Heavenly Quandary's blog: "Lost soul"

Ok...I have to get this out I guess..LOL I went on a lunch date with this guy and had a great time. We drove around for a bit, and really seemed to hit it off. So well that we planned a golf date...:) So here is the story Set it up for Saturday...and of course stuff happened, but to make a long story short I ended up being late. Mind you I had to drive an hour to get there, and there was an accident I didn't plan for, and construction work. But I did Make it just late. I had his number to call when I got there, but of course..stuff being the way it is and me being rushed..I left it at home. Some you know I have no phone of my own , neither home or cellular, by the way..:) So I end up hunting this golf course on my own with the hopes that he was there waiting. He wasn't. He apparently called and cancelled the tee time. As soon as I got home I got on the computer and wrote a message as to what happened with no reply from him. Today, he gets on Fubar and rerates me a 1 from a ten and sends me a message saying "I thought so" Nothing else said. Heres my point. This is the reason I can't and am not ready to go out. I can't do it! I didn't want to hurt his feelings and would never have done it on purpose. I guess God is not ready for me to meet anyone yet. So I guess I will continue to bide my time until he is. Maybe I am destined to be alone, and maybe there is no one out there for me...Just felt like writing...thanks for reading..:) Hugs and Kisses