Fubar Blog Posts 3

Help!
THE BITTER TEARS OF SHAME AND MISERY ARE SHED ALONE. NO ONE CARES IF I CRY FOREVER- I'M JUST ME. THE HURT I FEEL DEEP INSIDE IS OF LITTLE CONSEQUENCE. SOMEONE ELSE WHO IS BIGGER AND BETTER THAN I IS HURTING, AND SO I AM DESERTED. FOR WHO CARED ABOUT THE DESPAIR I FEEL? I AM SO VERY SMALL AND YOUNG. HOW CAN I BUT A BABE, FEEL HURT. I'M YOUNG. BUT BELIEVE ME, I DO UNDERSTAND. PLEASE SEE THAT I NEED YOU TO HOLD ME AND CONFORT ME. PLEASE, HELP! I'M NOT IMPORTANT, BUT I LOVE YOU. PLEASE LOVE ME ENOUGH TO HELP ME. Copyright ©1979

B*a*b*s
Jagged edges and a frayed soul doesn’t shine through Life’s lessons have been hard, yet you seem unscarred The shallow see you for your physicality’s, but I see something deeper A mind that should be warped and demented by what life has brought your way has only become stronger and wiser then people four times your age. Your soul is full of a love for life that many try to obtain but fall short of The strength you’ve given me in a belief that I once thought was dead is something that I will forever be grateful for But the fact that I can say I’ve met someone who’s true beauty lies deeper then the skin is something that will never be believed in today’s day and age And the sad thing is that too many people will never take the time to get past the physical attributes you possess to look into your eyes, hear it in your voice, or read your words to know this Perhaps I’ve found my reason for losing my vision finally After all there’s a reason behind everything that happens in some

Tag, You Are It!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I can ride a unicycle and juggle at the same time. No wonder my guidance counselor in Highschool said I should run away and join the circus. :) 2. I bite my nails whenever I drive. 3. I have done stand up comedy twice and have had a few jokes perchased by profiessional comidians. I have had two of my jokes told on HBO but they are no longer my property and cannot lay claim to them (unless you read their liner notes of their albums). 4. I have perfect pitch and can name any note you play. If you give me a title of a song, I can usually tell you the name of the artist, title of the song, and what year it was released. I can play any song

Fade Away Love
Fade away love, I trink i have shed enough tears, Fade away love, Take with you all my fears. Fade away love, I am done being nice. Fade away love, Because your heart is like ice. Fade away love, You never looked into my eyes, Fade away love, Take with you your phony cries. Fade away love, Dont ever call my name, Fade away love, Dont get mad your the one to blame. Fade away love, Dont even try to look me in the face, Fade away love, I turn walk away and pick up the pace. Fade away love, I wish to push it away, Fade away love, For today hasnt been my day. Fade away love, Your voice stings my heart, Fade away love, I should of listened from the start. Fade away love, I am so sick of being blind. Fade away love, Im tired there is no more time. Fade away love, So far far away, Fade away love, There is nothing left to say. So fade away love, To a place i cannot see, Fade away love, Because it was never meant to be.

~gratitude~
As you know I've been going through some pretty rough times lately, but I'm finally beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel. And, I want you to know I owe a debt of gratitude for sticking by me at a time when I know I wasn't the best of company. I needed someone to see me through...and you were there. To be honest, there were times I don't know what I would have done without you. I know I must have tried your patience countless times, and yet, you never turned your back on me. There are really no words strong enough to express the gratitude I feel... but I want you to know I'll never forget what you've done for me, and, because of that, you'll always be one of the most special people in my life. (a great poem if you are grateful to someone)

Finally Finished- Teaching Methods
For those who might have been reading some of my HP erotica lately, you'll notice in my later ones I make mention about me having trouble finishing Teaching Methods, which is part 3 of my four part series. Well, wait no longer! I just now finished writing it up, so here it is. And, as always, you can check out the other erotica I've written at Opportunity Knocks, my adult fic archive.Teaching MethodsDisclaimer: This story is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limited to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended. Author's Note: This story is the sequel to Fumbling Fingers and Wandering Hands (in that order), so you'll have to read those two first to understand this one. He'd been seeing her around Daigon Alley more and more lately. His first thought was that she was planning for a party or some such thing

Just My Opinion
All this bitching about the name change...It don't matter to me what its called cuz its still the same place. The bitching needs to stop...The more people bitch...Baby Jesus might just say hell with it and close it down or maybe start charging us for it...So stop and think before u startin bitching about something. So he changed the name of the site...its his rite to do it

Blogging
blogs The thinking, the worry, the time: all spent in a desperate effort that will bare little fruit if any.The minutes ticking by as I pour my heart and soul out onto the screen,typing, reading, deleting,pondering, and typing again, all in an effort to get the wording just right to let the world know exactly how you feel. Trying to put into words the feelings, thoughts really; how do you take something as intangible as a thought and make it into a word, a sentence, a paragraph? What a daunting task, what an impossibility,yet millions of people do it everyday.All this effort, this work, for what? Few will ever know of its existence, fewer still will care. Yet so much work goes into it. Why would we waste so much time and energy to inform those that do not care, of things they do not care about? Of course reasons vary from subject to subject, for this one it is just so that people will know that when I read their blog, I know and appreciate all that they put into it, just to let me k

Letters
Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (wait until you see the last one) DORMITORY When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LE

My Veiw Of Life As A Friend
LIFE IS WHAT WE LIVE WHEN WE DONT KNOW WHAT TO GIVE THOSE WHO ARE SPECIAL TO US AS A GIFT. SO WE LIVE LIFE TO GIVE THEM THE GIFT OF US AS A FRIEND. WHEN LIFE GETS HARD FOR A FRIEND WE GIVE THEM A HAND TO HELP GUIDE THEM TO THE END OF THE TUNNEL. WHEN THEY NEED A FRIEND TO TELL A GOOD SECRET TO WE GIVE THEM A EAR TO LISTEN AND A HEART TO BE HAPPY FOR THEM. WHEN THEY ARE SICK WE GIVE THEM A HAND TO HOLD TO HELP THEM HEAL. THAT IS A TRUE FRIEND! ~BY ABNORMAL BRAT

Love In Life
Love may be a many wondered thing but it is no more than you make it. So you should always cherish the love that you have for you will feel the pain of loss forever. Love is felt in the heart and soul not the body. Most people now a days have forgotten that love and lust are totally different. LUST IS PHYSICAL. LOVE IS EMOTIONAL. So you can have love without having lust. Lust fades but love is enduring. So I prefer love over lust in my life because to be able to love is to live a great life. ~ABNORMAL BRAT

Circumscribe
I love vocabulary. So I thought I would create a word of the day blog. Yes, there is no humor here, just a little education.. so read on if this sort of thing interests you. circumscribe (SUHR-kuhm-skryb) verb tr. To draw a line around, to enclose within bounds, to limit or restrict. [From Latin circumscribere, from circum- (around) + scribere (to write). Ultimately from the Indo-European root skribh- (to cut, separate, or sift) that has resulted in other terms such as manuscript, subscribe, scripture, scribble, describe, circumflex, and circumspect.] Today's word in Visual Thesaurus: http://visualthesaurus.com/?w1=circumscribe

Feelings Of Sadness
Today was startin out of a good day. i woke up and it was snowing the trees where covered in ice and it was so beautiful looking. i just wished my hubby could have been here to be with me and cuddle ... I miss him like crazy and never stop thinking about it... NOW im not so sure.. i should even contiue to be with him.. Lately his been actin kinda weird.. as if somethings going on.. I was checkin out Myspace. as i do everyday.. i leave comments on my hubbys page everyday just to let him know im thinkin about him. you know.. BUT as i read the comment from one of his friends let a comment that kinda made me think.. and the way she said things. it makes it sound like his sleepin with people. which i can understand the fact that of course every guy need pussy ... and i can understand that. but when your with someone that you supposedly love with every inch of your beating heart.... i just don't understand how somoene could do that. MAYBE his not .. maybe im just worried since we live 1

* Epic *
You are the the grail, Set your spirit free as you set sail You are the golden fleece The flame that burns for love and peace You are the philosopher's stone Worldbridger of Known and Unknown - what truth has shown Blessed with the powers of alchemical transmutation turning baser materials into gold -- The spirit of all that is embodied in your essence of being cannot be bought or sold Be bold, in the celestial fold, you enfold the powers to alchemize all you've learned, saught and been told. You are the cornucopia, a Synaesthesia - the essence of all fantasia The paradox of emptiness and harvest, embodied in all seasons and directions, north, south, east and west You are the still place that lies open and fallow, receiving the gifts. Freeing you from the gaps and bridging your consciousness through the rifts You are the gift of the beginner's mind in the fullness of union Returning to balance,

Birthday
WELL HERE U GO NEXT WEEK ON CHRISTMAS IS MY 37TH BIRTHDAY. I'M PISSED AT MY EX.. FIRST YESTERDAY THE 18TH WAS MY DAUGHTERS 18TH BIRTHDAY AND SHE FINALLY CALLED ME BC SHE HAD TO BC AT FIRST HER DAD WOULD NOT LET HER CALL ME THIS IS MY THING I WAS THE ONE WHO WAS PREGNANT WITH HER FOR NINE MONTHS AND I WAS THE ONE WHO WAS IN LABOR WITH HER FOR 23 HRS NOT HIM WHAT GIVES HIM THE FUCKING RIGHT TO TELL HER SHE CAN'T CALL HER MOM.. IF IT WASN'T FOR ME SHE WOULD NOT BE HERE...ITS HIS TIME TO HAVE HER FOR THE HOLIDAYS NEXT YEAR IT IS MINE SO IT JUST PISSES ME OFF WHEN HE TELLS HER THAT SHE CAN'T CALL ME... ANOTHER THING I TURN 37 IN 6 DAY YES MY BIRTHDAY IS CHRISTMAS DAY..THAT SUCKS I DO HAVE TO SAY THIS YEAR I GOT A GREAT CHRISTMAS PRESENT MY BOYFRIEND ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM AND I SAID YES TO HIM AND I GOT A VERY PRETTY ENGAGEMENT RING TOO..HE HAS BEEN THE BEST THING TO ME IN A LONG TIME.. I JUST WISH MY CHILDREN WERE HERE TO MAYBE I'M BEING A LIL SELFISH BUT I THINK I HAVE THAT RIGHT... PLZ TE

Marq's Music (video Guitar Blogs): Soul Cleansing.
^Working on my song "Soul Cleansing" ***Turn down your volume*** ~[]~ The lyrics go something like this.... This is to my shadowself... To break straight through & cleanse myself... Of the aberrations that deeply dwell... I must excavate my soul now well! So I shovel til I reach the core... Down to my festering wounds & bleeding sores, From all this trauma I‘ve endured... Wondering why must I suffer for?! So this is to my shadowself, To shatter through & dissect myself, An now I open up just to reveal... All this twisted torment that I feel! Like mother.... what did you abandon me for? & father?.... why did you beat your boy? Both have left me bruised & sore Some of the many wounds that need cured!! But now I just struggle to concoct a plan! To make sure the pain can’t come back again! & finally, then I will be whole,... Having told & unearthed my soul... =| Composed by S.M(arQ).Hall Copyright 2007 'All Rights Reserved'

2 Great Ideas...
First Great Idea: Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. __________________________________________________ Second Great Idea: Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq a

Can Anyone Explain It?
why do men waste my time i mean seriously shit...They ask you if u wanna chat u say sure and then they just stop dont talk GOD I FUCKING WISH I COULD PUNCH MEN IN THERE THROATS AND MAKE THEM STOP BREATHING seriously men piss me off

Down Again
I've been pushed down so many times I feel this time will be the last as I lay here fading my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building as I lay here on the floor I have no strength to get up I'm not worth it any more

A Rant: How To Define A Woman?
For sure we all know that it’s the opposite of what a man. To define them in layman terms that’s a different and complicated term to say the least. To say that there is a word to define them then it would be their name. To describe her yet again to fully come up a multitude of words and even actions to show that there is a mutual bond between. A single woman has more qualities than hundred men are put together in an equation. The sad truth is that a man could barely equate with that equation. Although out of the hundred men that were put together to equate with the equation only one or two of them are able to reciprocate an original and unique mutualism. The sadder truth is that even this one or two man is found they are rejected or afraid because they’re not the “perfect match”. In these modern times, women are hard to find. Some women are actually money mongers but closely they want to still have a relationship. Some prefer the beefed-up version because of the so-called stamin

Être Juste Avec Toi ! ! !
Je me perds dans vos beaux yeux Je biseaute écarte même si j'ai voulu essayer Votre parfait de chaque manière La pensée de toi fait juste mon jour Vous êtes venus chez moi des cieux ci-dessus Vous avez volé dedans sur des ailes mon ange de l'amour Quand rien ne semble pour aller tout à fait bien et I plus peut voir la lumière Je considère votre visage angélique et je suis emporté à un endroit bien meilleur J'aime chaque mot que vous avez dit Vous me déplacez comme le jeu de la musique I dans ma tête en ce monde des vérités fausses que je sais seulement une chose vraie j'abandonnerait tout être juste avec toi.

Boobs!!!
LOL .. yes I have broke down and entered a contest.... its the "ct best rack contest~ who has the best rack to match the beuaty?".. anyway the winner gets a 3 day blast and I am sucking fumes here :( ..help me out please??? I need rates and LOTS of comments!!!! PLEASE??????? here is the link to the contest pic click on it to get to the contest =) Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Music Video:MY HUMPS (by Black Eyed Peas)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

2am Thoughts
As I sit here at 2am in the morning on Monday morning, all i can think about is my husband and how i miss him. wishing that he was home with me so we can be a compleat family again i mean dont get me wrong were a family no matter where he is but, its just hard with out him here my daughter acts out knowing that daddy isnt here to reinforce me. my son just got to know his daddy, and then he is gone again poor baby. im not trying to selfesh, i know that he is doing his job but hasnt this gone on long enough? was the extention really called for? do they really care about the soldiers and there families? i mean this is just me thinking but i wonder do others wonder the same questions as i do? my husband left on the 23rd or this month from his r and r, yes he got a couple extra days to be here so when i had my surgery he could be here and i thank the cpt. for approving before he took that higher up, and when he left it didnt bother me to this day i think it was because i was still on my pai

Band Of Brothers
THE FOUNDERS Achilles & The General ♂МдяQ v.2.0 (Please note if you are not on this list your NOT in BAND of BROTHERS) Add and/or Fan all other Members in the group! This is NOT a Bomb squad or Fan me bullshit... This is group of people to inform & protect each other from Down raters, Stalkers & Drama Queens/Kings. What we do, is after someone in our group was been down rated we go & up rate to fix the photo's that have been down rated. We also block the user that did it ...then post their link to inform the other members. We need VIC members to drop 11's on the Photos. All the people who join will be added to Achilles album (Band Of Brothers Members) from there you can see the other members & click the name to go to their profile. Please **Note** we will not accept cherries on the TOP 50 because most only would join for rates, nor Drama Queens/Kings You must have a Salute to join B of B! We will not UpRate Nsfw photo's! Also please no

6-28-07
"This current phase of a situation is waning, but that's actually a good thing. Your instinct might be to hold onto the familiar, but you should let go graciously. You'll find that this new phase goes more smoothly." That was my horoscope today and where I am currently, it does seem to make a lil sense. Things are gonna start looking up for me here in the next few weeks plus 2 months from now I start my 2nd full semester back in college which I am enjoying fully and completely! Even though I think things could be better, I know that things could be a HELL of a lot worse for me so I shouldn't sulk or complain about anything, even if I am bored out of my mind right now as I write this!

Does Your Name Fit You?
J: Easy to have fun with E: Fuckin' beautiful eyes N: Can kick ur butt N: Can kick ur butt Y: Loved by everybody A: Drop Dead GORGEOUS B: Loves people C: Really easy to fall in love with D: Is great in bed E: Fuckin' beautiful eyes F: People wild and crazy adore you G: Never let people tell you what to do H: Easy to fall in love with I: Loves to laugh J: Easy to have fun with K: BEST SMILE L: Really silly M: Makes dating fun N: Can kick ur butt O: Has one of the best personalities ever P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite R: Good bf/gf S: Lives life for fun T: Great Kisser U: Gets blamed for every thing V: Not judgmental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Loved by everybody Z: Lives life for fun REPOST WITH: "Does your name fit you?"

Online
So I'm not really a country music fan, but occasionally there is some good stuff.... I was listening to NPR yesterday and they reviewed the new album (CD) by Brad Paisley and one song in particular -- Online. I felt it was appropriate. Brad Paisley "Online" I work down at the pizza pit and I drive and old Hundai I still live with my mom and dad I 5'3 and overweight I'm a Sci-fi fantatic mild athsmatic never been to 2nd base But there's a whole nother me that you need to see Go check out Myspace Cause online I'm down in Hollywood I'm 6'5 and I look damn good I drive a Mazarati I'm a black belt in Karate and I love a good glass of wine It turns girls on that I'm mysterious I tell 'em I don't want nothing serious Cause even on a slow day I can have a three way chat with two women at one time I'm so much cooler online So much cooler online I get home, I kiss my mom and she fixes me a snack I head down to my basement bedroom and fire up the mac

Sexy Swimsuit Contest Results
Papi RH@ CherryTAP Sexy Swimsuit Contest Results Sinnam0n-4397 1st Place- Corvette ~*Ashley*~-4320 2nd Place- Silver Motorcycle Randy In Love Not Leavn Him-356 3rd Place- Diamond Ring ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 4th-myeviltwin-301 5th-coolmama-279 6th-~*M.Y.L.F©*~-70 7th-Kandi-65 8th-2fastvettes-41 9th-Daggers2theheart-29 10-The Court-18 11th-Sherry Baby-17 12th-seductivesteff-15 RH

Introduction
in a way life is like a hammer a hammer that has no mercy on what it strikes or beats down. Its wild swings of fury and pain and its glory times when this hammer stikes and only needs one strike to feel good. But this hammer has a warped head and sick sence of what is and is not right. Please find me take me and put me up, pain will follow but i will handle what ever needs be done.

A Lil Update
So I have totally been inactive on CT which I guess is now Fubar. In the 8 months I have been back at school I have by far exceeded my own expectations. Lining up for 5 more classes this fall I should have my AA in another year or so. School comes first has been my mentality and with the workload I have received this summer from English and Math I have completely kept myself busy... haven't even been able to draw. The little spare time I do have has been going to my homies Kenny and Dub who are finally out of jail while they continue their trial. They are two out of the six people I count as blood and the time I have with them I am not taking forgranted since they might not be here for long. All in all life has been busy, but good. Those who know my homelife know its constantly unstable, but things have cooled down and I think I am making progress... though I do not know to what end. Though I don't check this that often I do check my myspace almost regularly due to my r/l fr

#1 Wish,j/k
ONE WISH A man riding his Harley was riding along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have tried to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish." The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic. Think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking: the supports required reaching the bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand women. I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why s

1.6 Mil.
I got 1.6 Mil. left till I hit Godfather. I cannot wait to get there lol. Fubar has been my line of communication to the civilized world since I've been in Iraq. I've met a lot of cool ass people on here. On the same note I've ran into a a lot of haters as well. I got a month left in Iraq and I'd love to make it to GF before I get out of here and back to my life. I want to thank all my friends for helping me get this far. If you called me a point whore you'd be correct. If Fubar didn't have goals to reach I'd probably still be on myspace.

Befor Bed
My love for you is undieing That is why deep down inside im crying This love I feel is so true It runs through me through and through Fate has given us another chance We must make this true and last We complet each other in such away That in my heart i will never stay In the hopes I may wake to see your smileing face another day.

Help Me Leve?
Hey all, never done this before but I see it all the time. I'm a mere 2000 points away from leveling.. I'm pregnant and on bedrest and this is my only source of entertainment.. sad huh? LOL. Would you mind helping me level? It would be greatly appreciated and if you need help in the future of the same nature, shoot me an email and I'll be happy to help. Hope you all have a good week and thanks in advance to those that help. Muah!

Deadly Dragon
9/4/2007 Dear VIP “Cosmic Code Readers: I wanted to give you a little sample of what will be coming to you after January first for you to judge the importance of the information I give out and also for you to help me with the victims suffering emotional stress with your own words of support. Note that all your responses, feed back, words of love and support will be forwarded to the recipient. Only if the person in question allows me to insert the personal email address will I do so as I must keep your privacy intact. Back on July 7th, 2005 I lost a very close friend (and student) friend and for 15 years I fully enjoyed him and his family. However regardless of my counseling and predictions with his heart and the use of drugs he finally passed away at the tender age of 34 years old. I was devastated and I cried so much for hours and because I am ALONE in the US I could not receive any support from my family back home in France. Read how the Dragon’s Tail in Leo operates in one

Paypal Fraud Alert!!all Please Read!! (didnt Happen To Me, Got This From The Bulletin Board)
Indeed,this is important,so PAY ATTENTION if you have a paypal account!!! A few days ago I received a email supposedly from PAY PAL saying there was suspicious account activity and they needed to reverify information in order to give my account full access again(supposedly,my account had "limited" access because of the activity..so,I re-entered my information.Well,today I got a phone call from BANK OF AMERICA saying that someone had tried to withdraw money from my bank account via WESTERN UNION and failed...BANK OF AMERICA froze my account up immediately as protection...and notified me.Well,whoever the asshole was that tried to get money out of my account didnt realize there wasnt much in it(lol)..so,of course it failed. But I wanted to let EVERYONE know that if you got one of those "scam rings" pay pal notices that told you your account now has limited access because of 3rd party activity,please DO NOT FILL IN YOUR INFO!!If you want to verify,go DIRECTLY to the pay pal website and

Hot Tattoo Contest Starts 10/13 Thur 10/18
Hot Tattoo Contest! I need men and women with tattoos for this contest! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/13 thur 10/19 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ fubar

My Love
If i gave to you all that i had would that be enough to keep you glad or if i came to you for just one day would that be enough or would you want me to stay if i told you i love you would that be fine or would you wonder what i had in mind. If i was one man in your world of ten would you chose me to the end. IF I TOLD I WANTED YOU TO THE END WOULD YOU SAY LET OUR LIFE BEGIN.

Call Of The Kindred
Come to me, little mortal I can bring you to heaven's portal There'll be no sorrow, there'll be no pain Feelings of joy will fill your brain Come to me, sweet human thing Give me your heart and I'll make it sing Forget your fears, leave them behind Forget the troubles of your kind Come to me... yes, that's right Now hold still, it's no good to fight I'll take your blood, and leave you dying Didn't you realise I could be lying?

Hot Chocolate Kisses
Hot Chocolate Kisses It was only our third meeting but I knew what would be happening. Our first outing had been a time just to get to know each other and a meeting called you away before either of us was brave enough to sneak a kiss. Later we both admitted we wanted to. We got on great and wanted more. Our second had been so hot. You picked me up at the office and we made out like high school kids in your car. The first kiss just happened out of the blue. One minute we were talking and the next our arms were intertwined and our tongues were tangled. We couldn’t keep our hands off each other, whispering heated and lusty words in each others ears, wanting and needing more. As your hand drifted down to my denim covered pussy my legs spread willingly for you. The heat and dampness of my pussy radiating through my jeans, showing you just how excited I was to be in your arms. Time was our enemy though and you were needed back at the office. Damn meetings. Finally we were able

Sarge
A General retired after 35 years and realized a life-long dream of buying a bird-hunting estate in South Dakota. He invited an old friend to visit for a week of pheasant shooting. The friend was in awe of the General's new bird dog, "Sarge". The dog could point, flush and retrieve with the very best, and the friend offered to buy the dog at any price. The General declined, saying that Sarge was the very best bird dog he had ever owned and that he wouldn't part with him at any price. A year later the same friend returned for another week of hunting and was surprised to find the General breaking in a new dog. "What happened to ole Sarge?" he asked. "Had to shoot him," grumbled the General. "A friend came to hunt with me and couldn't remember the dog's name. He kept calling him Colonel. After that, all he would do was sit on his ass and bark."

My Name Is Mark
this is my intro so if u like what u c u can tell me add me or not it is up to u. IM 32yrs old from Chicago origanally my likes are movies and baseball ST LOUIS CARDNIALS SUCK. IM not on here to start anything if u would like to chat and get to know more feel free to ask

Cruise
Ok friends I need your help!! This is your chance to join the cruise and get more friends, fans and rates. I am on staff as the ships Nurse. Go to the link below and look in her blog for details. MAKE SURE YOU TELL THE CAPTAIN THAT NURSE SASSY PANTS SENT YOU!! MishNumber1 ♥ W.I.S.E U.K Friends Owner ♥ S*U*P, Club FAR & The Sisterhood Member ღ@ fubar

Colbie Caillat - Realize Lyrics
Take time to realize That your warmth is Crashing down on me Take time to realize That I am on your side Well didn`t I, didn`t I tell you But I can`t spell it out for you No it`s never gonna be that simple No I can`t spell it out for you If you just realize What I just realized That we`d be perfect for each other And we`ll never find another Just realize What I just realized We`d never have to wonder If we missed out on each other, now Take time to realize Oh oh, I`m on your side Didn`t I, didn`t I tell you Take time to realize Oh oh, I`m on your side Oh ooo oh ooo oh But I can`t spell it out for you No it`s never gonna be that simple No I can`t spell it out for you If you just realize What I just realized That we`d be perfect for each other And we`ll never find another Just realize What I just realized We`d never have to wonder If we missed out on each other, but It`s not the same No it`s never the same If you don`t feel it too If you meet

Valentines Application
¢¾Be My Valentine Application¢¾ This is the "Be My Valentine Application" Everyone knows there's at least one person on Fubar that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Wanted to hold me? Wanted to date me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot Wo

Movie Review
I saw VANTAGE POINT today ... with Dennis Quaid. In one word the movie was GREAT. It shows what an assignation attempt on our President in Spain. And the whole movie is based on what took place before, during and after the attempt from the terrorist's perspective, from the president's perspective, from innocent American tourist and the perspective of the Secret Service. The chase scene towards the end of the movie leaves Spain in shambles. I highly recommend to go see this movie if you are into fast paced action packed movies. RATING - TWO FULL BREASTS

Place Your Bets!
Place Your Bets! Posted in True Stories on Nov 28th, 2006 The National Safety Council has created an impressive chart featuring the odds of death. Some of the highlights include: - Legal Execution: 1 in 62,468 - Alcohol Poisoning: 1 in 10,048 - Firearm assault 1 in 314 - Dying of any cause 1 in 1 To see the full list and their funky chart sytem, go here.

I Have Found...
So I realized a few things today... After an entire life or running and hiding. I can face up to my life..I will no longer lock myself away and find my own "pain release". For I know that sometimes the bad just blinds us. There is no release...Only dealing with whats staring you in the face. After having a horrible morning.(Not to count the months leading up to this morning) ..I kept thinking about everything going on.. Then I kept going from the bad things..to the good things...Thats when I realized I could just focus on the good..So..I will realize.. Bad things happen to good ppl..Sometimes for no reason at all.. Regardless of what anyone says..I will do right by me and my children. I will hold my head high..Knowing my path was long and painful...But worth every step. I will no longer give up on life..Because my children need me not too...Children learn what they live..And I know I do not want to put this pain on them. I have proven to MYSELF time and time

Omg...lol!!!
YES I KNOW-AND I APOLOGIZE...ITZ OFFICIAL,MY PAGE IZ A MESS-TOTAL REDESIGN CUMMIN,PROB 2MORROW!SO SHOW ME LOTZ OF LUV CUZ IM GOIN 2 NEED THE MOTIVATION,LOL!!! AS 4 NOW,IM ON MY WAY 2 A SHOW-LOCAL MUSIC SCENE N THIS BURG IZ SUPRISINGLY GUD,SO IM GONNA GO ROCK THE FUCK OUT AND I WILL C U GUYZ LATER ON.HAVE A GR8 NITE LOVED 1'Z AND FUBARIANZ N GENERAL.pEACE...XOX

My Myspace Conv With Chad Aka Djfab
shut the fuck up ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: hollister Date: Apr 12, 2008 6:12 PM why you goin to hit me chad... i dont need to watch myself..its a free country bitch boy and you and your whore gf nicole can kiss my ass ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: bucsfan2407 Date: Apr 12, 2008 6:08 PM watch urself ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: hollister Date: Apr 12, 2008 6:06 PM UMM no your not... a MAN and GUY dont hit woman ..only stuipd dumb fucktard lil bitch boys like yourself hit woman chad.. so you better check your self on that.. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: bucsfan2407 Date: Apr 12, 2008 6:02 PM yea i am ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: hollister Date: Apr 12, 2008 5:59 PM your not a man chad if you hit a woman you are a FUCKIN jerk... ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From:

Where To Buy Americangasoline.
This is very interesting. I also heard on the radio this morning that the truck drivers Are asking everyone not to drive on April 1st. You probably know that diesel fuel is Almost $4 per gallon. This will effect everything we buy. WHERE TO BUY AMERICANGASOLINE. THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT TO KNOW. READ ON. Gas rationing in the 70's worked even though we grumbled about it. It might even have been good for us! Are you aware that the Saudis are boycotting American products? Shouldn't we return the favor? Can't we take control of our own destiny and let these giant oil importer s know who REALLY generates their profits, their livings? How about leaving American Dollars in Americaand reduce the import/export deficit? An appealing remedy might be to boycott their GAS. Every time you fill up your car you can avoid putting more money into the coffers of Saudi Arabia. Just purchase gas from companies that don't import their oil from the Saudis. Nothing is

Rebate...
As you may be aware, the Bush Administration indicated that many of us will soon get a nice rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline, it will all go to the Arabs If we spend it on fruit and vegetables, it will all go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car, it will all go to Japan. If we purchase useless crap, it will all go to Taiwan. None of it will help the American economy. We need to keep that money here in America; & the only way to keep that money here at home is to spend it on prostitutes and American beer ... since those are the few businesses still in the US.

Me And My Hubby On The Phone Lmao
hey ya'll...So i finally got my hubby to leave me a voice comment on my player..I had to threeway him and coach him through it LOL...Its soo funny..There is something he says that u wont expect LMAO...Just click play and go to the first message afer my intro!. THE DATE ON THE MESSAGE IS 05/11/2008, 04:07 PM incase someone else leaves one. Enjoy Our retardedness! Here is his link incase you guys dont know who he is! lol. ?Smokey Bea?®?.AsH.WeeE's R/L Hubby@ fubar

Waiting List For The Friendship Circle
Thank you for your interest in The Friendship Circle. I am sure you would be an asset to our group and enjoy the other members. When we started the group, we wanted a small membership to make friends with (with a max of 20 members ), be drama-free, chat, and be there for one another when the need arose. We also wanted to help each other with the rating game. The number one rule was each member had to rate the others 30 picture rates per week. This does not sound like a huge amount but when you consider many work, have a husband and/or children plus activities in the real world it can be too much for a person if the group is larger. And we did not want anyone to fall between the cracks and be left out. I applaud groups who are large for it is an awesome job to manage such a group. We have been very successful with our smaller group and everyone appears happy. We pitch in and help members level up when they are close and share in their happiness and in their sorrows. There

For My Friends
I wanted to take a minute to say thank you to all my friends I have made on here. Last night I was overwhelmed with all the love you showed me and leveled me. I chatted with a few to tell you what was going on but I felt the need to share with the rest so you did not think I was not appreciative of your actions. Back in March my dad passed away at the age of 68 and on that last day I was there with him and my mom and brother for 8 horrible hours watching him die and it was possibly the hardest thing I have ever experienced in my life. My uncle has been in the hospital for the past year fighting cancer and sunday my mom asked me to take her to see him, she did not want to go by herself, when we got there and I walked in that room I relived the horror of watching my dad all over again. It had the same reaction on my mom which is heartbreaking to see. My parents were married for 49 years and together for 53. I got word yesterday that my uncle died and to be honest it was

What Is Beltane
Beltane Correspondences Beltane (beel-teen or bell-tayn) bel is`shining/brilliant, tene is fire. Hence, Beltane means "brilliant fire, - Major Sabbat (High Holiday) - Fire Festival April 30-May 1st AKA: Bhealltainn, Bealtaine, Beltaine, Beltinna, Lady Day; Samhradh; La Baal Tinne May Eve, May Day, Walspurgis Night, Rudemas, Walburgal, Giamonios, Shenn do Boaldyn, Galan Mae, Whitsun, Rudemas, Festival of Tana(Strega) Animals/Mythical beings: the white cow, goats, giants, rabbits, honey bees, faeries, satyrs, pegasus Gemstones: emerald, orange carnelian, sapphire, rose quartz, lazuli, sapphire, yellow agate, bloodstone Incense/Oil: passion flower, frankincense, tuberose, vanilla, lilac, rose Colors/Candles: red & white (symbolizing God and Goddess), dark green, dark yellow, rainbow spectrum, blue, pastels, all colors Tools/Symbols/Decorations: maypole & ribbons, flower crowns, fires, bowers, fields, May baskets, white flowers and ribbons, daisy chai

Mandatory Blog For Shadow Levelers
I want too bring everyone up too grounds so all know whats going on. Im actually putting adding new members on hold. We will be cleaning out some of the members. We have been watching and paying attention too some of the members. I will be going through checking too make sure that all have Shadow levelers on there profile. If you dotn then that will tell us that you know longer want too be a member of the team. We have levelers that never check blogs and some that never help on level ups. We will be cleaning members out. It is not required that you help on all that we post from homepage but we do watch too see who all are on level ups. With a team this big we need too know who is a member and wants too help and who doesnt. Some of you are on other teams and i see you checking there blogs but never ever see you looking at ours. We will no longer be adding anyone that wants too join. Too many join and never help. We are not in it for numbers we are doing this too hel

New Name
it was not easy for me to change my name, but i am on a journey of self discovery and with the help of a friend how searched names for me, i have picked Talia, it means Heaven's Dew and since i am on a journey of self discovery, i thought it would be a lovley name. i am making progress on my search to find myself, it is slow going but that can only be expected. No i do not have a new Master who gave me the name, for there has only been one who has ever given me a name and the name samara will alwsy be dear to my heart, for it is speical. for my friends thank you all for standing with me when i was unsure about so much. i love Y/you all so very much.

Whats On My Mind Today...
WITH ALL THE RE-RATING NOW OF PROFILES, I WANT TO MAKE MYSELF A PRIVATE BLOG OF PEOPLE WHO ARE WHAT I GUESS I WILL CALL "RE-RATERS". THOSE WHO WILL STOP BY FROM TIME TO TIME TO AT THE VERY LEAST RE-RATE MY PROFILE AND HOPEFULLY MY SALUTES TO. IN RETURN, I WILL HAVE YOU LISTED (PRIVATELY) SO I KNOW WHO TO ALWAYS GO CHECK TO SEE IF IT'S TIME TO RE-RATE. I SEE A TREND ALREADY WITH WHO IS AND WHO ISN'T RE-RATING, I JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE IT'S COOL WITH THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE THAT I KEEP YOUR PROFILE SOMEWHERE SPECIAL? :D IF YOU'RE NOT SURE WHERE YOU STAND OR WANT TO BE SURE YOU ARE INCLUDED, JUST LET ME KNOW PLEASE.

Watchya Know?
Okay, new thought here, after doing this for a while this is kind of the Doctors pop quiz. After listening to the many variations of relationship woes, many lasting for years or short time, it is now quiz time. What do you really know about your b/f, g/f, fiancee, spouse, s/o? Can you really name 10 things about them or even better yet 10 things that you know about them that they either don't know themselves or don't think you know? Need a hint to start? Okay, what is their favorite song to slow dance to? Could you go to a store and buy something for them and it be the right size? What is their shoe size? Should I continue? Wish I could hear the comments that make you all think, but really, are they your best friend or not? Just my 2 cents.

Test
mhmm. You know it!!! She's got Auto 11's. Go show her LOTS of love and level up on her!!! She's a sweetie and definetly will return the love! Click the pic up top to go show Allure and Insanity some love!!! brought to you by:Swish@ fubar

Redemption
Star crossed souls trapped behind promises We make our way through the dark any way we can we find peace burning away at the end of the day Lost in a smoke filled room we hear only the voices Every fight, every aspiration gone wrong, every tear We miss the days gone by when life seemed clear We find our forgotten selves hiding in the shadows Shying away from the world for fear of them seeing Seeing the fire that still burns inside us The need to taste passion for the bittersweetness So we reach out across the miles and find other pieces Other lost souls in need of redemption And we find a moment of peace within them

Fire
Will you be the one to ignite this fire within my desire and take me ever so higher? So my head will be in the clouds and these clothes feel like they are just shrouds. Could you be my heart's desire that will light this internal fire?

Cum Bid On Me
Come and bid on me....I am up for auction...for all those who would like a slave, I will be good to you...my tongue works magic, heheheh so come and bid on me.....have a great weekend, 2thick http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1736509&albumid=1208661&i=4152229723&idx=10

Fubar Bible Errata
The Fubar Bible is the comprehensive guide for all things Fubar. Many bouncers recommend newcomers and veterans alike peruse this document as it answers many questions about how the website works. Over time, however, changes to Fubar have come faster than the udpates to the Fubar Bible have. This blog attempts to catalog some of the changes that have gone on that haven't made it into the Fubar Bible yet. For your reference, here is the link to the Fubar Bible: http://fubar.com/bible.php. It will open in a new window. Fubar Levels and Points What are Points and how do I earn them? ... Successfully invite someone to join Fubar (500 points each)... See Invite Bonus for the correct explanation on how many points you earn for successfully inviting a member. Suffice it to say, you can earn up to 14,000 points. fubar Levels: Levels, Points, and Unlocks 20, Rock Star, 425,000, Bolded nickname The Bolded Nickname unlock actually happens when you verify your e-mail. You

Annoyance.
...yet another profile tale of woe. Something I don't necessarily understand about some people's profile would definitey have to be the need to tell everyone your financial situation -- whether good or bad. "I have a job that PAYS but I don't want a woman who uses me for money." Erm. Wait. Aren't you kind of including that you're loaded in part of your advertisement for yourself? Even better... "I don't think I should have to pay for dates, so if you're looking for a free dinner move on." *cliiiiiick* WTF is that? Have I said I demand dinner and a movie -- bill on you? I feel very accused by these profiles particularly. How dare you think *I* can't afford my own meals. Sure, you've been taken by a few girls in the past -- why take out your insecure financial baggage on me? Bah. I guess I'm pretty traditional in that yes -- I will allow a guy to pay for the first date, but I always pay for the second. I feel dating should be something that is done with mutual enthusias

Indoctrinate U
This is the best example of what is happening in our Universities all over the country. It is split into 10 parts but that was the only way I could get it. http://www.youtube.com/v/IxSg2oRU6Bs&hl=en&fs=1&"> http://www.youtube.com/v/zj9mVVyo2hY&hl=en&fs=1&"> http://www.youtube.com/v/1QY13ai4Lb0&hl=en&fs=1&"> http://www.youtube.com/v/E3FPyw2taYA&hl=en&fs=1&">

Please Help Me Win....
i have been entered in a blast contest with the queen of hearts. please stop and show my pic some love. comment as much as you like, and don't forget to show the queen of hearts some love, and my #1. thanks in advance to everyone who takes the time to show some love at my request. thank you thank you. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=955844&albumid=1287811&i=3612884364&idx=0#3201171949

Just Messin Around
Where am I? How did I get here? What is going on! I try to stand but I am tied to the chair, the rope cuts deeper into my flesh, and I feel the sticky warmth of my blood run down my hand... Oh god... help me, I was hoping it was just a dream... Slowly it all comes back to me, the party, the drinks, too many drinks.. then I see him... Brad? Mike? Why can't I remember...- Wait! What was that? I try to still the chills that are coursing down my spine... footsteps... slow and steady... Its him... he's come back again... I plead silently, please don't kill me! I am not ready to die!! I hear him getting closer... my mind starts racing with the fear of the known. I brace myself, expecting the worse, for the dreaded squeak, squeak, squeak of that horrid cart.. suddenly its not just a sound in my head, its there next to me, and suddenly I scream, Oh God, please, no more, please... though I know my screams are useless, it didn't stop him when he chose one delicate blade after another varying

Love You Guys!!!
"My Portrait of a Friend" I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with

Do This Shiznit!
Your Mission... The Sunday To Do List! 1st Mission It's this Sweet and Sexy FU's Birthday! Go show her lots and lots of love! Sexy Goddess¢¾rkkennedy84¢¾ *Owned By PhotoBug*Slave2T*@ fubar Be sure and Spank her good and don't miss her Happy Hour tonight at 7 pm Fu Time. 2nd Mission One of my Amazing Owners is offering $10,000 Fubucks for every 100 Rates on his pics! So, go make that money! Dark Defender -FU Owned By BestBikerMom & Owner to Pebblesinaz&Sweetheart to PR Mamii@ fubar Be sure to private message him when you are done rating and let him what you rated! 3rd Mission Go congratulate Polish Sausage on making Oracle! I knew better than to accept his challenge to race to Oracle! He made it and I still have 4.5 mil points to go! AUTO 11's ON - The Polish Sausage@ fubar He's awesome so be sure to Fan, Add and Rate him! 4th Mission Go tell this Woman how beautiful and sweet she is! MsCharlotte2U~ No Rate~No Add~@ fubar I am so

Nightly Ritual
She walked through the street unaware of my presence for I was but a ghost flitting through the darkness that was urgently longing to reveal it's gloomy secrets from beyond the sodium light of the halogen street lamps. Though my moves were silent and deft, I would playfully shuffle a stone or perceptively move a branch ever so often to darken her soul with an urgent fear of self preservation. As her pace quickened, and her heart raced, I reveled in the dark images that ran through her panicked mind. Excitedly I fed on their colorful richness trying to fill the dark void within my black soul. The spark within her spirit seemed to awaken something deep within my being I had lost touch with in a life long forgotten. I so desperately grasped at the scarcely remembered sensation but it was too fleeting even for my heightened perceptiveness. She rounded a corner and I cut through a long unattended "L" shaped courtyard thick with overgrown ivy and prickly weeds. My dark gift afforded m

Auto-11's On
AUTO-11’S ON!! SHOW THIS GUY MAD LUV!!! HE RETURNS IT ALL!!! 10K PER 100 RATES!!! SO LEVEL UP AND MAKE SOME DOUGH!!! CLICK BELOW TO LUV UP ON HIM!!! Country22882 --Mgr @ The Candy Shop@ fubar BULLETIN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: JADED ONE ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼ Owned by 7up aka Lil One@ fubar

Bootyfulbadboy A$$hat
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Baby Update
As of yesterday I'm already dilating 1 - 2 centimeters and 505 effaced which means I can go into active labor at any given time. I'm only 33 weeks so doc is trying to hold me off for at least 3 more weeks. My sugar levels, blood pressure and weight gain are high right now. My sugar levels keep inching their way to the 200 mark after every meal and it's not suppose to be over 140 after eating. I'm not eating much at all yet I've managed to gain 10 pounds in 2 weeks so they think baby is already 10 pounds now if not then he's very close to it!!!! Nurse can feel baby's head already so I can go into labor at any given second. I'm on mandatory bed rest now and not allowed to do anything at all for at least 3 weeks. Since I'm Co-Owner of dolphin and unicorn lounge I won't be able to be online much at all so if you're interested in becoming a staff member of the lounge (please please please do!!!!!) contact the owner proudnavywife (Jen) ASAP we really really need all the room h

Clearing Cookies And Caches
For Firefox and IE Clearing your cookies/cache will help keep your computer running smoothly, and will keep FU Bar from running slow. Depending on how much time you actually spend on site, you may want to do this a few times a day. One of the first things you should try, if you are experiencing any site hiccups, is to clear cookies/cache and reboot your computer. Here is a step-by-step on how to do so. This is the top left hand corner of the FF screen. Move your cursor over to the Tools option. From the drop down box choose "Clear Private Data". Check off all the option in there. Then click at the bottom of the box "Clear Private Data Now". Depending on how long it's been since you have done this..it may take a minute or two. Remember now, this is going to clear everything from all sites visited on your FireFox browser. DO NOT save your passwords on your computer. Write them all down in a safe place. You may also choose to reboot your computer at this point

The Priceless Spotlight Fund!!
Hey to all that read this. Trying to help raise up enough fubucks to Spotlight my #1 friend, Priceless. As some know, im holding auctions for that sole purpose, but with the price of spotlights these days, need a lil more lol more is always better. So if you can, stop by my page or hers, and make a donation. Thanks to all that help in this matter, leave a comment if you like too. Lets help this sweetheart, and amazing person, long time Cherry tap/ Fubar user get to where she deserves to be, In the spotlight :D Thanks to everyone, and anyone that helps out!!

A Thought!!!!
Under Your Hand....... My lessons are taught, my heart soars, My tears are brushed aside, my body blooms, my soul deepens, my mind grows, My slavery flourishes, my serenity exists, Under Your Hand....... the woman in me is discovered

Maryland Prep School Student Admits To Killing Mother In Argument Over Grades
TOWSON, Md. — A Maryland teenager calmly admitted in court Monday that he beat his mother to death with a baseball bat after an argument over his grades at a prestigious private school. Lewin C. Powell III, 16, wore a dark suit and showed no emotion as he answered questions from Baltimore County Circuit Judge Kathleen G. Cox about whether he understood the significance of his guilty plea to first-degree murder. Prosecutors are seeking a life sentence with the possibility of parole when he is sentenced April 3. Powell's attorneys plan to ask for all but 15 years of the sentence to be suspended and to have their client sent to the Patuxent Institute, a maximum-security psychiatric facility with a program for young offenders. Powell did not stir when a prosecutor read a statement of facts that detailed the prolonged attack on his mother and a similar beating of his father, who survived. "He's always taken responsibility for what he's done," Shanell Kathleen Harleston, one of

Bouncers
I haven't quite figured out what the bouncers responsibilities are here, I have asked numerous of them questions and never seem to get a reply from any of them...Are they actually that busy to reply to other fubarians or are they just all about having the little orange name and trying to play god...I is confused :-S

Be Hppybubbles Valentine
My Valentine - Martina McBride Have u ever wanted to be HppyBubbles Valentine??? Well NOW is ur Chance!!! She is turning on her FU-OWNED until Saturday...The person who owns her when she turns it back off on Saturday will be her VALENTINE YOU WILL BE HER CRUSH!! YOU WILL BE IN HER NAME!! YOU WILL BE IN HER STATUS MESSAGE!! AND YOU WILL GET ALL OF HER ANGEL PIMP OUTS!! So go now and FU OWN HER... She has tons of GREAT/SEXY pics!!! Click the pic below to go fu-own her!!! HppyBubbles™@ fubar PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO U BY: VAsFynest VAs FyNeSt~HEAD GREETER @Club Flava~fu Owned by the sexy Johnny@ fubar

Pork Tenderloin With Blueberry Barbecue Sauce
Ingredients: Makes 4 Servings for Sauce * 2 pints (5 to 6 cups) blueberries * 2/3 cup honey * 1/2 cup ketchup * 1 jalapeño pepper , seeded and minced * 1/2 cup chopped shallots * 1 Tbsp. grated fresh ginger * 2 tsp. fresh lime juice * 1/2 tsp. dry mustard for Meat * 2 one-pound pork tenderloins * Salt and freshly ground pepper To make sauce: Combine ingredients in a medium saucepan. Bring to a boil over medium heat; reduce heat and simmer until thickened, about 45 minutes. Divide sauce between 2 bowls. Set aside. To make meat: Preheat grill to medium. Season pork with salt and pepper. Sear, turning to cook all sides, 10 to 15 minutes. Brush with half the barbecue sauce, turning frequently, until pork is thoroughly glazed, about 10 minutes more (a meat thermometer should read about 150°). Set aside and let rest 5 minutes. Carve crosswise; serve with remaining barbecue sauce.

Broken Pieces
So yea being too nice and sweet just sux. Got my heart broken once again can't seem to get anything right not here and not in the real world. I'm so tired of all this crap I really don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I'm the one just standing on the outside watching everything happen for everyone else but me. I feel so alone in a sea of friends and family. I don't know how much more I can take anymore. This is why I stay single because thier just isn't anyone for me out there. If there was I think I would of found them by now. well thanks for reading to those who did and thanks to those who showed me love while I was feeling so sad.

Boys
One night stands Are like rubberbands One minute they say they care The next they wouldn't dare Boys are kinda queer You could never call them dear They play girls as fools Just cause they think it's cool They drink their beer And play their roles But it's all just an act Cause thats all they know GC 1984

I Won Something!
I've been doing colaborations with photo-manip artist Phatpuppy. One of our works has won the National Association of Photoshop Professional's Editors Chice Award! I am so proud of this! Visit Phatpuppy and see some of her wonderful work. phatpuppyart@ fubar

Exerpt From Paper On Justin And Nationals
Britt sixth at Nationals Author: Clint Smith; For the Daily Record Date: April 12, 2009 Publication: Lebanon Daily Record, The (MO) VIRGINIA BEACH, Va. - Lebanon High School wrestler and blue-chip football recruit, Justin Britt, put a huge exclamation point on an already unprecedented high school wrestling career, earning All-American status and placing sixth in the nation at the 20th annual National High School Wrestling Championships in Virginia Beach, VA. Official Weigh-ins were Apr. 2 and featured 64 of the nation's best high school heavyweight wrestlers. Britt weighed-in at 273 pounds

Spotlight Rocked!!
it was amazing!! and i owe it all to yall...i have the best fufriends EVER, hands down...there's no possible way i coulda done it with out yall. every single donation and rate is greatly appreciated...a friend was kinda keepin tabs on my progress yesterday...he said i had to of cleared at least 12 mil points!! yall kick so much ass....thanks again... love yall!! (h) btw...a few of yall said yall took ss for me yesterday...if yall put a link up here for me i'll go get them...thanks!!

My Selfish Love
I'm a distant person you loveAnd,my love is a burden to your heartLoneliness buried you withinThat loneliness brings tears to my eyesWhat can I do more?Separated by lands and seasI could only hope and prayThat my words can bring a little Relief to your empty soulForgive me for my selfish actsTo burden you with my loveSaying " I love you"I give you loneliness and despair A love shouldn't be that selfishBut,I cannot turn myself awayI should have kept it a secretBut you are my will to liveI'm using every bit of my energy To grab you tightI'm so afraid that I am hurting youBut if I loosen the gripI'm scare I might lose you Forgive meIf I'm making your heart bleedI cannot control myselfEvery breath I takeYou are the air that goes into my lungsWithout you,I can't imagine how my world is going to beLove is unselfishNot to meCause I'm holding on to youNot letting you slip awayEven if it doesn't feel rightI'll continue

What I Want
This is what I want. I want to for once to find someone that I can be happy with and feel like I mean the world to him. I want to be able be comfortable talking with that person about anything and not regret what I say. I want to be happy,silly, I want to feel like i am the one of the greatest things his life and have him feel the same way. I want to feel pain, heartache and frusteration so that i know that it is real at times when it doesnt. I want to be different and not be judged, have emotions and not be laughed at and differences and not be critisized. I want to feel like are always 2gether no matter how miles part us and to know that know that no matter what we are always there 4 each other to rely on for comfort,guidance and a little reassurance to know that everything is ok. That is what I want.

The Bitter Man
Look at the tracks I have left.Beyond the paper, and the photos,Look now, as you never did when it would have meant more.The things I loved an enjoyed are still there.Some will always be there, but still,I am asking that you look now, and reflect, please.Do you recognize the shoes I wore,And know which coat I preferred?Check the pockets and you’ll see some things I often kept.Look on the walls of each room.It’s like the first time you’ve seen them,So please don’t get lost. Too bad you don’t know this place better.Look all around and visualize.This is your last chance to know me,So that you can talk with other people like we were together.Don’t overlook anything!It’s all there – music and movies,Socks, toothpaste, bread crumbs, and un-fluffed pillows.The couch where I napped,The remote controls, an empty glass,Do you even know what I might have been drinking?Take one last look.You have no choice now,But to admit that all this is tragically

I'm Disgusted
I am absolutely disgusted and and appalled by the new administration. I'm actually pretty impressed with how unbelievably irresponsible they are. You do not apologize to the world for something a bunch of terrorists did and then blamed on the americans without doing any sort of research. Another thing that i find pretty incredible is how they just pass legislature that makes absolutely no sense just because the "right-wing nuts" don't like it. I'm sick of the malice. This is a country that has always encouraged different opinions. For example, I have friends who are liberal and friends who are entirely conservative, I don't fully agree with either, but i respect their views, and listen to them. They respect my views as well. We agree to disagree. It's much easier than arguing and blame-shifting. That sort of thing is what children do, but i know some kids who have more common sense than the president. I don't think he knows much about history at all. He thinks that Winsto

Thong Thursday!
I declare today Thong Thursday to support my dear friend Seamus. He has long worn a thong every Thursday and is in need of some support. He wishes he had the courage to be waxed by Helga, but hes scared that the amount of hair he has will be so painful to remove that he will be crying for weeks. So to help him find the courage I ask you to place a picture of Seamus in a thong in your default. He will know were behind him 100% Thank you for your suport Wicked & Big Tom (mostly Big Tom)

Auction Virgins Auction
Come on and check out these lovely auction virgins willing to do things just for you. You know you want to. Each lovely lady has listed exactly what she is willing to do for the highest bidder. Take a look and bid on these beautiful ladies. All of them are 1st time auction virgins so be nice and show them a ton of love. Just got to my auction folder and take a look. Here is the link to my auction folder check it out. http://www.fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=1672169

If Tomorrow Started Without Me
A few weeks ago a woman was killed in an auto accident. She was very well liked, so the office shut down for her funeral and it was on the news and so on. On the day the workers came back to work, they found this poem in their e-mail that the deceased woman had sent on Friday before she left for home. "If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn

P Is For Prick
So you know when you want something for what seems like forever it becomes like this driving force in your life. You do everything you can think of to make it happen. Only you forget why it is you started wanting it in the first place. I know you know what I am talking about. That wanting something you dont have thing. Thats something we all have done atleast once in our lives. I have not wasted so much time. Not really. But I am done wasting it on something that foolish. I do appreciate men. Most of my closest pals are MEN. Only a few of my closest friends are women. What I think has me perplexed is why I have been trying to make something happen when it is just not time for it. My kids are growing up so fast. I don't have a ton of time for wasting. This summer I will be without my little ones...and mommy is going to the beach! Taking long walks! Eating ice cream for breakfast! As for looking for a boyfriend...I think KNOT! Oh and if I ever make it to the gym...I will pos

Pride In What We Do
Over the last week and a half I was back in Ohio taking part in an inspection for my old guard unit (well...was current at the time). It's whats called an Operational Readiness Inspection (ORI). An ORI is designed to see if a unit is capable of handling and functioning with its mission capabilities. We had been getting ready for it for the last 18 months...and in 4 days it was over. So much work and prep put into it and we rocked. We pulled the highest rating that could be given in both sections of the ORI. That has not been accomplished by a unit in over 14 years. That says alot in the planning and training that went into getting ready. Monday was my last day officially with the unit. I out processed with them. Why? I live over 6 hours away now instead of 30 minutes. I transferred to another unit. Leaving that unit was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do in my life. I spent 16 years with them. They were my second family. I have watched kids grow up in that

Poem
The sea are calm, the storm has passed, the good Queen has sailed for Toudor at last. "To toudor, to toudor," she called to her crew, and her ship sailed away towards a full moon. I here words echo deep in my mind, Knowing that now is the time. With tears in my eye's I sail for her lands, charged with the ruling of her great Coven. With my hands sitting steady on The Tyler Scott's great wheel, I call for my Crew to raise up her sail. Slowly she lurches and heaves to port side, as we set Sail under the full moon nite. In no time it seems a shout from above, "Land ho there Captain," Swallows me up. I look through my glass and see the cove up ahead, the land of the Coven is right there again, but this time I know from the pain in my heart. My friend wont be there when from this ship, I depart. The Sound is just ahead, as the Tyler scott rides the swells, "Haul in the Jib sheet and stow the Top sails." My crew answers the call, but even they seems to know, that the Prince they once sail w

Heads Up Peeps
DUE TO RECENT EVENTS, I AM NOT ACCEPTING MOST FRIEND REQUESTS, ESPECIALLY BLANK ONES, UNLESS I KNOW YOU SOMEWHAT ALREADY. I HAVE BLOCKED MANY PEOPLE BECAUSE OF DRAMA, AND I AM STILL IN THE PROCESS OF SHORTENING MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY LIST HERE ON FU. IF YOU REALLY WANT TO BE A FRIEND ON FU, YOU WILL NEED TO GET TO KNOW ME SOMEWHAT BEFORE THIS WILL HAPPEN. THANK YOU, ROCK ON

In Case U Didnt Know
Which day are there more collect calls than any other day of the year? A. Father's Day --------------------------------------------------- The State with the highest percentage of people who walk to work: Alaska -------------------------------------------

When You Fall Madly In Love
When Two Hearts Fall Madly In Love, heir hearts beat faster and deeper than normal. There is nothing unusual, They stare deep into each others eyes, silently telling one another that there must be no lies, and if there will be love and lust, there must be between us trust. Standing there only inches apart, no one or nothing else could be heard, not even a weep nor even a bird. When Two Hearts Fall Madly In Love, they fall head over heels, and not one feels like arguing, even when push comes to shove. You know the deal. They ignore it or them, and continue to pursue the other’s thoughts, and their feet seem like lead. Nothing or no one can separate them, no matter what they think or try to do. When Two Hearts Fall Madly In Love, that when they stand so close together, not even an inch apart. Their eyes meet, and they can feel each others body heat, and so quiet, they can even here the thumpity thump of their hearts beat. Sunshine rain or sno

History Of Clancy
Clancy is by no means a "super bike" nor a big thundering cruiser. Bikes like Clancy are milestones, breaking many established records and riding into history with pride and dignity. Clancy has brothers that are in museums around the world, graced the covers of several magazines and is selling for more than the purchase price of new here in the us. These bikes are known to achieve 100 thousand miles. Just how many bikes have that kind of history and with legendary success for so many first introductions of technology? I know of a few, One is the Vincent Series D Black Shadow The FIRST 100 MPH Cruiser and I believe this was 1955, ( Honda's use of the word Shadow was "borrowed " from Vincent) another is The Honda cb4ooT. Honda had a good bike with the cb360 a world class racer for years which came to an end when Kawasaki and Suzuki launched an attack on Honda with their 400 four stroke twins (2 cylinder motors). There was a 400 cc Honda 4 cylinder already on the market. Honda had to dev

Bella Is In A Contest And Needs Our Help
Bella is getting her butt kicked in this contest. Please take a minute and help her by voting for her and rating this pic http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2345636&albumid=1772820&i=884566532

What I Am Thinking..
Well as I sit here and watch what goes on with everyone on fubar, I find myself wondering if I will ever find that special someone. I see lots of couples on here that are happy. Whether married or just dating a lot of people here have a lot to be thankful for. There are many of us out there that are still looking or just have given up. I am not one of those just looking for a good time. I am one that really truly wants to be happy. I am not saying that the internet is the way to go, for I have tried everywhere. Much to my luck I only get the ones that want to play head games or just want to cam. I am not above all that but I am also not looking for that. If that was the case Fubar is the ulitmate place to be. LMAO I am looking for that special someone that does not care that I am not perfect or that I have my faults. They will want and love me for who I am and nothing more. But does this fantasy really exist? Or is it just a fantasy??

Life Is A Bitch..
A miserable, unfortunate incident ocurred in my life a couple of months ago..due to the crisys inRomania the factory where i was working was closed.Now i`m unemployed, making big efforts to mantain my house, my daughter`s studies and the whole bunch of this life`s sheet.Now i`m forced to leave the country for a job..i found one somewhere in Spain. I won`t be on fubar for a while..i don`t know how long, but i`ll do everything to keep in touch with my friends and to be back as soon as posible. Love you all and i`ll be thinking of you every day!

Something Special
A SPECIAL FATHER When a child is born they don't have the choice Of who is their father, They don't have a voice We can only hope he is loving, honest and true And that he will always be there for you A Fathers pressence is whats needed in his children's lives Well father you have been all this and so much more Supportive, loving, right down to the core it's important to know that you are the very best And we wouldn't choose another from all the rest So thank you dad from the bottom of our Hearts For being in our lives from the very start We love you Daddy david judge jr 3/4/07

Arrrrrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhh
I sent this email to my friends, they all proceeded to rate me a 1 and block me, even the ones that don't know about fubar... ADD DAY! hmm all words 3 letters I just tried to make a sentence of 3 letter words. Epic Fail /wrists ded arg ye matey rum oooh why is the rum always gone? that was random do it again fuck I can't now /wrists wait, i'm already a dead pirate, what good would it be to slash my wrists?

Reason To Live
I honestly didn't think i'd find a reason to write. I don't even know why I wrote this one. It has no muse, or inspiration behind it. Idk. Maybe BC Awareness. My compassion is pretty great. Who knows. No dedication, maybe it'll give you something or someone reflect on. Enjoy. Reason To Live I remember being so in love with youHow could I forget?This was a reason to liveLike fangs in my neckThis desire inhuman;Pledging my soul devotion to youHow could I forget?Hold me closerPut me more at easeCuz I've forgotten who I wasI've lost the Will in meMy guilt consumes, please forgiveHelp me up from my guillotineAs I fall to my kneesIt gives me a reason to liveDesensatized by the lies of the worldJubilation in my salvationYou are a reason to liveI don't need much more than thisNot much left to giveBut you need more than thisYou are my reason to live

Punch Drunk By Life
I quit my job on friday. I interviewed for another job on sunday. I unquit my job today, and then "quit" the job I interviewed for. I have never had job this long, and it has only been 2 years. I wonder if others can't stand working where they are at, but then can't stand the thought of leaving. feeling a little crazy about the whole situation actually. I want to know what normal is, do people go to their work, tolerate the boredom that ensues when the same damn task is requested over and over and over again until the only solution is to quit but keep doing it anyways cause that is what you do when you are a "grown up?"

Brick By Boring Brick - Paramore
Well she lives in the fairy taleSomewhere too far for us to findForgotten the taste and smellOf a world that she's left behindIt's all about the exposure the lens I told herThe angles are all wrong nowShe's ripping wings off of butterfliesKeep your feet on the groundWhen your head's in the cloudsWell go get your shovelAnd we'll dig a deep holeTo bury the castle, bury the castleGo get your shovelAnd we'll dig a deep holeTo bury the castle, bury the castleBa da ba ba da ba ba daSo one day he found her cryingCoiled up on the dirty groundHer prince finally came to save herAnd the rest you can figure outBut it was a trickAnd the clock struck 12Well make sure to build your home brick by boring brickor the wolf's gonna blow it downKeep your feet on the groundWhen your head's in the cloudsWell go get your shovelAnd we'll dig a deep holeTo bury the castle, bury the castleGo get your shovelAnd we'll dig a deep holeWe'll bury the castle, bury the castleWoah, woah.Well you built up a world of magi

Followup To King Without A Crown
I am doing this for the 1 or 2 people who were nice enough to take the time and give me advice on this conundrum I am having... As far as the blind date was concerned, it went better as expected according to her. Kinda left me a little dismayed, and drama ensued within my clan being one of my clanmates put her in a private chat, this being after I signed off to talk to another clan leader about some issues he was having. The head of the clan saw this and reamed him a new asshole for this since he knows I am starting to develop feelings for the girl. Even kicked him from the clan which I never asked for but anyway..... Yesterday, I texted her hey whats up... and next thing that comes up is... I heard you wanna have a talk with me... I am like yes and she flat out asked me did it bother me that she went on that date. I said yes, and she mentioned this private chat to me (without even asking about it). I said to her since we were just texting and both at work that we should talk late

Blame Bush!
A few friends asked Me to blog cause they were bored. Just download Firefox 3.6 and it is just like the old one, except for Me a bit faster and the way the new tabs open up is the same as on flock, where it doesn’t just open at the end, it opens right next to the current open tab… which takes some getting use to.Okay first things first, don’t know how long I will be on, for the first time of the year I lost My glasses…since I usually lose My glasses about four or five times a year I should be used to it.. yea now I see why on birthdays and holidays My damn eye doctor send Me those cards, I keep his ass in business.And other point of this blog, was in mumm about Haiti, which seems to have replace the shitload of Obama Mumms, well a guy in there said "Blame Obama", so I asked is everything Obama fault to you? He replied when people stops blaming Bush for everything, then I will stop blaming Obama. So I asked him to name Me just one person who said it was bush fa

Deaf Horror
Sitting here half watching the newest version of the Amityville Horror, and they've got the little dude in the corner doing all the sign language for the dialogue. Makes me wonder if horror films really work with the deaf public, without all the sound effects and such, there's only so much of what they're saying that means anything. Oh, and for none deaf people, that damn dude in the corner is distracting as hell.

Helpful Hints
Today isn't a good day. I feel sick, and its probably due to me chugging that Rockstar this morning but God knows I needed it. So I apologize if I don't get everybody I normally do rated today. However, on that note... If you have some stupid ass profile skin, that either almost gives me a seizure or takes more than 5 seconds of my life to load, I'm not rating you. Period. It's annoying and I know most of you won't rate me back if I don't leave some stupid status comment. I've proven that. My rates and profile views doubled as soon as I started to, even though most of you see me on your page daily. So if you're not going to rate me back if I dont leave a status comment, plz take down your more than likely flashing, ugly, not put together very well, hard to read profile with your 2375302573208 graphics that need to load. Please. It usually freezes my computer on top of things and its annoying! And thank you Mel for pointing out you can turn skins off. I like the profile skins and I li

Life And Death
Life is not the changes and chances of this world, and its true significance is found in the development of the soul. True life, the life of the soul, occurs in this world for a brief time and continues eternally in other worlds of God.

Im A Ditz And I Know Im Slow But..........
its impossible for me answer gift messages if I have 500 tequilas or daquris or whatever itds startin to gettin be borin deletin and I miss gifts that are real if I miss u Im ss but its this bs with lazy round drinks so as im busy chasin boomarangs these days and tryin find real friends and fufriends plz for give me I do try level a few as I can with sendin bulltens or shares or my user status so just lettin e1 Im a point ho and freely admit it but love to return help as I can when I can just let me know

When Im Gone
people who actually kill themselves never give warning or signs, those that do aren't serious but I can tell you this, Suicide is a train barreling downhill track with no brakes- it starts slow but builds into an obsession impossible to stop. You should feel honored that he felt you were the most important person in his world that he chose you to spend his last hours with- that was carefully and intentionally planned. When you are on the train you enjoy the view the speed your last hours but feel it is inevitable so you are happy and never feel the ending coming, its all preplanned and nothing can stop it, you dont want it stopped, you want it over. My roommates have no idea it ever happened to me, that I was ever on that train but I have many times and if I were on it right now, no one would know. When we refer to people we love who are gone, they want us to remember the fun we had together, to them death was just another step in life. the only predictable part of life is that it is u

This Is A Perfect Moment
This is a perfect moment. It's a perfect moment for many reasons, but especially because you and I are waking up from our sleepwalking, thumbsucking, dumb-clucking collusion with the masters of illusion and destruction. Thanks to them, from whom the painful blessings flow, we are waking up. Their wars and tortures, their crimes against nature, extinctions of species and brand new diseases. Their spying and lying in the name of the father, sterilizing seeds and trademarking water. Molestations of God, celebrations of shame, stealing our dreams and changing our names. Their cunning commercials and blood-sucking hustles, their endless rehearsals for the end of the world. Thanks to them, from whom the awful teachings flow, we are waking up. * Their painful blessings are cracking open more and more gashes in the shrunken and crippled mass hallucination that is mistakenly called "reality." And through the fractures, ripe eternity is flooding in; news o

Creed
I can't find the rhyme in all my reason I've lost sense of time and all seasons I feel I've been beaten down By the words of men who have no grounds I can't sleep beneath the trees of wisdom When your ax has cut the roots that feed them Forked tongues in bitter mouths Can drive a man to bleed from inside out What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I've seen the wicked fruit of your vine Destroy the man who lacks a strong mind Human pride sings a vengeful song Inspired by the times you've been walked on My stage is shared by many millions Who lift their hands up high because they feel this We are one We are strong The more you hold us down the more we press on What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I know I can't hold the hate inside my mind 'Cause what consumes your thoughts controls your life So I'll just ask a question What if? What if your words could be judged like a crime?

Bleed It Out....lincoln Park
Yeah here we go for the hundred timeHand grenade pins in every lineThrow 'em up and let something shineGoing out of my fucking mind Filthy mouth, no excuseFind a new place to hang this nooseString me up from atop these roofsKnot it tight so I won't get loose Truth is you can stop and stareRun myself out and no one caresDug a trench out, laid down thereWith a shovel up out of reach somewhere Yeah someone pour it inMake it a dirt dance floor againSay your prayers and stomp it outWhen they bring that chorus in I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it awayI bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it awayI bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it awayJust to throw it away, just to throw it away I bleed it out, go, stop the showChoppy words in a sloppy flowShotgun, I pull, lock and loadCock it back and then watch it go Mama help me I've been cursedDeath is rolling in every verseCandy paint on his brand new HearseCan't contain him he knows he works Fuck this hurts, I won

Love Defined
I have heard and even asked the question "Why do you love me?" probably a thousand times and when the answer was cause I do I always said that’s not an answer. Well the more I think about it maybe that is the answer.. I mean if they say cause of your cooking or your looks or any of the other hundreds of reasons we give daily what happens if those things change?? We are constantly changing and evolving so maybe the cause I do is the right answer..I have always said that love is seeing someone just the way they are flaws and all (cause whether we want to admit it we all have flaws) and excepting that person just the way they are whether they be stubborn or a procrastinator. Its part of what makes them who they are so we need to except those things instead of trying to change them. I guess the big question is do I love this person enough to live with their flaws? Maybe that is the question we should ask instead of why do u love me??When we first meet someone we "put out best foot

Grrrrrrr !!!!!!!
*Forgive my spelling I do the best I can.... I'm old* You get a call late one night after you get off work, it's a family member asking you to do them a favor. So you say okay what did you need? They ask you to make something for them to help out with a birthday party. Now you have to go in work early by 3 hours (which you have to cut back off because you are close to your max hours for the week). You go in early have it ready 10 minutes early even though they continuously text you about it to make sure it's done. You tell them it's done for them on time like asked. They proceed to text you saying "I'm coming" and they don't show until 3 1/2 hours later. A couple days later after you text and get no response, they text you and begin nitpicking and making things up you did wrong with it. Then accuse you of being in a bad mood. "I just asked a favor I don't know why you're mad". This is unfortuneatly still going on. She's texting me saying I'm overreacting when she's sent me l

The Obama Elite Vs. The American People
This Tuesday voters in Missouri, by a 40-point margin, approved a ballot measure rejecting the individual mandate at the core of President Barack Obama's health care law. Asked what the vote meant to the White House, press secretary Robert Gibbs said: "Nothing." Yesterday in San Francisco, federal judge Vaughn Walker gave the exact same weight to a California ballot measure that affirmed marriage as an institution between one man and one woman. Specifically Judge Walker overturned the California Marriage Protection Act after concluding, as a matter of fact, that the majority of Californians who voted to protect marriage were bigots who had no rational basis to define marriage on their own terms. Here are just some of the "facts" Judge Walker found: Religious beliefs that gay and lesbian relationships are sinful or inferior to heterosexual relationships harm gays and lesbians. The campaign to pass Proposition 8 relied on stereotypes to show that same-sex relationships are inferior t

La Dee Duh
Well.. I guess I shouldn't have things bother me lately , but I have so much that I am thinking about that I feel like a ticking time bomb. I am losing my patience, and money on one thing, losing my mind on many other things. I can't say one thing lately that is bothering me or or say anything That something I get mad of because 1 thing that bothers me with a passion. I can't help it if I can't do something , or say things right because of how my mind works... If you really knew me, my feelings and gave a rats butt.. that person(s) wouldn't think it is on them... Mostly, I can take a few joking aside... But if it is constantly... then the other part of my mind works and might get irritated or mad. Normally, I don't care... but if I FEEL pushed I do. I can joke with the rest of them... I can take a lot of being joked on..,, but Like I said if constantly on a certain matter I feel strongly? I am usually the person who would either say nothing or leave if i get fed

Touch
Touch You have touched a part of me that I didn't knew existed. The touch only a pure and loving soul can find. You constant touch makes want to believe how special I can be. The touch is very special because you ask nothing in return. You have touched my heart, my brain and you found the soul I thought was gone. The touch has inspired me to feel real emotions within that with I thought as lost. As you touch my soul, I am overwhelmed with the love and kindness you give. Do I dare try to touch your soul as you have mine? How can I touch you in the same way? Will my touch be enough? Will my touch be too much? Your touch gives me the confidence to try. I can only hope that I can touch you the same way.

Fubar Promotion By Badazzdodge
I RECIEVED THIS EARLIER FROM BADAZZDODGE BUT I HAD TO POST IT! THIS IS THE TRUEST THING I HAVE HEARD ABOUT FUBAR EVER! AND SINCE THERE IS SUCH A THING AS FREEDOM OF SPEACH HERE YOU GO!!! Good Afternoon sir / ma'am. Are you interested in having your marriage or relationship destroyed? Or if youre single then perhaps you'd be interested in having your life-long best friend turn against you? If you are, then I would like to invite you to join www.fubar.com. It's an online bar where you can rate people's pictues and profiles on a scale of 1 to 10, and if you have VIP status you will have the privelege of rating someone an 11. Membership is free but VIP membership is 14.95 a month and you will have your name bolded in your choice of pink, blue, or gray or you can simply leave it as the standard white, now this IS an adult site, you have to be at least 18 years old to join because some our membrs have partially nude and fully nude pictures in which our male and surprisingly high amount of

Ys Seven Review:
Achievements, Cheats, FAQs, Forums, News, Nintendo Review Blog, PSP Review Blog, Review, Review Blog, Sales, Trophies, User Reviews, Xbox Review Blog, Ys Seven Ys Seven Review: by Benjamin Shihadeh Roll Dogi roll! For those who are familiar with the Ys series, you will know that it usually revolves around two adventurers: Adol the Red and his companion, Dogi. And for those of you who enjoy a good Action RPG but have never heard of the Ys series before, you should be ashamed of yourselves. But, if I just so happened to pique your interest in this title, and you own a PSP, then you can redeem yourself by picking up Ys Seven. I’m willing to let go and forgive.

In Memory Of My Sister *shirley*, Which Is Called Rain!
Rain reminds me of life, the more that comes down, the closer it comes to the end. Rain reminds me of love, it last only for a moment but when it ends, it's not forever. Rain reminds me of friendship, it's always there when you need it. Everybody is a drop of rain in the world and every drop of rain has a message. My message is *not to give up on rain* I didn't!

People Shouldn't Judge...
I have a huge problem with people stereo typing single parents...just got done reading something that was to a point, maybe correct to a certain extent, but in another sense disturbing...not all single parents made a bad decision in whom they had children with...unfortunately life isn't perfect...it never was and never will be...I didn't choose to be a single parent, but that is the cards I was dealt...and I take the responsibility seriously...I have other friends who are single parents who also have been left to raise their children on their own and also take their responsibility seriously...it does not make us bad people because the other person was the "wrong" person for one reason or another...I would rather raise my children alone than have their biological father be a part of their lives...at least now, they have a chance to be influenced with morals and values that I was raised with and not with the backwards back stabbing lies that they could have been raised with....sometim

Blog.. Blog.. Can't Think Of A Good Title For This
I like this site. I am tired of the gossips that I have to deal with on Facebook. Fubar is different. I can be what I want to be without caring if it will hurt my reputation. Here, I have every right to be myself. I can be what I want to be. No one will care. No one will talk behind my back. No one will make me a butt of jokes if I get a lousy guy as my boyfriend. I am free here. I don't want to please everybody. I am tired of that. All my life I've been this goody-good girl who is always smiling even if she is being bashed, bullied or picked on. I am tired of playing that role and I will never again let myself be a victim. It's high time that I get a life, far from phony people and disloyal friends who are only true to you when they need something from you.I'm not saying that all my friends are phonies. It's not like that. What I want to do is to limit my circle of friends to those who are true to me. I don't need a lot of friends. I just need the real ones. All I want is a peacef

Even I Can Get Wrapped Up In Lists?? Say It Ain't So.
Can't possibly believe this by I"m actually upset. Maybe I'm in an emo mood, or had too many pain pills to numb away my arthirtis aches today. I find myself actually upset that I was bumped down a notch in a long time friends family list. All the years I've spent telling friends coming to me not to let such things bother them because it's just a list and does not establish how much of a friendship you have with another. It's simply a mean, cruel toy created by Mike and Eric to give them some more self-induced drama for them to laugh at. Yet it does sort of bother me a bit. Bah, it's just bullshit in my mind. It has to be the drungs. I'll probably delete this blog tomorrow when the pills wear off. I'm so fricken emo, think I'll go get my razor cell phone and cut myself. lolz Consider this a drug induced rant that will disappear tomorrow along with the other effects.

A Moment To Reflect
So the Rangers are in the World Series. Wow, who would have imagined that a team from Texas would knock off the defending champs in 6 games? Must say it is a GREAT feeling to be up here in Yankee land and calling myself a Texan right now. Good times I tell ya, good times. But I don't wish to talk about that. I want to point out something that, surprisingly enough, isn't being pushed to the back burner. Josh Hamilton. The coke addicted, alcoholic that was once suspended from MLB and sat out most of a year is now a ALCS MVP. Yes, he did coke. A lot. Yes he drank. A lot. But he rose about it. He came through the other side, standing tall, head held high. I was on someone's page the other day and happened to read a "status comment war" between two guys I won't mention. But one guy pointed out how the other guy was a drunk and coke addict, etc. He made fun of him cause he had been to prison. So what? I say. We all have made mistakes. Some of us big ones, some of you small ones. Some of t

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Keep the channels open.... resist the urge to run from conflict and emotional pain or hastily close doors on others. Only by looking squarely at these things with a critical eye and an open heart will you harvest the pearls of your spirit and enlarge your soul. J.R.G. 2010

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His Great Hope
There He was, alone amidst the sweeping waves and stormy Seas of life. His soul tossing and turning, regretting past mistakes, missed opportunities, and failure. The Dark Clouds of the abyssmal Sea looked bleak. He was destined, for sure, to die slowly as He sunk below the water. It was coming, He knew. The skies were getting darker as the time went by. He succumbed to the notion of His own demise. He had nothing. Then, She came.... Right before His eyes, the sky parted in a majestical scene. A ray of warm sunshine beamed down on His face and gave Him warmth. It was an odd feeling, having spent what seemed like an eternity in the cold vastness of an empty abyss. The feeling was queer. It was a feeling He hadn't felt in a long time, so long that He wanted to be afraid, wanted to find a dark spot. He got used to the dark. It shielded Him for so long from the light of his past transgresions. In this light that was blessing Him, He wondered what to do. What was happening and why was it

Sweating The Small Stuff
Sweating literally, it's 30+ degrees with god-knows-what humidity...first day back at work after two weeks off, a crap date that ALWAYS combines with the worst times...and a bad day I grabbed the wrong powder (blush instead of base) this morning...happened to glance in a mirror mid-morning (see, not as vain as you thought I was) and I looked like a parboiled lobster...but with sparkles. Forgot my swipe card, so everytime I left the office I had to wait around like a dork and explain to someone that I'd forgotten it...'ha ha yeah I'm a drongo' gets really old after the 50th time. Corporate card wouldn't work...so I had to go to the bank...but I didn't know which bank it was...so I went to a few wrong ones first (did I mention 30+ degrees?). Boss was supposed to be in. Get an email about 10am, he's on a beach. My response was a lil wordy but it did include the words 'you bastard'. Colleague spent $4000 USD in one evening and is refusing to answer my questions...which

Emma
well, i met a lady on here from aussie.fuck colt! she is really awesome. fuck colt! we are getting to talk on skype and fubar everyday now, for hours. fuck colt! she is a down to earth woman. fuck Colt! i enjoy myself when i am in her presence. fuck colt!

My Little Angels
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Everyone Looks Good In A Peacoat.
christmas music is playing right now. you have to love itunes shuffle. and the jackson five singing "i saw mommy kissing santa claus." is it claus or clause? my brain cant even decide that. between some weird 18th century transitioning into present day and my freakish research paper about it, I am very unsure of spelling. a 15 page research paper on women now and then. then being when the declaration was written. thats crazy right? i cant even imagine that shit. i would be slapping motherfuckers. and then killing them for disrespecting me! hah.so sometimes i look up people from my online classes on fb. just to see what they look like. why? because i need to put a face to words. its important to me i guess, if they say something important or good or that i like.sometimes i think about what my life story would be. like, if i died tomorrow and then someone had to explain me to someone else. it would be kind of like "once upon a time some really crazy motherfucker lived and she argued with

Being Alonn
I HAVE BEEN SINGLE FOR A WHILE! A CHOICE I MAD! THERE ARE A LOT OF THING I MISS BEING IN A RELATINOSHIP! LIKE WAKING UP AND HAVING ARMS AROUND ME! GETTING BREAKFAST IN BED ON SUNDAY! HAVING SOME ONE WATCH OVER ME WHEN I HAVE HAD TO MUCH TO DRINK! I STILL TALK AND SEE MY X AND X IS WHAT HE WILL BE TO ME! WE REMAIN FRIENDS AND I HELP HIM WHE I CAN! NOW ALL I NEED TO DO IS MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE AND SEE IF I CAN FIND MY SOLE MATE! THERE IS SOME BODY FOR EVERY BODY! BELEAVE THAT! SO HERE IS SIT ON A WEEKEND AND NO WHERE TO GO AND NOTHING TO DO! NOT THAT I LIKE IT LIKE THIS! SOME DAY MY PRIENCE WILL FIND ME AND TAKE ME AWAY FROM THIS LIFE I HAVE!

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You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test

Vow To The Love Of My Life!!!!
I promise to give you the best of myself and to ask of you no more than you can give. I promise to accept you the way you are. I fell in love love with you for the qualities, abilities, and outlook on life that you have, and wont try to reshape you in any different image. I promise to respect you as a person with your own interests, desires, and needs, and to realize that those are sometimes different, but no less important than mine. I prmise to keep myself open to you, to let you see thru the window of my personal world into my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams. I promise to grow along with you, to be willing to face change as we both change in order to keep our relationship alive and exciting. And finally, I prmise to love you in good times and in bad, with all I have to give and all I feel inside in the only way I know how........completely and forever.

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Close Your Eyes And Sleep Little One ( Close Your Eyes And Dream )
She was out wandering free this beautiful autumn morning with no restraint she could go anywhere at will. At about two years old she was just coming into her adulthood and would enjoy having many years as an active healthy canine but fate had decreed her life would end this day in the form of an automobile on the highway. Inexperience had brought her into harms way and unable to stop, the vehicle's bumper delivered a devastating blow to her thorax crushing her ribs and damaging her internal organs. With no Veterinarian facilities there would be no hope of saving her. Internal bleeding and shock were starting to set in and she staggered along the road side frightened and unable to comprehend what was happening to her. A vehicle pulled up where she was struggling and a woman got out and approached as she finally collapsed in her futile struggle to hold onto life. As the woman approached with a blanket in her arms she could only look up in fear as the woman stood over her

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*poetry* My Mind And Its Cell
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I Just Have To Say This, Keeps Coming Back On My Mind,
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Cowboy Bebop:staring Keanu Reeves
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Arizona Birth Control Bill
Good idea to track Arizona Bill HB 2625 I think (or if it's passed, their other house's equivalent? Need to look into that more closely) which would allow Arizona employers to fire or otherwise penalize employees for using birth control (possibly female employees only) unless they have certain kinds of medical reasons, if I understand. That's foolish and painful. My opinion of course...

Lost In My Mind
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I Would Have To Agree This Is The Way I Think Lol
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Light
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Original Poetry Written By Me
Why does the stars keep their sparkle?Why does the sun keeps shining upon us?Why does the sea seem so endless?Why does the birds keep entertaining us with their songs?Why does a mountain stream keep flowing so softly?Why do we feel the warmth in a warm summer breeze?Why do the church bells keep ringing daily?Why do others keep writing the beautiful words to poetry and songs?The answer lies in the beautiful existence of yourself in my worldThe answer lies in the ability of each other to look into each others eyesThe answer lies in the way our arms fit so perfect around each otherThe answer lies in the way our lips conform to each others in a kissThe answer lies in the warmth and softness our bodies feel when togetherThe answer lies in the softness and flowing hair against meWithout you all these would not be important to me anymoreThrough you they continue to survive and be realities in my lifeI truly love, cherish and treasure the moment you came into my lifeYou give me purpose and bri

Halloween Costume Contest~
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Hillbilly Hind Lick Maneuver
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Today At Wal-mart
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It's So, Clear
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London -- Although Rafa Benitez Cant Be Blamed For Chelseas Current Plight In The Champions League, Elimination This Week Would Give His Many Critics
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Another Untitled
Why is it that whenever I need to cry, There are never enough tears in my body? My ducts forever seem so dry, Like a barren desert waiting for a downpour The one dearest to me will hold my hand Walking me down the hardest path, How come every time I start to hope That you are near, you fade away like a spirit of love? A specter in the distance Floating just out of my reach Dashing my hope to tiny slivers of painful tears Doing irreparable damage to my mind But knowing who I am and what I am, I know I will succeed in moving on For I am that strong-willed, loving person I am smart and talented, whether I will win you back Or move on and find someone new, I will succeed Don’t push me down, don’t hold me back, just let me go.

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I need to know you are near How I've loved you and will always love you You were the one to light the stars in my night Why can't one of such beauty live forever Hear my soul scream its plight You were the gift of joy You were my light You gave so much to life My angel of the night Oh hear me call you, I'll always call for you Though you are no longer here May my voice be carried to your spectral ears

Who Are You?
I'm a woman who wishes to be a girl again. I love films, they mean everything to me. I would die without music. I adore Japan and love to eating sushi. I'm a liar. I'm more truth than people can take. I'm the last flapper I'm on diet. Punk Cabaret is Freedom. I hate the sun but I love the desert. I wish it would rain again. I'm a complete witch. I never leave the house without a hat. I love to wear gloves. I prefer being slapped with real anger than being hugged with false sympathy. Sometimes I hate me. I'm a blowjob queen. I don't like being touched. I'm intolerant. I don't care. I love cats. My boss called me spooky. I don't mind being depressive. I tried to kill myself once or twice. I try to regret nothing. I love stockings. Louise Brooks is for me a goddess. Dorothy Parker is my favourite writer. I don't drink but I smoke too much. I never lose control but I wish I could. I want to be loved. Coldness excites me. I wish my skin was pale and white. M

Freaked Out!
Yeah so I didn't have such a great day today!!! Some of you know that I work at a gas station for a grocery store......Some people are just complete morons!!!! When you fill up a gas can you have to set the damn gas can on the ground!!!! DO NOT LEAVE IT IN YOUR TRUCK , CAR,OR TRAILER!!!!!!!!!!!!! I do not wish to be burned to death thank you very much!!! It is a good idea to also NOT talk on your cell phone while fueling your car!!! And when you get out of your car and before you touch the fuel nozzel and pump your gas to touch your car. You create static electricity from sliding in and out of your car. So before you start fueling touch your car to ground yourself!!!!!! Anyways this is what happened......Some guy comes in with a truck and trailer with atvs in the trailer. He starts filling his gas can without taking it off the trailer and putting on the ground. Before I could go out and say anything....FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHAOS!!!!!!!!! The whole gas station was full o

Braveheart Or Robin Hood? - Part Ii
Another account helped William's public image no end. In an attempt to come to the aid of a youth being accosted by English troops he bit off a bit to much and found himself backed up and overpowered. He was pressed down, tied up and taken to the Wardens prison. At this time he was only an outlaw and not wanted so much by Longshanks as simply wanted dead by the local garrisons. He was thrown into jail and left to die. The jailer was instructed to feed him only with bread and rotten herring, after quite some time, weekend and starved he was mistaken for being dead when he fell into a coma. News was spread that William Wallace was dead and his body was thrown onto a dung heap to be left to rot. In hearing that he was dead an old friend, namely his first nurse, made her way to the jail house and asked that she take the body away in order to give him a decent burial. Of course with William now dead and out of the way it seemed harmless enough to keep the locals happy by letting them bur

Breeze
I am a cool breeze that whispers your name, gently embrassing the back of your neck. Arousal of the senses Goose bumps, uncontrolled shudders and shivers. Ecstacy, erotic emotions fill the air with unbridled passion. I am a cool breeze that whispers your name.

~lost Sight~
Going along as always and suddenly the world is a blur. Fuzzy around the edges I can't say where I am or who you are. I just know I am afraid of what is next...will my sight clear, will you still be there? I have lost sight once, will it fade - will I find the sunlight? I want to know I will find happiness again while seeking to change the past not trying to ignore the future. I'm angry with myself and feeling despair at the thought of what is lost. Now I'm unwilling to dream again - fighting myself not to feel closed off to love. My biggest fear is lost sight...

Realtionships
Realtionships 1. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 2. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 3. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 4. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 5. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 6. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 7. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 8. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one,so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 9. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. 10. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and

If Only...
If only I could see your face If only I could touch your lips If only I could watch your eyes I'd hold your hand as we slept If only I could stroke your hair If only I could hold you tight If only I could see your dreams To know I was there like you're in mine If only I could walk with you If only I could talk to you If only I could be with you I'd never be sad again But I can't Because I don't know who you are And I wouldn't know what to say.

Grrrrrrrr
Why is it everytime i start to like a guy...it seems i get pushed aside for another damn bitch...I know i am not the greatest looking person on the face of the earth...or have that barbie doll figure...but hey i do have a heart and soul..

An Online Love Affair
An Online Love Affair We met online, a simple chat room affair. After several weeks of typing, exchanging pictures, cybersex and phone sex; we decided to meet face to face. We agreed on a public place at first, until we felt comfortable enough to move to private quarters. You got to the little outside cafe first, dressed in your favorite short skirt and skintight button up the back shirt (hint hint). As you waited for me to arrive, you fiddled a bit with your cloths and sipped at your coffee. Then out of the corner of your eye, you saw me. "Oh my god, he's much better looking in person. I could ravage my body for hours." You stood up and waved, getting my attention. My smile was bright as I walked over to the table. I sat down and ordered a coffee. We both sat there, completely quiet, staring into each other's eyes, neither of us believing this was finally happening. I slid my chair over a bit, sitting beside your, as I reached across and slipped my hand onto your thigh. My

Back :):):)
hey all!!!!! the christmas season is over....and what a long and busy time it has been for me. but now i have time for cherrytap and all of the freinds i mave missed so dearly :)thanks to all that has shown me love while i was gone... hugs and kisses kels :):):)

Miss Vermont
Ok boys and girls. I am in this Miss Cherry USA contest representing the greta state of Vermont. Thre most comments wins! I need all of you to come support me as best as you can. The deck is stacked against me and I really want this one. Come show the support that I know you are capable of Love you lots ~J~

Sunmaid Bastards!!
So there I was, Just getting stoned With a raisin. So the raisin asks "So what are we smoking here?". And I say "We're smoking some grapes!". Then the raisin is all "Mother Fucker! We are smoking my family?!". I gave him the crazy eye and say "You're a dumb bitch, Ain't ya?" That's when a donkey Comes running down the street And kicks my head open. True story!

1967
***You Belong in 1967*** If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! What Year Do You Belong In? http://www.blogthings.com/whatyeardoyoubelonginquiz/

My First Vent
Hello out there in cherry land. The weather here today is 20 degrees. Yesterday, the weatherman said we were going to get snow today. Well, guess what? We're now going to get a dusting. I got all excited about getting snow and it's barely going to cover the ground. OK, now I've vented and I feel better now. LOL. Actually, I'm glad we're not going to get a lot of snow. I have to work tomorrow and the kids go to school. I'd hate to have to drive in that. So with that said, YEAH, no snow. LOL

The Damn Love Thing
A sense of duty is useful in work, but offensive in personal relations. People wish to be liked, not be endured with patient resignation. Bible: Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. I Corinthians 13:4-8 The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of. Why love if losing hurts so much? We love to know that we are not alone. Where love rules, there is no will to power; and where power predominates, there love is lacking. The one is the shadow of the other. Love, like truth and beauty, is concrete. Love is not fundamentally a sweet feeling; not, at heart, a matter of sentiment, attachment, or being "drawn toward." Love is active, effectiv

Audrey Hepburn
This was read at her funeral: For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone. People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.

Friends......
my friends is a small circle......... and very precious to me..... like a jewel that has been given to me with extreme care.... and trust........ i hold on to'em like i have been trusted to... there are bad days but the small circle of friends that i have can take my bad day and turn it good...... i love them so very much..... that i miss my other friends back at home........... my small circle of friends are very unique... to me........ i choose them very wisely as well......my friendship is very fragile and has to be handled with care..........otherwise it is broken......... friends to me are like a a childhood that i have never had..... just thinking about how much laughter that i get out of it.... i laugh as well.....they help me when im in need.....that is mostly mentally......... they like it when i make them laugh and when my ass gets on redbull....... ohhh damn.... never have more then one great can of redbull.......... its reall sleep fucker-upper.... my

The Gators
This momma gator has decided she likes my yard as her home Can you spot her If I move closer... Can you see her now She is about 9 feet long. can you see the 5 babies with her Cat's not afraid. She likes to throw sticks Cat wins, but the momma will be back soon

A Very Romantic Scene In Romeo And Juliet
He jests at scars that never felt a wound. [Juliet appears above at a window.] But soft, what light through yonder window breaks? It is the east and Juliet is the sun! Arise, fair sun, and kill the envious moon, Who is already sick and pale with grief (5) That thou her maid art far more fair than she. Be not her maid, since she is envious; Her vestal livery is but sick and green, (10) And none but fools do wear it. Cast it off. It is my lady, O, it is my love! (10) O that she knew she were! She speaks, yet she says nothing; what of that? Her eye discourses, I will answer it. I am too bold: 'tis not to me she speaks. Two of the fairest stars in all the heaven, (15) Having some business, do entreat her eyes To twinkle in their spheres till they return. What if her eyes were there, they in her head? The brightness of her cheek would shame those stars, As daylight doth a lamp. Her eyes in heaven (20) Would through the airy region stream so bright That birds wo

To Women
Getting home tonight, for the first time since Friday, I felt a significant comfort. It's always good to make your way home eventually, despite how much fun you had for the past few days. I kicked off my shoes, and noticed them like gaping maws begging for my feet to be put back in. I ignored their cries and went to the bathroom. This is where I first made this thought. As I finished, I leaned forward and put the toilet seat down before I flushed. Why did I do this? I was raised by women. I was taught the utmost respect for females and I cater to their every whim whenever possible. I have always done the best I can, and usually I understand why certain needs have to be met. However, I do not understand why I have to put the toilet seat down. We, as men, have no problem lifting it up. Even if we get up in the middle of the night, we lift the toilet seat up. It's reflex to us. So why is it that even if you get up in the middle of the night, you fall in the toilet if w

200 Q's
200. Name: gina 199. I was born on: August 24 198. I was raised in: Morehead City, NC 197. Hair color: brown 196. My eye color is: blue 195. My ears are: pierced AGAIN 193. My favorite color is: blue 192. My height is: 5'5 191. I am allergic to: pepers and onions 190. I live in: NC 189. Last book I read: lakehouse 188. My bed time is: whenever 187. First Screen name: irishdaughter22 186. Current Screen name: which one 179. My favorite Holiday is: christmas 178. Least favorite Holiday is: v-day 177. Perfect Kiss: it's too hard to explain, its not the kiss, but the passion behind it 176. Last time I cried was: last night 172. My most treasured possession is: all those i love 170. What did you do last night: stayed home 167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn): burn =============================== :::::I Do (YES)/Do Not (NO) Believe In::::: =============================== 143

Ok
hey my sexy friends of mine. im doing ok.. just setting around trin heal up.. and walkin around when i can.. im just glad that im not in pain or sick like i was last wed and thurs.. and also in pain.. the pain that i was in. remember no not rate the pics that are adult only the ones that are not adult.. i want to move up and put more sexy pics up for u all..

Sexual Type
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Just Another Bad Day
Im Just trying to understand why bad things happen to great people. As many of you know my mother has had MS for a few years now, and is not in the best of health. Well this week my father was diagnosed with cancer, and must start radiation and chemo next week. This leaves me wondering how life can be so unfair sometimes. My parents are the greatest people, and have always been there for me, and have helped me in so many ways. I love them both so much. I can only pray and hope for the best for both of them. My parents are great people who would do anything for anybody and they do not deserve all of this. I don't understand how there are such evil people in this world, that are perfectly healthy. Not that i wish any illness on anyone, but it's just not fair. I don't know how to feel about anything. My only positive outlook is that I can take this time to tell them anything i want too, and too make sure they know I love them both and appreciate everything they have done for me

Men Never Listen
In a Chicago hospital, a gentleman had made several attempts to get into the men's restroom, but it had always been occupied. A nurse noticed his predicament. Sir, she said " You may use the ladies room if you promise not to touch any of the buttons on the wall." He did what he needed to, and as he sat there he noticed the buttons he had promised not to touch. Each button was identified by letters: WW, WA, PP, and a red one labeled ATR. Who would know if he touched them? He couldn't resist.. He pushed WW. warm water was sprayed gently upon his bottom. What a nice feeling, he thought. Men's restrooms don't have nice things like this. Anticipating greater pleasure, he pushed the WA button Warm air replaced the warm water, gently drying his underside. When this stopped, he pushed the PP button. A large powder puff caressed his bottom adding a fragile scent of spring flower to this unbelievable pleasure.. The ladies restroom was more than a restroom, i

Little Things In Life
Life The sun is shining, hot, and bright. Theres not breeze to be felt, the sounds of birds chirping , and children playing. These are some of the wonderful things in life. How sweet is life to hear the laughter, crying, and chatter of a baby. The precious smile, the coo's of the the chatter, and the laughter that lets us know were doing a good job. These are the wonderful things in life. The touch and smell of that special someone, makes you smile, laugh, but sometimes cry. The sound of their voice gives you chills. Oh those are the wonderful things in life that only special once can do.

I Love You
I WANTED TO DO SOMETHING VERY SPECIAL FOR MY FRIENDS WHO HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME...I'M GOING IN THE HOSPITAL IN THE MORNING FOR SURGERY..AND MY FRIENDS HAVE REALLY GIVEN ME ALOT OF MORAL SUPPORT..THEY ARE A WONDERFUL GROUP..I LOVE EACH OF THEM...AS EVERYONE KNOWS ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN DURING SURGERY...BUT I AM TRYING TO KEEP A POSITIVE OUTLOOK ON THINGS..BUT IF SOMETHING DOES HAPPEN I WANTED TO DO THIS SLIDE SHOW FOR THEM... MAY THE ANGELS WATCH OVER YA'LL.......... I LOVE YA'LL WITH ALL OF MY HEART........ SO TIM WE JOINED ON THE SAME DAY AND HAVE BEEN FRIENDS SINCE THEN...REMEMBER I LOVE YOU...AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF PLEASE...YOU HAVE PUT UP WITH ME UNTIL I'M SURE I DROVE YOU CRAZY AT TIMES...THANK YOU... CHUCK YOU HAVE BEEN MY GUARDIAN ANGEL....YOU ALWAYS KNOW WHEN I NEED A SHOULDER...WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS ALSO SINCE WE BOTH JOINED...AND I KNOW YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN IN MY CORNER...THANK YOU..I LOVE YOU... TERRY OH WHAT CAN I SAY YOUR MY BESTFRIEND...THANK YOU FOR BEI

Eastern Timber
The eastern timber wolf (Canis lupus lycaon) was the first subspecies of the gray wolf, Canis lupus, to be recognized in the United States. Canis lupus lycaon inhabited the eastern portions of the United States and southeastern parts of Canada. Like all wolves, the eastern timber wolf is a very social animal which communicates using body language, scent marking, and vocalization. The eastern timber wolf was virtually exterminated by the early 1900s throughout its historic range in the northeastern United States. Although there are unconfirmed sightings of wolves in Vermont and Maine, and a confirmed shooting of a wolf in Maine in 1993, there is no evidence of breeding activity in the region. The northeastern United States provides suitable wolf habitat with over 26 million acres of northern forest from Adirondack State Park in Upstate New York through the North Woods of Maine. In fact, the U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service's 1992 Eastern Timberwolf Recovery Plan identified Adirond

Men Online
I have been online for a couple years now, and I have encountered many a man. I was once very optimistic and fun..very naive and trusting in the extreme. Not to say some of those traits aren't still lingering, but they surely are not what they used to be. I don't intend to bash on men...I adore them. Tis' my weakness after all. MEN! (sigh) It is my opinion that men online are very easily categorized..maybe harshly..but if the truth hurts.. yea..you know! There is the sweet guy: always there to offer a hello. a very chipper type of man. most likely very depressed and only wanting to make you smile in a way to feel as if he accomplished his goal for the day. this man is one of the most under appreciated of all men online. he is also commonly mistaken as a stalker. there is nothing wrong with him except how he has been treated in this fantasy based land we call cyber space! There is the charmer: generally very persistant at first so as to charm you into submission. strong will

Lies
I sit here and wonder why people feel they have to lie to others about things. Is it because they have nothing better to do? Do they get kicks making people feel like shit? I been led on by a story of sorts, and today was the day things were supposed to happened. But as par for the course in my life it must have all been a lie. This person had my hopes up that I might have a chance at life, only to not show up, not answer their phone or text messages and leave me hanging. With all the things in my life right now this of all things I did not need nor can handle. I honestly dont know if I will survive this or not it just might be the thing that pushes me over the edge finally. I sit here and wonder what have I done so bad to deserve this life and realize more and more I dont even want my life anymore. I just cant deal with the pain of it anymore.

Name Change
so my id name has caused a few problems for friends and myself so im going to be changing it..makes me sad lol i love my id name but i want the site to be fun for all..so i have been told to try sherrylicious so thats what i will try hugs all love u xoxo

A Soldiers Poem
A Soldiers Poem If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don't you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big bro to all in America. I love you so much and you know that, Your brot

Religion And Astrology
9/7/2007 Dear Readers: It is important to clarify myself so you understand what I am trying to accomplish with you when I post a message. First and foremost I am concerned in EDUCATING you and I can do this ONLY by posting advanced or unusual material so you can appreciate how advanced you are compared to the ignorant, God fearing religiously poisoned mass. Realize also that I DO NOT TAKE anything personally even if my legendary honesty and direct approach to life may offend some of you. Remember you can only \"connect\" with someone YOUR way and this is based upon your education, experiences and your UCI (Unique Celestial Identity) or your astrological chart. So PLEASE many of you are over sensitive and feel the need to endorse and support me when what I am doing is only PASS ON a message hoping for you to acknowledge it without emotional input. Controversial material will always be a part of my regular newsletters while my VIP \"Cosmic Code Subscribers\" will

Changes
In my life i've learned that everything happens for a reason and these events shape you as a person. I can appreciate this. Never in my life have I regreted anything that i have done or has happened to me. I have never wished to be different or change myself. Is it ok to want to change something about yourself??? Everyone has their faults and vices...but what if these vices make it more difficult to handle certain situations that occur in life? What if you've tried so hard to change these things but can't find a more productive way to channel the energy? I guess all you can do is stay persistent until the change is made. You can't change your ways over night...but oh how i wish you could. Persevere Now what if there is no possible way to change something about yourself? It is in your past, you've dealt with it and have even moved on to a different place in your life. But somehow it just seems to keep bitin ya in the ass. I've dealt with it, I've faced the facts and maybe thats

Awesome Poem
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about 'And blood was everywhere,' 'The sirens screamed out eulogies,' For death was in the air. 'A mother, trapped inside her car,' Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: 'Oh, God, please spare my boys!' She fought to loose her pinned hands; 'She struggled to get free,' But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused 'On where the back seat once had been,' But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; 'She did not hear them cry, ' 'And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, ' 'Oh, God, don't let them die! ' Then firemen came and cut her loose, ' 'But when they searched the back, ' 'They found therein no little boys, ' But the seat belts were intact. They

What?
I can't even get a ticker from anyone to show me love? Come on now, you can use fubar bucks for that!..LMAO Of course still no family pics, but hey..I would luv ya forever...being silly I guess...:( giggling Hugs and kisses! LOL

Acoustic Chicks (mostly)
As you should know I like all types of music, but recently I have been listening to a lot of female singer songwriters. This genre goes way back and exploded with the women’s movement in the 60’s – see Joni Mitchell, Joan Beaz, Joan Armatrading and even Carly Simon. It seems as if the women’s movement is going backwards now, a symptom of our apathetic society possibly… But there are still some great voices out there singing about women’s lives and issues. And more importantly what is more beautiful that a woman’s voice (or you could just leave voice out of that statement). Here are a few that are currently at the top of my list: Emmy Lou Harris – Perhaps the most distinctive female voice, for years Emmy has brought us amazing song after song. Victoria Williams – kind of like Bob Dylan or Tom Waits… not the prettiest voice, but you just can’t stop listening. Victoria suffers from MS and along with some friends has done some great albums as a benefit to find a cure for the d

Going To Move
I am moveing the 17th of this month. When I get to my new place I will not be on here for awhile. I will miss all of my close friends on fubar. I am hoping to get everything going very soon that way i can see all of you people soon. I will not have a computer for a few but hopefully very soon.. I am sorry about all this but i would love for peeps to still fan,add, an rate me! i will return the love as soon as i get back on here. To my closest friends that i have numbers an things for i will call u as soon as i get a phone. You all know who i am talking about.. They are peeps i talk to all the time on here or in yahoo. I will miss all of you until i get back remember to show love an sign my guest book also. LOVE MY FUBAR FRIENDS AND FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!

The Reason Why I Sometimes Dont React
I had a surgical treatment on my finger, but it still isnt over an I have to go to the hospital again on thursday. The pain is sometimes so bad, that I cant type or use my mouse. So Im just hanging around here when that happends. So please dont be angry when I dont react or give a very late reaction. This is what my problem is (also on my right hand and Im right handed): A trigger finger occurs when the motion of the tendon that opens and closes the finger is limited, causing the finger to lock or catch as the finger is extended. The Cause: Tendons that control the movements of the fingers and thumb slide through a snug tunnel of tissue created by a series of pulleys that keeps the tendon in place. The tendon can become irritated as it slips through the tunnel. As it becomes more and more irritated, the tendon may thicken, making its passage through the tunnel more difficult. The tissues that hold the tendon in place may thicken, causing the opening of the tunnel to become

Show Ya Luv!
- Get Your Own SHOW YOUR LUV BY LEAVING COMMENTS ON MY PIC PLZ...JUST CLICK PIC BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO MY CONTEST I'M IN (GOAL IS 5000, LOL YA LONG WAY TO GO)...MUUUUAAAAHHHHH or try this link [ fubar.com photo: 890543093 ]

Scars
When I feel sad, When I feel low When I don’t want anyone to know … I cut myself, When I hate myself. It makes me feel better about myself. Then, when I’m happy, I see my scars … It makes me sad, It makes me low. People see your scars … they know. Is this the way to go? I don’t know.

Space
Space the Great Beyond. I was there for only a few days. My the view was great. But, then come home I must. To my life that will ever live in the hearts I will never know. Because I never made it home that day. My life as I know it will never be the same. I came down in fiery flames to a ground so cold. But, I felt nothing because I was with the creator. Of this my final resting place.... JLM

Syn
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ~*~SYN IS ONE OF THE MOST GENEROUS AND CARING PEOPLE ON FUBAR. HE HAS HELPED ME WITH SO MUCH AND NEVER ASKS FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN. GO TO HIS PAGE AND SHOW HIM MASSIVE AMOUNTS OF LOVE~*~ ~*~*~*~**~*~~*~*~*~RATE HIS PAGE~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~FAN HIM~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ADD HIM AS A FRIEND~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~RATE HIS PICS~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~RATE HIS STASH~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~RATE HIS BLOGS~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ♥ ♥ HE WOULD DO IT FOR YOU ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ AND HE DESERVES IT!!! ♥ ♥ Syn...Owner of Rebbie!!....Be My Valentine!...Read my Blog for details..@ fubar

10 Things About Me Or That I Believe ...lol
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. 2. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better have a big dick or huge boobs. 3. Psst!! Bubblewrap, there is nothing wrong with my lip action!!! lol 4. I play the guitar and sing .... and no gordanfankim I will not sing at your funeral!!! 5. Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway. 6. Learned a very important lesson from a good friend ..... when its 15 degrees below zero .... dont pee on your zipper!!!! 7. Why is it that when you're driving and looking for an address, you turn down the volume

Answer These
Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did(hehe) Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] you look to sweet to fuck [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I think ur pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... 4 things you would like to know about me? 1.) 2.) 3.) 4.) If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather.. [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Marry me [ ] Friends [ ] Do me What kind of underwear are you wearing right now? [ ] boxers [ ] whitie tighties [ ] thongs [ ] g-string [ ] granny panties [ ] boy shorts [ ] none What's ur favorite position? On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ]

About Me...
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1. I was born in Chicago, Illinois. 2. I'm in school for computers. I'm a closet geek. 3. I have 1 fat cat... lol 4. I collect asian art. 5. I live in the country. 6. I like beer. 7. I evaluate cars/trucks for emissions. 8. I have 1 son that's 11. 9. I drive 100 to work and back. 10.Love the search and find mystery games online. Passing the torch to... cajun, Babs, beautifully complicated, tigerprincess, and va guy Tag you're it now pass it on

Philly Three Pepper Quesadillas
PHILLY Three Pepper Quesadillas This recipe brought to you by Kraft. Serving: 30 Prep Time: 20 min minutes Cook Time: 10 min INGREDIENTS: 1 cup thin green pepper strips 1 cup thin red pepper strips 1 cup thin yellow pepper strips 1/2 cup thin onion slices 1/3 cup butter or margarine 1/2 tsp. ground cumin 1 pkg. (8 oz.) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, softened 1 pkg. (8 oz.) KRAFT Shredded Sharp Cheddar Cheese 10 TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Flour Tortillas 1 jar (16 oz.) TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Thick 'N Chunky Salsa DIRECTIONS: PREHEAT oven to 425 degrees F. Cook and stir peppers and onion in butter in large skillet on medium-high heat until crisp-tender. Stir in cumin. Drain, reserving liquid. BEAT cream cheese and Cheddar cheese with electric mixer on medium speed until well blended. SPOON 2 Tbsp. cheese mixture onto each tortilla; top each evenly with pepper mixture. Fold tortillas in half; place on ungreased baking sheet. Brush with reserved liquid. BAKE

Laptop
Yay!!! I got a laptop finally, and im excited about it. I love it. Although there are a few things I wish were different but, I can live with this for now. It put me back quite a penny, but I did save a LOT of money from where I got it at. I love my job, i just got my raise. Been there 6 months now, so thats exciting. I like where I work, and the people I work with. We are short some people tho, so thats frustrating, but I think they are hiring a couple more soon. Hopefully they work out cause its kinda stressful trying to cover shifts and breaks and all that.

1 Wish
A man and his wife, now in their 60's, were celebrating their 40th wedding anniversary. On their special day a good fairy came to them and said that because they had been so good that each one of them could have one wish. The wife wished for a trip around the world with her husband. Whoosh! Immediately she had airline/cruise tickets in her hands. The man wished for a female companion 30 years younger... Whoosh...immediately he turned ninety!!! Gotta love that fairy!

Just 45 Seconds Really
Howdy...good evening to you... Any chance i could get you to do me a very small favor?Im trying to get a happy hour,by getting people to fan rate and add this wonderful lady...She always returns all the love as well,shes very sweet...If i get enough people to do this,ill get a happy hour so id appreciate it very very much...Be sure to say in the friend request that MetalRon sent you so i get credit...Thank you so much!!!Have a great day! Heres a link to her... Just click/rate/fan/add,only takes about 2 minutes or less(dont forget to say MetalRon sent you...)Plus...send me a private message and let me know you did it,and ill send you 500 fubucks for your time...Now thats a QUICK fu-buck... Very Sexy Comments & GraphicsYou Rock! Thank You So Much!

My Dad
I know I haven't been around here for a while but I was trying to spend as much time as I could with my dad. He has now passed away. It doesn't make it any easier knowing that this day was coming. I am grateful he isn't suffering anymore, the last few days were such a struggle for him. Might be awhile before I will be around again. Take Care, Susie

Visual
bound, blindfolded... the feeling of hands exploring flesh, testing for reaction... head shifting, toes curling, sighing and moaning as discoveries are made... pleasure intensified by anticipation... pushing further and further with each stroke of fingers... teeth sinking into tender lips, whimpers evidence of approaching bliss... muscles tense, hips jerk, mouth falls open, nails dig into palms... the ecstasy of release

Bid On Me....see How!
Captain Caveman will be hosting his 1st auction and he is also up for bids! Anyone interested in joining, just send your offer and pic of your choice in a private message. Auction is open for bids and will run thru April 5th. {Captaîn Cavemãn}®~nWo~@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Remember there's still time to enter...just send those pics and offers to Captain Caveman in a private message. Stop by and check em out, click on links below to see offers and place bids.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Captain Caveman... ~angelynna~... ***Here's my tiny lil pic below...click on it to bid!!!*** ~*~Sweet~*~...

Zombies!!!!
Zombreeze!: Leeds International Film Festival To mark the beginning of this year's Leeds Young People's Film Festival, festival organizers are trying to set a record for the most zombies gathered at a single event. From their FAQ: What is a zombie? A zombie is a dead person that is brought back to life through a curse or a mutation. They are a bit silly and have little reasoning power, though many can perform "remembered behaviours" from their mortal existence, like the ability to walk. Zombies are talked about in ancient folklore but more recently, zombie films have exposed new theories according to which man-made viruses or genetic experiments are held responsible for the creation of zombies. What is a zombie gathering? A zombie gathering is simply a collection of Zombies. In order to beat the Guinness World Record TM, we have to beat the existing record of 1100 zombies who must all be in one place for at least 15 minutes. Some adjudicators wi

Dreaming
Dreaming By: Deborah Boyd There is a place So far away But yet it beckons me To come and stay The lights are soft The music turned down The fireplace roaring In the background The weather outside Seems to know what is dear The soft pitter patters of rain Is coming so near You come take my hand To show me the way You lead me across the room To where we both lay The soft gentle kisses The caress of your hands Soon send by body quivering Its more then I can stand Soon the soft glow Of our bodies embrace Emerge to become one Without even a trace The emotions I feel They are such a rush To know our loves there Oh God its to much I then close my eyes The sensation is there The feel of your body Is more then I can bare I open my eyes And look into space To wonder where I am To have this taken such place I then come to realize That in my slumber I slept To have such a dream For me to have kept

Biphobia
April 11th, 2008 Are you a Gold Star Lesbian? What do you mean you don’t know what one is? It’s a lesbian who’s never slept with a man, of course. Gold stars for the pure, no stars for the contaminated but repentant, and as for those greedy bisexuals… Well, what about those bisexuals? Those betraying, confused, promiscuous, untrustworthy fence-sitters that crept into the jolly LGBT acronym but will never know how it feels to be truly oppressed. What a joke. Bi folk get it twice of course – as well as straightforward homophobia, they also have to face biphobia from both the straight and gay community. But what, exactly, is biphobia? Cheryl Dobinson from bi zine The Fence describes it simply as “any type of discrimination, oppression or prejudice that is directed at or specifically affects bisexual people.” The ‘hilarious’ Gold Star Lesbian label, for example. And if it’s not prejudice masquerading as humour, it’s prejudice wrapped in ignorance. “There’s this presumption that

Rejection And How To Deal With It
Check ALL my newsletters and great pictures in my blog http://www.myspace.com/drturi Free Newsletter http://www.drturi.com/newsletter/ http://www.drturi.com Order And Services http://www.drturi.com/readings.php Rejection and How To Deal with It Note this is one of the many newsletters I wrote and you may sign up to find out all about my philosophy, my trips, TV, radio show appearances, super deals, course, events etc. It's FREE http://www.drturi.com/news/ Thank you for your support DT With the statistics pointing out to more than 75% of relationships ending up with failure we will all have to experience refutation a few times during the course of our life and one of the most difficult experiences to deal with is indeed "rejection". Rejection may come from many sources and some of those causes can be somehow ridiculous for some but extremely serious for others. Incidentally the most common reason for rejection is a feeling of inadequacy and a

"poem By Kg"
I‘m sick, I‘m tired -- Earth awaits Embracing me – no fear, no hate. Like clouds above the crowds of heads So soft as pillows on the beds The darkness landing all around My feet are touching solid ground I go or stay? I say or go? That‘s all I want to finally know No matter fears, no matter dreams Life goes along it really seems That I alone and only care For things in life that are so dear Don‘t search for clues – there are no such Don‘t mention bues, I care for touch Let hope begin, let sun come free My major sin, YOU always be PS Don‘t search for explanations, really. Thanks for reading. Yes, that was purely my creation. Posted by Girlish-Any, 11-23-2007 IN her Blog, "I wrote it"

8 Year Anniversary
So for those who dont know, yesterday was my 8 yr anniversary. No its not a wedding anny or anything like that. May 13th, 2000 was the day that changed my life forever. However, im not sure whether good or bad. This is the first time that the day slipped by without me remembering which is nuts. I know yall are like "wtf are you talkin about?" I got into a bad car accident which broke my neck and paralyzed me for life. For those who care to read or take a glance heres the story: May 13th 2000 This is the newspaper article from my car accident. This is taken from the Greybull Standard in Greybull, Wy where i lived at the time on May 14th 2000. The following is the article incase you cant read the picture.***A one-vehicle rollover approximatly eight miles north of Greybull early Saturday morning sent two men, ages 18 and 19, to the intensive care unit of Deaconess Hospital in Bllings, where they are still hospitalized for injuries they substained in the mishap.Shawn Dickens

Stupid People
WHY DO PEOPLE SELL THERE NSFW ON FUBAR HALF OF WHAT THERE SELLING IS NOT WORTH CRAP HELL MOST GIVE IT UP FREE PLUS SOME ARE MOTHERS HELL I HOPE THE KIDS NEVER SEE PICS OF MOMMY FLOATING ROUND THE SCHOOL THE NEXT THING ARE WE GONNA PAY THE CABLE BILL NEXT FOR YOU TO SEE FLESH OR PAY FOR LIL JOHNNY AND SUZIE TO GO TO PRIVATE SCHOOL COME ON I MAYBE SOME GUYS WILL PAY FOR IT I STILL DONT UNDERSTAND I GUESS IF SHE WAS SELLING GIRL SCOUTS COOKIES I MIGHT BUY A BLAST WORTH OR IF SHE BABY SETS MY DOGS I MIGHT BUY A HAPPY HOUR BUT GUYS YOU STILL CAN GET PORN FOR FREE LAST TIME I TURN ON THE INTERNET

Check It Out!
Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis; would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before scrolling down to the answer of this one........ Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three leading candidates: Candidate A: Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologists. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B: He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whisky every evening. Candidate C: He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and hasn't had any extramarital affairs. Which of these candidates would be your choice? Decide first, no peeking, then scroll down f

Freedom
Freedom Have you ever thought how lucky you are to have freedom I have and when I do I think of all those men and women that fought so we can have it They put their lives on the line so I can enjoy the freedom I have These men and women don’t know me personally they fight for their countrymen and women to keep them free These men and women leave their family and friends to provide people they don’t even know a place that they can do what they like and say what they like I also think of those women in the world that have no freedom They are nothing more than possessions of the man These poor souls suffer humiliation on a daily basis Imagine how you would feel if you had to do anything someone told you or suffer pain humiliation or even death These poor women do this every day Some women if they show even their wrist in public can be stoned to death even if this happens by accident Imagine being used to make your husband richer by being given to different men maybe several at a tim

Fury
Fury blinds me; Fury guides me; Fury hides what I feel inside. Fury gives me strength to hurry and hide. Fury encases me,encloses me,protects me. Fury is my friend; Fury is my enemy; Fury is my life,my death. Fury is all I have left.... Thank you again fury for ur help and for ur insperational name :P

Auction
> > > > > > > > WoW!!! ~ WoW!!! ~ WoW!!! > IT'S THE AUGUST AMAZING FU'S AUCTION!!! > > > > I'M UP FOR AUCTION!!!! > > SO COME ON AND BID, BID, BID!!! RATE MY PIC AS WELL! > WHOEVER ENDS UP WITH THE MOST PIC RATES WILL WIN A > BLING PACK FROM THE HOSTESS!!! > > I'M DEFINITELY WORTH IT AND WILL LUV YOU UP LOTS IF YOU'RE THE LUCKY OWNER!!! > SO STOP WAITING ALREADY AND GOOOOOO BID!!! > >> > >

News
The Wrestling Observer is reporting that Vince McMahon has decided to pull Randy Savage as a playable character in the upcoming "Legends of Wrestlemania" video game which is slated to be released by THQ next March. Savage, who competed in 9 out of the first 10 Wrestlemania's and won the WWF Championship at two of them, is being regarded by THQ as a huge loss to the video game. In addition to Savage, McMahon has also made the decision to pull Mick Foley from the game even though his character had already been created. McMahon made the decision following Foley's departure from WWE and announcement that he has signed with TNA. Several other names were also removed from the game at McMahon's request, but those names have yet to be released.

Please Hear What I Am Not Saying
Its been awhile since i have blogged i noticed.I have ben busy with the lounge re-opening and real life drama.I got a new puppy-a new blog complete with pics will be up soon i promise. I caught this blog entry on a very dear friends page and it spoke to me and i had to share. I consider myself to be as true online as i am in real life but truthfully its easier to be a social butterfly when theres no fear of contact or seeing you at your worst involved. Someone once asked me where i work how i keep having relationships with people online.To me its a double edge sword. Theres the comfort in getting to know someone without basing that reaction on first encounter biases. How they look, how much money they have, material crap. On the other hand, SOOO MANYYYYY are not who they claim to be online at all. anyways, enough of my senseless babbling and poor grammar. Thank you Jeff for allowing me to share.... "PLEASE HEAR WHAT I AM NOT SAYING" DON'T BE FOOLED BY ME. DON'T BE FOOLED B

Bike Hoes Beware! They Are Onto You!
Bike Hoes Beware....Theyre Onto You!!!!! 1.If you have no bike but just happen to have your own helmet in your car we know your playing us for a ride. 2. If your gonna go for a ride go on with the niceest bike hes the one who is least likley to crash and kill you.If he has a nice bke hes prob. been ridding a while. If you go with a tool who has a 86 ninja 250 we are all gonna laugh at you.Plus use your head if his bike looks broke then so is he DUHHH! 3. If the bike is a "Stunt bike" or rashed up all over reconsider there is a reason its rashed up. 4. If your FAT! save yourself some embaressment and us the agrivation of trying to tell you no with out saying cuz YOUR FAT BITCH!!!! we can only be sooo nice. Use your head. 5.If your friend is ugly or FAT (See rule 4) it is not my responsability to get someone to take her. 6. If you have on a skirt then YES!!! we have to go first no one else knows how to get where we are going (Right guys ) 7. Showing your tits wi

Looking For A New Owner--check Out My Offers!
I'm also in a "blings only" auction: So... who will be my next master? Just click the pic above to rate & bid Be sure to show the hosts lotz fu-love for their time n efforts: LONESTARSTATECOWBOY~JAMES BOND 007~KING OF CAMELOT@ fubar MishNumber1 ♥ Plz Rate & Fan Then Add Me. I Always Return The Luv ♥@ fubar

Toxic People And Happiness!!!
Who are the severely toxic people? They are the ones who complain all the time. They are the ones who always blame you. They may always turn things around so things you felt they had done wrong are suddenly your fault. They overreact to bad events. They drain your energy. It may be that they get you to spend a lot of time and emotional strength trying to cheer them up. They may bombard you with their negativity so that you have to spend energy trying to fend it off. Perhaps their constant pessimism infects you, or they always make you angry. They may be leeches who feed themselves by making you give them your positivity. This person can literally suck the life out of you. Toxic People in Your Life Do you know someone who always makes you feel depressed, angry or just plain tired? Think about this person. Is he or she a complainer, or someone who always expects things to go wrong, or someone who constantly finds fault with you? Does he or she always seem more cheerful after ranting to

Knee Surgery
This morning I had some knee surgery done How did it get that far? In August I fell with my bicycle and hurt my left knee and my right elbow. The pain in the elbow had gone after two weeks, th eknee kept hurting. Finally I went to see the guy who had already done surgery 7 years ago on my right knee, and after the scan it showed that I had the same problem: one cracked meniscus. Solution: take it out, lol. Surgery went well (well, at least up until now, lol). Entered the operating room at 9:45am, woke up in the wake-up unit at 10:45, where they kept me in observation for another half hour, then I was taken to my room, where I slept for another hour. In the afternoon I got something to eat (I was about starving, lol), and around 3pm the orthopedic surgeon came to see how I was doing. The head nurse gave me a first shot against clogging of the blood (I have 9 to go, will have a nurse coming over at home to do that every day). I am home now, walking with crutches for the first couple

Everyone Read This Now Plz
CAN WE GIVE HER LOVE PLZ EVERYONE.. PLZ.. MY HEART JUST NOW BROKE. PLZ SHES ABOUT TO LEVEL TO GODFATHER HERE.. I DONT NEED ANYMORE RATES.. PLZ JUST GO RATE HER TONIGHT... PLZ THIS IS MIZZ SHADY ASKING YOU GUYS PLZ SHOUT BOX READ BOTTOM UP... ~~SHÅWÑÅ~~: its ok really i have learned to deal and i help others going thru the same thing. do u have someone there by chance is that why u asked? ->~~SHÅWÑÅ~~: OMG IM SO SORRY SO VERY SORRY ~~SHÅWÑÅ~~: no he was killed in august 05 ->~~SHÅWÑÅ~~: IS YOUR HUSBAND AT WAR

Why
cant sleep cant think thoughts of u fill my head..why must i go through this torture.tell me you love me tell me u want me. dont leave me hanging here by a thread.i need u more than i want to.I love you more than i should.Please tell me why we repeat this love song..we both know it ends in heartache.I dont know how much more i can take.Watching you walk away from me is hard..watching you walk back into my life is harder.Its like a dream come true all over again..but i know its a nightmare in disguise.

Come & Join My First Contest! :)
I'm having my first contest! There's No Fee To Enter! The contest will run for 2 weeks. And if I get enough entries the contest will start on Monday October 27th at 10 AM Central time and end on November 10th at 10 AM Central time. There will be only 2 winner's List of Gift's That Will be offered! 1st place with Most points (min 15,000) will win either a 7 day blast, 1 month VIP or a 25 Bling Pack. You chose the prize you want. 2nd place with Most rates (over 200) wins 1 Big Pimpin Gift as well as 250k in fubucks. :) Rates =10 points and Comments =5 points NOW FOR THE RULES! 1. You may submit any pic you want---MUST BE SFW ONLY 2. Self-Commenting AND Bombing Are Allowed AND Encouraged 3. NO DRAMA---Drama Will Get You Kicked OUT 4. NO SCRIPTING---Anyone Caught Scripting Will Be Kicked OUT 5. Your must be a FRIEND to enter or bomb, so make sure to RATE/FAN/ADD ME!! 6. Have FUN and ENJOY ENJOY ENJOY!

Oracle Bound! Do Me Do Me!
So, I just activated Auto 11's again! I uploaded a bunch of new pics to rate and want to hit 14 mil by the time they are over! So, show me lots and lots of love! Here's the album you can rate for $20,000 FUBUCKS or a SFW Salute from me! Be sure to Private Message ME when you are done and specify which you would like! Anyone that BLINGS me today will also get a SFW Salute! Big Bling might get ya some more goodies! hehe

Pheochromocytomas
I hade one of this tumors and it was removed. But it has come back. I got all this info from a few different sites. There is a lot of information on this on the net. I tryed to give as much as I could here. Pheochromocytomas are tumors of the adrenal gland, which produce excess adrenaline...:namespace prefix Pheochromocytomas arise from the central portion of the adrenal gland, which is called the adrenal medulla. The adrenal medulla is responsible for the normal production of adrenaline which our body requires to help maintain blood pressure and to help cope with stressful situations. A tumor, which arises from the adrenal medulla and overproduces adrenaline, can be a deadly tumor because of the severe elevation in blood pressure it causes. List of symptoms of Pheochromocytoma Symptoms varies greatly with each patient. Stereotyped textbook cases of Pheochromocytoma are rare. Symptoms can include: Headaches Nausea Vomiting Weight loss or gain Hyperte

O M G
Ok, for those of you that TRULY know me, you will know exactly what I'm talking about without having to ask..... I'm shocked, hurt, angry, confused and just all around not quite sure how to feel. I thought I was ok, and knew in my heart that it really happened, but it wasn't until Saturday that I got the confirmation I never thought I would. Mom was in Iowa last week visiting my sister, and just got home Saturday night. While she was gone, she received a letter from the last person we ever thought we'd hear from again. Mostly because he figured she'd be the least likely to have moved in the last 2 years. Hell two more weeks and he'd have been wrong! Anyway, through much rambling and double talking, she said he admitted that he was guilty. I have the letter with me, as she gave it to me like he asked her to, but I haven't read it yet. I'm not sure I want to. I don't know whether to laugh or cry. No, it's not funny, but to finally have it in writing that he actually did it shock

Onion Parmesan Bread
1 pk Active dry yeast 4 c Flour 1/4 c Warm water 2 tb Butter 1 1/2 ts Salt 3/4 c Chopped onion 2 tb Soft margarine 2 tb Parmesan cheese 1 Egg, slightly beaten 1 ts Poppy seed (opt.) 1 c Scalded milk 1/2 ts Garlic salt Dissolve yeast in water In large bowl, combine yeast, sugar, salt butter, egg, milk and 2 cups flour. Beat with spoon until mixed. Gradually add flour until dough can be handled. Knead 5 minutes or until elastic. Grease bowl, cover dough with plastic, let rise 1 1/4 hour in warm place. Meanwhile,prepare filling. Melt butter in small saucepan. Add onions, and saute until just tender (5 minutes) Combine cheese, poppy seed,and garlic salt,set both mixtures aside. When dough has risen, punch down, and place on floured work surface. Divide in 2. Roll each piece into a square 12"x12". Spoon half of fillings on each piece of dough. Spread, roll up like jelly roll,seal. Place loaves ,seam side down, on French bread pan. Cover and rise 45 minutes, or until doubled

Will You Stand ?
Last night was probably emotionally draining for many people as they saw one of the most rabidly pro-abortion candidates ever get elected as the next president of the United States. Some are even saying that the pro-life movement was set back at least 30 years last night. Last night I watched the acceptance speech of Barrack Obama. I watched as Jesse Jackson and Oprah Winfrey were trying to hold back the tears of joy and hope. I listened to interviews with pastors and civil rights leaders and my heart broke as they talked about Obama like he was the Messiah. I understand that this is a monumental event in the history of our nation. I also understand that our hope lies in no man. While some people were ecstatic last night, others were in deep mourning, feeling utterly defeated. It almost seemed as if they thought John McCain and Sarah Palin were our only hope. I can't tell you how many times I heard people trying to convince me that Barrack Obama is the “Anti-Christ”, as they pray

My 24 Hour Auto 11's
"OMG" I wanted to take a moment to tell each and every person who stopped by page during my AUTO 11'S how much I appreciated you taking the time to rate my photo's. I was absoutley amazed at how many points You all helped me bust through in the 24hrs that they were on... With all of your help we busted through 2 million points in 24hrs. To me that pretty was phenominal. I hoped to level to "Godmother by my birthday which is in January, but because of all of your help, I am gonna be to that level way ahead of what my original goal was. I have been on this site goin on 2yrs now, I have met and made so many amazing friends along the way, and I must tell you (you might think I am a little crazy)... but there were times through the auto 11's when all of you were coming to help, it literally brought tears to my eyes to feel THE LUV that everyone talks about on here.. it is so very very true! It takes a lot of work to get to these higher levels. I would like to give a special shout out

Fumes
I just don't understand the crap one has to put up with on accation. the caliber in wich you have to put up with it and what the he#* is wrong with the people who dish it out. I don't put up with a lot and you have to be someone I really care for to put up with any of it but dam#, I still just don't get it. Am I so out of the ordanary that I tell people whats on my mind? That I don't and wont suger coat it for them to be able to swallow it easer? If you care for someone would you suger coat the things that you are right up front with? I don't see why you should have to and I know for one I am tired of the men in my life having so many dam@ issues with my bluntness. I'm demasculating....puhhh grow up! You can suger me up and act all smart and then later the truth comes out! I want a REAL one! So theres my sencless rant....ty for reading it.

I Love You Too
My friend Diana left this for me on my profile, I am so deeply touched and wanted to say thank you Monica Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped my through. I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok.

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? here 3. Your hair? blonde 4. Your mother? waterloo 5. Your father? iowa 6. Your favorite thing? kids 7. Your dream last night? scary 8. Your favorite drink? dew 9. Your dream/goal? marriage 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? anything 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? married 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? mad 16. Muffins? apple 17. One of your wish list items? loved 18. Where you grew up? iowa 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? pj's 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? on 24. Your life?happy 25. Your mood? ok 26. Missing someone? gran

Yes It Exist!!
A wise man said this today..Mr.C and I agree! Do you wake up with him on your mind? Do you go to sleep or wake up in the middle of the night with him on your mind? Can you feel in in your soul, and no matter what you do, this thing just refuses to let you go? Are you willing to lose sight of yourself and do whatever it takes to make it work? In my opinion, these are just a few signs of "true love" & I'm speaking from experience. It is the most thrilling part of this journey we call life, not always easy, but if it's real it's well worth the pain. YES, true love exists.

"disciple" Yay
A great big friendly "HELLO" to everyone, and I hope you all have Happy Holidays in the next few weeks. I know this, YOU All sure help to make my holidays brighter! I had such an amazing weekend once again with running my auto'11's, this past Friday and Saturday, although, I must say this one didn't come without a little drama, which I have never expererinced on here before...but I didn't let that stand in the way of finally reaching this awesome level, so of course I can't not say "THANK YOU SO MUCH" to all of you who came out and rated my pic's, every click helps as we all know, some of you stayed and rated every photo and I have alot of them, so to all of you die hard's thank you so much. You all rawk. It was so exciting at the end what a "head rush" when I got there! Of course we all have someone on here who maybe will go the extra mile and for, me that is Wicked_Wanda, I must give a special shout out to her, she is always there for me and I apprecitate it so much, so if any of

Dear Mr. President
Dear Mr. President, Come take a walk with me. Let's pretend we're just two people and You're not better than me. I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly. What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street? Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep? What do you feel when you look in the mirror? Are you proud? How do you sleep while the rest of us cry? How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye? How do you walk with your head held high? Can you even look me in the eye And tell me why? Dear Mr. President, Were you a lonely boy? Are you a lonely boy? Are you a lonely boy? How can you say No child is left behind? We're not dumb and we're not blind. They're all sitting in your cells While you pave the road to hell. What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away? And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay? I can only imagine what the first lady has to say You've c

Joe Don
http://www.stategazette.com/obituaries/ Obituaries for Jan. 12, 2009 (01/13/09) Joe Don Ashley, 33, of Rutherford, died Saturday, Jan. 10, 2009 at his residence. Services will be at 2 p.m. Tuesday at Johnson-Williams Funeral Home with the Rev. James Branscum officiating. Burial will be in Fairview Cemetery in Newbern. The family will receive visitors from 6-8 p.m. today at the funeral home...

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Say What?
WASHINGTON (CNN) -- A 13-year-old Arizona girl who was strip-searched by school officials looking for ibuprofen pain reliever will have her case heard at the Supreme Court. The U.S. Supreme Court will decide whether school officials were right to strip-search a student over ibuprofen. The U.S. Supreme Court will decide whether school officials were right to strip-search a student over ibuprofen. The justices accepted the case Friday for review. They will decide whether a campus setting gives school administrators greater discretion to control students suspected of illegal activity than police are allowed in cases involving adults in public spaces. Arguments are expected to be heard in April. At issue is whether school administrators are constitutionally barred from conducting searches of students investigated for possessing or dealing drugs that are banned on campus. A federal appeals court found the search "traumatizing" and illegal. Some parents say older children

Reverse Funnel System Scam
Reverse Funnel System ScamLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe Reverse Funnel System is an automated sales process for home based businesses that is said to perfect the most difficult part of any home based business...the sales process. The creators of The Reverse Funnel System created it to eliminate the human error variable present in every sales process so that you make more money and spend less time with tricky sales pitches. It's said that the only thing you need to do is market the system and that it doesn't matter if you're shy or if you lack sales skills because The Reverse Funnel System takes care of the entire sales process for you.The Reverse Funnel System was created by a team of professional online marketers. They provide you with the marketing materials and resources needed to make the system work for you but does it work? Many people claim financial freedom from the product and swear by its success. Many others have lost thousands of dollars and hours of their time

It's Official!!
Justin Britt has known for some time where he was going to play college football. Tuesday night, he made sure he dotted his ‘I’s” and cross his “T’s,” and on Wednesday, it became official, as he faxed a signed national letter-of-intent to play at the University of Missouri to the Tiger coaching staff. “I was like freaking out last night, I was like, ‘I have to make this right,’” he said. “I was going real slow when I signed it. I signed it last night, then I came to school and (LHS head coach Will) Christian faxed it over. Then I called them and talked to like, 12 (MU) coaches. “It is a thrill.” Unlike a few of his fellow members of the 2009 Tiger recruiting class, the 6-foot-6, 270-pound offensive lineman said he never wavered after announcing his verbal commitment on June 16. The Tigers signed 25 players on Wednesday, and were anxiously awaiting word whether a few of them, including five star recruit Sheldon Richardson, would honor their verbal commitment. “Solid al

Poetry
Trapped in my world of confusion, my head spinning and spinning, vision blurred, confusion is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of pain, keeping it all inside, hurt is all I feel, pain is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of anger, vessels ready to explode, blood boiling, anger is what I deserve. Trapped in my world of sadness, crying, weeping, not knowing what to do, sadness is what I deserve. Trapped in my own reality, scared, helpless and empty, not knowing what to do. Nobody will save me, death is all I deserve. alo

Club Mystic Member List
imikimi - Customize Your World! FAITH'S ACCOUNT APPEARS TO HAVE BEEN HACKED, THE ONLY THING SHE IS ABLE TO DO FROM HER ACCOUNT IS FU-MAIL... PLZ RATE ALL OF MERLYN'S PICS THIS WEEK, WE SHOULD BE ABLE TO LEVEL HIM! PLZ PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WHEN YOU FINISH RATING HIS PAGE, I WILL LET YOU KNOW THE SITUATION ON FAITH...SHE MAY HAVE TO DELETE HER PAGE! I HAVE MOVED MEMBERS WHO ARE NOT BOMBING TO INACTIVE LIST....THERE ARE A COUPLE MORE THAT I PROBABLY SHOULD PUT THERE, BUT THESE TWO MEMBERS ARE THE FIRST TO RESPOND WHENEVER I ASK FOR HELP! BUT EVERYONE SHOULD TRY TO BOMB AT LEAST A LIL BIT EVERY DAY... I AM TRYING TO GET JOHNNY TO LET US RATE PICS INSTEAD OF BOMBING...WAITING TO HEAR BACK FROM HIM POINT INCREASES ARE FROM 2/10 - 2/16 PLEASE LET ME KNOW AT LEAST 24 HOURS BEFORE YOU PLAN TO ACTIVATE AN AUTO-11 SO THAT I CAN PIMP YOU OUT! PLEASE STAY AWARE OF HP AND MY STATUS MESSAGES, IT WILL HELP US ALL A LOT! THANKS! I AM STILL EXTREMELY ILL, AND NOT ONLINE A LOT, PM IS T

St. Patty's Day Auction
Happy St. Patty's Day Auction Auction will open on March 1st and will end on March 8th @ 10pm Central Time. Also the one with most rates at the end will win a $19.99 bling pack! Here Are The Auction Rules! 1. The entry fee will be 50k to enter 2. If you are going to use a NSFW pic please make sure you note that in the subject line so I know TY! 3. I will be promoting this heavily BUT self promotion is a must! 4. Absolutely NO drama or I will delete your auction. Lets have a BLAST with this! 5. I am not responsible for the highest bidder paying you 6. Please PM your entry's no shout boxs please! 7. Let's Have Fun and Happy Bidding! Fu-mail entry's to SinfulBrat if you like to enter.

Answer To Why I Don't Rate Your Folders Anymore Lol
Ok I was asked by someone who I use to rate every pic they had when they ran an auto 11, why I don't rate them anymore. ANSWER is quite simple. You see I rated many peeps folders in entirety every time they ran an auto 11 (which was frequent) and one day I decided to run my 1st auto 11 and several of these peeps couldn't even give the courtesy to rate 1 pic for me...........so lol here's the answer

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:(
So I have had the worst day. My PTSD has been really flaring up up bad. Those of you who don't know I served in Iraq twice as an infantryman. I don't sleep much at night. I am struggling with leaving that place behind me. Then this morning I found out one of my cousins died in a car wreck. And then to top it off this evening I get a call from my dad. He tells me a close family friend was ina bad wreck, and the doctors do not think he will make it through the night. The man was more liek family...kind of like an uncle. And now I have a huge precalculus exam on Monday ( in college), and No matter how much of my anxiety medicine I take it is not helping. I am just besides myself. I really need a friend and a shoulder.

Special Thoughts!
Inspirational Quote: Here's what I tell anybody and this is what I believe. The greatest gift we have is the gift of life. We understand that life comes from our Creator. We're given a body. Now you may not like it, but you can maximize that body the best it can be maximized. MIND, BODY & SPIRIT.

Dream
Had a dream that I was strapped to a machine that revieled your deepest inner scars. When it hit me, I became a frankensten monster, break free and escape. The people chase me screaming animal monster kill it. They chase me through woods for hours but eventually I'm cornered standing on the edge of a cliff. I move towards the crowd to avoid falling, and as I do so, I'm blasted by a rifle. It leaves a huge hole where my heart should be and I fall off the cliff. I look at the hole as I fall thinking of all the places to shoot me it's there. How ironic, how very ironic. Now the world knows what I have always known there's a hole where my heart goes.

Funeral Service For My Mother
For those who wish to know, the funeral services for my Mother who passed away 3/15 will be this friday morning (3/27) at 10am at the Sutter Cemetery in Sutter California. I wish to thank all those who have kept my family in their thoughts and prayers during this troubling time of our life. without your support and our faith this would be more difficult to deal with. John "JAK"

Child Predator Sting Yields 7 Arrests(ga)
Child predator sting yields 7 arrestsBy Tim Sturrock - tsturrock@macon.com Seven men arrested in Twiggs County sting Seven arrested in sting Seven men have been arrested in a sting operation designed to nab child Internet predators by using volunteers posing as teenage girls, Twiggs County sheriff's officials said Thursday. Deputies teamed up with a group called Perverted Justice, whose volunteers posed as 13- and 14-year-old girls on Web sites such as Yahoo.com and Myspace.com.Deputies arrested Shaharyar Rashid, 24, of Marietta; Jeffrey F. Pansino, 36, Doraville; James Ronald Cosby, 62, Douglasville; Robert Elton Hill, 64, Hazlehurst; Kenneth Mack Smith, 54, Villa Rica; Casey Stephen Dykes, 26, Cochran; and Daniel Eric Bowman, 30, Covington. The men are charged with a variety of violations such as computer child exploitation online and obscene Internet contact with a child. Bowman was a former high school coach, and Hill was a youth mentor at a church, investigators said. From March u

Tragedy This Easter
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Multi-tasking While Driving?
Ok, so this has been bothering me all morning. I saw this woman this morning who was talking on her cell, texting, eating, drinking, smoking, doing make-up, trying to read something (newspaper, perhaps?) and fidgeting with the radio.. all while driving. I can't say that I'm perfect, because I'm not. I talk, text, smoke and eat and drink, all while driving, but never all at the same time. I know, I shouldn't do any of those, but oh well. I get yelled at at least once a week from a certain someone who shall remain nameless that I shouldn't text and drive. Sorry. Anyways, the point of this blog is ask this simple question: why do people multi-task while driving? Doing make-up and reading the paper, or whatever, shouldn't that be done either before or after you leave? If you're running late, get up earlier! Is it really that difficult? I have a habit of getting up 5 minutes before I have to leave, but 1) I don't drive to work. I ride with someone else and 2) I don't worry about that cra

♪ Breathe ~ Melissa Etheridge ♪
I...played the fool today...And I...just dream of vanishing into the crowd...Longing for home again...But home, is a feeling I buried in you....I'm all right, I'm all right...It only hurts when I breathe...And I can't ask for things to be still again...No I can't ask if I... could walk through the world in your eyes...Longing for home again...But, home is a feeling i buried in you...I'm all right, I'm all right...It only hurts when I breathe...I'm all right I'm all right...It only hurts when I breathe...My window through which nothing hides,and everything sings...I'm counting the signs,and cursing the miles in between....Home is a feeling I buried in you...That I buried in you....I'm all right, I'm all right...It only hurts when I breathe...I'm all right, I'm all right...It only hurts when I breathe...When I breathe...Yeah, it only hurts when I breathe...When I breathe...Oh, it only hurts when I breathe...

Pervs B Gone!!!
How I handle pervs.... ->whip me, t...: heres ur answer *block* whip me, t...: you ever dominate a man sweetie whip me, t...: hello how are ya -> Idontcareless: heres ur answer *block* next time read profiles!!!! Idontcareless: hey sexy do u have yahoo or msn? Short sweet nd simple :D .....just sayin....

Texas 2sum
HAPPY FREAKY FRIDAY FROM THE TEXAS 2SUM! WE ARE FIXIN TO FLIP THOSE AUTOS ON AND GET THE PARTY STARTED! A SEXY BLONDE AND HOT REDHEAD! WHAT MORE CAN YOU POSSIBLY ASK FOR? OH BLING? IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT? THERE WILL BE SOME BLINGIN' SOME BOMBIN' AFTERALL WHEN WE DO SOMETHIN' IN TEXAS WE LIKE TO DO IT BIG!!!!!!! SO, STOP BY OUR PAGES, HAVE A DRINK, SIT A SPELL, ENJOY THE VIEW AND MOST OF ALL, HAVE A GOOD TIME! SOUTHERN HEAT@ fubar ~Tiger~Goddess~Lady~~Impossible to forget...But Surprisingly, hard to remember....~Tiggz~~@ fubar

Whoremaster
I don't really have anything to say to him. I know he won't read this, but I want anyone who is a friend of his to realize how great he is and not take him for granted. I miss him like crazy. Talking to him about stupid crap, finding out how Ben and Crosby are, making sure him and Kristy are okay. Anyway...I miss him and I'm sure he's doing fine. I just seen him in the MuMMs and it made me think of this.

My Apologies
Dear Fubar Family and Friends, I am sorry I am not on here like I used to be, but life has gotten in the way of playtime. I have been super busy with my business. I have been writing a book and just picked up a second book along with countless articles for 2 magazines and various other clients. The best part about my new job is that I get to do what I love for a living and it makes me happy. Interviewing national acts, such as Theory of a Deadman, 7 Mary 3 and Company of Thieves has been a joyous occasion for me as well as continuing my quest for local live music. I still love you all and wish you nothing but the best life has to offer you. Keep doing what you do and find something or someone you love to spend you time with. Have a great week!

Deep Love
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. Mysterious love, uncertain treasure Hast thou more of pain or pleasure! Endless torments dwell about thee: Yet who would live, and live without thee! Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, Often hot and fierce, But still only light and flickering. As love grows older, Our hearts mature And our love becomes as coals, Deep-burning and unquenchable.

And Again...
I blog I blog I blog! When I have something to say..I blog. BLAH! who reads this shit anyways? Maji, Bill, John, Robert, Jude, Claire, Denise, Jeremy, Hughie, Ian, Pete, or Jim? Maybe Jay, Dean, Bob, or Fred? well that should sum up my list of blog entusiasts. I love you all for taking the few minutes to read what I type. I have sat here and read the blogs I have posted over the last few years. The poems I have shared and thoughts forever frozen in time in text. I know I have deleted some of the most erotic or personal ones I didnt really want to read again. Sorry if you noticed or missed them. I can't blog what is in my mind today. Bill might strangle me if I do. And I will prove him wrong and stick to my guns this time. I will be strong, and use some will power. I wish to cave and make the hurting stop. It is useless pain anyhow. All inside my mind is where it originates and dwells. I'd like to give up smoking too..but today won't be that day either. Thanks for treating me

Poison
Your cruel deviceYour blood, like iceOne look could killMy pain, your thrillI want to love you but I better notTouch (dont touch)I want to hold you but my sensesTell me to stopI want to kiss you but I want it tooMuch (too much)I want to taste you but your lipsAre venomous poisonYoure poison running through myVeinsYoure poison, I dont want toBreak these chainsYour mouth, so hotYour web, Im caughtYour skin, so wetBlack lace on sweatI hear you calling and its needlesAnd pins (and pins)I want to hurt you just to hear youScreaming my nameDont want to touch you butYoure under my skin (deep in)I want to kiss you but your lipsAre venomous poisonYoure poison running through my veinsYoure poison, I dont wannaBreak these chainsPoisonOne look could killMy pain, your thrillI want to love you but I better notTouch (dont touch)I want to hold you but my sensesTell me to stopI want to kiss you but I want it tooMuch (too much)I want to taste you but your lipsAre venomous poisonYoure poison running throu

Getting To Know Eachother
Getting to Know Each Other If you've been tagged or you are reading this, you have the honor of copying all these goofy questions, writing your own response, and tagging 25 other victims. You have to tag me so really you just need 24 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way. To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your title as "Getting to know each other!", tag 25 people including me (tagging is done in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish. 1. What time did you get up this morning? 8:26am 2. How do you like your steak? Well Done 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Angels and Demons 4. What is your favorite TV show? CSI, Smallville, alot of others 5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? ATL but I always wanted to travel so im not sure 6. What did you have for breakfast? A cok

Idk ... Randomness
Well ... I've been thinking about alot of stuff lately ... hoping that the plans that are in effect keep going ... though not quite strong in the belief that they will happen (due to alot of other stuff). Cuz if they do then i will get a needed break & some time to me ... not to say that i don't luv those i have around but ... sometimes i just need a break, time to myself to refresh & have a new sight into plans that are in the works ... or works in progress, ya know? I have put myself on hold for others yet ... it doesn't work that way for me, or so it seems. But i try to hold on ... hard as that may seem. This has been just a few thoughts ... thank you for reading ...

Sun Tzu The Art Of War
All men can see these tactics whereby I conquer, but what none can see is the strategy out of which victory is evolved.Sun TzuAll war is based on deception.Sun TzuAll war is deception.Sun TzuAll warfare is based on deception.Sun TzuBe extremely subtle, even to the point of formlessness. Be extremely mysterious, even to the point of soundlessness. Thereby you can be the director of the opponent's fate.Sun TzuCan you imagine what I would do if I could do all I can?Sun TzuConfront them with annihilation, and they will then survive; plunge them into a deadly situation, and they will then live. When people fall into danger, they are then able to strive for victory.Sun TzuFor them to perceive the advantage of defeating the enemy, they must also have their rewards.Sun TzuFor to win one hundred victories in one hundred battles is not the acme of skill. To subdue the enemy without fighting is the acme of skill.Sun TzuHe who is prudent and lies in wait for an enemy who is not, will be victorious

Hunting...
Frank was excited about his new rifle and decided to try bear hunting. He travelled up to Alaska , spotted a small brown bear and shot it. Soon after there was a tap on his shoulder, and he turned around to see a big black bear. The black bear said, "That was a very bad mistake. That was my cousin. I'm going to give you two choices: Either I maul you to death or we have sex." After considering briefly, Frank decided to accept the latter alternative. So the black bear had his way with Frank. Even though he felt sore for two weeks, Frank soon recovered and vowed revenge. He headed out on another trip to Alaska where he found the black bear and shot it dead. Right after, there was another tap on his shoulder.This time a huge grizzly bear stood right next to him. The grizzly said, "That was a big mistake, Frank. That was my cousin and you've got two choices: Either I maul you to death or we have "rough sex." Again, Frank thought it was better to cooperate with the grizzly bear than be

Some Fools Never Learn.
So, anyone that knows me knows that I'm a pretty positive outgoing person. I'm there for my friends. I'm faithful. I'm dedicated to my education and work. But lately. Hurt is starting to overcome me. It's getting close to the anniversary of my mother's death. So, in essence I'm reliving everyday this month as I did last year. It's hard to get through the days smiling, but I do it. I manage to get up everyday thinking in my mind that I have my family and my man. Yet lately, He says I'm "clingy". It's obvious why, yet I can't seem to make him understand. Will I ever learn how to let go? Am I really clingy? Do I give him enough space? Am I a good girlfriend to him? All these questions burn through my mind and I just think to myself am I just being a fool and am I never going to learn to just let go a little? Am I always going to be afraid that something I love so much is going to dissappear in an instant? Is he always going to think to himself that it's cause I don't trust him, yet it's

Her Greatest Need
Her greatest need Silently she kneels awaiting His arrival. Does He even realize her reason for survival? A gentle smile consumes her face. She knows the answer as his arms embrace. Lifting her from her place on the floor. A caress from His hand! Who could ask for more? A loving touch now, will only be brief. For the darkness in His eyes must be released. She knows by the look she sees on His face. She will submit to His will with beauty and grace. She wonders tonight what she will have to endure. But she knows the pleasure for both will be pure. Grabbing her hair with the tightest of grasps. She weakens from His touch as she softly gasps. Giving her very being over to Him. Knowing she must satisfy His every whim. Proudly she follows where He may lead. To give pleasure to Him is her greatest need. She feels a sting on her ass from His hand. Tears stream down, happy she is in His command.

My Husbands Father
WOULD EVERY ONE PLZ STOP FOR A MINUTE AND SAY A PRAYER FOR MY FATHER IN LAW HE SEEMS TO BE SUFFERING FROM THE FIRST OR SECOND STAGES OF ALZHEIMERS AND LEFT HOME 2-3 DAYS AGO AND WAS FOUND LATER AFTER FILING A MISSING PERSONS REPORT HE HAD BEEN IN A BAD ACCIDENT HE WAS FLIGHT LIFTED TO A HOSPITAL IN WISCONSIN HE LIVES IN MICHIGAN NOT EXACTLY SURE WHERE IT TOOK PLACE HE HAD BEEN DRIVING FROM STATE TO STATE IN CIRCLES TILL HE LOSS CONTROL OF HIS WIFES CADILLAC AND WENT AIR BORN WHEN HITTING EXPRESSWAY EMBANKMENT AND THE CAR FLIPPING REPEATEDLY BUT HE WILL BE HOME SOON HE IS IN HIS 70'S AND HE HAS SUFFERED PUNTURED LUNGS BROKEN RIBS AND OTHER VARIOUS INJURYS PLZZ KEEP HIM IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS THANKS SO MUCH MWAAHHH GOD PLZZ STAY BY HIS SIDE RIGHT NOW WE LOVE YOU STAN

Faded...jaded...
Through the years of study and the patience i have exerted through the timeless errors of my ways, i have to come to realize certain things. One of them being, you can not take people for who they say they are. Some people put on this face like... "I'm going to help you...im your friend" ...and the first second they get, they stab you in the back. I would like to believe that i am a good friend. I talk to you when you need to vent, i hug you when youre crying or upset, i keep secrets if i am asked to... etc.....becoming a part of someone's life is easy for me to do...because i have such a huge heart. I wear my feelings on my sleeve...i desire only good things to come for those who have impacted my life. And i see now... thats a flaw.... But, i am so sick and tired of being treated like a complete fool...when all i have done is put my heart on the line and dedicate every waking moment (when im not at work) to something bigger then the pathetic lives of people. Whats so wrong with want

Til Death Do Us Part?
He promised, she seethed. He promised and yet again he failed to deliver. She paced the room, her eyes flickered toward the closed door. Liar, she thought. He's such a liar! She stalked back to the fireplace and saw a picture of the two of them at the fair, taken only a few short months ago. His eyes were a warm blue, yet the gaze was cold and distant. It was as if he was staring straight through the camera, she noticed. The sound of a disgruntled engine broke the silence of the living room, and she spun around waiting for the door to open. Anger flowed through her, making her blood feel warm and giving her skin a healthy glow. Wanting a final moment to herself, she stormed into the kitchen. Walking around the island, she hoped for something cool to drink.She wasn't sure what she was going to do yet, but he had to learn that when he made a promise, it should be kept. Breaking them just... wasn't acceptable. Hearing the front door slam, she reached for her drink then went back to the li

Lie To Me
Lie to me, tell me you love me, for just one moment make me believe Hold me closely, kiss me sweetly, and tell me you will never leave Who cares how bad I'll hurt tomorrow, if you can take my pain away? Show me life without sorrow, even if only for a day I'll leave all thoughts of her behind, it doesn't matter if it's true For on the morrow shall I find someone who lies as well as you

Excuses Are Like...
So I have been kicking around an idea. It may stir a pot or it may just be absurd. However; I think it may be worth sharing. You know the dredded Dear John letters...I think they are kinda cool. And my thought is to make an entire blog based upon this concept for every man I have ever dated or been intimate with. Only difference is the title would Read their' names. I know very few people actually ever read my blogs so this will not be an extreme expose, but it might enlighten some to the foolishness I have experienced. It's a thought...for now. :P

One More Hour!
Why would anybody want to be friends with you?I'm loyal, bitches! What is your favorite thing to do when you're on vacation?Hookers and blow.Not really..hrm, I'd probably just relax and get time for myself. What to YOU is your main purpose in life?I have no clueWhat's your favorite color?Green.Did you ever want to be a lawyer?No, I'm not a good liar.Do you like drama T.V. shows?I don't watch much television, period.What color are your bed sheets?blue-ish.What's your favorite kind of food?Christmas dinner.Do you take vitamins?No. But I should.When did you wake up this morning?I'd say around 8am.Have you ever met anyone famous?Sure have.Where do your grandparents live?They don't live........Where will you be going on vacation this summer?Hopefully DC.List all the jobs you've had:I'm sure you all do not need to know about those..How much allowance do/did you get each week?...I don't get an allowance.How old is your pet?No pets either.Do you have a t-shirt from a band or artist?No. I just

Bleh
I wonder if anyone will ever actually read this. I sit here lonely in my room after a boring day at work. Why do I bother ever coming home, there is no one there to ever great me or even want me to come home. There is nothing but emptyness to greet me once I walk home. People wonder why I go to work so early, why stay home in the oppressive lonelyness that is my greeting upon waking. When I die what will I have to look back upon? Who will actually miss me? All those around me have that special someone to warm their lives, and they cant even see it. That is the part that drives me nuts. I am not an evil person. Or even a bad person. Yes I can be demanding but who isnt? I try so hard to make up for a tainted past and I wonder what is the point. It is always someone else that gets the bonus to life. Oh fuck it.

Surgery For The Third Time On Right Hand
I WILL PROBABLY NOT BE HERE FOR A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME, I'M HAVING CARPEL TUNNEL RELEASE ALONG WITH REPAIRING THE GUYON'S CANAL SYNDROME. ON MARCH 4TH, I WILL BE IN A CAST FOR ABOUT A MONTH, THEN A HAND BRACE FOR WHO KNOWS HOW LONG! AND WHEN IT HEALS I HAVE TO DO THE LEFT HAND CARPEL TUNNEL RELEASE FOR THE SECOND TIME ON IT AS WELL. PLEASE DONT FORGET ME HERE, I WILL POP IN AND OUT HERE AS I AM RECOUPERATING, PLEASE PRAY FOR ME, GOD KNOWS I SURE NEED IT ABOUT NOW. THANKS YOU TO ALL MY AWESOME FRIENDS AND FAMILY! AS ALWAYS...PEACE, LOVE, AND HARMONY TO ALL! LOVE YALL, MADELINE AKA SPOILEDBABYGIRL XOXOXO

Todays Thoughts...
I be walkin god like a dogMy narrative fearlessWord war returns to burnLike Baldwin home from Paris, UhLike steel from a furnaceI was born landlessYes its tha native sonBorn of Zapatas gunsStroll through the shantiesAnd tha cities remainsSame bodies buried hungryBut with different last namesThe vultures robbin everythingLeave nothing but chainsPick a point on the globeYes tha pictures tha sameTheres a bank, theres a church, a myth and a hearseA mall and a loan, a child dead at birthTheres a widow pig parrotA rebel to tameA whitehooded judgeA syringe and a veinAnd the riot be the rhyme of the unheardThis aint subliminalFeel the critical mass approach horizonTha pulse of the condemnedSound off Americas demiseTha anti-myth rhythm rock shockerYes I spit fireHope lies in the smoldering rubble of empiresYes back through tha shanties and tha cities remainsSame bodies buried hungry, uh-huhWith different last names, uh-huhThe vultures robbin everyoneLeave nothing but chainsPick a point here at

Left In My Comments...rather Interesting...hmmmm
What everyone wants from their lover, their best friend, their partner.Show them... tell them... Need them... Never let them go... Rainy days and cold nights,These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms,Hold me close and keep me warm,Tell me I'm your good luck charm,Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you ,Tell me I'm your every wish come true,Lay me down very gently,Then make love to me essentially,Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot,Lets play around like connect the dots,Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride,Take my body on a journey that never ends,It always seems to just begin,Make me climax like i never done before,Do what you want to my body its all yours,Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Day 2
Breakfast was Blah...Blah...Blah. Pretty much the same as day 1, and will probably remain pretty similar. I added some vegetables is the only difference. So lets get onto the workout Warmups the same Pushups-5 sets of 12 Situps- 5 sets of 10 Squats- 5 sets of 14 Pullups- 5 sets of 8 Chinups-5 sets of 8 10 minutes of stretches 10 minutes of cooldown exercises.

Sadness
A thousand times we needed youA thousand times we criedIf love alone could have saved youyou never would have diedA heart of gold stopped beatingtwo twinkling eyes closed to restGod broke our hearts to prove he only took the best never a day goes by that you’re not in my heart and my soul.

Another Taste
Yup, another poem. Most of my poems are dark and depressing. NOT LIKE THIS Glowing red ankh. Sign of danger. Signaling to my protector of the warning. He stands ready. Waiting. The battle would soon arrive. Not like this, pierced my ears. Spinning around. Only the air I caught, but the laugh I heard. Protector stands close. Blade ready. The ankh's red fading. Not like this. Not like this.

Pain
Life has lost meaning This is the end of the begining Love is lost But at what cost As tears run down my face Love is put in its place Out sight out of mind As the regret slowly reminds Me of the lvoe i once knew But when I was alone I flew The pain will always be there As clear as the air As my heart Slowly tears apart Teh tears run down my face Love is put in its place out of mind out of sight Love is no longer Bright Like a star I once followed when left afar Wit hyou heart of black Why would I ever want you back? You caused all this pain MY love for you has been slain But the tears run down my face Love is put in its place Out of sight out of mind I'll allow you to find the pain I feel You'll see it's real You don't have a clue Do you? May all your passions die And you never get your wings to fly As tears run down my face Love is put in its place out of mind out of sight Lets se you win this fight It will be a bloody end As you lose a dear dear friend

Daddy It Hurts!
DADDY it HURTS !! My name is Christopher ,I am three,My eyes are swollen..I cannot see.I must be stupid,I must be bad,What else could have made,My daddy so mad?I wish I were better,I wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommy,Would still want to hug me.I can't do a wrong,I can't speak at all,Or else I'm locked up,All day long.When I'm awake,I'm all alone,The house is dark,My folks aren't home.When my mommy does come home,I'll try and be nice,So maybe I'll just get,One whipping tonight.I just heard a car,My daddy is back,From Charlie's barI hear him curse,My name is called ,I press myself,Against the wall.I try to hide,>From his evil eyes,I'm so afraid now,I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping,Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault,He suffers at work.He slaps and hits me,And yells at me more,I finally get free,And run to the door.He's already locked it,And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me,Against the hard wall.I fall to the floor,With my bones nearly broken,And my daddy co

Simply Me...u Either Love Me Or Hate Me, U Decide;)
Im in the mood to blog so here goes nothing......I wanted to share whats been on my mind lately, could be a good thing or bad, just depending really lol...anyways..Im forever getting asked "are u single" , well yes I am...Im actually single by choice, just havent found what Im looking for YET. Im not one to jump into any kind of relationship, Im too afraid of getting hurt, so I take my time lol its the same for friendships too. It takes alot for me to trust ya..I will in time and then I'll be hard to get rid of lol. OMG, the next ?? is "what do I look for in a man" really?? god, this one gets on my nerves...I dont have a certain list that I go by, it just happens. But I do like a VERY STRONG MINDED man, big big plus...if not I WILL and HAVE walked all over them, I loss all respect for them. I want him to tell me NO sometimes and mean it;)..I dont wanna be spoiled all the time, what fun is that. I like a sense of humor, ROMANTIC (showing up with wild flowers and a pop, I;ll melt). A h

School Shyt
So,, I am doing my boys homework for him. Seriously ,, more or less I am. Teacher wants a Tineline for the first 10yrs of his life.. events of what happened each year. Shes also wanting a timeline on the worldly events that happened those years..and also wanting pictures for each of these time lines. So, I am wondering..how do they expect kids to know what happened each year of there life? Or have pictures for all this stuff? I mean.. I had pictures through first 5years..but after that..theres picture here or there. As for the worldly events..if a person has no computer or printer..how do you get this info? Other than go to a library? seriously..they really need to rethink this shyt they ask. I am one pissed off momma! Oh, and don;t get me started on his math homework. Which they jumped from last year..of him just learning multiplication and very simple division..to now doing hard division problems that even get me stumped over.

Life?
It has been often said that a person "makes life for themselves", and in a sense this is true. We would like to think we are the masters of our own destiny, but what happens when situations, events, and circumstances..."make you"? What if there are parts of our lives that are not able to be changed? I used to think that positive thinking could pave the way and "anchor" me to a place where i would be well grounded and have a clear-sighted, solid destiny that i was making my own way to, but life is full of places that can leave us vulnerable and our paths "rocky". People often ask the question "why"? I dont think it is always possible to accept a place where one can be at...Loss, fear, and insecurities can keep us from just ONE solid truth that we are trying to believe in. Life is unpredicatable to a point, with highs, lows and places that require many truths to set us free. Many ancient philosophers pondered these questions..some perplexed and frustrated because One hidden truth could n

Prisoner
I pound at the walls of my soul until my fists begin to bleed I scream as loud as I can in hopes I'll find some kind of escape. From here the echoes pound in my head. The noise begins to fade away with no hope for love, no chance for life I cry… I'm a prisoner within my mind As fear begins to grip my thoughts and choke the life strait from my eyes the tears that once blinded me, now force me to see the truth. The panic that grips my mind would love to see me die but it's cruel, unjust and painful scheme just gives some life to a broken soul. I'm a prisoner within my mind The world will keep spinning despite the hate I feel inside and time will just keep moving along as if to mark my sentence here in Hell. I hear the ticking clock like war drums in my head but thoughts of silence wish my end. I'm stuck in the bowels of hell and now I'm a prisoner within my mind.

I Spot You
I spot you in the crowed room among the sea of a million people I can't help but notice how you pull me to you How my heart flutters just when I catch you eye My feet start to move towards you in a motion I feel like im floating how can this be Suddenly im in the midst of your embrace Waves of chills float from head to toe I'm at the mercy of your desire I will do whatever you want I can feel my walls breaking with each passing moment You undress me with you eyes with each deep glance Burning deeper into my soul I start to lose all myself control I give into the temptation letting you have all of me Each passing movement of your finger tips on my skin Sends a billion tiny goosebumps that never end Laying me down on the cold floor You gaze into my eyes Laying upon me I can feel each breath you take Hearing my heart beat faster and faster Taking your lips you press them to mine Grasping your hands around my wrist Holding me down in a perfect place I taste you kiss

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