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Being Your Daddy
Being your daddy pleasin you loving you making you want all of me while i slowing masssage that body making you feel my hands all over your body until you cant take it any more and pull me down to you kissing all over you makking the mood so hot and horny pleasing each other to we out of breath and looking into each others eyes and just say i love you to each other until next time

20k Per 100 Rates Blog, Read Plz.
Auto 11's and Bonus Fu-Bucks! Saturday night through Sunday during my Auto 11's AND during ANY happy hour I will be paying 15k per 100 rates! Help me get to level 30 and help yourself at the same time! Rules: You MUST private message me after you are completed rating for the day, with your total number AND the album names. Please do NOT message me after each 100 completed) No shouts, gift messages, or comments with total PLEASE! (They get lost!!) Be sure to include the folder names you rated in the message, please. I caught a cheater the past 2 times I did this.... I do check to see if you have rated what you claim. If I find you lying to me, and have to take time to run after you and check and see if you did what you said.... you will get zip, zilch, and zero. PERIOD! Back to the fun, happy happy, joy joy stuff! *grin* :-D Rate as much as you wish! Rate til your finger hurts, then rate some more! Im uploading more pics all day. Come by and level up on my page!

Teens Aquitted In Beating Death Part 2
Friends and relatives of two teens accused in the beating death of a Mexican immigrant struggled to contain their relief as not-guilty verdicts were announced on the most serious charges against the former high school football stars Friday.Gasps filled the courtroom and some had to be restrained by sheriff's deputies as they tried to rush the defense table after Derrick Donchak, 19, and Brandon Piekarsky, 17, were acquitted of aggravated assault, reckless endangerment and ethnic intimidation for the death of Luis Ramirez.Piekarsky was also found not guilty of third-degree murder for the death of Ramirez, who died of blunt force injuries after an encounter with the teens last summer.However, the all-white jury of six men and six women from Schuylkill County jury found Piekarsky and Donchak guilty of simple assault.The case drew national attention to the small town of Shenandoah, Pennsylvania, highlighting race relations and polarizing the community on who was to blame for the incident.L

Nasty Boo-boo
So I was in NJ visiting my gma.. everytime I see her I help her, like putting out her deck furniture, grocery shopping, tending to things she can't get to anymore... Saturday 5/23 started beautifully. The beach was warm, the sky was blue, and I was happily busy helping my grandma... I was taking her deck furniture out of the garage, washing it, and planned to put it back on her deck in the back of the house. My grandma wanted to help... I had to keep chasing her away so she wouldn't slip and hurt herself. I was going to bring a chair off the deck down to the driveway so I could clean it. When i got to the top of the stairs and began to drag the chair down the steps, I stopped. Chair was too heavy. I left it. I began to back my way down the steps... got to the last step and I slipped. I was wearing wedge flip-flops... BIG MISTAKE. So I rolled my right ankle cuz of them damn flip flops... and then BOOM.. I fell on my left leg. I'm laying in the mud/water/driveway, look down

6/10/09 Update
Hello everyone!!!! Thanks so much for all the love and support!!! OMGosh I had no idea...but yeah then again I did...thank you all so very much for all your prayers and love!!! My main thang to say and to my daughter Jessica who did so much to keep everyone informed about me...which she did not have to do, but knowing how much everyone here means to me she did...she belongs to a website and would want me to do the same for her so ..let's all hope that day never comes, I may tell some of her secrets...lmao....trying to find some humor in all this sadness.... This has been really hard on my family if anyone...me I'm like a bad penny I keep showing up...I'm to mean for anything really bad to happen to me...without the support of my family and all of ya'll ... I suppose this would of been extremely hard on me and not sure if things would have been such a great turn out... so I thank you all so very much and love each and everyone of you who prayed and hoped for me and my family ... you

Auction
I am up for auction again...please show how much you love me click the link to go to place your bid http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1393370&albumid=1756249&i=408695348&idx=2#408695348 here is what I am offering: owned by in name for a month rate/fan/add/crush and added to family for one month linked to in profile 1 SFW salute rating 10's during Happy Hour if VIP is offered 100 11's a day Cash bids will get all of the above plus 1 NSFW salute added to yahoo messenger daily gift keep shitfaced blog pimp-out special daily comments made just for you Do you love me???

Marquis De Sade-quote On Evil
Evil is a moral entity and not a created one, an eternal and not a perishable entity: it existed before the world; it constituted the monstrous, the execrable being who was also to fashion such a hideous world. It will hence exist after the creatures which people this world.Marquis De Sade -

Through The Pain
Is the open book that is my heart So difficult to read that you, Finding not the answers there That you seek, tear at the pages, Rip them up in your frustration, And toss the pieces so that They fall like bloody snowflakes To bathe the ground beneath Your parting feet? Is the language that my heart speaks So opposed to that which you know,

So You Think You Know Me?
I'm going to be a copy cat. Let's do a little Amy trivia. The first person to get them all right wins a one credit bling. 1. How many siblings do I have? 2. Do I have any tattoos? 3. How many piercings do I have? 4. What is my favorite color? 5. What is my natural hair color? 6. What is my eye color? 7. Do I have any pets? 8. What state was I born in? 9. How many roommates do I have? 10. What am I getting my masters degree in? I think that's enough questions to keep you all busy. Just leave a comment in the blog and I'll try and "score" it quickly. Good luck!

15 Do You Believe Quiz
In love?Yes...just seems to elude me...loolYour soulmate exists?I believe we have several In an afterlife?YesYou can be in love with 2 people at the same time?YesIn marriage?I believe in the idea of it...don't have much faith in it thoA relationship can last if both people are 100 percent honest?Yes Everyone is inherently good or evil?I think they are bothIn nature or nurture?BothIn coincidence?YesIn the death penalty? Yes... eye for an eye!A man can be completely faithful? This means emotionally too!Not sure about this one...haven't seen it in exsistenceEvery parent has a favorite child?Not every parent...You can GROW to love someone and be happy?Yes...if your heart is open it can happenIn miracles?Yes...everyday is a miracleThis survey was worth you time?Not sure....let me tell you after I see how many actually read it...lol

The Girl With No Name
The Girl with No Name written by Ashley Nichole DePew aka SexiChica88 My eyes are watering as my fists clench harder. I'm sick of this shit, sick of being the martyr. I can't find my way back to peace and tranquility. I want it, I need it, I long for the day. I search for the hope that my life will become something. I hope for the life that I know time will bring. I beg whatevers out there for more time to look. My life's not a fairytale inside a book. The answers are everywhere I'm finding each day. I'm sick of the lies and all of the hate. I lay in my bed drenched with sweat, blood, and tears. I've done it. It's over. My biggest fear. I've tossled the thoughts in my head for days. No longer will I be the girl with no name. You'll remember me. You'll want me. You'll think of me daily. I will be there haunting you every step of the way. I know what I'm doing and it will all be ok. As I said, I will no longer be the girl with no name.

Poem
A friend is like a flower,a rose to be exact,Or maybe like a brand new gatethat never comes unlatched.A friend is like an owl,both beautiful and wise.Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,whose spirit never dies.A friend is like a heart that goesstrong until the end.Where would we be in this worldif we didn't have a friend.

Pics Being Marked
so my friend has a pic that is totally not nsfw to me marked because it involves two men about to kiss...but other people can float in the ticker with shifting pics that have them holding a penis in their hand and it isnt marked and this is a person who has been harrassing another friend to the point she had to lock her profile down to only friends ....what is this bullshit can us bi people and the gay and lesbian community not show our side of the spectrum just because we arent "straight"? its such crap that you can have a chick about to obviously suck on a penis but not two men kissing ..GAH!

If It Was Today
If you are thinking it is today do you want it to be today? If you think it is today, would you change what you do today? If it was to be today would it make a difference? If you knew you had today ~ what would it mean to you?

Butterflies
Suddenly I get this feelingMy mind draws a blankMy hands are slightly shakingMy heart begins to raceI feel like I'm losing controlI'm nervous inside and outI have an unexplainable feelingI wish I could figure this outThese butterflies inside of meKeep fluttering all throughoutI thought they were gone for goodI didn't know they could come outIt must be the wayYou get to me like you doThe way you make me feelThe way I love you like I do

Be Mine
BE MINE ------- Silent past Same old city Your walls, your streets, Always hiding something Whispering voices in the cold dark night Shims in the thick mist floating over the ditch Be mine like a fire against the cold Let me be safe with you Be mine Put your arms around Don't let me be alone Safe Harbor Storm at open sea So firey, so icey You're both You push me away laughing And then pull me back to you Time seems to fly by, eventho it stood still Let me be safe with you Be my heat against the cold Don't leave me all alone Be mine...

Weight Loss
Okay, so this is my first blog on here and I think it's an important one. I am over weight not obese, there's a difference. I'm at least wanting to be as close to 200 lbs than what I am right now and since I don't have the money to join a gym I found a solution, roller/ice skating. I read up on it and it's a total aerobic workout and why not since I've always liked skating just haven't really done it much since I lived in Michigan when I was married and had access to the lakefront at my ex-wife's uncle's place in the winter. I had a pair of inline skates but never used them and I tried to learn to use them be didn't think they were safe. I've ice skated on and off since I was 12 and roller skated since I was 7 or 8 so I'm used to quad skates so I'm going to buy a pair this week on payday that I found today. I just hope I get to my goal weight in a few months, at least with skating both on ice and land will do the trick I hope it will be enough with diet as well. My diet is going to ma

Alil About Me Plz Read
Ok where to start? ok let me describe myself, My name is Rosa, im 24 im half Cuban half White, i love my mix my curves my height and my features. Im pretty conceeded but not stuck up. i have a gr8 heart and a bad temper lol but it takes me alot to get there. Im out going, spontanious, and layed back, im known for always finding the positive out of a negative or boring situation. im usally the life of the party, dnt believe me just ask my friends. I consider myself kind of a nerd, i dnt really watch tv, im usally caught listening to music, reading a good book or doin sumthing artsy, of course when i do party i party hard and have tons of fun, i dnt really care what people think im a leader and not a follower, ill always try sumthing once. i love to bowl play pool,and Bingo yes bingo, i love most peeps think its just for old people but try it its pretty fun. karoke is awesome to but dnt be shy now we all know when no ones around u sing with all ur heart in the shower lo

Prepare To Die By Chocolate!
Choco-Holic Cake CAKE 1 pkg. (18.25 oz.) chocolate cake mix 1 pkg. (about 3.4 oz.) chocolate instant pudding and pie filling mix 1 cup milk 1/2 cup sour cream 4 large eggs 2 cups (12-oz. pkg.) Ghiradelli Semi-Sweet Chocolate Morsels 1 cup chopped walnuts GLAZE 2 ounces Ghiradelli Dark Chocolate 3 tablespoons butter 1 1/2 cups sifted powdered sugar 2 to 3 tablespoons water 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1/2 tsp Orange Extract FOR CAKE: PREHEAT oven to 350° F. Grease and flour 12-cup Bundt pan or other tube pan. COMBINE cake mix, pudding mix, milk, sour cream and eggs in large mixer bowl. Beat on low speed just until blended. Beat on high speed for 2 minutes. Stir in morsels and nuts. Pour into prepared baking pan. BAKE for 55 to 65 minutes or until wooden pick inserted in cake comes out clean. COOL in pan on wire rack for 20 minutes. Invert onto wire rack to cool completely. ***************************************************************************************** FOR GLAZE: M

Need 2 Swallow
Libra - Dec. 11, 2009Today The current astral aspect could turn somebody's words into a very tantalizing proposition. Somehow they just might, just could be believable, although on any other day this would be stretching it a little bit - you would know immediately that something was not quite right. But today you are happy and possibly even desperate to swallow them hook, line, and sinker.

Ticker'll Be There Until January 1 Early So...
if anyone sees my ticker message please tell me. No need to capture it, I'll do that if I see it, can't pay you appropriately if you do (unless you'll accept a salute or somesuch); but it's supposedly been on since 6am until 6am tomorrow the 1st and I haven't seen head, tail or antenna (pardon a borrowed and pointless joke) of it. It bugs me, a little. Ah well. Anyway, next ticker, if there is one, I'm going to have to write so it's more effective.

A Prairie Home Companion
Even though I don't get the radio show over here, I do get the e-newsletter, as it's a good way of keeping up with what Keillor's doing at the moment. Enjoyed his response to this week's Post to the Host POST TO THE HOST To the Host: What is your reaction to the ELCA's recent decision to allow congregations to bless same-gender unions and/or call openly gay pastors? How are the decisions playing at Lake Wobegon Lutheran? Jeffrey S. Winlock, WA -- My reaction, Jeffrey, is that I wouldn't want to be the historic First Gay Lutheran Pastor and walk around with a plaque on my back. People would expect you to be a saint and to give off radiant beams of light. They would await miracles. Pastors are servants and in the Lutheran church, congregations call their own pastors, so this decision is simply a matter of honest labeling. If a congregation wants a hetero pastor, they should have one and if they want the other brand, they can have that, too, but let the clergy be honest about w

Inside The Camp
Surrounded by four walls. The smelling of burning flesh is choking them. The smoke and dust is blinding them. Where are they? What will happen? A day going by and nothing but more torture happens. Beating until skin has gone black, Not eating anything. New friends and family members disappearing as each few hours passed. Go finally for a shower and to never return. Weeks have passed and feeling very lucky. Bodies turning into skeletons; seeing every bone and muscle, Trying to rip through passed the skin. No longer hungry, No longer tired. Just the happiness of living is all they need. Months have passed. Only one is left, that came in the beginning. Happiness is gone. Sadness never came. Numbness is filling their soul. Burning flesh and ash is comforting. The wanting of a shower becomes more desperate. Time has passed, How much is irrelevant. Pleading for a shower to end this madness. They accepted and dragged him in with the others. Doors a

Discuss
So I found this article (originally in Esquire).... lets hear your humble opinion. 11 secrets men don't know about women: 1. Women don't like explosions, in art or in life. 2. Women aren't as funny as men. We're often cleverer, frequently wittier, but to be really funny demands a certain clownishness that our grace just does not allow. It's fine, really it is. 3. We grow pathetic goatees and look awful in cargo shorts anyway. 4. Women are aware of about 10 percent of the things men actually think and say about us. Best to keep it under five. 5. Women love to be taken out to eat. It makes our day. 6. A clean apartment will get you more bedroom antics than you'd think. 7. Given the chance, women will smell and re-smell the scented-candle display at the store. We really can do this for ages. 8. Our

You
I long for the day we can be together, for the time that we dont have to hide. for the day when i can call you my husband and it be real. for the time we are no longer living in sin.. a day that i can come through the front door and be able to say "honey i'm home" and it actually be our home. for the time i can lay next to you and fall asleep at night and be lulled to sleep by the sound of your heartbeat. when i can wake up and see your face, your body laying next to mine. for the day we can be a family, us and our children. when i can cook you dinner in our kitchen, or you can cook me dinner, either way. when the only laundry to be done is ours, the only messes to be cleaned up we made. i long for you i love you absolutely, i want to live every day of the rest of my life with you in it.

Darkness
DarknessI'm swimming all alone in a pool of darknessand I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me underI yell for help but no one is there to hear itI begin to see the water at eye leveland I kick and flailfighting to stay above the darknessBut the darkness won't let go of its hold on meand I slowly begin to give into the feeling that lies below the water linethe waters starts to fill my lungsthe lungs that once held so much lifeyet now they allow the murky water to replace thatI know that this path doesn't lead to happinessBut why doesn't someone grab my handpull me from darkness's grasp?because no one knows I stand at the boundarythe boundary between light and darkso I give in to the thing that holds meAll of the strength and all of the couragethat I once held in my heartcan't save me from the waterSo I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousnessundetected by the occupants of that worldI don't want to fight anymoreI've given into darkness

To All U Beggers Whiney Sons Of Bitches
WUT THE FUK ! ARE YOU LLL KIDDING ME? ! BEGGEING FOR PEOPLE TO LOOK AT YOU, RATE YOU, BUY YOU THINGS. SO SUM OF YOU MAY BE HOT OR SEXY AND SO FORTH, BUT IF SOMEONE CAME UP TO U ON TH STREET AND SAID" WOW, YOUR A TEN, HERE'S FIFTY BUCKS GET NAKED FOR ME." YOUD PRBALY SMACK THEM,UNLESS YOUR THAT MUCH OF A WHORE. BUT ON HERE YOU WHINE ABOUT POINTS AND BEG FOR BLING. FUK YOU ALL I MEAN THAT FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. IM IM THE REAL WORLD TRYIN TO START MY OWN BUSINESS AND PEOPLE WASTE 50 TO 500 ON LITTLE BLINKING PICTURES. IT PLAIN OUT PISSES ME OFF. SO I KNOW YALL GOONA TELL ME TO FUK OFF AND THAT IM UGLY AND IM JEALOUS , YADDA YADDA YADDA FUCKIN YADDA. I JUST THOUGHT , SINCE YA'LL CAN BEG FOR SHIT WITH NO SHAME, I SHOULD SPEAK MY MIND WITH EQUAL ABANDON. THANKS FOR YOUR TIME DAN. P.S. SAY WUT YOU WILL, HATE ALL YOU LIKE JUST QUIT BEGGING .

One
I was slowly spiraling down. Down into a dark abyss. Your arms reached for me And grabbed we so easy and swift. A knife had been stabbed And it pierced right into my core. Your heart dug into me And it pierced me even more. Your soul was a dagger Stabbed right through mine. Your love was the leader And right behind was mine. You had an arsenal But you couldn't see. All you saw was the target And that target was me. I am defenseless But I would have it no other way.

Adventures In Medication
So, I went and saw a different doctor yesterday, and feeling MUCH better about this one. After twenty minutes of questions and actually listening to everything I had to say she wrote me a prescription for a migraine blocker and a some darvocet to get me by until the blocker's had a chance to build up in my bloodstream, and she wants me to come back in today for some bloodwork to try and suss out why my blood sugar keeps crashing. Yay! Only weird thing is, I started the migraine blocker last night and now I can't taste anything. I'm sipping a latte right now and I'm telling ya, I can feel the warmth from the drink and the texture of the froth on my tongue, but I can't taste it. It's probably temporary though, so not freaking out unless it lasts more than a few days. :P Peace, love, and automobiles, Vanashe the Tasteless

American Or What????
THE NEWS TOLD A STORY OF 4 BOYS WHO WERE KICKED OUT OF SCHOOL BECAUSE THE TEE SHIRTS THAY HAD ON WERE OF THE AMERICAN FLAG. FIRST OFF, " THE VISE PRINCE ASSHOLE" SAID THE SHIRTS COULD MAKE THE MEXICAN STUDENTS MAD, AFETR ALL IT WAS MAY5TH. WELL I SAY TO FUCKEN BAD!!!!!! IF THE FUCKEN MEXICAN'S WHO BITCHED ABOUT DOSENT LIKE IT GO BACK TO YOUR OWN SHIT HOLE OF A COUNTRY!!!!! ONE STUDENT WHO WAS MEXCAN, SAID IT WAS DISRESPECTFUL TO HER, WELL SORRY YOU DUMB FUCKING MAEIXCAN CUNT, SEE WAS ARE AMERICANS FIRST THEN WERE WE CAME FROM SECOND !!! YOUR NOT MEXICAN-AMERICAN....YOUR AMERICAN -MEXICAN AND THETS JUST THE WAY IT IS !!!!!!!!

Weekly Blog
Just to keep you all updated on the crazy life that is mine: 1. today ham is 32 weeks old, for those of you who don't know (KLOVERLYNN) ham is a girl. Yes you can all laugh now at the thought of a mini Wicked running around or you can turn and run. Needless to say Ham has finally turned and has her head in the exit position....and Ive only gained 21lbs.... woohooo! 2. I was running late this morning to my doctors appointment and threw on the jeans i wore last night, being that they are the most comfortable. I jump in Jeff's truck because i have a hard time dropping into my car now and off to the appointment i go... As I'm walking into the building i feel a large sag in my crotch... what the fuck did i just poo? is this a new pregnant thing.... omg. I run into the secluded hallways and feel in my pants and pull out the culprit... yesterdays panties! 3. I get home and I'm wondering will i always have something funny happen to me.. why am i the butt off all my jokes. then the door bell

New Fake Dude & Some Points To Ponder....
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3 Days Dry
So I saw Mike again today. We went to the movies. I tried to go to bed early so we could see a matinee (which is only $1.50 cheaper than regular but w/e), so I woke up at like 12:45 and texted him. We went to the 1:40 showing of Predators. OMFG that movie was INCREDIBLE. Much more like the older ones, not the gay crappy new ones that they put out. Horrific films. Anywho as hard as it was not to reach over and hold his hand or to put my head on his shoulder, it was okay. We agreed to be movie buddies, so neither of us has to go see a movie alone. After that, we went and got a bite at the food court. They have this awesome Japanese place in there. Their teriyaki chicken is TO DIE FOR. So we ate and talked a little. I asked him a few questions like what if I was hurt, would he want to know, he said yes of course, or if I need to go to the hospital he'd still be willing to take me no problem. After that we went back to his house and I spent some time with Gwinevere our baby girl and w

News Paper Article From Today On My Son! Wish They 'd Get His Heigth Right!!! Uggghhhh
Lebanon’s Justin Britt opens camp as a starter Israel Potoczny israel@lebanondailyrecord.com Jul 28, 2010 COLUMBIA — Justin Britt is opening his freshman season on top. On Tuesday morning, the University of Missouri released its pre-camp depth chart. Britt, a 2009 Lebanon High School graduate, was listed as a starter at left guard, ahead of junior Justin Palmgren. Britt, 6-foot-5, 300 pounds, is the only freshman starter listed on the Tigers’ pre-camp depth chart. Britt redshirted last season and retains four years of eligibility. Missouri opens practice on Aug. 5 and will play its first game of the season on Sept. 4 against Illinois in St. Louis.

Speedy Gonzales
Lately I have been stuck on old cartoons (Loony Tunes, Merry Melodes, etc.) and someone reminded me of a song Pat Boone did in 1962 which made it all the way to the top 10 on the charts. Speedy Gonzales Written by Buddy Kaye, Ethel Lee and David HessPerformed by Pat Boone (spoken)It was a moonlit night in Old Mexico.I walked alone between some old adobe haciendas.Suddenly, I heard the plaintive cry of a young Mexican girl...(in obnoxious soprano)Laaaaaaaa!La-la-la-la-la-la-la-laaaaaaaaaa!La-la-la-la-la-la-la-laaaaaaaaaa!La-la-la-la-la-la-la-laaaaaaaaaa!You better come home Speedy GonzalesAway from tannery rowStop all of your drinkingWith that floosie named Flo!Come on home to your adobeAnd slap some mud on the wall!The roof is leaking like a strainerThere's loads of roaches in the hall.(La la la la)Chorus:

Stop The Insanity!!!
Okay so I'm not gonna stand for being called an Anti-American or a 9/11 Hater or bashed because I don't want to sit around all day and mourn the loss of people that I really did not know or had any connection to other than they were a part of this country and innocent human beings. I have seen others who are also not into posting the "Remember 9/11" all over their statuses...does that make us all co-conspirators in being Anti-American or 9/11 Haters?? I completely understand that people's lives were lost. I completely understand that it was a sad day in our history. I completely understand that some of you may have relatives or friends that died that day. I completely understand that the military has gone around the world to fight this sort of terrorist act against our country. And I completely understand that we as Americans should unite and fight this sort of terrorist act on the homefront while our military men and women do so for their families and ours outside of this country. B

Keep On Trucking
Keep On Trucking It was late, it was cold, and Tommy was behind schedule as he came down I-69 into Flint with his load of car parts. The only thing on his mind was unloading, dinner, shower and a bed. He didn’t even want a woman in it, that’s how beat he was tonight. Ahead and on the side of the road he spotted a Chevy Suburban obviously disabled with its radiator overheating and steam pouring into the frigid air. He slowed down as a protective measure in case he needed to take any kind of action. Motorist could be dumb when it came to large fast moving trucks. He wasn’t about to stop until he saw the woman bent over the engine as he slowly went by. He pulled over. Damn his mother for raising him a gentleman anyway. He pulled himself out of the cab and sauntered back. "You can’t fix that tonight ma’am. Can I give you a lift up the road to the nearest station?" She looked up and he was hooked. She had huge grey blue eyes that you dove into and wanted

Non-partisan Part 2
The election is tomorrow and I have been negligent in getting in here and talking about the issues so will try to do a few points in one blog this morning. I am very concerned about this election for several reasons , primarily because half the candidates in this years election seem to want to throw science and knowledge about the world out the window and go back to something akin to burning witches at the stake and the days when we thought the earth was flat. It is a shift in the Republican Party that is disturbing and backward thinking. On the other hand the Dem's seem to think government knows better than we do...about everything. So for an independent like me it is very difficult to decide who to toss and who to support. Here are a few things I am thinking about..... The Tea Party movement in the Republican Party, the idea that life is simple and government should have no part in it is ridiculous and overly simplistic. The proponents are big corporations who are out sourcing

The Glow Radio
Sunday on The Glow Radio: Deejay Dovey starts off our Sunday starting at Noon Pacific/1pm Mountain/2pm Central/3pm Eastern DJ Siren spinning 80's, 90's, Today's Rock, & Metal Music starting at 3pm Pacific/5pm Central/6pm Eastern next up is TonytheMisfit and his Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 6pm Pacific/8pm Central/9pm Eastern closing tonight will be the Bossman James Bound and tonight he will be spinning Classic Rock Music starting at 9pm Pacific/11pm Central/Midnight Eastern Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory or you can go to our website at: ___________________ www.TheGlowRadio.com Tune in and enjoy the best tus anyhere on the Web. The music community for the cool

Wednesday - December 15, 2010
I am auctioning off my points for Tuesday the 14th of December.... This auction will close at 6PM CST on December 14th, 2010.... The points will be given from 6:30 PM til 6:30 AM.... This will allow for a reset which will generate more rates; thus more points.... Please leave only auction bids in the comments section below.... Thank you and have a wonderful day/night.... I will accept the following: - Fubux - Ability Blings (Boomerangs, MegaPolishers, Famps, Auto 11s, Cherry Bombs, God Mode) - Bling Packs - Happy Hours, Blasts, Pimp Outs, etc.... * Will also consider multiple day bids.... **Remember: You get what you bid for, someone else just does all the work for you....

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The Future Freaks Me Out
So WOW! Everything is slowly but surely coming together. It's crazy to me. A bit nervous and excited at the same time.I don't even know where to begin. I think I need to come down asap and spend some time with you. I was talking with my friend the other day about you. As you know I'm a pretty happy person most of the time.Really I haven't been as happy as I should be. It hit me what it was that was bothering me. Not being beside you. I'd love it if you were here now instead of later, but I also realize you've gotthings going on that you can't just up and leave yet. I would never ask you to change those plans. I was just realizing I will be happier when we're finally together. Anyways, as I was saying earlier today... I do include you in all my future plans. I have to remembermy plans are not just about me. Also Savannah is excited to meet you. Trips me out her mentioning youwhen I'm not even talking about you. Like the picture she drew. That was totally her except asking how to spel

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My King you lay there so strong and sure. I catch a glimpse of you looking at me...but its more than a glance. You look like you want to devour me...mmm to have your body over mine. Taking what is yours eternally. You fill me up and bring out a primal rage. I bite and scratch you, but not to make you stop, but to keep you going. Oh my King give me all of you. Show your Queen who is boss! You bite me and I purr in primal excitement. The intensity of my warmth and our eternal love for one another brings both of us to climax. Then you lay down next your Queen, looking at her glow, knowing she is your Queen for eternity.

[smoldering Apathy]
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Lost You
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Come What May
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Thank God!!!!!
It's been a long time since I've been this excited for anything. As many of you know, for the past two and a half months I have been in severe pain. I've went to the hospital and to a branch from the hospital with no help. The only thing they said was that it was my Sciatic Nerve. They did give me pain medication, but it did NOT help. The only thing that would ease the pain was Ibuprofen. I know that there is a limit to how much of that you can take before it starts damaging your liver. I called a local chiropractor and FINALLY got one that would take me without insurance. The woman was so nice to me. She worked around MY schedule and pain. I go in today at 2:00. I can't wait!!! Granted it's going to cost me around 80 bucks and I only have 50 right now, but she said I could fill out a "financial hardship" paper and if I'm approved, the cost would be cut in half. So I'm hoping that will work. If not....I'll owe them about 30-40 bucks. Hopefully they will still see me. I can NOT wa

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Half Angel
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We Are
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I'm sorry that I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry that I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just make out to you like some random guy. I'm sorry that I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry that I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry that I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough

Bloggers Who Criticize The Goverment May Face Prison!!!
Bloggers Who Criticize Government May Face Prison Bloggers Who Criticize Government May Face Prison Bill would allow rounding up and imprisoning of non-registered political writers Steve Watson Infowars.net Thursday, January 18, 2007 You'd be forgiven for thinking that it was some new restriction on free speech in Communist China. But it isn't. The U.S. Government wants to force bloggers and online grassroots activists to register and regularly report their activities to Congress in the latest astounding attack on the internet and the First Amendment. Richard A. Viguerie, Chairman of GrassrootsFreedom.com, a website dedicated to fighting efforts to silence grassroots movements, states: "Section 220 of S. 1, the lobbying reform bill currently before the Senate, would require grassroots causes, even bloggers, who communicate to 500 or more members of the public on policy matters, to register and report quarterly to Congress the same as the big K Street l

Liars
So many people talk about fakes and liars when really they,infact are gulity of it thereself I really hate that I try to be real and me all the time I can't help it if you don't like me or who I am I'm a complicated person I try to be nice and friendly to everyone and what I say I mean I'm real,and open...I'm a little crazy, but I'm not fake and I'm not a liar like some people!

Thought For 2007
We know exactly where one cow with mad-cow-disease is located among the millions and millions of cows in America, but we haven't a clue as to where thousands of Illegal immigrants and terrorists are located. Maybe we should put the Department of Agriculture in charge of immigration

Ungh
im in love..and confuzed..ungh i dont kno what to do.im getting married but i think its too soon. i wont even to be able to drink legally when i get married. i just dont kno what to do. more on this will come later..

Soon
Soon Soon, the day will come I feel it in my heart, when we can be together and no longer kept apart. Soon, things will change no more lonely nights, for in your arms I'll be where all is perfectly right. Soon, the ache will cease of wanting you here with me, each morning I'll awaken by your side a place I have longed to be. Soon, the tears won't flow so frequently from my eyes, for we'll spend our lives together with no more painful goodbyes. Soon, two people in love will be joined through eternity, overcoming any and all obstacles that have been set before you and me. Soon, we'll pledge those sacred vows coming together as husband and wife, promising "till death do us part" this commitment will last beyond life. Soon, we'll be as one all our dreams coming true, we are each others strengths for you have me...and I have you. Author: Trudy L.

Waiting
I know at times I'm a handful and probably not worth the pain I know cause each day I wonder will it end today Is today the day you give up and send me back to hell was it all an act a trick of some form I laid awake for hours dreading the rising sun hoping not to find messages or that I have been removed You told me you loved me last night before you hung up the phone But that was all you said That was all I heard So now I sit waiting covering my tears praying for a miracle praying you'll keep me here

Update On My G/f
ust thought that I would let everyone know that Angel came through her surgery very good. We had to be at the horpital at 6am, tey took her to surgery around 7:30 and she was done around 10:30. Right now she is resting, has pain, when she'snot pushing her little button for pain that is. They have her on a Demarol drip, so she's feeling pretty good. The doctor said that if everything keeps going good, that she might get to come home either late Wendesday or maybe eary Thrusday. I will find out more tomorrow and I will try to update everyone again. Until then, Blessed Be. Wildman

New Bombing Family
hey everyone... My girl wendy just started a new family ;) Its called the ~ UNITED AS ONE BOMB SQUAD ~ this is gonna be an awesome family, very organized in teams as we bomb and is currently looking for new members to join so if you are inerested just let me know and ill tell her or get a hold of her here.. Owner of ~ UNITED AS ONE BOMB SQUAD ~@ CherryTAP much luv oxox tabby

More General Than The Post That Used To Be In This Blog Anyway
If one's going to follow a link to someone else's profile anyway, let it be to spread some joy in their lives. Comfort the afflicted. Befriend and aid the new. Advise the uncertain. Help some people past level, even. Leave the insults in your hindbrain, at home, or take the day's frustrations out on your foam Wham-It™. (Edit: fortunately, most people who this applies to are no longer on my list if they ever were, and probably will never read this.)

Walls Up & Doors Slammed Closed...
*You don't want to give all of you...I'm not giving all of me* *You hurt me... I will want to hurt you back* *You drive me away...I will stay away* *You hold secrets...than so will I* *You want to condem me...then I will you* *You need more than one...then so will I* *You can not can give... I will not be open to recieve* *You want to leave....I will watch* *You need to prove... so shall I* *You need to take.... I will stop giving* *You need to hide me... I will stay hidden* *You want to play games... I will not play* *You want to place blame...I will take it* *You lie.... and I will watch & listen* *You want to break my soul...YOU WILL NEVER BREAK IT...!!!! * 05/09/2007 JR 11:16am --Once again, I write for not just myself but for others around me. I write on not just my pain but my friends and family's pain also. ---Side bar...While I want my writings to touch people, I do not wish to upset ANYONE in my life...those around it or i

Ahh Whatever
Have you ever felt.. those sad butterflies.. or the very hurtful ones.. yeah. thats how you make me feel you give me ALL kinds, but you don`t seem to care & theres nothing i can do about it... i feel horrible i hate this feeling, this feeling of self doubt, that i`m not good enough or something it sucks; i just want it to disapear, i want you to disappear, no i just want you to stop hurting me, leading me on, or whatever your doing. i hate it how i let you play with my heart, its out in the open.. and i let you crush it and then build it up again, and then let it fall to peices once more.. i should just lock up my heart & never give away the key. i can`t do this anymore, the hard thing is.. you've got me totally hooked, every time i see you, or hear your voice i go weak.. & it seems as tho theres nothing i can do about it and i just wish i could let you go.. & your not even THAT special.. just to me.. you have no idea. i don`t no how to explain the way i feel about you. i just ugh. wha

Finding U
When thought I never be happy again You come into my life You showed me there was hope For happiness, love and caring I have dreamed that someone would come into my life make me happy to be alive and feel loved and beautiful and that person is you.

Bulletin Retards
Bulletins are certainly a useful tool for conveying information, promoting contests, even telling jokes. I've done all of the above myself. I've even reposted a few from time to time, as have we all. But then there are the ones who think their bulletin is SOOOOO IMPORTANT that they have to post it 15 times within 2 minutes. To these people I say you are retarded. Do you really think anyone but you cares that much? I doubt it. So if you happen to be one of these people, feel free to remove yourself from my list, that's if you can find time between posting your bulletin over and over and over and over and over again. Or just give me a shout and I'll do it for you, I'm not as tied up with meaningless drivel. ~nuff said~

The Rose
Your heart is like a rose; As black as midnight, but oh so pure. Your love is a disease, And mine is the cure. You are the shodow Looming behind my heart. Even when you make it stop beating, You make my heart restart. She caused you grief And turned your heart black. Was it the love she gave you, Or was it the love that she lacked? She filled your heart, But with misery and pain. She brought you all the loss, But never brought you any gain. Her heart has turned black; Not out of hurt, but out of spite. She drained your heart of love and hope, But more importantly she took your life. Now you must move on So that your rose may bloom, But out of happiness and joy, Instead of misery and gloom. I will always cherish your rose, As black as it may be. I will know as it blooms, That it is out of your love for me.

Chili Con Corn Bread
2 (15 oz. each) cans chili or 4 c. homemade chili 1 pkg. any variety corn bread mix 1 c. grated Cheddar cheese Preheat oven to 400 degrees. Pour chili into lightly greased 8 inch square baking pan. Prepare corn bread batter according to package directions; stir in cheese. Bake 30-35 minutes. Cool 5 minutes. Serves 4-6.

1st Time
Your First Time SurveyTake This Survey at NaughtyQ.comWhen was your first kiss?12When was your first erotic touch?16When was your first orgasm?16When was the first time you were naked in front of someone?14When was the first time you saw someone naked?14When did you have sex for the first time?14

The End (maybe)
Shadows of the darkened night Slowly creeping to claim me Waiting patiently for you Nothing left here for me to see Life for me is at it's end Ready to close my tired eyes Drawing upon my final breath No one left to say good-bye Loneliness worse than pain Consuming my very being Overshadows conscious thoughts Love of life no longer seeing Sitting alone day after day Finally taking it's toll No one here to talk with Wearing down a weary soul Shadows of the darkened night Gladly welcoming you in Wishing for your deadly kiss My only friend, the bitter end

Phil Rizzuto, 1917-2007
Forever Young Bobby Thigpen out there. Number thirty-seven. That's the guy in the Peanuts cartoon. Pigpen. That's a joke. That guy in Peanuts with Charlie Brown. He's always dirty. Oh yeah. Every day. Orphan Annie. You know, She hasn't aged in thirty-two years.

Please Help If U Can
Just over 24hrs left plz help I'm in 3rd place at min thank you to all that have helped so far Ok dont ask but Shell has talked me into entering her contest lol so any help would be greatly appreciated P.s excuse pic was drunk when I took it lol

Thanks To Everyone!
That helped me level. I appreciate it so much...now I have another person that needs help in her contest too. Can you stop by and give her a few comments? I would really appreciate it...its so close..:) click the Pic and comment..:)

I Miss You!!!!
yes do I MISS YOU!! yes because I LOVE YOU!! I want to see YOU!! I want to HUG YOU!! I WANT to see your SMILE!! HEAR your LAUGH!! SEE your tears thats say YOU MISS me too!! I been WAITING for your love!!! Always remember I am only here for YOU!!! I DO my best to find you!! What ever happen I never stop to search YOU!! BECAUSE YOUR MY BEST SISTER FOR EVER i HAVE!!! DEDICATED TO MY SISTER!!!!

My Friend's List
Where here is the deal..if you really wanna be my friend, then drop in and say hi...otherwise, I'm purging my list....to stay on my list all you have to do is be a freind. I have had it with having 6000+ so called friends on my list..and not one talk to me.. so today.. I will be cleaning out my lists and tossing people OUT. The reason I locked my nudes up is you do NOT deserve to see them. You EARN that right by being friends.. Not some perverted assholes.. with nothing better to do than jerkin your gerkin!!!. There are enough whores and sluts on this site.. I won't feed into any longer. You decide now.. Friends.. or not.

Twincest #2
Note: you should read "how I found out I like girls" first. So I already told you about how me and my sister first became sexual with each other but I thought you'd like to hear some of the klinky things we did together. After that first shower experiance you can bet we had many others. We took showers together all the time (even on weekends when we had time to take seperate ones) and each one was sexier and kinkier than the last. One morning we were in the shower and Stephanie was on her knees licking my pussy when I told her to stop for a minute. I needed to get out of the shower. She asked me why and I told her I needed to pee. She said, "why silly, you are already in the shower and besides I want to watch" That turned me on even more and while Steph was fingering herself still on her knees I staretes to pee. I must have had to go more than I thought because it accidently shot out and splashed on her boobs. She gasped and said she orgasmed as soon as it hit her.

My Love
MY LOVE _____________________________________________ my love for you is strong my love is all i have for you my love is yours to keep my love is your love my love is all you have my love for you will never fail my love is all you will ever need my love is true my love is pure my love is all the love you will ever need my love is KIM's forever

Pretty Lady Contest Updates Wow ....
Pretty Lady of Fubar Contest! I need woman for this contest! 1st lady is...... with 2256 comments! 2nd Lady is...... with 1077 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 702 comments! 4th lady is...... with 55 comments! 5th Lady is...... with 23 comments! 6th Lady is...... with 4 comments! 7th Lady is...... with 2 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/20 thur 10/26 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ fubar

New Updatefor Pretty Lady Contest
Pretty Lady of Fubar Contest! I need woman for this contest! 1st lady is...... with 2390 comments! 2nd Lady is...... with 2293 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 714 comments! 4th lady is...... with 81 comments! 5th Lady is...... with 80 comments! 6th Lady is...... with 62 comments! 7th Lady is...... with 20 comments! 8th Lady is...... with 18 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/20 thur 10/26 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDe

I'm Sorry
Written by a man on a different site.. and I thought it was fitting here. And this woman has the balls to repost it! I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,

Letter Of Adam To Desciples
Date: 3rd May 0023 TO: Messrs Matthew, Mark, Luke & John (Publishers). 13a Sandy Wasteland Square, Just Next to the Pizza Hut, Judea. Dear Sirs, It is Mr. Christ's understanding that you are planning to write and publish a biography of him in the near future. Such a biography would, he is sure you would realise, be entirely unauthorised and if it were published in the form you suggest he would be forced to take the matter up with the highest authority. However he can fully understand your wish to write about his life and will sanction such a project a number of conditions: That the title of the book be 'The Holy Bible' and not as you propose, 'Hot and Salty - Our Sexy Savior's Saucy Story'. That you do not mention the name of his natural Father (Elvin Roxenby-Toke) who, for legal reasons, contests paternity. He suggest you utilise the 'virgin birth' scenario. Mr. Christ realises that this is entirely ludicrous but suggests that no-one ever went bust under

Another Quote I Like
I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do. Robert A. Heinlein

Friendship
Friendship Friends are a God send if you treat them right. A real friend will always be a friend no matter what comes to light. Friends share a closeness no one else can understand. Always there to give a hug or just to lend a helping hand. For they are just creating a bonding friendship so true. That comes from deep in the heart and in action too. They will be by your side through your ups and your downs. Put a smile on your face when your wearing a frown. A true friend is the one who will still be there when the room you are in had already cleared. They will be there through thick and thin. Praying to God that somehow you will win. Give you the shirt off their back, if it is something you lack. Help you do what you must,

Answerless
Answerless (Written 2006) “Do you ever write about me?” she asked. No, actually. I have not written in some time. I cannot recall what answer I gave her, but this is the real answer. I don’t know why I stopped writing. I don’t know why for several years I stopped playing and writing music. I just don’t know. Maybe I had nothing to express at that time. Maybe the forms of expression I had were inadequate. Maybe I was tired. I think about her, of course. I think about all of the people that mattered to me. Sometimes I think of the faces I have not seen in years and in my mind I reach out to them and long to share the wealth and breadth of my experiences since we have last spoke. I want to show them that I learned and loved and laughed. I want to thank them and apologize and embrace them all. I want to tell them that I cared. I did not always express it, I did not always know it, but in the end, I did care, they did matter. But back to the question. What wo

Fubucks Ho'
Based on the mums - make me an offer to see my NSFW pictures. Only one bidder can win. Open for a week. There is a reserve on this one :-) BTW Pictures are me naked and me doing the deed. Women are barred from the contest - you just need to ask. Please add your bids as a comment xxx

Chinese Proverbs
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run in front of car get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. * ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who fight with

The Nightclub Abduction
Part 2 Laura’s mind was racing. The arm around her throat was squeezing tighter and she felt her herself begin to weaken as the oxygen left her body. The hand clamped over her mouth dug tightly into her skin, mashing her lips painfully against the palms of the intruder. “Are you all right, my pet?” the intruder asked. Laura thought for a moment that the question was intended for her. Then she saw Catherine nod her head. “Yes, Master” she said. Laura was confused. Did these two people know each other? What was happening? The unseen assailant forced Laura further into the room until they reached the far wall. He forced her to her knees, her legs stretched out behind her. He sat on them, pinning them to the floor. He removed his hand from her mouth. His arm disappeared from around her neck. He grabbed her flailing arms and forced them together against the small of her back. With one hand, he secured her arms and pushed her with tremendous force, trapping her body ag

ഇ♥ §ŧą¢їε ♥ഇ
ഇ♥ §ŧą¢їε ♥ഇ fubar page http://www.fubar.com/user/1496719 FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE One of the pictures she uses can be located here: http://avatars.imvu.com/catalog/cpg144/index.php?cat=17616073 We were just informed of the salute this person has posted and all we can say is lmao This has got to be the saddest FAKE attempt of a FAKE salute. Here is the salute fubar DID accept from this FAKE This FAKE continues to post more and more FAKE pictures claiming them as her. The funniest thing about this FAKES page is the men who have crushed her and who comment on her pictures. Do these men not see that she rarely uses a picture of the same girl? Almost EVERY picture she posts is a different female! We will add the links to where all the other pictures this person is claiming to be them are located as soon as we have them. All of the pictures in the ME folder are obviously of different girls. The default pi

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1- I like SciFi movies 2- I love helping others 3- I am loyal as a dog (look my nose is even wet) 4- I like chick flicks 5- I enjoy having modern conveniences 6- I love nature (in moderation) 7- I enjoy learning new things 8- I love a good cup of coffee in the morning 9- I enjoy World of Warcraft 10- I like comedies I'm gonna tag Too sweet perfectly imperfect dragonmage onesxybrat Hellyion

Tag Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I like to cook 2) hate the cold – but moved to Wisconsin –go figure 3) I write poems 4) Love to camp and be near the water 5) Cook outs and bon-fires rock 6) Take walks in the woods to clear my head 7) Know all the words but can’t carry a tune in a bucket 8) Like roller coasters and thrill rides 9) Listen to country and old rock 10) Like to fly airplanes and scuba dive Ok now for who do I send it to: ♥ÐJ~§è×¥è¥è§♥Enforcer/Greeter@Club Insanity♥DJ~rock's RL&FU Girlfriend♥@ fubar Wildly Purrrfect ~WildCat~@ fubar ~*"Lil Rebel Redneck" Supports The Troops*~*~

The Freak Show V.i.ps
WELCOME TO THE... STEP INSIDE AND TAKE A L00K AROUND! THE ORIGINAL FREAK: Freak@ fubar and THE UNDERCOVER FREAK: ~PebblesinAZ~READ MY BLOGS~ OwN3d by Emanon! XOXO@ fubar ...have put together a little adventure for you. Not to be confused with any train, plane, coaster or boat ride! It's a... ...and you are about to meet some... The dictionary describes a "FREAK" as... A person who is abnormal, odd or has withdrawn from rational behavior. Hmm...YEP! That about covers it! So without further ADO here are you FREAK SHOW V.I.P.S... ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please take the time to actually look at my profile}@ fubar ♥Stacey♥ *member of Sisters 4 life and CLUB FAR*@ fubar WildS1r@ fubar *Juice* {clowns posse}@ fubar

A Biker Story
I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn 't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that

Happy Birthday Jared! Xoxo
to... Older Women Make Beautiful Lovers!!!!BABZ's BFF!! Greeter at Club Envy@ fubar He is a Soldier, Hero, Father, Husband and... AN AMAZING FRIEND! Go show him lots and lots of birthday love and thank him for serving our country. Some of us may not always support this war... BUT WE ALL NEED TO... Be sure to tell him PebblesinAZ sent ya! ~PebblesinAZ~I Luv my Owner/RL BF Tappinit~Co Founder of The FREAK SHOW w/ FREAK~@ fubar

Yep...been Awhile...
Hi Fubarians...fubarbanites? Funan the fubarian? whatever. Anyways It's been ages and I'll briefly some up the past 3 or so months for you in lightning speed. 1. I'm still in school working to get my degree in graphic design I have 6 more courses to go. 2. Back to working at the zoo. I do guest services now as well as all their graphic design work. Hey, it's a job *shrugs* 3. I met an amazing girl, her name is Jackie and we've been together close to 4 months now. I've never been happier. She's lovely, beautiful, and just all around amazing. Her parents love me, her friends love me, and they all think her ex boyfriend was (is) a douche bag! GO ME! :D That's pretty much it I shall update more. So how the hell have you been? :)

Imagine
Sometimes it is sweet to feel a kiss upon the lips. To gaze into my lover's eyes and taste their passion. Oh, but to feel a sensation that starts from the bottom. When I can no longer see your face. But feel your touch upon my feet. your lips softly kiss my ankles. Your hands slowly stroke up my legs. The heat intensifies in my pussy, as anticipation consumes me... Waiting for your mouth to devour my essence. And though my body pleads with you for satisfaction, You are slow and move with intent. Your hungry mouth exploring my body bottom up. Over my calves, across the back of my knees. The pleasure is euphoric to my body. I feel sensations in my toes. I moan in pleasure when your hand touches my bottom... Your tongue soft on my inner thigh. My legs part for you... I am drenched in my love for your touch. Your hand caresses my ass, and your tongue moves closer to it's prize. I arch my back so slightly... Your hands slide under me and grip my waist. I feel your

Meet The Girls Next Door..
Just a girl - No Doubt Meet the Girls Next Door! You may know some of these Beautiful, REAL, Amazing women, but they will keep you on your toes! Stop by their page and make sure you got them on your list, they will always return the love and then some! CHELLE ~ Ms. Girl Next Door@ fubar Mrs. Bubbles™@ fubar WARNING 1.4 Explosive Girl Next Door@ fubar Mémºî®è™¿§îñglè Ñ £ººkîñg ¿Fµ-¿♥ ² ^§îñ^@ fubar "†Not Your Average Girl Next Door" SBRadio's Dj HotAzz~@ fubar ♥I AM WHO I AM™♥YOUR APPROVAL IS NOT NEEDED♥@ fubar Mz. Shortsweetie one of the Girls Next Door@ fubar

Bling Our Booties!
> I LOVE My Girls and I KNOW My Girls LOVE BLING! So, I'm on a mission! (Remember, you get points for blingin' too!) If you bling me and 4 of my friends I will make you a cute salute! Help My Girls, Yourself, Me and get a little something extra out of it! Be sure to FAN/ADD and RATE them as well! These are definitely ladies you want on your side! Today's Lucky Ladies are... Qtazabutton@ fubar (your lovely Spotlight!) Abby¢¾Normal@ fubar (she's pushing for GODMOTHER! luv her up!)

Just Sayin...
Seems there's shit floating around... Thought I'd mention the fact that being a Network Engineer for 20-odd years, I save archives and backups of EVERYTHING. Talk shit? It will get squashed quickly. Don't make an asshole out of yourself by lying. It won't be pretty. (Y)

Your Arms Feel Like Home
I think I've walked too close to love And now I'm falling in There's so many things this weary soul can't take Maybe you just caught me by surprise The first time that I looked into your eyes There's a life inside of me That I can feel again It's the only thing that takes me Where I've never been I don't care if I lost everything that I have known It don't matter where I lay my head tonight Your arms feel like home Feel like home This life aint the fairy tale we both thought it would be But I can see your smiling face as it's staring back at me I know we both see these changes now I know we both understand somehow There's a life inside of me That I can feel again It's the only thing that takes me Where I've never been I don't care if I lost everything that I have known It don't matter where I lay my head tonight Your arms feel like home They feel like home Hold on, you're home to me There's a life inside of me That I can feel again It's the only thing that t

If U Had Me Al0ne...
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED! WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME AL0NE

Party Monday! Join Us!
Happy Hour Rate a Thon Folder OPEN! Rate for Bucks. C Folder and PM When done! BLING FOR A SFW SALUTE! Bling my bootay and I'll show love back and make you a Salute :) Jet Bling for a Family Add to see Goodies! SPANK ME HARD ALL DAY LONG! Remember you can still go love my Pink Banana too! And the JET BLING is still up for Auction! Will Close after my Happy Hour ends! So bid FUBUCKS to get your own Jet Bling and lots and lots of points! Pink and Pebbs Party! Happy Hours Monday @ 11am and 12pm FU Time! We love to share...SO...give Pink 50 11's and Pebbs 50 11's! Spank the rest of their stuff with 10's! If you haven't already Fan, Add and RATE, RATE, RATE them! Spoil these ladies with Bling and get lots of love back! 11 am Fu Time... *Pink0828*~*~Owned By Bleuskyhere $$$ & keith67~*~Sarge's Bad Girl~*~@ fubar Noon Fu Time... ~PebblesinAZ~@ fubar She's My Nanner Bananer and I'm her Funky Monkey! A very Special Thanks to our Super

Rope N Ridin Rodeo
Saddle up for the... Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people listed below. Please DO NOT just accept the persons friend request...visit their page, rate and fan them back and leave them a comment. When you have rated everyone message (aGEM4life) to be added to the list and for your tag to be made. Rate Cowboys folder of Rodeo Pics to receive your personal Rope N Ridin' Rodeo tag. Start with this one.. 1. UnknownCowboy~Husband of Learning2fly 2. ♊aGEM4life♊ {Shadow Leveler} ღFounder Of The Life-Savers Familyღ 3. HersheyK 4. Outlaw Loader/CLUB F.A.R./ Club United/Friendship Circle/ Please Sign My Guest Book 5. ~~Twisted Whispers ~~ 6. vitamin de~ get your daily dose::fu~owner of ~SazzyGal~:: DSC~ I.B.I.C. ~ N.A.P **Fu Angel** 7.

Can You Beat It?
Red Light District Special! I can be ALL yours for one month or maybe MORE! Auction ends July 5th so get your bid in while you can! I have 2 awesome and amazing people who can say I am a good little slave, a little bad at times! So come turn my Red Light out and make me your personal Red Light District girl... Click the pic right below this to get into the auction! You wont regret it! Don't forget to show the host some love!!!! *Pink0828 ~*~Join My RED LIGHT AUCTION LADIES*~*~Lovingly Owned By Keith67 ~*~Sarges Bad Girl~*~ BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Your Ultimate Desire¢â & Owner of The Lust Lounge & Captain for Fu Luv¢¾Wifey to Jason

Lucy Visits Disneyland Pt 1 (oooh Im So Wrong)
It wasn't hard to spot her, a petite girl standing all on her lonesome outside the roller coaster ride. Dressed in a short black leather skirt which hugged her ass perfectly, the straps coming down from her shoulders hugging her breasts tightly. They were not huge but made to appear bigger than what they actually are by her nicely toned and slim frame. Her high heel platform shoes made her taller and more easily noticeable. But, only just since her long, uniquely colored hair which seemed to be a stunning mixture of auburn brown, red and orange shone and reflected brightly in the sunlight. He looked at her side on, trying to be subtle at first but the subtlety being lost as he looked at her more and more, eventually staring. Obviously she was dressed for the attention. She must have caught a glimpse of him looking for longer than what most people do, because she turned to face him front on. As she did, he could see the front of her tight skirt seemed to curve ever so slightly in

The One !!!!
i would hold your heart with out any fear! in darkness i would sit so ever clear! to give you love you need so dear! in the darkness i see a light so clear! i will allways stay so ever dear, you must not ever fear! i'll hold you so forever dear! my love is forever REAL!

I See The Light But It's Only A 2 Watt...
Heh.I've out done myself yet again with another catchy blog title.Go me! Any-the-ways after much deliberation and contemplation it has come to my attention I am slacking on my normal duties in life.I dont know if I should clarify them,but I will anyways...I spend far too much time online instead of doing things I use to do.Such as cleaning my room,cleaning and detailing my car(which i use to take such pride in doing every week),laundry,organization...the general stuff I *use* to do.I've become so disillusioned about my real life that nothing else seems to matter other than being online for endless hours and screwing myself over badly..My brother was right,as he always is,even thou I havent spoken to him lately due to my seclusion of myself yet again,but he was right.I still have too much work to do on myself but I keep pushing it off for reasons unknown.Maybe I'm afraid that if I do,it'll change the person I am and I dont want that to happen at all.I just finished telling someone about

You
in my hour of need huh your not there,and though i reached out for you,wouldnt lend a hand.through the darkest hour ,grace did not shine on me,feels so cold , so cold noone cares for me.did you ever think id get lonelry,did you ever think that i needed love,did you ever think .. stop thinkin your the only one that im thinkin of.youll never know how hsrd i tried, to foind the space n satisfy you too,things will be better,know that im dead n gone,dont try and understand knoein you im probably wrong,but oh hoe i lived my life for you ,till you turned away.n now as i die for you, my flesh still crawls as i beath your name. thrrew all these day thought i was wrong ,now i know it was you.raise your head , raise your face,your eyes ,tell me who do you think you are.i walk, i walk alone to the promised land,but theres a better place for me,but its far far away,everlasting place for me n a perfect world,please god set me on my way..... time has a way of takin time,lnliness is not only felt by

Cry Babies
Okay so I can see blocking me if I was mean to you or rude to you, however I have now been blocked by 2 different boys, for not given them enough attention. I think this is very silly and just wanted to laugh at them for being such cry babies. What has this worked come to anyway where you don't have to be mean just uninventive to be banned? HA HA HA

Fish=pork??
Dumbest. Question. Ever. BBQ Restaurant | Vancouver, BC, Canada Customer: “So the pork…is that like, fish?” Me: “Noo…it’s like, pig.” Customer: “Oh.” ------------------------------------- ffs...

Chicken Recipe
Here is a chicken recipe that also includes the use of popcorn as a stuffing --- imagine that! When I found this recipe, I thought it was perfect for people like me, who just are not sure how to tell when poultry is thoroughly cooked, but not dried out. Give this a try. 4 - 5 lb. Chicken 1 cup melted butter 1 cup stuffing (Pepperidge Farm is Good.) 1 cup uncooked popcorn (ORVILLE REDENBACHER' S LOW FAT is good here) Salt/pepper to taste Directions: Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Brush chicken well with melted butter, salt, and pepper. Fill cavity with stuffing and popcorn. Place in baking pan with the neck end toward the back of the oven. Listen for the popping sounds. When the chicken's ass blows the oven door open and the chicken flies across the room and lands on the table, it's done and ready to eat. And, you thought I couldn't cook?????? ????????? ?

My Auto 11's Are On Get Fubucks And Bling!
Please read the full blog. Please rate my blog! Please Rate my profile/ Fan & Add Me I will return the favor! This is required, but you do not have to wait for me to approve your request to rate. I will randomnly be giving away Fubling!!! For each folder with 100 pics you get 5,000 Fubucks If you rate with an actual 11, you get 114 (double) points per picture you rate ! That means you get 11,400 additional Fubucks and Points from Fubar! If you rate with a 10 that turns into an 11, you get 57 points per picture you rate ! That means you get 5,700 additional Fubucks and Points from Fubar! You can rate as many folders as you want!! All of this preferably during Happy Hour. After you rate please send me a message stating which folder or folders you rated so I can verify. Please don't leave me a comment because I won't see it! Thanks, Vixen! P.S. be patient for me to send you the fubucks!

Cranberry Tea
Cranberry Tea 3 cups water 4 green tea bags 1 mint tea bag 2 cups cranberry juice, chilled ice fresh mint leaves or fresh cranberries In a medium saucepan bring water to boiling. Remove from heat. Add green and mint tea bags. Cover and let stand for 10 minutes. Remove tea bags; discard. Cover and let chill for 2 hours. Transfer the tea to a pitcher; stir in the cranberry juice. Serve over ice. If desired garnish with fresh mint leaves or cranberries. Chill reaming tea for up to 2 days.

"different Worlds" (prt 6 Of "once Upon A Time)
He is from here, she is from there But when they are together, they don't care They share the same earth, they share the same sky None of it seems to matter when they look into the others eyes When he takes her to where she's going, will he go back to where he's been Will they have to go thier seperate ways just start all over again Do they live for the moment, and wait for the answers to come unfurled Or do they break it to thier hearts that they come from different worlds

Holiday Card Project: Not Just For Members Of Deviant Art
Holiday Card Project 2008 This year marks deviantART's fifth annual Holiday Card Project! With the goal of bringing a little cheer to patients in the hospital during the holiday season, the Holiday Card Project connects deviants from all around the world and applies their tremendous artistic abilities in designing and creating get well holiday cards. Last year the Project received well over 1300 holiday cards sent in by more than 750 deviants from 50 different countries/political regions. The cards were then divvied up and distributed in-person by dA members at the UCI Medical Center in Orange, California. Extra cards were given to various hospitals in the U.S. and abroad for their staff to hand out to patients. The idea behind the Holiday Card Project is to simply try and do something nice for others. However, if that isn't enough incentive, every deviant who submits a card will be given a free one-month subscription to deviantART, as well as being entered into a drawing fo

Women's Choices
Have you ever noticed that women say "All I want is a man that will love me and treat me with respect" and then they turn down guys that are too old, too ugly, too fat, too skinny, too whatever? Over the years I have watched them turn guys down and hook up with some pretty boy that treats them like dirt. Most of them do not seem to learn from it either, at least not until they get much older. I remember one lady that rejected this guy because he was too old, he did not look the part. After two bad marriages and numerous failed relationships she ended up marrying a guy that could have been a twin to the one she originally rejected; of course by then the original was too old to consider marrying her,lol. Had her standards changed as she aged, or had she just gotten wiser and realized that the older, fatter, thinner, or whatever guy was the one that was most likely to treat her the way she needed to be? At the wedding all I could think of was "What a waste of all of those years and tears"

Offering 25,000 Fubucks To Help Me Level Up
Can you all come help me level up till 25.I am offering 25,000 fubucks to level me up fast.Here's my pic link to my page.Hopefully i'll get done sooner.. ~¢¾SexyBitch¢¾~@ fubar Los Lonely BoysHeaven Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Swiss Cheese Fondue
From: Campbell's Kitchen Prep/Cook: 25 minutes Serves: 6 Ingredients: 1 cup Swanson® Chicken Broth (Regular, Natural Goodness™ or Certified Organic) 1 tbsp. cornstarch 1 clove garlic, halved 1/2 cup dry white wine 1 tbsp. lemon juice 1 lb. shredded Swiss cheese *, at room temperature 1/4 tsp. ground nutmeg Ground black pepper to taste French bread, cubed Directions: Blend 1/4 cup broth into cornstarch; set aside. Rub fondue pot or saucepan with cut sides of garlic; discard garlic. Add remaining 3/4 cup broth and wine to fondue pot. Heat over medium heat until hot but not bubbling. Add lemon juice. Add cheese, a little at a time, stirring until cheese melts before adding more. Add cornstarch mixture and heat to a boil. Reduce heat and cook for 1 min. Season with nutmeg and pepper. Keep warm. Serve with bread cubes for dipping. *Natural aged Swiss cheese should be used in this recipe; we recommend Swiss Emmentaler, Natural Gruyere or Raclette cheese.

Fearnet Meets Cinema's Secret Weapon - Celldweller
There's a chance you haven't actually heard the name Celldweller yet. But I can almost guarantee you've heard the music... and loved it. A musical juggernaut built and operated by a single multi-instrumental artist, singer and producer – who goes simply by the name “Klayton” – Celldweller is arguably one of the most-heard bands around, thanks to its omni-presence in countless high-concept Hollywood trailers, movies, television shows and video games. Virtually every track from Celldweller's self-titled 2003 album – a bestselling blend of electro-industrial instrumentals and heavy guitar-driven dance-metal songs like the popular “Switchback” and “Frozen” – has been licensed for some form of mass media, from movies and trailers (Spider-Man 2, The Punisher, The Hills Have Eyes 2), to video games (Project Gotham Racing, Need for Speed: Most Wanted) to TV series (Pimp My Ride, America's Top Model). Klayton's newest track “Birthright” recently surfaced in the trailers for Speed Racer and s

Poetry
Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord my dreams to keep... as they are too lonely for one heart bare. Much too cruel to wake and find nobody is really there Sitting here the lonliness moves in just as quickly as the smile fades from my face. With a heart this large & nobody to share.... Needing to have someone touch my face, just let me know they are there. To wake next to love oh how divine!! I know this lonely feeling too shall pass....

3 Day Auto 11 Extravaganza
POST New Years Auto 11 Bling-Bux-Rama 3 DAY Event!!! Cherries, Bux, and Bling !!!! Chiina_Whiite Auto 11 Today 12 pm Fu Time - Running Thru Saturday 3 Chances to Be a Winner: Bling Race FuBux Drawing Daily Random Drawing RACE, RACE, RACE! 5 pm Fu Time(8 EST)-Race is On. FIRST 3 to completely rate the 550 pic Bling-A-Rama II Folder will win a 3 CREDIT BLING Comment Last Pic & Private Message me. The Grand Prize Drawings Over 5 Mil in Prizes: Rate ALL EZ RATE 100 pic & Default folders and you will be entered into a drawing to receive one of three Grand Prizes. 3 Million Fubux 1.5 Million Fubux 750k Fubux Plz Private Message me upon completion. Rates Reset After 48 hours Rate Twice & Receive 2 Bonus Entries in Drawing

My Soul
Aren't thy souls so very dark? Or is it for mine own I see no shadow? Does the light make yours so good? If it is so does that mean I am bad? I think not for mine is dark, because I'm alone, tormented, and so very sad! To be loved or liked or walk by the one that makes me whole, To gaze into her eyes, see my reflection, feel loved. I lay my head in my hands as I cry and once again see mine own shadow. She wraps her arms around me and comforts me as I cry, She can feel my pain, my torment, as she feels my tears bleeding down her sides. I fall on my hands and knees as I feel like I'm about to die. I have just enough strength to give her that last kiss goodbye. I look up into the sky, and I ask the gods, please give me my one and only wish, Oh please, I'm begging, Pleading, let me at least spend eternity with the girl that I need! The one that felt my pain and comforted me, My one and only......my very own fantasy.

Get 2 Free Tickets To Slipknot & Meet The Band!!!!! Hurry Before Its Too Late!!!!
This is for fans in the Ontario/Los Angeles area!! TXT KNOT to 50505 and have a chance to win 2 Free tickets and a Meet&Greet with members of Slipknot! Please make sure you put the venue closest to you! Slipknot with Coheed and Cambria and Trivium The Forum Inglewood, CA Sat, Mar 7, 2009 07:00 PM OR Slipknot with Coheed and Cambria and Trivium Citizens Business Bank Arena Ontario, CA Tue, Mar 10, 2009 07:00 PM

Wtf
Ok so I pretty much give up on ASSHOLES Why is it cool fora dude to get what he wants.. Talking about my so called BF, I would think all the fucking Blow jobs I gave him, I would get something in return.. ANY guy should be lucky to get 1/2 as many as I give him. and when I want something he refuses.. I mean.. I don't stink down there..I would know. WTF i'm so fucking pissed. fuck fuck fuck.. anyone near me wanna bang??? ok sorry needed to vent... oh im talking about sex =)

Part 2
My letter to him this morning There are some things I need to say and if I don't say them now I never will. There were other options that could have happened with us before you cheated on me. You could have gone ahead and found a place of your own or even just told me you were going to rather then asking, even though I asked you to give this family more time. We moved too fast and stepping back and starting from an earlier point in a "relationship" was an option. I had not realized how much stress my family really was putting on you. I'm also still very hurt that all last week you flat would not talk to me, you told me it was work stuff or nothing, and all the time you were already planning on leaving me in pieces. I knew you meeting her was not a good thing for me, but I TRUSTED you, and that is something you will never get back from me. I will try and be a friend to you, but you know as well as I do that's not going to be an easy task. There's a part of me that even says "

My Love
As the days go by and I see you all the time I think of how lucky I am to have you for my own. My friends say they wish they wish you were theirs but also they are happy for me yet they still want you. Every second of the day your going through my head the thought of you makes me shiver because of my love for you. My love for you makes me strong I feel with you by my side Nothing could go wrong with my life You are my heart and soul.

Respect
They say things happen for a reason, but thats hard to believe, when everyone in this world is set to deceive its a dog eat dog world, a fight to the top whenever someone rises, another person drops with some its fam priorities, others its moving kis others its making gs, me I'm just real you see no hollywood highlights, no claim to fame, no millions of fans screaming out my name chorus-you don't deserve respect, you earn what you get, live fast, live hard, live with no regrets-end chorus I'm not a hustla, and I'm not a g, I dont pretend to be anything but me in the cold world today, its hard to be real got so many fake fuckers like its no big deal but I'm true to my friends, loyal to my fam cuz they always got my back, and thats no scam see in this day to day world, gotta watch who you trust some wanna help you, some wanna help you bust chorus Some blame it on the future, some blame it on the past I say live for the present, is that too much to ask? we dont know a

Gotta Love Idiots
Now I'm pretty laid back on who I let on my list (which sometimes as you'll see is a mistake). I hate idiots. Seriously, have a little common sense. If you're just some pathetic perv on here who is only out for perv pics don't make it as obvious. Don't let the first words out of your mouth be... Is it too much to at least say hi and fake some conversation first before you show the truth about yourself?? But apparently shouting me that wasn't even. The moron then needed to fu-mail me asking the same thing. And then he wants to come back trying to blame me for it?? Sorry but it's not my fault you're a damn idiot that can't grasp the fact that just because my name is Freak doesn't mean I want anything to do with you sexually. It doesn't mean I'm some whore who is going to show every part of myself to ANYONE and everyone. So screw you for wanting to be a closeminded jackass. Yes I should change my name because you're a damn moron that is too stupid. That yo

Come Check Out My Best Friend!!
Hey everyone!! As you know I was recently in an auction and my friend Redneck Btch won me!! So click on the link and check out my new owner for a month and show her just tons of love!! UPDATE!! So the contest is over, and I'm no longer owned - Doesn't matter though cause Redneck Btch is still my Best Friend, and one hell of a special lady!! GO LUV HER UP!! ☠Řэđחә¢ķ♠ßŧ¢һ™☠@ fubar

Bad Azz Boy Of The Week
Carrie's BAD AZZ BOYS 4 LIFE Member of the Week Mr. Penguinn Re-Rate his profile Rate his Carrie's Bad Azz Boys Rating Folder. Leave a comment on the last pic stating you rated the folder. Start with this pic... Feel free to rate as much as you like... The purpose of this activity each week will be to help our members level... But the Bad Azz Boys Folder is required. This should be completed by April 6. ********************************* Be sure you send Carrie a message when you have finished rating the member of the week. Thank you for your participation! Carrie Johnny Riggs *********************************

Shame
There's a lifestyle With painted lips Now there's a lifestyle Everybody wants it But it don't exist. There's a lifestyle With fashion chic' Now there's a lifestyle Everybody in it wants To be elite And I said, 'You with yer brand new shoes and You with yer greasy hair and You with yer mother's pride and poetry Don't you want to feel the shame?"... In the dance halls and the cinema On the TV and the media At the races And the theatre. Shame. We loved you. And they said all we need is love. All we need is love. With the Beatles and the Rolling Stones. Day after day Day after day.

Classicbeauty Is So Close To Oracle
M Classic Beauty Debbie is Soooo Verrry Close to Oracle-less than a million:)She is an Awesome Friend please stop by and Help her reach ORACLE!Classicbeauty "Goddess"@ fubar imikimi - Customize Your World! M imikimi - Customize Your World! This Loving Pimpout Bully by:JoAnna

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My mind drifts off, When I think of you. Like clouds floating, In seas of blue. A second without you, Is like a loss of days. Never new someone could touch me, So deeply this way. All my thoughts, Completly woven around you. Nothing could seperate us, Even the devil I would make move. So if ever you have doubts, Read back these lines. And know my heart is yours, Yours for all time.

6
At night she curls around her pillow, And I wish I was there. This morning she handed me her heart, And I told her why I cared. At first she didn't understand, My eyes didn't want to leave hers. I slowly explained to her how I felt, And everything was no longer blurred. With my hand holding hers, And her heart next to mine. She will be my goddess, Till the end of time.

Trying To Get Un-bored
next...next...yes, match me...next...Hooo! Suck me sideways, Yes match me...next...next...yes match me....next...NEXT!!...next...Yes, match me...next...Good god, NEXT!....next...yes, match me...next...next...next...NEXT....Woops! Crap, I accidently hit yes! OMFG! Hit page back. No, that won't work. Crap, I'm logging off.

Tcap/peej
For those of you wondering why I talk so much about PeeJ: I volunteer for Perverted Justice. I think what PeeJ does is awesome and I hope that everyone visits the site, perverted-justice.com, and checks them out. Maybe volunteer for one of the many positions they have(decoy, verifier etc): How to become a "Contributor": Still, most volunteers want to become contributors. The Good News is that we want you to enter our training program and become one! We want you to succeed, but the Bad News is that you're going to have to put the time in on our volunteer center. It doesn't mean that you have to spend all your time working entry-level volunteer positions, but it does mean that you have to become a part of the community. How do you become part of the community? By visiting, posting and interacting on a good regular schedule. We don't demand people log-in daily, but keeping abreast of organizational happenings and keeping integrated is very important. Once you have been a member

Learned Self-reliance
The Negative Effects of Spoiling Children Parents are moved by instinct to love, nurture, and provide for their offspring. Because our children are so much a part of us, we want to see them blissfully happy. Also, our own desire to be liked, materialist pressures, and a fervent wish that our children have everything we lacked as youngsters can prompt us to spoil them. However, while it might seem that buying your child expensive gifts will give them fond memories of childhood or that you can heal your emotional wounds by doting on your sons and daughters, you may be unconsciously interfering with your children’s evolutional development. One of the most precious gifts you can grant your children is the true independence they gain when they learn to earn what they covet and become stewards of their own happiness. Try allowing your children to experience life to the fullest. Let them work and earn what they want. When the time comes for them to go to college and enter the workfor

Movies
We had two bags of grass, seventy-five pellets of mescaline, five sheets of high-powered blotter acid, a saltshaker half-full of cocaine, and a whole galaxy of multi-colored uppers, downers, screamers, laughers... Also, a quart of tequila, a quart of rum, a case of beer, a pint of raw ether, and two dozen amyls. Not that we needed all that for the trip, but once you get into locked a serious drug collection, the tendency is to push it as far as you can. The only thing that really worried me was the ether. There is nothing in the world more helpless and irresponsible and depraved than a man in the depths of an ether binge, and I knew we'd get into that rotten stuff pretty soon.

My Last Benge
B's last BENGE B's Last BengeJust when I thought that my life was headed down the right pathI lost more than a lover,but my best friendNow I'm left to deal with the mess and after mathI opened my heart and let him inHe was there for me when I was aloneand whenever he wanted I answered the phoneit wasn't his body or looks but his friendship everydayhis heart his mind and all his kind generous wayshe always knew what to do when I was sadhe could make me laugh even if he made me madI felt like in him i could trust and dependfound out that i got played in the end HIS LAST NAME IS BENGE

All I Need
http://www.youtube.com/v/5DGjt1K_ewQ&hl=en&fs=1&"> I'm dying to catch my breathoh why don't i ever learn I've lost all my trust that i'm sure we try toTurn it aroundCan you still see the heart of meall my agony fades awaywhen you hold me in your embraceDon't turn me downfor all i needmake my heart a better placegive me something I can believeDon't turn me downyou're far from the door nowdon't let it closeHe only had to goI wish I could let it goI know that I'm only one step awayFrom turning aroundCan you still see the heart of meall my agony fades awaywhen you hold me in your embraceDon't turn me downfor all i needmake my heart a better placegive me something I can believeDon't turn it downwhat's left of memake my heart a better placei've tried many times but nothing was realmake it fade awaydon't break me downI want to believe that this is for realsave me from my feardon't turn me downdon't turn me downfor all i needmake my heart a better placedon't tear me downfor all i needmake

For All Of Time.....
As he watches the night, he sees her, the woman who haunts his dreams. She is slowly walking towards the cliffs, and from afar he is amazed once again by her indescribable beauty, taken back by how the pale moonlight shines over her. He can see the wind softly caress her face as her hair blows gently in the breeze. He is watching, waiting, so afraid to speak, not wanting to break the magic of the night. As she draws nearer, he feels his heart begin to break, she turns and he sees the despair on her face; he is filled with her sadness. As the wind blows again it carries the sweet sound of her sad song, with each step her singing is getting louder as each step is bringing her closer and closer to where he is hidden, closer and closer to the cliffs edge. His body is filled with fear wondering what he should do, he knows in his heart that she is walking to his death for without her he could never live; he would be but an empty shell doomed to live out his days in misery, for she is the twi

Ex's
Ex’s You say you like me, then the next time around you say you like my best friend! What is wrong with you? I fell as if my body is just going to shut down in front of you. You ask me to hang out with you but do you show up? No, your out screwing’ some other chick, I hope you burn in hell. You say that your sorry, And you want to get together again, And I say yes to that, And get my heart broken How dumb could I have been? Now I lay thinking of what will happen next? What am I going to do with you? Oh wait there is nothing I can do with you with your lying and cheating I just can’t take it anymore Your gone, out of my life, secluded away From me, Thanks for making my life a living hell.

Help A Friend Out, Please
I am posting for a special friend, she is in need of some help. She has a lingerie and adult site for fun play things. Please help her out and buy a little something from her. For my Girlygirl www.agirlygirls.com

Very Sweet Words
Dearest JohnI just wanted to let you know just how much I treasure you as a friend.I came to this site with not a lot of expectations of ever meeting such a wonderful friend as you but, I came in the mumms, and we chatted briefly. Ever since then you have made me smile, laugh, giggle, and have always been a good friend to me. You've listened to me bitch and moan about the crappy things life has thrown my way, and never once judged me for them. You know I have a dysfunctional family, hate people, would love to have a "kill stupid people day", hate people that use shitty grammar and spelling, want to molest your starfish with with a sandpaper dildo laced with mace and you still keep being friends with me.I love how, even when I'm tired, or have gone missing for a while, I can come back here and we pick up right where we left off. I truly treasure our friendship. And, one day, I would really love to meet you and have coffee with you, and of course, some mad ass BBQ and beer!Anyways, I'm d

21 Guns
Do you know what's worth fighting for,When it's not worth dying for?Does it take your breath awayAnd you feel yourself suffocating?Does the pain weigh out the pride?And you look for a place to hide?Did someone break your heart inside?You're in ruins.One, 21 gunsLay down your armsGive up the fightOne, 21 gunsThrow up your arms into the sky,You and IWhen you're at the end of the roadAnd you lost all sense of controlAnd your thoughts have taken their tollWhen your mind breaks the spirit of your soulYour faith walks on broken glassAnd the hangover doesn't passNothing's ever built to lastYou're in ruins.One, 21 gunsLay down your armsGive up the fightOne, 21 gunsThrow up your arms into the sky,You and IDid you try to live on your ownWhen you burned down the house and home?Did you stand too close to the fire?Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stoneWhen it's time to live and let dieAnd you can't get another trySomething inside this heart has diedYou're in ruins.One, 21 gunsLay down you

In The Whirlwind Of Eternal Misery
Here I go. On and on. With no place to go. Stuck inside, this neverending whirl of life, Can’t get out, It’s draining my energies, my passions. No more care, no more love, but only fate and defeat. Forever hatred is coming. Death is already here. Filled with poison, anger, fear, nothing more. Slowly dying, an intense, miserable death. .. .. I’m hurting, more and more as the seconds go by, No one cares, I’m my only survivor. All else watch me decay. Its sucking the little energy I have left. Spiraling round and round with no end, Just sit there and watch me become obliterated. .. .. Anybody! Anybody! Hear me! Help me! I’m stuck in this whirlwind forever spinning. Just sit there and watch my misery. Watch me get hurt, tormented, and die. You take pleasure in my own torment. You love watching it rip and tear me to shreds. .. .. Go away! Suffocate! Die! Help me! I need you! I want you! Finish him. Forget him. Trash him. Stay in your et

Shine
Shine By Sevendust This is the last time I will talk to you I feel like I'm in a blocked state of mind Am I getting through I'm on a free fall So hard Hard for me to shine Been so long If you look real closely You can see right through The pain I created I'm putting us through I'm on a free fall So hard Hard for me to shine Been so long To find Try and find myself Hardest thing I've ever done To find Try and find myself I'm on a free fall on a free fall

Sexy Salutes And Nsfw
SEXY SALUTES & NSFW for those who dont have one and would like to get one without having to wait an eternity! Salutes: I dont have credit cards or real money on FU, so helping me out with Blasts, Autos, Bombs, Bling Packs, VIPs, I'd be happy to reward you with salutes like these: Some take more time, what kind would you like?: This is the easiest kind, so it doesnt take alot to earn one like this: Yes, I have NSFW pictures, no, I do not allow everyone and their mother to view them, yes, I am open to allowing access if you would like and are helping me in some way as well. I love my FUS!

Fourth Rewrite Cris..............
Today a battle rages,Deep within her soul and mind.Away from hr inner demons,A true peace she longs to find. I bet if she ever tryed,Mountains she could move. She could have the world,And hearts she'd never lose. Though hers is in turmoil,And her stress beyond belief.I can see her drive,Theres nothing she can't achieve. In her heart and her eyes,Her will is strong,no bending here. To all others hearts during her life, Cynde's heart Will know no fear..

In My Dreams
Dokken - In My Dreams Toss and turn all night in the sheets I can't sleep Night after night don't know what it means In my dreams What can I say or do You won't come back, we're through I've realized too late That, baby, your love has turned away In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you're still by me Just the way it used to be Calling your name, but you're turning away Please don't leave Running in circles, waiting to see you In my dreams What can I say or do You won't come back, we're through I've realized too late That, baby, your love has turned away In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you're still by me Just the way it used to be In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you're still by me Just the way it used to be In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you'll always be In my heart and in m

For Fellow Geeky Gamers
Hold up your badge of honor geekazoids! As it turns out, gamers excel in a lot of skills in other areas apart from gaming due to well, gaming itself. Multi-tasking. Oh yeah, you are a master of this art more than Picasso ever was. I mean, all the guy did was paint. You, on the other hand, can take no prisoners in PvP, flirt on chatroulette, check your mail, download new tracks, grab a bite and let your tanning lotion dry all at the same time.More brain power. Games give you the smarties! Who knew? Additional hours spent playing keeps your brain working overtime when your non-gaming buddies use their spare time to sleep or eat or relax. It’s fairly simple: the stronger your brain gets, the more intelligent you become.Enhanced reflexes. Geeks got moves too! Countless days and nights of gives you better hand-eye coordination as the only way to play and advance to the next level is by getting the two―your hands and eyes―to work together.Increased stamina. When watching lo

Poem
I would make sure dew glides along a rose petalAccompanied by the song of a lyre with notes infinitesimalI would make rain drops fall with chimes of crashing crystalSplashing in a dance of pieces so pristine and ephemeralFor her, I would convince butterflies to perform aerial balletEvery time she wanders among flowers to make a bouquetI would charm the robins to beautifully crochetUsing ferns, tulips and crocuses, a little beretFor her, I would entice the pure Lady of the LakeTo allow the water lilies to bloom earlier for her sakeI would assure the coy goldfish to daintily shakeTheir flimsy tails near her naked feet so delicateFor her, I would whisper music to the fir cones for them to pirouetteI would play flute for the dandelions to flutter their fragile silhouetteI would compliment the snowflakes for them to sparkle on the minaretAnd, with her, I would try to sing a lifelong melodious duet

He Likes It In His Butt!
Jasmine: how about a cactus? bananaboy2k: i told ya honey u can try all you want i m your slave... at your service your higness Jasmine: so you'd like a banana up your bum? how about a cucumber?...it's bigger and harder bananaboy2k: ummmm yeah honey.. anything for you.. i m your slave.... you have lovely eyes enof to seduce.. i wont think it wud ba rape .. wud love to feel it from you..uummmmm Jasmine: can i anally rape you with that banana? bananaboy2k: do you know magic... turn me into that icecream i wud b lucky to melt inside your mouth...uummmm

Sinister Minister
SINISTER MINISTER RISING FROM THE WATERS IS THE ANGEL YOU CANT SEEHIDE YOUR SONS AND DAUGHTERS FROM THE EVIL THAT MUST BE POSING AS AN ANGEL OF LIGHT HE IS THE GREATES OF DECIEVERSCOMING AS A THIEF IN THE NIGHT DESTOYING THE UNBELIEVERS LUCIFER SON OF THE DAYSTARFROM THE HEIGHT OF HEAVEN YOU FELLTHE FATHER OF ALL LIES YOU ARE CAST INTO THE FIERY PIT OF HELL SINISTER MINISTER MAKER OF HATE YOU PRAISE THE BAIT BITING THE HANDS THAT FEED YOU YOU SYMPATHIZE WITH EVIL EYES WHILE INVISIBLE HELL AWAITS KNOWN BEFORE THE WORLDS CONCEPTION SATANS MINIONS OF DECEPTIONBLINDING MANKIND TO HIS AGRESSIONFEEDING OFF THE HEARTS TRANS GRESSION KNEELING AT YOUR ALTER OF SEDUCTIONPRAYING TO GODS OF YOUR CNSTRUCTIONWORSHIPPING WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTIONUPON YOUR MOUNTAINS OF CORRUPTION HUMANITY'S PROGRESSIVE REGRESSION SOCIETIES DISEASE OF DEPRESSIONHIDDEN LIES OF OPPRESSIONBUILDING BLOCKS OF OUR SUPPRESSION RELIGIONS POLITICAL SEGREGATIONWICKED AND PERVERSE THIS GENERATIONTWISTING WORDS OF UNHOL

Into The Fire
Come on, come on put your hands into the fire explain, explain as I turn I meet the power This time, this time Turning white and senses dire Pull up, pull up from one extreme to another From the summer to the spring From the mountain to the air, From samaritan to sin, and it's waiting on the air. Come on, come on Put your hands into the fire Explain, explain As I turn I meet the power This time, this time turning white and senses dire Pull up, pull up From one extreme to another From the summer to the spring From the mountain to the air From Sam

Struggles
Our lives struggles take a toll,And down to our feet we go.We raise ourselves up,And take new knowledge we now know. For you my friend,my hand will be there,Through all and any of lifes trials.My shoulder I will offer you,And forever welcome your smiles. Please come to me,no matter what mood,And I will always be a friend to you.Hoping I will make you smile,And never again feel blue.

Not Always Right - Of Half-baked Requests And Baked-in Clothes
Of Half-Baked Requests And Baked-In Clothes Retail | Calgary, AB, Canada (I work in a custom ceramics shop were we offer a touch-up/repainting service. A woman in a formal dress comes in with an armful of garden gnomes.) Customer: “I need these gnomes to match this dress.” Me: “Okay, we can do that. Do you mind if we take a picture for reference?” Customer: “It’s for a wedding.” Me: “That’s nice.” Customer: “It’s this afternoon.” Me: “This afternoon?” Customer: “Yes, at three. What, did you think I just walked around dressed like this all the time?” Me: “Ma’am, I’m sorry, but we can’t help you. It would take the better part of a day just to paint all these little guys, and it takes at least three hours for the glaze to dry completely.” Customer: “You don’t need to paint them! Just get them to change their little clothes!&rdq

Empty And Alone
sometimes i look out there and seem like i always empty or i just havent found it. many times i have felt this way and alot of times i wish there was someone there there honestly would not care about how crazy my shit on my mind is. if there was someone there to hold me or hug me or anything like that when times come along then that could be something special to me. everytime before i speak i feel that maybe it could be something wrong or blown the wrong way where i know someone could be affected by it or hurt by it . but many things i say and about what i express is just basicly coming from me and noone else. im sure that atleast one person can have a someone to go to about these things and may have an answer or something to build off of instead of running other things in mind and less stress you have to put on before the end of the day.

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking
WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WASN'T LOOKING When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang myfirst painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wantedto paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you feed astray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kindto animals When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make myfavorite cake for me and I learned that the little things can bethe special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking, I heard you say aprayer, and I knew there is a God I could alwaystalk to and I learned to trust in God. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make ameal and take it to a friend who was sick, and Ilearned that we all have to help take care of each other. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give ofyour time and money to help people who had nothingand I learned that those who have something should !give to those who don't. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you takecare of our house and everyone in it and I

A Broken Soul
A Broken SoulWhen all light is darkand sky is grey,I fear you'll wishme not to stay,Rip from my chesta heart so torn,Beat from my breasta soul thats worn.Some endless nightsdark clouds, no moon.Deep unknown pitswhich bear my doom.That scared darknesscontrolled by pain,disquised by hateunknown by name.A secret blanketwhich holds me tight,no longer feels whats

Help...
Ok , so for my Composition 2 class I need to come up with a topic that I can write a 5 paged paper. My creative mind is failing me and I am having a tough time trying to decide what to write about and I really could use some feedback. The topic can basically be anything but it must either be controversial and/or debatable in some way. I must take a particular stand point on a topic or issue. Please help me out and give me any ideas you have. Thanks!! The topics that it CAN'T be about: *legalization of drugs *prostitution *murder *religion *capital punishment *assisted suicide *pornography or sex

Failing To Capture The Moment
This happens quite a lot. I'll be driving somewhere and what seems like pure genius to me at the time, just starts flowing from my brain. I have no way of stopping to write it down, and attempts to record it ends up in a few random snippets of sillyness. Most of what I do capture never ends up seeming as good as it was right then and there when it came to me. I wonder if this "genius" itself is merely a breakdown of systems meant to keep my ego in check, or perhaps some other function of my brain stressed to the point of loosening guard by the act of concentrating on staying alive in rush-hour traffic. I don't do much better in the bathtub, but at least there I have pen and paper, or, my phone. I write or type notes while listening to music on my headphones. A lot of examples of my strange notational doodling can be found here. I don't even care if you think I'm crazy at this point. That's stuff which was pouring out of my head that at the moment, and thought had some kind of gravity

People Freaking Out....
Why does it seem like there are those that freak out over something simple. You have no idea what is going wrong or anything like that but when it comes down to it, the nect thing you know is that you are blocked and what not. I have learned over the years... if you are worried about something feel free to ask. I am not a shy person what so ever. So pleae instead of freaking out.... ask me about it if ya don't know!

My Bio
Hi I'm courtney Howard a17 year old girl from boothville la I love tonight ,kill not, but love animals I'm like a kidstill I still am Yeh son I'm cool an I love y'all I am a black female and I don't ilk it when haterz mess around with me it just starts shit ok well that's all if u dot like me get over it and u can actually message me if u feel like we need to talk in private well that's all folks

Do It Anyway As Blogged In My Notes On Facebook.
Do it anway by Sherry Martin Foster on Thursday, November 25, 2010 at 9:28pm People are often unreasonable irrational, and self-centered. Forgive them anyway. If you are kind,people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Be kind anyway. If you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies. Succeed anyway. If you are honest and sincere people may deceive you. Be honest and sincere anyway. What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight. Create anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous. Be happy anyway. The good you do today, will often be forgotten. Do good anyway. Give the best you have, and it will never be enough. Give your best anyway. In the final Analysis, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway. -Mother Teresa

Savior-rise Against
It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten What the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them As the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is dropping Through the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgotten There is no reconciliation that will put me in my place And there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds But seldom do these words ring true when I'm constantly failing you Like walls that we just can't break through until we disappear So tell me now If this ain't love then how do we get out? cause' I don't know That's when she said I don't hate you boy I just want to save you while there's still something left to save That's when I told her I love you girl But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have But the day pressed on like crushing weights For no man does it ever wait Like memories of dying days That deafen us like hurricanes Bathed in flames we held the brand Uncurled the fingers in yo

What A Wondering Mind...
I cant focus on sleep. My mind is steady on the run. Sometimes i catch myelf laughing like this shit is fun. Dont ever say "thats dumb" cause half of you do the same thing. Or something close like shouting in the hall like you can sing. Put a sock in it and duck tape it. People will read this and critialy ass rape it. But these are my thoughts. On screen froze in time. This is for all to see so call it open mind. Yall seem froze in time. More like stuck in your ways. And everyone wants to be the "Tuff Guy" now a days. We got good people moving away to look for brighter days. Because these children today are being f8cking gay. These women think that we are all tha same. Because these "players" and "pimps" live a life of shame. And real men all around are gettin screwed. Getting chewed up and spat out like a bad bowl of beef stew. What to do? No one trust another. The truest woman in my life is... MY MOTHER! F*cking crushed by my own brother. Everyone else ran so i cant count on the oth

Your Eyes
Looking at you, my heart on my sleve, My heart pounds with need To feel your touch, to see your smile. Inside, I slowly die. You have others on your mind. They are what you crave. It is written on your face. No matter what, your eyes don't lie. I try to capture your attention, Yet again, you pull away, Pushing me further As you settle deeper within. Caught in a world all your own, Without me is how you want it. Your words tell me one thing. Your heart yet another. No matter what, your eyes don't lie. I know the truth; I'll face it yet. You will leave, and I will see. No matter what, your eyes don't lie. Tammy Welter Origionally published 2006 Timeless Voices I guess that four years later nothing has changed. Living a lie all this time, you say that you care but you do not love me. I will take you any way that I can have you. I cannot explain why I have held onto you for so long and loved you as much as I do, except that maybe we have to go throu

Amazing Scientific Discovery!!!
Scientists have recently began an investigation into the cause of an unexpected yet devastating combination of an earthquake which reached an unbelievable high on the Richter Scale: a massive 11 points; and an F5 tornado which are also known as the "Finger of God" because of it's destruction capabilities, in southern Florida last week. Local reports confirmed that the two natural disasters did in fact occur at the same time, which greatly increased the fury. After 3 long days of sifting through the wreckage, a team finally located what they believe to be the epicenter - the residential home of local businessman Kyle Brattley. Mr. Brattley and his wife are currently missing so were unavailable for comment. We asked next-door neighbor Pyke Fenrunner to explain in detail what he remembers: "Man it was just darn crazy, I ain't seen nothin like it before. Everything started shaking and gettin so loud you couldn't even hear anybody screaming. Things were being tossed and thrown aro

The Start
People often come to me seeking my advice on fashion, lifestyle and stuff. Why? Because I have three things going for me - 1 - I'm a guy 2 - I have wisdom and experience beyond my years 3 - I have access to the opinions of my pre-teen children So I will favor you with my help and advice when I get to it. And if no one cares - I'll make stuff up like in the paper.

"who Is That Calling Me "
I was once lost in the darkness and I could not see then at once I heard a strong voice from above calling me.. I felt as though I was being watched with eyes all around. Again I heard the voice say, "My child please look up from the ground so when i turned to look into the sky a bright light caught my sight... Then the voice said, "My child it was I watching you from here up above and I will never leave nor forsake you for you are my child, the one I dearly love"

Navy Petty Officer 3rd Class Jason Profitt
Died March 17, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 23, of Charlestown, Md.; assigned to the destroyer Deyo, homeported in Norfolk, Va.; killed in a non-combat-related incident on March 17, 2003, in the Red Sea.

A Special Love Letter From A Civil War Soldier To His Wife.
The following is a letter written from a civil war soldier to his wife. I find this letter to be very lovely & profound aswell as sad. the man died in battle a week later. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sullivan Ballou (b. 1829?, d July 21, 1861), Sullivan Ballou was killed a week later at the first Battle of Bull Run, July 21, 1861. When he died, his wife was 24. She later moved to New Jersey to live out her life with her son, William, and never re-married. She died at age 80 in 1917. Sullivan and Sarah Ballou are buried next to each other at Swan Point Cemetery in Providence, RI. There are no known living descendants. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Just Thoughts....
“When you smiled you had my undivided attention. When you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you. When you cried you had my urge to hold you. When you said you loved me, you had my heart forever.” “I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.”“The worst thing you can do for love is deny it; so when you find that special someone, don't let anyone or anything to get in your way.”“You've spent your whole life running and running, trying to catch up with something that has never been there for you. And all you've done is go farther and farther away from the precious love that's been waiting for you all the time.”“I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might b

And Then There Was Bloka.... Tee Hee Hee
"Oh wow I laughed so hard I had to run to the bathroom" said it a million times in a year? Yup somethin like that HA we matched in that admirin thingy Yup there is some I have come to really enjoy a crazy kinda friendship with so many flavors of crazy with the jokes free the times always end with some sort of smiling bestest drinkin buddy I never had a beer with somethin like that got one of the best recipes from didnt ask for reinforcements but got.... plenty. Thank you! accepting of the twists, adaptable to the different walks of life this is my friend Hope no one has to walk around without at least one like this one!

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 1
I saw this on Twitter and I'm going to try to do it here. Of course, I'll only do it on days when I'm at work since those are the days I have a computer. Here it goes. Feel free to join in. Day 01 – Your favorite song Much easier said than done. I mean, what do you base this on, right? Since there are so many opportunities in this list to share songs that I love, I went with the first one that came to mind here. Probably not my absolute favorite, but I don't think I have one of those... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cxbFLYa0_bw&tracker=False Day 02 – Your least favorite songDay 03 – A song that makes you happyDay 04 – A song that makes you sadDay 05 – A song that reminds you of someoneDay 06 – A song that reminds of you of somewhereDay 07 – A song that reminds you of a certain eventDay 08 – A song that you know all the words toDay 09 – A song that you can dance toDay 10 – A song that m

All Of My Previous Blasts
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My Queen
My face blazes red. He holds me tight. A smile spreads across my face. He places a kiss at the base of my neck. I intertwine my fingers in his hair. I press myself closer to him. Then he kisses me roughly and bites my bottom lip. I tug at his shirt while he tugs at my shorts. I place kisses upon his bare chest. He runs his hands up my thighs. Still, we hold each other closer. This love we share is strong. This love we have is beautiful. This love we know is amazing. This love.

Wolfhound Metal Radio - Contest For All Bands!
Wolfhound Metal Radio is making a special compilation of bands of Rock&Metal. It will be 4 CDs in mp3 for free download online with 80 bands.All bands can participate in this contest. The voting will be by the official facebook of Wolfhound Metal Radio.If you're interested in participate, you have to read the conditions:1. You should send an email to Wolfhoundmetalradio@gmail.com with the next information:Band,Country,Genre,Links. Include in the email a photo band & logo.2. The bands should have Rock or Metal roots, we don't accept POP Music.3. The bands should have one Album or EP.4. We only accept bands and the single projects will be rejected.5. It can participate unsigned and signed bands but they need the confirmation of the label for including it in the email.6. All political bands will be rejected.All those bands that do not meet the requirements set out above will be rejected.The last date for participate in this contest is 15th May.Good Luck Bands!Wolfhound Metal Radio, www.

Less Friends Is Best Friends
You meet people everyday. Some of them become acquaintances, some may become "Fake Friends" and some truly become friends. Acquaintances: People you pass by that may have short conversations with you. You never ever speak about yourself to them. They really don't care about you or what you have going on. "Fake Friends": These type of people try to get in your circle. You are under the impression that you have formed a bond with them. You tell them personal things that you wouldn't tell an acquaintance. These "fake friends" end up telling your business to everyone and make you look like a complete fool. True Friends: You listen to them and they listen to you. You both have an understanding that the information that is shared stays in that room. They would give anything to help you in a bind and you would do the same. The ending to this ranting and raving is truly meant to say don't trust just anyone. Even if you think you know them- LESS FRIENDS IS BE

Is A Hot Babe Being Unusually Nice To You ?
She wants moneyMy tale as a person with a cock and balls, ISO interactive F4FF or just a woman wanting someone to be nice with, naked, share some Loving feelings, getting off together on cam, having nice late night telephone time without paying for it ... A professional woman or one artistically inclined, that hasn't the time for the social bullshit associated with obtaining that sort of thing, safely, or in a timely manner, would leap at this opportunity - and maybe they do, just not with me; but intuition tells me that the pointlessness of such pursuit is attributable to the seeming fact that 99.9 % of the women on line that aren't Lesbians are in one way or another looking for money - and don't let them kid you, it's Always there - and most often they're looking for a sugar daddy or some guy with a job that will set them up in an apartment or house and pay half the bills (read the fine print - half their bills, what about yours?). So I won't do that for you and if that means I'm a H

Epoch
Called it a draw to say the best for the least like a burn of the veins or an itch of the brain Tributes and wards of wrapped hair and dry stone to the petty gods overhead clanking bowls and groping for alms their eyes taken in sick, their tongues twisted on servitude like a cage with no doors, no windows, no bars Am I kept in? A million fingers of dark squirm from the empty. overtaking me without time to tear my nails or to empty my lungs the walls are too smooth too judgemental too clean too high Certainly not to keep them out. Doubt. Worming, writhing rebounding second guesses. A thousand voice chorus of whatifs neverwas neverwills never had never should never could. And on the most well timed ejaculation of sleep. Fade. Snap. Awake. Why? Doubt. Right. ... right... This again. And again. And again. They told me hell was just a word. An idea. A punitive invention of guilt and sorrow of most marked poetry, not irony but by th

Fail!
I have been doing even more cleaning than usual. I almost have this room done and have space to make this a livable place for the hermit that I am becoming. Ever get to that point where you care less and less as the days go by? I'm frustrated, annoyed, irked, and I need attention even though like a cantankerous old cat I am hiding more and more. I just deleted a shit ton of people from my cell phone contacts. Shayne acted like an ass and I'm not talking to him. He can find me if he wants to talk and I just sort of feel that way about a lot of people and things in my life right now.I'm being random so I shall end with the best comment I made on Facebook this week. I fail @ gay social networking. Nothing newI was told that someone liked the phrasing and not the fail and I feel it applies.Still meditating and yeah I said I was closing this blog but I decided not to do so yet. Anyways, what the hell are peoples upto and have I missed anything worthwhile on here? I plan to be here less and

Fascinating Romantic Feelings Released By Essential Series Of Dress Outfits
Various casual dress outfits are almost one of summer fashion items which have the largest amount, changeable designs and various styles can create different modellings. Especially in midsummer, variety of fashion dress outfits combine the most beautiful scenery line of streets, you can feel the strong romantic feelings released by all kinds of dress outfits The small detail process on shoulders is conspicuous, proper for girls gain an pleasant feeling. Black is the most classic color which makes you look thinner. Square large size hand bag is cool, looks both capable and gentle, this is the most IN girl style! The quietly elegant color, can well promote female graceful and restrained temperament, belongs to summer pure and fresh dressing up series. Bowknot on the top of head is very cute! If you feel the dress outfit style is too onefold, then choose the dress with some brilliant design on the back. Multi-layers of lace lap, promoted the overall sweetness degree. Fo

Loveeeee This
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"pain And Misery"
Pain And Misery Are Things No One Person Needs..But Those Things Do Happen And Its Wht Causes The WorldNothing But Confusion...Everyday Events Will Cause These Problems...Stress, Fighting, Death, And Even Luv; All Hve A Certain Effect....If U Look Around U Ppl Get Hurt From Those Every Second...Fighting Can Lead To Stress, Which Will Eventually Lead To Death,Its All Caused B/c The World Refuses To Stop The Bickering Of SmallThings Such As A Boulder From One Place Is On Anothers And Starts A War..The One Thing Tht Causes The Most Pain And Misery Isnt Just Death, But Luv...Why Is It One Can Fall In Luv With Another But Turn Around And Hurt Someone..Yes Luv Is Something Thts Suppose To Be Sacred But No One CanReally Define The True Meaning Of Luv..I Thought I Did At One Time, But It Wasnt It, The Spark Wasnt There Nemore And Then I Got Hurt All B/c The Other Was Hurt As Well...A Person Once Showed Me Tht Its Hard To Move On, And I Understand Every Bit Tht Person Feels. Its Not Uncommo

One-piece Swimsuit Also Sexy
Who is the most out people on the beach? It must be a man to wear one-piece swimsuit. In fact, this is not true, there are some sexy one-piece swimsuit is more sexy than bibijini, who dare to do the beach first to wear One piece swimwear_Sexy bikinis_Leopard grain swimsuit to show of their sexy . This style even demandin than bibijini, although it is one piece but not a conservative If you want to try bra outside, then, to consider this, it is more like a sexy harness coat What difference does with the One piece swimwear_Sexy bikinis_Leopard grain swimsuit. Even more than it should highlight the line. And with the bikini as a good finishing your first go figure it. Sexy One piece swimwear_Sexy bikinis_Leopard grain swimsuit appear , who said that only sexy bikini only to see this, could not conceal the sexy blowing Very low-key one-piece swimsuit, I hope we can also general body piercing big temperament Site:www.nktm-sport.com swimwear,One piece swimwear,Two

My Angel
TODAY I WAS THINKING ABOUT YOU. I KNOW YOUR NOT HERE WITH ME ON THIS EARTH. YOUR UP IN HEAVEN LOOKING DOWN ON ME. I WONDER HOW YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE IF YOU WAS STILL HERE WITH ME. THEN I CAN FEEL YOU BESIDE ME IN YOUR ANDGEL WINGS. YOU TELL ME THT EVERYTHING IS FINE. BUT MY ANGEL I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME. I NOW YOU ARE SAFE AND BEING LOVED. MY LOVE FOR U WILL NEVER DIE. BECAUSE YOU ARE MY ANGEL UP IN HEAVEN NOW. JUST TO SEE YOU SMILE WOULD BE WONDERFUL AND TO BEABLE TO WATCH YOU PLAY OUTSIDE IN THE SUNLIGHT. I KNOW YOU LOVE ME AS I DO YOU. MY ANGEL YOU ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE THAT AND NO ONE WILL EVER CHANGE THAT FEELING THAT I HAVE FOR YOU. MY ANGEL I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND ALWAYS WILL. JUST REMEBER I WOULD GIVE YOU EVERYTHING THAT I COULD. I HAD YOU ON MY MIND TODAY AND ALL THE OTHER DAYS BEYOND THA. PLEASE ALWAYS REMEMBER THT I LOVE YOU AND YOU WILL HOLD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART. LOVE YOU ALWAYS MOMMY

New Cd Coming Out - Meridians
Amazingly enough I am finally doing a solo album... MERIDIANS, in the studio being recorded right now is due out for Internet Release in December and in stores January, 2012. I've posted the song lyrics here - you'll see a little different style. I hope you enjoy - some of the songs are dark, some bright, some happy, some sad, some just crazy - like me. All of them are my own style of a real blend of just about every music out there. I'll be posting the lyrics and links to pre-release versions this week hopefully! Song List from the Producer Notes: # Title 1. I'll Fly Again2. Meridians3. How You Feel4. Throwing It All Away5. Busted, Buck Naked and Drunk6. Forget Me Nots7. I Dont Wanna See8. Ive Become You9. Blue Eyes10. The Night I First Danced With You11. Queen of Diamonds12. Another Day13. Better or Worse14. Dive Right In15. Hang On16. Not Ready To Say Goodbye - Rhob (Rock)

Fubar Vs. The Kids
It absolutely astounds me people would have pictures/albums of their family or specifically their kids right next to a NSFW album with their junk hanging out. Having said that, have you ever watched a broadcast where the they are sitting there smoking up and a child comes into camera view. Don't get me wrong, I am no angel. I smoke, drink, sleep with dirty women, and run around naked at parties with the best of them..... BUT NEVER WITH CHILDREN AROUND! What do you think?

Brusha, Brusha, Brusha
I love to brush my teeth. I love the way it makes my mouth feel, how it makes my teeth feel and the way my breath smells afterwards. Brushing your teeth is all about good dental hygiene and super fresh breath. Toothpaste is vital to both of those things. You have to have the right toothpaste in order to achieve both of those goals when you brush your teeth. I have come to realize that I am picky about my toothpaste. I have preferences. I want it to be minty and taste/feel fresh...none of this orange or citrus mess. That's like brushing your teeth with a piece of fruit and what's fresh feeling about that??? Secondly, I want it to get foamy...foamy = working. If there isn't much foam to it, it can't possibly be doing what it's supposed to do. After I brush my teeth, I want to be able to suck in some air and feel the coolness. If I say "ahhhhhh" after I brush my teeth, it's a good experience.Which brings me to my current dilemma. I bought some new toothpaste the other d

Fuck It All But I'm Hold On To This Song Cause It Reminds Me Of My Bomb.
I wear my bomb near to my chestIs it ticking?Cold, hard; no time to restI feel it kickingI wear my bomb near to my chestIs it moving?Cold, hard, no time to stopAnd never soothingI keep it safe and warmI hope it never burns meI keep it safe from harmI hope it never hurts meI wear my bomb near to my heartWhen I'm runningStone cold right from the startI feel it hummingI lay my bomb near to my bedWhen I'm sleepingEvery single lonely nightI feel it creepingI keep it safe and warmI hope it never burns meI keep it safe from harmI hope it never hurts meTerrorize meCome and take my soulParalyze meCome to me wholeTerrify meCome and take my homeAnalyze meYou know I'm not that strong"This is a commercial advertising webspace designed for your special needs. If you want to promote your product with a Neuroticfish song, feel free to contact us at www.ebmisdead.com."I keep it safe from harmI hope it never hurts meI keep it safe and warmI hope it never burns meTerrorize meCome and take my soulParalyze

Stop It
Itching sucking feeding away at me Pushing pulling contorting all reality It never stops and never goes away Shoving me further into my decay This torturing pain i feel inside Killing emotions til all had died Drumming away like it always does Yet ever changing as it never was So vital to life yet close to death Ripping into my every taken breath Must stop its demented work of art Cant find a way to stop my heart

—staypozitive
When you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults. You don't look for answers. You don't look for mistakes. Instead, you fight the mistake You accept the faults and you overlook the excuses. The measure of love is when you lo

My Cost
I Try And Try With All My Might... But You See Somethings Just Not Right... How Can I Fix It, How Can This Be... Is There Really Something That Wrong With Me... Am I Not Worth It, Or Am I Just Lost... Or Is This Just Finally My Cost.... The Price To Be Me, Is Higher Than Expected... I Think I Would Rather Be Completely Rejected....

Seizure????
So, Thursday I had lunch with my parents. We leave the restaurant, I sit down in the car and I suddenly slip into a severe seizure that lasted over 1 hr. The last thing I remember, is sitting down in the car, then I woke up in the ER. Apparently I went into the severe seizure,was blacked out & totally incoherent for over 1 hr. When I came to, I was laying in the ER and a nurse was working on my IV. My mom was over me crying :( At first It felt like a dream. I looked around and it took me a min, I asked my mom if I was in a hospital. She said yes, that I had a seizure. I don't remember ANY of it. I just sat down in the back seat of the car, and I suddenly woke up in an ER. I didn't know if we got in a car accident,if my parents were dead or what happened. When my parents noticed I was in a seizure, my mom called 911 as my dad sped to the closest ER. A lil while after I came to, and my crying stopped(I was pretty scared not remembering any of the seizure) The Dr's came i

Such Beautiful Eyes
Such beautiful eyes Such beautiful eyesI tell myself not to lookWhen you walk on byBut i take a peekJust to remind myself whyEvery time you turn the cornerIll be there watchingLooking into those beautiful eyesEvery time you leave the houseIll be on the other side of the streetIm your shadowEven when its darkYour all alone nowWalking down an empty roadSuch beautiful eyesEven when death is in sightSuch beautiful eyesEven when life is no longer insideNow i walk down A busy streetLooking for another pairOf beautiful eyes. Bill Steward

Touching You From A Distance....
Woke up in the middle of the night, sweaty cause i was dreaming of you. Its 1pm the time you always called. I'm perfectly dressed, no bra and your favorite red thong. All shaved, smooth and soft. I'm ready for my last night snack. I remember the feeling of your hands, the manly grab while you kiss on the neck. Turning me around and for a moment you look into my eyes. I could feel the heat coming from your chest, while you slide your hands from my tights, around my breast, then slowly to my neck. You lean towards me and bite my lips , push me on the bed. Doggy-style Yes, with one finger you pull aside my thong, then my cherry lips I know you felt that, she is talking to you. Sticky, shiny am starting to get wet. You smack one cheek, then the next OMG, his tongue. He's licking my ass but once in a while he dips into my hole. He wants the full view, now he's fingering my pussy and playing with my clit Just until he hears me say papi i want dick. SORRY AUDIENCE BEDROOM JU

Analogical Dictionary Of Yolo
It is an abbreviation for - you only live once. This particular mantra is just like the slogans Seize the day and / or - just do it. Men and women frequently make use of these sentences to tell their own close friends to take potential risks or take a step they obviously would not do.What is the meaning of 'YOLO'?The saying was a slogan for anyone for many years, although the shorter variant, YOLO, has became popular because the publishing of the song The Motto by Drake.Many times, however, the expression has become blown beyond the size and adolescents exceedingly use it to name images and statuses on Facebook or twitter as it is cool and trendy.YOLO means You Only Live Once in new music or You Obviously Lack Originality specially when applied to cyberspace. It has totally different significance dependent on circumstance where it's implemented. Many of us use it on tweeting, Fb, or Hi5 to signify that we must live every single day and when we cease to live we really do not go back to

Dongguan People Buy Designer Handbags Do Not Have To Go To
Henceforth will not have traveled to Hong Kong in Dongguan can buy authentic designer tory burch handbags, the price is just 8.5% of the domestic counter. Yesterday, the sinks a city mall two opened where you can buy international brands such as GUCCI, PRADA, BURBERRRY, ARMANI clothing and leather goods, to fill the blank apparel sales of luxury goods in Dongguan. Previously, the local shopping malls also have to upgrade, targeting high-income people. Insiders said that optimistic about the purchasing power of the local luxury consumer groups. The price is 8.5% of domestic counter Department of One City Shopping Centre Phase II the introduction HUGOBOSS, FOLLIFOLLI many international brands. Reporters at the mall, a boutique shop called For Me see shelves stocked with brand new handbags tory burch outlet MIUMIU, BOTTEGAVENETA a wandering child, a BV wallet sells for about 6,600 yuan, while the display outside the shop set of dolce & gabbana men's suits cost around $ 1 million. The ow

What Crowd?
They say be yourselfWhen I do you say im followin a crowdWhat crowd?I stand out loudOnly thing to make me proudAn outcast in my own groupI'm stuck in a loopMind is like a mazeNot sure which turn to makeNo idea which path to takePushing me , pulling me every which wayTrien to change me in just one dayAll I want is for it all to go awayThe confusion of what isThe uncertainty of what should beOr what could beThe fear of tomorrowThe certainty of sorrowMemories outlined in chalkThe inability to talkFeeling inadequate with myselfWorse then cheap liquor from the bottom shelfWhy am I here , what's the reasonThis pain is always in seasonWalkin this way aloneNo way can I become a cloneThoughts bouncein around like a pinball machineEven I can't intervene

Love Brings Magic
Love brings magic in our life and fills it with eternal bliss and divinity. Suddenly our simple ordinary life becomes extraordinary and everything in the universe gathers together to put us through the process of nourishing our soul. Soulful love puts the earnest desire in loving hearts to live a life of truth, peace, harmony and affection...

Silent Treatment
A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. The next week the man realized that he would need his wife to wake him at 5.00 am for an early morning business flight to Chicago. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence, he finally wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5.00 am." The next morning the man woke up, only to discover it was 9.00am, and that he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't woken him when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed ... it said... "It is 5.00am; wake up."

How Obsessive Are You
You Are 20% Obsessive You're less prone to obsessive thoughts than the rest of the world... While you do get hung up from time to time, you're excellent at clearing your mind.How Obsessive Are You?

Need Help
hey every one. im try to get people to make mods for me. i had one done and love it. i don have the time are the stuff to make it. if you can please make one fore me. you can be as artistice as you want. like turn me in to something that looks cool. thanks you

All I Can Say Is I Am Sorry
the smallest breeze made by the wings of a butterly cascades and causes a typhoon halfway around the world.... This valid therory is the butterfly effect. I action small and benine causing others that may become far more destructive. Never have I witnessed this theory more then this night. 1 mis-step that cascaded into many binine actions that added up to chaos. For those who are like what the fuck is she talking about, well simple there are days that you will wake up and put your shirt on backwards and because u did other things happen cascaing growing to become something large. Those days no matter how much u feel it is your fault realiZe that u put that shirt on with no intention of causing issue. Dont kill yourself for things that are bigger then the small action that you did. To those who know what I am talking about. All i can offer is this I am sorry. But I didnt know that wearing my shirt backwards was going to lead to anything. Mistakes happen.

Right Now Someone..
RIGHT NOW someone is thinking of you someone cares about you someone misses you someone wants to talk to you someone wants to be with you someone hopes you aren't in trouble someone is thankful for the support you have provided someone wants to hold your hand someone hopes everything turns out all right someone wants you to be happy someone wants you to find them someone is celebrating your successes someone wants to give you a gift someone thinks you ARE a gift someone hopes you are not too cold, or too hot someone wants to hug you someone loves you someone wants to lavish you with small gifts someone admires your strength someone is thinking of you and smiling someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on someone wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun someone thinks the world of you someone wants to protect you someone would do anything for you

If You Were Here
IF YOU WERE HERE WOULD YOU HUG ME... IF YOU WERE HERE WOULD YOU KISS ME... IF YOU WERE HERE WOULD YOU HOLD ME... IF YOU WERE HERE WOULD YOU TOUCH ME... CAUSE IF YOU WERE HERE I WOULD WANT YOU... TO HUG ME... TO KISS ME... TO HOLD ME... TO TOUCH ME... CAUSE THESE ARE A FEW OF THE THINGS... THAT I WANT TO DO WITH YOU... I WANT TO HUG YOU TIGHT... I WANT TO KISS YOU SOFTLY... I WANT TO HOLD YOU CLOSE AND NEVER LET GO... I WANT TO TOUCH YOU IN WAYS NO ONE ELSE EVER HAS... SO IF YOU WERE HERE WOULD YOU... OR IF I WAS THERE WOULD YOU LET ME...

What Do You Get??
You scored as Dog. You are the Dog. You are the most loyal of your friends and you protect them at all costs. Being what you are makes you happy and your friends like that about you.Horse100%Dog100%Wolf92%Ram92%Crow92%Salmon92%Dragon83%Fox83%Eagle83%Bear67%Deer67%Stag

Silence
I have to gone to war with myself Even victory is a loss from here How I came to this, I do not know Misspoken, mistaken, something has been interrupted Memories mean nothing to me When nobody's here with me You are not my enemy Yet still we fight to the death If anything, I've been your shadow all this time Which leaves little left to pursue I am zero, tomorrow, merely a concept Without someone to believe in me I am no more From up here I can barely hear the waves Yet I view their glory And prepare to join them All that's left for me now is silence Deathly silence The purest sanctuary Here in my afterlife

Ha To The Hills Where He Sun Doesn't Shine
You scored as Malkavian. You belong to the Malkavian bloodline. The Malkavians are blessed with an "inner sight" which often gives them great perception and even clairvoyance. Many are sought for their counsel and insight. The drawback, however, is that they are all entirely insane. If a vampire is speaking in obscure riddles, it's a fair bet they are of Malkavian blood. Malkavian88%Gangrel79%Tremere75%Brujah75%Ventrue75%Nosferatu71%Toreador67%What vampire clan do you belong to?created with QuizFarm.com

What Kind Of Intelligence Do You Have?
Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well. An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly. You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view. A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary. You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator. What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Lets!
Would you like to get a room in your town or mine? We would embrace and kiss slowly massaging each other till we fall on the bed in the room pulling at each others clothes till each of us is down to our well you know. I would get on top of you and hold you down while I remove your bra and panties as you asked me what I was going to do to you and I said do you remember that tinge box that I said I would like to use. I have some nipple clamps that are connected to the tinge unit and I would clamp it to your breasts and or pussy lips and turn on the juice to wet you up a little more than you already are. then we would go to greater highs than we ever thought possable. wednesdays just won't seem the same ever again.

Solace
A molevolent anger fleeting images of freedom. Timed bliss never enduring. Peace leaves in its wake agony. Another pill for a moment of pleasure. Why don't good feelings come without a cost? They do but i don't know if I could take the feeling of such loss a second time. Will you join me on this journey? Dare I leave? Questions and uncertainty cost more than life itself. Live, love, lament, lost and left. So begins another epic sojourn into a greater existence. Dare I seek utopia once more? I think i've wandered into a new world without knowing. Experience has readied me this time around. I see more now that I was blind to before. I will not walk blindly into this like a lamb to the slaughter so many times we have done this before. I can't hurt worse than I already have. Solace

Bitches
A JOKE: Three Tampons are walking down the street; Mini, Maxi and Super. Which one says hello first? None: They're all stuck up bitches!!! Ok, I thought it was funny....have a great day! Compliments of this guy... Raul Duke @ CherryTAP

39 Steps Of Wisdom
1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often. 3. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than standing in a garage makes you a car. 4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 5. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. 6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. 7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 8. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission. 9. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program. 10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. 12. A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good. 13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. 14. Men are from earth. Women are from earth.

Ufos, The Antichrist Why Gulf Breeze?
The Gulf Breeze Six On July 9, 1990, six US military intelligence analysts from the 701st Military Intelligence Brigade at Augsburg, West Germany, at that time the biggest NSA (National Security Agency) listening post in the world outside the United States, deserted their posts, somehow convinced that the end of the world was nigh. It is one of the most extra-ordinary stories… Philip Coppens On July 20, 1990, the Northwest Florida Daily News ran “6 AWOL SOLDIERS SAY THEY AIMED TO KILL ANTICHRIST”, continuing: “Gulf Breeze - Six soldiers, reported by an unofficial military newspaper to be on a mission to kill the Antichrist, were charged Thursday with desertion from their intelligence unit in West Germany, Pentagon spokesman said.” It was a most bizarre headline and one of the most bizarre stories… ever. Eleven days earlier, Spc. Kenneth Beason, Spc. Vance Davis, Sgt. Annette Eccleston, Pfc. Michael Hueckstaedt, Pfc. Kris Perlock and Pfc. William Setterberg went AWOL – absent

Ninjaspace
hey all the staff at gzninjas.net would like to inviter you to the new ninjaspace. a myspace for juggalos. all are welcome and its free, we have 60+ members so far and we would like to have as many juggalos there as we can. so if you would like to check it out the link is http://www.gzninjas.net/ninjaspace Thanks, LadyJ

Survey [50 ?s]
Survey It's just 50 little ?s... 1.) What cuss word(s) do you use the most? Shit, piss, fuck, cunt, cocksucker, mother-fucker, tits, fart, turn 'n twat... take your pick 2.) Do you own an iPod? nope, just a tiny little MP3 player that's about half-way filled up. 3.) Who on your Myspace "Top Friends" list do you talk to the most? I have NO fuckin' clue. I'm rarely on Myspace anymore. 4.) What time is your alarm clock set for? It ain't... 5.) What color is your house? livin' in an apt. 6.) Flip flops or sneakers? neither. I prefer to wear shoes or boots 7.) Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture? either or, I really don't care... 8.) What was the last movie you watched? "Damage" starring Stone Cold Steve Austin (saw it in the theaters, loved it, so I bought a copy with a gift card I got) 9.) Do any of your friends have children? Why, yes. My best friend (and current roommate) has 3. His youngest, Jurelle, is 6 and he's actually REALLY COOL litt

Eight Words With Two Meanings
1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female...... Any part under a car's hood. Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.... Playing football without a cup. 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit- ment ) n. Female.... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male...... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female.... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. Male...... A source of entertainment, self-expression, male bonding. 7 MAKING LOVE (may-king luv) n. Female...... The great

I Am Your Epitaph
Kick back the day of joy Darkness broadens to the day Say what you will Do what you want the hatred is ever choking holds you down so tight all you can do to gasp eyes ever widening I am sorry for confiding I am your epitaph Hate me for loving and hate me for trying Hate me for feeling and hate me for wanting Hate me for leaving and hate me for dying Hate me just to hate Seize your feelings Blackness is your comfort Believe what you will Become all your lies The madness is ever tightening pushes you down so hard all you can do to speak lips never fully opening I am sorry for denying I am your epitaph Hate me for choosing and hate me for needing Hate me for loosing and hate me for believing Hate me for confusing and hate me for absuing Hate me just to hate Hate me for loving and hate me for trying Hate me for feeling and hate me for wanting Hate me for leaving and hate me for dying Hate me just to hate I am your epitaph By:Stacey

#4 Phantom Friday Night Theater - Phantom Of The Opera Theme Song
Welcome to Phantom Friday Theater Gerard Butler and Emmy Rossum Phantom of the Opera Christine: In sleep he sang to me In dreams he came That voice which calls to me And speaks my name And do I dream again? For now I find The phantom of the opera is there, Inside my mind Phantom: Sing once again with me Our strange duet My power over you Grows stronger yet And though you turn from me to glance behind The phantom of the opera is there Inside your mind Christine: Those who have seen your face Draw back in fear I am the mask you wear Phantom: It's me they hear Both: My/Your spirit and my/your voice In one combined The phantom of the opera is there inside my/your mind Chorus: Is that the phantom of the opera? Beware the phantom of the opera

I'm Sorry
i'm sorry that i wasted all those years of your time I'm sorry that I've hurt most everyone that i hold dear. Im sorry that people have ended up hating me. I thought i was alienated before i called everyone cunts but i guess i wasnt. i was just hurt cause so much has changed. Every single one of my friends that ive known for like forever ive grown apart from. i barely speak at all anymore. most of the time i lounge around in bed till its time to fall asleep? do i need to say im sorry, do i need to beg for forgiveness? well probably not i dont really deserve the forgiveness. with the easter holiday coming up it makes me think what could have been and wonder what if i chose the other path? would i still have friends that didnt mind saying a word or two instead of having no friends just ex-friends lashing out at me for stuff ive said over the last few months. sure i said some cruel things but im only human, it just seemed pretty damn funny to me that after i got back from my trip to meet

Viagra Coffee
This elderly lady went to the doctor for a check-up. Everything checked out fine. The old lady pulled the doctor to the side and said, "Doctor, I haven't had sex for years now and I was wondering how I can increase my husband's sex drive." The doctor smiled and said, "Have you tried to give him Viagra?" The lady frowned. "Doctor, I can't even get him to take aspirin when he has a headache," she claimed. "Well," the doctor continued, "Let me suggest something. Crush the Viagra into a powder. When you are giving him coffee, stir it into the coffee and serve it. He won't notice a thing." The old lady was delighted. She left the doctor's office quickly. Weeks later the old lady returned. She was frowning and the doctor asked her what was wrong. She shook her head. "How did it go?" the doctor asked. "Terrible, doctor, terrible." "Did it not work?" "Yes," the old lady said, "It worked. I did as you said and he got up and ripped his clothes off right then and the

These Are The Toughts That Kept Me Out Of The Really Good Schools!!
At the quantum level our universe can be seen as an indeterminate place, predictable in a statistical way ONLY when u employ large enough numbers. Between that universe and a relatively predictable one where the passage of a single planet can be timed to a nanosecond, other forces come into play. For the in-between universe where we find our daily lives, that which you believe IS a dominant force. Your beliefs order the unfolding of daily events. If enough of us believe, a new thing can be made to exist. Belief structure creates a filter through which chaos is stifled into order. man the thoughts i have late @ night disturb me sometimes

Sub Drop
D/s is all encompassing in the sense that its not just about scenes, and highs, and fun, and pain, and control, and all the exciting things we do. Its about real people, and their needs, and wants. The intense activities that are part of a D/s or BDSM relationship do sometimes have their downsides as well. This article will deal with one of those downsides. Sub Drop. After all the emotional highs of the elevation of a submissive into subspace, the return to normality can have a profound effect on both Dominant and submissive. Each in their own way has reached a level rarely achieved in daily life, and which, very often, neither is prepared for. Sub drop; the coming down, the return to normality, can happen quickly, or slowly. It can be a nice experience, or a bad one. And the effects, good or bad, can last almost no time at all, or they can go on for hours, even days. As a Dominant, the care of my submissive is paramount, and I am a great believer that I should never lose contr

Depression & Misery Go Hand In Hand
Can someone plz help me end my misery? I just wanna fuckin die. I've had nothing to live for ever since the one guy (outside my family) that really, truly loved left me alone and miserable w/out even a reason why. I've tried to live, but as each day goes by, I grow even more depressed. And the bad luck just keeps on comin. I feel I have no one I can count on. Hell, my own sister, who's been one of my closest friends, is even going behind my back. And if I can't count on her, then who can I count on. Sure as hell ain't me, for the simple reason that I'm so fucked up. My life has gone upside down, and the only way I see out is thru Death's door.

This Started 17 Years Ago
Seventeen years, seems a long time ago But yet your memory, still walks with me It was like yesterday, faded, Jaded The pieces are still within me My heart has never been the same I have never returned to the game May all the memories stay the same May you never fade... away.... I never had the chance To ask for one last dance I am never sure if you liked the romance One more second chance, is all I ask I was never good at saying good bye No one said you needed to die Some day, I will cry My heart has never been the same I have never returned to the game May all the memories stay the same May you never Fade.... Away..... As I see your best friend cry I really wish you didn't die It was like yesterday, Faded, Jaded The pieces are still within me I was never good at saying good bye No one said you needed to die Some day, I will cry My heart has never been the same I have never returned to the game May all the memories, stay the same May you neve

Brand New ... Must See !!
Well my friends, after a long week of re-structuring and overhauling my Official web site It's DONE !!! I hope you take a moment to visit, leave a comment or browse through this new creation. There are new banners, a host of links to radio stations, over 55 music sites and lots of cool art too. NEXT STOP ... MYSPACE Watch out for dust and chunks as my MySpace page (or MyPain as I've dubbed it) gets re-born, hope you can visit periodically to see the progress. Have a great weekend (Thanksgiving here in Canada) !!! Your Friend ... Dennis Paul

Help Me Win This Contest
HELLO FAMILY, FRIENDS AND FANS, I ENTERED A CONTEST AND IT STARTED A WEEK AGO. PLEASE COME AND HELP ME WIN. I REALLY WANT TO WIN THIS. I WAS DOING GOOD TILL THE OTHER PERSON CALLED IN 3 BOMBING FAMILY'S AND NOW THEY HAVE A 4000 POINT LEAD. THE CONTEST ENDS TOMORROW THE 15TH AT 9:00PM EST. PLEASE HELP ME!!!! HERE IS THE PICTURE LINK.

He Will Be Pissed!
IT MAY BE CONSIDERED CRUEL BUT I THINK IT IS FUNNY,I AM A VERY EVIL PERSON BUT SOMEONE HAS TO TEACH PEOPLE LESSONS!BE SURE TO READ FROM THE BOTTOM UP! ->¢¾Bo...: you should just do it,you made my pussy so wet saying it!...you will love my show,and for the 30 day i will do it everyday! myalero: who knows i might think about a 30 day blast myalero: you got your blast just be happy ->¢¾Bo...: i think you have a gf on here,thats not right! myalero: you male of female myalero: other people want me to cam for them and i wont ->¢¾Bo...: why do you have a gf on here? myalero: please dont tell anyone and dont mention me in the blast,please dont mention my name ->¢¾Bo...: ty sweetie it did come but the mail wont open....give it a second myalero: omarksooneru@yahoo.com myalero: you should have it now ->¢¾Bo...: i am horny and i want to have fun myalero: please dont rip me off ->¢¾Bo...: ok sweetie,i will wait to see it in the m

Looking Forward
Its wednesday morning, and I cant wait for Friday morning to get here. Im leaving this weekend to see my Buckeyes take on Penn State in Happy Valley aka State College Pa saturday night at 8pm. Im so pumped up for the road trip, I take a year ly road trip to a big ten away game for ohio state and I always have a blast. Then next Saturday Im going to the Ohio State game in the Horseshoe to see them take on Wisconsin, Im so pumped up!!

~my One~
~i belong to None, my future One...will know my needs, and what i crave.... how to call me out and make me behave, with Him, i love, i laugh, i live, submitting to Him all i have to give...~ ~my One~ He will step out of the crowd and beckoned me to His side, He will call me out, bringing me alive, His ways, new, and unknown, strength and tenderness shown, His hot, husky voice growling one word, *MINE*, His hand on my throat, and His eyes consuming all of me, i cross the line, from what i was...to even more, passions encited, hungers ignited, i'm all His, my eyes glow intense and hot with the fire only He can claim, my spirit, feisty and fiery and fierce, only He can tame, never before Him, collared, or owned, always only His from this day on.... submitted, committed, bound and collared, to Him, my Master, my One.....~

Random Survey
1. The phone rings. What is your ring tone?.. a funk song - came on my phone 2. Did you go anywhere yesterday?..yeah. to work!!! where else on a Wed? 3. Who was the last person you shared beds with?..my little ones 4. Favorite drink?..diet dr pepper (and add rum if i'm not driving!) 5. Does the person you like know that you like them?..yes - i'm not a private person 6. Last time you talked to your mom?.. few days ago as she's 1600 miles away at the mo (in NJ) 7. Where are you right now?..in the kitchen.. 8. If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?..yes 9. Favorite gadget in the kitchen?..the blender!! 10. Favorite pie?.. pecan 11. How is your hair?..nappy lmfao 12. Where's the last place you walked to? ..my son's room 13. Last time you had a sleepover?..... years ago 14. Latest you stayed up in the past week?.. midnight 15. What are you doing?..this survey 16. Have you been in a car accident?...2 (i wasn't driving) 17. W

The Virgins
This virgin girl is on the phone and asks her boyfriend to come over and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. * * * * * * * * * Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. * * * * * * * * * At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. * * * * * * * * * The pharmacist tells the boy to be wise and make good choices, then the boy left and headed off for his girlfriends house. * * * *

Actual Answering Machine Message
Answering machine message 145 Hi. This is John. If you are the phone company, I already sent the money. If you are my parents, please send money. If you are my financial aid institution, you didn't lend me enough money. If you are my friends, you owe me money. If you are a female, don't worry, I have plenty of money.

Worst Luck Ever!
Yesterday morning I woke up early and in good spirits. Which is pretty amazing since I slept with a heart monitor and my little 40 pound son who acts as a large heater. I may be lonely but I think those two things combined are a little much! Anyway I woke up feeling good and knowing I was going to get to take off the stupid heart monitor!! I got up early, went to the pharmacy to pick up my fun new meds. Then went to the doctor and had the monitor removed. I even played loud music and sang on the way to work. I pull into the parking lot of my job and my phone rings. The nurse from the doctor's office "Ms. Collier I am so sorry to tell you this, but I removed the batteries from the heart monitor before I pulled out the card. We'll have to repeat the whole test." I just laughed, what else could I do? So today after my echocardiogram, I get to go back and have the damn thing put on AGAIN. I have the best luck ever.

Agent Halo
Agent halo was a go send so to speak . She was ex millitary and a hellicopter pilot. Needless to say she was an essintial part of the team. She allowed us to get into a heavily infested area with her famous halo drops. On top of it she could manoves that bird through the toughest terain as well as the most ransacked city. SHe would come to serv a major asset to the group in many tough situations. Able to fly in and extract a team with in minutes. Unlike some other agents she was sent to us after her terms of duty were up shes been a member for a good while now and were greatfull for her contribution to this team log entry111907 end transmission ..........

New Regime
As with most corporate companies mine loves to move all the chiefs around to keep us indians on our toes. The department I work in is very laid back for a call center. I have a great supervisor that is not into micro-managing. Part of the reason I applied for the job is because he moved to that department and I wanted to go with him. Then the other day we get an announcement out of nowhere, that while he is still our direct supervisor, he has a new manager over him AND a new VP. He used to report directly to a different VP. So now this new female manager has moved in the office next to his. Which is directly behind my freaking desk!! So we'll see how much fubar time I get now...this sucks!

Nastyyyy...
The sky was dark the moon was high all alone just her and I Her hair so soft her eyes so blue I knew just what she wanted to do Her skin so soft her legs so fine I ran my fingers down her spine I didn't know how but I tried my best to place my hand on her breast I remember my fear my fast beating heart but slowly she spread her legs apart And when she did I felt no shame as all at once the white stuff came At last it was finished it's all over now, my first time...milking a cow. wahoooooooo i got u all lmao

Mask
I wear mine to hide what's within me. I found people prefer the painted smile, And glittering gemstone eyes. Some days it wore thin. And people saw past that pretty face. I found happiness once... And when I removed the mask to show the world Friends turned from me. Only happy when I'm not...truly. There were days when it cracked. And people got an ugly little taste. So I built this mask to hide what's within me. Made of metal. It has a lock with no key. Once in place there will be only a painted smile. Glistening gemstone eyes. I found happiness once... But I was forsaken by the world. By the ones that meant so much to me. Once in place it will all be done. No one will know. Not until I am gone within. Dust...blown away with the wind. Only a mask to remember me.

New 08 Auction
OK! ITS THAT TIME OF THE..WEEK AGAIN, IM HOSTING YET ANOTHER SMALL AUCTION, ALTHOUGH THIS ONE WILL BE LONGER THAN THE LAST! THE ENTERING FEE IS 5,000 FUBUCKS FIRST OFF, THERE WILL BE ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA!! IF YOU HAVE AN ISSUE, ADDRESS ME, AND DO IT POLITELY. SECONDLY, PLEASE RESPECT ANYONE WHO ENTERS THIS AUCTION BELOW ARE POSSIBLE BIDS, AND THE AMOUNT GRANTED FOR EACH! BELOW ARE CASH ITEMS, AND MATERIAL ITEMS I HAVE CONVERTED INTO FUBUCKS SO AS TO TOP THE HIGHEST BID EASIER SALUTES NSFW – 40,000 FUBUCKS SFW – 20,000 FUBUCKS VIPS 1 MONTH – 100,000 FUBUCKS 3 MONTH – 500,000 FUBUCKS 6 MONTH – 800,000 FUBUCKS 12 MONTH – 1,000,000 FUBUCKS BLASTS 1 DAY – 100,000 FUBUCKS 2 DAY – 250,000 FUBUCKS 3 DAY – 500,000 FUBUCKS HAPPY HOUR - 5,000,000 FUBUCKS ANY SIGNED PIECE OF CLOTHING - 50,000 FUBUCKS ALL BIDDING WILL BE DONE IN THE FOLDER IN M

22 Ways To Make A Girl Smile
THESE ARE 22 WAYS TO MAKE UR GIRL SMILE. but remember there are consequences 1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy) but if she's not, go with sexy because she will beat you down if she thinks you're lying. 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. If you grab her hand, plan on holding it for no less time than it takes an iceberg to evaporate, or get asked why you stopped. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead. You kiss her on the forehead, she'll want more. Hope her breath doesn't stink and that is probably why you kissed her on the forehead anyhow. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. Wait until you two have been going out a while though, this also constitutes as stalking. 5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. Unless you're the reason she's mad..........then run! 6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. Unless you have money, then she will simply think you're che

I Am For Sale!!!
EGADS I'M FOR SALE! If you would like to bid just click on Kinky Duck or myself and go for it!! Below is a list of the things you get when you purchase me!! This all just for fun so please keep your bids clean!!! :D Thanks to everyone in advance and Happy Bidding!! :D AlyCat aka: Shady's Baby ~*Stiletto Girl*~@ fubar

Lent
Ok... I am not Catholic but I have always thought it was fun to give something up for Lent. Last year I gave up cookies, which I eat too much of, because I like to bake and I lost 5lbs. This year I gave up sweets and alcohol, but that wasn't hard cause I found out I was pregnant soon after Lent started. I was wondering what, if anything, is everyone else giving up?

Quick Southwestern Bean Soup
Quick Southwestern Bean Soup A quick and flavorful soup for cold winter days. Serving: 4 Prep Time: 15 minutes Cook Time: 20 minutes Total Time: 35 minutes INGREDIENTS: 2 tbsp olive oil 1 chopped onion 1 tsp bottled or fresh minced garlic 2 large whole tomatoes or 1 (28-oz) can diced tomatoes 2 cans kidney beans 1 can green chilies Dash chili powder Dash ground coriander 2 cups water Cheddar or Colby Jack cheese, shredded Low-fat sour cream (optional) DIRECTIONS: 1. Heat oil in a 4 quart (or larger) soup pot over medium-high heat. Sauté onion and garlic for about 2 minutes, until onion is tender. 2. Add tomatoes to the pot with seasonings. Break up any remaining large tomatoes. Cook for about 10 minutes, or until soup begins to bubble, then reduce heat to medium. 3. Add beans, chilies, chili powder, coriander, water and salt and pepper to taste and cook for an additional 20 minutes or so, until soup is hot. If soup is too thick, add more water, abou

Another A Hole
Well... what a way to start the week. I had a guy who obviously did NOT read my profile (# 16 in my FAQ specifically) who commanded me to go to his NSFW pics and rate them for him through the shoutbox. I replied back to him and just asked him to read my FAQ list, especially #16. He comes back and calls me a whore and all sorts of things and then blocks me so I could not respond. Some guys on here ... just born jerks I guess... or perhaps it is a learned trait.

Unanswered ?'s
Here I am, wanting some answers. This will make you smile I have a question UNANSWERED QUESTIONS *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea... Does that mean that one enjoys it? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* There are three religious truths: Jews do not recognize Jesus as the Messiah. Protestants do not recognize the Pope as the Leader of the Christian Faith. Baptists do not recognize each other in the liquor store or at Hooters. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* If people from Poland are called Poles, then why aren't people from Holland called Holes? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* If a pig loses its voice, is it disgruntled? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *~*~*~* Why do croutons come in airtight packages? Aren't they just stale bread to begin with? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *~*~* Why is a person who plays the piano called a pianist, But a person wh

Ace Cafe Auction Join Bully
HEY YA'LL IT'S THAT TIME TO GET UR SELF IN THE BI WEEKLY AUCTION AT ACE CAFE YOU HAVE FRIDAY THE 21ST @ 5PM EST TO JOIN THE AUCTION CONTACT DJ WYLDONE~DJSOULZ FU G/F~MGR OF ACE CAFE~ DARK'S AND MICHELLE'S BITCH TO JOIN, JUST HIT HER IN THE SB NO ENTRY FEE,STARTING BID 20K FUBUCKS, NO BLAST, VIPS, OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT ALOUD, JUST FUBUCKS TO MAKE IT FAIR! JUST FUN AND COME OWN U A BITCH OR BE OWNED THERE ARE 3 SIMPLE RULES 1. MAKE SURE U HAVE THE FUBUCKS TO BID 2. MUST PAY THE PERSON U WON BY THE SELL OF THE NEXT PERSON AND LAST 3. NO DRAMA CLICK THE LINK AND COME PARTY WITH US AND JOIN THE FUN!!!! CLICK THE PROFILE LLINK TO CONTACT DJ WYLDONE Dj Wyldone~Dj Soulz fu g/f~DarkWolfe's and MICHELLE'S BITCH~~Mgr At the Ace Cafe~TBR~@ fubar

~just Ranting~
ok i figured i would take some time to just rant about some things that are bothering me. like for one my sister in law was in a good mood all day because her niece mia was born, but after she woke up she has been a complete bitch to me and im scared to even go into the same room. I am a nice person until i get pissed off and right now i am pissed and hurt and just not sure what to do. for the second thing my fiance and i have not been getting along at all. we hardly talk and when we do all we mainly do is fight so i dont know what i am doing wrong to make everyone want to fight with me or not be with me but its driving me crazy. but before i start crying or get really upset im going to stop writing it may be better that way

My Saddness
to all my wonderful friends on fubar . . . i haven't be online all week and i don't want my friends to think i don't care, but i lost my oldest son last thursday in a car accident and i've just been a mess ever since. he was a wonderful kid and the light of my life. was in his 2nd year of college and had so much ahead of him. i'm havin' a little trouble getting back to life as it used to be, but i know there will be a day when i can smile for no reason again. i hope you all understand

Cuz I Just Love A Survey!
1 ) Start with your name: Karoline 2) What do you think about smoking weed? I think it should be decriminalized for adults. 3) Whats your favorite drink? Iced coffee, iced tea 4) What do you hear right now? James Dean running on his wheel.. Peeps on t.s. 5) How did you wake up this morning? Gently, when my body was ready. 6) What is something you ask for a lot? Kisses from Sean 7) Do you lead people on a lot? Haha I'm a huge flirt.. But I would never do anything that could be disrespectful to my relationship. 8) Do you believe everything you hear? Not even a little of it. 9) What is the next big decision you have to make in your life? I don't know. 10) Does anyone like you and you don't feel the same way? Yes 11) Do you live near your best friend? I live with my bestest. 12) What are you wearing right now? Nothing but big fluffy pink socks haha. 13) Is there anyone you would die for? absolutely 14) Where were you at

Haven't Been Around Much
hey ya'll haven't been around a whole hell of a lot but still pop in on occassion. been busy as all get out. between docs lawyers and granbaby (now that he's old enough to be getting into everything ) don't leave a whole lot of time for sitting at the computer. haven't been meaning to be neglectful just life has been kinda full lately . anyway i'm still around so stop by and say hi i do check messages lmao . until then PEACE

I Don't Know Why
i don't know why only when my mood is terribly bad now i find i want to type some words on my blog.May be this is the world anybody never ever knows me.Maybe on only this fictious world can i find myself.i dont know myself enough.sometime i just try to exhaust all my energy and then lie down on my basketball ground dazing in the sky .i just want to lost myself.but i work hard everyday.may be its just follow others' life way.other people study and i study,then other people get married and i do the same thing.perhaps its life.i don't know why i dont upload my blog when i am delighted.why don't i share my happiness to others? bear it in mind.

Oracle Gift
As many of you know and have noticed, I have a gift in the gift shop. Not too many know, but this gift has a very heartfelt meaning to me. My mother loved butterflies and the color blue. Everywhere you looked in my house there was something that had a butterfly meaning. Whether it was magnets on the fridge, bed sheets, or an artificial tree branch with butterflies scattered on it, there was always a butterfly somewhere. My mother passed away in 1993. I feel this gift is a wonderful way to honor her memory with something that she loved so much. It brings a smile to my face and a tear to my eye to see so many coming to me saying how much they love the gift and that it reminds them of something special to them. I wanted to write this blog so that everyone can see how a simple butterfly pin can have so much significance on my decision.

Yo, No.
Today's Pat on the back goes to Bob Stoops, a great coach who had always shown his commitment to his players. An incoming freshman player at Oklahoma was dismissed from the football team Friday by coach Bob Stoops after a video of him rapping about guns and shooting people appeared on the Internet. The dismissal of wide receiver Josh Jarboe came after the player appeared in a 74-second, profanity-laced video. “We are disappointed in this outcome, but our complete review and this final decision is in the best interest of our program,” Stoops said in a statement. “We outlined for Josh the expectations we had for him when he arrived and, unfortunately, those expectations have not been met. Josh needs to learn from this experience. We hope he can move forward in a positive manner.” Well said Bob! This is a lesson NFL owners will NEVER learn it seems - talent does not make you an asset, or indispensable!

Being Fake???
I got this in my shout box after she spent 5 minutes on my page *Nikki*-Pu$$ &...: i find it hilarious that you are a fake.. you put diff pics up of blondes with different faces and you think people can't tell the difference.. are you that much of an attention whore? I mean c'mon lady I googled and found these pics online which are not you.. you need to learn to respect yourself as well as others... they have different smiles teeth and noses you can tell they're not even close to being you but nice try for being fake.. fucking looser Then she had to HIDE behind BLOCKING ME!!! LOL This is her LINK:http://www.fubar.com/user/1773320 Who is the loser here? #1. I bring NO drama to ne body's page!!! #2 I have salutes up that R me!! #3. If ppl want to think I am someone else is it my fault?? I say I am NOT them!! Is it any worse than a guy putting a womens picture up? And besides I am NOT THE ONLY person that does it on here Y start garbage with me? 4. IF SH

What's A Cubby?
I'm fine and alive. I'm told everything went well, don't really remember my name at this point. Good drugs dude. Doesn't change the fact i'm grumpy, sore and tired. I have one cute nurse on the whole floor. And she keeps asking where my wife is. If i had one, she wouldn't be here, i just want to be left alone right now. Damn visitors. Ok, this hurts btw. Just wanted to say hi, and let the people who were worried know i'm doing fine. I'll be in here a few more days. Maybe out even by Monday, dont know yet. Hope your all having fun. Miss "most of you" Lmao See ya soon.

Oct 23
Mom has been discharged from the hospital and is now in a secondary care facility - NOT A NURSING HOME - they are going to help her get back up to speed and moving again. And the kidney are still working as well!! Thanks to everyone for keeping her in your thoughts!!!

Spank Him Hard!!!!!!!!!!! Lets Godfather Him!!
Andy will have his Auto 11s Activated Saturday Evening October 25th, 6PM Fubar time. Hes so close to Godfather, we may even get him to Disciple :) Ty in advance to who helps! Just remember, your not only helping out an awesome friend of mine, ur making killer points at the same time, lets show him what fu love is all about!! Photobug FuOwner of Morgan le Fay,Mistress Broken,VAMP MORTICIA,poetic suicide,rkkennedy84@ fubar This bulletin is brought to you by the one and only..... ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ Fu Wife 2 "DJ Satyrgodd" *DSC*@ fubar

Write-in Candidate - Guess Who? Shhhhh Took From Manly Lol ;)
HE HAS DECIDED TO BECOME A WRITE-IN CANDIDATE. HERE IS HIS PLATFORM: 1 "Press 1 for Eng." is immediately banned. Eng. is the official language; speak it or wait at the border until you can. 2 We will immediately go into a 2 year isolationist posture to fix our country's attitude. NO imports, no exports. We will use Wal-Mart's policy, 'If we ain't got it, you don't need it.' 3 When imports are allowed, there will be a 100% import tax on it. 4 All retired military personnel will be required to man one of our observation towers on the southern border for 6 months. They will be under orders NOT to fire on SOUTHBOUND aliens. 5 Soc. security will immediately return to its original state. If you didn't put nuttin in, you ain't gettin nuttin out. The pres. nor any other politician will not be able to touch it. 6 Welfare-Checks will be handed out on Fri. at the end of the 40 hr. school wk. & the successful completion of urinalysis & a passing grade. 7 Professional Athlet

Message Me
HEY EVERYONE I AM HAVING AN AUTO 11 TODAY BUT I AM GOING TO BE AT WORK. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE MESSAGE ME TELLING ME THAT YOU LEFT ME LOVE SO THAT I CAN RETURN THE FAVOUR. I WILL TRY TO GET TO EVERYONE SO PLEASE HAVE PATIENCE. LOTS OF FU-LOVE TO YOU ALL. MANY SMILES April ♥

I Have A Secret....
i have a secret, known only to me of a love i am holding in my heart so deep. who? do u ask.. thats why it is hidden.. noever to be touched, it is forbidden. coz this love that i have will never be.. tho i love him so much unfortunatley. no one will ever know no one will ever see coz this secret is hidden deep inside of me.....

Phenomenal Woman
PHENOMENAL WOMAN by Maya Angelou Pretty women wonder where my secret lies I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size But when I start to tell them They think I'm telling lies. I say It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips The stride of my steps The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please And to a man The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees Then they swarm around me A hive of honey bees. I say It's the fire in my eyes And the flash of my teeth The swing of my waist And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say It's in the arch of my back The sun of my smile The ride of my breasts The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman

Twas The Night Before The Fat Sonny Christmas (lol I Love Sonny He's Hilarious!)
Twas the night before Christmas And all through the Fu Not a creature was stirring Not even the Christmas Poo The Stocking bling were hung By the chimney with care In hopes that Fat Sonny Won't show up on a dare The fu's were nestled all snug in their beds While visions of Happy Hours Danced in their heads And Miss Mona in her kerchief And Steve in his cap Had just settled down For a long winter's fap....er nap When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from my laptop to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Locked up the shutters And hid my stash. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave me shivers as I peeked At the scene below When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But 8 of Sonny's family Shaking with fear With a little old driver, so lively and funny I knew in a moment it must be Fat Sonny. More rapid than eagles his coursers they came, And he roared, and screamed, and called them by n

Love On Me!!!!!!!!!!!
HERE IT IS PEOPLE!!!! That Time Of Year!!! Someone Say AUCTION!?!?!? CHECK IT!!!! THAT SEXY ASS CO-OWNER Of THAT WE ALLLL LOVE TO LOVE!!! MZ BOSS!!! Is FINALLY Up For Sale!!! Want A Piece Of The Action? Want Your Dream To Be A Reality? Want The Hottest French Maid Around??? Click The Pic Below!!! BAM!!! Make Your Bid!!! Dont Be Shy!!! Wut Will YOU Give, TO Get A Piece Of This??? HOLLA!!!

Christmas
Well my Christmas started out kinda blah...My Daughter(who is in the Air Force)wasnt going to make it home...My mother had a stroke bout a year ago and is recovering but still is the one who ramrods christmas eve and day ...Then my daughter managed to work it out so she could be here so it made it a little brighter... well when christmas eve came around we have a tradition of going to this church and helping serve food to the homeless but this year only my brother and i went.The rest were too busy ,which made me a bit angry. It is a pretty humbling experience to go and help out, when you think you have troubles can always find someone with a whole lot more.So when my brother and i arrived at my mom's for our normal Christmas eve get together i my Christmas spirit had been lifted some. Christmas eve we always have supper with my mom and open present to each other and then the aunts and uncles and cousins all show up and there are usually bout 40 ppl the its a mad house,after that we all

25 Random Things About Me!
Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose people to be tagged . You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you. 1. I love Dr Pepper 2. I have been to 3 different colleges 3. I love football and I love watchin it with a certain *someone* 4. I have to have a lot of pillows when I sleep or I don't sleep 5. I actually am just now learning to drink Beer.....normally I'm liquor only! 6. I have finally realized bad things happen to good people and good things happen to bad people. 7. I have to keep some type of chapstick wit me at all times or I go crazy. 8. I hate to ride in a car unless I am driving....most people scare me when they drive. 9. Most country music depresses me so I try not to listen to it! 10. However....I do like some country music.......like . . . Scott Miller and the Commonwealth, Cross Canadian Ragweed, and

This Song.......
This song's true meaning is a man's struggle with his sexuality but this is not the reason I have posted it........at sometime, some point, we all face a struggle with a decision in our lives and we have to decide whether or not to take a chance and cross that bridge or stay on the safe yet predictable side mainly through the fear of what lies on the other side of the bridge........ To one young lady I say.....take that chance....you have seen what is on the other side of the bridge waiting for you........cross that bridge......and be with the man you truly love

283.1 Lbs
Well I am happy to say I have re-lost the weight I gained back after quitting the "diet center". Back down to as light as I have ever been in my adult life. This time I did it the old fashioned way - diet/exercise. This means since Thanksgiving I've gone from 303 to 283 - 20lbs. Yeah!!!! Most of that was probably water weight but hey - lbs gone are lbs gone!!! Yeah!! Hope I can keep changing my eating habits and keep loosing weight.

Possibilities
you know i always have considered myself a kind person. i have always had an open mind for everything, although i do admit that sometimes i am quick to judge certain things, but on reflection i see that people are just people and the things they do and say is part of who they are. but my mind wanders from people who have come into and out of my life, especially men. i know that they say that a woman is the most mysterious creature ever, and i admit that while a lot of women like to wear that veil of secrecy i think that people should be upfront and honest about who they are and their intentions for affecting your life. so i'm left with a great deal of questions with no answers and that drives me crazy. i have always been one that likes to seek out the truth behind everything and will not stop until the answers are revealed. there are however questions that i have been unable to answer and that's where my problem lies. why do men think it's ok to lead a woman on and not understand

Are There 'plants' On -fubar-?
No, I do not mean those green things growing in your garden. Now, then: I have not been on this site for long, but. . . I've received some "interesting" messages from some lovely young women - "Hello; My name is -____- I saw your profile and you seem like a nice person. . ." etc. - Now, since I am dumb enough to have been on pay- sites ('Meet Single In Your Area') - and I have also been accosted by lovely women wishing to know my name, rank & serial number, (not to mention more personal details) and the odd remark that sounds suspiciously like a pick-up line or 'marriage' proposal - I have to wonder: just who ARE these "people"? Needless to say, these encounter lead to nothing - not a thing. . . So I ask you - Have you had an encounter of this sort? What was the outcome? * Ladies, this inquiry applies to you as well - Has a tall, dark, stranger visited you and then, *poof - simply vanished? As a King once asked himself, "Yes, I'm para

Update On Jak
sorry this isnt all fancy flashy or anything...but I and my family want to thank all those who have kept us in their thoughts and prayers during this troubling time in our life...as everyone knows this is a long road to recovery for us but with our faith and everything we realize things will get better...my mother was very stubborn to the point where one time she said i could fall of the face of the planet and no one would care...yet with all our friends who knew her obviously this is one time where i think she would be grateful to be proven wrong... on a personal note, i wish the best for everyone and hope that as a precaution, if you dont have life insurance coverage to somehow get some...i only wished my coverage at my work would have covered my mother to avoid the added stress we have at the moment... once again thank you all for being supportive of us in our time of need...

Guilty Pleasures
These are a few of the songs I just love listening to that are the complete antithesis of my usual tastes (no particular order): Taylor Swift - Love StoryJason Mraz - I'm YoursRegina Spektor - FidelityNatasha Bedingfield - These WordsIngrid Michaelson- The Way I am

Need Your Help With Blogs
I need your help i can not figure out the new blog features. i need to know how to put backgrounds on blogs like i use to. copy and paste isn't working for me anymore. any help will be appreciated. thanks

Business Idea
After years of trying to come up with the right idea I think I've finally hit on a winner... I'm gonna open up a shop selling nothing but hot cakes. I thought about having a more expansive product range, but then I figured why lose focus when surely hot cakes are the only product guaranteed to sell bucket loads, whatever the customer base or whatever the economic climate.... As I understand it, they sell like hot cakes. I've never heard anyone report any different so how could it possibly fail?

My Dad
Just wanted to tell ya'll about what's been going on and why I haven't been on much lately... My dad has been fighting lung cancer for the last two years and they have finally gotten it under control, but alas, fate has decided to leave him with the lovely present of prostate cancer. It's very advanced and is only treatable with hormone therapy. The doctors referred to this treatment as "chemical castration"...Whoo hoo, eh? Anyway I am pretty angry with cancer, life, God, or whatever higher power you believe in. I'm trying very hard to not wallow in the "Oh woe is me" cestpool, but it seems to be dragging us all under this past week. I'm sure it will get better with time. that's why I haven't been here and probably wont be on as much. I do ask one thing...If you could say a prayer for my family, to whoever it is that you pray to, I would sure apprecaite it!! LOVE&LIGHT~~Amy

Crazy Cajuns
Cajun AngelsGabriel came to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you. I have someCajuns up here in Heaven who are causing some problems. They areswinging on The Pearly Gates, my horn is missing, and barbecue sauce isall over their robes! Ham hocks, spareribs, and crawfish shells are allover the streets of gold. Some folks are walking around with one wing. They have been late taking their turn in keeping the stairway to heavenclean. There are watermelon seeds all over the clouds! They have eatenalmost every animal up here! Some of them aren't even wearing theirhalos, saying it is messing up their hair."The Lord said, "I made them special, as I did you, my angel. Heaven ishome to all my children. If you really want to know about problems,let's call the Devil and see how he is dealing with his Cajuns."The Devil answered the phone, "Hello? Dang it, hold on!"The Devil returned to the phone and said, "Hello, God, what can I do foryou?"God replied, "Tell me what kind of problems you are hav

Maya Angelou
Maya Angelou said this:"I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. "I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights."I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life."I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life.'"I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance."I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back."I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision."I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one."I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back."I've learned

Earthquake
It was the middle of the night when it hit. Jennifer’s bed was shaking across the room. It was the wildest feeling in the world and it didn’t seem to be ending either. She tried to get off the bed, after all it wasn’t far from the doorway, but the shaking was so violent it threw her back against the pillows. “Get to a doorway during an earthquake,” She remembered her mother, Felicia, always saying. Her mother had been gone these past 10 years now and it just seems like yesterday when she said it. She was an amazing woman. Even when the doctor’s told her she had only a few months to live, because the cancer was spreading through her body, she never gave in. She had long, beautiful brown hair, that was before the Chemo took it. Even when she was sick, she would still find ways to make her daugater smile and laugh. Anything to take the worry from her heart. It amazed Jennifer, what she was thinking about during the middle of an earthquake. The light fell over, as she fell off the bed.

August 27, 2009
Thank you to everyone for your thoughts, prayers and words of support. As I sat here reading this, I thanked God for each and everyone of you. As of last nite when we left, my dad was still strong and holding his own. The doctor said that they are doing they're best to keep him comfortable. During the time we were up there, he was clear for only about a half hour. Last nite was a revelation for me in a lot of ways. And the most shocking one was, that I am unable to trust the woman who has married him only recently. I'm alone in a sea of confusion. In the middle of two women warring over a man who will soon be gone. And all my kids and I are wanting is to spend time with him before he is gone. Peaceful time to talk, let him know how much we love him, trying to encourage him. And I am sitting here right now, not knowing what to do. Only wanting to see his wishes followed thru. And finding out in a three hour conversation that he has divulged those wishes to only one person who won't

Picture Making Contest
Picture Contest Winner will get a bling, 50,000 fubucks, for a week you get: the piture as my primary pic, shitfaced, and a gift everyday. Rules: 1.The pic has to be of me and it can be copy and pasted from my folders (NO NSFW PICS ALLOWED) 2.You must post the pic in ur own pic on Fubar for me to rip into the contest folder. 3.You must Private Message me to let me know that the pic it done and what folder it is in. Shout Box meassaging will not do since I get tons of SB's an hour and your message may not be seen. 4.I will make a bullentin and blog everyday. You are responsible for promoting your pic. (I will supply the qiuck link code for your pic after the pic is ripped via Private Message) 5.You must have the most votes to win. If a tie SickIntentions will be the deciding vote, since he will not vote in this contest for this purpose. (TY SickIntentions) 6.Contest will begin 9/21/2009 to 10/6/2009(My Birthday) 7.No enteries after 9/20/2009 5:00 PM eastern time will be accept

Reconstruction
Well, I made it through my surgery yesterday. It went better than the plastic surgeon expected, even :) Details for the not-so-squeamish: They replaced the tissue expander with a saline implant after removing a bunch of scar tissue that was causing the area to be very hard. It feels much more natural now! And there was so much scar tissue there that when it was removed they were actually able to go with an implant bigger than the amount I'd been expanded to. This means they didn't have to reduce the other side very much at all, and it appears to be a D or DD cup. Hard to say before it heals, though. The only problems I have is that the Norco's not helping my pain much, and I have a drain on the right side that is leaking a lot and not really working so well. I'm waiting for a call back from the nurse at the surgery clinic to see what I should do.

The 12/8/2009 Spotlight Is Fake. And Busted In This Blog...
Check the blog below and to the left with a similar title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

My Fault?
I been questioning things soo much lately. Kieran will be a month old tomorrow and NOT once has his dad asked how he's doing or tried wanting to see him. A close friend of mine is going through a divorce and her soon to be ex husband hasnt been around to see their daughter because hes avoiding all the stress.Seeing my friend go through this, its making me wonder if thats the reason my ex wont come around to see the baby which i dont get because while i was pregnant he sounded determined to be in the baby's life. I try at ALL costs to keep the stress down between me and my ex and everytime he gets stressed from other situations he seems to take it out on me. I dont know what to think anymore bout the situation. This will be Kieran's first Christmas and its going to break my heart more than its already broken if his father doesnt even come around to see him. How can anyone be so fucking cruel like this? Yes! My ex and i have probs but those probs are between me and him, it is NOT the

Christmas Blessing
Sometimes, things happen in life which challenge our faith in God but we have to always remember when one door is closed, another opens...Between the bills this year including outrageous heating oil costs, electric, car repairs not to mention feeding four sons- there just wasn't much left over for Christmas- and to mention their father is months and months behind on child support. I prayed on this matter but I must admit I have been crying every night just thinking my boys wouldn't have much if anything for Christmas ..Knowing how excited they are for Christmas each year, especially my 9 yr old autistic son Christopher I knew I had to do something...In the newspaper one morning there was written in a small article where a local agency was giving away 1 prize of $500.00 worth of gift cards to the family they felt was most needing assistance for this holiday season ..I wrote a 500 word essay explaining our particular situation and I was shocked when they called and let me kno

Virgo Woman..
Characteristics of a Virgo Woman A charming Virgo woman is perfectionist and realistic in nature. The main characteristics of Virgo woman are honesty, perfection, sincerity and dependability. Read on to know more about it. Virgo, the sixth sign of the zodiac, is also considered as the sign of critic or craftsman. Practical, modest, loving, helpful, active and fussy Virgo people are born between August 23-September 22. Its zodiac symbol is represented by a woman. Its ruling planet is mercury and Wednesday is its lucky day. The lucky colors for Virgo people are azure blue and saffron yellow, and agate, topaz and aquamarine are the lucky gems. Observant, loving, helpful and reliable are the major strong points of Virgo people. A beautiful Virgo woman is blessed with some outstanding characteristics. Let’s know more about it.Characteristics of a Virgo Woman A Virgo woman is very attractive and charming. She is tall with a slim, slender figure. She is having all the promin

Shattered Made Me Do It!
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?19. How many times would you like to cum?20. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Beautifully Broken
Her beauty stays frozen,No time has passed for her.Her beauty remains so young,I think forever it will endure. I saw her this morning,And swore time had stood still.As if she could remain so young,Bending it to her will. For now she to me is a wonder,Timeless beauty for it,I have no clue.Most in this world weather in time,But not the beauty that is you.

Isn't It The Truth!
HARLEY DAVIDSON FACES STIFF COMPETITION WITH NEW LINE OF MOTORCYCLES FROM JOHNSON MARINE . At a press conference late Monday, the CEO of Johnson Marine, makers of Johnson outboard marine engines and other recreational equipment, unveiled a new line of heavyweight cruiser style motorcycles designed to compete head to head with industry leader Harley-Davidson. Peter Long, Johnson brands marketing manager said, "We have studied the market and determined that Harley, while highly successful, has narrowly missed the mark when targeting motorcycle buyers". Long added, "We at Johnson are convinced that our product hits the target dead center and promises to draw sales away from Harley-Davidson in a way no other motorcycle has been able to accomplish". The new line of bikes, marketed under the name Big Johnson Motorcycles, will, according to Long, deliver what Harley has only promised. "Our research show that this, a Big Johnson, is what Harley buyers are really after". At the unve

This Sucks
Ok... now I'm really pissed!!! I just typed out a HUGE blog and I lost it ... I'm fine, just stressed and at my breaking point ... The apartment fire was not in our apartment, and we are expecting to return by Wednesday. The cleanup of our apartment should be done by then. I'm going insane and I wanna go home. I'm pissed off at my careless neighbors, which if you have me on Facebook, you have seen me complain about them before. CRACKHEADS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love you guys, I'll be back soon. Catch me in the next few minutes and let me know if you want my number to text me. I'm logging off in about 5.

Morning!
I hate CQ. It sucks, it gives you a lot of time to think about stuff that probably should never be thought of, actually. Lol. I know I bitch about being single, and I know that I'm the only one who can change my current situation, but I'm starting to wonder if there is anyone who can actually put up with my bullcrap! For instance, I talk WAY to much. There are times when MY ears want to bleed from listening to myself for as long as I do. Then let's factor in my indecisiveness. I can NEVER make up my mind about anything. I'm the one who has to get her food to go because she couldn't decide what she wanted when everyone else did. Seriously! I cuss, alot. I don't know why, I guess because the words were always a part of my parents vocabulary...who knows! But nobody wants to take a girl home to meet their parents and the first thing out of her mouth is, "Well, damn, it's for sure shittin' about damn time I met you guys!" =/ I also have a tendency to dwell on the past. Like, the what could'

It's Back!
Most of you who read my blogs probably read Hanna's blog. With her being gone I find that I not only miss her wit and twisted humor, but the recipe blog. I watched approximately 5 hours of Hubert Keller's Secrets of A Chef on WTTW yesterday and just printed about eleventy of his recipes to try. So I decided to start up this blog. Once I have tried a recipe I will post it (with any tweaks I may have made) and I will also try and put it into sparkpeople first so it will include nutrition information. Feel free to message me with any recipes you would like to share. I will be trying to keep the recipes I post fairly healthy, but I am always open to any recipe. It might be a bit before I post the first one since I just recently shopped and made a ton of soup and stuff, but get your ideas in if you have em!

Oh Wow, Some People Think I Am A Murder?! O.o (hunting Rant)
Okay I am going to start this off by saying, Your a fucking moron if you say you don't eat living things. Everything grown in a garden is liveing at one point all plants have to live to grow, duh lol. Anywoo, now I am a murder because I like to hunt. I do hunt for fun but I also eat most of what i kill and if i don't eat it someone or something dose. Not one bit of the animal gets wasted, and another thing atleast the animals i have killed has had a chance to live life. Unlike the packaged meat in your grocery store, those animals was raised to be slaughtered. And no I don't think I am better then anyone but i damn sure aint lower then lower then anyone just because i enjoy hunting. Okay well I am about done, just one more thing. If you disagree with hunting and you see some one has a hunting album on here. Don't fucking look.

Men Are Just Happier People
MEN ARE JUST HAPPIER PEOPLE NICKNAMES If Laura, Kate and Sarah go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Kate and Sarah. If Mike, Dave and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla and Four-eyes. EATING OUT When the bill arrives, Mike, Dave and John will each throw in $20, even though it's only for $32.50.. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back. When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators. MONEY A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need but it's on sale. BATHROOMS

Within Reach
A beauty like her,With dreams so well in reach.To learn anothers tongue,And to them ours teach. With herself she is content,And happy with her days.And from her heart,Her morals nver stray. I wish for the best for her,And may those eyes forever shine.For I am truely blessed by this beauty,To have as a friend of mine.