Frayed Knot FM2 DRK's blog: "why i do what i do"

I blog I blog I blog! When I have something to say..I blog. BLAH!

who reads this shit anyways? Maji, Bill, John, Robert, Jude, Claire, Denise, Jeremy, Hughie, Ian, Pete, or Jim? Maybe Jay, Dean, Bob, or Fred?

well that should sum up my list of blog entusiasts. I love you all for taking the few minutes to read what I type. I have sat here and read the blogs I have posted over the last few years. The poems I have shared and thoughts forever frozen in time in text. I know I have deleted some of the most erotic or personal ones I didnt really want to read again. Sorry if you noticed or missed them.

I can't blog what is in my mind today. Bill might strangle me if  I do. And I will prove him wrong and stick to my guns this time. I will be strong, and use some will power. I wish to cave and make the hurting stop. It is useless pain anyhow. All inside my mind is where it originates and dwells. I'd like to give up smoking too..but today won't be that day either.

Thanks for treating me to a wonderful night of fun and food Bill! You are always there for me. I wish I could say the same about me for you ;) We both know I am a shitty friend to have at times. Even when I am there I can make you wish I wasn't LOL!

I have been a lazy bum today..and that is acceptable today! Tomorrow I can't be, and the rest of the week as well will be filled with productivity.  I won't apologize for not being available because I have to do what I must. I know everyone understands this. I do hope all of you named above and anyone I may have left out have a most wonderful week ahead!! ;) many hugs and kisses for you all!