Miss Vanima's blog: "stuff"

yeah i haven't been around.. sorry.. life has been crazy..

working a lot... trying to do stuff on the house.. getting hurt by a guy i actually liked.. getting over it.. 

two big things going on right now..

bad things first

i have a VERY good friend of mine who is extremely ill.. please keep him in your hearts for me.. 

he is in ICU.. has been for about a month... 

see.. he lost his mother... they were very close.. he started drinking a lot as she got sicker and sicker and the doctors gave him some pills for his depression... well after she died... he got sick... he got pneumonia.. kept drinking.. kept taking the pills... didn't do anything about the pneumonia.. then stopped eating.. stopped drinking... another friend of ours found him in his house after no one seeing him for three weeks... he recently had surgery and they put him in a medically induced coma... he has machines hooked up everywhere and tubes in his lungs trying to drain things out... they aren't sure if he is going to survive... 

i love him a lot and am heart broken with this...

good thing..

i met a guy.. his name is carl.. i really like him.. so sweet.. 

before some of you ask.. 30, no kids, never been married, great job, great truck (i love that truck...) and is on some of the same paths as me... straight out country boy too.. fishing, hunting, guns, mud... we get along fabulously... 

but i am trying to not get my hopes up.. cause thats when everything crashes down... we shall see... 

He DID do the best thing ever... after not seeing him for a week and a half due to work schedules.. i asked him if he wanted to come hang at the bar i work at.. he said he couldn't cause he was trying to get some things done.. we were texting.. and i made a joke about how we were only gonna see each other once a month at this rate... 10 minutes later he walked into my bar... he lives 30 minute away in texas. sweetest. thing. ever.

so... while i have one very bad thing... i also have one (potentially) very good thing happening... 

Keep Shawn in your hearts for me people..