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Help
OK I AM BEHIND IN MY FIRST CONTEST ALL IM ASKING IS FOR A LITTLE HELP TO GET CAUGHT UP!!! AND THANK YOU ONES THAT HAVE BEEN HELPING ME GET TO WERE I AM NOW I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR!!!!!! ALL IM ASKING IS FOR SOME TO COME HELP ME OK THANX

Am I All That? Really?
I was discussing the subject of how I am regularly accused of "trying to steal someone's woman" on cherrytap because (huge shock) I like to flirt a little with EVERYONE that is female!! ALL females! Since I have been on cherry I've been accused and attacked at least 3 times from jealous hubbies and one was an ex-hubby! I'm here like everyone else killin time and lookin to make good friends, IF I REALLY WANTED someone I do not think I'd have to work that hard, not braggin, just how it is. I unfairly kinda unloaded my frustrations over this on a very good friend of mine and that is why I decided to get this out and I am deeply sorry for the lash out to my friend. Lets be real here, if you are that insecure in your relationship that you cant trust your spouse to engage in chat and some innocent flirtation then why the fuck did you bring her here!? I mean it isn't like the idea of this site isn't clear enough. Personally, I see nothing wrong with a little mild flirting, sometimes the sp

Welcome One And All To The World With Out A Home.
well i was dropped off at 11:00 this morning . at buckeye dougnuts thats rigth across from the campus more or less down town columbus. by my EX roomate. with barely a goodluck or will you be okay. its amazing how disopal we all are when are no more use or have no moeny. well i got my backpack of holding ( a little old geek humor ;) ) holding what little i have to face the world with clothes toothy brush deoderent, cigs, what not some of the things i packed are a bit silly but i needed to keep some sense of me. nail fails, Q-tips, i even got a cell phone one of those disposalable virgin is a great thing. and a cd player with rechargeable batterys. i know it seems silly but with out music i'd be a mass murdger in no time hahaha ;p well after i'm done here at the libarry. i,m going to see what i can do to try and get in to a shelter. funny thing is that here you have make a appointment before you can get a bed and if they have none then to bad luck bad to you :P. appointment? sounds li

I'm Nervous
I've seen it done but always been too chicken(to blog). So here goes. Some are going to be mad because they have been there for me and they don't even know but when I got the lump out of my throat to say something they were too busy, and I couldn't say a word. I have a small tumor. In the pitutary gland. The pituitary gland is a small oval-shaped gland found at the base of the brain, below the optic nerve the nerve which leads to and from the eye (per cancercenter.org) I am going to see a neuro surgeon for. My doctor thinks it should be removed. I'm terrified. I'm trying not to worry I'm trying not to get too worked up but deep down. I'm freaked. That's my head ya know. I'm doing this b.c I'm a little pissed and I needed to vent and people never cease to amaze me. What is a friend really and who really knows who your real friends are. I guess I just found out. I'm not looking for pity. I don't want it. Just someone to talk to, but what is most important here on CT T&A..

That One Song
Everyone has one. That one song that takes your breath away. For me its usually country songs. I like all types of music, but country always hits me right where it hurts. For instance this morning I'm driving to work just like normal. I usually never listen to the local country station, but a guy I work with went to work there on the morning show. So I get taken by surprise when this song comes on. I call it Measure of a Man, but I don't really know the name, or who sings it for that matter. The song isn't even all that special, but it's about a guy that doesn't get along with his dad and strikes out on his own. He meets a girl, learns about love, and she bears him a son. At the end he swallows his pride and starts a new relationship with his dad. It reminded me so much of Wes that I just burst into tears. I cried the whole way to work and it's been on my mind all day. The love of my life was summed up all in one country song. Three and half minutes of an insigh

My Story Of Abuse
No human being should be subjected to physical, mental or verbal abuse. One human being has alot of love to give, when the right person shows them how to love and be loved. My story has only been told to a few people. I lived through physical abuse for many years. Starting from a child up. When the life you live is all you know, you tend to think this is how it should be lived. Well my story is a little different, but regardless abuse is abuse. We as humans don't deserve this from anyone. This maybe a way for you to show power, control. All I see it as a weakness. A weekness in wich you need to strike someone to proove power and control. I married the man of my dreams the love of my life. Until one day, he met another love of his life. Crack. His useage became more and more. His rage became stronger and meaner. When the supply ran out, I was his punching bag. For many years I did stay, for the same reason many woman do. Security, fear, low self esteem. More so the fear of my lif

Lately
Lately, I've been thinking about how my life is. Nothing is going right. It's been this way for far too long. I sit here and wonder what went wrong. My eyes are filling up with tears. I get bored easily anymore. It's hard for me to even do a 500 piece puzzle. Why, you ask. Because I lack the concentration. I've gained weight over the years. I feel disgusting most of the time. I sit here and I'm sweating bullets. I was never like this before. I want to lose weight but I lack the confidence and strength. I don't feel like doing anything. Just laying around and do absolutely nothing. And with summer coming, it really doesn't help. Right now my pc isn't working right so I can't play my one game that helps pass time. I don't really talk to anyone anymore. I don't have my car right now, because it's supposed to be getting fixed by my step-father who is more occupied in fixing my sister's house. So I don't have a job. So I have no money to get away from this for a while. I have basically

My Son.
Easton Everett McPherson died yesterday afternoon. he was my unborn son. he died of natural causes, i am told, and i must believe that. i dare not think of the other possibility. i miss him already. and i never got to meet him, face to face. go in peace, my son. your grandmother awaits you.

Going Back Home Tomorrow
I Am Leaving Illinois Tomorrow! Miss My Home And Family. Ill Be Leaving In The Morning! Say A Prayer I Make It Home Safe. Dont Know When I Will Be Online Again But Ill Miss You All! Hugs And Bites!

Nsw V`s Qld
OK 4 ALL U AUSSIE`S OUT THERE ROUND 2 OF THE STATE OF ORIGIN IS CUMMEN UP NSW OR QLD WHO DO U VOTE 4 TO WIN I VOTE NSW TO WIN WE LOST IN ROUND ONE THE GROUND IS GUNNA B WET AS A NUNS SO AND SO AND I THINK QLD WONT B ABLE TO HOLD THE BALL DEFEANCE WILL B TIGHT ON BOTH SIDES BUT IT WILL B A NSW WIN QLD WILL PROBABLY WIN ROUND 3 AS FOR IT WILL B HELD BACK IN QLD SO LET ME KNOW WHAT U THINK V`S

So Yeah....
I've been struggling with firbromyalgia for well over a year now, actually longer, but with actually knowing what it is has been a little over a year. And its been a royal pain in the behind. First was the mess with even getting the damn doctor to acknowledge that it WAS indeed fibro..... 2nd was going through all the problems of finding meds that helped. During all this I was missing work because of the pain & fatigue it was causing me, and most the time it wasn't through sickleave... which meant that when I did miss I wasn't getting paid for it. So on top of struggling with all the getting treatment for the problem.....I have to deal with struggling with paying bills. I get a call today from one of my bill places.. and he says well looking back you've had a bad year. I said YES I HAVE. I've been dealing with medical problems.. he proceeds to ask me where I work. And when I tell him he is like :O and you can't pay this bill? I said I JUST told you why and that I'm working on it.

Just So You Know....
It's becoming more than a once occurring query. As much as I've tried to avoid a direct answer to it.. I feel as if now would the time to answer it. I'm sitting here looking at another "Happy Hour" sponsored by a no salute having ViC who's message to us all is this "Need Cherry Lov, To Level Up*" Now, just seeing that and knowing this person most likely won't even bother to post a salute.. just takes the whole idea of earning your stripes away. Ya see, I've been asked somewhat repeatedly what plan I have to become "GawdFaddah". Well, to be honest.. becoming that has no appeal to me, since it's been proven time and time again.. that you can cheat, buy, be fake, and find yourself in that "Bragging Rights" land called Level 25. I no longer care if I level, or if I keep on my downward spiral on the "Top Scores" part of CT. What's the sense in achieving something that most of the CT "GawdFaddahs" have already tainted through the use of "grease monkey" and or Cherry Blaster Pro"??

Tuesday
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt " A darkened heart, this I share with the one. This frightful night lay warned of a secret moment come to pass, one which turns the tide of unknowing. A moment the darkness demands to hold. This, is the time of knowledge, of requite passions unleashed and unchained, finally realized. This night boasts a timeless passing and only two will know its fury. The darkness comes and I fear nothing, for she leads me unto passions, no man hath known. This night I surrender to her. I am fallen and I know truth now, at last." ©1998 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Three Things To Think About:
THREE THINGS TO THINK ABOUT: 1. THE COWS 2. THE CONSTITUTION 3. THE TEN COMMANDMENTS ON COWS: Is it just me, or does anyone else find it amazing that our government can track a cow born in Canada almost three years ago, right to the stall where she sleeps in the state of Washington? And, they tracked her calves to their stalls. But they are unable to locate 11 million illegal aliens wandering around our country. Maybe we should give them all a cow. ON THE CONSTITUTION: They keep talking about drafting a Constitution for Iraq , why don't we just give them ours? It was written by a lot of really smart guys, it's worked for over 200 years and we're not using it anymore. ON THE TEN COMMANDMENTS: The real reason that we can't have the Ten Commandments in a courthouse........ You cannot post "Thou Shalt Not Steal," "Thou Shalt Not Commit Adultery", and "Thou Shall Not Lie" in a building full of lawyers, judges and politicians -- i

They Are So Full Of It
My youngest son Danny is autistic. Granted I had a difficult birth and delivery, He was still normal. He was developing normal and he was alert and talking. After he went and had his 3 month old shots, he seemed to become a blank wall. He stopped saying any words, stopped having eye contact, completely in his own world. After months of fighting with doctors and being told I was over reacting, my son was diagnosed at age 2 1/2 with autism. So I did everything as a mother I could do find out what is Autism and how he could have become this way. I discovered 119 cases back then of parents who found the same changes in their children after receiving the MMR vaccination. Apparently theres a few parents who are suing the company who makes the MMR vaccine and the company claims that the vaccine isnt that cause of autism, that its in the family genes. I dont F***ing think so. Noone on either side of my family has ever had a learning disabily or any form of autism so that right ther

Very Cool, Maybe!
I got offered a job to do some shoots for monstersofcock.com, just got the mail back on the pics I sent them, and they are based near me, and want me to do a pre-screening scene... ( a friend of mine works at SG, and knows some people that shoot for them, and talked to them, they are only about an hour drive from where im at) problem is this EVERY GUY wants to be porn star..granted. but I cant find a steady GF now...if I start doing shoots every other month, I can get sex on a regular basis...but my chances of finding a GF thats cool with it is pretty much 0.... what you guys think? plus even if I only do a few...still hurts my chances of finding a chick that wouldnt mind That i use to do porn...

This Is What Sexxxy Is.
Okay, I've seen enough of the so-called "Freak in Bed" profiles, and between the pics and the little blurbs that they post on their pages, they still have a lot to learn about what "sexxxy" is. First let me start by saying that you need to think of "sexxxy" as a picture. Your body is the frame, it might be thick, it might be thin. Every picture needs a frame, so that those around it have a concept or perspective of the picture that it holds. In order to complete the picture you have colors, shapes, textures and subjects. Think of these as personality, sense of humor, ability to communicate and interact (sex is interacting people) with others. Now not everyone will find your "picture" appealing, but more likely than not, you will have more people stopping to look and find out more if you have all these aspects covered. The less you have to complete the "picture" the more someone is going to merely stop, look and move on. Being able to have people wanting to come back to

Squirrels Gone Wild
What a hoot. Ty to my bunnyguard for sending me the link. BERLIN (Reuters) - An aggressive squirrel attacked and injured three people in a German town before a 72-year-old pensioner dispatched the rampaging animal with his crutch. The squirrel first ran into a house in the southern town of Passau, leapt from behind on a 70-year-old woman, and sank its teeth into her hand, a local police spokesman said Thursday. With the squirrel still hanging from her hand, the woman ran onto the street in panic, where she managed to shake it off. The animal then entered a building site and jumped on a construction worker, injuring him on the hand and arm, before he managed to fight it off with a measuring pole. "After that, the squirrel went into the 72-year-old man's garden and massively attacked him on the arms, hand and thigh," the spokesman said. "Then he killed it with his crutch." The spokesman said experts thought the attack may have been linked to the mating season or becau

My True Family,at Last
ALL MY LIFE IVE SEARCHED FOR WHAT MOST PEOPLE TAKE FOR GRANTED,A FAMILY.ONE THAT WILL CARE FOR ME WHEN IM SICK,LISTEN WHEN IM DOWN AND STAND BEHIND ME WHEN I FACE THE UNKNOWN. TO ME ,AN ORPHAN SINCE EARLY CHILDHOOD,A FAMILY WAS ALWAYS A DREAM,AND LIKE MOST DREAMS,IT WAS DESTINED TO BE AN ENDLESS SEARCH. THEN ONE DAY SOMETHING HAPPENED TO ME.MY LIFE ALMOST BECAME NONEXISTANT.EVERYTHING ID DONE WOULD BE GONE,ALL THE PRAYERS ID PRAYED WOULD BE FORGITTEN .THERE JUST WOULD NO LONGER BE ME,AND IT ALMOST CAME TRUE.I WAS ON LIFE SUPPORT,MY BRAIN WASNT FUNCTIONING TO CPACITY AND AT BEST,I WAS EXPECTED TO BE A VEGETABLE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. THEN SOMETHING STRANGE HAPPENED,MY SON CAME UP TO SEE ME AND ALONG WITH HIM HE BROUGHT A LAP TOP.HE BEGAN TO READ ME MY MESSAGES ,AND MY COMMENTS LEFT TO ME BY MY CT FAMILY AND FRIENDS.HE ALSO BROUGHT LETTERS MY LITTLE GIRL WROTE. NOW BEING A SINGLE FATHER MY KIDS MEAN THE WORLD TO ME BUT I HAD A VOID I MY LIFE,I BELONGED TO MY KIDS BUT SOON THEY WOUL

A Real Friend
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens Your Refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit Weird Shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A real friend calls you after yo

Fore Play
Fore Play Lay here next to me and let's play Discovering you in every way Your smile tells me you want more So just lay back and let me explore Deep within I find pain and hurt Soft gentle kisses I begin to flirt Your body is so soft and sweet to taste My lips begin to explore never creating waste My God how I love giving you this feeling Your totally relaxed eyes looking at the ceiling Your hands on my head I can feel your trust Lay down sweet lady, patience is a must This thing between us took a long time to create I am savoring your pleasures, that passion generates So when things are challenging, which they are everyday Come lay next to me and let me begin to say! Your Beautiful! Your Sexy! Your Amazing! I love You!

Nasty Poem (lmao)
Lemons are sour Open your legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happened If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You don't multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style and 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! you opened it so you are cursed for 5 yrs. you need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. i'll be the six if you be the nine. eat me bea

Losing My Internet
Very shortly, although Im not sure when, I will be losing my internet. Id kinda like to level up before that happens so go rate all my pics and stash. :P Anyway, Im not sure when I will get internet back, and while Im offline I will be missing all my CT friends so much!! I really hope none of you forget about me. :P So I just wanted to let everyone know so you didnt think I disappeared or something. LOL!! Much love, friends fans and random people. :D

Just Letting Everyone Know
i will probably be on here off and on. sherman/denison where i live had horrible storms from midnight to about 10 this morning. there was horrible flooding in surrounding towns. and not sure what the death toll is. one death was a four year old girl. whos hand slipped out of her moms and the water took her under. so it is pretty bad. we have more of these storms coming again soon. so i am about to shut down my computers.. have a great day friends . prayers are helpful

Please Vote!!!
Hey everyone! I wanna see if I can actually win this CT Pin-up girl thing. So please vote for me here: http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=230680&albumid=245854&i=4156272665 Make sure you rate the pic and comment on it MANY times. I would really appreciate it. Thank you! :-D

Irritant
Pet peeve #1: Individuals who blame others for their negative attitude, people who often make the statement "It's another's person's fault I am this way." Um, no! You are that way because you CHOOSE to be that way. No one is forcing you to have a certain attitude, or state an opinion in such a negative fashion. It's no one's fault but your own as to the reason you are so damn negative. Grow up, be an adult and stop letting people affect you so much. Or here's an idea, STOP BEING AROUND PEOPLE WHO HAVE A NEGATIVE IMPACT ON YOU!!!! For Christ's sake, it's not a tough thing to walk through life with a decent attitude, is it? I get it, life is rough, there's never any time, you are so busy, never feel well and on and on....get over yourself. We all have to face a grind every day, no matter how different, the stress is still stress to anyone who experiences it. You aren't special. Why should the world accomodate you because you feel you can't deal? Go work at KMart if life is

For My Fabulous Perv Fans :d
Fuck off and die, you evil little twerp what dont you get about "I'm tryin to work" I dont wanna see you naked on cam trying to pretend your even half a man So leave me alone and stop all the shouts be a good little boy and go off to pout.

Excited
I just want to say that I am impressed with alot of the people I have met on CT. In 30 days I made lvl 18, over 6,000 profile views and Reached the top 12 cherries (just fell to #80 lol) and the only naked pic I showed was of my feet :P. I want to thank all my friends for showing me and proving that there are people out there truely interested in knowing a person not just seeing them naked. This is not meant as offense to anyone who has NSFW photos, I applaude you for being so confident with yourselves. This was just not the path I chose to follow. And to the 517 views my poetry has recieved....WOW, that is the best overall compliment I could ever get. My poetry is my life and I am glad so many people took the time to read it and get to know me. Much Love, Angel...your CT Stalker

I Am Making Rules
As to who I want to talk to and here is why. While this is rating website that makes this place not like myspace. Some people on here are more into getting a higher rating than meeting people/Popularity. I am here to meet people .....whether you be male or female I don't really care. Skin color doesnt matter for god sakes you could be purple and I'd like sweet a purple person. I am really really annoyed with people who try to tell me what to do..... They tell me to rate them 10's or Fan them. Or they have stupid rules to be able to add them. I ran into one woman who was 45 who was using a models picture to lure people to her page. Which is deceitful.....I don't want that kind of person. I want someone who is real and not afraid of who they are and will post a real picture of themselves. This woman didnt say that that wasnt her but had all sorts of pictures of her and then pictures of her real self.....ALL PRIVATE. Meaning you can't see them till

A Reminder
well out of 500+ friends i guess 5 are here to stay. if theres anymore that want to stay comment of first blog of "deleating them all" there is no need to comment on this blog but alls are welcome if not i guess ill be leaving CT and start over again

Tuesday 06/19/2007
A thoght for the day from: Peter Britt "Oh but for a moment with her, the one. She who knows passions truth, its darkest moments. To bring passion to its zenith, and drown together in a sea of rage. My soul stirs for that instant when moments pass as lifetimes. To feel the purest rage of hearts, minds and bodies blending together in a frenzy of lust. This prize she holds for me alone, as we feed upon our purest desires to their end, to their sweetest heights." © 2000 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Pennywise Tribute To Real Friends(guitar Vid Blog)
Me jammin to Pennywise ~ Bro Hymn A classic punk song I dedicate to true friends. Thanx for being awesome!:D To our best friends, Present past and beyond Especially those that weren't with us too long Your life is the most precious thing that we could lose While you were here the fun was never ending Laugh a minute was only the beginning Jason & Matthew Thirsk this one's for you Ever get the feeling you can't go on Just remember whose side it is that you're on You've got friends with you till the end If you're ever in a tough situation We'll be there with no hesitation Brotherhood's our rule that cannot bend When you're feeling too close to the bottom You know who it is you can count on Someone will pick you up again We can conquer anything together All of us are bonded forever If you die I die that's the way it is

If You Are An American, This Should Piss You Off....
SUBJECT: MONTEBELLO HIGH SCHOOL IN CALIFORNIA perhaps as a side note, everyone should also be aware that flying the colors upside down is the signal for distress and help is needed. SD You will not see this heart-stopping photo on the front page of the NY Times or on the lead story of the major news networks. The protestors put up the Mexican flag over the American flag flying upside down at Montebello High School in California. This stunt will be the nail in the coffin of any guest-worker/amnesty plan on the table in Washington . The image of the American flag subsumed to another and turned upside down on American soil is already spreading on Internet forums and via e-mail. Pass this along to every American citizen in your address books and to every representative in the state and federal government. If you choose to remain uninvolved, do not be amazed when you no longer have a nation to call your own nor anything you have worked for

Just Cuz I Don't Want To Be Tied Up And Beaten With A Rubber Hose....
Going back through older blogs,journals etc scattered throughout the net and found this old one, originally ripped from Lizzylocks' older net persona Ladygloomcookie and it was good for fun the last time I tried it. Perhaps I'll get a few takers here on CT. Give me a comment that your interested and want to play and then: 1. I’ll respond with something random about you 2. I’ll challenge you to try something 3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you 4. I’ll tell you something I like about you 5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you 6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours. Yes, people, the blog police will get you unless you do (hence the rubber hoses) Remember if I do you, you do 8. you no play nice, I no play with you no more :P Cheers!

Low Life Dads
PLEASE READ INTIRE BLOG BEFORE LEAVING I think its time for this blog it is going to be totally differant than any I have ever done. My topic for this one is low life dads. And if it pisses any one off guess what im not sorry. Why bring a kid in this word and then not wanna be apart of that childs life aslong as the both of you are on the great world. My dad left my mom when I was very young and I cried for the longest for my dad to come back home and he wouldnt leave his girlfriend and her daughter. Whats up with that you can leave your children and run off with someone else and have to make sure there child is raised good well for one on that her child was older than any of your three. Yeah she wasnt all there we all know that, but wasnt your place to take care of her she had a mother and a father. You ran as far as you could to get away from your kids so you dint have to be apart of our lives. You never paid child saport and left momma to raise us on her on. You stood

My Grandad Passed Away (repost)
The other night I got a very sad phone call from my Aunte telling me that my grandad died, so I have been very sad because of it. My grandad was called William, it is he who I am named after. He taught me alot of things, how to play golf, he taugh me respect and good manners. I knew that when ever i went to visit him, never to speak back to him or say no to anything he told me. I'm gonna miss him alot. So Im sorry to all my friends on here that I havent managed to get round you all and leave you comments like I always try to do. I will try and catch up with you all on here as soon as I can. Take care and know that I miss you all very much. Willie

Sometimes, Enough Is Enough
Ok, I honestly don't get it. I'm baffled, yet amazed. I know that I'm not everyones personal pick or favorite on here, and I am fine with that. However, I do ask one thing.. please don't put me upon a pedestal, I'm not comfortable being there. I am fallible, I make a TON of mistakes. For the person, whomever it may have been that created an account just to come and rate me a 1. Thanks!!! I could give this persons link, but why, it would only create more of the needless drama and hate I go outta my way to try to avoid. With that being said.. I'd like to apologize for allowing the site to get to me. I have some amazing and loving friends on here. I honestly wish they'd allow us 100 family members, and even that would most likely be too small. Always remember, there is a real person behind the screen. It's not our place to pass undue judgement upon someone just because they have a different view than we do. Or because they're too pretty, or what we consider "not attractive

Back To School - More Info...
I've decided, knowing the credits I already have through the local community college from my prior attempt at an AA in Technical Theatre, to go back to local community college, change majors, and get an AA in Physics, in order to help get myself into the Aerospace Program at UMCP, as a sophomore (and possibly a junior). With the number of CORE courses I already have credit for at local community college (2.5 years, I got a lot of them - if not all of them), I should be able to focus the most on the major courses. I just need to find out how much that I already have (even with a crappy prior GPA) that will transfer to UMCP (though, I'm thinking that I should be able to transfer the CORE courses I did best in - mostly relating to the Tech Theatre major [lots of arts classes] - and bury the classes I didn't do so well in). I also just realized that there is a combined BS/MS degree program offered at UMCP, but it requires a prior 3.8 GPA, which is CERTAINLY not what I had my first go ar

Too Many Cigarettes...
Saturday, December 16, 2006 Too many cigarettes... Well what can I say, Iraq is hell.Fourth ID has left and we are in full stride.We are finally settled in our rooms.Its nice to spread out and breath a little.However we are still 4 to a room and that is the way its going to stay.So privacy is still kind of an issue.I have my little 10 ft x 10ft living area and Im happy with it.I wasted no time wallpapering my walls with pinup girls and stuff.When 4th ID left, they sold us thier DVD players,TVs and playstations to us for a small price.Local merchants sell movies and games for about $2.00 a pop on the FOB.Movies and games are like trading cards.I have recently discovered something new that I can honestly say is the greatest thing in the universe.Thats right,the entire universe! Its called the,Spiced Chi Frappe.Its like they put heaven and ice in a blender,put that baby on frappe and poured it into a little plastic cup with a straw.....Its like heaven in a plastic cup..but cold.

Sunday 06/24/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Oh, she was one I knew deeply. Through her eyes, did my secrets take form. She knoweth the beast and hath tamed it. The eyes of the temptress hath fallen upon me and consumed me in lustful ways, and I have conceded. Had I been a stronger man, I might deny those wanton eyes. Those calling lips and the flesh upon her, so tempting. I lay spellbound, helpless against these feminine wiles. The lair of the beast entices. I can fight no longer. My soul forsaken." © 1999 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

For My Brother Death From All Of Us Man
CherryTAP Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! Kaz^AngeL^ WRR ... remove friend subject: FOR MY BROTHER DEATH ~~ & DAGG SIGN IN SIDE THIS MESSENGE ALL AND ( REPOST ) FOR ME OAK (repost) date: 2007-06-24 19:29:58 BROTHER FOR YOU MAN , HURRY BACK BRO , ALL HAVE YOU IN THEIR PRAYERS BRO , A JOB DOESN'T COME LIGHTLY BROTHER , LOVEYA BROTHER PEACE ANGLS ARE WITH YOU BROTHER LOVE YA BROTHER KURT AKA OAK http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3317230936 1 KURT SCHMIDT AKA OAK YOUR BROTHER

First Day Jitters
Ok, starting the new job today! I shouldn't be so nervous. I am usually never nervous starting something new. I have gotten in such a routine at my other job that I just became comfortable there I guess. Oh, and that's another thing. I still haven't totally left there. My last day was supposed to be Saturday, but I told them I would stay part time. So now I will be selling Clinique makeup on the nights and weekends. Thats a bit of a change for me. Should be interesting though. But as far as the new full time job, I will be working for an insurance company in their finance/accounting department. Exciting, eh? So anyways, wish me luck today! :D

I Have An Ass And I Love It!!!
This is such a great vid my friend Silver Dragons brought to my attention, I had had had to blog it. I so LOVE this chick for making this! :) Yep I have an ass and a body and curves and big ol boobs and chubby cheeks and I am so totally proud to be a bbw .. and on top of it all .. I got the guy ;) Be comfortable in your own skin, I am a goddess! and perfectly comfortable in my own ;)

I Really Don't Believe It!
Benoit strangled wife, smothered son Wednesday Jun 27 05:00 AEST By ninemsn staff Wrestling superstar Chris Benoit strangled his wife, smothered his son and then hanged himself in his weight room, according to police. Police investigators announced the grisly findings at a press conference this morning (AEST). "Mr Benoit had sometime, possibly Friday, murdered his wife by asphyxiation. Sometime shortly after that, the same for his son Daniel and sometime later ... committed suicide by hanging himself in the basement area," officials said in a statement from the Fayetteville Sheriff's Department. The bodies of the 40-year-old wrestler, his wife, Nancy Benoit, 43, and their seven-year-old son, Daniel, were found in three separate rooms at their Atlanta home on Monday. Mrs Benoit was bound at the wrists and feet, with a towel wrapped around her body and blood underneath her head, according to officials. A Bible was reportedly found near each one of the bodies.

Stupid Tourist Tricks
To start off, I work in security emergency services at Disneyland (the one in Calif) which is just like police dispatch... and tonight, we had a doozy under the Stupid Tourist Trick categor!!! I tell you, the gene pool needs more chlorine! Tonight we get an emergency call from one of the elevators at the huge parking structure from a guest stuck in one of the guest elevators. He said he was punching the button for almost 5 minutes and then decided to hit the emergency button which comes directly to us... Here's the catch, the elevator door was OPEN the whole time he was "stuck" in the elevator!!! Please, get this man out of the gene pool!

Sex Without Love
Sex Without Love How do they do it, the ones who make love without love? Beautiful as dancers, gliding over each other like ice-skaters over the ice, fingers hooked inside each other’s bodies, faces red as steak, wine, wet as the children at birth whose mothers are going to give them away. How do they come to the come to the come to the God come to the still waters, and not love the one who came there with them, light rising slowly as steam off their joined skin? These are the true religious, the purists, the pros, the ones who will not accept a false Messiah, love the priest instead of the God. They do not mistake the lover for their own pleasure, they are like great runners: they know they are alone with the road surface, the cold, the wind, the fit of their shoes, their over-all cardio- vascular health—just factors, like the partner in the bed, and not the truth, which is the single body alone in the universe against its own best time. somethin

Love
ive come to realize that my view on love, and many of my friends views on love are quite different, so im going to attempt to explain, in the simplest way i can, what my view on love is. i think theres love, romantic love, real love and true love. love is what you feel for friends, family etc. romantic love is affection beyond love, but only temporary. real love is a lifelong intimate bond that cannot be broken. and true love, well, thats something only God can give you

New Contest Started Today
THIS CONTEST IS FOR A 30 DAY BLAST AND MONTH VIC FIRST PERSON TO 50000 COMMENTS WINS PLEASE CLICK ON PIC LINK BELOW AND COMMENT BOMB THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!! Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Here I Go Again
Thought it was diffrent, this time it was real, found something more, I could hold love and feel, see now it was kid games, just online and unreal, o well what the hell, just another strike out, fly ball to right field, Here I Go Again.... WhitesnakeHere I Go AgainMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

I Don't Understand
You know....I have met a lot of really nice guys in my lifetime and yet the sad truth is that most "nice" guys are completely overshadowed by the "other" guys. Here recently it seems like all the guys I meet are professing their undying affections to me and stringing along several others at the same time. Either that or they seem like a really nice guy for a while then all of a sudden this horrible dark side emerges. What ever happened to the truthful, honest guy who takes you out on a date, opens every door for you, knows how to order a bottle of wine, and at the end of the evening doesn't expect anything more than maybe a kiss good-night or the possibility of another date. Now I'm not saying there doesn't have to be more but why does it have to be expected. A "nice" guy likes what's in a girls heart not what is in between her legs. I am so tired of guys who feel like they have to play games with women's hearts. They have the "I like her, but I'll hold on to her and her just in case"

Hope Everyone Is Well
I wanted to come bye and say hi an say Im truly sorry for not being here... as some of you know I was drinking Saturday night and ended up drving getting into a car accident and acholic poisoning.... I was hospotalized from Sat.night to Thurs afternoon, Im doing better although Im still quite sore... I will get back to everyone ASAP thanks again for all the love... Codyann

Frustraded
You have no reason to hate me because I am differn't than you are. I exercise everday and take care of myself.... just because you hate yourself has no impact on me or my personality.. get a grip and work on yourself and stop hating the normal size people... I am not a hater and find all sizes beautiful.. but I can not make you love yourself. Good luck and maybe you won't judge me anymore. PS.. beauty comes from inside. Marie

Update Of Our Little Angel Abbigail La"shai
A PRAYER FOR OUR LITTLE LOST ANGEL Abbigail La'shai DAUGHTER OF MY FRIEND Baby boy J MAY HER SOUL REST IN PEACE!!! BabyBoy-J@ CherryTAP PLEASE KEEP HIM AND HIS FAMILY IN YOUR PRAYER Don't Mourn For Me Mother,Father,please don't mourn for me; I'm still here, though you don't see. I'm right by your side each night and day and within your heart I long to stay. My body is gone but I'm always near I'm everything you feel, see or hear. My spirit is free, but I'll never depart as long as you keep me alive in your heart. I'll never wander out of your sight-- I'm the brightest star on a summer night. I'll never be beyond your reach-- I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach. I'm the colorful leaves when fall comes around, And the pure white snow that blankets the ground. I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond-- The clear cool water in a quiet pond. I'm the first bright blossom you'll see in the spring; The first warm raindrop that

Single Parents
Single parents dont have it as easly as it my seem. You never see ur kids, ur always working to make ends meet. And ur never there for them when they just need you yo be there to show them that you love and care for them instead of some babysitter. Why is single parent life so hard for the parents and kids. Exspecialy if one of the parents passed away.

I Had To Have One Of My Horses Put Down This Morning
What a terrible morning. A muddy section of the pasture and the playful aggressiveness of my horse Thumper caused my 25 year old saddlebred gelding, Majestic, to fracture his right-rear cannon bone. It was a compound fracture that forced the bone through the skin. He was standing there with relative calm while I comforted him and tried to figure out what to do. I called my neighbors (who are cattle farmers and fellow horse-people) and then I called the veterinarian. The vet told me to keep the horse on his feet and try to brace the broken leg. I did that (more efficiently than I thought that I could) and waited the 45 minutes it would take for the vet to get there. While my friend Joy stayed with me to wait with Stick, her husband Mark drove to another neighbor’s house to see if he would be willing to dig a horse grave on my pasture with his 92HP grader. 45 agonizing minutes of comforting and petting the horse and then the vet arrived. There’s not really anything tha

Rip Vaska
:( this early morning my elder dog died... this is not being a nice week she was very sick, after the surgery she got better like 2 months ago, but after a couple weeks feeling well her health went down, lost lot of weight, and at the end she didn't want to eat or drink anything... she has been with us for around 15 years she will always be my good guard dog luv ya Vaska

My First Attempt At A Rock Lyric From One My Old Poems
Good enough for a laugh esp when someone said it be great for a singer name Pink, got get updated on these new rock artist i tell ya have no clue just mostly a country girl think i will stick with writing country/blues Goddess Of Dreams little to much budlight that day or bored to death lol edit a old poem, made into rock lyrics On a reflection of moonbeams I dance across the stars to enter his dream passion sparkling in my eyes Enticing him with a whispering sigh ( c) Baby, you want me Here I am My touch will set you On fire Lets burn baby Beneath the sheets Fulfilled dreams Making your night So sweet (v) Darling awake to my caress Let my touch brand your flesh My kiss sear your sweet lips As we melt together from hip to hip ( C) Baby, you want me Here I am My touch will set you On fire Lets burn baby Beneath the sheets Fulfilled dreams making your night So sweet (v) Building an unco

No Salute Boot 2
Okay, The Deleting has begun. Some of you asked that I wait for you to do your salutes so I have done that but I will not wait long. The time will come.. I must remove any possibility that my evil stalker might exist on my friends list. By driver1866 at 2007-06-24

Wow
PAINTED FLOOR BATHROOM OK IMAGINE YOU ARE AT A PARTY YOU'VE BEEN DRINKING (not that you would LOL) AND THEN YOU HAVE TO VISIT THE BATHROOM You open the door and this is what you see ... NOW REMEMBER, THE FLOOR IS JUST A PAINTED FLOOR! IT KINDA TAKES YOUR BREATH AWAY DOESN'T IT?

From His Point Of View
I'd met her once and enjoyed a nice meal with her that she'd had to prepare twice due to distractions. It was a nice chat to have and to know her better as the evening was drawing further on. We were alone and and then cuddling on her couch, stroking her skin and then kissing. Her eyes captivated me and caught me in their gaze, trusting me not to hurt her and I never would. We kissed and strokes one another tenderly and went into her room where my fingers danced over her body in a long slow massage. Her skin was soft and so perfect to the touch I found myself between her thighs massaging her and licking her, stroking over her hot sex with my tongue and listening as her body reached the inevitable end and it was so beautiful. She returned the favor but my body betrayed me. Her mouth was so perfect, her actions so driven, and the ideas and thoughts floating through my head drove me over the edge within short minutes. I wanted to submit myself to this Goddess, to her desires and ple

A Crappy Day..
Well it hasn't been the best of days to say the least. Not going to go in detail about certain things with this place but anyway had a voicemail from my wife this morning when I got up, letting me know her grandmother (who practically raised her) had passed away last night. Fortunately they were all able to see her beforehand. She was one of my biggest critics but had been ill for some time now. Megan was expecting it but my heart still goes out to her and the kids. It was especially hard to talk to my daughter this morning as at age 7, she knows what is going on and this was the first person to pass away that she was close to. She commented that Grandma was in a lot of pain and so they removed the tubes and she died shortly thereafter. I think that is the hardest thing to think about.. Then when I went to leave for work, unbeknownst to me, there was like an anti-theft mechanism that the manual didn't cover and I was unable to get the truck started. Finally I called assistance

I Am One.....
ON JULY 2,2007 i was woken up by a phone call and it was my doctor, he let me know they got the test results back and i was diagnoise with breast cancer, i bout dropped the phone thinking it was a joke but it wasnt.I was with cancer awhile back and it cleared up and i never thought it whould come back but it did. i know i have god beside me as im a strong person and he is my shinning light.I want to thank all my friends who are on here for thier support,love,prayers.Please to all the women get checked cause you never know what may come your way,please support breast cancer awareness.. all my love, honielynn

Happy 4th Of July To Those Who Celebrate It
Since I have so many friends on my list celebrating the 4th and didn't want to forget anyone, I thought I would prepare a special blog to wish you all a safe and happy 4th!! Hugs, Luscious Mami

=) 7/5/07 Happy Birthday Son
hi everyone !!! hope My American Friends had a great holliday! up date went to doctors asked her to just shoot me from skin paine she gave me 2 bags of free samples and i am doing much beter ! Today Is my Son and youngest childs 18th Birthday in fact he was born 5 min from now! Love Ya man time flew! any how nothing but sunshine and positive vibes here today wishing them on You as well be well My Friends! This is My sweet Friend Imma from Naples Italy She has been a little down Lately i hate to see her sad! could You stop by and say Hi for Me? and get to know a wonderfull soul and while there buy somethan =) maybe we can give Her a smile? Mercoledì@ CherryTAP Thank YOU ! xxx ~Ancient1~ xxx /Perfect Skin

So Let Me Tell You...
It is SOOO emotionally draining to go to a funeral home visitation of a 16 yr old and to leave there and have to go to the next funeral home for another visitation of a 15 yr old. I sooooooo don't want to let my son out of my sight! :( And yes I realize thats impossible. Just the way I feel after this evening.

Trapped (breaking Through)
Once again, trapped inside a prison of my own making,these walls are closing in,shuttin out all the dreams that i've been chasing. "They" say the light is "easy to see", if u step outside the box,but what "they" dont see, is that it aint easy for me.. too many chains wit too many locks. But, i'll do what i can, only, in my own way. Time to step up, be a man, throw my past away. Though i can neva forget it, i will no longer dwell, yeah,all that shit i done did it, but now i'm sick of this hell. I know i cant erase it, all the pain that i've caused,but i can choose to turn and face it, start livin life, instead of leavin it paused. So, as the days go by i pray for time to heal, I need to be rid of this pain that i feel. It's locked deep in my heart..yet it controls my mind,I wish i could turn back the hands of time. Back to a place where i knew no addiction, where no time was a waste..no inner confliction. But, these great walls are thick!!, they show me it's re

The War Inside.
Anger, Rage, Turmoil and pain, the constant feelings that plague my brain. Darkness, Confusion, Despair and Stress, these things, they control me, my life is a mess. Lies, Deceit, Manipulation and Greed, through these things i obtain what i need. Secrets, Shame, Drugs and Drink, these things dictate the way that i think. Love, Happiness, Peace and Joy. such strange emotions, last felt as a boy. Courage, Commitment, Dedication and Pride, many times i claimed to have them, many times i lied. Honor, Integrity, Respect and Trust, my family instilled them, but i let them rust. Values, Morals, Faith and Belief, turned my back on all them, i became a thief. Suddenly a thought, foreign and strange, "Is it too late, or can i still change?" With so much anger and pain inside, Can i really learn to take it in stride? I want more than anything to be more humble, to learn to walk straight and no longer stumble. And i know it'll take time, but i'm ready t

Mouthy Ass Bitches!!
Hey, Well.. Some People on here.. Just don't know how to keep their Mouths Closed! One Person Should Know Who They are... Message me and Ask me about a Certain Person, Then Turn the Tables, and say I was asking them about that Person.. And say I was hitting on one of their Friends!! It's a Bunch of Bullshit if you ask me! I don't Flirt with ppl on the Net. Unless I know them.. I'm not a Big Whore like this Person.. And the Other person, Just won't listen to what I have to say, Even tho They are supposed to be a good friend.. But I guess the Tables Turned on that one too.. So, I guess I just don't know what the Fuck to do anymore.. I can't totally Erase Them from my Mind.. This person I thought was a really good friend, and I could tell them anything. And now they just won't talk to me! So, My life Just typically Sucks right now. Because of this One Individual.. And the Shit they Started!! I hate People!!

Anyone Got $3,000 I Can Have..
so.. talking about music stuff.. i ended up wandering over to access's site - the makers of my keyboard.. i love my keyboard.. but ive had it like 7 years now.. and its getting tired.. and one key doesnt work.. and so -- can you guys get me this: isnt she pretty

Rant From Someone Who Hits The Nail On The Head
Here in the states today, July 4, is the day that we supposedly celebrate our Independence as a nation. And while the day still carries some import, it is hard to get real exited about it today with an imbecile as President. You see, I don't think starting an immoral war based on lies that has killed thousands of innocents isn't exactly in keeping with what this nation should be about. So I'll celebrate our Independence Day with a thought of the past, and waiting for the day when this country will be liberated from the corrupt smirking chimp and his jackal cronies. And please, any of the 27% of you in this country who still support the village idiot and are pissed about this short rant - save your complaints. Your president is a failure, a war criminal and belongs in jail. Go listen to Rush Limbaugh if you don't like it. Better yet, wake up to the facts. Rant over and now back to our regularly scheduled programming.

A Certain Player
ok so i am writing once again because my prior feelings have taken a turn. i fell for a guy on ct by the name of Dan aka tobad4u.he assured me that i was the sexiest woman and i was all his.all along i realized that i was being played so i played harder. i caught him countless times lying to me about other girls. they would hit my page so i did what everywoman would do ..investigate. he was telling these girls the same thing. instead of fighting we all came together and compared stories. i was so amazed but knew all along. he has like 5 or 6 woman on ct and my space. what does he have to offer any of us no direction in life. yeah hes goodlooking but how far does that get u. so ladies please listen when i say hes a player that dont really know how to play. if u dont believe me...start investigating..u will catch on. pay attention

Once A Marine, Always A Marine
Once A Marine, Always A Marine Author Unknown _________________________ I was that which others did not want to be. I went where others failed to go. And did what others failed to do. I asked nothing from those who gave nothing And reluctantly accepted the thought of eternal loneliness, should I fail. I have seen the Face of Terror, Felt the stinging Cold of Fear, And enjoyed the sweet taste of a moments love. I have cried, pained and hoped ... but most of all, I have lived times others would say were best forgotten. At least today I am able to say that I was proud of what I was..... A UNITED STATES MARINE

Im Singel Again An Other One Bites The Dust
why cant i find a good man last night i had girls night while my now ex boy friend was watching my kids well long story short i had fun till he cam in my jeep with my babys in the back to the bar yelling at me to get the fuck home and jumping on some poor old guy that has to use a cane to walk he pulled in the mildel of the street i opend the door and put my jeep in park and toke the keys out then pulled him out and then he jumped on some poor old man with my babys screaming in the car me 1/2 drunk i had to get some one else to drive me and my babys home when i got home with tons of friends we called the cops to meet us there of corse he had allready waled to my house well he cam out of the house starting to yell barel abel to walk not drunk before i left him with my kids but he got drunk in front of them and drove them to the bar the cops get there and put him in cuffs now he is in jail and im getting a protection order and i pressed charges he has tons of charges pending from last

If You Care About America...
GO SEE SiCKO. Eye opening, whether you like Michael Moore or not. Why don't Americans care about each other anymore? And why are we so afraid of our government? They are supposed to be there FOR us, not us for them. Please please please give this situation the attention it deserves - the attention WE deserve.

Priceless...
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do

Letter To My Ex Brother-in-law
As a lot of my friends know, since my Ex died, I have been battling with his family on who should get custody of my son. I am really at the point where I am tired of being nice and feel that I have to put my foot down in areas, and I wrote this letter to my ex brother-in-law to tell him what he was doing is wrong! Could you all give me some input on if the letter is too bitchy or not? Casey, I am writing now because, these are things I have GOT to get off my chest. I am looking out for Brandon's best interest, and I feel what everyone is doing to him is not fair for a 13 year old boy to be put through, especially after all that he has been through already. I knew when Curt died, that this would be an issues from the start. But the night that Curt died, Brandon wanted to come home with me, he had the Deputy call me and request that I get to the hospital ASAP, because Brandon wanted his mom. I did that, I went there for my son. I took my son home, because they told me I w

Baby
we just found out that we are going to have a baby, we are very happy and very surprised . that's what being in love does to a person.life gives you all kinda surprises , I love you my man and new father to be again.

Misconceptions Of Love
Ok when did it become such a crime to be in love with one person and love someone else very deeply?? I have a friend on here that I care very deeply for, even though I screwed up, so in order for me to prove to him that I truely care, I put his link on my page with a message saying how I love him.... Its funny because I had shut people out for so long and refused to allow myslef to get close to anyone, when I do, it becomes a big problem... I am a manic bipolar and manic depressive person, who has been thru more than one person could handle in life, it has left me with a very good understanding on differences between concepts of love.. be it may that Im "in love" with a person or the fact I may love one deeply... So in short I think people have a very misconception about the power of love and what it can do and how it can affect someone.... My love for my friends and whomever falls on different levels.....

Fucking Suv's
so i had a bike wreck. thats why i havren't been on lately. a black hummer pulled out in front of me, but worry not. a broken elbow, and quite a bit of road rash later, i'm back up and working. so watch the fucking suv drivers. may they all burn in hell. oh, and the bike is fine, just cosmetic. so yay.

The Pettiness Aspect Of Cherrytap..
Today, I received a Shoutbox message from someone (I'm not revealing the name) telling me I was selfish for not "showing love", which I assume is giving ratings, comments, etc. She then proceeded to tell me that my looks "aren't shit" with nothing else to go along with it. I have left comments and ratings for this person before, but apparently, it wasn't enough. Honestly, I wish Cherrytap would drop this rating and ranking system. It has turned adults into petty individuals competing for a prize that DOESN'T EXIST. If they were giving away cars to people who reached "Godfather" status, I might understand the urgency to rack up points, but they're not. So, if your fragile ego can't handle the fact that there may be times when I neglect to let you know for the 100th time that you're attractive or boost your point total, you may want to delete me now. But please know that I am envious of how trouble-free your offline life must be, if someone not consistently stroking

How Long Can I Confuse You For?
Your rock-solid advice is decorated with a light sugarcoating of flirtation. Someone's not sure what it is you're trying to tell them. Go on and confuse them a little more. Secretly, they're enjoying themselves.

Game Over
You might notice that I've been logged in a lot. I'm not, really. It's just that the baby jesus loves me so much he insists on keeping me close to his heart, which means that I have to hit the logout link fifty fucking times before my mug quits glowing. Fifty, five, same fucking thing. It's annoying. So if you see me online and you say something and I don't respond, it's not that I'm ignoring you. Unless I don't like you, in which case, I'm ignoring you. The inability of the mini-god to let me be "off tap" is merely another in a long list of things that are fucked up about the tap. How is it that this place is so thoroughly broken? I've heard any number of apt comparisons... Ed suggested that the tap was constructed from the parts of a junked car, an '87 something. I don't pay attention to car talk. (Unless it's Click and Clack on Car Talk Radio, in which case I'll listen for hours) Cyrus likened the tap to a socialist country where everything's broken, everyone kno

If My Friends Became Porn Stars
If my friends on here became porn stars and the films they would make. It takes a twisted mind like mine to think of these things. I hope I don’t offend anyone with these. If I do offend, please send me a cherry mail and I will send you my house address and you can come over and beat me in person. Ladies first please. D.A.M. Debbie Always Moans BuxsomBikerChickKimber Lives To Ride She’s Like the Wind The Wind Blows Rebel Clueless As Always Clothe Less Rebel SassyOne Sassy Gets Nassy TamaBama Wama Bama Tama SweetPickle1967 Sweet On 1,967 Pickles Catwoman69 Cat’s 69 Women Please don’t kill me. The odd part is………the titles are so innocent sounding. LOL

Omfg I'm Going To Be A Published Poet!!!
The poem "Tonight I Cry" that I am reposting here is going to be published in the fall in a hardbound coffee table book collection called "Immortal Verses" and I get a full page just for my poem!!! I can't put into words how high I am right now! I just had to share with everyone that enjoys my work, thank you all for your support! This is the poem that is going to be published. Today is the day you left us long ago yet I still miss you just as much today You left us way too soon your smile I see in the dawn of each new day I know you would be here if it were your choice and I miss you with every day that comes I know you feel me where you are as I do you this is why I cry, because I feel you so strong each tear a momment we shared and smiled I miss your smile, your hugs, your love just knowing you were there somehow made my life an easier path to tread For this and so many other reasons that only you would understand I miss you, I

Anyone Else
anyone else ?any complaints obout my pictures if so i will take you off my list and block you like i did the other guy,you have any complaints that i dont talk to you when you want me to tell me now i am realy trying to be nice but it is getting real hard to be nice and yes im smileing when i say that lol so speek up have problems tell me now

Love
Ima start out wit a quote " Love can sumtimes be magic...but magic is sumtimes jus an illusion." Love is a very difficult thing 4 me. I honestly don't think that people care bout me as much as they say they do. If I die tomorrow would you care? Everyone always told me that the love between a mother and a child is the strongest love...but is it? I don't know my mother she left us (my dad, my 2 brothers, and myself) when i was about 5 years old. My dad told me that it was because she met sumone new and she was doing drugs but as far as im concerned thats jus 1 side of the story there are always 2 sides but I often think to myself that if she really did love me n my brothers wouldn't you think that she would try ta keep in touch? I love my son more than anything in this world and couldn't imagine him not being here wit me! But wat i'm tryin ta get at is there is a different kinda love that I have never been too lucky at and thats the love between a man and a woman. I don't thi

Joy
joy joy, that creature elusive dwells not in the places it seems but it lives in the life of another the one that we've given our dreams the selfish cannot hold it too long their tight grasp strangles it's breath and the want to feel it too closely only quickens it's impending death love makes rules fresh every morning to hold it you must learn to bend to squeeze it for only your pleasure is only to promise it's end hard as stone it will strike you when your loss is all that you see when the panic of loss slowly settles there's something more soothng to see so go down the path you must follow your joy still will make someone bright just remember your past has a promise to be held to the rest of my life though tears may escape on occassion and the days may become maudlin sad inside there's a smile deeply hidden borne on the good times we've have so look past the sadness you're seeing and think past the pains that i'll feel your happiness borne o

Got Great News
MY GRANDSON IS HOME NOW. AND DOING GREAT..THE REASON FOR HIM NOT KEEPING ANYTHING DOWN. WAS DUE TO ALL THE MORPHINE HE WAS GIVEN. HE HAS BEEN HOME SINCE YESTERDAY. I WANT TO THANK ALL OF U FOR YOUR KINDS WORDS AND PRAYERS. I HAVE ALOT OF FRIENDS ON CHERRY TAP AND IT SHOWED WHEN I NEEDED ALL OF U THE MOST. AGAIN THANK U FOR ALL THE PRAYERS

Thank You To My Independent Family , Friends And The Git R Done Crew
I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE WHO HELPED MAKE THIS POSSIBLE FOR ME..I LOVE YOU ALL....IF YOU NEED ME ANYTIME NIGHT OR DAY I WILL BE THERE FOR ALL OF YOU JUST GIVE ME A SHOUT AND WATCH ME COME RUNNING...THIS WAS MY 1ST CONTEST AND I WON....WHOOOO HOOOOO...I NEED TO SAY A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO PONY FOR BELIEVING IN US WHEN I WAS READY TO GIVE UP...COULDNT ASK FOR A BETTER FAMILY THEN I HAVE... I LOVE ALL OF YOU.........CRAZYLADY

Friendships I Had Are Dying
Obviously, I suck as a friend.... and have to many issues...... all this is bringing me down and back into the slump of hell, one in which I thought I had brought myself back out of.... my heart and soul hurt like hell.... I dont know what to do, everyday is one battle to save friendships after another... Im tired, Im back on taking my meds for this and I had worked to hard for to not to have to take them, and drinking alot, and I know you never find the answers at the bottom of a bottle... My life and I mean my whole life, I have lost everything, I have 3 sisters I havent seen in over 20 yrs, I was neglected, rejected, abused, and everything else you can imagine as a child... I lost my dad back in 2005, he meant the world to me... all I have now is my kids whom most days hate my guts... I wanna just disappear and never be heard from again..... Some I dont think would really care... some I know would, but at this point Im so very lost again... My good is never enough for some... and bc

What He Wants To Do To Me....
I approach you and stand close, facing you. Without even touching you can feel the heat of our energies touching and it provokes an internal reaction. You feel something stirring deep within you. My face slowly inches toward yours. I can smell your scent. Closer... closer... Until my lips are just barely parted from yours. Barely audible, I whisper your name. And you feel the heat from my breath on your lips. Without touching, my lips begin to explore your cheek, your ear, then down your neck, all the while inhaling you, taking in your scent and letting it fill me. My body shaking inside with anticipation and desire as I fight the almost overpowering urge to take you quickly and violently, knowing how much better it would be if I take my time and take and possess you slowly, and seductively. My has moving about your chest, caressing without touching, teasing, tormenting... Under your breath, you softly whisper a single word. "Please." And you feel the softest touch of my tongue

No One Cares
i posted a blog today that i posted before i think something like 8 people read it not one comment was left. as to tghe nature of this blog it was very dark not something happy or friendly not a rant but i exspression of dark feelings and emotions so im gonna see something im gonna post this one but i dont want anyone to rate it i only want a comment if you consider me a close friend do not rate this stacy

Umm Ms. Tobad4u And Company! Over Here Bitches!!.....lol
*Strech and yawns* - The other week, I blogged about a player online who had gotten caught READ ORIGINAL BLOG HERE!!!!. This will be my final installment if this drama as in all honesty, I’ve given him and this situation more of my time than either of them is worth….so I’ll address a few things and then I’m done with it. Mr. tobad4u has adopted and his pet Natalie, have decided that I’ve waged a personal attack on them as a couple. Let me clarify this…… We originally outed Mr tosmall4u prior to his new g/f Natalie joining the site. The facts of his behavior were already in the bulletin. I think Natalie forgets that when I was approached by one of her friends who gave a damn about her, I left the door open for her to come to ME for information…..which she did…..she walked through it. She chooses to date him and that’s great, good for them, I really DGAF. Here is the kicker…..Mr. todumb4u continues to make contact with some of the women he claims to be mad at….he likes to

Check These Sexy Mommas Out
Coolest Guy Ever is hosting a contest! Coolest Guy Ever's First Contest! FUBAR's First Sexiest MILF! Contest Runs July 20th, 9am Cherry Time until July 31st, 9pm Cherry Time THIS IS A COMMENT BOMBING CONTEST, SELF BOMBING IS *ENCOURAGED* And prizes go like this... 3rd Place... **3DAY BLAST** 2nd Place... **7DAY BLAST** 1st Place... **30DAY BLAST** MOST RATES THE LADY THAT HAS THE MOST RATES SHALL RECEIVE A YACHT FROM THE CHERRY GIFT SHOP!!! CLICK THE PICS BELOW AND DROP A FEW COMMENTS ON YOUR FAVORITE MILF I'M SURE THEY WOULD APPRECIATE IT. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12.

Online Vs Real World Here On Ct
To my Family and Friends, This morning I was having a discussion with Harley about the way some of our friends comment to us and the way it shows lack of respect to HE and I. Well I pointed out to Harley the way some of his friends comment to him,and He pointed out the way my friends comment to me and I have to agree I guess I have been a bit blind to some also. I am asking that any comments made to me be made with respect for Harley in mind also. This is my soulmate and the love of my life. Please, omit the word LOVE in that context if you have signed that way before, Love and Luv have a 2 very different meanings. Luv is a friendship thing, LOVE is more intimate. This may seem petty to a lot of you but to me and Harley it means a lot. I can't ask Harley to watch the way things are posted to him and commented and then be guilty of the same thing. If I have done it in the past it will stop today. If I continue to get comments like that then I will have to delete the f

My Weekend That Turned Nightmare
I decided to write about how my weekend went in part I guess to try to let it go. So here goes.... Usually on the weekends any more me and a few of the girls get together to go hang out kick back and have a few drinks to get away from the everyday mama stress and other stress from the week. Always having a great time. This week went a lil bit different. Some of us girls got together and one of my girlfriends invited her male friend to come join us who in turn brought some of his friends. So we had a fairly decent bunch of us. We all met in this hole in the wall bar the place was dead. But in a way it was nice because we could all hear each other. But some of the group wanted to move to a different bar... We walked in and this place was not so hoping either but we decided this is where we would stay. Started putting money in the jukebox and the guys that we were with started shooting some pool while us ladies sat at the bar talking. Well every bar ends up having one assh

Bath Time~nsfw~~
~WAS TOLD SOME MIGHT ENJOY~ well i wanted to tell you all how my bath went... i pulled all my hair on top of my head.. eased my naked body into the very hot water... so warm when i started to sit i could feel the sting of the water on my ass and my pussy lips.. the warmth was so intense.. i closed my eyes leaned my head back and breathed the fresh sent of my cucumber melon bubble bath... the bubbles were so soft i was rubbing them into my arms at first ... then my neck and down to my chest.. the cool air filtering in from the open window mixed with the hot water had my nipples exploding to attention.. hard errect and demanding some attention.. i slowly began to rub circles around them still breathing in the fresh smells of the bubble bath...my eyes still closed .. i had brought two toys with me to the tub and my very naughty thoughts were rushing through my head telling me it was time to make myself cum...my first toy is the coolest thing ever.. my bathtub buddy as i call it come

Sex Adventures
I, like many a human being enjoy the acts of sex. There are areas and places that I have yet to do the deed so to speak, and I felt it is necessary to share these places with the world, so that I might meet some ladies who'd be interested in taking an adventure or two. Yes, I am willing to travel. I have never done it but want to in the following ways: Back of an Ambulance - just to say that I did Camping - best I think when its kinda cold, cause it don't matter how much ya do, you can't possibly get too hot On my birthday - Yes its Dec. 24th, most folks aren't interested in doing a thing on that day. I think a threesome would be sufficient, but I will settle for just a simply twosome. On a set of stairs The Kitchen Sink After being tied up After tieing someone up In a movie theater On a beach - however sand worries me In a boat or even a canoe (steady boy steady!!!) In the backseat of my car - its big enough Under some random boardwalk At a state fair - some haunted mansion woul

Please Read
Driving home last night from my girlfriend’s house I suddenly felt this overwhelming urge to park my car, get out and just start walking. I was not walking in any particular direction i just needed to walk away. Its 10pm mind you so not that many people around and its dark, i really didn’t care, my need to walk was way too strong. So, I take my MP3 player and locked my doors and just start walking. Before I know it I am way past town and its 11:30p, i walked for an hour and a half and didn’t even realize it till cars started beeping at me and stupid men kept asking me if I needed a ride. Sorry, i don’t get into cars with people i don’t know. Was it stupid to be walking alone that late at night? It probably was but i figure when its my time its my time so what the hell! Well here comes a car with 2 guys and I had this sense something was not right. The driver is looking around and not looking me in the eye and the passenger is hanging out the window asking me if i need a ride, that a yo

Pic Stealer
http://www.cherrytap.com/user/612759 This user has copied NSFW pics of me with my face showing and has posted them on his/her page in a folder named NSFW...two of the photos are clearly of me and were put on their page without my permission. I asked nicely for them to be removed, but to no avail. http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=612759&albumid=247608&i=1103421871 http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=612759&albumid=247608&i=2184426998 http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=612759&albumid=247608&i=3052381641 http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=612759&albumid=247608&i=2977221271 These pics are of me taken by me...Careful of this user stealing your pics and posting them. Their profile also says they are female...NOT!!!!! Salute pics show a man.....This USER should be banned from CT peroid!! Ladies you might want to see if any of your photos are posted on his pages as well. Just wanted to warn all of you. UPDATE: He is now posting them under the album named "pics I l

Fractured Ankle
So...we were packing shit up in our trailors and I stepped over a bag of tent poles and thought i stepped all the way over. someone came around the corner so I looked up and wasnt paying attention to my footing...i stepped on a round tent pole with the left side of my heel and roled to the right. After going to the ER since our aid station was closed and the clinic only takes appointments I found out that I tore a ligament on the right side of my ankle which ripped out a small piece of bone from my foot. Fun fun!

Very Important Issue All Members Read!!!
WwW.SparkleTags.Com DUE TO SEVERAL FACTORS I HAVE DECIDED TO DISBAN OUR FORMAL LEVELING CREW ALTOGETHER. I APOLOGIZE TO ALL OF OUR PEOPLE IN THE CLUB FOR HAVING TO DO THIS BUT REALLY WE HAVE GROWN SO MUCH AND HAVE SO MANY MEMBERS TO LEVEL NOW AND NOT ENOUGH PEOPLE DOING THE LEVELING THAT IT HAS NOW BECOME A FULL TIME JOB FOR US WHO ARE JUMPING IN AND DOING IT. NOT ONLY THAT, BUT WORK SCHEDULES AND JUST LIFE IN GENERAL I GUESS HAS PREVENTED SOME OF YOU FROM PARTICIPATING AND I AM DOING ON MY FULL TIME JOB AS WELL MYSELF AND NOT PAYING ENOUGH ATTENTION TO IT!! YESTERDAY WE LEVELED 6 PEOPLE BEFORE NOON! AND THAT TAKES SOME WORK AND TIME! WE HAD A WONDERFUL RESPONSE TO THE CALL, HOWEVER THE ISSUE IS TIME FOR ME I ALMOST GOT FIRED! YOU WILL BE POSTING YOUR OWN BLOGS WHEN YOU GET READY TO LEVEL AND BULLETINS IF YOU WISH TO. IF WE ARE ONLINE AT THE TIME I ASK ALL MEMBERS TO STILL GO IN AND HELP YOUR FELLOW CLUB MEMBER T LEVEL THAT IS WHAT WE ARE ALL ABOUT HELPING EACH OTHER OUT IN HERE!

Men
i just want to vent some frustration..how is it that when you put your all into a realtionship it for some reason turns sour..i know this guy we used to stay on the phone for like hours everyday. we started telling each other that we love each other and we are in love with each other.but the issue i guess was he always went to other ppl to get approval about me but these ppl dont even know me and of course they would disapprove duh..we met oover the internet..so he went with what they had to say instead of his heart..and so the other day he dumped me talking about lets just be friends..i was like huh..so even though i didnt agree i figured well ok lets be friends and take it a little slower..haha stupid me.he tells me today that hes talking to someone else and feels a connection hmmmm..sounds like deja vu to me....so with this i think i am done with guys for awhile cause im tired of being hurt..and i dont want to talk to someone that cant follow his own heart and mind...im sooo hurting

Headed Back To Iraq
Some of you knew this already, others did not. We do not ask for much. We take a petty paycheck. We take bosses telling us how to not only do our job, but how to live our lives. We put up with people every day saying that we are risking our lives, and even losing our lives, for nothing. There are many of us out there that feel it is all worth it. In the honor of knowing I have done my part to keep you safe, I rest assured that whether or not I die, I have made a difference in your life. For many of you... I don't know you. I have never shook your hand, kissed your cheek, or heard you speak to me. However, tomorrow I will pick up my rifle as I Did the day before, and I will stake my life against your well being, because that is what I do, and that is what I believe in. I took an oath to protect you and I plan to uphold it. I will take the fight to the enemy and I will keep them from your homes to the best of my ability. In my own way, I love you, and I just hope

Maybe The End For Me Who Knows
Some parts of FUBAR are being blocked in my network as a pornsite. The government is gay like that. Not only are most websites blocked but I have to pay for my internet. I love our government.

I'm A Writer Not A Biter Lol :p
FOR ALL THAT DON'T KNOW, YES I WRITE POETRY, SHORT STORIES AND EROTICA :P Ok this origianl is entitled Please Make Me Cum Its a quarter past three and I lay in the bed All hot and sweaty from what he just said "Unlock the door and turn off the lights" "I'll be there in a few, don't try to fight" I hear the door open, then I'm instantly wet Damn he's not even up the steps yet;) I have been waiting for this for a very long time Now tonights the night, that ass is mine He pulls back the covers and what does he see My ass, my breasts and all in between He starts kissing my chest and licking my thighs Hold on babe, here comes the real surprise!!! As he rubs his hands all over my body I can't fight the urge to do something naughty I take off his shirt and unzip his jeans I stated kissing and sucking, what a beautiful scene He opens my legs and starts licking my clit My body twist and turns, I'm having a fit "Don't stop", I say as I'm grabbing his hair

Naked I Came....
Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com NAKED I CAME.... If I were a day of the week I would be: Saturday....I like to sleep in... around in the covers and stay warm, what can I tell ya? LOL If I were a time of day I would be: Midnight when I should be sleeping. If I were a planet I would be: Venus...of course, I'm a woman. If I were an animal I would be: A Swan....they mate for life and that's how loyal I am If I were a direction I would be: West....love gorgeous sunsets If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a king size bed, get in and roll in my covers, and let me keep you warm all night long!! If I were a liquid I would be: Milk....what can I say, it does a body good!! If I were a tree I would be: a poplar like the ones Dad planted in the back yard at home. If I were a flower/plant I would be: lilacs or hyacineas, I love their sweet aromas!! If I were a kind of weather I would be: a warm sunny day w/a cool breeze!! If I were a musical in

A Whole Lotta Nerve I Swear.....
If your on my friends list or family list and you feel I have a picture of any kind that should be marked as NSFW then grow a fuckin nut sack and come to me and tell me DO NOT go behind my fuckin back and flag the damn thing like some chicken shit pansy ass bitch. C'mon people if you know me you know I will take care of it with no problems but don't go pissin me off by flagging it or them without talkin to me first... Thanks for your time & have a Rockin Kick Ass Day!!!

The Cobra
So there I was. I walked out of my room to go to the bathroom last night at around 3 AM and feet away from my door was a cobra. I stared at it for a minute then went inside to get something to kill it. Anyway I ended up killing it with a shovel. I just wanted everyone to know how bad ass I am. I killed a cobra.

Fubar Friends
Ok, i know this isn't my usual sorta blog, but quite honestly i don't have the energy to think at this moment lol! So here you have it, Hunni amuses herself.... FuBar Friends The people we meet here in FuBar Land all have their own various reasons for spending time here....some have young families & spend a lot of time at home, some are unemployed, some are here simply to meet people, and some seem to have reasons that are totally beyond me lol. The fact of the matter is we make friends here & get to know people... Well as much as they allow us to anyway. Some of them might have funny avatars, animals, appliances etc, but behind these pictures are people... I read a post on someone's page today which said "It's FuBar, not real life". Well this may be true, i wonder if that person realizes, that the people who come here are in fact "real" people. You might be reading this & thinking well of course i knew that, but do people sometimes forget? Do they get caught up in silly games o

True Or False
True or False I am a cuddler - very true I am a morning person - false I am a perfectionist – Oh HELL NO I am an only child - false i'm the youngest i have 2 older sisters....yea....me! LOL I am Catholic - false I am currently in my pajamas - ah, no...in da scrubs... I am currently single – true I am currently suffering from a broken heart - false I am okay at styling other people’s hair - HELL NO - can barely do up mine. I am left handed – false, right handed I am addicted to my myspace – Nope I am very shy around the opposite gender AT FIRST – HELL NO...I prefer to bust the first move I bite my nails – hmm, sometimes, kinda true I can be paranoid at times - sometimes, esp. w/my daughter....MOMMA DON"T PLAY I currently regret something that I have said – True, to my family & friends When I get mad I curse frequently - OH HELL YEA...lol I like someone - true I enjoy country music - true I enjoy jazz music - true I enjoy smoothies - true I enjoy tal

Ardent Vitality
my whole life, within the root of everything, everything I have done and acted upon, I have been driven by an unquestioned passion a never ever second thought drive. whatever I am doing comes from within my spirit, is from only thy self, not from outside force or influence no matter what the matter, all that I do is because I have the desire to do so! even stronger through the changing views I have embraced in my most recent maturing years- my views on people,,, our society, my change in personal allowance of prejudgment. how I feel every day that I awaken and am able to live my life- I have always endured every emotion/action/outcome- of every experience, with the uttermost exuberance I am grateful for everything that happens- at every waking moment- as I am lucky enough to Experience such things. Yesterday is gone Tomorrow is not guaranteed TAKE TODAY AS IT IS,, FOR ALL THAT IT IS As it is all we Truly have and lets Embrace It I giv

Bubble Bath
Tub full of bubbles and hot steamy water, candle flicker is the only source of light. Sweet scent of vanilla fills the air Already waiting for her in the bath, he extends his hand to welcome he in. She takes it, placing one foot into the waist. Hot, but inviting. She slips into the tub, sitting between his strong legs. He reaches and encircles her waist, pulling her back against him. She feels herself let go, relaxes and leans her head back against his shoulder. He kisses her forehead, her nose, then finally touching his lips to her, sweet soft lips. His hands on hr stomach gently caressing her. She turns her head into his sweet kiss, her hands caressing his legs, and his thighs. Lifting he one arm she gently touches his cheek , as she caresses his tongue with hers. His hands move slowly over her slippery wet skin, cupping her breasts, teasing her hard pink nipples with his thumb and forefinger. She moves a bit against him enjoying the feel of his touch. She pl

My Lazy Friends....
First of all I am not saying everyone does this, but see a high % do this... When I add a new friend I usually rate one of their pics, comment on one of their pics..Then I go and Fan them, Add them as a friend and then rate their profile. What I have been seeing in return is all they do is accept me as a friend, no ratings no comments no nothing... I am very tempted to go remove these people from being my friends because who wants friends like these. I mean how hard is it to at least rate and fan someone? I will get someone rating my rose pic, and usually I will go rate one of their pics and usually add them and fan them..its usually the least i can do....

A Soldiers Reply
Here is a poem written by a friend of mine. DJ Jaded X@ fubar This is awesome It just reminds me how special our Soldiers really are! I wrote this for the american soldiers and thought that you might want to read it...... A Soldiers Reply A Man took a flight, he was finally coming home, Feeling more relieved than any man has known, He spent so long, in a place that most fear, And when that plane landed down came a tear, Plane door opens still in uniform he stands, Nervous and confused, about stepping back on home land, He follows the others, checking each face for grief, But all that he noticed was the faces had relief, He steps off the plane and people were there, The Soldier astonished could do nothing but stare, They greeted him with open arms, a hug, and a sign, That said thank you soldier, your life for mine, Soldier walks still in uniform, down the street, He passes a man walking, he looks down to his feet, The man looks to him and stops him in

Deleted Nsfw Pics
I'm not your cheap porn, end of story. Look for my intelligence and try to hold a conversation with me that doesn't start with H3y baby!! I'm not some girl in a rap video and I will thank you for thinking I'm sexy but that's not an invite for a conversation. I'm eighteen and not interested in seeing a dick 20 years older than me or your old cock either.

In God We Trust
Another attack on Christianity! This stuff blows my freakin' mind. Lydia Playfoot a sweet 16 year old born again Christian girl wears a purity ring or chastity ring as a reminder of one of Pauls letters to the Thesselonians regarding staying pure and abstinant until marriage. However her school has a no jewelry policy. Fine, she should follow the rules. HOWEVER this same school allows Muslim and Sikh students to wear headscarfs and religious bangles! What the hell is going on??? I'm so tired of Christians being called intollerant, yet they are usually the ones being persecuted!!! From Nativities, to Merry Christmas, to the pledge of allegiance, to "In God We Trust." Enough is enough. Regardless of what you believe now, this country was founded on biblical and christian principals. To divert from the path of our founding fathers is to embrace our downfall. You don't want to believe in God, that's your right. But don't make it a crime for others too! BLAH!!!!!!!!!

A Question For All Of You..
I was asked by a friend what I would want for my birthday which is only a few days away..I quickly responded to him if I could have one thing it would be to feel truly loved..I have always believed we have one person out there thats just for us..I know sometimes we dont always find them and we fall in love with people and after many years we realize were not meant to be..i have seen the kind of love I want so I know it exist I do question sometimes how much pain we have to endure in our life before we find them if we ever find them..I am in a place in my life that im miserable and for the people that are like me and yes there are many of us that suffer in silence and pretend that we are okay well big hugs to you because I know what your going through..you see im a honest person I dont mind sharing this part of my life with people its real nothing about it is fake..I know for myself I stay and yes so many ppl are quick to tell you to just leave well its not always so simple i have left

Day In The Life Of Jen
Today hasn't been the best day.. Physically I'm drained.. This past weekend though was awesome! My parents come into town. I haven't seen my parents for a little over 19 months. It was great to see them again.. I got trashed with my Mom and sister. Monday they went back Home :( A friend of mine came into town that morning so i had a pretty busy day.. Trying to spend time with just about everyone..Not counting the fact I have 3 children to run after.. 'Which is my I'm drained" So yeah im pretty much rambling at the moment.. Its what Tuesday. Mark went home this morning.. I had gone out and done a little bit of shopping. "Nothing for my self of course" Then came home cleaned the house and made supper.. Then i get a phone call from my husband. Blah Blah.. Lets just say our conversations don't last longer then 4-5 min! Every 4 days or so.. So he pretty much did his normal ramble. How things are with him. Not the slightest though of asking how I'm doing.. So of course I bust out how stresse

Eddie..
Hi this is about Eddie my ferret he was just not my pet or a animal to me he was my kid my world he meant alot to me he brought joy into my life I have not felt in yrs even though I only had him for 2 yrs he had cancer and it took him from me very fast . I got to hold him as he past it felt like I lost a part of me with him . I have 2 new pics of him from his first Christmas please take a look il never forget my lil guy and il never forget all of you who have been there for me threw this and showed him all your love thank you all.. your friend ... Jay

Fing Hell
Alright Heather seems to want nothing to do with me now, fucking hell we've been best friends for the longest time, and now nope i'm done and thrown aside, the last person i loved, cheated on me and left me for her ex on my birthday, fuck women i choose are cunts i swear fucking bitches, fuck this shit i'm done tired of the fucking bullshit i find

Stalker Continued
ok this stalker is reading my blogs i know this much to be true but i don't know who it is i just got this with a red rose, and it seems so sweet "If I can endure for this moment, whatever is happening to me. No matter how heavy my heart, or how dark the moment may be. If I can but keep on believing, what I know in my heart to be true. Then darkness will fade into morning, and with this dawn a new day, too."

Sexual Issues #11
Spicing Up Your Sex Life You've been together for years. The relationship's good, but you look back on the frequent, mind-blowing sex that you had in the early months and years and wonder, "where did it all go?" These days, sex is the same old, same old. Something you do on a Friday night, without variety, without much excitement. Your sex life is in serious need of spice! A weekend at a fancy hotel, without the children, will do it, but that's expensive. There are plenty of creative, less costly ways of turning up the heat. Try role playing. You both get dressed up, go to a bar - separately - and then he has to try and pick her. Or she has to spot him in a bar and make a move on him. Be outrageous, then cool and withdrawn. Have fun. Do a little "dirty dancing". All you need is some Latin music and a few scarves. Think of the great exercise you'll get at the same time. Rescue your sex life from the doldrums by dressing up as a fireman or a policeman. Turn her on with

Hypenate Names
I understand that some women like to hyphenate their names when they get married. I even understand the reasons they do it. But I can not understand is why the women with these names did. Hemp-Ho Traylor-Hooker Looney-Ward Beaver-Wetting Wang-Holder Harolds-Balls You have to admit.....they are hilarious last names.

Today Is...
Today is my husband's birthday. I gave him part of his gift last night. It started out with a 1 hour full body massage. After being out on the road with his job all week and working 12 hour days he was so tense and knotted up he needed to relax for awhile. I was using lotion all over. I started off innocently enough by giving him a hand massage and he just melted in my hands as I rubbed and squeezed his palms and fingers. I then did a foot massage and he squirmed as each of the muscles in his feet began to relax to my gentle touch and caresses. Last but not least just as it was a few minutes before midnight I ran my finger tips up his legs and up to his thighs and under his boxer shorts legs to heighten the moment by lightly touching his cock to see it react to the touch of my nails. As the clock on the night stand said 12:01 AM I pulled his cock out of the front slit of his boxers and engulfed his cock into my warm, moist mouth and sucked him dry of all the cum he ha

Yep, I'm A Nudist
I encourage everyone to go skinny dipping, sleep naked, sun in the nude, play sports or just relax in the nude! You weren't made to wear clothing unless you need protection from the elements. It makes no sense to wear wet, uncomfortable swimwear! Try it, you'll understand and appreciate how good you feel in your bare skin! What do you really have to be ashamed of? NOTHING!

2 More Days
To more days till my surgery. My nerves are on edge. Im sick to my stomach. Just totally stressed out. yes i have had this done before 6 times to be exact but I cant stop thinking of what they did to Monica last month. She had the same thing done and they stopped her heart when the hit a nerve. No I didnt know the risks involved till then and it scares the hell outta me. I woke up at 4 am with the sweats and still cant go to sleep its 530 am now. Im starting to get tired again so it may be time to lay down and try again. so on that note good night again. Show me lots of Fu-love. I really need it. thanks

Deleting My Page!
I have someone harassing me on here. I dont know how much longer I am going to stick around. I have this person blocked under 3 different names on fubar and They are still coming to my page leaving negative comments. My father is in the hospital right now and I have enough things to worry about without signing on to my page after working 12 hours to find nasty comments on my page. I know for sure I have this person blocked from my myspace page. So if ya'll would like to keep in contact with me , Add me as a friend on myspace @ www.myspace.com/Mesmerized72 or Add me to yahoo messanger @ supaflychick25. Peace Out, Missy = )~

Don't You Hate That????????????????????????
OK PEOPLE NOW THAT I HAVE TOLD YOU BEFORE ABOUT THE FACT THAT THERE IS TOO MANY OF YOU DIDN'T RATE MY PROFILE OR FAN ME CAUSE I DO HAVE ALMOST 9400 FRIENDS AND 8600 FANS ,AND WE ALL KNOW THERE IS TOO MANY PEOPLE ON EACH LIST THEY ARE FANS BUT NOT FRIENDS,SO ITS TIME FOR ME TO CLEAN MY CLOSET AND DELETE THOSE WHO NEVER TOOK THE TIME TO RATE OR BECOME MY FANS CAUSE I DID MY SHARE AND THEY DIDN'T I'M SURE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I'M SORRY IF YOU'LL FIND OUT THIS WEEK THAT YOU'RE NOT ON MY LIST ANY MORE....BUT YOU ASK FOR IT. AND IF YOU LIKE TO STAY ON MY LIST PLEASE TAKE THE TIME AND CHECK IF YOU DID OR NOT ,AND PLEASE LET ME KNOW WITH HELLO AND I'LL RETURN THE LOVE TO ALL... JUST CLICK ON THIS LINK BELOW TO FIND OUT ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® õWñÈR õҒ WÌLÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌñ ñ LõÚñGÈ۞@ fubar THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞

This Was Made For Me By Cdncyborg
GODFATHER Corky1952~Owner of The Global Bombers ~&~Founder of White Tiger Bombers~@ fubar Let's show him the respect he deserves. (repost of original by 'CDNCYBORG' on '2007-07-28 12:13:26')

7/29/07 Somber
Well i lost 3 more crushes today =( I wonder who they were and what i did to lose them? thats why i won't use Mine on anyone... i try and stay positive and the smallest thing as stupid as that is makes me melencholy why couldn't i be all Italian why did the other half have to be Celt !!! lol OYE see im starten to smile already =P MelancholyMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Gods Gift To Me
Through the hazy mist One hot summer morn Remembering the joyous day Our baby boy was born Love filled my soul Like nothing ever known A tiny little angel To call our very own All our pain forgotten When laid into my arms Making you a promise To keep you from all harm Each day is a blessing forever that we embrace You are special and it shows in your face All the smiles and laughter Stored away in my heart Memories for me to cherish For times when we're apart We wont let anyone tell us having you was wrong You are our life the beat of our song God gave me the greatest gift On that misty summer morn The present of parenthood When unto we you were born We Love You Druen

I Am Totally Fucked.. Financially
Yup.. thats right yall read it.. I'm screwed.. the cashflow is gone and we can no longer afford to pay for the player.. If anyone would like to step up and help its much appreciated.. but if not the lounge will be shut down and the player is being canceled. Not only because Tagsy and I can't afford to pay for it anymore.. but because we needed to be able to rely on alot of you.. to help us.. and to the few who have thank you its appreciated more than you'll ever know. To those of you who haven't and called yourselves friends thanks for making me realize that what we've tried to do was all in vain and reminding us it was just so easy to give up and we should... Ty for that.. Guess I shoulda let the hackers do their handywork.. Honestly if this pisses anyone off.. I really don't care. If it does you can kiss my ass and take a dive. Fuck the haters I'm done with it. People would bitch and complain about the lounge... and how no one was ever in there.. well FUCK how bout you

Everything I Do I Do For You !!!
All that I live for, is just to find a way, to show how much I love you, somehow find a way, deep in your heart you know, without having to be told, you are the reason, behind all that I say and do, if only you where with me, I know I'd find a way, to bring a smile to your face, somehow brighten your day, I would bring you flowers, cook dinner for you each night, as you relaxed in warm bubbles, caressed by candle lite, we would block out all the world, together we would be as one, you are my heart and soul, Everything I do, I do it for you ..

A Friend Here To Stay
Sitting at the Lake, I knew it was not fake, Watching the World as we seen it, Knowing we would mean it, You leaned back on me, Unlocking my heart and setting it free, Intense was your touch, Feeling i was serching for so much, To start out slow, What a better way to go, The water rippling bye, My mind wondering why, you are sitting there with me, The tree's and the woods, surrounding us that day, I wish we could have stayed, the deer came out to play, You did not stay, Stalked them like a cat, There i watched and sat, You got with in a couple of feet, The deers you did meet, a few pics that you took, all i could do was look, i didnt see them much, I was longing for your touch, We left that site, Against all my might, Holding you felt right, Even when we both held each other tight, You are so special and kind, Truely a unique find, To have you would be grand, at my side i hope you will stand, as i drove you home, you held my hand, You sent my heart a

Rip Nanny, Forever I Will Love You!
YESTERDAY, AUGUST 1, 2007 WAS THE HARDEST DAY OF MY LIFE, I BURIED MY GRANDMOTHER. BUT AT THE FUNERAL SERVICE I SAID SOMETHING ABOUT MY GRANDMOTHER AND I WANTED TO SHARE IT WITH YOU ALL. SOO, HERE YA GO... So, I had a lot of trouble thinking of what to say today. I didnt know how to get the words out or how to say it. I have thought about trying to have a conversation with nan or something, but I felt like I just had to let it flow, soooo….here it goes. I have dreaded this day for a really long time. I didn’t think It would be happening so soon though. This means that the person I love most in this world (besides my mother and father of course) is no longer with us. But, she is finally at peace, looking down on all of us, as she is eating her balsamic chicken over rice from Mother Kelly’s or her seven layer cake from Zomick’s. But, after 35 years of being a widow, she is finally reunited with her one true love, my Papa Normy. My nan was an extraordinary woman. She

I Love My Wet Dreams!!
My last night must have been filled with sucking cocks, in my wet dreams. Because, when I woke up I was so wet..and its still on my mind.. Blowjobs are really my forte’, if a woman can be a professional cocksucker without being paid, that’s me. I love and enjoy sucking cock. The next cock I get my hands and mouth on, is going to be spoiled! *wink*. When I head down south on a man, I like to kiss my way down, suck on his nipples and use my tongue to tickle a bit (I like hearing the gasps.) I’d prefer a man who is well trimmed, maybe partly shaved. Bare smooth balls are so sexy to link n suck on. A man is usually quite erect by the time I reach my destination. I then like to breath on it, touch it with my tongue a bit..teasing for just the right amount of time, a man usually grabs my head and positions me over his throbbing cock, not being able to take much teasing. My lips and mouth are quite moist, and I crave to deepthroat. I think there are many tricks to giving a good blow

Struggle Within (old School)
Like the leaves fallen from the trees in the fall I feel rejected And sometimes I wish death would call Then to my life I will no longer be subjected The torment I enduce upon myself is killing me Happiness is what I need inside Loved is what I need to be Someday I will leave this place where I hide To let the world see my face But I'm scared they will all flee So I stay at this slow pace Scared to let anyone see My inner self, The Prince Charming, romantic, and just plain perfect Now I wince All your doubts I can detect But why? Why doesn't anyone believe in me? If I could I would cry But weakness I won't even let myself see I have to stay strong And fight against the hell I am living in Although I have done many things wrong I have not commited an unforgivable sin Someday I will win My struggle within

Spokenword(video Blog) : Untitled.. & Heretic By Marq
Untitled Why must everything I say taken so seriously? Through one sided perceptions Twisting the words, you hear from me Over analyzed exaggerated & out of context Manipulating my speech Have you not realized yet That I’ll write whatever comes to my mind At a particular moment or at that specific time It doesn’t mean that it’s my philosophy Just that I had the thought An I wrote when it came to me I’ll concoct a rhyme just to invoke a feeling Or to define my life an give it more meaning I’ll keep a line just because I think its cute Or for its crucial truth that’s impossible to refute.. Heretic For what is it exactly that I am disliked? Is it for my honesty & blunt thinking? Or for my words & the ways that I am speaking? Is it for my religious beliefs or lack of faith there of? Or for my tempered heart from lack of love? Is it my ways & thoughts & my opinions being wrought Or for my honor & the fierceness in which I've fought? Telling me "You often

Person I Truely Cherish
Since this is my first blog, don't realy know how its suppose to go. Just saying whats on my broken heart....didn't think there would be a better time then now. This morning I woke then heard the most horrific news I regreted to ever hear, and that is the passing of my grandfather. The man was truely the most remarkable human being alive. Very much loved in the small town community where I'm from (TX) Grateful because I just seen him 2 weeks ago when I went on vacation to visit and now it seems that every word he spoke last to me is playing over and over in my head. State of confusion and misbelief is dwelling in my mind. So, I guess I just wanted to write this down to try and ease the numb feeling in the pit of my stomache, and wanted this to be the first and definitely most important "blog" I have! Without a doubt the man will be missed eternally.

What Is Your Animal Strength
You scored as Eagle, You are the wise and magestic Eagle! People look up to you as a leader and as a friend. But even though you are a great leader and advice giver you don't like to take all the credit and brag.Eagle95% Wolf50% Horse40% Bear35% WHAT IS YOU ANIMAL STRENGTHcreated with QuizFarm.com

Bullshit And Theworld Of Wankers.
you know whats gay? the fact that i have no friends. now that sounds bad. i have friends. but really not many at all...like 5. anygays. its fucked up when youre peoples chose god damn world of shitwhores over kickin it with yous. its fucked up. me-"hey you wanna jam?" them-"yeah, sure come on over!" five minutes pass... me-"dude, i thought we were jammin?" them-"i know but my guild (circle jerks) needs me to help butt fuck these dwarves and shit....you can hang out till im done" me-"no thats cool...theres like 44 other things i think id rather do...like put a clamp on my balls or somethin." i mean what the fuck. fucking queerbait. now im going to sit here and look up ass and titties in the interwebz... god damnit.

Im Aquarius What One Are You
im an Aquarius wich one are yoiu Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. LEO: The Lion in bed Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at shit. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Loyal.Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Great when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. CAPRICORN The passionate Lover Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Freak in bed, one of a kind. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget.

T
one more thought before i pass out.......it seems like fubar to me is a like an upside down capital T at this point....those who know whats going on are below the T and then there are two sides for the rest of the people and if you know whats going on and what side you are on you can be friends with those who are still in the middle because they are guilty by assosiation......i donno if i am wrong here or if i am only seeing it this way for one reason but i see it like this

A Really Cool Lady Needs To Level
This is for a good friend of mine. She's been sitting at the level she's at for quite some time.. Please come show her some fubar love by rating here pics and stash.. Thanks! 34.5K needed to level her folks, that's all.. **juju** a.k.a. De Royal Luvßug **CLUB FAR**@ fubar

For All To Read That Care To Read
FOR EVERYONE ON HERE I DONT WONT ANYONE NOT TO MISUNDERSTAND WHAT I AM FIXING TO SAY SO FOR THOSE OF U THAT NEED SHIT SPELLED OUT IN CRAYON HERE GOES!!!!!!! I AM A GROWN ASS MAN AND YES I TALK TO A SHITLOAD OF PEOPLE ON HERE AND I AM A VERY BUISY PERSON FROM THE TIME I GET UP TIL THE TIME I GO TO BED! I DONT HAVE NOR DO I WONT DRAMA. HOWEVER I WAS BLASTED BY SOMEONE IN A BLOG CALLING ME A PLAYA WTF I DONT HAVE TIME TO BE A PLAYA IF I WONT TO TALK TO SOMEONE OR IF I CHOOSE TO MEET SOMEONE I AM A GROWN ASS MAN AND I AM SINGLE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LET ME SAY THAT AGAIN I AM SINGLE AND PLAN ON BEING THAT WAY FOR A LONG TIME I CHOOSE TO DO THIS BECAUSE OF DRAMA AND I AM NOT A FAN OF THAT AT ALL !!! IF U KNOW ME IN REAL LIFE U KNOW I WILL DO ANYTHING TO MAKE ANYONE HAPPY ALSO I AM HERE FOR ANYONE INCLUDING THOSE WHO DONT CARE FOR ME ! I VALUE MY FRIENDS AND DONT GET ENOUGH TIME TO SPEAK TO THEM AND THAT MAKES ME SAD THAT I CANT TALK TO ALL OF THEM ALL THE TIME . HOWEVER IF WE TALKED IN THE PAS

Thunderous Elevator
For those of you who have not had a chance to read through my blog before and read any of my previous erotic stories... here is a favorite. Thunderous Elevator Ride By Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 I have just checked into my hotel and am about to go up the elevator to my room and I am standing in the lobby waiting for those stainless steel faced doors to open. The bell rings with each floor it stops at as I wait for it open for me. A long flight to Vancouver from Montreal and all I want to do is get undressed, take a shower and get into bed. I have a very busy schedule booked for tomorrow. I look at my watch and it is 10:35 PM. It is late and all I hear in the lobby is a phone ringing way off in the distance at the registration desk and of course that soft piano music being piped in all over the hotel. The full-length windows that line the lobby show my reflection staring out into the late night darkness. I can see some flashing of lightning off in the distance. Must be

Little Sugar On The Prairie
Dear friends, I'm writing to you from the shriveled and dry heart of America--Dakota country. I'm over an hour away from the nearest Wal-Mart, which warms my heart, but the 90 plus temperatures have warmed the rest of me so much so that I'm a bit overheated. And brown, too. Even though I'm about five shades lighter than my mother, she tells me I look like I'm turning into a little Injun. My people aren't the most politically correct. You may be wondering what on earth I'm doing on the fu when I could be spending this valuable time with my family, people I see perhaps twice a year. Truth be told, I'm escaping. I'm curled up in bed--in my childhood bedroom--looking up at photos my mother hung of me. One of me with my brother, one of me as an adult with my pretty, and one of me as a chubby two-year-old girl, apparently humping a kitty. I'm thinking of scanning it and making a classy hump-day html comment for everyone to enjoy. Kitty-child-porn, if you will. (And you

As You Can See
as you can see i deleted most of my pictures my bipolar got the best of me lastnight and i am sorry,it is sad that i let one guy ruin my selfasteam that quick but i lived with that stuff for many years and im working on it he just caught me at the wrong time but if you want my pictures back i have to put the nsfw for family only i can only have 25 people in my family so it will be tuff to decide ,thats if you want them back

#4....sex Fantasy....part 2
PART TWO: I now start to move down his chest with my hands, removing his shirt, kissing his chest as I remove it, I start to kiss him again, deeply and passionately. I move to his chest, kissing, and licking and then I start to nibble softly on his nipples, ummmm, he likes this....Licking and sucking, as I move towards his cargo shorts, unbuttoning them and then the zipper. I put my hand down his shorts and oh what I find, I want. Down to the ground they go, he steps out of them, kicks them to the side, I know start to remove his briefs with my teeth, making sure the head of his cock stops at my mouth for a quick lick....ummmm the precum across my tongue and in my mouth, yummy. His briefs are now off and I move back up his legs, kissing, licking, rubbing with my hands, and he is watching my every move. I reach his cock, I then take it in my hand and my other hand is rubbing his balls as I gently brush my tongue across the head, and slowly start to suck on it...mmmm.....so nice....in

Ratings!!!
Hey guys, i just wanna say thank you so much for all of the love you give me each and everyday. I'd also like to ask you guys to please take a few min. to come to my page to check and make sure that you have rated my profile and fanned me. If you feel that you have done both, and i have not returned the love, then PLEASE send me a private message so that i can check on it. Im not always at my computer and sometimes i miss it,because i get so many alerts a day. I find it kind of rediculous that i have 109,928 profile views, but only 11,017 ratings. I also have almost 10,000 friends, but only 5,018 fans. So that means over half of you have forgotten to fan, but anyways thanks again for all the love you do give, and please stop by and check. thanks alot!

Fake
Ok guys, seems i have a fan that i dont really need. http://www.fubar.com/user/1081996 This user is a newbie and has decided rather than use own pic he/she would use mine! so im warning you all now that if its not a level 22 Shell its not me! Unfortunately for him/her they decided to prey on people in my friends list so i was informed asap. Thanks Gaz for telling me x Be warned everyone, You know im not malicious. This account has been reported so hopefully theyll not be around long. x x x x x S H E L L

In A Whiney Mood, I Guess
I'm not really sure what I want to say here. I am not happy today and it feels like no one gives a f*ck. But then again, why should they? My mood is solely up to me and I shouldn't expect people to read my mind or care for that matter. Expectations generally only cause disappointment, which I am far too familiar with. In the last few months I have opened myself up to a couple of people and I'm beginning to believe it was a mistake. I do not like being hurt and when I keep my feelings guarded I don't get hurt. On the other hand, if we don't open up to people, we very well could miss out on a very special connection with someone. I believe my biggest mistake is jumping in with both feet. I tend to be very passionate in everything, happiness, anger, excitement, etc. But its impossible for me not to, it's who I am. I am also very compassionate and I don't feel like it is returned to me. I just need to stop thinking and stop caring. It probably won't matter in a year anyway

~* 60 Things Girls Dont Know About Guys *~
es *Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot. *"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. *Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. *Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. *Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. *Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. *Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. *A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. *Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. *Don'

Random
I have been finding myself nore and more disallusioned with the whole points rank race on here. I am doome spending noney on blast to have people who really dont give 2 hoots to rate me etc.. to be deleted when i am not here to listen to their every perverted shout and or fu mail. So I am here to officially surrender my redneck crown. Delete me if you will.. i know the good ones will stay. Ad for my recent hit and miss interactions via the web. I can only say sorry and let you knwo it has been due to a lack of motivation to deal with all the fu crap. I have 3 kids and a rocky marriage to deal with.. a house and yard full of chores. Dr apptns. cub scouts.. pta... church , yes you heard me church, and a whole slew of other things to keep me occupied. On another note.. i am going to try to take this blogging thing a bit more seriously.. no more silly posts.. if i have nothing to say.. i wont be posting. PART 2.. new blog My weekend has been draining. i spent close to 6 hours,,

Cleaning Up Lists
Over the next few days i will be cleaning up my lists. starting with my fans in this group i will make sure that everyone has a returned fan and friend request.. the i will go to who i am a fan of if i do not see a return fan i will remove my fan. then friends list if we are not fans of each other you will be removed. I hope to get this organized soon see you later. has i drop in i will try to leave a comment as well. kisses if you are my fan you have no need to worry but i will dreop by and leave a comment to ya

This Cool Guy Needs To Level 26.2k Needed Thanks!
This awesome guy needs to level... Can you come show him some love when you have a moment.... mizotte59 member of the Quiet Angels@ fubar He or I will show you love later....

Never Want To Part
poems flow so free, like the wind through a tree, nice to have my heart flow, to let everyone know, the person you see, is the real me, i take the bad and the good, as someone really should, i try not to lie, for it makes people cry, i am some what shy, im not like any other guy, thats why i am me, now you are starting to see, the passion inside me, i live life for what it is, a gift from the man above, i try never to push and shove, but i would like to find love, so she can see, how i would treat a lady, love and respect, with no neglect, honor and truth, wouldnt be like pulling a tooth, for i am me, and my heart has been set free, devotion and love, as he has given from above, now i will sit and wait, to see if its my fate, to find the one, that can tame my heart, who would never want to part..............

Please Pray 4 Me N My Family. Especially My Cousin
I couldnt stop crying after i got the call n now reading it it saddens me n as i am at work am crying more Mother fatally shot on Staten Island She died after son tries to save her WABC Eyewitness News (Staten Island - WABC, August 12, 2007) - A son trying to defend his mother remains hospitalized following a deadly shooting on Staten Island. Related Links Police say last night Yvonne Rivera's ex-boyfriend shot the 44-year-old mother after her son came to her defense. The gunman shot the son as well. Eyewitness News reporter NJ Burkett has more from west Brighton. Detectives are describing what happened on Staten Island Saturday night as a heartbreaking story of domestic violence. The woman's son survived after he threw himself between his mother and the man who was apparently trying to kill her. It happened in the Elm Park section. Neighbors say the gunman was the women's ex-boyfriend. He confronted her in the driveway, furious over their breakup.

What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You???
What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?? What Your Favorite Color Red Says About You: Ambitious --- Energetic --- Passionate Spontaneous --- Attractive --- Inspiring Seductive --- Powerful --- Addicting What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?

Skarred Dammit!
for those of you who do care...... OK Most of you know I have to have a biopsy done 2morrow. I AM SKARRED, cuz last time it was abnormal and it hurts like a mother-F*CKER!!! I am awake during this procedure and I have had it done be4 but it just sucks and I am terrified that the dr is going to find something wrong. SOOO many of my friends on here are the absolute best, I couldn't ask for a better support system then what I have rite now. To be honest, this is sad but true, My FRIENDS on here are more compassionate then my "FRIENDS" here. The ones that know me the best and the ones that I have known the longest don't even call me to say how ya feelin today. BUT I get on here and I am bombarded with ppl asking me if I am ok and how I am feeling. I LOVE IT. I feel that my friends do think of me and do care about me and that I am not sum eye candy for most of them. I LUV ALL MY FRIENDS!!!! THANK YOU SOO MUCH!! YOU ALL ARE VERY MUCH APPRIECIATED!!!!!!!! ALL MY L

What's The Part Of You That No One Sees?
What's the Part of You That No One Sees? The Part of You That No One Sees You are powerful, passionate, and dominant. You have a vision of how things should be, and you do your best to make things happen. People rely on you for your strength. You are a rock to many. Underneath it all, you aren't so sure about your passions. So many ideas spark your interest, it is hard for you to get behind a select few. However, you see indecision as a sign of weakness. So you pursue your goals full force - no matter how foolish they turn out to be. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

Yay Fuck This
I make a joke mumm about me being crazy or not and boom it gets deleted, yea fuck that shit. It was legit, and a proper mumm, fuck this shit i'm not going to go to scrapper to beg for my mumms back because it's bullshit that mumm got pulled to begin with, so in short fuck the mumms

Nope! I'm Not In It.......
Recently it's come to light that I have "supposedly" done some things. I am going to set the record as straight as I possibly can and this is all the time I'm going to dedicate to this. 1. I have not told people I would delete anyone from my list who befriended or stayed friends with people I'm out of graces with or have issues with. You are adults, you choose your friends, not me. 2. I have not instructed Underground staff to downrate, harass or bother any other FU member. Their business is in the Underground. 3. Yes, I did something that offended a "friend" of mine, I did also apologize and explain that the intent was not malicious. I will not and have not posted anything negative about that "friend" and I won't. Bottom line.....I have things to do. I do not wish to get involved in any pissin contests at the moment, I've really got no reason to. I'm aware of what's being said and eventually, the subject matter will change but I really don't intend on getting

How I Know..
honestly, it's different for everyone...this is how it is for me.. There's that first meeting...for me it was a blind date of sorts..i knew what the person looked like..she was gorgeous..could have any guy in the world. I was so nervous meeting her because of this..really..shes gorgeous.. Anyway, that first meeting..you're nervous--you've had bad luck in the past, why should this be any different? From that first instant she has you with her smile...the way her hair blows...the way here eyes look at you..every corny detail that makes true love so cheesy. You make lame jokes at an attempt to see her smile as often as possible. The first day is amazing..you wonder where this girl has been your whole life...its creepy how well you connnect...she knows what youre thinking at every second, which makes you even more nervous about screwing this up. Her laugh makes your heart flutter. You can't stop staring, and when she catches you, you have no explanation. And then the meeting i

Answer Correctly Plz
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) just tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) have sex with me .... details please! 7) make me breakfast 8) ask me my name (lol) 9) call the cops 10) kiss me

Nigger What?
Rem that small group of people I told you guys about in the UK that constantly harrass me? Well, one of the girls have taken to now contacting people that she feel is close to me and harrassing them too! I'm not sure of everyone she's contacted..just one of the people that I hang with so far. She loves that N word and uses it liberally. Now while I'm still ignoring her, I have this person wondering WTH she's ever done to anyone to be constantly attacked via the web. Its just really sad how these people behave..and then she goes on my you tube account and attacks someone I don't even speak to anymore, but I still love her dearly nonetheless but she went to calling her fat and black ..and thats simply not cool. Then she called her the gata nigger! Can you believe that shit! It just pissed me off to an abnormal extent..and her birthday is rolling around..IDK if she saw that shit..but this little b**** had no right attacking her or calling her names.. I just hate that these people d

Stuff, Stuffed In Other Stuff....
This past Saturday, Lizzylocks and I had another food get-together with the Bad Bunnie and Hooligan X . This time it was ladies choice (for food) so this one's theme was "Food Stuffed in other Food". Again as the Hooligan is on Atkin's, this was a carb free extravaganza, of meats and veggies; and surprisingly no bread or rice or crumb stuffing. Granted the boy's got to choose the dinner dressware: plaid skirts, and hosery (collars optional) Ps. Awesome Party Favors for the host were provided, and have yet to be put into use....reminiscent of the film Secretary.... Appetizers Cream Cheese Stuffed Mushrooms topped with Bacon Seafood and Cheese Stuffed Mushrooms (recipe included below) and Smoked Salmon, Goat Cheese and Asparagus Roulade (recipe included below)

Games And Lies
games and lies, thats all anyone tries, things i despise, be true and real, be someone that can feel, dont act or play, and dont bull-shit about what you say, as night turns into day, i wanted you to stay, but you tell me a lie, and i try, to understand why, you broke my heart, now this is where we part, you never gave us a chance, but at other men you did glance, so to you i say, go ahead and go play, see if you can get them to stay, you dont have a clue, who could have been with you, i asked you to leave with me, wanted you to see, what you could have had with me, once again you did flee, love is not what you want, you enjoy the man hunt, im a man like no other, except for my brother, i would have loved you unconditionally, but you through it away, so here is what i say, have fun in what ever you do, i hope your next guy is true, as i was to you, even though you make me feel blue, i did fall in love with you, you will see what you lost, for it to

New Youtube Channel Idea
So I've had this idea kicking around in my head for awhile now to start a new Youtube channel. I already have one but the videos in it are well.....well they're pretty retarded :) This channel will focus just on my artwork and the process of how it is created. So I'm thinking maybe start it off with an intro to what I'll be sketching any specific kinds of methods I'll be using, what medium, etc. Then comes the heart of the vid, the process. The camera will only be focussed on my hand and the drawing , and the footage will be sped up so it won't put you to sleep. I'll also have music playing in the background with the song selection having something to do with the theme of what I'm drawing. Was thinking about giving it a conclusion, more of me discussing the finished piece but that might be over doing it a bit. I think the intro and process are sufficient enough to work on it's own. So the name of the channel? Well it's a really cheesy name that's been sticking in my head for awhile

As I Grow Wit Out My Babys
WEN I WAS LIL I HAD NO 1 . NOW THAT I HAVE ME BABYS I WISH I CAN SOME HOWE REDEW MY YEARS.I WANT 2 BEABLE RASE MY EYEBROW AND SAY LOOK IM A GREAT DAD.IM NOT JUST SOME THUG I SIT ALONE MY DREAM MY LIFE MY SOUL MY BREATH MY AIR NOTHING CAN STAND BETWEEN ME AND MY LIL SOLDIERS

Foregiveness???
so like i don't ever have enough on my plate at one time... i had a sit down with my two youngest boys therapist today.. she tells me that my sons show signs of dis associative disorder, for those that don't know what that is, if gone untreated can lead to post traumatic disorder or multiple personality disorder..WOW!!! so how to deal with the fact that now i feel i am to blame for stayin soo long with someone that has caused this in my babies... right now i am at the point of never wanting him to see them again.. but he isn't the only one to blame.. i was sooo lost inside i couldn't see the true damage he was causing not only to me but to my boys... how can i ever expect to be forgiven for allowing this??? will it be true forgiveness if received?? there are soo many thoughts goin thru my head and i don't know which way to go.. soo many answers i need, don't know where to start to look.. how did this become my life.. all those childhood dreams of eternal love and happiness were taken l

To My Friends...in Regards To My Other Account...
I don't know if you remember when I had announced that I was expecting a baby. Well, a few weeks ago I had found out that I had miscarried my baby at 16 weeks. I was going through a tramatic time and had pulled myself away from everyone. I had also deleted my (at the time) cherrytap account. That's why I disappeared. It was nothing against any of my dear friends, I just needed time for myself. The emails and outpouring of love from my friends really meant alot to me. Thank you for being there. xoxo~Green Eyed Girl~

I Am Love
I am troubled by the misuse of the word love on the internet today, a very good friend of mine and I talked and well the essence of concencus is that we are all love love abides at the basic depth of each soul, it is what we do with it that makes a difference. Also FYI the greeks have 5 words which all translate to love but each word describes a unique love from that of friendship to that of a devine sort. Anyway Love is a very important and powerful thing I just think it should be weilded with a little more care, every time I say I close my eyes a moment so that I know I mean it and how I mean it. Here a few other thoughts on the subject, Enjoy them and I hope you all have someone to share it with, your love that is. "Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired." - Robert Frost "The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart." - Helen Keller "For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my

Today
friend was sposta call or meet me on line... did neither... got hurt by a friend... went to get a new batttery for my jeep... put it in... worked on the bitch for 4 hours... still wont start... got hurt by another friend... got in a fight with the family... and now i have a fucking headache

Wahoooo I Won The 50,000 And The 70,000 !!!
Re: Re: Re: BABY I HAVE TWO PEOPLE MYSELF AND ONE OTHER PLEASE Show header Date: Wed, 08 Aug 2007 19:56:42 -0700 From: To: shadylady@fubar.com Reply-To: Size: 4 KB __________________________________________________________________________________________________ MY FURBAR MAIL THAT STATES IF YOUR THE FIRST TO HIT BOTH YOU GET BOTH. THE MONTH BLAST AND THE HAPPYHOUR WAHOOOOOOOOOOOO __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ It goes in order, u hit 20,000 u get blast or VIP, First to 50,000 gets 30 day blast. 1st to 70,000 Get HAPPY HOUR. YOU GET TO 50,000 FIRST, AND THE HAPPY HOUR 1ST YOU GET BOTH On 8/8/2007, shadylady@fubar.com wrote: DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU WANT IM GOING FOR OR CAN I JUST JUMP IN AND SEE WHICH ONE I HIT.. SAY IM GOING FOR THE HAPPY HOUR AND IM THE FIRST ONE TO HIT 50,000 BUT SOMEONE ALREADY HIT 70,000 SO I LOSE EVERYTHING OR WOULD I WIN T

This Is What Dolly Disaster Thinks About.. I Wrote This Over A Year Ago...
Hey you pervs..lol I wrote this well over a year ago.. If you read it, please take the time to tell me what you think.. Dont be shy! I love hearing from you guys think... Love you!! DOlly Disaster . I want to feel your hot breath on my neck as your fingertips trace my neck, collarbone, down my stomach, then right between my legs slowly grazing my inner thighs...I slowly spread my legs apart a bit..Fell you softly rub my pussy through my panties....YOu feel me start to tremble at your touch...I start to grind my hips against your body, I can feel your cock groeing and getting hard against my ass and I start to grind on you a bit harder...I feel your hand come up and gently wrap around my neck, you pull me into you and whisper in my ear that you want my cunt...You climb on top of me and you kiss me HARD i can feel your cock against my stomach nice and hard..Youtongue fuck my mouth with your tongue and I can feek your heart pounding..Without a word you grab your cock and spank m

Wanna Know The Real Me? Here's Your Chance...
Dazzy is really Lindsey Goolsby. A girl born in a small town to unwealthy parents who worked their asses off everyday just for us to survive, only to have their daughter grow up and disappoint them both. I have no job, no car, and no life. I've gone through numerous relationships because I fall too hard too fast. I started smoking at 16 because my daddy told me not too. Started weed because I decided to hang out with the wrong people because my parents told me not to. The entire time I was in school I was picked on for being poor, fat, ugly, blah blah blah...I was depressed so I ate, and because I ate, I got bigger. I lost my virginity to a fucker who said he loved me. Fell in love with the biggest asshole on earth, who I should've known to avoid because he was virginity-taker's BEST FRIEND...Lost him to a nasty whore because I let him fuck her. The next two years were hell because I was heartbroken, stupid, and believed he'd come back. Got over that, started dating again...Every relat

Please Read Need Advice Form Friends And Family
Need some advice from the ladies Every body knows me as ERIc and that’s my real name, I like making friendship first , I like to build trust and communication with that friend, I love to spoil that special friend a lot, I like to share things and learn new things, I think a guy should treat a lady like a friend and lady, I think sex on line is stupid, I think sex is to share with the person off line and in person but having sex with that lady should be special and real love inside to share it with and good communication. I cook ,clean and enjoy cooking I ‘m the guy who likes to share hugs and love to that special friend who need a kind word or a smile. I think building a special friendship first with that lady, what her interest, her likes and dislikes, I’m the guy who likes to make that breakfast in the morning and leave that rose to make her day , tell her that it is going to bea good day and smile

When You Know You Have Too Many Friends On Your List When...
Some guy added me to his family last night & I have no freaking clue who he was :|. I think that's a sign you have too many friends. I just went through and deleted about 20 people or so & I'm not even under 200 LOL. Am I officially a FUBAR whore?

New Head Officer And Leader Of Bomb Squad
I WOULD LIKE TO WELCOME A NEW OFFICER TO OUR FAMILY. SHE WILL BE THE HEAD OF AND LEADER OF THE NEW HOME PAGE FOR THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY. I WANT ALL FAMILY MEMBERS TO GO AND FRIEND AND FAN HER FOR SHE IS AN AWESOME LADY, AND VERY GOOD AT WHAT SHE DOES. PLEASE ALL MEMBERS LISTEN TO HER AND SHE WILL HELP YOU. SHE IS A VERY PERSONAL FRIEND TO ME AND SHE COMES TO THIS FAMILY WITH ALOT OF LOYALITY AND RESPECT.HER NAME IS AIMEE PIERCE AND THIS IS THE LINK TO HER. ♥Äïmêê♥ FUBAR wife to Baldaddy@ fubar THANK ALL OF YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT IN WELCOMING THIS NEW OFFICER. IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM YOU WILL NEED TO SPEAK WITH HER FIRST. AND LIKE I SAID SHE IS HERE FOR YOU AND THIS FAMILY AND I HAVE THE UPMOST RESPECT FOR HER AND I KNOW YOU WILL FEEL THE SAME WAY. AGAIN THANK YOU HITMAN6

The War Against Point Whores Has Begun!!!
Okay....First off I'mma set it off like this....Today The War against Point Whores Has Officially Begun!! I am SICK and tired of NOT having the luv returned with the MAJORITY of the women of Fubar on here....it appears that the vast majority of them are either too stupid,too shallow,too ignorant,too naive,too conceited,too pompous or too pretentious to show the same amount of respect to YOUR page and YOUR profile that you showed them. You see I have 441 friends...only 128 fans and am a fan of 490 people...when I send a friends request I also fan,rate the pic and rate the profile and let me tell you that's quite an accomplishment to do seeing how some of your fucking pages take 10,12,15,20 minutes or more just to fucking LOAD up to do all of that....but is the luv.....is the RESPECT that you shown them returned? FUCK NO!! It seems that the MAJORITY of women on here are completely content with taking ALL the points from fanning,rating the profile,rating the pic and adding and just accept

The Reasons
The reason's I dislike Mystical are very simple. 1.Her fake pics. 2. SHE LIED ABOUT BEING IN THE MILITARY. She is a con-artist. She uses guys for all they are worth. She isn't even good looking n the RL. I've seen pictures of her and I have some. She says she never used her pictures because of an accident??? There was no accident. Your ugly bitch face it. If you are a dude and your involved with her your an idiot I'm sorry. Wake the hell up Ski. I'm not gonna bash Ski to much though cause after all he is my brother in arms. He's being played like a fiddle right now though. Then there is this other guy. I don't know much about him "x_wolf_x" or whatever his name is. Dude seriously do you trust a girl that was talking you up while her "So Called" hubby was in Iraq??? Or maybe you just didn't care which would also make you a fucked up person. If she would play him while he is in Iraq she WILL play your ass. The funny thing is I guarantee that she is talking to someone else besi

Tag! Lol
So the point of this game is to post a blog about ten weird habits/random facts about yourself, and then "tag" ten people who, then, have to post a blog about their ten weird habits/random facts. You have to tag them in your blog and then post a comment on their page saying that you tagged them. No tag-backs are allowed! 1. As much as I love music I have NEVER been to a concert! 2. I can burp like a man 3. I have mild OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) 4. I have a mole on my eyelid near the corner. 5. I have a scar on my left leg from where I had 13 stitches and it's in the shape of an upside down A and it's numb in the middle. I can press my fingernail in it until I feel the bone and I won't feel a thing. Weird enough for ya? 6. At 29 years old I decided to go to college. 7. I had a poem published once. 8. I squirt. 9. At one point in my life I owned approx. 30 cats. Ok we lived in the woods and I left the cat food out for my cats and all the wild

Crying N The Inside , Wearing A Mask Of Happiness On The Outside.
Yes that is me without going into too much detail, Im being torn into several different directions at once. Im just not happy right now. Life is too damn confusing for me. Too bad the answers arent handed out to you......

This Is How I Feel Lately
You know, lately I have been thinking that I'm being led on by people. I am so nice to them and shit but they just seem to blow me off. If shit like this keeps happening I'm just going to cut off all contact from all my friends ...cause I am tired of being used and blown off.

Episode 3, The Screaming
ok kids, heres the next and hopefully final episode of the kidney stone saga. after spending a quiet evening friday night, not in too much pain, i finally drift off to sleep. im thinking, ok, this is cool. maybe ill actually rest for a few hours. ummm, no. about 4 am, the blinding pain has returned. not the pain i felt the first day mind you, which was bad enough, but, severe, i want to die pain. my daughter believes i am being tortured by some unseen harry potter curse in my own bed. ugh. so, needless to say, for most of saturday, i spent my time in the bathroom, or curled up in the fetal position. meanwhile, my entire family is now in my house, asking me what they can do, lol. the words "go away" i assume where only audible in my head. now, most normal humans probably would have taken the advice of all the other people in the house and gone to the hospital, but alas, im not most normal humans, lol. in fact, since this is not my first rodeo, i knew what was happening. i could feel the

For The Record!!!!
Just so all of you know.....I am not here to look at NSFW pictures.....However if I wanted to...I would.and I would personally comment to you about them..I really dont need anyone to let me know theirs are available for viewing...I have eyes ya know..and whoaaa!!!! I can fucking READ!! On to others.....I am personally not here for the rateing or points....I do not go around rateing and commenting just for the hell of it!! so PLEASE!!!! DO NOT ask me to do this just for your gratitude or to boost your ego..Im not gonna do it!!! If I feel the need to rate or comment...Its definately because I WANT to and for this reason ONLY!!! To my friends who really know me...I love ya!!! Thankyou

Just A Random Blog
its funny how someone can be totally butt crazy in love with you one day and the next day have no feelings what so ever left for you. its funny how a website can change you into the person that you said you'd never become. How the things that never mattered are now the only things you care about. How you can hate someone with even more passion that you had when you were in love with them.... totally random...dont know why i blogged this, just felt like it i guess *shrug* :)

For A Really Good Friend Of Mine.
Warning: this is not the ideas and feelings of fubar. this is the feelings of an individual...me! this blog has been edited due to immature people. if you cant handle the truth then please go elsewhere. Ok I wanted to clear some air here. I know one of my good friends has gotten a bad rap, and I just can’t understand it for the life of me. this person does so much for fubar. Not only does he stand up for the girls who get random people being crude to them, but he’s such a great listener. He was the first one there for me after my father passed, and I was one of the first there for him after one of his closest friends/brother passed (at least I think I was lol). There have been so many ridiculous rumors and lies spread about him. I can’t stand to see one of my close friends hurt like that. And it does hurt him. More than you guys all know. He has been the first in line to defend people and he gets the shit end of the stick. I know there are a few users on my friends list

Romance
If I had you girl What would you do If I loved you forever Would you love me too How can I survive without you by my side Life wouldn't be the same Because we were meant to be I cant explain my feelings Love is a funny thing I have butterflies in my stomach It makes me want to sing I'll give you the world Your hearts every desire Be your knight in shinning armor Just to see you look at me and admire Open your eyes dear Tell me what you see We belong together Just you and me

Calmness In Our Lives
I am passing this on to you because it definitely works and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace. Dr Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished." So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel right now. Please pass this on to those whom you think might be in need of inner peace.

Basic Skin Tutorial
Layouts using this tutorial are very basic. This will change the background, the opaque to transparent and the font color. The two values you need to change is the URL and COLOR. For color either use web-safe colors or the hexadecimal value for a color. After choosing and putting in the URL and COLOR choice, go here http://www.fubar.com/create_skin.php erase EVERYTHING that comes up when creating a skin and replace with this code. To see an example of this code in action check this skin out... http://www.fubar.com/user.php?u=28863&preview_skin=455951 CODE: body{background-image:url(URL)!important;background-attachment:fixed!important;background-repeat:repeat!important;} table,th,tr,td,p{background-color:transparent!important;background:transparent!important;color:COLOR!important;font-weight:bold;}

To Those Who Feel I Am/have Been Pushing Them Aside...
I want to apologize here! I have gone through a lot in the past week since coming home and had a lot on my plate! Trying to be able to walk on my own again - and I am making tremendous progress. The headaches and the nausea are almost non-stop. It's still a process getting back on my feet! On top of that, I am making arrangement to transition myself back to work and to school. Taking tests to see if I need refresher courses and meeting with my advisor about classes and getting online courses for the first semester. Making sure I can have my work schedule and my class schedule coincide and have as little stress about it as possible. I have taken my hits too! I learned towards the end of last week that two of my friends were killed. My friend David was killed by a drunk driver in Nyack, NY. My friend Tina was the victim of a drive-by shooting in New Orleans. To add to this, one of my best friends, Carlos, who is an NYPD officer, was shot on the job a few days ago. He is

Fistful Of Porn
WARNING: Explicit content. If fist-fucking offends your delicate sensibilities, please click the back arrow and return to your vanilla porn-surfing. I was reading Savage Love the other day, and I came across a reference to gay fisting porn, a comment that the woman who wrote in with a question hadn't seen a lot of it. I asked myself, "Have I ever seen any gay fisting porn?!" I hadn't. I'd seen lots of hetero porn, some lesbian porn, and a bit of gay fucking porn, but never fisting. I'm not the connoisseur of porn I once was. Well, that's an exaggeration; at best, I was a dabbler in porn. A couple that lived next door gave me some of their unwanted porn when they moved to LA. And upon learning that I liked porn, my ex-husband bought several DVDs for our mutual enjoyment. However, I quickly tired of DVD porn. Fake breasts and even-faker facial expressions turned me off. As did watching it with my ex-husband. I digress. The Savage reference piqued my interest, and I

A Crush???
Wow.. first thing I gotta say is thank ya, whoever you are.. now I gotta decide.. do I try and figure out who you are? or do I assume you are the person who viewed me just before the crush message came through? lol... yes, I do know who that was ;) Of course, I could react like myself, and ask if you need to be tested for substance abuse for crushin' on me.. LOL...but if you need to be tested... and want some substances... body shots on me!! lol

Doggy A Nervous Wreck
Ive had my chocolate lab ( Kodiak) since he was 8 pounds,at 8 weeks old. We have always treated him as our baby. Really love him and treat him as our child. Two years ago we got another female Lab. She was a puppy but not as young as Kodiak was when we got him. They got along great until just recently, he is whimpering and crying when she is in the hallway blocking his way. She growls at him when he comes inside and gets too close to the shared water bowl. Since Kodiak had a vets visit last week i told the Vet about his behavior. He suggested some antidepressents... Kinda feel bad about giving him drugs... its too soon to see a difference. Anyway anyone experience this, I guess Lola ( the Female dog is the Alpha dog) and Kodiak is scared of her. HELP... I feel like really bad about giving my precious doggy meds. He is fixed, she is not fixed

Yet Another Idiot
This was a conversation that I just had with some guy... now... keep in mind that he was JUST telling me how sexy I was and how much he would LOVE to talk more... then I guess he decided to check out my profile and noticed that of the men in my "family", none of them were white...so I guess that irritated him just a little bit. Here is what he had to say: gqguy4u: i geuss im the wrong color to be on ur fam list ME: and I guess you like to assume.. My family list happens to be for those who are closest to me.... gqguy4u: its easy to fuckin do u make it look at ur profile screams nigger lover" gqguy4u: hurry block me gqguy4u: u know ur going to ME: not worth my time.... sorry love.. ur just another worthless racist. gqguy4u: worthless that mustang i dropped 65 cash 20k over to get paid cash MY house 550k paid off gqguy4u: But im worthless and ur trailer trash who sucks niggers gqguy4u: i problly have more layin on my desk that u have seen in ur life but im not her to brag gqg

Update On My Thyroid
I went to the endocronologist today and found out i have a hyperactive thyroid and for those who don't know what that means is it produces to much hormone and i have huge nodules surrounding it which i still haven't had a biopsy on yet. Right now they gave me medication to shrink it and will eventually do surgery to remove it.

Look What Is Coming Out To Dvd!!!!!
You had this guy Then you had this guy and countless others Now comes the best of Itsim and Oc all on this 2 hour DVD! you know...its really cool if you read all that in the infamous Saturday Night Live voice!!!

Tina Green (1974-2007)
This is something I did in loving memory of my friend, Tina! Tina was a beautiful person, outside and in - a fashion model with a heart of gold! She quickly became one of my closest friends. She was the type who learned to grow on you. Yes, she was persistent and would always give it to you straight, but she could give so much more. Her heart was always in the right place. She would fight side by side with you without even being asked. This is someone I truly loved and will never forget! I saw a fire in her that could never be extinguished! You could knock her down hundreds of times and she would still get back up and keep fighting. When she fought with someone on her side, she was invincible! In July, when I saw all she had done and all she had been through and overcame, I gave the the moniker "The Fire Angel" which she accepted with pride and honor. Tina left us on August 17, 2007! No doubt, taken way too early! I can only say for sure that she is watching us and

Commenting Blocked
it wasn"t bad enought the stupid mother fuckers has had my customize"link on my online statics removed since the 15th of august and i can not write in my on online statics now the stupid sorry asses has blocked me from commenting for speaking my mind on the fucked up page design and now the stupid ticker we got to watch. this whole site right down to staff sucksbabyjesus and scrapper are the 2 behind it.and neither has the balls to reply to my messages

I Can't Win For Losing..
Ok..So everyone read the blog about me doing the modelling thing in Colorado right? WELL NOW, my boyfriend has found out that I may be doing "spread" shots...He's not happy about it. When he told me that he wasn't happy, but that I'd probably do it anyways, I said "You're right, I am." NOW, I'm self-centered. Imagine that shit! Me? Self-centered? Noooooootttttt Dazzy....I've been taught to be like that. GET MINE, fuck everyone else. I'm tired of depending on other people for things I need, so I'm gonna do it MY WAY. Goddamn...He acts like it's prostitution or something... Dazzy

A Womans True Beauty
a womans true beauty, is like a blossuming rose, as days go by its the beauty that grows, the peddles open and it shows, inner beauty is what to behold, grab your heart and dont let go, cause you will feel it from your head to your toe, like a wave passing through, makes every guy look at you, but its i who figured out the clue, to know you is a treat that true, the eyes are the windows to your soul, compared to your beauty i am the troll, i shall climb the mountains to gain your trust, even if i fall and get crushed, you are worth the feat, for you are the one i wish to meet, to me that would be the biggest treat, i would be glad to take the back seat, you are truely kind, one day i wish you i would find, thing have been too weird in my life, like i was stabbed with a knife, but here i sit i must admit, probably looking like a twit, or even a dim-witt, but true love is what i seek, will someone open thier heart for me to peek, but please dont think of me as

Would You Like To Cam? Cyber? Or Have Phone Sex?
NO I Don't, But Thank You For Offering! I'm Not Here To Provide You With Sexual Entertainment Or Be Sexually Entertained By You. Yes, I Have A Cam. I Took My Pics That Are In My Profile With It. That Doesn't Mean That I Will Cam With You Or Add You To My Messengers. Those Friends On My Messenger Treat Me With Respect And Love. Guys Like A 'Tight Box'. That Is What ShoutBox Is... Specially Made With You In Mind :P I Know How Aggravating The ShoutBox Can Be - I Use It Daily As Well. If You Want To Get To Know Me Then It Is One Way Of Being Able To Do So... (PS. Alot of people that don't like the shoutbox, but want to talk have used FuMail to message others :P ) And Finally... Do You Really Think That I Will Give You My Phone Number To Have Phone Sex??? LMAO In Case You Just Answered 'Yes'... Guess Again!! Yes, I've Been Single For Over 5 Years. I Am In No Rush To Get Into A Bad Relationship Again. So I Am Taking My Time To Make Sure That The Man I Fall In Love Wi

Crazy Friend Request...
I just got this as a friend request, and I just don't know what to think...any opinions??? I feel like I warped back to summer camp or something....very odd to me.... OK, here it is below... --------------------------------------- my pending friend requests: clear all | accept all From Date Message ACCEPT | DENY MARGE~ CLUB F.A.R. MEMBER== ~FSFM~ 2007-08-24 19:31:56 Hi , my name is Marge and I am 34 years old. I am a stay at home mom of three beautiful kids ! Marina is eleven years old , Timmy is eight years old and Tristan is almost four years old. I am going through a bitter and nasty divorce after thirteen years of marriage. But depsite that , I have found a man whom I love very much , my boyfriend Juan. I actually found him here on fubar and we met face to face May 28th. When we first met , he was living in Rochester , NY at the time , he is now living with me and my kids. I love all kinds of music and have many interests. In my free time , I love being w

The Best Friends Anyone Could Have!!!
I could not have picked better friends then these... They run so fast ... to my defense... Just because They love me so... and I love them... No one could ever make me stop.. I will never choose... and anyone who asks me to choose... Door is to your right... don't let it hit you on the ass on your way out! Cuz, real friends... ones that care about your happiness... ones that don't want to deprive you of one joy... one laugh... they will love me no matter what... Look at my Friend Jeff (Drunk1)... almost popped his top when he saw that I was crushed... He ran to my defense.. even if I told him not to.. lol.. why?.. Cuz he loves me... thats why... How can you push someone like that away... My 2 wives.. Hope & NSFW_MILF, they went out of their mind when they found me crying... I LOVE THEM ALL SO MUCH.. There are no words... I will never apologize for having these three in my life... I could not love them anymore if I tried... Unique Dream, bit of a bumpy road.. I am a PIA... but ask him a

Poetry Shorts Ii
Alleged Pessimist Labeled negative for these poem’s I write It’s really quite sad they’re my psalms of life An I guess judging solely by them nothing ever goes right But that’s not the case; it’s how I work through the strife All these rhythmic journey’s that come from me Are experiences I’ve had, things I’ve been through si Just a man that was told he was free But in times like these I don’t see how that can be Free to what? Free to struggle Free to go hungry Free to die more daily Or work enslavingly Free to be told how to believe Or feel each day, no way to be Gradually loosing myself in this mess Growing more disgusted daily I must confess That I’m conforming, falling in line Societies loser, wandering lost an sublime “But I’ve fought so hard, I’ve failed!” I wail crying Failed to keep my fire from slowly dying Flags Fateful flags, hateful flags, Irateful flags slew. As Nazi flags, & Mockery flags, The slaughter flag of Jews. F

My Thoughts Upon Waking...
With thoughts of you I start my day, before i dress even before i pray. I think of you, you're on my mind, my thought right now: "SHE'S ONE OF A KIND!" Your eyes... your smile... your loving face, thoughts like these?..A warm embrace. You fill my heart, you caress my soul... YOU are the half that makes ME whole. To hear your laugh or to feel your touch, Such small things would mean so much. Because you see... I'd gladly give a day for each minute spent w/you, always standing by your side Bcuz my love is true. And so it is as your man I give you my life, and make it my plan... to make you my wife. For not only my Love, you are also my Best friend, So when comes my last breath, I want U at the end. But wait! What's this?!?!? A new though now is in my head, as i lay here in my bed. I ask a question, I whisper your name... Please tell me _______, "Do you feel the same?" Now my thoughts...they turn to worry! I wonder why my vision is blurry!

A Funny Lady Needs Your Commenting Love
Hey everyone, I hope your week is going well. I need mad commenting love if you all dont mind. This contest started at 5:00pm,on Tuesday the 21st, and will run till the 31st at Mid- night PST. You need to add fan rate sexy girl blonde to get into my folder. I still need collectively 6K comments a day on my page or more to finish this by minight the 31st, and I am going to need a lot of help to get this done. I know if we all come together as a team, we can get this done. Here is Sexy Girl Blonde's profile link: *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* OWNER OF *THE DYNASTY Here is my contest pic link

I Want One!
I want a fubar hubby...the idea of having a contest came from one of my friends. but I seem to have lost her in the crowd..lol If any of you would be interested in being a fubar hubby let me know..Not sure what it consists of, but I want one..LMAO I may have to run a contest to get one...:P (giggling)

Dumbass Men
Why is it that a man can claim to "really be feeling you," but don't want you? Why is that he can SOMETIMES say that he wants to be your man then when you ask him about it, he is clueless. If men would make up their damn mind, women wouldn't be wasting their damn time on one loser and get a little bit of what they want from many men because it seems that no one man can fulfill ALL my needs. Guess that is why the front of my car says NEVER SATISFIED. I am tired of the games and lies. If all you wanted was sex, say so. If you want more, be a man, speak up and say it. Bottom line: I am single so if you are really about something, then get at me and let's see what happens!!!!! Aimee

Dumbasses
PITBULL: hey get a job PITBULL: no one likes me i got 367 fans an you PITBULL: won't say shit now huh fag ->PITBULL: I have a job....and that fan shit don't mean nothing. ->PITBULL: is fag the best insult you can come up with, you closet homo? PITBULL: ok i got almost 2000 buddys PITBULL: whatever you crossdressing incestual queer boy ->PITBULL: thats pathetic really...how many do you talk to? I have barely over 100, and I actually keep in contact with over 80% of them. I'm not here for attention like you. I don't need online friends to make me feel better about myself, unlike you. I don't need to pretend that I'm a good person, I know I am...unlike you. you are a sad, pathetic, lonely guy... PITBULL: they all added me an we talk in the blogs PITBULL: an i'm sorry you take the mumms seriously heres a razor ->PITBULL: I'm sorry you are so pathetic that you think you need numbers on an online site to be accepted into society PITBULL: hey does your daddy know you mom's about to

Fire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so, ive been told that if you need help, you should yell, 'fire!' instead of help, cause more people will come than if you yell for help. :D:D:D i wonder if it works? :D:D:D anyways :D i really could use some help...im in this contest, and im winning, but second place is gaining on me! every rate and comment helps, so...if you have a minute, or youre just plain bored...come help me, and say hello!! ill be there to chat if you want!! CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE (rate and comment) all my friends old and new...love you guys!!! **muahs** ((((((hugs))))))

Help Pray For Them
We had a insident yesterdeay afternoon, families have been informed so I can talk about it. I need all of my friends and fans and their frends and fans to Pray for our wounded soldiers. My best freind Reas lost both of his legs yesterday and My friend Todd took shrapnel to the face right eye and chest. Both have been Evacuated to Germany and are in stable condition. But please help out and pray for them. They need all the help they can get Especially Reas, he has 4 children and a wife. I just sickens me that he cant ever run around with his kids anymore but he's stubborn so he will find a way. Our Whole company Is Praying for Them and I'D like more help for these two heros.

Warning From Pakistan
WARNING FROM PAKISTAN This morning, from a cave somewhere in Pakistan, Taliban Minister of Migration, Mohammed Omar, warned the United States and Canada that if military action against Iraq continues, Taliban authorities will cut off America's and Canada's supply of convenience store managers . And if this action does not yield sufficient results, cab drivers will be next, followed by Dell and Sprint customer service reps. It's getting ugly.

Helping Level-up
THIS IS A REMINDER, IF YOU HAVE NOT BEEN HELPING WITH ANY FAMILY LEVEL UPS, THEN DO NOT EXPECT ANY HELP LEVELING UP. THIS IS STATED IN THE LEVEL-UP CLUB RULES. I KEEP A JOURNAL THAT I LIST EVERYONE WHO HELPS WITH LEVEL-UPS. WHEN YOU COME TO ME ASKING FOR HELP, THE FIRST THING I DO IS LOOK IN MY JOURNAL TO SEE IF YOU HAVE BEEN HELPING ANY OF OUR FAMILY MEMBERS, WHEN WE POST A LEVEL UP. I KNOW THAT THERE ARE A LOT OF FAMILY MEMBERS THAT DO HELP AND I DO KNOW WHO THEY ARE. I ALSO APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT THEY DO SHOW FAMILY LUV. THIS IS ONE RULE THAT BOO BOO AGREE ON. SHE AND I ARE IN CHARGE OF THE LEVEL-UP CLUB, SO IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THE RULES, YOU NEED TO COME TO ME AND NOT REBELBREED. HE HAS ENOUGH ON HIS PLATE TO DEAL WITH. THAT IS WHY I AM IN CHARGE OF FAMILY LEVEL-UPS. I APPRECIATE EVERYONE THAT HELPS WHENEVER I POST THAT A FAMILY MEMBER NEEDS LEVELING. MUCH LOVE TO ALL, REBEL LADY

Stupid Bet
ok i made another stupid bet.. not that my other bets have been stupid just not smart but id never take the one bet back, well maybe not to make it a bet but i enjoyed wat it was and its over now....GAME OVER....ok duh was never a game...but anyhow......... I have 11 days left to aquire 24 more crushes and to beable to keep all 50 till the end of that day wich is sept 10th....im not gonna ask for yur crushes cuz look where that got me during the contest..yeah yeah i hated them to but i was talked into it..... But i have until the 10th to aquire these crushes knowing she has one on me as well and might get a bur up her ass and drop her crush that day and id loose.... well if i loose i have to delete my acct from Fubar....maybe its for the best....i know its hard as hell to keep crushes so im thinkin im gonna lay this bet down walk away take my loss...besides away from here might do me some good...so heres wat im gonna do....im leaveing this in the hands of all u...u will dec

Can I Get Some Freakin Help Here
Iam not able to post MUMM's so I need everyone to help to make a MAJOR decision in regards to a tattoo Iam getting next 1.....This one will be on my upper thigh 2....This next one will go on my back just under my right shoulder blade So please please please help me to decide!!!! The next one will be done in 3weeks from Saturday

If You're On My Friends List, I Wanna Know...
IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW... I want to know 30 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! 1.Your Middle Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite place to hang out: 5. Favorite pet/animal: 6. Favorite Band/Artist: 7. Tattoos and/or Piercings: 8. Whats your philosophy on life? 9. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 10. What is the craziest thing you've ever done? 11. Ever been arrested/ gone to jail? 12. Do you think I'm attractive? 13. If you could change anything about me, would you? 14. If you could change anything about yourself, would you? 15. What do you wear to sleep? 16. What is your favorite thing to do in the world? 17. Would you go on a date with me if i asked you? 18. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? 19. If you could

Me, Me, Me...
...you, no me. That's right I'm an egotistical asshole, surprising I know, but oh well shit happens. So in kinesic interviewing today my teacher says that when I'm stressed the pitch of my voice becomes squeaky. Then continued to make fun of me for that. It's not fault my voice raises to the octave of a Catholic choir boy/alter boy. Oh well, enough about me, I think its about time for me to get to know those I talk to one here more then they state in their profile (yes, I read the profiles. I'm not that inconsiderate, assholes). So tell me your quirks.

Extra Id For Memebers
This lady below is willing to make ids for our family member but you need to rate add and fan her plus give her some rates on her photos and stash and she will make you a id for our clan please shoutbox her and let her know who you are and Please be patient for she is not a member of our clan and may be very busy with other tags for other people if you are interested her link is below just click it and make a friend hope every one is having a good week !!! ~ღღMrsღღ~ ->> ღღ •*♥ aka Debbie ♥.•* ღღ@ fubar After she makes it please rate and comment and rip the tag please she works real hard on these tags and should get rewarded !!

A Piece Of My Work (poem)
"No Home" I walk Gods earth alone Like a Vampire with no Coven to call home The world is plagued with such empty souls The love of my life left without fair warning Forcing me into a life of solitude and mourning Making me become the companion to sad Thats okay because she always said it was my bad Do I walk this earth cold? To be cold would be mighty bold Im no coward I fear nothing But you cant be strong if youre not something Another soul freshly emptied, welcome brother But I still walk this earth alone Empty soul...no home...

The One
WOW, YOU EVER MEET SOMEONE AND JUST COMPLETLY FALL FOR THEM....IVE GOT THESE FEELINGS THAT ARE SO FREAKING STRONG IT JUST TAKES CONTROL OF EVERYTHING...IM TOTALLY INTO THE DEEP END HERE...ITS JUST LIKE WHOA....I CANT EVEN FIND THE RIGHT WORDS TO DESCRIBE THIS...ALITTLE SOMETHING FOR NOW~~~TRUELY~MADLY~DEEPLY~I REALLY HOPE THIS COULD BE IT THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE...WE JUST CLICK...YOU KNOW LIKE THE PEANUT TO MY BUTTER....JUST RUNNING CIRCLES IN MY HEAD....

I Don't Get It
i just don't get this at all...i don't know if its just me or if this guy is retarded... MuMM: So How Many On Here Are Breakfest People? Or Do You Just Wait Till Lunch? me:i wait until i get the munchies bad some random douche: hat guy, you spell "twat" like that..... thats it...all he said was that...i'm so fucking lost...if you understand please enlighten me

Why??
Why do people think that just because they live near me, I will add them? Just because you live 20 minutes away or whatever does NOT mean I want you on my friends list. If you didn't write a message with your add request, you will be rejected. I don't care if you live next door. Oh & "Hello from Rochester, Buffalo, Batavia" etc. is NOT an acceptable message either. I don't give a SHIT where you live :).

Weekly Report From Iraq
well a week at the op was very intresting. where do i begin let see day one is a good place to start. at around 2000 my op was struck by 2 vbieds. rocked the whole town of hor a bash. after the attackwe had a small fire fight.. we lost no americans in that mad scrable. well the next day was intresting as well. we took 2 rpg to the hesco barriers follwed by another small arms fight. i was on the roof in a tower. well guess 2 bad guys wont be shooting at me ne more. the next few days was quiet no activity from ne one ne where. then here they go again. mortars fell about 500 meters from the op. counter battery light up the sky like the fourth of july....lol...total body count this week iraqi's 60 americans none..

I Don't Know What To Say...
I have some stuff going on in my life right now that is really starting to take its tool on my brain and body.... I don't want to talk about it right now, but if I seem funny or untalkative, I just want you all to know that it is not any of you! You guys and gals are great, I'm just stressed out right now...I'll be back to my normal self soon, hopefully! Something I will tell you all is that one of my closest friends has been put through hell for far too long(I wrote about her in a previous blog) Her name is Eldrena K. Jones and after a month and a half of stupid court battles, they will be taking her off life support tomorrow(has been in a coma for over three months), and I will miss her dearly, but it is about time they stop her suffering. Due to her condition she is in now, there is no chance for survival....She turned 27 yrs. old on July 21st..... Other than that, I won't tell you what else is going on because it is a fight that I have to get through on my own. Unt

If You Dont Return The Rates
As of today/tonight i am no longer going to rate anyone who does not return the rates.. I realize that i get points to but it is the gesture of returning the favor so if you dont return the favor i am also removing you from my friends list... This is my way of relaxing after an 8 hour work day so it is not all about the points it is just about being nice showing love and returning the love so please if i am rating your pics or stashes or even blogs i am askiing for you to return the love thank you April (softwhiterose)

I Usually Don't Complain...but
Ok, I usually don't care who rates me whatever...but this was over the top. He says he loves this country, and everybody in it. Yet he rated me a 1 cause I was overweight. He is the shout back and forth. here is his direct link. I don't care what people think of me. Just the fact that he is serving our county and represents everyone makes me mad. the dog ate my nickname@ fubar

I Just Love This!
Yeah, so the two managers here just took everyone to China Town for lunch today. Did anyone say a word to me about it? Of course not. I brought my lunch, but still, would have been nice to be asked.

Chapter One
I see the curtain flitting in the darkenss, the slight breeze and the full moon making the night seem so empty. I am laying on my bed, the sheets down at my feet, its just too hot to be covered even though I am without clothes to shelter me from anything as well. I close my eyes and wish the night would end...for the lonliness that consumes me has begun to take its toll. I wait for you...you know who you are. I see you when I close my eyes at night. I see your body laying against mine, and that is the vision that takes me into a deep sleep.... I wake to the touch of a hand..caressing my body...along my legs and up to my thighs. I feel warmth on my waist and shoulders and I sigh "you are here". I feel your breath in my ear..and you whisper "don't talk, don't say anything" I hold my breath, and allow my body to become hot with desire for more. Your hands touch my shoulders and down to my breasts, cupping them with a slight firmness..knowing they are yours. You slide y

My First Contest!
My first contest! First place wins Second place gets choice of 1 month VIP or 7 day blast!!! Third place wins a 3 day blast!!! What you have to do: Send me a salute to me! That's all! I'll pick the most creative submit your salute picks by Sept. 8th Please help me get my first contest going and repost!!!

Love!!!
whats love???? why do people say that they love someone, hell, why do people tell me that they love me, that they want nothing more than to be with me, but as soon as some that looks better comes along they turn there back on me quicker than someone thats just dropped a hot coal out of there hand. "true love"??? hahahahahaha!!!!!! LMFAO!!!! to those of you that have it, those that give it, and receive it, KEEP IT!!! real true love is hard to find, and it takes a hell of a lot more to keep things together!!! trust me, i would give anything to go back and do things better with that one love of my life, but shes gone and to never return. i still find myself thinking about her from time to time, and yes, im such a BIG PUSSY that i still cry myself to sleep every now and then. knowing what i had, then letting go. you fight for what you beleave in and let NOTHING get in the way of your life!!! i hope that after you have read this that you think about it, and that youll drop me a line tellin

Laugh For September 1
Ways To Tell A Man His Fly Is Unzipped 20. The cucumber has left the salad. 19. I can see the gun of Navarone. 18. Someone tore down the wall, and your Pink Floyd is hanging out. 17. You've got Windows on your laptop. 16. Sailor Ned's trying to take a little shore leave. 15. Your soldier ain't so unknown now. 14. Quasimodo needs to go back in the tower and tend to his bells. 13. You need to bring your tray table to the upright and locked position. 12. Paging Mr. Johnson... Paging Mr. Johnson... 11. Your pod bay door is open, Hal. 10. Elvis Junior has LEFT the building! 9. Mini Me is making a break for the escape pod. 8. Ensign Hanes is reporting a hull breach on the lower deck, Sir! 7. The Buick is not all the way in the garage. 6. Dr. Kimble has escaped! 5. You've got your fly set for "Monica" instead of "Hillary." 4. Our next guest is someone who needs no introduction... 3. You've got a security breach at Los Pantalones.

Soft Again
After Master was done with the clothespins on my tits and clit, making me feel pain so excruciating it brought tears to my eyes, he ordered me to get a condom and get that asswhole uphere to fuck me and use me and abuse me. During which time I was thinking only of my Master while he was pulling my hair and collar, slapping my ass and tits, bit me in the back. But when it came down to the finish he couldn't do it. He used the excuse that he had on a condom. And he says he wants to be my Master what a joke! He doesnt even know what hes doing in bed.

Rest In Peace Isreal Hernandez
WHEELING, Ill., Aug. 30 (UPI) -- A 5-year-old Wheeling, Ill., boy has died three days after he crashed his bicycle into a turkey fryer filled with scalding oil. Israel Hernandez was pronounced dead at 11:17 p.m. Wednesday at Loyola University Medical Center in Maywood where he had been airlifted after the accident Sunday, the Chicago Tribune reported. The boy had been riding around the house at about 1 p.m. when he accidentally ran his bike into the fryer, which was set up alongside the home's driveway and filled with boiling cooking oil, said Wheeling Fire Lt. Bart Burns. The oil splashed nearly 60 percent of the boy's body. "We found him with severe burns from his shoulders on down," Burns said. The boy's parents also injured their hands trying to help their son. -------------------------------------------------- He was born in the US and will be flown to be burried in Mexico tonight Sat, August 1st,2007 My heart goes out to this little boy's family. This littl

Where Is It
Apparently during the night, Hell's Kitchen was deleted by an unknown person. Whom is not known, it could have been a bouncer for all that goes. Maybe a disgruntled former member or employee of hell's kitchen. Who's to say really. Anyways, I am to get FEEDBACK from everybody that ever payed attention to the lounge. Will Hell's Kitchen be missed, and is it worth rebuilding again? I dunno, I need to know who was really a caring loyal member, and who will just shrug their shoulders and move on. Dirty

Another Dumb Ass
-clown- FUBAR HUBBY TO seX^X^X^kitten #464642@ fubar see this fag? I told his "fubar wife" some facts about herself earlier. We got into it. She then 30 mins later insulted me on a pic of me kissing Erin. To me that crosses a respect line that should not be touched(bringing someone else in on it). Now hours later this ass is comin to my profile "downrating me" (like I really care) calling me names in my comments. All because I stated some facts about a fat ugly piece of trash that feels that by callin herself a sexy kitten it makes it true. So, if anyone feels like postin some rude crap on this fags profile, please do. It will make me feel a little better. Thanks

These Two Dynamo's And A Dog Need Some Mad Commenting Love...
Hey everyone, I hope your week is going well. These 3 lovely ladies need your mad commenting love if you don't mind... This give away started this month, and will run till the 31st at Mid- night PST. We still need collectively 8K comments on each of their pics to finish up the giveaway. I know if we all come together as a team, we can get this done. Here is Blondies pic link: Here is Teresa's dog pic link: Here is Lexi Dragon Girl's pic link:

Wtf!!!
I jus got banned from posting fucken bulletins..why u ask ? For repositng a fucken bulletin that was considerd fucken NSFW..arent we all fucken adults here like wtf!!! and I got banned for it fucken bullshit muthafuckers!!!!!

Ticker And Blast Information Guidelines
Please read the guidelines on the activation page. We do not accept ANY sexual content. This includes: rape, spank, slut, wh*re, bi*ch, etc etc. We do not allow people to ask others to view their cam or their NSFW photos. If your blast or ticker was changed, it is because it did not meet the guildlines, and you should feel lucky as it could have been deleted without refund as is. If it was deleted, please read the guidelines where it clearly states ANY blast violating the guidelines will be deleted without refund. If you think that it was deleted unfairly then, please email Scrapper. If you feel that your Ticker or Blast was removed/ rejected unfairly, then please put your request for review in writing. If you need to contact Scrapper please EMAIL him. Please do not send him a Shout Box or post your request in his comment section or in the friends request area. Thank You All ~

Keepin It Real!!!
THERE ARE SO MANY FAKE ASS PEOPLE ON FUBAR ITS DRIVEIN ME CRAZY, POEPLE SAY ALOT OF BULL THAT ITS LIKE THERE TALKIN OUT THERE ASS LOL THEY'LL TRY & SELL U A DREAM IF YOUR DUMB ENOUGH 2 BUY.BUT THIS IZ WHT IM SAYIN & IM GONNA PUT IT N MY PROFILE IF YR NOT CUMMIN TA ME 4 FRIENDSHIP THEN DONT CUM AT ALL CUZ THA FEMALEZ BEFORE U HAVE FUCKED IT UP 4 THA REST.SUM SAY THEY BEEN THINKIN BOUT ME ALL DAY & CANT WAIT TA CUM SEE ME, LMFAO THA ONLY THANG THEY THINKIN BOUT IZ WHERE THEY GONE GET SUM D@%K FROM, NOT A REAL MAN THAT THEY ALL HAD IN FRONT OF THEM BUT DIDNT KNOW HOW TA TREAT HIM, SO AZ I SAID BEFORE IM OF THA MARKET SO DONT EVEN ASK TA GET WIT ME...CUZ NOW..THATS NOT WHT IM HERE 4, I HAVE GOT TA KNOW SUM REAL BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE ON HERE,(AZ FRIENDZ) & I RESPECT THEM & THEY RESPECT ME, AZ A PERSON NOT BECUZ I GOT A BIG D&%K & I WOULD BE A GOOD F%$K, I HAVE FRIENDZ ON HERE THAT REALLY LOVE A NIGGA & WOULD DO ANYTHING 4 ME, SO TA ALL THA FAKE ASS FEMALEZ(NOT B&*%H'Z CUZ MY MOM WOULD KILL ME)GO

Angry Horny Mummer
an angry mummer to play with............ lifesez...: awww baby do you want to see my private pics no>>>>well you cant untill you beg! lifesez...: oh please! get over yourself lifesez...: see what i mean look how long it takes for you to type..i wont type dirty shit to you though and you wont be able to cum! daveysbaby3...: oh you're so right...ignorant little assholes turn me on lifesez...: oh please,you are masterbating to my words right now..dont lie! davesbaby3...: ur right i dnt know u and honestly im glad..if i did know you i think i would have vto kill myselr lifesez...: well you dont know me so you can say what you want davesbaby3...: so your ok with being an ignoarnt piece of shit? lifesez...: ok davesbaby3...: here's my opinion: you are just as ignorant as the guy i was talkin about davesbaby3...: ok if you say so lifesez...: if its a mumm i dont like or if that was my opinion.yes davesbaby3...: and u did say it davesbaby3...: so b/c its a mumm tht g

Broken Trust
you broke my trust when you told me that you cared. you broke my trust because you weren't there. you broke my trust when when i went out of town...by playing mind games and fooling around... you broke my trust when you didnt tell me the truth...I saw something you did...and It threw me for a loop....now you say your sorry and want me to forgive...how can i do that after what you did......

My Grandfather
When I was just a boy about the age of 7 or 8 When me and 2 of my male cousins started spending the weekends over at my grandfather's cottage. Who would have guessed that my grandfather would turn out to be a child molester with a thing for little boys? I won't go into details but I will say that it happened almost every weekend for several months and he would bribe us to keep us quiet. After all, what child would think that their parent or grandparent would ever do anything bad to them? Well as one would expect, the scars have lingered for many years since then, but that old man did spend a few years in prison. He plea bargained and didn't serve the full sentence. When he came back my grandfather was not a changed man nor did he show any sign of regret for what he had done in those years prior. In fact not long after he got back he started buying drugs and alcohol for my cousin who did not need them nor could he handle them. They both saw me as a narc and and resented my presense e

I Hope It's Ok
I am going stir crazy here waiting to hear about Mary! I hope it's ok with you if I go and do some ratings. I have to get my mind occupied. The last thing I want to do is offend ANYONE, but if I don't do something, the men in the white coats will certainly come for me.

You Look So Beautiful
You walk out of the shower with your towel wrapped around your waist, water dripping from your hair and down your back and chest. The curves of my beautiful large breast are jutting up. My long red hair is flowing around my face. You see me lying naked on the bed and grab the baby oil. Pulling the towel off you crawl on top of me and straddle my hips. You pour a pool of oil on my stomach and fill up my belly button rubbing it around my stomach. You caress each breast and start rubbing each one in circles almost to my nipples. You take my nipple in to your mouth, sucking passionately, and squeeze my breast, until my nipple gets hard. I squirm and moan in ecstasy, I pull your head into me. Then you do the same to the other breast and nipple again I pull you into me as if I am climaxing. You get hard and your cock drips pre-cum. You slide up me putting your cock between my full breasts. I lick the tip of your cock then suck the end. You move your hips back and forth, stroking between

I May Be
im feelin like i may need to take a break from all this..... i dont know what ill do ,i may change my mind in the morning.... if you dont hear from me for while its not because i dont like you ... I just need life outside this is all and dont really have it...at all....My yahoo is metalron67@sbcglobal.net or my other messenger is metalron67@msn.com i may try to get on these some in the near future...i dont really do so to much right now but theres people on here i really care about and wanna stay in touch with...you know who you are... good bye 4 now but not forever..... (dreaming bout you!)

She Knows Who She Is 9-1-07
I'm searching for an Angel With a pair of dark brown eyes A smile I know is Heaven sent The kind that hypnotize I'm dreaming of that single kiss From your lips I so adore Taking my breath totally away What I have been yearning for Want to feel your tender touch Fingers caressing velvet skin My hands exploring freely Anticipation, can't wait to begin Hearts beating like thunder Our bodies innerlocked as one Calling down the glories of paradise Our supernova outshines the sun

Update.
So.... I just got back from Texas today. It's nice to be home and see my grandma and cats and all that but I am missing my Ross like crazy. Alot happened over the last week and a half. To make a long story short I went out to Texas to visit a friend from Fubar and ended up falling in love with him instead and am heading back out there to live in 2-4 weeks. I am rather tired and don't like these bloggy things anyways so iffen anyone wants details that do not already know them, you know how to contact me. :P ♥ Samme

A Letter To My Dad
i think this is the most meanful blog ive ever wrote and i would appreciate if i could get some feed back on it. me and my dad have never really gotten along and hes moving away in 3 days but my mom and sister are staying here. Anyways please be honest and tell me what u think. he hasent read this yet. ---------------------------------------- dad, i really dont know where to start with this but its easier to write things out cuz that way we cant fight about it. I know why you think me living home wont work out. Ive been given chances and i always fucked them up. I think those times i just didnt want to "be alone". This time is different. Im ready to make changes in my life. I wasted the last 2 years of my life doing shit all except feeling sorry for myself..Like i was "waiting" for it to happen on its own. Well i know it dosent work that way and i know i only live once and i REALLY want to try to better myself. Being in the situation im in now with living with rob and stuff

Update On Cardiologist......
Well I was suppose to have an appointment today to go back..they called and resceduled it for Tuesday Sept.11....I will have to have the monitor put back on, and I will have to wear it for 30days/1 month....they have found a murmor and they think that there is a small hole in the right lower side of my heart. They said wearing the monitor for 30days will, give them more information and then the next step is to have an Angiogram(not sure how to spell it and I am not Webster). So I guess now its go to the appointment and wear the stupid thing again for a month...and then go back and see what the deal is...so that is the latest...news. Hugs all! MUAHZ!:-/

From The Onion News Network
MIAMI—South Florida residents were overcome with fear, confusion, and an unnerving sense of dread Tuesday when they learned that an unidentified hurricane is heading for their area—its origin uncertain, its intentions unclear, and perhaps most frightening, its name unknown. "Who is this hurricane?" said Miami resident Beverly Motolla, just one of hundreds of thousands of citizens struggling to put a human face on this impending tragedy. "Why is it here? What does it want from us?" Such questions remain agonizingly unanswered, as the anonymous storm front shows no signs of slowing down or divulging its background. Lacking any reliable information on the character traits of the popularly dubbed "Hurricane That Shall Not Be Named," thousands have fled the area, hoping to escape its destructive winds, driving rain, and chilling impersonality. "If this hurricane were a Wilma or a Frank, or even a Rebekah, I'd at least know what to expect—a storm system with a low pressure center, s

Hey Friends And Family
PLEASE EVERYONE MY ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS HERE ON FUBAR IS IN " THE MOST POPULAR GIRL CONTEST AND NEEDS UR HELP. PLEASE COME HELP IF YOU CAN. SHE'S A WONDERFUL AND BEAUTIFUL PERSON. COME ON HELP A FRIEND OUT AND GIVE HER A HAND. HERE IS HER LINK. THE GHOST RIDER THANKS YOU Write On Images Write On Images

Contempt Prior To Investigation
...Contempt Prior to Investigation.... Once again I have some how ended up in a DRAMA which I have had nothing do with. The accustions so ridiculous that I actually had my jaw drop. I don't know if anyone knows but I really don't contact people. I spend far too much time answering people who contact me. I do not go out of my way to cause drama and the things that were said to me in the last two days have hurt me so bad. I swore to this person on my Mother,My Child and my own eyes that I had nothing to do with the lie that was generated..yet much to my consternation I found that my word, my heart and my friendship mean NOTHING and can be so coldly disgarded. I have no reason to lie. Years ago I had been working at a local convienence store in town..and had been there a few years by this point when a woman walked in that I had know from town and looked at me and said "You can have him". I looked at her like she bumped her fucking head real hard and said "Excuse me?" She went on to

Yeah I'm Big, Bite Me Bizitch
i am SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICK to death of all the phoney ass fake ass stupid ass motherfucking idiots who think its just dandy to try and talk to me and rate a few pics then return to my page to downrate me when they figure out i'm not a barbie doll....especially now that i have a blast running that says "watch out for the big girls" i have a big motherfuckin ass and a big motherfuckin set of tits BOTH of which you jackasses drooled over. you wanna give me 2's because i insinuate that there's no washboard stomach connecting the two of them you can go fuck yourselves six ways from sunday. not gonna call your sorry asses out because you dont deserve the points that my true admirers and friends would bestow with their showers of 1s and 2s. just know that you are pathetic wastes of oxygen. and as an FYI....there are PLENTY of people out there who not only think i'm hot and KNOW i'm big, but they step so far across the line as to think i'm actually beautiful because of it.

What Is Happiness?????
Today was a very slow day at work and I had a lot of time to think about things and life. I tend to think a lot anyway but what can you do. So back to the subject at hand, what is happiness? Hopefully I'll get a lot of comments about this and I think I'll get a wide varity of definitions for it. To me happiness is having a geat woman at home that you can't wait to get off work and go home to, even after being maried for 20 years. It's having that job that you get up in the morning and actually look forward to going to. The feel that you have found your place in the world and you doing what you are meant to do in life. Don't get me wrong I am happy in my life but I am lacking happiness. I'm not sure if that majkes any sense but it's all I could think of to explain it. So let's hear it peoplpe what gives you happiness in life? Pass this along to your friends. please.

My Friends Rock!!!
ALOHA MY FRIENDS! YOU GUYS ROCK!!! THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH FOR ALL THE LOVE. I'LL TRY TO BE THERE 4 EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU TO RETURN ALL THE LOVE. LOVE IS......FRIENDSHIP! AND I LOVE YOU ALL...." ALOHA KAKOU...MAHALO NUI LOA" (THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR ALL THE LOVE). HONIS'... imikimi - Customize Your World

Do You Want A Fubar Card?
More here NEW! Introducing the all new fubar trading card game. fubar trading cards are fun to print out and play with your family and friends. You can also print out fubar trading cards on adhesive paper and stick them to your kid's foreheads. Plus, you can make bumper stickers with your fubar trading cards and put them on cars, or print them out on photographic quality paper to pay for your pizza with them when you've discovered that you've misplaced your wallet. Simply inquire to nyb about being included in the fubar trading card game. nyb will a) immediately start making your card or b) develop a list of interested participants and start creating cards. fubar trading cards are based primarily on your instructions, but may include creative decisions made by nyb. Your instructions should include the details listed in the "general rules" category. Rules (Short List): 1. You must define the picture the fubar trading card will display. You should choose a picture from y

I Have My 1st Half Marathon...
My 1st half marathon is tomorrow in Erie, PA...and it starts at 7 am...damn, that means that i have to be up at 330 in the morning to get going at 4 am....hahaha...life's too short so I'm not complaining. Anyways everyone, please wish me luck on tomorrows race so I can have enough energy for my 1st full marathon in Rochester, NY, next week Sunday on the 16th. Enjoy your day. Ciao!

I Wait For You. Nsfw
Here is a bit of creative writing that I attempted some time back. I was writing a much larger piece and needed to see if I could write from a female perspective. So this was really just a trial run at it. Please feel free to comment what I got right and what I did not get right, Thanks and Enjoy! ************************************************** I would love to be waiting for you, when you got home, sprawled out on your bed, naked, beneath only the top sheet. My hair splayed around your pillow, and another pillow between my arms, pressed against my breast, apparent that I was looking to hold someone when I fell asleep. When you arrive home, you strip down and climb into bed with me, careful not to wake me. Your skin brushes against mine as you cuddle up behind me, your cock starts to stir and begins to stiffen against my ass cheeks. The sudden presence of someone wakes me a little and I burrow deeper under the covers. Wiggling my ass against you and feeling the length of y

Feelings
I thought you'd be out of my mind And I'd finally found a way to learn to live without you I thought it was just a matter of time Till I had a hundred reasons not to think about you But it's just not so And after all this time, I still can't let go I've tried everything that I can To get my heart to forget you But it just can't seem to I guess it's just no use In every part of me Is still a part of you Something in your eyes keeps haunting me I'm trying to escape you And I know there ain't no way to To chase you from my mind I've still got your face Painted on my heart Scrawled upon my soul Etched upon my memory baby I've got your kiss Still burning on my lips The touch of my fingertips This love so deep inside of me, baby

People Who Expect Me To Answer Them Right The Second They Shoutbox Me Or Yahoo Me
I am really getting tired of people who message me in the shoutbox and expect me to answer them right away or give me comments like " oh sure, don't say hi to me, fine then see you later", what the hell is with that? First off, I may actually be busy and don't notice the comment or I may not have the screen up because I'm looking at another site for a minute. I try to answer everyone as soon as possible but sometimes the shoutbox gets full and I miss a message cause it's already gone down. If I don't message you back it's not because I don't want too, there is another reason. Please just message me again and hopefully the second time I'll see it and respond. I love all my friends and always want to talk with them but sometimes I also get overloaded and miss stuff. If I have missed a message you've sent me , I apologize sincerely and hope you send me another one so I can send one back. Also please send me a private message if you can't get through to me on the shoutbox, I will always an

Who Ever He Was... Lmao
A Friend Sent this to me lmao OH BOY is all I have to say lmaoooo (there is some language in here for those offended by such ) Session Start (Yahoo! - While reading this, keep in mind that I´m not Josh. But it sure was fun to pretend to be Josh... whoever he was, he´s fucked now. dys4iK:sweet_thang_for_u_2002): Thu May 30 18:38:11 2002 sweet_thang_for_u_2002: hey hey hey sweet_thang_for_u_2002: sup josh sweet_thang_for_u_2002: hey did u ever call tracy? sweet_thang_for_u_2002: our grad. practice is thur right? sweet_thang_for_u_2002: hey u there? sweet_thang_for_u_2002: josh??? sweet_thang_for_u_2002: u called tracy right sweet_thang_for_u_2002: y u ignoring me??????? sweet_thang_for_u_2002: i´m ur girlfriend!!!!!!! sweet_thang_for_u_2002: talk to me sweet_thang_for_u_2002: look sweet_thang_for_u_2002: i dont know what ur deal has been lately sweet_thang_for_u_2002: i mean come on josh sweet_thang_for_u_2002: we were prom queen adn king and this

My Pregnancy Update 9-9-07
9/9/2007 STILL PREGNANT!!!!! when i went to the doctor last wed. im dialated to a 3 and 70% effaced now. i really wish she would hurry up and make her intrance. well i took my first dose of castor oil lastnight around 11, i took 2 tsp. 4 hours later.. nothing.. so i took some more...this morning i was having small contractions... so i went to walmart and walked around, contractions got a bit stronger and a little diarreah but nothing bad, came home and was tired so i went to sleep. woke up and contractions were gone. :( went to longhorn for dinner and came home felt like i had to use the bathroom again and contractions have started up again. i took a little more oil mixed with coke so hopefully this time will make her come out.she needs to hurry up! p.s. i cannot have sex. i have noone to have sex with and no i dont want to have sex with any of you.

He Is Home!!!!!!
WELL HERE IT IS! I TOLD YA I WOULD BE SHOUTIN IT FROM THE ROOF TOPS!!!!!!! MY SON IS HOME! HE GOT IN THIS EVENING!!!! I WILL ADMIT I CRIED WHEN HE CAME IN!!! HE LOOKS SO GOOD, STRONG AND PROUD. HE WENT IN THE ROOM TO GET HIS BABY SISTER OUT OF BED, SHE JUST JUMPED UP AND LATCHED ONTO HIS NECK AND WOULDN'T LET GO!! OF COARSE I HUGGED HIM UNTIL HE COULDN'T BREATH! HE EVEN HAD THE DOG JUMPIN UP TO HIM!!!! I WILL SLEEP EASY TONIGHT KNOWIN HE IS IN THE NEXT ROOM!I WILL PUT SOME PICS UP AS SOON AS I CAN! WE ARE ALL SO GREATFULL THAT HE IS HOME,I DON'T WANT TO LET HIM OUT OF MY SIGHT FOR AWHILE! I JUST WANTED ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO BE ABLE TO SHARE IN OUR JOY! MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL AND MANY, MANY BLESSINGS!!!!

Food Without Feet Nite
So this month's dinner double date nite with the Hooligan and BadBunnie constituted a selection of "Food without Feet". Granted some out there may consider cephalopods/mollusks to have a single foot, this was agreed upon by group consensus to not constitute the plural "Feet" and there for permissible by food court ruling. This while all the while trying to be Atkin's friendly to offer our continued support of the Hooligan's dietary considerations. Left us with quite a bit of seafood selections, so if you don't dig the fishes, you can stop reading now... Appetizers Jalapeño Pepper Popper Russian Roulette (Recipe included below) Seafood and Cheese Stuffed Mushrooms (requested repeat from last supper see previous blog "stuff, stuffed in other stuff" for recipe) Steamed fresh Little Neck Clams and Mussels with Onion/Cayenne drawn butter Main Dishes Fresh Grilled Salmon Steaks with Habanero-Lime Butter (Recipe included below) Baked Tilapia Fillets topped with

Blah Blah Blah
I'm tired of the single life, but the one person I'm slightly interested in is the type one moment boom she seems interested the next nope, and I don't need to deal with that bullshit right now. blah, in general I'm just tired of the single life.

Sexxxxxxxxxx
Think about your typical dating profile. When done well, it covers a lot of bases. There, typed out, you have your general likes and dislikes (you love tofu burgers but can’t stand meat, say). Ideally, you make some mention of your hopes and dreams, the types of things you’ve already achieved, and what your life is currently about. Your profile would indicate whether you’re an active participant in life, or prefer the role of spectator, via the boob tube. You may be a die-hard armchair athlete or heavily involved in a variety of sports and activities. If you’re particularly religious, you’d be wise to say so. If you fall into the atheist or agnostic crowd, this too ought to be pointed out. Chances are you give the lowdown on what you consider a perfect date, what type of music you enjoy and where one might find you on a sunny Sunday afternoon. There, on this handy profile, you include your basic stats (income level, height, body type, hair and eye colour

He Is Driving Me Crazy With This Mess
what do you do when you tell some one ur not in love with them and they threatned to kill them self ? he even uploaded a pic with a gun under his chin and told me to go look .. i feel bad for him but not sure what to do about it

I Swear I Love Him....
but sometimes I just want to kill my brother. i don't know how the hell he manages but this is the second year in a row where he didn't call Mami for her birthday. last year i had to harrass him and call him every two minutes and he called the next day and actually said that if i hadn't told him he wouldn't have called. i'm not understanding what's so hard about making a two minute phone call to say, "happy birthday ma!" what angers me most is that Mami acts like it doesn't bother but I know it does. I have to fight the urge to drive to his house and beat the holy hell out of him.

For Our Troops.
as i look up at our flag, I remember those with the right to brag, the ones who put thier lives in harms way, stepping up to defend us everyday, all gave some, some gave all, never forget, united we stand divded we fall, even when weak they still stand strong, the make right all that is wrong, they travel to lands of the unknown, just so our countrys freedom can be shown, this is to thank you all for your love and dedication, for holding up our right to stand as a nation Dear Troops, I want to thank you all.

Nsfw Pic Inside Girls Welcome To Look
OK FOlKS GUYS AND GIRLS AS SOON AS YOU ALL COME SHOW MY PAGE MASSIVE LOVE AND SHOW ME WHO ALL WANTS NEW NSFW I WILL START WORKING ON NEW ONES NO LOVE NO NEW NSFW ALL THERE IS TO SO COME ON GUYS AND GALS HIT ME UP SHOW ME YOU LOVE MY PICS LEAVE COMMENTS TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT LMAO WELL ITS MORE LIKE HIT TECELOTE UP IN MY FAMILY LIST TELL HIM WHAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE SINCE HE TAKES THE PICS HE WILL TRADE PIC REQUEST FOR RATES SO COME ON GUYS AND SEXY GALS HIT US UP I WOULD LOVE TO DO ANY AND ALL REQUEST IF AT ALL POSS. NOW SHOW SOME LOVE SINGLE AND BI WOMEN FROM THE WA AREA WELCOME HIT US UP this a request full filled for Cinnamon Pimp i hope you like love you so show me some love hit me and tecelote up for more pics =)OK PPL I KNOW I AM FAT BUT COME ON HIT TECELOTE UP LET HIM KNOW I NEED MORE NSFW SO WE CAN DO MORE AND BETTER ONES LIKE MAYBE ON THE BIKE OR JUST HIT MY PG ALL KINDS OF NEW PICS THERE

Sugery Tomorrow
I will be having surgery tomorrow and am asking all of my friends, family, and fans to think of me, say a prayer or all of the above. The nerves are starting to kick in since preop is over and done with. I know deep down that it will go well. I have such great friends on here I wanted to share. Someone will update when I am out. Have fun and I will miss you all!!! MY FRIENDS ROCK!!!! Much love......MUAHSSS SUGAHHH.....Sandi

Tastes Like Chicken (thanks J)
Zeus: ok :( ->Suga Lips: uh NO Zeus: can i taste ur breasts lol :D ->Suga Lips: thanks Zeus: i m ok. tnx:) u r so sexy ->Suga Lips: good & you? Zeus: how r u baby;? ->Suga Lips: hi Zeus: hey

Crunch Time
OK everyone its down to today!! We have all been workin so hard to win this contest day and night and I thank everyone a million billion times!! But please lets do it one more day!!!!! I will be happy to trade buy gifts whatever works just pls lets not let our hard work go to waste! click the pic below and show luv every comment counts so stop by and wish me luck!

Explain Ing The Real Me !
I'M 5'0 TALL GREEN EYES I'M A 38C ( SO I DON'T GET ASKED ANYMORE) BLONDE HAIR DOWN TO MY REAR I'M OVER WEIGHT OF 40 LBS I HAVE NO BOTTOM TEETH BECAUSE OF A MAN SCAR'S FROM SURGERIES & BEATINGS I'M A KIND PERSON TO KIND I HAVE BEEN TOLD. WHEN I LOVE I LOVE COMPLETELY & TOTALLY. I AM A BIG BELIEVER IN SPOILIMG YOUR MAN. DO WHAT YOU CAN TO MAKE HIM HAPPY IF HE KNOW'S HE IS TRUELY LOVED HE WILL SPOIL YOU & TREAT YOU RIGHT. TRUST & HONESTY ARE A BIG MUST IN A RELATIONSHIP WITHOUT THEM YOUR RELATIONSHIP WILL NOT LAST. TRUTH IS ALL I HAVE EVER ASKED FROM EVERYONE I WOULD RATHER LEARN THE TRUTH FROM YOU NOT ON MY OWN. BECAUSE I WILL & WHEN I DO ITS DONE ITS OVER FOR GOOD. SO NOW KNOWING ALL THIS DO YOU STILL LIKE ME ????

Wal Mart
A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly "Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?" The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't." The oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?" I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am," replied the greeter. "I just couldn't believe you got laid twice." Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart."

How About Some Great News????
Hi All!!!!! Just a note to inform all of you that Mary came home from the hospital today at 2:00 pm EDT. She mentioned she is tired and her mind is a little fuzzy, but she is otherwise ok. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS!!!! They were certainly answered!!! Thank you again! manly

Waking
Waking Awakened from a restless sleep I reach out….. you’re not here. Shaken from my broken dreams I wake and face my fear. I used to feel my life was good I woke to feel your skin. The warmth I felt between us, The tenderness within. I ran my fingers up your back And through your silky hair. Now my heart breaks each time I wake And find that you’re not there. Sometimes I wake and think I feel Your body next to mine. I wish I knew what’s in your heart. I wish you’d give a sign. The times we had meant more to me Than taking my next breath. If you don’t feel the way I do I’ll gladly welcome death. Some say that time can heal all wounds. Some say the future’s bright. But they have never felt my pain When waking from the night. Just know, my love, I'll think of you Until my life is done. I swear I'll never tear in two What feels so right as one. By Russ 9/13/17

Mango Is Missing
October --- Jeez - I never let Mango out but he slips out every so often, especially if the kids leave the back door open. Then he makes his quick escape - and off he goes. Well - there have been times when he was gone for a day - but he's been gone since the beginning of the week and it's now Thurs. I don't like to look - but I've been peeking on the side of the roads hoping not to see any squashed kitties - but no Mango. So I imagine he's at a neighbors house - as the hurricane remnants caused a lot of rain here today. And the problem is that I leave for the gulf coast Sat morning for my high school 25th reunion. So he'll be outside - or wherever- until Sunday when I get back. He's fixed and usually fixed males don't wander -- but someone must be feeding him. I've never lost a pet before - and it hurts..... Well - Mango came back when I got back on Sunday - a little banged up but no worse for the wear - then he slipped out again and I haven't seen him in 3 days.... sig

I Want Them!
Macy's just changed their display windows. The one window has a pair of dark red patent leather high heel pumps that I so want! I don't know why I want them. I guess because they kind of remind me of Dorothy's Ruby Slippers from the Wizard of Oz. Its not like I even have any place to wear them. But then again it was a Calvin Klein display, so I know they are out of my price range. :(

Back To Despair
Someday, somewhere, before I grow too old, I hope I can find someone who shares the same openness and passion about intimacy as I...but I'm not feeling very optimistic today about my chances. Everyone wants to be my friend, no one wants to love me. I've decided to stop looking for love, and let it come to me. Nice guys DO finish last.

Afternoon Delight
AFTERNOON DELIGHT You pull up in the driveway, as I am walking back toward my house from getting the mail. I turn and look at you and smile. You tip your hat and say,” afternoon ma’m, how are you today?” I respond by saying,” I am great, but it is time for a nice glass of cooled wine.” “Yes that would be nice,” you say. So I ask if you would like to join me? You come closer and say,”Yes, that would be a pleasure.” We walk to the house and I open the door so we can enter. I tell you to make your self comfortable while I get the wine. I come back and pour the wine for us both. We converse about life, everyday things, and our views. As we talk, I feel the underlying currents that are starting to take form. You keep looking at me so deeply, your eyes piercing me. It makes me tremble. Then you send the first signal to me by touching me. I know you want me, and I want you. The tension is mounting. The craving of desire is starting to rise. You are becoming even more beautiful, more enticin

She Is Family,duh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You know the routine bottom to top.I was really nice considering the girl she is talking about is a close friend of mine.I think she will get more ebarrassment out of looking like a fool,then me talking trash. ->Mr.Potatoe...: No,I dont expect anyone to rate anything.If they do cool,if not cool.It is called life.Im sorry you are so judgemental about people.You dont even know me and assume Im rude. Catherine: okay, the girl Amelia in your family list, i went to her page and rated and fanned her and sent her a friend request a couple of weeks ago and she stopped by my page but never returned the favor, ten minutes after i sent her that friend request i asked her why she never rated my page or anything and she said that she'll get to it on her own time, don't you think that rude? Catherine: and you're probably as rude as she is because she's in your family list ->Mr.Potatoe...: lmao Catherine: i thought you were cute until i went to your page and saw someone in your family li

How I Got A Vip
Youve received a Mail from Fubar Shop... ***bought you a 1 month VIP membership! This means that you get to experience: - Increased photo storage space -- Upto 2500 photos! - A blue, pink, or bolded gray nickname that will be displayed all over 'fubar'! - The special ability to rate members and photos 11's! - Space for up to 50 family members! - 10,000 Points bonus! - Access to VIP-Only gifts! the_dark_o...: 11s ->Psychowolf...: a gift of sodomy, does the body good! the_dark_o...: now you have to rate all my shit 11a the_dark_o...: lmao ->Psychowolf...: holy fuck...l;mao!.... the_dark_o...: waits ->Psychowolf...: seriosuly....ill shove things in all their buttholes the_dark_o...: lmfao ->Psychowolf...: but me a VIP and ill sodomize a dozen ppl of your choice the_dark_o...: ~falls over~ its been a looonngggg week

Fawk
Hmm why is it still really fun to randomly go driving with friends at like 2 am in the morning? I have no clue But I had fun Kristine aka Cupcake is a BOMBBB ASS BIOTCCHHHHHHH I dont know why but soooo many people stare at her and I when we randomly go driving around.. Blasting 104.9 [ funkey monkey local rock station ] oh and we got stared at when we walked into some random store..but maybe that was because i was wearing short shorts and a low cut top at 3 am in the morning? [ yeah it was 3 when we walked in ] Oh and i was texting my Future Boyfriend so rawr Plus my hair is red so *shrugs* I dont know im bored so i started typing Now im sitting here - shirt + hoodie and dancing to Feel Fine by Tune up *dances* later bitchezzzz

My Internet Friend
My Internet Friend Our friendship has developed In a way that is unique. To think we crossed an ocean, Yet no words we had to speak. Just a screen and keyboard To get a message through And from the whole wide world, I'm so glad that I met you. We've shared so many secrets Carried each others loads, You are always there to turn to When I travel a bumpy road. Sometimes when I'm feeling blue It's as if you link to my mind For going into my mail box, An e-mail from you I'll find. Sometimes a card of friendship Maybe a joke or two, Whatever arrived is special Because it was sent by you. So though we're an ocean apart Our hearts are together as one, And friends forever we'll be Sharing e-mails is so much fun. Online Friends Online friends are so very dear Like a rose your friendship blooms The miles between you don't seem to matter As your cursor bring them into the room. Who would of thought it possible You could have feelings of love and a

Typical Freak!
Caged_In_M...: you know what fuck you ->lifesez...: so what...she is probably 14 DUMBASS! Caged_In_M...: 16 is legal in NC dumbass I CANT BELIEVE THIS STUPID BITCH WOULD CONDONE HER HUSBAND SENDING PICS TO A 16 YEAR OLD WHO IS PROBABLY 14.LOL,AND THEN TO TELL ME FUCK YOU LIKE I HAVE THE PROBLEM!...I wanted to so badly say NO fuck you and you should be in prison with him!

Continuation From Potatoe's Convo
Ok Mr Potatoe Eyes got into it with this chick earlier & posted the convos in his blog. She posted a mumm asking why people on this site are so stupid. I knew it was her from the name & he told me what her pic looked like. So I wrote, "Oh I know who you are." and she got in my box :). ->Suga Lips: you can tell that from the lips..nice Catherine: you look it Catherine: well you must be 50 ->Suga Lips: lmfao..are you 7 years old? you act it with the name calling Catherine: you said you knew me, i don't know your ugly ass ->Suga Lips: you got in my shoutbox..duuuh Catherine: shut up and leave me alone ->Suga Lips: hardly Catherine: oh, he's stupid and rude to ->Suga Lips: I am referring to Mr Potatoe Eyes Catherine: leave me alone bitch ->Suga Lips: I don't know who Amelia is Catherine: don't tell me that rude bitch Amelia is your friend because if she is then you are rude to ->Suga Lips: you started shit with my friend..I know who you are Catherine: you w

Contest Info For 9/16/07
Ok guys, its time to get busy. Lets show our good friend Angie some Godfather Luv. Shes got a great tatt I'm sure you will all agree so she deserves it! Hit it hard!! Also for our new bombers, WELCOME HOME! Your in the best family on fubar, because we are just that, family. Anything you need let us know we will do what we can to make you happy. If you would please, and to remind the vets of the family, please, please, please let us know what yours doing, check the blogs and comment them!! If you cant bomb.. hey thats cool we all got lives.. if you can let us know when! Just please be a part of the family and let us know.. we are a team we need to work as such. Love to all! Goddess }|{

Maybe Someday The Usa Wont Be So Uptight About Nudity??
I bleive that parents, if they like being naked, should be naked at home weather their kids are around or not from the day they bring home there frist babie untill that baby moves out and gets his or her own place. That way the kid wont think anything bad about nudity since he or she grew up with it. Then he or she could do the same for his or her kid(s) and so on so that someday the USA wont be so uptight about nudity. Yes the kid(s) could/would be nude too if they want to be. i mean really, little kids go naked all the time, they take off their own dipers. why not encuage it by example. i am not saying that the parants and kids want to look at each others nakedness. but if they are compfy being nude then they should be nude. just like some people are comphy in clothes. Parents don't wear certaint clothes so that their kids will look at them, right??? I just gave a viable way. And if your kids are going to have friends over then the friends are going to have to call first and then eve

Whatever
LOL..my first and probably only happy hour and it appears that I have a jealous bitch among my so called friends. Be it male of female..LOL You know who you are loser, so please remove yourself from my list. I just want to have fun and not only is this loser going through my pics and flagging them, but also my stash as well. Too bad you have no life. LMAO Giggling still for you cause its so pathetic! To everyone else...LOVE ALWAYS!! HUGS AND KISSES!!

This Is Where I Will Be All Week
Ryan A. Woodward CPL. RYAN A. WOODWARD, 22, died Saturday, Sept. 8, 2007, in Balad, Iraq. He was born in Fort Wayne, and was serving in the U.S. Army. Survivors include parents, Mike and Sue Woodward of Columbia City; sisters, Tasha and Brooke Woodward; and brother, Benjamin Woodward, all of Columbia City; grandparents, Phillip and Mary Woodward of Fort Wayne, and Roy and Winifred Stantz of Albion; and many aunts, uncles and cousins. Service is 1 p.m. Wednesday at Aboite Lutheran Church, 10312 Aboite Center Road, with calling one hour prior. Pastor Richard Pagan officiating. Calling also from 2 to 5 and 7 to 9 p.m. Tuesday at D.O. McComb & Sons Pine Valley Park Funeral Home, 1320 E. Dupont Road. Burial in Lindenwood Cemetery with Military Graveside Rites by the U.S. Army. Published in the Fort Wayne Newspapers from 9/15/2007 - 9/16/2007.

Yeah
i'm wearing briefs today and they are tight, but i dont think im getting fatter cuz i did laundry and ran the dryer for a couple hours on the 'more dry' setting, and i only ate salad with chicken and shrimp last night and this is chicken shit fuckin bullshit. some woman needs to come here and help me out cuz im tired of playing double agent.

The Worst Pain In The World!
Is DEATH! So with all that our family has been going threw...I sit and wonder why and why is my faith being tested or why is all this happening to our family??? Well you guys all know my family has been going threw alot...I cant begin to understand why this is happening to us or if its just our ages and when we start losing our closest family members...This year alone I have lost 6 people alone and just today I get a call my aunt wont make is past today. She is like my mother...I am sitting here numb wonderin why all this is happenin...Just last Wed. 9/12/07 on my dads bday we were celebrating that he was still with us for his bday which for alittle we didnt think he would make it to his bday. That same day we found out one of our cousin passed away suddenly from internal bleeding...Now this morning we get more bad new that my aunt wont make it past tomorrow but most likely today. I am an emotional wreck. I should be there for my cousins as they were for me when my mom passed

Friends And Support What Is That Exactly ( I Know Maybe 5 Peeps Will Read This)
OK call me a whiner call me a bitch or a baby, i am outty i will b back on tomorrow to save and keep what pics i want and as of tomorrow i am not comming back on here, allllllls i asked for was a lil feed back positive energy and prayers for MY FATHER whom is dieing of cancer.....and how many of u actually reposted read or even opened one of my blogs/bulletins. not to many and i really appreciate the ones that did TY FOR that..........so sue me for thinkin peeps on here were supose to b friends and supprt to help ya through tough times i thought we alllll had feelings guess i was bypassed on that....well piss on the world, thas just what i am doing. PEACE OUT and may u guys all live a happy healthy f***ing life

Hahahahaha!
Funniest thing in life. I was just telling my office manager that me and my oldest sister are going to switch and be each other for Halloween. So she goes, "Oh she should have fun with that! She gets to be a rockstar, get drunk, and send people to Hell." I love that she described me like that. Funniest shit EVER.

Meeting
hello to all WTC members....We are going to have a meeting sept 20 at 9pm est you all must be there...This is something all members need to be here....We have alot to talk about i think it will make are family stronger we need to discuss alot of issues so thank you for your time Founder DJphilburg360

Fu Family Groups Vs Independent Me
I recently gave in and joined a group. Simply because I have helped this lady more than once. She shouts and asks for help. I will help if you ask me. That is how I am. FEEDINGTHEDESIRE I was approached today asking if a "family member" was in said contest{when my member is said 'helping in a contest'}. The person who asked is in a contest and this contest is seperate. I am new to this family stuff. Mind you I was asked personally to help this person today. The other person has not asked me to vote for her. FEEDINGTHEDESIRE Yep........... fu drama Did I tell ya I can't post Mumms? This is what I need from you shall I quit the family or stay and still do as I please??? song is sexy naughty bitchy it fits my mood today... so very well

A Moment Of Thankful Prayer.....
Let Us Pray... "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen." (repost of original by 'EAGLE' on '2007-09-18 18:58:10')

Nsfw Albums
I know you guys are wondering, especially you newcomers, why there are so many locked albums.... there were alot of guys coming here that wouldn't rate anything that was NOT NSFW... so i was getting NOTHING out of it... before you stop and say "omg she didn't rate my shit" take a moment and think about what i put into MAKING the NSFW albums. if you think it's worth it to see them, go back and find things you didn't rate (sfw pics, stash items, blogs) and give me something back for what i'm giving you. until i feel that you guys understand what I give, those albums will remain locked. Sin

~~~~~the Claiming Of You~~~~~~~
You expect my Tender Love for you at Night and have felt my Morning Desire for your as Sun's Rising, but you have not seen what the Mid-day brings....It is the Taking of What is Mine. You go about your day blissful in knowing your schedule and all that is required of you. You are satisfied with knowing your routine, but you have not yet seen mine. As you move about in your comfort zone I arrive, unannounced, unexpected, caring not what you are wearing or even if your body has felt the cleansing caress of a morning shower or bath. I am determined in purpose to Take you without words spoken...driven forward by the desire and passion your last kiss left within me like a slow burning ember needing only my complete thoughts of you to manifest it into a Intense Raw Passion that can only be quenched one way.....Taking you...claiming what is mine. I enter without words, intent with the stare that is already undressing you as I approach, you in and instant know what I am think

Zippa
A man walked into a supermarket with his zipper down. A lady cashier walked up to him and said, "Your barracks door is open." Not a phrase that men normally use, he went on his way looking a bit puzzled. When he was about done shopping, a man came up and said, "Your fly is open." He zipped up and finished his shopping. At the checkout, he intentionally got in the line where the lady was that told him about his "barracks door." He was planning to have a little fun with her, so when he reached the counter he said, "When you saw my barracks door open, did you see a marine standing in there at attention?" The lady (naturally smarter than the man) thought for a moment and said, "No, no I didn't. All I saw was a disabled veteran sitting on a couple of old duffel bags."

I Believe.................
I Believe...... A Birth Certificate shows that we were born A Death Certificate shows that we died Pictures show that we lived! I believe -. . . That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - . That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - . That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - . That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - . That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - . That you can keep going long after you think y

Im So Sick
of the drama on fubar aka cherry aka lost cherry I came to this sight thinking it was adult sight the day i turned 18 guess what i learned diff since i came here i see this sight is another place that theres drama not for kids but for adults which sucks..... u know so the fck what if someones using a fake pic so the fck what if one dsnt like another u know what instead of hating people y dnt u think about this there r people out in this world that r fighting for us to be here they r dying each and every day to give us that freedom.... the ones that cant talk to their wives or husbands or kids if they can fight a real war cant we stop the internet war.... sry my rant is now over.... i feel so much better now... ty for lisening

Ok- Nothing Has Worked So...
Here's the NEW deal with asking me to unlock or get into my family: YOU WILL be BLOCKED. That's it. No response from me, no reason given. You will simply lose access completely to my profile and pictures. if you send a mail, you will be blocked both by mail and your profile. so, unless you want to lose ALL of the pictures, i suggest you pay attention and STOP FUCKING ASKING. This goes into effect at 9am CST, 9/20. If you ask me in the next 20 minutes, i will simply curse you out til your ears bleed. Also, requests to rate pictures: if you want me to rate your shit, you better have rated more than my NSFW's... if you need help levelling, start rating shit that matters. take responsibility for your own damn points. if you do rate sfw's and you need help levelling, ask me by shouts. if i don't recognize your name by the people scrolling by my bar, you better come up with a damn good reason why i don't. keep in mind, i have minor insomnia so the excuse "i did it at 3am

Why Cant Ppl Be Real On Fubar
I have been on fubar since it was known as lostcherry and have seen it change alot through its name changes. lostcherry,cherrytap,and now fubar. some of the changes are for the better but it has also become more point driven and a place where ppl will try and buy their way to godfather or godmother. ppl are becoming more and more fake on here. i have made alot of friends on here that i think alot of.but have also found that some of the ppl i thought were friends are not who they appear to be and some of those ppl have caused me more pain than this site is worth.I have come to a hard reality in my life that it may be time to leave fubar. there are a handful of ppl on my family list that i will truly miss that are like real family to me but i have hundreds of friends on my list that never talk to me unless they want me to rate somehing and that bothers me because i asked to be there friend with the intension of talking to them but if you shout and they ignore you it feels like they added

Sooner Than I Thought...
I'm BAAAAAAAAACK. I don't usually do this...say things like this about other people...even those who have wronged me...but the injustice here is way too much to just let go without saying SOMETHING. And I just want to say that if you see Jewbear around the site you can let her know what a conniving, lying, deceitful, backstabbing, attempting-to-steal-my-man cuntball she is. I mean, really. Nyssa was my real life friend. I invited her to this site, bought her a blast, gave her a bunch of stuff for herself and her four kids, and treated her like gold. I was warned not to trust her...but I didn't heed the warning. I totally should have. I won't go into detail about the havoc she's wreaked on my life this past week...the horrid things she did to me and to someone I care a lot for...but I will say this... BEWARE. She will lie to you. She will manipulate you. She lives with and sleeps with one man while stringing along several others at the same time...and she tried

Frustration Beyond Belief
So... I enter the "Family" I am in here on Fubar... But what failed to happen is this: There are so many rules of what you can't do without permission... and all this stuff, and you would think I was informed of all of this... Nope, not at all... All I was told was I needed to devote atleast one hour a day to bombing... and I do... I bomb myself out everyday... I've been told numerous time that I do a better job than most bombers that have been in the family a lot longer than I have, yet, I can't get backing in a simple contest. That just seems to frustrate me a lil... Don't get me wrong... I love being in the family, and I don't mind at all supporting others in their contests... I do it without complaint... The "recruiters" and "Leaders" of the "family" need to make sure their new members are better informed... I guess this is what this blog is all about, me blowing off steam, and letting people know to inform people better...

Afternoon Jolt
I have to admit that I've only caught a little of the reports of this on CCN in passing. Andrew Meyer is the student that was asking the questions of Mr Kerry before his mic was cut and then escorted by police to the end of the building. I'm in shock here. What ever happened to the old adage "There's no such thing as a stupid question, only stupid answers"? This kid was asking fairly legitimate questions to Kerry and if you watch the video you can see that exactly 40 seconds into Meyer's speech, he is asked to step away from the mic by the police after mentioning the "disfranchised black voters in Florida and Ohio" This begins the point of where you begin to wonder why he's being asked to stop. Meyers continues and asks why he conceded the vote to Bush in 2004 as well as if he was part of the same Skull and Bones fraternity at which point his mic is cut all together and no less than 5 police officers surround him. Look suspicious? If you watch the video you can see that he's

Written For My Mom
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free; I'm following the path God laid for me. I took His hand when I heard Him call; I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day, To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way; I found that place at the close of day. If my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss; Ah yes, these things, I too, will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow; I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much; Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief; Don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your heart and share with me; God wanted me now, He set me free.

Snakes
->~FireFight...: my snake is not that long but it starts as a worm, and if you rub it, it becomes an anaconda ~FireFight...: my snakes are hawt ~FireFight...: yeah well i have a 10 foot 95lb boa if i can handl that the italian python would be a problem why?? ~FireFight...: lol ~FireFight...: whats that? ->~FireFight...: the italian python awaits ->~FireFight...: you like snakes but you know my stance

Stop The "nsfw" Bullshit!
Ya know.. I am getting fucking sick of seeing this in my Fubar mail... Hide header Date: Sat, 22 Sep 2007 13:58:13 -0700 (PDT) From: Size: 1 KB To: angelthemilitialeader@fubar.com Reply-To: One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of 'fubar' policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning. Click here for reported image. All I know is this is supposed to an adult site.. if it is adult... Why the "NSFW"? Get the fuck off the site when you are at work.... and most definately GET THE KIDS OFF THIS SITE. One more thing.. Make a feat

Damn
You know something? I was just in a mumm that was posted by a deaf chick. Of course, her being deaf had nothing to do with what the problem was. She just mentioned it in the wrong way. There were some nasty fucking comments about the deafness.... as in " just in: deaf people have no feelings." and it.. pisses.. me.. the ... fuck.. off... According to the National Technical Institute for the Deaf (NTID) that 90% of the deaf and hard of hearing never make it past 8th grade intelligence? 8th grade maturity? Even though the intelligence and capability is there? The the deaf and hard of hearing are more prejudiced against then black, Hispanics and gays combined? That most of them are ushered into "special schools" where they are shut off from society? Or "special communities" made "just for them?" This is what the school had told me when I was there. In a lot of ways, they are raised separately from the "normal society," and do not get the benefits that the rest get. In many w

I Am A Woman- For All The Women On Fubar
I am a woman hear me all When I walk I do with dignity with poise and grace Yes i am a woman hear me all A friend, a lover a wife and daughter with love or pain i give it my all Yes I am a woman hear me all A physicist, an astronaut a plumber, a nurse A barmaid, a detective or a miner pulling coal Yes I am a woman I can do it all Whats in you pretty woman? and to this I say its in the fire of my eyes and the will of my mind the love from my heart and the strength of my being heed me all for i am a Woman and I can do it all

...because Of This Picture
Dood pops up in my ShoutBox, says... "ya know, it's come to a point that i almost avoid reading, voting or commenting on a mumm simply because of THIS PICTURE" the full convo, bottom to top, is below, and i swear to whatever you have faith in, i have not edited it, nor would i. ->HoeHunter ...: alrighty then thomas: ayUP ->HoeHunter ...: so then we'll be seeing you in mumm's? thomas: TAnks ->HoeHunter ...: yer a riot thomas: (still repulsed. but less so) (and i think it's SUPPOSED to be repulsive.) ->HoeHunter ...: lmfao@repulsed thomas: the upshot is that i wanted to find the context of 'the tongue' now that i know where and what it's about. i'm less repulsed by it thomas: i liked the garden scene a lot. the telephone call was perfect thomas: WTF scaring you? ->HoeHunter ...: a brilliant show ->HoeHunter ...: lol thomas: the grcery store scene is freakin WEIRD. you're right, not for the faint of heart ->HoeHunter ...: yer scaring

Page Refreshers...
This is a mini rant to all of those "DRONES" that feel the need to refresh my page a million times a day. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU LOOKING FOR??? I'm so sick to death of you people coming to my page, and just refreshing ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL DAY!!! If theres something you want, ASK ME FOR IT!! I'll give you the direct link, or the honest to God truth. If you're just lookin for dirt, dig deep honey... You aint gonna find anything on here.. thats for sure...

A Lot On My Mind...
SO I just wrote how I had a great weekend.. and I did. But at the same time I have had a lot of stress and just am fighting that lost feeling again. Ya know the one I get where I want to run and hide for awhile. I already got rid of most of my pics again.... and its been very tempting to delete the whole thing. I don't know why I get this way.. But if you notice me missing from fubar for awhile....... its because I went and hid again.

I'm Pissed
Tomorrow is my youngest son's birthday he is turning 4. Well on Friday my ex mother in-law called me and told me my ex was coming down today to see him and my other kids. She was suprised my ex hadn't called me yet to let me know about it, so I told her to have her call me to let me know what's up. Well she never called me and never showed up today, only good thing is I didn't tell the kids about it so they aren't upsat over it. But I am pissed off I am so tired of her shit.

I've Learned My Lesson.
You know... I hate drama. I just want to live a calm life surrounded by the few people that matter to me...and be done with it. But I have this little problem. I'm way too trusting. I guess that, because I'm an honest person, some part of me always assumes that everyone else is the same way. Maybe I just want to think that...out of some inner desire to find something good in everyone...to find something that redeems the human race. And I am repeatedly disappointed. I've had a horrible week. One that's left me exhausted and disheveled and tired of life. I trusted someone that I thought was my friend...and I've been paying a high price for it. I've spent this whole week deflecting the drama that her lies and betrayals have caused...only to end up losing something very important to me because of it. So let me set the record straight here. Most of the people on this site have little idea of what goes on in my real life. You don't hear the ins and out of my person

I Finally Founnd My Voice
The general results of the MUMM I posted this weekend suggested that I rip into my ex-husband for his lack of support when my brother died (he wouldn’t take the kids while I went to tell our mother because it wasn’t “convenient”). However, I decided to take the high road and just let it go…wait and hope that the kids would see his true colors in time. As we made the arrangements for my brother’s funeral, I realized that it was going to occur on my ex-husband’s birthday, a day that he is entitled to custody of our two children. I called him last night to make sure that it was okay for me to keep the kids with me (about an hour away from home) until all of the day’s activities had wrapped up. When I got him on the phone, I calmly explained the details. He was cooperative and said I could keep them as long as I needed to. All of a sudden, I had this overwhelming need to share with him how much his behavior of Saturday night had bothered me. I could feel the anger building and exit

Whats Been Happening
im back , hopefully for good !! internet seems to be sorted so prepare to be bugged by oneself again !! lol the plans are .. me and my hubby have seperated he is living at his mum and dads but luckily is going to carry on paying the mortgage we are re mortgaging to get some needed money pay off some debts so the mortgage can be eaasily managed and the remainder money i am using to start up my own career ive booked up some courses to learn all about masssage and aromatherapy.nail technician and several other beauty treatments like body wraps facial's etc ... this is on going learning and there is so many different things i can learn i have between 3 months and 3 years to complete the course work and study cases and return them for an assesment in which i then become qualified !! huraahh !! then with some money i have left i am going to go to the bank get a business loan and start my own salon its gana be lots of hard work and many hours but im determind it is going to wo

I Wish I Could Do More For You Two Sweet Ladies!!!!
This is a tough one guys, I have an awesome family member pitted against an awesome mummer friend of mine in a contest that ends next Monday. I am tied up in 4 contests till Sunday. If you can go leave them some love I would appreciate it so much. Here are the photo links to their contest. It is my Awesome Family Member Sexy Succulence:D VS My Awesome Mummer Friend Bellor:D

A Guy Who Leaves A Girl Who Wont Have Sex With Him
This is what has been on my mind for the past week and I thought I’d share this with you all. I know this guy won’t read this because he decided he would pretty much delete me off of everything but I hope this will affect somebody in a good way and that somebody might take something good away from this section of my life. A week ago I decided that I would meet somebody from the internet, something I thought I would never do, but I talked to this guy for a little bit and he seemed like a genuinely good guy and quite attractive so I went for it. His name is Alex and he was simply amazing, seriously, too good to be true. He acted like he wanted to be with me and told me cute little things that made me feel special. Although I did find some things I didn’t really like about him, but everybody has something that they do not really like or agree with about the person they like, you’re always going to have some sort of difference. Here Is one…he sort of has this other personality, except n

For Lifesez And Psychowolf
->Leanna_K.O...: i am a jedi master Leanna_K.O...: you are a sick fuck ->Leanna_K.O...: the force is strong in your child; and a Jedi master sent me on a mission to retrieve the baby Leanna_K.O...: what ->Leanna_K.O...: lol yeah Psychowolf...: you gettin her now?.....she just visited me, blocked me, lmao Leanna_K.O...: hello ->Leanna_K.O...: hi pretty much self explanatory

Losers = No More 'risque Pics' For Friends!
So, someone decided it would be clever to bring to the attention that I had "NSFW" photos in my "friends only" folder. I have no idea who this person is, but rather then ween them out and make them confess their idiocy. I've just decided to lock it all down. Doesn't hurt me any. I wouldn't want anyone in my friends list to feel uncomfortable with some cleavage. If you want access to all of my pictures write me a 1000 word essay telling me why you're not a complete douche and should be allowed to see them, and I'll consider it. You think I'm joking. If only. Boo. Jackass. *EDIT* I'm lax on the 1000 word thing. Just write enough so I know you don't care if you're randomly flashed 'NSFW' pics and aren't going to go tattle on me.

Since None Of You Have Balls
Apparently its up to me to handle your garbage once again in the mumms. this creepy, insane, drug addict wackjob has decided to try and obsess over the abuse I gave him. 'psychowolf' expect things to get heated.

I Am Amazed
Well..i am learning a huge lesson about Fubar today..:( It seems as though because of my newly acquired rank (which will be gone by the end of the fucking day) has tongues wagging. I am amazed at the audacity of some to talk shit about me like I have stolen poses and shit. Stolen poses? Are you kidding me?..LMAO I guess Playboy stole all the poses on here too? Not to mention the nerve of some to wish ill will of me when I have done nothing wrong, but bust my ass and work hard everyday, for this ONE shining moment. If you are on my friends list and you don't think I deserve to be ranked where I am right now, for Gods sake get the hell off of it please. I can be the best friend you can have or I can be your worst enemy...thats the Scorpio in me. Love me Or Leave me the Hell alone! Hugs and Kisses to all that show love..MUAH

What The Heck!
You know? Yesterday was such a weird day, I just told my boss man that I am going to go home for the day and play a round of golf. Know what he told me? I will meet you on the course..LMAO So thats where I am going to be for the next few hours...giggling. Life is wonderful and sometimes you gotta get out and do what you love to do. So Thats what I am doing. :) I will be back later on, and you all wish me fairways and greens would ya? MUAH Hugs and Kisses!