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Trying
today like every other day i tried. tried to be who i am tried to be different tried to be who i should be... in the end it's who you really are as a person as a friend as a human being.... will we ever learn will we know who we are? can we be who we really are? i don't think we can really....

Reaching For Godfather!
It's time for yet another Fubarian to activate their Auto 11's....Me! Thanks to a great lady, and a great friend...not to mention an avid stalker of mine, Birdie! Thanks Birdie for being a pal, and sliding an Auto 11's bling on me! xo Hit me hard on the 24th, and show Birdie some luvvin' as well!!!

Single And Need To Eat?? I Do!
IS THIS YOUR SIGN?? HEARING THIS TOO OFTEN?? LMAO NOW LADIES C'MON I KNOW HOW OFTEN WE CAN SAY "NO" ROFL!! NOW THAT I'M SINGLE I SO DON'T WANT TO TAKE THE TIME TO ACTUALLY COOK SOMETHING FOR MYSELF, BUT I CAN TELL MY ENERGY IS LOW. SERIOUSLY, I THINK MY CAT IS TIRED OF ME SLEEPING SO MUCH LOL! I'M ALSO TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO KEEP FOODS FRESH AS A SINGLE PERSON. MOST THINGS GO BAD BEFORE I FINISH THEM OR EVEN GET TO THEM LOL. THIS IS A WHOLE NEW RIDE FOR ME! BUT!! I SAW A BLAST THE OTHER DAY THAT CAUGHT MY EYE AND I CLICKED ON THAT!! AND I THINK THERE ARE ALOT OF SINGLE PEOPLE ON HERE (OR SO IT SEEMS BY STATUSES I SEE)THAT MIGHT ALSO BE INTERESTED IN THIS, SO I'M JUST PASSING THIS ON TO YOU. CHECK HIM OUT! IF YOU ARE INTERESTED, JOIN HIS LOUNGE AND LET'S START SHARING ON THIS TOPIC!! PLEASE BE SURE TO RATE, FAN AND ADD HIM BEFORE YOU JOIN HIS LOUNGE. THANKS! CookingForOne101@ fubar

A School Project I Had To Do.
This was an assignment I had to do for one of my classes. Thought I'd share it here... Robot type: Automatic Dog Walker AKA PuppyMatic My robot is an automatic dog walker.The automatic dog walker can be programmed for up to 20 dogs and will be initialized via one of four methods: 1. It can sense when the dog needs to go to the bathroom, via sound and activity sensors placed throughout the house. And based on which collar produced certain activities, will call only that dog to the collar latching system. 2. The owner can initialize via remote control, by pressing the “Call” button and the dog’s number to call the specific dog to the collar latching system. 3. The system can be placed on a timing system, determined by the owner, and will call each individually programmed dog at designated times. Timer can be turned on or off via the “T On” or “T Off” buttons. 4. The dog can initialize by walking up to the collar latching system. For the first three methods, a w

Memory
Who sits awake with you at night, when there is demons we must fight, Don't you think that I don't feel your pain, your in my heart, soul, body & mind the pain, But I'm not the one to blame, never in a million lifetimes could I have every made you feel this way, you are my hope s you are my dreams, something we've worked so hard, It's been so long now time is here for making choices & changing lives, just beyond our grasp... What About Now lyrics - Daughtry lyrics What About Now Video - Daughtry Music Videos Music Videos by VideoCure

I Have Auto 11's On Today Plz Rate Blog A Ten
SO DEAR I LOVE HIM THAT: With him I could endure all deaths without him live no life.. I'm looking for my Romeo I have auto on today and some new pics guys.. Come show Mizz Shady some love now Love me up good guys.. ..... Click any pic and you will be home free baby.... For everyone who joins this lounge today only will get $5,000 fubucks payable by me. Mizz Shady.. You need to shout me and let me know you joined ok.. You need to say Mizz Shady sent me.. when you enter then join.. Then let me know you did.. Just click here for the lounge thank you Best Kept Secrets Looks like they need a Best kept secret. Join today..

250 Greatest Rock Guitar Solos
1. Comfortably Numb - David Gilmour (Pink Floyd) 2. Stairway To Heaven - Jimmy Page (Led Zeppelin) 3. All Along The Watchtower - Jimi Hendrix 4. Free Bird - Allen Collins (Lynyrd Skynyrd) 5. Maggot Brain - Edie Hazel (Funkadelic) 6. Texas Flood - Stevie Ray Vaughan 7. Eruption - Eddie Van Halen (Van Halen) 8. Highway Star - Ritchie Blackmore (Deep Purple) 9. Cause We've Ended As Lovers - Jeff Beck 10. Hotel California - Don Felder/Joe Walsh (Eagles) 11. Mr Crowley - Randy Rhoads (Ozzy) 12. Little Wing - Jimi Hendrix 13. Time - David Gilmour (Pink Floyd) 14. Layla - Eric Clapton/Duane Allman (Derek & The Dominos) 15. Sweet Child O' Mine - Slash (Guns N' Roses) 16. Cliffs Of Dover - Eric Johnson 17. Nottingham Lace - Buckethead 18. For The Love Of God - Steve Vai 19. Voodoo Child (slight return) - Jimi Hendrix 20. November Rain - Slash (Guns N' Roses) 21. Shine On You Crazy Diamond - David Gilmour (Pink Floyd) 22. Blue Sky - Duane Allman/Dickey Betts

Tag/serenity Made Me.
Instructions... Once you have been tagged,you have to write a blog with 10 weird things,or random facts,or habits about yourself.At the end you must choose at least 5 people to be tagged,listing their names.Dont forget to leave a comment on their profile that says "your it",and ask them to read your blog.You cant tag the same person that tagged you. 1) I love to workout 2) I enjoy watching Nip/Tuck 3) King of Queens is my favorite show. 4) I work for UPS 5) I eat meat/potatoes at least 5 days/week 6) I drink Budweiser lol 7) Im an honest person 8) Im addicted to madden online on my ps3 9) Im 35 yet to be married 10) Im easy to talk to. ps so glad i was forced to post this..NOT lol

Why Men Luv Bitches!
1, B mysterious Make them men try to figure out who u really r. 2, Luv urself first Dont ever think u luv sb more than urself then he would luv u back dat much! Wake up, nobody luvs u as much as u do! 3, B independent Make him accept dat hes not ur only passion, share ur time with other passions in ur life. Manage n control ur own destiny, ur own life instead of givin it to ur future husband n expect him to please u whatever u want. 4, B self-confident n proud of urself Make it clearly known bout what u got n make him respect who u r as well. 5, B smart Know how n when is da rite time to tell bout urself, bout what u got, never try to prove dat u r more intelligent than him all da time n dont try to tell him dat men r nothin in ur eyes either, treat ppl like how u want them to treat u! (well, i need to learn more bout dis one ^^) 6, B a woman No matter how n what u try to expose to attract n impress them men, they all want u to b a woman first: soft manners with sw

Maybe Hes Right
I just re-read an old email from an ex bf. A man I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with. One I thought really actually loved me. I was proven wrong when he emailed me accusing me of alot of junk. Maybe he wasnt so wrong. Not totally anyways. I would never lie or use him like he thought. But, maybe he is right that I belong alone. There is a man right now thats very dear to my heart. But maybe its best for the guy if I let him go. Ill probably just mess up his life to. It seems to be what I do when I find a wonderful man. I always find some way to mess it all up and hurt the man I care the most about. So, taking the advice of a man that seems to know me better then I first thought. Maybe it is time I let go of men once and for all. Maybe I should just stay single the rest of my life. Its better then messing up another wonderful mans life.

Everyone Deserves A Second Chance....
My eyes are open wide By the way, I made it through the day I watch the world outside By the way, I'm leaving out today Well I just saw Hayley's Comet, she waved Said "why you always running in place? Even the man in the moon disappeared Somewhere in the stratosphere" Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying Sometimes goodbye is a second chance Please don't cry one tear for me I'm not afraid of what I have to say This is my one and only voice So listen close, it's only for today Well I just saw Hayley's Comet, she waved Said "why you always running in place? Even the man in the moon disappeared Somewhere in the stratosphere" Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying Sometimes goodbye is a second chance Here is my chance This is my chanc

Auto 11's Are On Have At It And Enjoy Many New Pics
DJ GHOST IS HOSTING AN AUTO 11 ON MARCH 14TH STARTING AT 6PM ALL ARE WELCOME TO JOIN IN. JUST CLICK THE PROFILE LINK BELOW TO ENTER DJ GHOST (RIDER) of VAMPY'S VAMPIRE CAVE AND FRIENDLY STALKER TO DeViLiSh DeSiReS@ fubar ALSO HE WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE WHO HELPED ON HIS LAST AUTO 11. PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO COME AND VISIT US AT VAMPY'S VAMPIRE CAVE JUST CLICK ON THE IMAGE BELOW

Man Of Confustion
I feel like a man of confustion. I dont know really much of any thing any more i try to do what i think is right then i realise what i think is right is sometimes wrong as well I was raised in a single parent home so its not always easy for someone that way to learn all that they need to know but one thing i thought i did learn was responsablity to family give them what they need over your own needs and ive felt good about that for a lot of years now I knowim not the best husband and father to my wife and kids but i do my best to love and provide for themthe best way i know how but maybe just providing a roof over their heads and food in their bellys isnt always what matters to being a good father and a good spouse love and comunication hve a lot to do with it as well but how do you comunicate when other dont do it either driving down the road for hours and not saying a thing because your worried maybe what im thinking isnt the thing they want to talk about so you say nothing at all i

100 Convictions In 2007(pervs Beware!)
100 convictions in 2007... already!With the posting of the Michael Seibert conviction on August 18th, we have posted 100 convictions so far already in 2007. In 230 days so far this year, we've posted the results of 100 convictions/sentencings. That is a conviction result every 2.3 days on average.In 2006, we had 81 convictions for the year. We were very happy with that number. To have our evidence result in 100 convictions for 2007 by... August... is simply unbelievably cool. In the last twelve months, if you go back to August 18th, 2006... we've posted 148 convictions/sentencings. On average, well over ten a month.When we started in the summer of 2003, we thought we might get an arrest... maybe. People who didn't like what we were trying to do said we'd never get an arrest, NEVER get a conviction! Now, we're breaking triple digits in far less than a years time. The best part? We still have roughly four and a half months left in the year. These results are grassroots, volunteer-driven

Thoughts And Observances...
Remember, this is all my opinion and doesn't really apply to anyone but me... When I first heard about this site, I thought it would be a cool place to hang out, meet some friendly people and generally have fun. For the most part it has been just that except for one small problem. Every now and then, you run into someone who wants to be your "friend", they fan, rate and add you and then, once you accept that add, you find out they Have NSFW pics on thier page. I don't mind that at all, to be honest..in fact, I like NSFW pics. The thing that gets me is when you are then told that to see these pics, you must use your credit card(which i don't have and don't want) to buy this person a "bling pack , or some other "real" gift. I'm not saying these pics wouldn't be worth the money, but in my situation, I just don't have money to spare. Free enterprise is a wonderful thing, I just can't partake. I have a subscription to Playboy, and the whole internet to look at those kinds of pictu

#2 "art Of Touring"
With hundreds of bands and thousands of tours, what is touring all about? Is it about pleasing the fans, promoting the music, or is it about the dedication to the road?.....Me personaly, I feel it's all the above. Putting on a good show for the fans, playing the new music, and going from city to city and playing in front of thousands of screaming fans. Let me know what you think......

Frustration
Some days it can be very hard for me........in fact most Saturdays seem to get harder every time I spend the day with my sons..... Today, something happened and through something I said, my youngest broke into tears and well to say I felt very guilty is an understatement!!.....but we worked it through and got back on track with our day.....and as usual we went into town for our usual hunt for nothing in particular, it was while we were walking round outside we came across a group of people who were having a jam session with an assortment of drums and other percussion instruments, so like others we stood there and watched, feet tapping along to the rhythm going on.....then a woman came up to us and handed my youngest son and me a shaker and a maraca, so without thinking the 2 of us looked at each other and just joined in, and for the next 20 minutes we just let our hair down and jammed along with the rest.......and at one point my son Ethan handed me the maraca he had and started to p

!!!douchebag Alert!!!
Douchebag Alert! Douchebag Alert! Douchebag Alert! This individual made some inappropriate comments to my wife on Fubar. He was given an opportunity to retract them and declined. As such, I'm doing what I think is best and making it easy for everyone else to avoid such a situation and make a preemptive block. If you're anything like me, you'll want to see the situation for yourself, and as I feel it would be in poor taste to repeat the things he said, I invite you to ask him for yourself. If you trust me sufficiently, then you may take this as a fair warning and proceed directly to a block. I am quite alright with either outcome, as long as this man is not allowed to make any more women feel cheap or like less then a lady. If you have a mind to treat a woman like this yourself... be wary. Women in packs can, and given reason, will hurt you... badly. Thank you for your time. Ken

Considering Surgery.....
Well here goes it. I have been losing weight and those of us that have weight issues know that afterwards there are areas of the body that just need fixed. This is all new to me, the fixing me up part so I am not sure where I should even begin. I am not a gorgeous woman nor am I very pretty. (these are my internal thoughts) I have really let myself go over the last 6 years. Maybe I have done so due to depression, unhappiness or I have just lost my way along this journey. Any way that I look at it I really need to make some serious changes. I am not happy being overweight. I have become this jealous monster inside. I have begun to hate who I am. The thoughts of dying cross my mind daily but I can't follow through with them because of my children and the man I love so deeply and passionately. BUT then again this part of me that is "sick" inside thinks it is the answer to how I feel inside and out. So where do I begin? ONE: I need to change my internal thinking. How do I do that?

448 Things To Fear
AbstinenceAcne MedicineAerosol ContainersAfternoonsAirplane Aisle SeatsAlaskaAlfalfa SproutsAlligator ShoesAluminum FoilAntennasApple JuiceApricot KernelsAromatherapyArtificial NailsAssertivenessAstringentsAugustAutumnBaby Faced BoysBackpacksBad InitialsBagelsBaggy PantsBaked PotatoesBakeriesBaking SodaBalloonsBanistersBartendingBathing SuitsBatteriesBeachesBean Bag ChairsBeauty ParlorsBetween 3-4pmBible QuotingBicycle SeatsBicycle WheelsBirimingham, AlabamaBlow DryersBlowing Off SteamBlowing your noseBlue EyesBody OdorBottled WaterBottling Up AngerBowingBowl GamesBraidsBrassieresBreadBrieBright colored clothingBrush CuttersBubble BathsBug ZappersCampingCandlesCanned TunaCan OpenersCardboard BoxesCareers in AdvertisingCar PhonesCar-Pool LanesCar windowsCartoonsCasinosCasserolesCatsCerealsChainsawsChamomile TeaChampagneCheerleadingChewing GumChiliesChopsticksChristmasChubby CheeksCigarsCinnamon GumCity BikingClassical PerformancesCleanlinessClose ShavesClothespinsCoffee CupsCold Weather

Fathers Day 2009
Oh the joy of Fatherhood, it changes ones perspective on many things all at once! Yet, this is not about me, but about my father. My dad was in the military, army to be exact. He was not a perfect dad, for I have found out later in life that there is no such thing. I spent a lot of my younger years being mad at my dad, because of things I couldn’t do “because he said so” or things that I didn’t get to have. But I loved him like child would. It didn’t upset me until later years that he and mom didn’t attend my football, basketball, baseball or bowling games and banquets or band stuff, but they loved me, I knew that, Dad was too busy all the time, army, American Legion, 40 & 8. Yet my teen years must have been the hardest on him, for as I also found out later, we were so damned much alike. I was rebellious, coming at the end of the hippie generation in my teen years, anti-establishment, and since dad was army that meant him too. I grew up and ha

All By Myself
will its clear i will be all by myself i will never ever find anyone to love me very time i find someone they say about going for cofee or ect... i triered of all the lies from males to me and never keep there promise . do not have no atracktion with fat , aguly, ect...... i trtierd of being hurt i just wish i get my divorce then and my kids move out and my neice then i can just lock myself in my house for good and do bother nobody and nobody bothers me i am not getting young i getting older going to be 45y 7 mouths and still do not have nobody so mite as will give up . i cant trust nobody becuase i have my back stab to many times and heart brokin . theres time i want to be dead because all my life i been hurting people hurt me though my whole life. i hate my life and what become of it and someone told me it no over the hurt ect... like i sais in my last blog there no man want a woman with kids and having to much prombles in that woman life and i know mine will never e

Sex
Oh, and SEX. I'm a huge nympomaniac. Quite frankly, I think I would prefer that to the movies and books and normal stuff. You can tell a whole lot about a person by the way they have SEX. Sometimes it's the best way to get to know someone. SEX is an art. It's not just bumping and humping and swaping sweat. It should be fun and flirty and filled with passion. Whether it lasts two hours the first time you do it or two minute because someone could walk into the room at any moment. Good SEX is something you just don't give up without a fight. Because, frankly, he could have the best looks, the best personality, but if the SEX sucks, you're really nothing more than friends. (Why? Because if the SEX sucks you're not having it. And if you're not having it, it's putting a strain on the relationship. And if the relationship is strained you're better off friends. Because, frankly, the SEX sucks.) And, in conclusion, if you haven't already figured it out, I love to talk & say SEX...

My Nutball Stalker 9-10-2009
Please be wary with this chick. She goes after anyone that blings me and either tries to get blings or tries to make deals for Fubucks in exchange for bling credits saying its for PieDaDDY. The best thing is just to block her. if you read the other blogs under Insanity heading you will see how she has harrassed and threatened family/friends here and anyone that has blinged me. She is an unstable person. The moron tries to tell my friend who I have known for over 7yrs now that Im not a nice person but in the meantime offers bling in exchange for fubucks for my benefit. She has been stalking me since December 2008 ->~LIVING (t...: alright i sure will keep lovin on him he is a wonderful person ~LIVING (t...: Leave it please.......You just keep on liking him. Won't spoil it for u. Sure he has "his reasons"...... ->~LIVING (t...: not sure why he doesn't care for you but he's gotta have a reason he just doesn't hate on people like that ~LIVING (t...: Uhhhuu, shure he's. ->~LIVING (t...

Some Thoughts
I can't explain or understand and things are so unclear,The seasons changing while I slept, left me unprepared.My sympathies and empathies are locked behind this door,Hiding there until I'm sure it is as safe as before.I must have closed my eyes too long, turned my head too far,Cause something strange is happening, I feel it more and more.This painful numbing of my mind, I can't even feel my skin,And here I am alone again, on the outside looking in...

I Miss...
Current mood: catalyzedCategory: Writing and Poetry I miss.... I miss when you would say you love me I miss your touch I miss you when your here I miss you when your gone I miss your warm embrace I miss your kisses upon my lips I miss the love that used to be I miss the care and compassion that I used to feel I miss the love that you gave No longer do you give me sweet kisses No longer do you hold me in your embrace No longer am I yours I am a shadow of the woman you used to love I am the love you used to give I miss you,I miss us,I miss the love

Its Been Awhile
i know it has been so long since ive been on here. i am still alive even though at times over the last several months i would have loved being 6 feet under. well on october 22 i should legally be rid of the ex. its just the first court date since he wouldnt pick up his mail and they had to reschedule4 times. i have sucessfully managed to feed cloth and keep a roof over my kids head. i never imagined that would ever be a challenge, but when it comes between paying the phone bill and buying groceries for my boys they will always win out. i plan on updating my albums cause i got some awesome pics of my two little brats who i wouldnt give up for nothing. i am living proof it gets easier. trust in that

Posers Fakes And Wannabes On Fubar.. Yup Im Calling People Out That Screwed With Me N Love To Trash Talk Me!
Where to Start, hmmm could be that its all the fakes on here.. MAybe all the wannabes. Maybe the People that you help and as soon as you do your own thing they have to do some serious trash talk and try to ruin your rep.. haha. PErhaps its someone that seduces people and manipulates them with having them fall for her and then uses em like puppets... Lounge owners that arent real, Djs, graphics people you trust and they cant tell you the truth but complain and whine about how they dont like where they are.. day in and day out...... LAst but not least, family... they are the ones that you should trust most right? Your own Blood.. Why is it some family know the truth about some things, yet always choose the opposite side no matter what? Yt those they surround themselves with call this family weak ... Perhaps hes weak, maybe scared, but for gods sake why would family not tell the truth when asked it... I say to All This.. Seductive Pleasures is Back...... 2 years gone i wasnt going t

Wierd Dream
i had this dream where i was in some kind of group of friends i was wandering around with a couple of guys*not like that* in my dream i mustve known them awhile i was kinda like the lil sister or something, we were running from some guy that wanted to kill us and as we ran down this dock looking thing i saw a ship leaving so we ran after the ship and jumped onto it just in time to be too far for the guy chasing us to follow...i thought we were safe til some crazy lady that mustve owned the boat showed up and told me she had a deal for me..she sat a girl down at the table on the deck where we were all sitting and handed me a gun..she told me if i shot the girl in the arm we could stay on the ship but if i didnt she was going to throw us off into the water i assume...so i shot her in the arm after hesitating for a few and i actually thought of a spot to do it where it wouldnt be as bad she looked dissapointed at me like she knew what i did but allowed us to stay on the ship...then we doc

A Whisper Sweet
Basket full of pretty posiesfrom the "you" I love,both of us to talk togetherunder stars above.A whisper sweet disclosesthe magic that you feel,I'm delighted with the roses,roses tell me love is real.We sing a song of rainbowsto the tune of a lullaby,you and I both wearing halosso in love ~ as time goes by

Poem
If I could catch a rainbowI would do it just for youand share with you its beautyon the days you're feeling blue.If I could build a mountainyou could call your very own;a place to find serenity,A place to be alone.If I could take your troublesI would toss them in the sea,But all these things I'm findingare impossible for me.I can't build a mountainor catch a rainbow fair,but let me be what I know best,a friend who's always there.This is a Hug Certificate!

Death Is Never Easy......
I received a call yesturday from the nursing home my mom has been in for the last several years. She was diagnosed with Lewybody's disease. This is a disease that is closely related to both Parkinsons and Altzheimers as it tends to mimic both diseases symptoms. She does not know who I am anymore. She hasn't for about 2 years now. She is lost in her own world. The nursing home informed me that my mom is declining. She has withdrawn farther into her world and has stopped eating. The hospice nurse says that they don't expect her to last much longer. She's dying. Probably within the next couple months, if not sooner. I have had my older brother and my step-mom both die in December. My step-mom ON Christmas day. Now my mom is not expected to make it to 2010. I'm beginning to wonder if there is some weird Christmas curse on my family. I'm wondering if knowing that someone is going to die is better than a sudden death? Both my brother and step-mom were sudden. Which was devastating t

If It Kills Me...
Well, all I really want to do is love you A kind much closer than friends use But I still can't say it after all we've been through And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me Well, how long can I go on like this, wishing to kiss you Before I rightly explode And this double life I lead isn't healthy for me, in fact it makes me nervous If I get caught I could be risking it all Well, baby there's a lot that I miss in case I'm wrong All I really want to do is love you A kind much closer than friends use But I still can't say it after all we've been through Lyrics...if it kills me...Jason mraz... And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me If I should be so bold, I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man But I n

Cher Père Noël,
Now listen here mister man, I think I have been fairly good this past year,least in my own eyes..but truly that is all that counts:) After hearing about what you did with Mrs Claus's sissy..you have no right to past any kind of jud...huh??? what do you mean I wasnt post to know?? OOOO I was post to keep it a secret! gotcha. sooo ummm,how bout those leafs??*clears throat* My wish list is not long,nor is it expensive and anyway,shape or form..but this is truly my wish list for this season. 1.Please Give my oldest the confidence in himself to stop wishing he was taller,that taller people are cooler and get to be important people when they grow up. You and I both no this is of course not true,help me inform him that he is perfect just how he is,but yet has plenty time to grow.So maybe a stocking full of patience might be in order. 2.Give my dog Harley Quinn a clue,let her know that tryin to go around itty bitty kitties isnt a good idea since mommy kitty will whoop her butt repeat

To Pose A Question
i pose this question to all when someone truns their back on you what do you do to them do you shrug it off and still be nice and friends with them or do you say fuck you bitch and walk away since people turned ion me in the times when i needed them oly a few stood by my side people that said i was their family walked away from me when i wanted to die they did not listen or try to help they just turned on me and said grow up or kill yourself and get it over with not many stood by me but to the few that did i thank you from the bottom of my heart for being my family and thank you for being their when i needed you the most

Remember Me
Birthday Massacre, The - Remember me Lyrics Album: Imagica Demo 1 It's safe to say I'm lonely nowA place called home Is just a memory awayI know I've done this all beforeA thousand silent voices Begging me to stayApologies all left unsaidSecrets better left unspokenDreams are slowly put to bedRumors stirred and reawokenIf I try to get awayHow long until I'm freeAnd if I don't come back hereWill you remember me?It's safe to say I'm nothing nowIt's all so quiet but I Can't forget the soundA thousand voices call my nameA thousand hands that Pull me back down to the groundI turn away from what you areDenying all that you have givenI find a place that's safe and farIn time all will be forgivenIf I try to get awayHow long until I'm freeAnd if I don't come back hereWill you remember me?

Sirens Song
The heart does changeLike seasons of the yearNow mine matches winterThis is something I fear. The longer I am goneThe colder I becomeHow long before I see youAnd feel the warmth of your sun. You can't bring back summerBut to my heart a flameAnd melt away my winterSo only your warmth remains

Intuit Your Home’s Decor
Working with Space Treat your home décor in a mindful way, honoring each room as they all come together like a symphony orchestra. When we decide the time has come to change the look or feel of our personal spaces, it is the spaces themselves that can provide us with the most useful guidance. Working with a single room, an apartment, or an entire house allows us to unearth the innate potential of these spaces and also better understand how we want to relate to them. To be conscious of the possibilities of a space, we need to listen to, look at, and bond with that space in a deep and personal way. Just as no two people are alike, no two rooms, however similar, are identical. The more we know about the spaces we wish to change, the better equipped we are to make them both beautiful and functional. Before you contemplate colors and layouts, spend some time in the rooms you plan to modify. Observe the way light moves through each space at different times of day. In the course of a week

Rip Buddy
i remember when i first got you you had no self e-steem had your head hanging down and was hiding under a table scared...i knew that we had a special bond... after i got you home and told you everything would be ok i could see the life comeing back in you. i remember the endless nights where i would just set up and talk to you even tho you couldn't talk back i knew u listen. i remember all the good times we had the walks at the park when i asked u if u wanted to go bye bye u would bark and carry on until we went. i remember the trips we took to tennessee and just to see u sit so pretty in the passenger seat was priceless. i miss the way we played i miss the way u made me feel i miss your comfort i knew even after a long day at been at school or at work i could come home and you would be waiting on me... no matter how late it was.. i remember everytime i was leaving the house u wanted to go with me no matter where i was going... i miss your bark your growl when we played i miss the

As I Walk Through Life..
As I Walk Through Life.. As I Walk Through Life.... I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life I've learned that its taking me a long time to become the person i want to be I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words coz it might be the last time you ever see them I've learned that you can keep going long after you cant I've learned that we are responsible for what we do no matter how we feel I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place I've learned that heroes are people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done regardless of the consequences I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score I've learned that my best friend and i can do anything or nothing and have the best time I've learned that som

Windy Days...
The years rolled slowly past And I found myself alone Surrounded by strangers I thought were my friends I found myself further and further from my home And I guess I lost my way There were oh so many roads I was living to run and running to live Never worryied about paying or even how much I owed Moving eight miles a minute for months at a time Breaking all of the rules that would bend I began to find myself searching Searching for shelter again and again

I Am Not Wise If I Dont Take My Own Advice
I wanted to tell you how good of friends you have been the last 6 months, I know that my moods have been slightly up and down like a roller coaster ride. I appreciate those who have stuck it out and just laughed it off when obviously im bursting from the seams. I can honestly say that normally I believe im a fun loving individual but this enveloped sized baby growing inside of me has left my tolerance of ignorance slightly below all normal levels. I wanted to say that Im sorry for those of you who have listened to my rants and just let it slide. I also wanted to say sorry for those I might have pissed off or deleted because i probably could have handled the situation better. I wanted to say that Im sorry for being irrational at times. Maybe it was for the best but i handled it completely wrong. For that Im truly sorry. I figure I preach allot to everyone on how to behave on fubar, how to handle situations and its about time i took my own advice. I haven't really been doing that. L

Not All Terrorism: Obama Tries To Change Subject
Not all terrorism: Obama tries to change subject By MATT APUZZO – 20 hours ago WASHINGTON — President Barack Obama's advisers plan to remove terms such as "Islamic radicalism" from a document outlining national security strategy and will use the new version to emphasize that the U.S. does not view Muslim nations through the lens of terrorism, counterterrorism officials say. The change would be a significant shift in the National Security Strategy, a document that previously outlined the Bush Doctrine of preventive war. It currently states, "The struggle against militant Islamic radicalism is the great ideological conflict of the early years of the 21st century." The officials described the changes on condition of anonymity because the document is still being written and is unlikely to be released for weeks, and the White House would not discuss it. But rewriting the strategy document is the latest example of Obama putting his stamp on U.S. foreign policy, as with his pr

April 1st Is No Laughing Matter
So as most of you have heard, I got fired on April 1st. "Like," as the kids say, "for realz." I know a lot of you probably thought the status was an April Fools joke, and I can't blame you. If I'd been more clear-headed, I probably would have added something to the effect of it not being a joke, but it was all so sudden that I was totally off-guard. So what happened? Well, I'm still trying to figure that out myself, exactly, but here's the facts as I see 'em. Wednesday, March 31st, I got into a verbal confrontation with my boss over the phone. Without going into details, she heavily implied that I was lazy and lying to her (but of course, not in any specific wording that could be traced back to her). This isn't the first time that something like this had happened, and I'd had enough. I called her on it. I told her directly that I felt harassed and she was calling me a liar. She kind of hand-waved it off, but never strongly denied it. I very nearly walked out that day over it, but aft

Rumble In The Faux Ghetto
Lovely area I live in, full of all those little kids who wish they were from the ghetto. Was out playing football today, absolutely baking hot. About 10 of these aforementioned kids roaming about throwing water at each other. At some point they take it upon themselves to throw water in the general direction of some parents/children in the youngsters play area. Fairly enough, said parents get a bit annoyed and ask them to stop, with which a torrent of abuse is thrown their way. During this "disagreement" our football happens to land nearby, and here's where things get a bit fuzzy. For reasons unknown to us, one of the guys that was playing football decides to attack one of the dads with a log, and somehow ends up with a split lip. So he's going around trying to beat this guy up until all of us put a stop to it. I hate kids...

~~hosting My 1st Auction~~
Im gonna be hosting my 1st auction that will start July 11th and end on July 18th...If u wanna be in it, plz send me a PM titled "Auction" with the pic U would like to use/ ur offers and I will take it from there..There is NO entry fee to join either..I will not tolerate any drama, if it happens, I will take u out and block you from my page..NO EXCEPTIONS!!! I will be updating this as the week goes on...any ??'s plz leave them in the blog comments..ty everyone xoxoxo

The Train Set
"The Train Set" Little Johnny was in the living room playing with his train set while his mother was in the kitchen getting dinner ready. Johnny would take his train around the track and stop then announce "all you mother fuckers getting on get on and all you mother fuckers getting off get off". Johnny's mommy thought she heard johnny say these bad words but wasn't sure so she listened and sure enough she heard Johnny announce "all you mother fuckers getting off get off and all you mother fuckers getting on get on". Johnny's mom rushed in the room and told Johnny that he was to go to his room and think about the language he was using and not to come down from his room till he figured it out. So Johnny goes to his room and remains there for over an hour. Finally he comes down and tells his mother that he knows what he did wrong and it won't happen again. So Johnny's mommy says "ok go play and don't let me hear those words again". So Johnny goes back to the living room and takes his tr

More Stuff Off My Chest
Ya know, when you have experienced what i have in the short 21 years I have walked this earth, some thing don't rattle you as much as it use to. I may sound like an old guys talking about his life but i feel as though i need to tell you something(you as in people who care for me) ya know i have seen alot of things and done alot of things that i never thought i would have and there are mistakes i've made in life and well i know im gonna make alot more lol but ya know I have been told by some that when i turned 18 that i basiclly matured over night because i moved out 5 days after i turned 18 and 2 weeks after that i got my first job and i still work that job to this day. I'm not as much of wild child as i used to be,but you might be sitting there thinking,"Your only 21 your suppose to be a wild child" lol well ya know every1 is different lol ya know. But one day i saw my mother on here and i thought very little of this site but 1 night i decided wth ill give it a shot and boom here i am

It's Serene Sunday On Nekkid Radio
Join me for Serene Sunday at 8am est . Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Just A Number
I am blessed to live to see another year. I never take everyday for granted, and every birthday that I live to see, I look back to last year to see where I was and what I was doing, and what I was going through. One thing I have found out is life constantly changes and whatever you are going through - good or bad, doesnt last forever. I am not saying good things come to an end but good things do change into something different. Sometimes bad things, but most of the time into something advanced. There are times things play out like a television series, a season finale if you will. Good, bad, the majority of life's situations come to a 'finale'. Whether the situation is financial, personal, spiritual, relationships, or professional. The point is, I am glad life changes and we need to look back at things not only bad or painful, but good things that happened to us as well. The only thing we can do is learn from our life as we are blessed to live from year to year and although we

Fake This..
Now I have heard it all.Can you bust a fake saying she'he is a fake? Haha.Stupid Bishes. Ok listen up because you guys story is getting old and making me sleepy.Yawns...Sorry First off READ MY PROFILE.How much clearer is that,now let me address something here without adding there name to it.Yes I know the fuct up rules.like okay... This one cracked me up and wasn't sure if he was coming at me or what. Fake or not, whatever idiot bouncer approved this "salute" should be fired since it lacks one of the three "required" (and I use that term QUITE loosely) elements. Ok salute was not approved even though there are some idiots on here that wag there tail behind the other to get liked.If it had been approved it would have showed in the little section to the right of your homepage under your profile picture that says salute,Don't believe me go look.I use the old and janky style myself to view my homepage and that is what I see. The next one I will address. My only question about

One Of The 7 Wonder Of The World 2010
El Yunque is located in a green belt like most Tropical forest around the Equator, The Equator cover approximately seven percent of the Earths surface. El Yunque National Forest, the only tropical rain forest in the United States National Forest System. The Sierra de Luquillo Mountains which transverse this area receive over 200 inches of rain a year.Located in the east side of Puerto Rico, the forests covers an area of 28,000 acres.El Yunque is big in diversity, There are more species of trees in the Forest that there are in all the other forests of the National Forest System put together. The Taino believed their gods lived in the Sierra de Luquillo.As the home of Yuquiyu, The good God who protected them from all that was evil, gave the cloudy peaks a name which means white or sacred lands. The Spanish explores translated the Taino tern in error to "YunquePetroglyphs are etched in some of the forests rocks as a reminder of the early inhabitants of the area, The Taino Indians for whom

My Poem To You!!
Before I met you,I wasnt happy with life or myselfbut I had never knownthe rich contentment deep satisfaction,and total fulfillmentyou brought to me by loving meWhen you came into my life the rays of the sun shined into my soul and took away the darkness.Before I met you,I felt a lot of things but nothing as good as our love for each other.Real true happiness I had never experiencedthe indescribably intensefeelings I have for you.Before I met you,I thought I knew myself,and I did as how others wanted me to be but not the person I longed and wanted to be.But you looked deep inside meand found fresh new thingsfor us to share and the love I never felt before.Before I met you,I thought I knew about love,but I didn’t, I was just a puppet on strings waitin for the next guy to pull me apart in every which direction, making me do what they wanted me to do, losing myself in the process.But when I met you the strings were cut and I was free to find myself again, after 39 years you are allo

Butterfly
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My Sunshine
Just being her friend is an honor , and she brightens each and every day. I ramble, babble and sometimes make no sense,she just listens and has kind words to say.We got to know each other really quick,and we have shared things we both have been through. Sometimes I just have to question why ?, God has graced me with a friend so true .I tell her how her smile lightens up a room,she says thanks trying not to be coy.We both share a love for animals and nature,cant help but to think of her as a tomboy .Tries the best she can to be there for me,in these trying times and when I am in need.I stay up late sometimes just so we can talk,for a sweetheart to me she is indeed .We talk as if we have known each other forever,a friend to her is what I try to be. Finding it a little hard to write it all down,just how much she really means to me. I am truly grateful to have her in my life ,giving out compliments and sharing out time.So this one my dear is only for you,in my eyes you are a "ray of sunshi

Fustitutes
I always laugh when i see status's that say things like "$25 bling pack to see my naughties" "bling me for access to my private pics" "$65 bling pack gets you a nsfw salute" "buy me a god mode and i will let you see my goods" "buy me this and i will give you my yim" "buy me that and i will give you my messenger, let you text me for 1 hr, let you see me on cam for 5 mins" Really? Do guys really give these fustitutes these things to have a peek at their snatches? Guys really toss money at them just to have a peek at nsfw folders? Why dont these gals have a lil digital sign on their profile "now serving #1032" I speak only for myself when i say if i want to pay to look at snatches or naughty pics i will go to the newstand and buy a playboy or hustler. Not only will i save a ton of cash but I will be guaranteed that the pics i am looking at will be pics taken by a professional photographer and be of a professional model. Not a nasty skank with a yellow cooter thats just dripping with dise

When I Write
when I write aloneI visit a friendI find her sulking, pacing,waiting her turnin her dark secluded cornershe shies awaybut when I write alone I let her playshe makes visiblewhat superficial lenses missshe carries my baggageall my burdens and shamethrough her eyes I’m a slave to expectationbut when I write alone she says “Fuck perfection”throughout the day, no one can hear hershe never fights inside her cella good girl, she sitssilently suppressedbut when I write alone we’re a vessel possessedset free under lamp lightI let her write, write, open her veinssometimes it’s heartfelt, seductive, or lamebut she scribbles and scratches whatever comes outfor several minutes or pages, until nothing remainsand our hearts beat with a sated tonethen I tuck her away for next time, when I write alone

Color, Tarot Card And Personality
Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz. You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Stability |||||||||||| 43% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56% Accommodation |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%

The People I See ~ Ramblings Of A Feverish Brain
Some of you are here for fun Some of you are here to find sex or love Some of you are genuine Some of you are only here for people when they are happy Some of you think I have aligned myself with someone you don't like and leave without looking back Some of you listen only to what friends say and don't use your own observational skills to pass judgment - and we all judge whether we like to admit it or not; it's how you do so that defines you as a person Some of you need to put others down to make you feel better Some of you, very few, are truly awesome - these people are in my family list, though some are still missing Some of you feel slighted to have been deleted from my list and thus avoid me - this I understand because I have felt the same way, but I tried to make it clear in my blogs and about me why it was done All of you are real people, despite what most say. Someone physical lies behind the screen, whether they choose to be themselves or someone totally different

Slave Auction
Slave Auction Feb 1st-Feb 8th 500k FuBucks To Be In It What Are You Willin' To Do for: FuBucks VIP HH And You Have To Do That For 2 Wks-A Month Tell me in here if you want to be in it. And say which pic you want to be posted.

Chris Brown - I Need This
stop, whr am i, Shock, I can't cryPop, I need some spaceNo, this isn't meOh, please let me breatheI'll be back sooner than you knowI need this space just like you need airI need this time, time to clear up my mindWait, did you hear that? Shh... Hear my heart beat? Shh...I need this feeling, whoa yeah, I really need thisWhoa, I've been blindI hope I'll be fineDon't call me back, noYes, I see lightNow, it's so brightCall my name, I'll be thr soonI need this space just like you need airI need this time, time to clear up my mindWait, did you hear that? Shh... Hear my heart beat? Shh...I need this feelingWait, did you hear that? Shh... Hear my heart beat? Shh...I need this feeling, whoa yeah, I really need thisI need this [x2]I really need thisYou know it's not personalSorry if I'm hurting youPlease don't give up on me nowI needed this time aloneTo know I could come back homeTo breathe, breathe, breathe

Random Thoughts Jan 15th....
What ever happened to Stained? That Aaron guy had SO much angst...you would have thought he was in a Twilight movie. Frozen dinners, after almost 50 years of product development, still taste just as ass as they did when I was 8 and my mom tried to get me to eat them. WTF? Really? You still haven't found a way to make the pasta taste even SORTA like something? I like/dislike American Idol contestant tryouts. You get some great stories...and I love seeing the douchebags wilt and cry after getting rejected...but I don't need to see the costumes and such. Can't we get over that part now? We have REAL judges...let's not waste their valuable time with William Hungs... Insomnia is a horrible thing to have. Almost as bad as vertigo. I actually felt really sorry for Tyler Hansbrough tonight when I had yet ANOTHER vertigo attack. I can't imagine how frustrating that would be for an NBA player to out of nowhere have to lay down, close your eyes and possibly vomit because your brain

Why People Hurt The One's They Love By Cheating Part 2
My last blog I discussed how sex contributes to the reason why people cheat in a relationship. In this blog I will go over the lack of team work that there is in the relationship and how this in turn contributes to cheating in the relationship. We all have this, and it doesn't matter if one person is older, younger, more intelligent, stronger emotionally, wiser, or even just more experienced. We all have our expectations on how the relationship we are in should be like. No matter what type of relationship we would like to have it takes a lot of hard work and determination. The real problems start probably for the most part after the first 4 months of a relationship. In the first 4 months usually everybody is on there best behavior trying to impress the other person do whatever they can to make them happy. Thinking they don't want to say the wrong thing or do the wrong thing. Then after the four months everything changes. For some reason people tend to think that it is there primar

Phantom
I miss the first kiss that our lips never knew I miss the embrace that was meant only for you I miss the love we never shared I was a fool, you never cared I miss the nights caught up in your eyes I miss the tenderness of your sweet goodbye I miss the laugh that I never inspired Only you, my dear, could take me higher I miss the child we never conceived I miss the warmth of a cold winters eve I miss the caress you now give to another How can I move on, we were meant for each other You inspired my fire and allowed me to dream It came crashing down, the same old routine I allowed myself to believe and have faith You turned it all around, leaving me in disgrace I’ll try as I can to leave you behind Memories drip down turning water to wine I’ll never forget your passion or fire Forever my love, you will be my desire

Lets Play A Game..........
It's called Ask Tiffany Grace!! Are you having boy problems, girl problems, both?? ASK ME!! Want some cool clothing advice, dating tips, money saving tips, car problems, sorry I know nothing about cars...but I'll try ;) It doesn't have to be about my music, but of course you're welcome to ask those questions too!! Just go ahead and E-mail me your question, I'll be gathering questions and answering them on YouTube! WANT A SHOUT OUT??? LEAVE A NAME AND OR A WEBSITE AND I'LL MENTION IT WHEN ANSWERING YOUR QUESTIONS! If you're shy, you can sumbit your questions through my website under contact: www.tiffanygracemusic.com This is going to be very interesting.....or very disturbing I am not sure yet. :) XOXOXOX TG

Dont Get It
It's kinda weird when you end up thinking that things are going good for you and than you end up questioning what the fuck is going on. I don't know anymore what the fuck I have done to deserve a lotta the bullshit that is going on in my life. I understand that I did some of it to myself. So be it, I have accepted that, but what the fuck have I done to have men just pretty much shit on me. Fuck, I understand that things are really crazy with me and that but goddamn, am I not allowed to be treated right and treated good?? Makes me wonder what I have really done for any of this. I understand that I have three kids, who are in my life but I don't see them that much, I understand that my living situation fucking sucks ass! I live with my best friend and her husband, I have no fuckin privacy, I have nothing around here, hell I rely on goddamn spousal support to support myself right now. I understand a lot of aspects of my life are unattractive, but why the fuck cant I manage to find someone

Life I Never Understand You
Life Life I never understand you Sometimes you give Sometimes you take Sometimes you live Sometimes you Die Sometimes you Love Sometimes You hate Sometimes You help Sometimes you Don’t Life I Never get you Sometimes you Smile Sometimes You frown Sometimes You wait Sometimes You don’t Sometimes You Win Sometimes You lose But Why you should Chose For Us Why You Take From Us Why You Play With Us Life I love You Then I Hate You Then I love You Again Life We Will See Who Will Win You Or Me Life We Will Meet Again Somewhere Else And I Will Take What You Took From Me And I Will Live My Life Again……Life

Demon Family Adds Please!
Attention All Demons!!!BADBOY DRSTONE needs 33 more DEMON FAMILY ADDS to level up to 38. Please add him to your family! Help a FU out :) http://fubar.com/2586954 Above is his link. Thank you for helping!! ~AngL~

Black Death (horror/suspense)
major good movie i watched the trailer for it and was like blah ill just have it on in the background as i clean boy was i wrong i couldnt look away one bit majorly good edge of your seat! type of movie thumbs up jajaj im not gonna tell u what its about cause ill spoil it haha im wayy too detailed lol

My Only Dream
My Only Dream You are my worldI hope you knowYou make me believe in dreamsOne day you see my dreams will be only just a memoryAs you make them a reality See my dreams are for youto be the best that you canin everything you might doIt's the love in your heartA goodness in your soulWith the patience to go for it allI thank God eachdaythat he sent you to meMy dear son you see

Top1player
4:34pm Top1Player: such beautiful boobs 4:35pm To Top1Player: bye 4:35pm Top1Player: dont like the comment dont flash the boobs 4:36pm To Top1Player: i don't flash them. grow the fuck up and learn some respect 4:37pm Top1Player: such manners from a lady using such swear words, omg did i say lady 4:38pm To Top1Player: you're pathetic. 4:38pm Top1Player: and your no oil painting and this is where the COWARD decides to block me :) this isn't the first time the lame ass has dared to show up in my shoutbox hitting on me. i've tried to be nice about it... yep. done with that :) at least i won't have to deal with his bullshit anymore!! just wish i could send a "thank you" card for blocking me...darn :( if ya see him...tell him i said "thanks" http://fubar.com/2699128

My Big Brother..
My brother's name is Rob. He is 9 years older than me. He is dying from cancer. He's had it for a while, and he's been trying to fight it off for about 2 years now. The past 10 months have been really rough on him. Back on March 17, 2011, he had a heart attack and died for 5 minutes; then they were able to bring him back. He said it was just like going to sleep, and he doesn't remember anything. He was in the hospital for 2 weeks. During that time, he was unable to continue with his chemotherapy, and that was all the cancer needed to spread throughout his body. On Monday, July 11, 2011, he was brought to the Hospice House by ambulance. My father had gone up to see him on the previous day and when he came home, he told me that Rob had gone dramtically downhill since Friday, July 8, 2011. When I heard that, I knew that my brother was not going to be with us for much longer. His wife, Sherry, asked me if I was going to go up and see him, and I told her I just couldn't, because

Painfull
sometimes past are very painfull being alone is best,coz nobody will hurt you believe in yourself.thats how you will forget past never cry in front person who hurt you.the way to hurt them this by a action which is 'SMILE'

What I Like To Read
Well I have liked to read and wriite most of my life. Recently, I found a series by one of my current fav authors called Jaid Black. It called the Empress new clothes. Its the first in a long series of books and its all erotica ... I said it erotica... good old verbal porn. I love it and this author and several others are great. I wish to break into this genre as well... but I don't think I am that good. But I do have some of my work on a site called Booksie.com. If you like what I have to say here and what to know more about my current reads or my work. Messaage me and I will send you the links or tell you more about my fav erotcia writers. Much love all

Having Another Stepmother.....
this new stepmother as the same name as i do and is two years older than me.. what the hell so i do.. this will make number 9.. and i always get put on the back bunner.. them and there kids has always come before me.. why does this always happen to me.. he has never cared about me.. and i all wanted was a dad that really cared.. but he turned his back on me again just like he did when i was a baby.. taking care of others kids was more importment than me.. just dont know what to do anymore...

All Is Worth It
There are two roads leading, in the same direction. One is the right road. The other is a misconception. You can see down both, one dark, one light. You assume, you know, which one is right. But looks can be deceiving, take that to heart. Me I choose, to follow the dark. Because the light is too easy, everything’s in view. The dark is a mystery, exciting and new. Not the choice, everyone would make. But that’s a risk, I’m willing to take. If I never had to fight, bleed or cry. Then I would never know, the reasons why. I was put here, in the first place. Cursed with this body, this mind, this face. Yet, there is a reason, I will find out what. No matter if I go down, the wrong path, or not. I will continue to walk alone, through the dark. Face my demons, while falling apart. Because all is worth, the price we pay. I’ll realize this, when I get to where I’m going someday.

Lost
tO KNOW HOW TO FEEL WHEN U LOSE SUMONE SO CLOSE ? tO UNDERSTAND THE PURE EMOTION THAT FLOWS THROUGH YOUR BODY . THE EMPTYNESS, THE SADNESS, THE LIFELESSNESS. WHAT DO YOU DO ? ALL WE CAN DO IS LIVE ON TO THE BEST THAT WE CAN!!!

Snow
Snow flakes drifting slowly, softly to the ground. Falling and falling from dusk til dawn. Gently laying a blanket of white on all it touches. So pristine as yet untouched but soon scattered snowmen will appear as children wake and head outside to play.

Just My Poetry
As I walk this path alone,Gales, blizzards of sleet and snow. Cold, tired and hungry. Desperate for shelter where golden embers glow. Where will this road take me? Will there be sunshine, blue skies, A cosy place to lay my head. And watch the sunrise. I have roamed for so long now. My bones are weary, feet sore. My ancient years need comfort, peace. My eyes, ears, no longer good as before. No longer chasing shadows, kitten tails, Birds, moths, such delicious feasts. My time will come, join my friends; enemies too. For I was king of beasts. Scars I carry inside and out, of loved ones lost, And those in battle and defence. I know that one day I'll join them soon. No more will muscles tense. Stories of old, a place of such peace, Where butterflies dance at your feet, It seemed a long time away, gets closer each day. Those reeds of grass, that cosy place to sleep. Will this path take me to this place? Or is it just a dream and soon I'll awake. My pads sore, my hunger now desperate, My aged

Off To Vegas
Off to Vegas A man came home from work one day to find his wife on the front porch with her bags packed. 'Just where the heck do you think you're going!', said the man. 'I'm going to Las Vegas', said the wife, 'I just found out I can get $400 a night for what I give you for free! 'The man said, 'Wait a minute!', and then ran inside the house only to come back a few minutes later with his suitcases in hand. 'Where the heck are you going?', said the wife. The man said, 'I want to see how you're gonna live on $800 a year!'

Blood Pig
eye'm sorry, eye'm ugly, all that I am and I can never live up eye'm failing, eye'm angry, afraid of the ways they pretend to be us it's fuct up, eye'm different, words remain my only escape and now you're walking away

Poems.
#1A friend is someone who we turn towhen our spirits need a lift,A friend is someone we treasurefor our friendship is a gift.A friend is someone who fills our liveswith beauty,joy,and graceand makes the whole world we live inA better and happier place.#2 what you are to meI am a rose, you are my thorns,clutching to me,protecting me.I am the sun,you are my rays,helping me to shine and to be all that i can.I am a lake, you are my water,filling me with ideas,dreams,and hopes for the future.I am a tree,you are my leaves,sharing who and what i am and becoming an important part of my life.I am a heart, and you are my beat,beating rhythmically to my happiness,my fear,my sadness,my excitement.I am me and you are with me,to share all that i am,to share life,love, and happiness ALWAYS.#3Standing by,all the way.Here to help you through your day.Holding you up,when you are weak,Helping you find what it is you seek.Catching your tears,when you cry.Pulling you through when the tide is high.Absorbing

What Was Missed
From the last time any of you saw me... I now have a two year old son named Seth and a little baby girl on the way. i finally got a decent job and i had a wonderful family. apparently my life drew a wild card and sent me doing shit that i havent done since i was back in school. acting a fool and not giving two shits about what might happen. I still have my job... but unfortunitly i struggle to hold my beautiful family together. things that i did and things that i said tore my relationship with my love in half i know deep down she still wants to be with me. the problem is me not being able to stop this personality trait that is fuckin me up... so now i am back on my own single and trying to pick back up and look to the future. i have learned a lot these past few years and i plan to use every little bit =) its good to be back... wish me luck and follow along as i go through this entertaining chapter.

Why To Date A Nerd
So this list is aimed at women dating male nerds, i think it could go both ways...1.) While geeks and nerds may be awkward, they’re well-meaning 9 out of 10 times. That smooth dude with the sly grin and the spider hands? Wonder what HIS intentions are... plus, I’ve never had a geek guy not call me when he said he would. Score major points THERE. 2.) They’re useful. In this tech-savvy world, it’s great to have a b/f who can make your laptop, desktop, and just about anything else that plugs into a wall behave itself. 3.) They’re more romantic than they’re given credit for. Ok true, their idea of romance might be to make up a spiffy web-page with all the reasons why they love you, with links to pics of you and sonnets and such... but hey. It lasts longer than flowers, plus you can show your friends. 4.) Due to their neglected status, there are plenty to choose from. You like ‘em tall and slender? There are plenty of geeks/nerds who are. You like &

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Poem
I DREAMED OF A LOVE SO TRUE AND THAT DREAM CAME TRUE THAT DAY I FOUND YOU I DREAMED OF A MAN THAT WOULD BE WITH ME FOR FOREVER TO THE END OF TIME TOGETHER A CARING, SWEET, AND LOVING MAN THAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY PLAN A MAN TO HELP ME THREW THICK AND THIN A CHANCE FOR A REAL FAMILY TO BEGIN A BEAUTIFUL HOUSE, FULL OF OUR KIDS AS I GOT OLDER I COULD LOOK BACK AND SEE HOW I DID WITH FULFILLING MY DREAMS THAT I HAVE ALWAYS HAD A REAL MAN TO BE THERE AS MY KIDS DAD YOU'VE MADE MY DREAMS COME TRUE I WILL NEVER AGAIN HAVE TO BE BLUE I THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING YOU IF YOU WOULD ASK ME TO BE YOUR WIFE I WILL SAY "I DO"

The 5 Rules Of Life
The 5 rules of life: 1. Money can't buy happiness, but it's more comfortable to cry in a BMW than on a bicycle. 2. Forgive your enemy, but remember the fucker's name. 3. Help a man when he is in trouble and he will remember you when he is in trouble again. 4. When in doubt, keep shooting until the magazine is empty. 5. Alcohol doesn't solve your problems, but nor does drinking milk.

Indian Designer Shoes
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Romance
romance its such a funny little dance .. no always knowing what do to .. do you folow the the rules .. or make your own .. im always falling so hard when i fall .. i hope dont hit the ground hard .. my little heart of mine is scared .. but i do hope i hope for something to share .. i feel a bond .. so strongly there ... if he goes away again ... i dont know what i'll do .. if he choose some other girl .. my world will spilt in two .. i dont not own anyone .. but im sure like to keep people close to my heart .. lifes a funny thing ..

Stress-free Services In Pune For Safe Move
Relocation is one of the typical tasks of day to day life that makes people puzzle all the time. People can take assistance of the professional moving companies to make the resettlement easy. The workers of these companies have good knowledge in their own work as they got special training for this particular job so they handle the task perfectly. People who want to reduce their workload of moving so they must consult to these companies as they assure their customers for the safety of their goods as well as simple move also. Packing and moving is quite simple for the workers as they are habitual of it. They coordinate their team of workers throughout the whole relocation and complete the work timely. The workers of these companies simply tackle all problems and never disturb their clients so people can trust on their abilities and can take the services accordingly. As these workers serve numbers of door to door services to their clients so people should leave their all worries on them

Packing And Moving Services For Easy Shifting Process
The shifting of entire household goods towards the new home is a very daunting job. The customers have to bear lots of troubles as they don’t have the perfect knowledge as like the experts. If you do the entire task of shifting yourself then you have to be very careful and conscious because it includes risk also. Shifters who don’t want to take risk by doing the work on their own they can take help of the packing and moving companies. These companies offer several important services that help the customers to shift the entire goods safely to the other place. If you are thinking that hiring their services will affect on your pocket then don’t think about the money because they provide you all important services at very reasonable cost. Packing & unpacking, loading & unloading, rearrangement & moving, storage & warehouses, are the common work that these companies do to make your resettlement smoother. They have educated workers who have good knowledge of all these work

Gone But Never To Be Forgotten
Gail Debra Gutshall 1956 - 1972 The Day I Lost My Best Friend It was a warm spring day back in May of 1972. The sun was shining and not a single cloud in the shy. I was only 12 years old at the time and like any 12 year old boy I had my priorities set to my liking,fishing,baseball and at the bottom of my list school. On this particular day I decided that I was going to work on my priorities so I gathered up my fishing pole and bait and headed for the river that flowed nearby. As I sat along the bank of that river I closed my eyes to listen to the sounds that seem to surround me that I never took notice to before. Off in the distance I could hear the birds, cars and the wind as it blew gently through the trees. All was good with both me and my world, o

An Inning Of Work
. Flyers general manager Paul Holmgren made the announcement on Thursday, meaning the teams Stanley Cup hopes now lie with Brian Boucher. The Flyers will need to win a couple of playoff series to give Leighton a chance to return to the lineup. Victor Cruz Jersey MOSCOW - Chinese automaker Foton Motor on ?Thursday donated two Euro V hybrid buses worth 440,000 U. Matt Ryan Womens Jersey .S. ?dollars to Moscow supporting the citys improvement of its urban ?environment. ? ? China is undertaking an experiment called 10 cities, 1,000 ?new energy buses in which 1,000 new energy buses will replace ?the older style buses in 10 of Chinas largest cities within ?three years time, said Moscow Mayor Yuri Luzhkov at the donating ?ceremony. ? ? Our sister city, Beijing, has achieved this goal two years ?ahead of schedule. Moscow hopes to follow suit by introducing ?companies like Foton Motor to the city in order to make our urban ?traffic more environmentally friendly, improving the lives of our ?citi

Things You Wont Hear On Call Of Duty
Got this from n4g.com "You keep him busy while I pop back for that launcher we saw earlier." "Though flawed, your democratic culture is, on consideration, preferable to the totalitarian hellhole that is my own. I want to defect." "I wish you wouldn't talk so loudly. You're making our position very obvious." "I just shot him five times in the head and he didn't die. Stupid host advantage." "I suggest we don't stand with our back to the door." "My wife gave birth today, you unfeeling monster." "Interesting fact: if you jog sideways and jump while you're shooting, you're much less likely to get shot in the head." "He'll regret wasting those rockets on us when the juggernauts get here. What a n00b." "Let's all hide under the corpses of our recently slain comrades, then shoot him as he's leaving." "Cease this madness! They want us to hate one another, but really, we are brothers." "Those soldiers he's with are indestructible. Perhaps if we stun o

Why Fubar Is Just A Waste Of Time
To Candi: very nice pictures 9:08am more To Candi: are you anywhere near ky? 9:09am reply Candi: why? April 5, 2012 6:58am more To Candi: thanks answered my question already..LMFAO The response from 99% of the women on here

A Lost Angel
When first we met she seemed so white I feared her;As one might near a spirit brightI neared her;An angel pure from heaven aboveI dreamed her,And far too good for human loveI deemed her.A spirit free from mortal taintI thought her,And incense as unto a saintI brought her.Well, incense burning did not seemTo please her,And insolence I feared she’d deemTo squeeze her;Nor did I dare for that same whyTo kiss her,Lest, shocked, she’d cause my eager eyeTo miss her.I sickened thinking of some wayTo win her,When lo! she asked me, one fine day,To dinner!Twas thus that made of common fleshI found her,And in a mortal lover’s meshI wound her.Embraces, kisses, loving looksI gave her,And buying bon-bons, flowers and books,I save her;For her few honest, human taintsI love her,Nor would I change for all the saintsAbove herThose eyes, that little face, that soEndear her,And all the human joy I knowWhen near her;And I am glad, when to my breastI press her,She’s just a woman,

Good Men And Bad Men
Since there are guys out here seeking a relationship with a woman, I will speak my mind about the subject. I am first of all a Christian and wouldn't find myself being attracted to any guy who doesn't love Jesus like I do. Don't get me wrong I don't judge. My ideal relationship would have to be is a guy who doesn't try to be so pushy and arrogant about every little issue ,a guy who can make me laugh so hard my teeth hurt lol,a guy who is willing to be the guy and not have to worry about me back-talking to him but not a guy who's abusive who drinks all the time. I don't want to be with a guy is lazy and doesn't want to get out and do things with me. I don't want to jump hastily into a relatioship because from experience they ended very bad. I do believe in love at first sight but at the same time I don't want to find myself not listening to God's word on the guy either and have God tell me he's not the one. I like to take things slow but not so slow that I don't do anything about furthe

Bikini Babes Pode Estragar Férias De Um Casal
Senhoras, um planejamento de férias com o seu homem? Você pode querer saltar da praia cheio de garotas de biquíni. Acordo com uma pesquisa, a maioria das desavenças entre casais em férias são uma combinação de mulheres vestidas de biquíni e com os olhos errantes de um homem. Um site que entrevistou 1.000 britânicos descobriram que os homens ogling outras mulheres em seus biquinis leva a maioria dos arrufos de verão, seguida por homens que querem fazer algo ativo, enquanto as mulheres preferem a sala em uma espreguiçadeira ao lado da piscina ou da praia, noticiou o Daily Mail. Onde eo que comer é a disputa mais comum, e metade do casal sentindo a outra metade é beber muito álcool vem depois. Um enorme de 79% dos casais admitem ter pelo menos duas grandes discussões quando afastado em férias de duas semanas.

If Only
for some it took forever others it happend so quick love always comes right out of the blue but special things take a while If they're really true there is no meant to be there is no plan to see if you truly want me then all u must do is love me

Scars
Scars The blade cut so deep Although I didn't weep I saw my own blood Eminating from my own flesh Demon Steel Took Me a while to heal Taking my soul Fucking thing was stolen from me Breaking Me killing me But the people I have in my life Gave Me back the power to put down the knife My Loves, My Hearts and My World Giving Me the power to fight Giving me my light back and helping Me win It felt like such a sin Just to give in But I'm whole

Updates
Been a long time since i have made a blog I know.....I have been very busy. I wanna say thanks to all of my friends on here for their love and support and prayers especially for David(my 17 yr old).....He is doing ok for now though...school is in the first 9 weeks and report cards come out next week....he is doing well at school....he didn't do the bread baking this year because of what happened with the state fair last year on getting his awards....but he is becoming quiet the cook though...very proud of him....the woman over his IEP at school thinks he has a good chance to graduate with his class of 2014.....and if his tremors get worse before then and we have to pull him out of school and get him on the treatments for it then she said she will find a way to help us so that he can still get his diploma....she really loves David to pieces and tries to look out for him as much as she can....his teachers are working with him as well....they normally read his tests off to him because t

Guilt
GUILT Guilt is wishing jail for a loved one, hoping it is for his sobriety. Guilt is knowing you take, much more than you can give. Guilt is loving someone, You are not with. Guilt is knowing you will hurt someone. Because, you'll never leave the one you are with. Guilt is trying to please others, when at the moment... YOU just don't give a fuck! Guilt is a daily fight. It consumes my soul. I should feel SOMETHING... Yet, I do not! I am numb....and yet, I feel guilty because of it.

1212
On this day... 1212... this is the last time you will see this date, so dream dream your dreams come true for you. close your eyes wish for the stars all will come true to you.. 1212 on this date to you...I wish the best for you bY cHristine to all my readers all my love out to you.... *)

Pantalla Táctil Google Android Tablet
Android Tablet PC son la última ampliación más especializado seguir avanzando. No tome más caliente y un enfoque mucho funcional a revisar en el Internet y tener la información por el celular. Google tablet pc android permite conexión a Internet a compañeros de todo el planeta. Junto con este tipo de recompensas, que no tiene la capacidad de este producto para medir y obtener melodías junto con videos con comodidad diversos, así como la tasa. La libertad es la que va de la mano con el nuevo android tablets PC de la lista de propósito exclusivo que tiene esto. Usted podría ser capaz de llevarlo en el camino. No es pesado porque el ordenador portátil junto con otro equipo. Android Tablet teléfono móvil no tiene teclado todavía cuenta con un teclado distintivo integrado por el presente para que usted pueda contactar. Este programa en particular es realmente delicado en contacto con lo que actúa más rápido en una ponernos en contacto con. Además de la insuficiente el teclado al

Mejores Tablet Pc, Que Son Excelentes Asequible
Si usted está mirando para comprar mejores computadoras tablet, el actual Asus Eee Pad deslizante SL101, Samsung Galaxy Tab 10.1, así como el Tablet Nook tienden a ser mejores tablets baratas android realmente vale la pena mirar. Son fiables y competitivos en la lista. Asus Eee Pad deslizante SL101 ¿Te gustaría un tablet PC de alto que puede sustituir su ordenador portátil? El actual Asus Eee Pad deslizante incluye un duradero sacar teclado de la computadora que comienza a algún ángulo de cuarenta y cinco grados. El teclado de la computadora actual es en realidad bien construido y se enciende dentro de los problemas de poca luz, ya que viene con un sensor de luz de fondo. Además de secretos numéricos, la utilización real de teclado único ordenador ofrece Google android realizar secretos, así como los secretos de una persona por lo general descubren en la computadora portátil Windows. El teclado real computadora digital cambia instantáneamente desaparecen una vez el saque tec

The Right Guy....
Ok girls.. You all know we want that perfect prince charming out there... Well,, bad news, because he DOESNT EXIST. No man is that perfect. But, good news too! Your just have to find out the right one right? But there is a Right and a Mr Wrong. Players girls.. You all know the ones I'm talking about. The ones that act too good to be true usually are. If they are over confident and sportin the goods, n spillin out the lines. BEWARE! Unless your just up for play then by all means have your desert. No judgement here. But if your after forever hit that shy boy next door type, he may be a little awkward with the girls first, but, he'll be the one worth it in the end! Weed out all of what you know you dont like in a guy n look for the opposite of what of what your getting. Because if its forever you want party man isnt gonna be the one for you. And all you players out there,, no judgment either. You guys are hot n keep us lookin ;) Much Love to all and just havin fun with my first blog. Pea

Distance
Distance May Separate Us Yet Nothing Can Take You From Me When You're Tucked Away In My Heart Where Thoughts Of You Remain... You're Always There In My Dreams Even When We're Apart All I Have To Do Is Close My Eyes Memories Keep Flowing Back To Me Reliving All We Shared... Being Away From The One I Love Is The Hardest Thing I've Ever Had To Face Yet When Searching My Soul All The Love Shines Though Bringing Your Heart Close To Mine... When You Truly Love Someone Time Spent Apart Makes You Come To See Love Isn't For The Moment It's Forever... So Tonight When I Close My Eyes Reminiscing Once Again I'll See You In My Dreams It's What Makes Me Feel Alive Holding On For Dear Life To A Love I Know Was Meant To Be... When Two Hearts Are Parted Love Holds Them Together No Matter How Many Miles Keep Them Apart...

My Third Week At Upliftcommunityhighschool
It's starting to get better and better and the work is also starting to get harder and harder. I'm starting to focus alot more in class and i'm paying alot of more of attention to what the teachers has to say. On my football grading sheet i got all 4's in every subject i had and for world history homework i had a 3 and for survey literature i had a 0 because i forgot to turn in my binder with my homework in it, yeah, oopsieeee, so the teacher said if i can get my survey literature binder and stack everything up in it from notes to classwork and homework then i can at least improve my grade to a 3. For football, today, i've got my first sack at practice. I get put on the defensive line hear and then and also on the reciever position hear and then. I'm starting to get alot of more respect from my coach and teammates. At lunch we have 3 houses to go to. House 1, 2, and 3. Since i belong in a certain area then i go to house 2. But first i can pick whatever lunch i want first in any house.

10.10.06
Give Back My Jaded hole in the heart where you should be just a fool in love lost in the dance we're in more lost in the life lost hungry for the dream clinging to the notion sheltered in your thoughts a rare moment at a time contrasted with your icy indifference when alone takes on a new meaning love has made me helpless a victim to the empty place where you hide tourmented by the moment you gave me hope again that there was one listening feeling, loving that there was a place to call home an angel to watch over that there could be peace... and i want my happy jaded ways back so help me fall from love to where i can rest in peace

Fun
6:40 PM - This will be hard I'm going to try and write a blog without saying the "F" word. So Parker is getting better. Hey.....ummm K so maybe I don't have much to talk about lately. Everything is the same. The same the same the same. April's trying to have a baby. I feel a little mixed up over that right now. It's like I want her to have one cuz hello.....as her best friend I better be the God-Mother. And it'd be nice to have a baby to steal every once in a while like I used to with Amandas kids. But then I know that thats a very greedy part of me that wants her to have one cuz I know I'M not ready for one of my own yet. But then the other part of me, the more sane one is thinking "wtf? She has the rest of her life....why have a baby at 21?" I can only say that I will be a good friend and be supportive and thats all. She has to make her own decisions, and not have people make them for her all her life. THOUGH I do think maybe she's having them for the wrong reasons

Chat Rules
1. Fat people should remain fully clothed at all times on web cam, and men with small penises should not show themselves jerking off. 2. Stupid people should not breed. 3. Overly sensitive people and people with no sense of humor should not be in a chat room. 4. No singing on the mic in voice chat. 5. No one asked you to be the DJ, we do not want to hear your crappy music. 6. We should all be allowed regular potty breaks. 7. Do not ask us a/s/l, look on our profiles you lazy person you, and if the information is not there, that probably means we do not want to tell you. 8. Please refrain from making noises on the mic that resemble the sound of you shoving the mic up your bunghole, or any other bodily noises. 9. If you are stupid enough to respond to a bot, kindly leave the room and save us all from your stupidity (see rule #2) 10. large font=small penis. Any questions? 11. If you do not speak english, then go to a chat room that speaks your language, please do not

The Challenge...
well someone i consider a good friend gave me a challenge to come up with 10 things about me... 1. First off, I am single and lonely 2. each place i worked for has been for at least 4 yrs 3. I have no kids...that i know of... 4. I was a band geek in high school...actually a music geek...i did everything 5. I was born in Ft Bragg NC...moved to Harrison Oh when i was 6 weeks old....grew up there mostly 6. I am the best friend you could have...i listen to all problems and offer my thoughts if you want to hear it 7. I have never been to jail, and dont plan on it anytime soon...came close but no cigar... 8. I know what alcohol can do to a family so i drink only on special occassions... 9. I have worked for the retail industry since graduating from high school 10. I believe Jesus died on the cross for my sins... Yes im Christian. so now...can you find 10 things about yourself to share??

We Are Engaged!!
Mike made it official tonight and asked me to marry him on our 6 month anniversary at pretty much the exact moment that we first kissed. I love him so much and I am so happy with him. With what is happening to my body because of the baby...I needed something happy to happen for us because of my health and the fear that is happening inside me. I LOVE YOU MIKE!! PS go and congratulate him as well...he is in my family (jammingracebike)

Rip Jessiah Jameson!!
A lot of you Already have heard the News. RIP JESSIAH JAMESON!! INSTEAD OF SENDING FLOWERS TO ERIN It has been requested that you visit this site: http://www.cafepress.com/jessiahjameson ALL the money that is made is donated to Erin and her son.May Jessiah rest in peace. May Erin and Jessiah Jr have peace in their hearts and strength to get thru this time in their lives. Please repost this and get the word out...There will be more shirts up in a little bit..But Please buy a t-shirt or even a button ANYTHING helps..

General
You gotta love Robin Williams...... even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan... (Hard to argue with this logic!) "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." *1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good ole boys", we will never "interfere" again. *2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea, the Middle East, and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. *3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave. We'll give them a free trip home. After 90 days the remainder will be ga

What Friendship Really Means
I recently lost a friend that i cared a good deal about. She is intelligent and hillarious and great to hang around with and I will miss her although it was I who had to end the friendship. I've seen those bulletins in myspace about the definitions of friendship and I've even seen a few on here too. You know the kind where they say a true friend doesnt pick you up from jail , a true friend is there beside you in jail. Well, I think thats bullshit, those kinds of friends are not true friends, they are TROUBLE. Anyway, I lost her as a friend because i told her things she didnt want to hear, a couple of times i was wrong and did apologize for it like any true friend would do. But none the less, she didnt want to hear anything other than her own point of veiw on life. So she got mad at me. She got so mad that even though she chooses to call me everyday and i continued to talk to her when i could have done anything else really, she had to say that because i didnt call her on my o

:)
well im getting bigger still by the day so it seems im leaving work soon..i wanted to stay as long as possible..but im having some issues where i cant be on my feet for 8 hours.. ah well besdies that im still dying to find a baby name for my little girl..i have a few..but i cant decide but yea thought i would update all is going well..

Emma Rose...
Emma Rose There is a tiny garden, It's growing up above, She was taken up so suddenly, And filled with so much love, Her mommy loved her dearly, So many others too, Like family, friends, and neighbors, Now all feeling blue. Emma's very special, She has a job to do, She was given wings to wear so proud, So on the love she'll fly around, Spreading love to everyone, That ever frowns. So if you ever see, a flower or a tree, Remember that is Emma, Spreading smiles, love and glee. Written on February 17, 2007 11:00 PM For Gia in memory of Emma Rose who was called back home to Jesus. by Susan Du Four

If Restaurants Functioned Like Microsoft...
If Restaurants Functioned Like Microsoft... Patron: Waiter! Waiter: Hi, my name is Bill, and I'll be your Support waiter. Waiter. What seems to be the problem? Patron: There's a fly in my soup! Waiter: Try again, maybe the fly won't be there this time. Patron: No, it's still there. Waiter: Maybe it's the way you're using the soup. Try eating it with a fork instead. Patron: Even when I use the fork, the fly is still there. Waiter: Maybe the soup is incompatible with the bowl. What kind of bowl are you using? Patron: A SOUP bowl! Waiter: Hmmm, that should work. Maybe it's a configuration problem. How was the bowl set up? Patron: You brought it to me on a saucer. What has that to do with the fly in my soup?! Waiter: Can you remember everything you did before you noticed the fly in your soup? Patron: I sat down and ordered the Soup of the Day! Waiter: Have you considered upgrading to the latest Soup of the Day? Patron: You have more than one Soup of the Day eac

Ten Ways To Marry The Wrong Person
By Rabbi Dov Heller, M. A. 1. You pick the wrong person because you expect him/her to change after you're married. The classic mistake. Never marry potential. The golden rule is, if you can't be happy with the person the way he or she is now, don't get married. As a colleague of mine so wisely put it, "You actually can expect people to change after their married...for the worst!" So when it comes to the other person's spirituality, character, personal hygiene, communication skills, and personal habits, make sure you can live with these as they are now. 2. You pick the wrong person because you focus more on chemistry than on character. Chemistry ignites the fire, but good character keeps it burning. Beware of the "I'm in love" syndrome. "I'm in love often means, "I'm in lust." Attraction is there, but have you carefully checked out this person's character? Here are four characteristics to definitely check for: a.) . Humility: Does this person believe that "doing the right thing"

Copykat
Did u notice that a lot of ppl are displaying pix of hot models that are not them.As their default pic, mostly the higher up cherries uber goober n higher... But other cherries 2, just was wondering what the trend was for.. i could name so many ppl that have done that but they are not on my friends list... Are ppl that simple and really think it is them, are they doin that to draws ppl's attention. Should Snow follow the trend? Plz reply ya opinion, i need 2 be in the know =P

Feelings
I find it hard to tell you that you’re my only one When your to busy flirting with everyone And I just want you to notice me like you did yesterday Sorry I left it to late to tell you this Sorry I have these feelings for you I hate to think you won’t look at me in the same way But ill always see you as the one who’s always on my mind I know you like that girl even though you said she was a friend And I don’t mean to be so jealous Even though were not together Id like to think that id still have a chance with you Let my childish mind tell me this And if we don’t end up together its okay But I want you to know That whatever happens you’re always on my mind And it’s killing me inside I want you to be the one that controls my puppet mind.

Illegal Immigrants
Illegal Immigrants I cross ocean, poor and broke, Take bus, see employment folk. Nice man treat me good in there, Say I need go see Welfare. Welfare say, "You come no more, We send cash right to your door." Welfare checks, they make you wealthy, Medicaid it keep you healthy! By and by, Got plenty money, Thanks to you, TAXPAYER dummy. Write to friends in motherland, Tell them 'come, fast as you can' They come in turbans and Ford trucks, I buy big house with welfare bucks. They come here, we live together, More welfare checks, it gets better! Fourteen families, they moving in, But neighbor's patience wearing thin. Finally, white guy moves away, . I buy his house, and then I say, "Find more aliens for house to rent." In my yard I put a tent. Send for family they j

The Insenstive Ventriloquist
The Insensitive Ventriloquist A ventriloquist is touring the clubs and stops to entertain in a small town. He's going through his usual run of off-colour and 'dumb blonde' jokes, when a well-dressed blonde woman in the fourth row stands on her chair and shouts: "I've heard just about enough of your stupid blonde jokes, you jerk! What makes you think you can stereotype women that way? What connection can a person's hair colour possibly have with their fundamental worth as a human being?" "It's morons like you that prevent women like myself from being respected at work and in our communities and from reaching our full potential, because you and your Neanderthal brethren continue to perpetuate negative images against not only blondes, but women in general, for the sake of cheap laughs." "You are a pathetic, misogynistic relic of the past, and what you do is not only contrary to discrimination laws in every civilized country, it is deeply offensive to people with mod

Favor?
ok i was wondering if u read my 1st blog maybe some of u could copy n paste it into a blog of ur own and /or post a bulletin to register at www.yahvengeance.net,,if u do let me know so i can know who i owe favors to ty so much those who help ,oh 1 more thing if u go to the site and u r a visitor u cant see anything thats on the site so its better if u registewr its free,and if its not for u u dont have to return,,but ull like it theres stuff for everyone and if u have suggestions plz pop em in the forums ,,we try to keep everyone happy

Can This Be True Love?
Just dreaming of the day I can see you in the doorway Where I reach out and touch, kiss, and hug you for the first time We talked so much and fell in love with each other with being together by net, phone. I feel that we have known each other for years I want to see sunsets with you take long walks together go to asleep with my head on your chest and wake up with you beside me everyday We hold the key to each other’s heart very close to our own. I believe that we prayed to God for that special someone to come into our lives and he made it happen for the both us.

90% Of You Guys Really Suck
it really seems that cherrytap is nothing but an i wanna fuck you site The guys here love to play with a womens heart and mind which i find totally fucking sorry .. its oh i love you and i wanna be with you just long enough for you to get in to see the private pics or long enough to cyber with until some one else better comes along to play with.. well you men that do this really suck i hope one day yall will be as dumb as us women and get your heart broken just as yall broke ours... and for those of you that are gonna comment on this blog about women do the same things dont bother commenting cuz hell we have learned it from yall

Hachi
i'm floating on the edge here and it's been a long couple of days. sleep schedule fucked and bruises up and down my being, let's start off where it ended. a slammed door choked me up and the slammer was myself. a broken promise and an idea i wasn't so fond of. i always kinda knew it would end with you. there were only a couple of tears... the ones rolling down your face and the ones in the plan that ripped apart the atmosphere. i'm channeling now. and rushing. oh god am i rushing. the water has just gotten warm enough for me to dive right in, but instead of being blue it's covered with leaves from last night. like it knew we were coming like it knew i was crying. like it knew i'd been thrown out of the moving car. (even though the shiny tin creation was only moving at a snails pace... if moving at all) "i'm gonna ride the wings" "i'm gonna fly away" "i'm gonna take that chance" and so i do. i move twenty two in four and i'm careless. i'm careless. i'm car

Alliance Or Merge
THIS IS TO ALL GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY AND FRIENDS. I WANT TO LET EVERY ONE KNOW THAT GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY HAS MERGE WITH THE CONFEDERATES MAKING US ONE FAMILY THIS IS A VERY LONG AND THOUGHT OUT DECISION BETWEEN REBEL AND MYSELF. 1)NOW ALL HEAD OFFICERS WILL STAY AS THEY ARE. 2)THE FAMILY NAMES WILL STAY A LONG WITH ALL HOME PAGES. 3)WE WILL STILL BE 2 FAMILIES BUT TOGETHER AS ONE 4)YOU WILL STILL ANSWER TO YOUR FAMILY UNLESS YOU CAN NOT GET TO ONE OF THEM AND THEN YOU GO TO ONE OF THE HEADS OF THE CONFEDERATES 5)THERE WILL BE SOME CHANGES IN THE BOMB SQUADS AND THAT IS TO FOLLOW. 6)THIS MOVE WILL BE VERY GOOD FOR BOTH FAMILIES 7)IF ANY ONE HAS ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ASK MYSELF, BIGDAWG, OR REBEL. 8)ALL OF MY FAMILY NEEDS TO BECOME FRIENDS WITH ALL OF THE CONFEDERATE FAMILY. 9)I WANT TO THINK ALL OF MY FAMILY FOR THERE SUPPORT IN THIS MERGER. HITTMAN6

Can We Say Sellout
†۞ MYSTIC ANGEL ۞†@ CherryTAP Look at the level you moron. This isn't Ash.Weee this is a fucking fake account. Clowns fucking suck and I see you truely don't have any love for your own kind. Since your so willing to drop them for a piece of ass. Now go back to fucking your sheep and the real 1 dollar whore. We are screen shotting this so that Horny Juggalo can see that your so willing to drop your colors for a whore. well i am dropping my colors i started on my page go look i swear i am not gonna rate you a 1 your not a whore and this aint fucking right team shocker has been nothin but good to that fam and if they did that fuck them !!! pls dont think all juggalo's are alike i will renowns from the mafia but i am a juggalo this is fucked up !!! please accecpt my appologies hun if i knew this happend i would have delt with it ..and i am gonna deal with it!!! please team shocker is awesome and i have alot of friends in there with yall including my baby angel baby ...I

Realness
OKAY SO IF YOU ADDED ME, FOR YOUR SAKE I HOPE IT WAS JUST TO MAKE A NEW NET BUDDY AND NOTHING MORE THAN THAT!! I AM NOT HERE TO HOOK UP WITH ANYONE!!!! NEITHER WILL I SINK DOWN TO THE LEVEL OF THE REST OF THESE INSECURE ATTENTION WHORES WHO POST HALFWAY NAKED PIX OF THEIRSELF SO THAT SOME LONELY HORNY PERVERT CAN GET OFF TO THEM.....OMG SERIOUSLY I'M NOT A COCKY PERSON BUT THEIR ARE ALOT OF UNATTRACTIVE WOMEN ON HERE WHO POST NASTY ASS PIX OF THEIRSELVES SO THAT THEY COULD BE TOLD THEY'RE SEXY...LMFAOOOOO... THEY ARE FAR FROM SEXY!!!! EWWWWWWW. YESSS I KNOW BEAUTY LIES IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER....BUT SOME PEOPLE REALLY SHOULD GET THEIR EYES CHECKED.LOL....POINT!!!!! DO NOT HIT ME UP ASKING ABOUT ANY {NSFW}PIX...I DO NOT HAVE ANY AND WILL NOT POST ANY....MY MOHER RAISED A LADY NOT A WHORE!!!! I HAVE SOME DAM CLASS.... THE MOST YOU WILL EVER SEE FROM ME IS CLEAVAGE....AND THATS JUST APART OF A BEING A WOMEN....A NON FLAT CHESTED WOMEN THAT IS....SO IF YOU REALLY CANT HANDLE SEEING SOME

Update On Nikki.
Well if you read my last blog entry my dog Nikki is sick. My Mom took her into the vet this afternoon and they took some x-rays. The doctors did not see much. Nikki might just had a sore spine. I dont know why but she does. They put her one some pain killers and she is staying the night there. Well, my Mom will pick here up tonight around 8 PM. I am sure she will want to come home. The doctors did say they saw something on the xrays, but it probaley is just her organs. I just hope I dont find out later that she has a tumor. Thats what my other dog, Page died of a few years ago. I pray that she will be okay, and healthy again. She is a young dog, and I dont know what I would do if I lost her. *tear* Beckie *sits and cries*

Evil And Good
The madness creeps closer to the heart Ready to spawn the insane forms of humanity A battle rages inside the human vessel Where evil shall contend with the vicious again After the end of this brutal affair The stagnant breath of cold blood tastes your lips When you make the final blow to the demon king Evil is still going to be one step ahead. There is no time to ask yourself what to do No time at all for you to suddenly give up and lose The nightmare unfolds with the blood that you spill Pray that the insanity ends quick For the time to kick everything off to the side Believing you are the one who can save the world When all that you do is make evil that much stronger. The untouchable figure risking it all for power Is there really good in the hearts of evil Pain is the key that unlocks the gates of hell To admit that the terror rots beyond anything Whatever life you held and valor you embraced Is slowly becoming fallen from grace No matter the outcome in this

Oldest Faggot ( Tec Doc)
he said-iam hot, he gets down when heads-bob just ask tec doc,but you might get him excited if u put him in head-lock. he said he bisexual, give him a medal and flowers with bunch of rose pedals isnt this shit special, if satan was female he would turn down the devil. its like coming out of the parlor when its darker getting rape by archie bunker. its driving bonkers cus i took ya daughter who knew i would called her. took her to hoilday inn-for-sex oh and didnt you notice i didnt except ya friends-request with saggin-lips imagin-me-sick when this faggot-ass-bitch gaggin on dicks he said he just trying make conversations with shots,lookin at me like he wants taste-my wod someone get baby jesus cus this is bombnation- of god i told him diidnt like males, so this big fat ass whale puts his hair in pig tales then he gets pist off and cut off his own dick with his fake finger nails. but with all females on h is list and white shit on his lips come on la

Contest
I am thinking about hosting contest soon for the best gal on fubar. I will let you all know when the contest start and how many people should join the contest and should i host for 10 to 20 days please let me know thanks :) Prize will be announced soon :)

Update.........
Well we went to Roswell on Monday.....the good news is that Mandi does not have cancer....they will be watching her closely for a while because of her having the HPV virus.....They want to see her again in 4 months just to keep an eye on things... Now for the even better news....I'm going to be a grandma.....while at Roswell, they determined that Mandi is expecting....This will be my first grandbaby and I couldn't be happier...... Thank you to all of you who supported me through this whole ordeal..... Lots of Love

Starting Over
Well Ive decided to go ahead and move pics to a new account and start over until I get comments back on this one- if ever that is.Please please please rate, fan, and friend as those are how im able to alert friends of new pics and blogs and such>Seems noone is getting my alerts now either. Coincidence? Probably NOT. I will rate all stash and pics of anyone that can buy this new account a gift VIP so I can transfer all my pics but for now Ill just be uploading all mine. I will have to make a new salute now though of course :( ughhhhhhh first things first though- heres the link.... ¢¾Temptress¢¾~ C.W.O.F member~RATE MY PAGE PLEASE!!!@ fubar

Do You Know?
""Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes? They blink together, they move together, they cry together, they see things together and they sleep together, BUT THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER... that's what friendship is. Your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, your belief is your peace, your peace is your target, your target is heaven, and life is like hell without FRIENDS

Cute Kid Contest Score Updated!!
Cuties Kid On CT Contest! I need pics of kids for this plz! 1st Kid is....... With 9151 comments! 2nd Kid is...... With 1147 comments! 3rd Kid is...... With 1067 comments! 4th Kid is...... With 301 comments! 5th Kid is...... With 87 comments! 6th Kid is...... With 12 comments! 7th Kid is...... With 3 comments! 8th Kid is...... With 3 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/12 thur 10/18 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUn

Pretty Lady Score Updates Are...
Pretty Lady of Fubar Contest! I need woman for this contest! 1st lady is...... with 3812 comments! 2nd Lady is...... with 3443 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 720 comments! 4th lady is...... with 376 comments! 5th Lady is...... with 107 comments! 6th Lady is...... with 63 comments! 7th Lady is...... with 37 comments! 8th Lady is...... with 22 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/20 thur 10/26 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR

Slow Dance
Have you ever watched kids on a merry go round? Or listened to the rain slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You'd better slow down. Dont dance so fast. Time is short. The music wont last. do you run through your day on the fly? when you ask "how are you" do you hear the reply? when the day is done do you lie in your bed with the next hundred chores running through your head? you'd better slow down. dont dance so fast. time is short. the music wont last. ever told your child, we'll do it tomorrow? and in your haste, not see their sorrow? ever lost touch, let a good friendship die cause you never had time to call and say "hi" you'd better slow down. dont dance so fast. time is short. the music wont last. when you run so fast to get somewhere you miss half the fun of getting there. when you worry and hurry t

For You
A few weeks ago, I made a personal decision.. for myself... I decided I was no longer going to spend my time here. Something happened, something I will NOT discuss with anyone.. so do not bother asking... I only come back right now to post this... to say what needs to be said and can only hope YOU read this.. YOU do not know all of me... you do not know what goes on in my my head... You do not even try to understand me. You say things, you do things.. but then walk away once again... You will not even take the time to try and understand anything about me... One thing you need to understand.. I will not 'break'.. I am who I am.. I love who I am... No, I do not love HOW I am sometimes, but hey, we all have to accept the bad along with the good... something YOU aren't willing to do... But I tell you this.. WHEN that day comes that you can accept me and a few other things.. you know where to find me... I'm not going anywhere... Now, with all that said, I'm out.. See you aro

My Dream Fubar Photoshoots.
There are some amazingly beautiful girls here on fubar, all with incredible personalities, looks, and uniqueness. Well, me being a photographer, naturally, I want to photograph them. Duh. It's like asking a mechanic if he wants to drive a '64 Mustang that does the quarter mile in 9 seconds. So... without further ado, here is round one of my dream photoshoots! My Dream Fubar Photoshoots Round One ~* Ms.Evil *~@ fubar Holly Hearse@ fubar California Queen@ fubar pinklisa@ fubar ~Filthy Leatherkitty76~@ fubar ✖☆♥heartme♥☆✖ aka dinarocks@ fubar Reddhhot1@ fubar BADGRL@ fubar Gwen@ fubar ۞www.FieryHOtRedHead.com۞PleAse RaTe The NONNSFWs too Kthx.@ fuba

Annoying Things!
Ever think about the little things that annoy you? Recently I've been thrown a few that annoy me so I thought I'd send out a little blog. 1. When someone adds a new roll of toilet paper and they put it on so that the toilet paper comes from the bottom back side... When common sense says...Hang it so it rolls nicely from the top front side! 2. When you ask someone a question and they turn to you and say "HUH" or "what" and before you can repeat the question...They start answering what you asked! 3. When you go into a public restroom stall (Bars excluded) and there is piss on the toilet seat. Noone wants to see or smell your piss...if you dribble..wipe it up... You are one nasty freak if you leave it. In a bar? Drunk chics should NEVER attempt to lean over a full toilet bowl and try to wipe anything! I've seen it done, its NOT pretty! 4. When people smile and talk all sweet to someone they dont like. If you dont like the asshole.....Dont fake it... Why do some people feel

Lake Tahoe Storm
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Lake Tahoe Storm By Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 The scent of winter fills the air of our cabin as I light the fire in our massive stone fireplace off in the corner of the living room. The floor is all hard wood except for the deep rugs about the room and the occasional large pillows stacked in the corners for more comfort while lying on the floor. Through the window I can see the lights shining off of the silvery snow for the night skiers at Heavenly Valley ski slopes. They are skiing the slopes of the Sierra Nevada Mountains and I have visions of your slopes in my mind. At this moment I long for your mounds over the ski trip that we have come to enjoy. Our leather chair and couch is very large and cushy. Paintings of the wilderness around us are mounted on the walls to keep the ambiance of nature within the walls and not just outside. Our cabin is totally rustic in every way. Wood is the natural surroundings that we enjoy insi

X-mas Joke!!
THREE MEN DIED ON CHRISTMAS EVE AND WERE MET BY SAINT PETER AT THE PEARLY GATES. "IN HONOR OF THIS HOLY SEASON" SAINT PETER SAID,"YOU MUST EACH POSSESS SOMETHING THAT SYMBOLIZES CHIRSTMAS TO GET TO HEAVEN", THE FIRST MAN FUMBLED THROUGH HIS POCKETS AND PULLED OUT A LIGHTER. HE FLICKED IT ON,"IT REPESENTS A CANDLE",HE SAID. YOU MAY PASS THROUGH THE PEARLY GATES "SAINT PETER SAID THE SECOMD MAN REACHED IN HIS POCKET AND PULLED OUT A PAIR OF KEYS.HE SHOOK THEM AND SAID, "THEY'RE BELLS",SAINT PETER SAID "YOU MAY PASS THROUGH THE PEARLY GATES". THE THIRD MAN JACK,STARTED SEARCHING DESPERATELY THROUGH HIS POCKETS AND FINALLY PULLED OUT A PAIR OF WOMENS PANTIES, SAINT PETER LOOKED AT THE MAN WITH A RAISED EYEBROW AND ASKED,"AND JUST WHAT DO THESE SYMBOLIZE?" THE MAN REPLIED,"THESE ARE CAROLS," AND SO THE CHRISTMAS SEASON BEGINS......

Single
I figure this will be the easiest way to try to explain since my shoutbox is out of control and the online status doesn't give much room. All I did was update my relationship status on my profile since it didn't used to show up. I received a lot of shouts from people thinking I just ended a relationship. I ended a 10 yr. relationship in March so I've been single for awhile now. Not for lack of options but by choice. After 10yrs. of being in one its nice to do my own thing. Until someone comes along and sweeps me off my feet (which I am in no hurry for) I will remain single ;-)

Poem 4
Thank you for you: for who you are, However far away; And for the words you send to me, Near mad for what you say. Knowing simply that you're there, Yet thinking much of me, Opens up my happiness, Undone for all to see.

✡qυσтєѕ✡
✡qυσтєѕ✡ "иσ gυу ιѕ ωσятн уσυя тєαяѕ & ωнєи уσυ fιи∂ σиє тнαт ιѕ, нє ωσи'т мαкє уσυ ¢яу" ???؟؟؟ "ℓσνє ιѕ gινιиg α вσу єνєяу ¢нαи¢є тσ вяєαк уσυя нєαят.вυт тяυѕтιиg нιм иσт тσ" ~ кαяяα "ιf уσυ ℓσνє ѕσм

Calling All Fubombers
We are too far behind on Kaes contest. This contest takes top priority today. I hope you all understand how important this is. When we are behind in a contest, we do not vote on Mumms, upload pictures, or update our stash. We also do not bomb giveaways when a family member is in a contest that has a deadline. The contest with the deadline always is the priority. We bomb our hardest to help that family member get in to the lead. I need all Fu-bombers to bomb Kae today and use all their comments. If you have any questions, see a family manager. Tiggerbear2007 Family Manager

Abunza
Finally, make real money online TONIGHT Abunza is a direct sales business opportunity created by Michael Spire and Sebastian Saldarriaga. Abunza was chosen as the name because it means “abundance” in Spanish. The Basics Abunza offers travel certificates, software, e-books, and the ability to sell the software you are given separately through your own “store”. Members are also able to use a site that is completely translated into Spanish to target that market in addition to the English speaking population. -: As there are over 100 Million Spanish speaking users on the internet today according to internetworldstats.com, it makes sense to target these individuals in addition to the English speaking population. Since the call center representatives are bi-lingual, someone can take advantage of this business opportunity even if they do not know a single word in Spanish. The addition of travel certificates gives this program a huge boost. When first launched, it was only

Words
Words By: Deborah Boyd Words that are spoken Have meaning to some But then comes a time The meanings are none There is a little life saying I take true to heart Words are like assholes Its show me what counts So tell me no lies Don’t make promises you can’t keep Don’t whispers sweet nothings If this is not what you seek Just leave me alone And I will be fine Don’t need any liars And that’s my final line.

Marriage
You're Almost Ready to Get Married, But Not Quite No doubt that you've warmed up to the idea of marriage and life long love You just aren't quite ready to follow up with your desires, yet. You may be a bit young, or a bit commitment phobic... give it time. Concentrate on guys who you can imagine being with next year. Forever can wait. Are You Ready To Be A Wife?

Fubar??????
what does fubar mean????? FLAGGED UNDER BU*LSH*T AND REPORTED??? OR F***ED UP BEYOND ALL RECOGNITION???? Correct me if im wrong i thought FUBAR WAS ADULT SITE ONCE AGAIN. Flagging pics???...IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I PUT UP GET OFF MY PAGE DONT FLAG OR MARK NSFW..ME KISSING MY HUBBY WITH WHIP CREAM IN MY MOUTH GET REAL GROW UP..OR MAYBE OVER 1/2 YOU PEOPLE DONT KNOW WHAT LOVE IS OR YOUR HUBBY OR WIFE IS CHEATING ON YOU..IF THAT IS TRUE THEN MAYBE YOU DONT NEED TO BE ON THIS SITE GO TO ROMPER ROOM.COM...

Blast Content
As a reminder to all users, especially those who create Blasts and users who plan to create Blasts in the future, please keep in mind these general guidelines to AVOID BLAST REJECTION WITHOUT REFUND: Blasts are intended for NON-COMMERCIAL usage. If you try to pimp a big business (and we'll be the judge of what constitutes a big business) the Blast will be rejected. Prohibited Content includes: -personal attacks on any fubar member -racist or otherwise abusive language -sexually suggestive language (includes words such as naughty, cum, spank, bite, rape, whore, XXX) -promotion of any NSFW content Please keep in mind that Blasts are intended to be a fun way to get a message out to the fubar community, and while we do not promote censorship, we also do not promote sexually suggestive and abusive content, and we will reject as necessary. This goes for Message Tickers as well.

Looking For A Fuhubbie
Hello Guys I was just wanting to let yall know that I am looking for a FuHubbie!! lol!!! but for real I want one. If you are interested send me a private message & let me know about you & what you have to offer such a sweet & sexy woman.

Medical Prescriptions Kill
Medical Prescriptions Kill CHECK PICS AT http://www.myspace.com/drturi I DO NOT POST HERE AS MUCH AS BEFORE THUS YOU HAVE MISSED LOT OF GOOD STUFF. 5/22/2008 Dear Readers; Just a little note to let you know that Cosmic Code # 7 Booklet #2 titled – “Deadly Medicine or Natural Health Tips Part Two” should be in your mailbaox. As usual we have some returns so please email Mike at dr.turi@cox.net to make your request if you did not get it or check on your trash box. If its there please adjust your settings to accept my newsletters. Sample – Dear VIP; As promised please find more tips involving natural healing. Again remember drugs will hurt you in the long run and in some extreme case will KILL you. WICHITA, Kansas (Today on CNN) -- She found her husband on their bed in a pool of his own vomit, dead from an accidental overdose of drugs he received from an online pharmacy. I wish this beautiful trusting wife had enough “Cosmic Consci

2 More Days
They gave my girls dad 2 more days on support so they can be there with him as he goes. Amanda left for tampa tonight and Jessica will arrive tomorrow. I am so proud of them that they want to be there for him as he leaves this world. But i am worried for them if they can deal with the things that happen as he goes. I just hope they made the right choice.

Visit My Advice Column
Visit my Advice Column Yeah this is a real bulletin, and im askin you to do something for me, by visiting my advice coloumn webbie, its gone stale for a while and I would like to get it back up and going like it used to be. It was very popular there for a while and would like to get it back that way so please visit it, forward it to friends and help get it back up and running. It may actually help get back in the swing of things. http://darianowitch.tripod.com/askdariano/ Thanks D

Letter To A Girl
Below is a letter I wrote to a girl I am no longer with. In her response she might as well have said I don't want anything to do with you so fuck off. If you have any comments I would appreciate them. Thanks. ******, How was your dad's party and the rest of your weekend? ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> I am happy that you got accepted to a college in Florida. You will finally be getting out of Frederick, which is what you wanted. That is of course if you decide to go there because of other decisions you have to make. With going to Florida you will be close to your dad. Or you might decide to stay close to your mom. But you already knew all that. While we were together it was the best time I have ever had. You made everyday amazing. You supported me, you were my friend, and you might as well have been my girlfriend. When we first started seeing each other I did not want anything other than a physical re

You're It!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm in the Army 2. I smoke about 1 pack of cigarettes a day. 3. I'm an excellent cook. 4. I'm a Fubaholic with no intent to giving it up! 5. I am a people person. 6. I love to text people on the phone. 7. I like rock, techno, alternative, metal, classic rock, and Patriotic music 8. I love watching WWE. 9. I am a caring and loving person. 10. I'm a computer geek. I Tagged: ~Surf~ Sultry Smokey Bear Ash.Wee Juicy

Got Tagged Again Lol
Instructions..... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "you're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.... Okay...here goes! (my 2nd one here) let me seeeee hmmmmmmmmmm 1. i luv to day dream all the time that i am a mermaid w super power hahahahahahaha 2. i have my time for my acting moment in my closet lmao[really strange] 3.and i worry for no such reason at all 4.and theres one time that i was so upset that i ended walking for 6 hours on a place i never knew at all{scares the shit out of me] 5. i plan & plot all silly things to Adam all the time. 6. i say things w/o thinking,that i am a straight forward person. 7. i am so scared of B L O O D argh! i'm fainting right now... 8. a prankster & a scare'ddy ca

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to let them know that they've been tagged, and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I like to be well organized 2. I love to travel 3. I like fihing 4. I hate these games 5. I love movies 6. I love my friends on Fubar 7. I love sports 8. I like to eat Pizza 9. I like Crown Royale 10. I'm a happy person 11. I love Starbucks 12. I like Rock music 13. I like to delegate 14. I like sunsets 15. finally done yay! NOW I am gonna tag You.

Dancemix Revelation
make everything all right reveal the light upon the darkness take my hand well run forever dance touch me my hearts beating faster baby cant you feel me in your arms you feel so good dont ever make it stop i dont hurt so much when your around just dance dance baby dance forever everything will be alright just stay with me tonight

Who Wants Their Own Personal Video Salute
Wahoo check me out guys!!! This is Jonlees Video salute I had made for him.. You all like it? Is there anyone else that would like their own personal video salute like this? Let me tell you how Jonlee got me to make him one of these.. I have a folder call The Video Salute folder in my pictures..anyone who rates and comments each one of those pictures all the way to the end will win their own personal salute like this one.. If you want to try and to that which is going to be very hard.. Not to many guys were able to finish all of it then plz you must let me know.. Ok just hit me a shout and say your going for the salute.. Now thats easy enough right? So lets get on this and see how many you guys can finish this time.. ha ha wont be easy..

Tinder
The lingering charcoal taste of bridges left burned reminders of the charred lesson that were learned Never fan the hot embers or start the flame with a smoldering guilt you will hold the blame Left scorched by the heat of passion and desire your name they will curse by the flickering fire Swear by the hot torch it should never have started you will always taste the ashes from the broken hearted Jolly Roger

I'm Trying..
Getin' sick, of the lies Hold up, You've caught me by surprise I'm tellin' you it's gonna be a scary ride Before Im through, so step aside I'm trying.. CHORUS: To find that man (oh) to find a man, a man who loves me for who I am oh a man who will treat me right and hold me tight A man to love me for who I am A man o love me no matter what I do no he'll never be through his love for me will be so strong, (yeah) whenever I find a man that loves me for who i am yeah a man that loves me for who i am You think you're and tough But baby you aint none of that stuff You know that I know And now Im tellin' you that You've gotta go cause I'm trying.. CHORUS: To find that man (oh) to find a man, a man who loves me for who I am oh a man who will treat me right and hold me tight A man to love me for who I am A man o love me no matter what I do no he'll never be through his love for me will be so strong, (yeah) whenever I find a man that loves me for who i am ye

Please Help Find Him
CHRISTOPHER ABLETT A VERIFIED MONGOL, HAS A 5 MILLION DOLLOR WARRANT OUT FOR HIS ARREST FOR THE MURDER OF MY VERY BEST FRIEND. THIS SITE IS WORLD WIDE AND IN EVERY CITY. PLEASE HELP FIND HIM. YOU DO NOT EVEN HAVE TO TURN HIM IN YOURSELF, JUST GET ME AN ADDRESS. PLEASE REPOST THIS TO. I NEED AS MANY PEOPLE TO SEE IT AS POSSIBLE. ANY HELP OR INFORMATION WILL BE APPRECIATED. I WILL BE INDEBTED TO YOU FOR LIFE. THANK YOU! MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT, KAT

Help Me Win Bling Please
OK i love bling .I love getting it and sharing it I will be in a bling contest starting tonight at 6:30 pm. I will be looking out to see who is sending me the most love and i will be sending bling to you. So if you can come by tonight and show some love . Thank you

The Eyes Of Heart (once Upon A Time Part 3)
The Eyes Of Heart (Once Upon A Time Part 3) The eyes of the heart may have opened at last Could it be that the maiden is just within his grasp The sound of his heart beating echoes in his ears Could she be the queen he has longed after for so many years The knight is still unsure of his next step He doesn't want to make a move he will later regret So for now he will proceed with care As to not chase away this maiden so fair

Warning.....she Will Scam You!
OK all I know alot of you are offering fubucks (usually 1.5-2 mil) per Auto 11 Bling. Well I am here to inform you all about this person going around saying they will give you the bling for the fubucks but as soon as you transfer your money she blocks you from her page. Here are some screen shots of what had happend to me So Please Feel Free To Speak You Mind To Her. Alls You Have To Do Is Click Any Pick And It Will Take You To Her Profile. Oh Yeah I gotta Thank Mizz for all her help with the screen shots of her page and just for fun i gotta throw this one in here THIS WARNING WAS BROUGHT TO YOUR ATTENTION BY: ƒЇℜê~RL/BF & FU Husband to Erica~Owned by SCHOOLGIRL~ Member of Club Far

Gul-dverg Og De 7 Naziene
Er det mulig å kjempe mot både Yoko og Bw samtidig? Ja, men da må du se dem som totalt forskjellige fenomen. Japanerne ble ganske sikkert med Hitler i verdenskrigen fordi de så en mulighet som uansett ville komme på sikt. Halve kloden ligger ubrukt til annet enn å oppta patetiske vestlige bevegelser som kristendommen og kommunismen? Det er opplagt at de ville forsøke et angrep mot oss da tiden var inne. Tiden var inne da vi begynte å kjempe mot oss selv (for annen gang på noen få 10-år). Men det hadde ingenting som helst med nazisme å gjøre på annen måte enn et naturlig rasehat. Vi som bleke og svarte er asiatenes undermennesker. Bw har hele tiden i perioder vært en mental slave av Yoko. Bra jeg lærte ham om snøhvit og de syv dvergene. Men får jeg noen takk tilbake? Slave ville også Hitler umiddelbart blitt hvis han hadde vunnet sammen med japanerne. Med Japan som herskere over Ux ville vesten generelt stått foran et umiddelbart fall. Verden har gått av hengslene. Det betyr

Multiple Chances Are Hard To Come By.
I, every so often, reflect back to a scene from The Pursuit of Happyness where the kid, Christopher, played by Jaden Smith, tells his father, Chris Gardner, played by Will Smith a story of a man floating out at sea. A boat comes by and asks the man if he needs help and the man replies “No, my God will save me. “ Later, another boat comes by and asks if the man needed help, again the man replied “No thank you, My God will save me.” Later on another boat comes by and once again asks the man if he needs help. “The man politely replies “No, my God will save me.” A short time later the man drowns and dies. When he goes to heaven he asks God “Lord, why did you let me drown?” God replies “I sent you 3 boats you dummy” Many years ago I made a very poor decision to jump into that ocean and swim away from a very important person in my life. Irresponsibility, immaturity, selfishness, and stupidity. These are just a few of the waves that were crashing over my head and clouding my judgment. Thi

What Makes A Family?
is it a stupid question..maybe for some but for those who cant get along with or wont get along with thier blood family or find yourself in a place where your blood family is far away...if you open your eyes you may find family in a friend or a group of friends and what may surprise you is that the dynamic may be inviting encouraging and beneficial...lucky are the few that can sustain a relationship that makes you feel better about yourself..blessed are the ones that can return the favor

Maddily In Love Tnx 2 Fubar
True Fubar Romance blossomed into real life marriage we met on fubar may 07/07 which turned ito a great friendship so we made arringments to meet 2 months later in r/l. our eyes met and we instantly feel in love , we got married nov 12th 07. its our first year being married and we want to give thanks to fubar and baby j for this beautiful bond of holy matramony that keeps growing stronger everyday. and most of all our great friends on fubar for sticking by us thru this whirlwind of true love. always keep your hearts open cuz yo never know where true love awaits you. Mr * Mrs Knight.

Again..
So I've been getting laid off occasionally since last March. Seperated from hubby around May, and have been paying all the bills that we had before he moved out on my own, or at least attempting to. He can't help, can barely afford to pay his own bills. Well I was laid off the last 2 weeks of November, really didn't mind. Went back to work Dec. 1st, but about wednesday came down with a nasty cold so I ended up missing wednesday through friday :| not good. Got a call last nite from work saying to come in and sign my lay-off papers. Yep, laid off now till the first of the year :/ Don't get me wrong, I don't mind being laid-off. But I'm really starting to get concerned about how much longer I'm going to have a job. Oh, for those of you that don't know, I work in the auto industry. Yeah, not looking so good. Luckily my kids are older and understand that Christmas at our house is basically non-existent. So needless to say, I'm struggling to stay positive here ;) Don't mind me I'm

Necronomicon
The purpose of this blog is to address my concerns about some misconceptions and my feelings towards such a controversial subject. Personally, I do not pay much credence and in all honesty, am not at all interested in learning any more than I had to in the past to understand such. Tolerance is what I preach so tolerance is what I must practice as well. The Necronomicon originated as a fictional book in the works of H.P. Lovecraft, and grew into an extended literary in-joke as other horror writers organically added to the Cthulhu mythos. According to Lovecraft, it was written by Abdul Alhazred, 'a mad Arab poet of the Yemen', in 950 A.D. in Damascus. In many of the stories written by Lovecraft and his successors, merely reading or possessing the Necronomicon leads to insanity ...or worse. A collection of most of Lovecraft's stories, which due to either the date of publication or lack of renewal have become public domain in the United States. The following mention the Necronomicon:

Uh Oh!!
Before I begin, I need to state that I never break the law...I always ensure all my escapades are 18 or over *wink wink* I work retail for now..and at both jobs there are naturally a lot of jailbait working there with me. Normally not an issue. However..at one of my jobs I seem to have acquired a nickname. I've overheard some of the girls say it a time or two in the break room or stock room...but always assumed it was someone else since I mainly keep to myself and don't engage anybody in conversation. They call me "Sexy Silent Slim" :( Now...not a nickname I'm particularly fond of, but the really bad thing is all these jailbait chicks (some cute...but all still illegal so therefore no go) using it. I don't know if I should find it cute or be offended. It isn't right for a girl 11 years younger than me to call me sexy. Anywho...the funny part of this is, the person who gave me the nickname. Our 49 year old stock manager. Gay as Liberacci. He thinks I'm a fine piece of meat, and

Radiator Springs By Route 66 Train Tags
Hop on Board Come Travel Along Route 66 to Radiator Springs! Radiator Springs by Route 66 Train Tags for new riders joining December 8, 2008 and on With the economy the way it is and the Holiday Season among us I have chosen to drop my VIP to put the money towards other much needed things. With that being said, I will be posting all new train tags in a separate blog entry with the train for new riders to right click on their tag and save to their PC to upload to their account for use. B1tch MscFrk The link to join this train is below Radiator Springs by Route 66 Train

Missing Her
A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl its only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go It gets hard but it won't take away my love And when the last one falls When it's all said and done It ge

Translations....
Just for a laugh...see how many of these sayings us Scots have, you can translate. 1. Whit a stoatir... 2. Gaun yersel... 3. Yer nippin ma heid... 4. Dinnae geez yer p*sh 5. Ye cudnae hit a bull on the erse wi a banjo 6. Ahl pit ma fit so far up yer erse that thil think that Doc Martins ur making hats. 7. Yer jaikits in the lobby press 8. Wha lit that dug in here? 9. Ye counae score wi a fiver tied tae it. 10. Twa ootsiders wi a plate o' stovies.

1 2 09 New Years Asshat
I read a blog tonight about the person in this shout and her husband. Their points were reset as cheaters since they were using scripting programs. Many bulletins have been set about their dilemma where they claimed to have been reset for copyright infringement because they were playing pirated music in their lounge. I have never ever once spoken to this woman, but I went to read a blog her husband wrote in an attempt to trash another person on this site. Her husband attempted to make it appear that this other member was a hypocrite after the member blogged about the fact that she and her husband were cheating by using a scripting program. Her husband blogged that the member had Macros installed in Firefox and thus imply that the member was also a cheater. Now I don't know the first thing about scripting, what it entails, or how to do it. But I have seen the Firefox ads for Macros and they even have it installed at the local hospital on the Firefox browsers. In addition, this wo

Hva Var Iggy I 1969?
Han var et bilde på Brian. Da nyheten om at Stones var kommet til avslutningen av samarbeidet med Brian fikk det konsekvenser. Dels ble det planlagt en avslutning på Brians liv i overenstemmelse med scenarioet som var bygget opp. Han var Fired. Handlingen med å sette Nico i forbindelse med Iggy var en kald-dusj på samme måte som den Brian fikk. Og det som sies med handlingen er at Brian kun var et menneske. Utenfor Stones var han nemlig det sett fra amerikanernes side. Han hadde vært fienden i 4 år. Uten gruppa si var han ingenting. Ved å sette Nico i forbindelse med en bjeffende mann kom hun automatisk ned på jorda samtidig. Hun var Earth-bound da hun fikk nyheten om Brians mysteriøse død noen dager etter å ha vært i studio (fortsatt i full overbvisning om at hun var dronning og Kleopatra). Problemet var at ved å komme ned på jorda på den måten ble hun konfrontert med seg selv. Og den eneste måten å hjelpe henne var å fortsette å drepe de andre elementene av teaterstyk

Lounge
By Demand...The Open Road is BACK!! Come Show Us Some FU-Love!! ~~SexyBeast~~CREATOR of Sxy Radio!!~~@ fubar harley@ fubar All are Welcome!! Our Music is UNedited...explicit lyrics WILL occur...Click Any Picture To Enter and Join the Fun!! (repost of original by '~~§exyBeast~~OWNER @ The Open Road~~Creator of Sxy Radio~~' on '2009-01-08 11:06:46')

Poem7
Little angel from heaven Came down So precious And tiny For me to care For one little thing Can change me forever Having her With me from now Till she is grown Emotions I did not know I had Till I held such a tiny precious being She is my little angel from heaven And I thank you for giving me her So precious and small So full of love and innocence Not know the dangers around I shall protect you Best I can Little angel of mine

Watch Out For This Member, She's Nothing But Trouble
· Julieag33 "FU-... just checked you out! 1 hr ago Anyone that knows me, knows I wouldn't even make a blog like this, but this so called woman, has caused so much drama and problems between me and Dale, she lives in KY, 4 kids, but lives on the net, causing problems in my life and god knows who elses, in my opinion she needs to get a fukin life, get off the pc spend time with her kids and clean her house, she defines the term "white trash" I have several screen shots of her stalking my page, several emails from her lieing etc...its really disgusting, for her being 33, having 4 kids, but lives on a website stalking me, just proves she needs to seek sum mental help, I'm the nicest person, but if this person lived close to me, I'd have to kick her azz sideways lol I've been on fubar almost 3 yrs now and this b!tch has been the worst, whats funny is she is a newer member, no salute, makes one wonder......I am a good judge of character and just looking at her pics, she looks ill and lik

Not One Really
I've been nowhere And I didn't get there fast A third of my life rushed by me Leaving only an empty past sure there were good times, bad times, and times I can't recall, wish I could remember I may have enjoyed those most of all

A Guy Walks Into A Bar
A guy walks into a bar. Sees a gorgeous babe nursing a drink. Walking up behind her he said, "Hi, there, good looking! How's it going?" Having already downed a few power drinks she turned around, faced him, looked him straight in the eye and said, "Listen! I'll screw anybody, anytime, anywhere, your place, my place, front door, back door, it doesn't matter to me. I've been doing it ever since I got out of college. I just love it!" Eyes now wide with interest, he responded, "No kidding! I'm a lawyer too! What firm are you with?"

Looking For An Erotic Artist
I am persuing a erotic artist who can illustrate a book that I am compliling. I just need about four or five pics drawn in black and white of a symbolic scene from just as many stories. If you think you are talented enough to mak some drawings let me know. Unfortunately I cannot pay you but you will receive a free copy of the book for your portfolio to show to some in the future who can pay you. Please contact me by private message here on Fubar. Thanks, 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage

Bionics And Stuff
in 24 hours, i shall be about halfway finished with my "total hip replacment" surgery. evidently its a pretty major deal. i'll be laid up in the hospital until Thursday. Next week my mom is coming up to help me with whatever needs to be done as i recover. my mom is a nosey biddy so i won't be logging onto fu while she's around. (crap i gotta call her, don't i?) at any rate, my presence here over the next couple weeks will be little. if anyone wants to keep in touch via email, misterfeet@hotmail.com If you do send me an email, please put your fubar user name in the subject title, just in case it gets routed to junk mail. if not, well i'll be back full force in a few weeks and jumping around again woot woot :) oh btw, happy birthday to Mz Phatty and to Violets!

05/18/09
Happiness is not a matter of intensity but of balance and order and rhythm and harmony." —Thomas Merton Money is a horrid thing to follow, but a charming thing to meet." —Henry James A new dress doesn't get you anywhere; it's the life you're living in the dress, and the sort of life you had lived before, and what you will do in it later."

I Got Hit On By A Guy...
*(jburton)*: thank u.. ->*(jburton)*: well, seeing as how you're a guy I can't say i'd be to into it.. but good luck on your search *(jburton)*: lmao..nevermind..i'll just move on 2 som1 who like 2 play along wit me.. ->*(jburton)*: well, unless you're a doctor i'm not sure there is much you could do.. *(jburton)*: ummm....just wht kind would u like.. ->*(jburton)*: out of curiousity, what help are you offering? ->*(jburton)*: Okay... *(jburton)*: oaky..u know where 2 find me..lol.. ->*(jburton)*: i'm fine, thanks.. *(jburton)*: u need help wit ur wounds..just askin.. Aside from Dyss trying to show me his penis I havn't had men try this.. I don't like it and don't know how you women can put up with it.. Thank god i have a penis..

For Fun
So I have seen several of my friendsdo this similar blog..and it always ends up interesting. I would like to know more about many of the people I talk to on here. So here it is..I am asking you to each tell me one thing about yourself..but it has to be truthful. And in turn I will answer any question asked of me with 100% honesty So....wanna play?

Leaving.
Tomorrow will be my last FULL night on Fubar. :) I'm deploying to Afghanistan on Friday. Thank you for all the good times, and the bad times so far. I'll check Fubar periodically, but if you have my YIM, I'll be on there more often than on here. I've enjoyed the ride so far, and hope there will be many more when I finally return. And J, stay strong. :) I love you.

Tha'sadness Of Friendship,tony's Purpose And Prayer,and Message To Family!!!!!"
FIRST,FAMILY I'D LIKE TP PREFACE THIS BY EPEATING"BIG BROTHER BY SAYING,"THE GREATTEDT AMONG YOU IS THE SERVANT OF A--L-L!!!!!" some times being a family or friend means losing a family or friend!!!!!t.m.225 so in this,I PRAY,"HOLD NOT MY PEACE,O GODOF MY PRAISE;FOR THE MOUTH OF THE WICKED AND THE MOUHT OF THE DECEITFUL ARE OPENED AGAINST ME WITH A LYING TONGUE.THEY HAVE COMPASSED ME ABOUT ALSO WITH WORDS OF HATRED;AND FOUGHT AGAINST ME WITHOUT A CAUSE.FOR MY LOVE THEY ARE MY ADVERSARIES:BUT I GIVE MYSELF UNTO PRAYER.AND THEY HAVE REWARDED ME EVIL FOR GOOD,AND HATRED FOR MY LOVE.SET THOU A WICKED MAN OVER HIM:AND LET SATAN STAND AT HIS RIGHT HAND.WHEN HESHALL BE JUDGED,LET HIM BE CONDEMNED:AND LET HIS PRAYER BECOME SIN.LET HIS DAYS BE FEW;AND LET ANOTHER TAKE HIS OFFICE.LET HIS CHILDREN BE FATHERLESS,AND WIFE A WIDOW.LET HIS CHILDREN CONTINUALLY BE VAGABONDS,AND BEG:LET THEM SEEK THEIR BREAD ALSO OUT OF THEIR DESOLATES PLACES.LET THE EXTORTIONER CATCH ALL THEY HATH;AND LET THE STRANG

What Would You Think
ok so to speak this is nothing new to me or any 1 else but i was married for 8 years once... the x wife didnt want every 1 on fubar knowing she was my wife... she wouldnt add me to her name or anything ... well needless to say she left me for some 1 else n yes it was someone from fubar.....which brings me to this i said something to my gf about adding r/l bf gf to each other in the about me section ..... she said do what i need to do ... so i asked her if she was going to add it to hers ... her responce was I dont know .... so speaking from the past this raised a another huge red flag... so what do you my friends all think about this

If Tomorrow Never Comes
Sometimes late at night I lie awake and watch her sleeping She's lost in peaceful dreams So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark And the thought crosses my mind If I never wake up in the morning Would she ever doubt the way I feel About her in my heart If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That she's my only one And if my time on earth were through And she must face the world without me Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes 'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life Who never knew how much I loved them Now I live with the regret That my true feelings for them never were revealed So I made a promise to myself To say each day how much she means to me And avoid that circumstance Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That she's my only one And if my time o

Love Me
Love me in the morning sun As the golden rays of morning light move across ivory skin warming it to your touch Setting soft auburn locks ablaze as you rake your slender fingers through it.. Kiss me with the passion and desire of a lover Set my soul on fire with each press of your lips Make me hunger for your lips and only yours. Touch me with feather light fingers My skin shivers at the simple thought of your touch I yearn just for one more caress of your hand hoping that they will last a life time. Hold me till dark becomes light and light becomes dark Enfold me in your arms so that nothing can touch us and we are safe Make me belive that in your arms is where I always belong Love me in the dark of night When my nightmares come and the only thing to soothe them is the gentle tone of your voice Love me aginst all odds when all others say it won't say it will.. and I will love you with the greatest passion and desire any man has ever known..

Shamanism X I I
AmericasNative American "conjuror" Native American and First Nations cultures have diverse religious beliefs. There was never one universal Native American religion or spiritual system. Though many Native American cultures have traditional healers, ritualists, singers, mystics, lore-keepers and "Medicine People", none of them ever used, or use, the term "shaman" to describe these religious leaders. Rather, like other indigenous cultures the world over, their spiritual functionaries are described by words in their own languages, and in many cases are not taught to outsiders.Many of these indigenous religions have been grossly misrepresented by outside observers and anthropologists, even to the extent of superficial or seriously mistaken anthropological accounts being taken as more authentic than the accounts of actual members of the cultures and religions in question. Often these accounts suffer from "Noble Savage"-type romanticism and racism. Some contribute to the fallacy that Nativ

Results
tower work......that which doesnt kill ya,makes ya stronger...welllllll maybe. C, after much scratchin of noggins by the powers that be...the owner..and the supervisors...a conclusion was reached about when my injury took place...and when it got worse. follow along dear readers...we go back to june 16....while removing a rather large television antenna from a tower said antenna tangled in the tower at about 90 ft. now little ol me had to climb down and untangle messy situation made worse by supervisor/owner when he begins yanking the rope...causing 50 pounds of aluminum and steel to begin bouncing...and becoming further entangled. me.....cursing softly under my breath all the while...STOP YANKING THE ROPE ..@#$%#@#$^&&%$...PINHEAD..#$#@^%$#$.....yesss...freedom achieved....shithead yanks again at same time..end results? 50 pound paperweight swings rapidly clockwise..pulling yours truly left ....HARD. owwwwwwwwie @#$#$%%6%$#...injury sustained. end of day right....wrong oh follower o

Bux Offer Inside!
NEE D FUBUX? RATE THIS PIC AND LEAVE 100 COMMENTS AND I WILL PAY YOU 15K AND THE MORE COMMENTS YOU DO THE MORE I WILL PAY! ALSO IF YOU GET A FRIEND TO RATE AND DO 100 COMMENTS I WILL PAY THEM TO, AND PAY YOU ANOTHER 5 K! EASY FREE FUBUX YOU must must MUST PM ME FOR PAY ADN IF YOU REFER THEY NEED TO MENTION YOU IN THEIR PM. LET ME KNOW THE TOTAL. HE NEEDS 600 RATES AND 100K PICTURE COMMENTS SO COME ON L ET'S ROCK HIS WORLD! CLICK THE PIC TO START RATING AND COMMEN

100 Answers You Dont Care About :)
100 Fun Questions Survey from Quizopolis.com Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? - Closed (Monsters)Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? - Sure its kinda like stealing but not :DDo you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? - InHave you ever stolen a street sign before? - Nope but I own one :)Do you like to use post-it notes? - Not as much as some people do.Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? - All the timeWould you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? - Both would suckDo you have freckles? - Yepp you want some?Do you always smile for pictures? - Nope I look best moody :PWhat is your biggest pet peeve? - When people are late.Do you ever count your steps when you walk? - Yepp I got a pedometer and everything.Have you ever peed in the woods? - Who hasn..'t?What about pooped in the woods? - Nope can..'t sy that I have.Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing? - Sure all time. Do you chew your pens and pencil

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i'm not going to be around a whole lot. so, if you shout or message me and i dont get back to you, its because i'm not here. i need some time to think, and heal. i love my friends and that doesnt change, but i'm not in the right frame of mind to be social. hope everyone has a good day, week, month, year.. whatever.

To My Friends
This is to my friends that I cherish and have been with me through thick and thin... I am leaving on my fishing trip tomorrow morning and I am not sure what is going to happen when I come back... Right now I have lost my heart and soul and will be doing some more soul searching while I am gone... Just remember for those of you who I call my sissy's you will always have a place in my heart and I will do my best to keep in contact and the rest of my cherished friends I will make sure you know I am ok and doing fine... I love you guys and will miss you while I am gone... Hugs go out to you all and a big thank you for being my friend.... xoxoxoxoxox

Southern Girls Know It Best
Southern women know their summer weather report: HumidityHumidityHumiditySouthern women know their vacation spots: The beachThe rivuhThe crickSouthern women know everybody's first name:HoneyDarlin'ShugahSouthern women know the movies that speak to their hearts:Fried Green TomatoesDriving Miss DaisySteel MagnoliasGone With The WindSouthern women know their religions: BaptistMethodistFootballSouthern women know their cities dripping with Southern charm:Chawl'stn S'vanahFoat WuthN'awlinsAddlannaSouthern women know their elegant gentlemen: Men in uniformMen in tuxedosRhett ButlerSouthern girls know their prime real estate:The MallThe Country ClubThe Beauty SalonSouthern girls know the 3 deadly sins:Having bad hair and nailsHaving bad mannersCooking bad foodMore Suthen-ism's: Only a Southerner knows the difference between a hissie fit and aconniption fit, and t hat you don't "HAVE" them, you "PITCH" them.Only a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc.

09-11-01
09-11-01 was a dark day in american history. Our very freedom and sense of security and safety ruthlessly came under attack that day. Husbands were suddenly left without wives, wives left without husbands, children left without mothers or fathers, and some cases both. It was in my opinion a brutal heartless cowardly attack on innocent men, women and children. Some called it a Holy war, purposely killing unarmed civilans is murder not war. Hence we never forget or drop our gaurd any in the least. If I have offended anyone in any way with this then so be it, I am red, white, and true blue american through and through, and have a right to my opinion just as much as anyone else does.......... John

And Another?
I shall dedicate this poem to Jasmine. No more needs to be said."If only you could see what I see."These eyes are both nothing and everything to me.Showing me magnificent sights and unholy illusions.To be able to see another person's eyes to their soul;If only you could see what I see.Infinite defined, its proximity determined;I can grasp its integrity, its dimensions.Seeing the front and back of each number,If only you could see what I see.Each atom, each quark, detailed as a painting;Showing me its individual power and combination of strength.And what beholds inside of it,If only you could see what I see.Each note, each beat, music in simplicity;Combined together in a thousand chords of beauty.Graced by a simple swing of an arm,If only you could see what I see.The sudden silence as a second of determination appears;Where your true reflection is shown in the water.Jumping gently into the pool to grasp its touch,If only you could see what I see.A billion stars all within your grasp;Eac

Snork
snork 33 up, 14 down love it hate it buy a snork mugto unintentionally snort loudly while laughing. Also used as an exclamation after someone snorks, to emphasize the fact and increase their embarrassment.She laughed so hard she snorked. After he snorted, I pointed at him, yelled "SNORK!" and la

High School Crush
You and a bunch of your friends from high school decide to get together and rent a beach house for a month. You pack up and fly to some exotic place to set everything up. The next day everyone starts to show up and you see her walking up the front steps. You've had the biggest crush on her since junior high. The two of you were practically inseparable all through high school. You couldn't remember but you thought she went on to become a supermodel. You duck into the kitchen before she sees you, not wanting her to read the lust in your eyes. You open the refrigerator and pull out a beer, hoping for a little courage. Your best friend comes into the kitchen sayin, "Holy shit! Did you see Kat? She looks like she stepped off the front cover of VOGUE." "Yeah, I saw her, why do you think I'm hiding in here." "Damn, you still have a thing for her, don't you?" "Is it that obvious?" "Only to those who know about it. Let's go hang out on the beach. I brought Spike so we can throw the frisby

The Devil Came Calling
The Devil came callingOn a dark cold nightWe sat and there and talkedIn the campfires flickering lightThe air had a chillLike I’d had never felt beforeCause the Devil came callingTo settle up the scoreHe knows me wellAll bad things I’d doneHow I’m a friend of old DeathAn not much like anyoneSaid boy your times nearBest change your waysNext time I come callingWill be the end of your daysNot a visit like last timeYou came down to meYou’ll stay there foreverAll though eternityBeen there just one timeOnly insane can go an stand the painCold on the inside as fire sears your skinAbsence of love with nothing left to gainMoving like a pantherHe gets up to goStops in the shadowsLooked back to make sure I knowMy spine turns to iceSet shivering in fearSweat burns my eyesThe Devil is hereThe camp fire eruptsFlames fill the skyHell’s on earth this nightCan only scream or cryHe leaves as he cameStars return to the skyCool breeze clears the airI’m not ready to dieI

Gitmo Detainees Move To Illnois
Jamie Dupree GTMO to IllinoisBy Jamie Dupree @ December 15, 2009 8:07 PM Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBacks (0)Here is a Presidential memorandum as released by the White House, which orders the acquisition of a prison in Illinois to house terrorist detainees now being held at the Guantanamo Bay Naval Base in Cuba. After reading this - what do you think of the move? Will it matter? Why is it a mistake? Or why is it the right move? THE WHITE HOUSE Office of the Press Secretary For Immediate Release December 15, 2009 December 15, 2009 MEMORANDUM FOR THE SECRETARY OF DEFENSE THE ATTORNEY GENERAL SUBJECT: Directing Certain Actions with Respect to Acquisition and Use of Thomson Correctional Center to Facilitate Closure of Detention Facilities at Guantanamo Bay Naval Base By the authority vested in me as President and as Commander in Chief of the Armed Forces of the United States by the Constitution and the laws of the United States of America, including the Authorization

Salutes I Make
Seems like I get a lot of requests for salutes and honestly, I DO NOT have the time to make them for everyone who asks. I'm a very busy person and I know ya'll expect something for free around here but that's not gonna happen. And no, trading "sexy" salutes will not work. I don't need them or get off on them, although I do appreciate any salutes done for me. So you want to know what you need to do to get a salute from me? Well, here it is: 1 totally PG-rated salute (yes, I will be wearing a shirt, so don't ask for me to be in a bra or something else): 5 credit bling about 5 sexy salutes, in my bra and topless, but without nipples showing (just check my salutes made for others album): 35 bling credits (may be made up of bling packs and blings) about 10 topless salutes (you have to be in my family for these - sorry! and that alone requires a 25 credit bling pack): 65 credit bling pack AND 20 credits of bling ;) You want more? Okay, let's negotiate, but THIS is my starting point. Yo

Make Me
Make me fly, make me soar, Make me sit with the angels At Heaven’s door Make me dance naked on the moon Make me embrace all the stars But in doing all this Make me yours Make me want, make me need, Make me abandon my pride, Make me plead Make me cavort with the devil Make me reside at his door But in doing all this Make me yours Make me weep, make me irate, Make me acknowledge your power Make me hate Make me curse all my weaknesses Make me despise all my flaws But in doing all this Make me yours Make me silent, make me speak, Make me relinquish my soul Make me weak Make me befriend all my demons Make me succumb to their claws But in doing all this Make me yours http://www.leathernroses.com/poems/jennymakeme.htm

Frozen
Inside this fantasy It seems so real to me Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open True Love behind a wall Where men and angels fall A fading memory, when my mind is frozen I can see a frozen point in time Where her figure still awaits Tongue of fire tracing lips outline Where frozen breath originates With one motion of her waiting eyes She strips everything away This one moment is intensified And colors all fade to grey I am in the only place that i want to be Though we know that it ends eventually But it's alright because right now we're frozen I want to forget mistakes they've helped me make It's better to be broken than to break Inside this fantasy It seems so real to me Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open True Love behind a wall Where men and angels fall A fading memory, when my mind is frozen I can see a frozen point in time That is easy to retrace Light and darkness are both intertwined The elements are in their place with One mot

Innocence
What else can I do, When the tears have all been wasted? And the only voice you choose to hear, sings the songs of our hearts breaking... Say your dreams, they all have changed Well, my smiles, they all have faded And the thoughts that used to seem so pure in my heart they now feel jaded. Because I want to feel like I did. I want to feel innoncence. What else can it be? Except this pride I'm sick of drinking. Storm clouds all have gone away, can we stop this thing from sinking? Because I want to feel like I did. And I want to feel innocence. And I want you to know and feel in your soul, that someone has come and gone. I'm stuck up here with you I'd never thought we'd get this high I used to be afraid of falling Now I'll spread my wings, and I will fly

[...it Brings Us Closer Than Dying And Cancer And Crying... (part Two)]
[Tool. The Patient] a groan of tedium escapes me startling the fearful is this a test? it has to be otherwise i can't go on draining patience drain vitality this paranoid, paralysed vampire acts a little old but i'm still right here giving blood, keeping faith and i'm still right here wait it out be patient wait it out be patient if there were no reward to reap no loving embrace to see me through this tedious path i've chosen here i certainly would have walked away by now going to wait it out if there were no desire to heal the damaged and broken met along this tedious path i've chosen here i certainly would have walked away by now and i still may and i still may be patient be patient be patient i must keep reminding myself of this i must keep reminding myself of this i must keep reminding myself of this if there no reward to reap no loving embrace to see me through this tedious path i've chosen here i certainly would have walked away by now and i still may and i still may

Things That Make You Go Doh!!
http://wcbstv.com/local/speeding.for.coffee.2.1766630.html Bloomberg On 'Coffee' Cop: Go Talk To NYPD CBS 2 States Its Case About Alleged Menacing Traffic Agent Who Flashed Lights To Dunkin Donuts, But Gets Brush Off The traffic agent accused of acting above the law -- using flashing red lights to buy coffee and abusing those he tickets -- is still on the job because Mayor Michael Bloomberg says it's not in his pay grade to do something. CBS 2 HD went one on one with hizzonor on Tuesday. Bloomberg has a rule: one reporter one question. But CBS 2 HD had lots of questions Tuesday about Traffic Agent Daniel Chu, and why he's still on duty. CBS 2 HD: "Why is it acceptable to use your flashing lights to get a cup of coffee?" Bloomberg: "It is not. It is clearly a violation of the rules. Next question." CBS 2 HD: "Number two: why is it acceptable for a traffic agent to be abusive to people?" Bloomberg: "It is not, clearly a violation of the rules. Number three." CBS 2 HD: "Number three: w

'splainin' Stuff
***This is not an emo blog*** ***Try and realign your expectations and realise that this is not an emo blog*** ***Thank you*** ***The 'you' is a generic 'you' and not aimed at anyone in particular*** Anger is an interesting thing...particularly on the internet. Like most things, people take their own sphere of reference, and use that to interpret what you have said into what you are meaning (reasonable enough), what you are feeling (not quite so reasonable) and what you are like (only reasonable if it's me making the judgements...yes, hypocrisy is ahead in the little minds of some...I make judgements. All the time. Everybody does. Unlike some, I make mine knowing I'm sometimes biased and endeavour to recalibrate accordingly. Also unlike some, I'm prepared to justify my judgements AND my actions). But I digress already. I have many levels of anger...'tis true. What amazes me though, on here, is that 99% of the time, I'm not angry at all, but people are gasping in horro

Exam
> A man goes to his doctor for his physical and gets sent to the> urologist as a precaution. When he gets there, he discovers the> urologist is a very pretty female doctor.> > The female doctor says, "I'm going to check your prostate today, but> this new procedure is a little different from> what you are probably used to. I want you to lie on your right side,> bend your knees, then while I check your> prostate, take a deep breath and say, '99' ".> > The guy obeys and says,"99".> > The doctor says, "Great". Now turn over on your left side and again,> while repeat the check, take a deep breath and say, '99".> > Again, the guy says, '99'."> > The doctor said,"Very good. Now then, I want you to lie on your back> with your knees raised slightly. I'm going to check your prostate with> this hand, and with the other hand I'm going to hold on to your penis> to keep it out of the way. Now take a deep breath and say, '99'.> > The guy begins, "One ... Two ...Three".>

Art Of Music
Ernest Boshey B. Eastman English Comp 1 09/17/08 Art of Music Music the sweet sounds that sooth the savage beast, or in some cases an ear shattering ruckus that awakens the beast to action. I have always been interested in music, as I grew up my mother's influence was Hank Williams SR as I helped wash the dishes as she cleaned the rest of the house. His lonesome songs played on an acoustic guitar haunted my soul, even to this day. The song “I saw the Light“ is a family favorite one my mother grew up on, as my grandfather loved that song being a lay reader in the church, and he passed the love for that song down to her as she passed it down to me. Others include Patsy Kline, Janis Joplin, and Loretta Lynn, all had their turn when chores had to be done. When things where done then the tempo changed and on would come Marvin Gaye, The Four Tops, Diana Ross, and Stevie Wonder they would unwind and relax the rest of the day and night

Long Day 2.5
We walk towards the look out. I point out the various points of interest "Do you see that string of street lights? That's Dimond, if you follow it far enough, you'll see The Hideaway Club." Years ago when parents first moved here, we stayed at grandmother's in her basement. My parents were drinkers and she wasn't for grandmother was a "saved-again-christian" who watched the PTL Club faithfully. She has plants galore and sleepy air. When sitting in her living room, it made you very relaxed and you ended up sleeping no matter what. Since no alcohol was allowed in her house, they went looking for the nearest bar, which was the Hideaway Club. They walked in and made friends with the bartender/owner. Come closing time they asked my parents if they wanted to stay. The answer was yes, so the owner locked the door and stopped charging and they got politely drunk. That was over 30 years ago and now parents are both gone and so was the original owners. When I got my freak inheritance, I bough

Just Some Stuff I Write
You're there when the darkness comes turning off the ligh tand I'm all alone and then I see your faceyou're there when I'm to tired to go on my legs crumbling under me and then your arms are around me lifting me upyou're there when the tears won't stop hiding somewhere so they can't see don't want to be a burden and then I hear your voice saying "you're not"you're there when I don't know what to do thinking I'm not enough never living up to my own expectations and then you say I amaze youyou're there when I don't feel safe anywhere it all looks to scary don't know where to go next then you take my handyou're there even when I don't ask you to be somehow you just know want you next to me then I turn my head and you're there

Insomnia
I just sit and I cant sleep, thoughts just run through my head. Not really tired or bored, just cant stop feeling all the dread. What is there to this life, and why cant I just sleep. Feeling through all this pain, deep down here within a heap. Can I find my own way, through a world that has less. To offer to me than more, but all I see is a mess. Everybody cant live together, no matter what we see. Through my own eyes, it is not hard for me. To all live in a world, that is full and with peace. All we have to do is believe, and we all just be at ease. With ourselves and one another, never let our faces frown. I know with me that is hard to do, we cant let ourselves get down. For we all believe in something real, and a better place for us all to be. Sorry for interrupting your thought, because that is what I see.

The Contest Is Over!!
The contest is over!!! :D yay!! You all are incredibly amazing and I appreciate everything you did. I won the HH and the boomerang because of all of you. xoxo Taking time to thank people who kicked me in the ass and dragged me along when I didn't think I could win. *Hellyion *The fuchead *Icon *Sherry *Witchie *Ninja *Misfit *Rev *Dud *MMMHmmmm *Comfortably Numb *Liverjuice *Rioislovely *Jasmine *Imy

Sf Rules
Lounge Rules 1. No Drama 2. Respect both STAFF & Members 3. No Caps unless STAFF Announcements 4. No Links, Advertising, or personal info. EX Yahoo, Email 5. Do NOT discuss other lounges 6. NO YIM ID. DROPPING IN LOUNGE 7. No controversial subjects 8. No directing Cams! **Any rules broken will result in a warning. Continued offenses will result in being ejected and/or banned**.

My Pink Ribbon
My Pink Ribbon ( in memory of Joella Goodwin) I never thought, it would happen to me after-all I was always so Healthy. No family history just out of the blue, neither me nor my family had a clue. They seemed so normal and always there, it couldn't happen to me, so I never cared. Then one day, I would be stumped, while taking a shower I felt a lump.

The Unaffected Became Distraught..the Sun Hasn't Risen Since.
You walk as If you were great like me(he said) You would be strong if you had heart. I would be a good suit to teach you son. I am the master and the beast..(he said) I wish you heard your own sound.(I thought.) I don't think you'd speak very often.. You would teach me of greed and bigotry.. Which is a beast I've already mastered.(I thought) And then declined.. Imagining my escape. Only to be stopped. By another slave. You talk like you are better than us.(she said) You must not have had a good beating boy. I should get my husband to show you a man I bet he would knock your head clean off..(she said) I wish you could see yourself..(I thought..) I have been bathed in blood and violence. You could do better than a war machine. You will want new toy when it's broken.(I thought) So I apologized. Looking for an exit. I heard a voice. Calling me out. You act so unaffected by them.(he said) You must not have a care in the world. I bet you never had

Can You Finance My Dream Reality Show
Do you have drive and determination?Are you self-motivated?Can you create something out of nothing?Are you computer literate?Are you an overachiever?Will you stop at nothing to win and achieve your dream?Than we are looking for you! We are looking for a few select people with heart, drive, and determination. A few people who are motivated enough to produce and make things happen. $10,000 will be given to the last man standing. There is a very well off anonymous philanthropist who just loves to give away money. He has been giving anonymously to many nonprofit organizations and charity causes. He is a true believer in talent and giving back. Now he would like to give money away to you, but you must prove that you deserve it. Can you finance my dream? Yes, and all you need is a burning desire and the passion to succeed. Do not respond if you are timid, lack self-confidence, or cannot get results. YOU MUST HAVE THE ABILITY TO MAKE SOMETHING OUT OF NOTHING.To enter the contest all yo

Twas The Night Before X-mas
IT WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS AND ALL THOUGH THE HOUSE EVERYONE FELT SHITTY EVEN THE MOUSE. DAD AT THE WHORE HOUSE MOM SMOKIN GRASS AND I'D SETTLED DOWN FOR A NICE PIECE OF ASS. THEN OUT ON THE LAWN THERE AROSE SUCH A CLATTER I SPRANG FROM MY PIECE TO SEE WHAT WAS THE MATTER! HE CAME DOWN THE CHIMNEY LIKE A BAT OUT OF HELL I KNEW RIGHT AWAY THAT FUCKER FELL. HE FILLED ALL THE STOCKINGS WITH PRETZELS AND BEER AND A BIG RUBBER DICK FOR MY BROTHER THE QUEER! HE ROSE UP THE CHIMNEY WITH ONE HELL OF A FART THAT SON OF A BITCH BLEW MY CHIMNEY APART! HE SWORE AND HE CURSED AS HE FLEW OUT OF SITE PISS ON YOU AND AND HAVE ONE HELL OF A NIGHT!

Ups And Down
Iv lost a lot of sleepCause of current events. The joy that I had,Came slower than it went.I found a good women,Thought she was heaven descent.But Karma is cock blocking,Got me fighting again.All I want is attention.A little appreciation.A chance at something good,I know I got the dedication.My co workers, my friends,Even my fam.Stand by and watch me.They just want to see me damned!They cant stand to see me stand.I need some help,But they wont take my hand.That’s ok,Now I understand.Ill climb to the top wit my own tow hands.Iv fought too for too long.Iv proved myself to be strong.And it will be a cold day in hell,Before I let someone prove me wrong.I know what Iv earned.I know what I want.I know what I can do.And I wont front.For the first time in years,Iv got a crush.Its been some years sense Iv been crushed!Man I got to get her.I wont let him stop me!She’s on my mind like crazy.He’s on my ass constantly!I cant let her go.I cant shake him off!Iv got to let her know.I

You Stood By Me
you stood by me, through it all. Through the tears, and all the years. you went away, there was still so much to say. hope your okay. you stood by me , i was your hero. you were my best friend, i never wanted it to end. you stood by me, and now i wish that you were still here.

The Glow Radio Wednesday Hump Day Rock Block
Wednesday Night on The Glow Radio: First up is DJ Siren & her "Sins Of Rock" Show spinning 80's,90's,& Today's Rock & Metal. starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt next up is DJ Reese & her "Shut Up & Rock!!" show; starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt Closing Tonight is Tony the Misfit & his Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory & on Microsoft's Media Player's Internet Radio Classic Rock Section or you can go to our website at: ___________________ www.TheGlowRadio.com Tune in and enjoy the best tunes anywhere on the Web. The music community for the co

Howto- Blowjobs!
-SEX: can't get enough of it, and for you married men/woman who bitch and complain and constantly accuse your man/woman of cheating and you hardly ever have sex anymore... Somebody once said.. "What you don't do for your man/woman in bed somebody else will" So turn your freak on.. Here is an idea.-Because for me,if you truly don't let go of your center and only do it because it's what he wants, you'll always "suck" at it.. You have to want it, and it will turn you on like you have never known. Try fucking yourself while giving head.-C'mon, girls naturally it should just make you feel dirty when on your knees.. How can you not want to get naughtier?-GIVING HEAD:Recommendations:1. Spit on it..gag on it.. (OMG they will love you)!2. Talk dirty to it, and during it!3. Don't ever be afraid of it! Look up at him!4. Call out your name while you're cummingg...(that's a favorite, JK)5. Always, Always, learn from your mistakes (keep trying)6. Yes they do like being fingered too.. (don't let em l

What The....
Fuck. My. Life. I had this huge post written out halfway and I left it up before I went to go watch a movie. Came back, finished it, and then went to post it. What happened next? Session fucking timed out. Entry? Gone. GONE! Communist bastards... My body hurts. Head hurts. Fever. Swollen tonsil. Chills. Body aches. Yeah. I'm sick. It's fucking amazing. Shhh...I know you're jealous. Let's see how much I can fucking remember...ugh. I'm dreading this already. Society. That's right. I ranted about society. Who the fuuuuuuuuuuuck dictates what is right and what is wrong? Morals are not commanded. They are just there whether you like them or not. Some may have more than others, but that's besides the point. They're still there. In my opinion, society and it's fucking rules destroy more character in people than mold them into perfect fucking angels. Think about it. One day it says you're fat. You go anorexic. Go on a diet. Work yourself to death in a gym and take diet pills that fuck up yo

When I Think About You
When I think about you I think about Happiness. I think about joy, laughter, smiles. Walks in the park holding hands. picnics in a meadow. Looking into your eyes and seeing the Love you have to give.. It warms my Heart to think about you. nothing in this world can ever take your place. no amount of gold or riches can equal the feelings you give me.. I LOVE YOU......

Tds Staff Salutes
everyone salutes fubar...y not salute The DarkSide? What is a TDSsalute and how do I make one?Take a photo of yourself with the following information clearly displayed in the photo.1.TDS/The DarkSide clearly hand writtenPhotos must be of your FULL face and unobstructed by hats or sunglasses. They must be clear and bright and NOT photoshopped in any way. *there is a temp salute album, but we hope everyone can at some point send in an OFFICIAL STAFF SALUTE*

Goodbye My Sweet Heartbreak
HOW MUCH LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU HOW MANY TIMES THAT I TOLD YOU HOW I COULD LET MYSELF WITHOUT YOU HOW COULD I SMILE WITHOUT YOU YOU CAME IN TO MY LIFE YOU SWIFT ME OF MY FEET SO SWEET AS ABABY FEET YOU ENTER MY HEART YOU SHARE YOUR SMILE THEN...... WELL THEN YOU ARE NOT FOR ME YOU ARE NOT WHO WILL BELONG TO ME SO...... SO WHY ALL THE WASTE YOU TOOK MY HEART FROM THE EAST TO THE WEST YOU LET ME SO IN TO YOU YOU LET ME USE TO YOU AFTER.. AFTER I WAS ALL BY MY SLEF WITHOUT YOU TO SHARE IN THE END.... AM SORRY AM NOT GONNA COME BACK AGAIN EVEN IF YOU WILL BE MINE AGAIN LET THIS TIME WILL BE THE TRUE LESSON I WISH THAT I NEVER LEARN THE LIFE THAT I WILL NOT LIVE AGAIN AND THE LOVE THAT I WILL NOT GO THROUGH AGAIN SO.....SO GOODBYE MY SWEET HEARTBREAK

I Wish You Linger In My Eyes
I WISH YOU WILL BE MINE AND I'LL BE YOURS I WISH YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART I WISH YOU LINGER IN MY EYES I WISH I CAN TOUCH YOUR HAND I WISH I CAN FEEL YOUR LIPS I WISH YOU CAN TOUCH MY WORLD I WISH YOU CHANGE MY SOUL I WISH YOU WILL BE IN MY LIFE I WISH YOU WILL BE MY GOAL I WISH YOU WILL BE MY ALL AND I WISH AND I WISH AND I WISH I WISH YOU WILL BE MY ROSE I WISH YOU WILL BE MY BABY MY MIND AND BE MINE FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS I WISH YOU ARE HERE WITH ME TO TAKE CARE OF ME AND I OF YOU I WISH THAT I NEVER WISH FOR YOU AND YOU ONLY BE TRUE.........NOT JUST A WISH FOR ME

Day 2~ At The End Of The World
May 22nd, 2011~ Day 2~ Second Entry : Ok, I managed to walk about 5 miles yesterday dragging all my supplies behind me on a little red wagon that I found abandoned at an empty house. The skies are still dark and ominous. Narey a sound. No sight of any other survivors yet. I spent the night hunkered down in and old GreyHound bus. Through out the bus there were empty clothing. It was as if all who were riding this bus were raptured right out of their clothes and the clothing was left behind right where each individual was sitting on the bus. Erie feeling. My dog Cooper is my only companion on this journy and I must take care that he is well provided for. I have rationed his food so it should last for quite some time before running out. I share my water with him as we both need to remain well hydrated. I hope we find some other survivors soon.

Childhood Lost
understand me, that's all i ask comfort me when i am in pain, lift my chin when i feel ashamed realize the emotions that i claim realize that they can't be cast away but you couldn't do that. feel me that's all i want realize the person that i am don't focus on the bad don't turn your back and don't start an attack yet you ignore my touch love me that's what i cry come to my games, be proud of me don't be indifferent to my pleas see the person i want to be and shape me with your expertise yet you make me want to die listen to me, what i say hear about the things i enjoy don't treat my words like a ploy i don't mean to interrupt or annoy my life's not a game, I'm not a toy. yet you orchestrate me in your play see me, look into my soul see me for what i am not some rebellious sham look from where i stand look at me like I'm a man but you eyes are distant and cold when i leave, miss me dear a crushed childhood

Forgetful Heart
I hate this forgiving, forgetful heart, That keeps me wishing wondering if our relationship we could restart, Reminding me the way it was, remembering the fun, Forgetting how you were and what you’ve said and done. Thinking of being with you the times we shared, But what about the way you left me, with no reason, as if you didn’t care. I never seem to remember how ripped my heart out, But I seem to come back to the conclusion that you’re the one I can’t live without. I know I’m supposed to forgive you, for the things that you have done, But why can’t I forget you, why is it always back to you that I run. It’s like my heart blacks out, how it was towards the end, And I end up going back to you, and then it starts again. I slowly start to remember, as I start to get annoyed, Exactly why I left you, as that feeling that I miss you starts to be destroyed, Because those things that I despise, the lies start up again, As you argue and

My Amazon Wishlists!
I decided that I would create an Amazon account and create myself a few wishlists...lol...well, more than a few...but thats only because I tried to organize them...lol...I know alot of models who have done this as a way for their photographers to get things that the models will enjoy shooting in and so forth...so maybe it will pay off that way for me woo..but either way here it is...:) ***Now most of these lists have things that I would like to have to modeling. http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/2NAME5QEAGS57/ref=cm_sw_em_r_ws_xvEjob11HZ08N_wb "Clothes" Amazon Wishlist http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/1EK23WV47UU3/ref=cm_sw_em_r_ws_0AEjob0PMTWD9_wb "Lingerie" Amazon Wishlist http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/LM28PUEIGZGN/ref=cm_sw_em_r_ws_DAEjob0D3CZA8_wb "Lets Play Dress Up" Amazon Wishlist http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/2GO8QYIYLJU4Y/ref=cm_sw_em_r_ws_kCEjob055RHY2_wb "Shoes & More" Amazon Wishlist http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/1XL7KGSNSJAX3/ref=

If Your A Juggalo Please Copy And Paste This To Your Page! The Whole World Of Juggalos Needs To See This Message From Violent Jay.
"this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each other juggahoes over spots in line at shows. That's BULLSHIT! Does an

Handbags Eyes Watching
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Making A Difference...
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Friends are God's way of taking care of us. - Author Unknown - Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows. - Author Unknown - Friends are like credit cards, we need them forever... - Dorothy Taylor - A friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find but lucky to have. - Samantha Rosales - Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly. - Author Unknown - A friend is someone who walks in when the whole world has walked out. - Author Unknown - Parents start you off on life but friends get you through it. - Dee Chou - Side by side or miles apart, good friends are always close to the heart. - Author Unknown - There’s a miracle of friendship that dwells within the heart And you don’t know how it happens or where it gets its start But the happiness it brings you always gives a special lift Any you realize that friendship Is God’s most perfect gift.

A Bridge To My Heart
One dark and misty evening a beautiful young girl stood upon the highest bridge in Tokyo. The bridge overlooked the waters of Tokyo Harbor. The young brown haired girl stood on the opposite side of the guard railing with her arms looped around the underside of the railing. She seemed to be waiting for the right moment to let go. Unbeknownst to her, a man was watching from the shadows. He noticed how she leaned her body forward, carefully releasing one hand off the railing, before quickly regrasping it. The young girl did this several times as if she was torn between life or death. Finally, after an intense internal struggle, the young girl had made her decision. With eyes closed tightly, she inhaled deeply while slowly lifting her fingers one by one off the guard rail. The man who had been quietly observing her knew it was time to make his move. "It's a shame you know," the man uttered softly as he stepped under a dimly lit street lamp on the other side of the railing, "Over the yea

Dare To Dream
Each day is but a prelude of tomorrows yet to come. I reach up high to touch the sky and touch the burning sun. If I could but dare to dream I would not fail to try. For if I knew that the dream'd come true I'd dream the wings to fly.

Poem
Wrath I knew it was coming very soon he would be here and the it would be too late how little was the time left how soon would he be here? can I prepare? can I calm him with music, or a clean atmospheere. can I allay the anger, or will he explode should I stay here yo be cornered or run out that door would it make any differance if dinner is served or will he be famished for other things will I survive the night here will I get what I deserve with bruises to remind me to listen to mind him will I get through the night to start over tomorrow to feel his body around me and relive the horror or will I leave this torment and enter the sky and enter the heaven and enter the air oh' if there is a God Please let me Die By Kathleen Laura Hardy 1995 age 17

What I Like To Do On My Own Time
Ok here goes.. On my own time I like to sleep in but I have house duties meaning helping out around the house for my grandma.. I love to sit and watch tv and be on the computer.. I love to spend time with my niece Shianne, which she love me to death and think I am the funniest aunt she ever had.. She does ask me to read her a story and I do read it to her.. She loves to watch tv so she ask me to sit and watch tv with her.. She loves to go out side and play with her puppy dog and my cat tigger.. One thing that i really love is giving my niece a bath.. One night I was giving her a bath, she had wet me from head to toe she was laughing and I was laughing too.. She does get in trouble by me but I do try not to yell at her.. I try to put her in time out or put her in the corner for pusinhedment if that is how you spell it.. I have a picture of Me and Shianne together in my Photo Album if you want to go see it.. She is afriad of the dark and I do try to talk to her sometimes.. If she ask me

Serious Matters
Originally posted Wednesday, January 25, 2006 In the wake of news about travel issues, I dug this out to post to my blog. I think it puts a lot of things into perspective, particularly about flying. Never let it be said that ground crews and engineers lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual logged maintenance complaints by QANTAS pilots and the corrective action recorded by mechanics. By the way, Qantas is supposedly the only major airline that has never had an accident. P = the problem the pilots entered in the log. S = the solution or corrective action taken by the mechanics. P: Test flight OK, except autoland very rough. S: Autoland not installed on this aircraft. P: Something loose in cockpit. S: Something tightened in cockpit. P: Dead bugs on windshield. S: Live bugs on backorder. P: Autopilot in altitude-hold mode produces a 200-fpm descent. S: Cannot reproduce problem on ground. P: Evidence of leak on right main landing gear. S: Evidence removed.

Bin Laden
CHESTY PULLER!! WELL ALL IT'S THE WEEKEND!! PLEASE THINK ABOUT ALL OUR TROOPS AROUND THE WORLD AND THEIR WIVIES, FAMILY AND FRIENDS....IT'S REALLY TOUGH ON ALL WHEN YOU'RE TAHT FAR AWAY FROM HOME SPECIALLY DURING THE WEEKENDS AND HOLIDAYS!! BEEN THERE DONE THAT!! SEMPER FI!!

Wicked Man
Your tongue plots destruction; it is like a sharpened razor, you who practice deceit. You love evil rather than good, falsehood rather than speaking the truth. You love every harmful word, O you deceitful tongue! The wicked will not stand in the judgment, nor sinners in the assembly of the righteous. For the LORD watches over the way of the righteous, but the way of the wicked will perish. When we are not sure of the path ahead of us....remember to be true to yourself!

Dear Santa
deer santa: I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. Iv ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Frend, BiLLy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care.. How about I send you a frigging book so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell! Santa Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid, fat mom, who rides his ass constantly? It's time to give up that dream. Let me get you some nice Legos instead. Maybe

Pin Number Reversal (good To Know)
If you should ever be forced by a robber to withdraw money from an ATM > > machine, you can notify the police by entering your Pin # in reverse. > For > > example if your pin number is 1234 then you would put in 4321. > > > > The ATM recognizes that your pin number is backwards from the ATM card > you > > placed in the machine. The machine will still give you the money you > requested, but unknown to the robber, the police will be immediately > dispatched to help you. > > > > This information was recently broadcasted on TV and it states that it > is seldom used because people don't know it exists. > > > > Please pass this along to everyone

About Me:
well for the most part im very open and honest but I am sort of a private person. I am who I am and dont try to be what others want me to be. im happy with myself so if folks cant except that then its mind over matter...I dont mind and they dont matter..one thing that surpises many people is that im a country boy, although I have lived in the city since i was 12 im still very much the country boy from the mountains of West Virginia. still where a cowboy hat now and then and yes I do tip it for the ladies, I like horseback riding, camping, rodeos, and I can two step with the best of them lol most of the time I listen to country music but I love all music except for Gangster Rap. I think the ability to use a lot of profanity shows a lack of intelligence, vocabulary and artistic talent. but thats just my opinion. I was in the choir as a kid and learned to play several instruments I love God and Gospel music, I can sing but havent done so in public for a few years now. im very much a gentl

A Little Bit About Me.
Many of you know my mother. Well she decided to sign me up for a dating website, and when I filled out the usual retarded questionaires that every site has, for some reason I felt the need to think about who I am as a person... the following is what I came up with. It made me feel a little bit better about my situation... I should be putting up christmas decorations, and will now go back to doing just that, but I had to post this, not for you but for myself as a reminder of why I am the way I am and why I must continue living even when life and love deals me a harsh hand. A little about me... It is 4:11 in the morning I am putting up christmas decorations and I got bored so I decided I may as well put some actual TIME into this thing... I am a unique person, My friends have told me that my brain works backwards from other peoples, whatever that means... but If you are looking for basic knowledge about me, first and foremost I LOVE MUSIC, I can listen to just about anything,

More Great Times For Me!!
In a couple of hours I'll be meeting my fiancée at the airport, as she will be here for another 20 days! Moreover, since the first phase of our paperwork has now been approved, PERHAPS this will be her last "visit" before she is able to stay in the U.S. permanently! She travels SUCH a distance to get her, & we find SO many things to do while she's here, that, well, Cherry Tap falls by the wayside for me. Have an **EXCELLENT** New Years, one 'n all!! Perhaps the 3rd weekend of January I'll once again be spending more time here??

Sexual Iq Lol
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com hahahahahahahahahahahha

Lent
Each Friday night after work, Bubba would fire up his outdoor grill and cook a venison steak. But, all of Bubba's neighbors were Catholic....And since it was Lent, they were forbidden from eating meat on Friday. The delicious aroma from the grilled venison steaks was causing such a problem for the Catholic faithful that they finally talked to their priest. The Priest came to visit Bubba, and suggested that he become a Catholic. After several classes and much study, Bubba attended Mass.....and as the priest sprinkled holy water over him, he said, "You were born a Baptist, and raised a Baptist, but now you are a Catholic." Bubba's neighbors were greatly relieved, until Friday night arrived, and the wonderful aroma of grilled venison filled the neighborhood. The Priest was called immediately by the neighbors, and, as he rushed into Bubba's yard, clutching a rosary and prepared to scold him, he stopped and watched in amazement. There stood Bubba, clutching a small bottle of holy water whic

The Hare And The Hedgehog
This story, my dear young folks, seems to be false, but it really is true, for my grandfather, from whom I have it, used always, when relating it, to say, it must be true, my son, or else no one could tell it to you. The story is as follows. One sunday morning about harvest time, just as the buckwheat was in bloom, the sun was shining brightly in heaven, the east wind was blowing warmly over the stubble-fields, the larks were singing in the air, the bees buzzing among the buckwheat, the people in their sunday clothes were all going to church, and all creatures were happy, and the hedgehog was happy too. The hedgehog, however, was standing by his door with his arms akimbo, enjoying the morning breezes, and slowly trilling a little song to himself, which was neither better nor worse than the songs which hedgehogs are in the habit of singing on a blessed sunday morning. Whilst he was thus singing half aloud to himself, it suddenly occurred to him that, while his wife was washing and dryin

Something Beautifull
my days feel shortened, Life feels theartened, Every Minuete being Consitant, Hours go by, Time gets lost, a light shines through, Pain goes from suffering to happiness, Hearts fill with life, Souls become understanding, Hopes fly high, Dreams come clearer, days stay the same, only one thing changes.....Life....see it as something beautifull, it never stays the same, Consitantly Changing, Neverending, Life is Beautifull, Life is Living through the bad and the good, Life is misunderstud, one thing that no one sees that Life its self is Beautifull, things happen everyday, days stay the same, but life is endlessly changing and Neverending!!! I wrote this in hopes that everyone see that there will always be good and evil in life and the world it will never change, the only thing that can change is the way you look at life and see that staying mad will only keep you standing still but if you deal with the pain and stay positive in the end then you move forward looking for the future th

Goodbye Sissy
And So it happens again! You know the joys that come with owning a dog are so great, but the losses come so quickly when they live such a short time. Today I lost my babygirl Sissy! The most wonderful, and devoted dog I have ever owned. I have had her since she was just a tiny baby. The sadness I am feeling right now is indescribable. She was nearly 13 years old and I wasn't expecting this. She was fine when I went to bed. Yorkies tend to live much longer than most dogs. I thought I had a few more years... My other three dogs are so upset, especially Sissy's brother Boomer. They were best friends. What am I gonna do without her??? R.I.P Sissy JeNan's Rock-a-bye Baby! April 27, 2007

Enneagram
In order to be irreplaceable, one must always be different. — Coco Chanel As a Type 4, The Expressive, you're the kind of individual who strives to be different and see life from new, expressive angles. More than simply innovative, you're also emotional. Indeed, delving into the world of emotions can be truly energizing for you. You typically enjoy understanding how feelings and the experiences that create them fit into life's big picture. When your creative reactions to these things are channeled in a positive direction, your life can feel balanced and right. However at other times, you may find yourself dwelling on emotions without a creative outlet. During these periods, you can begin to feel misunderstood or that there is something lacking in your life. Due to your unique level of sensitivity, you probably experience a broad range of emotions in your daily living. You may also possess an uncanny ability to read others' moods. On the up side, your perceptiveness and deep exami

My Home
My Home A mystical and scared place A place of love A place of happiness A place you look forward to meeting, After a long day. A place to meet a warming family Wow, I must be dreaming. It's a place of anger A place of hate A place of bullshit (excuse my French) A place I never liked to be in A place to meet an unsatisfied family A place most wouldn't call a home Maybe it's my fault Maybe I wasn't suppose to be born Maybe I was a mistake Maybe I wasn't suppose to help others Maybe I'm not smart enough Maybe I was switched at birth Maybe I was abandoned Maybe it's entirely my fault Maybe Is this the cause of my migraines, Or is it that I'm lazy. Is this the cause of my low grades, Or is it that I'm stupid. Is this why some teachers like me, Or is it that they think I'm a forlorn kid. Maybe. Maybe my parents were right. I'm a stupid, good for nothing, lazy, low self-esteemed, poor excuse for a child.

I Alone
I alone can smell the sent of you although I have never been near you, I alone feel the pain that you hide behind the walls that protects your world, I alone lie awake in the night thinking of you so much that I can tast the salt of your tears, I alone would take away all the hurt,lies,guilt and anger you must lock away within your soul, I alone would walk through hells flames to your side, when all the dreams shatter and all the facts remain, I alone love you ............

Featuring 4 Or More.............style Expose'
1.Concentration--Blackalicious & J5 2.Top Qualified--Haiku D'etat & Quannum Mc's 3.HeavyWeights rounds 1-4--ProjectBlowed/CVE/FelineScience/GoodLifersFreestyleFellowship 4.Dr.Ez's Cool Fantastic 1&2--The Anonymous/L.a Allstar roster 5.WeathermanGang--Cage/AesopRock/El-p/Tame1/YakBallz 6.Rainmen--DeepPuddleDynamics 7.Voices--Living Legends 8.ChainReaction--Mystics/Pharcyde/B.E.P. 9.Party Hard--Perceptionists/Guru/CamuTao 10.Any FreeStyle Fellowship 11. timeline--visionaries/livinglegends

How To Get Rid Of Squirrels
(I thought this was funny!) There were four churches and a synagogue in a small Ohio town: a Presbyterian church, a Baptist church, a Methodist church, a Catholic church and a Jewish synagogue. Each church and the synagogue had a problem with squirrels. The Presbyterian church called a meeting to decide what to do about their squirrels. After much prayer and consideration they determined the squirrels were predestined to be there and they shouldn't interfere with God's divine will. At the Baptist church the squirrels had taken an interest in the baptistery. The deacons met and decided to put a water slide on the baptistery and let the squirrels drown themselves. The squirrels liked the slide and, unfortunately, knew instinctively how to swim so twice as many squirrels showed up the following week. The Methodist church decided that they were not in a position to harm any of God's creatures. So, they humanely

4
This one is also for my baby! Falling in love consists merely in uncorking the imagination and bottling the common-sense. I didn't know I was looking for love until I found you. If I know what love is, it is because of you. If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.

Only Then
THE night Is my LOVE... only then does my true self show.. only then do i open myself to my Demon lover she comes to me with ferocious appetites i welcome her with open arms for only truly does he know what i desire i will drown in her seed of hate i will drown in her seed of bLACK LUST i will free my soul with her lust and hate i will scream her name in estatic rage FOR THEN I SHALL BE TRULY FREE..

Can A Relationship Survive A 3some?
The cool answer (ffm) is yes. The obvious answer is no. I've seen so many more couples do this. Just wondering whatver eveyones experience has been. Obviously there needs to be a strong foundation in the relationship to let another woman in. Major trust and of coarse your lady needs to be at least bi-curious. At what point does it go wrong? How can it be kept from going wrong?

Adventures In Mummville
I have been on this site for about a year. I was here before MuMMs exsisted. I was here before MuMMs could get you points. I'm in the MuMMs all the time now. I don't consider myself a mummer or mummfolk. I am not a newbie to the mumms nor am I n00b. I have noticed that a lot of people who create MuMMs and a lot of people who comment on MuMMs (including "mummers") are very sensitive people. First off let's talk about the MuMM posters. Most of these people don't know what a MuMM really is. The MuMMs are a place for user to post questions that would help them make up their mind about a particular sibject, item, etc. It is not a place to post opinion polls or open ended questions. So questions such as What do you like better? Pepsi or Coke, are not MuMMs. These type of questions are opinion polls. Now a lot of these people get upset when someone tells them that this type of MuMM is dumb. Who cares? Its just the internet. Next I would like to talk about the mummers or mummfo

To Love A Slave
To Love A Slave If you want a slave, If you want to keep a slave, You must show her your strength as well as your compassion. If you would be beloved by her, You must show her your love. If you would be adored by her, You must cherish her. If you would have her devoted to you, You must inspire her gratitude. A slave gives you her heart As well as her body; She gives you her trust As well as her submission. Never forget that what you want from her must be earned.... must be mented.... Are you worthy of such a slave as you desire? Do you treat her with the degree of respect you expect of her? There is such a fine line! Love and devotion can turn to anger and resentment If trust is betrayed, If power is abused, If your freedom becomes careless. Discipline is not for submissives alone! Control of a slave depends on control of yourself. Never lose sight of your grave responsibility to one who gives herself over to you! Never lapse into callousness or careles

Oh No What Did I Do!?!?!?!?
Ok so I don't normally do the contest thing but today I did... AHAHAHAHAHAH ok so now i need help if anyone reads this please rate and comment bomb me. I am not looking to win just not be in last place.... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=39861&albumid=542740&i=461522262# thank you oh so very much......

Starting A Contest Sept. 5----
Starting a contest Sept. 5 to help promote my webstore-the winner will get a chanceto be a modeland have her own poster at my store, as well as receiving a percentage of the profits! The one who gets the most comments wins! http://www.cafepress.com/jonnywadd2

Getting To Know You
So, every so often I get one of these "Get to know you" surveys that ask a bunch of personal questions (see below for the latest one). I admit it's kind of cool to learn more about your friends, but maybe you should learn my NAME before you ask whether I would sleep with you... And half the questions are usually about what I think about you. Um, if we've never spoken, I'm probably not thinking about you at all...lol Having said all that, feel free to send me your answers! :D ------------------------------------ Subject: Let Have Some Fun....!!!!! Between us and only us whoever reads this I wanna know 21 things about you. Fill in all the blanks leave no question unanswered! ANSWER IT AND SEND IT TO ME (inbox) THEN COPY AND REPOST IT FOR YOURSELF! send this back to me answered that's the whole point 1.Your Full Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite Color? 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song: 6. Favorite Band: 7. Most Embarrassing Moment: 8. Are

From Shadow To Shadow (a Story)
Buried at PhotoCasket.com Dodging the shadows while being one yourself is not an easy way to visit your dying mother. I cannot let the others know where I'm traveling this very night. I've sworn to keep my presence a secret. Only my victims have the privilege to see my face before slipping into oblivion. Once taken in, there was no going back. No more seeing friends from your precious childhood. No more visits to your mortal family. No contact what so ever. We're dead to the world and we'll remain that way till we are no more. Such a promise is hard to keep. I for one was never held back by some damn rules. I have snuck away many times to live among the living. I have paid countless mortals countless visits. But never my family. They are to keep believing that I'm dead. They went to my funeral; they watched my body sink into the ground. What they didn't see I'm sure they would've never wanted to see. They didn't witness my maker digging me up to reappear as a beautiful creature

Vip Giveaway
if you would like a VIP, let me know and i'll rip the pic you choose from your profile, im doing a contest for most popular, its pretty simple, comments will be worth 1 point, and ratings with be worth 5 points, anyone is welcome to enter, the contest will last just one week so people can get on with their lives in a timely manner lol.... 1st place will recieve a one month VIP and a blast, second place will recieve a blast, and 3rd place will recieve a ticker, you will have a blast, hope to see ya there. nocheating will be tolerated, so dont bother using and illegal programs, i'll be watching close. contest will run from tuesday Oct 2nd at 5am until monday Oct 8th GOOD LUCK, PLAY NICE, and get in contact with me NOW.... LOL

Best Come Back Line Ever
his was in the Washington Post... the title of the article was "Best Come Back Line Ever." In summary, the police arrested Patrick Lawrence, 22 year old white male, in a pumpkin patch 11:38 p.m. on ! Friday night. On Monday, at the Gwinnett County (GA) courthouse, Lawrence was charged with lewd and lascivious behavior, public indecency, and public intoxication. The suspect explained that as he was passing a pumpkin patch on his way home from a drinking session when he decided to stop, "You know how a pumpkin is soft and squishy inside, and there was no one around for miles or at least I thought there wasn't anyone around" he stated in a telephone interview. Lawrence went on to say that he pulled over to ! the side of the road, picked out a pumpkin that he felt was appropriate to his purpose, cut a hole in it, and proceeded to satisfy his alleged 'need.' "Guess I was really into it, you know?" he commented with evident embarrassment. In the process of doing the deed, Law

Wtf
Wtf ok wtf lol lets c how this crap cums out cause i have sum shit 2 bitch about and im stoned so y not lol..... OK whats the big fucken deal with solutes and y would u not add sum 1 if they dont fucken have 1, i tried and was denied so y in the fuck would i want 2 waist my time 2 make another fuck that fucken bull sheit, lol ok that last bong hit made me 4git about what else i was goin to bitch about, oh well fuck it, if it was pissin me off then i would have remembered it but oh fucken well later 2 who ever reads this and piece the fuck out lol

Absent Corpus Collosum
This disorder is a rare brain anormaly in which the band of nerves that normally join 2 hemispheres of the brain doesn't form during the prenatal period. This is why it is easier to say they have a little piece of the brain missing.Children and adults who have this have many factors that make it so different for each person.This disorder may cause such things as sensitive to hearing, eye sight problems, anger issues, mid-line issues, to learning problems, speech problems, to many others.Some adults don't know they have it till they have a MRI and then some children and adults can carry on regular lives and are normal without any problems. My son was born with this and we only found out due to him having a fatty tumor that grew from the inside out. I had never heard of this till then and more people need to be aware of this.Doctors don't have a lot of information on this and not a lot is known and this needs to change.Once they can understand it there might be more help for these wonder

Double Standards
This is going to be a major fucking rant, if you don't want to read it.. move your sorry no good asses on I am so motherfucking sick of the double standards here.. I have almost every one of my pictures flagged as "NSFW" today.. I have had to beg the bouncers to take that off of my pictures..And I see the top girls here.. or those with MEGA amounts of fans.. with almost naked pictures with their nasty legs spread and no one marks them as "NSFW".. I have bikini pictures floating across my screen with barely nothing at all on.. and yet.. they aren't flagged..I must have some fucking losers on my friends list that have nothing better to do that sit and flag me all fucking day.. Or some jealous ass bitch that doesn't have a life.. I will fucking find out who it is.. and you will be blocked from my list and I will blow you out of the fucking water.. and post about you in your own special little blog of your own..NONE OF MY PICTURES ARE NSFW BUT ONE. If I have to.. I will delete all of my

Pretty Lady Contest Updates!
Pretty Lady of Fubar Contest! I need woman for this contest! 1st lady is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Lady is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments! 4th lady is...... with 1 comments! 5th Lady is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/20 thur 10/26 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ fubar

How Did You Survive That Fall From Heaven?!
Holy Shit! How did you survive that fall from Heaven?! Are you okay?! Wow you must be an angel! ...Well now that you're down here, Do you have a map? I need directions to your heart but I keep getting lost in your eyes. I am guessing you are either an angel or you are just so beautiful that instead of you exploding on impact on Earth... God spared your life because he didn't want to put all that beauty to waste. You're so pretty.. It looks like you got way too much beauty sleep. You need to tone it down lol You need some ugly sleep.. You are way too pretty :P No no no no.. We may have to bring out the big guns. You are just way too beautiful.... You need some FUGLY sleep for at least 72 hours to balance out the universe. And uhh... A little advice for use in the future.. Next time you fall from Heaven, just ye ll "KEVIN!" and I will come and catch you ;) ..Remember that 'Kevin' rhymes with 'Heaven'. ;] Hell, you might want to conside

Tonight In Flames
When contrary winds blow across the sands Their murmurs can be easily swayed But when storms quicken one cannot placate The howling of their murderous rages Winged seraphim hold love’s trembling hand Beside our waiting graves As war roars about our precious land Seeking cause to subjugate Tonight in flames Tonight the world will fear our names Tonight in flames Stay my feeble heart Our deaths will be the start Of something glorious and vain Tonight in flames There is no fanaticism as virile as faith To the blind his words are clear ‘Suffer not the infidel! Suffer not the infidel! Assure your place in paradise here’ Winged seraphim hold love’s trembling hand Beside her tiny grave I will avenge her, do or damned Her sacred mother did the same Tonight in flames Tonight the world will fear our names Tonight in flames Stay my feeble heart Our deaths will be the start Of something glorious and vain Tonight in flames I went to see her dance one day I

Nameless...
The exquisite taste of eternal temptation. This black fire sun, Spirit filled and symbolic. Awash my soul in darkness. Midnights' flood sweeping me away. Honing me into a spiritual weapon, A weapon of carnal fury. A passion of shadows, Chasing away the taint of light. My senses awaken to the service, The service of my hearts design. Ghost of desire, Calling out in the kingdom of eternal night! Saints of shadow, With their chalices of crimson wine. Exceeding in excellency, lavish empires through out all time. The exquisite temptation, Of cold, wicked inclinations. An immortal world of darkness, Bathed in blood. Enjoying a wanton celebration, The reign of the vampire nation! Wolves howling in tribute, A lustful, Longing sound. Ravens take flight from skeletal branches, Ominous and lithe. Weeping angels with eyes of ink, Smile with secret delight. As the marshaled forces of Heaven and Hell, Shiver from our might. For imposing and majestic are we. We who w

Pasta With Roasted Vegetables
Pasta with Roasted Vegetables Roasting vegetables is a good way to spice up a veggie pasta dish. Experiment by adding grilled vegetables -- you can use a stovetop grill -- which provide a nice charred contrast to the sweetness of the roasted ones. Credit: ILovePasta.org Servings: 2 to 3 Ingredients: * 8 ounces rigatoni pasta, uncooked * 1 pound mixed fresh vegetables * Salt * Pepper * 1 teaspoon Italian seasoning * 2 tablespoon vegetable oil * 2 teaspoons balsamic vinegar * 1/4 cup chicken broth * 2 tablespoons grated Parmesan cheese Directions: Preheat oven to 500 degrees F. Prepare pasta according to package directions. While pasta is cooking, slice or cut vegetables and place in a shallow baking pan, arranged in a single layer. Season with salt, pepper and Italian seasoning and brush lightly with oil. Roast for about 10 minutes, or until vegetables caramelize and brown, leaving any juice in the baking sheet. Drai

Illegal Immigrant From Mexico Helps Crash Survivor
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The Nightclub Capture
If I have posted this before on my old profile, I do apologize. Feedback determines if the tale continues. Laura sat in the smoky bar and surveyed the crowd. She hated coming here, the drinks were always watered down and her clothes stank of stale cigarettes for days afterward. But the place had an uncanny knack for attracting the naïve young girls that she had found herself preying upon lately. Laura knew their type. They dressed in tight leather and fancied themselves players in the BDSM scene because their boyfriends had blindfolded them once or twice during sex. They considered themselves bisexual or lesbian because they had kissed their roommates once or twice in college. Laura was an experienced player in the BDSM scene. She had tried it all and she had enjoyed every minute of it. But she had trouble keeping a partner. Her previous playthings had found her too rough, and ended their association with her after the first session. She longed for a partner with whom