6:40 PM - This will be hard
I'm going to try and write a blog without saying the "F" word.
So Parker is getting better.
Hey.....ummm K so maybe I don't have much to talk about lately. Everything is the same. The same the same the same. April's trying to have a baby. I feel a little mixed up over that right now. It's like I want her to have one cuz hello.....as her best friend I better be the God-Mother. And it'd be nice to have a baby to steal every once in a while like I used to with Amandas kids. But then I know that thats a very greedy part of me that wants her to have one cuz I know I'M not ready for one of my own yet. But then the other part of me, the more sane one is thinking "wtf? She has the rest of her life....why have a baby at 21?" I can only say that I will be a good friend and be supportive and thats all. She has to make her own decisions, and not have people make them for her all her life. THOUGH I do think maybe she's having them for the wrong reasons. "Because everyone else is"?????
Before I have a kid, these are the questions I'm going to ask myself.
1. Am I financially able to raise this child at this point in time?
2. Do I know for certain that Alex is ready to be a Daddy?
3. Am I ready to be a Mommy?
4. Is this what I want for myself right now?
5. Am I ready for my vagina to be ripped/torn apart?......oh the agony.
Sorry had to throw that last one in there.
