all your little friends the kansas laws will not operate under false pretense for this is a cyber matter and would take too long to process and find out if i was doing anything wrong so you can do all that you want because im gonna be finding your phone number and giving it out to everyone that wants it hehehe What he shoutboxed me last night. revenge on...: if your gonna be a bitch take the picture i made you off revenge on...: why arent you on yahoo hmmm ? very nice post on your blog i see that popularity is a big thing with you huh ? see i too am very popular and thats exactly why you should have played nice right ? lol have you ever thought that just for a second i used false info ??Im going to make you hurt. you bitch. your going to pay. his new name here now is "revenge on angels"

Web Camming...
I know a lot of those who I have on my instant messengers want to see me on cam... but UNDERSTAND when I say "I don't feel like going on cam" or "My cam doesn't work on MSN because the cam on my iMac isn't compatible with MSN". Seems like a lot of these people just want to show their dick over the cam or talk about sex. There is more to a conversation than just sex and frankly I get very tired of hearing the same thing over and over again. Whatever happened to the stimulating conversations that is worth talking about? Every day I'm constantly asked to go on cam because they "want to show me something". No... no... and NO!!!! And people wonder why I'm not always on any of my messengers or to why when I do go on I'm in invisible mode? I'm surely going to have to do a major cleanup in all my messengers...

Pop Tarts, Vicodin And Animal Planet
I love pop tarts. In fact, I love pop tarts so much that I used to think the lyrics to "Margaritaville" were "I blew out my flip flop, Stepped on a pop tart", Anyway, back to the blog. Pop Tarts had an offer on their boxes back in the Spring for a Shrek bike helmet cover. My niece , Christina loves Shrek, so I thought I'd send off for this high quality item (thus securing my status of her most favorite Aunt). Months pass and and I forgot my mission… Last weekend, I had surgery, so I've been home for a week recuperating. The pain was pretty intense the first couple of days so my doctor prescribed some Vicodin to get me through the recovery. The side effects were random bouts of insomnia, floating sensations and I couldn't remember jack. I started having very vivid and weird dreams. Which is really bizare, because I normally don't remember my dreams. I don't know how I could have made it through the day/night without Animal Planet. They really have very interest

Yahoo Hackers
For months, I have been cautious about giving out my yahoo ID. People have wondered why. Last night I was chatting with a friend from Fubar and fell asleep with the computer on. I woke around 3:30 AM, and we resumed our chat when a hacker got into my yahoo account. I don't blame my friend because he got hacked too, as did a few of my friends from my messenger list. I got a strange IM from a guy telling me to put my cam on. When I asked who he was he said "I'm the guy who just stole your IM ID and password". He then proceeded to give me 10 seconds to show him my cam or he'd delete my account and started counting down. By 4 seconds, he gave me my password, proving he did have it. Then three seconds later, poof, my account was gone. One minute later, the account had been terminated. The Yahoo website is useless when this happens. They don't provide a number to call from your phone. I spent hours changing passwords and canceling credit and debit cards (at one time, I was on two pho

Help Me
Everyone.. the kid that threatened me has a new name and already emailed me.. Here is his new name.. PLEASE help me.. (¯`•¸·´¯)Øµ†~~ Fº®~~®€v€ñg€(¯`·¸•´¯)@ fubar There he is.. His new name is "Out For Revenge" and now that name is blocked.. I AM SICK OF THIS KID. (¯`•¸·´¯)Øµ†~~ Fº®~~®€v€ñg€(¯`·¸•´¯)@ fubar (¯`•¸·´¯)Øµ†~~ Fº®~~®€v€ñg€(¯`·¸•´¯)@ fubar I dont know what more I can do.. I have reported him here.. but no matter how many times I have him blocked.. he wont stop and he just tried to see me yet another boot/revenge bot on my computer. If I vanish for awhile.. I hope you all understand and I will miss you. It's been great getting to know you and it pains me that I might have to leave here out of fear.. because he has my home address and has posted it all over Fubar. Now he has my pictures. He said he will get me and hurt me.. Anyways.. Good night/morning.. whereever you are.

Miss Me At All?
Hey all..I just wanted to say first Good Morning!...:) I decided to stay of Fubar for a few days, after the fiasco with my pics I kind of got fed up with some people on here..I just felt this place was doing me wrong in so many ways, and needed a break...Did any of you miss me?..lol Well, I missed it a bit and I'm going to be on a few minutes more right now, but tonight I will be here..:) Hope you all stop by and say hi..:) Hugs and kisses..MUAH

It's Monday Morning - Already?!
The beginning of another week! Very dreary here in Western Wisconsin at the moment, although sunshine is on tap for later I think. More strange energy - this is becoming the norm, it seems. Can't say that I like it either, lol! My own personal anxiety is being "amped up" by the anxiety of others. Guess I need to reinforce my shields again! For those who are willing and able, my friend with multiple myeloma could use as much energy as he can get! I'm sending as much as I can produce, right now. He remains in the hospital, I believe. He had a bad reaction to an experimental drug, given to help him breathe easier. I wish I could be there with him, as do others, to provide support and give comfort. But I will continue to provide as much as I can from a distance! My heart aches, he is in such pain. Tim is refusing to go to school again! Don't know what to do with him these days. But he'll be in big trouble sooner rather than later!! I need to head to work - at least the energy i

People Not Blocking Me?
Sorry, forgot to mark the 1st one NSFW. I hate people in general I think ... (from bottom to top) All cause he said his mumms were stupid and I basically agreed, in a sarcastic way as always. ->~DJ Philbu...: i'm not giving up ... you are boring and not worth it ~DJ Philbu...: you are the weekiest link you are giveing up....hahahahahaha ->~DJ Philbu...: i'm not giving up ... you are boring and not worth it ~DJ Philbu...: you are the weekiest link you are giveing up....hahahahahaha ->Sphere Fre...: well okay then ... you are now boring and the waekest link ... goodbye ~DJ Philbu...: mouth....i do not block i am not scared ~DJ Philbu...: so do i till ppl like you run your moth ->Sphere Fre...: come on and block me fucktard ... you know you want to ->Sphere Fre...: me dj philburg, me no talk like adult ~DJ Philbu...: i just got done it your class time ->Sphere Fre...: cause I'm sarcastic and joking 99% of the time ... yea, you're right ... isn't it time for recess? ~DJ

Chapter 1 (i Am Nothing Without Spellcheck)
Of course life in prison wasn't what Robert Stark had in mind. Dreams of wealth, fame and loads of beautiful women was what he had in mind as a matter of fact. Who wants to worry about gettin shanked every other day? Everytime to the cafeteria was a test in patience. It all started when ...

Puppy Names
Ok soon im getting a puppy for my lil girl & i'm pretty sure it will be a female but wat i'd like regardless of sex is some ideas on names cos if i leave it to my daughter she will call it Barbie etc,so pls leave ur ideas on wat names ud suggest & thanks all *hugs*xxx

Stupid People
Deleting most of the things on here lately...Seems that every time u turn around something is being reported as NSFW....if i wanted to play with children i would go play on myspace...Seems that this site isn't for people who are over the age of 18..Seems like this is a place if the people don't want you on top then mark all your photos NSFW..Come on a puppy pic nsfw???????? just fucken stupid...Really wish that button when someone reported would tell you why in the hell it was reported and why they felt the need to do it...Should be looked at by 2 people to determine if it is NSFW and then if it isnt keep a log of who is doing most of the reporting and if they are just being a stupid ass then DELETE there account...and make it known that they were deleted for that reasoning....OK thats my bitch of the week

Taking A Break
While he pinches my left nipple I feel his right hand leave my tummy and follow my waist to the small of my back. He drops his hand down a bit and finds my ass bare to his touch. OK... break over.

Here's The Thing...
I lost a friend..we had grown apart due to lack of communication. It is hard on me because I care so much about my friends. I don't really want to be social right now. I am sorry I am not leaving comments for everyone and I appreciate the concern you have shown me. I care about you all so much. I have only so much energy I can extend here for now. I have stretched it to its limits and in some instances extended it a bit too far. I have a serious crush on someone local. He doesn't know I like him so much and I won't tell him. But I hope he will be spending some time with me as often as schedules permit. I have a couple friends I adore beyond bounds and I want them to always know I will always adore them...love doesn't just end. I love my closest friends. I tell them as often as I can so they know it. Bill is my best friend here in CT he is awesome and is there for me always. Thanks Bill for letting me come to you and unload some of the weight I take upon my shoulders.

Deed Well Done
I see you from afar, Dark and aromatic.... As I have always remembered you being. I am held in your magnetic gaze, Drawn closer and closer to the radiating heat, Of your form.... Lost forever in anticipation... As I yearn to taste you.... that taste i crave It matters not... For I need to be inside you that warm wet place Filling you with my hardness hips meeting hips grinding... biting each other in a rage of lust All the energy, vitality you always bring to me... I am awakened when I have you near. Steam rises from our bodys i feel your pussy grip me and drain me of my cum.... ravenous rumbles of your seductive voice, Intensifies....and intensifies still.... Until you are exhausted and empty... And the deed is done.

Oh Please Please Do All You Can
5 hours of happy hour comming up back to back starting tonight at 4pm pst. That would be 7pm New York time. If everyone during that time maxes all they had on my profile my goal in hitting Godfather in record breaking time would be over tonight. Hardly do I ask for you all to hook me up. I'm always trying to get help for other people but you guys unless everyone rates me now during these happy hours all this work will be for nothing.. Sure getting me closer to Godfather but now my bombing abilities are pretty strong. Unless I break this record there no need to work on my page. Once you hit level 20 there really isnt a need to level anymore really. Unless you have a goal like breaking a record or something. I never cared to level before and unless I'm going to break this record I don't care to really level any more. In other words guys it's all or nothing. Get you all to deadicate yourselves to me over these next 7 days and make this happen or we all just chill and relax. I persoanlly d

This Sadness Feels Terminal This Time
rejection--such a deadly emotion for someone like me--and i'm feeling it so strong --and all over--even here on fubar. if i befriend someone here or they me--i might give them a gift in gratitute--then they might give me a gift--and say things of a complimentary nature to make me feel all good--damn--i love that sorta stuff--i write back-they're gone--for good--not just once--damn like probably 100+ times--damn--i'm feeling so frickin' inferior--if i'm such a frickin' bore--just do nothing if i give u a gift-the 1st time--or better yet--reply "TY"--i'll go away--fast believe me--if you hang out healing my severely bruised soul--stay around awhile--ok---but don't just ignore me--damn--this happens so much

Whats The Deal?
what is the deal with some of these people on here? all i see anymore are people wanting you to rate their pics and leave a comment for each one. i can admit i had done it but im not doing it anymore! some of these people are on my friends list and i go rate their stuff when they post something but i have yet to get any rates back. the ones the rate me are my fu family(whom i will do anything for!!) and some friends i have on my list. so i have decided that im going to start removing people from my list's so if you see it shrinking then you know why. just tired of people wanting something and not returning. oh and another thing, these people who want you to buy stuff for them well they should get off their asses and get a job and buy it themselves lol i have given away 2 tickers since ive been on here but i traded in fubucks for them. ok im done rambeling, you all have a nice day. FU BOMBERS RAWK!!!!

How Can You Trust Someone Online?
How can you trust someone online? I can kinda give you a breakdown of some of the things to look out for. Number one thing is check them out!!!!! 1.)If your dealing with a company. search it out on the internet. do a google search ,yahoo search any other search engines you use. When you do the search put in the name of the company. find out anything you can that way. Then add a little to the search .Put in the name and the word complaint,. and search that. Try it another way. Put in the name of the company and the word feedback. ( try different words after the company's name) There is always something 2.) If your dealing with say an Artist Do the same thing as above. Try words like scam, or fraud or con after the name With artists/ you can also hit searches like CMT or MTV or any type of music sites where they have a forum for people to say stuff about the artist. ALSO with an artist when you put their name in the search and it brings it up see if the majority of the sea

Have Found The Fake
Ok, I found the fake and it is disgusting what some will do for kicks on here, please accept my appologies for some asshole and know some people have no life and look to create hate. Friends, do what you feel is right. Keith SexyBeyotch@ fubar

Please Help
THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST AND COULD REALLY USE SOME HELP.... YOU KNOW I ALWAYS GOT YOUR BACK.. NOW I NEED SOME HELP STARTED TODAY AND ENDS OCT.10TH.... PLEASE COME BOMB AND HELP ME GET A BLAST... ALL HELP IS APPRECIATED (1 OR 1000 EVERYTHING HELPS) THANKS IN ADVANCE.. ONE LOVE

Have Ya?
Ever had one of those days when you have to click about 5 times for a link to work, and then you get some page won't load message and it makes you want to throw your computer at the TV because you pay good money for hundreds of channels with not A DAMN THING worth watching on it? No mater how you sit, you cross both legs, you put one on an ottoman, you put both on th floor but you can't get comfortable, and when you do you get an itch in the middle of your back that you can't reach so you walk to a doorway and rub up and down like a bear. Ever just want to sell everything and fly to Mexico and pat some senorita's soft ass while sipping...no, wait, gulping margaritas? OK, cool, I was just asking. :)

Asshole Stole My Tongue Pic
"EXECUTIONER" Founder and Owner/@ Bikers Clubhouse Bar And Grill /The only bikers clubhouse@ fubar This piece of crap is using my pic id appreciate it if you would let him know that he cant fake to be the owner of my tongue

The Attack Of The Camwhore Pt 2: The Return Of Monica
Man PieDaDDY must have left a real good impression on this camwhore. She found me about 8 hrs later and made a new account just for me. She seemed desperate for some PieDaDDY cock LMAO monica: hi monica: remember me hun? ->PieDaDDY: yeah sure! I joined that site but the girl that was on cam said she didn't know you >PieDaDDY: and she was shaved too..I didnt like her at all and she charged me 200.00 to dress like an elf monica: when did you register?? monica: cancel your registration hun ->PieDaDDY: u disappeartoday so maybe it was then monica: i told you to register for me.. monica: i even waited you monica: then register now for me.. ->PieDaDDY: yes but you left and I was so horny. I need to have my sexy elf pussy monica: i am more hot and pretty that the girl you seen monica: cancel it now hun ->PieDaDDY: yes but you have a fake pic you could be as ugly as she was..oh she was horrible. She almost didnt make me cum monica: go to customer support

Real Life Update
Hey all, for those that noticed the recent statuses/blog of packing and such, i'm staying with a friend in chicago for awhile. for those that knew and wanted to know, i did arrive safe and sound and my computer is expected back later today ;) once everything's settled in, i'll be around more again. for those that don't have a clue what i'm talking about, just know i'm safe and everything's fine... for those that do, thanks for your support, i love you guys Sin

To Remove Hair Or Not...
This is one of the funniest thing i have ever read!!! Ladies, Do NOT try this at home!!! Hair Removal.... (I don't have a clue as to who wrote this, but....WHAT A HOOT!) All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. Read on.......... My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically incl

When I Grow Up......
The other day I was sitting around and got to thinking, "what do i want to be when i grow up". i sat there for a few minuets and realized exactly what i want to be. I want to be like my Ma'am (Lady Twisted Karma) She is one of the most wonderful people who have blessed my life. She is a very strong, beautiful,spiritual, caring, intelligent woman. She is always there for me, and anyone who asks for help. She has an answer for just about everything, and if she doesn't She will reference you to a book which will answer your question. I look up to Her in everything she does. She has showed me life can be hard, but tomorrow is another day to be happy. i honestly don't know what i would do with out Her. my role model and who i look up to in all aspects of life, one of the people i love the most and couldn't fathom life with out, is my Ma'am. ~Lady Twisted Karma~@ fubar

Kdm & Dawn
Just so you all know.... This is now a joint account for both of us... KDM & Dawn This is to better deal with the all the assholes that come to her page.... now her page is mine too... Wanna fawk with the both of us? LOL

Please Read....true Story....
Isn’t life interesting… Today my son, Chad, age 10 was playing football at school During recess, flag football of course, (YEAH RIGHT) Only to have a so called friend tackle him grab him by the shoulders And slam him to the ground. Little did his friend know, that my son’s leg was now behind his own back. Me being a single mother of two, work becomes a very important thing. I am a substitute teacher, I have been for 3 years, I truly love what I do. I have been with the school corporation for 10 years. I always shut my phone Off in the morning before going into work. I worked at one school this morning and just Arrived at another school to start my day in the afternoon. I was talking to the teacher I was About to replace for the day, and all of the sudden, my cell starts ringing, puzzled by that, I’m like Wow, that is weird, I had my phone shut off. I grab the phone to turn it off and see that My son’s school is calling. I quickly answer, only to find the se

Crime Don't Pay
So some stupid idiots (Idiot) broke into my Jeep, ripped the dashboard out for a $50 aftermarket CD player and took my ashtray with some change in it now they saw my Sunglass case with my Oakleys in it $150 they left em LMAO can you say stupid or what ? Dumbass Criminals I reported it to the cops, but since its a wrangler im not even gonna bother to ask my Insurance company

Hey Ladies Can U Take All Of Me?
Please leave comments & rates Hey ladies can u take all of me? 1Zingerbug on imikimi - Customize Your World 2imikimi - Customize Your World 3imikimi - Customize Your World 4imikimi - Customize Your World

This Is So Awesome,, Everyone Should Read!
The Butterfly and the Buffalo by Samuel Solomon Once upon a time there was a butterfly named Brooke. Brooke was a beautiful butterfly, with rich, vibrant colors, full of life and beauty, spreading love around the meadows where she took flight, sharing life with all the creatures in the meadow. She was a wonderful soul, with a heart as big as the sky itself. She was adored by those close to her, and her many admirers would quietly watch as she flew by, easily seeing her spectacular colors... One day, as she floated through a valley, she spotted a wonderful creature. As she drew close, she was in awe of his size and strength. She was fascinated with him. He was a buffalo, named Bastion, and they swiftly became friends. He had many qualities that she liked; he was strong, and fast, and powerful. When he spoke, she was captivated by his voice, and he said such sweet things to her. Bastion was fascinated with Brooke as well. She had such beauty, he lo

White Fu**ers Like Me
matt@ fubar So this guy shouts me....heres the convo...Yea i was rude but i don't need this bullshit anymore. So ya his link is up there if you wanna check him out. I just think hes a idiot. April ♥

Leg Update For Those Who Asked
Went to the doctor this morning. She met me at the office because my leg bled all night and wouldn't stop swelling. I had taken 2 Tylox, 1 Valium, 1 Avinza (slow release morphine), and 2 Benedryl, and the pain was continually getting worse. So, she does some blood work and an exam of my leg and finds out that the wrap that the wound care center has been prescribing for me to put on after my shower, has something in it that I am allergic to. That is what was causing the swelling which caused the extra aggravation of the skin tissue. I had already stopped going to this wound care center last week, because I decided they were a bunch of flakes. I guess this just proved my point. However, on my last visit, they decided they would try a new wrap and this is what I get. I'm not blaming them completely, because my immune system is just so messed up right now. However, I had asked them to please do a spot check before they did a full wrap. They informed me that this wrap had noth

Bikers.....
I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that had none. I saw you look in fright at my tattoos. But you didn't see me cry as my children where born and have their name written over and in my

Things That Don't Belong In The Bathroom.
1. Plungers. Are you a crappy shitter? A plunger may help you out temporarily, but keep in mind that you're just avoiding your problem. Instead of fixing your shitting disabillity, you bypass dealing with it by using an oversized suction cup to squeeze your extra burrito through the piping. What are plungers for? They unclog the toilet. So how does the toilet clog? I looked it up in my Shitionary and it listed three plunger plunders that cause clogging: The shitter is a fatass The shitter is constipated and hasn't shat in 2 weeks The shitter uses half of a roll of toilet paper Here are the permanent solutions: 1. If you are a fatass: Lose some god damn weight. Nobody likes your fat ugly ass and you have bigger problems to worry about than a clogged toilet. A plunger is not going to help you lose weight, so deal with your disability before somebody mistakes you for the mascott of Italy. 2. If you are constipated: http://www.prunejuice.com 3. If you use half of

Lover Update
The last time we met, we made it to the eighth floor of a parking garage in a not-so-sleepy city. I left hand-prints on a sedan; he left a cream-filled condom on the concrete floor. My tell-tale heart, muffled by a suit jacket, ticks away the moments until our next not-so-auto-erotic meeting.

Masturbating While On Vacation.
When you go on vacation, you get off school/work/whatever for two weeks. It sounds like a great time for you, but what about your penis? Don't you care about him? Of course. Nobody likes blue balls. The big question to think about when planning your vacation isn't where you're going, what to bring, or what you'll be doing there. It is where, how, and when you'll find the time to rub one out. If you've tried it, you'll know that a grandparent's house is a difficult place to get an erection. Just the smell is enough to keep a little man down. Then you tack on the thought that your grandpa is in the other room sleeping in a diaper. It's almost impossible to get it up without help. You finally get into the zone and all of a sudden the dreaded paranoia strikes in. That's when you turn into super pantless detective man. You search for hidden cameras, trap doors, spies, and anything else capable of recording the events taking place in the room. Did grandpa install a wank detector in the

Lol
A beautiful, voluptuous woman went to a gynecologist. The doctor took one look at this woman and all his professionalism went out the window. He immediately told her to undress. After she had disrobed the doctor began to stroke her thigh. Doing so, he asked her, "Do you know what I'm doing?" "Yes," she replied, "you're checking for any abrasions or dermatological abnormalities." "That is right," said the doctor. He then began to fondle her breasts. "Do you know what I'm doing now?" he asked. "Yes," the woman said, "you're checking for any lumps or breast cancer." "Correct," replied the shady doctor. Finally, he mounted his patient and started having sexual intercourse with her. He asked, "Do you know what I'm doing now?" "Yes," she said. "You're getting herpes; which is why I came here in the first place."

Can Someone Tell Me Why?
Why it is that someone can come into your life and have you act a way you never acted before? I mean does this mean they are not good for you? If your acting like someone you never wanted to be meaning overreacting and questioning every little thing when before you never did in fact you were told you were too unemotional and or detached? I just don’t know what to make of that. Can someone have such a hold on you that you behave in a way that is out of the norm? Does this mean you are in love with this person or does it mean you enjoy the drama of it all? Maybe it’s that your last relationship was so boring that you enjoy the chase and excitement of it all, maybe it’s because your hoping one day they will turn around and tell you they are in love with you… I don’t know just rambling right now…

My 3 Yr Old Little Girl
my 3 yr old was unresponsive friday and had to be air lifted to a trauma center on life support they ran all kinds of tests and found nothing they could not tell me what happened so she is fine now but still have alot to deal with it because of it hope u all have a great night good night

Ugh...
this is a first time for me... be gentle..LOL.. god.. makes me wonder.... rememeber , peeps, bottom to top... lonely_har...: so u arent bi then okay sorry ->lonely_har...: now why the fuck would you ask that?? lol lonely_har...: hey are you bi bad enough i get 18 yr old girls, but now 18 yr old boys as well??

Good Halloween Movies - The Ring
I watched "The Ring" again today. Like all my favorite movies, I thought I had watched it a few times and enjoyed it and now I wanted to analyze it. I'm a traditionalist and love the gothic films, like the Hammer classics, but The Ring is a great film to start the Halloween season off right because it gets you in a "something's out there" kinda mood. One thing you can usually catch in horror movies especially is a lot of extraneous info, a lot of scary things that end up having nothing to do with the main scary thing. I didn't catch any. All the little info bits and pieces added up in the end. For the first time I finally latched on to why this film leaves such striking visual imagery, and why it holds your attention even in the slow parts. The entire film is shot in low contrast. meaning the brights less bright and the darks less dark, until everything kinda washes out. It's even hard in most scenes to pick out any color. I'll bet people who have seen it a dozen times can't t

Stomach Bug
I know the majority of you will not read but to those that will; there's a stomach bug going around in my home & it's making the rounds. I was down yesterday & feel some what better today but plan on shutting off the computer & curling up on the couch & watching movies with my son today. I hope everyone is having a great week. ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

Make Love To Me
MY first attempt of an erotic poem. It sucks LOl Lay me down, Move me closer to you, Run your hands over me, Explore my body Like you always do Use your lips, Taste every part of my body, When you kiss me, I feel you breathing so hot and sweet, Circling through my body Make love to me, Let me submit to your demands, Caress me softly Consume me with you love, Let me feel you body, Push into you gently Listen to my moans In this moment I surrender to you. Make love to me

Deployment
well, as some people on fubar know, i am in the navy. i am writing this blog for all my friends to let them know that as of yesterday, i am being deployed starting in november. i will be gone for aropund seven months and am not sure if i will be able to get on fubar while out to sea. in the event i cant get on here, just wanted people to know ive met some great people on here and hope that theres still some love shown here after ive shipped out. crazy amounts of love to friends and i'll see yall around.

Ehhh, What's Up Doc?
So this morning I had a doctor appointment. Had to get lab work done at the endocrinologists office [thyroid doc]. She also refilled my prescriptions and 'chatted' with me. Doc P: I always remember you by calling you 'The woman with the most beautiful hair!' Me: Why thank you... Doc P: So tell me, how are things with your weight loss going? Me: Eh. I can tell I'm still losing inches. I haven't "officially" been weighed and measured at the gym in the last couple of months. The woman who does it for me hasn't been in. Her father's ill... Anyhow, I can tell the inches are still being lost, but the pounds are STUCK *laughs* Seriously though, the scale isn't budging! Doc P: Have you gained weight? Me: No. It won't go up OR down. Just stuck at the same weight as last time. Doc P: I ask, because your breasts look larger Me: *raises brows* they look...bigger? *Looks down* They're the same to me! I haven't LOST much weight there. That's odd, I know. Supposed to be the f

Time Long Past Memories Remain
My heart skips beats at the sound of yout voice the sight of your eyes surrounded by flowing hair your all to blame for the look on my face I'm happy im shocked im surprised not sad the beauty that surrounds you the scent in the air this all reminds me of the one night we share the way i felt you in my arms i fell into a confusion lost in your stare dancing that night nothing can replace how i felt seeing you alone in all of space when i see you now i cant help but wonder you've always been there not letting me fall under the times my heart was about to close because you've been there to stay open i chose you've kept me kind caring and sweet so here i am before you this day all last night i sat to pray questions arise as i look in your eyes the thoughts surround me as i start to say have you ever felt these feelings this way have you cared or cried have you ever lied have you lay awake late at night thoughts unclear of the events long past have you dear I have

Aww I Think I Hurt His Feelers :o
So yeah.. this "guy" rates my profile and sends an add request. So I add and go to his page to rate, and rate pics.. started really looking at his pics and noticed something He doesn't have the same tattoos in all the pics LMFAO .. So I shouted him needless to say I deleted him. LMFAO

Lip Lovers Happy Hour Contest!
The Lip Lovers Contest will run: October 26, 2007 6pm PST through November 5, 2007 6pm PST Let your back up know! Mwah! Contest Rules Clarification: The blaster mentioned in the rules, is a script that comment bombs automatically. This has nothing to do with the blasts we see on our fubar page.. those are just fine! :) Please make sure your entire face is in your photo, not just your luscious lips :D If you are interested in entering this contest please fu-mail! Your Host: drkreflections~CLUB F.A.R.~INTERCEPTOR FOR THE PRIDE~WSC~RL Wife to Will~@ fubar

Trembling
Lost in the nonsense , Caught in the Drama Will it ever stop drifting into no where Bobbing back and forth Take you away from me because I can't let go numbness sets in as from a deeper being thinning , wearing , yet grinning a shallow thought my heart falls crumbles shattering into tiny parts you hurt me like no one else could you damaged my soul you cursed my heavens bringing no gold Yet I love you how can this be ... So I tremble

Rambling
Have you ever been afraid of whats next? Right now I am deathly afraid of whats going to happen once I go back to the United States with my boyfriend and my relationship. When I look at him its hard to fight back the tears. One man that I finally gave my heart to, it scares the beejesus out of me. I don't want to give up hope because it is something I truly believe in, my biggest fear is that he will give up. He has his business now and everything is going great for him, I dont want him to feel that I am a burden. I havent brought this up to him because I am scared of the outcome. For those that are new friends, I met my bf online over a year ago. This is my second 3 month stunt in Germany (he has bought the tickets and supported me both times). What can I do to make him REALLY SEE what he means to me. I swear words just arent enough anymore....

Show Me
show me the way show me the way to life and happiness show me the way to laughter and joyfulness give me the path where im not alone give me a path where troubles arent shown let me live free and make my own choices let me live free and hear my own voices lead me some where with hope for tomorrow lead me sumwhere with no pain and sorrow lift me higher to the angels sing lift me up higher and give me my wings show me me the way to beaughtiful land show me the way to gods open hands friends forever steff brown 2007

8 Days I Am Behind
I am in need of my friends and family to come and help me out in this contest. All of you know when ever you have asked I have been there. please return the love now that I am in need click on the link rate the pic and comment bomb for the next 8 days all love will be returned

I Am My Master's Dragon
I Am My Master's Dragon I am my master's dragon And my master treats me well, He calls me when he wants me, And I answer to his bell. He feeds me puffs of pastry To reward me for my deeds, And according to my master, I have all a dragon needs. My master fails to notice, Though I know that he is smart, The incalculable sadness Deep within my dragon heart. But I am not complaining, I've no sorry tale to tell, I am my master's dragon, And my master treats me well.

Poem: As I Sit Here In Waiting....
In intense pain. I wait for an ex to show his face again. Not due to repair or need of the past relations. See, he is the one that knows how intense my pain is. He knows just how to touch me, & sooth my pain. He knows just how to make me relax & smile again. Though there is no interest of repair of our relations. He says I am what keeps him human. My will & strength is what makes him available at will call for me. He is amazed of just how I maintain things. I call on few, & ask for nothing. I wont subject my needs to be used as a tool or for anyone thinking that I owe anything. I continue to write, paint & do my photography. I do these things, as its all I seek for a legacy. My views, my words, my hopes & desire's. I wish them to be left as nothing less then inspirations & kindlings or fuel in any lifes matters,... matter's that might transpire. As I sit here waiting in intense pain. I wait for an ex to show his face again. Not due to

Dear Friends!
A quick note to my close friends. Please forgive me for not being on lately, I recived bad news on thursday. I found out that my cousin who has been in acoma for the last three months was going to have her plugs pulled. My Uncle and aunt Pulled them yesturday morning and she passed away ten minutes later. Now I have some family issues that I have to take care of so I will not be on as often for the next week or so. Please if you write to me or shout at me and I don't respond do not take it personal, I probley just came on long enough to check my mail and respond to those I have already gotten. Thank you all for being my freinds!

Time To Give In
In case you haven't figured this out about me, I cannot keep a man....it doesn't seem to matter what I do, nobody stays interested in me for long.... I think it is time to just give up on having a happy, decent relationship with anyone....a month from being 30 and still can't seem to get it right....I think I am destined to be alone...... but oh well right? I just give up....its pointless, and I'm tired of trying to make things work....it is pretty apparent what I am good for to men, so why bother......

Joint Custody?
On Sunday, I felt like everything was going so well...I found myself on a Roof Top wrapped in a Red Garment at the top of a Fire Escape, being Photographed by a Photographer from the Arts League of Philadelphia..Beautiful day..Sunny wind in my hair.... Later that day when I got home, I worked with another Photographer. We made some real soft photos. I may have worked hard that day but it felt so rewarding. I worked this week at my regular job. All seemed well but I feel like the CHAOS levels increase constantly. The politics and office BS I can not feed into. Not worth it plus I have far too much work to do to be drawn into that. Feeling a little under the weather since the Roof Top..probably because I modeled nude there for 4 hours...I have felt the increasing tightness in my chest. Funny how things happen...my ex husbands wife calls me..explains my daughter had an asthma attack at school. Since day 1 the school has not called or sent any correspondence to me. Joint Custody? Shar

Women Vs. Girls
Grown Women Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own

Lame Night
Met this guy on fubar right... seemed really nice, a good communicator, didn't obsess about my tits or ass, even intelligent. after some persuading i agreed to go out with him tonight. even after knowing he had been drinking for four previous hours (he knows i don't drink) i was still willing to go meet him. i waited an hour (me wait an hour for some idiot? yes i did) and finally he wants to meet... at another bar. KNOWING i dont drink. by that time i had given up hope on it and went to eat by myself. my conclusion is that men are fubar are idiots and i won't be making that mistake again!

Conversation
purple hair in the light...red up close what to say if anything, or how to fill in the air then we fell back again and listened to the talk words of happy or go lucky or you fill it in 'leave some balance baby' overheard in a day lit bar on purple brick wrapped by black iron spoken by a boy in black hair pulled by nervous, or anxious, or just plain bored hands maybe just the need to do something, subconcious action made by overmoving mind hand then he came that gap toothed smile well spaced friend the one filled with too much thought...thinking past color, past what fiber can stand he sat. i smiled. and we spun it back and started again.

Crappy B-day Due To Ex-wife
I got to have the kids spend the night with me last night and wake up to them singing happy b-day to me. That was totally awesome. After taking the girls to school, the EX called bitching about how I'm not a daddy to the girls. She kept threatening how she was going to do this and that, take me back to court and all of her other childish games. What it all boilded down to was that I had plans to go out for my b-day and wasn't going to keep the kids whenever it's convenient for her like she WANTS. That really got my blood pressure up so high that I was having a headache. I just had to get this off my chest. Maybe it will make me feel somewhat better.

Goodbye Again :(
hello,here i am again been here so many times now wont be having the internet connection again thought i would leave a blog before it goes not sure how long i will be gone for might be days or even months getting so sick of it and you all must be wondering why its complicated dont wanna air all my personal stuff but i will say this the bad situation i'm in its never gonna improve until i take steps and sort it once and for all and know that i'm gonna miss you all,hope i'm not gone for long i will get on the internet somehow to pop in and say hello, to a certain person gonna miss you the most loads of love,hugsnkisses xoxo have a great day and hopefully be back soon

I Haven't Slept In Hours!
Name: Boccabella, Boccabella. Rah, rah, yeah! Gender: Girl. 1) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water? I start the water. Then I turn it off cause I forgot something. Then I come back and start it again before realizing I forgot something else and say screw it and usually end up giving the neighbors a peep show when I'm done. No, you can't be my neighbor. 2) Do you read the labels on the shampoo bottle? Um, no. I think "lather, rinse, repeat if desired" is pretty much the theme of them all.. 3) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essence commercials? No. I scream. Soap gets in my eyes. I SCREAM. I also fib. 5) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings? No. That's disgusting. Where is number 4? 6.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower? Nooo.. But I've smoked. I'm hardcore like that. 7) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot?

*rolls Eyes*
Of course today is dress up thursday so I thought I'd come in this cute white skirt i bought a couple of weeks ago and this nice pair of white shoes I've had for a while. Once I got in the building I noticed something funny with the shoe. Yeah the right one detached from the heel. That's what I get for trying to be trendy. lol. How's YOUR morning?

Sick
Some of u may know i have been ill for over a week now with a lot of pain and discomfort on my right side from my back around to my side and stomach. my family thinks it is Appendicitis or a cyst on my ovaries. I I will be going in the the ER tom. Just wanted you all to be aware in case i am not here for awhile. So i just ask for you to have me in your thoughts and your prayers. thank you XOXO ~S~

My Life
My name is Kevin. I was homeschooled from the age of 6 or 7, but since the past 4 or 5 years I haven't been able to do the school work because of the trouble with losing our apartment in Blackwood, NJ. And almost everything we had was in a storage facility. My 55 year old Mother ran her own company at home as a web-tech consultant for global business etiquette book authors, and after a market slump with some of her largest clients, she lost her business. My Mom was a Navy wife for 22 years and because she is divorced, and collects a portion of my Dad's pension, she cannot collect welfare or go to a women's shelter or any other government aide. We were living in the only motel in Glassboro, NJ, as far as we know, and it's not the greatest place; But it was a roof over our head with free heat, electricity, and HBO. We've lived with family and friends these past years, but when you're living in someone's house for a couple months and even a year, tensions rise. They begin

Holy Point-whores Batman!!!
Forgive this blog. I am writing it after medication. However I just thought a thought I wanted to jot down before I forgot, I'll probably use it later. You can ignore this post if you want. I think the mumms have grown worse than ever. I just saw a mumm that was a fucking point-whoring, attention-grubbing site-wide fucking bulletin passing through the mumms because it was fucking happy hour. If I wanted to see that shit I would sort through my fucking bulletins. But y'know what? Nothing is going to stop these point-whoring attention-grubbing cuntdrips. There is no retribution for the affrontedness of it all. Sure, what are you gonna do...? The whore shall never return to the mumm, so the community bashing that normally makes idiots cry is negated. Worst case scenario it's marked and they lose privileges they care nothing about...they still get their pointless announcement out to the people that are trying to AVOID that crap by congregating in the mumms....PLUS POINTS!!! Oh, wait..

What's With Airplane Food?
So what's with airplane food? Huh? I mean, is it even food? It tastes more like garbage. Speaking of garbage, what's with garbagemen? Who could do that? What a stinky job. Speaking of stinky jobs, one time I hadn't showered in two weeks and I still convince a girl to suck my grimy pisscock. She was a little drunk at the time, and maybe a little bit high on rohypnol, but I consider it a fair play because I drank roofies as well. It's not like I did anything wrong. After all, it was her decision to come to the funeral, not mine. I'm not the one who killed her grandmother two nights prior. Perhaps it was me who gave the old bag an orgasm which caused the heart attack, but that doesn't make me directly responsible. She should have gotten her heart checked out before going to work that night. I hate people that blame me for their problems. "Waa, boohoo, my mom died, I'm pregnant, give me child support." Fuck you. So a guy has sex with his girlfriend's sister the week

Quiet Angels
We are known as a leveling family. Several times I have posted blogs and bulletins about different people needing leveled. I've seen where not even ONE angel went to help level to only 2-3 help. I also know that a lot of the angels are online, but choose to ignore things that are posted. What is the sense in being a leveling family and posting blogs about others needing leveled. Several angels even read the blogs but DID NOT bother to go help at all. If they were out of rates, then it takes a few seconds to place a comment stating that. It's that simple. Others have but on the most part half of this family doesn't even read the blogs I post. I was told by Kelli weeks to a month or so ago to go ahead and post blogs on people who need leveled. It appears to me that some are taking their positions on here too serious n too far n letting it go to their heads. This isn't a job for cripes sake. Yes I agree if you have a position in the family you should do that part, but my god don't act lik

Update On Dad 4 Any Who Give A Rip....
Dad has lung cancer that has spread to bones and several other places (He is 61 years old)...It can't be cured, they can only treat the pain with meds and radiation then give him chemo to stop it from spreading more. We are going to need God's help so any of you who can spare a minute to say a prayer that God's will be done I would appreciate it...if you could also ask for some pain relief for my dad (Darwin) that would be appreciated as well. He is being admitted to the hospital for further tests and IV pain medicines right now.... So please know that I do appreciate all my friends but I can't be here a lot right now....Thank you in advance for your prayers and good wishes....Love u all Laurie

Help My Baby Godmother Please
Please help me out here... My baby wants to godfather before she leaves this morning. Please stop by by & show momma some love. She's always helping others... now it's our turn. Let's get this done!! :) ♥Ħõŧ Mõммã♥ õғ Ŧhẽ МãҒiã'@ fubar THANK YOU AND MUCH LOVE KDM

Toe To Toe ? Or No
Okay I really do want input on this one So here goes my first blog ever. I will try keep it as short as I can sum it up My oldest sister has 5 children. All of whom have come to me often in their growing up years for advice and love. I have been told I have been their sanity being there for them and having my home open to them growing up. The reason? My sister shes judgemental and abusive. Most of us are convinced she is manic. Every one in my family backs off from her because her tongue is so vicious and cruel they dont dare speak up. Basically I am the only one who ever dares go toe to toe with her. Two of her kids where just here to see me more upset than I have seen them in years. They both married way to young ( in my opinion to get out of the home ) and both struggle sometimes with all the issues that come with marrying way to young. One has three children the other has one. My sister in her wonderful wisdom along with her mitten chicken butt whipped hubby, visited both o

Just Wondering....
So, Working alot, taking time for my family. Friends are awesome and have been very supportive. My daughter who just came home, is finding a place and moving out. She needs to be allowed to grow up huh? Even if I dont want her to go, she has to and I know that. Samantha will be going as well by year end. I will prolly have my grandson till she gets to NC and gets settled, finds work, then I will send him up to be with her. So, by year end, I will just have Allyson home. Ughhhhhh... Broken heart is trying to mend. And all my kids are going away. Times lately have seemed sad, and I havent been myself alot. I probably wont be myself for a bit yet. So continue to bear with me my friends. Life seems like it keeps throwing me backwards instead of forwards. I dont know day to day anymore what its gonna be like, whats gonna happen or what my schedule will even be. I dont like it being in such dis-array. I like schedules. I like plans. I like knowing what I am doing and what direction I

When I First Saw You
When I First Saw You When I first saw you, I saw a beautiful piece of art. You were there to heal me, and to fix the pain in my heart. When I first saw you, my stomach had a giant butterfly. This love I have for you, will always live and never die. When I first saw you, I saw the girl I wanted to hold. This feeling I have for you is true, and this love will always stay gold. When I first saw you, I saw someone young and pure. When my heart was shattered, you became my heart's cure. When I first saw you, you were stuck in my mind Ever since I saw you, I thanked God for not making me blind. Daniel Lee Munoz Copyright ©2007 Daniel Lee Munoz

Destined To Be Alone?
Ok...I have to get this out I guess..LOL I went on a lunch date with this guy and had a great time. We drove around for a bit, and really seemed to hit it off. So well that we planned a golf date...:) So here is the story Set it up for Saturday...and of course stuff happened, but to make a long story short I ended up being late. Mind you I had to drive an hour to get there, and there was an accident I didn't plan for, and construction work. But I did Make it just late. I had his number to call when I got there, but of course..stuff being the way it is and me being rushed..I left it at home. Some you know I have no phone of my own , neither home or cellular, by the way..:) So I end up hunting this golf course on my own with the hopes that he was there waiting. He wasn't. He apparently called and cancelled the tee time. As soon as I got home I got on the computer and wrote a message as to what happened with no reply from him. Today, he gets on Fubar and rerates me a 1 f

My Brother Pooped! Ha Ha!
to all 232 people who read my friend's fubar - my brother pooped! And the answer was: ::: drum roll please ::: CASTOR OIL! I found a bottle in my medicine cabinet. Gave him 4 tablespoons. 2 hours later - it was TIME! He left the dart game in our barn and said "Success!" and went up to the house. Nobody thought of that - although everybody had FANTASTIC ADVICE (I think!!) - but it's what we had at hand, and it worked. The answer is had.

Why Do They Talk Sex To Me?
it’s really just the title of a poem, i swear. nothing to it. tess, collects it three years after raymond’s wet death. gets an earful. and writes a poem about it, one without any kisses, in a collection devoted to lip lock. it resonates like poetry does, and like poetry, it preempts its future. the future bar fubar, that is. where the men are always young and virile… and always getting busy. that is one of the effects of a bar with 1,257,643 inmates and counting. what need is there to speak to the woman next to you who can only remind you of something you wanted once and can no longer have? look again. there is no bar stool next to you. there is only constant rotation. no trace of lost sweetness? it is grueling work for the imagination, too, which is marred by this constant prolepsis (the clicking sounds). next assignation, next opportunity, if only to witness, hit by a realization of desire, lit by its virulence—what is left of a bar if it bans the second hand smoke that could get so

I Have A Son
Just to let a few of you know that I have a baby son born on 1/10/07 - he weighted in at 9lbs 6oz and now 3 weeks later he is 10lbs 15oz - monster baby growing fast! lol He has my nose and eyes so he's set for life! lol When I get settled (due to lack of sleep and just coming back to work) I'll be back to catch up with all you assholes! lol (I do mean it affectionately!) Donut!

My Quest For A Happy Hour
Hey guys I am in Steph's Happy Hour Giveaway, I entered in hopes that a Happy Hour could help me reach Godmother! I could really use some help! I know I need a lot of comments, but just 10 or 20 from all my friends would really make a difference. Any help is appreciated! Thank you! Love, Jamie

Read This, Its Important
I just made an update to my about me on my page...this is what it says now... READ THIS: 1. If you come to my page and don't do anything, especially if you are a faceless profile or a fake pic profile, I will be questioning you. 2. I will NOT except friend requests unless you say something in them. I want to know why you want to be friends with me. 3. I am an easy person to get along with, but I am not here looking for "Love" nor am I looking for sex, cybering, or anything like that. So if your intentions are to try and get any of this, you may as well turn around and go away from my page. 4. If you want to know my thoughts or feelings on things, then you need to read my blogs. If you want to question me about those, leave a comment. If I want to discuss it with you, then I will reply. Otherwise, I don't feel like discussing it, or I feel it is none of your business. 5. Do not think you know me by how I reply to things in a mumm, or by the questions I ask in mumms.

Wow, Whatever
sometimes i wish i didn't bother looking around at what other women here say. they seem hellbent on being self righteous and holier than thou whenever they're somewhere someone else might "see" ... i'm sorry, i don't buy the "honesty" in a mumm i opened a few minutes ago.... the girls/women in it are all so sure that women like me that like to show off what we have and ask for what we want are "not right". .... that's kinda like saying ok, you can have a million dollars, but you can't spend it, or tell anyone you have it, or even look at it. get the fuck over yourselves, and get over everyone else too.. some of us have ALOT of fucking PRIDE thank you, and we don't need self important bitches like yourselves telling us that we're wrong for loving what god gave us and using it how we see fit. god gave you two eyes... does that mean you shouldn't open them and see? didn't think so. ~Sin

Stories
I walked into the department store just like another day, browsing through until something caught my attention. I was walking around when I suddenly realized I was in the lingerie department.I became immediately embarrassed for it was a small town and everybody knew everyones business. I quickly scanned the immediate area to see if anyone had noticed me and to my relief it appeared no one was around. After all it was quite late and the store wasn't going to be open much longer. This was the best time to shop, you felt like you had the store to yourself. I started to leave the area when a little black nightie caught my eye. I walked over and looked it over and then took it between my fingers and felt how soft and silky it was. It was the prettiest and sexiest nightie I had ever seen. I just had to try it on. I prayed that my size would be there and to my surprise it was! I took it to the back of the store where the fitting rooms are located and picked the furthest room from the entrance

The Anti-christ
for all the christians who i am gonna offend... I dont give a fuck. lets have a little histroy lesson here folks.... The anti christ was only used int he bible like two times... and those references are found when people turned their back to disbelieve that jesus was ever born... NO THE ANTICHRIST IS NOT A MAN NOR WILL HE OR SHE EVER BE A HUMAN BEING! I know what your gonna say... WELL HOW COME EVERY CHRISTIAN BAPTIST EVANGELICAL PREACHER SAYS HE IS COMMIN! oh and "everyone shall bear his mark and his number will be... tsk... we already have numbers given to our names.." we need money to buy and sell... and LOOK AT WHAT THE FUCK IS ON THE BILL... IN GOD WE TRUST... gotta love how there is a double meaning behind it... if hey sues said give to ceasear what is cesears.. meaning money is not needed... why are we always scrownging for money... working for money.. doing things for money... kinda makes you wonder how come this guy up above needs it.. why must we give to

I Want To Smile
My soul wanders aimless and sad My heart crys to you. I no longer want to be mad I want to laugh I want to smile I want to be rid of everything vile. Your smile keeps me in a daze Your loving ways I crave Sitting under the stars Looking out into the sky I just want to laugh I want to smile. Your lips I want to taste My arms firmly wrapped around your waist I want to hold you close Kiss your neck I want to laugh I want to smile. We can walk for miles hand in hand Talking about everything Cause you do understand I want to laugh I want to smile.

He Died Fighting For Our Country
Sgt. Nick Vaughan of Northeast Pennsylvania, left the US Oct 14 2007. He had volunteered his unit into Iraq from Kuwait a day early. The following day, there was not enough shelter for them all to get to safety. Nick got everyone there but him and one other guy (I am sorry I don't know his name). He saved 11 lives that night, including six 18 year old men. They were always his top priority. He died when a bullet struck his neck. If everyone could please say a prayer for Nicks family and his girlfriend, Ashley, who is one my closest friends. RIP Nick we will miss you. If you are for or against the war please find it in your heart to get this out to everyone. These guys and girls put their lives on the line every minute of every day. The least we could do is say thank you. Thank you everyone, Cassandra

Shaylon's 5th Surgery
Prayers for my Grandson Shaylon Hi all, I usually don't ask anything of anybody. I'm asking now that you all keep my 3 year old grandson in your prayers as he's having his 8th surgery Tuesday, April 14.2009. I know as he gets older they get rougher for him and me. He was born with a cleft plate and lip and his having surgery to try and close up the rest of the roof of his mouth. Which they have tried to do 4 previous times. He had first surgery at 2 months old to pull lip together some. Made a tremendous difference. At 5 months they closed up alot of the roof of his mouth. Which didn't make much difference in outter appearance, but helped with alot with his eating and not as much coming out nose. At 9 months they did more work on lip and nose. He's looking grand. He will still require alot of orthodontic work, nose work and possibly more lip work. So please keep him in your prayers. Thank you all and love ya. HUGS N KISSES....Brigitte

California Fires
Having lived in SoCal for 25 years I am feeling so bad for all the people there who are losing their homes. I remember plenty of wildfires from all the years I lived there but this is just way too much. My heart goes out to all of you.

Tipping Isn’t A City In China
Monday night was Springsteen night. We decided to go eat dinner before the big concert....and new Springsteen political commentary. He did, by the way, loosely refer to the horse lawsuit he is involved in, by means of mentioning "the ability to sue others and be sued...for something that could be talked about". The concert was awesome. The six of us went to eat at Rosebud Cafe on Taylor St.....right in the middle of Little Italy. I was so in my element. But, that's neither here nor there. I can't stand ignorance, so.....Rosebud, I am calling you out. The hostess was cordial and we were seated fairly quickly. Our server popped right up and took our drink orders. Everything seemed hunky dory so far. About 10 minutes later, I'm wondering if our server had forgotten about us. We were ready to at least place an order for an appetizer. Plus we were still waiting on our drinks. Another five minutes pass and someone else brings us our drinks. Still no server. I ate the breadst

Problems
My God. For like a week or so, I had to make 4-5 different accounts on here because they all kept getting deleted. When I created this one, they said it was because I don't look my age, but wtf? I've had accounts on here before that I've had for a long time and that was never a problem before. But anyways, I got stuff sorted out, or at least I hope I did, and I plan on keeping this account for a long time.

My Mother....
ok well...i just moved out of California...most of you know this..to Wyoming to be with the man of my dreams but I just found out that my mom and little brother have had to be evacuated due to the wild fires in Running Springs, CA. She's not sure if her house is still there or not and has no way of knowing just yet but pretty much all of the small town of Running Springs is destroyed. If you can, please keep them in your thoughts and prayers during this devastating time along with all of the other families in the nearby communities. I'm worried as hell and feel helpless because now I'm so far away. All i can do is hope and pray that everything turns out fine and that the evacuations were only precautionary measures that had to be taken...but as of this morning the fire that caused all this had still been 0% contained. Anyway..not much more to say than that...just has been weighing on my heart and i thought i would share..:) ~AMber~

Would You Notice I Was Gone
If i left would you notice if i just stopped talking would you notice i was no longer there i mean honestly how long would it take to notice i was not here anymore a few minutes a few hours days some maybe a few months. How many of you actually pay attention to your friends? well i feel it would take awhile for anyone to notice i was no longer around here.

Sad.....
Far Away from it all You and Me With Noone else around A Brand new start is all we need All we need to mend these hearts Back to the beginning Be Still Let it Go Before we lost hope When we still touched And love wasn't So Hard Be still I already know Foolish one With a Smile You Don't Have To Be Brave Everytime we fall down But We're Falling from Grace I'll Gladly Climb over your walls If You'll meet Me halfway Slow, Slow it Down Why do we run We're Missing so much Babe Just lay in my arms awhile Be still We should've known Foolish one with a smile You don't have to be Brave I'll gladly climb over your walls If you meet me halfway Everytime we fall But We're Falling From Grace Here's My Hand and my Heart It's yours to take.

Sorry I've Been Mia!!
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sorry, i have been too busy with work & have not had time to show some love like i used to, but this is the busy season 4 me now & my time is very limited.. As soon as things slow down & back to normal, i'll be back up & at it again.. Stay blessed & take care always, Huggssss & Smiles Have a Wonderful Weekend! xoxox @}----;------ Hunni;)

Sick Paralized Rabbit
Peter my Stud Male Rabbit that I rescued from an Abused Home has Swollen Testicles.An his hind Legs are Paralized. Looks to me that he was Bitten by a Recluse Spider.If Peter Dies he proberly wouldn't be Crock potable with a Poison in his system. With the Goverment Slicing my Check I cannot afford the Vet.When my Buddy gets home in an Hr.Should we take it out an Shoot him ? Please Comment Bottom this Blog for Suggestions.Ty. Hopefully gets better

To One Of My Very Very Best Friends Ever
cellar door... i love you oh so much! you are one of my closest friends...you get me.. which is scary... i really don't think a whole lot of people really truly get me...and you do i really hope we stay as close as we are for the rest of our lives..:D love ya you giant freak!

So Pissed At A Boy Right Now
I little while ago a minor boy tried to become a friend and I declined his request. I also reported the pics he had in his photo gallery because it showed nothing more than his erection. I reported his pics and now he is retaliating by reporting ALL my primary gallery as being NSFW. Is that the sign of maturity or what? All my pics are not considered NSFW ... WTF? Doesn't Fubar check the pics that are being reported or do they just take the word of those who do the reporting?

Gwen's Kitchen
Gwen stood at the sink washing out a dirty coffee cup. The sun poured through the window giving her kitchen a warm glow. Sitting at the kitchen table sipping coffee was Gwen's next door neighbor and confidant Kelli. Kelli was already dressed for work but, as she was leaving she got a call that her boss was entertaining clients with a game of golf and she need not come to work. That was fine for Kelli who went next door to see what her friend Gwen was up to. Kelli discovered her friend was still dressed in last night's Fredericks finery. Gwen shamelessly moped around the kitchen in a beige teddy that barely covered her ass and a spaghetti strap that kept falling off her shoulder. Her curly, dirty blonde hair sloppily tied atop her waking head. Kelli also noticed that Gwen was still wearing a drooping pair of thigh high black stockings. And to top it off Kelli watched as Gwen bent over to pick up a spoon she'd dropped discovering Gwen had no underwear on. Top- o- the morning Kelli sar

Is There Any Perpose In Life
CreedBulletsMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com it's the pain of being pushed aside, it's the pain of being constantly blamed, it's the pain of being vibrantly alive it's the pain of knowing soon I'll die. it's the pain of thinking i've found love, it's the pain of knowing i've been betrayed, it's the pain of seeing you again, it's the pain of never being without this pain. it's the pain of constantly saying good-bye, it's the pain of knowing I'll never know why, it's the pain of realizing it's another day, it was the pain of watching you walk away. No stars in the sky One light in the dark I can't see anything except my face Nobody heard me Nobody want to listen Nobody awake My voice just lose in the dark In their world I'm not alive But I'm shouting in the dark I'm shocking in the dark I'm hiting in the dark I wanna swallow the whole dark I'll rip the dark With my black knife I saw a bleeding line A shining line It's

Dear Heart
i know you don't feel good today i know your love is miles and miles away i know u are bleeding inside longing and yearning to be with him you would do anything to make it happen crying and weaping all the time not able to breathe it feels so cold and lonely like theres nothing left i am sorry you feel this way i know you are broken i know you are shattered i know you are torn to pieces and it feels like no one cares once again i am sorry you feel this way listen well and you will hear him calling out close ur eyes and you will see him look inside and you will feel the love he has that will stand the test of time and be true that's one thing for certain he loves you. **just had to get it out and this is the result hope you guys can understand that i was talking to my heart** comments welcome

Contest
Please help me out and bomb my picture at the contest! I would greatly appreciate it thanks so much!Contest will run from Oct 28th to midnight Nov 10th (That's 2 weeks) Prizes are as followed. 1st 30 day blast or VIP. 2nd is which ever the winner didn't pick 3rd is a 7 day blast 4th is a 3 day blast... Here is the link! Copy and paste it into your web browser. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1020195&albumid=641337&i=2643197224

Family Blessings
Sometimes it's so overwhelming Our life is at such a fast pace I miss the time to reflect As we run kids from place to place. A chance to take a short breath A moment to pause and ponder On the blessings I've received And all of God's gifts of wonder. As I look back at it all It's so easy for me to see How great my life really is There is no place I'd rather be. If given the chance to change The path I've taken in my life I'd leave everything as is For I need my children and husband. For my kids and grand children are the reason I smile with pride every day My huaband is my saving grace he loves me and shows me the way. The greatest wish of my life is to give back what they've given me For my kids to know they are loved And to love my husband for eternity

My Lil Angel Needs Prayers
my lil angel -boogie im not askin for much just a prayer for my very ill child, incase u havent read my last blog she has pneumonia,urinary tract infection and e.coli and i am a nervous wreck im in and out but i wanna thank all u who have been here and suported me when i needed it thank u all and much love

A Break From Fubar
Just to let everyone know.. I am taking a few days off of Fubar. I can't handle a few things right now.. and I need just a few days to clear my head. If you leave any messages.. I will return them when I get back.. Good bye Fubar Hugs and Loves Cassie

Erotic
Laying there in the bed beside you, my eyes wide open. I roll over to watch you sleep. You look so handsome and so peaceful like that. I can't help but smile as I gaze upon you. In an instance my mind wanders. I find my mouth watering. My mouth is craving but one thing. It wants to feel you inside. I find myself squirming under the covers. My head now covered by the sheets and blankets. My hand reaches for your boxer briefs and carefully lowers the waistband, allowing your resting cock to be exposed to me. My mouth waters more, I want to make you grow in my mouth. I move in closer, lift your cock with my left hand, and then take you all in. Your cock is small and soft and my mouth enjoys having it. My left hand now cups your balls as my mouth begins to carefully suck. My tongue thrashing about, making sure to cover every bit of your cock. I can feel it begin to grow so I start sucking you in and out. I hear you start moaning; quietly at first. I suck a bit more til your cock has reache

Can You Help?
aT 7:00 TONIGHT FOR TWO WEEKS IM IN A TATOO CONTEST. It's just for fun but if you want to stop by here is the link. Thank you very much MINA p.s. sorry i cant type tonight, mental blocks, lmao! JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO MY LINK:)

The Wicked Game
The world was on fire, no-one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you And I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart ..with you What a wicked game to play To make me feel this way What a wicked thing to do To let me dream of you What a wicked thing to say You never felt this way What a wicked thing you do To make me dream of you No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart ..with you The world was on fire, no-one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do No and I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you I'll never dream that I lose somebody like you, n

Fu Husband Application!
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair color: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos (what and where): OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If we were to go out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on the opposite sex? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you kiss me just because? 18. Do you love to cuddle and kiss ? What Would You do if... 1. I cried: 2. I said I liked you: 3. I kissed you: 4. I touched you

Fattyfatty 2x4
Ok. When i tell someone I'm fat, sometimes they say "No you're not fat you're beautiful." So automatically being fat=not being beautiful? I don't really get it. I'm not all about that BBW bullshit but I still think that just b/e someone's fat doesn't necessarily mean they have to be given a negative response. Some people are just ugly, whether they're big or small or whatever. Can't help it. And some people are just really good looking, but supposedly they cant be that if they are big? I dunno what I'm really getting at here. LULZ? :/

Out Of Town
For those of you who give a flying fuck what I do in my life. Im heading back out to Arkansas again. I wont have the Fu, I will have myspace. www.myspace.com/unclegrey add me - my email addy is unclegrey@gmail.com The number I can be reached at tomorrow evening and for several days after that, not sure how long. Is: 870-436-4108 For those of ya that care, thanks :) For those that dont care, and are stuck up their own asses. Go to hell, I no longer care about you either.

Alijha
-------------♥ ♥ ♥------------- TODAY I LOVE SPORKS GAVE BIRTH TO A BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY NAMED ALIJAH. HE WEIGHED 9LBS 6OZ AND WAS BORN BY C-SECTION. SHE WILL BE IN THE HOSPITAL FOR 3 DAYS TO RECOVER SO PLEASE STOP BY HER PAGE AND SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE. MAKE SURE TO SEND HER GIFTS TO WELCOME HER LITTLE BOY. -------------♥ ♥ ♥------------- I Love Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend-@ fubar -------------♥ ♥ ♥------------- This bulletin has been brought to you by: ۞Neabear۞JEEZY'S 1 AND ONLY۞C.W.O.F Charter Member@ fubar -------------♥ ♥ ♥------------- PLEASE PLEASE REPOST, AND A STICKY WOULD BE AWESOME THANKS!!!!

Prayers Needed
My daughter in law is in the hospital in labor. My grandson isn't due yet for another 6 weeks. At last I spoke with my son her contractions were 7 min apart. Please say a few prayers that both mother and son are ok. Thank you

Just Fyi About This Blog
this is where I will be spouting off my random drama..i truly mean no harm..and I am serially kidding around..but it has to be said..and im gonna be saying it :p so kiss my fat well rounded arse if you don't like it *giggles* cuz im a frayed knot!

Doornobs
OK ALL THIS IS SOMETHING YOU HAVE TO BE A PART OF BUT I THOUGHT ALL WOULD GET A KICK OUT OF IT. I WOULD LIKE TO INTRODUCE THE DOORNOB FAMILY... NUMBER 1 DOORNOB IS... Hitman6 FOUNDER & PRESIDENT OF THE ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~@ fubar NUMBER 2 DOORNOB IS... ♥Äïmêê♥™ CO VICE PRESIDENT & HEAD OFFICER OF ~THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar NUMBER 3 DOORNOB IS... ~TWEETYJINXIN~~SECRETARY OF THE ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~RL WIFEY OF HITMAN6@ fubar NUMBER 4 DOORNOB IS... Gothic Rose WRR Army@ fubar AND TO INTRODUCE THE NEWEST DOORNOB NUMBER 5... angellegs6900~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~@ fubar

Show Some Respekt Ok??
as you can see i´m new here. and i try to write every single person back. but i can not write to 20 people at the same time ok. dont send messages like "you see my message"or stuff like this,i only have 2 hands ok :-). and if youre to rough to me,i dont wanna write back to you ok. if i want,i will write to you,but dont send me 20 same messages. i love meeting new people and writing with them,but i`m not a machine lol. you can all the time comment and rate my pics,and i try to comment and rate back :-). ok thats it at the moment. xoxo

Waiting
20 minutes time folds in, stretches out. it is not a thing to rest trust upon. i sit to reflect, to breathe and 20 minutes is longer than a roadtrip i took once. 20 minutes. the time it takes to make coffee, then sip it with a cigarette. At average speed i make it to work in 20 minutes. by foot. around 20 minutes is my average long distance sunday afternoon chitchat. 20 minutes with a migrane or 20 minutes making love. i dare you to tell me that these measure up as equal. 20 minutes in line and 20 minutes laughing with a good friend. surely one stretches beyond what i can endure while the other barely allow me to settle in. so, once again, i say time doesn't measure up; nor should it be used to measure by. today 20 minutes with myself. too long for comfort and much much too short. this self i'm left with, what i measure time by.

Do We Have A Chance?
This is just a quickie. I am just curious to hear from women about nice guys. Do you like them. Do you prefer them or the so-called "bad guys" for relationships. My experience thus far is that nice guys really do finish last. I can see women desiring the "wild" ones. I am wild, sometimes spontaneous and unpredictable. I'd say I'm pretty open minded and fun too. But it seems that so many women tend to be and stay with the "mean" ones. Ones that are disrespectful to women and the relationship in general. This I cannot figure out. Can any of you wonderful ladies shed some light on this for me? I'm in a curious mode today! Thanks!

Changing Patterns......
There comes a time, when the earth just stands still and you need to make a choice.....or have that decision made for you. This has been a very excruciating year for me....and it finally has caught up with me. Losing both my parents within 7 months and other personal issues...I feel like I am ready to crack like an egg. I made a decision and now I need to live with it. For better or for worse. The decision wasn't made lightly or in a moment of confusion or passion. Apparently, this was the course that I had been heading to for a long time. Unfortunately, other people got hurt on the way to this decision. That was unavoidable. And I am so sorry. People get hurt every single minute of the day. People feel like the end of the world has just occured. But people need to make decisions that impact their life all the time. Sometimes, you feel like you are looking through a kaleidoscope. Then you realize that what you are looking at is your life. All the facets that make you

10-31-07
You may need to check in with your family, if only to confirm plans. It's a good time to build stronger bonds with those who may have drifted a bit. A gentle touch is all you need to make it happen. ****************************************************************************** So who needs to be touched????? Yes I wanna touch you in many ways & only you Amelia, Muah Baby!!!

Goofy Tyme
A Halloween Conversation... I started the convo off with "greetings and salBOOtations" Him...: hooooooowl are you today? ->Not Him...: grrrreat! kinda ->Not Him...: how goes it with youoohhoohh? ->Not Him...: that was supposed to be a kinda howl too btw Him...: i am WAIL ->Not Him...: das go~o~o~o~od Him...: very ghoul I get a kick out of the smallest things, lol

Great Night In Oklahoma
Another real 'rock star' night on the road for me in good ol' Muskogee, Oklahoma - first of all, you know it's bad when the hotel has you staying in a Motel 6. What's worse is when that Motel 6 is clear across town from the club, and you have to drive past 12 other, better hotels on the way. The club says "show starts at 8:30, be here at 8", so of course when I get there at 8 - no one there! Just the owner and someone sitting at the bar that looks like a chubby 16-year old boy. That crappy dud of a poker movie 'Lucky You' is playing on every TV, and luckily for me, had just started. What's worse - it's hooked up so that it has to be on EVERY SINGLE TV! The other comic gets there, thinks the person at the bar is quite young too, and says - "Is your dad here?" To which they (s)he replies - "I'm 23, I'm the bartender." Oops. So I play along - "Hey son, get me a beer then." "That would be daughter." Oops again. Still no customers there, when asked, the bartender says - "the re

Cecilia
My Sister is gone My heart is in pain They say it gets easier They say it will stop Who are they to tell me about the feelings I got I cry for you still My Heart feels the drain As I drive home I speak to you Tell you about my day I tell you about the kids About their crazy ways How their gestures remind me of you Your smile was always radiant Always so happy and secure When Moms wasn't around You would keep me out of trouble My protector My Big Sister Now your not here and I feel alone Why couldn't I protect you Why couldn't I keep you safe Now you rest finally at peace. I will see you waiting for me With my last Breath.

Nsfw Arena #1
So since them mumms have changed and nsfw pics can't get posted until i can think of something for us to do I'll use my blog. So ill use this one in a mumm format cause im shooting from the hip. Ladies do like to be fucked like this? a.) Or like this? b.)

Fubar Marrige
SO I SEE ALL THESE PEOPLE HAVING FUBAR HUBBYS AND WIFES. IS THIS SERIOUS. I MEAN IF A PERSON IS YOUR FUBAR MATE, DOES THAT MEAN YOU REALLY HAVE FEELING FOR THEM OR DOES IT MEAN ITS ONLY (PLAY PLAY) LIKE IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL? HOW DO A PERSON CLAIM THEY LOVE SOMEONE ON HERE AND BE FUBAR MARRIED TO SOMEONE ELSE. IS FUBAR MARRIAGES BETWEEN PEOPLE THAT ARE ACTUALLY FEELING SOMEONE OR IS IT ALOT OF BULLSHIT ANYWAY...LOL

Creighton
well i guess i should clarify why it is so great this guy is stayin in prison. some of my friends that dont know what is going on are reading my blogs which is great just need to let you all know what is going on. on feb 29 of 2004 my 20 month old son was killed by a guy that was watching him. in september of 2006 he was sentenced to 30 years in prison and immediately filed an appeal. so yes the notice the appeal got denied is great news. he killed my son and he needs to suffer for the rest of his life. ihope this lets ppl know more of what is going on.

Wanna Help Me?
So...................Two days ago I was ranked number 7, Im trying to get in the top 5. I have a picture of my boobies bouncing and the bouncers won't let me display it as a main picture. How many girls have chest pictures as their main pics and dont get marked? well... I guess since im higher up they watch me closely anyway... If anyone wants to help me get futher up like i was two days ago then a blast sure would help!!!!!! *bats eyelashes* Have a good one ya'll! MWAH

Friend Who Reports Pics As Nsfw
I know that I have over 2000 so called friends, and now I know one of them isn't a "friend" in any sense of the word. I just had a very tame, although when I really looked at it, silly cartoon thing about rating my pics...it said something about having the balls to tell me and I guess the stupid picture was a set of balls with eyes and stuff, reported to the Fu-Court as NSFW. Well, I don't mind that it should have been marked NSFW and I would have been very happy to mark it as NSFW - if the non-friend friend had respected me enough to tell me they were offended by it....people on this site need to grow up! And, if you aren't too big of a chicken....let me know who you are and I will be happy to remove you from my friends list...

Joey's Rules
If you've gotten this far and actually read peoples profiles as i do.. i have some ground rules 1: If you don't have a salute i won't add you 2: If you send me a friend request.. and you don't say anything other then just clicking the request... i won't add you 3: If your a newbie.. unless your from the indianapolis area.. i won't add you ( i do make acceptions ) 4: If i do add you, and i ALWAYS RATE your pics, stash or blogs i expect the same in return, if you don't well your deleted. I can't stand point whores on here that beg and beg for rates, blasts and never return the favor 5: Other then that im a pretty nice guy... like to joke around and have fun, and if you want to know anything just ask

November 3
Yesterday would have been my father's 63rd birthday. If you know me from here than you know how hard of a day it was for me. I got extremely drunk. I cried, but in all I loved the man that my father was and who he raised me to be! So if your my friend and you read this show me some love. In the words of my daddy. CHEERS!

My Bar Rules
for those of you that don't know me very well or feel you have a right to harrass me, here are some basic rules i go by when here.. if you can't respect them then i really don't give a damn. it's my page not yours so gtfo if you don't like it. 1. if you are in my family then you have earnt a place there. adding me to yours or bitching at me about why you are not in my family will not change my mind and put you there. not to say that i don't have friends that are not in my family.. but it is limited in space and for once in this lifetime, i can choose my family! lol jk.. well sorta :P 2. i do not do cam or cyber sex.. no ifs or buts.. if you ask me about it i will delete you 3. i love the mumms and will enjoy the flirting, chatting, laughing, bashing and mocking but that is it. don't come to my shoutbox and try for a bit of one on one action or to continue whatever was said in the mumm. my shoutbox is different territory altogether! 4. i often stay online but do not stay at

That's It!!
ok, this is it!! I have HAD IT!! Normally I am a pretty nice person. I WILL help people, I WILL talk to people. I WILL add people. I usually do not blow up at things in here. However, there are a couple things that I want known to everyone right now. If you think I am a Bitch after reading this, then so be it. The first subject I want to point out LOUD AND CLEAR as I am SO FUCKING SICK OF IT, I AM READY TO EXPLODE! DO NOT FUCKING TELL ME WHO I CAN OR CANNOT TALK TO, BE FRIENDS WITH, LEAVE COMMENTS FOR, PUT IN MY FAMILY, ETC. ETC. ETC I HAVE TRIED TO BE NICE, HOWEVER YOU, AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, JUST DON'T GET IT. SECONDLY, IF I POST A BULLETIN FOR A FRIEND, DO NOT, I REPEAT. DO NOT GIVE ME SHIT ABOUT IT....GO TO THE SOURCE...... FUCK, WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE ON HERE??? SO TO THE BULLETIN PERSON,,,,BACK THE FUCK OFF.....NOW!! AND MR. CA. YOU CAN GO ELSEWHERE TOO.....AS I HAVE HEARD ALOT, AND I MEAN ALOT ABOUT YOU, SO DON'T TALK ABOUT FRIEN

Ladies And Gents
Since this is a bar and we are all adults, share with us all who read this your very best pick up line, tell us if its worked or not. maybe you guys will get some ideas from others and stop being so lame.. i'll post ones i like that u guys come up with. enjoy

Why Cant She See?
Where do kids get the right to think that after you spend a big part of your life raising and taking care of them, that they can then start telling you what you can do after they've gone and you get to have time doing what interests you? Well according to my daughter who is 18 and has a baby of her own to raise, I am not supposed to fall in love, move away from KY, or do anything that may make me happy. I'm supposed to spend 24/7 with my 12 yr old son, never leave his side, treat him like he can't do anything and do it for him, and let the world and love pass me by. In her eyes, I am a drunk (even though I rarely drink), a pill head(I'm on medication for anxiety and depression for the rest of my life), a pot head (I haven't smoked in over 4 months), a whore (because I have relationships..not one nighters), a cyber slut(cause I have so many friends and I like to talk to them) and worst of all I'm not a good enough mother to her, a bad mother to my son and never going to get to be

An Update And A Personal Thank You On Chelle Aka Amnesia And The Passing Of Her Father...
......for anyone wanting an update, her personal message to all of you, as well as an address to send anything to in regards to the passing of Chelle aka Amnesia the bouncer's father, please click the link below. Click here.. Also, here is the link to her profile, please stop by if you haven't already.. A m N e S i A@ fubar The level of support and encouragement everyone has shown throughout this extremley tough time for her and her family is greatly appreciated. I extend a personal thank you to everyone for their reposts, gifts, comments, well wishes and sticky bulletins. It shows that there truly are great people that care and are genuine on this site. Once again I thank you and please repost. -- Johnnydevil.

Lying In Bed Thinking Of You
I'm lying in bed tonight thinking of you in that far off state,Longing to meet you and hold you and to have our first date. I think of you often while I'm at work and through out my day,Thoughts of you run through my head and I like you, much more than I can say. You share with me your daily happenings and you share with me your fears,I want you to know, that I'll always be there to wipe away your tears. I can't yet tell you I love you, as it's too early to tell,But if things keep going the way they are, we may just hear that wedding bell. So my dear as you're reading this I want you to know,That you're always on my mind you take me to a higher plateau. I hope you have a wonderfully beautiful day...XoXoXo ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

What They Mean
* The meaning of the rose color red is love and passion * The meaning of the rose color white is affection * The meaning of the rose color orange enthusiasm and eagerness * The meaning of the rose color peach is success * The meaning of the rose color blue is that someone is mysterious * The meaning of the rose color black is death and change * The meaning of the rose color pink is elegance but can also be appreciation and sympathy depending on the coloration in the rose. * The meaning of the rose color green is fertility and fruitfulness * The meaning of the rose color yellow is “try to care”

Survey Ii
It was fun the last time, so let's try this again! If you want to play along, complete the survey and comment with your answers below. Don't be alarmed - your responses will only be used for profiling purposes. :) 1. Would you say your online persona is totally a farce, 100% you, or something in between? 2. You're playing a game against a child, niece, nephew, daughter, son, do you let them win so they get a warm fuzzy or do you beat them to make them hungry and competitive? 3. Ever tried to find the end of a rainbow? 4. Give three words representing food, drink, and entertainment, that you would use to throw your idea of a great party. 5. Don't you think Major Nelson was a moron, and should have let Jeannie work her magic?

Do Me A Favor..........
Okokokokok....so.....I've been perusing Fubar this morning....checkin out pics...visiting friends....looking around....and I've come to a few conclusions. So...friends? I'm gonna need your help on this one.... 1. If I ever have a morphing default pic that turns me into a vampire or some other ridiculous thing that I look *nothing* like......fucking hit me. 2. If I ever have the words "sweety, kitty (or any variation), babygurl, princess or sexy" in my name....fuckin hit me. 3. If I *ever* take a default pic of my boobs or my ass and not my face....knock the SHIT outta me, ok? 4. If I ever refuse to post pics of myself, but only have a pic of some random hot girl up there.......fuckin hit me. I am what I am. You don't like the fact that I'm not a rail....fuck you. 5. If I ever advertise NSFW pics or Webcamming in my status....not only hit me...fuckin SHOOT me....desperation is an ugly thing, ladies....use your fucking heads! You think some guy's gonna want a rela

Something That Is Going On Right Now!
I am not feeling like myself right now. I have to have surgery on the 19th and I will not be on for a few days or even a week after. I ave to have my uteris taken out because of internal bleeding inside of it. I am scared to go through this in many ys. I hate going under the knife for one and two because I feel like I wont be wanted if I cant have any kids. I know I already have three kids and I dont need any more but I want a huge family. I feel like I am not a woman right now and i hope that after I have this surgery that I will not feel that way, but I am afraid that I will feel like that! This is just my feelings down on. If you dont like what I have to say on here than dont read it or anything. I am going through something hard right now and I am not knowning how to deal with it.

Sad
EARLIER I WAS AWAY FROM MY PC BECAUSE I HAD TO GO DO MAMA STUFF FOR MY KIDS. WELL, I JUST GOT BACK UP HERE AND WHILE I WAS GONE SOMEONE CAME TO MY PAGE, RATED AND FANNED ME, RATED A FEW PIC AND LEFT A PHOTO COMMENT. THEN IN MY FRIEND REQUESTS I HAD THIS..... well was going to shout to you to say i will rate more later but you have no shout box i friend of mine said you need rated so i told her i would THEN IN MY MAIL I HAD THIS MESSAGE..... sorry not going to waste my time good luck SO I WAS GOING TO GO TO THAT PERSON'S PAGE AND RATE THEM BUT THEY BLOCKED ME. WELL LIKE 99% OF YOU KNOW, EVEN THOE IT MIGHT SAY YOU ARE ONLINE, IT DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE RIGHT THERE AT YOUR PC. SORRY I WASN'T THERE TO JUST STOP WHAT I WAS DOING AND GO RATE UR ONE AND ONLY PICTURE RIGHT THAT EXACT MOMENT DUDE

Veterans
ALTHOUGH VETERANS DAY IS NOT TILL SUNDAY. TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY, TODAY THROUGH MONDAY AND THINK ABOUT WHAT ALL THAT VETERANS, PAST AND PRESENT, HAVE GIVIN TO US. SO,IF YOU KNOW OF A VETERAN NOT ONLY THANK THEM. GIVE THEM A HUG. WITHOUT THEM THERE WOULD BE NO U.S.A US Military tributeAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Testing The Waters .. Hehehe
So they hired a new kid here. Apparently he's uber religious; nothing wrong with that of course. my mother is uber religious and i can throw down biblically when i have too. lol. i looked at him and put in one of my screamo CDs and started putting stuff away. when i get aggrevated, i curse. A LOT. I started getting aggrevated and I let the cuss words fly. Between my screamo, cussing, and gargoyle on the top of my desk the kid turned pale. oh well. welcome to the company. Persia style. :D

Transmissions Are Heavy
so today i was taking a transmission out of an F150 to replace the clutch in it. i was supporting it, keeping it stable while the guy i was workin with was lowerin it down on the jack. the jack gave way, and i was stuck there basically catching a 350lb transmission. i strained/sprained every muscle in my back, my acl/knees, my right ankle, my biceps, triceps, pecs and delts, and my spine.

I Am So Tired Of Idiots
I am so tired of idiots popping in my shout box. "Hey baby","Can I Fuck you",Hey SEXY". Yeah i guess some would say the hey baby and hey sexy they are just being nice. O-kay,but if they stopped to even read my profile or for that matter read my name it says i have a man.Yes, there has been times where My Man and I would mess with them just because of something to do. The normal is talking about surgeries on those parts(NSFW).Other times I get shitty and my man gets shitty. Depends on the day and mood. Yes, this is just the net,and people don't always act like them selfs. Then there are the ones who do. What pisses me off the most is they are treating woman like 2 cent whores. BOYS SUCK NOT ALL JUST THE FUCK HEADS THAT NEED TO GROW UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good News
Today my dad was discharged from the hospital and sent to a rehab facility. When I walked in there with him my heart fell in my chest. The place was disgusting. It was old, smelled and just plain gross. There was no way in hell I was letting my dad stay there! I wouldn't even leave my worst enemy there. I immediately got on the phone with my dads Dr and insurance. After a major fit on my part I got him into another one which where he went before when he had his first amputation. The administrator of the first facility wasn't too happy with me, but frankly I really don't care. So everything is going well with him and hopefully stays that way. Things are looking up for me as well. Last Monday I interviewed for a higher up position where I work and today I was notified that the job is mine. :D A few of you know what this means to me. Hopefully now that things are settling down with my dad I will have a little more time to be on here. I wish all of you a great and safe weekend! H

Girl's Night Out
My niece, Christina is turning 5 on Sunday. Last night, my sister threw a birthday party for her at Jeepers. All her little friends dressed up in their glitter tops and hip hugging designer jeans. They were dressed better than I was. And some of you know, how much I hate glitter....Glitter is NEVER conducive to crawling through mazes of tubes. Trust me, they all smell like dirty socks. But, hey a party is a party. If you don't know Jeepers, it's a little more upscale then Chuck E. Cheese. There is no big rat in a smelly costume. It should be renamed, "Bring Your Kids Here and You'll Go Crazyland". It was like Sesame Street on Adderal... complete with bells, sounds, whistles and whiny kids. Its a place where you can go on small rides (a roller coaster going 4 miles an hour in a small circle for 10 minutes), bop the moles and skeetball. The kids loved it until they missed heir turn. It has a climbing moving wall AND it has the "what ever you can think of" video games. Alo

No Movie For Old Ed
No Country for Old men isnt playing near me. And it wont be playing near me anytime in the future. The two part episode of Star Trek "The Menagerie" isnt playing near me. During Halloween,The 3d version of Nightmare Before Christmas wasnt playing near me. When smaller films like Micheal Moore's Sicko and Farenheit 911 open,they dont play near me.

The Bomb Finally Dropped... :(
About 4 nights, or mornings, ago, I woke up balling my eyes out. I wrote a mumm that described why this freaked me out. Here's a quick copy: This morning around 4 am, I woke up with tears streaming down my face, coughing like I'd been sobbing a while, and continued to cry, with a deep sense of loss surrounding me. This has happened to me 4 times in my life now, and it's always seemed to be a bit premonitory. The first time I woke up crying and feeling this way, I found out later that morning that my sister-in-law had passed. Second time, I found out two days later that the night I woke up that way, my best friend had been murdered that same night. Third time, my bf ended up breaking up with me later that day, got all his stuff while I was at work, and left my life, taking his little cousin who I'd helped raise for 5 years, with him. The last time I woke up feeling a huge void, and crying uncontrollably, later in the morning I got a call from my brother saying his hubby, who I'd

Love Is In The Air!
Two Hearts Beating As One This is dedicated to Connie & Willie I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THE TIME AND WISH THESE TWO THE BEST OF LUCK IN THERE LIFE AND WITH EACHOTHER. I AM SO GLAD YOU BOTH FOUND LOVE AND THAT YOUR SO HAPPY. YOUR WONDERFUL FRIENDS TO ME AND I WISH YOU

Thank The Goddess! I'm Back, Lol!!!!
Well, I am finally back online! I've been without Internet service since last Wednesday - long story, to be sure. Anyway, I'm back. I was becoming a tad homicidal, to say the least! But I am off to bellydancing! I will be back online after class, do not fear. I have a passel of comments to return! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for one and all! I have missed you all terribly!! Later! Muahz!

Fufairy Tale
Once upon a time there was this really cool site called lostcherry. It was black and red. Had some cherries in the top corner and was just a place to vent steam. I could name the top people back then, the spotlight was around 2 million at the most. People didn't beg for blasts, there was no such thing as a happy hour, because happy hour was all the time. The lounges didn't compete for people as bad as they do now. There didn't seem to be nearly as many dj's, but the ones that were the dj of a lounge talked to you. They would shout at you, pm you, and then when you entered the lounge there was a topic going on. Lostcherry was a small online family of internet drunks. There wasn't a drinking bar, to show sober or shitfaced. It took me about 5 months to get to level 8 but I didn't care. I had made friends, some around my area and others in different states. I still talk to alot of them, one considers me his hippie chick and I consider him my man candy. I even talked to some of the cherry

Rememory??????? Lol
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you... FEEDINGTHEDESIRE

The Legend Of The Five Sisters
There is a legend of five angels who fell from heaven because they wanted to live on earth. There were five of them. Wind, Water, Fire, Earth and Spirit. All of them beautiful, all different in their own ways. The angels wanted to be part of the great plan for heaven was not as fascinating as the plan. So the divine one set them on earth to find and keep peace with the plan. Soon they split up after they all decided to explore on their own. But instead of make peace, they shot the plan out of its original course. But the divine one enjoyed it, for they made the plan a new path. One that could never be seen. The divine one enjoyed this and left the sisters. They made the greatest changes in the plan. Earth created the ground for each to walk on. So that they would be able to sleep when the Goddess came out to shine soft light on them. Spirit made the plants grow, so they would have fruits to eat and trees to keep them cool from the God's strong light. Fire made light and gav

Women And Farts
Attention women: until your farts start smelling like cinnamon buns, quit bitching. I'm tired of women bitching when guys fart. Farting around a woman is like listening to a radio permanently stuck on the wailing bitch station: "I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU FARTED." Yeah it's real hard to believe that guys have the ability to let out air from their colons, call Ripley. Women shriek non-stop about how bad guys stink when they fart, then they act like they fart sunshine and kittens from their assholes when they rip one. Women farts smell like old men. Not only is the elusive potpourri poop-chute a myth, a woman's fart is embarrassing whereas a guy's fart is something to behold, like a fine wine you swish in your mouth and spit out to savor the flavors. A real fart is beefy, has a density greater than or equal to the air surrounding it, consists of the unmistakable scent of broccoli, and usually requires wiping afterwards. When a woman farts, it can best be described as "efficient."

Ok .. Tell Me.....
did what I said in his blog sound like I was bashing military? and after that.. I get hit in my shoutbox.. bottom up as usual AkronDav: lol fuck off come on give me somthing better then that coward who talks how our country should be but is to scared to do somthing bout it ->~FunkyMunk...: you know what .. I've been nice up to this point.. and tried to explain what I meant.. but you've done nothing but bit my fuckin head off.. I even apologized AFTER that.. but now you tell me I'm talking out the side of my neck? Fuck OFF AkronDav: yeah I think u was talkn out side of ur neck and it kinda bothered me if u couldnt tell AkronDav: well we lost 1.67 million during WW2 and 4.98 Milllon during WW1 and500,000 in Koera, and 58,976 in Vit and 125 in Gulf, and so far we have lost 3793 now ->~FunkyMunk...: Ok.. like I said.. I'm sorry I commented on your blog.. I'm sorry you've seemed to take it ALL wrong .. and I wish you the best.. I have to go AkronDav: well the reason we are i

Yay A Heart Monitor
I went to the doctor this morning and I have been officially diagnosed with fibromyalgia. Woohoo for me, on top of that my heart has been racing, the doctor was worried about my pulse rate being so high so I have to wear a heart monitor for 24 hours. Talk about sexy ;) Then Thursday I have an echocardiogram to make sure everything looks all right. I should be around since its not like I'm in the mood to get out and do anything, but please be patient. My mood is a little up and down with all that's been going on. I'm really tired and at work with this stupid monitor on. Love you guys and I'll keep you posted!! p.s. I added a folder of pics while I'm sick and bored, there's one with me attached to the stupid monitor, and for my breast fans, I'm only in a bra :)

Would You For Me?
Logs on the fire, soft candles glow, thinking of you, my heart beating slow, a place deep inside me, where no pain can go, a place I can hold you, whenever I need so, the touch of your skin, your warm breath on my cheek, I would walk through the darkness, I would face the unknown, I would die for one moment, with you here with me, I would give everything to be with you, Would You For Me?

Beauty Of A Woman...
The Beauty of a woman, isn't in the clothes she wears. The figure that she carries or the way she combs her hair. The Beauty of a woman is seen in her eyes, because that's the door- way to her heart, the place where love resides. The true beauty in a woman, is reflected by her soul. It's the caring that she gives and the passion that she shows. And the beauty of a woman, with the passing years only grows...

Friends....
...and why did any of you choose me or accept me? My reasons for choosing and adding someone to my family or fanning a person? 1. They're someone who writes really good blogs in content, style and grammatical mechanics. 2. They're nice to talk to.. 3. I share like interests with them. 4. They're someone I admire either in wisdom, humor, literature, sports, art, music, certain areas of political activitism (not all). 5. They're friends or relatives in real life, or they have the potential to be an honest to goodness online friend. My reasons for accepting anyone are based on all of the above and one more thing: if they're not just trying to sell me something, on the make or musicians of country or rap crap, I'm usually just interested to see what they're about, deleting them later if they turn out to be uninteresting and/or uncommunicative after all. If I don't show the sisters...that's my choice...so if you ask to see them, plan on a block. Just because you

Memories (of Dad)
*Memories* Life has taken a drastic turn, Your days are filled with heartaches, tears, and concern. The house may feel empty. You may search for something that you wish was still there. You know in your heart the emptiness will always be there. It is our memories that keep them Near. As each day goes by, it seems hopeless no matter how hard you try. Hoping you hear, The sound of their voice so soft and clear. If you listen closely that hope you will hear. The memories are what get us through the many tears. Listen to the sound, the sound of angels dancing around. Though they aren't here upon the ground. It is because of them the laughter soon will be found. So listen closely I say. All of the angels will be together again one day. When you sit there and hope to see, A glimpse of what life use to be. Don't be sad if it doesn't appear. It will be in the slightest breeze that I will, gently kiss your cheek. It will be the memory to give you that peace. If you find

Weds -hang On- Half Way There!
:P Greeting from Greg 8-p I really feel as though the week flew bye? It could be because I was sick most of the later part of last week/weekend ... -or- Just the days being shorter (daylight) but I found it hard to believe its really Wednesday -a l r e a d y- Boy, I do so look forward to Wednesdays anymore. I'm not big on TV except a few shows like ANY BUCKEYE sport a n d Nip/Tuck Football (any team) some history channel a lil [adult swim] (because if you couldn't tell, I'm an 'Animated' personality) - B U T - lately I'm all about UFC And anything mixed marshal arts related. I could (and have) watched an all damn-day marathon, each & everyday! Being a peace loving hippy ... You think they'll pull my membership card? *laughs* But I seriously get a charge outta those fights. eh enough of that I'm looking forward to the upcoming "fubar Sunday News" Its really going to be the best one yet ... *counts -A L L- of the two piror on his

Forrest Gump And The Pearly Gates
Forrest Gump meets St. Peter at the Pearly gates. "Welcome, Forrest. We've been expecting you!" said St. Peter. "Now, if you'll bare with me, we'll start the entrance exam now, and you can be in Heaven with Jenny in no time!" Forrest responds, "It sure is good to be here, St. Peter, sir. But nobody ever told me about any entrance exam. I sure hope that the test ain't too hard. Life was a big enough test as it was." St. Peter continued, "Yes, I know, Forrest, but the test is only three questions." "First: What two days of the week begin with the letter T? Second: How many seconds are there in a year? Third: What is God's first name?" Forrest leaves to think the questions over. He returns the next day and sees St. Peter, who waves him up, and says, "Now that you have had a chance to think the questions over, tell me your answers." Forrest replied, "Well, the first one -- which two days in the week begins with the letter "T"? Shucks, that one is easy. That would

Only I Know
What has happened, what decisions I have made in my life. Secrets that I don't want to share with anyone. I don't even want to share them with myself. Unfortunately, I have no choice. But today is a new day. A day for hello to the future, and goodbye to the past. Healing comes about in the strangest of ways. I embrace opportunity. I take it all in, and allow it to change me. To become stronger as a woman, as a mother and friend. What I want, what I need, only I know. But in time, doors will open, when I say that last and final goodbye. Stacey

I'm This Girl...
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

The Average Soldier
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's, but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field strip a

Friend Or Fake Ass Friend, You Decide Yourself
The ones who don't comment you back, or even acknowledge that their friends have been by their page, or the drinks yah buy for them, are just wanting profile views for points/rates, and top spots. Well in my book that = FAKE ASS FRIENDS. I have quite a few that are included in my daily comment posting. And they are soon to come off my list too. If I can't even get a simple 'Hi' back as a comment... they are gone. And they know who they are! I am not here for fake friends, points, top spots, or to even hurry and godfather. I am here because I want to meet new friends,(real ones), have fun, chat, and make nice comments to those who at least are decent enough to stop by and say hi. Or thanks for the drink.

Brother In A Wreak
I just received a call from my folks informing me that my brother was in a very serious accident on his way back to Indiana and had rolled his truck 5 times before slamming it against a tree... He suffers from a broken collar bone, broken ribs, broken leg & wrist and is having a blood transfusion as well as all bruised up... My folks said he's in very bad shape and is in ICU hooked up to even a heart monitor. Please all could you say prayers or Thank highly of my brother to heal and be ok Please & Thank You Linda

Update :(
For those of you that have close to my heart and that care enough ro read this I regret to inform you that I will be leaving the fu for 3 weeks as of Nov 19. Many of you know that I had a blood transfusion a little while ago, well my last radiation treatment was yesterday and the word from my dr is that I will have to continue the radiation and have another blood transfusion as my levels are dropping again. Just know that I will be thinking of you all and praying that you will all be well. God willing I will be bak to torment you somemore another day. If anyone is intersted in updates my daughter is in my family on here Mini Dream Catcher, she can keep you posted as well if you have my msn or yahoo I will be able to check my emails once a week while I am in the hospital. Keep smile my dear friends and know that you have brought much joy and sunshine into my life. I feel I've lost a thousand years, just living day by day. I'm hidden behind the pain and tears, my sorrow guides th

More Of My Stuff2
In the darkest depths of my soul, i find you, spinning your web, making me more your slave, making me want to serve you and be yours to do what you will, i submit to you as i have from the first sight of your eyes, mysterious, dark, and full of fire, i love you

"the Yellow Rose"
"THE YELLOW ROSE" AN ORCHID IS A FLOWER,THAT BLOOMS BY MOONLIGHT; IT'S A MESMERIZING WONDER,LIKE LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. THE PICTURE THAT YOU SEE,AS YOU STAND AT A MIRROR; PALES BY COMPARISON,IT'S INNER BEAUTY I HOLD DEAR. LOVE CAN BE MAGICAL,THE MISSING LINK IN A CHAIN; YOU RISK IT ALL BY OPENING YOUR HEART,WITH EVERYTHING TO GAIN. LIKE DEW FORMING ON A PETAL,AS THE SUN BEGINS TO RISE; YOU BURN A HOLE IN MY SOUL,BY THE TWINKLE IN YOUR EYES. BLOOD SEEPS FROM A ROSE,AN AROMA YOU CAN SEE; THE PROTECTOR OF THE FLOWER,HAS BEEN GIVEN TO A BEE. THE REFLECTION OF A STAR,LEAVES CATCHING THE RAY; BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS TO HELP YOU,MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY. THE PAINFUL MEMORIES FADING,AS YOU LISTEN TO THE RAIN; WORDS OF COMFORT SOOTHING,REMOVING ALL THE PAIN. THROES OF PASSION GENTLE,SENSATION AT IT'S HEIGHT; A WHISPER IN YOUR EAR,"YOU'RE NOT ALONE TONIGHT."

Your Soul
Your soul is like the vastest sea And mine a darting fish: I lose myself within your love; I live within your heart. I breathe your love: it is my air, My element, my world. I know no other ambiance; I have no other dream. I know there is outside your love A world of rocks and sand; And I could live there, too, but oh! How poor and thin each breath! How rich my world, how beautiful, Alive within your love, Each moment filled with dancing light Refracted through your eyes!

Trombone
Day 1 " dad, i want to join band, sign up is next week" i felt the headache coming. "i either want to do drums or the trombone" my scalp is getting itchy. Day 2 a nice trombone he selected, and proudly met me at the door when i got home from work "HONK!!!" oh gawd, i can feel the pressure build! Day 3 "i have to watch this dvd and work on my embouchure" "lil honk!" " big honk!" "BIG LOUD ASS SQUEAK!" the pressure builds even more! Day 4,,, next day, more squeaking, more honking, and i thought i may have heard something that resembled a note! head is pounding! Day 5,, my day off,, trombone off and on all day, head hurts, ears bleeding, who invented this diabolical form of torture?! lil guy asked " what can i do to make this thing sound better?" it was so tough not to say something like "a rolled up sock stuffed down that bell would probably do the trick " instead, i told him to keep practicing and watch the dvd over again. Am i the only parent who is gonna need a lobotomy after the

I Stand Alone
Empty pockets, empty heart, broken soul, and no one to console. Ripped,shreaded, torn in two, tell me what it is im supposed to do. searching, seeking, despartely looking, to find an answer for these questions of why. Who am i, where do i belong, why am i still here, how much more can a man take. why havent i just done the inevitable, who am i kidding. Unwanted, pushed aside, thrown away, no one can see me at all. hello higher up can you please tell me what is my lesson, look right through me and never answer. I find it harder and harder to just live, i can barely breathe anymore, the walls close in all around me, and all i want to know is how the hell i still manage to wake up every day. there is no positive every thing is just disdain, my whole shell is skimpy yet i seem to wear it so well. the thick skinned man, hides in the dark in the corner crouched like a child in fear, and yet you cant see me. you just cant see me, why cant anyone see me, please look for

Yet Another Reason Women Think Men Are Pigs.
Got this in my comments a few minutes ago: Hi, I'm inviting you to come to gloversville NY. I would love to give you some free tattoo work in exchange for some good old fashon sexual abuse fun, That's right, I'll Tattoo you for free if you let me sexually abuse you for a while, or a few times or repeatedly! Please write back!! From Inkmagictattoo ... who has since been removed from friends and blocked. Guys, either teach your friends to treat ladies with respect, or don't be surprised when we generalize and say that all men are assholes :p love ya's Sin

One Woman's Tale Of Woe
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair dryer and heat

Not Sure How I Should Feel??
This Thanksgiving would have been my dad's 77th birthday. If you have read my blogs, you would know he died almost 2 months shy of his 76th birthday. Yes, I miss him, but he could be a real ass when the two fell together. Well, he could be an ass, no matter what time of the year, you know how fathers are. Thing is, I'm torn, altho, I mourn his death on this, his most recent birthdya, should I be glad he didn't have to share it with a holiday?? P.S. He hated that JFK was assassinated on the same day, altho he was a republican....lmao

Lol Amazing!
There's this driver from this company that comes to pick up our empty barrels. i told him my name one day on the phone and he automatically assumes that i can speak fluent spanish. lol. i think not bro, but i always try my best when he calls.

What The Hell?
I was just asked by someone if I wanted to play with them. I made a comment about them not reading my profile (in which I clearly state I don't respond to pick up lines). They then responded with how they could tell there was nothing interesting about me. After which they blocked me. Wow. They could have at least put up a fight. I haven't had an idiot in my shoutbox for a while and I was hoping I could have another copied and pasted conversation proving once again that evolution does in fact go in reverse. I didn't know I was so repulsive. Go me!!

My Star
My Star, the one that shined so brightly for me a short time ago … it’s rejoined the trillions of other stars in the universe. The light is still there, I can see it, but the warmth is gone. It no longer shines just for me. Daylight is a precious commodity to me now. Perhaps it is because I see less of it due to the changing season. Perhaps it is because, if the sun is shining, I can’t search the heavens for my former star. When night begins its inevitable march across the sky, I am compelled to go inside. Night brings its blanket of stars, and if I stay outside, I’ll search until I find the one that filled my window, filled my soul. Yet, I’m drawn to my window, just in case the galaxy decides to befriend me again. I sit, staring out at the void, and sometimes I imagine I see a twinkle from that special place recently vacated. Is the twinkle a sign of resurging love, or is it a sign of humorous relief … or is it just a star again?

Myspace Just Moved Ahead In The Ratings!
I have been on this site over a year and I have never been the subject of any kind of drama.... Until today. People on here who have no life or are not happy with someone just HAVE to fuck it up for the rest of us. GOD I wish people could just mind their own fucking business. FUCK I'M PISSED OFF!! I have been on myspace over 3 years and I NEVER experienced the bullshit I have encountered here. I thought this was going to be an adult site, but there are sooooo many fucking CHILDREN here, it makes me sick! Just keep fuckin with me all you drama WHORES!! It WILL come back to you.

Goodbye, Thanks For The Memories
It has come time for me to leave fubar and find what im looking for in life. let me say to the friends that i talked to on a regular basis, you know who you are, that i will miss the fu-fun we had. I have met some amazing people here, and will miss you dearly. there are several reasons why im leaving, some personal, and some due to the way things have changed on fubar. my personal reasons are more spiritual in nature, and have to do with me taking time to find a purpose and reignite my spirit to live and enjoy life. dont get me mwrong, im not judging anyone or saying im better than anyone either, just making some changes in my life to feel better about me and who i am. other personal reasons are that i need to focus on collge for now, as few distractiona as possible is what i need right now. the fubar reasons are that its not fun anymore. too many bouncer interuptions, and the bar tab is waaay too slow. i used to enjoy getting reactions from friends while stashing, but now

Lost
Lost For once, I tried to find. What before, I left behind. Lost in, a snowstorm. The daydreams I have, suddenly became to form. Clouds of gray, block out the light. In these dreams, I have to fight. Death and Death, are all around. coming from the sky, and up from the ground. By myself, I try to flee. But the evil begins, to overtake me. I try to, get away from this place. But every time I try, I fall right on my face. Dear God, I pray to you. Please let me see, the sky's of blue. Let me, get away. Sometime, someday.

Dear Mother
To heal one must forgive.... Oh mother of mine..I am so angry with you...for things so many the number is lost. I must say this now...I do love you. I would be a liar if I were to omit that because in truth you are my mother and for whatever the reason I can't deny it. I think you wronged me, did a grave injustice, and left me to defend myself improperly equipped. Whether by choice or by circumstance injury occurred. Wounds inflicted beyond bounds, permanently scarring my very soul. As a mother I can see now how difficult a task it was raising children, there is no guide book to follow, no black and white outline, no instruction manual. You can only love them, nurture them, protect them within your abilities, and pray they grow into responsible functional self-sufficient adults. Even seeing this and knowing this I can still see where you failed, where you fell short, and where you were unable to fulfill one of these tasks let alone all of them. I could blame y

Not Falling For It Anymore
I just love when guys play games... don't you ladies? I am tired of the guys who say that they love you and then two weeks later they don't even speak to you anymore. Or the ones who like to use and abuse us women. Now... I can't say that I am a saint, cause I am far from it, but I am not going to sit here and talk to someone and lie about things. I am not to pretend to be someone that I am not.. hell... you see my pics.. I am me.. if you actually take the time to read my profile you will learn about me! I take the time to get to know people, or the person I thought they were, only to wind up getting hurt or stabbed in the back. Nothing new... it happens I know! But don't lie to me and tell me you care when you don't even care enough to tell the truth about who you really are.. whether it is lying about your age (not like it matters to me, but be honest about it) or whatever else you may lie to me about. I am done with games! There will be no more Beth falling for bullshit lines! From

I Do Wish
I do wish the fan me rate me return the favour fuckers would go and bother someone else, tried to explain to some daft twat i wasnt interested in that and hes saying that he aint interested in points and stuff yet comes at me like a point whore and then saying I dont read too well, jeez I rate people when I remember and its because I like them

Blah Blah Blah
In my mind I draw your face as I close my eyes, Fearing the time without it will stall my heart. Hours pass as minutes with you by my side, And seconds seem like years when we’re apart. The softness of your lips and warmth of your eyes, Fill my heart so I feel I will surely explode. And when I serve the time away from you, I feel barren and empty, as if I would erode.

Goodbye My Friends
This is really hard for me to type but its gotta be done. Today will be my last day on fubar. Tomorrow i will be spending the day removing all my stuff from my PC. You all have made my time on Fubar very enjoyable. You guys have all touched me in one way or another. I have met some really great friends on this site. Most of the ones i talk to on a daily basis know how to contact me. If u dont and would like to stay in touch let me know and ill give u my number to stay in touch. I will eventually be back online i just dont know when. My kids come first and them having a good christmas is more important than me have a pc and the internet right now. That being said as hard as this is for me. I love you all! A friend is someone who is true and for real, A friend is someone who means a great deal. A friend wont hurt you, A friend wont lie, A friend will never permanantly say good-bye. A friend is there through the good times and bad, A friend picks you up when you a

Feeling Like Sh** Today
What a lousy Tuesday. I am feeling so bad again today. This all came down on me Sunday morning when I woke up. I spent my day yesterday at meetings and then I had a meeting again this morning but came home for lunch and am just about to go to bed now (2:45 pm) I have aches in my joints and just feel weak all over. Hopefully I will feel better tomorrow for I now am behind schedule and need to catch up.

Happy Thanksgiving
i just wanted to tell all my good friends..Happy Thanksgiving. hope u all have a good day. just to let u all know i wont be back till friday so u dont worry about why im not here. my grandma is commin down for a visit. so after tonight will see ya all again friday. xoxoxoxoxo chris

Pumpkin Pie
6 OZ GRAHAM CRACKER CRUST 1 CAN 15 OZ PUMPKIN 1 CAN 14 OZ SWEETENED CONDENSED MILK 2 EGGS 1 TSP GROUND CINNAMON 1/2 TSP GROUND NUTMEG 1/2 TSP GROUND GINGER 1/2 TSP SALT PREHEAT OVEN 425 MIX ALL INGREDIENTS POUR INTO CRUST BAKE 15 MINUTES REDUCE OVEN TEMP TO 350 BAKE 35-40 MINUTES LONGER THEN COOL IF U WANT 2 PIES DOUBLE THE RECIPE

Emptiness
At night I sit alone and watch the shadows dance around. I hold my breath and listen yet silence is the only sound. I reach for some comfort yet feel no embrace. I am tired of the emptiness and loneliness of this place. I can feel no more hurt because I have learned to live with my pain. I often wonder how I survived and continue to stay sane. I have hurt so deeply and cried too many tears. I have been empty and broken for so many years. I am tired of pretending that I am fine and all is okay. I am tired of hiding behind this mask I wear every day. I have drifted so far and can no longer be saved. These feelings hold me captive and to them I am enslaved.

Dark N Stormy Night.. A Little Bordism On Thanks Giving
It was a dark and stormy night. The rain poured down on my mother and my father. They are both as one, seeded in a fissure in a sidewalk. The seed trembled as water filled the cracks. Tiny hairs poked through the solid outer shell, sucking life from the soil. The hairs grew thick, twisting upward higher and higher, until they flowered at an apex like an oasis of thoughts and dreams. Lightning tore through the air just as the newborn tree drove its infant roots deep below the surface of the earth. Streaking through the air, it struck the leaves with a mighty CRACK! and the entire body of the plant shuddered. Energy surged through the branches, spiraled down through the trunk, and seeped from the roots into the ground. Suddenly, the energy thrust skyward through the tree's flesh, reducing the foliage to blackened crippled fingers. The thunder ceased and the rain lightened. Cued by a soft tinkling that seemed to come from the tree itself, a dozen tiny impish pixies of bright pink an

Yay...:)
just a few more days and i get to drive to the city...lol the big city...and spend time with my best friend :) its been a few months since we last saw each other...sometimes i am so lonely for her it makes me weep...life lesson learned here...never move cross country without your best friend!! LOL so anyways I am all excited its almost here..and i will brave the drive to get to the airport...once thats done she can help me navigate!! i just wanted to let you know this...thanks for reading my silly blog. i love you cara!!!!!

I'm Through Smiling
The next person who tells me "You're never fully dressed without a smile" gets my foot up their ass.. I don't smile anymore.. I'm through smiling. I AM NEVER GOING TO SMILE EVER AGAIN. People who tell me to smile are put on my shit-list permanently. I read the phrase "smile, it'll make someone's day brighter" the other day. Why the hell would I want to make someone's day brighter? Why should I waste any of my valuable time being an asshole when I can flip someone off, kick a dog or litter instead? The only reason to ever smile is to mock someone. For example, when someone trips and falls; I laugh my ass off because that's some good shit. There's nothing more satisfying than making someone feel bad about themselves. Of course, there's always a group of pussies that run up and say "are you okay? Are you hurt?" Go to hell you insincere pieces of shit. I've never tripped in my life, ever, but if I did I'd expect people to laugh at me for being a dumbass. Of course, I'd go aro

Prayers
Dear friends and family, Prayers needs right away We have a real close friend Michelle, who’s daughter Alyssa a 2yr old beautiful little angel was severely burnt in a house fire The baby was trapped in her bedroom when a volunteer firefighter found her She was found lying on a bed in a smoke-filled room, "badly burned, but still breathing.” What we know right now is that it does not look good for Alyssa she is so badly burnt Please I ask of you to keep Alyssa her mommy and the rest of her family in your prayers Click here to go to the Charleston Daily News Artical

Thank You Train :d
hey everyone!! i hope you guys had a great thanksgiving! well...those who celebrate anyways :D my boss gave me the whole weekend off!! woo hoo! my paychecks gonna suck, but oh well...i need to get a bunch of house work done. so here is a train of people i would love to thank for helping me get second place in kristan smiths 3rd contest. i ended up winning 100,000 fu-bucks. you guys seriously rock! and there are a few of you who have helped me in every contest ive been in...you know who you are :) i love you guys so much. im very thankful for the connections ive made this year on fubar. i couldnt ask for better friends :D ladies first (of course!) guys go show these great girls some lovin for me!! they are wonderful people. :) Kristan Smith - Contest over. Results tomorrow.@ fubar I Google Myself Regularly..... There has to be someone out there for me somewhere, right?@ fubar Jersey ~ Wife of Anodyne ~ Member of W.I.S.E.U.K.F and Promoter~@ fubar Shan Shan

Won't Be Here Much
I have some very good freinds on here. I won't be around much I don't think my mom is very sick and in the hospital. I'm very scared right now. I'll try to keep touch but can't promise. Please pray for her she is a great woman and I love her

Perfumes That Women Should Wear!
I am a bottomless pit of thrilling ideas, some bordering on not stupid, while most are just nuts. But here is one that I need to get a patent for – Perfume that Men want YOU (Women) to wear. Girls usually wear very nice perfumes which are flowery and sweet smelling. If you like these perfumes, more power to you. But for girls that are trying to attract guys, pay attention, and you could see more action than Hollywood. You, the woman, must hunt the hunter. Every hunter (woman) must set a trap (flirting) in order to catch (dating) their prey (men) for food (marriage). Now the prey is stupid, and usually springs the trap before it's even set. But if the trap isn't very creative (you're ugly), using bait may help - Enter my perfumes. I propose perfumes based on what men really want to smell: Food. I can just picture it – I'm strolling through the mall, minding my own business, when suddenly the powerful scent of sizzling bacon enters my unprepared nostrils. My

Slutty Thoughts
1 quick thought and back to homework (if i dont pass out first) **DISCLAIMER**** I would never do somethin like this in real life. I am not a slut.. I figured it out. Before Luke comes home I need to get some ish out my system. that way i can be a good wife (if thats where it goes) and i wont say i have always been someones GF.. never really "dated" So i need to Sleep with A jersey Boy A Jersey Girl A new Yorker (Italaian) A new Yorker (Black... From da bronx) A new Yorker (Jewish) A Masshole (Italian... wait Check) A mAsshole (FULL BLOODED ITALIAN) A masshole (Irish) A bosnian A serbian A Bald guy A guy with long hair A native american A Canadian A Canadian (Woman) A celebrity Someone while listening to the doors an 18 year old A 30 year old... No no i am not ready for that yet Steve Burns A good ol boy A Hoosier A one legged hooker from france A no legged french hooker A Doctor A lawyer A butcher A baker A candlestick maker A ca

Deadbeats Suck!!! I Need To Vent!!
So apparently, my exes birthday is this weekend. He has a whole list of bars he's going to posted as a bulletin. It's his right, right? Of course it is. My only problem with the whole thing is he missed yet another visitation with his son. Mind you, this is nothing new. He hasn't showed for one since June, when we went to court to deal with the petition HE filed for visitation and custody. But of course you'd be right if you guessed he talks $h!t about me to his friends and family, and is sure to let them know that it's all my fault his son has no idea who he is. *Insert eye roll here* He makes me physically ill, and angry beyond belief.

The Joy Of Children
My youngest son just came in my room and out of nowhere said "Spongebob is a square. Patrick is a starfish. Mr. Crabs is a crab, and Squidword is a applepus." I have never laughed so hard in my life. He's only three I didn't expect him to know the difference between a squid and an octopus, but the fact that he said applepus with a straight face and was so proud of himself for knowing them all was awesome. I'm tempted to let him keep called Squidword and applepus because it's so darn cute. Just wanted to share that little bit of joy this morning!

I'm Not Finding The Humor!
I'm so glad you are all (not all of you, but some of you) finding humor in what fu-daddy has done regarding his soap fetish. Personally it makes me ill. We are talking about exploiting young children for his sexual pleasure. Where the hell is the humor in that? Hey maybe I got up on the wrong side of the bed, but i'll tell you what you all wouldn't be laughing if it was your child, relative or someone's child that you knew in the video's...now would you? Just a thought....everyone has fetishes and there's nothing wrong with that as long as you leave the innocent children out of it! I have nothing more to say except, think of the poor children that have been exploited here. Oh and i'm not saying your seeking pleasure from the children, but however you are feeding into his sick mind posting all the soap photos on here! The original bulletin/blog with the facts. http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=180732713

I'm A Proud Thick Chic!
I’m HAPPY the way i am thanks ! Current mood: content In todays society we see women portrayed as teeny tiny lil' things , If i was a guy i'd be scared shitless that i'd break one Sheesh...News flash girls .. if you starve your poor lil bodies the next time you do decide to eat more than a saltine and some premium bottled water , you're going to blow up bigger than a sumo-wrestler when they're not training ! Today after my shower while i was getting dressed i noticed that i'm a lil curvier than i was a few months ago , and get this I didn't whine about it . So what !! Ummmmm I like to eat , not in excess mind you , but I like my meat and taters , i like pasta , lots of it if u don't mind ! I do have a very bad habit .. I drink soda Ugh , not that diet shit either but real weightwatcher law breaking COCA COLA !! Guess what , I don't care if it has umteen calories per serving ... Its hella' better than drinking this contaminated shit that comes out of the tap .. Oh yea NEWSFLASH f

Survey Iii
If you want to play, post your answers in a comment below. As always, don't be shy - I'm only using your results for profiling purposes. 1. Do you remember your first kiss? 2. Do you keep your socks matched up or just trow them in the drawer? 3. Ever bought a fruitcake for someone for Christmas? 4. Ever been on TV? 5. If you won $10 million, would you do something for your alma mater?

Internet Suckfest
Bing Bong Blammymatazz says: Why do you sign on over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over? ONLYoneCANNOLI says: because its cock ass gay ass fuck ass shit bullfucking dick shit with shit on the pecker because it was in a fucking dirty fuck ass Bing Bong Blammymatazz says: So your internet is flaky? ONLYoneCANNOLI says: yeah

I Opened My Mouth
Yeah after spending the weekend with peaceful, simple hippies, seeing some things no one's ever seen before i come home to good ol' fubar What happened to my favorite addiction? It isn't what i once loved. Its materialistic GREED smothered in cheap cologne. Dramatic arguments over petty details that the mainstream doesn't grasp. Points for ugly whores who reveal skin. Whatever. I liked those girls too, back when they did it just for the fun of it. Nothing seems to be the same anymore I loved you Fubar FUCK YOU

Just A Biker
I SAW YOU I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line But, you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk But, you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant But, you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by But, you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children But, you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair But, you didn't see me cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats & gloves But, you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that had none.

Thank You From All My Heart And Soul With Tears In My Eyes:)
My dear dear Friends, u made my birthday special by all the cards and gifts and words u sent to me. i could never thank you enough. I LOVE YOU ALL FROM ALL MY HEART AND I BOW BEFORE EACH OF YOU WITH TEARS IN MY EYES, HUGGING EACH OF YOU FROM ALL MY SOUL. I THANK U ALL AND MAY GOD PROTECT EACH OF U AND MAKE UR DREAMS COME TRUE!! THANK U, THANK U, THANK U with tears in my eyes:)

My Niece
Holidays are suppose to be a happy time. We all imagine sitting around the table,feeling cozy and warm at mom's house. And my holidays was happy. Until today, the phone rang. I felt the bad vibe in my gut. I didn't want to answer this phone call. "Tonya", my mom said on the other end. Immediately, I knew something was wrong and that is exactly what I asked. My two year old niece went home yesterday. My brother dropped her off at her mother's house. Her mother put her in the bathtub and went to attend other business. Other business with a two year old in the bathtub?? What sense does that make? Why would anyone leave their child in the bathtub, alone. My niece drown. She is alive due to CPR but is now on life support. They are not sure whether she will make it or not. All I can do is feel the pain my brother is feeling. It hurts- Deeply.So anyone who reads this, please pray to whoever you believe in. My niece needs all the strength and power she can get from everyone and anyone.

Moving
hey all I just wanted to let everyone know that I am moving. I was going to move in may but I am moving a lot sooner than I thought I was going to. But things have came up that make it not possible to stay here. I will let you know on one reason why I am going. I dont stay where I am not wanted and where someone asks another person if they will pick between me and their family. Me I think family is always first in life. So i am moving to a place where I am wanted and loved. Two kids are going with me, the third one cant because of her father. He has more money than me and he will fight til I have no money to fight for her. But this isnt about that. I am just letting you all know a few reasons why i am packing and moving. I hope that this place that I am moving to works out for me and my kids. I will keep everyone informed! Hugs....

Update2
jus wanted to update every1 that i had to have to have surgery on a bad staph infection and im recoverin and doin a lil better..tryin to get all the rest and stuff i need to to get better so i can get bk on here and be with yall.. keep all the love commin its helpin too

Sorry To Say This
Everyone who is in the sisterhood I am apologize if I have offended anyone for anything I may of said. I have left the sisterhood and it saddens me but I do wish them all the best all the love they are a great family....If you would like to continue being my friend it would be great if not I understand.... Liberated Spice

Rules For The Non Military
Rules for the Non Military Dear Civilians, "We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas in which we would like your assistance: 1. The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass. 2. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass. 3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4. (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you

Is Anyone Interested.
I am going ou of my mind. I need to get out and have some Fun. When I was in hte Army I would go out with guys from my unit and we would have a good time and on occasion someone would get luck and find a girl to take home. Anyway, now I am out and in a place far from where I grew up. I don't have any friends to hang with because now I am a Father of 3 young boys and work full time in an office all by myself. So if any of you Houston area ladies would like to find a good friend here I am waiting. Don't worry not looking for SEX....yet! I just get along better with the opposite sex. If you are a Dallas Fan that would be a plus. I want to see young Romo beat up that old Man Favre! lol. Any way let me know.

What Are True Friends?
What are true friends and how do you know if you really have any? Are they the ones that are there for you through good and bad, thick and thin? Or are they the ones that are just there? Are they the ones that tell you things that are going on in life? Or the ones that hide them and not say anything? Are they the ones that will do anything for you? Or are they the ones that will do anything when the time is right for them? Are they the ones that will talk to you all night long when something goes wrong? Or are they the ones thay will run and hide? What is a true friend and how do you know if you have any?

Thank You All
This is a huge thank you to everyone that helped me get my spotlight First off in the list is my other half sadistic light who done the most given me every fubucks she could spare and also got the spotlight for me due to th fact i was sleeping go show her some luv people And a huge thanks to all that dropped in to fan rate and add me during my spotlight i hope i did not miss anyone out §AÐI§TI© LIGHT ~Ånarchy §kulls Mistress~ GrØw ®oØm EñTìt¥@ fubar Next I want to thank Steph for her help in giving me fubucks and giving me the chance to help her out as well thanks so much steph Stephanie Lynn@ fubar Next up is bbg thanks for your donation of 1 million fubucks i couldnt have done it without you bbG ... I Don`t Give A Sh*t If You Don`t Like Me.@ fubar I would also like to thank count smokula for his donation of fubucks to help my cause **COUNT SMOKULA** GROW ROOM Owner 4 Life ->;)**@ fubar and special thanks to the grow room just cos the

Helping Others
so as we discussed in my blog this morning... my horoscope said I should help others... well I did just that... I bought a ticker you know to lead others to the most helpful loving person on fubar:P to nice of me I know I know :P keep your eyes open I havent seen it yet:D

Of Course!
just got a text from one of my besties. "I Just found 4 of the most amazing Christmas gifts for you!" This of course following Sunday's convo of her stating that she didn't have money to spend so each person would get one thing. I HATE when people do that. I can never undergive if anything I overgive. One year me and her got into a present war and I wound up besting her. 25 gifts to her 23. lol

Bombing My Contest
i have over to 2000s friends, and none off you seem to be leaveing comments, or boming us.wtf. i help you guys when you need it, why cant you guys help me out.i hate to be like this but payback would be nice TY O SOOO VM denice

My Son
YOU ARE MY WORLD THERE ARE NO WORD TO EXPRESS HOW I FEEL FOR YOU YOU MAKE THE WORLD GO AWAY WITH THE SMILES YOU GIVE... SO PEACEFUL, ASLEEP IN MY ARMS LATE AT NIGHT YOUR WORLD SO NEW I NEVER THOGUHT THAT WHAT YOU LEARN WOULD BE SO BEAUTIFUL TO ME THIS WONDERIOUS WORLD YOU HAVE TO LIVE SEAN YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME MADE BY SHANTELLE THRAILKILL 11/ 27/2007

Spider Bite
My cousins boyfriend remodels houses and one day he was in the closet of a house and felt something on hes neck and swiped it off. 3 days later the same spot swole up to be a huge red bump. He went to the doctor and they cut it open to drain and discovered a brown recluse spider layed 3 egg sacks in hes neck. Then he fell ill and started suffering horrible stomach cramps and spent a whole month in the hospital before he recovered. This is a true Story - My mom called me the other day to tell me he was released from the hospital finally.

Gift Giving Wednesday!
IDK Could be from not having any sleep since Monday - or just completely losing it ... But I felt 'giving' and instead of doing the "Just Cuz" gift giving I thought I'm not only kill two birds but three ... with the proverbial stone. Bird #1 Gave me something to use my new silly Photoshop pic on. Bird #2 Gave me a subject of interest to make my daily comment -AND- whilst giving my awesome friends a gift. Dead bird numeral trice ... I got some page traffic to appease my inner-point whoring with the additional page traffic. he-he ... All good in the point whoring hood! Speaking of that, has anyone 'caught' my Blast yet? Also watch for my blog or stash later this evening ... exciting news about my contest I'm holding during my happy hour: (a week from yesterday 12/4 @ 6pst - 9est)- *He states swiftly in his best announcer guy voice* So Couple thing to watch for my fu- tastic friends I hope this finds you happy and healthily and point whorin

The Love I Will Never Have
You are my best friend. And I love you dearly. But I love you more than you will ever love me. You will love me as a friend. I will forever love you as more than that. I will love you as a friend. But forever more, I will love you as who you are. You are my best friend, You are my best critic, The best arguer, You give the best advice, You tell the truth when needed. You are my best friend. And I love you for that.

For Everyone Who Wonders...
The reason I am in pain so often and sometimes disappear for a few days at a time is because I have Lupus. For those of you who don't know, the following is some info on it. So few have heard of it, yet worldwide it's seen as more common than leukemia, multiple sclerosis & muscular dystrophy. Lupus is an autoimmune disease, a type of self-allergy, whereby the patient's immune system creates antibodies which instead of protecting the body from bacteria & viruses attack the person's own body tissues. This causes symptoms of extreme fatigue, joint pain, muscle aches, anaemia, general malaise, & can result in the destruction of vital organs. It is a disease with many manifestations, & each person's profile or list of symptoms is different. Lupus can mimic other diseases, such as multiple sclerosis & rheumatoid arthritis, making it difficult to diagnose. Currently there is no single test that can definitely say whether a person has lupus or not. Only by comprehensive examination

New Life, My Life In Perspective
I would like to introduce to my fubar friends my new Nephew, John Micheal Rucker. Both Mother and baby are doing well. Now I have to get some stuff out, and if you want please read this. I am happy for my sister in law I really am, I am proud of her. I just have been hit with a reality that I have been working hard to try to put behind me. I was reminded today that no matter what I do in life, it means nothing when it compares to being a part of bringing a new life into this world. No matter what I do it doesn't matter in the long run. None will care really, no one will live to tell the tale. I feel like dirt right now, lower then low. I wish I could explain my feelings better, or why I am feeling this way, but it is tough to explain. I don't want to seem self-serving or needy.

Tell Me
ok in this blog i want you to tell me what song best xplains you please post a comment wit a song or a vid......come on no guts no glory. if u dont im bombn u wit the most annoying song i know! heheheheheheheheh

Let Your Feelings Show
When your friends are special, let your feelings show. Tell them their important to you. Maybe they dont know Dont hold back affection Say whats in your heart that your happy when your with them and sad when your apart. Dont wait till tomorrow thats too far away For friendship is too valuable to wait another day....

Accused Of Hot Pick Pictures
SOUTHERN CHARM (ME) WAS ACCUSED WRONGLY BY PURE MAGICK KREATIONS OF HOT PIC HER PHOTOS. DO NOT KNOW WHO SHE IS AND I ASK PEOPLE CAN I RIP PHOTOS IF I LIKE THEM. PURE MAJICK KREATIONS SHOULD GET HER FACTS STRAIGHT BEFORE SHE JUDGES SOMEONE AND THEN BLOCKS THEM SO THEY CAN NOT TAKE UP FOR THEIR SELF. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT HOT PIC MEANS ANYWAY SO HOW COULD I HAVE DONE IT SINCE I HAVE BEEN IN BED SICK SINCE SUNDAY.

Help Help Help
can you all please help me out here i need 20.000 comments and rates for the 23 of december first one who got it wins can you drop some for me please you want regret it lol so help help help just push on the picture xxx

Um, Cool?
My boss is in Virginia for a meeting with one of our biggest customers. She just called to talk to me cause she's bored. So i had to tell her some stories. Yeah. Um. Can I finish my coffee first before I turn into Aesop?! G'morning everyone. :)

What Would I Say?
Okay, time for me to get serious again... I was in math class last night and wrote this... I love to share, but can't on other websites b/c I may hurt someone's feelings. I hope you guys don't mind. Here it goes: What Would I Say? What would I say if you were here right now? Would I want to hold you tight and say I am sorry or would I want to punch your lights out? Would my words come out sweet and tender or would it be loud and cruel? Would I tell you how much I miss you or how happy I am to have you gone. The truth of the matter is that I am not happy you are gone, but I don't miss you. I want to yell at you and tell you everything that you have ever done wrong, but I don't want to crush your heart... you don't deserve that. I want to beat you to a pulp and then have you hold me afterwards. The thing is I can do none of these things. I can not come back to your world because it brings me down. I am happy there, sometimes, but then I become entangled in your

Are You Smarter Than A Preschooler?
Which way is the bus below traveling? To the left or to the right? Can't make up your mind? Look carefully at the picture again. Still don't know? Pre-schoolers all over the United States were shown this picture asked the same question. 90% of the pre-schooler's gave this answer. 'The bus is traveling to the left.' When asked, 'Why do you think the bus is traveling to the left?' They answered: 'Because you can't see the door to get on the bus.' How do you feel now ??? I know, ~~ me too.

Taking Fu-bets On Packers Vs. Cowboys
So here we are, big game tonight I am picking the Packers to beat the Cowboys tonight, if you wanna have a bet with me of any amount of fu-bucks you want than let me know and I will add it to this blog here. Serious bets only people---So come on people lets have fun.....I know the game started but there is lots of game time left so come and place your bets!!! Here is the link to my blog to place your bet!!! http://fubar.com/blog/130044/627271 Papi is down for 10k for the Cowboys!!! Big Papi ...JEDI MASTER..The MOST LOVED man on FUBAR~ Member of the {CC} Gang@ fubar Life Sez is good for 5k on the Cowboys!!! lifesez/*~?~*stalker@ fubar TewDope is good for 10k on the Cowboys!!! TewDope ™ GILF/FU wife to LarryB //Freedom Bombing/Leveling Family.....@ fubar Hoe Hunter is good for 10k on the Cowboys!!! HoeHunter ™ VEGAS@ fubar My Baby is taking me on for 25k for the Cowboys!!! Amelia ~Real Life Girlfriend & Fu Wifey to BrownEyedPapi~@ fubar

Final Attack
This is a "real piece of me" write... this happened in 1994...and the son of a bitch finally went to prison for it. Please rate my blog and leave me comments! This piece is soon to be published in a colaborative effort put together by M Greene, and the proceeds will go to promote the fight against Domestic Violence. The Final Attack You hiding it from me Stuck in your disease Think I couldn't see The monster you released I knew something wrong Never stayin home for long Recreational drugs no fun Never playin in the sun Leavin me alone as one And when I decided I was done Then you turned to smokin crack Slippin around behind my back Talkin shit and shootin smack Then came the final attack Smashin in my face Blood all over the place My front teeth smashed in On my blood I'm choking Lips bleeding and broken From the crack you smoking But your cop Daddy won't fail And brother cop will post bail To

Gone Gone Gone
as of sometime today i will be offline for a few weeks. i am moving and have just found out where i am staying has no internet service. i will be checking in from time to time when i can. so leave your messages and i will try and respond, but dont get upset when it takes me awhile. i will still be on today, hell, i will probably take the computer out last..lol. much love, its been a blast...dont forget: I'LL BE BACK..MUUUAAHHHHSSS

Musings
As I sit here late at night without the ability to get to sleep, my tired mind tends to continue rolling through everything that has transpired throughout the day and even farther back. I have tended to notice a trend of sorts when it comes to me and women. That trend is that I tend to let myself become complacent and not keep my guard up even though perhaps I should no better all things considerred. For example, one of my close friends, who is a girl, has been having several issues revolving around her and her family. I have tried and tried repeatedly to get her to understand certain situations to no avail. And even though she says that I am one of her best friends, I can only hope. The question now is why do I allow things like this to happen? Am I just weak willed and have an abnormal need to feel/be wanted or is it just because I choose it to be so? These and other things constantly run through my mind especially at the end of the day when ther is nothing left to do but thi

Want To Know Why People Do What They Do
Cops: Mother killed 2 in store bathroom Fri Nov 30, 12:03 AM ET AUGUSTA, Ga. - A 22-year-old woman fatally stabbed her two young children in a convenience store bathroom Thursday, police said. ADVERTISEMENT A worker at Food Mart told police she saw Jeanette Michelle Hawes enter the restroom Thursday afternoon with the two children, a boy and girl, and then heard a scream, Richmond County Sheriff Ronnie Strength said. The worker called 911, and when deputies arrived they forced the door open and found Hawes on the floor, holding a steak knife and covered in the children's blood, Strength said. Jordon Hawes, 1, and Shakayla Hawes, 3, were pronounced dead upon arrival at the Medical College of Georgia Hospital. Both died of stab wounds to the chest, Chief Deputy Coroner Mark Bowen said. Hawes was charged with two counts of murder and with possession of a knife during the commission of a crime. She was being held at the Richmond County jail. Jail officials s

Dreams Can Come True.
Our friendship can never be broken But you mean so very much more Of all the girls I've ever met You're the one I truly adore But believe it or not your happiness Is fore most on my mind I know what you were looking for When you planned a trip of this kind And as the Lord and you both know My love for you won't change And if it were in my powers The desired ending you want I'd arrange I wish you all the happiness This world can offer you The Lord knows you deserve it With all the wonders you do And if things happen to go your way I pray they will last forever And if asked if my feelings have changed My answer will be simple - never I vowed I'd wait a life time And I swear that's what I'll do And the reason is even easier Cause my darling I'm in love with you I can't and won't ever change You'll forever be in my heart I pray to God you get all you want Maybe this is a brand new start Just keep looking for the rainbow At the end is the beginning of our dream

Friday November 30th - Giving Up On Thanksgivings
Sorry if I have been a tad incommunicable lately or seemed out of sorts. My life is my family. My family is my life. While I may at times appear to be a Fubar vixen or whatever, I'm really a down to earth person, however, yes, I do enjoy fun behind closed doors. I have been blessed with four beautiful children, currently aged between 28 and 14, however, I'm only 29 and holding. lol My eldest has had a problem here and there with alcoholism and has spent a little jail time here and there. I think I'm going to stop celebrating Thanksgiving on Thanksgiving. The first horrible Thanksgiving was quite a few years ago. I was in a position where I had to send my daughter to a Christian girls home two weeks before Thanksgiving. She was supposed to be able to come home for Thanksgiving, but they said it was too soon. I was lost. My 'second' son, Chris, was a lifesaver and fabulous comforter. He has such a precious heart. Last year my mother wasn't doing too well (she

Anyone Interested?
hello all fu-friends and family, i think its so neat how you'all do salutes for one n other, if anyone would be so kind to make 1 for bear i will return the salute , thanks again and have a great weekend. big bearhugs.

Losing Another Friend
Speaking with my Love (Glenn) this evening, I found out a man I had befriended that was away on a ship was mugged when he went to port in California. His name was Christopher and he was a real good friend. I am in complete shock. He was mugged and shot last week. He was 35 Years old and a Ship Designer. During my year on Fubar I have lost people I really have loved in one way or another. This makes me understand that life is so precious. One day at a time I realize I am truley blessed to have the people in my life that I do. Never take anyone for granted. Never wish that the last discussion you had with someone might be the last one you ever had. My heart feels loss for this wonderful friend. Keep his family in your prayers. Rest in Peace my Dear Friend Christopher. You will be missed. Forever in my Heart...with my Love. ~D~

Blood Let Lol
We play an online game called Monster Games Vampires vs Werewolves We gain points by "draining blood" from each person that clicks our links. You don't need to sign up to anything and you don't need to rate anything. Just one click is all it takes! You can only be bitten by one of us! So please help us out and CLICK! Anarchy Skulls Link CLICK HERE TO BLOOD LET Sadistic Lights Link CLICK HERE TO BLOOD LET THANK YOU!

Things Unsaid.
I am writing you this poem because There are so many things that I haven�t said I just don�t know how to tell you But the words keep floating through my head. My whole life is a mess right now All I can think about is you I don�t sleep, I don�t eat anymore And I discovered feelings that are so new. I want to hear your voice Every minute of the day I just don�t have the guts to call you Afraid of what you might say. Maybe you don�t feel the same Or maybe you do I am just scared to tell my feelings Even if it is to you. I wish I knew how to tell you I really want to say: I love you with all of my heart Forever and a day

Some Public Fun To Remember
Public Park Fun (Straight) I was be out walking through a park, down a long, winding path. It was at dusk, nearly dark. Being late in the day, most people have already gone on home. About a mile down the path, I see a rather attractive lady, sitting there reading a book. She is wearing a light blouse and loose-fitting shorts and tennis shoes. I slow my pace, taking my time approaching her. I want to get a good look at her. I am almost to her, as she looks up. I just smile and say, " you are almost out of light for reading". She smiles back saying "I got lost in the story, not realizing how late it has gotten". I tell her my name, she does the same. We chat about how warm the weather has finally turned. I ask if I may join her on the bench, she smiles and nods, pointing to the empty place beside her. We sit there watching all the different birding fluttering around. I tell her it looks like the birds are appreciating the end of the cold evenings. She tells me sh

Anyone Wants Rating All My Pixs And Stash For Fubucks!!!!1
If u do it for me!! Do all rating All of Pixs and Stash! I will give away Fubucks for spotlight!!! I have a lot of fubucks sitting on my acct!!! I know ya wants those!!! ask me first place then I will hold ya on list ok Thank you Mike!!!!!

*rawrin@cha*
RawR! Thats a puscifer song, go worship them:) they rock my world. Also Im at home doing house work today, so Im on and offline all afternoon! If ya want me to come by and leave some rates/love on your page just lemmie know and ill try to durring a happy hour or sumfin^_^ Hope everyones day is fantasticle!

Single Mothers
Is it right for a single mother to introduce her child 5 years old to many different men while dating several different men to find "the one" i would greatly appreciate any info on this matter. In my eyes I dont think a child should be introduced to many men while mother is dating unless the mother is 100% sure the man she is dating is right for her, is it fair for her to introduce the child to a man and he gets attached just so she can say I am not interested in you to move on to another man, in my opinion i think she uses the child just to get to the man and after she gets what she wants she moves on just hurting the man and the child in the long run grant it the child has no clue whats going on because he is young but the male knows exactly whats going on. I would greatly appreciate all input on this thank you

Life Sux
so um i have never done a blog before but i figure what the hell...so this is what i'm doing. have u ever been so completely just fed up with life that u don't know what to do? that no matter what u do, ur life is such a fuck up that it just won't fix itself? so yea that is where i'm at. so i find out couple of mnths ago that i had a tumor which just blew my mind. i got it taken out and everything which they said it was precancerous so thas a good thing. well this weekend i hurt myself and messed up my wound- which isn't a good thing. so u know how sometimes u can have a feeling that somethin is wrong with u...well thas how i am now i know somethin is messed up and i'm too worried to know what it is. eventho all of that is aweful my health is still the least of my worries. i don't have many friends anymore and i seem to worry sometimes that the ones i do have are just being my friend bc they feel sorry for me. i'm terribly worried that i'll never find a man- one that will reall

Www.urbanbombshells.com
Yeah So Dec. 1st I Did Some Shoots With A Few Photographerz That Are Makin A Site Like SG (Suicide Girls/suicidegirls.com) There Called UrbanBombShells.com (Sites Not Up There Still Building It) But They Are More Better I Would Say They Have Different Varieties Of Styles Like Fully Clothed, Impaled )How Ever U Spell It)Nude (Witch Means Half Nude In Some Areas And Wearing Clothes In Other Areas..Blah), And Fully Nude But Yeah Alot Of Girls Showed Up, Im Guessing 25 Where Pretty Much The Origanle (how Ever U Spell It) Ones, I Did About 4 Shoots 2 By Myself (One Impled Nude/Other Fully Clothed)1 With 2 Other Girls Was Hot And 1 With Me And Another Chick Witch Was Hot Too Haha...But Yeah They Where Video Tapeing Us..I Guess For Like Behind The Seens Or Whatever, But Yeah Haha I Got to See Lotta Naked Women, Cartmins Voice: Sweet.. Ha Any Ways Hopeflly This Fuckin Site Last, And Goes Well. AND U PEOPLE BETTER SIGNE UP ull see me work the pole no kidding but with clothes on haha...Once

People Really Suck!
Is it just me, or does it just happen to me, or am I the only one who notices that people don't really give two shit about you unless you can do something for them... And if it IS just me, am I really that bad of a person??? Why does it always come down to looks and cocial status??? Such as job, hight, weight, car, all that shit.... Is being able to offer time, a shoulder, an ear. a lending hand.. love and all other emotion weither be good or bad..... being HONEST with someone, but not hurtful..... Being able to BE there for them no matter what...... are these things NOT important anymore??? Yeah, right now I don't have a job, and those are the only things I have to offer, the non-materialistic things... And ok, I may not be the most attractive guy out there, not in the LEAST. But That doesn't make me a bad person, nor does it make me any LESS of a person, now a bullet hurts the same in any language, and we all bleed just the same.... Why should I be any different??? Why is it that I'm

Turned In My Research Paper
You all might or might not care. but I turned in my final research paper in my History class. I got a 45 out of a possible 50 on it. Still don't know what I got on my prior paper. Anyway if any of you want to read it, I have put it here for you. AMERICAN VIEWS ON FUNERAL DIRECTORS I wasn't sure what to do for this paper. Until I heard on the radio, the results from a survey that ranked funeral directors below journalist and above politicians. That got me to looking for the results of that survey. I was never able to find it. but I did find the results of gallup polls that included funeral directors from 1977 till 2005. All the polls ranked the funeral directors very high. My research also found a lot of negative press about funeral directors, things from newspaper stories about the illegal things funeral directors have done, books about the how the funeral industry takes advantage of people, TV special reports, websites slamming funeral homes with

R.i.p Chad (pimp-c) Butler
Dec. 4th 2007 age 33R.I.P Chad "Pimp-C" Butler1973-2007 Rapper Chad "Pimp C" Butler, who along with hometown pal Bernard "Bun B" Freeman made up the chart-topping group UGK, was found dead Tuesday morning in a West Hollywood hotel room. Paramedics and officers responded to a 911 call placed from the Mondrian Hotel on Sunset Boulevard and were directed to a room on the sixth floor. They found Butler lying on the bed, fully clothed. The Los Angeles County Sheriff's Department said the call came in about 9:30 a.m. A spokesman for the county coroner said that it appears the 33-year-old "Dirty Money" purveyor died of natural causes. No drugs or related paraphernalia was found in the room and it didn't appear as if anyone had been in the room with Butler when he died. An autopsy will be performed and a full report, including the results of standard toxicology tests, should be ready in six to eight weeks. "We mourn the unexpected loss of Chad," Jive Records president a

See Why I Dont Trust A Man
Mark Frizzell: have a nice fucking life, hope you find someone else to do this to and he beats the everliving shit out of you Mark Frizzell: you definately deserve it, but I'm not one who'd do something like that Mark Frizzell: so here's to you Mark Frizzell: good luck finding mr right Mark Frizzell: right upside your stupid fucking head with a bat all because we havent meet

Happy Holidays
I just wanted to wish all my fubar family and friends a very happy and safe holiday season,each one of you is special and important to me and i wish i was able to give each one of you something your heart desires for christmas but all i have to give is my love and friendship and let you all know how important and special you are to me,you guys are the best friends any one could hope for.i already got my christmas present,your friendship,love you all,biker heart

Patriots Strategy!!!
So I was pondering on why could the new england patriots barely win two games in a row after 10 blowout games.Here is my theory,The patriots are sick of hearing the whinning and the boo hooing over how bad they kicked the other teams asses. So in an attempt to keep peace in the nfl.The brilliant bill belecheck has devised a brilliant plan to keep order as to not cause anymore fucking crybabies. The patriots simply play just good enough to win.Giving the opponent false hope and avoiding any undue pissing n moaning by sub standard teams.In addition to this theory I also have discovered the secret to beating the patriots.The only way to defeat this team this year. Is to lock them in the locker room because if they step on that field they are going to win. FIN

I F I Was A Poet
If I were a poet, I would wrap you in my words, Roll you off my tongue with my soothing voice, Meet your every desire with the motion of my pen, Making your heart race every now and then If I were a poet, you would be my only passion, My inspiration in a world that, to me, is gone; If I were a poet, with you as my one and only love, I would lower to my knees daily and thank the lord above; And if I were truly a poet, I would swim through your deep oceans, Speak of all the wonders I see in the calming darkness of your eyes, And if I could find the words to describe my feelings for you, I could tell of the way my passion strongly flows - so true.

Dear Santa, This Year Can We Make A Change?
(by the way this is what "I" WROTE/FEEL...I did not find this in an article or read it or hear anywhere, ever single word is from me whole-heartedly and soul) Dear Santa, This year for Christmas I have the same list that I've had for 3 years now. You have not given me one thing on my list. It doesn't cost as much as what is on other people's lists. I do not ask you for a sports car, diamonds, or even a house. I want AIDS to be curable and illnesses to stop multiplying, and start being more treatable. I want equality and justice. I want world peace, compromise amongst countries rather than hatred and pain in the world. I want the suffering of the poor and disabled to end, the malnutrition and poverty of children to stop. I want racism, sexism, and homophobia to end. I want the chaos of every nation to turn civil and not hostile towards one another. I want people to become more accepting of physical and mental disabilities and not pass judgment on those with these, stop picking at

Own Him For 24 Hours
OK LADIES OWN MY BRO TONY 4 24 HOURS MEN TO LIKE WHAT U SEE HIGHEST BIDDER GETS HIM AND HAVE HIM 4 24 HOURS ANYWAY U WANT SO START BIDDING BIG PIMPIN GIFTS BLAST VIPS ETC FUBUCKS ALL ACCEPT SO IT WILL GO TILL 10 PM SO LETS SEE WHO GETS HIM

Spicy Gift "volcano" Definition Solved!!!
For those of you who have been curious as to what the “volcano” gift in the spicy gifts section is, here is a list of dictionary definitions. Please choose the one that closest fits your needs. Volcano 1) Do a girl doggy style. Cum on the small of her back. When it runs down into her ass crack, slap both ass cheeks together, thus creating an eruption. 2) When a man is about to orgasm, he pulls out his dong, aims it at his lover, squeezes his balls with great force while he is ejaculating, then with one powerful forward stroke on the dong, a large amount of baby gravy explodes all over her. 3) An opening in the earth's crust in which molten rock, ash, and gases are released.

Latest Update
Hi Everyone, Just wanted to let you all know I am still here. I dont get on as often as i used to due to some complications. I am currently going through a nasty divorce and the hearing is on Dec 17th. I am not going to go into detail as the internet is not the place. Some of you are aware of what is happening and i Thank you all for your support. You know who you are. Right now I am focusing on getting my daughter her to Alabama to be with me for Christmas. We have never had a Christmas apart from each other. So that is what i am focused on right now. If i do not reply to messages and mail etc it is not because i am being ignorant or anything like that but my daughter comes first in this world. I hope that each and everyone of you are well and not getting too stressed with the holiday season. I will be here from time to time but probably just checking mail etc. You all take care and stay safe. If i do not get to speak with you before Christmas i wish each and every one of you

How Naughty Are You?
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. How often do you maturbate? 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave

In Your Eyes
In your eyes I get so lost and forget quite who I am. A shadow from another plane or perhaps some shape of man. In your eyes all things burn and it's glory to behold. The passion filled so deep inside and shelters from the cold. In your eyes I find the dreams of every aching sound and though I so wish to fly find me fast to ground. In your eyes I see the way and know there is a light. For in your eyes where lovers lay, I look in them tonight

More Damn Drama
Last night, I had my friends Kelly, Jimmy, Lisa and Chad up for supper. I made turkey, mashed potatoes, stuffing, and green beans. After we ate another so called friend named Charles stopped by for awhile. When Chad left, I asked Charles to go get Tigger so she would not run out the door. He went to pick her up because another friend was leaving and I didn't want her to run off. Well Tigger either got scared or something and scratched him. Well instead of bringing her to me, he held her up as high as he could by the back of her neck and she was hissing and growling, I told him to bring her to me but he didn't listen. He threw her on the floor really hard and she bounced off the floor. There is cement under the tile. Then he came over and sat down and I told him he didn't need to throw my cat. he should of brought her to me like i told him too. He said well she hurt me. I told him that he needs to leave. He then kicked a huge whole in my fan. I got on the phone and called 911.

Friday
Hi everyone: I hope this finds you Happy & Healthy and with a Great Weekend Ahead of you! Heres today's comment: I made that icon - (bright background/silhouette) And just wanted to use it for something? I think I've used a scroll for about everyday this week, A little overkill if you ask me. Just lacking in creatively this week I guess? So without anymore dribble, here it is:

Ok Pimpettes And Man Whores
We will auction off a male and femae evey friday so u want in let me know ur does and donts everyone will have to be auctioned off at one point!! i have one starting monday for a female friend for one week own her so keep ur eyes out for bully on monday

Collar And Cuffs, The Full Tale
The following is for all my friends here at FU that have supported and commented my writings in the past. hope you all enjoy, leave me love and comments to let me know. -------------------------------------------------- After all the time we’ve known each other through FUBAR, we finally decide it’s time to meet. I book a flight to your home town and catch a cab to the hotel we have agreed to use for our first encounter. Prior to leaving I had emailed you with your instructions. Upon arriving at the hotel, I walk to the counter and ask if my “wife” has already checked in, Ms. Slaverton. The desk clerk informs me that you have, hands me my passkey and directs me to room 2323. So far, all is according to my plan. I catch the elevator to the 23rd floor and use my key to enter the room. As my eyes adjust, I see that you have followed my instructions to the letter. The bed is turned down; the lights are all off except one, which is set to low. The in-room radio is set to

I've Been Away...
Likely that you didn't notice...but I've been *busy*. My kid went to Hawaii with my stepsister and her family for a week (returning tomorrow), so on a lark (and about 36 hours notice) I accompanied a client-friend on a business trip to Our Nation's Capital. Spent all of Monday getting there; Tuesday was cold and clear and gorgeous; Wednesday it snowed, which was absolutely beautiful. I had to check my bag on the way back to preserve ownership of a cheap commemorative snowglobe, and even after a two hour delay the suitcase didn't make it onto the plane, so i had to wait until it arrived at SFO at about 1:30 a.m. on the next flight from Dulles (with a little card inside from the TSA proclaiming they'd hand-searched it. I feel safer, don't you?). Fortunately I had the best possible company for my vigil...at long last (two plus years) I got to meet an online suitor who lives only a few hours away (yes, he's here on Fubar). Emergencies and mutual stubbornness had kept us from consum

Thanks Fubar
I used to go into this online radio chatroom thing with some old friends that DJed in there and they left the site and hooked up with some people on Cherrytap at the time. They invited me to check it out so I signed up for this site. At first I was like what in the world is this crap but the more and more I used it the more and more i started enjoying it. Met some great people on here. Then one day I was on here and the best thing in my life happened. I saw a blast from the very beautiful girl. So I hit it with a rate, fan and add. She sent me a shout wanting to see if I was a wrestler or a musican. (at the time name was just Gunner) Since then that beautiful lady has became my real life girlfriend and I love her with all my heart. She is caring, loving, sweet, kindhearted, everything a man needs in a woman. She is my world. So thanks to fubar I am a happy guy and found the greatest woman on earth. Love you Mizz P. And love to all my friends on here. Thanks for reading. Have a great da

Chucky Lives
Well after speaking with a bouncer, I had to delete my MUMM or risk being banished..so Chuckster is so not worth my MUMM's.. I did make a copy as best as I could..twas damn funny! so I will find a way to post a copy in my blog..lololol Chucky LIVES

Our Very Own Male Fightn350 Up For Auction
Ok ladies up for bidding our very own Pimp :D Anything goes he has no limit on what he will do for highest bidder! Bidding starts at 3am till 9pm bids can be place in fubucks, vips, big pimping gifts, and or blasts anything well be accepted for bids! Winnings will be paid to me Tesha and he is not urs until u have paid me the fubucks all other items gifts vips blast all go to the man! any questions plz ask and ladies bid away who wouldnt want this HOTT MAN!!!

Tkbear Up For Auction Urs For Hours
Ok ladies up for bidding our very own Pimp :D Anything goes he has no limit on what he will do for highest bidder! Bidding starts at 3am till 9pm bids can be place in fubucks, vips, big pimping gifts, and or blasts anything well be accepted for bids! Winnings will be paid to me Tesha and he is not urs until u have paid me the fubucks all other items gifts vips blast all go to the man! any questions plz ask and ladies bid away who wouldnt want this HOTT MAN!!!

Another Why????
Have you noticed lately that when a friend leaves Fubar, all signs of their former presence here is erased - almost as if they never existed!! Not only is their profile gone, gone, gone - so is any comment they have every made on your profile, on your pics, bloody hell, even on your blogs!!! PMs that they sent you ARE GONE!!!! WTF!!!! Why is this necessary? This is a bit like shades of Big Brother again - they are no longer here, so they no longer exist! Yeah, I'm pissed! I think this erasure of people from our lives is utter bull shit!! If I didn't have the pics of my past life companions in a specific pic file, the Fubar powers that be would probably try to erase them, as well. Don't even think about it, guys!!!!! Am I the only one that has noticed this sacrilege??

Child Support
i have recently been free of child support for the first time in over 20 years. i have no problem supporting my children. however, i am against supporting my ex-wifes drinking habit. my son never had clothes for school or shoes for his feet but she would take my 135.00 support check to the bar and cash it. she would remain there till the bar closed. comeing home with no money from that child support check. my son was always hungry when he came to visit. my idea to end abuse of child support is to issue a card only good for food or clothes. that way the money is going where it should be. to the child. there is way too much power and corruption in the child support racket. i say a nation wide revamping is seriously needed. remember. absolute power is absolute corruption absolutely. courts should only get involved in extreme cases. suchas, dead-beat parents. otherwise let the voters decide on a fair and just way of getting child support to the child not the parent.

This Is A Quote From My Book
This blog is a quotaion from a book im still writing. I havent finished the book yet so even this quotaion hasnt been edited, but i wanted to post it to maybe get some feedback. The story will be a tragic romance, which is not my normal genre, the blog doesnt give any details about the story. I'ts more of a philosophical view on love. "I'ts best to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. Thats how the saying goes anyway, but I'm not sure if I agree, not completely anyway. I think it depends on the person and their experience. The saying seems kind of one sided, I think it should cover more angles, with love it's never as simple as have or have'nt loved. What if you've been in love but never been loved. Or What if you've been in love but never expressed it. Are you really wanting me to beleive that to have never felt or experiencing love is a bigger tragedy than to be in love but keep it contained. If thats the case than you've never really felt love, the power it has, i

Im A Mommy
i have just come to the realization that i am a mother, and what that really means. i am the single most important think in the eyes of 2 little men. i am their world, i can mold them and shape them in so many different ways. my god! everything i do effects them in someway or another. this scares the fucking hell out of me, i mean they are 5 and 2. to watch them learn to read and talk, to go pee and get little kindergarten girlfriends, haha. to see the disappointment and rejection, the confusion and pride. all of a sudden it just got really overwhelming, i do not deserve such wonderful things, i am no one, i have nothing, however the fates and heavens work its really sick to give such a glorious gift to such a fuck up, but they are mine. what do i do? do i change, stay the same, will i make them better or worse. childhood is such an important thing, it makes you who you are. i don't want to ruin my children, im afraid im all they have, am i being too hard on myself? i will never be as

More To Ponder
You can't go around being what everyone expects you to be, living your life through other people's rules, and be happy and have inner peace. Live....be you....enjoy....love Jealousy is really a demand that someone love you a certain way, and you saying, "It isn't fair" when they don't. It comes from a lack of self-confidence. A lot of people have bumper stickers that say "This is the first day of the rest of my life" I prefer to think "This is the last day of my life, and I'm going to live it as if I don't have any more" Try to learn from the past, rather than repeating it and making references to it all the time. You can never please everyone. In fact, if you please 50% of the people, you're doing well. Each experience in your life was absolutely necessary in order to have gotten you to the next place, and the next, up until this very moment. Self-esteem comes from the self, not from acquisitions and approval. With everything that has happened to you, you can

Lonely
Going home is there really such a place. Or is it something inside of us. Are we taught to do things without thinking. People seem to change who they are to please others, and in the end lose their selves. that's me I would do any thing to make people happy around me, not really caring about my feelings, my wants, my dreams. They don't ask so I don't tell. Why is it so easy to get lost or left? why does pain come so easy and love so hard? So I guess in a way going home is a way of finding out who you really are and what it is that you want, not what people want for you or from you. Think about it who are you really, and what would you do to be Happy!

What Was Read At Support
ok i had asked why the bartab was set up like this it was told to me that the "owners" that being Baby Jesus and the others wanted it this way, the only way to fix this is to set the bartab to "actions for me". now the VIPs can change it back to what it was like before and not us standard members. Also now get this....They said that if we didnt like this we all can go back to Myspace. for every 10,000 members that leave another 10,000 will join. I kinda think that is way off. Feel free to comment here and lets hear what ya all have to say

Stupid Messages With Commentary
santiyeci : ý want to see you without dressing now WOULD THAT BE SALAD DRESSING? rodent95 : i ll explode for you, ok? I'LL SUPPLY THE DYNOMITE legolas666667 : i love big boogs I'LL PICK MY NOSE AND SHOW YOU SOME dream_turk : you pink pussy lick me SINCE WHEN DOES IT HAVE A TONGUE? lancel2004 : ým lokking camera very ugly THEN GET A BETTER LOOKING CAMERA NTM93 : show me youre tits hen i show my coke for you NOW THAT'S FAIR, TITS FOR A CAN OF COKE VeryCute : can i amswer me I DON'T KNOW, ASK A QUESTION AND ANSWER IT kame_amriss : see nice cocks arabian I HAVE HEARD OF ARABIAN HORSES, BUT ARABIAN CHICKENS? jayzhova : u ignored my privates THEY REALLY MUST HAVE BEEN WORTH IGNORING cakal1 : declare oneself to be innocent OK, I AM INNOCENT, I SWEAR billybathgate : Do you have photos of the offending organs? WHO DID MY ORGANS OFFEND? I TOLD THEM TO BE QUIET ___PlayBoy__ : I AM FROM THE MUSTACHE I AM FROM GOTEE, NEED A RAZOR? 25

Contest To Win $ 1 Million Dollars In Fu Bucks
I want to throw a contest . The winner with the most votes will win a million dollars in fu bucks . Pic comments count as votes . I need at least 12 contestants to open the contest and I will run it for 10 days . So if your interested contact me , my link is here below. Thanks , Lisa * lisasweet *@ fubar

Something Thats Just Iritating Me Right Now !
Ok so for most of my friends u know that i work in the medical field .. and i just read a mumm that has some of the most ignorant , retarded fucking statements regarding MRSA .. believe me the people who left these comments are the reason why MRSA is such a problem now ! ... i'm going to set the record as straight as i can ! Here is the original Mumm posting that i responded to ....There has been a recent Staph out break in this area and 50% of people that have open wounds or lung problems that attend the ER are being diagnosed with Staph infection it is a new strain that is harder to treat. They are warning people about going to the ER. This new staph infection has so far killed 10 people! OMG does that scare me!I'm going to a regular Doctor now and his nurse just called me and told me all this. Its a good thing that I'm on antibiotics again this is the 12th day 10 with the antibiotic that gave me a kidney infection and 2 on the new on to treat both infections! I deff have staph. The

To My Friends....
HI FRIENDS.......JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW.....I LIKE CHATTING WITH ALL MY FRIENDS.....YOU ALL HAVE BEEN SO WONDERFUL......SOMETIMES I AM NOT AVAILABLE EVEN WHEN MY BEER GLASS IS LIT UP!..LOL...I AM A SINGLE WORKING MOM WITH 4 KIDS...AS SOON AS I GET HOME FROM WORK I AM BOMBARDED WITH HOMEWORK AND MAKING DINNER....I DO A LOT OF MULTITASKING......LATELY EVERYONE HAS BEEN SICK WITH ONE THING OR ANOTHER....IT IS A STRESSFUL TIME RIGHT NOW.....I WANT TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS AND I DO WHEN I CAN...BEAR WITH ME.....I WILL HAVE MORE TIME IN ABOUT 2 WEEKS......WHEN THE KIDS MOVE IN WITH DAD FOR A WHILE...FOR THE TIME BEING...I WANT TO CHAT WITH EVERYONE....JUST DON'T THINK I'M IGNORING YOU IF I CAN'T.......JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW......I WOULD NEVER REFUSE TO TALK TO A FRIEND.......THANK YOU FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING......LOVE Y'ALL!!!!!! WENDY......"DONKEYPIG"..."OINK!!!!"

#1-about Nsfw Pics
i've gone through some people's profiles and i've noticed that some people on here (mainly women) have nsfw pics in albums that can be "bought" with either fubucks, a blast or ticker, or a vip. doesn't that seem to drift towards being cheap...like prostitution..? it seems to me that if you want to filter who sees your private pics, just do what most do and make them family only..or friends only. i have some and i don't mind anyone seeing as long as they're not bashing me on them. personally i feel that if you take the time to accept someone, rate their pics, comment to them, etc. you are doing more than just the average 'hornball' surfing for some dick or some tits depending on your gender. well anyways, those are my thoughts. maybe i'm alone in this idea...what do you think?

Gimme Something To Believe In...
This will sound weird to anyone who doesn't really know me. I am a good mom, sister, aunt, daughter, friend and so on. But sometimes I just get so down in the dumps. This last month has been the worst. I have some really good friends on here but lately I feel so alone. To get to the heart of it... I have been in a twelve year relationship. We have been on the downhill slide for years now. I know I am not happy, and I am sure he isn't either. I guess we are more friends than anything. Why we are still together is anyones guess. I guess I feel trapped. When I first joined fubar, it was just something to do. I had people to chat with 24/7. Oh do I ever need a life! I never meant to lead anyone on or meet anyone online for a meaningless or meaningful relationship. Unfortunately, that changed. I wasn't looking. But someone on here and I started to chat, then IM, then on the phone two or three times a day. Yes, I got use to it. He was part of my life. We decided we would meet in pe

Christmas Cookies With Crown Royal
Christmas Cookie Recipe 1 cup of water 1 tsp. baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp. salt 1 cup of brown sugar lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Crown Royal Directions: 1. Sample the Crown Royal to check quality. 2. Take a large bowl, check the Crown Royal again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. 3. Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. 4. Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Crown Royal is still OK, try another cup... just in case. 5. Turn off the mixer thingy. 6. Break two 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. 7. Pick the frigging fruit off floor... 8. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a dewscriver. Sample the Crown Royal to check for tonsisticity. 9. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something.... who giveshz a heet. 10. Check

Goodbye
Why is it, everytime I put my whole heart into a friendship. I get burnt? Why can't I just forget this person and move on? Sigh.. It's always been like that. I dont really know why. I love my friends Would do anything for them. Why couldn't they see that? I know I haven't changed as a person yes.. I have lost interest in some things but it didnt mean I didnt care about it anymore That I didnt care about the rabbits Alot of things are going on that this person didnt know about Why.. because I was still getting over what they did But they knew they had my friendship though things seemed different It may not have gotten to the way it was before I guess I just put too much into things maybe I shouldn't anymore. I guess my friendship didnt mean that much To just walk away and not say goodbye ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ And if you could. someone gave me this idea and gonna try it out! I really need some fubucks to pay back some aweso

The More You Know - Wednesday
I had a lot of fun making today's comment: Over a year ago (when I first made this one) I was going to make a theme for each weekday - Much like my Tuesday Train that's going in its 14th week ... (what a shock - going against the grain of the established themes) And for some reason I elected Wednesday As "The more you know" Wednesday (yeah like the commercial) So the Sisyphus was going to be the first of many fun filled facts of all things related to certain things (eg: hump, the origin of Wednesdays, etc.) You may recall a 'Sun' filled fact a few weeks ago? Well, I had fun, I spent an entire day researching facts, myths & lore on subjects That could be tied into the middle of the week. You might ask: "Well, then Greg - where's all this research"? about now ... Well, as it goes in many of my computer related projects: I got distracted and erased all but two of about 4 months of Wednesday facts! And for those who know me ... If I invest my ti

Come Into These Arms Again....
Come into these arms again and lay your body down The rhythm of this trembling heart is beating like a drum It beats for you, it bleeds for you it knows not how it sounds For it is the drum of drums it is the song of songs Once I had the rarest rose that ever deemed to bloom Cruel winter chilled the bud and stole my flower too soon Oh loneliness, Oh hopelessness to search the ends of time For there is in all the world no greater love than mine. .. still falls the rain.. .. still falls the night.. .. damned forever.. Let me be the only one to keep you from the cold Now the floor of heaven is laid the stars are bright as gold They shine for you, they shine for you they burn for all to see Come into these arms again and set this spirit free.

Sex Positions
The "hottest" sex positions are the best sex positions and allow both you and your partner to experience the greatest pleasure and come to an orgasm. Seems obvious, right? But it’s amazing how many otherwise intelligent people totally miss this point. Men are often guilty of wanting to perform the kind of athletic, acrobatic, frequently-changing "sex position" style of intercourse they see in their favorite porn thinking that a woman will be impressed by their stamina and creativity, while women are often guilty of going along with what the guy wants in hopes that he’s taken their pleasure into account as well. Unfortunately this doesn’t usually happen. Some men are totally clueless and think only of how to get to their own orgasm as quickly as possible, while others want to please their partners but erroneously think this means “performing well” by keeping their erection going as long as possible. Neither works well because both have forgotten the golden key to great sex – a

Poem
As I walk through the woods at night, A shadow awaits to lead me to the light, As I sit and prosper what this might be, I start to wander is this really for me. As I walk further wandering what it is, A voice speaks out to me and says put your hand in mine, Before I do I stop to think, Am I dead or will I awake. As I take his hand I start to see, How my life was really meant to be, A lesson is learned as you might see, There really is a GOD for you and me.

So There's This Situation At Home
I'll try and keep this brief. When my girl was a girl, she had bone cancer in her right leg. She recovered, and is living a normal life, but her leg is now severely affected. Her femur is very weak, and she's broken it about five or six times now. Her knee, due to the most recent break, is also problematic, and has put the bottom half of her leg at an angle to the top (most of us have about a seven degree variation, not in the direction of the bend but outwards, whilst hers is twenty or so degrees above that). Her foot, due to a combination of the radiotherapy and the additional pressure caused by the knee is also twisted and outta shape. On top of this, her leg as a whole is about an inch and a half shorter than the left one. She has regular apppointments with her othorpedic (sp?) consultant, which have just gone from being yearly to every other year. And things were going okay, but the past few months she's been feeling more discomfort, and yesterday her and her consultant

My Baby Died Tomorrow
Those of you that know me know that Stanly (my puppy) is like a son. He is a BIG part of my world!!! He has been VERY sick lately and is suufering way too much. He is either in pain or drugged. He can barely walk and has lost sooo much weight.He has arthritis in his lower spine and nothing can be done for him. Yesterday I decided it would be best to let him get some peace. That was one of the hardest decisions I have ever made. Tomorrow at 5pm I take him to the vet. .....................

Another New Illness To Watch Out For!
A woman calls her boss one morning and tells him that she is staying home because she is not feeling well. 'What's the matter?' he asks. 'I have a case of anal glaucoma,' she says in a weak voice. 'What the hell is anal glaucoma?' 'I can't see my ass coming into work today.'

Yes I Still Love You All
Sorry I haven't been around much. But normally around this time of year I take a break from the internet, since I have been a teen December has always sucked for me. I have lost a few close family members around this time of year in the past. Also December 15th was the day me and my ex separated, don't get me wrong I am happy without her, just feel it should have waited until after xmas for the kids that year. So that's why I really haven't been around much. Also for those of you that have my number, sorry I am not ignoring you. My cell phone has been acting up lately and isn't working very good. I am taking it in today to get fix. Chris

A Marine's Silent Night
'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one-bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give and to see just who in this home did live. As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kind, a sobering thought soon came to my mind. For this house was different, unlike any I’d seen. This was the home of a U.S. Marine. I’d heard stories about them, I had to see more, so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home. He seemed so gentle, his face so serene, Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine. Was this the hero, of whom I’d just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His head was clean-shaven, his weathered face t

Poetry ~ Yula, (wheel Of The Year) Pagan Holiday Poem
For those who may not know, today is the winter solstice. The longest day of the year. It is when then sun is furtherest from us on the Northern hemisphere.. . This day has been celebrated for 10's of thousands of years, for after today begins the new cycle and when the sun begins it journey back to nurture us. To ancient pagans this day was called Yule so.. This is my little gift to to everyone on Fubar in the true spirit of The solstice. I wish everyone a very happy Yuletide - Holidays!!! Yula (Old Norse for wheel of the year. Origin of Yule) As the wheel of this year grinds to its end. In these darkest days, we bond with our kin. Friends & all gather to feast, And offer gifts in this time peace. To brighten cheeks & warm our hearts, Strengthening the union of thy hearth. Lighting the Yule log of ash with ashes, Of yesteryears flame, as it flickers & flashes. For twelve hours with luck, it will burn. An ignite & alight on the very first turn. Bless'ed, Ev

Elder Offers Some Words
Being the tribal elder is serious business … but understand this elder has a sense of humor. The serious part involves members of the tribe looking for guidance because the elder supposedly speaks with sagacity and wisdom. The fun part comes into play because the elder is only human, still capable of mistakes, and still capable of pulling a tribal leg from time to time. Kind of like telling a person to go to hell in such a way that they anticipate the trip. Since I’m not truly 99 as my profile says … though age 59 presents a good start … any wisdom I possess is based on common sense, experiences, and a large handful of interaction with my Sioux friends in South Dakota. I’m a white man, a wasicun, but my friends made me a better person by pressing me to understand Mother Earth. Mother Earth, or Turtle Island, is the shell that cups all mankind. And, the colors of mankind are not just a coincidence to the four colors of a medicine wheel. Even though the medicine wheel

The Truth
ok, it's been a while now and i havn't said anything.. i can be meek, i can be wild, and i can be a jerk... this time... well.. you decide.. first off, those people that are on my friends are there because i've talked to them and/or have seen something interesting on their page that was beyond just being some hot chick.. which brings me to the point.. look.. i see all these people, mainly women, complaining if they get anything less then a 10, well newsflash... we're not all 10's out there. me i'm a 4 with my attitude bringing me to a 2 if i'm lucky. fan rate add? umm ok.. so i just what, can't talk to you i have to feed your ego first? that's insane... i'm not here to pat you on the head cause you look sexy in your pics. i was here for friends... and yeah the occasional sneak peek.. but hell i'm a guy, it's nature. this whole 'buy me a blast to add me' that's called prostitution, money for services... service being your 2 seconds of attention. oh and what's with the fubar wife/hubby

Like I Need To Be Reminded!!
you know what I don't understand about people... why they feel that they must announce the obvious to you... To all of my friends on here that know me or actually have spoke to me for any length of time, they know that I am a BIG GIRL... I don't hide it or lie about it... I use real pics on here and am not ashamed of the way I look... There is more to me then my looks but obviously some people do not realize that.. I just love coming home from working all day, to a random message in my sb saying that I am ugly and then the next day another message from the same person calling me a fat ass!! OMG!!! First of all if you feel the need to insult me atleast be original!! Like I haven't been called a fat ass before? WTF ever!!! I am all woman and 100% real and to the losers such as this one that cannot accept a real woman stay the fuck off my page, block me, do what you got to do because I sure the fuck don't need you as a friend!! To those of you that know me know that I can be your best fri

Bird-boobs
I posted a mumm the other night, quoted here for easy reference: Kitty Porn I'm lying here in bed, watching YouPorn with my kitty, and my fingers tiptoe under the covers; the kitty yawns, stretches. And then I wonder: Am I harming the kitty by exposing her to pornography? She's only 5, so I fear that showing her graphic sexual images could scar her for life. Will she grow up with a warped sense of self? Will she learn to objectify women? Or rather, will viewing porn at a young age help her explore her own (somewhat thwarted, post-surgery) sexuality? -- Someone who calls herself "Sultry" took offense and wrote to tell me. "So good of you to make a joke about something that turns most people stomachs. Sorry lady you may think that writing about your cat watching porn at her 'tender' age, and trying to use a play on words for your title is funny. However as a parent I find the thought of you making or trying to make a joke about this kind of thing fucking sick.

Hospital
For those of you wondering where i've been... i spent 7 days in a hospital psych ward following an intentional overdose. i didnt mean to kill myself, although the reality of what i went through shows that i very nearly did. i just wanted a "break" from life. so i'm home, and still waking up at 7 like i did there. trying to do things a little differently so i dont get so overwhelmed. going to have to pick up white chips at all my meetings. talking more about my feelings. and mostly just taking it one day at a time. oh, i'm smoking again. i fully plan to quit as soon as i get a little better stabilized. ok, a lot better stabilized. did ya miss me?

Don't Judge Me????
YOU KNOW I AM SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE JUDGE ME BEFORE THEY EVEN GET TO KNOW WHO I AM YOU KNOW YOU MIGHT JUSTLIKE ME FOR WHO I AM..SO DON'T JUDGE ME FOR WHERE I HAVE BEEN...OR HOW MUCH MONEY I MAKE....OR WHERE I LIVE....JUST LIKE ME FOR ME AND ME ALONE YOU JUST MIGHT BE SURPRISE WHEN YOU GET TO KNOW ME...YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO HERE YA GO.... I AM 49 AND SOON WILL BE 50 IN FEB....I WAS BORN IN OKLAHOMA....MY DAD GOT KILLED WHEN I WAS 8 YRS OLD.....MY MOM DIED IN JULY "86' FROM A STROKE.....I HAVE BEEN MARRIED 2 TIMES ...I HAD A SON IN MY LAST MARRIGE...HE IS 4 THIS YR "AUG 1ST" HE TURNED 4....I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM SINCE HE WAS 7 MONTHS OLD....IN AUG OF 2004 I TIRED TO KILL MYSELF CAUSE OF IT.....I WENT INTO DEEP DEPRESSION AND LOST MY HOUSE MY JOB MY CAR I LOST IT ALL...I WAS HOMELESS FOR 2 YRS 9 MONTHS I STAYED IN HOMELSE SHELTER.....I NOW TAKE CARE OF MY AUNT WHO IS DYIN FROM COLON CANCER....I LIVE NOW IN "PA"....WHERE I AM HAPPY NOW AND IT IS HARD AT TIMES BUT HEY

Merry Christmas And Happy New Year
I just wanna wish everyone a very merry christmas and a happy new year. Im not sure how much im gonna be online between now and the new year so if I miss comments on anyone I wish you the best this holiday season. Lots of licks and spanks to my friends :P:P:P oh and either thrusday afternoon or friday dependin on how long my daughters christmas program runs im gonna be doin a happy hour that i won in the auction i was in. Ill post a new blog on when its gonna be sometime on wed. I hope to see everyone online then! xoxo -cotton

December 18th 2005
Glitter Graphics It was 11:21 pm when i got the worst phonecall of my life, it was from my mother who never called me. She said my sister was dead, all i can remember is that the 2 words Ashton and Dead just didnt fit together quite right to me. This little girl who i never ever saw enough was gone, i was so close to her. She loved me and spoke very highly of me, she always had, since she was old enough to talk. yet i wasnt there for her enough, and the reality of it is that she really didnt even know me all that well. this was the most painful and tramatic thing ive ever gone through in my life and still hurts. the pain is never ending. i wish it was me, i really do i wish she would have gotten to see the things i did, gotten to have kids, graduate highschool, get married but she cant and she never will. January 14 of 08 she wouls have been 21. but she never made it to 19. and its not fair, nothin can ever bring her back. and for the first time today, im balling my eyes out. i

This Little Piggy....
There are mornings when the only option we have is to stay in bed. Not for the proverbial early morning romp, but if we could forsee the day ahead, we would pull the blankets up over our heads and stay safe. Last Thursday, I ignored the red flags and got up anyway. The school day went as planned. I went home to change clothes for the Christmas Festival at school that evening. Forever the clothes horse, I wore boots with a small heel. As I was crossing the school parking lot, I slipped on some black ice. I had my hands full of books and papers, thus I had no arms to break my fall. As my feet and eyes were at the exact same level, I had the fleeting thought, "This is gonna be one world of hurt". Down I went, landing on my left butt cheek. I went to the doc's the next morning, had an x-ray and was told I had a "chip fracture" of the posterior portion of my pelvic bone. What hurt the most was not the chip fracture itself, it was the waves of spasms that caused my gluteus max

Stress N Gossip
SOBRIETY N ANGER ARE A BITCH LOOK I DONT STEP ON ANOTHER MANS TOES, I don't start gossip, if someone is gonna say shit then come at me like the person and with the respect I F'n earned. I do the same for everyone of you regardless if I like you or not. I have even been known to go out on a limb for others when they couldnt say or fight for themselves. I only lie to protect the innocent. I find it rude to be all mighty and so righteous on some views but then go ahead and talk shit bout someone else handicaps so to speak...I dont make fun of people who are tarded or handicapped....but guess what I can (why you ask. cuz my sister was and I was once that person) I dont make fun of fat people do where is un humaine...why my family and some of my X's were of that nature...and its not all by choice...fuck if I was told I am a chubby chaser or like BBW's then your correct...look at my last GF of 5 yrs. I am sick of all the back stabbing gossip bout people specially when they twist and chan

Santa Claus
The truth about Santa Claus. Legend has it that long ago there was an old man named St. Nick that made gifts and gave them out once a year around the aniversry of the birth of Christ. It is he who started the tradition that we have come to fulfill every Christmas of gift giving. But how the story of Santa Claus exist today & what we tell our kids is the point I want to express. Santa Claus is REAL, NO he his NOT a REAL humanbeing or magical man that lives in the North Pole as we potray him out to be and travels the world in one night bringing joy to all. NO, absolutly NOT! But the unwritten law the Claus of tradition of Santa & Christmas for parent's, family's, common wealth, & socitey to bring into your lives & hearts many generations before us & after us, IS REAL that we can NOT DENY. Therefore Santa Claus is REAL! Amen!

Wall Slider?
these boots i have on have to be the crappiest boots. EVER. every time i come back in from being outside I slip an slide and all i can imagine is hitting the floor and breaking my teeth. so this time they were SO slippery that I had to hug the wall to get to the elevator. of course since i'm such a goof ball the floor workers thought i was being funny and were cheering me on. *sighs* LOL

T&a
OK...so...im really annoyed with the male species right now. i dont understand why a guy has to go on and on to me about my own chest and my own ass....they are mine, so i have seen them before so i know what they look like and i know i have big boobs. but i also have a brain, so, while its flattering to hear nice things about myself, it would also be nice if someone took an interest in something else about me for a change.

What To Do About This?
How do you tell someone that youve been friends with for over a year that your not in love with them the way they say they are with you? They post blogs and stash and mumms about it, they have treated you like crap over and over again. but yet you still remain their friend? you forgive them their faults. but still they keep it up and post crap over and over again? what do you do?

Life N Things
I have been on Fubar for awhile and have made some of the best friends and meant the man of my Dreams, but for the past few weeks Fubar has not been good to me and i need to find out why and why me, I always showed respect to everyone and never been anybody but me Lisa I want to wish everyone a very MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR love always Lisa

Merry Christmas
I JUST WANTED TO WISH EVERYONE A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS .TO MY FU FAMILY I LOVE YOU GUYS.TO MY FU FRIENDS I AM SORRY I COULDNT SEND EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU A PERSONAL MESSAGE.I DO HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR.REMEBER TO KEEP SMILING ! THUMPSTAR DESIRED POISON BIG E KAT ANIMAL JAMES BRANDI MIKE YOU GUYS ARE REAL LIFE FRIENDS TO ME AND MEAN ALOT TO ME TO MY FU FRIENDS YOU MAKE ME WANT TO CHECK IN HERE EVERYDAY!YOU ALL ROCK LOVE YOU ALL ......KISSES

Second To The Last Sunday Of 07
Hello to my (One or Two) Blog readers I hope this finds you with your last minute shopping out of the way & with enough wrapping paper and tape to wrap that huge gift you got me! lol I cant wait until this holiday season a distance memories. I guess I'm just not much for any of it, I think its beautiful gesture and tradition That's gone horribly wrong! I'd be happy to go to sleep after a big turkey dinner Thanksgiving day And not wake up until February 15th ... (yeah, not much into the other Hallmark Holiday in Feb. either!) I of course like many things about the time of year: The truest meaning and the 'giving' aspect ... I've encountered over my 44 years some wonderful family tradition That truly have warmed my heart. I grew up with a guy who's family was the founders of a local 'Secret Santa' program: That go around and give gifts to the local needy children, All volunteers & donations are local. Its set up to give to the ones you

My Children's Christmas
As I was wrapping presents last night for about 5 hours, I had a wonderful sense of joy. This Christmas season has really been hard on me and the children. I have felt so overwhelmed by my humanity and not being able to give my children as much as their dad can. But now, that I look under that tree, and see what I have I have a sense of joy and peace. There is more in my bedroom, hidden within the depths of the blue Rubbermaid container, and I am so looking forward to the looks on their faces as they dig into their offering. SANTAS CHRISTMAS LOUNGE Sometimes our children can bless us more than we realize. Just last week, my daughter Kristen said "mommy, there is nothing under the tree for you". I told her that it was okay, mommy had them home for Christmas, and that was the best Christmas present that I could ever ask for. In her innocence, she replied "but you won't have anything to open on Christmas morning". It made me cry. In my daughter's little mind, having a present to

Christmas Poem
this is a poem i wrote for a christmas card "christmas surprise" Sit on my lap and ill give you a surprise It's basicaly one shape and but not always one size, Some are small and skinny and some are long and thin, Some are short and stubby and some are big and thick, they are really fun to suck on and even fun to lick, but when your done your sticky, merry christmas have some... Candy Canes. Merry Christmas everyone. Even if you dont celebrate it I hope everyone has a good holiday season.

Christmas And Church.. Full Of Shit!
I have no intention of giving you the ba humbug with this blog today. But, since I can't go by a loaf a bread without some fucker ringing a bell in my face and making me feel guilty for not dropping change into his tin cup... I am going to go on a little bit of a Christmas/Church rant. Ho ho ho. It will never cease to amaze me how Church's take credit for all of the "good will" the they spread towards man this time of year. What a pile of bull shit. Church's either tithe or pass baskets around receiving tax free money to do what they will with. These Church's then feed homeless people really bad food, or give them sleeping bags. Call me crazy, but until a pastor goes out, digs ditches, and then gives that hard earned money away... He is going to have a hard time impressing me. The bottom line is that a Church does nothing more than allocate funds. Funds that they were given, and did not earn, yet when all this good stuff is done...who gets the credit? Some jobless fucker who

Bouncer Id Check
Yes, I am talking to whoever came up with, or dictates the bouncer ID check. Why am I talking to you? Because you are a fucking idiot, that's why. In 10 minutes time of rating pics in one person's profile, I got hit with the ID check, not once, not twice, not even three times. No, I got it, four fucking times. Come on. I was me when I did it the first time, I am me on the forth one. How many times does a person have to do this shit? And you wonder why people don't just go through and rate stuff. Because they can't. They have to be asked if they are still themselves every two and a half minutes. So yeah, you are fucking stupid. I have been on here since it was LostCherry. When this site was more fun than anything. That means, I have been here longer than more than three-fourths of this "community". Hell, my member number is "156753", and how many are there with 6 digits in their number on here anymore? Most are more, and they are twice the level I am. Which means, I also have been here

Andy's Accident
Hi and Merry Christmas and happy holydays to all. This is GINO , ANDY (Cisco Kid) Brother, before anything else, I would like to forward to all his friends, my brother good wishes for this holydays . Unfortunately Andy had an accident , on Saturday last week , while we where coming back from the fields and opening a gate , Andy was bitten by a venomous snake , fortunately by his prompt response and his dog presence of mind and my help we were able to act very fast and after applying a tourniquet and Mellow ripping the snake out of his arm an I could find the antidote fast enough we toook him at the hospital that we have inside the plantation.The doctor was able to perform first procedure. Immediately after my father flew him to Miami , where there is a special place for a research center and cure about venoms, and slowly they have been able to get him back to health . He w