I lost a friend..we had grown apart due to lack of communication. It is hard on me because I care so much about my friends. I don't really want to be social right now. I am sorry I am not leaving comments for everyone and I appreciate the concern you have shown me. I care about you all so much. I have only so much energy I can extend here for now. I have stretched it to its limits and in some instances extended it a bit too far. I have a serious crush on someone local. He doesn't know I like him so much and I won't tell him. But I hope he will be spending some time with me as often as schedules permit. I have a couple friends I adore beyond bounds and I want them to always know I will always adore them...love doesn't just end. I love my closest friends. I tell them as often as I can so they know it. Bill is my best friend here in CT he is awesome and is there for me always. Thanks Bill for letting me come to you and unload some of the weight I take upon my shoulders. <3 For those of you not familiar with me..thanks for being cool souls..as you wouldnt have been able to become a friend on fubar if you weren't.
I will be in and out because I don't want to lose touch with people..but I wont promise to give more than I have. Kisses and hugs my friends :)
xox Alana xox
