Iv lost a lot of sleep
Cause of current events.
The joy that I had,
Came slower than it went.
I found a good women,
Thought she was heaven descent.
But Karma is cock blocking,
Got me fighting again.
All I want is attention.
A little appreciation.
A chance at something good,
I know I got the dedication.
My co workers, my friends,
Even my fam.
Stand by and watch me.
They just want to see me damned!
They cant stand to see me stand.
I need some help,
But they wont take my hand.
That’s ok,
Now I understand.
Ill climb to the top wit my own tow hands.
Iv fought too for too long.
Iv proved myself to be strong.
And it will be a cold day in hell,
Before I let someone prove me wrong.
I know what Iv earned.
I know what I want.
I know what I can do.
And I wont front.
For the first time in years,
Iv got a crush.
Its been some years sense Iv been crushed!
Man I got to get her.
I wont let him stop me!
She’s on my mind like crazy.
He’s on my ass constantly!
I cant let her go.
I cant shake him off!
Iv got to let her know.
Iv got to get him off!
Iv got to meet her standards.
I tried to meet his!
I’m coyote she’s road runner.
I’m his F--king kid!
I’m the better man.
The master at what I do.
I’m a busy man,
But I can make time for you.
I only ask for a chance.
Can I chill with you?
As for the man that calls himself Father.
I should have left you where you was.
Why did I bother?
We had a set deal.
I wasn’t going to come back.
But we changed anyway,
In hopes to change that.
I should have known better,
You’ll always be you.
Destroying kids lives,
But I belonged to you!
I cane from you!
And this is what you do?
Shameful!
Someone need to destroy you,
Like Kane did Able.
I would do it.
But I have better plans.
There are fare better things,
I can do with there hands.
Maybe you’ll see one day.
Maybe God will show you.
Maybe you’ll finally open your eyes,
To the thing I tried to show you.
Maybe you’ll die,
Blind to my greatness.
Your son is a master,
I’m what you where tried to make us.
