Fubar Blog Posts 4

Got A Great New Job
Anybody thats close to me knows October Eaton Corp one of the biggest Company's Worldwide Closed A bunch of plants here in the US an moved the work to Mexico an Japan Short History Eaton Corp They make everything from Automotive parts to Golf Grips to Eletric boxes in your houses..Up to date I've put in Quite a few apps an resumes i stopped counting after 100 I was stressing bad bills family a an all that the holidays made it worse but Dell Contacted me about my resume on Monster.com asked me to apply thru their website which i did they immediately called me in for a intervew which turned into 3 in 1 day cool they emailed me the following day to tell me i was not a qualified for the job then 1 week later they call me back an tell me they want me in for another interview Server support Tech well today I got the job I am bouncing off walls..I cant wait to start On the 22nd, pays great benifits rock i hope this 1 works out. Peace you guys rock

Night Angels Heros
HEY I WANTED TO SAY SOMETHING, I WANT ALL OF YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM NOT DOING THIS FOR THE POINTS OR RATES. I REALLY DONT CARE ABOUT THEM. ITS THE MEN & WOMEN WHO PROTECT US WHILE WE SLEEP IS WHY I AM DOING THIS. I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO ACKNOWLEDGE THE WIFES, HUSBANDS, SONS, DAUGHTERS, MOTHERS, AND FATHERS OF THESE SOLDIERS THAT MANY OF YOU HAVE A HARD JOB WHILE YOUR LOVED ONE IS AWAY OR HAS IN THE PAST. I SALUTE YOU AS WELL FOR A JOB WELL DONE!!! LOVE ALWAYS~ NIGHT ANGEL

Least Romantic Things To Say
Things best not said to keep the mood romantic Least Romantic Sayings "You're The Cheez Wiz on my Potato." "Being without you is like a biscuit without gravy." "I need you like someone with the squirts needs Pepto Bismol." "You make me so excited, I just can't hold my bladder." "I wanna be close to you like a leech on an abrasion." "I want you like a dog wants a muscular leg." "You mean more to me than a Buy one, Get one Free Coupon at Waffle House." "I want you more than a Romulan wants to kill a Klingon." "I want you more than the nastiest heroin addict needs a fix from a dirty needle." "Its either you or the dog but I gotta sleep with someone tonight!"

Salute Pics & Babyjesus' "god Envy"
Well I wont be levelling up because I refuse to give in to something that was intially created as a VOLUNTARY activity. Oh its voluntary but if you dont do it you'll be penalized? I could do a salute photo but now I'm not just on principle. Any cute pussy who whines to his majesty babyjesus gets her way and he changes rules and goes against his initial ideas. What pisses me off the most is the fact I was real enough to pay good money for a Cherry Blast a while back from my credit card which, by the way, is a common method of verification on other sites. I'd have to be pretty talented and crooked to fake a credit card. You can be sure I wont be spending any more money on this site. Nor will I be promoting it. Sure I only brought in 19 referrals but every little bit counts. But...god wannabes must play...

Today
Today has been the day from hell.... Woke up this morning to find my son standing in front of my shaking like a leaf ... pale and just fully upset .. scared the hell outta me .. come to find out .. he tried to miss a deer on his way to school and was in an accident .. Ok we can take care of this . he said he wanted to still go to school so I got him down there .. and all should be well.. Right ?? NO ..( actually just getting home from the hospital he's got wicked whiplash and a nice egg on his head poor kid ) . I get a call from my sister that one of her dogs decided to attempt his escape Thru the dog kennel . then with the whole kennel now aroudn his neck he started to make his way down the driveway ( which is about 200+ feet ..thank goodness their other dog was goin wild and they found him before he was hurt too bad .. had a few cuts n whatnot ..Im glad this day is coming to an end .. and Im feling that there may be a move in my near future like before I planned on leaving ( im expec

I Am Sorry Everyone.
Friends and Family., I am not feeling all so right and not good at all. I might not be on for the next few days.. SO please If I do not answer you right away.. or respond know it isnt you and I hope you understand. I will return any and all messeges when I return. I am feeling so bad. So.. agian.. I will return your "calls" and all in a few days. I have the best friends and family a girl can ever have. Peace! Love you all Cassandra.

Pain
twisting, turning, burning heart. make it stop. I want to die, I want to scream. I want to smile, I want to laugh. If it werent for my angels i wouldnt exist. my anger has taken over there is no turning back. dear god, give me the strength, to make this bad day go away. when i wake up, will i smile or will i be mad? will i feel stupid for crying myself to sleep....i wish this pill would kick in so i can rest....and make these thoughts go away.....i pray.

Bearabe Situation
There is one thing I have learned, and it is to be happy and thankful for what you are allowed to enjoy. I cannot begin to even try and fathom why the people that truly care about me do, I am just glad it is ok with them to do it. You can't just walk up to another person and say 'Give a fuck about me', no, it just has to occur. Something about them has to feel inspired to have feelings for you, and then they let themselves do exactly that. Occasionally, those feelings are different from the ones that are brought up by others, and a certain individual gets inside you, and changes everything. It is amazing when that happens, and you are lucky when you get to experience that special feeling. I would feel greedy and vulgar to think I should have that elegant emotion more than once, but when it does start to be reborn, you treat it like the treasure it is. You let it grow and change, and become whatever it is to become. You sit back and relax in the beauty and savor each and every morsel of

Sister Visiting
My sister is flying in this afternoon and will be here till Sunday. Then when she leaves I will be leaving for a conference i need to go to for my job and will return next Wednesday. It should be fun since it will be in Sunriver, OR... covered with snow for sure.

Chyah?
Lurking in the shadows, away from my prison cuffs, strike from the darkness, I never liked you just because. Tall dark and handsome, I'll hold your kids for ransom, psychotic motherfucker, I'll be famous like Chuck Manson.

The First Cherrytagz Contest!
You guys all kick soooo much ass!!! The love I am receiving is Amazing! So lets start the first CherryTagz.com contest!!! The rules: Make your own custom skin at Hosted by CherryTagz.com. Use it and leave a comment here saying you are entering. Contest opens now and will close next Friday Jan 12th, 2007. I will judge the winner. Friday at Midnite!!! WINNER GETS: A blog about their win! Their profile featured on CherryTagz.com! And a Platinum Cherry from the Gift Shop! My mad love!!! Good luck! and questions drop me a line Vlad

Celebrity Twin
WhOs YoUr CeLeB tWiN ? ? ? (wItH pIcS) FoR gUys And GirLs !!! Orlando BloomYour twin is Orlando Bloom!!!! You are fun and sexy. All the girls are lined up around the block for you. Your personality is alittle mysterious. You always look you best. You are also very popular with the guys and expecially the ladies. People should just call you Mr. Right.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

My Mouth Costs Me Once Again
Today my sister had her divorce hearing. Very simple you see, just show up at the court house with the lawyer and a couple of witnesses that can vouch that she and the mongoon she married have been seperated for a year. I tried my best not to go. I never liked this person she married, even before she married him. Nor do I care for his family. Just my preference. I am pretty picky about people I befriend, especially in the real life scene. Anywho, to continue my babble, she insist that I go, knowing that 98% of the time, my mouth speaks before my brain has even thought about thinking. I am not one that cares who hears me speak my mind. It's my mind and by God, my fat ass can speak it whenever I choose. SO, I really went in the courtroom trying to be nice. I was even smiling. OK, it was a shit eating grin, but hey, it looked like a fucking smile. I sit through all of the bullshit until it's my turn to take the little stand. The judge ask me the questions, I answer. This sh

To My "family"
To the 12 or so of you that I have in my Family List.....I want to add A picture of you all in my photos section...So if you could all be so kind to check first to see if you're in my family....and if you are, Let me know if I can add your picture to my gallery. I'm also going to be adding a few more of you to my family. If I can rip one from you, Let me know VIA here or VIA PrivateMessage or VIA Shoutbox. Thanks! I'm goin to go lay down for a while. I feel like chit. I'll be back to check this post later tonight. I really feel like a trainwreck.

..what Is Dirty?...
See... I noticed that mostly everything on CherryTap is NSFW and naughty... and I think I might try a bit of it. Some girls may call it being slutty...but.. I guess its kind of liberating, and everyone should give it a try.. Hmmm

Worst Night Of My Life
written july 26 2006 So it was six years ago tonight, I looked that man in the eyes, his face was so emotionless. "What happened, is he ok"? "no", the doctor said,” there was an accident, he didn’t make it". "What do you mean"? "what’s wrong with him?" my eyes searched for something, I don’t know what, I was so confused, I guess I just wanted to see sympathy, pity, sadness, sorrow, just something, but there was none. "Your brother, he died," that heartless son of a bitch told me. "NOOOO" I yelled at him, "you’re wrong, how do you know it was Daniel"? Tears pouring down my face this whole time, it just couldn’t be true, I just stood there, alone. As he reached into an envelope, I saw his wallet, "we found this, and this is him right"? "Yeah, but how do you know he didn’t drop it, it didn’t fall out of his pocket and get mixed up with someone else’s"? Again into that envelope, this time it was his cross, he wore that cross everyday, I knew what it was with only seeing the chain alone

Remembering Pt1 - Nother Poem For The Chonch
Remembering I by deeznutz I sit here remembering back in the days, Laughing at all the stupid shit we would say. Things like “toe grip” nobody knew what it was, But we said that shit anyways, just because. Remember sporting shit with our names, Anally, Chonch and DeezNutz? We wore that shit proudly, we gave no fucks. I sit here remembering to times before, Bitches were scared cause we were hardcore. Remember Joe Russell? He couldn’t take me down, Cause I’m one of the baddest bitches around. And you too girl, chicks would run and hide, No one was trying to be on your bad side. I sit here remembering all the things we have done, Smoking and shrooming, fuck…that shit was fun. Remember getting so drunk we couldn’t walk? We’d get so high I couldn’t talk. Puking and laughing all night long, Getting fucked up and ripping the bong I sit here remembering how great things were, When Tiny was kinky and Greg hated girls. Remem

The Woe Of Man!!!
Ok SO i am really not sure where to start with this. This shows me how much some parents truly do not give a flying fuck about their children. I have this applicant who is dying to join the Army. If he could keep the weed out of his system he would have been in a long time ago. He is sitting in my office as i type this at 1025hrs on 6 jan 07. I just found out that, the week of christmas his father spent in the hospital becuase of a crack overdose. His father left the hospital before he was supposed to came to the house in the middle of the night picked up his little brother and left for Columbus. This kid has no furniture, no food, has electricity nad running water and heat and thats it. he told me he has been rotating through friend house for food and to get laundry done. I want him to come stay with me so i can make sure he is taken care of, but i cannot becuase it is against the rules and regulation of a recruiter, I am at a complete and total loss as to what to do for this k

Why??? And Because.....
1. Ok so most of the friend requests lately are inquiring about my naughty pics... Ok I understand that... but to not even rate my regular pics, let alone my naughty ones really upsets me :o( I expect ratings at the very least, and i Adore comments.... even if its just one or two Please show me the love guys!!! Not just You are Hott lemmee see those pics...ok thanks Bye... ***POUTS*** 2. I am back with my boyfriend (of 4 yrs).... When He came back to talk to me the first night I showed him CherryTap and explained how much I love it and how happy it make me... the luv you guys show me. I told him it was a part of me now, and told him about how some couples "play" together on here.... he's pretty excited about it. This has opened up a whole new world for us, emotionally and sexually :o) So I just wanted to let you guys know... Im NOT available, but will continue to have "FUN" on Cherrytap with him right beside me. Anyways.... he loves the comments and messages I get. So plea

Please Vote For Me!!!
HEY TO ALL MY LOST CHERRY/ CHERRY TAPPIN' HOTTIE'S OUT THERE...I AM IN A CONTEST FOR: "METAL QUEEN" 2007 ON HARDROCKRADIOLIVE.COM PLEASE COME & VOTE FOR ME THERE, THE POLL'S ARE NOW OPEN AND THE WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED ON VALENTINE'S DAY...FEB.14TH THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT, KIZZE'S...THE BLACK WIDOW, A.K.A G-GURL

Why Don't Women Fan Men?
I see that a lot of "women" if they're even real, have TONS of fans and are quick to take a comment but lack the ability to leave a comment. Is having a ton of fans a status thing? Do you win a free car or something? I subscribe to the golden rule......do unto others. If all you care about are numbers....good luck with that. I'm here to network and meet interesting ppl. If you fan me, I'll fan you back. If you friend invite me.....same same. If you think you're hot cuz you have 847 fans but don't talk to any of em---you probably aren't. Showing your cleavage does NOT make you sexy.........or sexual for that matter. How do I know? Try me

Looking Back, And Forward!
To all my friends and fans, As I am starting to dig into 2007, I cannot help but look back on 2006. For me personally and professionally it was an amazing year. While I thought of the stuff I had done this past year I got a good laugh out of it all because some of it sounded really twisted and sick when put into list form. I mean, who else would have a list like this? In 2006: - Performed in front an audience of over 35,000 people in my hometown, Toronto, on New Year's Eve - Was seen by over 15 million people via a nationally broadcast T.V. special - Escaped from a steel vault being blasted with flamethrowers - Escaped from a Medieval torture manacle seconds before a drag car tore me apart - Was officially named, "The World's Most Extreme Escape Artist" by Ripley's Believe it or Not - Was featured in a full page spread on my career in the internationally distributed Ripley's book titled, "Expect the Unexpected!" - Did my first tour of Germany and the

Umm
just bitchin a bit here.. Im not very much a people person.. at least to no one that isnt a friend.. but thats why im here right?? make some friends.. whatever may happen right?? but to wake up and find people bitchin in my cherry mail.. then to get stomped around by comments and all for what? for some fukkin cherry points huh? my points are no matter to me... i want to make even a handful of good friends and that makes my clicking time worth it here. is it worth it???

Un-answered Messages :o(
Hey Everybody, I just want to take a minute and apologize for my tardiness in answering your messages or thanking you for placing comments and for rating me, friending me and especially for all the beautiful gifts. If you didn’t hear back from me, PLEASE don’t think I’m ignoring you!!! My message box is so backed up I can’t believe it!! – Please don’t give up because I really luv hearing from you! I know I’ve been a bad girl, I guess you’re just gonna have to put me over your knee and give me big spanking! Kinky Canadian Kisses Rachel Heart aka DirtyGirl xoxx

Nonsence
What is up with people? Are they just that socially retarded that they can't accept the fact that there is life away from the pc? And you with the rude comments quit being anal retentive and deal with your problems instead of taking it out on people you don't know. Oh and stop sugar coating what you say! Nobody in society is important enough to dumb yourself down over,ever. Granted this is the best attention whore site ever but jumping jesus on a pogo stick everything is supposed to be taken in moderation! Like my ranting for instance,only in small doses! I'm betting that a majority of people wouldn't walk around flashing their tits or handing random people pictures of their penis. Although it's hilarious, it's also very sad. Watch some porn and have some "me time" atleast you'd be fucking someone you love...

A Woman Should
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... one old love she can imagine going back to... and one who reminds her how far she has come... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a m

The Bem Sex Role Inventory
should i be worried, this is twice I have took gender tests and twice it says i am more like a guy? My score on The Bem Sex Role Inventory Test: Masculine(You scored 60 masculinity and 46 femininity!)You scored high on masculinity and low on femininity. You have a traditionally masculine personality. Link: The Bem Sex Role Inventory Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Final Grf Post
I want to close out the Ford chapter. And thank you everyone who made comments or points on the Ford pics. I really don't care about points and such but it does show people are paying attention. I've been asked about how I knew Jerry Ford so I thought I'd tell it here. I had met Congressman Ford a number of times and was part of a group that was addressed in the Rose Garden and then shook hands with him in the Oval Office. 18 months later I was a news director on a college radio station that virtually no one listened to. I had a press pass for the day before and the day of the election. So I was with him at the airport, followed behind in the White House press corps bus, and was with him for his final two campaign speeches back in his hometown of Grand Rapids. Over the past week I have been touched by the outpouring of our commmunity in welcome him back. There were about 57,000 people who waited in line up to 8 hours to pay their respects at his casket. And these peopl

Why Do Most Men Want To Play Games?
HOW COME MOST THE MEN I MEET OR TALK TO JUST WANT SEX? OR THEY WANT TO CYBER SEX WITH YOU?ARE THERE ANY MEN LEFT ON THIS EARTH WHO WANT MORE? DON'T MEN WANT TO FALL INLOVE ANY MORE?I HAVENT MET ONE IN A VERY LONG TIME,THEY ACT ALL SWEET AND SHIT MAKE YOU FEEL SPECIAL AND HAPPY,LIKE YOUR WORTH MORE THEN JUST A FUCK,THEN THEY USE YOU.THEN YOUR THINKING TO YOURSELF(WELL MAYBE I WAS PUT ON THIS EARTH TO JUST HAVE SEX HELL THATS ALL MEN WANT ME FOR)I DO HAVE A HEART AND FEELINGS AND LOVE TO GIVE,SO WHY DONT MEN WANT THAT?WHY IS IT JUST SEX?

True Friendship
I am in an ok mood today concidering at this time in my life things suck. but i wont go there at this time. I was really hoppin to make friends and all here and it just seems like all people want are naked pics. If i did not have any up would u even be my friend honestly?? I know i have a BIG chest and all but is that all u really see? What color are my eyes? what is my favorite food? what do i want to do with women? What are my sexual fanisys? do u even know do u even want to .... I am just so fustrated by all the fake people out here sayin they want to be my friend. Yet are way to busy to chat dam is that not what a friend is for to calll at 4 am and cry on their shoulders?? To me that is true friendship and i want to know who really is that kind of a friend!! Terry

Inside Myself
I sit here..peering inside myself..as the tears run down my cheeks.. wondering ...how did i get this way?.... what is wrong with me...how can one person feel so much pain?...I can renmeber even as a young child being so miserable because i was convinced that i was this terrible person... I remeber actually enjoying physical punishment because it was a pain that went away and a pain that distracted from the torment that was ripping through my chest....belts and fists to ease the suffering. As a teen things got worse.. I internalized everything and was so starved for affection that i would emotionally leech onto the first person that bestowed even the slightest bit of affection on me... and the hurt with my parents got worse.. my father was an abusive man that i chose to sever ties with at the age of 7, and my mother was always focused on her her work and the new man of the time, wich for most of my growing up was my stepfather. I never came right out and told my mom the hell that he was

Ughhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
WELL LAST NIGHT MY SISTER WRECKED MY OTHERS SISTERS CAR......WE ALL HAVE INSURANCE SO ITS NOT A BAD THING ......THE BAD THING IS SHE WAS FUCKING DRUNK ,FUKED UP HER FACE AND THE WHOLE TIME THE ONLY THING SHE WORRIED ABOUT IS IF HER BOYFRIEND IS PISSED AT HER AND I GOT SO MAD I WANTED TO JUST KICK HER IN THE ASS BUT INSTEAD I CAME HOME TOOK CARE OF HER CALLED THE COPS IN THE MORNING PLUS MY SISTER WHOS CAR SHE WRECKED AND ITS ALL HANDLED BUT THE THING THATS PISSED ME OFF IS SHE DOESNT SEEM TO GET IT U CANT DRINK AND DRIVE AND FUK SOMEONES CAR UP THEN EXPECT EVERYONE ELSE TO TAKE CARE OF IT....BUT SHE IS MY SISTER SO UGHHHHH......JUST VENTING....

My Question
I THOUGHT THE LOVE WE HAD WAS GOING TO BE FOREVER BUT AS THE DAYS WENT BY, I SAW IT WAS NEVER GOING TO GET BETTER AS I SAT BACK AND WATCHED YOUR PAIN GROW I KNEW THERE WOULD BE A DAY THAT YOU WOULD GO NOW I AM ALL ALONE BROKEN AND BLUE WHY DID YOU HAVE TO HURT ME? WHERE DID I GO WRONG, WHAT WAS I TO DO? WAS YOUR LOVE FOR ME NOT TRUE? THESE QUESTIONS COME NOT FROM MY MOUTH IT IS SOMETHING I CARRY FROM WITHIN THE LOVE I HAD FOR YOU I GUESS YOU NEVER KNEW I TRIED SO HARD TO MAKE YOU BETTER WHY DID YOU NOT CARE ENOUGH TO MAKE IT LAST FOREVER?

Daddy's Day
Her hair up in a pony tail, Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why, the kids might not understand If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates, on this Daddy's Day. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees, A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called, A student from the class To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to stare. Each of them were searching For a man who wasn't there. "Where's her daddy at?" She heard a boy call out.

Old Herb Names - New Updates
Tongue of Dog? Blood of Goose? Do you really think witches cut of tongues off dogs? Or take blood from geese? Ummm...NO! They were just pseudonym names for the herbs to keep them secret. Here are some old time names for herbs: A A Bone of an Ibis: Buckthorn Adder's Tongue: Dogstooth Violet; Plantain A Titan's Blood: Wild Lettuce A Lion's Hairs: Tongue of a Turnip [i.e., the leaves of the taproot] A Man's Bile: Turnip Sap A Pig's Tail: Leopard's Bane A Hawk's Heart: Heart of Wormwood An Eagle: Wild Garlic Ass's Foot or Bull's Foot: Coltsfoot B Bat's Wing: Holly Leaf Bat's Wool: Moss Bear's Foot: Lady's Mantle Bird's Eye: Germander Speedwell Blood: Elder sap or another tree sap Blood from a Head: Lupine Blood from a Shoulder: Bear's Breeches Blood of Ares: Purslane Blood of a Goose: Mulberry tree's sap Blood of a Hamadryas Baboon: Blood of a spotted gecko Blood of Hephaistos: Wormwood Blood of Hestia: Chamomile Blood of a Snake: Hematite Bl

Vivki
Vicki A child gave me a rose one-day as I passed her on the street. Though her hair was dirty and no shoes were on her feet. I gave this child a dollar and turned to catch the bus. And as I took my seat I smiled and waved as we drove off in the dust. Each day I came to wait for her, This dirty little child. With her dirty head of hair, unbrushed unkempt, and wild. One morning I bought a pair of shoes and I shod those little feet. And she looked to me like an angel, with her smile so small and sweet. Each day I bought her roses and gave them each away. But continued buying her roses each and every single day. I found her name was Vicki and we began to talk. In the evenings we would spend some time in leisurely little walks. Then one day I fell too ill called off and went to bed. Keeping little Vicki, her smile within my feverish head. The next day I waited all alone, but Vicky never came. And then some lady told to me of an accident that happ

I'm This Guy
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WON'T pressure you to do things you DON'T want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because I'm looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't li

My Work
LIKE A CANDLE WITH A FLAME THAT NEVER DIES,THROUGH GOOD AND BAD I'LL BE BY YOUR SIDE. WHENEVER YOU FALL I'LL BE THERE TO BRIGHTEN YOUR DAYS,NO MATTER WHAT I'LL TAKE YOUR PAIN AWAY. FORGET WHAT PEOPLE SAY AND WHO CARES WHAT THEY THINK BECAUSE YOU ARE A PRECIOUS JEWEL IN YOUR OWN WAY. I'LL BE THE SHADOW THAT ALWAYS FOLLOWS YOU,BE LIKE AN ANGEL BY YOUR SIDE HELP YOU THROUGH YOUR TOUGHEST TIMES. EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE FELT GRIEVE AND SO HAVE I DON'T EVER GIVE UP NEVER STOP TRYING, JUST KEEP YOUR FAITH AND PRAY HARD AND DEEP,BECAUSE GOD IS GOOD AND IF YOU ASK YOU WILL SEE. KEEP YOUR FAITH- TAMMY- NEVER GIVE UP EVER. MUCH LOVE..... PAPI

Looking For Her
im here and looking trying to find that miss right. its been hard and long but i hope to one day find her. i get tired of the being single gig and i just wanna be happy and have a loving caring woman by myside. i hope soon ill find someone.

The Wiccan Rede
The Wiccan Rede (Full Version) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail. When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, love wil

Something I Got In An Email Today Please Read
BEING A MOTHER After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you." The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. "What's wrong, are you well," she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much. That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I

F&%k U Fakers
ok so i woke up on the wrong side of the bed but FUCKING FUCK im sick of the fakes - grow up - i am no fucking barbie doll but at least i put up pics that are of me - i mean really u are reading comments that ppl are writting about other ppl NOT YOURSELFS u dumbass losers am sick to death being over taken in the rankings and legends by fake ppl who rip other porn queens pics i cant fucking compete with that so grow some fucking balls and put real ones up and stop stealing other ppls it like since we got rid of oneclickvicky they have multiplied by the friggin dozen GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR TO ALL U FAKERS U FUCKING FAKE WHORES!!!!! [[now i feel much better]]

Orgasms 101
An orgasm is a many-splendored thing. Okay, sometimes it's not so splendid. There, I said it. There is a hierarchy of orgasms and I intend to fully flesh it out. Consider this a public service announcement. 1. The Oh-Oh-Oh-Yeah-Yeah-That's-It-Mmm-Yeah--Oh. This "orgrasm" is usually coupled with some half-hearted hand beatings on the bed. There may be an attempt to throw the head back and forth. This, gentlemen, is also known as "The Fake Orgasm." 2. The It's Not Going To Happen So Please Stop. This is obviously not a true orgasm, as you almost got there, he worked so hard, the timing and pressure and all of it was going so well...and then he fucked up. He may try and dodge back and recoup, but with this one, it's just not going to happen. A body can only take so much frustration. Men are always bitterly disappointed with the It's Not Going To Happen. 3. The Hiccup. A Hiccup is an orgasm that happens so fast, and is so slight, you barely notice it. The lover may

Roadside Angels
Roadside Angels Years after an angel gave my car a 'jump start,' I was able to pass on the kindness to a blue-eyed stranger. By Holly Hale-Haug My son and I have had at least two experiences we believe were with angels. The first incident happened when my son was about 6-years-old. I had finished shopping at K-mart and was getting into my car when I discovered the battery was dead. I propped my car's hood up and asked everyone who passed if they had jumper cables, but no one did. We waited for what seemed like an eternity, but no one else came. Suddenly, an older truck appeared out of nowhere and a man asked if I needed a jump. When I said yes, he told me that years ago his car battery had also died and someone had helped him. Ever since then, he carried jumper cables to help others. We talked about the community, about where we lived, and about churches. He said he had gotten a little put off by church, and I told him he should "keep the faith" and go back to one, even if

Shroom Trip
As I wandered so far down the trail, deeper and deeper into the woods, the moonlight that earlier so brilliantly illuminated my path was now almost completely blocked out by the monstrous trees which surround me. They seem to pulsate in the night, giving off this strange vibrating sensation. In a sudden flash, a pale-green, what appeared to be a boulder, came crashing through the trees, thrashing them aside like duckpins on a professional bowlers best shot. It all happened so fast that, at what seemed to be(and in my opinion should have been) the dreaded moment of impact, the ground felt as if it gave way and I was being pulled through this gelatinous based substance. When it finally stopped pulling me in I was surrounded by this immensly beautiful, as far as the eye could see, illuminated lime-green gelatin. I was drowning... ... and for a split second, a second which seemed to last a lifetime, I didnt care. I didnt care. Not because I wanted to die, no, but because I felt unexp

Something Stupid
We Need To Have A Talk... After just a few years of marriage filled with constant arguments, a young man and his wife decided the only way to save their marriage was to try counseling. They had been at each other's throats for some time and felt that this was their last straw. When they arrived at the counsellor's office, the counselor jumped right in and opened the floor for discussion. "What seems to be the problem?" Immediately, the husband held his long face down without anything to say. In contrast, the wife began talking 90 miles an hour, describing all the wrongs within their marriage. After 15 minutes of listening to the wife, the counselor went over to her, picked her up by her shoulders, kissed her passionately and sat her back down. Afterwards, the wife sat speechless. The marriage counselor looked over at the husband, who stared in disbelief. The counselor said to the husband, "Your wife NEEDS that at least twice a week!" The husband scratched his head a

I Apologize....
OK so sometimes i jump the gun on some things...So i want to take the time to say i am sorry to someone..I was talking to someone online and we were talking and then he made a comment and i took it the wrong way, and thought he was the biggest ass..So i want to say i am sorry for that and i hope that we can be friends. I guess with the whole bad thing about a guy cheating on me i took it out on him when he made an innoncent comment...I guess it takes alot for me to trust someone and when i misjudged him it wasnt fair to him...I thought that i would say it here to let him know that i was wrong also!!

What Kind Of Friend Am I?
So, I've got a lot of friends at this point. What can you expect of me as your friend? I will leave an occasional comment on your page. I will always return love left for me. I will answer shouts and emails. I will rate your default pics when you become my friend, as well as comment as I feel the urge, unless I'm really really short on time, in which case I will try to remember to go back and do it. I would really hope for the same courtesy. I think about 10% of my friends actually rate my default pics, let alone the rest of my pics. Mostly people only rate my NSFW pics, which is nice, but doesn't help me :). I will do my best to remember your birthday if I know it. (See the blog posting Birthday Love.) I will do my best to keep up with blog postings, and to a lesser extent, new pics. If you let me know you're trying to level, I'll do my best to help you out (if I have time). On the other side of the coin: I will dump you from my friends list if I don't

Wrestling
My friend Carla thinks I am nuts for watching Monday night Raw but..... Has anyone ever seen DX? Are they not two of the HOTTEST guys that you have ever seen? Guys that look like that and tknow that they are super sexy is a instant turn-on for those of us that will admit it. Well by god I admit there is nothing that I would'nt do for them or better yet to them. Y ou guts might be laughing at me now but it will be smiling tonight when I go to bed thinking about those 2 hot and sexy guys. Give this a 10 if you agree.

It Hurts
is love supposed to hurt so much? are you supposed to forgive the one you love no matter what they've done? just forget about the hurt they've inflicted when they're down? or the hurt that they've allowed others to inflict on you? when you find the one that finaly speaks to your heart with their first word you think you'll indure anything, do anything to keep them in your life. but when truly pushed to your limit by them & by the ones they keep in their life, what are you to do? keeping them in your life hurts but removing them hurts even more. i'm tired of crying myself to sleep. i'm tired of the what if's. but i'm too old to play games or to deal with the drama games bring. is it too much to ask for to find someone that doesn't have too many issues?

Tomorrow Is D-day!!!(testing)
Tomorrow I have to be at the hospital at 7 am for a series of blood tests I have to have each and every month!!! Some of you know that I am a breast cancer survivor, but know that I lost my left breast in the process... Thats why I have implants!!! Neways at a routine check the other day my dr found 3 lumps in my right breast. Tomorrow I go for a biopsy and to be honest with you I am scared to death!! Many of you know I have 2 small kids who are my world who depend on me every day!!! I ask that each of you say a prayer for me tonight that things will turn out right!! My grandmother died of this disease at 39...Therfore I am really very nervous each month I go in!!!! Just remember me if only for a brief moment and think good thoughts!!! Love yall, Chele

And I Cry Out
I dont know how it feels so alone scared unforgiven And i Cry out Inside i feel such pain sadness, etched on my face tears dried and stained I saw myself in the mirror and i didnt recognize who i was I am nothing, left to fear Silence like chains And your words left me Beaten, Dead

Tristen
This past September I decided to try to put Tristen into a preschool to get thim ready for school in September. I am a stay at home mom and enjoy spending lots of time with my kids but Tristen is having a bit of a speech problem. So I was told the best thing for him is to be in a preschool. So after trying to call preschools to get him on a waiting list I finally got pissed off and went right the my local YMCA to put him on the preschool waiting list. To find out that he can start right away. I am on ontario works so I also have to apply for subsidy to help pay for preschool costs. So I called subsidy yesterday to make an appointment for Monday the 15th at 2:30pm I am preapproved. I called the preschool back to let them know I have appointment and get a list of the things Tristen will need. They tell me indoor shoes, backpack, swim shorts, towel, change of clothes and water wings. They got swimming Tuesdays at the YMCA pool. With my luck I have a hard time trying to find a place with w

Anticipation
The time has come. I have watched you for longer than you know. I know your route, your habits. Tonight, I will make you mine. How I long to feel you struggle in my arms. I relish the feel of my hand pressed firmly against your lips, sealing in your cries for help. I can picture your flesh as the ropes encircle your limbs and render you helpless. I've planned it all out. Your home will be easy to break into. I'll enter your room, silent as the night, and you will be unaware of my presence until it is too late. I'll press your face into the bed, muffling your screams, and pin your body with my weight as I bind you tightly. Your elbows will be cinched tight, your legs bent back and bound so you remain accessible. Once secured, I'll turn you over. You'll try to scream, but your panties will be ripped from your body and stuffed into your mouth. I won't stop there. I like my victims well-gagged, and the panties will be joined by a large sponge ball. Your mouth is cra

Insanity
Twenty Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 4. Put your trash can on your desk and label it, "In." 5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for three weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. 6. In the memo field of all your checks write, "For Smuggling Diamonds". 7. Finish all your sentences with, "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk. 10. Order a diet water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify that your drive-through order is, "To Go." 12. Sing along at the opera. 13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme. 14. Put

Im Sick
So Monday morning, i woke up at 3 am with extreme chest pains. around 4 am i was throwing up.. it started normal then i started throwing up blood, my muscles were spazming and i could barely see... i went to the ER and they doped me up with nausea meds and morphine, and sent me home with a clean bill.... today i am still feeling weak and throwing up. I havent eaten in two days, and the docs still have no idea what is wrong with me... So i ask that you all wish me luck and hope that nothing is seriously wrong with me.... i wont be on for a while.. so just keep me in your thoughts.. i will keep you posted when i can on how i am doing...

Wanted: A New Life
I have decided that as of today I am no longer happy with the life i was given. I blame the salesman, he said it would be mildly chaotic with a touch of ginger. I'm getting the chaos, yet no spicy aftertaste. So as of today I have decided to trade my life for someone elses. It's a mildly damaged life, not too many miles, but they were hard miles. THe engine runs, but is slow to start in the mornings, rockstar helps that. Come midday expect annoying aches and pain. Towards evening a general feeling of dread and uselessness will lull you to sleep. So if anyone wants a maudlin, depressive existence i am willing to trade cheap. Maybe something in a disenfrachised transient. Possibly a milk man. Anyways. blurg...

Fan Me, Rate Me, Just Do Me!!! Its Just A Damn Joke Goofy!
"Hi and welcome to my page, My name is “Little Dick” and I'm a model for "Little Dick" Mag; I am currently going to school and must find away to supplement my income so I have resorted to taking off my clothes and showing my “little dick” to you and everyone else; I am also here to find the woman of my dreams and flirt and squirt for every women that knocks on my page. She don't need any boobies or makeup to score with this Little Hunk of a man just write me and we'll make wonderful music together; oh please Fan me, rate all my pictures and buy my soiled underwear.....LMFAO" Also visit my web page at; www.littledickhead.com P.S My entire “little dick” pictures are fake as hell and you know what? You don’t care because you like it and want more of it….LMAO Little Dick

Personal Survey
I was asked to do this so here it goes...be gentle with me LOL ANSWER HONESTLY OR DON'T BOTHER! Age/Sex: 36/Male Are you a virgin? It's been 4 months, so I feel like one If so you can stop now, If not how many people have you slept with? The right amount so far Dated? Post HS -- 5 Kissed? Post HS -- More than 5 Been in love with? 2 Told you love? 2 Told they loved you? 5 How many relationships? 5 Longest? Shortest? 15 years/a few months Best and worst? Angie/All good Info about your first girl/boyfriend? Kelly...small, very sweet, gave in to easily to everyone (including me) Info about your first love? Amy...sure we were gonna marry, cheated on me in college Last girl/boyfriend? Angie Last love? Angie (and current) How many people you dated seen you naked? All of them Ever have a one night stand? Yes Ever slept with someone and regretted it? Not really How many regrets? n/a Where did you lose your virginity and to whom? Amy's grandmother's attic Was it everythin

I Deserve It...
I wanna be with a man who will treat me right. I deserve it. I want to be able to walk around with me head held high. I deserve it. I want to be able to look past all that bothers me and look on the bright side. I deserve it. I want to be able to succeed in all I do. I deserve it. I want to feel loved. I deserve it. I deserve to be with a man who will treat me right. (I am a good woman) I deserve to walk around with my head held high. (I am a classy woman) I deserve to look past all that bothers me. (I am a strong woman) I deserve to succeed in all I do. (I am a hardworking woman) I deserve to feel loved. (I am a woman) ((its a work in progress))

Just A Quick Stop...
...to say hello! As many of you know I have 5 new puppies and am now caring for three toddler girls...I'm busy as all hell but I wanted to make sure everyone knew I was thinking of them... get code @ MyHotComments

I Am Hurting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This goes out to all the people that want to say they "Love Me", are my friends, care about me, or think they even know what I am feeling sometimes. Will start off with the ones that say they "Love Me." Their are 4 of you and of the 4 only 1 matters to me. The first one I am referring to just admitted to me that over the past 6 years has been playing with my emotions. Telling me that she "loves Me", but as soon as her boyfriend gets out of jail I am no good to talk to. You also say that you want me to be happy, but yet you say those things that hurt so much. The next one goes out to the one that has no idea what she wants in this world. She has no clue of who I am, but she "Love's Me" and still she talks shit about herself. She says that she can wait for me but I don't want you to and nor would I ask you to. The 3rd one wants what is best for me and has my best interest in mind. She only wants me to be happy and if it is not with her she is ok with it. The first 2 come o

( Miltarily Inept Idiot ) Bush To Defy Army Chiefs In Iraq Push
Please Rate This Blog - Use The Box to your LEFT WHEN George Bush goes before the American people to outline his new strategy for Iraq, he will be doing something he has avoided since the invasion in March 2003: ordering his top military brass to take action they initially resisted and advised against. The President will lay out his plan about 1pm Sydney time. Mr Bush talks often of his disdain for micro-managing the war effort and second-guessing his commanders. "It's important to trust the judgement of the military when they're making military plans," Mr Bush said last month. "I'm a strict adherer to the command structure." But over the past two months, as the security situation in Iraq has deteriorated and US public support for the war has dropped, Mr Bush has pushed back against his top military advisers and the commanders in Iraq: he has fashioned a plan that adds about 20,000 troops to the 132,000 US service members already there. As Mr Bush plans it, the military

The One I Adore
The one I adore ( inspiration) Current mood: happy I got this feeling I felt once before It's got me believing Loves knocking on my door Open my eyes to what I'm seeing From a heart once tore It's you that has my heart beating and I want more Take a step into my heart Take a jump into my life and take my breath away Take a walk into my dreams Take a leap into my arms and take my breath away I got this emotion I felt once before It caused me so much commotion and now I'm fighting for I want your heart and devotion This feeling I cant ignore So bring yourself in my direction because I want more Take a step into my heart Take a jump into my life and take my breath away Take a walk into my dreams Take a leap into my arms and take my breath away I finally found my happiness Because of you I'm believing I'm no longer feeling bitterness It's you that I am adoring Inside I'm feeling completeness With you it's a new awakening In your arms c

Miss Cherry Tap Demands A Recount In The Sexiest Cherry Contest !
One only need look at Miss Cheery Tap to see that she should have easily won the Title of Sexiest Cherry. CLICK on The Above Picture To See What Is Good For You CLICK HERE To Check Us Out Today "

Pre Booty Call Agreement
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____day of __________, 2007, by_______________________, between ____________and______________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup, " unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 9. No calling each other "friends with privileges" we are not friends, just sex buddies. 10. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK - do

Pardon Me....
As some of you know, I recently posted a few stash items regarding the notorious serial killer, Jeffrey Lionel Dahmer. Please do not think I am sick, twisted, psychotic or anything of the sort. As I was browsing videos on YouTube two nights ago, I ran acorss the A&E Biography and found myself drawn into watching them all.. After that I started to watch a bio on Theodore Robert Bundy... Had to stop there... I almost forgot that people like this actually existed.. By the way, I DO own the orginal Dahmer movie that was made right after the arrest of Jeffrey Dahmer.. There was a remake, which I also onw, (along with the Ted Bundy movie, etc etc... )but it was not half as.... well, I won't say "good"... but I hope you understand what I mean.

Results Are In
I called the doc's office yesterday afternoon and was to there is no evidence of malignancy. So its negative.. So know just to get the stitches out next week . it's not a pretty site watching a me scratch at my breast all day lol. Just want to take this time and thank everyone who was there for me. It really meant alot to me. much love jen

This Is My Writing
A friend asked me to post my blog from another site to here so.. Here it is. I don't write often actually I never write. (I think It's because my mom does.) When I write I don't use Grammer and I don't check spelling. I just right and walk away so I can't screw it up by fixing it. Anyway here it is Bridges Current mood: contemplative My days drift by following the road of bridges and paths in life. Burning my bridges as I go, Ive crossed many bridges in the last few months with matches in hand.Thinking Im walking to a place I belong. Paths begin to fade as I lose my direction. I dont mind being lost, why should it matter. Ill find another path, another bridge. As I emerge from a dark direction that has torn me apart I see a path as beautiful and perfect as I can imagine, the path that I thought could not exist. It seemed so perfect as I walked along it. I think to myself, although Ill find other paths that are beautiful, it may be the last time I find a path like t

For Those Askin!
About My kids...hopefully this will help :) The more I look around here the more I think people have forgotten the important stuff. How many of you know anything about your friends? Or have even sent a message asking? Perhaps we all are not just another pretty face. Behind every person here there is a life, a story and I am sure and interesting one. I don't open up to people. I try not to get close to people. Anyhow I thought I would tell whoever cares to read this blog a little about my family. I have 4 Children. Identical Twin Girls--Taylor and Tatiana they are 8 years old. Then I have my son Trevor who is 7. Finally I have a 3year old name Torie or as she likes to be called "George" (Long story ---think bugs bunny and the abomnibale snow man) Every one of my kids has some sort of delay or disability. Taylor is OCD(obsessive compulsive) she suffers from anxiety as well and is on meds to help with it. Tatiana has Mild Cerebral Palsy and some learning problems. She walks but he

Candle Magick
One of the simplest of magical arts which comes under the heading of natural magick is candle burning. It is simple because it employs little ritual and few ceremonial artifacts. The theatrical props of candle magick can be purchased at any department store and its rituals can be practiced in any sitting room or bedroom. Most of us have performed our first act of candle magick by the time we are two years old. Blowing out the tiny candles on our first birthday cake and making a wish is pure magick. This childhood custom is based on the three magickal principals of concentration, will power and visualization. In simple terms, the child who wants his wish to come true has to concentrate (blow out the candles), visualize the end result (make a wish) and hope that it will come true (will power). The size and shape of the candles you use is unimportant, although highly decorative, extra large, or unusually shaped candles will not be suitable as these may create distractions when th

Dicks, Cocks, Schlongs
*sigh* I really like this site. I'm glad someone finally came up with an adult oriented sight. And I think it's a WONDERFUL thing that grownups can hang out and hook up and network, and not worry about kids bein' around. I like the whole nsfw thing. But jeez. I mean, I like naked people. But I guess I was expecting a little more than just body parts when I'd wander on over to the "private" "adult" and "nsfw" pics. I'M REALLY TIRED OF SEEING BORING BODY PARTS. I don't find body parts sexy. I guess I was looking for more eroticism. I've come across a lot of pics of guy's dicks. I mean, I don't have a problem at all with seeing them. But I guess I find it a little sad that so many seem so desperate to have you "rate and comment" on pictures of their dicks. It SCREAMS insecurity. I won't ever comment on these, even if I wasn't in a monagamous relationship and doing so would be in bad taste. I'm going to say this one time, in big bold caps: GUYS, YOUR DICKS ARE JU

I'm Almost....
I'm almost a cherry PIMP..I just need over 2500 points....I've been commenting, rating, fanning a ton of people today..I've reached my limit as far as stashes are concerned... So anyone thats not too busy..Could you possibly check to see if you've rated my pics, stash, profile..etc.?

Hate Those Fake Ass Contests!!!!!!!!
YES THERE ARE SOME USERS LIKE THAT WHO WANT TO USE PEOPLE TO GO TO HIGHER LEVEL KELLY MS PASSIONSCREATIONS.COM WHO THINK THEY ARE REAL BUT ORGANISE A FAKE ASS CONTEST .... SO BECAREFUL NEXT TIME FRIENDS AS LADIES LIKE HER JUST WANT TO GET ATTENTION AND WANT TO GO HIGHER UP ON LEVEL.... IN START SHE WAS ON ABOUT YES I WILL COUNT RATINGS AND COMMENTS BOTH BUT IN THE END SHE WAITED TILL HER FRIEND GOT A LEAD OF 25 COMMENTS AND WHEN SHE COUNTED SHE COUNTED RATING AS 1 COMMENT NOW EVERY ONE KNOWS IN EACH AND EVERY CONTEST YOU HAVE TO COUNT SINGLE RATING EQUALS TO 10 COMMENTS SO MY PICTURE WAS RATED 16 TIMES MORE THAN HER FRIEND.... SHE KNEW THAT I AM WINING SO SHE COUNTED RATING AS 1 AND ANOTHER PROOF THAT SHE WANT HER FRIEND TO WIN IS THIS THAT GO AND HAVE A LOOK AT HER BULLETIN SAYS MAKE HER FRIEND WIN ... DID YOU GUYS EVER SEEN AN ORGANISER TAKING SIDE OF ONE CONTESTANT ;) IT SHOWS EVERYTHING I DONT GIVE A DAMM ABOUT THREE DAYS BLAST AS I ALREADY HAVE LOT OF FRIENDS

Dope
dope was my only hope out of the hood started using to just to be able to cope no hope for me at the end of the tunnel no light nothing in sight but depth of a soul filled with needles and holes i fill my body with this dope to cope with pain of everyday life no solution to problems just a quick fix a couple of licks a high to get me by nothing to live by nothing to hope for the dope has finally taken over me nothing but numbness i have succumb to this dope in hopes of having something more but ended up a product of its destructiveness dead to all but the suppliers who feed me my need whether it be weed or heroin the syringe the pipe fufill my every need and want while my soul is haunted by the paranoia i am nothing without this dope its my only hope to survive.

The Nickname Explanation..
Pastor Redneck??? Alright alright, I explain. It's nothing fancy or catchy mind you, but I liked it! My friends have gererally referred to me as the redneck of the bunch, even in my bleached spiked hair, 4 inch goatee punk phase a few years back. It made sense though seeing as how I was the beer chugging, finger flipping, pickup truck driving one of the bunch, just to name a few things. So as football season approached, I joked to my buddy, nicknamed "Doggie James" (check him out on my friends list), that "Sunday morning services" would be held at what was already dubbed, "Casa de Redneck". My big screen tv would be the podium, and we would of course drink the sacramental beer, and since my grandfather is a real Southern Baptist minister, pastor and redneck fell into place. Just fyi when Doggie James referres to "services at Casa de Redneck", or "Pastor Redneck's congregation", lol. If that explains it, great, if not, hell I like it anyway!

I Know That Y'all Are Going To Hate Me For This But....
FYI ~~~ MZ. PONYGIRLSUE IS LEAVING ON VACATION ONCE AGAIN Ok folks, I know it is not fair, but I wanted to let you guys know that I am going to be going on vacation once again. Mark & I are taking another cruise vacation. This time it is an 11-day Western Caribbean cruise aboard the Norwegian Dawn. We will be making stops at Great Stirrup Cay in the Bahamas, Cozumel in Mexico, Belize City in Belize, Roatan in Honduras, George Town in Grand Cayman, and finally Ocho Rios in Jamaica before heading back to New York which is where we are saillng from. I will be gone from January 28th to February 8th. So I wanted you all to know that I will once again be incommunicado with all of my cherry friends. They have internet access on the boat but it is very expensive and not really worth it for the short time they give you. So while I am gone, please do not forget about me. Please continue to leave me love and cherry mail and I will catch up with you all when I get back. I am going to m

Pizza Commercial.
so...there is this pizza commercial...and it has a butt-rockish song playing in the background. about how great the pizza is...and how awesome the deal is... one of the lines is "sets you free like a mongoose in flight!" my question is...do mongoose (mongeese?) fly? i know they can kick ass by killing cobras and shit...but fly??

Cherry Addiction
I'm pretty sure I am addictied. How do I know this you say? May a list work? Cause that's how I roll.. yee haw! 1) I'm taking pictures of my ass for pts. 2) On my break I IM on here 3) I consider my fake money as my bank account. 4) #3 makes me sound poor. And I am! 5) I sympathize with the asian girl in Apocalypse now.. 6) CherryTap is on my favorites..at work..at hoome..on my cousins computer..the one in the library..the one at my sisters library.. I don't go to my sisters library! 7) I realize that in a man's life that addictions like alcohol, tobacco, and sex can be addicting. Who knew that marachino cherries remind me of being on the computer? 8) I've bombed more sites than an Iraqi civil war. 9) When you can exhale only when you sign into your account..you know you have a problem 10) You take more time in writing about this than you did your high school essays! Ty and yes I am a Cherry Addict

The Past 5 Years In A Nutshell.....long Blog
Ok here goes....... My ex and I were married in '81-'83. When he divorced me it left me devestated, but I moved on. 18 1/2 years later we run back into each other. When we do run back into each other I am just getting out of my 9 year relationship with my ex-gf. He was just moving out of the trailer that he and his gf were living in. They had been caught selling marijuana within so many feet of an elementary school and were facing a class C felony. His gf had asked her PO to write it up as terms of her probation that he and she could no longer live together. That is how I came to run back into him. His gf's cousin had to go talk to his gf about helping her move out, and I was with her. I about shit myself when I saw him sitting on the couch for I still had so much love in my heart for him. I never thought I would ever love another man again. I thought I was forever a lesbian now. That is until I saw his face again. He and his gf came to my house one day to sneak and see each other

Poem By A Friend
My dear buddy Amy wrote this, and I wanted to share it:) Cluttered mindfield You're driving me insane like a speeding car in the wrong lane It's thrilling, yet dangerous This affair could turn hazardous I can't slow down I want you to much You entice me with your touch Keep your hands on the wheel Experience it's vibrations like how i feel This passion is set in to overdrive The thrill of being caught keeps the desire alive Lets not change how we are just enjoy the ride that we have driven thus far.

The Dark Side
FEAR LEADS TO ANGER,ANGER LEADS TO HATE, HATRED LEADS TO POWER,POWER LEADS TO VICTORY LET YOUR ANGER FLOW THROUGH YOU. YOUR HATRED WILL MAKE U STRONGER TRUE POWER IS ONLY ACHIEVED THROUGH TESTING THE LIMITS OF ONES ANGER,AND PASSING THROUGH UNSCATHED. RAGE CHANNELED THROUGH AGGRESION IS UNSTOPPABLE THE DARK SIDE OF LIGHT OFFERS UNIMAGINABLE POWER. THE DARK SIDE IS STRONGER THAN THE LIGHT THER WEEK DESIRVE THER FATE.

Companion
Yup, that is correct...........someone answered my application for a man needing to be "employed". I am extremely happy and we are moving in together. I know that I have flirted with many on here, and I probably will harmlessly do so, I don't expect her to change that either. But in all fairness, I only will be naughty with her, sorry.........hope ya'll understand. Those of you that never looked at me that way, nothing has changed for us then. :) If anyone is curious who "she" is...........look at my page, takes like 2 brain cells to figure it out, especially on some of my pics. Well, gotta go........and to you, Baby......I can't wait till you move in.........I am missing you right now.

Friends
OK - I dont kow if this has been seen by all my list so I thought I would try it in a blog. I am gonna be doing some cleaning on my friends list in a few days - I kow there is a bunch on there that never come by my page and I dont make it their page either - So I am gonna clean it up. - Let me know if you want to stay on my list ok. - just send me a message or comment or what ever - I hope to hear from you soon. TTYL

Lame!
Someone ran to the CT Shop and told them I had NSFW photos and marked some that way. My main photo of my cousin I and her friend, they said that is NSFW. WHAT! Nothing is showing! It was the idea of what it implied that they decided was nsfw. Now, as I went and made a folder for them (they also threated to delete my account) and made the folder NSFW I see someones cock ass fucking someone go scrolling by. I guess the real thing is ok and not the suggestion. Dumb asses. Ok getting ready to leave again xoxoxo until later, P

How To Tell The Truth From The Not So True
people come and go, in our lives, it is up to us to know who is being honest and who is being dishonest. Sometimes it takes a dishonest person to ruin our whole theory of truth. Thing is that can really suck, because the one that means the most to you, can be telling the truth , and you just dont know. Judging everyone!! Anyways I am tired of all the lies and dishonesty, if you dont like me, its ok, I can live with it! What means the most to me in this world I already have, and that is my kids. So If your playing mind games and just trying to use me, you can find another friend. I am tired of being used, and hurt over dishonest people

Whats Up With Him
OK OTHER THAN HAVING TO MOVE 2 TIMES IN LIKE 3 MONTHS,MY HUSBAND QUIT HIS JOB AND BLAMES ME HE GOT A NEW ONE.HES BEEN BEIN A REAL ASS,AND HE SAID HE WAS SORRY FOR BEIN AN ASS BUT THEN HE KEPT ON BEIN ONE.HE WONT HARDLY TALK TO ME OR BE NEAR ME AT ALL,HE SAYS HE HAS A SURPRISE TO TELL EVERYONE ABOUT ON THE 15TH HE WONT TELL ME IF ITS GOOD OR BAD HE BEEN TALKIN ABOUT IT FOR LIKE 3 WEEKS,BEFORE HE EVEN QUIT HIS JOB.I DUNNO WHATS WRONG?CAN ANYONE GIVE ME THIER IDEAS.ANYTHING OTHER THAN CHEATING CUZ HE HASNT BEEN ANYWHERE BUT HOME OR WORK.

Happy Birthday To Me? Doesnt Seem Like It
Its my birthday today and if things were the way I wish they were...I would be sitting here talking to you 6 months pregnant. I am making peace with it more and more but at times when I am reminded of the date and time of year....it reminds me of what I am missing. The best present would be having my baby back but THAT will never happen. I guess I am just gonna try to go out and have a good time and not let this loss bother me tonight. I HAVE to try to have some fun and heal.

In The Wee Hours
being an insomniac is an awful thing....especially when you add having a kid into the mix. i get few oppurtunites to sleep, and find myself physically impossible to take advantage most of the time. i would give a finger to be able to sleep for more than four consecutive hours on a regular basis. to all of you who aren't up reading this, but in your third dream right now, i'm so fucking jealous!

Do We Have Troops? Is This Really A War?
Yes we have enough troops. The politicians are afraid to use them all. Because with no reserves we go back to a draft, just like wars past. Had we had a draft and mobilized 750,000 it would be over now. The death toll would have been high but it would have been over. It seems that people prefer a slow fix to save lives as opposed to a fast fix so we can get on with things. By fast fix I mean five years, by slow fix I mean fifty plus years. Right now Iraq is pretty much boiled down to death squads. Pockets of resistance. It is MUCH harder to find them. And we have to get them all. Many of the country's people would love to live in peace. They are the primary victims of attacks. They are being told to leave the country, stop doing what they do, or die. Many leave. Imagine you being given that choice. And yes many are complacent. A bad guy uses their house to stage an attack (illegal in the US Constitution) and they do not turn in the bad guy because her is a "fellow Muslim br

Poem
Your virtue keep me up like I got no curfew some one curse you with good looks and I get a deep arousal from your perfume your love has me swept like a broom I can’t wait to be with you soon so we can make love under the moonlight and wait for the day you be my new wife and start a new life and all it takes is love for this there is no price for you for I would sacrifice my last bill and my defense would be still like im Pittsburgh a big curtain of steel and with all my will and might I would claw and fight to make it right

Where To Live In Retirement?
You can live in Phoenix, Arizona where.... 1. You are willing to park 3 blocks away because you found shade. 2. You can drive for 4 hours in one direction and never leave town. 3. You have over 100 recipes for Mexican food. 4. You know that "dry heat" is comparable to what hits you in the face when you open your oven door. 5. The 4 seasons are: tolerable, hot, really hot, and ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!! You can Live in California where... 1. You make over $250,000 and you still can't afford to buy a house. 2. The fastest part of your commute is going down your driveway. 3. You know how to eat an artichoke. 4. You drive your rented Mercedes to your neighborhood block party. 5. When someone asks you how far something is, you tell them how long it will take to get there rather than how many miles away it is. 6. The 4 seasons are: Fire, Flood, Mud, and Drought You can Live in New York City where... 1. You can get into a four-hour arg

Omg!!! Wrong Number?
PHONE CALL "Hello?" "Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" "No Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." After a brief pause, Daddy says, "But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul." "Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, right now." Brief Pause. "Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to

Interesting Couple Of Days
Growing up, spending time with my dad was always something that I looked forward - he was always so much fun! And he still is! The past few days, I took off with him to hunt for a house for him and his wife to retire to in NC. Interesting to say the least! No cell service most of the time, no internet and lots of time to talk! It's funny! While I know I am an adult, there is still much more I have to learn from those who are "more adult" than me! Which is funny if you know my dad - me claiming he's more adult than me! LOL But regardless, I found a lot out about why I am who I am and why I believe in things that I do! And just how great it feels to have a dad as wonderful as mine!! And as my dad gets older and supposably wiser - I realize how precious this time is with him - probably even more so than when I was younger! So to all of you out there - enjoy whatever moments you can with those you love whether it is family, friends or someone special! Time moves fast!

On "fucking" Vs. "the Virtual Fuck"
Now, I recently received a message here on CT that I still cannot quite wrap my brain around, and I need your help, dear Readers, to do it. Words fail me at this point, but I'm certain I shall warm to my subject as I write. It's inevitable that I will find something to say, as I blast the wanker who caused this blog. It's too stupid to waste bandwidth on, to post in its entirety, but you'll get the idea quickly enough. Here it is, the message that I received, courtesy of CT's "private message" system: "YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy...blah, blah, blah, ad nauseum." All the usual disclaimers about political correctness aside, this is just plain ridiculous

Do You Have A Crush??
I love this new crush feature and plan on having lots of fun with it. If you dont know what it is yet here is a lil about it. What is a crush? A crush is an anonymous infatuation with another CherryTAP member! You may only have a crush on one member at a time, but you can change or remove it whenever you like. If anyone has a crush on you, it'll tell you how many on your homepage and public profile page, but it won't tell you *who* they are! You'll need to find that out on your own... :-) When you have a crush on another member, they'll receive an alert that someone has a crush on them, but it won't say who.... I plan on changing my crush daily to keep it fun...Lord knows there are many CT hotties to go around. *wink* So quit your bitching at the new stuff BabyJ comes out with and just have fun dammit!! x0x0x0x

My Post Office Story - Or Why You Should Be Careful What You Teach Your Children
Several years ago while at the post office, I found myself in waiting in a very long line. The line wasn't moving and Edain, who was several months old, began fussing. I began to sing quietly to her hoping to soothe. Her favorite song at the time was the Talking Heads' "Up All Night" and I used to sing it to her all the time. A heavily made up and excessively groomed blond woman (I'll call her Muffy) behind me looked at her friend and said, "That song is horrible. Why is she singing that to her baby? " Her friend asked, "Why? I think it's a cute song." Muffy: "Well, they say, "pee pee" in the song." "So? What do you think they should say then?" Muffy: "You should teach your children the proper terms for body parts." Muffy's young son (about 3 or 4), listening to this exchange, looks up at his mom and says, "Penis, mama. Right? It's called a pee-nis!" Muffy, looking a bit askance, put her fingers to her lips and says, "Shhhh... not here!" "But Mama, I've got a pe

Hurrah
Not only has my student loan come in for the next semester, but I've just booked my ticket to Frankfurt for the summer! I feel accomplished and stuff! "Frankfurt?" you may ask. Why, yes. This summer I'm going to be spending a month abroad with other students at my university, touring Germany and Spain and performing at various opera galas. We're going to be doing "Madame Butterfly," "Tosca" and "Otello," along with various master classes and agent auditions, and I'm not sure yet exactly who's doing what but I'm at least going to be in the chorus of one of the shows. With a little luck, I can make a few friends in Germany and set a bit of groundwork for a future career in music. I'm a little excited, to put it mildly (EeeeeYAAH!), and now that my ticket's been purchased it's just a matter of learning the repertoire. And renewing my passport. And maybe investing in a new camera. And staying in practice...

Im Thinkin Of Leaving Cherry Tap
well im going to lay it on you straight... i like this site... its fun... but some things are really pissin me off and im thinkin of bailin... i dont feel like any1 wants me here... when i talk to people they hardly talk back. when i post a bulletin, people dont read it. ive posted for help on stuff and where is the cherry love that we show to help people? cuz i didnt get any help from my friends on my list but i had to go find a stranger to ask for help. they helped me w/o any problem but im sittin here w/ over 30 some people on my list and its all lit up and i even emailed a few of you for help but u must not read ur email either. b/c u ignored me. there is a select few that i can say have been there for me.. i will miss u allen but i got u on my yahoo so u can find me there:) you people dont read my posts and if you do read them, u dont repost them so i take that as not showing me any love.. i get threw most of the posts and i repost them as much as i can... it doesnt matter to me w

Shallow Assholes
Ok so.....i guess i finally just figured out the root of my self esteem and confidence problem....i was randomly looking and bulletins and come across one that was talking about someone being 200lbs didnt deserve a ten.....ummmm can i call bullshit on that one????? i weigh probably more than one thinks i do......but then again...i work out...i have muscle....and i am probably heavier than you would think......so w/ all the tens i have gotten...does that mean that i dont deserve them just because i dont weigh 105??? .......guys like this is exactly why i have problems.....i guess i dont understand what the problem is w/ women who have curves and why someone wouldnt rate them a ten....every woman is beautiful in their own way....just because they are 200lbs + does not make them anything less.....and girls that are skinny are tens as well......i guess i am just irritated at the fact that someone posted a bulletin like that.....if you wanna look at it....here is the link http://www.cher

Life
I walk the path of life. Occasionally a fork comes along. I choose Sometimes I choose the best path, sometimes not... Then a fork comes along and the path I choose is blocked... Or it comes so fast I take turn before I know I had a choice.. As the path behind me grows longer... I realize.. The best part of life is not the path but what I see along the way... Look both ways as you go along.. Look at the path next to yours.. Enjoy what the path brings, learn what the path teaches.. It tells you which fork to take next.. You can only walk one path.. Until the next fork comes along... when it does... Choose wisely!! You can only wak one path....

Feeling It
I hear you call and I feel the pull in my heart It is so hard being this far apart I remind myself that soon with you I will be I want it so completely that it scares me Your in my thoughts all the day all the time Your voice is a sweet rapture so sublime I am carried away of sweet dreams of you Your with me in them all the night through We make such love that the angels cry Your the only in this world for who I would die I anticipate your sweet kiss your tounge in mine I drink you in like the finest sweet wine I am drunk on the thoughts of our love so true I ache and long to be there with you A sweet pleasure of pain and the wonder within To let go of such a gift is a condemnable sin I need you and want to make your life a joy every day I want to keep you smiling and know I feel the same way Our life shared until infinities end Your my lover, my soul mate, and my best friend ! By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Guts Vs Balls
We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in death.

Guatemala Women - Disturbing News
As many of you know, I have been on a Mission trip to Guatemala in 2003 and during the past years I have been an advocate for the victims of domestic violence (whether they are men or women). While on my mission trip, I had the opportunity to speak with Churches and other programs that were springboarding to help aid women who were being in domestic violence situations and trying to bring about a change in the social networks and programs to become stronger advocates for the women involved in domestic violence situations. Disturbing, though, is a burlb I read tonight in the Ms. Magazine (Fall 2005 issue) on pg. 32 under their "Dispatches Global" section about various advocacies around the world. The focus of this particular blurb though is about the Guatemalan women: "At least 247 women were violently murdered in the first six monght of this year [remainder that this blurb was written in 2005], adding to the 527 women killed in 2004, according to a recent Amnesty International

Top Ten Things Men Would Do If They Woke Up With A Vagina For A Day!!
TOP TEN THINGS MEN WOULD DO IF THEY WOKE UP WITH A VAGINA FOR A DAY...Oh wow, this was some funny stuff! 10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 9. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half. 8. See if they could finally do the splits. 7. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping pong ball 20 feet. 6. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 5. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes ... BEFORE closing time. 4. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 3. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video. 2. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too. 1. Finally find that damned G-spot. My response for this list is as such: ==================================== 10. I like cucumbers and zucchini anyway! (For eating that is!!) 9. I squat over a mirror for an hour and a half anyway! (I have issues, what can I say!) 8. I can do a split! (Martia

Which Fetish Are You?
You scored as Bdsm. Hurray! you god bdsm you like kink and love, and you wanna show it with either leather, whips or other things. congratulationsBdsm82%Boobies/nipples71%Gay/Lesbian54%Anal54%Anime54%Tb/dl46%foot fetish32%Beastiality7%Which fetish are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Milky, Milky..
Can anyone tell me why skimmed milk exists? What is it's purpose? It looks like cloudy water and strangely enough.. tastes like it too. I just had it on some cereal as it was all they had left at the shop and now i feel deprived and I'm sulking.. To be concise.. Skimmed Milk has no business masquerading as dairy product!!! pfft

New Rules!!
*New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days . . . mowing my lawn. * *New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Trout? * *New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. * *New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you have two of them? Okay, we're done. * *New Rule: There's no such thing as flavored water. There's a whole aisle of this crap at the supermarket, water, but without that water

Top Ten Things Men Would Do If They Woke Up With A Vagina For A Day...
TOP TEN THINGS MEN WOULD DO IF THEY WOKE UP WITH A VAGINA FOR A DAY... 10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 9. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half. 8. See if they could finally do the splits. 7. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping pong ball 20 feet. 6. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 5. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes ... BEFORE closing time. 4. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 3. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video. 2. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too. 1. Finally find that damned G-spot.

Sigh
i wish there was a way to not feel something for someone. i wish there was a way to stop yourself from falling...knowing that there is going to be pain when it all ends. the more you fall the more you know its going to hurt and the harder it is to stop. the whole time your falling you have the hopes that maybe this fall wont end and this was the right cliff to jump off of...ya you may bang against the sides once in a while but thats ok, your still falling. then it happens...you hit the bottom and the world shatters and falls around you and you wonder why you took a chance. you know the answer even tho you asked the question...you want/need to be loved and to have that is worth any risk. doesnt matter where you find it or where it finds you at...you want it. you take the bait knowingly and you run with it... soon the pain will pass and and you will again look for that elusive thing called love. so i will sit here with my many rolls of duct tape and my shattered shards of my hea

Joke: The Blonde And The Heart Attack
A blonde gets home early from shopping and hears strange noises coming from the bedroom. She rushes upstairs to find her husband naked on the bed, sweating and panting. "What's up?" she asks. "I'm having a heart attack," cries the husband. The blonde rushes downstairs to grab the phone, but just as she's dialing, her four-year-old son comes up and says, "Mommy! Mommy! Aunt Jean is hiding in your closet, and she's got no clothes on!" The blonde slams the phone down and storms upstairs into the bedroom, right past her husband, and rips open the closet door. Sure enough, there is her sister, totally naked and cowering on the closet floor. "You rotten bitch", she screams. "My husband's having a heart attack, and you're running around naked scaring the kids!!"

A Little Poem...
Roses are red violets are korny, when I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!!! Pass this on to atleast 8 people and 1 back to me... If you get it back atleast 5 times, you know your a SEXY beast

Too Much To Ask????
So i was just wondering if maybe i was asking for too much in a guy..... *someone to cuddle with, even if it doesn't lead to anything else. *someone to tell me i look beautiful even though i have been crying, my makeup is all smeared, and my nose is all stuffy..... *someone to kiss me like they mean it, to have a little passion behind it and no alterior motive. Kiss me like you mean it. *someone to want to kiss me around their friends, to show me off, and be proud to be w/ me..... *someone that has to fight to keep their hands off of me....even if all they want to do is hold my hand or wrap their arms around me..... *someone that doesn't mind that i watch little kids movies.....and will be willing to watch them w/ me w/o a single complaint because they got to spend time w/ me. *someone that can hold me and tell me everything is going to be ok when i have a bad day. *someone that will be there for me even if all i need is someone to help me fix the tiniest, simp

F*ck This Sh*t
I wrote this Almost a year ago, just after my Gaurdian Angel died. What the f**k, is this. I reach out for help, I get. "well, the 5 stages." What the f**k is that? The 5 stages of what? The man who all but pulled me off the street is taken out of my life, and you ppl who are supposed to "Help the suffereing individual inside and out" tell me " well the 5 stages." Don't feed me no s*it about the 5 stages talk to me about feelings, the only ppl that seem to care are those who don't understand, I got a guy who is just as full if not more full of negative energy than I am trying to help me, I dunno if i can beleive a word that cmoes out of his mouth. The other person willing to help and who actually is trying to live the program is unable to right now. This man gave me a glimmer of hope where before was darkness. He helped me look inside, All one guy cares about is his fishing trip. The other guy just wants me to help him move. An ego wrapped in a dead animal walks in last night and h

Early Start To My Day!
Just a brief note! I'm off bright and early this morning - getting ready to leave shortly. It is -16 degrees here. Yes, that is damned cold! High of 16 degrees today, but it's clear and beautiful! Have not had an update on my Dad, yet. Will let you know this afternoon how things are going with him. The belly dancing class really improved my mood last night, lol! And there is a road trip planned to Madison in March for a seminar!! Yee-hah! Vendors with lots of belly dancing goodies! Can not wait!!! Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and hugs to all. Blessings all around! Shields up, energyworkers, lol!!

Some People Are Stupid I Think!
THIS PERSON SHOUTED AT ME AND WANTED TO TALK ON YAHOO, SO I DID FOR THE HELL OF IT. COME TO FIND OUT LIKE I THOUGHT IT WAS, ANOTHER PEOSON STUCK IN NIGERIA!!!!!! LMAO NIGERIANS MUST THINK AMERICANS ARE STUPID OR SOMETHING!!! SAYS SHES FROM IOWA, BUT SHE COULDNT ANSWER ME WITH WHATS STATES BORDER IT!!!! AND SHE TRIED TO ASK ME FOR MONEY!!!..LOL debs@ CherryTAP Debbie Carlson: You mean chatting with me really make u happy and u catching fun uhh?? BIG DAWG: no, you make me happy and giddy talking to you Debbie Carlson: ok Cool Debbie Carlson: cool..Could i ask u something if u could be of Lil help with it?? BIG DAWG: sure, ill try Debbie Carlson: Could i Just ask if u could help me with 270$. Cos i Just wana use it to balance up hotel bill here BIG DAWG: i was waiting to here something like this, its always ends up this way when i talk to someone for a few days, Debbie Carlson: Whatt?? Debbie Carlson: How do u mean?? BIG DAWG: like you dont know Debbie Carlson: I ju

Crying Over Grilled Cheese.........
have u ever just been goin about ur day and just loose it? it all comes at ya? all it took was the toaster fuk'n up, and it all come out......i havent, until 2day. all that came 2 mind is "this is it.....all my thoughts, invaluable - all my time, wasted - all my efforts , worthless...this is me?"...and for the first time ever, i hated my life, and i felt as if i didnt even matter.........and i cried...for all of u that know me, I CRIED? I dont cry, but i did 2day

Moonpies With Jung
You can sit at the bottom of a river and breathe with the fish. You can soar with the eagles, or burrow like a mole. Maybe you can part the sea, or walk on water like those hippies in the fairy tale. It won’t matter if you are not happy. If you are attempting the impossible for someone else, don’t. Unless you receive joy for your action, they are not the correct ones. Now, putting gas in your car may not lead to orgasm, but it should not just suck. Remove your highs and lows. Maintain a smooth calm within you. Only let ripples and waves be caused by events worthy of disrupting your existence. No words or thoughts should ever krush your groove. No one is better than you, no one is worse. Everyone is different, and thankfully, unique. We all have varying opinions on everything. Even if someone says that they completely agree with you, they do not. It is impossible. The human mind cannot orate all of its workings in any capacity, so therefore, not everything you think is able to be expres

No Name
have you ever dance with an angel from hell,in the pale blue moon light take my hand child .....let me carry you on the warm winds of the night and we shell dance the night away under the stars of the summer night we spin and sway on the winds open you heart and fill it with my fire and let it carry us to the stars

The Chimp Grins When Discussing Serious Issues
From Huffpost.... I can't fully explain why I continue to watch television appearances by the president -- the press conferences, interviews, speeches, addresses, and impromptu comments. All of it. Some of my friends and family have long since abandoned watching the president for reasons as varied as: "I'm sick of his pointy face," to, "Sorry. I'd rather watch the DVD commentary track for Lucky Number Slevin because it's less ridiculous." But I keep on watching. Perhaps it's because of my job here or maybe it's a touch of masochism in my personality. I'm fairly certain it's because I've always been a student of the American presidency and as such I feel our current president is so bad as to be historically significant in innumerable ways. That said, there's one aspect to President Bush's public speaking style that's forcing me to rethink my interest in watching. For a while this one particular idiosyncrasy was fascinating to observe, however outrageous. Now it just makes me wa

When Mom Died...
A little background on Me and Mom first... Growing up, Mom and I never got along. It was one of those stories where I couldn't do anything right. Nothing was good enough. Her treatment of my brother was the opposite. Dad got treated pretty much like me. Thats probably why Dad and I have always been so close. Unfortunately we both had learned from our fathers the wrong way to handle conflict. We allowed too much to happen to us just to avoid it. Growing up, Dad always made me feel loved. Mom rarely told me. In fact she told me the opposite.. that she hated me. I couldn't tell you if she ever told me she loved me during my highschool or college years. I don't remember a single time. I sure remembered the word hate though. Mom got cancer first when I was in Middle School. She got better for awhile. She developed other forms of cancer over the next few years. The day I graduated from high school she went into the hospital again. They said she would not last the week

Dad Is Home Again!
Just got the call from Mom that Dad is home. Yay! The IV medication he received converted his heart rhythm back to normal, so no "shocks" for Dad, lol! His doctor told him absolutely no shoveling snow!! I hope Dad got the message!! He'll be on an added heart medication for about 4 months; I think he can handle that! It's been kind of a crazy energy day again. Lots of people having odd things happening today. Hope things settle down a bit! Thank you one and all for all the support you've given to me and mine over Dad's surgical/post-surgical trauma! He was a bit mortified that people all over the world knew what was going on with him, lol! Another reason for him to behave and follow doctor's orders! Much love and hugs! Blessings, one and all!

"how Do U Want To Handle Me"
Do you think that you can handle me? Make me scream your name and give me pleasure in so many ways? If you think you can, leave me a message saying, "I can please you." Now, here's the fun part; repost this and see who thinks they can, better yet, who wants to please you. If you're a boy; repost saying, "How do u want to handle me" If your a girl; repost saying, "U think you can handle me?" You will be very suprised at the response that you will get!

My Thoughts
well here goes my thoughts in my fucked up head read it if u want but no one really has too..............through out life we get the things we dont want and we cant get the things we want which really suck but coming on ct has giving me a chance to meet some great people...april great girl but shes no angel....dev another sweet gril very nice id do anything for these 2 they were nice to me first time on here,angela a good friend who gave me this site..ive ran into people that have been either mean or jus plain nice to me and those who were nice i thank with all my heart if there was ever a time where i could help i would....i find myself addicted to this place talking to these people everyday make my day alot brighter....also dj chelle u know who u are dammit baught me a keg lol i would of voted for her and i dont want gifts u guys id vote for u bc ur my friends ok no bridding for votes for a ring pics or nothing im not that type of guy to vote for pics or a gift i did it bc of a frien

First Daze Of Skooling
Art History class should eventually prove to be enjoyable. In the meantime, I find myself fantasizing about my classmates. Eew, that doesn't sound right...but stay with me. I wish I had Psychic powers, hence the ability to make my classmates cease their retarded questioning. Stupid surfer dude : "Um...so liek how many points are the tests worth?" Teacher now decides to spend half an hour talking about the tests. WHY WONT EVERYONE JUST SHUT IT?! JUST SHUT. THE FVCK UP! IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW MUCH THE TEST IS WORTH. JUST TAKE ITANDDOGOODYOUIDIOT. ggggaaaaahhh!!! If I could've controlled everyone's minds, we would've been out of there in 10.

Just A Poem
Time slides passed unseen, unfelt Play the cards that life has dealt Just a visitor to the place and time Paying the prices of others crime Unsure that I follow the path Does my life deserve gods wrath Seeking meaning in all ,wanting more Tired of being bought and sold like a whore Fucked and paid and left without care Going home to have no one there Existing and surviving each onslaught Over coming all the life has brought Yet left alone with unfulfilled desires Ashes of the past left behind in the fires Seeking that one heart felt soul who knows me Believing in what is yet meant to be Trusting in an unseen force to guide Stepping out on that faith unwilling to hide Breathing each day in hope of love Is it illusion or sent from above By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Thank Everyone Of You..
I just wanted to take the time to thank everyone of you that have been voting for me in my contest..and that has come by the page to leave some luv..U all are making this a GREAT B-day...I LUV U ALL...MUAH!! John

A Liar
Im a liar,straight to the point,Ive done some things in my life I didnt like but this one takes the cake.I do have a girlfriend,dont know why I lied but I did,so any of you that I lied to Im sorry,I dont know why I didnt say anything.I hurt someone very badly that never deserved to be hurt like that(you know who you are)So everyone,I wouldnt be suprised if ya hated me.As for the reason I didnt tell the truth,I cant figure that one out,I will have to live with myself for this one.Which will be very hard!

A Letter From Ryan
ANOTHER POEM I WROTE - YET THIS ONE WAS LIKE RYAN WAS TALKING TO ME WHEN I WROTE IT AND I WAS JUST THE VESSEL FOR HIS WORDS! A LETTER FROM RYAN Mom, I need to talk please listen to me, I know how much you hurt I can see your agony Mom, I know the order of life sometimes gets switched around parents get left behind on earth as children walk Heaven's ground Mom, I wasn't scared when God held out his hand for HE already gave me a glimpse of the promise land Mom, there really are waterfalls everything is peaceful here, I wish you could see Heaven's beauty it might help to soothe your tears Mom, I want to tell you again I am REALLY OK I told you that once before Remember OUR talk that day? Mom, I didn't leave you I am still by your side I see you every day and it hurts to see you cry Mom, God needed me it was time for me to go, but I know you love & miss me because you tell me so Mom, I know you can't see me but I am still a part of you, ple

Well Back Again
Well folks after taking a vaction from here, diving more into my work, I decided it didnt make any sense to leave all my friends i made here. So i'm gonna redo my acoount on here and add some new stuff. I just have had alot happen to me n i needed to get my head back on stiraight. Missed you all alot, n will be in touch soon.

Support Our Troops...i Dont Care!~borrowed
Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle Eaststart caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia I'll care when Abu Musab al-Zarqawi tells the world he is sorry for hacking off Nick Be

How Horny Are You
You scored as Super Horny. You are extremly horny. A little too much for your own good. Don't let it take control of you, try to keep those hormones in check ;) Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Super Horny94%Very horny88%Normal Horny75%A little horny38%Not horny0%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com I'm back to believing in these quizzes again!! LOL

To My Daughter With Love
For those reading this....I'm about to disclose a part of my life that has kept me under the water by drowning in my own tears each night... I suffer from post dramatic stress disorder due to a reallllly tough life ...In 1990 I had my Son Bryan Jan-27-1990 come to find out lol i wasnt outta hospital for more than 2 weeks n wala was pregnant with 2nd child...born Dec 24 1990... In 1992 was when everything i believed in got tooken.....I had a house fire which took my Daughter as well....i managed to get son out by crawling then once we made it downstairs i was tackled as i tried goin back after her...the fire crew said smoke was to thick....all i ever think now n will always think n feel is thats my daughterrrr I would have died to save her Im the 1 who gave birth to her Mommy Loves you.... Then not even a full year since daughter passed on...i layed on my kitchen floor breathing into my mom to keep her alive as she slipped off in my arms from a massive heart attack..... My f

Asking For A Silly Favor
Hi, In a few days I will be asking for my very first true favor from all of you. I am going to try and email everyone about this, so please watch for a "BLOG" with the key number 1 in the subject line. I'm not going to let the cat out of the bag right now but this favor will need the support of you and our Family, Friends and Fans as well. Believe me when I say after you learn what I have planned we all will want to do this and see it take place.....LMAOBT Want to know more? Just wait and just remember I can cook up some wicked stuff between these ears of mine....hehehe Remember the key number 1 in the subject line! YOU HAVE NOT SEEN NOTHING YET! Oh Lord, it does feel so good to be so Bad! hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh

Cold
Its Cold out. Not just a little cold but alot cold. I am freezing. Torrington, Connecticut; Updated: 06:33 (January 17, 2007); Conditions: Clear; Temperature: 7.6°F (-13.6°C); High/Low: 20/6°F (-6/-14°C); Humidity: 54%; Dew Point: -6°F (-21°C); UV: 0/16; Wind: North at 3.0 MPH (4.8 KPH) And Good Morning!

Happiness On Hold
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, we are able to go on a nice vacation, or when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with...and remember that time waits for no one. So, stop waiting ...until your car or home is paid off ...u

What Is It All For
i am wondering . what is it all for we are always working hard at being the most sucsessful and attractive people around at the time i just want to know. why? i just want to live comfotable with no worries for once just to know where the money for the bills are comming from not having to worry that my roomate isn't going to make there part of the bills. i think i just need to go back in the army where you get three hotts and a cott only thing you need to do is what you are told and your ok. i guess it is just me being insecure i know is i work my ass off and i still can't see the end of the tunnel it feels like when i work to my goal someone just shows up to chop my leggs out from under me if it wasn't for my freinds here on ct i would have no release from my reality witch is good bc i try to do the right things all the time and as i said in my pervious blog nice guys finish last. so to all my friends on ct thanks bc without you i would be lost in life . i just need to figure out w

Time Is My Greatest Enemy...
As time goes by i get older... As time goes by it allows me to make more mistakes... As time goes by i waste more of it... As time goes by pain gets deeper... As time goes by my body aches more... As time goes by i get more confused about life... and i just sit here, and watch time go by...

My Work
SHE GAVE YOU EVERYTHING SHE COULD GIVE YOU EVEN MOST OF HER SOUL AND I GUESS THAT'S WHY YOU TREATED HER SO BADLY BECAUSE YOU KNEW YOU HAD CONTROL.YOU TREATED HIM LIKE HE WAS NOTHING EVEN THOUGH HE WOULD DIE FOR YOU, CRY FOR YOU, LIE FOR YOU, BEG, BORROW, STEAL TOO,BUT NONE OF THAT MEANT ANYTHING BECAUSE YOU KNEW THERE WAS NOTHING HE WOULDN'T DO.YOU BEAT HER HAD SEX WITH HER SISTER AND BESTFRIEND AND WHAT DID SHE DO, STAND BY YOU TO THE BITTER END,YOU SLEPT WITH HIS COUSIN,BROTHER AND EVEN THE BESTMAN, BUT WHAT DID HE DO NOTHING JUST EXCEPTED IT WITH A GRIN.YOU CONSTANTLY COMPLAIN THAT DINNER IS NEVER ON TIME, WHY DON'T YOU CLEAN UP AROUND HERE LOSE SOME WEIGHT GO ON A DIET.MY SISTERS HUSBAND JUST JOINED A GYM YOU KNOW YOU COULD STAND TO LOSE A FEW POUNDS, WHEN ARE YOU GONNA TAKE ME OUT FOR A NIGHT ON THE TOWN ( HE WORKS TWO JOBS AND SHE SITS HOME ALL DAY)YOU ARE A LOSER NOTHING BUT A CLOWN.BUT SHE STAYED WITH THIS MAN FOR ALMOST 30 YEARS THEY HAVE 7 KIDS 11 GRAND KIDS AND WHY BECAUSE S

Hair Cuts
A guy sticks his head into a barber shop and asks, "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looks around the shop and says, "About 2 hours." The guy leaves. A few days later the same guy sticks his head in the door and asks, " How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looks around at the shop full of customers and says, "About 3 hours." The guy leaves. A week later the same guy sticks his head in the shop and asks, "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looks around the shop and says, "About an hour and a half." The guy leaves. The barber who is intrigued by this time, looks over at a friend in the shop and says, "Hey, Bill. Follow that guy and see where he goes." A little while later, Bill comes back into the shop, laughing hysterically. The barber asks, "Bill, where did he go when he left here?" Bill looks up, tears in his eyes and says, "Your house."

Hopefully This Will Explain Some Things
I hope that when you read this some of why I've been so scarce and non-communicative on here will be a little easier to understand. I know I've hurt some of you deeply and that is something I should have figured into the way I was acting but to be honest, I was more worried about me and that's no excuse either but it's the god's honest truth. I know not more than one or two people read my last entry about my turning 50 and not one person commented on it, but that's okay, I didn't expect it to bother me quite as much as it has. I have gone through so much in the last few months that life seems to be spinning out of control and the friends and places and sites I relied on to help me get through things and, I would hope, I help them in some small measure get them through things that have bothered them just haven't gotten back to being able to approach them or these sites in the same way. My Mom's death hit me hard, and I'm still reeling from it, and I will not apologize for that. Any

Thoughts On Relationships...
I've been in many relationships prior to getting married. Yeah, if you want to get technical, I continue to make them with friends and acquaintances, but I'm not technical, so I'll keep this focused on the romantic kind. I've been both good and bad in my relationships. I've been cheated on, been the cheater, been long-suffering, been short-tempered, and almost everything else (except for abuser...I could never even THINK about doing that to a woman). What I never understood, however, was the woman who actively tried to be the victim! Let me explain... Men like me appreciate the women we're with, to include those who may just be a fling. We hold doors open, we write little love notes, we even cook (at least, those of us who know how). Yes, if the relationship stretches out, we may slack on that, but we still maintain respect. And for those women who are quick to point out the fading 'sweetness' that can occur, what have you done for your man lately? Life gets in the way so

You And Me!!
We are all equally special. We need to focus on what is right for ourselves. As we focus on what is right for ourselves, we will start to see our special gifts. Then we can see how to share our special gifts with others. If we focus on what's wrong with ourselves, we will not be able to see our gifts. Then we will think we have nothing to give others and we become selfish and withdrawn. The more we focus on our good, the more we see the good in others. The more we see the good in others, the more we see the gifts they have to share. What you sees is what you gets! My Creator, today, let me use the gifts You have given me. Let me use them wisely.

Loving Til It Hurts.....
Did you ever love someone so much it hurt? Someone in my life I love dearly unfortunately is not with me at this time. I love him so much he is all I think of...from the time I wake til the time I sleep. The spiritual connection we have is so strong, I have never felt it like this ever in my life. He supports anything I do and is always there for me. In the past I have been so damaged by relationships. My ex husband married my ex best friend. That alone with all the other cheating lying men in my life that proceeded my 16 1/2 year marriage made me so untrusting of situations that I think I chase people away from me, or I have a mental "block" and think the worst in situations before I have all the facts.Funny how things work out in my life...I happen to be in a discussion this evening about my defects and my shortcomings. One thing I had said was I have to stop feeling and acting like a toddler...fear of losing something that really isn't mine or not getting what I think I should g

This Should Be Law
LETTER TO THE EDITOR OF "THE NEWS-REVIEW" IN DOUGLASS COUNTY, OREGON. I think this rule should apply in all states!!! I have a question, not only for Douglas County, but for the entire state of Oregon. Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me, I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as they see fit. In order for me to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test, which I have no problem with. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check, because I have to pass one to go earn it for them? Please understand, I have nothing against helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sit on their butt. Could you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check? Leonard Wilson

Salute To The Fallen...
Do not stand at my grave and weep:I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the softly falling snow, I am the gentle showers of rain, I am the field of ripening grain. I am in the morning hush, I am in the grateful rush Of beautiful birds in circling flight. I am the starshine of the night. I am in the flowers that bloom. I am in a quiet room. I am in the birds that sing. I am in each lovely thing. So do not stand by my grave and cry. I am not there. I did not die.

Cages
Cages I’m tired of being a character, a fool, a jester, a scapegoat, the girl everyone loves to laugh with until she knocks her unopened twenty-four ounce Heineken off the dining room table and the voices start in on her again. Shards of green glass intermingle with the foamy liquid spreading across the tile floor and the girl, the only one cut by the glass can only hear yelling and screaming: Aaron berating her being there – no, for existing in the first place; Patrick rushing her to leave without her cigarettes, beer, cell phones, keys, CDs, and then, of course, there are the screech owls, the howler monkeys, the ‘gulls, and the hyenas acting up in their cages in her mind. They rattle the metal bars begging to be fed some bit of violence, and the girl wants so bad to lash out, to hit blindly, without caring if she actually lands a punch. Instead, she ignores her caged and often cruel pets, tries her best to make nice with everyone, even rushing out

Tell Me...
You need a friend I'll be around Don't let this end Before I see you again What can I say to convince you To change your mind of me? I'm going to love you more than anyone I'm going to hold you closer than before And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free I'll be free for you anytime I'm going to love you more than anyone Look in my eyes, what do you see? Not just the color Look inside of me Tell me all you need and I will try I will try I'm going to love you more than anyone I'm going to hold you closer than before And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free I'll be free for you anytime I'm going to love you more than anyone Free for you, whenever you need We'll be free together baby Free together baby I'm going to love you more than anyone I'm going to hold you closer than before And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free I'll be free for you anytime I'm going to love you more than anyone I'm going to love you more than anyone

Cystic Fibrosis Prayer
THE BREATH OF YOUR CHILDREN Oh Father of Creation, our table abounds with your gifts, we should be rejoicing, but sadly, this cannot be. For who among us can rejoice when there is a thief in our midst, a thief who steals your most precious gift, the breath of your children. Our hearts are heavy with despair, for each day the thief exists, more precious lives are lost, this suffering must come to an end. We pray for the laughter of a smiling child, we pray for the sounds of children singing, and we pray for the chance to end the suffering, and we pray for the chance to never again, hear a dying child ask the questions, "Why me?" Father you alone can grant the gift of life, we ask you to bless our efforts to end this despair, and to bless us in the service, we ask in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. Amen

Poem (sort Of)
Wrote this is the wee hours of the morning. When I shake your hand and stab your back. When frustration paints your four walls black. when the pain send you to the bottom of the drain. what do you do? where do you go? why do i cry? when will it end?

Untitled Caveman Scratch
What I meant to say Was Baby, don’t go away It just sounded like Get the fuck out I think about you Endlessly But express myself Horribly I try to tell you I love you But it comes out Babe, can I Have another beer You are truly special In so many ways Is dinner ready yet Is said, with a Sweet gaze I hate to treat you bad But I am just Another guy A regular disciple Of the primitive Can’t always pull Up my fly If you left me I’d lie Say I wanted that All along Maybe I need to learn That even I Can be wrong

Isn't This A Bitch?
Ok, so I go to Penn Station yeah? Atarah and I fuck around Manhattan all night, till her train back to Jersey dips. Guess what?! The train to H-town only runs 3 days a week. And today ain't one of em. ...FUCK. So. Now what? I make some calls...Take my WV ticket money, and catch 5:01am to Farmingdale. Neat...Melody and Jason saved my ass. Oh fuck. Now how am I getting home? Heh...stay tuned.

Women
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. ----------------- UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, And still be afraid of a spider. ----------------- MARRIAGE SEMINAR While attending a Marriage Seminar dealing with communication, Tom and his wife Grace listened to the instructor, "It is essential that husbands and wives know each other's likes and dislikes." He addressed the man, "Can you name your wife's favorite flower?" Tom leaned over, touched his wife's arm gently and whispered, "It's Pillsbury, isn't it? ----------------- CIGARETTES AND TAMPONS A man wa

My Escape
Your primary vice is sex You are able to escape reality, and all your problems through sex. You are incredibly passionate and a great lover and you have very little stress in your life because of your active vice. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Limits Of Marriage
we are taught that marriage is a reasonable and functional approach to life. but i think it's a tradition that has gone on past its practical use. women do not need someone to defend and protect them, to house and financially support them. the only possible reason to marry is to raise children, and even then the whole "forever" thing is just plain silly. you meet someone. you fall in love. the love is real. let's say you get married. now if you are really LIVING life, not just going thru the motions of getting up and going to work and trying to accumulate STUFF that makes your life seem "successful...." if you are really out there living, then you are going to be learning, growing and changing all the time. what are the odds that he is going to learn and grow and change WITH you? marriage tells us to "grow along the same path." but imagine how much more narrow your path must become in order to accommodate that. so you have to greatly limit your willingness to learn, grow and change in

I Was Just Thinking... 2
so I was just thinking... about shoes. The first time I saw a shoe laying on the side of the US 20 bypass I thought, "that's no place for a shoe." Doesn't the foot that was in that shoe kind of need it? I mean, it's not like a plastic bag that can just fly out the window. Then as I payed more attention I saw more and more of them. A dead animal, shreded semi tires, yeah, I can see why or how they got there but shoes? I think I see just as many shoes as dead animals. The explaination I gave myself was that the shoe truck was driving by, hit a bump, and one flew off. Any expaination other than that is beyond me. While I'm on the subject of shoes, I bought a new pair of shoes for work last week so I would have shoes to wear with this new suit I bought. These shoes are the cutest things! I decided to wear my new suit today so of course wore my new shoes. I didn't go 2 steps before realizing how worthless these shoes really were. They have a big chunk 3" heel and don't be

Whats What
"Oooh! Oooh! I know!! I know!!" exclaims the child. How simple and free everything was as a child. And like the child, a fool is he who has the answer. It is my belief that the answer can only be described with the unexplainable twitches and tears and feelings (Oh My!!). The feeling of floating across an abyss as her soft, beautiful lips tickle mine when we lean in to kiss. Throughout different stages in my life I would have told you what "love" was....although I was only playing the fool myself. Most of what I believed then to be love, in my stage now I would tell you that what I thought then was merely a miniscule piece of the puzzle. The feelings that I access now are much more amplified than I ever could've imagined. Feeling can make one ask, perhaps I have a soulmate? Does that make me a fool? Am I still but a fool who believes he knows the answer? I think the only answer that I have is this ~~ I dont know what "love" is, but I am quite positive that I have fallen deep into

A Blonde Joke
A blonde's car gets a flat tire on the Interstate one day. So she eases it over onto the shoulder of the road. She carefully steps out of the car and opens the trunk. Takes out two cardboard men, unfolds them and stands them at the rear of the vehicle facing oncoming traffic. The lifelike cardboard men are in trench coats exposing their nude bodies to approaching drivers... Not surprisingly, the traffic became snarled and backed up. It wasn't very long before a police car arrives. The Officer, clearly enraged, approaches the blonde of the disabled vehicle yelling, "What is going on here?" "My car broke down, Officer" says the woman, calmly. 'Well, what the hell are these obscene cardboard pictures doing here by the road?" asks the Officer... I hope you're ready for this one? ~ ~ ~ ~ "Oh, those are my emergency flashers!" she replied. "

My Comment On Mikes Mum
I said worst for the simple reason, ok Lost Cherry was a great fucking site, i understood the name change since i to had to explain the name to people but some of the changes that followed were like an ass raping with a smile,Ok to start with Salutes, OK the concept in itself was and is a good idea, the perks of a salute were great, yet at first it was optional which was perfect, for if they wanted the perks they took one, if they chose not to then that was their choice. Yet to make it mandatory in some aspect, please I hate the bullshit its completely up to you, its utter BS, its what i meant by an ass raping with a smile, where either choice is one you would rather nor make yet your left with the "choiceless choices" that one gets which is to do what you don't want or never to raise to another level again. Just because they have a salute thats alone shouldn't make them "real" for the truth of the matter is any one could pay a stranger 20 bucks. to do a salute and no one would never k

Deleting My Profile
Good evening to all my friends, family and fans. I appreciate all the love you have given me over the past 2 weeks or so...and I have met some really awesome and amazing people on here. In 24 hours I will be deleting my profile so if you want to stay in touch, tag me and get my messenger ID if you don't already have it. Thanks again for all the love!

Clairvoyant?... Part 1?
I just finished wathcing another program on discovery called Haunted. Alot of people like hearing or watching these sort of tales,..but most dont beleive. I beleive... Since i was a young child.. I knew i was"different". I have never been able to channel or put a label on my ability. So I have chosen to say that i have clairvoint tendancies. I have no controll over them... I can't conduct seyonces.. or commune with the dead at will. What i do have are psychic dreams.. and multiple paranormal experiances. These abilities run in my family.. my Aunt has them as well..but has learned to channel them a bit more than i can. My children have also reported encounters to me.. mostly my eldest son Lane. I watch these programs to learn and relate.. to ease my mind, so I don't feel so "abnormal". This isn't a subject you can just discuss randomly with the general public, not without them looking at you like you have one foot in an asylum anyways. I remeber things as memories thet aren't

Sick
HELLO ALL TY FOR BEARING WITH ME. ITS BEEN ROUGH. WENT TO DOCTORS YESTERDAY. HE SENT ME TO THE HOSPITAL TO GET AN ULTRASOUND DONE ON MY RIGHT SIDE. MY DOCTOR THINKS ITS PROLLY MY GALL BLADDER. NOW I JUST HAVE TO WAIT ON THE RESULTS. SO I GOT LITTLE SLEEP YESTERDAY. I AM REALLY SCARED RITE NOW. I WILL TRY TO GET ON HERE LATER. AS SOON AS I GET THE RESULTS BACK AND TALK TO MY DOCTOR I WILL LET YOU ALL KNOW WHATS GOING ON. TY. BIG HUGS. PLZ PRAY FOR ME TOO. LOVES YA

To My Real Friends
Just a note to let you know that I'm taking a break from here. I will check my messages and things from time to time. I will respond but, not as often as I have in the past. I have met some really special people on here and you know who you are. But, once again I have been hurt. Not on purpose but, still I have been hurt. When will people realize that words and actions have meaning. All I have ever asked is to be loved for who I am. My heart is very big and I have a great deal of love to give. However, it is easier to say things, to someone like me to get what you want. I wish people would put other people first and not think just about themselves. I wish people would grow up and not play head games with people. I wish people wouldn't take advantage of others emotions. That makes it very hard for people to trust someone else. Let alone themselves. My wish for all of you is to realize what you have when you have and not let it get away. For when its gone it is to late to get

So Cool ( Cnn Headline News)
I wrote an e-mail to CNN Headline NEWS about this new bill California wants to pass to stop people from spanking there kids. The Cool part is they read it!!!! I was so shocked did anyone see it Cheers Cody from Reno. This is what I wrote When I was growing up teachers used a ruler over the knuckles when we acted out. I still have the scars on my knuckles I feel that is abuse. A little tap on the bottom when they do something bad I feel is OK. I feel the government has no right to pass a bill on how to discipline a child. But i can see both sides. Thanks Cody Reno Nevada Then they said " Sounds like Cody just admitted he used to get in trouble.

Hey Friends
SORRY BUT MY INTERNET HAS BEEN PLAYING UP ON ME FOR THE PAST TWO DAYS... SO I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO PICK UP A SIGNAL BECAUSE OF THE WEATHER I THINK... HOPEFULLY WILL BE BACK SOON.... LEAVE ME SOME LOVE AND BE SURE TO COMMENT BOMB ME YALL I AM IN THE LEAD THANKS TO MY BABY TASSI .... YOU ROCK BABY XOXOXOXOXO YOU AND THOMAS ... AUSTRALIA KICKS ARSE !!!!!!! IF YOU READ THIS SIN WANTED TO SAY HI TO YOU AS WELL :)

The Celestine Prophecy
My best friend just lent me a book today, and I sat down and read it cover to cover without even taking a pee break, it kept my attention so rapt. It's called the Celestine Prophecy, by James Redfield. a work of "fiction", It explores a new sense of...spirituality, I guess. It's about an ancient manuscript that was unearthed in Peru, and it delves into nine insight of life, insights that every human on earth is predicted to grasp 'sequentially' (word used a lot in this book) from insight to insight to insight and so on. first it deals with the restlessness each human feels, the unexplainable want to do something, they just don't know what it is, and it goes into the coincedences of life, how sometimes they really do feel like destiny, like deja vu, and how they really may mean something. seriously, if ever there was a last book to be read on earth, it is this one. Celestine Prophecy has literally changed my life and the way I see the world. It's given me a new source of comfort in my

Ideas Of Self
Today I went to the grocery store. While there, I allowed someone to go ahead of me a few times while cruising the aisles. I helped a woman find the dishwasher detergent. I smiled at people I encountered in the aisles (although I'm really tired tonight). When I'd finished checking out, I told the checker that I hoped she felt better soon, and I politely thanked the bag boy, smiled at him, and wished him a wonderful weekend. In the parking lot, I politely waited for a car to cross ahead of me, while freezing my ass off. I returned several carts, not just my own, to the cart return. And, while driving in stop and go traffic down the block, I let someone coming from a parking lot out in front of me. All of things, I think, make me a nice person. But sometimes I wonder... do I do these things because I am a nice person, or because doing these things make me feel like a nice person? How much of it is because somehow, in my childhood, I formed this ideal of myself as "nice person

Bbw's
Ok so why are all the big beautiful women out there so shy and all the anorexic women are MORE THAN HAPPY to show their bod???? I'm DIEING to see some confident BBWs on this site! So MANY of them are ALREADY knockouts...why not go that next step??? :D :D :D

Aer Unanimis
Here I rise, So falleth Earth, Cataclysm so internal, So eternal, So we fall now. Wake do we now, Limits of the mind, Body and soul, Fading again, Leaving the world behind. We shift phase, Drifting through ether, Gone in mundane form, Eternally, As Gods of time. And so I seek, One more breath of life, To the last, My body ebbs, Out of time and mind. Mortal am I no more, My mind enhanced, Spectrum of life is mine, I see all colours of life, But not the soul. Immortal spirits, Endure the world, Ravaged by time, Now I understand, Mortality is comprehension. -aer anarchos- Birth of thoughts, From my broken mind, -aer indubitanter- How hopeless, Lonely, Godless, -aer saeculorum- Visual savage sins, Death is nigh, -aer perfectus- Shadowbreed, Until the end.

Pieces Of My Heart
Pieces of My Heart by Blue Wolf I have a little story to tell, I know just where to start. It's not a very long one, It begins within my heart. It was all in pieces, Lying scattered on the floor. I knew I had to pick them up, And replace them as before. I couldn't bring myself to do it, 'Cuz they never seemed to fit. There were always pieces missing, Never sure quite where they went. So, I started searching For the pieces left behind. Then, I started crying For the ones I couldn't find. As I searched alone, you see, For the pieces I held dear, I tried to call for help, But, I guess no one could hear, No one close enough to my heart To see the pieces fall. I kept it hidden far from sight, Blocked, behind a wall. Then, my wall began to crumble, One brick at a time, And standing on the other side, Was the reason for this rhyme. She didn't tell me who she was, She just opened up her hand. She said, "I found these on the beach, Scattered in t

Im.... The All Inclusive Pussy
****Types of Pussy**** LAZY PUSSY - This is when there is no movement on the woman's part >except trying to stop full thrust of the dick into the pussy. She says faster, faster but still is not putting any effort into the action at hand. THE WENDY"S WINDOW PUSSY - This is the girl you pick up around 12:30a.m when everyone is sleeping and she knows that you are coming so she is waiting by the door. You don't have to beep the horn or call her from the car cause she knows the deal. She usually is not the best looking girl. You are never seen with this girl in public places and you hate that >she mentions your name to her friends. There is no reason to ask how your day was because it is too late for conversation. It is all agreed upon before she evens gets into the car. Nine out of ten times, there is no talk of relationship, because that might spoil the mood. THE CONQUERED PUSSY - This is the girl who teased you for about two or three years and finally you get your chance and you

What Sort Of A Tatoo Do You Think...
Someone posed the question on a Mumm whether or not tatoos on girls are cool. This is my response (and question): "Hmmm... My daughter got one when the moment of the day turned to her birthday. That's cool. It was one with a longhorn colored in like the Texas flag with yellow roses along the horns. I am not sure if I like a bunch of tatoos on women though. It really depends on the tat and where it is placed, I guess. Soooo far, I have none. If I were to get one, what sort should I get???? Just curious..." Show me that you really know me by telling me what sort of tatoo you think I should get, if I did get one!! :D

A Little Joke For You.
An old but still ruggedly handsome Sergeant Major found himself at a gala event hosted by a local liberal arts college. There was no shortage of extremely young, idealistic ladies in attendance, one of whom approached the Sergeant Major for conversation. "Excuse me, Sergeant Major, but you seem to be a very serious man. Is something bothering you?" "Negative, ma'am. Just serious by nature." The young lady looked at his awards and decorations and said, "It looks like you have seen a lot of action." "Yes, ma'am, a lot of action." The young lady, tiring of trying to start up a conversation, said, "You know, you should lighten up a little. Relax and enjoy yourself." The Sergeant Major just stared at her in his serious manner. Finally, the young lady said, "You know, I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but when is the last time you had sex?" "1955, ma'am." "Well, there you are. You really need to chill out and quit taking everything so seriously!? I mean, no sex since 1955!?" Feeling

Something To Think About
I received this in an email from a good friend of mine. Made me think alittle. Especially since I'm so close to celebrating another birthday; or maybe I should say that I'm thankful to soon be celebrating another birthday. :) Enjoy! COUNT YOUR SATURDAYS The older I get, the more I enjoy Saturday mornings. Perhaps it's the quiet solitude that comes with being the first to rise, or maybe it's the unbounded joy of not having to be at work. Either way, the first few hours of a Saturday morning are most enjoyable. A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the garage with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began as a typical Saturday morning turned into one of those lessons that life seems to hand you from time to time. Let me tell you about it: I turned the dial up into the phone portion of the band on my ham radio in order to listen to a Saturday morning swap net. Along the way, I came across an older sounding chap, with a tremendo

Can You Go Any Lower
Well to those of you who noticed i was gone, I failed at the ultimate check out. I know it was wrong, but there was a huge pain my heart and i wanted it to go away forever. Of course, my higher power sent an angel and I was taken to the hoepital before the job was done. I have a lot of angels in my corner and I wasn't willing to let them in. I know there is a lot more to life than the jerk who left me. I know i'm an idiot for still wanting him and loving him. I just wish the pain would stop so I can be free of this agony he keeps sending me everytime he criticizes me and what I became in the last two years. When he said I might not bew the best mother for our son I lost it and figured it would be best if I just move out of the way. Well since I am the one at the keyboard, then we all know I failed on this attempt as well. God please help this man to find his happiness, since I am not it.

Best I Ever Had..
So you sailed away, into a grey sky morning Now I'm here to stay, love can be so boring And nothing's quite the same now I just say your name now. But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had You don't want me back You're just the best I ever had. So you stole my world, now I'm just a phony Remembering the girl leaves me down and lonely Well send it in a letter Make yourself feel better. But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had You don't want me back You're just the best I ever had. And it might take some time to patch me up inside but I can't take it so I, I run away and hide And I might find in time that you were always right You're always right. So you sailed away into a grey sky morning Now, I'm here to stay, love can be so boring Was it what you wanted? Could it be I'm haunted? But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had You don't want me back You're just the best I ever had. You're jus

Photography
Well i finally broke down and bought a digital camera...ive wanted to get into photography for some time...but good cameras aint cheap...so several hundred dollars later i got one that im told is top of the line short of forking out $1500 for one of the SLRs...damn these things got alot of buttons..im gonne be months just figuring out what the buttons all do, but damn it takes awesome pics... so..i need models..any takers?...lol david

It’s Time To Tell The Truth About Smurfs
It's time to tell the truth about Smurfs. You see, Smurfs are a lot like other folks; they have dreams and ambitions, deep, thoughtful conversations with each other, and good and bad times. "But," people ask, "do Smurfs have... you know... sex?" The answer is an emphatic and resounding yes! And why shouldn't they? They're people, too. What most people don't know is why Smurfs are blue. Well, the reason is because Smurfs only have sex once a year. Face it: if you had sex only once a year, you'd be blue, too. Once a year, in the Smurf village, flags and banners fly happily in the breeze, proclaiming that the day of the annual Smuckfest has arrived. Birds sing and the Sun comes out to watch, despite the weather-Smurf's direst predictions. I guess good ol' Mr. Sun is a voyeur. In the middle of town, Papa Smurf gives a brief speech explaining the origin of the Smuckfest; how Dr. C. Everett Koop came to the village and warned all the Smurfs about AIDS. Papa Smurf knew that no one ma

Think About The Soldiers!!! (a Copy Of My Yahoo Blog)
I had seen a bulletin that was posted, it really pissed me off! I know and respect that everyone has their opinion......I always will. But, at the same time, it doesn't give someone the right to put someone down for something that is well within sane and humane limits. Let me explain. There is a My Space group called "fucktheUStroops". I haven't been able to view their page because they're cowards and have it set so that only people they invite can view it. So, let me say this: I am a soldier in the United States Army. I may not agree or like the idea of what is going on, but I am serving proudly for a country that provides me the freedom to be who I am, live where and how I want to live, say what I want to say, do what I want to do......as well as many other freedoms that people in many other countries only dream of. I will be one of many to say that serving in the military is not an easy life. It doesn't always pay the bills. I don't see my home or family nearly as

Friends???
I thought friends were suppose to help you out when you need it lift you up when you are down and make you smile when you wanna cry. i would like to take this time to thank everyone who did vote for me in the hottest cherry contest your votes and comments went very noticed. i sent several post out to all my fans and friends about the contest to see just who all would help and there was only few that did help its not about the contest itself i could care less if i won or not but its about friends. i dont belive the friends list on here means just add to get points and then nothing else at all from the person. i may not always get to everyone on my friends list in one day but i do try very hard to keep in contact with on my friends on my list...after all whats the point if all you are doing is just getting points from it to me that is not being a friend at all sinful bytch aka lynn

Lawyers Really Do Stick It To You (alternate Ending)
My muse again suggested an alternate ending, and as before, I tend to favor her version. Here is the version with her ending (written from her perspective). It is quarter to 5 on a Friday. The office is nearly deserted, but I have stayed to see a potential client, a damsel in distress. My secretary buzzes me to announce that my appointment, Ms. Smith, has arrived. “Give me a second” I say and straighten myself up and throw on my suit coat. “Please show her in.” You come vamping through the door in a short, sexy black skirt, fishnet stockings, and a tight fitting blouse that shows off all of your delicious curves. I want to stand to greet you, but find that I have a significant erection and must remain seated. You approach my desk and I introduce myself "nice to meet you Ms. Smith, I am Phillip Yeraz, what can I do for you?" "Please call me Lisa,” you say. I respond in kind, “please call me Phillip. " "Lisa, before you say anything more, I have to tell you that I don't t

My Ex Boyfrind
OK well last night my boyfrind brock up with me. I barly talk to him b 4 that but any. he said "Its not going to work u live in canada and im in Texses and you want kids and i dont im done haveing kids." Thats not all he was talking to some other chick well he was with me and fell 4 her and didnt have the balls to tell me sooner that he didnt love me nomore. But back to the kid thing he his 29 has 3 boys the oldest is 11, his still young and says no more 3 is more then enuf. BUt he told me children are a blessing, then why couldnt u have 1 morew right. but ya he fell 4 some 1 eles any way that fu*king asshole. his nothing but 2 faced slut. OK ya im real hurt i loved him. But any way if your ex's did this to you would you still b his frind after he told u he liked another women and didt love u anymore? But i think im done venting 4 now lol. So whos wants to b my rebound? lol could u answer the would u still b frinds qostion plez. Love u much

Sick
ITS A COLD NIGHT AND THE WIND IS BLOWING HARD. I SET IN THIS LONELY APARTMENT ONCE AGAIN ONLY THIS TIME I AM SICK. I FEEL LIKE IM NEVER GOING TO GET BETTER. OH I AM SURE I WILL BUT IT SEEMS LIKE ITS TAKING FOREVER. MY FRIENDS FROM MY HOMETOWN ARE ALL TO BUSY TO EVEN CALL AND ASK HOW I AM. BUT MY FRIENDS ON CHERRY TAP ARE AWESOME. DAILY CHECKING ON ME AND SPEAKING WITH THE KINDEST OF WORDS. ITS AMAZING HOW I USE TO TELL MYSELF THAT ITS ONLY THE INTERNET BUT IM REAL. SO THAT MEANS MY FRIENDS HERE ARE REAL. AW YEAH WE ALL PLAY GAMES FROM TIME TO TIME BUT WE KNOW ITS IN FUN. BUT WHEN THE CHIPS ARE DOWN LIKE WITH ME BEING SICK, YOU ARE HERE FOR ME.. SO TO ALL OF YOU READING THIS I WANT TO THANK YOU. AS I LAY HERE ON MY WAY TO RECOVERY REMEMBER ILL BE BACK SOON IN FULL FORCE SO MAYBE YOU HAD BETTER REST UP TO. LOL I MISS YOU ALL. YOU ARE A WONDERFUL GROUP OF PEOPLE. BE WITH YOU ALL AGAIN SOON

Sexy Report Card
comment me my grade :-) F- = YOUR SO ####### UGLY THAT ITS NOT FUNNY F = I HEARD UGLY IS CONTAGIOUS DON'T TALK TO ME! D = YOUR PARENTS MUST BE HATED C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. I would love to have you in my room with no one home :-). A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXEY!! A+ = Gorgeous ... I want you to be mine : ) A++ = I 'D hit it A+++ = ID DROP MY CLOTHES IN 3 SECONDS 4 U A++++ = I'd be your sex slave

Snowy Sunday!
I guess Winter has really arrived in Wisconsin, lol! Snow Advisory in effect until 3 p.m. The weather service says we should get 2 to 4 inches, but it looks more like 5 or 6 inches out there right now! And it is still coming down hard. This will be interesting, lol! Beautiful to watch, though! Still haven't had a chance to talk with my sister about her experiences in paradise! I'm giving her time to readjust - she's quiet anyway, but she's a little too quiet this time! I have a feeling she is discouraged that her adventure didn't turn out quite as she'd planned. That sort of thing happens. As long as she learns from the experience, it's all good! Just don't want her to decide "adventures" aren't worth the effort or the occasional pain involved. All adventures are worth anything it takes to pull it off - spoken like a true adventurer, lol!! I'm just so proud of her, that she took that first step - even if it didn't turn out as planned! Another past life companion has surfaced for

Im Baaaack!!!!
Just thought I would let everyone know I am back online again. Although I missed you all VERY much, I really needed the time off, away from the comp. Just to get all my priorities back in line. And now that I am back online, I fully intend to live up to my end of the deal in regards to those I havent heard from. I posted a bulletin before Christmas that said anyone I hadnt heard from since I started my new page over I was going to delete. The clean up starts later this evening. So to those of you who have taken the time to keep in touch with me, never fear...... To those of you who added me and then never spoke another word......its been fun, but ya gotta go now. Much love to all!!! MWAH!!!

Maybe This Will Help You Understand Me
In truth, I'm a rough girl. Under circumstances in my life, I grew up tough. I learned to not let things bother me and to just be honest. Coating the truth with honey is not my thing. In person, I'm very shy when I first meet someone and to help with the nervousness I begin to talk alot. If I become close friends with someone, I still tend to be distant. I'm afraid to lean on someone, since most people lean on me. I've been cheated on, double-crossed, abandoned, lonely and hurt. All that adds up to a very tough cookie. I usually don't intend to come out as a jerk, but I'm very defensive over my feelings that I don't take likely. I have my ways set, my morals and views all together to ensure I come out okay. If you ever met me in person, you would know I'm just more comical than sarcastic and that I like to laugh. I'm hardly ever serious, but for some reason people think me rude beyond compare. I'm not, I'm just being funny and giggly. Truth is I love talking about ev

Okay, So Some People Are Assholes.....wtf
Okay, so I dunno WHY, but this person decided to rate me with a bunch of ones and then guessed that I wouldn't find out it was them (hello!! pretty easy to find out....) and then blocked me... I don't even know who this is, maybe someone is hating for someone else who I blocked?? I don't know who they are, dunno the reason for the ones on all my pics, but hey, just for a heads up you might want to block them because who knows if its just random hate-rating: BUMPER WORKER@ CherryTAP Please repost! Thanks! Love my cherries! ~Playmate~

T's Story
hi, I just happened to see that you stated that you support or invited people who have suffered or struggled through a loss of a child.. I just wanted to say that I have suffered through the loss of a child.... my beautiful daughter who is now 3 years old was and is a twin.....unfortunately my other daughter had passed 24 minutes after birth, they were almost 3 months early. My daughter now who is as i stated 3, she was 2lbs 7oz and my other daughter who passed was 1lb 7oz. It was such a great day and terrible also, talk about a huge mix of emotions.... my ex and I knew early on in the pregnancy that we were going to lose a child. Due to improper development, my child that I lost had an (ancepholie) (thats probably not spelled right) basic terms the top of her head was not developed when she was born and it was exposed. The longest a child ever survived with one was 7 days... my ex and I made a hard choice to not do anything to help our child just to let her pass on her

~goodbye Cherrytap~maybe ???
THE CHEATERS, THE HATERZ, THE FAKES & THE WHORES YOU WIN - Im so over this shit! - I CANT KEEP UP WITH IT ALL - THERE ONLY ONE OF ME AND THOUSANDS OF THEM so once my blast runs out in the beginin of feb (8th of feb to be exact!!) i am out of here to most of u - THANK YOU and hugs u made my time here a lot of fun - and i did meet some really cool ppl which i am so grateful for BUT it has become pretty obvious to me that this site supports and wants the cheaters & fakes more than us decent normal REAL ppl again THANK you i really did have a great time while it lasted! ---------------------------------------------- ok so a small update - ive been told if i leave [[B-Rect-Shen....Send me panties....]] will come and kick my ass and we cant have that happenin LMFAO i have started some changes tho ONLY FRIENDS will be able to comment me now - on photo's profile everything im still undecided as to what to do with shoutbox - i may just let family be able to use

My Erotica.
Alaric Bloodmoon 16 years of age, is the son of a well known man in the small town where his family ruled it all, Alexis Windchaser is the daughter of a peasant. Alaric met Alexis one day as he had rode into town with his family for a dinner meeting that was going on at his aunts house, he spotted Alexis standing in the crowd and felt an instant attraction to her. Alaric done whatever he could to escape, always spending time with his family just to catch a glimpse of Alexis. Alexis knew that someone had been watching her. Alexis was a girl of 17 yrs of age when Alaric met her, she was a little on the heavy side with ample breasts, long red hair, full pouted lips and a set of blue-green eyes. He still loved her the same. Alexis went into town every other day to gather things for her family. She worked a hard job of cleaning houses and hauling away un needed things. Alaric wasn’t used to doing things, he had been pampered all his life and knew nothing else, he was a spoiled brat.

I Run! (my Early Days)
I Run the race my hardest trying hard to do my best. I jump every obstacle and pass every test I see the finish line and though running very fast. I can never understand why nice guys finish last written by Some1special2k

I Wonder!
I wonder if you know me or know how much I care. I wonder if you hate me, because I was never there. I wonder what your name is, the color of your eyes I wonder what soothed you as a baby when you cried. I wonder what your laugh is like when tickled on your feet. I wonder what's your favorite cartoon, and in which position you sleep. I wonder what your life is like, if your happy or if your sad. but most of all I wonder if you will ever know i'm Dad! Written by Some1special2k

To Everyone
Sorry I havent been on. I started a new med this week and I've been sleeping ALOT! Anyway I just wanted everyone to know I was thinking of them and I miss you guys bunches. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ """If a kiss was a raindrop... I'd send you showers. If hugs were a second... I'd send you hours. If smiles were water... I'd send you the sea. If friendship was a person... I'd send you me. If you dont send this to at least 10 people...you will be left with no friends because they won't know that you appreciate them. This poem shows lots of appreciation...so send this to all of your friends and let them know you care FRIENDS ARE LIKE BALLOONS ONCE U LET THEM GO U CANT GET THEM BACK SO IM GOING TO TIE U TO MY HEART SO I NEVER LOSE U. SEND THIS TO ALL UR FRIENDS INCLUDING ME! SEE HOW MANY U GET BACK ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hosted by HitupMyspace.com

Having A Laugh!!!
Most of you think I post silly blogs about football etc! Well thats true, This one is different. It stabs at the very heart of the schooling system in this country (England). I am very concern that my government is going to introduce creationism into science classes. I am going to talk about "Creationism",and "Designism". These two phrases by definition are made up, fantasy. Before I go any further, I am an Atheist, and as such believe there is no God, A Darwinist if you will. BUT, I have no problem with YOU and YOUR beliefs (actually, thats not strictly true, but thats another topic) I DO oppose bringing religion in it the science lab. There is NO place for it, and frankly it confuses the entire subject. Answer me this: if theres a Great designer, Who designed him? and who designed him? "There is enough Religion in the world to HATE, but not enough to LOVE." (Doughnut for the first to guess the film.)

Top 10 Rejected Valentines Day Cards
10. I admire your strength, I admire your spunk But the thing I like best, is getting you drunk. 9. Our love will never become cold and hollow Unless, one day, you refuse to swallow. 8. I bought this Valentine's card at the store In hopes that, later, you'd be my w****. 7. This feels so good, it feels so right I just wish it wasn't $250 a night. 6. You're a woman of style, you're a woman of class Especially when I'm spanking, your big-round-fat a**. 5. Before I met you, my heart was so famished But now I'm fulfilled. . . SO MAKE ME A SAMMICH!!! 4. Through all the things that came to pass Our love has grown. . . but so's your a**! 3. You're a honey. . . and you're a cutie I just wished you had J-Lo's "booty". 2. I don't wanna be sappy or silly or corny So, right to the point, let's do it, I'm horny! 1. If you think that hickey looks like a blister, you should check out the one that I gave to your sister!

7:56 On Saturday
When you watch Your friends do Horrible things Seeing them Vanish While still Being here You experience The numb That hurts The nothing That feels You react To a void You attempt To avoid In dread of The future Lament for What’s past This instant Is blinding Your soul In a cast Only the Ending Can be Free at last

So Then...
I just wanted to thank all my new friends for rating me and being nice. I'm getting so much hate it's amazing BUT, the good people make it worth it. I can see though their jealousy and don't let it bother me. Sad that 40 yr old adults act like HS kids....laterz :muahz:

For Those People That Don't Really Know Me...
THERE ARE ALOT OF PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT DON'T KNOW ME. THAT IS FINE.. I AM ALWAYS WILLING TO BE A FRIEND..I JUST WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW MORE ABOUT ME...I WAS BORN IN A MID SIZE TOWN OF OKEECHOBEE FL..I AM A FAMILY AND FRIENDS KIND OF PERSON..I TRY TO HELP WHO I CAN AND WHEN I CAN...I HAVE NEVER BEEN IN A FIGHT I HATE HAVING PEOPLE NOT LIKE ME.. BUT I DO STAND UP FOR PEOPLE WHO CAN'T NO MATTER THE COST. I DON'T ALWAYS HAVE TO BE RIGHT AND I CAN ADMIT WHEN I'M WRONG.. OKAY NOW THE SIDE THE PEOPLE OF CHERRYTAP DON'T KNOW...WHEN I LIVED IN CHOBEE I LIVED THE LIFE OF LOTS AND LOTS OF DRUGS. YOU NAME IT I WAS DOING IT ..EXCEPT FOR SHOOTING UP THATS JUST NASTY...WHEN I WAS 23 I MEET A GIRL NAMED AMBER L BARRON...AND LATER SHE BECAME MY WIFE... SHORTLY AFTER WE WED. WE FOUND OUT SHE WAS PREGNANT.. THE 9 MONTHS WENT BY AND TAYLOR WAS BORN 1/25/02.. SHORTLY AFTER WE GOT BACK ON MOST OF THE DRUGS [POT COKE AND ACID] THE NEXT FEW MONTH WAS A BLUR...ALOT HAD HAPPENED. WE LOST THE PLACE WE WAS LIVIN

Sex
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM90%Sex God75%Virgin35%A Romantic35%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

The Reality Of Glitter
I could smell Your scent And feel Your skin You were with me We were us Again Candles burned The music played In your heart Was where I Laid The starfish shined Beneath gentle waves My peaceful love Is then alarmed Awakened, and alone Exhausted from Our dream Where we finally Met I miss you again With no regrets

Fuck Or Pass
There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

Soulmate
If you could read my mind There you would find The two of us intertwined The image of you I have memorized I remember enough to fantasize I close my eyes and there you are In my mind, so you're never far. I caress your lips, your face, your hair And hold you close, so I can feel you there. Our hands all over one another Roaming in places meant only for lovers. My heart, it yearns for you. My soul, it reaches out for you. In my every waking thought I know you too have not forgot The love we made The passion, the bliss I could never forget the way you kiss. And though the ocean separates us, I know again, I will feel your sweet touch. You were sent to me from up above To stay with me, forever in love. Within my heart I know it's true. My soul mate, I have found you!

Hehehehe....
i think it's weird that the Exorcist doesn't bug me anymore. (It's actually one of Luvy's favorite movies, go fig) but it was on last night and it was between that or Law & Order: CI which I don't care for that much. But yeah I'm watching it and smirking at certain parts. I don't know it doesn't scare me anymore it makes me laugh! Just thought I'd share. =)

Bush Rejects Timetables For Pullout From Iraq
Please rate this blog Bush rejects timetables for pullout from Iraq 22 Jan 2007 US President [sic] George W. Bush distanced himself from predictions US troops could begin leaving Iraq by late summer, stating bluntly he would accept no timetable for such a pullout. http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20070122/wl_mideast_afp/usbushiraqmilitary_070122151601

Interesting
Many will recall that on July 8, 1947, witnesses claim an unidentified flying object with five aliens aboard crashed on a sheep and cattle ranch just outside Roswell, New Mexico. This is a well known incident that many believe has long been covered up by the US Air Force and the federal government. However, you may NOT know that in the month of March 1948, Albert Arnold Gore, Jr; Hillary Rodham; John F. Kerry; William Jefferson Clinton; Howard Dean; Nancy Pelosi; Charles E. Schumer; and Barbara Boxer were ALL born. This is exactly nine months after the UFO landings in Roswell.

Just Got Home..
Just got home from having biopsy... Hurt like hell!! Now it's a waiting game til Wednesday afternoon for the results but the surgery is a go for Friday regardless to the biopsy results. Thanks all for your prayers and support! Lots of Love~ Jackie

Hate Males..
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry if I'm not tan enough for you I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if im not tall enough. I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

Another Convo With My Sis
..[Nicole].. - -do you honestly fucking care?- - says: mom made rice crispy squares and the bottoms of them are greasy LOL x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: wtf x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: i want some x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: UGH ..[Nicole].. - -do you honestly fucking care?- - says: lol yeah but there not supposed to be greasy lol x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: LOL ..[Nicole].. - -do you honestly fucking care?- - says: I think this rice crispy is gunna make me vomit lol x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: eat a tiny cookie then ..[Nicole].. - -do you honestly fucking care?- - says: I already did LOL x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclea

Can You Read This?
This is one of the many tricks to speed reading. They teach you to look at the frsit & lsat letetr of a word and your brain will fill in the rest. Pretty cool. If you can read this, you have a strange mind too. Read it out loud! Can you raed tihs? Olny 72 plepoe can. I cdnuol't blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a prboelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? Yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

Ending The Family
I am ending the *SavagE HearT* family, so you can remove it from your name. Looks like I will be leaving Cherry Tap some time this week. It was great knowing you & I am happy you chose to be in the little family I created :-) Take good care of yourself!

My Last Year On The Computer!
A thank you to all my concerned internet friends regarding e-mail ?! I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. Thanks t

Rules For Giving And Getting Head.
The Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!! WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone wit

Fundraising
I will be very involved with a fundraising project for the next several weeks so I will not be dropping by here as often as usual. But, I will drop in and check on messages, and write my blogs. I will be concentrating on turning my down time into writing time to build onto my story that I have been developing in my head. I took some notes and creted my story line as an outline yesterday and found that I got very aroused just seeing the story develop in my minds eye. I think you are going to like what I have going in my brain. As soon as I start writing it I will send an excerpt from the first chapter and post it here. Try to imagine this... I am in the shower first thing in the morning on a Friday ... I am going to my first private swingers party that night and I am involved in shaving my legs AND MORE. My mind is running wild with anticipation of what I will see that night. And, I then have an orgasm using the most unusal thing. Just wait.....

In My Head Today
Ok. I should have known when i woke up today that it wasn't going to be the most pleasent of all days. The fact that I woke up three hours too early, fell back asleep, then woke back up thirty minutes late should have been a clue. Did I realize that today was going to be icky? nope. I was in too much of a rush trying to get my daughter ready (who was not in the best of moods btw) as well as myself in half the time I normally do so I wouldn't be late to work. The mosment I tried to wake Elina up, she started crying, no scratch that shreaking. She has this banshe type wail that her dad taught her (remind me to hurt him for that later) that just grates my nerves in all the wrong ways. She's been sick lately, I understand that. She doesn't want to go to school. Man I sure remember those days too, but I HAVE to go to work, so she HAS to go to school. No ammount of whining, shreaking, and crying is going to change that. A wonderful way to start the day. I FINALLY get her and myself ready and

Your On My Friends List....i Wanna Know U!!
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU I want to know 26 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know who I am friends with. JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. (male/female answer accordingly) 1. Can you cook? 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of CherryTap? 2. What's your philosophy on life? 3. Negative or Optimistic? 4. What was your dream growing up? 5. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 6. Would you give me money or a slap in the face? 7. Tell

My Face Is Broken What Fun
yeah got hit in the face on my 21st birthday, just went to teh ER last night find out i have multiple fractures and breaks in my face. Have to go to a specialist see if i need some kind of surgical stuff done. i cant wait till feburary then i get to see the cutest girl in the world , ashley is just great she always makes me smile and i dont think about my face or any pain

Losing.
I am losing all my friends.. I ahve 3000 friends here.. that never even talk to me.. :(.. I just had to say good bye to ones at a gaming site I go to.. they dont want me around anymore.. I feel so alone with not.. I close my eyes.. and all i can see are the lists of names I had to get ride of. What the hell is wrong with me.. why doesn't anyone want to talk? Am I a monster? Am I that ugly? I am alone in the darkness.. No matter how loud I scream.. there is no one there to hear me... Losing!

Dear Lord
Dear Lord, So far today, I am ok. I have not gossiped, or lost my temper. I have not been greedy, grumpy, nasty, selfish, or self-indulgent. I have not whined, complained, cursed, or eaten any chocolate. I have charged nothing on my credit card. But I will be getting out of bed in a minute, and I think that I will really need your help then.

Pass It On!!!
Come with me to a third grade classroom..... There is a nine-year-old kid sitting at his desk and all of a sudden, there is a puddle between his feet and the front of his pants are wet. He thinks his heart is going to stop because he cannot possibly imagine how this has happened. It's never happened before, and he knows that when the boys find out he will never hear the end of it. When the girls find out, they'll never speak to him again as long as he lives. The boy believes his heart is going to stop; he puts his head down and prays this prayer, "Dear God, this is an emergency! I need help now! Five minutes from now I'm dead meat." He looks up from his prayer and here comes the teacher with a look in her eyes that says he has been discovered. As the teacher is walking toward him, a classmate named Susie is carrying a goldfish bowl that is filled with water. Susie trips in front of the teacher and inexplicably dumps the bowl of water in the boy's lap. The boy pretends

Alittle Something I Wrote
Tell me how do you cope when in one day your world crashes. Tell me me how do you cope when the doctor tells your mother it's stage 4 cancer. Tell me how do you cope when the doctor says theres nothing else they can do. Tell me how do you cope when everything safe has been tore down. Tell me how do you cope when the only person you could talk to isn't there. Tell me how do you cope when everything you cherished is taken away. Tell me how do you cope when everything you believed in is dead. Tell me how do you cope when the person that told you that you could do/be anything isn't there to coach you along. Tell me how do you cope when your mother,father,bestfriend isn't there. Tell me how do you cope when you work 8 to 10 hours then run to be by her side. Tell me how do you cope when they are planning their own funeral. Tell me how do you cope when they tell you their goodbyes. Tell me How do you cope when you do the same and say your goodbyes. Tell me how do you cope when yo

To My Father........john Doe
I may be unexpected, this I am unsure. My life has been dejected, but through love, I will procure. I was New York made, and Oklahoma born; My heart's been frayed from others that scorn. I was a little girl, who could not understand, Why weren't you here, with your loving, guiding hand? There was a time long ago, When I thought you name was John Doe; Because my mother told me so! Through years of humiliation and shame, Feeling the frustration, not worthy, to have your last name. Now the years have come and went, No more sadness and discontent; Now I have a different view, That's been long overdue. If it wasn't for your loving donation, There would not have been my creation. I have become a woman now, With three sons of my own, All of whom are grown. I love you!

Hip Hop Song Info Please!
hey there Im making a lounge and I wanna put some music on my playlist if anybody can think of any Dirty, Luv Makin kinda hip hop songs let me know please!!! I kinda got a theme going here....so anything u can think of will probably help. THANKS A LOT!

What A Kiss Means!
Ok today is a new day! Image I have found instructions telling me what a kiss means! Let me know what you think! *kiss on the ear--------------------"i'm horny" *kiss on the cheek-----------------"we're friends" *kiss on the hand------------------"i adore you" *kiss on the neck-------------------"we belong together" *kiss on the shoulder--------------"i want you" *kiss on the lips---------------------"i love you" or "i want you" *holding hands--------------------"we can learn to love each other" *a wink---------------------------------"Let's get it on" *slap on the butt---------------------"thats mine" *playing with the ear----------------"i can't live without you" *holding on tight---------------------"don't let go" *looking into each other's eyes---"let's get romantic" *playing with hair on head---------------"tell me you love me" *arms around the waist -----------"i love you too much to let go" *laughing while kissing-------"i am completley comfortable w/you" =advice= ***if you'

My First Love
Each time I am finished with you, your savory flavor lingers on my tongue. In my mind I reminisce over how you bring me so much joy every time you come. Passing by my lips soothes all the years, days, and hours of pain I have endured. And the fact that I am not alone in this ecstasy for certain I am assured. Each time my tongue passes my teeth it changes your form. My heart races knees become weekened and my whole body warm. When I am with you I become drenched in sweat. As I try to make each experience one that you will never forget. An audience watches as I create you by bringing on dramatic crescendo. Then, allowing you to settle softly, like a January snow. You are so good to me that after I am completely satisfied. I share you with others so that they may experience the joy I feel inside. What we have is more than the average bond between man and woman. Because, We make love. We make love like we are the last two lovers on earth. And the survival of the world dep

Pot
i really think pot should be aloud everybody would be more peaceful and their wouldnt be no fighting or hate anywhere plus u never here anybody overdose on pot or killing anybody in a car wreck all pot is an relaxation they just dont want to alow it because of taxes rate this and give me your opinion thanks

A True Friend
A true freind is one who is always there. Be it rain or shine. Good times or bad. Always there to help you pick up the pieces. Or celerate the biggest victories. A true friend never questions why and always asks why not? They're the one person Who knows you better than anybody else A true friend is someone who will never hide anything from you. Yet bet the first to forgive you should you. A true friend will pat your shoulder one minute and pull you from a fight the next. A true friend will have your back forever and ask for nothing in return.

Your Bare Back
Your bare back, looking up at me, calling for me, I stare at it. The way your shoulder blades slant into your spine, curving into the hollow of your back, sloping at the buttocks. The way your whole body raises with the lift of your breath, a slow swell upwards with the inhale followed by a shudder of an exhale. I stave off the urge to rend your soft flesh right away and instead opt out to feather touch my fingers along your left side, from hip across ribs, curling upwards at the breast. Just enough to get a twitch, that slight reaction, encouragement to again whisper my fingers from your nape, down your spine, along the inside of your left buttock following the curve of where it meets your leg, getting a full body shudder. My hands begin to grow forceful. My right hand curls around you thigh, as the heel of my left hand rests at the base of your spine, pushing towards your neck, reaching it and clutching it. Both hands tighten their grip as my mouth lunges for your ribs and close

What Is L O V E
what is love? well love is making yourself happy for the one u love as well as making the one you love happy? how do u know if someone loves you? well first off u never get enough of that person, everything they do can put a smile on your face. even when they make u angry they still know how to make u smile. if that person loves you back, they would do anything to make u happy right? i dont know but for the one i love i know i would do everything in my power to make them happy, i know i am not rich wealthy or anything like that but if i have love, thats better then anything i can go buy at the store right? so would it be wrong to expect the same thing in return? what ever happened to the GOLDEN RULE? whats wrong with the world today, why does it have to be a dog eat dog world? why cant we all jus get along converse and have a good time like they used to do back in the day when u could go to a house party and not worried about getting shot cause u were dancin with someone or talkin to s

For A Friend...
My friend's daughter was in an awful car wreck a while back and is on her way to recovery. This blog is to show how much I truly appreciate my friend and hope that her daughter will gain strength rapidly and come to a full recovery soonest. purpledragonlady~ C.B. #222-000~Epileptic Moose~IKC@ CherryTAP My friend is an artist. Her works are displayed on her profile here on CT and she also has a website: http://www.vanessainelsonart.com/ This is her daughters profile. Please go show her some love and support. I have THE best friends a woman could ask for on here and I know that y'all will do what you can to help her recovery. DJ Parole~She has No Label~ C.B. #420-069 {IKC PRESident!}@ CherryTAP

Kamra Sutra
Karma Sutra PositionYour Karma Sutra Position isThe SwingSitting face to face in bed, her breasts pressed tight against his chest, they each lock heels behind the other's waist, and lean back clasping one another's wrists. Now, set the swing gently in motionGet Your Karma Sutra Position at NaughtyQ.com

Cherry Tap Love Letters!!!!!!!
Im not much intrested in cheap cyber play email a dick just isnt my way your touching yourself holds no intrest for me. unless you are mine your cock i dont wish to see I wont show you what you have no right to ask for if this isnt acceptable i can show you the door!! Doesnt make me a bitch becuse i wont dirty cam you google some porn links, you know what to do god gave you two hands so you fix your own issues and to clean up the mess man made the tissues so dont shoutbox me to help with the fix becuse im not intrested in random dicks may make me a bitch to flat out refuse you but apperntly you cant catch a clear clue here the anserw to your well thought out question your you wanna fuck was hard on my digestion so exuse me pls while I either laugh or hurl while im gone pls find some other girl

Fuck U Poem
this is for all the fuckin hurt u caused me!!!!!!!! Fuck you for what you said Fuck the day we went to bed Fuck the trip you have been on Fuck the place your pussy has gone Fuck you and the way you lied and alos fuck the reason why Fuck all the times i almost cried and fuck the bastard you tried to hide Fuckin run, fucking hide Ill make you wish you fucking died I put my love up on a fucking shelf just to make it easier to fuck yourself Fuck the car, fuck the truck Fuck you and your fucked up luck Fuck your pissy whinny moods you need to take some fuckin ludes Fuck the cat, fuck the dog you probally fucked the farmers hog So fuckin pack and fucking go Im so tired of this fucking show Fuck the sink, fuck the drain fuck you and your fucked up brain Fuck you and your phony tears Ive wasted all these fucking years You fucking cunt you fucking bitch I should of left you in a ditch Fuck the beggining fuck the end Fuck you and your fucked up friends Fuck

Courtroom Humor!!
These are true quotes from a book called 'Disorder in the American Courts', and are things people actually have said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. It's worth reading to the very end! ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ________________________________ ATTORNEY: What is your date of birth? WITNESS: July 18th. ATTORNEY: What year? WITNESS: Every year. _____________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? _____________________________________ ATTORNEY: How old is your s

What Do I Need From My Dominant
1. I need to feel safe. Before I can begin to open my submissive nature to You I need to feel safe and have reason to trust You. To let down my walls and give You control of my will may take time and testing before I feel safe enough to permit either of us to go beyond the initial stages of our relationship. Even after I've given myself to You fully, I need to be reminded I am safe with You. I may like to feel the thrill and excitement of fear and the unknown, but I need to be sure no matter how You stimulate those emotions during an intense scene or situation, I will remain safe in Your care. 2. I need to know You accept me for all I am. I will be many things to You as our relationship grows and I need to know You accept me as a person during each transition along the way. I need to know You accept me as a friend, lover, companion, and Your submissive but also accept me as parent, child, employee, community member or other roles I fill in my obligations to family or so

Tidings
Free castrations for rapists Free hysterectomies for hormone blamers Free lobotomies for those who want a free ticket Crazy is a reason not an excuse dumb shit New pain for those who want to perpetuate the old hate Cycle of rapists raping future rapists until the end of days Road-maps for fools who confuse straight lines for circles Just because you’re back at square one Doesn’t mean you’ve run the gambit White glue and sledgehammers for those whose lives are in shambles So they can pound it to dust and reform something original Criminal records for the unaccountable offenders Who arbitrarily uphold a law scrawled from the dictation of a dead jaw A screaming call to arms for the deaf and dismembered A whaling spear and power cables to reattach the recently severed Surrender for no reason to the holy worship of speeding appendages Mend a bridge between the soul and skin, salvation and sin, the spilled and the filled, the forceful and those with out will I bring a knife

Saturday Afternoon
“Saturday Afternoon” It was a cool October afternoon, and Chase and Alyssa were on vacation in the Georgia mountains. The multi-colored leaves danced in circles on the ground and the limbs swayed back and forth through the air, as the breeze eased its way through the opened windows of the cabin. Chase lay shirtless and prone on the couch as his eyes blinked up and down, trying to stay awake to watch the last few minutes of the game. Alyssa sat blindly staring at the magnificent fireplace that was the centerpiece of the room. She dreamed of a rumbling fire and lying next to it, naked and making love to Chase. But it was way too warm for a fire. So, she just daydreamed of his long soft kisses; his arms wrapped tightly around her; his hands caressing her soft smooth skin, and the sweet whispers of pleasures to come with which he would tease her. These thoughts aroused her, and she found herself touching herself, rubbing her pussy through her shorts. By this time, the weight of

Are You Happy Love? Really?
Who do you love? I mean who do you really love? I guess I am trying to ask if you love yourself. I spend a lot of time with other people, whether it's business or otheriwse. I look at people as they act, and as they do and I realize after a while that they could not possibly be happy. Let's take some of my friends for example. Couples specifically. Couple sometimes spend a lifetime together and they are absolutely to be commended for that. Here comes the issue and you know what I'm talking about because you have seen the same thing. Perhaps you have a different perspective than me however. I am speaking completely from observation not experiece. Perhaps you can shed some light on this for me. Some couples I know have been together 10, 15 years and are not and have not ever been happy (save for the "honeymoon" experience at the beginning of the relationship. They exist in a completely alien world to their actual wants or needs. They are familiar however as I said with w

Easy Rules
The following 128 rules are written in the context of a M/s (Master/slave) relationship, but could be used by those in a D/s (Dominant/submissive) relationship, and provide a good project for those submissive/slave males to adapt them towards their relationship with their Dominatrix/Mistress, respectively (double meaning intended). Some notes for the female to take into consideration when using these rules and participating in a Master/slave relationship (or any part of the BDSM world out there): 1. The Master/slave relationship is a complex one requiring a serious commitment to honest and open communication, and the practice of learned responsibilities for the care and protection of each person's well being, psychological, physical, sexual, social, and emotional health. you can protect both you and your Master's participation through the use of selected safe words (like 'yellow' and 'red') and gestures (such as tight hand holds, wiggling of a limb, or opening of a hand). Don't e

Anger Management 101
OK...YES I ADMIT THAT IS THE DEIGO IN ME. GRRRRRRRR I JUS HATE WHEN PPL RUB MY SKIN THE WRONG WAY. I HAVE NO PATIENCE FOR STUPIDITY OR PEOPLE WHO ARE SELF CENTERED. IM JUS HERE MAKIN GOOD FRIENDS AND HAVIN GOOD TIMES EVEN WITH SOME OLD ONES AS WELL. SO FROM NOW ON IF ANYONE I MEAN ANYONE HAS SOMETHING THEY WOULD LIKE TO SAY TO ME PLEASE DO SO IN AN ADULT MANNER. REMEMBER I HAAVE A BRAIN AND I KNOW HOW TO USE IT. HA HA!! THANKS FOR YER EARS AS USUAL. LOVE EACH N EVERY 1 OF YA!! MUAH!

Nobody Likes Them But I Do.
I was so much an outcast No one ever liked me cause I wasn't wanted I was so different from the rest of them all Fucked up on the drugs, from all the speed And I never got no sleep Cause I kept on trippin' over what they said And everything that my mom said made me mad And everything that my dad said made me sad Why am I even trying? I'm crying out, I'm crying out I cannot seem to keep from freaking out Spinning round, spinning round, I've fallen down I cannot seem to keep from freaking out You keep shootin' those glances Relating to the rawness, of a fuckin lost kid Trying so hard to become just like me, talk like me, walk like me You keep trippin' on everything I wear, every time I swear Even when it comes to my hair It seems like you don't have the time to relate to my kind I'm not a dumb fool in your life Why am I even trying? I'm crying out, I'm crying out I cannot seem to keep from freaking out Spinning round, spinning round, I've fallen down I canno

Players
Players can be proven! I have this friend & her name is Brandi. She had been wrestling with these feelings of someone online so she ask me why should I do.I saw that she was having this struggle with these such feelings,so I created Cherry Tap to see if I could help her figure it out.So I went to this guys site & then all of a sudden he comes to mine & we speak & I find out he has not only lied to her about things he had told her of his ex-wife but he never mentioned her,even though he was ready to leave everything just for her even his son for awhile if needed.So much love he says he had for her all the while he was hitting on me. Now this guy also has been playing with another person's feelings as well by the name I will just call her Rockie.Now he booted her to the curve because of my friend(blocked her told her off) & by the way I understand Rockie even made alias names just to talk to him & my friend & him figured it out together what she was up to,needless to say as soon as my

The Avoidance Of Glee
There I was Doing Well What I do Is there any Pleasing Or good enough For you You find the Pain In every Compliment Feel tears In each smile I wish you Understood Happy Is not a virus Or a curse It is something You carry It goes in Your soul purse

Joke Of The Day
A koala is sitting up a gum tree ... smoking a joint when a little lizard walks past and looks up and says, "Hey you! What are you doing?" The koala says: "Smoking a joint, come up and have some." So the little lizard climbs up and sits next to the koala and they have a few joints. After a while the little lizard says his mouth is 'dry' and is going to get a drink from the river. But the little lizard is so stoned that he leans too far over and falls into the river. A crocodile sees this and swims over to the little lizard and helps him to the side, then asks the little lizard: "What's the matter with you?" The little lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a joint with the koala in the tree, got too stoned and then fell into the river while taking a drink. The crocodile says he has to check this out and walks into the rain forest, finds the tree where the koala is sitting finishing a joint,

Who Am I ?
Who am i? To my parents, I am their child. Their darling daughter, baby, 'Pooh', Poogie', 'Monkey', and their heir. One to carry on their name, genes, and legacy. To my friends, I am their friend. Their buddy, pal, and confidant. Someone thay can talk to and a shoulder to cry on. Someone to lean on when needed. Someone to hangout with and share ideas with. To share their dreams and fears with. At times, to be 'Mother' figure. Someone to carry on their legacy. To my boyfriend, I am his lover. A companion, a friend, his future wife, his equal. Someone to take care of and to take care of him. A room mate. Someone to be with and lean on. A person to share his life with, whether it be good or bad. To be with no matter how rough or easy it gets. Someone to carry on his leagacy. To my enemies, I am someone to hate. Someone that they don't care to know, want to share their hatred toward, and someone that they don't want to understand. Someone they may fear cause I am different, or no

Mending A Broken Heart
THIS WAS WRITTEN(BY ME) FOR VALENTINES DAY 2001 AND SUBMITTED TO A LOCAL RADIO STATION. IT WAS CHOSEN TO BE READ ON AIR! After having my heart literally ripped to shreds in October of 1994, I thought I would never love again. Two years later, while talking on my citizen band radio, an unfamiliar voice came across the airwaves like an angel on a mission. Little did I know that I had unexpectantly found the woman that could mend my broken heart. We talked on the C.B. for maybe thirty minutes, as I watched the meter on the radio to try and find her(she didn't think I would!). When I drove into her driveway, our eyes locked on each other and it felt like we had known each other for years. That feeling was quickly strengthened as soon as we sat down and talked for what seemed like hours. I could not believe how easy it was to open up to her, since we had only met that night. After only one month of dating, our feelings beign enormously strong for each other, we decided to get

So I Am Noticing
So, as my...first week here nears its end, I get messages from people thanking me for stopping by, when I never have. You people should also notice that you havnt gone to these profiles yet it claims you have. I think if your friends with a person, ct randomly tells THEIR friends you visited their page even if you havnt...Which I dunno, that kinda blows.

The Story Of Me 'n Jake
Let's see, it all started back in September of '05 when I met a man named David. Nothing came about it for a long time. We were pretty distant friends, then I gave him my myspace page and he added me here as well. We kept goin and decided to exchange yahoo names. We would sit and bullshit for a few hours here and there, still being cool friends. Then I found the site I hang on now and let him follow me to that one as well. We added each other on there and every chance he got when I was on yahoo, he would send his cam and never ask for mine. We would sit and chat and I thought he was pretty cute. So I asked him about his situation. Was he married? Kids? Job? You know, shit like that. He said he was single and no kids. I said if there was someone that was into him, but lived far away, would he move for them? and he said "yes" and that he was gettin restless and and wanted to get away anyways. So we decided to step it up and he started to make plans to come visit me. Things were getting g

Started Out So Great .. Ended So Sadly
The day started so wonderful ..other than it being wicked cold Lisa and I had a great day .. tanning was amazing . we talked Kevin ( the owner of the place) into putting back the 1000 min package back in .WHOOOHOO .. we were being our crazy selves .. then it just seemed things went downhill from there .. one of my sisters residents passed away .. so we went up to her job to give our sympathies to her family ...we leave to go pick up mike and it starts snowing like a mo' fo' out there .. and lisa's car just about runs outta gas ( her gauge thingie is broken) literally we coasted to the station ...Thank goodness we get to the school and make it home .. Im sitting in the living room talking to Dorkvomit about things and a news story comes on that the person that was in a horrible car accident this week has been identified as a local women who coaches jr high girls basketball .. She was such a kind , and lovely women .. who loved her children so much .. was engaged to be married this summe

Temperamental Bitch
You Have a Choleric Temperament You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior. What Temperment Are You?

Thank The Goddess!!
It is about f**king time!! I was going through withdrawl, even with work this morning. I hope BJ doesn't need to do that again for awhile!! Louie, my baby cat, is home and looking confused - the usual status for a newly neutered male cat! The other two cats are very happy. Salem kept on catterwauling, calling for the obnoxious little teenaged cat! But all is well now - I hope! The cat family has been reunited! I am told there will be a great cool down over the weekend - lows near 0 and highs in the single digits. Yep, it's winter in Wisconsin! For now, the sun is shining and the snow is melting! Hope everyone survived going cold turkey this morning without the TAP! I almost didn't make it, lol! Hope everyone is having a great day now. Much love and hugs to all! Blessings all around! And thank you, BJ, for getting us back up and running!

No Sex Since 1957
A crusty old Marine Sergeant Major found himself at a gala event hosted by a local liberal arts college. There was no shortage of extremely young, idealistic ladies in attendance, one of whom approached the Sergeant Major for conversation. "Excuse me, Sergeant Major, but you seem to be a very serious man. Is something bothering you?" "Negative, ma'am. Just serious by nature." "The young lady looked at his awards and decorations and said, "It looks like you have seen a lot of action." "Yes, ma'am, a lot of action." The young lady, tiring of trying to start up a conversation, said, "You know, you should lighten up a little. Relax and enjoy yourself." The Sergeant Major just stared at her in his serious manner. Finally the young lady said, "You know, I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but when is the last time you had sex?" "1957, ma'am." "Well, there you are. You really need to chill out and quit taking everything so seriously! I mean, no sex since 1957

What Kind Of Kinky Are You?
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs92%Biting83%Bondage75%Blind Folds67%Whips58%Blood25%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

I Am Sad :(
Just wanted everyone to know . I will not be on for awhile . Not going to have internet i think after this weekend. I hope you will all still show me love . I am in hopes of getting it back real soon . I will miss everyone . Please dont forget me :( Love you guys SWEET~THING

I Suck
i feel like im destined for alonelyness forever i think i bother people too much just trying to find some friends i found a couple but i kinda get the feeling im bugging them too much maybe i should take time away from here or something i hate myself damn i just wanna cry

Never Alone Again
Why do I love My Goddess Only the sands of time will tell Could it be the heartache and pain I've received without her right next to me Or the constant thoughts and hope Racing through my dreams Oh the thoughts of you Your angelic voice , it makes me speechless Your vivid blue eyes , consummate my emotions The touch of flesh on flesh , awoke my magnetism to you And that soul-full kiss , compels my animalistic excitement Being without you lacerated my heart to insignificance For it won't work alone , your needed to keep me going I felt so alone ,so deficient Without the constant infatuation from you You've brought me so much self-worth and confidence My devotion to you is everlasting forever until time stands still My life's desire is to live my life full With my goddess by my side

Just When You Think........................
You know it just never stops!!!!!! Last night my 17 daughter was physicslly attacked! The person in question got away. He grabbed her and put his hands around her neck and choked her, my daughter is only 5'3 and very tiny. He wore gloves so, the police couldnt get any type of DNA from her body. He didnt even speak a word to her, she kicked and screamed and tryed to pull his hands from around her neck. I am thankful that he didnt have the chance to sexually assult her or worse. You see someone came out out of their apt and scared him off. I am very lucky that GOD was watching over her. She is doing fine, but note to all the ladies....anytime after dark PLEASE walk with someone you know.

I Got Drunk Tonight
yeah...not something that happens alot...but tonight it did...and i crashed big time...all the stuff i've been burying for weeks came out... I'm a father already but i'm also expecting another child with an ex...i don't want to go into the details around the ex...this isn't the place to talk about them...things just went very bad there and i got hurt really bad...she prolly did too but not near as bad as i did...and she'll never realize that...but now she's pregnant with my child...and i'm so torn now on what to do in this situation...what's the right answer...nobody can tell me that..only i can decide that...i know...but i'm still gonna feel like crap in any decision i make...you're all wondering what the heck am i talking about...i'm sure of that...she asked me if i wanna give up the rights so her new b/f can adopt...do i do that??? do i try and stick around even though i know there can't be peace between me and her...even though she's told me as much...do i turn into the worst pers

A Friends Poem
this poem wasnt written by me. it was written by a one of my closest friends, Lisa whom I met online, she has a lot more poems on her webpage if anyone is interested in reading them. http://members.tripod.com/~The_Dove2k/index.html Friendship takes time Friendship is like a flower It starts from a seed It must be nurtured and watered To see where it leads. Acquaintances come along But hardly ever stay To find someone who’s truly a friend Doesn’t happen everyday. Someone who will stand by you Through all the good and bad And never say they don’t have time When life has made you sad. To find someone whom you can trust And depend on night and day A real friend you can count on Who will never go away. In you my friend all this I found And over time it has grown And you have become the most precious Friend I have ever known. ~Dove~ copyright1998

New Error Message For Me On Ct!!!!
This site just keeps getting wierder all the time. Has any one ever got this error message before? Error: you've reached the daily photo rating limit for your user level. It will keep me from rating any of your pics until tommorrow!!!

8 Years And It Still Hurts
Its coming up on 8 years now since you have passed away and here I am so painfully sad. How can I be okay? A part of me has gone with you and now Im not complete. Inside Im breaking down each day. Im on the verge of defeat. It hurts so bad inside right now. Im finally breaking down. This happens to me every year. Im empty with you not around. Always know that you are that special part of me, the part I cant have back. I miss you son and its so hard here. Without you my world is black.

A Boy Turned Man
The story of this life is a sad one. It describes so many losses and hurts. Its about a boy that had to be raised not knowing what he was worth. As this boy got older and life got rougher, his story started to turn. See things got harder everyday and the turmoils began to churn. So many losses, so many pains. So many tears that fell like rain. Life became unfair to him and his heart was set in stone. He believed that he was cursed for life and meant to be alone. So here's the story of a boy turned man that still suffers to this day. This boy turned man just wants to feel like things will be okay. He needs to let go of the past so he can live again. He brings his self down all the time and causes things to end. Somewhere deep inside his shell he knows what he really needs. He needs to allow himself to love. In himself he needs to believe. ALL OF THIS IS POS

Laws Of Reality ;)
The laws of reality 1. Law of Mechanical Repair: After your hands become coated with grease, your nose will begin to itch or you'll have to pee. 2. Law of the Workshop: Any tool, when dropped, will roll to the least accessible corner. 3. Law of Probability: The probability of being watched is directly proportional to the stupidity of your act. 4. Law of the Telephone: When you dial a wrong number, you never get a busy signal. 5. Law of the Alibi: If you tell the boss you were late for work because you had a flat tire, the very next morning you will have a flat tire. 6. Variation Law: If you change lines (or traffic lanes), the one you were in will start to move faster than the one you are in now. (works every time) 7. Bath Theorem: When the body is fully immersed in water, the telephone rings. 8. Law of Close Encounters: The probability of meeting someone you know increases when you are with someone you don't want to be seen with. 9. Law of the

Secret Love
the sight of her gives me a sudden rush, what is this feeling is it a crush, a longing and yearning for her affection, only dreaming it's centered to my direction, as she passes me time by time, with thoughts of hope one day she will be mine

Man Laws!
Man Laws 1. Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2. It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: a. When a heroic dog dies to save its master. b. The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. c. After wrecking your boss's car. d. One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". e. When she is using her teeth. 3. Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4. Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5. If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6. Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However, complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7. No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At t

Soulmate
Meeting the love of your life Doesn't happen everyday You go through many heartbreaks Without knowing the price you have to pay The tears you shed The heart that needs to mend You feel as if your life has ended That one special person who walks into your life Lifts your spirit so high You know you are ready to fly No more tears The heart has finally mended At last you have no fears That one special person is all it takes To open your heart And let them in Knowing that you will never part It gives such comfort to the soul You have been joined as one You are now a whole Two souls joined as one The lifetime of soul searching Is now done.

Lol
After I just wrote a blog about how great this place is, I get a taste of the not-so-great that seems to be prevailant in this world no matter where we go. I want to let everyone know that I KNOW I am not the most gorgeous female here. I also know how to make friends with some class and dignity instead of showing all of what God gave me for points. Having said that, and this is no offense to my gay friends, I also KNOW that I am not a faggot as one "man" called me while rating my pic a 1. If you didn't like my looks, why even say anything? And by the way, The Rock, I never visited your page to marry you in the first place. Does it make you feel big when you put someone else down? Do you suffer from little man syndrome? Whatever the case may be, I KNOW not to waste my time givin' you those so coveted cherry points in the future. As for all of the nice people I've met here, I'm glad I've met you :) and I'll continue to support you in all of your creativity. CSC

Online Communities
i'm really writing this as a way of just venting for a few moments. i like CT cuz it allows me to network but there r times that myspace and yahoo 360 kinda get on my nerves. here's the thing, i don't think that most of the things that people say can b trusted. some people will be real and say, "hey, i like the way u look and wanna have some hot sex with u". it's cool that they were honest but most people don't want to see or read or hear that all the time. even though it may be the truth and the person that it's said to may feel the same about the other individual. then u have those who are just doing something cuz they're bored. those that are really looking for something serious. those who believe that they have something to say to the world. like i said, im just venting, but do YOU know why you're on CT?

Well Stated!
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin

Something I've Started To Wonder....
So I've started to wonder if everyone has that someone. If everyone has that one other person in life that they are supposed to be with for ever. If there is one other soul out there that is perfectly complimentary to mine. Is there a love out there that is like the love displayed in movies or sung about in all the great love songs? Or am I going to have to walk the world alone, forever a single white female? There are times when I think that I will find that love and I will be happy with it forever, then there are times when I think that I will never find the one person that makes me truly happy. Then the saddest thought of them all, I sometimes think that my true love it no where near me at all. I fear that I know him and that the one thing standing in our way of being together and being happy is our location. Yes, I know some say that if it is love, it will overcome all obstacles. But some part of me fears that if I don't make a move nothing will ever happen. So here is my

A Young Woman In Toronto
A young woman in Toronto was so depressed that she decided to end >her life by throwing herself into Lake Ontario . She went down to the >docks and was about to leap into the frigid water when a handsome young >sailor saw her tottering on the edge of the pier, crying. > > He took pity on her and said, "Look, you have so much to live for. > I'm off to Europe in the morning, and if you like, I can stow you away >on my ship. I'll take good care of you and bring you food every day." > Moving closer, he slipped his arm around her shoulder and added, >"I'll keep you happy, and you'll keep me happy." > > > > The girl nodded yes. After all, what did she have to lose? >Perhaps a fresh start in Europe would give her life new meaning. That >night, the sailor brought her aboard and hid her > > in a lifeboat. From then on, every night he brought her three >sandwiches, some bottled water and a piece of fruit, an

A Tourists Guide To Driving In New York City
A Tourists Guide to Driving In New York City I've spent many years driving in NYC both for work and for pleasure. I thought I'd share some insights to the skills and mindset needed to drive here for any of you that might ever be thinking of doing so. Hope this is helpful. 1) DO NOT DRIVE IN NEW YORK CITY!!! There's no reason for you to drive here. We've got trains, taxis, ferries, buses, horse drawn cariages, helicopters, rickshaws (really!), trams, and many more ways to get you wherever you need to go, and faster than you could drive there anyway. Seriously...park your car in Fort Lee, NJ and take a bus into Manhattan. Trust me, you have no idea what you're getting into driving here. 2) Here's how the streets work.... There are 12 "avenues" that run north-south. The first through third are 1st, 2nd and 3rd Avenue. 1st and 3rd go north only while 2nd goes south only. The fourth is Lexington, except in Harlem where it's Malcolm X Boulevard....it goes south The fifth is Madi

Girl With Issues
Ok I don't get why some girls get SO jealous! I always have a random chick checking out my profile and leaving comments on one of my friends page right after I have left one. She feels the need to leave message calling me random names, whatever thats cool but dont try to pretend that he's your boyfriend cause he's not. This is the internet people!! I'm here for fun not to hook up with anyone just to meet new people. So I just hope that this girl can get over her self or how about try building her self esteem... cause its obvious why your jealous of me and I'm sorry you have an issue with Brian and I talking Felica... No one is twisting his arm!

Sex On The Beach, Not Just A Drink Anymore
A young man around 25 named Tom was walking along the beach when he noticed a very beautiful women suning herself a little ways from where he was standing. He never saw anything as beautful as her in his live, nowing she had to be older then her he continued to walk knowing there was no way she would stop him. As he past her she looked up and start checking out this young man,being alone she stopped him told him her name was Alison and she was very lonely and and a little bored, he said his name was Tom and it was a pleasure to meet her,they started talking and he couldnt help but stare at her beautiful body that he just starting to get hard just looking at her. She couldnt help but look down and noticed his enlarging cock,she was horny herself but didnt want to show it knowing that her being 39 might scare this hot young man away,but after a while she couldnt take it much long and leaned over and told Tom that she would love to see his enlarged cock, Tom only being 25 didnt want to le

For Fucks Sake... Im Not The Photographer Not The Chick
> hi > my name ****** > i m new here > i love chat with sexy girls and ladys > i see u > u look so beautiful and sexy > can i add u my list? see this blog for more info I even have a comment on my picture that I'm not the chick and a comment on my profile... how much more fucking CLEAR do I have to be... I'm here to show off my work... not cybersex... grah!...

Wishful Wonderings
In the night, alone and cold I often wonder just what the future holds, If happiness and love are ever to return Or if emptiness and lonliness are my new home To feel loved, wanted and needed Giving my all to that one who holds my heart so deep sharing my passions, feeling his touch Giving to each other what we both want and need so much Hold me closer.. Kiss me hard Assure my heart its not a dream Touch me like a lover, a friend, a mate... Capture my soul and bind it forever with yours ... Love me now Love me tonight Love me always. ... ~Pixie~ 1-27-07

The Cucumber, Pickle And The Penis
Cucumber, Pickle & Penis... A Cucumber, a Pickle and a Penis were all sitting around one day talking about how much their lives suck. The Cucumber said, "Man my life sucks. Whenever I get big, fat and juicy, someone cuts me up and puts me in a salad." So the Pickle looked at him and said, "You think you have it bad? Whenever I get big, fat and juicy, someone puts me in vinegar, puts spices on me, and sticks me in a jar." The Penis glared at both of them and said, "You guys think you have it rough? Whenever I get big, fat and juicy, someone puts a rubber tarp over my head, sticks me in a dark room, and bangs my head against the wall until I throw up and pass out."

Looking For A Husband..lol
Looking for a Husband A lonely woman, aged 70, decided that it was time to get married. She put an ad in the local paper that read: HUSBAND WANTED! MUST BE IN MY AGE GROUP (70's), MUST NOT BEAT ME, MUST NOT RUN AROUND ON ME AND MUST STILL BE GOOD IN BED! ALL APPLICANTS PLEASE APPLY IN PERSON. On the second day she heard the doorbell. Much to her dismay, she opened the door to see a gray-haired gentleman sitting in a wheel chair. He had no arms or legs. The old woman said, "You're not really asking me to consider you, are you? Just look at you....you have no legs!" The old man smiled, "Therefore I cannot run around on you! She snorted. "You don't have any hands either!" Again the old man smiled, "Nor can I beat you!" She raised an eyebrow and gazed intently. "Are you still good in bed?" With that, the old gentleman leaned back, beamed a big broad smile and said... "I rang the doorbell didn't I?"

::sigh::
I feel like shit and hurting and people tell me i'm gonna be fine...I wish once just once people can feel how i feel for a few minutes and know what i truely go through on a daily basis... I know people mean no harm by saying that...it just gets to me at times and it makes me feel i will never get better....BLESSED BE

Literotica ... Registered
I have been pursuaded by two online friends here to join www.literotica.com and so I have this morning. I hope to learn more from this site and post some short stories for criticism and to continue learning. I have registered using the ID there of "mscleavage" If you are already a member there you now will know me from others registered there.

Sometimes
Is there a place where one can go, where there wont be hurt n pain. A place to go where trust and truth live freely. Where kindness is a norm and not an exception? Where people care and want to help and not harm, hurt or maim. There are times when you feel pain so intense that you cannot breathe, when it seems blinding, endless and useless. Tears fall freely and they are of joy and not of hurt and pain. Love is a norm and given and taken freely and warmly. To find arms that will hold you in sharing happiness and not abuse and violence. Finding that place where life means something of value and not to be discarded as thrown trash. Respect is a given and not an exception, gradification is for all and not a select few who deem themselves more worthy. Such a place might never exisist, but one day find a small piece of it to call their own.

Drowned In Leather
DROWNED IN LEATHER I’m up at the bar hanging out showing of my new so tight leather pants. I’m not paying attention but someone sits down beside me! I feel a warm hand rubbing my knee! I turn and look there is a beautiful brunette women starring at me and she is covered head to toe in black leather! She introduces herself as Leslie, I introduce myself and offer to buy her a drink. She accepts and compliments me on how much she likes my leather pants while her hand has moved to my leather covered cock.. My cock stiffens but is unable to grow because of the tightness of my pants. She scraps her long nails across my cock and running across my knee with a sinful smile on her face. After a few drinks we decide to get a cab and leave together. We hope in the care and she gives directions to her house. After a few moments of silence she leans down and spreads my legs apart and starts licking and sucking the bulge in my pants. Smearing her bright pink lipstick all over the crotch of my p

The Ride
I walked up to her, gently drinking her in, with a magnifying glance I looked her over, every inch, from top to bottom, front to back. I had such a longing for her, it had been a while since the last time I caressed her, just thinking about that last touch made my heart beat faster. She stood there accomodating me, like two attractting forms of energy becoming one. it had been a while since I had straddled her, the urge was greater than any other desires I had that moment. Slowly and gently mounting her, I stroked that tight firm body, caressed her .. she responded like a tigress ... with a majestic roar, her body shivered. calming her, she purrred ... her heart beat thumping like a war drum ... I knew she wanted to be rocked, she always responded well when I shifted my hips and with a forward thrusting motion setting her free from the shackles that bound her to the ground. From thrusting forward, I pulled her back ... every thrust of the hip moving her closer and closer to where she w

A Woman Who Can Turn A Guy On With Just A Look Can Be Full Of Surprises
"A woman who can turn a guy on with just a look can be full of surprises" This was a quote from a friend here who enjoys looking at me. I do know this to be true. One of my old friends lived a few towns from me. His name was "Joe". Joe and I worked at a local store a few years ago when I had first gotten Divorced(day of freedom). Joe stood at 6'7" and about 300 lbs(not fat either) athletic build and what I thought was handsome. I am 4'11" and lets just say I have more cushion than most. Working with him a few years, only saw him a few days a month. I never really got to know him too well until one day he offered me a ride home from work. We sat in my driveway and flirted. The next day, he came over because I was off work, my Daughter at school.... He walked in, picked me up, kissed me passionately...and licked and sucked every inch of my body. When he ripped my panties down and proceeded to lick my soft wet hot pink pussey I came in his face several times. I proceeded to give hi

New Grandson
Most of you know Badgirl #1 is my daughter..and she was expecting baby #3 in 9 weeks.. today baby John was born by c-sectin he is 3 lbs and 2 ozs.. 16 inches long.. he forgets to breath..but little guy is a fighter Badgirl is not doing good..but I hope for the best for her .. the medicine is working on her please pray for both of them..

I'm Not Happy!
Some wannabe art critic has come to my photo albums and rated my picture of Fats Domino's house a 3! I know that I have touched on this subject before, and I know that I am most likely preaching to the choir, but I'm going to say it again. I post photos that mean something to me, and I try to select the best ones I can to share with others whom I think might enjoy my photos. I don't need anybody rating my photos down at the bottom of the scale. I meet up with plenty of mean-spirited jerks in the real world. I don't need to have them coming around on the Internet. If you think you are an art critic, or if you think you are a comedian, stay the hell off of my profile and do not bother to look at my photos! I share my photos and my experiences with friends. I do not do it to give fuel to creeps whose self-esteem is so damned low they can only feel good about themselves when they are attempting to hurt others. Now then, why don't the 'A' holes go out and play on the freeway

And In Other Penis Pump News...
Bristow, OK- Judge Donald Thompson was sentenced to four years in prison for indecent exposure after he was caught masturbating under his robes with the aid of a penis pump. The pump's whoosh-whoosh sound was audible on a tape of a murder trial, and investigator's found semen on Thompson's chair and robes. The judge claimed the pump was a gag gift. "In 20/20 hindsight," he said, "I should have thrown it away."

Excerpt: Triflin' Hoes!
PREFACE: "I like black, and black likes me. I hope black doesn't cheat on me with white ='(" [caption to a picture] my response: "me & black have an affair going on, too..." -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- THROATFAWK...: BLACK NEVER TOLD YOU ABOUT ME AND IT????? ->THROATFAWK...: yeah, me & black have had a thing since like 1995... we're homies. Open relationship, though.. haha THROATFAWK...: im heart broken. i mean. i thought black and me were exclusive. fuck man. then i hear he's knockin you up on the side just now. my heart is torn. THROATFAWK...: i feel so used and colored with filthy darkness ->THROATFAWK...: we've had a thing a long time, man... I'd never have thought he was pretending you were his one & only ->THROATFAWK...: here, let me go find a rainbow to hug you... THROATFAWK...: you're always looking out for me...thank you. ->THROATFAWK...: I'll always have your back, fo'reals THROATFAWK...: yeah at least when you're not swiping my mate. -sigh- lolol ->THROATFAWK...

Last Rites, First Damnation.... (opening)
He walked down the long narrow streets of New York near the Hudson bay the night was coming in quick bringing a bone peircing coldness that felt unreal. He looked to his paper and was amazed another year gone by since he left London back in the winter of 1892, picking up speed in his walk he made his way through an alleyway there he saw two hooded men holding a lady at blade point. With a quick jerk of his two pistols he let two shots go the lead balls finding there mark true, he watched as the attackers fell. Look to the lady in a concerned manner he handed her his right hand to help her to her feet. She looked up and smiled a warm smile * thank you sir for helping me crime is getting big in this area. would you walk me back home?* she asked. Like always his chivalry and honor wieghed out and He continued to walk her back home the smell of gun powder still stinging the inside of his nose. He loved the smell and the feel of spent gunpowder reminded him of his times when he was still ac

Him
When I was wrapped up in your arms, I felt safer than ever before. As I stare into your eyes, its a feeling I would not ignore. I don't know if this is just some game, but what I feel for you, I never felt with anyone else. If I could be close to you, I would be filled with happiness. You're what I've been looking for my whole life. You're someone I could share my love with, you take away my pain. Words cannot express how much I like you. But, even after this short amount of time, I hope you realize that my love for you is real. I'm not after you to play games, and I hope you feel the same. With you, is where I want to be because I found someone who looks just perfect to me. You probably think I am crazy, but truthfully I'm not. It's time we were together, But alas that can be? But all I see in this whole world, is only you and me.

Walk With Me
as a friend like no other, walk with me, not thy enemy , nor a brother.at your side to lift you when you may come to fall, reaching with a caring hand without any reservation at all.i shall be the wind, when not a slightest breeze will blow, look onto my eyes as you will surely know,walk with me.shall i shield you from all that should cause you pain, at your beckoned call witout refrain.through the darkness, leading you with a strong heart, and willing hand.walk with me, holding onto you when you have stood all you could stand, walk with me

Detailed Blog On Rewards
We are wanting members in the Angel Family to help eachother out...it's like teamwork where we all get together to help eachtother out. For those that want VIC gifts need to send me a llink or links to where they've been bombing comments. I will be offering VIC gifts every 2 weeks, if i had more bucks i would i would do it every 3 days or a week, but for now it will be every 2 weeks. The gifts are a way of me and maria saying thank you for helping the family out. We now have roughly 15 members and still growing, our goal is to get as big as we can get, and with eachother's help and support, we can do it. Don't forget to pass the word around to your other friends. Happy Trails to all :)

Flirting. A Deadly Sin.
I always seem to have a problem with this. On this site as well. So maybe you should all take a min of your time to read this : Flirt 1.to court thrillingly or act amorously without serious intentions; play at love; coquet. I grew up with my sarcastic humor and my pleasantly friendly attitude. I have always been very outgoing and well liked. I’m known for my humor and sarcasm, and I am usually the entertainer in a group. You would think these would be good characteristics. I guess not. In that past, there have been a few people who have been offended, or disagreed with my actions towards certain people. This is because my personality tends to be a bit more flirtatious than most. Everyone around me acts just as I do it seems. Perhaps it just seems so because they all simply play along with me and my individuality. Growing up around friendly people, it is hard for me to refrain from being so outgoing and sociable. I can’t help but tend to be a flirt. I also grew up w

How You Are In Bed?
cellspacing='0' wid You scored as Wow..Sex God!. Keep up the good work, maybe we'll meet sometime and have some awesome sex hahahaWow..Sex God!100%Youre a Kinky bastard95%Youre A Romantic85%Minute Man35%Virgin0%How are you doing in bed?created with QuizFarm.com

Does Anybody Else Think The Bulletins Are Sort Of Lame?
The bulletin mechanism could be really good...but the way its used now, anything useful and new gets scrolled down very quickly by dozens of reposts of old documents. (Some of the things posted could even be urban legends...does anybody really know anyone who had points "stolen"?) I'm happy to help friends with contests, or respond to polls or such...but it seems like there should be a better way...maybe only post the same thing once each day or something...? Maybe users could have their bulletins linked from their profile so we can easily find them.

How To Eat Pussy!!
How to Eat Pussy *or Everything You Need to Know About Cunnilingus But You Were Too Busy Picking the Hairs Out of Your Teeth to Ask Eating pussy can be one of the most wonderful things you can do for a woman (or so I read on the cover of Cosmo). It makes her feel appreciated, respected, desirable, and has the potential to give her an orgasm that will shatter glass, raise the dead, even wake you in the next room. Besides, lots of women expect it these days, and men who perform great oral sex are always in demand. If you gain a reputation as an expert, many classy, attractive women, way out of your league, may overlook your other shortcomings. Just kidding, but it gives us an excuse to talk more about vaginas. The vagina is a mystery to most men. It's hidden away. Taken out only for special occasions and then quickly put back into hiding. Like an english muffin, its full of nooks and crannies and tastes best slathered in melted butter. For something so complex you'd think there wo

How Women Get To Heaven
A small boy walks into his mother's room and catches her topless. "Mommy, Mommy, what are those?" he says pointing to her breasts. "Well, son," she says, These are balloons, and when you die, they inflate and float you up to heaven." Incredibly, he appears to believe this explanation and goes off quite satisfied. Two days later while his mother is making tea, he rushes into the kitchen. "Mommy, mommy, Aunt Eliza is dying!" "What do you mean?" says his mother. "Well she's out in the garden shed, lying on the floor. Both of her balloons are out, Dad's blowing them up, and she keeps yelling, "God, I'm coming! God, I'm coming!"

Therapy Anyone
Ok... so the hubby told me the other day that I need to go back to school and become a shrink. Not a bad idea considering that I am the one all my friends come to when they need help/advice with a relationship/life problem. I do my best to give advice and be a good listener, but there are times when I can't do it anymore. If you are a friend of mine, you know I am here for you no matter what. BUT, if you come to me and spill your guts and tell me things that are going wrong...then you let me give you advice...DON'T the very next day be an ass to me. That just bothers the hell out of me. I try to be nice to everyone, but once you cross that line... there is no turning back...if you want to be mean to me... I might forgive you but I don't forget and my fuse just gets smaller and smaller. AND if you seriously feel the need to tell people that you want to kill yourself... that is just someone looking for attention... I know I have been there... I, if you don't know, was diagnosed 5 years a

Did I Miss Something?
I got this box of trix..yes its been a while, but it says "NEW SHAPE" yet they are still round. Weren't they always round or did I miss something? I know lucky charms gets a new charm every few months, but I thought trix were always round... Sometimes I fear that its been so long since I've had sex, that they've changed it..but I never felt this way about ceral. Weird.

God Will Knock You The F*** Out!
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What the hell is the matt

Freedom Isnt Free
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________ You complain about how

Please Read
I JUST WANTED TO TAKE A MINUTE AND THANK MY FRIENDS THAT KEEP IN CONTACT ...I AM VERY BLESSED TO HAVE THE REAL FRIENDS I DO..BUT IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT SOME PEOPLE NEVER SAY ANYTHING AT ALL...IF I AM ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST AND YOU DONT TALK TO ME I AM SORRY BUT I WILL BE DELETING...I HAVE SEEN SO MANY FAKE PEOPLE ON HERE. IT HAS BECOME RATE ME, FAN ME,AND OTHER THINGS OR PEOPLE DON'T WANT TOP BE YOUR FRIEND...THIS IS HOW I AM FEELING... OK LET ME EXPLAIN BETTER I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT ANYONE I HEAR FROM WEEKLY OR EVEN BI WEEKLY ...ITS THE ONES I NEVER HEAR FROM AT ALL...SORRY FOR THE CONFUSION MY FRIENDS

Trouble With Monkeys Joke
Monkey trouble A guy walks into a bar with his pet monkey. He orders a drink and while he's drinking, the monkey jumps all around the place. The monkey grabs some olives off the bar and eats them. Then he grabs some sliced limes and eats them. He then jumps onto the pool table and grabs one of the billiard balls. To everyone's amazement, he sticks it in his mouth, and somehow swallows it whole. The bartender screams at the guy, "Did you see what your monkey just did?" "No, what?" "He just ate the cue ball off my pool table... whole!" "Yeah, that doesn't surprise me," replied the guy, "he eats everything in sight. Sorry! I'll pay for the cue ball and stuff." The guy finishes his drink, pays his bill, pays for the stuff the monkey ate and leaves. Two weeks later the guy is in the bar again, and has his monkey with him. He orders a drink and the monkey starts running around the bar again. While the man is finishing his drink, the monkey finds a maraschino cherry on t

Which Magic Are You Mostly To Have The Ability To Do?
You scored as Fire Starter. The magical ability to start fires from nothing is what you are most likely to be blessed with. That annoying lecture that drones on and on? Start a little fire in the next room and get out lickety split! I don't doubt that you'll use your power for nothing but good and maybe a little harmless fun.... Just steer clear of dry forests - you can start 'em but you don't have the power to make it rain!Fire Starter63%Mind Reader63%Telekinesis50%Flying31%What magical power would you most likely have?created with QuizFarm.com

My Nightmares
MY THOUGHTS IN MY HEART I CANNOT TRUST THEY HAVE LED ME DOWN PATHS OF DARKNESS I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE I AM DROWNING IN THE CONFUSSION MY HEART ACHES WITH THE PAIN I HAVE TOO MANY EMOTIONS STIRRING IN MY NIGHTMARES IS THIS REAL OR AM I DREAMING? WHEN WILL IT ALL END...SO THAT I CAN SLEEP IN PEACE

Last Rights...first Damnations (teaser)
Her teeth sunk deep his flesh tore open blood flooded out of the gaping hole she had formed but gasping in a lust crazed tide he moaned louder, alowwing her to change him into one of her. A child of the night a vampire she leaning up after closly draining him dry she cut a deep cut acrossed her left breast and leaned his mouth to it. he feed greedly on it being filled with her essence , her life. He looked up to her and gasped why she just made a hush sound and said tonight for you kindness of saving me I gave you the gift. He grew startled for a bit what do you mean he demanded to know she looked to him and smiled and responed with a chuckle, me of course and the ability to be king of your world to take what you want and to have it all. He smiled thinking of all this he looked to her , yes I guess thats right now lets go and make my first hunt for iw thirst for mortal blood!!! Ps this is the last snipit of my story but it will be published soon as posible.

Shyte Night!!!
AIGHT, SO LAST NIGHT I WENT OUT DRINKING WITH FRIENDS AROUND 1 ONE IN THE MORNING, WHILE A CRAP LITTLE BAR, ME AND MY FRIEND SHAUN ALMOST GOT MUGGED!!! 3 DUDES COME OUT OF A FUCKING ALLEY AND ONE OF THEM HITS ME IN THE HEAD WITH A FREAKING PVC PIPE, THE OTHER TWO START POUNDING ON SHAUN. NOW ME I HAVE A HEAD LIKE A FRIGGING CINDER BLOCK, SO I TURN AROUND A WRAPPED MY HANDS AROUND THIS DUMB FUCKS THROAT AND KNOCK HIS ASS TO THE GROUND. SHUAN IS A JEET KOON DO INSTRUCTOR FOR A COUPLE OF PLACES IN THE AREA, THE ONE DUDE HE HIT I DON'T THINK IS GOING TO BE GETTING UP ANYTIME SOON, THE SECOND GUY I HEARD SCREAMING LIKE LIE A BITCH WHILE PLEASANT SNAPPING OF BONES SOUNDS ARE HAPPENING IN THE BACKGROUND. I HEARD MOST OF THIS, BUT WAS PREOCCUPIED WITH THE FUCKER ON TOP OF ME PUNCHING IN THE FACE, WEAK LITTLE PUSSY HE WAS NO HARM INSUED, I ON THE OTHER REACHED UP AND GRABBED HIS THROAT AGAIN WITH MY LEFT, AND HIS LEFT EAR WITH MY RIGHT HAND. DO YOU KNOW IT ONLY TAKES ABOUT 3 TO 4 POUNDS OF PRE

Tat Contest
I will be doing a contest it will start Jan 29 and last til Feb 9th... it will be the best female tattoo from the neck to the hips > Must be SAFE FOR WORK. and Pic must be tasteful or it will not be used. > rules > 1. one bulliten posting yourself a day. you can post as many as you want but at least one a day. > 2. Most comments win. you can comment bombs are accepted > > winner gets a great prize... there will be a 1st 2nd and 3rd place prize. > Go VOTE FOR ME MY FIRST TAT CONTEST IM IN PLZ STARTED YESTEDAY AND BEHIND LOVE TOALL THERESE THE RULES TO LOVE RAIN.

Happy Tuesday, One And All!!
Getting myself ready to head to the office in a bit. No clients today, just lots of paperwork, lol! Belly dancing class was wonderful as usual! There are about 12 of us left from the original 25 or 30 that started out last Fall. We are now offically part of the dance troupe, OMFG!! First official performance will be in June. I think I'm excited, lol! My veils should arrive by next week. Can't wait to start the veil work - it just speaks to me, bigtime! Love it! Enough rapture about belly dancing, lol!! It is sunny, clear, and beautiful out this morning! It's also, colder than cold, lol!! But at least the sun is shining, always a good thing. Trying to decide if I can afford to go to the Southwest Symposium in Austin, TX the end of March. Good way to get lots of acupuncture CEUs and listen to people in the field. Time to shmooz with the peers, always a good thing! Not to mention, I have a friend in Austin that I might want to visit (Do you know who you are?). lol And I could vi

Bill Simmons: Super Douche
The Sports Douche is happy the Super Bowl is being held in a "real" city. Yeah, Bill. Miami's a great town. Here's hoping he gets mugged, shot and/or is solicited by a Dominican to perform fellatio this week.

A Few Thoughts On The Character Of Jack Sparrow And Where He Came From: From An Actress' Perspective (not A Salivating Fan Blog)
I really can't remember any actor in the last few years who has undergone such scrutiny about "where he got his ideas from", with the exception of Brad Pitt in 12 Monkeys, (GREAT film!) other than Johnny Depp. More has been written and discussed, both true and false, about "where" Jack Sparrow came from. I have heard other people say that Johnny " must have gone to a Renaissance faire", and studied some of the street players, and in at least one case, I happen to know that it is in fact true. My pal "Raider" whose real name is Ray, was running amok at Southern faire in 2002 (California) when Johnny showed up, and it is true that a) Raider was falling down drunk and b) acting and giving the performance of his life while he was doing it and c) That Johnny appreciated said performance. Raider was unaware that Johnny was there and I doubt very much that he was sober enough to recognize Johnny in any case. The two chatted and had a laugh and it wasn't long before Raider re

Pic Stealer Vol.2!
just so everyone one is aware this is my 2nd blog about pic stealing, last night i saw one of our friends pics stolen and a fake profile was created, today someone started a fake profile name "i suck dick" with one of my pics as the default pic. thanks to lost who reported it to me! i think all cherries should watch eachothers backs! thanks guys i love you! mauh!xoxo!

Hm...
Key To My Heart I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart ... You had it all along