So I have had the worst day. My PTSD has been really flaring up up bad. Those of you who don't know I served in Iraq twice as an infantryman. I don't sleep much at night. I am struggling with leaving that place behind me. Then this morning I found out one of my cousins died in a car wreck. And then to top it off this evening I get a call from my dad. He tells me a close family friend was ina bad wreck, and the doctors do not think he will make it through the night. The man was more liek family...kind of like an uncle. And now I have a huge precalculus exam on Monday ( in college), and No matter how much of my anxiety medicine I take it is not helping. I am just besides myself. I really need a friend and a shoulder.
