I hate CQ. It sucks, it gives you a lot of time to think about stuff that probably should never be thought of, actually. Lol. I know I bitch about being single, and I know that I'm the only one who can change my current situation, but I'm starting to wonder if there is anyone who can actually put up with my bullcrap! For instance, I talk WAY to much. There are times when MY ears want to bleed from listening to myself for as long as I do. Then let's factor in my indecisiveness. I can NEVER make up my mind about anything. I'm the one who has to get her food to go because she couldn't decide what she wanted when everyone else did. Seriously! I cuss, alot. I don't know why, I guess because the words were always a part of my parents vocabulary...who knows! But nobody wants to take a girl home to meet their parents and the first thing out of her mouth is, "Well, damn, it's for sure shittin' about damn time I met you guys!" =/ I also have a tendency to dwell on the past. Like, the what could've been's and the should've been's. It's one of my annoying habits. I don't know, maybe I'm thinking way to much, or just not thinking hard enough. I guess only time will tell. Blah, and I'm homesick. I miss my dog, and my sister. Lol. AND my mom's HOMEMADE sweet tea vodka, is the shit. I miss that, too. =/ BLEH'. Any ideas or suggestions for my current situation? Or just comments?