Have you ever felt.. those sad butterflies.. or the very hurtful ones.. yeah. thats how you make me feel you give me ALL kinds, but you don`t seem to care & theres nothing i can do about it... i feel horrible i hate this feeling, this feeling of self doubt, that i`m not good enough or something it sucks; i just want it to disapear, i want you to disappear, no i just want you to stop hurting me, leading me on, or whatever your doing. i hate it how i let you play with my heart, its out in the open.. and i let you crush it and then build it up again, and then let it fall to peices once more.. i should just lock up my heart & never give away the key. i can`t do this anymore, the hard thing is.. you've got me totally hooked, every time i see you, or hear your voice i go weak.. & it seems as tho theres nothing i can do about it and i just wish i could let you go.. & your not even THAT special.. just to me.. you have no idea. i don`t no how to explain the way i feel about you. i just ugh. whatever, break me again i don`t care.
