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Friends
just writing this blog to lett you know im going to delete people off my friends list. so if you want to stay please send a message here or on yahoo messanger at jwd3d76 hope to hear from everybody i added take care john

Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap
Music Video:DIRTY DEEDS DONE DIRT CHEAP (LIVE) (by AC/DC)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone CAN YOU REMEMBER WHAT OR WHERE YOU WERE WHEN YOU FIRST HEARD THIS SONG ???? I DO... OMG I DO..

Ferris Wheel Of Love
loving someone is like a ferris wheel.... no not a roller coaster... a roller coaster goes all over the place.... a ferris wheel... simply goes around in never ending circles.... always going up and down slowly getting better then starting all over before it comes crashing to a hault..... at the top of the wheel looking down...

Love Or Lust?
How do you know what is Love and what is Lust? I do not know how to tell? I know my feelings are strong. I know that I wish him to be here, with me. but do i love him?? I swore I would not love again after my heart was broken to many times. but I have not felt this way in a long time so alive so free. I do not want to loose these feelings. What do I do?

Wants, Needs, And Desires
I can feel your eyes staring right through me You know everything about me My wants, needs, and desires Inside and out You will always be my baby. I want you to hold me To satisfy my need to be close to you To fulfill my desire of being with you I don't want to feel the emptiness Of not having you. I will love you forever Till the day I die We will always be together Whether in flesh or in spirit We will be one. I want you to always be mine To satisfy the need to have you as mine To fulfill my desire of having you love me I don't ever want to feel the emptiness Of not having you. I can't picture ever spending a day without you To know I can't have you Holding me close Telling me you love me forever That we will be together forever. I want you I need you I desire to have your love forever To not feel the emptiness Of not having you. By, Felicia A. Laffin

Have Sex With Me
Message: > 1.Would u have sex with me? > answer: > > 2.What position would u ........ me in? > answer: > > 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? > answer: > > 4.Would u sex me hard? > answer: > > 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? > answer: > > 6.Give me a naked pic? > answer: > > 7.Would u do me in the shower? > answer: > > 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? > answer: > > 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? > answer: > > 10.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? > answer: > > 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? > answer: > > 12.Where would u do me @? > answer: > > 13.Would u do me in front of people? > answer: > > 14.Would u do me again and again? > answer: > > 15.Would u do me in the rain? > answer: > > 16.Would u mind if we did it like ........ stars? > answer: > > 17.Would u have phone sex with me? > answer: > > 18.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? > answe

The Wonderful Girls I've Met
Ok this has been on my mind for days and days...i'm going to express a lot of things many of you don't agree with...lately i've met a lot of totally wonderful girls...many of you seem to like me very much and some of you are interested in being something. Some of you are angry that I talk to other girls...I started talking to girls not looking for a relationship but, to get someone out of my mind...I came here looking for company and gentle hearted people to spend my time with. And I have found that...there are several of you ladies that mean very much to me...and those of you who truly know me, know VERY VERY well I am a good man, and I am not trying to hurt anyone. The reason I talk to several...is because I am interested in several. And I take things slow, very slow. Many of you I don't think would have any interest at all after meeting me for the first time. No matter what you wonderful girls say, no matter how many of the sweet compliments you give me (though I appreciate th

So Icp Came To Town Today
well so i like icp but im not the kinda fan that will spend time painting my face into something im scared of...yes you read that right im scared of clowns and i like icp i know weird but thats just how it happens so i wanted to go to the concert cause their in town but no my mom was like you cant go cause of your knee yay well eff you! but she let me go to the mall...makes no sense to me but whatever so me and my freinds anna zach and matt all went and saw the gaurdian which is one of my new favorite movies! loved it...it made me cry...sad i know but whatever so before we went into the thearter anna wanted to get water so we went and got a water bottle and then i was standing there with matt and anna while zach got the water and all of a sudden out of the corner of my eye i saw these guys and one of them had their face painted like a clown and i was like oh hell no and i started to run away(cause thats how scared of them i am) and he started to chase me so i ran faster and then he lef

Never
You're suppose to love me, say you're proud of me. But you don't even call to say 'hi how are you?' It's not OK to hate me, I'm part of you like the others and you love them. You're suppose to fight off bad guys, keep me out of trouble. But you won't come around to see me through hard times. I thought fathers were suppose to love their children all the time. But you only love me when you want And that feels like never. I needed you there but you never came...

Shut It Off
It’s the simplest things you say Do you mean to come across in such a careless way? Are you trying to hurt me with your evil personality? Or are you really oblivious to your lack of inequality Just as fast as I told you there would never be another I can quickly turn around and shut it off forever You need to understand that these emotions are new to me But some of the shit you say makes me want to go back to the way things use to be It’s not easy to open up and expose how I feel Especially when it seems all you want to do is take until I have no more to steal Are you really that bitter and unaware of how you act? Maybe you’re just to scared to look in the mirror and face the fact I know I’m blind, but I’m not dumb And you can’t fool me anymore by acting numb Just as fast as I was certain I loved you I can take it all back, shut it off, and be through too.

Im Broken
you know how when a someone gets a stereo or a digital camera or any kind of toy and they play with it and it breaks, they usually send it bakc to get fix. once fixed this element either goes back to the owner or its sent for resale as refurbished... well thats how i feel .... i feel like a used stereo that was aparently fixed but that deep inside knows that its been broken and that there is nothing or no one who will make it whole again.....

Do You Qualify?
Do you qualify to be the man I need you to be? Will you be able to recognize the things you need to see? Will you be able to understand, that I'm a good woman and in my life I need a good man? Do you qualify? Do you qualify to fertilize my unproduced seeds? Can you fulfill, as I can, all of our needs? Can you put me in my place if you see I am slippin'? Can you talk to me, wholeheartedly? Not constantly trippin?? Do you qualify? Do you qualify to be called all mine? Can you leave the other women and temptations behind? Can you come to me with your problems and not wait until it's too late? Can you stand up and admit if you made a mistake? Do you qualify? Do you qualify to be the honest ebony man I would want you to be? Would you be able to look me in my eyes and admit your feelings to me? Could you take me in your arms and make love to me all night long? Can you be sensitive and still be strong? Do you qualify? Do you qualify to be my friend as w

The Patrol
The Patrol Walking along country roads Eyes darting left and right Stand up, kneel down Hearts pounding at every sound Dogs barking in the distance Animals moving in the fields Radios crackling in your ears Hands sweating upon your gun Alert, alert, man down, man down Cries the voice in the radio Adrenaline rushes in your body As you wait for more reports Rushing through fields Charging across streams Bushes and fences jumped Need to get there quick Bodly lying on the ground Blood rolling down the road Checking for breathing Hoping your not too late Nothing left to do Another soldier gone Another innocent victim of another pointless war Dave Emmerson

Rough Sex
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Military Life
I use not even care about the military and didn't understand any of it. But I just got married to the greatest guy in the world and was still young. I mean me and my husband almost got a divorce because of all our fights we had bec I couldn't stand him being gone all the time. Fortunately he is a very loving man and actually understood my side. Then he got orders to go to Korea yet again and I was so upset and pissed bec he just came back from there. UGH!! Well I will tell you from what I have learned it will make you or break you. It will make either very stong and just wait forever for your spouse to come back home to you or it will make you go insane and feel that you would rather be with someone else that doesn't have a traveling job. I feel there are so many women that can't handle there husband being gone and that is totally understandable but is it enough to go out and cheat on him knowing that he is the love of your life and the father of your kids..not that wise people. I know

Sorry
I just pushed someone away by being 2 pushy and could not tell her I was sorry so everyone be careful I got blocked before she knew everything I was going thru A divorce I quit drinking 2 weeks ago a good friend killed himself 3 weeks ago I just have been really bored so if you go buy my profile look under my family and show chevy some love Thanks....

No, You's Not Real
I thought I'd seen everything here... Well, I was wrong! I got this message yesterday from an individual with a profile named Isreal, and I laughed out loud. Never has a more classic case of scam artists (!) shown itself to me than in this message. Permit me to relate this (I'm gonna anyway - you might as well say okay), and my thoughts thereon. "I am vivuian [sic] ,i was going through profiless [sic],an d i see your amazing [My amazing what?],you nare [sic] what a lady want [Tell that to my exes]. i wll like toKnow [sic] more about you if you are willing to know me more better [Not more better than your spelling and grammar] ,i am single .26 form Califonia..you can talk tome [What - she likes books?] on myyahoomessenger [sic]i am online now [But I'm not]...th is my id [not posted for protection of friends from stupidity] .if u can add me so that we can talk better ok. Vivian" Forgive me if I seem like I'm only picking on someone for their poor English skills. I am picking o

Shi-at..
So... I think I might be getting sick... guess its time to pull out the warmer clothes... They already have us marked down for snow.. late tonight and tomorrow.... I swear... I hate snow... that shit is cold... and... drowns out the greens.... Living next to a forest... its quite depressing. The ex has been emailing... once a day for the last 4 days..... he finally apologized for hurting my arm though..So I guess its a step in the right direction... I've still no plans on reconnecting with him.. So.. don't go leaving comments telling me how wrong that would be and blah blah blah... I loved him... or tried to.. He never really accepted it... BUT... fact is.... my type of love won't tolerate pain.. When you start knocking holes in walls, doors... breaking things of your own... or screaming at me... I'm done..and outta there.. If you grab me...and hurt me in any physical way...I'm not returning... ANYWAY.... So I got this job... and I'll tell ya... I hate it... I'm kept to

Words
Words.... Fill my soul with empty lies Make my mind come alive Touch my heart hear it beat All the bullshit can't believe In your arms feeling safe Fuck my sadness all away Smell your skin in my mind Sweat and fear interwined Searching deep inside your eyes Words you spoke into the night Wanting nothing more than you Believe this time nothings true Kisses burned into my mind Hold the rope we long to climb Will this all be in jest Fucking nothing like the rest Words....

Pretty Disappointed!!!
all my "contestors" that are always coming to me to vote for them. Hey I have no problem giving you my vote, but I think if you ask that of someone, you should at least spend a bit of time with that person's profile you are soliciting for help. Don't shout me for a vote when you haven't done shit for me, and you can vote my profile when you make your shout, but that doesn't mean you have voted my pics, left me a voice comment, or even left me a regular comment. If you want to be diplomatic, you have to spend way more time then that.

(l)romance(l)
Romance ..ro-mants.. n. 1. a spirit or feeling of adventure, excitment; the potential for heroic achievement, and the exotic 2. a particular fascination or enthusiam for something, espically of an uncritical or inexplicable kind 3. a novel, movie, or play with a love story as its main theme 4. a feeling of love. 5. us

Short Walk To A Far Away Place
I woke and thought I saw your face in the mirror across the room, A projection from my mind's eyes, weathered by time and stifled from new bloom. And then as I walked through my day objects, smell and sounds stired memories, Of distant events, some I've tried to forget and some that will always haunt me. Sometimes it seems my life now confines my thoughts like a prison cell, Never allowing me to escape from the past that I once loved so well. But I would not care to travel back to the times I've lived before. Instead I'll stay strong, try to smile, and keep searching for an open door.

Spank My Ass---limited Time Offer
A LITTLE HELP FROM MY WONDERFUL, TRUE FRIENDS....(PLEASE READ ALL THE WAY DOWN TO THE END, THERE IS A LIMITED TIME OFFER!! ) OK, this guy requested an add from me, has NEVER sent a comment or anything until today when outta the blue he sent this shout....->Name: Level: Tight Cherry (3) shout: SEND close \',this,event,\'350px\');\" href=\"http://www.lostcherry.com/home.php#\" ?>Love & Lau...: my pics?? ->Name: Level: Tight Cherry (3) shout: SEND close \',this,event,\'350px\');\" href=\"http://www.lostcherry.com/home.php#\" ?>Love & Lau...: why is that?? Name: Level: Tight Cherry (3) shout: SEND close \',this,event,\'350px\');\" href=\"http://www.lostcherry.com/home.php#\" ?>Love & Lau...: Low 9\'s Love & Laughs@ LostCherry So I sent him this private message, polite & accurate :: I see you aren\'t online, ya know what, I think it\'s sad that you feel the need to let me know that I don\'t meet your, more than likely, \"barbie girl\" stand

"a Poem From The Heart"
A Poem from the heart You are a fucking bitch and I hate your fucking guts you think that you're so beautiful but you're nothing but a slut. You think your man loves you but girl you are so wrong cuz the sex we had last night was great it lasted all night long You think your man is true but girl wake up and see that when he's not at your house he's all alone with me Remember while you kiss him both mouths so juicy that his tongue was somewhere else it was sucking on my pussy. You often try and hurt me with the things you say and do but when he's all alone with me who's the bitch feeling blue It feels so good when he's up inside my place when he's fucking you he's thinking of me and covers up your face You try and try and try to make him love you more and more but when he thinks of you he's thinking she's nothing but a whore How stupid are you really How blind can you be you think he loves you so much but then why's he fucking me

Love
Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we dont know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds it dies of weariness. Love is the only force capable of transforming an enemy into a friend,Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apoligize for the truth..

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
Everytime I hear these lyrics I get goosebumps all over I Don't Want To Miss A Thing By Aerosmith I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Lying close to you feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes And thank God we're together I just want to stay with you in this moment forever Forever and ever Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream

Song Of The Brokenhearted
Smashed Heart Busted broken gagging on the mire Running but not moving The slow motion of my legs Ripping through the air (chorus) Smashed heart Broken bones Here I am All alone I coulda been the “suffice to say” But I became the “wish I was” And now I'm sick of it all and never turning back (chorus) Its a collapse A defeat Minced meat made of me Such a treat To kill To stab The pain away And not return (chorus) I died...that night And your heart...lived again

I Have Been Tagged!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 6. I fall for the wrong types of chicks. 5. I take the side of the underdog, only to discover why no one likes them. 4. I need complete privacy in the water closet to relax enough to do my business 3. I'm a clean freak (both me and my environment) 2. I'm a work-a-holic 1. I'd rather hunt people than hunt animals. (MUHAHAHAHA)... I'm an animal lover and think they have more right to life than most people. koolchick4u Sarah Kitten1968 Britfanjojo knightskitty Liz

Frustrated
You just don't get it No matter how many times I try to explain it We just talk in circles Til there's no beginning, no end Never really getting anywhere Cause you just don't get it No matter how many times I try to explain it We just talk in circles -RKE

Tagged
I was tagged by blackroses. heres the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag them and comment so they will check the blog for details. Here Goes: 1.Im stuck in the 80's! 2. i hate needles, but crave to get inked! 3. i run like a duck! 4. i shot my self in the ass with a 22. (dont ask) 5. i live to watch the TV show Cops! 6. to me there is no other team then the blackhawks, and the sox!

Sweetttttt
well im happy as hell. I got my tickets to go see stone sour flyleaf disturbed and nonpoint. it will be the 2nd time seeing stone sour and flyleaf this year. so im pretty happy about that well i guess ill post another blog later peace yall

Another Shitty Day To Add To The List.....
I wake up this morning and my fuckin' car doesn't wanna work right. It died on me like 4 times and it just doesn't want to drive right. So I'm out of both of my cars cause my gay ass brother wreaked my other one byt atleast I'll be getting my truck here this week I hope. I just need to catch a fuckin' break. When one bad thing happens it always seems like a million other bad things happen right a long with it. I just wanna break something GRRRRR LoL Ne wayz I had to miss school today which sucks because for one I really like all my classes. I wish I could go out to Denver and see my oldest brother, I really miss him. It's been over a year since I've seen him. I think Alton is just starting to fuck with me. I just needa get away from here for awhile I think and everything will be alright. Oh yeah Stephen was suppose to see Nick sunday and never showed like always. I just don't understand how he could do this to his own son. Oh well If he ants to act like that then Nicholas is way better

Buckcherry "crazy Bitch"
Alright! Break me down You got a lovely face We're going to your place And now you got to freak me out Scream so loud Getting fucking laid You want me to stay But I got to make my way Chorus: Hey! You're a crazy bitch But you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right on (Repeat Chorus) Take it all The paper is your game You jump in bed with fame Another one night payed in full You're so fine It won't be a loss Cashing in the rocks Just to get you face to face (Chorus x2) Get the video Fuck you so good Get the video Fuck you so good Crazy bitch Crazy bitch Crazy... bitch (Chorus) Hey You're a crazy bitch But you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back Come on! Baby girl You want it all To be a star you'll have to go down Take it off No need to talk You're

Poems
Uhm This is a poem, That I wrote awhile ago. There's A Girl I used to know. There's a girl I used to know She hid all her pain Behind a fake smile I'm suprised she hadnt gone insane. There's a girl I used to know Acting like everything was fine She went to school,head up high Even though everyone was acted so unkind. There's a girl I used to know People Called her ugly She simply ignored them Though the mean comments hurt her completly. There's A Girl I used to know She starved herself all day Trying to be skinny For forgetting her health she did pay. There's a girl I used to know. Because She was me,long ago. I've learned an important lesson Don't let anyone get to you Be true to yourself And your dreams will come true.

"let It Go"
Let them go!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to...... LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ..... LET IT GO!!! If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth..... LET IT GO!!! If someone has angered you ........ LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge...... LET IT GO!!! If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction...... LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents .... LET IT GO!!! If you have a bad attitude....... LET IT GO!!! If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better...... LET IT GO!!! If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him...... LET IT GO!!! If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship....... LET IT GO!!!

Paper Bag
I swear sometimes it can be a pain in the ass having to talk to a guy and suddenly have him whip out his penis or ask me whether I'd be interested to look at it, suck it and etc. Do I need to wear a paper bag all around town so that guys don't get turned on and live with the fear of maybe one day someone tries to molest me etc.? *Knock on wood* These kinda things brings back horrible memories of the past when I was victim to being molested. I can't believe how people can stoop so low to that extent. I wasn't going around half naked for crying out loud. I've heard stories from my guy friends as well being harrassed and my goodness where has the respect & common decency in the world gone to? Besides sexy RESPECT also needs to be brought back.!

Relationship Questions
Relationship Questions YOU OPENED IT.. NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT .. AND BE HONEST 1) Single, Taken, or Crushing? Single. 2) Are you happy with where you are? Most of the time. 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? Yes. 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? Yes. 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? Absolutely Not. 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? No. 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? No. 8) Do you want children? Probably. 9) How many? Not Sure. 10) Would you consider adoption? Yep. 11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know? Really depends on who the person is. 12) Do you want someone you cant have? I usually do, but not at the moment. 13) Do you believe love at first sight exists? No, lust at first sight. 14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries? Yes. 15) Do you believe that you

Physio Again
another fortnight has passed and its physio time again,hope he doesnt hurt me as much as last time as i was in some discomfort for a couple of days after last time,it still give me greif now but just get on with it,alot of people in this world with bigger problems than me

Medals
three american soldiers went to the war office to collect medals for bravery. when they get there they are told sorry lads we have run out of medals, so the officer says what we will do is you can be measured on your body, and we will give you a thousand dollars an inch , the first one goes in he says private where do you want to be measured from he says tip of the left hand tip of the right hand. measures 88 inches 88 thousand dollars thank you sir. second one goes in captain how about you tip of the toe tip of the head ok measures 98 inches 98 thousand dollars thank you sir. third one goes in how about you sir ok sis tip of my penis tip of my ball, dont be silly the officer says so the third man says ok ill have my medal he says ok where are your balls he says in vietnam. im ENGLISH NO OFFENCE

Latino Friends!
WHITE FRIENDS: Never ask for food LATINOFRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. WHITE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. LATINOFRIENDS: Call your parents Mami y Papi. WHITE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. LATINOFRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!" WHITE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. LATINOFRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget it's yours. WHITE FRIENDS: know a few things about you. LATINOFRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. WHITE FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. LATINOFRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "estoy en casa!" WHITE FRIENDS: Are for a while. LATINO FRIENDS: Are fo life. WHITE FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough. LATINO FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say, "Bitch, you better drink the rest of that, you know we don't waste!!"

What Pot Can Do To You
ok here i go ......I am sitting at my house last night after work and my roommate and some of her people come in we start to drink and good old Julie come out with the weed...Here we sit fuck up as hell when one guy usmc2nd comes up with the best fucking thing i seen.i went and got a water tank from the office.We made 5 gals. of cool aid and put it back on the tank.....yes now i have a tank that has cool aid in it???? i get home from working at the bar to see a shit load of people in my house drinking this shit ok i like cool aid but not that much......so what the fuck are we thinking to make 5 gals. of cool aid .....drugs are bad they fuck with your head and drinking jack dont help the ones who dont smoke weed because we are the ones who get the shit....lol what the fuck are you thinking big love to you , bratt

Feelings
Why do the tears of my heart keep falling? Have i Not suffered enough of the empty feeling inside myself. I am not even sure of what i am asking for. My life is in such limbo. Trying to better myself by doing things for me, missing that pure feeling of love, seeing everyone around me happy, dealing with my job in limbo and the sacrafices, the sacrafices I make for other people. The tears encompassing me like they have captured my soul. I feel them runnning down my face like a waterfall. If only with their disperse could they take these feelings with them. A tear filled heart does no one any good. Little bits of it are given away without any thought to will i get them back. Why does it seem pieces of my heart are for people to take and just step on? Why does everyone get the love from me and in return I get a slap in the face? Soon, I feel soon I will have nothing to give and get lost in my own insecurities and ever wondering thoughts. What will happen then? I feel myself blocking peopl

Childhood Lost Pt 1
CHILDHOOD LOST PT 1 @JOEFRESH 10/21/06 He touched me in places I didn’t know I had He touched me in places I that were only seen by a Dad When I told on him I got beat bad I was left bruised on the outside And ravaged on the inside My inner child had been raped There was nowhere to escape I sat in my room with my dog Looking for answers to what happened and all I was 4; I was too young to know Then as I begin to grow It happened once more This time at 11 and I was bigger But seemed the perfect size for him He touched me in my naughty place As he squeezed my face He told me not to tell All I wanted to do was yell But he knew, no one would believe me Cuz he was the favorite cousin you see Everybody loved Ronnie He was the best cousin ever If I see him His penis I wanna severe 7 years later he struck again This time with my smaller cousins But he wasn’t gonna win. It was 3 of them, he was out numbered This time they got him All my family called

* * * 7 Degrees Of Blonde * * *
* * * 7 DEGREES OF BLONDE * * * * FIRST DEGREE * A married couple were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning. The very blonde wife picked up the phone, listened a moment and said "How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!" and hung up. The husband said, "Who was that?" The wife answered, "I don't know, some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear." * * SECOND DEGREE * Two blondes are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second blonde says, "Here, let me see!" So the first blonde hands her the compact. The second one looks in the mirror and says, "You dummy, it's me!" * * THIRD DEGREE * A blonde suspects her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she goes out and buys a gun. She goes to his apartment unexpectedly and when she opens the door she finds him in the arms of a redhead. Well, the blonde is

The Start Of A New Era
well the cheating spouse has finalized her escape to live with the home wrecker...being a single parent with two children isn't what it is cracked up to be...thank god for the kids and of course the RAY...dogs are always loyal...people could learn from them

No Title
Rags to riches, riches to rags, money means nothing All we need is the love we have for each other Chances are we will anger many people Help me to love again, I am so lost Empty is my heart Love is not easy Life is too short for anger Only with you do I feel whole The visions of us together occupy my dreams Every night I remember more about why I love you So much pain and hatred have followed us Bringing us down, pushing us apart Remind yourself why we love each other If you can’t remember, I will remind you After all that we have been through Nothing could change my heart again

Me In A Nut Shell!
open, tough, irritable, worrying, does not like to be alone, craves attention, low self control, emotionally sensitive, interacting, sad, very social, aggressive, prefer organized to unpredictable, dependent, social chameleon, suspicious, values the heart over the mind, likes large parties, outgoing, likes to make fun, likes to fit in, mildly phobic, vain, makes friends easily, enjoys leadership, clingy, rash

This Is My Thought Of The Day, Week, Millinum..
"A culture fixation on female thiness is not an obsession with female beauty but an obsession about female obedience." There you go. We aren't unhealthy, we just aren't obident. I take pride in the fact that I, being a heavy set woman, stand out among the twigs!!

100 Things About Me (another Survey)
1.What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? Is it bad when I don't remember? Actually, it was at the Casino A Carona and a Strawberry Daquari 2. Do you follow college football? um no 3. How many miles does your car have on it? I don't have a car :( 4. Who was the last person to send you a text message? um....Josmar. 5. Last time you went swimming in a pool? like a week ago. 6. Are you happy? Fuck no, but then again ask me how my life is going. 7. Where was the last place you went shopping? Your funny, I don't have any money right now, but soon 8. How do you feel about your hair? I need to dye it badly 9. Where do you work? So you can stalk me? Hahahaha. I'm a Pharmacy Technican, and that is all you need to know. 10. Last thing you ate? Beef Jerky and Pizza. shut up. 11. Do you wish you were someplace else right now? Very much so 12. Last time you smoked a cigarette? when I was 18 13. Do you have any expensive jewelry? define expensive 4. AIM

Bubbles
There were 3 ducks in a court house. The first duck walks up to the judge. The judge asks why are you here? Duck one replies, I was blowing bubbles in the back of the store. The judge says that is not a crime and lets the duck go. The second duck walks up to the judge. The judge asks why are you here? The duck replies I was blowing bubbles in the back of the store. The judge again says that is not a crime and lets him go. The third duck walks up to the judge. The judge asks for the third time, why are you here? The duck replies, uuuummmm, I'm bubbles. The judge lloks at the duck and just says oh!

Please Excuse My Leave Of Absense
As some of you know, I've gone and stayed with my mom. I moved out here because she's dying. Cancer. No one in my family knows. Growing up, I didn't really know her. She left me and my dad, got into drugs, walked the streets. They never divorced, my dad loved her dearly. But a few years ago he couldn't take not knowing where she was and split. I havn't seen him since. Phone calls sometimes, letters thats it. I went and lived with my cousin because it was a stable environment. Got into modeling for her, but realized models are ugly people, they are cold and heartless. So wrapped up in looking good. Makeup can make anyone look pretty, look at my pictures. I don't dress like that all the time. I'm just a regular girl. I'm just saying this because, well, if I'm not around that much, now you know.

My Thoughts...
Peace is all I'm searching for, When will I find it, when will it come... I hope it comes soon, not sure how much longer I can feel so numb... I want to feel that someone loves me, Not that someone owns me... I want to feel that I am good enough for everyone, Not that I am not good enough for anyone... I need and want to feel positive, Not get negativity that makes me feel bad... I need to get out of this ivory tower, I want to live...

~turn Off My Heart~
I want to turn off my heart before it's destroyed. Go back to being safe where I once felt being alone was the only way. With no fear of getting hurt or never needing anyone else. I know it's not living, but it's surviving. Many times in my life, surviving is the best we can do. Living can be painful since loving means opening up. Letting someone know weak you can be - trusting them not to abuse that power. Yet I know deep within my heart I will love again and make the same mistakes that will take me down the path of pain. Noone can turn off their heart...I can't turn off my heart.

Pimpin
OK i only need 325 points to level up. I see all these bulletins about pimpin other people out and no one has even offer to help me out. but i am not going to ask. But this goes out to my friends, family and fans that haven't rated my new pics. And to the ones that rated them. THANK YOU very much, i love you all

Lost In Lost Cherry
Oh My friggin' gawd. I just joined Lost Cherry today, and it is too much fun. I have become number seven in the list of the top of the most roductive in getting their friends in and hooked on it with them. I have already earned so many cherries that I am almost to the tenth level of membership in less than 24 hours. It is soooo addictive.

Well....
First day on here, pretty damn interesting to say the least. it's really just another internet addiction, asif i needed one, but whatever, so far ive brought 11 friends with me to share the addiction ::lol:: you're welcome guys. so just finished my portfolio 110% completed just being uploaded to a host right now, and should be available to download in about 20 minutes 10 minutes through my eyes alot of pictures, all of which ive taken Swedish Hiphop toronto graffiti freight train graffiti all that good shit. so enough of this im gonna go pass out in a sec. all this cherry poppin got me tiiiiiired ;) ::lol:: peasy.

Fyi.
Dude. I have nothing against lesbians. But i am not one. Im totally into penis. Now if youre a lesbian or bisexual chick and add me fine. But when you ask me if i am and i say no. Then back off dude. I dont like vagina. Now leave me alone. Jesus. < 3 Ahahah. Im tired. Crabby. Cranky. Cold. And really really REALLY just wanta sleep but i cant. Cause i gotta drive 2 hours. In a min to FUCKING see if somethings somewhere which it probably wont be. Once again. =] And its fucking woah amounts of cold.

Blah
no one ever saids "I want to work 7 days a week in a mall when I grow up" it just happends, I'm so sick of these high school aged kids giving me a hard time after they think they can help themselfs to things behind my counter at work, then confront me about with thier manenger while I'm on my other job. that bitch doesn't know how close she came from getting a one week ban from the mall. if I had of had one of the 2-way phones I would have called sercutry and she would have been givin a tresspass notice right there on the spot. I will be talking with my bosses tomarow and both of them can go to the proper people in charge to see that the bitch can keep her hands to herself from now on or stay the fuck out of the mall. I'm sick of the bullsiht!!!

I Just Don't Get Women
Women are always complaining about guys being such assholes to them but I think that's what most women really want. I moved my last girlfriend here from the Midwest since she claimed to love me and really needed to get out of her situation in which her ex-boyfriend was showing up drunk on the weekend harassing her and beating her. Well, lo and behold after her being here for less than two weeks, after I provided for her every need (which apparently she hated) as she was attending school and wasn't receiving any income, she decided to take off back home under the guise of her father being sick and needing surgery. She just couldn't stand the fact that I provided everything she needed, that I put my life on hold for her until she got comfortable at school, and basically stopped all contact with friends online since she was so jealous for some reason. So after getting back home and trashing me to all her friends online she continued to check on me by visiting my profiles on this and oth

What Color Falls From Your Eyes?
You scored as sadess. tears of sadness fall from your eyes as they do mine. no matter what happens.. it will blow oever and you'll be fine...trust me.. even though someone hurt you, and you cant forget. you will. time is the healer of all.sadess70%anger60%confusion40%faker30%what colour tears fall from your eyes?created with QuizFarm.com

Ben And Jon
My baby is over again. Arrived Thursday night. Entered the house with a big kiss and hug! We cuddled all night..well that's when we wern't making love. Ben and Jon(my son) met things are going good. Can't wait to spend all weekend with them both. Ben is bringing me to meet his dad tomorrow. I am looking forward to it.

A Day In The Life Of Gh0stwraith
Before you read this, I will tell you this is a fictional story I wrote about a online game I play called planetside. ;) If your a gammer you might just like it. Pls feel free to let me know your thoughts and comments.. A Day in the Life of Gh0sTWrAiTh The Siege of Faro Blackness… Slowly, I try to open my eyes and think to myself, “Can I see? What will I see?” My body tingles all over. It feels like my skin is crawling, everything moving by its own accord. I’m not sure what this is, but it feels so… familiar. Why does it feel like something is regenerating me, making me stronger and rejuvenating me? Is this a new body? I still have all my old memories of home, but the intensity of the pain is relentless. The memory of being shot by a sniper five hundred yards away still resonates through my skull. I can still feel the bullet ripping through my Rexo-suit, burning into my flesh, deep into my heart, causing it to stop beating. The pain and the burning are unbearable. My

I Am A Sexual Genius...lol
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

"she's Been Received"
"She's been received" Erotica Fantasy Fiction Lacey received the package within days of its sending. She did not recognize the handwriting on the label, nor did it possess a return address, but she knew who had sent the flogger by its smell. She carefully pulled it from the wrappings as if it were made of fine china. She arranged its tendrils as if they were hair. Lacey did not lust for it. Her desire for pain did not rear up, as curiosity had possessed her suddenly. Sir Steve knew where she was. He had sent this tool as a message. The message was simply this: Sir Steve was the only person who knew about her painful secret. He never told the other members of the staff that she enjoyed pain. Only he could give her the exquisite release that agony offered, and the most intense release came from this cat-o-nine-tails. She knew because it smelled like her. She had soaped it with the oils that she made for him. Sir Steve knew where she was. Therefore, John knew where Sir Steve

Wut Kind Of Dog R U?
what type of dog are you (with pics) germen shepherdCongrats your the german shepherd a loyal friendly fun and active dog but laid back all at the some timeTake The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Real Mothers....
Real mothers don't eat quiche; they don't have time to make it. Real mothers know that their kitchen utensils are probably in the sandbox. Real mothers often have sticky floors, filthy ovens, and happy kids. Real mothers know that dried playdough doesn't come out of shag carpets. Real mothers don't want to know what the vaccum just sucked up. Real mothers sometimes ask "Why me?" and get their answer when a little voice says "Because I love you best." Real mothers know that a chid's growth is not measured by height or years or grade. It is marked by the progression of mama to mommy to mom.

Hmmmmmmmm
Only Odd Has it ever struck you that nobody pays attention to the "normal" anymore? Today, as I was going about my business, it occured to me that people rarely, if ever, stop to observe the "obvious." Why is it that if we come upon someone new in the coffee shop, they instantly command our attention, while we don't take the time to reevaluate the regulars? Most of the time after you've know somebody for long enough we stop observing them like we do the people we haven't known for long. Now I know that i'm not saying anything new here, far from it, but let me get to my point. I was browsing through Myspace today and looking at someone's page that i thought i knew relatively well, when i took a look at his friends list. I was surprised to find that i knew only a handful of his contacts. I have known this person for years and we have been like family for some time, yet i knew only a few of the people he had on his friends list. This made me stop momentarily to ask myself where

Part 1
Hey baby, I miss you so much. I will be happy again when you come online and I can talk to you. Sometmimes we just sit there doing other stuff and not even talking to each other much, however I am comforted by the thought that you are there. I read the words you write, I look at your pictures. I think about you all the time. I dreamt about you last night. I dreamt that you lived far away but could be reached by car. I rented a car to come see you. I packed some clothes and toiletries, loaded the car, filled up with gas. I then got a dear friend to agree to take care of my animals while I was gone. Gave her the mailbox key so she could check my mail and bring it to my house. I mapped out my route. It was going to take me three days to get to you, driving 12 hours a day. I made reservations at a few motels along the way to stay over night. I was going to try to drive straiht through but you would have none of that. You said you were to worried about me and I needed

Just My Opinion
All this bitching about the name change...It don't matter to me what its called cuz its still the same place. The bitching needs to stop...The more people bitch...Baby Jesus might just say hell with it and close it down or maybe start charging us for it...So stop and think before u startin bitching about something. So he changed the name of the site...its his rite to do it

The Goblin
A woman runs out of her house one morning and catches a strange little man at the bottom of her garden. "You're a goblin," she says, "I caught you and you owe me three wishes!" "OK, you caught me fair and square, what's your first wish?" "I want a huge mansion to live in." "OK, you've got it." "My second wish is a Mercedes." "OK, you've got that too." "My last wish is a million dollars" "OK, you've got it. But to make your wishes come true you have to have sex all night with me." "OK then, if that's what it takes", next morning the little man wakes the woman up. "Tell me," says the man, "how old are you?" "I'm 27", she replies "Wow", says the man, "27 and you still belive in goblins

Fly Away
Looking Out My Window Looking At the sky, Wishing I could fly Fly Away Fly Away to another place, Another time A Time That Was Happy, Safe, And Kind I Would Laugh There And Not Cry Feel Carefree And Not Tied Down I Could Stay There Forever, In My Special Place If Only I could Fly, If Only I could Fly Away

Mutha Foooooooka!!
just gettin in here updatin! yeah im still on dial up hell ........ i hate the fuckin holidays so depressing i should just forget em and go to some island and lay on the beach and say fuck it all!! and one wanna join me! i have learned a vaulable leasson on here dont put to much into a man on here they lie girls they just tell ya hat ya wanna here and then just .........well nevermind no sense in blaming the whole male population for one loser and oh i do mean loser sooooo perfect youd think really has a bunch fooled.......lol....i laugh at myself over it!! so did everyone have a great halloween...mine was a lousy one i have the flu.....ewwwww haha well i better run ....oh thanks who ever is rating my pics 7 and 8 thats nice!! lol

Halloween Night
i had a great incident happen to me. a college kid came to my door to collect for the can food drive and stuttered when he saw me in my nighty and cape. "uh uh i'm here for the Knox College can food drive" i laughed and filled up a bag of food and gave it to him which he said "uh thank you so much."

Not A Slave!
My dad treats me like a fucking slave... and my poor mother. He yells and doesnt appoligize even though he is wrong. Maybe mom and i should get an appartment. YEAH! omg that would be sweet we respect each other and she know i go out and party... she makes fun of me for it. And if she wanted to i totally would. But I get up and was going to talk to mom who was in the kitchen and he says get me a beer. GAH thats how its been my whole freaking life. I hate beer so much I cant understand why people drink it and like it soo much. My mom got home while i was in the shower and dad started to play sick because the whole day he was fine until a half an hour ago and no hes 'stuffed up'. GRRRR FAKERS SUCK! And even last night dad was bitching about something. He always yells at mom for something. Like when she snores he jabs her in the ribs and yells at her to go on her side. A little too ruff if you ask me. I mean wear ear plugs for crying out loud! I duno if dad got off the drugs and alco

Damn Glitches
So I am getting slightly annoyed by all the glitches I keep receiving. Like my alerts making noises for absolutely no reason, getting session expired error messages, and what is the worst...I definately lost a TON of points the other night because my points kept going up instead of down, and then up and down, and well, I didn't get the points that I know I earned. I probably got screwed out of almost 1,000. Also, when I rate my friends new photos, I sometimes can rate pics that I KNOW I have already rated. I just re-uploaded a few old pics but I know this isn't the case with my friends. It's pretty weird. Oh well, just getting some of that off my chest. I try not to bitch about the glitches, but when it's that many, I can't help it lol. Let me know if you are having any of the same problems.

This Polaroid Has A Pulse
This Polaroid has a pulse I miss the smell of you on my clothes I miss the feeling of your skin I miss the taste of your lips I miss every single kiss I miss the way you licked your lips For another taste of mine I miss that look in your eyes That said "do it please do it again" I miss the way things should have been Even though they could never be Girl there's somthin about this That's makin me miss you ...even though you're right by my side And if I can't Hear your heart beat Baby your way too far Too far away from me Pictures never taken Moments lost in time Things ill never forget Burned forever in my mind I wanna be holdin you tight Underneath the stars And wishing on every one that falls Just to wake up With you in my arms Would make this all worth while To kiss you on the lips As I open my eyes And see your beautiful smile (I love it when you smile) And if I can't Hear your heart beat Baby your way too far Too far

Letter From A Third Grade Teacher Sent Home To Pagan Parents
This was so fucking cute! I loved it...only cause I've been through something similar with Daves teacher. *except the rash thing* ************************************************ ************************************************ Dear Mr. and Mrs. Thomas, I write this letter in concern of your daughter, Aradia Moon. Please don't take this the wrong way, however, although she is a straight A student and a very bright child, she has some strange habits that I feel we should address. Every morning before class, she insists on walking around the room with her pencil in the air. She says she is "drawing down the moon." I told her art class is in an hour and to please refrain until then to do any drawing. And speaking of art class, whenever she draws a night sky, she insists on drawing little circles around all the stars and people dancing on the ground. And that brings up dancing, I had to stop her twice for taking off her clothes during a game of Ring Around the Rosey! By the

I Ii
in the spring this wound had been unimaginable, this madness, but it had been lain before us, undetectable as a land mine. we didn/t even know the name barry kolker then. barry. we he appeared, he was so small. smaller than a comma, insignificant as a cough. someone she had met at a poetry reading. it was at a wine garden in venice. as always when she read, my mother wore white, and her hair was the color of new snow against her lightly tanned skin. she stood in the shade of a massive fig tree, its leaves like hands. i sat at a table behind stacks of books i was supposed to sell after the reading, slim books published by the blue shoe press of austin, texas. i drew the hands of the tree and the way the bees swarmed over the fallen figs, eating the sun-fermented fruit and getting drunk, trying to fly and falling back down. her voice made me drunk - deep and sun-warmed, a hint of foreign accent, swedish singsong a generation removed. if you/d ever heard her, you knew the power of that

I Hate When....
Im super duper horny but have a dr appointment and cant get all cuntnasty. bleh. 2 hours..I can wait...I knoooowww I cannnn. so today is my *dr is going to look at my cervix with a microscope* day. Im kinda scared...but I kinda dont care. My sister had *things* and they just burnt them off. Is it just me, or should the words BURNT and CERVIX never ever been in the same sentence? Hope everyones having a good week!

A Child's View
"Daddy got all dressed up in his soldiers clothes and kissed me mom "goodbye" I didn't let him see me go behind the tree and cry. I really didn't want him to go away from me but he put me on his knee that day and said he hoped I would take good care of mommy and be very very brave. mommy said ,daddy was going far far away cause some kids parents over in another land had this poison and some gas and they would be bringing it over here to the USA. Daddy tried to help me understand how come their daddies were hiding that chemical stuff My daddy raised me good he taught me not to mess with the medicine in the cabinet and he always told me not to point a gun at anybody..and I won't lessen I see that old sad-dam........... mommy isn't holding up too good. I think.I have tried to help her out and I even been carrying the trash out like daddy has always done.Mommy hasn't even had to tell me to get my homework done..... I think she is missing daddy cause when Came home t

Angry Very Angry
I have been in my house freezing for almost 3 days just got my elctric turned back on. I have never asked for help yet, I was treated as if I asked for THEIR MONEY" all the time! I thought that funding was for people who needed it. And why should I have to beg, plead , and cry to get someone to help me? I am not sure... I could see my breath in my house...I have had to rough it before, I can do this...But being a "SICK" woman I should never have to be in these circumstances..EVER! NOW...WHEN I could work, I put in my time I worked until I couldn't...as you all know I have been fighting the system for 6 years for disability. THEY are draging me along... I tried "OUR" trustee he is in "ONE" day a week and I can't reach him that day...then other funding in my COUNTY is like very hard to come by right now. I did FINALLY get it back on and I am still cold! I am hoping through this I do not have pnuemonia...I go see my doc on TUES!! I just don't know what to do anymore, I have one more

One Flaw In Women
One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you

One Night With You
One Night With You dreams are like watercolors slightly fogged and yet so precise behind the eyes of heavy lidded sleep the world is easy and beautiful full of color and vivid rememberances of the past all rolled into one portrait the portrait of me one night with you somewhere long ago as sleep claimed us both we shared in the memories that made us young and bold and lost to self now as I close my eyes it is always one night with you

Hey
1. wud u give me ur number? 2. wud u love me? 3. wud u let me kiss u? 4.wud u watch a movie with me? 5. wud u have dinner with me? 6.wud u drive me somewhere? 7. wud u take a shower with me? 8. wud u be my g/f.. b/f ? 9. wud u tell me u think im cute? 10. wud u buy me a drink if i didnt have money? 11. wud u take me home for da nite?my house or ur house? 12.wud u let me sleep in ur bed? 13. wud u fuck me? 14. wud u put dis on your blog 2 let me answer ur questions? 15. do u think im attractive, beautiful r sexy? 16. do u like my style? 17. do u think im funny? 18. do u care about me? 19. wud u dance wit me?

What Pms Stands For Lmao
1 Pass My Shotgun 2 Psychotic Mood Shift 3 Perpetual Munching Spree 4 Puffy Mid-Section 5 People Make me Sick 6 Provide Me with Sweets 7 Pardon My Sobbing 8 Pimples May Surface 9 Pass My Sweat pants 10. Pissy Mood Syndrome 11. Plainly; Men Suck 12. Pack My Stuff and my favorite one. 13. Potential Murder Suspect

Ciggie Kissing
Probably shouldn't do this. But, I wanted to share this from a post on another blogging site that I use. I normally hate cigarette smoke. Especially when I am getting sexy with someone. Just thought this was hot, though.

What The Scottish Tourist Board Would Not Want You To Look At
This is a site called Glasgow Survival and its just funny as fuck, if you go to the sounds and listen to some of them. You may need a translator but yes people in Glasgow do actually talk like this, the rest of the site is hilarious. I dont know what the USA equivalent of a Ned is, but I am sure you probably have them. here is the link Glasgow Survival.co.uk

My Son Tony Rip
My Beautiful son. Born NOVEMBER 3rd 1978 Died APRIL 26th 199610 years & I still miss him!Born this week 28 years ago On April 26th 1996, Tony was helping some friends move. The driver lost control of the truck & flipped it end over end 8 times. Tony was tossed from the truck about 30 feet & crushed his head on a phone pole. He died within minutes of the crash. Tony was 17 years old. Get Your Own! | View Slideshow

Touch Of Love
A TOUCH OF LOVE I SIT AND STARE; MY HEART SEEMS SAD. IT SEEMS I HAVE NEVER FELT THE TOUCH OF LOVE, THE PROTECTORS EMBRACE CALLING ME INTO WAITING,ARMS WITH CHARMING WORDS THAT FLUTTER LIKE DOVES THOUGHT MY MIND DID I EVER KNOW SUCH DEVOTION? WILL I SEARCH FOREVER FOR SOMETHING GIVEN SO UNSELFISHLY TO OTHERS? GREED HAS STOLEN ALL THE CHARMS OF MY LIFE TO WEAR UPON HER WRIST. KEEPING THEM,BEFORE MY EYES,BUT FLASHING THEM TO TEASE MY POOR HEART. I SMILE AND LOOK AWAY, HOPING THE PAIN I FEEL WILL NOT DESTROY THIS MOMENT. WITH MY EYES THAT HAVE HELD CONSTANT SORRORW. I DONT KNOW WISH FOR PITY, JUST AN END TO MY CONSTANT YEARNING FOR SOMETHING I MAY NEVER OBTAIN.

New Pics...
HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY THE NEW PICS..HAVE A FEW MORE TO UPLOAD BUT DONT HAVE ROOM :(..PLUS WE ARE GONNA TAKE SOME MORE TONIGHT..SO SHOW US LOTS OF LUV AND HELP US LEVEL UP SO I CAN ADD THE REST OF THE PICS FOR YOUR VIEWING PLEASURE..HEHE :)~ ~WENDY

What Type Of Person Am I
Which Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Faith You are Faith. Faith is the belief in better things, in spite of the cynicism and doubt that swirls around us. Faith gives us strength; it inpsires us to move forward and follow our hearts. "Faith tells us what the senses do not."Love Charity Courage Peace Friendship Which Positive Quality Are You?

A Little Story...
Here's a little story to brighten your day: The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The pastor was sop leased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and it won again. The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race. The next day, the local paper headline read: BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS. This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey. The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent. The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline the next day: NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN. The bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10. The next day the paper read: NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10 This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the plains where it could

Lookin For Ms Right
whats up ladies im looking for someone with simular intrests if not the same someone who has there head on straaight not into mind games so ladies give me a holla after peepin my profile please im not the one to be caught up on looks u shouldnt either personality stands out more than any thing to me

The Perfect Apple Pie
I wanted to start with an awesome stuffing recipe but I can't find it at the moment & since everyone loves apple pie here's a great recipe for one. 2-1/4 cups flour 1 tsp. salt 1 cup shortening 5 to 7 Tbsp. ice cold water 6 cups thinly sliced peeled tart apples 3/4 cup sugar 1 Tbsp cornstarch 1/2 Tsp. ground cinnamon 1/4 tsp. ground nutmeg 1 Tbsp. lemon juice PREHEAT oven to 400 degrees. Mix flour and salt in large bowl. Cut in shortening using blender or 2 knives until mixture resembles coarse crumbs. ADD water, 1 Tbsp. at a time, mixing lightly with fork until flour mixture is evenly and clings together when pressed into a ball. Divid dough in half; shape each half inch-thick round; refrigerate 10 to 15 minutes. TOSS apples with sugar, cornstarch, cinnamon, nutmeg and lemon in large bowl; set aside. Roll dough with rolling pin to flatten until dought dough round is about 2 inches lager than diameter of pie plate & place in bottom of pie plate. Trim any dough

Rawrr
Read it, then fill it out.. and send it to me as a message ;D. What's your middle name?: Anne. What's your last name?: RAWR SH. You got any siblings? Names? ages?: Amanda - 26? ;o Luke - 16 Mike - 16 Leigh - 13.. Are your parents together?: nope. Got any step parents?: yes Are you rich? Poor? Average?: Well, right now I'm average. What grade are you in?: Um.. What insulting term are u most called?: bitch Wheres the farthest u ever travled to?: Georgia. What is generally peoples first impression of you?: ask people. Whats your sexual orientation?: striaght. Do you dye your hair?: mhm. Got any fetishes?: if i did, it would be none of your business ;] Are you ticklish? Do you like to be tickled?: yes. not really. What do you like the most about yourself?: um my eyes. What do you like the least about yourself?: the rest of it lol. How's your relationship with your parents?: its okay. Do you hate anyone?: no. Do you

Last Night
So boys are so weird. At any given moment any guy on a date can fall into one of any category--horny, shady, gay, weird, shy, cheesy, cute, i can't think of anymore right now. I need to fire up another mum, the mum is running my decisions right now. Its an instant survey. Got another date tonight with him.

Ass,booty,#ick,suck, Its All Here!!!!
CHECK MY PICSSSSS OUT AND LEAVE COMMENTS. THIS IS FOR THE PEOPLE WHO LIKE ASS, BOOTY, TITS, #ICK, SUCKING. LET ME KNOW WHAT U LIKE AND IF U WANT MORE AND I'LL PROVIDE IT FOR YOU. JUST CALL ON THE ASS DOCTOR!!!!

Fall Cleaning!
Yeah im excited because i just cleaned my horribly messy room yesterday. And i organized last night. Then i couldnt fall asleep so i did the dishes and cleaned the stove and cleaned the entire bathroom.. Yeah theres something wrong with me. But hey then it just makes it that much easier to move when i want to.. yeah i feel great! But i just thought id tell you all how much of a clean freak i can be. Good thing im too tired to finish the rest of the house. But i do have to get goin so i can help out my brother an fix up his room... Then its meatloaf tonite! Later peoples! GIVE ME A CALL AND ENTERTAIN ME PLEASE!!! ILL PAY YOU WITH COMMENTS AND RATINGS!!!

My Ex Sent This To Me
How does one put into words the feeling they get when they are in somebody's arms. When you are making love to me ...the times I stopped was because I became so overwhelmed with .....I DON'T KNOW its like you where inside me...yes I know physically you were inside me, but that's not what I mean. It's like sometimes it feels like you can touch my soul. You were going deeper into my psyche Than anyone ever had. I guess that is why they call it "two shall become one" I guess I never really felt that before. You are the only one that can make me moan. You are ..how do I say it? ...perfect. I feel your raw physical force and yet gentleness and my mind spins wildly out of control until there is no option left but to submit, and be conquered. I guess that's what I was scared of , what is on the other side of being conquered? Your body is hard and lean and your dick is truly Vlad the impaler, who shows no mercy. He will get what he wants, and I am the target. Yet he is just the weapon Yo

Guess This Song And Artist And Win A Gift From Me!
"Through autums golden gown, we used to kick our way, You aways loved this time of year. Those fallen leaves lay undisturbed now, Cause you're not here! Cause you're not here!" If you know the answer, be the first to post a comment below. There are actually two different answers (same artist different projects) that I will accept. If you give me both project names I'll give you two prizes. Awesome, that's it exactly!!! This is actually one of my most favorite albums of all time!!! I own it now on CD but I have also owned the double record for as long I could remember. This record actually gave me so many night mares when I was younger. But I did not care, I loved it. For most of ya'll that may now be familar with this album, it is a sort of musical play on record or a rock opera. It is a captivating blend of classical music and seventies rock set to the timeless masterpiece "the War of the Worlds", bye H.G. Wells. If you have never heard it you would be

Death
The Last Look At last look i saw death, a great creature that only can be described as godliness. A fear that can be described as emptyness. The grass is always greener on the other side but your not supposed to see that grass, only imagine its there, for if you see it that means its possible to be there. The reality is the grass is green but its not sunny there its night- pitch black to the point where the only reason you know there's grass there is because i just told you there was.....We were born without manuals just the instinct of our parents. Last time I checked, humans and animals have the instinct to kill and survive is that a good thing to be born into?You are born into freedom but have laws written to kill it. You can do anything as long as you face the consequence. You are given the greatest gift of choices and the biggest disappointment of not knowing what could have been - if only....At first look, I was dealt a hand to be played so i could understand the me

Would U?
Let's say u were close friends with someone. Then all of a sudden u do something stupid and that friend stops talking to u. Then later, they want to be friends again and start talking. Would u take them back or tell them to fuck off?

1-2-3 Chops
1-2-3 Chops 4-6 pork chops 1 (12 ounce) can 7-Up or Sprite soda 1 envelope dry onion soup mix Put pork chops in a baking dish. Cover with soda. Sprinkle onion soup on top. Bake at 350 degrees F for about 60 minutes. Serve over hot, cooked rice.

Bye From The Nutty :o)
TO ALL THE REAL PEOPLE OUT THERE (LOL @ THAT) MWAHHHHHHHHHHH LOVES YA, TO THE REST OF YA FUCKIN ANIMALS ...SUCK THE PURE SHIT FROM NUTTYS ASS, MWAH XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX AND TO SCARLET, DO THE WORLD A FAVOUR AND TURN THAT CAM OFF!! YOUR FUCKING MINGIN LOL , I HAD TO MINAMISE IT, CUS IT WAS SICK, LOLOL .. FUNNY AS FUCK TO WATCH YA CUM THOUGH, YOUR FACE GETS SO UGLY ITS UNREAL! THANKS FOR THE CRINGES :O& LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL U FILTHY DIRTY HORRID SCUSTIN SLAG!!! FUCK U

A Poem
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss, and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time, I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I Love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time, I would be there to share your day, well, I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow, to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day, to say "I Love you", and certainly there's another chance to say "Anything I can

Go With The Flow
Is that better? LOL....... Walk your own path and let others do the same "You will sometimes meet someone you believe is a soul mate; you feel the connection on many levels, perhaps instantly. And as you get to know each other more, you begin to feel the connection deepen and you feel that you must have an arrangement with this person that predated this lifetime. Do not assume, however, that this soul connection necessarily means that you are meant to be happily together for this lifetime. It may be that you are meant to be friends and allies, helping each other out. It may be that you are going to help each other in ways that even involve conflict and separation, but with an end result that is beneficial to you. It may be that you are going to learn some lesson from each other and then go your separate ways. What you need to do with all relationships, including those that have that instant and deep connection, is let be. You need to allow all of life, including close r

Check Out A Comic I Made!
This is a project I made for my Illustration class everyone seemed to like it. Tell me what you think! I'm a whore for attention. I'm the one with the gray hat and the other guy is my friend Charlie. Note: image is quite big so you can see the text* http://home.comcast.net/~cingriff/kidneycomic1.jpg http://home.comcast.net/~cingriff/kidneycomic2.jpg http://home.comcast.net/~cingriff/kidneycomic3.jpg Don't forget to leave me comments and what not! THANKS!!! :D

His Holiness The Dalai Lama
Now, there are many, many people in the world, but relatively few with whom we interact, and even fewer who cause us problems. So, when you come across such a chance for practicing patience and tolerance, you should treat it with gratitude. It is rare. Just as having unexpectedly found a treasure in your own house, you should be happy and grateful to your enemy for providing that precious opportunity. -His Holiness the Dalai Lama

Here Is One Of Our Only True Ally!!!!
Thought for the day In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the anti-American sentiment and negativity, we should remember England's Prime Minister Tony Blair's words during a recent interview. When asked by one of his Parliament members why he believes so much in America, he said: "A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many want in... And how many want out." Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you: 1 Jesus Christ 2. The American G. I. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom. YOU MIGHT WANT TO PASS THIS ON, AS MANY SEEM TO FORGET BOTH OF THEM. AMEN!

Errrr
hey everyone, im starting to get kinda annoyed y this, if you add me and look at my pics, please just rate and comment them, it takes like 10 seconds to do both, especially if u add me asking to see my pics, thx in advance

Follow Up On This
Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this website, www.letssaythanks.com can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it, and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second.

My Great Friend
I want to tell you about angel.She was 4 years old never had children of her own.She weighted about 20 pounds,had long hair it was black and white. She would shed alot.Yes she was a cat,but she was my friend. She was my alarm clock for work.When it was time to get up,she would be bumping your head with hers till you got up.I truly got very sick around feburary.the doctors told me I had cancer.It was very hard to deal with it,but my friend was by my side.I had major surgey to take out the cancer.but they couldnt say they got it all.The children said that she would cry by the door every night that I was at the hospital.Then when I came home she never left my side.She would sleep when I did on my bed.And meow at me if she thought it was time to go to bed.She has been my friend threw sickness and health,threw good and bad times. boyfriends have come and go,but my friend never left my side.every one loved her.and she loved everyone. But on aug 19,2006 .She was t

Would You?
If I reached for your hand; Would you give it? If I grabbed onto you and never wanted to let go; Would you pull away? If I told you you were the only guy I dream of; Would you get scared? If I turned to walk away; Would you chase after me?

Blondies Thoughts
Now. This is no way is intended to offend B.J. Marketman, Scrapper, or any of the cool guys on this site. This is just my opinion. I am not being a whiner baby. One problem I have with this site is with some of the people on here. Not ALL of the people, but some. Some of the things that T me off. Are fake adds. Yah I have a bunch of adds where the people just didn't come back, THATS not my fault. But people who just create names so that they can get points to level. THAT happens alot. Those people who want to be in the top ten so they make accounts and give the top people 1's or retract their 10s and give them 1s. Please. Come on now, its a bloody site. Give it a rest. People who leave rude comments, again.. BLOODY SITE. No reason to be rude like that? All the porn people. I have no problem with the verified celebrities. I have no problem with porn. But the top referrals and top pix everyday now are either porn people, or fake people. (not always, but ALOT of the time) Wha

Father Of One Of My Kids!!!!!!!!
A guy goes to a supermarket and notices a beautiful blonde waving at him, and as they get closer, she says hello. He's rather taken back, because he can't place where he knows her from, so he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now he thinks back to the only time he has been unfaithful to his wife and says, "Are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I had sex with and all my buddies watched, while your partner whipped me with a wet celery stick?" After a moment, she said, "No, I am your son's math teacher."

Dear Civilians
Dear Civilians, "We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas in which we would like your assistance: 1. The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass. 2. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass. 3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4. (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. Wearing battle dress uniform

5 Levels Of Hangovers
5 Levels of Hangovers If you can read this without laughing or you can't relate to any of it, you are on the wrong mailing list my friend... One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. Y ou can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Li

Christmas Poem Of A Different Kind
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some tw

Nobody Cares
The pain I feel, It hurts so much, And nobody cares. My world crashes, All around me, And nobody notices. My life slowly crumbles, As I just want to die, And nobody sees. My tears just keep coming, As I am drowning, And nobody helps. This tunnel gets darker, All around me, And nobody lights my way. My fear takes over, I am so scared, And no body holds me. My confidence disappears, It..s almost gone, And nobody reassures me. My life is disappearing, I am fading away, And nobody cares.

Don't Pray For Me...
I've been involved in a conversation on a message board regarding this whole Taliban thing. The subject turned to the possibility of a war to end all wars over Israel, what many consider to be the holy land, and it's brought me to one simple conclusion. Religious zealots really freak me out. Any religious following that holds it's beliefs to be the only true beliefs and consequently berates and belittles the beliefs of others does not deserve to go on...and that includes the Christian majority in this country. God is intangible. It is something that, by it's very nature, requires faith because it is something that can neither be seen or known. So is someone else's faith any less valid than your own simply because they choose to put it into something that contradicts you? In the end, so many of the wars fought in this planet's history have come down to religious differences. It's laughable that so many people feel the need to fight over something that no one can even be 100%

1000 Marbles
The older I get, the more I enjoy Saturday mornings. Perhaps it's the quiet solitude that comes with being the first to rise, or maybe it's the unbounded joy of not having to be at work. Either way, the first few hours of a Saturday morning are most enjoyable. A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the garage with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began as a typical Saturday morning turned into one of tho se lessons that life seems to hand you from time to time. Let me tell you about it: I turned the dial up into the phone portion of the band on my ham radio in order to listen to a Saturday morning swap net. Along the way, I came across an older sounding chap, with a tremendous signal and a golden voice. You know the kind; he sounded like he should be in the broadcasting business. He was telling whom-ever he was talking with something about "a thousand marbles." I was intrigued and stopped to listen to what he had to say. "Well, Tom

Vicadin Loves Me
And I love you! Even the fat naked girls that shouldnt ever be naked. well not like THAT, but well nvemind Im just happy. i get ORAL surgaery on Monday for wisdom tooth. so 34 years and never a problem. i figured it was time to show a dentist some love. hes gonnasedatw me cause i told him id hurt him if it hurt me lmao dude seriously, i feel nothing ritght now! nothing and to think the only oral im getting or had in forever is gonna cost me $800! roflmao shouldve gone to the bunny ranch. Way more fun and i think you can video tape it then i could have some real porn for you perverts haha oh wait, you guys like fat girls, i would be with hot ones. okay crackers and squeezy cheese do NOT go with ice cream. fuck man its nasty :| mabye with asparagus soup or whatever Kym likes. or squash cake or someshit anyway im not having some. no way jose. okay since im not login on much just want eed to say hi to you guys and

Wtf
ive tried this sight out and cant get the hang of it i know its like my space but where are the groups for us to get to know each other better i dont want to troll this sight looking to find north carolina tarheel fans by searching sight by sight if you read this and can help let me know

U.s. Shoppers Hopping Mad Over Frog Dissection Kit
2 hours, 7 minutes ago NEW YORK (Reuters) - On the first day of Christmas my true love gave to me ... a frog dissection kit? Shoppers at upscale U.S. menswear and accessory store Jack Spade in Manhattan's trendy SoHo district were hopping mad to see frog dissection kits selling alongside $775 leather file cases and $145 Italian calfskin passport holders. The $40 kit came in a cloth bag complete with a vacuum-sealed formaldehyde-treated frog, scissors, magnifying glass, forceps, probing sticks, ruler, instruction booklet on how to explore the animal's innards, and a moist towelette. After a barrage of complaints from shoppers and animal activists, the store said Tuesday that it had cleared its shelves of the kits and would no longer offer them. "We're going to issue an apology," said company spokesman Mordechai Rubinstein. "The intent was to celebrate science and biology, present something educational for children and adults," he said. "Jack Spade doesn't supp

Thanksgiving !!
thanksgiving in our household is always so chaotic. however, the smell of food and the abundance of beer always makes up for everything in between. with seven women and only four men, it should be vaguely interesting. happy thanksgiving !! :)

Greg Is In Heaven Today
To all my friends here on CherryTap, my bro Greg passed away this morning, he had been fighting brain cancer and brain tumors for the last 15 yrs. He was only 44 yrs young but I know that he is not suffering anymore and that he is in heaven. So bear with me this weekend , I will be here for support from my friends. We are having a benefit tonight in his honor to raise money for his daughter to go to college. Well, just wanted you to know so those of you that know me won't worry about me, I will be ok! Thanks and God Bless....Lady Di

Why Sleep?
So I closed tonight at work, which means I puched out at 10:30. I have to open tomorrow, which means I have to be there by 6:30 am. Want to know a secret? I'm going to nap for a few hours in my work clothes, wake up at 6 am and leave LoL. I already smell like coffee, what's the damn difference? No one will ever know, except those of you reading this. I'm going to change my shirt because I have the red holiday t-shirt on now, which we are only allowed to wear on Friday and Saturday, so I will have my gay white collared polo style shirt on tomorrow. So I'll kind of be clean LoL. I'm only working til noon, so I'll come home, get a much needed shower, and then go over to my friend's house. We are in a vicious puzzle war. It's do or die time tomorrow, I have to finish mine before she finishes hers. Yeah, that's how I get down. I'm just so cool, I know LoL.

242 Words
As my first official non-poem blog I thought I'd say something profound, or write about an interesting topic or event that has occured in my life; but alas my mind went completely blank as soon as I sat down to write. Go figure! :p Oh well. I guess I will just share some useless information and blabber about nothing until I think of my something or until I run out of nonsense. lol Did you know that there is a study out there that states that men who are born with a low birth weight are less likely to marry? Hmm.. I wonder if that only holds true to men.. And did you know that on average the american women takes 55 minutes a day getting showered, dressed and groomed? What are they doing in there? jeeze.. I'm a chick.. and it takes 5-10 minutes to shower 5 minutes to dry off and get dressed and 10 minutes for hair and makeup.. that adds up to 25 minutes hmm.. and that's giving myself time to dawdle.. guess I'm not the average american women, and I'm completely okay with that. On avera

So I Had A Huge Scare This Weekend
Ok, im sick, which is understandable its that time of the year ya know. But a few of you that really know me probably know about the issue that i was born with weak kidneys, which makes it very easy to get sick more the immune system thing...anyways back in elementry school it was a constant thing with kidney infections and they estimated i would be on dialisis by the age of thirty, im nothing like i used to be all heathy and everything but my back left side has started hurting like someone kicked me several times but anyways so the news i forgot from long ago...didnt forget just dint give a damn. I scared myself thinking maybe it was about time, i mean, it hurt so bad i couldnt lay down, but its died down and im very releived. Although i still refuse to give up soda lol no way! but all is good, im still sick with the flu a lil but that will get better. But i avoided the hospital trip and its feeling better or at least starting to. so yay for me!

My Philosophy...(a Repost)
This will probably be only the first of my entries explaining to you my personal views on various aspects of life. I don't know if it will teach you anything, but, in writing it, I certainly learned a lot about myself. I like me. On Parenthood: I've spent the past 13 years of my life being a parent...and a single parent at that. I became pregnant at the tender age of 17 and this was a turning point in my life. I was forced to forego the tail end of my childhood (not to mention a full academic scholarship to a nationally accredited college) and do the inevitable. I had to grow up. The day my son was born...and again when I gave birth to my daughter...I looked down into this tiny wrinkly face with eyes so much like mine and I cried. In many ways they were tears of joy for I had created something that only I could make. I had brought forth life where previously there had been none. Here was life all wrapped up in a recieving blanket and peering up at me, looking to me to protect it,

My Favorite Survey Ever
Nothing but Sex! You may want to be alone when filling this out! 1. Favorite poisition: Doggie 2. Favorite place to have sex: any room in the house 3. Favorite thing to give during sex: Blowjob 4. Favorite thing to recieve during sex: it's a tie between a spanking and having my nipples twisted 5. Most times you had sex in one night (doesn't have to be with the same person): 17 6. Ok now i'm curious, most people in one night: one 7. Ever had sex with the same sex? No 8. Do you want to? No, not my cup of tea but u never know what might happen during a 3some. Anything above the belt is ok. 9. Anything you'd like to try but haven't, and why? can't think of anything, I've been lucky - oh wait a 3some 4 some more some 10. Do you like to watch people have sex? I'd rather be having the sex, but someone has to holdthe camera I guess 11. Do you like to be watched having sex? Yes 12. Ever try anal? Yes ain't nothing wrong with the butt love 13. Ever been /thrown an orgy? no 14. E

Wrath And Condemnation
As we venture through the Elysian Fields and to the holy abysmal depths of hell we begin to see the message. The message that was said to have been lost eons ago. As we present this message that’ll shake this world it will be but a figment of the imagination since nothing presents good news than subliminal messages in the ear. These messages that we saw was part of a script that we shall proclaim it with exaltation. In exaltation we say: These beginnings of an ending are so unclear yet these endings of a beginning are so unclear also. Although this could be understood or misunderstood like an idea. Therefore we compromise the ideas that The beginnings of any beginning are clear-and-the endings of any ending are also clear. To such an extent thy can be so clear and nearly precise that the slightest provocation will not cause a flinch. To such an extent they can be so blurry with muddled obsolete that disorder and chaos are friends. To such an extent there is tha

Sean
A lone candle flickers in the wind an unheard scream could mean the end From the distance he comes to me such radiant beauty I don't deserve to see A dream come to life my life I can now handle the flame of two now the burning of one candle My happiness returned all I need is his touch can think of no other no other do I love this much My pain is eased by his caring ways I live to see him through the unbearable days Nothing else matters when I have you my cries have been answered and anything for you I'd do ~~November 26, 2006

Wild Sex 101
S&M clubs, nude parties, porn, X-rated romps rule at Columbia Famed as a hotbed of debate over academic freedom, New York's most elite school is also a playpen for sexual hijinks, sophomoric antics and the wacky indulgences of the children of the rich. While their parents shell out $33,246 a year in tuition, Columbia University students doff their clothes at naked parties, flock to sex toys workshops, broadcast porn on campus TV, bake anatomically correct pies for the "Erotic Cake-Baking Contest" and heat up the steps of the Low Library in a mass makeout session called the "Big Kiss." And of course, there's always the stimulating game, "Guess the Number of Condoms in the Jelly-Bean Jar." Others volunteer for the bullwhip at Conversio Virium, the university-sanctioned S&M club that means "exchange of power" in Latin. It calls itself a "discussion group" that provides "education and peer support" and promotes "safe, sane and consensual play." But the club doesn't just talk.

Wrote For My Angel Eyes
AN ANGEL CAME TO ME IN THE EVE OF THE NIGHT HOLDING THIS CANDEL HER SMILE JUST AS BRIGHT I ASKED HER WHAT IT WAS SHE NEEDED TO GO AND ALL SHE REPLYED WITH IS FOR ME TO REMEBER HER SO AND IN THAT MOMENT OF GRACE AND LOVE I REMEBERED HER BEAUTY AND LOVE THE WAY HER EYES GLOWED WHEN A LAUGHTER WOULD ESCAPE HER SOUL.. I DIDENT KNOW THIS ANGEL FROM BEFOR BUT SHE SEND YOU THIS MESSAGE FROM HER HEART.. YOUR HER BROTHER AND SHE LOVES YOU SO DONT CRY CUSE SHE IS GONE, CRY WHEN YOU HEAR LAUGHTER OR SEE HER APPER SHE IS ALWAYS WITH YOU TO HOLD YOU NEAR.... DOLLFACE.

Question And An Answer
"What are UFOs? Time Machines, with people from the future. Where do they keep going? To the past." What if there was no higher power controlling our fate or destiny, but instead a team of humans from the future, keeping time in the order it happened, never changing anything?

To Whom It May Concern...part Vii...
hi angel... i've missed you...missed your voice...missed your smile...your eyes... this heart..if only you could see...maybe you're too blind to see or maybe you chose not to...either way...it doesn't matter...what i feel is unconditional... i kept asking myself...if i've come to the last page of the last chapter...what's next?? maybe you're right...maybe we'll never meet...but i can always dream... if i tear my chest apart...rip out my heart and offer it to you ...(lol...most probably you'd run away...)... would you believe my love is pure and true??? looks like it's going to be another sleepless night... somehow i'm beginning to derive a distorted..perverted pleasure from this heartbreak... i'll wait for you in your dream... still yours... rain

Where?
Where do I belong? Right now I don't feel like I belong anywhere. I feel like wherever I am people just tolerate me. I guess that's what I search for the most, is a place I feel like I am welcome and would be missed if I was not there. Sorry for the rant. Tim

Application For Permission To Date My Daughter
APPLICATION FOR PERMISSION TO DATE MY DAUGHTER NOTE: This application will be incomplete and rejected unless accompanied by a complete financial statement, job history, family genealogy, DNA samples and current medical report from your doctor. 1. NAME _______________________________ DATE OF BIRTH ________________ 2. HEIGHT ____________________ WEIGHT __________ I.Q _______ G.P.A.______ 3. SOCIAL SECURITY # _____________ DRIVERS LICENSE # __________________ 4. BOY SCOUT RANK____________________________________________________ 5. HOME ADDRESS _________________ CITY/STATE ___________ ZIP _________ 6. Do you have one MALE and one FEMALE parent?___________________________ If No., EXPLAIN ___________________________________________________ 7. Number of years your parents have been married ____________________________ 8. Do you own a van? ______ A truck with oversized tires? ______ A waterbed? _______ Do you have an earring, nose ring, tattoo or belly button ring?

Ck Contest
Yes thats right im doing another contest.. Cutest kids contest... think your kids are cute? of course you do so send me a pic.. Everyone who particpates in the contest will win some sort of prize.... Contest Will start November 30th @ 6am central time send pics here>>>,JO JO@ CherryTAP

A World Of Confusion
a world of confusion round and round I go again watching my life spin out of control to many choices yet again so many wishing to help willing to protect me from myself why I ask you? you want to protect me? I am who I am Would you love me for that and nothing else Live in this hell by my side I LOVE YOU! Ive heard to so many times Said it many more each time losing more of myself giving in to a darkness that eats me alive would you dare to live in my darkness dare to love me in my darkness! as we go round and round our lives now beyond our control...

Season's Of Change???
from darkness and dead of night i wake, not sure if this is reality or just a dream ,does it really matter ? i mean what is my reason for living on this "god-forsaken" planet? is there one ? no i think not maybe it's all in my head ,and if thats the case then i must be sure to thank soceity for i am a result of all their constant nagging,bitching,and whatever else you may feel to call it . i call it bullshit ramblings of american soceity. people dont care how i turn out just as long as i pay my taxes and child support. if i fail either one of these they think that jail will reform me into a better person . well ya wanna know something? IT DOES NOT WORK THAT WAY! you cannot change a person if they dont want to change.dont get me wrong ,i'm willing to change but not to make you happy ,who cares what you think of me , i am me and that is how i will always be nothing more nothing less. i'm sorry if you dont like what i'm saying but it's the truth. you want change? then you change ,because

Sweet Sensations
Sweet Sensations I've seen you eyeing me baby. Yea, come here. Oooo, I love to watch the way your hips move as you walk that sexy ass my way. Bring me a little something, babygirl. I see it in your eyes. Mmmm, yea that's right. Hand in hand, holding on Do what you want to me baby, just bring it on I'll be your lover Honey, but only for tonight Don't worry baby, I'll make sure I bite. Your Lips so suckaliciously sweet Damn baby, where do you wanna meet? Yea..Your kinky angel, No i don't mind I'm pretty frisky too so you'll find. Running your fingers across my soft skin God the way you feel, should've been a sin No don't worry, yea touch me right there Damn it baby, I love the smell of your silky hair. It's my turn now angel, no don't you fear Yea, i'll touch you...mmm right here. Man the way you moan, brings the demon out in me What's that? You want it to be free? I know i said this was only for tonight But the way you taste right now, puts my emotions

To Find A Special
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE W ROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT." LEARN

Contest
COMON GIRL i WILL BE STARTED THE CONTEST IN 1 MORE DAY SO PLEASE SEND ME THE PIC OF YOU IN A BAKINI OR BATHING SUIT ANY ONE YOU HAVE I WILL TAKE CUZ I WOULD LOVE TO SEE WHO WINS I THING IS WOULD BE FUN AND YOU CAN GET MORE POPUALRITY AND GET MORE FRIENDS SO AND WEN A CONTEST AND GRAG ABOUT IT SO WELL PLEASE YOU PEOPLE WITH BAKINI'S OR BATHING SUIT LET SEE YOUR PICS I WILL TELL YOU IF YOU WIN I WILL SEND YOU A PIC OF A TOPHY AND UNDER IT THE CONTEST YOU WON ON YOUR SITE SO YOU CAN POST IT ON YOUR SITE TO SHOW EVERY ONE YOU WON THE CONTEST PLUS I WILL SEND YOU GIFTS THAT WILL VERY ON WHAT I GET DURING THE CONTEST SI IF PEOPLE ARE KIND YOU WILL END UP WITH A PRETTY BIG GIFT CUA IT EILL BER A PERCENTAGE OF WHAT I GET FROM THE CONTEST I WISH I COULD GIVE CHERRY BUCKS BUT I AM NOT ABBE TO

Thank You
I just want to thank all my friends that have stopped by to show luv. Sorry I haven’t responded to you all individually but it’s been kind of hectic in my world right now. But I wanted all you to know that I do appreciate your comments and I do read them and my emails. Courtesy of MsTags.com Thanks again Harleysportee69 Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com

Friendship
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE W ROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT." LEARN

I'm Bored
I'm really bored. To the point where even this is not entertaining me. Which means I need to get out of the house. Which I really should do something semi-worth while since I have to work all weekend. However, there really isn't much to do. When I was younger, I used to always think when I finally got my license and own car, I'd go places all the time, even by myself, but...no...I don't do that often LoL. I already went shopping yesterday so I have no reason to go out to the mall, and not yet being 21 (until March!), it doesn't leave me with any other options. Oh well, I'm pretty sure all my friends are busy, so I'll just make my brother come with me to Wal-Mart or something. When all else fails, there's always Wal-Mart!

Bowling Night
It a normal Wednesday night, I had bowled in a leage for several years now. My good friend and I joined together, it was our night out to blow off the steam. We always drank and had a great time while bowling. Every night after bowling if one of us was sober enough to drive we would drive 30 miles to a strip club and party it up for a couple hours before going home and this night would be no differant.......at least we thought. All night long the bowling alley was kickin especially the pool tables. Now we just so happen to have the lanes closest to the tables that night. In and out came people to play. I was having one of the best nights of my life bowling and the guys just kept buying me beer after beer. These 2 chics came in about the start of our third game, now half drunk and having fun it was odvious we was checking them out when they walked by in there tight jeans and low cut tops. As the third game progressed we would ocasionlly peek around the wall to have another look and we

Step By Step Shoutcast Setup
Ok the cool peeps at the request lounge are having some tech issues so this is for them. Requirements (aside from your computer and an internet connection. 1. Winamp 5.x (http://www.winamp.com/player/free.php) 2. Shoutcast Plugins ( http://www.shoutcast.com/downloads/shoutcast-dsp-1-9-0-windows.exe) 3. Shoutcast Server (http://www.shoutcast.com/download/license.phtml) 1. Install winamp, following the onscreen instructions. Then run it once and play an mp3 to make sure it's running properly. 2. Then install the Shoutcast DSP plugin for winamp, as well as the Server, these both come with basic on screen instructions. 3. Restart Winamp (this is important) 4. Go to you Shoutcast folder and open the file sc_serv.cfg make sure to change the Passwords (2 of them) you may also want to change the lines PublicServer= to Always, and AllowPublicRelay= to yes 5. Save and close the config file. Then run sc_serv.exe 6. go back to winamp, press CTRL+P to bring up preferences wi

If You Wanna Be Better Than Myspace, You Have To Remember!
If you wanna be better than myspace, you have to remember that most people cant upload (installers) or any programs to their work computers. Therefore, having a photo installer is useless...just a thought! Ben

Just Letting U Know What He Said To Me On Yahoo Messenger. And Let Me Know If Part Of This Sounds Like A Threat
b33rs3rgio_with_issues (12/1/2006 9:41:27 AM): remember i have numbers and know where u live > > beerchic (12/1/2006 9:42:31 AM): cute profile > b33rs3rgio_with_issues (12/1/2006 9:42:41 AM): ty im not done with it > beerchic (12/1/2006 9:42:53 AM): ok > b33rs3rgio_with_issues (12/1/2006 9:43:19 AM): lol have fun u wore out old whore > beerchic (12/1/2006 9:43:24 AM): ok > b33rs3rgio_with_issues (12/1/2006 9:43:55 AM): no wonder ur ex left ur ass > > b33rs3rgio_with_issues (12/1/2006 9:45:39 AM): well net whores usually arent lonely > beerchic (12/1/2006 9:51:35 AM): k > b33rs3rgio_with_issues (12/1/2006 9:57:54 AM): oh and btw im not mad vickie me and others think the way ur acting if very very funny > beerchic (12/1/2006 9:58:24 AM): i dont care what they think > b33rs3rgio_with_issues (12/1/2006 9:58:35 AM): hey my buddy seen ur pics that is here he wants to know if he can have some old whore meat to > beerchic (12/1/2006 9:58:56 AM): whatever > b33rs3rgio_with_issu

Let's Be Friends: The Male Kiss Of Death
Let's Be Friends: The Male Kiss of Death I don't know when this started exactly. but i do know that particular phrase always means "sorry charlie, you dont cut it." Lord I wish you guys had Charlie Singleton's Cd "Man on a Mission". But the words are as Follows: She said Sorry Charlie, every night i pace the floor. Love is through, but life goes on without you, I dont wanna see you anymore.... She said Sorry Charlie, Im sure you've had dear Johns before, yes its true, so Close the door behind you, I guess i just dont love you anymore... how close is that to what really happens? (when a movie is made of my life, this song is definately gonna be in the sound track) can you see how the woman has been deliberating for a while about this decision. "every night i pace the floor" suggests she has been in this state for a while. Suddenly she comes to a conclusion, I dont wanna see you any more. No chance of reconciliation. Life is sure to go on without you. I promise if this was told t

Denne Natten / This Night (author: Alexander Shaumyan )
This Night (for Teresa) This night is our pride. We've danced together like two wild flowers-- stalk to stalk, crown to crown, we've made love under the canopy of stars. We recited strange poetry and ate exotic foods, we dreamt each other's faces-- you appeared soft and delicate, playful and dreamy like the Northern Lights-- my beauty of Norway, my star, my love, my sun! Denne natten (til Teresa) Denne natten er vår stolthet. Vi har danset sammen som to ville blomster stilk med stilk krone med krone, vi har elsket under stjernebaldakinen. Vi leste opp ukjente dikter og spiste eksotiske måltider, vi drømte om hverandres ansikter. Du viste deg bløt og fin, leken og drømmende som Aurora Borealis-- min skjønnhet av Norge, min stjerne, min elskede, min sol! Copyright ©2006 by Alexander Shaumyan AShaumyan@ CherryTAP

Got This In An Email Today, Thought I'd Share...
Babs Miller was bagging some early potatoes for me. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas........ I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas,I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr.Miller and the ragged boy next to me. "Hello Barry, how are you today?" "H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. Sure look good." "They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?" "Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time." "Good. Anything I can help you with?" "No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas." "Would you like to take some home?" "No, Sir. Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with." "Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?" "All I got's my prize marble here." "Is that right? Let me see it." "Here 'tis. She's a dandy." "I can see that Hmmmmm, only th

Pagan Wedding In The News
No it was not me but it shows that pagans may be getting at least some acceptance by the public If the Pictures don't show up try the links provided http://hanovereveningsun.travidia.com/SS/Page.aspx?sstarg=&facing=false&secid=25101&pagenum=1 http://hanovereveningsun.travidia.com/SS/Page.aspx?secid=25101&pagenum=2&sstarg=&facing=false&

Who Says Men Don't Remember Anniversaries
Who Says Men Don't Remember Anniversaries A woman awakes during the night to find that her husband was not in their bed. She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee in front him. He appears deep in thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wipes a tear from his eye and takes a sip of coffee. "What's the matter, dear?" she whispers as she steps into the room. "Why are you down here at this time of night?" The husband looks up, "Do you remember 20 years ago when we were dating, and you were only 17?" he asks solemnly. The wife is touched thinking her husband is so caring and sensitive. "Yes, I do," she replies. The husband pauses. The words are not coming easily. "Do you remember when you father caught us in the back seat of my car?" "Yes, I remember," says the wife, lowering herself into a chair beside him. The husband continues..."Do you remember when he shoved a shotgun i

A Message To All Men.... About Women
A recent event in my life of a couple made me ponder some issues we as men have and need to first admit and then fix. Mate being either your wife or Girlfriend. Selflessness in the dictionary is defines as "without a thought for one's self. So men we need to ask ourselves in my relationship's with women wether there friends or companions do I practice this act of selflessness. What do i mean? Well, First and foremost we need to realize having respect for a women is the only way they will respect us. I believe one of the most awesome feelings in this world is the respect and trust of the women in our life. It's something we can be proud of because that's one thing no matter what women give us freely, is something earned not given. I believe in trusting someone until they give you a reason not to but respect comes in the form of how they view our fruits. If we are living everyday as a man of integrity and value, and when we do slip and fail how we deal with the failure. I'm not saying we

Grrrrrrrr
Why is it everytime i start to like a guy...it seems i get pushed aside for another damn bitch...I know i am not the greatest looking person on the face of the earth...or have that barbie doll figure...but hey i do have a heart and soul..

Ok Wo Wants To Play...
> This is called the "SEXY GAME" > > > Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... > > yes or no > > [] I want your number > [] Pretty/Cute > [] Hottie > [] Sexy > [] Gorgeous > [] Amazingly Beautiful > [] I'd take you home in a second > [] I'd make out with you right now > [] I'd Hit it > [] No, I dont like you like that > [] I love you > [] Wanna hook up? > > > Dear _________, > I ____ you. > You have a nice ______. > You make me _______. > You should _______. > Someday I will ______. > You + me = ________. > If I saw you now I'd __________. > I want to ________ you. > I would build a _______ just for you. > If I could sing you any song it would be _________. > We could __________ under the stars. > Love, > _______________ > > (P.S. ______________.) > > > > Would you kiss me? > [] Hell Yea > [] Yes > [] No > [] Maybe > [] already did > > Would you do me? > [] In an instant! > [

Torn Desire
I am desired by many, Of all different races and faces. They want to claim me as their one and only. They love my smile, they love my style. My Eyes drive them men wild. Their captivated by my charms, yet they want to embrace me in their arms. All Because my personality is so unique. Not so many woman can compete! For the man I once come to love is yet to be no more. But yet so many men come knocking on my door. As for the guy I truely seek, He just tells me to take a flying leap. He claims I have a heart of gold. Yet he doesn't want me to hold. DAMN! Life can be so cold! So whats a girl to do when she has know one to hold? Except the fate that has been told, and just be a little bold. Guard the heart and come to understand he just wasn't ready to be your man. To attempt to love another is just asking for nothing but trouble. In time you shall see the importance and value of what love can really be!!

Pissed
I hate it when I post messages on my friends page, but they won't show the same respect. I also hate when ppl try and say I come on a page and don't post a hi, YES I DO (you never notice), but you never give me the same respect back! Stop Whining, you do the same thing!!!! I would also like to know why these ppl have thousands of friends, do you ever respond to all of them, I don't think so. So it's not really a friend, it's for popularity!

Thanks Baby You Know Who You Are
For You Are The One For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see your pics My heart skips a beat. For you define sexii In both body and mind Your so damn sexi face More sexier than I'll ever find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love.

Dec. 5 2006
The UnLoved has Returned once again… his stay will not be for long… For you see, this world is not his home… He is still searching….. Although soon, he will fade away….. Will He return again? Only if he doesen’t find what it is he searches for

Love Is A Wonderful Feeling
i feel in love along time ago.. to the man i married he has been there for me threw thick and thin and i thank god every day that hes a part of my life,,, i have a wonderful life a wonderful daughter and all is very well.. just thought this would be a good thought got my first blog!!!!!

Treat Me Well; You Will Be In My Life Forever
Hmmmm. Well, first off, some of you think I am beautiful and I thank you for that--there are so many truly beautiful women in this world, I do not compare. Until only months ago, did I ever do this myspace thing, I never realized the possibilities of people in this world liking me for who I am, and not something I have that's desirable. I've always considered myself unpretty, and very unphotogenic. For some reason, one of the most perfect men on this Earth ran into me when I was 21 and actually saw something in me and liked me. I've been married now for 13 years. Even though I had prepared myself in life, with 3 degrees, to be independent and confident; I am a pharmacist, and damn good at it. I am slightly burned out from the partying of age 17-21, and the 100 rock concerts I graced myself with right off the soundboards, the latter still for some reason magnetizes me for more. I am drawn, it will not go away. But, I also am drawn in another way as well. My friends tend to be guy

Birthday And Love Life
Your Birthdate: December 11 You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move. It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone. Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

As We Grow
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin!

Rocky Balboa...
What's the big deal?....Part of my vacation plans included going to the Art Museum in Philly and running the steps that Sylvester Stalone ran up in the movie Rocky...when we got there..there was this dude all dressed in the same "outfit" Rocky had on in the movie...the grey sweats and the beanie cap...you know? Anyhow..he was running down the stairs and he was being filmed by a big film crew. There were some other people not associated with any of it..just walking up the stairs. So, in my jeans and coat I ran up the steps...and some other bystanders started to applaud...We were all laughing...I got to the top..and turned to run back down...my friend took a picture...everyone was laughing and clapping...because as I got 3/4 of the way back down and caught up with the film crew...I pointed to my feet and said.."So, what's the big deal with these MEN???...I just did it in high heeled boots!...LMAO....

25 Things To Keep In Mind
25 Phrases Of Wisdom 1. If you're too open minded, your brains will fall out. 2. Age is a very high price to pay for maturity. 3. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than going to a garage makes you a mechanic. 4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 5. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. 6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. 7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 8. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission. 9. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program. 10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. 12. A conscience is what hurts when all your other parts feel so good. 13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. 14. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. D

What's New?
Well, its December 9th of 2006..My son in 11 months old today n just recently me n his father have gotten back together..hopefully for good this time. He's been talkin about marriage, gettin a place of our own. I think its all finally coming together n i hope it stay this way.

It's All Cumming Together
Nov. 15th -I quit BaadMaster's Dungeon.Dec. 2nd -Unknown to Me, I recieved the KSEX Listeners Choice Award,for the catagory ofSHOW WITH BEST VARIETY IN ON-AIR CONTENT(OUT OF A POSSIBLE 18 SHOWS, INCLUDING PAST AND PRESENT)Dec. 6thI was a presenter at the Rock City Music Awards and while there,I was hired as the co-host on Johnny Gunn's R.A.T.v. Dec. 8thI just got the message that My pay check that had been accumulating for11 weeks unpaid is now ready and waiting for Me, along with the statuetI am to recieve as token for winning the award at KSEX on the 2nd,It really is true...The harder you work the luckier you get.Is it too much to ask that I be lucky enough to not PMS right now? I'm actinglike Medusa! I feel like I could possible look like her at the moment as well. I want to hissss at everyone!

Manners And Respect?
To set the scene, I am a bit drunk. I just got home from a local bar on a sunday night. They have a open mic every Sunday. My first beef is with the people who play on open mic who that as soon as they are done playing, them and their friends leave. What is up with that? Everyone sits through your set, good or bad, and give your props. What about the people who play after you? Are they not good enough for you? If this only happen once in a while, that be cool. But just about 98% of the people who play leave as soon as they are done. That is just plan rude. Am I wrong? Next, I had a table by myself tonight. I left my drink on the table and got up to take a piss. Only to get back to my table to find my drink gone and my table takin' my 3 guys and 2 gals. What the fuck? So that is what I said when I walk up to my table. They just look at me and say nothing. So I ask, where is my drink? They are like, I do not know. So again I am like, what the fuck? Nothing from these asses. Not

Give To Life
Monday, December 11, 2006 Give to life Get this week off to a great start. Reach into yourself, grab something of real and meaningful value, and give it to the world. There is something truly beautiful within you that is longing to be expressed. Let it out where it can see the light of day and, more importantly, where others can benefit from it too. Set aside your worries, anxieties and frustrations and touch the part of you that knows how beautiful life can be. Allow your natural creativity to be ignited as you work to give life a gift that is uniquely you. To be truly fulfilled, you must make space for that fulfillment. Give of yourself and open up a place within you where that fulfillment can find a home. Look around you right now and you'll see countless opportunities to make a difference in your own special way. Every time you do, you'll experience how absolutely right it feels. That is what true success feels like. And it can be yours this very moment. --

This Is More Me Not Raelly I Just Like The Pic
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Mermaid0%WereWolf0%Dragon0%Faerie0%Demon0%Angel0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Wow I Finally Did It!!
I finally got around to playing World of Warcraft, it is a curse and a blessing. I truly enjoy the game, though I have found this game truly addictive. I am normally a FPS type not RPG so this is a big change.

I Wonder...
Jennelle Location of Death: Sterling, VA Date of Death: 12/12/2038 1:05:15 PM Last Person Called: Raymon Last Number Dialed: (815) 213-584* Autoposy Performed: Yes Date of Autoposy: 12/12/2038 5:05:15 PM Cause of Death: Heart Attack See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game

New Pics
hello to all my friends and fans as u noticed ive not been on here for a while due to someone stealing my password, but im back and ive added new pics so stop by and check them out rate them and hopefully admire them

Best Break Up Letter Ever
A Marine stationed in Afghanistan recently received a "Dear John" letter from his girlfriend back home. It read as follows: Dear Ricky, I can no longer continue our relationship. The distance between us is just too great. I must admit that I have cheated on you twice since you've been gone, and it's not fair to either of us. I'm sorry. Please return the picture of me that I sent to you. Love, Becky The Marine, with hurt feelings, asked his fellow Marines for any snapshots they could spare of their girlfriends, sisters, ex-girlfriends, aunts, cousins etc. In addition to the picture of Becky, Ricky included all the other pictures of the pretty gals he had collected from his buddies. There were 57 photos in that envelope, along with this note: Dear Becky, I'm so sorry, but I can't quite remember who the f-k you are. Please take your picture from the pile, and send the rest back to me. Take Care, Ricky

A Yule I've Longed For
So long I have waited to be with a good man during Yule. Now I have one. I am So ecstacic I got man. that loves me and my kids. He Treats me like gold and has asked me to be his wife.. I acnt wait to be his bride. There are still good men out there. and im so happy and lucky I found mine.

Sick Of Fairy Emails?
Ok BE HONEST...how many of you REALLY ENJOY getting little angel love notes from every person in your address book? You know the ones *I love you so here's a too cutesy angel and some mushy poem to prove it...* ~~ BLEH!! Like the cute wasn't bad enough, THEN they FORCE you by threatening bad luck if you don't send it on to others and back to them to prove you read the email! A vicious circle! Here's my version: YOU'VE BEEN TAGGED BY THE GOOD LUCK ANGEL! HE'S GOOD LUCK BECAUSE HE PROBABLY MADE YOU SMILE. I KNOW I SMILED. WHEN YOU'RE FINISHED TRYING TO SEE UP HIS LOINCLOTH......AND YOU JUST LOOKED AGAIN, DIDN'T YOU? WHY NOT SEND THIS ON TO SOME OF YOUR GIRLFRIENDS TO MAKE THEM SMILE, TOO? DON'T SEND IT BACK TO ME. I JUST GOT ALL THE DROOL OUT OF MY KEYBOARD

Understanding Crazy
Endless memories flood through my mind like water over stones upon a mighty river. Lacking the capability of building a dam strong enough to hold them back, I dive head first into the river, surrounding myself with the torturous beauty of good times remembered. Sometimes they seem so far away, so distant, I wonder if they ever happened. The sky opens up with firey rain, each drop sizzling on my skin like bacon. My skin smells like bacon......can this be true? My body feels a new coat, one of wirey hairs, course and dense. Could it be? Am I the swine? Raised to butcher, to fill the bellys of others? Perhaps I shouldn't swim in the river that flows through my mind on a Tuesday again. My bad.

Christmas Message From Iraq-god Bless Our Troops And Thier Families
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Be Gentle, It's My First Time Doing This.
Hey everyone! I don't know if anyone is interested in this, (I don't have tits and well.. that's about it.) but I thought I would make it a little easier to get to know me (or about me, if for some reason you feel the need to.) First off, I'm in the Navy, divorced twice, have 3 amazing boys, and I am a nerd. (... and a sudden vaccum is created by the outgoing rush of whatever women had stopped by.) I read too much and my jokes are really funny if you have the right sense of humor. Currently single, not really looking for a girlfriend, (but am always taking applications...) but if I were, my experiences have taught me that I want someone with intelligence and a great sense of humor. (And it's always good if they have low standards, but to date me, I think you have to have them.) Redheads have always been a weakness of mine, but I never figured out why (they always get me in trouble). I love the Princess Bride, no it's not a chick flick. I'm a big movie and comic book buff. One

Tornado Pimp Out!
Do you know this sweetheart yet? If not you really need to....Go visit my friend here "RH" and help him to level up....Has about 100 points to go....BLOW HIM UP AND GET HIM THERE FOR ME!! Hugs and kisses to you all Click this link: TheRH@ CherryTAP

People Watching... Part One.
Dear girl with the swollen eyes, please do yourself a favor and wear sunglasses at all times. i was sitting in front of you at the cornell graduation on saturday... in front and off to your right, and i am sure you noticed me staring you down. i couldn't help it. you have the biggest eyes i have ever seen on a girl... or a creature... at all. they kind of reminded me of ostrich eggs. now, let me explain something... when i say that they were large... or... ENORMOUS... i don't mean that they were big and pretty. sweetheart... i was surprised that your eyelids fit over those bulging gooey wet things. when you laughed... and you did... a lot... like a twelve year old talking about sex... i thought they were going to explode. i was afraid that i was going to have to run off and call an emt... i couldn't help but make jokes about you. it almost made me feel bad... keyword: almost. (remember boys and girls... i am a self proclaimed cunt of a woman) i honestly wond

Advice To Women From Men:
...Never buy a 'new' brand of beer because 'it was on sale.' ...If we're in the backyard and the TV in the den is on, that doesn't mean we're not watching it. ...Don't tell anyone we can't afford a new car. Tell them we don't want one. ...Whenever possible please try to say whatever you have to say during commercials. ...Please don't drive when you're not driving. ...Don't feel compelled to tell us how all the people in your stories are related to one another: We're just nodding, waiting for the punchline ...The quarterback who just got pummeled isn't trying to be brave. He's just not crying. Big difference! ...When the waiter asks if everything's okay, a simple 'Yes' is fine

Some Things Men Can Say When Getting Caught Looking At Another Woman
"I can't believe that outfit she is wearing"; (said disdainfully). "Look at that guy!... Over there... behind the woman." "I think that's a man dressed as a woman!" "Isn't that the actress from the movie Delicatessen?" (Chances are she hasn't seen that movie - and neither have you, but you will get brownie points naming a foreign film, and it will be just obtuse enough to distract her. "I think that's the girl I knew from high school who eventually joined a convent (or was committed to an asylum) and turned out to be a real nut case." "Help me, I got something in my eye... can't see a thing!" "Hey that's the loser I dumped in order to go out with you. Boy am I glad I ever got away from her. What a moron." "I was just thinking how I felt sorry for her - since she can never hold a candle to you!" (This one might only get you punched, but its worth a try.) "Do you think she's prettier than me?" (Give her a taste of her own medicine!)

Birthday
WELL HERE U GO NEXT WEEK ON CHRISTMAS IS MY 37TH BIRTHDAY. I'M PISSED AT MY EX.. FIRST YESTERDAY THE 18TH WAS MY DAUGHTERS 18TH BIRTHDAY AND SHE FINALLY CALLED ME BC SHE HAD TO BC AT FIRST HER DAD WOULD NOT LET HER CALL ME THIS IS MY THING I WAS THE ONE WHO WAS PREGNANT WITH HER FOR NINE MONTHS AND I WAS THE ONE WHO WAS IN LABOR WITH HER FOR 23 HRS NOT HIM WHAT GIVES HIM THE FUCKING RIGHT TO TELL HER SHE CAN'T CALL HER MOM.. IF IT WASN'T FOR ME SHE WOULD NOT BE HERE...ITS HIS TIME TO HAVE HER FOR THE HOLIDAYS NEXT YEAR IT IS MINE SO IT JUST PISSES ME OFF WHEN HE TELLS HER THAT SHE CAN'T CALL ME... ANOTHER THING I TURN 37 IN 6 DAY YES MY BIRTHDAY IS CHRISTMAS DAY..THAT SUCKS I DO HAVE TO SAY THIS YEAR I GOT A GREAT CHRISTMAS PRESENT MY BOYFRIEND ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM AND I SAID YES TO HIM AND I GOT A VERY PRETTY ENGAGEMENT RING TOO..HE HAS BEEN THE BEST THING TO ME IN A LONG TIME.. I JUST WISH MY CHILDREN WERE HERE TO MAYBE I'M BEING A LIL SELFISH BUT I THINK I HAVE THAT RIGHT... PLZ TE

Iigh Peeps Make Me Feel Better
this shit so fucking sucks... last nite i was fine i woke up this morning feeling shity i called my doc got in today and came home with strep and the flu floating around in my body.... so make me feel better cause i feel like shit right now...

12-20-2006 4:37 Am Wow An Early Night Ha Ha
They say it takes a minute to find a special person,an hour to appreciate them,a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them. I read this quote earlier in the evening... could it be true... I am not one to fall in love often, in fact I can only think of one time my entire life that I have been in love... but it seems that when I do I fall hard and fast... is this wrong of me... Is it wrong of me to fall so fast...I must work this out so bare with me... I have met someone pretty damn incredible... wow... I spoke with him on the phone for three hours tonight and I was sad to say goodnight... we agreed, that we are on the same level... we have the same types of thoughts, we think about the same things, and the funny thing is they arent normal thoughts... they are the type of thoughts that really do make sense, but most people just dont understand... the things that keep me awake at night are on his mind also... and we can pretty much complete each others sentences... its

Up Coming Bithday !!
Well you know that your getting old when no one makes a fuss over you birhtday any more..... My birthday is comeing up in 4 day and to my family its christmas eve!!!!!!!!!Not my birthday .....It will ok i guess. So i will live.. well anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME .. If for some reason.. they change the mind i will let you al know have a great christmas all

To Everyone Who Supposily Cares And Understands
I am gonna buy a few gifts for people who have been the sweetest to me on here. I have 11,000 cherry bucks. Once I have bought everyone a gift, unfortunatley I will be deleting my profile off Cherry Tap. I love Cherry Tap, but too much drama and heart break has happend on here for me. And there for I am gonna remove myself from it. So if your a good friend and think u deserve a gift from Cry Baby, hit me up before friday and I will give u a gift for christmas. Then I will dissapear. If you all need to get a hold of me for some odd reason, u can reach me @ http://www.myspace.com/xdevils_playmatex. My myspace will soon be gone as well, but only good friends and family may see it or visit that page or contact me. Any questions let me know! Cry Baby

Sex - Sex - And More Sex
Seems like if I write about sex on here I might actually get a hit on my blog..Damn it is just like a real bar. I could write a real sweet short story or bad ass poem about sex and some nice things to try..I said nice now - Choke me I like it...Or do I ? Come on gals and guys I'm still alil new here give me a clue please. Guess I need to learn how to work this site,lol... Anyways........Sex - making love - or living for the moment IT IS AWESOME....Nothing else like it..

Racism
ok, im sorry to have to do this in a blog, but i just want it to be very very clear to everyone that i do not condone racism and i will not tolerate it from my friends either, so if you are a racist please delete me from your list, thank you. just let me add that it is ok to be proud of who and where you come from, but you do not have to hate others to do that, so please stop the racism!

A Second Chance
Oh lonely days have I done spent. Many an hour has gone and went. But the times shall soon turn around. The good from within shall be heaven bound. The evil shall get a chance to make things right. Oh lonely days shall beome lonely night. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne 1994

Ten Ways To Worry Less And Accomplish More
Ten Ways to Worry Less and Accomplish More By Author Unknown 1. Don't think of problems as difficulties. Think of them as opportunities for action. 2. After you've done your best to deal with a situation, avoid speculating about the outcome. Forget it and go onto the next thing. 3. Keep busy. Keep the 24 hours of your day filled with these three ingredients: work, recreation, and sleep. Don't allow yourself time for abstract thinking. 4. Don't concern yourself with things you can't do anything about. Armchair generals don't win battles, but they do have nervous breakdowns. 5. For the time being anyway, eliminate daydreaming completely. Stop building air castles. 6. Don't procrastinate. Putting off an unpleasant task until tomorrow simply gives you more time for your imagination to make a mountain out a possible molehill. More time for anxiety to sap your self-confidence. Do it now, brother, do it now. 7. Don't pour woes and anxieties to other people. You d

Santa
I love Santa's Penis. It's lit by Rudolph's nose. And every time it's Christmas Eve. Santa's Penis grows. And grows. It's red and big and jolly, And pops up once a year, When Christmas time comes around, Santa's penis is here. If you are a nice girl, And your stocking's not full of coal, Santa will let you nibble, On his jolly red North Pole, But If you want to taste it, Santa's little prick, You'll have to first check, With his wife, Mrs. St. Nick, Santa's Penis goes away, After his annual Christmas flight, So Merry Christmas to all, And to all a merry night.

Not Going To Be On Until Tomorrown Night
well had a death call today, picked up the body, tomorrow was going to be a day off tomorrow, but the family wants the funeral tomorrow. So we have to get the body and every thing ready tonight for tomorrows funeral. I am just on a break now, had to get something to eat. and going back over there. and when i get home going to bed and getting up early tomorrow to finish the finial prep. Oh, FYI, This will be the first funeral I have been in charge of. But the family really seems to like me, but I will have a lic funeral director from another funeral home watching over me the whole time, to make it legal and to critic me for the owner of the funeral home, so I best do it well. Well talk to you all something saturday afternoon or saturday night, take care.

Rip The Pic To Use As Primary If You Disagree With The New Spamrules
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Avn Nomination!!!
Oh My GOD!!! Fetish Zone, the series of fetish films released by Strap-on Sirens/Ignite Video is one of the series nominated for AVN's Best Speciality Series!!! In this series are several names (or faces) that you have seen in My posts, as well as along side My name on various other web sites. Fetish Zone 1: Kick Him When He's Down- Julie Simone (Guest of Honor along side Me at DomCon Atlanta & formerly of DOI- thanks to her, I am on this list) Fetish Zone 2: Blackmailed & Sissified- Chantz Fortune (producer & director, and one of My phone group's Mistresses) Fetish Zone 3: Teased & Denied- Mistress Genevieve (Me) Fetish Zone 4: Corruption by Nurse Whackit- Helena Hart (also formerly of DOI-) Fetish Zone 5: Bound to Talk- Aiden Starr (aka Mistress Lolita - DOI-) Fetish Zone 6: Tranny Domme- Gia Darling Fetish Zone 7: Tranny Domme 2- Anita Cannibal (the co-host I replaced on KSEX) Ms. Genevieve 1

Elf Yourself Repost
To everyone. Check out this elf. If you can't open the link copy and paste it to your browser. It is fun and you can send it to all your friends. You add your own photo and then the elf does a dance. Great for the Holidays. Thank you. Hey Friends, I just made a total elf of myself. Check me out by clicking the link below. http://www.elfyourself.com/?userid=0975d04404b9ebd909d085cG06122318

Nestor The Long Eared Christmas Donkey
Everyone knows about Rudolph Our fleet-footed friend from the north Who lights Santa's way through the darkness As he drives his sleigh back and forth But there's someone else we should mention If we want the whole story told He carried the first gift of Christmas More precious than diamonds or gold Nestor was a donkey who seldom laughed or played 'Cause no one evey used him in the stable where he stayed And all the camels teased him, the other donkeys too They said, look at little Nestor, there's nothing he can do Look at little Nestor, his ears hang to his knees When he looks at his reflection, ears are all he sees Nestor's heart was broken and his eyes were full of tears If only there was somethin' he could do about his ears One dark night two strangers gave Nestor a surprise They chose him from all others for they loved his gentle eyes A man was called by Joseph, Mary was his bride She needed help to Bethlehem and Nestor's back to ride They travelled through the

Merry Christmas
I just wanted to wish all of my Friends and Family and Fans A Very Merry Christmas and a Happy and Safe New Year!!! I am so grateful to all the people I have met here on CherryTap. It has been so much fun and I wanted to make sure everyone knew that I wished them the Best of the Holidays. Love and Blessings...Lady Di

Alone On Xmas:(
im alone on xmas, 1 year ago today, my ex gf cheated onme last xmas with my brother and best freinds cusin, and came over on newy years and toldme about it, and then a couple years ago, my ex gf cheated on me with my brother 3 times a guy from wallmart and her x bf, , so now i have been single for a year now, and before that i was single for 2 years, im sickof being alone, its not that i cant get a gf, but they wanna use me, and no one ever aproches me and just flat out says i want u, i wish that would happen, also my family disowned me wheniwas 15 my dad droped me off in vermont and told me to have a nice life, and my mom was shot and killed in front of me in california when i was 5 :( so if u wanna make me feel better have any sexy pics, or a cam or just want to get together and think im cute sexy or hot please let me know pce:(

Twas The Night Before Christmas...
Twas the night before Christmas When all through our house The kids were going crazy Running all about Their stockings were hung by the chimney with care With my threats of coal being put in them Screamed through the air Off to their beds their fun was done To dream of Santa on his midnight run Drew with the screw driver Cursing my mom For the buying little furballs Requiring screwdrivers to put batteries In everyone. Here in the recliner I do sit Wishing I could go to bed So Santa could get on with it But no such luck Just like every year I'm to play an elf Like all parents Far and near... So now my friends

Christmas Carole
Ho Ho fuckin Ho what a crock of shit. We all work for Santa Clause we've had enough we quit. We do all the fuckin work While He stars in the show Stick ya Christmas up ya ass Ho ho Fuckin' ho! Author Unknown

An Erotic Conversation
This was an amazing conversation that I had earlier. I will never share whom it was with , just that it happened and what was said. think about story where 2 people meet at park by accident by the waterfall ok... tell me your fantasy you dont want to tell me more about your fantasy? you can explan more about it... oh ok i thought we might blend them oh thats sounds fun well. we can start with yours i wish that i have hiked aways into the park w my backpack so you and i are far away from the path, in a small clearing, where other people cant see us, but they could stumble on us at any moment... yes and w have stopped to take abreak I ask you what you have in the backpack some wine and cheese and a few other things blanket you pull them out and show me yes and we have a drink and a taste of the cheese and fruit you tell me you are getting warm, and unbutton the top of your shirt yes and then as w

These Guys Deserve Our Love!!!
Thanks to all the great people who work here so the rest of us can have fun here!!!! hugs and kisses guys and gals!!! you are the best!!! Merry Christmas!! and hope the coming year is full of joy and love, and lots of Cherrys!!!

Stolen
Yesterday,Christmas Eve, My car was stolen.It was not a new car but it was paid for and it was mine.I'm really upset because now I have to figure out what to do and how to do it.If my car is by chance not found,what am I to do?I am a single mother of 4 children and live not so comfortably.It bothered me when my 5 year old asked me how I was going to get her to school.She was so worried that she was going to get in trouble for not bringing her backpack with her school folder in it,which she had left in the car. Why do people invaid in others lives this way.It strips you of belief,trust,and hope of any kind.With my car being stolen it only added to my everyday worries.I guess I can only fight myself to keep hopeing for the best and have faith that this to will turn out OK.

Cherrytap Owners... Social Concepts, Inc.
» Current Social Concepts: · CherryTAP.com · CherryStash.com » ·Upcoming Social Concepts: · AskCherry.com · CherryPhotos.com · CherryDiaries.com · CherryPad.com · CherryDumplings.com » Social Concepts Board of Advisors » Social Concepts Closes $1MM Series A Financing (8/28/06)

Honoring Sgt, Brennan C. Gibson 12/26 - 12/28
Honoring Sgt, Brennan C. Gibson 12/26 - 12/28 Anyone wishing to Flamewalker's nephew Sgt. Brennan C. Gibson... I have made up a tag that will be open to rip on the morning of 12/26 for everyone to use as your primary. I like to ask that everyone to use it until the 28th... I will send out a bulletin on the 26th with the link. The Link will be out around Midnight Tonight EST Click on the thumbnail below and rip it. It will got you your album so you can set it as your primary.. I would like to thank you all for showing how muct the people here at CT really do care... Fireman NIGHT ANGEL

Something From The Heart
when you my love my heart my soul my life walk beside me and my voice disappears slowly into your lips to scream your name my steps goes by the boulevard keeping our eternal love in every step in every instant every were i can hear that beauitful song only a heart in love can hear tell me slowly that you love me as i do my beauty girl came and give me you love which teaches me to dream that of my lips you cannot be seprated and where you are i feel you belive in you in me in us i know that one day will not be good byes cause with you will come all what i need to put to end our solitude the love that began in a cold night and to came to stay with us cause no one can seprate us although they say that silly is our love blessed love there exceeds words to tell how big you are and how needed to my heart you are love Darkangel

My Hercules My Baby (march 8, 1992 - Dec 25, 2006)
The Pictures on this blog did not come through as they did on my myspace blog but if you look in my pet pics he is there! In Memory of Hercules (Mar 8, 1992 - Dec 25, 2006) Protector, friend, companion and family pet I have always bred, owned, rescued, and loved German Shepherds - I was raised with one named Misty from about 3 years old until I was 16. When I married I began rescuing them from shelters and pounds and finding them good homes. Sam and Dominique were two I took in and sheltered that made excellent pets I kept them to their final days. Hercules was different. Hercules was mine from the time he could leave his Mother and raised by me. One of many Shepherd I have owned but by far the one closest to my heart. He never let me take walks alone and made it his job to be at my side every step of the way. He was a great dog both inside and out. Protective and loyal as well as friendly and lovable. I shall miss him very much. Hercules my baby! resti

Pre-booty Call Application
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (here and after referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____day of __________, 2007, by_______________________, between ____________and______________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup", unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. No calling each other "friends with benefits". We are not friends, just sex buddies. 8. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK - don't be o

Circle Of Love
Circle of Love By Maria Sears Before my husband and I purchased a small ranch in Idaho that included fifty head of Herefords, I never really knew much about cows. I used to think they were large, not particularly bright creatures who spent peaceful uncomplicated lives grazing in green fields or napping in the sunshine. But once we started living on the ranch, I started to pay closer attention and learned to appreciate them on a deeper level. I soon began to recognize the cows by their different markings, personalities and habits. I gave them all names, and they became my "pets" - in a wild sort of way. Two of my favorites were Freckles and her calf, Spunky. Freckles first came to my attention early one spring. The cattle had spent the winter months on our lower pasture along the river, but when the cows started calving, we decided to move them to one of the upper pastures near our house. The move was uneventful, except that we discovered that one cow was miss

I Am Moving
Well, 7 more days until I take off to drive from mountain home, arkansas, to winnemucca nevada. Wish me luck, and pray for no snowstorms.ha. my luck it'll ice the whole way. Anyways, have the opportunity to make 4-6 more dollars an hour, plus have a house to buy for 400 a month, and I pay 850 a month in rent here. So hell ya I am moving!!!!!!!!! hope someone prays for my ass i will need it. Anyone wanna loan me 400 bucks so I can pay off my computer before I move so I do not have to give it back?( lol I had to try....):( but seriousley I paid over 2 thou on it, owe 400, but can't pay it off. so i have to give it back. sux ass. but thats ok i guess.hope everyone had a merry xmas. jen

Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Lol I Dont Know I Felt Like It
Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would

I Want U Back
The more I am away from you The more i want you here The more i do without ur love The more i want you near I know that it make little sense to want what's not around but there's the one I've found We've gone through all weather maps The sunshineand rain But i would take a sea of storms To bwith you again Every time i see you i remember All the things you did when for me when i Was going throught my adolescent hell Yet now i cannot speak unless i cry I know you are no longer free to see me You've made your choice and that i must respect But I've a need to say that I still love you I have no fear or pride I need to protect Just as the sun must come back every moring To shine upon the meadow it holds dear SO i will from afar shine on your glory And hope some day again you lem me near love

The Beginning Of A Poem
I'm lost in this empty place searching for what once was me hope that I can remove this mask but yet fearing what you might see If I hide away all I once was Will I ever know who I'm not Can I ever feel love for anyone If love I truely sought

Nasty Attitudes..i'm Sick Of Them.
I don't know if I am the only one to notice, but CherryTap has some extremely negative people. It seems some of them, their only purpose here is to try to insult other people. Is there self esteem THAT low ..Does it really make you feel better bout yourself to trash someone you don't even know? I find this behavior even more apparent when it come to the MUMMS here on the Tap. Some people are downright cruel, and the constant posts on almost every MUMM (this one was already done!!) Well fuck...excuse us who don't read EVERY single one before we post one...some of us on the Tap have lives...We don't have time to read all the MUMMS before we post one. Just to make sure the MUMM regulars approve..If ya already saw it...SHUT UP AND MOVE TO THE NEXT ONE THEN! Another thing thats pissin me off is the bitchin over who real freinds are...get over it...stop fillin my bulletins wit this crap!!! It's always some older guy complaining when a younger good lookin chica won't talk to him..Get

How Sexual Are You?
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky80%Average40%A Sicko30%A WUSS !!30%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Husbands Mistress
A husband and wife were having dinner at a very fine restaurant when an absolutely stunning young woman comes over to their table, gives the husband a big kiss, tells him she'll see him later, and walks away. His wife glares at him and says, "Who was that??!!" "Oh" replies the husband, "that was my mistress." "That's it," says the wife, "I want a divorce." "Ok," replies her husband, "but remember, if you get a divorce there will be no more shopping trips to Paris, no wintering in the Caribbean, no Lexus in the garage, and no more country club. But, the decision is yours." Just then the wife notices a mutual friend entering the restaurant with a gorgeous woman. "Who is that woman with Jim?" she asks. "That's his mistress," replies her husband. "Ours is much better looking." says the wife.

Fan Cards
Fan Cards We found the site to get the fan cards at.. low price too I'm happy to say. We have decided that only 500 cards will be sent out to the fans. What the cards will do: 1.you will be able to buy the merchandise at the same prices we are, 2. At signings, you will be escourted to the front of the line. (basically if someone else has been waiting for hours you get to the front of the line.) 3. Also we plan on starting a Halloween party every year in a different city. If you are one of the 500 card holders, You will not have to pay for a ticket, and you will be able to bring a guest. So in order to do this we will need your mailing address and email address. I understand if you are wary about giving out personal information, and that is your perogative. However, you will be mailing the information to me and me alone. No one else will see this. I can get you that in writing, with a notary signed if you want. Having this information will also let me and my staff (w

Omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i swear little kids at work arent going for me anymore i want to strangle all them all of them. this is fucking bullshit!!!!!!!!!! shoot me now. i hate cleaning up after kids cant parents teach their own kids to fuckign clean up after themselves no they cant bc they are too fucking lazy... im bored so. yeah. see ya later

I Love You
I LOVE YOU since you came into my life ive looked forward to each sunrise the early moring with you in my arms the midnight skies with us beneth zillion stars move me you make me feel like no one else could i like the person i am when im with you you bring out a part of me that i never knew existed a part that was born with our first kiss you make me complete now i have a reason to try a reason to believe in all the wonderful things life has to offer you took my hand and drew me into the light and you saw in me all the qualities that no one else had ever noticed you gave me hope inspiration pride and love yes i love you for all these reasons and for so much more i love you fro being yourself and i love you because of the person you made me and the person that u are

Do I Just Suck At Life?
So, I know this isn't supposed to be important, but it's on my mind (again). I'm 20 years old. I have had one boyfriend that amounted to anything, two if you count that, and have been kissed by a whopping 5 people (2 of those I really wasn't anticipating/enjoying), haven't been on a real date ever in my life, and I'm getting sick of it. I happen to be a kick-ass person, people! I mean, I may not be the prettiest button in the jar, but I have enough personality for two people on most days. I've been utterly single for 2 years, with no ENGLISH SPEAKING people that would actually like to get to know me. I promise, I'm not terrible... why do I never get the chance to show that to anybody? I mean, I have a LOT of love to offer somebody... but who? It makes me angry that a person can get hit on to no end online, but then in real life, I can't even get one single date with someone who has a decent number of functioning braincells. I guess I'm probably picky, but goodness I'm not turn

B O R E D O M
Ok, yet another meaningless blog entry. Lately it seems that I cant sleep worth a crap so here I sit, on the computer doing nothing of any importance. What is it that all of you people do this late at night anyway? Uh, I'm talking about the ones who arent sleeping so please, nobody say they sleep cause well, I would sleep if I could but since I cant, I need ideas. I guess I shouldnt be drinking coffee this late either. Its kind of stupid and thats probably another reason my dumb ass is still awake. Anyway, I see alot of people on cherrytap so I cant help but wonder what the hell it is that you people are doing. Maybe all of you are so popular that you are really busy talking to a billion people at once. Damn it, I must not be popular. I'm sure that many of you are as sad as me and you are just "browsing" profiles. Atleast I hope I'm not the only one, that would make me a pretty pathetic individual. Ok, so I need ideas so let me know what I should do. Maybe I'll run naked throu

With A Little Help From A Stranger
With a Little Help from a Stranger By Beadrin Youngdahl I met a friend of a friend when they included me in their lunch plans. My friend is a rare enough bird so I could have anticipated that her friends would rise, exponentially, on the scale of non-traditional species. No surprise, then, when I was led into a home eclectically decorated with exotic remnants of extraordinary places. Not a spoon collection or snow globe in this riverfront bungalow. How about a coconut shell, carved into a totem likeness of my hostess; "a gift from the shaman," she explained casually. Over lunch I had to pretend perfect calm as I noted not one but four wasps buzzing at the overhead plant in her kitchen. "Oh, those are rescued. I had to save their hive and they live in here and on the patio. They won't hurt you." And they didn't. She supported herself as a freelance art photographer. Her work was tastefully exhibited in discreet clusters. Her name was some

Things You Should Know About Me
~+~*~+~THINGS U SHOULD NOW ABOUT ME~+~*~+~ by babi_pooh10~+~+~ABOUT ME~+~+~NAME: HeatherAGE: 29EYE COLOR: brownHAIR COLOR: brownSHORT OR LONG HAIR: longBIRTHDAY: 9/24/77PLACE OF BIRTH: Johnstown~+~+~FAVORITE~+~+~SCHOOL SUBJECT?: MathSONG?: ridin dirtySINGER/BAND?: Pinic! At the DiscoCOLOR?: blueNUMBER?: 24FOOD?: roast beefDRINK?: PepsiCAR?: idkMOVIE?: Failure to LaunchTV SHOW?: that 70's showBOOK?: idkMUSIC?: any but countryHOLIDAY?: ChristamsSEASON?: SummerPET?: cat~*~*~THIS OR THAT~*~*~JORDANS OR FILAS?: neither / sandlesCUBS OR WHITE SOXS?: neither FRANKIE J OR DJ KANE?: neitherCHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?: chocolateR&B OR RAP?: bothPERSONALITY OR LOOKS?: personalityLOVER OR FIGHTER?:

Friends
Hello everyone.Hope everyone had a great Christmas. I wishing everybody a Happy New Years and may the whole year be good for everybody.Why is when you add a friend,rate them and comment on them,they seem to forget all about you? I used to try and give everyone a comment when I'm on here,but lots never return the favor.Does anybody ever rate a blog? I know I need to start reading and rating blogs..I want to thank the friends that have helped me out on here.Thank You so much and yall know who you are..I hope everyone has a safe new years.

Grrrrrrrrrrr....
After the woman gave birth to a baby, her doctor stood solemnly at her bedside. "I have something I must tell you about your baby." "What's wrong?" the alarmed mother asked. "Your baby is a hermaphrodite." "What's that?" "It means your baby has both male and female parts." "Oh my God!" the woman exclaimed. "You mean he has a penis and a brain?" __________________________________________________

Last Entry
This Wut Happens Wen Ya Push Me To My Limits,,,Keep Ya Fake Ass Bullshit....IF U LEFT A KNIFE IN MY BACK BE SURE TO WRITE UR NAME ON IT SO U CAN RETRIEVE BY THE END OF THE DAY....THERES PLENTY OF EM SO DONT GET EM MIXED UP NOW RIGHT,,,,,,,IM FUCKIN DONE.....DEUCEZ

Barney! Barney!
What an amazing result for Raymon Van Barnyvord! Fuck you Phil Taylor!!!! Feel a bit sorry for West Ham 6-0 Then I think retards should be smashed. Instead of just rating this, ASK WHAT THE FUCK THIS IS ABOUT

A Fistful Of Twilght
A fistful of twilight The snow falls On the beach Creates an Interesting dichotomy Matters of the heart Produce Self induced Lobotomies Separation of Church and state Required to Live free To separate life And Fate Evolves into What can never be Falling further Into the black You begin to seek The light Grabbing at morals Reaching for fun Which will save you What is right My mind Accelerates Subconscious passion Escalates Release the Safety Belt The ice is thin But I can skate Music flows From an unseen Source Your soul begins To dance You tap your toes And hit the floor You have another Chance

Two Women In Very Short Skirts
The sun beat down on my body as I ran along the beach. It felt good to feel my feet dig into the sand as I ran along the deserted beaches. It also felt good that not to worry about office work and just feel the intense pleasure of a physical task. I needed this holiday I had been burning out at work and everything had felt so overwhelming recently. The weather had been perfect warm, sunny and without school kids since the school holidays had not started yet. I had been able to get a nice room at a small resort hotel on the coast and had taken to running in the afternoon. I had also developed the habit of having a swim before I headed back to the hotel. Though there were houses on the cliffs above me they were far away and no one seemed around. So when I felt my muscles burning and my breath become laboured I stopped and rested for a little time. Looking about me I saw no one and stripped my clothes off my body. Naked I dove into the water and swam allowing my body to cool and res

Why Fuckin Bother
why freakin bother tryin to be a nice person anymore? people tell ya they wanna talk to you even say hurry this ...can i call you ...where u been? ...get on at this time... THEN when u do and u try to talk like they wanted...then wanna ignore ya..and make it freakin obvious. you make time for these people and for what? for ya to get the cold shoulder? ya try to be to there for what you THINK are your friends....give them advice when they ask for it and for what? NOT freakin thing.... SO WHY FUCKING BOTHER . i get so sick of tryin to be good to everyone and ya get backs turned against ya....talked shit about behind your back ... well shit keeps up there aint gonna be a lil mis nice kristie i hate being bitchy but dam ya know a person can only take so much

I Am Not Dead. Not Dead! Not!
I apologize to everyone for being away so much. Life has a way of doing that to you, ya know. I log on to find Xmas presents, and user comments, and invites, email and all kinds of stuff. Jeez, it's like coming home to the pile of mail stacked up on your front lawn. I will come around more often. You folks know, I have a real blog where I post the events of may daily life (or the life of my events, daily ... or however you want to view that). If you go there and post commentary, I will get an email and I will read it, and I'll even reply. I'm good like that. This place, you can count on me showing up sporadically. Over there, well, it's where I live.

Starlight Starbright Where The Heck Is Mr. Right
Hi to all you Cherry Tappers...thanks for the warm welcome to the new site...thought I would try it out so far so good. A little about me I am a single Mom with 2 beautiful daughters. My world revolves around them and what they want and need, I don't get alot of time for me that's for sure. Looking to find a sweet sexy man who wants to wine and dine me and be my best friend and lover. He has to like the following..... 1-hugs 2-kisses 3-chillin on the couch 4-cuddling in bed all day in silence 5-sharing a shower or bath 6-just being together anywhere in this big old world Is he out there i wonder ???????????????

Ok Fill Me Out And Respond If U Want In The Running For Me To Sleep With U
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. can i have your number? ( ) -

Why Questions
A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Viet Nam?" Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea? Another mother asked President F.D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem?" The answers to all these are similar -- "So that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." This was emailed to me with no author and I thought the magnitude and the simplicity were a

Gee It Annoys Me When ,,,,
dont even reply that as well seems so rude to not even bother ,,,,,,cherry points must be more important i gesss ya fan ppl and thats even to much to return the gesture samewoth family how many reciprocate

My Mother
Ok my mom goes out of town for work and she is goin to be gone for a few days. So her being the "pack rat, dont clean anythin" person, and me being "OCD" i get to started on cleaning the min she leaves. I clean the kitchen, livin room, and dining room. I cleaned for 7-8 hours that day, and bought a mop, and some cleaning stuff, and mop the floors and etc. Well the kitchen is sooooo clean ya can eat off the counters now. The kitchen is the main part of the house where I have to have it spotless. When she is here the kitchen is a nightmare from hell, you dont even wanna cook in it, hell you dont wanna go in it. Anyways, so the kitchen stayed clean for the 1st time in years, thanks to me. I even put up a curtain in there, and if ya ask me, it makes me think of spring when im in there. Well she comes home this morning at 3:30 am, and i look at my phone and im like, huh todays Fri. She wasnt supposed to be home till Sat. Well i get up from bed at 7:30 and shes up, do you think she says "hey

Do It....do...it.
So here's the deal. You get to ask me THREE QUESTIONS no matter how crazy, or random, (or sexually unacceptable :D), and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully. 1. 2. 3. (thats the truth part) Now I dare you to repost this, to see what people ask you (thats the dare part)

Great Sayings By Women
The hardest years in life are those between ten and seventy. - Helen Hayes (at 73) I refuse to think of them as chin hairs. I think of them as stray eyebrows. - Janette Barber Who ever thought up the word "Mammogram"? Every time I hear it, I think I'm supposed to put my breast in an envelope and send it to someone. - Jan King Things are going to get a lot worse before they get worse. - Lily Tomlin A male gynecologist is like an auto mechanic who never owned a car. - Carrie Snow Old age ain't no place for sissies. - Bette Davis A man's got to do what a man's got to do. A woman must do what he can't. - Rhonda Hansome Every time I close the door on reality it comes in through the windows. - Jennifer Unlimited Whatever women must do they must do twice as well as men to be thought half as good. Luckily, this is not difficult. - Charlotte Whitton Thirty-five is when you finally get your head together and your body starts falling apart. - Caryn Leschen I try to t

What Signs Are Like In Bed
AQUARIUS Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control himself for as long as

Sorrows Underneath
I think of all my problems, I think of all my pain. I think of all my sorrows, Until I go insane. I think of all the smailes I've worn, Which hide sorrows underneath. No one seems to notice, That I go through so much grief. My tears seem to keep flowing, Inside my tired eyes. Each time I want to tell you, My words come out as lies. These days I'm feeling distant, Far away and weak. My sadness pulls me further, From the happiness I seek. I've just begun to realize, That my hopes and dreams are gone, I'm walking down a dead-end road, Humming a tuneless song. I'm standing on a rooftop, Althought I'm scared of heights, I'm watching the cars beneath me move, And somehow this doesn't feel right. Now I think of what I'm doing, I know I should find a way, To beat through my depression, Will I beable to someday? Someone might be there, To help me make it through, Maybe they will listen, And tell me what to do. I'm seeing through the dark

Why God Created Childre,,,,
WHY GOD CREATED CHILDREN (AND IN THE PROCESS GRANDCHILDREN) To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students... here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children. After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was "DON'T!" "Don't what?" Adam replied. "Don't eat the forbidden fruit." God said. "Forbidden fruit? We have forbidden fruit? Hey Eve..we have forbidden fruit!" "No Way!" "Yes way!" "Do NOT eat the fruit! " said God. "Why?" "Because I am your Father and I said so! " God replied, wondering why He hadn't stopped creation after making the elephants. A few minutes later, God saw His children having an apple break and He was ticked! "Didn't I tell you not to eat the fru

Saying Goodbye
Saying Goodbye So soft the brief touch of your lips on my cheek. Was I almost intruding? "Look after yourself " should have been "I love you!" Then the Jumbo flew over my head and I shouted my love above the roar and thundering thrust . . . as if you'd hear. Through the clouds in my eyes I watched you fly away and wished I'd been born with wings.

Part 8 Of Trespassing
The following day Lauren and Kellie's Mother took the day off, and the three of them spent the day together, so I didn't get to spend any time with my new friends. As disappointed as I was, I eagerly anticipated sneaking over to Kellie's room that night and continuing our adventures, wondering if she had any more surprises in store. I wore my usual black sweats and black long-sleeve shirt and crept over to Kellie's window. I was slightly unnerved because the window was open, as it usually was now, but the curtains were drawn. I wondered at the unusual turn of events, so I waited in the darkness for at least twenty minutes, listening for any sounds coming from the room. I poked my hand through the window and parted the drapes slightly, trying to peer in unnoticed. I couldn't see anyone, so I parted the curtains the rest of the way and sneaked in. No one was in the room. I pondered this for awhile, and decided to investigate the hole looking into Lauren's room. I opened the closet and

And I Cry Out
I dont know how it feels so alone scared unforgiven And i Cry out Inside i feel such pain sadness, etched on my face tears dried and stained I saw myself in the mirror and i didnt recognize who i was I am nothing, left to fear Silence like chains And your words left me Beaten, Dead

What Disney Character?
You scored as Donald Duck. Your alter ego is Donald Duck! Try as you might, you have a nasty temper that is hard to control. But you try hard to please, and you arn't one to go down without a fight. Donald Duck100%Goofy69%The Beast69%Pinocchio69%Peter Pan63%Sleeping Beauty56%Ariel38%Cinderella31%Snow White13%Cruella De Ville6%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Koko!
Hi Everyone, I just wanted to show some love and tell everyone Thank's for being so genuine on Cherrytap! Feel free to add me on myspace http://www.myspace.com/xokokoxo I have alot of more pictures on there. Thank's for all the comments and love. Muah! XO K.

First Time
Ok, This is a little confussing for me to do. I went into create a blog and it ask me for the name of the blog and then it post it without a spece to put the blog. Now I get to this screen and start typing. I guess I will figure it out huh. LOL

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man i so cant wait for march break and for school to be done with! My friend and i decided tonight thats for march break even tho school still goes that week that we are taking off and driving down to New York just to get away! and i so cant wait i need a week long vacation from this damn house! and once school is done in november i am so taking off to the west coast i cant stand living here any longer and if it wasnt for school id still be in my own spot which i miss so very much thats it i need a sugar daddy any takers you get nothing but my thanks and all you gotta do is give me like 3000 a month sounds i say so let me know takers lol

Buy A Ticket To Help Cats In Need
***PLEASE RE-POST**** A very generous person has donated a week's lodging at her Time-share Condo in Kissimmee,Florida...(see further info on the poster)... Tickets are only $5 for a chance to win!!! Proceeds from all Ticket sales will go towards: Helping to Sponsor our 2nd Low-Cost Mobile Spay/Neuter Event .. Our 1st one was a huge success, and we are hoping this one, scheduled for Feb 2 will be the same...Every Cat Spayed or Neutered prevents hundreds of unneccessary litters... Ticket Sales will also go towards our Medical Fund:For several months we have been vaccinating ALL Cats and Kittens still in Spalding Animal Control..this has greatly cut down on illness and distemper outbreaks...and gives these cats a better chance of rescue and adoption... Most questions regarding the Florida condo can be answered by visiting their website as indicated on the poster...any further questions can be emailed to: alafeline@earthlink.net Tickets purchased will be e-mailed within 24

4 All Of My Krazy Leo
Today's Leo Horoscope July 23 - August 22 You choose your friends with great care, and although you have a lot of them, the best ones are there because they're intelligent, witty and entertaining -- not to mention trustworthy. So when a friend totally surprises you with an amazing display of affection, it's going to be an especially delightful moment. Better slip some tissues in your pocket, because one of those moments is en route. Romance Your charm and your intelligence are formidable. Make sure you're not subtly using them to intimidate your honey into a decision that they're not quite ready to make. Let them get there on their own. Technical It doesn't really matter what you're doing throughout the day, as you will doubtless enjoy your work. You've got a knack for squeezing fun out of any situation, and right now it's supercharged.

Rip Charles Aka " Dragon "
Charles died on January 11, 2007 at 8:00 am. dragon@ CherryTAP Charles gave his life protecting our country and may he and his friend rest in peace. Charles died saving the lives of 26 men. More like his friends. He took over 23 shots to his body and still he fought on. I'm sorry for all your loss in a friend. He left behind 2 little girls back in the USA. His team is on his page right now passing on the news. Please go show his page much love and thanks for all he has done. He gave the ultimate price, for our Freedom!!

Paul Andrew's Personality Type Is Isfj (introverted Sensing Feeling Judging)
Paul Andrew's Personality Type is ISFJ (Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging) Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging (ISFJ) personality types are characterized above all by their desire to serve others, their "need to be needed." In extreme cases, this need is so strong that standard give-and-take relationships are deeply unsatisfying to them, however, most ISFJ types find more than enough tasks with which to occupy themselves within the framework of a normal life. Since ISFJs, like all Sensing Judging types, are very much bound by the prevailing social conventions, their form of "service" is likely to exclude any elements of moral or political controversy. They specialize in the local, the personal, and the practical. ISFJ types are often much unappreciated, at work, home, and play. Ironically, because they prove over and over that they can be relied on for their loyalty and unstinting, high-quality work, those around them often take them for granted -- even take advantage of them.

Under My Umbrella I'm An Accomplished Exile
so apparently disaronno brings out the poet in me..or maybe my muse has finally returned, im not sure which. but as i was sitting here the words just kept flowing in my head so i scribbled them down and now im going to do something totally uncharacteristic and share it with you all. it was very strange..i felt much like thad beaumont from stephen king's "the dark half". for anyone who isnt familar with it..the guy basically blacks out and writes things but its not actually him writing it..its his "evil twin" that resides in his head, but ends up not being just a figment of his imagination. i say this because i dont remember writing all this down..all i know is that when i was done i had an entire page full of stuff. and im not drunk..ive only had one drink. anyone who knows me knows it takes a lot more than that lol. so anyway here it is. please keep in mind that i havent written anything since high school so i'm a bit rusty and poetry has never been my strong suit anyway. as i reread

Hello Everyone I Wrote This For Class And Got An A+ And I Wanted To Share It With My Friends
The Journal of Little Wolf It’s January 6, 1838 a cold & bitter winter day, the winds are strong, and it’s hard to keep my footing. The snow keeps falling and getting deeper as my family and I are pushed forward on are death march. My husband Running Bear is a proud young Chief in our tribe and tries not to show he is in pain. The soldiers had beaten him with a whip the other day for asking for a little food for is child of 6 years old. There is barely any medince and he refuses to let me put what little we have on his back. The American soldiers are ruthless in their driving of our people across many countries. My son isn’t doing well lately so my husband carries him though the deep snow. I am Little Wolf and I am of the Cherokee nation. We are being driven from our home lands in Georgia to a place they call Arkansas Hawk, Black, (2002). We do not know why we’re being forced from are home lands, but we have no choice

Are People Truly This Stupid?!!!
In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed through stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods that can be found today being sold in stores nationwide: 1. On Sears hairdryer: "Do not use while sleeping." (But..., that's the only time I have to work on my hair) 2. On a bar of Dial soap: "Directions: Use like regular soap." (And that would be how. . . ?) 3. On some Swanson frozen dinners: "Serving suggestions: Defrost." (But it's "just" a suggestion) 4. On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom of box): "Do not turn upside down." (Oops, too late!) 5. On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding: "Product will be hot after heating." (Hmm . . . .) 6. On packaging for a Rowenta iron: "Do not iron clothes on body." (But wouldn't this save even more time?) 7. On Boot's Children's Cough Medicine: "Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication."

Okay....
there is one song i see all over ct and myspace... i do not know if people realize how corny this song is yet or not.... "Smack That" or "Smack Dat" whateverthefuckitis by Akon. It is one of the most annoying songs I have ever heard.

Like A Whore
I'm not lieing .. damn I need cherry love real bad. At the rate I'm going not sure I'll ever get outta this "chill cherry ghetto". So here I am .. selling my words here like a hooker selling herself at a street corner ... C'mon baby "you like a me girlie" me show you good time .. lotsa boom boom ... ( translated meaning .. you rate me .. I'll rate you ) wink wink nudge nudge .. Okay so this might be a little unconventional .. but go figure .. what's a boy to do? So here's the plan .. you want a fan? I'll be your #1 fan ... just be a fan of mine .. oh and yesssssssss I so love all your pictures .. there all 10's ..pssssssst and you love mine .. there all 10's .. damn I love this free vote conventional form of expression ... Oh and by the way (wink) damn that profile of yours is a 10 if I ever saw one .. ( reading between the lines (or lie) rate mine a 10 to please .. anyway ... love you all let's roll that cherry love out ...

Important For All Friends!!
Due to a completely thoughtless act on my part involving another user, I think it's best that I spend a little less time on tap. I will be back eventually but for now I think it's for the best that I give him space and I have mine as well. I love you all dearly, You're amazing people. See Ya Sometime Soon Cassie (♥Akasha♥)

Chinese
Chinese Proverbs Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run in front of car get tired *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who scratch a## should not bite fingernails. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Panties not best thing on earth! but next to best thing on earth.. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* War does not determine who is right,

You'll Be In My Heart
COME STOP YOUR CRYIN AND WE'LL BE ALRIGHT JUST TAKE MY HAND... HOLD IT TIGHT. I WILL PROTECT YOU FROM ALL AROUND YOU I WILL BE HERE DON'T CRY. FOR ONE SO SMALL, YOU SEEM SO STRONG MY ARMS WILL HOLD YOU AND KEEP YOU SAFE AND WARM. THIS BOND BETWEEN US CANT BE BROKEN I WILL BE HERE DON'T YOU CRY, CAUSE YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART YES YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART FROM THIS DAY ON.. NOW AND FOREVER MORE YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART, NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART ALWAYS WHY CAN'T THEY UNDERSTAND THE WAY THAT WE FEEL THEY JUST DON'T TRUST WHAT THEY CAN'T EXPLAIN I KNOW WE'RE DIFFERANT.. BUT DEEP INSIDE US WE'RE NOT ALL THAT DIFFERANT AT ALL AND YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART YES YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART FROM THIS DAY ON, NOW AND FOREVER MORE DON'T LISTEN TO THEM.. CAUSE WHAT DO THEY KNOW WE NEED EACH OTHER TO HAVE AND TO HOLD THEY'LL SEE IN TIME... I KNOW WHEN DESTINY CALL'S YOU.. YOU MUST BE STRONG I MAY NOT BE WITH YOU, BUT YOU GOT TO HOLD ON THEY'LL SEE IN TIME... I KNOW WE'

I Am Unlucky With Girls
Hi my friends I am not good with expressing my feeling on a paper, forgive my english, but i feel i have too today. I had 3 women i loved for real in my life. The first girl i fall inlove was 12 years ago, i was young so was she. We were together for one year and then my best friend had sweet talk to her and get her. He left her one month later. She wanted me back but it was too late, i wasn't inlove with her anymore. The second woman was a few months ago, after so many years of lonelyness, i fall inlove with her ( I think I never told her that). She was the one who revive some feelings that i thought were dead in me. But after so many years being alone I didn't know how to proceed with her, how to take care of a girl, i messed up, and I lost her. I can say that i have still feelings for her even today, i am not going to lie about this... Today we are only friends and give comments once in a while, but it's true that i would have prefer to have her as my girlfriend than my

Hello And Goodbye...
Hello. Yeah, it's been a while. So you probably don't expect to hear anything from me, you know why all of sudden i'm bugging you again. Ever since, i'm the person who would say everything that i want to say and do everything that i want to do. Until one day I stopped... that very day when you told me to stop. I tried, i really did. I wanted to get you out of my head, out of my system, out of my life... For the first few months, i was mad. There were days I thought I was okay, that everything's fine, that, after all, i didnt really need you. I would pretend to have actually moved on and you were just someone from my distant past. For the past months of not hearing anything from you, yes, i have survived. There were times i felt happy, though i was not sure if it was genuine. Then days would come when i feel extremely lonely. I was so afraid of the thought that i will probably not see you ever again. There were days when i would want to call you, to talk to you, to see you... what i

A Mother's Pain 2
Pain controls all of my thoughts, When will the Tears dry up? Pain controls all of my movements, When will the rage be gone? Pain controls all of my world now, When will the world fade away? Things were not meant to be this way. Scattered, broken, gone. I miss and love you... Angela Joyce (1981-2002)

Fleas
Two fleas had an arrangement to meet every winter in Miami for a vacation. Last year, when one flea gets to Miami he is shivering and shaking. The other flea asked him, "Why are shaking so badly?" The first flea says, "I rode down here from New Jersey in the mustache of a guy on a Harley." The other flea says, "That's the worst way to travel. Do what I do. Go to the New Jersey airport bar. Have a few drinks. While there, look for a nice stewardess, crawl up her leg and nestled in where it's warm and cozy. It's the best way to travel that I can think of." The first flea thanks the second flea and says he will give it a try next winter. A year goes by ... When the first flea shows up in Miami he shivering and shaking again. The second flea says, "Didn't you try what I told you?" "Yes," says the first flea. "I did exactly what you said. I went to the New Jersey airport bar. I had a few drinks. Finally, this nice young stewardess came in. I crawled right up to her warm

Poems
I have a monster crush on you, A super-dinosaur! It sits upon my chest and throat And yet I beg for more. When you're away I miss you so My heart is full of sand. Yet when you're here my stupid fear Won't let me touch your hand. I cannot sleep, I cannot eat, I'm so wrapped up in you. My thoughts drift up, away from words, And fade into the blue. I know this crush is not your fault; The dinosaur is mine. Yet if you could, please rescue me, And put your arms around me, and hold me, and say you love me, and Oh! God! Would that be good!

Poems
Do you want me? What's the matter? You're afraid some door will close? You want the scent without the rose? The moans of love without the chatter? You think our love might be a tomb, The only exit through my pain? You'd rather put things off again To give your fantasies some room? You think: she's great, but in a while I might get bored? Or something better, Filling out a tighter sweater, Might flash me a quick come-on smile? You don't want to be tied just yet To just one future, just one kiss? You think about all you might miss And hold out for a better bet? Well, fine! But then why do you haunt Me like a jackal night and day? Why, when my interest seems to stray, Are you so sure of what you want? Why, when I dare so much as laugh At some guy's jokes, you go ballistic, Nasty, borderline sadistic, As if somebody touched your stuff? And yet when I hook on to you, You will not let yourself be mine, Take out your fears and draw a line Between wha

Fuck Or Pass
There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

Da Yoopers ~ Grandpa Got Run Over By A Beer Truck !
Da Yoopers ~ Grandpa Got Run Over By A Beer Truck ! Sing-a-Long: GRANDPA GOT RUN OVER BY A BEER TRUCK COMING OUT OF WOODY'S CHRISTMAS DAY GRANDMA GOT A JOB OUT AT THE BREWERY I NEVER KNEW THAT SHE COULD DRIVE THAT WAY 1. GRANDPA WAS OUT DRINKING WITH THE FLOOZIES SPENDING ALL OF GRANDMA'S HARD EARNED DOUGH HE DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH TO PAY THE BAR TAB SO WOODY TOSSED HIM OUT INTO THE SNOW 2. GRANDPA STOOD THERE FROZEN IN THE HEAD LIGHTS HE LOOKED JUST AS HELPLESS AS A DEER I DON'T THINK HE WAS AFRAID OF DYING I THINK HE WAS AFRAID HE'D SPILL HIS BEER (REPEAT CHORUS) 3. WHO'D HAVE THOUGHT HE'D END UP AS A ROAD KILL SHE FLATTENED HIM RIGHT OUT ON THE CENTER LINE HE COULD HAVE MADE IT TO THE CURB IF HE WERE QUICKER BUT SHE BACKED IT UP AND SQUASHED HIM ONE MORE TIME 4. GRANDMA CRIED AND CRIED AT GRANDPA'S FUNERAL NOT BECAUSE WE PEELED HIM OFF THE ROAD ALL THE LOOT SHE GOT FROM HIS INSURANCE WENT TO PAY THE BAR TAB THAT HE OWED (REPEAT CHORUS)

Attention
If anyone is in a contest and they havent even rated my page, dont ask for , or expect my vote!I will only help those that have helped me get where I am now, I have over 700 friends but less than 200 ppl have rated my page. Thats all I have to say!

For Those Who Wait.....
For those who wait.. For all of you who wake up in the morning, lay there for a few moments, trying to swallow the sick feeling in the pit of your stomach as you wonder where your soldier is, or how he's doing...this is for you. For all of you who start a countdown the minute he leaves, and continue to until he is back in your arms again...this is for you. For all of you who tear up everytime "Far Away" comes on the radio, or who press repeat when "Come Home Soon" plays in their car...this one's for you. This is for you. I am one of you too. This is for us. For all the times we sleep with our phones on the loudest possible wolume, just as to not miss the call that just MIGHT come... For all the times we hear our soldier's name mentioned out loud, and are momentarily frozen...in a trance...in love. For all the late nights that we spend alone, cuddling with our stuffed animals, wearing our soldiers army sweatshirts and sweatpants, and clutching the preciou

Written March 6, 2006
HATE.......if I only knew this emotion Current mood: loved I've never hated someone, but if I were to you would be at the top of the list............and this comes from my heart !!! I'm sick of the low blows which spew from your cockdock in regards to me and mine, I'm sick of the wise ass comments you make in reference to me and mine, I'm sick of the threats you make directly to me and indirectly to get back to me , the put downs, the accusations, I'm just plain sick of you........... and you do these things why??? Because you can't have me !!! Remember one thing loser I didn't fuck up and end us, it was you....... You have spoke ill of me why? because you are hurt, well get the fuck over it !!!! It's that ugliness and evil that's inside you which preys upon hurting others via belittling, criticizing, and sabotaging their character in front of those who are so weak minded they believe your twisting of the truth is a reality, and foolishly think you're some fuckin